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Salvation by Faith

John Wesley · 1738 · sermon
4. And being saved from guilt, they are saved from fear. Not indeed from a filial fear of offending; but from all servile fear; from that fear which hath torment; from fear of punishment; from fear of the wrath of God, whom they now no longer regard as a severe Master, but as an indulgent Father. "They have not received again the spirit of bondage, but the Spirit of adoption, whereby they cry, Abba, Father: the Spirit itself also bearing witness with their spirits, that they are the children of God." They are also saved from the fear, though not from the possibility, of falling away from the grace of God, and coming short of the great and precious promises. Thus have they "peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. They rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And the love of God is shed abroad in their hearts, through the Holy Ghost, which is given unto them." And hereby they are persuaded (though perhaps not at all times, nor with the same fullness of persuasion), that "neither death, nor life, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate them from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." 5. Again: through this faith they are saved from the power of sin, as well as from the guilt of it. So the Apostle declares, "Ye know that he was manifested to take away our sins; and in him is no sin. Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not" (1 John 3:5ff.). Again, "Little children, let no man deceive you. he that committeth sin is of the devil. Whosoever believeth is born of God. And whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God." Once more: "We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not" (1 John 5:18).

Salvation by Faith

John Wesley · 1738 · sermon
6. But this, it is said, is an uncomfortable doctrine. The devil spoke like himself, that is, without either truth or shame, when he dared to suggest to men that it is such. It is the only comfortable one, it is "very full of comfort," to all self-destroyed, self-condemned sinners. That "whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed that the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him": here is comfort, high as heaven, stronger than death! What! Mercy for all For Zacchaeus, a public robber For Mary Magdalene, a common harlot Methinks I hear one say "Then I, even I, may hope for mercy!" And so thou mayest, thou afflicted one, whom none hath comforted! God will not cast out thy prayer. Nay, perhaps he may say the next hour, "Be of good cheer, thy sins are forgiven thee;" so forgiven, that they shall reign over thee no more; yea, and that "the Holy Spirit shall bear witness with thy spirit that thou art a child of God." O glad tidings! tidings of great joy, which are sent unto all people! "Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters: Come ye, and buy, without money and without price." Whatsoever your sins be, "though red like crimson," though more than the hairs of your head, "return ye unto the Lord, and he will have mercy upon you, and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon."

Salvation by Faith

John Wesley · 1738 · sermon
7. When no more objections occur, then we are simply told that salvation by faith only ought not to be preached as the first doctrine, or, at least, not to be preached at all. But what saith the Holy Ghost "Other foundation can no man lay than that which is laid, even Jesus Christ." So then, that "whosoever believeth on him shall be saved," is, and must be, the foundation of all our preaching; that is, must be preached first. "Well, but not to all." To whom, then are we not to preach it Whom shall we except The poor Nay; they have a peculiar right to have the gospel preached unto them. The unlearned No. God hath revealed these things unto unlearned and ignorant men from the beginning. The young By no means. "Suffer these," in any wise, "to come unto Christ, and forbid them not." The sinners Least of all. "He came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance." Why then, if any, we are to except the rich, the learned, the reputable, the moral men. And, it is true, they too often except themselves from hearing; yet we must speak the words of our Lord. For thus the tenor of our commission runs, "Go and preach the gospel to every creature." If any man wrest it, or any part of it, to his destruction, he must bear his own burden. But still, "as the Lord liveth, whatsoever the Lord saith unto us, that we will speak."

The Righteousness of Faith

John Wesley · 1746 · sermon
12. Again: The covenant of works, in order to man's continuance in the favour of God, in his knowledge and love, in holiness and happiness, required of perfect man a perfect and uninterrupted obedience to every point of the law of God. Whereas, the covenant of grace, in order to man's recovery of the favour and the life of God, requires only faith; living faith in Him who, through God, justifies him that obeyed not. 13. Yet, again: The covenant of works required of Adam and all his children, to pay the price themselves, in consideration of which they were to receive all the future blessings of God. But, in the covenant of grace, seeing we have nothing to pay, God "frankly forgives us all:" Provided only, that we believe in Him who hath paid the price for us; who hath given himself a "Propitiation for our sins, for the sins of the whole world." 14. Thus the first covenant required what is now afar off from all the children of men; namely, unsinning obedience, which is far from those who are "conceived and born in sin." Whereas, the second requires what is nigh at hand; as though it should say, "Thou art sin! God is love! Thou by sin art fallen short of the glory of God; yet there is mercy with him. Bring then all thy sins to the pardoning God, and they shall vanish away as a cloud. If thou wert not ungodly, there would be no room for him to justify thee as ungodly. But now draw near, in fill assurance of faith. He speaketh, and it is done. Fear not, only believe; for even the just God justifieth all that believe in Jesus." II. 1. These things considered, it would be easy to show, as I proposed to do in the Second place, the folly of trusting in the "righteousness which is of the law," and the wisdom of submitting to "the righteousness which is of faith."

The Circumcision of the Heart

John Wesley · 1733 · sermon
7. "All things are possible to him that" thus "believeth." "The eyes of his understanding being enlightened," he sees what is his calling; even to glorify God, who hath bought him with so high a price, in his body and in his spirit, which now are God's by redemption, as well as by creation. He feels what is "the exceeding greatness of this power," who, as he raise up Christ from the dead, so is able to-quicken us, dead in sin," by his Spirit which dwelleth in us." "This is the victory which overcometh the world, even our faith;" that faith, which is not only an unshaken assent to all that God hath revealed in Scripture, and in particular to those important truths, "Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners;" "He bare our sins in his own body on the tree;" "He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world;" N.B. The following part of this paragraph is now added to the Sermon formerly preached. but likewise the revelation of Christ in our hearts; a divine evidence or conviction of his love, his free, unmerited love to me a sinner; a sure confidence in his pardoning mercy, wrought in us by the Holy Ghost; a confidence, whereby every true believer is enabled to bear witness, "I know that my Redeemer liveth," that I have an "Advocate with the Father," and that "Jesus Christ the righteous" is my Lord, and "the propitiation for my sins," I know he hath "loved me, and given himself for me," He hath reconciled me, even me, to God; and I "have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins." 8. Such a faith as this cannot fail to show evidently the power of Him that inspires it, by delivering his children from the yoke of sin, and "purging their consciences from dead works;" by strengthening them so, that they are no longer constrained to obey sin in the desires there of; but instead of yielding their members unto it, as instruments of unrighteousness," they now "yield themselves" entirely "unto God, as those that are alive from the dead."

The Marks of the New Birth

John Wesley · 1748 · sermon
The Marks of the New Birth "So is every one that is born of the Spirit." John 3:8. 1. How is every one that is "born of the Spirit," that is, born again, born of God What is meant by the being born again, the being born of God, or being born of the Spirit What is implied in the being a son or a child of God, or having the Spirit of adoption That these privileges, by the free mercy of God, are ordinarily annexed to baptism (which is thence termed by our Lord in a preceding verse, the being "born of water and of the Spirit") we know; but we would know what these privileges are: What is the new birth 2. Perhaps it is not needful to give a definition of this, seeing the Scripture gives none. But as the question is of the deepest concern to every child of man; since, "except a man be born again," born of the Spirit, "he cannot see the kingdom of God;" I propose to lay down the marks of it in the plainest manner, just as I find them laid down in Scripture. I. 1. The First of these, and the foundation of all the rest, is faith. So St. Paul, "Ye are all the children of God by faith in Christ Jesus." (Gal. 3:26.) So St. John, "To them gave he power" (exousian, right or privilege, it might rather be translated) "to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name; which were born," when they believed, "not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh," not by natural generation, "nor of the will of man," like those children adopted by men, in whom no inward change is thereby wrought, "but of God." (John 1:12,13.) And again in his General Epistle, "Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God." (1 John 5:1.)

Satan's Devices

John Wesley · 1750 · sermon
2. Secondly: The more vehemently he assaults your peace with that suggestion, "God is holy; you are unholy; You are immensely distant from that holiness, without which you cannot see God: How then can you be in the favour of God How can you fancy you are justified" take the more earnest heed to hold fast that, "Not by works of righteousness which I have done, I am found in him; I am accepted in the Beloved; not having my own righteousness, (as the cause, either in whole or in part, of our justification before God,) but that which is by faith in Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith." O bind this about your neck: Write it upon the table of thy heart. Wear it as a bracelet upon thy arm, as frontlets between thine eyes: "I am 'justified freely by his grace, through the redemption that is in Jesus Christ." Value and esteem, more and more, that precious truth, "By grace we are saved through faith." Admire, more and more, the free grace of God, in so loving the world as to give "his only Son, that whosoever believeth on him might not perish, but have everlasting life." So shall the sense of the sinfulness you feel, on the one hand, and of the holiness you expect, on the other, both contribute to establish your peace, and to make it flow as a river. So shall that peace flow on with an even stream, in spite of all those mountains of ungodliness, which shall become a plain in the day when the Lord cometh to take full possession of your heart. Neither will sickness, or pain, or the approach of death, occasion any doubt or fear. You know a day, an hour, a moment with God, is as a thousand years. He cannot be straitened for time, wherein to work whatever remains to be done in your soul. And God's time is always the best time. Therefore be thou careful for nothing: Only make thy request known unto Him, and that, not with doubt or fear, but thanksgiving; as being previously assured, He cannot withhold from thee any manner of thing that is good.

On the Fall of Man

John Wesley · 1782 · sermon
8. But can the Creator despise the work of his own hands Surely that is impossible! Hath he not then, seeing he alone is able, provided a remedy for all these evils Yea, verily he hath! And a sufficient remedy; every way adequate to the disease. He hath fulfilled his word: He hath given "the seed of the woman to bruise the serpent's head." "God so loved the world, that he gave his only-begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him might not perish, but have everlasting life." Here is a remedy provided for all our guilt: He "bore all our sins in his body on the tree." And "if any one have sinned, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous." And here is a remedy for all our disease, all the corruption of our nature. For God hath also, through the intercession of his Son, given us his Holy Spirit, to renew us both "in knowledge," in his natural image; opening the eyes of our understanding, and enlightening us with all such knowledge as is requisite to our pleasing God; and also in his moral image, namely, "righteousness and true holiness." And supposing this is done, we know that "all things" will "work together for our good." We know by happy experience, that all natural evils change their nature and turn to good; that sorrow, sickness, pain, will all prove medicines, to heal our spiritual sickness. They will all be to our profit; will all tend to our unspeakable advantage; making us more largely "partakers of his holiness," while we remain on earth; adding so many stars to that crown which is reserved in heaven for us.

God's Love to Fallen Man

John Wesley · 1782 · sermon
1. And, First, mankind in general have gained, by the fall of Adam, a capacity of attaining more holiness and happiness on earth than it would have been possible for them to attain if Adam had not fallen. For if Adam had not fallen, Christ had not died. Nothing can be more clear than this; nothing more undeniable: The more thoroughly we consider the point the more deeply shall we be convinced of it. Unless all the partakers of human nature had received that deadly wound in Adam, it would not have been needful for the Son of God to take our nature upon him. Do you not see that this was the very ground of his coming into the world "By one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin: And thus death passed upon all," through him in whom all men sinned. (Rom. 5:12.) Was it not to remedy this very thing that "the Word was made flesh," that "as in Adam all died, so in Christ all" might "be made alive" Unless, then, many had been made sinners by the disobedience of one, by the obedience of one many would not have been made righteous: (Rom. 5:19:) So there would have been no room for that amazing display of the Son of God's love to mankind: There would have been no occasion for his being "obedient unto death, even the death of the cross." It could not then have been said, to the astonishment of all the hosts of heaven "God so loved the world," yea, the ungodly world, which had no thought or desire of returning to him, "that he gave his Son" out of his bosom, his only-begotten Son, "to the end that whosoever believeth on him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Neither could we then have said,:God was in Christ reconciling the world to himself;" or, that he "made him to be sin," that is, a sin-offering, "for us, who knew no sin, that we might be made the righteousness of God through him." There would have been no such occasion for such "an Advocate with the Father," as "Jesus Christ the righteous;" neither for his appearing "at the right hand of God, to make intercession for us."

The Mystery of Iniquity

John Wesley · 1783 · sermon
The Mystery of Iniquity "The mystery of iniquity doth already work." 2 Thess. 2:7. 1. Without inquiring how far these words refer to any particular event in the Christian Church, I would at present take occasion from them to consider that important question, In what manner the mystery of iniquity hath wrought among us till it hath well-nigh covered the whole earth. 2. It is certain that "God made man upright;" perfectly holy and perfectly happy: But by rebelling against God, he destroyed himself, lost the favour and the image of God, and entailed sin, with its attendant, pain, on himself and all his posterity. Yet his merciful Creator did not leave him in this helpless, hopeless state: He immediately appointed his Son, his well-beloved Son, "who is the brightness of his glory, the express image of his person," to be the Saviour of men; "the propitiation for the sins of the whole world;" the great Physician who, by his almighty Spirit, should heal the sickness of their souls, and restore them not only to the favour, but to "the image of God wherein they were created." 3. This great mystery of godliness began to work from the very time of the original promise. Accordingly, the Lamb being, in the purpose of God, "slain from the beginning of the world," from the same period his sanctifying Spirit began to renew the souls of men. We have an undeniable instance of this in Abel, who "obtained a testimony" from God "that he was righteous." (Heb. 11:4.) And from that very time all that were partakers of the same faith were partakers of the same salvation; were not only re-instated in the favour, but likewise restored to the image, of God. 4. But how exceeding small was the number of these even from the earliest ages! No sooner did "the sons of men multiply upon the face of the earth," than God, looking down from heaven, "saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth;" so great that "every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was evil," only evil, and that "continually." (Gen. 6:1-5.) And so it remained, without any intermission, till God executed that terrible sentence, "I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth." (Gen. 6:7.)

The Signs of the Times

John Wesley · 1787 · sermon
I. 1. Let us, in the First place, inquire, What times were those concerning which our Lord is here speaking It is easy to answer; the times of the Messiah; the times ordained before the foundation of the world, wherein it pleased God to give his only begotten Son, to take our nature upon him, to be "found in fashion as a man," to live a life of sorrow and pain, and, at length, to be "obedient unto death, even the death of the cross," to the end that whosoever believeth on him should not perish, but have everlasting life." This was the important time the signs whereof the Pharisees and Sadducees could not discern. Clear as they were in themselves, yet so thick a veil was upon the heart of these men, that they did not discern the tokens of his coming, though foretold so long before. 2. But what were those signs of the coming of that Just One, which had been so long and so clearly foretold, and whereby they might easily have discerned those times, had not the veil been on their heart They are many in number; but it may suffice to mention a few of them. One of the first is that pointed out in the solemn words, spoken by Jacob a little before his death: (Gen. 49:10:) "The sceptre shall not depart from Judah, nor a lawgiver from between his feet, until Shiloh come." All, both ancient and modern Jews, agree, that by Shiloh we are to understand the Messiah; who was therefore to come, according to the prophecy, "before the sceptre," that is, the sovereignty, "departed from Judah." But it did, without controversy, depart from Judah at this very time; an infallible sign, that at this very time Shiloh, that is, the Messiah, came.

On Working Out Our Own Salvation

John Wesley · 1785 · sermon
2. But there are two grand heads of doctrine, which contain many truths of the most important nature, of which the most enlightened Heathens in the ancient world were totally ignorant; as are also the most intelligent Heathens that are now on the face of the earth; I mean those which relate to the eternal Son of God, and the Spirit of God: To the Son, giving himself to be "a propitiation for the sins of the world;" and to the Spirit of God, renewing men in that image of God wherein they were created. For after all the pains which ingenious and learned men have taken (that great man, the Chevalier Ramsay, in particular) to find some resemblance of these truths in the immense rubbish of heathen authors, the resemblance is so exceeding faint, as not to be discerned but by a very lively imagination. Beside that, even this resemblance, faint as it was, is only to be found in the discourses of a very few; and those were the most improved and deeply-thinking men, in their several generations; while the innumerable multitudes that surrounded them were little better for the knowledge of the philosophers, but remained as totally ignorant even of these capital truths as were the beasts that perish. 3. Certain it is, that these truths were never known to the vulgar, the bulk of mankind, to the generality of men in any nation, till they were brought to light by the gospel. Notwithstanding a spark of knowledge glimmering here and there, the whole earth was covered with darkness, till the Sun of Righteousness arose and scattered the shades of night. Since this day-spring from on high has appeared, a great light hath shined unto those who, till then, sat in darkness and in the shadow of death. And thousands of them in every age have known, "that God so loved the world, as to give his only Son, to the end that whosoever believeth on him should not perish, but have everlasting life." And being entrusted with the oracles of God, they have known that God hath also given us his Holy Spirit, who "worketh in us both to will and to do of his good pleasure."

On Visiting the Sick

John Wesley · 1786 · sermon
6. Together with the more important lessons, which you endeavour to teach all the poor whom you visit, it would be a deed of charity to teach them two things more, which they are generally little acquainted with, industry and cleanliness. It was said by a pious man, "Cleanliness is next to godliness." Indeed the want of it is a scandal to all religion; causing the way of truth to be evil spoken of. And without industry, we are neither fit for this world, nor for the world to come. With regard to both, "whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might." III. 1. The Third point to be considered is, By whom is this duty to be performed The answer is ready: By all that desire to "inherit the kingdom" of their Father, which was "prepared forth from the foundation of the world." For thus saith the Lord, "Come, ye blessed; inherit the kingdom; For I was sick, and ye visited me." And to those on the left hand, "Depart, ye cursed; for I was sick, and ye visited me not." Does not this plainly imply, that as all who do this are "blessed", and shall "inherit the kingdom;" so all who do it not are "cursed," and shall "depart into everlasting fire" 2. All, therefore, who desire to escape everlasting fire, and to inherit the everlasting kingdom, are equally concerned, according to their power, to practise this important duty. It is equally incumbent on young and old, rich and poor, men and women, according to their ability. None are so young, if they desire to save their own souls, as to be excused from assisting their neighbours. None are so poor, (unless they want the necessaries of life,) but they are called to do something, more or less, at whatever time they can spare, for the relief and comfort of their afflicted fellow-sufferers.

Free Grace

John Wesley · 1739 · sermon
21. And "the same Lord over all is rich" in mercy "to all that call upon him:" (Romans 10:12:) But you say, "No; he is such only to those for whom Christ died. And those are not all, but only a few, whom God hath chosen out of the world; for he died not for all, but only for those who were 'chosen in him before the foundation of the world.'" (Eph. 1:4.) Flatly contrary to your interpretation of these scriptures, also, is the whole tenor of the New Testament; as are in particular those texts: "Destroy not him with thy meat, for whom Christ died," (Rom. 14:15,) a clear proof that Christ died, not only for those that are saved, but also for them that perish: He is "the Saviour of the world;" (John 4:42;) He is "the Lamb of God that taketh away the sins of the world;" (John 1:29;) "He is the propitiation, not for our sins only, but also for the sins of the whole world;" (1 John 2:2;) "He," the living God, "is the Savior of all men;" (1 Timothy 4:10;) "He gave himself a ransom for all;" (1 Tim. 2:6;) "He tasted death for every man." (Heb. 2:9.)

Free Grace

John Wesley · 1739 · sermon
Peter: (2 Pet. 3:9:) "The Lord is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." And thus St. John: " If any man sin, we have an Advocate with the Father; and he is the propitiation for our sins; and not for ours only, but for the sins of the whole world." (1 John 2:1, 2.) 30. O hear ye this, ye that forget God! Ye cannot charge your death upon him! "Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die' saith the Lord God." (Ezek. 18:23ff.) "Repent, and turn from all your transgressions; so iniquity shall not be your ruin. Cast away from you all your transgressions where by ye have transgressed, for why will ye die, O house of Israel For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord God. Wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye." "As I live, saith the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked. Turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel"

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
II. "I and my house will serve the Lord," will every real Christian say. But who are included in that expression, "my house" This is the next point to be considered. 1. The person in your house that claims your first and nearest attention, is, undoubtedly, your wife; seeing you are to love her, even as Christ hath loved the Church, when he laid down his life for it, that he might "purify it unto himself, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing." The same end is every husband to pursue, in all his intercourse with his wife; to use every possible means that she may be freed from every spot, and may walk unblamable in love. 2. Next to your wife are your children; immortal spirits whom God hath, for a time, entrusted to your care, that you may train them up in all holiness, and fit them for the enjoyment of God in eternity. This is a glorious and important trust; seeing on soul is of more value than all the world beside. Every child, therefore, you are to watch over with the utmost care, that, when you are called to give an account of each to the Father of Spirits, you may give your accounts with joy and not with grief.

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
3. Your servants, of whatever kind, you are to look upon as a kind of secondary children: These, likewise, God has committed to your charge, as one that must give account. For every one under your roof that has a soul to be saved is under every one under your roof that has a soul to be saved is under your care; not only indented servants, who are legally engaged to remain with you for a term of years; not only hired servants, whether they voluntarily contract for a longer of shorter time; but also those who serve you by the week of day: For these too are, in a measure, delivered into you hands. And it is not the will of your Master who is in heaven, that any of these should go out of your hands before they have received from you something more valuable than gold or silver. Yea, and you are in a degree accountable even for "the stranger that is within your gates." As you are particularly required to see that he does "no manner of work" on the Lord's day, while he is within your gates; so, by parity of reason, you are required to do all that is in your power to prevent his sinning against God in any other instance. III. Let us inquire, in the Third place, What can we do that all these may "serve the Lord" 1. May we not endeavour, First, to restrain them from all outward sin; from profane swearing; from taking the name of God in vain; from doing any needless work, or taking any pastime, on the Lord's day This labour of love you owe even to your visitants; much more to your wife, children, and servants. The former, over whom you have the least influence, you may restrain by argument or mild persuasion. If you find that, after repeated trials, they will not yield either to one or the other, it is your bounden duty to set ceremony aside, and to dismiss them from your house. Servants also, whether by the day, or for a longer space, if you cannot reclaim, either by reasoning added to your example, or by gentle or severe reproofs, though frequently repeated, you must, in anywise, dismiss from your family, though it should be ever so inconvenient.

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
4. But some will tell you, "All this is lost labour: A child need not be corrected at all. Instruction, persuasion, and advice, will be sufficient for any child without correction; especially if gentle reproof be added, as occasion may require." I answer, There may be particular instances, wherein this method may be successful. But you must not, in anywise, lay this down as an universal rule; unless you suppose yourself wiser than Solomon, or, to speak more properly wiser than God. For it is God himself, who best knoweth his own creatures, that has told us expressly, "He that spareth the rod, hateth his son: But he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes." (Prov. 13:24.) And upon this is grounded that plain commandment, directed to all that fear God, "Chasten thy son while there is hope, and let not thy soul spare for his crying." (Prov. 19:18.) 5. May we not endeavour, Secondly, to instruct them to take care that every person who is under our roof have all such knowledge as is necessary to salvation to see that our wife, servants, and children be taught all those things which belong to their eternal peace In order to this you should provide that no only your wife, but your servants also, may enjoy all the public means of instruction. On the Lord's day in particular, you should so forecast what is necessary to be done at home, that they may have an opportunity of attending all the ordinances of God. Yea, and you should take care that they have some time every day for reading, meditation, and prayer; and you should inquire whether they do actually employ that time in the exercises for which it is allowed. Neither should any day pass without family prayer, seriously and solemnly performed.

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
11. And suppose, after you have done this, after you have taught you children from their early infancy, in the plainest manner you could, omitting no opportunity, and persevering therein, you did not presently see any fruit of your labour, you must not conclude that there will be none. Possibly the "bread" which you have "cast upon the waters" may be "found after many days." The seed which has long remained in the ground may, at length, spring up into a plentiful harvest. Especially if you do not restrain prayer before God, if you continue instant herein with all supplication. Meantime, whatever the effect of this be upon others, your reward is with the Most High. 12. Many parents, on the other hand, presently see the fruit of the seed they have sown, and have the comfort of observing that their children grow in grace in the same proportion as they grow in years. Yet they have not done all. They have still upon their hands another task, sometimes of no small difficulty. Their children are now old enough to go to school. But to what school is it advisable to send them 13. Let it be remembered, that I do not speak to the wild, giddy, thoughtless world, but to those that fear God. I ask, then, for what end do you send you children to school "Why, that they may be fit to live in the world." In which world do you mean, this or the next Perhaps you thought of this world only; and had forgot that there is a world to come; yea, and one that will last for ever! Pray take this into your account, and send them to such masters as will keep it always before their eyes. Otherwise, to send them to school (permit me to speak plainly) is little better than sending them to the devil. At all events, then, send your boys, if you have any concern for their souls, not to any of the large public schools, (for they are nurseries of all manner of wickedness,) but private school, kept by some pious man, who endeavours to instruct a small number of children in religion and learning together.

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
17. There is one circumstance more wherein you will have great need of the wisdom from above. Your son or you daughter is now of age to marry, and desires your advice relative to it. Now you know what the world calls a good match, one whereby much money is gained. Undoubtedly it is so, if it be true that money always brings happiness: But I doubt it is not true; money seldom brings happiness, either in this world or the world to come. Then let no man deceive you with vain words; riches and happiness seldom dwell together. Therefore, if you are wise, you will not seek riches for your children by their marriage. See that your eye be single in this also: Aim simply at the glory of God,, and the real happiness of your children, both in time and eternity. It is a melancholy thing to see how Christian parents rejoice in selling their son or their daughter to a wealthy Heathen! And do you seriously call this a good match Thou fool, by parity of reason, thou mayest call hell a good lodging, and the devil a good master. O learn a better lesson from a better Master! "Seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness," both for thyself and thy children; "and all other things shall be added unto you."

Sermon 094

John Wesley · None · sermon
18. It is undoubtedly true, that if you are steadily determined to walk in this path; to endeavour by every possible means, that you and your house may thus serve the Lord; that every member of you family may worship him, not only in form, but in spirit and in truth; you will have need to use all the grace, all the courage, all the wisdom which God has given you; for you will find such hinderances in the way, as only the mighty power of God can enable you to break through. You will have all the saints of the world to grapple with, who will think you carry things too far. You will have all the powers of darkness against you, employing both force and fraud; and, above all, the deceitfulness of your own heart; which, if you will hearken to it, will supply you with many reasons why you should be a little more conformable to the world. But as you have begun, go on in the name of the Lord, and in the power of his might! Set the smiling and the frowning world, with the prince thereof, at defiance. Follow reason and the oracles of God; not the fashions and customs of men. "Keep thyself pure." Whatever others do, let you and your house "adorn the doctrine of God our Saviour." Let you, your yoke-fellow, your children, and your servants, be all on the Lord's side; sweetly drawing together in one yoke, walking in all his commandments and ordinances, till every one of you "shall receive his own reward, according to his own labour!"

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
"Had we continued perfect as God created the first man, perhaps the perfection of our nature had been a sufficient self-instructer for every one. But as sickness and diseases have created the necessity of medicines and physicians, so the disorders of our rational nature have introduced the necessity of education and tutors. "And as the only end of a physician is, to restore nature to its own state, so the only end of education is, to restore our rational nature to its proper state. Education, therefore, is to be considered as reason borrowed as second-hand, which is, as far as it can, to supply the loss of original perfection. And as physic may justly be called the art of restoring health, so education should be considered in no other light, than as the art of recovering to man his rational perfection. "This was the end pursued by the youths that attended upon Pythagoras, Socrates, and Plato. their every-day lessons and instructions were so many lectures upon the nature of man, his true end, and the right use of his faculties; upon the immortality of the soul, its relation to God; the agreeableness of virtue to the divine nature; upon the necessity of temperance, justice, mercy, and truth; and the folly of indulging our passions. "Now, as Christianity has, as it were, new created the moral and religious world, and set everything that is reasonable, wise, holy, and desirable in its true point of light; so one would expect the education of children should be as much mended by Christianity, as the doctrines of religion are. "As it has introduced a new state of things, and so fully informed us of the nature of man, and the end of his creation; as it has fixed all our goods and evils, taught us the means of purifying our souls, of pleasing God, and being happy eternally; one might naturally suppose that every Christian country abounded with schools, not only for teaching a few questions and answers of a catechism, but for the forming, training, and practicing children in such a course of life as the sublimest doctrines of Christianity require. "And education under Pythagoras or Socrates had no other end, but to teach children to think and act as Pythagoras and Socrates did.

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
"And is it not reasonable to suppose that a Christian education should have no other end but to teach them how to think, and judge, and act according to the strictest rules of Christianity "At least one would suppose, that in all Christian schools, the teaching them to begin their lives in the spirit of Christianity, in such abstinence, humility, sobriety, and devotion as Christianity requires, should not only be more, but a hundred time more, regarded that nay or all things else. "For those that educate us should imitate our guardian angels; suggest nothing to our minds but what is wise and holy; help us to discover every false judgement of our minds, and to subdue every wrong passion in our hearts. "And it is as reasonable to expect and require all this benefit from a Christian education, as to require that physic should strengthen all that is right in our nature, and remove all our diseases." 4. Let it be carefully remembered all this time, that God, not man, is the physician of souls; that it is He, and none else, who giveth medicine to heal our natural sickness; that all "the help which is done upon earth, he doeth it himself;" that none of all the children of men is able to "bring a clean thing our of an unclean;" and, in a word, that "it is God who worketh in us, both to will and to do of his good pleasure." But is generally his pleasure to work by his creatures; to help man by man. He honours men to be, in a sense, "workers together with him." By this means the reward is ours, while the glory redounds to him. 5. This being premised, in order to see distinctly what is that way wherein we should train up a child, let us consider, What are the diseases of his nature What those spiritual diseases which every one that is born of a woman brings with him into the world

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
Is not the first of the Atheism After all that has been so plausibly written concerning "the innate idea of God;" after all that have been said of its being common to all men, in all ages and nations; it does not appear, that man has naturally any more idea of God that any of the beasts of the field; he has no knowledge of God at all; no fear of God at all; neither is God in all his thoughts. Whatever change may afterwards be wrought, (whether by the grace of God or by his own reflection, or by education.) he is, by nature, a mere Atheist. 6. Indeed it may be said that every man is by nature, as it were, his own god. He worships himself. He is, in his own conception, absolute Lord of himself. Dryden's hero speaks only according to nature, when he says, "Myself am king of me." He seeks himself in all things. He pleases himself. And why not Who is Lord over him His own will is his only law; he does this or that because it is his good pleasure. In the same spirit as the "son of the morning" said of old time, "I will sit upon the sides of the North," he says, "I will do thus or thus." And do we not find sensible men on every side who are of the self-same spirit Who if asked, "Why did you do this" will readily answer, "Because I had a mind to it." 7. Another evil disease which every human soul brings into the world with him, is pride; a continual proneness to think of himself more highly than he ought to think. Every man can discern more or less of this disease in everyone but himself. And, indeed, if he could discern it in himself, it would subsist no longer; for he would then, in consequence, think of himself just as he ought to think.

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
8. The next disease natural to every human soul, born with every man, is love of the world. Every man is, by nature, a lover of the creature, instead of the Creator; a "lover of pleasure," in every kind, "more than a lover of God." He is a slave to foolish and hurtful desires, in one kind or another; either to the "desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes or the pride of life." "The desire of the flesh" is a propensity to seek happiness in what gratifies one or more of the outward senses. "The desire of the eyes" is a propensity to seek happiness in what gratifies internal sense, the imagination, either by things grand, or new, or beautiful. "The pride of life" seems to mean a propensity to seek happiness in what gratifies the sense of honour. To this head is usually referred "the love of money;" one of the basest passions that can have place in the human heart. But it may be doubted whether this be not an acquired rather than a natural, distemper. 9. Whether this be a natural disease or not, it is certain anger is. The ancient philosopher defines it, "a sense of injury received, with a desire of revenge." Now, was there ever anyone born of a woman who did not labour under this Indeed, like other diseases of the mind, it is far more violent in some than in others. But it is furor brevis, as the poet speaks; it is a real, though short, madness wherever it is. 10. A deviation from truth is equally natural to all the children of men. One said in his haste, "All men are liars;" but we may say, upon cool reflection, All natural men will, upon a close temptation, vary from, or disguise, the truth. If they do not offend against veracity, if they do not say what is false, yet they frequently offend against simplicity. They use art; they hang out false colours; they practise either simulation, or dissimulation. So that you cannot say truly of any person living, till grace has altered nature, "Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile!"

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
11. Everyone is likewise prone, by nature, to speak or act contrary to justice. This is another of the diseases which we bring with us into the world. All human creatures are naturally partial to themselves, and, when opportunity, offers have more regard to their own interest or pleasure than strict justice allows. Neither is any man, by nature, merciful as our heavenly Father is merciful; but all, more or less, transgress that glorious rule of mercy as well as justice, "Whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, the same do unto them." 12. Now, if these are the general diseases of human nature, is it not the grand end of education to cure them And is it not the part of all those to whom God has entrusted the education of children, to take all possible care, first, not to increase, not to feed, any of these diseases; (as the generality of parents constantly do;) and next, to use every possible means of healing them

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
13. To come to particulars. What can parents do, and mothers more especially, to whose care our children are necessarily committed in their tender years, with regard to the Atheism that is natural to all the children of men How is this fed by the generality of parents, even those that love, or at least fear, God; while, in spending hours, perhaps days, with their children, they hardly name the name of God! Meantime, they talk of a thousand other things in the world that is round about them. Will not then the things of the present world, which surround these children on every side, naturally take up their thoughts, and set God at a greater distance from them (if that be possible) than he was before Do not parents feed the atheism of their children farther, by ascribing the works of creation to nature Does not the common way of talking about nature leave God quite out of the question Do they not feed this disease, whenever they talk in the hearing of their children, of anything happening so or so Of things coming by chance Of good or ill fortune As also when they ascribe this or that event to the wisdom or power of men; or, indeed, to any other second causes, as if these governed the world Yea, do they not feed it unawares, while they are talking of their own wisdom, or goodness, or power to do this or that, without expressly mentioning, that all these are the gift of God All this tends to confirm the Atheism of their children, and to keep God out of their thoughts.

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
14. But we are by no means clear of their blood, if we only go thus far, if we barely do not feed their disease. What can be done to cure it From the first dawn of reason continually inculcate, God is in this and every place. God made you, and me, and the earth, and the sun, and the moon, and everything. And everything is his; heaven, and earth, and all that is therein. God orders all things: he makes the sun shine, and the wind blow, and the trees bear fruit. Nothing comes by chance; that is a silly word; there is no such thing as chance. As God made the world, so he governs the world, and everything that is in it. Not so much as a sparrow falls to the ground without the will of God. And as he governs all things, so he governs all men, good and bad, little and great. He is gives them all the power and wisdom they have. And he over-rules all. He gives us all the goodness we have; every good thought, and word, and work, are from him. Without him we can neither think anything right, or do anything right. Thus it is, we are to inculcate upon them, that God is all in all.

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
Possibly you may have another difficulty to encounter, and one of a still more trying nature. Your mother or your husband's mother, may live with you; and you will do well to show her all possible respect. But let her on no account have the least share in the management of your children. She would undo all that you had done; she would give them their own will in all things. She would humour them to the destruction of their souls, if not of their bodies too. In fourscore years I have not met with one woman that knew how to manage grandchildren. My own mother, who governed her children so well, could never govern one grandchild. In every other point obey your mother. Give up your will to hers. But with regard to the management of your children, steadily keep the reins in your own hands. 21. A wise and kind parent will be equally cautious of feeding "the desire of the eyes" in her children. She will give them no pretty playthings, no glittering toys, shining buckles or buttons, fine or gay clothes; no needless ornaments of any kind; nothing that can attract the eye. Nor will she suffer any other person to give them what she will not give them herself. Anything of the kind that is offered may be either civilly refused, or received and laid by. If they are displeased at this, you cannot help it. Complaisance, yea, and temporal interest, must needs be set aside when the eternal interest of your children is at stake. Your pains will be well requited, if you can inspire them early with a contempt of all finery; and, on the other hand, with a love and esteem for neat plainness of dress: Teaching them to associate the ideas of plainness and modesty; and those of a fine and a loose woman. Likewise, instil into them, as early as possible, a fear and contempt of pomp and grandeur; an abhorrence and dread of the lo love of money; and a deep conviction; that riches cannot give happiness. Wean them therefore from all these false ends; habituate them to make God their end in all things; and inure them, in all they do, to aim at knowing, loving, and serving God.

Sermon 095

John Wesley · None · sermon
22. Again: The generality of parents feed anger in their children; yea, the worst part of it; that is, revenge. The silly mother says, "What hurt my child Give me a blow for it." What horrid work is this! Will not the old murderer teach them this lesson fast enough Let the Christian parent spare no pains to teach them just the contrary. Remind them of the words of our blessed Lord: "It was said of old, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth. But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil;" not by returning evil for evil. Rather than this, "if a man take away thy cloak, let him take thy coat also." Remind him of the words of the great Apostle: "Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves. For it is written, Vengeance is mine: I will repay, saith the Lord." 23. The generality of parents feed and increase the natural falsehood of their children. How often may we hear that senseless word, "No, it was not you; it was not my child that did it; say, it was the cat." What amazing folly is this! Do you feel no remorse, while you are putting a lie in the mouth of your child, before it can speak plain And do not you think, it will make good proficiency when it comes to years of discretion Others teach them both dissimulation and lying, by their unreasonable severity; and yet others, by admiring and applauding their ingenious lies and cunning tricks. Let the wise parent, on the contrary, teach them to "put away all lying," and both in little things and great, in jest or earnest, speak the very truth from their heart. Teach them that the author of all falsehood is the devil, who "is a liar and the father of it." Teach them to abhor and despise, not only all lying, but all equivocating, all cunning and dissimulation. Use every means to give them a love of truth, of veracity, sincerity, and simplicity, and of openness both of spirit and behaviour.

Sermon 096

John Wesley · None · sermon
On Obedience To Parents "Children, obey your parents in all things." Col. 3:20 1. It has been a subject of controversy for many years, whether there are any innate principles in the mind of man. But it is allowed on all hands, if there be any practical principles naturally Unplanted in the soul, that "we ought to honour our parents," will claim this character almost before any other. It is enumerated among those universal principles by the most ancient authors and is undoubtedly found even among savages in the most barbarous nations. We may trace it through all the extent of Europe and Asia, through the wilds of Africa, and the forests of America. And it is not less, but more observable in the most civilized nations. So it was first in the eastern parts of the world, which were for so many ages the seat of empire, of learning and politeness, as well as of religion. So it was afterwards in all the Grecian states, and throughout the whole Roman Empire. In this respect, it is plain, they that "have not the" written "law, are a law unto themselves," showing "the work," the substance, "of the law" to be "written in their hearts." 2. And wherever God has revealed his will to man, this law has been a part of that revelation. It has been herein opened afresh, considerably enlarged, and enforced in the strongest manner. In the Jewish revelation, the notorious breakers thereof were punishable with death. And this was one of the laws which our blessed Lord did not come to destroy, but to fulfil. Accordingly he severely reproved the Scribes and Pharisees for making it void through their traditions; clearly showing that the obligation thereof extended to all ages. It is the substance of this which St. Paul delivers to the Ephesians: (Eph. 6:1:) "Children, obey your parents in the Lord;" and again in those words to the Colossians, "Children, obey your parents in all things." Col. 3:20

Sermon 096

John Wesley · None · sermon
"This, therefore, I cannot but earnestly repeat, break their wills betimes; begin this great work before they can run alone, before they can speak plain, or perhaps speak at all. Whatever pains it cost, conquer their stubbornness: break the will, if you would not damn the child. I conjure you not to neglect, not to delay this! Therefore, (1.) Let a child, from a year old, be taught to fear the rod and to cry softly. In order to this, (2.) Let him have nothing he cries for; absolutely nothing, great or small; else you undo your own work. (3.) At all events, from that age, make him do as he is bid, if you whip him ten times running to effect it. Let none persuade you it is cruelty to do this; it is cruelty not to do it. Break his will now, and his soul will live, and he will probably bless you to all eternity. 11. On the contrary, how dreadful are the consequences of that accursed kindness which gives children their own wills, and does not bow down their necks from their infancy! It is chiefly owing to this, that so many religious parents bring up children that have no religion at all; children that, when they are grown up, have no regard for them, perhaps set them at nought, and are ready to pick out their eyes! Why is this, but because their wills were not broken at first because they were not inured from their early infancy to obey their parents in all things, and to submit to their wills as to the will of God because they were not taught from the very first dawn of reason, that the will of their parents was, to them, the will of God; that to resist it was rebellion against God, and an inlet to all ungodliness

Sermon 097

John Wesley · None · sermon
4. But what are they supposed to do in order to entitle them to the obedience here prescribed They are supposed to go before the flock (as is the manner of the eastern shepherds to this day,) and to guide them in all the ways of truth and holiness; they are to "nourish them with the words of eternal life;" to feed them with "the pure milk of the word:" Applying it continually "for doctrine," teaching them all the essential doctrines contained therein; "for reproof," warning them if they turn aside from the way, to the right hand or to the left; "for correction;" showing them how to amend what is amiss, and guiding them back into the way of peace; and "for instruction in righteousness;" training them up in inward and outward holiness, "until they come to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ." 5. They are supposed to "watch over your souls, as those that shall give account." "As those that shall give account!" How unspeakably solemn and awful are those words! May God write them upon the heart of every guide of souls! "They watch," waking while others sleep, over the flock of Christ; over the souls that he has bought with a price, that he has purchased with his own blood. They have them in their hearts both by day and by night; regarding neither sleep nor food in comparison of them. Even while they sleep their heart is waking, full of concern for their beloved children. "They watch" with deep earnestness, with uninterrupted seriousness, with unwearied care, patience, and diligence, as they that are about to give an account of every particular soul to him that standeth at the door, to the Judge of quick and dead.

Sermon 097

John Wesley · None · sermon
II. 1. We, Secondly, to consider who those are whom the Apostle directs to obey them that have the rule over them. And in order to determine this with certainty and clearness, we shall not appeal to human institutions, but simply (as in answering the preceding question) appeal to that decision of it which we find in the oracles of God. Indeed we have hardly occasion to go one step farther than the text itself. Only it may be proper, first, to remove out of the way some popular opinions which have been almost everywhere taken for granted, but can in no wise be proved. 2. It is usually supposed, First, that the Apostle is here directing parishioners to obey and submit themselves to the Minister of their parish. But can anyone bring the least shadow of proof for this from the Holy Scripture Where is it written that we are bound to obey any Minister because we live in what is called his parish "Yes," you say, "we are bound to obey every ordinance of man for the Lord's sake." True, in all things indifferent; but this is not so; it is exceeding far from it. It is far from being a thing indifferent to me who is the guide of my soul. I dare not receive one as my guide to heaven that is himself on the high road to hell. I dare not take a wolf for my shepherd, that has not so much as sheep's clothing; that is a common swearer, an open drunkard, a notorious sabbath-breaker. And such (the more is the shame, and the more the pity!) are many parochial Ministers at this day. 3. "But are you not properly members of that congregation to which your parents belong" I do not apprehend that I am; I know no Scripture that obliges me to this. I owe all deference to the commands of my parents, and willingly obey them in all things lawful But it is not lawful to call them Rabbi; that is, to believe or obey them implicitly. Everyone must give an account of himself to God. Therefore every man must judge for himself; especially in a point of so deep importance as this is, the choice of a guide for his soul.

Sermon 097

John Wesley · None · sermon
9. I would now apply myself in a more particular manner to you who desire me to watch over your souls. Do you make it a point of conscience to obey me, for my Master's sake to submit yourselves to me in things indifferent; things not determined in the Word of God; in all things that are not enjoined, nor yet forbidden, in Scripture Are you "easy to be entreated," as by men in general, so by me in particular easy to be convinced of any truth, however contrary to your former prejudices and easy to be persuaded to do or forbear any indifferent thing at my desire You cannot but see that all this is clearly contained in the very words of the text. And you cannot but acknowledge that it is highly reasonable for you so to do, if I do employ all my time, all my substance, all my strength both of body and soul, not in seeking my own honour, or pleasure; but in promoting your present and eternal salvation; if I do indeed "watch over your souls as one that must give account."

Sermon 097

John Wesley · None · sermon
10. Do you then take my advice (I ask in the presence of God and all the world) with regard to dress I published that advice above thirty years ago; I have repeated it a thousand times since. I have advised you not to be conformable to the world herein, to lay aside all needless ornaments, to avoid all needless expense, to be patterns of plainness to all that are round about you. Have you taken this advice Have you all, men and women, young and old, rich and poor, laid aside all those needless ornaments which I particularly objected to Are you all exemplarily plain in your apparel; as plain as Quakers (so called,) or Moravians If not, if you are still dressed like the generality of people of your own rank and fortune, you declare hereby to all the world that you will not obey them that are over you in the Lord. You declare, in open defiance of God and man, that you will not submit yourselves to them. Many of you carry your sins on your forehead, openly and in the face of the sun. You harden your hearts against instruction and against conviction. You harden one another; especially those of you that were once convinced, and have now stifled your convictions. You encourage one another to stop your ears against the truth, and shut your eyes against the light, lest haply you should see that you are fighting against God and against your own souls. If I were now called to give an account of you, it would be "with groans, and not with joy." And sure that would be "unprofitable for you:" The loss would fall upon your own head.

Sermon 099

John Wesley · None · sermon
The Reward of the Righteous "Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world." Matt. 25:34. 1. Reason alone will convince every fair inquirer, that God "is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." This alone teaches him to say, "Doubtless there is a reward for the righteous;" "there is a God that judgeth the earth." But how little information do we receive from unassisted reason touching the particulars contained in this general truth! As eye hath not seen, or ear heard, so neither could it naturally enter into our hearts to conceive the circumstances of that awful day wherein God will judge the world. No information of this kind could be given but from the great Judge himself. And what an amazing instance of condescension it is, that the Creator, the Governor, the Lord, the Judge of all, should deign to give us so clear and particular an account of that solemn transaction! If the learned Heathen acknowledged the sublimity of that account which Moses gives of the creation, what would he have said, if he had heard this account of the Son of Man coming in his glory Here, indeed, is no laboured pomp of words, no ornaments of language. This would not have suited either the Speaker or the occasion. But what inexpressible dignity of thought! See him "coming in the clouds of heaven; and all the angels with him!" See him "sitting on the throne of his glory, and all the nations gathered before him!" And shall he separate them, placing the good on his right hand, and the wicked on his left "Then shall the King say:" With what admirable propriety is the expression varied! "The Son of Man" comes down to judge the children of men. "The King" distributes rewards and punishments to his obedient or rebellious subjects: "Then shall the King say to them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world."

Sermon 099

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. "Prepared for you from the foundation of the world:" But does this agree with the common supposition that God created man merely to supply the vacant thrones of the rebel angels Does it not rather seem to imply, that he would have created man, though the angels had never fallen inasmuch as he then prepared the kingdom for his human children, when he laid the foundation of the earth. 3. "Inherit the kingdom;" as being "heirs of God, and joint heirs" with his beloved Son. It is your right; seeing I have purchased eternal redemption for all them that obey me: And ye did obey me in the days of your flesh. Ye "believed in the Father, and also in me." Ye loved the Lord your God; and that love constrained you to love all mankind. Ye continued in the faith that wrought by love. Ye showed your faith by your works. "For I was hungry, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and in prison, and ye came unto me." 4. But in what sense are we to understand the words that follow "Lord, when saw we thee hungry, and gave thee meat or thirsty, and gave thee drink" They cannot be literally understood; they cannot answer in these very words; because it is not possible they should be ignorant that God had really wrought by them. Is it not then manifest, that these words are to be taken in a figurative sense And can they imply any more, than that all which they have done will appear as nothing to them; will, as it were, vanish away, in view of what God their Saviour had done and suffered for them

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John Wesley · None · sermon
3 . Some of these, in order to exalt the value of faith, have utterly deprecated good works. They speak of them as not only not necessary to salvation, but as greatly obstructive to it. They represent them as abundantly more dangerous than evil ones, to those who are seeking to save their souls. One cries aloud, "More people go to hell by praying, than by thieving." Another screams out, "Away with your works! Have done with your works, or you cannot come to Christ!" And this unscriptural, irrational, heathenish declamation is called, preaching the gospel! 4. But "shall not the Judge of all the earth" speak, as well as "do right" Will not he "be justified in his saying, and clear when he is judged" Assuredly he will. And upon his authority we must continue to declare, that whenever you do good to any for his sake; when you feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty; when you assist the stranger, or clothe the naked; when you visit them that are sick or in prison; these are not splendid sins, as one marvellously calls them, but "sacrifices wherewith God is well pleased." 5. Not that our Lord intended we should confine our beneficence to the bodies of men. He undoubtedly designed that we should be equally abundant in works of spiritual mercy. He died "to purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of" all "good works;" zealous, above all, to "save souls from death," and thereby "hide a multitude of sins." And this is unquestionably included in St. Paul's exhortation: "As we have time, let us do good unto all men;" good in every possible kind, as well as in every possible degree. But why does not our blessed Lord mention works of spiritual mercy He could not do it with any propriety. It was not for him to say, "I was in error, and ye convinced me; I was in sin, and you brought me back to God." And it needed not; for in mentioning some he included all works of mercy.

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John Wesley · None · sermon
1. One would wonder (as an ingenious writer observes) that such an institution as this, of so deep importance to mankind, should appear so late in the world. Have we anything wrote upon the subject, earlier than the tract published at Rome in the year 1637 And did not the proposal then sleep for many years Were there any more than one or two attempts, and those not effectually pursued, till the year 1700 By what steps it has been since revived and carried into execution, we are now to inquire. 2. I cannot give you a clearer view of this, than by presenting you with a short extract from the Introduction to the "Plan and Reports of the Society," published two years ago: "Many and indubitable are the instances of the possibility of restoring to life persons apparently struck with sudden death, whether by an apoplexy, convulsive fits, noxious vapours, strangling, or drowning. Cases of this nature have occurred in every country. But they were considered, and neglected, as extraordinary phenomena from which no salutary consequence could be drawn. 3. "At length, a few benevolent gentlemen in Holland conjectured, that some at least might have been saved, had proper means been used in time; and formed themselves into a Society, in order to make a trial. Their attempts succeeded far beyond their expectations. Many were restored who must otherwise have perished. And they were, at length, enabled to extend their plan over the Seven Provinces. "Their success instigated other countries to follow their example. In the year 1768, the Magistrates of Health at Milan and Venice issued orders for the treatment of drowned persons. The city of Hamburgh appointed a similar ordinance to be read in all the churches. In the year 1769, the Empress of Germany published an edict, extending its directions and encouragements to every case that afforded a possibility of relief. In the year 1771, the Magistrates of Paris founded an institution in favour of the drowned. 4. "In the year 1773, Dr. Cogan translated the `Memoirs of the Society at Amsterdam,' in order to inform our countrymen of the practicability of recovering persons apparently drowned; And Mr. Hawes uniting with him, these gentlemen proposed a plan for a similar institution in these kingdoms. They were soon enabled to form a Society for this excellent purpose. The plan is this:

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(III). 1. It remains only to show the excellency of it. And this may appear from one single consideration: This institution unites together in one all the various acts of mercy. The several works of charity mentioned above are all contained in this. It comprises all corporeal (if I may so speak) and all spiritual benefits; all the instances of kindness which can be shown either to the bodies or souls of men. To show this beyond all contradiction, there needs no studied eloquence, no rhetorical colouring, but simply and nakedly to relate the thing as it is. 2. The thing attempted, and not only attempted, but actually performed,(so has the goodness of God prospered the labours of these lovers of mankind!) is no less, in a qualified sense, than restoring life to the dead. Is it any wonder, then, that the generality of men should at first ridicule such an undertaking that they should imagine the persons who aimed at any such thing must be utterly out of their senses Indeed, one of old said, "Why should it be thought a thing incredible with you, that God should raise the dead" Cannot He, who bestowed life at first, just as well bestow it again But it may well be thought a thing incredible, that man should raise the dead; for no human power can create life. And what human power can restore it Accordingly, when our Lord (whom the Jews at that time supposed to be a mere man) came to the house of Jairus, in order to raise his daughter from the dead, upon the first intimation of his design, "they laughed him to scorn." "The maid," said he, "is not dead, but sleepeth." "This is rather to be called sleep than death; seeing her life is not at an end; but I will quickly awaken her out of this sleep."

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III. 1. Permit me now to make a short application. But to whom should I direct this Are there any here who are unhappily prejudiced against that Revelation which breathes nothing but benevolence; which contains the richest display of God's love to man, that ever was made from the foundation of the world Yet even to you I would address a few words; for, if you are not Christians, you are men. You too are susceptible of kind impressions: You have the feelings of humanity. Has not your heart too glowed at that noble sentiment; worthy the heart and the lips of the highest Christian, Homo sum: Humani nihil a me alienum puto! This quotation from Terence is thus translated by Colman: "I am a man; and all calamities That touch humanity come home to me." Edit. Have not you also sympathized with the afflicted How many times have you been pained at human misery When you have beheld a scene of deep distress, has not your soul melted within you And now and then a sigh you stole, And tears began to flow.

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Occasions of doing this can never be wanting; for "the poor ye have always with you." But what a peculiar opportunity does the solemnity of this day furnish you with, of "treading in his steps," after a manner which you did not before conceive Did he say to the poor afflicted parent, (doubtless to the surprise of many,) "Weep not" And did he surprise them still more, when he stopped her flowing tears by restoring life to her dead son, and "delivering him to his mother" Did he (notwithstanding all that "laughed him to scorn") restore to life the daughter of Jairus How many things of a nearly resembling sort, "if human we may liken to divine," have been done, and continue to be done daily, by these lovers of mankind! Let every one then be ambitious of having a share in this glorious work! Let every one (in a stronger sense than Mr. Herbert meant) Join hands with God, to make a poor man live! By your generous assistance, be ye partakers of their work, and partakers of their joy. 3. To you I need add but one word more. Remember (what was spoken at first) the solemn declaration of Him whose ye are, and whom ye serve, coming in the clouds of heaven! While you are promoting this comprehensive charity, which contains feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, lodging the stranger; indeed all good works in one; let those animating words be written on your hearts, and sounding in your ears: "Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these, ye have done it unto ME."

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On Pleasing All Men "Let every man please his neighbour for his good to edification." Rom. 15:2. 1. Undoubtedly the duty here prescribed is incumbent on all mankind; at least on every one of those to whom are entrusted the oracles of God. For it is here enjoined to everyone without exception that names the name of Christ. And the person whom everyone is commanded to please, is his neighbour; that is, every child of man. Only we are to remember here what the same Apostle speaks upon a similar occasion. "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men." In like manner we are to please all men, if it be possible, as much as lieth in us. But strictly speaking it is not possible; it is what no man ever did, nor ever will perform. But suppose we use our utmost diligence, be the event as it may, we fulfill our duty. 2. We may farther observe in how admirable a manner the Apostle limits this direction; otherwise, were it pursued without any limitation, it might produce the most mischievous consequences. We are directed to please them for their good; not barely for the sake of pleasing them, or pleasing ourselves; much less of pleasing them to their hurt; which is so frequently done, indeed continually done, by those who do not love their neighbour as themselves. Nor is it only their temporal good, which we are to aim at in pleasing our neighbour; but what is of infinitely greater consequence, we are to do it for their edification; in such a manner as may conduce to their spiritual and eternal good. We are so to please them, that the pleasure may not perish in the using, but may redound to their lasting advantage; may make them wiser and better, holier and happier, both in time and in eternity.

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3. Many are the treatises and discourses which have been published on this important subject. But all of them that I have either seen or heard were miserably defective. Hardly one of them proposed the right end: One and all had some lower design in pleasing men than to save their souls, to build them up in love and holiness. Of consequence, they were not likely to propose the right means for the attainment of that end. One celebrated tract of this kind, entitled "The Courtier," was published in Spain about two hundred years ago, and translated into various languages. But it has nothing to do with edification, and is therefore quite wide of the mark. Another treatise, entitled "The Refined Complete Courtier," was published in our own country, in the reign of King Charles the Second, and, as it seems, by a retainer to his court. In this there are several very sensible advices concerning our outward behaviour; and many little improprieties in word or action are observed, whereby men displease others without intending it; but this author, likewise, has no view at all to the spiritual or eternal good of his neighbour. Seventy or eighty years ago, another book was printed in London, entitled "The Art of Pleasing." But as it was wrote in a languid manner and contained only common, trite observations, it was not likely to be of use to men of understanding, and still less to men of piety. 4. But it may be asked, Has not the subject been since treated of by a writer of a very different character Is it not exhausted by one who was himself a consummate master of the art of pleasing And who writing to one he tenderly loved, to a favourite son, gives him all the advice which his great understanding, improved by various learning, and the experience of many years, and much converse with all sorts of men, could suggest I mean, the late Lord Chesterfield; the general darling of all the Irish, as well as the English nation. 5. The means of pleasing which this wise and indulgent parent continually and earnestly recommends to his darling child, and on which he doubtless formed both his tempers and outward conduct, Till death untimely stopped his tuneful tongue,

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were, First, making love, in the grossest sense, to all the married women whom he conveniently could. (Single women he advises him to refrain from, for fear of disagreeable consequences). Secondly. Constant and careful dissimulation; always wearing a mask; trusting no man upon earth, so as to let him know his real thoughts, but perpetually seeming to mean what he did not mean, and seeming to be what he was not. Thirdly. Well-devised lying to all sorts of people; speaking what was farthest from his heart; and in particular, flattering men, women, and children, as the infallible way of pleasing them. It needs no great art to show, that this is not the way to please our neighbour for his good, or to edification. I shall endeavour to show, that there is a better way of doing it; and indeed a way diametrically opposite to this. It consists, I. In removing hindrances out of the way; and II. In using the means that directly tend to this end. I. 1. I advise all that desire to "please their neighbour for his good to edification," First, to remove all hindrances out of the way; or, in other words, to avoid everything which tends to displease wise and good men, men of sound understanding and real piety. Now "cruelty, malice, envy, hatred, and revenge" are displeasing to all good men, to all who are endued with sound understanding and genuine piety. There is likewise another temper related to these, only in a lower kind, and which is usually found in common life, wherewith men in general are not pleased. We commonly call it ill-nature. With all possible care avoid all these; nay, and whatever bears any resemblance to them, as sourness, sternness, sullenness, on the one hand; peevishness and fretfulness, on the other, if ever you hope to "please your neighbour for his good to edification."

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4. Yea, and if you desire to please, even on this account, take that advice of the Apostle, "Put away all lying." It is the remark of an ingenious author, that, of all vices, lying never yet found an apologist, any that would openly plead in its favour, whatever his private sentiments might be. But it should be remembered, Mr. Addison went to a better world before Lord Chesterfield's Letters were published. Perhaps his apology for it was the best that ever was or can be made for so bad a cause. But, after all, the labour he has bestowed thereon, it has only "semblance of worth, not substance." It has no solidity in it; it is nothing better than a shining phantom. And as lying can never be commendable or innocent, so neither can it be pleasing; at least when it is stripped of its disguise, and appears in its own shape. Consequently, it ought to be carefully avoided by all those who wish to please their neighbour for his good to edification. 5. "But is not flattery," a man may say, "one species of lying And has not this been allowed in all ages to be the sure means of pleasing Has not that observation been confirmed by numerous experiments, Obsequium amicos, veritas odium parat Flattery creates friends, plain-dealing enemies Has not a late witty prominent writer, in his `Sentimental Journal,' related some striking instances of this" I answer, It is true: Flattery is pleasing for a while. and not only to weak minds, as the desire of praise, whether deserved or undeserved, is planted in every child of man. But it is pleasing only for a while. As soon as the mask drops off, as soon as it appears that the speaker meant nothing by his soft words, we are pleased no longer. Every man's own experience teaches him this. And we all know, that if a man continues to flatter, after his insincerity is discovered, it is disgustful, not agreeable. Therefore, even this fashionable species of lying is to be avoided, by all that are desirous of pleasing their neighbour to his lasting advantage.

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6. Nay, whoever desires to do this must remember, that not only lying, in every species of it, but even dissimulation, (which is not the same with flattery, though nearly related to it,) is displeasing to men of understanding, though they have not religion. Terence represents even an old heathen, when it was imputed to him, as answering with indignation, Simulare non est meum: "Dissimulation is no part of my character." Guile, subtlety, cunning, the whole art of deceiving, by whatever terms it is expressed, is not accounted an accomplishment by wise men, but is, indeed, an abomination to them. And even those who practise it most, who are the greatest artificers of fraud, are not pleased with it in other men, neither are fond of conversing with those that practise it on themselves. Yea, the greatest deceivers are greatly displeased at those that play their own arts back upon them. II. Now, if cruelty, malice, envy, hatred, revenge, ill-nature; if pride and haughtiness; if irrational anger; if lying and dissimulation, together with guile, subtlety, and cunning, are all and every one displeasing to all men, especially to wise and good men, we may easily gather from hence what is the sure way to please them for their good to edification. Only we are to remember that there are those in every time and place whom we must not expect to please. We must not therefore be surprised when we meet with men who are not to be pleased any way. It is now, as it was of old when our Lord himself complained: "Whereunto shall I liken the men of this generation They are like unto children sitting in the market-place, and saying to each other, We have piped unto you, but ye have not danced: We have mourned unto you, but ye have not wept." But leaving these forward ones to themselves, we may reasonably hope to please others by a careful and steady observation of the few directions following.

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1. First. Let love not visit you as a transient guest, but be the constant ruling temper of your soul. See that your heart be filled at all times and on all occasions with real, undissembled benevolence; not to those only that love you, but to every soul of man. Let it pant in your heart; let it sparkle in your eyes, let it shine on all your actions. Whenever you open your lips, let it be with love; and let there be in your tongue the law of kindness. Your word will then distill as the rain, and as the dew upon the tender herb. Be not straitened or limited in your affection, but let it embrace every child of man. Everyone that is born of a woman has a claim to your good-will. You owe this, not to some, but to all. And let all men know that you desire both their temporal and eternal happiness, as sincerely as you do your own. 2. Secondly. If you would please your neighbour for his good, study to be lowly in heart. Be little and vile in your own eyes, in honour preferring others before yourself. Be deeply sensible of your own weaknesses, follies, and imperfections; as well as of the sin remaining in your heart, and cleaving to all your words and actions. And let this spirit appear in all you speak or do: "Be clothed with humility." Reject with horror that favourite maxim of the old heathen, sprung from the bottomless pit, Tanti eris aliis, quanti tibi fueris: "The more you value yourself, the more others will value you." Not so. On the contrary, both God and man "resist the proud:" And, as "God giveth grace to the humble," so humility, not pride, recommends us to the esteem and favour of men, especially those that fear God.

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3. If you desire to please your neighbour for his good to edification you should, Thirdly, labour and pray that you may be meek as well as lowly in heart. Labour to be of a calm, dispassionate temper; gentle towards all men; and let the gentleness of your disposition appear in the whole tenor of your conversation. Let all your words and all your actions be regulated thereby. Remember, likewise that advice of St. Peter: As an addition to your gentleness, be merciful; "be courteous;" be pitiful; be tenderly compassionate to all that are in distress; to all that are under any affliction of mind, body, or estate. Let The various scenes of human woe Excite your softest sympathy! Weep with them that weep. If you can do no more, at least mix your tears with theirs; and give them healing words, such as may calm their minds, and mitigate their sorrows. But if you can, if you are able to give them actual assistance, let it not be wanting. Be as eyes to the blind, as feet to the lame, a husband to the widow and a father to the fatherless. This will greatly tend to conciliate the affection, and to give a profitable pleasure not only to those who are immediate objects of your compassion, but to others likewise that "see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."

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4. And while you are pitiful to the afflicted, see that you are courteous toward all men. It matters not in this respect whether they are high or low, rich or poor, superior or inferior to you. No, nor even whether good or bad, whether they fear God or not. Indeed, the mode of showing your courtesy may vary, as Christian prudence will direct; but the thing itself is due to all; the lowest and worst have a claim to our courtesy. But what is courtesy It may either be inward or outward; either a temper or a mode of behaviour. Such a mode of behaviour as naturally springs from courtesy of heart. Is this the same with good breeding, or politeness (which seems to be only a high degree of good-breeding:) Nay, good breeding is chiefly the fruit of education; but education cannot give courtesy of heart. Mr. Addison's well-known definition of politeness seems rather to be a definition of this: "A constant desire of pleasing all men, appearing through the whole conversation." Now, this may subsist, even in a high degree, where there has been no advantage of education. I have seen as real courtesy in an Irish cabin, as could be found in St. James's or the Louvre.

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5. Shall we endeavour to go a little deeper, to search into the foundation of this matter What is the source of that desire to please which we term courtesy Let us look attentively into our heart, and we shall soon find the answer. The same Apostle that teaches us to be courteous, teaches us to honour all men; and his Master teaches me to love all men. Join these together, and what will be the effect A poor wretch cries to me for an alms: I look and see him covered with dirt and rags. But through these I see one that has an immortal spirit, made to know and love and dwell with God to eternity. I honour him for his Creator's sake. Lo, I see through all these rags that he is purpled over with the blood of Christ. I love him for the sake of his Redeemer. The courtesy, therefore, which I feel and show toward him is a mixture of the honour and love which I bear to the offspring of God; the purchase of his Son's blood, and the candidate for immortality. This courtesy let us feel and show toward all men; and we shall please all men to their edification. 6. Once more. Take all proper opportunities of declaring to others the affection which you really feel for them. This may be done with such an air, and in such a manner, as is not liable to the imputation of flattery: And experience shows, that honest men are pleased by this, full as much as knaves are by flattery. Those who are persuaded that your expressions of good-will toward them are the language of your heart will be as well satisfied with them, as with the highest encomiums which you could pass upon them. You may judge them by yourselves, by what you feel in your own breast. You like to be honoured; but had you not rather be beloved

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7. Permit me to add one advice more. If you would please all men for their good, at all events speak to all men the very truth from your heart. When you speak, open the window of your breast: let the words be the very picture of your heart. In all company, and on all occasions, be a man of veracity. Nay, be not content with bare veracity; but "in simplicity and godly sincerity have all your conversation in the world," as "an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile." 8. To sum up all in one word-if you would please men, please God! Let truth and love possess your whole soul. Let them be the springs of all your affections, passions, tempers; the rule of all your thoughts. Let them inspire all your discourse; continually seasoned with that salt, and meet to "minister grace to the hearers." Let all your actions be wrought in love. Never "let mercy or truth forsake thee: Bind them about thy neck." Let them be open and conspicuous to all; and "write them on the table of thy heart." "So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man."

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1. I say constantly receiving; for as to the phrase of frequent communion, it is absurd to the last degree. If it means anything less than constant, it means more than can be proved to be the duty of any man. For if we are not obliged to communicate constantly, by what argument can it be proved that we are obliged to communicate frequently yea, more than once a year, or once in seven years, or once before we die Every argument brought for this, either proves that we ought to do it constantly, or proves nothing at all. Therefore, that indeterminate, unmeaning way of speaking ought to be laid aside by all men of understanding. 2. In order to prove that it is our duty to communicate constantly, we may observe that the holy communion is to be considered either, (1.), as a command of God, or, (2.) As a mercy to man. First. As a command of God. God our Mediator and Governor, from whom we have received our life and all things, on whose will it depends whether we shall be perfectly happy or perfectly miserable from this moment to eternity, declares to us that all who obey his commands shall be eternally happy; all who not, shall be eternally miserable. Now, one of these commands is, "Do this in remembrance of me." I ask then, Why do you not do this, when you can do it if you will When you have an opportunity before you, why do not you obey the command of God 3. Perhaps you will say, "God does not command me to do this as often as I can:" That is, the words "as often as you can," are not added in this particular place. What then Are we not to obey every command of God as often as we can Are not all the promises of God made to those, and those only, who "give all diligence;" that is, to those who do all they can to obey his commandments Our power is the one rule of our duty. Whatever we can do, that we ought. With respect either to this or any other command, he that, when he may obey it if he will, does not, will have no place in the kingdom of heaven.

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9. If then you fear bringing damnation on yourself by this, you fear where no fear is. Fear it not for eating and drinking unworthily; for that, in St. Paul's sense, ye cannot do. But I will tell you for what you shall fear damnation; for not eating and drinking at all; for not obeying your Maker and Redeemer; for disobeying his plain command; for thus setting at nought both his mercy and authority. Fear ye this; for hear what his Apostle saith: "Whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, is guilty of all." (James 2:10.) 10. We see then how weak the objection is, "I dare not receive The Lord's Supper, because I am unworthy." Nor is it any stronger, though the reason why you think yourself unworthy is, that you have lately fallen into sin. It is true, our Church forbids those "who have done any grievous crime" to receive without repentance. But all that follows from this is, that we should repent before we come; not that we should neglect to come at all. To say, therefore, that "a man may turn his back upon the altar because he has lately fallen into sin, that he may impose this penance upon himself," is talking without any warrant from Scripture. For where does the Bible teach to atone for breaking one commandment of God by breaking another What advice is this, "Commit a new act of disobedience, and God will more easily forgive the past!"

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11. Others there are who, to excuse their disobedience plead that they are unworthy in another sense, that they "cannot live up to it; they cannot pretend to lead so holy a life as constantly communicating would oblige them to do." Put this into plain words. I ask, Why do not you accept the mercy which God commands you to accept You answer, "Because I cannot live up to the profession I must make when I receive it." Then it is plain you ought never to receive it at all. For it is no more lawful to promise once what you know you cannot perform, than to promise it a thousand times. You know too, that it is one and the same promise, whether you make it every year or every day. You promise to do just as much, whether you promise ever so often or ever so seldom. If, therefore, you cannot live up to the profession they make who communicate once a week, neither can you come up to the profession you make who communicate once a year. But cannot you, indeed Then it had been good for you that you had never been born. For all that you profess at the Lord's table, you must both profess and keep, or you cannot be saved. For you profess nothing there but this, that you will diligently keep his commandments. And cannot you keep up to this profession Then you cannot enter into life. 12. Think then what you say, before you say you cannot live up to what is required of constant communicants. This is no more than is required of any communicants; yea, of everyone that has a soul to be saved. So that to say, you cannot live up to this, is neither better nor worse than renouncing Christianity. It is, in effect, renouncing your baptism, wherein you solemnly promised to keep all his commandments. You now fly from that profession. You wilfully break one of his commandments, and, to excuse yourself, say, you cannot keep his commandments: Then you cannot expect to receive the promises, which are made only to those that keep them.

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20. A Fifth objection which some have made against constant communion is, that "the Church enjoins it only three times a year." The words of the Church are, "Note, that every parishioner shall communicate at the least three times in the year." To this I answer, First, What, if the Church had not enjoined it at all, Is it not enough that God enjoins it We obey the Church only for God's sake. And shall we not obey God himself If, then, you receive three times a year because the Church commands it, receive every time you can because God commands it. Else your doing the one will be so far from excusing you for not doing the other, that your own practice will prove your folly and sin, and leave you without excuse. But, Secondly, we cannot conclude from these words, that the Church excuses him who receives only thrice a year. The plain sense of them is, that he who does not receive thrice at least, shall be cast out of the Church: But they by no means excuse him who communicates no oftener. This never was the judgment of our Church: On the contrary, she takes all possible care that the sacrament be duly administered, wherever the Common Prayer is read, every Sunday and holiday in the year. The Church gives a particular direction with regard to those that are in Holy Orders: "In all cathedral and collegiate Churches and Colleges, where there are many Priests and Deacons, they shall all receive the communion with the Priest, every Sunday at the least." 21. It has been shown, First, that if we consider the Lord's Supper as a command of Christ, no man can have any pretence to Christian piety, who does not receive it (not once a month, but) as often as he can. Secondly, that if we consider the institution of it, as a mercy to ourselves, no man who does not receive it as often as he can has any pretence to Christian prudence. Thirdly, that none of the objections usually made, can be any excuse for that man who does not, at every opportunity obey this command and accept this mercy.

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Of Former Times "Say not thou, What is the cause that the former days were better than these for thou dost not inquire wisely concerning this." Eccles. 7:10. 1. It is not easy to discern any connexion between this text and the context; between these words and either those that go before or those that follow after. It seems to be a detached, independent sentence, like very many in the Proverbs of Solomon: And, like them, it contains a weighty truth, which deserves a serious consideration. Is not the purport of the question this It is not wise to inquire into the cause of a supposition, unless the supposition itself be not only true, but clearly proved so to be. Therefore, it is not wise to inquire into the cause of this supposition, that "the former days were better than these," because, common as it is, it was never yet proved, nor indeed ever can be. 2. Perhaps there are few suppositions which have passed more currently in the world than this, that the former days were better than these; and that in several respects. It is generally supposed, that we now live in the dregs of time, when the world is, as it were, grown old; and, consequently, that everything therein is in a declining state. It is supposed, in particular, that men were, some ages ago, of a far taller stature than now; that they likewise had far greater abilities, and enjoyed a deeper and stronger understanding; in consequence of which their writings of every kind are far preferable to those of later times. Above all, it is supposed that the former generations of men excelled the present in virtue; that mankind in every age, and in every nation, have degenerated more and more; so that, at length, they have fallen from the golden into the iron age, and now justice is fled from the earth.

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3. Before we consider the truth of these suppositions, let us inquire into the rise of them. And as to the general supposition, that the world was once in a far more excellent state than it is, may we not easily believe that this arose (as did all the fabulous accounts of the golden age) from some confused traditions concerning our first parents and their paradisiacal state To this refer man of the fragments of ancient writings which men of learning have gleaned up. Therefore, we may allow that there is some truth in the supposition; seeing it is certain, the days which dam and Eve spent in Paradise were far better than any which have been spent by their descendants, or ever will be till Christ returns to reign upon earth. 4. But whence could that supposition arise, that men were formerly of a larger stature than they are now This has been a generally prevailing opinion, almost in all nations and in all ages. Hence near two thousand years ago, the well-known line of Virgil, Qualia nunc hominum producit corpora tellus. Thus translated by Pitt: "Scarce twelve strong men the ponderous mass could raise, Such as disgrace these dark degenerate days." Edit.

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Hence, near a thousand years before him, Homer tells us of one of his heroes throwing a stone which hardly ten men could lift, oioi nun brotoi, such as men are now. We allow, indeed, there have been giants in all ages, in various parts of the world. Whether the antediluians mentioned in Genesis were such or no, (which many have questioned,) we cannot doubt but Og the King of Bashan was such, as well as Goliath of Gath. Such also were many of the children (or descendants) of Anak. But it does not appear that in any age or nation men in general were larger than they are now. We are very sure they were not for many centuries past, by the tombs and coffins that have been discovered, which are exactly of the same size with those that are now in use. And in the catacombs at Rome, the niches for the dead bodies which were hewn in the rock sixteen hundred years ago are none of them six feet in length, and some a little under. Above all, the Pyramids of Egypt (that of King Cheops in particular) have, beyond all reasonable doubt, remained at least three thousand years. Yet none of the mummies (embalmed bodies) brought therefrom are above five feet ten inches long.

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5. But how then came this supposition to prevail so long and so generally in the world I know not but it may be accounted for from hence: Great and little are relative terms; and all men judge of greatness and littleness by comparing things with themselves. Therefore it is not strange, if we think men are larger now than they were when we were children. I remember a remarkable instance of this in my own case: After having left it seven years, I had a great desire to see the school where I was brought up. When I was there, I wondered that the boys were so much smaller than they used to be when I was at school. "Many of my school-fellows, ten years ago, were taller by the head than me; and few of them that are at school now reach up to my shoulders." Very true: But what was the reason of this Indeed a very plain one: It was not because they were smaller, but because I was bigger than I was ten years before. I verily believe this is the cause, why men in general suppose the human race to decrease in stature. They remember the time when most of those round about them were both taller and bigger than themselves. Yea, and all men have done the same in their successive generations. Is it any wonder then that all should have run into the same mistake, when it has been transmitted unawares from father to son, and probably will be to the end of time.

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6. But there is likewise a general supposition that the understanding of man and all his mental abilities were of a larger size in the ancient days than they are now; and that the ancient inhabitants of the earth had far greater talents than the present. Men of eminent learning have been of this mind, and have contended for it with the utmost vehemence. It is granted that many of the ancient writers, both philosophers, poets, and historians will not easily be excelled, if equalled, by those of later ages. We may instance in Homer and Virgil, as poets; Thucydides and Livy, as historians. But this, mean time, is to be remarked concerning most of these writers; that each of them spent his whole life in composing and polishing one book. What wonder then if they were exquisitely finished, when so much labour was bestowed upon them! I doubt whether any man in Europe, or in the world, has taken so much pains in finishing any treatise: Otherwise it might possibly have equalled, if not excelled, any that went before.

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9. It is certain, this has been the common cry from generation to generation. And if it is not true, whence should it arise How can we account for it Perhaps another remark of the same poet may help us to an answer. May it not be extracted from the general character which he gives of old men Difficilis, querulus, laudator temporis acti Se puero, censor, castigatorque minorum. The following is Boscawen's translation of this quotation from Horace: "Fastidious, peevish, prone to praise What pass'd when in their youthful days, And with severe censorious tongue Correct the follies of the young." Edit. Is it not the common practice of old men to praise the past and condemn the present time And this may probably operate much farther than one would at first imagine. When those that have more experience than us, and therefore we are apt to think more wisdom, are almost continually harping upon this, the degeneracy of the world; those who are accustomed from their infancy to hear how much better the world was formerly than it is now, (and so it really seemed to them when they were young, and just come into the world, and when the cheerfulness of youth gave a pleasing air to all that was round about them,) the idea of the world's being worse and worse would naturally grow up with them. And so it will be, till we, in our turn, grow peevish, fretful, discontented, and full of melancholy complaints, "How wicked the world is grown!' How much better it was when we were young, in the golden days that we can remember!"

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10. But let us endeavour, without prejudice or prepossession, to take a view of the whole affair. And, upon cool and impartial consideration, it will appear that the former days were not better than these; yea, on the contrary, that these are, in many respects, beyond comparison better than them. It will clearly appear, that as the stature of men was nearly the same from the beginning of the world, so the understanding of men, in similar circumstances, has been much the same, from the time of God's bringing a flood upon the earth unto the present hour. We have no reason to believe that the uncivilized nations of Africa, America, or the South-Sea Islands, had ever a better understanding, or were in a less barbarous state than they are now. Neither, on the other hand, have we any sufficient proof that the natural understandings of men in the most civilized countries, Babylon, Persia, Greece, or Italy, were stronger or more improved, than those of the Germans, French, or English, now alive. Nay, have we not reason to believe, that, by means of better instruments, we have attained that knowledge of nature which few, if any, of the ancients ever attained So that, in this respect, the advantage (and not a little one is clearly on our side: And we ought to acknowledge, with deep thankfulness to the Giver of every good gift, that the former days were not to be compared to these wherein we live. 11. But the principal inquiry still remains: Were not "the former days better than these," with regard to virtue or, to speak more properly, religion This deserves a full consideration. By religion I mean the love of God and man filling the heart and governing the life. The sure effect of this is, the uniform practice of justice, mercy, and truth. This is the very essence of it; the height and depth of religion, detached from this or that opinion, and from all particular modes of worship. And I would calmly inquire, "Which of the former times were better than these, with regard to this to the religion experienced and practised by Archbishop Fenelon, in France; Bishop Ken, in England; and Bishop Bedell, in Ireland'

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12. We need not extend our inquiry beyond the period when life and immortality were brought to light by the gospel. And it is allowed, that the days immediately succeeding the pouring out of the Holy Ghost on the day of Pentecost were better even in this respect, even with regard to religion, than any which have succeeded them. But setting aside this short age of golden days, I must repeat the question, Which of the former days were better than the present, in every known part of the habitable world 13. Was the former part of this century better, either in these islands or any part of the continent I know no reason at all to affirm this. I believe every part of Europe was full as void of religion in the reign of Queen Anne as it is at this day. It is true, luxury increases to a high degree in every part of Europe: And so does the scandal of England, profaneness, in every part of the kingdom. But it is also true, that the most infernal of all vices, cruelty, does as swiftly decrease. And such instances of it as, in times past, continually occurred, are now very seldom heard of. Even in war, that savage barbarity which was everywhere practised has been discontinued for many years.

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16. But I cannot, in anywise subscribe to the Bishop's opinion in this matter. So far from it, that I have been long convinced, from the whole tenor of ancient history, that this very event, Constantine's calling himself a Christian, and pouring in that flood of wealth and honour power on the Christian Church, the Clergy in particular, was productive of more evil to the Church than all the ten persecutions put together. From the time that power, riches, and honour of all kinds were heaped upon the Christians, vice of all kinds came in like a flood, both on the Clergy and laity. From the time that the Church and State, the kingdoms of Christ and of the world, were so strangely and unnaturally blended together, Christianity and Heathenism were so thoroughly incorporated with each other, that they will hardly ever be divided till Christ comes to reign upon earth. So that, instead of fancying that the glory of the new Jerusalem covered the earth at that period, we have terrible proof that it was then, and has ever since been, covered with the smoke of the bottomless pit. 17. "However, were not the days antecedent to this, those of the third century, better beyond all comparison than any that followed them" This has been almost universally believed. Few doubt but in the age before Constantine the Christian church was in its glory, worshipping God in the beauty of holiness. But was it so indeed What says St. Cyprian, who lived in the midst of that century; a witness above all exception, and one that sealed the truth with his blood What account does he give of what he saw with his own eyes, and heard with his own ears Such a one as would almost make one imagine he was painting to the life, not the ancient church of Carthage, but the modern Church of Rome. According to his account, such abominations even then prevailed over all orders of men, that it was not strange God poured out his fury upon them in blood, by the grievous persecutions which followed.

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20. If it be said, "Why, this is the fruit of the general infidelity, the Deism which has overspread all Europe," I answer, Whatever be the cause, we have reason greatly to rejoice in the effect: And if the all-wise God has brought so great and universal a good out of this dreadful evil, so much the more should we magnify his astonishing power, wisdom, and goodness herein. Indeed, so far as we can judge, this was the most direct way whereby nominal Christians could be prepared, first, for tolerating, and afterwards, for receiving, real+ Christianity. While the governors were themselves unacquainted with it, nothing but this could induce them to suffer it. O the depth both of the wisdom and knowledge of God; causing a total disregard for all religion, to pave the way for the revival of the only religion which was worthy of God! I am not assured whether this be the case or no in France and Germany; but it is so beyond all contradiction in North-America: The total indifference of the government there, whether there be any religion or none, leaves room for the propagation of true, scriptural religion, without the least let or hindrance. 21. But above all this, while luxury and profaneness have been increasing on the one hand, on the other benevolence and compassion toward all the forms of human woe have increased in a manner not known before, from the earliest ages of the world. In proof of this we see more hospitals, infirmaries, and other places of public charity have been erected, at least in and near London, within this century, than in five hundred years before. And suppose this has been owing in part to vanity, desire of praise; yet have we cause to bless God, that so much good has sprung even from this imperfect motive.

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22. I cannot forbear mentioning one instance more of the goodness of God to us in the present age. He has lifted up his standard in our islands, both against luxury, profaneness, and vice of every kind. He caused, near fifty years ago, as it were, a grain of mustard-seed to be sown near London; and it has now grown and put forth great branches, reaching from sea to sea. Two or three poor people met together, in order to help each other to be real Christians. They increased to hundreds, to thousands, to myriads, still pursuing their one point, real religion; the love of God and man ruling all their tempers, and words, and actions. Now I will be bold to say, such an event as this, considered in all its circumstances, has not been seen upon earth before, since the time that St. John went to Abraham's bosom. 23. Shall we now say, "The former days were better than these" God forbid we should be so unwise and so unthankful! Nay, rather let us praise him all the day long; for he hath dealt bountifully with us. No "former time," since the Apostles left the earth, has been better than the present. None has been comparable to it in several respects. We are not born out of due time, but in the day of his power, a day of glorious salvation, wherein he is hastening to renew the whole race of mankind in righteouness and true holiness. How bright hath the Sun of Righteousness already shone on various parts of the earth! And how many gracious showers has he already poured down upon his inheritance! How many precious souls has he already gathered into his garner, as ripe shocks of corn! May we be always ready to follow them; crying in our hearts, "Come, Lord Jesus! Come quickly!" June 27, 1787

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Thy frame but dust, thy stature but a span, A moment thy duration, foolish man! "What is man" I would consider this, First, with regard to his magnitude; and, Secondly, with regard to his duration. I. 1. Consider we, First, What is man, with regard to his magnitude And, in this respect, what is any one individual, compared to all the inhabitants of Great Britain He shrinks into nothing in the comparison. How inconceivably little is one compared to eight or ten millions of people! Is he not Lost like a drop in the unbounded main 2. But what are all the inhabitants of Great Britain, compared to all the inhabitants of the earth These have frequently been supposed to amount to about four hundred millions. But will this computation be allowed to be just, by those who maintain China alone to contain fifty-eight millions If it be true, that this one empire contains little less than sixty millions, we may easily suppose that the inhabitants of the whole terraqueous globe amount to four thousand millions of inhabitants, rather than four hundred. And what is any single individual, in comparison of this number 3. But what is the magnitude of the earth itself, compared to that of the solar system Including, beside that vast body, the sun, so immensely larger that the earth, the whole train of primary and secondary planets; several of which (I mean, of the secondary planets, suppose that satellites or moons of Jupiter and Saturn) are abundantly larger than the whole earth 4. And yet, what is the whole quantity of matter contained in the sun, and all those primary and secondary planets, with all the spaces comprised in the solar system, in comparison of that which is pervaded by those amazing bodies, the comets Who but the Creator himself can "tell the number of these, and call them all by their names" Yet what is even the orbit of a comet, and the space contained therein, to the space which is occupied by the fixed stars; which are at so immense a distance from the earth, that they appear, when they are viewed through the largest telescope, just as they do to the naked eye

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5. Whether the bounds of the creation do or do not extend beyond the region of the fixed stars, who can tell Only the morning-stars, who sang together when the foundations thereof were laid. But it is finite, that the bounds of it are fixed, we have no reason to doubt. We cannot doubt, but when the Son of God had finished all the work which he created and made, he said, These be thy bounds, This be thy just circumference, O world! But what is man to this 6. We may take one step, and only one step, farther still: What is the space of the whole creation, what is all finite space that is, or can be conceived, in comparison of infinite What is it but a point, a cipher, compared to that which is filled by him that is All in all Think of this, and then ask, "What is man" 7. What is man, that the great God who filleth heaven and earth, "the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity," should stoop so inconceivably low as to "be mindful of him" Would not reason suggest to us, that so diminutive a creature would be overlooked by him in immensity of his works Especially when we consider, II. Secondly, What is man, with regard to his duration 1. The days of man, since the last reduction of human life, which seems to have taken place in the time of Moses, (and not improbably was revealed to the man of God at the time that he made this declaration,) "are threescore years and ten." This is the general standard which God hath now appointed. "And if men be so strong," perhaps one in a hundred, "that they come to fourscore years, yet then is their strength but labour and sorrow: So soon passeth it away, and we are gone!"

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7. That no shadow of fear might remain, no possibility of doubting; to show what manner of regard the great eternal God bears to little, short-lived man, but especially to his immortal part; God gave his Son, "his only Son, to the end that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." See how God loved the world! The Son of God, that was "God of God, Light of Light, very God of very God," in glory equal with the Father, in majesty co-eternal, "emptied himself, took upon him the form of a servant; and, being found in fashion as a man, was obedient unto death, even the death of the cross." And all this he suffered not for himself, but "for us men and for our salvation." "He bore" all "our sins in his own body upon the tree," that "by his stripes we" might be "healed." After this demonstration of his love, is it possible to doubt any longer of God's tender regard for man; even though he was "dead in trespasses and sins" Even when he saw us in our sins and in our blood, he said unto us. "Live!" Let us then fear no more! Let us doubt no more! "He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, shall he not with freely give us all things" 8. "Nay," says the philosopher, "if God so loved the world, did he not love a thousand other worlds, as well as he did this It is now allowed that there are thousands, if not millions, of worlds, besides this in which we live. And can any reasonable man believe that the Creator of all these, many of which are probably as large, yea, far larger than ours, would show such astonishingly greater regard to one than to all the rest" I answer, Suppose there were millions of worlds, yet God may see, in the abyss of his infinite wisdom, reasons that do not appear to us, why he saw good to show this mercy to ours, in preference to thousands or millions of other worlds.

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9. I speak this even upon the common supposition of the plurality of worlds, a very favourite notion with all those who deny the Christian Revelation; and for this reason, because it affords them a foundation for so plausible an objection to it. But the more I consider that supposition, the more I doubt of it: Insomuch that, if it were allowed by all the philosophers in Europe, still I could not allow it without stronger proof than any I have met with yet. 10. "Nay, but is not the argument of the grey Huygens sufficient to put it beyond all doubt `When we view,' says that able astronomer, `the moon through a good telescope, we clearly discover rivers and mountains on her spotted globe. Now, where rivers are, there are doubtless plants and vegetables of various kinds: And where vegetables are, there are undoubtedly animals; yea, rational ones, as on earth. It follows, then, that the moon has its inhabitants, we may easily suppose, so are all the secondary planets; and, in particular, all the satellites or moons of Jupiter and Saturn. And if the secondary planets are inhabited, why not the primary Why should we doubt it of Jupiter and Saturn themselves, as well as Mars, Venus, and Mercury'" 11. But do not you know, that Mr. Huygens himself, before he died, doubted of this whole hypotheses For upon further observation he found reason to believe that the moon has no atmosphere. He observed, that in a total eclipse of the sun, on the removal of the shade from any part of the earth, the sun immediately shines bright upon it; whereas if the moon had atmosphere, would appear dim and dusky. Thus, after an eclipse of the moon, first a dusky light appears on that part of it from which the shadow of the earth removes, while that light passes that the moon has no atmosphere. Consequently, it has no clouds, no rain, no springs, no rivers; and therefore no plants or animals. But there is no proof or probability that the moon is inhabited; neither have we any proof that the other planets are. Consequently, the foundation being removed, the whole fabric falls to the ground.

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12. But, you will say, "Suppose this argument fails, we may infer the same conclusion, the plurality of worlds, from the unbounded wisdom, and power, and goodness of the Creator. It was full as easy to him to create thousands or millions of worlds as one. Can any one then believe that he would exert all his power and wisdom in creating a single world What proportion is there between this speck of creation, and the Great God that filleth the heaven and earth, while "We know, the power of his almighty hand Could form another world from every sand" 13. To this boasted proof, this argumentum palmarium of the learned infidels, I answer, Do you expect to find any proportion between finite and infinite Suppose God had created a thousand more worlds than there are grains of sand in the universe; what proportion would all these together beat to the infinite Creator Still, in comparison of Him, they would be, not a thousand times, but infinitely, less than a mite compared to the universe. Have done, then, with this childish prattle about the proportion of creatures to their Creator; and leave it to the all-wise God to create what and when he pleases. For who, besides himself, "hath known the mind of the Lord or who hath been his counselor" 14. Suffice it then for us to know this plain and comfortable truth, that the almighty Creator hath shown that regard to this poor little creature of a day, which he hath not shown even to the inhabitants of heaven "who kept not their first estate." He hath given us his Son, his only Son, both to live and to die for us! O let us live unto him, that we may die unto him, and live with him ever!

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On Attending The Church Service "The sin of the young men was very great." 1 Sam. 2:17. 1. The corruption, not only of the heathen world, but likewise of them that were called Christians, has been matter of sorrow and lamentation to pious men, almost from the time of the apostles. And hence, as early as the second century, within a hundred years of St. John's removal from the earth, men who were afraid of being partakers of other men's sins, thought it their duty to separate from them. Hence, in every age many have retired from the world, lest they should be stained with the pollutions of it. In the third century many carried this so far as to run into deserts and turn hermits. But in the following age this took another turn. Instead of turning hermits, they turned monks. Religious houses now began to be built in every Christian country; and religious communities were established, both of men and women, who were entirely secluded from the rest of mankind; having no intercourse with their nearest relations, nor with any but such as were confined, generally for life, within the same walls. 2. This spirit of literally renouncing the world, by retiring into religious houses, did not so generally prevail after the Reformation. Nay, in Protestant countries, houses of this kind were totally suppressed. But still too many serious persons (chiefly incited thereto by those that are commonly called "mystic writers") were eager to seclude themselves from the world, and run into solitude; supposing this to be the best, if not the only way, of escaping the pollution that is in the world. 3. One thing which powerfully inclined them to separate from the several churches, or religious societies, to which they had belonged, even from their infancy, was the belief that no good was to be expected from the ministration of unholy men. "What!" said they, "Can we think that a holy God will bless the ministry of wicked men Can we imagine that they who are themselves strangers to the grace of God will manifest that grace to others Is it to be supposed that God ever did, or ever will, work by the children of the devil And if this cannot be supposed, ought we not to `come out from among them and be separate'" 2 Cor. 6:14

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4. For more than twenty years this never entered into the thought of those that were called Methodists. But as more and more who had been brought up Dissenters joined with them, the brought in more and more prejudice against the Church. In process of time, various circumstances concurred to increase and confirm it. Many had forgotten that we were all at our first setting out determined members of the Established Church. Yea, it as one of our original rules, that every member of our Society should attend the church and sacrament, unless he had been bred among Christians of any other denomination. 5. In order, therefore, to prevent others from being puzzled and perplexed, as so many have been already, it is necessary, in the highest degree, to consider this matter thoroughly; calmly to inquire, whether God ever did bless the ministry of ungodly men, and whether he does so at this hour. Here is a plain matter of fact: If God never did bless it, we ought to separate from the Church; at least where we have reason to believe that the minister is an unholy man: If he ever did bless it, and does so still, then we ought to continue therein. 6. Nineteen years ago, we considered this question in our public Conference at Leeds, Whether the Methodists ought to separate from the Church; and after a long and candid inquiry, it was determined, nemine contradicente, that it was not expedient for them to separate. The reasons were set down at large, and they stand equally good at this day.

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10. And have we any proof that the Priests who succeeded them were more holy than them, than Hophni and Phinehas; not only till God permitted ten of the tribes to be separated from their brethren, and from the worship he had appointed; but even till Judah, as well as Israel, for the wickedness of the priests, as well as the people, were carried into captivity 11. What manner of men they were about the time of the Babylonish captivity, we learn from various passages in the prophecy of Jeremiah: From which it manifestly appears, that people and priests wallowed in all manner of vices. And how little they were amended, after they were brought back into their own land, we may gather from those terrible words in the prophecy of Malachi: "And now, O ye priests, this commandment is for you. If ye will not hear, and if ye will not lay it to heart, to give glory unto my Name, saith the Lord of Hosts, I will send even a curse upon you, and I will curse your blessings: Yea, I have cursed them already, because ye would not lay it to heart. Behold, I will curse your seed, and I will spread dung upon your faces, even the dung of your solemn feasts; and one shall take you away with it." (Mal. 2:1-3.) 12. Such were the priests of God in their several generations, till he brought the great High Priest into the world! And what manner of men were they during the time that he ministered upon earth A large and particular account of their character we have in the twenty-third chapter of St. Matthew; Matt. 23 and a worse character it would be difficult to find in all the oracles of God. But may it not be said, "Our Lord does not there direct his discourse to the priests, but to the Scribes and Pharisees" He does; but this is the same thing. For the scribes were what we now term Divines, the public teachers of the people. And many, if not most, of the Priests, especially all the strictest sort of them, were Pharisees; so that in giving the character of the Scribes and Pharisees he gives that of the Priests also.

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13. Soon after the pouring out of the Holy Ghost on the day of Pentecost, in the infancy of the Christian Church, there was indeed a glorious change. "Great grace was then upon them all," Ministers as well as people. "The multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul." But how short a time did this continue! How soon did the fine gold become dim! Long before even the apostolic age expired, St. Paul himself had ground to complain, that some of his fellow-labourers had forsaken him, having "loved the present world." And not long after, St. John reproved divers of the angels, that is, the ministers, of the churches in Asia, because, even in that early period, their "works were not found perfect before God." 14. Thus did "the mystery of iniquity" begin to "work," in the Ministers as well as the people, even before the end of the apostolic age. But how much more powerfully did it work, as soon as those master-builders, the Apostles, were taken out of the way! Both Ministers and people were then farther and farther removed from the hope of the gospel. Insomuch that when St. Cyprian, about an hundred and fifty years after the death of St. John, describes the spirit and behaviour both of the laity and clergy that were round about him, one would be ready to suppose he was giving us a description of the present clergy and laity of Europe. But the corruption which had been creeping in drop by drop, during the second and third century, in the beginning of the fourth, when Constantine called himself a Christian, poured in upon the church with a full tide. And whoever reads the history of the church, from the time of Constantine to the Reformation, will easily observe that all the abominations of the heathen world, and, in following ages, of the Mahometans, overflowed every part of it. And in every nation and city the Clergy were not a whit more innocent than the laity.

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15. "But was there not a very considerable change in the body of the Clergy, as well as the laity, at the time of the glorious Reformation from Popery" Undoubtedly there was; and they were not only reformed from very many erroneous opinions, and from numberless superstitious and idolatrous modes of worship, till then prevailing over the Western Church, but they were also exceedingly reformed with respect to their lives and tempers. More of the ancient, scriptural Christianity was to be found, almost in every part of Europe. Yet notwithstanding this, all the works of the devil, all ungodliness and unrighteousness, sin of every kind, continued to prevail, both over Clergy and laity, in all parts of Christendom. Even those Clergymen who most warmly contended about the externals of religion were very little concerned for the life and power of it; for piety, justice, mercy, and truth. 16. However, it must be allowed, that ever since the Reformation, and particularly in the present century, the behaviour of the Clergy in general is greatly altered for the better. And should it be granted, that, in many parts of the Romish Church, they are nearly the same as they were before, it must be granted likewise, that most of the Protestant Clergy are far different from what they were. They have not only more learning of the most valuable kind, but abundantly much more religion: Insomuch that the English and Irish Clergy are generally allowed to be not inferior to any in Europe, for piety, as well as for knowledge.

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23. But how shall we reconcile this with the direction given by St. Paul to the Corinthians "If any that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolater, or a railer, with such an one, no not to eat." (1 Cor. 5:11.) How is it reconcilable with that direction in his Second Epistle, (2 Cor. 6:17,) "Come out from the midst of them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing" I answer, The former passage has no relation at all to the present question. It does not concern Ministers, good or bad. The plain meaning of it is, Have no intimacy with any that is called a Christian, and lives in any open sin; a weighty exhortation, which should be much attended to by all the children of God. As little does the other passage refer to Ministers or teachers of any kind. In this the Apostle is exhorting the children of God to break off all intercourse with the children of the devil. The words literally are, "Go out from the midst of them, and be ye separate, and touch not the unclean thing;" intimating that they could not continue united with them, without being more or less partakers of their sins. We may therefore boldly affirm, that neither St. Paul, nor any other of the inspired writers, ever advised holy men to separate from the Church wherein they were, because the Ministers were unholy.

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24. Nevertheless, it is true, that many pious Christians, as was observed before, did separate themselves from the Church, some even in the second, and many more in the third, century. Some of these retired into the desert, and lived altogether alone; others built themselves houses, afterwards termed convents, and only secluded themselves from the rest of the world. But what was the fruit of this separation The same that might easily be foreseen. It increased and confirmed, in an astonishing degree, the total corruption of the Church. The salt which was thus heaped up in a corner had effectually lost its savour. The light which was put under a bushel no longer shone before men. In consequence of this, ungodliness and unrighteousness reigned without control. The world, being given up into the hands of the devil, wrought all his works with greediness; and gross darkness, joined with all manner of wickedness, covered the whole earth. 25. "But if all this wickedness was not a sufficient reason for separating from a corrupt church, why did Calvin and Luther, with their followers, separate from the Church of Rome" I answer, They did not properly separate from it; but were violently thrust out of it. They were not suffered to continue therein, upon any other terms than subscribing to all the errors of that Church, and joining in all their superstition and idolatry. Therefore this separation lay at their door. With us it was not a matter of choice, but of necessity: And if such necessity was now laid upon us, we ought to separate from any Church under heaven. 26. There were not the same reasons why various bodies of men should afterwards separate from the Church of England. No sinful terms of communion were imposed upon them; neither are at this day. Most of them separated, either because of some opinions, or some modes of worship, which they did not approve of. Few of them assigned the unholiness either of the Clergy or laity as the cause of their separation. And if any did so, it did not appear that they themselves were a jot better than those they separated from.

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30. Consider, a little farther, the dreadful consequences of affirming that wicked Ministers do no good; that the ordinances administered by them do not convey saving grace to those that attend them. If it be so, then well nigh all the Christians from the time of the Apostles to that of the Reformation are perished! For what manner of men were well nigh all the Clergy during all those centuries Consult the history of the church in every age, and you will find more and more proofs of their corruption. It is true, they have not been so openly abandoned since; but ever since that happy period there has been a considerable change for the better in the Clergy as well as the laity. But still there is reason to fear that even those who now minister in holy things, who are outwardly devoted to God for that purpose, (yea, and in Protestant as well as Romish countries,) are nevertheless far more devoted to the world, to riches, honour, or pleasure, (a few comparatively excepted,) than they are to God: So that in truth they are as far from Christian holiness as earth is from heaven. If then no grace is conveyed by the ministry of wicked men, in what a case is the Christian world! How hath God forgotten to be gracious! How hath he forsaken his own inheritance! O think not so! Rather say with our own Church, (though in direct opposition to the Church of Rome, which maintains, "If the Priest does not minister with a pure intention," which no wicked man can do, "then the sacrament is no sacrament at all,") the unworthiness of the Minister doth not hinder the efficacy of God's ordinance. The reason is plain, because the efficacy is derived, not from him that administers, but from Him that ordains it. He does not, will not suffer his grace to be intercepted, though the messenger will not receive it himself.

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33. Let us not then trouble and embroil ourselves and our neighbours with unprofitable disputations, but all agree to spread, to the uttermost of our power, the quiet and peaceable gospel of Christ. Let us make the best of whatever ministry the Providence of God has assigned us. Near fifty years ago, a great and good man, Dr. Potter, then Archbishop of Canterbury, gave me an advice for which I have ever since had occasion to bless God: "If you desire to be extensively useful, do not spend your time and strength in contending for or against such things as are of a disputable nature; but in testifying against open notorious vice, and in promoting real, essential holiness." Let us keep to this: Leaving a thousand disputable points to those that have no better business than to toss the ball of controversy to and fro, let us keep close to our point. Let us bear a faithful testimony, in our several stations, against all ungodliness and unrighteousness, and with all our might recommend that inward and outward holiness "without which no man shall see the Lord!"

Sermon 105

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4. Can it be denied that something of this is found in every man born into the world And does it not appear as soon as the understanding opens, as soon as reason begins to dawn Does not every one then begin to know that there is a difference between good and evil; how imperfect soever the various circumstances of this sense of good and evil my be Does not every man, for instance, know, unless blinded by the prejudices of education, (like the inhabitants of the Cape of Good Hope,) that it is good to honour his parents Do not all men, however uneducated or barbarous, allow, it is right to do to others as we would have them do to us And are not all who know this condemned in their own mind when they do anything contrary thereto as, on the other hand, when they act suitable thereto, they have the approbation of their own conscience 5. This faculty seems to be what is usually meant by those who speak of natural conscience; an expression frequently found is some of our best authors, but yet not strictly just. For though in one sense it may be termed natural, because it is found in all men; yet, properly speaking, it is not natural, but a supernatural gift of God, above all his natural endowments No; it is not nature, but the Son of God, that is "the true light, which enlighteneth every man that cometh into the world." So that we may say to every human creature, "He," not nature, "hath showed thee, O man, what is good." And it is his Spirit who giveth thee an inward check, who causeth thee to feel uneasy, when thou walkest in any instance contrary to the light which he hath given thee.

Sermon 105

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13. In order to the very existence of a good conscience, as well as to the continuance of it, the continued influence of the Spirit of God is absolutely needful. Accordingly, the Apostle John declares to the believers of all ages, "Ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things:" All things that are needful to your having a "conscience void of offence toward God and toward man." So he adds, "Ye have no need that any one should teach you," otherwise "than as that anointing teacheth you." That anointing clearly teacheth us those three things, First, the true meaning of God's word; Secondly, our actions, to remembrance; and, Thirdly, the agreement of all with the commandments of God. 14. Proceed we now to consider, in the Second place, the several sorts of conscience. A good conscience has been spoken of already. This ST. Paul expresses various ways. In one place he simply terms it, a "good conscience toward God;" in another, "a conscience void of offence toward God and toward man." But he speaks still more largely in the text: "Our rejoicing is this, the testimony of our conscience, that in simplicity," with a single eye, "and godly sincerity, we have had our conversation in the world." Meantime he observes, that this was done, "not by fleshly wisdom," commonly called prudence, (this never did, nor ever can produce such an effect,) "but by the grace of God;" which alone is sufficient to work this in any child of man. 15. Nearly allied to this (if it be not the same placed in another view, or a particular branch of it) is a tender conscience. One of a tender conscience is exact in observing any deviation from the word of God, whether in though, or word, or work; and immediately feels remorse and self-condemnation for it. And the constant cry of his soul is, O that my tender soul may fly The first abhorr'd approach of ill, Quick as the apple of an eye The slightest touch of sin to feel!

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18. I have now only to add a few important directions. The first great point is this: Suppose we have a tender conscience, how shall we preserve it I believe there is only one possible way of doing this, which is, to obey it. Every act of disobedience tends to blind and deaden it; to put out its eyes, that it may not see the good and the acceptable will of God; and to deaden the heart, that it may not feel self-condemnation when we act in opposition to it. And, in the contrary, every act of obedience gives to the conscience a sharper and stronger sight, and a quicker feeling of whatever offends the glorious majesty of God. Therefore, if you desire to have your conscience always quick to discern, and faithful to accuse or excuse you, if you would preserve it always sensible and tender, be sure to obey it at all events; continually listen to its admonitions, and steadily follow them. Whatever it directs you to do, according to the word of God, do; however grievous to flesh and blood. Whatever it forbids, if the prohibition be grounded on the word of God, see you do it not; however pleasing it may be to flesh and blood. The one or the other may frequently be the case. What God forbids may be pleasing to our evil nature: There you are called to deny yourself, or you deny your Master. What he enjoins may be painful to nature: There take up your cross. So true is our Lord's word: "Except a man deny himself, and take up his cross daily, he cannot be my disciple." 19. I cannot conclude this discourse better, than with an extract from Dr. Annesley's sermon on "Universal Conscientiousness." Dr. Annesley (my mother's father) was Rector of the parish of Cripplegate. "Be persuaded to practise the following directions, and your conscience will continue right: 1. "Take heed of every sin; count no sin small; and obey every command with your might. Watch against the first risings of sin, and beware of the borders of sin. Shun the very appearance of evil. Venture not upon temptation or occasions of sin.

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2. "Consider yourself as living under God's eye: Live as in the sensible presence of the jealous God. Remember, all things are naked and open before him! You cannot deceive him; for he is infinite wisdom: You cannot fly from him; for he is every where: You cannot bribe him; for he is righteousness itself! Speak as knowing God hears you: Walk as knowing God besets you on every side. The Lord is with you while you are with him; that is, you shall enjoy his favourable presence while you live in his awful presence. 3. "Be serious and frequent in the examination of your heart and life. There are some duties like those parts of the body, the want of which may be supplied by other parts; but the want of these nothing can supply. Every evening review you carriage through the day; what you have done or thought that was unbecoming you character; whether you heart has been instant upon religion, and indifferent to the world. Have a special care of two portion of time; namely, morning and evening; the morning to forethink what you have to do, and the evening to examine whether you have done what you ought. 4. "Let every action have reference to your whole life, and not to a part only. Let all your subordinate ends be suitable to the great end of your living. 'Exercise yourself unto godliness.' Be as diligent in religion, as thou wouldest have thy children that go to school be in learning. Let they whole life be a preparation for heaven, like the preparation of wrestlers for the combat. 5. "Do not venture on sin because Christ hath purchased a pardon; that is a most horrible abuse of Christ. For this very reason there was no sacrifice under the law for any wilful sin; lest people should think they know the price of sins, as those do who deal in Popish indulgences. 6. "Be nothing in your own eyes: For what is it, alas! that we have to be proud of Our very conception was sinful, our birth painful, our life toilsome, our death we know not what! But all this is nothing to the state of our soul. If we know this, what excuse have we for pride

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7. "Consult duty, not events. We have nothing to do but to mind our duty. All speculations that tend not to holiness are among your superfluities; but forebodings of what may befall you in doing your duty may be reckoned among your sins; and to venture upon sin to avoid danger is to sink the ship for fear of pirates. O how quiet, as well as holy, would our lives be, had we learned that single lesson, to be careful for nothing, but to do our duty, and leave all consequences to God! What madness for silly dust to prescribe to infinite wisdom! to let go our work, and meddle with God's! He hath managed the concerns of the world, and of every individual person in it, without giving cause of complaint to any, for above these five thousand years. And does he now need your counsel Nay, it is your business to mind your own duty. 8. "What advice you would give another, take yourself: The worst of men are apt enough to lay burdens on others, which if they would take on themselves they would be rare Christians. 9. "Do nothing on which you cannot pray for a blessing. Every action of a Christian that is good, is sanctified by the word and prayer. It becomes not a Christian to do anything so trivial, that he cannot pray over it. And if he would but bestow a serious ejaculation on every occurrent action , such a prayer would cut off all things sinful, and encourage all things lawful.

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10. "Think, and speak, and do what you are persuaded Christ himself would do in your case, were he on earth. It becomes a Christian, rather to be an example to all, who was, and is, and ever will be, our absolute pattern. O Christians, how did Christ pray, and redeem time for prayer! How did Christ preach, out of whose mouth proceeded no other but gracious words What time did Christ spend in impertinent discourse How did Christ go up and down, doing good to men, and what was pleasing to God Beloved, I commend to you these four memorials: (1.) Mind duty: (2.) What is the duty of another in your case, is your own: (3.) Do not meddle with anything, if you cannot say, The blessing of the Lord be upon it: (4.) Above all, sooner forget your Christian name, than forget to eye Christ! Whatever treatment you meet with from the world, remember him and follow his steps, 'who did no sin, neither was guile found in his mouth: Who when he was reviled, reviled not again; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously.'"

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13. It is easy to observe, that all the sort of faith which we can conceive are reducible to one or other of the preceding. But let us covet the best gifts, and follow the most excellent way. There is no reason why you should be satisfied with the faith of a Materialist, a Heathen, or a Deist; nor, indeed, with that of a servant. I do not know that God requires it at your hands. Indeed, if you have received this, you ought not to cast it away; you ought not in anywise to undervalue it but to be truly thankful for it. Yet, in the mean time, beware how you rest here: Press on till you receive the Spirit of adoption: Rest not, till that Spirit clearly witnesses with your spirit, that you are a child of God. II. I proceed, in the Second place, to draw a few inferences from the preceding observations. 1. And I would, First, infer, in how dreadful a state, if there be a God, is a Materialist one who denies not only the "Lord that bought him," but also the Lord that made him. "Without faith it is impossible to please God." But it is impossible he should have any faith at all; any conviction of any invisible world; for he believes there is no such thing; any conviction the being of a God; for a material God is no God at all. For you cannot possibly suppose the sun or skies to be God, any more than you can suppose a God of wood or stone. And, farther, whosoever believes all things to be mere matter must, of course, believe that all things are governed by dire necessity necessity that is as inexorable as the winds; as ruthless as the rocks as merciless as the waves that dash upon them, or the poor shipwrecked mariners! Who then shall help thee, thou poor desolate wretch, when thou art most in need of help Winds, and seas, and rocks, and storms! Such are the best helpers which the Materialists can hope for!

Sermon 107

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I. 1. First. What could have been done in this his vineyard, which God hath not done in it What could have been done more, with regard to doctrine From the very beginning, from the time that four young men united together, each of them was homo unius libri, "a man of one book." God taught them all, to make his "word a lantern unto their feet, and a light in all their paths." They had one, and only one, rule of judgment, with regard to all their tempers, words, and actions; namely, the oracles of God. They were one and all determined to be Bible-Christians. They were continually reproached for this very thing; some terming them, in derision, Bible-bigots; others, Bible-moths; feeding, they said, upon the Bible, as moths do upon cloth. And indeed, unto this day, it is their constant endeavour to think and speak as the oracles of God. 2. It is true, a learned man, Dr. Trapp, soon after their setting out, gave a very different account of them. "When I saw," said the Doctor, "these two books, `The Treatise on Christian Perfection,' and `The Serious Call to a Holy Life,' I thought, These books will certainly do mischief. And so it proved; for presently after up sprung the Methodists. So he (Mr. Law) was their parent." Although this was not entirely true, yet there was some truth in it. All the Methodists carefully read these books, and were greatly profited thereby. Yet they did by no means spring from them, but from the Holy Scriptures; being "born again," as St. Peter speaks, "by the word of God, which liveth and abideth for ever." 3. Another learned man, the late Bishop Warburton, roundly affirms, that "they were the offspring of Mr. Law and Count Zinzendorf together." But this was a greater mistake still. For they had met together several years before they had the least acquaintance with Count Zinzendorf, or even knew there was such a person in the world. And when they did know him, although they esteemed him very highly in love, yet they did not dare to follow him one step farther than they were warranted by the Scripture.

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1. Let us consider this matter from the very beginning. Two young Clergymen, not very remarkable any way, of middle age, having a tolerable measure of health, though rather weak than strong, began, about fifty years ago, to call sinners to repentance. This they did, for a time, in many of the churches in and about London. But two difficulties arose: First. The churches were so crowded, that many of the parishioners could not get in. Secondly. They preached new doctrines, that we are saved by faith, and that "without holiness no man could see the Lord." For one or other of these reasons, they were not long suffered to preach in the churches. They then preached in Moorfields, Kennington-Common, and in many other public places. The fruit of their preaching quickly appeared. Many sinners were changed both in heart and life. But it seemed this could not continue long; for every one clearly saw, these Preachers would quickly wear themselves out; and no Clergyman dared to assist them. But soon one and another, though not ordained, offered to assist them. God gave a signal blessing to their word. Many sinners were thoroughly convinced of sin, and many truly converted to God. Their assistants increased, both in number, and in the success of their labours. Some of them were learned: some unlearned. Most of them were young; a few middle-aged: Some of them were weak; some, on the contrary, of remarkably strong understanding. But it pleased God to own them all; so that more and more brands were plucked out of the burning. 2. It may be observed, that these Clergymen, all this time, had no plan at all. They only went hither and thither, wherever they had a prospect of saving souls from death. But when more and more asked, "What must I do to be saved" they were desired to meet all together. Twelve came the first Thursday night; forty the next; soon after, a hundred. And they continued to increase, till, three or four and twenty years ago, the London Society amounted to about 2,800.

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3. "But how should this multitude of people be kept together And how should it be known whether they walked worthy of their profession" They were providentially led, when they were thinking on another thing, namely, paying the public debt, to divide all the people into little companies, or classes, according to their places of abode, and appoint one person in each class to see all the rest weekly. By this means it was quickly discovered if any of them lived in any known sin. If they did, they were first admonished; and, when judged incorrigible, excluded from the society. 4. This division of the people, and exclusion of those that walked disorderly, without any respect of persons, were helps which few other communities had. To these, as the societies increased, was soon added another. The stewards of the societies in each district were desired to meet the Preachers once a quarter, in some central place, to give an account of the spiritual and temporal state of their several societies. The use of these quarterly meetings was soon found to be exceeding great; in consideration of which, they were gradually spread to all the societies in the kingdom. 5. In order to increase the union between the Preachers, as well as that of the people, they were desired to meet all together in London; and, some time after, a select number of them. Afterwards, for more convenience, they met at London, Bristol, and Leeds, alternately. They spent a few days together in this general Conference, in considering what might most conduce to the general good. The result was immediately signified to all their brethren. And they soon found, that what St. Paul observes of the whole Church, may be, in a measure, applied to every part of it: "The whole body being fitly framed together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, maketh increase of the body to the edifying of itself in love." (Eph. 4:6.)

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6. That this may be the more effectually done, they have another excellent help, in the constant change of Preachers; it being their rule, that no Preacher shall remain in the same circuit more than two years together, and few of them more than one year. Some, indeed, have imagined that this was a hindrance to the work of God: But long experience, in every part of the kingdom, proves the contrary. This has always shown that the people profit less by any one person than by a variety of Preachers; while they Used the gifts on each bestow'd, Temper'd by the art of God. 7. Together with these helps, which are peculiar to their own society, they have all those which are enjoyed in common by the other members of the Church of England. Indeed, they have been long pressed to separate from it; to which they have had temptations of every kind. But they cannot, they dare not, they will not, separate from it, while they can remain therein with a clear conscience. It is true, if any sinful terms of communion were imposed upon them, then they would be constrained to separate; but as this is not the case at present, we rejoice to continue therein. 8. What then could God have done more for this his vineyard, which he hath not done in it, with regard to spiritual helps He has hardly dealt so with any other people in the Christian world. If it be said, "He could have made them a separate people, like the Moravian Brethren;" I answer, This would have been a direct contradiction to his whole design in raising them up; namely, to spread scriptural religion throughout the land, among people of every denomination, leaving every one to hold his own opinions, and to follow his own mode of worship. This could only be done effectually, by leaving these things as they were, and endeavouring to leaven the whole nation with that "faith that worketh by love."

Sermon 107

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III. 1. Such are the spiritual helps which God has bestowed on this his vineyard with no sparing hand. Discipline might be inserted among these; but we may as well speak of it under a separate head. It is certain that, in this respect, the Methodists are a highly favoured people. Nothing can be more simple, nothing more rational, than the Methodist discipline: It is entirely founded on common sense, particularly applying the general rules of Scripture. Any person determined to save his soul may be united (this is the only condition required) with them. But this desire must be evidenced by three marks: Avoiding all known sin; doing good after his power; and, attending all the ordinances of God. He is then placed in such a class as is convenient for him, where he spends about an hour in a week. And, the next quarter, if nothing is objected to him, he is admitted into the society: And therein he may continue as long as he continues to meet his brethren, and walks according to his profession. 2. Their public service is at five in the morning, and six or seven in the evening, that their temporal business may not be hindered. Only on Sunday it begins between nine and ten, and concludes with the Lord's Supper. On Sunday evening the society meets; but care is taken to dismiss them early, that all the heads of families may have time to instruct their several households. Once a quarter, the principal Preacher in every circuit examines every member of the societies therein. By this means, if the behaviour of anyone is blameable, which is frequently to be expected in so numerous a body of people, it is easily discovered, and either the offence or the offender removed in time. 3. Whenever it is needful to exclude any disorderly member out of the society, it is done in the most quiet and inoffensive manner; only by not renewing his ticket at the quarterly visitation. But in some cases, where the offence is great, and there is danger of public scandal, it is judged necessary to declare, when all the members are present, "A. B. is no longer a member of our society." Now, what can be more rational or more scriptural than this simple discipline; attended, from the beginning to the end, with no trouble, expense, or delay

Sermon 107

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IV. 1. But was it possible, that all these things should be done without a flood of opposition The prince of this world was not dead, nor asleep: and would he not fight, that his kingdom might not be delivered up If the word of the Apostle be found true, in all ages and nations, "All they that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution;" if this be true, with regard to every individual Christian, how much more with regard to bodies of men visibly united together with the avowed design to overthrow his kingdom! And what could withstand the persecution he would not fail to stir up against a poor, defenceless, despised people, without any visible help, without money, without power, without friends 2. In truth, the god of this world was not asleep. Neither was he idle. He did fight, and that with all his power, that his kingdom might not be delivered up. He "brought forth all his hosts to war." First. He stirred up the beasts of the people. They roared like lions; they encompassed the little and defenceless on every side. And the storm rose higher and higher, till deliverance came in a way that none expected. God stirred up the heart of our late gracious Sovereign to give such orders to his Magistrates as, being put in execution, effectually quelled the madness of the people. It was about the same time that a great man applied personally to His Majesty, begging that he would please to "take a course to stop these run-about Preachers." His Majesty, looking sternly upon him, answered without ceremony, like a King, "I tell you, while I sit on the throne, no man shall be persecuted for conscience' sake." 3. But in defiance of this, several who bore His Majesty's commission have persecuted them from time to time; and that under colour of law; availing themselves of what is called the Conventicle Act: One in particular, in Kent, who, some years since, took upon him to fine one of the Preachers and several of his hearers. But they thought it their duty to appeal to His Majesty's Court of King's Bench. The cause was given for the plaintiffs; who have ever since been permitted to worship God according to their own conscience.

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4. I believe this is a thing wholly without precedent. I find no other instance of it, in any age of the Church, from the day of Pentecost to this day. Every opinion, right and wrong, has been tolerated, almost in every age and nation. Every mode of worship has been tolerated, however superstitious or absurd. But I do not know that true, vital, scriptural religion was ever tolerated before. For this the people called Methodists have abundant reason to praise God. In their favour he hath wrought a new thing in the earth: He hath stilled the enemy and the avenger. This then they must ascribe unto Him, the Author of their outward as well as inward peace. V. 1. What indeed could God have done more for this his vineyard, which he hath not done in it This having been largely showed, we may now proceed to that strong and tender expostulation: "After all that I had done, might I not have looked for the most excellent grapes Wherefore, then, brought it forth wild grapes Might I not have expected a general increase of faith and love, of righteousness and true holiness; yea, and of the fruit of the Spirit, love, joy, peace, long-suffering, meekness, gentleness, fidelity, goodness, temperance" Was it not reasonable to expect that these fruits would have overspread his whole Church Truly, when I saw what God had done among his people between forty and fifty years ago; when I saw them warm in their first love, magnifying the Lord, and rejoicing in God their Saviour; I could expect nothing less than that all these would have lived like angels here below; that they would have walked as continually seeing Him that is invisible; having constant communion with the Father and the Son, living in eternity, and walking in eternity. I looked to see "a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar people," in the whole tenor of their conversation; "showing forth His praise, who had called them into his marvellous light."

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2. But, instead of this, it brought forth wild grapes, fruit of a quite contrary nature. It brought forth error in ten thousand shapes, turning many of the simple out of the way. It brought forth enthusiasm, imaginary inspiration, ascribing to the all-wise God all the wild, absurd, self-inconsistent dreams of a heated imagination. It brought forth pride, robbing the Giver of every good gift of the honour due to his name. It brought forth prejudice, evil surmising, censoriousness, judging, and condemning one another; all totally subversive of that brotherly love which is the very badge of the Christian profession; without which whosoever liveth is counted dead before God. It brought forth anger, hatred, malice, revenge, and every evil word and work; all direful fruits, not of the Holy Spirit, but of the bottomless pit! 3. It brought forth likewise in many, particularly those that are increased in goods, that grand poison of souls, the love of the world; and that in all its branches: "The desire of the flesh;" that is, the seeking happiness in the pleasures of sense; "the desire of the eyes;" that is, seeking happiness in dress, or any of the pleasures of imagination; and "the pride of life;" that is, seeking happiness in the praise of men; or in that which ministers to all these, laying up treasures on earth. It brought forth self-indulgence of every kind, delicacy, effeminacy, softness; but not softness of the right kind, that melts at human woe. It brought such base, grovelling affections, such deep earthly-mindedness, as that of the poor Heathens, which occasioned the lamentation of their own Poet over them, O curvae in terras animae et coelestium inanes! "O souls bowed down to earth, and void of God!"

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4. O ye that have riches in possession, once more hear the word of the Lord! Ye that are rich in this world, that have food to eat, and raiment to put on, and something over, are you clear of the curse of loving the world Are you sensible of your danger Do you feel, "How hardly will they that have riches enter into the kingdom of heaven" Do you continue unburned in the midst of the fire Are you untouched with the love of the world Are you clear from the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, and the pride of life Do you "put a knife to your throat," when you sit down to meat, lest your table should be a snare to you Is not your belly your god Is not eating and drinking, or any other pleasure of sense, the greatest pleasure you enjoy Do not you seek happiness in dress, furniture, pictures, gardens, or anything else that pleases the eye Do not you grow soft and delicate; unable to bear cold, heat, the wind or the rain, as you did when you were poor Are you not increasing in goods, laying up treasures on earth; instead of restoring to God in the poor, not so much, or so much, but all that you can spare Surely, "it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven!"

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7. If you are a member of the society, do you make a full use of your privilege Do you never fail to meet your class; and that not as matter of form, but expecting that when you are met together in his name, your Lord will be in the midst of you Are you truly thankful for the amazing liberty of conscience which is vouchsafed to you and your brethren; such as never was enjoyed before by persons in your circumstances And are you thankful to the Giver of every good gift for the general spread of true religion Surely, you can never praise God enough for all these blessings, so plentifully showered down upon you, till you praise him with angels and archangels, and all the company of heaven!

Sermon 108

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On Riches "It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God." Matthew 19:24. 1. In the preceding verses we have an account of a young man who came running to our Lord, and kneeling down, not in hypocrisy, but in deep earnestness of soul, and said unto him, "Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal life" "All the commandments," saith he, "I have kept from my youth: What lack I yet" Probably he had kept them in the literal sense; yet he still loved the world. And He who knew what was in man knew that, in this particular case, (for this is by no means a general rule,) he could not be healed of that desperate disease, but by a desperate remedy. Therefore he answered, "Go and sell all that thou hast, and give it to the poor; and come and follow me. But when he heard this, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions. So all the fair blossoms withered away! For he would not lay up treasure in heaven at so high a price! Jesus, observing this, "looked round about, and said unto his disciples," (Mark 10:23, c.,) "How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God! And they were astonished out of measure, and said among themselves, Who then can be saved" if it be so difficult for rich men to be saved, who have so many and so great advantages, who are frees from the cares of this world, and a thousand difficulties to which the poor are continually exposed

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
I. First. Such are the hinderances to holiness which surround him on every side. To enumerate all these would require a large volume: I would only touch upon a few of them. 1. The root of all religion is faith, without which it is impossible to please God. Now, whether you take this in its general acceptation, for an "evidence of things not seen," of the invisible and the eternal world, of God and the things of God, how natural a tendency have riches to darken this evidence, to prevent your attention to God and the things of God, and to things invisible and eternal! And if you take it in another sense, for a confidence; what a tendency have riches to destroy this; to make you trust, either for happiness or defence, in them, not "in the living God!" Or if you take faith, in the proper Christian sense, as a divine confidence in a pardoning God; what a deadly, what an almost insuperable, hinderance to this faith are riches! What! Can a wealthy, and consequently an honourable, man come to God as having nothing to pay Can he lay all his greatness by, and come as a sinner, a mere sinner, the vilest of sinners; as on a level with those that feed the dogs of his flock; with that "beggar who lies at his gate full of sores" Impossible; unless by the same power that made the heavens and the earth. Yet without doing this, he cannot, in any sense, "enter into the kingdom of God." 2. What a hinderance are riches to the very first fruit of faith, namely, the love of God! "If any man love the world," says the Apostle, "the love of the Father is not in him." But how is it possible for a man not to love the world who is surrounded with all its allurements How can it be that he should then hear the still small voice which says, "My son, give me thy heart" What power, less than almighty, can send the rich man an answer to that prayer, Keep me dead to all below, Only Christ resolved to know; Firm, and disengaged, and free, Seeking all my bliss in Thee!

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
7. And how uncommon a thing is it to find patience in those that have large possessions! unless when there is a counterbalance of long and severe affliction, with which God is frequently pleased to visit those he loves, as an antidote to their riches. This is not uncommon: He often sends pain, and sickness, and great crosses, to them that have great possessions. By these means, "patience has its perfect work," till they are "perfect and entire, lacking nothing," II. Such are some of the hinderances to holiness which surround the rich on every side. We may now observe, on the other side, what a temptation riches are to all unholy tempers. 1. And, First, how great is the temptation to Atheism which naturally flows from riches; even to an entire forgetfulness of God, as if there was no such Being in the universe. This is at present usually termed dissipation, a pretty name, affixed by the great vulgar to an utter disregard for God, and indeed for the whole invisible world. And how is the rich man surrounded with all manner of temptations to continual dissipation! Yes, how is the art of dissipation studied among the rich and great! As Prior keenly says, Cards are dealt, and dice are brought, Happy effects of human wit, That Alma may herself forget. Say rather, that mortals may their God forget; that they may keep Him utterly out of their thoughts, who, though he sitteth on the circle of the heavens, yet is "about their bed, and about their path, and spieth out all their ways." Call this wit, if you please; but is it wisdom O no! It is far, very far from it. Thou fool! Dost thou imagine, because thou dost not see God, that God doth not see thee Laugh on; play on; sing on; dance on: But "for all these things God will bring thee to judgment!"

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. From Atheism there is an easy transition to idolatry; from the worship of no God to the worship of false gods: And, in fact, he that does not love God (which is his proper, and his only proper worship) will surely love some of the works of his hands; will love the creature, if not the Creator. But to how many species of idolatry is every rich man exposed! What continual and almost insuperable temptations is he under to "love the world!" and that in all its branches, "the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, and the pride of life." What innumerable temptations will he find to gratify the "desire of the flesh!" Understand this right. It does not refer to one only, but all the outward senses. It is equal idolatry to seek our happiness in gratifying any or all of these. But there is the greatest danger lest men should seek it in gratifying their taste; in a moderate sensuality; in a regular kind of Epicurism; not in gluttony or drunkenness: Far be that from them! They do not disorder the body; they only keep the soul dead, dead to God and all true religion.

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
3. The rich are equally surrounded with temptations from the "desire of the eyes;" that is, the seeking happiness in gratifying the imagination, the pleasures of which the eyes chiefly minister. The objects that give pleasure to the imagination are grand, or beautiful, or new. Indeed, all rich men have not a taste for grand objects; but they have for new and beautiful things, especially for new; the desire of novelty being as natural to men as the desire of meat and drink. Now, how numerous are the temptations to this kind of idolatry, which naturally springs from riches! How strongly and continually are they solicited to seek happiness (if not in grand, yet) in beautiful houses, in elegant furniture, in curious pictures, in delightful gardens! perhaps in that trifle of all trifles, rich or gay apparel! Yea, in every new thing, little or great, which fashion, the mistress of fools, recommends. How are rich men, of a more elevated turn of mind, tempted to seek happiness, as their various tastes lead, in poetry, history, music, philosophy, or curious arts and sciences! Now, although it is certain all these have their use, and therefore may be innocently pursued, yet the seeking happiness in any of them, instead of God, is manifest idolatry; and therefore, were it only on this account, that riches furnish him with the means of indulging all these desires, it might well be asked, "Is not the life of a rich man, above all others, a temptation upon earth" 4. What temptation, likewise, must every rich man have to seek happiness in "the pride of life!" I do not conceive the Apostle to mean thereby pomp, or state, or equipage; so much as "the honour that cometh of men," whether it be deserved or not. A rich man is sure to meet with this: It is a snare he cannot escape. The whole city of London uses the words rich and good as equivalent terms. "Yes," say they, "he is a good man; he is worth a hundred thousand pounds." And indeed everywhere, "if thou doest well unto thyself," if thou increasest in goods, "men will speak well of thee." All the world is agreed, A thousand pound supplies The want of twenty thousand qualities.

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
And who can bear general applause without being puffed up, without being insensibly induced to think of himself "more highly than he ought to think" 5. How is it possible that a rich man should escape pride, were it only on this account, that his situation necessarily occasions praise to flow in upon him from every quarter For praise is generally poison to the soul; and the more pleasing, the more fatal; particularly when it is undeserved. So that well might our Poet say, Parent of evil, bane of honest deeds, Pernicious flattery! thy destructive seeds, In an ill hour, and by a fatal hand, Sadly diffused o'er virtue's gleby land, With rising pride amid the corn appear, And check the hope and promise of the year! And not only praise, whether deserved or undeserved, but every thing about him tends to inspire and increase pride. His noble house, his elegant furniture, his well-chosen pictures, his fine horses, his equipage, his very dress, yea, even "the embroidery plastered on his tail," all these will be matter of commendation to some or other of his guests, and so have an almost irresistible tendency to make him think himself a better man than those who have not these advantages. 6. How naturally, likewise, do riches feed and increase the self-will which is born in every child of man! as not only his domestic servants and immediate dependants are governed implicitly by his will, finding their account therein; but also most of his neighbours and acquaintance study to oblige him in all things: So his will being continually indulged, will of course be continually strengthened; till at length he will be ill able to submit to the will either of God or men. 7. Such a tendency have riches to beget and nourish every temper that is contrary to the love of God. And they have equal tendency to feed every passion and temper that is contrary to the love of our neighbour: Contempt, for instance, particularly of inferiors, than which nothing is more contrary to love: Resentment of any real or supposed offence; perhaps even revenge, although God claims this as his own peculiar prerogative: At least anger; for it immediately rises in the mind of a rich man, "What! to use me thus! Nay, but he shall soon know better: I am now able to do myself justice!"

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
8. Nearly related to anger, if not rather a species of it, are fretfulness and peevishness. But are the rich more assaulted by these than the poor All experience shows that they are. One remarkable instance I was a witness of many years ago: A gentleman of large fortune, while we were seriously conversing, ordered a servant to throw some coals on the fire: A puff of smoke came out: He threw himself back in his chair, and cried out, "O Mr. Wesley, these are the crosses which I meet with every day!" I could not help asking, "Pray, Sir John, are these the heaviest crosses you meet with" Surely these crosses would not have fretted him so much, if he had had fifty, instead of five thousand, pounds a year! 9. But it would not be strange, if rich men were in general void of all good dispositions, and an easy prey to all evil ones; since so few of them pay any regard to that solemn declaration of our Lord, without observing which we cannot be his disciples: "And he said unto them all," the whole multitude, not unto his Apostles only, "If any man will come after me," will be a real Christian, "let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." (Luke 9:23.) O how hard a saying is this to those that are "at ease in the midst of their possessions!" Yet the Scripture cannot be broken. Therefore, unless a man do "deny himself" every pleasure which does not prepare him for taking pleasure in God, "and take up his cross daily," obey every command of God, however grievous to flesh and blood, he cannot be a disciple of Christ; he cannot "enter into the kingdom of God."

Sermon 108

John Wesley · None · sermon
11. "Go to now, ye rich men! Weep and howl for the miseries that are coming upon you;" that must come upon you in a few days, unless prevented by a deep and entire change! "The canker of your gold and silver" will be "a testimony against you," and will "eat your flesh as fire!" O how pitiable is your condition! And who is able to help you You need more plain dealing than any men in the world, and you meet with less. For how few dare speak as plain to you, as they would do to one of your servants! No man living, that either hopes to gain anything by your favour, or fears to lose anything by your displeasure. O that God would give me acceptable words, and cause them to sink deep into your hearts! Many of you have known me long, well nigh from your infancy: You have frequently helped me, when I stood in need. May I not say, you loved me But now the time of our parting is at hand: My feet are just stumbling upon the dark mountains. I would leave one word with you before I go hence; and you may remember it when I am no more seen. 12. O let your heart be whole with God! Seek your happiness in him and him alone. Beware that you cleave not to the dust! "This earth is not your place." See that you use this world as not abusing it; use the world, and enjoy God. Sit as loose to all things here below, as if you were a poor beggar. Be a good steward of the manifold gifts of God; that when you are called to give an account of your stewardship, he may say, "Well done, good and faithful servant, enter thou into the joy of thy Lord!"

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
What Is Man "What is man" Psa. 8:4. 1. Nay, what am I With God's assistance, I would consider myself. Here is a curious machine, "fearfully and wonderfully made." It is a little portion of earth, the particles of which cohering, I know not how, lengthen into innumerable fibres, a thousand times finer than hairs. These, crossing each other in all directions, are strangely wrought into membranes; and these membranes are as strangely wrought into arteries, veins, nerves, and glands; all of which contain various fluids, constantly circulating through the whole machine. 2. In order to the continuance of this circulation, a considerable quantity of air is necessary. And this is continually taken into the habit, by an engine fitted for that very purpose. But as a particle of ethereal fire is connected with every particle of air, (and a particle of water too,) so both air, water, and fire are received into the lungs together; where the fire is separated from the air and water, both of which are continually thrown out; while the fire, extracted from them, is received into, and mingled with, the blood. Thus the human body is composed of all the four elements, duly proportioned and mixed together; the last of which constitutes the vital flame, whence flows the animal heat. 3. Let me consider this yet a little farther. Is not the primary use of the lungs to administer fire to the body, which is continually extracted from the air by that curious fire-pump By inspiration it takes in the air, water, and fire together. In its numerous cells, (commonly called air-vessels,) it detaches the fire from the air and water. This then mixes with the blood; as every air-vessel has a blood-vessel connected with it: And as soon as the fire is extracted from it, the air and water air thrown out by expiration.

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
6. But by what means shall I learn in what part of my body this thinking principle is lodged Some eminent men have affirmed, that it is "all in all, and all in every part." But I learn nothing from this: They seem to be words that have no determinate meaning. Let us then appeal, in the best manner we can, to our own experience. From this I learn, that this thinking principle is not lodged in my hands, or feet, or legs, or arms. It is not lodged in the trunk of my body. Any one may be assured of this by a little reflection. I cannot conceive that it is situated in my bones, or in any part of my flesh. So far as I can judge, it seems to be situated in some part of my head; but whether in the pineal gland, or in any part of the brain, I am not able to determine. 7. But farther: This inward principle, wherever it is lodged, is capable, not only of thinking, but likewise of love, hatred, joy, sorrow, desire, fear, hope, c., and a whole train of other inward emotions, which are commonly called passions or affections They are styled, by a general appellation, the will; and are mixed and diversified a thousand ways. And they seem to be the only spring of action in that inward principle I call the soul. 8. But what is my soul It is an important question, and not easy to be resolved. Hear'st thou submissive, but a lowly birth, Some separate particles of finer earth A plain effect which nature must beget, As motion dictates, and as atoms meet

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
I cannot in anywise believe this. My reason recoils at it. I cannot reconcile myself to the thought, that the soul is either earth, water, or fire; or a composition of all of them put together; were it only for this plain reason: All these, whether separate or compounded in any possible way, are purely passive still. None of them has the least power of self-motion; none of them can move itself. "But," says one, "does not that ship move" Yes; but not of itself; it is moved by the water on which it swims. "But then the water moves." True; but the water is moved by the wind, the current of air. "But the air moves." It is moved by the ethereal fire, which is attached to every particle of it; and this fire itself is moved by the almighty Spirit, the source of all the motion in the universe. But my soul has front Him an inward principle of motion, whereby it governs at pleasure every part of the body. 9. It governs every motion of the body; only with this exception., which is a marvellous instance of the wise and gracious providence of the great Creator: There are some motions of the body, which are absolutely needful for the continuance of life; such as the dilation and contraction of the lungs, the systole and diastole of the heart, the pulsation of the arteries, and the circulation of the blood. These are not governed by me at pleasure: They do not wait the direction of my will. And it is well they do not. It is highly proper, that all the vital motions should be involuntary; going on, whether we advert to them or not. Were it otherwise, grievous inconveniences might follow. A man might put an end to his own life whenever hoe pleased, by suspending the motion of his heart, or of his lungs; or he might lose his life by mere inattention, by not remembering, not adverting to, the circulation of his blood. But these vital motions being excepted, I direct the motion of my whole body. By a single act of my will, I put my head, eyes, hands, or any part of my body into motion: Although I no more comprehend how I do this, than I can comprehend how the "THREE that bear record in heaven are ONE."

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
10. But what am I Unquestionably I am something distinct from my body. It seems evident that my body is not necessarily included therein. For when my body dies, I shall not die: I shall exist as really as I did before. And I cannot but believe, this self-moving, thinking principle, with all its passions and affections, will continue to exist, although the body be mouldered into dust. Indeed at present this body is so intimately connected with the soul. that I seem to consist of both. In my present state of existence, I undoubtedly consist both of soul and body: And so I shall again, after the resurrection, to all eternity.

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
Death is properly the separation of the soul from the body. Of this we are certain. but we are not certain (at least in many cases) of the time when this separation is made. Is it when respiration ceases according to the well-known maxim, Nullus spiritus, nulla vita: "Where there is no breath, there is no life." Nay, we cannot absolutely affirm this: For many instances have been known, of those whose breath was totally lost, and yet their lives have been recovered. Is it when the heart no longer beats, or when the circulation of the blood ceases Not so. For the heart may beat anew; and the circulation of the blood, after it is quite interrupted, may begin again. Is the soul separated from the body, when the whole body is stiff and cold as a piece of ice But there have been several instances lately, of persons who were thus cold and stiff, and had no symptoms of life remaining, who, nevertheless, upon proper application, recovered both life and health. Therefore we can say no more, than that death is the separation of the soul and body; but in many cases God only can tell the moment of that separation. 13. But what we are much concerned to know, and deeply to consider, is, the end of life. For what end is life bestowed upon the children of me Why were we sent into the world For one sole end, and for no other, to prepare for eternity. For this alone we live. For this, and no other purpose, is our life either given or continued. It pleased the all-wise God, at the season which he saw best, to arise in the greatness of his strength, and create the heavens and the earth, and all things that are therein. having prepared all things for him, He "created man in his own image, after his own likeness." And what was the end of his creation It was one, and no other, that he might know, and love, and enjoy, and serve his great Creator to all eternity.

Sermon 109

John Wesley · None · sermon
15. And let it be observed, as thus is the end, so it is the whole and sole end, for which every man upon the face of the earth, for which every one of you, were brought into the world, and endued with a living soul. Remember! You were born for nothing else. You live for nothing else. Your life is continued to you upon earth, for no other purpose than this, that you may know, love, and serve God on earth, and enjoy him to all eternity. Consider! You were not created to please your senses, to gratify your imagination, to gain money, or the praise of men; to seek happiness in any created good, in anything under the sun. All this is "walking in a vain shadow;" it is leading a restless, miserable life, in order to a miserable eternity. On the contrary, you were created for this, and for no other purpose, by seeking and finding happiness in God on earth, to secure the glory of God in heaven. Therefore, let your heart continually say, "This one thing I do," having one thing in view, remembering why I was born, and why I am continued in life, "I press on to the mark." I aim at the one end of my being, God; even at "God in Christ reconciling the world to himself." He shall be my God for ever and ever, and my guide even unto death! Bradford, May 2, 1788.

Sermon 110

John Wesley · None · sermon
3. But still none of our senses, no, not the sight itself, can reach beyond the bounds of this visible world. They supply us with such knowledge of the material world as answers all the purposes of life. But as this was the design for which they were given, beyond this they cannot go. They furnish us with no information at all concerning the invisible world. 4. But the wise and gracious Governor of the worlds, both visible and invisible, has prepared a remedy for this defect. He hath appointed faith to supply the defect of sense; to take us up where sense sets us down, and help us over the great gulf. Its office begins where that of sense ends. Sense is an evidence of things that are seen; of the visible, the material world, and the several parts of it. Faith, on the other hand, is the "evidence of things not seen;" of the invisible world; of all those invisible things which are revealed in the oracles of God. But indeed they reveal nothing, they are a mere dead letter, if they are "not mixed with faith in those that hear them." 5. In particular, faith is an evidence to me of the existence of that unseen thing, my own soul. Without this I should be in utter uncertainty concerning it. I should be constrained to ask that melancholy question, Hear'st thou submissive; but a lowly birth, Some separate particles of finer earth But by faith I know it is an immortal spirit, made in the image of God; in his natural and his moral image; "an incorruptible picture of the God of glory." By the same evidence I know that I am now fallen short of the glorious image of God; yea, that I, as well as all mankind, am "dead in trespasses and sins:" So utterly dead, that "in me dwelleth no good thing;" that I am inclined to all evil, and totally unable to quicken my own soul. 6. By faith I know that, besides the souls of men there are other orders of spirits; yea, I believe that Millions of creatures walk the earth, Unseen, whether we wake, or if we sleep.

Sermon 110

John Wesley · None · sermon
Sense does not let in one ray of light, to discover "the secrets of the illimitable deep." This, the eternal world, commences at death, the death of every individual person. The moment the breath of man goeth forth he is an inhabitant of eternity. Just then time vanishes away, "like as a dream when one awaketh." And here again faith supplies the place of sense, and gives us a view of things to come: At once it draws aside the veil which hangs between mortal and immortal being. Faith discovers to us the souls of the righteous, immediately received by the holy angels, and carried by those ministering spirits into Abraham's bosom; into the delights of paradise, the garden of God, where the light of his countenance perpetually shines; where he converses, not only with his former relations, friends, and fellow-soldiers, but with the saints of all nations and all ages, with the glorious dead of ancient days, with the noble army of martyrs, the Apostles, the Prophets, the Patriarchs, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob: Yea, above all this, he shall be with Christ, in a manner that could not be while he remained in the body. 9. It discovers, likewise, the souls of unholy men; seized the lo moment they depart from the quivering lips, by those ministers of vengeance, the evil angels, and dragged away to their own place. It is true, this is not the nethermost hell: they are not to be tormented there "before the time;" before the end of the world, when everyone will receive his just recompense of reward. Till then they will probably be employed by their bad master in advancing his infernal kingdom, and in doing all the mischief that lies in their power to the poor, feeble children of men. But still, wherever they seek rest, they will find none. They carry with them their own hell, in the worm that never dieth; in a consciousness of guilt, and of the wrath of God, which continually drinks up their spirits; in diabolical, infernal tempers, which are essential misery; and in what they cannot shake off, no, not for an hour, any more than they can shake off their own being, that "fearful looking for of fiery indignation, which will devour God's adversaries."

Sermon 110

John Wesley · None · sermon
10. Moreover, faith opens another scene in the eternal world; namely, the coming of our Lord in the clouds of heaven to "judge both the quick and the dead." It enables us to see the "great white throne coming down from heaven, and Him that sitteth thereon, from whose face the heavens and the earth flee away, and there is found no place for them." We see "the dead, small and great, stand before God." We see "the books opened, and the dead judged, according to the things that are written in the books." We see the earth and the sea giving up their dead, and hell (that is, the invisible world)"giving up the dead that were therein, and everyone judged according to his works. 11. By faith we are also shown the immediate consequences of the general judgment. We see the execution of that happy sentence pronounced upon those on the right hand, "Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world!" After which the holy angels tune their harps, and sing, "Lift up your heads, O ye gates, and be ye lifted up, ye everlasting doors, that the heirs of glory may come in!" And then shall they drink of the rivers of pleasure that are at God's right hand for evermore. We see, likewise, the execution of that dreadful sentence, pronounced upon those on the left hand, "Depart, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels." And then shall the ministers of divine vengeance plunge them into "the lake of fire burning with brimstone; where they have no rest day or night, but the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever."

Sermon 110

John Wesley · None · sermon
16. To these more especially we may apply the exhortation of the Apostle Paul: "Leaving the first principles of the doctrine of Christ," namely, repentance and faith, "let us go on unto perfection." But in what sense are we to "leave those principles Not absolutely; for we are to retain both one and the other, the knowledge of ourselves and the knowledge of God, unto our lives' end: But only comparatively; not fixing, as we did at first, our whole attention upon them; thinking and talking perpetually of nothing else, but either repentance or faith. But what is the "perfection" here spoken of It is not only a deliverance from doubts and fears, but from sin; from all inward as well as outward sin; from evil desires and evil tempers, as well as from evil words and works. Yea, and it is not only a negative blessing, a deliverance from all evil dispositions implied in that expression, "I will circumcise thy heart;" but a positive one likewise; even the planting all good dispositions in their place; clearly implied in that other expression, "To love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul." 17. These are they to whom the Apostle John gives the venerable title of Fathers, who "have known him that is from the beginning;" the eternal Three-One God. One of these expresses himself thus: "I bear about with me an experimental verity and a plenitude of the presence of the ever-blessed Trinity." And those who are fathers in Christ, generally, though I believe not always, enjoy the plerophory, or "full assurance of hope;" having no more doubt of reigning with him in glory than if they already saw him coming in the clouds of heaven. But this does not prevent their continually increasing in the knowledge and love of God. While they "rejoice evermore, pray without ceasing, and in everything give thanks," they pray in particular, that they may never cease to watch, to deny themselves, to take up their cross daily, to fight the good fight of faith; and against the world, the devil, and their own manifold infirmities; till they are able to "comprehend, with all saints, what is the length, and breadth, and height, and depth, and to know that love of Christ which passeth knowledge;" yea, to "be filled with all the fullness of God." Yarm, June 11, 1788.

Sermon 111

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. Indeed, this subject is far too vast to be comprehended by the narrow limits of human understanding. We can only say, The great God, the eternal, the almighty Spirit, is as unbounded in his presence as in his duration and power. In condescension, indeed, to our weak understanding, he is said to dwell in heaven: but, strictly speaking, the heaven of heavens cannot contain him; but he is in every part of his dominion. The universal God dwelleth in universal space; so that we may say, Hail, Father! whose creating call Unnumber'd worlds attend! Jehovah, comprehending all, Whom none can comprehend! 3. If we may dare attempt the illustrating this a little farther, what is the space occupied by a grain of sand, compared to that space which is occupied by the starry heavens It is as a cipher; it is nothing; it vanishes away in the comparison. What is it, then, to the whole expanse of space, to which the whole creation is infinitely less than a grain of sand And yet this space, to which the whole creation bears no proportion at all, is infinitely less in comparison of the great God than a grain of sand, yea, a millionth part of it, bears to that whole space. II. 1. This seems to be the plain meaning of those solemn words which God speaks of himself: "Do not I fill heaven and earth" And these sufficiently prove his omnipresence; which may be farther proved from this consideration: God acts everywhere, and, therefore, is everywhere; for it is an utter impossibility that any being, created or uncreated, should work where it is not. God acts in heaven, in earth, and under the earth, throughout the whole compass of his creation; by sustaining all things, without which everything would in an instant sink into its primitive nothing; by governing all, every moment superintending everything that he has made; strongly and sweetly influencing all, and yet without destroying the liberty of his rational creatures. The very Heathens acknowledged that the great God governs the large and conspicuous parts of the universe; that he regulates the motions of the heavenly bodies, of the sun, moon, and stars; that he is Totam Mens agitans molem, et magno se corpore miscens: The all-informing soul, That fills, pervades and actuates the whole.

Sermon 111

John Wesley · None · sermon
But they had no conception of his having a regard to the least things as well as the greatest; of his presiding over all that he has made, and governing atoms as well as worlds. This we could not have known unless it had pleased God to reveal it unto us himself. Had he not himself told us so, we should not have dared to think that "not a sparrow falleth to the ground, without the will of our Father which is in heaven;" and much less affirm, that "even the very hairs of our head are all numbered!" 2. This comfortable truth, that "God filleth heaven and earth," we learn also from the Psalm above recited: "If I climb up into heaven, thou art there; if I go down to hell, thou art there also. If I take the wings of the morning, and remain in the uttermost parts of the sea; even there thy hand shall lead me." The plain meaning is, If I remove to any distance whatever, thou art there; thou still besettest me, and layest thine hand upon me. Let me flee to any conceivable or inconceivable distance; above, beneath, or on any side;, it makes no difference; thou art still equally there: In thee I still "live, and move, and have my being." 3. And where no creature is, still God is there. The presence or absence of any or all creatures makes no difference with regard to him. He is equally in all, or without all. Many have been the disputes among philosophers whether there be any such thing as empty space in the universe; and it is now generally supposed that all space is full. Perhaps it cannot be proved that all space is filled with matter. But the Heathen himself will bear us witness, Jovis omnia plena: "All things are full of God." Yea, and space exists beyond the bounds of creation (for creation must have bounds, seeing nothing is boundless, nothing can be, but the great Creator), even that space cannot exclude Him who fills the heaven and the earth.

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4. Just equivalent to this is the expression of the Apostle: (Eph. 1:23, not, as some have strangely supposed, concerning the Church, but concerning the Head of it:) "The fullness of him that filleth all in all;" ta panta en pasin, literally translated, all things in all things;" the strongest expression of universality which can possibly be conceived. It necessarily includes the last and the greatest of all things that exist. So that if any expression could be stronger, it would be stronger than even that the "filling heaven and earth." 5. Indeed this very expression, "Do not I fill heaven and earth" (the question being equal to the strongest affirmation), implies the clearest assertion of God's being present everywhere and filling all space; for it is well known, the Hebrew phrase "heaven and earth," includes the whole universe; the whole extent of space, created or uncreated, and all that is therein. 6. Nay, and we cannot believe the omnipotence of God, unless we believe his omnipresence; for, seeing, as was observed before, nothing can act where it is not, if there were any space where God was not present, he would not be able to do anything there. Therefore, to deny the omnipresence of God implies, likewise, the denial of his omnipotence. To set bounds to the one is undoubtedly to set bounds to the other also. 7. Indeed, wherever we suppose him not to be, there we suppose all his attributes to be in vain. He cannot exercise there either his justice or mercy, either his power or wisdom. In extra-mundane space, (so to speak,) where we suppose God not to be present, we must, of course, suppose him to have no duration; but as it is supposed to be beyond the bounds of the creation, so it is beyond the bounds of the Creator's power. Such is the blasphemous absurdity which is implied in this supposition.

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8. But to all that is or can be said of the omnipresence of God, the world has one grand objection: They cannot see him. And this is really at the root of all their other objections. This our blessed Lord observed long ago: "Whom the world cannot receive, because they see him not." But is it not easy to reply, "Can you see the wind" You cannot. But do you therefore deny its existence, or its presence You say, "No; for I can perceive it by my other senses." But by which of your senses do you perceive your soul Surely you do not deny either the existence or the presence of this! And yet it is not the object of your sight, or of any of your other senses. Suffice it then to consider that God is a Spirit, as is our soul also. Consequently, "him no man hath seen, or can see," with eyes of flesh and blood. III. 1. But allowing that God is here, as in every place, that he is "about our bed, and about our path;" that he "besets us behind and before, and lays his hand upon us;" what inference should we draw from hence What use should we make of this awful consideration Is it not meet and right to humble ourselves before the eyes of his Majesty Should we not labour continually to acknowledge his presence, "with reverence and godly fear" not indeed with the fear of devils, that believe and tremble, but with fear of angels, with something similar to that which is felt by the inhabitants of heaven, when Dark with excessive bright his skirts appear, Yet dazzles heaven, that brightest seraphim Approach not, but with both wings veil their eyes.

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2. Secondly. If you believe that God is about your bed, and about your path, and spieth out all your ways, then take care not to do the least thing, not to speak the least word, not to indulge the least thought, which you have reason to think would offend him. Suppose that a messenger of God, an angel, be now standing at your right hand, and fixing his eyes upon you, would you not take care to abstain from every word or action that you knew would offend him Yea, suppose one of your mortal fellow-servants, suppose only a holy man stood by you, would not you be extremely cautious how you conducted yourself, both in word and action How much more cautious ought you to be when you know that not a holy man, not an angel of God, but God himself, the Holy One "that inhabiteth eternity," is inspecting your heart, your tongue, your hand, every moment; and that he himself will surely bring you into judgment for all you think, and speak, and act under the sun! 3. In particular: If there is not a word in your tongue, not a syllable you speak, but he "knoweth it altogether;" how exact should you be in "setting a watch before your mouth, and in keeping the door of your lips!" How wary does it behove you to be in all your conversation; being forewarned by your Judge, that "by your words you shall be justified, or by your words you shall be condemned!" How cautious, lest "any corrupt communication," any uncharitable, yea, or unprofitable discourse, should "proceed out of your mouth;" instead of "that which is good to the use of edifying, and meet to minister grace to the hearers!"

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4. Yea, if God sees our hearts as well as our hands, and in all places; if he understandeth our thoughts long before they are clothed with words, how earnestly should we urge that petition, "Search me, O Lord, and prove me; try out my reins and my heart; look well if there be any way of wickedness in me, and lead me in the way everlasting!" Yea, how needful is it to work together with him, in "keeping our hearts with all diligence," till he hath "cast down imaginations," evil reasonings, "and everything that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and brought into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ!" 5. On the other hand, if you are already listed under the great Captain of your salvation, seeing you are continually under the eye of your Captain, how zealous and active should you be to "fight the good fight of faith, and lay hold on eternal life;" "to endure hardship, as good soldiers of Jesus Christ;" to use all diligence, to "war a good warfare," and to do whatever is acceptable in his sight! How studious should you be to approve all your ways to his all-seeing eyes; that he may say to your hearts, what he will proclaim aloud in the great assembly of men and angels, "Well done, good and faithful servants!" 6. In order to attain these glorious ends, spare no pains to preserve always a deep, a continual, a lively, and a joyful sense of his gracious presence. Never forget his comprehensive word to the great father of the faithful: "I am the Almighty" (rather, the All-sufficient) "God; walk before me, and be thou perfect!" Cheerfully expect that He, before whom you stand, will ever guide you with his eye, will support you by his guardian hand, will keep you from all evil, and "when you have suffered a while, he will make you perfect, will stablish, strengthen, and settle you;" and then "preserve you unblameable, unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ!" Portsmouth, August 12, 1788

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The Difference Between Walking By Sight, And Walking By Faith "We walk by faith, not by sight." 2 Cor. 5:7. 1. How short is this description of real Christians! And yet how exceeding full! It comprehends, it sums up, the whole experience of those that are truly such, from the time they are born of God till they remove into Abraham's bosom. For, who are the we that are here spoken of All that are true Christian believers. I say Christian, not Jewish, believers. All that are not only servants, but children, of God. All that have "the Spirit of adoption, crying in their hearts, Abba, Father." All that have "the Spirit of God witnessing with their spirits, that they are the sons of God." 2. All these, and these alone, can say, "We walk by faith, and not by sight." But before we can possibly "walk by faith," we must live by faith, and not by sight. And to all real Christians our Lord saith, "Because I live, ye live also:" Ye live a life which the world, whether learned or unlearned, "know not of." "You that," like the world, "were dead in trespasses and sins, hath he quickened," and made alive; given you new senses, spiritual senses, "senses exercised to discern spiritual good and evil."

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3. In order thoroughly to understand this important truth, it may be proper to consider the whole matter. All the children of men that are not born of God "walk by sight," having no higher principle. By sight, that is, by sense; a part being put for the whole; the sight for all the senses; the rather, because it is more noble and more extensive than any, or all the rest. There are but few objects which we can discern by the three inferior senses of taste, smell, and feeling; and none of these can take any cognizance of its object, unless it be brought into a direct contact with it. Hearing, it is true, has a larger sphere of action, and gives us some knowledge of things that are distant. But how small is that distance, suppose it were fifty or a hundred miles, compared to that between the earth and the sun! And what is even this in comparison of the distance of the sun and moon and the fixed stars! Yet the sight continually takes knowledge of objects even at this amazing distance. 4. By sight we take knowledge of the visible world, from the surface of the earth to the region of the fixed stars. But what is the world visible to us, but "a speck of creation," compared to the whole universe to the invisible world that part of the creation which we cannot see at all, by reason of its distance; in the place of which, through the imperfection of our senses, we are presented with an universal blank. 5. But beside these innumerable objects which we cannot see by reason of their distance, have we not sufficient ground to believe that there are innumerable others of too delicate a nature to be discerned by any of our senses Do not all men of unprejudiced reason allow the same thing, (the small number of Materialists, or Atheists, I cannot term men of reason,) that there is an invisible world, naturally such, as well as a visible one But which of our senses is fine enough to take the least knowledge of this We can no more perceive any part of this by our sight, than by our feeling. Should we allow, with the ancient poet that, Millions of spiritual creatures walk the earth Unseen, both when we wake, and when we sleep;

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should we allow, that the great Spirit, the Father of all, filleth both heaven and earth; yet is the finest of our senses utterly incapable of perceiving either Him or them. 6. All our external senses are evidently adapted to this external, visible world. They are designed to serve us only while we sojourn here, while we dwell in these houses of clay. They have nothing to do with the invisible world; they are not adapted to it. And they can take no more cognizance of the eternal, than of the invisible world; although we are as fully assured of the existence of this, as of anything in the present world. We cannot think death puts a period to our being. The body indeed returns to dust; but the soul, being of a nobler nature, is not affected thereby. There is, therefore, an eternal world, of what kind soever it be. But how shall we attain the knowledge of this What will teach us to draw aside the veil "that hangs 'twixt mortal and immortal being" We all know, "the vast, the unbounded prospect lies before us;" but we are not constrained to add, "Yet clouds, alas! and darkness rest upon it." 7. The most excellent of our senses, it is undeniably plain, can give us no assistance herein. And what can our boasted reason do It is now universally allowed, Nihil est in intellectu quod non fuit prius in sensu: "Nothing is in the understanding, which was not first perceived by some of the senses." Consequently, the understanding, having here nothing to work upon, can afford us no help at all. So that, in spite of all the information we can gain, either from sense or reason, both the invisible and eternal world are unknown to all that "walk by sight."

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8. But is there no help Must they remain in total darkness concerning the invisible and the eternal world We cannot affirm this: Even the Heathens did not all remain in total darkness concerning them. Some few rays of light have, in all ages and nations, gleamed through the shade. Some light they derived from various fountains touching the invisible world. "The heavens declared the glory of God," though not to their outward sight: "The firmament showed," to the eyes of their understanding, the existence of their Maker. From the creation they inferred the being of a Creator, powerful and wise, just and merciful. And hence they concluded, there must be an eternal world, a future state, to commence after the present; wherein the justice of God in punishing wicked men, and his mercy in rewarding the righteous, will be openly and undeniably displayed in the sight of all intelligent creatures. 9. We may likewise reasonably suppose, that some traces of knowledge, both with regard to the invisible and the eternal world, were delivered down from Noah and his children, both to their immediate and remote descendants. And however these were obscured or disguised by the addition of numberless fables,yet something of truth was still mingled with them, and these streaks of light prevented utter darkness. Add to this, that God never, in any age or nation, "left himself" quite "without a witness" in the hearts of men; but while he "gave them rain and fruitful seasons," imparted some imperfect knowledge of the Giver. "He is the true Light that" still, in some degree, "enlighteneth every man that cometh into the world."

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10. But all these lights put together availed no farther than to produce a faint twilight. It gave them, even the most enlightened of them, no elegchos, no demonstration, no demonstrative conviction, either of the invisible or of the eternal world. Our philosophical poet justly terms Socrates, "The wisest of all moral men;" that is, of all that were not favoured with Divine Revelation. Yet what evidence had he of another world, when he addressed those that had condemned him to death "And now, O ye judges, ye are going to live, and I am going to die. Which of these is best, God knows; but I suppose no man does." Alas! What a confession is this! Is this all the evidence that poor dying Socrates had either of an invisible or an eternal world And yet even this is preferable to the light of the great and good Emperor Adrian. Remember, ye modern Heathens, and copy after his pathetic address to his parting soul. For fear I should puzzle you with Latin, I give it you in Prior's fine translation: Poor, little, pretty, fluttering thing, Must we no longer live together And dost thou prune thy trembling wing, To take the flight, thou know'st not whither Thy pleasing vein, thy humorous folly, Lies all neglected, all forgot! And pensive, wavering, melancholy, Thou hop'st and fear'st, thou know'st not what. 11. "Thou know'st not what!" True, there was no knowledge of what was to be hoped or feared after death, till "the Sun of Righteousness" arose to dispel all their vain conjectures, and "brought life and immortality," that is, immortal life, "to light, through the Gospel." Then (and not till then, unless in some rare instances) God revealed, unveiled the invisible world. He then revealed himself to the children of men. "The Father revealed the Son" in their hearts; and the Son revealed the Father. He that of old time "commanded light to shine out of darkness shined in their hearts, and enlightened them with the knowledge of the glory of God, in the face of Jesus Christ."

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14. They that live by faith, walk by faith. But what is implied in this They regulate all their judgments concerning good and evil, not with reference to visible and temporal things, but to things invisible and eternal. They think visible things to be of small value, because they pass away like a dream; but, on the contrary, they account invisible things to be of high value, because they will never pass away. Whatever is invisible is eternal; the things that are not seen, do not perish. So the Apostle: "The things that are seen are temporal; but the things that are not seen are eternal." Therefore, they that "walk by faith" do not desire the "things which are seen;" neither are they the object of their pursuit. They "set their affections on things above, not on things on the earth." They seek only the things which are "where Jesus sitteth at the right hand of God." Because they know, "the things that are seen are temporal," passing away like a shadow, therefore they "look not at them;" they desire them not; they account them as nothing; but "they look at the things which are not seen, that are eternal," that never pass away. By these they form their judgment of all things. They judge them to be good or evil, as they promote or hinder their welfare, not in time, but in eternity. They weigh whatever occurs in this balance: "What influence has it on my eternal state" They regulate all their tempers and passions, all their desires, joys, and fears, by this standard. They regulate all their thoughts and designs, all their words and actions, so as to prepare them for that invisible and eternal world to which they are shortly going. They do not dwell, but only sojourn here; not looking upon earth as their home, but only Travelling through Immanuel's ground, To fairer worlds on high.

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15. Brethren, are you of this number, who are now here before God Do you see "Him that is invisible" Have you faith, living faith, the faith of a child Can you say, "The life that I now live, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me" Do you "walk by faith" Observe the question. I do not ask, whether you curse, or swear, or profane the Sabbath, or live in any outward sin. I do not ask, whether you do good, more or less; or attend all the ordinances of God. But, suppose you are blameless in all these respects, I ask, in the name of God, by what standard do you judge of the value of things by the visible or the invisible world Bring the matter to an issue in a single instance. Which do you judge best, that your son should be a pious cobbler, or a profane lord Which appears to you most eligible, that your daughter should be a child of God, and walk on foot, or a child of the devil, and ride in a coach-and-six When the question is concerning marrying your daughter, if you consider her body more than her soul, take knowledge of yourself: You are in the way to hell, and not to heaven; for you walk by sight, and not by faith. I do not ask, whether you live in any outward sin or neglect; but, do you seek in the general tenor of your life, "the things that are above," or the things that are below Do you "set your affection on things above," or on "things of the earth" If on the latter, you are as surely in the way of destruction, as a thief or a common drunkard. My dear friends, let every man, every woman among you, deal honestly with yourselves. Ask your own heart, "What am I seeking day by day What am I desiring What am I pursuing earth or heaven the things that are seen, or the things that are not seen" What is your object, God or the world As the Lord liveth, if the world is your object, still all your religion is vain.

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16. See then, my dear brethren, that from this time, at least, ye choose the better part. Let your judgment of all the things round about you be according to the real value of things, with a reference to the invisible and eternal world. See that ye judge everything fit to be pursued or shunned, according to the influence it will have on your eternal state. See that your affections, your desire, your joy, your hope, be set, not on transient objects, not on things that fly as a shadow, that pass away like a dream; but on those that are incapable of change, that are incorruptible and fade not away; those that remain the same, when heaven and earth "flee away, and there is no place found for them." See that in all you think, speak, or do, the eye of your soul be single, fixed on "Him that is invisible," and "the glories that shall be revealed." Then shall "your whole body be full of light:" Your whole soul shall enjoy the light of God's countenance; and you shall continually see the light of the glorious love of God "in the face of Jesus Christ."

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17. See, in particular, that all your "desire be unto him, and unto the remembrance of his name." Beware of "foolish and hurtful desires;" such as arise from any visible or temporal thing. All these St. John warns us of, under that general term "love of the world." 1 John 2:15 It is not so much to men of the world, as to the children of God, he gives that important direction: "Love not the world, neither the things of the world." Give no place to "the desire of the flesh," the gratification of the outward senses, whether of the taste, or any other. Give no place to "the desire of the eye," the internal sense, or imagination, by gratifying it, either by grand things, or beautiful, or uncommon. Give no place to "the pride of life," the desire of wealth, of pomp, or of the honour that cometh of men. St. John confirms this advice by a consideration parallel to that observation which St. Paul had made to the Corinthians: "For the world and the fashion of it passeth away." 1 John 2:16, 17 "The fashion of it" all worldly objects, business, pleasures, cares, whatever now attracts our regard or attention "passeth away," is in the very act of passing, and will return no more. Therefore desire none of these fleeting things, but that glory which "abideth for ever."

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18. Observe well: This is religion, and this alone; this alone is true Christian religion; not this or that opinion, or system of opinions, be they ever so true, ever so scriptural. It is true, this is commonly called faith. But those who suppose it to be religion are given up to a strong delusion to believe a lie, and if they suppose it to be a sure passport to heaven are in the high road to hell. Observe well: Religion is not harmlessness; which a careful observer of mankind properly terms hellish harmlessness, as it sends thousands to the bottomless pit. It is not morality; excellent as that is, when it is built on a right foundation, loving faith; but when otherwise, it is of no value in the sight of God. It is not formality, the most exact observance of all the ordinances of God. This, too, unless it be built on the right foundation, is no more pleasing to God, than "the cutting off a dog's neck." No: Religion is no less than living in eternity, and walking in eternity; and hereby walking in the love of God and man, in lowliness, meekness, and resignation. This, and this alone, is that "life which is hid with Christ in God." He alone who experiences this "dwells in God, and God in him." This alone is setting the crown upon Christ's head, and doing his "will on earth as it is done in heaven." 19. It will easily be observed, that this is the very thing that men of the world call enthusiasm, a word just fit for their purpose, because no man can tell either the meaning or even the derivation of it. If it has any determinate sense, it means a species of religious madness. Hence, when you speak your experience, they immediately cry out, "Much religion hath made thee mad." And all that you experience, either of the invisible or of the eternal world, they suppose to be only the waking dreams of a heated imagination. It cannot be otherwise, when men born blind take upon them to reason concerning light and colours. They will readily pronounce those to be insane who affirm the existence of those things whereof they have no conception.

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20. From all that has been said, it may be seen, with the utmost clearness, what is the nature of that fashionable thing called dissipation. He that hath ears to hear, let him hear! It is the very quintessence of Atheism; it is artificial, added to natural, ungodliness. It is the art of forgetting God, of being altogether "without God in the world;" the art of excluding him, if not out of the world he has created, yet out of the minds of all his intelligent creatures. It is a total studied inattention to the whole invisible and eternal world; more especially to death, the gate of eternity, and to the important consequences of death, heaven and hell! 21. This is the real nature of dissipation. And is it so harmless a thing as it is usually thought It is one of the choicest instruments of destroying immortal spirits that was ever forged in the magazines of hell. It has been the means of plunging myriads of souls, that might have enjoyed the glory of God, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels. It blots out all religion at one stroke, and levels man with the beasts that perish. All ye that fear God, flee from dissipation! Dread and abhor the very name of it! Labour to have God in all your thoughts, to have eternity ever in your eye! "Look" continually, "not at the things that are seen, but at the things which are not seen." Let your hearts be fixed there, where "Christ sitteth at the right hand of God!" that whensoever he calleth you, "an entrance may be ministered unto you abundantly into his everlasting kingdom!" London, December 30, 1788

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5. And he is omnipotent, as well as omnipresent; there can be no more bounds to his power, than to his presence. He "hath a mighty arm; strong is his hand, and high is his right hand." He doeth whatsoever pleaseth him, in the heavens, the earth, the sea, and in all deep places. With men we know many things are impossible, but not with God: With him "all things are possible." Whensoever he willeth, to do is present with him. 6. The omniscience of God is a clear and necessary consequence of his omnipresence. If he is present in every part of the universe, he cannot but know whatever is, or is done there; according to the word of St. James, "Known unto God are all his works," and the works of every creature, "from the beginning" of the world; or rather, as the phrase literally implies, "from eternity." His eyes are not only "over all the earth, beholding the evil and the good;" but likewise over the whole creation, yea, and the paths of uncreated night. Is there any difference between his knowledge and his wisdom If there be, is not his knowledge the more general term, (at least, according to our weak conceptions.) and his wisdom a particular branch of it; namely, the knowing the end of everything that exists, and the means of applying it to that end. 7. Holiness is another of the attributes of the almighty, all-wise God. He is infinitely distant from every touch of evil. He "is light; and in him is no darkness at all." He is a God of unblemished justice and truth; but above all is his mercy. This we may easily learn from that beautiful passage in the thirty- third and fourth chapters of Exodus: "And Moses said, I beseech thee, show me thy glory. And the Lord descended in the cloud, and proclaimed the name of the Lord, The Lord, The Lord God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth, keeping mercy for thousands, and forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin."

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8. This God is a Spirit; not having such a body, such parts or passions, as men have. It was the opinion both of the ancient Jews and the ancient Christians, that He alone is a pure Spirit, totally separate from all matter; whereas they supposed all other spirits, even the highest angels, even cherubim and seraphim, to dwell in material vehicles, though of an exceeding light and subtile substance. At that point of duration which the infinite wisdom of God saw to be most proper, for reasons which lie hid in the abyss of his own understanding, not to be fathomed by any finite mind, God "called into being all that is;" created the heavens and the earth, together with all that they contain. "All things were created by him, and without him was not any thing made that was made." He created man, in particular, after his own image, to be "a picture of his own eternity." When he had raised man from the dust of the earth, he breathed into him an immortal spirit. Hence he is peculiarly called, "The Father of our spirits;" yea, "The Father of the spirits of all flesh." 9. He "made all things," as the wise man observes, "for himself;" "for his glory they were created." Not "as if he needed anything;" seeing "he giveth to all life, and breath, and all things." He made all things to be happy. He made man to be happy in Himself. He is the proper centre of spirits; for whom every created spirit was made. So true is that well-known saying of the ancient Fathers: Fecisti nos ad te: et irrequietum est cor nostrum, donec requiescat in te: "Thou has made us for thyself; and our heart cannot rest, till it resteth in thee."

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14. I wish that weighty passage (so strangely disguised in our translation) were duly considered: "Let every one of you know how to possess his vessel," his wife, "in sanctification and honour;" so as neither to dishonour God nor himself; nor to obstruct, but further, holiness. St. Paul goes on, Mh en paqei epiqumias, which we render, "Not in the lust of concupiscence," (What is this It gives the English reader no conception at all. Paqos means any violent or impetuous affection. Epiqumia is desire. By the two words the Apostle undoubtedly means vehement and impetuous affections,) "as the Gentiles who know not God," and so may naturally seek happiness in a creature. 15. If, by the grace of God, we have avoided or forsaken all these idols, there is still one more dangerous than all the rest; that is, religion. It will easily be conceived, I mean false religion; that is, any religion which does not imply the giving of the heart to God. Such is, First, a religion of opinions; or what is called orthodoxy. Into this snare fall thousands of those who profess to hold "salvation by faith;" indeed, all of those who, by faith, mean only a system of Arminian or Calvinian opinions. Such is, Secondly, a religion of forms; of barely outward worship, how constantly soever performed; yea, though we attend the Church Service every day, and the Lord's Supper every Sunday. Such is, Thirdly, a religion of works; of seeking the favour of God by doing good to men. Such is, Lastly, a religion of Atheism; that is, every religion whereof God is not laid for the foundation. In a word, a religion wherein "God in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself," is not the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last point. 16. True religion is right tempers towards God and man. It is, in two words, gratitude and benevolence; gratitude to our Creator and supreme Benefactor, and benevolence to our fellow creatures. In other words, it is the loving God with all our heart, and our neighbour as ourselves.

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19. Perhaps, indeed, there are not many who carry the matter to so great a length. But how great is the number of those who, allowing religion to consist of two branches, our duty to God, and our duty to our neighbour, entirely forget the first part, and put the second part for the whole, for the entire duty of man! Thus almost all men of letters, both in England, France, Germany, yea, and all the civilized countries of Europe, extol humanity to the skies, as the very essence of religion. To this the great triumvirate, Rousseau, Voltaire, and David Hume, have contributed all their labours, sparing no pains to establish a religion which should stand on its own foundation, independent on any revelation whatever; yea, not supposing even the being of a God. So leaving Him, if he has any being, to himself, they have found out both a religion and a happiness which have no relation at all to God, nor any dependence upon him. 20. It is no wonder that this religion should grow fashionable, and spread far and wide in the world. But call it humanity, virtue, morality, or what you please, it is neither better nor worse than Atheism. Men hereby wilfully and designedly put asunder what God has joined, the duties of the first and the second table. It is separating the love of our neighbour from the love of God. It is a plausible way of thrusting God out of the world he has made. They can do the business without him; and so either drop him entirely, not considering him at all, or suppose that since He gave things their beginning, And set this whirligig a-spinning, he has not concerned himself with these trifles, but let every thing take its own course.

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21. On the contrary, we have the fullest evidence that the eternal, omnipresent, almighty, all-wise Spirit, as he created all things, so he continually superintends whatever he has created. He governs all, not only to the bounds of creation, but through the utmost extent of space; and not only through the short time that is measured by the earth and sun, but from everlasting to everlasting. We know that as all nature, so all religion, and all happiness, depend on him; and we know that whoever teach to seek happiness without him are monsters, and the pests of society. 22. But after all the vain attempts of learned or unlearned men, it will be found, as there is but one God, so there is but one happiness, and one religion. And both of these centre in God. Both by Scripture and by experience we know that an unholy, and therefore an unhappy, man, seeking rest, but finding none, is sooner or later convinced that sin is the ground of his misery; and cries out of the deep to Him that is able to save, "God be merciful to me a sinner!" It is not long before he finds "redemption in the blood of Jesus, even the forgiveness of sins." Then "the Father reveals his Son" in his heart; and he "calls Jesus, Lord, by the Holy Ghost." And then the love of God is "shed abroad in his heart by the Holy Spirit which is given unto him." From this principle springs real, disinterested benevolence to all mankind; making him humble, meek, gentle to all men, easy to be entreated, to be convinced of what is right, and persuaded to what is good; inviolably patient, with a thankful acquiescence in every step of his adorable providence. This is religion, even the whole mind which was also in Christ Jesus. And has any man the insolence or the stupidity to deny that this is happiness; yea, that it Yields more of happiness below Than victors in a triumph know

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25. Let all therefore that desire to please God condescend to be taught of God, and take care to walk in that path which God himself hath appointed. Beware of taking half of this religion for the whole; but take both parts of it together. And see that you begin where God himself begins: "Thou shalt have no other gods before me." Is not this the first, our Lord himself being the Judge, as well as the great, commandment First, therefore, see that ye love God; next, your neighbour, every child of man. From this fountain let every temper, every affection, every passion flow. So shall that "mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus." Let all your thoughts, words, and actions spring from this! So shall you "inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the beginning of the world." Preached at DUBLIN, April 9, 1789.

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5. Indeed in the time of Moses a very considerable change was made with regard to the priesthood. God then appointed that instead of the first-born in every house a whole tribe should be dedicated to him; and that all that afterwards ministered unto him as priests should be of that tribe. Thus Aaron was of the tribe of Levi. And so likewise was Moses. But he was not a Priest, though he was the greatest Prophet that ever lived before God brought his First-begotten into the world. Meantime, not many of the Levites were Prophets. And if any were, it was a mere accidental thing. They were not such as being of that tribe. Many, if not most of the Prophets (as we are informed by the ancient Jewish writers), were of the tribe of Simeon. And some were of the tribe of Benjamin or Judah, and probably of other tribes also. 6. But we have reason to believe there were, in every age, two sorts of Prophets. The extraordinary, such as Nathan, Isaiah, Jeremiah, and many others, on whom the Holy Ghost came in an extraordinary manner. Such was Amos in particular, who saith of himself: "I was no Prophet, neither a Prophet's son; but I was an herdman: And the Lord said unto me, Go, prophesy unto my people Israel." The ordinary were those who were educated in "the schools of the Prophets," one of which was at Ramah, over which Samuel presided. (1 Sam. 19:18.) These were trained up to instruct the people, and were the ordinary preachers in their synagogues. In the New Testament they are usually termed scribes, or nomikoi, "expounders of the law." But few, if any of them, were Priests. These were all along a different order.

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7. Many learned men have shown at large that our Lord himself, and all his Apostles, built the Christian Church as nearly as possible on the plan of the Jewish. So, the great High-Priest of our profession sent apostles and evangelists to proclaim glad tidings to all the world; and then Pastors, Preachers, and Teachers, to build up in the faith the congregations that should be found. But I do not find that ever the office of an Evangelist was the same with that of a Pastor, frequently called a Bishop. He presided over the flock, and administered the sacraments: The former assisted him, and preached the Word, either in one or more congregations. I cannot prove from any part of the New Testament, or from any author of the three first centuries, that the office of an evangelist gave any man a right to act as a Pastor or Bishop. I believe these offices were considered as quite distinct from each other till the time of Constantine.

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8. Indeed in that evil hour when Constantine the Great called himself a Christian, and poured in honour and wealth upon the Christians, the case was widely altered. It soon grew common for one man to take the whole charge of a congregation, in order to engross the whole pay. Hence the same person acted as Priest and Prophet, as Pastor and Evangelist. And this gradually spread more and more throughout the whole Christian Church. Yet even at this day, although the same person usually discharges both those offices, yet the office of an Evangelist or Teacher does not imply that of a Pastor, to whom peculiarly belongs the administration of the sacraments; neither among the Presbyterians, nor in the Church of England, nor even among the Roman Catholics. All Presbyterian Churches, it is well known, that of Scotland in particular, license men to preach before they are ordained, throughout that whole kingdom. And it is never understood that this appointment to preach gives them any right to administer the sacraments. Likewise in our own Church, persons may be authorized to preach, yea, may be Doctors of Divinity, (as was Dr. Alwood at Oxford, when I resided there,) who are not ordained at all, and consequently have no right to administer the Lord's Supper. Yea, even in the Church of Rome itself, if a lay-brother believes he is called to go a mission, as it is termed, he is sent out, though neither priest nor deacon, to execute that office, and not the other.

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9. But may it not be thought that the case now before us is different from all these Undoubtedly in many respects it is. Such a phenomenon has now appeared as has not appeared in the Christian world before, at least not for many ages. Two young men sowed the word of God, not only in the churches, but likewise literally "by the high-way side;" and indeed in every place where they saw an open door, where sinners had ears to hear. They were members of the Church of England, and had no design of separating from it. And they advised all that were of it to continue therein, although they joined the Methodist society; for this did not imply leaving their former congregation, but only leaving their sins. The Churchmen might go to church still; the Presbyterian, Anabaptist, Quaker, might still retain their own opinions, and attend their own congregations. The having a real desire to flee from the wrath to come was the only condition required of them. Whosoever, therefore "feared God and worked righteousness" was qualified for this society. 10. Not long after, a young man, Thomas Maxfield, offered himself to serve them as a son in the gospel. And then another, Thomas Richards, and a little after a third, Thomas Westell. Let it be well observed on what terms we received these, viz., as Prophets, not as Priests. We received them wholly and solely to preach; not to administer sacraments. And those who imagine these offices to be inseparably joined are totally ignorant of the constitution of the whole Jewish as well as Christian Church. Neither the Romish, nor the English, nor the Presbyterian Churches, ever accounted them so. Otherwise we should never have accepted the service, either of Mr. Maxfield, Richards, or Westell.

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(4.) That my fellow-labourers and I may more effectually assist each other, to save our own souls and those that hear us, I judge it necessary to meet the Preachers, or at least the greater part of them, once a year. (5.) In those Conferences we fix the stations of all the Preachers for the ensuing year. But all this is not separating from the Church. So far from it that whenever I have opportunity I attend the Church service myself, and advise all our societies so to do. 16. Nevertheless as to the generality even of religious people, who do not understand my motives of acting, and who on the one hand hear me profess that I will not separate from the Church, and on the other that I do vary from it in these instances, they will naturally think I am inconsistent with myself. And they cannot but think so, unless they observe my two principles: The one, that I dare not separate from the Church, that I believe it would be a sin so to do; the other, that I believe it would be a sin not to vary from it in the points above mentioned. I say, put these two principles together, First, I will not separate from the Church; yet, Secondly, in cases of necessity I will vary from it (both of which I have constantly and openly avowed for upwards of fifty years,) and inconsistency vanishes away. I have been true to my profession from 1730 to this day.

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17. "But is it not contrary to your profession to permit service in Dublin at Church hours For what necessity is there for this or what good end does it answer" I believe it answers several good ends, which could not so well be answered any other way. The First is, (strange as it may sound,) to prevent a separation from the Church. Many of our society were totally separated from the Church; they never attended it at all. But now they duly attend the Church every first Sunday in the month. "But had they not better attend it every week" Yes; but who can persuade them to it I cannot. I have strove to do it twenty or thirty years, but in vain. The Second is, the weaning them from attending Dissenting Meetings, which many of them attended constantly, but have now wholly left. The Third is, the constantly hearing that sound doctrine which is able to save their souls.

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19. I would add a few words to those serious people who are not connected with the Methodists; many of whom are of our own Church, the Church of England. And why should ye be displeased with us We do you no harm; we do not design or desire to offend you in anything; we hold your doctrines; we observe your rules, more than do most of the people in the kingdom. Some of you are Clergymen. And why should ye, of all men, be displeased with us We neither attack your character, nor your revenue; we honour you for "your work's sake!" If we see some things which we do not approve of; we do not publish them; we rather cast a mantle over them, and hide what we cannot commend. When ye treat us unkindly or unjustly, we suffer it. "Being reviled, we bless;" we do not return railing for railing. O let not your hand be upon us! 20. Ye that are rich in this world, count us not your enemies because we tell you the truth, and, it may be, in a fuller and stronger manner than any others will or dare do. Ye have therefore need of us, inexpressible need. Ye cannot buy such friends at any price. All your gold and silver cannot purchase such. Make use of us while ye may. If it be possible, never be without some of those who will speak the truth from their heart. Otherwise ye may grow grey in your sins; ye may say to your souls, "Peace, peace!" while there is no peace! Ye may sleep on, and dream ye are in the way to heaven, till ye awake in everlasting fire.

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Causes Of The Inefficacy Of Christianity "Is there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there Why then is not the health of the daughter of my people recovered" Jer. 8:22. 1. This question, as here proposed by the Prophet, relates only to a particular people, the children of Israel. But I would here consider it in a general sense, with relation to all mankind. I would seriously inquire, Why has Christianity done so little good in the world Is it not the balm, the outward means, which the great Physician has given to men, to restore their spiritual health Why then is it not restored You say, Because of the deep and universal corruption of human nature. Most true; but here is the very difficulty. Was it not intended, by our all-wise and almighty Creator, to be the remedy for that corruption A universal remedy, for a universal evil But it has not answered this intention it never did; it does not answer it at this day. The disease still remains in its full strength: Wickedness of every kind; vice, inward and outward, in all its forms, still overspreads the face of the earth. 2. O Lord God, "righteous art thou! Yet let us plead with thee." How is this Hast thou forgotten the world thou hast made; which thou hast created for thy own glory Canst thou despise the work of thy own hands, the purchase of thy Son's blood Thou hast given medicine to heal our sickness; yet our sickness is not healed. Yet darkness covers the earth, and thick darkness the people; yea, Darkness such as devils feel, Issuing from the pit of hell.

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3. What a mystery is this, that Christianity should have done so little good in the world! Can any account of this be given Can any reasons be assigned for it Does it not seem that one reason it has done so little good is this, because it is so little known Certainly it can do no good where it is not known. But it is not known at this day to the far greater part the inhabitants of the earth. In the last century, our ingenious and laborious countryman, Mr. Brerewood, travelled over great part of the known world on purpose to inquire, so far as was possible, what proportion the Christians bear to the Heathens and Mahometans. And, according to his computation, (probably the most accurate which has yet been made,) I suppose mankind to be divided into thirty parts, nineteen parts of these are still open Heathens, having no more knowledge of Christianity than the beasts that perish. And we may add to these the numerous nations which have been discovered in the present century. Add to these such as profess the Mahometan religion, and utterly scorn Christianity; and twenty-five parts out of thirty of mankind are not so much as nominally Christians. So then five parts of mankind out of six are totally ignorant of Christianity. It is, therefore, no wonder that five in six of mankind, perhaps nine in ten, have no advantage from it.

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8. To bring the matter closer still. Is not scriptural Christianity preached and generally known among the people commonly called Methodists Impartial persons allow it is. And have they not Christian discipline too, in all the essential branches of it, regularly and constantly exercised Let those who think any essential part of it is wanting, point it out, and it shall not be wanting long. Why then are not these altogether Christians, who have both Christian doctrine and Christian discipline Why is not the spiritual health of the people called Methodists recovered Why is not all that "mind in us which was also in Christ Jesus" Why have we not learned of him our very first lesson, to be meek and lowly of heart to say with him, in all circumstances of life, "Not as I will, but as thou wilt I come not to do my own will, but the will of him that sent me." Why are not we "crucified to the world, and the world crucified to us;" dead to the "desire of the flesh, the desire of the eye, and the pride of life" Why do not all of us live "the life that is hid with Christ in God" O why do not we, that have all possible helps, "walk as Christ also walked" Hath he not left us an example that we might tread in his steps But do we regard either his example or precept To instance only in one point: Who regards those solemn words, "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth" Of the three rules which are laid down on this head, in the sermon on "The Mammon of Unrighteousness," you may find many that observe the First rule, namely, "Gain all you can." You may find a few that observe the Second, "Save all you can:"' But how many have you found that observe the Third rule, "Give all you can" Have you reason to believe, that five hundred of these are to be found among fifty thousand Methodists And yet nothing can be more plain, than that all who observe the two first rules without the third, will be twofold more the children of hell than ever they were before.

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10. "But is it possible to supply all the poor in our society with the necessaries of life" It was possible once to do this, in a larger society than this. In the first Church at Jerusalem there was not any among them that lacked; but distribution was made to every one according as he had need." And we have full proof that it may be so still. It is so among the people called Quakers. Yea, and among the Moravians, so called. And why should it not be so with us " Because they are ten times richer than we." Perhaps fifty times: And yet we are able enough, if we were equally willing, to do this. A gentleman (a Methodist) told me some years since, "I shall leave forty thousand pounds among my children." Now, suppose he had left them but twenty thousand, and given the other twenty thousand to God and the poor, would God have said to him, "Thou fool" And this would have set all the society far above want.

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14. It would be easy to show, in how many respects the Methodists, in general, are deplorably wanting in the practice of Christian self-denial; from which, indeed, they have been continually frighted by the silly outcries of the Antinomians. To instance only in one: While we were at Oxford, the rule of every Methodist was, (unless in case of sickness,) to fast every Wednesday and Friday in the year, in imitation of the Primitive Church; for which they had the highest reverence. Now this practice of the Primitive Church is universally allowed. "Who does not know," says Epiphanius, an ancient writer, "that the fasts of the fourth and sixth days of the week" (Wednesday and Friday) "are observed by the Christians throughout the whole world." So they were by the Methodists for several years; by them all, without any exception; but afterwards, some in London carried this to excess, and fasted so as to impair their health. It was not long before others made this a pretence for not fasting at all. And I fear there are now thousand of Methodists, so called, both in England and Ireland, who, following the same bad example, have entirely left off fasting; who are so far from fasting twice in the week, (as all the stricter Pharisees did,) that they do not fast twice in the month. Yea, are there not some of you who do not fast one day from the beginning of the year to the end But what excuse can there for this I do not say for those that call themselves members of the Church of England; but for any who profess to believe the Scripture to be the word of God. Since, according to this, the man that never fasts is no more in the way to heaven, than the man that never prays.

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17. But how astonishing a thing is this! How can we understand it Does it not seem (and yet this cannot be) that Christianity, true scriptural Christianity, has a tendency, in process of time, to undermine and destroy itself For wherever true Christianity spreads, it must cause diligence and frugality, which), in the natural course of things, must beget riches! and riches naturally beget pride, love of the world, and every temper that is destructive of Christianity. Now, if there be no way to prevent this, Christianity is inconsistent with itself, and, of consequence, cannot stand, cannot continue long among any people; since, wherever it generally prevails, it saps its own foundation. 18. But is there no way to prevent this to continue Christianity among a people Allowing that diligence and frugality must produce riches, is there no means to hinder riches from destroying the religion of those that possess them I can see only one possible way; find out another who can. Do you gain all you can, and save all you can Then you must, in the nature of things, grow rich. Then if you have any desire to escape the damnation of hell, give all you can; otherwise I can have no more hope of your salvation, than of that of Judas Iscariot. 19. I call God to record upon my soul, that I advise no more than I practise. I do, blessed be God, gain, and save, and give all I can. And so, I trust in God, I shall do, while the breath of God is in my nostrils. But what then I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Jesus my Lord! Still, I give up every plea beside, Lord, I am damn'd! but thou hast died! Dublin, July 2, 1789.

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8. It was between fifty and sixty years ago that by the gracious providence of God my brother and I in our voyage to America became acquainted with the (so called) Moravian Brethren. We quickly took knowledge what spirit they were of, six-and-twenty of them being in the same ship with us. We not only contracted much esteem, but a strong affection for them. Every day we conversed with them, and consulted them on all occasions. I translated many of their hymns for the use of our own congregations. Indeed, as I durst not implicitly follow any men, I did not take all that lay before me, but selected those which I judged to be most scriptural, and most suitable to sound experience. Yet I am not sure that I have taken sufficient care to pare off every improper word or expression, every one that may seem to border on a familiarity which does not so well suit the mouth of a worm of the earth when addressing himself to the God of heaven. I have indeed particularly endeavoured, in all the hymns which are addressed to our blessed Lord, to avoid every fondling expression, and to speak as to the most High God, to him that is "in glory equal with the Father, in majesty co-eternal."

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15. But how then can we account for this, that so many holy men, men of truly elevated affections, not excepting pious Kempis himself, have so frequently used this manner of speaking, these fondling kinds of expression; since we cannot doubt but they were truly pious men It is allowed they were; but we do not allow that their judgment was equal to their piety. And hence it was that their really good affections a little exceeded the bounds of reason, and led them into a manner of speaking, not authorized by the oracles of God. And surely these are the true standard, both of our affections and our language. But did ever any of the holy men of old speak thus, either in the Old or in the New Testament Did Daniel, the "man greatly beloved," ever thus express himself to God Or did "the disciple whom Jesus loved," and who doubtless loved his Master with the strongest affection, leave us an example of addressing him thus even when he was on the verge of glory Even then his concluding words were not fond, but solemn, "Come, Lord Jesus!" 16. The sum of all is, we are to "honour the Son even as we honour the Father." We are to pay him the same worship as we pay to the Father. We are to love him with all our heart and soul; and to consecrate all we have and are, all we think, speak, and do, to the THREE-ONE GOD, Father, Son, and Spirit, world without end! PLYMOUTH-DOCK, August 15, 1789.

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3. Considering these things, we may well cry out, "How great a thing it is to be a Christian; to be a real, inward, scriptural Christian, conformed in heart and life to the will of God! Who is sufficient for these things" None, unless he be born of God. I do not wonder that one of the most sensible Deists should say, "I think the Bible is the finest book I ever read in my life; yet I have an insuperable objection to it: It is too good. It lays down such a plan of life, such a scheme of doctrine and practice, as is far too excellent for weak, silly men to aim at, or attempt to copy after." All this is most true, upon any other than the scriptural hypothesis. But this being allowed, all the difficulty vanishes into air. For if "all things are possible with God, then all things are possible to him that believeth." 4. But let us consider, First, the former part of our Lord's declaration, "If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light;" Secondly, the latter part, "If thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness;" and, Thirdly, the dreadful state of those whose eye is not single, "If the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!"

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I. 1. And, First, "If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light." If thine eye be single; if God is in all thy thoughts; if thou art constantly aiming at Him that is invisible; if it be thy intention in all things, small and great, in all thy conversation, to please God, to do, not thy own will, but the will of Him that sent thee into the world; if thou canst say, not to any creature, but to Him that made thee for himself,"I view thee, Lord and end of my desires;" then the promise will certainly take place: "Thy whole body shall be full of light;" thy whole soul shall be filled with the light of heaven, with the glory of the Lord resting upon thee. In all thy actions and conversation, thou shalt have not only the testimony of a good conscience toward God, but likewise of his Spirit, bearing witness with thy spirit, that all thy ways are acceptable to him. 2. When thy whole soul is full of this light, thou wilt be able (according to St. Paul's direction to the Thessalonians) to "rejoice evermore, to pray without ceasing, and in everything to give thanks." 1 Thess. 5:16-18 For who can be constantly sensible of the loving presence of God without "rejoicing evermore" Who can have the loving eye of his soul perpetually fixed upon God, but he will "pray without ceasing" For his "heart is unto God without a voice, and his silence speaketh unto him." Who can be sensible that this loving Father is well-pleased with all he does and suffers, but he will be constrained "in everything to give thanks" knowing that all things "work together for good."

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3. Thus shall "his whole body be full of light." The light of knowledge is, doubtless, one thing here intended; arising from "the unction of the Holy One, which abideth with him, and teacheth him of all things," all the things which it is now necessary for him to know in order to please God. Hereby he will have a clear knowledge of the divine will in every circumstance of life. Not without the means, but in the use of all those means which God has furnished him with. And, walking in this light, he cannot but "grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ." He will continually advance in all holiness, and in the whole image of God. II. 1. Our Lord observes, Secondly, "If thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness." If it be evil, that is, not single, (for the eye which is not single is evil,) "thy whole body shall be full of darkness." It is certain there can be no medium between a single eye and an evil eye; for whenever we are not aiming at God, we are seeking happiness in some creature: And this, whatever that creature may be, is no less than idolatry. It is all one, whether we aim at the pleasures of sense, the pleasures of the imagination, the praise of men, or riches; all which St. John comprises under that general expression, "the love of the world." The eye is evil if we aim at any of these, or indeed at anything under the sun. So far as you aim at any of these, indeed, at anything beneath God, your whole soul, and the whole course of your life, will be full of darkness. Ignorance of yourselves, ignorance of your real interest, ignorance of your relation to God, will surround you with impenetrable clouds, with darkness that may be felt. And so long as the eye of your soul rests upon all or any of these, those will continue to surround your soul, and cover it with utter darkness.

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4. And till their eye is single they are as far remote from happiness as from holiness. They may now and then have agreeable dreams, from Wealth, honour, pleasure, or what else This short-enduring world can give: But none of these can satisfy the appetite of an immortal soul. Nay, all of them together cannot give rest, which is the lowest ingredient of happiness, to a never-dying spirit, which God created for the enjoyment of himself. The hungry soul, like the busy bee, wanders from flower to flower; but it goes off from each, with an abortive hope, and a deluded expectation. Every creature cries, (some with a loud and others with a secret voice,) "Happiness is not in me." The height and the depth proclaim to an attentive ear, "The Creator hath not implanted in me a capacity of giving happiness: Therefore, with all thy skill and pains, thou canst not extract it from me." And indeed the more pains any of the children of men take to extract it from any earthly object, the greater will their chagrin be, the more secure their disappointment. 5. "But although the vulgar herd of mankind can find no happiness; although it cannot be found in the empty pleasures of the world; may it not be found in learning, even by him that has not a single eye! Surely Content of spirit must from science flow; For 'tis a godlike attribute to know." By no means. On the contrary, it has been the observation of all ages, that the men who possessed the greatest learning were the most dissatisfied of all men. This occasioned a person of eminent learning to declare, "A fool may find a kind of paradise upon earth," (although this is a grand mistake,) "but a wise man can find none." These are the most discontented, the most impatient, of men. Indeed, learning naturally effects this: "Knowledge," as the Apostle observes, "puffeth up.' But where pride is, happiness is not; they are utterly inconsistent with each other. So much ground there is for that melancholy reflection, wherever true religion is not, Avails it then, O Reason! to be wise To see this mournful sight with quicker eyes To know with more distinction to complain, And have superior sense in feeling pain

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5. Let us consider another case, not far distant from this. Suppose a young man, having finished his studies at the University, is desirous to minister in holy things, and, accordingly, enters into orders. What is his intention in this What is the end he proposes to himself If his eye be single, his one design is to save his own soul, and them that hear him; to bring as many sinners as he possibly can out of darkness into marvellous light. If, on the other hand, his eye be not single, if he aim at ease, honour, money, or preferment; the world may account him a wise man, but God says unto him, "Thou fool!" And while the light that is in him is thus darkness, "how great is that darkness!" What folly is comparable to his folly! one peculiarly dedicated to the God of heaven, to "mind earthly things!" A worldly Clergyman is a fool above all fools, a madman above all madmen! Such vile, infamous wretches as these are the real "ground of the contempt of the Clergy." Indolent Clergymen, pleasure-taking Clergymen, money-loving Clergymen, praise-loving Clergymen, preferment-seeking Clergymen, these are the wretches that cause the order in general to be contemned. These are the pests of the Christian world; the grand nuisance of mankind; a stink in the nostrils of God! Such as these were they who made St. Chrysostom to say, "Hell is paved with the souls of Christian Priests."

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II. 1. The Second thing which I proposed was, to apply these considerations; which, it is certain, are some of the most important that can enter into the heart of man. In one sense, indeed, they have been applied already; for what has been said has been all application. But I wish every one who reads or hears these words, directly to apply them to his own soul. 2. Does it not concern every one that hears, "The ground of a certain rich man brought forth plentifully," to inquire, "Was this ever the case with me Have I now, or have I ever heretofore had, more worldly goods given than I wanted And what were my thoughts upon the occasion Did I say in my heart, What shall I do Was I distressed by my abundance Did I think, 'I have much goods laid up for many years'" Many years! Alas! What is thy life, if protracted to its utmost span Is it not a vapour, that just appeareth, and vanisheth away Say not, then, I will pull down my barns; but say to God, in the secret of thy heart, "'Lord, save, or I perish!' See, my riches increase; let me not set my heart upon them! Thou seest I stand upon slippery ground; do thou undertake for me! Uphold me, Saviour, or I fall! O reach me forth thy gracious hand! Only for help on thee I call, Only by faith in thee I stand. See, Lord, how greatly my substance increases! Nothing less than thy almighty power can prevent my setting my heart upon it, and being crushed lower than the grave!"

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5. Is not thy life as unstable as a cloud; fluctuating as a bubble on the water It fleeth as it were a shadow, and never continueth in one stay. "Many years!" Who is sure of one day And is it not an instance both of the wisdom and goodness of God, that he holds thy breath in his own hand, and deals it out from moment to moment; that thou mayest always remember, to "live each day as if it were the last" And after the few days thou shalt have spent under the sun, how soon will it be said, A heap of dust is all remains of thee; 'Tis all thou art, and all the proud shall be! 6. Consider, again, the exquisite folly of that saying, "Soul, thou hast much goods." Are, then, the products of the earth food for a heaven-born spirit Is there any composition of earth and water, yea, though air and fire be added thereto, which can feed those beings of a higher order What similitude is there between those ethereal spirits, and these base-born clods of earth Examine the rest of this wise soliloquy, and see how it will apply to yourself. "Soul, take thy ease!" O vain hope! Can ease to a spirit spring out of the ground Suppose the soil were ever so improved, can it yield such a harvest "Eat, drink, and be merry!" What! can thy soul eat and drink Yea, Manna such as angels eat, Pure delights for spirits fit. But these do not grow on earthly ground; they are only found in the Paradise of God. 7. But suppose the voice which commands life and death pronounce, "This night thy soul shall be required of thee; then whose are all those things thou hast provided" Alas, they are not thine! Thou hast no longer any part or lot in any of the things that are under the sun. Thou hast then no more share in any of these things of earth, than if the earth and the works of it were burnt up. Naked thou camest out of thy mother's womb, and naked shalt thou return. Thou hast heaped up many things; but for what end To leave them all behind thee! Poor shade! Thou art now stripped of all: Not even hope is left.

Sermon 119

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8. Observe the remark which our Lord has left upon the whole occurrence: "So is every one who layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God," such a fool, such an egregious madman, as it is beyond the power of language to express! However wise he may be in his own eyes, and perhaps in those of his neighbour, he is in reality the greatest fool under heaven, who heapeth up things from which he must soon be separated for ever: And whoever is seeking happiness in the things that perish is laying up treasure for himself. This is absolutely inconsistent with being "rich" (or rather, growing) "toward God;" with obeying that scriptural command, "My son, give me thy heart." He who is child of God can truly say. All my riches are above; All my treasure is thy love: He can testify, "All my desire is unto thee, and to the remembrance of thy name!" 9. Let every one who readeth these words, narrowly search his own heart. Where hast thou laid up thy treasure hitherto Where art thou laying it up now Art thou labouring to be rich toward God, or to lay up earthly goods which takes up the greater part of thy thoughts Thou that art careful for outward things, diligent in doing good, and exact in outward duties, beware of covetousness; of decent, honourable love of money; and of a desire to lay up treasures on earth. Lay up treasure in heaven! A few days hence, thou wilt step into a land of darkness; where earthly fruits will be of no avail; where thou wilt not be capable of eating and drinking, or gratifying any of thy senses. What benefit wilt thou then receive from all thou hast laid up in this world What satisfaction in all which thou hast treasured up, all thou hast left behind thee Left behind thee! What! couldest thou then take nothing with thee into the everlasting habitations Nay then, lay up treasure, before thou go hence, which fadeth not away. Preached at Balham, February 19, 1790

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7. Let us then propose the case. Let us suppose we had now before us one that was just passed into the world of spirits. Might not you address such a new-born soul in some such manner as this You have been an inhabitant of earth forty, perhaps fifty or sixty, years. But now God has altered his voice: "Awake, thou that sleepest!" You awake; you arise; you have no more to do with these poor transient shadows. Arise, and shake thyself from the dust! See, all is real here! all is permanent; all eternal! far more stable than the foundations of the earth; yea, than the pillars of that lower heaven. Now that your eyes are open, see how inexpressibly different are all the things that are now round about you! What a difference do you perceive in yourself! Where is your body, your house of clay Where are your limbs, your hands, your feet, your head There they lie, cold, insensible! No anger, hereafter, or shame, Shall redden the innocent clay; Extinct is the animal flame, And passion is vanish'd away. What a change is in the immortal spirit! You see everything around you; but how Not with eyes of flesh and blood! You hear; but not by a stream of undulating air, striking on an extended membrane. You feel; but in how wonderful a manner! You have no nerves to convey the ethereal fire to the common sensory; rather, are you not now all eye, all ear, all feeling, all perception How different, now you are throughly awake, are all the objects round about you! Where are the houses, and gardens, and fields, and cities, which you lately saw Where are the rivers, and seas, and everlasting hills Was it then only in a dream that our poet discovered, Earth hath this variety from heaven Of pleasure situate in hill and dale Nay, I doubt all these vanished away like smoke, the moment you awoke out of the body.

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9. Suppose this to be the case with any of you that are now present before God. It may be so to-morrow; perhaps to-night; perhaps this night your "soul may be required of you;" the dream of life may end, and you may wake into broad eternity! See, there lies the poor inanimate carcase, shortly to be sown in corruption and dishonour. But where is the immortal, incorruptible spirit There it stands, naked before the eyes of God! Meantime, what is become of all the affairs which you have been eagerly engaged in under the sun What profit have you reaped of all your labour and care Does your money follow you No; you have left it behind you; the same thing to you as if it had vanished into air! Does your gay or rich apparel follow you Your body is clothed with dust and rottenness. Your soul, indeed is clothed with immortality. But, O! what immortality Is it an immortality of happiness and glory; or of shame and everlasting contempt Where is the honour, the pomp, of the rich and great; the applause that surrounded you All gone; all are vanished away, "like as a shadow that departeth." "The play is over," said Monsieur Moultray, when he saw the ball pierce the temples of his dying master. Charles XII, King of Sweden, at the siege of Frederickshall. And what cared the courtier for this No more than if it had been the conclusion of a farce or dance. But while the buffoon slept on and took his rest, it was not so with the monarch. Though he was not terrified with anything on earth, he would be at the very gates of hell. Vain valour! In the very article of death, he grasped the hilt of his sword! But where was he the next moment, when the sword dropped out of his hand, and the soul out of his body Then ended the splendid dream of royalty, of glory, of destroying cities, and of conquering kingdoms!

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10. "How are the mighty fallen, and the weapons of war perished!" What are the weapons that are so terrible among us, to the inhabitants of eternity How are the wise, the learned, the poet, the critic fallen, and their glory vanished away! How is the beauty fallen, the late idol of a gazing crowd! In how complete a sense are "the daughters of music brought low," and all the instruments thereof forgotten! Are you not now convinced, that (according to the Hebrew proverb) "a living dog is better than a dead lion" For the living know, yea, must know, unless they obstinately refuse, "that they shall die; but the dead know not anything" that will avail for the ease of their pain, or to lessen their misery. Also "their hope and fear, and their desire," all are perished; all of them are fled; "they have not any portion in the things that are done under the sun!" 11. Where, indeed, is the hope of those who were lately laying deep schemes, and saying, "To-day, or to-morrow, we will go to such a city, and continue there a year, and traffic, and get gain" How totally had they forgotten that wise admonition, "Ye know not what shall be on the morrow! For, what is your life It is a vapour that appeareth awhile, and then vanisheth away!" Where is all your business where your worldly cares, your troubles or engagements All these things are fled away like smoke; and your soul is left. And how is it qualified for the enjoyment of this new world Has it a relish for the objects and enjoyments of the invisible world Are your affections loosened from things below, and fixed on things above, fixed on that place where Jesus sitteth at the right hand of God Then happy are ye; and when He whom ye love shall appear, "ye shall also appear with him in glory."

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Proclaim the glories of our Lord, Dispersed through all the heavenly street; Whose boundless treasures can afford So rich a pavement for his feet. And yet how inconsiderable is the glory of that house, compared to that of its great Inhabitant! in view of whom all the first-born sons of light, angels, archangels, and all the company of heaven, full of light as they are full of love, Approach not, but with both wings veil their eyes. 13. How wonderful, then, now the dream of life is over, now you are quite awake, do all these scenes appear! Even such a sight as never entered, or could enter into your hearts to conceive! How are all those that "awake up after his likeness, now satisfied with it!" They have now a portion, real, solid, incorruptible, "that fadeth not away." Meantime, how exquisitely wretched are they who (to wave all other considerations) have chosen for their portion those transitory shadows which now are vanished, and have left them in an abyss of real misery, which must remain to all eternity! 14. Now, considering that every child of man who is yet upon earth must sooner or later wake out of this dream, and enter real life; how infinitely does it concern every one of us to attend to this before our great change comes! Of what importance is it to be continually sensible of the condition wherein we stand! How advisable, by every possible means, to connect the ideas of time and eternity! so to associate them together, that the thought of one may never recur to your mind, without the thought of the other! It is our highest wisdom to associate the ideas of the visible and invisible world; to connect temporal and spiritual, mortal and immortal being. Indeed, in our common dreams we do not usually know we are asleep whilst we are in the midst of our dream. As neither do we know it while we are in the midst of the dream which we call life. But you may be conscious of it now! God grant you may, before you awake in a winding-sheet of fire!

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15. What an admirable foundation for thus associating the ideas of time and eternity, of the visible and invisible world, is laid in the very nature of religion! For, what is religion, I mean scriptural religion for all other is the vainest of all dreams. What is the very root of this religion It is Immanuel, God with us! God in man! Heaven connected with earth! The unspeakable union of mortal with immortal. For "truly our fellowship" (may all Christians say) "is with the Father and with his Son, Jesus Christ. God hath given unto us eternal life; and this life is in his Son." What follows "He that hath the Son hath life: And he that hath not the Son of God hath not life." 16. But how shall we retain a constant sense of this I have often thought, in my waking hours, "Now, when I fall asleep, and see such and such things, I will remember it was but a dream." Yet I could not, while the dream lasted; and probably none else can. But it is otherwise with the dream of life; which we do remember to be such, even while it lasts. And if we do forget it, (as we are indeed apt to do,) a friend may remind us of it. It is much to be wished that such a friend were always near; one that would frequently sound in our ear, "Awake, thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead!" Soon you will awake into real life. You will stand, a naked spirit, in the world of spirits, before the face of the great God! See that you now hold fast that "eternal life, which he hath given you in his Son!" 17. How admirably does this life of God branch out into the whole of religion, I mean scriptural religion! As soon as God reveals his Son in the heart of a sinner, he is enabled to say, "The life that I now live, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." He then "rejoices in hope of the glory of God," even with joy unspeakable. And in consequence both of this faith and hope, the love of God is shed abroad in his heart; which, filling the soul with love to all mankind, "is the fulfilling of the law."

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5. I cannot therefore but think, that all those who are with the rich man in the unhappy division of hades, will remain there, howling and blaspheming, cursing God and looking upwards, till they are cast into "the everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels." And, on the other hand, can we reasonably doubt but that those who are now in paradise, in Abraham's bosom, all those holy souls who have been discharged from the body, from the beginning of the world unto this day, will be continually ripening for heaven; will be perpetually holier and happier, till they are received into "the kingdom prepared for them from the foundation of the world" 6. But who can inform us in what part of the universe hades is situated, this abode of both happy and unhappy spirits, till they are re-united to their bodies It has not pleased God to reveal anything concerning it in the Holy Scripture; and, consequently, it is not possible for us to form any judgment, or even conjecture, about it. Neither are we informed, how either one or the other are employed, during the time of their abode there. Yet may we not probably suppose that the Governor of the world may sometimes permit wicked souls "to do his gloomy errands in the deep;" or, perhaps, in conjunction with evil angels, to inflict vengeance on wicked men Or will many of them be shut up in the chains of darkness, unto the great judgment of the great day In the mean time, may we not probably suppose, that the spirits of the just, though generally lodged in paradise, yet may sometimes, in conjunction with the holy angels, minister to the heirs of salvation May they not Sometimes, on errands of love, Revisit their brethren below It is a pleasing thought, that some of these human spirits, attending us with, or in the room of, angels, are of the number of those that were dear to us while they were in the body. So that there is no absurdity in the question: Have ye your own flesh forgot, By a common ransom bought Can death's interposing tide Spirits one in Christ divide

Sermon 122

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But, be this as it may, it is certain human spirits swiftly increase in knowledge, in holiness, and in happiness; conversing with all the wise and holy souls that lived in all ages and nations from the beginning of the world; with angels and archangels, to whom the children of men are no more than infants; and above all, with the eternal Son of God, "in whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge." And let it be especially considered, whatever they learn they will retain for ever. For they forget nothing. To forget is only incident to spirits that are clothed with flesh and blood. 7. But how will this material universe appear to a disembodied spirit Who can tell whether any of these objects that surround us will appear the same as they do now And if we know so little of these, what can we now know concerning objects of a quite different nature concerning the spiritual world It seems it will not be possible for us to discern them at all, till we are furnished with senses of a different nature, which are not yet opened in our souls. These may enable us both to penetrate the inmost substance of things, whereof we now discern only the surface; and to discern innumerable things, of the very existence whereof we have not now the least perception. What astonishing scenes will then discover themselves to our newly-opening senses! Probably fields of ether, not only ten fold, but ten thousand fold, "the length of this terrene." And with what variety of furniture, animate and inanimate! How many orders of beings, not discovered by organs of flesh and blood! perhaps thrones, dominions, princedoms, virtues, powers! whether of those that retain their first habitations and primeval strength, or of those that, rebelling against their Creator, have been cast out of heaven! And shall we not then, as far as angel's ken, survey the bounds of creation, and see every place where the Almighty Stopp'd his rapid wheels, and said, "This be thy just circumference, O world"

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Yea, shall we not be able to move, quick as thought, through the wide realms of uncreated night Above all, the moment we step into eternity, shall we not feel ourselves swallowed up of Him who is in this and every place, who filleth heaven and earth It is only the veil of flesh and blood which now hinders us from perceiving, that the great Creator cannot but fill the whole immensity of space. He is every moment above us, beneath us, and on every side. Indeed, in this dark abode, this land of shadows, this region of sin and death, the thick cloud which is interposed between conceals him from our sight. But the veil will disappear; and he will appear in unclouded majesty, "God over all, blessed for ever!"

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9. May not some of these evil spirits be likewise employed, in conjunction with evil angels, in tempting wicked men to sin, and in procuring occasions for them yea, and in tempting good men to sin, even after they have escaped the corruption that is in the world Herein, doubtless, they put forth all their strength; and greatly glory if they conquer. A passage in an ancient author may greatly illustrate this: (Although I apprehend, he did not intend that we should take it literally:) "Satan summoned his powers, and examined what mischief each of them had done. One said, `I have set a house on fire, and destroyed all its inhabitants.' Another said, `I have raised a storm at sea, and sunk a ship; and all on board perished in the waters.' Satan answered, `Perhaps those that were burnt or drowned were saved.' A third said, `I have been forty years tempting a holy man to commit adultery; and I have left him asleep in his sin.' Hearing this, Satan rose to do him honour; and all hell resounded with his praise." Hear this, all ye that imagine you cannot fall from grace! 10. Ought not we then to be perpetually on our guard against those subtle enemies Though we see them not, A constant watch they keep; They eye us night and day; And never slumber, never sleep, Lest they should lose their prey. Herein they join with "the rulers of the darkness," the intellectual darkness, "of this world," the ignorance, wickedness, and misery diffused through it, to hinder all good, and promote all evil! To this end they are continually "working with energy in the children of disobedience." Yea, sometimes they work by them those lying wonders that might almost deceive even the children of God.

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11. But meantime, how may we conceive the inhabitants of the other part of hades, the souls of the righteous, to be employed It has been positively affirmed by some philosophical men, that spirits have no place. But they do not observe, that if it were so, they must be omnipresent, an attribute which cannot be allowed to any but the Almighty Spirit. The abode of these blessed spirits the ancient Jews were used to term Paradise, the same name which our Lord gave it, telling the penitent thief, "This day shalt thou be with me in paradise." Yet in what part of the universe this is situated who can tell, or even conjecture, since it has not pleased God to reveal anything concerning it But we have no reason to think they are confined to this place; or, indeed, to any other. May we not rather say, that, "servants of his," as well as the holy angels, they "do his pleasure;" whether among the inhabitants of earth, or in any other part of his dominions And as we easily believe that they are swifter than the light; even as swift as thought; they are well able to traverse the whole universe in the twinkling of an eye, either to execute the divine commands, or to contemplate the works of God. What a field is here opened before them! And how immensely may they increase in knowledge, while they survey his works of creation or providence, or his manifold wisdom in the Church! What depth of wisdom, of power, and of goodness do they discover in his methods of "bringing many sons to glory!" Especially while they converse on any of these subjects, with the illustrious dead of ancient days! with Adam, first of men; with Noah, who saw both the primeval and the ruined world; with Abraham, the friend of God; with Moses, who was favoured to speak with God, as it were, "face to face;" with Job, perfected by sufferings; with Samuel, David, Solomon, Isaiah, Daniel, and all the Prophets; with the Apostles, the noble army of Martyrs, and all the saints who have lived and died to the present day; with our elder brethren, the holy angels, cherubim, seraphim, and all the companies of heaven; above all the name of creature owns, with Jesus, the Mediator of the new covenant!

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with Adam, first of men; with Noah, who saw both the primeval and the ruined world; with Abraham, the friend of God; with Moses, who was favoured to speak with God, as it were, "face to face;" with Job, perfected by sufferings; with Samuel, David, Solomon, Isaiah, Daniel, and all the Prophets; with the Apostles, the noble army of Martyrs, and all the saints who have lived and died to the present day; with our elder brethren, the holy angels, cherubim, seraphim, and all the companies of heaven; above all the name of creature owns, with Jesus, the Mediator of the new covenant! Meantime, how will they advance in holiness; in the whole image of God, wherein they were created; in the love of God and man; gratitude to their Creator, and benevolence to all their fellow-creatures! Yet it does not follow, (what some earnestly maintain,) that this general benevolence will at all interfere with that peculiar affection which God himself implants for our relations, friends, and benefactors. O no! had you stood by his bed-side, when that dying saint was crying out, "I have a father and a mother gone to heaven;" (to paradise, the receptacle of happy spirits;) "I have ten brothers and sisters gone to heaven; and now I am going to them that am the eleventh! Blessed be God that I was born!" would you have replied, "What, if you are going to them They will be no more to you than any other persons; for you will not know them." Not know them! Nay, does not all that is in you recoil at that thought Indeed, sceptics may ask, "How do disembodied spirits know each other" I answer plainly, I cannot tell: But I am certain that they do. This is as plainly proved from one passage of Scripture as it could be from a thousand. Did not Abraham and Lazarus know each other in hades, even afar off even though they were fixed on different sides of the "great gulf" Can we doubt, then, whether the souls that are together in paradise shall know one another The Scripture, therefore, clearly decides this question. And so does the very reason of the thing; for we know, every holy temper which we carry with us into paradise will remain in us for ever. But such is gratitude to our benefactors. This, therefore, will remain for ever.

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This, therefore, will remain for ever. And this implies, that the knowledge of our benefactors will remain, without which it cannot exist. 12. And how much will that add to the happiness of those spirits which are already discharged from the body, that they are permitted to minister to those whom they have left behind! An indisputable proof of this we have in the twenty-second chapter of the Revelation. When the Apostle fell down to worship the glorious spirit which he seems to have mistaken for Christ, he told him plainly, "I am of thy fellow-servants, the Prophets;" Rev. 22 not God, not an angel, not a human spirit. And in how many ways may they "minister to the heirs of salvation!" Sometimes by counteracting wicked spirits whom we cannot resist, because we cannot see them; sometimes by preventing our being hurt by men, or beasts, or inanimate creatures. How often may it please God to answer the prayer of good Bishop Ken! O may thine angels, while I sleep, Around my bed their vigils keep; Their love angelical instil; Stop all the avenues consequence of ill! May they celestial joys rehearse, And thought to thought with me converse; Or, in my stead, the whole night long, Sing to my God a grateful song! And may not the Father of spirits allot this office jointly to angels, and human spirits waiting to be made perfect 13. It may indeed be objected that God has no need of any subordinate agents, of either angelical or human spirits, to guard his children in their waking or sleeping hours; seeing "He that keepeth Israel doth neither slumber nor sleep." And certainly, he is able to preserve them by his own immediate power; yea, and he is able, by his own immediate power, without any instruments at all, to supply the wants of all his creatures both in heaven and earth. But it is, and ever was, his pleasure, not to work by his own immediate power only, but chiefly by subordinate means, from the beginning of the world. And how wonderfully is his wisdom displayed in adjusting all these to each other! So that we may well cry out, "O Lord, how manifold are thy works! In wisdom hast thou made them all."

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14. This we know, concerning the whole frame and arrangement of the visible world. But how exceeding little do we now know concerning the invisible! And we should have known still less of it, had it not pleased the Author of both worlds to give us more than natural light, to give us "his word to be a lantern to our feet, and a light in all our paths." And holy men of old, being assisted by his Spirit, have discovered many particulars of which otherwise we should have had no conception. 15. And without revelation, how little certainty of invisible things did the wisest of men obtain! The small glimmerings of light which they had were merely conjectural. At best they were only a faint, dim twilight, delivered from uncertain tradition; and so obscured by heathen fables, that it was but one degree better than utter darkness. 16. How uncertain the best of these conjectures was, may easily be gathered from their own accounts. The most finished of all these accounts, is that of the great Roman poet. Where observe how warily he begins, with that apologetic preface, Sit mihi fas audita loqui "May I be allowed to tell what I have heard" And, in the conclusion, lest anyone should imagine he believed any of these accounts, he sends the relater of them out of hades by the ivory gate, through which, he had just informed us, that only dreams and shadows pass, a very plain intimation, that all which has gone before, is to be looked upon as a dream! 17. How little regard they had for all these conjectures, with regard to the invisible world, clearly appears from the words of his brother poet; who affirms, without any scruple, Esse aliquos manes, et subterranea regna Nec pueri credunt. "That there are ghosts, or realms below, not even a man boy of them now believes."

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The Deceitfulness Of The Human Heart "The heart of man is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: Who can know it" Jer. 17:9. 1. The most eminent of the ancient Heathens have left us many testimonies of this. It was indeed their common opinion that there was a time when men in general were virtuous and happy; this they termed the "golden age." And the account of this was spread through almost all nations. But it was likewise generally believed that this happy age had expired long ago; and that men are now in the midst of the "iron age." At the commencement of this, says the poet, Irumpit venae pejoris in aeuum Omne nefas: fugere pudor, verumque, fidesque In quorum subiere locum, fraudesque, dolique Insidiaeque, et vis, et amor sceleratus habendi. Immediately broke in, With a full tide, all wickedness and sin: Shame, truth, fidelity, swift fled away; And cursed thirst of gold bore unresisted sway. 2. But how much more knowing than these old Pagans are the present generation of Christians! How many laboured panegyrics do we now read and hear on the Dignity of Human Nature. One eminent preacher, in one of his sermons, preached and printed a few years ago, does not scruple to affirm, First, that men in general (if not every individual) are very wise; Secondly, that men in general are very virtuous; and Thirdly, that they are very happy: And I do not know that anyone yet has been so hardy as to controvert the assertion.

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3. Nearly related to them were the sentiments of an ingenious gentleman who, being asked, "My Lord, what do you think of the Bible" answered, "I think it is the finest book I ever read in my life. Only that part of it which indicates the mediatorial scheme, I do not understand; for I do not conceive there is any need of a Mediator between God and man. If indeed," continued he, "I was a sinner, then I should need a Mediator; but I do not conceive I am. It is true, I often act wrong, for want of more understanding: And I frequently feel wrong tempers, particularly proneness to anger; but I cannot allow this to be a sin; for it depends on the motion of my blood and spirits, which I cannot help. Therefore it cannot be a sin; or, if it be, the blame must fall, not on me, but on him that made me." The very sentiments of pious Lord Kames, and modest Mr. Hume! 4. Some years ago, a charitable woman discovered that there was no sinner in the world but the devil. "For," said she, "he forces men to act as they do; therefore they are unaccountable: The blame lights on Satan." But these more enlightened gentlemen have discovered that "there is no sinner in the world but God! For he forces men to think, speak, and act as they do; therefore the blame lights on God alone. Satan, avaunt! It may be doubted whether he himself ever uttered so fond a blasphemy as this! 5. But, whatever unbaptized or baptized infidels may say concerning the innocence of mankind, He that made man, and that best knows what he has made, gives a very different account of him. He informs us that "the heart of man," of all mankind, of every man born into the world, "is desperately wicked;" and that it is "deceitful above all things:" So that we may well ask, "Who can know it"

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I. 1. To begin with this: "The heart of man is desperately wicked." In considering this, we have no need to refer to any particular sins; these are no more than the leaves, or, at most, the fruits, which spring from that evil tree;) but rather to the general root of all. See how this was first planted in heaven itself, by "Lucifer, son of the morning;" till then undoubtedly "one of the first, if not the first archangel:" "Thou saidst, I will sit upon the side of the north." See self-will, the first-born of Satan! "I will be like the Most High." See pride, the twin sister of self-will. Here was the true origin of evil. Hence came the inexhaustible flood of evils upon the lower world. When Satan had once transfused his own self-will and pride into the parents of mankind, together with a new species of sin, love of the world, the loving the creature above the Creator, all manner of wickedness soon rushed in; all ungodliness and unrighteousness; shooting out into crimes of every kind; soon covering the whole face of the earth with all manner of abominations. It would be an endless task to enumerate all the enormities that broke out. Now the fountains of the great deep were broken up. The earth soon became a field of blood: Revenge, cruelty, ambition, with all sorts of injustice, every species of public and private wrongs, were diffused through every part of the earth. Injustice, in ten thousand forms, hatred, envy, malice, blood-thirstiness, with every species of falsehood, rode triumphant; till the Creator, looking down from heaven, would be no more entreated for an incorrigible race, but swept them off from the face of the earth. But how little were the following generations improved by the severe judgment! They that lived after the flood do not appear to have been a whit better than those that lived before it. In a short time, probably before Noah was removed from the earth, all unrighteousness prevailed as before.

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2. But is there not a God in the world Doubtless there is: And it is "He that hath made us, not we ourselves." He made us gratuitously, of his own mere mercy; for we could merit nothing of him before we had a being. It is of his mercy that he made us at all; that he made us sensible, rational creatures, and above all, creatures capable of God. It is this, and this alone, which puts the essential difference between men and brutes. But if he has made us, and given us all we have, if we owe all we are and have to him; then surely he has a right to all we are and have, to all our love and obedience. This has been acknowledged by almost all who believed themselves to be his creatures, in all ages and nations. But a few years ago a learned man frankly confessed: "I could never apprehend that God's having created us, gave him any title to the government of us; or, that his having created us, laid us under any obligation to yield him our obedience." I believe that Dr. Hutcheson was the first man that ever made any doubt of this; or that ever doubted, much less denied, that a creature was obliged to obey his Creator. If Satan ever entertained this thought, (but it is not probable he ever did,) it would be no wonder he should rebel against God, and raise war in heaven. And hence would enmity against God arise in the hearts of men also; together with all the branches of ungodliness which abound therein at this day. Hence would naturally arise the neglect of every duty which we owe to him as our Creator, and all the passions and hopes which are directly opposite to every such duty. 3. From the devil the spirit of independence, self-will, and pride, productive of all ungodliness and unrighteousness, quickly infused themselves into the hearts of our first parents in paradise. After they had eaten of the tree of knowledge, wickedness and misery of every kind rushed in with a full tide upon the earth, alienated us from God, and made way for all the rest. Atheism, (now fashionably termed dissipation,) and idolatry, love of the world, seeking happiness in this or that creature, covered the whole earth.

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Upright both in heart and will, We by our God were made; But we turn'd from good to ill, And o'er the creatures stray'd; Multiplied our wandering thought, Which first was fix'd on God alone; In ten thousand objects sought The bliss we lost in one. 4. It would be endless to enumerate all the species of wickedness, whether in thought, word, or action, that now overspread the earth, in every nation, and city, and family. They all centre in this, Atheism, or idolatry; pride, either thinking of themselves more highly than they ought to think, or glorying in something which they have received, as though they had not received it; independence and self-will, doing their own will, not the will of Him that made them. Add to this, seeking happiness out of God, in gratifying the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eye, and the pride of life. Hence it is a melancholy truth that (unless when the Spirit of God has made the difference) all mankind now, as well as four thousand years ago, "have corrupted their ways before the Lord; and every imagination of the thought of man's heart is evil, only evil, and that continually." However therefore men may differ in their outward ways, (in which, undoubtedly, there are a thousand differences,) yet in the inward root, the enmity against God, Atheism, pride, self-will, and idolatry, it is true of all, that "the heart of man," of every natural man, "is desperately wicked." 5. But if this be the case, how is it that everyone is not conscious of it For who should "know the things of a man, like the spirit of a man that is in him" Why is it that so few know themselves For this plain reason: Because the heart is not only "desperately wicked," but "deceitful above all things." So deceitful, that we may well ask, "Who can know it" Who, indeed, save God that made it By his assistance we may, in the Second place, consider this, the deceitfulness of man's heart.

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II. 1. It is deceitful above all things;" that is, in the highest degree, above all that we can conceive. So deceitful, that the generality of men are continually deceiving both themselves and others. How strangely do they deceive themselves, not knowing either their own tempers or characters, imagining themselves to be abundantly better and wiser than they are! The ancient poet supposes there is no exception to this rule, "that no man is willing to know his own heart." Ut nemo in sese tentat descendere, nemo! None but those who are taught of God! 2. And if men thus deceive themselves, is it any wonder that they deceive others also, and that we so seldom find "an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no guile" In looking over my books, some years ago, I found the following memorandum: "I am this day thirty years old; and till this day I know not that I have met with one person of that age, except in my father's house, who did not use guile, more or less." 3. This is one of the sorts of desperate wickedness which cleaves to the nature of every man, proceeding from those fruitful roots, self-will, pride, and independence on God. Hence springs every species of vice and wickedness; hence every sin against God, our neighbour, and ourselves. Against God, forgetfulness and contempt of God, of his name, his day, his word, his ordinances; Atheism on the one hand, and idolatry on the other; in particular, love of the world, the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, and the pride of life; the love of money, the love of power, the love of ease, the love of the "honour that cometh of men," the love of the creature more than the Creator, the being lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God: Against our neighbour, ingratitude, revenge, hatred, envy, malice, uncharitableness. 4. Hence there is in the heart of every child of man, an inexhaustible fund of ungodliness and unrighteousness, so deeply and strongly rooted in the soul, that nothing less than almighty grace can cure it. From hence naturally arises a plentiful harvest of all evil words and works; and to complete the whole, that complex of all evils,

Sermon 123

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That foul monster, War, that we meet, Lays deep the noblest work of the creation; Which wears in vain its Maker's glorious image, Unprivileged from thee! In the train of this fell monster are murder, adultery, rape, violence, and cruelty of every kind. And all these abominations are not only found in Mahometan or Pagan countries, where their horrid practice may seem to be the natural result of equally horrid principles; but in those that are called Christian countries, yea, in the most knowing and civilized states and kingdoms. And let it not be said, "This is only the case in Roman Catholic countries." Nay, we that are called Reformed are not one whit behind them in all manner of wickedness. Indeed, no crime ever prevailed among the Turks or Tartars, which we here cannot parallel in every part of Christendom. Nay, no sin ever appeared in heathen or papal Rome, which is not found at this day in Germany, France, Holland, England, and every other Protestant as well as popish country. So that it might now be said, with as much truth and as few exceptions, of every court in Europe, as it was formerly in the court of Saul: "There is none righteous, no not one; they are altogether become abominable: There is none that understandeth, and seeketh after God."

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5. But is there no exception as to the wickedness of man's heart Yes, in those that are born of God. "He that is born of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not." God has "purified his heart by faith," so that his wickedness is departed from him. "Old things are passed away, and all things" in him "are become new." So that his heart is no longer desperately wicked, but "renewed in righteousness and true holiness." Only let it be remembered, that the heart, even of a believer, is not wholly purified when he is justified. Sin is then overcome, but it is not rooted out; it is conquered, but not destroyed. Experience shows him, First, that the roots of sin, self-will, pride, and idolatry, remain still in his heart. But as long as he continues to watch and pray, none of them can prevail against him. Experience teaches him, Secondly, that sin (generally pride or self-will) cleaves to his best actions: So that, even with regard to these, he finds an absolute necessity for the blood of atonement. 6. But how artfully does this conceal itself, not only from others, but even from ourselves! Who can discover it in all the disguises it assumes, or trace it through all its latent mazes And if it be so difficult to know the heart of a good man, who can know the heart of a wicked one, which is far more deceitful No unregenerate man, however sensible, ever so experienced, ever so wise in his generation. And yet these are they who pique themselves upon "knowing the world," and imagine they see through all men. Vain men! One may boldly say they "know nothing yet as they ought to know." Even that politician in the late reign neither knew the heart of himself or of other men, whose favourite saying was: "Do not tell me of your virtue, or religion: I tell you, every man has his price." Yes, Sir Robert; every man like you; everyone that sells himself to the devil.

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7. Did that right honourable wretch, compared to whom Sir Robert was a saint, know the heart of man, he that so earnestly advised his own son, "never to speak the truth, to lie or dissemble as often as he speaks, to wear a mask continually" that earnestly counselled him, "not to debauch single women," (because some inconveniences might follow,) "but always married women" Would one imagine this grovelling animal ever had a wife or a married daughter of his own O rare Lord Chesterfield! Did ever man so well deserve, though he was a Peer of the realm, to die by the side of Newgate Or did ever book so well deserve to be burned by the common hangman, as his Letters Did Mr. David Hume, lower, if possible, than either of the former, know the heart of man No more than a worm or a beetle does. After "playing so idly with the darts of death," do you now find it a laughing matter What think you now of Charon Has he ferried you over Styx At length he has taught you to know a little of your own heart! At length you know it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God! 8. One of the ablest champions of infidelity (perhaps the most elegant, and the most decent writer that ever produced a system of religion without being in the least obliged to the Bible for it) breaks out in the fullness of his heart: "Who would not wish that there was full proof of the Christian revelation, since it is undoubtedly the most benevolent system that ever appeared in the world!" Might he not add a reason of another kind, Because without this man must be altogether a mystery to himself Even with the help of Revelation, he knows exceeding little; but without it, he would know abundantly less, and nothing with any certainty. Without the light which is given us by the oracles of God, how could we reconcile his greatness with his meanness While we acknowledged, with Sir John Davies, I know my soul has power to know all things, Yet is she blind, and ignorant of all: I know I'm one of nature's little kings; Yet to the least and vilest things in thrall.

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The Heavenly Treasure In Earthen Vessels "We have this treasure in earthen vessels." 2 Cor. 4:7. 1. How long was man a mere riddle to himself! For how many ages were the wisest of men utterly unable to reveal the mystery, to reconcile the strange inconsistencies, in him, the wonderful mixture of good and evil, of greatness and littleness, of nobleness and baseness barrenness The more deeply they considered these things the more they were entangled. The more pains they took, in order to clear up the subject, the more they were bewildered in vain, uncertain conjectures. 2. But what all the wisdom of man was unable to do, was in due time done by the wisdom of God. When it pleased God to give an account of the origin of things, and of man in particular, all the darkness vanished away, and the clear light shone. "God said, Let us make man in our own image." It was done. In the image of God man was made. Hence we are enabled to give a clear, satisfactory account of the greatness, the excellency, the dignity of man. But "man, being in honour" did not continue therein, but rebelled 20 against his sovereign Lord. Hereby he totally lost, not only the favour, but likewise the image of God. And "in Adam all died." For fallen "Adam begat a son in his own likeness." And hence we are taught to give a clear, intelligible account of the littleness and baseness of man. He is sunk even below the beasts that perish. Human nature now is not only sensual but devilish. There is in every man born into the world, (what is not in any part of the brute creation; no beast is fallen so low,) a "carnal mind, which is enmity," direct enmity, "against God."

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3. By considering, therefore, these things in one view, the creation and the fall of man, all the inconsistencies of his nature are easily and fully understood. The greatness and littleness, the dignity and baseness, the happiness and misery, of his present state, are no longer a mystery, but clear consequences of his original state and his rebellion against God. This is the key that opens the whole mystery, that removes all the difficulty, by showing what God made man at first, and what man has made himself. It is true, he may regain a considerable measure of "the image of God wherein he was created:" But still, whatever we regain, we shall "have this treasure in earthen vessels." In order to have a clear conception of this, we may inquire, First, what is "the treasure" which we now have; and, in the Second place, consider how "we have this treasure in earthen vessels." I. 1. And, First, let us inquire, What is this treasure which Christian believers have I say, believers; for it is of these directly that the Apostle is here speaking. Part of this they have, in common with other men, in the remains of the image of God. May we not include herein, First, an immaterial principle, a spiritual nature, endued with understanding, and affections, and a degree of liberty; of a self-moving, yea, and self-governing power (otherwise we were mere machines, stocks, and stones) And, Secondly, all that is vulgarly called natural conscience; implying some discernment of the difference between moral good and evil, with an approbation of one, and disapprobation of the other, by an inward monitor excusing or accusing Certainly, whether this is natural or superadded by the grace of God, it is found, at least in some small degree, in every child of man. Something of this is found in every human heart, passing sentence concerning good and evil, not only in all Christians, but in all Mahometans, all Pagans, yea, the vilest of savages. 2. May we not believe, that all Christians, though but nominally such, have sometimes at least, some desire to please God, as well as some light concerning what does really please him, and some convictions when the are sensible of displeasing him Such treasure have all the children of men, more or less, even when they do not yet know God.

Sermon 124

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Let a musician be ever so skilful, he will make but poor music if his instrument be out of tune. From a disordered brain (such as is, more or less, that of every child of man) there will necessarily arise confusedness of apprehension, showing itself in a thousand instances; false judgment, the natural result thereof, and wrong inferences; and from these, innumerable mistakes will follow, in spite of all the caution we can use. But mistakes in the judgment will frequently give occasion to mistakes in practice; they will naturally cause our speaking wrong in some instances, and acting wrong in others; nay, they may occasion not only wrong words or actions, but wrong tempers also. If I judge a man to be better than he really is; in consequence I really love him more than he deserves. If I judge another to be worse than he really is; I shall, in consequence, love him less than he deserves. Now both these are wrong tempers. Yet possibly it may not be in my power to avoid either the one or the other. 2. Such are the unavoidable consequences of "having these treasures in earthen vessels." Not only death, and its forerunners, sickness, weakness, and pain, and a thousand infirmities, but likewise error, in ten thousand shapes, will be always ready to attack us. Such is the present condition of humanity! Such is the state of the wisest men! Lord, "what is man, that thou art still mindful of him; or the son of man, that thou regardest him" 3. Something of this great truth, that the "corruptible body presses down the soul," is strongly expressed in those celebrated lines of the ancient poet. Speaking of the souls of men he says: Igneus est ollis vigor, et coelestis origo Semnibus; quantum non noxia corpora tardant, Terrenique hebetant artus, moribundaque membra. These seeds of heavenly fire, With strength innate, would to their source aspire, But that their earthly limbs obstruct their flight, And check their soaring to the plains of light.

Sermon 125

John Wesley · None · sermon
On Living Without God "Without God in the world." Eph. 2:12. 1. Perhaps these words might be more properly translated, Atheists in the world. This seems to be a little stronger expression than "without God in the world," which sounds nearly negative, and does not necessarily imply any more than the having no fellowship or intercourse with God. On the contrary, the word Atheist is commonly understood to mean something positive, the not only disclaiming any intercourse with him, but denying his very being. 2. The case of these unhappy men may be much illustrated by a late incident, the truth of which cannot reasonably be doubted, there having been so large a number of eye-witnesses. An ancient oak being cut down, and split through the midst, out of the very heart of the tree crept a large toad, and walked away with all the speed he could. Now how long, may we probably imagine, had this creature continued there It is not unlikely it might have remained in its nest above a hundred years. It is not improbable it was nearly, if not altogether, coeval with the oak; having been some way or other enclosed therein at the time that it was planted. It is not therefore unreasonable to suppose that it had lived that strange kind of life at least a century. We say, it had lived; But what manner of life! How desirable! How enviable! As Cowley says: O life, most precious and most dear! O life, that Epicures would long to share! Let us spend a few thoughts upon so uncommon a case, and make some improvement of it. 3. This poor animal had organs of sense; yet it had not any sensation. It had eyes, yet no ray of light ever entered its black abode. From the very first instant of its existence there, it was shut up in impenetrable darkness. It was shut up from the sun, moon and stars, and from the beautiful face of nature; indeed, from the whole visible world, as much as if it had no being.

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4. As no air could penetrate its sable recess, it consequently could have no hearing. Whatever organs it was provided with, they could be of no use; seeing no undulating air could find a way through the walls that surrounded it. And there is no reason to believe that it had any sense analogous to those either of smelling or tasting. In a creature which did not need any food these could have been of no possible use. Neither was there any way whereby the objects of smell or taste could make their approach to it. It must be very little, if at all, that it could be acquainted even with the general sense, that of feeling: As it always continued in one unvaried posture amidst the parts that surrounded it, all of these being immovably fixed could make no new impression upon it. So that it had only one feeling from hour to hour, and from day to day, during its whole duration. 5. And as this poor animal was destitute of sensation, it must have equally been destitute of reflection. Its head (of whatever sort it was,) having no materials to work upon, no ideas of sensation of any kind, could not produce any degree of reflection. It scarce, therefore could have any memory, or any imagination. Nor could it have any locative power, while it was so closely bound in on every side. If it had in itself some springs of motion, yet it was impossible that power should be exerted, because the narrowness of its cavern could not allow of any change of place.

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6. How exact a parallel may be drawn between this creature (hardly to be called an animal) and a man that is "without God in the world!" Such as are a vast majority of even those that are called Christians! I do not mean that they are Atheists, in the common sense of the word. I do not believe that these are so numerous as many have imagined. Making all the inquiry and observation I could for upwards of fifty years, I could not find twenty who seriously disbelieved the being of a God; nay, I have found only two of these (to the best of my judgment) in the British Islands: Both of these then lived in London, and had been of this persuasion many years. But several years before they were called to appear before God, both John S - and John B - were fully convinced that there is a God; and, what is more remarkable, they were first convinced that he is a terrible, and then that he is a merciful God. I mention these two accounts to show not only that there are real literal Atheists in the world; but also, that even then, if they will condescend to ask it, they may find "grace to help in time of need." 7. But I do not mean such as these when I speak of those who are Atheists or "without God in the world;" but of such as are only practical Atheists; as have not God in all their thoughts; such as have not acquainted themselves with him, neither have any fellowship with him; such as have no more intercourse with God, or the invisible world, than this animal had with the visible. I will endeavour to draw the parallel between these. And may God apply it to their hearts!

Sermon 125

John Wesley · None · sermon
8. Every one of these is in exactly such a situation with regard to the invisible as the toad was in respect to the visible world. That creature had undoubtedly a sort of life, such as it was. It certainly had all the internal and external parts that are essential to animal life; and, without question, it had suitable juices, which kept up a kind of circulation. This was a life indeed! And exactly such a life is that of the Atheist, the man "without God in the world." What a thick veil is between him and the invisible world, which, with regard to him, is as though it had no being! He has not the least perception of it; not the most distant idea. He has not the least sight of God, the intellectual Sun; nor any the least attraction toward him, or desire to have any knowledge of his ways. Although His light be gone forth into all lands, and His sound unto the end of the world, yet he heareth no more thereof than of the fabled music of the spheres. He tastes nothing of the goodness of God or the powers of the world to come. He does not feel (as our Church speaks) the working of the Holy Spirit in his heart. In a word, he has no more intercourse with a knowledge of the spiritual world, than this poor creature had of the natural, while shut up in its dark enclosure. 9. But the moment the Spirit of the Almighty strikes the heart of him that was till then without God in the world, it breaks the hardness of his heart, and creates all things new. The Sun of Righteousness appears, and shines upon his soul, showing him the light of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. He is in a new world. All things round him are become new, such as it never before entered into his heart to conceive. He sees, so far as his newly-opened eyes can bear the sight, The opening heavens around him shine, With beams of sacred bliss.

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He sees that he has "an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous;" and that he has "redemption in his blood, the remission of his sins." He sees "a new way that is opened into the holiest by the blood of Jesus;" and his "light shineth more and more unto the perfect day." 10. By the same gracious stroke, he that before had ears but heard not is now made capable of hearing. He hears the voice that raiseth the dead, the voice of Him that is "the resurrection and the life." He is no longer deaf to his invitations or commands, to his promises or threatenings; but gladly hears every word that proceeds out of his mouth, and governs thereby all his thoughts, words, and actions. 11. At the same time, he receives other spiritual senses, capable of discerning spiritual good and evil. He is enabled to taste, as well as to see, how gracious the Lord is. He enters into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, and tastes of the powers of the world to come. He finds Jesus' love far better than wine; yea, sweeter than honey or the honey-comb. He knows what that meaneth: "All thy garments smell of myrrh, aloes, and cassia." He feels the love of God shed abroad in his heart by the Holy Ghost which is given unto him; or, as our Church expresses it, "feels the workings of the Spirit of God in his heart." Meantime, it may easily be observed, that the substance of all these figurative expressions is comprised in that one word faith, taken in its widest sense; being enjoyed, more or less, by everyone that believes in the name of the Son of God. This change, from spiritual death to spiritual life, is properly the new birth; all the particulars whereof are admirably well expressed by Dr. Watts in one verse: Renew my eyes, open my ears, And form my soul afresh; Give me new passions, joys and fears, And turn the stone to flesh!

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14. From hence we may clearly perceive the wide difference there is between Christianity and morality. Indeed nothing can be more sure than that true Christianity cannot exist without both the inward experience and outward practice of justice, mercy, and truth; and this alone is given in morality. But it is equally certain that all morality, all the justice, mercy, and truth which can possibly exist without Christianity, profiteth nothing at all, is of no value in the sight of God, to those that are under the Christian dispensation. Let it be observed, I purposely add, "to those that are under the Christian dispensation," because I have no authority from the Word of God "to judge those that are without." Nor do I conceive that any man living has a right to sentence all the heathen and Mahometan world to damnation. It is far better to leave them to him that made them, and who is "the Father of the spirits of all flesh;" who is the God of the Heathens as well as the Christians, and who hateth nothing that he hath made. But meantime this is nothing to those that name the name of Christ: all those, being under the law, the Christian law, shall undoubtedly be judged thereby; and, of consequence, unless those be so changed as was the animal above mentioned, unless they have new senses, ideas, passions, tempers, they are no Christians. However just, true, or merciful they may be, they are but Atheists still!

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10. But let us descend to particulars; and see that each of you deal faithfully with his own soul. If any of you have now twice, thrice, or four times as much substance as when you first saw my face, faithfully examine yourselves, and see if you do not set your hearts, if not directly on money or riches themselves, yet on some of the things that are purchasable thereby; which comes to the same thing. All those the Apostle John includes under that general name, the world; and the desire of them, or to seek happiness in them, under that form, "the love of the world." This he divides into three branches, "the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, and the pride of life." Fairly examine yourselves with regard to these. And, First, as to "the desire of the flesh." I believe this means the seeking of happiness in the things that gratify the senses. To instance in one: Do not you seek your happiness in enlarging the pleasure of tasting. To be more particular: Do you not eat more plentifully, or more delicately, than you did ten or twenty years ago Do not you use more drink, or drink of a more costly kind, than you did then Do you sleep on as hard a bed as you did once, suppose your health will bear it To touch on one point more: do you fast as often, now you are rich, as you did when you was poor Ought you not, in all reason, to do this rather more often than more seldom I am afraid your own heart condemns you. You are not clear in this matter.

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11. The Second branch of the love of the world, "the desire of the eyes," is of a wider extent. We may understand thereby, the seeking our happiness in gratifying the imagination, (which is chiefly done by means of the eyes,) by grand, or new, or beautiful objects; If they may not all be reduced to one head; since neither grand nor beautiful objects are pleasing when the novelty of them is gone. But are not the veriest trifles pleasing as long as they are new Do not some of you, on the score of novelty, seek no small part of your happiness in that trifle of trifles dress Do not you bestow more money, or (which is the same) more time or pains, upon it than you did once I doubt this is not done to please God. Then it pleases the devil. If you laid aside your need less ornaments some years since, ruffles, necklaces, spider-caps, ugly, unbecoming bonnets, costly linen, expensive laces, have you not, in defiance of religion and reason, taken to them again

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12. Perhaps you say you can now afford the expense. This is the quintessence of nonsense. Who gave you this addition to your fortune; or (to speak properly) lent it to you To speak more properly still, who lodged it for a time in your hands as his stewards; informing you at the same time for what purposes he entrusted you with it And can you afford to waste your Lord's goods, for every part of which you are to give an account; or to expend them in any other way than that which he hath expressly appointed Away with this vile, diabolical cant! Let it never more come out of your lips. This affording to rob God is the very cant of hell. Do not you know that God entrusted you with that money (all above what buys necessaries for your families) to feed the hungry, to clothe the naked, to help the stranger, the widow, the fatherless; and, indeed, as far as it will go, to relieve the wants of all mankind How can you, how dare you, defraud your Lord, by applying it to any other purpose When he entrusted you with a little, did he not entrust you with it that you might lay out all that little in doing good And when he entrusted you with more, did he not entrust you with that additional money that you might do so much the more good, as you had more ability Had you any more right to waste a pound, a shilling, or a penny, than you had before You have, therefore, no more right to gratify the desire of the flesh, or the desire of the eyes, now than when you was a beggar. O no! do not make so poor a return to your beneficent Lord! Rather, the more he entrusts you with, be so much the more careful to employ every mite as he hath appointed.

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15. "But is there no way," you may ask, "either to prevent or to cure this dire disease" There is one preventative of it, which is also a remedy for it; and I believe there is no other under heaven. It is this. After you have gained (with the cautions above given) all you can, and saved all you can, wanting for nothing; spend not one pound, one shilling, or one penny, to gratify either the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, or the pride of life; or indeed, for any other end than to please and glorify God. Having avoided this rock on the right hand, beware of that on the left. Secondly. Hoard nothing. Lay up no treasure on earth, but give all you can; that is, all you have. I defy all the men upon earth, yea, all the angels in heaven, to find any other way of extracting the poison from riches. 16. Let me add one word more. After having served you between sixty and seventy years; with dim eyes, shaking hands, and tottering feet, I give you one more advice before I sink into the dust. Mark those words of St. Paul: "Those that desire" or endeavour "to be rich," that moment "fall into temptation." Yea, a deep gulf of temptation, out of which nothing less than almighty power can deliver them. "They fall into a snare" the word properly means a steel trap, which instantly crushes the animal, taken therein, to pieces; "and into divers foolish and hurtful desires, which plunge men into destruction and perdition." You, above all men, who now prosper in the world, never forget these awful words! How unspeakably slippery is your path! How dangerous every step! The Lord God enable you to see your danger, and make you deeply sensible of it! O may you "awake up after his likeness, and be satisfied with it!"

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17. Permit me to come a little closer still. Perhaps I may not trouble you any more on this head. I am pained for you that are "rich in this world." Do you give all you can You who receive five hundred pounds a year, and spend only two hundred, do you give three hundred back to God If not, you certainly rob God of that three hundred. You that receive two hundred, and spend but one, do you give God the other hundred If not, you rob him of just so much. "Nay, may I not do what I will with my own" Here lies the ground of your mistake. It is not your own. It cannot be, unless you are Lord of heaven and earth. "However, I must provide for my children." Certainly. But how By making them rich Then you will probably make them Heathens, as some of you have done already. "What shall I do, then" Lord, speak to their hearts! else the Preacher speaks in vain. Leave them enough to live on, not in idleness and luxury, but by honest industry. And if you have not children, upon what scriptural or rational principle can you leave a groat behind you more than will bury you I pray consider, what are you the better for what you leave behind you What does it signify, whether you leave behind you ten thousand pounds, or ten thousand shoes and boots O leave nothing behind you! Send all you have before you into a better world! Lend it, lend it all unto the Lord, and it shall be paid you again! Is there any danger that his truth should fail It is fixed as the pillars of heaven. Haste, haste, my brethren, haste! lest you be called away before you settled what you have on this security! When this is done, you may boldly say, "Now I have nothing to do but to die! Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit! Come, Lord Jesus! Come quickly!" Bristol, September 21, 1790.

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When God at first surveyed all the works he had made, "behold, they were very good." All were perfect in beauty, and man, the lord of all, was perfect in holiness. And as his holiness was, so was his happiness. Knowing no sin, he knew no pain. But when sin was conceived, it soon brought forth pain; the whole scene was changed in a moment. He now groaned under the weight of a mortal body, and, what was far worse, a corrupted soul. That "spirit" which could have borne all his other "infirmities" was itself "wounded," and sick unto death. Thus, "in the day wherein he sinned, he began to "die;" and thus "in the midst of life we are in death;" yea, "the whole creation groaneth together," "being in bondage to sin," and therefore to misery. The whole world is, indeed, in its present state, only one great infirmary. All that are therein are sick of sin; and their one business there is to be healed. And for this very end, the great Physician of souls is continually present with them; marking all the diseases of every soul, and "giving medicines to heal its sickness." These medicines are often painful, too: Not that God willingly afflicts his creatures, but he allots them just as much pain as is necessary to their health; and for that reason because it is so. The pain of cure must, then, be endured by every man, as well as the pain of sickness. And herein is manifest the infinite wisdom of Him who careth for us, that the very sickness of those with whom he converses may be a great means of every man's cure. The very wickedness of others is, in a thousand ways, conducive to a good man's holiness. They trouble him, it is true; but even that trouble is "health to his soul, and marrow to his bones." He suffers many things from them; but it is to this end, that he may be "made perfect through" those "sufferings."

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But as perfect holiness is not found on earth, so neither is perfect happiness. In this life adult Christians are saved from all sin, and are made perfect in love. See Mr. Wesley's "Plain Account of Christian Perfection." Edit. Some remains of our disease will ever be felt, and some physic be necessary to heal it. Therefore we must be, more or less, subject to the pain of cure, as well as the pain of sickness. And, accordingly, neither do "the wicked" here "cease from troubling," nor can "the weary be at rest." Who, then will "deliver" us "from the body of this death" Death will deliver us. Death shall set those free in a moment, who "were all their life-time subject to bondage." Death shall destroy at once the whole body of sin, This doctrine, that we are saved from sin by death, is nowhere taught in sacred Scripture, as Mr. Wesley afterwards perceived, and demonstrated in the treatise just mentioned, and in several of his Sermons. Edit. and therewith of its companion, pain. And therefore, "there the wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary be at rest." The Scriptures give us no account of the place where the souls of the just remain from death to the resurrection; but we have an account of their state in these words: In explaining which I shall consider, I. How the wicked do here trouble good men; and, II. How the weary are there at rest." I. Let us consider, First, how the "wicked" here "trouble" good men. And this is a spacious field. Look round the world; take a view of all the troubles therein: How few are there whereof the wicked are not the occasion! "From whence come wars and fightings among you" Whence all the ills that embitter society; that often turn that highest of blessings into a curse, and make it "good for man to be alone" "Come they not hence," from self-will, pride, inordinate affection in one word, from wickedness And can it be otherwise, so long as it remains upon earth As well may "the Ethiopian change his skin," as a wicked man cease to trouble both himself and his neighbour, but especially good men: Inasmuch as, while he is wicked he is continually injuring either them, or himself, or God.

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First. Wicked men trouble those who serve God, by the injuries they do them. As at first, "he that was born after the flesh persecuted him that was born after the Spirit, even so it is now." And so it must be, till all things are fulfilled; "till heaven and earth pass away," "all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution." For there is an irreconcilable enmity between the Spirit of Christ, and the spirit of the world. If the followers of Christ "were of the world, the world would love its own: But because they are not of the world, therefore the world hateth them." And this hatred they will not fail to show by their words: They will "say all manner of evil against them falsely;" "they will find out many inventions" whereby even "the good that is in them may be evil spoken of," and in a thousand instances lay to their charge the ill that they know not. From words in due time they proceed to deeds; treating the servants as their forefathers did their Master; wronging and despitefully using them in as many ways as fraud can invent and force accomplish. 2. It is true, these troubles sit heaviest upon those who are yet weak in the faith; and the more of the Spirit of Christ any man gains, the lighter do they appear to him. So that to him who is truly renewed therein, who is full of the knowledge and love of God, all the wrongs of wicked men are not only no evils, but are matter of real and solid joy. But still, though he rejoices for his own sake, he cannot but grieve for theirs. "He hath great heaviness and continual sorrow in" his "heart, for" his "brethren according to the flesh," who are thus "treasuring up to themselves wrath against the day of wrath, and revelation of the righteous judgment of God." His eyes weep for them in secret places; he is horribly afraid for them; yea, he "could even wish to be accursed" himself, so they might inherit a blessing. And thus it is, that they who can not only slight, but rejoice in the greatest injury done to them, yet are troubled at that which wicked men do to themselves and the grievous misery that attends them.

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3. How much more are they troubled at the injuries wicked men are continually offering to God! This was the circumstance which made the contradiction of sinners so severe a trial to our Lord himself: "He that despiseth me, despiseth Him that sent me." And how are these despisers now multiplied upon earth! Who fear not the Son, neither the Father. How are we surrounded with those who blaspheme the Lord and his Anointed; either reviling the whole of his glorious gospel, or making him a liar as to some of the blessed truths which he hath graciously revealed therein! How many of those who profess to believe the whole, yet, in effect preach another gospel; so disguising the most essential doctrines thereof by their new interpretations, as to retain the words only, but nothing of "the faith once delivered to the saints!" How many who have not yet made shipwreck of the faith are strangers to the fruits of it! It hath not purified their hearts; it hath not overcome the world; they are yet "in the gall of bitterness, and in the bond of iniquity." They are still "lovers of themselves," "lovers of the world," "lovers of pleasure," and not "lovers of God." Lovers of God No. He "is not in all their thoughts!" They delight not in Him, they do not thirst after Him; they do not rejoice in doing his will, neither make their boast of his praise! O faith, working by love, whither art thou fled Surely the Son of man did once plant thee upon earth. Where then art thou now Among the wealthy No. "The deceitfulness of riches" there "chokes the word, and it becometh unfruitful." Among the poor No. "The cares of the world" are there, so that it bringeth forth no fruit to perfection. However, there is nothing to prevent its growth among those who have neither poverty nor riches:" Yes; "the desire of other things." And experience shows, by a thousand melancholy examples, that the allowed desire of anything, great or small, otherwise than as a means to the one thing needful, will by degrees banish the care of that out of the soul, and unfit it for every good word or work.

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Such is the trouble not to descend to particulars, which are endless that wicked men continually occasion to the good. Such is the state of all good men while on earth: But it is not so with their souls in paradise. In the moment wherein they are loosed from the body they know pain no more. Though they are not yet possessed of the "fullness of joy," yet all grief is done away. For "there the wicked cease from troubling; and there the weary be at rest." II. 1. "There the weary are at rest" which was the Second thing to be considered, not only from those evils which prudence might have prevented, or piety removed, even in this life; but from those which were inseparable therefrom, which were their unavoidable portion on earth. They are now at rest, whom wicked men would not suffer to rest before: For into the seat of the spirits of just men, none but the spirits of the just can enter. They are at length hid from the scourge of the tongue: Their name is not here cast out as evil. Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and the Prophets, do not revile, or separate them from their company. They are no longer despitefully used, and persecuted; neither do they groan under the hand of the oppressor. No injustice, no malice, no fraud is there; they are all "Israelites indeed, in whom there is no guile." There are no sinners against their own souls; therefore there is no painful pity, no fear for them. There are no blasphemers of God or of his word; no profaners of his name or of his Sabbaths; no denier of the Lord that bought him; none that trample upon the blood of his everlasting covenant: In a word, no earthly or sensual, no devilish spirit; none who do not love the Lord their God with all their heart.

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2. There, therefore, "the weary are at rest" from all the troubles which the wicked occasioned; and, indeed, from all the other evils which are necessary in this world, either as the consequence of sin, or for the cure of it. They are at rest, in the First place, from bodily pain. In order to judge of the greatness of this deliverance, let but those who have not felt it take a view of one who lies on a sick or death bed. Is this he that was "made a little lower than the angels" How is the glory departed from him! His eye is dim and heavy; his cheek pale and wan; his tongue falters; his hand trembles; his breast heaves and pants; his whole body is now distorted, and writhed to and fro; now moist, and cold, and motionless, like the earth to which it is going. And yet, all this which you see is but the shadow of what he feels. You see not the pain that tears his heart, that shoots through all his veins, and chases the flying soul through every part of her once-loved habitation. Could we see this, too, how earnestly should we cry out: "O sin, what hast thou done! To what hast thou brought the noblest part of the visible creation! Was it for this the good God made man" O no! Neither will he suffer it long. Yet a little while, and all the storms of life shall be over, and thou shalt be gathered into the storehouse of the dead; and "there "the weary are at rest."

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3. They "are at rest" from all these infirmities and follies which they could not escape in this life. They are no longer exposed to the delusions of sense, or the dreams of imagination. They are not hindered from seeing the noblest truths, by inadvertence; nor do they ever lose the sight they have once gained, by inattention. They are not entangled with prejudice, nor ever misled by hasty or partial views of the object: And, consequently, no error is there. O blessed place, where truth alone can enter! truth unmixed, undisguised, enlightening every man who cometh into the world! where there is no difference of opinions; but all think alike; all are of one heart, and of one mind: Where that offspring of hell, controversy, which turneth this world upside down, can never come: Where those who have been sawn asunder thereby, and often cried out in the bitterness of their soul, "Peace, peace!" shall find what they then sought in vain, even a peace which none taketh from them.

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4. And yet all this, inconceivably great as it is, is the least part of their deliverance. For in the moment wherein they shake off the flesh, they are delivered, not only from the troubling of the wicked, not only from pain and sickness, from folly and infirmity; but also from all sin. A deliverance this, in sight of which all the rest vanish away. This is the triumphal song which everyone heareth when he entereth the gates of paradise: "Thou, being dead, sinnest no more. Sin hath no more dominion over thee. For in that thou diedst, thou diedst unto sin once; but in that thou livest, thou livest unto God." The sentiment which is here again expressed, that it is death which destroys sin in the human heart, though couched in the language of an Apostle, is a branch of that philosophical Mysticism which Mr. Wesley entertained at this early period of his life, and which he afterwards renounced for the scriptural doctrine of salvation by faith. According to the New Testament, every believer is already delivered from the dominion of sin; and the Bible never represents the entire sanctification of our nature as effected by death. It is the work of the Holy Spirit; and is not suspended upon the dissolution of the body; but upon the exercise of a steadfast faith in the almighty Saviour. Edit.

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6. Let us view a little more nearly the state of a Christian at his entrance into the other world. Suppose "the silver cord" of life just "loosed," and "the wheel broken at the cistern;" the heart can now beat no more; the blood ceases to move; the last breath flies off from the quivering lips, and the soul springs forth into eternity. What are the thoughts of such a soul, that has just subdued her last enemy, death That sees the body of sin lying beneath her, and is new born into the world of spirits How does she sing, "`O death, where is thy sting O grave, where is thy victory Thanks be unto God,' who hath given me `the victory, through our Lord Jesus Christ!' O happy day, wherein I shall begin to live! wherein I shall taste my native freedom! When I was `born of a woman' I had `but a short time to live,' and that time was `full of misery;' that corruptible body pressed me down, and enslaved me to sin and pain. But the snare is broken, and I am delivered. Henceforth I know them no more. That head is no more an aching head: Those eyes shall no more run down with tears: That heart shall no more pant with anguish or fear; be weighed down with sorrow or care: Those limbs shall no more be racked with pain: Yea, `sin hath no more dominion over' me. At length, I have parted from thee, O my enemy; and I shall see thy face no more! I shall never more be unfaithful to my Lord, or offend the eyes of his glory: I am no longer that wavering, fickle, self-inconsistent creature, sinning and repenting, and sinning again. No. I shall never cease, day or night, to love and praise the Lord my God, with all my heart, and with all my strength. But what are ye Are `all these ministering spirits sent forth to minister to' one `heir of salvation' Then, dust and ashes, farewell! I hear a voice from heaven saying, `Come away, and rest from thy labours. Thy warfare is accomplished, thy sin is pardoned; and the days of thy mourning are ended.'"

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7. My brethren, these truths need little application. Believe ye that these things are so What then hath each of you to do, but to "lay aside every weight, and run with patience the race set before him" To "count all things" else "but dung" and dross; especially those grand idols, learning and reputation, if they are pursued in any other measure, or with any other view, than as they conduce to the knowledge and love of God to have this "one thing" continually in thine heart, "when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest by the way, and when thou liest down, and when thou risest up" to have thy "loins" ever "girt," and "thy light burning" to serve the Lord thy God with all thy might; if by any means, when He requireth thy soul of thee, perhaps in an hour when thou lookest not for Him, thou mayst enter "where the wicked cease from troubling, and where the weary are at rest."

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4. Is there not in several respects, a remarkable resemblance between the case of Israel and our own General wickedness then occasioned a general visitation; and does not the same cause now produce the same effect We likewise have sinned, and we are punished; and perhaps these are only the beginning of sorrows. Perhaps the angel is now stretching out his hand over England to destroy it. O that the Lord would at length say to him that destroyeth, "It is enough; stay now thine hand!" 5. That vice is the parent of misery, few deny; it is confirmed by the general suffrage of all ages. But we seldom bring this home to ourselves; when we speak of sin as the cause of misery, we usually mean, the sin of other people, and suppose we suffer, because they sin. But need we go so far Are not our own vices sufficient to account for all our sufferings Let us fairly and impartially consider this; let us examine our own hearts and lives. We all suffer: and we have all sinned. But will it not be most profitable for us, to consider every one his own sins, as bringing sufferings both on himself and others; to say, "Lo, I have sinned, I have done wickedly; but these sheep, what have they done"

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4. Such is the condition of Englishmen at home. And is it any better abroad I fear not. From those who are now upon the spot, I learn that in our colonies also many are causing the people to drink largely of the same deadly wine; thousands of whom are thereby inflamed more and more, till their heads are utterly turned, and they are mad to all intents and purposes. Reason is lost in rage; its small still voice is drowned by popular clamour. Wisdom is fallen in the streets. And where is the place of understanding It is hardly to be found in these provinces. Here is slavery, real slavery indeed, most properly so called. For the regular, legal, constitutional form of government is no more. Here is real, not imaginary, bondage: Not the shadow of English liberty is left. Not only no liberty of the press is allowed, none dare print a page, or a line, unless it be exactly conformable to the sentiments of our lords, the people, but no liberty of speech. Their tongue is not their own. None must dare to utter one word, either in favour of King George, or in disfavour of the idol they have set up, the new, illegal, unconstitutional government, utterly unknown to us and to our forefathers. Here is no religious liberty; no liberty of conscience for them that "honour the king," and whom, consequently, a sense of duty prompts them to defend from the vile calumnies continually vented against him. Here is no civil liberty; no enjoying the fruit of their labour, any further than the populace pleases. A man has no security for his trade, his house, his property, unless he will swim with the stream. Nay, he has no security for his life, if his popular neighbour has a mind to cut his throat: For there is no law; and no legal magistrate to take cognizance of offences. There is the gulf of tyranny, of arbitrary power on one hand, and of anarchy on the other. And, as if all this were not misery enough, see likewise the fell monster, war! But who can describe the complicated misery which is contained in this Hark! the cannons roar! A pitchy cloud covers the face of the sky. Noise, confusion, terror, reign over all! Dying groans are on every side.

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Dying groans are on every side. The bodies of men are pierced, torn, hewed in pieces; their blood is poured on the earth like water! Their souls take their flight into the eternal world; perhaps into everlasting misery. The ministers of grace turn away from the horrid scene; the ministers of vengeance triumph. Such already has been the face of things in that once happy land where peace and plenty, even while banished from great part of Europe, smiled for near an hundred years. 5. And what is it which drags on these poor victims into the field of blood It is a great phantom, which stalks before them, which they are taught to call, liberty! It is this Which breathes into their hearts stern love of war, And thirst of vengeance, and contempt of death. Real liberty, meantime, is trampled underfoot, and is lost in anarchy and confusion. 6. But which of these warriors all the while considered the wife of his youth, that is now left a disconsolate widow, perhaps with none that careth for her; perhaps deprived of her only comfort and support, and not having where to lay her head Who considered his helpless children, now desolate orphans, it may be, crying for bread, while their mother has nothing left to give them but her sorrows and her tears II. 1. And yet "these sheep, what have they done," although all this is come upon them "Suppose ye that they are sinners above other men, because they suffer such things I tell you, Nay; but except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish." It therefore behoves us to consider our own sins; the cause of all our sufferings. It behoves each of us to say, "Lo, I have sinned; I have done wickedly." 2. The time would fail, should I attempt to enumerate all the ways wherein we have sinned; but in general, this is certain: The rich, the poor, the high, the low, Have wander'd from his mild command; The floods of wickedness o'erflow, And deluge all the guilty land: People and Priest lie drown'd in sin, And Tophet yawns to take them in. How innumerable are the violations of justice among us! Who does not adopt the old maxim, Si possis, recte; si non, quocunque modo rem: "If you can get money honestly, do; but, however, get money"

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Where is mercy to be found, if it would stand in opposition to interest How few will scruple, for a valuable consideration, to oppress the widow or fatherless And where shall we find truth Deceit and fraud go not out of our streets. Who is it that speaks the truth from his heart Whose words are the picture of his thoughts Where is he that has "put away all lying," that never speaks what he does not mean Who is ashamed of this Indeed it was once said, and even by a statesman, "All other vices have had their patrons; but lying is so base, so abominable a vice, that never was anyone found yet who dared openly to plead for it." Would one imagine this writer lived in a Court yea, and that in the present century Did not he himself, then, as well as all his brother-statesmen, plead for a trade of deliberate lying Did he not plead for the innocence, yea, and the necessity, of employing spies the vilest race of liars under the sun Yet who ever scrupled using them, but Lord Clarendon 3. O truth, whither art thou fled How few have any acquaintance with thee! Do not we continually tell lies for the nonce, without gaining thereby either profit or pleasure Is not even our common language replete with falsehood Above a hundred years ago the poet complained, It never was good day Since lowly fawning was called compliment. What would he have said had he lived a century later, when that art was brought to perfection 4. Perhaps there is one palpable evidence of this which is not usually attended to. If you blame a man in many other respects, he is not much affronted. But if you say he is a liar, he will not bear it; he takes fire at once. Why is this Because a man can bear to be blamed when he is conscious of his own innocence. But if you say he is a liar, you touch a sore spot: he is guilty, and therefore cannot bear it.

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5. Is there a character more despicable than even that of a liar Perhaps there is; even that of an epicure. And are we not a generation of epicures Is not our belly our god Are not eating and drinking our chief delight, our highest happiness Is it not the main study (I fear, the only study) of many honourable men to enlarge the pleasure of tasting When was luxury (not in food only, but in dress, furniture, equipage) carried to such an height in Great Britain ever since it was a nation We have lately extended the British empire almost over the globe. We have carried our laurels into Africa, into Asia, into the burning and the frozen climes of America. And what have we brought thence All the elegance of vice which either the eastern or western world could afford. 6. Luxury is constantly the parent of sloth. Every glutton will, in due time, be a drone. The more of meat and drink he devours, the less taste will he have for labour. This degeneracy of the Britons from their temperate, active forefathers, was taken notice of in the last century. But if Mr. Herbert then said, O England, full of sin, but most of sloth! what would he have said now Observe the difference between the last and the present century, only in a single instance: In the last, the Parliament used to meet hora quinta, ante meridiem, "at five in the morning!" Could these Britons look out of their graves, what would they think of the present generation 7. Permit me to touch on one article more, wherein, indeed, we excel all the nations upon earth. Not one nation under the canopy of heaven can vie with the English in profaneness. Such a total neglect, such an utter contempt of God, is nowhere else to be found. In no other streets, except in Ireland, can you hear on every side, The horrid oath, the direful curse, That latest weapon of the wretch's war, And blasphemy, sad comrade of despair!

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9. But now the plague is begun, and has already made such ravages both in England and America, what can we do, in order that it may be stayed How shall we stand "between the living and the dead" Is there any better way to turn aside the anger of God, than that prescribed by St. James: "Purge your hands, ye sinners, and purify your hearts, ye double-minded" First. "Purge your hands." Immediately put away the evil of your doings. Instantly flee from sin, from every evil word and work, as from the face of a serpent. "Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth;" no uncharitable, no unprofitable, conversation. Let no guile be found in your mouth: Speak to every man the truth from your heart. Renounce every way of acting, however gainful, which is contrary either to justice or mercy. Do to everyone as, in parallel circumstances, you would wish he should do unto you. Be sober, temperate, active; and in every word and work, labour to have a conscience void of offence toward God and toward man. Next, through the almighty grace of Him that loved you, and gave himself for you, "purify your hearts by faith." Be no longer double-minded, halting between earth and heaven, striving to serve God and mammon. Purify your hearts from pride, humbling yourselves under the mighty hand of God; from all party-zeal, anger, resentment, bitterness, which now, especially, will easily beset you; from all prejudice, bigotry, narrowness of spirit; from impetuosity, and impatience of contradiction; from love of dispute, and from every degree of an unmerciful or implacable temper. Instead of this earthly, devilish wisdom, let "the wisdom from above" sink deep into your hearts; that "wisdom" which "is first pure," then "peaceable, easy to be entreated," convinced, persuaded, or appeased, "full of mercy and good fruits; without partiality," embracing all men; "without hypocrisy," genuine and unfeigned. Now, if ever, "putting away with all malice, all clamour," (railing,) "and evil-speaking: Be ye kind one to another," to all your brethren and countrymen, "tender-hearted" to all that are in distress; "forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

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5. Within a few years he made several more voyages to America, and took several more journeys through the provinces. And in every journey he found fresh reason to bless God, who still prospered the work of his hands; there being more and more, in all the provinces, who found his word to be "the power of God unto salvation." 6. But the last journey he made, he acknowledged to some of his friends, that he had much sorrow and heaviness in his heart, on account of multitudes who for a time ran well, but afterwards "drew back unto perdition." Indeed, in a few years, the far greater part of those who had once "received the word with joy," yea, had "escaped the corruption that is in the world," were "entangled again and overcome." Some were like those who received the seed on stony ground, which "in time of temptation withered away." Others were like those who "received it among thorns: "the thorns" soon "sprang up, and choked it." Insomuch that he found exceeding few who "brought forth fruit to perfection." A vast majority had entirely "turned back from the holy commandment delivered to them." 7. And what wonder! for it was a true saying, which was common in the ancient Church, "The soul and the body make a man; and the spirit and discipline make a Christian." But those who were more or less affected by Mr. Whitefield's preaching had no discipline at all. They had no shadow of discipline; nothing of the kind. They were formed into no societies: They had no Christian connection with each other, nor were ever taught to watch over each other's souls. So that if any fell into lukewarmness, or even into sin, he had none to lift him up: He might fall lower and lower, yea, into hell, if he would, for who regarded it 8. Things were in this state when about eleven years ago I received several letters from America, giving a melancholy account of the state of religion in most of the colonies, and earnestly entreating that some of our Preachers would come over and help them. It was believed they might confirm many that were weak or wavering, and lift up many that were fallen; nay, and that they would see more fruit of their labours in America than they had done either in England or Ireland.

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3. A gentleman who was there in the following year observed the same spirit in every corner of the town: "Why should these English blockheads rule over us" was then the common language. And as one encouraged another herein, the spirit of independency rose higher and higher, till it began to spread into the other colonies bordering upon New-England. Nevertheless the fear of their troublesome neighbours, then in possession of Canada, kept them within bounds, and for a time prevented the flame from breaking out. But when the English had removed that fear from them, when Canada was ceded to the king of Great Britain, the desire then ripened into a formed design; only a convenient opportunity was wanting. 4. It was not long before that opportunity appeared. The Stamp-Act was passed, and sent over to America. The malcontents saw and pressed their advantage; they represented it as a common cause; and by proper emissaries spread their own spirit through another and another colony. By inflammatory papers of every kind, they stirred up the minds of the people. They vilified, first, the English Ministry, representing them, one and all, as the veriest wretches alive, void of all honesty, honour, and humanity. By the same methods they next inflamed the people in general against the British Parliament, representing them as the most infamous villains upon earth, as a company of base, unprincipled hirelings. But still they affected to reverence the King, and spoke very honourably of him. Not long; a few months after, they treated him in the same manner they had done his ministers and his Parliament.

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9. We have seen, how by the breaking out of this spirit, in open defiance of the British Government, an effectual check was given to the trade of those colonies. They themselves, by a wonderful stroke of policy, threw up the whole trade of their mother-country, and all its dependencies; made an Act, that no British ship should enter into any of their harbours; nay, they fitted out numberless privateers, which seized upon all the British ships they could find. The King's ships seized an equal number of theirs. So their foreign trade too was brought almost to nothing. Their riches died away with their trade, especially as they had no internal resources; the flower of their youth, before employed in husbandry, being now drawn off into their armies, so that the most fruitful lands were of no use, none being left to till the ground. And when wealth fled away, (as was before observed,) so did plenty too; abundance of all things being succeeded by scarcity of all things. 10. The wheel now began to move within the wheel. The trade and wealth of the Americans failing, the grand incentives of pride failed also; for few admire or flatter the poor. And, being deserted by most of their admirers, they did not altogether so much admire themselves; especially when they found, upon the trial, that they had grievously miscalculated their own strength; which they had made no doubt would be sufficient to carry all before it. It is true, many of them still exalted themselves; but others were truly and deeply humbled. 11. Poverty, and scarcity consequent upon it, struck still more directly at the root of their luxury. There was no place now for that immoderate superfluity either of food or apparel. They sought no more, and could seldom obtain, so much as plain food, sufficient to sustain nature. And they were content if they could procure coarse apparel, to keep them clean and warm. Thus they were reduced to the same condition their forefathers were in when the providence of God brought them into this country. They were nearly in the same outward circumstances. Happy, if they were likewise in the same spirit!

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12. Poverty and want struck at the root of sloth also. It was now no time to say, "A little more sleep, a little more slumber, a little more folding of the hands to rest." If a man would not work now, it was plain he could not eat. All the pains he could take were little enough to procure the bare necessaries of life: Seeing, on the one hand, so few of them remained, their own armies having swept away all before them; and, on the other, what remained bore so high a price, that exceeding few were able to purchase them. 13. Thus, by the adorable providence of God, the main hindrances of his work are removed. And in how wonderful a manner; such as it never could have entered into the heart of man to conceive! Those hindrances had been growing up and continually increasing for many years. What God foresaw would prove the remedy grew up with the disease; and when the disease was come to its height, then only began to operate. Immense trade, wealth, and plenty begot and nourished proportionable pride, and luxury, and sloth, and wantonness. Meantime the same trade, wealth, and plenty begot or nourished the spirit of independency. Who would have imagined that this evil disease would lay a foundation for the cure of all the rest And yet so it was. For this spirit, now come to maturity, and disdaining all restraint, is now swiftly destroying the trade, and wealth, and plenty whereby it was nourished, and thereby makes way for the happy return of humility, temperance, industry, and chastity. Such unspeakable good does the all-wise God bring out of all this evil! So does "the fierceness of man," of the Americans, "turn to his praise," in a very different sense from what Dr. Witherspoon supposes! 14. May we not observe, how exactly in this grand scene of providence, one wheel answers to the other The spirit of independency, which our poet so justly terms, The glorious fault of angels and of gods,

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15. From these we learn that the spiritual blessings are what God principally intends in all these severe dispensations. He intends they should all work together for the destruction of Satan's kingdom, and the promotion of the kingdom of his dear Son; that they should all minister to the general spread of "righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost." But after the inhabitants of these provinces are brought again to "seek the kingdom of God, and his righteousness," there can be no doubt, but all other things, all temporal blessings, will be added unto them. He will send through all the happy land, with all the necessaries and conveniences of life, not independency, (which would be no blessing, but an heavy curse, both to them and their children,) but liberty, real, legal liberty; which is an unspeakable blessing. He will superadd to Christian liberty, liberty from sin, true civil liberty; a liberty from oppression of every kind; from illegal violence; a liberty to enjoy their lives, their persons, and their property; in a word, a liberty to be governed in all things by the laws of their country. They will again enjoy true British liberty, such as they enjoyed before these commotions: Neither less nor more than they have enjoyed from their first settlement in America. Neither less nor more than is now enjoyed by the inhabitants of their mother country. If their mother-country had ever designed to deprive them of this, she might have done it long ago; and that this was never done, is a demonstration that it was never intended. But God permitted this strange dread of imaginary evils to spread over all the people that he might have mercy upon all, that he might do good to all, by saving them from the bondage of sin, and bringing them into "the glorious liberty of the children of God!"

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2. The regularity of their behaviour gave occasion to a young gentleman of the college to say, "I think we have got a new set of Methodists," alluding to a set of Physicians, who began to flourish at Rome about the time of Nero, and continued for several ages. The name was new and quaint; it clave to them immediately; and from that time, both those four young gentlemen, and all that had any religious connection with them, were distinguished by the name of Methodists. 3. In the four or five years following, another and another were added to the number, till, in the year 1735, there were fourteen of them who constantly met together. Three of these were Tutors in their several Colleges; the rest, Bachelors of Arts or Under-graduates. They were all precisely of one judgment, as well as of one soul; all tenacious of order to the last degree, and observant, for conscience' sake, of every rule of the Church, and every statute both of the University and of their respective Colleges. They were all orthodox in every point; firmly believing, not only the Three Creeds, but whatsoever they judged to be the doctrine of the Church of England, as contained in her Articles and Homilies. As to that practice of the Apostolic Church, (which continued till the time of Tertullian, at least in many Churches,) the having all things in common, they had no rule, nor any formed design concerning it; but it was so in effect. and it could not be otherwise; for none could want anything that another could spare. This was the infancy of the work. They had no conception of anything that would follow. Indeed, they took "no thought for the morrow," desiring only to live today.

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4. Many imagined that little society would be dispersed, and Methodism (so called) come to an end, when, in October, 1735, my brother, Mr. Ingham, and I, were induced, by a strange chain of providences, to go over to the new colony in Georgia. Our design was to preach to the Indian nations bordering upon that province; but we were detained at Savannah and Frederica, by the importunity of the people, who, having no other Ministers, earnestly requested that we would not leave them. After a time, I desired the most serious of them to meet me once or twice a week at my house. Here were the rudiments of a Methodist society; but, notwithstanding this, both my brother and I were as vehemently attached to the Church as ever, and to every rubric of it; insomuch that I would never admit a Dissenter to the Lord's Supper, unless he would be re-baptized. Nay, when the Lutheran Minister of the Saltzburgers at Ebenezer, being at Savannah, desired to receive it, I told him, I did not dare to administer it to him, because I looked upon him as unbaptized; as I judged baptism by laymen to be invalid: And such I counted all that were not episcopally ordained.

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5. Full of these sentiments, of this zeal for the Church, (from which, I bless God, he has now delivered me,) I returned to England in the beginning of February, 1738. I was now in haste to retire to Oxford, and bury myself in my beloved obscurity; but I was detained in London, week after week, by the Trustees for the Colony of Georgia. In the meantime, I was continually importuned to preach in one and another church; and that not only morning, afternoon, and night, on Sunday, but on week-days also. As I was lately come from a far country, vast multitudes flocked together; but in a short time, partly because of those unwieldy crowds, partly because of my unfashionable doctrine, I was excluded from one and another church, and, at length, shut out of all! Not daring to be silent, after a short struggle between honour and conscience, I made a virtue of necessity, and preached in the middle of Moorfields. Here were thousands upon thousands, abundantly more than any church could contain; and numbers among them, who never went to any church or place of public worship at all. More and more of them were cut to the heart, and came to me all in tears, inquiring with the utmost eagerness, what they must do to be saved. I said, "If all of you will meet on Thursday evening, I will advise you as well as I can." The first evening about twelve persons came; the next week, thirty or forty. When they were increased to about an hundred, I took down their names and places of abode, intending, as often as it was convenient, to call upon them at their own houses. Thus, without any previous plan or design, began the Methodist society in England, a company of people associating together, to help each other to work out their own salvation.

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6. The next spring we were invited to Bristol and Kingswood; where, likewise, Societies were quickly formed. The year following we went to Newcastle-upon-Tyne, and preached to all the colliers and keelmen round it. In 1744, we went through Cornwall, as far as Sennen, near the Land's End; and, in the compass of two or three years more, to almost every part of England. Some time after, we were desired to go over to Ireland; and, in process of time, to every county therein. Last of all, we were invited to Musselburgh, Glasgow, and several other parts of Scotland. But it was in Edinburgh, Glasgow, Dundee, Arbroath, and Aberdeen, that we saw the greatest fruit of our labour.

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II. 1. Such was the rise, and such has been the progress, of Methodism, from the beginning to the present time. But you will naturally ask, "What is Methodism What does this new word mean Is it not a new religion" This is a very common, nay, almost an universal, supposition; but nothing can be more remote from the truth. It is a mistake all over. Methodism, so called, is the old religion, the religion of the Bible, the religion of the primitive Church, the religion of the Church of England. This old religion, (as I observed in the "Earnest Appeal to Men of Reason and Religion,") is "no other than love, the love of God and of all mankind; the loving God with all our heart, and soul, and strength, as having first loved us, as the fountain of all the good we have received, and of all we ever hope to enjoy; and the loving every soul which God hath made, every man on earth as our own soul. This love is the great medicine of life; the neverfailing remedy for all the evils of a disordered world; for all the miseries and vices of men. Wherever this is, there are virtue and happiness going hand in hand; there is humbleness of mind, gentleness, long-suffering, the whole image of God; and, at the same time, a `peace that passeth all understanding,' with `joy unspeakable and full of glory.' This religion of love, and joy, and peace, has its seat in the inmost soul; but is ever showing itself by its fruits, continually springing up, not only in all innocence, (for love worketh no ill to his neighbour,) but, likewise, in every kind of beneficence, spreading virtue and happiness all around it."

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"Just at the time when we wanted little of filling up the measure of our iniquities, two or three Clergymen of the Church of England began vehemently to call sinners to repentance. Many thousands gathered together to hear them; and, in every place where they came, many began to show such concern for religion as they never had done before. Many were in a short time deeply convinced of the number and heinousness of their sins, of their evil tempers, of their inability to help themselves, and of the insignificancy of their outside religion. And from this repentance sprung fruits meet for repentance; the whole form of their life was changed. They `ceased to do evil, and learned to do well.' Neither was this all; but over and above this outward change they began to experience inward religion; the love of God was shed abroad in their hearts, which they enjoy to this day. They `love Him, because he first loved us;' and this love constrains them to love all mankind, and inspires them with every holy and heavenly temper, with the mind which was in Christ. Hence it is that they are now uniform in their behaviour, unblamable in all manner of conversation; and in whatsoever state they are, they have learned therewith to be content. Thus they calmly travel on through life, never repining, or murmuring, or dissatisfied, till the hour comes that they shall drop this covering of earth, and return to the Father of spirits." 6. This revival of religion has spread to such a degree, as neither we nor our fathers had known. How extensive has it been! There is scarce a considerable town in the kingdom, where some have not been made witnesses of it. It has spread to every age and sex, to most orders and degrees of men; and even to abundance of those who, in time past, were accounted monsters of wickedness. Consider the swiftness as well as extent of it. "In what age has such a number of sinners been recovered in so short a time from the error of their ways When has true religion, I will not say since the Reformation, but since the time of Constantine the Great, made so large a progress in any nation, within so small a space I believe hardly can either ancient or modern history afford a parallel instance.

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7. "We may likewise observe the depth of the work so extensively and swiftly wrought. Multitudes have been throughly convinced of sin; and, shortly after, so filled with joy and love, that whether they were in the body, or out of the body, they could hardly tell; and, in the power of this love, they have trampled underfoot whatever the world accounts either terrible or desirable, having evidenced, in the severest trials, an invariable and tender good-will to mankind, and all the fruits of holiness. Now so deep a repentance, so strong a faith, so fervent love, and so unblemished holiness, wrought in so many persons in so short a time, the world has not seen for many ages. 8. "No less remarkable is the purity of the religion which has extended itself so deeply and swiftly: I speak particularly as to the doctrines held by those who are the subjects of it. Those of the Church of England, at least, must acknowledge this; for where is there a body of people, who, number for number, so closely adhere to the doctrines of the Church "Nor is their religion more pure from heresy than it is from superstition. In former times, wherever any unusual religious concern has appeared, there has sprung up with it a zeal for things that were no part of religion. But it has not been so in the present case; no stress has been laid on anything, as though it was necessary to salvation, but what is plainly contained in the word of God. And of the things contained therein, the stress laid on each has been in proportion to the nearness of its relation to what is there laid down as the sum of all, the love of God and our neighbour. So pure, both from superstition and error, is the religion which has lately spread in this nation.

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9. "It is likewise rational. It is as pure from enthusiasm as from superstition. It is true the contrary has been continually affirmed; but to affirm is one thing, to prove is another. Who will prove that it is enthusiasm to love God, yea, to love him with all our heart Who is able to make good this charge against the love of all mankind (I do but just touch on the general heads.) But if you cannot make it good, own this religion to be sober, manly, rational, divine. 10. "It is also pure from bigotry. Those who hold it are not bigoted to opinions. They would hold right opinions; but they are peculiarly cautious not to rest the weight of Christianity there. They have no such overgrown fondness for any opinions, as to think those alone will make them Christians; or to confine their affection, or esteem, to those that agree with them therein. Nor are they bigoted to any particular branch even of practical religion; they are not attached to one point more than another; they aim at uniform, universal obedience. They contend for nothing circumstantial, as if it were essential to religion; but for everything in its own order. 11. "They dread that bitter zeal, that spirit of persecution, which has so often accompanied the spirit of reformation. They do not approve of using any kind of violence, on any pretence, in matters of religion. They allow no method of bringing any to the knowledge of the truth, except the methods of reason and persuasion; and their practice is consistent with their profession. They do not, in fact, hinder their dependents from worshipping God, in every respect, according to their own conscience." But if these things are so, may we not well say, "What hath God wrought!" For such a work, if we consider the extensiveness of it, the swiftness with which it has spread, the depth of the religion so swiftly diffused, and its purity from all corrupt mixtures, we must acknowledge cannot easily be paralleled, in all these concurrent circumstances, by anything that is found in the English annals, since Christianity was first planted in this island.

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12. It may throw considerable light upon the nature of this work, to mention one circumstance more, attending the present revival of religion, which, I apprehend, is quite peculiar to it. I do not remember to have either seen, heard, or read of anything parallel. It cannot be denied that there have been several considerable revivals of religion in England since the Reformation. But the generality of the English nation were little profited thereby; because they that were the subjects of those revivals, Preachers as well as people, soon separated from the Established Church, and formed themselves into a distinct sect. So did the Presbyterians first; afterwards, the Independents, the Anabaptists, and the Quakers: And after this was done, they did scarce any good, except to their own little body. As they chose to separate from the Church, so the people remaining therein separated from them, and generally contracted a prejudice against them. But these were immensely the greatest number; so that, by that unhappy separation, the hope of a general, national reformation was totally cut off. 13. But it is not so in the present revival of religion. The Methodists (so termed) know their calling. They weighed the matter at first, and, upon mature deliberation, determined to continue in the Church. Since that time, they have not wanted temptations of every kind to alter their resolution. They have heard abundance said upon the subject, perhaps all that can be said: They have read the writings of the most eminent pleaders for separation, both in the last and present century: They have spent several days in a General Conference upon this very question, "Is it expedient (supposing, not granting, that it is lawful) to separate from the Established Church" But still they could see no sufficient cause to depart from their first resolution. So that their fixed purpose is, let the Clergy or laity use them well or ill, by the grace of God, to endure all things, to hold on their even course, and to continue in the Church, maugre men or devils, unless God permits them to be thrust out.

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When my brother and I returned from Georgia, we were in the same sentiments. And at that time we and our friends were the only persons to whom that innocent name was affixed. Thus far, therefore, all the Methodists were firm to the Church of England. 16. But a good man who met with us when we were at Oxford, while he was absent from us, conversed much with Dissenters, and contracted strong prejudices against the Church: I mean Mr. Whitefield: And not long after he totally separated from us. In some years, William Cudworth and several others separated from him, and turned Independents; as did Mr. Maxfield and a few more, after separating from us. Lastly, a school was set up near Trevecka, in Wales; and almost all who were educated there, (except those that were ordained, and some of them too,) as they disclaimed all connexion with the Methodists, so they disclaimed the Church also: Nay, they spoke of it, upon all occasions, with exquisite bitterness and contempt. Now, let every impartial person judge whether we are accountable for any of these. None of these have any manner of connexion with the original Methodists. They are branches broken off from the tree: If they break from the Church also, we are not accountable for it. These, therefore, cannot make our glorying void, that we do not, will not, form any separate sect, but from principle remain, what we always have been, true members of the Church of England.

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17. Brethren, I presume the greater part of you also are members of the Church of England. So, at least, you are called; but you are not so indeed, unless you are witnesses of the religion above described. And are you really such Judge not one another; but every man look into his own bosom. How stands the matter in your own breast Examine your conscience before God. Are you an happy partaker of this scriptural, this truly primitive, religion Are you a witness of the religion of love Are you a lover of God and all mankind Does your heart glow with gratitude to the Giver of every good and perfect gift, the Father of the spirit flesh, who giveth you life, and breath, and all things; who hath given you his Son, his only Son, that you "might not perish, but have everlasting life" Is your soul warm with benevolence to all mankind Do you long to have all men virtuous and happy And does the constant tenor of your life and conversation bear witness of this Do you "love, not in word" only, "but in deed and in truth" Do you persevere in the "work of faith, and the labour of Love" Do you "walk in love, as Christ also loved us, and gave himself for us" Do you, as you have time, "do good unto all men;" and in as high a degree as you are able Whosoever thus "doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother." Whosoever thou art, whose heart is herein as my heart, give me thine hand! Come, and let us magnify the Lord together, and labour to promote his kingdom upon earth! Let us join hearts and hands in this blessed work, in striving to bring glory to God in the highest, by establishing peace and good-will among men, to the uttermost of our power! First. Let our hearts be joined herein; let us unite our wishes and prayers; let our whole soul pant after a general revival of pure religion and undefiled, the restoration of the image of God, pure love, in every child of man!

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Let our hearts be joined herein; let us unite our wishes and prayers; let our whole soul pant after a general revival of pure religion and undefiled, the restoration of the image of God, pure love, in every child of man! Then let us endeavour to promote, in our several stations, this scriptural, primitive religion; let us, with all diligence, diffuse the religion of love among all we have any intercourse with; let us provoke all men, not to enmity and contention, but to love and to good works; always remembering those deep words, (God engrave them on all our hearts!) "God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him!"

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II. And surely "the end of this man is peace;" the meaning of which words we are now, in the Second place, to consider. I do not conceive this immediately to refer to that glorious peace which is prepared for him in the presence of God to all eternity; but rather to that which he will enjoy in the present world, before his spirit returns to God that gave it. Neither does it seem directly to refer to outward peace, or deliverance from outward trouble; although it is true, many good men, who have been long buffeted by adversity, and troubled on every side, have experienced an entire deliverance from it, and enjoyed a remarkable calm before they went hence. But this seems chiefly to refer to inward peace; even that "peace of God which passeth all understanding." Therefore it is no wonder that it cannot be fully and adequately expressed in human language. We can only say, it is an unspeakable calmness and serenity of spirit, a tranquillity in the blood of Christ, which keeps the souls of believers, in their latest hour, even as a garrison keeps a city; which keeps not only their hearts, all their passions and affections, but also their minds, all the motions of their understanding and imagination, and all the workings of their reason, in Christ Jesus. This peace they experienced in a higher or lower degree, (suppose they continued in the faith,) from the time they first found redemption in the blood of Jesus, even the forgiveness of sins. But when they have nearly finished their course, it generally flows as a river, even in such a degree as it had not before entered into their hearts to conceive. A remarkable instance of this, out of a thousand, occurred many years ago: Enoch Williams, one of the first of our Preachers that was stationed at Cork, (who had received this peace when he was eleven years old, and never lost it for an hour,) after he had rejoiced in God with joy unspeakable during the whole course of his illness, was too much exhausted to speak many words, but just said, "Peace! peace!" and died.

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2. When Mr. Hill went up to London, to attend the Parliament, he took his lady and Mr. Fletcher with him. While they were dining at St. Alban's, he walked out into the town, but did not return till the coach was set out for London. However, a saddle-horse being left, he came after, and overtook them on the same evening. Mrs. Hill asking him why he stayed behind, he said, "I was walking through the market-place, and I heard a poor old woman talk so sweetly of Jesus Christ, that I knew not how the time past away." "I will be hanged," said Mrs. Hill, "if our tutor does not turn Methodist by and by!" "Methodist, Madam," said he, "pray what is that" She replied, "Why, the Methodists are a people that do nothing but pray. They are praying all day and all night." "Are they" said he, "then, with the help of God, I will find them out, if they be above ground." He did, not long after, find them out, and had his desire, being admitted into the society. While he was in town, he met in Mr. Richard Edwards's class, and lost no opportunity of meeting. And he retained a peculiar regard for Mr. Edwards to the day of his death. 3. It was not long before he was pressed in spirit to call sinners to repentance. Seeing the world all around him lying in wickedness, he found an earnest desire To pluck poor brands out of the fire, To snatch them from the verge of hell. And though he was yet far from being perfect in the English tongue, particularly with regard to the pronunciation of it, yet the earnestness with which he spake, seldom to be seen in England, and the unspeakably tender affection to poor, lost sinners which breathed in every word and gesture, made so deep an impression on all that heard that very few went empty away.

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6. But after some time he was prevailed upon by the Countess of Huntingdon to leave his beloved retreat, and remove into Wales, in order to superintend her school at Trevecka. This he did with all his power, instructing the young men both in learning and philosophy; till he received a letter from the Countess, together with the circular letter signed by Mr. Shirley, summoning all that feared God in England to meet together at Bristol at the time of the Methodist Conference, "in order to bear testimony against the "dreadful heresy" contained in the Minutes of the preceding Conference." Her Ladyship declared, that all who did not absolutely renounce those eight propositions which were contained in the Minutes of that Conference must immediately leave her house. Mr. Fletcher was exceedingly surprised at this peremptory declaration. He spent the next day in fasting and prayer, and in the evening wrote to her Ladyship that he not only could not utterly renounce, but must entirely approve of, all those eight propositions; and therefore had obeyed her order, by leaving her house and returning to his own at Madeley.

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9. But this sickness was not unto death; it was only sent that the glory of the Lord might appear. During the whole course of it, he remained at Newington, and was visited by persons of all ranks; and they all marvelled at the grace of God that was in him. In all his pain, no complaint came out of his mouth; but his every breath was spent, either in praising God, or exhorting and comforting his neighbour. 10. When nothing else availed, he was advised to take a journey by sea and by land into his own country. He did this in company with Mr. Ireland, a well-tried and faithful friend, who loved him as a brother, and thought no pains ill bestowed, if he could preserve so valuable a life. He resided in his own country about a year, and was a blessing to all that were round about him. Being much recovered, he spent some months in France, and then returned in perfect health to Madeley. 11. In the year 1781, with the full approbation of all his friends, he married Miss Bosanquet; of whom, as she is still alive, I say no more at present, than that she was the only person in England whom I judged to be worthy of Mr. Fletcher. By her tender and judicious care his health was confirmed more and more; and I am firmly convinced, that had he used this health in travelling all over the kingdom, five, or six, or seven months every year, (for which never was man more eminently qualified; no, not Mr. Whitefield himself,) he would have done more good than any other man in England. I cannot doubt but this would have been the more excellent way. However, though he did not accept of this honour, he did abundance of good in that narrower sphere of action which he chose; and was a pattern well worthy the imitation of all the parochial Ministers in the kingdom. 12. His manner of life during the time that he and his wife lived together, it may be most satisfactory to give in her own words: "It is no little grief to me that my dearly beloved husband has left no account of himself in writing; and I am not able to give many particulars of a life the most angelical I have ever known.

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"Since the time I had the honour and happiness of living vith him, every day made me more sensible of the mighty work of the Spirit upon him. The fruits of this were manifest in all his life and conversation; but in nothing more than in his meekness and humility. It was a meekness which no affront could move; an humility which loved to be unknown, forgotten, and despised. I think this was going to an extreme. How hard is it to find an eminent person who loves an equal! But his delight was in preferring others to himself. It appeared so natural in him, that it seemed as his meat to set everyone before himself. He spake not of the fault of an absent person but when necessary; and then with the utmost caution. He made no account of his own labours; and perhaps carried to an extreme his dislike of hearing them mentioned. "Patience is the daughter of humility. In him it discovered itself in a manner which I wish I could either describe or imitate. It produced in him a ready mind to embrace every cross with alacrity and pleasure. And for the good of his neighbour, (the poor in particular,) nothing seemed hard, nothing wearisome. When I have been grieved to call him out of his study, from his closet-work, two or three times in an hour, he would answer, "O, my dear, never think of that; it matters not what we do, so we are always ready to meet the will of God; it is only conformity to this which makes any employment excellent." "He had a singular love for the lambs of the flock, the children; and applied himself with the greatest diligence to their instruction, for which he had a peculiar gift: and this populous parish found him full exercise for it. The poorest met with the same attention from him as the rich. For their sakes he almost grudged himself necessaries, and often expressed a pain in using them, while any of his parish wanted them. "But while I mention his meekness and love, let me not forget the peculiar favour of his Master in giving him the most firm and resolute courage. In reproving sin and daring sinners, he was a "son of thunder;" and regarded neither fear nor favour, when he had a message from God to deliver.

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On Thursday, August 4, he was employed in the work of God from three in the afternoon till nine at night. When he came home he said, `I have taken cold.' On Friday and Saturday he was not well, but seemed uncommonly drawn out in prayer. On Saturday night his fever appeared very strong. I begged him not to go to church in the morning; but he told me, `It was the will of the Lord;' in which case I never dared to persuade. In reading Prayers, he almost fainted away. I got through the crowd and entreated him to come out of the desk. But he let me and others know, in his sweet manner, that we were not to interrupt the order of God. I then retired to my pew, where all around me were in tears. When he was a little refreshed by the windows being opened, he went on; and then preached with a strength and recollection that surprised us all.

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"He was rigidly just, but perfectly loose from all attachment to the world. He shared his all with the poor, who lay so close to his heart that at the approach of death, when he could not speak without difficulty, he cried out: `O my poor! what will become of my poor' He was blessed with so great a degree of humility, as is scarce to be found. I am witness, how often he has rejoiced in being treated with contempt. Indeed, it seemed the very food of his soul to be little and unknown. When he desired me to write a line to his brother, if he died; I replying, `I will write him all the Lord's dealings with thee;' `No, no," said he, `write nothing about me. I only desire to be forgotten. God is all.' His zeal for souls I need not tell you. Let the labours of twenty-five years and a martyr's death in the conclusion, imprint it on your hearts. His diligent visitation of the sick occasioned the fever which, by God's commission, tore him from you and me. And his vehement desire to take his last leave of you, with dying lips and hands, gave, it is supposed, the finishing stroke, by preparing his blood for putrefaction. Thus has he lived and died your servant; and will any of you refuse to meet him at God's right hand in that day "He walked with death always in sight. About two months ago he came to me and said, `My dear love, I know not how it is, but I have a strange impression death is very near us, as if it would be some sudden stroke upon one of us. And it draws out all my soul in prayer, that we may be ready.' He then broke out: `Lord, prepare the soul thou wilt call! And Oh, stand by the poor disconsolate one that shall be left behind!'

Sermon 133

John Wesley · None · sermon
But it is possible we all may be such as he was: Let us then endeavour to follow him as he followed Christ! Norwich, October 24, 1785 His Epitaph Here lies the Body of Vicar of Madeley; Who as born at Nyon in Switzerland, September 12, 1729, And finished his course, August the 14th, 1785, In this village, Where his unexampled labours Will never be forgotten. He exercised his ministry for the space of twenty-five years In this parish, With uncommon zeal and ability. But though many believed his report, Yet he might with justice have adopted The lamentation of the Prophet: "All the Day long have I stretched out my hands Unto a disobedient and gainsaying people: Yet surely my judgment is with the Lord, And my work with my God."

Sermon 134

John Wesley · None · sermon
4. It is from a full, settled conviction, that I owe this labour of love to my brethren, and to my tender parent, alma mater: The University of Oxford by whom I have been nourished for now more than twenty years, and from whom, under God, I have received those advantages of which I trust I shall retain a grateful sense till my spirit returns to God who gave it; it is, I say, from a full conviction that love and gratitude, as well as that dispensation of the gospel wherewith I am entrusted, require it of me, that even I have undertaken to speak on a needful, though unwelcome, subject. I would indeed have wished that some more acceptable person would have done this. But should all hold their peace, the very stones would cry out, "How is the faithful city become an harlot!" 5. How faithful she was once to her Lord, to whom she had been betrothed as a chaste virgin, let not only the writings of her sons, which shall be had in honour throughout all generations, but also the blood of her martyrs, speak; a stronger testimony of her faithfulness than could be given by words, even By all the speeches of the babbling earth. But how is she now become an harlot! How hath she departed from her Lord! How hath she denied him, and listened to the voice of strangers! both, I. In respect of doctrine; and, II. Of practice. I. In respect of doctrine. 1. It cannot be said that all our writers are setters forth of strange doctrines. There are those who expound the oracles of God by the same Spirit wherewith they were written; and who faithfully cleave to the solid foundation which our Church hath laid agreeable thereto; touching which we have His word who cannot lie, that "the gates of hell shall not prevail against it." There are those also, (blessed be the Author of every good gift!) who, as wise master-builders, build thereon, not hay or stubble, but gold and precious stones, but that charity which never faileth.

Sermon 134

John Wesley · None · sermon
8. But how does the general stream of writers and Preachers (let me be excused the invidious task of instancing in particular persons) agree with this doctrine Indeed, not at all. Very few can we find who simply and earnestly enforce it. But very many who write and preach as if Christian holiness, or religion, were a purely negative thing; as if; not to curse or swear, not to lie or slander, not to be a drunkard, a thief; or a whoremonger, not to speak or do evil, was religion enough to entitle a man to heaven! How many, if they go something further than this, describe it only as an outward thing; as if it consisted chiefly, if not wholly, in doing good, (as it is called,) and using the means of grace! Or, should they go a little farther still, yet what do they add to this poor account of religion Why, perhaps, that a man should be orthodox in his opinions, and have a zeal for the constitution in Church and state. And this is all: This is all the religion they can allow, without degenerating into enthusiasm! So true it is, that the faith of a devil, and the life of a Heathen, make up what most men call a good Christian! 9. But why should we seek further witnesses of this Are there not many present here who are of the same opinion who believe that a good moral man, and a good Christian, mean the same thing that a man need not trouble himself any further, if he only practises as much Christianity as was written over the Heathen Emperor's gate, " Do as thou wouldest be done unto;" especially if he be not an infidel, or a heretic, but believes all that the Bible and the Church say is true

Sermon 134

John Wesley · None · sermon
6. And even as to the hours assigned for study, are they generally spent to any better purpose Not if they are employed in reading (as is too common) plays, novels, or idle tales, which naturally tend to increase our inbred corruption, and heat the furnace of our unholy desires seven times hotter than it was before How little preferable is the laborious idleness of those who spend day after day in gaming or diversions, vilely casting away that time the value of which they cannot know, till they are passed through it into eternity! 7. Know ye not then so much as this, you that are called moral men, that all idleness is immorality; that there is no grosser dishonesty than sloth; that every voluntary blockhead is a knave He defrauds his benefactors, his parents, and the world; and robs both God and his own soul. Yet how many of these are among us! How many lazy drones, as if only fruges consumere nati! "born to eat up the produce of the soil." How many whose ignorance is not owing to incapacity, but to mere laziness! How few, (let it not seem immodest that even such a one as I should touch on that tender point,) of the vast number who have it in their power, are truly learned men Not to speak of the other eastern tongues, who is there that can be said to understand Hebrew Might I not say, or even Greek A little of Homer or Xenophon we may still remember; but how few can readily read or understand so much as a page of Clemens Alexandrinus, Chrysostom, or Ephrem Syrus And as to philosophy, (not to mention mathematics, or the abstruser branches of it,) how few do we find who have laid the foundation, who are masters even of logic; who thoroughly understand so much as the rules of syllogizing; the very doctrine of the moods and figures! O what is so scarce as learning, save religion!

Sermon 134

John Wesley · None · sermon
8. And indeed learning will be seldom found without religion; for temporal views, as experience shows, will very rarely suffice to carry one through the labour required to be a thorough scholar. Can it then be dissembled, that there is too often a defect in those to whom the care of youth is entrusted Is that solemn direction sufficiently considered, (Statut. p. 7,) "Let the tutor diligently instruct those scholars committed to his care in strict morality; and especially in the first principles of religion, and in the articles of doctrine" And do they, to whom this important charge is given, labour diligently to lay this good foundation to fix true principles of religion in the minds of youth entrusted with them by their lectures to recommend the practice thereof by the powerful and pleasing influence of their example to enforce this by frequent private advice, earnestly and strongly inculcated to observe the progress, and carefully inquire into the behaviour, of every one of them in a word, to watch over their souls as they that must give account 9. Suffer me, since I have begun to speak upon this head, to go a little farther. Is there sufficient care taken that they should know and keep the statutes which we are all engaged to observe How then is it that they are so notoriously broken every day To instance only in a few: It is appointed, as to divine offices and preaching, "That ALL shall publicly attend: Graduates and scholars shall attend punctually, and continue till all be finished with due reverence from the beginning to the end." (P. 181.) It is appointed, "That scholars of every rank shall abstain from all kinds of play where money is contended for; such as cards, dice, and bowls; nor shall they be present at public games of this nature." (P. 157.) It is appointed, "That all (the sons of noblemen excepted) shall accustom themselves to black or dark-coloured clothing; and that they shall keep at the utmost distance from pomp and extravagance." (P. 157.) It is appointed, "That scholars of every rank shall abstain from alehouses, inns, taverns, and from every place within the city where wine, or any other kind of liquor, is ordinarily sold." (P.164.)

Sermon 135

John Wesley · None · sermon
Indeed, in this present state of things, that wise Being, who knows well how to extract good out of evil, has shown us one way of making this universal frailty highly conducive both to our virtue and happiness. Even grief, if it lead us to repentance, and proceed from a serious sense of our faults, is not to be repented of; since those who thus sow in tears shall reap in joy. If we confine it to this particular occasion, it does not impair, but greatly assist, our imperfect reason; pain, either of body or mind, acting quicker than reflection, and fixing more deeply in the memory any circumstance it attends. From the very nature of grief; which is an uneasiness in the mind on the apprehension of some present evil, it appears, that its arising in us, on any other occasion than that of sin, is entirely owing to our want of judgment. Are any of those accidents, in the language of men termed misfortunes, such as reproach, poverty, loss of life, or even of friends, real evils So far from it, that, if we dare believe our Creator, they are often positive blessings. They all work together for our good. And our Lord accordingly commands us, even when the severest loss, that of our reputation, befals us, if it is in a good cause, as it must be our own fault if it be not, to "rejoice, and be exceeding glad." But what fully proves the utter absurdity of almost all our grief; except that for our own failings, is, that the occasion of it is always past before it begins. To recal what has already been, is utterly impossible, and beyond the reach of Omnipotence itself. Let those who are fond of misery, if any such there be, indulge their minds in this fruitless inquietude. They who desire happiness will have a care how they cherish such a passion, as is neither desirable in itself; nor serves to any good purpose, present or future.

Sermon 136

John Wesley · None · sermon
3. In the next place, they are as cautious of taking from, as of adding to, the word they preach. They dare no more, considering in whose sight they stand, say less, than or more, than He has assigned them. They must publish, as proper occasions offer, all that is contained in the oracles of God; whether smooth or otherwise, it matters nothing, since it is unquestionably true, and useful too: "For all Scripture is given by inspiration of God; and is profitable either for doctrine, or reproof, or correction, or instruction in righteousness," either to teach us what we are to believe or practise, or for conviction of error, reformation of vice. They know that there is nothing superfluous in it, relating either to faith or practice; and therefore they preach all parts of it, though those more frequently and particularly which are more particularly wanted where they are. They are so far from abstaining to speak against any vice because it is fashionable and in repute in the place Providence has allotted them; but for that very reason they are more zealous in testifying against it. They are so far from abstaining from speaking for any virtue because it is unfashionable and in disrepute where they are placed, that they therefore the more vigorously recommend it.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
"But some man will say, How are the dead raised up And with what body do they come" How can these things be How is it possible that these bodies should be raised again, and joined to their several souls, which many thousands of years ago were either buried in the earth, or swallowed up in the sea, or devoured by fire which have mouldered into the finest dust, that dust scattered over the face of the earth, dispersed as far as the heavens are wide; nay, which has undergone ten thousand changes, has fattened the earth, become the food of other creatures, and these again the food of other men How is it possible that all these little parts, which made up the body of Abraham, should be again ranged together, and, unmixed with the dust of other bodies, be all placed in the same order and posture that they were before, so as to make up the very self-same body which his soul at his death forsook Ezekiel was indeed, in a vision, set down in a valley full of dry bones, "and he heard a noise, and behold a shaking, and the bones came together, bone to his bone; the sinews and the flesh came upon them, and the skin covered them above, and breath came into them, and they lived, and stood upon their feet." This might be in a vision. But that all this, and much more, should in time come to pass; that our bones, after they are crumbled into dust, should really become living men; that all the little parts whereof our bodies were made, should immediately, at a general summons, meet again, and every one challenge and possess its own place, till at last the whole be perfectly rebuilt; that this, I say, should be done, is so incredible a thing, that we cannot so much as have any notion of it. And we may observe, that the Gentiles were most displeased with this article of the Christian faith; it was one of the last things the Heathens believed; and it is to this day the chief objection to Christianity, "How are the dead raised up With what body do they come" In my discourse on these words, I shall do three things:

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
The mention which the Scripture makes of the places where the dead shall rise, further shows, that the same body which died shall rise. Thus we read in Daniel: "Those that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake; some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt." And, we may likewise observe, that the very phrase, of sleep and awake, implies, that when we rise again from the dead, our bodies will be as much the same as they are when we awake from sleep. Thus, again, our Lord affirms, (John 5:28, 29,) "The hour is coming in which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice, and shall come forth; they that have done good to the resurrection of life, and they that have done evil to the resurrection of damnation." Now, if the same body do not rise again, what need is there of opening the graves at the end of the world The graves can give up no bodies but those which were laid in them. If we were not to rise with the very same bodies that died, then they might rest for ever. To this we need only add that of St. Paul: "The Lord shall change this vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body. Now, this vile body can be no other than that with which we are flow clothed, which must be restored to life again. That in all this there is nothing incredible or impossible, I shall show by proving these three things: 1. That it is possible for God to keep and preserve unmixed, from all other bodies, the particular dust into which our several bodies are dissolved, and can gather and join it again, how far soever dispersed asunder. 2. That God can form that dust so gathered together, into the same body as it was before. 3. That when he hath formed this body, he can enliven it with the same soul that before inhabited it.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
1. God can distinguish and keep unmixed from all other bodies the particular dust into which our several bodies are dissolved, and can gather it together and join it again, how far soever dispersed asunder. God is infinite both in knowledge and power. He knoweth the number of the stars, and calleth them all by their names; he can tell the number of the sands on the sea-shore: And is it at all incredible, that He should distinctly know the several particles of dust into which the bodies of men are mouldered, and plainly discern to whom they belong, and the various changes they have undergone Why should it be thought strange, that He, who at the first formed us, whose eyes saw our substance yet being imperfect, from whom we were not hid when we were made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth, should know every part of our bodies, and every particle of dust whereof we were composed The artist knows every part of the watch which he frames; and if it should fall in pieces, and the various parts of it lie in the greatest disorder and confusion, yet he can soon gather them together, and as easily distinguish one from another, as if every one had its particular mark. He knows the use of each, and can readily give it its proper place, and put them all exactly in the same figure and order they were before. And can we think that the Almighty Builder of the world, whose workmanship we are, does not know whereof we are made, or is not acquainted with the several parts of which this earthly tabernacle is composed All these lay in one vast heap at the creation, till he separated them one from another, and framed them into those distinct bodies whereof this beautiful world consists. And why may not the same Power collect the ruins of our corrupted bodies, and restore them to their former condition All the parts into which men's bodies are dissolved, however they seem to us carelessly scattered over the face of the earth, are yet carefully laid up by God's wise disposal till the day of the restoration of all things. They are preserved in the waters and fires, in the birds and beasts, till the last trumpet shall summon them to their former habitation.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
"But," say they, "it may sometimes happen that several men's bodies may consist of the self-same matter. For the bodies of men are often devoured by other animals, which are eaten by other men. Nay, there are nations which feed upon human flesh; consequently, they borrow a great part of their bodies from other men. And if that which was part of one man's body becomes afterwards part of another man's, how can both rise at the last day with the same bodies they had before" To this it may easily be replied, that a very small part of what is eaten turns to nourishment, the far greater part goes away according to the order of nature. So that it is not at all impossible for God, who watches over and governs all this, so to order things, that what is part of one man's body, though eaten by another, shall never turn to his nourishment; or, if it does, that it shall wear off again, and, some time before his death, be separated from him, so that it may remain in a capacity of being restored at the last day to its former owner.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
Thus have I shown that the resurrection of the same body is by no means impossible to God; that what he hath promised he is able also to perform, by that "mighty power by which he is able to subdue all things to himself." Though, therefore, we cannot exactly tell the manner how it shall be done, yet this ought not in the least to weaken our belief of this important article of our faith. It is enough, that He to whom all things are possible hath passed his word that he will raise us again. Let those who presume to mock at the glorious hope of all good men, and are constantly raising objections against it, first try their skill upon the various appearances of nature. Let them explain everything which they see happen in this world, before they talk of the difficulties of explaining the resurrection. Can they tell me how their own bodies were fashioned and curiously wrought Can they give me a plain account, by what orderly steps this glorious stately structure, which discovers so much workmanship and rare contrivance, was at first created How was the first drop of blood made; and how came the heart, and veins, and arteries to receive it Of what, and by what means, were the nerves and fibres made What fixed the little springs in their due places, and fitted them for the several uses for which they now serve How was the brain distinguished from the other parts of the body, and filled with spirits to move and animate the whole How came the body to be fenced with bones and sinews, to be clothed with skin and flesh, distinguished into various muscles Let them but answer these few questions about the mechanism of our own bodies, and I will answer all the difficulties concerning the resurrection of them. But if they cannot do this without having recourse to the infinite power and wisdom of the FIRST CAUSE, let them know that the same power and wisdom can re-animate it, after it is turned into dust; and that there is no reason for our doubting concerning the thing because there are some circumstances belonging to it which we cannot perfectly comprehend or give a distinct account of.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
II. I now proceed to the Second thing I proposed; which was, to describe the difference the Scripture makes between the qualities of a mortal and of a glorified body. The change which shall be made in our bodies at the resurrection, according to the Scripture account, will consist chiefly in these four things: 1. That our bodies shall be raised immortal and incorruptible. 2. That they shall be raised in glory. 3. That they shall be raised in power. 4. That they shall be raised spiritual bodies. 1. The body that we shall have at the resurrection shall be immortal and incorruptible: "For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality." Now, these words, immortal and incorruptible, not only signify that we shall die no more, (for in that sense the damned are immortal and incorruptible,) but that we shall be perfectly free from all the bodily evils which sin brought into the world; that our bodies shall not be subject to sickness, or pain, or any other inconveniences we are daily exposed to. This the Scripture calls "the redemption of our bodies," the freeing them from all their maladies. Were we to receive them again, subject to all the frailties and miseries which we are forced to wrestle with, I much doubt whether a wise man, were he left to his choice, would willingly take his again; whether he would not choose to let his still lie rotting in the grave, rather than to be again chained to such a cumbersome clod of earth. Such a resurrection would be, as a wise Heathen calls it, "a resurrection to another sheep." It would look more like a redemption to death again, than a resurrection to life.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
But our hope and comfort are, that we shall shortly be delivered from this burden of flesh: When "God shall wipe away all tears from our eyes, and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain; for the former things are passed away." O when shall we arrive at that happy hand where no complaints were ever heard, where we shall all enjoy uninterrupted health both of body and mind, and never more be exposed to any of those inconveniences that disturb our present pilgrimage. When we shall have once passed from death unto life, we shall be eased of all the troublesome care of our bodies, which now takes up so much of our time and thoughts. We shall be set, now undergo to support our lives. Yon robes of light, with which we shall be clothed at the resurrection of the just will not stand in need of those careful provisions which it is so troublesome to us here either to procure or to be without. But then, as our Lord tells us, those who shall be accounted worthy to obtain that world "neither marry nor are given in marriage, neither can they die any more, but they are equal to the angels." Their bodies are neither subject to disease, nor want that daily sustenance which these mortal bodies cannot be without. "Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats; but God will destroy both it and them." This is that perfect happiness which all good men shall enjoy in the other world, a mind free from all trouble and guilt, in a body free from all pains and diseases. Thus our mortal bodies shall he raised immortal. They shall not only be always preserved from death, (for so these might be, if God pleased,) but the nature of them shall be wholly changed, so that they shall not retain the same seeds of mortality; they cannot die any more.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. Our bodies shall he raised in glory. "Then shall the righteous shine as the sun in the kingdom of their Father." A resemblance of this we have in the lustre of Moses's face, when he had conversed with God on the mount. His face shone so bright, that the children of Israel were afraid to come near him, till he threw a veil over it. And that extraordinary majesty of Stephen's face seemed to be an earnest of his glory. "All that sat in the council, looking steadfastly on him, saw his face as it had been the face of an angel." How then, if it shone so gloriously even on earth, will it shine in the other world, when his, and the bodies of all the saints, are made like unto Christ's glorious body! How glorious the body of Christ is, we may guess from his transfiguration. St. Peter, when he saw this, when our Lord's face shone as the sun, and his raiment became shining and white as snow, was so transported with joy and admiration, that he knew not what he said. When our Saviour discovered but a little of that glory which he now possesses, and which in due time he will impart to his followers, yet that little of it made the place seem a paradise; and the disciples thought that they could wish for nothing better than always to live in such pure light, and enjoy so beautiful a sight. "It is good for us to be here: Let us make three tabernacles;" here let us fix our abode for ever. And if they thought it so happy only to be present with such heavenly bodies, and to behold them with their eyes, how much happier must it be to dwell in such glorious mansions, and to be themselves clothed with so much brightness!

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
4. Our bodies shall be raised spiritual bodies. Our spirits are now forced to serve our bodies, and to attend their leisure, and do greatly depend upon them for most of their actions. But our bodies shall then wholly serve our spirits, and minister to them, and depend upon them. So that, as by "a natural body" we understand one fitted for this lower, sensible world for this earthly state; so "a spiritual body" is one that is suited to a spiritual state, to an invisible world, to the life of angels. And, indeed, this is the principal difference between a mortal and a glorified body. This flesh is the most dangerous enemy we have: We therefore deny and renounce it in our baptism. It constantly tempts us to evil. Every sense is a snare to us. All its lusts and appetites are inordinate. It is ungovernable, and often rebels against reason. The law in our members wars against the law of our mind. When the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak; so that the best of men are forced to keep it under, and use it hardly, lest it should betray them into folly and misery. And how does it hinder us in all our devotions! How soon does it jade our minds when employed on holy things! How easily, by its enchanting pleasures, does it divert them from those noble exercises! But when we have obtained the resurrection unto life, our bodies will be spiritualized, purified, and refined from their earthly grossness; then they will be fit instruments for the soul in all its divine and heavenly employment; we shall not be weary of singing praises to God through infinite ages. Thus, after what little we have been able to conceive of it, it sufficiently appears, that a glorified body is infinitely more excellent and desirable than this vile body. The only thing that remains is,

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
III. To draw some inferences from the whole. And, First, from what has been said, we may learn the best way of preparing ourselves to live in those heavenly bodies; which is, by cleansing ourselves more and more from all earthly affections, and weaning ourselves from this body, and all the pleasures that are peculiar to it. We should begin in this life to loosen the knot between our souls and this mortal flesh; to refine our affections, and raise them from things below to things above; to take 'off our thoughts, and disengage them from present and sensible things, and accustom ourselves to think of, and converse with, things future and invisible; that so our souls, when they leave this earthly body, may be prepared for a spiritual one, as having beforehand tasted spiritual delights, and being in some degree acquainted with the things which we then shall meet with. A soul wholly taken up with this earthly body is not fit for the glorious mansions above. A sensual mind is so wedded to bodily pleasures, that it cannot enjoy itself without them; and it is not able to relish any other, though infinitely to be preferred before them. Nay, such as follow the inclinations of their fleshly appetites, are so far unfit for heavenly joys, that they would, esteem it the greatest unhappiness to he clothed with a spiritual body. It would be like clothing a beggar in the robes of a king. Such glorious bodies would be uneasy to them, they would not know what to do in them, they would be glad to retire and put on their rags again. But when we are washed from the guilt of our sins, and cleansed from all filthiness of flesh and spirit, by faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, then we shall long to be dissolved, and to be with our exalted Saviour; we shall be always ready to take wing for the other world, where we shall at last have a body suited to our spiritual appetites.

Sermon 137

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. From hence we may see how to account for the different degrees of glory in the heavenly world. For although all the children of God shall have glorious bodies, yet the glory of them all shall not be equal. "As one star differeth from another star in glory, so also is the resurrection of the dead." They shall all shine as stars; but those who, by a constant diligence in well-doing, have attained to a higher measure of purity than others, shall shine more bright than others. They shall appear as more glorious stars. It is certain that the most heavenly bodies will be given to the most heavenly souls; so that this is no little encouragement to us to make the greatest progress we possibly can in the knowledge and love of God, since the more we are weaned from the things of the earth now, the more glorious will our bodies be at the resurrection. 3. Let this consideration engage us patiently to bear whatever troubles we may be exercised with in the present life. The time of our eternal redemption draweth nigh. Let us hold out a little longer, and all tears shall be wiped from our eyes, and we shall never sigh nor sorrow any more. And how soon shall we forget all we endured in this earthly tabernacle, when once we are clothed with that house which is from above! We are now but on our journey towards home, and so must expect to struggle with many difficulties; but it will not he long ere we come to our journey's end, and that will make amends for all. We shall then be in a quiet and safe harbour, out of the reach of all storms and dangers. We shall then be at home in our Father's house, no longer exposed to the inconveniences which, so long as we abide abroad in these tents, we are subject to. And let us not forfeit all this happiness, for want of a little more patience. Only let us hold out to the end, and we shall receive an abundant recompence for all the trouble arid uneasiness of our passage which shall be endless rest and peace.

Sermon 138

John Wesley · None · sermon
2. We grieve the Holy Spirit by our sins, because they are so many contempts of the highest expression of his love, and disappoint him in his last remedy whereby he is pleased to endeavour our recovery. And thus every sin we now commit is done in despite of all his powerful assistances, in defiance of his reproofs, an ungrateful return for infinite lovingkindness! As the Holy Spirit is the immediate minister of God's will upon earth, and transacts all the great affairs of the Church of Christ, if while he pours out the riches of his grace upon us, be finds them all unsuccessful, no wonder if he appeals to all the world, in the words of the Prophet, against our ingratitude: "And now, O ye men of Judah, judge between me and my vineyard. What could have been done more to my vineyard that I have not done in it Wherefore, when I looked that it should bring forth grapes, brought it forth wild grapes" These, and many more such, which we meet with in the Holy Scriptures, are the highest expressions of the deepest concern; such as imply the utmost unwillingness to deal severely even with those whom yet, by all the wise methods of his grace, he could not reform. The Holy Spirit here represents himself as one who would be glad to spare sinners if he could; and therefore we may be sure it is grievous to him that by their sins they will not suffer him. For men thus to disappoint the Holy Spirit of Love, for that too is his peculiar title, to make him thus wait that he may be gracious, and pay attendance on us through our whole course of folly and vanity, and to stand by, and be a witness of our stubbornness, with the importunate offers of infinite kindness in his hands, is a practice of such a nature that no gracious mind can hear the thoughts of it. It is an argument of God's unbounded mercy, that he is pleased to express, that he is only grieved at it; that his indignation does not flame out against those who are thus basely ungrateful, and consume them in a moment.

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
On Love "Though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing." 1 Cor. 13:3. 1. There is great reason to fear that it will hereafter be said of most of you who are here present, that this scripture, as well as all those you have heard before, profited you nothing. Some, perhaps, are not serious enough to attend to it; some who do attend, will not believe it; some who do believe it, will yet think it a hard saying, and so forget it as soon as they can; and, of those few who receive it gladly for a time, some, having no root of humility, or self-denial, when persecution ariseth because of the word, will, rather than suffer for it, fall away. Nay, even of those who attend to it, who believe, remember, yea, and receive it so deeply into their hearts, that it both takes root there, endures the heat of temptation, and begins to bring forth fruit, yet will not all bring forth fruit unto perfection. The cares or pleasures of the world, and the desire of other things, (perhaps not felt till then,) will grow up with the word, and choke it. 2. Nor am I that speak the word of God any more secure from these dangers than you that hear it. I, too, have to bewail "an evil heart of unbelief." And whenever God shall suffer persecution to arise, yea, were it only the slight one of reproach, I may be the first that is offended. Or, if I be enabled to sustain this, yet, should he let loose the cares of the world upon me, or should he cease to guard me against those pleasures that do not lead to him, and the desire of other things than knowing and loving him, I should surely be overwhelmed, and, having preached to others, be myself a castaway.

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
3. Why then do I speak this word at all Why Because a dispensation of the gospel is committed to me: And, though what I shall do to-morrow I know not, to-day I will preach the gospel. And with regard to you, my commission runs thus: "Son of man, I do send thee to them; and thou shalt say unto them, Thus saith the Lord God; whether they will hear, or whether they will forbear." 4. Thus saith the Lord God, "Whosoever thou art who wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." (In order to this, "believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved.") "Forsake not the assembling together, as the manner of some is." In secret, likewise, "pray to thy Father who seeth in secret," and "pour out thy heart before him." Make my word "a lantern to thy feet, and a light unto thy paths." Keep it "in thy heart, and in thy mouth, when thou sittest in thy house, when thou walkest by the way, when thou liest down, and when thou risest up." "Turn unto me with fasting," as well as prayer; and, in obedience to thy dying Redeemer, by eating that bread and drinking that cup, "show ye forth the Lord's death till he comes." By the power thou shalt through these means receive from on high, do all the things which are enjoined in the Law, and avoid all those things which are forbidden therein, knowing that if ye offend in one point, ye are guilty of all." "To do good also, and to distribute, forget not;" yea, while you have time, do all the good you can unto all men. Then "deny thyself, take up thy cross daily;" and, if called thereto, "resist unto blood." And when each of you can say, "All this have I done," then let him say to himself farther, (words at which not only such as Felix alone, but the holiest soul upon earth might tremble,) "Though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing." It concerns us all, therefore, in the highest degree, to know, I. The full sense of those words, "Though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned;"

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
II. The true meaning of the word love; and, III. In what sense it can be said, that without love all this profiteth us nothing. I. As to the First: It must be observed that the word used by St. Paul properly signifies, To divide into small pieces, and then to distribute what has been so divided; and, consequently, it implies, not only divesting ourselves at once of all the worldly goods we enjoy, either from a fit of distaste to the world, or a sudden start of devotion, but an act of choice, and that choice coolly and steadily executed. It may imply, too, that this be done not out of vanity, but in part from a right principle; namely, from a design to perform the command of God, and a desire to obtain his kingdom. It must be farther observed, that the word give signifies, actually to deliver a thing according to agreement; and, accordingly, it implies, like the word preceding, not a hasty, inconsiderate action, but one performed with open eyes and a determined heart, pursuant to a resolution before taken. The full sense of the words, therefore, is this; which he that hath cars to hear, let him hear: "Though I should give all the substance of my house to feed the poor; though I should do so upon mature choice and deliberation; though I should spend my life in dealing it out to them with my own hands, yea, and that from a principle of obedience; though I should suffer, from the same view, not only reproach and shame, not only bonds and imprisonment, and all this by my own continued act and deed, not accepting deliverance, but, moreover, death itself, yea, death inflicted in a manner the most terrible to nature; yet all this, if I have not love, (the love of God, and the love of all mankind, `shed abroad in my heart by the Hold Ghost given unto me,') it profiteth me nothing."

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
"Love suffereth long," or is longsuffering. If thou love thy neighbour for God's sake, thou wilt bear long with his infirmities: If he want wisdom, thou wilt pity and not despise him: If he be in error, thou wilt mildly endeavour to recover him, without any sharpness or reproach: If he be overtaken in a fault, thou wilt labour to restore him in the spirit of meekness: And if, haply, that cannot be done soon, thou wilt have patience with him; if God, peradventure, may bring him, at length to the knowledge and love of the truth. In all provocations, either from the weakness or malice of men, thou wilt show thyself a pattern of gentleness and meekness; and, be they ever so often repeated, wilt not be overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good. Let no man deceive you with vain words: He who is not thus long-suffering, hath not love. Again: "Love is kind." Whosoever feels the love of God and man shed abroad in his heart, feels an ardent and uninterrupted thirst after the happiness of all his fellow-creatures. His soul melts away with the very fervent desire which he hath continually to promote it; and out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh. In his tongue is the law of kindness. The same is impressed on all his actions. The flame within is continually working itself away, and spreading abroad more and more, in every instance of good-will to all with whom he hath to do. So that whether he thinks or speaks, or whatever he does, it all points to the same end, the advancing, by every possible way, the happiness of all his fellow-creatures. Deceive not, therefore, your own souls: He who is not thus kind, hath not love.

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
Farther: "Love envieth not." This, indeed, is implied, when it is said, "Love is kind." For kindness and envy are inconsistent: They can no more abide together than light and darkness. If we earnestly desire all happiness to all, we cannot be grieved at the happiness of any. The fulfilling of our desire will be sweet to our soul; so far shall we be from being pained at it. If we are always doing what good we can for our neighbour, and wishing we could do more, it is impossible that we should repine at an good he receives: Indeed, it will be the very joy of our heart. However, then, we may flatter ourselves, or one another, he that envieth hath not love. It follows, "Love vaunteth not itself;" or rather, is not rash or hasty in judging: For this is indeed the true meaning of the word. As many as love their neighbour for God's sake, will not easily receive an ill opinion of any to whom they wish all good, spiritual as well as temporal. They cannot condemn him even in their heart without evidence; nor upon slight evidence neither; nor, indeed upon any, without first, if it be possible, having him and his accuser face to face, or at the least acquainting him with the accusation, and letting him speak for himself. Every one of you feels that he cannot but act thus, with regard to one whom he tenderly loves. Why, then, he who doth not act thus hath not love.

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
I only mention one more of the properties of this love: "Love is not puffed up." You cannot wrong one you love: Therefore, if you love God with all your heart, you cannot so wrong him as to rob him of his glory, by taking to yourself what is due to him only. You will own that all you are, and all you have, is his; that without him you can do nothing; that he is your light and your life, your strength and your all; and that you are nothing, yea, less than nothing, before him. And if you love your neighbour as yourself, you will not be able to prefer yourself before him. Nay, you will not be able to despise any one, any more than to hate him. Nay, you will think every man better than yourself. As the wax melteth away before the fire, so doth pride melt away before love. All haughtiness, whether of heart, speech, or behaviour, vanishes away where love prevails. It bringeth down the high looks of him who boasted in his strength, and maketh him as a little child; diffident of himself, willing to hear, glad to learn, easily convinced, easily persuaded. And whosoever is otherwise minded, let him give up all vain hope: He is puffed up, and so hath not love. III. It remains to inquire, in what sense it can be said that "though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, yea, though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing." The chief sense of the words is, doubtless, this: That whatsoever we do, and whatsoever we suffer, if we are not renewed in the spirit of our mind, by "the love of God shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost given unto us," we cannot enter into life eternal. None can enter there, unless in virtue of covenant which God hath given unto man in the Son of his love. But, because general truths are less apt to affect us, let consider one or two particulars, with regard to which all we can do or suffer, if we have not love, profiteth us nothing. And, First, all without this profiteth not, so as to make life happy; nor, Secondly, so as to make death comfortable.

Sermon 139

John Wesley · None · sermon
By comfortable I do not mean stupid, or senseless. I would not say, he died comfortably who died by an apoplexy, or by the shot of a cannon, any more than he who, having his conscience seared, died as unconcerned as the beasts that beasts that perish. Neither do I believe you would envy any one the comfort of dying raving mad. But, by a comfortable death, I mean, a calm passage out of life, full of even, rational peace and joy. And such a death, all the acting and all the suffering in the world cannot give, without love. To make this still more evident, I cannot appeal to your own experience; but I may to what we have seen, and to the experience of others. And two I have myself seen going out of this life in what I call a comfortable manner, though not with equal comfort. One had evidently more comfort than the other, because he had more love. I attended the first during a great part of his last trial, as well as when he yielded up his soul to God. He cried out, "God doth chasten me with strong pain; but I thank him for all; I bless him for all; I love him for all!" When asked, not long before his release, "Are the consolations of God small with you" he replied aloud, "No, no, no!" Calling all that were near him by their names, he said, "Think of heaven, talk of heaven: All the time is lost when we are not thinking of heaven." Now, this was the voice of love; and, so far as that prevailed, all was comfort, peace, and joy. But as his love was not perfect, so neither was his comfort. He intervals of anger or fretfulness, and therein of misery; giving by both an incontestable proof that love can sweeten both life and death. So when that is either absent from, or obscured in, the soul, there is no peace or comfort there.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
On Public Diversions "Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid shall there be evil in the city, and the Lord hath not done it" Amos 3:6. It is well if there are not too many here who are too nearly concerned in these words of the Prophet; the plain sense of which seems to be this: Are there any men in the world so stupid and senseless, so utterly void of common reason, so careless of their own and their neighbours' safety or destruction, as when an alarm of approaching judgments is given, to show no signs of apprehension to take no care in order to prevent them, but go on as securely as if no alarm had been given Do not all men know that whatsoever evil befals them, it befalls them either by God's appointment; and that he designs every evil of this life to warn men to avoid still greater evils that he suffers these lighter marks of his displeasure, to awaken mankind, so that they may shun his everlasting vengeance, and be timely advised, by feeling a part of it,so to change their ways that his whole displeasure may not arise I intend, speaking on this subject, to show, First, that there is no evil in any place but the hand of the Lord is in it. Secondly. That every uncommon evil is the trumpet of God blown in that place, so that the people may take warning. Thirdly. To consider whether, after God hath blown his trumpet in this place, we have been duly afraid. I am, First, to show, in few words, that there is no evil in any place but the hand of the Lord is therein. No evil, that is, no affliction or calamity, whether of a public or of a private nature, whether it concerns only one, or a few persons, or reaches to many, or to all, of that place where it comes. Whatever circumstance occasions loss or pain to any man, or number of men, may in that respect be called an evil; and of such evils the Prophet speaks in these words.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
Of such evils, we are to believe, that they never happen but by the knowledge and permission of God. And of every such evil we may say, that the Lord hath done it, either by his own immediate power, by the strength of his own right hand, or by commanding, or else suffering, it to be done by those his servants that do his pleasure. For the Lord is King, be the people never so impatient; yea, the great King of all the earth. Whatsoever, therefore, is done in all the earth, (sin only excepted,) he doeth it himself. The Lord God Omnipotent still reigneth; and all things are so subject unto him, that his will must be done, whether we agree to it or not, as in heaven, so also upon earth. Not only his blessed angels, but all things, serve him in all places of his dominion; those wicked spirits which rule the darkness of this world, and those men who are like them, he rules by constraint; the senseless and brute parts of the creation, by nature; and those men who are like God, by choice. But, however it be, with or without their own choice, they all act in obedience to his will; and particularly so, when, in judgment, he remembers mercy, and permits a smaller evil that he may prevent greater. Then, at least, we are to acknowledge the hand of God in whatsoever instruments he makes use of. It makes little difference whether he executes his purpose by the powers of heaven or hell, or by the mistakes, carelessness, or malice of men. If a destroying angel marches forth against a town or country, it is God who empowers him to destroy. If bad men distress one or more of their fellow-creatures, the ungodly are a sword of his. If fire, hail, wind, or storm be let loose upon the earth, yet they only fulfil his word. So certain it is, that there is no evil in any place which the Lord, in this sense, hath not done. I am to prove, Secondly, that every uncommon evil is the trumpet of God blown in that place where it comes, that the people may take warning.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
Let us consider, First, how God hath blown his trumpet among us of this place. And that it might never be forgotten, it were much to be wished, not only that parents would tell their children, to the intent that their posterity might know it, and the children that are yet unborn; but also, that it were written in our public register, for a standing memorial to all generations; that in the very week, and on the very day, when that diversion which hath had a considerable share in turning the Christian world upside down, was to have been brought in hither also, such a fire broke out, as neither we nor our fathers had seen in this place; a fire which soon spread itself not over one only, but over several dwelling-houses; which so went forth in the fury of its strength, that it soon prevailed over the weak resistance made against it, and left only so much standing of most of those buildings over which it prevailed, as might serve to quicken our remembrance of it. Let it be told, that those who came prepared for another prospect, were entertained with that of devouring flames! a prospect which continued during the whole time of the intended diversion, and which was but too plainly to be seen, together with the fiery pillars of smoke which increased its horror, from the very place which had been pitched upon for the scene of this diversion.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
But, over and above these, we charge it, Secondly, with affording the fairest means to exercise and to increase covetousness. This it done by the occasion it gives to all who please to lay wagers with one another, which commonly brings so strong a desire of possessing what is another's, as will hardly cease when that one point is decided; but will be exceedingly likely to leave such a thirst in the mind, as not all the winning in the world will satisfy. And what amends can the trifling sport of a thousand people make for one soul thus corrupted and ruined Therefore, on this account too, till a way is known to secure all that frequent it from this danger, well may this sport itself be an abomination to Him who values one soul more than the whole world. May we not well fear, that it is an abomination to the Lord because of a Third effect of it because it is so apt to inflame those passions which he so earnestly commands us to quench because many people are so heated on such occasions, as they never ought to be on any occasion supposing it possible that a man might be angry, and not sin; yet hardly upon such occasions, or in such a degree as those who are angry upon such occasions commonly are. This consequence, too, let him separate from such a diversion, who would prevent its being displeasing to God.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
Till this be done, let no one say, "What hurt is there in a horse-race" But if any should still ask that question, we can answer yet more particularly, Are you a young person who desires to go to it Then it is likely you go either to see or to be seen; to admire other fine sights, or to be admired yourself. The hurt of this is, it nourishes that friendship which is enmity with God. It strengthens those affections which are already too strong, the desire of the eye, and the pride of life. All such diversions as these are the noblest instruments the devil has to fill the mind with earthly, sensual, devilish passions; to make you of a light and trifling spirit; in a word, to make you a lover of pleasure more than a lover of God. Are you, who desire to go to it, advanced in years, and, therefore, less subject to such temptations Take heed that your hearts deceive you not. But be it as you suppose, hath it not done you hurt enough, if it has hindered any of you from partaking of the blessed sacrament if by preventing either that serious examination or that private devotion which you wisely use before you come to it, has occasioned your neglecting to come to this holy table; and so not only disobeying a plain command of God, but likewise losing all those inestimable advantages which are there reached out to them who obey him Are you a rich man that desire to go Then you have probably given something towards it. That is, you have thrown away that seed which might have borne fruit to eternity! You have thrown away a part of that talent, which had you rightly improved, you might have been an everlasting gainer by it! You have utterly lost what God himself, had you lent it to him, would richly have repaid you. For you have given to those who neither need, nor perhaps thank you for it; which if you had bestowed upon your helpless brethren, your blessed Redeemer would have esteemed it as done unto himself, and would have treated you accordingly at the great day. Are you a poor man, who have gone or given anything to this diversion Then it has done you most hurt of all.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
I have but a few words to add, and those I speak not to them who are unwilling to hear, whose affections are set upon this world, and therefore their eyes are blinded by it; but I speak to them in whom is an understanding heart, and a discerning spirit; who, if they have formerly erred, are now resolved, by the grace of God, to return no more to the error of their ways; but for the time come, not only to avoid, but also earnestly to oppose, whatsoever is contrary to the will of God. To these I say, Are ye young So much the rather scorn all employments that are useless, but much more if they are sinful; For you are they, whose wisdom and glory it is to remember your Creator in the days of your youth. Are you elder So much the rather bestow all the time which you can spare from the necessary business of this life, in preparing yourself and those about you for their entrance into a better life. For your day is far spent, your night is at hand. Redeem therefore the little time you have left. Are you rich Then you have particular reason to labour that you may be rich in good works: For you are they to whom much is given, not to throw away, but to use well and wisely; and of you much shall be required. Are ye poor Then you have particular reason to work with your hands, that you may provide for your own household. Nor when you have done this have you done all; for then you are to labour that you may give to him that needeth, not to him that needeth diversions, but to him that needeth the necessaries of nature, that needeth clothes to cover him, food to support his life, or a house where to lay his head.

Sermon 140

John Wesley · None · sermon
What remains, but that we labour, one and all, young and old, rich and poor, to wipe off the past scandal from our town and people First, by opposing to the utmost, for the time to come, by word and deed, among our friends, and all we have to do with, this unhappy diversion, which has such terribly hurtful consequences; by doing all we possibly can to hinder its coming among us any more. And, Secondly, by showing all the mercy we can to our afflicted neighbours, according as God hath prospered us; and by this timely relief of them, laying up for ourselves a good foundation against the day of necessity. Thirdly, by our constant attendance on God's public service and blessed sacrament, and our watchful, charitable, and pious life. Thus giving the noblest proof before men and angels, that although, even after we were troubled, we went wrong, yet, upon more deeply considering how God hath blown his trumpet among us, we were afraid. We then shall say with an awakened heart, Behold, the Lord our God hath showed us his glory and his greatness, and we have heard his voice out of the midst of the fire. Now, therefore, while time is, let us put away far from us every accursed thing: "For if we hear this voice of the Lord our God any more, then we shall die."

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
But when man would not be guided by the Holy Spirit, it left him. When be would be wise in his own way, and in his own strength, and did not depend in simplicity upon his heavenly Father, the seed of a superior life was recalled from him. For he was no longer fit to be formed into a heavenly condition, when he had so unworthy a longing for, or rather dependence upon, an earthly fruit, which he knew God would not bless to him; no longer fit to receive supernatural succours, when he could not be content with his happy state towards God, without an over-curious examination into it. Then he found himself forsaken of God, and left to the poverty, weakness, and misery of his own proper nature. He was now a mere animal, like unto other creatures made of flesh and blood, but only possessed of a larger understanding; by means of which he should either be led into greater absurdities than they could be guilty of, or else be made sensible of his lost happiness, and put into the right course for regaining it; that is, if he continued a careless apostate, he should love and admire the goods of this world, the adequate happiness only of animals; and, to recommend them and dissemble their defects, add all the ornament to them that his superior wit could invent. Or else (which is indeed more above brutes, but no nearer the perfection of man as a partaker of God, than the other) he should frame a new world to himself in theory; sometimes by warm imaginations, and sometimes by cool reasonings, endeavour to aggrandize his condition and defend his practice, or at least divert himself from feeling his own meanness and disorder.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
This being the state of man, if God should send him a Redeemer, what must that Redeemer do for him Will it he sufficient for him to be the promulgator of a new law, to give us a set of excellent precepts No: If we could keep them, that alone would not make us happy. A good conscience brings a man the happiness of being consistent with himself; but not that of being raised above himself into God; which every person will find, after all, is the thing he wants. Shall he be the fountain of an imputed righteousness, and procure the tenderest favour to all his followers This is also not enough. Though a man should be allowed to be righteous, and be exempt from all punishment, yet if he is as really enslaved to the corruptions of nature, as endued with these privileges of redemption, he can hardly make himself easy; and whatever favour he can receive from God, here or hereafter, without a communication of himself; it is neither the cure of a spirit fallen, nor the happiness of one reconciled. Must not then our Redeemer be (according to the character which St. John, his forerunner, gave of him) one that "baptizeth with the Holy Ghost," the Fountain and Restorer of that to mankind, whereby they are restored to their first estate, and the enjoyment of God And this is a presumptive argument that "the Lord is that Spirit." II. But it will appear more plainly that he is so, from the Second thing proposed; which was the consideration of the person of Jesus Christ. He was one to whom "God gave not the Spirit by measure: but in him dwelt all the fulness of the Godhead bodily; and of his fulness we have all received, and grace for grace." Indeed, all the communications of the Godhead, which any creatures could receive, were always from him as the Word of God; but all that mankind now in an earthly state were to receive, must be from him by means of that body, at first mortal, like unto theirs, and then glorious "in the likeness of God," which he took upon him for their sake.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
True believers, then, are entered upon a life, the sequel of which they know not; for it is "a life hid with Christ in God." He, the forerunner, hath attained the end of it, being gone unto the Father; but we can know no more of it than appeared in him while he was upon earth. And even that, we shall not know but by following his steps; which if we do, we shall be so strengthened and renewed day by day in the inner man, that we shall desire no comfort from the present world through a sense of "the joy set before us;" though, as to the outward man, we shall be subject to distresses and decays, and treated as the offscouring of all things. Well may a man ask his own heart, whether it is able to admit the Spirit of God. For where that divine Guest enters, the laws of another world must be observed: The body must be given up to martyrdom, or spent in the Christian warfare, as unconcernedly as if the soul were already provided of its house from heaven; the goods of this world must be parted with as freely, as if the last fire were to seize them to-morrow; our neighbour must be loved as heartily as if he were washed from all his sins, and demonstrated to be a child of God by the resurrection from the dead. The fruits of this Spirit must not be mere moral virtues, calculated for the comfort and decency of the present life; but holy dispositions, suitable to the instincts of a superior life already begun. Thus to press forward, whither the promise of life calls him, to turn his back upon the world, and comfort himself in God, every one that has faith perceives to be just and necessary, and forces himself to do it: Every one that has hope, does it gladly and eagerly, though not without difficulty; but he that has love does it with ease and singleness of heart.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
The only inference I will draw from what has been said, and principally from the account of man's fall, shall be, the reasonableness of those precepts of self-denial, daily suffering, and renouncing the world, which are so peculiar to Christianity, and which are the only foundation whereon the other virtues, recommended in the New Testament, can be practised or attained, in the sense there intended. This inference is so natural, that I could not help anticipating it in some measure all the while. One would think it should be no hard matter to persuade a creature to abhor the badges of his misery; to dislike a condition or mansion which only banishment and disgrace have assigned him; to trample on the grandeur, refuse the comforts, and suspect the wisdom of a life whose nature it is to separate him from his God. Your Saviour bids you "hate your own life." If you ask the reason, enter into your heart, see whether it be holy, and full of God; or whether, on the other hand, many things that are contrary to him are wrought there, and it is become a plantation of the enemy. Or, if this is too nice an inquiry, look upon your body. Do you find there the brightness of an angel, all the vigour of immortality If not, be sure your soul is in the same degree of poverty, nakedness, and absence from God. It is true, your soul may sooner he re-admitted to some rays of the light of God's countenance, than your body can; but if you would take any step at all towards it, to dislike your present self must be the first.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
You want a reason why you should renounce the world. Indeed you cannot see the prince of it walking up and down, "seeking whom he may devour;" and you may be so far ignorant of his devices, as not to know that they take place, as well in the most specious measures of business and learning, as in the wildest pursuits of pleasure. But this, however, you cannot but see, that the world is not still a paradise of God, guarded and ennobled with the light of glory; it is, indeed, a place where God has determined he will not appear to you at best, but leave you in a state of hope, that you shall see his face when this world is dissolved. However, there is a way to rescue ourselves, in great measure, from the ill consequences of our captivity; and our Saviour has taught us that way. It is by suffering. We must not only "suffer many things," as he did, and so enter into our glory; but we must also suffer many things, that we may get above our corruption at present, and enjoy the Holy Spirit.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
The world has no longer any power over us, than we have a quick relish of its comforts; and suffering abates that. Suffering is, indeed, a direct confutation of the pretences which the flattering tempter gains us by: For I am in human life; and if that life contains such soft ease, ravishing pleasure, glorious eminence, as you promise, why am I thus Is it because I have not yet purchased riches to make me easy, or the current accomplishments to make me considerable. Then I find that all the comfort you propose is by leading me off from myself; but I will rather enter deep into my own condition, bad as it is: Perhaps I shall be nearer to God, the Eternal Truth, in feeling sorrows and miseries that are personal and real, than in feeling comforts that are not so. I begin already to find that all my grievances centre in one point: There is always at the bottom one great loss or defect, which is not the want of friends or gold, of health or philosophy. And the abiding sense of this may possibly become a prayer in the ears of the Most High; a prayer not resulting from a set of speculative notions, but from the real, undissembled state of all that is within me; nor, indeed, so explicit a prayer as to describe the thing I want, but, considering how strange a want mine is, as explicit a one as I can make. Since, then, suffering opens me a door of hope, I will not put it from me as long as I live: It helps me to a true discovery of one period of my existence, though it is a low one; and bids fairer for having some connexion with a more glorious period that may follow, than the arts of indulgence, the amusements of pride and sloth, and all the dark policy of this world, which wage war with the whole truth, that man must know and feel, before he can look towards God.

Sermon 141

John Wesley · None · sermon
Since, then, suffering opens me a door of hope, I will not put it from me as long as I live: It helps me to a true discovery of one period of my existence, though it is a low one; and bids fairer for having some connexion with a more glorious period that may follow, than the arts of indulgence, the amusements of pride and sloth, and all the dark policy of this world, which wage war with the whole truth, that man must know and feel, before he can look towards God. It may be, while I continue on the cross, I shall, like my Saviour, put off "principalities and powers;" recover myself more and more from the subjection I am indeed in (which he only seemed to be) to those wicked rulers, and to "triumph over them in it." At least, it shall appear, in the day when God shall visit, that my heart, though grown unworthy of his residence, was too big to be comforted by any of his creatures; and was kept for him, as a place originally sacred, though for the present unclean. But supposing that our state does require of us to "die daily," to sacrifice all that this present life can boast of, or is delighted with, before we give up life itself; supposing also, that in the hour we do somewhat of this kind, we receive light and strength from God, to grow superior to our infirmities, and are carried smoothly towards him in the joy of the Holy Ghost; yet how can a man have such frequent opportunities of suffering Indeed, martyrdoms do not happen in every age, and some days of our lives may pass without reproaches from men; we may be in health, and not want food to eat and raiment to put on; (though health itself, and nutrition itself, oblige us to the pain of a constant correction of them;) yet still, the love of God and heavenly hope will not want something to oppress them in this world.

A Plain Account Of Kingswood School

John Wesley · None · treatise
1. It was remarked concerning one of our poets, "Whenever he wrote, he seemed to take it for granted, that whatever he understood himself all his readers would understand." But this mistake is not peculiar to Mr. Dryden: I have fallen into it abundance of times; supposing, because the thing was so plain to me, it must be so to all mankind. I have fallen into it particularly with regard to the school some time since begun in Kingswood. I have long taken it for granted, that it would be quite sufficient to publish the bare rules of that school, and to set down simply the method therein pursued, in as few words as possible. I supposed the reasons whereon those rules were grounded were not only so strong, but so obvious, that every person of common understanding must discern them as well as myself. However, after above twenty years' trial, I am convinced this was a supposition not to be made. What is as clear to me as the sun at noon-day, is not so clear to every one. At length, therefore, I judged it needful to enlarge a little upon the nature of that institution; to lay down the grounds of those rules, and the reasons of what is peculiar in our method. 2. About forty years ago, one or two tracts upon education fell into my hands, which led me to consider the methods pursued in that great school wherein I had been educated, and in such others as were in the highest repute, particularly those in and near London. I spent many thoughts on the subject, and frequently conversed upon it with some of the most sensible men I knew. A few years after, I had an opportunity of inquiring concerning some of the most celebrated schools in Holland and Germany. But in these, as well as our own, I found a few particulars which I could not approve of.

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3. One regarded the situation of them, which itself seemed a circumstance of some importance. The very most of them were placed in a great town; perhaps in the principal town in that country. The inconveniences which naturally attended this were more easy to be discovered than removed. The children, whenever they went abroad, had too many things to engage their thoughts, which ought to be diverted as little as possible from the objects of their learning. And they had too many other children round about them, some of whom they were liable to meet every day, whose example (perhaps their advice too) would neither forward them in learning nor religion. I say, "neither learning nor religion." For if we have any religion ourselves, we certainly desire that our children should have some too. But this they are not likely to have, or retain, if they converse promiscuously with the children in a great town. 4. The promiscuous admission of all sorts of children into a great school, was another circumstance I did not admire. Are children likely (suppose they had it) to retain much religion in a school where all that offer are admitted, however corrupted already, perhaps in principle (though that is not quite so frequent) as well as practice? And what wonder, when, as frequently happens, the parents themselves have no more religion than their ungodly offspring? It may be, they do not desire to have any of their family infected with the plague of virtue. A gentleman removed his son, then at Westminster School, from boarding with my eldest brother, for teaching him the Catechism; telling him, "Sir, I do not want my son to learn religion, but Latin and Greek."

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5. But this is no common fault: generally, heathen parents may meet with heathen schoolmasters. A third inconvenience in many schools is, the Masters have no more religion than the scholars. And if they have little or no religion themselves, we may be well assured they will give themselves little trouble about the religion of the children that are committed to their care. Every part of the nation abounds with Masters of this kind; men who are either uninstructed in the very principles of Christianity, or quite indifferent as to the practice of it, "caring for none of these things." Consequently, they are nothing concerned, whether their scholars are Papists or Protestants, Turks or Christians: they look upon this as no part of their business; they take no thought about it. 6. But it is not only with regard to instruction in religion, that most of our great schools are defective. They are defective likewise (which is a fourth objection) with regard to learning; and that in several respects. In some, the children are taught little or no arithmetic; in others, little care is taken even of their writing. In many, they learn scarce the elements of geography, and as little of chronology. And even as to the languages, there are some schools of note wherein no Hebrew at all is taught; and there are exceeding few wherein the scholars are thoroughly instructed even in the Latin and Greek tongues. They are not likely to be; for there is a capital mistake in their very method of teaching. The books which they read are not well chosen, not so much as with regard to language. The language of them is not standard; not even in the Latin. Were even this circumstance duly considered, would Eutropius or Lucius Florus have any place among them? "O, but I want to give a sketch of the Roman history." And cannot you do this much better by English authors? Cannot you give the marrow of Roman history without ruining their style by bad Latin?

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But the sense too of the authors read in many schools is as imperfect as their language. And this betrays an inexcusable negligence in those who teach these empty books. For there is no necessity for it. It is well known there are excellent both Greek and Roman authors, who excel them as much in strength of understanding, as in purity and elegance of style. Again: in most schools little judgment is shown in the order of the books that are read. Some very difficult ones are read in the lower classes, "Phædrus's Fables" in particular: and some very easy ones are read long after, in utter defiance of common sense. 7. Another fault common in almost all our schools is, the Masters not only take no care to train up their scholars in true religion, but they themselves teach them what is utterly destructive of all religion whatever: they put authors into their hands, that, with all the beauty of language, all the sweetness of expression, instil into their tender minds both obscenity and profaneness;- Virgil's Alexis, the lewd Epigrams of Martial, and the shameless Satires of Juvenal, (even the sixth,) so earnestly recommending sodomy as well as adultery! Nonne putas melius, quod tecum pusio dormit ? Here you see is the blessed moral! Nay, in spite of the loud complaint made by St. Austin, fourteen hundred years ago, we read there still of the great god, Qui templa cœli summa sonitu concutit, coming down from heaven upon that blessed errand, Fucum factum mulieri! And to this day we retain, for the edification of our children, Tonantem et fornicantem Jovem !

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person whatever. Nor is any child received, unless his parents agree, (1.) That he shall observe all the rules of the house. And, (2.) That they will not take him from school, no, not for a day, till they take him for good and all." The reasonableness of this uncommon rule is shown by constant experience: for children may unlearn as much in one week, as they have learned in several, nay, and contract a prejudice to exact discipline, which never can be removed. 12. "The general rules of the house are these: The children rise at four, winter and summer." This I know, by constant observation, and by long experience, to be of admirable use, either for preserving a good, or improving a bad, constitution. It is of peculiar service in almost all nervous complaints, both in preventing and in removing them. "They spend the time till five in private; partly in reading, partly in singing, partly in prayer; and in selfexamination and meditation, those that are capable of it. "At five they are all together with the Master. Then till seven they breakfast, and walk or work: for as we have no play-days, the school being taught every day in the year but Sundays, so neither do we allow any time for play on any day. It is a wise German proverb, 'He that plays when he is a boy, will play when he is a man.' If not, why should he learn now what he must unlearn by and by? "On fair days they work, according to their strength, in the garden; on rainy days, in the house. But particular care is taken that they never work alone, but always in the presence of a Master." This circumstance I adopted from the great school at Jena, in Germany. It lays much labour upon the Masters; but the advantage is worth all the labour. It prevents abundance of evil; (and it is far better to prevent evils, than to punish them ;) not only rudeness and ill manners, but many sins that children would easily teach each other.

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"The school-hours are from seven to eleven, and from one to five. They drink water at their meals:" (and why do not all wise parents teach their children so to do from their infancy, seeing it is universally allowed to be the best diluter of food which is to be found on earth?) "Nothing between meals," lest they should insensibly contract habits which are neither good for body nor mind. Their food is as simple as possible; two days in a week it is wholly vegetable; every day, at breakfast and supper; if we allow, with Dr. Cheyne, milk to come under that appellation. "At eight they go to bed, the youngest first. They all lodge in one room, (every child having a bed to himself,) in which a lamp burns all night. A Master lies in the same room." The propriety of these circumstances is so manifest, that it needs not to be enlarged upon. "All their beds have mattresses on them, not feather-beds; both because they are more healthy, and because we would keep them at the utmost distance from softness and effeminacy." 13. The things taught here are reading, writing, arithmetic, English, French, Latin, Greek, Hebrew, history, geography, chronology, rhetoric, logic, ethics, geometry, algebra, natural philosophy, and metaphysics. In teaching the languages, care is taken to read those authors, and those only, who join together the purity, the strength, and the elegance of their several tongues. In particular, no Roman author is read who lived later than the Augustan age. Only to these are added proper Excerpta from Juvenal, Persius, and Martial. To supply the place of bad Latin writers of antiquity, a few of the moderns are added. And indeed their writings are not unworthy of the Augustan age; being little inferior, either in purity and beauty of diction, to the best writers of that period. 14. Particular care is taken that nothing immodest or profane be found in any of our authors. One of the most immodest wretches that ever defiled paper, has, nevertheless, stumbled upon this caution : Nil dictu fædum visuque hæc limina tangat, Intra quæ puer est."

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But this is not all. We take care that our books be not only inoffensive, but useful too; that they contain as much strong, sterling sense, and as much genuine morality, as possible; yea, and Christian morality. For what good reason can be assigned why we should leave this out of the account? Why should not even children be taught, so far as they are capable, the oracles of God? 15. Another point which has been carefully considered is, the order in which the books are read. The harder are never learned before the easier : we begin with the plainest of all; next read such as are a little more difficult; and gradually rise to those that are hardest of all, that is, of all those which are read in the classes that belong to the • This quotation from Juvenal is thus translated by Gifford :- "Swift from the roof where youth, Fuscinus, dwell, Immodest sights, immodest sounds, expel; The place is sacred." EDIT. school. The most difficult are reserved for those who have gone through the school, and are employed in academical exercises.

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Honour or preferment I do not want, any more than a feather in my cap; and I trust most of those who are educated at our school are, and will be, of the same mind. And as to the knowledge of the tongues, and of arts and sciences, with whatever is termed academical learning; if those who have a tolerable capacity for them do not advance more here in three years, than the generality of students at Oxford or Cambridge do in seven, I will bear the blame for ever. 17. It may be objected, "But they cannot have many advantages here which they have at the University: there the Professors are men of eminent learning; and so are also many of the Tutors. There they have public exercises of various kinds; and many others in their several Colleges. Above all, they have there such choice of company as is not to be found elsewhere in all the kingdom."

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This is most true. But may I be permitted to ask, (and let calm, sensible men give the answer,) What is the real, intrinsic worth of all these advantages? As to the Professors, how learned soever they are, (and some of them I verily believe yield to none in Europe,) what benefit do nine in ten of the young gentlemen reap from their learning? Truly, they do them neither harm nor good; for they know just nothing about them. They read now and then an ingenious lecture, perhaps three or four times a year. They read it in the public schools: but who hears? Often vel duo vel nemo. And if two hundred out of two or three thousand students hear, how much are they edified? What do they learn, or what are they likely to learn, which they may not learn as well or better at home? For about fourteen years, except while I served my father's cure, I resided in the University. During much of this time, I heard many of those lectures with all the attention I was master of. And I would ask any person of understanding, considering the manner wherein most of those lectures are read, and the manner wherein they are attended, what would be the loss if they were not read at all? I had almost said, what would be the loss if there were no Professorships in the University? "What! Why Dr. would lose three hundred a year!" That is a truth: it cannot be denied. 18. "But the Tutors," you say, "in the several Colleges, supply what is wanting in the Professors." A few of them do: and they are worthy of all honour; they are some of the most useful persons in the nation. They are not only men of eminent learning, but of piety and diligence. But are there not many of another sort, who are utterly unqualified for the work they have undertaken? who are far from being masters even of Latin or Greek? who do not understand the very elements of the sciences? who know no more of logic or metaphysics than of Arabic, or even of that odd thing, religion? Perhaps, if a person who knew this were to examine therein the famous gentleman of Edmund-Hall, who made such a pother • "Either two persons, or none at all."-EDIT.

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with the young men for their want of learning, he might be found as very an ignoramus as Mr. Middleton. And even with regard to many of those Tutors that have learning, how little are their pupils the better for it? Do they use all diligence to instil into them all the knowledge which they have themselves? Do they lecture them constantly? every day, either in the languages or sciences? Do they instruct them regularly and thoroughly, in logic, ethics, geometry, physics, and metaphysics? Are there not some, who, instea instead of once a day, do not lecture them once a week? perhaps not once a month, if once a quarter? Are not these precious instructers of youth? Indeed, when I consider many of the Tutors who were my contemporaries, (and I doubt they are not much mended since,) I cannot believe the want of such instructers to be an irreparable loss. 19. "Well, but they lose also the advantage of the public exercises, as well as of those in their several Colleges." Alas, what are these exercises? Excuse me if I speak with all simplicity. I never found them any other than an idle, useless interruption of my useful studies. Pray, of what use are the stated disputations for degrees? Are they not mere grimace? trifling beyond expression? And how little preferable to these are most of the disputations in our several Colleges! What worthy subjects are usually appointed for the scholars to dispute upon! And just suitable to the importance of the subject is the management of it. What are the usual examinations for the degree of a Bachelor or Master of Arts? Are they not so horribly, shockingly superficial as none could believe if he did not hear them? What is that, which should be the most solemn exercise we perform, for a Master of Arts' degree? The reading six lectures in the schools, three in natural, and three in moral philosophy. Reading them to whom? To the walls: it being counted an affront for any one that has ears to hear them. This is literally true: you know it is. But what an execrable insult upon com-mon sense! These are the public exercises: and is it a loss to have nothing to do with them? to spend all our time in what directly tends to improve us in the most useful knowledge.

A Plain Account Of Kingswood School

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20. "However, there is no such choice of company elsewhere as there is at Oxford or Cambridge." That is most true; for the moment a young man sets his foot either in one or the other, he is surrounded with company of all kinds, except that which would do him good; with loungers and triflers of every sort; (nequid gravius dicam; ) with men who no more concern themselves with learning than with religion; "who waste away In gentle inactivity the day," to say the best of them; for it is to be feared they are not always so innocently employed. It cannot be denied, there is too much choice of this kind of company in every College. There are likewise gentlemen of a better kind: but what chance is there, that a raw young man should find them? seeing the former will everywhere obtrude themselves upon him, while the latter naturally stand at a distance. Company, therefore, is usually so far from being an advantage to those who enter at either University, that it is the grand nuisance, as well as disgrace, of both; the pit that swallows unwary youths by thousands. I bless God we have no such choice of company at Kingswood; nor ever will till my head is laid. There is no trifler, no lounger, no drone there; much less any drunkard, Sabbath-breaker, or common swearer. Whoever accounts this a disadvantage, may find a remedy at any College in Oxford or Cambridge. 21. "Be this as it may, there are other advantages of which no other place can boast. There are exhibitions, scholarships, studentships, fellowships, canonries; to say nothing of headships, and professorships, which are not only accompanied with present honour and large emoluments, but open the way to the highest preferments both in Church and State."

A Plain Account Of Kingswood School

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All this is indisputably true: I know not who can deny one word of it. Therefore, if any of these advantages, if honour, if money, if preferment in Church or State, be the point at which a young man aims, let him by all means go to the University. But there are still a few, even young men, in the world, who do not aim at any of these. They do not desire, they do not seek, either honour, or money, or preferment. They leave Collegians to dispute, and bite, and scratch, and scramble for these things. They believe there is another world; nay, and they imagine it will last for ever. Supposing this, they point all their designs and all their endeavours towards it. Accordingly, they pursue learning itself, only with reference to this. They regard it, merely with a view to eternity; purely with a view to know and teach, more perfectly, the truth which God has • "Not to mention persons of a still viler description."-EDIT. revealed to man, "the truth which is after godliness," and which they conceive men cannot be ignorant of without hazarding their eternal salvation. This is the only advantage which they seek; and this they can enjoy in as high a degree, in the school or academy at Kingswood, as at any College in the universe.

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22. "But whatever learning they have, if they acquired it there, they cannot be ordained;" (you mean, Episcopally ordained; and indeed that ordination we prefer to any other, where it can be had;) "for the Bishops have all agreed together not to ordain any Methodist." O that they would all agree together not to ordain any drunkard, any Sabbath-breaker, any common swearer, any that makes the very name of religion stink in the nostrils of infidels, any that knows no more of the grounds of religion than he does of Greek or Hebrew! But I doubt that fact. I cannot easily believe that all the Bishops have made such an agreement. Could I be sure they had, I should think it my duty to return them my sincerest thanks. Pity they had not done it ten years ago, and I should not have lost some of my dearest friends. However, I am extremely obliged, if they have agreed to prevent my losing any more the same way; if they have blocked up the door through which several others were likely to run away from me. 23. I should not wonder if there was a general agreement against those who have been so often described as both knaves and madmen. Meantime, I can only say, as a much greater man said, Hier stehe ich: Gott hilffe mich! By His help I have stood for these forty years, among the children of men, whose tongues are set on fire, who shoot out their arrows, even bitter words, and think therein they do God service. Many of these are already gone to give an account to the Judge of quick and dead. I did not expect to have stayed so long behind them; but "good is the will of the Lord." If it were possible, I should be glad, for my few remaining days, to live peaceably with all men: I do as much as lieth in me, in order to this. I do not willingly provoke any man. I go as quietly on my way as I can. But, quietly or unquietly, I must go on; for a dispensation of the Gospel is committed to me; and woe is me if I preach not the Gospel. I am convinced that I am a debtor to all men, and that it is my bounden duty "To rush through every open door,

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And cry, Sinners, behold the Lamb." Now, especially, I have no time to lose: if I slacked my pace, my grey hairs would testify against me. I have nothing to fear, I have nothing to hope for, here; only to finish my course with joy. "Happy, if with my latest breath I might but gasp His name, Preach Him to all, and cry in death, 'Behold, behold the Lamb!'"

Journal Vol1 3

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Sometime Fellow of Lincoln College, Oxford Wesley's Journal, Volume I. 1. Iv was in pursuance of an advice given by Bishop Taylor, in his Rules for Holy Living and Dying,' that, about fifteen years ago, J began to take a more exact account than I had done before, of the manner wherein I spent my time, writing down how I had employed every hour. This I continued to do, wherever I was, till the time of my leaving England. The variety of scenes which I then passed through, induced me to transcribe, from time to time, the more matetial parts of my diary, adding here and there such little reflections as occurred te my mind. Of this journal thus occasionally compiled, the following is a short extract: It not being my design to relate all those particulars, which I wrote for my own use only; and which would answer no valuable end to others, however important they were to me. 2. Indeed I had no design or desire to trouble the world with any of my little affairs: As cannot but appear to every impartial mind, from my having been so long "as one that heareth not;" notwithstanding the loud and frequent calls I have had to answer for myself. Neither should I have done it now, had not Captain Williams's affidavit, published as soon as he had left England, laid an obligation upon me, to do what in me lies, in obedience to that command of God, " Let not the good which is in you be evil spoken of.) With this view I do at length " give an answer to every man that asketh me a reason of the hope which is in me," that in all these things "I have a conscience void of offence toward God and toward men." 3. I have prefixed hereto a letter, wrote several years since, containing a plain account of the rise of that little society in Oxford, which has been so variously represented. Part of this was published in 1733; but without my consent or knowledge. It now stands as it was wrote ; without any addition, diminution, or amendment; it being my only concern herein nakedly to " declare the thing as it is."

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4, Perhaps my employments of another kind may not allow me to give any farther answer to them who " say all manner of evil of me falsely,'' and seem to "think that they do God service." Suffice it, that botl. they and I shall shortly "give an accunt to Him that is ready to judge the quick and the dead." See ee Oxon, October 18, 1730, Sir, The occasion of my giving you this trouble is of a very extraordinary nature. On Sunday last I was informed (as no doubt you will be ere long) that my brother and I had killed your son: that the rigorous fasting which he had imposed upon himself, by our advice, had increased his illness and hastened his death. Now though, considering it in itself, "it is a very small thing with me to be judged by man's judgment ;" yet as the being thought guilty of so mischievous an imprudence might make me the less able to do the work I came into the world for, I am obliged to clear myself of it, by observing to you, as I have done to others, that your son left off fasting about a year and a half since ; and tnat it is not yet half a year since I began to practise it. I must not let this opportunity slip of doing my part toward giving you a juster notion of some other particulars, relating both to him and myself, which have been industriously misrepresented to you. In March last he received a letter from you, which, not being able to read, he desired me to read to him; several of the expressions whereof I perfectly remember, and shall do, till I too am called hence. I then determined, that if God was pleased to take away your son before me, I would justify him and myself, which I now do with all plainness and simplicity, as both my character and cause required.

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'These are they that need a physician.' But what if they will not accept of one who will be welcome to the poor prisoners? Go on then, in God's name, in the path to which your Saviour has directed you, and that track wherein your father has gone before you! For when 1 was an under-graduate at Oxford, I visited those in the castle there, and reflect on it with great satisfaction to this day. Walk as prudently as you can, though not fearfully, and my heart and prayers are with you. " Your first regular step is, to consult with him (if any such there be) who has a jurisdiction over the prisoners; and the next is, to obtain the direction and approbation of your bishop. This is Monday morning, at which time I shall never forget you. If it be possible, 1 should be glad to see you all three here in the fine end of the summer. But if I cannot have that satisfaction, I am sure I can reach you every day, though you were beyond the Indies. Accordingly, to Him who is every where I now heartily commit you, as being "' Your most affectionate and joyful father." In pursuance of these directions, I immediately went to Mr. Gerard, the bishop of Oxford's chaplain, who was likewise the person that took care of the prisoners when any were condemned to die: (at other times they were left to their own care:) I proposed to him our design of serving them as far as we could, and my own intention to preach there once a month, if the bishop approved of it. He much commended our design, and said he would answer for the bishop's approbation, to whom he would take the first opportunity of mentioning it. It was not long before he informed me he had done so, and that his lordship no only gave his permission, but was greatly pleased with the undertaking, and hoped it would have the desired success.

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Upon this encouragement we still continued to meet together as usual; and to confirm one another, as well as we could, in our resolutions, to communicate as often as we had opportunity ; (which is here once a week ;) and do what service we could to our acquaintance, the prisoners, and two or three poor families in the town. But the outcry daily increasing, that we might show what ground there was for it, we proposed to our friends, or opponents, as we had opportunity, these or the like questions : I. Whether it does not concern all men of all conditions to imitate Him, as much as they can, " who went about doing good ?" Whether all Christians are not concerned in that command, " While we have time let us do good to all men?" Whether we shall not be more happy hereafter, the more good we do now? Whether we can be happy at all hereafter, unless we have, according to our power, " fed the hungry, clothed the naked, visited those that are sick, and in prison ;" and made all these actions subservient to a higher purpose, even the saving of souls from death ? Whether it be not our bounden duty always to remember, that He did more for us than we can do for him, who assures us, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me 2" ; II. Whether, upon these considerations, we may not try to do good to our acquaintance? Particularly, whether we may not try to con vince them of the necessity of being Christians ? Whether of the consequent necessity of being scholars ? Whether of the necessity of method and industry, in order to either learning or virtue ? Whether we may not try to persuade them to confirm and increase their industry, by communicating as often as they can ? Whether we may not mention to them the authors whom we con ceive to have wrote the best on those subjects ? Whether we may not assist them, as we are able, from ..me to time, to form resolutions upon what they read in those authors, and to execute them with steadiness and perseverance ?

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ever, in spring I thought it could not' be improper to desire further instructions from those who were wiser and better than ourselves ; and, accordingly, (on May 18, 1731,) I wrote a particular account of all our proceedings to a clergyman of known wisdom and integrity. After having informed him of all the branches of our design, as clearly and simply as I could, I next acquainted him with the success it had met with, in the following words : ' Almost as soon as we had made our first attempts this way, some of the men of wit in Christ Church entered the lists against us; and, between mirth and anger, made a pretty many reflections upon the Sacramentarians, as they were pleased to callus. Soon after, their allies at Merton changed our title, and did us the honour of styling us, The Holy Club. But most of them being persons of well-known characters, they had not the good fortune to gain any proselytes from the sacrament, till a gentleman, eminent for learning, and well esteemed for piety, joining them, told his nephew, that if he dared to go to the weekly communion any longer, he would immediately turn him out of doors. That argument, indeed, had no success: the young gentleman communicated next week. Upon which his uncle, having again tried to convince him that he was in the wrong way, by shaking him by the throat to no purpose, changed his method, and by mildness prevailed upon him to absent from it the Sun-

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About seven in the evening, we fell in with the skirts of a hurricane. The rain as well as the wind was extremely violent. The sky was so dark in a moment, that the sailors could not so much as see the ropes, or set about furling the sails. The ship must, in all pronability, have overset, had not the wind fell as suddenly as it rose. Toward the end of it, we had that appearance on each of the masts which (it is thought) the ancients called Castor and Pollux. It was a small ball of white fire, like a star. The mariners say, it appears either in a storm, (and then commonly upon the deck,) or just at the end of it; and then it 1s usually on the masts or sails. We had another storm, which did us no other harm than splitting the foresail. Our bed being wet, I laid me down on the floor and slept sound till morning. And, I believe, I shall not find it neec ful to go to bed (as it is called) any more. Sun. Feb. 1. We spoke with a ship of Carolina; and Wednesday 4, came within soundings. About noon, the trees were visible from the mast, and in the afternoon from the main deck. In the Evening Lesson were these words, " A great door, and effectual, is opened." 'O let no one shut it! Between two and three in the afternoon, God brought us all safe into the Savannah river. We cast anchor near Tybee Island where the groves of pines, running along the shore, made an agreeable prospect, showing, as it were, the bloom of spring in the depth of winter.

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soul. I shunned all company, and retired into a solitary place, resolving to spend my life there. For three days I had much comfort here ; but on the fourth it was all gone. I was amazed, and went for advice to an experienced Christian. When I came to him, I could not speak. But he saw my heart, and advised me to go back to my house, and follow the business Providence called me to. I went back, but was fit for nothing. I could neither do business, nor join in any conversation. All I could say to any one, was Yes, or No. Many times I could not say that, nor understand the plainest thing that was said to me. My friends and acquaintance looked upon me as dead, came no more to me, nor spoke about me. «« When I grew better, I began teaching some poor children. Others Joining with me, we taught more and more, till there were above thirty teachers, and above two hundred scholars. I had now invitations to other universities. But I could not accept of any ; desiring only, if it were the will of God, to be little and unknown. I had spent some years thus, when Professor Breithaupt, of Halle, died: being then pressed to remove thither, I believed it was the call of God, and went. I had not been long there, before many faults were found, both with my behaviour and preaching ; and offences increased more and more, till, after half a year, a petition against me was sent to the King of Prussia, who sent an order to the commander at Halle ; in pursuance whereof I was warned to leave the city in forty-eight hours. I did so, and retired to Hernhuth to Count Zinzendorf. «The village of Hernhuth contains about a thousand souls, gathered out of many nations. They hold fast the discipline, as well as the faith and practice, of the apostolical church. I was desired by the brethren there last year, to conduct sixteen of them to Georgia, where two lots of ground are assigned us ; and with them I have staid ever since."

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Mr. Oglethorpe set out for the new settlement on the Alatamahaw river. He took with him fifty men, besides Mr. Ingham, Mr. Hermsdorf, and the three Indians. My brother and I took boat, and, passing by Savannah went to pay our first visit in America to the poor Heathens. But neither Tomo Chachi nor Sinauky was at home. Coming back, we waited upon Mr. Causton, the chief magistrate of Savannah. From him we went with Mr. Spangenberg to the German brethren. About eleven we returned to the boat, and came to our ship about four in the morning. Mary Welch, aged eleven days, was baptized according to the custom of the first Church, and the rule of the Church of England, by immersion. The child was ill then, but recovered from that hour. Mr. Oglethorpe returned. The day following, I took my leave of most of the passengers of the ship, who all appeared serious. It may be, all the seed is not fallen upon stony ground. In the evening I went to Savannah again, whence Mr. Spangenberg, Bishop Nitschman, and Andrew Dober, went up with us to Mrs. Musgrove's, to choose a spot for the little house, which Mr. Oglethorpe had promised to build us. Being afterward disappointed of our boat, we were obliged to pass the night there. But wherever we are it is the same thing, if it be the will of our Father which is in heaven. At our return the next day, (Mr. Quincy being then in the house wherein we afterward were,) Mr. Delamotte and I took up our lodging with the Germans. We had now an opportunity, day by day, of observing their whole behaviour. For we were in one room with them from morning to night, unless for the little time I spent in walking. They were always employed, always cheerful themselves, and in good humour with one another ; they had put away all anger, and strife, and wrath, and bitterness, and clamour, and evil speaking ; they walked worthy of the vocation wherewith they were called, and adorned the Gospel of our Lord in all things.

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Yet, notwithstanding these plain declarations of our Lord, notwith standing my own repeated experience, notwithstanding the experi ence of all the sincere followers of Chnst whom I have ever talked with, read or heard of; nay, and the reason of the thing evincing to a demonstration that all who love not the light must hate Him who is continually labouring to pour it in upon them; I do here bear witness against myself, that when I saw the number of people crowding into the church, the deep attention with which they received the word, and the seriousness that afterward sat on all their faces; I could scarce refrain from giving the lie to experience and reason and Scripture all together. I could hardly believe that the greater, the far greater part of this attentive, serious people, would hereafter trample under foot that word, and say all manner of evil falsely of him that spake it. O who can believe what their heart abhors? Jesus, Master, have mercy on us! Let us love thy cross; then shall we believe, " if we suffer with thee, we shall also reign with thee !" This evening one of the Germans, who had been long ill of a consumption, found himself much worse. On my mentioning it to Bishop Nitschman he smiled and said, "' He will soon be well ; he is ready for the Bridegroom." Having before given notice of my design to do so, every Sunday and holiday, according to the rules of our Church, I administered the holy communion to eighteen persons. Which of these will endure to the end ? Mr. Quincy going for Carolina, I removed into the minister's house.. It is large enough for a larger family than ours, and has many conveniencies, besides a good garden. I could not but reflect on the well-known epigram, Ayoos Axatpercds yevouny more' vuv de Mevirrs. How short a time will it be before its present possessor is removed ! pezhaps to be no more seen !

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A servant of Mr. Bradley's sent to desire to speak with me. Going to him, I found a young man ill, but perfectly sensible. He desired the rest to go out, and then said, " On Thursday night, about eleven, being in bed, but broad awake, I heard one calling aloud, 'Peter! Peter Wright and looking up, the room was as ught as day, and I saw a man in very bright clothes stand by the bed, who said, ' Prepare yourself, for your end is nigh ;' and then immediately all was dark as before." I told him, " The advice was good, whencesoever it came." Ina few days he recovered from his illness ; his whole temper was changed as well-as his life ; and so continued to be, till after three or four weeks he relapsed, and died in peace. Mr. Ingham, coming from Frederica, brought me letters, pressing me to go thither. The next day Mr. Delamotte and I began to try, whether life might net as well be sustained by one sort as by variety of food. We chose to make the experiment with bread ; and Formerly I was the estate of Achemenides, but I am now the property of Menippus. Eprr. April, 1736. REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 23 were never more vigorous and healthy than while we tasted nothing else. '" Blessed are the pure in heart ;" who, whether they eat or drink, or whatever they do, have no end therein but to please God ! To them all things are pure. Every creature is good to them, and nothing to be rejected. But let them who know and feel that they are not thus pure, use every help, and remove every hinderance ; always ng: " He that despiseth little things shall fall by little and itule." ;

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In every one of the six following days, I had some fresh proofs of the absolute necessity of following that wise advice of the apostle: " Judge nothing before the time; until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts." We set out for Savannah, and reached it on Tuesday evening. O blessed place, where, having but one end in view, dissembling and fraud are not; but each of us.can pour out his heart withou fear into his brother's bosom ! Not finding, as yet, any door open for the pursuing our main design, we considered in what manner we might be most useful to the little flock at Savannah. And we agreed, 1. To advise the more serious among them to form themselves into a sort of little society, and to meet 24 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May 1736. once or twice a week, in order to reprove, instruct, and exhort one another. 2. To select out of these a smaller number for a more intimate union with each other, which might be forwarded, partly by our conversing singly with each, and partly by inviting them all together to our house ; and this, accordingly, we determined to do every Sunday in the afternoon. Wed. May 5. I was asked to baptize a child of Mr. Parker's, second bailiff of Savannah; but Mrs. Parker told me, '" Neither Mr. F. nor I will consent to its being dipped." I answered, " If you 'certify that your child is weak, it will suffice (the rubric says) to pour water upon it.' She replied, " Nay, the child is not weak, but I am resolved it shall not be dipped." This argument I could not confute. So I went home ; and the child was baptized by another person. I began dividing the public prayers, according to the original appointment of the Church: (still observed in a few places in England:) the Morning service began at five ; the Communion office (with the sermon) at eleven; the Evening service about three; and this day I began reading prayers in the court house: a large and convenient place.

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We began to execute at Frederica what we had before agreed to do at Savannah. Our design was, on Sundays, in the afternoon, and every evening, after public service, to spend some time with the most serious of the communicants, in singing, reading, and conversation. This evening we had only Mark Hird. But on Sunday Mr. Hird ard two more desired to be admitted. After a psalm and a little conversation, I read Mr. Law's " Christian Perfection,"' and concluded with another psalm. Being with one who was very desirous to converse with me, but not upon religion, I spoke to this effect : Suppose you was going to a country where every one spoke Latin, and understood no other language, neither would converse with any that did not understand it: suppose one was sent to stay here a short time, on purpose to teach it you; suppose that person, pleased with your company, should spend his time in trifling with you, and teach you nothing of what he came for: would that be well done? Yet this is our case. You are going to a country where every one speaks the love of God. The citizens of heaven understand no other language. 'They converse with none who do not understand it. Indeed none such are admitted there. I am sent from God to teach you this. A few days are allotted us for that purpose. Would it then be well done in me, because was pleased with your company, to spend this short time in trifling, and teach you nothing of what I came for? God forbid!- I will 26 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1736. rather not converse with you at all. Of the two extremes, this is the best." Another little company of us met ; Mr. Reed, Davidson, Walker, Delamotte, and myself. We sung, read a little of Mr. Law, and then conversed. Wednesdays and Fridays were the days we fixed for constant meeting. An officer of a man-of-war, walking just behind us, with two or three of his acquaintance, cursed and swore exceedingly : butupon my reproving him, seemed much moved, and gave me many thanks.

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Mr. Oglethorpe returned from the south, and gave orders on Sunday, the 20th, that none should profane the day (as was usual before) by fishing or fowling upon it. In the afternoon I summed up. what I had seen or heard at Frederica, inconsistent with Christianity, and, consequently, with the prosperity of the place. The event was as it ought: some of the hearers were profited, and the rest deeply offended. This day, at half an hour past ten, God heard the prayer of his servant; and Mr. Lassel, according to his desire, was " dissolved that he might be with Christ." Observing much coldness in Mr. 's behaviour, asked him the. reason of it. He answered, "I like nothing you do. All your sermons are satires upon particular persons, therefore I will never hear you more ; and all the people are of my mind, for we won't hear ourselves abused. '"' Beside, they say, they are Protestants. But as for you, they cannot tell what religion you are of. 'They never heard of such a religion before. They do not know what to make of it. And then your private behaviour : all the quarrels that have been here since you came, have been long of you. Indeed there is neither man nor woman in the town, who minds a word you say. And so you may preach long enough; but nobody will come to hear you." He was too warm for hearing an answer. So I had nothing to do but to thank him for his openness, and walk away. I had a long conversation with Mr. , upon the nature of true religion. I then asked him, why he did not endeavour to recommend it to all with whom he conversed. He said, "I did so once; and, for some time, I thought I had done much good by it. But I afterward found they were never the better, and I myself was the worse. Therefore now, though I always strive to be inoffensive in my conversation, do not strive to make people religious, unless those that have a desire to be so, and are, consequently, willing to hear me. But I have not yet (I speak not of you or your brother) found one such person in America."

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This evening we had such a storm of thunder and lightning as I never saw before, even in Georgia. This voice of God, too, told me I was not fit to die; since I was afraid, rather than desirous of it. O when shall I wish to be dissolved and to be with Christ! When I love him with all my heart. Almost the whole town was the next evening at the funeral; where many, doubtless, made a world of good resolutions. O how little trace of most of these will be left in the morning! It is a true saying, " Hell is paved with good intentions." Five of the Chicasaw Indians (twenty of whom had been in Savannah several days) came to see us, with Mr. Andrews, their interpreter. They were all warriors, four of them head men. The two chief were Paustoobee and Mingo Mattaw. Our conference was as follows : 3 Q. Do you believe there is One above who is over all things? Paustoobee answered, We believe there are four beloved things above ; the clouds, the sun, the clear sky, and He that lives in the clear sky. - Do you believe there is but One that lives in the clear sky? We believe there are two with him, three in all. . Do you think he made the sun, and the other beloved things? . We cannot tell. Who hath seen? - Do you think he made you? . We think he made all men at first. Suly, 1736. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 29 - How did he make them at first? . Out of the ground. - Do you believe he loves you? - Ido not know. I cannot see him. . But has he not often saved your life? . Hehas. Many bullets have gone on this side, and many on that side; but he would never let them hurt me. And many bullets have gone into these young men; and yet they are alive. Q. Then, cannot he save you from your enemies now?

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My brother and I set out for Charlestown, in order to his embarking for England ; but the wind being contrary, we did not reach Port-Royal, forty miles from Savannah, till Wednesday evening. The next morning we left it. But the wind was so high in the afternoon, as we were crossing the neck of St. Helena's Sound, that our oldest sailor cried out, " Now every one must take care for himself." I told him, '"' God would take care for us all." Almost as soon as the words were spoken, the mast fell. I kept on the edge of the boat, to be clear of her when she sunk, (which we expected every moment,) though with little prospect of swimming ashore, against such a wind and sea. But " How is it that thou hadst no faith?"? The moment the mast fell, two men caught it, and pulled it into the boat; the other three rowed with all their might, and '"' God gave command to the wind and seas ;" so that in an hour we were safe on land. We came to Charlestown. The church is of brick, but plastered over like stone. I believe it would contain three or four thousand persons. About three hundred were present at the Morning service the next day; (when Mr. Garden desired me to preach ; about fifty at the holy communion. I was glad to see several negroes at church; one of whom told me, she was there constantly ; and that her old mistress (now dead) had many times instructed her in the Christian religion. I asked her what religion was. She said, she could not tell. I asked, if she knew what a soul was. She answered, " No." I said, Do not you know there is something in you different from your body? Something you cannot see or feel?'? She replied, "I never heard so much before." I added, " Do you think, then, a man dies altogether as a horse dies?" She said, " Yes, to be sure." O God, where are thy tender mercies? Are they not over all thy works? When shall the Sun of righteousness arise on these outcasts of men. with healing in his wings ! So they call the priests. Sept. 7°6. REV. J. WESLUY'S JOURNAL. 1

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Mn, Aug. 2. I set out for the lieutenant governor's seat, about thirty m:les from Charlestown, to deliver Mr. Oglethorpe's letters. It stands very pleasantly on a little hill, with a vale on either side, in ove of which is a thick wood; the other is planted with rice and Indian corn. I designed to have gone back by Mr. Skeene's, who has about fifty Christian negroes. But my horse tiring, I was obliged to return the straight way to Charlestown. had sent the boat we came in back to Savannah, expecting a passage thither myself in Colonel Bull's. His not going so soon, I went to Ashley Ferry on Thursday, intending to walk to Port Royal. But Mr. Belinger not only provided me a horse, but rode with me himself ten miles, and sent his son with me to Cumbee Ferry, twenty miles further ; whence, having hired horses and a guide, I came to Beaufort (or Port Royal) the next evening. We took boat in the morning ; but the wind being contrary, and very high, did not reach Savannah till Sunday, in the afternoon. Finding Mr. Oglethorpe was gone, I stayed only a day at Savannah ; and leaving Mr. Ingham and Delamotte there, set out on Tuesday morning for Frederica. In walking to Thunderbolt I was in so heavy a shower, that all my clothes were as wet as if I had gone through the. river. On which occasion I cannot but observe that vulgar error, concerning the hurtfulness of the rains and dews of America. I have been thoroughly wet with these rains more than once ; yet without any harm at all. And I have lain many nights in the open air, and received all the dews that fell; and so, I believe, might any one, if his constitution was not impaired by the softness of a genteel education. At Thunderbolt we took boat; and on Friday, August 13th, came to Frederica, where I delivered Mr. O. the letters I had brought from Carolina. The next day he set out for Fort St. George. From that time I had less and less prospect of doing good at Frederica ; many there being extremely zealous, and indefatigably diligent, to prevent it ; and few of the rest daring to show themselves of another mind, for fear of their displeasure.

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Tues. Oct. 12. We considered if any thing could yet be done for the poor people of Frederica; and I submitted to the judgment of my friends ; which was, that I should take another journey thither: Mr. Ingham undertaking to supply my place at Savannah, for the time 'should stay there. I came hither on Saturday, the 16th, and found few things better than I expected. The Morning and Evening prayers, which were read for a while after my leaving the place, had been long discontinued, and from that time every thing grew worse and worse ; not many retaining any more of the form than the power of godliness. I was at first a little discouraged, but soon remembered the word which cannot fail: ' Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world." I cried to God to "arise and maintain his own cause ;"' and after the Evening prayers were ended, invited a few to my house; as I did every night while I stayed at Frederica. I read to them one of the exhortations of Ephraim Syrus: the most awakening writer, IJ think, of all the ancients. We concluded our reading and conversation with a psalm; and I trust our God gave us his blessing. Finding there were several Germans at Frederica, who, not understanding the English tongue, could not join in our public service, I desired them to meet me at my house; which they did every day at noon from thence forward. We first sung a German hymn ; then I read a chapter in the New Testament; then explained it to them as well asI could. After another hymn, we concluded with prayer. I took boat, and atter a slow and dangerous passage, came to Savannah, on Sunday, the 31st.

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Tues. Noy. 23. Mr. Oglethorpe sailed for England, leaving Mr. Ingham, Mr. Delamotte, and me, at Savannah ; but with less prospect of preaching to the Indians than we had the first day we set foot in America. Whenever I mentioned it, it was immediately replied, " You cannot leave Savannah without a minister." ''T'o this indeed my plain answer was, " I know not that I am under any obligation to the contrary. never promised to stay here one month. I openly declared both before, at, and ever since my coming hither, that I neither wouid nor could take charge of the English any longer than till I could go among the Indians." If it was said, " But did not the Trustees of Georgia appoint vou to he minister of Savannah?' I replied, "' They did; but it was jot done by my solicitation: it was done without either my desire or snowledge. 'Therefore, I cannot conceive that appointment to lay me Jan. 1737. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 33 under any obligation of continuing there any longer than till a door is opened to the Heathens ; and this I expressly declared at the time I consented to accept of that appointment." But though I had no other obligation not to leave Savannah now, yet that of love I could not break through : I could not resist the importunate request of the more serious parishioners, "to watch over their souls yet a little longer, till some one came who might supply my place." And this I the more willingly did, because the time was not come to preach the Gospel of peace to the Heathens; all their nations being in a ferment: and Paustoobee and Mingo Mattaw having told me, in terms, in my own house, " Now our enemies are all about us, and we can do nothing but fight; but if the beloved ones should ever give us to be at peace, then we would hear the great Word." Thur. Dec. 9. Hearing of one dangerously ill, I went to her immediately: she told me, "that she had many things to say :" but her weakness prevented her saying them then; and the next day God required her soul of her.

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On Monday evening we left Darien, and on Wednesday, the 5th, came to Frederica. Most here were, as we expected, cold and heartless: we found not one who retained his first love. O send forth Thy. light and Thy truth, that they may guide them! Let them not yet follow their own, imaginations ! After having beaten the air in this unhappy place for twenty days 34 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1737. on January 26th I took my final leave of Frederica. It was not any apprehension of my own danger, (though my life had been threatened many times,) but an utter despair of doing good there, which made me content with the thought of seeing it no more. In my passage home, having procured a celebrated book, (The Works of Nicholas Machiavel,) I set myself carefully to read and consider it. I began with a prejudice in his favour ; having been informed, he had often been misunderstood, and greatly misrepresented. I weighed the sentiments that were less common; transcribed the passages wherein they were contained ; compared one passage with another, and endeavoured to form a cool, impartial judgment. And my cool judgment is, that if all the other doctrines of devils which have been committed to writing since letters were in the world, were collected together in one volume, it would fall short of this: and, that should a prince form himself by this book, so calmly recommending hypocrisy, treachery, lying, robbery, oppression, adultery, whoredom, and murder of all kinds, Domitian or Nero would be an angel of light, compared to that man. We came to Savannah. Tuesday, February 1, being the anniversary feast, on account of the first convoy's landing in Georgia, we had a sermon and the holy communion. Thursday, 24. It was agreed Mr. Ingham should go for England, and endeavour to bring over, if it should please God, some of our friends to strengthen our hands in his work. Saturday, 26, he left Savannah. By Mr. Ingham I writ to Dr. Bray's associates, who had sent a parochial library to Savannah. It is expected of the ministers who receive these, to send an account to their benefactors of the method they use in catechising the children and instructing the youth of their respective parishes. That part of the letter was as follows :

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A fire broke out in the house of Robert Hows, and in ap hour burned it to the ground: a collection was made for him the next day, and the generality of the people showed a surprising willingness to give a little out of their little for the relief of a necessity greater than their own. About this time Mr. Lacy, of Thunderbolt, called upon me; when ovserving him to be in a deep sadness, I asked what was the reason of it: and a terrible one indeed he gave, in the relation following : In 1733, David Jones, a saddler, a middle-aged man, who had for some time before lived at Nottingham, being at Bristol, met a person there, who, after giving him some account of Georgia, asked whether he would go thither ; adding, his trade (that of a saddler) was an exceeding good trade there, upon which he might live creditably and comfortably. He objected his want of money to pay his passage and buy some tools, which he should have need of. The gentleman (Capt. W.) told him, he would supply him with that, and hire him a shop when he came to Georgia, wherein he might follow his business, and so repay him as suited his convenience. Accordingly to Georgia they went ; where, soon after his arrival, his master (as he now styled himself) sold him to Mr. Lacy, who set him to work with the rest of his servants, in clearing land. He commonly appeared much more thoughtful than the rest, often stealing into the woods alone. He was now sent to do some work on an island, three or four miles from Mr. Lacy's great plantation. Thence he desired the other servants to return without him, saying he would stay and kill a deer. This was on Saturday. On Monday they found him on the shore, with his gun by him and the forepart of his head shot to pieces. In his pocket was a paper book ; all the leaves thereof were fair, except one, on which ten or twelve verses were written; two of which were these :, (which I transcribed thence from his own hand writing :) Death could not a more sad retinue find ; Sickness and pain before, and darkness all behind!

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Sun. April 3, and every day in this great and holy week, we had a sermon and the holy communion. I began learning Spanish, in order to converse with my Jewish parishioners ; some of whom seem nearer the mind that was in Christ than many of those who call him Lord. Being determined, if possible, to put a stop to the proceedings of one in Carolina, who had married several of my parishioners without either banns or license, and declared, he would do so still, I set out in a sloop for Charlestown. I landed there on Thursday, and related the case to Mr. Garden, the bishop of London's commissary, who assured me, he would take care no such irregularity should ve committed for the future. Mr. Garden (to whom I must ever acknowledge myself 36 E REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1'737.. indebted for many kind and generous offices) desiring me to preach, did so, on these words of the epistle for the day: " Whatsoever is born of God, overcometh the world." To that plain account of the Christian state which these words naturally led me to give, a man of edu cation and character seriously objected, (what is indeed a great truth, _ " Why, if this be Christianity, a Christian must have more courage than Alexander the Great." We left Charlestown ; but meeting with stormy and con. trary winds, after losing our anchor, and beating out at sea all night, on Thursday, the 21st, we with some difficulty got back into Charlestown harbour. It being the time of their annual visitation, I had the pleasure of meeting with the clergy of South Carolina; among whom, iw the afternoon, there was such a conversation for several hours on 'Christ our Righteousness," as J had not heard at any visitation in England, or hardly on any other occasion.

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Mentioning to Mr. Thompson, minister of St. Bartholomew's, near Ponpon, my being disappointed of a passage home by water, he offered me one of his horses, if I would go by land, which 1 gladly accepted of. He went with me twenty miles, and sent his servant to guide me the other twenty to his house. Finding a young negro there, who seemed more sensible than the rest, I asked her how long she had been in Carolina: she said two or three years ; but that she was born in Barbadoes, and had lived there in a minister's family from a child. I asked whether she went to church there: she said, "Yes, every Sunday, to carry my mistress's children." I asked, what she had learned at church: she said, ' Nothing : I heard a deal, but did not understand it."" But what did your master teach you at home? "Nothing." Nor your mistress? ' No." I asked, " But don't you know, that your hands and feet, and this you call your body, will turn to dust ina little time?"? She answered, " Yes." ' But there is something in you that will not turn to dust, and this is what they call your soul. Indeed, you cannot see your soul, though it is within you; as you cannot see the wind, though it is all about you. But if you had not a soul in you, you could no more see, or hear, or feel, than this table can. What do you think will become of your soul, when your body turns to dust?" "If don't know." " Why, it will go out of your body, and go up there, above the sky, and live always. God lives there. Do you know who God is?" "No." "You cannot see him any more than you can see your own soul. It is he that made you and me, and all men and women, and all beasts and birds, and all the world. Itis he that makes the sun shine, and rain fall, and corn and fruits to grow out of the ground. He makes all these for us. But why do you think he made us?) Whatdid he make you and me for?' I can't tell." "He made you to live with himself above the sky. And so you will, ina little time, if you are good.

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'Vhe substance of his account was this : ' Some years past, the Ch.casaws and French were friends. The French were then mingled wifn the Nautchee Indians, whom they used as slaves ; till the Nautchves made a general rising, and took many of the French prisoners. But soon after, a French army set upon them, killed many, and carried away the rest. Among those that were killed were some Chicasaws, whose death the Chicasaw nation resented ; and, soon after, as a French hvat was going through their country, they fired into it, and killed all 41e men buttwo. The French resolved on revenge ; and orders were «iven for many Indians and several parties of white men, to rendezvous on the 26th of March, 11736, near one of the Chicasaw towns. The first party, consisting of fifty men, came thither-some days before the time. They stayed there till the 24th, but none came to join them. On the 25th, they were attacked by two hundred Chicasaws. The French attempted to force their way through them. Five or six and twenty did so; the rest were taken prisoners. The prisoners were sent two or three to a town to be burned. Only the commanding officer and one or two more were put to death on the placc of the engagement. "'T," said he, "'and one more were saved by the warrior who took us. The manner of burning the rest was, holding lighted canes to their arms and legs, and several parts of their bodies, for some time, and then for a while taking them away. 'They likewise stuck burning pieces of wood into their flesh all round, in which condition they kept them from morning till evening. But they commonly beat them before they burnthem. I saw the priest that was with us carried to be burned ; and from head to foot, he was as black as your coat with the blows which they had given him." I asked him, what was their manner of life. He said, "They do nothing but eat, and drink, and smoke, from morning till night ; and, in a manner, from night till morning. For they rise at any hour of the night when they wake, and after eating and drinking as much as they can, go to sleep again." See "The Religion of Nature truly Delineated "

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Reflecting on the state I was row in, I could not but observe in a letter to a friend, " How to attain to the being crucified with Christ, I find not, being in a condition I neither desired nor expected in America, in ease, and honcur, and abundance. A strange school for him who has but one business, MupvaZew eavrov apog eugsSerav."" I rejoiced to meet once more with that good soldier of To exercise himself unto godliness. 40 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1737. Jesus Christ. August. Spangenberg, with whom, on Monday, August 1+ I began my long-intended journey to.Ebenezer. In the way, I told him, the calm we had so long enjoyed was now drawing to an end ; that hoped he would shortly see was not (as some had told him) a respecter of persons ; but was determined (God being my helper) to behave indifferently to all, rich or poor, friends or enemies. I then asked his advice as to the difficulty I foresaw ; and resolved, by God's grace, to follow it. In the evening, we came to New Ebenezer, where the poor Saltzburghers are settled. The industry of this people is quite surprising. Their sixty huts are neatly and regularly built, and all the little spots. of ground between them improved to the best advantage. One side of the town is a field of Indian corn; on the other are the plantations of severa! private persons; all which together one would scarce think it possible for a handful of people to have done in one year. Wed. Aug. 3. We returned to Savannah. Sunday, 7, I repelled Mrs. Williamson from the holy communion. And Monday, 8, Mr. Recorder, of Savannah, issued out the warrant following : "Georgia. Savannah ss. '© To all Constables, Tithingmen, and others, whom these may concern : You, and each of you, are hereby required to take the body of John Wesley, clerk :

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Being at Highgate, a village five miles from Savannah, consisting of (all but one) French families, who, I found, knew but little of the English tongue, I offered to read prayers there in Frenck every Saturday in the afternoon. They embraced the offer gladly. On Saturday, the 22d, I read prayers in German likewise, to the German villagers of Hampstead ; and so continued to do, once a week. We began the service (both at Highgate and Hampstead) with singing a psalm. Then I read and explained a chapter in the French or German Testament, and concluded with prayers and another psalm. Some of the French of Savannah were present at the prayers at Highgate. The next day I received a message from them Dec. 1737. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 45 all, " That as I read prayers to the French of Highgate, who were but few, they hoped I would do the same to those of Savannah, where there was a large number, who did not understand English." Sunday, the 30th, I began so to do; and now I had full employment for that holy day. The first English prayers lasted from five till half an hour past six. The Italian (which I read to a few Vaudois) began at nine. The second service for the English (including the sermon and the holy communion) continued from half an hour past ten, till about half an hour past twelve. 'The French service began at one. At two I catechised the children. About three began the English service. After this was ended, I had the happiness of joining with as many as my largest room would hold, in reading, prayer, and singing praise. And about six, the service of the Moravians, so called, began: at which I was glad to be present, not as a teacher, but a learner.

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In the afternoon, the magistrates published an order, requiring all the officers and centinels to prevent my going out of the province ; and forbidding any person to assist me so todo. Being now only a prisoner at large, in a place where I knew by experience, every day would give fresh opportunity to procure evidence of words I never said, and actions I never did; I saw clearly the hour was come for leaving this place : and as soon as Evening prayers were over, about eight o'clock, the tide then serving, I shook off the dust of my feet, and left Georgia, after Journal I. 4 46 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Dec. 1737. having preached the Gospel there (not as I ought, but as I was ab.e,) one year, and nearJv nine months. During this time ) nad frequent opportunities of making many obser vations and inquiries concerning the real state of this province, (which has been so variously represented,) the English settlements therein, and the Indians that have intercourse with them. These I minuted down from time to time ; a small extract of which I have subjoined. 1. Georgia lies in the 30th and 31st degree of north latitude. The air is generally clear, the rains being much shorter, as well as heavier, than in England. 'The dews are very great. Thunder and lightning are expected almost every day in May, June, July, and August. Thev are very terrible, especially to a stranger. During those months, from ten in the morning to four in the afternoon, the sun is extremely scorching. But the sea breeze generally blows, from ten till three or four. The winter is nearly of the same length as in England. But the midday sun is always warm, even when the mornings and evenings are very sharp, and the nights piercing cold.

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5. This land requires much labour to clear; but when it is cleared, it will bear any grain, for three, four, or sometimes five years, without laying any manure upon it. An acre of it generally bears ten bushels Dec. 1737. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. AT of Indian corn, besides five of peas, ina year. So that this at present is justly esteemed the most valuable land in the province. 6. A swamp is, any low, watery place, which is covered with trees or canes. They are here of three sorts, cypress, river, and cane swamps. Cypress swamps are mostly large ponds, in and round which cypresses grow. Most river swamps are overflown every tide, by the river which runs through or near them. If they were drained, they would produce good rice; as would the cane swamps also; which in the mean time are the best feeding for all sorts of cattle. 7. The marshes are of two sorts ; soft marsh, which is all a quagmire, and absolutely goud for nothing ; and hard marsh, which is a firm, but barren sand, bearing only sour rushes. Marshes of both sorts abound on the sea islands, which are very numerous, and contain all sorts of land. And upon these chiefly, near creeks and runs of water, juniper trees and cedars grow. 8. Savannah stands on a flat bluff, (so they term any high land hanging over a creek or river,) which rises forty-five feet perpendicular from the river, and commands it several miles both upward and downward. 'The soil is a white sand for above a mile in breadth, southeast and northwest. Beyond this, eastward, is a river swamp; westward a small wood, in which was the oid Indian town. On the other side of the river is a marshy island, covered with large trees. Southwest of the town is a large pine barren, which extends backward to a branch of the Alatamahaw river.

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9. St. Simon's Island, having on the southeast the Gulf of Florida, on the other sides, branches of the Alatamahaw, is about one hundred miles south of Savannah, and extends in length about twenty, in breadth from two to five miles. On the west side of it, on a low bluff, stands Frederica, having woods to the north and south; to the east, partly woods, partly savannahs, and partly marshes. The soil is mostly a blackish sand. There is not much pine land on the island ; the greatest part being oak land, intermixed with many savannahs, and old Spanish or Indian fields. 10. On the sea point, about five miles southeast of the town, is the fort where the soldiers are stationed. But the storehouse in Frederica better deserves that name ; being encompassed with regular ramparts of earth, and a palisaded ditch, and mounted with cannon, which entirely command the river. 11. About twenty miles northwest from St. Simon's is Darien, the settlement of the Scotch Highlanders, a mile from Fort King George, which was built about seventeen and abandoned about eleven years since. The town lies on the main land, close to a branch of the Alatamahaw, on a bluff about thirty feet above the river, having woods on all sides. The soil is a blackish sand. They built at first many scattered huts ; but last spring, (1736,) expecting the Spaniards, they built themselves a large fort, and all retired within the walls of it. 12. Augusta, distant from Savannah one hundred and fifty miles, and five from old Savannah town, is designed to stand in an old Indian field, on a bluff, about thirty feet high. A small fort of wooden piles was built there in 1737; but no house was then built, nor any more ground cleared, than Mr. Lacy and his men found so. 48 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. , Dec. 173.

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13. Old Ebenezer, where the Saltzburghers settled at first, lies twenty-five miles west of Savannah. A small creek runs by the town, down to the river, and many brooks run between the little hills: but the soil is a hungry barren sand; and upon any sudden shower, the brooks rise several feet perpendicular, and overflow whatever is near them. Since the Saltzburghers removed, two English families have been placed there: but these too say, that the land is good for nothing ; and that the creek is of little use ; it being by water twenty miles to the river; and the water generally so low in summer time. that a boat cannot come within six or seven miles of the town. 14. New Ebenezer, to which the Saltzburghers removed in March, 1736, lies six miles eastward from the old, on a high bluff, near the Savannah river. Here are some tracts of fruitful land, though the greatest part of that adjoining to the town is pine barren. The huts, sixty in number, are neatly and regularly built ; the little piece of ground allotted to each for a garden, is every where put to the best use, no spot being left unplanted. Nay, even one of the main streets, being one more than was as yet wanted, bore them this year a crop of Indian corn. 15., About ten miles east of this, on a creek, three miles from the river, was the village of Abercorn. Ten families settled here in 1.733 ; but it is now without inhabitant. Four miles below the mouth of Abercorn creek is Joseph's town, the settlement of two Scotch gentlemen. A mile below was Sir Francis Bathurst's plantation: and a quarter of a mile from this, Walter Augustine's settlement. But both these are left without inhabitant. 16. A mile below this is Captain Williams's plantation: a mile from thence, Mrs. Matthews's, (late Musgrove,) commonly known by the name of the Cowpen: adjoining to which is the land belonging to Captain Watson; on which is an unfinished house, swiftly running to ruin. A mile from this is Irene, a house built for an Indian school, in the year 1736. It stands on a small, round hill, in a little piece of fruitful ground, given by the Indians to Mr, Ingham. The Indian town is within a furlong of it.

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22. Of the Georgian Indians in general it may be observed, that they are not so properly nations, as tribes or clans, who have wandered thither at different times; perhaps expelled their native countries by stronger tribes ; but how or when they cannot tell, being none of them able to give any rational account of themselves. They are inured to hardships of all kinds, and surprisingly patient of pain. But as they have no letters, so they have no religion, no laws, no civil government. Nor have they any kings or princes, properly speaking ; their meekos, or headmen, having no power either to command or punish, no man obeying them any further than he pleases. So that every one doeth what is right in his own eyes ; and if it appears wrong to his neighbour, the person aggrieved usually steals on the other unawares, and shoots him, scalps him, or cuts off his ears: having only two short rules of proceeding, to do what he will, and what he can. 23. They are likewise all, except, perhaps, the Choctaws, gluttons, drunkards, thieves, dissemblers, liars. They are implacable, unmerciful; murderers of fathers, murderers of mothers, murderers of their own children: it being a common thing for a son to shoot his father or mother, because they are old and past labour ; and for a woman either to procure abortion, or to throw her child into the next river, because she will go with her husband to the war. Indeed, hasbands, strictly speaking, they have none; for any man leaves his wife (so called) at pleasure, who frequently, in return, cuts the throats of all the children she has had by him. Whoredom they account no crime, and few instances appear of a young Indian woman's refusing any one. Nor have they any fixed punishment for adultery; only, if the husband take his wife with another man, he will do what he can to both, unless speedily pacified by the present of a gun or a blanket.

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24. The Choctaws only have some appearance of an entire nation, possessing a large extent of land, eight or nine hundred miles west ot Savannah, and many well inhabited towns. They are said to have six thousand fighting men, united under one head. At present they are in league with the French, who have sent some priests among them ; by whom (if one may credit the Choctaw traders) ten or twelve have been baptized. ; ' 25. Next to these, to the northeast, are the Chicasaws. Their country 50 _ REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Dec. W727. is flat, full of meadows, springs, and rivers. In their fields, though six or seven hundred miles from the sea, are found sea shells in great numbers. 'They have about nine huadred fighting men, ten towns, and one meeko, at least, in every one. They are eminently gluttons, eating, drinking, and smoking all day, and almost all night. They are extremely indolent and lazy, except in war; then they are the most indefatigable, and the most valiant of all the Indians: but they are equally cruel with the rest, torturing and burning all their prisoners, whether Indian or European. 26. East of them, in the latitude of 35° and 36°, about three or four hundred miles from Savannah, lie the Cherokees. Their country is very mountainous, fruitful, and pleasant. They have fifty-two towns, and above three thousand fighting men. In each town are three or more headmen, who keep up a sort of shadow of government, having power to set the rest to work, and to punish such as will not join in the common labour. They are civil to strangers, and will do any thing for them, for pay; being always willing, for a small piece of money, to carry a message for fifty or sixty miles, and, if required, a heavy burden too: but they are equally cruel to prisoners with the Chicasaws, though not equally valiant. They are seldom intemperate in drinking, but when they can be so on free cost. Otherwise love of drink yields to covetousness : a vice scarcely to be found in any Indian but a Cherokee.

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27. The Uchees have only one small town left, (near two hundred miles from Savannah,) and about forty nghting men. The Creeks have 'been many times on the point of cutting them off. They are indeed hated by most, and despised by all the other nations, as well for their 'cowardice, as their superlative diligence in thieving, and for out-lying all the Indians upon the continent. 28. The Creek Indians are about four hundred miles from Savannah. They are said to be bounded on the west by the Choctaws, to the north by the Chicasaws, to the east by the Cherokees, and to the south by the Alatamahaw river. They have many towns, a plain, well-watered country, and fifteen hundred fighting men. They have often three or four meekos ina town; but without so much as the shadow of authority, only to give advice, which every one is at liberty to take or leave. But age and reputation for valour and wisdom have given Chicali, a meeko of the Coweta town, a more than ordinary influence over the nation ; though not even the show of regal power. Yet neither age, wisdom, nor reputation, can restrain him from drunkenness. Indeed al the Creeks, having been most conversant with white men, are most infected with insatiate love of drink, as well as other European vices. They are more exquisite dissemblers than the rest of their countrymen. They know not what friendship or gratitude means. They show no inclination to learn any thing; but least of all, Christianity; being full as opinionated of their own parts and wisdom, as either modern Chinese, or ancient Romans. Sat. Dec. 3. We came to Purrysburg early in the morning, and endeavoured to procure a guide to Port Royal. But none being to be had, we set out without one, an hour before sunrise. After walking two or three hours, we met with an old man, who led us into a small oath, near which was a line of blazed trees, (that is, marked by cutting Dec. 1737. 3 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 51 off part of the bark,) by following which he said we might easily come to Port Royal in five or six hours. : 5

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Sun. Jan. 1, 1738. All in the ship (except the captain and steersman) were present both at the Morning and Evening service, and appeared as deeply attentive, as even the poor people of Frederica did, while the word of God was new to their ears. And it may be, one or two among these likewise, may " bring forth fruit with patience." The same desires which they cherished on earth, remain in the: world of spirits. Jan. 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 53 Mon, 2. Being sorrowful and very heavy, (though I could give no particular reason for it,) and utterly unwilling to speak close to any of my little flock, (about twenty persons,) I was in doubt whether my neglect of them was not one cause of my own heaviness. In the evening, therefore, I began instructing the cabin boy; after which I was much easier. I went several times the following days, with a design to speak to the sailors, but could not. I mean, I was quite averse from speaking ;' I could not see how to make an occasion, and it seemed quite absurd to speak without. Is not this what men commonly mean by, "I could not speak ?"" And is this a sufficient cause of silence, or no? Is ita prohibition from the good Spirit? or a temptation from nature, or the evil one? I ended the "' Abridgment of Mr. de Renty's Life." O that such a life should be related by such an historian! who, by inserting all, if not more than all, the weak things that holy men ever said or did, by his commendation of almost every action or word which either deserved or needed it not, and by his injudicious manner of relating many others which were indeed highly commendable, has cast the shade of superstition and folly over one of the brightest patterns of heavenly wisdom. Sat. '7. I began to read and explain some passages of the Bible to the young negro. The next morning, another negro who was on board desired to be a hearer too. From them I went to the poor Frenchman, who, understanding no English, had none else in the ship with whom he could converse. And from this time, I read and explained to him a chapter in the Testament every morning.

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In the fulness of my heart, I wrote the following words :- '« By the most infallible of proofs, inward feeling, I am convinced, "1. Of unbelief; having no such faith in Christ as will prevent my heart from being troubled; which it could not be, if I believed in God, and rightly believed also in him: "©2. Of pride, throughout my life past; inasmuch as I thought I had what I find I have not : "¢3. Of gross irrecollection; inasmuch as in a storm I cry to God every moment; in a calm, not: "¢4, Of levity and luxuriancy of spirit, recurring whenever the pressure is taken off, and appearing by my speaking words not tending to edify ; but most, by my manner of speaking of my enemies. '' Lord save, or perish! Save me, "1. By such a faith as implies peace in life and in death: "©2. By such humility, as may fill my heart from this hour for ever, with a piercing uninterrupted sense, JVihil est quod hactenus fect ; (I have done nothing hitherto ;) having evidently built without a foundation : "3, By such a recollection as may cry to thee every moment, especially when all is calm: Give me faith or I die; give me a lowly spirit; otherwise, mihi non sit suave vivere: (let lite be a burden to me : 4, By steadiness, seriousness, dguvolns, sobriety of spirit; avoiding, as fire, every word that tendeth not to edifying ; and never speak b4 ; REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. 1738 ing of any who oppose me, or sin against God, without all my own sins set in array before my face." This morning, after explaining these words of St. Paul, "I beseech you brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God," I exhorted my fellow travellers with all my might, to comply with the apostle's direction. But "leaving them afterward to themselves," the seriousness they showed at first, soon vanished away. On Monday, 9, and the following days, I reflected much on that vain desire, which had pursued me for so many years, of being in solitude, in order to be a Christian. I have now, thought I, solitude enough.

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I think, verily, if the Gospel be true, I am safe: for I not omy have given, and do give, all my goods to feed the poor; I not only give my body to be burned, drowned, or whatever God shall appoint for me; but I follow after charity, (though not as I ought, yet as I can,) f haply I may attain it. I now believe the Gospel is true. 'I show my faith by my works,' by staking my all upon it. I would do so again and again a thousand times, if the choice were still to make. Whoever sees me, sees I would be a Christian. Therefore 'are my ways not like other men's ways.' Therefore I have been, I am, I am content to be, 'a by-word, a proverb of reproach.' But in a storm I think, ' What if the Gospel be not true? Then thou art of all men most foolish. For what hast thou given thy goods, thy ease, thy friends, thy reputation, thy country, thy life? For what art thou wandering over the face of the earth? A dream, 'a cunningly devised fable !" ' O! who will deliver me from this fear of death? What shall I do? Where shall I fly from it? Should I fight against it by thinking, or by not thinking of it? A wise man advised me some time since, ' Be still and go on.' Perhaps this is best, to look upon it as my cross; when it comes, to let it humble me, and quicken all my good resolutions, especially that of praying without ceasing; and at other times, to take no thought about it, but quietly to go on 'in the work of the Lord.' " We went on with a small, fair wind, till Thursday in the afternoon ; and then sounding, found a whitish sand at seventy-five fathom: but having had no observation for several days, the captain began to be uneasy, fearing we might either get unawares into the Bristol Channel, or strike in the night on the rocks of Scilly.

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Are they read in philosophy? So was I. In ancient or modern tongues? So was I also. Are they versed in the science of divinity ? too have studied it many years. Can they talk fluently upon spiritual things? The very same could I do. Are they plenteous in alms? Behold, I gave all my goods to feed the poor. Do they give of their labour as well as of their substance? I have laboured more abundantly than they all. Are they willing to suffer for their brethren? I have thrown up my friends, reputation, ease, country ; I have put my life in my hand, wandering into strange lands; I have given my body to be devoured by the deep, parched up with heat, consumed by toil and weariness, or whatsoever God should please to bring upon me. But does all this (be it more or less, it matters not) make me acceptable to God? Does all I ever did or can know, say, give, do, or suffer, justify me in his sight? Yea, or the constant use of all the means of grace ! (which, nevertheless, is meet, right, and our bounden duty.) Or that I know nothing of myself; that I am, as touching outward, moral righteousness, blameless? Or (to come closer yet) the having a rational conviction of all the truths of Christianity? Does all this give me a claim to the holy, heavenly, divine character of a Christian? By no means. If the Oracles of God are true, if we are still to abide by " the law and ' the testimony ;" all these things, though, when ennobled by faith in Christ, they are holy and just and good, yet without it are " dung and dross," meet only to be purged away by " the fire that never shall be quenched."

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1. Tuar men revile me, and say all manner of evil against me; that I am vecome as it were a monster unto many; that the zealous of almost every denomination cry out, " Away with such a fellow from the earth :" this givesme, with regard to myself, no degree of uneasiness. For I know the Scripture must be fulfilled, "If they have called the Master of the house Beelzebub, how much more them of his household ?" But it does give me a concern, with regard to those who, by this artifice of the devil, are prevented from hearing that word which is able to save their souls. 2. For the sake of these, and indeed of all who desire to hear the truth of those things which have been so variously related, I have been induced to publish this further account ; and I doubt not but it will even hence appear, to all candid and impartial judges, that I have hitherto lived in all good conscience toward God. 3. I shall be easily excused by those who cither love or seek the Lord Jesus in sine cerity, for speaking so largely of the Moravian Church ; a city which ought to be set upon a hill: their light hath been too long hid under a bushel: it is high time it should at length break forth, and "so shine before men, that others also may glorify their Father which is in heaven." 4, If any should ask, " But do you think even this Church is perfect, without spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing?" I answer plainly, "No; though I trust it will be, when patience has had its perfect work." But neither do I think it right to entertain the world with the spots of God's children. 5. It has been further asked, whether I imagine God is to be found only among them. I reply, "By no means. I know there is a God in England, and we need not go to seek him yn strange lands." I know that in our own, he is very nigh unto all that call upon him; and therefore I think those unwise (to say no more) who run to inquire after him in Holland or Germany.

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I set out for Oxford with Peter Bohler, where we were kindly received by Mr. Sarney, the only one now remaining here, of many who, at our embarking for America, were used to " take sweet counsei together," and rejoice in " bearing the reproach of Christ." We went to Stanton Harcourt, to Mr. Gambold, and found my old friend recovered from his mystic delusion, and convinced that St. Paul was a better writer than either T'auler or Jacob Behmen. The next day I preached once more at the castle (in Oxford) to a numerous and serious congregation. All this time I conversed much with Peter Bohler, but I understood him not; and least of all when he said, Mi frater, mi frater, excoquenda est ista tua philosophia. ' My brother, my brother, that philosophy of yours must be purged away." I returned to London. On Tuesday I preached at Great St. Helen's, on, " It any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." I was with the Trustees again, to whom I then gave a short account (and afterward delivered it to them in writing) of the reasons why I left Georgia. I preached at six, at St. Lawrence's ; at ten, in St. Katherine Cree's church; and in the afternoon, at St. John's, Wapping. I believe it pleased God to bless the first sermon most, because it gave most offence ; being indeed an open defiance of that mystery of iniquity which the world calls prudence ; grounded on those words of St. Paul to the Galatians, ' As many as desire to make a fair show in the flesh, they constrain you to be circumcised ; only lest they should suffer persecution for the croys of Christ." Journal I. 5 62 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1738 '7. I tcok coach for Salisbury, and had several opportunities of conversing seriously with my fellow travellers. But endeavouring to mend the wisdom of God by the worldly wisdom of prefacing serious with light conversation, and afterward following that advice of the Mystics, " Leave them to themselves," all I had said was written on the sand. ' Lord, lay not this sin to" my " charge !"

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This evening our little society began, which afterward met in Fetter lane. Our fundamental rules were as follow : In obedience to the command of God by St. James, and by the advice of Peter Boéhler, it is agreed by us, 1. That we will meet together once a week to " confess our faults one to another, and pray one for another, that we may be healed." 2. That the persons so meeting be divided into several bands, or little companies, none of them consisting of fewer than five, or more than te1 persons. 3. That every one in order speak as freely, plainly, and concisely as he can, the real state of his heart, with his several temptations and deliver ances, since the last time of meeting. May, 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 67 4. That all the bands have a conference at eight every Wednesdav evening, begun and ended with singing and prayer. ; 5. That any who desire to be admitted into this society be asked, "What are your reasons for desiring this? Will you be entirely open; using no kind of reserve ? Have you any objection to any of our orders?" (which may then be read.) 6. That when any new member is proposed, every one present speak clearly and freely whatever objection he has to him. 7. That those against whom no reasonable objection appears, be in order for their trial, formed into one or more distinct bands, and some person agreed on to assist them. 8. That after two months' trial, if no objection then appear, they may be admitted into the society. 9. That every fourth Saturday be observed as a day of general intercession. 10. That on the Sunday seven-night following be a general love-feast, from seven till ten in the evening. 11. That no particular member be allowed to act in any thing contrary to any order of the society: and that if any persons, after being thrice admonished, do not conform thereto, they be not any longer esteemed as members. My brother had a long aud particular conversation with Peter Béhler. And it now pleased God to open his eyes ; so that he also saw clearly what was the nature of that one true living faith, whereby alone, " through grace, we are saved."

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'"'T have seen upon this occasion, more than ever I could have imagined, how intolerable the doctrine of faith is to the mind of man; and how peculiarly intolerable to religious men. One may say the most unchristian things, even down to Deism; the most enthusiastic things, so they proceed but upon mental raptures, lights, and unions; the most severe vhings, even the whole rigour of ascetic mortification: and all this will be May, 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 69 forgiven. But if you speak of faith in such a manner as makes Christ a Saviour to the utmost, a most universal help and refuge; in such a manner as takes away glorying, but adds happiness to wretched man ; as discovers a greater pollution in the best of us than we could before _ acknowledge, but brings a greater deliverance from it than we could before expect: if any one offers to talk at this rate, he shall be heard with the same abhorrence as if he was going to rob mankind of their salvation, their Mediator, or their hopes of forgiveness. I am persuaded that a Montanist or a Novatian, who from the height of his purity should look down with contempt upon poor signers, and exclude them from all mercy, would not be thought such an overthrower of the Gospel, as he who should learn, from the Author of it, to be a friend of publicans and sinners, and to sit down upon the level with them, as soon as they begin to repent.

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"But this is not to be wondered at. For all religious people have such a quantity of righteousness, acquired by much painful exercise, and formed at last into current habits; which is their wealth, both for this world and the next. Now all other schemes of religion are either so complaisant as to tell them they are very rich, and have enough to triumph in; or else only a little rough, but friendly in the main, by telling them their riches are not yet sufficient, but by such arts of self denial and men tal refinement they may enlarge the stock. But the doctrine of faith is a downright robber. It takes away all this wealth, and only tells us it is deposited for us with somebody else, upon whose bounty we must live like mere beggars. Indeed, they that are truly beggars, vile and filthy sinners till very lately, may stoop to live in this dependent condition: it suits them well enough. But they who have long distinguished themselves from the herd of vicious wretches, or have even gone beyond moral men; for them to be told that they are either not so well, or but the same needy, impotent, insignificant vessels of mercy with the others : this is more shocking to reason than transubstantiation. For reason had rather resign its pretensions to judge what is bread or flesh than have this honour wrested from it to be the architect of virtue and righteousness. But where am I running? My design was only to give you warning, that wherever you go, this ' foolishness of preaching' will alienate hearts from you, and open mouths against you." My brother had a second return of his pleurisy. A few of us spent Saturday night in prayer. The next day, being Whitsunday, after hearing Dr. Heylyn preach a truly Christian sermon, (on, "They were all filled with the Holy Ghost:" "And so," said he, " may all you be, if it is not your own fault,") and assisting him at the holy communion, (his curate being taken ill in the church,) I received the surprising news that my brother had found rest to his soul. His bodily strength returned also from that hour. " Who is so great a God as our God?"

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I preached at St. John's, Wapping, at three, and at St. Bennett's, Paul's Wharf, in the evening. At these churches, likewise, I am to preach no more. At St. Antholin's I preached on the Thursday following. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I had continual sorrow and heaviness in my heart: something of which I described, in the broken manner I was able, in the following letter to a friend : "O why is it, that so great, so wise, so holy a God will use such an instrument as me! Lord, 'let the dead bury their dead!' But wilt thou send the dead to raise the dead? Yea. thou sendest whom thou wil 70 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1738. send, and showest mercy by whom thou wilt show mercy! Amen! Be it then according to thy will! If thou speak the word, Judas shall cast out devils. '"'T feel what you say, (though not enough,) for 1 am under the same condemnation. I see that the whole law of God js holy, just and good. I know every thought, every temper of my soul, ought to bear God's image and superscription. But how am I fallen from the glory of God! I feel that 'I am sold under sin." I know, that I too deserve nothing but wrath, being full of all abominations: and having no good thing in me, to atone for them, or to remove the wrath of God. All my works, my righteousness, my prayers, need an atonement for themselves. So that my mouth is stopped. I have nothing to plead. God is holy, I am unholy. God is a consuming fire: I am altogether a sinner, meet to be consumed. / "Yet I hear a voice (and is it not the voice of God?) saying, ' Believe and thou shalt be saved. He that believeth, is passed from death unto life. God so loved the world that he gave his only-begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him, should not perish, but have everlasting life.'

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5. Removing soon after to another college, I executed a resolution which I was before convinced was of the utmost importance, shaking off at once all my trifling acquaintance. I began to see more and more the value of time. I applied myself closer to study. I watched more carefully against actual sins ; I advised others to be religious, according to that scheme of religion by which I modelled my own life. But meeting now with Mr. Law's " Christian Perfection" and " Serious Call," although I was much offended at many parts of both, yet they convinced me more than ever of the exceeding height and breadth and depth of the Law of God. The light flowed in so mightily upon my soul, that every thing appeared in a new view. I cried to God for help, and resolved not to prolong the time of obeying him as I had never done before. And by my continued endeavour to keep his whole Law, inward and outward, to the utmost of my power, I was persuaded that I should be accepted of him, and that I was even then in a state of salvation. 6. In 1730 I began visiting the prisons ; assisting the poor and sick in town ; and doing what other good I could, by my presence, or my little fortune, to the bodies and souls of all men. To this end I abridged myself of all superfluities, and many that are called necessaries of life. I soon became a by-word for so doing, and I rejoiced that my name was cast out as evil. The next spring I began observing the Wednesday and Friday fasts, commonly observed in the ancient Church ; tasting no food till three in the afternoon. And now I knew not how to go any further. I diligently strove against all sin. I omitted no sort of selt denial which I thought lawful: I carefully used, both in public and in private, all the means of grace at all opportunities. I omitted no occasion of doing good: I for that reason suffered evil. And all this I knew to i F2 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1735

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9. All the time I was at Savannah I was thus beating the air. Being ignorant of the righteousness of Christ, which, by a living faith in him, bringeth salvation " to every one that believeth," I sought to establish my own righteousness ; and so laboured in the fire all my days. I was now properly " under the Law ;" I knew that " the Law" of God was '' spiritual ; I consented to it, that it was good." Yea, "I delighted in it, after the inner man." Yet was I "carnal, sold under sin." Every day was I constrained to cry out, " What I do, I allow not: for what I would, I do not ; but what I hate that I do. To will is" indeed " present with me ; but how to perform that which is good, I find not. For the good which I would, I do not; but the evil which I would not, that J do. I find a law, that when I would do good, evil is present with me :" Even "the law in my members, warring against the law of my mind," and still bringing me into captivity to the law of sin." 10. In this vile, abject state of bondage to sin, I was indeed fighting continually, but not conquering. Before, I had willingly served sin; now it was unwillingly ; but still I served it. I fell, and rose, and fell again. Sometimes I was overcome, and in heaviness: sometimes I overcame, and was in joy. For as in the former state I had some foretastes of the terrors of the Law, so had I in this, of the comforts of om nae _ May, 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 73

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12. When I met Peter Bohler again, he consented to put the dispute upon the issue which I desired, namely, Scripture and experience. I first consulted the Scripture. Butwhen I set aside the glosses of men, and simply considered the words of God, comparing them together, endeavouring to illustrate the obscure by the plainer passages ; I found they all made against me, and was forced to retreat to my last hold, "that experience would never agree with the literal interpretation of those scriptures. Nor could I therefore allow it to be true, till I found some living witnesses of it." He replied, he could show me such at any time ; if I desired it, the next day. And accordingly, the next day he came again with three others, all of whom testified, of their own personal experience, that a true living faith in Christ is inseparable from a sense of pardon for all past, and freedom from all present, sins. They added with one mouth, that this faith was the gift, the free gift of God; and that he would surely bestow it upon every soul who earnestly and perseveringly sought it. Iwas now throughly convinced ; and by the grace of God I resolved to seek it unto the end, 1. By absolutely renouncing all dependence, in whole or in part, upon my own works or righteousness ; on which I had really grounded my hope of salvation, though I knew it not, from my youth up. 2. By adding to the constant use of all the other means of grace, continual prayer for this very thing, justifying saving faith, a full reliance on the blood of Christ shed for saat ie 74 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1738 me; a trust in him, as my Christ, as my sole justification, sanctification, and redemption.

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above the level, and paved with a small sort of brick, as smooth and clean as the Mall in St. James's. The walnut trees stand in even rows on either side; so that no walk in a gentleman's garden is pleasanter. About seven we came to Goudart, where we were a little surprised at meeting with a treatment which is not heard of in England. Several inns utterly refused to entertain us; so that it was with difficulty we at last found one, where they did us the favour to take our money for some meat and drink, and the use of two or three bad beds. They pressed us much in the morning to see their church, but were displeased at our pulling off our hats when we went in; telling us, we must not do so; it was not the custom there. It is a large old building, of the Gothic kind, resembling some of our English cathedrals. There is much history painting in the windows, which, they told us, is greatly admired. 'About eight we left Goudart, and in a little more than six hours reached Ysselstein. Here we were at Baron Wattevil's, as athome. We found with him a few German brethren and sisters, and seven or eight of our English acquaintance, who had settled here some time before. They lodged just without the town, in three or four little houses, till one should be built that would contain them all. Saturday, 17, was their Intercession day. In the morning, some of our English brethren desired me to administer the Lord's Supper: the rest of the day we spent with all the brethren and sisters, in hearing the wonderful work which God is beginning to work over all the earth; and in making our requests known unto him, and giving him thanks for the mightiness of his kingdom.

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At six inthe morning we took boat. The beautiful gardens lie on both sides the river, for great part of the way to Amsterdam, whither we came about five inthe evening. The exact neatness of all the buildings here, the nice cleanness of the streets, (which, we were informed, were all washed twice a week,) and the canals which run through all the main streets, with rows of trees on either side, make this the pleasantest city which I have ever seen. Here we were entertained, with truly Christian hospitality, by Mr. Decknatel, a minister of the Mennonists, who suffered us to want nothing while we stayed here, which was till the Thursday following. Dr. Barkhausen, (a physician, a Muscovite by nation,) who had been with Mr. Decknatel for some time, showed us likewise all possible kindness. Remember them, O Lord, for good! I was at one of the societies, which lasted an hour and a half. About sixty persons were present. The singing was in Low Dutch ; (Mr. Decknatel having translated into Low Dutch, part of the Hernhuth Hymn-book ;) but the words were so very near the German, that any who understood the original, might understand the translation. The expounding was in High Dutch. I was at another of the societies on Tuesday, where were present about the same number. On Wednesday, one of our company found a sheep that had been lost : his sister, who had lived here for some time with one whom she loved too well, as he did her. But they were now both resolved, by the grace of God, (which they accordingly executed without delay,) "to pluck out the right eye, and cast it from them." Journal . 6 78 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1738. We took boat at eight in the evening, and, landing at four in the morning, walked on to Uutfass, which we left about two, having now another boy added to our number. A little before eight we came to Beurn, a small ill built city, belonging to the prince of Orange. Setting out early in the morning, we came to Nimwegen, the last town in Holland, about two in the afternoon; and, leaving it at four, came before eight to an inn, two hours short of Cleve.

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At four we took boat, when I could not but observe the decency of the Papists above us who are called Reformed. As soon as ever we were seated, (and so every morning after,) they all pulled off their hats, and each used by himself a short prayer for our prosperous journey. And this justice I must do to the very boatmen: (who upon the Rhine are generally wicked even to a proverb:) I never heard one of them take the name of God in vain, or saw any one laugh when any thing of religion was mentioned. So that I believe the glory of sporting with sacred things is peculiar to the English nation! We were four nights on the water, by reason of the swiftness of the stream, up which the boat was drawn by horses. The high mountains on each side the river, rising almost perpendicular, and yet covered 2 eee July, 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 79 with vines to the very top, gave us many agreeable prospects ; a religious house, or old castle, every now and then appearing on the brow of one of them. On Sunday evening, July 2, we came to Mentz; and Monday, the 3d, at half an hour past ten, to Frankfort. Faint and weary as we were, we could have no admittance here, having brought no passes with us; which indeed we never imagined would have been required in a time of settled general peace. After waiting an hour at the gates, we procured a messenger, whom we sent to Mr. Bohler ; (Peter Bohler's father ;) who immediately came, procured us entrance into the city, and entertained us in the most friendly manner. We set out early in the morning on Tuesday, the fourth, and about one came to Marienborn. But I was so ill, that, after talking a little with Count Zinzendorf, I was forced to lie down the rest of the day. : The family at Marienborn consists of about ninety persons, gathered out of many nations. They live for the present in a large house hired by the Count, which is capable of receiving a far greater number; but are building one, about three English miles off, on the top of a fruitful hill. ' O how pleasant a thing it is for brethren to dwell together in unity !?

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We breakfasted at Gehlenhausen, an old, unhandsome town, dined ° at Offenau, (where is a strange instance of moderation, a church used every Sunday both by the Papists and the Lutherans alternately,) and, notwithstanding some sharp showers of rain, in the evening reached Steinau. Thursday, 20, we dined at Braunsal, and passing through Fulda in the afternoon, (where the duke has a pleasant palace,) travelled through a delightful country of hills and vales ; and in the evening came to Rickhersch. The next night, (after having had the most beautiful prospect which I think I ever saw, from the top of a high hill, commanding a vast extent of various land on every side,) we, with some difficulty, and many words, procured a poor accommodation at an inn in Markful. Saturday, 22, having passed through Eisenach in the morning, we came through a more level open country, to Saxe-Gotha in the afternoon, a neat and pleasant city, in which the Prince's palace is indeed a fine building. We stopped an hour here with a friendly man, and in the evening came to Ditleben; and thence in the morning to Erfurt, where we were kindly entertained by Mr. Reinhart, to whom 'we were directed by some of the brethren at Marienborn. In the afternoon we came to Weymar, where we had more difficulty to get through the city than is usual, even in Germany: being not only detained a considerable time at the gate, but also carried before I know not what great man (I believe the duke) in the Square ; who, after many other questions, asked, what we were going so far as Hernhuth for: I answered, "to see the place where the Christians live." He looked hard, and Jet us go. We came early to Jena, which lies at the bottom of several high, steep, barren hills. The students here are distinguished from the townsmen by their swords. They do not live together in colleges, (nor indeed in any of the German universities,) as we do in Oxford and Cambridge ; but are scattered up and down the town, in lodging or boarding houses. Those of them to whom we were recommended, behaved as brethren indeed. © may brotherly kindness, and every good word and work, abound in them more and more! At Jena, the stone pillars begin; set up by the elector of Saxony Oar whe

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a Eee ee Jaly, 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 81 and marking out every quarter of a German mile, to the end of his electorate. Every mile is a large pillar, with the names of the neighbouring towns, and their distances inscribed. It were much to be wished, that the same care were taken in England, and indeed in all countries. We left Jena early on Tuesday, reached Weisenfeltz in the evening, and Merseberg on Wednesday morning. Having a desire to see Halle, (two German miles off,) we set out after breakfast, and came thither at two in the afternoon. But we could not be admitted into the town, when we came. The king of Prussia's tall men, who kept the gates, sent us backward and forward, from one gate to another, for near two Lours. I then thought of sending in a note to Professor Francke, the son of that August Herman Francke whose name is indeed as precious ointment. O may I follow him, as he did Christ! And " by manifestation of the truth commend myself to every man's conscience in the sight of God!" He was not in town. However, we were at length admitted into the Orphan house ; that amazing proof, that "all things are" still " possible to him that believeth." There is now a large yearly revenue for its support, beside what is continually brought in by the printing office, the books sold there, and the apothecary's shop, which is furnished with all sorts of medicines. The building reaches backward from the front in two wings, for, I believe, a hundred and fifty yards. The lodging chambers for the children, their dining room, their chapel, and all the adjoining apartments, are so conveniently contrived, and so exactly clean, as I have never seen any before. Six hundred and fifty children, we were informed, are wholly maintained there; and three thousand, if I mistake not, taught. Surely, such a thing neither we nor our fathers have known, as this great thing which God has done here! '7. -We returned to Merseberg, and at five in the evening came to the gates of Leipsig. After we had sent in our pass, and waited an hour and a half, we were suffered to go to a bad inn in the town.

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We found out Mr. Merschall, and the other gentlemen ot the university, to whom we were directed. They were not wanting in any good office while we stayed, and in the afternoon went with us an hour forward in our journey. After a pleasant walk on Saturday, on Sunday, 30, about seven in the morning, we came to Meissen. In Meissen castle, the German chinaware is made, which is full as dear as that imported from the Indies ; and as finely shaped, and beautifully coloured, as any I have ever seen. After breakfast we went to church. I was greatly surprised at all I saw there: at the costliness of apparel in many, and the gaudiness of it, in more; at the huge fur caps worn by the women, of the same shape with a Turkish turban ; which generally had one or more ribands hanging down a great length behind. The minister's habit was adorned with gold and scarlet, and a vast cross both behind and before. Most of the congregation sat, (the men generally with their hats on, at the prayers as well as sermon,) and all of them stayed during the holy communfon, though but very few received. Alas, alas! what a Reformed country is this! At two in the afternoon we came to Dresden, the chief city of Saxony. Here also we were carried for above two hours from one magistrate or 82 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1738. officer to another, with the usual impertinent solemnity, before we were suffered to go to our inn. I greatly wonder that common sense and common humanity (for these, doubtless, subsist in Germany as well as England) do not put an end to this senseless, inhuman usage of strangers, which we met with at almost every German city, though - more particularly at Frankfort, Weimar, Halle, Leipsig and Dresden. I know nothing that can reasonably be said in its defence, in a time of full peace, being a breach of all the common, even Heathen laws of hospitality. If it be a custom, so much the worse; the more is the pity and the shame.

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The minister had on a sort of pudding sleeve gown, which covered him all round. At nine began a long voluntary on the organ, closed with a hymn, which was sung by all the people sitting ; in which posture, as is the German custom, they sung all that followed. Then the minister walked up to the altar, bowed, sung these Latin words, " Gloria in excelsis Deo ;" bowed again, and went away. This was followed by another hymn, sung, as before, to the organ, by all the people. Then the minister went to the altar again, bowed, sung a prayer, read the epistle, and went away. After a third hymn was sung, he went a third time to the altar, sung a versicle, (to which all the people sung a response,) read the third chapter to the Romans, and went away. The people having then sung the creed in rhyme, he came and read the Gospel, ail standing. Another hymn followed, which being ended, the minister in the pulpit used a long extemporary prayer, and afterward preached an hour and a quarter on a verse of the Gospel. Then he read a long intercession and general thanksgiving, which before twelve concluded the service. After the Evening service at Hernhuth was ended, all the unmarried men (as is their custom) walked quite round the town, singing praise with instruments of music; and then on a small hill, at a little distance from it, casting themselves into a ring, joined in prayer. Thence they returned into the great Square, and a little after eleven, commended each other to God. : A child was buried. The burying ground (called by them Gottes Acker, that is, God's ground) hes a few hurdred yards out of the town, under the side of a little wood. There are distinct squares in it for married men and unmarried; for married and unmarried women; for male and female children, and for widows. The corpse 84 : REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1738.

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'Here is a mystery. Here the wise men of the world are lost, are taken in their own craftiness. This the learned of the world cannot comprehend. It is foolishness unto them: sin is the only thing which divides men from God. Sin (let him that heareth understand) is the only thing which unites them to God; that is, the only thing which moves the Lamb of God to have compassion upon, and, by his blood, to give them access to the Father. 86 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1738. "This is the ' word of reconciliation' which we preach. This is the foundation which never can be moved. By faith we are built upon this foundation; and this faith also is the gift of God. It is his free gift, which he now and ever giveth to every one that is willing to receive it. And when they have received this gift of God, then their hearts will melt for sorrow that they have uffended him. But this gift of God lives in the heart, notinthe head. The faith of the head, learned from men or books is nothing worth. It brings neither remission of sins, nor peace with God. Labour then to believe with your whole heart. So shall you have redemption through the blood of Christ." So shall you be cleansed from all sin. So shall ye go on from strength to strength, being renewed day by day in righteousness and all true holiness." Was the Intercession day, when many strangers were present, some of whom came twenty or thirty miles. I would gladly have spent my life here ; but my Master calling me to labour in another part of his vineyard, on Monday, 14, I was constrained to take my leave ot this happy place; Martin Déber, and a few others of the brethren, walking with us about an hour. O when shall ruis eS cover the earth, as the ' waters cover the sea ?"'

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" But soon after this a new doubt arose, Are the New Testament prophecies fulfilled? This I next set myself to examine. I read them carefully over, and could not but see every event answered the prediction; so that the more I compared the one with the other, the more fully I was convinced that 'all Scripture was given by inspiration of God.' a a Aug. 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 87 " Yet still my soul was not in peace; nor indeed did I expect it, till I should have openly renounced the errors of Popery ; which accordingly I did at Berlin. I now also led a very strict life. Iread much, and prayed much. I did all I could to conquer sin; yet it profited not: I was still conquered by it. Neither found I any more rest among the Lutherans, than I did before among the Papists. At length, not knowing what to do, I listed myseif a soldier. Now ! thought I should have more time to pray and reed, having with me a New Testament and a hymnbook. But in one day both my books were stole. This almost broke my heart. Finding also in this way of life all the inconveniences which I thought to avoid by it, after six months I returned to my trade, and followed it two years. Removing then to Gorlitz, in Saxony, I fell into a dangerous illness. I could not stir hand or foot for twenty weeks. Pastor Sleder came to me every day. And from him it was that the Gospel of Christ came first with power to my soul. " Here I found the peace I had long sought in vain; for I was assured 'my sins were forgiven. Notindeed all at once, but by degrees; not in one

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«4, It was in the year 1715 that a soldier of the emperor's, lately discharged, came to Sehl, a village of which the Jesuits are lords, and began to talk with Augustin Neusser and his brother. He sharply reproved their hypocrisy, in pretending to be Romanists, and dissembling the true faith. Yet they conferred with flesh and blood, till the year 1722, when at length they forsook all and retired into Upper Lusatia. They left three brothers behind them, who were soon after cast into prison, and grievously persecuted by the Papists; so that as soon as ever a door was opened, they also left all, and followed their brothers into Lusatia. The same did many others soon after, as finding no safety either for body or soul in their own country ; whence, about the same time, Michael and Martin Linner, and the Haberlands, were driven out, with their families, after having suffered the loss of all things, for not conforming to the Romish worship, and for receiving those they called heretics into their houses. «¢°5, But the brethren at Kuhnewald were treated with still greater ° severity. Ali their books were taken away; they were compelled, by the most exquisite torments, to conform to the Popish superstitions and idolatries ; and, in the end, cast into, and kept in, the most loathsome prisons, whereby David Schneider, the Nitschmans, and many others, were constrained also to leave their country, and all that they had. These eT 90 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1738. are the plain reasons of our leaving Moravia, of which your excellency desired an account from us.' "In the mean time we found a great remissness of behaviour had crept in among us. And indeed the same was to be found in most of those round about us, whether Lutherans or Calvinists; so insisting on faith, as to forget, at least in practice, both holiness and good works.

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" Observing this terrible abuse of preaching Christ given for us, we began to insist more than ever on Christ wing in us. All our exhortations and preaching turned on this: we spoke, we writ, of nothing else. Our constant inquiries were, ' Is Christ formed im you? Have you a new heart? Is your soul renewed in the image of God? Is the whole body of sin destroyed in you? Are you fully assured, beyond all doubt or fear, that you are a child of God? In what manner, and at what moment did you receive that full assurance?' Ifa man could not answer all these questions, we judged he had no true faith. Nor would we permit any to receive the Lord's Supper among us till he could. "Tn this persuasion we were, when I went to Greenland, five years ago. There I had a correspondence by letter with a Danish minister on the head of justification. And it pleased God to show me by him, (though he was by no means a holy man, but openly guilty of gross sins,) that we had now leaned too much to this hand, and were run into another extreme: that Christ im us and Christ for us, ought, indeed, to be both insisted on; but first and principally Christ for us, as being the ground ot all. I now clearly saw, we ought not to insist on any thing we feel any more than any thing we do, as if it were necessary previous to justification, or the remission of sins. I saw that least of all ought we so to insist on the full assurance of faith, or the destruction of the body of sin, and the extinction of all its motions, as to exclude those who had not attained this from the Lord's table, or to deny that they had any faith at all. I plainly perceived, this full assurance was a distinct gift from justifying faith, and often not given till long after it; and that justification does not imply that sin should not sé in us, but only that it should not conquer.

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"Yet in a few days I was troubled again. I believed Christ was the Saviour of the world: but I could not call him my Saviour; neither did I believe he would save me. And one day as I was walking across the Square, that text came strongly into my mind, "The unbelieving shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone.' I returned home, terrified beyond expression ; and instantly began crying out to our Saviour, telling him I deserved no less than hell; and gave myself up, if it were his will, to suffer what I had deserved. Ina moment I found a gleam of hope, that he would have mercy even on me. ' But this in a short time vanished away, and my uneasiness returned again. Many endeavoured to persuade me that I had, but I knew I had not, a right faith in Christ. For I had no confidence in him; nor could I lay hold upon him as my Saviour. Indeed reading one day in Arndt's ' True Christianity,' that 'ifall the sins of all the men upon earth were joined in one man, the blood of Christ was sufficient to cleanse 'that man from all sin; I felt for a time comfort and peace: but it was but for a time, and then I was overwhelmed as before with sadness and unbelief. And I was oppressed almost beyond my strength, when a year ago I went into this little wood. At first I was tempted to break out into impatience; but then J thought, our Saviour knows best; nor would he suffer this trouble to continue so long, if he did not see it was good for me. I delivered myself wholly into his hands, to dispose of me according to his good pleasure. In that hour I saw, that all who believe in him are reconciled to God through his blood; and was assured, that I was thereby reconciled, and numbered among the children of God. And from that hour, I have had no doubt or fear, but all peace and jov in believing." Some of the circumstances of this uncommon relation were made

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"Thus it was with me. I led a good life from a child: and this was the great hinderance to my coming to Christ. For, abounding in good works, and diligently using all the means of grace, 1 persuaded myself for thirteen or fourteen years, that all was well, and I could not fail of salvation. And yet, I cannot say my soul was at rest, even till the time when God showed me clearly, that my heart was as corrupt, notwithstanding all my good works, as that of an adulterer or murderer. Then my self dependence withered away. I wantod a Saviour and fled naked o him. And in him I found true rest to my soul; being fully assured that all my sins were forgiven. Yet I cannot tell the hour or day when first received that full assurance. For it was not given me at first, neither at once; but grew up in me by degrees. But from the time it wag confirmed in me, I never lost it; having never since doubted, no, not for a.moment." What Wensext Neusser said was as follows : " From a child I had many fits of seriousness, and was often uneasy at my sins: this uneasiness was much increased about fifteen years since by the preaching of Journal I. 7 © 94 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1738. Christian David. I thought the way to get ease, was, to go and live among the Lutherans, whom I supposed to be all good Christians. But I soon found they, as well as the Papists, were carnal, worldly-minded men. About thirteen years ago I came from among them to Hernhuth ; but was still as uneasy as before: which I do not wonder at now; (though I did then ;) for all this time, though I saw clearly I could not be saved but by the death of Christ, yet I did not trust in that only for salvation ; but depended on my own righteousness also, as the joint condition of my acceptance.

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After I was settled here, seeing the great diversity of sects wherewith we were surrounded, I began to doubt whether any religion was true. For half a year these doubts perplexed me greatly; and I was often just on the point of casting off all religion, and returning to the world. The fear of doing this threw me into a deeper concern than ever I had been in before. Nor could I find how to escape; for the more I struggled, the more I was entangled. I often reflected on my former course of life, as more desirable than this: and one day, in the bitterness of my soul, besought our blessed Saviour at least to restore me to that state which I was in before I left Moravia. In that moment he manifested himself to me, so that I could lay hoid on him as my Saviour, and showed me, it is only the blood of Christ which cleanseth us from all sin. This was ten years since; and from that hour I have not had one doubt of my acceptance. Yet I have not any transports of joy: nor had I when he thus revealed himself unto me: only I well remember, that manifestation of himself was like a cool, refreshing wind, to one that is fainting away with sultry heat. And ever since my soul has been sweetly at rest, desiring no other portion in earth or heaven."

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TREES ENT ne ee t f i 96 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. TAug. 1738 " When I was about twenty-six, I was pressed in spirit to exhort and mstruct my brethren. Accordingly, many of them met at my house, to read, pray, and sing psalms. They usually came about ten or eleven, and stayed till one or two in the morning. When Christian David came to us, we were much quickened and comforted, and our number greatly increased. We were undisturbed for two years. But then the Papists were informed of our meeting. Immediately search was made. All our books were seized, and we were ordered to appear before the consistory. I was examined many times; was imprisoned, released, and imprisoned again, five times in one year. At last I was adjudged to pay fifty rix-dollars, and suffer a year's imprisonment. But upon a re-hearing, the sentence was changed, and I was ordered to be sent to the galleys. Before this sentence was executed, I escaped out of prison, and came to Sorau in Silesia. Many of our brethren followed me; and here for near ten years I taught the children in the Orphan house. I soon sent for my wife and children. But the magistrates had just then ordered, that the wives and children of all those who had fled should be taken into safe custody. The night before this order was to be executed, she escaped, and came to Sorau. "Soon after, some of my brethren who had been there pressed me much to remove to Hernhuth: Christian David, in particular, by whose continued importunity I was at length brought to resolve upon it. But all my brethren at Sorau were still as strongly against it as I myself had formerly been. For a whole year I was struggling to break from them, or to persuade them to go too. And it cost me more pains to get from Sorau, than it had done to leave Moravia.

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At length I broke loose, and came to Hernhuth, which was about three years ago. Finding I could scarce subsist my family here by hard labour, whereas at Sorau all things were provided for me, I grew very uneasy. The more uneasy I was, the more my brethren refrained from my company ;" (this was cruel and unchristian ;) " so that in a short time I was left quite alone. Then I was in deep distress indeed. Sin revived and almost got the mastery over me. I tried all ways, but found no help. In this miserable state I was about a year ago, when the brethren cast lots concerning me, and were thereby directed to admit me to the Lord's table. And from that hour my soul received comfort, and I was more and more assured that I had an Advocate with the Father, and that I was fully reconciled to God by his blood." Curistorn. DemurnH spoke to this effect: '' My father was a pious man from his youth. He carefully instructed all his children. I was about fifteen when he died. A little before he died, having been all his life-time under the law, he received at once remission of sins, and the full witness of the Spirit. He called us to him, and said, 'My dear children, let your whole trust be in the blood of Christ. Seek salvation in this, and in this alone, and he will show you the same mercy he has to me. Yea, and he will show it to many of your relations and acquaintance, when his time is come.' " From this time till I was twenty-seven years old, I was more and more zealous in seeking Christ. I then removed into Silesia, and married. A

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"Two days passed, and no man asked me any question ; when, doubting what I ought to do, I went into a neighbouring wood, and, going into a little cave, fell on my face and prayed, ' Lord, thou seest I am ready to do what thou wilt. If it be thy will I should be cast into prison, thy will be done. If it be thy will, that I should leave my wife and children, I am ready. Only show me thy will. Immediately I heard a loud voice saying, Fort, fort, fort, 'Goon, go on.' rose joyful and satisfied ; went home and told my wife, it was God's will I should now leave her; but that I hoped to return in a short time, and take her and my children with me. I went out of the door; and in that moment was filled with peace, and joy, and comfort. "We had above two hundred miles to go, (thirty-five German,) and neither I, nor my friend who went with me, had one kreutzer. But God provided things convenient for us, so that in all the way we wanted nothing. "In AN journey God gave me the full assurance that my sins were forgiven. This was twelve years ago; and ever since it has been confirmed more and more, by my receiving from him every day fresh supplies of strength and comfort. " By comparing my experience with that of others, you may perceive how different ways God leads different souls. But though a man should be led in a way different from that of all other men; yet, if his eye be at all times fixed on his Saviour; if his constant aim be to do his will; if all his desires tend to him; if in all trials he can draw strength from him ; if he fly to him in all troubles, and in all temptations find salvation in his blood; in this there can be no delusion: and whosoever is thus minded, however or whenever it began, is surely reconciled to God through his Son."

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after was licensed to preach. But at twenty-two, meeting with Arndt's 'True Christianity,' I found I myself was not a Christian. Immediately I left off preaching, and betook myself wholly to philosophy. This stifled all my convictions for some years; but when I was about twentyseven, they revived, and continued the year after, when I was desired to be domestic tutor to the children of the secretary of state. I now felt I was ' carnal, sold under sin,' and continually struggled to burst the bonds, till (being about thirty-one years old) I was unawares entangled in much worldly business. This cooled me in my pursuit of holiness; yet for a year and a half my. heart was never at peace. Being then in a bookseller's shop, I saw the account of the Church at Hernhuth. I did not think there could be any such place, and asked the bookseller if that was areal account. His answer, 'that it was no more than the plain truth,' threw me into deep thought and fervent prayer, that God would bring me to that place. I went to the secretary and told him I did not design to stay at Upsal, having a desire to travel. He said, he had a desire his son should travel; and was glad of an opportunity to send him with me. I was grieved, but knew not how to refuse any thing to my patron and benefactor. Accordingly we left Upsal together, and, after a year spent in several parts of Germany, went through Holland into France, and so to Paris, where we spent another year. But I was more and more uneasy, till I could be disengaged from my charge, that I might retire to Hernhuth. In our return from France, my pupil's elder brother returning from Italy met us at Leipsig. I immediately writ to his father, and having obtained his consent, delivered him into his hands. April 23, 1738, (N.S.) I came hither. Here I was in another world. I desired nothiug but to be cleansed inwardly and outwardly from sin, by the blood of Jesus Christ. I found all here laying the same foundation. Therefore, though I did not think with them in all points of doctrine, I waived these, and singly pursued reconciliation with God through Christ.

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I. The officers are, 1. The eldest of the whole Church; beside whom, there is an eldest of every particular branch of it. There is also a distinct eldest over the young men, and another over the boys; a female eldest over the women in general, and another over the unmarried, and another over the girls. 2. The teachers, who are four. 3. The helpers: (or deacons.) 4. The overseers, (or censors,) eleven in number at Hernhuth. 5. The monitors, who are eleven likewise. 6. The almoners, eleven also. '7. The attenders on the sick, seven in number. Lastly, the servants, or deacons of the lowest order. II. The people of Hernhuth are divided, 1. Into five male classes, viz. the little children, the middle children, the big children, the young men, and the married. 'The females are divided in the same manner. 2. Into eleven classes, according to the houses where they live: and in each class is a helper, an overseer, a monitor, an almoner, and a servant. 3. Into about ninety bands, each of which meets twice at least, but most of them three times a week, to ' confess their faults one to another, and pray for one another, that they may be healed.' III. The rulers of the Church, that is, the elders, teachers, helpers have a conference every week, purely concerning the state of souls, and another concerning the institution of youth. Beside which, they have one every day, concerning outward things relating to the Church. The overseers, the monitors, the almoners, the attenders on the sick, the servants, the schoolmasters, the young men, and the children, have likewise each a conference once a week, relating to their several offices and duties. Once a week also is a conference for strangers ; at which any person may be present, and propose any question or doubt which he desires to have resolved. In Hernhuth is taught reading, writing, arithmetic, Latin, Greek, Hebrew, French, English, history, and geography. There is a Latin, French, and an English lecture every day, as well as an historical and geographical one. On Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday, is the Hebrew lecture; the Greek on Tuesday and Thursday.

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"6. Toward magistrates, whether of a superior or inferior rank, we bear the greatest reverence. We cheerfully submit to their laws; and even when many of us have been spoiled of their goods, driven out of their houses, and every way oppressed by them, yet they resisted them not, neither opening their mouths, nor lifting up their hands, against them. n all things which do not immediately concern the inward, spiritual king- Aug. 1738. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 101 dom of Christ, we simply, and without contradicting, obey the higher powers. But with regard to conscience, the liberty of this we cannot suffer to be any way limited or infringed. And to this head we refer whatever directly or in itself tends to hinder the salvation of souls; or, whatsoever things Christ and his holy Apostles (who, we know, meddled not with outward wordly things) took charge of, and performed, as necessary for the constituting and well ordering of his church. In these things we acknowledge no head but Christ; and are determined, God being our helper, to give up, not only our goods, (as we did before,) but life itself, rather than this liberty which God hath given us. "7. As it behoves all Christians not to be slothful in business, but diligently to atteud the works of their calling; there are persons chosen by the Church to superintend all those who are employed in outward business. And by this means also, many things are prevented which might otherwise be an occasion of offence. "8. We have also censors and monitors. In those, experience and perspicacity ; in these, wisdom and modesty are chiefly required. The censors signify what they observe (and they observe the smallest things) either to the deacons or monitors. Some monitors there are whom all know to be such; others who are secretly appointed; and who, if need leah may freely admonish, in the love of Christ, even the rulers of the ureh.

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"14. Whoever either of the male or female children, seek God with their whole heart, need not be much incited to come to the Lord's Supper. Before they receive, they are examined both in private by the pastor, and also in public: and then, after an exhortation by the senior, are by him, through laying on of hands, added to the Church and confirmed. The same method is used with those who renounce the Papal superstitions, or who are turned from the service of Satan to God; and that, if they desire it, although they are not young; yea, though they are well stricken in years. "15. Once or twice a month, either at Bertholdsdorf, or if it may be, at Hernhuth, all the Church receives the Lord's Supper. It cannot be expressed how great the power of God is then present among us. A general confession of sins is made by one of the brethren in the name of all. Then a few solid questions are asked; which when they have answered, the absolution, or remission of sins, is either pronounced to all in general, or confirmed to every particular person, by the laying on of hands. The seniors first receive; then the rest in order, without any regard had to worldly dignity, in this, any more than in any other of the solemn offices of religion. After receiving, all the men (and so the women) meet together to renew their covenant with God, to seek his face, and exhort one another to the patience of hope and the labour of love. "16. They have a peculiar esteem for lots; and accordingly use them both in public and private, to decide points of importance, when the reasons brought on each side appear to be of equal weight. And they believe this to be then the only way of wholly setting aside their own will, of acquitting themselves of all blame, and clearly knowing what is the will of God.

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3. What I design in the following extract is, openly to declare to all mankind, what it is that the Methodists (so called) have done, and are doing now: or rather, what it is that God hath done, and is still doing in our land. For it is not the work of man which hath lately appeared. All who calmly observe it must say, " This is the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes." 4. Such a work this hath been in many respects, as neither we nor our fathers had known. Not a few whose sins were of the most flagrant kind, drunkards, swearers, thieves, whoremongers, adulterers, have been brought "from darkness unto light, and from the power of Satan unto God." Many of these were rooted in their wickedness, having long gloried in their shame, perhaps for a course of many years, yea, even to hoary hairs. Many had not so much as a notional faith, being Jews, Arians, Deists, or Atheists. Nor has God only made bare his arm in these last days, in behalf of open publicans and sinners; but many " of the Pharisees" also " have believed on him," of the "righteous that needed no repentance ;" and, having received "the sentence of death in themselves," have then heard the voice that raiseth the dead: have been made partakers of an inward, vital religion; even "righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost." 5. The manner wherein God hath wrought this work in many souls is as strange as the work itself. It has generally, if not always, been wrought in one moment, " As the lightning shining from heaven," so was "the coming of the Son of Man," either to bring peace or a sword; either to wound or to heal; either to convince of sin, or to give remission of sins in his blood. And the other circumstances attending it have been equally remote from what human wisdom would have expected. So true is that word, "My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways."

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Before Stoltius left Jena, Buddzus also began to preach the real Gospel, as did Christius svon after; whereby some awakening continued till the year 1724. A few of the townsmen then agreed to maintain a student, to be a schoolmaster for some poor children. They afterward kept several schoolmasters: but about 1728, all of them going away, the school was broke up, and the children quite neglected. Professor Buddeus being informed of this, earnestly recommended the consideration of it to the students in his house: and about ten of them, among whom was Mr. Spangenberg, took upon themselves the care of those children. Their number soon increased, which gave great offence to the other schoolmasters in the town ; and not long after to the magistrates of the town, and to the senate of the university. The offence soon spread to the pastors, the professors, the consistory, and the princes who are lords of Jena. But it pleased God to move one of them, the prince of Eisenach, who had the chief power there, to stop the open persecution, by forbidding either the senate or consistory to molest them. He likewise wholly exempted them from the jurisdiction of both, ordering that all complaints against them for the time to come should be cognizable only by himself. But during the persecution, the number of schools was increased from one to three, (one in each suburb of the city,) the number of teachers to above thirty, and of children to above three hundred. There are now thirty constant teachers, ten in each school, and three or four supernumerary, to supply accidental defects. Four of the masters are appointed to punish, who are affixed to no one school. Each of the schools being divided into two classes, and taught five hours a day, every one of the thirty masters has one hour in a day to teach. All the masters have a conference about the schools every Monday. They havea second meeting on Thursday, chiefly for prayer: and a third every Saturday. Once in half a year they meet to fill up the places of those masters who are gone away. And the number has never decreased ; fresh ones still offering themselves, as the former leave the university. The present method wherein they teach is this : Baal f GMS Wot oe ee 108 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. ' Aug. 1738

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There are always two classes in each school. In the lower, childrer from six to ten or twelve years old are taught to read. They are then removed to the other class, in which are taught the Holy Scriptures, arithmetic, and whatever else it may be useful for children to learn. In the morning, from eight to nine, they are all catechised, and instructed in the first principles of Christianity, either from Luther's smaller Catechism, or from some texts of Holy Scripture. From nine to ten the smaller children are taught their letters and syllables; and the larger read the Bible. From ten to eleven those in the lower class learn and repeat some select verses of Holy Scripture, chiefly relating to the foundation of the faith. Meanwhile those in the upper learn arithmetic. In the afternoon from one to two all the children are employed as from nine to ten in the morning. From two to three, the smaller children learn and repeat Luther's smaller Catechism, while the larger are taught to write. Every Sunday there is a public catechising on some text of Scripture; at which all persons who desire it may be present. In the afternoon we left Jena, several of the brethren accompanying us out of town. At five, having just passed through Weimar, we met Mr. Ingham going for Hernhuth. We all turned aside to a neighbouring village, where having spent a comfortable evening together, in the morning we commended each other to the grace of God, and went on our several ways. We breakfasted at Erfurt with Mr. Reinhart, spent the evening with some brethren at Saxe-Gotha, and by long journeys came to Marienborn on Friday, August 25. : I took my leave of the Countess, (the Count being gone to Jena,) and setting out early the next morning, came about three in the afternoon to Frankfort. From Mr. Bohler's we went to the society, where one of the brethren from Marienborn offered free redemption, through the blood of Christ, to sixty or seventy persons.

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Now I desire to know, whether any Romanist of common sense can either defend or approve of this? At eight we took boat; and on Saturday, September 2, about eleven, came to Colen; which we left at one, and between seven and eight reached a village, an hour short of Neus. Here we overtook a large number of Switzers, men, women, and children, singing, dancing, and making merry, being all going to make their fortunes in Georgia. Looking upon them as delivered into my hands by God, I plainly told them what manner of place it was. Jf they now leap into the fire with open eyes, their blood is on their own head. Before noon we came to Cleve, and to Nimwegen in the evening. The next night we lay at a little village near Tiel; which leaving early in the morning, we walked by the side of many pleasant orchards, and in the afternoon came to Ysselstein. We stayed only one night with the brethren, (in the new house, called Herndyke, an English mile from the town,) and hasting forward, came the next afternoon to Dr. Koker's at Rotterdam. I cannot but acknowledge the civility of this friendly man, all the time we stayed in his house. In the morning, Friday, the 8th, we went to the English Episcopal church, which is a large, handsome, convenient building. The minister read prayers seriously and distinctly, to a small, well behaved congregation. Being informed our ship was to sail the next day, (Saturday,) we took leave of our gonerous friend, and went to an inn close to the quay, that we might be ready when called to go aboard. Having waited till past four in the afternoon, we stepped into the Jews' synagogue, which lies near the water side. I do not wonder that so many Jews (especially those who have any reflection) utterly abjure all religion. My spirit was moved within me, at that horrid, senseless pageantry, that mockery of God, which they called public worship. Lord, do not thou yet " cast off thy people!" But in Abraham's " Seed" let them also " be blessed !"

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On Saturday, 23, I was enabled to speak strong words both at Newgate and at Mr. E.'s society ; and the next day at St. Anne's, and twice at St. John's, Clerkenwell; so that I fear they will bear me there no longer. Twes. 26. I declared the gospel of peace to a small company at Windsor. The next evening Mr. H. preached to the societies at Bow; but not "the truth as it is in Jesus." I was afraid lest » the lame" should "be turned out of the way ;" but God answered the taoughts of my heart, and took away my fear, in a manner I did not expect, even by the words of Thomas Sternhold. They were these : (Sung immediately after the sermon : ) ae mercy is above all things, God; it doth excel; In trust whereof, as in thy wings, The sons of men shall dwell. Within thy house they shall be fed With plenty at their will: Of all delights they shall be sped, And take thereof their All. Because the well of life most pure Doth ever flow from thee; And in thy light we are most sure Eternal light to see. From such as thee desire to know Let not thy grace depart: Thy righteousness declare and show To men of upright heart. One who had been a zealous opposer of " this way," sent and desired to speak with me immediately. He had all the signs of settled despair, both in his countenance and behaviour. He said, he had been enslaved to sin many years, especially to drunkenness ;_ that he had long used all the means of grace, had constantly gone to church and sacrament, had read the Scripture, and used much private prayer, and yet was nvsthing profited. I desired we might join in prayer. After a short space he rose, and his countenance was no longer sad. He said, "Now I know God loveth me, and has forgiven my sins. And sin shall not have dominion over me; for Christ hath set me free." And, according to his faith it was unto him.

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"Yet again; I have not 'the peace of God ;' that peace, peculiarly so called. The peace I have may be accounted for on natural principles. I have health, strength, friends, a competent fortune, and a composed, cheerful temper. Who would not have a sort of peace in such circumstances? But I have none which can with any propriety be called, a 'peace which passeth all understanding.' From hence I conclude, (and let all the saints of the world hear, that whereinsoever they boast, they may be found even as I,) though I have given, and do give all my goods to feed the poor, Iam not a Christian. Though I have endured hardship, though I have in all things denied myself and taken up my cross, I am _ nota Christian. My works are nothing, my sufferings are nothing; I have not the fruits of the Spirit of Christ. Though I have constantly used all the means of grace for twenty years, I am nota Christian." I preached at Basingshaw church. Saturday, 13, I expounded to a large company at Beach Lane. Sunday, 14, after preaching at Islington, I expounded twice at Mr. Sims's, in the Minories. I was with two persons, whe I doubt are properly enthusiasts. For, first, they think to attain the end without the means ; which is enthusiam, properly so called. Again, they think themselves inspired by God, and are not. But false, imaginary inspiration is enthusiasm. That theirs is only imaginary inspiration appears hence, it contradicts the Law and the Testimony.

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Sun. Feb. 4. I preached at St. Giles's, on, "¢ Whosoever believeth on me, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water." How was the power of God present with us! I am content to preach here no more. A note was given me at Wapping, in nearly these words : - ' Srr, Your prayers are desired for a child that is lunatic, and sore vexed day and night, that our Lord would be pleased to heal him, as he did those in the days of his flesh, and that he would give his parents faith and patience till his time is come." I received the following note : "' Srr, I return you hearty thanks for your prayers on Friday for my tortured son. He grows worse and worse; I hope, the nearer deliverance: I beg your prayers still to our Redeemer, who will cure him, or give us patience to bear the rod, hoping it is dipped in the blood of the Lamb. " Sir, he 's taken with grievous weeping, his heart beating as if it would beat through his ribs, he swells ready to burst, sweats great drops, runs about beating and tearing himself. He bites and pinches me, so that I 120 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1739. carry his marks always on me. He lays his hands on the fire, and sticks pins in his flesh. Thus he has been these five years. He is in his eleventh _ year, a wonder of affliction: I hope, of mer Pe also; and that I shall yet praise him who is my Redeemer and my Go " A few of us prayed with him; and from that time (as his parents since informed us) he had more rest (although not a full deliverance) than he had had for two years before. I was desired to preach at Sir George Wheler's chapel, in Spitalfields, morning and afternoon. I did so in the morning, but was not suffered to conclude my subject (as I had designed) in the afternoon ; a good remembrance, that I should, if possible, declare, at every time, the whole counsel of God. I preached in the morning to a numerous congregation, at St. Katherine's, near the Tower; at Islington in the afternoon. Many here were, as usual, deeply offended. But the counsel of the Lord it shall stand.

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such a one as me, to follow with all possible care and vigilance that wise advice of Mr. Herbert : Still let thy mind be bent ; still plotting how, And when, and where, the business may be done. And this, I bless God, I can in some measure do, while I avoid that bane of all religion, the company of good sort of men, as they are called ; persons who have a king to, but no sense of religion. But these insensibly undermine all my resolution, and steal away what little zeal I have. So that I never come from among these saints of the world (as John Valdesso terms them) faint, dissipated, and shorn of all my strength, but T say, 'God deliver me from a half Christian.' "9. Freedom from care is yet another invaluable blessing. And where could I enjoy thisasI do now? I hear of such a thing as the cares of the world; but I feel them not. My income is ready for me on so many stated days: all I have to do is to carry it home. The grand article of my expense is food. And this too, is provided without any care of mine. The servants I employ are always ready at quarter day; so I have no trouble on their account. And what I occasionally need to buy, I ean mmediately have without any expense of thought. Here, therefore, I can be 'without carefulness.' I can 'attend upon the Lord without distraction.' And I know what a help this is to the being holy both in body and spirit.

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"10. To quicken me in making a diligent and thankful use of these peculiar advantages, I have the opportunity of communicating weekly, and of public prayer twice a day. It would be easy to mention many mcre, as well as to show many disadvantages, which one of greater courage and skill than me, could scarce separate from the way of life you speak of. But whatever others could do, I could not. I could not stand my ground one month against intemperance in sleep, self indulgence in food, irregularity in study; against a general lukewarmness in my affections, and remissness in my actions; against a softness directly opposite to the character of a good soldier of Jesus Christ. And then when my spirit was thus dissolved, I should be an easy prey to every temptation. Then might the cares of the world, and the desire of other things, roll back with a full tide upon me: and it would be no wonder, if while I preached to others, I myself should be a castaway. cannot, therefore, but observe, that the question does not relate barely to the degrees of noliness, but to the very being of i: Agitur de vita et sanguine Turni: Life is at stake : "The point is, whether I shall or shall not work out my salvation: whether I shall serve Christ or Belial. "11. What still heightens my fear of this untried state is, that when I am once entered into it, I am entered irrecoverably, once for all : Vestigia nulla retrorsum: There is no going back. If I should ever be weary of the way of life I am now in, I have frequent opportunities of quitting it: but whatever difficulties occur in that, foreseen or unforeseen, there is no return, any more than from the grave. When I have once launched out into the unknown sea, there is no recovering my harbour. I must go on, through whatever whirlpools, or rocka, or sands, though all the waves and storms go over me.

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"12. Thus much as to myself. But I cannot deny that 'we are not to consider ourselves alone; seeing God made us all for a social life, to which academical studies are only preparatory.' I allow too, that 'He will take an exact account of every talent which he has lent us, not to bury them, but to employ every mite we have received according to his will, whose stewards we are.' I own also, that ' every follower of Christ 1s, in his proportion, the light of the world; that whosoever is such, can no more be concealed than the sun in the midst of heaven; that if he is 124 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1739 i 9 "set as a light in a dark place, his shining must be the more conspicuous; 'that to this very end was his light given, even to shine on all around him ;' and, indeed, that ' there is only one way to hide it, which is, to put it out.' Iam obliged likewise, unless I will lie against the truth, to grant, that 'there is not a more contemptible animal upon earth, than one that drones away life, without ever labouring to promote either the glory of God or the good of man; and that, whether he be young ar old, learned or unlearned, in a college, or out of it;? yet granting ' the superlative degree of contempt to be on all accounts due to a college drone;' a wretch who has received ten talents and employs none; that is not only promised a reward hereafter, but is also paid before hand for his work, and yet works not at all. But allowing all this, and whatever else you can say (for I own you can never say enough) against the drowsy ingratitude, the lazy perjury of those who are commonly called harmless men, a fair proportion of whom I must, to our shame, confess are to be found in colleges: allowing this, I say, I do not apprehend it concludes against a college life in general. For the abuse of it does not destroy the use. Though there are some here who are the mere lumber of the creation, it does not follow that others may not be of more service to the world in this station, than they could be in any other.

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"13. That Lin particular could, might (it seems) be inferred from what has been shown already ; viz. that I may myself be holier here than any where else, if I faithfully use the blessings I enjoy. But to waive this, I have other reasons so to judge; and_the first is, the plenteousness of the harvest. Here is indeed a large scene of various action: here is room for charity in all its forms: there is scarce any possible way of doing good, for which here is not daily occasion. I can now only touch on the several heads. Here are poor families to be relieved : here are children to be educated: here are workhouses, wherein both young and old gladly receive the word of exhortation: here are prisons, and therein a complication of all human wants: and, lastly, here are the schools of the prophets. Of these, in particular, we must observe, that he who gains one, does thereby do as much service to the world, as he could do ina parish in his whole life; for his name is Legion: in him are contained all those who shall be converted to God by him: he is not a single drop of the dew of heaven, but a river to make glad the city of God. "14. But 'Epworth,' you say, 'is a larger sphere of action than this: there I should have the care of two thousand souls.' Two thousand souls! I see not how it is possible for such one as me, to take care of one hundred. Because the weight that is now upon me is almost more than I can bear, shall I increase it ten-fold ? imponere Pelio Ossam Scilicet, atque Osse frondosum involvere Olympum. To heap mountain upon, mountain. Would this be the way to help either myself or others up to heaven? Nay, the mountains I reared would only crush my own soul, and so make me utterly useless to others.

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"19. With regard to contempt, then, (under which word I include ali the passions that border upon it, as hate, envy, c; and all the fruits that spring from it, such as calumny and persecution in all its forms,) my first position, in defiance of worldly wisdom, is, every true Christian is contemned, wherever he lives, by those who are not so, and who know him to be such; that is, in effect, by all with whom he converses ; since it is impossible for light not to shine. This position I prove, both from the example of our Lord, and from his express assertion. First, from his example: If 'the disciple is not above his master, nor the servant above his lord,' then as our Master was 'despised and rejected of men,' so will every one of his true disciples. But ' the disciple is not above his master, nor the servant above his Lord: therefore, the consequence will not fail him a hair's breadth. I prove this secondly, from his own express assertion of this consequence: 'If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more them of his household? Remember' (ye that would fain forget or evade this) 'the word which I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his Lord: If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you.' And as for that vain hope, that this belongs only to the first followers of Christ, hear ye him: ' All these things they will do unto you, because they know not him that sent me.' And again, ' Because ye are not of the world, therefore the world hateth you.' Both the persons who are hated, the persons who hate them, and the cause of their hating them, are here set down. The hated are all that are not of the world, that know and love God: the haters are all that are of the world, that knew not, love not God: the cause of their hatred is the entive, irreconcilable difference between their designs, judgments, and affections; because these know not God, and those are determined to know and pursue nothing beside him: these esteem and love the world 5 and those count it dung and dross, and singly desire the love of Christ.

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«20, My next position is this: till he is thus despised, no man is in a state of salvation. And this is a plain consequence of the former; for if all that are ' not of the world. are therefore despised by those that are, Journal I. 9° 126 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1739. then, till a man is despised, he is 'of the world ;' that is, out of a state of salvation. Nor is it possible for all the trimmers between God and the world to elude the consequence ; unless they can prove that a man may be 'of the world,' and yet be in a state of salvation. I must therefore, with, or without the consent of these, keep close to my Saviour's judg- ment, and maintain, that contempt is a part of the cross which every man bears who follows him; that it is the badge of his discipleship, the stamp of his profession, the constant seal of his calling; insomuch that though a man may be despised without being saved, yet he cannot be saved without being despised. ; "21. I should not spend any more words on this great truth, but that it is at present voted out of the world. The masters in Israel, learned men, men of renown, seem absolutely to have forgotten it: nay, and censure those who have not forgotten the words of their Lord, as ' settersforth of strange doctrine.' Yet they who hearken to God rather than man, must lay down one strange position more, That the being despised is absolutely necessary to our doing good-in the world: if not to our doing some good, (for God may work by Judas,) yet to our doing so much good as we otherwise might: seeing we must know God, if we would fully teach others to know him. But if we do, we must be despised of them that know him not. ' Where then is the scribe? Where is the

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. wise? Where is the disputer of this world?' Where is the replier against God with his sage maxims, ' He that is despised can do no good in the world? To be useful a man must be esteemed: to advance the glory of God, you must have a fair reputation.' Saith the world so? Well, what saith the Scripture? Why, that God 'hath laughed' all this heathen wisdom 'to scorn.' It saith that twelve despised foliowers of a despised Master, all of whom were esteemed 'as the filth and off-scouring of the world,' did more good init, than all the twelve tribes of Israel. It saith, that their despised Master left an express declaration to us, and to our children, ' Blessed are ye' (not accursed with the heavy curse of doing no good, of being useless in the world) 'when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and say all manner of evil of you falsely for my name's sake. Rejoice and be exceeding glad ; for great is your reward in heaven.' "22. These are a part of my reasons for choosing to abide as yet in the station wherein now am. As to the flock committed to your care, whom you have many years fed with the sincere milk of the word, I trust in God, your labour shall not be in vain. Some of them you have seen gathered into the garner. And, for yourself, I doubt not, when 'your warfare is accomplished,' when you are 'made perfect through sufferings,' you shall follow the children whom God hath given you, full of years and victories. And he that took care of those poor sheep before you was born, will not forget them when you are dead." TI left London, and in the evening expounded to a small company at Basingstoke. Saturday, 31. In the evening reached Bristol, and met Mr. Whitefield there. I could scarce reconcile myself at first to this strange way of preaching in the fields, of which he set me an example on Sunday ; having been all my life (till very lately) , so tenacious of every point relating to decency and order, that I should have thought the saving of souls almost a sin, if it had not been done in a church.

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At five in the evening I began at a society in Castlestreet, expounding the Epistle to the Romans ; and the next evening at « society in Gloucester-lane, the first Epistle of St. John. On Saturday evening, at Weaver's Hall, also, I begun expounding the Epistle to the Romans; and declared that Gospel to all, which is the " power of God unto salvation, to every one that believeth." At seven in the morning I preached to about a thousand persons at Bristol, and afterward to about fifteen hundred on the top of Hannam Mount in Kingswood. I called to them in the words of the evangelical prophet, "'Ho! every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters ; come and buy wine and milk, without money, and without price." About five thousand were in the afternoon at Rose Green; (on the other side of Kingswood ;) among whom I stood and cried, in the name of the Lord, 'If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink. He that belieyeth on me, as the Scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water." I was desired to go to Bath; where I offered to about a thousand souls, the free grace of God to " heal their backsliding ;" and in the morning to (I believe) more than two thousand. I preaclied to about the same number at Baptist Mills in the afternoon, on, "Christ, made of God unto us, wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption." I preached at the poor house ; three or four hundred were within, and more than twice that number without : to whom I explained those comfortable words, " When they had nothing to pay, he frankly forgave them both." I explained at seven to five or six thousand persons, the story of the Pharisee and the Pup.can. About three thousand were present at Hannam Mount. Pe Yee oe 128 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1739

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all things?" At that hour it was, that one who had long continued in sin, from a despair of finding mercy, received a full, clear sense of his pardoning love, and power to sin no more. I then went to Clifton, a mile from Bristol, at the minister's desire, who was dangerously ill, and thence returned to a little plain, near Hannam Mount, where about three thousand were present. After dinner I went to Clifton again. The church was quite full at the prayers and sermon, as was the church yard at the burial which followed. From Clifton we went to Rose Green, where were, by computation, near seven thousand, and thence to Gloucester-lane society. After which was our first love-feast in Balawin-street. O how has God renewed my strength! who used ten years ago to be so faint and weary, with preaching fwice in one day ! 130 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1739. We understood that many were offended at the cries of those on whom the power of God came: among whom was a physician, who was much afraid, there might be fraud or imposture in the case. . To-day one whom he had known many years, was the first (while I was preaching in Newgate) who broke out "into strong cries and tears." He could hardly believe his own eyes and ears. He went and stood close to her, and observed every symptom, till gseat drops of sweat ran down her face, and all her bones shook. He then knew not what to think, being clearly convinced, it was not fraud, nor yet any natural disorder. But when both her soul and body were healed in a moment, he acknowledged the finger of God.

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I did not mention one J n H n, a weaver, who was at Baldwinstreet the night before. He was (I understood) a man of a regular life and conversation, one that constantly attended the public prayers and sacrament, and was zealous for the Church, and against dissenters of every denomination. Being informed that people fell into strange fits at the societies, he came to see and judge for himself. But he was less satisfied than before; insomuch that he went about to his acquaintance, one after another, till one in the morning, and laboured above measure to convince them it was a delusion of the devil. We were going home, when one met us in the street and informed us, that J. n H was fallen raving mad. It seems he had sat down to dinner, but had a mind first to end a sermon he had borrowed on "Sal- vation by Faith." In reading the last page, he changed colour, fell off a May, 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 131 his chair, and began screaming terribly, and beating himself against the ground. The neighbours were alarmed, and flocked together to the house. Between one and two I came in, and found him on the floor, the room being full of people, whom his wife would have kept without ; but he cried aloud, " No; let them all come, let all the world see the just judgment of God." Two or three men were holding him as well as they could. He immediately fixed his eyes upon me, and, stretching out his hand, cried, " Ay, this is he, who I said was a deceiver of the people. But God has overtaken me. I said, it was all a delusion, but this is no delusion." He then roared out, "O thou devil! Thou cursed devil! Yea, thou legion of devils! Thou canst not stay. Christ will cast thee out. I know his work is begun. Tear me to pieces, if thou wilt; but thou canst not hurt me." He then beat himself against the ground again ; his breast heaving at the same time, as in the pangs of death, and great drops of sweat trickling down his face. We all betook ourselves to prayer. His pangs ceased, and both his body and soul were set at liberty.

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132 REV. J« WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1739 Saturday, 12, the first stone was laid, with the voice of praise and thanksgiving. 'Thad not at first the least apprehension or design of being personally engaged, either in the expense of this work, or in the direction of it : having appointed eleven feoffees, on whom I supposed these burdens would fall of course. But I quickly found my mistake; first with regard to the expense: for the whole undertaking must have stood still, had not I immediately taken upon myself the payment of all the work men; so that before I knew where I was, I had contracted a debt of more than a hundred and fifty pounds. And.this I was to discharge how I could; the subscriptions of both societies not amounting to one quarter of the sum. And as to the direction of the work, I presently received letters from my friends in London, Mr. Whitefield in particular, backed with a message by one just come from thence, that neither he nor they would have any thing to do with the building, neither contribute any thing toward it, unless I would instantly discharge all feoffees, and do every thing in my own name. Many reasons they gave for this; but one was enough, viz. 'that such feoffees always would have it in their power to control me ; and if I preached not as they liked, to turn me out of the room I had built." I accordingly yielded to their advice, and calling all the feoffees together, cancelled (no man opposing) the instrument made before, and took the whole management into my own hands. Money, it is true, I had not, nor any human prospect or probability of procuring it: but I knew "the earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof'? and in his name set out, nothing doubting. In the evening, while I was declaring that Jesus Christ had " given himself a ransom for all," three persons, almost at once, sunk down as dead, having all their sins set in array before them. But in a short time they were raised up, and knew that " the Lamb of God who taketh away the sin of the world," had taken away their sins.

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I began expounding in the morning the thirteenth chapter of the first Epistle to the Corinthians. At Hannam, I further explained the promise given by faith; as I did also at Rose Green. At Clifton it pleased God to assist me greatly in speaking on those words, " He that drinketh of this water shall thirst again ; but whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst: but the water that shall give him shall be in him a well of water, springing up into everlasting life." My ordinary employment, in public, was now as follows : Every morning I read prayers and preached at Newgate. Every evening I expounded a portion of Scripture at one or more of the societies. On Monday, in the afternoon, I preached abroad. near Bristol ; on Tuesday, at Bath and Two-Mile-Hill alternately ; on Wedvesday, at Baptist Mills ; every other Thursday, near Pensfcad ; every other Friday, in another part of Kingswood; on Saturday, in the afternoon, and Sunday morning, in the Bowling-green ; (which lies near the middle of the city ;) on Sunday, at eleven, near Hannam Mount ; at two, at Clifton; and at five on Rose Green: and hitherto, as my days, so my strength hath been. As I was expoundirg in the Back-lane, on the righteousness of the Scribes and Pharisees, many who had before been righteous wn their own eyes, abhorred themselves as in dust and ashes. But two, ooal i tN i a . May, 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 133 whvu seemed to be more deeply convinced than the rest, did not long sorrow as men without hope; but found in that hour, that they had "an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous :" as did three others in Gloucester-lane the evening before, and three at Baldwin-street this evening. About ten, two who after seeing a great light, had again reasoned themselves into darkness, came to us, heavy laden. We cried to God, and they were again " filled with peace and joy in believing." -

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In the evening I was interrupted at Nicholas-stree., almost as soon as I had begun to speak, by the cries of one who was " pricked at the heart," and strongly groaned for pardon and peace. Yet I went on to declare what God had already done, in proof of that important truth, that he is "not willing any should perish, but that all should come to _ af x a. ras June, 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 135. repentance." Another person dropped down, close to one who was a strong assertor of the contrary doctrine. While he stood astonished at the sight, a little boy near him was seized in the same manner. A young man who stood up behind, fixed his eyes on him, and sunk down himself as one dead ; but soon began to roar out, and beat himself against the ground, so that six men could scarcely hold him. 'His name was Thomas Maxfield. Except J n H. n, I never saw one so torn of the evil one. Meanwhile many others began to cry out to the " Saviour of all," that he would come and help them, insomuch that all the house (and indeed all the street for some space) was in an uproar. But we continued in prayer ; and before ten the, greater part found rest to their souls. I was called from supper to one who, feeling in herself such a conviction as she never had known before, had run out of the society in all haste that she might not expose herself. But the hand of God followed her still; so that after going a few steps, she was forced to be carried home ; and, when she was there, grew worse and worse. She was in a violent agony when we came. We called upon God, and her soul found rest. About twelve I was greatly importuned to go and visit one person more. She had only one struggle after I came, and was then filled with peace and joy. I think twenty-nine in all had their heaviness turned into joy this day.

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You say, you cannot reconcile some parts of my behaviour with the character I have long supported. No, nor ever will. Therefore I have disclaimed that character on every possible occasion. I told all in our ship, all at Savannah, all at Frederica, and that over and over, in express terms, 'I am not a Christian; I only follow after, if haply I may attain it. When they urged my works and self denial, I answered short, 'Though I give all my goods to feed the poor, and my body to be burned, Iam nothing: for I have not charity ; I do not love God with all my heart.' If they added, 'Nay, but you could not preach as you do, if you was not a Christian ;' I again confronted them with St. Paul; ' Though I speak with the tongue of men and angels, and have not charity, I am nothing.' Most earnestly, therefore, both in public and private, did I inculeate this: 'Be not ye shaken, however I may fall; for the foundation standeth sure.' "Tf you ask on what principle, then, I acted: it was this: ' A desire to be a Christian ; and a conviction that whatever I judge conducive thereto, that I am bound to do; wherever I judge I can best answer this end, thither it is my duty to go.' On this principle I set out for America; on this, I visited the Moravian Church; and on the same am I ready now (God being my helper) to go to Abyssinia or China, or whithersoever it shall please God, by this convicticn, to call me. ' As to your advice that I should settle in college, I have no business orm 138 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1739. there, having now no office, and no pupils. And whether the other branch of your proposal be expedient for me, viz. 'To accept of a cure of souls,' it will be time enough to consider, when one is offered to me.

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" But, in the mean time, you think I ought to sit still; because otherwise I should invade another's office, if I interfered with other people's business, and intermeddled with souls that did not belong to me. You accordingly ask, ' How is it that I assemble Christians who are none of my charge, to sing psalms, and pray, and hear the Scriptures expounded ; and think it hard to justify doing this in other men's parishes, upon catholic principles ?' "Permit me to speak plainly. If by catholic principles, you mean any other than scriptural, they weigh nothing with me: I allow no other rule, whether of faith or practice, than the Holy Scriptures: but on scriptural principles, I do not think it hard to justify whatever I do. God in Scripture commands me, according to my power, to instruct the ignorant, reform the wicked, confirm the virtuous. Man forbids me to do this in another's parish; that is, in effect, to do it at all; seeing I have now no parish of my own, nor probably ever shall. Whom then shall I hear, God or man? 'If it be just to obey man rather than God, judge you. A dispensation of the Gospel is committed to me; and wo is me, if J preach not the Gospel.' But where shall I preach it upon the principies you mention? Why, not in Europe, Asia, Africa, or America; not in any of the Christian parts, at least, of the habitable earth. For all these are, after a sort, divided into parishes. If it be said, 'Go back, then, to the Heathens from whence you came:' nay, but neither could I now (on your principles) preach to them: for all the Heathens in Creorgia belong to the parish either of Savannah or Frederica.

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' Suffer me now to tell you my principles in this matter. I look upon all the world as my parish; thus far I mean, that, in whatever part of it I am, I judge it meet, right, and my bounden duty, to declare unto all that are willing to hear, the glad tidings of salvation. This is the work which I know God has called me to; and sure I am that his blessing attends it. Great encouragement have I, therefore, to be faithful in fulfilling the work he hath given me todo. His servant I am, and, as such, am employed according to the plain direction of his word, 'As I have opportunity, doing good unto all men:' and his providence clearly concurs with his word; which has disengaged me from all things else, that I might singly attend on this very thing, 'and go about doing good.'

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I went with Mr. Whitefield to Blackheath, where were, believe, twelve or fourteen thousand people. He a little surprised me, by desiring me to preach in his stead; which I did (though nature recoiled) on my favourite subject, "Jesus Christ, who of God is made unto us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." I was greatly moved with compassion for the rich that were there, to whom I made a particular application. Some of them seemed to attend, while others drove away their coaches from so uncouth a preacher. I had much talk with one who is called a Quaker ; but he could not receive my saying. I was too strict for him, and talked of such a perfection as he could not think necessary ; being persuaded, there was no harm in costly apparel, provided it was plain and grave ; nor in putting scarlet or gold upon our houses, so it were not upon our clothes. In the evening I went to a society at Wapping, weary in body and faint in spirit. I intended to speak on Romans iii, 19, but could not tell how to open my mouth: and all the time we were singing, my mind was full of some place, I knew not where, in the Epistle to the Hebrews. I begged God to direct, and opened the book on Hebrews x, 19: " Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest, by the blood of Jesus ; by a new and living way which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh, let us draw near with a true heart, in full assurance of faith; laving our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water." While I was earnestly inviting all sinners to " enter into the holiest" 140 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1739.

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I preached, at seven, in Upper Moorfields, to (I believe) six or seven thousand people, on, '"' Ho! every one that thirsteth, come -ye to the waters." In the afternoon I saw poor R. dT n, who had left our society and the Church. We did not dispute, but pray ; and in a short space the scales fell off from his eyes. He gladly - returned to the Church, and was in the evening re-admitted into our society. At five I preached on Kennington Common, to about fifteen thousand people, on those words, " Look unto me, and be ye saved, all ye ends of the earth." I left London early in the morning, and the next evening reached Bristol, and preached (as I had appointed, if God should permit) toa numerous congregation. My text now also was, '" Look unto me, and be ye saved, all ye ends of the earth." Howel Harris called upon me an hour or two after. He said, he had been much dissuaded from either hearing or seeing me, by many who said all manner of evil of me. '" But," said he, "as soon as I heard you preach, I quickly found what spirit you was of. And before you had done, I was so overpowered with joy and love, that I had much ado to walk home." It is scarce credible what advantage Satan had gained during my absence of only eight days. Disputes had crept into our little society so that the love of many was already waxed cold. I showed them the June, 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JUURNAL. 141 state they were in the next day, (both at Newgate and at Baptist Mills,) from those words, " Simon, Simon, behold Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat." And when we met in the evening, instead of reviving the dispute, we all betook ourselves to prayer. Our Lord was with us. Our divisions were healed: misunderstandings vanished away: and all our hearts were sweetly drawn together, and united as at the first.

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opportunity of informing himself better': for no sooner had he begun (in the application of his sermon) to invite all sinners to believe in Christ, than four persons sunk down close to him, almost in the same moment. One of them lay without either sense or motion. A second trembled exceedingly. The third had strong convulsions all over his body, but made no noise, unless by groans. The fourth, equally con- vulsed, called upon God, with strong cries and tears. From this time, I trust, we shall all suffer God'to carry on his own work in the way that pleaseth him. ; I went to a gentleman who is much troubled with what they call lowness of spirits. Many such have I been with before ; but in several of them, it was no bodily distemper. 'They wanted something, they knew not what; and were, therefore, heavy, uneasy, and dissatisfied with every thing. The plain truth is, they wanted God, they wanted Christ, they wanted faith: and God convinced them of their want, in a way their physicians no more understood than themselves. Accordingly nothing availed till the Great Physician came. For in spite of all natural means, He who made them for himself, would not suffer them to rest, till they rested in him. On Friday, in the afternoon, I left Bristol with Mr. Whitefield, in the midst of heavy rain. But the clouds soon dispersed, so that we had a fair, calm evening, and a serious congregation at Thornbury. In the morning we breaktasted with a Quaker who had been brought up in the Church of England: but being under strong convictions of inward sin, and applying to several persons for advice, they all judged him to be under a disorder of body, and gave advice accordingly. Some Quakers with whom he met about the same time, told hizs it was the hand of God upon his soul; and advised him to seek another sort of relief than those miserable comforters had recommended. "'Wo unto you, ye blind leaders of the blind !" How long will ye per duly, 1739.) REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 145

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I preached at Bradford to above two thousand, many of whom were of the better rank, on, " What must I do to be saved?" They all behaved with decency; and none went away till the service was ended. While I was preaching at Bath, in my return, some of the audience did not behave so well; being, I fear, a little too nearly concermed, when I came to the application of those words, " Not only this our craft is in danger to be set at nought; but also that the temple of the great goddess Diana should be despised, whom all Asia and the world worshippeth." Having " A Caution against Religious Deiusion" put into my hands about this time, I thought it my duty to write to the author of it; which I accordingly did, in the following terms : " Reverend Siz, l. You charge me (for I am called a Methodist, and consequently included within your charge) with ' vain and confident boastings; rash, uncharitable censures; damning all who do not feel what I feel; not allowing men to be in a salvable state unless they have experienced some sudden operation, which may be distinguished as the hand of God upon them, overpowering, as it were, the soul; with denying men the use of God's creatures, which he hath appointed to be received with thanksgiving, and encouraging abstinence, prayer, and other religious exercises, to the neglect of the duties of our station.' O sir, can you prove this charge upon me? The Lord shall judge in that day! "2. I do, indeed, go out into the highways and hedges, to call poor sinners to Christ; but not in a tumultuous manner; not to the disturbance of the public peace, or the prejudice of families. Neither herein do I break any law which I know; much less set at nought all rule and authority. Nor can I be said to intrude into the labours of those who do not labour at all, but suffer thousands of those for whom Christ died to 'perish for lack of knowledge.' " 3. They perish for want of knowing that we, as well as the Heathens, duly, 1739. REV. J. WHSLEY'S JOURNAL. 147

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'are alienated from the life of God; that 'every one of us,' by the corruption of our inmost nature, 'is very far gone from original righteousness;' so far, that 'every person born into the world, deserveth God's wrath and damnation ;' that we have by nature no power either to help ourselves, or even to call upon God to help us: all our tempers and works, in our natural state, being only evil continually. So that our coming to Christ, as well as theu's, must infer a great and mighty change. It must infer not only an outward change, from stealing, lying, and all corrupt communication; but a thorough change of heart, an inward renewal in the spirit of our mind. Accordingly, ' the old man' implies infinitely more than outward evil conversation, even 'an evil heart of unbelief,' corrupted by pride and a thousand deceitful lusts. Of consequence, the 'new man' must imply infinitely more than outward good conversation, even 'a good heart, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness; a heart full of that faith which, working by love, produces all holiness of conversation. "4. The change from the former of these states to the latter, is what I call The New Birth. But you say, I am not content with this plain and easy notion of it; but fill myself and others with fantastical conceits about it. Alas, sir, how can you prove this? And if you cannot prove it, what - amends can you make, either to God, or to me, or to the world, for pub- licly asserting a gross falsehood?

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Having frequently been ated to Wells, particularly by Mr. who begged me to make his house my home, on Thursday, the 9th, I went thither, and wrote him word the night before ; upon which he presently went to one of his friends, and desired a messenger might be sent to meet me, and beg me to turn back: " Otherwise," said he, 'we shall ii a ai Aug 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 149 lose all our trade." But this consideration did not weigh with him, so that he invited me to his own house; and at eleven I preached in his ground, on" Christ our wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption," to about two thousand persons. Some of them mocked at first, whom I reproved before all ; and those of them who stayed were more serious. Several spoke to me after, who were, for the present, much affected. O let it not pass away as the morning dew! I had the satisfaction of conversing with a Quaker, and afterward with an Anabaptist; who, I trust, have had a large measure of the love of God shed abroad in their hearts. O may those, in every _ persuasion, who are of this spirit, increase a thousand-fold, how many soever they be! In the evening, two were seized with strong pangs, as were four the next evening, and the same number at Gloucester-lane, on Monday; one df whom was greatly comforted. I preached at Bradford, to about three thousand, on, " One thing is needful." Returning through Bath, I preached to a small congregation, suddenly gathered together at a little distance from the town, (not being permitted to be in R Merchant's ground any more,) on, "« The just shall live by faith." Three at the new room, this evening, were cut to the heart; but their wound was not as yet healed.

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no conditional or instrumental cause, but faith; is overturning Popery from the foundation ? When will ye understand, that the most destructive of all those errors which Rome, the mother of abominations, hath brought forth, (compared to which transubstantiation, and a hundred more, are " trifles light as air,'') is "' That we are justified by works ;" or, (to express the same thing a little more decently,) by faith and works. Now, dol preach this? I did for ten years: I was (fundamentally) a Papist, and knew it not. But I do now testify to all, and it is the very point for asserting which J have, to this day, been called in question,) that 'no good works can be done before justification; none which have not in them the nature of sin." I have often inquired who are the authors of this report; and have generally found they were either bigoted Dissenters, or (I speak without fear or favour) ministers of our own Church. I have also frequently' considered, what possible ground or motive they could have thus to speak ; seeing few men in the world have had occasion so clearly and openly to declare their principles as I have done, both by preaching, printing, and conversation, for several years last past: and I can no otherwise think, than that either they spoke thus (to put the most favourable construction upon it) from gross ignorance ; they knew not what Popery was ; they knew not what doctrines those are which the Papists teach; or they wilfully spoke what they knew to be fulse ; probably ' thinking" thereby "to do God service." Now take this to yourselves, whosoever ye are, high or low, Dissenters or Churchmen, clergy or laity, who have advanced this shameless charge ; and digest it how you can.

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But how have ye not been afraid, if ye believe there is a God, and that he knoweth the secrets of your hearts, (I speak now to you, preachers, more especially, of whatever denomination,) to declare so gross, palpable a lie, in the name of the God of truth? I cite you all, before the Judge of all the earth, either publicly to prove your charge ; or, by publicly retracting it, to make the best amends you can, to God, to me, and to the world. For the full satisfaction of those who have been abused by these shameless men, and almost brought to believe a lie, I will here add my serious judgment concerning the Church of Rome, wrote some time since, to a priest of that communion : 'Srr, I return you thanks both for the favour of your letter, and for your recommending my father's proposals to the Sorbonne. "J have neither time nor inclination for controversy with any; but least. of all with the Romanists. And that, both because I cannot trust any of their quotations, without consulting every sentence they quote in the originals: and because the originals themselves can very hardly be trusted, in any of the points controverted between them and us. I am no stranger to their skill in mending those authors, who did not at first speak home to their purpose; as also in purging them from those passages which contradicted their emendations. And as they have not wanted opportunity to do this, so doubtless they have carefully used it with regard to a point that so nearly concerned them as the supremacy of the Bishop of Rome. I am not therefore surprised, if the works of St. Cyprian (as they are called) do strenuously maintain it: but I am, that they have not been better corrected; for they still contain passages that absolutely overthrow it. What gross negligence was it to leave his seventy-fourth Epistle (to Pompeianus) out of the Index Expurgatorius, sl aaa a ely oe Aug. 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 151 wherein Pope Cyprian so flatly charges Pope Stephen with pride and obstinacy, and with being a defender of the cause of heretics, and that against Christians and the very Church of God? He that can reconcile this with his believing Stephen the infallible head of the Church, may reconcile the Gospel with the Koran.

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"Yet I can by no means approve the scurrility and contempt with which the Romanists have often been treated. I dare not rail at, or despise, any man: much less those who profess to believe in the same Master. But I pity them much; having the same assurance, that Jesus is the Christ, and that no Romanist can expect to be saved, according to the terms of his covenant. For thus saith our Lord, ' Whosoever shall break one of the least of these commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven.' And, 'If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book.' But all Romanists, as such, do both. Ergo, 'The minor I prove, not from Protestant authors, or even from particular writers of their own communion: but from the public, authentic records of the Church of Rome. Such are the canons and decrees of the Council of Trent. And the edition I use was printed at Célen, and approved by authority. And, First, all Romanists, as such, do break, and teach men to break, one (and not the least) of those commandments; the words of which, concerning images, are these, mn ainnwn xb Now nnw (as every smatterer in Hebrew knows) is incurvare se, procumbere, honoris exhibendi causa : (and is accordingly rendered by the Seventy in this very place, by a Greek word of the very same import, mpocxvvew :) but the Council of Trent (and consequently all Romanisis, as such, all who allow the authority of that Council) teaches, (section 25, paragraph 2,) that it is legitimus amaginum usus, eis honorem exhibere, procumbendo coram ets.t "Secondly, All Romanists, as such, do add to those things which are written in the Book of Life. For in the bull of Pius IV, subjoined to those canons and decrees, I find all the additions following : "1, Seven sacraments; 2. Transubstantiation; 3. Communion in one kind only; 4. Purgatory, and praying for the dead therein; 5. Praying to saints; 6. Veneration of relics; 7. Worship of images ; 8. Indulgences; 9. The priority and universality of the Roman Church; 10. The supremacy of the Bishop of Rome. Ali these things therefore do the Romanists add to those which are written in the Book of Life. "Tam, 3

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1 left Bristol, and reached London about eight on Sunday morning. In the afternoon I heard a sermon wherein it was asserted, that our repentance was not sincere, but feigned and hypocritical , 1. If we relapsed into sin soon after repenting: especially, if, 2. We did not avoid all the occasions of sin; or if, 3. We relapsed frequently ; and most of all, if, 4. Our hearts were hardened thereby. O what a hypocrite was I, (if this be so,) for near twice ten years! But I know it is not so. I know every one under the Law is even as I was. Every one when he begins to see his fallen state, and to feel the wrath of God abiding on him, relapses into the sin that most easily besets him, soon after repenting of it. Sometimes he avoids, and at many other times cannot persuade himself to avoid, the occasions of it. Hence his' relapses are frequent, and of consequence his heart is hardened more and more. And yet all this time he is sincerely striving against sin. He can say unfeignedly, without hypocrisy, " The thing which I do, I approve not; the evil which I would not, that I do." "To will is" even then "present with" him; 'but how to perform that which is good" he "finds not." Nor can he, with all his sincerity, avoid any one of these four marks of hypocrisy, till, "' being justified by faith," he hath "peace with God, through Jesus Christ our Lord." This helpless state I took. occasion to describe at Kennington, to eight or ten thousand people, from those words of the psalmist, " Innumerable troubles are come about me; my sins have taken such hold upon me, that I am not able to look up: yea, they are more in number than the hairs of my head, and my heart hath failed me."

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The frost was sharper than before. However, five or six hundred people stayed, while I explained the nature of that salvation which is through faith, yea faith alone: and the nature of that living faith through which cometh this salvation. About noon I came to Usk, where I preached to a small company of poor people, on those words, "The Son of man is come to save that which was lost."" One grey-headed man wept and trembled exceedingly: and another who was there, I have since heard, as well as two or three who were at the Devauden, are gone quite distracted; that is, they mourn and refuse to be comforted, till they "' have redemption through his blood." When I came to Pont-y-Pool in the afternoon, being unable to procure any more convenient place, I stood in the street, and cried aloud to five or six hundred attentive hearers, to '' believe in the Lord Jesus," that they might " be saved." In the evening I showed his willingness to save all who desire to come unto God through him. Many were melted into tears. It may be, that some will " bring forth fruit with patience." I endeavoured to cut them off from all false supports and vain dependences, by explaining and applying that fundamental truth, "To him that werketh not, but believeth on Him that justifieth the ungodly, his faith is counted for righteousness." When we were 160 _ REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1739

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I returned to Bristol. I have seen no part of England so pleasant for sixty or seventy miles together, as those parts of Wales I have been in. And most of the inhabitants are indeed ripe for the Gospel. I mean (if the expression appear strange) they are earnestly desirous of being instructed in it; and as utterly ignorant of it they are, as any Creek or Cherokee Indians. I do not mean they are ignorant of the name of Christ. Many of them can say both the Lord's Prayer and the Belief. Nay and some, all the Catechism : but take them out of the road of what they have learned by rote, and they know no more (nine in ten of those with whom I conversed) either of Gospel salvation, or of that faith whereby alone we can be saved, than Chicali or Tomo Chachi. Now, what spirit is he of, who had rather these poor creatures should perish for lack of knowledge, than that they should be saved, even by the exhortations of Howell Harris, or an itmerant preacher ¢ Finding a slackness creeping in among them who had begun to run well, on Sunday, 21, both in the morning and afternoon, I enforced those words, "' As ye have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ve Oct. 1739. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 161 in him." In the evening I endeavoured to quicken them further, by describing pure and undefiled religion: and the next day, to encourage them in pursuing it, by enforcing those words of our blessed Master, 'In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." In riding to Bradford, I read over Mr. Law's book on the New Birth: philosophical, speculative, precarious ; behmenish, void, and vain ! O what a fall is there!

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5. I magnify the grace of God which is in many among you, enaoung you to love him who hath first loved us; teaching you, in whatsoever state you are, therewith to be content ; causing you to trample under foot the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eye, and the pride of fe ; and, above all, giving you tc love one another in a manner the world knoweth not of. 6. I praise God that he hath delivered, and yet doth deliver, you from those outward sins that overspread the face of the earth. No cursing, no light or false swearing, no profaning the name of God, is heard among you. No robbery or theft, no gluttony or drunkenness, no whoredom or adultery, no quarrelling or brawling, (those scandals of the Christian name,) are found within your gates. No diversions but such as bevome saints, as may be used in the name of the Lord Jesus. You regard not outward adorning, but rather desire the ornament of a serious, meek, and quiet spirit. You are not slothful in business, but labour to eat your own bread; and wisely manage "the mammon of unrighteousness," that ye may have to give to others also, to feed the hungry, and cover the naked with a garment. 7. Llove and esteem you for your excellent discipline, scarce inferior to that of the apostolic age; for your due subordination of officers, every one knowing and keeping his proper rank; for your exact division of the people wnder your charge, so that each may be fed with food convenient for them; for your care that all who are employed in the service of the Church should frequently and freely confer together ; and, in consequence thereof, your exact and seasonable knowledge of the state of every member; and your ready distribution either of spiritual or temporal relief, as every man hath need. 8. Perhaps, then, some of you will say, "If you allow all this, what more can you desire?" 'The following extract will answer you at large, wherein I have first given a naked relation (among other things) of many facts and conversations that passed between us in the scme order of time as they occurred; and then summed up what I cannot approve of yet, that it may be tried by the word of God. é

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9. This I have endeavoured to do with a tender hand; relating no more than believed absolutely needful; carefully avoiding all tart and unkind expressions, all that I could foresee would be disobliging to you, or any further offensive than was implied in the very nature of the thing; labouring every where to speak consistently with that deep sense which is settled in my heart, that you are (though I cannot call you Rabbi, infallible) yet far, far better and wiser than me. 10, And if any of you will smite me friendly, and reprove me; if you will show me wherein I have erred, either in the matter or manner of the following relation, or any part thereof, I will, by the grace of God, confess it before angels and men, in whatsoever way you shall require. 5 Meanwhile do not cease to pray for Your weak, but sfill affectionate brother, Joun Wes.er. Lonpon, June 24, 1744. JOURNAL. No. IV. Tuurspay, November 1, 1739. I left Bristol, and, on Saturday, came to London. The first person I met with there, was one whom I had left strong in faith, and zealous of good works ; but she now told me, Mr. Molther had fully convinced her, she never had any faith at all ; and had advised her, till she received faith, to be still, ceasing from outward works ; which she had accordingly done, and did not doubt but in a short time she should find the advantage of it. In the evening Mr. Bray, also, was highly commending the being still before the Lord. He likewise spoke largely of the great danger that attended the doing of outward works, and of the folly of people that keep running about to church and sacrament, "as I," said he, " did till very lately."

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Our society met at seven in the morning, and continued silent till eight. One then spoke of looking unto Jesus, and exhorted us all to lie stillin his hand. In the evening I met the women of our society at Fetter-lane ; where some of our brethren strongly intimated that none of them had any true faith ; and then asserted, in plain terms, 1. That, till they had true faith, they ought to be still; that is, (as they explained themselves,) to abstain from the means of grace, as they are called ; the Lord's Supper in particular. 2. That the ordinances are not means of grace, there being no other means than Christ. Being greatly desirous to understand the ground of this matter, I had a long conference with Mr. Spangenberg. I agreed with all he said of the power of faith. I agreed, that ' whosoever is" by faith "born of God doth not commit sin:" but I could not agree, either, that none has any faith, so long as he is liable to any doubt or fear ; or, that till we have it, we ought to abstain from the Lord's Supper, or the other ordinances of God. At eight, our society met at Fetterlane. We sat an hour without speaking. The rest of the time was spent in dispute; one having proposed a question concerning the Lord's Supper, which many warmly affirmed none ought to receive, till he had the full assurance of faith." I observed every day more and more, the advantage Satan had gained over us. Many of those who once knew in whom they had believed, were thrown into idle reasonings, and thereby filled with doubts and fears, from which they now found no way to escape. Many were induced to deny the gift of God, and affirm they never had any faith at all; especially those who had fallen again into sin, and, of consequence, im.o darkness; and almost all these had left off the means of grace, saying they must now cease from their own works ; they must now trust in Christ. alone ; they were poor sinners, and had nothing to do out to lie at his feev.

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I had some hours' conversation with a serious man, who offered many considerations to show, "that there are no unholy men on earth; and that there are no holy men; but that, in reality, all men are alike, there being no inward difference between them." I was at first in doubt, what could lead a man of learning and sense into so wonderful an opinion. But that doubt was soon cleared. He had narrowly observed those whom the world calls good men, and could not but discern, that the difference between them and others was merely external; their tempers, their desires, their springs of action, were the same. He clearly saw, although one man was a thief, a cummon swearer, a drunkard, and another not; although this woman was a liar, a prostitute, a Sabbath breaker, and the other clear of these things; yet they were both lovers of pleasure, Jovers of praise, lovers of the present world. He saw self will was the sole spring of action in both a REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ Dec 1739 though exerting itself in different ways: and that the love of God no more filled and ruled the heart of the one, than of the other. Hencv, therefore, he inferred well, "If these persons are holy, there are none unholy upon earth: seeing thieves and prostitutes have as good a heart, as these saints of the world." And whereas some of these said, " Nay, but we have faith; we believe in, and rely on, Christ :" it was easily replied, " Yea, and such a faith in Christ, such a reliance on him, to save them in their sins, have nine in ten of all the robbers and murderers, of whom ye yourselves say, ' Away with them from the earth '"

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I spent another hour with one I had twice conversed with before ; and with much the same effect. He asked wherein the doctrine I preached differed from the doctrine preached by other ministers of the Church. I told him, "I hope not at all from that which is preached by many other ministers. _ But from that which is preached by some, it differs thus: I preach the doctrine of the Church, and they do not." After he had long and zealously laboured to prove, that all ministers preached as I did, and there was no difference of doctrine at all; I was obliged to leave him abruptly ; and should indeed have feared, that my time had been spent to small purpose, but for one piece of history which I then learned, viz. that he had gone to the bishop, before his lordship left Bristol, and informed him that I said in the public congregation, I had had a conference with the bishop and twelve clergymen, and had put them all to silence. Was his lordship so informed? And could ne believe even this? O Joseph Chandler, Joseph Chandler ! I think it was about this time that the soldier was executed. For some time I had visited him every day. But when the love of God was shed abroad in his heart, I told him, " Do not expect to see me any more. He who has now begun a good work in your soul, will, I aS Orie Bel Dee 4: aS 180 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Apni, 1740. doubt not, preserve you to the end. But I believe Satan will separate us for a season." Accordingly, the next day, I was informed that the commanding officer had given strict orde.'s, neither Mr. Wesley, nor any of his people, should be admitted ; for they were all Atheists. But did that man die like an Atheist? Let my last end be like his!

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Tues. April 1. While I was expounding the former part of the twenty-third chapter of the Acts, (how wonderfully suited to the occasion! though not by my choice,) the floods began to lift up their voice. Some or other of the children of Belial had laboured to disturb us several nights before: but now it seemed as if all the host of the aliens were come together with one consent. Not only the court and the alleys, but all the street, upward and downward, was filled with people, shouting, cursing, and swearing, and ready to swallow the ground with fierceness and rage. The mayor sent order, that they should disperse. But they set him at nought. The chief constable came next in person, who was, till then, sufficiently prejudiced against us. But they insulted him also in so gross a manner, as, I believe, fully opened his eyes. At length the mayor sent several of his officers, who took the ringleaders into custody, and did not go till all the rest were dispersed. Surely he hath been to us " the minister of God for good." The rioters were brought up to the court, the quarter sessions being held that day. They began to excuse themselves by saying many things of me. But the mayor cut them all short, saying, "What Mr. Wesley is, is nothing to you. I will keep the peace: I will have no rioting in this city." Calling at Newgate in the afternoon, I was informed that the poor wretches under sentence of death were earnestly desirous to speak with me; but that it could not be; Alderman Beecher having just then sent an express order that they should not. I cite Alderman Beecher to answer for these souls at the judgment seat of Christ.

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I went into the room, weak and faint. The scripture that came in course, was, " After the way which they call heresy, so worship I the God of my fathers." I know not, whether God hath been so with us from the beginning hitherto: he proclaimed, as it were, a general deliverance to the captives. The chains fell off: they arose and followed him. The cries of desire, joy, and love, were on every side. Fear, sorrow, and doubt, fled away. Verily thou hast "sent a gracious rain upon thine inheritance, and refreshed it when it was weary." On Good Friday I was much comforted by Mr. T 'S. sermon at All Saints, which was according to the truth of the Gospel; as well as by the affectionate seriousness wherewith he delivered the holy bread to a very large congregation. May the good Lord fill him with all the life of love, and with all " spiritual blessings in Christ Jesus." At five, preaching on John xix, 34, " A soldier pierced his side, and there came forth blood and water ;"" I was enabled to speak strong words, both concerning the atoning blood, and the living sanctifying water. Many were deeply convinced of their want of both; and others filled with strong consolation. At the pressing instance of Howel Harris, I again set out for Wales. In the evening I preached "repentance and remission of sins," at Lanvachas, three miles from the New Passage. Tuesday, 8. aie: as i ch. ease April, 1'740. - REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 181 preached at Pont-y-Pool, on, " By grace ye are saved, through faith :" and in the evening at Lanhithel, three miles from thence, on, "I know that in me dwelleth no good thing." After reading prayers in Lanhithel church, I preached on those words, "I will heal their backsliding, I will love them freely." In the afternoon Howel Harris told me how earnestly many had laboured to prejudice him against me ; especially those who had gleaned up all the idle stories at Bristol, and retailed them in their own country. And yet these are good Chris - tians! These whisperers, tale bearers, back biters, evil speakers! Just

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" Sir, This is to let you understand, that the man which made the noise last night is named John Beon. He now goes by the name of John . Darsy. He is a Romish priest. We have people enough here in Bristol that know him." I received a letter from Mr.. Simpson, and another from Mr. William Oxlee, informing me that our poor brethren in Fetter-lane were again in great confusion ; and earnestly desiring that, if it were possible, I would come to London without delay. 1 set out, and the next evening reached London. Wednesday, 23, I went ia SE 182 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1740. to Mr. Simpson. He told me, all the confusion was owing to my brother, who would preach up the ordinances: " Whereas believers," said he, 'are not subject to ordinances ; and unbelievers having nothing to do with them: they ought to be still; otherwise, they will be unbelievers all the days of their life." After a fruitless dispute of about two hours, I returned home with a heavy heart. Mr. Molther was taken ill thisday. I believe it was the hand of God that was upon him. In the evening our society met ; but cold, weary, heartless, dead. I found nothing of brotherly love among them now ; but a harsh, dry, heavy, stupid spirit. For two hours they looked one at another, when they looked up at all, as if one half of them was afraid of the other; yea, as if a voice were sounding in their ears, "Take ye heed every one of his neighbour : trust ye not in any brother: for every brother will utterly supplant, and every neighbour will walk with slanders." I think not so few as thirty persons spoke to me in these two days, who had been strongly solicited, 1. To deny what God had done for their souls; to own they never had living faith. 2. To be still till they had it; to leave off all the means of grace ; not to go to church ; not to communicate ; not to search the Scripture; not to use private prayer; at least, not so much, or not vocally, or not at any stated times.

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May, 1740. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 183 «¢No; my heart is desperately wicked: but I have no doubt or fear. I know my Saviour loves me; and I love him: I feel it every moment." I tLen plainly told her master, " Here is an end of your reasoning. This is the state, the existence of which you deny." Thence I went to the little society here, which had stood untainted from the beginning. But the plague was now spread to them also. One of them, who had been long full of joy in believing, now denied she had any faith at all; and said, till she had, she would communicate no more. Another, who said, she had the " faith that overcometh the world," added, she had not communicated for some weeks ; and it was all one to her whether she did or no; for a believer was not subject to ordinances. In the evening, one of the first things started at Fetterlane was, the question concerning the ordinances. But I entreated we might not be always disputing; but rather give ourselves unto prayer. I endeavoured all this time, both by explaining in public those scriptures which had been misunderstood, and by private conversation, to bring back those who had been led out of the way ; and having now delivered my own soul, on Friday, May 2, I left London ; and lying at Hungerford that night, the next evening came to Bristol.

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I preached in the morning at the school, and in the after noon at Rose Green, on, "I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified." I expounded those words, "I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you :" and described the state of those who have forgiveness of sins, but have not yet a clean heart. Wed. '7. I prayed with a poor helpless sinner, who had been "all his lifetime subject to bondage." But our Lord now proclaimed deliverance to the captive, and he rejoiced with joy unspeakable. All the next day his mouth was filled with praise, and on Friday he fell asleep. I was greatly refreshed by conversing with several, who were indeed as little children, not artful, not wise in their own eyes, not doting on controversy and " strife of words," but truly " determined to know nothing save Jesus Christ, and him crucified." I was a little surprised at some, who were buffeted of Satan in an unusual manner, by such a spirit of laughter as they could in no wise resist, though it was pain and grief unto them. I could scarce have believed the account they gave me, had I not known the same thing ten or eleven years ago. Part of Sunday my brother and I then used to spend in walking in the meadows and singing psalms. But one day, just as we were beginning to sing, he burst out into a loud laughter. I asked him, if he was distracted; and began to be very angry, and presently after to laugh as loud as he. Nor could we possibly refrain, though we were ready to tear ourselves in pieces, but we were forced to go home without singing another line. In the evening I went to Upton, a little town five or six miles from Bristol, and offered to all those who had ears to hear, " repentance and remission of sins." The devil knew his kingdom shook, and therefore stirred up his servants to ring bells, and make all the noise they could. But my voice prevailed, so that most of those that were present heard "the word which is able to save their souls." I visited one of cur colliers, who was ill of the small pox.

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184 REV J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1740. His soul was full of peace, and a day or two after, returned to God that gave it. '7. I found more and more undeniable proofs, that the Christian state is a continual warfare ; and that we have need every moment to "watch and pray, lest we enter into temptation." Outward trials indeed were now removed, and peace was in all our borders. But so much the more did inward trials abound ; and " if one member suffered al. the members suffered with it." So strange a sympathy did I never observe before: whatever considerable temptation fell on any one, unaccountably spreading itself to the rest, so that exceeding few were ' able to escape it. I endeavoured to explain those important words of St. Peter, '" Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as if some strange thing happened unto you." My genfsode on ev 'uma wupwoe wpos wEipacwov 'uusy yivowevn: Literally, "¢ Marvel not at the burning in you which is for your trial." In the evening such a spirit of laughter was among us, that many were much offended. But the attention of all was fixed on poor L aS , whom we all knew to be no dissembler. One so violently and variously torn of the evil one did I never see before. Sometimes she laughed till almost strangled ; then broke out into cursing and blaspheming ; then stamped and struggled with incredible strength, so that four or five could scarce hold her: then cried out, "O eternity, eternity! O that I had no soul! O that I had never been born!" At last she faintly called on Christ to help her. And the violence of her pangs ceased.

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In the evening Mr. Acourt complained, that Mr. Nowers had hindered his going into our society. Mr. Nowers answered, "It was by Mr. C. Wesley's order." 'What," said Mr. Acourt, 'do you refuse admitting a person into your society, only because he differs from you in opinion?" I answered, " No; but what opinion do you mean?" He said, " That of election. I hold, a certain number is elected from eternity. And these must and shall be saved. And the rest of mankind must and shall be damned. And many of your society hold the same." I replied, 'I never asked whether they hold it orno. Only iet them not trouble others by disputing about it." He said, « Nay, but I will dispute about it." 'What, wherever you come?" "Yes, wherever come." ' Why then would you come among us, who you know are of another mind?" ' Because you are all wrong, and I am resolved to set you all right." "I fear your coming with this view, would neither profit you nor us." He concluded, " Then I will go and tell all the world, that you and your brother are false prophets. And I tell you, in one fortnight, you will all be in confusion." Fri, 20. I mentioned this to our society, and, without entering into the controversy, besought all of them who were weak in the faith. not 186 _ REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1740 to "receive one another to doubtful disputations ;" but simply to follow after holiness, and the things that make for peace. Finding there was no time to delay, without utterly destroying the cause of God, I began to execute what I had long designed. to strike at the root of the grand delusion. Accordingly, from those words of Jeremiah, "Stand ye in the way, ask for the old paths," I took occasion to give a plain account, both of the work which God had begun among us, and of the manner wherein the enemy had sown his tares among the good seed, to this effect :

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Wed. July 2. I went to the society ; but I found their hearts were quite estranged. Friday, 4. I met a little handful of them, who still stand in the old paths; but how long they may stand God knoweth the rest being continually pressing upon them. Wednesday, 9. I came to an explanation once more with them all together ; but with no effect at all. Tuesday, 15. We had yet another conference at large, but in vain; for all continued in their own opinions. One desired me to look into an old book, and give her my judgment of it : particularly of what was added at the latter end. This, I found, was, "The Mystic Divinity of Dionysius ;" and several extracts nearly allied thereto, full of the same " super-essential darkness." I borrowed the book, and going in the evening to Fetter-lane, read one of those extracts, to this effect : "The Scriptures are good; prayer is good; communicating is good ; relieving our neighbour is good; but to one who is not born of God, none of these is good, but all very evil. For him to read the Scriptures, or to pray, or to communicate, or to do any outward work, is deadly poison. Journal I. 13 , 190 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ (July, 1740 First, let him be born of God. Till then let him not do any of these things. For if he does he destroys himself."

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After reading this twice or thrice over, as distinctly as I could, I asked, "My brethren, is this right, or is it wrong?" Mr. Bell answered immediately, "It is right; itis all right. It is the truth. Too this we must all come, or we never can come to Christ." Mr. Bray said, "I believe our brother Bell did not hear what you read, or did not rightly understand." But Mr. Bell replied short, " Yes, I heard every word; and I understand it well. I say, it is the truth ; it is the very truth; it is the inward truth." Many then laboured to prove, that my brother and I laid too much stress upon the ordinances. To put this matter beyond dispute, "1," said Mr. Bowes, "used the ordinances twenty years ; yet I found not Christ. But I left them off only for a few weeks, and I found him then. And I am now as close united to him as my arm is to my body." One asked, whether they would suffer Mr. Wesley to preach at Fetter-lane. After a short debate, it was answered, " No: this place is taken for the Germans." Some asked, whether the Germans had converted any soul in England: whether they had not done us muck. hurt, instead of good ; raising a division of which we could see no end: and whether God did not many times use Mr. Wesley for the healing our divisions, when we were all in confusion. Several roundly replied, "Confusion! What do you mean? We were never in any confusion at all." I said, " Brother Edmonds, you ought not to say so ; because I have your letters now in my hands." Mr. Edmonds replied, ' 'That is not the first time I have put darkness for light, and light for darkness." We continued in useless debate till about. eleven. I then gave them up to God. A few of us joined with my mother in the great sacrifice of thanksgiving ; and then consulted how to proceed with regard to our poor brethren of Fetter-lane: we all saw the thing was now come to a crisis, and were therefore unanimously agreed what to do.

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As I was expounding the twelfth of the Acts, a young man, with sume others, rushed in, cursing and swearing vehemently ; and so disturbed all near him, that, after a time, they put him out. I observed it, and called to let him come in, that our Lord might bid his chains fall off. As soon as the sermon was over, he came and declared before us all that he was a smuggler, then going on that work ; as his disguise, and the great bag he had with him, showed. But he said, he must never do this more: for he was now resolved to have the Lord for his God. Sun. Oct. 5. I explained the difference between being called a Christian, and being so: and God overruled the madness of the people, so that after I had spoke a few words, they were quiet and attentive to the end. While I was preaching at Islington, and rebuking sharply those that had made shipwreck of the faith, a woman dropped 196 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1740_ down, struck, as was supposed, with death, having the use of all her limbs quite taken from her: but she knew the next day, she should 'not die, but live, and declare the loving kindness of the Lord."

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our brethren at the Foundery. I began expounding where my brother had left off, viz. at the fourth chapter of the First Epistle of St.John. He had not preached the morning before ; nor intended to dit any more. 'The Philistines are upon thee, Samson." But the Lord is not " departed from thee." He shall strengthen thee yet again, and thou shalt be " avenged of them for the loss of thy eyes." I enforced that great command, " As we have opportunity, let us do good unto all men:" and in the evening, those solemn words, " Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God." Our old friends, Mr. Gambold and Mr. Hall, came to see my brother and me. The conversation turned wholly on silent prayer, and quiet waiting for God; which, they said, was the only possible way te attain living, saving faith. Sirenum voces, et Circes pocula nésti ? (Know'st thou the' enchanted cup, and Siren's song?) . Was there ever so pleasing a scheme? But where is it written? Not in any of those books which I account the Oracles of God. 1 allow, if there is a better way to God than the scriptural way, this is it. But the prejudice of education so hangs upon me, that I cannot think there is. I must therefore still wait in the Bible-way, from which this differs as light from darkness. I preached in the morning, on, "Then shall they fast in those days ;" and in the afternoon spent a sweet hour in prayer with some hundreds of our society. Sun. Feb. 1. A private letter, wrote to me by Mr. Whitefield, having been printed without either his leave or mine, great numbers ot copies were given to our people, both at the door and in the Foundery itself. Having procured one of them, I related (after preaching) the naked fact to the congregation, and told them, "I will do just what I believe Mr. Whitefield would, were he here himself." Upon which I ore it in pieces before them all. Every one who had received it, did the same. So that in two minutes there was not a whole covv left. Ah! poor Ahithophel ! Ibi omnis effusus labor ! (So all the labour's lost !)

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"JT sit solitary, like Eli, waiting what will become of the ark. And while I wait, and fear the carrying of it away from among my people, my trouble increases daily. How glorious did the Gospel seem once to flourish in Kingswood ! I spake of the everlasting love of Christ with sweet power. But now Brother Charles is suffered to open his mouth against this truth, while the frighted sheep gaze and fly, as if no shepherd was among them. It is just as though Satan was now making war with the saints in a more than common way. O pray for the distressed lambs yet left in this place, that they faint not! Surely they would, if preaching would doit: for they have nothing whereon to rest, (who now attend on the sermons,) but their own faithfulness. "With Universal Redemption, Brother Charles pleases the world: Brother John follows him in every thing. I believe no Atheist can more preach against predestination than they: and all who believe election are counted enemies to God, and called so. Fly, dear brother. I am as alone: I am in the midst of the plague. If God gives thee leave make haste." Mr. C stood up and said, '" That letter is mine: I sent it to Mr. Whitefield ; and I do not retract any thing in it, nor blame myself for sending it." Perceiving some of our brethren began to speak with warmth, I desired he would meet me at Kingswood on Saturday, where each of us could speak more freely, and that all things might sleep till then. The bands meeting at Bristol, I read over the names of the United Society, being determined that no disorderly walker should remain therein. Accordingly, I took an account of every person, 1. To whom any reasonable objection was made. 2. Who was not known to and recommended by some, on whose veracity I could depend. To those who were sufficiently recommended, tickets were given on the following days. Most of the rest I had face to face with their accusers, and such as either appeared to be innocent, or confessed their faults and promised better behaviour, were then received into the society. The others were put upon trial again, unless they voluntarily 204 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1741,

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Being still fearful of doing any thing rashly, or contrary to the great law of love, I consulted again with many of our brethren, concerning the further steps I should take. In consequence of which, on Saturday, 7, all who could of the society being met together, I told them, open dealing was best; and I would therefore tell them plainiy what I thought (setting all opinions aside) had been wrong in many of them, viz. "1, Their despising the ministers of God, and slighting his ordinances: 2. Their not speaking or praying when met together, till they were sensibly moved thereto: and, 3. Their dividing themselves from the-r brethren, and forming a separate society. That we could not approve of delaying this matter, because the confusion that was already, increased daily. That, upon the whole, we believed the only way to put a stop to these growing evils was, for every one now to take his choice, and quit one society or the other." T B replied, "It is our holding election is the true cause of your separating from us." I answered, " You know in your own conscience it is not. There are several Predestinarians in our societies both at London and Bristol; nor did I ever yet put any one out of either because he held that opinion." He said, " Well, we will break up our society, on condition you will receive and employ Mr C - as you did before." I replied, " My brother has wronged me much. But he doth not say, 'I repent.'"" Mr. C said, " Unless in not speaking in your defence, I do not know that I have wronged one, - March, 1741. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 205 you at all." T rejoined, "It seems then nothing remains, but for each to choose which society he pleases." Then, after a short time spent in prayer, Mr. C - went out, and about half of those who were present, with him.

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Having heard much of Mr. Whitefield's unkind behaviour, since his return from Georgia, I went to him to hear him speak for himself, that 1 might know how to judge. I much approved of his plainness of speech. He told me, he and I preached two different gospels, and therefore he not only would not join with, or give me the right hand of fellowship, but was resolved publicly to preach against me and my brother, wheresoever he preached at all. Mr. Hall (who went with me) put him in mind of the promise he had made but a few days before, that, whatever his private opinion was, he would never publicly preach against us. He said, that promise was only an effect of human weakness, and he was now of another mind. I fixed an hour every day for speaking with each of the bands, that no disorderly walker might remain among them, nor any of a careless or contentious spirit. And the hours from ten to two, or every day but Saturday, I set apart for speaking with any who should desire it. Wed. April 1. At his earnest and repeated request, I went to see one under sentence of death in the new prison. But the keeper told me, Mr. Wilson (the curate of the parish) had given charge I should not speak with him. I am clear from the blood of this man. Let April, 1741. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 207 Mr. Wilson answer for it to God. lI believed both love and iustice required that I should speak my sentiments freely to Mr.

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Wh » concerning the letter he had published, said to be in answer to my sermon on free grace. The sum of what I observed to him was this, 1. That it was quite imprudent to publish it at all, as being only the putting of weapons into their hands, who loved neither the one nor the other. 2. That if he was constrained to bear his testimony (as he termed it) against the error I was in, he might have done it by publishing a treatise on this head, without ever calling my name in question. 3. That what he had published was a mere burlesque upon an answer, leaving four of my eight arguments untoucked, and handling the other four in so gentle a manner, as if he was afraid they would burn his fingers: however, that, 4, he had said enough of what was wholly foreign to the question, to make an open (and probably, irreparable) breach between him and me: seeing " for a treacherous wound, and for the bewraying of secrets, every friend will depart." I had a long conversation with Peter Bohler. I marvel how I refrain from joining these men. I scarce ever see any of them but my heart burns within me. I long to be with them; and yet am kept from them. Tues. '7. I dined with one who had been a professed Atheist for upward of twenty years. But coming some months since to make sport with the word of God, it cut him to the heart. And he could have no rest day nor night, till the God whom he had denied spoke peace to his soul. In the evening, having desired all the bands to meet, I read over the names of the United Society ; and marked those who were of a doubtful character, that full inquiry might be made concerning them. On Thursday, at the meeting of that society, I read over the names of these, and desired to speak with each of them the next day, as soon as they had opportunity. Many of them afterward gave sufficient proof, that they were seeking Christ in sincerity. The rest I determined to keep on trial, till the doubts concerning them were removed.

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"As yet I dare in no wise join with the Moravians: 1. Because their general scheme is mystical, not scriptural; refined in every point above what is written ; immeasurably beyond the plain gospel. 2. Because there is darkness and closeness in all their behaviour, and guile in almost all their words. 3. Because they not only do not practise, but utterly despise and decry, self-denial and the daily cross. 4. Because they conform to the world, in wearing gold and gay or costly apparel. 5. Because they are by no means zealous of good works, or at least only to their own people: for these reasons (chiefly) I will rather, God being my helper, stand quite alone than join with them: I mean till I have full assurance, that they are better acquainted with 'the truth as it is in Jesus.'" Fri. May 1. I was with one who told me, she had, been hithertc taught of man; but now she was taught of God only. She added, that God had told her not to partake of the Lord's Supper any more ; since she fed upon Christ continually. O who is secure from Satan transforming himself into an angel of light? In the evening I went to a little love-feast which Peter Bohler made for those ten who joined together on this day three years, "to confess our faults one to another." Seven of us were present; one being sick, and two unwilling to come. Surely the time will return, when there shall be again Union of mind, as in us all one soul! I had a conversation of several hours with P. Béhler and Mr. Spangenberg. Our subject was, a new creature; Mr. Spangenberg's account of which was this : "The moment we are justified, a new creature is put into us. This 1s otherwise termed, the new man. But notwithstanding, the old creature or the old man remains in us till the day of our death. And in this old man there remains an old heart, corrupt and abominable. . For inward corruption remains in the soul as long as the soul remains in the body. But the heart which is in the new man is clean. And the new man is stronger than the old; so that though corruption continually strives, yet while we look to Christ it cannot prevail."

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, was a day on which we agreed to meet for prayer and humbling our souls before God, if haply he might show us his will concerning our re-union with our brethren of Fetter-lane. And to this intent all the men and women bands met at one in the afternoon. Nor did our Lord cast out our prayer, or leave himself without witness among us. But it was clear to all, even those who were before the most eagerly desirous of it, that the time was not come. 1. Because they had not given up their most essentially erroneous doctrines ; and, 2. Because many of us had found so much guile in their words, that we could scarce tell what they really held, and what not. Thur. '7. I reminded the United Society, that many of our brethren and sisters had not needful food; many were destitute of convenient clothing ; many were out of business, and that without their own fault; and many sick and ready to perish: that I had done what in me lay to feed the hungry, to clothe the naked, to employ the poor, and to visit the sick; but was not, alone, sufficient for these things ; and therefore desired all whose hearts were as my heart, 1. To bring what clothes each could spare, to be distributed among those that wanted most. 2. To give weekly a penny, or what they could afford, for the relief of the poor and sick. My design, I told them, is to employ, for the present, all the women who were out of business, and desire it, in knitting. To these we will first give the common price for that work they do; and then add, according as they need. Twelve persons are appointed to inspect these, and to visit and provide things needful for the sick. Each of these is to visit all the sick within their district, every other day : and to meet on Tuesday evening, to give an account of what thev have done, and consult what can be done further. This week the Lord of the harvest began to put in his sickle among us. On Tuesday our brother Price, our sister Bowes on Wednesdav. to-day our sister Hawthorn, died. They all went in full and certarr. hope, to Him whom their soul loved.

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I called again. She was saying as I came in, " My Beloved is mine; and he hath cleansed me from all sin. O how far is the heaven above the earth! So far hath he set my sins from me. O how did he rejoice, when 'he was heard 1n that he feared!' He was heard, and he gained a possibility of salvation for me and all mankind. It is finished : his grace is free for all: I am a witness: I was the chief of sinners, a backsliding sinner, a sinner against light and love: but I am washed: I am cleansed." I asked, " Do you expect to die now?" She said, "It is not shown me that I shall. But life or death is all one tome. J shall not change my company. Yet I shall more abundantly rejoice when we stand before the Lord; you and I, and all the other children which he hath given you." In the evening I called upon her again, and fourid her weaker, and her speech much altered. I asked her, " Do you now believe? Do not you find your soul in temptation?" She answered, smiling and looking up, " There is the Lamb: and where he is, what is temptation ? I have no darkness, no cloud. The enemy may come; but he hath no part in me." I said, " But does not your sickness hinder you 2" She replied, " Nothing hinders me. It is the Spirit of my Father that worketh in me: and nothing hinders that Spirit. My body indeed is weak and in pain: but my soul is all joy and praise."

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we "must do to be saved." One of our company seemed a little offended when I had done, at "a vile fellow, notorious all over the country, for cursing, swearing, and drunkenness ; though he was now grey-headed, being near four-score years of age." He came to me, and catching me hold by the hands, said, " Whether thou art a good or a bad man, I know not; but I know the words thou speakest are good. I never heard the like in all my life. O that God would set them home "pon my poor soul!' He then burst into tears, so that he could speak no more. I rode to Nottingham again, and at eight preached at the market-place, to an immense multitude of people, on, "' The dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God; and they that hear shall live." I saw only one or two who behaved lightly, whom I immediately spoke to; and they stood reproved. Yet, soon after, a man behind me began aloud to contradict and blaspheme ; but upon my turning to him, he stepped behind a pillar, and in a few minutes diappeared. In the afternocn we returned to Markfield. The church was so excessive hot, (being crowded in every corner,) that I could not, without difficulty, read the Evening service. Being afterward informed that abundance of people were still without, who could not possibly get into the church, I went out to them, and explained that great promise of our Lord, "1 will heal their backslidings : I will love them freely." In the evening expounded in the church, on her who " loved much, because she had much forgiven."

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those who are, without controversy, of all men living the wisest in their generation, induce her either to deny the faith she had received, or to use less plainness of speech, or to be less zealous in recommend- _. ing and careful in practising good works. Insomuch that many times, when she had been employed in the labour of love till eight or nine in the evening, she then sat down and wrought with her hands till twelve or one in the morning ; not that she wanted any thing herself, but that she might have to give to others for necessary uses. From the time that she was made leader of one or two bands, she was more eminently a pattern to the flock: in self-denial of every kind, in openness of behaviour, in simplicity and godly sincerity, in steadfast faith, in constant attendance on all the public and all the private ordinances of God. And as she had laboured more than they all, so God now called her forth to suffer. She was seized at first with a violent fever, in the beginning of which they removed her to another house. Here she had work to do which she knew not of. The master of the house was one who "cared for none of these things." But he observed her, and was convinced. So that he then began to understand and lay to heart the things that bring a man peace at the last. In a few days the fever abated, or settled, as it seemed, into an inward imposthume; so that she could not breathe without violent pain, which increased day and night. When I came in, she stretched out her hand and said, " Art thou come, thou blessed of the Lord? Praised be the name of my Lord for this." I asked, " Do you faint, now you are chastened of him?' She said, "O no, no, no; I faint not; I murmur not; I rejoice evermore." I said, " But can you in every thing give thanks?" She replied, "Yes; 1 do, I do." I said, " God will make all your bed in your sickness." She cried out, " He does, he does; I have nothing to desire; he is ever with me, and I have nothing to do but to praise him."

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W. I thought we ought to grow in grace! Z.. Certainly. But not in holiness. As soon as any one is justified, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, dwell in his heart: and in that moment his heart is as pure as it ever will be. A babe in Christ is as pure in heart as a father in Christ. There is no difference. W. Were not the Apostles justified before the death of Christ ? Z. They were. W. But were they not more holy after the day of Pentecost, than before the death of Christ ? 7. Not in the least. W. Were they not on that day filled with the Holy Ghost? Z. They were. Put that gift of the Spirit had no reference to their holiness. It was the gift of miracles only. W. PerhapsI do not understand you. Do we not, while we deny ourselves, more and more die to the world and live to God ? Z. We spurn all self denial: we trample it under foot. Being believers, we do whatever we will, and nothing more. We ridicule all mortification. No purification precedes perfect love. W. What you have said, God assisting me, I will thoroughly consi 'er. Am. Ep. In the answer to this letter, which I received some weeks after, this is explained as follows : " All things which are a commandment to the natural man, are a promise to all that have been justified The thing itself is not lost, but the notion which people are wont to have of commandments, duties," ce. I reply, 1. If this be all you mean, why do you not say so explicitly to all men? 2. Whether this be all, let anv reasonable man judge, when he has read what is here subjoined. Sept. 1741. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 223

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a believer there is no commandment at all. 2. That it does imply liberty to conform to the world, by talking on useless, if not trifling subjects ; by joining in worldly diversions in order to do good; by putting on of gold and costly apparel,t or by continuing in those professions, the gain of which depends on ministering hereto. 3. That it does imply liberty to avoid persecution, by not reproving even those who sin in your sight; by not letting your light shine before those men who love darkness rather than light; by not using plainness of speech, and a frank, open carriage toallmen. Nay, by a close, dark, reserved conversation, and behaviour, especially toward strangers. And in many of you I have more than once found (what you called, '"' being wise as serpents") much subtlety, much evasion and disguise, much guile and dissimulation. You appeared to be what you were not, or not to be what you were. You so studied " to become all things to all men," as to take the colour and shape of any that were near you. So that your practice was indeed no proof of your judgment; but only an indication of your design, nulli laedere os ; to hurt a bone of none ; and of your conformity to that (not scriptural) maxim, Sinere mundum vadere ut vult: Nam vult vadere, (To let the world go as it will; for it will go.) 5. Secondly, With regard to that faith through which we are saved, I have heard many of you say, " A man may have justifying faith and not know it." Others of you, who are now in England, (particularly Mr. Molther,) I have heard affirm,§ that there is no such thing as weak faith; that there are no degrees in faith; that there is no justifying faith, where there is ever any doubt; that there is no justifying faith without the plerophory of faith, the clear, abiding witness of the Spirit; that there is no justifying faith, where there is not, in the full, proper sense, a new or clean heart; and that those who have not these two gifts, are only awakened, not justified.

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Thus have I declared, and in the plainest manner I can, the real controversy between us and the Moravian brethren: an unpleasing task, which I have delayed, at least, as long as I could with a clear conscience. But I am constrained at length nakedly to speak the thing as it is, that I may not hinder the work of God. I am very sensible of the objection which has so often been made, viz. " You are inconsistent with yourself. You did tenderly love, highly esteem, and zealously recommend these very men: and now you do not love or esteem them at all You not only do not recommend them, but are bitter against them , nay, and rail at them, before all the world." This is partly true and partly false. That the whole case may be better understood, it will be needful to give a short account of what has occurred between us from the beginning. 226 REV J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1741. My first acquaintance with the Moravian brethren began in my voyage to Georgia. Being then with many of them in the same ship, I narrowly observed their whole behaviour. And I greatly approved of all I saw. Therefore'I unbosomed myself to them without reserve. From February 14, 1735, to December 2, 1737, being with them (except when I went to Frederica or Carolina) twice or thrice every day, I loved and esteemed them more and more. Yet a few things I could not approve of. These I mentioned to them from time to time, and then commended the cause to God. In February following I met with Peter Bohler. My heart clave to him as soon as he spoke. And the more we conversed, so much the more did I esteem both him and all the Moravian Church : so that I had no rest in my spirit till I executed the design which I had formed long before: till, after a short stay in Holland, I hastened forward, first to Marienborn, and then to Hernhuth. In September, 1738, soon after my return to England, I began the following letter to the Moravian Church. But being fearful of trusting my own judgment, I determined to wait yet a little longer, and so laid it by unfinished : "My pear Breruren,

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T cannot but rejoice in your steadfast faith, in your love to our blessed Redeemer, your deadness to the world; your meekness, temperance, chastity, and love of one another. I greatly approve of your conferences and bands; of your method of instructing children; and, in general, of your great care of the souls committed to your charge. But of some other things I stand in doubt, which I will mention in love and meekness. And I wish that, in order to remove those doubts, you would on each of those heads, First, Plainly answer, whether the fact be as I suppose; and, if so, Secondly, Consider whether it be right. "Do you not wholly neglect joint fasting? Is not the Count all in all? Are not the rest mere shadows; calling him Rabbi; almost implicitly both believing and obeying him? Is there not something of levity in your behaviour? Are you, in general, serious enough? Are you zealous and watchful to redeem timer Do you not sometimes fall into trifling conversation? Do you not magnify your own Church too much? Do you believe any who are not of it to be in gospel liberty? Are you not straitened in your love? Do you love your enemies and wicked men as yourselves? Do you not mix human wisdom with divine; joining worldly prudence to heavenly? Do you not use cunning, guile, or dissimulation in many cases? Are you not of a close, dark, reserved temper and behaviour? Is not the spirit of secresy the spirit of your community? Have you that child-like openness, frankness, and plainness of speech, so manifest to all in the Apostles and first Christians?"

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In this spirit, my brethren, I have read, and endeavoured to consider, all the books you have published in England, that I might inform myself whetaer, on further consideration, you had retracted the errors which were advanced before. But it does by no means appear that you have retracted any of them: for, waiving the odd and affected phrases therein; the weak, mean, silly, childish expressions; the crude, confused, and indigested notions ; the whims, unsupported either by Scripture or sound reason ; yea, waiving those assertions which, though contrary to Scripture and matter of fact, are, however, of no importance; those three grand errors run through almost all those books, viz. Universal Salvation, Antinomianism, and a kind of new-reformed Quietism. 1. Can Universal Salvation ke more explicitly asserted than it is in these words ? " By this his name all can and shall obtain life and salvation."" (Sixteen Discourses, p. 30.) This must include all men, at least; and may include all devils too. Again, "The name of the wicked will not be so much as mentioned on the great day." (Seven Discourses, p. 22.) And if they are not so much as mentioned, they cannot be condemned. 2. How can Antinomianism, (N. B. I speak of Antinomian doctrine, abstracted from practice, good or bad,) that is, making void the law through faith, be more expressly taught than it is in these words ? "'T'o believe certainly, that Christ suffered death for us: this is the true means to be saved at once: we want no more. For the history of Jesus coming into the world, 'is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth ;' the bare historical knowledge of this." (Sixteen Discourses, p. 57.) "There is but one duty, which is that ot believing." (Ibid. p. 193.) From any demand of the law, no man is obliged now to go one step, to give away one farthing, to eat or omit one morsel." (Seven Discourses, p. 11.) "What did our Lord do with the law? He abolished it." (Ibid. p. 33.) ' Here one may think, - This is a fine sort of Christianity, where nothing good is commanded, and nothing bad is forbid. But thus it is." (Ibid. p. 34.) 'So one ought to speak now. All commands and prohibitions are unfit for our times." (Ibid.)

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Three things, above all, permit me, even me, to press upon you, with all the earnestness of love First, With regard to your doctrine, that ye purge out from among you, the leaven of Antinomianism, wherewith you are so deeply infected, and no longer " make void the Law through faith." Secondly, With regard to your discipline, that ye " call no man Rabbi, Master," Lord of your faith, " upon earth." Subordination, I know, is needful; and I can show you such a subordination, as in fact answers all Christian purposes, and is yet as widely distant from that among you, as the heavens are from the earth. Thirdly, » With regard to your practice, that ye renounce all craft, cunning, subtlety, dissimulation ; wisdom, falsely so called ; that ye put away all disguise, all guile out of your mouth; that in all " simplicity and godly sincerity" ye "have your conversation in this world;" that ye use " oreat plainness of speech" to all, whatever ye suffer thereby ; seeking only, "by manifestation of the truth," to " commend" yourselves « to every man's conscience in the sight of God." Sune 24, 1744. JOURNAL. No. V. Sunpay, September 6, 1741. -Observing some who were beginning to use their liberty as a cloak for licentiousness, I enforced, in the morning, those words of St. Paul, (worthy to be written in the heart of every believer,) " All things are lawful for me; but all things are not expedient ;" and, in the evening, that necessary advice of our Lord, «That men ought always to pray, and not to faint." Mon. '7. I visited a young man in St. Thomas's Hospital, who, in strong pain, was praising God continually. At the desire of many of the patients, I spent a short time with them in exhortation and prayer. O what a harvest might there be, if any lover of souls, who has time upon his hands, would constantly attend these places of distress, and, with tenderness and meekness of wisdom, instruct and exhort those on whom God has laid his hands, to know and improve the day of their visitation ! I expounded in Greyhound-lane, Whitechapel, part of the one hundred and seventh psalm. And they did rejoice whom "the Lord had redeemed, and delivered from the hand of the enemy."

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Going to a neighbouring house, I found Mr. H. and T Bissicks tearing open the sore with all their might. On my coming in, all was hushed ; but Mrs. James, of Abergavenny, (a woman of candour and humanity,) insisted that those things should be said to my face. There followed a lame piece of work: but although the accusations brought were easily answered, yet I found they left a soreness. on many spirits. When H. Harris heard of what had passed, he hasted to stand in the gap once more; and with tears besought them all, "to follow after the things that make for peace ;"" and God blessed the healing words which he spoke ; so that we parted in much love, being all determined to let controversy alone, and to preach " Jesus Christ, and him crucified." I preached at Cardiff at three, and about five set out thence for Fonmon Castle. Notwithstanding the great darkness of the night, and our being unacquainted with the road, before eight we came safe to the congregation, which had been some time waitiag for us. - I rode to Wenvo. The church was thoroughly filled with attentive hearers, while I preached on those words, " Whom ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you." In the afternoon I read prayers and preached at Porth Kerry: in the evening there was a great concourse of people at the Castle, to whom I strongly declared " the hope of righteousness which is through faith." I preached once more at Porth Kerry, and, in the afternoon, returned to Cardiff, and explained toa !arge congregation, "« When they had nothing to pay, he frankly forgave them both." At eleven I preached at the prison, on, "I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance." In the afternoon I was desired to meet one of the honourable women, whom I found a mere sinner, groaning under the mighty hand of God. About six, at Mr. W.'s desire, I preached once more on those words, " Whom ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you." I set out soon after preaching, and about nine, came to Newport. A clergyman soon after I was set down, came into the next aah et Yl erent 'Oct. 1741. 'REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 233

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After the sacrament at All Saints, I took horse for Kingswood; but before I came to Lawrence Hill, my horse fell, and attempting to rise again, fell down upon me. One or two women ran out of a neighbouring house, and when I rose, helped me in. I adore the wisdom of God. In this house were three persons who began to run well, but Satan had hindered them: but they resolved to set out again ; and not one of them has looked back since. Notwithstanding this delay, I got to Kingswood by two. The words God enabled me to speak there, and afterward at Bristol, (so I must express myself still, for I dare not ascribe them to my own wisdom,) were as a hammer and a flame ; and the same blessing we found at the meeting of the society; but more abundantly at the love-feast which followed. I remember nothing like it for many months. A cry was heard from one end of the congregation to the other ; not of grief, but of overflowing joy and love. 'O continue forth thy loving kindness unto them that know thee; and thy righteousness unto them that are true of heart!" The great comfort I found, both in public and private, almost every day of the ensuing week, I apprehend, was to prepare me for what followed: a short account of which I sent to London soon after, in a letter, the copy of which I have subjoined; although Il am sensible there are several circumstances therein which some may set down for mere enthusiasm and extravagance. " Dear BrotHer, All last week I found hanging upon me the effects of a violent cold I had contracted in Wales: Not, I think, (as Mr. Turner and Walcam supposed,) by lying in a damp bed at St. Bride's; but rather 234 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1741.

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I immediately fell into a profuse sweat, which continued till one or two in the morning. God then gave me refreshing sleep, and afterward such tranquillity of mind, that this day, Sunday, November 1, seemed the shortest day to me I had ever known in my life. "J think a little circumstance ought not to be omitted, although I know there may be an ill construction put upon it. 'Those words were now so strongly impressed upon my mind, that for a considerable time I could not put them out of my thoughts, ' Blessed is the man that provideth for the poor and needy: the Lord shall deliver him in the time of trouble. The Lord shall comfort him when he lieth sick upon his bed: make thou all his bed in his sickness.' "On Sunday night likewise I slept well, and was easy all Monday morning. But about three in the afternoon the shivering returned much more 'violent than before. It continued till I was put to bed. I was then immediately as in a fiery furnace. In a little space I began sweating: but the sweating seemed to increase rather than aliay the burning heat. Thus I remained till about eight o'clock; when I suddenly awaked out of a kind of doze, in such a sort of disorder (whether of body or mind, or both) as I know not how to describe. My heart and lungs, and all that was within me, and my soul too, seemed to be in perfect uproar. But I cried unto the Lord in my trouble, and he delivered me out of my distress. "T continued in a moderate sweat till near midnight, and then slept pretty well till morning. On Tuesday, November 3, about noon I was removed to Mr. Hooper's. Here I enjoyed a blessed calm for several hours, the fit not returning till six in the evening: and then in such a manner as I never heard or read of. I had a quick pulse, attended with violent heat; but no pain either in my head, or back, or limbs; no sickness, no stitch, no thirst. Surely God is a present help in time of trouble. And he does 'make all' my ' bed in' my 'sickness.' " Many of our brethren agreed to seek God to-day by fasting Nov. 1741. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 235

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and prayer. About twelve my fever began to rage. At two I dozed a little, and suddenly awaked in such a disorder (only more violent) as that on Monday. The silver cord appeared to be just then loosing, and the wheel breaking at the cistern. The blood whirled to and fro, as if it would immediately force its way through all its vessels, especially in the breast : and excessive burning heat parched up my whole body, both within and without. About three, in a moment the commotion ceased, the heat was over, and the pain gone. Soon after, it made another attack; but not near so violent as the former. This lasted till half past four, and then vanished away at once. I grew better and better till nine: then I-fell asleep, and scarce awaked at all till morning. " The noisy joy of the people in the streets did not agree with me very well; though I am afraid it disordered their poor souls much more than it did my body. About five in the evening my cough returned, and soon after, the heat and other symptoms; but with this remarkable circumstance, that for fourteen or fifteen hours following, I had more or less sleep in every hour. This was one cause why I was never light-headed at all, but had the use of my understanding, from the first hour of my illness to the last, as fully as when in perfect health.

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Fri. Jan. 1, 1742. After a night of quiet sleep, I waked in a strong fever, but without any sickness, or thirst, or pain. I consented, however, to keep my bed; but on condition that every one who desired it, should have liberty to speak with me. I believe fifty or sixty persons did so this day ; nor did I find any inconvenience from it. In the evening I sent for all the bands, who were in the house, that we might magnify our Lord together. A near relation being with me when they came, I asked her afterward, if she was not offended. ' Offended!" said she: "JT wish I could be always among you. I thought I was in heaven." This night also, by the blessing of God, I slept well, to the utter astonishment of those about me, the apothecary in particular, who said, he had never seen such a fever in his life. I had a clear remission in the morning; but about two in the afternoon, a stronger fit than any before ; otherwise I had determined to have been at the meeting 'of the bands: but good is the will of the Lord. Finding myself quite free from pain, I met the leaders, morning and afternoon; and joined with a little company of them in the great sacrifice of thanksgiving. In the evening, it being the men's love-feast, I desired they would all come up. Those whom the rooin would not contain, stood without; while we all with one mouth sung praise to God. I waked in perfect health. Does not God both kill and make alive ? This day, I understand, poor Charles Kinchin died ! Cui pudor, et justitie soror, Incorrupta fides, nudaque veritas, Quando ullum invenient parem ? Where will his like be found, for modesty, Unblemisn'd faithfulness, and naked truth ? I preached morning and evening every day, for the remaining part of the week. On Saturday, while I was preaching at Long-lane, a rude out lift up their voice on high. I fell upon them without delay. Some s .. ibaa Jan. 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 239

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I set out, and with some difficulty reached Chippenham on Saturday evening; the weather being so extremely rough and boisterous, that I had much ado to sit my horse. On Sunday, about noon, I came to Kingswood, where were many of our friends from Bath, Bristol, and Wales. O that we may ever thus "love one another with a pure heart fervently!" I rode to Bath; and in the evening explained the latter part of the seventh of St. Luke. Observing many noisy persons at the end of the room, I went and stood in the midst of them ; but the greater part slipped away to the end from whence I came, and then took heart, and cried aloud again. I paused, to give them their full scope ; and then began a particular application to them. They were very quiet in a short time; and, I trust, will not forget it so soon as some of them may desire. Wednesday, 10, and the following days of this week, I spoke severally with all those who desired to remain in the United Society, to watch over each other in love. Many met together to consult on a proper method for discharging the public debt; and it was at length agreed, 1. That every member of the society, who was able, should contribute a penny a week. 2. That the whole society should be divided into little companies or classes, about twelve in each class. And, 3. That one person in each class should receive the contribution vf the rest, and bring it in to the stewards, weekly. I went to Bath. Many threatened great things; but I knew the strength ot iad a a oh a tla Feb. 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 243 them and their god. I preached on, " He shall save his people from their sins ;" none disturbing or interrupting me.

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I preached at Weaver's Hall: it was a glorious time. Several dropped to the ground as if struck by lightning. Some cried out in bitterness of soul. I knew not where to end, being constrained to begin anew, again and again. In this acceptable time we begged of God to restore our brethren, who are departed from us for a season ; and to teach us all to "follow after the things that make for peace," and the "things whereby one may edify another." In the evening I explained the "exceeding great and precious promises" which are given us: a strong confirmation whereof I read, in a plain artless account of a child, whose body then lay before us. The substance of this was as follows : " Joun Wooutry was for some time in your school; but was turned out for his ill behaviour. Soon after he ran away from his parents, lurk ing about for several days and nights together, and hiding himself in holes and corners, that his mother might not find him. During this time he suffered both hunger and cold. Once he was three whole days without sustenance, sometimes weeping and praying by himself, and sometimes playing with other loose boys. One night he came to the new room. Mr. Wesley was then speaking of disobedience to parents. He was quite confounded, and thought there never was in the world so wicked a child as himself. He-went home and never ran away any more. His mother saw the change in his whole behaviour, but knew not the cause. He would often get up stairs by himself to prayer, and often go alone into the fields, having done with all his idle companions.

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"On Wednesday night he wrestled much with God in prayer. At last, throwing his arms open, he cried, 'Come, come, Lord Jesus! I am thine. Amen and amen.' He said, 'God answers me in my heart, Be of good cheer, thou hast over.ome the world ;? and immediately after, he was filled with love and joy unspeakable. He said to his mother, ' That school was the saving of my soul; for there I began to seek the Lord. But how is it, that a person no sooner begins to seek the Lord, but Satan straight stirs up all his instruments against him?' When he was in agony of pain, he cried out, 'O Saviour, give me patience! Thou hast given me patience, but give me more. Give me thy love, and pain is nothing: I have deserved all this, and a thousand times more; for there is no sin but I have been guilty of.' "A while after, he said, 'O mother, how is this? If a man does not do his work, the masters in the world will not pay him his wages. But it is not so with God; he gives me good wages, and yet am sure I have done nothing to gain them. O it is a free gift; it is free for every soul, for Christ has died for all.2 On Thursday morning his mother asked him how he did: he said, 'I have had much struggling to-night, but my Saviour is so loving to me, I do not mind it; it is no more than nothing to me.' Then he said, 'I desire to be buried from the Room; and I desire Mr. Wesley would preach a sermon over me, on those words of David, (unless he thinks any other to be more fit,) Before I was afflicted I went astray ; but now I have kept thy word.'

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At noon I preached at Brentford, and again about seven in the evening. Many who had threatened to do terrible things were present ; but they made no disturbance at all. Tuesday, 20, was the day on which our noisy neighbours had agreed to summon all their forces together: a great number of whom came early in the evening, and planted themselves as near the desk as possible. But He that sittefa in heaven laughed them to scorn. The greater part soon vanished away ; and to some of the rest, I trust his word came with the demonstration of his Spirit. I spent an agreeable hour with Mr. Wh I believe he is sincere in all he seys concerning his earnest desire of joining hand in hand with all that love the Lord Jesus Christ. But if (as some would persuade me) he is not, the loss is all on his own side. I am just as I was: I go on my way, whether he goes with me or stays behind. At five I preached in Ratcliffe Square, near Stepney, on, "T came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance." A multitude of them were gathered together before I came home, and filled the street above and below the Foundery. Some who apprehended we should have but homely treatment, begged me to go in as soon as possible ; but I told them, "« No: provide you for yourselves ; but I have a message to deliver first." I told them, after a few words, " Friends, _let every man do as he pleases ; but it is my manner, when I speak of the things of God, or when another does, to uncover my head ;" which I accordingly did; and many of them did the same. I then exhorted them to repent and believe the Gospel. Not a few of them appeared to be deeply affected. Now, Satan, count thy gains. I called on one who was sorrowing' as without hope for her son, who was turned again to folly. I advised her to wrestle with God for his soul ; and in two days he brought home the wandering sheep, fully convinced of the error of his ways, and determined to choose the better part.

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Sat. May 1. One called, whom I had often advised not to hear them that preach smooth things: but she could not believe there was any danger therein, seeing we were all, she said, children of God. The effects of it which now appeared in her were these : 1. She was grown above measure wise in her own eyes: she knew every thing as well as any could tell her, and needed not to be "taught of man." 2. She utterly despised all her brethren, saying, they were all in the dark ; they knew not what faith meant. 3. She despised her teachers, as much, if not more, than them; saying, they knew nothing of the Gospel; they preached nothing but the Law, and brought all into bondage who minded what they said. "Indeed," said she, " after I had heard Mr. Sp I was amazed ; for I never since heard you preach one good sermon. And I said to my husband, ' My dear, did Mr. Wesley always preach so?' And he said, 'Yes, my dear; but your eyes were not opened.' " : I described that falling away, spoken of by St. Paul to the Thessalonians, which we so terribly feel to be already come, and to have overspread the (so called) Christian world. One of my hearers was highly offended at my supposing any of the Church of England to -be concerned in this; but his speech soon bewrayed him to be of no Church at all, zealous and orthodox as he was. So that after I had May, 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 249 appealed to his own heart, as well as to all that heard him, he retired -with confusion of face. One, of Fetter-lane, mentioning a 'etter he had received from a poor man in Lincolnshire, I read and desired a copy of it; part of which is as follows : Samuel Meggot to Richard Ridley.

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. Gleansed, if we be found in uncleanness. Take heed to thyself, that the knowledge that is in thee deceive thee not. For thou writest so to my experience, that I can tell thee as plain how thou art, or plainer than thou canst thyself. Thou sayest, after thou hast done something amiss, thou needest not to be unhappy one moment, if thou wilt but go to thy Saviour. Is not this the very state have mentioned? O that that knowledge was cast out! So shouldest thou always do the things that please the Father. O, my dear brother, how art thou bewitched by the deceiver of thy soul! Thou art a stranger to the Saviour, who is gone to heaven to give repentance to his people and remission of sins. I am afraid the devil is thy saviour; more of him is manifest in thee than of Christ. He tells thee, thou art pure and washed; but he cozens thee; yea, his deceitfulness cries out for vengeance; yet he would be a Christ or a God. "Thou sayest, thou hast need of remission of sins every day. Yes, so thou hast, and more. Thou hast need every moment; so shouldest thou be clean; for this every moment should be eternity to thy soul. Thou thankest God that he hath provided such a High Priest for thee. Let him be thine; so shalt thou be ruled by him every moment. What? Is he such a Saviour as can cleanse us from sin, and not keep us in the a ae May, 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 251 same? Judge where thou art. Thou and I and many more were once made pure. And we were pure while we believed the same, and were kept by the Father for his own name's sake. But how long did we thus believe? Let every man judge himself. Ey

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I preached at eight near Dewsbury Moor; and at eight the next morning, Thursday, 3, at Mirfield, where I found Mr. Ingham had been an hour before. Great part of the day I spent in speaking with those who have tasted the powers of the world to come ; by whose concurrent testimony I find, that Mr. Ingham's method to this day is, 1. To endeavour to persuade them, that they are in a delusion, and have indeed no faith at all: if this cannot be done, then, 2. To make them keep it to themselves ; and, 3. To prevent their going to the church or sacrament; at least to guard them from having any reverence, or expecting to find any blessing in those ordinances of God. In the evening I preached at Adwalton, a mile from Birstal, in a broad part of the highway, the people being too numerous to be contained in any house in the town. After preaching, and the next day, I spoke with more, who had, or sought for, redemption through Christ; all of whom I perceived had been advised also, to put their light under a bushel; or to forsake the ordinances of God, in order to find Christ. 'ri. 4. At noon I preached at Birstal once more. All the hearers were deeply attentive ; whom I now confidently and cheerfully committed to 'the great Shepherd and Bishop of souls." Hence I rode to Beeston. Here I met once more with the works of a celebrated author, of whom many great men cannot speak without rapture, and the strongest expressions of admiration, I mean Jacob Behmen. The book I now cpened was his " Mysterium Magnum," or Exposition of Genesis iy ee ee oa June, 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 255

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I rode over to a neighbouring town, to wait upon a justice of peace, a man of candour and understanding ; before whom (I was informed) their angry neighbours had carried a whole wagon load of these new heretics. But when he asked what they had done, there was a deep silence ; for that was a point their conductors had forgot. At length one said, ' Why, they pretended to be better than other people : and Lesides they prayed from morning to night." Mr. S. asked, " But have they done nothing besides?" " Yes, sir," said an old man : " An't 'please your worship, they have convarted my wife. Till she went among them, she had such a tongue! And now she is as quiet as a lamb." '"« Carry them back, carry them back," replied the justice, "and let them conyert all the scolds in the town." I went from hence to Belton, to H F r's, a young man who did once run well; but now said, he saw the devil in every corner of the church, and in the face of every one who had been there. But he was easily brought to a better mind. I preached under a shady oak, on, " The Son of Man hath power upon earth to forgive sins." At Epworth, in the evening I explained the story of the Pharisee and the Publican. And I believe many began in that hour to cry out, 'God be merciful to me a sinner !" I spoke severally with all who desired it. In the evening I explained, ' Ye have not received the spirit of bondage again unto fear, but the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father." I had afterward an hour's calm conversation with Samuel Meggot and James ° Herbury. What good did God do by these fora time! O let not their latter end be worse than the first! rz. 11. I visited the sick, and 7 ine,. 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 257

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'7. I preached in Painswick at seven, on the spirit of fear and the Spirit of adoption. I went to church at ten, and heard a remarkable discourse, asserting, that we are justified by faith alone ; but that this faith, which is the previous condition of justification, is the complex of all Christian virtues, including all holiness and good works, in the very idea of it. Alas! how little is the difference between asserting, either, 1. That we are justified by works, which is Popery bare-faced ; (and, indeed, so gross, that the sober Papists, those of the Council of Trent in particular, are ashamed of it;) or, 2. That we are justified by faith and works, which is Popery refined or veiled; (but with so thin a veil, that every attentive observer must discern it is the same still;) or, 3. That we are justified by faith alone, but by such a faith as includes all good works. What a poor shift is this : "'I will not say, We are justified by works; nor yet by faith and works; because I have subscribed articles and homilies, which maintain just the contrary. No; I say, We are justified by faith alone ; but then by faith I mean works !"" When the afternoon service was ended at Runwick, I stood and cried to a vast multitude of people, " Unto him that worketh not, but believeth, his faith is counted for righteousness." I concluded the day on Hampton Common, by explaining, to a large congregation, the essential difference between the righteo isness of the law and the righteous ness of faith. Ce, ae anew a'. : 260 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1742

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" But soon after you went to London last, I light on the account of the Danish missionaries. I was, I think, never more affected with any thing ; I could not forbear spending good part of that evening in praising and adoring the Divine goodness, for inspiring them with such ardent zeal for his glory. For several days I could think or speak of little else. At last it came into my mind, though I am not a man, nor a minister, yet if my heart were sincerely devoted to God, and I was inspired with a true zeal Jor his glory, I might do somewhat more thanI do. I thought I might 262 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1742 pray more for them, and might speak to those with whom I converse with more warmth of affection. I resolved to begin with my own children; in which I observe the following method : I take such a proportion of time as I can spare every night, to discourse with each child apart. On Monday, I talk with Molly; on Tuesday, with Hetty; Wednesday, with Nancy; Thursday, with Jacky; Friday, with Patty; Saturday, with Charles; and with Emily and Suky together on Sunday. With those few neighbours that then came to me, I discoursed more freely and affectionately. I chose the best and most awakening sermons we have. And I spent somewhat more time with them in such exercises, without being careful about the success of my undertaking. Since this, our company increased every night; for I dare deny none that ask admittance. Last Sunday I believe we had above two hundred. And yet many went away, for want of room to stand. We banish all temporal concerns from our society. None is suffered to mingle any discourse about them, with our reading or singing. We keep close to the business of the day; and, when it is over, all go home.

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At six, as soon as family prayers were over, they had their supper; at seven, the maid washed them; and, beginning at the youngest, she undressed and got them all to bed by eight; at which time she left them in their several rooms awake; for there was no such thing allowed of in our house, as sitting by a child till it fell asleep. They wereso constantly used to eat and drink what was given them, that when any of them was ill, there was no difficulty in making them take the most unpleasant medicine: for they durst not refuse it, though some of them would presently throw it up. This I mention, to show that a person may be taught to take any thing, thovgh it be never so much against his stomach. 'In order to form the minds of children, the first thing to be done is to conquer their will, and bring them to an obedient temper. To inform the understanding is a work of time, and must with children proceed by slow degrees as they are able to bear it; but the subjecting the will, is a thing which must be done at once; and the sooner the better. For by neglecting timely correction, they will contract a stubbornness and obstinacy, which is hardly ever after conquered; and never, without using such severity as would be as painful to me asto the child. In the esteem of the world they pass for kind and indulgent, whom I call cruel, parents, who permit their children to get habits which they know must be afterward broken. Nay, some are so stupidly fond, as in sport to teach their children to do things which, in a while after, they have severely beaten them for doing. Whenever a child is corrected, it must be conquered ; and this will be no hard matter to do, if it be not grown headstrong by too much indulgence. And when the will of a child is totally subdued, and it is brought to revere and stand in awe of the parents, then a great many childish follies and inadvertences may be passed by. Someshould be overlooked and taken no notice of, and others mildly reproved; but no wilful transgression ought ever to be forgiven children, without chastisement, less or more, as the nature and circumstances of the offence require.

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"What was yet stranger, any word he had learned in his lesson, he knew, wherever he saw it, either in his Bible, or any other book; by which means he learned very soon to read an English author well. The same method was observed with them all. As soon as they knew the letters, they were put first to spell, and read one line, then a verse ; never leaving, till perfect in their lesson, were it shorter or longer. So one or other continued reading at school time, without any intermission; and before we left school each child read what he had learned that morning Aug. 1742. REV. J WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 265 und ere we parted in the afternoon, what they had learned that day. There was no such thing as loud talking or playing allowed of; but every one was kept close to their business, for the six hours of school: and it is almost incredible, what a child may be taught in a quarter of a year, by a vigorous application, if it have but a tolerable capacity, and good health. Every one of these, Kezzy excepted, could read better in that time, than the most of women can do as long as they live. Rising out of their places, or going out of the room, was not permitted, unless for good cause; and running into the yard, garden, or street, without leave, was always esteemed a capital offence. "For some years we went on very well. Never were children in better order. Never were children better disposed to piety, or in more subjection to their parents; till that fatal dispersion of them, after the fire, into several families. In those they were left at full liberty to converse with servants, which before they had always been restrained from ; -and to run abroad, and play with any children, good or bad. They soon learned to neglect a strict observation of the Sabbath, and got knowledge of several songs and bad things, which before they had no notion of. That civil behaviour which made them admired, when at home, by all who saw them, was, in great measure, lost; and a clownish accent, and many rude ways, were learned, which were not reformed without some difficulty.

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When the house was rebuilt, and the children all brought home, we entered upon a strict reform; and then was begun the custom of singing psalms at beginning and leaving school, morning and evening. Then also that of a general retirement at five o'clock was entered upon; when the oldest took the youngest that could speak, and the second the next, to whom they read the psalms for the day, and a chapter in the New Testament; as, in the morning, they were directed to read the psalms and a chapter in the Old: after which they went to their private prayers, before they got their breakfast, or came into the family. And, I thank God, the custom is still preserved among us. There were several bylaws observed among us, which slipped ny memory, or else they had been inserted in their proper place; but I mention them here, because I think them useful. "1. It had been observed, that cowardice and fear of punishment often lead children into tying, till they get a custom of it, which they cannot leave. To prevent this, a law was made, that whoever was charged with a fault, of which they were guilty, if they would ingenuously con fess it, and promise to amend, should not be beaten. This rule prevented a great deal of lying, and would have done more, if one in the family would have observed it. But he could not be prevailed on, and therefore was often imposed on by false colours and equivocations ; which none would have used, (except one,) had they been kindly dealt with. And some, in spite of all, would always speak truth plainly. "2. That no sinful action, as lying, pilfering, playing at church, or on the Lord's day, disobedience, quarrelling, c, should ever pass unpunished. "3. That no child snould ever be chid, or beat twice, for the same fault; and that if they amended, they should never be upbraided with it afterward. "4, That every signal act of obedience, especially when it crossed upon their own inclinations, should be always commended, and frequently rewarded, according to the merits of the cause.

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I was desired to preach in an open place, commonly called the Great Gardens, lying between Whitechapel and Coverlet Fields, where I found a vast multitude gathered together. Taking knowledge that a great part of them were little acquainted with the things of God, I called upon them in the words of our Lord, " Repent ye; and believe the Gospel." Many of the beasts of the people laboured much to disturb those who were of a better mind. They endeavoured to drive in a herd of cows among them; but the brutes were wiser than their masters. They then threw whole showers of stones, one of which struck me just between the eyes ; but I felt no pain at all ; and, when I had wiped away the blood, went on testifying with a loud voice, that God hath given to them that believe, " not the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." And by the spirit which now appeared through the whole congregation, I plainly saw what a blessing it is when it is given us, even in the lowest degree, to suffer for his narae's sake. -I preached, about nine, at Windsor; and the next evening came to Bristol. I spent the remainder of this, and the following week, in examining those of the society; speaking severally to each, that I might more perfectly know the state of their souls to Godward. In the evening, almost as soon as I began to pray in the society, a voice of lamentation and bitter mourning was heard, from the whole congregation; but in a while, loud thanksgivings were mixed therewith, which in a short space spread over all; so that nothing was to be heard on every side, but "' Praise to God and the Lamb for ever and ever!" I had notes from nineteen persons, desiring to return God thanks. Some of them follow : John Merriman, a blind man, desires to return thanks to Almighty God, for the discovery of his love to him, an old sinner." 'One desires to return God thanks, for giving her a token of his love, in removing all prejudices, and giving her love to all mankind." "Edith W. desires to return thanks for great and unspeakable mercies, which the Lord Journal I. 18

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Perhaps I need observe no more upon this, than that the Popish priest knew well, how much it would be for the interest of his church, to have me accounted a member of it; and that Miss Gr had lately been raving mad; (in consequence of a fever ;) that, as such, she was tied down in bed; and, as soon as she was suffered to go abroad, went to Mr. Whitefield, to inquire of him whether she was not a Papist. But he quickly perceived she was only a lunatic, the nature of her disorder soon betraying itself. O that all who advance the same assertion with her, had as good a plea to urge in their excuse ! In the evening I rode to Marshfield. The next evening reached Whitchurch. Tuesday, 28. In the morning I preached at Great Marlow, on the Pharisee and the Publican. Many were surprised, and perhaps in some measure convinced, (but how short-lived are most of these convictions !) that it is very possible a man may be a Pharisee now ; yea, though he be not a Methodist. A little before twelve I came to Windsor. I was soon informed, that Uct. 1742. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 271

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a large number of the rabble had combined together, and declared, again and again, there should be no preaching there that day. In order to make all sure, they had provided gunpowder enough, and other things some days before. But Burnham fair coming between, they agreed to go thither first, and have a little diversion there. Accordingly they went, and bestowed a few of their crackers upon their brother mob at Burnham. But these, not being Methodists, did not take it well, turned upon them, and gave them chase. They took shelter in a house. But that would not serve ; for those without soon forced a way in, and seized on as many as they could find ; who, upon information made, were sent to gaol: the rest ran away; so that when I came, none hindered or interrupted. In the evening I came to London; I proposed spending a fortnight there, and then returning to Bristol. I spent this time partly in speaking severally to all the members of the society; partly in making a full inquiry into those devices of Satan whereof I had scarce ever heard or read before. And I believe they were now throughly discovered and brought to nought. QO may they never more deceive the hearts of the simple!

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Mon. October 11. I had designed to leave London: but Mr. Richards being taken ill, I put off my journey. He was much better on Tuesday ; so I set out the next morning; and before seven in the evening reached the half-way house, four miles short of Hungerford. I now found it was well I did not set out on Monday, in order to be at Bristol on Tuesday night, as usual. For all the travellers who went that way on Tuesday, were robbed. But on Thursday the road was clear; so that I came safe to Kingswood in the afternoon, and in the evening preached at Bristol. My chief business now was, to examine throughly the society in Kingswood. This found me full employment for several days. On Wednesday, 27, having finished my work, I set out very early, and (though my horse fell lame) on Thursday evening came to London. I largely explained, '" Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty :' Namely, liberty to obey the whole will of God; to be and do whatsoever he hath commanded: in a word, to love God with all our heart, and to serve him with all our strength. Several of the leaders desired to have an hour's conversation with me. I found they were greatly perplexed about " want of management, ill husbandry, encouraging idleness, improper distribution of money," "being imposed upon by fair pretences," and " men who talked well, but had no grace in their hearts." I asked, who those men were: but that they could-not tell. Who encouraged idleness: when and how: what money had been improperly distributed: by whom, and to whom: in what instances I had been imposed on; (as I presumed they meant me;) and what were the particulars of that ill husbandry and mismanagement of which they complained. They stared at one another as men in amaze. I began to be amazed too, not being able to imagine what was the matter, till one dropped a word, by which all came out. They had been talking with Mr. Hall, who, had started so many objections against ail I said or did, that they were in the utmost consternation, till the fire thus broke out, which then at once vanished away.

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Between twelve and one, I preached in a convenient ground at Whickham, two or three miles from Newcastle. I spoke strong rough words ; but I did not perceive that any regarded what was spoken. The people indeed were exceeding quiet, and the cold kept them from falling asleep ; till (before two) I left them, very well satisfied with the preacher, and with themselves. I preached, both at five in in the room, and at eight in the hospital, on, " Him hath God exalted to be a Prince and a Saviour, to give repentance and remission of sins." We then walked over to Tanfield Leigh ; about seven miles from Newcastle. Here a large company of people were gathered together from all the country round about : to whom I expounded the former part of the fifth chapter to the Romans. But so dead, senseless, unaffected a congregation, have I scarce seen, except at Whickham. Whether the Gospel or Law, or English or Greek, seemed all one to them! Yet the seed sown even here was not quite lost; for on Thursday morning, between four and five, John Brown, then of Tanfield Leigh, was waked out of sleep by the voice that raiseth the dead; and ever since he has been full of love, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. At four I preached in the Hospital Square, to the largest congregation I had seen since we left London, on, " Jesus Christ," our " wisdom, rightcousness, sanctification, and redemption." Wed. December 1. We had several places offered, on which to build a room for the society; but none was such as we wanted. And perhaps there was a providence in our not finding any as yet; for, by this means, I was kept. at Newcastle whether I would orno. was both surprised and grieved at a genuine instance of enthusiasm. 274 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Dec. 1742

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I carefully examined those who had lately cried out in the congregation. Some of these, I found, could give no account at all, how or wherefore they had done so; only that of a sudden they dropped down, they knew not how; and what they afterward said or did, they knew not. Others could just remember, they were in fear ; but could not tell what they were in fear of. Several said, they were afraid of the devil ; and this was all they knew. But a few gave a more intelligible account of the piercing sense they then had of their sins, both inward and outward, which were set in array against them round about; of the dread they were in of the wrath of God, and the punishment they had deserved, into which they seemed to be just falling, without any way to escape. One of them told me, "I was as if I was just falling down from the highest place I had ever seen. I thought the devil was pushing me off, and that God had forsaken me." Another said, "I felt the very fire of hell already kindled in my breast; and all my body was in as much pain as if I had been in a burning fiery furnace." What wisdom is that which rebuketh these, that they "should hold their peace?" Nay, let such a one cry after Jesus of Nazareth, till he saith, " Thy faith hath made thee whole."

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I rode to Birstal, where John Nelson gave a melancholy account of many that did run well. I told him I was as willing they should be with the Germans as with us, if they did but grow in grace. He said, " But this is not the case. They grow worse instead of better: they are changed both in their tempers and lives; but not for the better at all. They now do things without scruple, which they could not do before. 'They are light and trifling im their behaviour : they are easy and thoughtless; having now no holy fear, no earnest care to work out their own salvation." I came wet and weary to Sheffield, and on Friday to Donnington Park, which I left before eight the next morning, in order to go to Wednesbury, in Staffordshire. I was immediately met by a vehement shower of rain, driven full in, my face by a strong wind: but in an hour the day was clear and calm. About four in the afternoon I came to Wednesbury. At seven I preached in the Town Hall: it was filled from end to end; and all appeared to be deeply attentive while I explained, " This is the covenant which I will make after those days, saith the Lord."

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1. That, by nature, they were all children of wrath. 2. That all their natural tempers were corrupt and abominable ; and, 3. All their words and works, which could never be any better but by faith; and that, 4. A natural man has no more faith than a devil, ifso much. One of them, my Lord , Stayed very patiently till I came to the middle of the fourth head. Then, starting up, he said, "Tis hot! 'tis very hot," and got down stairs as fast as he could. Several of the gentry desired to stay at the meeting of the society; to whom I explained the nature of inward religion, words flowing upon me faster than I could speak. One of them (a noted infidel) hung over the next seat in an attitude not to be described: and when he went, left half'a guinea with Mary Naylor, for the use of the poor. On the following days I spoke with each member of the society in Kingswood. I cannot understand, how any minister can hope ever to give up his account with joy, unless (as Ignatius advises) he " knows all his flock by name; not overlooking the men servants and maid servants." I left Bristol on Friday, 28 ; came to Reading on Saturday, and to Windsor on Sunday morning. Thence I walked over to Egham, where Mr. preached one of the most miserable sermons I ever heard: stuffed so full of dull, senseless, improbable lies, of those he complimented with the title of 'False Prophets." I preached at one, and endeavoured to rescue the poor text (Matt. vii, 15) out of so bad hands. About four I left Egham, and at eight in the evening met with a joyful congregation at the Foundery.

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I preached again at Horsley, and spoke severally with those of the society. The world now begins to take alarm, and to cast out their name as evil. After a very good woman (so called) had used abundance of arguments to hinder her neighbour from going near these people, she told her at length, ' Why, none but the wickedest people upon earth go there:" " Nay, then," replied she, 'I will go immediately; for am sure none upon earth is wickeder than me." Such be the event of all worldly wisdom! Tues. March 1. I preached at two in Pelton, five miles south oi Newcastle. A multitude of people were gathered together from all the neighbouring towns, and (which I rejoiced at much more) from all the neighbouring pits. In riding home, I observed a little village called Chowden, which they told me consisted of colliers only. I resolved to preach there as soon as possible; for these are sinners, and need repentance. I read over in the society, the Rules which all our members are to observe, and desired every one seriously te consider Pan March, 1743. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 281 whether he was willing to conform thereto or no. That this would shake many of them I knew well; and therefore, on Monday, 7, I began visiting the classes again, lest "that which is lame should be turned out of the way." -In the afternoon I preached on a smooth part of the Fell (or Common) near Chowden. I found we were got into the very Kingswood of the north. Twenty or thirty wild children ran round us, as soon as we came, staring as in amaze. They could not properly be said to be either clothed or naked. One of the largest (a girl, about fifteen) had a piece of a ragged, dirty blanket, some way hung about her, and a kind of cap on her head, of the same cloth and colour. My heart was exceedingly enlarged toward them ; and they looked as if they would have swallowed me up; especially while I was applying these words, " Be it known unto you, men and brethren, that through this man is preached unto you forgiveness of sins."

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I concluded my second course of visiting, in which I inquired particularly into two things: 1. The case of those who had almost every night the last week cried out aloud, during the preaching. 2. The number of those who were separated from us, and the reason and occasion of it. As to the former I found, 1. That all of them (I think, not one excepted) were persons in perfect health; and had not been subject to fits of any kind, til they were thus affected. 2. That this had come upon every one of them in a moment, without any previous notice, while they were either hearing the word of God, or thinking on what they had heard. 3. That in that moment they dropped down, lost all their strength, and were seized with violent pain. This they expressed in different manners. Some said, they felt just as if a sword was running through them; others, that they thought a great weight lay upon them, as if it would squeeze them into the earth. Some said, they were quite choked, so that they could not breathe ; that their hearts swelled ready to burst: others, that it was as if their heart, as if their inside, as if their whole body, was tearing all to pieces. These symptoms I can no more impute to any natural cause, than to the Spirit of God. J can make no doubt, but it was Satan tearing them, as they were coming to Christ. And hence proceeded those grievous cries, whereby he might design both to discredit the work of God, and to affright fearful people from hearing that word, whereby their souls might be saved.

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I went in the morning in order to speak severally with the members of the society at Tanfield. From the terrible instances I met with here, (and indeed in all parts of England,) J am more and more convinced, that the devil himself desires nothing more than this,. that the people of any place should be half awakened, and then left to themselves to fall asleep again. Therefore I determine, by the grace of God, not to strike one stroke in any place where I cannot follow the blow. I preached again near Chowden; and this I continued to do weekly, as well as at all the other places round Newcastle, (except Swalwell,) where I had preached once. As I was preaching at Pelton, one of the old colliers, not much accustomed to things of this kind, in the middle of the sermon, began shouting amain, for mere satisfaction and joy of heart. But their usual token of approbation (which somewhat surprised me at first) was clapping me on the back. As I was meeting the leaders, a company of young men, having prepared themselves by strong drink, broke open the door, and came rushing in with the utmost fury. I began praying for them immediately ; not one opened his mouth, or lifted up a finger against us : and after half an hour, we all went away together, in great quietness and love. I went to South Biddick, a village of colliers,. seven miles south-east of Newcastle. The spot where I stood was just at the bottorn of a semicircular hill, on the rising sides.of which many hundreds stood ; but far more on the plain beneath. I cried to them, in the words of the prophet, "'O ye dry bones, hear the word of the Lord!" Deep attention sat on every face; so that here also I believed it would be well to preach weekly. I met a gentleman in the streets, cursing and swearing in so dreadful a manner, that I could not but stop him. He soon grew calmer; told me, he must treat me with a glass of wine; and that he would come and teal April, 1743. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 283 hear me, only he was afraid I should say something against fighting of cocks.

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I preached at Burtley, a village four miles south of Newcastle, surrounded by colliers on every side. The greater part of the congregation earnestly attended to those solemn words, "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me; because he hath anointed me to preach the Gospel to the poor." I was astonished to find it was real fact (what I would not believe before) that three of the dissenting ministers (Mr. A rs, Mr. A ns, and Mr. B ) had agreed together, to exclude all those from the holy communion, who would not refrain from hearing us. Mr. A ns publicly affirmed, we were all Papists, and our doctrine was mere Popery. And Mr. B » In the conclusion of a course of sermons, which he preached professedly against us, went a step further still: for after he had confessed, " Many texts in the Bible are for them," he added, " But you ought not to mind these texts; for the Papists have put them in." While I was reasoning (from the twenty-fourth chapter of the Acts) on " righteousness, temperance, and judgment to come," God constrained many of the stout-hearted sinners to tremble. O that they may not put him off to "¢a more convenient season !" April 1. (Being Good Friday,) I had a great desire to visit a little village called Placey, about ten measured miles north of Newcastle. It is inhabited by colliers only, and such as had been always in the first rank for savage ignorance and wickedness of every kind. Their grand assembly used to be on the Lord's day; on which men, women, and children met together, to dance, fight, curse and swear, and play at chuck, ball, span-farthing, or whatever came next to hand. I felt great compassion for these poor creatures, from the time I heard of them first; and the more, because all men seemed to despair of them. Between seven and eight I set out with John Heally, my guide. The north wind being unusually high, drove the sleet in our face, which roze as it fell, and cased us over presently. When we came to Placey, e could very hardly stand As soon as we were a little recovered, I 284 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1743.

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"Instructions for Children." 1 preached at eight on Chow- den Fell, on, "Why will ye die, O house of Israel?' Ever since I came to Newcastle the first time, my spirit had been moved within me, at the crowds of poor wretches, who were every Sunday, in the afternoon, sauntering to and fro on the Sandhill. I resolved, if possible, to find them a better employ; and as soon as the service at All Saints was over, walked straight from the church to the Sandhill, and gave out a verse of a psalm. In a few minutes I had company enough; thousands upon thousands crowding together. But the prince of this world fought with all his might, lest his kingdom should be overthrown. Indeed, the very mob of Newcastle, in the height of their rudeness, have commonly some numanity left. I scarce observed that they threw any thing at all; neither did I receive the least personal hurt: but they continued thrusting one another to and fro, and making such a noise, that my voice could not be heard: so that after spending near an hour in singing and prayer, I thought it best to adjourn to our own house. I had almost such another congregation, in the Highstreet, at Sunderland: but the tumult subsided in a short time; so that I explained, without any interruption, the one true religion, " righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost." I preached at the Lower Spen, seven or eight (northern) miles from Newcastle. John Brown had been obliged to remove hither from Tanfield Leigh, I believe by the peculiar providence of God. By his rough and strong, though artless, words, many of his neighbours had been much convinced; and began to search the Scriptures as they never had done before; so that they did not seem at all surprised when I declared, ' He that believeth hath everlasting life."

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After a few of us had joined in prayer, about four I set out, and rode softly to Snowhill; where, the saddle slipping quite upon my mare's neck, I fell over her head, and she ran back into Smithfield. Some boys caught her, and brought her to me again, cursing and swearing all the way. I spoke plainly to them, and they promised to amend. I was setting forward, when a man cried, "Sir, you have lost your saddlecloth." Two or three more would needs help me to put it on, but these too swore at almost every word. I turned to one and another, and spoke in love. They all took it well, and thanked me much. I gave them two or three little books, which they promised to read over carefully. Before I reached Kensington, I found my mare had lost a shoe. This gave me an opportunity of talking closely, for near half an hour, both to the smith and his servant. I mention these little circumstances, to show how easy it is to redeem every fragment of time, (if I may so speak,) when we feel any love to those souls for which Christ died. I came to Kingswood in the afternoon, and in the evening preached at Bristol. Wednesday, 24. I made it my business to inquire concerning the truth of a strange relation which had been given me; and I found there was no possibility of doubting it. The plain fact was this : " The Rev. Mr. ." (1 use the words of a gentleman of Bristol, whose manuscript lies by me,) "preached at two or three churches, on these words, 'Having the form of godliness, but denying the power thereof.' After showing the different sorts of Dissenters from the Church of England, who (as he said) had only the form of godliness, he inveighed very Aug. 1743. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 289

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From church I went to the Castle; where were gathered together (as some imagined) half the grown persons in the city. It was an awful sight. So vast a congregation in that solemn amphitheatre! And all silent and still, while I explained at large, and enforced, that glorious truth, " Happy are they whose iniquities are forgiven, and whose sins are covered." I went thence to poor Mr. V: , the clergyman, lying under sentence of death. He had for some time acted the lunatic ; but I soon put him out of his play; and he appeared to have wit enough in his anger. I designed to close in with him immediately ; but two cruelly impertinent gentlemen would needs come into the room; so that I could say no more, but was obliged to leave him in their hands. The lad who was to die the next day was quite of another spirit: he appeared deeply affected while we were speaking, and yet more during our prayer; and no sooner were we gone than he broke out into a bitter cry. Who knows but he might be heard by Him that made him ? We rode forward. About sunset we were in the middle of the first great pathless moor beyond Launceston. About eight we were got quite out of the way; but we had not gone far before we heard Bodmin bell. Directed by this we turned to the left, and came to the town before nine. In the evening we reached St. Ives. At seven I invited all guilty, helpless sinners, who were conscious they "had nothing to pay," to accept of free forgiveness. The room was crowded both within and without ; but all were quiet and attentive. I spoke severally with those of the society, who were about one hundred and twenty. Near a hundred of these had found peace with God: such is the blessing of being persecuted for nghteousness' sake! As we were going to church at eleven, a large company at the market place welcomed us with a loud huzza: wit as harmless Sept. 1743. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 291 as the ditty sung under my window, (composed, one assured me, by a gentlewoman of their own town,) Charles Wesley is come to town,

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' Here they were at a full stop, till one advised, to go to justice Persehouse, at Walsal. All agreed to this; so we hastened on, and about seven came to hishouse. But Mr. P. likewise sent word, that he was in bed. Now they were at a stand again; but at last they all thought it the wisest course, to make the best of their way home. About fifty of them undertook to convoy me. But we had not gone a hundred yards, when the mob of Walsal came, pouring in like a flood, and bore down all before them. The Darlaston mob made what defence they could; but they were weary as well as outnumbered: so that in a short time, many being knocked down, the rest ran away, and left me in their hands. To attempt speaking was vain; for the noise on every side was like the roaring of the sea. So they dragged me along till we came to the town ; where seeing the door of a large house open, I attempted to go Oct. 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 297 in; but a man catching me by the hair, pulled me back into the middle ofthe mob. They made no more stop till they had carried me through the main street, from one end of the town to the other. I continued speaking all the time to those within hearing, feeling no pain or weariness. At the west end of the town, seeing a door half open, I made toward it, and would have gone in; but a gentleman in the shop would not suffer me, saying, they would pull the house down to the ground. However, I stood at the door, and asked, " Are you willing to hear me speak?" Many cried out, " No, no! knock his brains out ; down with him; kill him at once." Others said, '¢ Nay, but we will hear him first." I began asking, ' What evil have I done? Which of you all have I wronged in word or deed?" And continued speaking for above a quarter of an hour, till my voice suddenly failed : then the floods began to lift up their voice again ; many crying out, " Bring him away ! bring him away !"

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I never saw such a chain of providences before ; so many convincing proofs, that the hand of God is on every person and thing, overruling all as it seemeth him good. The poor woman of Darlaston, who had headed that mob, and sworn, that none should touch me, when she saw her followers give way, ran into the thickest of the throng, and knocked down three or four men, one after another. But many assaulting her at once, she was soon overpowered, and had probably been killed in a few minutes, (three men keeping her down and beating her with all their might,) had not a man called to one of them, " Hold, Tom, hold!" «" Who is there," said Tom: " What, honest Munchin? Nay, then, let her go." So they held their hand, and let her get up and crawl home as well as she could. From the beginning to the end I found the same presence of mind, as if I had been sitting in my own study. But I took no thought for one moment before another ; only once it came into my mind, that if they should throw me into the river, it would spoil the papers that were in my pocket. For myself, I did not doubt but I should swim across, having but a thin coat, and.a light pair of boots. The circumstances that follow, I thought, were particularly remark able: 1. That many endeavoured to throw me down while we were going down hill on a slippery path to the town; as well judging, that if I was once on the ground, I should hardly rise any more. But I made 298 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1743.

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no stumble at all, nor the least slip till I was entirely out of their hands. 2. That although many strove to lay hold on my collar or clothes, to pull me down, they could not fasten at all: only one got fast hold of the flap of my waistcoat, which was soon left in his hand; the other flap, in the pocket of which was a bank note, was torn but half off. 3. That a lusty man just behind, struck at me several times, with a large oaken stick ; with which if he had struck me once on the back part of my head, it would have saved him all further trouble. But every time the blow was turned aside, I know not how; for I could not move to the right hand or left. 4. That another came rushing through the press, and raising his arm to strike, on a sudden let it drop, and only stroked my head, saying, '"' What soft hair he has!" 5. That I stopped exactly at the mayor's door, as if I had known it, (which the mob doubtless thought I did,) and found him standing in the shop, which gave the first check to the madness of the people. 6. That the very first men whose hearts were turned were the heroes of the town, the captains of the rabble on all occasions, one of them having been a prize fighter at the bear garden. 7. That, from first to last, I heard none give a reviling word, or call me by any opprobrious name whatever; but the cry of one and all was, "' The preacher! The preacher! The parson! The minister !?? 8, That no creature, at least within my hearing, laid any thing to my charge, either true or false ; having in the hurry quite fergot to provide themselves with an accusation of any kind. And, Lastly, That they were as utterly at a loss, what they should do with me; none proposing any determinate thing; only, " Away with him! Kill him at once!"

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came back to Francis Ward's, I found many of our brethren waiting upon God. Many also whom I never had seen before, came to rejoice with us. And the next morning, as I rode through the town in my way to Nottingham, every one I met expressed such a cordial affection, that I could scarce believe what I saw and heard. I cannot closé this head without inserting as great a curiosity in its kind as, I believe, was ever yet seen in England; which had its birth within a very few days of this remarkable occurrence at Walsal. " Staffordshire. "To all high constables, petty constables, and other of his majesty's peace Officers, within the said county, and particularly to the constable of Tipton :" (near Walsal :) " Whereas, we, his majesty's justices of the peace for the said county of Stafford, have received information that several disorderly persons, styling themselves Methodist preachers, go about raising routs and riots, to the great damage of his majesty's liege people, and against the peace of our sovereign lord the king: " These are, in his majesty's name, to command you and every one of you, within your respective districts, to make diligent search after the said Methodist preachers, and to bring him or them before some of us, his said majesty's justices of the peace, to be examined concerning their unlawful doings. Pe ce Given under our hands and seals, this day of October, 1'743. "J. Lane. (N. B. The very justices to whose houses I was carried, and who severally refused to see me!)

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I rode from Nottingham to Epworth, and on Monday sei out for Grimsby ; but at Ferry we were at a full stop, the boatmen telling us we could not pass the Trent: it was as much as our lives were worth to put from shore before the storm abated. We waited an hour; but, being afraid it would do much hurt, if I should disappoint the congregation at Grimsby, I asked the men if they did not think it possible to get to the other shore : they said, they could not tell ; but if we would venture our lives, they would venture theirs. So we put off, having six men, two women, and three horses, in the boat. Many stood looking after us on the river side, in the middle of which we were, when, in an instant, the side of the boat was under water, and the horses and men rolling one over another. We expected the boat to sink every moment; but I did not doubt of being able to swim ashore. The boatmen were amazed as well as the rest ; but they quickly recovered and rowed for life. And soon after, our horses leaping overboard, lightened the boat, and we all came unhurt to land. They wondered what was the matter I did not rise, (for I lay along in the bottom of the boat,) and I wondered too, till, upon examination, found that a large iron crow, which the boatmen sometimes used, was (none knew how) run through the string of my boot, which pinned me down that I could not stir; so that if the boat had sunk, I should have been safe enough from swimming any further. The same day, and, as near as we could judge, the same hour, the boat in which my brother was crossing the Severn, at the New Passage, was carried away by the wind, and in the utmost danger of splitting upon the rocks. But OO Oe ee 300 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1743. the same God, when all human hope was past, delivered them as well as us.

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On Friday a vast multitude of spectators were assembled in the Moot Hall to see this. It was believed there could not be less than fifteen hundred people, some hundreds of whom sat on rows of seats built upon the stage. Soon after the comedians had begun the first act of the play, on a sudden ali those seats fell down at once, the supporters of them breaking like a rotten stick. The people were thrown one upon another, about five foot forward, but not one of them hurt. After a Nov. 1743. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 303 short time, the rest of the spectators were quiet, and the actors went on. In the middle of the second act, all the shilling seats gave a crack, and sunk several inches down. A great noise and shrieking followed; and as many as could readily get to the door, went out and returned no more. Notwithstanding this, when the noise was over, the actors went on with the play. In the beginning of the third act the entire stage suddenly sunk about six inches : the players retired with great precipitation; yet in a while they began again. At the latter end of the third act, all the sixpenny seats, without any kind of notice, fell to the ground. There was now a cry on every side; it being supposed that many were crushed in pieces: but, upon inquiry, not a single person (such was the mercy of God!) was either killed or dangerously hurt. Two or three hundred remaining still in the Hall, Mr. Este (who was to act the Methodist) came upon the stage and told them, for all this, he was resolved the farce should be acted. While he was speaking, the stage sunk six inches more; on which he ran back in the utmost confusion, and the people as fast as they could out of the door, none staying to look behind him. Which is most surprising, that those players acted this farce the next week, or that some hundreds of people came again to see it ?

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We had a useful practical sermon at St. Nicholas's church i the morning, and another at St. Andrew's in the afternoon. At five I preached to a willing multitude, on the prodigal son. How many of these were lost, and now are found? In the following week I endeavoured to speak severally to each member of the society.. The numbers I found neither to rise nor fall; but many had increased in the knowledge and love of God. Sunday, 13, and the following days, I preached and regulated the societies at Painsher, Tanfield, and Horsley. I preached at the Spen, on, Christ Jesus our " wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." I have seldom seen an audience so greatly moved, since the time of my first preaching at Bristol. Men, women, and children wept and groaned, and trembled exceedingly : many could not contain themselves in these bounds; but cried with a loud and bitter cry. It was the same at the meeting of the society ; and likewise in the morning, while I was showing the happiness of those "whose iniquities are forgiven, and whose sins are covered." afterward spake with twelve or fourteen of them severally; and found good ground to believe, that God had given them to "taste of the good word, and of the powers of the world to come." After preaching at Newcastle morning and evening, I earnestly exhorted the society to beware of speaking evil of each other, and of censuring those who followed not with us. Monday, 21. I besought them in my farewell sermon to "forget the things which are behind, and press on to the prize of their high calling." I preached at Norton, five miles from Ferry-bridge, and in the evening at Sykehouse. Here I received a full account of poor David Taylor, once a workman that needed not to be ashamed. Three years since, he knew all we preached to be true: then Mr. I. brought him over to German stillness. When I talked with him at Sheffield, he was thoroughly sensible of his mistake: but Mr. Simpson soon drew him into it again. A third time he was deeply convinced by my bro- 4 o ' aire 304 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. 1744

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"Wed. February 1. Mr. Charles Wesley came to Birmingham, and the next day preached at Wednesbury. The whole congregation was quiet and attentive, nor had we any noise or interruption. I accompanied him part of his way, and in the afternoon came back to Wednesbury. I found the society met together, and commending themselves to God in prayer, having been informed that many, both at Darlaston and other places, had bound themselves by an oath, to come on Shrove a ee Feb. 1744. REV. J. WESLEY's JOURNAL. 307 Tuesday, (the next day,) and plunder all the Methodists in Wednesbury. We continued in prayer till the evening. I desired as many as could, to meet me again at eight in the morning. But I had scarce hegun to speak, when one came running with all speed, and told us, a large mob was coming into the town, and had broke into some houses already. I immediately retired to my father's house; but he did not dare to receive me. Nor did any one else; till at length Henry Parks took me in; whence, early in the morning, I went to Birmingham. "The mob had been gathering all Monday night, and on Tuesday morning they began their work. They assaulted, one after another, all the houses of those who were called Methodists. They first broke all their windows, suffering neither glass, lead, nor frames to remain therein. 'Then they made their way in; and all the tables, chairs, chests of drawers, with whatever was not easily removable, they dashed in pieces, particularly shop goods, and furniture of every kind. What they could not well break, as feather beds, they cut in pieces, and strewed about the room. William Sitch's wife was lying-in: but that was all one; they pulled away her bed too, and cut it in pieces." (Had the French come in that place, would they have done more ?) " All this time none offered to resist them. Indeed most part, both men and women, fled for their lives; only the children stayed, not knowing whither to go.

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Wearing apparel, and things which were of value, or easily saleable, they carried away; every man loading himself with as much as he could well carry, of whatsoever he liked best. Some of the gentlemen who had set the mob to work, or threatened to turn away collier or miner out of their service, that did not come and do his part, now drew up a paper for those of the society to sign, importing, that they would never invite or receive any Methodist preacher more. On this condition, they told them they would stop the mob at once; otherwise they must take what followed. This they offered to several; but they declared, one and all. ' We have already lost all our goods; and nothing more can follow, but the loss of our lives, which we will lose too, rather than wrong our consciences.' " On Wednesday the mob divided into two or three companies; one of which went to Aldridge, four miles from Wednesbury, and plundered many houses there, as they had done in several other villages. Here also © they loaded themselves with clothes and goods of all sorts, as much as they could stand under. They came back through Walsal with their spoils; but the gentlemen of Walsal being apprized of their coming, raised a body of men, who met them, took what they had away, and laid it upin the Town Hall. Notice was then sent to Aldridge, that every man who had been plundered, might come and take his own goods. " Mr. Wood, of Wednesbury, likewise told several, they should have what could be found of their goods, on condition they would promise not to receive or hear those preachers any more. On Friday, in the afternoon, I went from Birmingham, designing to go to Tipton Green; but finding the mob were still raging up and down, I returned to Birmingham, and soon after, (having as yet no more place in these parts,) set out for London." E Any who desires to see a fuller and more particular account of these surprising transactions, may read a small tract, entitled, " Modern Christianity exemplified at Wednesbury." Before I leave this subject, st may be proper to insert an advertisement, which was not long after inserted in the public papers.

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In the Whitehall and London Evening Post, Saturday, February 18, was a paragraph with some mistakes, which it may not be amiss to ectify. '" By a private letter from Staffordshire, we have advice of an 308 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Feb. 1744. insurrection of the people called Methodists," the insurrection was not of the people called Methodists, but against them, who upon some pretended insults from the Church party,' they pretended no insults from the Church party; being themselves no other than true members of the Church of England; but were more than insulted by a mixed multitude of church-goers, (who seldom, if ever, go near a church,) Dissenters, and Papists, " have assembled themselves in a riotous manner." Here is another small error persone. Many hundreds of the mob did assemble themselves in a riotous manner, having given public notice several days before, (particularly by a paper set up in Walsal market place,) that on Shrove Tuesday they intended to come and destroy the Methodists, and inviting all the country to come and join them. ' And having committed several outrages," without ever committing any, they have suffered all manner of outrages for several months past, they proceeded at last to burn the house of one of their adversaries." Without burning any house or making any resistance, some hundreds of them, on Shrove Tuesday last, had their own houses broken up, their windows, window cases, beds, tools, goods of all sorts, broke all to pieces, or taken away by open violence ; their live goods driven off, themselves forced to fly for their lives, and most of them stripped of all they had in the world. Ever since the 20th of last June the mob of Walsal, Darlaston, and Wednesbury, hired for that purpose by their betters, have broke open their poor neighbours' houses at their pleasure, by night and by day ; extorted money from the few that had it; took away or destroyed their victuals and goods; beat and wounded their bodies ; threatened their lives; abused their women, (some in a manner too horrible to name,) and openly declared they would destroy every Methodist in the country : the Christian country, where his majesty's innocent and loyal subjects have been so treated for eight months ; and are now, by their wanton persecutors, publicly branded for rioters and incendiaries !

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In returning at night from Snowsfields, at the corner of Joyner-street, the coach, wherein five of us were, was overturned ; but without any one's being hurt; although the shock was so great as not only to dash the fore windows in pieces, but to break the axle-tree in two. Was the day I had appointed to go out of town; but understanding a proclamation was just published, requiring all Papists to go out of London, before the Friday following, I was determined to stay another week, that I might cut off all occasion of reproach. I was the more willing to stay, that 1 might procure more raiment for the poor before I left London. For this purpose I made a second collection, which amounted to about thirty pounds. But perceiving that the whole money received would not answer one third of the expense, I determined to go round the classes, and beg for the rest, till I had gone through the whole society. Fri. March 2. I began to put this in execution. While I was at a house in Spitalfields, a justice of peace came with the parish officers, being on their search for Papists. I was glad of the opportunity to talk with them at large, both of our principles and practice. When I went out a pretty large mob attended me to the door of the house to which I was going: but they did us no hurt, only gaped, and stared, and hallooed as loud as they could. I was much pressed to write an address to the King, which I did in the following terms : " The humble Address of the Societies in England and Wales, in derision called Methodists : " Most Gracious Soverrian, So inconsiderable as we are, 'a people scattered and peeled, and trodden under foot, from the beginning hitherto,' we should in no wise have presumed, even on this great occasion, to open our lips to your majesty, had we not been induced, indeed constrained so to do, by two considerations: the one, that in spite of all our remon strances on that head, we are continually represented as a peculiar sect of men, separating ourselves from the Established Church: the other, that we are still traduced as inclined to Popery, and consequently disaffected to your majesty.

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"Upon these considerations we think it incumbent upon us, if we must stand as a distinct body from our brethren, to tender for ourselves our most dutiful regards to your sacred majesty; and to declare, in the presence of Him we serve, the King of kings, and Lord of lords, that we are a part (however mean) of that Protestant Church, established in these kingdoms: that we unite together for this, and no other end, to promote, so far as we may be capable, justice, mercy, and truth; the glory of God, and peace and good will among men: that we detest and abhor the fun damental doctrines of the Church of Rome, and are steadily aitached to your majesty's royal person and illustrious house. eta 310 ; REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ March, 1744. "We cannot, indeed, say or do either more or less than we apprehend consistent with the written word of God; but we are ready to obey your majesty to the uttermost, in all things which we conceive to be agreeable thereto. And we earnestly exhort all with whom we converse, as they fear God, to honour the king. We, of the clergy in particular, put all men in mind to revere the higher powers as of God; and continually declare, 'Ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath, but also for con _ science' sake.' "Silver and gold (most of us must own) we have none: but such as we have we humbly beg your majesty to accept; together with our hearts and prayers. May He who hath bought us with his blood, the Prince of all the kings of the earth, fight against all the enemies of your majesty, with the two-edged sword that cometh out of his mouth! And when he calleth your majesty from this throne, full of years and victories, may it be with that voice, 'Come, receive the kingdom prepared for thee, from the beginning of the world !' " These are the continual prayers of your majesty's dutiful and loyal subjects, Joun Westey," c. But upon further consideration it was judged best to lay it aside.

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My brother and I agreed it was enough for one of us to stay in town, while the other endeavoured to strengthen our brethren in big ahs es April, 1744. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 311 other parts. So, on Monday, 26, I set out, and came in the evening to Newbury. While we were at breakfast, the next day, two or three pvor men were, with many oaths, relating their exploits the day before. i turned and appealed to their own hearts whether they were doing well. They owned their fault, and were so loving, we could scarce get away. We called at a house in the afternoon, wherein the first person we met was so drunk that she couid not speak plain, and could but just make shift to curse and swear. In the next room we found three or four more merry people, keeping Easter in much the same manner. But their mirth was soon spoiled. They gave earnest heed to the things they little regarded before, and knew not how to express their thank- . fulness for our advice, and for a few little books which we left with them. In the evening I preached at Bristol. On Wednesday and Thursday I settled all things there ; and on Friday, 30, rode to Middlesey ; where I preached to a small, serious congregation. Saturday, 31. Calling at Chard, I light upon a poor woman unawares, who was earnestly groaning for redemption. At noon we spent an hour with a little company in Axminster, and hastened on. for Crockern Wells: but the hail and snow falling fast, we could not reach it till past nine o'clock. Sun. April 1. I rode to Sticklepath. At one I preached in an open ' place, on, " This is the record, that God hath given us eternal life, and

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I took a view of the ruins of the' house which the mob had pulled down a little before, for joy that Admiral Matthews had beat the Spaniards. Such is the Cornish method of thanksgiving. I suppose, if Admiral Lestock had fought too, they would have knocked all the Methodists on the head. Both this morning and evening the congregation was as large as the house could well contain. In the society, God did indeed sit upon his people as a refiner's fire. He darted into all (I believe hardly one excepted) the melting flame of love; so that their heads were as water, and their eyes as fountains of tears. I spoke with the members of the society severally, and observed, with great satisfaction, that persecution had driven only three or four away, and exceedingly strengthened the rest. The persecution here was owing, in great measure, to the indefatigable labours of Mr. Hoblin and Mr. Simmons; gentlemen worthy to be " had in everlasting remembrance," for their unwearied endeavours to destroy heresy. Fortunati ambo! Siquid mea pagina possit, Nulla dies unquam memori vos eximet evo. Happy pair! (Long as my writings shall your fame remain.)

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I took down part of the account of the late riot ; which (to show the deep regard of the actors herein for his majesty) was on the self-same day on which his majesty's proclamation against rioters was read. Yet I see much good has.been brought out of it already ; particularly the great peace we now enjoy. About eleven John Nance and I set out for Morva. Having both the wind and rain full in our faces, we were thoroughly wet before we came to Rosemargay, where some of our brethren met us. I found there had been a shaking among them, occasioned by the confident assertions of some, that they had seen Mr. Wesley, a week or two ago, with the Pretender, in France; and others, that he was in prison, at London. Yet the main body still stood firm together, and were not removed from the hope of the Gospel. The wind and rain beat hard upon us again, as we walked from Morva to St. Just, which also frighted many from coming. However, some hundreds were there, to whom I declared, If ye have nothing to pay, God will frankly forgive you all. It is remarkable, that those of St. Just were the chief of the whole country for hurling, fighting, drinking, and all manner of wickedness ; but many of the lions are become lambs, are continually praising God, and calling'their old companions in sin to come and magnify the Lord together. I preached here at five and at twelve; and in the evening at Morva. I preached at noon on Triggivary Downs, about two miles from Penzance. A great congregation was deeply attentive while I described the "' sect" which "is every where spoken against." At four I preached near Gulval, regulated the society, and returned to St. Ives. I was inquiring, how Dr. B e, a person of unquestioned sense and learning, could speak evil of this way, after he had seen such a change in the most abandoned of his parishioners: but I was satisfied, when Jonathan Reeves informed me, that on the Doctor's asking him who had been the better for this preaching, and his replying, The man before you (John Daniel) for one, who never before knew any work of God upon his soul," the Doctor answered, " Get along: ys se ie oa

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April, 1744. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 313 you are a parcel of mad, crazy-headed fellows ;" and, taking him by the shoulder, fairly thrust him to the door. See here what it is which the world accounts madness: the knowing a work of God upon our soul! In the afternoon I walked over to Zennor, and after preaching, settled the infant society. Being the public fast, the church at St. Ives was well filled. After reading those strong words, "If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more them of his household;" Mr. H. fulfilled them, by vehemently declaiming against the new sect, as enemies of the Church, Jacobites, Papists, and what not! After church, we met, and spent an hour in prayer, not forgetting the poor sinner against his own soul. In the evening I preached at Gwennap. I stood on the wall, in the calm, still evening, with the setting sun behind me, and almost an innumerable multitude before, behind. and on either hand. Many, likewise, sat on the little hills, at some distance from the bulk of the congregation. But they could all hear distinctly, while I read, " The disciple is not above his master," and the rest of those comfortable words, which are day by day fulfilled in our ears.

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rained from the time I began till I concluded. I felt no pain while I spoke, but the instant I had done, and all the time I was with the society, my teeth and head ached so violently, that I had hardly any senses. I lay down as soon as I could, and fell asleep. In the morning (blessed be God) I ailed nothing. In the afternoon we came again to Trewint. Here learned, that notice had been given of my preaching that evening in Laneast church, which was crowded exceedingly. Mr. Bennet, the minister of Laneast, carried me afterward to his house; and (though above severity years old) came with me in the morning to Trewint, where I had promised to preach at five. Before we parted, Degory Isbel informed me of an accusation against me, current in those parts. It was really one which I did not expect; no more than that other, vehemently asserted at St. Ives, of my bringing the Pretender with me last autumn, under the name of John Downes. It was, that I called myself John Wesley; whereas every body knew Mr. Wesley was dead. In the afternoon we came to Sticklepath. I preached at five in the evening: the house was crowded as before. After a short exhortation, and an hour spent in prayer, I commended them to the grace of God.

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Before eight we reached Crediton, (or Kirton,) or rather the ruins of it; for the houses on both sides were all in ashes, for several hundred yards. Lighting on a serious woman, I asked, " Ar» the people of this place now warned to seek God?" she answered, " Although some of them perished in the flames, the rest were just as they were before, cursing, swearing, drinking, playing, and making merry, without God in all their thoughts." She added, " No longer ago than Thursday last, the men who were rebuilding one of the houses, were bitterly cursing and swearing one at another, and two of them above the rest, when an arch they were under fell, and crushed those two, with all their bones, in pieces." Will ye not at length hear the rod, and him that hath appointed it? Between five and six in the evening we reached Minehead. Finding a general expectation of it among the people, about seven I preached near the sea shore, to almost all the inhabitants of the place. Most of the gentlemen of the town were there, and behaved with seriousness and decency. Having a sloop ready, which came on purpose, we ran over the channel in about four hours. Some of our friends were waiting for us on the shore. About one we came to Fonmon Castle. I found a natural wish, " O for ease and a resting place!" Not yet. But eternity is at hand! I preached at six, and at five in the morning. Friday, 20. About ten we set out for Cardiff; where, in the evening, I preached in the Castle yard. All were serious and attentive. I rode to Garth, in Brecknockshire, and on Sunday, 22, preached in the church there, both morning and afternoon. On Monday, 23, I preached in Maesmennys church, and afterward in the church yard at Builth. I observed only one man with his hat on; probably through inattention; for he likewise kneeled down on the grass with the rest, as soon as I began to pray. I preached at Maesmennys again, and about five in Landdu church, near Brecknock. Such a church I never saw before. There was not a glass 'vindow belonging to it; but only boards, with holes bored here and May, 1744. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 315

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I preached at Sheffield: on Saturday, 12, about ten, at Barley Hall. In the afternoon I rode to Epworth, and immediately went to Mr. Maw's, to return him thanks for his good offices to Mr. Downes; and his honest and open testimony for the truth, before the worshipful bench at Kirton. It was not his fault, that those honourable men regarded not the laws either of God, or the king. But a soldier they were resolved he should be, right or wrong, because he was a preacher. So, to make all sure, they sent him away, a prisoner to Lincoln gaol! My first design was, to have gone the shortest way from Sheffield to Newcastle. But it was well I did not, considering the inexpressible panic, which had spread itself in all places. So that I came just in time to remind all the poor frighted sheep, that even the hairs of" our " head are all numbered." I preached thrice at Epworth on Sunday ; and on Monday, 14, at Ferry. The constable who took Mr. Downes for a soldier, with one of the churchwardens, were of my audience. I was informed, they had threatened great things before I came: but their threatenings vanished into air. At two, many of our brethren at Epworth met, whom I cheerfully commended to the grace of God. We were riding gently toward Fishlake, when two or three persons met us, and begged we would not go that way ; for the town, they said, was all up in arms, and abundance were waiting for us in the.way, many of whom had made themselves very drunk, and so were ripe for any manner of mischief. We accordingly rode to Sykehouse another way. Some came in all haste hither also, to tell us, all the men in the congregation would be pressed. Others affirmed, the mob was just a coming; and that thev 4 . Nia cia a a Bs! 316 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1744. would certainly fire the house, or pull it down to the ground. I told them, then our only way was, to make the best use of it while it was standing: so I began expounding the tenth chapter of St. Matthew. But no man opened his lips against us. ;

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at Durham, with Thomas Beard; another quiet and peaceable man, who had lately been torn from his trade, and wife and children, and sent away as a soldier; that is, banished from all that was near and dear to him, and constrained to dwell among lions, for no other crime, either committed or pretended, than that of calling sinners to repentance. But his soul was in nothing terrified by his adversaries. Yet the body, after a while, sunk under its burden. He was then lodged in the hospital, at Newcastle, where he still praised God continually. His fever increasing, he was let blood. His arm festered, mortified and was cut off: two or three days after which, God signed his discharge, and called him up to his eternal home. Servant of God, well done! Well hast thou fought The better fight; who single hast maintain'd, Against revolted multitudes, the cause Of God; in word, mightier than they in arms. In the evening I came to Knaresborough. About nine o'clock I was informed, that the house in which we were, was beset on every side, with men, women, and children. I desired those within to set open the doors, and let all come in that would. When the house was full, came down. The noise presently ceased, and I proclaimed, Christ our '¢ wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." Only one drunken man gave a little interruption ; but his companions soon thrust him out of doors. So let all Satan's devices fall on his own head! I trust, this mob did not come together in vain. I rode to Leeds, and thence to Birstal. Tuesday, 14. 1 accompanied John Bennet into Lancashire. I preached to a small congregation at eleven; in the afternoon at Woodley in Cheshire ; and in the evening at Chinley End, in Derbyshire, on, " Repent ye, and believe the Gospel."

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I performed the last office (according to his desire) over his body, which was interred in the presence of a vast multitude of people, at a small distance from that of Elizabeth Marsh. I buried near the same place, one who had soon finished her course, going to God in the full assurance of faith, when she was little more than four years old. In her last sickness, (having been deeply serious in her behaviour for several months before,) she spent all the intervals of her convulsions in speaking of, or to, God. And when she perceived her strength to be near exhausted, she desired all the family to come near, © and prayed for them all, one by one ; then for her ministers, for the Church, and for all the world. A short time after, recovering from a fit, she lifted up her eyes, said, " Thy kingdom come," and died. All this summer, our brethren in the west had as hot service as those in the north of England; the war against the Methodists, so called, being every where carried. on with far more vigour than that against the Spaniards. I had accounts of this from all parts; one of which was as follows : - " Rev. Sirn, The word of God has free course here; it runs and is glorificd: but the devil rages horribly. Even at St. Ives, we cannot shut the doors of John Nance's house, to meet the society, but the mob immediately threaten to break them open. 'They now triumph over us more and more, saying, it is plain, nothing can be done against them. And in other places it is worse. I was going to Crowan on Tuesday was se'nnight. On the road two of our brothers met me. When we came within a mile of the house, we saw a great mob at some distance; but they were going another way. We then left our horses at the house of a friend, and went forward on foot. Within a quarter of a mile of the place where I was to Oct. 1744. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Abas

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Oxford, which I did at Whitsuntide, 1742. But here I soon lost both power and form. I saw many places, was much in company, and grew more dead to the things of God, every day than other. I was truly glad to see London again; and the very first night began to consider, how I might recover my peace. But before I had executed any thing, I was seized with a fever. I looked up to God; but all was dark. With the trouble both of my body and mind, I really thought I should have gone distracted. Yet I was too self righteous to beg for mere mercy. All my cry was, ' Lord, give me health; and I will obey thee.' "God did give me health; and I was more diligent than ever in going to church and sacrament; insomuch that on a week day, I have gone four or five times to churchinaday. Yet sin was my master; although every time I fell into it I was condemned exceedingly. I began now to see, that my laughter and jesting were wrong. But I thought, if I left them, my friends would cast me off. SoI went on sinning against light, and never finding peace for one whole day together. "One day, being in great trouble of mind, and thinking, Where shall I find a man who lives up to the rules given by Kempis? It came strongly into my mind, 'Go to the Foundery.' Immediately I went, but with fear and trembling. Here I continued a constant hearer for above two months, before I spoke to one person belonging to it; which I purposely abstained from, that I might the more exactly observe the whole behaviour, both of yourself and those that heard you. And the more closely I examined, the more-clearly I was convinced, These are the men I have been seeking so long.

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There was so much snow about Boroughbridge, that we could go on but very slowly; insomuch, that the night overtook us when we wanted six or seven miles to the place where we designed to lodge. But we pushed on at a venture, across the moor, and about eight came safe to Sandhutton. We found the roads abundantly worse than they had been the day before; not only because the snows were deeper, which made the causeways in many places unpassable, (and March, 1745. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 229 turnpike roads were not known in these parts of England till some years after,) but likewise because the hard frost, succeeding the thaw, had made all the ground like glass. We were often obliged to walk, it being ___ impossible to ride, and our horses several times fell down while we were Z leading thea, but not once while we were riding them, during the whole 4 journey. It was past eight before we got to Gateshead Fell, which appeared a great pathless waste of white. The snow filling up and covering all the roads, we were at a loss how to proceed; when an honest man of Newcastle overtook and guided us safe into the town. Many a rough journey have I had before, but one like this I never had; between wind, and hail, and rain, and ice, and snow, and driving sleet, and piercing cold: but it is past: those days will return no more, and are, therefore, as though they had never been. Pain, disappointment, sickness, strife, 'Whate'er molests or troubles life, However grievous in its stay, It shakes the tenement of clay, When past, as nothing we esteem; And pain, like pleasure, is a dream. On Monday and Tuesday I diligently inquired who were offended at each other; this being the sin which, of all others, most easily besets the people of Newcastle. And as many of them as had leisure to meet, I heard face to face. It was now an easy thing to remove their offences ; for God was in the work; so that they were, one and all, as willing to be reconciled to each other, as I was to have them.

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printed against us, as both heretics and schismatics. 5. Persons who were convinced of sin, begged us to advise them more particularly how to flee from the wrath to come. We replied, if they would all come at one time (for they were numerous) we would endeavour it. 6. For this, we were represented, both from the pulpit and the press, (we have heard it with our ears, and seen it with our eyes,) as introducing Popery, raising sedition, practising both against Church and State; and all manner of evil was publicly said both of us, and those who were accustomed to meet with us. 7. Finding some truth herein, viz. that some of those who so met together walked disorderly, we immediately desired them not to come to us any more. 8. And the more steady were desired to overlook the rest, that we might know if they walked according to the Gospel. 9. But now several of the bishops began to speak against us, cither in conversation orin public. 10. On this encouragement, several of the clergy stirred up the people to treat us as outlaws or mad dogs. 11. The people did so, both in Staffordshire, Cornwall, and many other places. 12. And they do so still, wherever they are not restrained by their fear of the secular magistrate. "Thus the case stands at present. Now, what can we do, or what can you our brethren do, toward healing this breach? which is highly desirabie, that we may withstand, with joint force, the still increasing flood of Popery, Deism, and immorality. Desire of us any thing we can do with a safe conscience, and we will do it immediately. Will you meet us here? Will you do what we desire of you, so far as you can with a safe conscience "

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'" Let us come to particulars. Do you desire us, 1. To preach another, or to desist from preaching this, doctrine? We think you do not desire it, as knowing we cannot do this with a safe conscience. Do you desire us, 2. To desist from preaching in private houses, or in the open air? As things are now circumstanced, this would be the same as desiring us not to preach at all. Do you desire us, 3. To desist from advising those who now meet together for that purpose? Or, in other words, to dissolve our societies? We cannot do this with a safe conscience; for we apprehend many souls would be lost thereby, and that God would require their blood at our hands. Do you desire us, 4. To advise them only one by one? This is impossible because of their number. Do you desire us, 5. To suffer those who walk disorderly still to mix with the rest? Neither can we do this with a safe conscience; because ' evil communications corrupt good manners.' Do you desire us, 6. To discharge those leaders of bands or classes (as we term them) who overlook the rest? This is, in effect, to suffer the disorderly walkers still to mix with the rest, which we dare not do. Do you desire us, Lastly, To behave with reverence toward those who are overseers of the Church of God? And with tenderness, both to the character and persons of our brethren, the inferior clergy? By the grace of God we can and will do this. Yea, our conscience beareth us witness, that we have already laboured so to do; aad that, at all times and in all places. "If you ask what we desire of you to do, we answer, 1. We do not desire any one of you to let us preach in your church, either if you believe us to preach false doctrine, or if you have, upon any other ground, the least scruple of conscience concerning it. But we desire any who believes us to preach true doctrine, and has no scruple at all in this matter, may not be either publicly or privately discouraged from inviting us to preach in his church. April, 1745. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 331

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I visited part of the sick: (for I could not see them all in one day:) I found many in heaviness, through various temptations, added to that of bodily pain; but none sorrowing "as men without hope ;" though some deeply mourning after God. The following week visited the societies in the country. On Thursday, 28, a gentleman called at our house, who informed me his name was Adams; that he lived about forty miles from Newcastle, at Osmotherly, in Yorkshire ; and had heard so many strange accounts of the Methodists, that he could not rest till he came to inquire for himself. I told him he was welcome to stay as long as he pleased, if he could live on our lenten fare. He made no difficulty of this, and willingly stayed till the Monday se'nnight following; when he returned home fully satisfied with his journey. Sat. April 6. Mr. Stephenson, of whom I bought the ground on which our house is built, came at length, after delaying it more than two years, and executed the writings. So I am freed from one more care. May in every thing make known my request to God! We met at four in the morning, on Easter day, and great was our joy in the Lord. I preached on, " The Lord is risen indeed ;" and at South Biddick, at seven o'clock. In the evening many of our brethren, from all parts, were present; and we again praised God with joyful lips. We met at half-hour past four, and the room was filled from end toend. Many ofthe rich and honourable were there ; so that I found it was time for me to fly away. At eight I preached in the street, at Chester, to a large and quiet congregation. At Darlington, (it being the fair day,) we could scarce find a place to hide our head. At length we got into a little inn, but were obliged to be in a room where there was another set of company, some of whom were cursing er i a, ae 332 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1745,

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I preached at Taddington in the Peak, and rode from thence to Sheffield, where I preached on the floor of the late house, (which the good Protestant mob had just pulled down,) to the largest and one of the quietest congregations I ever remember to have seen chere. I preached at Barley Hall; and Wednesday, May 1 at Nottingham. I rode to Markfield. The church was full, though the notice was so short. But I was sorry to hear, some of the neigh- i aia may, 1/45. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 335 bouring churches are likely to be empty enougn: for the still brethren f found, had spread themselves into several of the adjacent parishes. And the very first sins their hearers leave cff, are reading the Bible and running to the church and sacrament. In the evening we came to Wednesbury. A while ago "the waves" here were 'mighty, and raged horribly. But the Lord that dwelleth on high is mightier," and has stilled the madness of the people. I preached at seven without any noise or hinderance at all. All was equally quiet o Saturday. The number of people even at five obliged me to preach abroad. About one I preached at Tipton Green, and about four at Wednesbury. A few persons at first threw some clods: but they were quickly glad to retreat; so that there was no interruption at all while I applied those gracious words of our Lord, " Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." I made haste from hence to Goston's Green, near Birmingham, where I had appointed to preach at six. But it was dangerous for any who stood to hear; for the stones and dirt were flying from every side, almost without intermission, for near an hour. However, very few persons went away. I afterward met the society, and exhorted them, in spite of men and devils to continue in the grace of God.

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I dined at Studley, where a poor man was swearing almost at every sentence. I asked him, if he thought that was well done ; and began to tell him how God loved him. He got up as in amaze, made many bows, said, "I ask pardon, sir, of God and you, and hope it will be a warning to me all the days of my life." In the evening I preached at Evesham. The next day Mr. Taylor, of Quinton, came, who, on Wednesday, 8, rode with us to Oxford. I cannot spend one day here, without heaviness in my heart, for my brethren's sake. O God, when wilt thou show these, who say they are rich, that they are poor, and miserable, and blind, and naked? I preached at High Wycomb, in an open place, to a mixed multitude ; some of whom were as rude as they dared to be, having none of the great vulgar to set them on. I came to London. The sower of tares, I found, had not been idle, but shaken many, and moved some from their steadfastness, who once seemed to be pillars. The next week, finding no other way to convince some who were hugely in love with that solemn trifle, my brother and I were at the pains of reading over Robert Barclay's " Apology" with them. Being willing to receive the light, their eyes were opened. They saw his nakedness, and were ashamed. We had one more conversation with one that had often strengthened our hands ; but now earnestly exhorted us (what is man!) to return to the Church; to renounce all our lay assistants ; to dissolve our societies ; to leave off field preaching, and to accept of honourable preferment. I talked at large with Howel Harris, not yet carried away by the torrent of Antinomianism. But how long will he be able to stand? Only till he consents to stand neuter. When he is brought not to oppose, he will quickly yield. I would wish all to observe, that the points in question between us and either the German or English Antinomians, are not points of opi- 336 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1745.

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nion, but of practice. We break with no man for his opinion. We think and let think. I cannot better express my sense of this, than it is done by a serious man in the following letter : "Dear Sir, I ought to have mentioned sooner my receiving yours, concerning Mr. Edwards, of New England. Mr. Robe is of his opinion as to the thing, (the doctrine of particular redemption,) but not as to the absolute necessity of believing either the one or the other side of the question. And it is the maintaining the necessity of his side of the question, which you justly blame. For the same reason I suppose you would blame the maintaining the necessity of your side of the question. On whatsoever side of the question one be, I apprehend, this mistake of the necessity of it proceeds from what Mr. Locke calls, ' the association ot ideas.' People long accustomed to explain the essential things of Chris tianity, in such a particular way, and never having observed, how they can be explained in any other, transfer their zeal for these essential things, to their own way of explication, and believe there. is a necessary connection between them, when in fact there is not. This has produced many mischiefs and animosities, among all sorts of people. I would take my ground to stand on for clearing this, on what you say in the same letter to me: ' Whosoever agrees with us in that account of practical religion given in The Character of a Methodist, I regard not what his other opinions are; the same is my brother, and sister, and mother. Iam more assured that love is of God, than that any opinion whatsoever is so. Herein may we increase more and more.' "T have often thought since I was favoured with that letter, how far it natively and clearly went, as to many things that occasion contentions and schisms, even among real Christians: and what, as it natively and clearly follows from this principle, our practice ought to be.

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their turn to inflict it on, their brethren? Almost every one cries out against the spirit of persecution. But few seem to dive into the causes of it: and fewer still heartily seek after and follow the effectual cure. And therefore, " 3. Is it not the duty both of ministers and of private Christians in their several stations, to show that our particular opinions are not so important but that one in whom the grand characteristic is found may hold different, nay, contrary opinions? Is it not the duty of all, in their respective stations, to prevent or dissolve that groundless association of ideas? And is not the quite contrary done by almost all? Do they not proceed as if they were rather desirous to establish (not dissolve) that association of ideas, in favour of their own particular opinions? And thereby, (though perhaps their own hearts hide it from them,) to establish their party, and fix their adherents unto them? "4, Since, as you justly say, 'We are more sure that love is of God, than that any opinion whatsoever is so,' is it not our duty to follow that love with all our brethren in Christ, and the native consequence of it, outward communion? So far, I mean, as that communion does not imply cur owning as true, an opinion which we do not believe to be so. And yet, "5. When one is a member of a community where many are extremely bigoted to their own opinions: in such a case, may not outward communion with our other brethren in Christ be kept in some instances and not in others? But still, is it not our duty to use all our prudence and diligence to bring all the Lord's people from this bigotry, into that dear, mutual, universal love, and that actual communion, which is the native consequence of it? " James ERSKINE."

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Here we found him, nothing terrified by his adversaries. I desired Henry Tomkins to show me the warrant. It was directed by Dr. Borlase, and his father, and Mr. Eustick, to the constables and overseers of several parishes, requiring them to "apprehend all such ablebodied men as had no lawful calling or sufficient maintenance ;" and to bring them before the aforesaid gentlemen at Marazion, on Friday, 21, to be examined whether they were proper persons to serve his majesty in the land service. It was indorsed (by the steward of Sir John St. Aubyn) with the names of seven or eight persons, most of whom were well known to have lawful callings, and a sufficient maintenance thereby. But that was all one: they were called Methodists; therefore soldiers they must be. Underneath was added, "A person, his name unknown, who disturbs the peace of the parish." A word to the wise! The good men easily understood, this could be none but the Methodist preacher; for who " disturbs the peace of the parish" like one who tells all drunkards, whoremongers, and common swearers, " you are in the high road to hell?" When we came out of the house, forty or fifty myrmidons stood ready to receive us. But I turned full upon them, and their courage failed: nor did they recover till we were at some distance. Then they began blustering again, and throwing stones; one of which struck Mr. Thompson's servant. We rode to Marazion. (Vulgarly called Market-jew. Finding the justices were not met, we walked up St. Michael's Mount. The house at the top is surprisingly large and pleasant. Sir John St. Aubyn had taken much pains, and been at a considerable expense, in repairing and beautifying the apartments; and when the seat was finished, the owner died !

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I preached in Gwennap at five, and about eight at Stithians, to a large and quiet congregation. Thence we went to Wendron church. At two I preached a mile and a half from the church, under a large shady tree, on part of the epistle for the day, ' Marvel not, if the world hate you." At five I began at Crowan, the head quarters of the people that delight in war. While I was expounding part of the second Morning lesson, Captain R ds came with a party of men, ready for battle. But their master riding away in two or three minutes, their countenances quickly fell. One and another stole off his hat, till they were all uncovered ; nor did they either move or speak, till I had finished my discourse. We rode hence to St. Ives; where, Monday, 24, I preached at five on, "Watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation." As we returned from church at noon, a famous man of the town attacked us, for the entertainment of his masters. I turned back and spoke to him, and he was ashamed. In the afternoon, as I was walking over the market place, he just put out his head ; but after one scream, ran back into the house with great precipitation. We expected a visit in the evening from some of the devil's drunken champions, who swarm here on a holy-day, so called ; but none appeared: so, after a comfortable hour, we praised God, and parted in peace.

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Tues. July 2. I preached in the evening at St. Just. I observed not only several gentlemen there, who I suppose never came before, but a large body of tinners, who stood at a distance from the rest; and a great multitude of men, women, and children, beside, who seemed not well to know why they came. Almost as soon as we had done singing, a kind of gentlewoman began. I have seldom seen a pour creature take so much pains. She scelded, and screamed, and spit, and stamped, and wrung her hands, and distorted her face and body all manner of _ ways. I took no notice of her at all, good or bad; nor did almost any one else. Afterward I heard she was one that had been bred a Papist ; and when she heard we were so, rejoiced greatly. No wonder she should be proportionably angry, when she was disappointed of her hope. Mr. Eustick, a neighbouring gentleman, came, just as I was concluding my sermon. The people opening to the right and left, he came up to me and said, Sir, I have a warrant from Dr. Borlase, and you must go with me." Then turning round, he said, 'Sir, are you Mr. Shepherd ? If so, you are mentioned in the warrant too. Be pleased, sir, to come with me." We walked with him to a public house, near the end of the town. Here he asked me, if I was willing to go with him to the Doctor. I told him, just then, ifhe pleased. "Sir," said he, "I must wait upon you to your inn; and in the morning, if you will be so good as to go with me, I will show you the way." So he handed me back to my inn, and retired.

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I rode to Falmouth. About three in the afternoon I went to see a gentlewoman who had been long indisposed. Almost as soon as I was set down, the house was beset on all sides by an innumerable multitude of people. A louder or more confused noise, could hardly be at the taking of a city by storm. At first Mrs. B. and her daughter endeavoured to quiet them. But it was labour lost. They might as well have attempted to still the raging of the sea. They were soon glad to shift for themselves, and leave K. KE. and me to do as well as we could. The rabble roared with all their throats, " Bring out the Canorum! Where is the Canorum?" (an unmeaning word which the Cornish generally use instead of Methodist.) No answer being given, they quickly forced open the outer door, and filled the passage. Only a wainscot partition was between us, which was not likely to stand long. I immediately took down a large looking glass which hung against it, supposing the whole side would fall in at once. When they began their work with abundance of bitter imprecations, poor Kitty was utterly astonished, and cried out, O sir, what must we do?" I said, ''We must pray." Indeed at that time, to all appearance, our lives were not worth an hour's purchase. © She asked, " But, sir, is it not better for you to hide yourself? To get into the closet?" I answered, «" No. It is best for me to stand just where I am." Among those without, were the crews of some privateers, which were lately come into the harbour. Some of these, being angry at the slowness of the rest, thrust them away, and, coming up all together, set their shoulders to the inner door, and cried out, " Avast, lads, avast!" Away went all the hinges at once, and the door fell back into the room. I stepped oa 0 ee oe be 342 ; REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. x July, 1745

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forward at once into the midst of them, and said, '' Here I am. Which of you has any thing to say to me? To which of you have I done any wrong? To you? Or you? Or you?" I continued speaking, till I came, bare-headed as I was, (for I purposely left my hat, that they might all see my face,) into the middle of the street, and then raising my voice, said, " Neighbours, countrymen! Do you desire to hear me speak!" They cried vehemently, "Yes, yes. He shall speak! He shall. Nobody shall hinder him." But having nothing to stand on and no advantage of ground, I could be heard by few only. However T spoke without intermission, and, as far as the sound reached, the people were still; till one or two of their captains turned about and swore, not a man should touch him. Mr. Thomas, a clergyman, then came up, and asked. " Are you not ashamed to use a stranger thus ?" He was soon seconded by two or three gentlemen of the town, and one of the aldermen; with whom I walked down the town, speaking all . the time, till I came to Mrs. Maddern's house. The gentlemen proposed sending for my horse to the door, and desired me to step in and rest the mean time. But on second thoughts, thev judged it not advisable to let me go out among the people again: so they chose to send my horse before me to Penryn, and to send me thither by water , the sea running close by the back door of the house in which we were. I never saw before, no, not at Walsal itself, the hand of God so plainly shown as here. There I had many companions who were willing to die with me: here, not a friend, but one simple girl, who likewise was hurried away from me in-an instant, as soon as ever she came out of Mrs. B.'s door.

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B.'s door. There I received some blows, lost part of my clothes, and was covered over with dirt: here, although the hands o1 perhaps some hundreds of people were lifted up to strike or throw, yet they were one and all stopped in the mid-way; so that not a man touched me with one of his fingers ; neither was any thing thrown from first to last ; so that I had not even a speck of dirt on my clothes. Who can deny that God heareth the prayer, or that he hath all power in heaven and earth ? I took boat at about half an hour past five. Many of the mob waited at the end of the town, who, seeing me escaped out of their hands, : could only revenge themselves with their tongues. But a few of the fiercest ran along the shore, to receive me at my landing. I walked up the steep narrow passage from the sea, at the top of which the foremost man stood. I looked him in the face, and said, "I wish you a good night." He spake not, nor moved hand or foot till I was on horseback. Then he said, "I wish you was in hell," and turned back to his companions. As soon as I came within sight of Tolcarn, (in Wendron parish,) where I was to preach in the evening, I was met by many, running as it were for their lives, and begging me to go no further. I asked, "Why not?" They said, " The churchwardens and constables, and all the heads of the parish, are waiting for you at the top of the hill, and are resolved to have you : they have a special warrant from the justices met at Helstone, who will stay there till you are brought." I rode directly up the hill, and observing four or five horsemen, well dressed, went straight to them, and said, " Gentlemen, has any of you any thing a July, 1745. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 343

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earnest congregation. We then rode on to St. Ives, tne most still and honourable post (so are the times changed) which we have in Cornwall. I had just begun preaching at St. Just, when Mr. E. came once more, took me by the hand, and said, I must go with him. To avoid making a tumult, Iwent. He said, I had promised, last week, not to come again to St. Just for a month. I absolutely denied the having made any such promise. After about half an hour, he handed me back to my inn. In the evening, I began to expound, (at Trevonan, in Morva,) " Ho! every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters." In sess than a quarter of an hour, the constable and his companions came, and read the proclamation against riots. When he had done, I told him, "We will do as you require: we will disperse within an hour ;" and went on with my sermon. After preaching I had designed to meet the society alone. But many others also followed with such earnestness, chat I could not turn them back: so I exhorted them all, to love their enemies, as Christ hath loved us. They felt what was spoken. Cries and tears were on every side ; and all could bear witness, Even now the Lord doth pour The blessing from above : A kindly gracious shower Of heart-reviving love. I found some life even at Zennor; and on Friday, 12, at Gulval. Saturday, 13. I met the stewards of all the societies at St. Ives; and preached in the evening at Gwennap, without interruption. Sunday, 14. At eight I preached at Stithians, and earnestly exhorted the society not to think of pleasing men, but to count all things loss, so that they might win Christ. Before I had donc, the constables and churchwardens came, and pressed one of the hearers for a soldier.

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afternoon. In the evening I preached again at Cardiff, in the Castle yard, on, 'Great is the mystery of godliness." I never saw such a congregation in Wales before: and all behaved as men fearing God. I preached at half an hour after four, and then set out with Mr. Hodges, rector of Wenvo, for Garth. Mr. Philips guided us, till he thought all the difficulty was over. But it proved otherwise ; for almost as soon as he left us, the night coming on, we got out of the road, and might very probably have wandered till day light, had not a gentleman met us, and rode out of his way to show us to Mr. Gwynne's house. I preached about noon at Maesmennys, to a larger congregation than the church could contain. About three I preached at Builth. Five clergymen of us were present, two justices of peace, and well nigh all the grown people in the town. I had not known so solemn a season before, since we came into Wales. I preached at Builth again, and afterward at Maesmennys. Thence Mr. Philips rode with us to Landdu church, where I preached at six, to a small serious congregation. And the next evening, Thursday, 25, I came back safe, blessed be God, to Bristol. I found both my soul and body much refreshed in this peaceful place. Thursday, August 1, and the following days, we had our second conference, with as many of our brethren that labour in the word as could be present. During my stay here, I took the' opportunity of visiting the little societies round Bristol, in Wiltshire and Somersetshire. I was desired to read over my old friend Anthony Purver's Essay toward a New Translation of the Bible. But how was I disappointed! I found the text flat and dead; much altered indeed, but commonly for the worse; and the notes merely critical, dull, and dry, without any unction, or spirit, or life. I had now leisure to look over the letters I had received this summer; some extracts of which are here subjoined : " London, May 25, 1745.

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use of all the means, and behaved well, both at home and abroad. After she was taken ill. she was distressed indeed, between the pain of her body, and the anguish of her soul. But where is all pain gone when Jesus comes? when he manifests himself to the heart? In that hour she cried out, 'Christ is mine! I know my sins are forgiven me.' Then she sung praise to him that loved her, and bought her with his own blood. 'The fear of death was gone, and she longed to leave her father, her mother, and all her friends. She said, 'I am almost at the top of the ladder: now I see the towers before me, and a large company coming up behind me: I shall soon go. Tis but for Christ to speak the word, and I am gone: I only wait for that word, Rise up, my love, and come away.' When they thougl her strength was gone, she broke out again : Christ hath the foundation laid, And Christ shall build me up: Surely I shall soon be made Partaker of my hope. Author of my faith he is ; He its finisher shall be: Perfect love shall seal me his To all eternity. So she fell asleep. O Lord, my God, glory be to thee for all things! I feel such desires in my soul after God, that my strength goes away. I feel there is not a moment's time to spare; and yet how many do I lose! Lord Jesus, give me to be more and more diligent and watchful in all things. It is no matter to me how! was an hour ago. Is my soul now waiting upon God? O that I may in all things, and through all things, see nothing but Christ! O that when he comes, he may find me watching ! " Saran Coxston." " June 27, 1745.

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" Dear Sir, I sat up with Isaac Kilby three nights, and being greatly comforted by many of his expressions, I believed it would not be losing time to set a few of them down. On Wednesday, June 18, when I came into the house, he was supposed to be near his end. His body was in great pain, and.just gasping for breath: but his mind was in perfect peace. He had little strength to speak; but when he did, (which was now and then on a sudden, as if immediately supported for that purpose,) his words were strangely powerful, just as if they came from one who was now before the throne of glory. When he had just drank something, I said, ' All may drink of the water of life freely.' He lifted up his hands in great love, and said, ' Yea, all, all; all the world.' " After long silence, he suddenly asked me, how I felt myself: I replied, 'I find great consolation from the Lord.' He said, ' How strange it is, that such a rebel as Ishould bring glory to God When dozing, his mind would rove; but even then his discourse consisted chiefly of strong exhortations to some of his acquaintance, to repent, and persevere in the ways of God. On Friday I called, and found him in the same spirit, full of pain, yet full of joy unspeakable. I could not forbear sitting up with him again. All his words were full of divine wisdom, expressing a deep sense of the presence and mercy of God, and of his own unworthiness. Mention being made concerning his burial, (in the beginning of his sickness, he had desired, that Mr. Wesley might bury him, and preach a sermon from that text, 'Remember thy Creator in the days of thy youth,' he said, ' Now I do not think of such things; bury me as you will; yet I should be glad to have a sermon preached: but just as Mr. Wesley pleases.' He said to me, 'O go on, and you will rejoice as I do, in the like condition." He prayed, that he might die before the morning; but added, ' Not as I will, but as thou wilt.' Thus he contirved till WednesAvg. 1745. 'REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 347

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"They went out to consult what to do, and soon returned with great staves, wherewith they beat down several that stood in their way; but still they could not make their passage through, till Mr. Maw came, (the chief gentleman in the town,) and sent for me into the house. There we prayed and sung hymns, till about eleven o'clock. He then advised me to go out of the tewn. So, many of our brethren went with me to Robert Taylor's house, at Burnham; where we continued praying and praising God, till about four o'clock in the morning. I then rode back to Norton, and from thence, by Leeds, Birstal, and Barley Hall, to Sheffield. "On Wednesday evening, June 12, as I was privately conversing with a few of the people, the constables and churchwardens came up, and dragged me down stairs. But quickly one of them listened a little, and cried out, ' They are at prayers; I will have nothing to do in this matter.' The rest began to took at one another, took their hands off me, and went their way. I went from Sheffield through Derbyshire, Cheshire, and Staffordshire, to Birmingham; and so on by Evesham and Stanley. In most places I was threatened; but out of all dangers the Lord delivered me. "J remain your child and servant in Christ, Ricuarp Moss." " London, July 10, 1745. " Dear Srr, The faith you mention I have experienced much of, though not continually: but am groaning for all the glorious privileges of the children of God; and I really believe the greater part of us are earnestly seeking, and patiently aspiring after, this full redemption. Heavenly meetings we have had on Wednesday evenings, since we have eyened our minds freely to each other. No one speaks, but in the fear of 348 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1745. God; so that what is spoke by any is felt by all the rest. And if any one begins to tell an unprofitable tale, there is a stop put to it, without offence: so that, since I have belonged to the society, I never found so great love and unity in this meeting. Indeed so awful it sometimes is, that' I seem to be little less than a spirit, casting down my crown before the throne.

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All is peaceable in this great city. How long it will remain so, is known only to him that knows all things. My soul seems preparing for a storm, and the Spirit of Truth is continually teaching me to divest myself of all things; that, being in readiness, that hour may not come upon me unawares. I have nothing outwardly, glory be to God, that keeps me confined to the earth; and I hope what is still in me contrary to the purity of him before whom I must shortly stand without a covering, will be taken away ' before I depart hence, to be no more seen.' "' I rode to Cirencester, and preached there in the evening ; Wednesday, 14, at Oxford; Thursday, 15, at Wycomb; and on Friday, 16, at London. I had much conversation with Mr. Simpson, an original enthusiast. That I might understand him the more throughly, I desired him, in the evening, to give an exhortation to the penitents. He did so, and spoke many good things, in a manner peculiar to himself. When he had done, I summed up what he had said, methodizing and explaining it. O what pity it is, this well-meaning man should ever speak without an interpreter ! I saw a poor man, once joined with us, who wanted nothing in this world, but the peace the world cannot give. A day or two before he had hanged himself, but was cut down before he was dead. He had been crying out ev r since, God had left him, because he had left the children of God. But he now began to have some glimmering of hope, that God wou d not hide his face for ever. Tues. September 3. Great was our joy in the. Lord at the public reading of the letters. Part of one was as follows : " Betly, near Namptwich, August 24, 1745. 'I rejoice that the Lord stirs you up more and more to labour .n his vineyard. I am persuaded it is not a small matter whether we speak or a a ae REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ y

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"The following week, grievous threatenings were given out, of what we should suffer, if we met again. On Friday, 9, a gentleman sent for me, and told me he would hire a mob to pull the house down; for we were the most disturbing dogs in the nation. I said, 'Sir, if there be a disturbance now, it will lie at yourdoor. A few of us intend to meet on Sunday, after sermon, to encourage one another in serving God. You say, if we do, you will have the house pulled down: and then you will say we have made the disturbance.' He said he would send for me another time, and have an hour's discourse with me. "On Sunday, the man at whose house we were to meet, was warned by his landlady not to receive us; for if he did, the horse would surely be pulled down. However, he did receive us. A great many people coming about the house, he told them, if they had a mind, they might come in; so they came in, as many as the house would hold. I told them all, the design of our meeting. Then we prayed, and I read the first chapter of St James, and spoke a little on those words, 'If any man lack wisdom, let him ask of God, who giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not.' And two more of our brethren testified, by their own experience, that he is a God of truth. They stood as dumb men, till we had done, nor did one afterward open his mouth against us. "From this time we have been threatened more and more, especially by the gentry, who say they will send us all for soldiers. Nevertheless, on Sunday, 18, we had a quiet and comfortable meeting. We considered the third chapter of the First Epistle of St. Peter, which was the Evening lesson for the day. We were thankful for the record that is there left us ef the treatment we are to meet with. And we are all much humbled, that we are counted worthy to suffer shame for the sake of Christ.

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vould, at the hazard of their goods and lives, defend the town against the common enemy. Fear and darkness were now on every side; Sept. 1745. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 351 but not on those who had seen the light of God's countenance. We rejoiced together in the evening with solemn joy, while God applied those words to many hearts, " Fear not ye ; for I know that ye seek Jesus which was crucified." The mayor ordered the townsmen to be under arms, and to mount guard in their turns, over and above the guard of soldiers, a few companies of whom had been drawn into the town on the first alarm. Now, also, Pilgrim-street gate was ordered to be walled up. Many began to be much concerned for us, because our house stood without the walls. Nay, but the Lord is a wall of fire unto all that trust in him. I had desired all our brethren to join with us this day, in seeking God by fasting and prayer. About one we met, and poured out our souls before him; and we believed he would send an answer of peace. The same day the action was, came the news of General Cope's defeat. Orders were now given for the doubling of the guard, and for walling up Pandon and Sally Port gates. In the after-_ noon I wrote the following letter : To the Worshipful, the Mayor of Newcastle. "Sir, My not waiting upon you at the 'Town Hall was not owing to any want of respect. I reverence you for your office' sake; and much more for your zeal in the execution of it. I would to God every magistrate in the land would copy after such an example! Much less was it owing to any disaffection to his majesty King George. But I knew not how far it might be either necessary or proper for me to appear on such an occasion. I have no fortune at Newcastle: I have only the bread I eat, and the use of a little room for a few weeks in the year.

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All I can do for his majesty, whom I honour and love, I think not less than I did my own father, is this, I cry unto God, day by day, in public and in private, to put all his enemies to confusion: and I exhort all that hear me to do the same; and, in their several stations, to exert themselves as loyal subjects; who, so long as they fear God, cannot but honour the king. "Permit me, sir, to add a few words more, out of the fulness of my heart. Iam persuaded you fear God, and have a deep sense that his kingdom ruleth over.all. Unto whom, then, (I may ask you,) should we flee for succour, but unto Him whom, by our sins, we have justly displeased? O, sir, is it not possible to give any check to these overflowings of ungodliness? To the open, flagrant wickedness, the drunkenness and profaneness, which so abound, even in our streets? I just take leave to suggest this. May the God whom you serve direct you in this, and all things! This is the daily prayer of, sir, Your obedient servant, for Christ's sake, coy a WVices The walls were mounted with cannon, and all things prepared for sustaining an assault. Mean time our poor neighbours, on either hand, were busy in removing their goods. And most of the best houses in our street were left without either furniture or inhabitants. Those within the walls were almost equally busy in carrying away their money and goods ; and more and more of the gentry every hour rode southward as fast as they could. At eight I preached at Gateshead, in a broad part of the street, near the Popish chapel, on the wisdom of God in governing the world. How do all things tend to the furtherance of the Gospel! I never saw before so well behaved a congregation in 352 REV. Je WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1745 . any church at Newcastle, as was that at St. Andrew's this morning The place appeared as indeed the house of God; and the sermon Mr Ellison preached was strong and weighty, which he could scarce conclude for tears.

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All this week the alarms from the north continued, and 'he storm seemed nearer every day. Many wondered we would still stay without the walls : others told us we must remove quickly ; for if the cannon began to play from the top of the gates, they would beat all the house about our ears. This made me look how the cannons on the gates were planted; and I could not but adore the providence of God, for it was obvious, 1. They were all planted in such a manner, that no shot could touch our house. 2. The cannon on Newgate so secured us on one side, and those upon Pilgrim-street gate on the other, that none could come near our house, either way, without being torn in pieces. On Friday and Saturday many messengers of lies terrified the poor people of the town, as if the rebels were just coming to swallow them up. Upon this the guards were increased, and abundance of country gentlemen came in, with their servants, horses, and arms. Among those who came from the north was one whom the mayor ordered to be apprehended, on suspicion of his being a spy. As soon as he was left alone he cut his own throat; but a surgeon coming quickly, sowed up the wound, so that he lived to discover those designs of the rebels, which were thereby effectually prevented. Advice came that they were in full march southward, so that it was supposed they would reach Newcastle by Monday evening. At eight I called on a multitude of sinners in Gateshead, to seek the Lord while he might be found. Mr. Ellison preached another earnest sermon, and all the people seemed to bend before the Lord. In the afternoon I expounded part of the Lesson for the day, Jacob wrestling with the angel. The congregation was so moved that I began again and again, and knew not how to conclude. And we cried mightily to God to send his majesty King George help from his holy place, and to spare a sinful land yet a little longer, if haply they might know the day of their visitation. On Monday and Tuesday I visited some of the societies in the country,

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It being supposed that the danger was over for the present, I preached at four in Gateshead, (at John Lyddel's,) on, " Stand fast iu the faith, quit you like men, be strong ;" and then, taking horse with Mr. Shepherd, in the evening reached Sandhutton. We dined at Ferrybridge, where we were conducted to General Wentworth, who did us the honour to read over all the letters we had about us. We lay at Doncaster, nothing pleased with the drunken, cursing, swearing soldiers, who surrounded us on every side. Can these wreiches succeed in any thing they undertake? I fear not, if there be a God that judgeth the earth. I rode to Epworth, and preached in the evening on the third of Jonah. I read to-day part of the '"' Meditations of Marcus Antonius." What a strange emperor! And what a strange Heathen! Giving thanks to God for all the good things he enjoyed! In particular for his zood inspiration, and for twice revealing to him in dreams things whereby he was cured of (otherwise) incurable distempers. I make no doubt, but this is one of those "many," who " shall come from the east and the west, and sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob," while 'the children of the kingdom," nominal Christians, are " shut out." I had the satisfaction of hearing Mr. Romley preach an earnest, affectionate sermon, exhorting all inen to prevent the judgments of God, by sincere, inward, universal repentance. It rained both before and after, but not while I preached ut the Cross in the afternoon. In the evening I strongly exhorted the society, to "¢ fear God, and honour the king."" I rode to Sheffield. We were much at a loss in the evening, what to do with the congregation. They stood above stairs and below, and in the yard; but still there was not room. I wrote " A Word in Season ; or, Advice to an Englishman." The next morning I preached at Barley Hall, and then rode on for Leeds. I preached there at five, and the next morning and evening, without any noise or interruption.

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Fri. November 1. A little after nine, just as I began to preach on a little eminence before the camp, the rain (which had continued all the morning) stayed, and did not begin again till I had finished. A lieutenant endeavoured to make some disturbance. However, when I had done, he tried to make amends, by getting up where I stood, and telling the soldiers, all I had said was very good. The rain was stayed to-day also, from nine to ten, (it fell both before and after,) while I preached on, " The Scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise might be given to them that believe." And I began to perceive some fruit of my labour; not only in the number of my hearers, but in the power of God, which was more and more among them, both to wound and to heal. I preached about half hour after eight, to a larger congregation than any before, on, " The kingdom of God is at hand; repent ye, and believe the Gospel." And were it only for the sake of this hour, I should not have thought much of staying here longer than I intended. Between one and two in the afternoon, went to the camp once more. Abundance of people now flocked together, horse and foot, rich and poor, to whom I declared, " There is no difference, for all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." I observed many Germans standing disconsolate at the skirts of the congregation : 'o these I was constrained (though I had discontinued it so long) to speak a few words in their own language. Immediately they gathered up close together, and drank in every word. I received two or three letters while I was at Newcastle, part of which is here subjoied : -

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"I was in this dark state for more than a year. It was at the sacrament the Lord returned to me. The love and joy were the same I felt when I received remission of sins, only much greater. was in a new world. My heart was so filled with love to God and to all mankind, that I thought all old things were passed away, and all things in me become new. For near four years I felt no evil in my heart, nor any desire but in submission to the will of God. But all this time I prayed to God, that I might know myself, as I was known of him. And in his time he showed me, that the evil cf my heart was not taken away, but only covered. I still retain a sense of the love of God to me, and a power to love him at all times. Other desires are often ready to creep in; but through the Lord strengthening me, I am more than conqueror. I find a thirst in my soul, which nothing short of the fulness of God can satisfy. O may the Lord hasten that time, when my whole soul shall be filled with God!" " Leeds, Sept. 30, 1745.

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Being the day of the national fast, we met at four in the morning. I preached on Joel ii, 12, c. At nine our service n West-street began. At five I preached at the Foundery again, on, "The Lord sitteth above the water floods." Abundance of people were at West-street chapel, and at the Foundery, both morning and evening; as also (we understood) at every place of public worship, throughout London and Westminster. And such a solemnity and seriousness every where appeared as had not been lately seen in England. We had within a short time given away some thousands of little tracts among the common people. And it pleased God hereby to provoke others to jealousy. Insomuch that the lord mayor had ordered a large quantity of papers, dissuading from cursing and swearing, to be printed, and distributed to the trainbands. And this day, '"' An Earnest Exhortation to Serious Repentance" was given at every church door, in or near London, to every person who came out; and one left at the house of every householder who was absent from church. I doubt not but God gave a blessing therewith. And perhaps then the sentence of desolation was recalled. It was on this very day that the duke's army was so remarkably preserved in the midst of the ambuscades at Clifton Moor. The rebels fired many volleys upon the king's troops, from the hedges and walls, behind which they lay. And yet, from first to last, only ten or twelve men fell, the shot flying over their heads. I talked with a young man, who seemed to be under strong convictions: but, I fear, only seemed. I am surprised that, in so many years, this is the first hypocrite of the kind I have met with; the first who appeared to have deliberately put on the mask ot religion, purely to serve a secularend. Having received a long letter from Mr. Hall, earnestly pressing my brother and me to renounce the 562 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Dec. 1745 Church of England, (for not complying with which advice he soon renounced us,) I wrote to him as follows : -

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"Now point out, What is there in our practice which is an open contradiction to these professions? Is field preaching? Not at all. It is contrary to no law which we profess to obey. The allowing lay preachers 2 We aie not clear that this is contrary to any such law. But if it is, this is one of the exempt cases; one wherein we cannot obey with a safe conscience. Therefore be it right or wrong on other accounts, it is however no just exception against our sincerity. The rules and directions given to our societies? which, you say, is a discipline utterly forbidden by the bishops. When and where did any bishop forbid this? And if any did, by what law? We know not either the man who ever did forbid, or the law by which he could forbid it. The allowing persons (for we require none to communicate at the chapel) in contradiction (you think) to all those rubrics which require all to attend always on their own parish church and pastor, and to receive only at his table? Which rubrics are those? We cannot find them. And till these are produced, all that is so frequently said of parochial unity, c, is merely a gratis dictum. Consequently, neither is this any just exception against the sincerity of any of our professions. Dec. 30, 1745. ea Vece Wednesday, January 1, 1746. I preached at four in the morning, on, "I am the Almighty God: walk before me, and be thou perfect." We dined with poor John Webb, now throughly poisoned by Robert Barclay's " Apology," which he was sure would do him no hurt, till all his love to his brethren was swallowed up in dotage about questions and strife of words. I waited on Mr. B e, rector of ; who had sent to me, as soon as he had read the " Farther Appeal." He said, " Sir, all this is sad truth: but what can we do to help it?" I went afterward to another clergyman, who had likewise sent and desired to speak with me. How is this? I thought the publication of this tract would have enraged the world above measure: and, on the contrary, it seems nothing ever was published which softened them so much!

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I had a visit from Mr. S., an honest, zealous Anabaptist teacher. Finding he would dispute, I let him dispute, and held him to the point till between eleven and twelve o'clock. By that time he was willing to take breath. Perhaps he may be less fond of dispute for the time to come.. I set out for Bristol. On the road I read over Lord King's Account of the Primitive Church. In spite of the vehement prejudice of my education, I was ready to believe that this was a fair and impartial draught; but if so, it would follow that bishops and presbyters are (essentially) of one order; and that originally every Christian congregation was a church independent on all others! I read Bishop Butler's " Discourse on Analogy ;" a strong and well wrote treatise ; but, I am afraid, far too deep for their understanding to whom it is primarily addressed. Monday, February 3, and the following days, I visited several of the country societies. I preached at Paulton; on Thursday noon, at Shepton Mallet; and at Oak Hill in the evening. The next morning I walked (it being scarce possible to ride, because of the frost) to Coleford. I took my leave of Bristol and Kingswood ; and Monday, 17, set out for Newcastle. I preached near Thornbury about noon; and in the evening at Wall Bridge, near Stroud. 364 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Feb. 1746. We pushed on through thick and thin, and with much difficulty got to Stanley. Thence, after an hour's stop, we hastened on. The brooks were so swoln with the late rains, that the common roads were impassable; but our guide, knowing the country, carried us round about through the fields, so that we escaped the dangerous waters, and soon after sunset came (wet and dirty enough) to Evesham. We rode to Birmingham, where many of our brethren from several parts met us in the evening.

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I took my leave of Katy Parks, calmty waiting till ker change should come. A day or two after she had her desire, sweetly giving up her soul to God. Of the same spirit was the writer of the following letter : " February 22, 1745. "Dear Sin, You mnay remember to have seen me at Oxford once. Since then, by walking somewhat different from the ways of the world, I have incurred the displeasure of the world; and I have gone +arough many trials. My friends and nearest relations have done their atmost to separate me from God and his children; but, blessed be our dear Lord, all their attempts have hitherto been in vain. Of late they have seemed resolved on other measures ; namely, to separate me from themselves; but, notwithstanding all their threats, I hope, by the power of God, to remain unshaken to the end. I would willingly suffer the loss of all things, rather March, 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 365 than deny the Lord that bought me. And I am persuaded, that ne'ther life nor death shall ever separate me from his love. "The sum of all my desires and hopes in this world, for many years, has been this : to be regularly sent forth as an ambassador of Christ. I ong to spend and be spent for the best of masters; but I doubt my relations have disappointed me of this; for Oxford knows my place no more. My uncle sees that nobody can do his business better, or perhaps so well as myself; but he can't bear a Methodist in his house. He wants to have me of his own taste; but as I have been washed, I cannot, I dare not, I will not, by the grace of God, turn to my former wallowing in the mire. '"'Dear sir, you see my case. There is nothing I so much long for, as to be employed in the Lord's vineyard, though utterly unworthy: I should be glad to be advised and directed by you, what to do: I will do whatsoever you judge most proper toward the promoting our Saviour's interest. I am happy in his love, and "Your most obedient servant, "Joun Boswortn." But there was no need for his taking thought for the morrow: for in a few weeks God took him to himself.

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Sat. March 1. I visited the sick, who increased daily in every quarter of the town. It is supposed that two thousand of the soldiers only, have died since their encampment: the fever or flux sweeping them away by troops, in spite of all the physicians could do. I preached at Whickham at noon ; in the evening at Spen ; the next day at Burnupfield; and, on Saturday, 8, in the square at Placey. A vehement storm began in the middle of the sermon, which was driven full upon us by the north-east wind; but the congregation regarded it not. Sunday, 9, was a day of solemn joy ; yet, in the afternoon, I felt a great damp, occasioned by my neglecting to speak plainly to some who were deceiving their own souls. I do not wonder at the last words of St. Augustine and Archbishop Usher, " Lord, forgive me my sins of omission!" I preached on Monday, at Horsley ; on Tuesday, at Biddick ; and, on Wednesday, 12, at Sunderland, where I endeavoured to bring the little society into some kind of order. In the afternoon, being at Mrs. Fenwick's and seeing a child there of ten or twelve years old, I asked, " Does your daughter know Christ, or know she has need of him?" She replied with much concern, "I fear not: nothing has ever affected her at all." Immediately that word came into my mind, «« Before they call, I will answer." I was going'to say, " Come, let us call upon God to show her she has need of a Saviour ;" but, before the words were pronounced, the child tarned away her face, and began crying as if she would break her heart. 1 could get no word from her but, « My sins, my sins!" We then besought God to carry on his own work.

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I came to Nottingham. I had long doubted what it was which hindered the work of God here. But upon inquiry the case was plain. So many of the society were either triflers or disorderly walkers, that the blessing of God could not rest upon them; so I made short work, cutting off all such at a stroke, and leaving only that little handful who (as far as could be judged) were really in earnest to save their souls. I came to Wednesbury. The Antinomian teachers had laboured hard to destroy this poor people. Sunday, 23. I talked an hour with the chief of them, Stephen Timmons. I was in doubt whether pride had not made him mad. An uncommon wildness and fierceness in his air, his words, and the whole manner of his behaviour, almost induced me to think God had for a season given him up into the hands of Satan. In the evening I preached at Birmingham. Here another of their pillars, J: Ww d, came to me, and, looking over his shoulder, said, ' Don't think I want to be in your society ; but if you are free to speak to me, you may." I will set down the conversation, dreadful as it was, in the very manner wherein it passed; that every serious person may see the true picture of Antinomianism full grown; and may know what these men mean by their favourite phrase, of being " perfect in Christ, not in themselves." "' Do you believe you have nothing to do with the law of God?" "TI have not: I am not under the law: I live by faith." 'Have you, as living by faith, a right to every thing in the world?" "T have: all is mine, since Christ is mine."" ' May you then take any thing you will any where? Suppose, out ofa shop, without the consent or knowledge of the owner?" "TI may, if I want it: for it is mine: only I will not give offence." '" Have you also a right to all the women in the world?" "Yes, if they consent." ' And is not that asin?" "Yes, to him that thinks it is a sin: but not to those whose hearts are free." The same thing that wretch, Roger Ball, affirmed in Dublin. Surely these are the first-born children of Satan!

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I rode with Mr. Piers to see one who called himself a prophet. We were with him about an hour. But I could not at all think, that he was sent of God: 1. Because he appeared to be full of himself, vain, heady, and opiniated. 2. Because he spoke with extreme bitterness, both of the king, and of all the bishops, and all the clergy. 3. Because he aimed at talking Latin, but could not; plainly showing, he understood not his own calling. At the earnest request of a friend, 1 visited Matthew Henderson, condemned for murdering his mistress. A real, deep work of God seemed to be already begun in his soul. Perhaps, by driving him too fast, Satan has driven him to God; to that repentance which shall never be repented of. About this time I received a letter from John Nelson, whom I had left at Birmingham. Part of which was as follows : "Borstal, April 22, 1746.

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Sun. May 4. We left London in the evening, and on Tuesday came to Bristol. Jon. 12. TI dined with a gentleman who is fully persuaded, that there is no such thing as either virtue or happiness upon earth: "" Having found," he said, " by repeated experiments, that, notwithstanding a thousand fair appearances, every man living was, at the bottom, wholly selfish, and truly miserable." I should not wonder, if every rational Deist were of the same mind. Nay, they must, if consistent with themselves. For it is sure, all men are both miserable and selfish, whatever show they may make, who have not faith; even that "evidence of things not seen," the very being whereof they question. I preached at Bath; and setting out at three the next morning, in the evening came to Blewbury. In riding, I read Dr. H.'s " Lectures on the First Chapters of St. Matthew." Are they not more strange than true? Here are the first elements of the Gospel of the Mystics! But is this the Gospel of Christ? I preached in the evening, on Rom. i, 16, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ : for it is the powex of God unto salvation, to every one that believeth ;" and. setting out early in the morning, Saturday, 17, in the evening came to London. I saw an amazing instance of distress. A sensible young woman, (no Methodist,) constantly attending her church, had all her life long believed herself to be a right, good Christian. And in this persuasion she continued during a violent fever, till the physician told her brother, she must die; on which she cried out, "So my brother and you are going to heaven, and I am going to hell." Her brother said, from tnat hour she was in the agony of despair, saying she was in hell already, she felt the flames ; the devil had her soul and body, and was now tearing her in pieces. If she swallowed any thing, she cried June, 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 369

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out she was swallowing fire and brimstone ; and for twelve days she took nothing at all; for above twenty, nothing but water. She had no sleep, day or night; but lay cursing and blaspheming, tearing her clothes, and whatever she could reach, in pieces. The sins which lay heaviest upon her were, the having no knowledge or love of God; the not believing in Christ, and yet having persuaded herself, and others, that she was a good Christian. She was quieter from the time we prayed with her first, and left off cursing and blaspheming. In a few days after she began to drink a little tea, though still remaining in settled _ despair; but afterward God turned her heaviness into joy. I made over the houses in Bristol and Kingswood, and the next week, that at Newcastle, to seven trustees, reserving only to my brother and myself the liberty of preaching and lodging there. , - I light upon a poor, pretty, fluttering thing, lately come from Ireland, and going to be a singer at the play house. She went in the evening to the chapel, and thence to the watch-night, and was almost persuaded to be a Christian. Hey convictions continued strong for a few days, but then her old acquaintance found her, and we saw her no more. Sat. June 7. I asked Richard Langman and his wife, how they recovered from their German delusion. She said, ' None could ever have delivered us from them but themselves; for there is no fence against their soft words. But one or two of their sermons opened our eyes; particularly one, wherein the preacher was describing, how the virgin 'fed the dear little Lamb with pap ;' and how, 'when he grew bigger, she might send him of an errand, perhaps for a porringer of milk, which if he happened to let fall, he might work a miracle to mend the porringer.'"' They were not then able to digest these things ; but now they never turn their stomach at all.

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""T have always esteemed it to be the truest act of friendship, to use our mutual endeavours to render the characters of each other as blameless and as valuable as possible. And I have never felt a more affectionate 'sense of my obligations, than when those worthy persons who have honoured me with their affection and correspondence, have freely told me what they thought amiss in my temper and conduct. This, therefore, dear 'sir, is an office which you might reasonably expect from me, if I had for some time enjoyed an intimate knowledge of you. But it has always been a maxim with me, not to believe any flying story, to the prejudice of those whom I had apparent reason, from what I knew of them, to esteem. And consequently, as I should never make this a foundation, you must be contented to wait longer, before you will be likely to receive that office of fraternal love which you ask from, Rev. and dear sir, " Your obliged and affectionate brother and servant, " P. DoppRIDGE. " Your caution has suggested a thought to me, whether it be modest to call ourselves humble. If the expression means, a real readiness to serve in love, in any thing low, as washing the feet of another, I hope I can say, 'Iam your humble servant;' but if it means one who is in all respects as humble as he could wish, God forbid I should arrogate so proud a title. In what canI say, I have already attained? Only I love my Divine Master, and I would not have a thought in my heart that he should disapprove. I feel a sweetness in being assuredly in his gracious hand, which all the world cannot possibly afford, and which, I really think, would make me happier in a dark dungeon, than ten thousand worlds could make me without it. And therefore I love every creature on earth that bears his image. And I do not except those who, through ignorance, rashness, or prejudice, have greatly injured me." After talking largely with both the men and women leaders, we agreed it would prevent great expense, as well of health as of time Aug. 1'746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 371 .

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Thur. '7. That venerable old man, Mr. Tindal, called upon me once more. How strange is it, to find one of fourscore and ten, as humble and teachable asa little child. Swn. 10. In the evening having determined to spend a little time in Wales, I rode to S. Crocker's, to be ready for the first passage in the morning. On Monday, 11, we came to the water side, at half an hour after five ; but we did not pass till near twelve, and then rode on to Abergavenny. Mr. Philips afterward met us on the road, and brought us to a friend's house between nine and ten. I preached at Maesmennys church, and in the afternoon at Builth church yard. The greatest part of the town was present there, as usual; and God gave us the usual blessing. I preached at Lanzufried. As soon as we came out of the church, a poor woman met us, whom Satan had bound in an uncom- 'mon manner for several years. She followed us te the house where our horses were, weeping. and rejoicing, and praising God. Two clergymen were there, besides me, and the house was full of people : but she could not refrain from declaring before them all, what God had done for her soul. And the words which came from the heart, went to the heart. I scarce ever heard such a preacher before. All were in tears round about her, high and low; for there was no resisting the spirit vy which she spoke. The odd account she gave of herself was this: (concerning which let every one judge as he pleases:) that near seven years since she affronted one of her neighbours, who thereupon went to Francis Morgan, (a man famous in those parts,) and gave him fourteen shillings to do his worst to her; that the next night, as soon as she was in bed, there was a sudden storm of thunder, lightning, and rain, in the midst of which she felt all her flesh shudder, and knew the devil was close to her; that a a o. Aug. 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 373

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at the same time a horse she had in the stable below, which used to be as quiet as a lamb, leaped to and fro, and tore in such a manner, that she was forced to rise and turn him out; that a tree which grew at the end of the house, was torn up by the roots; that from thenceforth she had no rest day or night, being not only in fear and horror of mind, but in the utmost torment of body, feeling as if her flesh was tearing off with burning pincers ; that till this day, she had never had any respite or ease ; but now she knew God had delivered her, and she believed he would still deliver her body and soul, and bruise Satan under her feet. At three in the afternoon I preached at Builth, designing to go from thence to Carmarthen; but notice having been given, by a mistake of my preaching at Leominster, in Herefordshire, I altered my design ; and going to Lanzufried that night, the next day rode to Leominster. At six in the evening, I began preaching on a tombstone, close to the south side of the church. The multitude roared on every side; but my voice soon prevailed, and more and more of the people were melted down, till they began ringing the bells; but neither thus did they gain their point, for my voice prevailed still. Then the organs began to play amain. Mr. C., the curate, went into the church, and endeavoured to stop them; but in vain. So I thought it best to remove to the corn market. The whole congregation followed, to whom many more were joined, who would not have come to the church yard. Here we had a quiet time; and I showed what that sect is, which is "every where spoken against." I walked with a large train to our inn; but none, that I heard, gave us one ill word. A Quaker followed me in, and told me, " I was much displeased with thee, because of thy last ' Appeal ;? but my displeasure is gone: I heard thee speak, and my heart clave to thee." I preached at five to a large company of willing hearers. "We breakfasted with a lovely old woman, worn out with sickness and

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pain, but full of faith and love, and breathing nothing but prayer and thanksgiving. About ten we came to Kingston, three hours' ride, (which they call eight miles) from Leominster. I preached at one end of the town. The congregation divided itself into two parts. One half stood near, the other part remained a little way off, and lowered defiance ; but the bridle from above was in their mouth ; so they made no disturbance at all. At four we had another kind of congregation at Maesmennys ; many who had drank largely of the grace of God. I examined them, " Do ye now believe?" And the word was as a twoedged sword. After taking a sweet leave of this loving people, we rode with honest John Price, of Mertha, to his house. We had four hours' rain in the morning ; but a fair, mild afternoon ; in the close of which we came to Cardiff. I preached at Wenvo church, morning and afternoon ; at five in the evening, in the Castle yard at Cardiff, to the far largest congregation which I had ever seen in Wales, All stood uncovered and attentive ; and, I trust, few went empty away. I rode with Mr. Hodges to Neath. Here I found twelve young men, whom J could almost envy. They lived together in one house, and continually gave away whatever they earned above the necessaries of life. Most of them (they told me) were Predestinarians, but so little bigoted to their opinion, that they would not suffer a Predestinarian to preach among them, 5 Se Ne ne 274 'REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1746. 'anless he would lay all controversy aside. And on these terms they gladly received those of the opposite opinion. The multitude of people obliged me to preach in the street, on, "' Repent ye, and believe the Gospel." One man would fain have interrupted, and had procured a drunken fiddler for his second ; but finding none to join them, they were ashamed ; so the gentleman stole away on one side, and the fiddler on the other.

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'Then he came back, and kneeled down and prayed. You never heard such a prayer in your life. Afterward he said, 'Come with me.' went over the stile, and it was quite light. He brought me through a narrow lane, into a vast broad road, and told me, ' This leads to hell; but be not afraid; you are not to stay there.' At the end of that road a man stood, clothed like the other, in white, shining clothes, which reached down to the ground. None could pass in or out, without his knowledge; but he had not the key. The man that was with me carried the key, and unlocked the door, and we went in together. "For a little way we walked straight forward; then, turning to the left hand, we went down a very high, steep hill. I could scarce bear the stench and smoke of brimstone. I saw a vast many people, that seemed to be chained down, crying and gnashing their teeth. The man told me, the sins they delighted in once, they are tormented with now. I saw a vast number who stood up cursing and blaspheming God, and spitting at each other: and many were making balls of fire, and throwing them at one another. I saw many others, who had cups of fire, out of which they were drinking down flames: and others, who held cards of fire in their hands, and seemed to be playing with them. "We stayed here, I thought, about half an hour. Then my guide said, Come; I will show you now a glorious place.' I walked with him, till we came into a narrow road, in which we could hardly walk a-breast. This brought us into a great broad place; and I saw the gate of heaven, which stood wide open; but it was so bright, I could not look at it long. We went straight in, and walked through a large place, where I saw saints and angels; and through another large place, where were abun dance more. They were all of one height and stature; and when one prayed, they all prayed; when one sung, they allsung. And they all sung alike, with a smooth, even voice, not one higher or lower than another.

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"Then he took me into another pleasant garden, where were all manner of fruits. He told me, 'This garden bears fruit always.' Here I saw a glorious place, which had large gold letters writ over the door. He bid me read; and I read, ' This is a fountain for sin and uncleanness for my people. At what time soever they will return, they shall be cleansed from all their idols.' The door stood open, and I looked in, and I saw, as it were, a great cistern, full of water, white as milk. We seemed to walk up and down in this garden, for some weeks, and he told me what every thing meant. I never wanted to eat or drink, nor felt any weariness. "While we were walking, he said, 'Sing.' I said, 'What shall I sing?' And he said, ' Sing praises unto the King of the place.' Isung several verses. Then he said, 'I must go.' I would have fain gone with him; but he said, ' Your time is not yet: you have more work to do upon the earth.' Immediately he was gone; and I came to myself, and began to speak." Her mother told me further, " As soon as ever she recovered her speech, she gave me just the same account; adding, 'I have learned the finest hymn you ever heard in your life.' She then sung three verses, the most solid, awful words, which I have ever heard. She continued speaking many awful words, with many sighs and tears, till, about three in the afternoon, she fell into a slumber, which continued till seven. She then spoke the same things to Mrs. Designe; after which she was silent, till about five in the morning. '" She received remission of sins, when she was nine years old, and was very watchful from that time. Since this trance she has continued in faith and love, but has been very sickly and weak in body." Mon. September 1. I rode with T. Butts to Middlesey, and preached to a small earnest congregation. We set out early in the morning, and were thoroughly wet by noon. In the evening we reached Sticklepath.

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About one we came to Plymouth. After dinner I walked down to Herbert Jenkins, and with him to the Dock. In the way we overtook Mr. Mignon, then a pattern to all that believed. Herbert preached a plain, honest sermon; but the congregation was greatly displeased ; and many went away as soon he began, having come on purpose to hear me. Abundance of people from Plymouth were at the room by half-hour after four. I was much refreshed in applying those words to them, " The God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing ;" and many of us found our hearts knit together in that love which never faileth. As many as the room could well contain followed me to Mr. Hide's, and importuned me much to call again, in my return from Cornwall. We dined at Looe, (a town near half as large as Islington, which sends only four burgesses to the parliament,) called at Grampound in the afternoon, and just at seven reached Gwennap. The congregation waiting, I began without delay, and found no faintness or weariness, while I expounded, " We all, with open face beholding as in Sept. 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ 3877 iy ae

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Chu: Lh, as if it were their fault, is quite wrong.' I think so too; and have said so in my answer to Mr. Church, published some time before you sent. your letter. If, therefore, you imagine that I lay the blame on the Moravian Church, you are under a mistake here also ; or if you think I' lay the fault of one man upon a whole community.' "¢4. As to the English that really were to blame, they confessed their faults, and asked Mr. W.'s pardon. And some of them, if I mistake not, did it with tears.' I really think you do mistake again. I remember no such thing. Fifty persons, and more, spoke bitter things concerning me. Qne or two asked my pardon for so doing, but in so slight and cursory a manner, that I do not so much as know who were the men; neither the time or place where it was done; so fa: were they from doing it with tears, or with any solemnity or earnestness at all. As for the rest, if they were ever convinced or ashamed at all, it is a secret to me to this day. ""¢5. Therefore to publish things which ought to have been buried in eternal oblivion, is what I do not like.' This whole matter of asking pardon you seem to mistake, as Count Z. did before. I wish you would consider the answer I gave him : ' They asked my pardon for using me: ill. I replied, that was superfluous: I was not angry with them; but I was afraid of two things: 1. That there was error in their doctrine. 2. That there was sin (allowed) in their practice.' This was then, and is at this day, the one question between therm and me. Now, this cannot be buried in oblivion. That error and sin have spread too far already; and it was my part, after private reproof had been tried again and again to no purpose, to give public warning thereof to all the world, that, if possible,. they might spread no further.

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Sept. 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ 379 have the faith and love which is among them, without those errors either of judgment or practice, the body of the Moravian Church, however mistaken some of them are, are, in the main, of all whom I have seen, the best Christians in the world.' In the same tract I sum up my latest judgment concerning them in these terms: 'I believe they love the Lord Jesus in sincerity, and have a measure of the mind that wasin him. And I am in great earnest when I declare once more, that I have a deep, abiding conviction, by how many degrees the good which is among them overbalances the evil, and that I cannot speak of them but with tender affection, were it only for the benefits I have received from them; and that at this hour, I desire union with them (were those stumbling blocks once put away, wales have hitherto made that desire ineffectual) above all things under eaven. "9. In what respects the Brethren are Antinomians, in what sense they 1ean to Quietism, I have spoken at large. If they can refute the charge, I shall rejoice more than if I had gained great spoils. "My brother, I heartily wish both you and them, the genuine, open, Gospel simplicity; that you may always use that artless plainness of speech in which you once excelled; and that by manifestation of the truth, you may commend yourself to every man's conscience in the sight of God. Iam your affectionate brother, J. W."

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He asked, " How is this? How came you to be so changed?" She replied, A fortnight ago, I dreamed, a man stood by me, and said, 'Do not speak evil of these men; for they are the servants of God.' I said, 'What, are you one of them? I defy you all. I will keep to my church.' He said, 'And when you are at church, how are your thoughts employed? or even at the Lord's 'table ?"? And he went on, telling me all that was in my heart; and every word went through me ; and I looked up, and saw him very bright and glorious ; and I knew it was our Saviour; and I fell down at his feet; and then I waked." The week after she went to Sithney, where Mr. M was preaching, and saying, "Is there any of you that has shut your doors against the messengers of God? How, if our Lord shut the door of mercy against J you?" She cried out, "It is I," and dropped down. Nor had she any rest till God made her a witness of the faith which once she persecuted. I took my leave of our brethren of St. Ives, and between one and two in the afternoon began preaching before Mr. Probis's house, at Bray, on the promise which is given to them that believe. Many were there who had been vehement opposers; but from this time they opposed no more. At six I preached at Sithney. Before I had done, the night came on; but the moon shone bright upon us. I intended, after preaching, to meet the society ; but it was hardly practicable ; the poor people so eagerly crowding in upon us: so I met them all together, and exhorted them not to leave their first ove. -For the sake of those who came from far, I delayed

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preaching till eight o'clock. Many of Helstone were there, and most of those who in time past had signalized themselves by making riots. But the fear of God was upon them; they all stood uncovered, and calmly attended from the beginning to the end. About one I began preaching near Porkellis to a much larger congregation ; and, about half an hour after four, at Gwennap, to an immense multitude of people, on, To me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." I was at first afraid my voice would not reach them all; but without cause, for it was so strengthened, that I believe thousands more might have heard every word. In the close of my sermon, I read them the account of Thomas Hitchins's death; and the hearts of many burned within them, so that they could not conceal their desire to go to him, and to be with Christ. At six we took horse; and about nine (having bright moonshine) reached St. Columb. A guide, meeting us at Camelford, conducted us to St. Mary Week. Mr. Bennet overtook us on the road, and Mr. Thompson came in soon after; having lost his way, and so picked up Mr. Meyrick and Butts, who were wandering they knew not where. It was the time of the yearly revel, which obliged me to speak very plain. Thence we rode to Laneast, where was a much larger congregation, and of quite another spirit. I rode to Plymouth dock, and preached in the evening, and the next morning at five. A little after ten I began preaching in a meadow near Tavistock. In the afternoon we 'ive at Sticklepath ; and, about nine at night, came weary enough to Exeter. Oct. 1746. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 281

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So when the French had got past us, our regiment retreated, or we should have been surrounded. In our retreat we faced about twice, and fired on the enemy, and so came off with little loss; though they fired after us with large cannon shot; I believe four-andtwenty pounders. " We lost one brother of Graham's regiment, and two of ours, Anarew Paxton, shot dead in our retreat, and Mark Bend, who was wounded, and left on the field. The Lord gave us all on that day an extraordinarv courage, and a word to speak to our comrades, as we advanced toward the enemy, to tell them how happy they were that had made their peace with God. We likewise spoke to one another while the cannon were firing, and we could all rely on God, and resign ourse!ves to his will. "A few of us meet here twice a day ; and, thanks be to God, his grace 384 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1746 is still sufficient for us. We desire all our brethren to praise God on our behalf. And we desire all your prayers, that the Lord may give us to be steadfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord. I remain "Your loving brother, October 17. ; s.S." Nearly the same account we received a few days before, in a letter from the camp near Maestricht. Part of this ran as follows :

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"Ever since the 22d of July, our army and the French have lain so close, and marched so close together, that we have expected them to come upon us almost every night, and have had, for many nights, strict orders not to take off our accoutrements, but to be ready to turn out ata minute's warning. And almost every day, some of our out guards have had skirmishes with them. On September 29, at night, Prince Charles had intelligence that they designed to fall upon us with all their force.. So we had orders to be ready, and at break of day our regiment and Graham's were ordered to march in the front of the army, with two Hessian, two Hanoverian, and a part of the Dutch. We marched a mile forward into little parks and orchards, a village being between us and our army: in this posture we remained abeut three hours, while their right wing was engaged with the Dutch, the cannon playing every where all this time. But we were all endued with strength and courage from God, so that the fear of death was taken away from us. And when the French came upon us, and overpowered us, we were troubled at our regiment's giving way, and would have stood our ground, and called to the rest of the regiment, to stop and face the enemy, but to no purpose. In the retreat we were broke; yet after we had retreated about a mile, we rallied twice and fired again. When we came where we thought the army was, they were call gone. So we marched good part of the night; and the next day, about four o'clock, we came to this camp. We left our brother Mark Bend in ithe field; whether he be alive or dead we cannot tell; but the last of our 'brothers that spoke to him, after he was wounded, found him quite resigned to the will of God. We that he has spared a little longer, desire you to return thanks to God for all his mercies to us." JOURNAL. No. VII.

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Tuespay, November 25, 1746. I laboured much to convince one who had known me for several years, that she had "left her first love," and was in the utmost danger of losing the things which she had wrought; but she was proof against argument as well as persuasion, and very civilly renounced all fellowship with me, because, she said, I was disaffected to the government. O what will not those either believe or assert, who are resolved to defend a desperate cause ! John Jones (late a zealous Calvinist) preached for the first time at the Foundery. I trust he will never rest, till He who " died for all' hath " cleansed him from all unrighteousness." Thur. December 4. I mentioned to the society my design of giving physic to the poor. About thirty came the next day, and in three weeks about three hundred. This we continued for several years, till, the number of patients still increasing, the expense was greater than we could bear: meantime, through the blessing of God, many who had been ill for months or years, were restored to perfect health. This week I read the Collection of Tracts published by Mr. John Fresenius, one of the ministers at Frankfort, concerning Count Zinzendorf and his people commonly called Moravians. He writes both like a gentleman and a Christian; with mildness, good nature, and good manners ; and yet with all plainness of speech, so as to place their pride, guile, and various errors, in the clearest and strongest light. Most of this week I spent at Lewisham in writing " Lessons for Children ;"' consisting of the most practical Scriptures, with a very few, short, explanatory notes. I had a visit from Mr. Bland, an accurate master of the Hebrew tongue; but how exceeding far from the judgment of Mr. Hutchinson! He avers, (and thinks he has demonstrated, in a tract on that head lately published,) that both the vowel and accent points are absolutely essential to the Hebrew language ; and that they are far elder than Ezra, yea, coeval with the giving of the Law on Mount Sinai. Thursday, 25, was a day of great consolation. . Cab Dl a er 286 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. 1747.

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I resumed my vegetable diet, (which I had now discontinned for several years,) and found it of use both to my soul and body; but after two years, a violeut flux which seized me in Ireland, obliged me to return to the use of animal food. I heard an amazing instance of the providence of God. About six years ago, Mr. Jebner (as he related it himself) and all his family, being eight persons, were in bed, between ten and eleven at night. On a sudden ne heard a great crack, and the house instantly fell, all at once, from the top to the bottom. They were all buried in the ruins. Abundance of people gathered together, and in two or three hours dug them out. The beds in which they had lain, were mashed in pieces, as was all the furniture of the house ; but neither man, woman, nor child, was killed or hurt. Only he had a little scratch on his hand. Sat. January 3, 1747. I called upon poor Mr. C., who once largely "tasted of the good word, and the powers of the world to come." I found him very loving, and very drunk; as he commonly is, day and night. But I could fix nothing upon him. " He may fall foully, but not finally !" In the evening I rode to Brentford; the next day to Newbury; and, Tuesday, 13, to the Devizes. The town was in an uproar from end to end, as if the French were just entering ; and abundance of swelling words we heard, oaths, curses, and threatenings. The most active man in stirring up the people, we were informed, was Mr. J., the C. He had been indefatigable in the work, going al the day from house to house. He had also been at the pains of setting up an advertisement in the most public places of the town, of " An Obnubilative, Pantomime Entertainment, to be exhibited at Mr. Clark's ;" (where I was to preach ;) the latter part of it contained a kind of double entendre, which a modest person cannot well repeat. I began preaching at seven, on "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Many of the mob came in, listened a little, and stood still. No one opened his mouth, but attention sat on the face of every hearer.

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"Your unworthy son in the Gospel, Joun Hacur." Ye who loved and profited by this man of God, when he was alive, hear what, " being dead," he " yet speaketh." My brother returned from the north, and I prepared to supply his place there. Sunday, 15. I was very weak and faint ; but on Monday, 16, I rose soon after three, lively and strong, and found all my complaints were fled away like a dream. I was wondering, the day before, at the mildness of the weather; such as seldom attends me in my journeys. But my wonder now ceased: the wind was turned full north, and blew so exceeding hard and keen, that when we came to Hatfield, neither my companions nor I had much use of our hands or feet. After resting an hour, we bore up again, through the wind and snow, which drove full in our faces. But this was only a squall. In Baldock-field the storm began in earnest. The large hail drove so Mey Oe ae ee 388 REV. J WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Feb 1747 vehemently in our faces, that we could not see nor hardly breathe. However, before two o'clock we reached Baldock, where one met and conducted us safe to Potten. About six I preached to a serious congregation. Tuesday, 17. We set out as soon as it was well light ; but it was really hard work to get forward ; for the frost would not well bear or break : and the untracked snow, covering all the roads, we had much ado to keep our horses on their feet. Meantime the wind rose higher and higher, till it was ready to overturn both man and beast. However, after a short bait at Bugden, we pushed on, and were met in the middle of an open field with so violent a storm of rain and hail, as we had not had before. It drove through our coats, great and smal, boots and every thing, and yet froze as it fell, even upon our eyebrows ; so that we had scarce either strength or motion left, when we came into our inn at Stilton.

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The frost was not so sharp, so that we had little difliculty till we came to Haxey Car ; but here the ice which covered the dykes, and great part of the common, would not bear, nor readily break , nor did we know (there being no track of man or beast) what parts of the dykes were fordable. However, we committed ourselves to Goc and went on. We hit all our fords exactly ; and, without any fall, or considerable hinderance, came to Epworth in two hours, full as well as when we left London. I preached at five and at eight in the Room; after Evening prayers, at the Cross. I suppose most of the grown people in the town were present. A poor drunkard made a noise for some time, till Mr. Maw (the chief gentleman of the town) took him in hand and quieted him at once. Leaving Mr. Meyrick here, I set out with Mr. Larwood and a friend from Grimsby. At two I preached at Laseby in the way, to a quiet and serious congregation. We reached Grimsby by five, and spoke to as many of the society as could conveniently come at that time. About seven I would have preached to a very large audience, but a young gentleman, with his companions, quite drowned my voice, till a poor woman took up the cause, and, by reciting a few passages of his life, wittily and keenly enough, turned the laugh of all his companions full upon him. He could not stand it; but hastened away. When he was gone, I went on with little interruption. 390 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Feb. 1747.

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I wrote a few lines to Mr. C. giving him an account of his kinsman's behaviour. He obliged him to come straight to me and ask my pardon. Since that time we have had no disturbance at Grimsby. At noon I examined the little society at Tetney. I have not seen such another in England. In the class paper (which gives an account of the contribution for the poor) I observed one gave eight-pence, often ten-pence, a week ; another thirteen, fifteen, or eighteen-pence ; another, sometimes one, sometimes two shillings. I asked Micah Elmoor the leader, (an Israelite indeed, who now rests from his labour,) " How is this? Are you the richest society in all England?" He answered, "' suppose not: but all of us who are single persons have agreed together, to give both ourselves and all we have to God: and we doit gladly; whereby we are able from time to time, to entertain all the strangers that come to Tetney ; who often have no food to eat, nor any friend to give them a lodging." We came to Hainton soon after sunset. I never before saw so large a congregation here. I declared to them all, (Protestants and Papists,) "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ ;" and they seemed to be indeed, (as Homer says,) srea wreposvra, " winged words;" that flew as arrows from the hand of the Most High, to the heart of every hearer.

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his wife, lights shining in a dark place. God has lately added to them a third; one formerly famous for all manner of wickedness, who was cut to the heart while Mr. Brooke was talking to him, and went down to his house justified. This had struck the whole town; so that when I went down, about five, to preach in a vacant house, it was quickly filled within and without, the justice being one of the congregation. In the morning, about six, I preached again to a congregation more numerous than before; nor did any man open his mouth, either at the time of preaching, or while I walked through the town; unless it were to bid me God-speed, or to inquire when I would come again. Sun. March 1. I came to Osmotherly about ten o'clock, just as the minister (who lives some miles off) came into town. I sent my service to him, and told him, if he pleased, I would assist him, either by reading prayers or preaching. On receiving the message, he came to me immediately ; and said, he would willingly accept of my assistance. As we walked to church he said, " Perhaps it would fatigue you too much, to read prayers and preach too." I told him, no; I would choose it, if he pleased ; which I did accordingly. After service was ended, Mr. D. said, " Sir, I am sorry I have not a house here to entertain you. Pray let me know whenever you come this way." Several asking, where I would preach in the afternoon, one went to Mr. D. again, and asked, if he was willing I should preach in the church. He said, " Yes, whenever Mr. Wesley pleases." We had a large congregation at three o'clock. 'Those who in time past had been the most bitter gainsayers, seemed now to be melted into love. All were convinced we are no Papists. How wisely does God order all things in their season !

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1l found Mr. P. and I. almost discouraged at the doctrine of absolute and connotative nouns. I wonder any one has patience to. learn logic, but those who do it on a principle of conscience ; unless he learns it as three in four of the young gentlemen in the universities do: That is, goes about it and about it, without understanding one word of the matter. In some of the following days I snatched a few hours to read " The History of the Puritans." I stand in amaze: First, at the execrable spirit of persecution, which drove those venerable men out of the Church, and with which Queen Elizabeth's clergy were as deeply tinctured as ever Queen Mary's were. Secondly, at the weakness of those holy confessors, many of whom spent so much of their time and strength in disputing about surplices and hoods, or kneeling at the Lord's Supper. I considered, '" What would I do now, if I was sure I had but two days to live?" All outward things are settled to my wish; the houses at Bristol, Kingswood, and Newcastle, are safe; the deeds whereby they are conveyed to the trustees, took place on the 5th instant; my will is made; what have I more to do, but to commend my soul to my merciful and faithful Creator? Some days I spent in every week, in examining the societies round Newcastle. And great cause I found to rejoice over them. I rode to Blanchland, about twenty miles from Newcastle. The rough mountains round about were still white with snow. In the midst of them is a small winding valley, through which the Derwent runs. On the edge of this the little town stands, which is indeed little more than a heap of ruins. There seems to have been a large cathedral church, by the vast walls which still remain. I stood in the church yard, under one side of the building, upon a large tombstone, round which, while I was at prayers, all the congregation kneeled down on the grass. They were gathered out of the lead mines from all parts; many from Allandale, six miles off. A row of little children sat under the opposite fe eee Oe eT em fy ont , NTA i ees ie _ pr April, 1'747. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 393

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wall, all quiet and still. The whole congregation drank in every word with such earnestness in their looks, I could not but hope that God will make this wilderness sing for joy. In the evening I came back to Newlands, where also John Brown has gathered a society. O, what may not a man of small natural talents do, if he be full of faith and love! After preaching at South Biddick at five, I hastened to Sunderland, where I preached at eight, and again at two, in the main street, toa Kennington Common congregation. I admire the spirit of this people. From the first day I preached here to this hour, I have not seen a man behave indecently. Those who did not approve, quietly went away.

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I had leisure to reflect on the strange case of Francis Coxon, who was at first the grand support of the society at Biddick. But after a time he grew weary of well doing ; complaining, that it took up too much of his time. He then began to search after curious knowledge, and to converse with those who were like-minded. The world observed it, and courted his company again. Now he was not so precise ; his school was filled with children; many flowed in, and he said, " Soul, take thy ease for many years." He came to Newcastle with John Reah the Saturday after I came ; but had no leisure to call upon me. At night they set out homeward. He was walking a little before his companion, about three miles from Newcastle, in a way he knew as well as his own house floor, when John heard him fall, and asked, " What is the matter?" He answered, "God has overtaken me; I am fallen into the quarry, and have broke my leg." John ran to some houses that were near, and, having procured help, carried him thither. Thence he was removed to another house, and a surgeon sent for, who came immediately. He soon recovered his spirits, and asked how long it would be, before he could be in his school again. And on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, was full of the world, nor was God in all his thoughts. On Wednesday, the surgeon told him honestly, he thought he could not live. Then he awoke out of sleep. The snares of death came about him, the pains of hell overtook him. He _ continued all Thursday and Friday in the lowest pit, in a place of dark-

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ness and in the deep; warning all to beware of drawing back unto perdition, and calling upon God with strong cries and tears. On Sunday he found a little dawning of hope ; this gradually increased all the day. On Monday, he knew God had healed his backsliding, and sorrow and sighing fled away. .He continued all day in fervent prayer, mingled with praise and strong thanksgiving. " This nigit," said he, " will be a glorious night to me; my warfare is accomplished; my sin is pardoned." Then he broke out again into vehement prayer. About eight he left off speaking; and soon after, without any struggle or groan, gave up his soul to God. Wed. April 1. I rode to Winlinton Mills, a place famous above many, and called the rebels to lay down their arms, and be reconciled to God through his Son. I saw neither old nor young that behaved amiss; for the dread of the Lord was upon them. We set out early, and about eight went out into the market place at Hexham. A multitude of people soon ran together, the greater I Byes si 4 394 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1747. ade mad as colts untamed. Many had promised to do mighty things ut the bridle was in their teeth. I cried aloud, " Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts." They felt the sharpness of the two-edged sword, and sunk into seriousness on every side: insomuch that I heard not one unkind or uncivil word, till we left them standing, and staring one at another. At one I preached at Horsley; and about five in the evening at Newcastle. Having been informed, there were many large collieries three or four miles north or northwest from Durham, I rode to a village called Renton, in the midst of them, and proclaimed, "« The Lord God, gracious and merciful." Abundance of people gave earnest heed to every word which was spoken; kneeled down when I prayed, sung (after their manner) when I sung, and crowded into the house where I went in; crying out, one and all, « A, they were only too long a coming! Why did they not come sooner ?"

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Tues. '7. Finding the people about Dent's Hole were grown dead and cold, I preached there at twelve o'clock ; if haply it might please God yet again to breathe on the dry bones that they might live. I found the congregation at Blanchland abundantly increased. f preached in the evening at Spen, and the next day, at noon, to a serious congregation at Winlinton Mills: a gentleman who had talked of making a disturbance, finding not one man to second him. Having settled all the societies in the country, I began examining that of Newcastle again. It was my particular concern, to remove, if possible, every hinderance of brotherly love. And one odd one I found creeping in upon us, which had already occasioned much evil: namely, a fancy, that we must not justify ourselves. (Some of the spawn of Mystic divinity.) Just contrary to the scriptural injunction, "' Be ready to give a reason of the hope that is in you." For want of doing this in time, some offences were now grown incurable. I founa it needful, therefore, to tear up this by the roots; to explain this duty from the foundation, and to require all who desired to remain with us to justify themselves, whenever they were blamed unjustly; and not to swallow up both peace and love in their voluntary humility. I preached at Biddick at noon; at Pictery, (two miles west of Biddick,) by Mr. M.'s invitation, in the afternoon ; and in the even ing at Newcastle. I preached at Gateshead in the morning ; at Swalwell about two; and at the Room in the evening. I scarce ever heard so fine a defence of a weak cause, as was Mr. S.'s sermon in the morning ; wherein he laboured much to prove the unlawfulness of laymen's preaching; but with such tenderness and good nature, that 1 almost wished the sermon were printed, for a pattern to all polemicai writers.

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Here John Nelson met me. On Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, he had preached at Acomb, and the neighbouring places: on Good Friday, in particular, on Heworth Moor, to a large and quiet congregation. On Easter Sunday, at eight, he preached there again, to a large number of serious hearers. Toward the close of his discourse, a mob came from York, hired and headed by some (miscalled) gentlemen. They stood still, till an eminent Papist cried out, " Why do not you knock the dog's brains out?" On which they immediately began throwing all that came to hand, so that the congregation was quickly dispersed. John spoke a few words, and walked toward York. They followed with showers of bricks and stones; one of which struck him on the shoulder, one on the back, and, a little before he came to the city, part of a brick hit him on the back part of the head, and felled him to the ground. When he came to himself, two of Acomb lifted him up, and led him forward between them. The gentlemen followed, throwing as before, till he came to the city gate, near which lived an honest tradesman, who took him by the arm, and pulled him into his house. Some of the rioters swore they would break all his windows, if he did not turn him out. But he told them resolutely, "I will not; and let any of you touch my house at your peril: I shall make you remember it as long as you live." On this they thought good to retire.

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After a surgeon had dressed the wound in his head, John went softly onto Acomb. About five he went out, in order to preach, and began singing a hymn. Before it was ended, the same gentlemen came in a coach from York, with a numerous attendance. They threw clods and stones so fast on every side, that the congregation soon dispersed. John walked down into a little ground, not far from Thomas Slaton's house. Two men quickly followed, one of whom swore desperately he would have his life. And he seemed to be in good earnest. He struck him several times, with all his force, on the head and breast; and at length threw him down, and stamped upon him, till he left him for dead. But, by the mercy of God, being carried into a house, he scon came to himself; and after a night's rest, was so recovered, that he was able to ride to Osmotherly. I called at Thirsk ; but, finding the town full of holiday folks, drinking, cursing, swearing, and cock fighting, I did not stop at all, but rode on to Boroughbridge, and in the afternoon to Leeds. I spent an hour with Mr. M., and pressed him to make good his assertion, that our preaching had done more harm than good. This he did not choose to pursue; but enlarged on the harm it mignt occasion in succeeding generations. I cannot see the force of this 396 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1747. argument. JI dare not neglect the doing certain, present good, for fear. of some probable ill consequences in the succeeding century. I preached at Morley and Birstal; on Friday, at Birstal and Leeds ; on Saturday, at Oulton and Armley. I met the Leeds society at five; preached at seven, on, " The Spirit and the Bride say, Come ;" and at one, to an unwieldy multitude, several hundreds of whom soon went away, it being impos sible for them to hear. Such another congregation I had at Birstal ; yet here I believe my voice reached all that were present. , I preached at Birstal, at Wibsey Moor, and at Bradford, and regulated the societies,

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One of Pudsey would take no denial; so I promised to preach there at eight o'clock. Coming before the hour, we walked to the new house of the Germans. It stands on the side of a hill, commanding all the vale beneath, and the opposite hill. The front is ex ceeding grand, though plain, being faced with fine, smooth, white stone. The Germans suppose it will cost, by that time it is finished, about three thousand pounds: it is well if it be not nearer ten. But that is no concern to the English Brethren; for they are told, (and potently believe,) that "all the money will come from beyond sea." I preached at eight at the place appointed, and thence rode to Dewsbury, where I was to preach at noon. But first I called on the minister, Mr. Robson; and in an acceptable time. Abundance of little offences had arisen, and been carefully magnified by those who sought such occasions. But we both spoke our minds without reserve ; and the snare was presently broken. After sermon, Mr. R., having sent a note to desire I would call upon him again, I went, and passed such an hour as I have not had since I left London. We did not part without tears. Who knows how great a work God can work in a short time? I preached at Hightown at one; and at Birstal in the evening. I rode to Keighley. The ten persons I joined here are increased to above a hundred. And above a third of them can rejoice in God, and walk as becomes the Gospel. Fri. May 1. I read prayers and preached in Haworth church, to a numerous congregation. In the evening I preached near Skircoat Green, and baptized Eliz. K., late a Quaker. I preached at Halifax, to a civil, senseless congregation; at noon at Gildersome ; and in the evening at Armley. At one I preached to a vast. congregation at Hunslet ; and, about five, to a still larger at Birstal, I preached on, " All things are ready; come to the marriage." And some, I trust, were compelled" to " come in."

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At his earnest request, I began examining those that are called W. D.'s societies. At three I preached at Great Harding; mn the evening at Roughlee, where there was a large society. But since the men of smooth tongue broke in upon them, they are every man afraid of his brother ; half of them ringing continually in the ears of the rest, " No works, no law, no bondage." However, we gathered above forty of the scattered sheep, who are still minded to stand in the old paths. I preached at Roughlee at five ; about eleven at Hinden, and about three at Widdap, a little village in the midst of huge, barren May, 1747. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 397 mountains, where also there was a society. But Mr. B. had effectually dispersed them, so that I found but three members left. We rode thence about five miles to Stonesey-gate, which lies in a far more fruitful country. Here was a larger congregation at six o'clock than I had seen since my leaving Birstal. They filled both the yard and the road to a considerable distance, and many were seated on a long wall adjoinmg, which, being built of loose:stones, in the middle of the sermon, all fell down at once. I never saw, heard, nor read of such a thing before. The whole wall, and the persons sitting upon it, sunk down together, none of them screaming out, and very few altering their posture: and not one was hurt at all; but they appeared sitting at the bottom just as they sat at the top. Nor was there any interruption either of my speaking, or of the attention of the hearers. I rode to Shore, four miles south from Stonesey, lying about half way down a huge, steep mountain. Here I preached at - twelve to a loving, simple-hearted people. We then climbed up to Todmorden Edge, the brow of a long chain of mountains, where I called a serious people to "repent and believe the Gospel." wWe left the mountains, and came down to the fruitful valley of Rosendale. Here I preached to a large congregation of wild men; but it pleased God'to hold them in chains. So that even when I had done, none offered any rudeness, but all went quietly away.

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I spent an hour or two at Nottingham, and then rode on to Markfield. At eight I preached. 'The church was pretty well filled, and God gave a blessing with his word. '7. Desiring to improve the time we had, I preached at eleven in the morning, and in the evening. Monday, 18. I rode to Wednesbury; and, after two or three days spent there and at Birmingham, on Thursday, 21, came to London. I preached at seven in Moorfields to a large and well behaved congregation. Mr. Bateman desired me to preach a charity sermon at his church, St. Bartholomew the Great, in the afternoon but it was with much difficulty that I got in; not only the church itself, but all the entrances to it, being so thronged with people ready to tread upon one another. The great noise made me afraid at first, that my labour would be in vain; but that fear was soon over; for all was still, as soon as the service began. I hope God gave us this day a token for good. If he will work, who shall stay his hand? Thur. June 4. I veduced the sixteen stewards to seven; to whom were given the following instructions : "J. You are to be men full of the Holy Ghost and wisdom, that you may do all things in a manner acceptable to God. i! Jime, 1747. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 399 "2 You are to be present every Tuesday and Thursdav morning, in order to transact the temporal affairs of the society. e "3 You are to begin and end every meeting with earnest prayer unto God, for a blessing on all your undertakings. "4, You are to produce your accounts the first Tuesday in every month tha! they may be transcribed into the ledger. "5. You are to take it in turn, month by month, to be chairman. The chairman is to see, that all the rules be punctually observed, and immediately to check him whe breaks any of them. "6. You are to do nothing without the consent of the minister, either actually had, or reasonably presumed. "7. You are to consider, whenever you meet, 'God is here.' 'Therefore, be deeply serious: utter no trifling word : speak as in his presence, and to the glory of his great name.

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"8. When any thing is debated, let one at once stand up and speak, the rest giving attention. And let him speak just loud enough to be heard, in love and in the spirit of meekness. "9. You are continually to pray and endeavour that a holy harmony of soul may in all things subsist among you; that in every step you may 'keep the unity of the Spirit, in the bond of peace.' '10. In all debates you are to watch over your spirits; avoiding, as fire, all clamour and contention; being 'swift to hear, slow to speak ;' in honour, every man preferring another before himself. "11. If you cannot relieve, do not grieve the poor: give them soft words, if nothing else: abstain from either sour looks, or harsh words. Let them be glad to come, even though they should go empty away. Put yourself in the place of every poor man; and deal with him as you would God should deal with you. "These instructions, we whose names are under written (being the present stewards of the society at Loudon) do heartily receive, and earnestly desire to conform to. Jn witness whereof we have set our hands. " N.B. If any steward shall break any of the preceeding rules, after having been thrice admonished by the chairman (whereof notice is to be immediately given to the minister) he is no longer steward." I appointed to speak with those who had applied to us on a physical account. I found there had been about six hundred in about six months. More than three hundred of these came twice or thrice, and we saw no more of them. About twenty of those who had constantly attended, did not seem to be either better or worse. Above two hundred were sensibly better; and fifty-one throughly cured. The entire expense, from the beginning till this time, was about thirty pounds. I preached at St. Bartholomew's again. I admire the behaviour of this people ; none betrays either lightness or inattention. Surely all the seed sown here will not be lost! Our Conference began, and ended on Saturday, 20. The minutes of all that passed therein, were some time atter transcribed and published.

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We came to Tavistock before noon; but it being market day, I did not preach till five in the evening. The rain began almost as soon.as we began singing, and drove many out of the field. After preaching (leaving Mr. Swindells there) I went on for Plymouth Dock. Within two miles of Plymouth, one overtook and informed us, that, the night before, all the Dock was in an uproar; and a constable, endeavouring to keep the peace, was beaten and much hurt. As we were entering the Dock, one met us, and desired we would go tire back way : "For," said he, "there are thousands of people waiting about Mr. Hide's door." We rode up straight into the midst of them. They saluted us with three huzzas; after which I alighted, took several of them by the hand, and began to talk with them. I would gladly have passed an hour among them; and believe if I had, there had been an end of the riot. But the day being far spent, (for it was past nine o'clock,) was persuaded to go in. The mob then recovered their spirits, and fought valiantly with the doors and windows: but about ten they were weary, and went every man to his own home.

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I preached at five, on the Common, to a well-behaved, earnest congregation ; and at eight near the Room, on, " Seek ye the Lord, while he may be found." The congregation was much larger than before, and equally serious and attentive. At ten I went to church. Mr. Barlow preached a useful sermon, on, " God be merciful to me a sinner ;" and a thundering one in the afternoon, on, ' Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." At one I preached again near the Room, from those words, in the gospel for the day, " Come, for all things are ready." And the hearts of all that were round about seemed to bow down before the Lord. I designed to have preached on Stoke's Hill at five, but the rain would not permit. However, before six, I vent to the head of the town, where we had a large and venerable assembly. The fear of God seemed to spread itself over all, and they received what was spoken as the word of God. Yet once more he hath opened the door, that the Gospel may have free course here also. I took horse between three and four, and reached Perranwell, three miles beyond Truro, about six. 'I preached to a vely large congregation at seven , and the word was as the rain on the tender herb. We came to St. Ives before morning prayers, and walked to church without so much as one huzza. How strangely has one year changed the scene in Cornwall! This is now a peaceable, nay, honourable station. They give us good words almost in every place. What have we done that the world should be so civil to us?

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Wed. July 1. I spoke severally to all those who had votes in the ensuing election. I found them such as I desired... Not one would even eat or drink at the expense of him for whom he voted. Five guineas had been given to W. C., but he returned them immediately. T. M. positively refused to accept any thing. And when he heard that his mother had received money privately, he could not rest till she gave him the three guineas, which he instantly sent back. Thursday, 2, was the day of election for parliament men. It was begun and ended without any hurry at all. I had alarge congregation in the evening, among whom two or three roared for the disquietness of their heart: as did many at the meeting which followed; particularly those who had lost their first love. About two I preached in the street at Redruth. The congregation was large and deeply attentive: indeed there are now scarce any in the town (but gentlemen) who are not convinced of the truth. At seven I preached at Stithians, and at five in the morning. Sunday, 5. We rode thence to St. Agnes. At two I preached to a large multitude of quiet hearers, many of whom seemed deeply affected. Yet soon after I had done, some began to divert themselves with throwing dirt and clods. Mr. Shepherd's horse was frighted at this ; and as one of them stooped down, leapt clear over him. The man screamed amain ; but finding himself not hurt, he and his comrades poured a shower of stones after him. Knowing nothing of the matter, rode soon after through the midst of them; and none lifted up a hand or opened his mouth. About half-hour after five began at Gwennap. I was afraid my voice would not suffice for such an immense multitude. But my fear was groundless ; as the evening was quite calm, and the people all attention. It was more difficult to be heard in meeting the ga 402 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1747. society amidst the cries of those on the one hand, who were pierced through as with a sword, and of those, on the other, who were filled with joy unspeakable.

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I preached, about twelve, at Bray: but neither the house nor the yard would contain the congregation; and all were serious ; the scoffers are vanished away. I scarce saw one in the county. I preached in the evening at Camborne to an equally serious congregation. I looked about for John Rogers, the champion, who had so often sworn, I should never more preach in that parish. But it seems, he had given up the cause, saying, "One may as well blow against the wind." I preached at St. Ives; Wednesday, 8, at Sithney. On Thursday the stewards of all the societies met. I now diligently inquired what exhorters there were in each society ; whether they had gifts meet for the work; whether their lives were eminently holy ; and whether there appeared any fruit of their labour. I found, upon the whole, 1. That there were no less than eighteen exhorters in the county. 2. That three of these had no gifts at all for the work, neither natural mor supernatural. 3. That a fourth had neither gifts nor grace; but 'was a dull, empty, self-conceited man. 4. That a fifth had considerable 'gifts, but had evidently made shipwreck of the grace of God: these 'therefore I determined immediately to set aside, and advise our societies not to hear them. 5. That J. B., A. L., and J. W., had gifts and -grace, and had been much blessed in the work. Lastly, that the rest might be helpful-when there was no preacher in their own or the neighdouring societies, provided they would take no step without the advice vof those who had more experience than themselves.

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Taking horse early in the morning, we rode over the rough mountains of Radnorshire and Montgomeryshire into Merionethshire. In the evening I was surprised with one of the finest prospects, in its kind, that ever I saw in my life. We rode in a green vale, shaded with rows of trees, which made an arbour for several miles. The river laboured along on our left hand, through broken rocks of every size, shape, and colour. On the other side of the river, the mountain rose to an immense height, almost perpendicular: and yet the tall straight oaks stood, rank above rank, from the bottom to the very top; only here and there, where the mountain was not so steep, were interposed pastures or fields of corn. At a distance, as far as the eye could reach, as it were by way of contrast, A mountain huge uprear'd Its broad, bare back, wita vast, rugged rocks hanging over its brow, that seemed to nod portending ruin: Between three and four in the afternoon we, with some difficulty, reached Carnarvon. This has the face of a fortified town, having walls, (such.as they are,) and a castle as considerable as that of Cardiff. Here we parted with our guide and interpreter, Mr. Philips. Mr. Tucker and I set out for Holyhead. We intended to cross over into Anglesey, at Baldonferry, four miles from Carnarvon: but not being able to inquire our way, (as we spoke no Welsh, and the country people no English,) we could not find where the ferry was, till we saw 'the boat coming over. We went into the boat about sunset, and _ lodged that night at a little inn by the water side.

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.-We made a little stop at Llangevenye, seven miles fron. the ferry. We should have hired a guide to have steered over the sands, but it was quite out of my mind till we came to them; so we went straight across, and came to Holyhead without any stop or hinderance at all. Finding one of the packet boats ready, we went on board about eight o'clock in the morning. It was a dead calm when we rowed out of the harbour: but about two in the afternoon the wind sprung up, and continued till near four on Sunday morning, when we were within sight of the Irish shore. I could not but observe, 1. That while we were sailing with a fresh gale, there was no wind at all a mile off; but a ship which lay abreast of us was quite becalmed, till we left her out of sight. 2. That a French privateer, which for several days had taken every ship which sailed on that coast, was taken and brought into Dublin Bay, the very morning we arrived there. Before ten we came to St. George's Quay. Soon after we landed. hearing the bells ringing for church, I went thither directly. Mr. Lunell came to the Quay just after I was gone, and left word at the house where our things were, he would call again at one. He did so; and took us to his house. About three I wrote a line to the curate of St. Mary's, who sent me word, he should be glad of my assistance: so I 4 Aug. 1747. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 405 preached there, (another gentleman reading prayers,) to as gay and senseless a congregation as ever saw. After sermon Mr. R. thanked me very affectionately, and desired I would favour him with my company in the morning. I met the society at five, and at six preached, on, " Re a pent, and believe the Gospel." The room, large as it was, would not

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In the afternoon a gentleman desired to speak with me. He was troubled that it was not with him as in times past, when, at the age of fouteen, the power of God came mightily upon him, constraining him to rise out of bed to pour out his prayers and tears from a heart overflowed with love and joy in the Holy Ghost. For some months he scarce knew whether he was in the body, continually walking and talking with God. He has now an abiding peace ; but cannot rest till the love of God again fills his heart. Between six and seven I went to Marlborough-street. 'The house wherein we then preached was originally designed for a Lutheran church, and will contain about four hundred people. But four or five times the number may stand in the yard. Many of the rich were there, and many ministers of every denomination. I preached on, "The Scripture hath concluded all under sin ;" and spoke closely and strongly: but none at all seemed to be offended. If my brother or I could have been here for a few months, I question if there might not have been a larger society here, than even in London itself. I waited on the archbishop at Newbridge, ten miles from Dublin. I had the favour of conversing with him two or three hours ; in which I answered abundance of objections. In the evening I returned to Mr. Lunell's. John Trembath preached at Mariborough-street, to a large congregation both, of laity and clergy, who behaved with- . muchdecency. I purposely delayed examining the classes, till I had gone through the rules of the society, part of which I explained to them at large, with the reasons of them, every morning.

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We walked in the afternoon to see two persons that were sick near Phoenix Park. That part of it which joins to the city is sprinkled up and down with trees, not unlike Hyde Park. But about a mile from the town is a thick grove of old, tall oaks ; and in the centre of this, a round, open green, (from which are vistas all four ways,) with a handsome stone pillar in the midst, having a phoenix on the top. I continued preaching, morning and evening, to many more than the house would contain, and had more and more reason to hope they would not allbe unfruitful hearers. I procured a genuine account of the great Irish massacre in 1641. Surely never was there such a transaction before, from the yeginning ofthe world! More than two hundred thousand men, women, me es - re t aw ath lee ek ea 406 "REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1747. and children, butchered within a few months, in cool blood, and with such circumstances of cruelty as make one's blood run cold! It is well if God has not a controversy with the nation, on this very account, to this day. I stayed at home, and spoke to all that came. But I found scarce any Irish among them. At least ninety-nine in a hundred of the native Irish remain in the religion of their forefathers. The Protestants, whether in Dublin or elsewhere, are almost all transplanted lately from England. Nor is it any wonder that those who are born Papists generally live and die such, when the Protestants can find no better ways to convert them than penal laws and acts of parliament. We went to St. James's church in the morning, (there being no service at St. Patrick's,) and in the afternoon to Christ church. When I came out of the choir, I could not but observe well nigh the whole congregation drawn up in rows in the body of the church, from the one end to the other. I walked through the midst of them ; and they stared their fill: but scarce one spoke either good or bad. In the evening I had a large number of them in Marlborough-street, both within doors and without.

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About noon we came to Builth. « At three I preached in the main street, and at Garth in the evening; where I met my brother going to Ireland. He preached at Builth about nine. Thence we went to Maesmennys church. © But it would not near contain the congregation ; so that I was constrained to preach in the church yard. Thence I rode te Lanzunfried. Here also the church not being able to hold the people, I came out to a large tombstone, under a shady tree, and proclaimed "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." One of the audience pressed me much to preach at Clero ; telling me Mr. J. had often said I should be welcome to his pulpit. Monday, 31. I rode thither, and called on Mr. J.; but (as I supposed it would) his heart failed. I preached on a large smooth meadow, Christ our " wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption ;" and a multitude of people were gathered from all parts, though on so short a warning. We set out early, September 1; and, after a short stop near Crick Howell, aimed at the nearest way rer the mountains, to Cardiff. But it was near four in the afternoon before we could reach a little village at the foot of the hills, called Risca. The people at the inn here were civil above measure; particularly a young, genteel man, who was son to the woman of the house, and lived at a small distance from it. He rode with us two miles, to show us the nearest way ; and desired, if we came again, we would lodge at his house. The reason of all this kindness was, that; a year or two ago, he had heard me preach at Bristol. reached Cardiff hetween seven and eight, and immediately went to the Room. My strength just lasted till Thad done preaching. I was then quite ready to lie. 'down and rest.

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Mrs. Baddily desired me to go up to her son, who had been out of order for some days. For one or two years he was a pattern to all the family ; till he began to converse more with good sort of men. He then grew cooler and cooler in the ways of God, and, in a few months, quitted the society ; resolving, he said, to keep to his Church, and live a sober life, and that was enough. That was too much in a little time. He grew tired of his Church too, and dropped that and sobriety together. He-was now, his mother informed me, dead as a stone to all the things of God. I spake a few words and went to prayer. And God broke his heart. He continued weeping and praying all the day, and all the night; and at six in the morning, fell asleep. I rode to Shoreham, where I preached every morning, in the house, and every evening in the church. But the season for fruit is not yet. I preached in Moorfields, morning and evening, and continued so to do till November. I know no church in London, (that in West-street excepted,) where there is so serious a congregation. I talked with one who, a little time before, was so overwhelmed with affliction, that she went out one night to put an end to it all, by throwing herself into the New River. As she went by the Foundery, (it being a watch-night,) she heard some people singing. She stopped, and went in: she listened a while, and God spoke to her heart. She had no more desire to put an end to her life; but to die to sin, and live to God.

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Mon. November 2. I preached at Windsor at noon, and in the afternoon rode to Reading. Mr. J. R. had just sent his brother word, _ that he had hired a mob to pull down his preaching house that night. In the evening, Mr. S. Richards overtook a large company of bargemen walking toward it, whom he immediately accosted, and asked, if they would go with him and hear a good sermon; telling them, "I will make room for you, if you were as many more." 'They said, they would go with all their hearts. " But neighbours," said he, " would it not be as well to leave those clubs behind you? Perhaps some of the women may be frighted at them." They threw them all away, and walked quietly with him to the house, where he set them ina pew. In the conclusion of my sermon, one of them, who used to be their captain, being the head taller than his fellows, rose up, and looking round the congregation, said, " The gentleman says nothing but what is good: I say so; and there is not a man here that shall dare to say otherwise." I began examining the classes, and every person severally, touching that bane of religion, evil speaking: as well as touching their manner of life before they heard this preaching ; and by comparing what they were with what they are now, we found more abundant cause to praise God. I was informed of a remarkable providence: one going home the last watch-night, met a woman in Blackfriars, who inquired, which was the way to the water side. She said, "It is so ate, I doubt you will get no boat." The woman answered, "I don't vant one." On this she stopped and began to question her more closely, what she was going todo. After a while, she confessed she was going to drown herself, being under heavy affliction. But she was soon brought to a better mind; and seemed resolved to cast her care on Him, who had so signally cared for her.

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I spent an hour with Mary Cheesebrook, a strange monument of the mercy of God. About six years ago, she was without God im the world, being a kept mistress. An acquaintance brought her one evening to the chapel in West-street, where God gave her a new heart. She shed abundance of tears, she plucked out the right eye and cast it from her; and'from that time procured for herself by hard labour what 410 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1747. was needful for life and godliness. She missed no opportunity of coming to the preaching; often after a hard day's work, at May Fair, she came to the Foundery in the evening, running the greater part of the way. Every Saturday, after paying her little debts, she gave away all the money that remained; leaving the morrow to take thought for the things of itself. Two years ago she catched a violent cold, which she neglected till it settled upon her lungs. I knew nothing of her illness till it was past cure, she being then worn to a skeleton. Upon my mentioning her case to Mrs. , she sent her half a guinea. Molly immediately sent for a poor man, a baker, of whom she had lately taken her bread. She owed him about ten shillings: but an earnest dispute arose between them; for the man would not take the money, saying, she wanted it more than he. But at length she prevailed, saying, she could not die in peace, if she owed any man any thing. But I found something still lay upon her mind. Upon my pressing her to speak freely, she told me, it was concern for her child, a girl about eight years old, who, after she was gone, would have no friend to take care either of her soul or body. I replied, " Be at rest in this thing also; I will take care of the child." From that time she lay (two or three weeks) quietly waiting for the salvation of God. .

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Poor Mr. Simpson spent an hour with me, distressed on every side; drawn up to London by fair and specious promises ; and then left to perish, unless he would promise, never more to preach out ofachurch. Alas! what a method of conversion is this! I love the church too: but I would no more starve men into the church, than burn them into it. Mr. H., one of the first ten who met in band with my brother and me, desired to speak with me. I had not exchanged a word with him before, since we parted at Fetter-lane. He said, about six years ago, the Brethren told him, it was the will of the Lamb, that he should give himself to the public work, quitting all secular business. He obeyed, discharged his men, sold his goods, parted with his house. From that time, he not only preached, but was employed in places of the greatest trust. ' About two years ago, having many doubts upon his mind concerning their method of proceeding, he wrote a long letter to the Count, who seemed to take it well and he continued labouring, as before, both in preaching and in the government of the Church. But about a month ago, he was ordered to leave off preaching and return to his trade. Having learned not to dispute, but obey, he hired a house and set up asign: nevertheless he could not be easy; he mused much and prayed much, and at last resolved to come to me. He seemed to tell me all his heart, both at this and our following interviews. If he only seemed, let him look to it. Ego im portu navigo, I am safe. About six in the morning, Mrs. Witham slept in the Lord. A mother in Israel hast thou also been, and thy works shall praise thee in the gates. Some years ago, before Mr. Witham died, she seemed to stand on the brink of eternity. But God renewed her strength, till she had finished the work which he had given her to do. She was an eminent pattern of calm boldness for the truth, of simplicity and godlv ii Dec. 1747. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 411 sincerity ; of unwearied constancy in attending all the ordinances of

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God; of zeal for God and for all good works; and of self denial in every kind. Blessed is the dead that hath thus lived and died in the Lord! for she rests from her labours, and her works follow her.. I set out early, and called on Mr. H. at Brentford, who rode on with me to Basingstoke that night. We were throughly wet with the heavy rain, which intermitted in the night, but began again before we took horse in the morning. Tues. December 1. About noon we reached Stockbridge. The rain then changed into snow. Seeing no prospect of fair weather, after resting a while we set out in the midst of the storm. It blew sucha hurricane, as I have scarce known in England, and that full in ou teeth, so that our horses reeled to and fro, and had much ado to keep their feet. The snow likewise drove so vehemently in our faces, in riding over the open Downs, where, for several miles, there was neither house, nor tree, nor shrub to shelter, that it was hard labour to get forward. But in about an hour, the sky cleared up, and we rode on comfortably to Salisbury. From the concurring account of many witnesses, who spoke no more than they personally knew, I now learned as much as is hitherto brought to light concerning the fall of poor Mr. H Twelve years ago, he was, without all question, filled with faith and the love of God. He was a pattern of humility, meekness, seriousness, and, above all, of self denial; so that in all England, I knew not his fellow. It were easy to point out the several steps, whereby he fell from his steadfastness ; even till he fell into a course of adultery, yea, and avowed it in the face of the sun! ;

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After preaching at Oakhill about noon, I rode to Shepton, and found them all under a strange consternation. A mob, they said, was hired, prepared, and made sufficiently drunk, in order to do all manner of mischief. I began preaching between four and five: none hindered or interrupted at all. We had a blessed opportunity, and the hearts of many were exceedingly comforted. I wondered what was become of the mob. But we were quickly informed, they mistook the place, imagining I should alight (as I used to do) at William Stone's house, and had summoned, by drum, all their forces together, to meet me at my coming: but Mr. Swindells innocently carrying me to the other end of the Se they did not find their mistake till I had done preaching ; so that the hindering this, which was one of their designs, was utterly disappointed. However, they attended us from the preaching house to William Stone's, throwing dirt, stones, and clods, in abundance; but they could not hurt us; only Mr. Swindells had a little dirt on his coat, and I a few specks on my hat. After we were gone into the house, they began throwing great stones, in order to break the door. But perceiving this would require some time, they dropped that design for the present. They first broke all the tiles on the pent house over the door, and then poured in a shower of stones at the windows. One of their captains, in his great zeal, had followed us into the house, and was now shut in with us. He did not like this, and would fain have got out; but it was not possible; so he kept as close to me as he could, thinking himself safe when he was near me: but, staying a little behind, when I went up two pair of stairs, and stood close on one side, where we were a little sheltered, a large stone struck him on the forehead, and the blood spouted out . 416 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL." Feb. 1748.

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like a stream. He cried out, "O sir, are we to die to-night? What 'nust do? What must I do?" I said, "Pray to God. He is able to deliver you from all danger." He took my advice, and began praying in such a manner as he had scarce done ever since he was born. Mr. Swindells and I then went to prayer; after which I told him, «We must not stay here; we must go down immediately." He said, 'Sir, we cannot stir; you see how the stones fly about." walked straight tnrough the room, and down the stairs; and not a stone came in, til we were at the bottom. The mob had just broke open the door when we came into the lower room; and exactly while they burst in at one door, we walked out at the other. Nor did one man take any notice of us, though we were within five yards of each other. They filled the house at once, and proposed setting it on fire. But one of them, happening to remember that his own house was next, with much ado persuaded them not to doit. Hearing one of them cry out, " They are gone over the grounds." I thought the advice was good; so we went over the grounds, to the further end of the town, where Abraham Jenkins waited, and undertook to guide us to Oakhill. I was riding on in 'Shepton-lane, it being now quite dark, when he cried out, "Come down: 'come down from the bank." I did as I was bid; but the bank being high, and the side very near perpendicular, I came down all at once, my horse and I tumbling one over another. . But we both rose unhurt. In less than an hour we came to Oakhill, and the next morning to Bristol.

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We hastened on to Holyhead ; but all the ships were on the other side. No packet boat being come, I gave notice of preaching in the evening. The hearers were many more than the room could contain, and they all behaved with decency. I preached again in the evening. Mr. E., the minister, came in toward the close. He was speaking warmly to our landlord, when Mr. Swindells went to him, and spoke a few mild words. Mr. E. asked him to step with him to his lodgings, where they had a long and friendly conversation. ''7. Mr. Swindells informed me, that Mr. E. would take it a favour if I would write some little thing, to advise the Methodists not to leave the Church, and not to rail at their ministers. I sat down immediately and wrote, " A Word to a Methodist," which Mr. E. translated into Welsh, and printed. In the evening I read prayers at our inn, and.preached to a large and serious audience. I did the same on Monday and Tuesday evening. Perhaps our stay here may not be in vain. I never knew men make such poor, lame excuses, as these captains did for not sailing. It put me in mind of the epigram, There are, if rightly I methink, Five causes, why a man should drink; which, with a little alteration, would just suit them : There are, unless my memory fail, Five causes, why we should not sail: The fog is thick ; the wind is high ; It rams; or may do by-and-by; Or any other reason why. a 418 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1748. Wed. March 2. Finding no more probability of sailing now than the first day we came to Holyhead, we rode into the country, to see for Mr. William Jones, who had some acquaintance with iny brother. We procured a guide to show us the way to his house; but all we learnea there was, that he was not at home. We lodged at the Bull's Head: all the family came up to prayers, and we had a quiet and comfortable night. Mr. ilolloway. a neighbouring exciseman, invited us to breakfast with him. He once began to run well; and now resolved to set out afresh: I trust we were sent to him for good.

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And how grievous are the effects of it! All the birds of the air, all the beasts of the field, understand the language of their own species. Man only is a barbarian to man, unintelligible to his own brethren! In the afternoon I preached at Llanfehengel, about six miles south-west of Llangefnye. I have not seen a people so deeply affected since we came into Anglesey; their cries and tears continued a long time without any intermission. O that we could declare to them, in their own tongue, the wonderful works of God! In the evening I preached at Llanygorse. When I had done, Mr. Jones repeated, in Welsh, (as he likewise did in the afternoon,) the substance of what I had said. The next morning we returned to Holyhead, and found there all the packet boats which we had left. I was determined not to stay another day at an inn; so in the afternoon I took a lodging in a private house, not a bowshot distant from the town, and removed thither without delay. My congregation this evening was ) oa _ March, 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 419 larger than ever; and several of the gentry agreed to come the next, but it was a little too late; for at midnight the wind came fair, and before one we sailed out of the harbour. Having a gentle gale, it soon julled me fast asleep. I was waked before five by a violent storm: this continued two or three hours longer, and left us within sight of Howth, with a small breeze, which brought us to the Black Rock about four in the afternoon. We hired horses here, and rode to Dublin: Mr. Meriton, Swindells, and I. We came to our house, in Cork-street, (vulgarly called Dolphin's barnlane,) while my brother was meeting the society. But it was some time before my voice could be heard, for the noise of the people, shouting and praising God. The remaining days of the week, I despatched all the business I could, and settled with my brother all things relating to the work.

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My brother preached both morning and evening, expecting to sail at night. But before night the wind turned full east, and so continued all the week. I began preaching at five in the morning ; an wnheard-of thing in Ireland. I expounded part of the first chapter of the Acts; which I purpose, God willing, to go through in order. I inquired into the state of the society. Most pompous accounts had been sent me, from time to time, of the great numbers that were added to it; so that I confidently expected to find therein six or seven hundred members. And how is the real fact? I left three hundred and ninety-four members ; and I doubt if there are now three hundred and ninety-six! Let this be a warning to us all, how we give in to that hateful custom of painting things beyond the life. Let us make a conscience of magnifying or exaggerating any thing. Let us rather speak under, than above, the truth. We, of all men, should be punctual in all we say; that none of our words may fall to the ground. I preached at eight, on Oxmantown Green. We expected noise; but there was none: the whole congregation was as quiet and still as that in Bristol or London. In the afternoon my brother embarked. I preached, about three, in Marlborough-street ; and in the evening, at our own house, in Cork-street. I talked with a warm man, who was always very zealous for the Church, when he was very drunk, and just able to stammer out the Irish proverb, '' No gown, no crown." He was quickly convinced, that, whatever we were, he was himself a child of the devil. We left him full of good resolutions, which held several days. I preached at Newgate at three ; but found no stirring at all among the dry bones.

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I preached in Marlborough-street at five, to the largest congregation I have yet seen in a morning. At two I began in Shipstreet, where were many of the rich and genteel. I was exceeding weak in body, having been examining classes all the day; but I felt it not after I had spoke two sentences. I was strengthened both in body and soul. I finished the classes the next day, and found them just as expected. I left three hundred and ninety-four persons united together in August; I had now admitted between twenty and thirty, who had offered themselves since my return to Dublin; and the whole number was neither more nor less than' three hundred and ninety-six. 420 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1748. It rained most of the day, so that I was constrained to preach in the house only; viz. at our own house, morning and evening, and at Marlborough-street in the afternoon. I preached in Skinner's-alley, at five, to a large and quiet congregation. I preached in Newgate at two, in the common hall, the jailor refusmg us the room where we used to preach. But that is not the worst : I see no fruit of our labour... I rode to Philip's Town, the shire town of the King's county. I was obliged to go into the street, which was soon filled with those who flocked from every side; to whom I declared Jesus Christ, our " wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." One would have dissuaded me from preaching at five, being sure none would rise so soon. But I kept my hour, and had a large and serious congregation. After preaching I spoke severally to those of the society, of whom forty were troopers. At noon I preached to (I think) the largest congregation I had seen since I came from Builth. God did then make a clear offer of eternal life to all the inhabitants of Philip's Town. But how few retained these good impressions one week ; or would effectually come to him that they might have life! In the evening I preached at Tullamore, to most of the inhabitants of the town. Abundance of them came again at five in the morning. But 'he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

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I baptized seven persons educated among the Quakers. In the afternoon we rode to Philip's Town; but the scene was changed. The curiosity of the people was satisfied; and few of them cared to hear any more. As soon as I mounted my horse, he began to snort and run backward, without any visible cause. One whipped him behind, and I before ; but it profited nothing. He leaped to and fro, from side to side, till he came over against a gateway, into which he ran backward, and tumbled head over heels. I rose unhurt. He then went on quietly. At Tullamore, in the evening, well nigh all the town, rich and poor, were gathered together. I used great plainness of speech, in applying those words, All have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." The 1ext day, being Good Friday, I preached at five to a large and serious congregation. Between one and two I preached at Clara, and then rode to Athlone. I preached at six, on, "' Ought not Christ to have suffered these things, and after that to enter into his glory?" So general a drawing I never knew among any people; so that, as yet, none even seems to oppose the truth. I preached in Connaught, a few miles from Athlone. Many heard ; but, I doubt, felt nothing. The Shannon comes within a mile of the house where I preached. I think there is not such another river in Europe: it is here ten or twelve miles over, though scarce thirty miles from its fountain head. There are many islands in it, once well inhabited, but now mostly desolate. In almost every one is the ruins of a church: in one, the remains of no less than seven. I fear God hath still a controversy with this land, because it is defiled with blood. 422 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ April, 1748.

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April 10. (Easter Day.) Never was such a congregation seen before at the sacrament in Athlone. I preached at three. Abundance of Papists flocked to hear; so that the priest, seeing his command did not avail, came in person at six, and drove them away before him like a flock of sheep. I preached, at five, the terrors of the Lord in the strongest manner I was able. But still they who are ready to eat up every word, do not appear to digest any part of it. In the evening there appeared more emotion in the congregation than ever I had seen before. But it was ina manner I never saw; not in one here and there, but in all. Perhaps God is working here in a way we have not known, going on with a slow and even motion through the whole body of the people, that they may all remember themselves and be turned unto the Lord. I rode to Clara, where I was quickly informed, that there was to begin in an hour's time a famous cock-fight, to which almost all the country was coming from every side. Hoping to engage some part of them in a better employ, I began preaching in the street, as soon as possible. One or two hundred stopped, and listened a while, and pulled off their hats, and forgot their diversion. The congregation at Tullamore in the evening was larger than ever before, and deep attention sat on every face. Toward the latter end of the sermon, there began a violent storm of hail. I desired the people to cover their heads; but the greater part of them would not; nor did any one go away till I concluded my discourse. I preached in the evening at Tyrrel's Pass. The cone gregation here also was larger than ever; and the word of God seemed to take deeper root here than in any other part of this country. The house was full at five. In the evening, many of the neighbouring gentlemen were present, but none mocked. That is not the custom here; all attend to what is spoken in the name of God; they do not understand the making sport with sacred things; so that whether they approve or no, they behave with seriousness.

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I rode to Edinderry. Abundance of people were quickly gathered together. Having been disturbed in the night by Mr. Swindells, who lay with me, and had a kind of apoplectic fit, I was not at all well about noon, when I began to preach, in a large walk, on one-side of the town, and the sun shone hot upon my head, which had been aching all the day; but I forgot this before I had spoken long ; and when I had finished my discourse, I left all my weariness and pain behind, and rode on, in perfect health, to Dublin. I found great reason to praise God for the work wrought among the people in my absence. But still there is no such work as I look for. I see nothing yet but drops before a shower. I preached at Skinner's Alley, both morning and evening. About four I went to St. Luke's church, being very near us. When I came out, had a large attendance, even in the church yard, hallooing and calling names. I am much mistaken, if many of the warmest zealots for the Church would ever come within the doors, if they were thus to run the gauntlet every time they came. Would they not rather sleep ina whole skin? I spent an agreeable hour with Mr. Miller, the Lutheran minister. From him I learned, that the earnest ara a5 i iirc), toh April, 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 423 religion which I found in so many parts of Germany is but of late date, having taken its rise from one man, August Herman Francke! So can God, if it pleaseth him, enable one man to revive his work throughout a whole nation.

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I read, some hours, an extremely dull book, Sir James Ware's " Antiquities of Ireland." By the vast number of ruins which are seen in all parts, I had always suspected what he shows at large, namely, that in ancient times it was more populous, tenfold, than it is now; many that were large cities, being now ruinous heaps; many shrunk into inconsiderable villages. I visited one in the afternoon who was ill of a fever, and lay in a very close room. While I was near him, I found myself not well. After my return home, I felt my stomach out of order. But I imagined it was not worth any notice, and would pass off before the morning. I preached at Skinner's Alley at five; and on Oxmantown Green at eight. I was weak in body, but was greatly revived by the seriousness and earnestness of the congregation. Resolving to improve the opportunity, I gave notice of preaching there again in the afternoon; which I did to a congregation much more numerous, and equally attentive. AsI came home I was glad to lie down, having a quinsy, attended with a fever. However, when the society met, I made a shift to creep in among them. Immediately my voice was restored. I spoke without pain, for near an hour together. And great was our rejoicing over each other ; knowing that God would order all things well. Finding my fever greatly increased, I judged it would be best to keep my bed, and to live awhile on apples and apple tea. On Tuesday I was quite well, and should have preached, but that Dr. Rutty (who had been with me twice) insisted on my resting for a time.

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I read to-day what is accounted the most correct history of St. Patrick that is extant; and, on the maturest consideration, I was much inclined to believe, that St. Patrick and St. George were of one family. The whole story smells strong of romance. To touch only on a few particulars : I object to his first setting out: the bishop of Rome had no such power in the beginning of the fifth century as this account supposes ; nor would his uncle, the bishop of Tours, have sent him in that age to Rome for a commission to convert Ireland, having himself as much authority over that land as any Italian bishop whatever. Again, if God had sent him thither, he would not so long have buried his talent in the earth. I never heard before of an apostle sleeping thirty-five years, and beginning to preach at threescore. But his success staggers me the most of all : no blood of the martyrs is here; no reproach, no scandal of the cross; no persecution to those that will live godly. Nothing is to be heard of, from the beginning to the end, but kings, nobles, warriors, bowing down before him. Thousands are converted, without any oppos'ticn at all ; twelve thousand at one sermon. If these things were so, eat'ier there was then no devil in the world, or St. Patrick did not preach the Gospel of Christ. In the evening I read the letters ; my voice being weak, but I believe audible. As I was reading one from S. G., a young woman dropped down, and cried out exceedingly ; but in a few minutes her sorrow was turned into joy, and her mourning into praise. 424 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1748

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Thursday, 28, was the day fixed for my going into the country: but all about me began to cry out, " Sure, you will not go to-day ? 'See how the rain pours down!" I told them, "I must keep my word if possible." But before five, the man of whom I had bespoke a horse sent. word, his horse should not go out in such a day. I sent one who orought him to a better mind. So about six I took horse. About nine I called at Killcock: the old landlord was ill of the gout, and his wife of a complication of distempers: but when I told her, "' The Lord loveth whom -he chasteneth, and all these are tokens of his love," she burst out, O Lord, I offer thee all my sufferings, my pain, my sickness! If thou lovest me, it is enough. Here Iam: take me, and do with me what thou wilt." Between one and two we came to Kinnegad. My strengh was now pretty well exhausted ; so that when we mounted again, after resting an hour, it was as much as I could do to sit my horse. We had near eleven Irish (measured) miles to ride, which are equal to fourteen English. I got over them pretty well in three hours, and by six reached Tyrrel's Pass. At seven I recovered my strength, so as to preach and meet the society ; which began now to be at a stand, with regard to number, but not with regard to the grace of God. I rode to Temple Macqueteer, and thence toward Athlone. We came at least an hour before we were expected. Nevertheless we were met by many of our brethren. The first I saw, about two miles from the town, were a dozen little boys running with all their might. some bare-headed, some bare-footed and bare-legged: so they had their desire of speaking to me first, the others being still behind. I found the roaring lion began to shake himself here also. Some Papists, and two or three good Protestant families, were cordially joined together to oppose the work of God; but they durst not yet do it openly, the stream running so strong against them.

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In the evening I preached at Tullamore, and at five in the morning. I was then glad to lie down. In the afternoon, Wednesday, 11, I rode once more to Mountmelick. The congregation, both in the evening and the next morning, was larger than before. After preaching, a greyheaded man came to me, bitterly lamenting, that he had lived many years without knowing that he had need of a Physician. Immediately came another, who had been a harmless man as any in the town: he would have spoke, but could not. I then spoke to him; but not two minutes before he sunk to the ground. So I perceived I had not spent my little strength here, "as one that beateth the air." I took the straight road from hence to Dublin. Here likewise I observed abundance of ruined buildings ; but I observed also, that some of them were never finished; and some had been pulled down by those who built them. Such is the amazing fickleness of this people. Almost every one who has his fortune in his own hands, dirwal, wdifical, mutat quadrata rotundis ; pulls down, builds up, changes square to round ; and leaves those monuments of his folly to all succeeding generations. I reached Dublin in the evening, faint and weary ; but the two next days I rested. Finding my strength greatly restored, I preached at five, and at eight on Oxmantown Green. I expected to sail as soon as I had done; but the captain putting it off, (as their manner is,) gave me an opportunity of declaring the Gospel of peace to a still larger congregation in the evening. One of them, after listening some time, cried out, shaking his head, " Ay, he is a Jesuit; that's plain." To which a Popish priest, who happened to be near, replied aloud, " No, he is not; I would to God he was." Observing a large congregation in the evening, and many strangers among them, I preached more es hee eee June, 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 427 roughly than ever I had done in Dublin, on those awful words, " What shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul ?"

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by Tallys and his cotemporaries ; as also in the reign of Queen Elizabeth, who was a judge and patroness of it; that after her reign it sunk for sixty or seventy years, till Purcell made some attempts to restore it ; but that ever since, the true, ancient art, depending on nature aad mathematical principles, had gained no ground; the present masters having no fixed principles at all. I preached once more at St. Bartholomew's. How strangely is the scene changed! What laughter and tumult was there among the best of the parish, when we preached in a London church ten years ago! And now all are calm and quietly attentive, from the least even to the greatest. The congregation in Moorfields was greatly increased, both morning and afternoon ; and their seriousness increased with their number ; so that it was comfortable even to see them. In the evening, to ease me a little in my journey, as I had not yet recovered my strength, Colonel Gumley carried me in his chair to Brentford. I preached at Reading, at noon, to a serious, wellbehaved congregation; and, in the atieracoat rode to Hungerford. Tuesday, 21. I preached in the Old Orchard, at Bristol, on, Rejoice in the Lord, ye righteous." Friday, 24, the day we had appointed for opening the school at Kingswood, I preached there, on, " Train up a child in the way that he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it." My brother and I administered the Lord's Supper to many who came from far. We then agreed on the general rules of the school, which we published presently after. Mon 27. I rode to Wall Bridge, near Stroud, and preached at one, to a lively congregation. About two we set out for Stanley. I scarce ever felt the sun so scorching hot in England. I began preaching in Farmer Finch's orchard, (there not being room in the house,) between seven and eight, and the poor, earnest people devoured every word.

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At seven I preached in the street, to one of the largest congregations I had seen in Lincolnshire. In the morning, Wednesday, 6, we had another quiet and comfortable opportunity. We thence rode to Lorborough, where I preached at eleven ; and in the afternoon, to Grimsby. At seven I preached in the large room; but it was not near large enough to contain the congregation. Many stood on the stairs, and in the adjoining rooms, and many below in the street. The fear of God has lately spread in an unconimon degree among this people also. Nor has Mr. Prince been able to prevent it, though he bitterly curses us in the name of the Lord. Immediately after preaching I rode to Laseby, and preached at seven to a small, earnest congregation. We stopped no more till we came to Epworth, where we had a joyful meeting in the evening. I took horse immediately after preaching, and rode to Mr. Stovin's, of Crowle. I began preaching soon after eight; but so wild a congregation I had not lately seen: however, as I stood withia the justice's garden, they did not make any disturbance. About noon I preached at Sykehouse. 'The little society here also seemed to partake of the general revival. We took horse at ten, and soon after eight came to Boroughbridge. Setting out between two and three, we reached Newcastle about three in the afternoon. Sunday, 10. I began exhorting all that Journal . 28 430 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1748, ' loved their own souls, solemnly to renew their covenant with God ; the nature of which I explained at large on the mornings of the ensuing week. I had designed preaching between eight and nine in Sandgate ; but the rain drove us into the room. In the afternoon IJ preached on the First lesson, David's conquest of Goliah; but the house would in no wise contain the people, so that many were forced to go away. On Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, I examined the classes, and found not only an increase of number, but likewise more of the life and power of religion among them than ever I had found before. The same thing 'I observed in all the country societies, among which I spent one or more nights every week.

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We had a glorious hour in the morning. At half-hour past eight I preached in the Castle Garth, and again at four in the afternoon to a vast multitude of peopie. I began my journey northward, having appointed to preach in Morpeth at noon. As soon as I had sung a few verses at the Cross, a young man appeared at the head of his troop, and told me very plainly and roughly, " You shall not preach there." I went on; upon which he gave the signal to his companions, who prepared to force me into better manners; but they quickly fell out among themselves. Meantime I began my sermon, and went on without any considerable interruption; the congregation softening more and more, till, toward the close, the far greater part appeared exceeding serious and attentive. In the afternoon we rode to Widdrington, which belonged to the Lord Widdrington, till the Rebellion in 1716. The people flocked in from all parts, so that the congregation here was larger than at Morpeth. It was a delightful evening, and a delightful place, under the shade of tall trees ; and every man hung upon the word; none stirred his head or hand, or looked to. the right or left, while I declared, in strong terms, "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." We rode to Alemouth, a small seaport town, famous for all kinds of wickedness. The people here are sinners convict; they have nothing to pay, but plead guilty before God. Therefore, I preached to them without delay Jesus Christ, for " wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." After dinner we rode to Alnwick, one of the largest inland towns in the county of Northumberland. At seven I preached at the Cross to as large a congregation as at Newcastle on Sunday evening. This place seemed much to resemble Athlone; all were moved a little, but none very much. The waters spread wide, but not deep. But let the Lord work as it seemeth him good.

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We took horse between eight and nine, and a little before two came to Berwick. I sent to the commander of the garrison to desire the use of a green place near his house, which he readily granted. I preached at seven to (it was judged) two thousand people. I found the generality of them just such as I expected; serious and decent, but not easy to be convinced of any thing. For who can tell them what they did not know before ? After preaching we walked round the walls, which they were repairing and rebuilding. I could not but observe to-day, how different the face of things was, from what it appeared yesterday ; especially after had preached at noon. Yesterday we were hallooed July, 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 431 all along the streets ; to-day none opened his mouth as we went along ; the very children were all silent. The grown people pulled off their _ nats on every side; so that we might even have fancied ourselves at Newcastle. O well is it, that honour is balanced with dishonour, and - good report with evil report! At seven I preached to a far larger congregation than before. And now the word of God was as a fire and ahammer. I began again and again, after I thought I had done ; and the latter words were still stronger than the former; so that I was not surprised at the number which attended in the morning, when we had another joyful, solemn hour. Here was the loud call to the people of Berwick, if haply they would know the day of their visitation.

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" Whereas one Thomas Moor, alias Smith, has lately appeared in Cumberland and other parts of England, preaching (as he calls it) in a clergy man's habit, and then collecting money of his hearers: this is to certify, whom it may concern, that the said Moor is no clergyman, but a cheat and impostor: and that no preacher in connection with me, either directly or indirectly asks money of any one. Joun Westey." I preached in the evening at Spen: Friday, 5. About noon, at Horsley. As I rode home I found my headache increase much. But as many people were come from all parts, (it being the monthly watch-night,) I could not be content to send them empty away. I almost forgot my pain while I was speaking ; but was obliged to go to bed as soon as I had done. The pain was much worse than before. 1 then applied cloths dipped in cold water: immediately my head was easy, but I was exceeding sick. When I laid down, the pain returned, and the sickness ceased: when I sat up, the pain ceased, and the sickness returned. In the evening I took ten grains of ipecacuanha: it wrought for about ten minutes. The moment it had done I was in perfect health, and felt no more either of pain or sickness. Sun. '7. I preached as usual at five, and at half-hour after eight. In the afternoon all the street was full of people, come from all parts to see the judges. But a good part of them followed me into the Castle Garth, and found something else to do. This put a zealous man that came by quite out of patience, so that I had hardly named my text, when he began to scold and scream, and curse and swear, to the utmost extent of his throat. But there was not one of the whole multitude, rich or poor, that regarded him at all.

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We left Newcastle. In riding to Leeds, I read Di. Hodge's " Account of the Plague in London." I was surprised, 1. That he did not learn, even from the symptoms related by himself, that the part first seized by the infection was the stomach ; and, 2. That he so obstinately persevered in the hot regimen ; though he continually saw the ill success of it, a majority of the patients dying under his hands. . Soon after twelve I preached near the market place in Stockton, to a very large and very rude congregation. But they grew calmer and calmer; so that long before I had done, they were quiet and serious. Some gentlemen of Yarm earnestly desired that I would preach there in the afternoon. I refused for some time, being weak and tired; so that I thought preaching thrice in the day, and riding upward of fifty miles, would be work enough. But they would take no denial: so I went with them about two o'clock, and preached at three, in the market place there, to a great multitude of people, gathered together at a few minutes' warning. About sevenI preached in the street, at Osmotherly. It rained almost all the time ; but none went away. We took horse about five, Wednesday, 17, and in the afternoon, came tu Leeds. On Thursday and Friday I preached at the neighbouring towns. At the earnest desire of the little society, I went to Wakefield. I knew the madness of the people there: but I knew also, they were in God's hand. At eight I would have preached in Francis Scot's yard; but the landlord would not suffer it; saying, the mob would do more hurt to his houses than ever we should do him good; so I went, perforce, into the main street, and proclaimed pardon for sinners. None interrupted, or made the least disturbance, from the beginning to the end. About one I preached at Oulton, where likewise all is now calm, after a violent storm of several weeks, wherein many were beaten, and wounded, and outraged various ways ; but none moved from their steadfastness. In the evening I preached at Armley to many who wan a storm, being quite unnerved by constant sunshine. 434 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1748.

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I rode with Mr. Grimshaw to Roughlee, where T. Colbeck, of Keighley, was to meet us. We were stopped again and again, and begged not to go on; for a large mob from Colne was gone before us. Coming a little further, we understood they had not yet reached Roughlee. So we hastened on, that we might be there befote them. All was quiet when we came. I was ailittle afraid for Mr. Grimshaw: but it needed not: he was ready to go to prison or death for Christ's sake. At half-hour after twelve I began to preach. I had about half finished my discourse, when the mob came pouring down the hill like a torrent. After exchanging a few words with their captain, to prevent any contest, I went with him as he required. When we came to Barrowford, two miles off, the whole army drew up in battle array before the house into which I was carried, with two or three ot my friends. After I had been detained above an hour, their captain went out and I followed him, and desired him to conduct me whence I came. He said, he would: but the mob soon followed after ; at which he was so enraged, that he must needs turn back to fight them, and so left me alone. A further account is contained in the following letter, which I wrote the next morning : Widdop, Aug. 26, 1748. " Sir, Yesterday, between twelve and one o'clock, while I was speaking to some quiet people, without any noise or tumult, a drunken rabble came, with clubs and staves, in a tumultuous and riotous manner, the captain of whom, Richard B., by name, said he was a deputy constable, and that he was come to bring me to you. I went with him; but I had scarce gone ten yards, when a man of his company struck me with his fist in the face with all his might; quickly after, another threw his stick at my head: I then made a little stand; but another of your champions, cursing, and swearing in the most shocking manner, and flourishing Aug. 1748. REV. J WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 435

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" The other quiet, harmless people, who followed me at a distance, to see what the end would be, they treated still worse; not only by the connivance, but by the express order of your deputy. They made them run for their lives, amidst showers of dirt and stones, without any regard to age or sex. Some of them they trampled in the mire, and dragged by the hair, particularly Mr. Mackford, who came with me from Newcastle. Many they beat with their clubs without mercy. One they forced to leap down (or they would have thrown him headlong) from a rock, ten or twelve feet high, into the river. And when he crawled out, wet and bruised, they swore they would throw him in again, which they were hardly persuaded not to do., All this time you sat well pleased close to the place, not attempting in the least to hinder them. " And all this time you was talking of justice and law! Alas, sir, suppose we were Dissenters, (which I deny,) suppose we were Jews or Turks, are we not to have the benefit of the laws of our country? Pro ceed against us by the law, if you can or dare; but not by lawless violence; not by making a drunken, cursing, swearing, riotous mob, both judge, jury, and executioner. This is flat rebellion against God and the king, as you may possibly find to your cost." Between four ana five we set out from Roughlee. But observing several parties of men upon the hills, and suspecting their design, we put on and passed the lane they were making for before they came. One of our brothers, not riding so fast, was intercepted by them. They immediately knocked him down, and how it was that he got from amongst them he knew not. Before seven we reached Widdop. The news of what had passed at Barrowford made us all friends. The person in whose house Mr. B. preached, sent and begged I would preach there; which I did at eight, to such a congregation as none could have expected on so short a warning. He invited us also to lodge at his house, and all jealousies vanished away. 436 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1748.

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I preached at five to much the same congregation. At twelve we came to Heptonstall Bank. The house stands on the side of a steep mouniain, and commands all the vale below. The place in which I preached was an oval spot of ground, surrounded with spreading trees, scooped out, as it were, in the side of the hill, which rose round like a theatre. The congregation was equal to that at Leeds ; but such serious and earnest attention! It lifted up my hands, so that I preached as I-scarce ever did in my life. About four I preached again to nearly the same congregation, and God again caused the power of his love to be known. Thence we rode to Midgley. Many flocked from all parts, to whom I preached till near an hour after sunset. The talmness of the evening agreed well with the seriousness of the people ; every one of whom seemed to drink in the word of God, as a thirsty land the refreshing showers. '7. I preached once more at seven to the earnest people at the Bank, and then rode to Todmorden Edge. Here several prisoners were set at liberty, as was Mr. Mackford the day before. At five I preached at Mellar Barn, in Rosendale. There were a few rude people; but they kept at a distance ; and it was well they did, or the unawakened hearers would have been apt to handle them roughly. I observed here what I had not then seen, but at one single place in England : When I had finished my discourse, and even pronounced the blessing, not one person offered to go away; but every man, woman, and child stayed just where they were, till I myself went away first.

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"On Saturday, the 23d of July last, there fell for about three hours, in and about Hayfield, in Derbyshire, a very heavy rain, which caused such a flood as had not been seen by any now living in those parts. The rocks were loosened from the mountains: one field was covered with huge stones from side to side. Several water mills were clean swept away, without leaving any remains. The trees were torn up by the roots, and whirled away like stubble. Two women of a loose character were swept away from their own door and drowned. One of them was found near the place; the other was carried seven or eight miles. Hayfield church yard was all torn up, and the dead bodies swept out of their graves. When the flood abated, they were found in several places. Some were hanging on trees; others left in meadows or grounds; some partly 2aten by dogs, or wanting one or more of their members." John Bennet showed me a gentleman's house, who was, a few years since, utterly without God in the world. But two or three years ago, God laid his hand both upon his body and soul. His sins dropped off He lived holy and unblamable in all things. And not being able to go about doing good, he resolved to do what good he could at home. 'To this end he invited his neighbours to his house, every Sunday morning and evening, (not being near any church,) to whom he read the prayers of the Church and a sermon. Sometimes he' had a hundred and fifty, or two hundred of them at once. At Bongs I received an invitation from him; so John Bennet and I rode down together, and found him rejoicing under the hand of Go., and praising him for all ais pam and weakness. In the evening I preached at Chinley ; Thursday, September 1, near a ep ee ee 438 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1748.

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I reached Newlyn a little after four. Here was a congregation of quite a different sort, a rude, gaping, staring rabble rout; some or other of whom were throwing dirt or stones continually. But before I had done, all were quiet and still; and some looked as if they felt what was spoken. We came to St. Ives about seven; the room would nothing near contain the congregation ; but they stood in the orchard all round, and could hear perfectly well. I found to-night, that God can wound by the Gospel as well as by the Law; although the instances of this are exceeding rare, nor have we any scripture ground to expect them. While I was enforcing, "' We pray you in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God," a young woman, till then quite unawakened, was cut to the heart, and sunk to the ground; though she could not give a clear, rational account of the manner how the conviction seized upon her. I took my leave of St. Ives; about noon preached at Sithney, and at six in the evening at Crowan. At one I preached in Penryn, in a convenient place, encompassed with houses. Many of the hearers were at first like those of Newlyn. But they soon softened into attention.

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I took horse between three and four, and came to St. Mewan at eight. It rained all the time I was walking to the green, which was the usual place of preaching. But the moment I began to speak the rain ceased, and did not begin again till I had done speaking. It rained with little intermission all the day after; which made the roads so bad, that it was pretty dark when we came within two miles of Crimble Passage. We were in doubt, whether the tide would allow us to ride along the sands, as we do at low water. However, it being much the shortest way, we tried. 'The water was still rising ; and at one step our foremast man plunged in, above the top of his boots. Upon inquiry we found his horse had stumbled on a little rock, which lay under water. So we rode on, reached the passage about seven, and the dock a little before eight. We found great part of the congregation still waiting for us. They attended again at four in the morning. At five we took horse, and, by easy riding, soon after eight came to Tavistock. After I had preached, we hasted on, rested an hour at Oakhampton, and soon after sunset came to Crediton. We could willingly have stayed here, but John Slocomb had appointed to meet us at Collumpton. Soon after we set out, it was exceeding dark, there being neither moon nor stars. The rain also made it darker still, particularly in the deep, narrow lanes. In one of these we heard the sound of horses coming toward us, and presently a hoarse voice cried, What have you got?" Richard Moss understood him better than me, and replied, '' We have no panniers."" Upon which he answered, " Sir, I ask your pardon," and went by very quietly. There were abundance of turnings in the road, so that we could not easily have found our way at noon day. But we always turned right; nor do know that we were out of the way once. Before eight the moon rose. We then rode cheerfully on, and before ten reached Collumpton. I preached at eleven in Taunton; at three in Bridgewater; at seven in Middlesey. 440 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1748.

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Sat. October 1. I preached at Waywick about one, and then rode quietly on to Bristol. I examined the society the following week, leaving out every careless person, and every one who wilfully and obstinately refused to meet his brethren weekly. By this means their number was reduced from nine hundred to about seven hundred and thirty. -I began examining the classes in Kingswood; and was never before so fully convinced of the device of Satan, which has often made our hands hang down, and our minds evil affected to our brethren. Now, as ten times before, a cry was gone forth, " What a scandal do these people bring upon the Gospel! What a society is this! With all these drunkards and tale bearers and evil speakers in it!" I expected therefore, that I should find a heavy task upon my hands ; and that none of these scandalous people might be concealed, I first met all the leaders, and inquired particularly of each person in every class. I repeated this inquiry when the classes themselves met. And what was the ground of all this outcry? Why, two persons had relapsed into drunkenness within three months' time ; and one woman was proved to have made, or at least related, an idle story concerning another. 1 should rather have expected two and twenty instances of the former, and one hundred of the latter kind. I preached in Bath at noon to many more than the room would contain. In the evening I preached in the street at Westbury, under Salisbury Plain. The whole congregation behaved well, though it was a town noted for rough and turbulent people. I preached at Reading; and on Saturday, 15, rode to London: I spent an hour in observing the various works of God in the Physic Garden at Chelsea. It would be a noble improvement of the design, if some able and industrious person were to make a full and accurate inquiry into the use and virtues of all these plants: without this, what end does the heaping them thus together answer, but the gratifying an idle curiosity ?

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On Sunday, October 9, she went, with one more, to see the condemned malefactors in Newgate. They inquired for John Lancaster, in particular, who had sent to desire thei: coming. He asked them to go into his cell, which they willingly did; aluhough some dissuaded them from it, because the gaol distemper (a kind of pestilential fever) raged much among the prisoners. They desired he would call together as many of the prisoners as were willing to come. Six or seven of those who were under sentence of death came. They sung a hymn, read a portion of Scripture, and prayed. Their little audience were all in tears. Most of them appeared deeply convinced of their lost estate. From this time her labours were unwearied among them; praying with them and for them night and day. John Lancaster said, '" When I used to come to the Foundery every morning, which I continued to do for some time, I little thought of ever coming to this place. I then often felt the love of God, and thought I should never commit sin more. But after a while, I left off coming to the preaching: then my good desires died away. I fell again into the diversions I had laid aside, and the company I had left off. As I was one day playing at skittles with some of these, a young man, with whom I was now much acquainted, gave me a part of the money which he had just been receiving for some stolen goods. This, with his frequent persuasions, so wrought upon me, that at last I agreed to go partners with Lin. Yet I had often strong convictions; but I stifled them as well as could. : " We continued in this course till August last. As we were then going home from Bartholomew Fair, one morning about two o'clock, it came into my mind to go and steal the branches out of the Foundery. I climbed over the wall, and brought two of them away; though I trembled and shook, and made so great a noise, that I thought all the family must be dead, or else they could not but hear me. Within a few days after, I stole the velvet; for which I was taken up, tried, and condemned."

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Some being of opinion it would not be difficult to procure a pardon for him, S. Peters, though she never mentioned this to him, resolved to leave no means unattempted. She procured several petitions to be drawn, and went herself to Westminster, to Kensington, and to every part of the town where any one lived who might possibly assist therein. In the mean time she went constantly to Newgate, sometimes alone, sometimes witb one or two others, visited all that were condemned in their cells, exhorted them, prayed with them, and had the comfort of finding them, every time, more athirst for God than before; and of being followed, whenever she went away, with abundance of prayers and blessings. After a time, she and her companions believed it would be of use to examine each.closeiy as to the state of his soul. They spoke to John Lancaster first. He lifted up his eyes and hands, and, after pausing a while, said, "I thank God, I do feel that he has forgiven me my sins: I do know it." They asked, how, and when, he knew it first. He replied, '"'T was in great fear and heaviness, till the very morning you came hither first. That morning I was in earnest prayer ; and just as St. Paul's clock struck five. the Lord poured into my soul such peace as I had never felt ; so that I was scarce able to bear it. From that hour J have never been afraid to die; for I know, and am sure, as soon as my soul departs from the body, the Lord Jesus will stand ready to carry it into glory." The next who was spoken to was Thomas Atkins, nineteen years of age. When he was asked (after many other questions, in answering which he expressed the clearest and deepest conviction of all his sins, as well as that for which he was condemned) if he was not afraid to die; 442 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1748 he fixed his eyes upward, and said, in the most earnest and solemn man ner, "I bless God I am not afraid to die; for I have laid my soul at the feet of Jesus." And to the last moment of his life, he gave all reason to believe that these were not vain words.

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I rode to Windsor, and, after preaching, examined the members of the society. The same I did at Reading in the evening ; at Wycomb, on Tuesday; and on Wednesday, at Brentford. In the afternoon I preached to a little company at Wandsworth, who had just begun to seek God: but they had a rough setting out; the rabble gathering from every side, whenever they met together, throwing dirt and stones, and abusing both men and women in the grossest manner. They complained of this to a neighbouring magistrate, and he promised to do them justice ; but Mr. C. walked over to his house, and spoke so much in favour of the rioters, that they were all discharged. It is strange, that a mild, humane man could be persuaded, by speaking quite contrary to the truth, (means as badras the end,) to encourage a merciless rabble in outraging the innocent. A few days after, Mr. C. walking over the same field, dropped down, and spoke no more! Dec. 1748. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 445 Surely the mercy of God would not suffer a wellemenning 11 man to be any longer a tool to persecutors. I set out for Leigh, in Essex. It had rained hard in the former part of the night, which was succeeded by a sharp frost ; so that most of the road was like glass ; and the north-east wind set just in our face. However, we reached Leigh by four in the afternoon. Here was once a deep open harbour; but the sands have long since blocked it up, and reduced a once flourishing town to a small ruinous village. I preached to most of the inhabitants of the place in the evening; to many in the morning, and then rode back to London.

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Sun. February 5. Mr. Manning being dangerously ill, I was desired to ride over to Hayes. I knew not how the warm people would behave, considering the stories which passed current among them; Mrs. B. having averred to Mr. M. himself, that Mr. Wesley was unquestionably aJesuit. Just such a Jesuit in principle (and desirous to be such in practice) as Sir Nathaniel Barnardiston was. But God made all things easy. Far from any tumult or rudeness, I observed deep attention in almost the whole congregation. Mr. M. having had a relapse, I rode over again; and again I observed the same decency of behaviour in a much larger congregation. I rode with my brother to Oxford, and preached to a small company in the evening. We rode to Ross, and on Friday to Garth. My brother preached at Maesmennys in the morning. I preached at Builth in the afternoon, and at Garth in the evening. Twuesday, 21. I rode to Ragland, and the next day to Kingswood. My design was to have as many of our preachers here, during the Lent, as could possibly be spared; and to read lectures to them every day, as I did to my pupils in Oxford. I had seventeen of them in all. These I divided into two Giasses ; and read to one, Bishop Pearson on the Creed; to the other, Aldrich's Logic; and to both, " Rules for Action and Utterance." Fri. March 3. I corrected the extract of John Arndt, designed for part of the Christian Library." But who can tell, whether that and a hundred other designs will be executed or no? " When the breath of man goeth forth, he turneth again to his dust, and then all his thoughts perish." I rode to Freshford, three or four miles from Bath. The house not containing the people, I was obliged to preach out of doors. It was dark when I began, and rained all the time I preached ; but, I believe, none went away. After preaching at five, I rode to Bearfield, and preached there between eight and nine, and about one at Seend. Mrs. Andrews, the wite of a neighbouring clergyman, afterward invited me, in her husband's name, to his house: there I found A hoary, reverend, and religious man ; April, 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 447

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the children of our four schools together: namely, the boys. boarded in the new house, the girls boarded in the old; the day scholars (boys) taught by James Harding, and the girls taught by Sarah Dimmock. We soon found the effect of it in the children, some of whom were deeply and lastingly affected. I preached in the evening at Bath; Friday, 24, about noon, at Road; and in the evening at Westbury. Monday, 2'7. I rode to Shepton, where all is quiet now; in the evening I preached at Coleford; Tuesday, 28, at Oakhill, where was also great peace, and a people loving one another. ri. 31. I began abridging Dr. Cave's " Primitive Christianity." O what pity, that so great piety and learning should be accompanied with so little judgment! _ Jon. April 3. I set out for Ireland. We waited more than four hours at the passage ; by which delay, I was forced to disappoint a large congregation at Newport. About three I came to Pedwas, near Carphilly. The congregation had waited some hours. I began immediately, wet and weary as I was; and we rejoiced over all our labours. In the evening, and the next morning, (,) I preached at Cardiff. O what a fair prospect was here some years ago! Surely this whole town would have known God, from the least even to the greatest, had it not been for men leaning to their own understanding, instead of " the Law and the Testimony." At twelve I preached at Lanmais, to a loving, earnest people, who do not desire to be any wiser than God. In the evening preached at Fonmon, the next morning at Cowbridge. How is the scene changed since I was here last, amidst the madness of the people, and the stones flying on every side! Now all is calm; the whole town is in good humour, and flock to hear the glad tidings of salvation.

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I preached at Builth, Maesmennys, and Garth. Monday, 10. A little after ten we reached Llanidloes. Many were come thither before us from all parts. About eleven I preached in the market place. The wind was so piercing, that whenever it came in my face, it almost took away my voice. But the poor people (though all of them stood. bareheaded) seemed not to know there was any wind at all. We rode from hence in three hours to a village seven miles off. The persons at _ whose house we called, knowing who we were, received us with open arms, and gladly gave us such fare as they had. In three hours more we rode, with much ado, seven miles further, to a village named Dynasmouthy. Here an honest man, out of pure good will, without my knowing any thing of the matter, sent for the most learned man in the town, who was an exciseman, to bear me company. He sent an excuse, being not very well, but withal invited me to his house., I returned him thanks, and sent him two or three little books ; on which he wrote a few lines, begging me to call upon him. I went, and found one that wanted a Saviour, and was deeply sensible of his want. I spent some time with him in conversation and prayer, and had reason to hope, the seed was sown in good ground. We reached Dall-y-gelle in less than three hours, Tannabull before noon, and Carnarvon in the evening. What need there is of guides over these sands J cannot conceive. This is the third time 1 have crossed them without any. We came to Holyhead 'between one andtwo. But all the ships were on the Irish side. One came in the next day, but could not go out, the wind being quite contrary. In this journey I read over Statius's Thebais. I wonder one man should write so well and so ill. Sometimes he is scarce inferior to Virgil; sometimes as low as the dullest parts of Ovid. In the evening I preached on, " Be ye also ready." The poor people now seemed to be much affected; and equally so the next night: so that I was not sorry the wind was contrary.

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I rode to Tyrrel's Pass, and preached in the evening ; and on Sunday morning and evening. _ Mon. May 1. I preached at five in the evening at Edinderry, to an exceedingly well-behaved congregation. I preached at five in the morning (many Quakers being present) on, "' They shall be all taught of God." In the evening I preached at Mount Mellick. I preached at Tullamore; Thursday, 4, at Clara, about noon; and in the evening at Athlone. I never saw so large a congregation here on a week day before ; among whom were many of the soldiers, (the remains of the regiment wherein John Nelson was,) and seven or eight of the officers. They all behaved well, and listened with deep attention. This day and the next I endeavoured to see all who were weary and faint in their minds. Most of them, I found, had not been used with sufficient tenderness. Who is there that sufficiently weighs the advice of Kempis, Noli duriter agere cum tentato? " Deal not harshly with one that is tempted." Sun. '7. I preached (as usual) at five and at three, with the spirit of convincing speech. The rector preached in the afternoon, (though it is called the Morning service,) a close useful sermon on the fear of God. At five I had great numbers of the poor Papists, (as well as Protestants,) maugre all the labour of their priests. I called aloud, "Ho! every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters; and he that hath no money!" Strange news to them! One of whom had declared frankly, but a few days before, "I would fain be with you, but I dare not; for now I have all my sins forgiven for four shillings a year; and this could not he in your church."

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wind was extremely high. We endeavoured to cross over to the leeward side of the river; but it was not possible. The boat being small, and over-loaded, was soon deep in water; the more so, because it leaked much, and the waves washed over us frequently ; and there was no staying to empty it, all our men being obliged to row with all their strength.. After they had toiled about an hour, the boat struck upon a rock, the point of which lay just under the water. It had four or five shocks, the wind driving us on before we could get clear. But our men wrought for life ; and about six o'clock God brought us safe to Limerick. I preached at Mardyke in the evening, on, '"¢ God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself." I never saw, even at Bristol, a congregation which was at once so numerous and so serious. I set out for Cork. We breakfasted at Brough, nine miles from Limerick. When I went into the kitchen, first one or two, then more and more, of the neighbours gathered about me, listening to every word. I should soon have had a congregation, but I had no time to stay. A mile or two beyond Killmallock, (once a large and strong city, now a heap of ruins,) we saw the body of a man lying dead in the highway, and many people standing and looking upon it. I stopped and spoke a few words. All listened attentively, and one who was on horseback rode on with us. We quickly fell into discourse. I soon perceived he was a priest, and found he was a sensible man. I gave him a book or two at parting; and he dismissed me with, " God bless you!" earnestly repeated twice or thrice. We stopped a while at Killdorrery, in the afternoon, and took the opportunity of speaking closely to every one that understood English, and of giving them a few books. What a nation is this! Every man, woman, and child, (except a few of the great vulgar,) not only patiently, but gladly, "suffer the word of exhortation." Between six and seven we reached Rathcormuck. Mr. Lloyd read prayers, andI preached. Even the Papists ventured to come to church for once, and were a very serious part of the congregation.

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I preached at eleven, and the hearts of the people seemed to be as melting wax. These are now "willing, in" this "day ot his power." But will not many of them harden their hearts again ? In the afternoon I waited on Col. Barry, and found him a serious and understanding man. And his long and painful illness seems to have been attended with good and happy fruit. Our congregation in the evening was larger than ever ; and never, since I came into this kingdom, was my soul so refreshed, as it was both in praying for them, and in calling them to accept the "redemption that is in Jesus." Just as we came out of church, Mr. Skelton came from Cork, and told me I had no place there yet; it being impossible for me to preach now, while the rioters filled the streets. I preached at nine, and about eleven took horse. Our way lay through Cork. We had scarce got into it, (though I had never been there till then,) before the streets, and doors, and windows, were full of people; but the mob had not time to gather together, till we 'vere quite gone through the town. I rode on to Bandon, a town which is entirely inhabited by Protestants. I preached at seven, in the middle June, 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL, 453 of the main street, on, "Seek ye the Lord while he may be foand: ? Here were by far the largest congregations, both morning and evening of any I had seen in Ireland. Fri. June 2. I was sent for by a clergyman, who had come twelve miles on purpose to talk with me. We had no dispute, but simply eee to strengthen each other's hands in God. In the evening a gentlewoman informed me that Dr. B. had averred to her and many others, 1. That both John and Charles Wesley had been expelled the Mniversity of Oxford long ago. 2. That there was not a Methodist left m Dublin, or any where in Ireland, but Cork and Bandon; all the rest having been rooted out, by order of the government. 3. That neither were there any Methodists left in England. And, 4. That it was all Jesuitism at the bottom. Alas, for poor Dr. B.! God be merciful unto thee a sinner!

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At the request of many in the town, in the close of my evening sermon, I answered for myself; and have reason to believe, it was much blessed to many of the congregation. Being extremely hoarse, I could not speak without difficulty. However, I made shift to preach at nine, at two, and at five, the congregation continually increasing. I think the most general call of God to the inhabitants of Bandon, was at or about this time. I rode to Blarney, three miles wide of Cork, where many of the society met me. I spent some time with them in exhortation and prayer, and then went on to Rathcormuck. I was a little surprised at the acuteness of a gentleman here, who, in conversation with Col. Barry, about late occurrences, said, he had heard, there was a people risen up that placed all religion in wearing long whiskers ; and seriously asked, whether these were not the same who were called Methodists. Wed. '7. I set out early with Mr. Lloyd, and breakfasted at Mr. T.'s, at Castle Hyde. They both rode with me to Killdorrery: about one I preached to some stocks and stones at Brough; in the evening, to another sort of a congregation at Limerick, on, " Rejoice in the Lord, ye righteous." Four comfortable days I spent with this lively people, the like to whom I had not found in all the kingdom. Monday, 12. I had appointed to take horse at four, that I might have time to preach at Nenagh, but no horses came till seven. At four I walked forward. After resting a while at Tullah, I walked on, till an honest man overtaking me, desired me to ride behind him. With this help I came to N enagh before eleven, preached there at twelve, and at Birr in the evening.

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Sat. July 1. I preached at Mount Mellick. Sunday, 2. I preached at eight in Portarlington, and again attwo. I scarce knew how to leave off; all the people seemed to be so deeply affected. The society now contained above one hundred members, full of zeal and good desires ; and in one week the face of the whole town is changed. Open wickedness is not seen: the fear of God is on every side; and rich and poor ask, " What must I do to be saved?" And how long (I thought with myself) will this continue? In most, only till the fowls of the air come and devour the seed. Many of the rest, when persecution or reproach begins, will immediately be offended ; and in the small remainder, some will fall off, either through other desires, or the cares of the world, or the deceitfulness of riches. I preached at Edinderry, and on Tuesday morning and evening. 'Almost every person whe. was present at the meeting of the society appeared to be broken in pieces. A cry went up on every side, till Joseph Fry, once as eminent a sinner as even Joseph Fry of Mount Mellick, and since as eminent an instance of the grace of God, broke out into prayer. It was not long before praise and prayer were mixed 456 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1749. together: and shortly after, prayer was swallowed up in the voice of praise and thanksgiving. Wed..5. I returned to Dublin. Sunday, 9. I preached on the Green both morning and afternoon; and the congregation was considerably larger than any I had seen in Dublin before. "ed. 12. Being one of the grand Irish festivals, by reason of "the: Breach (that is, Battle) of Aghrim," we had a very large congregation, to whom I showed, " what reward" they had given "nto the Lord for all his benefits." I expected much of their usual courtesy from the mob when we came out. But I walked through them all in perfect peace, none molesting us, either by word or deed.

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That on May 4, this deponent, with some others, went to the mayor, and told what had been done, adding, '' If your worship pleases to speak only three words to Butler, it will be all over:" that the mayor gave his word and honour there should be no more of it, he would put an entire stop to it: that, notwithstanding, a larger mob than ever came to: the house the same evening: that they threw much dirt and many stones at the people, both while they were in the house and when they came out: that the mob then fell upon them, both on men and women, with clubs, hangers, and swords; so that many of them were much wounded and lost a considerable quantity of blood. Juty, 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 457. That on May 5, this deponent informed the mayor of all, and also that Butler had openly declared, there should be a greater mob than ever there was that night: that the mayor promised he would prevent it: that in the evening Butler did bring a greater mob than ever: that this deponent, hearing the mayor designed to go out of the way, set two men to watch him; and when the riot was begun went to the alehouse and inquired for him: that, the woman of the house denying he was there, this depenent insisted he was, declared he would not go till he had seen him, and began searching the house: that Mr. Mayor, then appearing, he demanded his assistance, to suppress a riotous mob: that when the mayor came in sight of them, he beckoned Butler, who immediately came down from the place where he stood: that the mayor then went with this deponent, :and looked on many of the people covered with dirt and blood: that some of them still remained in the house, fearing their lives, till James Chatterton, and John Reilly, Esquires, sheriffs of Cork, and Hugh Millard, junior, Esquire, alderman, turned them out to the mob, and nailed up the doors.

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2. EvizazetH Hoxueran, of Cork, deposes : That on May 3, as she was going down Castle-street, she saw Nicholas Butler on a table, with ballads in one hand and a Bible in the other: that she expressed some concern thereat; on which sheriff Reilly ordered his bailiff to carry her to Bridewell: that afterward the bailiff came and said, his master ordered she should be carried to gaol; and that she continued in gaol from May 3, about eight in the evening, till between ten and twelve on May 5. 3. Joun Stocxpate, of Cork, tallow chandler, deposes : That on May 5, while he and others were assembled to hear the word of God, Nicholas Butler came down to the house where they were, with a very numerous mob: that when this deponent came out, they threw all manner of dirt, and abundance of stones at him: that they then beat, bruised, and cut him in several places: that seeing his wife on the ground, and the mob busing her still, he called out, and besought them not to kill his wife: that on this one of them struck him with a large stick, as did also many others, so that he was hurt in several parts, and his face in a gore ot dlood. 4, Dantex Suuuivan, of Cork, baker, deposes : That every day but one from the 6th to the 16th of May, Nicholas Butler assembled a riotous mob before this deponent's house: that they abused all who came into the shop, to the great damage of this deponent's business: that on or about the 15th, Butler swore he would bring a mob the next day and pull down his house: that accordingly, on the 16th, he did bring a large mob, and beat or abused all that came to the house: that the mayor walked by while the mob was so employed, but did not hinder them: that afterward they broke his windows, threw dirt and stones into his shop, and spoiled a great quantity of his goods.

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10. Ann Coosnea, of Cork, deposes: That on or about the 12th of June, as she was standing at her father's door, Nicholas Butler, with a riotous mob, began to abuse this deponent and her family, calling them heretic bitches, saying they were damned, and all their souls were in hell: that then, without any provocation, he took up a great stone, and threw it at this deponent, which struck her on the head with such force, that it deprived her of her senses for some time. 11. Ann Wricut, of Cork, deposes: That on or about the 12th of June, as this deponent was in ner own house, Butler and his mob came before her door, calling her and her family heretic bitches, and swearing, he would make her house hotter than hell fire: that he threw dirt and stones at them, hit her in the face, dashed all the goods about which she had in her window, and she really believes, would have dashed out her brains, had she not quitted her shop, and fled for her life. a July, 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 459 12. Margaret Grirrin, of Cork, deposes: That on the 24th of June, as this deponent was about her business, Butler and his mob came up, took hold on her, tore her clothes, struck her several times, and cut her mouth: that after she broke from him, he and his mob pursued her to her house, and would have broke in, had not some neighbours interposed : that he had beat and abused her several times before, and one of those times to such a degree, that she was all ina gore of blood, and continued spitting blood for several days after. 13. Jacos Connor, clothier, of Cork, deposes: That on the 24th of June, as he was employed in his lawful business, Butler and his mob came up, and without any manner of provocation fell upon him: that they beat him till they caused such an effusion of blood, as could not be stopped for a considerable time; and that he verily believes, had not a gentleman interposed, they would have killed him on the spot.

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"J preached at Rahew likewise the week after you was there. The man of the house had fetched his mother from a considerable distance ; she had never heard a Methodist preacher before. She was soon cut to the heart, and cried out aloud. One behind her bid her fall upon her knees, which she presently did, and the whole house was as in one cry. I broke off my discourse, and began to pray, which I continued till I was so spent I could hardly speak. I went out to take a little breath, and came in again. She was crying out, 'I am dropping, dropping into hell; its mouth is open, ready to swallow me up.' I went to prayer again; and before we had done, God spoke peace to her soul. She was filled with joy unspeakable, and could but just say, 'I am in a new world! I am in a new world!' "From the whole, I cannot but observe two things: 1. What a blessing it is, when any who finds that peace, declares it openly before all the people, that we may break off and praise God. If this was always done, it would be good for many souls. The first that found it on Sunday evening, spoke before all; and we praised God. The moment she spoke, another, and then another, found peace; and each of them spoke aloud, and made the fire run through the whole congregation. I would observe, 2. The woman at Rahew had never before seen any one in the like trouble. Therefore she could not cry out because she had heard others do it; but because she could not help it; because she felt the word of God 'sharper than a two-edged sword :' and, generally, the sharper the convictions are, the sooner they are over. "This is from your son in the Gospel, Tp Tues. August 1. I spent a solemn hour with our children at Kingswood. After having settled all things there and at Bristol, I returned to l.ondon, where I received a remarkable account from Cork. On August 19, twenty-eight depositions were laid before the grand jury there, but they threw them all out; and at the same time made that memorable presentment, which is worthy to be preserved in the annals of Ireland, to al! succeeding generations : - Journal I, 380

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Having appointed some from Grimsby to meet us this evening at Lincoln, (which we supposed to be within a day's ride,) we set out an hour before day, and rode, with only an hour or two's intermission, till above an hour after sunset; but we could reach no further than Cold Harbour, six miles short of Ancaster. 'The next morning we rode on to Lincoln, but could hear nothing of our guides; so we determined, after waiting several hours, to make the best of our way to Epworth; where, the next evening, I enforced those awful words, «¢ What is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" I had the satisfaction about this time of an agreeable letter from a gentleman in Ireland, part of which is subjoined : " ReveReEND Siz, Your favour of the 15th instant, I received the 22d. Iam more satisfied than ever that you aim at nothing but what has an immediate tendency to the glory of God, and the salvation of mankind. "T cannot help thinking that your design, considered in this light, (allowing even of some mistakes,) must be deemed very praiseworthy. As to myself in particular, I must own it gives me infinite satisfaction to find that you have spoken to so good an effect in our town and neighbourhood. My church is more frequented than ever it was; and I have the pleasure of seeing a greater decency, and more of zeal and attention than I could have dared to promise myself; which has also this effect upon me, that I find myself better disposed than ever to distribute to those who atiend my ministry, such food as may yield them comfort here and happiness hereafter. I heartily wish this may continue; and that the people may not cool. Ifso, we may hope to see wickedness gene rally decline, and virtue and godliness take place. I see this work of yours, through God's blessing, thus successfully carried on, without any ill will or jealousy; and could wish that all the clergy were, in that respect, of the same mind with me. "Your society here keeps up well; and is, I believe, considerably increased since you left it. I frequently attend the preaching; and a i, 3 Sept. 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 463

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I rode slowly forward to Berwick. I was myself much out of order; but I would not lose the opportunity of calling, in the evening, all that were " weary and heavy laden," to Him who hath said, "I will give you rest." I preached at eight, and at four in the afternoon; and in the hours between, spoke with the members of the society. J met them all at seven, and a glorious meeting it was. I forgot all my pain while we were praising God together ; but after they were gone, I yielded to my friends, and determined to give myself a day's rest. So I spent Monday, the 11th, in writing; only I could not refrain from meeting the society in the evening. The next evening God enabled me to speak searching words to an earnestly attentive congregation. After preaching at five, I visited many, both of the sick and well: particularly, Robert Sutty, the first instrument in God's hand of awakening many in this place, who, till then, slept in sin. But O! how changed! He seemed stripped both of his gifts and graces, and forsaken both of God and man. I had a delighttul opportunity, in the evening, of describing and comforting the " broken in heart." Immediately after preaching, I took horse, and rode in a rough, stormy day to Alnwick. But before noon, it cleared up; sa that I stood once more in the market place, and called all to " come ip oa Mig IE Bh nal Ad ot Re Te ons ee 464 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept «749 boldly to the throne of grace." Hence I rode to Alemoutn, and laboured to awaken a stupid, drowsy people, by preaching, both in the evening and the next morning, in the most convincing manner I could. Foi the present, they seemed to be deeply affected : God grant it may contmue! I offered "the redemption which is in Jesus," to a more lively congregation at Widdrington. I preached in Morpeth at noon ; in Plessy about five ; and then rode on to Newcastle.

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I took horse at half an hour past three. There was no moon, or stars, but a thick mist; so that I could see neither read, nor any thing else ; but I went as right as if it had been noon-day. When drew nigh Penruddock Moor, the mist vanished, the stars appeared, and the morning dawned: so I imagined all the danger was past ;_ but when I was on the middle of the moor, the mist fell again on every side, and I quickly lost my way. I lifted up my heart. Immediately it cleared up, and I soon recovered the high road. On Alstone Moor, I missed my way again; and what, I believe, no stranger has done lately, rode through all the bogs, without any stop, till I came to the vale, and thence to Hinely Hill. A large congregation met in the evening. I expounded part of the twentieth chapter of the Revelation. But O what a time was this! It was as though we were already standing before the "great white throne." God was no less present with us in prayer; when one just by me cried with a loud and bitter cry. Ibesought God to give us a token that all things should work together for good. He did so: he wrote pardon upon her heart ; and we all rejoiced unto him with reverence. Thursday, 28, we set apart for fasting and prayer: John Brown and Mr. Hopper were with me. It was a day that ought not to be forgotten. We had all free access to the throne of grace; and a firm, undoubting confidence, that he in whom we believed would do all things well.

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The darkness and rain were little hinderance, either to me or the congregation, at five in the morning; (though we were all, as usual, in the open air ;) while I was explaining and applying those words, " God was in Christ, reconciling the world to himself." I preached in the evening, on, " Let us come boldly to the throne of grace ;" and then gave my parting exhortation to the society, now consisting of more than two hundred members. Just before I began preaching, I received a letter from Mr. Whitefield, desiring me to meet him at Leeds, on Wednesday evening ; the very time at which I before purposed to be there. So we set out early on Tuesday, 3; one of our brethren, who was a Yorkshireman undertaking to put us into the way. He rode a little and a little further, till we came to Old Hutton, above tifty miles from Whitehaven. We were dropping wet, having had heavy rain for several hours; but we soon got into warm beds, and all was well. -Our guide was resolved to go a little further still; so we set out together, and rode on together to Leeds ; though it was a long -day's journey, finding us full employ from five in the morning till nine at night. Mr. Whitefield preached at five in the morning. About five in the evening he preached at Birstal; and God gave him both strong and persuasive words; such as, I trust, sunk deep into many hearts.

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I preached at five, and then returned to my brother, whom had left at Leeds. At noon we spent an hour with several of our preachers, in exhortation and prayer. About one I preached to a crowded audience of high and low, rich and poor; but their number was abundantly enlarged at five ; as was my strength both of soul and body. I cried aloud to them all, to look unto Jesus ; and scarce knew when to leave off. I then waited upon Mr. M. for an hour. O how could I delight in such an acquaintance! But the will of God be done! Let me " acquaint" myself with him," and it is enough. Sat. '7. I rode in the afternoon to Bramley, and preached to a large and quiet congregation. Great attention appeared in every face ; but no shaking among the dry bones yet. I preached in Leeds at seven, and between one and two began preaching at Birstal; but my voice (though I think it had not been stronger for some years) would not reach two thirds of the congregation. I am afraid it was the same case at Leeds, when I preached at four; though I spoke with all the strength I had. Who would have expected such an inconveniency as this, after we had been twelve years employed in the work? Surely none will now ascribe the number of the hearers to the novelty of field preaching. Having promised to visit Newcastle again, I set out early, and came thither the 68 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1749. next day. I was now satisfied that God had sent Mr. Whitefield thither in an acceptable timé ; many of those who had little thought of God before, still retaining the impressions they received from him.

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We came to Bolton about five in the evening. We had no sooner entered the main street, than we perceived the lions at Rochdale were lambs in comparison of those at Bolton. Such rage and bitterness I scarce ever saw before, in any creatures that bore the form of men. They followed us in full cry tv the house where we went ; and as soon as we were gone in, took possession of all the avenues to it, and filled the street from one end to the other. After some time the waves did not rear quite so loud. Mr. P thought he might then venture out. They immediately closed in, threw him down, and rolled him in the mire; so that when he scrambled from them, and got into the house again, one could scarce tell what or who he was. When the first stone came among us through the window, I expected a shower to follow; and the rather, because they had now procured a bell to call their whole forces together. But they did not design to carry on the attack at a distance: presently one ran up and told us, the mob had burst into the house : he added, that they had got J B in the Si i i Oct. 1749. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 469 midst of them. They had; and he laid hold on the opportunity to tell them of " the terrors of the Lord." Meantime D- T: engaged another part of them with smoother and softer words. Believing the time was now come, I walked down into the thickest of them. They Lad now filled all the rooms below. I called for a chair. The winds were hushed, and all was calm and still. My heart was filled with love, my eyes with tears, and my mouth with arguments. They were amazed, they were ashamed, they were melted down, they devoured every word. What a turn was this! O how did God change the counsel of the old Ahithophel into foolishness; and bring all the drunkards, swearers Sabbath breakers, and mere sinners in the place, to hear of his plenteous redemption ! Abundantly more than the house could contain were 'present at five in the morning, to whom I was constrained to speak a

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I retired to Lewisham. On Saturday, 9, I read the surprising " Extract of Mr. Brainerd's Journal." Surely then God hath once more " given to the Gentiles repentance unto life!" Yet amidst so great matter of joy I could not but grieve at this: that even so good a man as Mr. Brainerd should be " wise above that is written ;" in condemning what the Scripture nowhere condemns ; in prescribing to God the way wherein he should work; and (in effect) applauding himself, and magnifying his own work, above that which God wrought in Scotland, or among the English in New-England: whereas in truth, the work among the Indians, great as it was, was not to be compared to that at Cambuslang, Kilsyth, or Northampton. I retired to Newington once more, and on Saturday, 16, finished my Sermons. Monday, 18. I rode to Leigh, in Essex, and spoke in as awakening a manner as I could. Wednesday, 20. I left the little flock in peace and love, and cheerfully returned to London. I saw an uncommon instance both of the justice and mercy of God. Abraham Jones, a serious, thinking man, about fifty years of age, was one of the first members of the society in London, and an early witness of the power of God to forgive sins. He then herents may be destroyed more and more every day, and the kingdom of God and his Son built up, that it may spread through and penetrate the hearts of all, especially of those whose minds the god of this world has blinded. With these wishes I commend you to God, and to the word of his grace, which are abie to build up you and those connected with you, and to give you an inheritance among all them which are sanctified. Farewell, my John, most friendly brother, and continue to love me. Your sincerely most affectionate, Rotterdam, Oct. 10, 1749. JouN DE Koxker. ae. er ae Jan. 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. AT2

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stood as a pillar for several years, and was a blessing to all that were round about him ; till, growing wise in his own eyes, he saw this and the , other person wrong, and was almost continually offended. He then grew colder and colder; till, at length, in order to renew his friendship with the world, he went (which he had refused to do for many years) to a parish feast, and stayed there till midnight. Returning home perfectly sober, just by his own door, he fell down and broke his leg. When the surgeon came, he found the bone so shattered in pieces that it could not be set. Then it was, when he perceived he could not live, that the terrors of the Lord again came about him. I found him in great darkness of soul, owning the just hand of God. We prayed for him, in full confidence that God would return. And he did in part reveal himself again: he had many gleams of hope and love ; till, in two or three days, his soul was required of him. So awful a providence was immediately known to all the society, and contributed not a little to the awakening them that slept, and stirring up those that were faint in their mind. We had a solemn meeting at four. Indeed God was greatly with us during this whole season, in all our assemblies, to lift up them that had fallen, and to comfort the weak hearted. I saw the two Germans whom God has so eminently blessed in their labour of love to his ancient people. Great numbers of Jews, in Poland, Muscovy, Prussia, and various parts of Germany, have been brought, by their unwearied endeavours, to search the Scriptures, '¢ whether these things were so." And above six hundred of them have given proof that they have a saving knowledge of God, and of " Jesus Christ whom he hath sent." I buried the remains of Abraham Jones, which gave me an opportunity of strongly exhorting all who had set their hands to the plough never to look back.

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I began writing a short French Grammar. We observed Wednesday, 7, as a day of fasting and prayer. I preached at five on, " Repent and do the first works." The time from seven to nine, from ten to twelve, and from one to three, we spent in prayer, and at our last meeting especially found that God was in the midst of us. desired all the preachers that were in Bristol to meet me at four-in the afternoon; and so every day while I was in town. In the evening God rent the rocks again. I wondered at the words he gave me to speak. But he doeth whatsoever pleaseth him. To-day God gave the people of London a second warning ; of which my brother wrote as follows : "This morning, a quarter after five, we had another shock of an earth quake, far more violent than that of February 8. I was just repeating my text, when it shook the Foundery so violently, that we all expected it to fal upon our heads. A great cry followed from the women and, the children. I immediately cried out, 'Therefore will we not fear, though the earth be moved, and the hills be carried into the midst of the sea: for the Lord of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge." He filled my heart with faith, and my mouth with words, shaking their souls as well as their bodies." The earth moved westward, then east, then westward again, through all London and Westminster. It was a strong and jarring motion, attended with a rumbling noise, like that of distant thunder. Many houses were much shaken, and some chimneys thrown down, but w.thout any further hurt. March. 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. ATT I talked at large with the masters of Kingswood school, concerning the children and the management. They all agreed, that one of the boys studiously laboured to corrupt the rest. I would not suffer him to stay any longer under the roof, but sent him home that very hour. 4,

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I began visiting the society at Kingswood, strangely con tinuing without either increase or decrease. On the following days 1 visited that at Bristol. What cause have we to be humbled over this people! Last year more than a hundred members were added: this year near a hundred are lost. Such a decay has not been in this society before, ever since it began to meet together. I should willingly have spent more time at Bristol ; finding more and more proofs that God was © reviving his work ; but that the accounts I received from Ireland made me think it my duty to be there as soon as possible: so, on Monday, 20, I set out with Christopher Hopper for the New Passage. When we came there, the wind was high, and almos full against us: nevertheless we crossed in less than two hours, and reached Cardiff before night; where I preached at seven, and found much refreshment. Expecting to preach at Aberdare, sixteen Welsh miles from Cardiff, I rode thither over the mountains. But we found no notice had been given: so, after resting an hour, we set out for Brecknock. 'The rain did not intermit at all, till we came within sight of it. Twice my horse fell down, and threw me over his head; but without any hurt, either to man or beast. We rode to Builth, where we found notice had been 'given, that Howell Harris would preach at noon. By this means a large congregation was assembled; but Howell did not come: so, at their request, I preached. Between four and five Mr. Philips set out with us for Royader. I was much out of order in the morning: however, I held out to Lianidloes, and then lay down. After an hour's sleep I was much better, and rode on to Machynlleth. About an hour and a half before we came to Dolgelly, the heavy rain began. We were on the brow of the hill, so we took all that came, our horses being able to go but half a foot-pace. But we had amends made us at our inn; John Lewis, and all his house, gladly joined with us in prayer; and all we spoke to, appeared willing to hear and to receive the truth in love.

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Before we looked out, we heard the roaring of the wind, and the beating of the rain. We took horse at five. It rained incessantly all the way we rude. And when we came on the great mountain, four miles from the town, (by which time I was wet from my neck to my waist,) it was with great difficulty I could avoid being borne over my mare's head, the wind being ready to carry us all away: nevertheless, about ten we came safe to Tannabull, praising Him who saves both man and beast. Our horses being well tired, and ourselves thoroughly wet, we rested the remainder of the day; the rather, because several of the family understood English, an uncommon thing in these parts. We spoke closely to these ; and they appeared much affected, particularly when we all joined in prayer. We set out at five, and at six came to the sands. But the tide was in, so that we could not pass: so I sat down in a little cottage for three or four hours, and translated Aldrich's " Logic." About ten Journal J. 31 478 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1750 e we passed, and before five came to Baldon Ferry, and found the boat ready for us: but the boatmen desired us to stay a while, saying, the wind was too high, and the tide too strong. The secret was, they stayed for more passengers; and it was well they did: for while we were walking to and fro, Mr. Jenkin Morgan came; at whose house, near half way between the ferry and Holyhead, I had lodged three years before. The night soon came on; but our guide, knowing all the country, brought us safe to his own door.

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Many who were come from the town earnestly pressed me to go and preach there, assuring me it was the general desire of the inhabitants. I felt a strong aversion to it, but would not refuse, not knowing what God might have to do. Sol went: but we were scarce set down, when the" sons of Belial," from all parts, gathered together, and compassed the house. I could just understand their oaths and curses, which were broad English, and sounded on every side. The rest of their language was lost upon me, as mine was upon them. Our friends would have had me stay within; but I judged it best to look them in the face, while it was open day. So I bade them open the door, and Mr. Hopper and I walked straight through the midst of them. Having procured a guide, we then went on without hinderance, to our retreat, at Mr. Holloway's. Surely this journey will be for good; for hitherto we have had continual storms, both by sea and land. Mr. William Jones, of Trefollwin, called and told us an exhorter was preaching a little way off. We went and found him on the common, standing on a little rock, in the midst of an attentive congregation. After he had done, I preached, and then returned to my study at Langefnye. I read over great part of Gerard's Meditationes Sacre ; Sacred Meditations ; a book recommended to me in the strongest terms. But alas! how was I disappointed! They have some masterly strokes, but are in general trite and flat, the thoughts being as poor as the Latin. It is well every class of writers has a class of readers, or they would never have come to a second impression. About noon I preached two miles west of Llanerellymadd, and in the evening, about a quarter of a mile further. Not one scoffer is found in these congregations ; but whoever hears, hears for his life. Fiz. 6. I preached near Llanerellymadd at noon, and at Trefollwin in the evening. Observing at night the wind was changed, I rode to Holyhead early in the morning. A ship was just ready to sail; so we went on board, and in the evening landed at Dublin.

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I preached morning, afternoon, and evening, and then exhorted the society to stand fast in the good, old, Bible way ; and not move from it, to the right hand or to the left. I found Mr. Lunell in so violent a fever, that there was little hope of his life. But he revived the moment he saw me, and fell into a breathing sweat. He began to recover from that time. Perhaps for this also was I sent. I found, upon inquiry, many things had been represented to me worse than they really were. But it is well; if they had not been so represented, I should scarce have come over this year. I learned the real case of Roger Ball. He first deceived Mr. L and W fit ; who quickly agreed, that so valuable a man must be employed immediately. So he was invited to preach to. our congregation, and received as one of our family. But it soon appeared what manner of man he was, full of guile, and of the most abominable errors ; one of which was, that'a believer had a right to all women. I marvel he has turned only three persons out of the way. Wed. i1. I found some of the fruits of his labours. One of the waders told me frankly, he had left off communicating for some time ; for St. Paul said, "' Touch not, taste not, handle not." And all seemed Apru, 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 481 to approve of dropping the preaching on Tuesday and Thursday, seeing "the dear Lamb is the only Teacher."

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Lent Assizes, laid before the grand jury: yet they did not find any of these bills! But they found one against Daniel Sullivan, (no preacher, but a hearer of Mr. Wesley,) who, when Butler and his mob were discharging a shower of stones upon him, put them all in bodily fear by discharging a pistol, without any ball, over their heads. If any man wrote this story to England in a quite different manner, and fixed it on a young Methodist preacher, let him be ashamed. Several of the persons presented as vagabonds in autumn, appeared at these Assizes. But none appearing against them, they were acquitted, with honour to themselves, and shame to their persecutors; who, by bringing the matter to a judicial determination, plainly showed, " There is law even for Methodists ;" and gave his majesty's judge a fair occasion to declare the utter illegality of all riots, and the inexcusableness of tolerating (much more causing) them on any pretence whatsoever. April 15. (Being Easter Day,) I preached, morning and evening ; but my voice was so weak, it could scarce be heard. One who, upon her turning to God, had been turned out of doors, and disowned by all her relations, (very good Protestants,) was received into the " house of God, not made with hands." We rejoiced over her in the evening with exceeding joy. Happy they who lose all, and gain Christ! I rode with J: R through a heavy rain, to Edinderry. The congregation was much larger than I expected ; and both in the evening and the morning, we praised God with joyful lips.

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which she could not but declare to all that were in the house. About. one I administered the Lord's Supper to a sick person, with a few of our brethren and sisters. Being straitened for time, I used no extemporary prayer at all; yet the power of God was so unusually present, during the whole time, that several knew not how to contain themselves, being quite overwhelmed with joy and love. Thence we rode to Tullamore. It being the fair day, many were tolerably drunk. When I began to preach, they made a little disturbance for a while; but the bulk of the audience were deeply attentive. Tues. May 1. i found many of the first were become last, being -eturned " as a dog to the vomit." Inthe evening my hoarseness (contracted in Dublin) was so increased, that I doubt few of the congregation could hear. In meeting the society, I reproved them sharply for their lukewarmness and covetousness. In that hour the spirit of contrition came down, and all of them seemed broken in pieces. At the same time my voice was restored in a moment, so that I could once more sing praise to God. I rode to Tyrrel's Pass, and found more than double the congregation which I had there last year. The next day, when I spoke to those of the society severally, I had still greater cause to rejoice ; finding a great part of them walking in the light, and praising God all the day long. I preached about noon at Cooly Lough, and about six in the market house at Athlone.

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meantime was walking in the "Change, and giving orders to the town drummers and to his sergeants, doubtless to go down and keep the peace! 'They accordingly came down to 'the house, with an innumerable mob attending them. They continued drumming, and I continued preaching, till I had finished my discourse. When I came out, the mob immediately closed mein. Observing one of the sergeants standing by, I desired him to keep the king's peace; but he replied, " Sir, I have no orders to do that." As soon as I came into the street, the rabble threw whatever came to hand; but all went by me, or flew over my head; nor do I remember that one thing touched me. I walked on straight through the midst of the rabble, looking every man before me in the face; and they opened on the right and left, till I came near Dant's bridge. A large party had taken possession of this, one of whom was bawling out, " Now, hey for the Romans!" When I came up, they likewise shrunk back, and I walked through them to Mr. Jenkins's house ; but a Papist stood just within the door, and endeavoured to hinder my going in; till one of the mob (I suppose aiming at me,'but missing) knocked her down flat. I then went in, and God restrained the wild beasts, so that not one attempted to follow me. But many of the congregation were more roughly handled, particularly Mr. Jones, who was covered with dirt, and escaped with his life almost by miracle. The main body of the mob then went to the house, brought out all the seats and benches, tore up the floor, the door, the frames of the windows, and whatever of wood work remained ; part of which they carried off for their own use, and the rest they burnt in the open street. Finding there was no probability of their dispersing, I sent to Alderman Pembrock, who immediately desired Mr. Alderman Windthrop, his nephew, to go down to Mr. Jenkins, with whom I walked up the street, none giving me an unkind or disrespectful word.

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I rode on to Bandon. From three in the afternoon till past seven, the mob cf Cork marched in grand procession, and then Larnt me in effigy near Dant's bridge. While they were so busily employed, Mr. Haughton took the opportunity of going down to Hammond's Marsh. He called at a friend's house there, where the good woman, in great care, locked him in; but observing many people were met, he threw up the sash, and preached to them out of the window. Many seemed deeply affected, even of those who had been persecutors before ; and they all quietly retired to their several homes before the mob was at leisure to attend them. The mob and drummers were moving again, between three and four in the morning. The same evening they came down to the Marsh, but stood at a distance from Mr. Stockdale's house, till the drums beat, and the mayor's sergeant beckoned to them, on which they drew up, and began the attack. The mayor being sent for, came with a party of soldiers, and said to the mob, ' Lads, once, twice, thrice, I bid you go home: now I have done." He then went back, taking the soldiers with him; on which the mob, pursuant to their instructions, went on, and broke all the glass and most of the window frames in ieces. The mob was stili patrolling the streets, abusing all that were called Methodists, and threatening to murder them and pull down 186 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1750. their houses, if they did not leave this way. They again assaulted Mr. Stockdale's house, broke down the boards he had nailed up against the windows, destroyed what little emained of the window frames and shutters, and damaged a consideraole part of his goods. One Roger O'Ferrall fixed up an advertisement at the public exchange, that he was ready to head any mob, in order to pull down any house that should dare to harbour a swadaler. (A name given to Mr. Cennick first, by a Popish priest, who heard him speak ot a child wrapped in swaddling clothes; and probably did not know the expression was in the Bible, a book he was not much acquainted with.)

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"Yet I cannot but return my hearty thanks to the gentlemen who have cistributed them through the town. I believe it will do more good than they are sensible of. For though I dislike its condemning the magistrates and clergy in general; (several of whom were not concerned in the late proceedings ;) yet I think the reasoning is strong and clear; and that the facts referred to therein are not at all misrepresented, will sufficiently appear in due time. '"' I fear God, and honour the king. I earnestly desire to be at peace with all men: Ihave not willingly given any offence, either to the magistrates, the clergy, or any of the inhabitants of the city of Cork; neither do I desire any thing of them, but to be treated (I will not say as a clergyman, Oe May, 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 487 a gentleman, or a Christian, but) with such justice and humanity, as are due to a Jew, a Turk, or a Pagan. Iam, sir, "Your obedient servant, "Joun WESLEY." At eight we had such a glorious shower as usually follows a calm. After church I began preaching again, on, "The. Scripture hath concluded all under sin." In the evening a large multitude flocked together; I believe such a congregation was never before seen in Bandon ; and the fear of God was in the midst. A solemn awe seemed to run through the whole multitude, while I enlarged on, " God forbid that I should glory save in the cross of the Lord Jesus Christ."

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I rode to Kinsale, one of the pleasantest towns which I have seen in Jreland. At seven I preached at the Exchange, to a few gentry, many poor people, and abundance of soldiers. All behaved like men that feared God. After sermon came one from Cork, and informed us Mr. W. had preached both morning and afternoon under the wall of the barracks; that the town drummers came ; but the soldiers assured them if they went to beat there they would be all cut in pieces; that then the mayor came himself, at the head of his mob, but could make no considerable disturbance; that he went and talked to the commanding officer, but with so little success, that the colonel came out, and declared to the mob, they must make no riot there. Here is a turn of affairs worthy of God! Doth he not rule in heaven and earth?

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A little before five I walked toward the barracks. The boys quickly gathered, and were more and more turbulent. But in a moment all was quiet. This, I afterward fotnd, was owing to Mr. W. » who. snatched a stick out, of a man's hand, and brandished it over his head,. on which the whole troop valiantly ran away. When we came over the south bridge, a large mob gathered; but before they were well formed we reached the barrack gate ; at a small distance from which I stood and cried, " Let the wicked forsake his way." The congregation of serious people was large; the mob stood about a hundred yards off. I was a little surprised to observe, that almost all the soldiers kept together in a body near the gate, and knew not but the report might be true, that, on a signal given, they were all to retire into the barracks ; but they never stirred until I had done. As we walked away, one or two of them followed us. Their numbers increased, until we had seven or eight before, and a whole troop of them behind; between whom I walked, through an immense mob, to Alderman Pembrock's dror. I rode to Rathcormuck. There being a great burying in the afternoon, to which people came from all parts, Mr. Lloyd read part of the burial service in the church; after which I preached on, "The end of all things is at hand." I was exceedingly shocked at (what I had only heard of before) the Irish howl which followed. It was not a song, as I supposed, but a dismal, inarticulate yell, set up at the grave by four shrill-voiced women, who (we understood) were hired for that purpose. But I saw not one that shed a tear ; for that, it seems, was not in their bargain.

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At the Ferry was a lad who asked my name. When he heard it, he cried out, " O sir, you have no business here ; you have nothing to do at Waterford. Butler has been gathering mobs there all this week; and they set upon us so, that we cannot walk the streets. But if you will stay at that little house, I will go and bring B. M'Culloch to you. We stayed some time, and then thought it best to go a little on our way toward Portarlington. But the ferrymen would not come over: so that, after waiting till we were weary, we made our way through some grounds, and over the mountain, into the Carrick road; and went on, about five miles, to a village where we found a quiet house. Sufficient for this day was the labour thereof. We were on horseback, with but an hour or two's intermission, from five in the morning, till within a quarter of eleven at night. Fi. 15. About two in the morning I heard people making a great noise, and calling me by my name. They were some of our friends from Waterford, who informed us, that, upon the lad's coming in, sixteen or eighteen of them came out, to conduct me into the town. Not finding me, they returned ;- but the mob met them by the way, and pelted them with dirt and stones to their owi doors. We set out at four, and reached Kilkenny, about twenty-five old Irish miles, about noon. This is by far the most pleasant, as well as most fruitful country, which I have seen in all Ireland. Our way after dinner lay by Dunmore, the seat of the late duke of Ormond. We rode through the Park for about two miles, by the side of which the river runs. I never saw either in England, Holland, or Germany, so delightful a place. The walks, each consisting of four rows of ashes, the tufts of trees sprinkled up and down, interspersed with the smoothest and greenest lawns, are beautiful beyond description. And what hath the owner thereof, the earl of Arran? Not even the beholding it with his eyes.

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My horse tired in the afternoon; so I left him behind, and borrowed that of my companion. I came to Aymo about eleven, and would very willingly have passed the rest of the night there; but the good woman of the inn was not minded that I should. For some time she would not answer: at last she opened the door just wide enough to let out four dogs upon me. So I rode on to Ballybrittas, expecting a rough salute here too, from a large dog which used to be in the yard. But he never stirred, till the hostler waked and came out. About twelve I laid me down. I think this was the longest day's journey I ever rode; being fifty old Irish, that is, about ninety English miles. I rested, and transcribed the " Letter to Mr. Raily." '7. I preached about nine in the market place at Pertarlington; again at one; and immediately after the evening service. The earl of D , and several other persons of distinction, listened a while; but it was not to their taste. Twes: 19. I rode over to Dublin, and found all things there in a more prosperous state than ever before. I returned to Closeland, and preached in the evening to a little, earnest company. O who should drag me into a great city, if I did not knew there is another world! How gladly could I spend the 490 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1750. remainder of a busy life in solitude and retirement! Fi. 22. We had a watch-night at Portarlington. I began before the us ial time: but it was not easy to leave off; so great was our rejoicing in the Lord.

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" As soon as the day dawned, finding he was not returned, I went with several of my neighbours to seek him. We found his track at a stile near 'the house, and followed it as close as we could; but it was not possible to follow him step by step, for he had gone to and fro above three miles. through shrubs, and thick quickset hedges, and over deep ditches full of water. One mile of the three was all a bog, full of sloughs, and drains, and trenches, and deep holes, with hardly one foot of firm ground between them. Eighteen or twenty of us being together, about nine o'clock found him by the side of a lake. He was lying on the grass, stretched out at length, with his face upward: his right hand was lifted up toward heaven, his left stretched upon his body: his eyes were closed, and he had a sweet, pleasant, smiling countenance. What surprised us most was, that he had no hurt or scratch from the crown of his head to the sole of his foot; nor one speck of dirt on any part of his body, no more than if it had been just washed. On Thursday he was buried as he desired, just by my wife, whom he survived fourteen days." I had gone through Montrath, (in the way to Roscrea,) when some met me on the bridge, and earnestly pressed me to preach ; so I went into an empty house, (the rain and the wind preventing my going to the market place,) and immediately began to declare " the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." The house was presently filled: the rest of the audience stood at the doors and windows. I saw not one person, man, woman, or child, who behaved either rudely or carelessly. I preached in the market place, at Roscrea, between six and seven in the evening. Several gentlemen and several clergymen were present, and all behaved well.

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In spite of the indolence of some, and the cowardice of others, I preached in the evening on the Connaught side of the river. I then met the society ; but when I would have dismissed them, none seemed willing to go. We were standing and looking at each other, when a trooper stepped out into the middle of the room, and said, "I must speak. I was Saul: I persecuted the children of God. I joined with you in Philip's Town; but I fell back, and hated God and all his ways. I hated you in particular, and, a day or two ago, said all manner of evil of you. Iwas going to a woman last night, when one of my comrades met and asked me if I would go to the watch-night. Out of curiosity I came; but for half the sermon, I minded nothing that was said. 'Then God struck me to the heart, so that I could not stand, but dropped down to the ground. I slept none last night, and came to you in the morning; but I could not speak. I went from you to a few of our brethren, and they prayed with me till my burden dropped off. And now, by the grace of God, we will part no more. I am ready to go with you all over the world." The words were as fire: they kindled a flame which spread through the congregation. We praised God with one heart and one voice. I then a second time pronounced the blessing; but the people stood without motion as before, till a dragoon stepped from his fellows, and said, '1 was a Pharisee from my youth, having a strict form of godliness ; and yet I always wanted something: but I knew not what; till something within me pushed me on, I could not tell why, to hear you. J have done so, since you came hither. I immediately saw what I wanted was faith, and the love of God; and he supplied my wants here last night. Now I can rejoice in God my Saviour."

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I preached at Aghrim. Thursday, 5. I rode to Castlegar, and found Miss B unwillingly recovering from her fever ; having a desire rather to quit the house of earth, and go to Him whom her soul loved. Her sister now breathed the same spirit, doubt and fear July, 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 493 being fled away. I preached at Ahaskra in the evening. Great part of the congregation were Papists ; some of whom, in the morning, Friday, 6, were under strong convictions. I returned to Athlone in the afternoon, and Saturday, 7, set ont for Longford. Calling at Kenagh in the way, I unexpectedly found a large congregation waiting for me ; to whom I declared Jesus Christ, our " wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." About seven I preached at Longford, in the middle of the town. It rained all the time; put none regarded it. I was alittle interrupted by a poor, drunken Papist, who spoke a few drolling words. I entreated the people to let him alone; but I could not prevail. One pulled him by the ears, another by the hair, till he was dragged away, and all was quiet. A large congregation came at five, Sunday, 8 ; nor did the rain drive any of them away. The word now sunk deep. Some dropped down, and one or two were carried away. At nine I preached to a much larger congregation, and the word was sharper than ever. Four or five could not bear it, but went away. Some would have gone away, but could not; for the hand of the Lord pressed them to the earth. O fair beginning! But what will the end be?

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1 found the cornfort of being among those whose hearts are stablished in grace. I walked over to Kingswood, and found our family there lessened considerably. I wonder how I am withheld from dropping the whole design; so many difficulties have continually attended it: yet if this counsel is of God, it shall stand ; and all hinderances shall turn into blessings. At seven I preached at Point's Pool, an open place, a little without Lawford's Gate, just in the midst of the butchers, and all the rebel-rout, that neither fear God, nor reverence man. But I believe some of them found it good to be there. How does God surround this city on all sides! Yet still not many wise, not many rich, not many noble are called. I set out for Shaftesbury. The rain began when we set out, which a strong wind drove full in our faces. It did not stop for five hours, so that I was well drenched to the very soles of my feet; so I was very willing to stop at Shepton Mallet. The next morning we came to Shaftesbury. The rain made it impracticable to preach abroad in the evening ; otherwise the threatenings of great and small would not have hindered. I suppose the house contained four or five hundred people: it was soon filled from end to end. The chief opposers of John Haime were there; but none stirred, none spoke, none smiled. many were in tears ; and many others were filled with joy unspeakable. Wed. August 1. At five in the morning the room was nearly full. I was constrained to continue my discourse considerably longer than usual. Several of those who had been the bitterest persecutors were there. Perhaps they will be doers as well as "hearers of the word." Hence we rode to Beercrocombe ; and the next day, Thursday, 2, to Collumpton. I preached in a little meadow near the town, soon after six in the evening : about the middle of my discourse, hard rain began; but few of the congregation stirred. I then spent an hour with the society, and not without a blessing.

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Being informed, many at Tiverton desired to hear me, rode over about noon. But I could find none there who had any con. cern about the matter, except one poor man who received me gladly. I went straight to the market place, where abundance of people quickly gathered together ; and not one interrupted, or spoke, or smiled. Surely good will be done in this place. The congregation at Collumpton in the evening was far larger than before. At four in the morning we took horse ; at ten the rain began, and ceased no more till we came tc Plymouth Dock at seven in the evening. I preached at eight ; but though the warning was so short, the room could not contain the congregation. At five in the evening I preached in a much larger room, the Tabernacle in Plymouth ; but neither could this contain the numbers who focked from all parts. And I was surprised at the decency of their behaviour. They were as still as one of our London congregations. I rode to St. Mewan, and found a large congregauun (notwithstanding the rain) waiting for me. As I came out, a huge man 196 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1750 ran full against me. I thought it was by accident, till he did it a secona tine, and began to curse and swear ; on which J turned a little out of the path. He pressed vehemently after me through the crowd, and planted himself close by my side. Toward the close of the sermon, his countenance changed ; and in a while he slipped off his hat. When I had concluded, he squeezed me earnestly by the hand, and went away as quiet as a lamb. : Tues. '7. I went to St. Ewe. There was much struggling here at first: but the two gentlemen who occasioned it are now removed,- one to London, the other into eternity. We rode to Penryn. Many of the gentry were present in the evening: and some of them I permitted to stay when I met the society. They seemed much moved. It may last more than a night; for " with God all things are possible."

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About noon I preached at Breage; in the evening in Crowan. Op this and the following days I read over, with all the impartiality I could the " Free and Candid Disquisitions." It is, doubtless, an exceedgly well wrote book ; yet something in it I cannot commend. The author (for the representing himself as many, and so speaking all along in the plural number, I take to be enly a pious fraud, used to make himself appear more considerable) is far too great a flatterer for me, dealing in panegyric beyond all measure. But, in truth, he is not much guilty of this with regard to the Common Prayer. About one objection in ten appears to have weight, and one in five has plausibility. But surely the bulk of his satire, though keen, is by no means just: and even allowing all the blemishes to be real, which he has so carefully and skilfully collected and recited, what ground have we to hope, that if we gave up this, we should profit by the exchange? Who would supply us with a Liturgy less exceptionable than that which we had before ? Aug. 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 497 Fr. 17. I preached at Ludgvan, at noon, and at Newlyn in the - evening. Through all Cornwall I find the societies have suffered great loss from want of discipline. Wisely said the ancients, "The soul and body make a man; the Spirit and discipline make a Christian." I rode to St. Just, where there is still the largest society in Cornwall: and so great a proportion of believers I have not found in all the nation beside. Five-and-forty persons I have observed, as they came in turn, and every one walking in the light of God's countenance. I preached at eight to a great multitude: such another _we had in Morva at one; and again at Zennor after the evening ser- vice ; whence we rode to St. Ives, and concluded the day with thanksgiving. We had a quarterly meeting; at which were present the stewards of all the Cornish societies. We had now the first watch-night which had been in Cornwall: and " great was the Holy One of Israel in the midst of us."

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I read over Mr. Holmes's " Latin Grammar ;" and extracted from it what was needful to perfect our own. I found it absolutely necessary, openly and explicitly to warn all that feared God to beware of the German wolves, (falsely called Moravians,) and keep close to the great Shepherd of their souls. 'ues. 23. Riding through Holt, I called on the minister, Mr. L , one of the most zealous adversaries we have in England. I found a° calm, sensible, venerable old man ; and spent above an hour in friendly altercation. Thence I rode to Milkstram, where the number of people obliged me to preach abroad, notwithstanding the keen north wind. And the steady attention of the hearers made amends for the rigour of the season. I set out for London. In the mornng, Friday, 26, Mrs. C called upon me. I think it my bounden duty to declare the heads of our conversation : "My son," she said, "declared in my hearing, and before the whole congregation at Tetherton, that when he went to Germany he still judged it would be best for him to live a single life; that the Brethren there said to him one day, ' Brother C , it is the will of the Lamb you should marry.' He replied, 'I don't believe it is.? They said, ' Yes it is; and that you should marry' such a person: (naming the sister of J - H 's Nov. 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 501 wife.) ' He then said, 'I like her very well.' On which they said, 'No, it is not his will you should marry her; but Jane Briant.'? He answered, '1 can't believe it is.' So he left them, and walked out in the fields. There he thought, 'I must be simple; it may be the will of the Lamb.' So the next day he married her." She added, "I had four children; but three of them are Jost. They take no more notice of me than if I was dead. John never came to see me all the time I was in London; and when I went to him, two men came and stood by us all the time, to hear every word we said.

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"T thought to have spent all my life in his house at Betherton; and so I sent all my goods thither to furnish the house, to the value of thirty o. forty pounds; but as soon as John was gone to Germany, Mr. H , one of their preachers, came and told me, he had taken the house, (which was a lie,) and I must go out of that room. It was the last week in January. I asked, where I must go. He said, I might go where I would; but I should not stay there. So I went out; and between crying and the cold, (for there was no fire-place where I now was,) in three days I was stone blind. "Some time after I told P S , I wanted my goods. He said, I should not have them. I said, the: I would fetch a warrant. But at last John gave me ten pounds; and that, I find, is all Iam to have." ' Fri. November 2. I began taking an account of all in the society: that were in want: but I was soon discouraged; their numbers so increasing upon me, particularly about Moorfields, that I saw no possibility of relieving them all, unless the Lord should, as it were, make windows in heaven. '7. I made an end of that very odd tract, «A Creed founded on Common Sense." The main of it I admire as very ingenious; but still I cannot believe, either, 1. That the Ten Commandments were not designed for a complete rule of life and manners; or, 2. That the Old Testament was never understood till 17700 years after Christ. I met with an uncommon instance of distress. A poor woman, whose husband was at sea, as she was stepping out of her own door, saw a man whipped along the street. Being seven months gone with child, she went up stairs and fell in labour immediately. Having none to help her, there she remained, till she was constrained to rise, and .go down for some food. This immediately threw her into a high fever. A young woman calling there, by mere accident, as it is termed, found her and the child just alive, gave her all the money she had, (which was between eight and nine shillings,) and from that time duly attended her every day.

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I read the curious Journal of Mr. S ." President of the Council in Georgia ; full as trifling and dull, and about as true, as that of Mr. Adams, President of the Prophets. I finished the following letter to an old friend, whose spirit and life once adorned the Gospel : Cookham, JNov. 27, 1750. " Dear Sir, Several times I have designed to speak to you at large, concerning some things which have given me uneasiness: and more than once I have begun to speak, but your good, humour quite disarmed me; so that I could not prevail upon myself to give you pain, even to remove a greater evil. But I cannot delay any longer, and therefore take this way (as less liable to disappointment) of laying before you, with all free dom and unreset ve, the naked sentiments of iny heart. You seem to pie A iL ' a's 502 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1750 admire the Moravians much. I love them, but cannot admire them; (although I did once, perhaps more than you do now;) and that for the following reasons : "First. I do not admire the names they assume to themselves. They commonly style themselves, 'The Brethren,' or, 'The Moravian Church." Now, the former of these, 'The Brethren,' either implies, that they are the only Christians in the world, (as they were who were so styled in the days of the Apostles,) or at least, that they are the best Christians in the world, and therefore deserve to be emphatically so called. But is not even this a very high encomium upon themselves? I should therefore more admire a more modest appellation.

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"(The sermon Count Zinzendorf preached at Fetter-lane, on John viii 11, places this in a strong light. He roundly began, ' Christ says, I came not to destroy the Law ; but he did destroy the Law. The Law condemned this woman to death: but he did not condemn her. And God himself does not keep the Law. The Law forbids lying: but God said, Forty days and Nineveh shall be destroyed ; yet Nineveh was not destroyed.') "4, That there is no such thing as degrees in faith, or weak faith; since he has no faith who has any doubt or fear. (How to reconcile this, with what I heard the Count assert at large, ' that a man may have justifying faith, and not know it,' I cannot tell.) 5. That we are sanctified wholly, the moment we are justified; and are neither more nor less holy, to the day of our death. 6. That a believer has no holiness in himself at all; all his holiness being imputed, not inherent. 7 That aman may feel a peace that passeth all understanding, may rejoice with joy full of glory, Nov. 1750. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 503 and have the love of God, and of all mankind, with dominion over all sin; and yet all this may be only nature, animal spirits, or the force of imagination. 8. That ifa man regards prayer, or searching the Scriptures, or communicating, as matter of duty; if he judges himself obliged to do these things, or is troubled when he neglects them; he is in bondage, he is under the Law, he has no faith; but is still seeking salvation by works. 9. That therefore, till we believe, we ought to be still; that is, not to pray, search the Scriptures, or communicate. 10. That their Church cannot err, and of consequence ought to be implicitly believed and obeyed. "Thirdly. I approve many things in their practice; yet even this I cannot admire in the following instances : "1. I do not admire their conforming to the world, by useless, trifling conversation: by suffering sin upon their brother, without reproving even that which is gross and open: by levity in the general tenor of their behaviour; not walking as under the eye of the great God: and, lastly, by joining in the mos: trifling diversions, in order to do good.

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°. I do not admire their close, dark, reserved behaviour, particularly toward strangers. The spirit of secrecy is the'spirit of their community, often leading even into guile and dissimulation. One may observe in them much cunning, much art, much evasion, and disguise. They often appear to be what they are not, and not to be what they are. They so study to become all things to all men, as to take the colour and shape of any that are near them: directly contrary to that openness, frankness, and plainness of speech, so manifest in the Apostles and primitive Christians. : "3. Ido not admire their confining their beneficence to the narrow bounds of their own society. This seems the more liable to exception, as they boast of possessing so immense riches. In his late book the Count particularly mentions, how many hundred thousand florins a single mem ber of their Church has lately expended; and how many hundred thousand crowns of yearly rent, the nobility and gentry only of his society enjoy in one single country. Meantime do they, all put together, expend one hundred thousand, yea, one thousand, or one hundred, in feeding the hungry, or clothing the naked, of any society but their own? '©4, Ido not admire the manner wherein they treat their opponents. I cannot reconcile it either to love, humility, or sincerity. Is utter contempt or settled disdain, consistent with love or humility? And can it consist with sincerity, to deny any charge which they know in their conscience is true? To say, those quotations are unjust, which are literally copied from their own books? To affirm, their doctrines are misrepresented, when their own sense is given in their own words? To cry, 'Poor man! He is quite dark! He is utterly blind! He knows nothing of our doctrines!' though they cannot point out one mistake this blind man has made, or confute one assertion he has advanced ? "Fourthly. I least of all admire the effects their doctrine has had on seme who have lately begun to hear them.

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"3. This preaching has greatly impaired, if not destroyed, the love of their neighbour in many souls. They no longer burn with love to all mankind, with desire to do good to all.. They are straitened in their own bowels'; their love is confined to narrower and narrewer bounds; till, at length, they have no desire or thought of doing good to any but those of their own community. If aman was before a zealous member of our Church, groaning for the prosperity of our Zion, it is past; all that zeal is at an end; he regards the Church of England no more than the Church of Rome: his tears no longer fall, his prayers no longer ascend, that God may shine upon her desolations. The friends that were once as his own soul, are now no more to him than other men. All the bands of that formerly endeared affection are as threads of tow that have touched the fire. Even the ties of filial tenderness are dissolved: the child regards not his own parent; he no longer regards the womb that bare or the paps that gave him suck.. Recent instances of this also are not wanting. I will particularize, if required. Yea, the son leaves his aged father, the daughter her mother, in want of the necessaries of life. I know the persons; I have myself relieved them more than once ; for that was ' corban' whereby they should have been profited. "4, These humble preachers utterly destroy the humility of their hearers, who are quickly wiser than all their former teachers; not because they 'keep thy commandments,' (as the poor man under the Law said,) but because they allow no commandments at all. In a few days they are 'wiser in their own eyes, than seven men that can render a reason.' " Render a reason! Ay, there it is. Your carnal reason destroys you. You are for reason: I am for faith.' Iam for both: for faith to perfect my reason, that by the Spirit of God not putting out the eyes of my understanding, but enlightening them more and more, I may 'be ready to give' a clear scriptural ' answer to every man that asketh' me 'a reason of the hope that is in' me.

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I rode through a violent storm to Windsor, and preached to a little serious congregation. About one I preached at Brentford, and gathered up the poor remains of the shattered society. How firm did these stand in the midst of storms! But the sun shone, and they melted away. Mon. December 3. I rode to Canterbury, and preached on Rev. xx. A few turbulent people made a little noise, as I found it was their custom to do. Perceiving more of them were gathered the next night, I turned and spoke to them at large. They appeared to be not a little confounded, and went away as quiet as lambs. 1 walked over the cathedral, and surveyed the monuments of the ancient men of renown. One would think such a sight should strike an utter damp upon human vanity. What are the great, the fair, the valiant now?! 'The matchless warrior, the puissant monarch A heap of dust is all remains of thee! Tis all thou art, and all the proud shall be. I rode to Leigh, in Essex, where I found a little company seeking God; and endeavoured to encourage them in " provoking one another to love and good works." I set upon cleansing Augeas's stable, upon purging that huge work, Mr. Fox's " Acts and Monuments," from all the trash which that honest, injudicious writer has heaped together, and mingled with those venerable records, which are worthy to be had in everlasting remembrance. I buried the body of Elizabeth Bamfield, a young woman of two and twenty; who, the Tuesday becore, rose up from breakfast, dropped down, and spoke no more. But she was ready for the Bridegroom. 'Blessed are they whom, when he cometh, he shall find watching." Tues. January 1, 1751. About this time I received a remarkable letter ; part of which ran as follows : " When George Whitefield first preached on Kennington Common, curiosity drew me to hear him frequently. I admired his zeal in calling sinners to repentance, but did not see myself to be one of that number; having had a religious education, even in spiritual religion, such as was aot to be found in other societies. 506 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. Ug foul le,

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" As soon as the Foundery was taken, I went thither constantly, morning as well as evening. But I had no desire of being acquainted with any of the society, much less of joining therein; being strongly resolved never to turn my back on the profession I was educated in. The next year I furnished myself with the books which John and Charles Wesley had printed. I compared them with Robert Barclay's ' Apology,' and with the Bible; and of many things I was convinced: but what they said of justification I could not comprehend ; and I did not much concern myself about it, being but slightly convinced of sin. "Tt was my custom to rise some hours before the family, and spend that time in reading. One Sunday morning I was just going to open my Bible, when a voice (whether inward or outward I cannot tell) seemed to. say very loud, ' God, for Christ's sake, hath forgiven thee.' I started up, 'took the candle, and searched all about to see if any one was near; but there was none. I then sat down, with such peace and joy in my soul as cannot be described. While I was musing what it could mean, I heard it again, saying, 'Go in peace, thy sins are forgiven thee.' I trembled exceedingly, not with fear, but such an emotion as I cannot express. Yet IL got up the second time, and opened the door, to see if it was any human voice. Soon after it was repeated the third time, still louder; which drove me on my knees to prayer, being overwhelmed with the love of God, and, for the time, utterly imcapable of doubt or fear. "JT now saw the New Testament in a different light than I had ever done before. All the day I was comforted with promises from it, either read or brought to my mind. Yet the thought, ' May not all this be a delusion?' frequently darted into me; but it as often drove me to prayer ; upon which all doubt presently vanished away

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"I was immediately changed in my dress, conversation, and whole deportment; which brought on me the ridicule of all my acquaintance : but nothing moved me. I wondered what the cross meant; for whatever appeared to be the will of God, I ran cheerfully to do, without a moment's hesitation. I felt no temptation to anger, pride, or any other evil. Though often provoked, I was not ruffled in the least. God seemed to reign in my heart alone. He was all my desire, all my hope: and this light lasted about three months, without any cloud at all: '" But after this it pleased God to remove all at once. the veil, which, til then, covered my heart; though I do not remember that any disobedience preceded ; for I feared sin more than death or hell. Yet ina moment such a scene was opened to me, that if I had not felt the hand of God underneath me, I should certainly have gone distracted. The infernal regions were represented to my view, day and night. At the same time I saw what I was by nature, and what I had deserved from God for all my sins. O how did Satan then strive to tear away my shield; and what a burden of sin did I feel! It is impossible to describe it. If I looked from God a moment, I was full of horror. I often feared I should lose my senses ; but had no thought of death, nor fear concerning it. Yet hell appeared to me without a covering, and I seemed surrounded with devils, sleeping. and waking. But I still held this fast, ' Thou hast forgiven me, O my God; and I will not let thee go.' All this time I constantly attended the preaching; and, having a strong desire to know whether friend Wesleys lived the Gospel, as weil as preached it, I got acquainted with one who lived at the Foundery. I frequently sat and worked with her, and made all possible inquiries into the most minute circumstances of their behaviour. This afterward proved a great blessing to me; for when I heard any idle report, (and I heard not a few,) I could answer peremptorily, ' I know the contrary.'

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"Their preaching now took deeper hold of me than ever, and searched every corner of my heart. I saw I had nothing to bring to God, and was Jan. 1751. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 307 indeed vile in my own eyes. When my friends sometimes told me, how good I had been, their words were as sharp swords. I found I had nothing to trust in, but the atoning blood. But this trust kept my soul in constant peace. "Thus I went on a considerable time, before I admitted any serious reflections concerning the ordinances; which indeed did not care to think of at all, till one day reading in the third chapter of St. John's Gospel, 'Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God:' the words struck me to the heart; I began to read aver again, with all attention, what was written on both sides of the question. But this gave me no satisfaction ; so I tried another way, giving myself up to earnest prayer, that God would guide me by his word and Spirit, into all that he required of me. "' However, these thoughts died away, and I was quite easy about it, till one Sunday, at Devonshire Square meeting, it was brought to my mind in such a manner, that I believe the seat shook under me. I then plainly saw it was my duty, and determined to delay no longer: for that purpose I went to Cowley two or three days after. But all the night before it was to be done, I was in deep distress. I spent all the hours in weeping and prayer; and yet, as the morning drew on, my trouble increased, with strong terror, as if I was just going to execution. But I remained fixed in my purpose: and as soon as I was baptized, all the clouds dispersed, and I rejoiced more than ever in God my Saviour." I received another letter from a friend, on a subject of general concern :

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"Very Dear Srr, When I have deeply mused on ages past, and on the revival cf primitive Christianity in the present age, I have often queried, whether ever before our time there arose in any one place, and in the same instant, a visible Christian society, and a visible Antichristian one. No doubt God had wise ends in permitting the Unitas Fratrum to appear, just as the people of God began to unite together. But we cannot fathom his designs. Yet we know all shall work together for his people's ood. be Perhaps it required more grace to withstand this contagion, than would have enabled us to die for Christ; and very probably we should have been now a very different people from what we are, had we only had our own countrymen to cope with: we should then have only set the plain Gospel of Christ against what was palpably another Gospel, and the mind and life of Christ in opposition to that of those who are vulgarly »termed Christians. And I verily beliéve, we should have been far higher in Christianity than most of us are at this day. " But this subtle poison has more or less infected almost all, from the highest to the lowest, among us. We would put Gospel heads on bodies ready to indulge every unholy temper. Although, (glory be to God,) as a society, we stand at least as clear of joining with the Beast as any other; yet we have not purged out all his leaven; the Antinomian spirit is not yet cast out. " All our preaching at first was pointed at the heart, and almost all our private conversation. 'Do you feel the love of God in your heart? Does his Spirit reign there? Do you walk in the Spirit? Is that mind in you which was in Christ?' were frequent questions among us. But while these preachers to the heart were going on gloriously in the work of Christ, the false aposties stepped in, laughed at all heart work, and laughed many of us out of our spiritual senses: for, according to them, we were neither to see, hear, feel, nor taste the powers of the world to come; but to rest contented with what was done for us seventeen hundred years ago. 'The

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Our conference began; and the more we conversed, the more brotherly love increased. The same spirit we found on Tuesday and expected to have heard many objections to our first doctrines ; but none appeared to have any: we seemed to be all of one mind, as well as one heart. vi. 15. I mentioned whatever I thought was amiss, or wanting, in any of our brethren. It was received in a right spirit, with much love, and serious, earnest attention ; and, I trust, not one went from the conference discontented ; but rather, blessing God for the consolation. Having finished the business for which I came to Bristol, I set out again for London; being desired by many to spend a few days there before I entered upon my northern journey. I came to London on Thursday, and, having settled all affairs, left it again on Wednes day, 27. I cannot understand, how a Methodist preacher can answer it to God, to preach one sermon, or travel one day less, in a married, than in a single state. In this respect surely, "it remaineth, that they who have wives be as though they had none." On Wednesday rode with John Haime to Tetsworth ; on Thursday, went on to Evesham. One from thence met us on Broadway Hill. I was soun informed that Mr. Keech was buried the night before. His Journal I. 33 510 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL April, 1751 widow and daughter were sorrowing ; but not as without hope ; neither did they refrain from the preaching one day. So let my surviving friends sorrow for me. Iwas to have preached in the Town Hall; but a company of players had taken possession of it first. Our own room could. not contain the congregation ; but to as many as could crowd into it, I applied, " What is a man profited, if he gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"

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I had desired John Haime to preach at Wedieshuns = ; but when I - came, he had but just begun the hymn: so I had an opportunity, which I did not expect, of speaking again to that willmg people. What a work would have been in all these parts, if it had not been for doubtful disputations! If the predestinarians had not thrown back those who began to run well, partly into the world, partly to the Baptists, and partly into endless disputes concerning the secret counsels of God! Waile we carried our lives in our hands, none of these came near; the waves ran two high for them; but when all was calm, they poured in on every side, and bereaved us of our children. Out of these they formed one society here, one at Dudley, and another at Birmingham. Many indeed, though torn from us, would not stay with them, but broke out into the wildest enthusiasm. But still they were all called Methodists ; and so all their drunkenness and blasphemies (not imputed to a believer) were imputed to us! I preached at Darlaston, late a den of lions: but most of the fiercest of them God has called away by a train of amazing strokes ; and those that remain are now as lambs. I preached in the evening at Wednesbury ; where, notwithstanding the rain, every man, woman, and child, stayed to the end. I gave them all an earnest caution not to lean on broken reeds, on opinions of any kind: and even the predestinarians received it in love, and told me it was highly seasonable. Wi ed. 3. I made an end of visiting the classes, miserably shattered April, 1751. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 3 501

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Mr. Hopper and I took horse between three and four, and about seven came to Old Camus. Whether the country was good or bad we could not see, having a thick mist all the way. 'The Scotch towns are like none which I ever saw, either in England, Wales, or Ireland: there is such an air of antiquity in them all, and such a peculiar oddness in their manner of building. But we were most surprised at the entertainment we met with in every place, so far different from common report. We had all things good, cheap, in great abundance, and remarkably well dressed. In the afternoon we rode by Preston Field, and saw the place of battle, and Colonel Gardiner's house. The Scotch here affirm, that he fought on foot after he was dismounted, and refused to take quarter. Be it as it may, he is now where the wicked cease from troubling, and where the weary are at rest." We reached Musselburgh between four and five. I had no intention to preach in Scotland; nor did imagine there were any that desired should. But I was mistaken. Curiosity (if nothing else) brought a May, 1751. REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 518 abundance of people together in the evening. And whereas in the kirk (Mrs. G informed me) there used to be laughing and talking, and all the marks of the grossest inattention, it was now far otherwise here: they remained as statues from the beginning of the sermon to the end. We rode to Edinburgh; one of the dirtiest cities I had ever seen, not eacepting Colen in Germany. We returned to Musselburgh to dinner, whither we were followed in the afternoon by a little party of gentlemen from Edinburgh. I know not why any should complain of the shyness of the Scots toward strangers. All I spoke with were as free and open with me as the people of Newcastle or Bristol ; nor did any person move any dispute of any kind, or ask me any question concerning my opinion.

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street, which could contain the congregation ; and the noise and tumult there were so great, that I knew not whether I could preach at all: but I spake a few words, and the waves were still. Many appeared deeply attentive. I believe God has taken hold of some of their hearts, and that they will not easily break loose from him. '7. I preached in the new house at Birstal, already too small for even a week-day's congregation. After a few days more spent among the neighbouring societies, I returned, by easy journeys, to London. Fri. June 1. I wrote as follows to the rector and fellows of our college : Ego Johannes Wesley, Collegii Lincolniensis in Academia Oxoniensi Socius, quicquid mihi juris est in preedicté Societate, ejusdem Rectori et Sociis sponte ac liberé resigno: Illis universis et singulis perpetuam pacem ac omnimodam in Christo felicitatem exoptans. I John Wesley, Fellow of Lincoln College, in the University of Oxford, voluntarily and freely resign to the Rector and Fellows thereof whatever right I have in the aforesaid Corporation: Heartily wishing them, collectively and individu ally, perpetual peace, and every species of felicity in Christ. A few day after I went down to Bristol, where I procured a particular account of one that went to rest some months before. Part of it was as follows : Elizabeth Walcam was born in March, 1733. From her infancy she was mild and affable. When she was about six years old, she was much in private prayer; and often called her brother and sister to join with her. If she was in any trifling and laughing company, she seldom went further than a little smile. In the whole course of her life she was remarkably dutiful to her parents, and loving to all; mostly in an even frame of spirit ; slow to anger, and soon pacified; tender-hearted to all that were distressed, and a lover of all that was good.

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""On Sunday evening I found her much weaker in body, but her soul was full of life and vigour. When I came in, she said, " I am exceeding glad you are come. Now let us rejoice together. We shall meet together in heaven. I am washed in the blood of the Lamb: JI know (Ciod is. my Father: I know my name is written in heaven: there we shall all rejoice together." She was never satisfied with giving thanks; not suffering me to rise from my knees, but holding me by my hands when wanted to rise. "¢ About eight Mrs. W came in, and told us Mr. C W was come to town. She then broke out into prayer for him, for Mr. J - W -, and for the society. Afterward she prayed for the Q ,rs, that , God would deliver them from all darkness of mind, covetousness, pride, and the love of the world. She continued praying till near twelve o'clock, speaking with a clear, strong voice; although, whenever she ceased speak-. ing, she seemed just dying away. About twelve she cried out, '" Lord, forgive me! What shall I do to be saved?" I was astonished to hear her voice so changed ; and asked, "' My dear, what is it distresses you?" She answered, "I feel anger toward Peggy." (That was the maid's name.) " Lord, forgive me! Lord, lay not this sin to my charge!" We went to prayer together ; and, after a time, she said, " Help me to bless and thank the Lord. I find sweet refreshments from him. . He is reconciled again." And from that hour she found no more darkness. ""¢She then began praying for her parents, her sisters, and brother 3 adding, " Do pray, that God would restrain him from the evils of this world. I have been restrained from a child. I never could play as other children did." Toward morning she dozed a little; but all the intervals. she spent in praise and thanksgiving, still speaking with as clear and strong a voice as if she had been in health.

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2. From the very beginning I met with all sorts of discouragements. Cavillers and prophets of evil were on every side. A hundred objections were made both to the whole design, and every particular branch of it: especially by those from whom I had reason to expect better things: notwithstanding which, through God's help, J went on; wrote an English, a Latin, a Greek, a Hebrew, and a French Grammar, and printed Prelectiones Pueriles, with many other books for the use of the school; and God gave a manifest blessing. Some of the wildest children were struck with deep conviction; all appeared to have good desires; and two or three began to taste the love of God. 3. Yet I soon observed several things which I did not like. The maids divided into two parties. R T studiously blew up the coals, by constant whispering and tale bearing. M D did not supply the defects of other servants, being chiefly taken up with thoughts of another kind. And hence the children were not properly attended, nor were things done with due care and exactness. 4. The masters should have corrected these irregularities; but they added to them. T R was so rough and disobliging, that the children were little profited by him. A G was honest and diligent; but his person and manner made him contemptible to the children. R M was grave and weighty in his behaviour, and did much good, till W S set the children against him; and, instead of restraining them from play, played with them himself. J J aud Ww S were weighed down by the rest, who neither observed the rules in the school nor out of it. 5. The continual breach of that rule, '' Never to let the children work, but in the presence of a master," occasioned their growing wilder and wilder, till all their religious impressions were worn off; and the sooner, as four or five of the larger boys were very uncommonly wicked. 6. When I came down in September, 1750, and found the scholars reduced to eighteen, I determined to purge the house thoroughly. Two more of the children (one of them exquisitely wicked) I sent home withsut delay. : oe D , T R _, R M , and three of the iy =a 518 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1751

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"2. The poor sufferers, Iam informed, applied for redress, to a neigh bouring justice of the peace. But they could have none. So far from it, that the justice himself told them, the treatment was good enough for them ; and that if they went on, (in worshipping God according to their own conscience,) the mob should use them so again. "3. I allow, some of those people might behave with passion or ill manners. But if they did, was there any proportion at all between the fault and the punishment? Or, whatever punishment was due, does the law direct that a riotous mob should be the inflicters of it ? "4, I allow also, that this gentleman supposed the doctrines of the Methodists (so called) to be extremely bad. But is he assured of this? Has he read their writings? If not, why does he pass sentence before he hears the evidence? If he has, and thinks them wrong, yet is this a method of confuting to be used in a Christian, a Protestant country? Particularly in Engiand, where every man may think for himself, as he must give an,account for himself to God? "5, The sum of our doctrine, with regard to inward religion, (so far as 520 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Aug. 1751 I understand it,) is comprised in two points: the loving God with all our hearts, and the loving our neighbour as ourselves. And with regard tooutward religion, in two more: the doing all to the glory of God; and the doing to all what we would desire in like cireumstances should be done to us. I believe no one will easily confute this by Scripture and sound reason; or prove that we preach or hold any other doctrine as necessary to salvation. "6. I thought it my duty, sir, though a stranger to you, to say thus much, and to request two things of you: 1. That the damage these puor people have sustained may be repaired; and, next, that they may, for the time to come, be allowed to enjoy the privilege of Englishmen, toserve God according to the dictates of their own conscience. On these conditions they are heartily willing to forget all that is past. ' Wishing you all happiness, spiritual and temporal, "TJ remain, Reverend Sir, . "Your affectionate brother and servant.

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I heard at church, by way of sermon, part of " Papists and Methodists Compared." But it did not lessen the congregation at one: on whom I enforced, (what they were somewhat more concerned in,) " What shall it profit a man" to " gain the whole world, and lose his own soul??? I then rode over to Tiverton, and preached in the Sept. 1751. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 521 market house, filled with attentive hearers. So it was on Monday lixewise. We rode to Uffculm, about eight miles from 'Tiverton, and preached in the market place to a larger congregation than one would think the town could have afforded. Wednesday, 28. -It being the time of their yearly meeting at the school, abundance of gentlemen came to town. Yet I preached in the market house undisturbed , and afterward met the society in peace. There was a sermon preached at the old church, before the trustees of the school. At half an hour past twelve the morning service began: but such insufferable noise. and confusion I never saw before in a place of worship: no, not even in a Jewish synagogue The clergy set the example; laughing and talking during great part both of the prayers and sermon. A young gentlewoman, who was with us where we dined, hastened away to prepare for the ball. But before she was half dressed, she was struck, and came down in a flood of tears. Nevertheless, she broke through, and in a few hours danced away all her convictions. Toward the close of the sermon in the evening, a rabble of gentlemen's servants gathered together, and endeavoured to make a disturbance: but it was mere lost labour.

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I inquired into the particulars of the last fire here. It began on June 4, about six in the evening. Four engines were brought immediately ; and water in abundance ran through the middle of the street: notwithstanding, it seized four houses instantly, spread across the street, and ran on both sides, right against the wind, till it had burnt all the engines, and made all help impossible. When most of the people had given up all hopes, it stopped all on a sudden: on one side of the street, by blowing up the market house; on the other, none could tell how: having first left about three hundred families without a place where to lay their heads. I preached at six, on those words in the Morning lesson, " We desire to hear of thee what thou thinkest: for, as concerning this sect, we know every where it is spoken against." A drunken man made a little noise ; but a clergyman present desired the town clerk to stop him; which he did immediately. Then the mob of footmen began, 'having procured a horn, and greatly increased their numbers. But a party of the townsmen undertook them, and scoured the streets of them in a few minutes. To revenge themselves, they laid hold on a poor chimney sweeper they met, though no Maccabee, (as the common people call us here,) carried him away in triumph, and (we heard) half murdered him, before he got out of their hands. We rode to Launceston. The mob gathered immediately, and attended us to the room. 'They made much noise while I was preaching, and threw all kind of things at the people as they came out ; but no one was hurt. Sun. September 1. At the desire of many I went at eight into the main street. A large congregation of serious people quickly gathered together. Soon after a mob of boys and gentlemen gathered on the other side of the street: they grew more and more noisy; till, finding could not be heard there, went to the room and quietly tinished my discourse. I preached again as soon as we came out of church, and hen hasted to Tresmere. Mr. T not being come, I read prayers 522 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1751

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"1. I was," said he, "one of the first members of the society at the Foundery ; and continued there till William Oxlee, about the latter end of the year 1740, persuaded me to join the Brethren. It was not Jong before I was admitted to most of their conferences; and my tove for them increased more and more, till, in the year 1741, I went over toHerndyke. "2. Here I saw several things I did not approve, particularly the arbitrary power with which the heads of the Church governed, and the vast Dec. 1751. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 529 respect they showed to the rich, while the poor were little regarded ; but I forgot all this when I returned to England, and gave myself up to their disposal. "3. I was soon after employed to collect money for repairing the chapel in Fetter-lane. The manner of the Brethren was, to write to each of those who were accustomed to hear the preaching, and desire them, if they found their hearts free, to send five or ten guineas. As many of these were not at all awakened, I thought this was quite wrong. So I told Mr. M -;, but he answered me short, ' That does not concern you.' "'T saw several other things which I could not approve; and I spoke of them, but without effect. Some months after, Mr. Sp told me, "My Brother, we are going to settle an economy of children at Lamb's Inn; and it is the Saviour's will, that you should go there, and be the physician of the house.' I thought it strange, for I did not understand physic: however, I did not dare to reason; so I went.

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"5. The management here gave me a great shock.. Without any 'egard to the rules laid down, R U and his wife, the directors of the economy, behaved in the most haughty and tyrannical manner. Those who were set over the children had no gifts for the work, and some of them little care for their own souls. Several of the children were whipped without cause, and sometimes out of measure; by which ill management, one of mine was utterly ruined, and has had no fear of God ever since. As for me,I might give advice if I would; but none regarded it: and when I ruse one night and covered the children, who had thrown the clothes off in their sleep, Mr. U sharply reproved me before the whole family; telling me I had done what I had no business to do; adding, that I was the most useless person in the whole house. I desired, that if so, I might return to London. With much difficulty they consented; and I made all haste back to my own house. "6. But I grew more and more uneasy at their management; which the Brethren perceiving, sent me to Yorkshire. When I had been there a few days, one of them told me, I was to go to Great Horton in the morning; it being made out to the Brethren, that I was to preach there. I was amazed, having never had one thought of preaching. Yet I did not dare to refuse; and from that time they employed me to preach, and to visit all the souls through that circuit. "7, At Holbeck we had an economy of young men. When I visited them, and examined them strictly, they declared to me so much of their Onanism, wh ms, and other abominations, that I was utterly astonished. I was constrained to rebuke them sharply; for which, in a few days I received a severe letter from Mr. Sp , telling me I was destroying God's dear children, instead of building them up; and that therefore was neither to preach nor labour any more in Yorkshire.

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"8, In a little while I was sent for to London, to accompany Mrs. St into Germany ; but the letter being delayed, although I rode post, she was gone before I came. » Some time after, I was appointed a member of the Committee of Six, to whom an account was to be transmitted by all the laourers, of all the steps which they took, either at home or abroad. "One of our fundamental rules was, not to run in debt above thirty pounds; therefore, when Mr. Sp brought in a bill of more than three hundred, I was exceedingly startled, and moved that the particulars of it might be given in, and that all our accounts might be clearly and fairly stated. Wencel Neuser being present, (though not one of our members,) took me up for this very severely, telling me, they were servants of the Saviour, and would give no account to men. "9, J was more and more uneasy at their way of proceeding, till one day, Mr. Sl came to me, and asked me, if I was willing to go to Bedford, for six or eight days. I told him I was; and in a day or two set Journal I. 34 9226 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Dec. 1751. out. But Mr. Br told me, ' Brother K. , you must not expect to do much good here; for there is the hidden curse among the souls, which I believe arises chiefly from the practice of procuring ab , which is so common among the women.' Nevertheless I did find a great blessing during the two or three months that I laboured there; but I could not stay, having a strong impression on my mind that I was to labour in Jamaica. "10. Upon my mentioning this to the Brethren, they said I should go. thither as soon as possible ; but it would be proper for me to go to Pennsylvania first, and spend a little time at Bethlehem. I believed they knew best ; so in the year 1744, I quitted my shop, left all my affairs unsettled, and sailed to Pennsylvania.

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"11. had full employ at Bethlehem, being appointed general preacher, and expected to bear a part in all the conferences. But it was not long before I was troubled more than ever, seeing so much craft and subtlety, aid withal so much pride, stateliness, and tyranny, in those that governed the Church. One instance out of very many, was this: W. Harding, who came over some time before me, and was a stated preacher, had spoken to them freely and warmly, of several things which he thought reprovable. Upon this he was put out of all his offices, and all the Brethren were forbid to speak to him. Being forsaken of all, he was more uneasy still; on which the brethren said he was mad. As such he was confined, and food was brought to him once or twice a day, by two or three young men, who likewise many times beat him very severely. At length he watched his opportunity, and made his escape; but they followed after, and took him, and a wooden house was built for him, not a quarter of a mile from the town, about ten foot square, and very dark. I was walking alone near the place when they were bringing him thither. His cries. and entreaties might have pierced a heart of stone. He begged that he might clean shoes, fetch them water, cleave wood, or whatever they pleased in the open air. But it availed not: he was shut up. About six weeks after, as they opened the door one day, in order to give him some meat, he rushed out, got by them, and made toward Philadelphia, with all the speed he could. Being close pursued, he ran to the river, (being an excellent swimmer,) leaped in, sunk, and rose no more.

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"12. I was then at New-York, whence I returned to Bethlehem, in January, 1746. But I had no rest in my spirit, till, after three weeks, I removed to Philadelphia. Here two of the Brethren and a widow woman lived in the Brethren's house. I hired a room in it, and desired the widow, as I had not convenience myself, to boil me a little water in the morning for my tea. Meantime all the Brethren in Philadelphia were charged not to converse with me. And not long after, the two Brethren wrote Mr. Sp word, that I lived in adultery with the widow. When I was informed of this, I went straight to Bethlehem, and told Mr. Sp the whole affair ; who immediately wrote back to them in Philadelphia that I had confessed the charge. "14, Being now thoroughly weary of mankind, I procured a little house, in a wood, at some miles distant from any town, and resolved to spend the remainder of my days by myself. Here I stayed about four years; till one afternoon Mr. Sp and the Count's son-in-law called. upon me. We talked together till two in the morning. They acknowledged many things that had been wrong, promised they should be amended without delay, and persuaded me to join with them once more. But nothing was amended; so that after a few months, I was constrained to leave them again. I followed my business in Philadelphia till I had earned money for my passage, and a year ago returned to London." Was there ever so melancholy an account ? O what is human nature March, 1752. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 527 How low are they fallen, who were once burning and shining lights, spreading blessings wherever they came! But what infatuation is it which makes this very man attend their preaching still, and his wife, (though she believes most of what her husband says,) to remain in close connection with them !

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Sun. March 15, 1752. While I was preaching at West-street in the afternoon, there was one of the most violent storms I ever remember. In the midst of the sermon great part of a house opposite to the chapel was blown down. We heard a huge noise, but knew not the cause ; so much the more did God speak to our hearts: and great was the rejoicing of many in confidence of his protection. Between four and. five I took horse with my wife and daughter. 'The tiles were rattling from the houses on both sides ; but they hurt not us. We reached Hayes about seven in the evening, and Oxford the next day. The rain continued without intermission, till we came to Enstone. Soon after we set out from thence, it was succeeded by so vehement a wind, as on Broadway hill often drove us clear out of the path, and was ready to carry away both horse and rider. But our strength was as our day ; and before six in the evening we came unhurt to Evesham. I preached in the evening at the Town Hall, where several of the clergy and gentry were present. Wednesday, 18. I rode over with Mr. to his house, which I had not seen for upward of twenty years. The place I found, but not the inhabitants: most of them were gone to their long home. I saw not one whom I knew but Mr. "s aunt ; who could not long forbear telling me how sorry she was that I should leave all my friends, to lead this vagabond life. . Why, indeed it is not pleasing to flesh and blood; and I would not do it, if I did not believe there was another world. Our dispute did not continue long, and ended in much love. Mr. rode back with me to Evesham, attended the preaching both at seven, and at five in the morning, and walked with me from the room after sermon; but it was some time before he could speak. He then broke out, 'I am to take care of two thousand souls, and I never yet knew how to take care of my own!" left him full of conviction and good resolutions. How many days will they continue ?

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one and at seven in the evening. Thursday, 26. We rode on, through wind and snow, and reached Manchester. At night I was grieved to hear in all places, from my coming into Cheshire till now, that John Bennet was still speaking all manner of evil; averring, wherever he came, that Mr. W. preached nothing but Popery, denying justification by faith, and making nothing of Christ. Lord, lay not this sin to his charge! March 27. (Being Good Friday.) I went to the old church, where Mr. Clayton read prayers; I think the most distinctly, solemnly, and gracefully, of any man I have ever heard; and the behaviour of the whole congregation was serious and solemn in every part of the service. But I was surprised to see such a change in the greater part of them, as soon as ever the sacrament was over. They were then bowing, courtesying, and talking to each other, just as if they were going from aplay. On Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, I spoke severally to each member of the society; and found reason, after the strictest search, to believe that there was not one disorderly walker therein. T. M gave me a full account of J. B 's renouncing all connection with me; adding, "On the 30th of December last, after he had said many bitter things of you to the congregation at Bolton, he spread out his arms and cried, ' Popery! Popery! Popery! I have not been in connection with him these three years, neither will I be any more.' And the same thing he said to all the stewards, at the quarterly meeting on New Year's Day." Fri. April 3. I rode to Bank House, near Rochdale, where T. Mitchell gave me the following account :

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About one I preached at Birstal. Observing that several sat on the side of the opposite hill, I afterward desired one to measure the ground; and we found it was seven score yards from the place where I stood. Yet the people there heard perfectly well. I did not think any human voice could have reached so far. Between four and tive I preached in cur new house, at Leeds. But it was so full, consequently so hot, and my voice was so damped by the breath of the people, that I suppose many could not hear. We rode to Heptonstal, a little town on the round top of a very high mountain, with a steep descent on every side. I preached in a vacant place, on the brow of the hill. A captain who came from the minister's house, laboured much to divert the attention of the people; but none regarded him at all. When we went away, he followed us down the hill. One took him by the hand and spoke a few words; on which he shook like a leaf, and said, he hoped this would be a happy day for him, and that he should think more than he had done in time past.

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I went to prayers at three in the old church, a grand and venerable structure. Between five and six the coach called, and took me to Mighton Car, about half a mile from the town. A huge multitude, rich and poor, horse and foot, with several coaches, were soon gathered together; to whom I cried with a loud voice and a composed spirit, «« What shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" Some thousands of the people seriously attended ; but many behaved as if possessed by Moloch. Clods and stones flew about on every side; but they neither touched nor disturbed me. When I had finished my discourse, I went to take coach; but the coachman had _driven clear away. We were at a loss till a gentlewoman invited my wife and me to come into her coach. She brought some inconveniences on herself thereby ; not only as there were nine of us in the coach, three on each side, and three in the middle; but also as the mob closely attended us, throwing in at the windows (which we did not think it prudent to shut) whatever came next to hand. Buta large gentlewoman who sat in my lap, screened me, so that nothing came near me. The mob, who were increased to several thousands, when I stepped out of the coach into Mr. A 's house, perceiving I was escaped out of their hands, revenged themselves on the windows with many showers of stones, which they poured in, even into the rooms four stories high. Mr. A walked through them to the mayor's house, who gave him fair words, but no assistance; probably not kuowing that himself (the mayor) might be compelled to make good all the damage which should be done. He then went in quest of constables, and brought two with him about nine o'clock. With their help he so thoroughly dispersed the mob, that no two of them were left together. But they rallied about twelve, and gave one charge more, with oaths, and curses, and bricks, and stones. After this, all was calm, and I slept sound till near four in the morning.

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At seven God was with us as before, and his word brake the rocks in pieces. We left York about nine, as quietly as we came, and rode to Acomb. We reached Osmotherley. After preaching in the evening, I was desired to visit a person who had been an eminent scoffer at all religion; but was now, they said, "in a strange way." I found her in a strange way indeed; either raving mad, or possessed of the devil. The woman herself affirmed that the devil had appeared to her the day before; and, after talking some time, leaped upon, and grievously tormented her ever since. We prayed with her. Her agonies ceased. She fell asleep, and awaked in the morning calm and easy. 'ues. 28. About noon we reached Stokesley, where I found none had ever yet preached abroad. Samuel Larwood had attempted it, but in vain: and so had Mr. Roberts some time after; but a clergyman came at the head ofa large mob, and obliged him to desist. About one, the person in whose house we were came in trembling, and told us what threatenings were breathed out. I answered, " Then there is no time to lose ;" and went out immediately. I suppose the mob expected to hear us sing; but they were disappointea; for I began preaching without delay. By this means, missing their signal, they came, not in a body, but two or three at a time; and as fast as they came their minds were changed; so that all were quiet, from the beginning to the end. It rained all the way we rode to Stockton; but was fair all the time I stood in the main street, and explained to a listening multitude, the joy that is in heaven " over one sinner that repenteth." I preached at Durham to a quiet, stupid congregation May, 1752. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 533 and the next day went on to Newcastle. On Friday and Saturday we enjoyed a little respite from labour, and were refreshed both in soul and body.

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Sun. May 3. We had the best dressed congregation that ever I saw in this place. I spoke very plain; yet all were patient, and looked as if they understood what was said. I rode to Sunderland, where I found one of the liveliest societies in the north of England. This is the effect of their being so much " under the law," as to scruple, one and all, the buying even milk on a Sunday. The house hardly contained the people at five the next morning. At eight and at twelve I preached in the street, none opposing or interrupting. About four I began at Newcastle, near the Keelmen's Hospital. It was just as I expected.' Many who had turned back from the holy commandment once delivered to them, flocked together, and seemed convinced that God was still ready to return, and leave a blessing behind him. Afier preaching at Morpeth in my way, though with little present effect, I rode on to Alnwick, and preached at the Cross, to a far more numerous and more serious congregation. I rode to Berwick; and, after preaching, desired all who had been of the society to meet me. I spoke to seventeen, who were thoroughly willing to unite again; and (what was remarkable) all of them still retained a sense of the pardoning love of God; although they were convinced they had suffered great loss by a famine of the word. At five the soldiers made a considerable part of the congregation. At noon they came again in troops. One of them, T W , came last year from the Highlands, and went through Westmoreland to beat up for recruits. He had been earnestly warned, before he left Scotland, on no account to go near the Methodists. But in Kendal he lighted on two or three ; from which time they were not one day asunder. It was not long before God clearly assured him of his pardoning love. A fortnight after, he was ordered to follow the regiment to Berwick; where he is continually exhorting his comrades to be " good soldiers of Jesus, Christ :" and many already have listed under his banner.

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In the afternoon I preached at Alemouth. How plain an evidence have we here, that even our outward work, even the societies, are not of man's building. With all our labour and skill, we cannot, in nine years' time, form a society in this place; even though there is none that opposes, poor or rich: nay, though the two richest men in the town, and the only gentlemen there, have done all which was in their power to further it. I rode on to the poor colliers at Placey. When we came hither first, John Lane, then nine or ten years old, was one of the first who found peace with God. From that hour he continued to walk day and night in the light of his countenance. I saw him last year, longing to be with Christ. But he was detained here a little longer, that he might witness "a good confession" in death, as well as in life. He praised God as long as he had breath, and was buried a day or two before I came. May 17. (Being What-Sunday.) I preached in the morning at Gateshead, to a huge congregation, on our Lord's words, " If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." About tive I began near the 534 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ i May, 1752. Keelmen's Hospital ; many thousands standing round, or sitting on the grass. The wind was high just before ; but scarce a breath was felt, all the time we were assembled before God. I praise God for this also. Is it enthusiasm to see God in every benefit which we receive ? I preached at Newlands, and endeavoured to remove the offences which had crept in among the simple people. In the evening I preached at Sheep Hill. It rained all the time; but that little disturbed either the congregation or me.

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I preached at Whickham, before Mrs. Armstrong's door. I was a little surprised at the account she gave of God's late dealings with her. When her ancient husband, with whom she had lived from her youth, was, on account of a debt contracted by his son, hurried away, and thrown into Durham gaol, which soon put an end to his life ; when she was likely to lose all she had, and to be turned out of doors at fourscore years of age; still the oracles of God, which she had loved from a child, were her delight and her counsellors. But one day, when she put on her spectacles to read, she could not see a word. She was startled at first; but soon said, "It is the Lord; let him do what seemeth him good " She laid her spectacles down, and casting her eye on the corner otf the Bible, thought she could discern some letters. Taking up the book, she read as well as her daughter could; and, from that hour, she could not only read without spectacles; but sew, or thread the finest needle, with the same ease as when she was thirty years of age. I preached at Biddick to a multitude of colliers, though it rained hard all the time. They seemed all, even some who had long drawn back, to be melted down as wax before the fire. So strong and general an influence on a congregation I do not remember to have seen for some years. The congregation at the Keelmen's Hospital was far too large for my voice to command. I doubt not more than two thirds could hear; but all were still, till I commended them to the grace of God.

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I was able to preach again in the morning. One of our friends, who was master of a ship, purposing to set sail on Thursday, 4, for Dublin, I knew not but it would be well to go over with him, supposing the wind should turn fair. It did turn fair that very morning ; but being suddenly called on board, he sailed without us. In about six hours the wind turned foul. So I suppose he came back the next morning. In the afternoon we rode to Mr. Blencowe's, about fifteen miles from Whitehaven. We took a walk in the evening to a little town called Drig, about a mile from his house, where I preached to a small company of plain, serious people. But I fear they understood very little of what they heard. I went on with Mr. Milner, to Ulverstone. Here a very convenient place for preaching was offered. But few people had any desire to hear. So I went quietly back to my inn. We reached Chipping, and were immediately informed, that several tnere were consulting together, how to hinder me from preaching. Mr. Milner, hearing they were met at the next house, went thither, and brought them all with him, who were the churchwardens and three or four persons more. I spent about a quarter of an hour with them, in calm and friendly debate ; and they went away much cooler than they came. Sun. '7. Understanding some designed to go out of church when I vent into the pulpit, I thought it would be better for them to go out en Aa a 536 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1752 sooner; and to read prayers as well as preach. Such a congregation was present, as I believe was never seen there before ; and a solemn awe seemed to rest on the whole congregation, from the beginning of the service to the end. I preached in the afternoon on the conclusion of the Second lesson, "God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself." The people were all attention. Surely there is no counsel or strength against the Lord. :

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We rode to Rough Lee; and found a large, serious, and quiet congregation. There have been no tumults since Mr. White was removed. He was for some years a Popish priest. Then he called himself a Protestant, had the living of Colne. It was his manner first to hire, and then head the mob, when they and he were tolerably drunk. But he drank himself first into a gaol, and then into his grave. In the evening I preached at Heptonstall. An attorney, who happened to be in the town, endeavoured to interrupt ; relating some low, threadbare stories, with a very audible voice. But some of the people cut him short in the midst by carrying him quietly away. I preached at six to abundance of people near Ewood; and with an uncommon blessing. Hence we rode to Todmorden. The minister was slowly recovering from a violent fit of a palsy, with which he was struck immediately after he had been preaching a virulent sermon against the Methodists. I preached on the side of a mountain, to a large and earnest congregation, and then went on to Mellar-barn. I preached at six in the town; and I suppose all the inhabitants, young and old, were present. Nor have I often seen so large a congregation so universally and deeply affected. My lodging was not such as I should have chosen; but what Providence chooses, is always good. My bed was considerably under ground, the room serving both for a bed chamber and a cellar. The closeness was more troublesome at first than the coolness: but I let in a little fresh air, by breaking a pane of paper (put by way of glass) in the window ; and then slept sound till the morning. I rode to Bolton. So hot a day as this, I do not remember to have felt in England. 'The congregation seemed to forget the heat, though the room was like an oven. For it was a comfortable hour: God refreshing many souls with the multitude of peace. The house was fuller this evening than the last, while I enforced that gracious invitation, 'Come unto me, all ye that are weary and heavy laden."

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In April, 1746, CarHerine Wuitaker went to Halifax, to hear Johu Nelson. She was before convinced of the truth by reading, and from that time grew more and more serious. The next year John H called at our house. As he was going, he turned back, took her by the hand, and said, " You must believe, whether you can or no." As soon as he was gone, she began crying to God, and ceased not, till she knew she did believe in Christ. She never afterward lost the sense of his love; nor could she rest, if she found the least cloud, till it was wholly removed, and the clear light shone again upon her soul. In May, 1750, she removed to Bolton, and soon after appeared to be consumptive. But she did not spare herself on that account, still r'sing at five, four, or three in the morning, and continuing to teach her sch( lars, as usual, till about Christmas, 1751. From that time her bodily strength failed, though she did not keep her room till March. She was then afraid lest she should live to be a burden to her relations; but that fear soon vanished away, and she said, '"' Now I can leave it all to God. Let me die sooner or later, it is all one." But she had still some struggle concerning her husband, before she was thoroughly willing to give him up. The next Friday but one before she died, one of her sisters sitting by her, she began singing, O happy, happy day, That calls the exiles home! She immediately joined with her, and sung on to the end of the hymn. The Thursday after, she looked round upon us, and said, "O how I love you all! I am all love. I love every soul God has made." Her husband asked, " Are you happy ?" She said, "O yes: I cannot fear, I cannot doubt, I feel the sprinkled blood : "Sing on, sing on, Let every soul with me cry out, Thou art my Lord, my God." At breakfast she desired a little cold water; on receiving which, she 'coked up and said, "In a little while, I shall drink new wine in the kingdom of my Father." About ten o'clock she broke out, My God is reconciled,

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His pard'ning voice I hear, He owns me for his child, can no longer fear. One asking her how she did, she said, "I long to be with Him whom my soul loveth." On Friday and Saturday, being extremely weak, she spake very little. On Sunday morning she said, "So the Lord hath 538 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. June, 1752. brought us to another Sapper: 'Vouchsafe, O Lord, to keep us this day without sin.'" She then partly sung, and partly repeated, that hymn, O when shall I sweetly remove, O when shall I enter my rest! Return to the Sion above, The mother of spirits distress'd. She then said, "Who is in the house? O, I do not love the staying at home on a Sunday! Desire them all to go to church. When I was most diligent in going to church, I always found the greatest blessings." At night she said, "Swelled legs! Fora little time: there will be no swelled legs in heaven." About fiveon Monday morning, March 23, her husband asked, "Do you know me?" She said, " Yes, I do ;" and putting her arm round his neck, quickly began to slumber. Waking soon after, she said, "JT must make 'haste, and dress myself for the Bridegroom." She then dozed afresh; but waking in a few minutes, said, " I am going to Christ;" and fell asleep. I rode to Chester, and preached at six, in the accustomed place, a little without the gates, near St. John's church. One single man, a poor alehouse keeper, seemed disgusted, spoke a harmless word, and ran away with all speed. All the rest behaved with the utmost seriousness, while I declared "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ."

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I bespoke the cabin in a ship bound for Dublin, which only waited for a wind. About ten at night word was brought that she was ready to sail. We went down to the quay immediately ; and found she had sailed out a quarter of an hour before, and was then off at sea. But as another ship had just weighed anchor, we went on board, and sailed without delay. But having contrary winds, it was Friday, 17, in the evening, before we reached Dublin. The house here is nearly of the same size, and of the same form, with that at Newcastle. But having deep galleries on three sides, it will contain a larger number of people. I preached at five and eight, but not to so large a congregation as I expected. I was greatly shocked at the behaviour of the congregation in St. Patrick's church. But all their carelessness and indecency did not prevent my finding an uncommon blessing. Between five and six our house was nearly filled; but great part of the hearers seemed utterly unawakened. I marvel how it is, that after all our labour here, there should still be so little fruit. I learned the particulars of the late riot. Some weeks ago, a large mob assembled one evening, broke many of the windows, and had just broke into the house, when a guard of soldiers came. The chief rioters were apprehended and tried. But ten or eleven of the jurymen, being Papists, frightened the twelfth, so that he did not contradict, when they brought in their fellows, " Not guilty." I inquired into the state of the society, still consisting of about four hundred and twenty members ; though many had been much shaken, chiefly by various opinions, which some even of our own preachers had propagated.

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We went to see a friend a few miles from Dublin. Before dinner Mr. Cownley and I took a walk on the seashore. Being somewhat tired, we thought to return a shorter way, by climbing over the rocks. We found little difficulty at first, the ascent not being steep toward the bottom: but as we went higher, it grew steeper and steeper till we would gladly have gone back if we could. But we could neither go nor look back; so that we had only this choice, to get quite to the top, or to make one step to the bottom. The stones, likewise, on which we stood, or which we took hold of, frequently gave way, and tumbled; so that I know not whether we were ever in so much danger on the sea, aS we were now on the shore. But in half an hour, I knuw not how, we got upon firm, even ground. I met one whom I had formerly seen at Bristol, heaping up money with both hands: and he has now all that the world can give. But he enjoys nothing ; having such a continual lowness of spirits, as they call it, that his very life is a burden. He seems partly to under stand his own case. May the great Physician heal his sickness ! Aug. 1752. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 541 '7. I preached in Edinderry at one, and at Closeland in the evening. Tuesday, 28, I preached at Portarlington, though I was extremely ill, and it was a pain to me to speak ; but it was a comfortable pain. I could from my heart praise God for his fatherly visitation. I rode to Mount Mellick, but was so hoarse and weak, that I could only preach in the house. Friday, 31. Being not well able to ride, I borrowed Mr. P. 's chair to Tullamore ; and on Saturday reached Cooly Lough, and met many of my friends from all parts. now found my strength increasing daily : it must be as my day is.

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Sun. August 2. I baptized Joseph English (late a Quaker) and two of his children. Abundance of people were at Tyrrel's Pass in the evening ; many more than the house could contain. At five in the morning, one who had tasted of the love of God, but had afterward relapsed into his former sins, nay, and sunk into Deism, if not Atheism, 'was once more cut to the heart. At six in the evening I preached at Drumcree, where many now know in whom they have believed. Mr. Booker, the minister of D » met me here; the last man I should have expected. But it cannot last. The same person cannot long admire both John Wesley and John Taylor. I preached about noon at Street, to a civil, unconcerned congregation ; and about six in the evening, at Abidarrig, a mile short of Kenagh. Many Romanists being present, I found much concern for them, and could not but address myself to them in particular; and exhort them wholly to rely on the one Mediator between God and man. We rode to Athlone. Thursday, 6. I preached in a large open place, near the house, to many of the rich, as well as poor. Sai. 8. I called on a lively man, who is just married, in the ninetysecond year of his age. He served as an officer both in King William's and Queen Anne's wars; and a year or two ago began to serve the Prince of peace. He has all his faculties of body and mind entire, works in his garden some hours every day, and praises God who has prolonged his life to so good a purpose. At eight we had the usual congregation in the market house, and the usual blessing. Mr. G preached an excellent sermon at church, on the necessity of the religion of the heart. At five I preached on the Connaught side of the river, to abundance of Romanists as well as Protestants ; all of whom seemed convinced that they ought not any longer to halt between two opinions."'

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Sun. October 1. We had in the morning at St. Paul's, a strong, close, practical sermon; and another at our own church in the afternoon, delivered in an earnest, affectionate manner. We had a solemn season likewise at the room; so that this day was a day of joy and thanksgiving. 'The wind being contrary still, on Monday, 2,1 rode once more to Bandon. But though I came unexpected, the house was too small to contain one half of the congregation ; so I preached in the street, both this evening, and at five on Tuesday morning; the moon giving us as much light as we wanted, till the sun supplied her place. I then returned to Cork. On Friday, 6, the ship being under sail, we took boat, and came to Cove in the evening. All the inns being full, we lodged at a private house; but we found one inconvenience herein: we had nothing to eat; for our provisions were on board, and there was nothing to be bought in the town; neither flesh, nor fish, nor butter, oN oe Se ee eT Co ee 7 e wt a hee 544 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Oct. 1752. nor cheese. At length we procured some eggs and bread, and were well contented. We were called early by the pilot, and told we must rise and go on board. We did so, and found a large number of passengers : but the wind turning, most of them went on shore. At eleven I preached to those that were left. About six it blew a storm: but we were anchored in a safe harbour ; so it neither hurt nor disturbed us. Finding there was no probability of sailing soon, we went up to Mr. P 's, near Passage. I preached there in the street about four, to most of the inhabitants of the town. They behaved very quietly ; but very few seemed either convinced or affected. We had another violent storm: it made Mr. P. s house rock to and fro, though it was a new, strong house, and covered on all sides with hills, as well as with trees. We afterward heard, that several ships were lost on the coast. Only one got into the harbour, but grievously shattered, her rigging torn in pieces, and her mainmast gone by the board.

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The remains of Elizabeth Man being brought to the room, I preached on, " Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord." How plain an instance is here of grace so changing the heart, as to jeave no trace of the natural temper! I remember her fretful, peevish, murmuring, discontented with every thing. But for more than a year before she died, God laid the axe to the root of the tree; all her peevishness and fretfulness were gone ; she was always content, always thankful. She was not only constaut in prayer, and in all the ordinances of God, but abundant in praise and thanksgiving. Often her soul ae Jan. 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 545 was so filled with love and praise, that her body was quite overpowered. On Sunday morning she said, "I am struck with death." Her pains were violent all the day ; but they interrupted not her prayer and praise, and exhortation to those about her; till, about three in the morning, having finished her work, she was set at liberty. Sunday, 29, was a useful day to my soul. I found more than once trouble and heaviness ; but I called upon the name of:the Lord; and he gave ine a clear, full approbation of his way, and a calm, thankful - acquiescence in his will. I cannot but stand amazed at the goodness of God. Others are most assaulted on the weak side of their soul ; but with me it is quite otherwise : if I have any strength at all, (and I have none but what I have recewed,) it is in forgiving injuries : and on this very side am I assaulted, more frequently than on any other. Yet leave me not here one hour to myself, or I shall betray myself and Thee! I rode to Salisbury, and in the two following days examined severally the members of the society; and on Thursday left them determined to stand in the good old way, in all the ordinances and commandments of God. In the evening I endeavoured to reunite the little scattered flock at Winterburn. Fri. November 3. I rode to Reading; and on Saturday, to London. A remarkable note was given me in the evening: it ran in these words :

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"James Thompson, sailor on board the George and Mary, a Sunderland collier, bound for Middleburgh, in September last, met with a gale of wind, which wrecked her on the Baynard Sands, off the coast of Zealand. Here every soul perished, save himself, who was for three days and three nights floating on a piece of the wreck, with another man dead by his side, in which time the poor sufferer had lost his senses. At length he was taken up by the Dolphin Packet, and escaped safe to land. He is now willing to return hearty thanks to God, and to proclaim his deliverance to the world, that all who hear it may ' praise the Lord for his goodness, and declare the wonders that he doeth for the children of men.' " In the remaining part of this, and in the following month, I prepared the rest of the books for the " Christian Library ;" a work by which I have lost above two hundred pounds. Perhaps the next generation may know the value of it. Mon. January 1, 1753. A large congregation met at four, and praised Him with joyful hearts and lips, who had given us to see another year. I breakfasted at Ephraim Bedder's. How strangely diversified is the scene of his life! How often had he been, both outwardly and inwardly, in the deep! But at-length God has lifted up his head. I visited one on the borders of eternity, who did not know his interest in Christ. O how melancholy is it to leave all below ; unless we have an earnest of a better inheritance! How can any reasonable man bear the thoughts of death, till he has a prospect beyond the grave ? Sun. '7. I breakfasted with M Y » an uncommon monument of mercy. For a long time he was " turned back as a dog to his vomit," and wallowed in all manner of wickedness. Yet his wife could never give him up, nor could he ever escape from the hell within, till she said to him one day, " Go up stairs, and ask of God; and you know not but he may yet bless you." He went, but with a dull, heavy heart, See a ee ee A " A, ie la 546 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Feb. 1753.

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and stayed about two hours. When he came down, she stared upon him, and said, What is the matter now? What is come to you? You do not look as you did." He answered, "No; for I have found the Lord." And from that hour he has endeavoured to walk worthy of God, who has again called him "to his kingdom and glory." We had our first watch-night at Snowsfields. Scarce any went away till between twelve and one. How is it, that never any one, in England or Ireland, has been hurt for all these years in going to all parts at the dead of night? Are not the hairs of our head all numbered ? I advised one who had been troubled many years with a stubborn paralytic disorder, to try a new remedy. Accordingly, she was electrified, and found immediate help. By the same means I have known two persons cured of an inveterate pain in the stomach; and another of a pain in his side, which he had had ever since he was a child. Nevertheless, who can wonder that many gentlemen of the faculty, as well as their good friends, the apothecaries, decry a medicine so shockingly cheap and easy, as much as they do quicksilver and tar water ? A solemn awe spread over the whole congregation, while I was explaining at West-street the parable of the ten virgins : more especially those who knew they had not " oil in their lamps." Sat. February 3. I visited one in the Marshalsea prison ; a nursery of all manner of wickedness. O shame to man, that there should be such a place, such a picture of hell upon earth! And shame to those who bear the name of Christ, that there should need any prison at all in Christendom! A proposal was made for devolving all temporal business, books and all, entirely on the stewards; so that I might have no care upon me (in London, at least) but that of the souls committed to my charge. O when shall it once be! From this day? In me mora non erit ulla. 'There shall be no delay on my part.

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_ almost all substances. 3. That as long as it is thus diffused, it has no discernible effect. 4. That if any quantity of it be collected together, whether by art or nature, it then becomes visible in the form of fire, and inexpressibly powerful. 5. That it is essentially different from the light of the sun; for it pervades a thousand bodies which light cannot penetrate, and yet cannot penetrate glass, which light pervades so freely. 6. That lightning is no other than electrical fire, collected by one or more clouds. '7. That all the effects of lightning may be performed by the artificial electric fire. 8. That any thing pointed, as a Spire or tree, attracts the lightning, just as a needle does the electrical fire. 9. That the electrical fire, discharged on a rat or a fowl, will kill it instantly: but discharged on one dipped in water, will slide off, and do it no hurt at all. In like manner the lightning which will kill a man in a moment, will not hurt him if he be throughly wet. What an amazing scene is here opened for after ages to improve upon ! I visited more of the poor sick. The industry of many of them surprised me. Several who were ill able to walk, were nevertheless at work; some without any fire, (bitterly cold as it was,) and some, I doubt, without any food; yet not without that "meat which endureth to everlasting life." I set out in the machine for Bristol ; and on Tuesday evening preached at Bath.

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W. a 28. The house was full of serious hearers at five. In the evening some gay young men made a little disturbance, and a large mob was gathered about the door; but in a short time, they dispersed of themselves. However, we thought it best to acquaint the mayor with what had passed ; on which he ordered the city crier to go down the next evening, and proclaim, that all riots should be severely punished ; and promised, if need were, to come down himself, and read the act of parliament. But it needed not: after his mind was known, none was Apnil, 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 549 so hardy as to make a disturbance. I did not expect the mob at Nantwich (whither I was now much pressed to go) would be so quiet as that at Chester. We were saluted with curses and hard names, as soon as we entered the town. But from the time I alighted from my horse, I heard no one give us an ill word; and I had as quiet and attentive an audience as we used to have at Bristol, while I exhorted the wicked to forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts." I preached at Boothbank, where I met Mr. C . late gardener to the Earl of W. Surely it cannot be! Is it possible the Earl should turn off an honest, diligent, well tried servant, who had been in the family above fifty years, for no other fault than hearing the Methodists? In the evening I preached at Manchester, and on Monday, April 2, at Davy Hulme. Here I found (what I had never heard of in England) a whole clan of infidel peasants. A neighbouring ale house keeper drinks, and laughs, and argues into Deism, all the ploughmen and dairymen he can light on. But no mob rises against him ; and reason good: Satan is not divided against himself.

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Our landlord, as he was guiding us over the Frith, very innocently asked, how much a year we got by preaching thus. 'This gave me an opportunity of explaining to him that kind of gain which he seemed utterly a stranger to. He appeared to be quite amazed; and spake not one word, good or bad, till he took his Jeave. Presently, after he went, my mare stuck fast in a quagmire, which was in the midst of the high road. But we could well excuse this ; for the road all along, for near fifty miles after, was such as I never saw any natural road, either in England or Ireland: nay, far better, notwithstanding the continued rain, than the turnpike road between London and Canterbury. We dined at Dumfries, a clean, well built town, having two of the most elegant churches (one at each end of the town) that I have seen. We reached Thorny Hill in the evening. What miserable accounts pass current in England of the inns in Scotland! Yet here, as well as wherever we called in our whole journey, we had not only every thing we wanted, but every thing readily and in good order, and as clean as I ever desire. . We set out about four, and rode over several high, but extremely pleasant, mountains, to Lead Hill; a village of miners, resembling Placey, near Newcastle. We dined at a village called Lesmahaggy, and about eight in the evening reached Glasgow. A gentleman who had overtaken us on the road, sent one with us to Mr Gillies's house. April, 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 551

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I walked over the city, which I take to be as large as Newcastle-upon-Tyne. The university (like that of Dublin) is only one college, consisting of two small squares; I think not larger, nor at all handsomer, than those of Lincoln College, in Oxford. The habit of the students gave me surprise. They wear scarlet gowns, reaching only to their knees. Most I saw were very dirty, some very ragged, and all of very coarse cloth. The High Church is a fine building. The outside is equal to that of most cathedrals in England; but it is miserably defaced within; having no form, beauty, or symmetry left. At seven in the evening Mr. G. began the service, at his own (the college) church. It was 20 full before I came, that I could not get in without a good deal of difficulty. After singing and prayer, he explained a part of the Catechism ; which he strongly and affectionately applied. After sermon he prayed and sung again, and concluded with the blessing. He then gave out, one after another, four hymns ; which about a dozen young men sung. He had before desired those who were so minded, to go away; but scarce any stirred till all was ended. At seven I preached about a quarter of a mile from the town ; but it was an extremely rough and blustering morning ; and few people came either at the time or place of my preaching: the natural consequence of which was, that I had but a small congregation. About four in the afternoon, a tent, as they term it, was prepared; a kind of moving pulpit, covered with canvas at the top, behind, and on the sides. In this I preached near the place where I was in the morning, to near six times as many people as before; and I am persuaded what was spoken came to some of their hearts, " not in word only, but in power."

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I rode to Robinhood's Bay, near Whitby. The town is very remarkably situated: it stands close to the sea, and is in great part built on craggy and steep rocks, some of which rise perpendicular from the water. And yet the land, both on the north, south, and west, is fruitful, and well cultivated. I stood on a little rising near the quay, in a warm, still evening, and exhorted a multitude of people, from all parts, to "seek the Lord, while he may be found." They were all attention; and most of them met me again at half an hour after four in the morning. I could gladly have spent some days here ; but my stages were fixed: so, on Wednesday, 9, 1 rode on to York. We had a rough salute, as I went to preach, from a company of poor creatures in the way. But they were tolerably quiet during the preaching. The greatest inconvenience arose from the number of people; by reason of which the room (though unusually high) felt as hot as an oven. I rode over to Rufforth, and preached at one to an earnest congregation. A young man, remarkably serious and well behaved, and rejoicing in his first love, who set out but a few minutes before me, was thrown by his horse, and (as it is termed) broke his neck. Just at the instant, a person going by, who understood the case, took hold of him, and pulled it into its place. O mystery of Providence! Why did not this man die, when he was full of humble, holy love?' Why did he live, to "turn from the holy commandment" which was then written in his heart? I observed a remarkable change in the behaviour of almost all I met. The very rabble,were grown civil, scarce any one now speaking a rude or an angry word.

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and praising God; who has, in his own manner and time, accomplished what he had so often attempted in vain. Jon. 21. I rode to Sykehouse, and preached about noon, and then went on for Leeds. In the afternoon we called at a house where a company of rough, butcherly men, exceeding drunk, were cursing and swearing at an unusual rate. I spoke to them, in spite of German prudence, and they were not only patient, but exceeding thankful. Most of our preachers met, and conversed freely together; as we did, morning and afternoon, to the end of the week ; when our conference ended with the same blessing as it began: God giving us all to be not only of one heart, but of one judgment. This week I read over Mr. Rimius's "Candid Narrative." It informed me of nothing new. I still think several of the inconsiderable members of that community are upright. But I fear their governors " wax worse and worse, having their conscience seared as with a hot iron." I was afraid many of the congregation at Birstal would not be able to hear. But my fear was needless ; for my voice was so strengthened, that even those who sat in John Nelson's windows, a hundred yards off, could (as they afterward told me) distinctly hear every word. I preached at Keighley, where the loving spirit, and exemplary behaviour of one young man, has been a means of convincing almost all the town, except those of his own household. I rode to Haworth, where Mr. Grimshaw read prayers, and I preached to a crowded congregation. But having preached ten or eleven times in three days, besides meeting the societies, my voice began to fail. Not that I was hoarse at all; but I had not strength to speak. However, it was restored at Heptonstall in the afternoon, so that the whole congregation could hear. When shall we learn to take thought only for the present hour? Is it not enough, that God gives help when we want it ?

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I rode through a delightful vale to General Wood, near Todmorden. The sun was burning hot; but they set up a little tent for me, resembling that I had at Glasgow. The people stood or sat on the grass round about. The afternoon was the hottest I ever remember in England: so that by the time we came to Bolton, I was fit for nothing but to lie down. However, in the evening my strength was renewed, and we rejoiced together in God our Saviour. Sat. June 2. Hardly knowing how to give credit to an odd story which I had heard, that one of our preachers was accustomed to preach in his sleep, I inquired more particularly concerning it, and received the following account : "On Friday, May 25, about one in the morning, being then fast asleep, he began to speak. There were present, in two or three minutes, William, Mary, Amelia Shent, John Haime, John Hampson, Joseph Jones, Thomas Mitchell, and Ann Foghill. He first exhorted the congregation to 'sing with the' spirit and the understanding also,' and gave them directions how to do it. He then gave out that hymn, line by line, Come, holy Spirit, heavenly Dove, With all thy quick'ning powers; pitching the tune, and singing it to the end. He added an exhortation to take heed how they heard: then he named his text, 1 John v, 19, 'We know that we are of God, and the whole world lieth in wickedness.' He June, 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. : 555 divided his discourse into six parts; undertaking to show, 1. That all true believers are of God: 2. That they know they are of God: 3. That the world lieth in wickedness: 4. That every individual who is of the world, is in this condition: 5. The dreadful end of such: he, 6, closed with an exhortation to those who were of God, and those who were of the world. After he had gone through two or three heads, he broke off, and began to speak to a clergyman, who came in, and interrupted him. He disputed with him for some time, leaving him space to propose his objections, and then answering them one by one. Afterward he desired the congregation, now the disturber was gone, to return thanks to God; and so gave out and sung,

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Praise God, from whom pure blessings flow ! '""When he had done preaching, he desired the society to meet; to whom he first.gave out a hymn, as before, and then exhorted them to love one anothers; 1. Because they had one Creator, Preserver, and Father; 2. Because they had all one Redeemer; 3. Because they had all one Sanctifier; 4. Because they were walking in one way of holiness; and, 5. Because they were all going to one heaven. Having sung a parting verse, he said, (as shaking each by the hand,) ' Good night, brother; good night, sister. This lasted till about a quarter after two, he being fast asleep all the time. In the morning he knew nothing of all this; having, as he apprehended, slept from night till morning, without dreaming at all." By what principles of philosophy can we account for this? I rode from Manchester to Chelmorton in the Peak, where I preached in a little meadow, and reached Sheffield in the evening. I rode over to Jonathan Booth's, at Woodseats, whose daughter had been ill in a very uncommon manner. The account her parents gave of it was as follows : About the middle of December, 1'752, Elizabeth Booth, junior, near ten years old, began to complain of a pain in her breast, which continued three days: on the fourth day, in a moment, without any provocation, she began to be in a vehement rage, reviling her mother, and throwing -at the maid what came next to hand. This fit continued near an hour;

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It being still sultry hot, I preached under a shady tree at Barley Hall; and in an open place at Rotherham in the evening. On Friday, 8, we reached Nottingham. Mr. S. met us here, and gave us a pleasing account of his congregation at S , continually increasing, and growing more earnest and more scandalous every day. At Nottingham also God is greatly reviving his work, and pouring water upon the dry ground. In the afternoon I rode to Markfield, where I carefully read over Mr. Stinstra's Tract upon Fanaticism. He is doubtless a well-meaning man, but deeply ignorant of the subject he treats of; and his arguments are of no force at all; for they prove abundantly too much. They utterly overthrow many of the grand arguments for Christianity; and every man may, on those principles, prove the Apostles to have been fanatics to a man. June 10. (Being Whit-Sunday.) The church contained the congregation tolerably well. After dinner, a gentleman who came from Leicester, eight miles off, invited me thither. About eight I preached there, in a place near the walls, called the Butt Close. The people came running together from all parts, high and low, rich and poor; and their behaviour surprised me; they were so serious and attentive, not one offering any interruption. We rode to Woburn. Tuesday, 12, promised to be an exceeding hot day; but the clouds rose as soon as we set out, and continued till we were near Market-street. The sun was then burning hot ; so that how my fellow travellers would get forward, I knew not. But God knew. As soon as we set out, a cloud arose and covered us again. The wind then came about and blew in our faces, so that we had a tolerable cool ride to London. I found the town much alarmed with Mr. Rimius's Narrative, and Mr. Whitefield's letter to Count Z. July, 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 557 It seems, indeed, that God is hastening to bring to light those hidden works of darkness.

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Mr. Wh showed me the letters he had lately received from the Count Coffart, P. Bohler, and James Hutton. I was amazed. Either furious anger or settled contempt breathed in every one of them. Were they ashamed after all the abominations they had committed? No; they were not ashamed: they turned the tables upon Mr. Wh Cc protested before God, he had never made Lynde any offer at all. TheC blustered, like himself, and roundly averred, he could _ say something if he would. J. H. said flat, " You have more than diabolical impudence : I believe the devil himself has not so much." -Mr. Walsh preached at Short's Gardens in Irish. Abundance of his countrymen flocked to hear, and some were cut to the heart. How many means does God use, to bring poor wanderers back to himself! Sun. July 1. He preached in Irish in Moorfields. The congregation was exceeding large, and behaved seriously ; though probably many of them came purely to hear what manner of language it was. For the sake of these he preached afterward in English, if by any means he might gain some. I rode over to Mr. K: 's, at Taddington, 'an Israelite indeed."" Dr. Hales sent after dinner to desire our company, and showed us several experiments. How well do philosophy and religion agree in a man of sound understanding ! After preaching at the chapel, morning and afternoon, I took horse with Mr. P. We had designed to ride only two or three hours, in order to shorten the next day's journey. But a young man, who overtook us near Kingston, induced us to change our purpose. So we only rested about half an hour at Cobham ; and, leaving it between nine and ten, rode on softly in a calm, moonshiny night, and about twelve came to Godalming. We took horse again at half an hour past four, and reached Portsmouth about one.

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I was surprised to find so little fruit here, after so much preaching. That accursed itch of disputing had well nigh destroyed all the seed which had been sown. And this "vain jangling" they called " contending for the faith." I doubt the whole faith of these poor wretches is but an opinion. After a little rest, we took a walk round the town, which is regularly fortified ; and is, I suppose, the only regular fortification in Great Britain or Ireland. Gosport, Portsmouth, and the Common, (which is now all turned into streets,) may probably contain half as many people as Bristol: and so civil a people I never saw before in any seaport town in England. I preached at half an hour after six, in an open part of the Common, adjoining to the new church. The congregation was large and well-behaved: not one scoffer did I see, nor one trifler. In the morning, Tuesday, 10, I went on board a hoy; and in three hours landed at Cowes, in the Isle of Wight ; as far exceeding the Isle of Anglesey, both in pleasantness and fruitfulness, as that exceeds the rocks of Scilly. We rode straight to Newport, the chief town in the Isle, and found a little society in tolerable order. Several of them had found peace with God. One informed me it was about eight years ago since she first knew her interest in Christ, by means of one who called there in his Journal I. 36 558 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. July, 1753 way to Pennsylvania ; but having none to speak to, or advise with, she was long tormented with doubts and fears. After some years, she received a fresh manifestation of his love, and could not doubt or fear any more. She is now (and has been long) confined to her bed, and consuming away with pining sickness: but all is good to her; for she has learned in every thing to give thanks.

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_ to Plymouth Dock. I found much hurt had been done here by the bitter zeal of two or three bigots for their opinion. 'Two years ago they promised in the most solemn manner to let all controversy alone ; but quickly after the fire broke out anew, and has been devouring ever since. I endeavoured to convince them that they were destroying,. not premoting, the work of God; and on Sunday, when I spake to the society one by one, they seemed once more aware of Satan's devices. I rode to Launceston, and had the first general meeting of the stewards, for the eastern part of Cornwall. In the evening I preached in perfect peace; a great blessing, if it be not bought too dear ; if the world does not begin to love us, because we love the world. In the road to Camelford, I was taken with such a bleeding at the nose as I have not had since my return from Georgia. For a mile or two it increased more and more, and then at once stopped of itself; so I rode on comfortably, (though the day was extremely hot , and reached St. Agnes in the evening. On Wednesday, 25, the stewards met at St. Ives, from the western Aug. 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 5oy part of Cornwall. The next day I began examining the society ; but T was soon obliged to stop short. I found an accursed thing among them; well nigh one and all bought or sold uncustomed goods. I therefore delayed speaking to any more till I had met them all together. This I did in the evening, and told them plain, either they must put this abomination away, or they would see my face no more. Frt. 27. They severally promised so to do. So I trust this plague is stayed. After preaching to the little flock at Zennor, we rode on to St. Just; and found such a congregation at six in the evening as we used to have ten years since. 1 did not find any society in the county so much alive to God as this. Fifty or threescore have been added to it lately; and many children filled with peace and joy in believing.

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Wed. August 1. At half an hour after two in the morning, my disorder came with more violence than ever. The cramp likewise returned ; sometimes in my feet or hand, sometimes in my thighs, my side, or my throat. had also a continual sickness, and a sensation of fulness at my stomach, as if it were ready to burst. I took a vomit; but it hardly wrought at all: nor did any thing I took make any alteration. Thus I continued all day, and all the following night; yet this I could not but particularly observe, I had no headache, no colic, nor any pain, (only the cramp,) from first to last. Perceiving I gained no ground, but rather grew weaker and weaker, my stomach being drawn' downward, so that I could not stand nor lie, but on my right side, I sent to Redruth for Mr. Carter, who came without delay. Here again I saw the gracious providence of God, in casting me on so sensible and skilful a man. He advised me to persist in the same regimen I was in, and prescribed no physic, i) 560 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. . Aug. 1753. except a small dose of rhubarb. But even this (as I expected it would) was thrown up again immediately. I was now well satisfied ; having had the best advice which could be procured ; though my disorder continued much as before. But about five in the afternoon it ceased at once, without any visible cause. The cramp also was gone, my stomach was easy, and I laid down and slept till six in the morning.

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I began to recover my strength, so that I could sit up near two hours together. And'from this time, I felt no inconvenience ; only that I could not talk, nor stand long without resting. In the afternoon I rode to Redruth, and preached to a large congregation in an open part of the street. My voice was low ; but, the day being calm, I believe all could hear': and after I had done, I felt myself consider- ably stronger than when I begun. I preached in Gwennap at five, and afterward saw a strange sight, a man that is old and rich, and yet not covetous. In the evening I preached at Penryn, and found my strength so restored, that I could speak loud enough to be heard by a numerous congregation ; and thrice the next day, at Penryn, Bezore, (near Truro,) and St. Ewe. We were invited to Mevagissey, a small town on the south sea. As soon as we entered the town, many ran together, crying, " See, the Methodees are come." But they only gaped and stared; so that we returned unmolested to the house I was to preach at, a mile from the town. Many serious people were waiting for us, but most of them deeply ignorant. While I was showing them the first principles of Christianity, many of the rabble from the town came up. They looked as fierce as lions; but in a few minutes changed their countenance, and stood still. 'Toward the close, some began to laugh and talk, who grew more boisterous after I had concluded. But I walked straight through the midst of them, and took horse without any interruption. On Thursday, 9, 1 rode to Port Isaac, and the next day to Trewalder. 'The little society here meet every night and morning, with a preacher or without; and whoever comes among them quickly feels what spirit they are of. The rain stopped at twelve, and gave me an opportunity of preaching in the market place at Camelford. I saw only one person in the congregation who was not deeply serious. That one (which I was sorry to hear) was the curate of the parish.

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Almost as soon as we set out, we were met by such a shower of rain as I never saw before in Europe. But it did us no hurt: we came very well, though very wet, to St. Gennis. I never saw so many people in this church ; nor did I ever before speak so plainiy to them. They hear; but when will they feel ? O what can man do toward raising either dead bodies, or dead souls! The rain attended us all the way to Launceston. I preached at noon, but was not dry till the evening. Yet I did not catch any cold at all. What can hurt, without leave from God? I willingly accepted the offer of preaching in the house lately built fos Mr. Whitefield, at Plymouth Dock. Thus it behoveth us to trample o1 bigotry and party zeal. Ought not all who love God to love one ano ther? I rode to Collumpton, but could not reach it till ic was too late to preach. I1 preached thrice at Tiverton, rode to Middlesey the next Sept. 1753. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 561 day, and on Tuesday to Bristol. I endeavoured once more to bring Kingswood school into order. Surely the importance of this - aesign is apparent, even from the difficulties that attend it. I have spent more money, and time, and care, on this, than almost any design I ever had: and still it exercises all the patience I have. But it is worth all the labour. I came early to the New Passage ; but the wind shifting, obliged me to wait near six hours. When we were almost over, it shifted again ; so that we could not land till between six and seven.

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I reached Cardiff. Finding I had all here to begin anew, I set out as at first, by preaching in the Castle yard, on, " Lord, are there few that be saved?" I afterward met what was once a society; and in the morning spoke severally to a few who were still desirous to join together, and build up, not devour, one another. I preached in the evening at Fonmon; and on Thursday, 30, spake to many at Cardiff, who were resolved to set out once more in the Bible way, and strengthen each other's hands in God. We had a pleasant ride, anda ready passage ; so that we reached Bristol in the afternoon. I preached 'in the evening over the remains of Mary Henley, a good soldier of Jesus Christ, who died rejoicing in his love the same day I set out for Cardiff. Mon. September 3. I began visiting the little societies in Somersetshire and Wiltshire. This evening I preached at Shepton Mallet, and found much life among the poor, plain people. It was not so at Oakhill, the next day, where many once alive have drawn back to perdition. But at Coleford, in the evening, I found many living souls, though joined with some who did not adorn the Gospel. I rode over to Kingswood, a little town near Wotton-underEdge. Some weeks since W. S was invited to preach at Wotton; which he did once, in great peace. But the next time he went, the mob was so turbulent, that he could not finish his sermon: upon which one desired him to come to Kingswood; which he did; and many people heard him gladly. Soon after I came in, a multitude of people was gathered from all parts. A large congregation was there at five in the morning, and a larger than ever in the evening. The next morning I accepted of Mr. B 's offer; and, after reading prayers, preached at the church. All the people expressed huge good will; but none appeared to be deeply affected. At half an hour after twelve I preached in the street, at Wickwar, about four miles from Kingswood ; where there has been a small society for some years; many of whom can rejoice in God. The rest of the audience gave a civil attention and seemed little pleased or displeased at the matter.

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I read with great attention the Chevalier Ramsay's " PhiJosophical Principles of Religion." He undertakes to solve all the difficulties in the Christian Revelation, allowing him only a few postuJata : 1. That human souls all existed, and personally sinned, in paradise. 2. That the souls of brutes are fallen angels. 3. That pain is the only possible means whereby God himself can cure sin: and, 4. That he will, in the end, by the pains of purgatory, purify and restore all men and all devils Amazing work this! '7. I began visiting the societies in Wiltshire, and found much cause to praise God on their behalf. ''7, I was desired by Lady F. to visit her daughter, ill of a consumption. I found much pity, both for the parent and the child, pining away in the bloom of youth. and yet not without joy; as she was already much convinced of sin, and seemed to be on the very brink of deliverance. I saw her once more on Saturday, 29, and left ner patiently waiting for God. Not long after, my brother spent some time with her in prayer, and was constrained, to the surprise of all that were present, to ask of God again and again, that he would perfect his work in her soul, and take her to himself. Almost as soon as he had done, she stretched out her hands, said, ' Come, Lord Jesus," and died. Mon. October 1. I rode to Salisbury, and the next day to a village in the New Forest, eight miles wide of Southampton ; where I preached, in the evening, to a well-meaning, serious congregation. Wednesday, 3. -We rode to Southampton ; thence crossed over to Cowes, and reached Newport before eleven. At five in the afternoon, I went to the market place. The congregation was large, and deeply attentive. It was near the same at six in the evening ; and all seemed to drink in the exhortation, to "present themselves a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to

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4. In spring, 1750, they began building the chapel, for which they collected near two hundred pounds, and borrowed eight hundred more; for which eight of the English brethren were engaged. Two of the English were bound for a hundred more; but none of the ten have any security at all. They promised, indeed, to lodge the writings of the house in their hands; but it was never done. 564 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 'Oct. 1753. 5. About this time a relation left me two houses, near that wherein the single men lived. The Brethren advised me to rebuild them, and add another, for a marriage plan, promising to let me have whatever ground I wanted behind the houses. This promise they renewed over and over. About Michaelmas I began and followed their direction in the whole building: but the night before I began, I went to Antone, the Chief Labourer, and told him, "'The workmen were ready: if 1 am to have ground I will go on; but not else." He said, '"'Go on: you shall have ground." Soon after, he set out the ground; for which I was to give eight pounds: but just as the houses were finished, Antone and Slicht sent for me, and told me they had received a letter from London, and I must have no ground, neither would they use the houses for a marriage plan. 'They were too near the single men; some of whom might perhaps see a woman sometimes in the yard. At thesame time, they desired I would stop up my doors and windows on that side: if I would they would either buy the houses, or take a lease of them. I did as they desired. We then made several agreements, one after another; but they would stand to none of them. I offered them to lose thirty pounds, nay, at last fifty, out of my pocket; but in vain: so at this day I have but three pounds a year rent in all, out of which the land tax is to be paid.

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6. It is a general observation in Bedford, that the Brethren are the worst paymasters in the town: they contract debts, and take no care or thought about discharging them. I have too much proof of this in my own case; for many of them are in my debt, and never come near me. 7. Most of the English who are with them, that are of any trade, now trade for the Saviour ; that is, they work for the Germans, who take all the profits, and use them as their journeymen. As such they punctually give in their accounts and cash; and if they want a coat, or any thing, ask it of the Brethren. Mr. traded for, and lent money to, the Saviour, till he was absolutely ruined. After he had sunk above seven hun dred pounds, he begged to have forty or fifty repaid; but in vain. But, at length, by vehement importunity, he procured eighteen pounds. 8. Mr. Rimius has said nothing to what might have been said, concern ing their marriage economy. I knowa hundred times more than he has written: but the particulars are too shocking to relate. I believe no such things were ever practised before; no, not among the most barbarous Heathens. 9. A fortnight before Christmas last, a young man of their congregation, having married my daughter, without having first obtained the leave of their Head Labourer, one of the Labourers came to my house, and read to me nearly these words : " We, the Elders of the congregation of the Brethren, declare to you, WwW P , M P » your wife, E C , and E your daughter, are utterly cut off from all church communion, from all fellowship and connection whatsoever, with the Brethren, and that for ever and ever."

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I preached in the evening without any inconvenience, and at five in the morning. But about nine, I began shivering again. After the hot fit, I lay in a profuse sweat till eight. I then gradually cooled till I fell fast asleep, and rested sweetly till the morning. Being determined to use that interval of health, I procured a chaise, and reached Brompton in the evening. I spoke, as I was able, in the evening; and God bore witness to the 'ord of his grace. I came to London ; having received no hurt, but rather benefit, by the journey. Thur. November 1. I began visiting the classes, though I found, by the loss of my voice, that my bodily strength was not so far recovered as I before imagined. . I read over Andrew Fry's reasons for leaving the Brethren. Most of what he says, I knew before; yet I cannot speak of them in the manner which he does: I pity them too much to be bitier against them. I rode to Hayes, because I had promised, though I was much out of order. It was with the utmost difficulty that I read prayers, and preached, and administered the sacrament. I went through the evening service with more ease ; but at night my strength quite failed. I should have taken some rhubarb the next day, but I had no time ; having classes to meet from morning to night. In the night my disorder returned more viclent than it had been since I left Cornwall. I should have taken some ipecacuanha in the morning, but had no time to spare ; my business being fixed for every hour, till four in the afternoon; and by that time all my complaints were gone, so that I needed only a little food and rest. I set out in a chaise for Leigh, having delayed my journey as long as I could. I preached at seven, but was extremely cold all the time, the wind coming strong from a door behind, and an 4 Fase bp le ee ey ed eT Pe 566 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1753. other on one side; so that my feet felt just as if I had stood in cold water.

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Sun. March 10. I took my leave of the Hot Well, and removed to Bristol. Twes. 19. Having finished the rough draught, I began transcribing the Notes on the Gospels. I preached for the eA' ed alate " pee ae ode ee oy ae 568 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1754 first time, after an intermission of four months. What reason have I to praise God, that he does not take the word of his truth utterly out of my mouth! I took my leave of a venerable monument of divine mercy, Colonel T d; who, after wandering from God fourscore years, has at length found the way of peace, and is continually panting after God. Mon. April 1. We set out in the machine, and the next evening reached the Foundery. Wednesday, 3. I settled all the business I could, and the next morning retired to Paddington. Here I spent some weeks in writing ; only going to town on Saturday evenings, and leaving it again on Monday morning. In my hours of walking, I read Dr. Calamy's " Abridgment of Mr. Baxter's Life." What a scene is opened here! In spite of all the prejudice of education, I could not but see that the poor Nonconformists had been used without either justice or mercy ; and that many of the Protestant bishops of King Charles had neither more religion, nor humanity, than the Popish bishops of Queen Mr. Skelton told me, " Sir, I intend on Friday next, to go down to Bury, and settle there." Finding he was fully determined, I said nothing against it. So we parted civilly. I preached at Sadler's Wells, in what was formerly a play house. I am glad when it pleases God to take possession of what Satan esteemed his own ground. The place, though large, was extremely crowded, and deep attention sat on every face. I rode to 8 » with one to whom a large estate is fallen, by her uncle's dying without a will. It is a miracle if it does not drown her soul in everlasting perdition.

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Sat. July 6. I spent two hours in the gardens at Kensington. They are just fit for a king; far more grand than pleasant: and yet nothing so grand as many parts of the Peak in Derbyshire. I set out with my brother, and on Wednesday, 10, reached Lackenham, near Norwich. Here we had a full account of that wretched man, James Wheatley, for whom, I fear, it had been good if he had not been born. All Norwich was in an uproar concerning him ; so that it did not appear we could have any place there. However, on Sunday, 14, at seven in the morning, my brother took his stand in the street. A multitude of people quickly gathered together, and were tolerably quiet, all things considered. I would willingly have taken his place in the evening, but had neither voice nor strength. However, on Thursday, 18, being a little recovered from the illness which had attended me for several days, after my brother had done, I spoke to the congregation for a few minutes; and promised to see them again, if God should restore my strength, at the first opportunity. I rode to Newmarket, and the next day to Bedford. Sunday, 21. I preached near St. Peter's Green; having never preached abroad since I was there before. Monday, 22. I returned to London. - Mon. August 5. I set out for Canterbury. On the way I read Mr. Baxter's "' History of the Councils." It is utterly astonishing, and would be wholly incredible, but that his vouchers are beyond all exception. What a company of execrable wretches have they been, (one cannot justly give them a milder title) who have almost in every age, since St. Cyprian, taken upon them to govern the Church! How has one council been perpetually cursing another ; and delivering all over to Satan, whether predecessors or coteniporaries, who did not implicitly receive their determinations, though generally trifling, sometimes false, and frequently unintelligible, or self-contradictory! Surely Mohammedanism was let loose to reform the Christians! I know not but Constantinople has gained by the change. I was much out of order: however, I preached in the evening ; but could do nothing the next day. On Thursday I hastened ie 570 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1754

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In the evening I preached at Tiverton, in the garden which adjoins to the preaching house. It was arefreshing season. I preached at Charlton, a village six miles from Taunton, to a large congregation gathered from the towns and country for many miles round. All the farmers here had some time before entered into a joint engagement to turn all out of their service, and give no work to any, who went to hear a Methodist preacher. But there is no counsel against the Lord. One of the chief of them, Mr. G » was not long after convinced of the truth, and desired those very men to preach at his house. Many of the other confederates came to hear, whom their servants and labourers gladly followed. So the whole device of Satan fell to the ground; and the word of God grew and prevailed. I rode to Dr. Robertson's, at Pitcomb ; and after spending a few agreeable and useful hours in that delightful recess, went forward, about four miles, to Westcomb. I preached on a green place in the town about eight in the morning, to a deeply attentive congregation; and came in the afternoon to Bristol, at least as well as when I set out. I rode to Trowbridge, where one who found peace with God while he was a soldier in Flanders, and has been much prospered in business since his discharge, has built a preaching house at his own expense. He had a great desire that I should be the first who preached in it; but before I had finished the hymn, it was so crowded, and consequently so hot, that I was obliged to go out and stand at the door: there was a multitude of hearers, rich and poor. O that they may not all hear in vain! '7. I thought I had strength enough to keep a watch-night, which I had not done before for eleven months. But though I broke off at eleven, I almost lost my voice ; and the next evening at Weaver's Hall it entirely failed, so that I had much difficulty to conclude my sermon. i preached at Coleford, our other Kingswood, where also the lions are become lambs. On Tuesday we went on to Salisbury.

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true, men of fortune must mind their fortune; but they must not love the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 3. It is true, likewise, you cannot go about to look for poor people; but you may be sufficiently informed of them by those that can.- 4. And if some of these are never satisfied, this is no reason for not relieving others. ». Suppose, too, that some make an ill use of what you give, the loss falls on their own head; you will not lose your reward for their fault: what vou laid out, God will pay you again. 6. Yet certainly you do well to have all the assurance you can, that those to whom you give, are likely to make a good use of it; and therefore to expect a stronger recommendation of them than their own, whether by letter or otherwise. 7. I rejoice that you have given to many by so worthy a man as Colonel Hudson, whose word is certainly a sufficient recommendation. 8. I rejoice likewise that you have given some hundreds of pounds to the hospitals, and wish it had been ten thousand. 9. To the support of the family I did not object; but begged leave to ask, whether this could not be done, without giving ten thousand a year to one who had as much already? And whether you could answer this to God, in the day wherein he shall judge the world? 10. I likewise granted, that the family had continued above four hundred years; but observed, meantime, that God regarded it not a jot the more for this ; and that four hundred or one thousand years are but a moment, compared to eternity. 11. I ovserved likewise that great things may be done, and little things not left undone. 12. And that if this, or any other way of thinking be according to Scripture, then it is sound and good; whereas, if it be contrary to Scripture, it is not good, and the longer we are in it, so much the worse.

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Upon the whole, I must once more earnestly entreat you to consider yourself, and God, and eternity. As to yourself, you are not the proprietor of any thing; no, not of one shilling in the world. You are onlya steward of what another entrusts you with, to be laid out not according to your will but his. And what would you think of your steward, if he laid out what is called your money, according to his own will and pleasure? 2. Is not God the sole proprietor of all things? And are not you to give an account to him for every part of his goods? And O how dreadful an account, if you have expended any part of them not according to his will, but your own? 3. Is not death at hand? And are not you and I just stepping into eternity? Are we not just going to appear in the presence of God; and that naked of all worldly goods? Will you then rejoice in the money you have left behind you? Or in that you have given to support a family, as it is called; that is,.in truth, to suvport the pride, and vanity, and luxury, which you have yourself despised all your life long? O, sir, I beseech you, for the sake of God, for the sake of your own immortal soul, examine yourself, whether you do not love money? If so, you cannot love God. And if we die without the fear of God, what remains? Only to be banis'ied from him for ever and ever! I am, with true respect, sir, Journal I. 87 " Your servant, for Christ's sake.". JOURNAL. No. X. Fesruary 16, 1'755. Having heard a confused account from a place near Camelford, in Cornwall, I wrote to a friend near it, and received the following answer : " According to your desire, I have inquired into the particulars of the late affair at Delabole Quarry. The rock is about thirty yards thick; but the most valuable part of the stone lies undermost. "There were nine partners who shared the advantage of this part of the quarry. Being greedy of gain, they brought out as much of the under part as possible; and the rather, because the time for which they had hired it was within a month of expiring.

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"On Monday, Dec. 2, William Lane, John Lane, William Kellow, and five more of the partners, met in the morning, and sent one of their number for Theophilus Kellow to come to work. He came, but was so uneasy he could not stay, but quickly returned home. William Kellow was sent for in haste, and went to look after his mare, which had cast her foal. The other seven continued labouring tili twelve. All the workmen usually dine together; but these wrought on, when the rest withdrew, till in a moment they were covered with rocks of all sizes, falling about ten yards, some of which were thought to be three tons weight. William Lane had, some years since, known the love of God. He was sitting, cleaving stones, when the rock caved in upon him, with a con cave surface, which just made room for his body: only one edge of it light upon him, and broke one of his thigh bones. When they dug away the stones, he was earnestly praying to God, and confessing his unfaithfulness. As soon as he looked up, he began exhorting all around instantly to make their peace with God. His bone being set, he soon recovered both his bodily strength, and the peace and love which he had lost. Another, who sat close by his side, was covered over, and killed at once. "Close to him, John Lane (son of William) was standing: he was thrown upon his face, he knew not how, and a sharp-edged stone pitched between his thighs ; on which a huge rock fell, and was suspended by it, so as to shadow him all over. The other five were entirely dashed in pieces." Doth not God save those that trust in him? Tues. April 1. I rode from Bristol to a village named Kingswood, near Wotton-under-Edge. The church was exceeding full, and the rongregation was serious and well-behaved: and I had since the satis- e April, 1755. REV. J» WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 575 faction of being informed, that many of them were much changed, at least in their outward behaviour.

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With some difficulty we reached Stanley: there has been lately a great awakening in this country. I never saw such a congregation here before, notwithstanding the wind and rain; and all present seemed to receive the word with gladness and readiness of mind. There is a solid, serious people in these parts, who stand their ground against all opposition. The warmest opposers are the Jacobites, who do not love us, because we love King George. But they profit nothing ; for more and more people " fear God and honour the king." We rode on Thursday in the afternoon through heavy rain, and almost impass- _ able roads, to Evesham; and on Friday, 4, to Birmingham, a barren, dry, uncomfortable place. Most of the seed which has been sown for so many years, the " wild boars" have " rooted up ;" the fierce, unclean, brutish, blasphemous Antinomians have utterly destroyed it. And the mystic foxes have taken true pains to spoil what remained, with their new Gospel. Yet it seems God has a blessing for this place still; so many still attend the preaching; and he is eminently present with the small number that is left in the society. I preached at Wednesbury, and at eight on Sunday morning. But the great congregation assembled in the afternoon, as soon as the service of the church was over, with which we take care never to interfere. A solemn awe seemed to run all through the company in the evening, when I met the society. We have indeed preached the Gospel here '" with much contention :" but the success overpays the labour.

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Mon. '7. I was advised to take the Derbyshire road to Manchester. We baited at a house six miles beyond Lichfield. Observing a woman sitting in the kitchen, I asked, " Are you not well?" And found she had just been taken ill, (being on her journey,) with all the symptoms of an approaching pleurisy. She was glad to hear of an easy, cheap, and (almost) infallible remedy, a handful of nettles, boiled a few minutes, and applied warm to the side. While I was speaking to her, an elderly man, pretty well dressed, came in. Upon inquiry, he told us he was travelling, as he could, toward his home near Hounslow, in hopes of agreeing with his creditors, to whom he had surrendered his all. But how to get on he knew not, as he had no money, and had caught a tertian ague. I hope a wise providence directed this wanderer also, that he might have a remedy for both his maladies. Soon after we took horse we overtook a poor man creeping forward on two crutches. I asked, whither he was going. He said, toward Nottingham, where his wife lived: but both his legs had been broke while he was on shipboard, and he had now spent all his money. This man likewise appeared exceeding thankful, and ready to acknowledge the hand of God. In the afternoon we came to Barton Forge; where a gentleman of Birmingham has set up a large iron work, and fixed five or six families, with a serious man over them, who lost near all he had in the great riot at Wednesbury. Most of them are seeking to save their souls. I preached in the evening, not to them only, but to many gathered from all parts, and exhorted them to love and help one another. I had designed to go straight on to Hayfield; but one 576 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1755.

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I met the society at five, and showed them wherein I feared they had grieved the Spirit of God, and provoked him to deliver them to be thus outraged by "the beasts of the people." I then rode to Hayfield once more, where Mr. B read prayers, and preached a solemn and affecting sermon, relative to the late providence. In the afternoon I again found great liberty of spirit in applying those awful words, What is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul ?" I rode by Manchester (where I preached about twelve) tc Warrington. Atsix in the morning, Tuesday, 15, I preached to a large and serious congregation ; and then went on to Liverpool, one of the neatest, best built towns I have seen in England: I think it is full twice as large as Chester; most of the streets are quite straight. 'Two thirds of the town, we were informed, have been added within these forty years. If it continue to increase in the same proportion, in forty years more it will nearly equal Bristol. The people in general are the most mild and courteous I ever saw in a sea-port town; as indeed appears by their April, 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 577 friendly behaviour, not only to the Jews and Papists who live among them, but even to the Methodists (so called). The preaching house is a little larger than that at Newcastle. It was thoroughly filled at seven in the evening ; and the hearts of the whole congregation seemed to be moved before the Lord, and before the presence of his power. Every morning, as well as evening, abundance of people gladly attended the preaching. Many of them, I learned, were dear lovers of controversy : but I had better work. I pressed upon them all "repentance toward God, and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ."

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I preached at one, and again at five, to some thousands at the foot of the hill. I believe this hollow would contain sixty thousand people, standing one above another; and a clear, strong voice might command them all: although, if they stood upon a plain, I doubt whether any human voice could be distinctly heard by half the number. Our conference began at Leeds. The point on which we desired all the preachers to speak their minds at large was, ' Whether we ought to separate from the Church?" Whatever was advanced on one side or the other was seriously and calmly considered ; and on the third day we were all fully agreed in that general conclusion, that (whether it was lawful or not) it was no ways expedient. We rode (my wife and I) to Northallerton. I rode on to Newcastle. I did not find things here in the order I expected. Many were on the point of leaving the Church, which some had done already; and, as they supposed, on my authority! O how much discord is caused by one jarring string! How much trouble by one man who does not walk by the same rule, and agree in the same judgment with his brethren ! May 18. (Being Whit-Sunday. I preached about eight at Gateshead Fell, and returned before the service at St. Andrew's began. At the sacrament many found an uncommon blessing, and felt God has not yet left the Church. In the following week I spake to the members of the society severally, and found far fewer than I expected prejudiced against the Church: I think not above forty in all. And I trust-the plague is now stayed. I preached at Nafferton, near Horsley, about thirteen miles from Newcastle. We rode chiefly on the new western road, which lies on the v'd Roman wall. Some part of this is still to be June, 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 579

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seen, as are the remains of most of the towers, which were built a mile distant from each other, quite from sea to sea. But where are the men of renown who built them, and who once made all the land tremble 2? Crumbled into dust! Gone hence, to be no more seen, till the earth shall give up her dead! -Mr. Wardrobe, minister of Bathgate, in Scotland, preached at the Orphan House in the evening, to the no small amazement and displeasure of some of his zealous countrymen. I preached at Sheephill. The cold drove us into the house ; which being much crowded was as hot as an oven. Riding afterward in the keen north wind, it seized upon my breast immediately. However, I made a shift to preach at Chester ; and then went on to Sunderland. I preached at eight, though not without pain, not having recovered my voice. We had a useful sermon at church. As soon as the sacrament was over, I preached in the High-street, (it being Trinity-Sunday,) upon, " There are three that bear record in heaven ;" and my voice was so restored, that I could command the whole con gregation, though it was exceeding large. I rode to Mor peth, and preached in the market place, to a small, but quiet congregation. In the evening I preached in the new room at Alnwick; but I could scarce be heard, my voice being very weak. In the morning it was stronger: so I preached with more ease at five ; and then returned to Newcastle. I had the pleasure of seeing Mr. Gillies, from Glasgow. He preached for me in the evening, to the still greater astonishment of the warm men; who " could never have thought it of him!"" Shall we not have more and more cause to say, Names, and sects, and parties fall; Thou, O Christ, art all in all! I walked to the infirmary. It is finely situated on the top of the hill; and is the best ordered of any place of the kind I have seen in England. Nor did I ever see so much seriousness in a hospital before: none were laughing or talking lightly; many were reading the Bible: and when I talked to, and prayed with one, the whole ward listened with deep attention.

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Being at Osmotherley, seven miles from the cliffs, on Monday, June 1, and finding Edward Abbot there, I desired him, the next morning, to show me the way thither. I walked, crept, and climbed, round and over great part of the ruins. I could not perceive, by any sign, that there was ever any cavity in the rock at all; but one part of the solid stone is cleft from the rest, in a perpendicular line, and smooth, as if cut with instruments: nor is it barely thrown down, but split into many hundred pieces; some of which lie four or five hundred yards from the main rock. The ground nearest the cliffis not raised, but sunk considerably beneath the level: but at some distance it is raised in a ridge of eight or ten yards high, twelve or fifteen broad, and near a hundred long. Adjoining to this lies an oval piece of ground, thirty or forty yards in diameter, which has been removed, whole as it is, from beneath the cliff, without the least fissure, with all its load of rocks; some of which were as large as the hull ofasmall ship. Ata little distance is a second piece of ground, forty or fifty yards across, which has been also transplanted entire, with rocks of various sizes upon it, and a tree growing out of one of them. By the removal of one or both of these, I suppose the hollow near the cliff was made. All around them lay stones and rocks, great and small; some on the surface of the earth, some half sunk into it, some almost covered, in variety of positions. Between these the ground was cleft asunder in a thousand places: some of the apertures were nearly closed again; some gaping as at first. Between thirty and forty acres of land, as is commonly supposed, (though some reckon above sixty,) are in this condition. On the skirts of these, I observed, in abundance of places, the green turf (for it was pasture land) as it were pared off, two or three inches thick, and wrapped round like sheets of lead. A little further, it was not cleft or broken at all, but raised in ridges five or six foot long, exactly tesembling the graves in a church yard. Of these there is a vast number.

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That part of the cliff from which the rest is torn, lies so high, and is now of so bright a colour, that it is plainly visible to all the country round, even at the distance of several miles. We saw it distinctly not only from the street in Thirsk, but for five or six miles, as we rode toward York. So we did likewise in the Great North Road, between Sandhutton and Northallerton. But how may we account for this phenomenon? Was it effected by a merely natural cause? If so, that cause must either have been fire, water, or air. It could not be fire; for then some mark of it must have appeared, either at the time, or after it. But no such mark does appear, nor ever did; not so much as the least smoke, either when the first or second rock was removed, or in the whole space between Tuesday and Sunday. It could not be water; for no water issued out when the one or the a June, 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 581 other rock was torn off; nor had there been any rains some time before: it was, in that part of the country, a remarkably dry season. Neither was there any cavity in that part of the rock, wherein a sufficient quantity of water might have lodged. On the contrary, it was one single, solid mass, which was evenly and smoothly cleft in sunder.

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There remains no other natural cause assignable, but imprisoned air. I say imprisoned; for as to the fashionable opinion, that the exterior air is the grand agent in earthquakes, it is so senseless, unmechanical, unphilosophical a dream, as deserves not to be named, but to be exploded. But it is hard to conceive how even imprisoned air could produce such an effect. It might, indeed, shake, tear, raise, or sink the earth; but how could it cleave a solid rock? Here was not room for a quantity of it sufficient to do any thing of this nature; at least, unless it had been suddenly and violently expanded by fire, which was not the case. Could a small quantity of air, without that violent expansion, have torn so large a body of rock from the rest, to which it adhered in one solid mass? Could it have shivered this into pieces, and scattered several of those pieces some hundred yards round? Could it have transported those promontories of earth, with their incumbent load, and set them down, unbroken, unchanged, at a distance? Truly I am not so great a volunteer in faith as to be able to believe this. He-that supposes this, must suppose air to be not only a very strong, (which we allow,) but a very wise agent; while it bore its charge with so great caution as not to hurt or dislocate any part of it. What then could be the cause? What, indeed, but God, who arose to shake terribly the earth; who purposely chose such a place, where there is so great a concourse of nobility and gentry every year; and wrought in such a manner, that many might see it and fear; that all who travel one of the most frequented roads in England, might see it, almost whether they would or no, for many miles together. It must likewise for many years, maugre all the art of man, be a visible monument of His power; all that ground being now so encumbered with rocks and stones, that it cannot be either ploughed or grazed. Nor will it serve any use, but to tell all that see it, Who can stand before this great God?

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New England, at several times, for some weeks or months together ; but among us, he has wrought for near eighteen years together, without any observable intermission. Above all, let it be remarked, that a considerable number of the regular clergy were engaged in that great work in Scotland; and in New England, above a hundred, perhaps as eminent as any in the whole province, not only for piety, but also for abilities, both natural and acquired ; whereas in England there were only two or three inconsiderable clergymen, with a few young, raw, unlettered men ; and these opposed by well nigh all the clergy, as well as laity in the nation. He that remarks this must needs own, both that this is a work of God, and that he hath not wrought so in any other nation. July, 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 583 I was considering what could be the reasons why the hand of the Lord (who does nothing without a cause) is almost entirely stayed in Scotland, and in great measure in New England. It does not become us to judge peremptorily ; but perhaps some of them may be these : 1. Many of them became " wise in their own eyes ;" they seemed to think they were the men, and there were none like them. And hence they refused God the liberty of sending by whom he would send; and required him to work by men of learning, or not at all. 2. Many of them were bigots, immoderately attached either to their own opinions or mode of worship. Mr. Edwards himself was not clear of this. But the Scotch bigots were beyond all others; placing Arminianism (so calied) on a level with Deism, and the Church of England with that of Rome. Hence they not only suffered in themselves and their brethren a bitter zeal, but applauded themselves therein; in showing the same spirit against all who differed from them, as the Papists did against our forefathers. 3. With pride, bitterness, and bigotry, self indulgence was joined; self denial was little taught and practised. It is well if some of them did not despise, or even condemn, all self denial in things indifferent, as in apparel or food, as nearly allied to Popery. No marvel then that the Spirit of God was grieved. Let us profit by their example.

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Observing in that valuable book, Mr. Gillies's " Historical Collections," the custom of Christian congregations in all ages to set apart seasons of solemn thanksgivings, I was amazed and ashamed that we had never done this, after all the blessings we had received : and many to whom I mentioned it gladly agreed to set apart a day for that purpose. I set out for Norwich, and came thither the next evening. As a large congregation was waiting, I could not but preach, though weary enough. The two following days I spoke to each member of the society; and on Friday, July 4, took horse again, though how I should ride five miles I knew not. But God so strengthened both man and beast, that I reached Bury the same night, and London the next, far less tired than when I set out from Norwich. Monday,7, was our first day of solemn thanksgiving for the numberless spiritual blessings we have received. And I believe it was a day which will not soon be forgotten. One spent the evening with us who is accounted both a sensible anda religious man. What a proof of the fall! Even with all the advantages of a liberal education, this person, I will be bold to say, xnows just as much of heart religion, of scriptural Christianity, the religion of love, as a child three years 11d of Algebra. How much then may we suppose a Turk or Heathen to know? Hardly more; perhaps just as much. Twes. 22. To oblige a friendly gentlewoman, I was a witness to her will, wherein she bequeathed part of her estate to charitable uses; and part, during his natural life, to her dog Toby. I suppose, though she should die within the year, her legacy to Toby may stand good; but that to the poor is null and void, by the statute of Mortmain! I buzied the body of Ephraim B , once a pattern to all that believed. But 'rum the time he left off fasting and universal 584 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _ Aug. 1755

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Having spent two days comfortably, and I hope usefully, on Monday, 25, I rode over the mountains, close by the sea to Looe, a town near half as large as Islington, which sends four inembers to the parliament ! And each county in North Wales sends one! At Fowey a little company met us, and conducted us to Luxulian. Between six and seven I preached in what was once the court yard of a rich and honourable man ; but he and all his family are in the dust, and his very memory is almost perished. The congregation was large and deeply serious. But it was still larger on Tuesday evening, and several seemed to be cut to the heart. On Wednesday they flocked from all parts. And with what eagerness did they eceive the word! Surely many of these last will be first. I preached at St. Mewan. I do not remember ever to have seen the yard in which I stood quite full before ; but it would not now contain the congregation: many were obliged to stand without the gate. At five in the morning I preached at St. Austle, to more than our room could contain. In the evening I was at St. Ewe. One or 586 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _Sept. 1755. two felt the edge of God's sword, and sunk to the ground ; and indeed it seemed as if God would suffer none to escape him; as if he both heard and answered our prayer, Dart into all the melting flame Of love, and make the mountains flow. As I was riding through Truro, one stopped my horse, and insisted on my alighting. Presently two or three more of Mr. Walker's society came in; and we seemed to have been acquainted with each other many years; but I was constrained to break from them. About five I found the congregation waiting in a broad, convenient part of the street, in Redruth. I was extremely weary ; and our friends were so glad to see me, that none once thought of asking me to eat or drink; but my weariness vanished when I began to speak. Surely God is in this place also.

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Understanding there were many present who did once run well, I preached at eight, (the rain ceasing just in time,) on, " How shall I give thee up, Ephraim ?"? Many endeavoured, but in vain, to hide their tears. I was agreeably surprised at church to hear the prayers read, not only with deliberation, but with uncommon propriety. At one the congregation was nearly double to what it was in the morning ; and all were still as night. Surely these are patient hearers: God grant they may be fruitful ones! At five I preached in Gwennap, to several thousands ; but not one of them light or inattentive. After I had done, the storm arose, and the rain poured down, till about four in the morning: then the sky cleared, and many of them that feared God gladly assembled before him. Mon. September 1. I preached at Penryn, to abundantly more than the house could contain. We went to Falmouth. The town is not now what it was ten years since: all is quiet from one end to the other. I had thoughts of preaching on the hill near the church; but the violent wind made it impracticable : so I was obliged to stay in our own room. The people could hear in the yard likewise, and the adjoining houses; and all were deeply attentive. At four Mrs. M. came into my room, all in tears, and told me she had seen, as it were, our Lord standing by her, calling her by her name; and had ever since been filled with joy unspeakable. Soon after came her sister, in almost the same condition, and afterward her niece; who likewise quickly melted into tears, and refused to be comforted. Which of these will endure to the end? Now, at least, God is among them. After preaching again, to a congregation who now appeared ready to devour every word, I walked up to Pendennis Castle ; finely situated on the high point of land which runs out between the bay and the harbour, and commanding both. It might easily be made exceeding strong; but our wooden castles are sufficient.

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In the afternoon we rode to Helstone, once turbulent enough, but now quiet as Penryn. I preached at six, on a rising ground, about a musket-shot from the town. Two drunken men strove to interrupt ; but one soon walked away: the other leaned on his horse's neck, and fell fast asleep. What has done much good here is, the example of Ww T He was utterly without God in the world, when his father died, and left him a little estate, encumbered with huge debt Sept. 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 587 Seven or eight years ago he found peace with God. He afterward sold his estate, paid all his debts, and, with what he had left, furnished a little shop. Herein God has blessed him in an uncommon manner. Meantime, all his behaviour is of a piece; so that more and more of his neighbours say, " Well, this is a work of God!" In the evening heavy rain began, just as I began to give out the hymn; but it ceased before I named my text. I spoke very plain, and it seemed to sink into many hearts; as they showed by attending at five in the morning, when we had another happy and solemn hour. About noon, Friday, 5,1 called on W. Row, in Breage, in my way to Newlyn. 'Twelve years ago," he said, "I was going over Gulval Downs, and I saw many people together; and I asked what was the matter ; and they told me a man was going to preach: and I said, ' To be sure it is some mazed man:' but when I saw you, I said, ' Nay, this is no mazed man:' and you preached on God's raising the dry bones ; and from that time I could never rest till God was pleased to breathe on me, and raise my dead soul."

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I had given no notice of preaching here ; but seeing the poor people flock from every side, I could not send them empty away. SoI preached at a small distance from the house ; and besought them to consider our " great High Priest, who is passed through into the heavens :" and none opened his mouth; for the lions of Breage too are now changed into lambs. That they were so fierce ten years ago is no wonder; since their wretched minister told them, from the pulpit, (seven years before I resigned my fellowship,) that "'John Wesley was expeiled the college for a base child, and had been quite mazed ever since: that all the Methodists, at their private societies, put out the lights," c; with abundance more of the same kind. But a year or two since, it was observed, he grew thoughtful and melancholy ; and, about nine months ago, he went into his own necessary house, and hanged himself. When we came to Newlyn, we were informed that a strong, healthy man, was, the morning before, found dead in his bed. Many were startled: so I endeavoured to deepen the impression, by preaching on those words, There is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest." In the evening I preached at St. Just. Except at Gwennap, I have seen no such congregation in Cornwall. The sun (nor could we contrive it otherwise) shone full in my face, when I began the hymn: but just as I ended it, a cloud arose, which covered it till I had done preaching. Is any thing too small for the providence of Him by whom our very hairs are numbered ?

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In the evening I reached North Moulton: but, being wet and tired, and the people not having notice, I did not preach till the next morning. A few, I found, stand steadfast here also, though a neighbouring gentleman has threatened them much unless they will leave this way, has turned many out of their work or farms, and headed the mob in person. On Saturday evening I preached at Tiverton, to a well-established people. I rode to Collumpton, where the minister preached an excellent practical sermon. At one I preached on the parable of the sower; and about five in the market house at Tiverton. The congregation was larger than for some years: yet all behaved as though they really desired to save their souls. It rained the greater part of the day, which lessened the congregation at Charlton. We walked up to Glastonbury Tower, which a gentleman is now repairing. It is the steeple of a church, the foundation of which is still discernible. On the west side of the tower there are niches for images; one of which, as big as the life, is still entire. The hill on which it stands is extremely steep, and of an uncommon height ; so that it commands the country on all sides, as well as the Bristol Channel. Iwas weary enough when we came to Bristol; but I preached till all my complaints were gone; and I had now a little leisure to sit still, and finish the Notes on the New Testament." Fri. October 3. I rode over to Pill, a place famous from generation to generation, even as Kingswood itself, for stupid, brutal, abandoned wickedness. But what is all the power of the world and the devil, when the day of God's power is come? Many of the inhabitants now seem desirous of turning from the power of Satan to God. I preached on the south-west side of Bristol. I supposea considerable part of the congregation had hardly ever heard a sermon in the open air before; but they were all (rich and poor) serious and attentive. No rudeness is now at Bristol. I preached on the Green, near Pill, to a large and serious congregation. It rained Journal I. 88 . 590 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1755.

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As I was returning from Zoar, I came as well as usual to Moorfields ; but there my strength entirely failed, and such a faintness and weariness seized me, that it was with difficulty I got home. I could not but think, how happy it would be (suppose we were ready for the Bridegroom) to sink down and steal away at once, without any of the hurry and pomp of dying! Yet it is happier still to glorify God in our death, as wellas our life. About this time I received a serious, sensible letter ; the substance of which was as follows : "Scarce any nation passes a century without some remarkable fluctua- tion. How should it be otherwise? For how can that be perpetually stable, wherein man, full of instability, is principally concerned? It is Dec. 1755. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 593. certain, therefore, that all the quiet in a nation is ordered by divine wisdom ; as all the confusions and convulsions are permitted by divine justice. Let us view the present state of Great Britain in this light; resting assured, that all which befalls us is intended to promote our good in this world, and that which is to come. "This land is ripe for judgments. How few are there herein who even intend to please God in all they do? And all besides are subject to divine wrath. For all who live without any regard to God, are wilful sinnerg against God, and every hour liable to the stroke of his offended justice And what shall these do when visited by the sword, the plague, the famine, or the furious elements? O that they would turn to God through the Saviour of sinners! Surely then they would find mercy! Yea, and probably see the salvation of God, even in the land of the living.

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"But what shall the Christians do in the time of public calamities? Be still, look up, and follow providence. Be still, O my soul! in the midst of tumults and the distress of nations. Take no comfort in any thing but in the consciousness of divine love. Listen to his voice, and quietly wait to see the hand of God over all. Ifyou are uncertain what to do, look up, and expect wisdom from above. If you fear, Jook up for courage and faith to act well on all occasions. If the sword is at your throat, look up for submission to the wise and gracious will of God. Look up for power to pray without ceasing, and in every thing to give thanks. Follow providence. Do not run before, but after, the hand that leads the simpilehearted, with a steady attention, and a determinate purpose to do what is pleasing to him. 'But what shall the Christians do, if the storm come, if our country be actually invaded' The general answer must be the same: 'Be still; leok up; follow providence.' A particular answer is hard to give yet. Only so far one may say, 1. We must take great care of our spirits. If we sink into the world's fears or joys, we shall lose our hold on God. The spirit of the Christians and the spirit of the world are entirely different. They can never agree in what appertains to the work of God, either in his dispensations of grace or justice. 2. Every one should deeply consiaer, what he is called to. Some may think it would be a sin to defend themselves. Happy are they, if they can refrain from judging or condemning those that are of a different persuasion. Certain it is, some have fought and died in a just cause, with a conscience void of offence. To some, therefore, it may be matter of duty to repel the common enemy. 3. They who believe they are called to this, should proceed in all things in a Christian spirit. They should, if possible, joinin one body. They should endeavour to avoid trifling company and conversation. They should learn the exercise with prayers and hymns. But who of us is sufficient for these things ?"

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The minds of many people being deeply affected with a prospect of public calamities, I explained those comfortable words in the First lesson, Isaiah xxvi, 20, 'Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast." I set out for Lewisham ; appointing one to meet me with my horse at the stones end. But he mistook his way, and so left me to walk on, in my boots and great coat. When I came within a quarter of a mile of Lewisham bridge, a coach drove swiftly by me. I wondered why the coachman stopped, till he called, and desired me to come up to him. The reason then appeared, the low grounds were quite covered with water, so that I could not have attempted to reach the bridge, without hazarding my life. 594 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. 1756. I was in the robe chamber, adjoining to the house of lords, when the king put on his robes. His brow was much furrowed with age, and quite clouded with care. And is this ail the world can give even toa king? All the grandeur it can afford? A blanket of ermine round his shoulders, so heavy and cumbersome he can scarce move under it! A huge heap of borrowed hair, with a few plates of gold and glittering stones upon his head! Alas, what a bauble is human greatness! And even this will not endure. Cover the head with ever so much hair and gold ; yet, Scit te Proserpina canum ; Personam capiti detrahet illa tuo. (Death will deprive thee of thy borrowed hair.) Literally : ' Proserpine knows thee to be hoary ; she will tear the mask from thy head.' January, 1, 1756. We had a large congregation at four in the morning. How much are men divided in their expectations concerning the ensuing year! Will it bring a large harvest of temporal calamities, or of spiritual blessings ? Perhaps of both; of temporal afflictions preparatory to spiritual blessings. This week I wrote " An Address to the Clergy ;" which, considering the state of public affairs, I judged would be more seasonable, and more easily borne, at this time than at any other. Mr. Walsh wrote to me as follows :

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That is: Though we may conceal our gray hairs with a wig, this will not deceive or keep off death. Proserpine, in the mythology of the ancient Heathens, was the fabled queen of hell, who presided over the death of mankind; and according to their opinion no one could die if she, or her minister Atropos, did not cut off a lock of hair from the head. Feb. 1756. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 595 which I had such giorious evidences of the eternal power and Godhead of my great Redeemer. bless God I love Mr. B as well as all mankind; but it grieves me to see people led in the high road to hell, instead of heaven; especially at a time which calls upon all to awake and prepare to meet their God." Saturday, 17, and in the spare hours of the following days, I read over Mr. Pike's Philosophia Sacra; Sacred Philosophy ; a treatise admirably well wrote, by an ingenious man, who says all that can be said for Mr. Hutchinson's hypothesis : but it is only an hypothesis still ; much supposition, and little proof. I rode to Canterbury, and preached in the evening to such a congregation as I never saw there before ; in which were abundance of the soldiers, and not a few of their officers. I preached about noon at Dover, to a very serious but small congregation. We afterward walked up to the Castle, on the top of a mountain. It is an amazingly fine situation; and from hence we had a clear view of that vast piece of the cliff, which a few days ago divided from the rest, and fell down upon the beach. In returning to London, I read the life of the late czar, Peter the Great. Undoubtedly he was a soldier, a general, and a statesman, scarce inferior to any. But why was he called a Christian? What has Christianity to do either with deep dissimulation or savage cruelty 2

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leisure, hurried away to me, and received them with all the genuine indi cations of passionate gratitude. All the books were very acceptable ; but none more so than the psalms and hymns, which enabled them to gratify their peculiar taste for psalmody. Sundry of them lodged all night in my kitchen; and sometimes when I have awaked at two or three in the morning, a torrent of sacred psalmody has poured into my chamber In this exercise some of them spend the whole night. "The good effects of this charity are already apparent. It convinces the Heathen, that however careless about religion the generality of the white people are, yet there are some who think it a matter of importance. It has excited some of their masters to emulation; and they are ashamed. that strangers on the other side the Atlantic ocean, should be at such pains to teach their domestics, while themselves are negligent about it. Such of the negroes as can read already, are evidently improving in knowledge. It has excited others to learn to read: for as I give books to none but such as can read, they consider them as a reward for their industry. And I am told, that in almost every house in my congregation, and in many other places, they spend every leisure hour in endeavouring to learn. Many do this from a sincere desire to know the will of God; and if some should do it from the meaner principle of vanity or curiosity, yet I cannot but rejoice, that it renders them the more capable of receiving instruction. To all this I may add, that the very distributing these books gives me an opportunity of speaking seriously, and with particular application, to many who would not otherwise come in my way. "There are thousands of, negroes in this colony who still continue. in the grossest ignorance, and are as rank Pagans now, as they were in the wilds of Africa. Not a few of these are within the bounds of my congre- gation. Butall are not of this character. Upon some my ministry of late

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I rode to the Old Passage: but finding we could not pass, we went on to Purton; which we reached about four in the after noon. But we were no nearer still; for the boatmen lived on the other side, and the wind was so high, we could not possibly make them hear. However, we determined to wait a while; and in a quarter of an hour they came of their own accord. We reached Coleford before seven ; and found a plain, loving people, who received the word of God with all gladness. Twes. 16. Examining the little society, I found them grievously harassed by disputations. Anabaptists were on one side, and Quakers on the other: and hereby five or six persons have been confused : but the rest cleave so much the closer together. Nor does it appear that there is now one trifler, much less a disorderly walker, among them. I learned the particulars of that surprising storm which was here the year before last. It began near Cheltenham, on June 14, 1754, and passed on over Coleford, in a line about three miles broad. It was rain mixed with hail. The hail broke all the windows it had access to, stripped all the trees both of fruit and leaves, and destroyed every green thing. Many of the stones were as large as hen eggs: some were fourteen or fifteen inches round. The rain occasioned such a torrent of water in the street, as bore away man and beast. A mile or two further, it joined with the waters of a mill dam; which it broke down, and carried away several houses. How frequent would accidents of this kind be, if chance, not God, governed the world! We rode through hard rain to Brecknock, and came just at the hour appointed for preaching. The Town Hall, in which I was desired to preach, is a large and commodious place ; and the whole congregation (one poor gentleman excepted) behaved with seriousness and decency.

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I rode over to Howell Harris at Trevecka, though not knowing how to get any further. But he helped us out of our difhiculties ; offering to send one with us who would show us the way, and bring our horses back: so I then determined to go on to Holyhead, after spending a day or two at Brecknock. It being the day appointed for the justices and commissioners to meet, the town was extremely full; and curiosity (if no better motive) brought most of the gentlemen to the preaching. Such another opportunity could not have been of speaking to all the rich and great of the county: and they all appeared to be serious and attentive. Perhaps one or two may lay it to heart. I delayed preaching till nine, for the sake of the tender and delicate ones. At two we had near the whole town; and God reserved the great blessing for the last. Afterward we rode to Trevecka: but our guide was ill: sc in the morning we set out without him... Before I talked with him myself, I wondered H. Harris did not go out and preach as usual: but he now informed me, he preached till he could preach no longer, his constitution being entirely broken. While he was thus confined, he was pressed in spirit to build a large house; though he knew not why, or for whom. But as soon as it was built, men, women, and children, without his seeking, came to it from all bette: 598 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1756. parts of Wales : and, except in the case of the Orphan House at Halle, I never heard of so many signal interpositions of Divine providence.

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It continued fair till we came to Builth; where I preached to the usual congregation. Mr. Phillips then guided us to Royader, about fourteen English miles. It snowed hard behind us and on both sides, but not at all where we were. wes. 23. When we took horse, there was nothing to be seen but a waste of white: the snow covered both hills and vales. As we could see no path, it was not without much difficulty, as well as danger, that we went on. But between seven and eight the sun broke out, and the snow began to melt: so we thought all our difficulty was over; till, about nine, the snow fell faster than ever. In an hour it changed into hail; which, as we rode over the mountains, drove violently in our face. About twelve this turned into hard rain, followed by an impetuous wind. However, we pushed on through all, and before sunset came to Dolgelly. Here we found every thing we wanted except sleep, of which we were deprived by a company of drunken, roaring sea captains, who kept possession of the room beneath us, till between two and three in . the morning: so that we did not take horse till after six ; and then we could make no great speed, the frost being exceeding sharp, and much ice in the road. Hence we were not able to reach Tannabull till between eleven and twelve. An honest Welshman here gave us to know (though he spoke no English) that he was just going over the sands. So we hastened on with him, and by that means came in good time to Carnarvon.

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We left the harbour about twelve, having six or seven officers and abundance of passengers on board. The wind was full west, and there was great probability of a stormy night. So it was judged best to put back ; but one gentleman making a motion, to try a little longer, in a short time brought all over to his opinion. So they agreed to go out, and "look for a wind." 'The wind continued westerly all the night. Nevertheless, in the morning we were within two leagues of Ireland! Between nine and ten I landed at Howth, and walked on for Dublin. The congregation in the evening was such as I never saw nere before. I hope this also is a token for good. In conversing with many, I was surprised to find that all Treland is in perfect safety. None here has any more apprehension of an invasion, than of being swallowed up in the sea; every one being absolutely assured, that the French dare not attempt any such thing. Thur. April 1. I bought one or two books at Mr. Smith's, on the Blind Quay. I wanted change for a guinea, but he could not give it; so I borrowed some silver of my companion. The next evening a young gentleman came from Mr. Smith's to tell me I had left a guinea on his counter. Such an instance of honesty I have rarely met with, either in Bristol or London. I went to the College chapel, at which about forty persons were present: Dr. K. preached a plain, practical sermon, after which the sacrament was administered. I never saw so much decency at any chapel in Oxford ; no, not even at Lincoln College. Scarce any person stirred, or coughed, or spit, from the beginning to the end of the service. In the evening our house was crowded above and below; yet many were obliged to stand without. The whole congregation appeared stayed and solid. Do even the people of Dublin know the day of their visitation ?

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I met about a hundred children, who are catechised publicly twice a week. Thomas Walsh began this some months ago; and the fruit of it appears already. What a pity that all our preachers in every place have not the zeal and wisdom to follow his example! I breakfasted with one of the most lovely old men I ever saw; John Garret, a Dutchman by birth, and a speaker among the Quakers. Thence we went to a poor dying backslider. When we came in he was crying to God out of the deep; but before we left him his heaviness was gone, and he desired nothing but to be with Christ. I looked over a celebrated book, " The Fable of the Bees." Till now I imagined there had never appeared in the world such a book as the works of Machiavel. But Dr. Mandeville goes far beyond it. The Italian only recommends a few vices, as useful to some particular men, and on some particular occasions. But the Englishman loves and cordially recommends vice of every kind ; not only as useful now and then, but as absolutely necessary at all times for all communities! Surely Voltaire would hardly have said so much. And even Mr. Sandeman could not have said more. April 16. (Being Good Friday.) Near four hundred of the society met, to follow the example of their brethren in England, and renew thei covenant with God. It was a solemn hour: many mourned before God and many were comforted. Jn the following week all our preachers met. I never before found such unanimity among them. They appeared now to be not only of one heart, but likewise of one mind and judgment.

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many of her present clergy. Why then should I cavil at you for feeding those sheep that are starved by their own shepherds?' for endeavouring to recover them from that stupid lethargy and open wickedness which in volve the generality of mankind? This is your happiness: would to God -t could be mine! I have often had a strong desire for it; and would now gladly dedicate my life to it, if my poor abilities and mean education, together with the twenty-third Article of our Church, did not crush the thought. However, as I do not see you vary from the doctrine of the Church, I should not scruple to join with you. My chief motives (beside that strong desire) are, First, I reflect, there is scarce a situation in life, at least in the trading world, without its attendant frauds or vices, which are now scarce separable from it. Secondly, I am at present of no use in society ; so that on account of any advantage that now accrues from me to the public, I need not scruple giving myself to my darling employment Thirdly, I am convinced a man may instruct and reform himself by instructing and reforming others. But may I attempt this otherwise than by the ordinary method of admitting labourers into the Lord's vineyard? Your thoughts on this subject would be received as a singular favour; for which I shall impatiently wait, who am, " Reverend sir, Your affectionate and ready servant." I rode to Tullamore ; where one of the society, Edward Willis, gave me a very surprising account of himself. He said:

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"When I was about twenty years old, I went to Waterford for business. After a few weeks I resolved to leave it; and packed up my things, in order to set out the next morning. This was Sunday; but my landlord pressed me much not to go till the next day. In the afternoon we walked out together, and went into the river. After a while, leaving him near the shore, I struck out into the deep. J soon heard a ery, and, turning, saw him rising and sinking in the channel of the river. I swam back with all speed, and, seeing him sink again, dived down after him. When I was near the bottom, he clasped his arm round my neck, and held me so fast that I could not rise. Seeing death before me, all my sins came into my mind, and I faintly called for mercy. In a while my senses went away, and I thought I was in a place full of light and glory, with abundance of people. While I was thus, he who held me died, and I floated up to the top of the water. I then immediately came to myself, and swam to the shore, where several stood who had seen us sink, and said, they never knew such a deliverance before; for I had been under water full twenty minutes. It made me more serious for two or three months. Then I returned to all my sins. "But in the midst of all, I had a voice following me every where, "When an able minister of the Gospel comes, it will be well with thee!' Some years after I entered into the army: our troop lay at Phillip's Town, when Mr. W. came. I was much affected by his preaching; but not so as to leave my sins. The voice followed me still; and when Mr. J. W. came, before I saw him I had an unspeakable conviction that he was the man I looked for; and soon after I found peace with God, and it was well with me indeed."

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I preached in the market place at Kinsale. I walked to the Fort. It commands the entrance of the harbour, and has three tier of guns, one over the other. It is built upon the firm rock; is of a large extent, and the upper part of a great height from the water. But all is out of repair; many of the cannon are dismounted; most of them unfit for service; so that many think a second-rate man-of-war might take it in a few hours' time. At one I preached in the Exchange: abundance of soldiers, and the colonel, with several officers, were present ; so that 1 conceived some hopes that the seed sown even at Kinsale will not all be lost. At five I preached in the wt al nA - 7 eS vee 604 REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1756 market house at Innishannon to a very large and well-behaved congregation, and then went on to Bandon. I rode out with Mrs. Jones, as I did every day, to save her life, if possible. From the hill we had a fair view of Castle Barnard, with the park adjoining ; in which, a few years ago, Judge Barnard used to take such delight. Indeed, it is a beautiful place in every respect. The house is one. of the most elegant I have seen in the kingdom, both as to the structure and the situation; standing on the side of a fruitful hill, and having a full command of the vale, the river, and the opposite mountain. The ground, near the house, is laid out with the finest taste, in gardens of every kind ; with a wilderness, canals, fish ponds, water works, and rows of trees in various forms. The park includes part of each hill, with the river between, running through the meadow and lawns, which are tufted over with trees of every kind, and every now and then a thicket or grove. The Judge finished his plan, called the land after his name, and dropped into the dust! I returned to Cork. About that time I received a letter from Mr. Gillies, part of which follows : "The Lord hath been pleased to inflict a heavy stroke upon us, by calling home his faithful servant, Mr. Wardrobe. Concerning his death, a Christian friend writes thus:

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the spot. On further inquiry, we found he was struck on the left side of his head.' " I gave my last exhortation to the society in Cork, and setting out early on Monday, 7, in the evening, came to Limerick. The account which one of our sisters gave of Ann Beauchamp was as follows : August 18, 1753. I went to see Ann Beauchamp, who had been ill for about a week. I asked her, in what state she found her soul. She answered "T am quite happy. I know that my Redeemer liveth, and has taken away all my sins. And my heart is comforted with the presence of God: I long to die, that I may be with him." I asked, "But are you resigned, either to live or die, as he shall see fit?" She answered, "I cannot say, I am willing to live: it would go hard with me to live now. Pray that the Lord may perfect his work of sanctification in my soul." Being asked, if she could freely part with all her friends, she said, "Yes: and as to my children, I have cast them upon the Lord. I know he will take care of them; and I give them freely up to him, without one anxious thought." She then prayed for her friends and acquaintance one by one, and afterward, fervently and with tears, for each person in her band: then for Mr. John Wesley, desiring she might be found at his feet in the day of the Lord. Soon after she called her mother, desired forgiveness for any thing wherein she had ignorantly offended her, and exhorted her not to grieve ; adding, " God will comfort you, and give you strength to bear your trial. It is your loss, but it is my everlasting gain; and I am going but a little before you." She then prayed over her, and kissing her, took her leave. In the same manner she took leave of all about her, exhorting, praying for, and kissing them, one by one: afterward she called for, and took her leave of, her servants.

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expecting to see any of them again, I spake very plain once for all. In the morning we rode through Tuam, a neat little town, scarce half so large as Islington; nor is the cathedral half so large as Islington church. The old church at Kilconnel, two miles from Aghrim, is abundantly larger. If one may judge by the vast ruins that remain, (over all which we walked in the afternoon,) it was a far more stately pile of building than any that is now standing in Ireland. Adjoining to it are the ruins of a large monastery ; many of the cells and apartments are pretty entire. At the west end of the church lie abundance of skulls, piled one upon another, with innumerable bones round about, scattered as dung upon the earth. O sin, what hast thou done ! Wed. '7. I preached at Aghrim morning and evening, and then rode over to Castlebar. Mr. M. has now lost both his brother and his two daughters, two of the most agreeable women in the kingdom, caught away in the full bloom of youth and beauty : if they can be termed lost, who all committed their souls unto Him they loved, in the full triumph of faith. A coach full of us, with several horsemen, and others on foot, went to Ahaskra in the morning. The rest of the congregation were mostly Papists. But all heard with earnest attention. I preached in the evening at Athlone, where, on Friday, 9, we had a solemn watch-night. We had a blessed opportunity in the evening on the Connaught side of the river. Almost all the Protestants in the town were present, with abundance of Papists. And many of them acknowledged the doctrine of Christ crucified to be " the power of God and the wisdom of God." After preaching at Abidarrig about noon, I went on to Longford. Many supposed the mob would be too violent there to allow me a peaceable hearing. I began at five in the yard of the old barrack. A huge crowd soon flocked in; but most of the Papists stood at the gate, or just without the wall. They were all still as night; nor did I hear an uncivil word while we afterward walked ° from one end of the town to the other.

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curious to hear, will now draw back: men once drawn, having stifled their good desires, will disapprove what they approved before, and feel dislike, instead of good will, to the preacher. Others, who were more or less convinced, will be afraid or ashamed to acknowledge that conviction. And all these will catch at ill stories, (true or false,) in order to justify their change. When, by this means, all who do not savingly believe, have quenched the Spirit of God, the little flock goes on from faith to faith; the rest sleep on and take their rest. And thus the num- ber of hearers in every place may be expected first to increase, and then decrease. At noon I preached at Coolylough, where the preachers and stewards met. In the evening I preached at Tullamore, in Barrack-street ; and many who never had so much curiosity as to walk a hundred yards to hear the preaching, vouchsafed to hear it at their own doors. In the middle of the sermon came a quarter master, very drunk, and rushed in among the people. In a short time he slipped off his hat, and gave all the attention of which he was capable. So did many of the soldiers, and many officers. O let some lay it to heart! -We walked down to Lord Tullamore's, (that was his title then,) an old mile from the town. His gardens are extremely pleasant. They contain groves, little meadows, kitchen gardens, plats of flowers, and little orchards, intermixed with fine canals and pieces of water. And will not all these make their owner happy? Not if he has one unholy temper! Not unless he has in himself a fountain of water, springing up into everlasting life. About this time I received a letter without a name, part of which I have subjoined :

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"Does not experience show the sad effects of a contrary education ? While children, instead of being taught benevolence to irrationals, are suffered to torment first poor little insects, and then every helpless creature that comes in their way, can it be expected, that, being thus inured to cruelty and oppression even in their tender years, they should relent when they come to age, and be susceptible of compassion even to rationals? It cannot. For is pity shown to man, only because he has reason? If so, those would lose their claim to our compassion who stand in the greatest need of it; namely, children, idiots, and lunatics. But if pity is shown to all that are capable of pain, then may it justly be expected that we should sympathize with every thing that has life. "Tam persuaded you are not insensible of the pain given to every Christian, every humane heart, by those savage diversions, bull-baiting, cock-fighting, horse-racing, and hunting. Can any of these irrational and unnatural sports appear otherwise than cruel, unless through early prejudice, or entire want of consideration and reflection? And if man is void of these, does he deserve the name of man? Or is he fit for society? And, besides, how dreadful are the concomitant and the consequent vices of these savage routs? Yetsuch cowards are we grown, that scarce any man has courage to draw his pen against them !" I preached in Tyrreil's Pass at five, and T. Walsh at eight. Hence we rode to Ballybeg, near Drumcree, where we found a little company of earnest people, most of them rejoicing in the love of God. To these were added a few from the county of Cavan. Joseph Charles going thither some time since, on temporal business, occasionally spoke of the things of God. Many believed his report; and some found his words " the power of God unto salvation."

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I read Mr. Barton's ingenious " Lectures on Lough Neagh," near Lurgan, which turns wood into stone, and cures the king's-evil, and most cutaneous distempers. Under part of this lake there is first a stratum of firm clay, and under that a stratum of trees four foot thick, all compacted into one mass, doubtless by the pressure of the incumbent earth, (perhaps water too,) which it has probably sustained ever since the general deluge. In the evening we had the largest congregation which I have seen since we left Cork. It was almost as large at five in the morning. Why should we despair of doing good at Lurgan also ? I preached at Newry, and the three following days. On Monday, August 2, I returned to Rosmead. We rode to Tullamore through heavy rain, which a strong wind drove full in our face. The only wild Irish whom I have seen yet, a knot of officers, were present at the preaching in the evening, and behaved tolerably well. I preached at Portarlington in the evening, and was going to take horse in the morning, when a gentleman came, and said he was just setting out for Dublin, and would be glad of my company in his chariot. I accompanied him to Johnstown, where we dined; and then took horse and rode on to Dublin. On this and the next day I finished my business in Ireland, so as to be ready to sail at an hour's warning.

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We were to sail, the wind being fair ; but as we were going aboard, it turned full east. I find it of great use to be in suspense: it is an excellent means of breaking our will. May we be ready either to stay longer on this shore or to launch into eternity! On Tuesday evening I preached my farewell sermon. Mr. Walsh did the same in the morning. We then walked to the quay: but it was still a doub whether we' were to sail orno; Sir T. P. having sent word to the captain of the packet, that if the wind was fair, he would go over; and it being his custom (hominis magnificentiam !) the pomp of the man! to keep the whole ship to himself. But the wind coming to the east, he would not go: so about noon we went on board. In two or three Aug. 1756. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 615 hours we reached the mouth of the harbour. It then fell calm. We had five cabin passengers, beside Mr. Walsh, Haughton, Morgan, and me. They were all civil and tolerably serious: the sailors likewise behaved uncommonly well. About eight we began singing on the quarter-deck ; which soon drew all our fellow passengers, as well as the captain, with the greatest part of his men. I afterward gave an exhortation. We then spent some time in prayer. They all kneeled down with us: nor did their seriousness wear off all the day. About nine we landed at Tlolyhead, after a pleasant passage of twenty-three hours.

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Having hired horses for Chester, we set out about seven. Before one we reached Bangor, the situation of which is delightful beyond expression. Here we saw a large and handsome cathedral. but no trace of the good old monks of Bangor; so many hundreds of whom fell a sacrifice at once to cruelty and revenge. The country from hence to Penmaen Mawr is far pleasanter than any garden. Mountains of every shape and size, vales clothed with grass or corn, woods and smaller tufts of trees, were continually varying on the one hand, as was the sea prospect on the other. Penmaen Mawr itself rises almost perpendicular to an enormous height from the sea. The road runs along the side of it, so far above the beach, that one could not venture to look down, but that there is a wall built all along, about four foot high. Meantime, the ragged cliff hangs over one's head, as if it would fall every moment. An hour after we had left this awful place, we came to the ancient town of Conway. It is'walled round ; and the walls are in tolerably good repair. The castle is the noblest ruin I ever saw. It is four square, and has four large round towers, one at each corner, the inside of which have been stately apartments. One side of the' castle is a large church, the windows and arches of which have been curiously wrought. An arm of the sea runs round two © sides of the hill on which the castle stands ; once the delight of kings, now overgrown with thorns, and inhabited by doleful birds only. About eight we reached Place Bagh, where, as soon as I named my name, William Roberts received us with all gladness. But neither he nor any of his family could speak one sentence of English: yet our guide helped us out pretty well. After supper we sung and went to prayers. Though they could not speak it, most of them understood English: and God spoke to their hearts.

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Several of the neighbours came early in the morning, and gladly received a few words of exhortation. We then rode on, through one of the pleasantest countries in the world, by Holywell to Chester. Here we had a comfortable meeting in the evening, as well as the next day, both in the room and in the Square. The rain was suspended, while I preached to a large and quiet congregation. I rode to Bolton. Though I came unexpected, the house was well filled. After resting a day, on Thursday, 19, I went on to Man. chester, and preached in the evening to a large congregation, without the least disturbance. The tumults here are now at an end; chiefly through the courage and activity of a single constable. Mri. 20. I rode to Chelmorton in the Peak. Although the poor people had no previous notice, they supplied the want of it by sending 616 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Sept. 1756 quickly to the neighbouring villages. Between seven and eight the house was pretty well filled; and many of them were extremely thankful. We set out early; and, after spending an hour at Ashbourn, hastened on to Lichfield: but it was not without difficulty ; the waters being out, to a very uncommon degree, in many places. About eight we reached Wednesbury, tired enough. There we stayed the next day. We rode forward to Redditch. It had rained all the way, so that Mr. Walsh was obliged to go to bed as soon as we came in. Having dried some of our clothes, Mr. Bruce and I took horse again about two; having one with us who knew the by-roads, the common road being unpassable through the floods. About five we came to a broad water, which our guide did not care to pass. Mr. Bruce, seeing a foot bridge, walked over it, leading his horse by a long rein through the water: but in an instant the horse disappeared. However, he soor emerged and gained the bank. I rode through, at a small distance, very safely ; and in the evening preached at Evesham. Finding we could not ride the usual way, we procured another guide, and rode by Andover Ford to Stroud. Mr. Jones and my brother met us here. _ We rode on to Bristol. About fifty of us being

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met, the rules of the society were read over, and carefully considered one by one: but we did not find any that could be spared. So we all agreed to abide by them all, and to recommend them with our might. We then largely considered the necessity of keeping in the Church, and using the clergy with tenderness; and there was no dissenting voice. God gave us all to be of one mind and of one judgment. The rules of the bands were read over and considered, one by one ; which, after some verbal alterations, we all agreed to observe and enforce. The rules of Kingswood school were read and considered, one by one; and we were all convinced they were agreeable to Scripture and reason: in consequence of which it was agreed, 1. That a short account of the design and present state of the school be read by every assistant in every society: and, 2. That a subscription for it be begun in every place, and (if need be) a collection made every year. My brother and I closed the conference by a solemn declaration of our purpose never to separate from the Church ; and all our brethren concurred therein. For a few days I was laid up with a flux; but on Sunday, September 5, I crept out again, and preached at Kingswood in the morning and Stokes Croft in the afternoon. Mow. 6. I set out in the machine, and on Tuesday evening came to London. Wednesday and Thursday, I settled my temporal business. It is now about eighteen years since I began writing and printing books; and how much in that time have I gained by printing?' Why, on summing up my accounts, I found that on March 1, 1756, (the day I left London last,) I had gained by printing and preaching together, a debt of twelve hundred and thirty-six pounds. I preached at a famous place, commonly called, " The Bull-and-Mouth Meeting ;" which had belonged, I suppose, near a hundred years, to the people called Quakers. As much of real religion as was ever preached there, I trust will be preached there still ; and perhaps in a more rational, scriptural, and intelligible manner. Oct. 1756. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 617

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I went to Leigh. Where we dined, a poor woman came to the door with two little children. They seemed to be half starved, as well as their mother, who was also shivering with an ague. She was extremely thankful for a little food, and still more so for a few pills, which seldom fail to cure that disorder. In this little journey I read over a curiosity indeed, a French heroic poem, " Voltaire's Henriade." He is a very lively writer, of a fine imagination ; and allowed, I suppose, by all competent judges, to be a perfect master of the French language: and by him I was more than ever convinced, that the French is the poorest, meanest language in Europe; that it is no more comparable to the German or Spanish, than a bagpipe is to an organ; and that, with regard to poetry in particular, considering the incorrigible uncouthness of their measure, and their always writing in rhyme, (to say nothing of their vile double rhymes, nay, and frequent false rhymes,) it is as impossible to write a fine poem in French, as to make fine music upon a Jew's harp. I baptized Hannah C , late a Quaker. God, as usual, bore witness to his ordinance. A solemn awe spread over the whole congregation, and many could not refrain from tears. I received the following letter : 618 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Nov. 1756 "Rey. Six, The glory of God, and the good of mankind are the mo tives that induce me to write the following.

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As it is our duty to do all we can to make ail around us happy, 1 think there is one thing that may be done to promote so blessed an end, which will at the same time be very advantageous to them that practise it; namely, to efface all the obscene words which are written on houses. doors, or walls, by evil-minded men. This which I recommend to others, I constantly practise myself; and if ever I omit doing it, I am severely checked, unless I can produce some good reason for that omis sion. I do it with a sponge, which for that purpose I carry in my pocket. The advantages I reap from hence are, 1. Peace of conscience in doing my duty. 2. It helps me to conquer the fear of man, which is one of my greatest trials. 3. It is matter of joy, that I can do any the least service to any one: and as all persons, especially the young, are liable to temptations to impurity, I cannot do too much to remove such temptations, either from myself or others. Perhaps, too, when the unhappy writers pass by, and see their bad labours soon effaced, they may be discouraged from pursuing so shameful a work; yea, and brought to a better mind. 'Perhaps in some places it might not be amiss, in the room of what is effaced, to write some serious sentence, or short text of Scripture: and wherever we do this, would it not be well to lift up our heart to God, in behalf of those sinners, in this or the like manner: ' Lord, lay not this sin to their charge! Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do!' "

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I began reading that excellent book, "The Gospel Glass," to the morning congregation; a method which I find more profitable, for ¢ instruction in righteousness," than any other manner of preaching. I began reading over, with the preachers that were in town, Mr. Pike's Philosophia Sacra. Sacred Philosophy. It contains the marrow of Mr. Hutchinson's philosophy clearly and modestly proposed; but upon a close examination, I found the proofs were grievously defective. I shall never receive Mr. Hutchinson's creed, unless ipse dixit authority pass for evidence. I yielded to importunity, and spent. an hour with poor Mr. V , who was awakened and found peace in attending our preaching, and soon after turned Quaker. I did wonder at it once, but I do not now. One so full of himself might turn Papist or Mohammedan. Monday, November 1, was a day of triumphant joy, as All Saints' Day generally is. How superstitious are they who scruple giving God solemn thanks for the lives and deaths of his saints ! Having procured an apparatus on purpose, I ordered several persons to be electrified, who were ill of various disorders ; some of whom found an immediate, some a gradual, cure. From this time I appointed, first, some hours in every week, and afterward an hour in every day, wherein any that desired it, might try the virtue of this surprising medicine. 'Two or three years after, our patients were so numerous that we were obliged to divide them: so part were electrified in Southwark, part at the Foundery, others near St. Paul's, and the rest near the Seven Dials: the same method we have taken ever since ; and to this day, while hundreds, perhaps thousands, have received unspeakable good, I have not known one man, woman, or child, who has received any hurt thereby: so that when I hear any talk of the danger of being electrified, (especially if they are medical men who talk so,) I cannot but impute it to great want either of sense or honesty. Be , el ae Dec. 1756. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 619

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At the request of the author, I took some pains in correcting an ingenious book, shortly to be published. But the more I consider them, the more I doubt of all systems of astronomy. I doubt whether we can certainly know either the distance or magnitude of any star in the firmament.' Else why do astronomers so immensely differ, even with regard to the distance of the sun from the earth? Some affirming it to be only three, others ninety, millions of miles! About this time the following note was given into my hand at Wapping : "John White, master-at-arms, aboard his majesty's ship Tartar, now at Plymouth, desires to return Almighty God thanks, for himself and all the ship's company, for their preservation in four different engagements they have had with four privateers which they have taken; particularly the last, wherein the enemy first boarded them. They cleared the deck, boarded in their turn, and took the ship, thirty of the enemy being killed, and fifty more wounded. Only two of our crew were wounded, wha, it is hoped, will recover." Calling on a friend, I found him just seized with all the symptoms of a pleurisy. I advised him to apply a brimstone plaster, and in a few hours he was perfectly well. Now, to what end should this patient have taken a heap of drugs, and lost twenty ounces of blood ? To what end? Why, to oblige the doctor and apothecary. Enough! Reason good! I preached at Deptford. Even this wilderness does at length " blossom and bud as the rose." Never was there such life in this little flock before, nor such an increase in the number of hearers. The following letter was wrote on Saturday, 28 : " REVEREND AND D=AR SIR, When I was at Freshford, on January 30, in the morning, I scrupled singing those words, Ye now afflicted are, And hated for his name, And in your bodies bear The tokens of the Lamb. thought I was not afflicted or hated for the name of Christ. But this scruple was soon removed. For at Bradford, in the evening, was pressed Journal I. 40 G22 0); REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1757

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for a soldier, and carried to an inn, where the gentlemen were. Mr Pearse hearing of it, came, and offered bail for my appedrance the next day. They said they would take his word for ten thousand pounds ; but not for me; I must go to the Round house: (the little stone room on the side of the bridge :) so thither I was conveyed by five soldiers. There Il found nothing to sit on but a stone, and nothing to lie on but a little straw. But soon after a friend sent me a chair, on which I sat all night. I had a double guard, twelve soldiers in all; two without, one in the door, and the rest within. I passed the night without sleep, but not without rest; for, blessed be God, my peace was not broken a moment. My body was in prison, but I was Christ's freeman; my soul was at liberty. And even there I found some work to do for God: I had fair opportunity of speaking to them who durst not leave me. And I hope it was not in vain. "Tn the morning I had leave to go to a private house with only one soldier to guard me. About three in the afternoon I was carried before the commissioners, and part of the act read, which empowered them to take such able bodied men as followed no business, and had no lawful or sufficient maintenance. 'Then I said, 'If these are the men you are to take, Iam not a proper person; for I do follow a lawful calling in partnership with my brother, and have also an estate.' The justice said, ' If you will make oath of that, I think we must let you go.' But the commissioners said, no man could swear for himself. I said, ' Gentlemen, give me time, and you shall have full proof.' After a long debate, they , - took a fifty pound bond for my appearance on that day three weeks. All the time I could bless God, that he counted me worthy to suffer for his name's sake.

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On Sunday, 13, I buried Elizabeth Langdon, who, after severe inward trials, was for several days in great pain, but in great peace. On Sunday, 20, I buried Hannah Lee, a pattern of industry, meekness, and patience. And on Sunday, 27, I buried Mary Naylor, who for several years was 2 most eminent pattern of truly Christian courage, plainness of speech, and plainness of apparel. A week before, I had an opportunity of telling her all that was in my heart concerning her change (not for the better) in all these particulars. In the beginning of her illness, she was in great darkness and distress of soul; but while prayer was made for her, her bodily pain ceased, and her soul received comfort; and on Monday, 21, just at midnight, she quietly fell asleep. I rode to a gentleman's near Beaconsfield, and preached at six in the evening, in a large, convenient place filled with serious hearers, several of whom had come five or six miles. I was earnestly importuned to go over to High Wycomb. K went and preached there at noon, on the parable of the sower. Perhaps some of the seed which has been sown here for many years will at length bring forth fruit. At six it seemed as if the whole town of Beaconsfield was assembled together. And I bear them witness, they gave earnest heed, high and low, to the things which were spoken. A large number of them were present in the morning, on Friday, April 1. Fair beginnings these! But "he that endureth to the end, the same shall be saved." In returning to London, I read a tract on "'The Law of Nature," wrote by a counsellor of Geneva. I am sorry to find Dr. Taylor's poison spread to the Alps also! And even printed and published at Geneva, without any hinderance or animadversion ! I paid one more visit to Thomas Singleton, an amiable young man, called away at five-and-twenty, in the dawn of a flourishing rt ee) 624 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. April, 1757,

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We had two very useful sermons at St. Thomas's churcn ; the one, on counting the cost, before we begin to build; the other, on, « Be ye angry, and sin not." And both of them were exactly suitable to the present case of many in the congregation. The upper part of the high spire of the church was blown down in the late storm. . The stones, being bound together by strong iron cramps, hung waving in the air for some time. 'Then they broke through roof, gallery, pews, and pavement, and made a deep dint in the ground. I walked to the infirmary; standing on a hill, at the north end of the town. The seamen's hospital is joined to it, on each side, by semicircular piazzas. All is extremely clean and neat, at least equal to any thing in London. The old seamen have smaller or larger allowance, according to their families ; so that nothing is wanting 626 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1757. to make their lives easy and comfortable but the love of God. 1 aftere ward spent an hour with Mr. Peter Whitefield, a man of strong understanding and various learning. His " Dissertation in Defence of the Hebrew Points" (which he sent me the next morning) is far more satisfactory than any thing which I ever heard or read upon the subject. I talked with one who, by the advice of his pastor, had, very calmly and deliberately, beat his wife with a large stick, till she was black and blue, almost from head to foot. And he insisted, it was his duty so to do, because she was surly and ill-natured; and tnat he was full of faith all the time he was doing it, and had been so ever since. I took a view of the free school, a truly noble benefaction. Here seventy boys and thirty girls are entirely provided for. The building forms three sides of a square, and is rather elegant than magnificent. The children are taught to work, in their several ways, as well as to read and write. The school, the dining rooms, and the lodgings, are all plain and clean. The whole was the gift of one man, Mr. Blundell, a merchant of Liverpool.

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Mon. May 2. I preached at Warrington about noon, to a wild, staring people, (very few excepted,) who seemed just ripe for mischief. But the bridle was in their jaws. In the evening I preached at Manchester. I rode over to Hayfield, and preached at one in the church, to a congregation gathered from all parts. I inquired of John Johnson. concerning Miss Berresford. The sum of his account was this : " She was always ah innocent, sober young woman, having the form of godliness, till she was convinced of sin, and soon after justified. She was a pattern both of piety and industry. Notwithstanding her fortune and her sickliness, she was never unemployed; when she had no other work, working for the poor. And the whole tenor of her conversation was such, that it is stilla common saying, 'If Miss Berresford is not gone to heaven, nobody ever will.' "She had a vehement love to the word of God, and spared no pains in order to bear it. Frequently she would not go to bed all night, lest she should miss the morning preaching. She lost no opportunity of meeting with her brethren, to whom her heart was closely united: nor was she afraid or ashamed to own the poorest of them, wherever she met them, and whatever company she was in. The very sight of them occasioned a joy in her soul, which she neither could nor desired to hide. "When her weakness confined her to her room, she rejoiced with joy unspeakable : more especially when she was delivered from all her doubts concerning Christian perfection. Never was any one more athirst for this, for the whole mind that was in Christ. And she earnestly exhorted all her brethren, vehemently to press after it. "'The more her bodily strength decayed, the more she was strengthened in spirit. She called upon all that were with her, 'Help me to rejoice ; help me to praise God.' Having no fear, but a jealousy over herself, lest she should exceed in her desire to be with Christ.

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At five the house contained the congregation, but at eight they covered the plain adjoining to it. The sun was hot, till the clouds interposed ; it was a solemn and comfortable season. As soon as the service of the church was ended, I began at the end of the house again, and exhorted a willing multitude to "follow after charity." A shower of rain and hail fell as I drew to a conclusion, but it did not disturb the congregation. Soon after I took horse for Birstal. The congregation here was treble to that at Bradford; but as they stood one above anuther, on the circular slope of the hill, my voice commanded them all. Though I spoke longer than I usually do, I found no weariness or weakavss. Shall not "they that trust in the Lord renew their strength ?" Yea, as long as the sun and moon endureth. On Monday and Tuesday 1 preached in the neighbouring towns. May, 1757. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 631 I rode, in the afternoon, from Halifax, over the huge, but extremely pleasant and fruitful, mountains to Heptonstal. A large congregation was waiting for us, not only on the ground, but on the side and tops of the neighbouring houses. But no sc ffer 1r trifler was seen among them. It rained in the adjoining valley all or most of the time that I was preaching; but it was fair with us, on the top of the mountain. What an emblem of God's taking up his people into a place of safety, while the storm falls on all below! Here I was informed of the earthquake the day before. On Tuesday, May 17, many persons in several parts, within five or six miles, heard a strange noise under the ground, which some compared to thunder, others to the rumbling of carts. Quickly after they felt the earth rock under them, and wave to and fro. Many who were within doors heard their pewter and glass clatter; many in the fields felt the ground shake under their feet; and all agreed as to the time, though they knew nothing of each other's account.

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632 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. _June, 1757. out a green leaf upon them, but abundance of trees likewise naked as in the depth of winter. Upon inquiring, I found that some time before, a violent wind had gone through all these parts, which not only threw down chimneys, walls, and barns, and tore up trees by the roots, but scorched every green thing it touched as with fire, so that all the leaves immediately fell off, and not only bushes and fruit trees, but elms, oaks, and firs, withered away to the very roots. rt. 2'7. I preached at Branthwait about noon. Many of the congregation came from far. The rain was suspended from ten till evening, so that they had op) ortunity both of coming and returning. This also was an answer to prayer: and is any such too little to be remembered ? May 29. (Being Whit-Sunday.) After preaching at eight and at two, I hastened to Cockermouth. I began without delay, and cried to a listening multitude, "If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." The word had free course. Even the gentry seemed desirous to drink of the " living water." I rode to Wigton, a neat, well-built town, on the edge of Cumberland. I preached in the market place at twelve. The con- ' gregation was large and heavily attentive. Between four and five we crossed Solway Frith; and before seven reached an iJl-looking house, called the Brow, which we came to by mistake, having passed the house we were directed to. I believe God directed us better than man. Two young women we found kept the house, who had lost both their parents ; their mother very lately. I had great liberty in praying with them and for them. Who knows but God will fasten something upon them, which they will not easily shake off?

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I walked through all parts of the old cathedral, a very large and once beautiful structure; I think, more lofty than that at Canterbury, and nearly the same length and breadth. We then went up the main steeple, which gave us a fine prospect, both of the city and the adjacent country. A more fruitful and better cultivated plain is scarce to be seen in England. Indeed nothing is wanting but more trade, (which would naturally bring more people,) to make a great part of Scotland no way inferior to the best counties in England. I was much pleased with the seriousness of the people in the evening; but still I prefer the English congregation. I cannot be reconciled to men sitting at prayer, or covering their heads while they are singing praise to God. At seven the congregation was just as large as my voice could reach; and I did not spare them at all: so if any will deceive himself, I am clear of his blood. In the afternoon it was judged two thousand, at least, went away, not being able to hear; but several thousands heard very distinctly, the evening being calm and still. After preaching I met as many as desired it, of the members of the praying societies. I earnestly advised them to meet Mr. Gillies every week ; and, at their other meetings, not to talk loosely, and in general (as their manner had been) on some head of religion, but to examine each other's hearts and lives.

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At seven they were gathered from all parts, and 1 was greatly refreshed among them. At five, the court house being too small, I was obliged to go out into the market place. O what a difference is there between these living stones, and the dead, unfeeling multitudes in Scotland! ' I proclaimed the love of Christ to sinners, in the market place at Morpeth. Thence we rode to Placey. The society of colliers here may be a pattern to all the societies in England. No person ever misses his band or class: they have no jar of any kind among them; but with one heart and one mind " provoke one another to love and to good works." After preaching I met the society in a room as warm as any in Georgia: this, with the scorching heat of the sun, when we rode on, quite exhausted my-strength. But after we came to Newcastle I soon recovered, and preached with as much ease as in the morning. In the evening I preached at Sunderland. I then met the society, and told them plain, none could stay with us, unless he would part with all sin ; particularly, robbing the king, selling or buying run goods ; which could no more suffer, than robbing on the highway. July, 1757. REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 635 This I enforced on every member the next day. A few would not , promise to refrain: so these I was forced to cut off. About two hundred and fifty were of a better mind. . The desk was placed in the evening just opposite the sun, which, when I begun, was covered with a cloud: but it broke out in a few minutes, and shone full in my face, for three quarters of an hour. But it was no inconvenience at all; nor were my eyes any more dazzled, than if it had been under the earth. I preached at eight to the usual congregation ; and hast- ened to Shields, lest I should be too late for the church. Between

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At seven in the evening-I preached in the main street at Stockton. None but two or three gentlemen seemed unconcerned. I went thence to meet the society ; but many others begged to stay with them, and so earnestly that I could not refuse. And indeed it was a day of God's power; I scarce know when we have found the like. At eleven I preached near the market place in Yarm. Many gentry were there, and all serious. I find in all these parts a solid, serious people, quite simple of heart, strangers to various opinions, and seeking only the faith that worketh by love. And most of the believers are waiting and longing for the fulness of the promises. One young woman, late a Papist, I talked with at large, who last night took leave of her priest. Instead of staying to be sent for, she sent for him ; and, after asking him several questions, frankly told him, she had now found the true religion; and, by the grace of God, would continue therein. She has been concerned for her soul from thirteen years of age. About two years ago she began to hear our preachers : soon after she found the peace of God, and has never lost it since. About seven I preached at Osmotherley. Thur. '7. I rode through one of the pleasantest parts of England to Hornby. Here the zealous landlord turned all the Methodists out of their houses. This proved a singular kindness: for they built some little houses at the end of the town, in which forty or fifty of them live together. Hence with much ado I found my way to Robinhood's Bay, and preached on the quay, to the greatest part of the town: all (except one or two, who were very wise in their own eyes) seemed to receive the trath in love. This day, between Helmsley and Kirkby Moorside, we rode over a little river, which suddenly disappears ; and, after running a mile under ground, rises again and pursues its course.

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At seven in the morning the house just contained the people. I designed to preach abroad in the afternoon ; but the rain drove us into the house again : as many as could crowded i in. The rest stood without, though many, I fear, were wet to the skin. Before I left Newcastle I heard a strange relanon, which I knew not what to think of. I then desired T. Lee, who was going to the place, to inquire particularly concerning it. He did so, and in consequence of that inquiry wrote me the following account : - /« R __. J__. lived about twelve miles from Newcastle. His son, some time since, married without his consent. At this he was so enraged, that he wished his right arm might burn off, if ever he gave or left him sixpence. " However, in March last, being taken ill, he made his will, and left him all his estate. The same evening he died. On Thursday, 10, his widow laying her hand on his back, found it warm. In the evening, those who were with him went into the next room to take a little refreshment. As they were eating, they observed a disagreeable smell, but could find nothing in the room to cause it. Returning into the room where the corpse "lay, they found it full of smoke. Removing the sheet which covered: the corpse, they saw (to their no small amazement) the body so burnt, that the entrails were bare, and might be seen through the ribs. His right arm was nearly burnt 'off; his head so burnt that the brains appeared ; and a smoke came out of the crown of his head, like the steam of boiling water. When they cast water upon his body, it hissed, just as if cast on red-hot iron. Yet the sheet which was upon him was not 'singed : but that under him, with the pillow-beer and pillow, and the plank on which he lay, were all burned, and looked as black as charcoal.

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I took a walk in the Charter House. I wondered that all the squares and buildings, and especially the schocl boys, looked so little. But this is easily accounted for. I was little myself when I was at school, and measured all about me by myself. Accordingly, the upper boys being then bigger than myself, seemed to me very big and 'el; quite contrary to what they appear now when I am taller and a a ee Sept. 1757. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 641 bigger than them. I question if this is not the real ground of the common imagination, that our forefathers, and in general men in past ages, were much larger than now: an imagination current in the world eighteen hundred years ago. So Virgil supposes his warrior to throw a stone that could scarce be wielded by twelve men, Qualia nunc hominum preducit corpora tellus. Such men as the earth now produces. So Homer, long before : Ovor vv Booro evot. Such as men now are. Whereas, in reality, men have been, at least ever since the deluge, very nearly the same as we find them now, both for stature and understanding. I set out in the machine, and the next evening reacherl Bristol. I preached at nine to a small congregation cf earnest people at Clutton; and in the evening at Middlesey. On Saturday, 27, we rode on to Tiverton. I preached in the market house to as large a congregation as ever I saw here. And all were quiet. So can God make, when it is best, all our enemies to be at peace with us. Jon. 29. We rode through vehement wind, and many hard showers, to Launceston. 'This gave me a violent fit of the toothache, which, however, did not hinder my preaching. Such a night I never remember to have passed before ; but all is good which lies in the way to glory. We rode to Camelford, where my toothache was cured, by rubbing treacle upon my cheek. At six I preached in the market place. How are the lions in this town also become lambs! I preached about noon at Trewalder, and in the evening at Port Isaac. This was long a barren soil; but is at length likely to bring forth much fruit.

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I rode on to Illogan; but not to the house where I used to preach: indeed his wife promised Mr. P., before he died, that she would always receive the preachers ; but she soon changed her mind. God has just taken her only son, suddenly killed by a pit falling upon him ; and on Tuesday last, a young, strong man, riding to his burial, dropped off his horse stone dead. The concurrence of these awfu. providences added considerably to our congregation. I went on to Camborne, and rejoiced to hear that the gentleman who pressed Mr. Maxfield no longer persecutes the Methodists, nor will suffer any one else to do it: and in the late dearth he relieved great numbers of the poor, and saved many families from perishing. 1 preached, at six, on, "I will heal their backsliding ;" and God applied . his word. Several who had left the society for some years, came after sermon, and desired to be re-admitted. O how should our bowels yearn over all that did once run well! This is the very thing we want; or how many souls might we yet pluck out of the jaws of the lion! Wed.'7. I observed more and more the effects of that burning wind which was in these parts on Sunday, the 28th of last month. It not only scorched all the leaves of the trees, so as to bring mid-winter upon them in two hours, but burned up all the leaves of potatoes and cabbage, and every green thing which it touched. What a mercy that it did not come a month sooner! Then it would have left little work for the reapers. As we rode through Gwithian parish, Mr. Harris pointed out the place where his father and many of his ancestors lived: it is now only a mountain of sand. Within a few years this so increased as to bury both the church and the whole town. I preached, at six, toa numerous congregation in Ludgvan. Some years since, when there was a flourishing society in Gulval, (the parish adjoining,) there was none at all here. But how is the scene changed! In Gulval not one class, not one member, remains: in Ludgvan there is a lively society !

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I preached in the new house at St. Just, the largest and most commodious in the county. We rode to the Land's End. I know no natural curiosity like this. The vast ragged stones rise on every side, when you are near the point of land, with green turt between, as level and smooth as if it were the effect of art. And the rocks which terminate the land are so torn by the sea, that they appear like great heaps of ruins. I preached at St. Just at nine. At one, the congregation in Morva stood on a sloping ground, sank above rank, as in a theatre. Many of them bewailed their want of God; and many tasted how gracious he is. At five I preached in Newlyn, to a huge multitude ; and one only seemed to be offended, a very good surt of woman, who took great pains to get away, crying aloud, " Nay, if going to church and sacrament will not put us to heaven, I know not what will." I preached in Lelant at one. Many from St. Ives were present, from whom I learned that Mr. Swindells would have preached abroad the day before, but was hindered. It is well he was: for this occasioned the offer of a meadow near the town, far more convenient Sept. 1757. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 643 tnan the street. At six I stood at the bottom of it, the people rising higher and higher before me. I believe not many were left in the town ; and all behaved as in the presence of God. The next evening the congregation was enlarged by the addition of many from the country; and Wednesday, 14, their number was larger still. We did not open the door of the room till just half-hour past eight ; by which means the heat was not intolerable, till I had done preaching: I then retired, and left the other preachers to perform the rest of the service. As we rode toward Helstone, I think the sun was near as hot as it was at midsummer; yet all along the trees looked as in the depth of winter, that scorching wind having destroyed all it touched.

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I afterward understood that he was the minister and the mayor of Grampound. Soon after two constables came, and said, " Sir, the mayor says you shall not preach within his borough." I answered, " The mayor has no authority to hinder me. But it is a point not worth contesting."" So I went about a musket shot further, and left the borough to Mr. Mayor's disposal. A large congregation was at St. Ewe in the evening, many of whom were in Mr. Walker's societies. Some of them came from St. Columb, twelve miles off. And they did not come in vain. The flame of love ran from heart to heart; and scarce any remained unmoved. I rode to Mevagissey, which lies on the south sea, just opposite to Port Isaac on the north. When I was here last, we had no place in the town: I could only preach about half a mile from it. But things are altered now: I preached just over the town, to almost all the inhabitants ; and all were still as night. The next evening a drunken man made some noise behind me. But after a few words were spoken to him, he quietly listened to the rest of the discourse. On the south side of the town, there is an extremely fine walk, broad and smooth, over the top of high rocks, from whence is a view of the main sea at a vast distance below, and all the coast, east and west. At half-hour after twelve, I preached once more, and took my leave of them. All the time I stayed, the wind blew from the sea, so that no boat could stir out. By this means all the fishermen (who are the chief part of the town) had opportunity of hearing. At six I preached at St. Austle, a neat little town on the side of a fruitful hill.

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The whole Church service was performed by a clergyman, above ninety years of age. His name is Stephen Hugo. He has been vicar of St. Austle between sixty and seventy years. -O what might a man full of faith and zeal have done for God in such a course of time ! At two I preached in St. Stephens, near a lone house, on the side of a barren mountain; but neither the house nor the court could contain the people ; so we went into a meadow, where all might kneel, (which they generally do in Cornwall,) as well as stand and hear. And they did hear, and sing, and pray, as for life. I saw none careless or inattentive among them. About five I preached at St. Austle to an exceeding civil people. But when will they be wounded, that they may be healed 2 I rode to Medros, in Luxulian parish. I have not seen so stately a room in Cormwall, as either this hall, or the chamber over it. The place likewise where the gardens were, the remains of the terrace walk, the stately trees still left, with many other tokers, show that grand men lived here once. But they are vanished like smoke, their estates torn in pieces, and well nigh their memory perished. Oct. 1757. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 645 We rode to Liskeard, I think one of the largest and pleasantest towns in Cornwall. I preached about the middle of the town, in a broad, convenient place. No person made any noise at all. At six in the morning I had nearly the same congregation. Afterward I examined the society, and was agreeably surprised to hear that every one of them had found peace with God; and (what was still more remarkable) that none of them has left their first love ; that at this day, not one is in darkness! JVed. 28. We rode on to the Dock, which gave us a very different prospect. Of those whom I joined several years ago, hardly one half remained. Such is the fruit of disputing ! And yet the congregations are more numerous than ever ; and as deeply attentive as any in the kingdom. So there is hope God will yet revive his work.

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In my return a man met me near Hannam, and told nie the school house at Kingswood was burned down. I felt not one moment's pain, knowing that God does all things well. When I came thither, I received a fuller account: about eight on Monday evening. two or three boys went into the gallery, up two pair of stairs. One of them heard a strange crackling in the room above. Opening the staircase door, he was beat back by smoke, on which he cried out, " Fire! Murder! Fire!" Mr. Baynes, hearing this, ran immediately down, and brought up a pail of water. But when he went into the room, and saw the blaze, he had not presence of mind to go up to it, but threw the water upon the floor. Meantime one of the boys rung the bell ; another called John Maddern from the next house, who ran up, as did James Burges quickly after, and found the room all in a flame. The deal partitions took fire immediately, which spread to the roof of the house. Plenty of water was now brought; but they could not come nigh the place where it was wanted, the room being so filled with flame and smoke, that none could go into it. At last a long ladder, which lay in the garden, was reared up against the wall of the house. But it was then observed, that one of the sides of it was broke in two, and the other quite rotten. However, John How (a young man, who lived next door) ran up it, with an axe in his hand. But he then found the ladder was so short, that, as he stood on the top of it, he could but just lay one hand over the battlements. How he got over to the leads none can' tell: but he did so, and quickly broke through the roof, on which a vent being made, the smoke and flame issued out as from a furnace: those who were at the foot of the stairs with water, being able to go no further, then went through the smoke to the door of the leads, and poured it down through the tiling.

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I returned to London. Much confusion had been in my absence, occasioned by some imprudent words spoken by one who seemed to be strong in the faith. I heard all who were concerned face to face , but was utterly unable to judge whether there was wilful sin lying, on either side, or only human infirmity. For the present I leave it to the Searcher of hearts, who will bring all things to light in due season. (. had another long hearing of the same intricate cause; but with no more success: one side flatly affirmed ; the other flatly denied. This is strange: but it is more strange that those who seem so strong in faith should have no union of spirit "with each other. Fri. December 5. I baptized Henriquez Judah Seniore, a Portuguese Jew, more than sixty years of age. He seemed to have no confidence in himself, but to be waiting for " the consolation of Israel." In the evening I retired to Lewisham, and spent the fol- 648 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. Jan. 1758 lowing days in finishing " A Preservative against Unsettled Notions in Religion ;" designed for the use of all those who are under my care. but chiefly of the young preachers. I had an opportunity (which I had long desired) of spend. mg an hour or two with the Rev. Mr. I would have appointed a time for our meeting weekly ; but he declined it: why, I cannot tell. John Nelson wrote me a letter, part of which I have subjoined :

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At the request of the vicar, Mr. J., I rode over to Uxbridge. I preached for him, both morning and afternoon, to a large and serious congregation. How uncommon a providence is this! The Gospel was preached in the church at Hayes. Several of the parishioners ran from it, and took pews at Hillingdon. It followed them into Hillingdon church, where I preached twice in one day. Some of them went to Uxbridge: and now it is come to torment them at Uxbridge also. I read over the " Memoirs of the house of Brandenburgh." Quanta de spe decidi! How was I disappointed ! It is hard to determine from his writing, whether the author be a Mohammedan or a Christian. I suppose he is as near one as the other. On Friday, 17, the public fast, I preached at West-street in the morning, at Spitalfields in the afternoon, and Bull-and-Mouth in the evening; every where to a crowded audience. Indeed every place of worship throughout the city was extremely crowded all the day long. Surely all the prayers which have been offered up this day will not fall to the ground! I rode through much rain to Maldon, in Essex. Their new preaching house is large ; but it would in nowise contain the congregation which flocked together in the evening. For a time there was much persecution here ; but all is now calm and quiet: and probably good will be done, if those who now run well do not draw back to perdition. We had a large congregation at five in the morning, and more than we had room for in the evening. Fair blossoms! But which of these will bring forth fruit?' O Lord, thou knowest! It rained without ceasing till we came to a small inn, nineteen miles from Maldcn. Here we dried our clothes. Soon after the rain ceased, and we had a pleasant ride to London. '7. Having a sermon to write against the Assizes at Bedford, I retired for a few days to Lewisham. 650 REV. J WESLEY'S JOURNAL. March, 1758

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Rest was now the more sweet, because both our horses were lame. However, resolving to reach Epworth at the time appointed, I set out in a post-chaise between four and five in the morning: but the frost made it so bad driving, that my companion came with the lame horses into Stamford as soon as me. The next stage I went on horseback ; but I was then obliged to leave my mare, and take another post-chaise. I came to Bawtry about six. Some from Epworth had come to meet me, but were gone half an hour before I came. I knew no chaise could go the rest of the road: so it remained only to hire horses and a guide. We set out about seven, but I soon found my guide knew no more of the way than myself. However, we got pretty well to Idlestop, about four miles frow Bawtry, where we had just light to discern the river at our side, and the country covered with water. I had heard that one Richard Wright lived thereabouts, who knew the road over the Moor perfectly well. Hearing one speak, (for we could not see him,) I called, "Who is there?" He answered, " Richard Wright." I soon agreed with him, and he quickly mounted his horse, and rode boldly forward. The north-east wind blew full in our face ; and I heard them say, "It is very cold!" But neither my face, nor hands, nor feet were cold, till between nine and ten we came to Epworth: after travelling more than ninety miles, I was little more tired than when I rose in the morning. I was much comforted at church, both morning and afternoon, by the serious behaviour of the whole congregation, so different from what it was formerly. After evening service I took my stand in the market place, with a multitude of people from all parts. Toward the end of the sermon the .rain was heavy ; but it neither lessened nor disturbed the congregation. cart March, 1758. REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. , 651

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We went on board, and set sail for Dublin. The wind was fair, and the day extremely fine. Seven or eight miles from the town a small boat overtook us, which brought me letters from London.. Some of these earnestly pressed me to return to London, or, however, not to go to Ireland. I consulted my friends, and just as we began our little debate, the wind which till then was fair and small, turned from east to west, and blew harder and harder. But the point was soon decided. For upon inquiry, we found the boat was gone back, and no other was to be had. Presently after the wind returned to the east, and we saw the hand of God. The Liverpool boat went away in such haste that it left a young man, James Glassbrook, behind; so we were five in all. We had seven more cabin passengers, and many common ones. So good-natured a company I never met with in a ship before. 'The sea was as smooth as glass, the sun shone without a cloud, and the wind was small and quite fair. So we glided on; till, about nine, I went to prayers with them, and then quietly lay down. We were even with the great Welsh mountain, Penmaen Mawr, at five in the morning. . But it then fell calm, so that we were scarce abreast of Holyhead in-the evening. This gave us time to speak to all our fellow passengers. And some fruit quickly appeared ; for no oath, no immodest or passionate word, was any more heard in the ship while we were on board. 652 REV. v. WESLEY'S JOURNAL, _ April, 1758. Having no wind still, I desired our brethren to come upon the quarterdeck; where we no sooner began singing a hymn, than both passengers and sailors gladly assembled. The wind sprung up almost as soon as I began, and about nine the nest day we entered Dublin Bay; after so smooth and pleasant a passage, as, the captain declared, he had not had at that time of year for forty years.

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Considering the shortness of the warning, we had a large congregation in the evening ; but a very small one in the morning, Aprill. At this I did not wonder when I was informed, that the preaching at five had been discontinued for near a year and a half. At eight likewise, Sunday, 2, the congregation was small. I took knowledge that the people of Dublin had neither seen nor heard much of self denial, since T. Walsh left the kingdom. All the evenings of the following week we had numerous congregations. Nothing is wanting here but rigorous discipline, which is more needful in this than in any other nation ; the people in general being so soft and delicate, that the least slackness utterly destroys them. We walked round the college, and saw what was accounted most worthy of observation. The new front is exceeding grand ; and the whole square (about as large as Peckwater in Christ church) would be beautiful, were not the windows too small, as every one will see when the present fashion is out of date. rz. 7. I preached in the evening on Reuben's character, " unstable as water," so applicable to most of this nation. Some were deeply convinced, and resolved not to rest till they were established in grace. I exhorted the society to follow the example of their English brethren, by jointly renewing their covenant with God. On Tuesday evening I read the letters ; by one of which a poor backslider, who had been wandering near eleven years, was cut to the heart, and determined to return to Him from whom he had so deeply revolted. I explained at large the nature and manner of entering into covenant with God, and desired all who were purposed so to do, to set Friday apart for solemn fasting and prayer. Many did so, and met both at five in the morning, at noon, and in the evening.

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I walked round the poor remains of the castle. The situation is extremely fine. It stands on the top of a gently-rising hill, commanding the prospect all four ways, and having rows of tall trees reaching down to the vale on three sides, with a grove covering it on the north-east. But the house, as well as the gardens round about it, are now utterly run to ruin. I wonder none has rebuilt it; unless there is a curse on the place for the sins of its former inhabitants ! I finished Mr. Spearman's " Inquiry ;" an ingenious, sensible book; but I cannot at all agree with his scheme: I still think Mr. Hutchinson's whole system is not only quite unsupported by Scripture, but loaded with insuperable difficulties. I cannot yet see Journal I. 42 654 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1758. the possibility of any motion, without so much as a vacuum dissemuna tum. A diffused vacuum. Is it not flatly impossible, if all be full. and all matter be impenetrable? Much less can I conceive, how the streams of light and air can move continually in opposite directions, and that in space absolutely full, without justling with each other! In the evening I preached at Portarlington. Both this day and the next I was much concerned for my rich, gay hearers; and God gave me such a word for them, as I scarce ever had before. Hence, at his earnest request, I rode over to Mr. L y, who said he could not die in peace till he had seen me. For some time he had been quite distracted ; but he spoke quite sensibly yesterday, while Mr. Swindells was there, saying, with many tears, he had never prospered in any thing since he used Mr. W. so ill. That night he had sound and refreshing sleep, which he had not had for many weeks before ; and, when we called. most of what he said was reasonable and connected. Perhaps God may put an end to the troubles which have lately encompassed him on every side.

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I preached in the market place at Mount Mellick in the evening, and at eight in the morning. At eleven I went to Church. Soon after, seven or eight troopers came into the same pew. Several were in the next pew, and others scattered up and down the church. n the middle of the service a person came in, and whispered to one of them in our pew: soon after another person came in and whispered to the corporal. Several of them then whispered together ; after which four went out, but quickly returned with many swords and pistols. After whispering together again, they all rose up from all parts, and went out of the church ina body. This put the whole congregation in an uproar, and many ran out in all hasce. Afterward the secret appeared to be this : Three weeks ago a man of the town grossly abused a trooper, whose patience at length being worn out, he gave him a cut across the head. A report now came that the man was dead. On this the mob gathered to seize the trooper; but the others resolved not to give him up to a mob, but to the peace officer. I suppose most of the Protestants in the town were present at the evening sermon. Many Papists also stood in the skirts of the congregation, though liable to heavy penance for it. I preached much longer than I am accustomed, finding it an acceptable time. Well might Kempis say, " He rides easily, whom the grace of God carries." Mon. May 1. I strove to put an end to the bitter contentions which had well nigh torn the society in pieces. I heard the contending parties face to face, and desired them to speak at large. God gave his blessing therewith ; the snare was broken, and they were cordially reconciled. Only one person was out of all patience, and formally renounced us all. But within an hour God broke her heart also, and she asked pardon with many tears. So there is reason to hope they will, for the time to come, 'bear one another's burdens." In the evening I preached at Tullamore, not only to a large number of Protestants, but to many Papists, and almost all the troopers in the town.

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I suppose all the inhabitants of the village, with many others, were present at five in the morning. Among these was a poor woman, brought to bed ten days before, who had walked four Irish miles (seven English) with her child in her arms, to have it baptized by me. Another, who lived at Terryhugan, had earnestly desired the same thing, if she was delivered before I left the country. She was delivered two or three hours before the preaching. So God gave her what she asked of him. In riding to Lisburn I read Mr. Rollin's «Ancient History." Could so masterly a writer make so palpable blunders! Or are they owing to the translator? I have observed many as gross as that in the fourth volume: " A revered old age was the fruit of Gelon's wisdom. He was succeeded by Hiero, his eldest brother. This young prince" How? If Gelon enjoyed revered old age, could his eldest brother be young after his death? Abundance of people attended the preaching in the evening, as well as in the morning. I preached about noon at Comber, and then rode on to Newtown. This seems to have been a place of strength, large fragments of walls still remaining. I preached at seven on the green, to the largest congregation I have seen since I came into the kingdom. All were guiletly attentive, and, when I had done, went away in deep silence. Sai 13 We went into the church, the burial place of Mr. Colvin's father ana ancestors. The choir, turned into a chapel many years ago, 656 REY. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. May, 1758. is grand, and finely finished. But as no man cares for it, since the estate was sold, it is swiftly running to ruin. In the evening we had a larger congregation than before. I was afraid my voice would not reach them all; but God gave me strength, so that I believe every one present might hear distinctly.

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gation. At six in the morning there were more rather than fewer, who then seemed to feel as well as hear. I walked afterward to the German House, about as large as the chapel in Snowsfields. They have pitched upon a delightful situation, laid out a garden by it, planted trees round the ground, and every way approved themselves " wise in their generation." They often put me in mind of the monks of old, who had picked out the pleasantest spots in our nation; but when their time was come, God swept them away in an hour they looked not for it. In the evening I preached at Dingins, in the county of Cavan, on the very edge of Ulster. Many came trom far, a few of whom have tasted that the Lord S gracious. I preached in the morning at Granard, in the barrack yard. Ihave rarely seen a congregation in a new place so much affected. About one I preached at Edgeworthtown, to a very genteel congregation, extremely different from that which gathered at Longford, in the yard of the great inn, the rudest, surliest, wildest people that I have found since I came into the kingdom: however they stood pretty quiet, till some pieces of turf were thrown among them over the houses ; and when they had recovered 'from the hurry it put them into, they behaved decently till I concluded. I preached at Cleg Hill about one, and then rode on to Drumersnave. Wood, water, fruitful land, and gently-rising hills, contribute to make this place a little paradise. Mr. Campbell, the proprietor of the whole, resolved to make it such: so he planted groves, laid out walks, formed the plan of a new town, with a barrack at one end, and his own seat at the other. But, alas! death stepped in between, and all his plan fell to the ground. I lodged at the only gentleman s house in the town, whose wife adorns the Gospel,

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'77. I rode through James's Town, once a strong place. now a heap of ruins, and through Carrick and Boyle, both enclosed by a pleasant and fruitful country. Soon after, we entered the county ot Sligo, the best peopled that I have seen in the kingdom. Eight villages we counted within seven miles: the town itself, I think, is little Jess than Limerick. The country round it is fertile and well improved ; even the mountains, to the very top. It lies two miles from the sea, having a large harbour, covered by mountains on each side. The mob had been in motion all the day. But their business was only with the forestallers of the market, who had bought up all the corn far and near, to starve the poor, and load a Dutch ship, which lay at the quay; but the mob brought it all out into the market, and sold it for the owners at the common price. And this they did with all the calmness and composure imaginable, and without striking or hurting any one. I preached, in the evening, near the main street, to a small, quiet, serious company ; at nine, Sunday, 28, in the market house, to a numerous congregation. But they were doubled at five in the afternoon; and God made his word quick and powerful. Even the rich and genteel part of the audience appeared to be deeply affected. -O for labourers, for a few yvnoia rsxva, native sons, desirous only to spend and be spent for their brethren! I rode to Castlebar. Thur. June 1. I went to Newport. I believe all the Protestants m the town gladly attended the evening preaching; and few of mem 658 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL June, 1758. were wanting at five in the morning. How white are these fields to the harvest! I rode to Hollymount, and preached in the church yard. I then visited my antagonist, Mr. Clark, who was lying extremely ill. I preached at Minulla, a village four miles from Castlebar I was suprised to find how little the Irish Papists are changed in a hundred years. Most of them retain the same bitterness, yea, and thirst for blood, as ever ; and would as freely now cut the throats of all the Protestants, as they did in the last century.

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I met the preachers and stewards at Cooly-lough. The congregation at noon was the largest I ever saw there. In the afternoon the perplexed case of I. C. and I. A. was referred to Mr. S. and Mr. H.; who, after a long hearing, judged, (as did all present,) That I. C. had acted wrong, in seizing and selling I. A.'s goods for rent, when no rent was due." After preaching in the evening, I talked with Katharine Shea, of Athlone, concerning a strange account which I had heard: there are many now living who attest, on their personal knowledge, most of the particulars of it. She said, " When I was ten years old, the preaching began at Athlone. I liked and often heard it, though my parents were zealous Papists, till they removed into the country. I then grew as zealous as them, and was diligent in reading thé Popish prayers, till I was about thirteen; when, taking the Mass Book one day, to read my prayers, I could not see one word. I continued blind, just able to discern light from darkness, but not to read or do any work ; 'till after three months, casting my eye ona New Testament, I could read clearly. I said to myself, ' I won't read this Pro- June, 1758." REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. 65¥ testant book; 1 will read my own book.' Accordingly I opened the Mass Book, but could not see one word; it appeared all dark and black. I made the trial thrice over, holding the Mass Book in one hand, and the Testament in the other: I could not see any thing in the Mass Book, but could read the Testament as well as ever. On this I threw away the Mass Book, fully resolved to meddle with it no more. " Afterward my parents returned to Athlone. Then I heard the preaching at all opportunities. For this they beat me many times, and at last turned me out of doors. Yet after this, my father brought me to the priest, who disputed with me very warmly. At length my father said, T think the girl is in the right.' And he opposed me no more to the day of his death."

Journal Vol1 3

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I preached at Tullamore about eleven; and at Birr in the evening. I set out for Limerick. I was wet through from head to foot, before I came thither, but received no hurt. Here I had a particular account of the melancholy affair, which was in the mouths of all men. On Sunday evening last, two officers were playing at dice, when they quarrelled about a lewd woman. This occasioned a challenge from Mr. I. which the other would fain have declined. But he would not be denied; and was so bent upon it, that he would not go to bed. About three in the morning they went out, with their seconds, to the island. Mr. B. proposed firing at twelve yards' distance; but Mr. I. said, " No, no; six is enough." So they kissed one another, (poor faree,) and, before they were five paces asunder, both fired at the same instant. The ball went into Mr. I.'s breast, who turned round twice or thrice, and fell. He was carried home, made his will, and about three in the afternoon died like a man of honour! How are " the judgments of the Lord abroad in the earth!" About Easter last Mr. Beauchamp was at a gentleman's house in the county of Clare, when a gentleman, who was occasionally there, finding they were going to family prayers, ran away in all haste, swearing, he would have none of their swaddling prayers. Two or three weeks after, he imagined himself to be not very well. A physician was called, who, for three or four days successively, affirmed there was no danger at all. On the fifth day a second physician was called, who, feeling his pulse, said, " Why do you send for me? I can do nothing. He is a dead man." Hearing this, he cried out, Doctor, you have deceived me. I leave money enough. But my soul is lost!" He catched hold of one and another, crying, 'Save me; save me!" He endeavoured to throw himself into the fire. Being hindered from doing this, he seized upon his own arm, and tore it with his teeth: and, after a short time, n al the agony of rage, despair, and horror, expired!

Letter To William Wilberforce

John Wesley · None · letter
BALAM, February 24, 1791. Reading this morning a tract wrote by a poor African, I was particularly struck by that circumstance, that a man who has a black skin, being wronged or outraged by a white man, can have no redress; it being a law in all our Colonies that the oath of a black against a white goes for nothing. What villainy is this! That He who has guided you from youth up may continue to strengthen you in this and all things is the prayer of, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

004 John 1518 19

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
John 15:18, 19 1 Where has my slumb'ring spirit been, So late emerging into light? So imperceptible, within, The weight of this Egyptian night! 2 Where have they hid the WORLD so long, So late presented to my view? Wretch! Tho' myself increas'd the throng, Myself a part I never knew. 3 Secure beneath its shade I sat, To me were all its favours shown: I could not taste its scorn or hate; Alas, it ever lov'd its own! 2Titled by James 4:4 ("Know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God") in the 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 4 Jesus, if half discerning now, From thee I gain this glimm'ring light, Retouch my eyes, anoint them thou, And grant me to receive my sight. 5 O may I of thy grace obtain The world with other eyes to see: Its judgments false, its pleasures vain, Its friendship enmity with thee. 6 Delusive world, thy hour is past, The folly of thy wisdom shew! It cannot now retard my haste, I leave thee for the holy few. 7 No! Thou blind leader of the blind, I bow my neck to thee no more; I cast thy glories all behind, And slight thy smiles, and dare thy pow'r. 8 Excluded from my Saviour's pray'r, Stain'd, yet not hallow'd, with his blood, Shalt thou my fond affection share, Shalt thou divide my heart with God? 9 No! Tho' it rouze thy utmost rage, Eternal enmity I vow: Tho' hell with thine its pow'rs engage, Prepar'd I meet your onset now. 10 11 Load me with scorn, reproach and shame; My patient Master's portion give; As evil still cast out my name, Nor suffer such a wretch to live. Set to thy seal that I am his; Vile as my Lord I long to be: My hope, my crown, my glory this, Dying to conquer sin and thee!

008 Grace After Meat Part I

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Grace After Meat (Part I) 1 Being of beings, God of love, To thee our hearts we raise; Thy all-sustaining pow'r we prove, And gladly sing thy praise. 2 Thine, wholly thine we pant to be, Our sacrifice receive; Made, and preserv'd, and sav'd by thee, To thee ourselves we give. 5"Then" changed to "all" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 3 Heav'nward our ev'ry wish aspires: For all thy mercy's store The sole return thy love requires, Is that we ask for more. 4 For more we ask, we open then Our hearts t' embrace thy will: Turn and beget us, Lord, again, With all thy fulness fill! 5 Come, Holy Ghost, the Saviour's love Shed in our hearts abroad; So shall we ever live and move, And be, with Christ, in God.

013 The 53Rd Chapter Of Isaiah

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
The 53rd Chapter of Isaiah 1 Who hath believ'd the tidings? Who? Or felt the joys our words impart? Gladly confess'd our record true, And found the Saviour in his heart? Planted in nature's barren ground, And cherish'd by Jehovah's care, There shall th' immortal seed be found, The root divine shall flourish there! 2 See the desire of nations comes; Nor outward pomp bespeaks him near, A veil of flesh the God assumes, A servant's form he stoops to wear; He lays his every glory by; Ignobly low, obscurely mean, Of beauty void, in reason's eye, The source of loveliness is seen. 3 Rejected and despis'd of men, A Man of Griefs, inur'd to woe; His only intimate is pain, And grief is all his life below. We saw, and from the irksome sight Disdainfully our faces turn'd; Hell follow'd him with fierce despight, And earth the humble abject12 scorn'd. 4 Surely for us he humbled was, And griev'd with sorrows not his own: Of all his woes were we the cause, We fill'd his soul with pangs unknown. 12Ori., "object"; corrected in 2nd edn. (1739) and following. Yet him th' offender we esteem'd, Stricken by heaven's vindictive rod, Afflicted for himself we deem'd, And punish'd by an angry God. 5 But O! With our transgressions stain'd, For our offence he wounded was; Ours were the sins that bruis'd and pain'd And scourg'd, and nail'd him to the cross. The chastisement that bought our peace, To sinners due, on him was laid: Conscience be still! Thy terrors cease! The debt's discharg'd, the ransom's paid. 6 What tho' we all as wandring sheep Have left our God, and lov'd to stray, Refus'd his mild commands to keep, And madly urg'd the downward way; Father, on him thy bolt did fall, The mortal law thy Son fulfill'd, Thou laid'st on him the guilt of all, And by his stripes we all are heal'd. 7 Accused his mouth he open'd not, He answer'd not by wrongs opprest; Pure tho' he was from sinful spot Our13 guilt he silently confest! Meek as a lamb to slaughter led, A sheep before his shearers dumb To suffer in the sinner's stead Behold the spotless victim come! 8 Who could his heavenly birth declare When bound by man he silent stood, When worms arraign'd him at their bar, And doom'd to death th' eternal God! 13Ori., "What"; corrected in 2nd edn. (1739) and following. Patient the sufferings to sustain The vengeance to transgressors due, Guiltless he groan'd and died for man: Sinners rejoice, he died for you! 9 For your imputed guilt he bled, Made sin a sinful world to save; Meekly he sunk among the dead: The rich supplied an honour'd grave? For O! Devoid of sin, and free From actual or intail'd offence, No sinner in himself was he, But pure and perfect innocence. 10 11 Yet him th' Almighty Father's will With bruising chastisements pursu'd, Doom'd him the weight of sin to feel, And sternly just requir'd his blood. But lo! The mortal debt is paid, The costly sacrifice is o'er, His soul for sin an offering made Revives, and he shall die no more. His numerous seed he now shall see, Scatter'd thro' all the earth abroad, Blest with his immortality, Begot by him, and born of God. Head to his church o'er all below Long shall he here his sons sustain; Their bounding hearts his power shall know, And bless the lov'd Messiah's reign. 12 'Twixt God and them he still shall stand The children whom his Sire hath given, 13 14 15 Their cause shall prosper in his hand While RIGHTEOUSNESS looks down from heaven. While pleas'd he counts the ransom'd race, And calls and draws them from above; The travail of his soul surveys, And rests in his redeeming love. 'Tis done! My justice asks no more, The satisfaction's fully made: Their sins he in his body bore; Their surety all the debt has paid. My righteous servant and my son Shall each believing sinner clear, And all, who stoop t' abjure their own, Shall in his righteousness appear. Them shall he claim his just desert, Them his inheritance receive, And many a contrite humble heart Will I for his possession give. Satan he thence shall chase away, Assert his right, his foes o'ercome; Stronger than hell, retrieve the prey, And bear the spoil triumphant home. For charg'd with all their guilt he stood, Sinners from suffering to redeem, For them he pour'd out all his blood, Their substitute, he died for them. He died; and rose his death to plead, To testify their sins forgiven And still I hear him interceed, And still he makes their claim to heaven!

014 Hebrews 122

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Hebrews 12:2 "Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith." 1 Weary of struggling with my pain, Hopeless to burst my nature's chain, Hardly I give the contest o'er, I seek to free myself no more. 2 From my own works at last I cease, God that creates must seal my peace;14 Fruitless my toil and vain my care, And15 all my fitness is despair. 3 Lord, I despair myself to heal, I see my sin, but cannot feel: I cannot, till thy Spirit blow, And bid th' obedient waters flow. 4 'Tis thine a heart of flesh to give, Thy gifts I only can receive: Here then to thee I all resign, To draw, redeem, and seal is thine. 5 With simple faith, to thee I call, My light, my life, my Lord, my all: I wait the moving of the pool; I wait the word that speaks me whole. 14Changed to "God must create and seal my peace" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 15"And" changed to "for" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 6 Speak gracious Lord, my sickness cure, Make my infected nature pure; Peace, righteousness and joy impart, And pour thyself into my heart.

015 Galatians 322

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Galatians 3:22 "The scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that believe." 1 Jesu, the sinner's friend, to thee Lost and undone for aid I flee, Weary of earth, myself, and sin Open thine arms, and take me in. 2 Pity and heal my sin-sick soul, 'Tis thou alone canst make me whole, Fal'n, till in me thine image shine, And cursed I am till thou art mine. 3 Hear, Jesu, hear my helpless cry, O save a wretch condemn'd to die! The sentence in myself I feel, And all my nature teems with hell. 4 When shall concupiscence and pride No more my tortur'd heart divide! When shall this agony be o'er, And the old Adam rage no more! 5 Awake, the woman's conqu'ring seed, Awake, and bruise the serpent's head, Tread down thy foes, with power controul The beast and devil in my soul. 6 The mansion for thyself prepare, Dispose my heart by entring there! 'Tis this alone can make me clean, 'Tis this alone can cast out sin. 7 Long have I vainly hop'd and strove To force my hardness into love, To give thee all thy laws require; And labour'd in the purging fire. 8 A thousand specious arts essay'd, Call'd the deep Mystic to my aid: His boasted skill the brute refin'd, But left the subtler fiend behind. 9 Frail, dark, impure, I still remain, Nor hope to break my nature's chain: The fond self-emptying scheme is past, And lo! Constrain'd I yield at last. 10 11 12 13 Page 94 At last I own it cannot be That I should fit myself for thee: Here then to thee, I all resign, Thine is the work, and only thine. No more to lift my eyes I dare Abandon'd to a just despair; I have my punishment in view. I feel a thousand hells my due. What shall I say thy grace to move? Lord I am sin but thou art love: I give up every plea beside "Lord I am damn'd but thou hast died!" While groaning at thy feet I fall Spurn me away, refuse my call, If love permit, contract thy brow, And, if thou canst, destroy me now!

017 Christ The Friend Of Sinners

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Christ the Friend of Sinners 1 Where shall my wond'ring soul begin? How shall I all to heaven aspire? A slave redeem'd from death and sin, A brand pluck'd from eternal fire, How shall I equal triumphs raise, And sing my great Deliverer's praise! 2 O how shall I the goodness tell, Father, which thou to me hast show'd, That I, a child of wrath, and hell, I should be call'd a child of God!21 Should know, should feel my sins forgiven, Blest with this antepast of heaven! 20This is likely the "hymn on his conversion" that Charles records writing in MS Journal (May 23, 1738). 21Charles Wesley changes line in All in All (1761) to read: "Should now be called a child of God." 3 And shall I slight my Father's love, Or basely fear his gifts to own? Unmindful of his favours prove? Shall I the hallow'd cross to shun Refuse his righteousness t' impart By hiding it within my heart? 4 No tho' the antient dragon rage And call forth all his hosts22 to war, Tho' earth's self-righteous sons engage; Them, and their god alike I dare: Jesus the sinner's friend proclaim, Jesus, to sinners still the same. 5 Outcasts of men, to you I call, Harlots and publicans, and thieves! He spreads his arms t' embrace you all; Sinners alone his grace receives: No need of him the righteous have, He came the lost to seek and save! 6 Come all ye Magdalens in lust, Ye ruffians fell in murders old;23 Repent, and live: despair and trust! Jesus for you to death was sold; Tho' hell protest, and earth repine, He died for crimes like yours and mine. 7 Come O my guilty brethren come, Groaning beneath your load of sin! 22"Hosts" changed to "host" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 23This line is borrowed from Samuel Wesley Jr., "Upon Bishop Atterbury's Birthday," st. 6, Poems (1863), His bleeding heart shall make you room, His open side shall take you in. He calls you now, invites you home Come, O my guilty brethren, come! 8 For you the purple current flow'd In pardons from his wounded side: Languish'd for you th' eternal God, For you the Prince of Glory dy'd. Believe; and all your guilt's24 forgiven, Only believe and yours is heaven.

017 Christ The Friend Of Sinners (Stanza 1)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
Christ the Friend of Sinners 1 Where shall my wond'ring soul begin? How shall I all to heaven aspire? A slave redeem'd from death and sin, A brand pluck'd from eternal fire, How shall I equal triumphs raise, And sing my great Deliverer's praise! 2 O how shall I the goodness tell, Father, which thou to me hast show'd, That I, a child of wrath, and hell, I should be call'd a child of God!21 Should know, should feel my sins forgiven, Blest with this antepast of heaven! 20This is likely the "hymn on his conversion" that Charles records writing in MS Journal (May 23, 1738). 21Charles Wesley changes line in All in All (1761) to read: "Should now be called a child of God." 3 And shall I slight my Father's love, Or basely fear his gifts to own? Unmindful of his favours prove? Shall I the hallow'd cross to shun Refuse his righteousness t' impart By hiding it within my heart? 4 No tho' the antient dragon rage And call forth all his hosts22 to war, Tho' earth's self-righteous sons engage; Them, and their god alike I dare: Jesus the sinner's friend proclaim, Jesus, to sinners still the same. 5 Outcasts of men, to you I call, Harlots and publicans, and thieves! He spreads his arms t' embrace you all; Sinners alone his grace receives: No need of him the righteous have, He came the lost to seek and save! 6 Come all ye Magdalens in lust, Ye ruffians fell in murders old;23 Repent, and live: despair and trust! Jesus for you to death was sold; Tho' hell protest, and earth repine, He died for crimes like yours and mine. 7 Come O my guilty brethren come, Groaning beneath your load of sin! 22"Hosts" changed to "host" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 23This line is borrowed from Samuel Wesley Jr., "Upon Bishop Atterbury's Birthday," st. 6, Poems (1863),

022 Hymn To The Son

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Hymn to the Son 1 O filial deity, Accept my new-born cry! 30Charles records singing this hymn in his MS Journal as early as July 2, 1738. See the travail of thy soul, Saviour, and be satisfy'd; Take me now, possess me whole, Who for me, for me hast dy'd! 2 Of life thou art the tree, My immortality! Feed this tender branch of thine, Ceaseless influence derive, Thou the true, the heav'nly vine, Grafted into thee I live. 3 Of life the fountain thou, I know I feel it now! Faint and dead no more I droop: Thou art in me: thy supplies Ev'ry moment springing up Into life eternal rise. 4 Thou the good shepherd art, From thee I ne'er shall part: Thou my keeper and my guide, Make me still thy tender care, Gently lead me by thy side, Sweetly in thy bosom bear. 5 Thou art my daily bread; O Christ, thou art my head: Motion, virtue, strength to me, Me thy living member flow; Nourish'd I, and fed by thee, Up to thee in all things grow. 6 Prophet, to me reveal Thy Father's perfect will. Never mortal spake like thee, Human prophet like divine; Loud and strong their voices be, Small and still and inward thine! 7 On thee my priest I call, Thy blood aton'd for all. Still the Lamb as slain appears, Still thou stand'st before the throne, Ever off'ring up my31 pray'rs, These presenting with thy own. 8 Jesu!32 Thou art my King, From thee my strength I bring! Shadow'd by thy mighty hand, Saviour, who shall pluck me thence? Faith supports, by faith I stand Strong as thy omnipotence. 9 O filial deity, Accept my new-born cry! See the travail of thy soul, Saviour, and be satisfy'd; Take me now, possess me whole, Who for me, for me hast dy'd! 31Ori., "thy"; a misprint, not corrected until the 3rd edn. (1782) of Hymns (1780). 32Charles Wesley changes "Jesu!" to "Jesus," in All in All (1761).

023 Hymn To The Holy Ghost Part Ii First

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Hymn to the Holy Ghost (Part II, First) 1 Hear, Holy Spirit, hear, My inward Comforter! Loos'd by thee my stamm'ring tongue First essays34 to praise thee now, This the new, the joyful song, Hear it in thy temple thou! 2 Long o'er my formless soul The dreary waves did roll; Void I lay and sunk in night: Thou, the overshadowing Dove, Call'dst35 the chaos into light, Bad'st me be, and live, and love. 3 Thee I exult to feel, Thou in my heart dost dwell: There thou bear'st thy witness true, Shed'st the love of God abroad; I in Christ a creature new, I, ev'n I am born of God! 4 Ere yet the time was come To fix in me thy home, With me oft thou didst reside: Now, my God, thou in me art!36 Here thou ever shalt37 abide; One we are, no more to part. 33Charles records use of this hymn in his MS Journal as early as July 11, 1738. 34Charles Wesley changes "essays" to "assays" in All in All (1761). 35Charles Wesley changes "Call'dst" to "Call'd" in All in All (1761). 36Charles Wesley changes "thou in me art" to "in me thou art" in All in All (1761). 37Charles Wesley changes "shalt" to "shall" in All in All (1761). 5 Fruit of the Saviour's pray'r, My promis'd Comforter! Thee the world cannot receive, Thee they neither know nor see, Dead is all the life they live, Dark their light, while void of thee. 6 Yet I partake thy grace Thro' Christ my righteousness; Mine the gifts thou dost impart, Mine the unction from above, Pardon written on my heart, Light, and life, and joy, and love. 7 Thy gifts, blest Paraclete, I glory to repeat: Sweetly sure of grace I am, Pardon to my soul apply'd, Int'rest in the spotless Lamb; Dead for all, for me he dy'd. 8 Thou art thyself the seal; I more than pardon feel, Peace, unutterable peace, Joy that ages ne'er can move, Faith's assurance, hope's increase, All the confidence of love! 9 Pledge of thy38 promise giv'n, My antepast of heav'n; 38Charles Wesley changes "thy" to "the" in All in All (1761). Earnest thou of joys divine, Joys divine on me bestow'd, Heav'n and Christ, and all is mine, All the plenitude of God. 10 Thou art my inward guide, I ask no help beside: Arm of God, to39 thee I call, Weak as helpless infancy! Weak I am yet cannot fall Stay'd by faith, and led by thee! 11 Hear, Holy Spirit, hear, My inward Comforter! Loos'd by thee my stamm'ring tongue First essays40 to praise thee now; This the new, the joyful song, Hear it in thy temple thou! 39"To" changed to "on" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 40Charles Wesley changes "essays" to "assays" in All in All (1761).

024 Free Grace

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Free Grace 1 And can it be, that I should gain An int'rest in the Saviour's blood! Dy'd he for me? Who caus'd his pain! For me? Who him to death pursu'd. Amazing love! How can it be That thou, my God, shouldst die for me? 2 'Tis myst'ry all! Th' immortal dies! Who can explore his strange design? In vain the first-born seraph tries To sound the depths of love divine. 'Tis mercy all! Let earth adore; Let angel minds enquire no more. 3 He left his Father's throne above, (So free, so infinite his grace!) Empty'd himself of all but love, And bled for Adam's helpless race: 'Tis mercy all, immense and free! For O my God! It found out me! 4 Long my imprison'd spirit lay, Fast bound in sin and nature's night: Thine eye diffus'd a quick'ning ray; I woke; the dungeon flam'd with light; My chains fell off, my heart was free, I rose, went forth, and follow'd thee. 5 Still the small inward voice I hear, That whispers all my sins forgiv'n; Still the atoning41 blood is near, That quench'd the wrath of hostile heav'n: I feel the life his wounds impart; I feel my Saviour in my heart. 6 No condemnation now I dread, Jesus, and all in him, is mine: 41Ori., "attoning"; corrected in 5th edn. (1756). Alive in him, my living head, And cloath'd in righteousness divine, Bold I approach th' eternal throne, And claim the crown, thro' Christ, my own.

027 The Magnificat

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
The Magnificat 1 My soul extols the mighty Lord, In God the Saviour joys my heart: Thou hast not my low state abhorr'd; Now know I, thou my Saviour art. 2 Sorrow and sighs are fled away, Peace now I feel, and joy and rest: Renew'd I hail the festal day, Henceforth by endless ages blest. 3 Great are the things which thou has done, How holy is thy name, O Lord! How wondrous is thy mercy shewn To all that tremble at thy word! 4 Thy conqu'ring arm with terror crown'd Appear'd the humble to sustain: And all the sons of pride have found Their boasted wisdom void and vain. 5 The mighty from their native sky, Cast down thou hast in darkness bound: And rais'd the worms of earth on high With majesty and glory crown'd. 45Cf. Luke 1:46-55. 6 The rich have pin'd amidst their store, Nor e'er the way of peace have trod; Mean while the hungry souls thy pow'r Fill'd with the fulness of their God. 7 Come, Saviour, come, of old decreed! Faithful and true be thou confest: By all earth's tribes in Abraham's seed Henceforth thro' endless ages blest.

033 Second Hymn To Christ

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Second Hymn to Christ 1 Saviour, the world's and mine, Was ever grief like thine! Thou my pain, my curse hast took, All my sins were laid on thee; Help me, Lord; to thee I look, Draw me, Saviour, after thee. 2 'Tis done! My God hath died, My love is crucify'd! Break this stony heart of mine, Pour my eyes a ceaseless flood, Feel, my soul, the pangs divine, Catch, my heart, the issuing blood! 3 When, O my God, shall I For thee submit to die? How the mighty debt repay, Rival of thy passion prove? Lead me in thyself the way, Melt my hardness into love. 4 To love is all my wish, I only live for this: Grant me, Lord, my heart's desire, There by faith for ever dwell: This I always will require Thee and only thee to feel. 5 Thy pow'r I pant to prove Rooted and fixt in love, Strengthen'd by thy Spirit's might, Wise to fathom things divine, What the length and breadth and height, What the depth of love like thine. 6 Ah! Give me this to know With all thy saints below. Swells my soul to compass thee, Gasps in thee to live and move, Fill'd with all the deity, All immerst and lost in love!

034 Third Hymn To Christ

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Third Hymn to Christ 1 Still, O my soul, prolong The never-ceasing song! Christ my theme, my hope, my joy; His be all my happy days, Praise my ev'ry hour employ, Ev'ry breath be spent in praise. 2 His would I wholly be Who liv'd and died for me: Grief was all his life below, Pain and poverty and loss: Mine the sins that bruis'd him so, Scourg'd and nail'd him to the cross. 3 He bore the curse of all, A spotless criminal: Burden'd with a world of guilt, Blacken'd with imputed sin, Man to save his blood he spilt, Died, to make the sinner clean. 4 Join earth and heav'n to bless The LORD our righteousness! Myst'ry of redemption this, This the Saviour's strange design, Man's offence was counted his, Ours is righteousness divine. 5 Far as our parent's fall The gift is come to all: Sinn'd we all, and died in one? Just in one we all are made, Christ the law fulfill'd alone, Dy'd for all, for all obey'd. 6 In him compleat we shine, His death, his life is mine. Fully am I justify'd, Free from sin, and more than free; Guiltless, since for me he dy'd, Righteous, since he liv'd for me! 7 Jesu! To thee I bow, Sav'd to the utmost now. O the depth of love divine! Who thy wisdom's stores can tell? Knowledge infinite is thine, All thy ways unsearchable!

035 Hymn To Christ The King

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Hymn to Christ the King 1 Jesu, my God and King, Thy regal state I sing. Thou, and only thou art great, High thine everlasting throne; Thou the sov'reign potentate, Blest, immortal thou alone. 2 Essay your choicest strains, The King Messiah reigns! Tune your harps, celestial quire, Joyful all, your voices raise, Christ than earth-born monarchs higher, Sons of men and angels praise. 3 Hail your dread Lord and ours, Dominions, thrones, and pow'rs! Source of pow'r he rules alone: Veil your eyes, and prostrate fall, Cast your crowns before his throne, Hail the cause, the Lord of all! 4 Let earth's remotest bound With echoing joys resound; Christ to praise let all conspire: Praise doth all to Christ belong; Shout ye first-born sons of fire, Earth repeat the glorious song. 5 Worthy, O Lord, art thou That ev'ry knee should bow, Every tongue to thee confess, Universal nature join Strong and mighty thee to bless, Gracious, merciful, benign! 6 Wisdom is due to thee, And might and majesty: Thee in mercy rich we prove; Glory, honour, praise receive, Worthy thou of all our love, More than all we pant to give. 7 Justice and truth maintain Thy everlasting reign. One with thine almighty Sire, Partner of an equal throne, King of hearts, let all conspire, Gratefully thy sway to own. 8 Prince of the hosts of God Display thy pow'r abroad: Strong and high is thy right-hand, Terrible in majesty! Who can in thine anger stand? Who the vengeful bolt can flee? 9 Thee when the dragon's pride To battle vain defy'd, Brighter than the morning-star Lucifer, as lightning fell, Far from heav'n, from glory far Headlong hurl'd to deepest hell. 10 Sin felt of old thy pow'r, Thou patient Conqueror! Long he vex'd the world below, Long they groan'd beneath his reign; Thou destroy'dst the tyrant foe, Thou redeem'dst the captive, man. 11 Trembles the king of fears Whene'er thy cross appears. Once its dreadful force he found: Saviour, cleave again the sky; Slain by an eternal wound Death shall then for ever die!

038 Hymn To The Holy Ghost Part Ii Second

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Hymn to the Holy Ghost (Part II, Second) 1 Come, Holy Ghost, all-quick'ning fire, Come, and in me delight to rest! Drawn by the lure of strong desire, O come, and consecrate my breast: The temple of my soul prepare, And fix thy sacred presence there! 2 If now thy influence I feel, If now in thee begin to live; Still to my heart thyself reveal, Give me thyself, for ever give. A point my good, a drop my store: Eager I ask, and pant for more. 3 Eager for thee I ask and pant, So strong the principle divine Carries me out with sweet constraint, Till all my hallow'd soul be thine: Plung'd in the Godhead's deepest sea, And lost in thy immensity. 4 My peace, my life, my comfort now, My treasure, and my all thou art! True witness of my sonship thou, Engraving pardon on my heart: Seal of my sins in Christ forgiv'n, Earnest of love, and pledge of heav'n. 5 Come then, my God, mark out thy heir, Of heav'n a larger earnest give, With clearer light thy witness bear; More sensibly within me live: Let all my pow'rs thy entrance feel, And deeper stamp thyself the seal. 6 Come, Holy Ghost, all-quick'ning fire, Come, and in me delight to rest! Drawn by the lure of strong desire, O come, and consecrate my breast: The temple of my soul prepare, And fix thy sacred presence there!

041 To Be Sung At Work

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
To Be Sung at Work 1 Son of the carpenter, receive This humble work of mine; Worth to my meanest labour give, By joining it to thine. 2 Servant of all, to toil for man Thou wouldst not, Lord, refuse: Thy majesty did not disdain To be employ'd for us. 3 Thy bright example I pursue To thee in all things rise, And all I think, or speak, or do, Is one great sacrifice. 4 Careless thro' outward58 cares I go, From all distraction free: My hands are but engag'd below, My heart is still with thee. 5 O when wilt thou my life appear! How gladly would I cry: "Tis done, the work thou gav'st one59 here, 'Tis finish'd Lord" and die.

042 To Be Sung At Work Another

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
To Be Sung at Work - Another 1 Summon'd my labour to renew, And glad to act my part, Lord, in thy name, my task I do, And with a single heart. 2 End of my every action thou! Thyself in all I see: Accept my hallow'd labour now; I do it unto thee. 58Ori., "outwards"; corrected in 3rd edn. (1739) and following. 59"One" changed to "me" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 3 Whate'er the Father views as thine, He views with gracious eyes. Jesus! This mean oblation join To thy great sacrifice. 4 Stampt with an infinite desert My work he then shall own; Well-pleas'd in me, when mine thou art, And I his favourite son!

043 Acts 429

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Acts 4:29 1 Captain of my salvation, hear! Stir up thy strength and bow the skies Be thou the God of battles near; In all thy majesty arise! 2 The day, the dreadful day's at hand! In battle cover thou my head: Past is thy word: I here demand, And confident expect thine aid. 3 Now arm me for the threatning fight Now let thy power descend from high, Triumphant in thy Spirit's might So shall I every foe defy.61 4 I ask thy help; by thee sent forth Thy glorious gospel to proclaim, Be thou my mouth, and shake the earth, And spread by me thy awful name. 5 Steel me to shame, reproach, disgrace, Arm me with all thy armour now, Set like a flint my steady face, Harden to adamant my brow. 60Also published in George Whitefield's Continuation of the Reverend Mr. Whitefield's Journal, from His Arrival at London to His Departure from thence on his Way to Georgia (London: James Hutton, 1739), 114-15. 61"Defy" changed to "despise" in 3rd edn. (1739) only. 6 Bold may I wax, exceeding bold My high commission to perform, Nor shrink thy harshest truths t' unfold, But more than meet the gathering storm. 7 Adverse to earth's rebellious throng, Still may I turn my fearless face, Stand as an iron pillar strong, And stedfast as a wall of brass. 8 Give me thy might, thou God of power; Then let or men or fiends assail! Strong in thy strength, I'll stand a tower Impregnable to earth or hell.

052 Grace After Meat Part Ii

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Grace After Meat (Part II) 1 Blest be the God, whose tender care Prevents his children's cry, Whose pity providently near Doth all our wants supply. 2 Blest be the God, whose bounty's79 store These chearing gifts imparts; Who veils in bread, the secret power That feeds and glads our hearts. 3 Fountain of blessings, source of good, To thee this strength we owe, Thou art the virtue of our food, Life of our life below. 4 When shall our souls regain the skies? Thy heav'nly sweetness prove? Fulness of joys shall there arise,80 And all our food be81 love. 79"Bounty's" changed to "bounteous" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 80Changed to "Where joys in all their fullness rise" in 3rd edn. (1739) and following. 81"Be" changed to "is" in 3rd edn. (1739) and following.

054 John 1624

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
John 16:24 "Ask, and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full." 1 Rise my soul with ardor rise, Breathe thy wishes to the skies; Freely pour out all thy mind, Seek, and thou art sure to find; Ready art thou to receive? Readier is thy God to give. 2 Heavenly Father, Lord82 of all, Hear, and shew thou hear'st my call; Let my cries thy throne assail Entering now within the veil: Give the benefits I claim Lord, I ask in Jesu's name! 3 Friend of sinners, King of saints, Answer my minutest wants, All my largest thoughts require, Grant me all my heart's desire, Give me, till my cup run o'er, All, and infinitely more. 4 Meek and lowly be my mind, Pure my heart, my will resign'd! 82"God" substituted for "Lord" in 3rd edn. (1739) only. Keep me dead to all below, Only Christ resolv'd to know, Firm and disengag'd and free, Seeking all my bliss in thee. 5 Suffer me no more to grieve Wanting what thou long'st to give, Shew me all thy goodness, Lord, Beaming from th' incarnate Word, Christ, in whom thy glories shine, Efflux of the light divine. 6 Since the Son hath made me free, Let me taste my liberty, Thee behold with open face, Triumph in thy saving grace, Thy great will delight to prove, Glory in thy perfect love. 7 Since the Son hath bought my peace, Mine thou art, as I am his:83 Mine the Comforter I see, Christ is full of grace for me: Mine (the purchase of his blood) All the plenitude of God. 8 Abba, Father! Hear thy child Late in Jesus reconcil'd! Hear, and all the graces shower, All the joy, and peace, and pow'r, All my Saviour asks above, All the life and heaven of love.84 83Changed to "Mine I see, whate'er is his" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 84Changed to "All the life of heaven, of love" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756). 9 Lord, I will not let thee go, Till THE BLESSING thou bestow: Hear my advocate divine; Lo! To his my suit I join: Join'd to his it cannot fail Bless me, for I will prevail! 10 Stoop from thy eternal throne, See, thy promise calls thee down! High and lofty as thou art, Dwell within my worthless heart! Here85 a fainting soul revive; Here for ever walk and live. 11 Heavenly Adam, life divine, Change my nature into thine: Move and spread throughout my soul, Actuate and fill the whole: Be it I no longer now, Living in the flesh, but thou. 12 Holy Ghost, no more delay, Come, and in thy temple stay; Now thy inward witness bear Strong and permanent, and clear; Spring of life, thyself impart, Rise eternal in my heart! 85Ori., "Hear"; a misprint, corrected in the 2nd edn. (1739), but reappears in the 3rd edn. (1739). Change line to "My poor fainting soul revive" in 4th edn. (1743) and 5th edn. (1756).

Universal Redemption

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn
Universal Redemption cf. Baker list, 14 1 Hear, holy, holy, holy, Lord, Father of all mankind, Spirit of love, eternal word, In mystick union join'd. 2 Hear, and inspire my stammering tongue, Exalt my abject thought, Speak from my mouth a sacred song, Who spak'st the world from nought. 3 Thy darling attribute I praise Which all alike may prove, The glory of thy boundless grace, Thy universal love. 4 Mercy I sing, transporting sound, The joy of earth and heaven! Mercy by every sinner found, Who takes what God hath given. 5 Mercy for all, thy hands have made, Immense, and unconfin'd, Throughout thy every work display'd, Embracing all mankind. 6 Thine eye survey'd the fallen race When sunk, in sin they lay, Their misery call'd for all thy grace, But justice stopp'd the way. 7 Mercy the fatal bar remov'd, Thy only Son it gave, To save a world so dearly lov'd, A sinful world to save. 8 For every man he tasted death, He suffered once for all, He calls as many souls as breathe, And all may hear the call. 9 A power to chuse, a will to obey, Freely his grace restores; We all may find the living way, And call the Saviour ours. 10 Whom his eternal mind foreknew, That they the power would use, Ascribe to God the glory due, And not his grace refuse; 11 Them, only them, his will decreed, Them did he chuse alone, Ordain'd in Jesu's steps to tread, And to be like his Son. 12 Them, the elect, consenting few, Who yield to proffered love, Justify'd here he forms anew, And glorifies above. 13 For as in Adam all have dy'd, So all in Christ may live, May (for the world is justify'd) His righteousness receive. 14 Whoe'er to God for pardon fly, In Christ may be forgiven, He speaks to all, "Why will ye die, And not accept my heaven!" 15 No! In the death of him that dies, (God by his life hath sworn) He is not pleas'd; but ever cries, Turn, O ye sinners, turn. 16 He would that all his truths should own, His gospel all embrace, Be justify'd by faith alone, And freely sav'd by grace. 17 And shall I, Lord, confine thy love, As not to others free? And may not every sinner prove, The grace that found out me? 18 Doubtless thro' one eternal now Thou ever art the same, The universal Saviour thou, And Jesus is thy name. 19 Ho! Every one that thirsteth come! Chuse life; obey the word; Open your hearts to make him room, And banquet with your Lord. 20 When God invites, shall man repel? Shall man th' exception make? "Come, freely come, WHOEVER WILL, And living water take!" 21 Thou bid'st; and would'st thou bid us chuse, When purpos'd not to save? Command us all a power to use, Thy mercy never gave? 22 Thou can'st not mock the sons of men, Invite us to draw nigh, Offer thy grace to all, and then, Thy grace to most deny! 23 Horror to think that God is hate! Fury in God can dwell, God could an helpless world create, To thrust them into hell! 24 Doom them an endless death to die, From which they could not flee, No Lord! Thine inmost bowels cry, Against the dire decree! 25 Believe who will that human pain, Pleasing to God can prove: Let Molock feast him with the slain, Our God, we know, is love. 26 Lord, if indeed, without a bound, Infinite love thou art, The HORRIBLE DECREE confound, Enlarge thy people's heart! 27 Ah! Who is as thy servants blind, So to misjudge their God! Scatter the darkness of their mind, And shed thy love abroad. 28 Give them conceptions worthy thee, Give them in Jesu's face, Thy merciful design to see, Thy all-redeeming grace. 29 Stir up thy strength, and help us, Lord, The preachers multiply, Send forth thy light, and give the word, And let the shadows fly. 30 Oh! If thy Spirit send forth me, The meanest of the throng, I'll sing thy grace divinely free, And teach mankind the song. 31 Grace will I sing, thro' Jesu's name, On all mankind bestow'd; The everlasting truth proclaim, And seal that truth with blood. 32 Come then, thou all-embracing love, Our frozen bosom warm; Dilating fire within us move, With truth and meekness arm. 33 Let us triumphantly ride on, And more than conquerors prove, With meekness bear th' opposers down, And bind with cords of love. 34 Shine in our hearts Father of light, Jesu thy beams impart, Spirit of truth our minds unite, And make us one in heart. 35 Then, only then our eyes shall see Thy promis'd kingdom come; And every heart by grace set free, Shall make the Saviour room. 36 Thee every tongue shall then confess, And every knee shall bow, Come quickly, Lord, we wait thy grace, We long to meet thee now.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 1)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
Universal Redemption cf. Baker list, 14

Universal Redemption (Stanza 2)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
1 Hear, holy, holy, holy, Lord, Father of all mankind, Spirit of love, eternal word, In mystick union join'd.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 3)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
2 Hear, and inspire my stammering tongue, Exalt my abject thought, Speak from my mouth a sacred song, Who spak'st the world from nought.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 4)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
3 Thy darling attribute I praise Which all alike may prove, The glory of thy boundless grace, Thy universal love.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 6)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
5 Mercy for all, thy hands have made, Immense, and unconfin'd, Throughout thy every work display'd, Embracing all mankind.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 7)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
6 Thine eye survey'd the fallen race When sunk, in sin they lay, Their misery call'd for all thy grace, But justice stopp'd the way.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 8)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
7 Mercy the fatal bar remov'd, Thy only Son it gave, To save a world so dearly lov'd, A sinful world to save.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 9)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
8 For every man he tasted death, He suffered once for all, He calls as many souls as breathe, And all may hear the call.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 14)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
13 For as in Adam all have dy'd, So all in Christ may live, May (for the world is justify'd) His righteousness receive.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 17)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
16 He would that all his truths should own, His gospel all embrace, Be justify'd by faith alone, And freely sav'd by grace.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 19)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
18 Doubtless thro' one eternal now Thou ever art the same, The universal Saviour thou, And Jesus is thy name.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 22)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
21 Thou bid'st; and would'st thou bid us chuse, When purpos'd not to save? Command us all a power to use, Thy mercy never gave?

Universal Redemption (Stanza 23)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
22 Thou can'st not mock the sons of men, Invite us to draw nigh, Offer thy grace to all, and then, Thy grace to most deny!

Universal Redemption (Stanza 24)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
23 Horror to think that God is hate! Fury in God can dwell, God could an helpless world create, To thrust them into hell!

Universal Redemption (Stanza 29)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
28 Give them conceptions worthy thee, Give them in Jesu's face, Thy merciful design to see, Thy all-redeeming grace.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 32)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
31 Grace will I sing, thro' Jesu's name, On all mankind bestow'd; The everlasting truth proclaim, And seal that truth with blood.

Universal Redemption (Stanza 37)

Charles Wesley · 1739 · hymn-stanza
36 Thee every tongue shall then confess, And every knee shall bow, Come quickly, Lord, we wait thy grace, We long to meet thee now.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 21)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
3 God without faith we cannot please: For all, who unto God would come, Must feelingly believe he is, And gives to all their righteous doom.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 22)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
4 We feelingly believe thou art: Behold we ever seek thee, Lord, With all our mind, with all our heart, And find thee now our great reward.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 25)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
2 He (while the world that disbeliev'd, The careless world of sinners died,) The righteousness of faith receiv'd: Noah by faith was justified.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 39)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
4 From one old man the race did rise, A barren womb the myriads bore, Countless, as stars that deck the skies, As sands that crown the ocean shore.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 44)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
4 Regardless of the things behind, The earthly home from whence they came, A better land they long'd to find, A promis'd heaven was all their aim.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 49)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
2 His son the father offer'd up, Son of his age, his only son, Object of all his joy and hope, And less belov'd than God alone.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 54)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
7 O for a faith like his, that we The bright example may pursue, May gladly give up all to thee, To whom our more than all is due!

The Life of Faith (Stanza 58)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
11 Now to thyself the victim take, Nature's last agony is o'er, Freely thine own we render back, We grieve to part with all no more.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 59)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
12 For what to thee, O Lord, we give, An hundred fold we here obtain, And soon with thee shall all receive, And loss shall be eternal gain.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 61)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
1 Isaac by faith declar'd his race In Jacob and in Esau blest, The younger by peculiar grace A nobler heritage possess'd.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 64)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
4 Joseph by faith the flight foretold Of Israel's afflicted race; God their hard bondage should behold, And lead them to the promis'd place.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 71)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
5 Fleeting he deem'd them all, and vain, His heart on heavenly joys bestow'd, Partaker of his people's pain, Th' afflicted people of his God.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 72)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
6 Egypt unfolds her golden blaze, Yet all for Christ he counts but loss; A richer treasure he surveys, His Lord's anticipated cross.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 77)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
11 With all the servants of his Lord, He (while the first-born victims died) Dar'd the destroying angel's sword, And, arm'd with blood, its point defied!

The Life of Faith (Stanza 83)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
2 Rahab by faith deliv'rance found, Nor perish'd with th' accursed race, The harlot for her faith renown'd, Amongst the worthies takes her place.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 84)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
3 Worthies, who all recorded stand, And shine in everlasting lays; And justly now they each demand The tribute of distincter praise.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 85)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
4 Gideon, and Barak claim the song, And David good, and Samuel wise, And Jephtha bold, and Samson strong, And all the ancient prophets rise!

The Life of Faith (Stanza 91)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
2 Earth they beheld with gen'rous scorn, On all its proffer'd goods look'd down, High on a fiery chariot borne, They lost their life to keep their crown.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 96)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
1 Naked, or in rough goatskins clad, In every place they long confess'd The God, for whom o'er earth they stray'd Tormented, destitute, distress'd.

The Life of Faith (Stanza 97)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
2 Of whom the world unworthy was, Whom only God their Maker knew, The world they punish'd with their loss, The holy anchorites withdrew.

001 The Fifty Fifth Chapter Of Isaiah

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
The Fifty Fifth Chapter of Isaiah Part I. The Fifty Fifth Chapter of Isaiah. Ho! Every one that thirsts, draw nigh: ('Tis God invites the fallen race) Mercy and free salvation buy; Buy wine, and milk, and gospel grace. Come to the living waters, come! Sinners, obey your Maker's call; Return, ye weary wanderers, home, And find my grace is free for all. See from the rock a fountain rise! For you in healing streams it rolls: Money ye need not bring, nor price, Ye lab'ring, burthen'd, sin-sick souls. Nothing ye in exchange shall give; Leave all you have and are behind; Frankly the gift of God receive, Pardon, and peace in Jesus find. Why seek ye that which is not bread, Nor can your hungry souls sustain? On ashes, husks, and air ye feed, You spend your little all in vain. In search of empty joys below, Ye toil with unavailing strife: Whither, ah whither would you go? I have the words of endless life. Hearken to me with earnest care, And freely eat substantial food; The sweetness of my mercy share, And taste that I alone am good. I bid you all my goodness prove, My promises for all are free: Come taste the manna of my love, And let your soul delight in me. Your willing ear and heart incline, My words believingly receive; Quicken'd your soul, by faith divine, An everlasting life shall live. You for my own I then shall take, Shall surely seal you for my own, My covenant of mercy make, And 'stablish it in David's Son. A faithful witness of my grace, Him have I to the people given, To teach a sinful world my ways, And lead and train them up for heaven. Son of my love, behold, to thee From all eternity I give Sinners who to thy wounds will flee; The soul that chuseth life shall live. Nations, whom once thou didst not own, Thou thine inheritance shalt call; Nations who knew not thee shall run, And hail the God that died for all. For I, the holy God, and true, To glorify thy name have sworn: And lo! My faithfulness I shew; And lo! To thee the Gentiles turn. Seek ye the Lord with timely care, Ye servants of uncancel'd sin, While all that seek may find him near With open arms to take them in. His evil let the sinner leave, In bitterness of spirit mourn, Death's sentence in himself receive, And to a gracious God return. Surely our God will bid him live, Will with the arms of love embrace; Freely, abundantly forgive, And shew him all his depths of grace. For thus the mighty God hath said, My ways, and thoughts ye cannot scan; Ye cannot, whom my hands have made, Your infinite Creator span. Me will ye mete with reason's line? Or teach my grace how far to move? Fathom my mercy's deep design, My heighth, and breadth, and length of love! Far as the heavens that earth surpass, Far as my throne those nether skies, My ways of love, and thoughts of grace, Beyond your low conceptions rise. For as the snow from heaven comes down, The first and latter rains distill, The earth with fruitfulness to crown, Man's heart with food and joy to fill. As no return the shower can know, But falls a thirsty land to chear, But executes its charge below, While plenty decks the smiling year. So shall the word my lips have spoke, Accomplish that which I ordain; My word I never will revoke; My word is not gone forth in vain. In my redeeming work employ'd, And sent my pleasure to fulfill, Vain it shall not return, and void, But prosper, and perform my will. With me is plenteous mercy found, Redemption free for all to know; And where your sin doth most abound, My more abundant grace shall flow. From guilt and pain ye shall be freed, From the black dungeon of despair, Into my heavenly kingdom led, And reap eternal pleasures there. All ye that in my word believe, Shall see my love in Jesu's face; The peace and joy of faith receive, And triumph in my saving grace. The trees shall clap their hands and sing, Mountains and hills their voices raise; All the new heavens and earth shall ring With Jesus their Creator's praise. Where thorns deform'd the barren ground, Where noisome weeds the soul o'erspread, There shall the fruits of grace abound, And second nature lift her head.

008 An Evening Hymn

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
An Evening Hymn Fill me with all the life of love, In mystick union join Me to thyself, and let me prove The fellowship divine. Open the intercourse between My longing soul and thee, Never to be broke off again Thro' all eternity. Grant this, O Lord; for thou hast died That I might be forgiven, Thou hast the RIGHTEOUSNESS supplied, For which I merit heaven. An Evening Hymn.12 Jesus, the all-atoning Lamb, Lover of lost mankind, Salvation in whose only name A sinful world can find: I ask thy grace to make me clean, I come to thee, my God: Open, O Lord, for this day's sin The fountain of thy blood. 12Charles included this hymn in a later manuscript selection for family use: MS Family, 3-4.

023 Upon Parting With His Friends Part I

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Upon Parting with His Friends. Part I Upon Parting with His Friends. Part I. Cease, foolish heart, thy fond complaints, Nor heave with unavailing sighs, Equal is God to all thy wants, The hungry soul himself supplies. Gladly thy every wish resign; Thou canst not want, if God is thine. Stop this full current of thy tears, Or pour for sin th' ennobled flood: Look up, my soul, shake off thy fears, Or fear to lose a gracious God: To him, thy only rest, return; In vain for him thou canst not mourn. Still vex'd and troubled is my heart? Still wails my soul the penal loss? Ling'ring I groan with all to part, I groan to bear the grievous cross; The grievous cross I fain would fly, Or sink beneath its weight, and die. Sad soothing thought! To lose my cares, And silently resign my breath! Cut off a length of wretched years, And steal an unsuspected death; Now to lay down my weary head, And lift it free among the dead!

024 Upon Parting With His Friends Part I Part Ii

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Upon Parting with His Friends. Part I Part II When will the dear deliv'rance come? Period of all my pain and strife! O that my soul, which gasps for home, Which struggles in the toils of life, Ease, and a resting place could find, And leave this world of woe behind! O that the bitterness were past, The pain of life's long ling'ring hour! While snatch'd from passion's furious blast, And sav'd from sorrow's baleful pow'r, I mock the storm, out-ride the wave, And gain the harbour of the grave. Bless'd, peaceful state! Where, lull'd to sleep, The suff'rer's woes shall all be o'er! There plaintive grief no more shall weep, Remembrance there shall vex no more; Nor fond excess, nor pining care, Nor loss, nor parting shall be there! Part II. O holy, holy, holy Lord! Righteous in all thy ways art thou! I yield and tremble at thy word, Beneath thy mighty hand I bow, I own, while humbled in the dust, I own the punishment is just. Joy of my eyes the creature was; Desired; but O! Desir'd for thee! Why feel I then th' imbitter'd loss? Late in thy judgment's light, I see Whom now thy stroke hath far remov'd, I lov'd alas! Too dearly lov'd! And can I see my comfort gone, (My all of comfort here below) And not allow a parting groan, And not permit my tears to flow? Can I forbear to mourn and cry? No let me rather weep and die. Dear, lovely, gracious souls, to me Pleasant your friendliness has been; So strange your love, from dross so free, The fountain in the stream was seen; From heaven the pure affection flow'd, And led, from whom it sprang, to God. To him thro' earth-born cares ye pass, To him your loosen'd souls aspire: Glory to God's victorious grace! O could I catch the sacred fire, Your shining steps from far pursue, And love, and weep, and part like you. Partners of all my griefs and joys, Help me to cast on God my care, To make his will my only choice, Away the dear right eye to tear, The wise decree with you t' adore, To trust, submit, and grieve no more. O let your prayers the Saviour move, In love my spirit to renew! O could I taste the Saviour's love, Gladly I then should part with you; My all triumphantly resign, And lodge you in the arms divine.

027 Upon Parting With His Friends Part I Part V

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Upon Parting with His Friends. Part I Part V Henceforth thy only will I chuse, To Christ I die, to Christ I live; Had I a thousand lives to lose, Had I a thousand friends to give, All, all I would to thee restore, And grieve that I could give no more. Part V.25 Jesus, in whom the weary find Their late and26 permanent repose; Physician of the sin-sick mind, Relieve my wants, assuage my woes; And let my soul on thee be cast, 'Till life's fierce tyranny be27 past. Loosed from my God, and far remov'd, Long have I wander'd to and fro, O'er earth in endless circles rov'd, Nor found whereon to rest below; Back to my God at last I fly, For O! The waters still are high. Selfish pursuits, and nature's maze, The things of earth for thee I leave, Put forth thy hand, thy hand of grace, Into the ark of love receive; Take this poor flutt'ring soul to rest, And lodge it, Saviour, in thy breast. Fill with inviolable peace, 'Stablish, and keep my 'stablish'd28 heart; In thee may all my wand'rings cease, From thee no more may I depart, Thy utmost goodness call'd to prove, Lov'd with an everlasting love. 25A manuscript draft of this section, on a leaf torn from a larger collection (numbered page 21) is in Special Collections of Garrett-Evangelical Theological Seminary Library, in a volume titled "Presidents of the British Wesleyan Conference." 26"But" instead of "and" in manuscript draft. 27"Is" instead of "be" in manuscript draft. 28"'Stablish'd" changed to "settled" in 4th edn. (1743) and following.

028 Mourning

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Mourning Mourning. When, gracious Lord, ah tell me when Shall I into myself retire? To thee discover all my pain, And shew my troubled heart's desire? I long to pour out all my soul, Sorrow, and sin's just weight to feel, To smart, till thou hast made me whole, To mourn till thou hast said, "Be still." Sick of desire for thee I cry, And, weary of forbearing, groan: Horror, and sin are ever nigh, My comfort, and my God are gone. Trembling in dread suspense I stand; Sinking, and falling into sin, Till thou reach out thy mighty hand, And snatch me from this hell within. Fain would I rise, and get me hence, From every fond engagement free, Pleasure, and praise, and self, and sense, And all that holds me back from thee. O that the mild and peaceful dove, Would lend his wings to aid my flight! Soon would I then far off remove, And hide me from this hateful light. Where none but the all-seeing eye Could mark, or interrupt my grief, No human comforter be nigh, To torture me with vain relief. Far in some lonely, desart place, For ever, ever would I sit, Languish to see the Saviour's face, And perish, weeping at his feet. O what is life without my God! A burden more than I can bear: I struggle to throw off the load, Me from myself I strive to tear. I ever gasp in Christ to live, O that to me the grace were given! Had I thy heaven and earth to give, I'd buy thee with thy earth and heaven. If sufferings could thy love obtain, I'd suffer all things for thy love: Send me to hell, I'd there remain: But let me there thy favour prove.

033 Psalm 130

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Psalm 130 My spirit mourns, by thee forgot, And droops my heart, where thou art not: My soul is all an aking void, And pines, and thirsts, and gasps for God. The pain of absence still I prove, Sick of desire, but not of love: Weary of life, I ever groan, I long to lay the burthen down. 'Tis burthen all, and pain, and strife: O give me love, and take my life! Jesu, my only want supply, O let me taste thy love, and die! Psalm CXXX.33 Out of the depth of self-despair To thee, O Lord, I cry; My misery mark, attend my prayer, And bring salvation nigh. Death's sentence in myself I feel, Beneath thy wrath I faint; O let thine ear consider well The voice of my complaint. 33This psalm was omitted from 4th edn. (1743) and following, because it was moved to CPH (1743), 20. If thou art rig'rously severe, Who may the test abide? Where shall the man of sin appear, Or how be justified? But O! Forgiveness is with thee, That sinners may adore, With filial fear thy goodness see, And never grieve thee more. I look to see his lovely face, I wait to meet my Lord, My longing soul expects his grace, And rests upon his word. My soul, while still to him it flies, Prevents the morning ray; O that his mercy's beams would rise, And bring the gospel-day! Ye faithful souls, confide in God, Mercy with him remains, Plenteous redemption in his blood, To wash out all your stains. His Israel himself shall clear, From all their sins redeem: The LORD OUR RIGHTEOUSNESS is near, And we are just in him.

035 Matthew 53 4 6

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Matthew 5:3, 4, 6 Come then, O my Saviour, come, God of truth, no longer stay, God of love, dispel the gloom, Point me out the promis'd way, Let me from the trial fly, Sink into thy arms, and die! Waft me to that happy shore, Port of ease, and end of care; All thy storms shall there be o'er, Sin shall never reach me there, Surely of my God possest, Safe in my Redeemer's breast! Matthew v. 3, 4, 6. Jesu, if still the same thou art, If all thy promises are sure, Set up thy kingdom in my heart, And make me rich, for I am poor: To me be all thy treasures given, The kingdom of an inward heaven. Thou hast pronounced the mourner blest, And lo! For thee I ever mourn: I cannot; no! I will not rest, Till thou my only rest return, Till thou, the Prince of Peace, appear, And I receive the Comforter. Where is the blessedness bestow'd On all that hunger after thee? I hunger now, I thirst for God! See, the poor, fainting sinner see, And satisfy with endless peace, And fill me with thy righteousness. Ah Lord! If thou art in that sigh, Then hear thyself within me pray. Hear in my heart thy Spirit's cry, Mark what my lab'ring soul would say, Answer the deep, unutter'd groan, And shew that thou and I are one. Shine on thy work, disperse the gloom, Light in thy light I then shall see: Say to my soul, "Thy light is come, Glory divine is ris'n on thee, Thy warfare's past, thy mourning's o'er: Look up, for thou shalt weep no more." Lord, I believe the promise sure, And trust thou wilt not long delay; Hungry, and sorrowful, and poor, Upon thy word myself I stay; Into thy hands my all resign, And wait till all thou art is mine!

036 In Temptation

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
In Temptation In Temptation. Jesu, lover of my soul, Let me to thy bosom fly, While the nearer waters roll, While the tempest still is high: Hide me, O my Saviour, hide, Till the storm of life is past: Safe into the haven guide; O receive my soul at last. Other refuge have I none, Hangs my helpless soul on thee: Leave, ah! Leave me not alone, Still support, and comfort me. All my trust on thee is stay'd; All my help from thee I bring; Cover my defenceless head, With the shadow of thy wing. Wilt thou not regard my call? Wilt thou not accept my prayer? Lo! I sink, I faint, I fall Lo! On thee I cast my care: Reach me out thy gracious hand! While I of thy strength receive, Hoping against hope I stand, Dying, and behold I live!

037 Matthew 121 He Shall Save His People From Their Sins

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Matthew 1:21. "He shall save his people from their sins" Thou, O Christ, art all I want, More than all in thee I find: Raise the fallen, chear the faint, Heal the sick, and lead the blind, Just, and holy is thy name, I am all unrighteousness, False, and full of sin I am, Thou art full of truth, and grace. Plenteous grace with thee is found, Grace to cover all my sin: Let the healing streams abound, Make, and keep me pure within: Thou of life the fountain art: Freely let me take of thee, Spring thou up within my heart, Rise to all eternity! Matthew i. 21. "He shall save his people from their sins." Jesus, in whom the Godhead's rays Beam forth with milder majesty, I see thee full of truth and grace, And come for all I want to thee. Wrathful, impure, and proud I am, Nor constancy, nor strength I have: But thou, O Lord, art still the same, And hast not lost thy power to save.

038 Desiring Christ

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Desiring Christ Save me from wrath,35 the plague expell; Jesu, thy humble self impart; O let thy mind within me dwell; O give me lowliness of heart. Enter thyself, and cast out sin; Thy spotless purity bestow; Touch me, and make the leper clean: Wash me, and I am white as snow. Fury is not in thee, my God: O why should it be found in thine! Sprinkle me, Saviour, with thy blood, And all thy gentleness is mine. Pour but thy blood upon the flame, Meek, and dispassionate, and mild, The leopard sinks into a lamb, And I become a little child. Desiring Christ. Where shall I lay my weary head? Where shall I hide me from my shame? From all I feel, and all I dread, And all I have, and all I am! Swift to outstrip the stormy wind, And leave this cursed self behind! 35"Wrath" changed to "pride" in 4th edn. (1743) and following. O the intolerable load Of nature waken'd to pursue, The footsteps of a distant God, Till faith hath form'd the soul anew! 'Tis death, 'tis more than death to bear I cannot live, till God is here. Give me thy wings, celestial Dove, And help me from myself to fly; Then shall my soul far off remove, The tempest's idle rage defy, From sin, from sorrow, and from strife Escap'd, and hid in Christ, my life. Stranger on earth, I sojourn here: Yet, O on earth I cannot rest, Till thou my hidden life appear, And sweetly take me to thy breast: To thee my wishes all aspire, And sighs for thee my whole desire. Search, and try out my panting heart: Surely, my Lord, it pants for thee, Jealous lest earth should claim a part: Thine wholly thine I gasp to be. Thou know'st 'tis all I live to prove; Thou know'st, I only want thy love.

039 1 Corinthians 1011 These Things Were Written For Our Instruction

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
1 Corinthians 10:11. "These things were written for our instruction" 1 Corinthians x. 11. "These things were written for our instruction." Jesu, if still thou art to day As yesterday the same, Present to heal, in me display The virtue of thy name. If still thou go'st about, to do Thy needy creatures good, On me, that I thy praise may shew, Be all thy wonders shew'd. Now, Lord, to whom for help I call, Thy miracles repeat; With pitying eyes behold me fall A leper at thy feet. Loathsome, and foul, and self-abhor'd, I sink beneath my sin; But if thou wilt, a gracious word Of thine can make me clean. Thou see'st me deaf to thy commands, Open, O Lord, my ear; Bid me stretch out my wither'd hands, And lift them up in prayer. Silent, (alas thou know'st how long) My voice I cannot raise; But O! When thou shalt loose my tongue, The dumb shall sing thy praise. Lame at the pool I still am found: Give; and my strength employ; Light as a hart I then shall bound, The lame shall leap for joy. Blind from my birth to guilt, and thee, And dark I am within, The love of God I cannot see, The sinfulness of sin. But thou, they say, art passing by; O let me find thee near: Jesus, in mercy hear my cry! Thou Son of David hear! Long have I waited in the way For thee the heavenly light; Command me to be brought, and say, "Sinner, receive thy sight." While dead in trespasses I lie, The quick'ning Spirit give; Call me, thou Son of God, that I May hear thy voice, and live. While full of anguish and disease, My weak, distemper'd soul Thy love compassionately sees, O let it make me whole. While torn by hellish pride, I cry, By legion-lust possest, Son of the living God, draw nigh, And speak me into rest. Cast out thy foes, and let them still To Jesu's name submit; Cloath with thy righteousness, and heal, And place me at thy feet. To Jesu's name if all things now A trembling homage pay, O let my stubborn spirit bow, My stiff-neck'd will obey. Impotent, dumb, and deaf, and blind, And sick, and poor I am; But sure a remedy to find For all in Jesu's name. I know in thee all fulness dwells, And all for wretched man; Fill every want my spirit feels, And break off every chain.

041 The Resignation

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
The Resignation First-born of many brethren thou! To thee, lo! All our souls we bow. To thee our hearts and hands we give: Thine may we die; thine may we live. The Resignation.37 And wilt thou yet be found? And may I still draw near? Then listen to the plaintive sound Of a poor sinner's prayer. Jesu, thine aid afford, If still the same thou art; To thee I look, to thee, my Lord, Lift up an helpless heart. Thou seest my tortur'd breast, The strugglings of my will, The foes that interrupt my rest, The agonies I feel: The daily death I prove, Saviour, to thee is known: 'Tis worse than death, my God to love, And not my God alone. My peevish passions chide, Who only canst controul, Canst turn the stream of nature's tide, And calm my troubled soul. 37This hymn appeared first in the 2nd edn. of HSP (1739), 37-40; it was then moved to this collection. O my offended Lord, Restore my inward peace: I know thou canst: pronounce the word, And bid the tempest cease. Abate the purging fire, And draw me to my good; Allay the fever of desire, By sprinkling me with blood. I long to see thy face, Thy Spirit I implore, The living water of thy grace, That I may thirst no more. When shall thy love constrain, And force me to thy breast? When shall my soul return again To her eternal rest? Ah! What avails my strife, My wand'ring to and fro? Thou hast the words of endless life, Ah! Whither should I go? Thy condescending grace To me did freely move: It calls me still to seek thy face, And stoops to ask my love. Lord, at thy feet I fall, I groan to be set free, I fain would now obey the call, And give up all for thee. To rescue me from woe, Thou didst with all things part, Didst lead a suffering life below, To gain my worthless heart: My worthless heart to gain, The God of all that breathe Was found in fashion as a man, And died a cursed death. And can I yet delay My little all to give, To tear my soul from earth away, For Jesus to receive? Nay, but I yield, I yield! I can hold out no more, I sink by dying love compell'd, And own thee Conqueror. Tho' late, I all forsake, My friends, my life resign, Gracious Redeemer, take, O take And seal me ever thine. Come, and possess me whole, Nor hence again remove, Settle, and fix my wav'ring soul, With all thy weight of love. My one desire is38 this, Thy only love to know, To seek and taste no other bliss, No other good below. 38Charles Wesley changes "is" to "be" in All in All (1761).

041 The Resignation (Stanza 2)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
O my offended Lord, Restore my inward peace: I know thou canst: pronounce the word, And bid the tempest cease. Abate the purging fire, And draw me to my good; Allay the fever of desire, By sprinkling me with blood. I long to see thy face, Thy Spirit I implore, The living water of thy grace, That I may thirst no more. When shall thy love constrain, And force me to thy breast? When shall my soul return again To her eternal rest? Ah! What avails my strife, My wand'ring to and fro? Thou hast the words of endless life, Ah! Whither should I go? Thy condescending grace To me did freely move: It calls me still to seek thy face, And stoops to ask my love. Lord, at thy feet I fall, I groan to be set free, I fain would now obey the call, And give up all for thee. To rescue me from woe, Thou didst with all things part, Didst lead a suffering life below, To gain my worthless heart: My worthless heart to gain, The God of all that breathe Was found in fashion as a man, And died a cursed death. And can I yet delay My little all to give, To tear my soul from earth away, For Jesus to receive? Nay, but I yield, I yield! I can hold out no more, I sink by dying love compell'd, And own thee Conqueror. Tho' late, I all forsake, My friends, my life resign, Gracious Redeemer, take, O take And seal me ever thine. Come, and possess me whole, Nor hence again remove, Settle, and fix my wav'ring soul, With all thy weight of love. My one desire is38 this, Thy only love to know, To seek and taste no other bliss, No other good below. 38Charles Wesley changes "is" to "be" in All in All (1761).

042 A Prayer Against The Power Of Sin

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
A Prayer against the Power of Sin My life, my portion thou, Thou all-sufficient art, My hope, my heavenly treasure now, Enter, and keep my heart. Rather than let it burn For earth, O quench its heat, Then, when it would to earth return, O let it cease to beat. Snatch me from ill to come, When I from thee would fly, O take my wand'ring spirit home, And grant me then to die! A Prayer against the Power of Sin. O that thou would'st the heavens rent, In majesty come down! Stretch out thine arm omnipotent, And seize me for thine own. Descend, and let thy lightning burn The stubble of thy foe, My sins o'erturn, o'erturn, o'erturn, And let the mountains flow. Thou my impetuous spirit guide, And curb my headstrong will. Thou only canst drive back the tide, And bid the sun stand still. What tho' I cannot break my chain, Or e'er throw off my load, The things impossible with men, Are possible to God. Is any thing too hard for thee, Almighty Lord of all, Whose threating looks dry up the sea, And make the mountains fall? Who, who shall in thy presence stand, And match omnipotence, Ungrasp the hold of thy right-hand, Or pluck the sinner thence? Sworn to destroy let earth assail, Nearer to save thou art, Stronger than all the powers of hell, And greater than my heart. Lo! To the hills I lift mine eye, Thy promis'd aid I claim, Father of mercies, glorify Thyself in Jesu's name. Salvation in that name is found, Balm of my grief, and care, A med'cine for my every wound, All, all I want is there. Jesu! Redeemer, Saviour, Lord, The weary sinner's friend, Come to my help pronounce the word, And bid my troubles end. Deliverance to my soul proclaim And life and liberty, Shed forth the virtue of thy name, And Jesus prove to me. Faith to be heal'd thou know'st I have, For thou that faith hast given: Thou canst, thou canst the sinner save, And make me meet for heaven. Thou canst o'ercome this heart of mine, Thou wilt victorious prove, For everlasting strength is thine, And everlasting love. Thy powerful Spirit shall subdue Unconquerable sin; Cleanse this foul heart, and make it new, And write thy law within. Bound down with twice ten thousand ties, Yet let me hear thy call, My soul in confidence shall rise, Shall rise, and break thro' all.

046 Redemption Found From The German Johann Andreas Rothe

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Redemption Found. From the German Johann Andreas Rothe Part II. Redemption Found. From the German.40 Now I have found the ground, wherein Sure my soul's anchor may remain, The wounds of Jesus, for my sin Before the world's foundation slain: Whose mercy shall unshaken stay, When heaven and earth are fled away. Father, thy everlasting grace Our scanty thought surpasses far: Thy heart still melts with tenderness, Thy arms of love still open are Returning sinners to receive, That mercy they may taste, and live. 40Source: Nikolaus Ludwig von Zinzendorf, ed. Das Gesang-Buch der Gemeine in Herrn-Huth (Halle: Wäysenhaus, 1737), 249-50 (255, by Johann Andreas Rothe). O love, thou bottomless abyss! My sins are swallow'd up in thee: Cover'd is my unrighteousness, Nor spot of guilt remains in me, While Jesu's blood, thro' earth and skies, Mercy, free, boundless mercy cries! With faith I plunge me in this sea; Here is my hope, my joy, my rest! Hither, when hell assails, I flee, I look into my Saviour's breast! Away, sad doubt, and anxious fear! Mercy is all that's written there. Tho' waves and storms go o'er my head, Tho' strength, and health, and friends be gone, Tho' joys be wither'd all, and dead, Tho' every comfort be withdrawn, On this my stedfast soul relies, Father, thy mercy never dies. Fix'd on this ground will I remain, Tho' my heart fail, and flesh decay: This anchor shall my soul sustain, When earth's foundations melt away; Mercy's full power I then shall prove, Lov'd with an everlasting love.

049 Christ Our Righteousness 1 Corinthians 130

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Christ Our Righteousness. 1 Corinthians 1:30 Jesus, of all my hopes the ground, Thro' thee thy name I know, The only name where health is found, Whence life and blessings flow. 'Tis now by faith's enlighten'd eye I see thy strange design, See the God-man come down to die, That God may all be mine! Thou art the truth: I now receive Thy unction from above, Divinely taught in thee believe, And learn the lore of love. Still with thy grace anoint my eyes, Throughout my darkness shine; O make me to salvation wise, My all, be ever mine! Christ Our Righteousness. 1 Corinthians i. 30. Jesu, thou art my righteousness, For all my sins were thine: Thy death hath bought of God my peace, Thy life hath made him mine. Spotless, and just in thee I am; I feel my sins forgiven; I taste salvation in thy name, And antedate my heaven. Forever here my rest shall be, Close to thy bleeding side; This all my hope, and all my plea, For me the Saviour died! My dying Saviour, and my God, Fountain for guilt, and sin, Sprinkle me ever in thy blood, And cleanse, and keep me clean. Wash me, and make me thus thine own; Wash me, and mine thou art; Wash me, (but not my feet alone) My hands, my head, my heart. Th' atonement of thy blood apply, Till faith to sight improve, Till hope shall in fruition die, And all my soul be love.

051 Christ Our Redemption 1 Corinthians 130

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Christ Our Redemption. 1 Corinthians 1:30 My inward holiness thou art, For faith hath made thee mine: With all thy fulness fill my heart, Till all I am is thine! Christ Our Redemption. 1 Corinthians i. 30. Thee, O my great Deliverer, thee My ransom I adore: Thy death from hell hath set me free, And I am damn'd no more. In thee I sure redemption have, The pardon of my sin; Thy blood I find mighty to save; Thy blood hath made me clean. I feel the power of Jesu's name, It breaks the captive's chain; And men oppose, and fiends exclaim, And sin subsists in vain. Redeem'd from sin, its guilt, and power My soul in faith defies: But O! I wait the welcome hour, When this frail body dies.

052 It Is Very Meet Right And Our Bounden Duty

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
"It is very meet, right, and our bounden duty..." Come thou, my dear Redeemer, come, Let me my life resign, O take thy ransom'd servant home, And make me wholly thine. Fully redeem'd I fain would rise In soul and body free, And mount to meet thee in the skies, And ever reign with thee. "It is very meet, right, and our bounden duty, that we should at all times, and in all places, give thanks unto thee, O Lord, Holy Father, almighty, everlasting God."42 Meet and right it is to sing Glory to our God and King, Meet in every time, and place, Right to shew forth all thy praise. Sing we now in duty bound, Echo the triumphant sound, Publish it thro' earth abroad, Praise the everlasting God. Praises here to thee we give, Here our open thanks receive, Holy Father, sovereign Lord, Always, every where ador'd. 42The quote is from the Eucharistic liturgy in the BCP. Hymn appeared first in George Whitefield, Divine Melody; or, a Help to Devotion (London: W. Rayner, 1739), 13-14, ascribed to Charles Wesley; and in The Conduct and Doctrine of the Reverend Mr. Whitefield Vidicated (London: A. Dodd, 1739), 35.

059 Another Samuel Wesley Sr Another 2

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Another Samuel Wesley, Sr. (Another 2) Be everlasting praise To God the Spirit given, Who now attests us sons of grace, And seals us47 heirs of heaven. Drawn, and redeem'd, and seal'd, We'll sing the One and Three, With Father, Son, and Spirit fill'd To all eternity. Another Hymn to the Trinity. Father of mankind, Be ever ador'd: Thy mercy we find, In sending our Lord To ransom and bless us: Thy goodness we praise, For sending in Jesus Salvation by grace. O Son of his love, Who deignedst to die, Our curse to remove, Our pardon to buy; Accept our thanksgiving, Almighty to save, Who openest heaven, To all that believe. 47Charles Wesley changes "us" to "as" in All in All (1761).

060 Hymn For The Kingswood Colliers

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Hymn for the Kingswood Colliers O Spirit of love, Of health, and of power, Thy working we prove, Thy grace we adore; Whose inward revealing Applies our Lord's blood, Attesting, and sealing Us children of God. Hymn for the Kingswood Colliers. Glory to God, whose sovereign grace Hath animated senseless stones, Call'd us to stand before his face, And rais'd us into Abraham's sons. The people that in darkness lay, In sin and error's deadly shade, Have seen a glorious gospel day, In Jesu's lovely face display'd. Thou only, Lord, the work hast done, And bare'd thine arm in all our sight, Hast made the reprobates thy own, And claim'd the outcasts as thy right. Thy single arm, Almighty Lord, To us the great salvation brought, Thy word, thy all-creating word, That spake at first the world from nought.

062 Isaiah 35

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Isaiah 35 Harder were they than the rock, Till they felt his mercy's stroke, Gushing streams did then arise From the fountains of our eyes. Never let them cease to flow, Since we now our Jesus know, Let us, till we meet above, Sing, and pray, and weep, and love. Isaiah xxxv. Heavenly Father, sovereign Lord, Ever faithful to thy word, Humbly we our seal set to, Testify that thou art true. Lo! For us the wilds are glad, All in chearful green array'd, Opening sweets they all disclose; Bud, and blossom as the rose. Hark! The wastes have found a voice, Lonely desarts now rejoice, Gladsom hallelujahs sing, All around with praises ring. Lo, abundantly they bloom, Lebanon is hither come, Carmel's stores the heavens dispense, Sharon's fertile excellence. See these barren souls of ours Bloom, and put forth fruits and flowers, Flowers of Eden, fruits of grace, Peace, and joy, and righteousness. We behold (the abjects we) Christ th' incarnate deity, Christ in whom thy glories shine, Excellence of strength divine. Ye that tremble at his frown, He shall lift your hands cast down; Christ who all your weakness sees, He shall prop your feeble knees. Ye of fearful hearts be strong, Jesus will not tarry long; Fear not, lest his truth should fail, Jesus is unchangeable. God, your God shall surely come, Quell your foes, and seal their doom, He shall come, and save you too: We, O Lord, have found thee true. Blind we were, but now we see, Deaf we hearken now to thee, Dumb for thee our tongues employ, Lame and lo! We leap for joy! Faint we were, and parch'd with drought, Water at thy word gush'd out, Streams of grace our thirst refresh, Starting from the wilderness. Still we gasp thy grace to know; Here forever let it flow, Make the thirsty land a pool, Fix the Spirit in our soul. Where the antient dragon lay, Open for thyself a way, There let holy tempers rise, All the fruits of paradise. Lead us in the way of peace, In the path of righteousness, Never by the sinner trod, Till he feels the cleansing blood. There the simple cannot stray, Babes, tho' blind, may find their way, Find, nor ever thence depart, Safe in lowliness of heart. Far from fear, from danger far, No devouring beast is there; There the humble walk secure, God hath made their footsteps sure. Jesu, mighty to redeem, Let our lot be cast with them, Far from earth our souls remove, Ransom'd by thy dying love. Leave us not below to mourn, Fain we would to thee return, Crown'd with righteousness arise, Far above these nether skies. Come, and all our sorrows chase, Wipe the tears from every face, Gladness let us now obtain, Partners of thy endless reign. Death, the latest foe destroy; Sorrow then shall yield to joy, Gloomy grief shall flee away, Swallow'd up in endless day.

069 1 John 23

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
1 John 2:3 With me, your chief, you then shall know, Shall feel your sins forgiven; Anticipate your heaven below, And own, that love is heaven. 1 John ii. 3. Father, if I have sinn'd, with thee An advocate I have: Jesus the just shall plead for me, The sinner Christ shall save. Pardon and peace in him I find; But not for me alone The Lamb was slain; for all mankind His blood did once atone. My soul is on thy promise cast, And lo! I claim my part: The universal pardon's past; O seal it on my heart. Thou canst not now thy grace deny; Thou canst not but forgive: Lord, if thy justice asks me why In Jesus I believe!

071 Before A Journey

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Before a Journey Lord, we believe; and taste thee good, Thee all-sufficient own, And hunger after heavenly food, And thirst for God alone. Before a Journey. Forth at thy call, O Lord, I go, Thy counsel to fulfill: 'Tis all my business here below, Father, to do thy will. To do thy will, while here I make My short, unfixt abode, An everlasting home I seek, A city built by God. O when shall I my Canaan gain, The land of promis'd ease, And leave this world of sin and pain, This howling wilderness! Come to my help, come quickly, Lord, For whom alone I sigh, O let me hear the gracious word, And get me up, and die!

077 Universal Redemption

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Universal Redemption O that the Comforter would come, Nor visit, as a transient guest, But fix in me his constant home, And take56 possession of my breast, And make my soul his lov'd abode, The temple of indwelling God. Come, Holy Ghost, my heart inspire, Attest that I am born again! Come, and baptize me now with fire, Or all thy former gifts are vain. I cannot rest in sin forgiven;57 Where is the earnest of my heaven! Where thy indubitable seal That58 ascertains the kingdom mine, The powerful stamp I long to feel, The signature of love divine: O shed it in my heart abroad, Fulness of love, of heaven of God! Universal Redemption.59 Saviour of all, by God design'd Our loss of Eden to retrieve, Mighty restorer of mankind, In whom we all, tho' dead, may live: 56"Keep" instead of "take" in the manuscript draft. 57The manuscript draft began "Imprint the sense ...", but "imprint" is struck through and replaced by "Where is." 58The manuscript draft reads "Which ascertains ...." 59This hymn was omitted from 4th edn. (1743) and following, because it had been transferred to HGEL In rapture lost, on thee I gaze, Thy universal goodness prove, Adore the riches of thy grace, And triumph in thy boundless love. Rest to my soul I now have found, My interest in thy blood I see; On this my confidence I ground, Who died for all, hath died for me! For me, for me the Saviour died! Surely thy grace for all is free: I feel it now by faith applied: Who died for all, hath died for me! No dire decree obtain'd thy seal, Or fix'd th' unalterable doom, Consign'd my unborn soul to hell, Or damn'd me from my mother's womb. Who that beholds thy lovely face, Can doubt, if all thy grace may share: So strong the lines of general grace Grace, grace is all that's written there. Loving to every man thou art! Sinners, ye all his grace may prove; He bears you all upon his heart: God is not HATE, but God is LOVE!

078 Universal Redemption Another 1

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Universal Redemption (Another 1) Another Universal Redemption.60 Father, whose hand on all bestows Sufficiency of saving grace, Whose universal love o'erflows The whole of Adam's fallen race; Within no narrow bounds confin'd, The vast, unfathomable sea Swells, and embraces all mankind For, O my God, it reach'd to me! If I could hear thy quick'ning call, Then all may seek, and find thee too; Surely thou loving art to all, And I stand forth to prove it true. Was there a man thou doom'st to die, How justly then might I despair! For who so vile a wretch as I? For who so bold his God to dare? Was there a single soul decreed Thy unrelenting hate to know, Then I were he and well might dread The horrors of eternal woe. 60Omitted from 4th edn. (1743) and following. But O in vain the tempter tries To shake the Rock that ne'er shall move; My stedfast soul his power defies, Secure in this, that God is love. Whoe'er admits; my soul disowns The image of a tort'ring God, Well-pleas'd with human shrieks and groans, A fiend, a Molock gorg'd with blood! Good God! That any child of thine, So horribly should think of thee! Lo! All my hopes I here resign, If all may not find grace with me. If fury can in thee have place, Empty it on my helpless head, Cut off, exclude me from thy grace, Unless for all the Saviour bled. If all may not thy mercy claim, On me the vengeful bolt let fall, Take back my interest in the Lamb, Unless the victim died for all.

079 Universal Redemption Another 2

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Universal Redemption (Another 2) Another Universal Redemption.61 Hear, holy, holy, holy Lord, Father of all mankind, Spirit of truth,62 eternal Word, In mystic union join'd! Hear, and inspire my stammering tongue, Exalt my abject thought, Speak from my mouth a sacred song, Who spak'st the world from nought. Thy darling attribute I praise, Which all alike may prove, The glory of thy boundless grace, Thy universal love. Mercy I sing, transporting sound, The joy of earth and heaven! Mercy, by every sinner found, Who takes what God hath given. Mercy for all thy hands have made, Immense, and unconfin'd, Throughout thy every work display'd, Embracing all mankind. 61This hymn appeared first as an appendix to John Wesley's sermon Free Grace see "Universal Redemption" (1739). 62This reads "Spirit of love" in 1739 original and in all later reprints. Thine eye survey'd the fallen race, When sunk in sin they lay, Their misery call'd for all thy grace, But justice stopp'd the way. Mercy the fatal bar remov'd, Thy only Son it gave, To save a world so dearly lov'd, A sinful world to save. For every man he tasted death, He suffer'd once for all, He calls as many souls as breathe, And all may hear the call. A power to chuse, a will t' obey, Freely his grace restores; We all may find the living way, And call the Saviour ours. Whom his eternal mind foreknew, That they the power would use, Ascribe to God the glory due, And not his grace refuse; Them, only them his will decreed, Them did he chuse alone, Ordain'd in Jesu's steps to tread, And to be like his Son. Them, the elect, consenting few, Who yield to proffer'd love, Justify'd here, he forms anew, And glorifies above. For as in Adam all have died, So all in Christ may live, May (for the world is justified) His righteousness receive. Whoe'er to God for pardon fly, In Christ may be forgiven, He speaks to all, "Why will ye die, And not accept my heaven?" No! In the death of him that dies (God by his life hath sworn) He is not pleas'd; but ever cries, "Turn, O ye sinners, turn." He would that all his truths should own, His gospel all embrace, Be justify'd by faith alone, And freely sav'd by grace. And shall I, Lord, confine thy love, As not to others free? And may not every sinner prove The grace that found out me? Doubtless thro' one eternal now, Thou ever art the same, The universal Saviour thou, And Jesus is thy name. Ho! Every one that thirsteth, come! Chuse life; obey the word; Open your hearts to make him room, And banquet with your Lord. When God invites, shall man repel? Shall man th' exception make? "Come, freely come, WHOEVER WILL, And living water take." Thou bid'st; and would'st thou bid us chuse, When purpos'd not to save? Command us all a power to use Thy mercy never gave? Thou canst not mock the sons of men, Invite us to draw nigh, Offer thy grace to all, and then Thy grace to most deny! Horror to think that God is hate! Fury in God can dwell! God could an helpless world create, To thrust them into hell! Doom them an endless death to die, From which they could not flee, No, Lord! Thine inmost bowels cry Against the dire decree! Believe who will that human pain Pleasing to God can prove: Let Molock feast him with the slain, Our God, we know, is love. Lord, if indeed, without a bound, Infinite love thou art, The HORRIBLE DECREE confound, Enlarge thy people's heart! Ah! Who is as thy servants blind, So to misjudge their God! Scatter the darkness of their mind, And shed thy love abroad. Give them conceptions worthy thee, Give them, in Jesu's face, Thy merciful design to see, Thy all-redeeming grace. Stir up thy strength, and help us, Lord, The preachers multiply, Send forth thy light, and give the word, And let the shadows fly. O! If thy Spirit send forth me, The meanest of the throng, I'll sing thy grace divinely free, And teach mankind the song. Grace will I sing, thro' Jesu's name, On all mankind bestow'd; The everlasting truth proclaim, And seal that truth with blood. Come then, thou all-embracing love, Our frozen bosom warm; Dilating fire, within us move, With truth and meekness arm. Let us triumphantly ride on, And more than conquerors prove, With meekness bear th' opposers down, And bind with cords of love. Shine in our63 hearts, Father of light; Jesu, thy beams impart; Spirit of truth, our minds unite, And keep us one in heart. Then, only then our eyes shall see Thy promis'd kingdom come; And every heart by grace set free, Shall make the Saviour room. 63Ori., "their"; a misprint, corrected to 1739 original. 64Ori., "36"; a misprint.

080 Hymn To Christ The Prophet

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Hymn to Christ the Prophet Thee every tongue shall then confess, And every knee shall bow; Come quickly, Lord, we wait thy grace, We long to meet thee now. Hymn to Christ the Prophet. Prophet, on earth bestow'd, A Teacher, sent from God, Thee we welcome from above, Sent the Father to reveal, Sent to manifest his love, Sent to teach his perfect will. Thee all the seers of old Prefigur'd and foretold; Moses thee the Prophet shew'd, Meek and lowly as thou art, Abraham, the friend of God, David, after his own heart. The lesser stars that shone, Till thy great course begun, With imparted lustre bright, Render'd back their borrow'd ray, Pointing to thy perfect light, Ushering in thy glorious day. 65Ori., "35"; a misprint. Light of the world below, Thee all mankind may know; Thou, the universal friend, Into every soul hast shone: O that all would comprehend, All adore the rising Sun. Thy chearing beams we bless, Bright Sun of righteousness: Life and immortality Thou alone to light hast brought, Bid the new creation be, Call'd the world of grace from nought. Image of God most high Display'd to mortal eye, Thee the patriarchs beheld, Thee the angel they ador'd, Oft in diverse ways reveal'd Christ the everlasting Lord. Thy Godhead we revere, Wonderful Counsellor! Thou the Father's wisdom art, Great Apostle, thee we praise, Chose thy people to convert, Jacob's fallen tribes to raise. The Gentiles too may see Their covenant in thee, Opener of their blinded eyes, Thee the gracious Father gave: Rise on all, in glory rise, Save a world thou cam'st to save. For this the heavenly Dove Descended from above, He, immeasurably shed, Christ the Prophet mark'd and seal'd, Pour'd upon thy sacred head, Thee th' anointing Spirit fill'd. Ah give us, Lord, to know Thy office here below; Preach deliverance to the poor, Sent for this, O Christ, thou art, Jesu, all our sickness cure; Bind thou up the broken heart. Publish the joyful year Of God's acceptance near, Preach glad tidings to the meek, Liberty to spirits bound, General, free redemption speak, Spread thro' earth the gospel-sound. Humbly behold we sit, And listen at thy feet; Never will we hence remove; Lo! To thee our souls we bow, Tell us of the Father's love; Speak; for, Lord, we hear thee now. Master, to us reveal His acceptable will; Ever for thy law we wait, Write it in our inward parts, Our dark minds illuminate, Grave thy kindness on our hearts. Thine be the choicest store Of blessings evermore! Thee we hear, on thee we gaze, Fairer than the sons of men, Who can see that lovely face, Who can hear those words in vain? Spirit they are, and life, They end the sinner's strife: God they shew benign and mild; Glory be to God on high! Now we know him reconcil'd, Now we "Abba Father" cry! Thou art the truth, the way, O teach us how to pray; Worship spiritual and true Still instruct us how to give, Let us pay the service due, Let us to God's glory live. Holy and true, the key Of David rests on thee. Come, Messias, all things tell, Make us to salvation wise, Shut the gates of death and hell, Open, open paradise. Servant of God, confess His truth and faithfulness; God, the gracious God proclaim, Publish him thro' earth abroad; Let the Gentiles know thy name, Let us all be taught of God. Witness, within us place The Spirit of his grace; Teach us inwardly, and guide By an unction from above, Let it in our hearts abide, Source of light, and life, and love. Pronounce our happy doom, And shew us things to come: All the depths of love display, All the mystery unfold, Speak us seal'd to thy great day, In the book of life inroll'd. Shepherd, securely keep Thy little flock of sheep; Call'd and gather'd into one, Feed us, in green pastures feed, Make us quietly lie down, By the streams of comfort lead. Thou, even thou art he, Whom pain and sorrow flee: Comforter of all that mourn, Let us by thy guidance come, Crown'd with endless joy return To our everlasting home.

086 Against Hope Believing In Hope

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Against Hope, Believing in Hope My humbled soul, when thou art near, In dust and ashes lyes: How shall a sinful worm appear, Or meet thy purer eyes! I loath myself, when God I see, And into nothing fall, Content, if thou exalted be, And Christ be all in all. Against Hope, Believing in Hope. My God! I know, I feel thee mine, And will not quit my claim, Till all I have be lost in thine, And all renew'd I am. I hold thee with a trembling hand, I will not let thee go, Till stedfastly by faith I stand, And all thy goodness know. When shall I see the welcome hour That plants my God in me! Spirit of health, and life, and power, And perfect liberty! Jesu, thy all-victorious love Shed in my heart abroad; Then shall my feet no longer rove Rooted and fixt in God. Love only can the conquest win, The strength of sin subdue, (Mine own unconquerable sin) And form my soul anew. Love can bow down the stubborn neck, The stone to flesh convert, Soften, and melt, and pierce, and break An adamantine heart. O! That in me the sacred fire Might now begin to glow, Burn up the dross of base desire, And make the mountains flow! O that it now from heaven might fall, And all my sins consume! Come, Holy Ghost, for thee I call, Spirit of burning come! Refining fire, go through my heart, Illuminate my soul, Scatter thy life through every part, And sanctify the whole.

088 Habakkuk 24 The Just Shall Live By Faith

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Habakkuk 2:4. "The just shall live by faith" Habakkuk ii. 4. "The just shall live by faith." Come hither all, who serve the Lord, Who fear and tremble at his word, Hear me his loving-kindness tell; Hear what he for my soul hath done, And look to prove it in your own; Expect his promis'd love to feel. Come hither, all ye slaves of sin, Ye beasts without, and fiends within, Glad tidings unto all I shew; Jesus's grace for all is free; Jesus's grace hath found out me, And now he offers it to you. Dead in the midst of life I was; Unconscious of my Eden's loss, Long did I in the graves remain, A fallen spirit, dark, and void, Unknowing, and unknown of God, I felt not, for I hugg'd, my chain. He call'd: I answer'd to his call, Confess'd my state, and mourn'd my fall, And strove, and groan'd to be renew'd: With gradual horror then I saw The nature of the fiery law, But knew not then a Saviour's blood. For ten long, legal years I lay An helpless, tho' reluctant prey To pride, and lust, and earth, and hell: Oft to repentance vain renew'd, Self-confident for hours I stood, And fell, and griev'd, and rose, and fell. I fasted, read, and work'd, and pray'd, Call'd holy friendship to my aid, And constant to the altar drew; 'Tis there, I cried, he must be found! By vows, and new engagements bound, All his commands I now shall do. Soon as the trying hour return'd, I sunk before the foes I scorn'd, My firm resolves did all expire: Why hath the law of sin prevail'd? Why have the bonds of duty fail'd? Alas, the tow hath touch'd the fire. Hardly at last I all gave o'er, I sought to free myself no more, Too weak to burst the fowler's snare; Baffled by twice ten thousand foils, I ceas'd to struggle in the toils, And yielded to a just despair. 'Twas then my soul beheld from far The glimmering of an orient star, That pierc'd and chear'd my nature's night; Sweetly it dawn'd, and promis'd day, Sorrow, and sin it chas'd away, And open'd into glorious light. With other eyes I now could see The Father reconcil'd to me, Jesus the just had satisfied: Jesus had made my sufferings his, Jesus was now my righteousness; Jesus for me had liv'd and died. From hence the Christian race I ran, From hence the fight of faith began: O 'tis a good, but painful fight! When heaviness o'erwhelms the soul, When clouds and darkness round me roll, And hide the Saviour from my sight. Convinc'd my work was but begun, How did I strive, and grieve, and groan, Half yielded, yet refus'd to yield! Tempted to give my Saviour up, Deny my Lord, abjure my hope, And basely cast away my shield. My enemies and friends were join'd, God's children with the world's combin'd To shake my confidence in God: Strongly they urg'd me to disclaim My weaker title to the Lamb, My interest in th' atoning blood. So frail, impure, and weak, could I Presume for me he deign'd to die, For me so cold, so void of love! Jesu! They bid me thee resign, They would not have me call thee mine, Till the whole power of faith I prove. What have I known since thee I knew! What trials hast thou brought me thro'! Hardly I yet can credit give: Surely, my soul, 'tis all a dream; Saved as by fire (if sav'd) I seem, If still the life of grace I live! What have I felt, while torn within, Full of the energy of sin, Horror to think, and death to tell! The Prince of Darkness rul'd his hour, Suffer'd to shew forth all his power, And shake me o'er the mouth of hell. But O! His tyranny is o'er! How shall my rescu'd soul adore Thy strange, thy unexampled grace! A brand pluck'd from the fire I am! O Saviour, help me to proclaim, Help me to shew forth all thy praise. Fain would I spread thro' earth abroad The goodness of my loving God, And teach the world thy grace to prove. Unutterably good thou art! Read, Jesu, read my panting heart, Thou seest it pants to break with love! I only live to find thee there: The mansion for thyself prepare, In love anew my heart create: The mighty change I long to feel: For this my vehement soul stands still, Restless resign'd for this I wait.

089 Isaiah 4522 Look Unto Me And Be Ye Saved All Ye Ends Of The Earth

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Isaiah 45:22. "Look unto me, and be ye saved, all ye ends of the earth" I know, my struggling nought avails, My strength, and foolish wisdom fails, Vain is my toil, and vain my rest: Only before thy feet I lay, The potter thou, and I the clay, Thy will be done, thy will is best. I need not urge my eager plea, The blood of sprinkling speaks for me, Jesus for me vouchsafes t' appear, For me before the throne he stands, Points to his side, and lifts his hands, And shews that I am graven there! Suffice it, Lord, I now believe: To thee my ransom'd soul I give, Hide it, till all life's storms be o'er: O keep it safe against that day! Thou ever liv'st for me to pray: Thy prayer be heard, I ask no more. Isaiah xlv. 22. "Look unto me, and be ye saved, all ye ends of the earth." Sinners, your Saviour see! O look ye unto me! Lift your eyes, ye fallen race! I, the gracious God and true, I am full of truth and grace, Full of truth and grace for you! Look, and be saved from sin! Believe, and be ye clean! Guilty, lab'ring souls draw nigh; See the fountain open'd wide; To the wounds of Jesus fly, Bathe ye in my bleeding side. Ah dear, redeeming Lord, We take thee at thy word. Lo! To thee we ever look, Freely sav'd by grace alone: Thou our sins and curse hast took; Thou for all didst once atone. We now the writing see Nail'd to thy cross with thee! With thy mangled body torn, Blotted out by blood divine; Far away the bond is borne; Thou art ours, and we are thine. On thee we fix our eyes, And wait for fresh supplies; Justified, we ask for more, Give th' abiding Spirit, give; Lord, thine image here restore, Fully in thy members live. Author of faith appear! Be thou its finisher. Upward still for this we gaze, Till we feel the stamp divine, Thee behold with open face, Bright in all thy glory shine. Leave not thy work undone, But ever love thine own. Let us all thy goodness prove, Let us to the end believe; Shew thy everlasting love; Save us, to the utmost save. O that our life might be One looking up to thee! Ever hast'ning to the day When our eyes shall see thee near! Come, Redeemer, come away! Glorious in thy saints appear. Jesu, the heavens bow, We long to meet thee now! Now in majesty come down, Pity thine elect, and come; Hear in us69 thy Spirit groan, Take the weary exiles home. Now let thy face be seen, Without a veil between: Come and change our faith to sight, Swallow up mortality; Plunge us in a sea of light: Christ, be all in all to me! 69Charles Wesley changes "in us" to "us in" in All in All (1761).

090 Praise For Redemption From The German Ludwig Andreas Gotter

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Praise for Redemption. From the German Ludwig Andreas Gotter Praise for Redemption. From the German.70 High praise to thee, all-gracious God! Unceasing praise to thee we pay: Naked and wallowing in our blood, Unpitied, loath'd of all we lay. Thou saw'st, and from th' eternal throne Gav'st us thy dear, thy only Son. Thro' thy rich grace, in Jesu's blood, Blessing, redemption, life we find. Our souls wash'd in this cleansing flood, No stain of guilt remains behind. Who can thy mercy's stores express? Unfathomable, numberless! Now Christ in us doth live, and we, Father, thro' him with thee are one: The banner of his love we see, And fearless grasp the starry crown. Unutterable peace we feel In him, and joys unspeakable. Now hast thou giv'n us, thro' thy Son, The power of living faith to see, Unconquerable faith, alone That gains o'er all the victory. Faith which nor earth nor hell can move, Unblameable in perfect love. 70Source: Nikolaus Ludwig von Zinzendorf, ed. Das Gesang-Buch der Gemeine in Herrn-Huth (Halle: Wäysenhaus, 1737), 27-28 (25, by Ludwig Andreas Gotter).

091 On The Admission Of Any Person Into The Society

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
On the Admission of Any Person into the Society Fully thy71 quick'ning Sp'rit impart, Thou who hast all our sins forgiven; O form the Saviour in my heart; Seal of thy love, and pledge of heaven. For ever be his name imprest Both on my hand, and on my breast. Thine is whate'er we are: thy grace In Christ created us anew, To sing thy never-ceasing praise, Thy unexhausted love to shew; And arm'd with thy great Spirit's aid, Blameless in all thy paths to tread. Yea, Father, ours thro' him thou art, For so is thy eternal will! O live, move, reign within my heart, My soul with all thy fulness fill: My heart, my all I yield to thee: Jesus be all in all to me! On the Admission of Any Person into the Society. Brother in Christ, and well-belov'd, To Jesus, and his servants dear, Enter, and shew thyself approv'd, Enter, and find that God is here! 71Charles Wesley changes "thy" to "the" in All in All (1761). 'Scap'd from the world, redeem'd from sin, By fiends pursued, by men abhor'd, Come in, poor fugitive, come in, And share the portion of thy Lord. Welcome from earth! Lo! The right-hand Of fellowship to thee we give; With open arms, and hearts we stand, And thee in Jesu's name receive! Say, is thy heart resolv'd as ours? Then let it burn with sacred love; Then let it taste the heavenly powers, Partaker of the joys above. Jesu, attend! Thyself reveal! Are we not met in thy great name? Thee in the midst we wait to feel, We wait to catch the spreading flame. Thou God, that answerest by fire, The Spirit of burning now impart, And let the flames of pure desire Rise from the altar of our heart. Truly our fellowship below With thee, and with thy Father is, In thee eternal life we know, And heaven's unutterable bliss.

092 Seraphick Love Altered From John Norris

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Seraphick Love. Altered from John Norris In part we only know thee here, But wait thy coming from above, And I shall then behold thee near, And I shall all be lost in love! Seraphick Love.72 Alter'd from Mr. Norris. Away, vain world! My heart resign; For I can be no longer thine: A nobler, a diviner guest Has took possession of my breast. He has, and must engross it all; And yet the room is still too small. In vain you tempt my heart to rove; A fairer object claims my love. At last (alas, how late!) I've seen One lovelier than the sons of men: The fairest of ten thousand he, Proportion all, and harmony. All mortal beauty's but a ray Of his bright ever-shining day: All before thee must disappear, Thou only good, thou only fair. To thee my longing soul aspires With holy breathings, warm desires: To thee my panting heart does move! O pierce, fill, melt it with thy love! 72Source: John Norris, A Collection of Miscellanies (Oxford: J. Crosely, 1687), 22-24. First appeared in CPH (1738), 23-24. It was omitted from the 4th edn. (1743) and following of HSP (1739/40).

093 The Aspiration From The Same John Norris

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
The Aspiration. From the Same John Norris How do thy glorious streams of light, Ev'n thro' this veil, refresh my sight! When shall my prison'd73 soul be free, And find light, life, love, heav'n in thee! The Aspiration.74 From the Same Alter'd from Mr. Norris. How long, great God, how long must I Immur'd in this dark prison lie! Where thro'75 the avenues of sense My soul has dim intelligence: Where but faint gleams salute my sight, Like moon-shine in a cloudy night. When shall I leave this dusky sphere, And be all mind, all eye, all ear! How cold this clime! And yet my sense Perceives ev'n here thy influence. Ev'n here the magnet's pow'r I feel, And tremble like th' attracted steel. And tho' to beauties less divine, Sometimes my erring heart decline, Yet soon (so strong the sympathy) It turns, and points again to thee. I long to see this excellence, Which at such distance strikes my sense. My soul struggles to disengage Her wings from this her earthly cage: 73"M' imprison'd" in CPH (1738). 74Source: John Norris, A Collection of Miscellanies (Oxford: J. Crosely, 1687), 117. First appeared in CPH (1738), 27. It was omitted from the 4th edn. (1743) and following of HSP (1739/40). 75"From" in CPH (1738).

094 Solomons Song Chapter 515 Etc George Sandys

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Solomon's Song. Chapter 5:15, etc. George Sandys Would'st thou, great love, once set her free, How would she haste t' unite with thee! She'd for no angel's conduct stay, But fly, and love on all the way. Solomon's Song. Chap. v. 15, c. Alter'd from Sandys.76 Who's this, who like the morning shews, When she her paths with roses strews; More fair than the replenish'd moon, More radiant than the sun at noon. Not armies with their ensigns spread, So threaten with amazing dread! His looks like cedars planted on The brows of lofty Lebanon: His tongue the ear with musick feeds, And he in every part exceeds: Among ten thousand he appears The chief, and beauty's ensign bears. I, my belov'd, am only thine: And thou by just exchange art mine. Come let us tread the pleasant fields; Taste we what fruit the country yields, There where no frosts our spring destroy Shalt thou alone my love enjoy. 76Source: George Sandys, A Paraphrase upon the Song of Solomon (London: John Legat, 1641), 20-32 (with much skipping around). Omitted from the 4th edn. (1743) and following of HSP (1739/40), because moved to

096 The Believers Triumph From The German Nikolaus Von Zinzendorf

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
The Believers Triumph. From the German Nikolaus von Zinzendorf The Believer's Triumph. From the German.77 Jesu, thy blood and righteousness My beauty are, my glorious dress; 'Midst flaming worlds in these array'd With joy shall I lift up my head. Bold shall I stand in thy great day; For who ought to my charge shall lay? Fully thro' these absolv'd I am From sin and fear, from guilt and shame. The deadly writing now I see Nail'd with thy body to the tree: Torn with the nails that pierc'd thy hands, Th' old covenant no longer stands. Tho' sign'd and written with my blood, As hell's foundations sure it stood, Thine hath wash'd out the crimson stains, And white as snow my soul remains. Satan, thy due reward survey, The Lord of life why didst thou slay? To tear the prey out of thy teeth: To spoil the realms of hell and death. 77Source: Nikolaus Ludwig von Zinzendorf, ed. Gesang-Buch der Herrnhut und anderer Brüder-Gemeinen (Herrnhut, 1739), 1136 (1258, by Zinzendorf; added in anhange to 1739 edition). The holy, the unspotted Lamb, Who from the Father's bosom came, Who died, for me ev'n me t' atone, Now for my Lord and God I own. Lord, I believe the pretious blood Which at the mercy-seat of God For ever doth for sinners plead, For me, ev'n for my soul was shed. Lord, I believe, were sinners more Than sands upon the ocean-shore, For all thou hast the ransom given, Purchas'd for all, peace, life, and heaven. Lord, I believe, the price is paid For every soul, th' atonement made; And every soul thy grace may prove, Lov'd with an everlasting love. Carnal, and sold to sin no more I am; hell's tyranny is o'er: Th' immortal seed remains within, And born of God I cannot sin. Yet nought whereof to boast I have; All, all thy mercy freely gave: No works, no righteousness are mine; All is thy work, and only thine. When from the dust of death I rise To claim my mansion in the skies, Ev'n then, this shall be all my plea, "Jesus hath liv'd, hath died for me." Thus Abraham, the friend of God, Thus all heaven's armies, bought with blood, Saviour of sinners thee proclaim; Sinners, of whom the chief I am. Naked from Satan did I flee, To thee, my Lord, and put on thee: And thus adorn'd, I wait the word "He comes: arise and meet thy Lord." This spotless robe the same appears, When ruin'd nature sinks in years: No age can change its constant hue; Thy blood preserves it ever new. When thou shalt call in that great day For my account, thus will I say; "Thanks to my gracious Lord, if ought Of good I did, glad I it wrought: "And while I felt thy blood within Cleansing my soul from every sin, Purging each fierce and foul desire; I joy'd in the refining fire. "If pride, desire, wrath stir'd anew, Swift to my sure resort I flew: See there my Lord upon the tree! Hell heard: instant my soul was free." Then shall heaven's hosts with loud acclaim, Give praise and glory to the Lamb, Who bore our sins, and by his blood Hath made us kings and priests to God. O ye, who joy to feed his sheep, Ever in your remembrance keep, Empty they are, and void of God, Till brought to the atoning blood. Jesu, be endless praise to thee, Whose boundless mercy hath for me, For me, and all thy hands have made, An everlasting ransom paid. Ah give me now, all-gracious Lord, With power to speak thy quick'ning word, That all, who to thy wounds will flee May find eternal life in thee. Thou God of power, thou God of love, Let the whole world thy mercy prove: Now let thy word o'er all prevail: Now take the spoils of death, and hell.

099 The Communion Of Saints Part I (Stanza 2)

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn-stanza
Page 19078 Life to every part conveys, Till the whole receive increase, All compleat the body prove, Perfectly built up in love.

102 The Communion Of Saints Part Iv

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
The Communion of Saints. Part IV Still, O Lord, (for thine we are) Still to us his name declare; Thy revealing Spirit give, Whom the world cannot receive: Fill us with the Father's love, Never from our souls remove, Dwell in us, and we shall be Thine to all eternity.

105 Isaiah 64

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Isaiah 64 When the number is fulfill'd When the witnesses are kill'd, When we all from earth are driven, Then with us ye mount to heaven. Jesu hear, and bow the skies, Hark! We all unite our cries, "Take us to our heavenly home, Quickly let thy kingdom come!" "Jesu come," the Spirit cries, "Jesu come," the bride replies; One triumphant church above, Join us all in perfect love. Isaiah lxiv.84 O that thou would'st the heavens rend! O that thou would'st this hour come down! Descend, Almighty God, descend, And strongly vindicate thine own! Now let the heathens fear thy name, Now let the world thy nature know, Dart into all the melting flame Of love, and make the mountains flow. O let thine indignation burn, The lightning of thy judgments glare, Th' aspiring confidence o'erturn Of all that still thine anger dare. 84Also printed at the end of John Wesley's extract of William Law's A Serious Answer to Dr. Trapp's Four Sermons (Cork: Harrison, 1748), 61-63. From heaven reveal thy vengeful ire, Thy fury let the nations prove, Confess thee a consuming fire, And tremble, till they feel thy love. Thy power was to our fathers known, A mighty God, and terrible; In majesty thou camest down, The mountains at thy presence fell. The wonders thou for them hast wrought Thy boundless power and love proclaim, Far above all they ask'd or thought: And now we wait to know thy name. We wait; for since the world began To men it ne'er by men was shew'd: Thou only canst thyself explain, God only sounds the depths of God. Eye hath not seen, ear hath not heard, By heart conceiv'd it cannot be, The bliss thou hast for him prepar'd, Who waits in humble faith for thee. Thou meetest him that dares rejoice In hope of thy salvation near; Who wants, while he obeys thy voice, The perfect love that casts out fear. In works of righteousness employ'd Who thee remembers in thy ways, The ORDINANCES of his God, The sacred channels of thy grace. But lo! Thy anger kindled is, And justly might for ever burn; We have forsook the path of peace: How shall our wand'ring souls return? In thine appointed ways we wait, The ways thy wisdom hath enjoin'd; Thy saving grace we here shall meet, If every one that seeks shall find. Nor can we thus thy wrath appease; We and our works are all unclean, As filthy rags our righteousness, Our good is ill, our virtue sin. Like wither'd leaves we fade away, We all deserve thy wrath to feel, Swift as the wind our sins convey, And sweep our guilty souls to hell. Not one will call upon thy name, Stir himself up thy grace to see, The Lord his righteousness to claim, And boldly to take hold on thee. For O! Thy face is turn'd aside, Since we refus'd t' obey thy will; Thou hast consum'd us for our pride, Thy heavy hand consumes us still. But art thou not our Father now? Our Father now thou surely art: Humbly beneath thy frown we bow, We seek thee with a trembling heart. The potter thou, and we the clay; Behold us at thy footstool laid, In anger cast us not away, The creatures whom thy hands have made. O let thine anger rage no more, Remember not iniquity; See, Lord, and all our sins pass o'er, Thy own peculiar people see. Jerusalem in ruins lies, A wilderness thy cities are; A den of thieves thy temple is, No longer now the house of prayer. Where humbly low our fathers bow'd, And thee with joyful lips ador'd, Idolaters profanely croud, And take the altar for its Lord.

106 Hebrews 49 There Remaineth Therefore A Rest To The People Of God

Charles Wesley · 1740 · hymn
Hebrews 4:9. "There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God" The sacred means thyself ordain'd, Others reject with impious haste; By these blasphem'd, by those profan'd, Our pleasant things are all laid waste. And wilt thou not this havock see, For which we ever, ever mourn? Still shall we cry in vain to thee? Return, our gracious Lord, return! Hold not thy peace at Sion's woe, O cast not out thy people's prayer, Regard thy suffering church below, And spare, the weeping remnant spare. Thy fallen tabernacle raise, Thy chastisement at last remove, That all mankind may sing thy praise, Thou God of truth, thou God of love. Hebrews iv. 9. "There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God." Lord, I believe a rest remains To all thy people known, A rest, where pure enjoyment reigns, And thou art lov'd alone. A rest, where all our soul's desire Is fixt on things above, Where doubt, and pain, and fear expire, Cast out by perfect love. A rest of lasting joy and peace, Where all is calm within: 'Tis then from our own works we cease, From pride, and self, and sin. Our life is hid with Christ in God; The agony is o'er, We wrestle not with flesh and blood, We strive with sin no more. Our sp'rit is right, our heart is clean, Our nature is renew'd, We cannot now,85 we cannot sin, For we are born of God.86 From ev'ry evil motion freed, (The Son hath made us free) On all the pow'rs of hell we tread, In glorious liberty. Redeem'd, we walk on holy ground, On God we cast our care; No lion in that way is found, No rav'nous beast is there! 85Changed to "We cannot, no, we cannot sin" in 4th edn. (1743) and following. 86In his personal copy of 5th edn. (1756) Wesley marked stanzas 4 5 for deletion. Cf. Some Remarks on Mr Hill's "Review", Works (Jackson) 10:395-98. Safe in the way of life, above Death, earth, and hell we rise; We find, when perfected in love, Our long-sought paradise. Within that Eden we retire, We rest in Jesu's name: It guards us, as a wall of fire, And as a sword of flame. O that I now the rest might know, Believe, and enter in! Now, Saviour, now the power bestow, And let me cease from sin. Remove this hardness from my heart, This unbelief remove, To me the rest of faith impart, The Sabbath of thy love. I groan from sin to be set free, From self to be releas'd; Take me, O take me into thee My everlasting rest. I would be thine, thou know'st I would, And have thee all my own, Thee, O my all-sufficient good, I want, and thee alone. Thy name to me, thy nature grant; This, only this be given, Nothing besides my God I want, Nothing in earth or heaven. Come, O my Saviour, come away, Into my soul descend, No longer from thy creature stay, My author, and my end. The bliss thou hast for me prepar'd No longer be delay'd; Come, my exceeding great reward, For whom I first was made. Come, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, And seal me thine abode, Let all I am in thee be lost, Let all I am be God!

002 A Prayer For The Light Of Life

Charles Wesley · 1741 · hymn
A Prayer for the Light of Life O Sun of righteousness, arise, With healing in thy wing! To my diseas'd, my fainting soul, Life and salvation bring. These clouds of pride and sin dispel By thy all-piercing beam; Lighten mine eyes with faith, my heart With holy hope inflame. My mind by thy all-quickning power From low desires set free: Unite my scatter'd thoughts, and fix My love entire on thee. Father, thy long-lost son receive! Saviour, thy purchase own! Blest Comforter, with peace and joy Thy new-made creature crown! Eternal undivided Lord, Co-equal One and Three, On thee all faith, all hope be plac'd, All love be paid to thee.

02 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: OXON, November 1, 1724. We have, indeed, something bad as well as good; for a great many rogues are about the town, insomuch that it is very unsafe to be out late. A gentleman of my acquaintance, only standing at a coffee-house door about seven in the evening, had no sooner turned about but his cap and wig were snatched off, which he could not recover, though he pursued the thief a great way. However, I am pretty safe from such gentlemen; for unless they carried me away, carcass and all, they would have but a poor purchase.

02 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
The chief piece of news with us is concerning the famous Sheppard's Jack Sheppard was a carpenter and locksmith. He used a nail to loosen his chains and force the locks. He was taken a few days later and was hanged at Tyburn. The public interest in his exploits was extraordinary. His autobiography was published in 1724 with a True Representation of his escape from the Condemned Hold . . . engraved on copper. Sir James Thornhill painted his portrait, which was reproduced in a mezzotint; he finds a place in all the serials and in Old and New London, ii. 460. Harrison Ainsworth in 1839 made him the hero of a novel. escape from Newgate, which is indeed as surprising as most stories I have heard.. It seems he had broke out twice before, besides once out of the condemned hold, which, together with his having got his chains off again when the keeper came in, made them still more apprehensive of him. However, that he might be secure if art could make him so, he was fettered, manacled, and chained down to the ground, by one chain round his waist and another round his neck in the strongest part of the Castle. Notwithstanding which he found means to force open his chains and fetters, break through the ceiling there, and then, sliding to the leads of an adjoining house, to pass six several locked doors, and get clear off without discovery; all which was done between six and eleven at night. I suppose you have heard that Brigadier Mackintosh William Mackintosh (1662-1743). of Borlum, Inverness-shire was Brigadier in the Old Pretender's service took a prominent part in the Jacobite Rising 1714, escaped to France 1716, returned to Scotland probably in 1719, and was imprisoned for life in Edinburgh Castle. See Dic. Nat. Biog. was once more taken, but made his escape from a messenger and six dragoons after an obstinate fight.

01 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
I was lately advised to read Thomas Kempis Wesley says (Journal, May 1738): I read him only in Dean Stanhope's translation. Yet I had frequently much sensible comfort in reading him.' The tenth edition of Stanhope's Christian Pattern, or a Treatise of the Imitation of Jesus Christ, was published in x72t (Roberts.... London). Evidently Stanhope's version did not satisfy him. Later we find him using the Latin text of Sebastian Castalio; and in the letter of April 19, 17654, he quotes from the better text of Lambinet. In 1735 his own version was published. See Moore's Life of Wesley, ii. 401; W.H.S. Proceedings, xii. 33n; and page 131n. over, which I had frequently seen, but never much looked into before. I think he must have been a person of great piety and devotion, but it is my misfortune to differ from him in some of his main points. I can't think that when God sent us into the world He had irreversibly decreed that we should be perpetually miserable in it. If it be so, the very endeavor after happiness in this life is a sin; as it is acting in direct contradiction to the very design of our creation. What are become of all the innocent comforts and pleasures of life; if it is the intent of our Creator that we should never taste them If our taking up the cross implies our bidding adieu to all joy and satisfaction, how is it reconcilable with what Solomon so expressly affirms of religion that her ways are ways of pleasantness and all her paths peace A fair patrimony, indeed, which Adam has left his sons, if they are destined to be continually wretched! And though heaven is undoubtedly a sufficient recompense for all the afflictions we may or can suffer here, yet I am afraid that argument would make few converts to Christianity, if the yoke were not easy even in this life, and such an one as gives rest, at least as much as trouble.

02 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
You have so well satisfied me as to the tenets of Thomas of Kempis, that I have ventured to trouble you once more on a more dubious occasion. I have heard one I take to be a person of good judgment say that she would advise no one very young to read Dr. Taylor Of Living and DyingSee next letter.: she added that he almost put her out of her senses when she was fifteen or sixteen year old; because he seemed to exclude all from being in a way of salvation who did not come up to his rules, some of which are altogether impracticable. A fear of being tedious will make me confine myself to one or two instances, in which I am doubtful, though several others might be produced of almost equal consequence. In his fourth section of the second chapter, where he treats of Humility, these, among others, he makes necessary parts of that virtue: Love to be little esteemed, and be content to be slighted or undervalued. Take no content in praise when it is offered thee. Please not thyself when disgraced by supposing thou didst deserve praise though they understood thee not or enviously detracted from thee. We must be sure in some sense or other to think ourselves the worst in every company where we come. Give God thanks for every weakness, deformity, or imperfection, and accept it as a favor and grace, an instrument to resist pride. In the ninth section of the fourth chapter he says: Repentance contains in it all the parts of an holy life from our return to our death. A man can have but one proper repentance viz. when the rite of baptism is verified by God's grace coming upon us and our obedience. After this change, if we ever fall into the contrary state there is no place left for any more repentance. A true penitent must all the days of his life pray for pardon and never think the work completed till he dies. Whether God has forgiven us or no we know not, therefore still be sorrowful for ever having sinned.

03 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: OXON, July 29, 1725 The King of Poland has promised what satisfaction shall be thought requisite in the affair of Thorn In 1724 a riot occurred at Thorn in Poland between Jesuit students and Protestants who were accused of sacrilege. The aged President of the City Council and several leading citizens were executed in December. The Protestant Powers of Europe were indignant, and the Poles especially annoyed by the speech of the English minister at Ratisbon. See Morfill's Poland, p. 2o3; and letter of Nov.; so that all Europe seemed now disposed for peace as well as England, though the Spaniards daily plunder our merchantmen as fast as they can catch them in the West Indies. Spain was hoping to regain her lost possessions across the Atlantic, and sought to monopolize the commerce of the most important part of the New World, and the rigid exercise of the right of search on the high seas gave rise to many acts of violence and barbarity (Lecky's England. in the Eighteenth Century, i. 449). In 1727 she besieged Gibraltar. You have much obliged me by your thoughts on Dr. Taylor, See letter of Feb. 28, 1730. especially with respect to humility, which is a point he does not seem to me sufficiently to dear. As to absolute humility (if I may venture to make a distinction, which I don't remember to have seen in any author), consisting in a mean opinion of ourselves, considered simply, or with respect to God alone, I can readily join with his opinion. But I am more uncertain as to comparative, if I may so term it; and think some, plausible reasons may be alleged to show it is not in our power, and consequently not a virtue, to think ourselves the worst in every company.

04 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
Sensible things are those which are perceived by the senses; everything perceived by the senses is immediately perceived (for the senses make no inferences, that is the province of reason); everything immediately perceived is a sensation; no sensation can exist but in a mind: ergo no sensible thing can exist but in a mind, which was to be proved. Another of his arguments to the same purpose is this: Nothing can exist in fact the very notion of which implies a contradiction; nothing is impossible to conceive, unless the notion of it imply a contradiction. But 'tis absolutely impossible to conceive anything existing otherwise than in some mind, because whatever any one conceives is at that instant in his mind. Wherefore as matter is supposed to be a substance exterior to all minds, and as 'tis evident nothing can be even conceived exterior to all minds, 'tis equally evident there can be no such thing in being as matter. Or thus: Everything conceived is a conception, every conception is a thought, and every thought is in some mind; wherefore to say you can conceive a thing which exists in no mind is to say you conceive what is not conceived at all. The flaws in his arguments, which do not appear at a distance, may be easily seen on a nearer inspection. He says, artfully enough in the preface, in order to give his proofs their full force, it will be necessary to place them in as many different lights as possible. By this means the object grows too big for the eye; whereas, had he contracted it into a narrower compass, the mind might readily have taken it in at one view and discerned where the failing lay. How miserably does he play with the words 'idea' and 'sensation'! Everything immediately perceived is a sensation. Why Because a sensation is what is immediately perceived by the senses that is, in plain English, everything immediately perceived is immediately perceived; a most admirable discovery, the glory of which I dare say no one will envy him. And again: all sensible qualities are ideas, and no idea exists but in some mind that is, all sensible qualities are objects of the mind in thinking, and no image of an external object painted on a mind exists otherwise than in some mind. And what then

02 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Samuel Date: LINCOLN COLLEGE, OXON, April 4, 1726 I believe I have given Mr. Leyborn at different times five or six short copies of verses: the latest were a translation of part of the Second Georgic and an imitation of the 65th. Psalm. If he has lost them, as it is likely he has in so long a time, I can write them over in less than an hour, and send them by the post. My father, very unexpectedly a week ago, sent me in a letter a bill on Dr. Morley John Morley, Rector of Lincoln College 1719-31. He held the living of Scotton, near Gainsborough. See Journal, iii. 511; and letter of Dec. 11, 1730. for twelve pounds, which he had paid to the Rector's use at Gainsborough; so that, now several of my debts are paid and the expenses of my treat defrayed, I have above ten pounds remaining; and if I could have leave to stay in the country till my College allowance commences, this money would abundantly suffice me till then. As far as I have ever observed, I never knew a college besides ours, whereof the members were so perfectly satisfied with one another and so inoffensive to the other part of the University. All I have yet seen of the Fellows are both well-natured and well-bred; men admirably disposed as well to preserve peace and good neighborhood among themselves, as to promote it wherever else they have any acquaintance. By a cool fountain's flow'ry side The fair Celinda lay; Her looks increased the summer's pride, Her eyes the blaze of day. Quick through the air to this retreat A bee industrious flew, Prepared to rifle every sweet

05 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Samuel Date: LINCOLN COLLEGE, December 6, 1726. DEAR BROTHER The very thing I desire of you is this, that you would not content yourself with your own opinion, nor fix your own opinion at all, till you have heard my story as well as theirs who accuse me. 'Tis very hard: I have said all that I can say, I have professed my sincerity and integrity, more perhaps than it became me to profess them; I have asked yours as well as my father's pardon for any real or supposed slight I have put upon you; to you in particular I have given all the satisfaction which I could contrive to give in words; and yet am now just as far, if not farther, from a reconciliation than I was when I first set out. Since all probable methods of gaining my cause have failed, I will try one way more: I will relate the controverted facts as plainly as I can, without desiring you either to believe me or not. If you do, I shall be glad both for your sake and my own; if not, I have done my part, and can therefore quietly commit my ways to Him, who in His own good time will make my innocence as clear as the light. First I shall tell you what I suspect, and next what I know. My suspicion is that, on your receiving a letter from me, you immediately set yourself to consider what 'tis probable I shall say to your last: and if you hit upon any of my objections, then they are to go for nothing; you have already found out the emptiness of them. You then proceed to read, taking it for granted that if I will not tell a downright lie, which is a question, I will however color and palliate everything, as far as my wit will serve me to do with any show of truth; that calmness is an infallible mark of disrespect, as warmth is of guilt; and with a few of these either praecognita or praeconcessa, 'tis perfectly easy to demonstrate that I am totally in the wrong.

02 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
The conversation of one or two persons whom you may have heard me speak of (I hope never without gratitude) first took off my relish for most other pleasures .so far that I despised them in comparison of that. From thence I have since proceeded a step farther to slight them absolutely. And I am so little at present in love with even company, the most elegant entertainment next books, that unless they have a peculiar turn of thought I am much better pleased without them. I think 'tis the settled temper of my soul that I should prefer, at least for some time, such a retirement as would seclude me from all the world to the station I am now in. Not that the latter is by any means unpleasant; but I imagine it would be more improving to be in a place where I might confirm or implant in my mind what habits I would without interruption before the flexibility of youth is over, than to stay where, among many advantages, I lie under the inconvenience of being almost necessarily exposed to much impertinence and vanity. A school in Yorkshire, forty miles from Doncaster, was proposed to me lately, on which I shall think more when it appears whether I may have it or no. A good salary is annexed to it; so that in a year's time 'tis probable all my debts would be paid, and I should have money beforehand. But what has made me wish for it most is the frightful description, as they call it, some gentlemen who know the place gave me of it yesterday. The town (Skipton-in-Craven) The Grammar School at Skiptonin-Craven was founded in 1548 by William Ermystead, Canon of St. Paul's, London. See Potts's Liber Cantabrigiensis, p. 523. lies in a little vale, so pent up between two hills that it is scarce accessible on any side; so that you can expect little company from without, and within there is none at all. I should therefore be entirely at liberty to converse with companions of my own choosing, whom for that reason I would bring with me; and company equally agreeable, wherever I fixed, could not put me to less expense. The sun that walks his airy way To cheer the world and bring the day; The moon that shines with borrowed light; The stars that grid the gloomy night,-

02 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
All of these, and all I see, Should be sung, and sung by me: These praise their Maker as they can, But want and ask the tongue of man. Parnell's A Hymn to Contentment; where the second line reads ' To light the world and give the day. The text of that sermon I preached on the Sunday following Mr. Griffiths's death was, ' Now he is dead, wherefore should I fast can I bring him back again I shall go to him, but he shall not return to me.' See previous letter. I never gave more reason to suspect my doctrine did not agree with my practice; for a sickness and pain in my stomach, attended with a violent looseness, which seized me the day he was buried, altered me so much in three days, and made me look so pale and thin, that those who saw me could not but observe it. A letter from my sister Emly, my brother tells me, was brought to my chamber the other day; but wherever the fellow laid it, I have not been able to set eyes upon it from that time to this. I am full of business; but have found a way to write without taking any time from that. 'Tis but rising an hour sooner in a morning and going into company an hour later in 'the evening; both which may be done without any inconvenience. For an account of his early rising. see the sermon on Redeeming' the Time in Works, vii. 69. My brother has got the other side away from me. I am Your affectionate, dutiful Son. I return you thanks for your thoughts on Zeal, and my sister Emly for hers on I know not what; however, I am persuaded they were very good. My love attends my other sisters. I should have said brother Charles' too; for now he has a live manhood. There is a tear in the letter which makes the last two words difficult to decipher. ' Live manhood ' seems to be the expression. Charles was now nineteen. He had been elected to Christ Church in April 1726, and was now with his brother, no longer a schoolboy, but enjoying his live 'manhood.'

01 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Father Date: LINCOLN COLLEGE, December 19, 1729. 'Since the Supreme Being must needs be infinitely and essentially good as well as wise and powerful, it has been esteemed no little difficulty to show how evil came into the world. Unde malum 'Whence did evil arise?' has been a mighty question.' There were some who, in order to solve this, supposed two supreme, governing principles; the one a good, the other an evil, one: which latter was independent on and of equal power with the former, and the author of all that was irregular or bad in the universe. This monstrous scheme the Manichees fell into, and much improved; but were sufficiently confuted by St. Austin, who had reason to be particularly acquainted with their tenets. But the plain truth is, the hypothesis requires no more to the confutation of it than the bare proposing it. Two supreme, independent principles is next door to a contradiction in terms. It is the very same thing, in result and consequence, as saying two absolute infinities; and he that says two, had as good say ten or fifty, or any other number whatever. Nay, if there can be two essentially, distinct, absolute infinities, there may be an infinity of such absolute infinities; that is as much as to say, none of them all would be an absolute infinite, or that none of them all would be properly and really infinite. ' For real infinity is strict and absolute infinity, and only that.'

01 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: LINCOLN COLLEGE, February 28, 1730. Now, to pass over less material points, doesn't this general objection seem to be against him, that he makes Hope a part or species of Faith, and consequently contained in it, as is every part in its whole Whereas, had it been so, St. Paul would have broken that universally received rule, never to set things in contradistinction to each other one of which is contained in the other. May we not, therefore, well infer that, whatever Hope is, it is certainly distinct from Faith as well as Charity, since one who, we know, understood the rules of speaking, contradistinguishes it from both

01 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
What I so much like is his account of the pardon of sins, which is the clearest I ever met with: ' Pardon of sins in the gospel is sanctification. Christ came to take away our sins, by turning every one of us from our iniquities (Acts iii. 26). And there is not in the nature of the thing any expectation of pardon, or sign or signification of it, but so far as the thing itself discovers itself. As we hate sin, grow in grace, and arrive' at the state of holiness, which is also a state of repentance and imperfection, but yet of sincerity of heart and diligent endeavor; in the same degree we are to judge concerning the forgiveness of sins. For, indeed, that is the evangelical forgiveness, and it signifies our pardon, because it effects it, or rather it is in the nature of the thing, so that we are to inquire into no hidden records. Forgiveness of sins is not a secret sentence, a word, or a record, but it is a state of change effected upon us; and upon ourselves we are to look for it, to read it and understand it.' Holy Dying, chap. v. sect. 5. In all this he appears to steer in the middle road exactly, to give assurance of pardon to the penitent, but to no one else. Yesterday I had the offer of another curacy, The curacy eight miles from Oxford. Was this Stanton Harcourt Cary's Survey of England and Wales, 1784, shows the distance from Oxford to be eight miles by curving road, about seven direct. Richard Green, in John Wesley the Evangelist, p. 86, says it is 'probably Stanton Harcourt.' to continue a quarter or half a year, which I accepted with all my heart. The salary is thirty pounds a year, the church eight miles from Oxford; seven of which are, winter and summer, the best road in the country. So now I needn't sell my home, since it is at least as cheap to keep one as to hire one every week.

03 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
I would fain imitate, too, that generous ardor which, in spite of all the hindrances that surround you, so strongly inspires you to burst through all and redeem time to the noblest purposes. I am afraid of nothing more than of growing old too soon, of having my body worn out before my soul is past childhood. Would it not be terrible to have the wheels of life stand still, when we had scarce started for the goal; before the work of the day was half done, to have the night come, wherein no one can work I shiver at the thought of losing my strength before I have found it; to have my senses fail ere I have a stock of rational pleasures, my blood cold ere my heart is warmed with virtue! Strange, to look back on a train of years that have passed, ' as an arrow through the air,' without leaving any mark behind them, without our being able to trace them in our improvement! How glad am I that this can't be the case of Selima! The hours you have already given to that best of studies, divinity, forbid that, as sufficiently appears by your resolution to pursue it still. That, among the multitude of books writ on this subject, you prefer those that are clear and elegant, is surely right; 'tis doubly prudent to choose those writers before others who excel in speaking as well as thinking.

03 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
Yet, as nobly useful divinity is, 'tis perhaps not advisable to confine yourself wholly to it: not only for fear it should tire one who has been used to variety of subjects, but chiefly for fear it should make you less useful to those who have the happiness of your acquaintance; for whose sake therefore, as well as your own, I should fancy you would like to intermix some history and poetry with it. 'Tis incredible what a progress you might make in all these in a year or two's time, could you have a fixed hour for each part of your work See letter of June 17, 1731. Indeed, a great part of most days (I sigh while I speak it) is torn from you by your barbarously civil neighbors. But are not the mornings your own If they are, why should you not enlarge and improve them as much as possible O Selima, would it but suit your health, as wall as it would your inclinations, to rise at six and to give the first hour of the day to your private and part of the next to your public addresses to God, God is not unrighteous that He should forget that labor of love. He would repay it in prospering all your following employments. You would then never repent either giving what time remained of the morning to some lively writer in speculative divinity, or your calling in from the afternoon or evening (your usual place) an elegant poet or judicious historian. For were it possible for you to pursue this course, it would soon be as agreeable as useful.

03 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
Your knowledge would swiftly (though insensibly) improve, not so swiftly as your happiness. You would then find less pain from every accident; even from the absence of Aspasia. A treasure doubtless she is, the value of which nothing can teach so well as experience; every additional degree of intimacy with her may questionless enhance her value. Nor would it be human to be unconcerned at a separation from such a friend. Yet the time may come when that concern, though equally tender, shall not be equally painful to you: when you shall be as much pleased as ever with her presence, and yet not so much displeased at her absence. For there is a way (though it is a way which the world knows not) of dividing friendship from pain. It is called charity, or the love of God. The more acquainted we are with rids, the less anxiety shall we receive from the sharpest trial that can befall us. This, while it enlivens every virtuous affection of our souls, adds calmness to their strength; at the same time that it swells their stream, this makes it flow smooth and even. Soft peace she breathes wherever she arrives, She builds our quiet as she forms our lives, Leaves the rough paths of nature even, And opens in each breast a little heaven. Prior's Charity, where it is brings,' not ' breathes,' in line I; 'heart,' in line 4; line 3, 'Lays the rough paths of peevish nature even.' O Selima, never complain that it is not in your power to repay your friends much more than by receiving from them at least; don't complain with regard to me: any one of those! obliging things you have said is vastly more than a return for all the little service that is in my power to do you. I am amazed more and more, each time I reflect on those strange instances of your condescension, and feel how much I am overpaid, in (what I can never think of with due esteem and gratitude) the regard you show for Selima's Ever obliged friend and faithful servant, CYRUS. Araspes joins me in wishing he could make any return to Mrs. Granville's and Selima's goodness. I beg you to correct what you see wrong in the enclosed, and to send it when you write. Adieu. Mrs. Pendarves replies 4 GLOUCESTER, October 12, 1730.

04 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Father Date: LINCOLN COLLEGE, December 11, 1730. To-morrow night I expect to be in company with the gentleman The young gentleman of Christ Church who said, 'Here is a new sect of Methodists sprung up.' who did us the honor to take the first notice of our little Society. I have terrible reasons to think he is as slenderly provided with humanity as with sense and learning. However, I must not slip this opportunity, because he is at present in some distress, occasioned by his being obliged to dispute in the schools on Monday, though he is not furnished with such arguments as he wants. I intend, if he has not procured them before, to help him to some arguments, that I may at least get that prejudice away from him that ' we are friends-to none but what are as queer as ourselves.'

04 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
A week or two ago I pleased myself mightily with the hopes of sending you a full and satisfactory solution of your great question; having at last procured the celebrated treatise of Archbishop King, De Origine Mali. William King (1650-1729), Archbishop of Dublin 1703. De Origine Mali was published in 1702. It was translated by Dr. Edmund Law. See Journal, viii. 119n; and letters of Dec. 19, 1729, and Jan.1731. But on looking farther into it, I was strangely disappointed; finding it the least satisfactory account of any given by any author whom I ever read in my life. He contradicts almost every man that ever writ on the subject, and builds an hypothesis on the ruins of theirs which he takes to be entirely new, though, if I do not much mistake, part of it is at least two thousand years old. The purport of this is, ' That natural evils flow naturally and necessarily from the essence of matter, so that God Himself could not have prevented them, unless by not creating matter at all.' Now this new supposition seems extremely like the old one of the Stoics, who I fancy always affirmed, totidem verbis, that ' All natural evils were owing not to God's want of will, but to His want of power to redress them as necessarily flowing from the nature of matter.' I breakfasted to-day with a great admirer of the Septuagint, who was much surprised to hear that any one should charge them with want of integrity, and seemed to think that charge could not be made out. Nay, he went so far as even to assert that he took this Greek to be more faultless than our present Hebrew copies. I wished I had had one or two of the places you mention at hand, and I would have given him them to chew upon. One pretty large dissertation I have by me still; I propose to read and transcribe it against I go up to London to the Westminster Great Day, The Westminster Feast and Play on Jan. 28. See letter of Jan. 27, 1731, to Mrs. Pendarves. which I am afraid will be as soon as my brother will want it.

04 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
I am glad the Rector Dr. Morley, who was a warm friend to Wesley. See letters of April 4, 1726, and April 14, 1731, n. is in so fair a way of recovery; I showed Mr. Robinson Michael Robinson, Fellow of Lincoln, was Chaplain of All Saints', Oxford, and Rector of Great Leighs. what related to him this morning, who I found had received from Mrs. Morley a fuller account of the Doctor's illness. Before she writ he had got over all remains of his distemper, except a weakness in the fingers of his left hand. We can't compass Thomas Burgess's One of the prisoners whom the Methodists were caring for. liberty yet, though it seems to have a fairer show than formerly. On Sunday they had prayers, and a sermon at the Castle; on Christmas Day we hope they will have a dinner; and the Sunday after, a communion, as many of them as are desirous of it, and appear prepared for it. I had almost forgot to tell you that on Tuesday se'nnight Mr. Morgan opened the way for us into Bocardo. The debtors' jail above the north gate of the city. The previous August William Morgan had led them. to visit the jail at the Castle. See Telford's Wesley, p. 60. I am Your dutiful and affectionate Son. p class="Section1"Near Stony Stratford./p div align="center" style="text-align:center" span class="MsoPlainText"ispan style="font-size:12.0pt; MS Mincho""

05 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves Had I not been engaged almost every hour in an employment which set Aspasia continually before my eyes, His MS., finished on Christmas Eve: see letter of Feb. 13, 1731. I could by no means have satisfied myself so long without saying anything of my obligations to her; I could not have been easy without repeating my acknowledgements for them, particularly for the last, that lovely instance of your condescension, which so opportunely relieved me from the perplexity I was in. Every pleasing reflection it has given me since was a farther reason for me to thank you again; and I have been sometimes afraid that my omitting it so long might give you hard thoughts of my gratitude. But I sincerely ask pardon for that fear, so injurious both to Aspasia and Selima; with whom I should 'by no means presume to converse at all, had I not so often experienced that candor which was ever as unwilling to observe a fault as willing to excuse it when observed. Do not think, good Aspasia, I am yet so vain as to dare to maintain any intercourse with you but upon a full conviction that you are 'always ready to forgive me both when I say amiss, and when I do not so, what your goodness requires. While I am reflecting on this I can't but often observe with pleasure the great resemblance between the emotion I then feel, and that with which my heart frequently overflowed, in the beginning of my intercourse with our dear Varanese. Yet is there a sort of soft melancholy mixed with it, when I perceive that I am making another avenue for grief, that I am laying open another part of my soul, at which the arrows of fortune may enter. Nay, but here will I hold: since the Christian name for fortune is providence, or the hand of God, should it wound me even in the person of my friend there would be goodness in the severity. Should one to whom I was united by the tenderest tie, who was as my own soul, be torn from me, it would be best for me; to me, too, it would, be the stroke of mercy. Though, were it a less good to myself,

01 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Father January 1731. The sum of the first chapter is this: The first notions we have of outward things are our conceptions of motion, matter, and space. Concerning each of these, we soon observe that it does not exist of itself; and consequently that there must be some first cause, to which all of them owe their existence. Although we have no faculty for the direct perception of this First Cause, and so can know very little more of Him than a blind man of light, yet thus much we know of Him by the faculties we have, that He is one, infinite in nature and power, free, intelligent, and omniscient; that consequently He proposes to Himself an end in every one of His actions; and that the end of His creating the world was the exercise of His power, and wisdom, and goodness; which He therefore made as perfect as it could be made by infinite goodness, and power, and wisdom. Chapter II. But if so, how came evil into the world If the world was made by such an agent, with such an intention, how is it that either imperfection or natural or moral evils have a place in it Is not this difficulty best solved by the Manichaean supposition that there is an evil as well as a good principle By no means; for it is just as repugnant to infinite goodness to create what it foresaw would be spoiled by another, as to create what would be spoiled by the constitution of its own nature: their supposition therefore leaves the difficulty as it found it. But if it could be proved that to permit evils in the world is consistent with, nay necessarily results from, infinite goodness, then the difficulty would vanish; and to prove this is the design of the following treatise.

01 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
Chapter III. All created beings as such are necessarily imperfect; nay, infinitely distant from supreme perfection. Nor can they all be equally perfect; since some must be only parts of others. As to their properties too, some must be perfecter than others; for, suppose any number of the most perfect beings created, infinite goodness would prompt the Creator to add less perfect beings to those, if their existence neither lessened the number nor conveniences of the, more perfect. The existence of matter, for instance, neither lessens the number nor the conveniences of pure spirits. Therefore the addition of material beings to spiritual was not contrary to but resulted from infinite goodness. Chapter IV. As the evils of imperfection necessarily spring from this, that the imperfect things were made out of nothing, so natural evils necessarily spring from their being made out of matter. For matter is totally useless without motion, or even without such a motion as will divide it into parts; but this cannot be done without a contrariety of motions, and from this necessarily flows generation and corruption. The material part of us being thus liable to corruption, pain is necessary to make us watchful against it, and to warn us of what tends toward it; as is the fear of death likewise, which is of use in many cases that pain does not reach. From these all the passions necessarily spring; nor can these be extinguished while those remain. But if pain and the fear of death were extinguished, no animal could long subsist. Since, therefore, these evils are necessarily joined with more than equivalent goods, the permitting these is not repugnant to but flows from infinite goodness. The same observation holds as to hunger, thirst, childhood, age, diseases, wild beasts, and poisons. They are all therefore permitted, because each of them is necessarily connected with such a good as outweighs the evil. Chapter V. Touching moral evils (by which I mean 'inconveniences arising from the choice of the sufferer '), I propose to show: 1. What is the nature of choice or election. 2. That our happiness consists in the elections or choices we make. 3. What elections are improper to be made. 4. How we come to make such elections. And, 5. How our making them is consistent with the divine power and goodness.

02 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
I have but a moment's time, and I cannot employ it better than in assuring Cyrus, though I doubtless appear unworthy of the favor he shows me, that Aspasia has been more unfortunate than ungrateful. The true reason I have not wrote has been my incapacity of doing it. A great weakness I had in my eyes for a considerable time, and the fear of its returning if I strained them too soon, has been the only reason of my silence. I have received all your letters, and am infinitely obliged by them. Selima several times designed making up for my deficiency; but her heart faded, and she said she was ashamed, and talked of her not being able to write well enough, and several things of that sort, which I could not agree with her in. We talk of the worth of Cyrus and Araspes whenever we have any private conversation. I desire when you come to town you will let me know what day will be most convenient for you to come to me, a pleasure I depend upon; but do not come without sending, because my brother is in the house with us, and he is frequently engaged with company. It would be a great concern to me and to Selima to have you come at a time when perhaps we may either be abroad or engaged with company that would not be agreeable to you. I hope Araspes is well, though you do not mention him in your letter. I am called away. Ought I not to be ashamed to send such a hasty scrawl to Cyrus If it serves to convince you that I am not quite unworthy of your correspondence, I shall esteem it one of the best letters I ever wrote. And that you may not think you are the only person who have thought themselves neglected by me, at the same time I received your last I had one from Varanese that wounded my very heart. However, I hope I have regained her favor, and that you will not be less indulgent to one who knows very well how to value your acquaintance, and is Your most faithful friend and humble servant, ASPASIA, I make it my humble request that you will burn every letter I write. She renews this request. See letter of Aug. 26.

05 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves February 11 1731. 'Tis as impossible for us to remember as we ought our last obligation to Aspasia and Selima as it is to forget it; and that sure can never be no, 'not in the land where all things are forgotten.' Even there we hope to remember, and with a more tender regard than we are here capable of, to whom we owe in great measure many changes in ourselves, of which we shall then feel the full advantage: who they were that so nobly assisted us in our great work in wearing off several stains from our nature; that so strongly recommended, by that irresistible argument example, whatsoever is honorable or lovely. There are few, except the harsher, passions of our souls which you did not engage in those late happy moments: but none more than our wonder; our joy itself was not greater than our admiration. That London is the worst place under heaven for preserving a Christian temper any one will immediately think who observes that there can be none where its professed, irreconcilable enemies, the lust of the eye and the pride of life, are more artfully and forcibly recommended. Yet even here you retain a constant sense what manner of spirit we are to be of. In the utmost affluence of whatever the world can afford to chain down your affections to it, the whole tenor of your words and actions shows they are reserved for sublimer objects.

05 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
Who can be a fitter person than one that knows it by experience to tell me the full force of that glorious rule, 'Set your affections on things above, and not on things of the earth' Is it equivalent to 'Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, soul, and strength' But what is it to love God Is not to love anything the same as habitually to delight in it Is not, then, the purport of both these injunctions this, that we delight in the Creator more than His creatures; that we take more pleasure in Him than in anything He has made, and rejoice in nothing so much as in serving Him; that, to take Mr. Pascal's expression, while the generality of men use God and enjoy the world, we, on the contrary, only use the world while we enjoy God How pleasingly could I spend many hours .in talking with you on this important subject ! especially if I could hope to repay thereby one mite of the vast debt I owe you, to recall to your mind any hint by pursuing of which you might exalt it to a yet firmer temper. But I submit. By thus cutting my time short, Providence shows me it has more suitable methods of leading you into all truth, and fixing you in all virtue, than the weak endeavors of Your obliged friend, CYRUS. Feb. 12. I have a thousand things to say, would time permit; but, O believe, I can never say half of what I feel ! Adieu. Mrs. Pendarves replies 2 February 13 1731.

06 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
In what manner can I make an excuse to Cyrus for being so long without acknowledging the favor of his last letter By this time he certainly repents of the great indulgence he has shown me. When I consider how every hour of your life is employed, either in your own improvement or bestowing part of your knowledge on those who are happily placed under your care; and that, notwithstanding the difficulty it is for you to command any time to yourself, you have always remembered me in the most obliging manner, and have studied not only how to entertain but to improve me, when I recollect all this, have I not reason to fear the loss of your good opinion, and that you think me unworthy of your favor and advice that surrounded by vanity and impertinence I are fallen into the snare, and refuse to hear the voice of the charmer, charm he never so wisely God forbid my state should be so desperate as to prefer sin and folly to virtue and wisdom! I will sincerely tell you the truth, and trust to your mercy. All the acquaintance I almost have are now in town, and they are continually soliciting us either to come to them or they will come to us; my sister being soon to leave me, all her friends endeavor to give her as much entertainment as they can: by which means our time is so entirely engrossed, that for two months past we have lived in a perpetual hurry, and shall do so for the month to come. I would not have you imagine we have neglected the book. Whatever comes with your recommendation is of too much value to be neglected. But the subject of it is too elevated to be read in a hurry; next week I hope we shall have leisure to read and reflect. I am a little at a loss for some words, not being used to shorthand By which she means abbreviations.; but I believe I shall be able to find them out.

06 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
Every Sunday evening there is a gentleman in this town has a concert of music. I am invited there to-night, and design to go. I charge you, on the friendship you have professed for me, tell me your sincere opinion about it and all your objections. For if I am in an error by going, you ought to prevent my doing so again. Dear Varanese I have not heard from a great while; why are we denied the happiness and advantage of conversing with such a friend Araspes may justly claim our service and esteem. Selima joins with Aspasia in being to Cyrus a Faithful and obliged friend. I have hardly confidence to expect a return to this.

08 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves April 14 1731. I cannot, I will not delay any longer to return my sincerest thanks to dear Aspasia for, I had almost said, the greatest of her favors, as indeed every one seems greater than the preceding. Yet methinks I should not say that you seem to exceed even your former goodness in this; since that expression would imply some room for doubt, which surely there is not here. Not only the justice which you show to the sincerity of my intentions; not only the friendly applause you give me, which, undeserved as it is, is yet exceeding pleasing, when I consider it as a mark of that approbation which I must ever have in the highest esteem; but, above all, that lovely freedom you use with me in a point of the last (utmost) importance, leaves me no room to doubt but I may look upon the last as the greatest of my obligations. Far be it from me to think that any circumstance of life shall ever give the enemy an advantage over Aspasia. Though she walk through the vale of the shadow of death, where sin and vanity are on every side; where vice and folly appear in so fair a fight as to deceive, if it were possible, the very elect; where the utmost skill of the world and the prince of it join to tear up humility, the root of Christian virtue, and consideration, which alone (under God) is able to give it any increase, - even there her footsteps shall not slide; she shall fear and shall find no evil: He who hath overcome the world and its prince shall give His angels charge over her to keep her in all her ways. And far should I be from doubting but they would keep you safe, though you should see cause to withdraw your favor from me; though-you should at last perceive some of those numerous faults which were before so strangely hid from you, and so be obliged to choose a fitter object for that friendship to which I made so unequal returns.

08 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
I had rather expose my own ignorance in writing than not hear from Cyrus and Araspes, whose letters give so much pleasure and improvement to your friends. Beside, at present I have my mother's commands to warrant my own inclination. She orders me to be very particular in her acknowledgements of the last letter she received from you. We were extremely vexed when we came to Stanton to find our agreeable friends had left it. He was at Stanton on April 19. Except that disappointment, our journey was as prosperous as we could wish. But my sister was not with us. The weakness we felt at parting we endeavored to correct by saying, Would not Cyrus blame us for this The reflection dried our tears; but, I must confess sincerely, it did not ease our pain. Is not this wrong in us Did I (for my sister has more fortitude) make a proper progress in Christianity, the things of this world would certainly be more indifferent to me than I find they are. How shall I learn the happiness of being above trifles Nobody can so well point out the way to me as yourself. But I could not make such a request did I not know how ready you are to do good. I have not had the pleasure of a letter since I came home from our valuable Sappho, Miss Sally Kirkham (1699-1764), eldest daughter of the Rev. Lionel Kirkham, Rector of Stanton. In

09 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves June 1731. The Diary shows that he was writing this letter at 10 a.m. and 3 p.m. It was not in the power of all the variety of objects that 'occurred to me in my late journeys to lessen the concern I felt at being so long cut off from the conversation of Aspasia. The impression which this had left on my mind was so far from being effaced by any succeeding pleasure that every agreeable entertainment I had recalled it to my thoughts, and made me as more sensible of my obligations to her, so more desirous again to acknowledge them. You will easily judge whether the remembrance of Aspasia: made that entertainment in particular less agreeable which I enjoyed last week From the Diary we see that he walked from Oxford by Shipton and Stowe, reaching Stanton at eight on Saturday evening, May 22, where he stayed with Mr. Kirkham and met Varanese and Mrs. Granville. He had tea with the two ladies on Sunday. On Monday he is in V.'s arbor. He is at Buckland on Wednesday, where' he met Varanese. ' Danced ' occurs twice in the entries. On May 31 he returns by Stowe and Shipton to Oxford. in the almost uninterrupted conversation of dear Varanese. 'On this spot she sat,' 'Along this path she walked,' 'Here she showed that lovely instance of condescension,' were reflections which, though extremely obvious, yet could not but be equally pleasing, but give a new degree of beauty to the charming arbor, the fields, the meadows, and Horrel See letter of Aug. 14. itself. The happy disappointment we met with here in having everything succeed beyond our expectations almost reconciled Araspes and me to our other disappointment of a less pleasing nature. And, indeed, I for my part cannot without the utmost immodesty repine at any dispensation of Providence while I am so unaccountably indulged both in the friendship of our Varanese and in calling myself dear Aspasia's Most obliged, faithful CYRUS. Araspes, too, begs leave to say that he is entirely at Aspasia's service. Adieu.

10 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Father Date: June 11, 1731. Our walk was not so pleasant to Oxford as from it, though in one respect it was more useful; for it let us see that four- or five-and-twenty miles is an easy and safe day's journey in hot weather as well as cold. We have made another discovery too, which may be of some service: that it is easy to read as we walk ten or twelve miles; and that it neither makes us faint, nor gives us any other symptom of weariness, more than the mere walking without reading at all. Since our return our little company that used to meet us on a Sunday evening is shrunk into almost none at all. Mr. Morgan is sick at Holt; Mr. Boyce is at his father's house at Barton; Mr. Kirkham must very shortly leave Oxford, to be his uncle's curate; and a young gentleman of Christ Church, who used to make a fourth, either afraid or ashamed, or both, is returned to the ways of the world, and studiously shuns our company. They got back to Oxford on May 12. See letter of June 26, 1734. However, the poor at the Castle have still the gospel preached to them, and some of their temporal wants supplied, our little fund-rather increasing than diminishing. Nor have we yet been forced to discharge any of the children which Mr. Morgan left to our care: though I wish they too do not find the want of him; I am sure some of their parents will.

12 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
We had so much pleasure in the late hours we spent at Stanton, On April 19 the Diary shows that he was at Stanton and met Mrs. Granville. Her daughters were in London. that nothing could have added to it but Selima or Aspasia. All things else conspired to complete our happiness: nor was it a small share of it which we conveyed to Mrs.. Astell. Our dear Sappho showed us her proposal to the ladies, which gave us several agreeable conversations. Surely her plan of female life must have pleased all the thinking part of her sex, had she not prescribed so much of the two dull things, reading and religion. Reading, indeed, would be less dull, as well as more improving, to those who, like her, would use method in it; but then it would not rid them of so much time, because half a dozen books read in course would take up no more of that than one or two read just as they carne to hand. That you propose and attain another end in reading See letters of Sept. 27, 1730, and Aug. 14, 1731. than throwing away a few leisure hours, that one sentence in truth so well expresses the end for which we live, move, and have our being. How glad should I be could I either teach or be taught by any one ' to be above trifles'! how doubly glad to have Selima for my instructor in indifference to the things of this world! Why, that is everything! that is to be happy, to be renewed in the image in which we were created, to have that mind in us which was also in Christ Jesus. If it be ever in my power to assist any one in renewing their minds in this image, surely the more I conversed with them the more power I should have as well as the more inclination to pursue that glorious work. Do not then think, dear Selima, that anything you can say can possibly hinder me from doing good. Every line from so friendly an hand, every word that comes from so good an heart, has a real tendency to increase both the desire and the power of being useful in the Much obliged friend, CYRUS.

12 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
The death of one of the best friends I had in the world, On June 15 his Diary entry is 'Rector dead.' Dr. Morley died on June 12 at Scotton. See next letter. which happened last week, as it occasioned, will I hope excuse the delay of this, as well as the defects. Araspes joins with me in sincere thanks to Selima, and begs she would, when it is convenient, present our best respects to good Mrs. Granville.

13 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves June 19 1731. Is it a proof that I am or that I am not duly sensible of my obligations to dear Aspasia, that I so extremely desire to contract more by more frequently conversing with her Would it were possible for me, once a month at least, to have the pleasure of seeing your thoughts! You shall not doubt but it would give me improvement too: the same freedom that shines through your last, whenever I admired it, could not but make upon me a lasting as well as pleasing impression. There was no need of Selima's letter to our Varanese, or of that she was since pleased to favor me with, to make either of us wish both her and Aspasia a share in-all our happiest moments. 'Tis but a few days since that I had a little share in your misfortune in parting with a sincere friend. He refers to Ann Granville's leaving London, and Dr. Morley's dearth. But I shall go to him again, if he does not return to me; though he is gone a longer journey than Selima, I hope as far as paradise. If Providence has used me as an instrument of doing any good to Aspasia, I had almost said, ' I have my reward.' Some part of it I have undoubtedly. The thought of having added anything to your ease will make many of my hours the happier. Yet perhaps I ought not to desire you should be easy at the common conversation of the world, which, if once it comes to be indifferent to us, will scarce be long before it be agreeable. We are indeed, as to this, in a great strait: either it displeases and who would be in pain, could it be avoided or it pleases, which surely causes, if it does not spring from, an entire depravation of our affections. Which side shall we turn to Oh that there were a middle way! that we could shun this unpleasant or fatally-pleasing impertinence! But it cannot be. All we can do is to be on our guard when we are engaged in it, and to engage no more in it than is plainly necessary.

13 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
Do not be surprised, good Aspasia, when I assure you that I exceedingly rejoice at your other affliction. I am extremely glad to find you among those few who are yet concerned for the honor of their Master, and can't but congratulate you upon your wise choice. ' If we suffer with Him, we shall also reign with Him.' I know there are in these last days many seduced by fair speeches 'to deny the Lord that bought them,' to affirm that He and the Father are not one, and that it is robbery to think Him equal with God. Indeed, the first reformers of the Christian Faith in this point (with whom Dr. Clarke See letters of Dec. 6, 1726, and Sept. 24, 1753. joins), only modestly asserted that the Church was bought with the blood of Christ, but not of God, i.e. not of 'the God who is over all, who is and was and is to come, the Almighty.' And it was many hundred years after, that Socinus roundly maintained that Christ never purchased any Church at all, nor 'gave His life a ransom for any man, all those phrases being purely metaphorical.' That any one had any hope of. outgoing him I never heard before; but surely those gentlemen who will prove them to be fictitious have a much better courage than even Socinus. Yet there is one step farther for these too to affirm the same of all the saints; and then Tindal's Matthew Tindal (1657 - 1733), LL.D., the chief exponent of Deism, whose Christianity as Old as the Creation appeared in 1730. arguments are ready to their hands.

13 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
That sometimes even a good man falls a prey to the cunning craftiness of these deceivers I can easily believe, having known one (otherwise) strictly virtuous person who was under that infatuation several years. That such an one has nothing to hope for from the terms of the gospel is likewise exceeding plain: seeing exactly equivalent to the words of the Church of England (who did not rashly adopt them in her Liturgy), ' This faith except every man keep whole and undefiled, without doubt he shall perish everlastingly,' are those of the very person they thus outrage, ' He that believeth not shall be damned.' Not that we have authority to apply this general sentence to any one particular offender; because, all sin being a voluntary breach of a known law, none but He who seeth the heart, and consequently how far this breach of His law is voluntary in each particular person, can possibly know which infidel shall perish and which be received to mercy. Whenever you recommend to that all-sufficient mercy any of those that have erred and are deceived, then especially, dear Aspasia, do not forget Your ever obliged CYRUS. The best wishes of Araspe's are yours. Adieu.

15 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves July 14 1731. You have, indeed, done me wrong in this, Aspasia., in thinking I could give way to any suspicion to your disadvantage;. and yourself too, in doubting the power of that letter to remove it, if any such there were. Other wrong I confess you have done me none; since I must ever acknowledge that delightful means of improvement which it has not been in your power to give me lately, a pure effect of your goodness, not justice. I can never pretend any right to that favor; unless this should seem so to generous Aspasia, that I endeavor to esteem it as it deserves, and not to let it be given in vain; and that when I feel something of your spirit transfused into mine, then my heart remembers and blesses you. I am extremely happy in having your approbation there, where I am most careful to be approved; and though I am sensible how small a part of it I deserve, yet I can't help experiencing How sweet applause is from an honest tongue. What is popular fame, laid in the balance with this Who would not gladly make the exchange Give me the censure of the many and the praise of the few. What is the evil compared with the good! Evil It is none at all: it is all good. One that is learning Christ should never think censure an evil. No; it is a gracious gift of a wise Father to His children: it is subservient to the noblest purposes; in particular to the attainment of humility, which in order to holiness is all in all, which whoever thinks he has enough of already has nothing of yet as he ought to have. By this alone may we judge of the value of censure: God hath so constituted this world that, so soon as ever any one sets himself earnestly to seek a better, Censure is at hand to conduct him to it. Nor can the fools cease to count his life madness Wisdom of Solomon, v. 4. till they have confirmed him in the wisdom of the just.

15 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
May not one reason why God makes even these fools such a means of leading others to wisdom be this, that those whose eyes are opened may the more tenderly pity their blindness; that the contempt and hate which such objects are apt to inspire may melt down into softer passions, and they may be the more unwilling to see those cast away who have (though unknowingly) helped them to their haven I do not wonder that Aspasia is thus minded; any more than I did at the temper of dear Varanese when under the sharpest pain an embodied spirit can know. You will easily take knowledge of those words, if you have not heard them before: 'When I was in the greatest of my pains, if my strength would have allowed, I would gladly have run out into the streets to warn all I met that they should save themselves from pains sharper than mine.' Something like this methinks 'tis impossible not to feel even when we read a description of the great place of torment. What would not one do to save a poor wretch from falling into it ! How unwilling are we to give over our attempts to help him! how ardent to try every way, while time is, before the pit shut its mouth upon him! In attaining some share of a better portion, some lot in a fairer heritage, I may aspire to imitate Aspasia; but vainly should hope for the same share in it. You have kept yourself unspotted from the world: I am sullied with many stains! Your mind is now adorned with many of those dispositions to which mine must probably be yet long a stranger. For though I would fain be nearer you; though I do what I can (alas! I fear not always) to overtake you: yet so hard is it to lay aside every weight, these follies do so easily beset me, that I find it will not be; the penitent can't avoid being left behind by the innocent!

15 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
True it is that I have all the advantages given me that outward circumstances can afford. I spend day by day many hours in those employments that have a direct tendency to improve me: you can rarely have one wherein to pursue that great work with the full bent of your mind. I have scarce any acquaintance in the world who is not either apt to teach or willing to learn: you are entangle among several who can plead for themselves little more than that they do no hurt. And would to God even this plea would hold! I much fear it will not. Is it no hurt to rob you of that time for which there is no equivalent but eternity, on the use of every moment of which much more than a world depends to turn your very sweetness of temper against you on this very account to encroach upon you with so much cruelty to force you to stand still so many hours when you are most ardent to press forward nay, to strike whole days out of your existence, while He that sitteth in heaven sees that all the kingdoms He hath made are vile compared to the worth of one particle of them O God, hath Thy wisdom prepared a remedy for every evil under the sun, and is there none for this Must Aspasia ever submit to this insupportable misfortune Every time a gay wretch wants to trifle away part of that invaluable treasure which Thou hast lent him, shall he force away a part of hers too tear another star from her crown of glory Oh, 'tis too much indeed! Surely there is a way to escape. The God whom you serve point it out to you! In about eight days I hope to be in town. If you leave it before that time, I heartily recommend you to His protection who is able ' to save to the uttermost'; and if I have not the pleasure of seeing you now, I shall the more cheerfully bear my disappointment, since you are so good as to assure me that, notwithstanding the distance between us, you will now and then think of, dear Aspasia, Your most sincere friend and most obedient servant, Though I had almost forgot Araspes, he will never forget what he owes to good Aspasia. Adieu.

17 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pendarves August 12 1731. Nothing could have made our journey more prosperous than it was except the seeing Aspasia. We were successful in every other respect far beyond our expectations. Indeed, the chief design we went upon was very unlikely, humanly speaking, to succeed at all. But what is likelihood against any undertaking if He be for it ' whom all things serve'! I am sensible how good you axe to me, Aspasia; both in writing so soon, engaged as you were, and in permitting me to hope that when you are less engaged you will again bestow some moments upon me. But this is not the only reason why I shall be heartily glad, whenever you are rescued from many of your engagements, whenever it is in your power to burst those chains that hang heavy on your noblest purposes and to move with a full and free course toward the haven where you would be!

19 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
I know none more likely to be an instrument in His hand to perform this work of omnipotence than Aspasia. For you will not depend on your own strength while you insinuate to her the great cause of her melancholy; while you use all your address to make her sensible how apt vanity is to steal in even upon the best tempers; how useful it might be, seeing nothing but the finger of God can cast out this stubborn spirit, to mix with (intersperse) all our solemn addresses to Him with particular petitions against it. O Aspasia, how amiable do you appear while you are employed in such offices as these, especially in the eyes of Him who seeth more clearly than man seeth ! how just a return are you making to Him for the talents He has bestowed upon you I and how generous a use of your power over your friends while you thus direct it all to their advantage ! Watch over me too for good, Aspasia. Though we are far, far divided as to our persons, yet let your thoughts (at least morning and evening) be with Your most obliged friend and servant, CYRUS. Is there need for Aspasia to desire one thing twice of Cyrus or Araspes I hope both of them are more sensible of their obligations to her. Adieu.

20 To Ann Granville

John Wesley · None · letter
Shall He not cast out by the finger of God that anxiety which they have instilled in His servant shall He not avenge her that cries to Him day and night, though (for wise reasons) He bear long with her enemies I trust He shall avenge her speedily. At last, if she ceases not to cry unto Him to deliver her from her weakness, then let her be assured it shall not be in vain: for ' God is in the cry, but not in the weakness. I do not say that she shall immediately be delivered: nor yet are her good dispositions lost; seeing there is a reward for suffering as well as for acting, and blessed are they that endure temptation. God has given them a means of improving their good dispositions, which is not given to the rest of the world; a means which supplies the want of activity and gives them all the advantage of a busy life without the dangers. This is the surest, it is the shortest way, as to all virtue, so particularly to humility, the distinguishing virtue of Christians, the sole inlet to all virtue. Neither do I believe that she will ever be wholly freed either from wandering thoughts in prayer, or perhaps from such as would be wicked were they chosen or voluntarily indulged, but which, when they are not voluntary, are no more voluntary than the beating of the heart or of the arteries. I never heard or read of more than one living person (Mr. De Renty) Wesley published An Extract of the Life of Monsieur De Renty in1741. He died at Paris on April 24, 1649, aged thirty-seven. who had quite shook off the weight, and much doubt if of the sons of men now alive there be one who is so highly favored. And perhaps we have scarce another instance of an embodied soul who always did the work of God with cheerfulness. The common lot of humanity seems to be, to be various, more particularly in the things that pertain to God, from whom we are so far estranged by nature. With regard to these even David could sometimes say, 'Why go I so heavily while the enemy oppresses me' His rule it was therefore, as it is ours, to judge of us not by what we feel but by what we do.

21 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
I have often thought of a saying of Dr. Hayward's when he examined me for priest's orders He was ordained priest at Christ Church by Dr. Potter on Sept. 22, 1728.: 'Do you know what you are about You are bidding defiance to all mankind. He that would live a Christian priest ought to know that, whether his hand be against every man or no, he must expect every man's hand should be against him.' It is not strange that every man's hand who is not a Christian should be against him that endeavors to be so. But is it not hard that even those that are with us should be against us that a man's enemies (in some degree) should be those of the same household of faith Yet so it is. From the time that a man sets himself to his business, very many, even of those who travel the same road, many of those who are before as well as behind him, will lay stumbling-blocks in his way. One blames him for not going fast enough; another, for having made no greater progress; another, for going too far, which, perhaps, strange as it is, is the more common charge of the two: for this comes from people of all sorts; not only infidels, not only half Christians, but some of the best of men are very apt to make this reflection: ' He lays unnecessary burdens upon himself; he is too precise; he does what God has nowhere required to be done.' True, He has not required it of those that are perfect; and even as to those who are not, all men are not required to use all means, but every man is required to use those which he finds most useful to himself. And who can tell better than himself whether he finds them so or no ' Who knoweth the things of a man better than the spirit of a man that is in him '

21 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
This being a point of no common concern, I desire to explain myself upon it once for all, and to tell you, freely and clearly, those general positions on which I ground (I think) all those practices, for which (as you would have seen, had you read that paper through) I am generally accused of singularity. See letter of July 19.(1) As to the end of my being, I lay it down for a rule that I cannot be too happy, or therefore too holy; and thence infer that the more steadily I keep my eye upon the prize of our high calling the better, and the more of my thoughts, and words, and actions are directly pointed at the attainment Of it. (2) As to the instituted means of attaining it, I likewise lay it down for a rule that I am to use them every time I may. (3) As to prudential means, I believe this rule holds of things indifferent in themselves: whatever I know to do me hurt, that to me is not indifferent, but resolutely to be abstained from; whatever I know to do me good, that to me is not indifferent, but resolutely to be embraced. But it will be said I am whimsical. True; and what then If by whimsical be meant simply singular, I own it: if singular without any reason, I deny it with both my hands, and am ready to give a reason, to any that asks me, of every custom wherein I willfully differ from the world. I grant, in many single actions I differ unreasonably from others; but not willfully: no, I shall extremely thank any one who will teach me to help it. But can I totally help it, till I have more breeding or more prudence to neither of which I am much disposed naturally; and I greatly fear my acquired stock of either will give me small assistance.

21 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
It is very unwillingly that I have been so long prevented thanking Cyrus for the last proof of his friendship, though you have reason to be glad of it; for my letters are so trifling, that you show the most good nature and humility in the world to suffer my correspondence. I hope in time to be more worthy of it; nothing will be more conducive to it than the advantage of such an instructor. I can't help believing my friend is the better for your good and kind advice. She has not mentioned anything upon that subject in her last letters, but says her spirits are more lively, and she enters a little into the diversions of the Bath, which at first she was quite averse to; for I fancy the more satisfied one is with oneself, the more cheerfully may one partake of the innocent entertainments of the world. How far, indeed, and what sort of diversions are the most allowable and consistent with one's duty, is what I would fain be satisfied in. Suppose I go every week to an assembly, play at cards two or three hours, if I omit no duty by it, is it a fault or would it be in an older person than myself though I don't think being young exempts me from any good or religious act. You see, Cyrus, how freely I expose to you all my errors, all my scruples; and though I expose the weakness of judgment, yet I show how desirous I am to' reform my will and rectify my thought': for sure, the active principle within is worth improvement; you have confirmed me in the inclination of doing it have already, and I hope will continue to assist me in it. I shall be extremely thankful for that scheme of books you mention. See letter of Aug. 14. Oh that I could make as good a use of them as the person it was made for I What happiness is it to have those we love follow after virtue! and how sensible an affliction to see them forsake those paths which can alone make them happy! That is a pain Cyrus has not, and I hope will never know, any otherways than the general benevolence he has for all his fellow creatures makes him grieve when they do miss.

01 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To all who give signs of their not being strangers to it, I propose this question (and why not to you rather than any), Shall I quite break off my pursuit of all learning, but what immediately tends to practice I once desired to make a fair show in languages and philosophy, but it is past; there is a more excellent way: and if I cannot attain to any progress in the one without throwing up all thoughts of the other why, fare it well! Yet a little while, and we shall all be equal in knowledge, if we are in virtue. You say you ' have renounced the world.' And what have I been doing all this time What have I done ever since I was born Why, I have been plunging myself into it more and more. It is enough. 'Awake, thou that sleepest.' Is there not 'one Lord, one Spirit, one hope of our calling' one way of attaining that hope Then I am to renounce the world, as well as you. That is the very thing I want to do; to draw off my affections from this world, and fix them on a better. But how What is the surest and the shortest way Is it not to be humble Surely this is a large step in the way. But the question recurs, How am I to do this To own the necessity of it is not to be humble. In many things you have interceded for me and prevailed. Who knows but in this too you may be successful If you can spare me only that little part of Thursday evening which you formerly bestowed upon me in another manner, I doubt not but it would be as useful now for correcting my heart as it was then for forming my judgment. See Telford's Wesley, p. 21.

01 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
When I observe how fast life flies away, and how slow improvement comes, I think one can never be too much afraid of dying before one has learned to live; I mean, even in the course of nature. For were I sure that 'the silver cord' should not be violently 'loosed,' that 'the wheel' should not ' be broken at the cistern,' till it was quite worn away by its own motion, yet what a time would this give for such a work A moment to transact the business of eternity ! What are forty years in comparison of this So that were I sure of what never man yet was sure of, how little would it alter the case! How justly still might I cry out: Downward I hasten to my destined place; There none obtain Thy aid, none sing Thy praise! Soon shall I lie in death's deep ocean drowned: Is mercy there, is sweet forgiveness found O save me yet, while on the brink I stand; Rebuke these storms, and set me safe on land ! O make my longings and Thy mercy sure! Thou art the God of power. Prior's Considerations on Part of the 88th Psalm. A year ago Mr. Morgan was exceedingly well pleased with the thought of dying shortly. He will not now bear to have it named, though he can neither sleep, read, stand, nor sit. Yet without hands, or feet, or head, or heart, he is very sure his illness is not increased. Surely now he is a burthen to himself and almost useless in the world; his discharge cannot be far off.

02 To Richard Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
Upon this encouragement we still continued to sit together as usual; to confirm one another as well as we could in our resolutions to communicate as often as we had an opportunity (which is here once a week); and to do what service we could to our acquaintance, the prisoners, and two or three poor families in the town. But the outcry daily increasing, that we might show what ground there was for it, we proposed to our friends, or opponents, as we had opportunity, these or the like questions: I. Whether it does not concern all men of all conditions to imitate Him, as much as they can, ' who went about doing good' Whether all Christians are not concerned in that command, ' While we have time, let us do good to all men' Whether we shall not be more happy hereafter, the more good we do now Whether we can be happy at all hereafter, unless we have, according to our power, 'fed the hungry, clothed the naked, visited those that are sick and in prison'; and made all these actions subservient to an higher purpose, even the saving of souls from death Whether it be not our bounden duty always to remember that He did more for us than we can do for Him, who assures us, 'Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me' II. Whether, upon these considerations, we may not try to do good to our acquaintance Particularly, whether we may not try to convince them of the necessity of being Christians Whether of the consequent necessity of being scholars Whether of the necessity of method and industry, in order to either learning or virtue Whether we may not try to persuade them to confirm and increase their industry, by communicating as often as they can Whether we may not mention to them the authors whom we conceive to have wrote best on those subjects Whether we may not assist them, as we are able, from time to time, to form resolutions upon what they read in those authors, and to execute them with steadiness and perseverance

02 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
My ill success, as they call it, seems to be what has frightened every one away from a falling house. On Sunday I was considering the matter a little more nearly; and imagined that all the ill consequences of my singularity were reducible to three diminution of fortune, loss of friends and of reputation. As to my fortune, I well know, though perhaps others do not, that I could not have borne a larger than I have; and as for that most plausible excuse for desiring it, ' While I have so little, I cannot do the good I would,' I ask, Can you do the good God would have you do It is enough ! Look no farther. For friends, they were either trifling or serious: if triflers, fare them well a noble escape; if serious, those who are more serious are left, whom the others would rather have opposed than forwarded in the service they have done and still do us. If it be said, ' But these may leave you too; for they are no firmer than the others were ': first, I doubt that fact; but, next, suppose they should, we hope then they would only teach us a nobler and harder lesson than they have done hitherto ' It is better to trust in the Lord than to put any confidence in man.' And as for reputation, though it be a glorious instrument of advancing our Master's service, yet there is a better than that a clean heart, a single eye, a soul full of God! A fair exchange, if by the loss of reputation we can purchase the lowest degree of purity of heart 1 We beg my mother and you would not cease to work together with us, that, whatever we lose, we may gain this; and that, having tasted of this good gift, we may count all things else but dung and dross in comparison of it.

03 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: August 17, 1753, The thing that gives offence here is the being singular with regard to time, expense, and company. This is evident beyond exception, from the case of Mr. Smith, William Smith, Fellow of Lincoln, and apparently one of the Oxford Methodists. On Aug. L x732, Clayton wrote to Wesley (who was then in London, where he was elected a member of the S.P.C.K., and visited William Law at Puthey) that since he had left Oxford no one had attacked Smith and himself. ' I have gone every day to Lincoln, big with expectations to hear of some mighty attack made upon Mr. Smith; but, I thank God, I have always been disappointed: for not one of the Fellows has once so much as tried to shake him or to convert him from the right way, c.' After his return from Georgia, at Oxford on Feb. 11, 1737, Charles Wesley (see his Journal, i. 68) exhorts 'poor languid Smith' to resume all his rules of holy living. one of our Fellows, who no sooner began to husband his time, to retrench unnecessary expenses, and to avoid his irreligious acquaintance, but he was set upon, by not only all those acquaintance, but many others too, as if he had entered into a conspiracy to cut all their throats; though to this day he has not advised any single person, unless in a word or two and by accident, to act as he did in any of those instances.

03 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
It is true, indeed, that 'the devil hates offensive war most '; and that whoever tries to rescue more than his own soul from his hands, will have more enemies and meet with greater opposition than if he was content with 'having his own life for a prey.' That I try to do this is likewise certain; but I cannot say whether I 'rigorously impose any observances on others ' till I know what that phrase means. What I do is this: when I am entrusted with a person who is first to understand and practice, and then to teach, the law of Christ, I endeavor, by an intermixture of reading and conversation, to show him what that law is that is, to renounce all insubordinate love of the world, and to love and obey God with all his strength. When he appears seriously sensible of this, I propose to him the means God hath commanded him to use in order to that end; and, a week, or a month, or a year after, as the state of his soul seems to require it, the several prudential means recommended by wise and good men. As to the times, order, measure, and manner wherein these are to be proposed, I depend upon the Holy Spirit to direct me, in and by my own experience and reflection, joined to the advices of my religious friends here and elsewhere. Only two rules it is my principle to observe in all cases: first, to begin, continue, and end all my advices in the spirit of meekness, as knowing that' the wrath ' or severity' of man worketh not the righteousness of God '; and, secondly, to add to meekness longsuffering, in pursuance of a rule which I fixed long since never to give up any one till I have tried him at least ten years. How long hath God had pity on thee

04 To Richard Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
To Richard Morgan Date: December 17, 1733. SIR, The bank-note sent by Mr. Huey was exchanged today. I have paid Mr. Lasher 11 17s. 6d. of the 50 (and the 9 in my brother's hands), the Bursar 24 for caution-money, and 40s. the usual fee for his admission into the common-room. Mr. Morgan usually rises about six, and has not yet been wanting in diligence. He seldom goes out of college unless upon business or to walk for his health, which I would willingly persuade him to do every day. He loses no time at taverns or coffee-houses, and avoids as much as possible idle company, which every gentleman here will soon be pestered with if he has not some show of resolution. Some evenings every week he spends in the common-room, and others with my brother and me. Of his being admitted into our Society (if it deserves so honorable a title) there is no danger. All those gentlemen whom I have the happiness to converse with two or three times a week upon a religious account would oppose me to the utmost should I attempt to introduce among them at those important hours one of whose prudence I had had so short a trial and who was so little experienced in piety and charity. Several of the points you mention deserve a fuller consideration than I have leisure to give them. I shall ever own myself extremely obliged for the freedom with which you mention them, and have endeavored to answer you with the same freedom, which I am persuaded will not be disagreeable to you. That my dear friend, now with God, was much disordered in his understanding. I had often observed long before he left England. That he was likewise sincerely religious, all observed; but whoever had seen his behavior in the successive stages of his illness might as easily have mistaken darkness for light as his madness for his religion. They were not only different, but opposite too; one counteracting the other from its beginning. I cannot better describe his religion than in the words of the person who wrote his elegy: Mild, sweet, serene, and tender was her mood, Nor grave with sternness, nor with lightness free! Against example resolutely good, Fervent in zeal and warm in charity!

04 To Richard Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
True it is God was pleased, for the trial both of him and us, to visit him with a grievous illness. As his illness increased his reason declined, and consequently his religion built upon it. Till that melancholy effect of his disease, I challenge all the fools who counted his preceding life madness to point out one extreme he was in of any sort or one instance of his zeal which was not according to knowledge. 'Tis easy for any of them to declaim in general against enthusiasm and carrying things too far, and even to prevail upon an unwary mind, shattered by sickness, to plead guilty to the accusation. But let them come to particulars, and I do hereby undertake to prove that every fact they allege against him is either absolutely false or that it is agreeable to the strictest rules both of piety and Christian prudence. His fasting (or abstinence rather, for I do not know that he ever fasted one day) I least of all 'except; as being firmly persuaded, from careful and repeated observations, that had he continued it he had been alive to this day. Nor are there wanting as great names for this opinion as any that advised on the contrary, who believe that wine and free diet to one in his circumstances was as sure a recipe as shooting him through the head. I acknowledge your goodness in having a far better opinion of me than I deserve, or, I trust in God, shall ever desire. I have many things to add when time permits, but one I dare not defer a moment. 'Tis absolutely necessary to guard your surviving son against the least suspicion of my over-great zeal or strictness. You are fully sensible he is in no danger of either. But if he once fancies I am, that fancy will cut me off from all possibility of doing him any substantial service. whatever advice I may have occasion to give with regard to his moral conduct, ' much religion hath made thee mad ' will be a sufficient answer to all. For your sake and his I beg to know (what I should otherwise not think it worth while to bestow one thought upon) any overt acts of my enthusiasm which pass current in Ireland either with the gay or the serious part of the world.

04 To Richard Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
My brother gladly joins with me in acknowledging all your favors both to him and to, good sir, Your obliged and obedient servant.

01 To Richard Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
In the account he gives of me and those friends who are as my own soul, and who watch over it that I may not be myself a castaway, are some things true: as, that we imagine it is our bounden duty to spend our whole lives in the service of Him that gave them, or, in other words, 'whether we eat or drink, or whatever we do, to do all to the glory of God'; that we endeavor, as we are able, to relieve the poor by buying books and other necessaries for them; that some of us read prayers at the prison once a day; that I administer the sacrament once a month, and preach there as often as I am not engaged elsewhere; that we sit together five evenings in a week; and that we observe, in such manner as our health permits, the fasts of the Church. Some things are false, but taken up upon trust, so that I hope Mr. Morgan believed them true: as, that we almost starve ourselves; that one of us had like lately to have lost his life by too great abstinence; that we endeavor to reform notorious whores and to lay spirits in haunted houses; that we all rise every day at five o'clock; and that I am President of the Society. And some things are not only false, but I fear were known so to be when he related them as true (inasmuch as he had then had the repeated demonstration of both his eyes and ears to the contrary): such as that the Society consists of seven members (I know no more than four of them); that from five to eight in the morning they sing psalms and read some piece of divinity; and that they are emaciated to such a degree that they are a frightful sight. As to the circumstance of the brasier's wife (no intimate of mine) I am in doubt; though she positively denies she ever said so.

03 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
From time to time, particularly a few days ago, I urged him to tell me upon what he grounded his hope of salvation. He replied, after some pause, that 'Christ died for all men; but if none were saved by Him without performing the conditions, His death would not avail one in a thousand, which was inconsistent with the goodness of God.' But this answer, and every part of it, he soon gave up; adding with the utmost seriousness that he cared not whether it was true or no: he was very happy at present, and he desired nothing farther. This morning I again asked him what he thought of his own state. He said he thought nothing about it. I desired to know whether he could, if he considered it ever so little, expect to be saved by the terms of the Christian covenant. He answered, he did not consider it at all; nor did all I could say in the least move him. He assented to all, but was affected with nothing. He grants with all composure that he is not in a salvable state, and shows no degree of concern, while he owns he can't find mercy. I am now entirely at a loss what step to take: pray he can't, or won't. When I lent him several prayers, he returned them unused, saying he does not desire to be otherwise than he is, and why should he pray for it I do not seem so much as to understand his distemper. It appears to me quite incomprehensible. Much less can I tell what remedies are proper for it. I therefore beseech you, sir, by the mercies of God, that you will not be slack; according to the ability He shall give, to advise and pray for him and, reverend sir, Your most obliged servant.

04 To Mrs Pendarves

John Wesley · None · letter
A letter given under September 24, 1736, and the Journal Diary for June 16, 1737, show that Wesley still kept up some correspondence with Miss Ann Granville. Miss Hamilton says that at Bulstrode on December 14, 1783 (Auto. and Corr. vi. 175) Mrs. Delany 'told me she had known the two Mr. Wesleys (the Methodist preachers); she knew them when they were young men. They lived near her sister when they were students at Oxford. They were of a serious turn, and associated with such as were so. These brothers joined some other young men at Oxford, and used to meet of a Sunday evening and read the Scriptures, and find out objects of charity to relieve. This was a happy beginning, but the vanity of being singular and growing enthusiasts made them endeavor to gain proselytes and adopt that system of religious doctrine which many reasonable people thought pernicious.' On June 9, 1743, Mrs. Pendarves was married to Dr. Delany, who in May 1744 became Dean of Down; the deanery was worth 2,500 a year, and he had other preferments. He died at Bath on May 6, 1768, and Mrs. Delany on April 15, 1788. She was buried in a vault of St. James's, Piccadilly, where there is a tablet on one of the columns to her memory. She enjoyed the special friendship of George III and Queen Charlotte, and was described by Edmund Burke as ' the highest-bred woman in the world and the woman of fashion of all ages.' ' She was fond of drawing and painting and was a genuine lover of good music, including that unpopular Italian opera against which her master Hogarth had pointed his sharpest etching-needle.' See Austin Dobson's Side-walk Studies, p. 115; and for Miss Granville, the heading to letter of September 24, 1736. An exquisite needlework pocket-book made by Mrs. Delany with a letter from Queen Charlotte to her was sold for 40 in December 1927.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Father Date: OXON December 10, 1734. 2. I entirely agree that ' the glory of God and the, different degrees of promoting it are to be our sole consideration and direction in the choice of any course of life'; and consequently that it must wholly turn upon this single point, whether I am to prefer a college life or that of a rector of a parish. I do not say the glory of God is to be my first or my principal consideration, but my only one; since all that are not implied in this are absolutely of no weight: in presence of this they all vanish away; they are less than the small dust of the balance. 3. And indeed, till all other considerations were set aside, I could never come to any clear determination; till my eye was single, my whole mind was full of darkness. Every consideration distinct from this threw a shadow over all the objects I had in view, and was such a cloud as no light could penetrate. Whereas, so long as I can keep my eye single and steadily fixed on the glory of God, I have no more doubt of the way wherein I should go than of the shining of the sun at noonday.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
9. Both these blessings, the continual presence of useful and uninterrupted freedom from trifling acquaintance, are exceedingly endeared to me, whenever I have spent but one week out of this place. The far greatest part of the conversation I meet with abroad, even among those whom I believe to be real Christians, turns on points that are absolutely wide of my purpose, that no way forward me in the business of life. Now, though they may have time to spare, I have none; it is absolutely necessary for such an one as me to follow, with all possible care and vigilance, that excellent advice of Mr. Herbert: Still let thy mind be bent, still plotting where, And when, and how the business may be done. George Herbert's The Temple, 'The Church Porch,' stanza 57. And this, I bless God, I can in some measure do, so long as I avoid that bane of piety, the company of good sort of men, lukewarm Christians (as they are called), persons that have a great concern for but no sense of religion. But these undermine insensibly all my resolutions, and quite steal from me the little fervor I have; and I never come from among these saints of the world (as J. Valdesso Juan de Valdes (Ital. Valdesso), born about 1500 at Cuenca in Castile, labored unceasingly by tongue and pen for religious reform. In his Alfabeto Christiano he insists that the soul must choose between God and the world. He died in 1540 or 1541. calls them) faint, dissipated, and shorn of all my strength, but I say, ' God deliver me from an half-Christian.'

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
11. To quicken me in making a thankful and diligent use of all the other advantages of this place, I have the opportunity of public prayer twice a day and of weekly communicating. It would be easy to mention many more, and likewise to show many disadvantages, which a person of greater courage and skill than me could scarce separate from a country life. But whatever one of experience and resolution might do, I am very sensible I should not be able to turn aside one of the thousand temptations that would immediately rush upon me. I could not stand my ground, no, not for one month, against intemperance in sleeping, eating, and drinking; against irregularity in study, against a general lukewarmness in my affections and remissness in my actions; against softness and self-indulgence, directly opposite to that discipline and hardship which become a soldier of Jesus Christ. And then, when my spirit was thus dissolved, I should be an easy prey to whatever impertinent company came in my way. Then would the cares of the world and the desire of other things roll back with a full tide upon me. It would be no wonder if, while I preached to others, I myself should be a castaway. I cannot, therefore, but observe that the question does not relate barely to degrees of perfection, but to the very essence and being of it. Agitur de vita et sanguine Turni. Virgil's Aeneid, xii. 765 (Turni de vita et sanguine certant): 'They contend about the life and blood of Turnus.' The point is, whether I shall or shall not work out my salvation, whether I shall serve Christ or Belial.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
12. What still heightens my fear of this untried state is that, when I am once entered into it, be the inconveniences of it found more or less vestigia nulls retrorsum 'No retracing one's steps' (Aesop's 'The Fox and the Sick Lion'). when I am there, there I must stay. If this way of life should ever prove less advantageous, I have almost continual opportunities of quitting it; but whatever difficulties occur in that, whether foreseen or unforeseen, there is no returning, any more than from the grave. When I have once launched out into that unknown sea, there is no recovering my harbor; I must on among whatever whirlpools or rocks or sands, though all the waves and storms go over me.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
13. Thus much as to myself. But you justly observe that we are not to consider ourselves alone; since God made us all for a social life, to which academical studies' are only preparatory. I allow, too, that He will take an exact account of every talent which He has lent us, not to bury them, but to employ every mite we have received in diffusing holiness all around us. I cannot deny that every follower of Christ is in his proportion the light of the world; that whoever is such can no more be concealed than the sun in the midst of heaven; that, being set as a light in a dark place, his shining out must be the more conspicuous; that to this very end was his light given, that it might shine at least to all that look towards him; and, indeed, that there is one only way of hiding it, which is to put it out. Neither can I deny that it is the indispensable duty of every Christian to impart both light and heat to all who are willing to receive it. I am obliged likewise, unless I lie against the truth, to grant that there is not so contemptible an animal upon earth as one that drones away life, without ever laboring to promote the glory of God and the good of men; and that whether he be young or old, learned or unlearned, in a college or out of it. Yet, granting the superlative degree of contempt to be on all accounts due to a college drone; a wretch that hath received ten talents, and yet employs none; that is not only promised a reward by his gracious master, but is paid beforehand for his work by his generous founder, and yet works not at all; allowing all this, and whatever else can be said (for I own it is impossible to say enough) against the drowsy ingratitude, the lazy perjury of those who are commonly called harmless or good sort of men (a fair proportion of whom I must, to our shame, confess are to be found in colleges) allowing this, I say, I do not apprehend it will conclude against a college life in general.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
Yet, granting the superlative degree of contempt to be on all accounts due to a college drone; a wretch that hath received ten talents, and yet employs none; that is not only promised a reward by his gracious master, but is paid beforehand for his work by his generous founder, and yet works not at all; allowing all this, and whatever else can be said (for I own it is impossible to say enough) against the drowsy ingratitude, the lazy perjury of those who are commonly called harmless or good sort of men (a fair proportion of whom I must, to our shame, confess are to be found in colleges) allowing this, I say, I do not apprehend it will conclude against a college life in general. For the abuse of it does not destroy the use; though there are some here who are the lumber of the creation, it does not follow that others may not be of more service to the world in this station than they could in any other. 14. That I in particular could, might, it seems, be inferred from what has been proved already viz. that I could be holier here myself than anywhere else if I faithfully used the blessings I enjoy; for, to prove that the holier any man is himself the more shall he promote holiness in others, there needs no more than this one postulatum, the help which is done on earth God does it Himself. If so, if God be the sole agent in healing souls, and man only the instrument in His hand, there can no doubt be made but that the more holy a man is He will make use of him the more: because he is more willing to be so used; because the more pure he is, he is the fitter instrument for the God of purity; because he will pray more and more earnestly that he may be employed, and that his service may tend to his Master's glory; because all his prayers, both for employment and success therein, will the more surely pierce the clouds; because, the more his heart is enlarged, the wider sphere he may act in without carefulness or distraction; and, lastly, because, the more his heart is renewed in the image of God, the more God can renew it in others by him, without destroying him by pride or vanity.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
16. From all this I conclude that, where I am most holy myself, there I could most promote holiness in others; and consequently that I could more promote it here than in any place under heaven. But I have likewise other reasons besides this to think so; and the first is, the plenteousness of the harvest. Here is, indeed, a large scene of various action. Here is room for charity in all its forms. There is scarce any way of doing good to our fellow creatures for which here is not daily occasion. I can now only touch on the several heads: here are poor families to be relieved; here are children to be educated; here are workhouses wherein both young and old want, and gladly receive, the word of exhortation; here are prisons to be visited, wherein alone is a complication of all human wants; and, lastly, here are the schools of the prophets here are tender minds to be formed and strengthened, and babes in Christ to be instructed and perfected in all useful learning. Of these in particular we must observe that he who gains only one does thereby as much service to the world as he could do in a parish in his whole life, for his name is legion; in him are contained all those who shall be converted by him. He is not a single drop of the dew of heaven, but a ' river to make glad the city of God.' 17. 'But Epworth is yet a larger sphere of action than this; there I should have the care of two thousand souls.' Two thousand souls ! I see not how any man living can take care of an hundred. At least I could not; I know too well quid valeant humeri. 'How much I can bear.' Because the weight that I have akeady upon me is almost more than I am able to bear, ought I to increase it tenfold Imponere Pelio Ossam Scilicet, atque Ossae frondosum involvere Olympum. Vigil's Georgics, i. 281-2.That is, to impose Ossa upon Pelion, and to roll leafy Olympus upon Ossa. Would this be the way to help either myself or my brethren up to heaven Nay; but the mountains I reared would only crush my own soul, and so make me utterly useless to others.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
21. I am not careful to answer in this matter. It is not my part to say whether God has done any good by my hands; whether I have a particular turn of mind for this or not; or whether the want of success in my past attempts was owing to want of prudence, to ignorance of the right method of acting, or to some other cause. But the latter part of the objection, that he who is despised can do no good, that without reputation a man cannot be useful in the world, being the stronghold of all the unbelieving, the vainglorious, and the cowardly Christians (so called), I will, by the grace of God, see what reason that has thus continually to exalt itself against the knowledge of Christ.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
22. With regard to contempt, then (under which term I include all the passions that border upon it, as hatred, envy, c., and all the fruits that flow from them, such as calumny, reproach, and persecution in any of its forms), my first position, in defiance of worldly wisdom, is this: Every true Christian is contemned, wherever he lives, by all who are not so, and who know him to be such i.e. in effect, by all with whom he converses; since it is impossible for light not to shine. This position I prove both from the example of our Lord and from His express assertions. First, from His example: if the disciple is not above his master, nor the servant above his lord, then, as our Master was despised and rejected of men, so will every one of His true disciples. But the disciple is not above his master, and therefore the consequence will not fail him an hair's breadth. Secondly, from His own express assertions of this consequence: 'If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more them of his household I ' (Matt. x. 25); ' Remember (ye that would fain forget or evade it) the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted Me, they will also persecute you.' And as for that vain hope that this belongs only to the first followers of Christ, hear ye Him: ' All these things will they do to you, because they know not Him that sent Me'; and again, ' Because ye are not of the world, therefore the world hateth you' (John xv. 19). Both the persons who are hated, and the persons who hate them, and the cause of their hating them, are here clearly determined.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
Both the persons who are hated, and the persons who hate them, and the cause of their hating them, are here clearly determined. The hated are all that are not of this world, that are born again in the knowledge and love of God: the haters are all that are of this world, that know not God so as to love Him with all their strength; the cause of their hatred is, the entire irreconcilable differences between their desires, judgments, and affections; - because these know not God, and those are determined to know and pursue nothing besides Him; because these esteem and love the world, and those count it dung and dross, and singly desire that love of Christ. 23. My next position is this: Until he be thus contemned, no man is in a state of salvation. And this is no more than a plain inference from the former; for if all that are not of the world are therefore contemned by those that are, then till a man is so contemned he is of the world i.e. out of a state of salvation. Nor is it possible for all the trimmers between God and the world, for all the dodgers in religion, to elude this consequence, which God has established, and not man, unless they could prove that a man may be of the world i.e. void both of the knowledge and love of God and yet be in a state of salvation. I must therefore, with or without leave of these, keep close to my Savior's judgment, and maintain that contempt is a part of that cross which every man must bear if he will follow Him; that it is the badge of his discipleship, the stamp of his profession, the constant seal of his calling; insomuch that, though a man may be despised without being saved, yet he cannot be saved without being despised.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
24. I should not spend any more words about this great truth, but that it seems at present quite voted out of the world: the masters in Israel, learned men, men of renown, seem absolutely to have forgotten it; nay, censure those who have not forgotten the words of their Lord as setters forth of strange doctrines. And hence it is commonly asked, How can these things be How can contempt be necessary to salvation I answer, As it is a necessary means of purifying souls for heaven; as it is a blessed instrument of cleansing them from pride, which else would turn their very graces into poison; as it is a glorious antidote against vanity, which would otherwise pollute and destroy all their labors; as it is an excellent medicine to heal 'the anger and impatience of spirit apt to insinuate into their best employments; and, in a word, as it is one of the choicest remedies in the whole magazine of God against love of the world, in which whosoever liveth is counted dead before Him.

05 To His Father

John Wesley · None · letter
25. And hence (as a full answer to the preceding objection) I infer one position more: That our being contemned is absolutely necessary to our doing good in the world. If not to our doing some good (for God may work by Judas), yet to our doing so much as we otherwise should. For since God will employ those instruments most who are fittest to be employed; since, the holier a man is, the fitter instrument he is for the God of holiness; and since contempt is so glorious a means of advancing holiness in him that is exercised thereby; nay, since no man can be holy at all without it, who can keep off the consequence The being contemned is absolutely necessary to a Christian's doing his full measure of good in the world. Where, then, is the scribe where is the wise where is the dispurer of this world where is the replier against God with his sage maxims 'He that is despised can do no good in the world; to be useful, a man must be esteemed; to advance the glory of God, you must have a fair reputation.' Saith the world so But what saith the Scripture Why, that God hath laughed all the heathen wisdom to scorn. It saith that twelve despised followers of a despised Master, all of whom were of no reputation, who were esteemed as the filth and offscouring of the world, did more good in it than all the tribes of Israel. It saith that the despised Master of these despised followers left a standing direction to us and to our children: ' Blessed are ye (not accursed with the heavy curse of doing no good; of being useless in the world,) when men shall revile you and persecute you, and say all manner of evil of you falsely for My name's sake. Rejoice, and be exceedingly glad; for great is your reward in heaven.'

03 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Samuel Date: OXON, February 13, 1735. There are two questions between us; one relating to being good, the other to doing good. With regard to the former: 1. You allow I enjoy more of friends, retirement, freedom from care, and divine ordinances than I could do elsewhere: and I add (1) I feel all this to be but just enough; (2) I have always found less than this to be too little for me; and therefore (3) whatever others do, I could not throw up any part of it without manifest hazard to my salvation. As to the latter: 2. I am not careful to answer 'what good I have done at Oxford,' because I cannot think of it without the utmost danger. ' I am careful about what I may do at Epworth,' (1) because I can think of it without any danger at all; (2) because I cannot, as matters now stand, avoid thinking of it without sin. 3. Another can supply my place at Epworth better than at Oxford, and the good done here is of a far more diffusive nature. It is a more extensive benefit to sweeten the fountain than to do the same to particular streams. 4. To the objection, You are despised at Oxford, therefore you can do no good there, I answer: (1) A Christian will be despised anywhere. (2) No one is a Christian till he is despised. (3) His being .despised will not hinder his doing good, but much further it by making him a better Christian. Without contradicting any of these propositions, I allow that every one to whom you do good directly must esteem you, first or last. N.B. A man may despise you for one thing, hate you for a second, and envy you for a third. 5. God may suffer Epworth to be worse than before. But I may not attempt to prevent it, with so great hazard to my own soul.

03 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
Your last argument is either ignoratio elenchi, or implies these two propositions: (1) 'You resolve against any parochial cure of souls.' (2) 'The priest who does not undertake the first parochial cure that offers is perjured.' Let us add a third: ' The tutor who, being in Orders, never accepts of a parish is perjured.' That was Samuel Wcsley's own case. And then I deny all three. I am, dear brother, Your obliged and affectionate Brother.

04 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
Now, that I can as a clergyman better serve God and His Church in my present station I have all reasonable evidence. See letters of Feb. 15, 1733, and Dec. 10, 1734.

05 To John Robson

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Robson Date: September 30, 1735. I am not satisfied (as I have told the Rector for this twelvemonth past) that the Wednesday fast See letter of June 13, 1733. is strictly obligatory; though I believe it very ancient, if not apostolical. He never saw what I writ upon it.

06 To Dr Burton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Burton Date: October 10, 1735. But, on farther reflection, I am convinced that I ought to speak the truth with all boldness, even though it should appear foolishness to the world, as it has done from the beginning; and that, whatever danger there is in doing the will of God, He will support me under it. In His name, therefore, and trusting in His defense, I shall plainly declare the thing as it is. My chief motive, to which all the rest are subordinate, is the hope of saving my own soul. I hope to learn the true sense of the gospel of Christ by preaching it to the heathen. They have no comments to construe away the text; no vain philosophy to corrupt it; no luxurious, sensual, covetous, ambitious expounders to soften its unpleasing truths, to reconcile earthly-mindedness and faith, the Spirit of Christ and the spirit of the world. They have no party, no interest to serve, and are therefore fit to receive the gospel in its simplicity. They are as little children, humble, willing to learn, and eager to do the will of God; and consequently they shall know of every doctrine I preach whether it be of God. By these, therefore, I hope to learn the purity of that faith which was once delivered to the saints; the genuine sense and full extent of those laws which none can understand who mind earthly things.

06 To Dr Burton

John Wesley · None · letter
Farther: a sin which easily besets me is unfaithfulness to God in the use of speech. I know that this is a talent entrusted to me by my Lord, to be used, as all others, only for His glory. I know that all conversation which is not seasoned with salt, and designed at least to administer grace to the hearers, is expressly forbid by the Apostle, as corrupt communication, and as grieving the Holy Spirit of God; yet I am almost continually betrayed into it by the example of others striking in with my own bad heart. But I hope, from the moment I leave the English shore, under the acknowledged character of a teacher sent from God, there shall no word be heard from my lips but what properly flows from that character: as my tongue is a devoted thing, I hope from the first hour of this new era to use it only as such, that all who hear me may know of a truth the words I speak are not mine but His that sent me. The same faithfulness I hope to show through His grace in dispensing the rest of my Master's goods, if it please Him to send me to those who, like His first followers, have all things common. What a guard is here against that root of evil, the love of money, and all the vile attractions that spring from it ! One in this glorious state, and perhaps none but he, may see the height and depth of that privilege of the first Christians, 'as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, yet possessing all things.'

06 To Dr Burton

John Wesley · None · letter
If you object, farther, the losses I must sustain in leaving my native country, I ask, Loss of what of anything I desire to keep No; I shall still have food to eat and raiment to put on enough of such food as I choose to eat and such raiment as I desire to put on; and if any man have a desire of other things, or of more food than he can eat, or more raiment than he need put on, let him know that the greatest blessing which can possibly befall him is to be cut off from all occasions of gratifying those desires, which, unless speedily rooted out, will drown his soul in everlasting perdition. 'But what shall we say to the loss of parents, brethren, sisters nay, of the friends which are as my own soul, of those who have so often lifted up my hands that hung down and strengthened my feeble knees, by whom God hath often enlightened my understanding and warmed and enlarged my heart ' What shall we say Why, that if you add the loss of life to the rest, so much the greater is the gain; for though ' the grass withereth and the flower fadeth, the word of our God shall stand for ever.' Say that, when human instruments are removed, He, the Lord, will answer us by His own self; and the general answer which He hath already given us to all questions of this nature is: ' Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left father, or mother, or lands, for My sake, but shall receive an hundredfold now in this time with persecutions, and in the world to come eternal life.'

01 To Dr Burton

John Wesley · None · letter
We can't be sufficiently thankful to God for Mr. Oglethorpe's presence with us. There are few if any societies in England more carefully regulated than this is. The very sailors have for some time behaved in a modest, regular manner. The knowing that they are constantly under the eye of one who has both power and will to punish every offender keeps even those who, it is to be feared, have no higher principle, from openly offending against God or their neighbor; so that we have an appearance at least of Christianity from one end of the ship to the other, and those who do not love it rarely show their dislike, unless in a corner among their intimates. May the good God show them too, in this their day, the things that make for their peace! We have had but one storm since we were at sea, and that lasted but a few hours. One unaccustomed to the sea would have imagined the ship would have been swallowed up every moment. A single wave covered it over, burst into the cabin where we were with a noise and shock almost like that of a cannon, and, after having steeped one or two of us from head to foot, passed through into the great cabin, from which we emptied it out at the windows. This too I hope was not a little blessing, the fright it occasioned in several persons having made them more susceptible of useful impression. May He who hath helped us and poured His benefits upon us continue to have you and yours under His protection! May He prosper all the designs of your Societies for His glory, and strengthen your hands against all the power of the enemy! He shall repay the kindness you have shown us for His sake, especially by making mention of us in your prayers: whereas none stands more in need than, honored sir, Your most obliged and obedient servant. On January 23, 1736, Wesley wrote to Sir John Thorold, whom he had succeeded in the Fellowship at Lincoln College. That letter has been lost; but Sir John's reply, on May 24, 1736, is given in the Journal, viii. 298-302.

04 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: SAVANNAH, March 22, 1736. 'Tis strange so many of our friends should still trust in God. I hope, indeed, whoever turns to the world, Mr. Tackner and Betty, with Mr. Hird's family and Mr. Burk, will zealously aim at the prize of their high calling. These especially I exhort, by the mercies of God, that they be not weary of well-doing, but that they labor more and more to be meek and lowly, and daily to advance in the knowledge and love of God. I hope, too, Mr. Weston, Mr. Moore, Mr. Allen, and Mr. White, as well as Mr. Ward and his wife, continue in the same wise resolutions. I must not forget Mr. Reed and Mr. Daubry, both of whom I left fully determined to shake off every weight, and with all their might to pursue the one thing needful. Conciones omnes meas jamnunc habes, praeter istas quas misi. Aliquae in pyxide sunt (de qua ne verbum scribis) una cum Bibliis in quarto. Liber de Disciplina quam celerrime potes, remittendus est. Quanta est concordia fratrum! Tui vole et fratris Bi. 'You have now all my sermons, beside those which I have sent. Some are in the box (of which you write not a word) together with the Bible in quarto. The Book of Discipline must be sent back as soon as possible. How great is the concord of brethren! I mean of thee and brother B' (Benjamin Ingham).

04 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
You are not, I think, at liberty stfesa e t ', 'e sfta s 'aps se. ' To turn to the Gentiles till your own countrymen shall cast you out.' If that period comes soon, so much the better. Only in the meanwhile reprove and exhort with all authority, even though all men should despise thee. pseta s e at. 'It shall turn to thee for a testimony ': see Luke xxi. 13. I conjure you, spare no time or address or pains to learn the true cause t pa d t f . 'Of the former distress of my friend.' I much doubt you are the right. t 'a 't p at. Ge, fss sta d. Gfe , p e d fe p at. 'God forbid that she should again in like manner miss the mark. Watch over her, keep her as much as possible. Write to me, how I ought to write to her.' If Mr. Ingham Benjamin Ingham had gone to Prederica with General Oglethorpe on Feb. 16, and welcomed Charles on his landing there in March. were here, I would try to see you. But omit no opportunity. of writing. de pasa 'a. ' te es ae, etea, stea, fea t e. se, 'a ta at s at sa. 'I stand in jeopardy every hour. Two or three are women, younger, refined, God-fearing. Pray that I know none of them after the flesh.' Let us be strong and very courageous; for the Lord our God is with us, and there is no counsel or might against Him Adieu!

08 To James Vernon

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Vernon Date: SAVANNAH, July 23, 1736. As short a time as I have for writing, I could not pardon myself if I did not spend some part of it in acknowledging the continuance of your goodness to my mother; which, indeed, neither she nor I can ever lose the sense of. The behavior of the people of Carolina finds much conversation for this place. I dare not say whether they want honesty or logic most: it is plain a very little of the latter, added to the former, would show how utterly foreign to the point in question all their voluminous defenses are. Here is an Act of the King in Council, passed in pursuance of an Act of Parliament, forbidding unlicensed persons to trade with the Indians in Georgia. Nothing, therefore, can justify them in sending unlicensed traders to the Creek, Cherokee, and Chicasaw Indians, but the proving either that this Act is of no force or that those Indians are not in Georgia. Why, then, are these questions so little considered by them, and others so largely discussed I fear for a very plain though not a very honest reason that is, to puzzle the cause. I sincerely wish you all happiness in time and in eternity, and am, sir, c.

09 To General Oglethorpe

John Wesley · None · letter
To General Oglethorpe Date: SAVANNAH, August 23, 1736. SIR, I choose to write rather than speak, that I may not say too much. I find it utterly impossible anything should be kept secret unless both parties are resolved upon it. What fell out yesterday is already known to every family in Frederica; but to many it has been represented in such a light that 'tis easy to know whence the representation comes. Now, sir, what can I do more Though I have given my reputation to God, I must not absolutely neglect it. The treatment I have met with was not barely an assault: you know one part of it was felony. I can't see what I can do but desire an open hearing in the face of all my countrymen of this place. If you (to whom I can gladly entrust my life and my all in this land) are excepted against as partial, let a jury be empanelled, and upon a full inquiry determine what such breaches of the law deserve. I am, sir, Your obliged and obedient servant.

10 To George Whitefield And His Friends At Oxford

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Whitefield and his Friends at Oxford Date: SAVANNAH, September 10, 1736. Source: The Letters of John Wesley (1736) I had long since begun to visit my parishioners in order from house to house.. But I could not go on two days longer; the sick were increasing so fast as to require all the time I had to spare, from one to five in the afternoon. Nor is even that enough to see them all, as I would do, daily. In Frederica and all the smaller settlements there are above five hundred sheep almost without a shepherd. He that is unjust must be unjust still, Here is none to search out and lay hold on the mollia ternpora fandi, 'Apt times for speech.' and to persuade him to save his soul alive. He that is a babe in Christ may be so still. Here is none to attend the workings of grace upon his spirit, to feed him by degrees with food convenient for him, and gently lead him till he can follow the Lamb whithersoever He goeth. Does any err from the right way here is none to recall him; he may go on to seek death in the error of his life. Is any wavering here is none to confirm him. Is any falling there is none to lift him up. What a single man can do is neither seen nor felt. Where are ye who are very zealous for the Lord of hosts Who will rise up with me against the wicked who will take God's part against the evil-doers Whose spirit is moved within him to prepare himself for publishing glad tidings to those on whom the Sun of Righteousness never yet arose, by laboring first for those his countrymen who are else without hope as well as without God in the world Do you ask what you shall have why, all you desire: food to eat, raiment to put on, a place where to lay your head (such as your Lord had not), and a crown of life that fadeth not away! Do you seek means of building up yourselves in the knowledge and love of God I know of no place under heaven where there are more, or perhaps so many, as in this place.

11 To James Vernon

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To James Vernon Date: SAVANNAH, September 11, 1736. You have a just claim to my repeated acknowledgments not only for continuance of your regard to my mother, but for your strengthening my hands, and encouraging me not to look back from the work wherein I am engaged. I know that if it shall please our Great God to give it His blessing, the god of this world will oppose in vain; and that therefore the whole depends on our approving our hearts before Him, and placing all our confidence in His power and mercy. Mr. Ingham has made some progress in the Creek language, but a short conversation I had with the chief of the Chickssaws (which my brother I presume has informed you of) moves me to desire rather to learn their language, if God shall give me opportunity. The generality of that despised and almost unheard-of nation, if one may judge from the accounts given either by their own countrymen or strangers, are not only humble and peaceable qualities, scarce to be found among any other of the Indian nations, but have so firm a reliance on Providence, so settled a habit of looking up to a Superior Being in all the occurrences of life, that they appear the most likely of all the Americans to receive and rejoice in the glorious-Gospel of Christ. What will become of this poor people, a few of whom now see the light and bless God for it, when I am called from among them, I know not. Nor indeed what will become of them while I am here; for the work is too weighty for me. A parish of above two hundred miles in length laughs at the labors of one man.

12 To Ann Granville

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To Ann Granville Date: SAVANAH, September 24, 1736. The mutual affection, and indeed the many other amiable qualities of those two sisters, The Misses Bovey, of Savannah. Miss Becky died suddenly on July 10 (see Journal, i. 239-46' 270-80d; C. Wesley's Journal, i. 34). Her sister said: 'All my afflictions are nothing to this. I have lost not only a sister, but a friend. But this is the will of God. I rely on Him, and doubt not but He will support me under it.' one of whom is lately gone to an happier place, would not have suffered me to be unmindful of your friend and you, had I had nothing else to remind me of you. I am persuaded that heavy affliction will prove the greatest blessing to the survivor which she ever yet received. She is now very cheerful, as well as deeply serious. She sees the folly of placing one's happiness in any creature, and is fully determined to give her whole heart to Him from whom death cannot part her. I often think how different her way of life is at Savannah from what it was at St. James's; and yet the wise, polite, gay world counts her removal thence a misfortune. I should not be at all grieved if you were fallen into the same misfortune, far removed from the pride of life, and hid in some obscure recess, where you were scarcely seen or heard of, unless by a few plain Christians and by God and His angels. Mr. Rivington His London publisher, who had visited the Granvilles at Gloucester. will send your letter, if you should ever have leisure to favor with a few lines Your sincere friend and most obedient servant. Do you still watch and strive and pray that your heart may be fight before God Can you deny yourself, as well as take up your cross Adieu!

13 To Mr Verelst The Date And The Person To Whom When

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. Verelst The date and the person to whom when the Standard Edition of the this letter was sent were not known Journal was published. Date: SAVANNAH, November 10, 1736. SIR, I return you thanks for your favor. The good I have found here has, indeed, been beyond my expectations: the contrary behavior of many was no more than 1 looked for; being convinced, several years before I left England, that in every city or country under heaven the majority of the people are not the wisest or the best part. But we have an advantage here, which is not frequent in other places that is, a Magistracy not only regular in their own conduct, but desirous and watchful to suppress as far as in them lies whatever is openly ill in the conduct of others. I am obliged to you for the hint you give as to the regulating that too-prevailing neglect in the case of administering public oaths. Without doubt it should be done with all possible solemnity. For surely no hurry of business can excuse any want of reverence towards the God to whom all our business should be consecrated: since it is for His sake that we ought to undertake everything as wen as perform everything as in His sight. Pray, when you send me any books, send a letter of advice. I have received no books from you since I came hither. I am, dear sir, Your most humble servant.

14 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Samuel Date: SAVANNAH, November 23, 1736. DEAR BROTHER, O pray write, and, if it may be, speak, that they may remember Him again who did run well but are now hindered ! I think the rock on which I had the nearest made shipwreck of the faith was the writings of the Mystics; under which term I comprehend all, and only those, who slight any of the means of grace. I have drawn up a short scheme of their doctrines, partly from conversations I have had, and letters, and partly from their most approved writers, such as Tauler, Molinos, and the author of Theologia Germanica. Wesley read the Theologia Germanica and other Mystic books on the advice of William Law. For his judgement as to their influence, see Journal, 'i. 420, and ii. 515 for his estimate of the book; see also letter of May 14, 1738, to Law. I beg your thoughts upon it as soon as you can conveniently; and that you would give me them as particularly, fully, and strongly as your time will permit. They may be of consequence not only to all this province but to nations of Christians yet unborn. 'All means are not necessary for all men; therefore each person must use such means, and such only, as he finds necessary for him. But since we can never attain our end by being wedded to the same means; therefore we must not obstinately cleave unto anything, lest it become an hindrance, not an help.

14 To His Brother Samuel

John Wesley · None · letter
'As to doing good, take care of yourself first.' When you are converted, then strengthen your brethren. Beware of (what is incident to all beginners) an eager desire to set others a good example. Beware of earnestness to make others feel what you feel yourself. Let light shine as nothing to you. Beware of a zeal to do great things for God. Be charitable first; then do works of charity; do them when you are not dissipated thereby, or in, danger of losing your soul by pride and vanity. Indeed, till: then you can do no good to men's souls; and without that all done to their bodies is nothing. The command of doing good concerns not you yet. Above all, take care never to dispute about any of these points. Disputing can do no good. Is the man wicked Cast not pearls before swine. Is he imperfect He that disputes any advice is not yet ripe for it. Is he good All good men agree in judgment: they differ only in words, which all are in their own nature ambiguous.' May God deliver you and yours from all error and all unholiness! My prayers will never, I trust, be wanting you. I am, dear brother, My sister's and your most affectionate Brother. Pray remember me to Philly. His brother's daughter, who married Mr. Earle of Barnstaple.

02 To John Hutchings

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Hutchings Date: SAVANNAH, AMERICA, February 16, 1737. By these labors of love might any that desired it be trained up for the harder task of preaching the gospel to the heathen. The difficulties he must then encounter, God only knows; probably martyrdom would conclude them: but those we have hitherto met with have been small, and only terrible at a distance. Persecution, you know, is the portion of every follower of Christ, wherever his lot is cast; but it has hitherto extended no farther than words with regard to us (unless in one or two inconsiderable instances); yet it is sure every man ought, if he would come hither, to be willing and ready to embrace (if God should see good) the severer kinds of it. He ought to be determined not only to leave parents, sisters, friends, houses, and land for his Master's sake, but to take up his cross too, and cheerfully submit to the fatigue and danger of (it may be) a long voyage, and patiently to endure the continual contradiction of sinners and all the inconveniences which it often occasions.

06 To William Wogan

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Wogan Date: SAVANNAH, March 28, 1737.

06 To William Wogan

John Wesley · None · letter
That I shall be laughed at for all this, I know; so was my Master.' But that I shall catch the favor of men I know not. If I do any, it is not my strength or prudence. ' No man cometh to Me, except the Father draw him.' But this I am determined, never to ' catch them with guile' an imputation St. Paul expresses a strong abhorrence of, as any one may observe, from the manner wherein he clears himself of that crime, which some, it seems, had accused him of to the Corinthians. Not that I am for a stern, austere manner of conversing neither. No: let all the cheerfulness of faith be there; all the joyfulness of hope; all the amiable sweetness, the winning easiness, of love. If we must have art, Hic mihi erunt artes: so soon as God shall adorn my soul with them, and without any other than these, with the power of the Holy Ghost preventing, accompanying, and following me, I know that I (that is, the grace of God which is in me) shall save both myself and those that hear me. Your obliged and very affectionate servant in Jesus Christ.

08 To Mrs Chapman

John Wesley · None · letter
Law and me in words only. You say the pleasures you plead for are distinct from the love of God, as the cause from the effect. Why, then they tend to it; and those which are only thus distinct from it no one excepts against. The whole of what he affirms, and that not on the authority of men but from the words and example of God incarnate, is: There is one thing needful to do the will of God; and His will is our sanctification: our renewal in the image of God, in faith and love, in all holiness and happiness. On this we are to fix. our single eye at all times and in all places; for so did our Lord. This one thing we are to do; for so did our fellow servant, Paul, after His example: ' Whether we eat or drink, or whatsoever we do, we are to do all to the glory of God.' In other words, we are to do nothing but what directly or indirectly leads to our holiness, which is His glory; and to do every such thing with this design, and in such a measure as may most promote it.

08 To Mrs Chapman

John Wesley · None · letter
I am not mad, my dear friend, for asserting these to be the words of truth and soberness; neither are any of those, either in England or here, who have hitherto attempted to follow me. I am, and must be, an example to my flock; not, indeed, in my prudential rules, but in some measure (if, giving God the glory, I may dare to say so) in my spirit and life and conversation. Yet all of them are, in your sense of the word, unlearned, and most of them of low understanding; and still, not one of them has been as yet entangled in any case of conscience which was not solved. And as to the nice distinctions you speak of, it is you, my friend, it is the wise, the learned, the disputers of this world, who are lost in them, and bewildered more and more, the more they strive to extricate themselves. We have no need of nice distinctions; for I exhort all, Dispute with none. I feed my brethren in Christ, as He giveth me power, with the pure, unmixed milk of His Word. And those who are as little children receive it, not as the word of man, but as the word of God. Some grow thereby, and advance apace in peace and holiness: they grieve, it is true, for those who did run well, but are now turned back; and they fear for themselves, lest they also be tempted; yet, through the mercy of God, they despair not, but have still a good hope that they shall endure to the end. Not that this hope has any resemblance to enthusiasm, which is an hope to attain the end without the means: this they know is impossible, and therefore ground their hope on a constant, careful use of all the means. And if they keep in this way, with lowliness, patience, and meekness of resignation, they cannot carry the principle of pressing toward perfection too far. Oh may you and I carry it far enough! Be fervent in spirit. 'Rejoice evermore; pray without ceasing; in everything give thanks.' Do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus. Abound more and more in all holiness, and in zeal for every good word and work.

09 To The Georgia Trustees

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Georgia Trustees Date: SAVANNAH, March 31, 1737. GENTLEMEN, Robert Hows, a freeholder of this place, has officiated here as parish clerk, not only ever since I came, but, as I am informed, for above two years before. He constantly attends both the morning and evening service (a little before sunrise and after sunset) on other days as well as Sundays, and is in the whole of his behavior a sober, industrious man. But sickness in his family had reduced him to straitness of circumstances even before the 24th instant, on which (while he was employed in the public work) his house was burnt to the ground, and all that was in it (except two saws) consumed. I therefore, gentlemen, take the liberty to recommend him to your favor and assistance: as to the manner of which (whether by way of salary or otherwise) you are the proper judges. I recommend you and all your labors to Him in whose steps you tread, the great Helper of the friendless; and am, gentlemen, Your most obedient servant.

13 To Mr Verelst The Date And The Person To Whom This

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. Verelst The date and the person to whom this letter was sent were not known when the Standard Edition of the Journal was published. Date: SAVANNAH, November 10, 1736. SIR, I return you thanks for your favor. The good I have found here has, indeed, been beyond my expectations: the contrary behavior of many was no more than I looked for; being convinced, several years before I left England, that in every city or country under heaven the majority of the people are not the wisest or the best part. But we have an advantage here, which is not frequent in other places that is, a Magistracy not only regular in their own conduct, but desirous and watchful to suppress as far as in them lies whatever is openly ill in the conduct of others. I am obliged to you for the hint you give as to the regulating that too-prevailing neglect in the case of administering public oaths. Without doubt it should be done with all possible solemnity. For surely no hurry of business can excuse any want of reverence towards the God to whom all our business should be consecrated: since it is for His sake that we ought to undertake everything as wen as perform everything as in His sight. Pray, when you send me any books, send a letter of advice. I have received no books from you since I came hither. I am, dear sir, Your most humble servant.

01 To Lady Cox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Cox Date: OXON, March 7, 1738. MADAM, Some days since, I was shown several queries Given at the close of the letter. which had been sent to Bath, and an answer to them, intended to have been sent likewise. But I could not approve of that answer, it seeming to me to savor too much of the wisdom of the world, which they will never know how to be enough afraid of who have seen what havoc it makes, even among the children of God. I will therefore answer them myself with all simplicity and without any regard to the judgment of the world; as knowing that, if my words do not appear foolishness to the world, it is because there is nothing of the wisdom of God in them. A plain account of the beginning of the sect inquired after was printed two or three years since. Probably the Defense mentioned in Green's Anti-Methodist Publications, No. 1. See p. 135. To which need only be added that, though some time after Mr. Morgan's death my brother and I were left alone, yet this loss was overbalanced the following year The same year. Morgan left Oxford on June 5, 1732, and died on Aug. 26. Wesley met Clayton on April 20, 1732, and asked him to his room at Lincoln College. 'At the first opportunity I acquainted him with our whole design, which he immediately and heartily closed with.' See letter of Oct. 18, 1732. by our acquaintance with Mr. Clayton. With him, several of his pupils, and afterward some of mine, joined together in the labor of love; to whom were soon added Mr. Broughton, Ingham, Whitefield, Hervey, whose zeal stirred up many others not to be ashamed of their Master or His words, even in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation.

06 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
I feel what you say (though not enough), for I am under the same condemnation. I see that the whole law of God is holy, just, and good. I know every thought, every temper of my soul ought to bear God's image and superscription. But how am I fallen from the glory of God! I feel that 'I am sold under sin.' I know that I, too, deserve nothing but wrath, being full of all abominations, and having no good thing in me to atone for them or to remove the wrath of God. All my works, my righteousness, my prayers need an atonement for themselves. So that my mouth is stopped. I have nothing to plead. God is holy; I am unholy. God is a consuming fire; I am altogether a sinner, meet to be consumed. Yet I hear a voice (and is it not the voice of God ) saying, ' Believe, and thou shalt be saved. He that believeth is passed from death unto Fife. God so loved the world that He gave His only-begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.' Oh let no one deceive us by vain words, as if we had already attained this faith ! By its fruits we shall know. Do we already feel ' peace with God' and ' joy in the Holy Ghost' Does ' His Spirit bear witness with our spirit that we are the children of God' Alas! with mine He does not. Nor, I fear, with yours. O Thou Savior of men, save us from trusting in anything but Thee! Draw us after Thee! Let us be emptied of ourselves, and then fill us with all peace and joy in believing; and let nothing separate us from Thy love, in time or in eternity!

07 To His Mother

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To his Mother Date: AMSTERDAM, June 19, 1738. Never did common fame more grossly vary from the truth than in the English accounts of Holland. They tell us of a dirty, slovenly, unpolished people, without good nature, good manners, or common decency; whereas the very first thing that must strike every one that has eyes, and that before he has gone an hundred yards from Rotterdam Haven, is that this is the cleanest place he ever saw in his life, there being scarce a speck of dirt to be seen either on the doors or steps of any of the houses or on the stones of the street. And all the natives he meets, whether men, women, or children, are of a piece with the place they live in; being so nicely dean from head to foot, both in their persons and clothes, as I have seen very few in my life even of the gentry in England. There is likewise a remarkable mildness and lovingness in their behavior. All you meet on the road salute you. Every one is ready to show the way, or to answer any questions, without anything of the English surliness. And the carriage as well as dress of all the women we have yet seen is exactly modest and altogether natural and unaffected.

07 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
On Thursday in the afternoon we left Rotterdam. The road we traveled in for several miles was a continued arbor, and as dean (excepting a very little dust) as a gentleman's parlor, or indeed his table, need be. We lay that night at Goudart Gouda. (being eight in all, five English and three Germans). On Friday morning (after having seen the great church there, famous for its painted glass) we set out again, and were surprised more and more at the pleasantness of the road. Walnut-trees shaded it for many miles; and the little houses stood so thick on either side, that it seemed like walking through a train of villages. The hedges were exactly cut all along, and all the houses neat almost to an extreme. In the afternoon we came to Ysselstein, where we were received with open arms by the Baron Watteville and the Church which is in has house. There are about twenty (beside children) in that little community, and their number increases daily, who are of one heart and one soul and have all things in common. Saturday the 17th (my birthday) was their monthly Thanksgiving Day. From about two in the afternoon till nine at night, the time was spent in prayer, praise, and such other exercises as became those who were 'all filled with the Holy Ghost.' Many strangers were present, with some of whom we set out in the Track-skuyt early in the morning, and went by Utrecht through a country which is, as it were, all one garden to Amsterdam, about thirty miles from Ysselstein. A physician, who had lived some years at Herrnhut, carried us to his lodgings, where we design to stay one or two days. Both he and the master of the house are full of faith and love. Oh may our Lord give us more and more of their spirit! From hence (if God permit) we shall go by Frankfort, where Count Zinzendorf now is, to Herrnhut. Your affectionate and dutiful Son. James Hutton can send any letter to me, if it be writ before the middle of July o.s. Else I shall probably be on my journey home.

09 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: COLEN, June 28, 1738.

09 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
God has been pleased greatly to bless us hitherto, continuing us all in health and cheerfulness and love to one another; which, with all other good gifts, we trust He will confirm and increase in us day by day. Before you receive this I hope you will be placed, according to your desire, She was spending her time among her children. where you may serve God without distraction from outward cares, till He takes you to Himself. O pray for me, that He would sanctify all I meet with to me, and give me fully to believe in the Son of His love, and to have a right judgment in all things. I am, dear mother, Your most affectionate Son.

10 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Mother Date: UTPH, July 6, 1738. The Count received us in a manner I was quite unacquainted with, and therefore know not. how to express. I believe his behavior was not unlike that of his Master (if we may compare human with divine) when He took the lit fie children in His arms and blessed them. We should have been much amazed at him, but that we saw ourselves encompassed with a cloud of those who were all followers of him, as he is of Christ. Eighty-eight of them praise God with one heart and one mouth at Marienborn; another little company at Runnerburg, Ronneburg. an hour off; another at Bdingen, an hour from thence; and yet another at Frankfort.

10 To His Mother

John Wesley · None · letter
I now understand those words of poor Julian, 'The progress of Atheism has been principally owing to the humanity evinced by Christians toward strangers. The impious Galileans provide not only for those of their own party who are in want, but also for those who hold with us.' (Julian to Arsacius, Sozomen's Ecc. Hist. chap. xvi.) The saying 'See how these Christians love one another' seems to be found first in Tertullian (Apologeticus, chap. xxxix). 'See how these Christians love one another.' Yea, how they love all who have the faintest desire to love the Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity! Oh may He sanctify to us their holy conversation, that we may be partakers of the spirit which is in them of their faith unfeigned, and meekness of wisdom, and love which never faileth! Your dutiful and affectionate Son.

11 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: UTPH, July 7, 1738. See therefore, my brethren, that none of you receive the grace of God in vain! But be ye also living witnesses of the exceeding great and precious promises which are made unto every one of us through the blood of Jesus. Adieu. Charles Wesley endorsed this letter 'Panegyric on Germans.'

13 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: HERRNHUT, August 4, 1738. Salute our brethren in London and Oxford by name, and exhort them all, in the name of the Lord Jesus, that they love and study the oracles of God more and more, that they work out their salvation with fear and trembling, never imagining they have already attained or are already perfect; never deceiving themselves, as if they had now less need than before to be serious, watchful, lowly-minded; and that, above all things, they use great plainness of speech both with each other and towards all men: d paa, t t e, faese t ea p pta p. See 2 Cor. iv. 2. My dearest brother and friend, I commend you to the grace of God, to be more and more renewed in the image of His Son! Pray ye all for me continually! Adieu.

16 To Arthur Bedford

John Wesley · None · letter
5. Now, I beseech you, sir, to consider calmly whether it be I or you who hath broken the royal law of charity. Being informed that I and some of my friends were in a fault, you did not go and tell your brother of it between you and him alone; you did not tell it to the elders of the Church only; but at one step to all the world. You brand us at once with spiritual pride, enthusiasm, false doctrine, heresy, uncharitableness; with crude, indigested notions, of dismal consequences, because we would fain set ourselves up to be the heads of a party. You declare that we 'serve not the Lord Jesus Christ, but by fair speeches deceive the hearts of the simple; that we have swerved from faith and a good conscience, and turned aside unto vain jangling, desiring to be teachers of the law, understanding neither what we say nor whereof we affirm.' You say we ' consent not to the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, nor to the doctrine which is according to godliness; but that we are proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions and strifes of words. 'In short, that we are ' men of corrupt minds and destitute of the truth.' 6. O sir, how could you possibly be induced to pass such a sentence, even in your heart, till you had done us the common, heathen justice of hearing us answer for ourselves How, then, was you induced to declare it to all mankind, especially when those you were to declare hateful to God and man were those of whom you had once hoped better things, even things that accompany salvation yea, whom you had received as sincere though weak brethren, and strengthened their hands in God What evidence, less than hearing them with your own ears pronounce the words laid to their charge, could constrain you so to judge of them, much more so to speak of them; since your words cannot be recalled, but must remain a stumbling-block to the weak, a grief to the lovers of peace and union, and a triumph to the enemy

17 To The Moravians At Marienborn And Herrnhut

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Moravians at Marienborn and Herrnhut Date: LONDON, September 1738. MY DEAR BROTHER, I cannot but rejoice in your steadfast faith, in your love to our blessed Redeemer, your deadness to the world, your meekness, temperance, chastity, and love of one another. I greatly approve of your conferences and bands, of your method of instructing children, and in general of your great care of the souls committed to your charge. But of some other things I stand in doubt, which I will mention in love and meekness. And I wish that, in order to remove those doubts, you would on each of those heads, (1) plainly answer whether the fact be as I suppose; and if so, (2) consider whether it be right. Do you not wholly neglect joint fasting Is not the Count all in all Are not the rest mere shadows, calling him Rabbi, almost implicitly both believing and obeying him Is there not something of levity in your behavior Are you in general serious enough Are you zealous and watchful to redeem time Do you not sometimes fall into trifling conversation Do you not magnify your own Church too much Do you believe any who are not of it to be in gospel liberty Are you not straitened in your love Do you love your enemies and wicked men as yourselves Do you not mix human wisdom with divine, joining worldly prudence to heavenly Do you not use cunning, guile, or dissimulation in many cases Are you not of a close, dark, reserved temper and behavior Is not the spirit of secrecy the spirit of your community Have you that childlike openness, frankness, and plainness of speech so manifest to all in the Apostles and first Christians

19 To The Church At Herrnhut

John Wesley · None · letter
Nor hath He left Himself without other witnesses of His grace and truth: Ten ministers I know now in England who lay the right foundation ' The blood of Christ cleanseth us from all sin.' Over and above whom I have found one Anabaptist, and one, if not two, of the teachers among the Presbyterians here, who, I hope, love the Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity, and teach the way of God in truth. O cease not, ye that are highly favored, to beseech our Lord that He would be with us even to the end, to remove that which is displeasing in His sight, to support that which is weak among us, to give us the whole mind that was in Him, and teach us to walk even as He walked! And may the very God of peace fill up what is wanting in your faith, and build you up more and more in all lowliness of mind, in all plainness of speech, in all zeal and watchfulness; that He may present you to Himself a glorious Church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that ye may be holy and unblameable in the day of His appearing.

22 To Connt Zinzendorf

John Wesley · None · letter
The love and zeal of our brethren in Holland and Germany, particularly at Herrnhut, hath stirred up many among us, who will not be comforted till they also partake of the great and precious promises. I hope, if God permit, to see them at least once more, were it only to give them that fruit of my love, the speaking freely on a few things which I did not approve, perhaps because I did not understand them. May our merciful Lord give you a fight judgment in all things, and make you to abound more and more in all lowliness and meekness, in all simplicity and godly sincerity, in all watchfulness and serious-ness-in a word, in all faith and love, particularly to those that are without, till ye are merciful, as your Father which is in heaven is merciful! I desire your constant and earnest prayers that He would vouchsafe a portion of the same spirit to Your much obliged and very affectionate But unworthy brother in Christ.

23 To Benjamin Ingram And James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
This evening I begin reading to a little company in St. Clements, and on Tuesday evening (if God will) to one in St. Giles. But what meant Mr. Fox Mr. Fox had been in the city prison, and went with Wesley and Kinchin to Manchester in March 1738. It was at the Society in Fox's house (April I) that Wesley could not confine himself to forms of prayer. Mrs. Fox's experience is referred to in Journal, i. 457. Richard Morgan (ibid. viii. 264) read the Bishop of Man's Catechism to two inquirers every other day at their house in 1735. Mr. and Mrs. Fox wished to go to Georgia. Morgan says: ' Mr. Fox and his wife, especially the former, are most zealous Christians.... I read every Sunday night to a cheerful number of Christians at Mr. Fox's.' Charles Wesley writes on Aug. 28, 1738: ' Rejoiced at Mr. Fox's, with Mr. Kin-chin, Hutchtrigs, and other Christian friends.' See letter of Nov. 24 to Fox. by talking of leaving Oxford Ye have need to send ten men full of faith to us rather than to take one from us. Besides, Mrs. Fox is the very life and spirit (under God) of all the women here that seek our Lord. And if the adversary designed to blast at once all hopes of an harvest for God among them, he could not take a more probable way than now at this critical time to remove her from them. 'But he can't live at Oxford.' No, nor anywhere else, as he is now burdened with debt. But let his debts be paid, and then see what he can do. If that be not enough, we will pay his house-rent for a year or two. But at all hazards let them not go hence while our Lord's work in this place so loudly calls upon them to stay. Speak, my brethren, of this immediately. I have four- or five-and-thirty other letters to write, The great correspondence of a lifetime was already in full flow. so can say no more. Send us word how our Master works in London. I am dead and cold. O pray much for Your affectionate, heavy brother in Christ. Hymn-books (bound and unbound) and Prayers should be sent immediately, and two Intercessional Offices. See letter of Dec. 1. Evidently needed for their Society meetings.

24 To Dr Koker

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Koker Date: OXON, November 22, 1738. My desire and prayer to God is that the glorious gospel of His Son may run and be glorified among you, as it doth among us, and much more abundantly. I should rejoice to hear what our Lord hath done for you also. Is the number of believers multiplied Do they love one another Are they all of one heart and one soul Do they build up one another in the knowledge and love of our Lord Jesus Christ May He multiply your little flock a thousand-fold, how many soever you be! May He fill you with all peace and joy in believing! May He preserve you in all lowliness of spirit! And may He enable you to use great plainness of speech both toward each other and toward all men, and, by manifestation of the truth, to commend yourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God! Even to this hour I have not had one day's leisure to transcribe for you the papers I brought from Herrnhut See letter of Oct. 14.: the harvest here also is so plenteous, and the laborers so few; and it increases upon us daily. Verily the Spirit of the Lord hath lifted up His standard against the iniquity which hath overspread our land as a flood! O pray ye for us, that He would send more laborers into His harvest; and that He would enable us, whom He hath already sent, to approve ourselves faithful ministers of the new covenant, by honor and dishonor, by evil report and good report! In particular, let all the brethren and sisters who are with you pray that God would warm with His love the cold heart of, dear sir, Your much obliged and very affectionate brother in Christ.

25 To Isaac Lelong

John Wesley · None · letter
To Isaac Lelong Date: OXON, November 22, 1738. Do not think, my dear brother, that I have forgotten you. I cannot forget you, because I love you; though I can't yet love any one as I ought, because I can't love our blessed Lord. See sect. 25 of letter in Dec. 1751 to Bishop Lavington. My heart is cold and senseless. It is, indeed, an heart of stone. Oh when, when will He take it out of the midst of me, and give me an heart of flesh! Pray for me, and let all your household pray for me yea, and all the brethren also, that our God would give me a broken heart and a loving heart, an heart wherein His Spirit may delight to dwell. May our good Lord repay you all a thousand-fold, and especially our brother Decknatel, for the love you showed to us! How does His gospel prosper at Amsterdam Are believers multiplied, and is His grace mighty among them Is their name yet east out as evil (for that must be next), and do men despitefully use you and persecute you I want you to say a great deal to me of it. But, above all, I want you to pray a great deal for Your poor, weak brother. PS. Pray write soon. I should be glad to write to and hear from you at least once a month. Grace be with you all. Amen. I thank you much for your letter. I wish to hear from you often. Will you send my letters to our dear brethren You see how long they have been delayed: December 31, 1738.

27 To Mr Fox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. Fox Date: OXON, November 24, 1738. DEAR MR. FOX, Mrs. Badger earnestly desires you would procure her a trumpet to help her deafness. Mrs. Ford would not have any of the tea Mrs. Cleminger brought, because it is very bad. Charles Kinchin, Charles Delamotte, Mrs. Ford, Mrs. Hall, Mrs. Fox, and my brother desire me to speak their judgment (as well as mine) concerning your removal to London. The reason for it, you say, is this: 'You can't maintain your family at Oxford.' To this we answer: 'You have not tried what you can do, when you are clear in the world (which Mr. F - promises) and should you live in your house rent-free (for that we will take care).' If you desire only food and raiment for yourself and family, you have all reason at least to make the experiment for a while whether Providence will not give you these at Oxford when you have these helps which you had not before. The reason against her going hence is as evident as it is weighty. We have no one here like-minded. She is the very life (under God) of all her companions here; nor could the enemy devise so likely a means of destroying the work which is just beginning among them as the taking her away from their head. Which, then, is dearest to you, the interest of Christ or your own O consider this question deeply, and the good God direct your heart! Pray for Your affectionate brother.

29 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hutton Date: OXON, November 26, 1738. MY DEAR FRIEND, If the time for the women's meeting apart be fixed before they are excluded from the general meeting, I have no more to say on that head. I gave our brother Shaw the names of six female bands settled already. Why do you speak of the settling some as a thing still to be begun Have you suffered those to fall in pieces again Or has no thought at all been taken about them Doubtless too much caution cannot be used in the admission of strangers. What is proposed as to casting lots concerning a president seems liable to no exception. But you seem to design him (if there should be one) just nothing to do. Would not that require more particular consideration

29 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
I have thought much (my brother is out of town with Mr. Wells) of the monitors, See Wesley's account of the discipline of the Church at Herrnhut, Journal, if. 50, 53. The monitors were eleven in number. Some were known to be such; others were secretly appointed, and, if need were, could admonish in the love of Christ even the rulers of the Church. and am very much afraid that design is not right; and that for several reasons. First, it seems needless. Every man in my band is my monitor, and I his; else I know no use of our being in band. And if anything particular occur, why should not the leaders (as was agreed before) delegate a monitor pro tempors Secondly, I doubt it would be hurtful; and, indeed, many ways: by lessening the care of every member for every other, when so great a part of his care was transferred to another; by lessening mutual freedom, and making it in one instance unnecessary; by setting aside the commandment of God, 'Thou shalt in any wise reprove thy brother,' See Lev. xix. 17. by depriving thee, i.e. every one beside the monitors, of the improvement and reward of so doing. Thirdly, I have seen it has produced these effects. Sin (as they esteemed it) was suffered in me at Savannah, first seven months, afterwards five months, without one breath of reproof; notwithstanding the command of God, notwithstanding earnest, continual entreaty on one side, and solemn, repeated promises on the other. And how could this be Why, there were stated monitors to reprove. Others, therefore, judged reproof to be a thing quite out of their way. But I fell not under the care of the monitors. Therefore I might have gone unreproved to this hour had not John Wesley evidently refers to John Martin Boltzius, the minister of the Saltzburghers, whom he had refused to admit to the Lord's Table in Savannah because he was not baptized by a minister who had been episcopally ordained (see Journal, iii. 434). He speaks (ibid. i. 181) of reading Drake's Anatomy with 'John.' Boltzius had told, Wesley of something he thought wrong in his conduct, and had been reproved for doing so by those who thought he had usurped the office of the monitors. reproved me; for which (as he could not deny) he was roundly reproved himself.

29 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
181) of reading Drake's Anatomy with 'John.' Boltzius had told, Wesley of something he thought wrong in his conduct, and had been reproved for doing so by those who thought he had usurped the office of the monitors. reproved me; for which (as he could not deny) he was roundly reproved himself. Lastly, a general monitor commissioned by God to reprove every one of his brethren you have so long as you have any priest or deacon among you. Therefore methinks this point might be reconsidered. 'They that speak stand up' I don't understand. If I do understand it; I doubt of the propriety of it. Is the book and letters sent to Mr. Rook I believe the letter mentions money to be received of him, and sent hither as soon as may be. Nothing is done here yet. We are only beginning to begin. All the Scriptures direct me to think of suffering. I fear not that, but my own heart. Be not in haste, my dear brethren. Determine few things at a time, and those with the deepest deliberation. You know, we are blind children; and if it is our Father who leads us by the hand, He leads gently. We all remember you, and much desire to be remembered by you all. Let my dear brother Ingham and you pray very much for Your affectionate brother.

32 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hutton Date: OXON, December 1, 1738. The case of the monitors See letters of Nov. 26 and 27. is past; so let it rest. Only I cannot approve of that circumstance, which you may probably think the most necessary of all the forbidding the person reproved to answer. First, because I doubt it may be a snare to many weak consciences, who may think (as I do in several cases) that it is their duty to answer. Secondly, because it naturally tends to beget or increase, even in the strong, that Mystical silence which is the very bane of brotherly love. For my own part, I never should be willing to reprove any one without hearing him answer for himself. Nor do I find any scripture that forbids it, either directly or by clear inferences though it may have ill effects. The impatience of hearing it seems to be a very unchristian temper. Indeed, my brother, you have no need to multiply forms of any kind. The standing up at speaking is a ceremony used neither at Herrnhut nor among any of the Brethren elsewhere. At meal-times especially it appears quite contrary to common sense, and is surely likely to be attended with more ill consequences than it is supposed proper to remove.

32 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
Are we members of the Church of England First, then, let us observe her laws, and then the by-laws of our own Society. First, secure the observance of the Friday fast. Then I will fast with you, if you please, every day in the week. Only let us except Sundays and the solemn festivals, to fast on which is contrary (to say no more) to laws of our own Church. Thanks be to God in Christ, I have no more anger than joy. But we are all young men, though I hope few of you are so young in spiritual, experimental knowledge as Your poor brother. Could not you purchase for me half a dozen Bath-metal tea-spoons

04 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hervey Date: LONDON, March 20, 1739. You say you cannot reconcile some parts of my behavior with the character I have long supported. No, nor ever will. Therefore I have disclaimed that character on every possible occasion. I told all in our ship, all at Savannah, all at Frederica, and that over and over, in express terms, 'I am not a Christian; I only follow after, if haply I may attain it.' When they urged my works and self-denial, I answered short, 'Though I give all my goods to feed the poor, and my body to be burned, I am nothing: for I have not charity; I do not love God with all my heart.' If they added, 'Nay, but you could not preach as you do, if you was not a Christian,' I again confronted them with St. Paul: 'Though I speak with the tongue of men and angels, and have not charity, I am nothing.' Most earnestly, therefore, both in public and private, did I inculcate this: 'Be not ye shaken, however I may fall; for the foundation standeth sure.' If you ask on what principle, then, I acted, it was this: A desire to be a Christian; and a conviction that, whatever I judge conducive thereto, that I am bound to do; wherever I judge I can best answer this end, thither it is my duty to go. On this principle I set out for America, on this I visited the Moravian Church, and on the same am I ready now (God being my helper) to go to Abyssinia or China, or whithersoever it shall please God by this conviction to call me. As to your advice that I should settle in college, I have no business there, having now no office and no pupils. And whether the other branch of your proposal be expedient for me, viz. 'To accept of a cure of souls,' it will be time enough to consider when one is offered to me.

04 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
But in the meantime you think I ought to be still; because otherwise I should invade another's office if I interfered with other people's business and intermeddled with souls that did not belong to me. You accordingly ask, 'How is it that I assemble Christians, who are none of my charge, to sing psalms and pray and hear the Scriptures expounded' and think it hard to justify doing this in other men's parishes, upon catholic principles. Permit me to speak plainly. If by catholic principles you mean any other than scriptural, they weigh nothing with me. I allow no other rule, whether of faith or practice, than the Holy Scriptures; but on scriptural principles I do not think it hard to justify whatever I do. God in Scripture commands me, according to my power, to instruct the ignorant, reform the wicked, confirm the virtuous. Man forbids me to do this in another's parish: that is, in effect, to do it at all; seeing I have now no parish of my own, nor probably ever shall. Whom, then, shall I hear, God or man 'If it be just to obey man rather than God, judge you. A dispensation of the gospel is committed to me; and woe is me if I preach not the gospel.' But where shall I preach it, upon the principles you mention Why, not in Europe, Asia, Africa, or America; not in any of the Christian parts, at least, of the habitable earth: for all these are, after a sort, divided into parishes. If it be said, 'Go back, then, to the heathens from whence you came,' nay, but neither could I now (on your principles) preach to them; for all the heathens in Georgia belong to the parish either of Savannah or Frederica.

04 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
Suffer me now to tell you my principles in this matter. I look upon all the world as my parish; thus far I mean, that in whatever part of it I am I judge it meet, right, and my bounden duty to declare, unto all that are willing to hear, the glad tidings of salvation. This is the work which I know God has called me to; and sure I am that His blessing attends it. Great encouragement have I, therefore, to be faithful in fulfilling the work He hath given me to do. His servant I am; and, as such, am employed according to the plain direction of His word ' as I have opportunity, doing good unto all men.' And His providence clearly concurs with His word, which has disengaged me from all things else that I might singly attend on this very thing, 'and go about doing good.'

06 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
In the morning I prayed to Him that 'saveth both man and beast,' and set out, though my horse was so tired he could scarce go a foot-pace. At Cane Calne. (twelve miles from Marlborough) I stopped. Many persons came into the room while I was at breakfast; one of whom I found to be a man of note in the place, who talked in so obscene and profane a manner as I never remember to have heard any one do no, not in the streets of London. Before I went I plainly set before him the things he had done. They all stood looking at one another, but answered nothing. At seven, by the blessing of God, I came hither. At eight our dear brother, Whitefield expounded in Weavers' Hall to about a thousand souls; on Sunday morning to six or seven thousand at the Bowling Green; at noon to much the same number at Hanham Mount; and at five to, I believe, thirty thousand from a little mount on Rose Green. At one to-day he left Bristol. I am straitened for time. Pray ye, my dear brethren, that some portion of his spirit may be given to Your poor, weak brother. We are all got safe to Bristol; praised be God for it! This line is in another handwriting.

08 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: BRISTOL, April 9, 1739. DEAR BROTHER CHARLES, Against next post I will consider your verses. The clergy here gladiatorio anirno ad nos affectant viarn. Terence's Phormio, v. vii. 71: 'Aim at us with gladiatorial intent.' But the people of all sorts receive the word gladly. Hitherto I have so full employment here that I think there can be no doubt whether I should return already or no. You will hear more from time to time, and judge accordingly. But, whenever it seems expedient I should return, a lot will put it out of doubt. The God of peace fill you with all peace and joy in believing! Adieu. I forgot, I must subscribe to the Kingswood Colliers' Schoolhouse. Journal, ii. 171n, 239n. Whitefield laid the first stone on April 2, and on July 10 the schoolhouse was ready for the roof. So I will take the money of Mr. Wilson.

10 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hutton Date: BRISTOL, April 9, 1739. What is the matter with our sisters My brother Charles complains of them.

11 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
Beginning at seven (an hour earlier than usual) at the Bowling Green (which is in the heart of the city) yesterday morning, there were not, I believe, above a thousand or twelve hundred persons present. And the day being very cold and stormy (beside that much rain had fallen in the night) many who designed it were hindered from going to Hanham Mount, which is at least four miles distant from the town. Between ten and eleven I began preaching the gospel there in a meadow on the top of the hill. Five or six hundred people from Bristol (of whom several were Quakers) were. there, and (I imagine) about a thousand of the colliers. I called to them in the words of Isaiah, 'Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money; come ye, buy, and eat; yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.' On Rose Green (which is a plain upon the top of an high hill) are several small hills, where the old coal-pits were. On the edge of one of these I stood in the afternoon, and cried in the name of my Master, ' If any man thirst, let him come unto Me. and drink. He that believeth on Me (as the Scripture hath said) out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.' About five thousand were present, many of 'whom received the word gladly, and all with deep attention. From thence we went to the Society in Baldwin Street, whose room containing but a small part of the company, we opened the doors and windows, by which means all that was spoken of the true Christian life described in the end of the and chapter of the Acts was heard clearly by those in the next room, and on the leads, and in the court below, and in the opposite house and the passage under it. Several of the soldiers and of the rich were there; and verily the power of the Lord was present to heal them. My dear brethren, who among you writes first to strengthen our hands in God Where is our brother Bray and Fish, and whosoever else finds his heart moved to send unto us the word of exhortation You should no more be wanting in your instructions to than your prayers for

13 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
Wednesday, 18th, about two thousand five hundred were present at Baptist Mills. At six the female bands met and admitted Lucretia Smith (late a Quaker, who was baptized the day before), Rebecca Morgan (deeply mourning), Elis,. Holder, Hannah Cornish, Jane Worlock, and Mary Cutler. Lucretia Smith was by lot chose leader. At seven, all the female bands being met together, Rebecca Morgan received the promise of the Father. At eight the men met and received into fellowship with them Richard Hereford (leader), William Farnell, Jo. Goslin, Jos. Ellis, Capel Gilas, Thomas Oldfield, and John Purdy. Likewise William Lewis was by lot added to the first, Kenelm Chandler to the second, and James Robins to the third band. Then the married band was filled up as follows: John Brooks (a soldier), leader; Jo. Williams, Thomas Arnot (a soldier), William Davis, Anthony Williams, and Thomas Robins. But Thomas Robins has since declined meeting. Two boys were also admitted: Thomas Davis, aged fourteen, and Deschamps Panou, aged ten; both of whom 'have found the Savior in their hearts.' Thursday, 19th, Mr. Griffith Jones called in his return to Wales, and went with us to Castle Street Society, where two were deeply convinced of sin. At seven several in Nicholas Street received much comfort. On Good Friday, at five in the evening, Mr. Wathen's mistress received remission of sins; as at seven did Samuel Goodson and Anne Holton, who had long been in heaviness. On Easter Eve the rain obliged me to preach in the Poorhouse (not at the door, as usual). While we were afterwards in prayer at Weavers' Hall, a young man was seized with a violent trembling, and in a few minutes sunk down on the ground. We prayed on, and he was soon raised up again. On Easter Day was a thorough rain, so that we could not stand in the Bowling Green nor in the open air at Hanham Mount. All I could do was to preach at Newgate at eight in the morning and two in the afternoon, and to as many as the house would hold at Hanham at eleven in the forenoon. In the afternoon we likewise gathered at an house near Rose Green as many of the neighbors as we could together, after which we had a large company at Nicholas Street, where many were wounded and many comforted.

13 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
Every day this week I have been out of town, which prevented my writing sooner. Pray ye much that, after I have preached to others, I may not myself be a castaway. I am, my dear brethren, Your ever affectionate brother.

15 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
I did not mention that one John Haydon, a weaver, was quite enraged at what had occurred in Baldwin Street, and had labored above measure to convince all his acquaintance that it was all a delusion of the devil. We were now going home, when one met us and informed us that John Haydon was fallen raving mad. It seems he had sat down with an intention to dine, but had a mind first to end the sermon on Salvation by Faith. At the last page he suddenly changed color, fell off his chair, and began screaming terribly and beating himself against the ground. I came to him between one and two, and found him on the ground, the room being full of people, whom his wife would have kept away; but he cried out, 'No; let them all come; let all the world see the just judgment of God.' Two or three were holding him as well as they could. He immediately fixed his eyes upon me, and, stretching out his arm, said, 'Aye, this is he I said was a deceiver of the people. But God has overtaken me. I said it was a delusion; but this is no delusion.' Then he roared aloud, 'O thou devil! thou cursed devil! yea, thou legion of devils! thou canst not stay in me. Christ will cast thee out. I know His work is begun. Tear me to pieces, if thou wilt; but thou canst not hurt me.' He then beat himself again against the ground, and with violent sweats and heavings of the breast strained as it were to vomit (which, with many other symptoms I have since observed in others at or near the time of their deliverance, much inclines me to think the evil spirit actually dwells in every one till he receives the Holy Ghost). After we had been praying about half an hour, he was set at liberty.

20 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
On Holy Thursday many of us went to King's Weston Hill, four or five miles from Bristol. As we were sitting on the grass two gentlemen went by; and by way of jest sent up many persons to us from the neighboring villages, to whom therefore I took occasion to speak on those words, 'Thou hast ascended up on high, Thou hast led captivity captive, c.' In the evening, our landlady in Baldwin Street not permitting us to meet there any more, we had our second Society at Weavers' Hall; where I preached the next morning also. In the afternoon I was at a new brickyard, where were twelve or fifteen hundred. The rain was so violent on Saturday that our congregation in the Bowling Green consisted of only nine hundred or a thousand. But in the morning we had about seven thousand, to whom I described (in concluding the subject) a truly charitable man. At Hanham were about three thousand, to whom I explained those words, 'That every mouth may be stopped, and all the world become guilty before God.' The same I again insisted on at Rose Green, to (I believe) eight or nine thousand. We could not meet in the evening at Nicholas Street; but we made shift to do so in the shell of our schoolroom, without and within which (I suppose) about two thousand or two thousand five hundred were present. In the Horsefair. See letter of May 14. We had a glorious beginning; the scripture that came in turn to be read was, 'Marvel not if the world hate you.' We sung, 'Arm of the Lord, awake, awake.' In J. and C. Wesley's Hymns and Sacred Poems (1739). And God, even our own God, gave us His blessing. Farewell in the Lord, my dear brethren; and love one another!

23 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hutton Date: July 2, 1739. It is incredible what advantage Satan had gained here by my absence of only eight days. Disputes had crept in, and the love of many was waxed cold; so that all our Society was falling in pieces. I preached on Wednesday at Newgate at eleven and at four at Baptist Mills on those words, 'Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat.' At seven I met the women bands at Eliz. Davis's house (Mrs. Grevil having forbidden them hers). I found disputes had hurt them also, so that many were resolved to quit the Society. Finding it necessary to speak to them apart, I fixed times to meet each band singly; which I did on the days of the following week, and all of them were (I hope) established in the faith. At eight I met our brethren in Baldwin Street, where, instead of disputing, we prayed together; the Spirit of the Holy One was with us. All divisions were healed; all misunderstandings vanished away; and we all felt our hearts drawn together and sweetly united in the bowels of Jesus Christ.

24 To Dr Stebbing

John Wesley · None · letter
3. They perish for want of knowing that we as well as the heathens 'are alienated from the life of God'; that 'every one of us,' by the corruption of our inmost nature, 'is very far gone from original righteousness' so far, that 'every person born into the world deserveth God's wrath and damnation'; that we have by nature no power either to help ourselves or even to call upon God to help us, all our tempers and works in our natural state being only evil continually. So that our coming to Christ as well as theirs must infer a great and mighty change. It must infer not only an outward change, from stealing, lying, and all corrupt communication, but a thorough change of heart, an inward renewal in the spirit of our mind. Accordingly 'the old man' implies infinitely more than outward evil conversation, even 'an evil heart of unbelief,' corrupted by pride and a thousand deceitful lusts. Of consequence the 'new man' must imply infinitely more than outward good conversation, even 'a good heart, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness' an heart full of that faith which, working by love, produces all holiness of conversation. 4. The change from the former of these states to the latter is what I call The New Birth. But you say I am not content with this plain and easy notion of it, but fill myself and others with fantastical conceits about it. Alas, sir, how can you prove this And if you cannot prove it, what amends can you make, either to God or to me or to the world, for publicly asserting a gross falsehood

28 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BRISTOL, August 23, 1739. DEAR SIR, I have not had half an hour's leisure to write since I received yours of the 14th instant, in which the note for 15 11s. was enclosed. The Captain's Captain James Whitefield, master of a ship, brother of George Whitefield, died suddenly in Feb. 1766 at the Countess of Huntingdon's house in Bath. journey to London, as he owns it was the happiest, so I believe it was the most useful one he ever had. His resolution was a little shaken here; but he now appears more settled than before. Satan hath indeed desired to have us, that he may sift us as wheat. But our Lord hath prayed for us; so that the faith of few has failed. Far the greater part of those who have been tempted has come as gold out of the fire. It seems to me a plain proof that the power of God is greatly with this people, because they are tempted in a manner scarce common to men. No sooner do any of them begin to taste of true liberty, but they are buffeted both within and without. The messengers of Satan close them in on every side. Many are already turned out of doors by their parents or masters; many more expect it every day. But they count all these things dung and dross, that they may win Christ. O let us, if His name be called upon us, be thus minded ! I am, dear sir, Your affectionate friend and servant in Christ.

31 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
Again silence ensued; after which the Moderator asked, 'Shall these men be excommunicated or only deposed' Answer was made, 'The question is not right. Let it be asked, "Shall they be deposed or not"' This was accordingly done, and it was carried by five votes 'that they should not be deposed.' Having received help from God, they continue to this day; declaring to all that their congregation is the Kirk of Scotland; that they (the ministers, now ten in all) are the proper Presbytery, and there is no other; those commonly so called having made shipwreck both of the faith and discipline once delivered to the saints. Friday, September 14, I expounded again at Islington; but the house being too small for the company, I stood in the garden and showed them how vainly they trusted in baptism for salvation unless they were holy of heart, without which their circumcision was actually become uncircumcision. Afterwards I went to Fetter Lane, where I brought down the high looks of the proud by an exposition of those words, 'All things are lawful for me, but all things edify not.' Saturday, September 15, I expounded those words on which the book opened at Lady Hume's: 'The cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires of other things, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful.' At Fetter Lane I was directed to those words, 'I will pray the Father, and He shall give you another Comforter, that He may abide with you for ever.' Many were cut to the heart, both here and at Mr. Exall's, where I enforced those words of our Lord, 'Except ye be born again, ye cannot see the kingdom of God.' Sunday, the 16th, I preached at Moorfields to about ten thousand, and at Kennington Common to between twenty and thirty thousand, on those words, 'We desire to hear of thee what thou thinkest: for as concerning this sect, we know it is everywhere spoken against.' At both places I described in very plain terms the diffrence between true old Christianity, commonly called by the new name of Methodism, and the Christianity now generally taught.

01 To James Huton

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Huton Date: BRISTOL, March 21, 1740. After my hearing of what Brother Tltschig Wesley knew John Tltschig intimately in Savannah, and consulted him as to Miss Hopkey. He went with him to Herrnhut. See Journal, i. 478-9n. said, I had no time to see him before I left London. Therefore I writ it as soon as I thought of it; so that may pass. What you say in your last concerning justification I have no exception to. But what plots you speak of I don't understand. When we can no longer speak freely to one another, I verily think we should not speak at all. But I hope that time will never come.

01 To James Huton

John Wesley · None · letter
As to Nowers, I doubt not but, if he is wrong, our Savior will show it to him. But I find no sign of it yet. I see all his behavior, and hear almost all his words; for we are seldom apart, sleeping or waking. And I am apt to think every day will give me fresh occasion to stand amazed at the goodness of God in permitting first G. Whitefield and then the Moravians to reject him, and at length giving him to me. He was the man I wanted. I have not yet personally known any other who had so much gentleness and longsuffering toward them that are out of the way, and so impartial a love to all men. Nay (what you will be least ready to believe), I have not had full proof of any one who appeared to have more of the discernment of spirits, and that sometimes without a word being spoken. One instance of it I saw on Wednesday. Many persons were present with whom he had not talked at all. For one of these he prayed, without her asking him, as full of unbelief. I knew she was before full of faith (according to the first gift), and therefore thought him quite wrong. But soon after she declared her state before us all, and I acknowledged (in my heart) by what spirit he spake.

03 To Philip Henry Molther

John Wesley · None · letter
To Philip Henry Molther BISTOL, April 12, 1740. DEAR BROTHER MOLTHER, Our brother Nowers never laid Sutor's behavior to the charge of the Brethren. He is well satisfied with what you say about it, and desires his love may be remembered to them all. It is my great desire that there may be nothing but love between them and you and Your affectionate brother.

04 To Howell Harris

John Wesley · None · letter
To Howell Harris Date: LONDON, July 29, 1740. MY DEAR BROTHER, - Is the devil a fool Or has he forgot his old maxim, 'Divide and conquer' Beware you forget not the royal law, 'Love thinketh no evil.' I have no time myself now, so I have desired our brother Purdy John Purdy was Wesley's companion when he went to begin his field-preaching in Bristol. Wesley lightened his labor by thus using his friend's help. See letters of Dec. 6, 1739, and Feb. 1, 1784. to transcribe a paragraph or two of my Journal for you. 'In the evening (after I had explained, "We wrestle not with flesh and blood, c.") Mr. Acourt complained that Mr. Nowers had hindered his going into our Society. Mr. Nowers answered, "It was by Mr. C. Wesley's order." "What," said Mr. Acourt, "do you refuse admitting a person into your Society only because he differs from you in opinion" I answered, "No; but what opinion do you mean" He said, "That of Election. I hold a certain number is elected from eternity. And these must and shall be saved. And the rest of mankind must and shall be damned. And many of your Society hold the same." I replied, "I never asked whether they hold it or no. Only let them not trouble others by disputing about it." He said, "Nay, but I will dispute about it." "What, wherever you come" "Yes, wherever I come." "Why, then, would you come among us, who you know are of another mind" "Because you are all wrong, and I am resolved to set you all right." "I fear your coming with this view would neither profit you nor us." He concluded, "Then I will go and tell all the world that you and your brother are false prophets. And I tell you, in one fortnight you will all be in confusion."' From Journal, ii. 353. I say, So be it, if we do not preach the truth as it is in Jesus. You see, my brother, that the reason why Mr. Acourt was not admitted into our Society was not holding Election separate from Reprobation, but openly declaring his fixed purpose to introduce and carry on the dispute concerning Reprobation wherever he came. I am, my dear brother, Ever yours.

05 To The Church At Herrnhut

John Wesley · None · letter
4. I have heard some of you affirm, on the other hand: (1) That it does imply liberty from the commandments of God, so that one who is saved through faith is not obliged or bound to obey them, does not do anything as a commandment or as a duty. (To support which they have affirmed that there is In the answer to this letter, which I received some weeks after, this is explained as follows: 'All things which are a commandment to the natural man are a promise to all that have been justified. The thing itself is not lost, but the notion which people are wont to have of commandments, duties, c.' I reply: 1. If this be all you mean, why do you not say so explicitly to all men 2. Whether this be all, let any reasonable man judge, when he has read what is here subjoined. no command in the New Testament but to believe; that there is no duty required therein but that of believing; and that to a believer there is no commandment at all.) (2) That it does imply liberty to conform to the world, The Brethren answer to this, 'We believe it much better to discourse out of the newspapers than to chatter about holy things to no purpose.' Perhaps so. But what is this to the point I believe both the one and the other to be useless, and therefore an abomination to the Lord. This objection, then, stands in full force, the fact alleged being rather defended than denied. The joining in worldly diversions in order to do good (another charge which cannot be denied), I think, would admit of the same defense viz. 'that there are other things as bad.' by talking on useless if not trifling subjects; by joining in worldly diversions in order to do good; by putting on of gold and costly apparel, 'We wear,' say the Brethren, neither gold nor silver.' You forget. I have seen it with my eyes. 'But we judge nobody that does.' How! Then you must judge both St. Peter and Paul false witnesses before God.

05 To The Church At Herrnhut

John Wesley · None · letter
Peter and Paul false witnesses before God. 'And because those professions that minister thereto' (to sin, to what God has flatly forbidden) 'relate to trade, and trade is a thing relating to the magistrate, we therefore let all these things alone, entirely suspending our judgment concerning them.' What miserable work is here! Because trade relates to the magistrate, am I not to consider whether my trade be innocent or sinful Then the keeper of a Venetian brothel is clear. The magistrate shall answer for him to God! or by continuing in those professions the gain of which depends on ministering hereto. (3) That it does imply liberty to avoid persecution, by This fact also you grant, and defend thus: 'The power of reproving relates either to outward things or to the heart. Nobody has any right to the former but the magistrate.' (Alas! alas I what casuistry is this!)' And if one will speak to the heart, he must be first sure that the Savior has already got hold of it.' What, then, must become of all other men Oh how pleasing is all this to flesh and blood! not reproving even those who sin in your sight; by not letting your light shine before those men who love darkness rather than light; by not using plainness of speech, and a frank, open carriage to all men nay, by a close, ark, reserved conversation and behavior, especially toward strangers. And in many of you I have more than once found (what you called being wise as serpents) much subtlety, much evasion and disguise, much guile and dissimulation. You appeared to be what you were not, or not to be what you were. You so studied 'to become all things to all men,' as to take the color and shape of any that were near you. So that your practice was indeed no proof of your judgment, but only an indication of your design nulli laedere os, Terence's Adelphi, v. iv. 10: 'To insult no one to his face.' and of your conformity to that (not scriptural) maxim, Sinere roun-durn vadere ut vult : ham vult vadere. 'To let the world go as it will: for it will go.'

05 To The Church At Herrnhut

John Wesley · None · letter
11. Fourthly, with regard to your Church, 'A religion,' you say, 'and a Church are not all one: a religion is an assembly wherein the Holy Scriptures are taught after a prescribed rule.' This is too narrow a definition. For there are many Pagan (as well as a Mahometan) religions. Rather, a religion is a method of worshipping God, whether in a right or a wrong manner. 'The Lord has such a peculiar hand in the several constitutions of religion that one ought to respect every one of them.' I cannot possibly: I cannot respect either the Jewish (as it is now) or the Romish religion. You add: 'A Church (I will not examine whether there are any in this present age, or whether there is no other beside ours) is a congregation of sinners who have obtained forgiveness of sins. That such a congregation should be in an error cannot easily happen.' I find no reason, therefore, to retract anything which is advanced on this or any of the following heads. you greatly, yea above measure, exalt yourselves and despise others. I have scarce heard one Moravian brother in my life own his Church to be wrong in anything. I have scarce heard any of you (I think not one in England) own himself to be wrong in anything. Many of you I have heard speak of your Church as if it were infallible, or so led by the Spirit that it was not possible for it to err in anything. Some of you have set it up (as indeed you ought to do, if it be infallible) as the judge of all the earth, of all persons (as well as doctrines) therein; and you have accordingly passed sentence upon them at once, by their agreement or disagreement with your Church. Some of you have said that there is no true Church on earth but yours; yea, that there are no true Christians out of it. And your own members you require to have implicit faith in her decisions, and to pay implicit obedience to her directions.

01 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
I am not clear that Brother Maxfield Thomas Maxfield had been converted at Bristol in 1739 (see letter of May 28 of that year). Hecame to London with Wesley on March 25, 1741, and was busy there for the next few months. should not expound at Greyhound Lane; nor can I as yet do without him. Our clergymen have miscarried full as much as the laymen; and that the Moravians are other than laymen I know not. As yet I dare in no wise join with the Moravians: (1) Because their general scheme is Mystical, not scriptural, refined in every point above what is written, immeasurably beyond the plain doctrines of the gospel. (2) Because there is darkness and closeness in all their behavior, and guile in almost all their words. (3) Because they not only do not practice, but utterly despise and decry, self-denial and the daily cross. (4) Because they, upon principle, conform to the world in wearing gold and gay or costly apparel. (5) Because they extend Christian liberty, in this and many other respects, beyond what is warranted by Holy Writ. (6) Because they are by no means zealous of good works; or, at least, only to their own people. And (lastly) because they make inward religion swallow up outward in general. For these reasons chiefly I will rather, God being my helper, stand quite alone than join with them I mean, till I have full assurance that they will spread none of these errors among the little flock committed to my charge.

03 To George Whitefield

John Wesley · None · letter
Hitherto, then, there is no ground for the heavy charge of 'perverting your design for the poor colliers.' Two years since, your design was to build them a school, that their children also might be taught to fear the Lord. To this end you collected some money more than once; how much I cannot say, till I have my papers. But this I know, it was not near one half of what has been expended on the work. This design you then recommended to me, and I pursued it with all my might, through such a train of difficulties as (I will be bold to say) you have not yet met with in your life. For many months I collected money wherever I was: in Kingswood for that house only; in Bristol for the schoolhouse to be built there; in other places generally for Bath. In June 1739, being able to procure none any other way, I bought a little piece of ground and began building thereon, though I had not then a quarter of the money requisite to finish. However, taking all the debt upon myself, the creditors were willing to stay: and then it was that I took possession of it in my own name viz. when the foundation was laid; and from that time to this only I immediately made my will, fixing my brother and you to succeed me therein. Now, my brother, I will answer your main question. I think you can claim no right to that building, either in equity or law, before my demise. And every honest lawyer will tell you the same. But if you repent of your collecting the money towards it I will repay it as speedily as I can; although I now owe more than two hundred pounds on account of Kingswood School only.

03 To George Whitefield

John Wesley · None · letter
But it is a poor case that you and I must be talking thus. Indeed, these things ought not so to be. It lay in your power to have prevented all, and yet to have borne testimony to what you call the truth. If you had disliked my sermon, you might have printed another on the same text, and have answered my proofs, without mentioning my name: this had been fair and friendly. Whereas to proceed as you have done is so far from friendship that it is not moral honesty. Moral honesty does not allow of a treacherous wound or of the bewraying of secrets. I will refer the point even to the judgment of Jews, Turk, Infidel, or heretic. Indeed, among the latter (i.e. heretics) you publicly place me; for you rank all the maintainers of universal redemption with Socinians themselves. Alas! my brother, do you not know even this, that the Socinians allow no redemption at all; that Socinus himself speaks thus Tota redemptionis nosfrae per Christurn metaphora 'The whole of our redemption by Christ is a metaphor.' See letters of June 19, 1731, and Sept. 24, 1753. and says expressly, Christ did not die as a ransom for any, but only as an example for all mankind How easy were it for me to hit many other palpable blots in that which you call an answer to my sermon! And how above measure contemptible would you then appear to all impartial men, either of sense or learning! But I spare you; mine hand shall not be upon you. The Lord be judge between me and thee! Alas, my brother, in what manner are you proceeding now, in what manner have you been proceeding even since you unwisely put that weapon into the enemies' hand Why, you have been continually gathering up all the improper expressions of those who were supposed to be (in some sense) perfect, and then retailing them in your public preaching to the scoffers of the world! Now, you well know that this was just the same thing (in effect), and made the same impression on your hearers, as if under every one of those pictures you wrote, 'John Wesley.' Was this fair or upright dealing A Spaniard would have behaved more tenderly to his English prisoners.

03 To George Whitefield

John Wesley · None · letter
Put the case now that I should make reprisals, that I should deal with you as you have done with me, that I should publicly repeat all the wrong expressions Which I have heard from Predestinarians, what would follow Why, all that heard me would run from a Predestinarian as they would from a mad dog. But you are very safe; I cannot meet you here. This field you have all to yourself. I cannot dwell on those things, which have an immediate tendency to make you odious and contemptible. The general tenor both of my public and private exhortations, when I touch thereon at all (as even my enemies know if they would testify), is, 'Spare the young man, even Absalom, for my sake.'

05 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: BRISTOL, November 7, 1741. Source: The Letters of John Wesley (1741)

05 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
I continued in a moderate sweat till near midnight, and then slept pretty well till morning. On Tuesday, November 3, about noon, I was removed to Mr. Hooper's. Here I enjoyed a blessed calm for several hours, the fit not returning till six in the evening; and then in such a manner as I never heard or read of. I had a quick pulse, attended with violent heat; but no pain, either in my head, or back, or limbs; no sickness, no stitch, no thirst. Surely God is a present help in time of trouble. And He does 'make all' my 'bed in' my 'sickness.' Many of our brethren agreed to seek God to-day by fasting and prayer. About twelve my fever began to rage. At two I dozed a little, and suddenly awaked in such a disorder (only more violent) as that on Monday. The silver cord appeared to be just then loosing, and the wheel breaking at the cistern. The blood whirled to and fro, as if it would immediately force its way through all its vessels, especially in the breast, and excessive burning heat parched up my whole body, both within and without. About three, in a moment the commotion ceased, the heat was over, and the pain gone. Soon after, it made another attack, but not near so violent as the former. This lasted till half-past four, and then vanished away at once. I grew better and better till nine; then I fell asleep, and scarce awaked at all till morning. The noisy joy of the people in the streets Guy Fawkes Day. did not agree with me very well; though I am afraid it disordered their poor souls much more than it did my body. About five in the evening my cough returned, and, soon after, the heat and other symptoms; but with this remarkable circumstance, that for fourteen or fifteen hours following I had more or less sleep in every hour. This was one cause why I was never light-headed at all, but had the use of my understanding from the first hour of my illness to the last, as fully as when in perfect health.

05 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
I supposed the fit was now over, it being about five in the afternoon, and began to compose myself for sleep; when I felt first a chill, and then a burning all over, attended with such an universal faintness, and weariness, and utter loss of strength, as if the whole frame of nature had been dissolved. Just then my nurse, I know not why, took me out of bed and placed me in a chair. Presently a purging began, which I believe saved my life. I grew easier from that hour, and had such a night's rest as I have not had before since it pleased God to lay His hand upon me.

03 To Captain Robert Williams

John Wesley · None · letter
You assert, farther, that I was bailed by two freeholders of Savannah for my appearance at the then next Sessions. Here I charge you with a second gross, willful falsehood. You know I never was bailed at all. If I was, name the men (Henry Lloyd is ready to confront you) or produce an attested copy of the Record of Court. You assert, thirdly, that a little before the Sessions came on (viz. the next Sessions after the Bills were found) I deserted my bail. Here is another gross, willful, palpable untruth. For (1) no bail was ever given; (2) I appeared at seven Sessions successively after those Bills were found viz. on Thursday, Sept. 1, or Friday, Sept. 2; at three other Sessions held in September and October; on Thursday, Nov. 22 3; and lastly, on Thursday, Nov. 22 24. Your smaller falsehoods as that I quitted the colony about the middle of the night, that from Purrysburg to Charlestown is about two hundred miles (you should have said about ninety), that I walked on foot from thence to Charlestown I pass over as not material. You, lastly, assert that the Justices threatened to prosecute and imprison my bail for such my desertion, who were in the utmost confusion concerning the same; but by the interposition of this deponent and several others on behalf of the said bail, and to prevent destruction to their several families, the Justices respited their recognizances during pleasure. This is altogether fit to crown the whole. Now, sir, as you know in your own soul that every word of this is pure invention, without one grain of truth from the beginning to the end, what amends can you ever make, either to God, or to me, or to the world Into what a dreadful dilemma have you here brought yourself! You must openly retract an open slander, or you must wade through thick and thin to support it; till that God, to whom I appeal, shall maintain His own cause and sweep you away from the earth. I am, sir, Your friend.

03 To Westley Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
DEAR BROTHER. - 'Tis well if you have not tasted of the gall of bitterness. Take heed that you be not led captive in the bonds of uncharitableness! To profess as you did your generous persuasions of my sincerity, c., even till now, if you had ever found such witnesses as you pretend of guile and dissimulation, was such a stretch of inconsistency (not to say insincerity) as one should not have suspected had not you yourself declared it! It might perhaps have given some appearance of strength and terror to your weak words, if you had added but the names of such formidable accusers I Pray let me know them, that I may publish them with this if need be to all the world, that so, all deceit and guile being thus discovered, you may find yourself undeceived at last, and own as publicly, yourself aright, nor yet that you have neither known Your affectionate Brother.

01 To King George Ii

John Wesley · None · letter
To King George II Date: March 5, 1744. To THE KING'S MOST EXCELLENT MAJESTY. The humble Address of the Societies in England and Wales, in derision called Methodists. MOST GRACIOUS SOVEREIGN, So inconsiderable as we are, 'a people scattered and peeled, and trodden under-foot, from the beginning hitherto,' we should in no wise have presumed even on this great occasion to open our lips to your Majesty, had we not been induced, indeed constrained, so to do by two considerations: the one, that, in spite of all our remonstrances on that head, we are continually represented as a peculiar sect of men, separating ourselves from the Established Church; the other, that we are still traduced as inclined to Popery, and consequently disaffected to your Majesty. Upon these considerations we think it incumbent upon us, if we must stand as a distinct body from our brethren, to tender for ourselves our most dutiful regards to your sacred Majesty; and to declare, in the presence of Him we serve, the King of kings and Lord of lords, that we are a part (however mean) of that Protestant Church established in these kingdoms; that we unite together for this and no other end to promote, so far as we may be capable, justice, mercy, and truth, the glory of God, and peace and goodwill among men; that we detest and abhor the fundamental doctrines of the Church of Rome, and are steadily attached to your Majesty's royal person and illustrious house. We cannot, indeed, say or do either more or less than we apprehend consistent with the written Word of God; but we are ready to obey your Majesty to the uttermost in all things which we conceive to be agreeable thereto. And we earnestly exhort all with whom we converse, as they fear God, to honor the King. We of the clergy in particular put all men in mind to revere the higher powers as of God; and continually declare, 'Ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath, but also for conscience' sake.'

01 To King George Ii

John Wesley · None · letter
Silver and gold (most of us must own) we have none; but such as we have we humbly beg your Majesty to accept together with our hearts and prayers. May He who hath bought us with His blood, the Prince of all the kings of the earth, fight against all the enemies of your Majesty with the two-edged sword that cometh out of His mouth! And when He calleth your Majesty from this throne, full of years and victories, may it be with that voice, 'Come, receive the kingdom prepared for thee from the beginning of the world!' These are the continual prayers of your Majesty's dutiful and loyal subjects, JOHN WESLEY, c.

04 To The Moravian Church

John Wesley · None · letter
6. I praise God that He hath delivered, and yet doth deliver, you from those outward sins that overspread the face of the earth. No cursing, no light or false swearing, no profaning the name of God, is heard among you. No robbery or theft, no gluttony or drunkenness, no whoredom or adultery, no quarrelling or brawling (those scandals of the Christian name), are found within your gates. No diversions but such as become saints, as may be used in the name of the Lord Jesus. You regard not outward adorning, but rather desire the ornament of a serious, meek, and quiet spirit. You are not slothful in business, but labor to eat your own bread; and wisely manage 'the mammon of unrighteousness,' that ye may have to give to others also, to feed the hungry, and cover the naked with a garment. 7. I love and esteem you for your excellent discipline, scarce inferior to that of the apostolic age; for your due subordination of officers, every one knowing and keeping his proper rank; for your exact division of the people under your charge, so that each may be fed with food convenient for them; for your care that all who are employed in the service of the Church should frequently and freely confer together; and, in consequence thereof, your exact and seasonable knowledge of the state of every member, and your ready distribution either of spiritual or temporal relief, as every man hath need. 8. Perhaps, then, some of you will say, 'If you allow all this, what more can you desire' The following extract The Fourth Part of the Journal (Nov. 1, 1739-Sept. 3, 1741). will answer you at large, wherein I have first given a naked relation (among other things) of many facts and conversations that passed between us in the same order of time as they occurred; and then summed up what I cannot approve of yet, that it may be tried by the Word of God.

07 To The Countess Of Huntingdon

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Countess of Huntingdon Date: OXFORD, August 1744. MADAM, It has been a common remark for many years that poetry, which might answer the noblest purposes, has been prostituted to the vilest, even to confound the distinctions between virtue and vice, good and evil; and that to such a degree that, among the numerous poems now extant in our language, there is an exceeding small proportion which does not more or less fall under this heavy censure. So that a great difficulty lies on those who are not willing, on the one hand, to be deprived of an elegant amusement; nor, on the other, to purchase it at the hazard of innocence or virtue. Hence it is that many have placed a chaste collection of English poems among the chief desiderata of this age. Your mentioning this a year or two ago, and expressing a desire to see such a collection, determined me not to delay the design I had long had of attempting something in this kind. I therefore revised all the English poems I knew, and selected what appeared most valuable in them. Only Spenser's Works I was constrained to omit, because scarce intelligible to the generality of modern readers. I shall rejoice if the want of which you complained be in some measure supplied by the following collection; of which this at least may be affirmed, there is nothing therein contrary to virtue, nothing that can any way offend the chastest ear, or give pain to the tenderest heart. And perhaps whatever is really essential to the most sublime divinity, as well as the purest and most refined morality, will be found therein. Nor is it a small circumstance that the most just and important sentiments are here represented with the utmost advantage, with all the ornaments both of wit and language, and in the clearest, fullest strongest light.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
2. I have frequently observed that I wholly disapprove of a these positions: 'That there are no degrees in faith; that in order to attain faith we must abstain from all the ordinances of God; that a believer does not grow in holiness; and that he is not obliged to keep the commandments of God.' But I must also observe, (1.) That you ought not to charge the Moravian Church with the first of these; since in the very page from which you quote those words, 'There is no justifying faith where there is ever any doubt,' that note occurs: 'In the preface to the Second Journal, the Moravian Church is cleared from this mistake.' See the letter of Aug. 8, 1740, for this and other points referred to. (2.) That with respect to the ordinances of God, their practice is better than their principle. They do use them themselves, I am a witness; and that with reverence and godly fear. Those expressions, however, of our own countrymen are utterly indefensible; as I think are Mr. Molther's also; who was quickly after recalled into Germany. The great fault of the Moravian Church seems to lie in not openly disclaiming all he had said; which in all probability they would have done, had they not leaned to the same opinion. I must, (3.) Observe that I never knew one of the Moravian Church, but that single person, affirm that a believer does not grow in holiness. And perhaps he would not affirm it on reflection. But I am still afraid their whole Church is tainted with Quietism, Universal Salvation, and Antinomianism: I speak, as I said elsewhere, of Antinomian opinions, abstracted from practice, good or bad. 3. But I should rejoice if there lay no other objection against them, than that of erroneous opinions. I know in some measure how to have compassion on the ignorant: I know the incredible force of prepossession. And God only knows, what ignorance or error (all things considered) is invincible; and what allowance his mercy will make, in such cases, to those who desire to be led into all truth. But how far what follows may be imputed to invincible ignorance or prepossession, I cannot tell.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
Many of 'you greatly, yea, above measure, exalt yourselves, (as a Church,) and despise others. I have scarce heard one Moravian brother own his Church to be wrong in anything. Many of you I have heard speak of it, as if it were infallible. Some of you have set it up as the judge of all the earth, of all persons as well as doctrines. Some of you have said, that there is no true Church but yours; yea, that there are no true Christians out of it. And your own members you require to have implicit faith in her decisions, and to pay implicit obedience to her directions.' (ii. 493-4.) I can in no degree justify these things. And yet neither can I look upon them in the same light that you do, as 'some of the very worst things which are objected to the Church of Rome.' (Remarks, p. 7.) They are exceeding great mistakes: Yet in as great mistakes have holy men both lived and died; Thomas Kempis, for instance, and Francis Sales. And yet I doubt not they are now in Abraham's bosom. 4. I am more concerned for their 'despising and decrying self-denial;' for their 'extending Christian liberty beyond all warrant of holy writ;' for their 'want of zeal for good works;' and, above all, for their supposing, that 'we may, on some accounts, use guile;' in consequence of which they do 'use guile or dissimulation in many cases.' 'Nay, in many of them I have found' (not in all, nor in most) 'much subtlety, much evasion and disguise; so "becoming all things to all men," as to take the color and shape of any that were near them.' (Journal, ii. 329-30, 448, 492, 496.) I can neither defend nor excuse those among the Moravians whom I have found guilty of this. But neither can I condemn all for the sake of some. Every man shall give an account of himself to God. But you say, 'Your protesting against some of their opinions is not sufficient to discharge you. Have you not prepared the way for these Moravians, by countenancing and commending them; and by still speaking of them as if they were in the main the best Christians in the world, and only deluded or mistaken in a few points' (Remarks, pp. 11, 12.)

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
I cannot speak of them otherwise than I think. And I still think (1) that God has some thousands in our own Church who have the faith and love which is among them, without those errors either of judgment or practice; (2) that, next to these, the body of the Moravian Church, however mistaken some of them are, are in the main, of all whom I have seen, the best Christians in the world. 5. Because I am continually charged with inconsistency herein, even by the Moravians themselves, it may be 'needful to give a short account of what has occurred between us from the beginning. 'My first acquaintance with the Moravian brethren began in my voyage to Georgia. Being then with many of them in the same ship, I narrowly observed their whole behavior. And I greatly approved of all I saw.' (The particulars are related in the First Journal. From Oct. 14, 1735, to Feb. 13, 1736. See Journal, i. 106-56; and also ii.495-7.) 'From February 14, 1735, to December 2, 1737, being with them (except when I went to Frederica or Carolina) twice or thrice every day, I loved and esteemed them more and more. Yet a few things I could not approve of. These I mentioned to them from time to time, and then commended the cause to God. 'In February following I met with Peter Bhler. My heart clave to him as soon as he spoke. And the more we conversed, so much the more did I esteem both him and the Moravian Church. So that I had no rest in my spirit till I executed the design which I had formed long before; till, after a short stay in Holland, I hastened forward, first to Marienborn, and then to Hernhut.' It may be observed, that I had before seen a few things in the Moravians which I could not approve of. In this journey I saw a few more, in the midst of many excellent things; in consequence whereof, "in September, 1738, soon after my return to England, I began the following letter to the Moravian Church. But being fearful of trusting my own judgment, I determined to wait yet a little longer, and so laid it by unfinished:

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'"MY DEAR BRETHREN, I CANNOT but rejoice in your steadfast faith, in your love to our blessed Redeemer, your deadness to the world, your meekness, temperance, chastity, and love of one another. I greatly approve of your conferences and bands The band society in London began May 1, some time before I set out for Germany (Wesley)., of your method of instructing children; and, in general, of your great care of the souls committed to your charge. '"But of some other things I stand in doubt, which I will mention in love and meekness. And I wish that, in order to remove those doubts, you would, on each of those heads, First,plainly answer whether the fact be as I suppose; and if so, Secondly, consider whether it be right. '"Is not the Count all in all among you '"Do you not magnify your own Church too much '"Do you not use guile and dissimulation in many cases '"Are you not of a close, dark, reserved temper and behavior' See letter in Sept. 1738 to the Moravians, where this is given in fuller form. 'It may easily be seen, that my objections then were nearly thesame as now.' Only with this difference, I was not then assuredthat the facts were as I supposed. 'Yet I cannot say my affectionwas lessened at all: (For I did not dare to determine anything:) Butfrom November 1, I could not but see more and more things whichI could not reconcile with the gospel.' 'These I have set down with all simplicity. Yet do I this, because Ilove them not God knoweth: Yea, and in part, I esteem them still;because I verily believe they have a sincere desire to serve God;because many of the a have tasted of his love, and some retain it insimplicity; because they love one another; because they have somuch of the truth of the gospel, and so far abstain from outwardsin. And lastly, because their discipline is, in most respects, so truly excellent; notwithstanding that visible blemish, the paying toomuch regard to their great patron and benefactor, CountZinzendorf.'

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
6. I believe, if you coolly consider this account, you will not find,either that it is inconsistent with itself, or that it lays you under anynecessity of speaking in the following manner: "What charms theremay be in a demure look and a sour behavior, I know not. Butsure they must be in your eye very extraordinary, as they can besufficient to cover such a multitude of errors and crimes, and keepup the same regard and affection for the authors and abettors of them. I doubt your regard for them was not lessened, till theybegan to interfere with what you thought your province. You wasinfluenced, not by a just resentment to see the honor of religionand virtue so injuriously and scandalously trampled upon, but bya fear of losing your own authority.' (Remarks, pp. 18-19.) I doubt, there is scarce one line of all these which is consistenteither with truth or love. But I will transcribe a few more, before Ianswer: 'How could you so long and so intimately converse with,so much commend, and give such countenance to, such desperately wicked people as the Moravians, according toyour own account, were known by you to be And you still speakof them, as if they were, in the main, the best Christians in theworld. In one place you say, 'A few things I could not approve of;'but in God's name, Sir, is the contempt of almost the whole of ourduty, of every Christian ordinance, to be so gently touched Candetestation in such a case be too strongly expressed Either theyare some of the vilest wretches in the world, or you are the falsestaccuser in the world. Christian charity has scarce an allowance tomake for them as you have described them. If you have done thistruly, they ought to be discouraged by all means that can beimagined.'

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
8. You go on: 'How could you so long and so intimately conversewith such desperately wicked people as the Moravians, accordingto your own account, were known by you to be' O Sir, whatanother assertion is this! 'The Moravians, according to your ownaccount, were known by you to be desperately wicked people,while you intimately conversed with them!' Utterly false andinjurious. I never gave any such account. I conversed intimatelywith them, both at Savannah and Hernhuth. But neither then, norat any other time, did I know, or think, or say, they were 'desperately wicked people.' I think and say, nay, you blame me for saying, just the reverse, viz., that though I soon 'found among them a few things which I could not approve;' yet I believe they are 'in the main some of the best Christians in the world.' You surprise me yet more in going on thus: 'In God's name, Sir, isthe contempt of almost the whole of our duty, of every Christianordinance, to be so very gently touched' Sir, this is not the case. This charge no more belongs to the Moravians, than that ofmurder. Some of our countrymen spoke very wicked things. TheMoravians did not sufficiently disavow them. These are thepremises. By what art can you extort so dreadful a conclusion fromthem 'Can detestation, in such a case, be too strongly expressed' Indeedit can; even were the case as you suppose. 'Either they are some of the vilest wretches in the world, or you are the falsest accuser in the world.' Neither one nor the other: Though I prove what I allege,yet they may be, in the main, good men. 'Charity has scarce anallowance to make for them, as you have described them." I have described them as of a mixed character, with much evil amongthem, but more good. Is it not a strange kind of charity, whichcannot find an allowance to make in such a case 'If you havedescribed them truly, they ought to be discouraged by all means that can beimagined.' By all means! I hope not by fire and faggot; though thehouse of mercy imagines these to be, of all means, most effectual.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
10. 'But I must observe,' you say, 'that you fall not only into inconsistencies, but into direct contradictions. You commend them for "loving one another in a manner the world knoweth not of;" and yet you charge them with being "in the utmost confusion, biting and devouring one another." You say, "They caution us against natural love of one another; and had well-nigh destroyed brotherly love from among us."' 'You praise them for "using no diversions, but such as become saints;" and for "not regarding outward adorning:" Yet you say they "conform to the world in wearing gold and costly apparel; and by joining in worldly diversions, in order to do good."' 'You call their discipline, "in most respects, truly excellent." I wish you had more fully explained yourself. I am sure it is no sign of good discipline, to permit such abominations. And you tell themyourself, "I can show you such a subordination as answers all Christian purposes, and yet is as distant from that among you as the heavens are from the earth."' 'You mention it as a good effect of their discipline, that "every one knows and keeps his proper rank." Soon after; as if it were with a design to confute yourself, you say, "Our brethren have neither wisdom enough to guide, nor prudence enough to let it alone."' 'And now, Sir, how can you reconcile these opposite descriptions' (pages 21-3). Just as easily as those before, by simplydeclaring the thing as it is. 'You commend them'(the Moravians) 'for loving one another See letter of June 24, 1744.; and yet charge them with biting and devouring one another' (Journal, ii. 310, 328) 'Them'! Whom Not the Moravians; but the English brethren of Fetter-Lane, before their union with the Moravians. Here, then, is no shadow ofcontradiction. For the two sentences do not relate to the same persons. 'You say, "They had well-nigh destroyed brotherly love fromamong us;" partly by "cautions against natural love."' (ii. 494)It is a melancholy truth; so they had. But we had then no connection with them. Neither, therefore, does this contradict their 'loving one another in a manner the world knoweth not of.'

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'You praise them for using no diversions but such as become saints;' (ii. 310) 'and yet say,' (I recite the whole sentence,) 'I have heard some of you affirm, that "Christian salvationimplies liberty to conform to the world, by joining in worldly diversions in order to do good"' (ii. 491). And both these aretrue. The Moravians, in general, 'use no diversions but such as become saints;' and yet I have heard some of them affirm, incontradiction to their own practice, that 'one then mentioned did well, when he joined in playing at tennis in order to do good.' 11. 'You praise them for not "regarding outward adorning"' (ii. 310). So I do, the bulk of the congregation. 'And yet you say,' (I again recite the whole sentence,) 'I have heard some of you affirm,that "Christian salvation implies liberty to conform to the world,by putting on of gold and costly apparel."' (ii. 491). I have so.And I blame them the more, because they are condemned by thegeneral practice of their own Church. 'You call their discipline "in most respects truly excellent" (ii. 310). I could wish you had more fully explained yourself.' I have,in the Second Journal (ii. 19-56.) 'It is no sign of good discipline to permit such abominations;' that is, error in opinion, and guile in practice. True, it is not; nor is it any demonstrationagainst it. For there may be good discipline even in a College ofJesuits. Another fault is, too great a deference to the Count. Andyet, 'in most respects, their discipline is truly excellent.' 'You mention it as a good effect of their discipline, that "every oneknows and keeps his proper rank" (ii. 310). Soon after, as itwere with a design to confute yourself, you say, "Our brethrenhave neither wisdom enough to guide, nor prudence enough to letit alone"' (ii. 327). Pardon me, Sir. I have no design either toconfute or to contradict myself in these words. The former sentence is spoken of the Moravian brethren; the latter, of the Englishbrethren of Fetter-Lane.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'Was not irreligion and vice already prevailing enough,' (whether I have increased them, we will consider by and by,) 'but we must throw snares in people's way' God forbid! My whole life is employed in taking those snares out of people's way, which the world and the devil had thrown there. 'And root out the remains of piety and devotion in the weak and well-meaning' Of whom speaketh the Prophet this of himself, or of some other man 'Your own confessions put this beyond all doubt.' What! that 'I root out the remains of piety and devotion' Not so. The sum of them all recited above amounts to this and no more: 'That while my brother and I were absent from London, many weak men were tainted with wrong opinions, most of whom we recovered at our return; but even those who continued therein did, notwithstanding, continue to live a holier life than ever they did before they heard us preach.' 'And you even now hold the principles from which these dangerous consequences do plainly and directly follow.' But I know not where to find these consequences, unless it be in your title-page. There indeed I read of the very fatal tendency of justification by faith only: 'The divisions and perplexities of the Methodists, and the many errors relating both to faith and practice, which,' as you conceive, 'have already arisen among these deluded people.' However, you 'charitably believe, I was not aware of these consequences at first.' . No, nor am I yet; though it is strange I should not, if they so naturally succeed that doctrine. I will go a step farther. I do not know, neither believe, that they ever did succeed that doctrine, unless perhaps accidentally, as they might have succeeded any doctrine whatsoever. And till the contrary is proved, those consequences cannot show that these principles are not true.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
Which of these is an 'instance of the most desperate despair' Surely the most desperate of any, yea, the only one which is properly said to be desperate at all, is that which produces instant self-murder; which causes a poor wretch, by a sin which he cannot repent of, to rush straight through death into hell. But that was not the case in any of these instances; in all which we have already seen the end of the Lord. 15. That I 'raise separate societies against the Church' (Remarks, p. 14) is a charge which I need not examine till the evidence is produced. You next cite a Moravian's words to me: (an Englishman joined with the Moravians:) 'You have eyes full of adultery, and cannot cease from sin; you take upon you to guide unstable souls, and lead them in the way of damnation;' and remark, 'This is only returning some of your own treatment upon yourself. Here also you set the pattern.' At what time and place, when and where, were 'such abuses as these thrown out by me against our Universities, and against our regular Clergy, not the highest or the worthiest excepted' I am altogether clear in this matter, as often as it has been objected: Neither do I desire to receive any other treatment from the Clergy, than they have received from me to this day. You have a note at the bottom of this page which runs thus: 'See pages 71, 77, and 73, Journal, ii. 427, 431, and 433. where some Methodists said they had heard both your brother and you many times preach Popery.' I am afraid you advance here a willful untruth, purely ad movendam indiviam. For you cannot but know, (1.) That there is not one word of preaching Popery, either in page 71 or 77. And (2.) That when Mr. Cennick and two other Predestinarians (as is related page 73) affirmed they had heard both my brother and me many times preach Popery, they meant neither more nor less thereby than the doctrine of Universal Redemption.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
(3.) 'You said to Mr. Cennick, "You should not have supplanted me in my own house, stealing the hearts of the people." Yet you have supplanted the Clergy in their own houses.' What, in the same manner as Mr. C. did me Have I done to any of them as he has done to me You may as justly say I have cut their throats! Stealing the hearts of their people. Nor are these their people in the same sense wherein those were mine namely, servants of the devil brought, through my ministry, to be servants and children of God. 'You have suffered by the same ways you took to discharge your spleen and malice against your brethren.' To discharge your spleen and malice! Say, your muskets and blunderbusses: I have just as much to do with one as the other. (4.) 'Your brother said to Mr. Cennick, "You ought to have told my brother fairly, I preach contrary to you. Are you willing I should continue in your house, gainsaying you Shall I stay here opposing you, or shall I depart" Think you hear this spoken to you by us. What can you justly reply' I can justly reply, Sir, Mr. Cennick's case totally differs from yours. Therefore it makes absolutely nothing to your purpose. 17. A farther consequence (you think) of my preaching this doctrine, is, 'the introducing that of absolute predestination. And whenever these errors,' say you, 'gain ground, there can be no wonder, that confusion, presumption, and despair, many very shocking instances of all which you give us among your followers, should be the consequences.' You should by all means have specified a few of those instances, or, at least, the pages where they occur. Till this is done, I can look upon this assertion as no other than a flourish of your pen.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
Consider now (I would not speak, but I dare not refrain) what have been the consequences of even my preaching the other doctrine. By the fruits shall we know those of whom I speak; even the cloud of witnesses, who at this hour experience the gospel I preach to be the power of God unto salvation. The habitual drunkard, that was, is now temperate in all things. The whoremonger now flees fornication. He that stole, steals no more, but works with his hands. He that cursed or swore, perhaps at every sentence, has now learned to serve the Lord with fear, and rejoice unto him with reverence. Those formerly enslaved to various habits of sin, are now brought to uniform habits of holiness. These are demonstrable facts. I can name the men, with their several places of abode. One of them was an avowed Atheist for many years; some were Jews; a considerable number Papists; the greatest part of them as much strangers to the form, as to the power, of godliness. When you have weighed these things touching the consequences of my preaching, on the one hand, (somewhat different from those set down in your Remarks,) and of your preaching, on the other, I would earnestly recommend the following words to your deepest consideration: 'Beware of false prophets; ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles Even so every good tree' (every true Prophet or Teacher) 'bringeth forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down and cast into the fire' (Matt. vii. 15-19). III. 1. Having spoken more largely than I designed on the principle I hold in common with the Moravians, I shall touch very briefly on those errors (so called) which you say I hold more than theirs. (Remarks, p. 55.) You name, as the first, my holding that 'a man may have a degree of justifying faith before he has, in the full, proper sense, a new, a clean heart.' (ibid.) I have so often explained this, that I cannot throw away time in adding any more now; only this, that the moment a sinner is justified, his heart is cleansed in a low degree. But yet he has not a clean heart, in the full, proper sense, till he is made perfect in love.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'And applies Scripture phrases to himself, without attending to their original meaning, or once considering the difference of times and circumstances.' I am not conscious of any thing like this. I apply no Scripture phrase either to myself or any other, without carefully considering both the original meaning, and the secondary sense, wherein (allowing for different times and circumstances) it may be applied to ordinary Christians. 6. So much for the bulk of your charge. But it concerns me, likewise, to gather up the fragments of it. You say, 'We desire no more than to try your sentiments and proceedings by the written word.' Agreed. Begin when and where you please. 'We find there good works as strongly insisted on as faith.' I do as strongly insist on them as on faith. But each in its own order. 'We find all railing, c., condemned therein.' True; and so you may in all I write or preach. 'We are assured, that the doing what God commands is the sure way of knowing that we have received his Spirit.' We have doubtless received it, if we love God (as he commands) with all our heart, mind, soul, and strength. 'And not by any sensible impulses or feelings whatsoever.' Any sensible impulses whatsoever! Do you then exclude all sensible impulses Do you reject inward feelings toto genere Then you reject both the love of God and of our neighbor. For, if these cannot be inwardly felt, nothing can. You reject all joy in the Holy Ghost; for if we cannot be sensible of this, it is no joy at all. You reject the peace of God, which, if it be not felt in the inmost soul, is a dream, a notion, an empty name. You therefore reject the whole inward kingdom of God; that is, in effect, the whole gospel of Jesus Christ. You have therefore yourself abundantly shown (what I do not insinuate, but proclaim on the house top) that I am charged with enthusiasm for asserting the power as well as the form of godliness.

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
7. You go on: 'The character of the enthusiast above drawn will fit, I believe, all such of the Methodists as can be thought sincere.' I believe not. I have tried it on one, and it fitted him just as Saul's armor did David. However, a few instances of enthusiasm you undertake to show in this very Journal. And first, 'You give us one' (these are your words) 'of a private revelation, which you seem to pay great credit to.' You partly relate this, and then remark, 'What enthusiasm is here! To represent the conjectures of a woman, whose brain appears to have been too much heated, as if they had been owing to a particular and miraculous spirit of prophecy!' Descant, Sir, as you please on this enthusiasm; on the credit I paid to this private revelation; and my representing the conjectures of this brain-sick woman as owing to the miraculous power of the Spirit of God: And when you have done, I will desire you to read that passage once more, where you will find my express words are, introducing this account: 'Sunday, 11. I met with a surprising instance of the power of the devil.' (Journal, ii. 415). Such was the credit I paid to this revelation! All which I ascribe to the Spirit of God is, the enabling her to strive against the power of the devil and at length restoring peace to her soul. 8. As a second instance of enthusiasm, you cite those words: 'I expounded out of the fullness which was given me' (ii. 412). The whole sentence is, 'Out of the fulness that was given me, I expounded those words of St. Paul, (indeed of every true believer,) "To me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."' I mean, I had then a fuller, deeper sense of that great truth, than I ordinarily have. And I still think it right to ascribe this, not to myself, but to the 'Giver of every good and perfect gift.'

01 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
10. You proceed to what you account a fifth instance of enthusiasm: 'With regard to people's falling in fits, it is plain, you look upon both the disorders and removals of them to be supernatural.' (ibid.). It is not quite plain. I look upon some of these cases as wholly natural; on the rest as mixed, both the disorder and the removal being partly natural and partly not. Six of these you pick out from, it may be, two hundred; and add, 'From all which, you leave no room to doubt, that you would have these cases considered as those of the demoniacs in the New Testament; in order, I suppose, to parallel your supposed cures of them with the highest miracles of Christ and his disciples.' I should once have wondered at your making such a supposition; but I now wonder at nothing of this kind. Only be pleased to remember, till this supposition is made good, it is no confirmation at all of my enthusiasm. You then attempt to account for those fits by 'obstructions or irregularities of the blood and spirits, hysterical disorder, watchings, fastings, closeness of rooms, great crowds, violent heat.' And, lastly, by 'terrors, perplexities, and doubts, in weak and well-meaning men;' which, you think, in many of the cases before us, have 'quite overset their understandings.' As to each of the rest, let it go as far as it can go. But I require proof of the last way whereby you would account for these disorders. Why, 'The instances," you say, "of religious madness have much increased since you began to disturb the world.' (Remarks, pp. 68, 69.) I doubt the fact. Although, if these instances had increased lately, it is easy to account for them another way. 'Most have heard of, or known, several of the Methodists thus driven to distraction.' You may have heard of five hundred; but how many have you known Be pleased to name eight or ten of them. I cannot find them, no, not one of them to this day, either man, woman, or child. I find some indeed, whom you told, they would be distracted if they 'continued to follow these men,' and whom, at that time, you threw into much doubt, and terror, and perplexity. But though they did continue to hear them ever since, they are not distracted yet.

03 To Robert Young

John Wesley · None · letter
1. We do not desire any one of you to let us preach in your church, either if you believe us to preach false doctrine or if you have upon any other ground the least scruple of conscience concerning it. But we desire any who believes us to preach true doctrine, and has no scruple at all in this matter, may not be either publicly or privately discouraged from inviting us to preach in his church. 2. We do not desire that any one who thinks that we are heretics or schismatics, and that it is his duty to preach or print against us as such, should refrain therefrom, so long as he thinks it is his duty (although in this case the breach can never be healed). But we desire that none will pass such a sentence till he has calmly considered both sides of the question; that he would not condemn us unheard; but first read what we have written, and pray earnestly that God may direct him in the right way. 3. We do not desire any favor if either Popery, sedition, or immorality be proved against us. But we desire you will not credit without proof any of those senseless tales that pass current with the vulgar; that, if you do not credit them yourselves, you will not relate them to others (which we have known done); yea, that you will confute them, so far as ye have opportunity, and discountenance those who still retail them abroad. 4. We do not desire any preferment, favor, or recommendation from those that are in authority, either in Church or State. But we desire (1) that if anything material be laid to our charge, we may be permitted to answer for ourselves; (2) that you would hinder your dependents from stirring up the rabble against us, who are certainly not the proper judges of these matters; and (3) that you would effectually suppress and throughly discountenance all riots and popular insurrections, which evidently strike at the foundation of all government, whether of Church or State. Now, these things you certainly can do, and that with a safe conscience. Therefore, till these things are done, the continuance of the breach is chargeable on you, and you only.See Stamp's Orphan House, pp. 65-6. Wesley's letter had little effect.

06 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: LEEDS, April 23, 1745. On Easter Monday we met at half-hour after four; and the room was full from end to end with high and low, rich and poor, plain and fine people. At nine I preached to almost as large a congregation in the street at Chesterle-Street. All were quiet and still; for the hand of our Lord was in the midst of them. About six I preached at Northallerton in the house: but it should have been (I afterwards found) at the Cross; for the people there are (most of them) a noble people, and receive the word with all readiness of mind. A gentleman of Osmotherley Mr. Adams. See Journal, iii. 169; W.H.S. vii. 28-31. (east from Northallerton) telling me he wished I could have come and preached there, I took him at his word, set out immediately, and about ten at night preached at Osmotherley, in a large chapel which belonged a few years since to a convent of Franciscan Friars. I found I was got into the very center of all the Papists in the North of England. Commessatorem haud satis commodum! 'Terence's Adelphi, v. ii. 8: 'A by no means fitting boon companion.' This also hath God wrought.

07 To Mrs Jones Of Fonmon Castle

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Jones, of Fonmon Castle Date: ST. GENNYS, June 18, 1745. On Thursday, July 18 (if God permit), Mr. Thompson George Thompson, Vicar of St. Gennys. will come with me to Minehead. From whence, if your brother's sloop was ready, we could cross over to Fonmon. I sent word before, both that you may have time to let me know if the sloop cannot come, and that Mr. Hodges (with whom I hope to spend Sunday, July 21) may order his affairs so as to be able to go with me to Garth on Monday, and from thence to our yearly Conference at Bristol. I have been much disappointed since I left London last, expecting to meet with nothing but difficulties, and finding none at all, or such as did but just appear and then vanish into nothing. So it shall always be, if our whole care be cast on Him who careth for us. The rough places shall in due time be all made smooth, and the mountain become a plain. What have we, then, to do but to stand still and see the salvation of God I commend you and yours to His ever-waking love; and am Your affectionate friend and brother. We are to set out toward St. Ives to-morrow.

08 To The Author Of The Craftsman

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To the Author of the 'Craftsman' July 1745. SIR, In your late paper of June 22 I find (among many to the same effect) these words: 'Methodists place all merit in faith and grace, and none in good works. This unwarrantable strange sect of a religion, founded on madness and folly, hold that there is no justification by good works, but by faith and grace only. They hereby banish that divine part of our constitution, reason; and cut off the most essential recommendation to heaven, virtue. 'Men who are far gone in their mad principles of religion suspend the hand of industry, become inactive, and leave all to Providence, without exercising either their heads or hands. 'The doctrine of Regeneration is essential with political Methodists; who are now regenerated, place all merit in faith, and have thrown good works aside.' I am pressed by those to whose judgment I pay great regard to take some notice of these assertions; and the rather because you sometimes seem as if you thought the Christian institution was of God. Now, if you really think so, or if you desire that any man should believe you do, you must not talk so ludicrously of Regeneration; for it is an essential doctrine of Christianity. And you may probably have heard, or even read in former years, that it was the Author of this institution who said, 'Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.' This He represents as the only possible entrance into the experimental knowledge of that religion, which is not founded (whatever you may suppose) on either madness or folly, but on the inmost nature of things, the nature of God and man, and the immutable relations between them. By this religion we do not banish reason, but exalt it to its utmost perfection; this being in every point consistent therewith, and in every step guided thereby.

10 To The Mayor Of Newcastle Upon Tyne

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Mayor of Newcastle-upon-Tyne Date: NEWCASTLE, September 21, 1745. SIR, My not waiting upon you at the Town Hall was not owing to any want of respect. I reverence you for your office' sake, and much more for your zeal in the execution of it. I would to God every magistrate in the land would copy after such an example! Much less was it owing to any disaffection to His Majesty King George. But I knew not how far it might be either necessary or proper for me to appear on such an occasion. I have no fortune at Newcastle: I have only the bread I eat, and the use of a little room for a few weeks in the year. All I can do for His Majesty, whom I honor and love (I think not less than I did my own father) is this: I cry unto God day by day, in public and in private, to put all his enemies to confusion; and I exhort all that hear me to do the same, and in their several stations to exert themselves as loyal subjects, who, so long as they fear God, cannot but honor the King. Permit me, sir, to add a few words more, out of the fullness of my heart. I am persuaded you fear God and have a deep sense that His kingdom ruleth over all. Unto whom, then (I may ask you), should we flee for succor but unto Him, whom by our sins we have justly displeased O sir, is it not possible to give any check to these overflowings of ungodliness to the open, flagrant wickedness, the drunkenness and profaneness, which so abound, even in our streets See letters of July 12, 1743, and Oct. 26, 1745. I just take leave to suggest this. May the God whom you serve direct you in this and all things! This is the daily prayer of, sir, Your obedient servant for Christ's sake.

11 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, September 22, 1745. MY DEAR BROTHER, I have only just time to inform you that, since the account is confirmed by an express to the Mayor that General Cope is fled and his forces defeated (all that did not run away), the consternation of the poor people is redoubled. The townsmen are put under arms, the walls planted with cannon, and those who live without the gates are removing their goods with all speed. We stand our ground as yet, glory be to God, to the no small astonishment of our neighbors. Brethren, pray for us, that, if need be, we may True in the fiery trial prove, And pay Him back His dying love. Adieu. To 'John Smith' 13 NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, September 28, 1745. SIR, 1. I was determined, from the time I received yours, Dated May 1745. Wesley had spent much of the interval in Cornwall and elsewhere, and it was not till the middle of August that he had leisure to look over the letters he had received that summer (Journal, iii.197). 'John Smith' writes as 'a candid adversary,' making objections to matter of doctrine, phraseology, and fact. to answer it as soon as I should have opportunity. But it was the longer delayed because I could not persuade myself to write at all till I had leisure to write fully. And this I hope to do now, though I know you not no, not so much as your name. But I take for granted you are a person that fears God and that speaks the real sentiments of his heart. And on this supposition I shall speak without any suspicion or reserve. 2. I am exceedingly obliged by the pains you have taken to point out to me what you think to be mistakes. It is a truly Christian attempt, an act of brotherly love, which I pray God to repay sevenfold into your bosom. Methinks I can scarce look upon such a person, on one who is 'a contender for truth and not for victory,' whatever opinion he may entertain of me, as any adversary at all. For what is friendship, if I am to account him my enemy who endeavors to open my eyes or to amend my heart

11 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
17. I think your following objections do not properly come under any of the preceding heads: 'Your doctrine of Momentaneous Illapse, c., is represented by your adversaries as singular and unscriptural; and that these singularities are your most beloved opinions and favorite tenets, more insisted upon by you than the general and uncontroverted truths of Christianity: this is their charge.' And so, I doubt, it will be to the end of the world; for, in spite of all I can say, they will represent one circumstance of my doctrine (so called) as the main substance of it. It nothing avails that I declare again and again, 'Love is the fulfilling of the law.' I believe this love is given in a moment. But about this I contend not. Have this love, and it is enough. For this I will contend till my spirit returns to God. Whether I am singular or no in thinking this love is instantaneously given, this is not my 'most beloved opinion.' You greatly wrong me when you advance that charge. Nay, I love, strictly speaking, no opinion at all. I trample upon opinion, be it right or wrong. I want, I value, I preach the love of God and man. These are my 'favorite tenets' (if you will have the word), 'more insisted on' by me ten times over, both in preaching and writing, than any or all other subjects that ever were in the world. 18. You will observe, I do not say (and who is there that can) that I have no singular opinion at all; but this I say that, in my general tenor of preaching, I teach nothing as the substance of religion more singular than the love of God and man; and it was for preaching this very doctrine (before I preached or knew salvation by faith) that several of the clergy forbade me their pulpits. 'But if it be notorious that you are frequently insisting on controverted opinions.' If it be, even this will not prove the charge namely, 'that those are my most beloved opinions, and more insisted upon by me than the uncontroverted truths of Christianity.' 'No singularities' is not my answer: but that no singularities are my most beloved opinions; that no singularities are more, or near so much, insisted on by me as the general, uncontroverted truths of Christianity.

15 To Westley Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
When and where did any bishop forbid this And if any did, by what law We know not either the man who ever did forbid or the law by which he could forbid it. The 'allowing persons (for we require none) to communicate at the chapel, in contradiction (you think) to all those Rubrics which require all to attend always on their own parish church and pastor, and to receive only at his table' Which Rubrics are those We cannot find them, and, till these are produced, all that is so frequently said of parochial unity, c., is merely gratis dictum Consequently neither is this any just exception against the sincerity of any of our professions. To 'John Smith' LONDON, December 30, 1745. SIR, I am obliged to you for your speedy and friendly answer Wesley wrote on Sept. 28, and 'John Smith's' reply was dated Nov. 27 (see Moore's Wesley, ii. 494-505). A Farther Appeal to Men of Reason and Religion was published early in 1745.; to which I will reply as clearly as I can. 1. If you have leisure to read the last Appeal, you will easily judge how much I insist on any opinions. 2. In writing practically, I seldom argue concerning the meaning of texts; in writing controversially, I do. 3. In saying, 'I teach the doctrines of the Church of England,' I do, and always did, mean (without concerning myself whether others taught them or no, either this year or before the Reformation) I teach the doctrines which are comprised in those Articles and Homilies to which all the clergy of the Church of England solemnly profess to assent, and that in their plain, unforced, grammatical meaning. As to the Seventeenth Article, Mr. Whitefield really believes that it asserts absolute predestination; therefore I can also subscribe to it with sincerity. But the case is quite different with regard to those who subscribe to the Eleventh and following Articles; which are not ambiguously worded, as the Seventeenth (I suppose on purpose) was.

15 To Westley Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
10. With regard to the definition of faith, if you allow that it is such 'an inward conviction of things invisible as is the gift of God in the same sense wherein hope and charity are,' I have little to object; or, that it is 'such an assent to all Christian truths as is productive of all Christian practice.' In terming either faith or hope or love supernatural, I only mean that they are not the effect of any or all of our natural faculties, but are wrought in us (be it swiftly or slowly) by the Spirit of God. But I would rather say, Faith is 'productive of all Christian holiness' than 'of all Christian practice': because men are so exceeding apt to rest in practice, so called I mean, in outside religion; whereas true religion is eminently seated in the heart, renewed in the image of Him that created us. 11. I have not found, in any of the writers you mention, a solution of many difficulties that occur on the head of Predestination. And, to speak without reserve, when I compare the writings of their most celebrated successors with those of Dr. Barrow Isaac Barrow (1630-77), eminent both as divine and mathematician. His Theological Works, 1683, were Arminian in tone. and his contemporaries, I am amazed: the latter seem to be mere children compared with the former writers; and to throw out such frothy, unconcocted trifles, such indigested crudities, as a man of learning fourscore or an hundred years ago would have been ashamed to set his name to. 12. Concerning the instantaneous and the gradual work, what I still affirm is this: that I know hundreds of persons whose hearts were one moment filled with fear and sorrow and pain, and the next with peace and joy in believing, yea joy unspeakable, full of glory; that the same moment they experienced such a love of God and so fervent a goodwill to all mankind (attended with power over all sin), as till then they were wholly unacquainted with; that, nevertheless, the peace and love thus sown in their hearts received afterward a gradual increase; and that to this subsequent increase the scriptures you mention do manifestly refer. Now, I cannot see that there is any quibbling at all in this. No; it is a plain, fair answer to the objection.

15 To Westley Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
But sure this will not be allowed by reasonable men. And if not, what have I to do with predestination Absolutely nothing: therefore set that aside. Yea, and sinless perfection too. 'How so Do not you believe it' Yes, I do; and in what sense I have shown in the sermon on Christian Perfection. Published in 1741. See Green's Bibliography, No. 29. And if any man calls it an error, till he has answered that, I must say, 'Sir, you beg the question.' But I preach, perhaps, twenty times, and say no more of this than even a Calvinist would allow. Neither will I enter into any dispute about it any more than about the millennium. Therefore the distinguishing doctrines on which I do insist in all my writings and in all my preaching will lie in a very narrow compass. You sum them all up in Perceptible Inspiration. For this I earnestly contend; and so do all who are called Methodist preachers. But be pleased to observe what we mean thereby. We mean that inspiration of God's Holy Spirit whereby He fills us with righteousness, peace, and joy, with love to Him and to all mankind. And we believe it cannot be, in the nature of things, that a man should be filled with this peace and joy and love by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit without perceiving it as clearly as he does the light of the sun. This is (so far as I understand them) the main doctrine of the Methodists. This is the substance of what we all preach. And I will still believe none is a true Christian till he experiences it; and, consequently, 'that people at all hazards must be convinced of this yea, though that conviction at first unhinge them ever so much, though it should in a manner distract them for a season. For it is better that they should be perplexed and terrified now than that they should sleep on and awake in hell.'

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Church Date: June 17, 1746. REVEREND SIR, I. At the time that I was reading your former letter I expected to hear from you again. And I was not displeased with the expectation; believing it would give me a fresh opportunity of weighing the sentiments I might have too lightly espoused and the actions which perhaps I had not enough considered. Viewing things in this light, I cannot but esteem you, not an enemy, but a friend; and one in some respects better qualified to do me real service than those whom the world accounts so, who may be hindered by their prejudice in my favor, either from observing what is reprovable, or from using that freedom and plainness of speech which are requisite to convince me of it. 2. It is, at least, as much with a view to learn myself, as to show others (what I think) the truth, that I intend to set down a few reflections on some parts of the tract you have lately published. I say some parts; for it is not my design to answer every sentence in this any more than in the former. Many things I pass over, because I think them true; many more, because I think them not material; and some, because I am determined not to engage in an useless if not hurtful controversy.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
3. Fear, indeed, is one cause of my declining this; fear, as I said elsewhere, In the Preface to The Principles of a Methodist; an Answer to Josiah Tucker, Vicar of All Saints, Bristol. See Works, viii. 359; Green's Bibliography, No. 35; and letter of June 8, 1750. not of my adversary, but of myself. I fear my own spirit, lest 'I fall where many mightier have been slain.' I never knew one (or but one) man write controversy with what I thought a right spirit. Every disputant seems to think, as every soldier, that he may hurt his opponent as much as he can: nay, that he ought to do his worst to him, or he cannot make the best of his own cause; that, so he do not belie or willfully misrepresent him, he must expose him as much as he is able. It is enough, we suppose, if we do not show heat or passion against our adversary. But not to despise him, or endeavor to make others do so, is quite a work of supererogation. 4. But ought these things to be so (I speak on the Christian scheme.) Ought we not to love our neighbor as ourselves And does a man cease to be our neighbor because he is of a different opinion nay, and declares himself so to be Ought we not, for all this, to do to him as we would he should do to us But do we ourselves love to be exposed or set in the worst light Would we willingly be treated with contempt If not, why do we treat others thus And yet, who scruples it Who does not hit every blot he can, however foreign to the merits of the cause Who in controversy casts the mantle of love over the nakedness of his brother Who keeps steadily and uniformly to the question, without ever striking at the person Who shows in every sentence that he loves his brother only less than the truth

02 To Thomas Church

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5. I fear neither you nor I have attained to this. I believe brotherly love might have found a better construction than that of unfairness, art, or disingenuity, to have put either on my not answering every part of your book (a thing which never once entered my thoughts), or on my not reciting all the words of those parts which I did answer. I cannot yet perceive any blame herein. I still account it fair and ingenuous to pass over both what I believe is right and what I believe is not dangerously wrong. Neither can I see any disingenuity at all in quoting only that part of any sentence against which I conceive the objection lies; nor in abridging any part of any treatise to which I reply, whether in the author's or in my own words. 6. If, indeed, it were so abridged as to alter the sense, this would be unfair. And if this were designedly done, it would be artful and disingenuous. But I am not conscious of having done this at all; although you speak as if I had done it a thousand times. And yet I cannot undertake now either to transcribe your whole book or every page or paragraph which I answer. But I must generally abridge before I reply; and that not only to save time (of which I have none to spare), but often to make the argument clearer, which is best understood when couched in few words. 7. You complain also of my mentioning all at once sentences which you placed at a distance from each other. I do so; and I think it quite fair and ingenuous to lay together what was before scattered abroad. For instance: you now speak of the conditions of Justification in the eighteenth and following pages; again, from the eighty-ninth to the hundred and second; and yet again, in the hundred and twenty-seventh page. Now, I have not leisure to follow you to and fro. Therefore what I say on one head I set in one place.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
I. 1. This premised, I come to the letter itself. I begin, as before, with the case of the Moravians; of whom you say: 'I collected together the character which you had given of these men, the errors and vices which you had charged upon them, and the mischiefs . . . they had done among your followers. And I proved that in several respects you had been the occasion of this mischief, and are therefore in some measure accountable for it. Let us see what answer you give to all this. 'With regard to the denying degrees in faith, you mentioned"that the Moravian Church was cleared from this mistake." But did you not mention this as one of the tenets of the Moravians Do you not say that you "could not agree with Mr. Spangenberg that none has any faith so long as he is liable to any doubt or fear" Do you not represent Mr. Molther and other Moravians in England as teaching the same In short, I have not charged the Moravian Church with anything, but only repeat after you. And if you have accused them when you knew them to be guiltless, you must bear the blame. '"They do use the ordinances of God with reverence and godly fear." You have charged Mr. Spangenberg and Mr. Molther with teaching that we ought to abstain from them. And the same you say in general of the Moravian Brethren in your letter to them. "But Mr. Molther was quickly after recalled into Germany." This might be on other accounts. You do not say it was out of any dislike of his doctrines or proceedings. Nor, indeed, can you consistently with your next words: "The great fault of the Moravian Church seems to lie in not openly disclaiming all he had said; which in all probability they would have done had they not leaned to the same opinion." 'You "never knew but one of the Moravian Church affirm that a believer does not grow in holiness." But who was this No less a person than Count Zinzendorf, their great Bishop and patron, whose authority is very high, all in all with them, and to whom you think they pay too much regard.' (Second Letter, p. 79) 2. This is the whole of your reply to this part of my answer. I will now consider it part by part.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
5. You say, 'With regard to subtlety, evasion, and disguise, you now would have it thought that you only found this "in many of them; not in all, nor in most"' (Second Letter, p. 80). 'You now would have it thought'! Yes; and always, as well as now. For my original charge was, 'I have found this in many of you that is, much subtlety, much evasion and disguise' (Journal, ii. 492). But you add, 'Let the reader judge from the following passages whether you did not charge the Moravians in general with these crimes: "I had a long conference with those whom I esteem very highly in love; but I could not yet understand them in one point, Christian openness and plainness of speech. They pleaded for such a reservedness and closeness of conversation. Yet I scarce know what to think, considering they had the practice of the whole Moravian Church on their side."' True, in pleading for such a reservedness of conversation as I could not in any wise approve of; but not in using much subtlety, much evasion and disguise: this I dare not charge on the whole Moravian Church. Those words also, 'There is darkness and closeness in all their behavior, and guile in almost all their words,' I spoke, not of all the Moravians, nor of most, but of those who were then in England. I could not speak it of them all; for I never found any guile in Christian David, Michael Linner, and many others. 6. 'We are next to see how you get over the objection I made good, in three several particulars, that you have prepared the way for spreading of these tenets. The first you say nothing to here; the second you quote very partially thus "By countenancing and commending them." And why would you not add,"And being the occasion of so many of them coming over among us"' Because I was not the occasion. I was, indeed, the first Englishman that ever was at Herrnhut. But before I was at Herrnhut (I find on later inquiry) the Count himself had been in England.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
If you had not omitted these words, you could have had no color to remark, on my saying, 'I did not dare to determine anything': 'No! Not when by conversing among them you saw these things' No, I did not 'dare to determine' in September 1738 from what I saw in November 1739. 'But the facts are of such a nature that you could not but be assured of them, if they were true.' I cannot think so. 'Is not the Count all in all among you Do not you magnify your own Church too much Do you not use guile and dissimulation in many cases' These facts are by no means of such a nature, as that whoever converses (even intimately) among the Moravians cannot but be assured of them. 'Nor do the questions in your letter really imply any doubt of their truth.' No! Are not my very words prefixed to those questions 'Of some other things I stand in doubt. And I wish that, in order to remove those doubts, you would plainly answer whether the fact be as I suppose.' 'But' these questions 'are so many appeals to their consciences.' True. 'And equivalent to strong assertions.' Utterly false. 'If you had not been assured, if you did not dare to determine anything concerning what you saw' (fifteen months after), 'your writing bare suspicions to a body of men in such a manner was inexcusable.' They were strong presumptions then; which yet I did not write to a body of men whom I so highly esteemed no, not even in the tenderest manner till I was assured they were not groundless.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
9. '"The Moravians excel in sweetness of behaviour." What! though they use guile and dissimulation' Yes. '"Where is their multitude of errors" In your own Journal. I have taken the pains to place them in one view in my Remarks; the justness of which, with all your art, you cannot disprove.' You have taken the pains to transcribe many words, all of which together amount to this that they, generally, hold Universal Salvation, and are partly Antinomians (in opinion), partly Quietists, The justness of some of your remarks, if I mistake not, has been pretty fully disproved. As to what you speak of my art, subtlety, and so on, in this and many other places, I look upon it as neither better nor worse than a civil way of calling names. '"To this multitude of crimes I am also an utter stranger." Then you have charged them wrongfully. What do you account guile, c.' (Second Letter, p. 84.) I account guile, despising self-denial even in the smallest points, and teaching that those who have not the assurance of faith may not use the ordinances of God, the Lord's Supper in particular (this is the real, unaggravated charge), to be faults which cannot be excused. But I do not account them all together 'a multitude of crimes.' I conceive this is a vehement hyperbole. 'The honor of religion,' said you, 'and virtue trampled upon.' I answered, 'By whom Not by the Moravians.' You reply, 'And yet you have accused some of these as decrying all the means of grace.' No. What I accused them of was teaching that an unbeliever (in their sense) ought to abstain from them. '"Neither did I know, or think, or say they were desperately wicked people." Your Journal is before the world; to whom I appeal whether this has not so represented them.' But how do you here represent your remark and my answer My paragraph runs thus:

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'You go on: "How could you so long and so intimately converse with . . . such desperately wicked people, as the Moravians, according to your own account, were known by you to be" O sir, what another assertion is this!"The Moravians, according to your own account, were known by you to be desperately wicked people while you intimately conversed with them!" Utterly false and injurious! I never gave any such account. I conversed intimately with them both at Savannah and Herrnhut. But neither then nor at any other time did I know or think or say they were "desperately wicked people." I think and say just the reverse viz. that though I soon "found among them a few things which I could not approve," yet I believe they are "in the main some of the best Christians in the world."' After this, are you the person who complains of me for imperfect and partial quotations I added, 'You surprise me yet more in going on thus: "In God's name, sir, is the contempt of almost the whole of our duty, of every Christian ordinance, to be so very gently touched" Sir, this is not the case. This charge no more belongs to the Moravians than that of murder.' You reply, 'Mr. Spangenberg and Mr. Molther are accused by name. If falsely, I am sorry both for them and you.' 'Accused' True. But of what of the contempt of every Christian ordinance, of almost the whole of our duty By no means. The plain case is, I accuse them of one thing namely, teaching that an unbeliever should abstain from the ordinances. You accuse them of another contemning every Christian ordinance and almost the whole of our duty. And this you would father upon me. I desire to be excused. 10. As to what I said in my letter to the Moravian Church, 'You can hinder this if you will; therefore, if you do not prevent their speaking thus, you do in effect speak thus yourselves,' it may be observed: (1) that this letter is dated August 8, 1740; (2) that from that time the Moravian Church did in great measure prevent any of their members speaking thus.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
(4) 'You praise them for not "regarding outward adorning."' So I do, the bulk of the congregation. 'And yet you say' (I again recite the whole sentence), '"I have heard some of you affirm that Christian salvation implies liberty to conform to the world, by putting on of gold and costly apparel."' I have so. And I blame them the more, because 'they are condemned by the general practice of their own Church.' To this also you reply not. So I must count this the fourth contradiction which you have charged upon me, but have not proved. (5) 'You call their discipline "in most respects truly excellent." I could wish you had more fully explained yourself.' I have in the Second Journal (Journal, ii. 19-56). 'It is no sign of good discipline to permit such abominations' that is, error in opinion and guile in practice. True, it is not; nor is it any demonstration against it: for there may be good discipline even in a College of Jesuits. Another fault is too great a deference to the Count. And yet 'in most respects their discipline is truly excellent.' You reply, 'Such excellent discipline, for all that I know, they may have' (that is, as the Jesuits); 'but I cannot agree that this is scarce inferior to that of the apostolical age.' It may be, for anything you advance to the contrary. 'Here I cited some words of yours, condemning their subordination , which you prudently take no notice of.' Yes; I had just before taken notice of their too great deference to the Count. But the contradiction! Where is the contradiction (6) 'You mention it as a good effect of their discipline that "every one knows and keeps his proper rank." Soon after, as it were with a design to confute yourself, you say, "Our brethren have neither wisdom enough to guide nor prudence enough to let it alone."' I answered, 'Pardon me, sir. I have no design either to confute or contradict myself in these words. The former sentence is spoken of the Moravian Brethren; the latter, of the English brethren of Fetter Lane, not then united with the Moravians, neither acting by their direction.' To this likewise you do not reply. Here is, then, a sixth contradiction alleged against me, but not proved.

02 To Thomas Church

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13. However, you add, 'Had you shown me mistaken in any point you have attempted to reply to, still you confess errors and wickedness enough among the Moravians to render your account of them very inconsistent. But you have not succeeded in any one answer. You have not shown that I have in any one instance misquoted you, or misunderstood the character you had given of them, or argued falsely from what you had said of them. And truly, sir, all you have done has been caviling at a few particulars. But the argument I was urging all this while you quite forgot.' Sir, if it be so, you do me too much honor in setting pen to paper again. But is it so Have I all this while quite forgot the argument you was urging I hope not. I seem to remember you was urging some argument to prove that I 'fall not only into inconsistencies, but direct contradictions' (Remarks, p. 21); and that I showed you mistaken, not only in one, but in every point which you advanced as such; that I did not confess any such errors or wickedness of the Moravians as rendered my account of them self-inconsistent; that I 'succeeded' in more than 'one answer' to the objections you had urged against it; and that I showed you had 'misquoted or misunderstood the character I had given of them,' or 'argued falsely from it,' not properly 'in one instance,' but from the beginning to the end. Yet this I think it incumbent upon me to say, that whereinsoever I have contributed, directly or indirectly, to the spreading of anything evil, which is or has been among the Moravians, I am sorry for it, and hereby ask pardon both of God and all the world. II. 1. I think it appears, by what you have yourself observed, that on the second head, Justification by Faith, I allow in the beginning of the Farther Appeal almost as much as you contend for. I desire leave to cite part of that passage again, that we may come as near each other as possible. I would just subjoin a few words on each head, which I hope may remove more difficulties out of the way:

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4. With regard to the consequences of my teaching this doctrine, I desire any who will not account it lost labor to consult with his own eyes, seriously and in the fear of God, the Third and Fourth Journals. Journal, ii. 65-500; and letter of Feb. 2. 1745, sect. II. 18. And if he pleases, he may farther read over and compare, from the 379th to the 381st page of my answer; with your reply, from the one hundred and first inclusive, to the one hundred and fourth page. Among the consequences you reckoned (in your Remarks), besides 'introducing predestination, confusion, presumption, and despair, many very shocking instances of all which' (your words are) 'you give us among your followers' (pages 52, 55). I answered, 'You should have specified a few of those instances, at least the pages where they occur. (Suppose, only three of each sort, out of any or all the four Journals.) Till this is done, I can look upon this assertion as no other than a flourish of your pen.' Upon this you exclaim (Second Letter, p. 111): 'I must beg the reader to observe your method of citing my words. Many instances of omissions he has had already. But here is such an one as I believe few controversies can parallel. Would not any one imagine from the view of these words (predestination, confusion, presumption, and despair) that they occurred all together in page fifty-two of my Remarks, and that I observed nothing farther concerning this point Could it be thought that anything intervened between the page referred to and the last sentence And yet so it is, that near three pages intervene!' Ha! do 'near three pages intervene' Prodigious indeed! 'And this is called an answer!' So it is, for want of a better. 'Your business was to show that the Calvinistical notions have not prevailed among the Methodists, or that they were no consequences of unconditional justification.' No, sir, it was not my business to show this. It was not my business to prove the negative, but yours to prove the affirmative. Mr. Whitefield is himself a Calvinist. Such therefore, doubtless, are many of his followers. But Calvinism has not prevailed at all among any other of the Methodists (so called), nor is it to this day any consequence of unconditional justification in the manner wherein I preach it.

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I answered: (1) 'Your argument proves too much. If it be allowed just as you propose it, it proves that no priest has authority either to preach or administer the sacrament in any other than his own congregation.' You reply, 'Is there no difference between a thing's being done occasionally and its being done for years together' Yes, a great one; and more inconveniences may arise from the latter than from the former. But this is all wide; it does not touch the point. 'Still, if our Church does expressly limit the exercise of the sacerdotal powers to that congregation whereunto each priest shall be appointed, this precludes him from exercising those powers at all in any other than that congregation.' I answered: (2) 'Had the powers conferred been so limited when I was ordained priest, my ordination would have signified just nothing. For I was not appointed to any congregation at all, but was ordained as a member of that "College of Divines" (so our Statutes express it) "founded to overturn all heresies and defend the catholic faith."'Bishop Fleming's object in founding Lincoln College. You reply, 'I presume it was expected you should either continue at your college or enter upon some regular cure.' Perhaps so; but I must still insist that, if my sacerdotal powers had been then expressly limited to that congregation whereunto I should be appointed, my ordination would have signified nothing. I mean, I could never, in virtue of that ordination, have exercised those powers at all; seeing I never was appointed to any single congregation at least, not till I went to Georgia. I answered: (3) 'For many years after I was ordained priest this limitation was never heard of. I heard not one syllable of it, by way of objection to my preaching up and down in Oxford or London, or the parts adjacent, in Gloucestershire or Worcestershire, in Lancashire, Yorkshire, or Lincolnshire. Nor did the strictest disciplinarian scruple suffering me to exercise those powers wherever I came.'

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You reply, 'There is great difference between preaching occasionally with the leave of the incumbents, and doing it constantly without their leave.' I grant there is; and there are objections to the latter which do not reach the former case. But they do not belong to this head. They do not in the least affect this consequence 'If every priest, when ordained, is expressly limited, touching the exercise of the power then received, to that congregation to which he shall be appointed, then is he precluded by this express limitation from preaching, with or without the incumbent's leave, in any other congregation whatever.' I answered: (4) 'Is it not, in fact, universally allowed that every priest as such has a power, in virtue of his ordination, to preach in any congregation where the curate desires his assistance' You reply to this by what you judge a parallel case. But it does not touch the restriction in question. Either this does or does not expressly limit the exercise of the powers conferred upon a priest in his ordination to that congregation whereunto he shall be appointed. If it does not, I am not condemned by this, however faulty I may be on a thousand other accounts. If it does, then is every priest condemned who ever preaches out of the congregation to which he is appointed. Your parallel case is this: 'Because a man does not offend against the law of the land when I prevail upon him to teach my children,' therefore 'he is empowered to seize' (read, he does not offend against the law of the land in seizing) 'an apartment in my house, and against my will and approbation to continue therein and to direct and dictate to my family!' (page II).

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'I am to examine,' you say, 'how far you have cleared yourself of enthusiasm. My account of this you set down, making as many alterations and omissions as there are lines.' Perhaps more; for I never designed to recite the whole, but only the material part of it. 'If you did not wholly approve of it, why would you not let me know what you disliked in it' Because I do not love many words. Therefore, when the argument stood thus, 'He that does this is an enthusiast; but you do this,' I was generally content with answering the second proposition, and leaving the first as I found it. 'I laid this charge against you and the Methodists in general; between you every part of the character has been verified.' I answer for one; let the rest answer for themselves, if they have not better employment. That the question between us may be the more fully understood, I shall briefly compare together (1) your remarks; (2) my answer; (3) your reply, though still I cannot promise to repeat your words at length. 2. You remark: 'Though you would be thought an enemy to enthusiasm and presumption, yet in both you are far from being inferior to the Moravians, or indeed to any others' . Strong assertions! 'Not inferior to any others' not to the French prophets or John of Leyden! (1) 'Enthusiasm is a false persuasion of an extraordinary divine assistance, which leads men to such conduct as is only to be justified by the supposition of such assistance.' I answer, 'Before this touches me, you are to prove (which I conceive you have not done yet) that my conduct is such as is only to be justified by the supposition of such assistance.' See letter of Feb. 2, 1745, sect. III. 5. You reply, 'This, I think, is proved in the preceding tract' . I think not. Let men of candor judge. Yet I am persuaded there was such an assistance at some times. You have also to prove that this was a false persuasion. You remark: (2) 'An enthusiast is, then, sincere, but mistaken' . I answered, 'That I am mistaken remains to be proved.' You reply, 'The world must judge.' Agreed, if by 'the world' you mean men of reason and religion.

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You remark: (6) 'He is very liable to err, not considering things coolly and carefully.' I answered: 'So indeed I am. I find it every day more and more. But I do not yet find that this is owing to my want of "considering things coolly and carefully." Perhaps you do not know many persons (excuse my simplicity in speaking it) who more carefully consider every step they take. Yet I know I am not cool or careful enough. May God supply this and all my wants!' See letter of Feb. 2, 1745, acct. III 5. You reply, 'Your private life I have nothing to do with'; and then enlarge on my 'method of consulting Scripture' and of using lots, of both which by-and-by. But meantime observe this does not affect the question; for I neither cast lots, nor use that method at all, till I have considered things with all the care I can. So that, be this right or wrong, it is no manner of proof that I do not 'carefully consider every step I take.' But how little did I profit by begging your excuse, suppose I had spoken a word unguardedly! O sir, you put me in mind of him who said, 'I know not how to show mercy!' You have need never to fight but when you are sure to conquer, seeing you are resolved neither to give nor take quarter. You remark: (7) 'He is very difficult to be convinced by reason and argument, as he acts upon a supposed principle superior to it the direction of God's Spirit.' I answered: 'I am very difficult to be convinced by dry blows or hard names, but not by reason or argument. At least, that difficulty cannot spring from the cause you mention; for I claim no other direction of God's Spirit than is common to all believers.' You reply: (1) 'I fear this will not be easily reconcilable to your past presences and behavior' . I believe it will; in particular to what I speak of the light I received from God in that important affair (Journal, i. 327). But as to the directions in general of the Spirit of God, we very probably differ in this: you apprehend those directions to be extraordinary which I suppose to be common to all believers.

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Instances of this kind occur in pages 12, 14, 15, 28, and 88 of the Third Journal; as also in pages 27, 28, and 80 of the last Journal. Journal, ii. 91, 106, 157, 290-1, 336, 447. I desire any who would understand the matter thoroughly to read those passages as they stand at length. As to the particular instances, I would observe: (1) That, with regard to my first journey to Bristol, you should in any wise have set down those words that preface the scriptures there recited: 'I was entreated in the most pressing manner to come to Bristol without delay. This I was not at all forward to do; and perhaps a little the less inclined to it, because of the remarkable scriptures which offered as often as we inquired touching the consequence of this removal: though, whether this was permitted only for the trial of our faith, God knoweth, and the event will show.' From the scriptures afterwards recited, some inferred that the event they apprehended was yet afar off. I infer nothing at all. I still know not how to judge, but leave the whole to God. This only I know, that the continual expectation of death was then an unspeakable blessing to me; that I did not dare knowingly to waste a moment, neither to throw away one desire on earthly things; those words being ever uppermost in my thoughts, and indeed frequently on my tongue: Ere long, when Sovereign Wisdom wills, My soul an unknown path shall tread, Shall strangely leave, who strangely fills This frame, and waft me to the dead. Oh what is Death 'Tis life's last shore, Where vanities are vain no more; Where all pursuits their goal obtain, And life is all retouched again. By John Gambold, in Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, i. 9. I observe: (2) That in two other of those instances (Journal, ii. 97, 103) it is particularly mentioned that 'I was troubled'; and that, by the seasonable application of those scriptures, that trouble was entirely removed. The same blessing I received (so I must term it still) from the words set down in pages 290-1; and in a yet higher degree from that exceeding apposite scripture mentioned in vol. ii. p. 446.

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So this you give as a genuine instance of my proceedings; and, I suppose, of your own fairness and candor! 'We agreed at length to decide it by lot.' True, at length: after a debate of some hours; after carefully hearing and weighing coolly all the reasons which could be alleged on either side; our brethren still continuing the dispute, without any probability of their coming to one conclusion, we at length (the night being now far spent) all agreed to this. 'Can there be greater rashness and extravagance' I cannot but think there can. 'Reason is thus in a manner rendered useless.' No; we had used it as far as it could go, from Saturday, March 17 (when I received the first letter), to Wednesday, 28, when the case was laid before the Society. 'Prudence is set aside.' Not so; but the arguments here were so equal that she saw not how to determine. 'And affairs of moment left to be determined by chance!' 'By chance!' What a blunder, then, is that, 'The lot is cast into the lap; but the whole disposal thereof is of the Lord'! This I firmly believe is truth and reason, and will be to the end of the world. And I therefore still subscribe to that declaration of the Moravian Church, laid before the whole body of Divines in the University of Wirtemberg, and not by them accounted enthusiasm: 'We have a peculiar esteem for lots, and accordingly use them both in public and private to decide points of importance when the reasons brought on each side appear to be of equal weight. And we believe this to be then the only way of wholly setting aside our own will, of acquitting ourselves of all blame, and clearly knowing what is the will of God.' (Journal, ii. 55-6.)

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You now add to the rest the following instance: 'One John Haydon, a man of a regular life and conversation, being informed that people fell into strange fits at the Societies, came to see and judge for himself. But he was still less satisfied than before; insomuch that he went about to his acquaintance one after another, and labored above measure to convince them it was a delusion of the devil. We were going home, when one met us in the street and informed us that John Haydon was fallen raving mad. It seems he had sat down to dinner, but had a mind first to end the sermon on Salvation by Faith. In reading the last page, he changed color, fell off his chair and began screaming terribly and beating himself against the ground. The neighbors were alarmed, and flocked into the house. I came in and found him upon the floor, the room being full of people, whom his wife would have kept without; but he cried aloud, "No: let them all come; let all the world see the just judgment of God." Two or three men were holding him as well as they could. He immediately fixed his eyes upon me and cried, "Aye, this is he who I said was a deceiver of the people; but God has overtaken me. I said it was all a delusion; but this is no delusion." He then roared out, "O thou devil! thou cursed devil! yea, thou legion of devils! thou canst not stay! Christ will cast thee out. I know His work is begun. Tear me to pieces if thou wilt, but thou canst not hurt me." He then beat himself against the ground again, his breast heaving at the same time as in the pangs of death, and great drops of sweat trickling down his face. We all betook ourselves to prayer. His pangs ceased, and both his body and soul were set at liberty.' (Journal, ii. 189-91.) If you had pleased, you might have added from the next paragraph, 'Returning to John Haydon, we found his voice was lost and his body weak as that of an infant; but his soul was in peace, full of love, and rejoicing in hope of the glory of God.'

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I must (2) observe that the truth of these facts is supported by the same kind of proof as that of all other facts is wont to be namely, the testimony of competent witnesses; and that the testimony here is in as high a degree as any reasonable man can desire. Those witnesses were many in number: they could not be deceived themselves; for the facts in question they saw with their own eyes and heard with their own ears; nor is it credible that so many of them would combine together with a view of deceiving others, the greater part being men that feared God, as appeared by the general tenor of their lives. Thus, in the case of John Haydon, this thing was not contrived and executed in a corner, and in the presence of his own family only, or three or four persons prepared for the purpose: no; it was in an open street of the city of Bristol, at one or two in the afternoon; and, the doors being all open from the beginning, not only many of the neighbors from every side, but several others (indeed, whosoever desired it), went in, till the house could contain no more. Nor yet does the account of my own illness and recovery depend, as you suppose, on my bare word. There were many witnesses both of my disorder on Friday and Saturday, and of my lying down most part of Sunday (a thing which they were well satisfied could not be the effect of a slight indisposition); and all who saw me that evening plainly discerned (what I could not wholly conceal) that I was in pain; about two hundred of whom were present when I was seized with that cough, which cut me short, so that I could speak no more, till I cried out aloud, 'Lord, increase my faith! Lord, confirm the word of Thy grace!' The same persons saw and heard that at that instant I changed my posture and broke out into thanksgiving; that quickly after, I stood upright (which I could not before) and showed no more sign either of sickness or pain.

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3. But what if there were now to be wrought ever so many 'real and undoubted miracles' (I suppose you mean by 'undoubted' such as, being sufficiently attested, ought not to be doubted of.) Why, 'this,' you say, 'would put the controversy on a short foot, and be an effectual proof of the truth of your presences.' By no means. As common as this assertion is, there is none upon earth more false. Suppose a teacher were now on this very day to work 'real and undoubted miracles'; this would extremely little 'shorten the controversy' between him and the greater part of his opposers: for all this would not force them to believe; but many would still stand just where they did before, seeing men may 'harden their hearts' against miracles as well as against arguments. So men have done from the beginning of the world, even against such signal, glorious miracles, against such interpositions of the power of God, as may not be again till the consummation of all things. Permit me to remind you only of a few instances, and to observe that the argument holds a fortiori; for who will ever be empowered of God again to work such miracles as these were Did Pharaoh look on all that Moses and Aaron wrought as an 'effectual proof of the truth of their presences' even when 'the Lord made the sea dry land and the waters were divided'; when 'the children of Israel went into the midst of the sea, and the waters were a wall unto them on the right hand and on the left' (Exod. xiv. 21-2.) Nay, The wounded dragon raged in vain, And, fierce the utmost plague to brave, Madly he dared the parted main, And sunk beneath the o'erwhelming wave. See Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, iv. 303.

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Was all this 'an effectual proof of the truth of their presences' to the Israelites themselves It was not. 'They were' still 'disobedient at the sea, even at the Red Sea.' Was the giving them day by day 'bread from heaven' 'an effectual proof' to those 'two hundred and fifty princes of the assembly, famous in the congregation, men of renown,' who said with Dathan and Abiram, 'Wilt thou put out the eyes of these men we will not come up' (Num. xvi. 14); nay, when 'the ground crave asunder that was under them, and the earth opened her mouth and swallowed them up' (verse 32). Neither was this an 'effectual proof' to those who saw it with their eyes, and heard the cry of those that went down into the pit; but the very next day they 'murmured against Moses and against Aaron, saying, Ye have killed the people of the Lord' (verse 41). Was not the case generally the same with regard to the Prophets that followed several of whom 'stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the violence of fire,' did many mighty works; yet their own people received them not. Yet 'they were stoned, they were sawn asunder, they were slain with the sword'; they were 'destitute, afflicted, tormented'; utterly contrary to the commonly received supposition that the working real, undoubted miracles must bring all controversy to an end and convince every gainsayer. Let us come nearer yet. How stood the case between our Lord Himself and His opposers Did He not work 'real and undoubted miracles' And what was the effect Still, when 'He came to His own, His own received Him not.' Still 'He was despised and rejected of men.' Still it was a challenge not to be answered, 'Have any of the rulers or of the Pharisees believed on Him' After this, how can you imagine that whoever works miracles must convince 'all men of the truth of his presences'

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Hence, although it should please God to work anew all the wonders that ever were wrought on the earth, still these men, however 'wise and prudent' they may be in things relating to the present world, would fight against God and all His messengers, and that in spite of all these miracles. Meanwhile God will reveal His truth unto babes unto those who are meek and lowly, whose desires are in heaven, who want to 'know nothing save Jesus Christ and Him crucified.' These need no outward miracle to show them His will; they have a plain rule the written Word. And 'the anointing which they have received of Him abideth in them and teacheth them of all things' (1 John ii. 27). Through this they are enabled to bring all doctrines 'to the law and to the testimony': and whatsoever is agreeable to this they receive, without waiting to see it attested by miracles; as, on the other hand, whatever is contrary to this they reject nor can any miracles move them to receive it. 5. Yet I do not know that God hath anyway precluded Himself from thus exerting His sovereign power from working miracles in any kind or degree in any age to the end of the world. I do not recollect any scripture wherein we are taught that miracles were to be confined within the limits either of the apostolic or the Cyprianic age, or of any period of time, longer or shorter, even till the restitution of all things. I have not observed, either in the Old Testament or the New, any intimation at all of this kind. St. Paul says, indeed, once, concerning two of the miraculous gifts of the Spirit (so, I think, that text is usually understood), 'Whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease.' But he does not say, either that these or any other miracles shall cease till faith and hope shall cease also, till they all be swallowed up in the vision of God, and love be all in all.

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VI. 1. But here I am aware of abundance of objections. You object, That to speak anything of myself, of what I have done, or am doing now, is mere boasting and vanity. This charge you frequently repeat. So page 102: 'The following page is full of boasting.' 'You boast very much of the numbers you have converted' ; and again, 'As to myself, I hope I shall never be led to imitate you in boasting.' I think, therefore, it is needful, once for all, to examine this charge thoroughly, and to show distinctly what that good thing is which you disguise under this bad name.

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(6) This very difficulty occurred: 'Will not my speaking of this be boasting at least, will it not be accounted so' They replied: 'If you speak of it as your own work, it will be vanity and boasting all over; but if you ascribe it wholly to God, if you give Him all the praise, it will not. And if, after this, some will account it so still, you must be content and bear the burthen.' (7) I yielded, and transcribed my papers for the press; only laboring as far as possible to 'render unto God the things which are God's,' to give Him the praise of His own work. 2. But this very thing you improve into a fresh objection. If I ascribe anything to God, it is enthusiasm. If I do not (or if I do), it is vanity and boasting, supposing me to mention it at all. What, then, can I do to escape your censure 'Why, be silent; say nothing at all.' I cannot, I dare not. Were I thus to please men, I could not be the servant of Christ.

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You do not appear to have the least idea or conception of what is in the heart of one whom it pleases Him that worketh all in all to employ in a work of this kind. He is in no wise forward to be at all employed therein: he starts back, again and again; not only because he readily foresees what shame, care, sorrow, reproach, what loss of friends, and of all that the world accounts dear, will inevitably follow; but much more because he (in some measure) knows himself. This chiefly it is which constrains him to cry out (and that many times, in the bitterness of his soul, when no human eye seeth him), 'O Lord, send by whom Thou wilt send, only send not me! What am I A worm! a dead dog! a man unclean in heart and lips!' And when he dares no longer gainsay or resist, when he is at last 'thrust out into the harvest,' he looketh on the right hand and on the left, he takes every step with fear and trembling, and with the deepest sense (such as words cannot express) of 'Who is sufficient for these things' Every gift which he has received of God for the furtherance of His word, whether of nature or grace, heightens this fear and increases his jealousy over himself; knowing that so much the stricter must the inquiry be when he gives an account of his stewardship. He is most of all jealous over himself when the work of the Lord prospers in his hand. He is then amazed and confounded before God. Shame covers his face. Yet, when he sees that he ought 'to praise the Lord for His goodness and to declare the wonders which He doeth for the children of men,' he is in a strait between two; he knows not which way to turn: he cannot speak; he dares not be silent. It may be for a time he 'keeps his mouth with a bridle; he holds his peace even from good. But his heart is hot within him,' and constrains him at length to declare what God hath wrought.

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And what use is it of, what good end does it serve, to term England a Christian country (Although it is true most of the natives are called Christians, have been baptized, frequent the ordinances; and although a real Christian is here and there to be found, 'as a light shining in a dark place.') Does it do any honor to our great Master among those who are not called by His name Does it recommend Christianity to the Jews, the Mahometans, or the avowed heathens Surely no one can conceive it does. It only makes Christianity stink in their nostrils. Does it answer any good end with regard to those on whom this worthy name is called I fear not; but rather an exceeding bad one. For does it not keep multitudes easy in their heathen practice does it not make or keep still greater numbers satisfied with their heathen tempers does it not directly tend to make both the one and the other imagine that they are what indeed they are not that they are Christians while they are utterly without Christ and without God in the world To close this point: If men are not Christians till they are renewed after the image of Christ, and if the people of England in general are not thus renewed, why do we term them so The god of this world hath long blinded their hearts. Let us do nothing to increase that blindness, but rather labor to recover them from that strong delusion, that they may no longer believe a lie. 4. Let us labor to convince all mankind that to be a real Christian is to love the Lord our God with all our heart and to serve Him with all our strength, to love our neighbor as ourselves, and therefore do unto every man as we would he should do unto us. Nay, you say, 'Had you confined yourselves to these great points, there would have been no objection against your doctrine. But the doctrines you have distinguished yourselves by are not the love of God and man, but many false and pernicious errors' .

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6. Religion itself (I choose to use the very words wherein I described it long ago) we define, 'The loving God with all our heart and our neighbor as ourselves; and in that love abstaining from all evil, and doing all possible good to all men.' The same meaning we have sometimes expressed a little more at large, thus, 'Religion we conceive to be no other than love: the love of God and of all mankind; the loving God "with all our heart and soul and strength," as having "first loved us," as the fountain of all the good we have received and of all we ever hope to enjoy; and the loving every soul which God hath made, every man on earth, as our own soul. 'This love we believe to be the medicine of life, the neverfailing remedy for all the evils of a disordered world, for all the miseries and vices of men. Wherever this is, there are virtue and happiness going hand in hand. There is humbleness of mind, gentleness, longsuffering, the whole image of God, and at the same time a peace that passeth all understanding and joy unspeakable and full of glory. 'This religion we long to see established in the world, a religion of love and joy and peace; having its seat in the heart, in the inmost soul, but ever showing itself by its fruits; continually springing forth, not only in all innocence (for love worketh no ill to his neighbor), but likewise in every kind of beneficence, spreading virtue and happiness all around it.' An Earnest Appeal. See Works, viii. 3-4. If this can be proved by Scripture or reason to be enthusiastic or erroneous doctrine, we will then plead guilty to the indictment of 'teaching error and enthusiasm.' But if this be the genuine religion of Christ, then will all who advance this charge against us be found false witnesses before God in the day when He shall judge the earth.

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9. But will this, or a thousand such instances as this, 'stop the mouths of all adversaries at once' O sir, would one expect such a thought as this in one that had read the Bible What if you could convert as many sinners as St. Paul himself Would that 'stop the mouths of all your adversaries' Yea, if you could convert three thousand at one sermon, still you would be so far from 'stopping all their mouths at once,' that the greater part of them would gnash upon you with their teeth, and cry, 'Away with such a fellow from the earth!' I never, therefore, expect 'to persuade the world,' the majority of mankind, that I 'have been' for some years 'advancing nothing' but what has a clear, immediate connection with 'the true knowledge and love of God'; that God hath been pleased to use me, a weak, vile worm, in reforming many of my fellow sinners, and making them at this day living witnesses of 'inward and pure religion'; and that many of these, 'from living in all sin, are quite changed, are become' so far 'holy that,' though they are not 'free from all sin,' yet no sin hath dominion over them. And yet I do firmly believe 'it is nothing but downright prejudice to deny or oppose any of these particulars.' (Preface, p. 5.)

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
'Allow Mr. Wesley,' you say, 'but these few points, and he will defend his conduct beyond exception.' That is most true. If I have, indeed, 'been advancing nothing but the true knowledge and love of God'; if God has made me an instrument in reforming many sinners, and bringing them to 'inward and pure religion'; and if many of these continue holy to this day, and free from all willful sin, then may I, even I, use those awful words, 'He that despiseth me, despiseth Him that sent me.' But I never expect the world to allow me one of these points. However, I must go on as God shall enable me. I must lay out whatsoever He entrusts me with (whether others will believe I do it or no), in advancing the true Christian knowledge of God and the love and fear of God among men; in reforming (if so be it please Him to use me still) those who are yet without God in the world; and in propagating inward and pure religion righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. 10. But you believe I only corrupt those who were good Christians before, teaching them to revile and censure their neighbors; and to abuse the clergy, notwithstanding all their meekness and gentleness, as I do myself. 'I must declare,' say you, 'we have in general answered your presence with all meekness and temper; the railing and reviling has been chiefly on the side of the Methodists' . Your first charge ran thus: 'How have such abuses as these been thrown out by you against our regular clergy, not the highest or the worthiest excepted!' (Remarks, p. 15). I answered: 'I am altogether clear in this matter, as often as it has been objected; neither do I desire to receive any other treatment from the clergy than they have received from me to this day.' See letter of Feb. 2, 1745, sect.1.15.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
Let any serious person read over those pages. I therein slander no man: I speak what I know, what I have both heard and read. The men are alive, and the books are extant. And the same conclusion I now defend, touching that part of the clergy who preach or write thus namely, if they preach the truth as it is in Jesus, I am found a false witness before God. But if I preach the way of God in truth, then they are blind leaders of the blind. (6) You quote those words, 'Nor can I be said to intrude into the labors of those who do not labor at all, but suffer thousands of those for whom Christ died to perish for lack of knowledge' (ii. 249). I wrote that letter near Kingswood. I would to God the observation were not terribly true! (7) The first passage you cite from the Earnest Appeal evidently relates to a few only among the clergy; and if the charge be true but of one in five hundred, it abundantly supports my reasoning. (8) In the next I address all those, and those only, who affirm that I preach for gain. Works, viii. 25-8. You conclude: 'The reader has now before him the manner in which you have been pleased to treat the clergy; and your late sermon is too fresh an instance on the like usage of the universities' On Scriptural Christianity. See Works, v. 37-52. (Second Letter, p. 107). It is an instance of speaking the truth in love. So I desire all mankind may use me. Nor could I have said less, either to the university or the clergy, without sinning against God and my own soul.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
II. But I must explain myself a little on that practice which you so often term 'abusing the clergy.' I have many times great sorrow and heaviness in my heart on account of these my brethren. And this sometimes constrains me to speak to them in the only way which is now in my power; and sometimes, though rarely, to speak of them of a few, not all in general. In either case I take an especial care (1) to speak nothing but the truth; (2) to speak this with all plainness; and (3) with love and in the spirit of meekness. Now, if you will call this abusing, railing, or reviling, you must. But still I dare not refrain from it. I must thus rail, thus abuse sinners of all sorts and degrees, unless I will perish with them. When I first read your declaration that our brethren 'in general had treated us with all meekness and temper,' I had thoughts of spreading before you a few of the flowers which they have strewed upon us with no sparing hand. But, on reflection, I judged it better to forbear. Let them die and be forgotten! As to those of the people called Methodists, whom you suppose to 'rail at and abuse the clergy' and to 'revile and censure their neighbors,' I can only say, Which are they Show me the men. And if it appear that any of those under my care habitually 'censure' or 'revile' others, whether clergy or laity, I will make them an example for the benefit of all the rest. Touching you, I believe I was afraid without cause. I do not think you advanced a willful untruth. This was a rash word. I hereby openly retract it, and ask pardon of God and you.

02 To Thomas Church

John Wesley · None · letter
To draw toward a conclusion: whosoever they are that 'despise me, and make no account of my labors,' I know that they are 'not in vain in the Lord,' and that I have not 'fought as one that beateth the air.' I still see (and I praise 'the Father of Lights, from whom every good and perfect gift descendeth') a continual increase of pure religion and undefiled, of the love of God and man, of the 'wisdom' which is 'pure and peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and of good fruits.' I see more and more of those 'who before lived in a thorough contempt of God's ordinances, and of all duties, now zealously discharging their duties to God and man, and walking in all His ordinances blameless.' A few, indeed, I have seen draw back to perdition, chiefly through a fear of being 'righteous overmuch.' And here and there one has fallen into Calvinism or turned aside to the Moravians. But I doubt not these 'are in a better state' than they were before they heard us. Admit they are in error, yea and die therein, yet who dares affirm they will perish everlastingly But, had they died in gross sin, we are sure they had fallen into 'the fire that never shall be quenched.' I have now considered, as far as my time would permit, not everything in your letter, whether of moment or no, but those points which I conceived to be of the greatest weight. That God may lead us both into all truth, and that we may not drop our love in the pursuit of it, is the continued prayer of, reverend sir, Your friend and servant for Christ's sake.

04 To Mrshutton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs.Hutton Date: June 19, 1746. Jonathan Woodward, I believe, never belonged to the Moravians. I hope he is lunatic. I expect to see Mr. Piers every day. When I do, I will inquire farther concerning that note.See letter of Jan. 18. I am, with thankfulness for this and all your favours, dear madam, Your obliged servant. To 'John Smith' LONDON, June 25, 1746. SIR, At length I have the opportunity, which I have long desired, of answering the letter you favored me with some time since. Wesley had sent him A Farther Appeal with his previous letter, and this 'John Smith' acknowledges in his letter of Feb. 26. Oh that God may still give us to bear with each other and to speak what we believe is the truth in love! 1. I detest all zeal which is any other than the flame of love. Yet I find it is not easy to avoid it. It is not easy (at least to me) to be 'always zealously affected in a good thing' without being sometimes so affected in things of an indifferent nature. Nor do I find it always easy to proportion my zeal to the importance of the occasion, and to temper it duly with prudence according to the various and complicated circumstances that occur. I sincerely thank you for endeavoring to assist me herein, to guard me from running into excess. I am always in danger of this, and yet I daily experience a far greater danger of the other extreme. To this day I have abundantly more temptation to lukewarmness than to impetuosity; to be a saunterer inter sylvas Academicas, a philosophical sluggard, than an itinerant preacher. And, in fact, what I now do is so exceeding little, compared with what I am convinced I ought to do, that I am often ashamed before God, and know not how to lift up mine eyes to the height of heaven!

04 To Mrshutton

John Wesley · None · letter
4. The case of many who subscribe to the Eleventh and following Articles I cannot yet think is exactly the same with the case of Mr. Whitefield and me subscribing the Seventeenth; for each of us can truly say, 'I subscribe this Article in that which I believe from my heart is its plain, grammatical meaning.' Twenty years ago I subscribed the Fifteenth Article likewise, in its plain, unforced, grammatical meaning. And whatever I do not now believe in this sense I will on no terms subscribe at all. 5. I speak variously, doubtless, on various occasions; but I hope not inconsistently. Concerning the seeming inconsistency which you mention, permit me to observe briefly, (1) That I have seen many things which I believe were miraculous; yet I desire none to believe my words any farther than they are confirmed by Scripture and reason. And thus far I disclaim miracles. (2) That I believe 'he that marrieth doeth well; but he that doth not (being a believer) doeth better.' Wesley's critic said: 'In one paragraph you allow it lawful for good people to marry; in another, you say all should refrain who can, and that all the children of God can.' See Works, xi. 456n, for Wesley's Thoughts on Marriage and a Single Life (1743). However, I have doubts concerning the tract on this head, which I have not yet leisure to weigh thoroughly. (3) That a newly justified person has at once, in that hour, power over all sin, and finds from that hour the work of God in his soul slowly and gradually increasing. And (lastly) That many, who while they have faith cannot doubt, do afterwards doubt whether they ever had it or no. Yea, many receive from the Holy Ghost an attestation of their acceptance as perceptible as the sun at noonday: and yet those same persons at other times doubt whether they ever had any such attestation nay, perhaps more than doubt, perhaps wholly deny, all that God has ever done for their souls; inasmuch as, in 'this hour and power of darkness,' they cannot believe they ever saw light.

04 To Mrshutton

John Wesley · None · letter
8. The 'living soberly, righteously, and godly' in this present world, or the uniform practice of universal piety, presupposes some degree of these 'fruits of the Spirit,' nor can possibly subsist without them. I never said men were too apt to rest on this practice. But I still say I know abundance of men who quiet their conscience, without either faith or love, by the practice of a few outward works; and this keeps them as easy and contented, though they are without hope and without God in the world, as either the doctrine of Irresistible Decrees could do or any theory whatsoever. Now, what is this but using outward works as commutations for inward holiness For (1) These men love not inward holiness; they love the world; they love money; they love pleasure or praise: therefore the love of God is not in them; nor, consequently, the Christian love of their neighbor. Yet (2) They are in no wise convinced that they are in the broad way which leads to destruction. They sleep on and take their rest. They say, 'Peace, peace,' to their soul, though there is no peace. But on what presence Why, on this very ground because (3) They do such and such outward works; they go to church, and perhaps to the Lord's Table; they use in some sort private prayer; they give alms; and therefore they imagine themselves to be in the high road to heaven. Though they have not 'the mind that was in Christ,' yet they doubt not but all is safe, because they do thus and thus, because their lives are not as other men's are. This is what I mean by using outward works as commutations for inward holiness. I find more and more instances every day of this miserable self-deceit. The thing is plain and clear. But if you dislike the phrase, we will drop it and use another.

04 To Mrshutton

John Wesley · None · letter
10. I am aware of one inconvenience in answering what you say touching the consequences of my preaching. It will oblige me to speak what will try your temper beyond anything I have said yet. I could, indeed, avoid this by standing on my guard and speaking with great reserve. But had you not rather that I should deal frankly with you and tell you just what is in my heart I am the more inclined to do this because the question before us is of so deep importance; insomuch that, were I convinced you had decided it right, there would be an end at once of my preaching. And it lies in a small compass, as you say, 'I am not making conjectures of what may happen, but relating mischiefs which actually have happened' These, then, 'the mischiefs which have actually happened,' let us consider as calmly as possible. But first we may set aside the 'thousands whom (it is said) we should have had pretending a mission from God to preach against the wickedness of the great had not the rebels been driven back.' The rebels, blessed be God, are driven back.. The Young Pretender's forces in 1745. So that mischief has not actually happened. We may waive also 'the legion of monstrous errors and wickednesses, the sedition, murder, and treason of the last century'; seeing, whatever may be hereafter, it is certain these mischiefs also have not yet actually happened. Nor have I anything to do with that poor madman (I never heard of any more than one such) who came, some time since, 'preaching in London streets against Prelacy' and Methodism, and 'denouncing curses against George Whitefield, John Wesley, and all bishops, priests, and deacons.' 'Smith' speaks in his letter of Feb. 26 of 'mischiefs which actually have happened.' 'Others have come preaching in the street against Prelacy, and denouncing the bitterest woes and curses against all bishops, priests, and deacons,' I was more nearly concerned in what has actually happened at Wednesbury, Darlaston, and Walsall. And these were 'shameful disorders 'indeed. Publish them not in Gath or Askelon! Concerning the occasion of which, I may speak more freely to you than it was proper to do to the public.

04 To Mrshutton

John Wesley · None · letter
When I preached at Wednesbury first, Mr. Egginton (the vicar) invited me to his house, and told me that the oftener I came the welcomer I should be; for I had done much good there already, and he doubted not but I should do much more. But the next year I found him another man. He had not only heard a vehement Visitation Charge, but had been informed that we had publicly preached against drunkards, which must have been designed for satire on him. From this time we found more and more effects of his unwearied labors, public and private, in stirring up the people on every side, 'to drive these fellows out of the country.' One of his sermons I heard with my own ears. I pray God I may never hear such another! The minister of Darlaston and the curate of Walsall trod in the same steps. And these were they who (not undesignedly) occasioned all the disorders which followed there.See Journal, iii. 74-5. You add: 'In countries which you have not much frequented there have appeared Antinomian preachers personating your disciples.' These have appeared most in countries I never frequented at all, as in the west of Lancashire, in Dorsetshire, and in Ireland. When I came they disappeared, and were seen no more there at least, not personating our disciples. And yet, by all I can learn, even these poor wretches have done as little harm as good. I cannot learn that they have destroyed one soul that was before truly seeking salvation. But you think I myself 'do a great deal of harm by breaking and setting aside order. For, order once ever so little set aside, confusion rushes in like a torrent.' What do you mean by order a plan of Church discipline What plan the scriptural, the primitive, or our own It is in the last sense of the word that I have been generally charged with breaking or setting aside order that is, the rules of our own Church, both by preaching in the fields and by using extemporary prayer.

06 To Benjamin Ingham

John Wesley · None · letter
These things I myself heard him speak, as I am ready to give upon oath whenever required. You ought not, therefore, to say, 'This is altogether false,' on the bare denial of Mr. Molther or any other. 3. 'Some of Fetter Lane Society, when the difference broke out, spoke and acted very imprudently. But then, to lay the blame on the Moravian Church as if it were their fault is quite wrong.' I think so too; and have said so in my answer to Mr. Church, published some time before you sent your letter.See letter of Feb. a, 1745, sect. I. 2. If, therefore, you imagine that I lay the blame on the Moravian Church, you are under a mistake here also; or if you think I 'lay the fault of one man upon an whole community.' 4. 'As to the English that really were to blame, they confessed their faults and asked Mr. Wesley's pardon. And some of them, if I mistake not, did it with tears.' I really think you do mistake again. I remember no such thing. Fifty persons and more spoke bitter things concerning me. One or two asked my pardon for so doing, but in so slight and cursory a manner that I do not so much as know who were the men, neither the time or place where it was done so far were they from doing it with tears, or with any solemnity or earnestness at all. As for the rest, if they were ever convinced or ashamed at all, it is a secret to me to this day.

06 To Benjamin Ingham

John Wesley · None · letter
5. 'Therefore to publish things which ought to have been buried in eternal oblivion is what I do not like.' This whole matter of asking pardon you seem to mistake, as Count Zinzendorf did before. I wish you would consider the answer I gave him: 'They asked my pardon for using me ill. I replied, that was superfluous: I was not angry with them; but I was afraid of two things, (1) that there was error in their doctrine; (2) that there was sin (allowed) in their practice.' This was then, and is at this day, the one question between them and me. Now, this cannot be buried in oblivion. That error and sin have spread too far already; and it was my part, after private reproof had been tried again and again to no purpose, to give public warning thereof to all the world, that, if possible, they might spread no farther. 6. 'Mr. Wesley is partial throughout his Journal.' I want to know the particular instances. 'In what he mentions of me, he does not represent our conversation rightly.' Then it is the fault of my memory. But be so kind as to point out the particulars that are not rightly represented. 'He has done the cause of our Savior more mischief than any one else could have done.' Tell me how, unless you mean the Antinomian cause by the cause of our Savior. 'I have several times gone to Mr. Wesley to explain matters and to desire him to be reconciled.' Several times! When, and where You surprise me much! Either my memory or yours fails strangely. 'In truth, it is he that has stood out.' Alas, my brother! What an assertion is this! Did not I come three years ago (before that Journal was published) in all haste from Newcastle-upon-Tyne, and my brother in five days from the Land's End, to a supposed conference in London see Journal, iii. 84-6. Was this standing out But with what effect Why, Mr. Spangenberg had just left London. None besides had any power to confer with us. And, to cut us off from any such expectation, James Hutton said they had orders not to confer at all unless the Archbishop of Canterbury or the Bishop of London were present.

01 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BRISTOL, January 26, 1747. I have been sometimes afraid you have suffered loss for want of a frank acknowledgement of the truth: I mean with regard to the gay world. If we openly avow what we approve, the fear or shame generally lights on them; but if we are ashamed or afraid, then they pursue, and will be apt to rally us both out of our reason and religion. I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant. My best respects attend Mrs. Blackwell and Mrs. Dewal.Mrs. Hannah Dewal lived with the Blackwells at Lewisham, and was one of the most intimate friends of John and Charles Wesley. See C. Wesley's Journal, ii. 170, 379-83. I hope you strengthen each other's hands.

03 To Mr Howell Harris At Trevecca Near Hay Brecknock

John Wesley · None · letter
4. When you warned me against 'excess of zeal,' I did not say this was not my weak side, that it was not one weakness to which I am exposed. My words were: 'I am always in danger of this; and yet I daily experience a far greater danger of the other extreme.' I do. I am to this day ashamed before God that I do so little to what I ought to do. But this you call 'over-done humility,' and suppose it to be inconsistent with what occurs in the ninety-third and ninety-fourth paragraphs of the Earnest Appeal. See Works, viii. 38-9. I believe it is not at all inconsistent therewith: only one expression there is too strong 'all his time and strength'; for this very cause 'I am ashamed before God.' I do not spend all my time so profitably as I might, nor all my strength; at least, not all I might have, if it were not for my own lukewarmness and remissness, if I wrestled with God in constant and fervent prayer.

03 To Mr Howell Harris At Trevecca Near Hay Brecknock

John Wesley · None · letter
8. But I will waive all authorities, that of Origen and Chrysostom, as well as of Hannah Richardson (though not a weak woman, but eminently the reverse) and Averel Spenser See letters of Dec. 30, 1745, sects. 4, 7, and March 22, 1748, sect. 14.(though not a wicked one), only observing that your argument proves too much. I am as fully assured to-day, as I am of the shining of the sun, that the Scriptures are of God. I cannot possibly deny or doubt of it now: yet I may doubt of it to-morrow; as I have done heretofore a thousand times, and that after the fullest assurance preceding. Now, if this be 'a demonstration that my former assurance was a mere fancy,' then farewell all revelation at once!

03 To Mr Howell Harris At Trevecca Near Hay Brecknock

John Wesley · None · letter
10. That 'the irregularities of Mr. Cartwright Thomas Cartwright was the Puritan Lady Margaret Professor of Divinity at Cambridge in 1569. He lectured and preached against the habits worn by the clergy; and criticized the Constitution of the Church of England, and argued for that of Geneva. He was removed from the professorship in 1570. See Walton's Hooker, p. 138. did more harm in the course of a century than all the labors of his life did good' is by no means plain to me; and the less so, because I cannot learn from Mr. Stripe John Strype (1643-1737) wrote a History of the Life and Actions of Edmund Grindal, who zealously opposed Cartwright. or any other impartial writer (whatever his mistakes in judgement were) that he fell into any irregularities at all. I look upon him and the body of Puritans in that age (to whom the German Anabaptists bore small resemblance) to have been both the most learned and most pious men that were then in the English nation. Nor did they separate from the Church, but were driven out, whether they would or no. The vengeance of God which fell on the posterity of their persecutors, I think, is no imputation on Mr. Cartwright or them; but a wonderful scene of divine Providence, visiting the sins of the fathers upon their children (when they also had filled up the measure of their iniquities) unto the third and fourth generation. I am not careful for what may be an hundred years hence. He who governed the world before I was born shall take care of it likewise when I am dead. My part is to improve the present moment. And whatever may be the fruits of laypreaching when you and I are gone to our long home, every serious man has cause to bless God for those he may now see with his eyes, for the saving so many souls from death and hiding a multitude of sins. The instances glare in the face of the sun. Many, indeed, God hath taken to Himself; but many more remain, both young and old, who now fear God and work righteousness.

03 To Mr Howell Harris At Trevecca Near Hay Brecknock

John Wesley · None · letter
11. Perhaps a parallel drawn from physic may hold more exactly than you was apprised of. For more than twenty years I have had numberless proofs that regular physicians do exceeding little good. From a deep conviction of this, I have believed it my duty, within these four months last past, to prescribe such medicines to six or seven hundred of the poor as I knew were proper for their several disorders. See letter of Jan. 26. Within six weeks nine in ten of them who had taken these medicines were remarkably altered for the better; and many were cured of diseases under which they had labored for ten, twenty, forty years. Now, ought I to have let one of these poor wretches perish because I was not a regular physician to have said, 'I know what will cure you; but I am not of the College: you must send for Dr. Mead' For Dr. Richard Mead, see heading to letter of Sept. 28, 1745. 'Before Dr. Mead had come in his chariot, the man might have been in his coffin. And when the doctor was come, where was his fee What! he cannot live upon nothing! So, instead of an orderly cure, the patient dies; and God requires his blood at my hands!' See letter of May 4, 1748. 12. But you think, 'if one should look out of his grave in the middle of the next century, he would find the orderly preaching at St. Luke's and St. Church had done more good than the disorderly preaching at Kennington.' I cannot learn, by all the inquiries I have made, that at present it does any good at all; that either Dr. Bulkeley See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. III. 5. or Dr. Gally Henry Gally, Vicar of St. Giles' in-the-Fields 1732-69. has in all these years converted one sinner to God. And if a man saves no souls while he is alive, I fear he will save few after he is dead.

04 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: SHEFFIELD, May 14, 1747. I doubt you will sometimes be in danger by a snare you are not aware of: you will often meet with persons who labor till they are delivered of all they know, and who (perhaps 'with very good intent, but little wit') will tell you abundance of things, good or bad, of the Society, or any member of it. Now, all this is poison to your soul. You have only to give an account of yourself to God. Oh may you do it with joy, and not with grief! I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant.

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
'What, it may be asked, do you mean by "one that is perfect" or "one that is as his Master" We mean one in whom is "the mind which was in Christ," and who so "walketh as He walked"; a man that "hath clean hands and a pure heart," or that is "cleansed from all filthiness of flesh and spirit"; one "in whom there is no occasion of stumbling," and who accordingly "doth not commit sin." To declare this a little more particularly: we understand by that scriptural expression, "a perfect man," one in whom God hath fulfilled His faithful word "From all your filthiness and from all your idols will I cleanse you. I will also save you from all your uncleanness." We understand hereby one whom God hath sanctified throughout, even in "body, soul, and spirit"; one who "walketh in the light, as He is in the light," in whom "is no darkness at all; the blood of Jesus Christ His Son" having cleansed "him from all sin." 'This man can now testify to all mankind, "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet I live not, but Christ liveth in me." He "is holy, as God who called him is holy," both in life and "in all manner of conversation." He "loveth the Lord his God with all his heart, and serveth Him with all his strength." He "loveth his neighbor" (every man) "as himself"; yea, "as Christ loved us" them in particular that "despitefully use him and persecute him," because "they know not the Son, neither the Father." Indeed, his soul is all love, filled with "bowels of mercies, kindness, meekness, gentleness, longsuffering." And his life agreeth thereto, full of "the work of faith, the patience of hope, the labor of love." And "whatsoever he doeth, either in word or deed," he doeth "it all in the name," in the love and power, "of the Lord Jesus." In a word, he doeth the will of God "on earth, as it is done in heaven."

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
'This is to be "a perfect man," to be "sanctified throughout, created anew in Jesus Christ"; even "to have an heart so all-flaming with the love of God" (to use Archbishop's Ussher's words), "as continually to offer up every thought, word, and work as a spiritual sacrifice, acceptable unto God through Christ." In every thought of our hearts, in every word of our tongues, in every work of our hands, "to show forth His praise who hath called us out of darkness into His marvelous light." Oh that both we and all who seek the Lord Jesus in sincerity may thus "be made perfect in one"!' 9. I conjure you, my Lord, by the mercies of God, if these are not the words of truth and soberness, point me out wherein I have erred from the truth; show me clearly wherein I have spoken either beyond or contrary to the Word of God. But might I not humbly entreat that your Lordship, in doing this, would abstain from such expressions as these, 'If they will but put themselves under their direction and discipline . . . after their course of discipline is once over' , as not suitable either to the weight of the subject or the dignity of your Lordship's character. And might I not expect something more than these loose assertions, that this is 'a delusion altogether groundless, a notion contrary to the whole tenor both of the Old and New Testament'; that 'the Scriptures forbid all thought of it, as vain, arrogant, and presumptuous'; that they 'represent all mankind, without distinction, as subject to sin and corruption' ('subject to sin and corruption'! strong words!) 'during their continuance in this world; and require no more than an honest desire and endeavor to find ourselves less and less in a state of imperfection' (pages 15-16). Is it not from your Lordship's entirely mistaking the question, not at all apprehending what perfection I teach, that you go on to guard against the same imaginary consequences as your Lordship did in the Observations Surely, my Lord, you never gave yourself the trouble to read the answer given in the Farther Appeal, to every objection which you now urge afresh; seeing you do not now appear to know any more of my sentiments than if you had never proposed one question nor received one answer upon the subject!

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
10. If your Lordship designed to show my real sentiments concerning the last doctrine which you mention, as one would imagine by your adding 'These are his own words' , should you not have cited all my own words at least, all the words of that paragraph, and not have mangled it as Mr. Church did before It runs thus: ' I showed at large, in order to answer those who taught that none but they who are full of faith and the Holy Ghost ought ever to communicate: (1) That the Lord's Supper was ordained by God to be a means of conveying to men either preventing, or justifying, or sanctifying grace, according to their several necessities. (2) That the persons for whom it was ordained are all those who know and feel that they want the grace of God, either to restrain them from sin, or to "show their sins forgiven," or to "renew their souls" in the image of God. (3) That inasmuch as we come to His Table, not to give Him anything, but to receive whatsoever He sees best for us, there is no previous preparation indispensably necessary but a desire to receive whatsoever He pleases to give. And (4) That no fitness is required at the time of communicating but a sense of our state, of our utter sinfulness and helplessness; every one who knows he is fit for hell being just fit to come to Christ in this as well as all other ways of His appointment.' (Journal, ii. 361-2.)

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
Actual preparation was here entirely out of the question. It might be absolutely and indispensably necessary, for anything I had either said or meant to the contrary; for it was not at all in my thoughts. And the habitual preparation which I had in terms declared to be indispensably necessary was 'a willingness to know and to do the whole will of God' and 'earnest desires of universal holiness.' Does your Lordship think this is 'meant to set aside all repentance for sins past and resolutions of living better for the time to come' 11. Your Lordship next falls with all your might upon that strange assertion, as you term it, 'We come to His Table, not to give Him anything, but to receive whatsoever He sees best for us.' 'Whereas,' says your Lordship, 'in the exhortation at the time of receiving, the people are told that they must give most humble and hearty thanks . . . and immediately after receiving, both minister and people join in offering and presenting themselves before God' (pages 20-1). O God! in what manner are the most sacred things here treated! the most venerable mysteries of our religion! What quibbling, what playing upon words, is here! 'Not to give Him anything.' 'Yes, to give Him thanks.' O my Lord, are these the words of a Father of the Church 12. Your Lordship goes on: 'To the foregoing account of these modern principles and doctrines it may not be improper to subjoin a few observations upon the indirect practices of the same people in gaining proselytes' (pages 23-4). I. 'They persuade the people that the Established worship, with a regular attendance upon it, is not sufficient to answer the ends of devotion.' Your Lordship mentioned this likewise in the Observations. In your fourth query it stood thus: 'Whether a due and regular attendance on the public offices of religion, paid in a serious and composed way, does not answer the true ends of devotion.' Suffer me to repeat part of the answer then given:

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
'I must explain myself a little on that practice which you so often term "abusing the clergy." I have many times great sorrow and heaviness in my heart on account of these my brethren. And this sometimes constrains me to speak to them in the only way which is now in my power; and sometimes, though rarely, to speak of them of a few, not all in general. In either case, I take an especial care (1) to speak nothing but the truth; (2) to speak this with all plainness; and (3) with love and in the spirit of meekness. Now, if you will call this abusing, railing, or reviling, you must. But still I dare not refrain from it. I must thus rail, thus abuse sinners of all sorts and degrees, unless I will perish with them.'See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. vi. II. III. 14. 'They value themselves upon extraordinary strictnesses and severities in life, and such as are beyond what the rules of Christianity require. They captivate the people by such professions and appearances of uncommon sanctity. But that which can never fail of a general respect is a quiet and exemplary life, free from the many follies and indiscretions which those restless and vagrant teachers are apt to fall into.' (Charge, p. 25.)

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
When your Lordship urged this before in the Observations, I openly declared my belief 'that true religion cannot lead into a disregard or disesteem of the common duties and offices of life; that, on the contrary, it leads men to discharge all those duties with the strictest and closest attention; that Christianity requires this attention and diligence in all stations and in all conditions; that the performance of the lowest offices of life, as unto God, is truly a serving of Christ; and that this is the doctrine I preach continually' A Farther Appeal, Part I. See Works, viii. 46.; a fact whereof any man may easily be informed. Now, if after all this your Lordship will repeat the charge as if I had not once opened my mouth concerning it, I cannot help it. I can say no more. I commend my cause to God. 17. Having considered what your Lordship has advanced concerning dangerous doctrines and indirect practices, I now come to the instructions your Lordship gives to the clergy of your diocese. How awful a thing is this! The very occasion carries in it a solemnity not to be expressed. Here is an angel of the Church of Christ, one of the stars in God's right hand, calling together all the subordinate pastors, for whom he is to give an account to God; and directing them (in the name and by the authority of 'the great Shepherd of the sheep, Jesus Christ, the First-begotten from the dead, the Prince of the kings of the earth') how to 'make full proof of their ministry,' that they may be 'pure from the blood of all men'; how to 'take heed unto themselves, and to all the flock over which the Holy Ghost hath made them overseers'; how to 'feed the flock of God, which He hath purchased with His own blood'! To this end they are all assembled together. And what is the substance of all his instructions 'Reverend brethren, I charge you all, lift up your voice like a trumpet, and warn and arm and fortify all mankind against a people called Methodists!'

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
True it is, your Lordship gives them several advices; but all in order to this end. You direct them to 'inculcate the excellency of our Liturgy as a wise, grave, and serious service'; to 'show their people that a diligent attendance on their business is a serving of God'; 'punctually to perform both the public offices of the Church and all other pastoral duties'; and to 'engage the esteem of their parishioners by a constant regularity of life.' But all these your Lordship recommends eo nomine as means to that great end the arming and fortifying their people against the Moravians or Methodists and their doctrines. Is it possible Could your Lordship discern no other enemies of the gospel of Christ Are there no other heretics or schismatics on earth, or even within the four seas Are there no Papists, no Deists in the land Or are their errors of less importance Or are their numbers in England less considerable or less likely to increase Does it appear, then, that they have lost their zeal for making proselytes Or are all the people so guarded against them already that their labor is in vain Can your Lordship answer these few plain questions to the satisfaction of your own conscience Have the Methodists (so called) already monopolized all the sins as well as errors in the nation Is Methodism the only sin, or the only fatal or spreading sin, to be found within the Bills of Mortality Have two thousand (or more) 'ambassadors of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God' no other business than to guard, warn, arm, and fortify their people against this O my Lord, if this engrosses their time and strength (as it must, if they follow your Lordship's instructions), they will not give an account with joy, either of themselves or of their flock, in that day!

05 To Dr Gibson Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
20. I would fain set this point in a clearer light. Here are in and near Moorfields ten thousand poor souls, for whom Christ died, rushing headlong into hell. Is Dr. Bulkeley, the parochial minister, both willing and able to stop them See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. III. 5. If so, let it be done, and I have no place in these parts: I go and call other sinners to repentance. But if, after all he has done and all he can do, they are still in the broad way to destruction, let me see if God will put a word even in my mouth. True, I am a poor worm that of myself can do nothing. But if God sends by whomsoever He will send, His word shall not return empty. All the messenger of God asks is, p st (no help of man!) a s. Give me where to stand, and I will shake the earth' (Archimedes and his lever). See letter in Dec. 1751, sect. 3, to Bishop Lavington. The arm of the Lord is revealed. The lion roars, having the prey plucked out of his teeth. And 'there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over' more than 'one sinner that repenteth.'

08 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: BEERCROCOMB. July 31, 1747. Is justifying faith a sense of pardon Negatur. I. Every one is deeply concerned to understand this question well: but preachers most of all; lest they should either make them sad whom God hath not made sad, or encourage them to say peace where there is no peace. Some years ago we heard nothing about either justifying faith or a sense of pardon: so that, when we did hear of them, the theme was quite new to us; and we might easily, especially in the heat and hurry of controversy, lean too much either to the one hand or to the other. II. By justifying faith I mean that faith which whosoever hath not is under the wrath and curse of God. By a sense of pardon I mean a distinct, explicit assurance that my sins are forgiven. I allow (1) that there is such an explicit assurance; (2) that it is the common privilege of real Christians; (3) that it is the proper Christian faith, which purifieth the heart and overcometh the world. But I cannot allow that justifying faith is such an assurance, or necessarily connected therewith. III. Because, if justifying faith necessarily implies such an explicit sense of pardon, then every one who has it not, and every one so long as he has it not, is under the wrath and under the curse of God. But this is a supposition contrary to Scripture as well as to experience. Contrary to Scripture (Isa. l.10; Acts x. 34). Contrary to experience: for Jonathan Reeves, c. c., had peace with God, no fear, no doubt, before they had that sense of pardon; and so have I frequently had. Again, the assertion that justifying faith is a sense of pardon is contrary to reason; it is flatly absurd. For how can a sense of our having received pardon be the condition of our receiving it

10 To Westley Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
4. In a few days you had a counter-revelation that you was not to marry her but her sister. This last error was far worse than the first. But you was now quite above conviction. So, in spite of her poor, astonished parent, of her brothers, of all your vows and promises, you shortly after jilted the younger and married the elder sister. The other, who had honored you as an angel from heaven, and still loved you much too well (for you had stole her heart from the God of her youth), refused to be comforted. From that time she fell into a lingering illness, which terminated in her death. And doth not her blood still cry unto God from the earth Surely it is upon your head. 5. Till this time you was a pattern of lowliness, meekness, seriousness, and continual advertence to the presence of God; and, above all, of self-denial in every kind, and of suffering all things with joyfulness. But there was now a worm at the root of the gourd. Yet it did not presently wither away, but for two years or more after your marriage you behaved nearly the same as before. Then anger and surliness began to appear, particularly towards your wife. But it was not long before you was sensible of this, and you seemed to have conquered it. 6. You went up to London ten years ago, and met Mr. Whitefield, come from Georgia. After this you began to speak on any head not with your usual diffidence and self-abasement, but with a kind of confidence in your own judgment and an air of self-sufficiency. A natural consequence was, the treating with more sharpness and contempt those who opposed either your judgment or practice. 7. You came to live at London. You then for a season appeared to gain ground again. You acted in concert with my brother and me; heard our advice, and sometimes followed it. But this continued only till you contracted a fresh acquaintance with some of the Brethren of Fetter Lane. Thenceforward you was quite shut up to us; we had no manner of influence over you; you was more and more prejudiced against us, and would receive nothing which we said.

03 To Thomas Whitehead

John Wesley · None · letter
But there is great impropriety of expression. For though the Spirit is our principal leader, yet He is not our rule at all; the Scriptures are the rule whereby He leads us into all truth. Therefore, only talk good English; call the Spirit our 'guide,' which signifies an intelligent being, and the Scriptures our 'rule,' which signifies something used by an intelligent being, and all is plain and clear. 4. 'All mankind is fallen and dead, deprived of the sensation of this inward testimony of God, and subject to the power and nature of the devil, while they abide in their natural state. And hence not only their words and deeds, but all their imaginations, are evil perpetually in the sight of God.' 5. 'God out of His infinite love hath so loved the world that He gave His only Son, to the end that whosoever believeth on Him might have everlasting life. And He enlighteneth every man that cometh into the world, as He tasted death for every man.' 6. 'The benefit of the death of Christ is not only extended to such as have the distinct knowledge of His death and sufferings, but even unto those who are inevitably excluded from this knowledge. Even these may be partakers of the benefit of His death, though ignorant of the history, if they suffer His grace to take place in their hearts, so as of wicked men to become holy.' In these points there is no difference between Quakerism and Christianity. 7. 'As many as receive the light, in them is produced an holy and spiritual birth, bringing forth holiness, righteousness, purity, and all other blessed fruits. By which holy birth, as we are sanctified, so we are justified.' Here is a wide difference between Quakerism and Christianity. This is flat justification by works. Whereas the Christian doctrine is, that 'we are justified by faith'; that 'unto him that worketh not, but believeth on Him that justifieth the ungodly, his faith is counted to him for righteousness.' The ground of this mistake is the not understanding the meaning of the word 'justification.' For Robert Barclay takes it in the same sense as the Papists do, confounding it with sanctification. So, in page 208 of his Apology, he says in express terms, 'Justification, taken in its proper signification, is making one just, and is all one with sanctification.'

03 To Thomas Whitehead

John Wesley · None · letter
The Scripture says quite otherwise that he did give way to the fury of the Jews against him. I read: 'Festus, willing to do the Jews a pleasure (who had desired a favour against him, that he would send for him to Jerusalem, lying in wait in the way to kill him), said to Paul, Wilt thou go up to Jerusalem, and there be judged of these things before me Then said Paul, I stand at Caesar's judgement-seat, where I ought to be judged: to the Jews have I done no wrong, as thou very well knowest. If I have done anything worthy of death, I refuse not to die; but if there be none of these things whereof these accuse me, no man may deliver me unto them.' Hence it plainly appears that Festus was a very wicked person-one who, 'to do the Jews a pleasure,' would have betrayed the innocent blood. But although St. Paul was not ignorant of his character, still he called him 'Most Noble Festus,' giving him the title of his office; which, indeed, was neither more nor less than saying, 'Governor Festus' or 'King Agrippa..' It is therefore mere superstition to scruple this. And it is, if possible, greater superstition still to scruple saying you, vous, or ihr, whether to one or more persons, as is the common way of speaking in any country. It is this which fixes the language of every nation. It is this which makes me say you in England, vous in France, and ihr in Germany, rather than thou, tu, or du, rather than su, se, or +HEB+; which, if we speak strictly, is the only scriptural language; not thou or thee any more than you. But the placing religion in such things as these is such egregious trifling, as naturally tends to make all religion stink in the nostrils of infidels and heathens. And yet this, by a far greater abuse of words than that you would reform, you call the plain language. O my friend! he uses the plain language who speaks the truth from his heart; not he who says thee or thou, and in the meantime will dissemble or flatter, like the rest of the world. 'It is not lawful for Christians to kneel, or bow the body, or uncover the head to any man.'

08 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: DUBLIN, March 15, 1743. We have not found a place yet that will suit us for building. Several we have heard of, and seen some; but they are all leasehold land, and I am determined to have freehold, if it is to be had in Dublin; otherwise we must lie at the mercy of our landlord whenever the lease is to be renewed. I find the engaging, though but a little, in these temporal affairs is apt to damp and deaden the soul; and there is no remedy but continual prayer. What, then, but the mighty power of God can keep your soul alive, who are engaged all the day long in such a multiplicity of them It is well that His grace is sufficient for you. But do you not find need to pray always And if you can't always say, My hands are but employed below, My heart is still with Thee, is there not the more occasion for some season of solemn retirement (if it were possible, every day), wherein you may withdraw your mind from earth, and even the accounts between God and your own soul I commend you and yours to His continual protection; and am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant. I suppose my brother will be with you almost as soon as this.Charles Wesley was detained a week through ill-health, but got to Holyhead on March 21.

09 To William Holland

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Holland Date: DUBLIN, March 16, 1748. MY DEAR BROTHER, The affair of which you had some account in London is likely to come to a good conclusion. Mr. Samuel Edwards has given Mr. Perronet a lease of the house in Skinner's Alley for three years. This Mr. Perronet transferred to me on Monday; on which I immediately wrote to Mr. Cennick, into whose hands I design to give it up with as little noise as possible. I could not be easy if I had two places to preach in and he none at all. I have not heard from you a long time. I trust you are at peace in Him that hath loved you, and that your heart is still with Your affectionate brother.

10 To William Holland

John Wesley · None · letter
3. Yet 'such deviation,' you think, 'may open a door to much disorder and error.' I grant it may; but I still insist (1) that accidental ill consequences may flow from a good thing; (2) that the good consequences in the present case overbalance the evil beyond all possible degrees of comparison. The same I believe of Mr. Whitefield's public preaching (which was not the consequence but the cause of mine), whose doctrine in general (though he is mistaken in some points) I believe to be the truth of the gospel. 4. I never did censure the whole body of clergy; and God forbid that I ever should. I do not willingly censure any, even the grossly immoral. But you advise to 'complain of these to the Bishop of the diocese.' In what way 'Be so public-spirited as to present them.' Much may be said on that question. I should ask: (1) Have I a right to present them I apprehend not. The churchwardens of each parish are to do this; which they will hardly do at my instance. (2) If I could do it myself, the presenting them to the Court is not presenting them to the Bishop: the Bishop, you cannot but know, has no more authority in what is called the Bishop's Court than the Pope of Rome. (3) I cannot present, suppose, thirty persons in as many counties, to the lay chancellors or officials (men whom I apprehend to have just as much authority from Scripture to administer the sacraments as to try ecclesiastical causes), without such an expense both of labour and money and time as I am by no means able to sustain. And what would be the fruit, if I could sustain it if I was the informer-general against the immoral clergy of England O sir, can you imagine, or dare you say, that I should 'have the thanks of the bishops, and of all good men, both clergy and laity' If you allow only those to be good men who would thank me for this, I fear you would not find seven thousand good men in all our Israel.

10 To William Holland

John Wesley · None · letter
11. I am glad you do 'not demand miracles in proof of doctrines.' Thus far, then, we are agreed. But you demand them (1) 'as things to which I lay claim,' and in order to show that claim cannot be supported; (2) as necessary to give me 'a right to be implicitly believed '; and (3) to justify my 'assuming the Apostolate of England.' If this be all, your demand must soon fall to the ground, since the whole foundation sinks beneath it. For: (1) I lay no claim (in your sense) to miracles; for the clearing of which suffer me to refer you once more (that I may not be surfeited with crambe decies repetita Juvenal's Satires, vii. 154: 'Saying the same things ten times over.' Wesley adds decies.) to the second letter to Mr. Church.See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. 5. (2) I claim no implicit faith: I neither pay it to, nor expect it from, any man living. (3) I no otherwise assume the Apostolate of England (if you choose to use the phrase) than I assume the Apostolate of all Europe, or, rather, of all the world; that is, in plain terms, wherever I see one or a thousand men running into hell, be it in England, Ireland, or France, yea, in Europe, Asia, Africa, or America, I will stop them if I can: as a minister of Christ, I will beseech them in His name to turn back and be reconciled to God.See letter of March 20, 1739. Were I to do otherwise, were I to let any soul drop into the pit whom I might have saved from everlasting burnings, I am not satisfied God would accept my plea, 'Lord, he was not of my parish.'

15 To William Mondet

John Wesley · None · letter
That I added after all, I 'am still ready, if it shall be required, to relinquish it at a month's warning,' you ought to have acknowledged as a fresh and signal proof both of uprightness and brotherly kindness. Mr. William Mondet.

20 To William Horne

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Horne Date: CORK STREET, April 27, 1748. MY DEAR BROTHER, or, to speak civilly, SIR, You do well to speak your mind. If it was my mind to keep the house, I should do it without seeking any presence at all. I have the staff in my own hands. But it is not my mind to keep it. One thing I know, that you had the house before we came to Dublin. A second thing I believe, that if we had not come you would have had it still. And this determined me to take the lease of Mr. Perronet that you might have it again. My yea is yea, and my nay is nay. What I said at first I say still. Indemnify me as to the rents and covenants, and take the house when you will. I have empowered Mr. Meriton to act for me, as you do for Mr. Cennick. I am Your affectionate brother, or, if you choose it rather, Your humble servant. To a Clergyman TULLAMORE, May 4, 1748. REVEREND SIR, I have at present neither leisure nor inclination to enter into a formal controversy; but you will give me leave just to offer a few loose hints relating to the subject of last night's conversation. I. 1. Seeing life and health are things of so great importance, it is without question highly expedient that physicians should have all possible advantages of learning and education. 2. That trial should be made of them by competent judges before they practice publicly. 3. That after such trial they be authorized to practice by those who are empowered to convey that authority. 4. And that, while they are preserving the lives of others, they should have what is sufficient to sustain their own. 5. But, supposing a gentleman bred at the University in Dublin, with all the advantages of education, after he has undergone all the usual trials, and then been regularly authorized to practice, 6. Suppose, I say, this physician settles at for some years, and yet makes no cures at all; but, after trying his skill on five hundred persons, cannot show that he has healed one, many of his patients dying under his hands, and the rest remaining just as they were before he came,

20 To William Horne

John Wesley · None · letter
II. Now to apply. 1. Seeing life everlasting and holiness, or health of soul, are things of so great importance, it was highly expedient that ministers, being physicians of the soul, should have all advantages of education and learning. 2. That full trial should be made of them in all respects, and that by the most competent judges, before they enter on the public exercise of their office, the saving souls from death. 3. That after such trial they be authorized to exercise that office by those who are empowered to convey that authority. (I believe bishops are empowered to do this, and have been so from the apostolic age.) 4. And that those whose souls they save ought in the meantime to provide them what is needful for the body. 5. But, suppose a gentleman bred at the University of Dublin, with all the advantages of education, after he has undergone the usual trials, and been regularly authorized to save souls from death, 6. Suppose, I say, this minister settles at for some years, and yet saves no soul at all, saves no sinners from their sins; but, after he has preached all this time to five or six hundred persons, cannot show that he has converted one from the error of his ways, many of his parishioners dying as they lived, and the rest remaining just as they were before he came, 7. Will you condemn a man who, having compassion on dying souls and some knowledge of the gospel of Christ, without any temporal reward, saves many from their sins whom the minister could not save 8. At least, did not: nor ever was likely to do it; for he did not go to them, and they would not come to him. 9. Will you condemn such a preacher, because he has not learning or has not had an university education What then He saves those sinners from their sins whom the man of learning and education cannot save. A peasant being brought before the College of Physicians in Paris, a learned doctor accosted him, 'What, friend, do you pretend to prescribe to people that have agues Dost thou know what an ague is' He replied, 'Yes, sir. An ague is what I can cure and you cannot.'

21 To William Mondet

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Mondet Date: CORK STREET, May 14, 1748. SIR, What I said at first, I say just now without any intricacy or reserve at all: 'Indemnify me, and take the house to-day.' But be sure; I will keep it till I am indemnified. And if you refuse to do this, 'tis not I refuse to quit, but you refuse to take the house. Every sensible man must see where it sticks namely, at you, and not at me. I am Your well-wisher and servant for Christ's sake. Mr. Meriton and Williams have power to transact this without me.

25 To James Hargrave The Constable At Barrowford

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Hargrave, the Constable at Barrowford Date: WIDDUP, August 26, 1748. SIR, When I came last night to Roughlee, I found abundance of people, many of whom pressed me to preach there. But I told them I had given my word I would not preach there that evening. They then desired me to stay with them all night; but this also I refused, staying no longer than till our horses were ready, and till I had given them a short exhortation not to be out late at night and as much as lay in them to live peaceably with all men. This is a short account of what I've done. I must now mention a little what you have done: I say you, because all that was done yesterday was in the eye of the law as much your act and deed as if you had done all with your own hands; seeing (not to touch now upon some other points, evidence of which may be produced in due time) all those actions are imputable to you which you could have prevented and would not. Between twelve and one o'clock, when I was speaking to some quiet people without any noise or tumult, a drunken rabble came with clubs and staves in a tumultuous and riotous manner; the captain of whom, Richard Bocock by name, said he was a deputy constable, and that he was come to bring me to you. I made no resistance (though he had no warrant to show, and consequently all he did was utterly illegal), but went with him. I had scarce gone ten yards, when a man of his company struck me with his fist in the face with all his might! I told him it was not well, and went on quickly after another threw his stick at my head. I then made a stand, having little encouragement to go forward. But another of the champions, cursing and swearing in the most shocking manner, and flourishing his club over his head, cried out, 'Bring him away!' So, perceiving there was no remedy, I walked on to Barrowford (where they informed me you was); their drummer going before, to draw all the rabble together and encourage them in their work.

27 To John Bennet

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Bennet Date: LONDON, November 17, 1748. I will make affidavit, if Mr. Glanville think it needful. He will want Sir John Strange to assist him, and will move the Court to-morrow, if he has not done it this morning. If we leave out Mr. White,See heading to letter of Aug. 26. he must promise under his hand neither to persecute the Methodists directly nor indirectly. I would not leave him at liberty now (nor any of them) to do it 'according to law,' as they might term it. Our demand now rises higher namely, that they 'wholly refrain from these men and let them alone.' I would express it in those very terms. Only let them print and welcome. By all means mention the expense to the leaders where you are. And the thing requires haste. I do not believe the Bishop's Court has anything to do with such matters. Let our brother tell them so in modest and proper terms. If they proceed, you must immediately remove the cause into the King's Bench, which will tear them all to pieces. Let them send him to prison if they see good. Wherever faith and love takes place, be sure enthusiasm will follow. The Thoughts upon Marriage See letter of June 25, 1746, sect. 5n. are full upon that point. The publishing them stopped the delusion here. You can only warn all the Societies against it with great plainness and gentleness. And be in nothing terrified. All will end well.

28 To John Bennet

John Wesley · None · letter
2. I shall not therefore think it is time or pains misemployed, to give the whole cause a second hearing; to recite the occasion of every step I have taken, and the motives inducing me so to do; and then to consider whatsoever either you or others have urged on the contrary side of the question. 3. Twenty-nine years since, when I had spent a few months at Oxford, having, as I apprehended, an exceeding good constitution, and being otherwise in health, I was a little surprised at some symptoms of a paralytic disorder. I could not imagine what should occasion the shaking of my hand, till I observed it was always worst after breakfast, and that, if I intermitted drinking tea for two or three days, it did not shake at all. Upon inquiry, I found tea had the same effect upon others also of my acquaintance; and therefore saw that this was one of its natural effects (as several physicians have often remarked), especially when it is largely and frequently drank; and most of all on persons of weak nerves. Upon this I lessened the quantity, drank it weaker, and added more milk and sugar. But still for above six-and-twenty years I was more or less subject to the same disorder. 4. July was two years I began to observe that abundance of the people in London with whom I conversed laboured under the same and many other paralytic disorders, and that in a much higher degree; insomuch that some of their nerves were quite unstrung, their bodily strength quite decayed, and they could not go through their daily labour. I inquired, 'Are you not an hard drinker' and was answered by one and another and another, 'No, indeed, sir, not I; I drink scarce anything but a little tea, morning and night.' I immediately remembered my own case; and, after weighing the matter throughly, easily gathered from many concurring circumstances that it was the same case with them.

28 To John Bennet

John Wesley · None · letter
9. I thought farther: 'It is said nay, many tell me to my face I can persuade this people to anything. I will make a fair trial. If I cannot persuade them, there may be some good effect. All who do not wilfully shut their eyes will see that I have no such influence as they supposed. If I can persuade any number, many who are now weak or sick will be restored to health and strength; many will pay those debts which others, perhaps equally poor, can but ill afford to lose; many will be less straitened in their own families; many, by helping their neighbour, will lay up for themselves treasures in heaven.' 10. Immediately it struck into my mind, 'But example must go before precept; therefore I must not plead an exemption for myself from a daily practice of twenty-seven years. I must begin.' I did so. I left it off myself in August 1746. And I have now had sufficient time to try the effects, which have fully answered my expectation. My paralytic complaints are all gone; my hand is steady as it was at fifteen, although I must expect that or other weaknesses soon, as I decline into the vale of years. And so considerable a difference do I find in my expense, that I can make it appear, from the accounts now in being, in only those four families at London, Bristol, Kingswood, and Newcastle, I save upwards of fifty pounds a year. 11. The first to whom I explained these things at large, and whom I advised to set the same example to their brethren, were a few of those who rejoice to assist my brother and me as our sons in the gospel. A week after, I proposed it to about forty of those whom I believed to be strong in faith; and the next morning to about sixty more, entreating them all to speak their minds freely. They did so; and in the end saw the good which might ensue, yielded to the force of Scripture and reason, and resolved (all but two or three) by the grace of God to make the trial without delay.

28 To John Bennet

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12. In a short time I proposed it, but with all the tenderness I could, first to the body of those who are supposed to have living faith, and, after staying a few days (that I might judge the better how to speak), to the whole Society. It soon appeared (as I doubted not but it would) how far these were from calling me Rabbi, from implicitly submitting to my judgement, or implicitly following my example. Objections rose in abundance from all sides. These I now proceed to consider; whether they are advanced by you or by others, and whether pointed at the premises or directly at the conclusion. 13. 1. Some objected: 'Tea is not unwholesome at all; not in any kind prejudicial to health.' To these I reply: (1) You should not be so sure of this. Even that casual circumstance, related in Dr. Short's history Discourses on Tea, c. (1750, pp. 4, 17), by Thomas Short, M.D. (1690 -1772), a medical writer, who practiced at Sheffield. of it, might incline you to doubt namely, that 'while the Chinese dry the leaves, and turn it with their hands upon the tin plates, the moisture of them is so extremely corrosive, that it eats into the flesh, if not wiped off immediately.' It is not probable, then, that what remains in the leaves is quite friendly to the human body. (2) Many eminent physicians have declared their judgement that it is prejudicial in several respects; that it gives rise to numberless disorders, particularly those of the nervous kind; and that, if frequently used by those of weak nerves, it is no other than a slow poison (3) If all physicians were silent in the case, yet plain fact is against you. And this speaks loud enough. It was prejudicial to my health; it is so to many at this day. 14. 'But it is not so to me,' says the objector. 'Why, then should I leave it off' I answer: (1) To give an example to those to whom it is undeniably prejudicial. (2) That you may have the more wherewith to give bread to the hungry end raiment to the naked. 15. 'But I cannot leave it off; for it helps my health. Nothing else will agree with me.'

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I answer: (1) Will nothing else agree with you I know not how to believe that. I suppose your body is much of the same kind with that of your great-grandmother. And do you think nothing else agreed with her or with any of her progenitors What poor, puling, sickly things must all the English then have been, till within these hundred years! But you know they were not so. Other things agreed with them; and why not with you (2) If, in fact, nothing else will, if tea has already weakened your stomach and impaired your digestion to such a degree, it has hurt you more than you are aware. It has prejudiced your health extremely. You have need to abhor it as deadly poison and to renounce it from this very hour. So says a drinker of drams: 'Nothing else will agree with me. Nothing else will raise my spirits. I can digest nothing without them.' Indeed! Is it so Then touch no more, if you love your life. (3) Suppose nothing else agrees with you at first; yet in a while many things will. When I first left off tea, I was half asleep all day long; my head ached from morning to night; I could not remember a question asked, even till I could return an answer. But in a week's time all these inconveniences were gone, and have never returned since. (4) I have not found one single exception yet; not one person in all England, with whom, after sufficient trial made, nothing else would agree. It is therefore well worth while for you to try again, if you have any true regard for your own health, or any compassion for those who are perishing all around you for want of the common necessaries of life.

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23. If you proceed in this manner, with mildness and love, exceeding few will be offended. 'But you ought,' say some, 'to give up an indifferent thing, rather than give an offence to any. So St. Paul: "I will eat no flesh whilst the world standeth, lest I make my brother to offend."' I reply: This is not an indifferent thing, if it affects the health either of myself or my brethren. Therefore that rule relating wholly to things indifferent is not applicable to this case. Would St. Paul have said, 'I will drink drams while the world standeth, lest I make my brother to offend' 'But tea is not so hurtful as drams.' I do not believe it is. But it is hurtful; and that is enough. The question does not turn on the degree of hurtfulness. 'However, it is but a small thing.' Nay, nothing is small if it touches conscience; much less is it a small thing to preserve my own or my brother's health, or to be a faithful steward even of the mammon of unrighteousness. O think it not a small thing whether only one for whom Christ died be fed or hungry, clothed or naked! To conclude the head of offence: You must at least allow that all this is no plea at all for your drinking tea at home. 'Yes, it is; for my husband or parents are offended if I do not drink it.' I answer: (1) Perhaps this in some rare cases may be a sufficient reason why a wife or a child should use this food that is, with them, but nowhere else. But (2) Try, and not once or twice only, if you cannot overcome that offence by reason, softness, love, patience, longsuffering, joined with constant and fervent prayer. 24. Your next objection is, 'I cannot bear to give trouble; therefore I drink whatever others drink where I come, else there is so much hurry about insignificant me.'

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28. But 'I find at present very little desire to change either my thoughts or practice.' Shall I speak plain I fear, by not standing your ground, by easiness, cowardice, and false shame, you have grieved the Spirit of God, and thereby lost your conviction and desire at once. Yet you add: 'I advise every one to leave off tea, if it hurts their health or is inconsistent with frugality; as I advise every one to avoid dainties in meat and vanity in dress from the same principle.' Enough, enough! Let this only be well pursued, and it will secure all that I contend for. I advise no persons living to leave it off, if it does not hurt the health either of them or their brethren, and if it is not inconsistent with the Christian frugality of cutting off every needless expense. 29. But 'to be subject to the consequences of leaving it off again! This I cannot bear.' I answer: (1) It may be so. You cannot easily bear it. For, by your giving up the point once, you have made it much harder to stand your ground now than it was at first. Yet still it is worth all your courage and labour; since the reasons for it are as strong as at the beginning. (2) As to the consequences you fear, they are shadowy all; they are a mere lion in the streets. 'Much trouble to others.' Absolutely none at all, if you take the tea-kettle and fill your cup with water. 'Much foolish discourse.' Take the preceding advice, and it will be just the reverse. 'Nothing helpful toward the renewal of my soul in the image of Jesus Christ.' What a deep mistake is this! Is it not helpful to speak closely of the nature of His inward kingdom to encourage one another in casting off every weight, in removing every hindrance of it to inure ourselves to the bearing His cross to bring Christianity into common life, and accustom ourselves to conduct even our minutest actions by the great rules of reason and religion

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To Vincent Perronet 25a December 1748. REVEREND AND DEAR SIR, 1. Some time since, you desired an account of the whole economy of the people commonly called Methodists. And you received a true (as far as it went) but not a full account. To supply what I think was wanting in that I send you this account, that you may know, not only their practice on every head, but likewise the reasons whereon it is grounded, the occasion of every step they have taken, and the advantages reaped thereby. 2. But I must premise that, as they had not the least expectation at first of anything like what has since followed, so they had no previous design or plan at all; but everything arose just as the occasion offered. They saw or felt some impending or pressing evil or some good end necessary to be pursued. And many times they fell unawares on the very thing which secured the good or removed the evil. At other times they consulted on the most probable means, following only common sense and Scripture; though they generally found, in looking back, something in Christian antiquity likewise, very nearly parallel thereto. I. 1. About ten years ago my brother and I were desired to preach in many parts of London. We had no view therein but, so far as we were able (and we knew God could work by whomsoever it pleased Him), to convince those who would hear what true Christianity was and to persuade them to embrace it.

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5. One and another and another came to us, asking what they should do, being distressed on every side; as every one strove to weaken and none to strengthen their hands in God. We advised them: 'Strengthen you one another. Talk together as often as you can. And pray earnestly with and for one another, that you may " endure to the end and be saved."' Against this advice we presumed there could be no objection; as being grounded on the plainest reason, and on so many scriptures, both of the Old Testament and New, that it would be tedious to recite them. 6. They said, 'But we want you likewise to talk with us often, to direct and quicken us in our way, to give us the advices which you well know we need, and to pray with us as well as for us.' I asked, Which of you desire this Let me know your names and places of abode. They did so. But I soon found they were too many for me to talk with severally so often as they wanted it. So I told them, 'If you will all of you come together every Thursday in the evening, I will gladly spend some time with you in prayer and give you the best advice I can.' 7. Thus arose, without any previous design on either side, what was afterwards called a Society; a very innocent name, and very common in London, for any number of people associating themselves together. The thing proposed in their associating themselves together was obvious to every one. They wanted to 'flee from the wrath to come' and to assist each other in so doing. They therefore united themselves 'in order to pray together, to receive the word of exhortation, and to watch over one another in love, that they might help each other to work out their salvation.' 8. There is only one condition previously required in those who desire admission into this Society, 'a desire to flee from the wrath to come, to be saved from their sins.' See the Rules of the United Societies (Works, viii. 269-71). They now likewise agreed that as many of them as had an opportunity would meet together every Friday, and spend the dinner hour in crying to God, both for each other and for all mankind.

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II. 1. But as much as we endeavoured to watch over each other, we soon found some who did not live the gospel. I do not know that any hypocrites were crept in; for, indeed, there was no temptation: but several grew cold and gave way to the sins which had long easily beset them. We quickly perceived there were many ill consequences of suffering these to remain among us. It was dangerous to others; inasmuch as all sin is of an infectious nature. It brought such a scandal on their brethren as exposed them to what was not properly the reproach of Christ. It laid a stumbling-block in the way of others, and caused the truth to be evil spoken of. 2. We groaned under these inconveniences long before a remedy could be found. The people were scattered so wide in all parts of the town, from Wapping to Westminster, that I could not easily see what the behaviour of each person in his own neighbourhood was: so that several disorderly walkers did much hurt before I was apprised of it.

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3. At length, while we were thinking of quite another thing, we struck upon a method for which we have cause to bless God ever since. I was talking with several of the Society in Bristol concerning the means of paying the debts there, when one Captain Foy, on Feb. 15, 1742. See Journal, ii. 528; W.H.S. iii. 64-5. stood up and said, 'Let every member of the Society give a penny a week till all are paid.' Another answered, 'But many of them are poor, and cannot afford to do it.' 'Then,' said he, 'put eleven of the poorest with me; and if they can give anything, well: I will call on them weekly; and if they can give nothing, I will give for them as well as for myself. And each of you call on eleven of your neighbours weekly; receive what they give, and make up what is wanting.' It was done. In a while, some of these informed me, they found such and such an one did not live as he ought. It struck me immediately, 'This is the thing; the very thing we have wanted so long.' I called together all the Leaders of the classes (so we used to term them and their companies), and desired that each would make a particular inquiry into the behaviour of those whom he saw weekly. They did so. Many disorderly walkers were detected. Some turned from the evil of their ways. Some were put away from us. Many saw it with fear, and rejoiced unto God with reverence. 4. As soon as possible the same method was used in London and all other places. Evil men were detected and reproved. They were borne with for a season. If they forsook their sins, we received them gladly; if they obstinately persisted therein, it was openly declared that they were not of us. The rest mourned and prayed for them, and yet rejoiced that as far as in us lay the scandal was rolled away from the Society.

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5. It is the business of a Leader (1) To see each person in his class, once a week at the least, in order to inquire how their souls prosper; to advise, reprove, comfort, or exhort, as occasion may require; to receive what they are willing to give toward the relief of the poor. (2) To meet the Minister and the Stewards of the Society, in order to inform the Minister of any that are sick, or of any that are disorderly and will not be reproved; to pay to the Stewards what they have received of their several classes in the week preceding. 6. At first they visited each person at his own house; but this was soon found not so expedient. And that on many accounts: (1) It took up more time than most of the Leaders had to spare. (2) Many persons lived with masters, mistresses, or relations, who would not suffer them to be thus visited. (3) At the houses of those who were not so averse, they often had no opportunity of speaking to them but in company. And this did not at all answer the end proposed, of exhorting, comforting, or reproving. (4) It frequently happened that one affirmed what another denied. And this could not be cleared up without seeing them together. (5) Little misunderstandings and quarrels of various kinds frequently arose among relations or neighbours; effectually to remove which, it was needful to see them all face to face. Upon all these considerations it was agreed that those of each class should meet all together. And by this means a more full inquiry was made into the behaviour of every person. Those who could not be visited at home or no otherwise than in company had the same advantage with others. Advice or reproof was given as need required, quarrels made up, misunderstandings removed; and after an hour or two spent in this labour of love, they concluded with prayer and thanksgiving.

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7. It can scarce be conceived what advantages have been reaped from this little prudential regulation. Many now happily experienced that Christian fellowship of which they had not so much as an idea before. They began to 'bear one another's burthens,' and naturally to 'care for each other.' As they had daily a more intimate acquaintance with, so they had a more endeared affection for, each other. And 'speaking the truth in love, they grew up into Him in all things, who is the Head, even Christ; from whom the whole body, fitly joined together, and compacted by that which every joint supplied, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, increased unto the edifying itself in love.' 8. But, notwithstanding all these advantages, many were at first extremely averse to meeting thus. Some, viewing it in a wrong point of light, not as a privilege (indeed an invaluable one) but rather a restraint, disliked it on that account, because they did not love to be restrained in anything. Some were ashamed to speak before company. Others honestly said, 'I do not know why, but I do not like it.' 9. Some objected: 'There were no such meetings when I came into the Society first; and why should there now I do not understand these things, and this changing one thing after another continually.' It was easily answered: It is a pity but they had been at first. But we knew not then either the need or the benefit of them. Why we use them, you will readily understand, if you read over the Rules of the Society. That with regard to these little prudential helps we are continually changing one thing after another is not a weakness or fault, as you imagine, but a peculiar advantage which we enjoy. By this means we declare them all to be merely prudential, not essential, not of divine institution. We prevent, so far as in us lies, their growing formal or dead. We are always open to instruction; willing to be wiser every day than we were before, and to change whatever we can change for the better.

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IV. 1. As the Society increased, I found it required still greater care to separate the precious from the vile. In order to this I determined, at least once in three months, to talk with every member myself, and to inquire at their own mouths, as well as of their Leaders and neighbours, whether they grew in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. At these seasons I likewise particularly inquire whether there be any misunderstanding or difference among them, that every hindrance of peace and brotherly love may be taken out of the way. 2. To each of those of whose seriousness and good conversation I found no reason to doubt I gave a testimony under my own hand by writing their name on a ticket prepared for that purpose, every ticket implying as strong a recommendation of the person to whom it was given as if I had wrote at length, 'I believe the bearer hereof to be one that fears God and works righteousness.' 3. Those who bore these tickets (these suvmbola or tesserae, as the ancients termed them, being of just the same force with the ejpistolaiV sustatikaiv 'commendatory letters,' mentioned by the Apostle), wherever they came, were acknowledged by their brethren and received with all cheerfulness. These were likewise of use in other respects. By these it was easily distinguished, when the Society were to meet apart, who were members of it and who not. These also supplied us with a quiet and inoffensive method of removing any disorderly member. He has no new ticket at the quarterly visitation (for so often the tickets are changed), and hereby it is immediately known that he is no longer of the community.

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V. The thing which I was greatly afraid of all this time, and which I resolved to use every possible method of preventing, was a narrowness of spirit, a party zeal, a being straitened in our own bowels; that miserable bigotry which makes many so unready to believe that there is any work of God but among themselves. I thought it might be an help against this, frequently to read, to all who were willing to hear, the accounts I received from time to time of the work which God is carrying on in the earth, both in our own and other countries, not among us alone, but among those of various opinions and denominations. For this I allotted one evening in every month; and I find no cause to repent my labour. It is generally a time of strong consolation to those who love God, and all mankind for His sake; as well as of breaking down the partition-walls which either the craft of the devil or the folly of men has built up; and of encouraging every child of God to say (oh when shall it once be!), 'Whosoever doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother and sister and mother.' VI. 1. By the blessing of God upon their endeavours to help one another, many found the pearl of great price. Being justified by faith, they had 'peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.' These felt a more tender affection than before to those who were partakers of like precious faith; and hence arose such a confidence in each other, that they poured out their souls into each other's bosom. Indeed, they had great need so to do; for the war was not over, as they had supposed; but they had still to wrestle both with flesh and blood and with principalities and powers: so that temptations were on every side; and often temptations of such a kind as they knew not how to speak in a class, in which persons of every sort, young and old, men and women, met together.

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5. In order to increase in them a grateful sense of all His mercies, I desired that, one evening in a quarter, all the men in band, on a second all the women, would meet, and on a third both men and women together; that we might together 'eat bread,' as the ancient Christians did, 'with gladness and singleness of heart.' At these lovefeasts (so we termed them, retaining the name as well as the thing which was in use from the beginning) our food is only a little plain cake and water. But we seldom return from them without being fed, not only with the 'meat which perisheth,' but with 'that which endureth to everlasting life.' 6. Great and many are the advantages which have ever since flowed from this closer union of the believers with each other. They prayed for one another, that they might be healed of the faults they had confessed; and it was so. The chains were broken, the bands were burst in sunder, and sin had no more dominion over them. Many were delivered from the temptations out of which till then they found no way to escape. They were built up in our most holy faith. They rejoiced in the Lord more abundantly. They were strengthened in love, and more effectually provoked to abound in every good work. 7. But it was soon objected to the bands (as to the classes before): 'These were not at first. There is no scripture for them. These are man's works, man's building, man's invention.' I reply, as before: These are also prudential helps, grounded on reason and experience, in order to apply the general rules given in Scripture according to particular circumstances.

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8. An objection much more boldly and frequently urged is that 'all these bands are mere Popery.' I hope I need not pass an harder censure on those (most of them at least) who affirm this than that they talk of they know not what; they betray in themselves the most gross and shameful ignorance. Do not they yet know that the only Popish confession is the confession made by a single person to a priest and this itself is in no wise condemned by our Church; nay, she recommends it in some cases. Whereas that we practice is the confession of several persons conjointly, not to a priest, but to each other. Consequently it has no analogy at all to Popish confession. But the truth is, this is a stale objection, which many people make against anything they do not like. It is all Popery out of hand. VII. 1. And yet, while most of these who were thus intimately joined together went on daily from faith to faith, some fell from the faith, either all at once, by falling into known wilful sin, or gradually, and almost insensibly, by giving way in what they called little things, by sins of omission, by yielding to heart-sins, or by not watching unto prayer. The exhortations and prayers used among the believers did no longer profit these. They wanted advice and instructions suited to their case; which as soon as I observed, I separated them from the rest, and desired them to meet me apart on Saturday evenings. 2. At this hour all the hymns, exhortations, and prayers are adapted to their circumstances; being wholly suited to those who did see God, but have now lost sight of the light of His countenance, and who mourn after Him and refuse to be comforted till they know He has healed their backsliding.

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3. By applying both the threats and promises of God to these real, not nominal, penitents, and by crying to God in their behalf, we endeavoured to bring them back to the great 'Shepherd and Bishop of their souls'; not by any of the fopperies of the Roman Church, although in some measure countenanced by antiquity. In prescribing hair shirts and bodily austerities we durst not follow even the ancient Church; although we had unawares, both in dividing oiJ pistoiv, the believers, from the rest of the Society, and in separating the penitents from them, and appointing a peculiar service for them. VIII. 1. Many of these soon recovered the ground they had lost. Yea, they rose higher than before; being more watchful than ever, and more meek and lowly, as well as stronger in the faith that worketh by love. They now outran the greater part of their brethren, continually walking in the light of God, and having fellowship with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ. 2. I saw it might be useful to give some advices to all those who continued in the light of God's countenance, which the rest of their brethren did not want, and probably could not receive. So I desired a small number of such as appeared to be in this state to spend an hour with me every Monday morning. My design was, not only to direct them how to press after perfection, to exercise their every grace and improve every talent they had received, and to incite them to love one another more, and to watch more carefully over each other, but also to have a select company to whom I might unbosom myself on all occasions without reserve, and whom I could propose to all their brethren as a pattern of love, of holiness, and of good works. 3. They had no need of being encumbered with many rules, having the best rule of all in their hearts. No peculiar directions were therefore given to them, excepting only these three: (1) Let nothing spoken in this Society be spoken again. Hereby we had the more full confidence in each other. (2) Every member agrees to submit to his Minister in all indifferent things. (3) Every member will bring once a week all he can spare toward a common stock.

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4. Every one here has an equal liberty of speaking, there being none greater or less than another. I could say freely to these when they were met together, 'Ye may all prophesy one by one' (taking that word in its lowest sense), 'that all may learn and all may be comforted.' And I often found the advantage of such a free conversation, and that 'in the multitude of counsellors there is safety.' Any who is inclined so to do is likewise encouraged to pour out his soul to God. And here especially we have found that 'the effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.' IX. 1. This is the plainest and clearest account I can give of the people commonly called Methodists. It remains only to give you a short account of those who serve their brethren in love. These are Leaders of classes and bands (spoken of before), Assistants, Stewards, Visitors of the sick, and Schoolmasters. 2. In the Third Part of the Appeal See Works, viii. 218-24. I have mentioned how we were led to accept of Lay Assistants. Their office is, in the absence of the Minister, (1) To expound every morning and evening. (2) To meet the United Society, the bands, the select society, and the penitents once a week. (3) To visit the classes once a quarter. (4) To hear and decide all differences. (5) To put the disorderly back on trial, and to receive on trial for the bands or Society. (6) To see that the Stewards, the Leaders, and the Schoolmasters faithfully discharge their several offices. (7) To meet the Leaders of the bands and classes weekly, and the Stewards, and to overlook their accounts.

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X. 1. But long before this I felt the weight of a far different care namely, care of temporal things. The quarterly subscriptions amounted, at a mean computation, to above three hundred pounds a year. This was to be laid out, partly in repairs, partly in other necessary expenses, and partly in paying debts. The weekly contributions fell little short of eight pounds a week; which was to be distributed as every one had need. And I was expected to take thought for all these things: but it was a burthen I was not able to bear; so I chose out first one, then four, and after a time seven, as prudent men as I knew, and desired them to take charge of these things upon themselves, that I might have no encumbrance of this kind. 2. The business of these Stewards is, To manage the temporal things of the Society. To receive the subscriptions and contributions. To expend what is needful from time to time. To send relief to the poor. To keep an exact account of all receipts and expenses. To inform the Minister if any of the rules of the Society are not punctually observed. To tell the preachers in love if they think anything amiss either in their doctrine or life. 3. The rules of the Stewards are, (1) Be frugal. Save everything that can be saved honestly. (2) Spend no more than you receive. Contract no debts. (3) Have no long accounts. Pay everything within the week. (4) Give none that asks relief either an ill word or an ill look. Do not hurt them, if you cannot help. (5) Expect no thanks from man.

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4. They met together at six every Thursday morning, consulted on the business which came before them, sent relief to the sick as every one had need, and gave the remainder of what had been contributed each week to those who appeared to be in the most pressing want. So that all was concluded within the week; what was brought on Tuesday being constantly expended on Thursday. I soon had the pleasure to find that all these temporal things were done with the utmost faithfulness and exactness; so that my cares of this kind were at an end. I had only to revise the accounts, to tell them if I thought anything might be amended, and to consult how deficiencies might be supplied from time to time; for these were frequent and large (so far were we from abundance), the income by no means answering the expenses. But, that we might not faint, sometimes we had unforeseen helps in times of the greatest perplexity. At other times we borrowed larger or smaller sums; of which the greatest part has since been repaid. But I owe some hundred pounds to this day. So much have I gained by preaching the gospel! XI. 1. But it was not long before the Stewards found a great difficulty with regard to the sick. Some were ready to perish before they knew of their illness; and when they did know, it was not in their power (being persons generally employed in trade) to visit them so often as they desired. 2. When I was apprised of this, I laid the case at large before the whole Society; showed how impossible it was for the Stewards to attend all that were sick in all parts of the town; desired the Leaders of classes would more carefully inquire, and more constantly inform them, who were sick; and asked, 'Who among you is willing as well as able to supply this lack of service' 3. The next morning many willingly offered themselves. I chose six-and-forty of them, whom I judged to be of the most tender, loving spirit, divided the town into twenty-three parts, and desired two of them to visit the sick in each division.

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2. At length I thought of a kind of desperate expedient. 'I will prepare and give them physic myself.' For six-or seven-and twenty years I had made anatomy and physic the diversion of my leisure hours; though I never properly studied them, unless for a few months when I was going to America, where I imagined I might be of some service to those who had no regular physician among them. I applied to it again. I took into my assistance an apothecary and an experienced surgeon; resolving at the same time not to go out of my depth, but to leave all difficult and complicated cases to such physicians as the patients should choose. 3. I gave notice of this to the Society; telling them that all who were ill of chronical distempers (for I did not care to venture upon acute) might, if they pleased, come to me at such a time, and I would give them the best advice I could and the best medicines I had. 4. Many came (and so every Friday since); among the rest was one William Kirkman, a weaver, near Old Nichol Street. I asked him, 'What complaint have you' 'O sir,' said he, 'a cough, a very sore cough. I can get no rest day nor night.' I asked, 'How long have you had it' He replied, 'About threescore years: it began when I was eleven years old.' I was nothing glad that this man should come first, fearing our not curing him might discourage others. However, I looked up to God, and said, 'Take this three or four times a day. If it does you no good, it will do you no harm.' He took it two or three days. His cough was cured, and has not returned to this day.

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2. In this (commonly called the Poorhouse) we have now nine widows, one blind woman, two poor children, two upper servants, a maid and a man. I might add, four or five preachers; for I myself, as well as the other preachers who are in town, diet with the poor on the same food and at the same table; and we rejoice herein, as a comfortable earnest of our eating bread together in our Father's kingdom. 3. I have blessed God for this house ever since it began; but lately much more than ever. I honour these widows; for they 'are widows indeed.' So that it is not in vain that, without any design of so doing, we have copied after another of the institutions of the apostolic age. I can now say to all the world, 'Come and see how these Christians love one another!' This has been since dropped for want of support. XIV. 1. Another thing which had given me frequent concern was the case of abundance of children. Some their parents could not afford to put to school; so they remained like 'a wild ass's colt.' Others were sent to school, and learned at least to read and write; but they reamed all kind of vice at the same time: so that it had been better for them to have been without their knowledge than to have bought it at so dear a price. 2. At length I determined to have them taught in my own house, that they might have an opportunity of learning to read, write, and cast accounts (if no more), without being under almost a necessity of learning heathenism at the same time: and after several unsuccessful trials, I found two such Schoolmasters as I wanted; men of honesty and of sufficient knowledge, who had talents for and their hearts in the work.

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3. They have now under their care near sixty children: the parents of some pay for their schooling; but the greater part, being very poor, do not; so that the expense is chiefly defrayed by voluntary contributions. We have of late clothed them too, as many as wanted. The rules of the school are these that follow This also has been dropped for some time. 1772.: (1) No child is admitted under six years of age. (2) All the children are to be present at the morning sermon. (3) They are at school from six to twelve, and from one to five. (4) They have no playdays. (5) No child is to speak in school but to the masters. (6) The child who misses two days in one week without leave is excluded the school. 4. We appointed two Stewards for the school also. The business of these is, To receive the school subscriptions, and expend what is needful; to talk with each of the masters weekly; to pray with and exhort the children twice a week; to inquire diligently whether they grow in grace and in learning, and whether the rules are punctually observed; every Tuesday morning, in conjunction with the masters, to exclude those children that do not observe the rules; every Wednesday morning to meet with and exhort their parents to train them up at home in the ways of God. 5. A happy change was soon observed in the children, both with regard to their tempers and behaviour. They learned reading, writing, and arithmetic swiftly; and at the same time they were diligently instructed in the sound principles of religion, and earnestly exhorted to fear God and work out their own salvation.

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XV. 1. A year or two ago I observed among many a distress of another kind. They frequently wanted, perhaps in order to carry on their business, a present supply of money. They scrupled to make use of a pawnbroker; but where to borrow it they knew not. I resolved to try if we could not find a remedy for this also. I went, in a few days, from one end of the town to the other, and exhorted those who had this world's goods to assist their needy brethren. Fifty pounds were contributed. This was immediately lodged in the hands of two Stewards; who attended every Tuesday morning, in order to lend to those who wanted any small sum, not exceeding twenty shillings, to be repaid within three months. We now (1772) lend any sum not exceeding five pounds. 2. It is almost incredible, but it manifestly appears from their accounts that with this inconsiderable sum two hundred and fifty have been assisted within the space of one year. Will not God put it into the heart of some lover of mankind to increase this little stock If this is not 'lending unto the Lord,' what is O confer not with flesh and blood, but immediately Join hands with God, to make a poor man live! 3. I think, sir, now you know all that I know of this people. You see the nature, occasion, and design of whatever is practiced among them. And, I trust, you may be pretty well able to answer any questions which may be asked concerning them, particularly by those who inquire concerning my revenue and what I do with it all. 4. Some have supposed this was no greater than that of the Bishop of London. But others computed that I received eight hundred a year from Yorkshire only. Now, if so, it cannot be so little as ten thousand pounds a year which I receive out of all England! 5. Accordingly a gentleman in Cornwall (the Rector of Redruth) extends the calculation pretty considerably. 'Let me see,' said he. 'Two millions of Methodists; and each of these paying twopence a week.' If so, I must have eight hundred and sixty thousand pounds, with some odd shillings and pence, a year.

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6. A tolerable competence! But be it more or less, it is nothing at all to me. All that is contributed or collected in every place is both received and expended by others; nor have I so much as the 'beholding thereof with my eyes.' And so it will be till I turn Turk or Pagan. For I look upon all this revenue, be it what it may, as sacred to God and the poor; out of which, if I want anything, I am relieved, even as another poor man. So were originally all ecclesiastical revenues, as every man of learning knows; and the bishops and priests used them only as such. If any use them otherwise now, God help them! 7. I doubt not but, if I err in this or any other point, you will pray God to show me His truth. To have a 'conscience void of offence toward God and toward man' is the desire of, reverend and dear sir, Your affectionate brother and servant.

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1. You begin your Preface by observing that the Inquiry was intended to have been published some time ago; but, upon reflection, you resolved to 'give out first some sketch of what you was projecting' , and accordingly 'published the Introductory Discourse' by itself, though 'foreseeing it would encounter all the opposition that prejudice, bigotry, and superstition are ever prepared to give to all inquiries' of this nature . But it was your 'comfort that this would excite candid inquirers to weigh the merit and consequences of it' . 2. The consequences of it are tolerably plain, even to free the good people of England from all that prejudice, bigotry, and superstition vulgarly called Christianity. But it is not so plain that 'this is the sole expedient which can secure the Protestant religion against the efforts of Rome' (ibid.). It may be doubted whether Deism is the sole expedient to secure us against Popery; for some are of opinion there are persons in the world who are neither Deists, nor Papists. 3. You open the cause artfully enough by a quotation from Mr. Locke . But we are agreed to build our faith on no man's authority. His reasons will be considered in their place. 'Those who have written against his and your opinion,' you say, 'have shown great eagerness, but little knowledge of the question; urged by the hopes of honours, and prepared to fight for every establishment that offers such pay to its defenders' . I have not read one of these; yet I would fain believe that neither the hope of honour nor the desire of pay was the sole, or indeed the main, motive that urged either them or you to engage in writing.

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But I grant they are overseen, if they argue against you by citing 'the testimonies of the ancient Fathers' , seeing they might easily perceive you pay no more regard to these than to the Evangelists or Apostles. Neither do I commend them if they 'insinuate jealousies of consequences dangerous to Christianity' (ibid.). Why they should insinuate these I cannot conceive: I need not insinuate that the sun shines at noonday. You have 'opened too great a glare to the public' to leave them any room for such insinuation. Though, to save appearances, you gravely declare still, 'Were my argument allowed to be true, the credit of the Gospel miracles could not in any. degree be shaken by it' . 4. So far is flourish. Now we come to the point. 'The present question,' you say, 'depends on the joint credibility of the facts and of the witnesses who attest them, especially' on the former. For 'if the facts be incredible, no testimony can alter the nature of things' . All this is most true. You go on: 'The credibility of facts lies open to the trial of our reason and senses, But the credibility of witnesses depends on a variety of principles wholly concealed from us. And though in many cases it may reasonably be presumed, yet in none can it be certainly known.' Sir, will you retract this, or defend it If you defend, and can prove as well as assert it, then farewell the credit of all history, not only sacred but profane. If 'the credibility of witnesses' (of all witnesses, for you make no distinction) depends, as you peremptorily affirm, 'on a variety of principles wholly concealed from us'; and consequently, 'though it may be presumed in many cases, yet can be certainly known in none,' then it is plain all the history of the Bible is utterly precarious and uncertain; then I may indeed presume, but cannot certainly know, that Jesus of Nazareth ever was born, much less that He healed the sick and raised either Lazarus or Himself from the dead. Now, sir, go and declare again how careful you are for 'the credit of the Gospel miracles'!

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9. But, waiving this, I grant 'the single point in dispute is, whether the testimony of the Fathers be a sufficient ground to believe that miraculous gifts subsisted at all after the days of the Apostles' . But with this you interweave another question whether the Fathers were not all fools or knaves: in treating of which you strongly intimate (1) that such gifts did never subsist, and (2) that the Apostles were equally wise and good with the 'wonder-workers' (your favourite term) that followed them. When, therefore, you add, 'My opinion is this that, after our Lord's ascension, the extraordinary gifts He had promised were poured out on the Apostles, and the other primary instruments of planting the gospel, in order to enable them to overrule the inveterate prejudices both of the Jews and Gentiles, and to bear up against the discouraging shocks of popular rage and persecution' I look upon all this to be mere grimace. You believe not one word of what you say; you cannot possibly, if you believe what you said before: for who can believe both the sides of a contradiction 10. However, I will suppose you do believe it, and will argue with you from your own words. But first let us have a few more of them: 'In process of time, as miraculous powers began to be less and less wanted, so they began gradually to decline, till they were finally withdrawn' ; 'And this may probably be thought to have happened while some of the Apostles were still living.' These were given, you say, to the first planters of the gospel, 'in order to enable them to overrule the inveterate prejudices both of Jews and Gentiles and to bear up against the shocks of persecution.' Thus far we are agreed. They were given for these ends. But if you allow this, you cannot suppose, consistently with yourself, that they were withdrawn till these ends were fully answered. So long, therefore, as those prejudices subsisted, and Christians were exposed to the shocks of persecution, you cannot deny but there was the same occasion for those powers to be continued as there was for their being given at first. And this, you say, is 'a postulatum which all people will grant, that they continued as long as they were necessary to the Church' (page II).

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11. Now, did those prejudices cease or was persecution at an end while some of the Apostles were still living You have yourself abundantly shown they did not. You know there was as sharp persecution in the third century as there was in the first, while all the Apostles were living. And with regard to prejudices, you have industriously remarked that 'the principal writers of Rome, who make any mention of the Christians about the time of Trajan, speak of them as a set of despicable, stubborn, and even wicked enthusiasts' ; that 'Suetonius calls them " a race of men of a new and mischievous superstition "' ; and that 'Tacitus, describing the horrible tortures which they suffered under Nero, says, " They were detested for their flagitious practices; possessed with an abominable superstition; and condemned, not so much for their supposed crime of firing the city, as from the hatred of all mankind "' (ibid.). And 'their condition,' you say, 'continued much the same till they were established by the civil power; during all which time they were constantly insulted and calumniated by their heathen adversaries as a stupid, credulous, impious sect, the very scum of mankind' . In a word, both with regard to prejudice and persecution, I read in your following page: 'The heathen magistrates would not give themselves the trouble to make the least inquiry into their manners or doctrines, but condemned them for the mere name without examination or trial; treating a Christian of course as guilty of every crime, as an enemy of the gods, emperors, laws, and of nature itself' .

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As to monkery, the worship of relics, invocation of saints, and the superstitious use of images, you have not even attempted to prove that these Fathers were guilty; so that, for aught appears, you might as well have charged them on the Apostles. 'Yet it is no more,' you solemnly assure us, 'than what fact and truth oblige you to say'! When I meet with any of these assurances for the time to come, I shall remember to stand upon my guard. 6. In the following pages you are arguing against the miracles of the fourth and fifth century. After which you add: 'But if these must be rejected, where, then, are we to stop And to what period must we confine ourselves This, indeed, is the grand difficulty, and what has puzzled all the other doctors who have considered the same question before me.' Sir, your memory is short. In this very discourse you yourself said just the contrary. You told us awhile ago that not only Dr. Marshall, Thomas Marshall, D.D., Rector of Lincoln College 1672. Dr. Dodwell, and Archbishop Tillotson, but the generality of the Protestant doctors were agreed to what period they should confine themselves, believing that miracles subsisted through the first three centuries and ceased in the beginning of the fourth (page 46 et seq.). 7. However, that none of them may ever be puzzled any more, you will 'lay down some general principles, which may lead us to a more rational solution of the matter than any that has hitherto been offered' (ibid.). Here again I was all attention. And what did the mountain bring forth What are these general principles, preceded by so solemn a declaration, and laid down for thirteen pages together (Pages 71-84.) Why, they are dwindled down into one 'that the forged miracles of the fourth century taint the credit of all the later miracles'! I should desire you to prove that the miracles of the fourth century were all forged, but that it is not material to our question.

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18. I cannot dismiss this Discourse without observing that the uncommon artfulness and disingenuity which glare through the whole must needs give disgust to every honest and upright heart; nor is it any credit at all to the cause you have espoused. Nay, I am persuaded there are many in these kingdoms who, though they think as you do concerning the Christian system, yet could not endure the thought of writing against it in the manner that you have done; of combating fraud (if it were so) with fraud, and practicing the very thing which they professed to expose and abhor. In your Free Inquiry itself you propose, 'I. To draw out in order all the principal testimonies which relate to miraculous gifts as they are found in the writings of the Fathers from the earliest ages after the Apostles; whence we shall see at one view the whole evidence by which they have hitherto been supported. 'II. To throw together all which those Fathers have delivered concerning the persons said to have been endued with those gifts.' 'III. To illustrate the particular characters and opinions of the Fathers who attest those miracles. 'IV. To review all the several kinds of miracles which are pretended to have been wrought, and to observe from the nature of each how far they may reasonably be suspected. 'V. To refute some of the most plausible objections which have been hitherto made.' I was in hopes you would have given, at least in entering upon your main work, what you promised so long ago, an account of 'the proper nature and condition of those miraculous powers which are the subject of the whole dispute as they are represented to us in the history of the Gospel' (Preface, p. 10). But as you do not appear to have any thought of doing it at all, you will give me leave at length to do it for you. The original promise of these runs thus: 'These signs shall follow them that believe: In My name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; they shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover' (Mark xvi.17-18).

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A farther account is given of them by St. Peter on the very day whereon that promise was fulfilled: 'This is that which was spoken of by the Prophet Joel: And it shall come to pass in the last days, said God, . . . your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams' (Acts ii. 16-17). The account given by St. Paul is a little fuller than this: 'There are diversities of gifts' (carismavtwn, the usual scriptural term for the miraculous gifts of the Holy Ghost), 'but the same Spirit. For to one is given the word of wisdom; to another the gifts of healing; to another the working of' other 'miracles; to another prophecy; to another discernment of spirits; to another divers kinds of tongues; to another the interpretation of tongues: all these worketh that one and the same Spirit, dividing to every man severally as He will.' (1 Cor. xii. 4-11.) Hence we may observe that the chief carivsmata, 'spiritual gifts,' conferred on the apostolical Church were (1) casting out devils; (2) speaking with new tongues; (3) escaping dangers, in which otherwise they must have perished; (4) healing the sick; (5) prophecy, foretelling things to come; (6) visions; (7) divine dreams; and (8) discerning of spirits. Some of these appear to have been chiefly designed for the conviction of Jews and heathens, as the casting out devils and speaking with new tongues; some chiefly for the benefit of their fellow Christians, as healing the sick, foretelling things to come, and the discernment of spirits; and all in order to enable those who either wrought or saw them to 'run with patience the race set before them,' through all the storms of persecution which the most inveterate prejudice, rage, and malice could raise against them. I. 1. You are, first, 'to draw out in order all the principal testimonies which relate to miraculous gifts as they are found in the writings of the Fathers from the earliest ages after the Apostles.'

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2. All this time I have been arguing on your own suppositions that these five apostolic Fathers all wrote circular Epistles to the Churches, and yet never mentioned these gifts therein. But neither of these suppositions is true. For (1) Hermas wrote no Epistle at all. (2) Although the rest wrote Epistles to particular Churches (Clemens to the Corinthians, Ignatius to the Romans, c.), yet not one of them wrote any circular Epistle to the Churches, like those of St. James and St. Peter; unless we allow that to be a genuine Epistle which bears the name of St. Barnabas. (3) You own they all 'speak of spiritual gifts as abounding among the Christians of that age'; but assert, 'These cannot mean anything more than faith, hope, and charity' (ibid.). You assert: but the proof, sir I I want the proof. Though I am but one of the vulgar, yet I am not half so credulous as you apprehend the first Christians to have been. Ipse dixi will not satisfy me: I want plain, clear, logical proof; especially when I consider how much you build upon this that it is the main foundation whereon your hypothesis stands. You yourself must allow that in the Epistles of St. Paul pneumatikaV carivsmata, 'spiritual gifts,' does always mean more than faith, hope, and charity; that it constantly means 'miraculous gifts.' How, then, do you prove that in the Epistles of St. Ignatius it means quite another thing not miraculous gifts, but only the ordinary gifts and graces of the gospel I thought 'the reader' was to 'find no evasive distinctions in the following sheets' (Preface, p. 31). Prove, then, that this distinction is not evasive, that the same words mean absolutely different things. Till this is clearly and solidly done, reasonable men must believe that this and the like expressions mean the same thing in the writings of the apostolical Fathers as they do in the writings of the Apostles namely, not the ordinary graces of the gospel, but the extraordinary gifts of the Holy Ghost.

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But I can the more easily excuse you, because he is a person whom you are wholly unacquainted with. Though it is much, curiosity did not lead you, when you had Archbishop Wake's translation in your hand, to read over if it were but half a dozen pages of his famous Shepherd. But charity obliges me to believe you never did. Otherwise I cannot conceive you would so peremptorily affirm of him and the rest together, 'There is not the least claim or pretension in all their several pieces to any of these extraordinary gifts which are the subject of this inquiry' . I am amazed I Sir, have you never a friend in the world If you was yourself ignorant of the whole affair, would no one inform you that all the three books of Hermas from the first page to the last are nothing else than a recital of his extraordinary gifts, his visions, prophecies, and revelations Can you expect after this that any man in his senses should take your word for anything under heaven that any one should credit anything which you affirm or believe you any farther than he can see you Jesus, whom you persecute, can forgive you this; but how can you forgive yourself One would think you should be crying out day and night, 'The Shepherd of Hermas will not let me sleep!' 11. You proceed to the testimony of Justin Martyr, who wrote about fifty years after the Apostles: 'He says (I translate his words literally), " There are prophetic gifts among us even until now. You may see with us both women and men having gifts from the Spirit of God." He particularly insists on that of " casting out devils, as what every one might see with his own eyes."' 'Irenaeus, who wrote somewhat later, affirms " that all who were truly disciples of Jesus wrought miracles in His name: some cast out devils; others had visions, or the knowledge of future events; others healed the sick." And as to raising the dead, he declares it to have been frequently performed on necessary occasions by great fasting and the joint supplication of the Church. " And we hear many," says he, " speaking with all kinds of tongues, and expounding the mysteries of God."' (Pages 11-12.)

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16. You close this head with remarking (1) 'That the silence of all the apostolic writers on the subject of these gifts must dispose us to conclude they were then withdrawn' (ibid.). O sir, mention this no more! I entreat you never name their silence again. They speak loud enough to shame you as long as you live. You cannot therefore talk with any grace of 'the pretended revival of them after a cessation of forty or fifty years,' or draw conclusions from that which never was. Your second remark is perfectly new: I dare say none ever observed before yourself that this particular circumstance of the primitive Christians 'carried with it an air of imposture' namely, their 'challenging all the world to come and see the miracles which they wrought'! To complete the argument, you should have added, 'and their staking their lives upon the performance of them.' 17. I doubt you have not gone one step forward yet. You have, indeed, advanced many bold assertions; but you have not fairly proved one single conclusion with regard to the point in hand. But a natural effect of your lively imagination is that from this time you argue more and more weakly; inasmuch, as the farther you go, the more things you imagine (and only imagine) yourself to have proved. Consequently, as you gather up more mistakes every step you take, every page is more precarious than the former. II. 1. The second thing you proposed was 'to throw together all which those Fathers have delivered concerning the persons said to have been endued with the extraordinary gifts of the Spirit' (ibid.). 'Now, whenever we think or speak with reverence,'say you, 'of those primitive times, it is always with regard to these very Fathers whose testimonies I have been collecting. And they were, indeed, the chief persons and champions of the Christian cause, the pastors, bishops, and martyrs of the primitive Church namely, Justin Martyr, Irenaeus, Theophilus, Tertullian, Minutius Felix, Origen, Cyprian, Arnobius, Lactantius.' Sir, you stumble at the threshold. A common dictionary may inform you that these were not all either pastors, bishops, or martyrs.

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5. But what if they did not Supposing miraculous powers were openly exerted in the Church, and that not only they themselves but every one else might see this whenever they pleased if any heathen might come and see whenever he pleased, what could a reasonable man desire more What did it signify to him to know the names of those whom he heard prophesying or saw working miracles Though, without doubt, whoever saw the miracles wrought might easily learn the names of those that wrought them; which, nevertheless, the Christians had no need to publish abroad, to expose them so much the more to the rage and malice of their persecutors. 6. Your third argument is: 'The Christian workers of miracles were always charged with imposture by their adversaries. Lucian tells us, " Whenever any crafty juggler went to the Christians, he grew rich immediately." And Celsus represents the Christian wonder-workers as mere vagabonds and common cheats who rambled about to fairs and markets.' And is it any wonder that either a Jew or an heathen should represent them thus Sir, I do not blame you for not believing the Christian system, but for betraying so gross a partiality, for gleaning up every scrap of heathen scandal and palming it upon us as unquestionable evidence, and for not translating even these miserable fragments with any accuracy or faithfulness. Instead of giving us the text, bad as it is, you commonly substitute a paraphrase yet worse. And this the unlearned reader naturally supposes to be a faithful translation. It is no credit to your cause, if it needs such supports. And this is no credit to you if it does not. 7. To that of Lucian and Celsus, you add the evidence of Caecilius too, who calls, say you, these workers of miracles 'a lurking nation, shunning the light.' Then they were strangely altered all on a sudden; for you told us that just before they were proving themselves cheats by a widely different method by 'calling out both upon magistrates and people, and challenging all the world to come and see what they did'!

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Surely, sir, you talk in your sleep: you could never talk thus, if you had your eyes open and your understanding about you. 'We find the administration of them committed, not to those who had the government of the Church.' No! I thought Cyprian had had the government of the Church at Carthage, and Dionysius at Alexandria! 'Not to the bishops.' Who were these, then, that were mentioned last Bishops, or no bishops 'Not to the martyrs.' Well, if Cyprian was neither bishop nor martyr, I hope you will allow Justin's claim. 'Not to the principal champions of the Christian cause.' And yet you told us, not three pages since, that 'these very Fathers were the chief champions of the Christian cause in those days'! 'But to boys, and to women.' I answer: 'This is that which was spoken of by the Prophet Joel: It shall come to pass that I will pour out My Spirit, saith the Lord, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy'! a circumstance which turns this argument full against you till you openly avow you do not believe those prophecies. 'And, above all, to private and obscure laymen, not only of an inferior but sometimes of a bad character.' I answer: (1) You cite only one ante-Nicene writer to prove them committed to 'private and obscure laymen.' And he says this and no more: 'Generally private men do things of this kind.'WJ" ejpivpan ijdiw'tai toV toiou'ton pravttousi (Origen's Cont. Cels. 1. vii.). By what rule of grammar you construe idiwtai 'private and obscure laymen' I know not. (2) To prove these were sometimes men of a bad character, you quote also but one ante-Nicene Father (for I presume you will not assert the genuineness of the so-called Apostolical Constitutions); and that one is, in effect, none at all: it is Tertullian, who, in his Prescription against Heretics, says, 'They will add many things of the authority' (or power) 'of every heretical teacher that they raised the dead, healed the sick, foretold things to come.' 'Adjicient multa de autoritate cujusque doctoris haeretici, illos mortuos suscitasse, debiles reformasse, c.' 'They will add'! But did Tertullian believe them There is no shadow of reason to think he did. And if not, what is all this to the purpose No more than the tales of later ages which you add concerning the miracles wrought by bones and relics.

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5. But, to blast his credit for ever, you will now reckon up all the heresies which he held. And first: 'He believed the doctrine of the Millennium; or " that all the saints should be raised in the flesh, and reign with Christ, in the enjoyment of all sensual pleasures, for a thousand years before the general resurrection "' These you mark as though they were Justin's words. I take knowledge you hold no faith is to be kept with heretics, and that all means are fair which conduce to so good an end as driving the Christian heresy out of the world. It is by this principle only that I can account for your adding: 'Which doctrine' (that of their enjoying all sensual pleasures) 'he deduces from the testimony of the Prophets and of St. John the Apostle, and was followed in it by the Fathers of the second and third centuries.' The doctrine (as you very well know) which Justin deduced from the Prophets and the Apostles, and in which he was undoubtedly followed by the Fathers of the second and third centuries, is this: The souls of them who have been martyred for the witness of Jesus and for the word of God, and who have not worshipped the beast, neither received his mark, shall live and reign with Christ a thousand years. But the rest of the dead shall not live again until the thousand years are finished. Now, to say they believed this is neither more nor less than to say they believed the Bible. 6. The second heresy you charge him with is the believing 'that those " sons of God " mentioned Genesis vi. 4, of whom it is there said, " They came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them," were evil angels' . And I allow, he too lightly received this on the testimony of the Jewish commentators. But this only proves that he was a fallible man; not that he was a knave, or that he had not eyes and ears.

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7. You charge him, thirdly, with 'treating the spurious books, published under the names of the Sibyl and Hystespes, with the same reverence as the prophetic Scriptures' . His words are: 'By the power of evil spirits it was made death to read the books of Hystaspes, or of the Sibyl, or of the Prophets.' Well; how does this prove that he treated those books with the same reverence as the prophetic Scriptures 'But it is certain,' you say, 'that from this example and authority of Justin they were held in the highest veneration by the Fathers and rulers of the Church through all succeeding ages' (ibid.). I do not conceive it is certain. I wait your proof, first of the fact, next of the reason you assign for it. The fact itself, that 'these books were held in the highest veneration by the Fathers and rulers through all succeeding ages,' is in no wise proved by that single quotation from Clemens Alexandrinus, wherein he urges the heathens with the testimonies of their own authors, of the Sibyl and of Hystaspes . We cannot infer from hence that he himself held them 'in the highest veneration'; much less that all the Fathers did. And as to the reason you assign for that veneration the example and authority of Justin you cite no writer of any kind, good or bad. So he that will believe it may. But some, you tell us, 'impute the forging these books to Justin.' Be pleased to tell us likewise who those are, and what grounds they allege for that imputation. Till then, it can be of no signification. 8. You charge him, fourthly, 'with believing that silly story concerning the Septuagint version of the Old Testament, with saying that he himself when at Alexandria saw the remains of the cells in which the translators were shut up, and with making a considerable mistake in the chronology relating thereto' . And if all this be allowed, and, over and above, that he 'frequently cites apocryphal books and cites the Scriptures by memory,' what have you gained toward the proof of your grand conclusion that 'he was either too great a fool or too great a knave to be believed touching a plain matter of fact'

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With far greater probability than John Croius asserts that Justin forged these passages, a man of candour would hope that he read them in his copy (though incorrect) of the Greek Bible. And, till you disprove this or prove the assertion of Croius, you are got not a jot farther still. But, notwithstanding you have taken true pains to blacken him both with regard to his morals and understanding, he may still be an honest man and an unexceptionable witness as to plain facts done before his face. 11. You fall upon Irenaeus next, and carefully enumerate all the mistakes in his writings. As (1) That he held the doctrine of the Millennium, and related a weak fancy of Papias concerning it. (2) That he believed our Saviour to have lived fifty years. (3) That he believed Enoch and Elias were translated, and St. Paul caught up to that very paradise from which Adam was expelled. So he might, and all the later Fathers with him, without being either the better or the worse. (4) That he believed the story concerning the Septuagint version; nay, and that the Scriptures were destroyed in the Babylonish captivity, but restored again after seventy years by Esdras, inspired for that purpose. 'In this also' you say, but do not prove, 'he was followed by all the principal Fathers that succeeded him; although there is no better foundation for it than that fabulous relation in the Second Book of Esdras.' You add (5) That 'he believed the sons of God who came in to the daughters of men were evil angels.' And all the early Fathers, you are very ready to believe, 'were drawn into the same error by the authority of the apocryphal Book of Enoch cited by St. Jude.'

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12. It is not only out of your goodwill to St. Jude or Irenaeus you gather up these fragments of error that nothing be lost, but also to the whole body of the ancient Christians. For 'all those absurdities,' you say, 'were taught by the Fathers of those ages' (naturally implying by all the Fathers), 'as doctrines of the universal Church derived immediately from the Apostles, and thought so necessary that those who held the contrary were hardly considered as real Christians.' Here I must beg you to prove as well as assert (1) that all these absurdities of the millennium, in the grossest sense of it, of the age of Christ, of paradise, of the destruction of the Scriptures, of the Septuagint version, and of evil angels mixing with women, were taught by all the Fathers of those ages; (2) that all those Fathers taught these as doctrines of ,the universal Church derived immediately from the Apostles; and (3) that they all denied those to be real Christians who held the contrary. 13. You next cite two far-fetched interpretations of Scripture and a weak saying out of the writings of Irenaeus. But all three prove no more than that in these instances he did not speak with strictness of judgement, not that he was incapable of knowing what he saw with his own eyes or of truly relating it to others. Before we proceed to what, with equal good humour and impartiality, you remark concerning the rest of these Fathers, it will be proper to consider what more is interspersed concerning these in the sequel of this argument. 14. And, first, you say: 'Justin used an inconclusive argument for the existence of the souls of men after death' . It is possible he might; but, whether it was conclusive or no, this does not affect his moral character. You say, secondly: 'It was the common opinion of all the Fathers, taken from the authority of Justin Martyr, that the demons wanted the fumes of the sacrifices to strengthen them for the enjoyment of their lustful pleasures' .

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Sir, no man of reason will believe this concerning one of the Fathers upon your bare assertion. I must therefore desire you to prove by more than a scrap of a sentence (1) that Justin himself held this opinion; (2) that he invented it; (3) that it was the common opinion of all the Fathers; and (4) that they all took it on his authority. 15. You affirm, thirdly: 'He says that all devils yield and submit to the name of Jesus; as also to the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob' . Very likely he may. Lastly. You cite a passage from him concerning the Spirit of God influencing the minds of holy men. But neither does this in any measure affect his credit as a witness of fact. Consequently, after all that you have been able to draw either from himself or any of the primitive writers, here is one witness of unquestionable credit touching the miracles wrought in the primitive Church, touching the subsistence of the extraordinary gifts after the days of the Apostles. 16. But let us come once more to Irenaeus; for you have not done with him yet. 'Forgery,' you say, 'has been actually charged upon Justin' (by John Croius and Dr. Middleton), 'and may with equal reason be charged on Irenaeus; for what other account can be given of his frequent appeals to apostolical tradition for the support of so many incredible doctrines' . Why, this very natural one, that in non-essential points he too easily followed the authority of Papias, a weak man, who on slight grounds believed many trifling things to have been said or done by the Apostles. And allowing all this, yet it does not give us so 'lamentable an idea of those primitive ages and primitive champions of the Christian cause' . The same account may be given of his mistake concerning the age of our Lord (ibid.). There is therefore as yet neither reason nor any plausible presence for laying forgery to his charge; and consequently thus far his credit as a witness stands clear and unimpeached.

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But you say, secondly: 'He was a zealous asserter of tradition' . He might be so, and yet be an honest man, and that whether he was mistaken or no in supposing Papias to have been a disciple of John the Apostle . You say, thirdly: He supposed 'that the disciples of Simon Magus as well as Carpocrates used magical arts' ; that 'the dead were frequently raised in his time' ; that 'the Jews by the name of God cast out devils' ; and that 'many had even then the gift of tongues, although he had it not himself.' 17. This is the whole of your charge against St. Irenaeus, when summed up and laid together. And now let any reasonable person judge whether all this gives us the least cause to question either his having sense enough to discern a plain matter of fact or honesty enough to relate it. Here, then, is one more credible witness of miraculous gifts after the days of the Apostles. 18. What you advance concerning the history of tradition, I am neither concerned to defend nor to confute. Only I must observe you forget yourself again where you say, 'The fable of the millennium, of the old age of Christ, with many more, were all embraced by the earliest Fathers' . For modesty's sake, sir, think a little before you speak; and remember you yourself informed us that one of these was never embraced at all but by one single Father only. 19. 'I cannot,' you say, 'dismiss this article without taking notice that witchcraft was universally believed through all ages of the primitive Church' . This you show by citations from several of the Fathers; who likewise believed, as you inform us, that 'evil spirits had power frequently to afflict either the bodies or minds of men'; that they 'acted the parts of the heathen gods, and assumed the forms of those who were called from the dead. Now, this opinion,' say you, 'is not only a proof of the grossest credulity, but of that species of it which, of all others, lays a man most open to imposture' .

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And yet this opinion, as you know full well, has its foundation, not only in the histories of all ages and all nations throughout the habitable world, even where Christianity never obtained, but particularly in Scripture in abundance of passages both of the Old and New Testament, as where the Israelites were expressly commanded not to 'suffer a witch to live' (ibid.); where St. Paul numbers 'witchcraft' with 'the works of the flesh' (Gal. v. 19-20), and ranks it with adultery and idolatry; and where St. John declares, 'Without are sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers' (Rev. xxii. 15). That the gods of the heathens are devils (1 Cor. x. 30) is declared in terms by one of those who are styled inspired writers. And many conceive that another of them gives us a plain instance of their 'assuming the form of those who were called from the dead' (1 Sam. xxviii. 13-14). Of the power of evil spirits to afflict the minds of men none can doubt who believe there are any such beings. And of their power to afflict the body we have abundant proof both in the history of Job and that of the Gospel demoniacs. I do not mean, sir, to accuse you of believing these things: you have shown that you are guiltless in this matter; and that you pay no more regard to that antiquated book the Bible than you do to the Second Book of Esdras. But, alas! the Fathers were not so far enlightened. And because they were bigoted to that old book, they of consequence held for truth what you assure us was mere delusion and imposture.

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These have been answered at large: some of them proved to be false; some, though true, yet not invalidating their evidence. But, supposing we waive the evidence of these two, here are seven more still to come. Oh, but you say: 'If there were twice seven, they only repeat the words which these have taught them.' You say; but how often must you be reminded that saying and proving are two things I grant in three or four opinions some (though not all) of these were mistaken as well as those two. But this by no means proves that they were all knaves together; or that, if Justin Martyr or Irenaeus speaks wrong, I am therefore to give no credit to the evidence of Theophilus or Minutius Felix. 23. You have therefore made a more lame piece of work on this head, if possible, than on the preceding. You have promised great things, and performed just nothing. You have left above three parts in four of your work entirely untouched; as these two are not a fourth part even of the writers you have named as attesting the continuance of the 'extraordinary gifts' after the age of the Apostles. But you have taught that trick at least to your 'vagrant jugglers' to supply the defect of all other arguments. At every dead lift you are sure to play upon us these dear creatures of your own imagination. They are the very strength of your battle, your tenth legion. Yet, if a man impertinently calls for proof of their existence, if he comes close and engages them hand to hand, they immediately vanish away. IV. You are, in the fourth place, to 'review all the several kinds of miraculous gifts which are pretended to have been given, and to observe from the nature of each how far they may reasonably be suspected' . 'These,' you say, 'are (1) the power of raising the dead; (2) of healing the sick; (3) of casting out devils; (4) of prophesying; (5) of seeing visions; (6) of discovering the secrets of men; (7) expounding the Scriptures; (8) of speaking with tongues.' I had rather have had an account of the miraculous powers as they are represented to us in the history of the Gospel. But that account you are not inclined to give. So we will make the best of what we have.

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4. But 'diseases thought fatal and desperate are oft surprisingly healed of themselves.' And, therefore, 'we cannot pay any great regard to such stories, unless we knew more precisely in this case the real bounds between nature and miracle' (ibid.). Sir, I understand you well. The drift of the argument is easily seen. It points at the Master as well as His servants; and tends to prove that, after all this talk about miraculous cures, we are not sure there were ever any in the world. But it will do no harm. For although we grant (1) that some recover even in seemingly desperate cases, and (2) that we do not know in any case the precise bounds between nature and miracle; yet it does not follow, Therefore I cannot be assured there ever was a miracle of healing in the world. To explain this by instance: I do not precisely know how far nature can go in healing, that is, restoring sight to the blind; yet this I assuredly know that, if a man born blind is restored to sight by a word, this is not nature, but miracle. And to such a story, well attested, all reasonable men will pay the highest regard. 5. The sum of what you have advanced on this head is (1) that the heathens themselves had miraculous cures among them; (2) that oil may cure some diseases by its natural efficacy; and (3) that we do not know the precise bounds of nature. All this I allow. But all this will not prove that no miraculous cures were performed either by our Lord and His Apostles or by those who lived in the three succeeding centuries. Section III. 1. The third of the miraculous powers said to have been in the primitive Church is that of casting out devils. The testimonies concerning this are out of number and as plain as words can make them. To show, therefore, that all these signify nothing, and that there were never any devils cast out at all, neither by the Apostles nor since the Apostles (for the argument proves both or neither), is a task worthy of you. And, to give you your just praise, you have here put forth all your strength.

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2. And yet I cannot but apprehend there was a much shorter way. Would it not have been readier to overthrow all those testimonies at a stroke by proving there never was any devil in the world Then the whole affair of casting him out had been at an end. But it is in condescension to the weakness and prejudices of mankind that you go less out of the common road, and only observe 'that those who were said to be possessed of the devil may have been ill of the falling sickness.' And their symptoms, you say, 'seem to be nothing else but the ordinary symptoms of an epilepsy' . If it be asked, But were 'the speeches and confessions of the devils and their answering to all questions nothing but the ordinary symptoms of an epilepsy' you take in a second hypothesis, and account for these 'by the arts of imposture and contrivance between the persons concerned in the act' . But is not this something extraordinary, that men in epileptic fits should be capable of so much art and contrivance To get over this difficulty, we are apt to suppose that art and contrivance were the main ingredients; so that we are to add only quantum sufficit of the epilepsy, and sometimes to leave it out of the composition. But the proof, sir where is the proof I want a little of that too. Instead of this we have only another supposition 'that all the Fathers were either induced by their prejudices to give too hasty credit to these pretended possessions or carried away by their zeal to support a delusion which was useful to the Christian cause' (ibid.). I grant they were prejudiced in favour of the Bible; but yet we cannot fairly conclude from hence, either that they were one and all continually deceived by merely pretended possessions, or that they would all lie for God a thing absolutely forbidden in that book.

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You observe, first, 'that all the primitive accounts of casting out devils, though given by different Fathers and in different ages, yet exactly agree with regard to all the main circumstances' . And this you apprehend to be a mark of imposture. 'It looks,' you say, 'as if they copied from each other'! Now, a vulgar reader would have imagined that any single account of this kind must be rendered much more (not less) credible by parallel accounts of what many had severally seen at different times and in different places. 9. You observe, secondly, 'that the persons thus possessed were called ejggastrivmuqoi, " ventriloquists "' (some of them were), 'because they were generally believed to speak out of the belly. Now, there are at this day,' you say, 'those who by art and practice can speak in the same manner. If we suppose, then, that there were artists of this kind among the ancient Christians, how easily, by a correspondence between the ventriloquist and the exorcist, might they delude the most sensible of their audience!' But what did the ventriloquist do with his epilepsy in the meantime You must not let it go, because many of the circumstances wherein all these accounts agree cannot be tolerably accounted for without it. And yet how will you make these two agree It is a point worthy your serious consideration. But cheats, doubtless, they were, account for it who can. Yet it is strange none of the heathens should find them out, that the imposture should remain quite undiscovered till fourteen hundred years after the impostors were dead! He must have a very large faith who can believe this who can suppose that not one of all those impostors should, either through inadvertence or in the midst of tortures and death, have once intimated any such thing. 10. You observe, thirdly, 'that many demoniacs could not be cured by all the power of the exorcists, and that the cures which were pretended to be wrought on any were but temporary, were but the cessation of a particular fit or access of the distemper. This,' you say, 'is evident from the testimony of antiquity itself, and may be clearly collected from the method of treating them in the ancient Church.' (Ibid.)

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Sir, you are the most obliging disputant in the world; for you continually answer your own arguments. Your last observation confuted all that you had advanced before. And now you are so kind as to confute that. For if, after all, these demoniacs were real epileptics, and that in so high a degree as to be wholly incurable, what becomes of their art and practice and of the very good correspondence between the ventriloquist and the exorcist Having allowed you your supposition just so long as may suffice to confute yourself, I must now observe it is not true. For all that is evident from the testimony of antiquity is this: that although many demoniacs were wholly delivered, yet some were not even in the third century, but continued months or years with only intervals of ease before they were entirely set at liberty. 11. You observe, fourthly, 'that great numbers of demoniacs subsisted in those early ages whose chief habitation was in a part of the church where, as in a kind of hospital, they were under the care of the exorcists; which will account for the confidence of those challenges made to the heathens by the Christians to come and see how they could drive the devils out of them, while they kept such numbers of them in constant pay, always ready for the show, tried and disciplined by your exorcists to groan and howl, and give proper answers to all questions.' (Pages 94-5.) So now the correspondence between the ventriloquist and the exorcist is grown more close than ever! But the misfortune is, this observation likewise wholly overthrows that which went before it. For if all the groaning and howling and other symptoms were no more than what they'were disciplined to by their exorcists' , then it cannot be that 'many of them could not possibly be cured by all the power of those exorcists' . What! could they not possibly be taught to know their masters, and when to end as well as to begin the show One would think that the cures wrought upon these might have been more than temporary. Nay, it is surprising that, while they had such numbers of them, they should ever suffer the same person to show twice.

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12. You observe, fifthly, 'that, whereas this power of casting out devils had hitherto been in the hands only of the meaner part of the laity' (that wants proof), 'it was about the year 367 put under the direction of the clergy; it being then decreed by the Council of Laodicea that none should be exorcists but those appointed (or ordained) by the bishop. But no sooner was this done, even by those who favoured and desired to support it, than the gift itself gradually decreased and expired.' You here overthrow, not only your immediately preceding observation (as usual), but likewise what you have observed elsewhere that the exorcists began to be ordained 'about the middle of the third century' . If so, what need of decreeing it now, above an hundred years after Again: If the exorcists were ordained an hundred years before this Council sat, what change was made by the decree of the Council Or how came the power of casting out devils to cease upon it You say the bishops still favoured and desired to support it. Why, then, did they not support it It must have been they (not the poor exorcists, who were but a degree above sextons) who had hitherto kept such numbers of them in pay. What was become of them now Were all the groaners and howlers dead, and no more to be procured for money Or rather, did not the bishops, think you, grow covetous as they grew rich, and so kept fewer and fewer of them in pay, till at length the whole business dropped 13. These are your laboured objections against the great promise of our Lord, 'In My name shall they cast out devils'; whereby (to make sure work) you strike at Him and His Apostles just as much as at the primitive Fathers. But, by a strange jumble of ideas in your head, you would prove so much that you prove nothing. By attempting to show all who claimed this power to be at once both fools and knaves, you have spoiled your whole cause, and in the event neither shown them to be one nor the other; as the one half of your argument all along just serves to overthrow the other. So that, after all, the ancient testimonies touching this gift remain firm and unshaken.

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7. Hitherto, then, the character of Cyprian is unhurt; but now you are resolved to blow it up at once. So you proceed: 'The most memorable effect of any of his visions was his flight from his Church in the time of persecution. He affirms that he was commanded to retire by a special revelation from heaven. Yet this plea was a mere fiction, contrived to quiet the scandal which was raised by his flight; and is confuted by himself, where he declares it was the advice of Tertullus which prevailed with him to withdraw.' (Pages 104-5.) You here charge Cyprian with confuting himself, in saying he 'withdrew by the advice of Tertullus'; whereas he had 'before affirmed that he was commanded to retire by a special revelation from heaven.' Indeed he had not: there is no necessity at all for putting this construction upon those words, 'The Lord who commanded me to retire'; which may without any force be understood of the written command, 'When they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another' (Matt. x. 23). It is not therefore clear that this plea of a special revelation was ever advanced. And if it was advanced, it still remains to be proved that 'it was nothing else but a mere fiction.' 8. Your citing his editor here obliges me to add a remark, for which you give continual occasion: If either Rigalt, Mr. Dodwell, Dr. Grabe, Mr. Thirlby, or any editor of the Fathers ever drops an expression to the disadvantage of the author whom he publishes or illustrates, this you account so much treasure, and will surely find a time to expose it to public view. And all these passages you recite as demonstration. These are doubtless mere oracles; although, when the same person speaks in favour of the Father, his authority is not worth a straw. But you have 'none of those arts which are commonly employed by disputants to palliate a bad cause'! (Preface, p. 31.)

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9. What you relate of Dionysius, Bishop of Alexandria, you have not from himself, but only from one who lived near an hundred years after Dionysius was dead. Therefore he is not at all accountable for it; as neither am I for any vision of St. Jerome. But I am concerned in the consequence you draw from it: 'If this was a fiction, so were Cyprian's too.' That will not follow. Many objections may lie against the one which have no place with regard to the other. 10. You now bring forth your grand discovery, that 'all the visions of those days were contrived, or authorized at least, by the leading men of the Church. For they were all applied, either (1) to excuse the conduct of particular persons, in some instances of it liable to censure; or (2) to enforce some doctrine or discipline pressed by some, but not relished by others; or (3) to confirm things not only frivolous but sometimes even superstitious and hurtful.' Well, sir, here is the proposition. But where is the proof I hope we shall have it in your next Free Inquiry; and that you will then give us a few instances of such applications from the writers of the first three centuries. 11. Being not disposed to do this at present, you fall again upon the poor 'heretic Montanus, who first gave a vogue' (as you phrase it) 'to visions and ecstasies in the Christian Church' . So you told us before. But we cannot believe it yet, because Peter and Paul tell us the contrary.

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4. Meantime I cannot but observe an odd circumstance that you are here in the abundance of your strength confuting a proposition which (whether it be true or false) not one of your antagonists affirms. You are labouring to prove 'there was not in the primitive Church any such miraculous gift as that of expounding the Scriptures.' Pray, sir, who says there was Not Justin Martyr; not one among all those Fathers whom you have quoted as witnesses of the miraculous gifts, from the tenth to the eighteenth page of your Inquiry. If you think they do, I am ready to follow you step by step through every quotation you have made. 5. No, nor is this mentioned in any enumeration of the miraculous gifts which I can find in the Holy Scriptures. Prophecy, indeed, is mentioned more than once by the Apostles as well as the Fathers. But the context shows, where it is promised as a miraculous gift, it means the foretelling things to come. All, therefore, which you say on this head is a mere ignoratio elenchi, 'a mistake of the question to be proved.' Section VI. 1. The eighth and last of the miraculous gifts you enumerated was the gift of tongues. And this, it is sure, was claimed by the primitive Christians; for Irenaeus says expressly, '" We hear many in the Church speaking with all kinds of tongues." And yet,' you say, 'this was granted only on certain special occasions, and then withdrawn again from the Apostles themselves; so that in the ordinary course of their ministry they were generally destitute of it. This,' you say, 'I have shown elsewhere.' I presume in some treatise which I have not seen. 2. But Irenaeus, who declares that 'many had this gift in his days, yet owns he had it not himself.' This is only a proof that the case was then the same as when St. Paul observed long before, 'Are all workers of miracles have all the gifts of healing do all speak with tongues' (1 Cor. xii. 19-30). No, not even when those gifts were shed abroad in the most abundant manner.

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8. You close this head with a very extraordinary thought. 'The gift of tongues may,' you say, 'be considered as a proper test or criterion for determining the miraculous pretensions of all Churches. If among their extraordinary gifts they cannot show us this, they have none to show which are genuine.' (Ibid.) Now, I really thought it had been otherwise. I thought it had been an adjudged rule in the case, 'All these worketh one and the selfsame Spirit, dividing to every man severally as He will'; and as to every man, so to every Church, every collective body of men. But if this be so, then yours is no proper test for determining the pretensions of all Churches: seeing He who worketh as He will may, with your good leave, give the gift of tongues where He gives no other; and may see abundant reasons so to do, whether you and I see them or not. For perhaps we have not always known the mind of the Lord, not being of the number of His counsellors. On the other hand, He may see good to give many other gifts where it is not His will to bestow this; particularly where it would be of no use, as in a Church where all are of one mind and all speak the same language. 9. You have now finished after a fashion what you proposed to do in the fourth place, which was 'to review all the several kinds of miraculous gifts which are pretended to have been in the primitive Church.' Indeed, you have dropped one or two of them by the way: against the rest you have brought forth your strong reasons. Those reasons have been coolly examined. And now let every impartial man, every person of true and unbiased reason, calmly consider and judge whether you have made out one point of all that you took in hand, and whether some miracles of each kind may not have been wrought in the ancient Church, for anything you have advanced to the contrary.

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12. I had not intended to say anything more concerning any of the miracles of the later ages; but your way of accounting for one, said to have been wrought in the fifth, is so extremely curious that I cannot pass it by. The story, it seems, is this: 'Hunneric, an Arian prince, in his persecution of the orthodox in Afric, ordered the tongues of a certain society of them to be cut out by the roots. But, by a surprising instance of God's good providence, they were enabled to speak articulately and distinctly without their tongues. And so, continuing to make open profession of the same doctrine, they became not only preachers but living witnesses of its truth.' Do not mistake me, sir: I have no design at all to vouch for the truth of this miracle. I leave it just as I find it. But what I am concerned with is your manner of accounting for it. 13. And, first, you say: 'It may not improbably be supposed that though their tongues were ordered to be cut to the roots, yet the sentence might not be so strictly executed as not to leave in some of them such a share of that organ as was sufficient in a tolerable degree for the use of speech' . So you think, sir, if only an inch of a man's tongue were to be neatly taken off, he would be able to talk tolerably well as soon as the operation was over. But the most marvellous part is still behind. For you add: 'To come more close to the point, if we should allow that the tongues of these confessors were cut away to the very roots, what will the learned doctor say if this boasted miracle should be found at last to be no miracle at all' . 'Say' Why, that you have more skill than all the 'strolling wonder-workers' of the first three centuries put together.

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But to the point: let us see how you will set about it. Why, thus: 'The tongue' (as you justly though keenly observe) 'has generally been considered as absolutely necessary to the use of speech; so that to hear men talk without it might easily pass for a miracle in that credulous age. Yet there was always room to doubt whether there was anything miraculous in it or not. But we have an instance in the present century which clears up all our doubts and entirely decides the question: I mean the case of a girl, born without a tongue, who talked as easily and distinctly as if she had had one; an account of which is given in the Memoirs of the Academy of Sciences at Paris.' (Ibid.) 14. And can you really believe this, that a girl 'spoke distinctly and easily' without any tongue at all And after avowing this belief, do you gravely talk of other men's credulity I wonder that such a volunteer in faith should stagger at anything. Doubtless, were it related as natural only, not miraculous, you could believe that a man might see without eyes. Surely there is something very peculiar in this something extraordinary, though not miraculous that a man who is too wise to believe the Bible should believe everything but the Bible I should swallow any tale, so God be out of the question, though ever so improbable, ever so impossible! 15. 'I have now,' you say, 'thrown together all which I had collected for the support of my argument' ; after a lame recapitulation of which, you add with an air of triumph and satisfaction: 'I wish the Fathers the ablest advocates which Popery itself can afford; for Protestantism, I am sure, can supply none whom they would choose to retain in their cause none who can defend them without contradicting their own profession and disgracing their own character, or produce anything but what deserves to be laughed at rather than answered' (pages 188-9).

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You answer: 'This objection has no real weight with any who are acquainted with the condition of the Christians in those days.' You then enlarge (as it seems, with a peculiar pleasure) on the general contempt and odium they lay under from the first appearance of Christianity in the world till it was established by the civil power. (Pages 194-6.) 'In these circumstances it cannot be imagined,' you say, 'that men of figure and fortune would pay any attention to the apologies or writings of a sect so utterly despised' . But, sir, they were hated as well as despised; and that by the great vulgar as well as the small. And this very hatred would naturally prompt them to examine the ground of the challenges daily repeated by them they hated; were it only that, by discovering the fraud (which they wanted neither opportunity nor skill to do had there been any), they might have had a better presence for throwing the Christians to the lions than because the Nile did not or the Tiber did overflow. 3. You add: 'Much less can we believe that the Emperor or Senate of Rome should take any notice of those apologies, or even know, indeed, that any such were addressed to them' (ibid.). Why, sir, by your account, you would make us believe that all the Emperors and Senate together were as 'senseless, stupid a race of blockheads and brutes' as even the Christians themselves. But hold. You are going to prove it too. 'For,' say you, 'should the like case happen now, that any Methodist, Moravian, or French prophet' (right skilfully put together) 'should publish an apology for his brethren addressed to the King and Parliament, is it not wholly improbable that the Government would pay any regard to it' You should add (to make the parallel complete), 'or know that any such was addressed to them.'

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There can, therefore, no shadow of doubt remain with any cool and impartial man but that these apologies were presented to the most eminent heathens, to the Magistrates, the Senate, the Emperors. Nor, consequently, is there the least room to doubt of the truth of the facts therein asserted, seeing the apologists constantly desired their enemies 'to come and see them with their own eyes' an hazard which those 'crafty men' would never have run had not the facts themselves been infallibly certain. This objection, then, stands against you in full force; for such a public appeal to their bitterest enemies must exclude all reasonable suspicion of fraud in the case of the primitive miracles. 6. You tell us it is objected, thirdly, 'that no suspicion of fraud can reasonably be entertained against those who exposed themselves even to martyrdom in confirmation of the truth of what they taught' (ibid.). In order to invalidate this objection, you assert that some of the primitive Christians might expose themselves to martyrdom out of mere obstinacy, others from a desire of glory, others from a fear of reproach, but the most of all from the hope of an higher reward in heaven, especially as they believed the end of the world was near and that the martyrs felt no pain in death. 'All which topics,' you say, 'when displayed with art, were sufficient to inflame the multitude to embrace any martyrdom.' (Pages 200-4, 208.) This appears very plausible in speculation. But fact and experience will not answer. You are an eloquent man, and are able to display any topic you please with art enough. Yet, if you was to try with all that art and eloquence to persuade by all these topics, not an whole multitude, but one simple, credulous ploughman, to go and be shot through the head, I am afraid you would scarce prevail with him, after all, to embrace even that easy martyrdom. And it might be more difficult still to find a man who, either out of obstinacy, fear of shame, or desire of glory, would calmly and deliberately offer himself to be roasted alive in Smithfield.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

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If this be as you assert (I repeat it again), then farewell the credit of all history. Sir, this is not the cant of zealots; you must not escape so: it is plain, sober reason. If the credibility of witnesses, of all witnesses (for you make no distinction), depends, as you peremptorily affirm, on a variety of principles wholly concealed from us, and consequently, though it may be presumed in many cases, yet can be certainly known in none, then it is plain all history, sacred or profane, is utterly precarious and uncertain. Then I may indeed presume, but I cannot certainly know, that Julius Caesar was killed in the Senate House; then I cannot certainly know that there was an Emperor in Germany called Charles V, that Leo X ever sat in the see of Rome, or Louis XIV on the throne of France. Now, let any man of common understanding judge whether this objection has any sense in it or no. 12. Under this same head you fall again upon the case of witchcraft, and say: 'There is not in all history any one miraculous fact so authentically attested as the existence of witches. All Christian' (yea, and all heathen) 'nations whatsoever have consented in the belief of them. Now, to deny the reality of facts so solemnly attested and so universally believed seems to give the lie to the sense and experience of all Christendom, to the wisest and best of every nation, and to public monuments subsisting to our own times.' What obliges you, then, to deny it You answer: 'The incredibility of the thing' . O sir, never strain at the incredibility of this, after you have swallowed an hundred people talking without tongues! 13. What you aim at in this also is plain, as well as in your account of the Abbe de Paris. The point of your argument is: 'If you cannot believe these, then you ought not to believe the Bible; the incredibility of the things related ought to overrule all testimony whatsoever.' Your argument at length would run thus: 'If things be incredible in themselves, then this incredibility ought to overrule all testimony concerning them. 'But the Gospel miracles are incredible in themselves.'

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

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Sir, that proposition I deny. You have not proved it yet. You have only now and then, as it were by-the-by, made any attempt to prove it. And, till this is done, you have done nothing with all the pother that you have made. 14. You reserve the home-stroke for the last: 'There is hardly a miracle said to be wrought in the primitive times but what is said to be performed in our days. But all these modern pretensions we ascribe to their true cause the craft of a few playing upon the credulity of the many for private interest. When, therefore, we read of the same things done by the ancients, and for the same ends of acquiring wealth, credit, or power how can we possibly hesitate to impute them to the same cause of fraud and imposture The reason of our hesitation is this: they did not answer the same ends. The modern clergy of Rome do acquire credit and wealth by their pretended miracles. But the ancient clergy acquired nothing by their miracles, but to be 'afflicted, destitute, tormented.' The one gain all things thereby: the others lost all things, And this, we think, makes some difference. 'Even unto this present hour,' says one of them (writing to those who could easily confute him if he spoke not the truth), 'we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place: . . . being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it; being defamed, we entreat: we are become as the filth of the world, as the offscouring of all things unto this day' (1 Cor. iv. 11-13). Now, sir, whatever be thought of the others, we apprehend such clergy as these, labouring thus unto the death for such credit and wealth, are not chargeable with fraud and imposture. VI. I have now finished what I had to say with regard to your book. Yet I think humanity requires me to add a few words concerning some points frequently touched upon therein, which perhaps you do not so clearly understand.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
3. He has a continual sense of his dependence on the Parent of good for his being and all the blessings that attend it. To Him he refers every natural and every moral endowment, with all that is commonly ascribed either to fortune or to the wisdom, courage, or merit of the possessor. And hence he acquiesces, in whatsoever appears to be His will, not only with patience but with thankfulness. He willingly resigns all he is, all he has, to His wise and gracious disposal. The ruling temper of his heart is the most absolute submission and the tenderest gratitude to his sovereign Benefactor. And this grateful love creates filial fear, an awful reverence toward Him, and an earnest care not to give place to any disposition, not to admit an action, word, or thought, which might in any degree displease that indulgent Power to whom he owes his life, breath, and all things. 4. And as he has the strongest affection for the Fountain of all good, so he has the firmest confidence in Him a confidence which neither pleasure nor pain, neither life nor death, can shake. But yet this, far from creating sloth or indolence, pushes him on to the most vigorous industry. It causes him to put forth all his strength, in obeying Him in whom he confides. So that he is never faint in his mind, never weary of doing whatever he believes to be His will. And as he knows the most acceptable worship of God is to imitate Him he worships, so he is continually labouring to transcribe into himself all His imitable perfections in particular, His justice, mercy, and truth, so eminently displayed in all His creatures.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
5. Above all, remembering that God is love, he is conformed to the same likeness. He is gull of love to his neighbour, of universal love, not confined to one sect or party, not restrained to those who agree with him in opinions or in outward modes of worship, or to those who are allied to him by blood or recommended by nearness of place. Neither does he love those only that love him or that are endeared to him by intimacy of acquaintance. But his love resembles that of Him whose mercy is over all His works. It soars above all these scanty bounds, embracing neighbours and strangers, friends and enemies yea, not only the good and gentle, but also the froward, the evil, and unthankful. For he loves every soul that God has made; every child of man, of whatever place or nation. And yet this universal benevolence does in no wise interfere with a peculiar regard for his relations, friends, and benefactors, a fervent love for his country, and the most endeared affection to all men of integrity, of clear and generous virtue. 6. His love, as to these, so to all mankind, is in itself generous and disinterested; springing from no view of advantage to himself, from no regard to profit or praise no, nor even the pleasure of loving. This is the daughter, not the parent, of his affection. By experience he knows that social love, if it mean the love of our neighbour, is absolutely different from self-love, even of the most allowable kind just as different as the objects at which they point. And yet it is sure that, if they are under due regulations, each will give additional force to the other till they mix together never to be divided.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

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7. And this universal, disinterested love is productive of all right affections. It is fruitful of gentleness, tenderness, sweetness, of humanity, courtesy, and affability. It makes a Christian rejoice in the virtues of all, and bear a part in their happiness, at the same time that he sympathizes with their pains and compassionates their infirmities. It creates modesty, condescension, prudence, together with calmness and evenness of temper. It is the parent of generosity, openness, and frankness, void of jealousy and suspicion. It begets candour, and willingness to believe and hope whatever is kind and friendly of every man, and invincible patience, never overcome of evil, but overcoming evil with good. 8. The same love constrains him to converse, not only with a strict regard to truth, but with artless sincerity and genuine simplicity, as one in whom there is no guile. And, not content with abstaining from all such expressions as are contrary to justice or truth, he endeavours to refrain from every unloving word, either to a present or of an absent person; in all his conversation aiming at this, either to improve himself in knowledge or virtue, or to make those with whom he converses some way wiser or better or happier than they were before. 9. The same love is productive of all right actions. It leads him into an earnest and steady discharge of all social offices, of whatever is due to relations of every kind to his friends, to his country, and to any particular community whereof he is a member. It prevents his willingly hurting or grieving any man. It guides him into an uniform practice of justice and mercy, equally extensive with the principle whence it flows. It constrains him to do all possible good of every possible kind to all men; and makes him invariably resolved in every circumstance of life to do that, and that only, to others which, supposing he were himself in the same situation, he would desire they should do to him.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
10. And as he is easy to others, so he is easy in himself. He is free from the painful swellings of pride, from the flames of anger, from the impetuous gusts of irregular self-will. He is no longer tortured with envy or malice, or with unreasonable and hurtful desire. He is no more enslaved to the pleasures of sense, but has the full power both over his mind and body, in a continued cheerful course of sobriety, of temperance and chastity. He knows how to use all things in their place, and yet is superior to them all. He stands above those low pleasures of imagination which captivate vulgar minds, whether arising from what mortals term greatness or from novelty or beauty. All these, too, he can taste, and still look upward, still aspire to nobler enjoyments. Neither is he a slave to fame; popular breath affects not him; he stands steady and collected in himself.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
11. And he who seeks no praise cannot fear dispraise. Censure gives him no uneasiness, being conscious to himself that he would not willingly offend and that he has the approbation of the Lord of all. He cannot fear want, knowing in whose hand is the earth and the fullness thereof,and that it is impossible for Him to withhold from one that fears Him any manner of thing that is good. He cannot fear pain, knowing it will never be sent unless it be for his real advantage, and that then his strength will be proportioned to it, as it has always been in times past. He cannot fear death; being able to trust Him he loves with his soul as well as his body; yea, glad to leave the corruptible body in the dust, till it is raised incorruptible and immortal. So that, in honour or shame, in abundance or want, in ease or pain, in life or in death, always, and in all things, he has learned to be content, to be easy, thankful, happy. 12. He is happy in knowing there is a God, an intelligent Cause and Lord of all, and that he is not the produce either of blind chance or inexorable necessity. He is happy in the full assurance he has that this Creator and End of all things is a Being of boundless wisdom, of infinite power to execute all the designs of His wisdom, and of no less infinite goodness to direct all His power to the advantage of all His creatures. Nay, even the consideration of His immutable justice, rendering to all their due, of His unspotted holiness, of His all-sufficiency in Himself, and of that immense ocean of all perfections which centre in God from eternity to eternity, is a continual addition to the happiness of a Christian. 13. A farther addition is made thereto while, in contemplating even the things that surround him, that thought strikes warmly upon his heart These are Thy glorious works, Parent of good Paradise Lost, v. 153.;

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

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while he takes knowledge of the invisible things of God, even His eternal power and wisdom in the things that are seen the heavens, the earth, the fowls of the air, the lilies of the field. How much more while, rejoicing in the constant care which He still takes of the work of His own hand, he breaks out in a transport of love and praise, 'O Lord our Governor, how excellent are Thy ways in all the earth! Thou that hast set Thy glory above the heavens!' While he, as it were, sees the Lord sitting upon His throne, and ruling all things well; while he observes the general providence of God co-extended with His whole creation, and surveys all the effects of it in the heavens and earth, as a well-pleased spectator; while he sees the wisdom and goodness of His general government descending to every particular, so presiding over the whole universe as over a single person, so watching over every single person as if he were the whole universe; how does he exult when he reviews the various traces of the Almighty goodness, in what has befallen himself in the several circumstances and changes of his own life! all which he now sees have been allotted to him, and dealt out in number, weight, and measure. With what triumph of soul, in surveying either the general or particular providence of God, does he observe every line pointing out an hereafter, every scene opening into eternity! 14. He is peculiarly and inexpressibly happy in the clearest and fullest conviction, 'This all-powerful, all-wise, all-gracious Being, this Governor of all, loves me. This Lover of my soul is always with me, is never absent no, not for a moment. And I love Him: there is none in heaven but Thee, none on earth that I desire beside Thee! And He has given me to resemble Himself; He has stamped His image on my heart. And I live unto Him; I do only His will; I glorify Him with my body and my spirit. And it will not be long before I shall die unto Him; I shall die into the arms of God. And then farewell sin and pain; then it only remains that I should live with Him for ever.'

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
15. This is the plain, naked portraiture of a Christian. But be not prejudiced against him for his name. Forgive his particularities of opinion and (what you think) superstitious modes of worship. These are circumstances but of small concern, and do not enter into the essence of his character. Cover them with a veil of love, and look at the substance his tempers, his holiness, his happiness. Can calm reason conceive either a more amiable or a more desirable character Is it your own Away with names! Away with opinions! I care not what you are called. I ask not (it does not deserve a thought) what opinion you are of, so you are conscious to yourself that you are the man whom I have been (however faintly) describing. Do not you know you ought to be such Is the Governor of the world well pleased that you are not Do you (at least) desire it I would to God that desire may penetrate your inmost soul, and that you may have no rest in your spirit till you are, not only almost, but altogether a Christian! Section II. 1. The second point to be considered is, What is real, genuine Christianity whether we speak of it as a principle in the soul or as a scheme or system of doctrine. Christianity, taken in the latter sense, is that system of doctrine which describes the character above recited, which promises it shall be mine (provided I will not rest till I attain), and which tells me how I may attain it. 2, First. It describes this character in all its parts, and that in the most lively and affecting manner. The main lines of this picture are beautifully drawn in many passages of the Old Testament. These are filled up in the New, retouched and finished with all the art of God. The same we have in miniature more than once, particularly in the 13th chapter of the former Epistle to the Corinthians and in that discourse which St. Matthew records as delivered by our Lord at His entrance upon His public ministry.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
3. Secondly. Christianity promises this character shall be mine, if I will not rest till I attain it. This is promised both in the Old Testament and the New. Indeed, the New is in effect all a promise; seeing every description of the servants of God mentioned therein has the nature of a command, in consequence of those general injunctions: 'Be ye followers of me, as I am of Christ' (1 Cor. xi. 1); 'Be ye followers of them who through faith and patience inherit the promises' (Heb. vi. 12). And every command has the force of a promise in virtue of those general promises: 'A new heart will I give you; . . . and I will put My Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in My statutes, and ye shall keep My judgements, and do them' (Ezek. xxxvi. 26-7); 'This is the covenant that I will make after those days, saith the Lord; I will put My laws into their minds, and write them in their hearts' (Heb. viii. 10). Accordingly, when it is said, 'Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind' (Matt. xxii. 37), it is not only a direction what I shall do, but a promise of what God will do in me; exactly equivalent with what is written elsewhere: 'The Lord thy God will circumcise thy heart, and the heart of thy seed' (alluding to the custom then in use), 'to love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul' (Deut. xxx. 6). 4. This being observed, it will readily appear, to every serious person who reads the New Testament with that care which the importance of the subject demands, that every particular branch of the preceding character is manifestly promised therein, either explicitly under the very form of a promise, or virtually under that of description or command. 5. Christianity tells me, in the third place, how I may attain the promise namely, by faith. But what is faith Not an opinion, no more than it is a form of words; not any number of opinions put together, be they ever so true. A string of opinions is no more Christian faith than a string of beads is Christian holiness.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
It is not an assent to any opinion or any number of opinions. A man may assent to three or three-and-twenty creeds, he may assent to all the Old and New Testament (at least, as far as he understands them), and yet have no Christian faith at all. 6. The faith by which the promise is attained is represented by Christianity as a power, wrought by the Almighty in an immortal spirit inhabiting an house of clay, to see through that veil into the world of spirits, into things invisible and eternal; a power to discern those things which with eyes of flesh and blood no man hath seen or can see, either by reason of their nature, which (though they surround us on every side) is not perceivable by these gross senses, or by reason of their distance, as being yet afar off in the bosom of eternity. 7. This is Christian faith in the general notion of it. In its more particular notion, it is a divine evidence or conviction wrought in the heart that God is reconciled to me through His Son; inseparably joined with a confidence in Him as a gracious, reconciled Father, as for all things, so especially for all those good things which are invisible and eternal. To believe (in the Christian sense) is, then, to walk in the light of eternity, and to have a clear sight of and confidence in the Most High reconciled to me through the Son of His love.

01 To Dr Conyers Middleton

John Wesley · None · letter
8. Now, how highly desirable is such a faith, were it only on its own account! For how little does the wisest of men know of anything more than he can see with his eyes! What clouds and darkness cover the whole scene of things invisible and eternal! What does he know even of himself as to his invisible part what of his future manner of existence How melancholy an account does the prying, learned philosopher (perhaps the wisest and best of all heathens), the great, the venerable Marcus Antoninus, give of these things! What was the result of all his serious researches, of his high and deep contemplations 'Either dissipation, of the soul as well as the body, into the common, unthinking mass; or reabsorption into the universal fire, the unintelligent source of all things; or some unknown manner of conscious existence after the body sinks to rise no more.' One of these three he supposed must succeed death; but which he had no light to determine. Poor Antoninus! With all his wealth, his honour, his power; with all his wisdom and philosophy, What points of knowledge did he gain That life is sacred all-and vain: Sacred, how high, and vain, how low He could not tell, but died to know.' Gambold's Epitaph: where in line 2 it is 'was,' not 'is'; and line 4 'He knew not here, but dy'd to know.' 9. He 'died to know'! And so must you, unless you are now a partaker of Christian faith. O consider this! Nay, and consider, not only how little you know of the immensity of the things that are beyond sense and time, but how uncertainly do you know even that little! How faintly glimmering a light is that you have! Can you properly be said to know any of these things Is that knowledge any more than bare conjecture And the reason is plain. You have no senses suitable to invisible or eternal objects. What desiderata, then, especially to the rational, the reflecting part of mankind, are these, a more extensive knowledge of things invisible and eternal, a greater certainty in whatever knowledge of them we have, and (in order to both) faculties capable of discerning things invisible!

02 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
11. You cite as a fourth instance of my enthusiasm that I say, 'A Methodist (a real Christian) cannot adorn himself on any pretence with gold or costly apparel' . If this be enthusiasm, let the Apostle look to it. His words are clear and express. If you can find a pretence to set them aside, do. I cannot; nor do I desire it. 11. My ' seeming contempt of money' you urge as a fifth instance of enthusiasm. Sir, I understand you. You was obliged to call it seeming, lest you should yourself confute the allegation brought in your title-page. But if it be only seeming, whatever it prove besides, it cannot prove that I am an enthusiast. 12. Hitherto you have succeeded extremely ill. You have brought five accusations against me, and have not been able to make one good. However, you are resolved to throw dirt enough that some may stick. So you are next to prove upon me 'a restless impatience and insatiable thirst of traveling and undertaking dangerous voyages for the conversion of infidels; together with a declared contempt of all dangers, pains, and sufferings; and the designing, loving, and praying for ill usage, persecution, martyrdom, death, and hell' . In order to prove this uncommon charge, you produce four scraps of sentences , which you mark as my words, though, as they stand in your book, they are neither sense nor grammar. But you do not refer to the page or even the treatise where any one of them may be found. Sir, it is well you hide your name, or you would be obliged to hide your face from every man of candor or even common humanity. 13. 'Sometimes indeed,' you say, 'Mr. Wesley complains of the scoffs both of the great vulgar and the small' ; to prove which you disjoint and murder (as your manner is) another of my sentences. 'But at other times the note is changed, and "till he is despised no man is in a state of salvation."' 'The note is changed'! How so When did I say otherwise than I do at this day namely, 'that none are children of God but those who are hated or despised by the children of the devil'

02 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
17. Part of your thirty-ninth page runs thus: 'With respect to all this patient enduring hardships, c., it has been remarked by learned authors that "some persons by constitutional temper have been fond of bearing the worst that could befall them; that others from a sturdy humor and the force of education have made light of the most exquisite tortures; that when enthusiasm comes in, in aid of this natural or acquired sturdiness, and men fancy they are upon God's work and entitled to His rewards, they are immediately all on fire for rushing into sufferings and pain."' I take knowledge of your having faithfully abridged your own book, shall I say, or the learned Dr. Middleton's But what is it you are endeavoring to prove Quorsum haec tam putida tendant Horace's Satires, II. vii. 21: 'Whither tends this putid stuff' The paragraph seems to point at me. But the plain, natural tendency of it is to invalidate that great argument for Christianity which is drawn from the constancy of the martyrs. Have you not here also spoken a little too plain Had you not better have kept the mask on a little longer Indeed, you lamely add, 'The solid and just comforts which a true martyr receives from above are groundlessly applied to the counterfeit.' But this is not enough even to save appearances. 18. You subjoin a truly surprising thought: 'It may, moreover, be observed that both ancient and modern enthusiasts always take care to secure some advantage by their sufferings' . Oh rare enthusiasts! So they are not such fools neither, as they are vulgarly supposed to be. This is just of a piece with the 'cunning epileptic demoniacs' in your other performance. And do not you think (if you would but speak all that is in your heart, and let us into the whole secret) that there was a compact likewise between Bishop Hooper and his executioner, as well as between the ventriloquist and the exorcist See letter of Jan. 4, 1749, IV. sect. III. to Dr. Conyers Middleton.

02 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
I was beating my brain to find out what itinerant this should be; as I could not but imagine some silly man or other, probably styling himself a Methodist, must somewhere or other have given some ground for a story so punctually delivered. In the midst of this a letter from Cornwall informed me it was I, I myself was the very man; and acquainted me with the place and the person to whom I said it. But, as there are some particulars in that letter (sent without a name) which I did not well understand, I transcribe a few words of it, in hopes that the author 'will give me fuller information: 'As to the Bishop's declaring what the landlord of Mitchell says in respect to your behavior, I do not at all wonder at the story.' 'The Bishop's declaring'! Whom can he mean Surely not the Right Reverend Dr. George Lavington, Lord Bishop of Exeter! When or to whom did he declare it at Truro in Cornwall or in Plymouth, at his Visitation to all the clergy who were assembled before God to receive his pastoral instructions His Lordship of Exeter must certainly have more regard to the dignity of the episcopal office! 28. But to proceed: I was not 'offended with the Moravians' for warning men 'against mixing nature with grace' , but for their doing it in such a manner as tended to destroy all the work of grace in their souls. I did not blame the thing itself, but their manner of doing it; and this you know perfectly well: but with you truth must always give way to wit at all events, you must have your jest. 29. Had you had any regard to truth or any desire to represent things as they really are, when you repeated Mr. Church's objection concerning lots you would have acknowledged that I have answered it at large. When you have replied to that answer, I may add a word more.

02 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
33. But you are so far from acknowledging anything of this, as to conclude in full triumph that 'this new dispensation is a composition of enthusiasm, superstition, and imposture' . It is not dear what you mean by a new dispensation. But the clear and undeniable fact stands thus: A few years ago Great Britain and Ireland were covered with vice from sea to sea. Very little of even the form of religion was left, and still less of the power of it. Out of this darkness God commanded light to shine. In a short space He called thousands of sinners to repentance. They were not only reformed from their outward vices, but likewise changed in their dispositions and tempers; filled with 'a serious, sober sense of true religion,' with love to God and all mankind, with an holy faith, producing good works of every kind, works both of piety and mercy.

06 To James Brewster

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To James Brewster Date: LONDON, February 22, 1750. SIR, I return you my sincere thanks for your plain dealing, and doubt not but it springs from an upright heart. With regard to my political principles, I have never had any doubt since I read Mr. Higden's View of the English Constitution, which I look upon as one of the best-wrote books I have ever seen in the English tongue. William Higden (died 1715); Prebendary of Canterbury 1713; defended taking oaths to the Revolution monarchy 1709 and 1710. Yet I do not approve of the imposing that oath, no more than of many other things which yet are not mentioned in the Appeal. The design of that tract not only did not require but did not admit of my mentioning them; for I was there arguing with every man on his own allowed principles, not contesting the principles of any man. Besides my conscience not only did not require but forbade my mentioning this in a tract of that nature. I dare not thus 'speak evil' of the rulers of my people whether they, deserve it or not. John Baptist no more authorizes me to do this than it does. He did not tell the faults of Herod to the multitude but to Herod himself. If occasion were given, I trust God would enable me to 'go and do like-wise.' I admit none but those to our lovefeasts who have 'the love of God' already 'shed abroad in their hearts,' because all the psalms and prayers and exhortations at that time are suited to them, and them alone. Any farther advices which you are pleased to favor me with will be acceptable to, sir, Your very humble servant.

07 To The Sheffield Society

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Sheffield Society Date: LONDON February 23, 1750. I do not find that John Maddern makes any complaints of Sheffield. You did most of you run well. Why should you turn back The prize and the crown are before you.O let not your hands hang down! Begin afresh. Set out with one heart. Let no more angel or bitterness, or clamour, or evil-speaking be ever found among you. Let the leaders be as parents to all in their classes, watching over them in love bearing their infirmities, praying with them and for them, ready to do and suffer all things for their sake. I am, .

09 To Gilbert Boyce

John Wesley · None · letter
I fear God and honor the King. I earnestly desire to be at peace with all men. I have not willingly given any offence either to the magistrates, the clergy, or any of the inhabitants of the city of Cork; neither do I desire anything of them but to be treated, I will not say as a clergyman, a gentleman, or a Christian, but with such justice and humanity as are due to a Jew, a Turk, or a Pagan. I am sir, Your obedient servant.

11 To John Baily

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'That on May 5, while he and others were assembled to hear the word of God, Nicholas Butler came down to the house where they were, with a very numerous mob: that when this deponent came out, they threw all manner of dirt and abundance of stones at him: that they then beat, bruised, and cut him in several places; that, seeing his wife on the ground and the mob abusing her still, he called out and besought them not to kill his wife: that on this one of them struck him with a large stick, as did also many others, so that he was hurt in several parts, and his face in a gore of blood.' 4. ' DANIEL SULLIVAN, of Cork, baker, deposes, 'That every day but one, from the 6th to the 16th of May, Nicholas Butler assembled a riotous mob before this deponent's house: that they abused all who came into the shop, to the great damage of this deponent's business: that on or about the 15th Butler swore he would bring a mob the next day and pull down his house: that accordingly on the 16th he did bring a large mob, and beat or abused all that came to the house: that the Mayor walked by while the mob was so employed, but did not hinder them: that afterwards they broke his windows, threw dirt and stones into his shop, and spoiled a great quantity of his goods. 'Daniel Sullivan is ready to depose farther, 'That from the 16th of May to the 28th the mob gathered every day before his house: that on Sunday, 28, Butler swore they would come the next day and pull down the house of that heretic dog, and called aloud to the mob, "Let the heretic dogs indict you; I will bring you all off without a farthing cost."

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That on the 31st of May last, as this deponent with others was hearing a sermon, Butler came down with a large mob: that the stones and dirt, coming in fast, obliged the congregation to shut the doors and lock themselves in: that the mob broke open the door; on which this deponent endeavored to escape through a window: that, not being able to do it, he returned into the house, where he saw the mob tear up the pews, benches, and floor; part of which they afterwards burned in the open street, and carried away part for their own use.' 7. 'DANIEL SULLIVAN is ready to depose farther, 'That Butler with a large mob went about from street to street and from house to house, abusing, threatening, and beating whomsoever he pleased, from June 1 to the 16th, when they assaulted, bruised, and cut Ann Jenkins; and from the 16th to the 30th, when a woman whom they had beaten miscarried and narrowly escaped with life.' 8. Some of the particulars were as follows :- 'THOMAS BURNET, of Cork, nailer, deposes, 'That on or about the 12th of June, as this deponent was at work in his master's shop, Nicholas Butler came with a great mob to the door, and, seeing this deponent, told him he was an heretic dog, and his soul was burning in hell: that this deponent asking, "Why do you use me thus" Butler took up a stone and struck him so violently on the side that he was thereby rendered incapable of working for upwards of a week: that he hit this deponent's wife with another stone without any kind of provocation; which so hurt her that she was obliged to take to her bed, and has not been right well since. 'ANN COOSHEA, of Cork, deposes, 'That on or about the 12th of June, as she was standing at her father's door, Nicholas Butler with a riotous mob began to abuse this deponent and her family, calling them heretic bitches, saying they were damned and all their souls were in hell: that then, without any provocation, he took up a great stone and threw it at this deponent, which struck her on the head with such force that it deprived her of her senses for some time. 'ANN WRIGHT, Of Cork, deposes,

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14. Some time after, Mr. Butler removed to Dublin, and began to sing his ballads there. But having little success, he returned to Cork, and in January began to scour the streets again, pursuing all of 'this way' with a large mob at his heels, armed with swords, staves, and pistols. Complaint was made of this to William Holmes, Esq., the present Mayor of Cork. But there was no removal of the thing complained of: the riots were not suppressed nay, they not only continued, but increased. 15. From the beginning of February to the end His Majesty's peace was preserved just as before; of which it may be proper to subjoin two or three instances for the information of all thinking men: 'WILLIAM JEWELL, clothier, of Shundon Church Lane, deposes, 'That Nicholas Butler with a riotous mob several times assaulted this deponent's house: that particularly on the 23rd of February he came thither with a large mob, armed with clubs and other weapons: that several of the rioters entered the house, and swore the first who resisted they would blow their brains out: that the deponent's wife, endeavoring to stop them, was assaulted and beaten by the said Butler; who then ordered his men to break the deponent's windows, which they did with stones of a considerable weight. 'MARY' PHILIPS, of St. Peter's Church Lane, deposes, 'That on the 26th of February, about seven in the evening, Nicholas Butler came to her house with a large mob, and asked where her husband was: that as soon as she appeared he first abused her in the grossest terms, and then struck her on the head so that it stunned her; and she verily believes, had not some within thrust to and fastened the door, she should have been murdered on the spot.' It may suffice for the present to add one instance more: 'ELIZABETH GARDELET, wife of Joseph Gardelet, corporal in Colonel Pawlet's regiment, Captain Charlton's company, deposes,

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20. I began preaching in our own house soon after five. Mr. Mayor meantime was walking in the 'Change, where he gave orders to the drummers of the town and to his sergeants doubtless to go down and keep the peace! They came down with an innumerable mob to the house. They continued drumming and I continued preaching till I had finished my discourse. When I came out, the mob immediately closed me in. I desired one of the sergeants to protect me from the mob; but he replied, 'Sir, I have no orders to do that.' When I came into the street, they threw whatever came to hand. I walked on straight through the midst of them, looking every man in the face, and they opened to the right and left, till I came near Dant's Bridge. A large party had taken possession of this, one of whom was bawling' out, 'Now, heigh for the Romans!' When I came up, these likewise shrunk back, and I walked through them into Mr. Jenkins's house. But many of the congregation were more roughly handled; particularly Mr. Jones, who was covered with dirt, and escaped with his life almost by miracle. The main body of the mob then went to the house, brought out all the seats and benches, tore up the floor, the door, the frames of the windows, and whatever of woodwork remained, part of which they carried off for their own use, and the rest they burnt in the open street. 21. Monday, 2L I rode on to Bandon. From three in the afternoon till after seven the mob of Cork marched in grand procession, and then burnt me in effigy near Dant's Bridge.

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Tuesday, 22. The mob and drummers were moving again between three and four in the morning. The same evening the mob came down to Hammond's Marsh, but stood at a distance from Mr. Stockdale's house, till the drums beat and the Mayor's sergeants beckoned to them, on which they drew up and began the attack. The Mayor, being sent for, came with a party of soldiers. Mr. Stockdale earnestly desired that he would disperse the mob, or at least leave the soldiers there to protect them from the rioters. But he took them all away with him; on which the mob went on and broke all the glass and most of the window-frames in pieces. 22. Wednesday, 23. The mob was still patrolling the streets, abusing all that were called Methodists, and threatening to murder them and pull down their houses if they did not leave 'this way.' Thursday, 24. They again assaulted Mr. Stockdale's house, broke down the boards he had nailed up against the windows, destroyed what little remained of the window-frames and shutters, and damaged a considerable part of his goods. Friday, 25, and again on Saturday, 26, one Roger O'Ferrall fixed up an advertisement at the public Exchange (as he had also done for several days before) that he was ready to head any mob in order to pull down any house that should dare to harbor a Swaddler. 23. Sunday, 27. I wrote the following letter to the Mayor. See letter of May 27, 1750. II. 1. Your performance is dated May 28, the most material parts of which I am now to consider. It contains (1) a charge against the Methodist preachers; (2) a defense of the Corporation and clergy of Cork. With regard to your charge against those preachers, may I take the liberty to inquire why you drop six out of the eleven that have been at Cork namely, Mr. Swindells, wheatIcy, Larwood, Skelton, Tucker, and Haughton Can you glean up no story concerning these or is it out of mere compassion that you spare them

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10. You proceed: 'But pray what are those facts which you say are not misrepresented Do you mean that Butler was hired and paid by the Corporation and clergy' or 'that this' remarkably loyal' city is disaffected to the present Government' and that 'a Papist was supported, nay hired, by the Chief Magistrate to walk the streets, threatening bloodshed and murder Declare openly whether these are the facts.' Sir, I understand you well; but for the present I beg to be excused. There is a time and a place for all things. 11. I rejoice to hear the city of Cork is so 'remarkably loyal,' so entirely 'well-affected to the present Government.' I presume you mean this chiefly of the Friendly Society (in whom the power of the city is now lodged) erected some time since in opposition to that body of Jacobites commonly called 'The Hanover Club.' I suppose that zealous anti-Methodist who some days ago stabbed the Methodist preacher in the street, and then cried out, 'Damn King George and all his armies!' did this as a specimen of his 'eminent loyalty.' It cannot be denied that this loyal subject of King George, Simon Rawlins by name, was, upon oath made of those words, committed to jail on May 31; and it was not till six days after, that he walked in procession through the town, with drums beating and colors flying, and declared at the head of his mob he would never rest till he had driven all these false prophets out of Cork. How sincere they were in their good wishes to King George and his armies they gave a clear proof the 10th of this instant June, when, as ten or twelve soldiers were walking along in a very quiet and inoffensive manner, the mob fell upon them, swore they would have their lives, knocked them down, and beat them to such a degree that on June x2 one of them died of his wounds and another was not then expected to live many hours.

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12. But you have more proofs of my uncharitableness that is, supposing I am the author of that pamphlet; for you read there, 'Riches, ease, and honor are what the clergy set their hearts upon; but the souls for whom Christ died they leave to the tender mercies of hell.' Sir, can you deny it Is it not true, literally true, concerning some of the clergy You ask, 'But ought we to condemn all for the faults of a few' . I answer, No; no more than I will condemn all in the affair of Cork for the faults of a few. It is you that do this; and if it were as you say, if they were all concerned in the late proceedings, then it would be no uncharitableness to say, 'They were in a miserable state indeed'; then they would doubtless be 'kicking against the pricks, contending with heaven, fighting against God.' 13. I come now to the general charge against me, independent on the letter to Mr. Butler. And, first, you charge me with 'a frontless assurance and a well-dissembled hypocrisy' . Sir, I thank you. This is as kind as if you was to call me (with Mr. Williams) ' a profane, wicked scoundrel.' I am not careful to answer in this matter: shortly we shall both stand at a higher bar. 14. You charge me, secondly, with being an 'hare-brained enthusiast' . Sir, I am your most obedient servant. But you will prove me an enthusiast; 'for you say' (those are your words) 'you are sent of God to inform mankind of some other revelation of His will than what has been left by Christ and His Apostles' . Not so. I never said any such thing. When I do this, then call for miracles; but at present-your demand is quite unreasonable: there is no room for it at all. What I advance, I prove by the words of Christ or His Apostles. If not, let it fall to the ground. 15. You charge me, thirdly, with being employed in 'promoting the cause of arbitrary Popish power' . Sir, I plead, Not guilty. Produce your witnesses. Prove this, and I will allow all the rest.

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You charge me, fourthly, with holding 'midnight assemblies' . Sir, did you never see the word 'Vigil' in your Common Prayer Book Do you know what it means If not, permit me to tell you that it was customary with the ancient Christians to spend whole nights in prayer, and that these nights were termed Vigiliae, or Vigils. Therefore, for spending a part of some nights in this manner, in public and solemn prayer, we have not only the authority of our own national Church, but of the universal Church in the earliest ages. 16. You charge me, fifthly, with 'being the cause of all that Butler has done' . True; just as Latimer and Ridley (if I may dare to name myself with those venerable men) were the cause of all that Bishop Bonner did. In this sense the charge is true. It has pleased God (unto Him be all the glory!) even by my preaching or writings to convince some of the old Christian scriptural doctrine, which till then they knew not. And while they declared this to others you showed them the same love as Edmund of London did to their forefathers. Only the expressions of your love were not quite the same, because (blessed be God) you had not the same power. 17. You affirm, sixthly, that I 'rob and plunder the poor, so as to leave them neither bread to eat nor raiment to put on' . An heavy charge, but without all color of truth yea, just the reverse is true. Abundance of those in Cork, Bandon, Limerick, Dublin, as well as in all parts of England, who a few years ago, either through sloth or profuseness, had not bread to eat or raiment to put on, have now, by means of the preachers called Methodists, a sufficiency of both. Since, by hearing these, they have learned to fear God, they have learned also to work with their hands, as well as to cut off every needless expense, to be good stewards of the mammon of unrighteousness.

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21. I come now to your defense of the Corporation and clergy. But sure such a defense was never seen before. For whereas I had said, 'I dislike the condemning the magistrates or clergy in general, because several of them' (so I charitably supposed) 'were not concerned in the late proceedings,' you answer, 'Pray by all means point them out, that they may be distinguished by some mark of honor above their brethren' (pages 29-30). What do you mean If you mean anything at all, it must be that they were all concerned in the late proceedings. Sir, if they were (of which I own you are a better judge than I), was it needful to declare this to all the world especially in so plain terms as these Did not your zeal here a little outrun your wisdom 22. 'But the magistrate,' you say, was only 'endeavoring to secure the peace of the city' . A very extraordinary way of securing peace! Truly, sir, I cannot yet believe, not even on your word, that 'all the magistrates except one' (pages 29-30) were concerned in this method of securing peace. Much less can I believe that 'all the clergy' were concerned in thus 'endeavoring to bring back their flock led astray by these hirelings' (an unlucky word) 'into the right fold.' 23. Of the clergy you add, 'What need have they to rage and foam at your preaching Suppose you could delude the greater part of their flocks, this could not affect their temporal interest.' We do not desire it should. We only desire to delude all mankind (if you will term it a delusion) into a serious concern for their eternal interest, for a treasure which none can take away. Having now both stated the facts to which you referred, and considered the most material parts of your performance, I have only to subjoin a few obvious reflections, naturally arising from a view of those uncommon occurrences, partly with regard to the motives of those who were active therein, partly to their manner of acting. 1. With regard to the former, every reasonable man will naturally inquire on what motives could any, either of the clergy or the Corporation, ever think of opposing that preaching by which so many notoriously vicious men have been brought to an eminently virtuous life and conversation.

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5. Again: will not some say, 'Master, by thus acting, thou reproachest us' by preaching sixteen or eighteen times a week, and by a thousand other things of the same kind Is not this in effect reproaching us, as if we were lazy and indolent as if we had not a sufficient love to the souls of those committed to our charge 6. May there not likewise be some (perhaps unobserved) envy in the breast even of men that fear God How much more in them that do not, when they hear of the great success of these preachers, of the esteem and honor that are paid to them by the people, and the immense riches which they acquire! What wonder if this occasions a zeal which is not the flame of fervent love 7. Add to this a desire in some of the inferior clergy of pleasing their superiors; supposing these (which is no impossible supposition) are first influenced by any of these motives. Add the imprudence of some that hear those preachers, and perhaps needlessly provoke their parochial ministers. And when all these things are considered, none need be at a loss for the motives on which many of the clergy have opposed us. 8. But from what motives can any of the Corporation oppose us I must beg the gentlemen of this body to observe that I dare by no means lump them all together, as their awkward defender has done. But this I may say without offence, there are some even among you who are not so remarkably loyal as others, not so eminently well-affected to the present Government. Now, these cannot but observe (gentlemen, I speak plain, for I am to deliver my own soul in the sight of God) that, wherever we preach, many who were his enemies before became zealous friends to His Majesty. The instances glare both in England and Ireland. Those, therefore, who are not so zealously his friends have a strong motive to oppose us; though it cannot be expected they should own this to be the motive on which they act.

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9. Others may have been prejudiced by the artful misrepresentations these have made, or by those they have frequently heard from the pulpit. Indeed, this has been the grand fountain of popular prejudice. In every part both of England and Ireland the clergy, where they were inclined so to do, have most effectually stirred up the people. 10. There has been another reason assigned for the opposition that was made to me in particular at Cork namely, that the Mayor was offended at my preaching on Hammond's Marsh, and therefore resolved I should not preach at all; whereas, if I had not preached abroad, he would have given me leave to preach in the house. Would Mr. Mayor have given me leave to preach in my own house I return him most humble thanks. But should he be so courteous as to make me the offer even now, I should not accept it on any such terms. Greater men than he have endeavored to hinder me from calling sinners to repentance in that open and public manner; but hitherto it has been all lost labor. They have never yet been able to prevail; nor ever will, till they can conquer King George and his armies. To curse them is not enough. 11. Lastly. Some (I hope but a few) do cordially believe that 'private vices are public benefits.' I myself heard this in Cork when I was there last. These consequently think us the destroyers of their city, by so lessening the number of their public benefactors, the gluttons, the drunkards, the dram-drinkers, the Sabbath-breakers, the common swearers, the cheats of every kind, and the followers of that ancient and honorable trade, adultery and fornication. 12. These are the undeniable motives to this opposition. I come now to the manner of it. When some gentlemen inquired of one of the bishops in England, 'My Lord, what must we do to stop these new preachers' he answered, 'If they preach contrary to Scripture, confute them by Scripture; if contrary to reason, confute them by reason. But beware you use no other weapons than these, either in opposing error or defending the truth.'

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Would to God this rule had been followed at Cork I But how little has it been thought of there! The opposition was begun with lies of all kinds, frequently delivered in the name of God; so that never was anything so ill-judged as for you to ask, 'Does Christianity encourage its professors to make use of lies, invectives, or low, mean abuse, and scurrility, to carry on its interest' No, sir, it does not. I disclaim and abhor every weapon of this kind. But with these have the Methodist preachers been opposed in Cork above any other place. In England, in all Ireland, have I neither heard nor read any like those gross, palpable lies, those low, Billingsgate invectives, and that inexpressibly mean abuse and base scurrility which the opposers of Methodism (so called) have continually made use of, and which has been the strength of their cause from the beginning. 13. If it be not so, let the Right Rev. the Lord Bishop of Cork (for he too has openly entered the lists against the Methodists), the Rev. Dr. Tisdale, or any other whom his lordship shall appoint, meet me on even ground, writing as a gentleman to a gentleman, a scholar to a scholar, a clergyman to a clergyman. Let him thus show me wherein I have preached or written amiss, and I will stand reproved before all the world. 14. But let not his lordship or any other continue to put persecution in the place of reason; either private persecution stirring up husbands to threaten or beat their wives, parents their children, masters their servants; gentlemen to ruin their tenants, laborers, or tradesmen, by turning them out of their farms or cottages, employing or buying of them no more because they worship God according to their own conscience; or open, barefaced, noonday, Cork persecution, breaking open the houses of His Majesty's Protestant subjects, destroying their goods, spoiling or tearing the very clothes from their backs; striking, bruising, wounding, murdering them in the streets; dragging them through the mire, without any regard to age or sex; not sparing even those of tender years no, nor women, though great with child; but, with more than Pagan or Mahometan barbarity, destroying infants that were yet unborn.

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To Joshua Strangman Date: BIRR, June 28, 1750. You did not expect this from me; but I am constrained to write, for you are much upon my heart. God has given you strong desires, and you see the nature of religion. But, O my friend, do you experience it In some measure I hope you do. Yet I am often afraid lest the good seed should be choked. Whom have you to stir you up to press you forward to strengthen your hands in God Do not most who speak to you think you religious enough God forbid you should think so yourself! O what is the fairest form of godliness either the Methodist form or the Quaker form I want you to experience all the power, all the life, all the spirit of religion; to be all dead to the world, all alive to God; a stranger, a sojourner on earth, but an inhabitant of heaven; living in eternity, walking in eternity. Possibly I may not see you any more till we meet in our own country, for my day is far spent. Take this, then, as a little token of the affection wherewith I am Your sincere friend and brother.

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To Mrs. Gallatin Date: DUBLIN, July 19, 1750. MADAM, I did not receive your favor of June 24 before last night. By what means it was delayed I know not. The reason why we refused for several years to license any of the places wherein we preached was this. Wesley was reluctant to license his meeting-places; but the action of his opponents compelled such a course in many cases. See Journal vii. 339; Large Minutes 1770 Works, viii. 331. We supposed it could not be done without styling ourselves Dissenters. But the Recorder of Chester showed us this was a mistake and procured a license for Thomas Sidebotham's house in that county, although he (then as well as at all other times) professes himself a member of the Established Church. Since then we have licensed the house at Leeds and some others. The manner of doing it is this. At the Quarter Sessions a note with these or the like words is presented to the Justices: 'A. B. desires his house in C. D. may be licensed for public worship.' By order of the Bench this is registered, and sixpence paid to the clerk. I cannot doubt but a blessing has attended Mr. Whitefield's ministry in Manchester. Whitefield wrote from Manchester on June 8 to Lady Gertrude Hotham: 'Thousands and thousands for some time past have flocked to hear the Word every day, and the power of God has attended it in a glorious manner.' It is necessary for me to visit the Societies in the West of England, unless my brother can exchange with me. He proposed going into the North himself. If he visits Cornwall, I can go northward; and if I do, I shall certainly do myself the pleasure to wait upon Mr. Gallatin and you.

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To Mrs. Madan Date: LONDON November 9, 1750. There h much difficulty in knowing how to act in such a situation as yours is. You are not at liberty to choose what is, absolutely speaking, the most excellent way, which is to cut off all superfluity of every kind to expend all our time and all our substance in such a manner as will most conduce to the glory of God and our own eternal happiness. Nor is it easy to say how far you may vary from this: Something must be allowed to the circumstances you are in. But who can say how much Only the Spirit of God, only the unction from above which teacheth us of all things. But perhaps this in general may be said all the time you can redeem from fashionable folly you should redeem. Consequentially it is right to throw away as little as possible of that precious talent on dressing, visits of form, useless diversions, and trifling conversation. Hebert well observes: If so thou spend thy time, the sun will cry Against thee; for his light was only lent. The Temple, The Church Porch, XIV, where it reads 'If those take up thy day.' And I can't but think if you earnestly cry to Him who with every temptation can make a way to escape, Mrs. Madan here adds a note: 'And this, I bless God without any alteration of worldly circumstances or my situation of life, was done.' He will deliver you from abundance of that impertinence which has hithero swallowed up so many of your precious moments.

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6. Your Lordship cannot but discern how the whole tenor of his hook tends to destroy the Holy Scriptures, to render them vile in the eyes of the people, to make them stink in the nostrils of infidels. For instance: after reading his labored ridicule of the sorrow and fear which usually attend the first repentance (called by St. Chrysostom as well as a thousand other writers 'the pangs or throes of the new birth'), what can an infidel think of those and the like expressions in Scripture' I have roared for the very disquietness of my heart; fearfulness and trembling are come upon me and an horrible dread hath overwhelmed me' After his flood of satire on all kind of conflicts with Satan, what judgment can a Deist form of what St. Paul speaks concerning the various wrestlings of a Christian with the wicked one Above all, how will his bringing the lewd heathen poets to expose the pure and spiritual love of God naturally cause them to look with the same eyes on the most elevated passages of the inspired writings! What can be more diverting to them than to apply his p 't 'bitter-sweet of love,' to many expressions in the Canticles (On which undoubtedly he supposes the fair Circassian to be a very just paraphrase!) 'Aye,' say they, 'the very case: "Stay me with apples; for I am sick of love."' 7. Probably the comparer will reply: 'No; I do not ridicule the things themselves repentance, the new birth, the fight of faith, or the love of God; all which I know are essential to religion, but only the folly and the enthusiasm which are blended with these by the Methodists.' But how poor a pretence is this! Had this ready been the case how carefully would he have drawn the line under each of these heads between the sober religion of a Christian and the enthusiasm of a Methodist! But has he done this Does he take particular care to show under each what is true as well as what is fake religion where the former ends and the latter begins what are the proper boundaries of each Your Lordship knows he does not so much as endeavor it or take any pains about it, but indiscriminately pours the flood out of his unclean mouth upon all repentance, faith, love and holiness.

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'Against whom is the King of Israel come out against a flea against a partridge upon the mountains 'Such they undoubtedly are, ff that representation of them be just which the comparer has given. Against whom (if your Lordship espouses his cause) are you stirring up the supreme power of the nation Against whom does your Lordship arm the ministers of all denominations, particularly our brethren of the Established Church inciting them to point us out to their several congregations as not fit to live upon the earth. The effects of this have already appeared in many parts both of Devonshire and Cornwall. Nor have I known any considerable riot in any part of England for which such preaching did net pave the way. 14. I beg leave to ask, Would it be a satisfaction to your Lordship if national persecution were to return Does your Lordship desire to revive the old laws de haeretico comburendo 'Concerning the burning of heretics.' Would your Lordship rejoice to see the Methodists themselves tied to so many stakes in Smithfield Or would you applaud the execution, though not so legally or decently performed by the mob of Exeter Plymouth Dock, or Launceston My Lord, what profit would there be in our blood Would it be an addition to your Lordship's happiness, or any advantage to the Protestant cause, or any honor either to our Church or nation

19 To George James Stonehouse

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To George James Stonehouse Date: COOKHAM, November 27 1750. You seem to admire the Moravians much. I love them, but cannot admire them (although I did once, perhaps more than you do now); and that for the following reasons : First. I do not admire the names they assume to themselves. They commonly style themselves 'The Brethren' or 'The Moravian Church.' Now, the former of these, 'The Brethren,' either implies that they are the only Christians in the world (as they were who were so styled in the days of the Apostles), or at least that they are the best Christians in the world, and therefore deserve to be emphatically so called. But is not even this a very high encomium upon themselves I should, therefore, more admire a more modest appellation.

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2. I do not admire their dose, dark, reserved behavior, particularly toward strangers. The spirit of secrecy is the spirit of their community, often leading even into guile and dissimulation. One may observe in them much cunning, much art, much evasion and disguise. They often appear to be what they are not, and not to be what they are. They so study to become all things to all men, as to take the color and shape of any that are near them directly contrary to that openness, frankness, and plainness of speech so manifest in the Apostles and primitive Christians. 3. I do not admire their confining their beneficence to the narrow bounds of their own Society. This seems the more liable to exception as they boast of possessing so immense riches. In his late book the Count particularly mentions how many hundred thousand florins a single member of their Church has lately expended and how many hundred thousand crowns of yearly rent the nobility and gentry only of his Society enjoy in one single country. Meantime do they, all put together, expend one hundred thousand, yea, one thousand or one hundred, in feeding the hungry or clothing the naked of any sorry but their own 4. I do not admire the manner wherein they treat their opponents. I cannot reconcile it either to love, humility or sincerity. Is utter contempt or settled disdain consistent with love or humility And can it consist with sincerity to deny any charge which they know in their conscience is true to say those quotations are unjust which are literally copied from their own books to affirm their doctrines am mis-represented when their own sense is given in their own words to cry, 'Poor man! He is quite dark; he is utterly blind; he knows nothing of our doctrines!' though they cannot point out one mistake this blind man has made or confute one assertion he has advanced Fourthly. I least of all admire the effects their doctrine has had on some who have lately begun to hear them. For -

19 To George James Stonehouse

John Wesley · None · letter
3. This preaching has greatly impaired, if not destroyed, the love of their neighbor in many souls. They no longer burn with love to all mankind, with desire to do good to all. They are straitened in their own bowels, their love is confined to narrower and narrower bounds, till at length they have no desire or thought of doing good to any but those of their own community. If a man was before a zealous member of our Church, groaning for the prosperity of our Zion, it is past; all that zeal is at an end: he regards the Church of England no more than the Church of Rome; his tears no longer fall, his prayers no longer ascend, that God may shine upon her desolations. The friends that were once as his own soul are now more to him than other men. All the bands of that formerly endeared affection are as threads of tow that have touched the fire. Even the ties of filial tenderness are dissolved. The child regards not his own parent; he no longer regards he womb that bare or the paps that gave him suck. Recent instances of this also are not wanting. I will particularize if required. Yea, the son leave his aged father, daughter her mother, in want of the necessities of life. I know the persons; I have myself relieved them more than once: for that was 'corban' whereby they should have been profited. 4. These humble preachers utterly destroy the humility of their hearers, who are quickly wiser than all their former teachers; not because they 'keep Thy commandments' (as the poor man under the law said), but because they allow no commandments at all. In a few days they are 'wiser in their own eyes than seven men that can render a reason.' 'Render a reason! Aye, there it is. Your carnal reason destroys you. You are for reason: I am for faith.' I am for both. For faith to perfect my reason, that, by the Spirit of God not putting out the eyes of my understanding, but enlightening them more and more, I may 'be ready to give' a clear scriptural 'answer to every man that asketh' me 'a reason of the hope that is in' me.

05 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BRISTOL March 5, 1751. The note delivered to me on Sunday night, which ran in these words, 'I am not determined when I shall leave London,' convinces me that I must not expect to see the writer of it at our approaching Conference. This is indeed deserting me at my utmost need, just when the Philistines are upon me. But I am content; for I am well assured the Lord is not departed from me. Is it not best to let all these things sleep to let him do just what he will do; and to say nothing myself good or bad, concerning it, till his mind is more cool and able to bear it I persuade myself neither Mrs. Blackwell, nor Mr. Lloyd Samuel Lloyd, whose name Wesley sometimes spells 'Loyd.' or you will be wanting in your good offices. And will you not likewise advise and comfort her who is now likely to stand in need of every help You see how bold a beggar I am. I can't be satisfied yet, without asking you to do more for dear sir, Your most affectionate servant.

06 To John Bennet

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Bennet Date: BRISTOL March 12, 1751. MY DEAR BROTHER, Our building obliges me to return to London. So that my journey into the North must be deferred a little longer. I expect to leave London on the 27th instant; to be at Wednesbury the 31st, and at Alpraham on Thursday, April 4; whence I think (at present) to go on to Munchester. The Saturday following I am to be at Whitehaven. The Wednesday and Thursday in Easter week I can spend wherever you think proper. I propose taking Leeds in my return from Newcastle. We should all have been glad to see you here. I hope you both enjoy health both of body and mind. I am Your affectionate brother. PS. Perhaps you could spare time to visit Newcastle this spring. I should be glad to see Mr. Bodily. This seems to be John Baddeley, Rector of Hayfield. See note to letter of Oct. 31, 1755.

07 To His Wife

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Wife TETSWORTH, 42 miles from London. March 27, 1751. MY DEAR MOLLY, Do I write too soon Have not you above all the people in the world a right to hear from me as soon as possibly I can You have surely a fight to every proof of love I can give and to all the little help which is in my power. For you have given me even your own self. O how can we praise God enough for making us helps meet for each other! I am utterly astonished at His goodness. Let not only our lips but our lives show forth His praise! Will you be so kind as to send word to T. Butts Thomas Butts had been the Wesleys' traveling companion. On April 19, 1744, Charles Wesley sent him to Wednesbury with 60, which he had collected for the sufferers in the riots. He traveled with John Wesley in Sept. 1746. On Feb. 8, 1753, proposals were made for devolving all temporal affairs on the Stewards, and a circular was sent out in which Thomas Butts and William Briggs announced that they had been invested with the care of printing and publishing. A letter from Butts to Wesley (Arminian Mag. 1779, p. 258) dated Oct. 31, 1750, on 'The duty of all to pay their debts,' shows that he was 'honest as honesty itself.' Mrs. Hannah Butts, on whom Charles Wesley wrote some memorial verses, may have been his wife. He seems to have retired about 1759. that Mr. Williams Anthony Williams was a Bristol Methodist, at whose house Wesley was a frequent guest in 1739. He may have lent Wesley this money to pay Richard Thyer. See Journal Diary, ii. 175, 181. of Bristol will draw upon him in a few days for twenty pounds (which I paid Rd. Thyer in full), and that he may call upon you for the money

10 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: MANCHESTER, April 7, 1751. Mr. Lloyd thinks it absolutely needful that a friend or two of my wife should meet Mr. Blisson and a friend or two of his, in order to persuade him (if it can be done) to come to an account as to what remains in his hand. If Mr. Lloyd and you would take this trouble on yourselves, I do not doubt but the affair would end well. We have hitherto had a very rough but a very prosperous journey. I only want more time; there being so many cams to various parts that I cannot possibly answer them all between this and Whitsuntide. O what reason have we to put forth all our strength! For what a Master do we serve! I trust we shah never be weary of His service. And why should we ever be ashamed of it I am persuaded Mrs. Blackwell and you do not forget me nor her that is as my own soul. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

13 To The Rector And Fellows Of Lincoln College

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Rector and Fellows of Lincoln College Ego Johannes Wesley, Collegii Lincolniensis in Academia Oxoniensi Sodus, quicquid mihi juris est in praedicta Societate, ejusdem Rectori et Sociis sponte ac libere resigno: Ills universis et singulis perpetuam pacem ac omnimodam in Christo felicitatem exoptans. 'LONDON, June 1, 1751. 'I, John Wesley, Fellow of Lincoln College Oxford, do hereby spontaneously and freely resign whatever fights I possess in the aforesaid Society to the Rector and Fellows of the same; wishing to all and each of them perpetual peace and every species of felicity in Christ. Londini: Kalendis Junei: Anno Salutis Milleslmo, Septingentesimo, Quinquagesimo Primo.

14 To James Wheatley

John Wesley · None · letter
London, August 3. I heartily concur with you in dealing with all, not only with disorderly walkers, but also triflers, aa, ppa, the effeminate and busybodies, as with M. F. See C. Wesley's Journal, ii. 90-1. He heard Michael Fenwick preach at Leeds () on Aug. 5. 'It was beyond description.... I talked closely with him, utterly averse to working, and told him plainly he should either labor with his hands or preach no more. He hardly complied, though he confessed it was his ruin, his having been taken off his business. I answered I would repair the supposed injury, by setting him up again in his shop.' See letter of Sept. 12, 1755. See also ibid. p. 94: 'I heard J. J., the drummer, again, and liked him worse than at first' I spoke to one this morning, so that I was even amazed at myself. London, August 8. We must have forty itinerant preachers, or drop some of our Societies. You cannot so well judge of this without seeing the letters I receive from all parts. London, August 15. If our preachers do not, nor will not, spend all their time in study and saving souls, they must be employed dose in other work or perish. London, August 17. C. S. pleads for a kind of aristocracy, and says you and I should do nothing without the consent of all the preachers; otherwise we govern arbitrarily, to which they cannot submit. Whence is this Cullompton, August 24. Oh that you and I may arise and stand upright! See next letter for Charles Wesley's verdict. I quite agree with you: let us have but six, so we are all one. I have sent one more home to his work. We may trust God to send forth more laborers; only be not unwilling to receive them, when there is reasonable proof that He has sent them. Wesley says on Aug. 21 that in Wiltshire and Devonshire he 'found more and more proof that the poor wretch Wheatley whom we had lately disowned was continually laboring to poison our other preachers' See Journal, iii. 535.

16 To Richard Bailey Vicar Of Wrangle

John Wesley · None · letter
5. The sum of our doctrine with regard to inward religion (so far as I understand it) is comprised in two points the loving God with all our hearts and the loving our neighbor as ourselves; and with regard to outward religion, in two more the doing all to the glory of God, and the doing to all what we would desire in like circumstances should be done to us. I believe no one will easy confute this by Scripture and sound reason, or prove that we preach or hold any other doctrine as necessary to salvation. 6. I thought it my duty, sir, though a stranger to you, to say thus much, and to request two things of you: (1) that the damage these poor people have sustained may be repaired; and (2) that they may for the time to come be allowed to enjoy the privilege of Englishmen to serve God according to the dictates of their own conscience. On these conditions they am heartily wiling to forrget all that is past. Wishing you all happiness, spiritual, and temporal, I remain, reverend sir, Your affectionate brother and servant. To a Friend 12 SALISBURY, August 21, 1751. I see plainly the spirit of Ham, if not of Korah, has fully possessed several of our preachers. So much the more freely and firmly do I acquiesce in the determination of my brother, 'that it is far better for us to have ten or six preachers who are alive to God, sound in the faith, and of one heart with us and with one another, than fifty of whom we have no such assurance.'

21 To John Downes

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Downes Date: LONDON, December 10, 1751. MY DEAR BROTHER, I thank C. Herrington for his letter. Is 'C. Herrington' Brother Errington See letter of Jan. 8, 1757. He should not fail to write whenever he sees occasion. If you are straitened for preachers, could not you make use of George Atchinson from Stockton for a time I suppose James Tucker also is now with you. From Whitehaven. See letter of Nov. 7. He is, I verily believe, honest of heart; but a little too wise h his own eyes. Speak plainly to him, if you should ever hear that anything is amiss in his preaching or conversation. Brother Reeves will be here in a day or two. But he cannot return into the North yet. I wish you would regulate a little at a time, as you find your health will permit. But you must carefully guard against any irregularity, either as to food, sleep, or labor. Your water should be neithr quite warm (for fear of relaxing the tone of your stomach) nor quite cold. Of all flesh, mutton is the best for you; of all vegetables turnips, potatoes, and apples (roasted, boiled, or baked) if you can bear them. Take care you do not lose anything you have learned already, whether you learn more or not. You must needs be here (if alive) the 1st of March at our Conference. The Conference was held in Leeds in May; but the name of John Downes is among those attached to the agreement given in the Journal iv. 9, and dated Jan. 29, 1752. None will he present but those we invite. How apt is the corruptible body to press down the soul! But all shall work together for good. Now you can sympathize a little with me. We must expect no thanks from man. Evil for good will be our constant portion here. But it is well. The Lord is at hand. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

22 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
And all this, I conceive, is clearly declared in one single passage of Scripture: 'The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul; the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple. The statutes of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes. More to he desired am they than gold, yea, than much fine gold ; sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb.' They are both food and medicine; they both refresh, strengthen, and nourish the soul. Not that I would advise to preach the law without the gospel, any more than the gospel without the law. Undoubtedly both should be preached in their turn; yea, both at once, or both in one. All the conditional promises are instances of this. They are law and gospel mixed together. According to this model, I should advise every preacher continually to preach the law the law grafted upon, tempered by, and animated with the spirit of the gospel. I advise him to declare explain, and enforce every command of God. But meantime to declare in every sermon (and the more explicitly the better) that the flint and great command to a Christian is, 'Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ': that Christ is all in all, our wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption; that all life, love, strength are from Him alone, and all freely given to us through faith. And it will ever be found that the law thus preached both enlightens and strengthens the soul; that it both nourishes and teaches; that it is the guide, ' food, medicine, and stay' of the believing soul.

22 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
Thus all the Apostles built up believers: witness all the Epistles of St. Paul, James, Peter, and John. And upon this plan all the Methodists first set out. In this manner not only my brother and I, but Mr. Maxfield, Nelson, James Jones, Westall, and Reeves all preached at the beginning. By this preaching it pleased God to work those mighty effects in London, Bristol, Kingswood, Yorkshire, and Newcastle. By means of this twenty-nine persons received remission of fins in one day at Bristol only, On May 21, 1739. Thomas Maxfield was one of the number. See letter of the 28th of that month. most of them while I was opening and enforcing our Lord's Sermon upon the Mount. In this manner John Downes, John Bennet, John Haughton, and all the other Methodists preached, till James Wheatley For the trouble with James Wheatley, see letter of June 25. came among them, who never was clear, perhaps not sound, in the faith. According to his understanding was his preaching an unconnected rhapsody of unmeaning words like Sir John Suckling's Verses, smooth and soft as cream, In which was neither depth nor stream. Yet (to the utter reproach of the Methodist congregations) this man became a most popular preacher. He was admired more and more wherever he went, till he went over the second time into Ireland and conversed more intimately than before with some of the Moravian preachers. The consequence was that he leaned more and more both to their doctrine and manner of preaching. At first several of our preachers complained of this; but in the space of a few months (so incredible is the force of soft words) he by slow and imperceptible degrees brought almost all the preachers then in the kingdom to think and speak like himself. These, returning to England, spread the contagion to some others of their brethren. But still the far greater part of the Methodist preaches thought and spoke as they had done from the beginning. This is the plain fact. As to the fruit of this new manner of preaching (entirely new to the Methodists), speaking much of the promises, little of the commands (even to unbelievers, and still less to believers), you think it has done great good; I think it has done great harm.

22 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
Hence it is that (according to the constant observation I have made in all parts both of England and Ireland) preachers of this kind (though quite the contrary appears at firs) spread death, not life, among their hearers. As soon as that flow of spirits goes off, they are without life, without power, without any strength or rigor of soul; and it is extremely difficult to recover them, because they still cry out, 'Cordials, cordials!' of which they have had too much already, and have no taste for the food which is convenient for them. Nay, they have an utter aversion to it, and that confirmed by principle, having been taught to call it husks, if not poison. How much more to those bitters which are previously needful to restore their decayed appetite! This was the very case when I went last into the North. For some time before my coming John Downes had scarce been able to preach at all: the three others in the Round were such as styled themselves 'gospel preachers.' When I came to review the Societies, with great expectation of finding a vast increase, I found most of them lessened by one third; one entirely broken up; that of Newcastle itself was less by an hundred members than when I visited it before; and of those that remained, the far greater number in every place were cold, weary, heartless and dead. Such were the blessed effects of this gospel-preaching, of this new method of preaching Christ!

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
3. You next undertake to prove 'the most insufferable pride and vanity of the Methodists' (sect. iii. p. 12, c.). For this end you quote five passages from my Journals and one from the third Appeal. The first was wrote in the anguish of my heart, to which I gave vent (between God and my own soul) by breaking out, not into 'confidence or boasting,' as you term it, but into those expressions of bitter sorrow, 'I went to America to convert the Indians; but oh, who shall convert me' (Journal, i. 418). Some of the words which follow you have picked out, and very honestly laid before your reader, without either the beginning or end, or one word of the occasion or manner wherein they were spoken. Your next quotation is equally fair and generous: 'Are they read in philosophy So was I, c.' (i. 422, c.). This whole 'string of self-commendation,' as you call it, being there brought, ex professo, to prove that, notwithstanding all this, which I once piqued myself upon, I was at that hour in a state of damnation! The third is a plain narrative of the manner wherein many of Bristol expressed their joy on my coming unexpectedly into the room after I had been some time at London (ii. 457). And this, I conceive, will prove the charge of high treason as well as that of 'insufferable pride and vanity.' You say, fourthly: 'A dying woman, who had earnestly desired to see me, cried out as I entered the room, "Art thou come, thou blessed of the Lord"' (ii. 483). She did so. And what does this prove The fifth passage is this: 'In applying which, my soul was so enlarged, that methought I could have cried out (in another sense than poor, vain Archimedes), "Give me where to stand, and I will shake the earth."' See letters of June 11, 1747, sect. 20 (to Bishop Gibson), and Nov. 26, 1762. My meaning is, I found such freedom of thought and speech (jargon, stuff, enthusiasm to you) that me-thought, could I have then spoken to all the world, they would all have shared in the blessing.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You begin, 'The same whim which led Mr. Wesley to observe an absolute silence for two days'; and so run on to St. Bonaventura, St. Agatho, and I know not whom. But did Mr. Wesley 'observe an absolute silence for two days' No, not for one hour. My words, 'I spoke to none at all for fourscore miles together' (ii. 462) imply neither more nor less than that I spoke to none 'concerning the things of God,' as it is in the words immediately preceding. And you know this as well as I. But it is all one for that. Wit, not truth, is the point you aim at. My supposed inconsistency with regard to the Moravians, which you likewise drag in (as they say) by head and shoulders, I have shown again and again to be no inconsistency at all, particularly in both the letters to Mr. Church. 10. Well, but as to conflicts with Satan. 'Nor can Mr. Wesley,' you say, 'escape the attacks of this infernal spirit' namely, 'suggesting distrustful thoughts, and buffeting him with inward temptations.' Sir, did you never hear of any one so attacked, unless among the Papists or Methodists How deeply, then, are you experienced both in the ways of God and the devices of Satan! You add, with regard to a case mentioned in the Fourth Journal (vol. ii. p. 346), 'Though I am not convinced that these fits of laughing are to be ascribed to Satan, yet I entirely agree that they are involuntary and unavoidable.' I am glad we agree so far. But I must still go farther: I cannot but ascribe them to a preternatural agent, having observed so many circumstances attending them which cannot be accounted for by any natural causes. Under the head of conflicts with Satan you observe farther: 'Mr. Wesley says while he was preaching the devil knew his kingdom shook, and therefore stirred up his servants to make a noise; that, September 18, the prince of the air made another attempt in defense of his tottering kingdom; and that another time the devil's children fought valiantly for their master.' I own the whole charge; I did say all this. Nay, and if need were, I should say it again.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You cite one more instance from my Fourth Journal: 'The many-headed beast began to roar again.' So your head is so full of the subject, that you construe even poor Horace's bellua multorum capitum Epistles, I. i. 76: 'A many-headed beast.' into the devil! These are all the combats and conflicts with Satan which you can prove I ever had. O sir, without more and greater conflicts than these, none shall see the kingdom of God. II. In the following sections you are equally out of your element. The first of them relates to 'spiritual desertions' (sect. viii. p. 75, c.); all which you make the subject of dull ridicule, and place to the account of enthusiasm. And the case of all you give in the following words: 'We may look upon enthusiasm as a kind of drunkenness, filling and intoxicating the brain with the heated fumes of spirituous particles. Now, no sooner does the inebriation go off, but a coldness and dullness takes place.' 12. As wildly do you talk of the doubts and fears incident to those who are 'weak in faith' (sect. ix. p. 79, c.). I cannot prevail upon myself to prostitute this awful subject by entering into any debate concerning it with one who is innocent of the whole affair. Only I must observe that a great part of what you advance concerning me is entirely wide of the question. Such is all you quote from the First and a considerable part of what you quote from my Second Journal. This you know in your own conscience; for you know I speak of myself during the whole time as having no faith at all. Consequently the 'risings and fallings' I experienced then have nothing to do with those 'doubts and fears which many go through after they have by faith received remission of sins.'

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
'He represents them,' you say, 'in the blackest colors; yet declares in the main they are some of the best people in the world. His love and esteem for them increases more and more. His own disciples among the Methodists go over to them in crowds. But still Methodism is the strongest barrier against the Moravian doctrines and principles.' Sir, I bear you witness you have learned one principle at least from those with whom you have lately conversed namely, that no faith is to be kept with heretics; of which you have given us abundant proof. For you know I have fully answered every article of this charge, which you repeat as if I had not opened my lips about it. You know that there is not one grain of truth in several things which you here positively assert. For instance: 'His love and esteem of them increases more and more.' Not so; no more than my love and esteem for you. I love you both; but I do not much esteem either. Again: 'His own disciples among the Methodists go over to them in crowds.' When Where I know not that ten of my disciples, as you call them, have gone over to them for twice ten months. O sir, consider! How do you know but some of your disciples may tell your name 17. With the same veracity you go on: 'In the Character of a Methodist those of the sect are described as having all the virtues that can adorn the Christian profession. But in their Journals you find them waspish, condemning all the world except themselves; and among themselves perpetual broils and confusions, with various other irregularities and vices.' I answer: (1) The tract you refer to (as is expressly declared in the Preface) does not describe what the Methodists are already; but what they desire to be, and what they will be then when they fully practice the doctrine they hear. (2) Be pleased to point the pages in my Journals which mention those 'various irregularities and vices.' Of their 'perpetual broils and confusions' I shall speak under their proper head.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
The first you preface thus: 'Upon the people's ill usage (or supposed ill usage) of Mr. Wesley in Georgia, and their speaking of all manner of evil falsely (as he says) against him, and trampling under-foot the word after having been very attentive to it, what an emotion in him is hereby raised I "I do hereby bear witness against myself that I could scarce refrain from giving the lie to experience and reason and Scripture all together."' The passage as I wrote it stands thus: 'Sunday, March 7. I entered upon my ministry at Savannah. In the Second Lesson (Luke xviii.) was our Lord's prediction of the treatment which He Himself, and consequently His followers, were to meet with from the world.... 'Yet, notwithstanding these plain declarations of our Lord, notwithstanding my own repeated experience, notwithstanding the experience of all the sincere followers of Christ whom I ever talked with, read, or heard of nay, and the reason of the thing evincing to a demonstration that all who love not the light must hate him who is continually laboring to pour it in upon them I do here bear witness against myself that when I saw the number of people crowding into the church, the deep attention with which they received the word, and the seriousness that afterwards sat on all their faces, I could scarce refrain from giving the lie to experience and reason and Scripture all together. I could hardly believe that the greater, the far greater part of this attentive, serious people would hereafter trample under-foot that word, and say all manner of evil falsely of him that spoke it.' (i. 176-9.) Sir, does this prove me guilty of skepticism or infidelity, of doubting or denying the truth of Revelation Did I speak this 'upon the people using me ill and saying all manner of evil against me' Or am I here describing 'any emotion raised in me hereby' Blush, blush, sir, if you can blush. You had here no possible room for mistake. You grossly and willfully falsify the whole passage to support a groundless, shameless accusation.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
Why do you leave out those words 'for these souls' Because they show the sentence means neither more nor less than, 'If these souls perish, he, not I, must answer for them at the Great Day.' The second passage is still more wide from the point. The whole of it is as follows: 'I have often inquired who were the authors of this report (that I was a Papist), and have generally found they were either bigoted Dissenters, or (I speak it without fear or favor) ministers of our own Church. I have also frequently considered what possible ground or motive they could have thus to speak; seeing few men in the world have had occasion so clearly and openly to declare their principles as I have done, both by preaching, printing, and conversation, for several years last past: and I can no otherwise think than that either they spoke thus to put the most favorable construction upon it) from gross ignorance they knew not what Popery was, they knew not what doctrines those are which the Papists teach or they willfully spoke what they knew to be false, probably thinking thereby to do God service. Now, take this to yourselves, whosoever ye are, high or low, Dissenters or Churchmen, clergy or laity, who have advanced this shameless charge, and digest it how you can. 'But how have ye not been afraid, if ye believe there is a God, and that He knoweth the secrets of your hearts (I speak now to you preachers more especially of whatever denomination), to declare so gross, palpable a lie, in the name of the God of truth I cite you all, before "the Judge of all the earth," either publicly to prove your charge, or, by publicly retracting it, to make the best amends you can, to God, to me, and to the world.' (Journal, ii. 262-3.) Sir, do I here 'summon my opponents to the bar of judgment' So you would make me do by quoting only that scrap, 'I cite you all before "the Judge of all the earth"!' You then add, with equal charity and sincerity: 'Here you have the true spirit of an enthusiast, flushed with a modest assurance of his own salvation and the charitable prospect of the damnation of others.' O sir, never name modesty more!

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
Upon this you descant: 'The legislature has at several times made Acts for pressing men. But no matter for this; touch but a Methodist, and all may perish rather than a soldier be pressed. He who had before bound himself not to speak a title of worldly things is now bawling for liberty and property.' Very lively this! But I hope, sir, you do not offer it by way of argument. You are not so unlearned in the law as not to know that the legislature is out of the question. The legislature six years ago did not appoint press-gangs but legal officers to press men. Consequently this is no proof and find another if you can) of our undutiful behavior to the civil powers. 32. 'Another natural consequence,' you say, 'of Methodism is their mutual jealousies and envyings, their manifold divisions, fierce and rancorous quarrels, and accusations of one another.' I shall carefully attend whatever you produce on this head; and if you prove this, I will grant you all the rest. You first cite those words: 'Musing on the things that were past, and reflecting how many that came after me were preferred before me, I opened my Testament on those words: "The Gentiles, which followed not after righteousness, have attained to righteousness; but Israel, which followed after the law of righteousness, hath not attained to the law of righteousness"' (ii. 324). And how does this prove the manifold divisions and rancorous quarrels of the Methodists Your second argument is: 'Mr. Whitefield told me he and I preached two different gospels''(his meaning was that he preached particular and I universal redemption); 'and therefore he would not join with me, but publicly preach against me' (sect. xix. p. 341, c.). Well, sir, here was doubtless a division for a time; but no fierce and rancorous quarrel yet. You say, thirdly: 'They write and publish against each other.' True; but without any degree either of fierceness or rancor. You assert, fourthly: 'Mr. Wesley in his sermon on Free Grace opposes the other for the horrible blasphemies of his horrible doctrine.' Sir, away with your flourishes, and write plain English: I opposed the doctrine of Predestination, which he held; but without any degree either of rancor or fierceness. Still, therefore, you miss the mark.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You quote, fifthly, these words: 'I spent an hour with Stonehouse. Oh what paa, "persuasiveness of speech," is here! Surely all the deceivableness of unrighteousness.' (Journal. ii. 394.) But there was no fierceness or rancor on either side. The passage, a fragment of which you produce as a sixth argument, stands thus: 'A few of us had a long conference together. Mr. Cennick now told me plainly he could not agree with me, because I did not preach the truth, particularly with regard to Election.' He did so; but without any rancor. We had a long conference; but not a fierce one. (ii. 408-9.) You, seventhly, observe, 'What scurrility of language the Moravians throw out against Mr. Wesley!' Perhaps so. But this will not prove that 'the Methodists quarrel with each other.' 'And how does he turn their own artillery upon them!' This is your eighth argument. But if I do, this no more proves the 'mutual quarrels of the Methodists' than my turning your own artillery upon you. 33. Having, by these eight irrefragable arguments, dearly carried the day, you raise your crest, and cry out, 'Is this Methodism And reign such mortal feuds in heavenly minds' Truly, sir, you have not yet brought one single proof (and yet I dare say you have brought the very best you have) of any such feuds among the Methodists as may not be found among the most heavenly-minded men on earth. But you are resolved to pursue your victory, and so go on: 'What are we to think of these charges of Whitefield and Wesley and the Moravians one against another' The Moravians, sir, are out of the question; for they are no Methodists: and as to the rest, Mr. Whitefield charges Mr. Wesley withholding Universal Redemption, and I charge him with holding Particular Redemption. This is the standing charge on either side. And now, sir, 'what are we to think' Why, that you have not proved one point of this charge against the Methodists. However, you stumble on: 'Are these things so Are they true, or are they not true If not true, they are grievous calumniators; if true, they are detestable sectarists. Whether true or false, the allegation stands good of their fierce and rancorous quarrels and mutual heinous accusations.'

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
Sir, you run very fast. And yet I hope to overtake you by-and-by. 'Mr. Wesley,' you say, 'has preached against the Moravians since he quarreled with them.' Sir, I never quarreled with their persons yet: I did with some of their tenets long ago. He 'gives them a box on the ear with the one hand and embraces them with the other.' That is, I embrace what is good among them, and at the same time reprove what is evil. 'who first brought over this wicked generation' Not I, whether they be wicked or not. I once thought I did; but have since then seen and acknowledged my mistake. 'Who made a Moravian his spiritual guide' Not I, though I have occasionally consulted several. 'who fanaticized his own followers and deprived them of their senses' Not I. Prove it upon me if you can. 'whose Societies (by his own confession) run over in shoals to Moravianism, forty or fifty at a time' Truly not mine. Two-and-fifty of Kingswood Society ran over to Calvinism; and, a year before, part of Fetter Lane Society gradually went over to the Moravians. But I know none of ours that went over 'in shoals.' They never, that I remember, gained five at a time; nor fifty in all, to the best of my knowledge, for these last ten years. 'Would they' (of Fetter Lane) 'have split on this rock, if they had not first been Methodists' Undoubtedly they would; for several of them had not first been Methodists. Mr. Viney, for instance (as well as several others), was with the Germans before ever he saw me. 'Lastly: where is the spawn of Moravianism working so strongly as in the children of Methodism' If you mean the errors of Moravianism, they are not working at all in the generality of the children of Methodism; the Methodists in general being thoroughly apprized of and fully guarded against them. So much for your modest assertion that the Methodists in general are 'all together by the ears'; the very reverse of which is true. They are in general in perfect peace. They enjoy in themselves 'the peace of God which passeth all understanding.' They are at peace with each other; and, as much as lieth in them, they live peaceably with all men.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
37. Your next charge is that 'Methodism has a tendency to undermine morality and good works' (sect. xx. p. I46, c.). To prove this You assert, first: 'That the Methodists are trained up to wait in quietness for sudden conversion; whence they are naturally led to neglect the means of salvation.' This is a mistake all over. For neither are they taught to wait in quietness (if you mean any more than patience by that term) for either sudden or gradual conversion; neither do they, in fact, neglect the means. So far from it, that they are eminently exact in the use of them. You assert, secondly: 'The doctrine of assurance of pardon and salvation, present and future, causes a false security, to the neglect of future endeavors.' Blunder upon blunder again. That all Christians have an assurance of future salvation is no Methodist doctrine; and an assurance of present pardon is so far from causing negligence, that it is of all others the strongest motive to vigorous endeavors after universal holiness. You assert, thirdly: 'Impulses and impressions, being made the rule of duty, will lead into dangerous errors.' Very true; but .the Methodists do not make impulses and impressions the rule of duty. They totally disclaim any other rule of duty than the written Word. You assert, fourthly: 'A claim of unsinning perfection' (I mean by perfection the loving God with all our heart) 'drives some into frenzies, others into despair.' Sir, I doubt the fact. You assert, fifthly: 'The Moravian Methodists trample down morality, and multitudes of the Wesleyans have been infected.' 'The Moravian Methodists'! You may as well say the Presbyterian Papists. The Moravians have no connection with the Methodists. Therefore, whatever they do (though you slander them too), they and not we are to answer for. The Methodists at present, blessed be God, are as little infected with this plague (of condemning or neglecting good works) as any body of people in England or Ireland. 38. From these loose assertions you proceed to quotations from my writings, every one of which I shall consider, to show that, not in one or two, but in every one, you are a willful prevaricator and false accuser of your neighbor.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You say, first: 'The Moravians.' Hold, good sir! you are out of the way already. You well know the Moravians are to answer for themselves. Our present question concerns the Methodists only. You say, secondly: 'A general temptation prevails among the Societies of Methodists of leaving off good works' (Journal, ii. 349). Sir, you are wrong again. The Societies of Methodists are not there spoken of, but the single Society of Fetter Lane. Among these only that temptation then prevailed. You quote, thirdly, as my words: 'The poor, confused, shattered Society had erred from the faith.' My own words are: 'I told the poor, confused, shattered Society wherein they had erred from the faith' (ii. 351) namely, with regard to the ordinances; not in general, as your way of expressing it naturally imports. Nor had all the Society erred even in this point. Many of them were still unshaken. You quote, fourthly: 'A woman of Deptford spoke great words and true. She ordered Mr. Humphreys to leave off doing good.' Must not every reader suppose, as you have placed these words, that they were all spoke at one time and that the 'great words and true' were those whereby she 'ordered Mr. Humphreys to leave off doing good' What, then, must every honest man think of you, when he observes that one half of the sentence (which you thus artfully put together) stands in another page, and at a considerable distance from the other and that I immediately subjoin to the latter clause, 'We talked largely with her, and she was humbled to the dust, under a deep sense of the advantage Satan had gained over her.' You quote, fifthly, a part of the following sentence to prove that I 'undermine morality and good works': 'His judgment concerning holiness is new. He no longer judges it to be an outward thing, to consist either in doing no harm, in doing good, or in using the ordinances of God.' (And yet how strongly do I insist upon all these! Sir, do not you know this). 'He sees it is the life of God in the soul, the image of God fresh stamped on the heart.' It is so. Sir, can you deny it What, then, will you prove by this You quote, sixthly, part of these words:

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
'They speak of holiness as if it consisted chiefly, if not wholly, in those two points: (1) the doing no harm; (2) the doing good, as it is called that is, the using the means of grace, and helping our neighbor.' (ii. 275). And this you term 'disparaging good works' I Sir, these things, considered barely as to the opus operatum, are not good works. There must be something good in the heart before any of our works are good. Insomuch that, 'though I give all my goods to feed the poor, and have not' this, 'it profiteth me nothing.' You observe, by the way, 'The Mystic divinity was once the Methodists' doctrine.' Sir, you have stepped out of the way only to get another fall. The Mystic divinity was never the Methodists' doctrine. They could never swallow either John Tauler or Jacob Behmen; although they often advised with one that did. 39. You say, seventhly: 'I do not find that Mr. Wesley has ever cited those express passages of St. James.' Sir, what if I had not (I mean in print.) I do not cite every text from Genesis to the Revelation. But it happens I have. Look again, sir; and by-and-by you may find where. You say, eighthly: 'Mr. Wesley affirms that the condition of our justification is faith alone, and not good works.' Most certainly I do. And I learned it from the Eleventh and Twelfth Articles and from the Homilies of our Church. If you can confute them, do. But I subscribe to them both with my hand and heart. You say, ninthly: 'Give me leave to make a remark. The Methodists wandered many years in the new path of salvation by faith and works, which was the time, too, of their highest glory and popularity. During this time they were seducing their disciples into the most destructive errors.' Excuse me, sir. While they preached salvation by faith and works, they had no disciples at all, unless you term a few pupils such; nor had they any popularity at all. They then enjoyed what they always desired) a quiet, retired life. But, whatever disciples we had, they were not seduced by us into the error of justification by works. For they were in it before ever they saw our face or knew there were such men in the world.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You say, tenthly: 'Mr. Wesley only contends that it is possible to use them without trusting in them.' Not in that page; because the proposition I am confuting is, 'It is not possible to use them without trusting in them.' (ii. 330.) You added: 'And now, are not such disparaging expressions' (a mere possibility of using them without trusting in them) 'a great discouragement to practice' O sir, when will you deviate into truth Dare you affirm, without any regard to God or man, 'Mr. Wesley only contends for a mere possibility of using the means without trusting in them' To go no farther than the very first page you refer to (ii. 350), my express words are these: 'I believe the way to attain faith is to wait for Christ in using all the means of grace. 'Because I believe these do ordinarily convey God's grace even to unbelievers.' Is this 'contending only for a mere possibility of using them without trusting in them' Not only in this and many other parts of the Journals, but in a sermon wrote professedly on the subject, I contend that all the ordinances of God are the stated channels of His grace to man, and that it is our bounden duty to use them all at all possible opportunities. So that to charge the Methodists in general, or me in particular, with undervaluing or disparaging them shows just as much regard for justice and truth as if you was to charge us with Mahometanism. 40. Tedious as it is to wade through so many dirty pages, I will follow you step by step a little farther. Your eleventh proof, that we 'undermine morality and good works,' is drawn from the following passage:

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You are, indeed, somewhat pitiable in speaking wrong on this head, because you do it in ignorance. But this plea cannot be allowed when you gravely advance that trite, threadbare objection concerning the Lord's Supper, without taking any notice that I have answered it again and again, both to Mr. Church and to the late Lord Bishop of London. 41. Your thirteenth proof is this: 'Mr. Wesley has taught us that infirmities are no sins.' Sir, you have taught me to wonder at nothing you assert; else I should wonder at this. The words I suppose you refer to stand in the sermon on Salvation by Faith; though you do not choose to show your reader where they may be found, 'He that is by faith born of God sinneth not (1) by any habitual sin: nor (2) by any willful sin: nor (3) by any sinful desire; for he continually desireth the holy and perfect will of God: nor (4) doth he sin by infirmities, whether in act, word, or thought; for his infirmities have no concurrence of his will, and without this they are not properly sins.' And this you seriously declare 'is a loophole to creep out of every moral and religious obligation'! In the same paragraph you say I have strongly affirmed that 'all our works and tempers are evil continually; that our whole heart is altogether corrupt and abominable, and consequently our whole life; all our works, the most specious of them, our righteousness, our prayers, needing an atonement themselves' (i. 423, 464; ii. 89, 249-50See letter of July 31, 1739.). I do strongly affirm this. But of whom In all these places but the last of myself only. In every one but this I speak in the singular number, and of myself when confessedly an unbeliever. And of whom do I speak in that last place Of unbelievers, and them only. The words are, 'All our tempers and works in our natural state are only evil continually.' Now, sir, where is your loophole to creep out If you have none, I fear every impartial man will pass sentence upon you that you have no regard either to moral or religious obligations.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
I have now weighed every argument you have brought to prove that the 'Methodists undermine morality and good works.' A grievous charge indeed! But the more inexcusable is he who advances it but is not able to make it good in any one single instance. Pardon my pertness, sir, in not barely affirming (that is your manner) but proving this; nay, and in telling you that you cannot make amends to God, to me, or to the world without a retractation as public as your calumny. 42. You add: 'How the case stands, in fact, as to the number of converts among the Methodists and real reformation of life to the certain and known duties of the gospel is matter of difficult determination.' Not at all. What is easier to be determined than (1) that A. B., of Exeter, or Tiverton, was for many years a notorious drunkard, common swearer, or Sabbath-breaker (2) that he is not so now; that he is really reformed from drunkenness, swearing, Sabbath-breaking, to sobriety and the other certain and known duties of the gospel 'But from what inquiry' you 'can make there is no reason to think them, for the generality, better than their neighbors.' 'Better than their neighbors' I Why, are they no worse than their neighbors' Then, what have you been doing all this time But, whether they are better or worse than their neighbors, they are undeniably better than themselves: I mean, better than they were before they heard this preaching 'in the certain and known duties of the gospel.' But you desire us to 'consider their black art of calumny; their uncharitableness; their excessive pride and vanity; their skepticism, doubts, and disbelief of God and Christ; their disorderly practices and contempt of authority; their bitter envying and inveterate broils among themselves; their coolness for good works.' Sir, we will consider all these when you have proved them. Till then this is mere brutum fulmen. 43. You proceed: 'If we take Mr. Wesley's own account, it falls very short of any considerable reformation.' You mean, if we take that part of his account which you are pleased to transcribe. Atticam elegantiam! But let any impartial man read my whole account, and then judge. However, hence you infer that 'the new reformers have made but a slow and slight progress in the reformation of manners.'

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
'And yet, in spite of all the malice and wisdom and strength, not only of men, but of "principalities and powers," of the "rulers of the darkness of this world," of the "wicked spirits in high places," there are thousands found who are "turned from dumb idols to serve the living and true God." What an harvest, then, might we have seen before now, if all who say they are "on the Lord's side" had come, as in all reason they ought, "to the help of the Lord against the mighty"! Yea, had they only not opposed the work of God, had they only refrained from His messengers, might not the trumpet of God have been heard long since in every corner of our land and thousands of sinners in every county been brought to "fear God and honor the King"' 44. Without any regard to this, your next assertion is, 'That the Methodists are carrying on the work of Popery' (sect. xxi. p. 164, c.). This also being a charge of a very high nature, I shall particularly consider whatever you advance in defense of it. Your first argument is: 'They have a strain of jesuitical sophistry, artifice, and craft, evasion, reserve, equivocation, and prevarication.' So you say. But you do not so much as aim at any proof. Your second argument is: 'Mr. Wesley says, where a Methodist was receiving the sacrament, God was pleased to let him see a crucified Savior.' Sir, Mr. Wesley does not say this. It is one that occasionally wrote to him. But if he had, what would you infer that he is a Papist Where is the consequence Why, you say, 'Was not this as good an argument for transubstantiation as several produced by the Papists' Yes, exactly as good as either their arguments or yours that is, just good for nothing. Your third argument runs thus: 'We may see in Mr. Wesley's writings that he was once a strict Churchman, but gradually put on a more catholic spirit, tending at length to Roman Catholic. He rejects any design to convert others from any communion, and consequently not from Popery.'

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
But this has no resemblance to Popish confession; of which you are very sensible. For you cite my own words: 'The Popish confession is the confession made by a single person to a priest. Whereas this is the confession of several persons conjointly, not to a priest, but to each other.' You add: 'Will Mr. Wesley abide by this, and freely answer a question' I will. For I desire only, 'by manifestation of the truth, to commend myself to every man's conscience in the sight of God.' Your question is, 'After private confessions taken in their bands, are not reports made to Mr. Wesley' I answer, No; no reports are made to me of the particulars mentioned in private bands. 'Are no delinquents, male and female, brought before him separately and confessed by him' No; none at all. You ask, 'How, then, do I know the outward and inward states of those under my care' I answer, By examining them once a quarter more or less, not separately, but ten or fifteen together. Therefore every unprejudiced person must see that there is no analogy between the Popish confession to a priest and our confessing our faults one to another and praying one for another, as St. James directs. Consequently neither does this argument, though urged with all your art and force, amount to any shadow of proof that 'the Methodists are carrying on the work of Popery.' 46. Your sixth argument, such as it is, stands thus: 'Another tendency to Popery appears by the notion of a single drop of Christ's blood being a sufficient atonement for the sins of the whole world. For, however pious this may appear, it is absolutely false and Papistical.' Sir; this argument is perfectly new, and entirely your own. It were great pity to disturb you in the enjoyment of it.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
But the dreadful one you reserve for the last namely, our 'recommending Popish books. One is the Life of Mr. De Renty, of which Mr. Wesley has published an extract.' To prove your inimitable fairness here, you scrape up again all the trash wherein the weak writer of that Life abounds and which I had pared off and thrown away. Sir, could you find nothing to your purpose in the extract itself I fancy you might; for I have purposely left in two or three particulars to show of what communion he was, which I did not think it right to conceal. You go on: 'Francis of Sales is another Papist much commended by Mr. Wesley; and who, he doubts not, is in Abraham's bosom. He is the Methodist's bosom friend.' I believe he is in Abraham's bosom; but he is no bosom friend of the Methodists. I question whether one in five hundred of them has so much as heard his name. And as for me, neither do I commend him much, nor recommend him at all. His Life I never saw, nor any of his works but his Introduction to an Holy Life. This the late Dr. Nichols William Nichols (1664-1712), Canon of Chichester and Rector of Selsey, who published important theological works. translated into English, published, and strongly recommended. Therefore, if this be a proof of promoting Popery, that censure fails, not on me, but him. I have now considered all the arguments you have brought to prove that the Methodists are carrying on the work of Popery. And I am persuaded every candid man, who rightly weighs what has been said with any degree of attention, will clearly see, not only that no one of those arguments is of any real force at all, but that you do not believe yourself; you do not believe the conclusion which you make as if you would prove: only you keep close to your laudable resolution of throwing as much dirt as possible. 48. It remains only to gather up some of your fragments, as still farther proofs of your integrity.

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
You graciously say: 'I do not lay much stress upon the charge of some of the angry Moravians against Mr. Wesley and brother for preaching Popery.' Sir, if you had, you would only have hurt yourself. For (1) the Moravians never, that I know of, brought this charge at all; (2) when Mr. Cennick and two other Predestinarians (these were the persons) affirmed they had heard both my brother and me preach Popery, they meant neither more nor less thereby than the doctrine of Universal Redemption. 'Some connection between the doctrines of Methodists and Papists hath been shown through this whole Comparison.' Shown! But how By the same art of wire-drawing and deciphering which would prove an equal connection between the Methodists and Mahometans. 'Jesuits have often mingled and been the ringleaders among our enthusiastic sectaries.' Sir, I am greatly obliged to you for your compliment, as well as for your parallel of Mr. Faithful Commin. A Dominican friar examined in 1567 before Queen Elizabeth and Archbishop Parker. He escaped to Rome, and received 2,000 ducals from the Pope for his good service. See The Enthusiasm of Methodists and Papists Compared, i. 133. And pray, sir, at what time do you think it was that I first mingled with those enthusiastic sectaries when I came back from Germany, or when I returned from Georgia, or while I was at Lincoln College Although the plot itself might be laid before, when I was at Christ Church or at the Charterhouse School. But 'a Jesuit's or enthusiast's declaring against Popery is no test of their sincerity.' Most sure: nor is a nameless person's declaring against Methodism any proof that he is not a Jesuit. I remember well, when a well-dressed man, taking his stand not far from Moor fields, had gathered a large company, and was vehemently asserting that 'those rogues the Methodists were all Papists,' till a gentleman coming by fixed his eye on him, and cried, 'Stop that man! I know him personally: he is a Romish priest.' I know not that anything remains on this head which bears so much as the face of an argument. So that, of all the charges you have brought (and truly you have not been sparing), there is not one wherein your proof falls more miserably short than in this that 'the Methodists are advancing Popery.'

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
49. I have at length gone through your whole performance, weighed whatever you cite from my writings, and shown at large how far those passages are from proving all or any part of your charge. So that all your attempt to build on them, of the pride and vanity of the Methodists; of their shuffling and prevaricating; of their affectation of prophesying; laying claim to the miraculous favors of Heaven; unsteadiness of temper; unsteadiness in sentiment and practice; art and cunning; giving up inspiration and extraordinary calls; skepticism, infidelity, Atheism; uncharitableness to their opponents; contempt of order and authority; and fierce, rancorous quarrels with each other; of the tendency of Methodism to undermine morality and good works; and to carry on the good work of Popery; all this fabric falls to the ground at once, unless you can find some better foundation to support it. (Sects. iii.-vi.; ix., xi.-xv.; xviii.-xxi.)

24 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
50. These things being so, what must all unprejudiced men think of you and your whole performance You have advanced a charge, not against one or two persons only, but indiscriminately against an whole body of people, of His Majesty's subjects, Englishmen, Protestants, members, I suppose, of your own Church; a charge containing abundance of articles, and most of them of the highest and blackest nature. You have prosecuted this with unparalleled bitterness of spirit and acrimony of language; using sometimes the most coarse, rude, scurrilous terms, sometimes the keenest sarcasms you could devise. The point you have steadily pursued in thus prosecuting this charge is first to expose the whole people to the hatred and scorn of all mankind, and next to stir up the civil powers against them. And when this charge comes to be fairly weighed, there is not a single article of it true I The passages you cite to make it good are one and all such as prove nothing less than the points in question; most of them such as you have palpably maimed, corrupted, and strained to a sense never thought of by the writer; many of them such as are flat against you, and overthrow the very point they are brought to support. What can they think, but that this is the most shocking violation of the Christian rule 'Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself,' the most open affront to all justice and even common humanity, the most glaring insult upon the common sense and reason of mankind, which has lately appeared in the world If you say, 'But I have proved the charge upon Mr. Whitefield': admit you have (which I do not allow), Mr. Whitefield is not the Methodists; no, nor the Societies under his care; they are not a third, perhaps not a tenth, part of the Methodists. What, then, can excuse your ascribing their faults, were they proved, to the whole body You indict ten men. Suppose you prove the indictment upon one, will you therefore condemn the other nine Nay, let every man bear his own burthen, since every man must give an account of himself to God.

02 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: EPWORTH, April 16, 1752. You was so kind as to say (if I did not misunderstand you) that you had placed the name of Richard Ellison among those who were to have a share of the money disposed of by Mr. Butterfield. Richard Ellison who married Wesley's sister Susanna had lost his property, and appealed to Wesley, who interested Blackwell in the case. See Stevenson's Wesley Family, pp. 283-4; and letter of July 3, 1751. Last night he called upon me. I find all his cows are dead, and all his horses but one; and all his meadow-land has been under water these two years (which is occasioned by the neglect of the Commissioners of the Sewers, who ought to keep the drains open): so that he has very little left to subsist on. Therefore the smallest relief could never be more seasonable than at this time.

02 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
I hope my brother puts forth all his strength among you, and that you have many happy opportunities together. Our best service attends both Mrs. Blackwell and you. We are now going round Lincolnshire, and hope to be at York in less than ten days. Have we any time to lose in this span of life I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant.

03 To Dr Lavington Bishop Of Exeter

John Wesley · None · letter
Therefore, when my brother was asked how he could reprint such an account after your Lordship had publicly disowned it, I do not at all wonder that 'he did not offer a single word in answer.' Whether this as well as my former letter, be 'mere rant and declamation' or plain and sober reason, I must refer to the world and your Lordship's own conscience. I am, my Lord, Your Lordship's most obedient servant.

07 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: DUBLIN, July 20, 1752 Last month a large mob assaulted the new house here and did considerable damage. See Journal iv. 38. Several of the rioters were committed to Newgate. The bills were found against them all, and they were tried ten days since; but in spite of the clearest evidence, a packed jury brought them in 'Not guilty.' I believe, however, the very apprehension and trial of them has struck a terror into their companions. We now enjoy great quietness, and can even walk unmolested through the principled streets in Dublin. I apprehend my brother is not at all desirous of having those copies transferred to him. I cannot easily determine, till I have full information concerning the several particulars you touch upon, whether it be expedient to make such an alteration (though it would ease me much, or to let all things remain just as they are. Therefore I believe it will be best to take no farther step till I return to London. In reply to the letter of May 23 Blackwell had evidently advised that Wesley should be relieved of the management of his book affairs.

08 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: ATHXONE. August 8, 1752. Some of our preachers here have peremptorily affirmed that you are not so strict as me; that you neither practice, nor enforce nor approve of the Rules of the Bands. I suppose they mean those which condemn needless self-indulgence, and recommend the means of grace, fasting in particular, which is wellnigh forgotten throughout this nation. I think it would be of use if you wrote without delay and explain yourself at large. They have likewise openly affirmed that you agree with Mr. Whitefield, touching Perseverance at least, if not Predestination too. Is it not highly expedient that you should write explicitly and strongly on this head likewise Perhaps the occasion of this latter affirmation was that both you and I have often granted an absolute, unconditional election of some, together with a conditional election of all men. I did incline to this scheme for many years; but of late I have doubted of it more and more: (1) because all the texts which I used to think supported it, I now think prove either more or less either absolute reprobaton and election, or neither; (2) because I find this opinion serves all the ill purposes of absolute predestination, particularly that of supposing infallible perseverance. Talk with any that holds it, and so you will find. On Friday and Saturday next is our little Conference at Limerick. I hope my sister feels herself in a good hand, and that you can trust Him with her and all things. Charles Wesley's first child, called John after his brother, was born on Aug. 21, and died of small-pox on Jan. 7, 1754. We join in love.

02 To Thomas Capiter

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Capiter Date: LONDON February 6, 1753. MY DEAR BROTHER It is a constant rule with us that no preacher should preach above twice a day, unless on Sunday or on some extraordinary time; and then he may preach three times. We know nature cannot long bear the preaching oftener than this, and therefore to do it is a degree of self-murder. Those of our preachers who would not follow this advice have all repented when it was too late. I likewise advise all our preachers not to preach above an hour at a time, prayer and all; and not to speak louder either in preaching or prayer than the number of hearers requires. You will show this to all our preachers; and any that desire it may take a copy of it. I am Your affectionate brother.

04 To Ebenezer Blackwall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwall Date: YORK, May 16 1753. My wife joins me in wishing all blessing both to Mrs. Blackwell and you. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant. If you favor me with a line, you will please to direct to Leeds.

05 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BIRSTALL. May 28, 1753. I believe the harvest has not been so plenteous for many years as it is now in all the North of England; but the laborers are few. I wish you could persuade our friend Charles Wesley. to share the labor with me. One of us should in any wise visit both the North and Ireland every year. But I cannot do both. The time will not suffice, otherwise I should not spare myself. I hope my life (rather than my tongue) says, I desire only to spend and to be spent in the world. Our love and service always attend Mrs. Blackwell and you. I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant.

06 To George Whitefield

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Whitefield BIRSTALL, May 28, 1753. MY DEAR BROTHER, Between forty and fifty of our preachers lately met at Leeds, all of whom, I trust, esteem you in love for your work's sake. I was desired by them to mention a few particulars to you, in order to a still firmer union between us. Several of them had been grieved at your mentioning among our people (in private conversation, if not in public preaching) some of those opinions which we do not believe to be true, such as 'a man may be justified and not know it,' that 'there is no possibility of falling away from grace,' and that 'there is no perfection in this fife.' They conceived that this was not doing as you would be done to, and that it tended to create not peace but confusion. They are likewise concerned at your sometimes speaking lightly of the discipline received among us, of societies, classes, bands, and of our rums in general, of some of them in particular. This they apprehended to be neither kind nor just, nor consistent with the profession which you at other times make. Above all, they had been troubled at the manner wherein your preachers (so I call those who preach at the Tabernacle) had very frequently spoken of my brother and me, partly in the most scoffing and contemptuous manner, relating an hundred shocking stories (such as that of Mary Popplestone and Eliz. Story) as unquestionable facts, and propagating them with diligence and with an air of triumph wherever they came. These things I was desired by all our brethren to mention. Two or three of them afterwards desired me in private to mention farther that when you were in the North your conversation was not so useful as was expected; that it generally turned not upon the things of God, but on trifles and things indifferent; that your whole carriage was not so serious as they could have desired, being often mixed with needless laughter; and that those who scrupled any levity of behavior, and endeavored always to speak and act as seeing God, you rather weakened than strengthened, intimating that they were in bondage or weak in faith.

06 To George Whitefield

John Wesley · None · letter
I am persuaded you will receive these short lines in the same lo, e wherein I write them. That you may prosper more and more, both in your soul and in your labors, is the hearty desire of, my dear brother, Wesley endorsed this letter 'My letter to G. Whitd. He denies all!' Your affectionate fellow laborer.

08 To Dr Robertson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Robertson Date: BRISTOL, September 24 1753. The treatise itself gave me a stronger conviction than ever I had before both of the rapaciousness and unsatisfactoriness of the mathematical method of reasoning on religious subjects. Extremely rapacious it is; for ff we slip but in one line, an whole train of errors may follow: and utterly unsatisfactory, at least to me, because I can never be sufficiently assured that this is not the case. The first two books, although doubtless they are a fine chain of reasoning, yet gave me the less satisfaction, because I am clearly of Mr. Hutchinson's John Hutchinson. See letter of Nov. 26 1756. judgment, that all this is beginning at the wrong end; that we can have no idea of God, nor any sufficient proof of His very being, but from the creatures; and that the meanest plant is a far stronger proof hereof than all Dr. Clarke's Samuel Clarke (1675-1729). He delivered the Boyle Lectures, on The Being and Attributes of God, in 1704-5. See letter of Dec, 6 1726. or the Chevalier's demonstrations.

08 To Dr Robertson

John Wesley · None · letter
'Expiatory pains' is pure, unmixed Popery; but they can have no place in the Mystic scheme. This only asserts 'the intrinsic efficacy of physical to cure moral evil and the absolute necessity of sufferings to purify lapsed beings': nether of which I can find in the Bible; though I really believe there is as much of the efficacy in sufferings as in spiritual lethargy. Page 374: 'If beasts have any souls, they are either material or immaterial, to be annihilated after death; or degraded intelligences.' No; they may be immaterial, and yet not to be annihilated. If you ask, 'But how are they to subsist after death' I answer, He that made them knows. The sixth book, I fear, is more dangerously wrong than any of the preceding, as it effectually undermines the whole scriptural account of God's reconciling the world unto Himself and turns the whole redemption of man by the blood of Christ into a mere metaphor. I doubt whether Jacob Behmen does not do the same. I am sure he does, if Mr. Law understands him right. I have not time to specify all the exceptionable passages; if I did, I must transcribe part of almost every page. Page 393: 'The Divinity is unsusceptible of anger.' I take this to be the pt ed 'The prime fallacy.' of all the Mystics. But I demand the proof I take anger to have the same relation to justice as love has to mercy. But if we grant them this, then they will prove their point. For if God was never angry, His anger could never be appeased; and then we may safely adopt the very words of Socinus, Tota redemptionis nostrae per Christum metaphora, 'The whole of our redemption by Christ is a metaphor.' See letter of April 27, 1741. seeing Christ died only to 'show to all the celestial choirs God's infinite aversion to disorder.' Page 394: 'He suffered, because of the sin of men, infinite agonies, as a tender father suffers to see the vices of his children. He for all that lapsed angels and men should have suffered to all eternity. Without this sacrifice celestial spirits could never have known the horrible deformity of vice. In this sense He substituted Himself as a victim to take away the sins of the world; not to appease vindictive justice, but to show God's infinite love of justice.'

09 To Mr

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. Date: LONDON October 11, 1753. MY DEAR BROTHER, The most effectual way to proceed with the rioters, and what will probably prevent any disturbance for the time to come, is to move for an information in the King's Bench against as many of them as possible. You must not lay upon the constables only, but upon every one whom you can prove to be concerned, By this means, being made parties themselves, they cannot forswear themselves for their fellows. The main point is this: take a full and clear account of all that relates to the pulling down the house. And see that you have evidences enough to prove on oath every particular. Then, by the Riot Act you are empowered to require the Mayor of Nantwich and any two aldermen to build it up again. If they refuse, you can compel them. You would do well to have affidavits made immediately of the riot and the damage done. I am Your affectionate brother. Pray much, and you will prosper.

14 To Samuel Lloyd

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Lloyd Your company would at any time be agreeable to, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant.

01 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BRISTOL January 5, 1754. DEAR SIR If I write to my best friends first, I must not delay writing to you, who have been the greatest instruments of God's hands of my recovery thus far. The journey hither did not weary me at all; but I now find the want of Lewisham air. We are (quite contrary to my judgement, but our friends here would have it so) in a cold bleak place, and in a very cold house. If the Hot Well water make amends for this, it is well. Nor have I any place to ride but either by the river-side or over the downs, where the wind is ready to carry me away. However, one thing we know that whatsoever is is best! O let us look to Him that orders all things well! What have we to do but to employ all the time He allots us, be it more or less, in doing and suffering His will My wife joins in tender love both to Mrs. Blackwell, Mrs. Dewal, and yourself, with, dear sir, Your obliged and affectionate servant.

02 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly Date: BRISTOL, March 30, 1754. With regard to your studies, I know no better method you could pursue than to take the printed Ruins of Kingswood School, Printed in 1749. See Green's Bibliography, No. 127. and to read all the authors therein mentioned in the same order as they occur there. The authors set down for those in the school you would probably read in about a twelve-month, and those afterwards named in a year or two more; and it will not be lost labor. I suppose you to rise not later than five, to allow an hour in the morning and another in the evening for private exercises, an hour before dinner, and one in the afternoon for walking; and to go to bed between nine and ten. I commend you to Him who is able to carry you through all dangers; and am, dear sir, Your affectionate brother and servant.

05 To Sir James Lowther

John Wesley · None · letter
To this I replied (1) Sir, I have no self-interest in this matter; I consult your interest, not my own; I want nothing from you, I desire nothing from you, I expect nothing from you. But I am concerned for your immortal spirit, which must so soon launch into eternity. (2) It is true men of fortune must mind their fortune; but they must not love the world. 'If any man love the world, the love of the Father h not in him.' (3) It is true likewise you cannot go about to look for poor people; but you may be sufficiently informed of them by those that can. (4) And if some of these are never satisfied, this is no reason for not relieving others. (5) Suppose, too, that some make an ill use of what you give, the loss falls on their own head. You will not lose your reward for their faults. What you laid out, God will pay you again. (6) Yet certainly you do wall to have all the assurance you can that those to whom you give are likely to make a good use of it; and therefore to expect a stronger recommendation of them than their own, whether by letter or otherwise. (7) I rejoice that you have given to many by so worthy a man as Colonel Hudson, whose word is certainly a sufficient recommendation. (8) I rejoice likewise that you have given some hundreds of pounds to the hospitals, and wish it had been ten thousand. (9) To the support of the family I did not object; but begged leave to ask, whether this could not be done without giving ten thousand a year to one who had as much already and whether you could answer this to God in the day wherein He shah judge the world (10) I likewise granted that the family had continued above four hundred years; but observed meantime that God regarded it not one jot the more for this, and that four hundred or one thousand years are but a moment compared to eternity. (11) I observed likewise that great things may be done and little things not left undone.

05 To Sir James Lowther

John Wesley · None · letter
(11) I observed likewise that great things may be done and little things not left undone. (12) And that if this or any other way of thinking be according to Scripture, then it is sound and good; whereas, if it be contrary to Scripture, it is not good, and the longer we are in it so much the worse. Upon the whole, I must once more earnestly entreat you to consider yourself and God and eternity. (1) As to yourself, you are not the proprietor of anything no, not of one shilling in the world. You are only a steward of what another entrusts you with, to be laid out not according to your will but His. And what would you think of your steward if he laid out what is called your money according to his own will and pleasure (2) Is not God the sole proprietor of all things And are you not to give an account to Him for every part of His goods And oh how dreadful an account, if you have expended any part of them not according to His will but your own! (3) Is not death at hand And are not you and I just stepping into eternity Are we not just going to appear in the presence of God, and that naked of all worldly goods Will you then rejoice in the money you have left behind you or in that you have given to support a family, as it is called that is, in truth, to support the pride and vanity and luxury which you have yourself despised all your life long O sir, I beseech you, for the sake of God, for the sake of your own immortal soul, examine yourself whether you do not love money. If so, you cannot love God. And if we die without the fear of God, what remains Only to be banished from Him for ever and ever! I am, with true respect, sir, Your servant for Christ's sake.

01 To James Hutton

John Wesley · None · letter
I might have drawn up the Queries with more accuracy, had I not considered, as you 'hoped I would, the impatience in the public for an answer a close one to every point.' I have therefore, as you desired, 'used all possible speed,' and yet have 'taken care to form my Queries in such a manner that they might deserve the utmost attention, and come dose to the point.' Is it needful to remind you of that frank engagement to the public wherewith you close your letter 'As soon as these Queries are finished, the Moravians, who expect them with earnest longing, will lose no time in answering them.' I am, c. You see the impropriety of adding my name.

05 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: KEIGHLEY, NEAR LEEDS, April 29, 1755. Another difficulty is rising from the opposite quarter. From her last letter I learn that my poor wife has just found out 'my carrying her to Bristol was all a trick concerted between my brother and me in order to prevent her coming to Leeds.' And where she is I cannot tell; for she says not a word whether she intends staying at London or coming forward. If she was willing to come, I should much desire it, were it only on poor Jenny's account. For if anything in the world recovers her, it would be exercise and change of air. But I must not press her to it; for ff I did, I should hear of it another day. What a blessing it is to have these little crosses, that we may try what spirit we are of! We could not live in continual sunshine. It would dry up all the grace of God that is in us. I doubt not but Mrs. Blackwell and Mrs. Dewal find advantage both from bodily weakness and every other trial. Let us fight the good fight of faith together, and more resolutely lay hold on eternal life! Your most affectionate servant.

07 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly Date: LEEDS, May 10, 1755. MY DEAR BROTHER, We are to become all things to all men, just so far as God's Word permits. But we may not on this principle vary an hair's breadth from the written rule. Therefore I dare not trifle with any, because the Word of God expressly forbids it. But I may talk on subjects indirectly useful, such as languages or points of philosophy. That young man was commanded literally to sell all; he could not otherwise escape from covetousness. But we are nowhere commanded so to do. Let any man show the contrary if he can. The general rule of interpreting Scripture is this: the literal sense of every text is to be taken, if it be not contrary to some other texts; but in that case the obscure text is to be interpreted by those which speak more plainly. If any desires you to walk faster than your strength will allow, you have no leave from God to comply with it. If any desires you to go farther when you are already tired, you must desire him either to let you ride or to go on foot with you. Be instant in prayer. Your affectionate brother. Letters directed to the Foundry will find me wherever I am.

08 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles LONDON, June. 30 1755. The practical conclusion was 'Not to separate from the Church.' Did we not all agree in this Surely either you or I must have been asleep or we could not differ so widely in a matter of fact! Here is Charles Perronet raving 'because his friends have given up all' and Charles Wesley 'because they have given up nothing'; and I in the midst, staring and wondering both at one and the other. I do not want to do anything more, unless I could bring them over to my opinion; and I am not in haste for that. I have no time to write anything more till I have finished the Notes. His Notes upon the New Testament were finished this year. See letter of April 9, 1755, and June 18, 1756. Nor am I in haste. I stand open to the fight. Let it be worded any way. I will give ten pounds between this and Christmas; this I think I can do, though I am just now saddled with Suky Hare, Jackson calls Suky Hare 'a relation of the Wesleys.' She was probably the child of the young seamstress whom Hall seduced. See Stevenson's Wesley Family, p. 370; and letter of April 24, 1776. to pay for her board as well as learning her trade. Why do not you send for the boy to Bristol I do not object.

11 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: LONDON, June 28 1755. Go to Ireland if you think so, and save Ireland. Wherever I have been in England, the Societies are far more firmly and rationally attached to the Church than ever they were before. I have no fear about this matter. I only fear the preachers' or the people's leaving not the Church but the love of God and inward or outward holiness. To this I press them forward continually. I dare not in conscience spend my time and strength on externals. If (as my lady Charles Wesley had stayed at Donnington Park after the Leeds Conference, and was expecting to meet Lady Huntingdon at Clifton in July. says) all outward establishments are Babel, so is this Establishment. Let it stand for me. I nether set it up nor pulled it down. But let you and I build up the City of God. I have often desired our preachers to bury a corpse at Wapping. I mean to give an exhortation, closed with a prayer. I do not know that this is any breach of the sacerdotal office. None of our Societies have received James Wheatley yet. I suppose none will. Yet we may give a caution wherever we write. T. Walsh See Tyerman's Wesley, ii. 200; and letter of June 20. (I will declare it on the housetop) has given me a the satisfaction I desire, and all that an honest man could give. I love, admire, and honor him, and wish we had six preaches in all England of his spirit.

11 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
But enough of this. Let us draw the saw no longer, but use all our talents to promote the mind that was in Christ. 'Not yet' is rotary out of the question. We have not one preacher who either proposed or desires or designs (that I know) to separate from the Church 'at all.' Their principles (in the single point of ordination) I do not approve. But I pray for more and more of their spirit (in general) and their practice. I have talked with Mr. Graves, Charles Caspar Graves one of Charles Wesley's clerical friends, whom he describes in 1739 as 'thoroughly awakened.' See Journal, iii. 40-2; C. Wesley's Journal, i. 160, 422. and shall do again. Driving me may make me fluctuate; though I do not yet. 'When the preachers in Ireland set up for themselves, must you not disown them' I answer 'When.' I thought you said my sister expected to lie in in May; now it is the end of June. Martha Maria, their second child, was born on June 23, but lived only a month and two days. If you can go to Cornwall in the end of July, it is soon enough. I wish you-would see each of the country Societies; and why not New Kingswood too Adieu. Note at back: 'Robert Windsor. Given to Chas. He set out for Norwich on Monday.'

12 To Richard Tompson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Richard Tompson Date: LONDON, June 28 1755. Some days since, I received your favor of the 22nd instant, which came exceeding seasonably; for I was just revising my Notes on the 5th chapter to the Romans; one of which I found, upon a closer inspection, seemed to assert such an imputation of Adam's sin to his posterity as might make way for the 'horrible decree.' I therefore struck it out immediately; as I would willingly do whatsoever should appear to be any way inconsistent with that grand principle, 'The Lord is loving to every man; and His mercy is over all His works.' If you have observed anything in any of the tracts I have published which you think is not agreeable to Scripture and reason, you will oblige me by pointing it out, and by communicating to me any remarks you have occasionally made. I seek two things in this world truth and love. Whoever assists me in this search is a friend indeed, whether personally known or unknown to, Your humble servant.

13 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
I should wonder if Wales or Margate or something did not hinder your taking any step which I desire or which might save my time or strength. Then I will go to Cornwall Wesley set out for Cornwall on Aug. 18. myself; that is all. For a wife and a partner you and I may challenge the world together. But love is rot. Adieu.

15 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell REDRUTH, August, 31, 1755. The doctrine of a Particular Providence is what exceeding few persons understand at least, not practically, so as to apply it to every circumstance of life. This I want, to see God acting in everything and disposing all for His own glory and His creatures good. I hope it is your continual prayer that you may see Him, and love Him more, and glorify Him with all you are and all you have! Peace be with you all! I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant. I shall be in or near St. Ives till the 13th of September.

17 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: ST. IVES September 12, 1755. MY DEAR BROTHER The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away Mrs. Hopper died in August. James Massiot preached her funeral sermon on the 27th 'to a very large congregation of true mourners.' The same evening she was interred amongst her ancestors in Ryton Church, where she had been married on May 28, 1745. See Stamp's Orphan House, p. 103; Wesley's Veterans, i. 168.; and wise are all His ways. The great point is to understand the design of His gracious wisdom, and to answer and fulfill that design. One thing is certain: He calls you to a more full and absolute dedication of your soul and body to Him. He calls you to converse with Him more in prayer and meditation. In the former we more directly speak to God; in the latter He speaks to us. And every possible loss is gain if it produces this blessed effect. Consider yourself as now more than ever married to Christ and His dear people: then even for this kindly-severe dispensation you should praise Him for ever. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

22 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: BRISTOL, October 8, 1755 MY DEAR BROTHER, There is something of an openness and frankness in your temper which I love; but that very same temper will sometimes expose you to inconveniences, unless you always have an eye to God, that He may give you steadiness and resolution. O keep your heart with all diligence, and do not take one step without first consulting your best friend. You have one business on earth to save souls. Give yourself wholly to this. Fulfill the work of a preacher and of an Assistant as you never did before. Be another Thomas Walsh. Pursue the whole of scriptural Christianity. Stand Upon the edge of this world, ready to take wing; having your feet on the earth, eyes and heart in heaven. -I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
To conclude this head: you say, 'Attraction is an incessant working of three contrary properties - drawing, resisting, and whirling ' . That is, in plain terms (a discovery worthy of Jacob Behmen, and yet not borrowed by Sir Isaac), 'Drawing is incessant drawing, resistance, and whirling.' 2. Of the creation :- You put these words, with many more equally important, into the mouth of God Himself! 'Angels first inhabited the region which is now taken up by the sun and the planets that move round him. It was then all a glassy sea, in which perpetual scenes of light and glory were ever rising and changing in obedience to their call. Hence they fancied they had infinite power, and resolved to abjure all submission to God. In that moment they were whirled down into their own dark, fiery, working powers. And in that moment the glassy sea, by the wrathful workings of these spirits, was broke in pieces, and became a chaos of fire and wrath, thickness and darkness.' (Spirit of Prayer, Part I. p. 14, c.) I would inquire upon this, (1) Is it well for a man to take such liberty with the Most High God (2) Is not this being immeasurably 'wise above that which is written' wiser than all the Prophets and all the Apostles put together (3) How can anything of this be proved Why thus: '"Darkness was upon the face of the deep." What can this mean but that the fall of angels brought desolation into the very place of this world' (Part II. p, 49.) What a proof! Secondly. 'The Scripture shows that the Spirit of God, entering into this darkness,' that is, 'into the very place where Satan reigned before,' 'brought forth a new world' . Where does it show that this darkness was the place where Satan reigned I cannot find it in my Bible. Thirdly. 'How could the devil be called the prince of this world, if it was not once his own kingdom' (Ibid.) May he not be so called because he now reigns therein Is he not now 'the ruler of the darkness,' or wickedness, 'of this world' Fourthly. 'Had it not been their own kingdom, the devils could have no power here. This may pass for a demonstration that this is the very place in which the angels fell.'

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
'All life is a desire' (Spirit of Love, Part II. p. 198). 'Every desire as such is and must be made up of contrariety. God's bringing a sensible creature into existence is the bringing the power of desire into a creaturely state.' (Ibid.) Does not all this require a little more proof, and not a little illustration 'Hard and soft, thick and thin, could have no existence till nature lost its first purity. And this is the one true origin of all the materiality of this world. Else nothing thick or hard could ever have been.' (Part I. p. 21.) Does not this call for much proof since most people believe God created matter, merely because so it seemed good in His sight. But you add a kind of proof. 'How comes a flint to be so hard and dark It is because the meekness and fluidity of the light, air, and water are not in it.' (Ibid.) The meekness of light and air and water! What is that Is air or water capable of virtue 'The first property of nature is a constraining, attracting, and coagulating power' . I wait the proof of this. 'God brought gross matter out of the sinful properties of nature, that thereby the fallen angels might lose all their power over them' . And have they lost all power over them Is Satan no longer prince of the power of the air 'As all matter is owing to the first property of nature, which is an astringing, compressing desire' . Stop here, sir. I totally deny that any unintelligent being is capable of any desire at all. And yet this gross, capital mistake runs through your whole theory. 'The fourth property is fire' . Where is the proof 'Which changes the properties of nature into an heavenly state' . Proof again 'The conjunction of God and nature brings forth fire.' This needs the most proof of all. 'Every right-kindled fire must give forth light.' Why 'Because the eternal fire is the effect of supernatural light.' Nay, then light should rather give forth fire. 'The fire of the soul and that of the body has but one nature' . Can either Behmen or Spinosa prove this 3. Of Adam in paradise.

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
'Paradise is an heavenly birth of life' (Spirit of Prayer, Part I. p. 6). How does this definition explain the thing defined 'Adam had at first both an heavenly and an earthly body. Into the latter was the spirit of this world breathed; and in this spirit and body did the heavenly spirit and body of Adam dwell.' So he had originally two bodies and two souls! This will need abundance of proof. 'The spirit and body of this world was the medium through which he was to have commerce with this world.' The proof' But it was no more alive in him than Satan and the serpent were alive in him at his first creation. Good and evil were then only in his outward body and in the outward world.' What! was there evil in the world, and even in Adam, together with Satan and the serpent, at his first creation 'But they were kept unactive by the power of the heavenly man within him.' Did this case cover the earthly man, or the earthly case the heavenly But 'he had power to choose whether he would use his outward body only as a means of opening the outward world to him' (so it was not quite unactive neither), 'or of opening the bestial life in himself. Till this was opened in him, nothing in this outward world, no more than his own outward body' (so now it is unactive again), 'could act upon him, make any impressions upon him, or raise any sensations in him; neither had he any feeling of good or evil from it.' All this being entirely new, we must beg clear and full proof of it. 'God said to man at his creation, Rule thou over this imperfect, perishing world without partaking of its impure nature' . Was not the world then at first perfect in its kind Was it impure then Or would it have perished if man had not sinned And are we sure that God spake thus 'The end God proposed in the creation was the restoring all things to their glorious state' (Part II. p. 61). 'In the creation'! Was not this rather the end which He proposed in the redemption

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
'Darkness, though contrary to light, is yet absolutely necessary to it. Without this, no manifestation or visibility of light could possibly be.' This is absolutely new and surprising. But how is it to be proved Thus: 'God dwelleth in the light which no man can approach. Therefore light cannot be manifested to man but by darkness.' Ah, poor consequence! Would not the same text just as well prove transubstantiation 'Light and darkness do everything, whether good or evil, that is done in man. Light is all power, light is all things and' nothing.' (Ibid.) I cannot conceive what ideas you affix to the terms 'light' and 'darkness.' But I forget. You except against ideas. Can you teach us to think without them Once more: you say, 'Darkness is a positive thing, and has a strength and substantiality in it' . I have scarce met with a greater friend to darkness, except' the illuminated Jacob Behmen.' But, sir, have you not done him an irreparable injury I do not mean by misrepresenting his sentiments (though some of his profound admirers are positive that you misunderstand and murder him throughout), but by dragging him out of his awful obscurity, by pouring light upon his venerable darkness. Men may admire the deepness of the wall and the excellence of the water it contains; but if some officious person puts a light into it, it will appear to be both very shallow and very dirty. I could not have borne to spend so many words on so egregious trifles, but that they are mischievous trifles: Hae nugae seria ducent In mala. Horace's Ars Poetica, I. 451: 'These trifles serious mischief breed.' This is dreadfully apparent in your own case (I would not speak, but that I dare not refrain), whom, notwithstanding your uncommon abilities, they have led astray in things of the greatest importance. Bad philosophy has by insensible degrees paved the way for bad divinity: in consequence of this miserable hypothesis, you advance many things in religion also, some of which are unsupported by Scripture, some even repugnant to it. II. Some of these I shall now mention with the utmost plainness, as knowing for whom and before whom I speak. And, 1. You deny the omnipotence of God.

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
'This is an axiom that cannot be shaken, Nothing can rise higher than its first created nature; and therefore an angel at last must have been an angel at first. Do you think it possible for an ox to be changed into a rational philosopher Yet this is as possible as for one who has only by creation the life of this world to be changed into an angel of heaven. The life of this world can reach no farther than this world; no omnipotence of God can carry it farther: therefore, if man is to be an angel at last, he must have been created an angel; because no creature can possibly have any other life or higher degree of life than that which his creation brought forth in him.' (Spirit of Prayer, Part II. p. 81.) I have quoted this passage at some length that the sense of it may appear beyond dispute. But what divinity! and what reasoning to support it! Can God raise nothing higher than its first created state Is it not possible for Him to change an ox or a stone into a rational philosopher or a child of Abraham to change a man or a worm into an angel of heaven Poor omnipotence which cannot do this! Whether He will or no is another question. But if He cannot do it, how can He be said to do 'whatsoever pleaseth Him in heaven, and in earth, and in the sea, and in all deep places' Thus does your attachment to a miserable philosophy lead you to deny the almighty power of God. 2. It leads you, in the second place, to deny His justice; to abridge this no less than His power.

A 01 To William Law

John Wesley · None · letter
'(7) God can no more begin to have any wrath after the creature is fallen than He could be infinite wrath and rage from all eternity' (Part II. p. 4). No changing the terms. We have nothing to do with rage. This properly means excessive anger. Setting this aside, I answer to the argument, God was infinitely just from all eternity; in consequence of which His anger then began to show itself when man had sinned. '(8) No wrath can be in God, unless God was from all eternity an infinity of wrath' . That is, infinitely just. So He was and will be to all eternity. '(9) There must either be no possibility of wrath or no possibility of its having any bounds' . The divine justice cannot possibly have any bounds. It is as unlimited as His power. '(10) Two things show the nature of wrath a tempest and a raging sore. The former is wrath in the elements; the latter is wrath in the body. Now, both these are a disorder; but there is no disorder in God: therefore there is no wrath in God.' "A tempest is wrath in the elements; a raging sore is wrath in the body.' It is not. Neither the body, the elements, nor anything inanimate is capable of wrath. And when we say, 'The thing inanimate is capable of wrath. And we say the sore looks angry,' does any one dream this is to be taken literally The pillars of the argument, therefore, are rotten. Consequently the superstructure falls to the ground. In vain would you prop it up by saying, 'Wrath can have no other nature in body than it has in spirit, because it can have no existence in body but what it has from spirit' . Nay, it can have no existence in body at all, as yourself affirm presently after. You strangely go on: 'There is but one wrath in all outward things, animate or inanimate.' Most true: for all wrath is in animal; things inanimate are utterly incapable of it. 'There can be but one kind of wrath because nothing can be wrathful but spirit . Never, then, let us talk of wrathful elements, of wrathful tempests or sores again.

A 01 To William Law

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(3) 'I will punish the world for their evil, and the wicked for their iniquity' (Isa. xiii. xx). 'Behold, the Lord cometh to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity' (xxvi. 21). 'Is not destruction to the wicked, and a strange Punishment to the workers of iniquity' (Job xxxi. 3). 'I will punish you according to the fruit of your doings' (Jer. xxi. 14). 'I will punish you for all your iniquities' (Amos iii. 2). 'If ye will not hearken unto Me, then I will punish you seven times more for your sins' (Lev. xxvi. 18). 'I will punish all that oppress them' (Jer. xxx. 20). Now, which am I to believe God or man 3. Your miserable philosophy leads you, in the third place, totally to deny the Scripture doctrine of Justification. Indeed, you do not appear to have the least conception of the matter; no, not even to know what the term' justification' means. Accordingly you affirm, 'Salvation, which all divines agree includes both justification and sanctification, is nothing else but to be made like Christ' (Spirit of Prayer, Part I. p. 53). 'Regeneration is the whole of man's salvation' (Part II. p. 37). 'Redemption is nothing else but the life of God in the soul' (Part I. p. 79). 'The one only work of Christ as your Redeemer is to raise into life the smothered spark of heaven in you' (Spirit of Love, Part II. p. 45). 'He is our atonement and reconciliation with God, because by Him we are set again in our first state of holiness' (Part I. p. 10). 'The atonement of the divine wrath or justice' (a mere solecism, on which your whole reasoning for several pages is built) 'and the extinguishing of sin in the creature are only different expressions of the same thing' (Part II. p. 86). Nay, the former is an expression of nothing: it is flat nonsense. 'All that Christ does as an atonement has no other operation but that of renewing the fallen nature of man' . Here are seven peremptory assertions. But till they are fully proved I cannot give up my Bible.

A 01 To William Law

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Is not man here represented as having contracted a debt with God which he cannot pay and God as having, nevertheless, a right to insist upon the payment of it and a right, if he hath not to pay, of delivering him to the tormentors And is it not expressly asserted that God will in some cases claim this right, and use it to the uttermost Upon whom, then, lights this imputation of 'folly' and of 'what is still worse' 'Lord, lay not this sin to their charge Forgive them; for they know not what they do.' But if the Son of God did not die to atone for our sins, what did He die for You answer: 'He died, '(1) To extinguish our own hell within us' (Spirit of Prayer, Part II. p. 159). Nay, the Scripture represents this not as the first but the second end of His death. '(2) To show that He was above the world, death, hell, and Satan' (pages 130-1). Where is it written that He died for this end Could He not have done this without dying at all '(3) His death was the only possible way of overcoming all the evil that was in fallen man' . This is true, supposing He atoned for our sins. But if this supposition be not made, His death was not the only possible way whereby the Almighty could have overcome all things. '(4) Through this He got power to give the same victory to all His brethren of the human race' . Had He not this power before Otherwise, how was He ', 'He that is,' 'God over all, blessed for ever' If Christ died for no other ends than these, what need was there of His being more than a creature As you seem never to have employed your thoughts on justification or redemption in the Scripture sense, I beg leave to subjoin plain account thereof, wrote by a woman of the last century Anna Maria Van Schurman's Eukleria, Part II. p. 118, c. See Journal, i. 453d; and letter of April 28, 1738.:

A 01 To William Law

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(1) Christ hath acquired for us a right to eternal life by His satisfaction and merits alone. Neither our repentance nor amendment can be any satisfaction for sin. It is only 'through His blood that we have redemption' (Eph. i. 7). This alone 'cleanseth us from all sin' (I John i. 7). And herein 'was the love of God manifested towards us, that He sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins' (1 John iv. 9-10). So was the Lord 'our righteousness' (Jer. xxiii. 6); without which we could not have been justified. As man owed his Creator the perfect obedience of his whole life or a punishment proportioned to his transgression, it was impossible he could satisfy Him by a partial and imperfect obedience. Neither could he merit anything from Him to whom he owed all things. There was need, therefore, of a Mediator who could repair the immense wrong he had done to the Divine Majesty, satisfy the Supreme Judge, who had pronounced the sentence of death against the transgressors of His law, suffer in the place of His people, and merit for them pardon, holiness, and glory. Accordingly 'He gave Himself a ransom for all' (1 Tim. ii. 6), and 'by Himself purged our sins ' (Heb. i. 3). 'He loved us, and gave Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God' (Eph. v. 2). So we read, God 'raised Him from the dead; who was delivered for our offences, and raised again for our justification': because our Surety's being discharged by the will and act of the Judge Himself is a full proof that He has paid our whole debt.

A 01 To William Law

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(4) From all which it appears that Christ was not only a pattern, but first and principally the surety of the new covenant yea, a sacrifice and a victim for the sins of His people; 'whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in His blood' (Rom. iii. 25). And that precious sacrifice offered on the cross is the very center and marrow of the gospel. To that one offering whereby our great High-priest 'hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified' (Heb. x. 14) all the ancient sacrifices referred as well as numberless other types and figures. 'All these,' says the Apostle, 'were shadows of things to come; but the body is Christ' (Col. ii. 17). He it was who, 'not by the blood of bulls and goats, but by His own blood, entered into the holiest, having obtained eternal redemption for us' (Heb. ix. 12). In consequence of this we are accepted 'through the offering of the body of Christ once for all' (x. 10). In all the ancient types and figures, 'without shedding of blood there was no remission'; which was intended to show there never could be any without the blood of the great Antitype, without that grand propitiatory sacrifice which (like the figure of it) was to be offered 'without the gate.' Indeed, the whole worship of the Old Testament teaches nothing else but the satisfaction made by the blood of Christ, and our reconciliation with God thereby: hence He is styled 'The Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the world,' with a view to the paschal lamb and the other lambs that were offered in sacrifice; on which account the inhabitants of heaven likewise 'give glory, and sing a new song, because He hath redeemed' them 'unto God by His blood, out of every tribe, and tongue, and people, and nation' (Rev. v. 9).

A 01 To William Law

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(5) To this might be added the numerous figures that occur in the fives of the old patriarchs, prophets, and kings. But it may suffice to add to the preceding only two testimonies more of the manner of our redemption by a proper sacrifice: the one that of St. Paul - 'Christ hath delivered us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us; as it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree' (Gal. iii. 13); the other of St. Peter - 'Who Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree' (1 Pet. ii. 24). From all this abundantly appears the substitution of the Messiah in the place of His people, thereby atoning for their sins and restoring them to the favor of God. These are the points which are so vehemently opposed by Socinus and his followers, who rob Christ of the principal part of His priestly office, and leave Him only that of interceding for us by prayer; as if any intercession were worthy of Christ which had not His full satisfaction and propitiatory sacrifice for its foundation. Indeed, these cannot be put asunder, as sufficiently appears from the words cited before - 'He bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors'; where the Holy Ghost closely joins His intercession with His satisfaction made by sacrifice. These and a thousand other solid arguments that might be advanced in proof of this fundamental doctrine overturn all the cavils that flow from corrupt reason, which indeed are weak and thin as a spider's web.

A 01 To William Law

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Faith is so far from being only this desire that it is no desire at all. It differs from all desire toro genere, although doubtless all good desires accompany it. It is, according to St. Paul, an 'e an 'evidence' or 'conviction' (which is totally different from a desire) 'of things not seen,' a supernatural, a divine evidence and conviction of the things which God hath revealed in His Word; of this in particular, that the Son of God hath loved me and given Himself for me. Whosoever hath this faith is born of God. Whosoever thus believeth is saved; and if he endure therein to the end, shall be saved everlastingly. The process of this work in the soul, of the present salvation which is through faith, you likewise describe confusedly and obscurely. The sum of what you say is this: 'The painful sense of what you are, kindled into a working state of sensibility by the light of God, is the light and fire from whence the spirit of prayer proceeds. In its first kindling nothing is found but pain, wrath, and darkness; and therefore its first prayer is all humility.' (Part II. p. 172.) Would it not be more intelligible if one had said, 'The convincing Spirit of God gives you to see and feel that you are a poor, undone, guilty, helpless sinner; at the same time He incites you to cry for help to Him who is "mighty to save"' This is true. But it is not true that in the first kindling of this fire, in plain terms, during the first convictions, 'nothing is found but pain, wrath, and darkness.' Very often there are found even in the first conviction sweet gleams of light, touches of joy, of hope, and of love, mixed with sorrow and fear. Much less is it true that the first prayer of an awakening sinner is all humility (ibid.). On the contrary, a sinner newly awakened has always more or less confidence in himself, in what he is, or has, or does, and will do; which is not humility, but downright pride. And this mingles itself with all his prayer till the day-star is just rising in his heart.

A 01 To William Law

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'The first step is to turn wholly from yourself and to give up yourself wholly unto God' (Part II. p. 22). If it be, no flesh living shall be saved. How grievously do we stumble at the threshold! Do you seriously call this 'the first step' to turn wholly from myself and give up myself wholly unto God Am I, then, to step first on the highest round of the ladder Not unless you turn it upside down. The way to heaven would be short indeed if the first and the last step were all one, if we were to step as far the moment we set out as we can do till we enter into glory. But what do you mean by giving up myself to God You answer: 'Every sincere wish and desire after Christian virtues is giving up yourself to Him and the very perfection of faith' (Spirit of Love, Part II. p. 217). Far, very far from it: I know from the experience of a thousand persons, as well as from Scripture and the very reason of the thing, that a man may have sincere desires after all these long before he attains them. He may sincerely wish to give himself up to God long before he is able so to do. He may desire this, not only before he has the perfection, but before he has any degree of saving faith. More marvelous still is that which follows: 'You may easily and immediately, by the mere turning of your mind, have all these virtues patience, meekness, humility, and resignation to God' . Who may Not I; not you; not any that is born of a woman: as is proved by the daily experience of all that know what patience, meekness, or resignation means. But how shall I know whether I have faith or not ' I will give you an infallible touchstone. Retire from all conversation only for a month. Neither write, nor read, nor debate anything with yourself. Stop all the former workings of your heart and mind, and stand all this month in prayer to God. If your heart cannot give itself up in this manner to prayer, be fully assured you are an infidel.' (Spirit of Prayer, Part II. p. 163.)

A 01 To William Law

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If this be so, the infidels are a goodly company! if every man be of that number who cannot 'stop all the former workings of his heart and mind, and stand thus in prayer to God for a month together.' But I would gladly know by what authority you give us this touchstone, and how you prove it to be infallible. I read nothing like it in the oracles of God. I cannot find one word there of refraining from all conversation, from writing and reading, for a month.' (I fear you make no exception in favour of public worship or reading the Word of God.) Where does the Bible speak of this of stopping for a month or a day all the former workings of my heart and mind of refraining from all converse with the children of God, and from reading His Word It would be no wonder, should any man make this unscriptural (if not anti-scriptural) experiment, if Satan were permitted to work in him 'a strong delusion' so that he should 'believe a lie.' Nearly related to this touchstone is the direction which you give elsewhere: 'Stop all self-activity; be retired, silent, passive, and humbly attentive to the inward light' (Part I. pp. 77, 82). But beware 'the light which is in thee be not darkness'; as it surely is, if it agree not with 'the law and the testimony.' 'Open thy heart to all its impressions,' if they agree with that truly infallible touchstone. Otherwise regard no impression of any kind, at the peril of thy soul, 'wholly stopping the workings of thy own reason and judgment.' I find no such advice in the Word of God. And I fear they who stop the workings of their reason lie the more open to the workings of their imagination.

A 01 To William Law

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You add: 'His Spirit is more distinguishable from all other spirits than any of your natural affections are from one another' . Suppose joy and grief: is it more distinguishable from all other spirits than these are from one another Did any man ever mistake grief for joy No, not from the beginning of the world. But did none ever mistake nature for grace Who will be so hardy as to affirm this But you set your pupil as much above the being taught by books as being taught by men. 'Seek,' say you, 'for help no other way, neither from men nor books; but wholly leave yourself to God' (Spirit of Love, Part II. p. 225). But how can a man 'leave himself wholly to God' in the total neglect of His ordinances The old Bible way is to 'leave ourselves wholly to God' in the constant use of all the means He hath ordained. And I cannot yet think the new is better, though you are fully persuaded it is. 'There are two ways,' you say, 'of attaining goodness and virtue: the one by books or the ministry of men; the other by an inward birth. The former is only in order to the latter.' This is most true, that all the externals of religion are in order to the renewal of our soul in righteousness and true holiness, But it is not true that the external way is one and the internal way another. There is but one scriptural way wherein we receive inward grace through the outward means which God hath appointed.

A 01 To William Law

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Now, thus much cannot be denied, that these texts speak as if there were really such a place as hell, as if there were a real fire there, and as if it would remain for ever. I would then ask but one plain question: If the case is not so, why did God speak as if it was Say you, 'To affright men from sin' What, by guile, by dissimulation, by hanging out false colors Can you possibly ascribe this to the God of truth Can you believe it of Him Can you conceive the Most High dressing up a scarecrow, as we do to fright children Far be it from Him! If there be, then, any such fraud in the Bible, the Bible is not of God. And, indeed, this must be the result of all: If there be 'no unquenchable fire, no everlasting burnings,' there is no dependence on those writings wherein they are so expressly asserted, nor of the eternity of heaven any more than of hell. So that if we give up the one, we must give up the other. No hell, no heaven, no revelation! In vain you strive to supply the place of this by putting purgatory in its room, by saying, 'These virtues must have their perfect work in you, if not before, yet certainly after death. Everything else must be taken from you by fire either here or hereafter.' (Spirit of Love, Part II. p. 232.) Poor, broken reed! Nothing will 'be taken from you' by that fire which is 'prepared for the devil and his angels,' but all rest, all joy, all comfort, all hope. For 'the worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched.' I have now, sir, delivered my own soul. And I have used great plainness of speech; such as I could not have prevailed on myself to use, to one whom I so much respect, on any other occasion.

A 01 To William Law

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Oh that your latter works may be more and greater than your first! Surely they would, if you could ever be persuaded to study instead of the writings of Tauler and Behmen, those of St. Paul, James, Peter, and John; to spew out of your mouth and out of your heart that vain philosophy, and speak neither higher nor lower things, neither more nor less, than the oracles of God; to renounce, despise, abhor all the high-flown bombast, all the unintelligible jargon of the Mystics, and come back to the plain religion of the Bible, 'We love Him, because He first loved us.'

A 03 To Joseph Cownley

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To Joseph Cownley Date: LONDON, January 10, 1756. My DEAR BROTHER, I have no objection to anything but the blister. If it does good, well. But if I had been at Cork, all the physicians in Ireland should not have put it upon your head. Remember poor Bishop Pearson. An apothecary, to cure a pain in his head, covered it with a large blister. In an hour he cried out, 'Oh my head, my head!' and was a fool ever after to the day of his death. I believe cooling things (if anything under heaven) would remove that violent irritation of your nerves, which probably occasions the pain. Moderate riding may be of use I believe of more than the blister; only do not take more labor upon you than you can bear. Do as much as you can, and no more. Let us make use of the present time. Every day is of importance. We know not how few days of peace remain. Is this national peace 'French preparations made at Dunkirk and Brest, apparently intended for a descent upon England, produced the wildest alarm. It was stated that there were only three regiments in the country fit for service; and "the nation," in the words of Burke, "trembled under a shameful panic too public to be conceded, too fatal in its consequences to be ever forgotten."' See Lecky's England, ii. 362; and letters of March 1 and 4, April 19, and July 10. We join in love to you and yours. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 06 To William Dodd

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To William Dodd Date: LONDON, February 5, 1756. REVRAND SIR I am favored with yours of January 26, for which I return you my sincere thanks. Your frank and open manner of writing is far from needing any apology and I hope will never occasion your receiving such treatment from me as I did from Mr. Law, who, after some very keen expressions, in answer to the second private letter I sent him, plainly told me he desired to 'hear no more on that head.' I do desire to hear, and am very willing to consider whatever you have to advance on the head of Christian Perfection. When I began to make the Scriptures my study (about seven-and-twenty years ago), I began to see that Christians are called to love God with all their heart and to serve Him with all their strength; which is precisely what I apprehend to be meant by the scriptural term Perfection. After weighing this for some years, I openly declared my sentiments before the University On Jan. 1, 1733. See Works, v. 202-12. in the sermon on the Circumcision of the Heart, now printed in the second volume. About six years after, in consequence of an advice I received from Bishop Gibson, 'Tell all the world what you mean by perfection,' I published my coolest and latest thoughts in the sermon on that subject. I therein build on no authority, ancient or modern, but the Scripture. If this supports any doctrine it will stand; if not, the sooner it falls the better. Neither the doctrine in question nor any other is anything to me, unless it be the doctrine of Christ and His Apostles. If, therefore, you will please to point out to me any passages in that sermon which are either contrary to Scripture or not supported by it, and to show that they are not, I shall be full as willing to oppose as ever I was to defend them. I search for truth, plain Bible truth, without any regard to the praise or dispraise of men. If you will assist me in this search, more especially by showing me where I have mistaken my way, it will be gratefully acknowledged by, reverend sir, Your affectionate brother and servant.

A 08 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
If you are master of Hutcheson's Francis Hutcheson (1694-1764), Professor of Moral Philosophy at Glasgow x729-46. His System of Moral Philosophy was published by his son in 1755. See Journal, v. 492; and letter of March 14. Metaphysicks and Clerc's Jean Le Clerc (1657-1736), professor in Amsterdam. Ontologia, I advise you to look no farther that way; unless you would add Malebranche's Search after Truth Nicolas Malebranche (1658-1715). His De la Recherche de la Vrit, 1674, regards the intervention of God as necessary to bridge the gun between the human soul and body. It is mentioned in the Address among books to be read. or the Bishop of Cork's two books In December of this year Wesley began reading with his preachers the Bishop of Cork's Procedure (or Progress), Extent and Limits of Human Understanding, which he thought superior to Locke's treatise (see Journal, iv. 192; and for his earlier references, the letters of Oct. 3, 1730, and Feb. 13, 1731). Possibly the other book recommended was Dr. Browne's Things Divine and Supernatural Conceived by Analogy with Things Natural and Human, 1733. again. The main point is, with all and above all, study the Greek and Hebrew Bible, and the love of Christ. I am Yours affectionately.

A 13 To Ebenezer Blackwell

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To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: BRISTOL March 4, 1756. DEAR SIR If the election of Mr. Spencer be a thing of any consequence, then it was extremely ill-judged to prevent his coming down. He ought to have been here at all hazards if he was not very dangerously ill. His absence will probably turn the scale; and if the Jacobites gain one member now, they will have two the next time. Whereas there is reason to believe, had Mr. Spencer appeared, there would have been no opposition. Last night I desired all the freemen of our Society to meet me after preaching, and enlarged a little upon His Majesty's character and the reasons we had to spare no pains in his service. I believe all who had been wavering were fully convinced. But some had absolutely promised to vote for Mr. Smith, it having been confidently reposed that both the candidates were equally acceptable to His Majesty. The whole city is in confusion. Oh what pity there could not be some way of managing elections of every sort without this embittering Englishmen against Englishmen and kindling fires which cannot be quenched in many years! Wishing Mrs. Blackwell and you the peace which the world cannot give, I remain, dear sir, Yours most affectionately. To the 'Gentleman's Magazine' 11 BRISTOL March 8, 1756. MR. URBAN, I have met with many persons in my life who did not abound with modesty; but I never yet met with one who had less of it than your anonymous correspondent. The whole account of Whiston Cliff, inserted in one of your magazines, I aver to be punctually true, having been an eye-witness of every particular of it. And if F. D. will set his name and aver the contrary, I will make him ashamed, unless shame and he have shook hands and parted. Yours, c.

B 01 To William Dodd

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10. The passage of St. Peter (mentioned sect. 12) I still think proves all which I brought it to prove. 'But you allow' (sect. 14) 'that Paul and Barnabas did commit sin; and these were without all controversy fathers in Christ.' That is not without controversy that either Barnabas when he left Paul or Peter when he dissembled at Antioch was at that time a father in Christ in St. John's sense; though by office undoubtedly they were. Their example, therefore, only proves what no one denies - viz. that if a believer keep not himself, he may sin. Would the conclusion there drawn 'be made only by a very weak opponent' You are the man who makes them all, either from these or other premises: for you believe and maintain (1) that all the other Apostles committed sin sometimes; (2) that all the other Christians of the apostolic age sometimes committed sin; (3) that all other Christians in all ages do and will commit sin as long as they live; and (4) that every man must comitt sin, cannot help it, as long as he is in the body. You cannot deny one of these propositions, if you understand your own doctrine. It is you, therefore, who 'cast dust in people's eyes,' if you dissemble your real sentiments. I declare mine with all the plainness I can; that, if I err, I may the sooner be convinced of it. Neither does it appear that St. Paul was 'an aged father in Christ' when he had that thorn in the flesh. I doubt whether he was above thirty years of age, fourteen years before he mentioned it to the Corinthians.' You conclude' (these are your words) 'a Christian is so far perfect as not to commit sin, as to be free from all possibility of sinning. That this is your meaning is evident from your whole discourse.' Not so. The contrary is glaringly evident from that whole discourse to which you before referred, as weR as from many parts of this. I conclude just this much, While he keepeth himself, a Christian doth not commit sin.

B 01 To William Dodd

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11. With regard to fathers in Christ, before you enter on the subject, you say I 'set aside the experience of the best Christians.' I did not tell you so: I say nothing about them. In a sermon of a single sheet (such it is, printed single) I had no room for anything but plain arguments from Scripture. I have somewhat to say, if need should be, from the head of Authority likewise yea, and abundantly more than you seem to apprehend. Sed nunc non erat his locus. 'But now there was no room for them.' 12. I think section 23 very closely and directly concerns the present subject. For if you have sinful thoughts still, then certainly every thought is not brought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. With regard to the 24th, you give one interpretation of those words, Every one that is perfect shall be as his Master; I another. You likewise appeal to the context; so do I. Sed adhuc sub judice lis est. Horace's Ars Poetica, 1. 78: 'But just now the matter is in the judge's hands.' But I must observe, whether one interpretation or the other be true, to assert God can or does so renew His children as to save them from all evil tempers has no more alliance with blasphemy than with adultery. You make a little mistake as to section 26. I do not cite 'is purified' as St. John's words; you say (in sect. 27) 'As He is, so are we,' refers to our being conformed to His patient longsuffering. It may; but it directly refers to our being made perfect in love. You do not answer or attempt to answer either of the arguments whereby I have proved that the cleansing from all unrighteousness does not mean justification only. Hitherto, therefore, the conclusion stands good that it relates chiefly, if not wholly, to sanctification.

B 01 To William Dodd

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13. In your last paragraph you say, 'You set aside all authority, ancient and modern.' Sir, who told you so I never did; it never entered my thoughts. Who it was gave you that rule I know not; but my father gave it me thirty years ago (I mean concerning reverence to the ancient Church and our own), and I have endeavored to walk by it to this day. But I try every Church and every doctrine by the Bible. This is the word by which we are to be judged in that day. Oh that we may then give up our account with joy! Whatever farther thoughts you are pleased to communicate will be seriously considered by, reverend dear sir, Your affectionate brother and fellow laborer.

B 04 To Samuel Furly

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To Samuel Furly DUBLIN, Good Friday, April 16, 1756. How going up to town Are you stark, staring mad Will you leap into the fire with your eyes open See letters of March 14 and Nov. 20. Keep off. What else have you to do Fly for your life, for your salvation. If you thus tempt the Spirit of God any more who knows what may be the consequence I should not wonder at all to hear you was confined in St. Luke's Hospital; and then, farewell study! Farewell all hope either of intellectual or moral improvement; for after this poor machine has received a shock of that kind, it is never more capable of close thinking. If you have either sense or religion enough to keep you close to the College, it is well. If not, I see but one possible way to save you from destruction, temporal and eternal. Quit the College at once. Think of it no more, and come away to me. You can take a little advice from me; from other people none at all. You are on the brink of the pit; fly away, or you perish. There is no disagreement at all between the Reflections and the Address to the Clergy. I have followed Mr. Norris's advice these thirty years, He read Norris on Christian Prudence to Mrs. Moore on the voyage to Georgia (Journal, i. 125-6). For An Address to the Clergy, see letter of Jan. 7. and so must every man that is well in his senses. But whether you study more or less does not signify a pin's point. You are taking all this pains in a sinking ship. Stop the leak, stop the leak, the first thing you do; else what signifies it to adorn the ship As to the qualifications of a gospel minister Grace is necessary; learning is expedient. Grace and supernatural gifts are ninety-nine parts in an hundred. Acquired learning may then have its place. I am, dear Sammy, Yours affectionately.

B 05 To Ebenezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: DUBLIN, April 19, 1756. I dined at Mrs. Moreland's last week, and promised to drink tea with her this evening. She has been at the preaching several times, and desires much to be remembered to Mrs. Blackwell and you. She seems to have a liking to the gospel. It may sink deeper. There is nothing too hard for God. I hope Mrs. Blackwell and you are improving to the utmost these days of tranquility. I purpose going to Cork directly, and after two or three weeks turning back toward the North of Ireland. If it please God that troublous times come between the design and the execution, I shall go as far as I can go, and no farther. But I take no thought for the morrow. To-day I am determined by His grace to do the work of Him that sent me. I find encouragement so to do; for all the people here are athirst for the word of life. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant. Do you at London believe that the danger of an invasion is over

B 09 To James Clark

John Wesley · None · letter
As to heresy and schism, I cannot find one text in Scripture where they are taken in the modern sense. I remember no one scripture where heresy signifies error in opinion, whether fundamental or not; nor any where schism signifies separation from the Church, either with or without cause. I wish, sir, you would reconsider this point, and review the scriptures where these terms occur. Yet I would take some pains to recover a man from error and reconcile him to our Church: I mean the Church of England; from which I do not separate yet, and probably never shall. The little church, in the vulgar sense, which I occasionally mentioned at Holymount is that wherein I read prayers, preach, and administer the sacrament every Sunday when I am in London. West Street. But I would take much more pains to recover a man from sin. A man who lives and dies in error or in dissent from our Church may yet be saved; but a man who lives and dies in sin must perish. O sir, let us bend our main force against this, against all sin, both in ourselves and those that hear us! I would to God we could a agree in opinion and outward worship. But if that cannot be, may we not agree in holiness May we not all agree in being holy, as He that has called us is holy in heart and conversation This h the great desire of, reverend sir, Yours c. PS. Perhaps I have not spoke distinctly enough on one point. Orthodoxy, I say, or right opinion, is but a slender part of religion at best, and sometimes no part at all. I mean, if a man be a child of God, holy in heart and life, his right opinions are but the small part of his religion: if a man be a child of the devil, his right opinions are no part of religion, they cannot be; for he that does the works of the devil has no religion at all. This postscript and the lines in brackets on page 181 were not given in the Arminian Magazine, 1779, 598-601. See letter of Sept. 18, sect. 7.

B 11 To Robert Marsden

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Marsden Date: BRISTOL August 31, 1756. A careless reader of the Address may possibly think 'I make it necessary for a minister to have much learning,' and thence imagine I act inconsistently, seeing many of our preachers have no learning at all. But the answer is easy. (1) I do not-make any learning necessary even for a minister (the minister of a parish, who, as such, undertakes single to guide and feed, to instruct, govern that whole flock) but the knowledge of the Scriptures; although many branches of learning are highly expedient for him. (2) These preachers are not ministers: none of them undertakes single the care of an whole flock, but ten, twenty, or thirty, one following and helping another; and all, under the direction of my brother and me, undertake jointly what (as I judge) no man in England is equal to alone. Fight your way through all. God is on your side; and what then can man do to you Make known all your wants to Him, and you shall have the petitions you ask of Him. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 16 To The Monthly Reviewers

John Wesley · None · letter
To speak more freely still: where is the justice of coupling the hymns of Methodists and Moravians together Lay prejudice aside, and read with candor but the very first hymn in our first Hymn-Book Hymns and Sacred Poems, 1739. These lines are from the opening poem, 'Eupolis Hymn to the Creator,' by Samuel Wesley, Rector of Epworth.; and then say whether your prose is not as nearly allied to John Bunyan's as our verse to Count Zinzendorf's. As probably you have never seen the books which you condemn, I will transcribe a few lines:- Thee, when morning greets the skies With rosy cheeks and humid eyes; Thee when sweet declining day Sinks in purple waves away; Thee will I sing, O Parent Jove, And teach the world to praise and love. Yonder azure vault on high, Yonder blue, low, liquid sky, Earth, on its firm basis placed, And with circling waves embraced, All Creating Power confer, All their mighty Maker bless. Thou shak'st all nature with Thy nod; Sea, earth, and air confess the God: Yet does Thy powerful hand sustain Both earth and heaven, both firm and main. The feathered souls that swim the air, And bathe in liquid ether there; The lark, precentor of their choir, Leading them higher still and higher, Listen and learn; the angelic notes Repeating in their warbling throats: And, ere to soft repose they go, Teach them to their lords below. On the green turf, their mossy nest, The evening anthem swells their breast. Thus, like Thy golden chain from high, Thy praise unites the earth and sky. O ye nurses of soft dreams, Reedy brooks, and winding streams; Or murmuring o'er the pebbles sheen, Or sliding through the meadows green, Or where through matted sedge you creep, Traveling to your parent deep; Sound His praise by whom you rose, That Sea which neither ebs nor flows. O ye immortal woods and groves, Which the enamored student loves; Beneath whose venerable shade, For thought and friendly converse made, Famed Hecadem, old hero, lies, Whose shrine is shaded from the skies And, through the gloom of silent night, Projects from far its trembling light; You, whose roots descend as low As high in air your branches grow, Your leafy arms to heaven extend, Bend your heads, in homage bend; Cedars and pines that wave above, And the oak beloved of Jove!

B 16 To The Monthly Reviewers

John Wesley · None · letter
Now, gentlemen, can you say, between God and your own souls, that these verses deserve the treatment you have given them I think you cannot. You are men of more understanding. You know they are not contemptible. If any of you will strike a real blot, if you will point out even in public (though that is not the most obliging way) anything justly reprovable in our writings, probably we shall acknowledge and correct what is amiss at least, we shall not blame you. But every impartial man must blame that method of proceeding which neither consists with justice nor humanity. Perhaps you may say you have been provoked. By whom 'By Mr. Romaine.' I answer, I am not Mr. Romaine William Romaine (1714-95) was appointed lecturer at St. Dunstan's-in-the-West in 1749, assistant morning preacher at St. George', Hanover Square, 1750-6, Curate of St Olave's, Southwark, 1756-9; Rector of St. Anne's Blackfriars, 1766-95. He was a frequent visitor at Benjamin Ingham's and one of the leading Calvinistic clergy of his time.; neither am I accountable for his behavior. And what equity is this One man has offended you: therefore you fall upon another. Will it excuse you to say, 'But he is called by the same name' especially when neither is this his own name, but a term of derision. Gentlemen, do to others as you would have them do to you: then you will no more injure one who never offended you (unless this offend you, that he does ready believe Jesus Christ to be God over all, blessed for ever); then you will not return hatred for goodwill, even to so insignificant a person as

B 18 To James Clark

John Wesley · None · letter
I have now, sir, humored you so as to dispute a little with you. But with what probability of success Suppose you have a single eye in this debate; suppose you aim, not at victory, but at the truth; yet what man of threescore (unless perchance one in an age) was ever convinced Is not an cid man's motto, Non persuadebis etiamsi persuaseris 'I will not be persuaded, even though you should convince me.' When we are past middle age, do we not find a kind of stiffness and inflexibility stealing upon the mind as well as on the body And does not this bar the gate against all conviction even before the eye of the soul grows dim, and so less and less capable of diving things which we are not already well acquainted with! 7. Yet on one point I must add a few words, because it is of the last importance. I said orthodoxy, or right opinion, See letter of Nov. 26, 1762, to Dr. Warburton. was never more than a slender part of religion, and sometimes no part at all; and this I explained thus: 'In a child of God it is but a slender part, in a child of the devil it is no part at all of religion.' The religion of a child of God is righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. Now, if orthodoxy be any part of this (which in itself might admit of a question), it is certainly a very slender part; though it is a considerable help of love, peace, and joy. Religion, in other words, is the love of God and man, producing all holiness of conversation. Now, are right opinions any more than a slender part (if they be so much) of this Once more: religion is the mind that was in Christ and walking as Christ walked. Now, how slender a part of this are opinions, how right soever! By a child of the devil I mean one that neither loves, fears, or serves God, and has no true religion at all. But it is certain such a man may be still orthodox may entertain right opinions; and yet it is equally certain thee are no parts of religion in him that has no religion at all.

B 19 To The Monthly Reviewers

John Wesley · None · letter
Another instance of this is just now before me. A week or two ago one put a tract into my hands in which I could discern nothing of the Christian gentleman, or scholar, but much of low, dull, ill-natured scurrility and blasphemy. How was I surprised when I read in your three hundred and fifteenth page, 'We have read this little piece with great pleasure'! when I found you so smitten with the author's 'spirit, sense, and freedom,' his 'smart animadversions' and 'becoming severity'! O gentlemen! do not you speak too plain Do not you discover too much at once especially when you so keenly ridicule Mr. Pike's supposition See reference to Samuel Pike's Philosopha Sacra in Journal, iv. 146-7. 190. Pike (1717 - 1773) adopted the views of Sandeman; he became an Independent minister. that the Son and Spirit are truly divine May I ask, If the Son of God is not truly divine, is He divine at all Is He a little God, or no God at all If no God at all, how came He to say, 'I and the Father are one' Did any prophet before, from the beginning of the world, use any one expression which could possibly be so interpreted as this and other expressions were by aft that heard Jesus speak And did He ever attempt to undeceive them Be pleased, then, to let me know, if He was not God, how do you clear Him from being the vilest of men I am, gentlemen, Your well-wisher, though not admirer.

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
'To ascribe pardon to Christ's passive, eternal life to His active, righteousness, is fanciful rather than judicious. His universal obedience from His birth to His death is the one foundation of my hope.' This is unquestionably right. But if it be, there is no manner of need to make the imputation of His active righteousness a separate and labored head of discourse. Oh that you had been content with this plain scriptural account, and spared some of the dialogues and letters that follow! The Third and Fourth Dialogues contain an admirable illustration and confirmation of the great doctrine of Christ's satisfaction. Yet even here I observe a few passages which are liable to some exception: - 'Satisfaction was made to the divine law' . I do not remember any such expression in Scripture. This way of speaking of the law, as a person injured and to be satisfied, seems hardly defensible. 'The death of Christ procured the pardon and acceptance of believers even before He came in the flesh' . Yea, and ever since. In this we all agree. And why should we contend for anything more 'All the benefits of the new covenant are the purchase of His blood' . Surely they are. And after this has been fully proved, where is the need, where is the use, of contending so strenuously for the imputation of His righteousness as is done in the Fifth and Sixth Dialogues 'If He was our substitute as to penal sufferings, why not as to justifying obedience' . The former is expressly asserted in Scripture; the latter is not expressly asserted there. 'As sin and misery have abounded through the first Adam, mercy and grace have much more abounded through the Second: so that none can have any reason to complain' . No, not if the second Adam died for all: otherwise all for whom He did not die have great reason to complain; for they inevitably fall by the first Adam, without any help from the Second. 'The whole world of believers' is an expression which never occurs in Scripture, nor has it any countenance there: the world in the inspired writings being constantly taken either in the universal or in a bad sense; either for the whole of mankind or for that part of them who know not God.

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
'There is not a just man upon earth that sinneth not.' Solomon might truly say so before Christ came. And St. John might, after He ca, me, say as truly, 'Whosoever is born of God sinneth not' . But 'in many things we offend all.' That St. James does not speak this of himself or of real Christians will clearly appear to all who impartially consider the context. The Ninth Dialogue proves excellently well that we cannot be justified by our works. But have you thoroughly considered the words which occur in the 270th page 'O children of Adam, you are no longer obliged to love God with all your strength, nor your neighbor as yourselves. Once, indeed, I insisted on absolute purity of heart; now I can dispense with some degrees of evil desire. Since Christ has fulfilled the law for you, you need not fulfill it. I will connive at, yea accommodate my demands to, your weakness.' I agree with you that 'this doctrine makes the Holy One of God a minister of sin.' And is it not your own Is not this the very doctrine which you espouse throughout your book I cannot but except to several passages also in the Tenth Dialogue. I ask, first, 'Does the righteousness of God ever mean,' as you affirm, 'the merits of Christ' I believe not once in all the Scripture. It often means, and particularly in the Epistle to the Romans, God's method of justifying sinners. When, therefore, you say, 'The righteousness of God means such a righteousness as may justly challenge His acceptance' , I cannot allow it at all; and this capital mistake must needs lead you into many others. But I follow you step by step. 'In order to entitle us to a reward, there must be an imputation of righteousness' (ibid.). There must be an interest in Christ, and then 'every man shall receive his own reward according to his own labor.'

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
You think this appears from four texts: (1) From that, 'Thou gavest them to Me.' Nay; when any believe, 'the Father gives them to Christ.' But this proves no such previous contract. (2) 'God hath laid upon Him the iniquities of us all.' Neither does this prove any such thing. (3) That expression, 'The counsel of peace shall be between them,' does not necessarily imply any more than that both the Father and the Son would concur in the redemption of man. (4) 'According to the counsel of His will' -that is, in the way or method He had chosen. Therefore neither any of these texts, nor all of them, prove what they were brought to prove. They do by no means prove that there ever was any such covenant made between the Father and the Son. 'The conditions of the covenant are recorded: "Lo, I come to do Thy will"' . Nay; here is no mention of any covenant, nor anything from which it can be inferred. 'The recompense stipulated in this glorious treaty.' But I see not one word of the treaty itself; nor can I possibly allow the existence of it without far other proof than this. 'Another copy of this grand treaty is recorded, Isa. xlix., from the 1st to the 6th verse' (ibid.). I have read them, but cannot find a word about it in all those verses. They contain neither more nor less than a prediction of the salvation of the Gentiles. 'By the covenant of works man was bound to obey in his own person' . And so he is under the covenant of grace; though not in order to his justification. 'The obedience of our Surety is accepted instead of our own.' This is neither a safe nor a scriptural way of speaking. I would simply say, 'We are accepted through the Beloved. We have redemption through His blood.'

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
Gems have 'a seat on the virtuous fair one's breast' . I cannot reconcile this with St. Paul. He says, 'Not with pearls'; by a parity of reason, not with diamonds. But in all things I perceive you are too favorable, both to 'the desire of the flesh and the desire of the eye.' You are a gentle casuist as to every self-indulgence which a plentiful fortune can furnish. 'Our Savior's obedience' . Oh say, with the good old Puritans, 'Our Savior's death or merits' I We swarm with Antinomians on every side. Why are you at such pains to increase their number 'My mouth shall show forth Thy righteousness and Thy salvation'; Thy mercy, which brings my salvation . The Eighth Letter is an excellent description of the supreme greatness of Christ. I do not observe one sentence in it which I cannot cheerfully subscribe to. The Ninth Letter, containing a description of the sea, with various inferences deduced therefrom, is likewise a masterpiece for justness of sentiment as well as beauty of language. But I doubt whether 'mere shrimps' be not too low an expression; and whether you might not as well have said nothing of 'cod, the standing repast of Lent,' or concerning 'the exquisite relish of turbot or the deliciousness of sturgeon.' Are not such observations beneath the dignity of a minister of Christ I have the same doubt concerning what is said of 'delicately flavored tea, finely scented coffee, the friendly bowl, the pyramid of Italian figs, and the pastacia nut of Aleppo' . Beside that, the mentioning these in such a manner is a strong encouragement of luxury and sensuality. And does the world need this The English in particular! Si non insaniunt satis sua sponte, insriga. Terence's Andria, IV. ii. 9: 'If they do not rave enough of their own accord, stir them up.' 'Those treasures which spring from the imputation of Christ's righteousness' (Letter 10, p. 271). Not a word of His atoning blood! Why do so many men love to speak of His righteousness rather than His atonement I fear because it affords a fairer excuse for their own unrighteousness. To cut off this, is it not better to mention both together at least, never to name the former without the latter

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
'Faith is a persuasion that Christ has shed His blood for me and fulfilled all righteousness in my stead' . I can by no means subscribe to this definition. There are hundreds, yea thousands of true believers who never once thought one way or the other of Christ's fulfilling all righteousness in their stead. I personally know many who to this very hour have no idea of it, and yet have each of them a divine evidence and conviction, 'Christ loved me, and gave Himself for me.' This is St. Paul's account of faith; and it is sufficient. He that thus believes is justified. 'It is a sure means of purifying the heart, and never fails to work by love' . It surely purifies the heart if we abide in it; but not if we 'draw back to perdition.' It never fails to work by love while it continues; but if itself fail, farewell both love and good works. 'Faith is the hand which receives all that is laid up in Christ.' Consequently, if we make 'shipwreck of the faith,' how much soever is laid up in Christ, from that hour we receive nothing. 'Faith in the imputed righteousness of Christ is a fundamental principle in the gospel' (Letter 11, p. 288). If so, what becomes of all those who think nothing about imputed righteousness How many who are full of faith and love, if this be true, must perish everlastingly! 'Thy hands must urge the way of the deadly weapon through the shivering flesh till it be plunged in the throbbing heart' . Are not these descriptions far too strong May they not occasion unprofitable reasonings in many readers Ne pueros coram populo Medea trucidet. Horace's Ars Poetlea, l. 185: 'Medea must not slay her children in the presence of the people.' 'How can he justify it to the world' Not at all. Can this, then, justify his faith to the world 'You take the certain way to obtain comfort - the righteousness of Jesus Christ' . What, without the atonement Strange fondness for an unscriptural, dangerous mode of expression! 'So the merits of Christ are derived to all the faithful' . Rather the fruits of the Spirit, which are likewise plainly typified by the oil in Zechariah's vision.

B 20 To James Hervey

John Wesley · None · letter
'Has the law any demand It must go to Him for satisfaction.' Suppose, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself'; then I am not obliged to love my neighbor: Christ has satisfied the demand of the law for me. Is not this the very quintessence of Antinomianism 'The righteousness wrought out by Jesus Christ is wrought out for all His people, to be the cause of their justification and the purchase of their salvation. The righteousness is the cause and the purchase.' So the death of Christ is not so much as named! 'For all His people.' But what becomes of all other people They must inevitably perish for ever. The die was cast or ever they were in being. The doctrine to pass them by has Consigned their unborn souls to hell, And damned them from their mother's womb! Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley (Hymns on God's Everlasting Love), iii. 33. I could sooner be a Turk, a Deist, yea an Atheist, than I could believe this. It is less absurd to deny the very being of God than to make Him an almighty tyrant. 'The whole world and all its seasons are rich with our Creator's goodness. His tender mercies are over all His works.' Are they over the bulk of mankind Where is His goodness to the non-elect How are His tender mercies over them 'His temporal blessings are given to them.' But are they to them blessings at all Are they not all curses Does not God know they are that they will only increase their damnation Does not He design they should And this you call goodness; this is tender mercy! 'May we not discern pregnant proofs of goodness in each individual object' No; on your scheme, not a spark of it, in this world or the next, to the far greater part of the work of His own hands. 'Is God a generous benefactor to the meanest animals, to the lowest reptiles And will He deny my friend what is necessary to his present comfort and his final acceptance' Yea, will He deny it to any soul that He has made Would you deny it to any, if it were in your power But if you loved whom God abhorred, The servant were above his Lord. Ibid. iii. 29.

B 22 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly Date: LONDON November 20, 1756. MY DEAR BROTHER, Just at the time when you resolved to quit your trifling companion, God gave you a serious one See letters of April 16, 1756 and March 7, 1758.: a plain token that He will withhold from you no good thing, if you will yet turn to Him. Do you now find your mind disengaged and free Can you say, Delco dehinc omnes ex animo mulieres 'Henceforth I blot out all women from my mind.' If so, stand fast in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made you free Be not entangled again in that yoke of bondage. Beware of the very first approach, and watch and pray that you enter not into temptation. I hope Mr. Drake See letters of Sept. 25, 1755, and Dec. 4, 1756. is determined to contract no acquaintance with any man that knows not God. Let him have sense and learning and every other recommendation, still it will not quit cost; it is necessary to be courteous to all. But that does not imply intimacy. He knows, and we know, the value of time. See that you improve every part of The least of these a serious care demands; For though they're little, they are golden sands. I am Your affectionate brother.

01 To Matthew Errington

John Wesley · None · letter
To Matthew Errington Date: LONDON January 8, 1757. MY DEAR BROTHER, You have done well in sending me a particular account. The bill came safe, and h accepted. But Michael's Michael Fenwick. senseless delay has distressed me much. He ought to have been here the 28th of November, and to have then brought with him all the money he could procure. For the time to come, if he should take another journey, I must punctually fix beforehand how many days he is to stay in every place. I hope you all continue a family of love, and that the Stewards and you are in harmony with each other. I should be glad to see poor Becky, especially if I found her all alive to God. We have a sickly family here my wife, Jenny, Sally Clay See letter of March 30 1757. ill of paralytic, T. Walsh See letter of April 5, 1758. and Jemmy Morgan James Morgan became one of Wesley's helpers in 1755 at the age of nineteen. He prepared the Life and Death of Mr. Thomas Walsh in 1762. Delicate health made him retire from the itinerancy. He died in Dublin in 1774. See Journal v. 210n; and letter of Sept. 2, 1758. of consumptive disorders. But all is best I am Your affectionate brother.

05 To Dorothy Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dorothy Furly Date: BIRSTALL, May 18, 1757. The great point is to pick out in Bristol (as in all places such acquaintance as have a deep fear of God, a continual consciousness of His presence, and a strong thirst after His whole image. See letter of June 18. Such I take most of the leaders of bands to be; and such are many of the poor in the Society, but extremely few of the rich or honorable Methodists are of that number. My dear sister, I have been in pain for you on their account. When I talked with You last, you could relish the simplicity of the gospel, you were athirst for all mankind that was in Christ and wanted to walk just as He walked. O let none persuade you, either by example or advice, to make any, the least, deviation from that good way. Make no abatement; do not soften the plain, rough gospel; do not Measure back your steps to earth again. Be not, either inwardly or outwardly, conformed to this world; but be a Christian altogether.

06 To Ebezezer Blackwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ebezezer Blackwell Date: WHITEHAVEN, May 28, 1757. I think it is fourteen or fifteen days since my wife wrote to me. I am afraid she is not well, or is angry at my brother and consequently with me. If any letters for me come enclosed to Mr. Belchier, See letter of April 9, 1755. I will be obliged to you if you will not send them to her, but direct them to me at Newcastle, where I hope to be in a few days. Wishing all grace and peace to you and yours, I am, dear sir, Your most affectionate servant. I breakfasted at Keswick last Tuesday.

09 To Dorothy Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dorothy Furly NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, June 18, 1757. I am the more jealous over you, because I know you are liable to be much influenced by fair words, especially when they are spoken by persons of sense and in an agreeable manner. And flesh and blood are powerful advocates for conformity to the world, particularly in little things. But, blessed be God, we have an unction from the Holy One ready to teach us of all things. O let us attend to this inward teaching, which indeed is always consonant with the word. Then the word, applied by the Spirit, shall be a light in all our ways and a lamp in all our paths. Fight on and conquer I Change of place, as you observe, is but a little thing. But God has in some measure changed your heart, wherein you have great reason to rejoice. And, having received the first fruits of the Spirit, righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost, patiently and earnestly war for the great change, whereby every root of bitterness may be torn up. You may profitably converse with even those honorable Christians, if you watch and pray that they do not infect you (1) with Mystical notions, which stand in full opposition to plain old Bible divinity; or (2) with their odd, senseless jargon of a catholic spirit, whereby they have themselves suffered great loss. The spirit of the world I think you are aware of already, and indeed there is danger in every approach to it. I have heard from both Mrs. Gaussen Charles Wesley writes from the Foundry to his wife on Sept. 21, 1755, 'Why do you leave Mrs. Gaussen out of your "kind remembrance" You have no friend loves you better.' See letter of Sept. 25. and Miss Bosanquet. There is a poor, queer old woman in Bristol (if she is not gone to paradise) with whom it might do you good to talk. John Jones See letter of April 16 1748. knows her. Her name is Elizabeth Edgecomb. Peace be with your spirit. I am, dear Miss Furly, Your affectionate brother and servant.

15 To Samuel Walker

John Wesley · None · letter
'But they are his already by legal establishment.' If they receive the sacrament from him thrice a year and attend his ministrations on the Lord's Day, I see no more which the law requires. But (to go a little deeper into this matter of legal establishment) does Mr. Conon Mr. Conon was the schoolmaster at Truro. Walker calls him 'my friend and father.' See Sidney's Life of Walker, p. 200. or you think that the King and Parliament have a right to prescribe to me what pastor I shall use If they prescribe one whom I know God never sent, am I obliged to receive him If he be sent of God, can I receive him with a clear conscience till I know he is And even when I do, if I believe my former pastor is more profitable to my soul, can I leave him without sin Or has any man lying a right to require this of me I 'extend this to every gospel minister in England.' Before I could with a clear conscience leave a Methodist Society even to such an one, all these considerations must come in. And with regard to the people: far from thinking that 'the withdrawing our preachers' from such a Society without their consent would 'prevent a separation from the Church' I think it would be the direct way to cause it. While we are with them, our advice has weight and keeps them to the Church; but were we totally to withdraw, it would be of little or no weight. Nay, perhaps resentment of our unkindness (as it would probably appear to them) would prompt them to act in flat opposition to it. 'And will it not he the same at your death' I believe not: for I believe there will be no resentment in this case; and the last advice of a dying friend is not likely to be so soon forgotten. 3. But 'was there not inconsistency in your visiting Mr. Vowler as a gospel minister when you do not give up your people to him' No: my receiving him as a gospel minister did not imply any obligation so to do. 4. 'If that was not the design of your visit, you should not have visited him at all.' Does that follow I visited him because he desired it as a brother and fellow laborer.

15 To Samuel Walker

John Wesley · None · letter
5. 'Does not this conduct on the whole savor of a party spirit and show a desire to please Methodists as Methodists 'I am not conscious of any such spirit, or of any desire but that of pleasing all men for their good to edification. I have as great a desire thus to please you as any Methodist under heaven. You add one thing more, which is of deep importance and deserves a particular consideration. 'You spoke to Mr. Vowler of our being as one man. Nothing is so desirable: but really before it can be effected, something must be done on your part more than paying us visits; which, as far as I can see, can serve no other purpose in present circumstances than to bring us under needless difficulties.' I did, indeed speak to Mr. Vower 'of our being as one man'; and not to him only, but to several others for it lay much upon my heart. Accordingly I proposed that question to all who met at our late Conference, Which met in London on Aug. 4. 'What can be done in order to a closer union with the clergy who preach the truth 'We all agreed that nothing could be more desirable. I in particular have long desired it; not from any view to my own ease or honor or temporal convenience in any kind, but because I was deeply convinced it might be a blessing to my own soul and a means of promoting the general work of God.

19 To John Glass

John Wesley · None · letter
This is a third palpable slander, as your own words prove: 'They say, Faith is a real persuasion that Christ hath died for me' . Are you not here told what they mean by faith, and that without any circumlocution at all You confute your own slander still farther by adding three more: (4) 'They make a pious resolve the ground of our acceptance with God' . No, never. Not one of the writers you have named ever did or does so now. (5) 'The faith they talk of is only a timid resolve, joined with a fond conjecture.' Or (6) 'It is a fond, presumptuous wish, greatly embarrassed with doubts and difficulties.' Slander all over. We make the righteousness and blood of Christ the only ground of our acceptance with God. And the faith we talk of is neither more nor less than a divine conviction that Christ loved me and gave Himself for me. You say (7): 'All who preach this doctrine are of the world, and speak of the world; therefore the world heareth them' . 'Therefore they will always be attended by the body of the people' . A sad mistake this in point of fact. For whether they are of the world or no, it is certain the world, the generality of men, good or bad, doth not and never did hear them. At this day those who hear them are an exceeding small number in comparison of those who do not. And if the body of the people in any place do attend some of them, how do they attend Just as they would a mad dog, with sticks and stones and whatever comes to hand.

20 To Mrs Ryan

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To Mrs. Ryan Date: NEWBURY, November 8, 1757. MY DEAR SISTER, In the hurry of business I had not time to write down what you desired the rules of our family. So I snatch a few minutes to do it now, and the more cheerfully because I know you will observe them. 1. The family rises, part at four, part at half an hour after. 2. They breakfast at seven, dine at twelve, and sup at six. 3. They spend the hour from five to six in the evening (after a little joint prayer) in private. 4. They pray together at nine, and then retire to their chambers; so that all are in bed before ten. 5. They observe all Fridays in the year as days of fasting or abstinence. You in particular I advise, Suffer no impertinent visitant, no unprofitable conversation, in the house. It is a city set upon an hill; and all that is in it should be 'holiness to the Lord.' On what a pinnacle do you stand! You are placed in the eye of all the world, friends and enemies. You have no experience of these things, no knowledge of the people, no advantages of education, not large natural abilities, and are but a novice, as it were, in the ways of God! It requires all the omnipotent love of God to preserve you in your present station. Stand fast in the Lord and in the power of His might! Show that nothing is too hard for Him. Take to thee the whole armor of God, and do and suffer all things through Christ strengthening thee. If you continue teachable and advisable, I know nothing that shaft be able to hurt you. Your affectionate brother.

24 To Mrs Ryan

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To Mrs. Ryan Date: LEWISHAM, December 14, 1757. MY DEAR SISTER I find by Mr. Perronet's last letter Charles Perronet. See letters of July 12, 1757, and Nov. 4, 1758. that he is deeply offended, that his former affection (so he speaks) is degenerated into a cold esteem, and that he no longer rerds me as a dear friend but as an austere master. Has he not a little affected you He does not speak with passion; but his words distill as the dew. The God whom you serve send forth His light and His truth, and direct you in every thought! Do you never find any wandering thoughts in prayer or useless thoughts at other seasons Does the corruptible body never press down the soul and make it muse about useless things Have you so great a command over your imagination as to keep out all unprofitable images at least, to banish them the moment they appear, so that they nether trouble nor sully your soul Do you find every reasoning brought into captivity to the obedience of Christ Is there no vanity or folly in your dreams no temptation that almost overcomes you And are you then as sensible of the presence of God and as full of prayer as when you are waking I can hardly avoid trembling for you still: upon what a pinnacle do you stand! Perhaps few persons in England have been in so dangerous a situation as you are now. I know not whether any other was ever so regarded both by my brother and me at the same time. What can I do to help you The Father of mercies help you and with His favorable kindness surround you on every side! May the eternal Spirit help you in every thought, word, and work to serve the living God! I am Your affectionate brother.

01 To Micaiah Towgood

John Wesley · None · letter
To Micaiah Towgood Date: BRISTOL, January 10, 1758. SIR, If you fairly represent Mr. White's arguments, they are liable to much exception. But whether they are or no, your answers to them are far from unexceptionable. To the manner of the whole I object, you are not serious; you do not write as did those excellent men, Mr. Baxter, Mr. Howe, Dr. Calamy, who seem always to speak, not laughing, but weeping. To the matter I object, that if your argument hold as it is proposed in your very title-page, if 'a dissent from our Church be the genuine consequence of the allegiance due to Christ,' then all who do not dissent have renounced that allegiance and are in a state of damnation! I have not leisure to consider all that you advance in proof of this severe sentence. I can only at present examine your main argument, which indeed contains the strength of your cause. 'My separation from the Church of England,' you say, 'is a debt I owe to God, and an act of allegiance due to Christ, the only Lawgiver in the Church' . Again: 'The controversy turns upon one single point Has the Church power to decree rites and ceremonies If it has this power, then all the objections of the Dissenters about kneeling at the Lord's Supper and the like are impertinent; if it has no power at all of this kind yea, if Christ, the great Lawgiver and King of the Church, hath expressly commanded that no power of this kind shall ever be claimed or ever be yielded by any of His followers, then the Dissenters will have honor before God for protesting against such usurpation.' I join issue on this single point: 'If Christ hath expressly commanded that no power of this kind shall ever be claimed or ever yielded by any of His followers,' then are all who yield it, all Churchmen, in a state of damnation, as much as those who 'deny the Lord that bought them.' But if Christ hath not expressly commanded this, we may go to church and yet not go to hell.

01 To Micaiah Towgood

John Wesley · None · letter
Upon the whole, we agree that Christ is the only 'supreme Judge and Lawgiver in the Church': I may add, and in the world; for 'there is no power,' no secular power, 'but of God' of God who 'was manifested in the flesh, who is over all, blessed for ever.' But we do not at all agree in the inference which you would draw therefrom namely, that there is no subordinate judge or lawgiver in the Church. You may just as well infer that there is no subordinate judge or lawgiver in the world. Yea, there is, both in the one and the other. And in obeying these subordinate powers we do not, as you aver, renounce the Supreme; no, but we obey them for His sake. We believe it is not only innocent but our bounden duty so to do; in all things of an indifferent nature to submit ourselves 'to every ordinance of man'; and that 'for the Lord's sake,' because we think He has not forbidden but expressly commanded it. Therefore 'as a genuine fruit of our allegiance to Christ' we submit both to the King and governors sent by him, so far as possibly we can, without breaking some plain command of God. And you have not yet brought any plain command to justify that assertion that 'we may not submit either to the King or to governors sent by him in any circumstance relating to the worship of God.' Here is a plain declaration: 'There is no power but of God; the powers that exist are ordained of God. Whosoever, therefore, resisteth the power' (without an absolute necessity, which in things indifferent there is not), 'resisteth the ordinance of God.' And here is a plain command grounded thereon: 'Let every soul be subject to the higher powers.' Now, by what scripture does it appear that we are not to be subject in anything pertaining to the worship of God This is an exception which we cannot possibly allow without clear warrant from Holy Writ. And we apprehend those of the Church of Rome alone can decently plead for such an exception. It does not sound well in the mouth of a Protestant to claim an exemption- from the jurisdiction of the civil powers in all matters of religion and in the minutest circumstance relating to the Church.

02 To Miss London February 21 1759

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To Miss LONDON, February 21, 1759. Probably, Miss , this may be the last trouble of the kind which you will receive from me. Therefore you may forgive me this, and the rather when you consider my motives to it. You know I can have no temporal view; I can have none but a faint, distant hope (because with God all things are possible) of doing some service to one whom I love. And this may answer the question which you might naturally ask, 'What would you have! What do you want with me!' I want you, not to be a convert to my opinions, but to be a member of Christ, a child of God, and an heir of His kingdom. Be anything as to outward profession, so you are lowly in heart, so you resist and conquer every motion of pride, and have that mind in you which was also in Christ Jesus. Be what you please besides; only be meek and gentle, and in patience possess your soul: so that one may truly say to you, Calm thou ever art within, All unruffled all serene. Hear what preacher you will; but hear the voice of God, and beware of prejudice and every unkind temper: beware of foolish and hurtful desires, or they will pierce you through with many sorrows. In one word, be anything but a trifler, a trifler with God and your own soul. It was not for this that God gave you A mind superior to the vulgar herd. No, Miss , no! but that you might employ all your talents to the glory of Him that gave them. O do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God! Is He not still striving with you! striving to make you not almost but altogether a Christian! Indeed, you must be all or nothing a saint or a devil, eminent in sin or holiness! The good Lord deliver you from every snare, and guide your feet in the way of peace! How great a pleasure would this give to all your real friends, and in particular to Your affectionate servant for Christ's sake.

07 To The Countess Of Huntingdon Editors Introductory

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To the Countess of Huntingdon Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 5 NORWICH, March 10, 1759. TO THE RIGHT HON. THE COUNTESS OF HUNTINGDON. The agreeable hour which I spent with your Ladyship the last week recalled to my mind the former times, and gave me much matter of thankfulness to the Giver of every good gift. I have found great satisfaction in conversing with those instruments whom God has lately raised up. But still, there is I know not what in them whom we have known from the beginning, and who have borne the burthen and heat of the day, which we do not find in those who have risen up since, though they are upright of heart. Perhaps, too, those who have but lately come into the harvest are led to think and speak more largely of justification and the other first principles of the doctrine of Christ; and it may be proper for them so to do. Yet we find a thirst after something farther. We want to sink deeper and rise higher in the knowledge of God our Saviour. We want all helps for walking closely with Him whom we have received, that we may the more speedily come to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ. Mr. Berridge Wesley stayed at Everton with John Berridge on March 1 and 2. appears to be one of the most simple as well as most sensible men of all whom it has pleased God to employ in reviving primitive Christianity. I designed to have spent but one night with him; but Mr. Gilbert's See letter of Feb. 17. mistake (who sent him word I would be at Everton on Friday) obliged me to stay there another day, or multitudes of people would have been disappointed. They come now twelve or fourteen miles to hear him; and very few come in vain. His word is with power; he speaks as plain and home as John Nelson, but with all the propriety of Mr. Romaine and tenderness of Mr. Hervey.

09 To Miss Johnson Colchester March 20 1759

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To Miss Johnson () COLCHESTER March 20, 1759. My wife, Miss , surprised me last night by informing me you are left mistress of a large fortune. Shall I say, agreeably surprised me! I cannot tell; because I believe there is another world, and I do not know what influence this change may have on your condition. Therefore I am in fear and in hope. You may be hereby far more happy or far more miserable in eternity! O make a stand! Consider the situation you are in; perhaps never before were you in so great danger. You know a little of your natural tempers: now you have means of indulging and thereby inflaming them to the uttermost. And how many will incite you so to do! How few will dare to warn you against it! Now what food will you have for pride! what infinite temptations to think more highly than you ought to think! You do so already. But O where will you stop! The good Lord arrest the storm in mid career! How impetuously now, unless God interpose, must self-will whirl you along! How deeply, unless He help, will you shortly be immersed in practical Atheism! as ten thousand things will concur to drive God out of your thoughts, as much as if He were not in the world. But, above all, how will you escape from being swallowed up in idolatry! love of the world, such as you never knew before!

09 To Miss Johnson Colchester March 20 1759

John Wesley · None · letter
Hitherto you have been greatly superior to every delicacy in food; but even this may assault you now, and perhaps raise in you other desires which you are now a stranger to. At present you are above the follies of dress; but will you be so a twelvemonth hence! May you not easily slide into the pride of life, in this as well as other instances! especially considering how your vanity will be gratified thereby! For who will not admire and applaud your admirable taste! It will only remain for you to marry some agreeable person that has much wit and sense with little or no religion; then it is finished! Either you will be throughly miserable in this world or miserable to eternity. 'But what business is this of yours! Cannot you let me alone! What have I to do with you!' Believe me, I could very easily let you alone, if I had not a real and tender goodwill toward you, and if I did not know (what perhaps you do not) that you have need even of me. You want friends who understand you well, and who dare tell you the whole, plain truth; and yet not in a surly, imperious manner, for then you could not receive it. I have endeavoured to do this once more. Will not you forgive me! I cannot but think, if you do not thank, you will at least excuse Your affectionate servant.

12 To Sir James Lowther Afterwards Earl Of Lonsdale E

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To Sir James Lowther, afterwards Earl of Lonsdale Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 Date: LONDON, May 16, 1759. It seems worldly prudence either pursues worldly ends riches, honour, ease, or pleasure; or pursues Christian ends on worldly maxims or by worldly means. The grand maxims which obtain in the world are, The more power, the more money, the more learning, and the more reputation a man has, the more good he will do. And whenever a Christian, pursuing the noblest ends, forms his behaviour by these maxims, he will infallibly (though perhaps by insensible degrees) decline into worldly prudence. He will use more or less of conformity to the world, if not in sin, yet in doing some things that are good in themselves, yet (all things considered) are not good to him; and perhaps at length using guile or disguise, simulation or dissimulation; either seeming to be what he is not, or not seeming to be what he is. By any of these marks may worldly prudence be discerned from the wisdom which is from above. This Christian prudence pursues Christian maxims, and by Christian means. The ends it pursues are holiness in every kind and in the highest degree, and usefulness in every kind and degree. And herein it proceeds on the following maxims: The help that is done upon earth, God doeth it Himself. It is He that worketh all in all; and that, not by human power; generally He uses weak things to confound the strong; not by men of wealth; most of His choicest instruments may say, 'Silver and gold have I none'; not by learned or wise men after the flesh; no, the foolish things hath God chosen; not by men of reputation, but by the men that were as the filth and offscouring of the world: all which is for this plain reason 'that no flesh may glory in His sight.'

12 To Sir James Lowther Afterwards Earl Of Lonsdale E

John Wesley · None · letter
Christian prudence pursues these ends upon these principles, by only Christian means. A truly prudent Christian, while in things purely indifferent he becomes all things to all men, yet wherever duty is concerned, matters the example of all mankind no more than a grain of sand. His word is then, Non me, qui caetera, vincit Impetus; et rapido contrarius evehor orbi.1 He will not, to gain the favour or shun the hate of all, omit the least point of duty. He cannot prevail upon himself on any account or presence to use either simulation or dissimulation. There is no guile in his mouth, no evasion or ambiguity. Having one desire, one design, to glorify God with his body and with his spirit; having only one fear, Lest a motion, or a word, Or thought arise to grieve his Lord; Ovid's Metamorphoses, II. i. 72-3 (trs. by Addison): 'I steer against their notions: nor am I Borne back by all the current of the sky.' having one rule, the Word of God; one guide, even His Spirit, he goes on in childlike simplicity. Continually seeing Him that is invisible, he walks in open day. Looking unto Jesus, and deriving strength from Him, he goes on in His steps, in the work of faith, the labour of love, the patience of hope, till he is called up to be ever with the Lord.

12 To Sir James Lowther Afterwards Earl Of Lonsdale E

John Wesley · None · letter
Oh that this were in all points your own character! Surely you desire it above all things. But how shall you attain! Difficulties and hindrances surround you on every side! Can you bear with my plainness! I believe you can. Therefore I will speak without any reserve. I fear you have scarce one friend who has not more or less of the prudence which is not from above. And I doubt you have (in or near your own rank) hardly one example of true Christian prudence! Yet I am persuaded your own heart advises you right, or rather God in your heart. Oh that you may hearken to His voice alone, and let all creatures keep silence before Him! Why should they encumber you with Saul's armour! If you essay to go forth thus, it will be in vain. You have no need of this, neither of his sword or spear; for you trust in the Lord of hosts. O go forth in His strength! and with the stones of the brook you shall overthrow all your enemies. I am, dear sir, Your obedient servant for Christ's sake.

15 To Dr Taylor Of Norwich Editors Introductory Notes

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Taylor, of Norwich Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 8 HARTLEPOOL, July 3, 1759. REVEREND SIR, I esteem you as a person of uncommon sense and learning, but your doctrine I cannot esteem; and some time since, I believed it my duty to speak my sentiments at large concerning your doctrine of Original Sin. When Mr. Newton of Liverpool Afterwards the Rev. John Newton of Olney. See letter of April 9, 1765. mentioned this, and asked whether you designed to answer, you said you thought not, 'for it would only be a personal controversy between John Wesley and John Taylor.' How gladly, if I durst, would I accept of this discharge from so unequal contest! for I am throughly sensible, humanly speaking, it is formica contra leonem. 'An ant against a lion,' How gladly, were it indeed no other than a personal controversy! But certainly it is not: it is a controversy de re, if ever there was one in this world; indeed, concerning a thing of the highest importance nay, all the things that concern our eternal peace. It is Christianity or heathenism! for, take away the scriptural doctrine of Redemption or Justification, and that of the New Birth, the beginning of sanctification, or (which amounts to the same) explain them as you do, suitably to your doctrine of Original Sin, and what is Christianity better than heathenism! wherein, save in rectifying some of our notions, has the religion of St. Paul any pre-eminence over that of Socrates or Epictetus! This is, therefore, to my apprehension, the least a personal controversy of any in the world. Your person and mine are out of the question. The point is, Are those things that have been believed for many ages throughout the Christian world real, solid truths, or monkish dreams and vain imaginations! But farther: it is certain, between you and me there need be no personal controversy at all; for we may agree to leave each other's person and character absolutely untouched, while we sum up and answer the several arguments advanced as plainly and closely as we can.

15 To Dr Taylor Of Norwich Editors Introductory Notes

John Wesley · None · letter
Either I or you mistake the whole of Christianity from the beginning to the end! Either my scheme or yours is as contrary to the scriptural as the Koran is. Is it mine, or yours! Yours has gone through all England and made numerous converts. I attack it from end to end. Let all England judge whether it can be defended or not! Earnestly praying that God may give you and me a right understanding in all things, I am, reverend sir, Your servant for Christ's sake.

16 To Samuel Furly Editors Introductory Notes 1759

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To Samuel Furly Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 9 YARM, July 7, 1759.

17 To Miss C York July 15 1759

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To Miss C YORK, July 15, 1759. DEAR MISS C , Your letter gave me much satisfaction, though it was long before I received it. Now I find you can speak freely to me; and as you have found the way, I hope to hear from you a little oftener. In a few days I hope to be at Leeds. Why should you not give me the pleasure of hearing from you there! At present you are a captive of unbelief, though an unwilling captive. But I trust you shall ere long know One that bringeth the prisoners out of captivity. You can say from your heart, I would not to the foe submit; I hate the tyrant's chain: Bring, Lord, the prisoner from the pit; Nor let me cry in vain.1 And you will not cry in vain; only cry on, though it be weariness and pain to slothful flesh and blood. If instability and ingratitude were sufficient to prevent either present or future salvation, then would no child of Adam ever have been saved from the foundation of the world. But these and all manner of sin are washed away by the blood of the covenant. You want only to be acquainted with this to have it sprinkled upon your heart. And how soon may it be! Why not now! If you have nothing to pay, leave all your harmlessness, your good desires or works, all you have and are behind! Are you to be saved freely! Then be it as thou wilt! Freely the gift of God receive, Pardon and peace in Jesus find. Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, iv. 247, altered slightly. Away with your preparation! The Lord Himself prepare your heart and then hearken thereto! Away with your reasoning! Be a little child! Sink down before the Saviour of sinners, the Lover of your soul! Let Him have the glory over you. What hinders! Dear Miss C , be not reserved or fearful when you speak to Your affectionate brother and servant.

22 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post Editors Intro

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post' Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 14 BRISTOL, October 20, 1759. SIR, Since I came to Bristol I heard many terrible accounts concerning the French prisoners at Knowle, as that 'they were so wedged together that they had no room to breathe'; that 'the stench of the rooms where they lodged was intolerable'; that 'their food was only fit for dogs'; that 'their meat was carrion, their bread rotten and unwholesome'; and that, 'in consequence of this inhuman treatment, they died in whole shoals.' Desiring to know the truth, I went to Knowle on Monday, and was showed all the apartments there. But how was I disappointed! (1) I found they had large and convenient space to walk in, if they chose it, all the day. (2) There was no stench in any apartment which I was in, either below or above. They were all sweeter and cleaner than any prison I have seen either in England or elsewhere. (3) Being permitted to go into the larder, I observed the meat hanging up, two large quarters of beef. It was fresh and fat, and I verily think as good as I ever desire to eat. (4) A large quantity of bread lay on one side. A gentleman took up and cut one of the loaves. It was made of good flour, was well-baked, and perfectly well-tasted. (5) Going thence to the hospital, I found that even in this sickly season there are not thirty persons dangerously ill out of twelve or thirteen hundred. (6) The hospital was sweeter and cleaner throughout than any hospital I ever saw in London. I think it my duty to declare these things, for clearing the innocent and the honour of the English nation.

23 To His Wife Editors Introductory Notes 1759

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I dislike (2) Not having the command of my own house, not being at liberty to invite even my nearest relations so much as to drink a dish of tea without disobliging you. I dislike (3) The being myself a prisoner in my own house; the having my chamber door watched continually so that no person can go in or out but such as have your good leave. I dislike (4) The being but a prisoner at large, even when I go abroad, inasmuch as you are highly disgusted if I do not give you an account of every place I go to and every person with whom I converse. I dislike (5) The not being safe in my own house. My house is not my castle. I cannot call even my study, even my bureau, my own. They are liable to be plundered every day. You say, 'I plunder you of nothing but papers.' I am not sure of that. How is it possible I should I miss money too, and he that will steal a pin will steal a pound. But were it so, a scholar's papers are his treasure my Journal in particular. 'But I took only such papers as relate to Sarah Ryan and Sarah Crosby.' That is not true. What are Mr. Landey's letters to them Besides, you have taken parts of my Journal which relate to neither one nor the other. I dislike (6) Your treatment of my servants (though, indeed, they are not properly mine). You do all that in you lies to make their lives a burthen to them. You browbeat, harass, rate them like dogs, make them afraid to speak to me. You treat them with such haughtiness, sternness, sourness, surliness, ill-nature, as never were known in any house of mine for near a dozen years. You forget even good breeding, and use such coarse language as befits none but a fishwife. I dislike (7) Your talking against me behind my back, and that every day and almost every hour of the day; making my faults (real or supposed) the standing topic of your conversation. I dislike (8) Your slandering me, laying to my charge things which you know are false. Such are (to go but a few days back) 'that I beat you,' which you told James Burges One of the masters at Kingswood.

23 To His Wife Editors Introductory Notes 1759

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And now, Molly, what would any one advise you to that has a real concern for your happiness Certainly (1) to show, read, touch those letters no more, if you did not restore them to their proper owner; (2) to allow me the command of my own house, with free leave to invite thither whom I please; (3) to allow me my liberty there that any who will may come to me without let or hindrance; (4) to let me go where I please and to whom I please without giving an account to any; (5) to assure me you will take no more of my papers nor anything of mine without my consent; (6) to treat all the servants where you are, whether you like them or no, with courtesy and humanity, and to speak (if you speak at all) to them, as well as others, with good nature and good manners; (7) to speak no evil of me behind my back; (8) never to accuse me falsely; (9) to be extremely cautious of saying anything that is not strictly true, both as to the matter and manner; and (10) to avoid all bitterness of expression till you can avoid all bitterness of spirit. These are the advices which I now give you in the fear of God and in tender love to your soul. Nor can I give you a stronger proof that I am Your affectionate Husband.

24 To John Downes Rector Of St Michaels Wood Street E

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To John Downes, Rector of St. Michael's, Wood Street Editor's Introductory Notes: 1759 17 To Samuel Furly LONDON, November 21, 1759. I doubt not of Abraham's being perfected in love. But he was rather under the evangelical than the legal dispensation. And none can doubt but all the Jewish believers were perfected before they died. But that many of them were perfected long before they died I see no reason to think. The Holy Ghost was not fully given before Jesus was glorified. Therefore the law (unless in a very few exempt cases) made nothing perfect. It is certain the word 'perfect' in the Old Testament bears several senses. But we lay no stress upon the word at all. The thing is pure love. The promise of this was given by Moses, but not designed to be fulfilled till long after. See Deuteronomy xxx. 1-6. By the whole tenor of the words it appears it was then, when He had gathered the Jews from all nations, that God was so to circumcise their hearts. However, this may be fulfilled in you and me. Let us hasten toward it! With love to Nancy, I am Your affectionate friend and brother. To the Rev. Mr. Furly, At Kippax, Near Ferry Bridge, Yorks.

25 To His Wife Bedford November 24 1759

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To his Wife BEDFORD, November 24, 1759. MY DEAR MOLLY, You have been much upon my thoughts this morning. Shall I tell you what I thought Then take it in good part. Take it kindly, as it is kindly meant. What do you gain by keeping my papers See letter of Oct. 23. or, at least, think you gain Why, this: you gain the satisfaction of showing them, or parts of them, to others; you gain the power of justifying yourself, and of hurting (at least by vexing) me; you gain occasion to make people think ill of me, and to make them think well of you. And hereby you make yourself more friends and me more enemies. Very well. But are you quite sure of this Is it pure satisfaction which you gain by showing them Is there not often a doubt whether you do right, a secret misgiving which spoils the satisfaction Will the showing them justify you for taking them Is it not rather adding sin to sin And will not even men of the world say, 'What a wretch is this, first to rob, then to expose her own husband' If, therefore, you make them think ill of me, you do not make them think well of yourself. If you make me more enemies, you do not make yourself one more friend nay, all these after a time are less your friends than ever they were before.

25 To His Wife Bedford November 24 1759

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But what if you did gain by it all that you suppose, would it make amends for what you lose thereby You totally lose my esteem; you violently shock my love; you quite destroy my confidence. You oblige me to lock up everything as from a thief; to stand continually upon my guard; to watch all the time you are near me, as never knowing what you may steal next and expose to all the world. You cut yourself off from joint prayer. For how can I pray with one that is daily watching to do me hurt You cut yourself off from all friendly intercourse with many who would otherwise rejoice to converse with and serve you. You rob yourself of many precious opportunities of public prayer and attending the Lord's Table. Now, how dearly must you love justifying yourself and blackening me, if you will do it at this expense! O Molly, throw the fire out of your bosom! Shun as you would a serpent those that stir it up. And see in a true light Your affectionate Husband. To Mrs. Wesley, At the Foundery, London.

02 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post Editors Intro

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To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post' Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 1 WINDMILL HILL., February 18, 1760. SIR, On Sunday, December 16 last, I received a pound;20 Bank bill from an anonymous correspondent, who desired me to lay it out in the manner I judged best for the use of poor prisoners. I immediately employed some in whom I could confide to inquire into the circumstances of those confined in Whitechapel and New Prison. I knew the former to have very little allowance even of bread, and the latter none at all. Upon inquiry they found one poor woman in Whitechapel Prison very big with child and destitute of all things. At the same time I casually heard of a poor man who had been confined for nine months in the Poultry Compter, while his wife and three children (whom he before maintained by his labour) were almost perishing through want. Not long after, another poor woman, who had been diligent in helping others, was herself thrown into Whitechapel Prison. The expense of discharging these three and giving them a few necessaries amounted to pound;10 10s. One pound fourteen shillings I expended in stockings and other clothing, which was given to those prisoners who were in the most pressing want. The remainder, pound;7 16s., was laid out in bread, which was warily distributed thrice a week. I am therefore assured that the whole of this sum was laid out in real charity. And how much more noble a satisfaction must result from this to the generous benefactor (even supposing there were no other world, supposing man to die as a beast dieth) than he could receive from an embroidered suit of clothes or a piece of plate made in the newest fashion! Men of reason, judge! I am, sir, Your humble servant.

05 To Ebenezer Blackwell Editors Introductory Notes 1

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To Ebenezer Blackwell ()Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 4 MANCHESTER, March I 7, I 760. SIR, The humanity which you showed during the short time I had the pleasure of conversing with you at Lewisham emboldens me to trouble you with a line in behalf of a worthy man. I apprehend the collector at Northwich in Cheshire has informed the Honourable Board that 'Mr. James Vine is a preacher at Northwich and makes disturbances in the town.' That he attends the preaching of the Methodists is true; but it is not true that he is a preacher. It is likewise true that the rabble of Northwich have sometimes disturbed our congregations; but herein Mr. Vine was only concerned as a sufferer, not an actor. I know him to be a careful, diligent officer, and a zealous lover of King George. Wishing you all temporal and spiritual blessings, I remain, sir, Your obedient servant.

06 To Lady Rawdon Editors Introductory Notes 1760

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To Lady Rawdon Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 5 LIVERPOOL., March 18, 1760. MY LADY, It was impossible to see the distress into which your Ladyship was thrown by the late unhappy affair without bearing a part of it, without sympathizing with you. But may we not see God therein May we not both hear and understand His voice We must allow it is generally 'small and still'; yet He speaks sometimes in the whirlwind. Permit me to speak to your Ladyship with all freedom; not as to a person of quality, but as to a creature whom the Almighty made for Himself, and one that is in a few days to appear before Him. You were not only a nominal but a real Christian. You tasted of the powers of the world to come. You knew God the Father had accepted you through His eternal Son, and God the Spirit bore witness with your spirit that you were a child of God. But you fell among thieves, and such as were peculiarly qualified to rob you of your God. Two of these in particular were sensible, learned, well-bred, well-natured, moral men. These did not assault you in a rough, abrupt, offensive manner. No; you would then have armed yourself against them, and have repelled all their attacks. But by soft, delicate, unobserved touches, by pleasing strokes of raillery, by insinuations rather than surly arguments, they by little and little sapped the foundation of your faith perhaps not only of your living faith, your 'evidence of things not seen,' but even of your notional. It is well if they left you so much as an assent to the Bible or a belief that Christ is God over all I And what was the consequence of this Did not your love of God grow cold Did not you Measure back your steps to earth again Did not your love of the world revive even of those poor, low trifles, which in your very childhood you utterly despised

06 To Lady Rawdon Editors Introductory Notes 1760

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Where are you now full of faith looking into the holiest, and seeing Him that is invisible Does your heart now glow with love to Him who is daily pouring His benefits upon you Do you now even desire it Do you now say (as you did almost twenty years ago), Keep me dead to all below, Only Christ resolved to know; Firm, and disengaged, and free, Seeking all my bliss in Thee Is your taste now for heavenly things Are not you a lover of pleasure more than a lover of God And oh what pleasure! What is the pleasure of visiting of modern conversation Is there any more reason than religion in it I wonder what rational appetite does it gratify Setting religion quite out of the question, I cannot conceive how a woman of sense can relish, should I say no, but suffer so insipid an entertainment. Oh that the time past may suffice! Is it now not high time that you should awake out of sleep Now God calls aloud! My dear Lady, now hear the voice of the Son of God, and live! The trouble in which your tender parent is now involved may restore all that reverence for her which could not but be a little impaired while you supposed she was 'righteous over-much.' Oh how admirably does God lay hold of and 'strengthen the things that remain' in you! your gratitude, your humane temper, your generosity, your filial tenderness! And why is this but to improve every right temper; to free you from all that is irrational or unholy; to make you all that you were yea, all that you should be; to restore you to the whole image of God I am, my Lady, Yours, c.

09 To Miss March Dublin April 16 1760 Eltham Is A Bar

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To Miss March DUBLIN, April 16, 1760. Eltham is a barren soil indeed. I fear scarce any are to be found there who know anything of the power of religion, and not many that have so much as the form. But God is there, and He can supply every want. Nothing contributes to seriousness more than humility, because it is a preparation for every fruit of the Holy Spirit; and the knowledge of our desperate state by sin has a particular tendency to keep us earnest after deliverance; and that earnestness can hardly consist with levity, either of temper or behaviour. Those who have tasted of the goodness of God are frequently wanting in declaring it. They do not as they ought stir up the gift of God which is in every believer by exciting one another to continual thankfulness and provoking each other to love and good works. We should never be content to make a drawn battle, to part neither better nor worse than we met. Christian conversation is too precious a talent to be thus squandered away. It does not require a large share of natural wisdom to see God in all things in all His works of creation as well as of providence. This is rather a branch of spiritual wisdom, and is given to believers more and more as they advance in purity of heart. Probably it would be of use to you to be as regular as you can: I mean, to allot such hours to such employments; only not to be troubled when Providence calls you from them. For the best rule of all is to follow the will of God.

11 To Ebenezer Blackwell Newry April 26 1760

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When you have half an hour to spare, I hope you will give it me under your own hand that Mrs. Blackwell and you are not only in good health, but labouring more than ever after an healthful mind, and trampling the world and the devil under your feet. I am, dear sir Your ever affectionate servant. The week after next I shall spend mostly at Sligo.

12 To Ebenezer Blackwell Editors Introductory Notes 1

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To Ebenezer Blackwell Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 9 CARRICKFERGUS, May 7, 1760.

17 To Miss March Sligo June 27 1760

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March SLIGO, June 27, 1760. A day or two ago I was quite surprised to find among my papers a letter of yours, which I apprehend I have not answered. Every one, though born of God in an instant, yea and sanctified in an instant, yet undoubtedly grows by slow degrees, both after the former and the latter change. But it does not follow from thence that there must be a considerable tract of time between the one and the other. A year or a month is the same with God as a thousand: if He wills, to do is present with Him. Much less is there any necessity for much suffering: God can do His work by pleasure as well as by pain. It is therefore undoubtedly our duty to pray and look for full salvation every day, every hour, every moment, without waiting till we have either done or suffered more. Why should not this be the accepted time Certainly your friend will suffer loss if he does not allow himself time every day for private prayer. Nothing will supply the want of this. Praying with others is quite another thing. Besides, it may expose us to great danger; it may turn prayer into an abomination to God: for Guilty we speak, if subtle from within Blows on our words the self-admiring sin! O make the best of every hour!

19 To John Trembath Cork August 17 1760

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To John Trembath CORK, August 17, 1760. MY DEAR BROTHER, The conversation I had with you yesterday in the afternoon gave me a good deal of satisfaction. As to some things which I had heard (with regard to your wasting your substance, drinking intemperately, and wronging the poor people of Siberton), I am persuaded they were mistakes; as I suppose it was that you converse much with careless, unawakened people. And I trust you will be more and more cautious in all these respects, abstaining from the very appearance of evil. See letter of Sept. 21, 1755. That you had not always attended the preaching when you might have done it you allowed, but seemed determined to remove that objection, as well as the other of using such exercises or diversions as give offence to your brethren. I believe you will likewise endeavour to avoid light and trifling conversation, and to talk and behave in all company with that seriousness and usefulness which become a preacher of the gospel. Certainly some years ago you was alive to God. You experienced the life and power of religion. And does not God intend that the trials you meet with should bring you back to this You cannot stand still; you know this is impossible. You must go forward or backward. Either you must recover that power and be a Christian altogether, or in a while you will have neither power nor form, inside nor outside. Extremely opposite both to one and the other is that aptness to ridicule others, to make them contemptible, by exposing their real or supposed foibles. This I would earnestly advise you to avoid. It hurts yourself; it hurts the hearers; and it greatly hurts those who are so exposed, and tends to make them your irreconcilable enemies. It has also sometimes betrayed you into speaking what was not strictly true. O beware of this above all things! Never amplify, never exaggerate anything. Be rigorous in adhering to truth. Be exemplary therein. Whatever has been in time past, let all men now know that John Trembath abhors lying, that he never promises anything which he does not perform, that his word is equal to his bond. I pray be exact in this; be a pattern of truth, sincerity, and godly simplicity.

20 To Samuel Furly Launceston September 4 1760

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To Samuel Furly LAUNCESTON, September 4, 1760. In May last Mr. Archdeacon wanted to see me, of all people in the world, and was ready (as he sent me word), not only to receive me into his church and house, but to go with me wherever I went. In July he is quite of another mind, having found I take too much upon me. Either this is owing (as I much fear) to a false brother, who, after eating of my bread, privately lifts up his heel against me, or he was struck to the heart on reading the Appeals and some of our other writings, and has now, by the assistance of the neighbouring clergy, worn off the impression. That he was provided with a curate before he received yours, I do not believe. However, all is well. Furly had evidently been applying to the Archdeacon for a curacy. See letter of June 19. Most of our preachers had very near left off preaching on practical religion. This was, therefore, earnestly recommended to them in the Conference at London. I am glad they followed the advice which was then given, which may be done without neglecting to speak on justification. This I choose to do on Sundays chiefly, and wherever there is the greatest number of unawakened hearers. I thought I had sent to you the answer to those queries which I sent a copy of to the printer in Bristol. But whether you have it or no, do you preach according to your light, as I do according to mine. I am now entering into Cornwall, which I have not visited these three years, and consequently all things in it are out of order. The previous day at Launceston he had found 'the small remains of a dead, scattered Society; and no wonder, as they have had scarce any discipline and only one sermon in a fortnight.'Next day he had a similar experience at Camelford; but the state of other Societies cheered him. See Journal, iv. 406. Several persons talk of sharing my burthen, but none does it; so I must wear out one first. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate brother.

21 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle Editors Intr

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The pamphlet you sent is worse than no advice at all; but infinitely beyond Mr. Wesley's Babylonish Address to the Clergy, almost all of which is empty babble, fitter for an old grammarian that was grown blear-eyed in mending dictionaries than for one who had tasted of the powers of the world to come . I leave others to judge whether an answer to that letter be quite needless or no, and whether there be anything substantial in it; but certainly there is something argumentative. The very queries relating to Jacob's Philosophy are arguments, though not in form; and perhaps most of them will be thought conclusive arguments by impartial readers. Let these likewise judge if there are not arguments in it (whether conclusive or no) relating to that entirely new system of divinity which he has revealed to the world. It is true that Mr. Law, whom I love and reverence now, was once 'a kind of oracle' to me. He thinks I am still 'under the power of' my 'own spirit,' as opposed to the Spirit of God. If I am, yet my censure of the Mystics is not at all owing to this, but to my reverence for the oracles of God, which, while I was fond of them, I regarded less and less; till at length, finding I could not follow both, I exchanged the Mystic writers for the scriptural.

21 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle Editors Intr

John Wesley · None · letter
It is sure, in exposing the Philosophy of Behmen, I use ridicule as well as argument; and yet I trust I have by the grace of God been in some measure 'serious in religion,' not 'half a month 'only, but ever since I was six years old, His father admitted him to the Lord's Table when he was only eight. See Stevenson's Wesley Family, p. 330. which is now about half a century. I do not know that the Pope has condemned him at all, or that he has any reason so to do. My reason is this, and no other: I think he contradicts Scripture, reason, and himself; and that he has seduced many unwary souls from the Bible way of salvation. A strong conviction of this, and a desire to guard others against that dangerous seduction, laid me under a necessity of writing that letter. I was under no other necessity; though I doubt not but Mr. Law heard I was, and very seriously believed it. I very rarely mention his books in public; nor are they in the way of one in an hundred of those whom he terms my people meaning, I suppose, the people called Methodists. I had therefore no temptation, any more than power, to forbid the use of them to the Methodists in general. Whosoever informed Mr. Law of this wanted either sense or honesty. He is so deeply displeased with the Address to the Clergy because it speaks strongly in favour of learning; but still, if this part of it is only 'fit for an old grammarian grown blear-eyed in mending dictionaries,' it will not follow that 'almost all of it is mere empty babble'; for a large part of it much more strongly insists on a single eye and a clean heart. Heathen philosophers may term this 'empty babble'; but let not Christians either account or call it so! I am, sir, Your humble servant.

23 To His Brother Charles Plymouth Dock September 28

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To his Brother Charles PLYMOUTH Dock, September 28, 1760. I care not a rush for ordinary means; only that it is our duty to try them. All our lives and all God's dealings with us have been extraordinary from the beginning. We have all reason, therefore, to expect that what has been will be again. I have been preternaturally restored more than ten times. I suppose you will be thus restored for the journey, and that by the journey as a natural means your health will be re-established, provided you determine to spend all the strength which God shall give you in His work. Cornwall has suffered miserably by my long absence and the unfaithfulness of the preachers. I left seventeen hundred in the Societies, and I find twelve hundred. If possible, you should see Mr. Walker. Samuel Walker, Vicar of Truro. See letter of July 16, 1761. He has been near a month at the Hot Wells. He is absolutely a Scot in his opinions, but of an excellent spirit. Mr. Stonehouse's horse performs to a miracle. He is considerably better than when I had him. On Friday evening (if nothing extraordinary occur) I hope to be at Bristol between five and six. Probably I shall leave Shepton Mallet at two. My love to Sally. Adieu.

27 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post Editors Intro

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post' Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 15 London, November 22, 1760. SIR, Just as I had finished the letter published in your last Friday's paper four tracts came to my hands: one wrote, or procured to be wrote, by Mrs. Downes; one by a clergyman in the county of Durham; the third by a gentleman of Cambridge; and the fourth by a member (I suppose, dignitary) of the Church of Rome. How gladly would I leave all these to themselves, and let them say just what they please! as my day is far spent and my taste for controversy is utterly lost and gone. But this would not be doing justice to the world, who might take silence for a proof of guilt. I shall therefore say a word concerning each. I may, perhaps, some time say more to one or two of them. The letter which goes under Mrs. Downes's name scarce deserves any notice at all, as there is nothing extraordinary in it but an extraordinary degree of virulence and scurrility. Two things only I remark concerning it, which I suppose the writer of it knew as well as me: (1) that my letter to Mr. Downes was both wrote and printed before Mr. Downes died; (2) that when I said, Tibi parvula res est See letter of Nov. 17, 1759. ('Your ability is small') I had no view to his fortune, which I knew nothing of, but (as I there expressly say) to his wit, sense, and talents as a writer. The tract wrote by the gentleman in the North is far more bulky than this; but it is more considerable for its bulk than for its matter, being little more than a dull repetition of what was published some years ago in The Enthusiasm of the Methodists and Papists Compared. See letter of Feb. 1, 1750. I do not find the author adds anything new, unless we may bestow that epithet on a sermon annexed to his Address, which, I presume, will do neither good nor harm. So I leave the Durham gentleman, with Mrs. Downes, to himself and his admirers.

27 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post Editors Intro

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The last tract, entitled A Caveat against the Methodists, is in reality a caveat against the Church of England, or rather against all the Churches in Europe who dissent from the Church of Rome. Nor do I apprehend the writer to be any more disgusted at the Methodists than at Protestants of every denomination; as he cannot but judge it equally unsafe to join to any society but that of Rome. Accordingly all his arguments are levelled at the Reformed Churches in general, and conclude just as well if you put the word 'Protestant' throughout in the place of the word 'Methodist.' Although, therefore, the author borrows my name to wound those who suspect nothing less, yet I am no more concerned to refute him than any other Protestant in England; and still the less, as those arguments are refuted over and over in books which are still common among us. But is it possible any Protestants, nay Protestant clergymen, should buy these tracts to give away Is, then, the introducing Popery the only way to overthrow Methodism If they know this, and choose Popery as the smaller evil of the two, they are consistent with themselves. But if they do not intend this, I wish them more seriously to consider what they do. I am, sir, Your humble servant.

28 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post To Mr Somebod

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On this head you say: 'Your definition of good works' (truly I gave none at all) 'is still more extraordinary. You shall have it in your own words, where you quarrel with me for esteeming them meritorious, No, neither does ours or any other Protestant Church; but meantime they hold it their bounder duty as they have time to do good unto all men. And they know the day is coming wherein God will render to every man according to his works. Admirable contradiction! Was you intoxicated, or jure diving mad Is man to be judged for his deeds done in this life, when it is immaterial whether he does any or not These are your own words, sir.' What That 'it is immaterial whether he does any good works or not' Hey-day! How is this O, I cry your mercy, sir, now I find where the shoe pinches. You have stumbled on an hard word which you do not understand. But give me leave, sir, to assure you (you may take my word for once) that meritorious and material are not all one. Accordingly not only the Church of England but all other Protestant Churches allow good works to be material, and yet (without any contradiction) deny them to be meritorious. They all likewise allow that the genuine fruit of faith is righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost; and consequently that cheerfulness or serenity of spirit (a mixture of that peace and joy) is so far from being a crime, that it is the undoubted privilege of every real Christian. I know no Methodist (so called) who is of another mind: if you do, tell me the man. I believe 'it is not your intention to do this.' But you must either do it or bear the blame. You blame me (3) for allowing of lay preachers. This is too knotty a point to be settled at present. I can only desire those who want farther information therein to read calmly A Letter to a Clergyman See letter of May 4, 1748, and Works, viii. 221-6 or the latter part of the third Appeal to Men of Reason and Religion.

30 To The Editor Of The London Magazine Editors Intro

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of the 'London Magazine' Editor's Introductory Notes: 1760 Date: LONDON, December 12, 1760. Patience, dear sir, patience! or I am afraid your choler will hurt your constitution as well as your argument. Be composed, and I will answer your queries, 'speedily, clearly, and categorically.' Only you will give me leave to shorten them a little, and to lay those together which have some relation to each other. Permit me likewise, before I enter on particulars, to lay a few circumstances before you which may add some light to the subject and give you a clearer knowledge of the people with whom you are so angry. About thirty years since, I met with a book written in King William's time, called The Country Parson's Advice to his Parishioners. There I read these words: 'If good men of the Church will unite together in the several parts of the kingdom, disposing themselves into friendly societies, and engaging each other in their respective combinations to be helpful to each other in all good, Christian ways, it will be the most effectual means for restoring our decaying Christianity to its primitive life and vigour and the supporting of our tottering and sinking Church.' A few young gentlemen then at Oxford approved of and followed the advice. They were all zealous Churchmen, and both orthodox and regular to the highest degree. For their exact regularity they were soon nicknamed Methodists; but they were not then, or for some years after, charged with any other crime, real or pretended, than that of being righteous over-much. See letter of June 11, 1731, to his mother. Nine or ten years after, many others 'united together in the several parts of the kingdom, engaging in like manner to be helpful to each other in all good, Christian ways.' At first all these were of the Church; but several pious Dissenters soon desired to unite with them. Their one design was to forward each other in true, scriptural Christianity.

30 To The Editor Of The London Magazine Editors Intro

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Presently the flood-gates were opened, and a deluge of reproach poured upon them from all quarters. All manner of evil was spoken of them, and they were used without either justice or mercy; and this chiefly (I am sorry to say it) by the members of our own Church. Some of them were startled at this, and proposed a question, when they were met together at Leeds, whether they ought not to separate from the Church; but after it had been fairly and largely considered, they were one and all satisfied that they ought not. The reasons of that determination were afterwards printed and lately reprinted and strongly enforced by my brother. Hinc illae lacrymae! 'Hence these tears,' Terence's Andria, 1. i. 99. This, I presume, has occasioned your present queries. For though you talk of our 'Episcopal communion,' I doubt not that you are either a Papist or a Dissenter. If I mistake, you may easily set me right by telling your real name and place of abode. But, in spite of all we could say or do, the cry still continued; 'You have left the Church; you are no ministers or members of it.' I answer, as I did fourteen years ago to one who warmly affirmed this: 'Use ever so many exaggerations, still the whole of the matter is, (1) I often use extemporary prayer; (2) wherever I can, I preach the gospel; (3) those who desire to live according to the gospel, I advise how to watch over each other and to put from them those who walk disorderly.' See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. III. 9. Now, whether these things are right or wrong, this single point I must still insist upon: all this does not prove either that I am no member or that I am no minister of the Church of England. Nay, nothing can prove that I am no member of the Church, till I am either excommunicated or renounce her communion, and no longer join in her doctrine and in the breaking of bread and in prayer. Nor can anything prove I am no minister of the Church, till I either am deposed from my ministry or voluntarily renounce her, and wholly cease to teach her doctrines, use her offices, and obey her rubrics.

30 To The Editor Of The London Magazine Editors Intro

John Wesley · None · letter
Upon the same principle that I still preach and endeavour to assist those who desire to live according to the gospel, about twelve years ago I published proposals for printing 'A Christian Library: Consisting of Extracts from and Abridgements of the Choicest Pieces of Practical Divinity which have been published in the English Tongue.' And I have done what I proposed. Most of the tracts therein contained were written by members of our own Church; but some by writers of other denominations: for I mind not who speaks, but what is spoken. On the same principle, that of doing good to all men, of the ability that God giveth, I published 'Primitive Physick; or an Easy and Natural Method of Curing most Diseases'; and, some years after, a little tract entitled Electricity made Plain and Useful. On the same principle I printed an English, a Latin, a French, and a short Hebrew Grammar, as well as some of the Classics, and a few other tracts, in usum juventutis Christianae. 'For the use of Christian youth.' This premised, I now proceed to the queries: Q. 1. 'Why have you not cleared yourself of those reflections that you stand charged with by a learned author' I have throughly cleared myself in the three letters to that learned author which were published immediately after his tracts. Q. 2. 'Can you constantly charge your people to attend the worship of our Church and not Dissenters' meetings 'I can: this is consistent with all I have written and all I have done for many years. 'But do you not call our Church a mere rope of sand' No: look again into the Plain Account, See letter in Dec. 1748, Sect. l. II, to Vincent Perronet. and you will see (if you care to see) that those words are not spoken of our Church. Q. 6. 'But do you not hold doctrine contrary to hers' No. 'Do you not make a dust about words' No. 'Do you not bewilder the brains of weak people' No. Q. 11. 'Do you not in print own Episcopacy to be jure divino' Not that I remember. Can you tell me where But this I own; I have no objection to it nay, I approve it highly. Q. 16. 'But are you not guilty of canonical disobedience to your Bishop' I think not. Show me wherein.

30 To The Editor Of The London Magazine Editors Intro

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Q. 17. 'Did not you suffer your lay preachers at Leeds to debate whether they should separate from the Church' Yes, and encouraged them to say all that was in their hearts. 'Why did you do this' To confirm their adherence to it; and they were so confirmed that only two out of the whole number have since separated from it. Q. 18. 'If most votes had carried the day, what had followed' If the sky should fall! Q. 12. 'What did you propose by preaching up to the people a solemn covenant' To confirm them in fearing God and working righteousness. I shall probably do the same again shortly. And if you desire any farther information, you are welcome to hear every sermon which I preach concerning it. Q. 13. 'Was not this intended to cut them off from ever communicating with any company of Christians but yourselves' No; nothing less. It was not intended to cut them off from anything but the devil and his works. Q. 14. 'Do you not commend the Quakers' Yes, in some things. 'And the French prophets' No. Q. 15. 'Do you not stint your lay preachers to three or four minutes only in public prayers' I advise them not usually to exceed four or five minutes either before or after sermon. See A Preservative against Unsettled Notions in Religion, 1758, p. 244. Q. 3. 'Is not your Christian Library an odd collection of mutilated writings of Dissenters of all sorts' No. In the first ten volumes there is not a line from any Dissenter of any sort; and the greatest part of the other forty is extracted from Archbishop Leighton, Bishops Taylor, Patrick, Ken, Reynolds, Sanderson, and other ornaments of the Church of England. Q. 4. 'Is not this declaring that you have a superior privilege beyond all men to print, correct, and direct as you please' I think not. I suppose every man in England has the same privilege. Q. 5. 'Is it performed according to the first proposals and the expectation of the subscribers' It is performed according to the first proposals; nor could any subscriber reasonably expect more.

30 To The Editor Of The London Magazine Editors Intro

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Q. 7. 'Why did you not in your New Testament distinguish those places with italics where you altered the old translation' Because it was quite needless; as any who choose it may easily compare the two translations together. 'But should you not have given the learned a reason for every alteration' Yes, if I had written for the learned; but I did not, as I expressly mentioned in the Preface. Q. 8. 'Do you not assume too much in philosophy and physic as well as in theology' I hope not. Q. 9. 'Why did you meddle with electricity' For the same reason as I published the Primitive Physick to do as much good as I can. Q. 19. 'Are you a clergyman at all' Yes. 'Are you not a Quaker in disguise' No. 'Did not you betray the Church, as Judas his Master, with a kiss' No. 'If you be in the wrong, God confound your devices!' I say the same thing. 'If in the right, may He display it to all people!' Amen! In His own time. I take this opportunity to answer the queries also which occur on page 614: 1. 'If the operations of the Spirit overpower the natural faculties, must they not destroy free agency' I neither teach nor believe that the ordinary operations of the Spirit do overpower the natural faculties. 2. 'If every man be furnished with an inward light as a private guide and director, must it not supersede the necessity of revelation' This affects the Quakers, not the Methodists, who allow no inward light but what is subservient to the written Word, and to be judged thereby: they are therefore no 'enthusiasts'; neither is it yet proved that they are 'deluded' at all. They follow no ignis fatuus, but 'search the Scriptures freely and impartially.' And hence their 'doctrines are not the dogmas of particular men,' but are all warranted by Scripture and reason. I am, sir, Your sincere well-wisher.

31 To Miss March London December 12 1760

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March LONDON, December 12, 1760. You may blame yourself, but I will not blame you, for seeking to have your every temper, and thought, and word, and work suitable to the will of God. But I doubt not you seek this by faith, not without it; and you seek it in and through Christ, not without Him. Go on; you shall have all you seek, because God is love. He is showing you the littleness of your understanding and the foolishness of all natural wisdom. Certainly peace and joy in believing are the grand means of holiness; therefore love and value them as such. 'Why is the law of works superseded by the law of love' Because Christ died. 'Why are we not condemned for coming short even of this' Because He lives and intercedes for us. I believe it is impossible not to come short of it, through the unavoidable littleness of our understanding. Yet the blood of the covenant is upon us, and therefore there is no condemnation. I think the extent of the law of love is exactly marked out in the 13th of the First of Corinthians. Let faith fill your heart with love to Him and all mankind; then follow this loving faith to the best of your understanding; meantime crying out continually, 'Jesus is all in all to me.'

32 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post To Mr T H Ali

John Wesley · None · letter
In your eighth you throw out an hard word, which somebody has helped you to, Thaumaturg what is it about lay preachers. When you have answered the arguments in the Farther Appeal to Men of Reason and Religion, I will say something more upon that head. In the ninth you say something, no way material, about the houses at Bristol, Kingswood, and Newcastle; and in the last you give me a fair challenge to a 'personal dispute.' Not so; you have fallen upon me in public, and to the public I appeal. Let all men, not any single umpire, judge whether I have not refuted your charge, and cleared the people called Methodists from the foul aspersions which, without why or wherefore, you had thrown upon them. Let all my countrymen judge which of us have spoken the words of truth and soberness, which has reason on his side, and which has treated the other with a temper suitable to the gospel. If the general voice of mankind gives it against you, I hope you will be henceforth less flippant with your pen. I assure you, as little as you think of it, the Methodists are not such fools as you suppose. But their desire is to live peaceably with all men; and none desires this more than JOHN WESLEY.

01 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of the 'London Chronicle' Date: January 2, 1761, SIR, Of all the seats of woe on this side hell few, I suppose, exceed or even equal Newgate. If any region of horror could exceed it a few years ago, Newgate in Bristol did; so great was the filth, the stench, the misery, and wickedness which shocked all who had a spark of humanity left. How was I surprised, then, when I was there a few weeks ago! (1) Every part of it, above stairs and below, even the pit wherein the felons are confined at night, is as clean and sweet as a gentleman's house; it being now a rule that every prisoner wash and clean his apartment throughly twice a week. (2) Here is no fighting or brawling. If any thinks himself ill-used, the cause is immediately referred to the Keeper, who hears the contending parties face to face and decides the affair at once. (3) The usual grounds of quarrelling are removed; for it is very rarely that any one cheats or wrongs another, as being sure, if anything of this kind is discovered, to be committed to a closer confinement. (4) Here is no drunkenness suffered, however advantageous it might be to the Keeper as well as the tapster. (5) Nor any whoredom, the women prisoners being narrowly observed and kept separate from the men; nor is any woman of the town now admitted no, not at any price. (6) All possible care is taken to prevent idleness: those who are willing to work at their callings are provided with tools and materials, partly by the Keeper, who gives them credit at a very moderate profit; partly by the alms occasionally given, which are divided with the utmost prudence and impartiality. Accordingly at this time, among others, a shoemaker, a tailor, a brazier, and a coachmaker are working at their several trades. (7) Only on the Lord's Day they neither work nor play, but dress themselves as clean as they can, to attend the public service in the chapel, at which every person under the roof is present. None is excused unless sick; in which case he is provided gratis both with advice and medicines.

02 To The Author Of The Westminster Journal The New W

John Wesley · None · letter
But 'the Methodist who pretends to be of the Church of England in forms of worship and differs from her in point of doctrine is not, let his presences be what they will, a member of that Church.' Alas, sir! your friends will not thank you for this. You have broke their heads sadly. Is no man of the Church, let him pretend what he will, who differs from her in point of doctrine? Au! obsecro; cave dixeris! Terence's Eunuchus, IV. iii. 14: 'Stop, I beseech you; beware what you say.' I know not but you may stumble upon scandalum magnatum. Terence's Adelphi, 111. iv. 12: 'Libel against persons of exalted rank.' But stay; you will bring them off quickly. 'A truly good man may scruple signing and swearing to Articles that his mind and reason cannot approve of.' But is he a truly good man who does not scruple signing and swearing to Articles which he cannot approve of? However, this does not affect us, for we do not differ from our Church in point of doctrine. But all do who deny justification by faith; therefore, according to you, they are no members of the Church of England. 'Methodists preachers', you allow, 'practice, sign, and swear whatever is required by law' a very large concession; 'but the reserves they have are incommunicable and unintelligible.' Favour us, sir, with a little proof of this; till then I must plead, Not guilty. In whatever I sign or swear to I have no reserve at all. And I have again and again communicated my thoughts on most heads to all mankind; I believe intelligibly, particularly in the Appeals to Men of Reason and Religion. But 'if Methodism, as its professors pretend, be a new discovery in religion' This is a grievous mistake; we pretend no such thing. We aver it is the one old religion; as old as the Reformation, as old as Christianity, as old as Moses, as old as Adam.

02 To The Author Of The Westminster Journal The New W

John Wesley · None · letter
'They ought to discover the whole ingredients of which their nostrum is composed; and have it enrolled in the public register, to be perused by all the world.' It is done. The whole ingredients of Methodism (so called) have been discovered in print over and over; and they are enrolled in a public register, the Bible, from which we extracted them at first. 'Else they ought not to be tolerated.' We allow it, and desire toleration on no other terms. 'Nor should they be suffered to add or alter one grain different from what is so registered.' Most certainly. We ought neither to add or diminish, nor alter whatever is written in that Book. I wish, sir, before you write concerning the Methodists again, you would candidly read some of their writings. Common report is not a sure rule of judging; I should be unwilling to judge of you thereby. To sum up the matter. The whole ingredients of our religion are love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, fidelity, meekness, temperance. Against these, I think, there is no law; and, therefore, I still apprehend they may be tolerated at least, in a Christian country. I am, sir, Your sincere well-wisher.

03 To Dorothy Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dorothy Furly Date: NORWICH, January 18, 1761. MY DEAR SISTER, I have sometimes wondered that not one of all the clergymen we have known should ever cleave to me for God's sake, nor one man of learning, which would ease me exceedingly. Tommy Walsh designed it; But death had quicker wings than love. Perhaps it was not best, because I am so immeasurably apt to pour out all my soul into any that loves me. It is well for Sister Clarke Mary Clarke had a small house in Christopher Alley, Moorfields, where Sarah Ryan and Sarah Crosby boarded with her, and where Miss Bosanquet stayed as a girl. See Tyerman's Wesley, ii. 286. that she is landed safe. And it is well for us, who are still amidst the waves, that He is with us whom the winds and the seas obey. He is steering you to the haven where you would be. You may well trust your soul with Him and let him do with you as seemeth Him good. Certainly nothing can be of greater importance than the behaviour both of those who are renewed and of those who are known to be pressing after it. You have need to weigh every step you take. When and where do you meet now? and who are they that meet? Pray send the enclosed to your neighbour; and let all of you love and pray for Your affectionate brother.

04 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: LONDON, February 14, 1761. MY DEAR SISTER, Miss Bosanquet gave me yours on Wednesday night. Hitherto, I think you have not gone too far. You could not well do less. I apprehend all you can do more is, when you meet again, to tell them simply, 'You lay me under a great difficulty. The Methodists do not allow of women preachers; neither do I take upon me any such character. But I will just nakedly tell you what is in my heart.' This will in a great measure obviate the grand objection and prepare for J. Hampson's coming. I do not see that you have broken any law. Go on calmly and steadily. If you have time, you may read to them the Notes on any chapter before you speak a few words, or one of the most awakening sermons, as other women have done long ago. The work of God goes on mightily here both in conviction and conversion. This morning I have spoken with four or five who seem to have been set at liberty within this month. I believe within five weeks six in one class have received remission of sins and five in one band received a second blessing. Wesley had been visiting the classes in London during the week. Peace be with you all! I am Your affectionate brother.

05 To Mr G R Alias R A Alias M K Alias R W

John Wesley · None · letter
In your third letter you say: 'None of the principles of the Methodists have a more fatal tendency than the doctrine of Assurance.' I allow it; and it is past your skill to prove that this has any fatal tendency at all, unless as you wonderfully explain it in the following words: 'They insist that themselves are sure of salvation, but that all others are in a damnable state!' Who do? Not I, nor any that I know but Papists. Therefore all that you add to disprove this, which no one affirms, is but beating the air, 'But St. Paul commands us to pass the time of our sojourning here in fear.' Indeed, he does not; your memory fails: but St. Peter does, and that is as well.

06 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of the 'London Chronicle' Date: LONDON, February 19, 1761. SIR, Is it not surprising that every person of understanding does not discern at the very first view that the tract entitled A Caveat against the Methodists is in reality a Caveat against the Protestants? Do not the arguments conclude (if they conclude at all), not against the Methodists only, but against the whole body of Protestants? The names, indeed, of Mr. Whitefield and Mr. Wesley are used; but this is mere finesse! Greater men are designed, and all along are wounded through our sides. I was long in hopes of seeing an answer to this artful performance from someone of more leisure as well as abilities, and some whose name would have recommended his work. For that thought has something of truth in it, Oh what a tuneful wonder seized the throng When Marlbro's conquering name alarmed the foe! Had Whiznowisky Duke Michael Wisnowiski, son of a famous general, was a weak man elected king in 1668 by the Poles, and was a mere puppet in their hands: 'infirm in body and weak in mind, without influence, because without courage and riches,' 'an object of somewhat contemptuous homage.' He died in 1674. See W.H.S. vii. 115-16. 1ed the armies on, The General's scarecrow name had foiled each blow. However, who knows but reason for once may be stronger than prejudice? And many may forget my scarecrow name, and mind not who speaks but what is spoken. I am pleading now not for Methodists only, but for the whole body of Protestants; first for the Church of England, then for the Protestants of every denomination: in doing which I shall first give the substance of each section of the Romish tract; secondly an answer, and retort it upon the members of the Church of Rome. Oh that this may incite some more skilful advocate to supply my lack of service! 'The Methodists' (Protestants) 'are not the people of God; they are not true gospel Christians; nor is their new raised Society the true Church of Christ, nor any part of it' .

06 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
I answer: It is true 'all these promises, prophecies, and characters point out a society founded by Christ Himself, and by His commission propagated throughout the world, which should flourish till time should end.' And such is the Catholic Church that is, the whole body of men, endued with faith working by love, dispersed over the whole earth, in Europe, Asia, Africa, and America. And this Church is 'ever one.' In all ages and nations it is the one body of Christ. It is 'ever holy'; for no unholy man can possibly be a member of it. It is 'ever orthodox'; so is every holy man in all things necessary to salvation; 'secured against error' in things essential 'by the perpetual presence of Christ; and ever directed by the Spirit of Truth' in the truth that is after godliness. This Church has 'a perpetual succession of pastors and teachers divinely appointed and divinely assisted.' And there has never been wanting in the Reformed Churches such a succession of pastors and teachers, men both divinely appointed and divinely assisted; for they convert sinners to God a work none can do unless God Himself doth appoint them thereto and assist them therein; therefore every part of this character is applicable to them. Their teachers are the proper successors of those who have delivered down through all generations the faith once delivered to the saints; and their members have true spiritual communion with the 'one holy' society of true believers. Consequently, although they are not the whole 'people of God,' yet are they an undeniable part of His people. On the contrary, the Church of Rome in its present form was not 'founded by Christ Himself.' All the doctrines and practices wherein she differs from us were not instituted by Christ; they were unknown to the ancient Church of Christ; they are unscriptural, novel corruptions: neither is that Church 'propagated throughout the world.' Therefore, if either antiquity or universality be essential thereto, the Church of Rome cannot be 'the true Church of Christ.' Nor is the Church of Rome one; it is not in unity with itself; it is to this day torn with numberless divisions. And it is impossible it should be 'the one Church,' unless a part can be the whole; seeing the Asiatic, the African, and the Muscovite Churches (to name no more) never were contained in it.

06 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
'But this commission has not been conveyed to Protestant preachers either of these ways. Not immediately from God Himself; for how do they prove it? By what miracles? Neither by men deriving authority from the Apostles through the channel of the Church. And they stand divided in communion from all Churches that have any pretensions to antiquity. Their doctrine of Justification by Faith Alone was anathematized at its first appearance by the undoubted heirs of the Apostles, the pastors of the apostolic Churches; consequently they are sent by no other but him who sent all the false prophets from the beginning.' (Pages 8-9.) I answer, 'from what has been already demonstrated,' that nothing will follow; for you have demonstrated just nothing. Now for your 'farther' proof. 'The true ministers came down by succession from the Apostles.' So do the Protestant ministers if the Romish do; the English in particular; as even one of yourselves, F. Courayer, Peter F. Courayer (1681-1776), the Roman Catholic professor, wrote A Defence of the Validity of the English Ordinations in 1723; and had to take refuge in England in 1728, where he joined the English Church. has irrefragably proved. 'All power in the Church of Christ comes from Him; either immediately from Himself, or from men who have the authority handed down to them from the Apostles. But this commission has not been conveyed to the Protestant preachers either of these ways: not immediately; for by what miracles do they prove it?' So said Cardinal Bellarmine long ago. Neither 'by men deriving authority from the Apostles.' Read F. Courayer, and know better. Neither are the Protestants 'divided from' any 'Churches' who have true 'pretensions to antiquity.' But 'their doctrine of Justification by Faith Alone was anathematized at its first appearance by the undoubted heirs of the Apostles, the pastors of the apostolic Church.' By the prelates at the Council of Trent it was; who thereby anathematized the Apostle Paul, to all intents and purposes. Here you throw off the mask; otherwise you might have passed for a Protestant a little longer. 'Consequently they are sent by no other but him who sent all the false prophets from the beginning.' Sir, we thank you. This is really a very modest assertion for the subject of a Protestant king.

08 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: LEEDS, March 24, 1761. MY DEAR BROTHER, I stepped over from Manchester hither yesterday, and am to return thither to-morrow. He preached at Manchester at 5 a.m., and reached Leeds about 5 p.m. See Journal, iv. 445. I cannot fix my route through Scotland till I hear from Mr. Gillies Dr. John Gillies, of the College Church, Glasgow. See Journal, iv. 62-3, 117.; but I expect to be at Aberdeen in four or five weeks and at Newcastle about the middle of May. My best friend (such she undoubtedly is in a sense) remains still in London. See next letter. I do not expect any change till the approach of death; and I am content. With regard to me all is well. John Nelson and John Manners John Manners's health gave way under the strain of a preacher's life. He died at York in 1764. See Journal, iv. 515-18, v. 58, 67; and letter of July 28, 1775, to John King. both write to me from York that they wish T. Olivers See letters of March 24, 1757, and April 25, 1761, to him. would spend some time longer in the Newcastle Circuit. I wish so too. I think it would be better for himself and for many others. O let us follow after the things which make for peace! I am Yours affectionately. Alas! Alas! So poor Jacob Rowell says: 'Mr. Wesley has nothing to do with his Round; and all the Societies in it but Barnard Castle are willing to separate.' In God's name, let one of you go into that Round without delay!

11 To George Downing

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Downing Date: LIVERPOOL, April 6, 1761. I think it great pity that the few clergymen in England who preach the three grand scriptural doctrines Original Sin, Justification by Faith, and Holiness consequent thereon should have any jealousies or misunderstandings between them. What advantage must this give to the common enemy! What an hindrance is it to the great work wherein they are all engaged! How desirable is it that there should be the most open, avowed intercourse between them! So far, indeed, as they judge it would be for the glory of God, they may openly declare wherein they disagree. But surely, if they are ashamed to own one another in the faces of all mankind, they are ashamed of Christ, they are ashamed of Him that sends if they dare not avow whom He has sent. Excuses, indeed, will never be wanting. But will these avail before God? For many years I have been labouring after this labouring to unite, not scatter, the messengers of God. Not that I want anything from them. As God has enabled me to stand almost alone for these twenty years, I doubt not but He will enable me to stand either with them or without them. But I want all to be helpful to each other, and all the world to know we are so. Let them know who is on the Lord's side. You, I trust, will always be of that number. O let us preach and live the whole gospel! The grace of our Lord be with your spirit! I am, dear sir, Your ever affectionate brother and servant.

12 To The Earl Of Dartmouth

John Wesley · None · letter
A guardian of what? What is it that you have 'deliberately engaged yourself to defend'? The constitution of the Church of England. And is not her doctrine a main part of this constitution? a far more essential part thereof than any rule of external order? Of this, then, you are a formal guardian; and you have deliberately engaged yourself to defend it. But have you deliberately engaged to defend her orders to the destruction of her doctrine? Are you a guardian of this external circumstance when it tends to destroy the substance of her constitution? And if you are engaged, at all events, to defend her order, are you also to defend the abuse of it? Surely no. Your rank, your station, your honour, your conscience, all engage you to oppose this. (5) 'But how can it consist with the duty arising from all these to give encouragement, countenance, and support to principles and practices that are a direct renunciation of the established constitution, and that in their genuine issue' (or natural tendency) 'are totally subversive of it?' Are the principles of those clergymen a direct renunciation of the established constitution? Are their practices so? Are either the one or the other 'totally subversive of it'? Not so: their fundamental principles are the very principles of the Established Church. So is their practice too; save in a very few points, wherein they are constrained to deviate. Therefore it is no ways inconsistent with your duty to encourage, countenance, and support them; especially seeing they have no alternative. They must either be thus far irregular or destroy their own souls, and let thousands of their brethren perish for lack of knowledge. (6) Nay, but their 'principles and practices are of this character. For (I) They gather congregations and exercise their ministerial office therein in every part of this kingdom, directly contrary to the restraint laid on them at their ordination and to the design of that parochial distribution of duty settled throughout this nation. (ii) They maintain it lawful for men to preach who are not episcopally ordained, and thereby contradict the Twenty-third Article. (iii) They disclaim all right in the bishops to control them in any of these matters, and say that, rather than be so controlled, they would renounce all communion with this Church. (iv) These principles they industriously propagate among their followers.'

12 To The Earl Of Dartmouth

John Wesley · None · letter
I answer: (I) They do gather congregations everywhere and exercise their ministerial office therein. But this is not contrary to any restraint which was laid upon them at their ordination; for they were not ordained to serve any particular parish. And it is remarkable that Lincoln College was founded ad propagandam Christianam fidem et extirpandas haereses. 'For propagating the Christian faith and extirpating heresies.' See letter of June 17, 1746, sect. 111. 5. But were it otherwise, suppose a parish minister to be either ignorant or negligent of his duty, and one of his flock adjures me for Christ's sake to tell him what he must do to be saved, was it ever the design of our Church that I should refuse to do it because he is not of my parish? '(ii) They maintain it lawful for men to preach who are not episcopally ordained.' In some circumstances they do; particularly where thousands are rushing into destruction, and those who are ordained and appointed to watch over them neither care for nor know how to help them. 'But hereby they contradict the Twenty-third Article, to which they have subscribed.' They subscribed it in the simplicity of their hearts, when they firmly believed none but Episcopal ordination valid. But Bishop Stillingfleet has since fully convinced them this was an entire mistake. See letter of July 16, 1755. '(iii) They disclaim all right in the bishops to control them in any of these matters.' In every point of an indifferent nature they obey the bishops for conscience' sake; but they think Episcopal authority cannot reverse what is fixed by divine authority. Yet they are determined never to renounce communion with the Church unless they are cast out headlong. If it be said, 'Nay, but if I varied from the Church at all, I would throw off my gown and be a professed Dissenter,' what! would you profess to dissent when you did not? If you would, they dare not do it. They love the Church, and therefore keep to all her doctrine and rules as far as possibly they can; and if they vary at all, it shall not be an hair's breadth farther than they cannot help. '(iv) These principles they industriously propagate among their followers.' Indeed they do not: the bulk of their followers know just nothing of the matter.

12 To The Earl Of Dartmouth

John Wesley · None · letter
'(iv) These principles they industriously propagate among their followers.' Indeed they do not: the bulk of their followers know just nothing of the matter. They industriously propagate among them nothing but inward and outward holiness. (7) 'Now these are oppositions to the most fundamental principles and essentially constituent parts of our Establishment; and not of ours only, but of every ecclesiastical Establishment that is or ever has been in the Christian world.' 'The most fundamental principles'! No more than the tiles are the most fundamental principles of an house. Useful, doubtless, they are; yet you must take them off if you would repair the rotten timber beneath. 'Essentially constituent parts of our Establishment'! Well, we will not quarrel for a word. Perhaps the doors may be essentially constituent parts of the building we call a church. Yet, if it were on fire, we might innocently break them open or even throw them for a time off the hinges. Now this is really the case. The timber is rotten yea, the main beams of the house; and they want to place that firm beam, salvation by faith, in the room of salvation by works. A fire is kindled in the Church, the house of the living God: the fire of love of the world, ambition, covetousness, envy, anger, malice, bitter zeal in one word, of ungodliness and unrighteousness. Oh who will come and help to quench it? Under disadvantages and discouragements of every kind, a little handful of men have made a beginning; and I trust they will not leave off till the building is saved or they sink in the ruins of it. 4. To sum up the whole. A few irregular men openly witness those truths of God which the regular clergy (a few excepted) either suppress or wholly deny. Their word is accompanied with the power of God, convincing and converting sinners. The word of those is not accompanied with power: it neither wounds nor heals. The former witness the truth and the power of God by their own life and conversation: therefore the world, men who know not God, hate them and speak all manner of evil against them falsely. The latter are of the world: therefore the world loves its own and speaks honourably of them.

12 To The Earl Of Dartmouth

John Wesley · None · letter
Which of these ought you to hear, those who declare or those who deny the truth of God? that word which is the power of God unto salvation, or that which lulls men on to destruction? the men who live as well as preach the gospel, or those whose lives are no better than their doctrine? 'But they are irregular.' I answer: (1) That is not their choice. They must either preach irregularly or not at all. (2) Is such a circumstance of weight to turn the scale against the substance of the gospel? If it is, if none ought to speak or hear the truth of God unless in a regular manner, then (to mention but one consequence) there never could have been any reformation from Popery. For here the entire argument for Church order would have stood in its full force. Suppose one had asked a German nobleman to hear Martin Luther preach; might not his priest have said (without debating whether he preached the truth or not): 'My lord, in every nation there must be some settled order of government, ecclesiastical and civil. There is an ecclesiastical order established in Germany. You are born under this Establishment. Your ancestors supported it, and your very rank and station constitute you a formal and eminent guardian of it. How, then, can it consist with the duty arising from all these to give encouragement, countenance, and support to principles and practices that are a direct renunciation of the established constitution?' Had the force of this reasoning been allowed, what had become of the Reformation? Yet it was right; though it really was a subversion of the whole ecclesiastical constitution with regard to doctrine as well as discipline. Whereas this is no such thing. The doctrine of the Established Church, which is far the most essential part of her constitution, these preachers manifestly confirm, in opposition to those who subvert it. And it is the opposition made to them by those subverters which constrains them in some respects to deviate from her discipline; to which in all others they conform for conscience. Oh what pity that any who preach the same doctrine, and whom those subverters have not yet been able to thrust out, should join with them against their brethren in the common faith and fellow witnesses of the common salvation! I am, dear sir, Your willing servant for Christ's sake.

16 To John Hosmer

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Hosmer NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, June 7, 1761. MY DEAR BROTHER, I apprehend, if you will give another careful reading to those four pages, 244-7, Thoughts on Christian Perfection. See letter of June 23, 1760. you will find all your objections anticipated or answered. However, I do not think much of answering them over again. Your words are: 'You say, "A mistake is not a sin, if love is the sole principle of action; yet it is a transgression of the perfect law"; therefore perfect love is not the perfect law'! Most sure; for by 'the perfect law' I mean that given to Adam at his creation. But the loving God with all his heart was not the whole of that law: it implied abundantly more; even thinking, speaking, and acting right in every instance, which he was then able, and therefore obliged, to do. But none of his descendants are able to do this; therefore love is the fulfilling of their law. Perhaps you had not adverted to this. The law of love, which is the whole law given to us, is only one branch of that perfect law which was given to Adam in the beginning. His law was far wider than ours, as his faculties were more extensive. Consequently many things might be transgressions of the latter which were not of the former. 'But if ignorance be a transgression of the perfect law.' Whoever said or thought so? Ignorance is not, but mistake is. And this Adam was able to avoid; that kind of ignorance which was in him not constraining him to mistake, as ours frequently does. 'But is "a voluntary transgression of a known law" a proper definition of sin?' I think it is of all such sin as is imputed to our condemnation. And it is a definition which has passed uncensured in the Church for at least fifteen hundred years. To propose any objections that naturally arise is right; but beware you do not seek objections. If you once begin this, you will never have done. Indeed, this whole affair is a strife of words. The thing is plain. All in the body are liable to mistakes, practical as well as speculative. Shall we call them sins or no? I answer again and again, Call them just what you please.

20 To Alexander Coates

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Coates Date: OTLEY, July 7, 1761. Source: The Letters of John Wesley (1761) MY DEAR BROTHER, The perfection I teach is perfect love: loving God with all the heart; receiving Christ as Prophet, Priest, and King, to reign alone over all our thoughts, words, and actions. The Papists neither teach nor believe this: give even the devil his due. They teach there is no perfection here which is not consistent with venial sins; and among venial sins they commonly reckon simple fornication. Now, I think this is so far from the perfection I teach, that it does not come up to any but Mr. Relly's perfection. To say Christ will not reign alone in our hearts in this life, will not enable us to give Him all our hearts this in my judgement is making Him an half-Saviour. He can be no more, if He does not quite save us from our sins. I pray, then, be not quite so peremptory. Who exalts Christ most? those who call on Him to be the sole Monarch of the heart, or those who allow Him only to share the power and to govern most of the thoughts and tempers? Who honour Him most? those who believe He heals all our sickness, takes away all our ungodliness, or those who say, He heals only the greater part of it, till death does what He cannot do? I know no creature (of us) who says, 'Part of our salvation belongs to Christ and part to us.' No; we all say, Christ alone saves us from all sin; and your question is not about the Author but the measure of salvation. Both agree it is all Christ; but is it all salvation or only half salvation He will give? Who was Pelagius? By all I can pick up from ancient authors, I guess he was both a wise and an holy man. But we know nothing but his name; for his writings are all destroyed, not one line of them left. But, Brother Coates, this way of talking is highly offensive. I advise you (1) If you are willing to labour with us, preach no doctrine contrary to ours. I have preached twenty years in some of Mr. Whitefield's Societies; yet to this day I never contradicted him among his own people.

20 To Alexander Coates

John Wesley · None · letter
Whitefield's Societies; yet to this day I never contradicted him among his own people. I did not think it honest, neither necessary at all. I could preach salvation by faith, and leave all controversy untouched. I advise you (2) Avoid all those strong, rhetorical exclamations 'Oh horrid! Oh dreadful!' and the like, unless when you are strongly exhorting sinners to renounce the devil and all his works. (3) Acquaint yourself better with the doctrine we preach, and you will find it not dreadful but altogether lovely. (4) Observe that if forty persons think and speak wrong, either about justification or sanctification (and perhaps fancy they have attained both), this is no objection to the doctrines themselves. They must bear their own burthen. But this does not at all affect the point in question. (5) Remember, as sure as you are that 'believers cannot fall from grace,' others (wise and holy men too) are equally sure they can; and you are as much obliged to bear with them as they are to bear with you. (6) Abstain from all controversy in public. Indeed, you have not a talent for it. You have an honest heart, but not a clear head. Practical religion is your point; therefore (7) Keep to this: repentance toward God, faith in Christ, holiness of heart and life, a growing in grace and in the knowledge of Christ, the continual need of His atoning blood, a constant confidence in Him, and all these every moment to our life's end. In none of these will any of our preachers contradict you or you them. When you leave this plain path and get into controversy, then they think you 'invade the glories of our adorable King and the unspeakable rights and privileges and comforts of His children'; and can they then 'tamely hold their peace'? O Sander, know the value of peace and love! I am Your affectionate brother.

22 To Ebenezer Blackwell

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To Ebenezer Blackwell Date: NORWICH, August 15, 1761. Mr. Venn See previous letter, and that of June 22, 1763. Venn was present at the Conference in Leeds on Aug. 10, 1762. and I have had some hours' conversation together, and have explained upon every article. I believe there is no bone of contention remaining, no matter of offence, great or small. Indeed, fresh matter will arise if it be sought; but it shall not be sought by me. We have amicably compromised the affair of preaching. He is well pleased that the preachers should come once a month. That story was one of those which we cleared up. But Mr. Oddie James Oddie, one of Wesley's ablest and most judicious preachers. He entered into trade at Yarm, and married, as his second wife, Mrs. Colbeck, of Keighley, from whom he was separated in 1785. For a short time he preached at Dewsbury in connexion with John Atlay. see Journal, iv. 531; Atmore's Memorial, pp. 298-300; and letter of Feb. 13, 1762. (the person of whom it was told) will be in town next week, and can himself give you full satisfaction concerning it. On this day se'nnight I hope to be in town, and tomorrow se'nnight at West Street Chapel. With sincere love to Mrs. Blackwell and Mrs. Dewal, I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant. I thank you for sending me the letters.

23 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: LONDON, September 8, 1761. Excepto, quod non simul esses, caetera laeti. Horace's Epistles, 1. x. 50: 'Our minds with this exception gay, That you, our friend, were far away.' The Minutes John Jones can help you to, who sets out hence in two or three days. The right hand of the Lord bringeth mighty things to pass. Not the least of them is that my wife cordially loves T. Maxfield. Why should not Bath be supplied from Bristol? Order it so. I have no objection. They will by that means often have a more able preacher than they would otherwise have. If he does not linger by the way, a preacher may be at Bristol on Thursday night. I do not at all think (to tell you a secret) that the work will ever be destroyed, Church or no Church. What has been done to prevent the Methodists leaving the Church you will see in the Minutes of the Conference. I told you before, with regard to Norwich, dixi. I have done at the last Conference all I can or dare do. Allow me liberty of conscience, as I allow you. On Monday se'nnight I hope to set out for Bristol. My love to Sally. Adieu! I know not what you will do with an exceeding honest mad woman, Mrs. Greer, of Newry, in Ireland, who, I hear, is embarking for Bristol. She comes without her husband's consent. P. Jaco desires to take a journey to Canterbury before he returns to Bristol. I doubt not the Moravians will be courteous. And I fear that is all. Pray tell Brother Sheen See letter of Dec. 26 to Charles Wesley. I am satisfied with his letter. He may stay at Bristol till I come. And be so kind as to tell Isaac I approve of his reasons, and think he ought to go home; but have the Stewards found one fit to succeed him?

24 To Samuel Furly

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To Samuel Furly Date: LONDON, September 8, 1761. That is really a fine passage which you cite from Mr. Ridley. He is an excellent writer. I have often seen that text cleared up before, but never in so convincing a manner. What all our brethren think concerning that circumstance of entire sanctification that it is instantaneous, although a gradual growth in grace both precede and follow it, you may see in the Minutes of the Conference, wherein it was freely debated. Any of the good old Puritans would have been no less amazed had they come into one of our congregations and heard us declare that God willeth every man without exception to be saved. O Sammy, shake off the disputandi cacoethes, and be a quiet, simple, loving Christian! I am, with love to Nancy, Your affectionate friend and brother. You seem to fear receiving any hurt from Mr. Venn. Therefore I fear he does hurt you. To the Rev. Mr. Furly, At Kippax, Near Ferry Bridge, Yorks.

01 To Christopher Hopper Norwich January 18 1762

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To Christopher Hopper NORWICH, January 18, 1762. MY DEAR BROTHER, Public affairs do look exceeding dark, and the clouds gather more and more. See letter of March 1 to him. Yet the Lord sitteth above the water-floods, and remaineth a King for ever. And He (whatever be the lot of His enemies) shall give His people the blessing of peace. If you do not establish good order in the Orphan House, it is pity you should go there. This is the very design of your Master; for this end are you sent. Do just as I would do in every instance if I were in your place. Act just the thing that is right, whoever is pleased or displeased. I hereby give it under my hand I will stand by you with all my might. I am glad you have had a free conversation with T. Olivers. See letter of March 24, 1761. There is good in him, though he is a rough stick of wood. But love can bow down the stubborn neck. By faith and love we shall overcome all things. Peace be with you and yours. I am Your ever affectionate brother. I set out for London to-morrow.

06 To Thomas Rankin

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To Thomas Rankin 2 LONDON, February 20, 1762. MY DEAR BROTHER, By all means go into Sussex again. And you may continue in that circuit till another preacher comes. I trust God has sent you thither for the good of others and of your own soul. Be exact in observing and in enforcing all the Rules of our Society. Then you will see more and more fruit of your labour. I am Your affectionate brother.

09 To Dr Horne

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6. Your last argument against justification by faith alone 'is drawn from the method of God's proceeding at the last day. He will then judge every man "according to his works." If, therefore, works wrought through faith are the ground of the sentence passed upon us in that day, then are they a necessary condition of our justification' : in other words, 'if they are a condition of our final, they are a condition of our present, justification.' I cannot allow the consequence. All holiness must precede our entering into glory. But no holiness can exist till, 'being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.' 7. You next attempt to reconcile the writings of St. Paul with justification by works. In order to this you say: 'In the first three chapters of his Epistle to the Romans he proves that both Jews and Gentiles must have recourse to the gospel of Christ. To this end he convicts the whole world of sin; and having stopped every mouth, he makes his inference, "Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified. We conclude," then, says he, "a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law." But here arise two questions: first, What are the works excluded from justifying secondly, What is the faith which justifies' (Pages 20-2.) 'The works excluded are heathen and Jewish works set up as meritorious. This is evident from hence that heathens and carnal Jews are the persons against whom he is arguing.' Not so: he is arguing against all mankind; he is convicting the whole world of sin. His concern is to stop 'every mouth' by proving that 'no flesh,' none born of a woman, no child of man, can be justified by his own works. Consequently he speaks of all the works of all mankind antecedent to justification, whether Jewish or any other, whether supposed meritorious or not, of which the text says not one word. Therefore all works antecedent to justification are excluded, and faith is set in flat opposition to them. 'Unto him that worketh not, but believeth, his faith is counted to him for righteousness.' 'But what is the faith to which he attributes justification That "which worketh by love"; which is the same with the "new creature," and implies in it the keeping the commandments of God.'

09 To Dr Horne

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10. If in speaking on this important point (such at least it appears to me) I have said anything offensive, any that implies the least degree of anger or disrespect, it was entirely foreign to my intention; nor, indeed, have I any provocation: I have no room to be angry at your maintaining what you believe to be the truth of the gospel; even though I might wish you had omitted a few expressions, Quas aut incuria fudit, Aut humana parum cavit natura. Horace's Ars Poetica, 11. 352-3: 'Such as escaped my notice, or such as may be placed to the account of human infirmity.' In the general, from all I have heard concerning you, I cannot but very highly esteem you in love. And that God may give you both 'a right judgement in all things, and evermore to rejoice in His holy comfort,' is the prayer of, reverend sir, Your affectionate brother and servant.

10 To Matthew Lowes London March 11 1762

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To Matthew Lowes LONDON, March 11, 1762. The Society here has subscribed near pound;300. Your affectionate friend and brother. For letter to S. Furly, March 20, see end of vol. viii.

13 To Samuel Furly May 21 1762

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I wish Mr. Venn may have more and more success. Has he published his book concerning gospel ministers I still think it is not prudence, but high imprudence, for any of those who preach the essential gospel truths to stand aloof from each other. I cannot but judge there ought to be the most cordial and avowed union between them. But I rejoice that the shyness is not, and never was, on my side. I have done all I could; and with a single eye. For as long as God is pleased to continue with me, I want no man living. I have all things and abound. How happy is the man that trusts in Him! I expect our Conference will begin at Leeds on Tuesday the 10th of August. Peace be with you and yours! I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother. To the Rev. Mr. Furly, At Slaithwaite, Near Huddersfield, Yorks.

18 To Samuel Furly Dublin July 30 1762

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To Samuel Furly DUBLIN, July 30, 1762. I do sometimes understand, though I do not answer. This is often the case between you and me. You love dispute, and I hate it. See letter of Sept. 15 to him. You have much time, and I have much work. Non sumus ergo pares. But if you will dispute the point with Nicholas Norton, he is your match. He has both leisure and love for the work. For me, I shall only once more state the case. Here are forty or fifty people who declare (and I can take their word, for I know them well), each for himself, 'God has enabled me to rejoice evermore, and to pray and give thanks without ceasing. He has enabled me to give Him all my heart, which I believe He has cleansed from all sin. I feel no pride, no anger, no desire, no unbelief, but pure love alone.' I ask, 'Do you, then, believe you have no farther need of Christ or His atoning blood' Every one answers, 'I never felt my want of Christ so deeply and strongly as I do now. I feel the want of Christ my Priest as well as King, and receive all I have in and through Him. Every moment I want the merit of His death, and I have it every moment.' But you think, 'They cannot want the merit of His death if they are saved from sin.' They think otherwise. They know and feel the contrary, whether they can explain it or no. There is not one, either in this city or in this kingdom, who does not agree in this.

18 To Samuel Furly Dublin July 30 1762

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Here is a plain fact. You may dispute, reason, cavil about it, just as long as you please. Meantime I know by all manner of proof that these are the happiest and the holiest people in the kingdom. Their light shines before men. They are zealous of good works, and labour to abstain from all appearance of evil. They have the mind that was in Christ, and walk as Christ also walked. And shall I cease to rejoice over these holy, happy men because they mistake in their judgement If they do, I would to God you and I and all mankind were under the same mistake; provided we had the same faith, the same love, and the same inward and outward holiness! I am, dear Sammy, Yours affectionately. Will not you meet us at Leeds on the 10th of August The Conference met there on that date.

21 To Samuel Furly St Ives September 15 1762

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To Samuel Furly ST. IVES, September 15, 1762. So far I can go with you, but no farther. I still say, and without any self-contradiction, I know no persons living who are so deeply conscious of their needing Christ both as Prophet, Priest, and King as those who believe themselves, and whom I believe, to be cleansed from all sin I mean from all pride, anger, evil desire, idolatry, and unbelief. These very persons feel more than ever their own ignorance, littleness of grace, coming short of the full mind that was in Christ, and walking less accurately than they might have done after their divine Pattern; are more convinced of the insufficiency of all they are, have, or do to bear the eye of God without a Mediator; are more penetrated with the sense of the want of Him than ever they were before.

24 To Thomas Maxfield

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But I dislike something which has the appearance of pride, of overvaluing yourselves and undervaluing others, particularly the preachers: thinking not only that they are blind and that they are not sent of God, but even that they are dead dead to God, and walking in the way to hell; that they are going one way, you another; that they have no life in them. Your speaking of yourselves as though you were the only men who knew and taught the gospel; and as if not only all the clergy, but all the Methodists besides, were in utter darkness. I dislike something that has the appearance of enthusiasm, overvaluing feelings and inward impressions: mistaking the mere work of imagination for the voice of the Spirit; expecting the end without the means; and undervaluing reason, knowledge, and wisdom in general. I dislike something that has the appearance of Antinomianism, not magnifying the law and making it honourable; not enough valuing tenderness of conscience and exact watchfulness in order thereto; using faith rather as contradistinguished from holiness than as productive of it. But what I most of all dislike is your littleness of love to your brethren, to your own Society; your want of union of heart with them and bowels of mercies toward them; your want of meekness, gentleness, longsuffering; your impatience of contradiction; your counting every man your enemy that reproves or admonishes you in love; your bigotry and narrowness of spirit, loving in a manner only those that love you; your censoriousness, proneness to think hardly of all who do not exactly agree with you: in one word, your divisive spirit. Indeed, I do not believe that any of you either design or desire a separation; but you do not enough fear, abhor, and detest it, shuddering at the very thought. And all the preceding tempers tend to it and gradually prepare you for it. Observe, I tell you before. God grant you may immediately and affectionately take the warning! 3. As to your outward behaviour, I like the general tenor of your life, devoted to God, and spent in doing good. But I dislike your slighting any, the very least rules of the bands or Society, and your doing anything that tends to hinder others from exactly observing them. Therefore

28 To Samuel Furly London December 20 1762

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To Samuel Furly LONDON, December 20, 1762. I should never have suspected Dr. Sherlock William Sherlock (1641-1707) was then Prebendary of St. Paul's, and became Dean in 1691; he was Master of the Temple 1685-1704. His Vindication of the Doctrine of the Trinity in 1690 was answered by Robert South (1633-1716) in his Animadversions. Sherlock replied with his Defence (1694), and in 1695 Dr. South wrote his Tritheism, accusing Sherlock of that heresy. The contest was sharp, and men of note took part in it on both sides. of writing anything in a burlesque way. He never aimed at it in his controversy with Dr. South, and seemed exceeding angry at his opponent for doing so. Probably he knew himself to be overmatched by the Doctor, and therefore did not care to engage him on his own ground. 'But why should you be angry,' says Dr. South, 'at wit It might have pleased God to make you a wit too.' I think the danger in writing to Bishop Warburton is rather that of saying too much than too little. The least said is the soonest amended, and leaves an ill-natured critic the least to take hold of. I have therefore endeavoured to say as little upon each head as possible. If he replies, I shall say more. But I rather think he will not, unless it be by a side stroke when he writes on some other subject. See letters of Dec. 11, 1762, and March 10,1763.

28 To Samuel Furly London December 20 1762

John Wesley · None · letter
How does the work of God prosper at Huddersfield and Slaithwaite Furly was at Slaithwaite 1762-6. Do you begin to see the fruit of your labours and does your own soul prosper What signifies all but this to save our own souls and them that hear us I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

29 To His Brother Charles London December 23 1762

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To his Brother Charles LONDON, December, 23, 1762. I am satisfied with the learning of John Jones (as there is no point of learning in debate between us) and the judgement of John Matthews, Charles Perronet, and James Morgan. Yet it is certain his admirers will still think him unanswerable. I believe several in London have imagined themselves saved from sin 'upon the word of others'; and these are easily known. For that work does not stand. Such imaginations soon vanish away. Some of these and two or three others are still wild. But I think Mrs. Garbrand For Mrs. Garbrand (whose name is in shorthand), see heading to letter of Sept. 29, 1764, to Ann Foard. exceeds them all. But the matter does not stick here. I could play with all these if I could but set Thomas Maxfield right. He is mali caput et fons 'The head and fountain of the evil.'; so inimitably wrong-headed, and so absolutely unconvincible! And yet (what is exceeding strange) God continues to bless his labours. My kind love to Sally! Adieu! I shall soon try your patience with a long letter.

04 To His Brother Charles

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J. Jones does good. I have seen the Colonel. Colonel Gallatin. See letter of July 19, 1750. James Morgan Morgan was closely associated with Maxfield. See letter of Jan. 8, 1757. has lately been in a violent storm, and is scarce alive. I advise him to retire to Kingswood for a season. We need all your prayers. God is preparing thoroughly to purge His floor. O let us be instant eukairws akairws. 2 Tim. iv. 2: 'in season, out of season.' We join in love to Sally. Adieu! Charles wrote at the back of this letter: 'Himself confirming my prophecy of the Ranters.'

05 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

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To the Editor of the 'London Chronicle' Date: LONDON, February 9, 1763. SIR, I take this opportunity of informing all whom it may concern (1) that Mr. Bell is not a member of our Society; (2) that I do not believe either the end of the world or any signal calamity will be on the 28th instant; and (3) that not one in fifty, perhaps not one in five hundred, of the people called Methodists believe any more than I do either this or any other of his prophecies. I am Your humble servant.

08 To Samuel Furly

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To Samuel Furly Date: NORWICH, March 10, 1763. I have not read Dr. Newton on the Prophecies. But the bare text of the Revelation from the time I first read it satisfied me as to the general doctrine of the Millennium. See letters of Dec. 20, 1762, and March 27, 1764. But of the particulars I am willingly ignorant since they are not revealed. I scarce ever yet repented of saying too little, but frequently of saying too much. To the Bishop I have said more than I usually do, and I believe as much as the occasion requires. But I spare him. If he replies, I shall probably speak more plainly, it not more largely. A notion has lately started up in London, originally borrowed from the Moravians, which quite outshoots my notions of perfection as belonging only to fathers in Christ namely, that every man is saved from all (inward) sin when he is justified, and that there is no sin, neither anger, pride, nor any other, in his heart from that moment unless he loses justifying faith. How will you disprove this position In particular, by what New Testament authority can you overthrow it These questions have puzzled many poor plain people. I should be glad of your answer to them at large. It is a doubt whether I shall be able to leave London this summer, unless now and then for a week or two. Next week I am to return thither. I am, dear Sammy, Yours affectionately.

09 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

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To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post' Date: LONDON, March 18, 1763. SIR, A pert, empty, self-sufficient man, who calls himself 'Philodemas' See letter of Dec. 12, 1760, to the Editor of the London Magazine. (I hope not akin to S. Johnson in the Public Ledger), made use of your paper a few days ago to throw abundance of dirt at the people called Methodists. He takes occasion from the idle prophecy of Mr. Bell, with whom the Methodists have nothing to do, as he is not, nor has been for some time, a member of their Society. Had he advanced anything new or any particular charge, it would have deserved a particular answer. But as his letter contains nothing but dull, stale, general slanders, which have been confuted ten times over, it would be abusing the patience of your readers to say any more concerning it. To Bishop Warburton, bringing particular charges, I have given particular answers; I hope to the satisfaction of every reasonable and impartial man. I am, sir, Your humble servant.

10 To The Countess Of Huntingdon

John Wesley · None · letter
Wishing your Ladyship a continual increase of all blessings, I am, my Lady, Your Ladyship's servant for Christ's sake.

12 To The Editor Of The London Chronicle

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To the Editor of the 'London Chronicle' Date: LONDON, April 5, 1763. SIR, Some time since, I heard a man in the street bawling, 'The Scripture Doctrine of Imputed Righteousness asserted and maintained by the Rev. John Wesley!' I was a little surprised, not having published anything on the head; and more so when, upon reading it over, I found not one line of it was mine, though I remembered to have read something like it. Soon after (to show what I really do maintain) I published Thoughts on the Imputed Righteousness of Christ, mentioning therein that 'pious fraud' which constrained me so to do. The modest author of the former publication now prints a second edition of it, and faces me down before all the world yea, and proves that it is mine. Would you not wonder by what argument Oh, the plainest in the world. 'There is not,' says he, 'the least fraud in the publication nor imposition on Mr. Wesley; for the words are transcribed from the ninth and tenth volumes of his Christian Library.' But the Christian Library is not Mr. Wesley's writing: it is 'Extracts from and Abridgements of' other writers; the subject of which I highly approve, but I will not be accountable for every expression. Much less will I father eight pages of I know not what which a shameless man has picked out of that work, tacked together in the manner he thought good, and then published in my name. He puts me in mind of what occurred some years since. A man was stretching his throat near Moorfields and screaming out, 'A full and true Account of the Death of the Rev. George Whitefield!' One took hold of him, and said, 'Sirrah! what do you mean Mr. Whitefield is yonder before you.' He shrugged up his shoulders, and said, 'Why, sir, an honest man must do something to turn a penny.' I am, sir, Your humble servant.

13 To Miss March

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To Miss March Date: LONDON, April 7, 1763. The true gospel touches the very edge both of Calvinism and Antinomianism; so that nothing but the mighty power of God can prevent our sliding either into the one or the other. The nicest point of all which relates to Christian perfection is that which you inquire of. Thus much is certain: they that love God with all their heart and all men as themselves are scripturally perfect. And surely such there are; otherwise the promise of God would be a mere mockery of human weakness. Hold fast this. But then remember, on the other hand, you have this treasure in an earthen vessel; you dwell in a poor, shattered house of clay, which presses down the immortal spirit. Hence all your thoughts, words, and actions are so imperfect, so far from coming up to the standard (that law of love which, but for the corruptible body, your soul would answer in all instances), that you may well say till you go to Him you love: Every moment, Lord, I need The merit of Thy death. To a Friend 4 LONDON, May 1763. At your instance I undertake the irksome task of looking back upon things which I wish to forget for ever. I have had innumerable proofs (though such as it would now be an endless task to collect together) of all the facts which I recite. And I recite them as briefly as possible, because I do not desire to aggravate anything, but barely to place it in a true light. 1. Mr. Maxfield was justified while I was praying with him in Baldwin Street, Bristol. For his conversion, see letter of May 28, 1739. 2. Not long after, he was employed by me as a preacher in London. 3. Hereby he had access to Mrs. Maxfield, Miss Elizabeth Branford, one of the firstfruits of Whitefield's ministry in London. She died on Nov. 23, 1777. whom otherwise he was never likely to see, much less to marry; from whence all his outward prosperity had its rise.

13 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
17. Receiving this, he said, 'I will preach at Snowsfields.' He did so, and thereby renounced connection. On this point, and no other, we divided; by this act the knot was cut. Resolving to do this, he told Mr. Clementson, 'I am to preach at the Foundry no more.' 18. From this time he has spoke all manner of evil of me, his father, his friend, his greatest earthly benefactor. I cite Mr. Fletcher See Life and Times of the Countess of Huntingdon, i. 321-2. for one witness of this, and Mr. Madan for another. Did he speak evil of me to Mr. Fletcher one day only Nay, but every day for six weeks together. To Mr. Madan he said (among a thousand other things, which he had been twenty years raking together), 'Mr. Wesley believed and countenanced all which Mr. Bell said; and the reason of our parting was this: he said to me one day, "Tommy, I will tell the people you are the greatest gospel preacher in England; and you shall tell them I am the greatest." For refusing to do this Mr. Wesley put me away!' Now, with perfect calmness, and I verily think without the least touch of prejudice, I refer to your own judgment what connection I ought to have with Mr. Maxfield, either till I am satisfied these things are not so or till he is thoroughly sensible of his fault.

18 To Henry Venn

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Venn Date: BIRMINGHAM, June 22, 1763. REVEREND AND DEAR SIR, Having at length a few hours to spare, I sit down to answer your last, which was particularly acceptable to me, because it was wrote with so great openness. I shall write with the same. And herein you and I are just fit to converse together, because we both like to speak blunt and plain, without going a great way round about. I shall likewise take this opportunity of explaining myself on some other heads. I want you to understand me inside and out. Then I say, Sic sum: si placeo, utere. Terence's Phormio, iii. ii. 42: 'Such I am: if you like me, use me.' Were I allowed to boast myself a little, I would say, I want no man living I mean, none but those who are now connected with me, and who bless God for that connection. With these I am able to go through every part of the work to which I am called. Yet I have labored after union with all whom I believe to be united with Christ. I have sought it again and again, but in vain. They were resolved to stand aloof. And when one and another sincere minister of Christ has been inclined to come nearer to me, others have diligently kept them off, as though thereby they did God service. To this poor end the doctrine of Perfection has been brought in head and shoulders. And when such concessions were made as would abundantly satisfy any fair and candid man, they were no nearer rather farther off, for they had no desire to be satisfied. To make this dear breach wider and wider, stories were carefully gleaned up, improved, yea invented and retailed, both concerning me and 'the perfect ones.' And when anything very bad has come to hand, some have rejoiced as though they had found great spoils.

18 To Henry Venn

John Wesley · None · letter
By this means, chiefly, the distance between you and me has increased ever since you came to Huddersfield, and perhaps it has not been lessened by that honest, well-meaning man Mr. Burnett G. Burnett, Vicar of Elland. and by others, who have talked largely of my dogmaticalness, love of power, errors, and irregularities. My dogmaticalness is neither more nor less than a 'custom of coming to the point at once,' and telling my mind flat and plain without any preface or ceremony. I could, indeed, premise something of my own imbecility, littleness of judgment, and the like: but (1) I have no time to lose, I must dispatch the matter as soon as possible; (2) I do not think it frank or ingenuous I think these prefaces are mere artifice. The power I have I never sought. It was the undesired, unexpected result of the work God was pleased to work by me. I have a thousand times sought to devolve it on others; but as yet I cannot. I therefore suffer it till I can find any to ease me of my burthen. If any one will convince me of my errors, I will heartily thank him. I believe all the Bible as far as I understand it, and am ready to be convinced. If I am an heretic, I became such by reading the Bible. All my notions I drew from thence; and with little help from men, unless in the single point of Justification by Faith. But I impose my notions upon none: I will be bold to say there is no man living farther from it. I make no opinion the term of union with any man: I think, and let think. What I want is holiness of heart and life. They who have this are my brother, sister, and mother. 'But you hold Perfection.' True that is, loving God with all our heart, and serving Him with all our strength. I teach nothing more, nothing less than this. And whatever infirmity, defect, anomia, is consistent with this any man may teach, and I shall not contradict him.

18 To Henry Venn

John Wesley · None · letter
As to irregularity, I hope none of those who cause it do then complain of it. Will they throw a man into the dirt and beat him because he is dirty Of all men living those clergymen ought not to complain who believe I preach the gospel (as to the substance of it). If they do not ask me to preach in their churches, they are accountable for my preaching in the fields. I come now directly to your letter, in hopes of establishing a good understanding between us. I agreed to suspend for a twelvemonth our stated preaching at Huddersfield, which had been there these many years. If this answered your end, I am glad: my end it did not answer at all. Instead of coming nearer to me, you got farther off. I heard of it from every quarter; though few knew that I did, for I saw no cause to speak against you because you did against me. I wanted you to do more, not less good, and therefore durst not do or say anything to hinder it. And, lest I should hinder it, I will make a farther trial and suspend the preaching at Huddersfield for another year. 1. To clear the case between us a little farther. I must now adopt your words: 'I, no less than you, preach justification by faith only, the absolute necessity of holiness, the increasing mortification of sin, and rejection of all past experiences and attainments. I abhor, as you do, all Antinomian abuse of the doctrine of Christ, and desire to see my people walking even as He walked. Is it, then, worth while, in order to gratify a few bigoted persons or for the sake of the minute differences between us,' to encourage 'all the train of evils which follow contention for opinions in little matters as much as in great' 2. If I was as strenuous with regard to perfection on one side as you have been on the other, I should deny you to be a sufficient preacher; but this I never did. And yet I assure you I can advance such reasons for all I teach as would puzzle you and all that condemn me to answer; but I am sick of disputing. Let them beat the air and triumph without an opponent.

18 To Henry Venn

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3. 'None, you say, preach in your houses who do not hold the very same doctrine with you.' This is not exactly the case. You are welcome to preach in any of those houses, as I know we agree in the main points; and whereinsoever we differ you would not preach there contrary to me. 'But would it not give you pain to have any other teacher come among those committed to your charge, so as to have your plan disconcerted, your labors depreciated, and the affections of your flock alienated' It has given me pain when I had reason to fear this was done, both at Leeds, Birstall, and elsewhere. And I was 'under a temptation of speaking against you'; but I refrained even among my intimate friends. So far was I from publicly warning my people against one I firmly believed to be much better than myself. 4. Indeed, I trust 'the bad blood is now taken away.' Let it return no more. Let us begin such a correspondence as has never been yet; and let us avow it before all mankind. Not content with not weakening each other's hands, or speaking against each other directly or indirectly (which may be effectually done under the notion of exposing this and that error), let us defend each other's characters to the uttermost against either ill or well-meaning evil-speakers. I am not satisfied with 'Be very civil to the Methodists, but have nothing to do with them.' No: I desire to have a league offensive and defensive with every soldier of Christ. We have not only one faith, one hope, one Lord, but are directly engaged in one warfare. We are carrying the war into the devil's own quarters, who therefore summons all his hosts to war. Come, then, ye that love Him, to the help of the Lord, to the help of the Lord against the mighty! I am now wellnigh miles emeritus senex, sexagenarius 'A worn-out old warrior, who has seen his sixtieth year.'; yet I trust to fight a little longer. Come and strengthen the hands till you supply the place of Your weak but affectionate brother.

25 To Lady Frances Gardiner

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Frances Gardiner Date: WELLING, November 2, 1763, MY DEAR LADY, You are again a messenger of glad tidings. Many were formerly of opinion that our preaching would not be received in North Britain, and that we could be of no use there. But they had forgotten that the Lord sendeth by whom He will send and that He hath the hearts of all in His hand. I have never seen the fields more white for the harvest than they were from Edinburgh to Aberdeen last summer; and if I live to take another journey into the North, especially if I should have a little more time to spare, I doubt not but I should find an open door as far as Caithness, and perhaps the Isles of Orkney. The harvest surely has not been more plenteous for many hundred years. But there is the same complaint still the laborers are few. We found this particularly at our last Conference. We had none to spare, and very hardly enough to supply our stated circuits. Mr. Roberts Lady Gardiner said in her letter, 'Mr. Roberts's preaching has been remarkably blessed to many in Edinburgh.' see letter of Sept. 3. was allotted for the Newcastle Circuit, whence I have had complaint upon complaint. He ought to have been there long ago. Several congregations have suffered loss for want of him. All our preachers should be as punctual as the sun, never standing still or moving out of their course. I trust your Ladyship is still pressing on to the mark, expecting and receiving blessing upon blessing. Oh how can we sufficiently praise Him who deals so bountifully with us! I am, my dear Lady, Your affectionate servant.

01 To Samuel Furly London January 14 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly LONDON, January 14, 1764. MY DEAR BROTHER, I shall never think much of paying postage of a letter from you. We are all here now in great peace; and God is both widening and deepening His work. In that text I generally consider (1) what is implied in 'gaining the whole world'; (2) what in losing men's own souls; and show (3) what an ill bargain it would be to gain an whole world at that price. See sermon on The Important Question in Works, vi. 493-505; and letter of March 6. I hope you are still pressing on to the mark and counting all things loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ. I am Your affectionate brother.

02 To John Valton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Valton 1 LONDON, January 31, 1764. It is certainly right with all possible care to abstain from all outward evil: But this profits only a little. The inward change is the one thing needful for you. You must be born again, or you will never gain an uniform and lasting liberty. Your whole soul is diseased, or rather dead dead to God, dead in sin. Awake, then, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give you light. To seek for a particular deliverance from one sin only is mere labour lost. If it could be attained, it would be little worth, for another would arise in its place. But, indeed, it cannot before there is a general deliverance from the guilt and power of sin. This is the thing which you want, and which you should be continually seeking for. You want to be justified freely from all things, through the redemption which is in Jesus Christ. It might be of use if you should read over the first volume of Sermons seriously and with prayer. Indeed, nothing will avail without prayer. Pray, whether you can or not. When you are cheerful, and when you are heavy, still pray; pray with many or with few words, or with none at all: you will surely find an answer of peace, and why not now I am Your servant for Christ's sake.

05 To Samuel Furly Lewisham March 6 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly LEWISHAM, March 6, 1764. For eight or ten weeks Mr. Maxfield has been laid up by a lingering illness. This has contributed not a little to the peace of our Society, who in general mind one thing to save their own souls, and seldom strike first, though they sometimes strike again, especially when they are attacked without fear or wit, which has generally been the case. You have encouragement to go on at Slaithwaite, seeing already your labour is not in vain. I hope you add private to public application, visiting the poor people from house to house, and distributing little books. By this means only that deplorable ignorance will be removed.

07 To Thomas Hartley

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Hartley 4 DERBY March 27, 1764. Is this true In what one part of my Journals do I lay down any doubtful, much less exceptionable, marks of the new birth In no part do I lay down those agitations or convulsions as any marks of it at all; nay, I expressly declare the contrary in those very words which the Bishop himself cites from my Journal. I declare, 'These are of a disputable nature: they may be from God; they may be from nature; they may be from the devil.' How is it, then, that you tell all the world Mr. Wesley lays them down in his Journals as marks of the new birth Is it kind Would it not have been far more kind, suppose I had spoken wrong, to tell me of it in a private manner How much more unkind was it to accuse me to all the world of a fault which I never committed!

09 To Various Clergymen

John Wesley · None · letter
But ought this to be Ought not those who are united to one common Head and employed by Him in one common work to be united to each other I speak now of those labourers who are ministers of the Church of England. These are chiefly: Mr. Perronet, Romaine, Newton, Shirley; Mr. Downing, Jesse, Adam; Mr. Talbot, Riland, Stillingfleet, Fletcher; Mr. Johnson, Baddiley, Andrews, Jane; Mr. Hart, Symes, Brown, Rouquet; Mr. Sellon, Cooper, Harmer, Gwen; Mr. Venn, Richardson, Burnett, Furly; Mr. Conyers, Bentley, King; Mr. Berridge, Hicks, John Wesley, Charles Wesley, John Richardson, Benjamin Colley The first edition includes Mr. Crook, Mr. Eastwood, and 'G. W.' Edward Perronet adds, 'Cooper Harmer, Gwen.' : not excluding any other clergyman who agrees in these essentials, I. Original Sin. II. Justification by Faith. III. Holiness of Heart and Life, provided their life be answerable to their doctrine. 'But what union would you desire among these' Not an union in opinions: they might agree or disagree touching absolute decrees on the one hand and perfection on the other. Not an union in expressions: these may still speak of the imputed righteousness and those of the merits of Christ. Not an union with regard to outward order: some may still remain quite regular, some quite irregular, and some partly regular and partly irregular. But, these things being as they are, as each is persuaded in his own mind, is it not a most desirable thing that we should 1. Remove hindrances out of the way not judge one another, not despise one another, not envy one another not be displeased at one another's gifts or success, even though greater than our own not wait for one another's halting, much less wish for it or rejoice therein Never speak disrespectfully, slightly, coldly, or unkindly of each other never repeat each other's faults, mistakes, or infirmities, much less listen for and gather them up never say or do anything to hinder each other's usefulness either directly or indirectly Is it not a most desirable thing that we should 2. Love as brethren think well of and honour one another wish all good, all grace, all gifts, all success, yea greater than our own, to each other expect God will answer our wish, rejoice in every appearance thereof, and praise Him for it readily believe good of each other, as readily as we once believed evil

09 To Various Clergymen

John Wesley · None · letter
Speak respectfully, honourably, kindly of each other defend each other's character speak all the good we can of each other recommend one another where we have influence each help the other on in his work, and enlarge his influence by all the honest means he can This is the union which I have long sought after; and is it not the duty of every one of us so to do Would it not be far better for ourselves a means of promoting both our holiness and happiness Would it not remove much guilt from those who have been faulty in any of these instances and much pain from those who have kept themselves pure Would it not be far better for the people, who suffer severely from the clashings and contentions of their leaders, which seldom fail to occasion many unprofitable, yea hurtful, disputes among them Would it not be better even for the poor, blind world, robbing them of their sport, 'Oh they cannot agree among themselves' Would it not be better for the whole work of God, which would then deepen and widen on every side 'But it will never be; it is utterly impossible.' Certainly it is with men. Who imagines we can do this that it can be effected by any human power All nature is against it, every infirmity, every wrong temper and passion; love of honour and praise, of power, of pre-eminence; anger, resentment, pride; long-contracted habit, and prejudice lurking in ten thousand forms. The devil and all his angels are against it. For if this takes place, how shall his kingdom stand All the world, all that know not God, are against it, though they may seem to favour it for a season. Let us settle this in our hearts, that we may be utterly cut off from all dependence on our own strength or wisdom. But surely 'with God all things are possible'; therefore 'all things are possible to him that believeth': and this union is proposed only to them that believe, that show their faith by their works.

12 To Mrs Woodhouse

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: HUTTON RUDBY, April 23, 1764. MY DEAR SISTER, I have often thought of you since I saw you. Your openness gave me much pleasure, and I found I could speak as freely to you as if we had been acquainted for many years. You seem to me to have suffered loss for want of Christian conversation. Your mind was open to instruction or advice. You did not shun it; rather you panted after it. But, alas, how few had you to advise with! how few to lead you on in the royal way! I believe I do not wrong you when I say your heart is panting after Christ. You desire all that He has purchased for you: A pardon written in His blood, The favour and the peace of God; . . . The speechless awe that dares not move, And all the silent heaven of love. From Hymns and Sacred Poems. See Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, v. 64 And all things are ready! Behold the Lamb of God! Is He not at your right hand Look unto Jesus! Take the blessing! Do not delay! Now is the accepted time! Believe, and all is yours! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother. I shall stay two or three weeks at Newcastle-upon-Tyne. To Mrs. Woodhouse, At Mr. Hutton's, In Epworth, Near Thorne, Yorkshire.

15 To Cradock Glascott

John Wesley · None · letter
To Cradock Glascott 10 NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 13, 1764. If you are not already, it might be of use to you to be acquainted with Mr. Crosse, of Edmund Hall. He has a sound judgement and an excellent temper; and you have need of every help, that you may not lose what God hath wrought, but may have a full reward. A little tract wrote by Bishop Bull, entitled A Companion for Candidates for Holy Orders, Wesley's father says in his Advice to a Young Clergyman: 'Bishop Bull comes next for their subject and way of thinking and arguing: a strong end nervous writer, whose discourses and addresses to his clergy can scarce be too often read' See letter of Feb. 19, 1755. was of much service to me. In order to be well acquainted with the doctrines of Christianity you need but one book (beside the New Testament) Bishop Pearson On the Creed. This I advise you to read and master throughly: it is a library in one volume. But above all be much in prayer, and God will withhold no manner of thing that is good! I am Your affectionate servant. To Mr. Cradock Glascott, Jesus College, Oxon.

16 To The Countess Of Huntingdon

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Countess of Huntingdon 11 NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 16, 1764. MY DEAR LADY, I am much obliged to your Ladyship for your encouraging answer, which plainly speaks an heart devoted to God and longing for the furtherance of His kingdom. I have likewise received an exceeding friendly letter from Mr. Hart, See Journal, v. 63-4; and letter of July 11, 1763. testifying a great desire of union between the preachers of the gospel. Only he carries the point considerably farther than I do, proposing a free debate concerning our several opinions. Now this, I fear, we are not yet able to bear: I fear it might occasion some sharpness of expression, if not of spirit too, which might tear open the wounds before they are fully closed. I am far from being assured that I could bear it myself, and perhaps others might be as weak as me. To me, therefore, it still seems most expedient to avoid disputings of every kind at least, for a season, till we have tasted each other's spirits and confirmed our love to each other. I own freely I am sick of disputing; I am weary to bear it. My whole soul cries out 'Peace! Peace!' at least, with the children of God, that we may all unite our strength to carry on the war against the 'rulers of the darkness of this world.' Still, I ask but one thing; I can require no more, 'Is thy heart right, as my heart is with thine If it be, give me thy hand, let us take sweet counsel together and strengthen each other in the Lord.'

17 To His Brother Charles Haddington May 25 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles HADDINGTON, May 25, 1764. The frightful stories wrote from London had made all our preachers in the North afraid even to mutter about perfection; and, of course, the people on all sides were grown good Calvinists in that point. 'Tis what I foresaw from the beginning that the devil would strive by T. Maxfield and company to drive perfection out of the kingdom. O let you and I hold fast whereunto we have attained, and let our yea be yea and our nay be nay! I feel the want of some about me that are all faith and love. No man was more profitable to me than George Bell while he was simple of heart. Oh for heat and light united! My love to Sally. Adieu.

18 To Dorothy Furly Edinburgh May 28 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dorothy Furly EDINBURGH, May 28, 1764. MY DEAR SISTER, Certainly it would be right to spend some time in setting down both the outward providences of God and the inward leadings and workings of His Spirit as far as you can remember them. But observe withal you are called to be a good steward of the mammon of unrighteousness. You must therefore think of this too in its place, only without anxiety. Otherwise that neglect of your calling will hinder the work of God in your heart. You are not serving mammon by this, but serving Christ: it is part of the task which He has assigned you. Yet it is true your heart is to be free all the time; and see that you stand fast in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made you free. I thought your name had been altered before now. See letter of July 16, 1763, about her marriage to John Downes. In a new station you will have need of new watchfulness. Still redeem the time, be steadily serious, and follow your own conscience in all things. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother. In my return from the Highlands, I expect to spend a day at Newcastle-upon-Tyne, the 18th or 19th of June.

20 To Margaret Lewen

John Wesley · None · letter
To Margaret Lewen 13 June 1764. 1. You Want to know God, in order to enjoy Him in time and in eternity. 2. All that you Want to know of Him is contained in one book, the Bible. Therefore your one point is to understand this. And all you learn is to be referred to this, as either directly or remotely conducive to it. 3. Might it not be well, then, to spend at least two hours every day in reading and meditating upon the Bible reading every morning (if not every evening too) a portion of the Old and then of the New Testament If you would save yourself the trouble of thinking, add Mr. Henry's Comment: if you would only be assisted in thinking, add the Explanatory Notes. 4. But I find a difficulty already. Can you help me over it Have you more candour than almost any one in the world Will you not blame me for recommending, as they come in the way, tracts published by myself I think you will not. So I will set down these (in their place) as freely as other books. 5. Your studying hours (if your constitution will bear it) might be five or six hours a day; perhaps from nine to twelve in the morning, and from two to four or five in the afternoon. And whenever you begin to be tired with books that require a strong and deep attention, relax your mind by interposing history or poetry or something of a lighter nature. 6. The first thing you should understand a little of is Grammar; in order to which it will suffice to read first the Kingswood English Grammar (which is exceeding short), and then Bishop Lowth's Introduction. 7. Next it would be worth your while to acquire a little knowledge in Arithmetic; and Dilworth's Arithmetic would give you full as much as you want. 8. You might proceed to Geography. But in this I would not advise you to encumber yourself with many books. You need only master one, Randal's Geographical Grammar; and then betake yourself to the Globes. I believe those of Mr. Adams are the best; to which you may add his little book of Instructions.

20 To Margaret Lewen

John Wesley · None · letter
9. Logic naturally follows; and I really think it is worth all the rest put together. But here I am at a full stop; for I know no good treatise on the subject in English, except Aldrich's Logic, and that I am afraid you cannot understand without an instructor. I shall be glad to give you a little assistance in the short time we have together. 10. As to Ethics (or Moral Philosophy) there is full as much of it as you want in Langbain's Compendium. 11. In Natural Philosophy you have a larger field. You may begin with a Survey of the Wisdom of God in the Creation. This contains the substance of Ray, Derham, Niewentyt, Nature Displayed, and all the other celebrated books on the subject. You may add that fine book, Mr. Jones's Principles of Natural Philosophy. Thence you will easily pass to the Glasgow Edinburgh abridgement of Mr. Hutchinson's Works. See letter of Nov. 26, 1756. The abridgers give not only all his sense, but all his spirit. You may add to these the beautiful tracts of Lord Forbes; and, if you would go a little farther, Mr. Baker's ingenious Treatise on the Microscope. 12. With any or all of the foregoing studies you may intermix that of History. Geography and Chronology are termed the two eyes of history. Geography has been mentioned before; and I think all you want of Chronology may be learned from Marshall's Chronological Tables. 13. You may begin with Rollin's Ancient History; and afterwards read in order, Puffendorf's Introduction to the History of Europe, the Concise Church History, Burnet's History of the Reformation, the Concise History of England, Clarendon's History of the Great Rebellion, Neal's History of the Puritans, his History of New England, and Solis's History of the Conquest of Mexico. 14. Whitby's Compendium of Metaphysics will introduce you to that science. You may go on with Locke's Essay on Human Understanding; Bishop Browne on the Nature, Procedure, and Limits of Human Understanding; and Malebranche's Search after Truth. 15. For Poetry you may read Spenser's Faery Queen; Fairfax's or Hoole's Godfrey of Bulloigne; select parts of Shakespeare; Paradise Lost; the Night Thoughts; and Moral and Sacred Poems.

26 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Furly 17 LIVERPOOL, July 15, 1764.

26 To Samuel Furly

John Wesley · None · letter
Poets themselves must die, Fall like those they sung, Deaf the praised ear, and mute the tuneful tongue; E'en he whose heart now melts in tender Mournful lays, Shall shortly want the generous tear he pays. Then from his eyes thy much-loved form Closing eyes thy form shall part; And the last pang shall tear thee from his heart: Life's idle business at one gasp be o'er, The Muse forgot, and thou beloved Be loved no more. Here is style! How clear, how pure, proper, strong! and yet how amazingly easy! This crowns all; no stiffness, no hard words; no apparent art, no affectation; all is natural, and therefore consummately beautiful. Go thou and write likewise. As for me, I never think of my style at all; but just set down the words that come first. Only when I transcribe anything for the press, then I think it my duty to see every phrase be clear, pure, and proper. Conciseness (which is now, as it were, natural to me) brings quantum sufficit of strength. If, after all, I observe any stiff expression, I throw it out, neck and shoulders. Clearness in particular is necessary for you and me, because we are to instruct people of the lowest understanding. Therefore we, above all, if we think with the wise, yet must speak with the vulgar. We should constantly use the most common, little, easy words (so they are pure and proper) which our language affords. When I had been a member of the University about ten years, I wrote and talked much as you do now. But when I talked to plain people in the Castle or the town, I observed they gaped and stared. This quickly obliged me to alter my style and adopt the language of those I spoke to. And yet there is a dignity in this simplicity, which is not disagreeable to those of the highest rank.

27 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Lampeter July 26 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Earl of Dartmouth LAMPETER, July 26, 1764. MY LORD, Upon an attentive consideration, it will appear to every impartial person that the uniting of the serious clergy in the manner I proposed in a former letter See letter of April 19. is not a matter of indifferency, but what none can reject unless at the peril of his own soul. For every article therein mentioned is undeniably contained in the royal law, the law of love; and consequently the observance thereof is bound upon every man as indispensably necessary to salvation. It will appear, farther, that every single person may observe it, whether the other will or no. For many years I, for instance, have observed this rule in every article. I labour to do so now; and will by God's help, whatever others do, observe it to the end.

27 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Lampeter July 26 1764

John Wesley · None · letter
If your Lordship has heard any objections, I should be glad to know them. May I be permitted to ask, Have not the objections you have heard made some impression upon your Lordship Have they not occasioned (if I may speak freely) your Lordship's standing aloof from me Have they not set your Lordship farther and farther off, ever since I waited upon you at Blackheath Why do I ask Indeed, not upon my own account. Quid mea Ego in portu navigo. Terence's Andria, 111. i. 22. 'But now all is at your peril. I ride safe in the harbour.' Wesley adds Quid mea I can truly say, I neither fear nor desire anything from your Lordship. To speak a rough truth, I do not desire any intercourse with any persons of quality in England. I mean for my own sake. They do me no good; and I fear I can do none to them. If it be desired, I will readily leave all those to the care of my fellow labourers. I will article with them so to do rather than this shall be any bone of contention. Were I not afraid of giving your Lordship pain, I would speak yet still farther. Methinks you desire I should that is, to tell you once for all every thought that rises in my heart. I will then. At present I do not want you, but I really think you want me. For have you a person in all England who speaks to your Lordship so plain and downright as I do who considers not the peer, but the man not the earl, but the immortal spirit who rarely commends, but often blames, and perhaps would do it oftener if you desired it who is jealous over you with a godly jealousy, lest you should be less a Christian by being a nobleman lest, after having made a fair advance towards heaven, you should Measure back your steps to earth again O my Lord, is not such a person as this needful for you in the highest degree If you have any such, I have no more to say, but that I pray God to bless him to your soul. If you have not, despise not even the assistance which it may please God to give you by, my Lord, Your Lordship's ready servant.

29 To Thomas Rankin

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rankin 18 BRISTOL, September 21, 1764. Neither James Mitchell nor William Thomas was without blame. We must make allowance when they tell their own story; but if they now behave well, it is all we desire. Some years since, there was something done in the way you mention concerning Brother Triggs. I remember two or three of our brethren from the West coming to London, recommended by Billy Roberts. The particulars he can best inform you of, as well as what success they had. Peace be with your spirit! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

30 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
It gives me pleasure indeed to hear that God has given you resolution to join the Society. Undoubtedly you will suffer reproach on the account; but it is the reproach of Christ. And you will have large amends when the Spirit of glory and of God shall rest upon you. Yet I foresee a danger: at first you will be inclined to think that all the members of the Society are in earnest. And when you find that some are otherwise (which will always be the case in so large a body of people), then prejudice may easily steal in and exceedingly weaken your soul. O beware of this rock of offence! When you see anything amiss (upon hearsay you will not readily receive it), remember our Lord's word, 'What is that to thee Follow thou Me.' And I entreat you do not regard the half-Methodists if we must use the name. Do not mind them who endeavour to hold Christ in one hand and the world in the other. I want you to be all a Christian; such a Christian as the Marquis De Renty or Gregory Lopez was; such an one as that saint of God, Jane Cooper, See letter of Sept. 11, 1765. all sweetness, all gentleness, all love. Methinks you are just what she was when I saw her first. I shrink at the thought of seeing you what she was when I saw her last. But why should I What is all the pain of one that is glorifying God in the fires with 'Father, into Thy hands I commend my spirit' May I not take upon me to give you one advice more Be very wary how you contract new acquaintance. All, even sincere people, will not profit you. I should be pained at your conversing frequently with any but those who are of a deeply serious spirit and who speak closely to the point. You need not condemn them, and yet you may say, 'This will not do for me.' May He that loves you richly supply all your wants and answer your enlarged desires! So prays, my very dear Lady, Your affectionate servant.

37 To The Societies At Bristol

John Wesley · None · letter
4. To the public, constantly add the private means of grace, particularly prayer and reading. Most of you have been greatly wanting in this; and without this you can never grow in grace. You may as well expect a child to grow without food as a soul without private prayer; and reading is an excellent help to this. I advise you to read in particular, constantly and carefully, the New Testament; Lessons for Children, which are all the choicest parts of the Old Testament, with short notes; Instructions for Children, which are a body of divinity for plain people; and that golden treatise The Christian Pattern; the Plain Account of the Methodists. No Methodist ought to be without these, nor the Primitive Physick, which (if you have any regard for your bodies or your children) ought to be in every house. To all that can understand it, I recommend one book more, A Preservative Against Unsettled Notions; a book which, by the blessing of God, may help you from being tossed about with divers winds of doctrines. Permit me to give you one advice more under this head: do not encourage young raw men to exhort among you. It does little good either to you or them. Rather, in every Society, where you have not an experienced preacher, let one of the leaders read the Notes His Explanatory Notes upon the New Testament or the Christian Library. By this the wisest among you may profit much, a thousand times more than by listening to forward youths who neither speak English nor common sense. 5. Let all of you who have faith meet in band without excuse and without delay. There has been a shameful neglect of this. Remove this scandal. As soon as the Assistant has fixed your band make it a point of conscience never to miss without an absolute necessity; and the preacher's meeting you all together one night out of two will be an additional blessing.

37 To The Societies At Bristol

John Wesley · None · letter
7. This is in great measure owing to our not considering ourselves (all the Methodists) as one body. Such undoubtedly they are throughout Great Britain and Ireland; and as such they were considered at our last Conference. We then seriously considered the heavy burthen which now lies on our brethren in various parts. When we could hire no place that could contain the congregation, they were constrained to build; but hereby they were unavoidably involved in debt, some of them to the amount of several hundred pounds. The Assistants were desired to lay this case before all our brethren in England, and to receive what each of them were willing to give, either at that time or at Easter or Midsummer. But the greater part of them thought no more about it. Four or five of them did, and brought in all about pound;200 at our last Conference. This was divided among our Societies who were most distressed; and all the Assistants were desired, when they visit the classes at Christmas, to ask each particular person, poor or rich, 'What will you give towards the relief of the brethren Give either now, or at Easter, or at Midsummer; it is all one.' If this be done in good earnest, I trust in two or three years all our Societies may be out of debt. And by this shall all men know whose disciples we are, because we love one another. 8. I mention but one thing more. Let all who are able constantly attend the morning preaching. Whenever the Methodist preachers or people leave off this, they will soon sink into nothing. I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother.

38 To Thomas Rankin

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rankin 22 LONDON, November 2, 1764. MY DEAR BROTHER, At the request of several of our preachers I have at length abridged Goodwin's Treatise on Justification. I trust it will stop the mouths of gainsayers concerning imputed righteousness, and teach them (at least the most candid) to speak as the oracles of God. I desire you to read the proposal and preface in every Society within your circuit; then enforce it, as you see best, both in public and private conversation. Spare no pains. Exert yourself. See what you can do. Give this proof of your love for the truth, for the people, and for Your affectionate friend and brother. N.B. Be careful to keep an exact list of all the subscribers' names in each Society, and also to leave a copy thereof with the person who takes care of the books.

41 To Sarah Moore London December 8 1764

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To Sarah Moore LONDON, December 8, 1764. MY DEAR SISTER, Your business is by every possible means to calm the intemperate spirits on both sides. See letters of July 5 and Dec.15. There has been much ill blood, and many unkind sayings, which had been better let alone. Now, at least, let there be by general agreement an entire cessation of arms. Our God is a God of peace; and all His children should with all their might labour after it. I have heard something of the kind you mention, but not in the same manner you relate it. However, let it die and be forgotten. I am Your affectionate brother.

43 To The Mayor And Corporation Of Bristol London Dec

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To the Mayor and Corporation of Bristol LONDON, December 20, 1764. GENTLEMEN, Both my brother and I and all who have any connexion with us are extremely sensible of our obligations to you for the civility which you have shown us on all occasions; and we cannot but feel ourselves deeply interested in whatever we apprehend in any degree to concern your honour or the general good and prosperity of the City of Bristol. This occasions my giving you the present trouble, which (whether it has any farther effect or no) you will please to receive as a testimony of the high regard we shall ever retain for you. The endeavours lately used to procure subscriptions for building a new playhouse in Bristol have given us not a little concern; and that on various accounts: not barely as most of the present stage entertainments sap the foundation of all religion, as they naturally tend to efface all traces of piety and seriousness out of the minds of men; but as they are peculiarly hurtful to a trading city, giving a wrong turn to youth especially, gay, trifling, and directly opposite to the spirit of industry and close application to business; and, as drinking and debauchery of every kind are constant attendants on these entertainments, with indolence, effeminacy, and idleness, which affect trade in an high degree. It was on these very considerations that the Corporation at Nottingham lately withstood all solicitations, and absolutely forbade the building a new theatre there, being determined to encourage nothing of the kind. And I doubt not but thousands will reap the benefit of their wise and generous resolution. It does not become me, gentlemen, to press anything upon you; but I could not avoid saying this much, both in behalf of myself and all my friends. Wishing you the continuance and increase of every blessing, I remain, gentlemen, Your obliged and obedient servant.

05 To The Printer Of The St Jamess Chronicle London F

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To the Printer of the 'St. James's Chronicle' LONDON, February 10, 1765. SIR, In the St. James's Chronicle published on Saturday last there was an innocent thing wrote by an hat-maker in Southwark. It may be proper to take a little more notice of it than it deserves, lest silence should appear to be an acknowledgement of the charge. I insert nothing in the public papers without my name. I know not the authors of what has been lately inserted; part of which I have not seen yet, nor did I see any part before it was printed. A year or two ago I found a stranger perishing for want and expecting daily to be thrown in prison. He told me he was a Greek bishop. I examined his credentials,, and was fully satisfied. After much conversation (in Latin and Greek, for he spoke no English at all) I determined to relieve him effectively; which I did without delay, and promised to send him back to Amsterdam, where he had several friends of his own nation. And this I did, without any farther view, merely upon motives of humanity. After this he ordained Mr. John Jones, a man well versed both in the languages and other parts of learning. When I was gone out of town, Bishop Erasmus was prevailed upon to ordain Lawrence Coughlan, a person who had no learning at all. Some time after, Mr. Maxfield, or his friends, sent for him from Amsterdam, to ordain Mr. S t and three other persons, as unlearned as any of the Apostles, but I believe not so much inspired. In December last he was sent for again, and ordained six other persons, members of our Society, but every way, I think, unqualified for that office. These I judged it my duty to disclaim (to waive all other considerations) for a fault which I know not who can excuse, buying an ordination in an unknown tongue.

06 To Thomas Rankin

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To Thomas Rankin 4 LONDON, March 9, 1765. MY DEAR BROTHER, Nothing can hurt you, if you are calm, mild, and gentle to all men, especially to the froward. I think you have done all you could do at present for poor brother Jane. See letter of Feb. 9. I will send to William Atkinson See letter of Jan. 7, 1756. and ask him how the house is settled. I know nothing about it; for I never saw the writings. I suppose the Bill intended to be brought into Parliament will never see the light. The great ones find other work for one another. They are all at daggers' drawing among themselves. Our business is to go straight forward. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother. To Mr. Rankin, At Mr. John Andrews', In Redruth, Cornwall.

07 To John Newton

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To John Newton 5 LIVERPOOL, April 9, 1765. I believe every one has a right to think for himself and (in some sense) to speak for himself: I mean, to use any mode of expression which appears to him most agreeable to Scripture. You yourself in time past was in the same sentiment. You did not so much inquire, 'Is a man of this or that opinion' or 'Does he make use of this or the other mode of expression' but 'Is he a believer in Jesus Christ' and 'Is his life suitable to his profession' Upon this ground commenced the acquaintance (perhaps I might say more, the friendship) between you and me. We both knew there was a difference in our opinions, and consequently in our expressions. But, notwithstanding this, we tasted each other's spirits, and often took sweet counsel together. And what hinders it now I do not know that our opinions differ a jot more now than formerly. But a dying man has drawn a sword, and wounded, if not me, yet many others, and you among the rest. Poor Mr. Hervey (or Mr. Cudworth rather), painting me like an hideous monster, with exquisite art both disfiguring my character and distorting my sentiments, has made even Mr. Newton afraid of me, who once thought me at least an harmless animal. A quarrel he could not make between us; neither can any one else. For two must go to a quarrel, and I declare to you I will not be one.

08 To Dr Erskine

John Wesley · None · letter
REVEREND SIR, Between thirty and forty years I have had the world upon me, speaking all manner of evil. And I expected no less, as God had called me to testify that its deeds were evil. But the children of God were not upon me; nor did I expect they would. I rather hoped they would take knowledge that all my designs, and thought, and care, and labour were directed to this one point to advance the kingdom of Christ upon earth. And so many of them did, however differing from me both in opinions and modes of worship. I have the pleasure to mention Dr. Doddridge, Dr. Watts, and Mr. Wardrobe Minister of Hexham, and then of Bathgate. See Journal, iv. 116, 164. in particular. How, then, was I surprised as well as concerned that a child of the same Father, a servant of the same Lord, a member of the same family, and (as to the essence of it) a preacher of the same gospel, should, without any provocation that I know of, declare open war against me! I was the more surprised, because you had told me, some months since, that you would favour me with a letter. And had this been done, I make no doubt but you would have received full satisfaction. Instead of this, you ushered into this part of the world one of the most bitter libels that was ever written against me; written by a dying man (so far as it was written by poor, well-meaning Mr. Hervey), with a trembling hand, just as he was tottering on the margin of the grave. A great warrior resigned his crown, because 'there should be some interval,' he said, 'between fighting and death.' But Mr. Hervey, who had been a man of peace all his life, began a war not six months before he died. He drew his sword when he was just putting off his body. He then fell on one to whom he had the deepest obligations (as his own letters, which I have now in my hands, testify), on one who had never intentionally wronged him, who had never spoken an unkind word of him or to him, and who loved him as his own child. O tell it not in Gath! The good Mr. Hervey (if these Letters were his) died cursing his spiritual father.

09 To John Newton

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But how came this opinion into my mind I will tell you with all simplicity. In 1725 I met with Bishop Taylor's Rules of Holy Living and Dying. I was struck particularly with the chapter upon Intention, and felt a fixed intention to give myself up to God. In this I was much confirmed soon after by the Christian Pattern, and longed to give God all my heart. This is just what I mean by Perfection now: I sought after it from that hour. In 1727 I read Mr. Law's Christian Perfection and Serious Call, and more explicitly resolved to be all devoted to God in body, soul, and spirit. In 1730 I began to be homo unius libri, 'A man of one book.' In Preface to Sermons, vol. i. (1746). See Works, v. 3; W.H.S. v. 50. to study (comparatively) no book but the Bible. I then saw in a stronger light than ever before that only one thing is needful, even faith that worketh by the love of God and man, all inward and outward holiness; and I groaned to love God with all my heart and to serve Him with all my strength. January 1, 1733, I preached the sermon on the Circumcision of the Heart, which contains all that I now teach concerning salvation from all sin and loving God with an undivided heart. In the same year I printed (the first time I ventured to print anything) for the use of my pupils A Collection of Forms of Prayer; and in this I spoke explicitly of giving 'the whole heart and the whole life to God.' This was then, as it is now, my idea of Perfection, though I should have started at the word. In 1735 I preached my farewell sermon at Epworth, in Lincolnshire. In this likewise I spoke with the utmost clearness of having one design, one desire, one love, and of pursuing the one end of our life in all our words and actions.

09 To John Newton

John Wesley · None · letter
In January 1738 I expressed my desire in these words: O grant that nothing in my soul May dwell but Thy pure love alone O may Thy love possess me whole, My joy, my treasure, and my crown! Strange flames far from my heart remove! My every act, word, thought, be love! Gerhardt's hymn, translated by Wesley (Hymns and Sacred Poems, 1739). In his Plain Account of Christian Perfection he says: 'In the beginning of the year 1738, as I was returning from Savannah, the cry of my heart was, O grant that nothing in my soul May dwell but Thy pure love alone!' See Works, xi. 369. And I am still persuaded this is what the Lord Jesus hath bought for me with His own blood. Now, whether you desire and expect this blessing or not, is it not an astonishing thing that you or any man living should be disgusted at me for expecting it Is it not more astonishing still 'that wellnigh all the religious world should be up in arms concerning it,' and that they should persuade one another that this hope is 'subversive of the very foundations of Christian experience' Why, then whoever retains it cannot possibly have any Christian experience at all I then my brother, Mr. Fletcher, and I, and twenty thousand more, who seem both to fear and to love God, are in reality children of the devil and in the road to eternal damnation! In God's name I entreat you make me sensible of this! Show me by plain, strong reasons what dishonour this hope does to Christ, wherein it opposes Justification by Faith or any fundamental truth of religion. But do not wrest and wiredraw and colour my words as Mr. Hervey (or Cudworth) has done in such a manner that when I look in that glass I do not know my own face I 'Shall I call you,' says Mr. Hervey, 'my father or my friend For you have been both to me.' So I was, and you have as well requited me! It is well my reward is with the Most High. Wishing all happiness to you and yours, I am, dear sir, Your affectionate brother and servant. To the Rev. Mr. Newton, At Mr. Clunies', Harp Lane, Thames Street, London.

10 To Lady Maxwell

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To Lady Maxwell 8 LONDONDERRY, May 25, 1765. MY DEAR LADY, It is not easy for me to express the satisfaction I received in the few hours I lately spent with you. Before I saw you I had many fears concerning you, lest your concern for the one thing should be abated, lest your desires should be cooled or your mind a little hurt by any of the things which have lately occurred. So much the greater was my joy, when all those fears were removed, when I found the same openness and sweetness as before both in your spirit and conversation, and the same earnestness of desire after the only thing which deserves the whole strength of our affection. I believe tenderness and steadiness are seldom planted by nature in one spirit. But what is too hard for almighty grace This can give strength and softness together. This is able to fill your soul with all firmness as well as with all gentleness. And hereunto are you called, for nothing less than all the mind which was in Christ Jesus. It was with great pleasure that I observed your fixed resolution not to rest in anything short of this. I know not why you should why you should be content with being half a Christian, devoted partly to God and partly to the world, or more properly to the devil. Nay, but let us be all for God. He has created the whole, our whole body, soul, and spirit. He that bought us hath redeemed the whole; and let Him take the purchase of His blood. Let Him sanctify the whole, that all we have and are may be a sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving!

11 To James Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
'But you will not leave the Church.' You never will by my advice. I advise just the contrary. I advise you to lose no opportunity of attending the services of the Church, of receiving the Lord's supper, and of showing your regard to all her appointments. I advise you steadily to adhere to her doctrine in every branch of it; particularly with respect to the two fundamental points, Justification by Faith and Holiness. But, above all, I cannot but earnestly entreat you not to rest till you experience what she teaches; till (to sum up all in one word) God 'cleanses the thoughts of your heart by the inspiration of His Holy Spirit, that you may perfectly love Him and worthily magnify His holy name.' Unless this be done, what will it profit you to increase your fortune, to preserve the fairest reputation, and to gain the favour of the most learned, the most ingenious, the most honourable clergymen in the kingdom What shall it profit a man to gain all these and to lose his own soul I know to God all things are possible. Therefore it is possible you may take this kindly. If so, I shall hope to receive a line from you directed to Mr. Beauchamp's in Limerick. If not, let it be forgotten, till we meet at the judgement-seat of Christ. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant. To Mr. James Knox. He came to nothing!

12 To Peggy Dale

John Wesley · None · letter
To Peggy Dale 10 CASTLEBAR, June 1, 1765. MY DEAR MISS PEGGY, Certainly you not only need not sin, but you need not doubt any more. Christ is yours. All is yours. You can give Him all your heart; and will He not freely give you all things But you can only return what He has given by continually receiving more. You have reason to bless Him who has cast your lot in a fair ground. Even in this world He does not withhold from you any manner of thing that is good. Let your heart be always open to receive His whole blessing! How far do you find power over your thoughts Does not your imagination sometimes wander Do those imaginations continue for any time or have you power to check them immediately Do you find continually the spirit of prayer and are you always happy I trust you will be happier every day; and that you will not forget, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother. Miss Dale, At the Orphan House, In Newcastle-upon-Tyne. By Portpatrick. Pd. two pence.

15 To Peggy Dale Kilkenny July 5 1765

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To Peggy Dale KILKENNY, July 5, 1765. MY DEAR SISTER, Although it is certain the kind of wandering thoughts which you mention are consistent with pure love, yet it is highly desirable to be delivered from them, because (as you observe) they hinder profitable thoughts. And why should not you be delivered Indeed, in what manner this will be done we do not know. Sometimes it pleases our Lord to work a great deliverance even of this kind in a moment. Sometimes He gives the victory by degrees. And I believe this is more common. Expect this and every good gift from Him. How wise and gracious are all His ways! Do you commonly find in yourself the witness that you are saved from sin And is it usually clear Or do you frequently lose it I do not know why you should ever lose any good gift. For is not He the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever And yet you have known but a little of Him. You are to sink a thousand times deeper into Him: That sea of light and love unknown, Without a bottom or a shore. I hope Miss Lewen and you speak to each other, not only without disguise, but without reserve. How is your lot cast in a fair ground! How well are you situated for making the best of a short life! Secluded from the world and all its care, Hast thou to joy or grieve, to hope or fear That is, with regard to present things No: God has given you a nobler portion. You have nothing to care for but how you may most entirely and effectually present yourself a living sacrifice to God. When I reflect upon your earnest desire to do this and upon your simplicity of heart, it gives an unspeakable pleasure to, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother. I expect to be at Dublin till the end of this month. I send Miss Lewen's letter by Portpatrick to try which comes soonest. The letter to Miss Lewen is missing. To Miss Peggy Dale, At the Orphan House, Newcastle-upon-Tyne.

16 To Lady Maxwell Kilkenny July 5 1765

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To Lady Maxwell KILKENNY, July 5, 1765. MY DEAR LADY, As yours was sent from Dublin to Cork, and then back again hither, I did not receive it till yesterday. I am now setting my face again towards England; but I expect to be in Dublin till the beginning of next month, and then to cross over, so as to be at Manchester (if it please God) about the middle of August. Either at Dublin or at Manchester I hope to have the pleasure of hearing from you. This is indeed a pleasure, as it is, to write to you; though sometimes I do this with fear a fear lest I should give you any pain, as I know the tenderness of your spirit. I wish I could be of some service to you; that I could encourage you to cast yourself on Him that loves you, that is now waiting to pour His peace into your heart, to give you an entrance into the holiest by His blood. See Him, see Him! full of grace and truth! full of grace and truth for thee! I do not doubt but He is gradually working in you; but I want you to experience likewise an instantaneous work. Then shall the gradual go on swiftly. Lord, speak! Thy servant heareth! Say Thou, 'Let there be light'; and there shall be light, Now let it spring up in your heart! It may be He that does all things well has wise reasons, though not apparent to us, for working more gradually in you than He has done of late years in most others. It may please Him to give you the consciousness of His favour, the conviction that you are accepted through the Beloved, by almost insensible degrees, like the dawning of the day. And it is all one how it began, so you do but walk in the light. Be this given in an instant or by degrees, hold it fast. Christ is yours; He hath loved you; He hath given Himself for you. Therefore you shall be holy as He is holy, both in heart and in all manner of conversation.

21 To Thomas Rankin

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To Thomas Rankin 14 ST. JOHN'S, September 11, 1765. I will tell you several of these just as they occur to my mind. Grace Paddy at Redruth met in the select society, though she wore a large glittering necklace and met no band. They sing all over Cornwall a tune so full of repetitions and flourishes that it can scarce be sung with devotion. It is to those words, Praise the Lord, ye blessed ones. Away with it! Let it be heard no more. They cannot sing our old common tunes. Teach these everywhere. Take pains herein. The Societies are not half supplied with books; not even with Jane Cooper's Letters, or the two or three Sermons which I printed last year; no, not with the shilling Hymn Book or Primitive Physick. They almost universally neglect fasting. The preaching-houses are miserable, even the new ones. They have neither light nor air sufficient; and they are far, far too low and too small. Look at Yarm house. Recommend the Notes on the Old Testament in good earnest. Every Society as a Society should subscribe. Remind them everywhere that two, four, or six might join together for a copy, and bring the money to their leader weekly. We have need to use all the common sense God has given us as well as all the grace. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

27 To Thomas Rankin London November 18 1765

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rankin LONDON, November 18, 1765. Likewise be temperate in speaking never too loud, never too long: else Satan will befool you; and, on presence of being more useful, quite disable you from being useful at all. Rd. Henderson See letter of Sept. 9. desired that he might be the book-keeper this year in Wiltshire, and save me two shillings in the pound. But whoever you approve of, so do I. Write to Mr. Franks See letters of Oct. 5, 1763, and July 9, 1766 (to his brother). accordingly. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother. To Mr. Thomas Rankin, At Mr. Joseph Garnet's, In Barnard Castle, County of Durham.

30 To William Orpe London December 14 1765

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To William Orpe LONDON, December 14, 1765. MY DEAR BROTHER, You have a clear call to go home for a short season. But let it be as short as you can. 'Let the dead bury their dead. But follow thou Me.' I do not know that either getting a licence or taking the oaths would signify a rush. These are things which the mob has little regard to. Orpe was second of the three preachers in Staffordshire, where Methodists had to suffer much from the mob. Not that there is anything in those oaths that at all entangles your conscience. The Very same thing which you thereby engage to do every honest man must do without that engagement. We in particular shall 'bear true allegiance to our Sovereign Lord King George,' whether we swear so to do or no. The main point is to be all devoted to God. You might begin the Sunday service at Birmingham as soon as the Church service ends. I am Your affectionate brother. To Mr. Will. Orpe, At Mr. Ezekiel King's, In Stroud, Gloucestershire.

32 To Peggy Dale London December 31 1765

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To Peggy Dale LONDON, December 31, 1765. MY DEAR PEGGY, Whether that persuasion See letter of Nov. 6. was from nature or from God a little time will show. It will be matter of great joy to me if God gives you many years to glorify Him in the body before He removes you to the world of spirits. The comfort is, that life or death, all is yours, seeing you are Christ's: all is good, all is blessing! You have only to rest upon Him with the whole weight of your soul. Temptations to pride you may have, or to anything; but these do not sully your soul. Amidst a thousand temptations you may retain unspotted purity. Abide in Him by simple faith this moment! Live, walk in love! The Lord increase it in you a thousandfold! Take out of His fullness grace upon grace. Tell me from time to time just what you feel. I cannot tell you how tenderly I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

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6. You proceed to give as punctual an account of us tanquam intus et in cute nosses Persius' Satires, iii. 30 (adapted): 'As if you had the most intimate knowledge of us.': 'They outstripped, if possible, even Montanus for external sanctity and severity of discipline' . 'They condemned all regard for temporal concerns; they encouraged their devotees to take no thought for any one thing upon earth, the consequence of which was a total neglect of their affairs and an impoverishment of their families' . Blunder all over! We had no room for any discipline, severe or not, five-and-twenty years ago, unless college discipline; my brother then residing at Christ Church and I at Lincoln College. And as to our 'sanctity' (were it more or less), how do you know it was only external Was you intimately acquainted with us I do not remember where I had the honour of conversing with you. Or could you (as the legend says of St. Pachomius Pachomius founded seven monasteries in the Theban desert.) 'smell an heretic ten miles' off And how came you to dream, again, that we 'condemned all regard for temporal concerns, and encouraged men to take no thought for any one thing upon earth' Vain dream! We, on the contrary, severely condemn all who neglect their temporal concerns and who do not take care of everything on earth wherewith God hath entrusted them. The consequence of this is that the Methodists (so called) do not 'neglect their affairs and impoverish their families,' but by diligence in business 'provide things honest in the sight of all men': insomuch that multitudes of them, who in time past had scarce food to eat or raiment to put on, have now 'all things needful for life and godliness,' and that for their families as well as themselves. 7. Hitherto you have been giving an account of two wolflings only; but now they are grown into perfect wolves. Let us see what a picture you draw of them in this state, both as to their principles and practice.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Take breath, sir; there is a long paragraph behind. 'The abettors of these wild and whimsical notions are (1) close friends to the Church of Rome, agreeing with her in almost everything but the doctrine of Merit; (2) they are no less kind to infidelity, by making the Christian religion a mere creature of the imagination; (3) they cut up Christianity by the roots, frustrating the very end for which Christ died, which was that by holiness we might be " made meet for the inheritance of the saints "; (4) they are enemies not only to Christianity but to " every religion whatsoever," by labouring to subvert or overturn the whole system of morality; (5) consequently they must be enemies of society, dissolving the band by which it is united and knit together.' In a word: 'All ancient heresies have in a manner concentred in the Methodists; particularly those of the Simonians, Gnostics, Antinomians' (as widely distant from each other as Predestinarians from Calvinists!), 'Valentinians, Donatists, and Montanists.' (Pages 101-2.) While your hand was in, you might as well have added Carpocratians, Eutychians, Nestorians, Sabellians. If you say, 'I never heard of them,' no matter for that; you may find them, as well as the rest, in Bishop Pearson's index. Well, all this is mere flourish, raising a dust to blind the eyes of the spectators. Generals, you know, prove nothing. So, leaving this as it is, let us come to particulars. But first give me leave to transcribe a few words from a tract published some years ago. 'Your Lordship premises, " It is not at all needful to charge the particular tenets upon the particular persons among them." Indeed, it is needful in the highest degree. . . . Just as needful as it is not to put a stumbling-block in the way of our brethren; not to lay them under an almost insuperable temptation of condemning the innocent with the guilty. See letter of June 11, 1747, sects. 4, 6, to Bishop Gibson.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
And it is now far more needful than it was then; as that title of reproach, Methodist, is now affixed to many people who are not under my care nor ever had any connexion with me. And what have I to do with these If you give me a nickname, and then give it to others whom I know not, does this make me accountable for them either for their principles or practice In no wise. I am to answer for myself and for those that are in connexion with me. This is all that a man of common sense can undertake or a man of common humanity require. Let us begin, then, upon even ground; and if you can prove upon me, John Wesley, any one of the charges which you have advanced, call me not only a wolf, but an otter if you please. 8. Your first particular charge (which, indeed, runs through your book, and is repeated in twenty different places) is that we make the way to heaven too broad, teaching men may be saved by faith without works. Some of your words are, 'They set out with forming a fair and tempting model of religion, so flattering the follies of degenerate man that it could not fail to gain the hearts of multitudes, especially of the loose and vicious, the lazy and indolent. They want to get to heaven the shortest way and with the least trouble. Now, a reliance on Christ and a disclaiming of good works are terms as easy as the merest libertine can ask. They persuade their people that they may be saved by the righteousness of Christ without any holiness of their own nay, that good works are not only unnecessary, but also dangerous; that we may be saved by faith without any other requisite, such as gospel obedience and an holy life. Lastly: The Valentinians pretended that, if good works were necessary to salvation, it was only to animal men that is, to all who were not of their clan; and that, although sin might damn others, it could not hurt them. In consequence of which they lived in all lust and impurity, and wallowed in the most unheard-of bestialities. The Methodists distinguish much after the same manner.' (Pages 52, 31, 38, 14.)

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Sir, you are not awake yet. You are dreaming still, and fighting with shadows of your own raising. The 'model of religion with which the Methodists set out' is perfectly well known; if not to you, yet to many thousands in England who are no Methodists. I laid it before the University of Oxford, at St. Mary's, on January 1, 1733. You may read it when you are at leisure; for it is in print, entitled The Circumcision of the Heart. And whoever reads only that one discourse with any tolerable share of attention will easily judge whether that 'model of religion flatters the follies of degenerate man' or is likely to 'gain the hearts of multitudes, especially of the loose and vicious, the lazy and indolent'! Will a man choose this as 'the shortest way to heaven and with the least trouble' Are these 'as easy terms as any libertine' or infidel 'can desire' The truth is, we have been these thirty years continually reproached for just the contrary to what you dream of: with making the way to heaven too strait, with being ourselves 'righteous overmuch,' and teaching others they could not be saved without so many works as it was impossible for them to perform. see letter of June 11, 1731, to his mother. And to this day, instead of teaching men that they may be saved by a faith which is without good works, without 'gospel obedience and holiness of life,' we teach exactly the reverse, continually insisting on all outward as well as all inward holiness. For the notorious truth of this we appeal to the whole tenor of our sermons, printed and unprinted in particular to those upon Our Lord's Sermon on the Mount, Discourses I.-XIII. See Works, v. 246-433. wherein every branch of gospel obedience is both asserted and proved to be indispensably necessary to eternal salvation. Therefore, as to the rest of the 'Antinomian trash' which you have so carefully gathered up as 'that the regenerate are as pure as Christ Himself, that it would be criminal for them to pray for pardon, that the greatest crimes are no crimes in the saints,' c. c. I have no concern therewith at all, no more than with any that teach it. Indeed, I have confuted it over and over in tracts published many years ago.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
This is part true, part false. We do believe regeneration (or, in plain English, the new birth) to be as miraculous or supernatural a work now as it was seventeen hundred years ago. We likewise believe that the spiritual life, which commences when we are born again, must in the nature of the thing have a first moment as well as the natural. But we say again and again we are concerned for the substance of the work, not the circumstance. Let it be wrought at all, and we will not contend whether it be wrought gradually or instantaneously. 'But what are the signs that it is wrought' We never said or thought that they were either 'frightful tremors of body' or 'convulsive agonies of mind' (I presume you mean agonies of mind attended with bodily convulsions); although we know many persons who, before this change was wrought, felt much fear and sorrow of mind, which in some of these had such an effect on the body as to make all their bones to shake. Neither did we ever deny that it is 'a work graciously begun by the Holy Spirit,' enlightening our understanding (which, I suppose, you call 'our rational powers and faculties') as well as influencing our affections. And it is certain He 'gradually carries on this work' by continuing to influence all the powers of the soul, and that the outward sign of this inward work is 'sincere and universal obedience.' 13. A sixth charge is: 'They treat Christianity as a wild, enthusiastic scheme, which will bear no examination' . Where or when In what sermon In what tract, practical or polemical I wholly deny the charge. I have myself closely and carefully examined every part of it, every verse of the New Testament, in the original, as well as in our own and other translations.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
14. Nearly allied to this is the threadbare charge of enthusiasm, with which you frequently and largely compliment us. But as this also is asserted only, and not proved, it falls to the ground of itself. Meantime your asserting it is a plain proof that you know nothing of the men you talk of. Because you know them not, you so boldly say, 'One advantage we have over them, and that is reason.' Nay, that is the very question. I appeal to all mankind whether you have it or no. However, you are sure we have it not, and are never likely to have. For 'reason,' you say, 'cannot do much with an enthusiast, whose first principle is to have nothing to do with reason, but resolve all his religious opinions and notions into immediate inspiration.' Then, by your own account, I am no enthusiast; for I resolve none of my notions into immediate inspiration. I have something to do with reason; perhaps as much as many of those who make no account of my labours. And I am ready to give up every opinion which I cannot by calm, clear reason defend. Whenever, therefore, you will try what you can do by argument, which you have not done yet, I wait your leisure, and will follow you step by step which way soever you lead.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
19. You charge us, fourthly, with injuring the clergy in various ways: 'They are very industrious to dissolve or break off that spiritual intercourse which the relation wherein we stand requires should be preserved betwixt us and our people.' But can that spiritual intercourse be either preserved or broke off which never existed What spiritual intercourse exists between you, the Rector of St. Michael, and the people of your parish I suppose you preach to them once a week, and now and then read prayers. Perhaps you visit one in ten of the sick. And is this all the spiritual intercourse which you have with those over whom the Holy Ghost hath made you an overseer In how poor a sense, then, do you watch over the souls for whom you are to give an account to God! Sir, I wish to God there were a truly spiritual intercourse between you and all your people! I wish you 'knew all your flock by name, not excepting the men servants and women servants'! Then you might cherish each, 'as a nurse her own children,' and 'train them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord.' Then might you 'warn every one and exhort every one,' till you should 'present every one perfect in Christ Jesus.' 'But they say our sermons contradict the Articles, Homilies, and Liturgy of our own Church yea, that we contradict ourselves, saying one thing in the desk and another in the pulpit.' And is there not cause to say so I myself have heard several sermons preached in churches which flatly contradict both the Articles, Homilies, and Liturgy particularly on the head of Justification. I have likewise heard more than one or two persons who said one thing in the desk and another in the pulpit. In the desk they prayed God to 'cleanse the thoughts of their hearts by the inspiration of His Holy Spirit': in the pulpit they said there was 'no such thing as inspiration since the time of the Apostles.'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'But this is not all. You poison the people by the most peevish and spiteful invectives against the clergy, the most rude and rancorous revilings, and the most invidious calumnies.' No more than I poison them with arsenic. I make no peevish or spiteful invectives against any man. Rude and rancorous revilings (such as your present tract abounds with) are also far from me. I dare not 'return railing for railing,' because (whether you know it or no) I fear God. Invidious calumnies likewise I never dealt in; all such weapons I leave to you. 20. One charge remains, which you repeat over and over, and lay a peculiar stress upon. (As to what you talk about perverting Scripture, I pass it by as mere unmeaning commonplace declamation.) It is the poor old worn-out tale of 'getting money by preaching.' This you only intimate at first: 'Some of their followers had an inward call to sell all that they had and lay it at their feet' . Pray, sir, favour us with the name of one, and we will excuse you as to all the rest. In the next page you grow bolder, and roundly affirm: 'With all their heavenly-mindedness, they could not help casting a sheep's eye at the unrighteous mammon. Nor did they pay their court to it with less cunning and success than Montanus. Under the specious appearance of gifts and offerings, they raised contributions from every quarter. Besides the weekly pensions squeezed out of the poorer and lower part of their community, they were favoured with very large oblations from persons of better figure and fortune; and especially from many believing wives, who had learned to practice pious frauds on their unbelieving husbands.'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Your Lordship adds: 'In this rule or direction for the trial of spirits the marks are to be applied only negatively. The man in whom they are not found hath not the " wisdom from above." But we are not to conclude that he has it in whom any or all of them are found.' We are not to conclude that he is a prophet, for the Apostle says nothing about prophets; but may we not conclude the man in whom all these are found has 'the wisdom from above' Surely we may, for these are the essential parts of that wisdom; and can he have all the parts and not have the whole Is not this enough to show that the Apostle is here giving 'a set of marks,' not 'to detect impostor prophets,' but impostor Christians those that impose either upon themselves or others, as if they were Christians when they are not In what follows I shall simply consider the argument without directly addressing your Lordship. 'Apply these marks to the features of modern fanatics, especially Mr. John Wesley. He has laid claim to almost every apostolic gift in as full and ample a manner as they were possessed of old.' The miraculous gifts bestowed upon the Apostles are enumerated in two places: (1) Mark xvi. 17-18: 'In My name they shall cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; they shall take up serpents; if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.' (2) I Corinthians xii. 8-10: 'To one is given the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge; to another faith; to another the gifts of healing; to another the working of miracles; to another prophecy; to another the discernment of spirits; to another tongues; to another the interpretation of tongues.' Do I lay claim to almost every one of these 'in as full and ample a manner as they were possessed of old'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Five of them are enumerated in the former catalogue; to three of which - speaking with new tongues, taking up serpents, drinking deadly things - it is not even pretended I lay any claim at all. In the latter, nine are enumerated. And as to seven of these, none has yet seen good to call me in question miraculous wisdom, or knowledge, or faith, prophecy, discernment of spirits, strange tongues, and the interpretation of tongues. What becomes, then, of the assertion that I lay 'claim to almost every one of them in the most full and ample manner' Do I lay claim to any one of them To prove that I do my own words are produced, extracted from an account of the occurrences of about sixteen years.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
I shall set them down naked and unadorned: 1 . 'May 13, 1740. The devil stirred up his servants to make all the noise they could.' 2. 'May 3, 1741. I explained to a vast multitude of people, " What doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God " The devil's children fought valiantly for their master, that his kingdom should not be destroyed; and many stones fell on my right hand and my left.' 3. 'April 1, 1740. Some or other of the children of Belial had laboured to disturb us several nights before. Now all the street was filled with people shouting, cursing, swearing, and ready to swallow the ground with rage.' 4. 'June 27, 1747. I found only one person among them who knew the love of God before my brother came. No wonder the devil was so still; for his goods were in peace.' 5. 'April 29, 1752. I preached at Durham to a quiet, stupid congregation.' 6. 'May 9, 1740. I was a little surprised at some who were buffeted of Satan in an unusual manner by such a spirit of laughter as they could in no wise resist. I could scarce have believed the account they gave me had I not known the same thing ten or eleven years ago, when both my brother and I were seized in the same manner.' If any man call this hysterics, I am not concerned; I think and let think. 7. 'May 21, 1740. In the evening such a spirit of laughter was among us that many were much offended. But the attention of all was soon fixed on poor Lucretia Smith, whom we all knew to be no dissembler. One so violently and variously torn of the evil one did I never see before. Sometimes she laughed till almost strangled: then broke out into cursing and blaspheming. At last she faintly called on Christ to help her, and the violence of her pangs ceased.' Let any who please impute this likewise to hysterics; only permit me to think otherwise. 8. 'May 17, 1740. I found more and more undeniable proofs that we have need to watch and pray every moment.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
I found more and more undeniable proofs that we have need to watch and pray every moment. Outward trials, indeed, were now removed: but so much the more did inward trials abound; and " if one member suffered, all the members suffered with it." So strange a sympathy did I never observe before: whatever considerable temptation fell on any one, unaccountably spreading itself to the rest, so that exceeding few were able to escape it.' (Pages 122-3.)

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Let us see what the ten next quotations prove. 1. 'In applying these words, " I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance," my soul was so enlarged that methought I could have cried out (in another sense than poor vain Archimedes See letter in Dec. 1751, sect. 3, to Bishop Lavington, vol. iii. p. 296.), " Give me where to stand, and I will shake the earth "' . I meant neither more nor less (though I will not justify the use of so strong an expression) than I was so deeply penetrated with a sense of the love of God to sinners that it seemed, if I could have declared it to all the world, they could not but be moved thereby. 'Here, then, was a scene well prepared for a good actor, and excellently fitted up for the part he was to play' . But how came so good an actor to begin playing the part twelve years before the scene was fitted up 'He sets out with declaring his mission. 2. " I cried aloud, All things are ready; come ye to the marriage. I then delivered my message."' And does not every minister do the same whenever he preaches But how is this 'He sets out with declaring his mission.' Nay, but this was ten years after my setting out.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

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3. 'My heart was not wholly resigned; yet I know He heard my voice' . 4. 'The longer I spoke the more strength I had, till at twelve I was as one refreshed with wine' . 5. 'I explained the nature of inward religion, words flowing upon me faster than I could speak' (ibid.). 6. 'I intended to have given an exhortation to the Society; but as soon as we met, the Spirit of supplication fell upon us' (on the congregation as well as me), 'so that I could hardly do anything but pray and give thanks' (ibid.). I believe every true Christian may experience all that is contained in these three instances. 7. 'The Spirit of prayer was so poured upon us all that we could only speak to God' (ibid.). 8. 'Many were seated on a wall, which in the middle of the. sermon fell down; but not one was hurt at all: nor was there any interruption either of my speaking or of the attention of the hearers' . 9. 'The mob had just broke open the doors, and while they burst in at one door we walked out at the other; nor did one man take any notice of us, though we were within five yards of each other' . The fact was just so. I do not attempt to account for it, because I cannot. 10. 'The next miracle was on his friends.' They were no friends of mine. I had seen few of them before in my life. Neither do I say or think it was any miracle at all that they were all 'silent while I spake,' or that 'the moment I had done the chain fell off and they all began talking at once.' Do any or all of these quotations prove that I 'lay claim to almost every miraculous gift'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'We come now to the application of this sovereign test, James iii. 17.' But let us see that we understand it first. I beg leave to consider the whole: 'Who is a wise and knowing man among you Let him show his wisdom,' as well as his faith, 'by his works,' not by words only. 'But if ye have bitter zeal and strife in your heart, do not glory and lie against the truth'; as if any such zeal, anything contrary to love, could consist with true wisdom. 'This wisdom descendeth not from above; but is earthly, sensual, devilish: for where bitter zeal and strife are, there is confusion and every evil work. But the wisdom which is from above' (which every one that hath is a real Christian, and he only) 'is first pure,' free from all that is earthly, sensual, devilish; 'then peaceable,' benign, loving, making peace; 'gentle,' soft, mild, yielding, not morose or sour; 'easy to be entreated,' to be persuaded or convinced, not stubborn, self-willed, or self-conceited; 'full of mercy,' of tenderness and compassion; 'and good fruits,' both in the heart and life. Two of these are immediately specified: 'without partiality,' loving and doing good to all, without respect of persons; 'and without hypocrisy,' sincere, frank, open. I desire to be tried by this test. I try myself by it continually; not, indeed, whether I am a prophet (for it has nothing to do with this), but whether I am a Christian. 1. The present question, then, is not What is Mr. Law or What are the Moravians but What is John Wesley And (1) Is he pure or not 'Not pure; for he separates reason from grace' . A wonderful proof! But I deny the fact. I never did separate reason from grace. 'Yes, you do; for your own words are, " The points we chiefly insisted on were four: (1) That orthodoxy, or right opinion, See letter of Sept. 18, 1756, sect. 7. is at best but a very slender part of religion, if it can be allowed to be any part of it at all "' .

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
After premising that it is our bounder duty to labour after a right judgement in all things, as a wrong judgement naturally leads to wrong practice, I say again, Right opinion is at best but a very slender part of religion (which properly and directly consists in right tempers, words, and actions), and frequently it is no part of religion: for it may be where there is no religion at all; in men of the most abandoned lives; yea, in the devil himself. And yet this does not prove that I 'separate reason from grace,' that I 'discard reason from the service of religion.' I do continually 'employ it to distinguish between right and wrong opinions.' I never affirmed 'this distinction to be of little consequence,' or denied 'the gospel to be a reasonable service' . But 'the Apostle Paul considered right opinions as a full third part at least of religion: for he says, " The fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth." By goodness is meant the conduct of particulars to the whole, and consists in habits of social virtue; and this refers to Christian practice. By righteousness is meant the conduct of the whole to particulars, and consists in the gentle use of Church authority, and this refers to Christian discipline. By truth is meant the conduct of the whole, and of particulars to one another, and consists in orthodoxy or right opinion; and this refers to Christian doctrine.' My objections to this account are, first, it contradicts St. Paul; secondly, it contradicts itself. First. It contradicts St. Paul. It fixes a meaning upon his words foreign both to the text and context. The plain sense of the text, taken in connexion with the context, is no other than this: (Eph. v. 9) 'The fruit of the Spirit' (rather 'of the light,' which Bengelius proves to be the true reading opposite to 'the unfruitful works of darkness' mentioned verse 11) 'is,' consists, 'in all goodness, kindness, tenderheartedness' (iv. 32) opposite to 'bitterness, wrath, anger, clamour, evil-speaking' (verse 31); 'in all righteousness,' rendering unto all their dues opposite to 'stealing' (verse 28); 'and in all truth,' veracity, sincerity opposite to 'lying' (verse 25).

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

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(2) 'Our next business is to apply the other marks to these pretending sectaries. The first of these, purity, respects the nature of " the wisdom from above," or, in other words, the doctrine taught.' Not in the least. It has no more to do with 'doctrine' than the whole text has with 'prophets.' 'All the rest concern the manner of teaching.' Neither can this be allowed. They no farther concern either teaching or teachers than they concern all mankind. But to proceed: 'Methodism signifies only the manner of preaching; not either an old or a new religion: it is the manner in which Mr. Wesley and his followers attempt to propagate the plain old religion' . And is not this sound doctrine Is this 'spiritual mysticism and ecstatic raptures' 'Of all men, Mr. Wesley should best know the meaning of the term; since it was not a nickname imposed on the sect by its enemies, but an appellation of honour bestowed upon it by themselves.' In answer to this, I need only transcribe what was published twenty years ago: 'Since the name first came abroad into the world, many have been at a loss to know what a Methodist is; what are the principles and the practice of those who are commonly called by that name; and what the distinguishing marks of this sect, " which is everywhere spoken against." 'And it being generally believed that I was able to give the clearest account of these things (as having been one of the first to whom that name was given and the person by whom the rest were supposed to be directed), I have been called upon, in all manner of ways and with the utmost earnestness, so to do. I yield at last to the continued importunity both of friends and enemies; and do now give the clearest account I can, in the presence of the Lord and Judge of heaven and earth, of the principles and practice wherein those who are called Methodists are distinguished from other men.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'But St. James, who delivers the test for the trial of these men's pretensions' (the same mistake still), 'unquestionably thought a fanatic spirit did more mischief in the mode of teaching than in the matter taught; since of six marks, one only concerns doctrine, all the rest the manner of the teacher' . Nay, all six concern doctrine as much as one. The truth is, they have nothing to do either with doctrine or manner. 'From St. Paul's words, "Be instant in season, out of season," he infers more than they will bear; and misapplies them into the bargain' . When and where I do not remember applying them at all. 'When seasonable times are appointed for holy offices, to fly to unseasonable is factious' . But it is not clear that five in the morning and seven in the evening (our usual times) are unseasonable. 2. We come now directly to the second article. '"The wisdom from above is peaceable." But the propagation of Methodism has occasioned many and great violations of peace. In order to know where the blame hereof lies, let us inquire the temper which "makes for peace." For we may be assured the fault lies not there, where such a temper is found.' Thus far we are quite agreed. 'Now, the temper which makes for peace is prudence.' This is one of the tempers which make for peace; others are kindness, meekness, patience. 'This our Lord recommended by His own example' (pages 174-7). 'But this Mr. Wesley calls "the mystery of iniquity and the offspring of hell"' . No, not this; not the prudence which our Lord recommends. I call that so, and that only, which the world, the men who know not God, style Christian prudence. By this I mean subtlety, craft, dissimulation; study to please man rather than God; the art of trimming between God and the world, of serving God and mammon. Will any serious man defend this And this only do I condemn.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'To know the true character of Methodism.' The present point is to know the true character of John Wesley. Now, in order to know this we need not inquire what others were before he was born. All, therefore, that follows of old Precisians, Puritans, and Independents may stand just as it is. (Pages 184-6.) But 'Mr. Wesley wanted to be persecuted' . As this is averred over and over, I will explain myself upon it once for all. I never desired or wanted to be persecuted. Lives there who loves his pain I love and desire to 'live peaceably with all men.' 'But persecution would not come at his call.' However, it came uncalled; and more than once or twice it was not 'mock persecution.' It was not only the huzzas of the mob: showers of stones are something more than huzzas. And whosoever saw the mob either at Walsall or Cork (to instance in no more) saw that they were not 'in jest,' but in great earnest, eagerly athirst, not for sport, as you suppose, but for blood. But though I do not desire persecution, I expect it. I must, if I believe St. Paul: 'All that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution' (2 Tim. iii. 12); either sooner or later, more or less, according to the wise providence of God. But I believe 'all these things work together for good to them that love God.' And from a conviction of this they may even rejoice when they are 'persecuted for righteousness' sake.' Yet, as I seldom 'complain of ill treatment,' so I am never 'dissatisfied with good ' . But I often wonder at it; and I once expressed my wonder nearly in the words of the old Athenian 'What have we done that the world should be so civil to us' See letter of July 18, 1747. You conclude the head: 'As he who persecutes is but the tool of him that invites persecution' (I know not who does), 'the crime finally comes home to him who set the rioter at work' . And is this all the proof that I am not peaceable Then let all men judge if the charge is made good.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
3, 'The next mark of the celestial wisdom is, it is "gentle and easy to be entreated," compliant and even obsequious to all men.' And how does it appear that I am wanting in this Why, he is 'a severe condemner of his fellow citizens and a severe exactor of conformity to his own observances.' Now the proof: (1) 'He tells us this in the very appellation he assumes' . Nay, I never assumed it at all. (2) But 'you say, "Useless conversation is an abomination to the Lord." And what is this but to withstand St. Paul to the face' Why, did St. Paul join in or condemn useless conversation I rather think he reproves it. He condemns as sapros logos, 'putrid, stinking conversation,' all that is not good, all that is not 'to the use of edifying,' and meet to 'minister grace to the hearers' (Eph. iv. 29). (3) Mr. Wesley 'resolved never to laugh nor to speak a tittle of worldly things' 'though others may, nay must.' Pray add that with the reason of my so resolving namely, that I expected to die in a few days. If I expected it now, probably I should resume the resolution. But, be it as it may, this proves nothing against my being both gentle and easy to be entreated. (4) 'He says Mr. Griffith was a clumsy, overgrown, hardfaced man' . So he was. And this was the best of him. I spare him much in saying no more. But he is gone: let his ashes rest. (5) 'I heard a most miserable sermon, full of dull, senseless, improbable lies.' It was so from the beginning to the end. I have seldom heard the like. (6) '"The persecution at St. Ives"' (which ended before I came; what I saw I do not term persecution) '" was owing to the indefatigable labours of Mr. Hoblyn and Mr. Symonds, gentlemen worthy to be had in everlasting remembrance."Here he tells us it is his purpose to gibbet up the names of his two great persecutors to everlasting infamy.' These gentlemen had occasioned several innocent people to be turned out of their livelihood; and others to be outraged in the most shocking manner, and beat only not to death. My purpose is, by setting down their names, to make others afraid so to offend.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'Spiritual cures are all the good fruits he pretends to' (pages 204-5). Not quite all, says William Kirkman with some others. 'A few of his spiritual cures we will set in a fair light: "The first time I preached at Swalwell"' (chiefly to colliers and workers in the ironwork) '"none seemed to be convinced, only stunned."' I mean amazed at what they heard, though they were the first principles of religion. 'But he brings them to their senses with a vengeance.' No, not them. These were different persons. Are they lumped together in order to set things in 'a fair light' The whole paragraph runs thus: 'I carefully examined those who had lately cried out in the congregation. Some of these, I found, could give no account at all how or wherefore they had done so; only that of a sudden they dropped down, they knew not how; and what they afterward said or did they knew not. Others could just remember they were in fear, but could not tell what they were in fear of. Several said they were afraid of the devil, and this was all they knew. But a few gave a more intelligible account of the piercing sense they then had of their sins, both inward and outward, which were set in array against them round about; of the dread they were in of the wrath of God, and the punishment they had deserved, into which they seemed to be just falling without any way to escape. One of them told me, "I was as if I was just falling down from the highest place I had ever seen. I thought the devil was pushing me off, and that God had forsaken me." Another said, "I felt the very fire of hell already kindled in my breast; and all my body was in as much pain as if I had been in a burning fiery furnace." What wisdom is this which rebuketh these, that they should hold their peace Nay, let such an one cry after Jesus of Nazareth till He saith, "Thy faith hath made thee whole."' (Journal, iii. 59-60.)

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
Now follow the proofs of my driving men mad: (1) 'Another of Dr. Monro's patients came to ask my advice. I found no reason to believe she had been any otherwise mad than every one is that is deeply convinced of sin.' (Tract, p. 208.) Let this prove all that it can prove. (2) 'A middle-aged woman was really distracted.' Yes, before I ever saw her or she me. (3) 'I could not but be under some concern with regard to one or two persons, who were tormented in an unaccountable manner, and seemed to be indeed lunatic as well as sore vexed.' True; for a time. But the deliverance of one of them is related in the very next paragraph. (4) 'Two or three are gone quite distracted' 'that is, they mourn and refuse to be comforted till they have redemption.' (5) 'I desired one to visit Mrs. G in Bedlam, put in by her husband as a madwoman.' But she never was mad in any degree, as he himself afterwards acknowledged. (6) 'One was so deeply convinced of her ungodliness that she cried out day and night, "Lord, save, or I perish!" All the neighbours agreed she was stark mad.' But I did not make her so. For this was before she ever saw my face. Now let every one judge whether here is yet a single proof that I drive men mad. 'The time when this spiritual madness was at its height he calls a glorious time' . I call that a glorious time when many notorious sinners are converted to God (whether with any outward symptoms or none, for those are no way essential), and when many are in the triumph of faith greatly rejoicing in God their Saviour. 'But though Mr. Wesley does so well in turning fools into madmen, yet his craftmaster is certainly one Mr. Wheatley, of whom he gives this extraordinary account' :

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

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'"A poor woman" (on Wednesday, September 17, 1740) "said it was four years" (namely, in September 1736, above a year before I left Georgia) "since her son, by hearing a sermon of Mr. Wheatley's, fell into great uneasiness. She thought he was ill, and would have sent for a physician. But he said, No, no; send for Mr. Wheatley. He was sent for, and came; and, after asking a few questions, told her, The boy is mad: get a coach, and carry him to Dr. Monro: use my name; I have sent several such to him." Who this Mr. Wheatley is I know not.' He was lecturer at Spitalfields Church. The event was, after the apothecary had half murdered him, he was discharged, and the lad soon recovered his strength. His senses he never had lost. The supposing this was a blunder from the beginning. 'These are the exploits which M , . Wesley calls blessings from God' . Certainly I do, both repentance and faith. 'And which therefore we may call the good fruits of his ministry.' May God increase them an hundredfold! 'What the Apostle calls "good fruits," namely, doing much good, Mr. Wesley tells us belongs not to true religion.' I never told any man so yet. I tell all men just the contrary. I may then safely leave all mankind to judge whether a single article of the charge against me has yet been made good. So much for the first charge that I am a madman. Now for the second that I am a knave. 5. The proof is short: 'Every enthusiast is a knave: but he is an enthusiast; therefore he is a knave.' I deny both the first and second proposition. Nay, the first is proved thus: 'Enthusiasm must always be accompanied with craft and knavery' . It is often so, but not always; for there may be honest enthusiasts. Therefore the whole account of that odd combination which follows is ingenious, but proves nothing. (Pages 214-18.)

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
The passage in my Journal stands thus: 'Mrs. Sparrow told me two or three nights since, "Miss Gr met me and said, I assure you Mr. Wesley is a Papist." Perhaps I need observe no more upon this than that Miss Gr had lately been raving mad in consequence of a fever (not of an anathema, which never had any being); that as such she was tied down in her bed; and as soon as she was suffered to go abroad went to Mr. Whitefield to inquire of him whether she was not a Papist. But he quickly perceived she was only a lunatic, the nature of her disorder soon betraying itself.' Certainly, then, my allowing her to be mad is no proof of my partiality. I will allow every one to be so who is attended with 'all these circumstances of madness.' (4) 'He pronounces sentence of enthusiasm upon another, and tells us wherefore without any disguise: "Here I took leave of a poor, mad, original enthusiast, who had been scattering lies in every quarter."' See Journal, iii. 181-2. The asylum in Box (Wilts.) adjoined the churchyard. The parson's fee for the burial of a lunatic was one penny; three pence for a sane person. It was the famous John Adams, since confined at Box, whose capital lie (the source of the rest) was that he was a prophet greater than Moses or any of the Apostles. And is the pronouncing him a madman a proof of my partiality (5) 'I had much conversation with Mr. Simpson, an original enthusiast I desired him in the evening to give an exhortation. He did so, and spoke many good things in a manner peculiar to himself' without order or connexion, head or tail, and in a language very near as Mystical as that of Jacob Behmen. 'When he had done, I summed up what he had said, methodizing and explaining it. Oh what pity it is this well-meaning man should ever speak without an interpreter!'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'We shall end, where every fanatic leader ends, with his hypocrisy' . Five arguments are brought in proof of this. I shall take them in their order. (1) 'After having heaped up miracles one upon another, he sneaks away under the protection of a puny wonder: "About five I began near the Keelmen's Hospital, many thousands standing round. The wind was high just before, but scarce a breath was felt all the time we assembled before God. I praise God for this also. Is it enthusiasm to see God in every benefit we receive "It is not; the enthusiasm consists in believing those benefits to be conferred through a change in the established course of nature. But here he insinuates that he meant no more by his miracles than the seeing God in every benefit we receive.' (Pages 228-9.) That sudden and total ceasing of the wind I impute to the particular providence of God. This I mean by seeing God therein. But this I knew many would count enthusiasm. In guarding against it, I had an eye to that single incident, and no other. Nor did I insinuate anything more than I expressed in as plain a manner as I could. A little digression follows: 'A friend of his advises not to establish the power of working miracles as the great criterion of a divine mission, seeing the agreement of doctrines with Scripture is the only infallible rule' . 'But Christ Himself establishes the power of working miracles as the great criterion of a divine mission' . True, of a mission to be the Saviour of the world; to put a period to the Jewish and introduce the Christian dispensation. And whoever pretends to such a mission will stand in need of such credentials.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
6. What farther proof of hypocrisy Why, 'he had given innumerable flirts of contempt in his Journals against human learning' (pages 252-3). Where I do not know. Let the passages be cited; else, let me speak for it ever so much, it will prove nothing. 'At last he was forced to have recourse to what he had so much scorned; I mean prudence' . All a mistake. I hope never to have recourse to false prudence; and true prudence I never scorned. 'He might have met Mr. Whitefield half-way; but he was too formidable a rival. With a less formidable one he pursues this way. "I laboured," says he, "to convince Mr. Green"' (my assistant, not rival) '"that he had not done well in confuting, as he termed it, the sermon I preached the Sunday before. I asked, Will you meet me half-way"' (The words following put my meaning beyond all dispute.) '"I will never publicly preach against you: will not you against me'' See Journal, iv. 94; and for a letter to William Green, October 25, 1789. Here we see a fair invitation to Mr. Green to play the hypocrite with him.' (Ibid.) Not in the least. Each might simply deliver his own sentiments without preaching against the other. 'We conclude that Mr. Wesley, amidst his warmest exclamations against all prudence, had still a succedaneum, which indeed he calls prudence; but its true name is craft' . Craft is an essential part of worldly prudence. This I detest and abhor. And let him prove it upon me that can. But it must be by better arguments than the foregoing. Truly Christian prudence, such as was recommended by our Lord and practiced by Him and His Apostles, I reverence and desire to learn, being convinced of its abundant usefulness. I know nothing material in the argument which I have left untouched. And I must now refer it to all the world whether, for all that has been brought to the contrary, I may not still have a measure of the 'wisdom from above, which is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.'

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'To show that the loss of these will not be regretted when the Church has advanced from a state of infancy to manhood ' (alas the day! Were the Apostles but infants to us), 'he illustrates the case by an elegant similitude, "When I was a child, I spake as a child; . . . but when I became a man, I put away childish things." His next remark, concerning the defects of human knowledge, is only an occasional answer to an objection. And the last verse shows that the superior duration of charity refers to the present life only, "Now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity." That is, you may perhaps object, Faith and hope will likewise remain in the Church, when prophecy, tongues, and knowledge are ceased: they will so; but still charity is the greatest, because of its excellent qualities.' 'The last verse shows'! Is not this begging the question How forced is all this! The plain natural meaning of the passage is, Love (the absolute necessity and the nature of which is shown in the foregoing verses) has another commendation it 'never faileth,' it accompanies and adorns us to eternity. 'But whether there be prophecies, they shall fail,' when all things are fulfilled and God is all in all. 'Whether there be tongues, they shall cease': one language shall prevail among all the inhabitants of heaven, while the low, imperfect languages of earth are forgotten. The 'knowledge,' likewise, we now so eagerly pursue shall then 'vanish away.' As starlight is lost in that of the midday sun, so our present knowledge in the light of eternity. 'For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.' We have here but short, narrow, imperfect conceptions, even of the things round about us, and much more of the deep things of God; and even the prophecies which men deliver from God are far from taking in the whole of future events. 'But when that which is perfect is come,' at death and in the last day, 'that which is in part shall be done away.' Both that low, imperfect, glimmering light, which is all the knowledge we can now attain to; and these slow and unsatisfactory methods of attaining, as well as of imparting it to others.

05 To His Brother Charles Lewisham February 28 1766

John Wesley · None · letter
'But when that which is perfect is come,' at death and in the last day, 'that which is in part shall be done away.' Both that low, imperfect, glimmering light, which is all the knowledge we can now attain to; and these slow and unsatisfactory methods of attaining, as well as of imparting it to others. 'When I was a child, I talked as a child, I understood as a child, I reasoned as a child.' As if he had said, In our present state we are mere infants compared to what we shall be hereafter. 'But when I became a man, I put away childish things'; and a proportionable change shall we all find when we launch into eternity. 'Now we see' even the things which surround us by means of 'a glass' or mirror, in a dim, faint, obscure manner, so that everything is a kind of riddle to us; 'but then' we shall see, not a faint reflection, but the objects themselves' 'face to face,' directly and distinctly. 'Now I know but in part.' Even when God reveals things to me, great part of them is still kept under the veil. 'But then shall I know even as I also am known' in a clear, full, comprehensive manner; in some measure like God, who penetrates the centre of every object, and sees at one glance through my soul and all things. 'And now,' during the present life, 'abide these three, faith, hope, love; but the greatest of these,' in its duration as well as the excellence of its nature, 'is love.' Faith, hope, love, are the sum of perfection on earth; love alone is the sum of perfection in heaven. 'It appears, then, that the miraculous powers of the Church were to cease upon its perfect establishment' . Nothing like it appears from this scripture. But supposing it did, is Christianity perfectly established yet even nominal Christianity Mr. Brerewood took large pains to be fully informed; and, according to his account, Enquiries touching the Diversity of Languages and Religions through the chiefe parts of the World (1614), p. 118. five parts in six of the known world are Mahometans or Pagans to this day. If so, Christianity is yet far from being perfectly established, either in Europe, Asia, Africa, or America.

05 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
I still think to disbelieve all the professors amounts to a denial of the thing. For if there be no living witness of what we have preached for twenty years, I cannot, dare not preach it any longer. The whole comes to one point, Is there or is there not any instantaneous sanctification between justification and death I say, Yes; you (often seem to) say, No. What arguments brought you to think so Perhaps they may convince me too. Nay, there is one question more, if you allow there is such a thing, Can one who has attained it fall Formerly I thought not; but you (with T. Walsh and Jo. Jones) convinced me of my mistake. Sat. morning. The delay of sending this gives me occasion to add a few words. I have heard nothing of the lovefeast; but if I had, I could not go. On Monday I am to set out for Norwich. Divide, then, the men and women at once, as we do in London. I shall not be in town again till this day fortnight. Oh for an heart to praise my God! What is there beside Panta gelws kai panta konis. 'All things a jest and all things dust.'

11 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: SLIGO, May 2, 1767. MY DEAR SISTER, It is a long time since I heard either of you or from you. I hope you think of me oftener than you write to me. Let us but continue in prayer, And mountains rise and oceans roll To sever us in vain. I frequently find profit in thinking of you, and should be glad if we had more opportunities of conversing together. If a contrary thought arises, take knowledge from whom it comes: you may judge by the fruit of it; for it weakens your hands and slackens you from being instant in prayer. I am inclined to think I found the effect of your prayer at my very entrance into this kingdom. And here especially we have need of every help, for snares are on every side. Who would not, if it could be done with a clear conscience, run out of the world, wherein the very gifts of God, the work of God, yea His grace itself in some sense, are all the occasion of temptation I hope your little family remains in peace and love and that your own soul prospers. I doubt only whether you are so useful as you might be. But herein look to the anointing which you have of God, being willing to follow wherever He leads, and it shall teach you of all things. There is an amazing increase of the work of God within these few months in the North of Ireland. And no wonder; for the five preachers James Dempster, John Johnson, James Morgan, James Rea, and Robert Williams. who have laboured there are all men devoted to God, men of a single eye, whose whole heart is in the work, and who Constantly trample on pleasure and pain.

11 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
Do they gain ground in London I am afraid perfection should be forgotten. Encourage Richard Blackwell See letter of July 4, 1763. and Mr. Colley Benjamin Colley, a clerical helper of Wesley, was misled by George Bell and Maxfield; but he saw their errors, and was restored to Methodism. Wesley buried him on Nov. 8. See Journal, v. 238 and letter of Sept. 18, 1773, to John Valton. to speak plainly and to press believers to the constant pursuit and earnest expectation of it. A general faintness in this respect is fallen upon this whole kingdom. Sometimes I seem almost weary of striving against the stream both of preachers and people. See that you all strengthen the hands of, my dear sisters, She was at Leytonstone with Miss Bosanquet and Mrs. Ryan. Your affectionate brother.

12 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Maxwell Date: CASTLEBAR, May 7, 1767. MY DEAR LADY, Your silence is not enough. I will not believe you are tired of my correspondence unless I have it under your own hand. But when I have heard nothing from you for six or eight weeks I begin to be full of fears. I am afraid either that you are dead; or that you are extremely ill, not well able to write; or that your affection is cooled, perhaps to me, perhaps to Him that loves you a thousand times better than I do. It lies upon you to put a period to my fears, to show me that you are still the same, only more and more determined, in spite of all temptations, to go on in the most excellent way. I knew not whether it was proper to make any inquiry concerning the trial out of which you said God had delivered you, because there are some things of so delicate a nature that one scarce knows how to commit them to paper. Otherwise I think there is nothing which you might not mention to me, as I believe none is more nearly concerned for your happiness. Have you found a return of the trial you mentioned Still the God whom you serve is able to deliver you. I do not indeed wonder that things should make a deep impression upon so tender a spirit. But still, is not His grace sufficient for you and shall not His strength be made perfect in your weakness Are not you still determined to seek your happiness in Him, and to devote to God all you have and all you are Is it not your desire to be all given up to Him and to glorify Him with your body and with your spirit Go on in His name and in the power of His might! Through Him you shall be more than conqueror. Frequently He has chastened and corrected you; but He has not given you over to death, and He never will. 'Thou shalt not die, but live, and declare the loving-kindness of the Lord.'

12 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
I shall hope to receive a particular account of your health and of your present situation in all respects. Need there be any reserve between us Cannot you speak to me with all simplicity May the peace and love of God fill and rule your heart! I am, my dear Lady, Your most affectionate servant. A letter directed to Dublin will always find me.

18 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
At some times we must look at outward things: such is the present condition of humanity. But we have need quickly to return home; for what avails all but Christ reigning in the heart Daily in His grace to grow What else have we to care for Only now to use all the grace we have received and now to expect all we want! The Lord Jesus swallow you up in His love!

20 To The Printer Of The Freemans Journal

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Printer of the 'Freeman's Journal' Date: WHITEFRIAR STREET, DUBLIN, July 9, 1767. SIR, Two or three days ago I was desired to read a letter printed in the Dublin Mercury of June 27. I cannot possibly believe what I have heard strongly asserted that the author is a clergyman of our own Church; the slander is so dull, so trite, so barefaced, and so clothed in so base, ungenteel Billingsgate language. 'Cursed gospel gossip, sanctified devils, scoundrels, canting hypocritical villains,' these are some of the flowers which he strews abroad with no sparing hand. The writer therefore must needs be one of the lowest class, as void of learning and good manners as even of conscience. His wonderful tale confutes itself. 'At the last lovefeast at midnight she fell into a trance.' Ex pede Herculem. Let every man of reason judge of the rest by this; none of our lovefeasts last till midnight no, nor till ten, rarely till nine o'clock. But the poor man confounds a lovefeast with a watch-night (at which the service does usually continue till midnight or a little longer), knowing just as much of the one as the other. I call upon him hereby, if he does 'carry on a considerable trade in the city,' or any trade at all (except perhaps that of retailing whisky or crying bloody murders through the streets), to give up his name and place of his abode with the name of the curate whom he brought to reason with his wife. No evasion here can be received. Unless this be done without delay, all candid men will believe the whole story to be a senseless, shameless slander. If Mr. B (with whom I had formerly the pleasure of conversing at his own house, and who behaved like a gentleman and a Christian) had had objections to me or my fellow labourers, he would not have proposed them in such a manner. He would have spoken (in private or in public) as a gentleman to a gentleman; and I would have answered him plainly and directly. Indeed, I am ready to give any man of understanding a reason of the hope that is in me that I have a conscience void of offence towards God and towards man. I am Your humble servant.

24 To John Whitehead

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Whitehead Date: LONDON, August 15, 1767. MY DEAR BROTHER, As you desired it, you may labour in Lancashire for the ensuing year. His name appears second of the four preachers for Lancashire. William Whitwell was his colleague at Bristol when this was written. See letter of Oct. 15, 1766. I have considered what you say concerning the usefulness of being present at the General Conference. And I think we may steer a middle course. I will only require a select number to be present. But I will permit any other travelling preacher who desires it to be present with them. O let us be all alive to God and all athirst for His whole image! I am Your affectionate brother.

28 To Peggy Dale

John Wesley · None · letter
To Peggy Dale Date: BRISTOL, September 29, 1767. MY DEAR PEGGY, I hope Mr. Whitefield was an instrument of good at Newcastle Whitefield preached at Newcastle on Sept. 20, 1767, in the Castle Garth. He says, 'I am become a downright street- and field-preacher.' See Tyerman's Whitefield, ii. 532-4. and a means of stirring up some. He is very affectionate and very lively, and his word seldom falls to the ground: though he does not frequently speak of the deep things of God or the height of the promises. But you say not one word of Lady Maxwell! See letter of June 4. Did she call at Newcastle going and coming Did you converse with her alone And did she break through her natural and habitual shyness How did you find her Seeking heavenly things alone, and all athirst for God It will be a miracle of miracles if she stands, considering the thousand snares that surround her. I have much satisfaction when I consider in how different a situation you and my dear Molly Dale are. You have every outward advantage for holiness which an indulgent Providence can give. And, what is happier still, you have a fixed determination to use all those advantages to the uttermost. Let your eye be steadily fixed on the mark! to be all love! all devoted! to have one desire, one work, one happiness, one Christ reigning alone and filling you with His fullness! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

30 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: BRISTOL, October 9, 1767. MY DEAR BROTHER, Tis pity but we could follow the blow at Belford Fifteen miles beyond Alnwick. Wesley preached there on May 22, 1766: 'The hearers were seriously attentive, and a few seemed to understand what was spoken.' See Journal, v. 167.; I think something might be done there. I appointed John Atlay to be at Glasgow till February, and Jos. Thompson in the Dunbar Circuit. Two preachers, if they are zealous and active, will do better than one. But why is not Joseph Thompson there I will not have my plan altered! Whoever does not observe the twelfth rule of a preacher 'Act in all things, not according to your own wish, but as a son in the gospel, and in union with your brethren, c.' renounces connexion with me! If Joseph Thompson does not intend to renounce this, let him come to Dunbar immediately. I will be on or off! I tell them what these two preachers are to do. 'Each preacher is to be a fortnight in the city and in the country alternately' viz. at Leith, Dalkeith, Linlithgow, and Burrawytowys. Let them keep to this, and the fruit will soon appear. And if they do not keep to this, notwithstanding any reason or presence to the contrary, I will no farther concern myself with them. I will not attempt to guide those who will not be guided by me. There is a round cut out already. Let them keep to it, or renounce all intercourse with me! Legacy or not, Samuel Franks Wesley's Book Steward; Olivers was Hilton's colleague in Dublin. will answer your demands. But what do you make of John Hilton Did he do nothing in Scotland He was all life all fire. I will tell Thomas Olivers part of my mind. Now let you and I go on in the name of God. We know in whom we have believed. I am Yours affectionately.

31 To Ann Foard

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Foard Date: SALISBURY, October 14, 1767. MY DEAR SISTER, At length I get a little time (after having been some weeks almost in a perpetual motion) to write a few lines to one I sincerely love. Grow in grace every hour, the more the better. Use now all the grace you have; this is certainly right: but also now expect all the grace you want! This is the secret of heart religion at the present moment to work and to believe. Here is Christ your Lord, the lover of your soul. Give yourself up to Him without delay; and, as you can, without reserve. And simply tell Him all you desire and all you want. What situation is it that hurries you Is it not determined whether you shall change your condition or no She was engaged to John Thornton, of Southwark. See heading to letter of June 3, 1763. Be it either way, God sitteth on the throne and ruleth all things well. I am Your affectionate brother.

32 To Robert Costerdine

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Costerdine Date: LONDON, November 24, 1767. MY DEAR BROTHER, A few days since, I received a letter from a gentleman, the substance of which with a few alterations I subjoin: REVEREND SIR, In the Minutes of the Conference held at Leeds last year the whole debt of the Methodists, considered as one body, appeared to be 11,338. I suppose it is much the same now, perhaps a little more or less. The Yearly Subscription was designed to pay off this. And it has helped a little toward it, as well as answered many other excellent purposes, for which also it was intended from the beginning. But it must be long before it can answer that design; as it has hitherto been so small, that it has very little more than supplied the yearly wants. Meantime this debt remains as a constant load on your shoulders and a constant reproach on all the Societies. If this debt could be discharged, it would be an ease to your mind, an honour to the whole body, and a glorious proof of our care to provide things honest in the sight of all men. But how is it possible to raise so large a sum as 11,000 I believe it is not only possible, but easy, far easier than many may conceive, to do it in two years' time, by the following simple method, without burthening either the rich or poor. First, as it is for the glory of God and the promoting of His cause, let us beg His blessing upon our honest endeavours. Then let us willingly and earnestly set our shoulders to the work, and by His grace it shall be accomplished. I suppose the Societies in Great Britain and Ireland contain twenty-four thousand members: one-fourth part of these, if they subscribe according to the following scheme, will discharge the whole debt in two years: Subscribers Guineas In two years. 1,000 at two 4,200 1,000 one and a half 3,150 1,000 one 2,100 1,000 three quarters 1,575 1,000 half 1,050 1,000 a quarter 525 In all 12,600

37 To James Oddie

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Oddie Date: LONDON, December 15, 1767. Your affectionate friend and brother.

40 To George Merryweather

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Merryweather Date: LONDON, December 28, 1767. MY DEAR BROTHER, I thank Mr. Waldy and you for your ready and generous assistance. It seems the time is come. But John Fenwick writes from Newcastle: 'We are all here of opinion that what is done should be done at once; and we think the debt may be paid off in one year. Only let us set about it in faith. I will give 25; Mr. Davison will give 25; Jo. Morrison 25; Miss Dales 50.' Very well. This will not interfere. Some may give at once, some quarterly, some yearly. You will encourage your neighbours all you can. See letters of Dec. 15, 1767, and Jan. 9, 1768. I am, with love to Sister Merryweather, Your affectionate brother.

41 To Miss G Wood

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss G. Wood MY REVEREND AND DEAR BROTHER, We were this day most agreeably surprised to hear of your recovery before we had so much as heard of your illness It appears plain that the Lord has more for his labourer both to do and to suffer. For though a glorious share of both has fallen to thy lot, yet thy gracious Master seems resolved to qualify His faithful servant even for a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory! Our respects and best wishes are with you and yours. The Lord Jesus Christ be with all of us! I need not tell my brother that, if Shoreham can any way contribute to his health, all at Shoreham will rejoice to see him. I am Yours most affectionately, VIN. PERRONET. LONDON, December 31, 1767. MY DEAR SISTER, In my last (which, it seems, you did not receive) I gave you both two advices: To beware of that levity which many serious people think innocent if not commendable between married people. Let your intimacy incite you to watch over one another that you may be uniformly and steadily serious. Do not talk on trifles with one another any more than you would with strangers; but let your freest conversation be always such as tends to make you wiser and better. My little indisposition is passed away. Health we shall have, if health be best. I have Brother Gilbert's of the 28th instant, and am obliged to you for your kind assistance. I knew nothing would be wanting on your part. As to the debt. See letter of Nov. 24. I purpose writing to several of our friends in Ireland. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

01 To Samuel Levick

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Levick Date: LONDON, January 2, 1768. I can stay no longer. I wrote to Mr. Hoskins, Brother Trezize, Rd. Williams, Hitchens, Mitchell, Lovelace, Burrell, Eb , Mary and Kath. Carmarthen, Brother Thomas, Mr. Thomas, Dyer, Brother Nance, Mitchell, Sister Launder, Brother Gundry, Nichols, Jo. Vinicombe, Rich. Permewan, and Jo. Bennets. The rest to you. Push home with rich and poor. Leave no stone unturned. Lose no time. Exert yourself, trusting in God. Give my printed letters whoever you judge. Therein you see your first plan. And let that go as far as it can go. But John Fenwick writes from Newcastle: 'We are all of opinion the debt may be cleared in one year. I will give 25. Robert Davison will give 25. John Morrison 25. Miss Dales 50.' Let us undertake it in faith, and it will be done! This should be insisted on with men of substance. See letter of Jan. 19. I want an exact account of the debts in your circuit. Is Jos. Pasco alive Be all alive! I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

04 To James Oddie

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Oddie Date: LONDON, January 12, 1768. If we pay the debt in one year (and there is a fine prospect), it is all along of your Newcastle people; for nobody else thought of it. Go on, go on, in God's name! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

06 To Samuel Levick

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Levick Date: LONDON, January 19, 1768. Now, up and be doing! Lose not a day. I desire you (1) exhort our wealthy members to act generously and make a push once for all; (2) encourage the middling ones to subscribe more or less according to the plan; (3) receive two mites from the willing poor; (4) take an exact account of the debts which lie upon the houses in your circuit; (5) before the 20th of next month send me an exact account both of the debts and of the money subscribed, which is to be paid at the spring visitation of the classes. Go on in faith. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

08 To Hannah Ball

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hannah Ball Date: LONDON, January 28, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, I found a particular love to you from the time that you spoke so freely to me on that nice subject; especially when I found you had resolution to give up all for Christ, and even to pluck out the right eye and cast it from you. Use the same freedom still. Tell me from time to time anything that tries or troubles you. Certainly you will have trials of various kinds. Expect one after another, and conquer all through Him that loves you. Only hold fast your shield! Cast not away that confidence which hath great recompense of reward! Christ is yours! Yea, all He has and is is yours! And let all you are, soul and body, be His! Draw not back! Hang upon Him! Trust Him in all things! and love for His sake, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

14 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March Date: STROUD, March 14, 1768. There are innumerable degrees, both in a justified and a sanctified state, more than it is possible for us exactly to define. I have always thought the lowest degree of the latter implies the having but one desire and one design. I have no doubt but in that general outpouring of the Spirit God did give this degree of salvation, neither did it ever appear to me that had lost it; rather seemed to stand just on the threshold of Christian perfection, and I apprehend nothing would be more likely to hurt the soul than undervaluing the grace already received. Without any sin we may be in a sense pleased with the approbation of those we esteem and love. But here we have need of much prayer, lest this should degenerate into pride or vanity. I still say to you, as to an almost new-born babe, 'Dare to believe; on Christ lay hold!' Without being solicitous about the name of what you have, ask and expect all you want! Is it not nigh, even at the door The knowledge of ourselves is true humility; and without this we cannot be free from vanity, a desire of praise being inseparably connected with every degree of pride. Continual watchfulness is absolutely necessary to hide this from stealing in upon us. But as long as we steadily watch and pray, we shall not enter into temptation. It may and will assault us on every side; but it cannot prevail.

15 To John Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
And how can we expect it to be otherwise For do we not naturally catch their spirit with whom we converse And what spirit can we expect them to be of, considering the preaching they sit under Some happy exceptions I allow; but, in general, do men gather grapes of thorns Do they gather constant, universal self-denial, the patience of hope, the labour of love, inward and outward self-devotion, from the doctrine of Absolute Decrees, of Irresistible Grace, of Infallible Perseverance Do they gather these fruits from Antinomian doctrine or from any that borders upon it Do they gather them from that amorous way of praying to Christ or that way of preaching His righteousness I never found it so. On the contrary, I have found that even the precious doctrine of Salvation by Faith has need to be guarded with the utmost care, or those who hear it will slight both inward and outward holiness. I will go a step farther: I seldom find it profitable for me to converse with any who are not athirst for perfection and who are not big with earnest expectation of receiving it every moment. Now, you find none of these among those we are speaking of, but many, on the contrary, who are in various ways directly or indirectly opposing the whole work of God; that work, I mean, which God is carrying on throughout the kingdom by andres agraumatoi kai idiwtai. Acts iv. 13: 'unlearned and ignorant men.' In consequence of which His influence must in some measure be withdrawn from them. Again, you have for some time conversed a good deal with the genteel Methodists. Now, it matters not a straw what doctrine they hear, whether they frequent the Lock or West Street. They are (almost all) salt that has lost its savour, if ever they had any. They are throughly conformed to the maxims, the spirit, the fashions, and customs of the world. Certainly, then, Nunquam ad eos homines ibis quin minor homo redebis. A Kempis's Imitation, i. 20: 'One said, As oft as I have gone among men, I returned home less a man.'

15 To John Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
But, were these or those of ever so excellent a spirit, you converse with them too long. 'Three or four hours'! One had need to be an angel, not a man, to converse four hours at once to any purpose. In the latter part of such a conversation we shall doubtless lose all the profit we had gained before. But have you not a remedy for all this in your hands In order to truly profitable conversation, may not you select persons clear both of Calvinism and Antinomianism, not fond of that luscious way of talking, but standing in awe of Him they love persons who are vigorously working out their salvation, persons athirst for full redemption, and every moment expecting if not already enjoying it Though, it is true, these will commonly be poor and mean; seldom possessed of either riches or learning, unless there be now and then a rara avis in terris, Juvenal's Satires, vi. 165: 'A bird rarely seen on earth.' a Miss March or Betty Johnson. See headings to letters of March 4, 1760, and Dec. 15, 1763. If you converse with these humbly and simply an hour at a time, with prayer before and prayer after, you will not complain of the unprofitableness of conversation or find any need of turning hermit.

15 To John Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
As to the conference at Worcester on lay-preaching, do not you observe almost all the lay preachers (1) are connected with me (2) are maintainers of universal redemption Hinc illae lacrymae! Horace's Epistles, 1. xix. 41:'Hence these tears.' These gentlemen do not love me, and do love particular redemption. If these laymen were connected with them, or if they were Calvinists, all would be well. Therefore I should apprehend you will have two things to do: (1) urge the argument the strength of which I believe is in the second Appeal, and above all in the Letter to a Clergyman See Works, viii. 136-200; and letter of May 4, 1748.; (2) apply to the conscience, You do not love Mr. Wesley enough, you dove your opinions too much; otherwise this debate would never have arisen. For it is undeniable these quacks cure whom we cannot cure, they save sinners all over the nation. God is with them, God works by them, and has done so, for near these thirty years. Therefore the opposing them is neither better nor worse than fighting against God. I am Your ever affectionate brother.

23 To The Rev Mr Plenderlieth

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Rev. Mr. Plenderlieth NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 23, 1768. REVEREND AND DEAR SIR, Some years ago it was reported that I recommended the use of a crucifix to a man under sentence of death. I traced this up to its author, Dr. Stennett, an Anabaptist teacher. He was charged with it. He answered, 'Why, I saw a crucifix in his cell' (a picture of Christ on the cross); 'and I knew Mr. Wesley used to visit him: so I supposed he had brought it.' This is the whole of the matter. Dr. Stennett himself I never yet saw; nor did I ever see such a picture in the cell: and I believe the whole tale is pure invention. I had for some time given up the thought of an interview with Mr. Erskine, when I fell into the company of Dr. Oswald. He said, 'Sir, you do not know Mr. Erskine. I know him perfectly well. Send and desire an hour's conversation with him, and I am sure he will understand you better.' I am glad I did send. I have done my part, and am now entirely satisfied. I am likewise glad that Mr. Erskine has spoke his mind. I will answer with all simplicity, in full confidence of satisfying you and all impartial men. He objects, first, that I attack predestination as subversive of all religion, and yet suffer my followers in Scotland to remain in that opinion. Much of this is true. I did attack predestination eight-and-twenty years ago See letter of April 30, 1739.; and I do not believe now any predestination which implies irrespective reprobation. But I do not believe it is necessarily subversive of all religion. I think hot disputes are much more so; therefore I never willingly dispute with any one about it. And I advise all my friends, not in Scotland only, but all over England and Ireland, to avoid all contention on the head, and let every man remain in his own opinion. Can any man of candour blame me for this Is there anything unfair or disingenuous in it

23 To The Rev Mr Plenderlieth

John Wesley · None · letter
He objects, secondly, that I 'assert the attainment of sinless perfection by all born of God.' I am sorry Mr. Erskine should affirm this again. I need give no other answer than I gave before, in the seventh page of the little tract For A Plain Account of Christian Perfection and the sermon on The Lord our Righteousness, see letter of Feb. 28, 1766, to John Newton. I sent him two years ago. I do not maintain this. I do not believe it. I believe Christian perfection is not attained by any of the children of God till they are what the Apostle John terms fathers. And this I expressly declare in that sermon which Mr. Erskine so largely quotes. He objects, thirdly, that I 'deny the imputation of Christ's active obedience.' Since I believed justification by faith, which I have done upwards of thirty years, I have constantly maintained that we are pardoned and accepted wholly and solely for the sake of what Christ hath both done and suffered for us. Two or three years ago Mr. Madan's sister showed him what she had wrote down of a sermon which I had preached on this subject. He entreated me to write down the whole and print it, saying it would satisfy all my opponents. I was not so sanguine as to expect this: I understood mankind too well. However, I complied with his request: a few were satisfied; the rest continued just as they were before. As long as Mr. Erskine continues of the mind expressed in his Theological Essays, there is no danger that he and I should agree any more than light and darkness. I love and reverence him, but not his doctrine. I dread every approach to Antinomianism. I have seen the fruit of it over the three kingdoms. I never said that Mr. Erskine and I were agreed. I will make our disagreement as public as ever he pleases; only I must withal specify the particulars. If he will fight with me, it must be on this ground and then let him do what he will and what he can. Retaining a due sense of your friendly offices, and praying for a blessing on all your labours, I remain, reverend and dear sir, Your affectionate brother and servant.

27 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: NORTON, NEAR STOCKTON, June 14, 1768. But what shall we do I think it is high time that you and I at least should come to a point. Shall we go on in asserting perfection against all the world Or shall we quietly let it drop We really must do one or the other; and, I apprehend, the sooner the better. What shall we jointly and explicitly maintain (and recommend to all our preachers) concerning the nature, the time (now or by-and-by), and the manner of it (instantaneous or not) I am weary of intestine war, of preachers quoting one of us against the other. At length let us fix something for good and all; either the same as formerly or different from it. Errwso. 'Farewell.'

28 To Jane Hilton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Hilton Date: YORK, June 25, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, Your conversation gave me much satisfaction. I rejoiced to find that you was sensible of your loss, and determined by the grace of God never to rest till you had recovered all which you once enjoyed. Nay, and you will recover it with increase; you will find a deeper communion with God, and a more full self-devotion than ever. An earnest of this was given you the other day. Hold that fast, and continually expect the rest. How did you find yourself on Thursday morning Had you not again a taste of the great salvation And how have you been since Are you still happy in God, and resolved not to rest till you are all devoted to Him See that you do not fall again into evil reasonings! Be simple before God! Continue instant in prayer; and watch against whatever you know by experience to be a weight upon your mind. How soon may you then have your whole desire! How soon may your heart be all love! Why not now All things are ready! Only believe! And speak freely to, my dear Jenny, Your affectionate brother.

29 To Jane Hilton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Hilton Date: GUISELEY, July 1, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, You must now expect temptations. Perhaps they will assault you on every side; for all the powers of hell are enraged at you and will use every art to move you from your steadfastness. But He that is for you is greater than all that are against you: only beware of evil reasoning! Hang simply on Him that loves you, and whom you love; just as a little helpless child. Christ is yours, all yours: that is enough. Lean your whole soul upon Him! Do you find a witness in yourself that He has cleansed your heart Do you feel this always And have you a constant sense of the loving presence of God You never need lose anything that God has given, so you keep close to Him. Be little and mean in your own eyes, glorying only in the Lord. And do not cease to pray for Your affectionate brother. You may direct to me at Epworth, near Thorne, Yorkshire. It is a pity but you should now read the Plain Account of Christian Perfection (I suppose you may get it at Hull) and the First Epistle of St. John.

31 To Walter Sellon

John Wesley · None · letter
To Walter Sellon Date: WAKEFIELD, July 9, 1768. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am glad you have undertaken the Redemption Redeemed. But you must in no wise forget Dr. Owen's Answer to it; otherwise you will leave a loophole for all the Calvinists to creep out. The doctor's evasions you must needs cut in pieces, either interweaving your answers with the body of the work under each head or adding them in marginal notes. Your ever affectionate brother.

32 To Jane Hilton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Hilton MY DEAR SISTER, Coming here this afternoon, I found your welcome letter. I would have you write as often as you can. For you have need of every possible help; inasmuch as your grace is as yet young and tender, and all the powers of darkness are at work to move you from your steadfastness, But it is enough that Christ is yours; and He is wiser and stronger than all the powers of hell. Hang upon Him, and you are safe; lean on Him with the whole weight of your soul. Do you find now as clear an evidence of the invisible as of the visible world And are your thoughts continually fixed on the God of your salvation Do you pray without ceasing Does He preserve you even in your dreams Hold fast what you have, and look for more; for there is no end of His goodness. Mr. Robertshaw is to stay with you another year; and doubt not the Lord will stay with you for ever. Think always of Him; and think sometimes of Your affectionate brother. To-morrow I go hence; but I expect to be here again next week, and to stay here till Monday se'nnight.

33 To Thomas Adam

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Adam Date: SWINFLEET, July 19, 1768. REVEREND AND DEAR SIR, One of Wintringham informed me yesterday that you said no sensible and well-meaning man could hear and much less join the Methodists; because they all acted under a lie, professing themselves members of the Church of England while they licensed themselves as Dissenters. You are a little misinformed. The greater part of the Methodist preachers are not licensed at all; and several that are are not licensed as Dissenters. I instance particularly in Thomas Adams and Thomas Brisco. When Thomas Adams desired a license, one of the Justices said, 'Mr. Adams, are not you of the Church of England Why, then, do you desire a license' He answered, 'Sir, I am of the Church of England; yet I desire a license, that I may legally defend myself from the illegal violence of oppressive men.' T. Brisco being asked the same question in London, and the Justice adding, 'We will not grant you a license,' his lawyer replied, 'Gentlemen, you cannot refuse it: the Act is a mandatory act. You have no choice.' One asked the chairman, 'Is this true' He shook his head, and said, 'He is in the right.' The objection, therefore, does not lie at all against the greater part of the Methodist preachers; because they are either licensed in this form or not licensed at all. When others applied for a license, the Clerk or Justice said, 'I will not license you but as Protestant Dissenters.' They replied, 'We are of the Church; we are not Dissenters: but if you will call us so, we cannot help it.' They did call them so in their certificates, but this did not make them so. They still call themselves members of the Church of England; and they believe themselves so to be. Therefore neither do these act under a lie. They speak no more than they verily believe. Surely, then, unless there are stronger objections than this, both well-meaning and sensible men may, in perfect consistence with their sense and sincerity, not only hear but join the Methodists.

36 To Jane Hilton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Hilton Date: BRISTOL, August 20, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, I write often because I know you are yet weak and tender and in need of every help. I am not sorry that you have trials; they are intended to show you your own helplessness, and to give you a fuller confidence in Him who has all power in heaven and earth. You have reason to cast all your care upon Him; for He has dealt bountifully with you. When any trial comes, see that you do not look to the thing itself, but immediately look unto Jesus. Reason not upon it, but believe. See the hand of God in Shimei's tongue. If you want advice in any point, write to me without delay. And meantime stay your whole soul upon Him who will never leave you nor forsake you. Tell Him simply all you fear, all you feel, all you want. Pour out your soul into His bosom. Do you feel no pride, no anger, no desire You will feel temptations to all; and the old deceiver will tell you again and again, 'That is pride, that is anger!' But regard him not. And cast not away your confidence, which hath great recompense of reward. Your affectionate brother. I am to spend a month or two in and near Bristol.

37 To Lawrence Coughlan

John Wesley · None · letter
So neither, if many think they are 'perfected in love,' and are not, will it follow that none are so. Blessed be God, though we set an hundred enthusiasts aside, we are still 'encompassed with a cloud of witnesses,' who have testified, and do testify, in life and in death, that perfection which I have taught these forty years! This perfection cannot be a delusion, unless the Bible be a delusion too; I mean, 'loving God with all our heart and our neighbour as ourselves.' I pin down all its opposers to this definition of it. No evasion! No shifting the question! Where is the delusion of this Either you received this love or you did not; if you did, dare you call it a delusion You will not call it so for all the world. If you received anything else, it does not at all affect the question. Be it as much a delusion as you please, it is nothing to them who have received quite another thing namely, that deep communion with the Father and the Son, whereby they are enabled to give Him their whole heart, to love every man as their own soul, and to walk as Christ also walked. O Lawrence, if Sister Coughlan and you ever did enjoy this, humble yourselves before God for casting it away; if you did not, God grant you may

38 To James Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Morgan Date: ST. JUST, September 3, 1768. Peace, righteousness, and joy impart, And speak forgiveness to his heart.

39 To His Wife

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Wife Date: NEWLYN, September 5, 1768. MY DEAR LOVE, I can make allowances for faintness and weakness and pain. I remember when it was my own case at this very place, and when you spared no pains in nursing and waiting upon me, till it pleased God to make you the chief instrument of restoring my strength. For this illness at Newlyn in July 1753, see Journal, iv. 77. The 'we' in the entries for July 12 and 18 evidently included his wife, to whom he had been married rather more than two years. It was apparently the beginning of the serious illness which sent him into retirement at Lewisham, where he wrote his own epitaph on Nov. 26. I am glad you have the advice of a skilful physician. But you must not be surprised or discouraged if you do not recover your strength so soon as one might wish, especially at this time of the year. What is chiefly to be desired is that God may sanctify all His dispensations to you: that all may be means of your being more entirely devoted to Him whose favour is better than strength or health or life itself. I am, dear Molly, Your ever affectionate Husband.

47 To Hannah Ball

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hannah Ball Date: LONDON, November 12, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, You may always direct to me in London, and the letter will be sent to me wherever I am. There is at present a better prospect at Henley than there has been for several years; and I trust you will see more fruit at Wycombe than there has lately been. Stir up the gift of God that is in you! Willingly catch all opportunities of warning every one and exhorting every one, if by any means you may save some! Cast off every weight! Beware of everything that damps or deadens your soul! If you may be free from the cares and entanglements of another state of life, use it rather.Referring to an offer of marriage from an ungodly young man which she had refused. Surely you are happier if you so abide. Now you have but one care: keep yourself in the love of God, in His pure love, by growing therein. Rejoice, pray, give thanks evermore. Cleave closer to Him that loves you; and for His sake love, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

52 To Thomas Rankin

John Wesley · None · letter
Ought I not to add that there were some of our brethren who did not answer my expectations I knew they were able to assist me largely; and I flattered myself they were not less willing than able, as they owed me their own souls also, and this was the first favour of the kind which I had requested of them. Let me be excused from saying any more of what is past. Let them now drop all excuses and objections, and show they love me and their brethren and the work of God not in word only but in deed and in truth. Let me have joy over you, my brother, in particular. You have a measure of this world's goods. You see your brother hath need. I have need of your help, inasmuch as the burthens of my brethren are my own. Do not pass by on the other side, but come and help as God has enabled you. Do all you can to lighten the labour and strengthen the hands of Your affectionate brother.An identical letter, addressed to Mr. Mark Middleton, was in the hands of Mr. George Stampe, dated Dec. 7, 1768.

57 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: LONDON, December 17, 1768. Two hours on Tuesday and four hours on Thursday I listened with both my ears. John Downes, his wife, John Jones, and William Evans vehemently accused. William Garrat answered (though interrupted an hundred times keenly enough) point by point. When the hearing was over, the strongest thing of all was, we seemed all agreed in our verdict, (1) that he had spoken several hot and improper things; (2) that he had done wrong in leaving his master Mr. Dear. on so short warning; and yet (3) that there had been no dishonesty, either on the one part or the other. 'How, then, came the man to break' Why , (1) in four years' time he earned six hundred pounds; (2) within that time he expended (including a few bad debts) about seventeen hundred and fifty. Matters have not been well carried out at Liverpool. But what can't be cured must be endured. Why, you simpleton, you are cutting me out a month's work. Nay, but I have neither leisure nor inclination to write a book. I intend only (1) to leave out what I most dislike; (2) to mark what I most approve of; (3) to prefix a short preface. And I shall run the hazard of printing it at Bristol. There you yourself can read the proof-sheets. You do well with regard to my sister Emily. What farther is wanting I will supply. I hear nothing from or of our friend Mrs. Wesley at Newcastle. I have no time for Handel or Avison now. Peace be with you and yours. Adieu. I am now a mere Fellow of a college again.

61 To Mary Bosanquet

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bosanquet Date: LONDON, December 28, 1768. MY DEAR SISTER, To hear from you is always agreeable to me; and at present there is no hindrance. In this house we have no jarring string; all is peace and harmony. Mrs. Wesley was away from the Foundery. Right precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints. And to hear particular accounts of this kind is exceedingly helpful to those they leave behind. Therefore I wanted as particular an account as Sally Crosby or you can give. Of the death of Sarah Ryan. See letter of Dec. 11. T. Lee is of a shy, backward, natural temper, as well as of a slow, cool speech and behaviour; but he is a sincere, upright man; and it will be worth all the pains to have a thorough good understanding with him. Peace be with your spirits! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

62 To Dr Brown

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Brown SIR, Since I had the pleasure of waiting upon you, I have been often reflecting on the account given us of the Indians in Paraguay. It is about four and twenty years since I read the first account of them, translated from a French author. It then made much the same impression on my mind, which I believe it has now made on yours. Permit me, Sir, to speak my free thoughts concerning it, which I shall be glad to alter, upon better information. I am throughly persuaded that true, genuine religion is capable of working all those happy effects which are said to be wrought there; and that, in the most ignorant and savage of the human-kind. I have seen instances of this: no Indians are more savage than were the colliers of Kingswood; many of whom are now an humane, hospitable people full of love to God and man; quiet, diligent in business; in every state content; every way adorning the Gospel of God their Saviour.

01 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson LONDON, January 2, 1769. You forget John Jones, Mr. Sellon, and Mr. Rouquet were far better scholars than Mr. Parkinson; and T. Simpson, yea and P. Price See letter of Nov. 7, 1768. (when he was well) were very properly qualified. But change of masters it is impossible to prevent, unless we could bribe them with much money, which I neither can nor will. The case lies here: A master may be weary on other accounts, but he certainly will if he do not grow in grace. Again, the devil is more deeply concerned against this school than against any other in England. If I cannot get proper masters for the languages, I shall let the school drop at the Conference. I will have another kind of school than that at Trevecca or none at all. I would within this year but for want of two things time and money. So we must creep till we can fly. Again, in another letter: Your grand point is, Bring the boys into exact order, and that without delay. Do this at all hazards. I think we have found another master. In the meantime let John Whitehead learn all he can. Whitehead was then stationed as a preacher in Bristol. see letter of Jan. 27, 1770, to him.

04 To Samuel Levick

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Levick Date: LONDON, January 19, I 769. The comfort is that whatever you want is already purchased for you. All is ready. For Christ is ready. And He is yours. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

06 To Robert Costerdine

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Costerdine Date: LONDON, February 6, 1769. MY DEAR BROTHER, By the former rule of Conference you must not undertake any building till two-thirds of the money it will cost are subscribed. Now, I doubt you would hardly with all your strength be able to procure one-third at Doncaster. If you read publicly on any Sunday that letter from New York, you may then receive what the hearers are willing to give. I am not at all sorry that our brother Southwell Serjeant Southwell, of Kendal, with whom Wesley spent a comfortable evening on March 21, 1767. See Journal, v. 201. purposes settling at New York. On the 6th of March I am to set out for Bristol and Ireland. I am, dear Robert, Your affectionate friend and brother.

11 To Jane Hilton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Hilton LONDON, March I, 1769. MY DEAR SISTER, I rejoice that I have confidence in you in all things. I believe you do not willingly lose any opportunity of speaking for a good Master. I apprehend you should particularly encourage the believers to give up all to God, and to expect the power whereby they will be enabled so to do every day and every moment. I hope none of your preachers speak against this, but rather press all the people forward. Do you now feel anything like anger, or pride, or selfwill, or any remains of the carnal mind Was your second deliverance wrought while I was at Beverley at the time of the sermon or after it You did not tell me in what manner you found the change, and whether it has continued without any intermission from that moment. Certainly there never need be any decay; there never will if you continue watching unto prayer. Continue to pray for Your affectionate brother.

17 To Richard Steel

John Wesley · None · letter
To Richard Steel Date: LONDONDERRY, April 24, 1769. 1. To begin with little things. If you regard your health, touch no supper but a little milk or water gruel. This will entirely by the blessing of God secure you from nervous disorders; especially if you rise early every morning, whether you preach or no. 2. Be steadily serious. There is no country upon earth where this is more necessary than Ireland; as you are generally encompassed with those who with a little encouragement would laugh or trifle from morning to night. 3. In every town visit all you can from house to house. I say 'all you can,' for there will be some whom you cannot visit; and if you examine, instruct, reprove, exhort as need requires, you will have no time hanging on your hands. It is by this means that the Societies are increased wherever Thomas Ryan Thomas Ryan was Assistant at Armagh in 1767. See Journal, iv. 500. goes: he is preaching from morning to night; warning every one, that he may present every one perfect in Christ Jesus. 4. But on this and every other occasion avoid all familiarity with women. This is deadly poison both to them and you. You cannot be too wary in this respect; therefore begin from this hour. 5. The chief matter of your conversation as well as your preaching should doubtless be the weightier matters of the law. Yet there are several (comparatively) little things which you should earnestly inculcate from time to time; for 'he that despiseth small things shall fall by little and little.' Such are, (1) Be active, be diligent; avoid all laziness, sloth, indolence. Fly from every degree, every appearance of it; else you will never be more than half a Christian.

17 To Richard Steel

John Wesley · None · letter
(2) Be cleanly. In this let the Methodists take pattern by the Quakers. Avoid all nastiness, dirt, slovenliness, both in your person, clothes, house, and all about you, Do not stink above ground. This is a bad fruit of laziness; use all diligence to be clean, as one says, Let thy mind's sweetness have its operation Upon thy person, clothes, and habitation.George Herbert's The Temple, 'The Church Porch,' stanza 62. (3) Whatever clothes you have, let them be whole; no rents, no tatters, no rags. These are a scandal to either man or woman, being another fruit of vile laziness. Mend your clothes, or I shall never expect you to mend your lives. Let none ever see a ragged Methodist. (4) Clean yourselves of lice. These are a proof both of uncleanness and laziness: take pains in this. Do not cut off your hair, but clean it, and keep it clean. (5) Cure yourself and your family of the itch: a spoonful of brimstone will cure you. To let this run from year to year proves both sloth and uncleanness. Away with it at once. Let not the North be any longer a proverb of reproach to all the nation. (6) Use no tobacco unless prescribed by a physician. It is an uncleanly and unwholesome self-indulgence; and the more customary it is the more resolutely should you break off from every degree of that evil custom. (7) Use no snuff unless prescribed by a physician. I suppose no other nation in Europe is in such vile bondage to this silly, nasty, dirty custom as the Irish are. But let Christians be in this bondage no longer. Assert your liberty, and that all at once: nothing will be done by degrees. But just now you may break loose through Christ strengthening you. (8) Touch no dram. It is liquid fire. It is a sure though slow poison. It saps the very springs of life. In Ireland, above all countries in the world, I would sacredly abstain from this, because the evil is so general; and to this and snuff and smoky cabins I impute the blindness which is so exceeding common throughout the nation.

18 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Maxwell Date: LONDONDERRY, April 29; 1769. MY DEAR LADY, A while ago I was concerned at hearing from Edinburgh that you were unwell Lady Maxwell had been confined to her house by sickness in March, but was now restored.; although I could not doubt but it was ordered well by an unerring Providence as a means of keeping you dead to all below and of quickening your affections to things above. And, indeed, this is the rule whereby the inhabitants of a better world judge of good and evil. Whatever raises the mind to God is good, and in the same proportion as it does this. Whatever draws the heart from its centre is evil, and more or less so as it has more or less of this effect. You have accordingly found pain, sickness, bodily weakness to be real goods, as bringing you nearer and nearer to the fountain of all happiness and holiness. And yet it is certain nature shrinks from pain, and that without any blame. Only in the same moment that we say, 'If it be possible, let this cup pass from me,' the heart should add like our great Pattern, 'Nevertheless, not as I will, but as Thou wilt.' Lady Baird See letter of Sept. 9, 1768. I did not see before I left London; and Lady K. B. I did not understand. She was exceedingly civil, and I think affectionate; but perfectly shut up, so that I knew no more of her state of mind than if I had never seen her. I am, my dear Lady, Your ever affectionate servant.

19 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March May 1769. By comparing your own outward state with Miss Thornton's See letter of Aug. 12. you now see clearly the advantages you enjoy: you have nothing external to hinder your waiting upon God without carefulness and without distraction. None has a right to interrupt you while you are exercised in things divine and labouring to be holy in body and spirit. You may have just so much and no more connexion with any one as experience shows is profitable for you. O stand fast in this liberty, glorifying God with all you have and all you are! It is remarkable that St. Paul places this the last of all, that 'love endureth all things '; and this is the sum of his wish with regard to the Colossians, 'that they might be strengthened unto all patience and longsuffering with joyfulness.' They who have attained this are ripe for the inheritance and ready to salute their friends in light. There is a time when we grow up towards this, even without any sensible increase; as in the parable, the seed groweth and springs up he knoweth not how. At many times, indeed, we do know how the power of the Highest suddenly overshadows us, while either the first or the pure love is shed abroad in our hearts. But at other times He confirms and increases that love in a gradual and almost insensible manner. Death has had a large commission this year with regard to our Societies in Ireland as well as England. Just as I left Dublin He left on April 3. four or five of our members there were taken away in four or five days; three elder, and two in the bloom of youth, one of whom had been filled with love for some years. They all witnessed a good confession at the last, and died in full assurance of hope. Nancy Rogers, See Crookshank's Methodism in Ireland, i. 223; and for Jane Cooper, letter of Sept. 11, 1765. whom I saw just before I left the town, breathed the very spirit of Jane Cooper. I think their kindred spirits are now acquainted with each other better than you and I are, but not better than we shall be when we meet together in the paradise of God.

20 To Peggy Dale

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To Peggy Dale NEWMARKET, May 20, 1769. The hearing from my dear Peggy at this critical time gives me a particular satisfaction. I wanted to know how you bore such a trial, a wound in the tenderest part. You have now a first proof that the God whom you serve is able to deliver you in every trial. You feel, and yet conquer. We conquer all when we can say, 'Not as I will, but as Thou wilt.' I hope you are delivered not only from repining with regard to her, but from reasoning with regard to yourself. You still see the more excellent way and are sensible of the advantages you enjoy. I allow some single women have fewer advantages for eternity than they might have in a married state. But, blessed be God, you have all the advantages which one can well conceive. You have affectionate, wise, and pious friends deeply experienced in the way of God. You have leisure and opportunity for every good work and for improvement in all holiness. O may you improve every advantage to the uttermost! And give more and more comfort to, my dear Peggy, Your ever affectionate brother.

25 To John Furz

John Wesley · None · letter
I conjecture (to tell you just what rises in my heart) that this change was owing to several causes. Some admired and commended you as a person of uncommon sense and uncommon attainments in religion. Others told you at large from time to time all the real or supposed faults of the Methodists, in particular the jars which had lately been in Dublin on account of Mr. Morgan and Olivers. This naturally tended to breed and increase pride on the one hand and prejudice on the other. Riches increased; which not only led you step by step into more conformity to the world, but insensibly instilled self-importance, unwillingness to be contradicted, and an overbearing temper. And hence you was of course disgusted at those who did not yield to this temper and blamed that conformity. Perhaps some of these professed or expected to be perfected in love; they at least believed perfection. Now, this you seemed to hate with a perfect hatred; and on that account disliked them the more. Permit me to add a few words on each of these heads. And first, would it not be well if you started back from every appearance of admiration (which you know is deadly poison), whether on account of your sense or piety and if you utterly discountenanced all who directly or indirectly commended you to your face yea, and all who told you of the jars or faults of the Methodists, or indeed of any absent person Should you not earnestly strive and pray against thinking highly of your own understanding or attainments in religion Otherwise this, by grieving the Holy Spirit, would expose you to still more prejudice; especially towards those who might seem to vie with you in religion, if not in understanding. Can you be too sensible how hardly they that have riches enter into the kingdom of heaven Yea, or into the kingdom of an inward heaven into the whole spirit of the gospel How hard is it for these (whether you do or no) not to conform too much to the world! how hard not to be a little overbearing, especially to inferiors! Is it right to be disgusted at those who fear you conform too far, who do not sink down before you nay, perhaps oppose your judgement or blame your practice

25 To John Furz

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And with regard to perfection. Have not they that hold it the same right to be angry with you for denying it as you with them for affirming it But what is it you are angry at What is it you object to Let us understand the question before we dispute about it. By Christian Perfection I mean (1) loving God with all our heart. Do you object to this I mean (2) an heart and life all devoted to God. Do you desire less I mean (3) regaining the whole image of God. What objection to this I mean (4) having all the mind that was in Christ. Is this going too far I mean (5) walking uniformly as Christ walked. And this surely no Christian will object to. If any one means anything more or anything else by perfection, I have no concern with it. But if this is wrong, yet what need of this heat about it, this violence I had almost said fury of opposition, carried so far as even not to lay out anything with this man or that woman who professes it 'Nay,' says Mrs. , 'I did not refrain from it for this only, but for their espousing Mr. Olivers's cause against Mr. Morgan.' Worse and worse! What! are people to starve (at least for me), unless they think as I think or like whom I like Alas, what religion, what humanity, what common sense is this But I have done. I have once for all taken upon myself a most unthankful office. I have spoken with all plainness and simplicity, and now leave the event to God. May He open your heart, that you may discern His holy and acceptable and perfect will, that you may have a right judgement in all things, and evermore rejoice in His holy comfort. I am, dear madam, Your affectionate servant.

29 To The Travelling Preachers

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Travelling Preachers Date: LEEDS, August 4, 1769. MY DEAR BRETHREN, 1. It has long been my desire that all those ministers of our Church who believe and preach salvation by faith might cordially agree between themselves, and not hinder but help one another. After occasionally pressing this in private conversation wherever I had opportunity, I wrote down my thoughts upon the head and sent them to each in a letter. Out of fifty or sixty to whom I wrote, only three vouchsafed me an answer. See heading to letter of April 19, 1764. So I give this up: I can do no more. They are a rope of sand; and such they will continue. 2. But it is otherwise with the travelling preachers in our Connexion. You are at present one body. You act in concert with each other and by united counsels. And now is the time to consider what can be done in order to continue this union. Indeed, as long as I live there will be no great difficulty. I am under God a centre of union to all our travelling as well as local preachers. They all know me and my communication. They all love me for my work's sake; and therefore, were it only out of regard to me, they will continue connected with each other. But by what means may this connexion be preserved when God removes me from you

31 To Mrs Woodhouse

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To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: BRADFORD, August 5, 1769. MY DEAR SISTER, If the trials you have met with had only produced that effect, a free intercourse between you and Sister Hutton, I should think they had been of unspeakable service. For how valuable is a tried friend! If you find any hurt with regard to your health, there is a medicine in the Primitive Physick which I never remember to have failed in any single instance. But above all see that your soul receives no hurt. Beware of murmuring. David saw God's hand in Shimei's tongue, and therefore he was quiet. I send you John Ellis again, and I hope you will be free with him. Was John Shaw shy Then be not like him when you write or speak to, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

33 To Miss March

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If Miss Thornton be arrived at London, I wish you would take the first opportunity of conversing with her. She will have more need of a faithful friend now than ever she had in her life. I expect she will hear reasons upon reasons why she ought as a point of duty to conform a little to the world, to have a few trifling acquaintance, and not to be so particular in her dress. Now, as you have heard all these things before, and have been enabled by the grace of God to discover Satan even with his angel's face, and to stand firm against all his assaults, you will be better able to assist and confirm her if you seek her before she is much shaken. It has a little surprised me that several who are, I believe, filled with love, yet do not desire to die. It seems as if God generally does not give this desire till the time of death approaches. Perhaps in many it would be of little use. First let them learn to live. Doubtless that rest was given 'to support you under your sickness.' Yet that is no reason why it should be ever taken away: it was certainly a degree of that rest which remaineth for the people of God. But it may be called by this or any other name; names are of little consequence: the thing you need never let go. You may live in and to Jesus; yea, and that continually, by simple faith and holy, humble love. Let Mary Thornton Miss Thornton was now living with Miss March. See Methodist Magazine, 1805, p 37; and letter in May 1769, also July 6, 1770. be as sensible as ever she will or can be of her own helplessness and poverty. But let her not cast away that confidence which hath great recompense of reward. She did experience the pure love of God; let none take advantage from her being tried by fire (if it should be so) to reason her out of it. That general promise, 'In blessing I will bless thee,' certainly contains all the promises, whether relating to this life or the next; and all are yours! Peace be multiplied upon you!

38 To Mrs Bennis

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To Mrs. Bennis Date: BRISTOL, September 18, 1769. MY DEAR SISTER, I wrote a longer letter to you than I usually do before I set out from Dublin: where or how it stopped I cannot imagine. She evidently received it. See letter of July 24. I think of you every day; indeed, I do not know that I ever loved you so well as since I was at Limerick last. June 5-8. See note in letter of May 30 to her. The more we are acquainted with each other the more we ought to love one another. I hope Brother Bourke and you faithfully endeavour to help each other on. Is your own soul all alive, all devoted to God Do you find again what you found once And are you active for God Remember you have work to do in your Lord's vineyard; and the more you help others the more your soul will prosper. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

40 To Mrs Barton

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To Mrs. Barton NORWICH, November I, 1769. MY DEAR SISTER, Have you been tried with bodily weakness or with outward afflictions If with the latter, have you found a deliverance from them It is certain, in every temptation He will make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it. When you are tempted, it is an unspeakable blessing that there is nothing in your heart which joins with the temptation. And there never need be more: the enemy is thrust out, and cannot re-enter if you continue to watch and pray. Continue likewise to be useful in your generation; as you have time, do good unto all men. Snatch all the opportunities you can of speaking a word to any of your neighbours. Comfort the afflicted, support the weak, exhort the believers to go on to perfection. Never be weary of well doing; in due time you shall reap if you faint not. I am, dear Jenny,

42 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: November 1, 1769. MY DEAR SISTER, I do not advise you to reason whether you have faith or not, but simply to look up to Him that loves you for whatever you want. And He cannot withhold from you any manner of thing that is good. Oh how nigh is He to deliver you out of all temptation and to supply your every need. Only trust Him in all things, and you shall praise Him in all things. I am, my dear Nancy, Your affectionate brother.

45 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: IPSWICH, November 5, 1769. DEAR MISS BISHOP, When I was last in Bath, About Sept. 21. Mr. Hodsal told me Miss Bishop would be glad to see me. But as I did not know you at all, and I had not an hour to spare, I did not think of it any farther till yesterday, when I heard from Miss March, who gave me a particular account of your situation. We have had a Society in Bath for about thirty years, sometimes larger and sometimes smaller. See Wes. Meth. Mag. 1846, pp.1088-1825. The chapel was then in Avon Street. It was very small this autumn, consisting only of eleven or twelve persons, of whom Michael Hemmings was leader. I spoke to these one by one, added nine or ten more, divided them into two classes, and appointed half of them to meet with Joseph Harris. But if you are willing to cast in your lot with us, I had rather that those single women in both classes who desire it should meet with you and any others who are not afraid of the reproach of Christ. In that little tract A Plain Account of the People called Methodists you see our whole plan. See letter in Dec. 1748 to Vincent Perronet. We have but one point in view to be altogether Christians, scriptural, rational Christians. For which we well know, not only the world, but the almost Christians, will never forgive us. From these, therefore, if you join heart and hand with us, you are to expect neither justice nor mercy. If you are determined, let me know. But consider what you do. Can you give up all for Christ the hope of improving your fortune, a fair reputation, and agreeable friends Can He make you amends for all these Is He alone a sufficient portion I think you will find Him so. And if you was as entirely devoted to God as my dear Jenny Cooper was, you would never have cause to repent of your choice either in time or in eternity.

45 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
I never had one thought of resigning up our room to any person on earth. What I wrote to Lady Huntingdon See letter of Nov. 22. was, 'I am willing your preachers should have as full and free use of it as our own.' I could not go any farther than this: I have no right so to do. I hope you will send me as particular an account as you can of all that has lately passed and of the present state of things. The more freely you write, the more agreeable it will be to Your affectionate brother. PS. You may direct to London. To Miss Bishop, In the Vineyard, Bath.

53 To Professor John Liden Of Lund

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To Professor John Liden, of Lund Date: THE FOUNDERY, November 30, 1769. Your affectionate servant.

56 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, December 3, 1769, 1. I have been told an hundred times, 'You love those that flatter you, and hate all that deal plainly and honestly with you.' See letters of March 25, 1764, and Sept. 12, 1766. For J. Oliver told Jo. Hilton, who (with many others) cordially believed it. But nothing under heaven can be more false. What man did I ever love like T. Walsh What woman do I now regard like Miss Bosanquet And what human creatures have dealt so plainly and honestly with me What preacher now deals so plainly with me as John Fenwick and whom do I love and trust more 2. The first spring of the reproach cast on Kingswood School was not any mismanagement there. It was the hatred of good which is in the devil and his children. Therefore even Mr. Parkinson never did or could escape it. Therefore a fresh flood of it has been poured out even since you was there. 3. This you had reason to expect, and therefore ought not to have been surprised, much less discouraged at it. For this I gently reproved you in my first letter. That reproof you took heinously ill, and reproached me for unmercifulness and want of sympathy. This I should think was extremely wrong. 4. 'Is this all the thanks I receive for serving you' Nay, I think the thanks are due to me. When I first sent you to Kingswood, it was to serve you at least as much as myself. Nay, it was not to serve myself at all. For what is the school to me It has been and may be of use to many. But it is no more to me than to you or Lady Huntingdon. There are other mistakes in your letter (which is all wrote in a spirit of discontent), but I have no time to point them out. You told me you would stay at the school till March. Till then you should be as much at Kingswood as you can. I am Your affectionate brother.

58 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, December 26, 1769. Trevecca is much more to Lady Huntingdon than Kingswood is to me. It mixes with everything. It is my college, my masters, my students. I do not speak so of this school. It is not mine, but the Lord's. I look for no more honour than money from it. But I assure you you must not even mutter before her anything of deliverance from all sin. Error errorum, as Count Zinzendorf says; 'heresy of heresies.' 'I will suffer no one in my Society that even thinks of perfection.' However, I trust you shall not only think of but enjoy it. I am glad you defer your journey. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate brother.

01 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
With regard to you, I have frequently observed that there are two very different ranks of Christians, both of whom may be in the favour of God an higher and a lower rank. The latter avoid all known sin, do much good, use all the means of grace, but have little of the life of God in their souls and are much conformed to the world. The former make the Bible their whole rule, and their sole aim is the will and image of God. This they steadily and uniformly pursue, through honour and dishonour, denying themselves, and taking up their cross daily; considering one point only 'How may I attain most of the mind that was in Christ, and how may I please Him most?' Now, I verily believe never was a person of rank more prepared for this state than you were the first time I had the pleasure of seeing you. Nay, I doubt not but you pant after it now; your soul is athirst to be all devoted to God. But who will press you forward to this? Rather, who will not draw you back? It is in this respect that I think one that uses plain dealing is needful for you in the highest degree; so needful, that without this help you will inevitably stop short: I do not mean stop short of heaven, but of that degree of holiness, and consequently of happiness both in time and eternity, which is now offered to your acceptance. It is herein that I am jealous over you. I am afraid of your sinking beneath your calling, degenerating into a common Christian, who shall indeed be saved, but saved as by fire. I long to see both you and your lady a little more than common Christians Christians of the first rank in the kingdom of God, full of all goodness and truth. I want you to be living witnesses of all gospel holiness! And what shal1 hinder if you seek it by faith? Are not all things ready? The Lord God give you to experience that all things are possible to them that believe! O God, let all their life declare, How happy these Thy servants are; How far above these earthly things; How pure when washed in Jesu's blood; How intimately one with God, A heaven-born race of priests and kings! I am, honoured sir, Your friend and servant.

03 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: LONDON, January 2, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, You know I am not much given to suspect the worst; I am more inclined to hope than fear. Yet I cannot but fear that they who make those sage remarks do not always speak with a single eye. But what are they afraid of? There is little danger now of any wrong intercourse between you and me. Indeed, we love one another and can trust one another; and there is good reason that we should. God seemed to mark us out for it long ago, and perhaps lately more than ever. You may now speak all that is in your heart, and with all simplicity. Keep your place. Keep the reins in your own hand. It is best for her, Mrs. Crosby. best for you, and best for all. You ought not to suffer any interruption or any forming of parties. I suppose you have Instructions for Members of Religious Societies. I know nothing equal to them in the English tongue. It would be well diligently to inculcate those instructions on all under your roof. The moment any are justified, they are babes in Christ, little children. When they have the abiding witness of pardon, they are young men. This is the characteristic of a young man. It was not this, but much more, even salvation from inward sin, which above five hundred in London received. True, they did not (all or most of them) retain it; but they had it as surely as they had pardon. And you and they may receive it again. See letter of Jan. 1 to Mrs. Crosby. How soon! I am, my dear friend, Your affectionate brother.

04 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: LONDON, January 15, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, It is not strange if the leading of one soul be very different from that of another. The same Spirit worketh in every one; and yet worketh several ways, according to His own will. It concerns us to follow our own light, seeing we are not to be judged by another's conscience. A little time will show who hinders and who forwards the welfare of the family. And I hope you will have steadiness to pursue every measure which you judge will be to the glory of God. I am glad you find your temporal difficulties are lessened. Beware of increasing your expenses. I advise you not to take any other child till all these expenses are over. See previous letter, and Moore's Mrs. Fletcher, p. go: 'I lessened my family all I could by putting out some of the bigger children to trades or servants' places; but much expense attended it.' 'Tis pity but you had an electric machine. Wesley procured an electric apparatus in Nov. 1756, and was greatly impressed with 'the virtue of this surprising medicine.' See Journal, iv. 49, 190. It would prevent much pain in a family and supersede almost all other physic. I cure all vomiting and purging by warm lemonade. She is there still His wife, who was in Newcastle. See letter of Nov. 20, 1769, to Christopher Hopper.; and likely so to be, unless I would hire her to return, which I dare not do. I will not buy a cross, though I can bear it. Many are much stirred up here and are greatly athirst for pure love. I am sure you tasted it once, though you was reasoned out of it. How soon may you find it again! Simple faith is all we want. Peace be with your spirit! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

07 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, January 27, 1770. Your affectionate brother.

09 To Dr Wrangel

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Wrangel LONDON, January 30, 1770. The last time, the last words however important, are commonly remembered. Notwithstanding your intentions of revisiting this country, I consider it as very unlikely. The distracted state of your own, the various events which may take place, the thousand circumstances which may happen, lead me to regard this opportunity as the last I may ever have of addressing you at least of seeing you; and I wish it to be worthy of recollection. The length of our acquaintance, indeed, will not authorize the subject of this letter or the recommendation of the enclosed book. Let the interest I take in your welfare excuse it. Or should you ascribe this interest to the weakness of superstition or the folly of enthusiasm, deem it not the impertinence of zeal. I have often thought of you thought of you as possessing everything which the world calls enviable or delightful: health, friends, leisure. Permit me with the solicitude more properly belonging to a matron than to myself permit me to entreat you to look beyond all these for happiness. The dangers of prosperity are great; and you seem aware of them. If poverty contracts and depresses the mind, riches sap its fortitude, destroy its vigour, and nourish its caprices. But the chief disadvantage of an elevated situation is this: it removes us from scenes of misery and indigence; we are apt to charge the great with want of feeling, but it is rather want of consideration. The wretched are taught to avoid, and the poor fear to accost them; and in the circles of perpetual gaiety they forget that these exist. You need not be reminded that there is no rank in life which exempts us from disappointment and sorrow in some kind or degree; but I must remind you there is but one belief which can support us under it. Neither hypocrisy nor bigotry, neither the subtle arguments of infidels nor the shameful lives of Christians have yet been able to overturn the truths of Revealed Religion. They contain all that is cheering all that is consoling to the mind of man that is congenial to the heart and adapted to his nature. You admit their importance; you reverence their mysteries: cherish their influences.

12 To George Whitefield

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To George Whitefield Date: LEWISHAM, February 21, 1770. MY DEAR BROTHER, Mr. Keen informed me some time since of your safe arrival in Carolina; of which, indeed, I could not doubt for a moment, notwithstanding the idle report of your being cast away, which was so current in London. I trust our Lord has more work for you to do in Europe as well as in America. And who knows but before your return to England I may pay another visit to the New World? See letters of Feb. 17 and Dec.14. I have been strongly solicited by several of our friends in New York and Philadelphia. They urge many reasons, some of which appear to be of considerable weight. And my age is no objection at all; for I bless God my health is not barely as good but abundantly better in several respects than when I was five-and-twenty. But there are so many reasons on the other side that as yet I can determine nothing; so I must wait for farther light. Here I am: let the Lord do with me as seemeth Him good. For the present I must beg of you to supply my lack of service by encouraging our preachers as you judge best, who are as yet comparatively young and inexperienced, by giving them such advices as you think proper, and, above all, by exhorting them, not only to love one another, but, if it be possible, as much as lies in them to live peaceably with all men.

13 To Matthew Lowes

John Wesley · None · letter
To Matthew Lowes Date: LONDON, March 2, 1770. Four or five circuits exerted themselves nobly. Had all the rest done the same our burthen would have been quite removed. Well, we will fight till we die. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

16 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: MACCLESFIELD, March 26, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, I am now moving northward. In about a fortnight I expect to be at Whitehaven, and a week after at Glasgow, in the beginning of May at Aberdeen, and May 11 at Edinburgh. To exert your faith is the very thing you want. Believe, and enter in. The experience of Eliz. Jackson has animated many. It is the very marrow of Christianity; and if it be diligently spread among our believers it may be of unspeakable use. It is certainly right to pray whether we can pray or no. God hears even when we hardly hear ourselves. She saw it so through the advice and importunity of Clayton Carthy. See letter of June 12, 1759. And God permitted it. So all is well. With regard to us, I do not at present see any danger either on one side or the other. You have need of a steady guide, and one that knows you well. If my brother had not given Mrs. Gaussen that fatal advice, 'to keep from me,' she would not have fallen into the hands of others. See letter of Sept. 25, 1757. I am glad Richd. Taylor is of use. Manager of Miss Bosanquet's estate in Yorkshire. He will be more and more so, if he continues simple of heart, speaks explicitly of full redemption, and exhorts believers to accept it now. The same rule it will be well for you to observe in conversation with all that are in earnest! Peace be with your spirit! My dear sister, adieu!

18 To Mrs Bennis

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Bennis Date: WHITBHAVEN, April 12, 1770.

22 To Mrs Bennis

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Bennis Date: YARM, June 13, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, Just now we have many persons all over England that are exactly in the state you describe. They were some time since renewed in love, and did then rejoice evermore; but after a few years, months, or weeks, they were moved from their steadfastness; yet several of these have within a few months recovered all they had lost, and some with increase, being far more established than ever they were before. And why may it not be so with you? The rather because you do not deny or doubt of the work which God did work in you, and that by simple faith. Surely you should be every day expecting the same free gift; and He will not deceive your hope. But how is this with respect to Waterford? See letter of July 27. They would, and they would not: I sent two preachers to that circuit; why did they not keep them? W. L wrote word that there was neither employment nor maintenance for two, and therefore wished leave to return to England. Let me hear more from you on this matter. If you can guard Brother Saunderson against pride and the applause of well-meaning people, he will be a happy man and an useful labourer. I hope Brother M - has not grown cold. Stir up the gift of God which is in you! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

25 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March Date: DAWGREEN, July 6, 1770. When things are viewed at a distance, one would be apt to imagine that no degree of sorrow could be found in an heart that rejoices evermore; that no right temper could be wanting, much less any degree of a wrong temper subsist, in a soul that is filled with love. And yet I am in doubt whether there be any soul clothed with flesh and blood which enjoys every right temper and in which is no degree of any wrong one, suppose of ill-judged zeal, or more or less affection for some person than that person really deserves. When we say, 'This is a natural, necessary consequence of the soul's union with a corruptible body,' the assertion is by no means clear till we add, 'because of the weakness of understanding which results from this union'; admitting this, the case is plain. There is so close a connexion between right judgement and right tempers as well as right practice, that the latter cannot easily subsist without the former. Some wrong temper, at least in a small degree, almost necessarily follows from wrong judgement: I apprehend when many say, 'Sin must remain while the body remains,' this is what they mean, though they cannot make it out. You say, 'My silence usually proceeds from my views and thoughts of myself as a Christian.' Bishop Fenelon Archbishop of Cambria, 1695-1715. says, 'Simplicity is that grace which frees the soul from all unnecessary reflections upon itself.' See here one sort of simplicity which you want! When I speak or write to you, I have you before my eyes, but, generally speaking, I do not think of myself at all. I do not think whether I am wise or foolish, knowing or ignorant; but I see you aiming at glory and immortality, and say just what I hope may direct your goings in the way and prevent your being weary or faint in your mind. Our Lord will order all things well for Sister Thornton. See letters of Aug. 12, 1769, and April 14, 1771, to Miss March. What can hurt those that trust in Him?

35 To Joseph Thompson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Thompson Date: BRISTOL, September 23, 1770. Your affectionate friend and brother.

36 To Richard Locke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Richard Locke Date: BRISTOL, October 4, 1770. Your last gave me a good deal of satisfaction. I am glad your mind is more settled, See letter of Sept. 14. and hope you will not rest till you are not only almost but altogether a Christian. I have always observed that where there is a cheerful, clean, convenient house for preaching, there will not want hearers. It would therefore be well if such an one could be built at Highbridge. What you purpose giving towards it is considerable. If Mr. Mason John Mason, Assistant in Devonshire. He was extensively read, especially in botany, and natural history in general. He died on March 27, 1810. judges the rest of the money could be raised in the neighbourhood, the sooner it were done the better. I wish you all happiness; and am Your affectionate brother.

40 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: BEDFORD, October 26, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, I congratulate you both upon your sickness and your recovery from it. Do not all things work together for good to them that love God? Now redeem the little uncertain time that is given you; perhaps fifteen years, perhaps not so many months. Deal very faithfully and freely with my dear M. Bosanquet and with Your affectionate brother.

41 To Mrs Barton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Barton Date: NORWICH, November 5, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, For many years I had a kind of scruple with regard to praying for temporal things. But three or four years ago I was throughly persuaded that scruple was unnecessary. Being then straitened much, I made it matter of prayer; and I had an immediate answer. It is true we can only ask outward blessings with reserve, 'If this is best; if it be Thy will.' And in this manner we may certainly plead the promise, 'All these things shall be added to you.' I hope the little debates which were some time since in the Society at Beverley are at an end, and that you all now continue in love and bear one another's burthens. You had for a long time an hard part to act between the contending parties; but as God preserved you from anger and from a party spirit, you suffered no loss thereby. Beware of suffering loss from another quarter, from worldly care. This is a dangerous enemy. You had need steadily to cast your care on Him that careth for you. To Him I commit you and yours; and am Your affectionate brother.

42 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: NORWICH, November 5, 1770. MY DEAR MISS BISHOP, I am glad you had such success in your labour of love. In all things you shall reap if you faint not. And the promise is, 'They shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.' I hope the building is begun, See letter of Nov. 27. and will be finished as soon as possible. What temper are your neighbours in? Do they bear with you? And do you confirm your love toward them? How does our little Society prosper? Are you all united in love? And are you all aware of that bane of love, tale-bearing and evil-speaking? Are the congregations as large as they have been for some time? Herein we may well say, What hath God wrought! See, I ask you many questions, because I have a mind you should say a great deal to me. How does your own soul prosper? Do you retain that little spark of faith? Are you going forward, and have you as strong a desire as ever to increase with all the increase of God? See the Lord, thy Keeper, stand, Omnipotently near! Lo, He holds thee by thy hand, And banishes thy fear! O trust Him, love Him, and praise Him! And for His sake love, my dear Miss Bishop, Your affectionate brother.

46 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: LONDON, November 27, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, Let them remember to make the aisles on the side of the room, See letter of Nov. 5 to her. and to place the forms in the middle crossways, with a rail running across from the pulpit downward, to part the men from the women. And I particularly desire there may be no pews and no backs to the forms. I could not advise our people to hear Mr. Shirley, The Hon. Walter Shirley. See letter of Jan. 27, to John Whitehead. but still less to hear the Moravians. Their words are smoother than oil, but yet they are very swords. I advise them by all means to go to church. Those that leave the Church will soon leave us. I know not that you have anything to do with fear. Your continual prayer should be for faith and love. I admired an holy man in France who, considering the state of one who was full of doubts and fears, forbade him to think of his sins at all, and ordered him to think only of the love of God in Christ. The fruit was, all his fears vanished away and he lived and died in the triumph of faith. Faith is sight that is, spiritual sight: and it is light, and not darkness; so that the famous Popish phrase, 'The darkness of faith,' is a contradiction in terms. O beware of all that talk or write in that unscriptural manner, or they will perplex if not destroy you. I cannot find in my Bible any such sin as legality. Truly we have been often afraid where no fear was. I am not half legal enough, not enough under the law of love. Sometimes there is painful conviction of sin preparatory to full sanctification; sometimes a conviction that has far more pleasure than pain, being mixed with joyful expectation. Always there should be a gradual growth in grace, which need never be intermitted from the time we are justified. Don't wait, therefore, for pain or anything else, but simply for allconquering faith. The more freely you write, the more satisfaction you will give to, my dear Molly, Yours affectionately.

48 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, November 30, 1770. We had a good time both at the Tabernacle and Tottenham Court Chapel. The congregations were immense. Perhaps not a third part could come within hearing; and they were more quiet than could well have been expected. The sermon will be published on Monday and sent down to Bristol. Mr. Keen and Hardy, his executors, have, I apprehend, the whole and sole disposal of the Tabernacle, Tottenham Court Chapel, and all the other houses which were occupied by Mr. Whitefield. The Chapel and Tabernacle are supplied by Mr. Joss and Brooksbank, and Mr. Neale administers the sacrament there.

51 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: LONDON, December 21, 1770. MY DEAR BROTHER, We are sure God is wise in all His ways and gracious in all His works. But many times the reasons of them are past finding out. We can only say, 'It is the Lord; let Him do what seemeth Him good.' I wish that good young man Mr. Hill could be prevailed upon to cast in his lot among us. He is upright of heart, and bids very fair to be an useful labourer in our Lord's vineyard. I am, with love to Sister Hopper, Your affectionate friend and brother.

52 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
'But is there no help? Is there no deliverance, no salvation from this inbred enemy?' Surely there is; else many great and precious promises must fall to the ground. 'I will sprinkle clean water upon you, and ye shall be clean; from all your filthiness and from all your idols will I cleanse you.' 'I will circumcise thy heart' (from all sin), 'to love the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul.' This I term sanctification (which is both an instantaneous and a gradual work), or perfection, the being perfected in love, filled with love, which still admits of a thousand degrees. But I have no time to throw away in contending for words, especially where the thing is allowed. And you allow the whole thing which I contend for an entire deliverance from sin, a recovery of the whole image of God, the loving God with all our heart, soul, and strength. And you believe God is able to give you this yea, to give it you in an instant. You trust He will. O hold fast this also this blessed hope, which He has wrought in your heart! And with all zeal and diligence confirm the brethren, (1) in holding fast that whereto they have attained namely, the remission of all their sins by faith in a bleeding Lord; (2) in expecting a second change, whereby they shall be saved from all sin and perfected in love. If they like to call this 'receiving the Holy Ghost,' they may: only the phrase in that sense is not scriptural and not quite proper; for they all 'received the Holy Ghost' when they were justified. God then 'sent forth the Spirit of His Son into their hearts, crying, Abba, Father.' O Joseph, keep close to the Bible both as to sentiment and expression! Then there will never be any material difference between you and Your affectionate brother. This morning I have calmly and coolly read over my letter to Lady Huntingdon. See letter of Nov. 30. I still believe every line of it is true. And I am assured I spoke the truth in love. It is great pity any who wish her well should skin over the wounds which are there searched. As long as she resents that office of true esteem her grace can be but small!

53 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, December 29, 1770. MY DEAR SISTER, You did well to write without delay; it may be a means of strengthening you. To confess the work of God is one of the appointed ways of retaining whatever He has wrought. That you are assaulted on every side is a good sign: so much the more will you cry to the strong for strength; so much more will you Hang upon His arm and feel Your utter helplessness. I am glad of your interviews just at this time with my dear Hannah Ball. Nothing could be more providential; at this season particularly you stand in need of every help. And God has favoured her with a considerable measure of the wisdom that cometh from above. It is your wisdom to suppress to the uttermost of your power all unprofitable reasoning; to abide simple before God, crying, 'Lord, what I know not teach Thou me.' Now you may profit by Jenny Cooper's Letters and the Plain Account of Christian Perfection. But you need to be nursed like a little child. Therefore write soon and freely to Your affectionate brother.

05 To Lady Maxwell

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To Lady Maxwell Date: LONDON, January 24, 1771. MY DEAR LADY, Although Mr. M'Nab The preacher then stationed at Glasgow. is quite clear as to justification by faith and is in general a sound and good preacher, yet I fear he is not clear of blame in this. He is too warm and impatient of contradiction; otherwise he must be lost to all common sense to preach against final perseverance in Scotland. From the first hour that I entered the kingdom it was a sacred rule with me never to preach on any controverted point at least, not in a controversial way. Any one may see that this is only to put a sword into our enemies' hands. It is the direct way to increase all their prejudices and to make all our labours fruitless.

05 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
You will shortly have a trial of another kind. Mr. De Courcy purposes to set out for Edinburgh in a few days. He was from a child a member of one of our Societies in the South of Ireland. There he received remission of sins, and was for some time groaning for full redemption. But when he came to Dublin, Passing through Trinity College. the Philistines were upon him and soon prevailed over him. Quickly he was convinced that 'there is no perfection,' and that 'all things depend on absolute, unchangeable decrees.' At first he was exceedingly warm upon these heads; now he is far more calm. His natural temper, I think, is good: he is open, friendly, and generous. He has also a good understanding, and is not unacquainted with learning, though not deeply versed therein. He has no disagreeable person, a pleasing address, and is a lively as well as a sensible preacher. Now, when you add to this that he is quite new and very young, you may judge how he will be admired and caressed! 'Surely such a preacher as this never was in Edinburgh before! Mr. Whitefield himself was not to compare with him! What an angel of a man!' Now, how will a raw, inexperienced youth be able to encounter this If there be not the greatest of miracles to preserve him, will it not turn his brain And may he not then do far more hurt than either Mr. Whitefield or Mr. Townsend See letters of Aug. 1-3, 1767, and Aug. 19, 1770. did Will he not prevent your friend from 'going on to perfection,' or thinking of any such thing Nay, may he not shake you also He would, but that the God whom you serve is able to deliver you. At present, indeed, he is in an exceedingly loving spirit. But will that continue long There will be danger on the one hand if it does; there will be danger on the other if it does not. It does not appear that any great change has been wrought in our neighbours by Mr. Whitefield's death. He had fixed the prejudice so deep that even he himself was not able to remove it; yet our congregations have increased exceedingly and the work of God increases on every side. I am glad you use more exercise.

08 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: LONDON, February 16, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, Never be afraid of being troublesome. That would not be the case, were you to write every week. You look inward too much and upward too little. Christ is ready to impart Life to all, for life who sigh; In thy mouth and in thy heart The word is ever nigh. Encourage yourself to trust Him; that is your point: then He will do all things well. Legality, with most who use that term, really means tenderness of conscience. There is no propriety in the word if one would take it for seeking justification by works. Considering, therefore, how hard it is to fix the meaning of that odd term, and how dreadfully it has been abused, I think it highly advisable for all the Methodists to lay it quite aside. If he could find any other doctrine which he thought was peculiarly mine, Mr. Shirley would be as angry at it as he is at Christian Perfection. But it is all well: we are to go forward, whoever goes back or turns aside. I hope your class goes on well, and that you are not weary of well doing. The Lord is at hand. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

10 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

John Wesley · None · letter
But the main attack is on the sermon itself, wherein I am charged with asserting a gross falsehood in the face of God and the congregation, and that knowing it to be such namely, 'That the grand fundamental doctrines which Mr. Whitefield everywhere preached were those of the New Birth and Justification by Faith.' 'No,' says Mr. Romaine; 'not at all: the grand fundamental doctrines he everywhere preached were the Everlasting Covenant between the Father and the Son and Absolute Predestination flowing therefrom.' I join issue on this head. Whether the doctrines of the Eternal Covenant and Absolute Predestination are the grand fundamental doctrines of Christianity or not, I affirm again (1) that Mr. Whitefield did not everywhere preach these; (2) that he did everywhere preach the New Birth and Justification by Faith. 1. He did not everywhere preach the Eternal Covenant and Absolute Predestination. I never heard him utter a sentence on one or the other. Yea, all the times he preached in West Street Chapel and in our other chapels throughout England he did not preach those doctrines at all no, not in a single paragraph; which, by-the-by, is a demonstration that he did not think them the fundamental doctrines of Christianity. 2. Both in West Street Chapel and all our other chapels throughout England he did preach the necessity of the new birth and justification by faith as clearly as he has done in his two volumes of printed sermons; therefore all I have asserted is true, and provable by ten thousand witnesses. Nay, says Mr. Romaine, 'Mr. Whitefield everywhere insisted on other fundamental doctrines, from the foundation of which the new birth and justification take their rise, with which they are inseparably connected: these are the everlasting covenant which was entered into by the Holy Trinity, and God the Father's everlasting, unchangeable election of sinners' (in virtue of which a fiftieth part of mankind shall be saved, do what they will; and the other forty-nine parts shall be damned, do what they can); - 'these doctrines are not of a less essential nature than either Regeneration or Justification. No, by no means; they are to the full equally essential to the glory of God. Yea, there is an inseparable connexion between them. This is a most essential, a most fundamental point.' (Gospel Magazine, p. 41.)

10 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

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If so, then every one who does not hold it must perish everlastingly. If, as you here assert, he cannot be justified, then he cannot be saved. If, as you say, he cannot be born again, 'he cannot see the kingdom of God.' After asserting this, can Mr. Romaine ever take the name of catholic love into his mouth Is not this the very opposite to it the height and depth of bigotry Does this spirit do honour to his opinion Can we conceive anything more horrid Is it not enough to make a person of humanity shudder yea, to make his blood run cold I will not here enter into the merits of the cause; I need not. It is done to my hands. The whole doctrine of Predestination is throughly discussed in those three tracts lately printed An Answer to the Eleven Letters commonly ascribed to Mr. Hervey, Arguments against General Redemption considered, and An Answer to Elisha Coles. See Green's Bibliography, No. 227; and letter of Dec. 30, 1769. Till these are seriously and solidly refuted, I have no more to say on that head. But this I must aver, that the excluding all from salvation who do not believe the Horrible Decree is a most shocking insult on all mankind, on common sense, and common humanity. I am, c.

11 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Maxwell Date: LONDON, February 26, 1771. MY DEAR LADY, I cannot but think the chief reason of the little good done by our preachers at Edinburgh is the opposition which has been made by the ministers of Edinburgh as well as by the false brethren from England. These steeled the hearts of the people against all the good impressions which might otherwise have been made, so that the same preachers by whom God has constantly wrought, not only in various parts of England but likewise in the northern parts of Scotland, were in Edinburgh only not useless. They felt a damp upon their own spirits; they had not their usual liberty of speech; and the word they spoke seemed to rebound upon them, and not to sink into the hearts of the hearers. At my first coming I usually find something of this myself: but the second or third time of preaching it is gone; and I feel, greater is He that is with us than all the powers of earth and hell. If any one could show you by plain scripture and reason a more excellent way than that you have received, you certainly would do well to receive it; and I trust I should do the same. But I think it will not be easy for any one to show us either that Christ did not die for all or that He is not willing as well as able to cleanse from all sin even in the present world. If your steady adherence to these great truths be termed bigotry, yet you have no need to be ashamed. You are reproached for Christ's sake, and the Spirit of glory and of Christ shall rest upon you. Perhaps our Lord may use you to soften some of the harsh spirits and to preserve Lady Glenorchy She gave up all connexion with Wesley's preachers shortly after De Courcy's arrival. See letter of Jan. 24. or Mr. De Courcy from being hurt by them. I hope to hear from you (on whom I can depend) a frequent account of what is done near you. After you have suffered awhile, may God stablish, strengthen, settle you! I am, my dear Lady, Your very affectionate servant.

15 To Elizabeth Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Briggs Date: CHESTER, March 17, 1771. MY DEAR BETSY, You do well to break through that needless fear. Love me more, and fear me less; then you will prove, Love, like the grave, makes all distinctions vain. 'Love, like death, hath all destroyed.' See Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, i. 362; also letter of Feb. 15, 1769. You have great reason to praise Him who hath done great things for you already. What you now want is to come boldly to the throne of grace, that the hunger and thirst after His full image which God has given you may be satisfied. Full salvation is nigh, even at the door. Only believe, and it is yours. It is a great blessing that at your years you are preserved from seeking happiness in any creature. You need not, seeing Christ is yours. O cleave to Him with all your heart! I am, my dear Betsy, Yours affectionately.

16 To Mary Stokes

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To Mary Stokes Date: CHESTER, March 17, 1771. DEAR MISS STOKES, I almost wonder, Have I found another Jenny Cooper See letter of Sept. 11, 1765. I take knowledge of her spirit in you. I doubt not God has begun a good work in your heart. He has given you a taste of the powers of the world to come. He has delivered you from the vain expectation of finding happiness in the things of earth; and I trust you will be entangled no more in that snare. You know where true joys are to be found. Now stand fast in that beginning of liberty wherewith Christ has made you free. Yet do not stand still. This is only the dawn of day: the Sun of Righteousness will rise upon you in quite another manner than you have hitherto experienced. And who knows how soon Is He not near Are not all things now ready What hinders you from receiving Him now If thou canst believe.' Here is all the bar: only unbelief keeps out the mighty blessing! How many things have you been enabled to overcome since I saw you in the great garden But do not leave my poor Molly Jones behind, not that you can stay for her, but bring her on with you. I have much hopes that nothing will stop Sally James or Miss Flower. Mr. Stokes and Captain and Mrs. James were intimate friends of Charles Wesley. See letters of Feb. 11, 1772, and Nov. 29, 1774. O bear one another's burthens! Then shall you be not almost but altogether Christians! Then shall you fulfil the joy of, my dear Miss Stokes, Yours affectionately. While I am in Ireland you need only direct to Dublin.

18 To Joseph Pilmoor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Pilmoor Date: DUBLIN, March 27, 1771. Your affectionate friend and brother.

21 To Mary Stokes

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Stokes Date: DUBLIN, April 4, 1771. MY DEAR MISS STOKES, There is a sweetness and friendliness in your spirit which is exceeding agreeable to me. And you have an openness withal which makes it the more pleasing. Let nothing rob you of this; although you cannot retain it without a good deal of resolution; for the example of all the world is against you, even of the religious world, which is full of closeness and reserve, if not of disguise also. How will you do then to retain that artless simplicity which almost every one disclaims Nay, this is not all; you must likewise expect to be yourself deceived more or less. You will believe persons to be sincere who will abuse your confidence, who will say much and mean nothing. But let not my dear maid copy after them; let them have all the artifice to themselves. Still let not mercy or truth forsake you, but write them upon the table of your heart. Only know to whom you speak, and then you cannot be too free. Open the window in your breast. I pray never be afraid of writing too large letters: you must not measure yours by mine; for I have a little more business than you. Your weakness and tenderness of constitution, without great care, may prove a snare to you. Some allowance must be made on that account; but the danger is of making too much. Steer the middle way. So far as you are able, rejoice to endure hardship, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ; and deny yourself every pleasure which you are not divinely conscious prepares you for taking pleasure in God. I am glad you can converse freely with Sally Flower. Let her not lose her rising in the morning. Surely she and you together might overrule Molly Jones's Irish reason for not meeting, I said I would not.' I feel much for poor Sally James. Perhaps she will outrun many of you by-and-by. My dear Miss Stokes, Your affectionate brother.

25 To Mrs Pywell

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To Mrs. Pywell Date: KILKENNY, April 23, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, I hardly knew whether you were dead or alive, having not heard from you for so long a season. Yesterday I received yours of March 28, and am glad to hear you are not moved from your steadfastness. Certainly it is not the will of our Lord that you should; His gifts are without repentance. Do you find no decay in faith Do you as clearly as ever see Him who is invisible Is your hope as lively as at first Do you still taste of the powers of the world to come And can you say in as strong a sense as ever, I nothing want beneath, above, Happy in a Saviour's love Do you feel no anger at any time no pride no will but what is subordinate to the will of God And have you the witness in yourself that all your ways please Him Then expect to see greater things than these, for there is no end of His goodness; and do not forget, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

26 To Mr

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To Mr.- Date: BANDON, May 1, 1771. My DEAR BROTHER, The case being so, I do not see how you could act otherwise than you did. If he had been throughly penitent, it would have been proper to show all possible lenity. But as his heart does not seem to be at all broken, you could not have any fellowship with him. Spare no pains with regard to the Yearly Collection. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

27 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: BANDON, May 2, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, I wanted much to know how your soul prospered. I could not doubt but the god of this world, the enemy of all righteousness, would use every means to move you from your steadfastness. Blessed be God, you are not moved! that all his labour has been in vain! Hitherto hath God helped you; and, fear not, He will help you to the end. He gives you health as a token for good; He can trust you with it while you give Him your heart. And O stand fast in the glorious liberty wherewith He has made you free! You are not called to desire suffering. Innocent nature is averse from pain; only, as soon as His will appears, yours is to sink down before it. Hark! what does He say to you now Lovest thou Me more than these' more than these, Wealth, honour, pleasure, or what else This short-enduring world can give Then feed My lambs,' carry the little ones in thy bosom, gently lead those that are great with young. Be not weary of well doing; in due time thou shalt reap if thou faint not, c. c. Yours most affectionately.

32 To George L Fleury

John Wesley · None · letter
6. But they pretend to extraordinary inspiration.' They do not: they expressly disclaim it. I have declared an hundred times, I suppose ten times in print, that I pretend to no other inspiration than that which is common to all real Christians, without which no one can be a Christian at all. They denounce hell and damnation to all that reject their presences' . This is another charge; but it is as groundless as the former, it is without all shadow of truth. You may as well say the Methodists denounce hell and damnation to all that reject Mahometanism. As groundless, as senselessly, shamelessly false, is the assertion following: To reject their ecstasies and fanatic presences to revelation is cried up as a crime of the blackest dye.' It cannot be that we should count it a crime to reject what we do not pretend to at all. But I pretend to no ecstasies of any kind, nor to any other kind of revelation than you yourself, yea, and every Christian enjoys, unless he is without God in the world.' 7. These grievous wolves pretended to greater mortification and self-denial than the Apostles themselves' . This discovery is spick-and-span new: I never heard of it before. But pray, sir, where did you find it I think not in the canonical Scriptures. I doubt you had it from some apocryphal writer. Thus also do the modern false teachers.' I know not any that do. Indeed, I have read of some such among the Mahometan Dervises and among the Indian Brahmins. But I doubt whether any of these outlandish creatures have been yet imported into Great Britain or Ireland. 8. They pretend to know the mind of Christ better than His Apostles' . Certainly the Methodists do not: this is another sad mistake, not to say slander. However, better than their successors do.' That is another question. If you rank yourself among their successors, as undoubtedly you do, I will not deny that some of these poor, despised people, though not acting in a public character, do know the mind of Christ that is, the meaning of the Scripture better than you do yet. But perhaps, when ten years more are gone over your head, you may know it as well as they.

32 To George L Fleury

John Wesley · None · letter
9. You conclude this sermon, Let us not be led away by those who represent the comfortable religion of Christ as a path covered over with thorns' . This cap does not fit me. I appeal to all that have heard me at Waterford or elsewhere whether I represent religion as an uncomfortable thing. No, sir; both in preaching and writing I represent it as far more comfortable than you do or are able to do. But you represent us as lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God.' If any do this, I doubt they touch a sore spot; I am afraid the shoe pinches. They affirm pleasure in general to be unlawful, grounding it on, "They that are in the flesh cannot please God"' . Wrong, top and bottom. Did we hold the conclusion, we should never infer it from such premises. But we do not hold it: we no more affirm pleasure in general to be unlawful than eating and drinking. This is another invention of your own brain which never entered into our thoughts. It is really curious when you add, This is bringing men "after the principles of the world, and not after Christ."' What, the affirming that pleasure is unlawful Is this after the principles of the world' Was ever text so unhappily applied 10. So much for your first sermon: wherein, though you do not seem to want goodwill, yet you are marvellously barren of invention; having only retailed two or three old, threadbare objections which have been answered twenty times over. You begin the second, I shall now consider some of their many absurd doctrines: the first of which is "the pretending to be divinely inspired"' (Second Sermon, p. 1). An odd doctrine enough. And called in an extraordinary manner to preach the word of God' (pages 2-4). This is all harping upon the same string the grand objection of lay preachers. We have it again and again, ten, twenty times over. I shall answer it once for all. Not by anything new that is utterly needless; but barely by repeating the answer which convinced a serious clergyman many years ago. See letter of May 4, 1748.

33 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: GALWAY, May 27. 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, Perhaps we may see a new accomplishment of Solomon's words, 'He that reproveth a man shall afterward find more favour than he who flattereth with his tongue. But, be that as it may, I have done my duty; I could no otherwise have delivered my own soul. And no offence at all would have been given thereby had not pride stifled both religion and generosity. See letter of March 8. But the letter is now out of date; it is mentioned no more: there is a more plausible occasion found namely, those eight terrible propositions which conclude the Minutes of our Conference. The Minutes for 1770, which gave occasion to Fletcher to write his Checks to Antinomianism. At the instance of some who were sadly frightened thereby, I have revised them over and over; I have considered them in every point of view; and truly, the more I consider them, the more I like them, the more fully I am convinced, not only that they are true, agreeable both to Scripture and to sound experience, but that they contain truths of the deepest importance, and such as ought to be continually inculcated by those who would be pure from the blood of all men. Joseph Benson is a good man and a good preacher. But he is by no means clear in his judgement. The imagination which he has borrowed from another good man, 'that he is not a believer who has any sin remaining in him,' is not only an error, but a very dangerous one, of which I have seen fatal effects. Herein we divided from the Germans near thirty years ago; and the falseness and absurdity of it is shown in the Second Journal and in my sermon on that subject. The Lord our Righteousness. See Works, v. 234-46. Your experience reminds me of these lines: So many tender joys and woes Have o'er my quivering soul had power! Plain life with heightening passions rose, The boast or burthen of an hour. Gambold, in Poetical Works of J. and C. Wesley, i. 8.

35 To Thomas Mason

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Mason Date: CASTLEBAR, May 30, 1771. I hope you speak to Jonathan How with all freedom and tell him whatever you think amiss in him, especially encouraging him to press all believers to go on to perfection, and to expect it now! Peace with all your spirits! I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate brother.

37 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss March Date: CASTLEBAR, May 31, 1771. The dealings of God with man are infinitely varied, and cannot be confined to any general rule; both in justification and sanctification He often acts in a manner we cannot account for. There cannot be a more proper phrase than that you used, and I well understand your meaning; yet it is sure you are a transgressor still namely, of the perfect, Adamic law. But though it be true all sin is a transgression of this law, yet it is by no means true on the other hand (though we have so often taken it for granted) that all transgressions of this law are sin: no, not at all only all voluntary transgressions of it; none else are sins against the gospel law. Although we have 'faith's abiding impression, realizing things to come'; yet as long as we are in the body we have but an imperfect, shadowy knowledge of the things of eternity. For now we only see them in a glass, a mirror, which gives us no more than a shadow of them; therefore we see them darkly, or in a riddle, as St. Paul speaks. The whole invisible world is as yet a riddle to us; and it seems to be in this sense that some writers speak so much of the night or darkness of faith namely, when opposed to sight; that is, to the view of things which we shall have when the veil of flesh and blood is removed. Those reasonings concerning the measure of holiness (a curious, not useful question) are not inconsistent with pure love, but they tend to damp it; and were you to pursue them far, they would lead you into unbelief.

39 To Duncan Wright

John Wesley · None · letter
To Duncan Wright Date: LONDONDERRY, June 11, 1771. the three sermons on the Law. See Works, v. 433-66. Let us be open and downright both in public and private, and it will succeed best. The work of God will never stand still for want of money so long as He has the hearts of all men in His hand. You should all use your best endeavours with regard to the Yearly Subscription. Scotland especially has found the benefit of it. I should not advise our brother Hamilton to give up his business. It is a talent God has entrusted him with. But it would be wise to contract it, that he may have more leisure for business of greater importance. See that you strongly and explicitly exhort the believers to go on to perfection! I am, dear Duncan, Your affectionate friend and brother.

40 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: LONDONDERRY, June 13, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, I think the strength of the cause rests there on your having an extraordinary call. So I am persuaded has every one of our lay preachers; otherwise I could not countenance his preaching at all. It is plain to me that the whole work of God termed Methodism is an extraordinary dispensation of His providence. Therefore I do not wonder if several things occur therein which do not fall under the ordinary rules of discipline. St. Paul's ordinary rule was, 'I permit not a woman to speak in the congregation.' Yet in extraordinary cases he made a few exceptions; at Corinth in particular. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

42 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton LONDON, Wesley was in Londonderry when he wrote this and the next letter. See Journal, v. 419n. June 15, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, A letter from you is always welcome; but never more so than now, as this is the time wherein it seems good to our Lord to try you as by fire. Fear nothing; only believe. He is with you in the fire so that the flames shall not kindle upon you. O how will you praise Him by-and-by for His wise and gracious visitation! He is purging away all your dross, that you may be a vessel meet for the Master's use. Happy are they that do His will, and happier still they that suffer it. But, whatever you suffer, cast not away that confidence which hath great recompense of reward. In order to keep it, do not reason, but simply look up to Him that loves you. Tell Him as a little child all your wants. Look up, and your suit is made: He hears the cry of your heart. And tell all that troubles you to Yours affectionately.

45 To Mrs Hall

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To Mrs. Hall Date: CLONMAIN, June 24, 1771. So much the more surprising is it that I find more health at sixty-eight than I did at eight-and-twenty. I have far less pain, less sickness at stomach, and fewer bodily infirmities. So that I have a good hope I shall not live to be useless, but rather My body with my charge lay down, And cease at once to work and live. It signifies very little whether the time we creep about upon the earth be a little longer or shorter. Only let us see to that, Be they many or few, My days are His due, And they all are devoted to Him! It seems my sister Harper Mrs. Harper died this year in her eightieth year. See letter of June 30, 1743. will go out just as a lamp for want of oil. Well, let you and I live to-day. I am, dear Patty, Your ever affectionate friend and Brother.

48 To Robert Costerdine

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To Robert Costerdine Date: DUBLIN, July 11, 1771. MY DEAR BROTHER, If you send the accounts of the money, number of people, and other circumstances, it will be sufficient for Brother Linnell to come; for the circuit should not be left vacant. If you judge it best, divide the money in the manner you mention. I believe you will be either in Chester or Liverpool Circuit. Be all alive, and do all you can for a good Master. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

49 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs Date: DUBLIN, July 13, 1771, MY DEAR PHILLY, Truth and falsehood, and so right and wrong tempers, are often divided by an almost imperceptible line. It is the more difficult to distinguish right and wrong tempers or passions, because in several instances the same motion of the blood and animal spirits will attend both one and the other. Therefore in many cases we cannot distinguish them but by the unction of the Holy One. In the case you mention all self-complacency or self-approbation is not pride. Certainly there may be self-approbation which is not sin, though it must occasion a degree of pleasure. 'This is our rejoicing, even the testimony of our conscience toward God.' And this joy is neither better nor worse for being accompanied with a natural motion of the blood and spirits. Equally natural and equally innocent is the joy which we receive from being approved of those we love. But in all these instances there is need of the utmost care, lest we slide from innocent joy or self-approbation into that which is not innocent, into pride (thinking of ourselves more highly than we ought to think), or vanity, a desire of praise; for 'thin partitions do their bounds divide.' Dryden's Absalom and Achitophel, i. 163: 'Great wits are sure to madness near allied, And thin partitions do their bounds divide.' Certes, I have for many days Sent my poetic herd to graze. Prior's Erle Robert's Mice: 'Certes, I have those many days Sent myne poetic herd to graze.' In youth it is almost natural to write verses, especially at leisure times. But I have no leisure time; my every hour is constantly and fully employed. You have no business to begin any dispute with your young acquaintance. If she begin with you, say but little, till you carry her Predestination Calmly Considered, and desire her to give it a calm and serious reading. That book is such an hotch-potch as I have seldom seen, and is brimful of Antinomianism (as are all Mr. Romaine's writings See Tyerman's Wesley, ii. 534.). I advise you to think and speak as little about it as possible. Here and there he blunders upon the truth, as in the sentence which she quoted.

49 To Philothea Briggs

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I remember nothing particular in the sealing of that letter. In about ten days I expect to embark for England. Be all in earnest! and always speak without reserve to, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately.

50 To Miss March

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To Miss March Date: DUBLIN, July 13, 1771. As long as we dwell in an house of clay it is liable to affect the mind; sometimes by dulling or darkening the understanding, and sometimes more directly by damping and depressing the soul and sinking it into distress and heaviness. In this state doubt or fear of one kind or another will naturally arise. And the prince of this world, who well knows whereof we are made, will not fail to improve the occasion, in order to disturb, though he cannot pollute, the heart which God hath cleansed from all unrighteousness. I rejoice with you concerning poor Martin Madan. See reference to his mother in Tyerman's Wesley, ii. 284. Persons who are eminently dutiful to their parents hardly ever fail of receiving a reward even in the present world. My call to America is not yet clear. See letters of Dec. 14, 1770, and Aug. 14, 1771 (to Philothea Briggs). I have no business there as long as they can do without me. At present I am a debtor to the people of England and Ireland, and especially to them that believe. You have a delicate part to act with regard to Philly. See previous letter and that of Sept. 13. There are so many great defects in her natural temper that a deal of grace will be required to make her altogether a Christian; neither will grace shine in her as it would in others. You have need carefully to encourage what is of God in her and tenderly to reprove what is of nature. I am afraid for P D , Damaris Perronet. lest she should be less zealous of good works than she was formerly. I doubt she has at present little encouragement thereto.

54 To Miss March

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Persons are in one sense delivered from unbelief when they are enabled to believe always, when they have 'faith's abiding impression, realizing things to come.' For they can then no longer be termed unbelievers. When this is given in a very glorious manner, so that they are filled with faith and are not able to doubt even for a moment, it is natural for them to say 'they are saved from all unbelief.' The soul that is all light (as Lopez, when he said, 'All is midday now') may affirm, 'I am saved from all darkness.' And is not this the will of the Lord concerning you Undoubtedly it is. Fear not then; reason not: only look up. Is He not nigh, even at the door He is nigh that justifieth; He is nigh that sanctifieth; He is nigh that supplies all your wants! Take more out of His fullness, that you may love Him more, praise Him more, and serve Him better. It is desirable to glorify God, like Mr. De Renty or Haliburton, in death as well as in life. I am sorry for poor Miss Hartly. See letters of Jan. 24 and Aug. 14 to Hannah Ball. It is a mysterious providence.

57 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: BRECKNOCK, August 14, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, I am glad you remain at Wycombe. That is undoubtedly your place: you have there a large field of action to exercise all the grace and gifts which God has given you. See that you be zealous for God. Redeem the time, and in due time you shall reap if you faint not. The great point is to retain what we have received. You have need by every possible means to watch over your sister Miss Ann Ball, who continued the Sunday School after Hannah's death. and your mother, lest they lose what God has wrought. Hardly three in five of those that are either justified or sanctified keep the gift of God a year to an end. So much the more exhort them to watch and pray that they enter not into temptation. I love you the better because you love dear Miss Hartly. See letter of Aug. 3 to Miss March. Peace be with your spirits! I am Your affectionate brother.

58 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs Date: THE HAY, August 14, 1771. MY DEAR PHILLY, If you find any comfort or help thereby, write on, without any reasoning about the matter. As yet you need take no thought about my going to America See letters of July 13, 1771 (to Miss March), and Feb. 1, 1772.; I have some more business to do in Europe. The various thoughts and suggestions you mention are just such as any person of a lively imagination may expect. Satan, too, very well knows whereof we are made, and always attacks us on the weak side. But these and a thousand clouds passing over your mind prove nothing as to the state of your heart: see that this be devoted to Him, and it is enough. You have given it Him: stand to your gift. However, then, your imagination may be affected, you will have the testimony of a good conscience toward God. Not but that you may plead that promise, 'The peace of God shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.' As the former word takes in all your passions, so does the latter all the workings of your reason and imagination. Pray, therefore, and look for the answer of your prayer. It shall come, and not tarry! You did well to give up that little idol. You may fast on Fridays by somewhat lessening the quantity of your breakfast or dinner. Do Miss Lambert all the good you can. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately. I shall soon be at Bristol.

61 To Mrs Savage

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To Mrs. Savage Date: BRISTOL, August 31, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, Right precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints! And I believe many of the blessings which we receive are in answer to their dying prayers. It is well if the great change be wrought in a soul even a little before it leaves the body. But how much more desirable it is that it should be wrought long before, that we may long glorify Him with our body and with our spirit! O exhort all whom you have access to not to delay the time of embracing all the great and precious promises! Frankly tell all those that are simple of heart what He has done for your soul; and then urge, May not every sinner find The grace which found out me If Mr. Fletcher has time to call upon you, he will surely bring a blessing with him. He is a man full of faith. Be free with Sister Brisco, Her husband, Thomas Brisco, had been in Devonshire, but was this Conference appointed to Wiltshire North. who brings this. My dear sister, adieu!

64 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs Date: KINGSWOOD, September 13, 1771 MY DEAR PHILLY, Your present weakness will, I hope, be an unspeakable blessing. You was in danger of having more sail than ballast, more liveliness of imagination than solid wisdom. But it seems God is correcting this defect, and giving you more steadiness of mind. See letters of July 13, 1771, and April 12, 1772, to her. You now see and feel what is the real worth of this poor, perishable world, and how little real happiness is to be found in all things under the sun. Meantime you are to use all probable means of recovering and confirming your health. Taking many medicines, indeed, is not a probable means: I would in no wise advise this. See letter of Oct. 6. But what complaint have you I always thought you had firm and vigorous health. Perhaps I may direct you to some little rules of common sense which will be of service to you. It is right to pour out our whole soul before Him that careth for us. But it is good likewise to unbosom ourselves to a friend in whom we can confide. This also is an appointed means which it generally pleases God to bless. Whenever, therefore, you have opportunity, speak all that is in your heart to, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately.

68 To Christopher Hopper

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To Christopher Hopper Date: BRISTOL, September 22, 1771. MY DEAR BROTHER, You and I differ a little in our judgement. I take Yarm Circuit to be a very comfortable one. But I see an evil growing among us: preachers claim to be two years together in the same round, because it has been suffered sometimes; but if it be so, I must suffer it no more. Every preacher shall change every year; unless they will leave it to my judgement to make an exception now and then when I may see sufficient cause. However, for the present, if Thomas Hanson is willing, you may change circuits with him. To a request which I did not approve of silence was the mildest answer. Nevertheless I had rather you had been at Leeds. I believe you would have done more good. But others had spoke first. Pray let them not be beforehand with you, if we live to another year. I am, with love to Sister Hopper, Your affectionate friend and brother.

75 To Robert Costerdine

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To Robert Costerdine Date: LONDON, October 25, 1771. MY DEAR BROTHER, Do what you can, and you do enough. No debt is properly included but that which was contracted three years ago. However, in such cases as that of Birmingham we may make an exception. Costerdine was Assistant in Staffordshire. Birmingham received 12 at the Conference of 1772. You are in the right to stop all who would tell you any stories of past things. Tell them, 'Now is the day of salvation,' and strongly exhort them to embrace it. Recommend the books wherever you go. Meet the children, and visit from house to house. I am, dear Robert, Your affectionate friend and brother.

79 To Ann Bolton

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'How can I distinguish pride from temptation to pride' 'It is extremely difficult to distinguish these, and still more so to lay down rules for doing it. Our eyes cannot penetrate the ground of our hearts. Pride and vanity are natural to us; and for this reason nothing is more constantly at hand, nothing less observed, than their effects. The grand rule is to sound sincerely the ground of our hearts when we are not in the hurry of temptation. For if, on inquiry, we find that it loves obscurity and silence; that it dreads applause and distinction; that it esteems the virtue of others and excuses their faults with mildness; that it easily pardons injuries; that it fears contempt less and less; that it sees a falsehood and baseness in pride and a true nobleness and greatness in humility; that it knows and reveres the inestimable riches of the cross and the humiliations of Jesus Christ; that it fears the lustre of those virtues which are admired by men and loves those that are more secret; that it draws comfort even from its own defects through the abasement which they occasion; and that it prefers any degree of compunction before all the light in the world; then you may trust that all the motions you feel tending to pride or vanity, whether they are sudden or are thrust against you for some time, are not sin, but temptation. And then it may be the best to turn from and despise them, instead of giving them weight, by fixing your attention upon them.' I want a particular account both of your inward and outward health. Tell me how you are and what you are doing; withhold nothing from Your affectionate friend and brother. Write soon, or come: write and come.

80 To Mary Stokes

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To Mary Stokes Date: LYNN, November 9, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, How glad should I be could I be of any service to one I so tenderly regard! you have an heart susceptible of friendship; and shall it not be a blessing to you, a means of increasing every holy temper, and perhaps of guarding you against some of the dangerous temptations which are incident to youth Shall I give you a few advices (1) Keep that safe which God has given; never let slip any blessing you have received. Regard none who tell you, 'You must lose it.' No; you may have more or less of joy this depends upon a thousand circumstances; but you never need lose one degree of love. (2) You never will if you are a careful steward of the manifold gifts of God. To him that hath that is, uses what he hath it shall be given still, and that more abundantly. Therefore (3) Use your every grace. Stir up the gift of God that is in you. Be zealous, be active, according to your strength. Speak for God wherever you are. But meantime (4) Be humble! Let all that mind be in you which was in Christ Jesus. Pray for the whole spirit of humility, that you may still feel you are nothing, and may feel those words, All might, all majesty, all praise, All glory be to Christ my Lord! I am accustomed to remember a few of my friends about ten o'clock in the morning: I must take you in among them, on condition you will likewise remember me at that time. I never shall think your letters too long. My dear Molly, Your affectionately.

84 To Samuel Bardsley

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To Samuel Bardsley Date: LONDON, November 24, 1771. Your affectionate brother.

86 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: LONDON, December 9, 1771. MY DEAR SISTER, It always gives me pleasure to hear that you are not removed from the hope of the gospel. It is no wonder if, as your desires increase after the whole image of God, so your temptations, particularly from that enemy of all righteousness, should increase also. I trust Mr. Wells will be made a blessing to you and to many, especially if he visits from house to house; not only those with whom he eats or drinks, but all the Society from one end of the town to the other. Forward him by all means in this labour of love, though many difficulties will attend it. But what are crosses and difficulties to those who experience the living power of faith divine You can do all things through Christ strengthening you, however grievous to flesh and blood. Now let the return of health be a blessing to you. Spend and be spent for a good Master. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

88 To Mr Thomas Simpson Kingswood

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But if you had made that promise ten times, still I ask, Would it not be 'more honoured in the breach than in the observance' For what was it you promised To wait for dead men's shoes Was not this a foolish promise To bury your talent in the earth Was not this a sinful promise To incur the woe of not preaching the gospel Is not this both foolish and sinful 'But you do not intend to stand in the vineyard all the day idle. You will but wait a while longer.' Well, how long will you be as a dumb dog twenty years or ten or one and a half If you have a lease of your life, well. But what if you are called in one year to give an account of your stewardship O live to-day! Do all the good you can while it is called to-day! Now stir up the gift of God which is in you! Now save as many souls as you can; and do all you can to ease the labour and prolong the life of Your affectionate friend and brother.

01 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs Date: LONDON, January 5, 1772. MY DEAR PHILLY, It is not always a defect to mind one thing at a time. And an aptness so to do, to employ the whole vigour of the mind on the thing in hand, may answer excellent purposes. Only you have need to be exceeding wary, lest the thing you pursue be wrong. First, be well assured not only that it is good but that it is the best thing for you at that time; and then, whatsoever your hand findeth to do, do it with your might. But you have all things in one, the whole of religion contracted to a point, in that word, 'Walk in love, as Christ also loved us and gave Himself for us.' All is contained in humble, gentle, patient love. Is not this, so to speak, a divine contrivance to assist the narrowness of our minds, the scantiness of our understanding Every right temper, and then all right words and actions, naturally branch out of love. In effect, therefore, you want nothing but this to be filled with the faith that worketh by love. You take no liberties that are not agreeable to, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately.

07 To The Society Pro Fide Et Christianismo

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To the Society Pro Fide et Christianismo Date: LONDON, January 31, 1772. GENTLEMEN, I cannot but praise God for putting it into your hearts boldly to lift up a standard against the iniquity which has overspread the world, even the Christian world, as a flood. This is, indeed, one of the noblest and most important designs which can enter into the soul of man. Meantime permit me to remind you that the difficulties attending it will be in proportion to the importance of it. For the prince of this world will fight with all his power that his kingdom may not be delivered up. But is not He that is with you greater than he that is in the world The Lord of Hosts is with you; the God of Jacob is your refuge. I return you my sincerest thanks for doing me the honour of admitting me into your number, and shall greatly rejoice if it should ever be in my power any way to forward your excellent design. See letters of Jan. 30, 1770, and Dec. 23, 1775. Wishing you all success therein, I remain, gentlemen, Your unworthy brother and willing servant.

12 To Mary Stokes

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To Mary Stokes Date: LONDON, February 11, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, I am glad you have had an opportunity of spending a little time with that lovely company. The day I leave Bristol (Monday, March 9) I hope to be at Stroud myself. See Journal, v. 448. You are not sent thither for nothing, but in order to do as well as to receive good: and that not to one family only, or to those four of your acquaintance; nay, but you have a message from God (you and Ally Eden Miss Ally Eden, the daughter of Henry Eden, of Broadmarston. She wrote Wesley about Christian perfection on Aug. 27. John Pawson calls it 'one of the most amiable families I had ever known.' See Journal, v. 251; Wesley's Veterans, iv. 42; and letter of Dec. 12, 1773. too) to all the women in the Society. Set aside all evil shame, all modesty, falsely so called. Go from house to house; deal faithfully with them all; warn every one; exhort every one. God will everywhere give you a word to speak, and His blessing therewith. Be you herein a follower of Nancy Bolton, as she is of Christ. In doing and bearing the will of our Lord, We still are preparing to meet our reward. I have great hope for Sally James. See letters of March 17, 1771, and May 1, 1772, to Miss Stokes. In the company which commonly surrounds her, it is best to use reserve. And this is apt to form an habit, which it is not easy to conquer, even with those she loves well; but I trust she will conquer this and every enemy. Perhaps we shall soon rejoice with her. It is good that you may be emptied, that you may be filled. But how is this that you have never given me an hour's pain since I was first acquainted with you Do you intend to be always going forward, without standing still, or going backward at all The good Lord enable you so to do, and all those that are with you! So fulfil the joy of Yours affectionately.

13 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: LONDON, February 21, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, You have indeed reason to be thankful that God has at length turned the captivity of His people; and your preachers Samuel Wells and William Barker. have good encouragement to be zealous for God, since they see the fruit of their labours. On Monday se'nnight I expect one of them at least will meet me at Newbury. How happy you are who have none of those dissensions which have torn that poor Society in pieces! Pray that you may all continue of one mind, striving together for the hope of the gospel, and inviting all to press after full salvation. My dear sister, Your ever affectionate brother.

16 To Christopher Hopper

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To Christopher Hopper Date: LEWISHAM, February 26, 1772. MY DEAR BROTHER, When Mr. Shirley (or rather Lady H.) published that wonderful circular letter, See Tyerman's Wesley, iii. 93-4. The letter led to Fletcher's Checks. it was little imagined that it would be the occasion of establishing those very doctrines which it was intended to destroy. So different were God's thoughts from men's thoughts! T. Olivers was more afraid than hurt. Olivers took a prominent part in the controversy with Toplady and others. We all agree in this: 'By thy words thou shalt be justified' (in the last day); 'and by thy words' (yea, and works) 'thou shalt be condemned.' April 6 I hope to be at Manchester; and thence to go by Whitehaven to Glasgow, Perth, and Aberdeen. My Welsh church has a fine air, but no land or money belonging to it. Peace be with you and yours! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

17 To Miss Sparrow

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To Miss Sparrow Date: LEWISHAM, February 26, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, From the whole of your account it appears plain beyond all reasonable doubt that you have tasted once and again of the pure love of God. Why, then, did you not abide therein It was your own infirmity. You was moved from your steadfastness by those evil reasonings, which I am of opinion were chiefly diabolical. What you seem to want above all things is simplicity, the spirit of a little child. Look, and take it from Him that knows you! Take this and whatsoever else you stand in need of. Do you say 'you need a guide' Why will you not accept of me Do you know any that loves you better All the advices I would give you now centre in one Now, to-day, look unto Jesus! Is He not waiting to be gracious Give Him your heart! And if you love me, speak all you think to, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

18 To Samuel Sparrow

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To Samuel Sparrow Date: LEWISHAM, February 26, 1772. SIR, I have read with pleasure your ingenious book, which contains many just and noble sentiments, expressed in easy and proper language. I observe only two points in which we do not quite think alike. One of these is expressly treated of in that tract which reduces us to that clear dilemma, 'Either Jesus Christ was God or He was not an honest man.' The other is largely considered in the book of which I now desire your acceptance. Wishing you all happiness in this life and in a better, I remain, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

19 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, February 29, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, All your letters are exceedingly pleasing to me and give me a peculiar satisfaction; but your last in particular. I know not how to repress the emotion I felt when I read it. I rejoice over others, but over you above all. How unspeakably near are you to me! Since the time that I mourned with you at London and was a partaker of your sorrow, you have given me more and more excuse to rejoice over you; though now and then with a jealous fear lest in anything you should suffer loss or be slackened in running the race set before you. I shall not ride any long journeys on horseback. See letter of March 4. But you must needs meet me either at Stroud or Broadmarston; else I shall almost think you do not love me. On Monday, March 9, I hope to be at Stroud; the Saturday following at Broadmarston. How do you know whether you shall see me any more in the body My dear Nancy, my friend, adieu!

21 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: BRISTOL, March 4, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, I believe my last letter took away a good part of your apprehensions. All the inconvenience I find (from a little bruise) is that I am advised to ride as much in a carriage as I can and as little on horseback. I take your offer exceeding kindly; and am, my dear friend, Ever yours.

22 To Penelope Newman

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To Penelope Newman Date: NEAR BRISTOL, March 6, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, You are called to do all you can for God. How little is that all! Therefore by all means meet that other class, and it will be a blessing to your own soul. When I talked with you last, God had given you to enjoy a clear deliverance from inbred sin. I hope you do not find any return of that deadness, though doubtless you will find numberless temptations. Yet beware you cast not away that confidence which hath great recompense of reward. You need never more feel pride, anger, or any other evil temper. The Lord loveth you, and His grace is sufficient for you. Ask, and receive, that your joy may be full. I am, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

26 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: CONGLETON, March 25, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, The more I reflect on what you said concerning that emptiness, the more I am inclined to think that lovely woman Betsy Johnson Elizabeth Johnson. See letter of Dec. 15, 1763. has met with some of those that are called 'Mystic writers' who abound among the Roman Catholics. These are perpetually talking of 'self-emptiness, self-inanition, self-annihilation,' and the like: all very near akin to 'self-contradiction,' as a good man used to say. Indeed, we allow that one cannot take too much care to hide pride from man. And I am many times ready to tremble lest you should slide into it again, and lest I myself should lead you into it while I tell you (as my manner is) just the thought that rises in my heart. My Nancy, does not this hurt you Be as artless with me as I am with you. But though we can never be too humble, though we can never abase ourselves too much before the God of love; yet I cannot approve of recommending humanity by the use of these expressions. My first objection to them is that they are unscriptural. Now, you and I are bigots to the Bible. We think the Bible language is like Goliath's sword, that 'there is none like it.' But they are dangerous too: they almost naturally lead us to deny the gifts of God. Nay, and to make a kind of merit of it; to imagine we honour Him by undervaluing what He has done. Let it not be so with you. Acknowledge all His work while you render Him all His glory. Yours affectionately.

27 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: CONGLETON, March 25, 1772. I find almost all our preachers in every circuit have done with Christian perfection. They say they believe it; but they never preach it, or not once in a quarter. What is to be done Shall we let it drop, or make a point of it Oh what a thing it is to have curam animarum! 'The care of souls.' You and I are called to this; to save souls from death, to watch over them as those that must give account! If our office implied no more than preaching a few times in a week, I could play with it; so might you. But how small a part of our duty (yours as well as mine) is this! God says to you as well as me, 'Do all thou canst, be it more or less, to save the souls for whom My Son has died.' Let this voice be ever sounding in our ears; then shall we give up our account with joy. Eia, age; rumpe moras! See letter of Feb. 28, 1766, to him. I am ashamed of my indolence and inactivity. The good Lord help us both! Adieu! 'Errwsqe. 'Farewell.'

29 To Samuel Bardsley

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To Samuel Bardsley Date: BOLTON, April 3, 1772. Yours affectionately.

31 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: PERTH, April 26, 1772. I find by long experience it comes exactly to the same point, to tell men they shall be saved from all sin when they die; or to tell them it may be a year hence, or a week hence, or any time but now. Our word does not profit, either as to justification or sanctification, unless we can bring them to expect the blessing while we speak. I hope Fox John Fox, of London. See Journal, v. 5. is in peace. But he had no business there. I suppose the madman was another of the name. I am glad you have done justice to Mrs. Blackwell's She died on March 27. Charles had written some memorial verses, which are given in his Journal, ii. 383-9. memory. I do not believe either Brother Wildman or any other spoke those words. I cannot believe it at all, unless you or Brother Mather heard them. Many tell you tales of that sort which are not true at all. Your business as well as mine is to save souls. When we took priests' orders, we undertook to make it our one business. I think every day lost which is not (mainly at least) employed in this thing. Sum totus in illo. Horace's Satires, I. ix. 2 (Totus in illis): 'I am entirely occupied with it.' I am glad you are to be at Bristol soon. To whom shall I leave my papers and letters He finally left, by will, Feb. 20, 1789, all his 'MSS. to Thomas Coke, Dr. Whitehead, and Henry Moore, to be burned or published as they see good.' I am quite at a loss. I think Mr. Fletcher is the best that occurs now. Adieu!

33 To Philothea Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Philothea Briggs Date: LEITH, NEAR EDINBURGH, May 13, 1772. MY DEAR PHILLY, To set the state of perfection too high is the surest way to drive it out of the world. The substance of that test I believe I have seen; and I judge it not consistent with humanity, I mean with the state of an human soul, as long as it is united to a corruptible body. Do not puzzle yourself any more with these nice inquiries; but, in order to resettle your judgement, give another deliberate reading to the Farther Thoughts or the Plain Account of Christian Perfection. He that long ago gave you to taste of His pardoning love gave you afterwards a taste of His pure love. Whereunto you have attained hold fast; never cast it away through a voluntary humility. But see that you do not rest there. Comparatively, forget the things that are behind. Reach forward! This one thing do: press on to the prize of your high calling. I expect to be at Newcastle on the 25th instant, and to stay twenty days in or near it. I remember Nicholas Sewell well, and have seen many of his poetical compositions. He was bred a Quaker, but when I knew him was stark, staring mad. I wish my brother would print his verses; but he grows more and more backward. You and I must be content with doing what good we can, and no more. Yet I love you for desiring to do more; only with resignation. I am, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately.

34 To Alexander Clark

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Clark Date: EDINBURGH, May 19, 1772. MY DEAR BROTHER, Brother Kidd is not only an honest, upright man, but I think a diligent one too. I am glad he is willing to share with you the trouble of being Book Steward. It is a good thought. But by all means print catalogues and send them all over the kingdom. I do not see any impropriety in allowing the nine pounds; the Assistant may pay you this out of the weekly subscription. The Rules of Stewards you have in the Plain Account of the People called Methodists. See letter in Dec. 1748, sect. IX. 3, to Vincent Perronet. Remember one of them is, 'Expect no thanks from man.' If ever you forget this, you will be apt to grow weary and faint in your mind. Remember likewise that a steward is to tell the preacher of anything he thinks wrong. In my private judgement I think one preacher enough for the New Room and the Gravel Walk too. I should dance and sing if I had no more labour than that. But I have letter upon letter to the contrary. However, let our brethren meet and consult together, and I presume I shall hardly object to whatever they shall agree upon. Whenever the Gravel Walk house is settled like our other houses, I shall be willing that all the weekly subscription be given toward clearing it of debt. Have patience, and all will be well. I am, dear Alleck, Your affectionate brother.

40 To Philothea Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Philothea Briggs WHITBY, Saturday, June 20, 1772. MY DEAR PHILLY, About this day se'nnight I expect to be at York; this day fortnight at Keighley, Yorkshire; this day three weeks at Leeds; and the two following Saturdays at Epworth, near Thorne, Yorkshire. I like you should think as I think, because it is a token that you love me; and every proof of this gives me a very sensible pleasure. Love me, if you can, as long as I live. It is of admirable use to bear the weaknesses, nay and even faults, of the real children of God. And the temptations to anger which rise herefrom are often more profitable than any other. Yet surely for the present they are not joyous but grievous; afterwards comes the peaceable fruit. You shall have exactly as much pain and as much disappointment as will be most for your profit, and just sufficient to Keep you dead to all below, Only Christ resolved to know. Never make it matter of reasoning that you have not either a larger or a smaller share of suffering. You shall have exactly what is best both as to kind, degree, and time. Oh what a blessing is it to be in His hand who 'doeth all things well'! Of all gossiping, religious gossiping is the worst; it adds hypocrisy to uncharitableness, and effectually does the work of the devil in the name of the Lord. The leaders in every Society may do much towards driving it out from among the Methodists. Let them in the band or class observe (1) 'Now we are to talk of no absent persons, but simply of God and our own souls'; (2) 'Let the rule of our conversation here be the rule of all our conversation. Let us observe it (unless in some necessarily exempt cases) at all times and in all places.' If this be frequently inculcated, it will have an excellent effect.

44 To Samuel Sparrow

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Sparrow Date: NEAR LORDS, July 2, 1772. I incline to think that when you engaged in business, though you had no leisure for reading polemical writers, you had leisure to converse with those who ridiculed the doctrines which you till then believed, and perhaps of hearing a preacher who disbelieved them, and talked largely against human authority, bodies of divinity, systems of doctrine, and compiling of creeds. These declamations would certainly make an impression upon an unexperienced mind, especially when confirmed by frequent descants upon the errors of translators; although I really believe our English translation, with all its faults, is the best translation of the Bible now in the world. When you had heard a good deal of this kind, then was the time to offer you such arguments as the cause afforded; which, to a mind so prepared, would naturally appear as so many demonstrations. And it is no wonder at all that, by lending you a few books and properly commenting upon them, those new apostles should confirm you in the sentiments which they had so artfully infused. To the questions which you propose, I answer: 1. I really think that if an hundred or an hundred thousand sincere, honest (I add humble, modest, self-diffident) men were with attention and care to read over the New Testament, uninfluenced by any but the Holy Spirit, nine in ten of them at least, if not every one, would discover that the Son of God was 'adorable' and one God with the Father; and would be immediately led to 'honour Him, even as they honoured the Father'; which would be gross, undeniable idolatry, unless He and the Father are one.

48 To Joseph Thompson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Thompson Date: EPWORTH, July 18, 1772. Whoever among us undertakes to baptize a child is ipso facto excluded from our Connexion. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

49 To Mrs Savage

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Savage Date: GRIMSBY, July 22, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, It is easy to see the difference between those two things, sinfulness and helplessness. The former you need feel no more; the latter you will feel as long as you live. And, indeed, the nearer you draw to God, the more sensible of it you will be. But beware this does not bring you into the least doubt of what God has done for your soul. And beware it does not make you a jot the less forward to speak of it with all simplicity. Do you still feel an entire deliverance from pride, anger, and every desire that does not centre in God Do you trust Him both with soul and body Have you learned to cast all your care upon Him Are you always happy in Him In what sense do you pray without ceasing Expect all the promises! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother. In about a fortnight I am to be at Mr. Glynne's, Shrewsbury Edward Glynne's mother was cousin to Lord Hereford, and wrote to him in defence of the Methodists. See Journal, iv. 491; Wesley's Veterans, i. 219-22; W.H.S. iv. 217 - 20.

53 To John Mason

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Mason Date: LEEDS, August 8, 1772. MY DEAR BROTHER, A blessing will always attend preaching abroad. In Liverpool Circuit, practice it as much as possible. Mr. Robertshaw is both a sound and a lively man. Wherever he is, they want to have him stay longer. Be all-alive and all in earnest! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

54 To Jane Salkeld

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Salkeld Date: LEEDS, August 9, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, From the first time I conversed with you I loved you; and you know Love, like death, makes all distinctions void. See letter of Feb. 15, 1769. I want you to hold fast all that you have already received, and to receive more and more. The lot is fallen upon you in a fair ground. See that you still cleave to Him by simple faith. I hope my dear little maidens Peggy and Sally are not moved from their steadfastness. Exhort all the little ones that believe to make haste and not delay the time of receiving the second blessing; and be not backward to declare what God has done for your soul to any that truly fear Him. I hope you do not feel any decay; you are to sink deeper into His love, and rise higher into His likeness. And do not use any reserve to, my dear Jenny, Your affectionate brother. PS. You may at any time direct to me in London.

55 To Alexander Clark

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Clark Date: SHEFFIELD, August 10, 1772. MY DEAR BROTHER, Now the hurry of Conference is over, I get a little time to write. When I chose you to be Steward in Dublin, you both loved and esteemed your preachers; but I find you have now drunk in the whole spirit of Pat. Geoghegan. O beware! You are exceedingly deceived. By this time I should be some judge of man; and if I am, all England and Ireland cannot afford such a body of men, number for number, for sense and true experience both of men and things, as the body of Methodist preachers. Our leaders in London, Bristol, and Dublin are by no means weak men. I would not be ashamed to compare them with a like number of tradesmen in every part of the three kingdoms. But I assure you they are no more than children compared to the preachers in Conference, as you would be throughly convinced could you but have the opportunity of spending one day among them. Mr. Jaco will make a fair trial whether he can supply Dublin alone; if he cannot, he shall have another to help, for he must not kill himself to save charges. But I dare not stint him to 20 a year. He will waste nothing; but he must want nothing. You will make his stay among you in every respect as comfortable as you can. I am Your affectionate brother.

62 To Mrs Turner

John Wesley · None · letter
Many years ago, when my son (as he styled himself for several years) Mr. Whitefield declared war against me, several asked, and that over and over, 'When will you answer Mr. Whitefield's book' I answered, 'Never. You have heard the cry, Whitefield against Wesley; but you shall never hear, Wesley against Whitefield.' I have been ever since a follower after peace; and when Mr. Hill so violently attacked me in the famous Paris Conversation, A Conversation between Richard Hill, Esq., the Rev. Mr. Madan, and Father Walsh, Superior of a Convent of Benedictine Monks at Paris, held in the said Convent, July 13, 1771. . . . Relative to some Doctrinal Minutes advanced by the Rev. Mr. John Wesley, c. 1772. See Green's Anti-Methodist Publications, No. 437. I was as a man that heard not and in whose mouth were no reproofs. When he fell upon me again in his Five Letters, Five Letters to Rev. Mr. Fletcher, 1771. I still made no reply; nay, I chose not to read it, for fear I should be tempted to return evil for evil. When he assaulted me a third time more vehemently than ever in his Review, Fletcher's Second Check to Antinomianism called forth Hill's A Review of all the doctrines taught by the Rev. Mr. John Wesley, 1772. See Green's Bibliography, No. 283; and letter of July 10 to his brother. I still determined to answer nothing. But it was not long before one of my friends sent me word that I could no longer be silent and be innocent; it being my bounder duty as a public person not to let the good that was in me be evil spoken of, but, according to the direction of the Apostle, to give a reason of the hope that is in me, only with meekness and fear. I was convinced. I did not dare to be silent any longer, and I have accordingly answered the questions he proposed to me and removed those objections which otherwise would have turned the lame out of the way. Some Remarks on Mr. Hill's 'Review of all the Doctrines taught by Mr. Wesley,' which is dated Sept. 9, 1772. I wish I may have done it with the inimitable sweetness and gentleness that Mr. Fletcher has done. His letters (as vilely as they have been misrepresented) breathe the very spirit of the gospel.

68 To Mrs Bennis

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Bennis Date: COLCHESTER, November 3, 1772. I should have been glad if you had prevailed on Captain Webb to pay me a visit in Limerick: he is a man of fire, and the power of God constantly accompanies his word. Poor Sister Harrison! I did not expect her to die in triumph. But we must leave her to her own Master. It seems to me that Mrs. Dawson gains ground. And I love her two lovely children. At every opportunity you would do well to speak a little to all three. Speak a little to as many as you can; go among them, to their houses; speak in love, and discord will vanish. It is hardly possible for you to comfort or strengthen others without some comfort returning into your own bosom. It is highly probable I shall visit Ireland in the spring, though I am almost a disabled soldier. I am forbid to ride, and am obliged to travel mostly in a carriage. See letter of Aug. 31 to her. Whom do you think proper to succeed the present preachers at Limerick and Waterford Wrigley were at Waterford; John 2 Edward Slater was at Limerick. Jonathan Hern from Cork succeeded him. James Glassbrook and Francis Murray and Michael M'Donald followed them. You have need to stir up the gift of God that is in you. Light will spring up. Why not now Is not the Lord at hand I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

69 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: COLCHESTER, November 4, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, I see more and more clearly there is no other way of preserving peace with our contentious brethren but by war nay, by 'carrying the war into Italy,' into their own quarters. We do nothing, we spend our strength in vain, while we are acting only on the defensive. So long they will never be afraid of us; for they have nothing to lose. But when with gentleness and yet with vigour and firmness we show all the horror of their opinions, while with calmness and yet with all earnestness we paint the whole absurdity and blasphemy of Reprobation, pinning them down, whether they will or no, to that point, they will soon be sick of the war. They will themselves desire peace, and count it a favour when it is granted them. But we must build with one hand while we fight with the other. And this is the great work: not only to bring souls to believe in Christ, but to build them up in our most holy faith. How grievously are they mistaken (as are well-nigh the whole body of modern Calvinists) who imagine that as soon as the children are born they need take no more care of them! We do not find it so. The chief care then begins. And if we see this in a true light, we may well cry out, even the wisest men on earth, 'Who is sufficient for these things' In a thousand circumstances general rules avail little and our natural light is quickly at an end. So that we have nothing to depend upon but the anointing of the Holy One; and this will indeed teach us of all things. The same you need with regard to your little ones, that you may train them up in the way wherein they should go. And herein you have continual need of patience; for you will frequently see little fruit of all your labour. But leave that with Him. The success is His. The work only is yours. Your point is this, Work your work betimes, and in His time He will give you a full reward. I am, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

70 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: COLCHESTER, November 4, 1772. The connexion is well proved in the Fourth Check. Fletcher's Fourth Check was finished on Nov. 15, 1772, and published that year. Mr. Knox's Letter is ready for the press. But give your dear friends a little time to chew upon Mr. Fletcher; else you may overload their stomach. There is no danger of my writing anything yet. I have just made my tour through Oxfordshire, Bedfordshire, Northamptonshire, Norfolk, Suffolk, and Essex; but Kent, Sussex, and Hertfordshire still remain to be visited. Only the visitation of the classes (a fortnight's work, which begins on Monday) must come between. I have an exceeding loving letter from James Rouquet in answer to my plain one. So if it did him no good (but possibly it might), at least it did him no harm. If we duly join faith and works in all our preaching, we shall not fail of a blessing. But of all preaching, what is usually called gospel preaching is the most useless, if not the most mischievous; a dull, yea or lively, harangue on the sufferings of Christ or salvation by faith without strongly inculcating holiness. I see more and more that this naturally tends to drive holiness out of the world. Peace be with your spirits! Adieu!

72 To Philothea Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Philothea Briggs Date: LONDON, November 22, 1772 There are a thousand instances wherein it is not possible literally to make restitution. All that we can advise in the case you mention is (1) Let him that stole steal no more, let him be from this hour rigorously just; (2) let him be a faithful steward of the mammon of unrighteousness, restoring all he can to God in the poor.

75 To Miss Bolton In Witney Oxfordshire

John Wesley · None · letter
To Miss Bolton, In Witney, Oxfordshire. Date: LONDON, December 1772. So far God has brought you already. You do believe He is able and willing to save you. You believe He is willing to save you now. The additional faith that He does save you is still wanting, and this is peculiarly His own gift. Expect it every moment, in every ordinance, in prayer, in hearing, in conversation, in the Lord's Supper, in reading, perhaps in reading this letter. Look up! All is ready; why not now Only believe, and yours is heaven. This letter is at the end of a volume of James Oddie's sermons in MS.

76 To Philothea Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Philothea Briggs Date: LEWISHAM, December 3, 1772. MY DEAR PHILLY, You are yourself a living witness of this religion. But it is only in a low degree. I grant you are only just beginning to be a disciple of Jesus Christ. It is an unspeakable blessing that He shows you this in so clear and strong a light. And undoubtedly He is able to make you just as serious as Miss March or Nancy Bolton; and yet this is consistent with much cheerfulness. You shall have more or less of reproach, as He chooses. Your part is to leave all in His hands, who orders all things well. You might very properly have said, 'Sir, I have no connexion with these. They are to answer for themselves.' Read the Short History of Methodism, See Works, viii. 347-51; Green's Bibliography, No. 229. and you see it plain. Go straight forward, and you shall be all a Christian! I expect that you will be more and more a comfort to, my dear Philly, Yours affectionately.

77 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, December 5, 1772. MY DEAR SISTER, I know not that ever you asked me a question which I did not readily answer. I never heard any one mention anything concerning you on that account; but I myself was jealous over you. See letter of Nov. 28. Perhaps I shall find faults in you that others do not; for I survey you on every side. I mark your every motion and temper, because I long for you to be without spot or blemish. What I have seen in London occasioned the first caution I gave you. George Bell, William Green, See Journal, iii. 265, iv. 94; C. Wesley's Journal, i. 429; and letter of Nov. 26, 1762, sect. I. 6, to Bishop Warburton. and many others, then full of love, were favoured with extraordinary revelations and manifestations from God. But by this very thing Satan beguiled them from the simplicity that is in Christ. By insensible degrees they were led to value these extraordinary gifts more than the ordinary grace of God; and I could not convince them that a grain of humble love was better than all these gifts put together. This, my dear friend, was what made me fear for you. This makes me remind you again and again. Faith and hope are glorious gifts, and so is every ray of eternity let into the soul. But still these are but means; the end of all, and the greatest of all, is love. May the Lord just now pour it into your heart as He never has done before. By all means spend an hour every other day in the labour of love, even though you cannot help them as you would. Commending you to Him who is able to make you perfect in every good word and work, I am Yours affectionately.

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post25

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post'25 Date: DOVER, December 9, 1772. SIR, Many excellent things have been lately published concerning the present scarcity of provisions. And many causes have been assigned for it; but is not something wanting in most of those publications One writer assigns one cause, another one or two more, and strongly insists upon them. But who has assigned all the causes that manifestly concur to produce this melancholy effect at the same time pointing out how each particular cause affects the price of each particular sort of provision I would willingly offer to candid and benevolent men a few hints on this important subject, proposing a few questions, and adding to each what seems to be the plain and direct answer. I. 1. I ask first, Why are thousands of people starving, perishing for want, in every part of England The fact I know: I have seen it with my eyes in every corner of the land. I have known those who could only afford to eat a little coarse food every other day. I have known one picking up stinking sprats from a dunghill and carrying them home for herself and her children. I have known another gathering the bones which the dogs had left in the streets and making broth of them to prolong a wretched life. Such is the case at this day of multitudes of people in a land flowing, as it were, with milk and honey, abounding with all the necessaries, the conveniences, the superfluities of life! Now, why is this Why have all these nothing to eat Because they have nothing to do. They have no meat because they have no work. 2. But why have they no work Why are so many thousand people in London, in Bristol, in Norwich, in every county from one end of England to the other, utterly destitute of employment Because the persons who used to employ them cannot afford to do it any longer. Many who employed fifty men now scarce employ ten. Those who employed twenty now employ one or none at all. They cannot, as they have no vent for their goods, food now bearing so high a price that the generality of people are hardly able to buy anything else.

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post25

John Wesley · None · letter
5. Why are beef and mutton so dear Because most of the considerable farmers, particularly in the northern counties, who used to breed large numbers of sheep or horned cattle, and frequently both, no longer trouble themselves with either sheep or cows or oxen, as they can turn their land to far better account by breeding horses alone. Such is the demand, not only for coach- and chaise-horses, which are bought and destroyed in incredible numbers; but much more for bred horses, which are yearly exported by hundreds, yea thousands, to France. 6. But why are pork, poultry, and eggs so dear Because of the monopolizing of farms, as mischievous a monopoly as was ever yet introduced into these kingdoms. The land which was formerly divided among ten or twenty little farmers and enabled them comfortably to provide for their families is now generally engrossed by one great farmer. One man farms an estate of a thousand a year, which formerly maintained ten or twenty. Every one of these little farmers kept a few swine, with some quantity of poultry; and, having little money, was glad to send his bacon, or pork, or fowls and eggs, to market continually. Hence the markets were plentifully served, and plenty created cheapness; but at present the great, the gentlemen farmers, are above attending to these little things. They breed no poultry or swine unless for their own use; consequently they send none to market. Hence it is not strange if two or three of these living near a market town occasion such a scarcity of these things by preventing the former supply that the price of them will be double or treble to what it was before. Hence (to instance in a small article) in the same town, where within my memory eggs were sold eight or ten a penny, they are now sold six or eight a groat. Another cause why beef, mutton, pork, and all kinds of victuals are so dear is luxury. What can stand against this

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post25

John Wesley · None · letter
Will it not waste and destroy all that nature and art can produce If a person of quality will boil down three dozen of neat's tongues to make two or three quarts of soup (and so proportionately in other things), what wonder if provisions fail Only look into the kitchens of the great, the nobility, and gentry, almost without exception (considering withal that the toe of the peasant treads upon the heel of the courtier), and when you have observed the amazing waste which is made there, you will no longer wonder at the scarcity, and consequently dearness, of the things which they use so much art to destroy. 7. But why is land so dear Because on all these accounts gentlemen cannot live as they have been accustomed to do, without increasing their income, which most of them cannot do but by raising their rents. The farmer, paying an higher rent for his land, must have an higher price for the produce of it. This again tends to raise the price of land. And so the wheel goes round. 8. But why is it that not only provisions and land but well-nigh everything else is so dear Because of the enormous taxes which are laid on almost everything that can be named. Not only abundant taxes are raised from earth and fire and water, but in England the ingenious statesmen have found a way to tax the very light! Only one element remains, and surely some man of honour will ere long contrive to tax this also. For how long shall the saucy air blow in the face of a gentleman, nay a lord, without paying for it 9. But why are the taxes so high Because of the national debt. They must be while this continues. I have heard that the national expense in the time of peace was sixty years ago three millions a year. Now the bare interest of the public debt amounts to above four millions. To raise which, with the other expenses of government, those taxes are absolutely necessary. II. Here is the evil. But where is the remedy Perhaps it exceeds all the wisdom of man to tell. But it may not be amiss to offer a few hints even on this delicate subject.

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post25

John Wesley · None · letter
1. What remedy is there for this sore evil Many thousand poor people are starving. Find them work, and you will find them meat. They will then earn and eat their own bread. 2. But how shall their masters give them work without ruining themselves Procure vent for it, and it will not hurt their masters to give them as much work as they can do; and this will be done by sinking the price of provisions, for then people will have money to buy other things too. 3. But how can the price of wheat be reduced By prohibiting for ever that bane of health, that destroyer of strength, of life, and of virtue, distilling. Perhaps this alone will answer the whole design. If anything more be needful, may not all starch be made of rice, and the importation of this as well as of wheat be encouraged 4. How can the price of oats be reduced By reducing the number of horses. And may not this be effectually done (1) by laying a tax of ten pounds on every horse exported to France, (2) by laying an additional tax on gentlemen's carriages. Not so much for every wheel (barefaced, shameless partiality!), but ten pounds yearly for every horse. And these two taxes alone would nearly supply as much as is now given for leave to poison His Majesty's liege subjects. 5. How can the price of beef and mutton be reduced By increasing the breed of sheep and horned cattle. And this would be increased sevenfold if the price of horses was reduced, which it surely would be half in half by the method above mentioned. 6. How can the price of pork and poultry be reduced First, by letting no farms of above an hundred pounds a year. Secondly, by repressing luxury, either by example, by laws, or both. 7. How may the price of land be reduced By all the methods above named, all which tend to lessen the expense of housekeeping; but especially the last, restraining luxury, which is the grand source of poverty. 8. How may the taxes be reduced By discharging half the national debt, and so saving at least two millions a year. How this can be done the wisdom of the great council of the land can best determine. I am, sir, Your humble servant.

01 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: LONDON, January 12, 1773. DEAR MISS BISHOP I agree with you in your judgement of poor Nancy Dodd. But I would give her (as we say) a chance for life. Captain Webb is not sent to you as to the unawakened world. And perhaps he may do good to Rowland Hill by being abundantly more popular than him. The Fourth Check has done abundance of good. It has confirmed many in the truth. It has settled many that were wavering, and convinced not a few who were just fallen into the strong delusion. But you must not think anything will convince a warm Calvinist no, not an angel coming down from heaven. In two or three hours I could teach you so much of grammar that you might go on without difficulty. ' True simplicity,' Fenelon says, ' is that grace whereby the soul is delivered from all unprofitable reflections upon itself.' I add, ' and upon all other persons and things.' This is an unspeakable blessing; and it is the mere gift of God, not naturally annexed either to greatness or littleness of understanding. A single eye is a great help to this. Seek one thing, and you will be far less troubled with unprofitable reasonings. My dear Miss Bishop, Your affectionate brother.

02 To Alexander Clark

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Clark Date: LONDON, January 12, 1773. MY DEAR BROTHER, You see I was not mistaken. I told you Mr. Jaco would suit the people of Dublin See letter of Aug. 10, 1772, to Clark. But yet you do not take the matter quite. He is the right man, and he came in the right time. If he had come when I did, he could have done nothing; for the leaders were then out of their senses. And their distractions finished the life of Samuel Levick, one of the most sensible and amiable men breathing. But we recovered when Mr. Jaco came; so all things concurred for the recovery of the Society. The sale of books depends upon the preachers. Unless they make a point of it, nothing is done. I am Your affectionate brother.

08 To Mrs Pywell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pywell () Date: LONDON, January 26, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, When the providence of God sent you to Salisbury, I was in hopes it would be of use to that poor widower. But let him now remember he cannot serve God by halves. Let him not think of being almost a Christian. If he would do anything to purpose, let him instantly throw off every weight and uniformly and steadily run the race that is set before him. Now let him be thoroughly obedient to the heavenly calling. Probably he will not have another call. Your own soul will be quickened if you earnestly exhort believers without fear or shame to press after full salvation as receivable now, and that by simple faith. At all opportunities encourage Mr. Asbury to do this with all plainness Then the Lord will be with him wherever he goes, and he will see the fruit of his labor. I hope he gives you employment, that you have a band or two, if not a class also. A few hours you may likewise employ very profitably in visiting the sick. Redeem the time, be zealous! be active, and you will be more and more near to, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

09 To Samuel Bardsley

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Bardsley Date: LONDON, January 29, 1773.

10 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, January 29, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, In obedience to that direction, ' In wickedness be ye children, but in understanding be ye men,' I would in every respect both act and speak in the most accurate manner I could. And in speaking for God, particularly in public, we have a farther direction, ' If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God.' Now, in the oracles of God there is no improper expression. Every word is the very fittest that can be. If, therefore, when I am speaking in pubic or private you should observe me drop any improper expression, or if you see any such in my writing (for I often write in hast), I shall be obliged to you for telling me of it. And this I should look upon as an additional proof of your real affection for me. ' I would fain cure my friend,' says that excellent man Dr. Hammond Dr. John Hammond (died 1617), physician to James I, ' not only of the plague, but even of warts.' So I would do to you. I would fain remove the Last blemish which I may at any time observe either in your temper or words or actions. Deal you so with me and with all that you love. This is not wordly but heavenly wisdom. I do not advise either Sammy Wells Samuel Wells, then Assistant in Oxfordshire, and her brother Edward or Neddy Bolton to use any harder words than are found in St. John's First Epistle. But I advise both them and you to improve your understanding by every possible means. It is certain knowledge is an excellent gift of God when under the guidance of love. I thank you and our other friends for your kind assistance. As soon as it is convenient you will answer my questions. Indeed, you leave nothing undone to oblige, my dear Nancy, Yours most affectionately.

17 To Thomas Ball And Alexander Mather

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Ball and Alexander Mather Date: LEWISHAM, February 27, 1773. The thing which I desire you to do is this, to see that an exact account be kept of all the books in Great Britain and Ireland printed and sold on my account. You comprehend how many particulars are contained under this general. To do this accurately will require much thought. But you will bear that burthen for God's sake and for the sake of Your affectionate brother.

21 To Isaac Twycross

John Wesley · None · letter
To Isaac Twycross Date: LONDON, March 6, 1773. Your affectionate brother.

25 To George Shadford

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To George Shadford End of March 1773. I let you choose, George, on the great continent of America. Publish your message in the open face of the sun, and do all the good you can. I am, dear George, Yours affectionately.

28 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs Date: April 8, 1773. One cannot be saved from evil tempers without being all devoted to God; neither can a soul be all devoted to God without being saved from sin: but it is often exceeding hard to judge of others, whether they are saved from all evil tempers, and whether they are all devoted to God or not; yea, it is hard to judge of ourselves nay, we cannot do it without the anointing of the Holy One given for that very purpose. Out of darkness God will command light to shine. Be plain and open to all; then, whether they are sincere or insincere, you will have a conscience void of offence. You find all things work together for good. They must while the hairs of your head are all numbered. Yours affectionately.

31 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: LIMERICK, May 9, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, So he 'Mr. Hadden'; in pencil, in another hand is in peace. It has in all ages been allowed that the communion of saints extends to those in paradise as well as those upon earth as they are all one body united under one Head. And Can death's interposing tide Spirits one in Christ divide But it is difficult to say either what kind or what degree of union may be between them. It is not improbable their fellowship with us is far more sensible than ours with them. Suppose any of them are present, they are hid from our eyes, but we are not hid from their sight. They no doubt clearly discern all our words and actions, if not all our thoughts too; for it is hard to think these walls of flesh and blood can intercept the view of an angelic being. But we have in general only a faint and indistinct perception of their presence, unless in some peculiar instances, where it may answer some gracious ends of Divine Providence. Then it may please God to permit that they should be perceptible, either by some of our outward senses or by an internal sense for which human language has not any name. But I suppose this is not a common blessing. I have known but few instances of it. To keep up constant and close communion with God is the most likely means to obtain this also. Whatever deigns a man has, whatever he is proposing to do, either for himself or his friends, when his spirit goes hence all are at an end. And it is in this sense only that ' all our thoughts perish.' Otherwise all our thoughts and designs, though not carried into execution, are noted in His Book who accepts us according to our willing mind and rewards intentions as well as actions. By aiming at Him in all things, by studying to please Him in all your thoughts and words and actions, you are continually sowing to the Spirit; and of the Spirit you will reap life everlasting. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

40 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, July 18, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, Your late conversation was exceeding pleasant to me. I had sometimes been almost inclined to think that your affection was lessened; but now I believe it is not. I trust your love is not grown cold. This gave me much satisfaction, though I could not but be concerned at seeing you so encumbered with worldly business. Surely it will not be so always. But God's time is best! Two or three of those little things I have sent you : With peaceful mind thy race of duty run: God nothing does, or suffers to be done, But what thou wouldst thyself, if thou couldst see Through all events of things as well as He. Let thy repentance be without delay: If thou defer it to another day, Thou must repent for a day more of sin, While a day less remains to do it in. Nor steel nor flint alone produces fire, Nor spark arises till they both conspire: Nor faith alone, nor works without it right; Salvation rises when they both unite. If gold be offered thee, thou does not say, 'To-morrow I will take it, not to-day': Salvation offered, why art thou so cool To let thyself become to-morrows fool Prayer and thanksgiving is the vital breath That keeps the spirit of a man from death: For prayer attracts into the living soul The life that fills the universal whole; And giving thanks is breathing forth again The praise of Him who is the life of men. Two different painters, artists in their way, Have drawn religion in her full display. To both she sat: one gazed at her all o'er; The other fixed upon her features more. Hervey has figured her with every grace That dress could give; but Law has hit her face. The specious sermons of a learned man Are little else than flashes in the pan. The mere haranguing upon what they call Morality is powder without ball: But he who preaches with a Christian grace Fires at your vices and the shot takes place. Faith, Hope, and Love were questioned what they thought Of future glory, which Religion taught. Now Faith believed it firmly to be true, And Hope expected so to find it too: Love answered, smiling with a conscious glow,

42 To Mrs Woodhouse

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To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: LEWISHAM, NEAR LONDON, July 30, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, I am sorry for poor Mr. Fletcher See letter of April 1 to her; but still more for poor Mary Meggot Was she the widow of Samuel Maggot See Journal, v. 465; and letter of Feb. 10, 1783, of whom I expected better things. She may now keep the room for her new guests, for certainly we shall have nothing to do with them. The point they aim at is this to make Calvinists. Our point is to make Christians. They endeavor to convert men to the dear Decrees; we to convert them to God. In every place they have used their whole strength in opposition to us. But you and many more will not be tossed to and fro with every wind of doctrine. Stand fast in the truth which you have received, and be not removed from the hope of the gospel. I desire the building The chapel at Misterton may be finished without delay. Follow after all the fullness of the promises. My wife joins with me in love to you, with, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

52 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: BRISTOL, September 10, 1773. Do all you can for poor Scotland, and write how things are there.

55 To John Bredin

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To John Bredin Date: BRISTOL, September 18, 1773. MY DEAR BROTHER, Observe and enforce all our Rules exactly as if you were in England or Ireland. By foolish complaisance our preachers in Scotland have often done harm. Be all a Methodist; and strongly insist on full salvation to be received now by simple faith. I am Yours affectionately.

56 To John Valton

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To John Valton Date: BRISTOL, September 18, 1773. MY DEAR BROTHER, When Dr. Monkley attended that good man Mr. Colley Benjamin Colley, a native of Tollerton in Yorkshire. He joined the Methodists in 1761. See letters of May 2, 1767, and Oct. 13, 1784 (to Valton) in his consumptive disorder, he said one day, 'I can't imagine how it is none of my medicine have any effect.' After pausing he asked one standing by, ' Is this gentleman lately married' On her answering, ' About four months since,' he replied, ' Then he is a dead man.' Finding Sam. Levick in Dublin of a consumptive habit, having been married some months, I advised him to leave his wife there and ride with me round the kingdom. But she persuaded him to remain with her; in consequence of which in a few months more she buried him See letter of Jan. 12 to Alexander Clark. Humanly speaking, this would be the case with you if you marred during your present state of health. I think you ought at all events to take a journey of a thousand miles first. I am Your affectionate brother.

62 To James Barry

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To James Barry Date: BRISTOL, October 1, 1773. My mother never would suffer one of her children to 'go to a dancing-school.' But she had a dancing-master to come to her house who taught all of us what was sufficient in her presence. To this I have no objection. If I had convenience, I would be glad to have all our preachers taught, even by a dancing-master, to make a bow and to go in and out of a room. I am, with love to Sister Barry, dear James, Your affectionate friend and brother

67 To John Valton

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To John Valton Date: WITNEY, October 20, 1773. MY DEAR BROTHER, When all circumstances are considered, I think you place the matter upon the right footing. If you are promoted, and if you recover your health (and in order to which you should ride every day), then it seems you will be called to marry See letter of Sept. 18 to him. I am Your affectionate brother.

70 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, October 23, 1773.

74 To Christopher Hopper London November 12 1773

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To Christopher Hopper LONDON, November 12, 1773. MY DEAR BROTHER, We see not how the work can continue, and we saw not (beforehand) how it could ever come to what it is now. All we can say is, It is the Lord's doing. And He must see to His own work. You must contract your sails if you live another year, and not take so large a compass. Unless you should pass into a warmer climate, Northumberland is cool enough. I am glad you spoke freely to Brother Hilton See letters of Oct. 7, 1773, and Aug. 18, 1775; and for Erskine, April 24, 1765. It would do immense mischief; humanly speaking, it would be the greatest stumbling that was ever in Edinburgh yet. And truly there need be no more while good Dr. Erskine lives. But the preachers in Scotland never had their wages yet I mean not from Scotland. We are obliged to supply them every year. English people we certainly may cure. We have the staff in our own hands. Therefore mend them or end them. Let them meet in band and class where you appoint or nowhere. Stand your ground. Kill or cure....

75 To Thomas Wride

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To Thomas Wride Date: LONDON November 12, 1773.

78 To Mrs Bennis

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To Mrs. Bennis Date: SHEERNESS, December 1, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, Some time since, when I heard Brother Bennis had got very rich, I was in fear for you lest the world should again find a way into your heart and damp your noblest affections. I am not sorry that you have not that temptation. It is most desirable to have nether poverty nor riches; but still you cannot be without temptation unless you would go out of the world. How far that sudden emotion which you speak of is a preternatural dart from Satan and how far it springs from your own heart it is exceeding hard to judge. It is possible it may be nether one nor the other, but a mere effect of the natural mechanism of the body, which has no more of good or evil than blushing or turning pale. But whether it be natural or preternatural, it is grievous to one whose conscience is tender. We may therefore undoubtedly pray against it. And surely He can and will deliver us. Come, therefore, boldly to the throne of grace, and find grace to help in time of need. You will find full employment in Waterford: I believe that Society wants your exertions. See, therefore, that you be not weary of well doing. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

82 To Thomas Carlill

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To Thomas Carlill Date: LONDON, December 17, 1773. You should eat a small crust of bread every morning, fasting, and I think it will cure you of your gravel. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate brother.

83 To Mrs Pywell

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To Mrs. Pywell Date: LONDON, December 19, 1773. MY DEAR SISTER, It is plain the wisdom and power of God order all things well. He has brought you to the right place She had been in Stenton near Derby in 1772. See letters of Jan. 22, 1772, and Dec. 29, 1774, and you have no need to be careful for anything, but only in everything to make your requests known unto Him with thanksgiving. I am glad to hear that Mrs. K y's love does not grow cold. One part of your work is to stir up all who have believed to go on to perfection and every moment to expect the full salvation which is received by simple faith. I am persuaded your bring where you are will be for good. Speak to all about you, and spare not. God will bear witness to His own truth. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

85 To Samuel Sparrow

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To Samuel Sparrow Date: LONDON, December 28, 1773. There is also too ' just a ground for charging the preachers both there and at the Tabernacle with grievous want of charity.' For most of them flatly maintain all who do not believe as they believe are in a state of damnation, all who do not believe that absolute decree of election, which necessarily infers absolute reprobation. But none were induced to hear my brother and me or those connected with us by any such means as these: just the reverse. We set out upon two principles: (1) None go to heaven without holiness of heart and life; (2) whosoever follows after this (whatever his opinions be) is my 'brother and sister and mother.' And we have not swerved an hair's breadth from either one or the other of these to this day. Thus it was that two young men without a name, without friends, without either power or fortune, 'set out from College with principles totally different from those of the common people,' to oppose all the world, learned and unlearned; to 'combat popular prejudices' of every kind. Our first principle directly attacked all the wickedness, our second all the bigotry, in the world. Thus they attempted a reformation, not of opinions (feathers, trifles not worth the naming), but of men's tempers and lives; of vice in every kind; of everything contrary to justice, mercy, or truth. And for this it was that they carried their lives in their hands, that both the great vulgar and the small looked upon them as mad dogs and treated them as such; sometimes saying in terms, ' Will nobody knock that mad dog on the head'

85 To Samuel Sparrow

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Let every one, then, speak as he finds; as for me, I cannot admire either the wisdom or virtue or happiness of mankind. Wherever I have been, I have found the bulk of mankind, Christian as well as heathen, deplorably ignorant, vicious, and miserable. I am sure they are so in London and Westminster. Sin and pain are on every side. And who can account for this but on the supposition that we are in a fallen state I have proved at large it can no otherwise be accounted for. Yet none need perish; for we have an almighty Saviour, one who is able and willing to save to the uttermost all that come unto God through Him. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

03 To John Mason

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To John Mason Date: LONDON, January 10, 1774. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is nothing strange that those who love the world should not love to continue with us. Our road is too strait. Down the stream of nature driven, They seek a broader path to heaven. However, let us keep in the good old way; and we know it will bring us peace at the last. If you press all the believers to go on to perfection and to expect deliverance from sin every moment, they will grow in grace. But if ever they lose that expectation, they will grow flat and cold. Last week I was under the surgeon's hands; but am now (blessed be God) better than I have been for some years. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

06 To Isaac Twycross

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To Isaac Twycross Date: LONDON, January 18, 1774. write them on the table of your heart! I am Your affectionate brother. To be left at Mr. Bold's See letter of May 6 to Charles Wesley, In Brecon.

07 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, January 20, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, You in your little station, as I in mine, have abundance of trouble and care and hurry. And I too have often thought, Had I not better throw off some part at least of the burthen But I think again, Is it my burthen Did I choose it for myself Is it not the cup which my Father hath given me And do I bear it for my own sake, or for the profit of many that they may be saved Let me not hurt my dear friend if upon such an occasion I speak with all plainness. You are now highly favored. I trust God has made you a partaker of His great salvation. He has given you a good understanding improved by experience and free conversation with many of His dearest children. He has placed you as a city set upon an hill in a situation wherein you have full exercise for all your talents. 'But there are many crosses therein.' There are that is, many means of brightening all your graces. And is it a little thing that would induce my sister, my friend to quit such a situation as this If, indeed, you could enlarge the sphere of your action; if you could be more extensively useful; or if you could have a closer union than you ever had yet with a person of very eminent grace and understanding, I should instantly acknowledge the call of God and say, ' Go, and the Lord will be with thee!' But I can see nothing of this in your present case. All dark, I fear; evil is before you. When John Fletcher pressed Mary Bosanquet They were married in 1781 much, she said (desiring my advice concerning it), 'If I change my situation, it must be with one I can not only love but highly reverence and esteem: one that is qualified to be my guide; one who is eminent not only in grace but likewise in understanding.' I would add, ' And one that will furnish you with full liberty of action that you may exercise your every grace.' Give me such an one for my beloved friend, and I will instantly wish you God speed!

22 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: LIVERPOOL, April 12, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, When it pleases God to take any of His children to Himself, especially those that have been eminent in His service, He usually sends a gracious rain upon the survivors. And He has not done yet. You are to expect more and more instances of His love and of His power to save unto the uttermost. I hope you will have many opportunities of conversing with Joseph Bradford, and that you will speak to him with all freedom. He is plain and downright. Warn him gently not to speak too fast or too loud, and tell him if he does not preach strongly and explicitly concerning perfection. Go on in the Lord and in the power of His might. Warn every one, as you have opportunity, and exhort every one, that you may present every one perfect in Christ Jesus. I am, my dear sister Your affectionate brother.

29 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: GLASGOW, May 13, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, You give me a pleasing account of the work of God which seems to be dawning about Tavistock. It is probable you was sent thither for this. Redeem the time; buy up every opportunity; and never be discouraged, although many fair blossoms should fall off and never ripen into fruit. How gladly should I pay you a visit there! But I know not how I can do it this summer, unless I was to miss Stroud and come directly from Cheltenham. But I will say no more of it yet. I hope to hear from you again and again before that time. Take care you do not forget poor Witney! Be mindful of your eldest care! I am not content that you should be pinned down to any one place. That is not your calling. Methinks I want you to be (like me) here and there and everywhere. Oh what a deal of work has our Lord to do on the earth! And may we be workers together with Him! What mighty wonders love performs That puts such dignity on worms. Don't forget me. I think few love you better than, my dear Nancy, Yours affectionately. On leaf after the letter: Now you write like a woman of business. They commonly leave out the I, and say, 'Shall come. Shall do so,' not I shall.

42 To Jonathan Pritchard

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To Jonathan Pritchard NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, June 22, 1774. Be not weary of well doing. Be glad if you can do a little for God. And do what you can till you can do what you would. I am, dear Jonathan, Your affectionate brother. Mr. Jon. Pritchard, At Boughton, Near Chester.

48 To Philothea Briggs

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To Philothea Briggs YORK, July 13, 1774. I trust all your sorrows are now turned into joy, and you are enabled in everything to give thanks. Go on, trampling upon sin and Satan, and praising Him who hath put all things under your feet.

49 To His Wife

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To his Wife Date: YORK, July 15, 1774. MY DEAR, 1. I think it needful to write one letter more in order to state the case between you and me from the beginning. I can't, indeed, do this so exactly as I would, because I have not either those letters or those parts of my Journal which give a particular account of all circumstances just as they occurred. I have therefore only my memory to depend on; and that is not very retentive of evil. So that it is probable I shall omit abundance of things which might have thrown still more fight on the subject. However, I will do as well as I can, simply relating the fact to the best of my memory and judgement. 2. Before we married I saw you was a well-bred woman of great address and a middling understanding; at the same time I believed you to be of a mild, sweet, even temper. By conversing with you twenty days after we were married I was confirmed in the belief. Full of this, I wrote to you soon after our first parting in the openness and simplicity of my heart. And in this belief I continued after my return till we went down to Kingswood. 3. Here, as I came one morning into your room, I saw a sight which I little expected. You was all thunder and lightning: I stared and listened; said little, and retired. You quickly followed me into the other room, fell upon your knees, and asked my pardon. I desired you to think of it no more, saying, It is with me as if it had never been. In two or three weeks you relapsed again and again, and as often owned your fault, only with less and less concern. You first found we were both in fault, and then all the fault was on my side.

49 To His Wife

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4. We returned to London, and your natural temper appeared more and more. In order to soften it as I could, I tried every method I could devise. Sometimes I reasoned with you at large, sometimes in few words. At other times I declined argument, and tried what persuasion would do. And many times I heard all you said, and answered only by silence. But argument and persuasion, many words and few, speaking and silence, were all one. They made no impression at all. One might as well attempt to convince or persuade the north wind. 5. Finding there was no prevailing upon you by speaking, I tried what writing would do. And I wrote with all plainness; yet in as mild a manner as I could, and with all the softness and tenderness I was master of. But what effect did it produce Just none at all; you construed it all into ill-nature, and was not easily prevailed upon to forgive so high an affront. 6. I think your quarrel with my brother was near this time, which continued about seven years; during two or three of which it was more or less a constant bone of contention between us, till I told you plainly, 'I dare not sit and hear my brother spoken against. Therefore, whenever you begin to talk of him, I must rise and leave the room.' 7. In the midst of this you drew new matter of offence from my acquaintance with Mrs. Lefevre, a dove-like woman, full of faith and humble love and harmless as a little child. I should have rejoiced to converse with her frequently and largely; but for your sake I abstained. I did not often talk with her at all, and visited her but twice or thrice in two years. Notwithstanding which, though you sometimes said you thought her a good woman, yet at other times you did not scruple to say you 'questioned if I did not lie with her.' And afterward you seemed to make no question of it.

49 To His Wife

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10. To confirm this good understanding, I wrote to you a few days after all that was in my heart. But from your answer I learned it had a quite contrary effect: you resented it deeply; so that for ten or twelve weeks together, though I wrote letter after letter, I received not one line. Meantime you told Mrs. Vigor and twenty more, 'Mr. Wesley never writes to me. You must inquire concerning him of Sarah Ryan; he writes to her every week.' So far from it, that I did not write to her at all for above twelve weeks before I left Ireland. Yet I really thought you would not tell a willful lie at least, not in cool blood; till poor, dying T. Walsh asked me at Limerick, 'How did you part with Mrs. W. the last time' On my saying 'Very affectionately,' he replied, 'Why, what a woman is this! She told me your parting words were, "I hope to see your wicked face no more." I now saw you was resolved to blacken me at all events, and would stick at no means to accomplish it. Nevertheless I labored for peace; and at my return to Bristol, to avoid grieving you, did not converse with Sarah Ryan (though we were in the same house) twenty minutes in ten days' time. I returned to London. Soon after, you grew jealous of Sarah Crosby, and led me a weary life, unless I told you every place to which I went and every person I saw there. 11. Perceiving you still rose in your demands, I resolved to break through at once, and to show you I would be my own master, and go where I pleased, without asking any one's leave. Accordingly on Monday, December 18, I set out for Norwich; the first journey I had taken since we were married without telling you where I was going.

49 To His Wife

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I cannot but add a few words: not by way of reproach, but of advice. God has used many means to curb your stubborn will and break the impetuosity of your temper. He has given you a dutiful but sickly daughter; He has taken away one of your sons. Another has been a grievous cross; as the third probably will be. He has suffered you to be defrauded of much money; He has chastened you with strong pain. And still He may say, 'How long liftest thou up thyself against Me 'Are you more humble, more gentle, more patient, more placable than you was I fear quite the reverse; I fear your natural tempers are rather increased than diminished. O beware lest God give you up to your own heart's lusts, and let you follow your own imaginations! Under all these conflicts it might be an unspeakable blessing that you have an husband who knows your temper and can bear with it; who, after you have tried him numberless ways, laid to his charge things that he knew not, robbed him, betrayed his confidence, revealed his secrets, given him a thousand treacherous wounds, purposely aspersed and murdered his character, and made it your business so to do, under the poor pretence of vindicating your own character (whereas of what importance is your character to mankind, if you was buried just now Or if you had never lived, what loss would it be to the cause of God) ; who, I say, after all these provocations, is still willing to forgive you all; to overlook what is past, as if it had not been, and to receive you with open arms; only not while you have a sword in your hand, with which you are continually striking at me, though you cannot hurt me. If, notwithstanding, you continue striking at me still, what can I, what can all reasonable men think, but that either you are utterly out of your senses or your eye is not single; that you married me only for my money; that, being disappointed, you was almost always out of humor; that this laid you open to a thousand suspicions, which, once awakened, could sleep no more

50 To Thomas Rankin

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To Thomas Rankin Date: EPWORTH, July 21, 1774.

51 To Christopher Hopper

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To Christopher Hopper Date: ROTHERHAM, July 25, 1774. MY DEAR BROTHER, It was not two or three or a few inconsiderable people who desired that Billy Hunter might stay another year at York, but the stewards and the leaders and the most considerable persons both in respect of grace and understanding. I was agreeably surprised by the account they gave of him, as I had conceived him to be not the best, though not the worst, of our preachers. See that Brother Hudson bring all the accounts. Don't you remember last Conference, on my scrupling his staying another year at Bristol, Jo. Pawson flatly refused to travel at all So I suppose he would do now, were he not to be at Leeds. 'And what should I lose by that' Nothing. But he might lose more than ever he would regain. I am, with love to Sister Hopper, Your affectionate friend and brother.

56 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: BRISTOL, August 12, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, Your letters are always pleating to me, as is the writer of them. I hope Mr. Harmer's preaching in the church will have many good effects. He will prepare the way for Brother Wolfe and his two fellow laborers; all alive to God, simple of heart and of one heart and mind, without any jarring string. And I suppose, by the addition of a third preacher, you will have a traveling preacher every other Sunday. You will love Sister Wolfe: she is an amiable creature, and has done good to the children here. We have made a little beginning for poor Brother Westrup, which I hope will be some encouragement for others. Walk in the narrowest path of the narrow way, and the Spirit of glory and of Christ shall rest upon you. I am, my very dear sister, Yours affectionately.

60 To Thomas Stedman

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To Thomas Stedman Date: BRISTOL, August 13, 1774. For near fifty years I have been called to go through evil report and good report; and, indeed, the latter without the former would be 'a test for human frailty too severe.' But when one balances the other all is well. The north wind prevents the ill effect of the sunshine, and the providence of God has in this respect been highly remarkable. Reproach came first from men of no character, either for learning or religion; next from men who had no pretence to religion, though they had sense and learning; and afterwards from men that were eminent for religion and learning too. But then we were old weather-beaten soldiers, so that a storm of that kind did not affright us; neither did it surprise us at all, as we had long weighed that word, which we know must be fulfilled 'If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more them of his household.' The Journals will conclude the Works. But some have pressed me vehemently to leave out all that relates to the Moravians and all the accounts of demoniacs and apparitions. I cannot yet see it proper to leave out the latter, for the reason given in the last Journal, prefatory to that remarkable account of the young woman at Sunderland. And as to the former, as I never wrote one fine in haste, neither in anger or prejudice, but from my cool and deliberate judgement that it was absolutely necessary to guard the simple from a most specious delusion, I know not but the same cautions may be of use to others when I am no more seen. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate brother.

65 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: PENZANCE, September 1, 1774. MY DEAR BETSY, It is an admirable Providence which keeps you thus weak in body till your soul has received more strength. It is good that you should feel how very helpless you are, that you may hang upon Him continually. Are you always sensible of His presence In what sense do you pray without ceasing Can you in everything give thanks And have you a witness in yourself that all you say and do is well-pleasing to Him Could you but use constant exercise in the open air, I think you would need no other medicine. But it is certain, be your body well or ill, all is best as long as your soul is stayed on Him. And why should not this be without any intermission till your spirit returns to God nay, with a continual increase For this is your calling to sink deeper and deeper into Him, out of His fullness to receive more and more, till you know all that love of God that passeth knowledge. I hope you do not pass any day without spending some time in private exercises. What do you read at those seasons Do you read, as it were, by chance Or have you a method in reading I want you to make the best use that is possible of every means of improvement. Now is the time! Now you have the fervor of youth on your side. Now animal nature is in perfection. Now your faculties are in their vigor. And happy are you, who have been enabled to begin your race betimes! I hope you are just now minding this one thing looking unto Jesus, and pressing on to the mark, to the prize of our high calling! O run, and never fire! So shall your love and zeal always be a comfort to Yours affectionately.

69 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: BRISTOL, September 18, 1774. If William Eels crawls in at last, send him directly to Aberdeen. And you should be preparing to change with John Bredin. I wish Dr. Hamilton would send me the receipt for extracting the opiate from sow-thistles, and give me some account of its effects. I am, dear Joseph, Your ever affectionate friend and brother. PS. I left ninety members in the Society; I hope there are not fewer now.

70 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: BRISTOL, September 26, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, I am glad you have been with James Oddie and Sister Merryweather I hope their souls will revive. It is of great importance that you should be upon as good terms as may be with the preachers in every place. And everywhere tell them to preach in the morning; else they will do little good either to themselves or others. A fortnight longer I stay here, and then move toward London. My disorder is no hindrance to me, only that my friends will not let me ride on horseback. Now and then I break through a little, where the roads are not convenient for wheels. You are called to do all you can, be it more or less. And the more we do the more we feel how little it is. While I was in Wales my best friend (as my brother terms her) went to London, and has hired part of an house in Hoxton, professing she would never more set foot in Bristol house or in the Foundery. Good is the will of the Lord! 'I cannot choose. He cannot err.' Your advice is good. I desire to follow it; and am, dear Sally, Your affectionate brother

73 To Mrs Barton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Barton Date: BRISTOL, October 8, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, It is exceeding certain that God did give you the second blessing, properly so called. He delivered you from the root of bitterness, from inbred as well as actual sin. And at that time you were enabled to give Him all your heart, to rejoice evermore, and to pray without ceasing. Afterwards He permitted His work to be tried, and sometimes as by fire. For a while you were not moved, but could say in all things, ' Good is the will of the Lord.' But it seems you gave way by little and little till you were in some measure shorn of your strength. What have Brother Barton and you to do but to arise at once and shake yourselves from the dust Stir up the gift of God that is in you! Look unto Him that is mighty to save! Is He not able in every sense to turn your captivity He has not forgotten to be gracious; neither will He shut up His loving-kindness in displeasure. He is a God nigh at hand. Only believe; and help, while yet you ask, is given! Trust in Him and conquer all. I am Your affectionate brother.

74 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, October 16, 1774. The Society in Greenock are entirely at their own disposal: they may either have a preacher between them and Glasgow or none at all. But more than one between them they cannot have. I have too much regard both for the bodies and souls of our preachers to let them be confined to one place any more. I hope John Bredin will punctually observe your direction, spending either three days or a week at each place alternately. I have weighed the matter and will serve the Scots as we do the English or leave them. I wish you would write a letter to John Campbell and another to R. Mackie, and argue the case with them. If John Bredin does not go to Greenock, let him (or his successor) spend half his time at Dunbar; then a preacher may be constantly at Edinburgh. But give me only six days in a fortnight there, and I will visit all the Society from house to house. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

77 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

John Wesley · None · letter
'When God began to create the world, He fought with two giants for five thousand years. Then He commanded His first-born creature, Birmah, to create the fifteen regions of punishment and purgation. And Birmah straightway formed a leaf of Betel, and thereon floated on the abyss. Then Bistnow, His second-made creature, transformed himself into a mighty boar, and, descending into the abyss, brought up the earth on his back. Then issued from him a mighty tortoise and a mighty snake, and he put the snake erect on the back of the tortoise, and put the earth on the snakes head.' 'The world is to continue six millions of years in all, of which 359,126 are to come.' Such is the substance of the Shastah; far more wonderful than the Tales of the Fairies. This Mr. H - gravely styles the Word of God, and seems to believe every word of it. As to the origin of it, we are told, 'Four thousand eight hundred and seventy-four years ago an angel received the laws of God, written in the language of angels, came down to Indostan, and, assuming an human form, translated them into the language of the country, calling them Chartah Bhade Shastah of Bramah that is, the four Scriptures of divine words of the Mighty Spirit, which he promulged as the only means of salvation.' I am, secondly, to examine what is said on the antiquity of this and of the nations that hold it sacred. 'For a thousand years the Shastah remained pure; but then it was corrupted by a bad paraphrase; and still more about five hundred years after, which was 3,374 years ago.' But what proof have we of this Why, 'This account we have had from some of the Bramins and from the most learned of the Laity. And in the earliest ages the Bramins were famed for their wisdom by the concurrent testimony of all antiquity.' Pray cite a few testimonies from authors that wrote four or five thousand years ago. We know of none such. If we except the Bible, we know of no book that is three thousand years old. And we see no reason to think that letters have been in use so much as four thousand years.

77 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

John Wesley · None · letter
I come, in the third place, to observe some instances of this writer's esteem for the Bible. 'We profess ourselves' says he, 'an unworthy though zealous subscriber to the pure, original Scriptures.' But for fear you should believe him, he immediately adds, 'and propagate no system but what coincides with every religious creed that has been or is now professed throughout the known world.' Why, are there not an hundred religious creeds now in the word that are taffy contradictory to each other How, then, can your system coincide with them all Certainly you do not understand the word. But if it coincides both with Paganism and Mahometanism, it does not with Christianity. For you everywhere strike at the root of those Scriptures on which alone it is built. This I shall briefly show both with regard to Moses, the Law, the Prophets, and the New Testament. As to the first, 'Moses' detail of the Creation and Fall of Man is clogged with too many incomprehensible difficulties to gain our belief.' (Add, for decency's sake, 'that it can be understood literally.') Hence his anger at Milton's diabolical conceits'; because he has shown that detail in all its parts to be not only simple, plain, and comprehensible, but consistent with the highest reason, and altogether worthy of God. Again: 'To suppose the Indians less the care of God than the Israelites,' that is, to suppose He ever had a peculiar people, or that He regarded the seed of Jacob more than that of Esau, 'this would arraign His justice.' Then what is Moses, who perpetually supposes this throughout the whole Pentateuch As to the Law: 'Nothing but the devil himself' (insert, for decency, 'the Bramins say') 'could have invented bloody sacrifices, so manifestly repugnant to the true spirit of devotion and abhorrent to' (it should be abhorred by) 'God.' This is an home thrust at the Mosaic Law, wherein without shedding of blood there was no remission. Therefore with him it is 'manifestly repugnant to the true spirit of devotion and abhorred by God.' As to the Prophets: 'Gods prescience' (so he affirms) 'of the actions of free agents is utterly repugnant and contradictory to the very nature and essence of free agency.' If so, the inference is plain: the Prophets were all a pack of impostors; for it is certain they all pretended to foretell the actions of free agents.

77 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

John Wesley · None · letter
And this strikes at the New Testament also, wherein there are numerous Prophecies. But here, indeed, the mask quite falls off. He laughs at 'the reveries of Paul' (well he might! how unlike those of his apostle, Bramah!); and tells us in plain terms 'that only the words of Christ Himself are the pure, original Scriptures.' Nay, herein he allows too much; for some of His words foretell the actions of free agents. And lest we should urge the death of the Martyrs in favor of Christianity, we are told (which he that can believe may), 'The contempt of death is the character of the Gentoo nation. Every Gentoo meets death with a steady, noble, and philosophical resignation.' And yet 'the Gentoos in general are as degenerate, crafty, and wicked a people as any in the known world.' To complete the contrast between the doctrines of our Bible and his Bible, the Shastah he adds: 'The fundamental points of Religion were impressed on the heart of man at his creation; and he never has and never will be able to efface them. These primitive truths are: (1) the being of a God, the Creator and Preserver of all things; (2) the existence of three prime created beings; (3) the creation of angels; (4) the rebellion of part of them; (5) their fall from heaven; (6) the immortally of the soul; (7) future rewards and punishments; (8) that one angel tempted the other angel, and now tempts men; (9) the necessity of one, or more Mediators, for the expiation of sin; (10) an intermediate state of punishment and purification after death; (11) the existence of a golden age, wherein men used no animal food; and (12) the ministration of angels. These were the primitive truths revealed by God to man, and the only ones necessary to man's salvation!' Is not this inimitable Hither, ye Eastern Bramins, come! Hither, ye Western Locusts, Monks of Rome! Behold the frontless, all-imposing man, And match him with your Priestcraft if ye can.

77 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

John Wesley · None · letter
Are these twelve articles of his creed the fundamental points of religion in particular, that men and brutes are devils incarnate and are to be in purgatory after death And are they all so 'impressed on the heart of every man as never to be effaced' Why, they never were impressed on my heart yet; several of them I no more believe than I do the Koran. I never have met with an American Indian who believed one half of them; nor with an uninstructed African who believed one of them unless, perhaps, the being of a God. And is the belief of all these (fundamental point, indeed!) 'necessary to man's salvation' I cannot but repeat the observation, wherein experience confirms me more and more, that they who disbelieve the Bible will believe anything. They may believe Voltaire! They may believe the Shastah! They may believe a man can put himself into a quart bottle!

80 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: SHORRHAM, November 29, 1774. MY DEAR BETSY, It gives me pleasure to hear that you have recovered your health. If you find any fresh illness, you should let me know; we must not neglect the body, although the main thing is an healthful mind. There are many excellent things in Madame Guyon's works, and there are many that are exceedingly dangerous. The more so because the good things make way for the mischievous ones. And it is not easy unless for those of much experience, to distinguish the one from the other. Perhaps, therefore, it might be safest for you chiefly to confine yourself to what we have published. You will then neither be perplexed with various sentiments nor with various language; and you will find enough on every head of religion, speculative or practical. I know not whether any method of reading would be more profitable than to read a chapter of the Old Testament with the Notes every morning; and every evening a chapter, or at least a section, in the New Testament. At other times of the day I advise you to read our works regularly from the beginning; marking any tract or part of a tract which you find most useful, that you may make it matter of meditation. Some of the most useful to believers are Mr. Law's tracts, the Lives of Mr. Brainerd, De Renty, and Thomas Walsh, the tracts translated from the French, and those upon Christian Perfection. I am glad you have been with our dear sister Crosby. Converse as much as you can with those of her spirit; they are the excellent ones of the earth. You must not give place no, not for a day to inactivity. Nothing is more apt to grow upon the soul; the less you speak or act for God the less you may. If elder persons do not speak, you are called, like Elihu, to supply this lack of service. Whether you are young or old is not material: speak, and spare not! Redeem the time! Be fervent in spirit! Buy up every opportunity; and be always a comfort to Yours affectionately.

82 To Mary Bishop

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To Mary Bishop Date: REIGATE, November 30, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, We so become all things to all, as not to hurt our own souls, when we first secure a single eye, a steady design, to please all for their good to edification, and then take care that our discourse be always good to the use of edifying and such as may minister grace to the hearers. But in order to this we have need of power from on high and of the wisdom that sitteth by the throne. This alone can give us to order our conversation aright, so as to profit both others and our own souls. Before this can effectually be done, you must conquer your natural reserve, and exercise it only to those of whom you know nothing at all or of whom you know nothing good. Perhaps there is one occasion more on which it will be highly expedient, if not necessary namely, when good persons (at least in some measure so) sink beneath their character, trifle away time, or indulge themselves in a conversation which has no tendency to improve either the speaker or the hearer.

82 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
I think it will not be best for you to go out less than you ever did. Suppose you have more faith and more love (as I would fain think you have), you certainly ought to go out more. Otherwise your faith will insensibly die away. It is by works only that it can be made perfect. And the more the love of solitude is indulged the more it will increase. This is a temptation common to men. In every age and country Satan has whispered to those who began to taste the powers of the world to come (as well as to Gregory Lopez), 'Au desert!' Au desert! Most of our little flock at Oxford were tried with this, my brother and I in particular. Nay, but I say, 'To the Bible! To the Bible!' And there you will learn, 'as you have time, to do good unto all men': to warn every man, to exhort every man as you have opportunity; although the greatest part of your care and labor should be laid out on those that are of the household of faith. Certainly you may continually do good to others without any ways endangering the salvation of your own soul. What at present you much want is simplicity, in the Archbishop of Cambray's sense of the word: that grace 'whereby the soul casts off all unnecessary reflections upon itself.' I wish I could say of you, as I did of a young person many years ago, when I sent her his little book, In art, in nature, can we find Colors to picture thee Speak, Cambray's pen, for Sally's mind; She is simplicity. I am, my dear Miss Bishop, Yours affectionately. Miss Bishop, Near the Cross Bath, In Bath.

84 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
Many people have clear conceptions of a few things, concerning which they judge and reason. But they have no clear ideas of other things. So, if they reason about them, they stumble at every step. None can have general good sense unless they have clear and determinate ideas of all things.

86 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: SEVENOAKS, December 12, 1774. It is the Scots only whom, when they like a preacher, would choose to have him continue with them Not so; but the English and Irish also yea, all the inhabitants of the earth. But we know our calling. The Methodists are not to continue in any one place under heaven. We are all called to be itinerants. Those who receive us must receive us as such. And if the Scots will not, others will. Brother Watkinson is welcome to those books, and any other which he thinks would be useful to him. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

89 To Miss March

John Wesley · None · letter
In every case, the last appeal must be made to our own conscience. Yet our conscience is far from being an infallible guide, as every wrong temper tends to bribe and blind the judge.

91 To Charles Perronet

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To Charles Perronet Date: LONDON, December 28, 1774. If we could once bring all our preachers, itinerant and local, uniformly and steadily to insist on those two points, 'Christ dying for us' and ' Christ reigning in us,' we should shake the trembling gates of hell. I think most of them are now exceeding clear herein, and the rest come nearer and nearer, especially since they have read Mr. Fletcher's Checks, which have removed many difficulties out of the way. I expect more good from Mrs. Brigg's medicine than from an heap of others. Remember Hezekiah's figs. I am, dear Charles, Ever yours.

92 To Mrs Pywell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Pywell Date: LONDON, December 29, 1774. MY DEAR SISTER, I am glad you parted from our honest friend C ne upon so good terms. All the trials you suffered while you were there ate now passed away like a dream. So are all the afflictions we endured yesterday; but they are noted in God's Book, and the happy fruit of them may remain when heaven and earth are passed away. Trials you are likewise to expect where you are now; for you are still in the body, and wrestle, if not with flesh and blood, yet with 'principalities, and powers, with the rulers of the darkness of this world, with wicked spirits in high places'; and it is good for you that every grain of your faith should be tried; afterwards you shall come forth as gold. See that you never be weary or faint in your mind; account all these things for your profit, that you may be a full partaker of His holiness, and 'brighter in all His image shine.' I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

03 To Francis Wolfe

John Wesley · None · letter
To Francis Wolfe Date: LUTON, January 11, 1775 MY DEAR BROTHER, Be zealous and active for a good Master, and you will see the fruit of your labor. But watch over Joseph Moore. If he falls in love, there is an end of his usefulness. Ever since that madman took away her office in Witney from Nancy Bolton, Witney Society has drooped; such as Wycombe Society would do if you took away Hannah Ball from them. She has all Hannah's grace, with more sense. See that she be fully employed. You have not such another flower in all your gardens. Even Patty Chapman does not equal her. I am, with love to Sister Wolfe, Your affectionate friend and brother.

11 To Peter Bohler

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To Peter Bohler Date: LONDON, February 18, 1775. MY DEAR BROTHER, When I say, 'I hope I shall never be constrained to speak otherwise of them' (the Moravians), I do not mean that I have any expectation this will ever happen. Probably it never will. I never did speak but when I believed it was my duty so to do. And if they would calmly consider what I have spoken from March 10, 1736, and were open to conviction, they might be such Christians as are hardly in the world besides. I have not lost sight of you yet. Indeed, I cannot if you are 'a city set upon a hill.' Perhaps no one living is a greater lover of peace or has labored more for it than I, particularly among the children of God. I set out near fifty years ago with this principle, ' Whosoever doeth the will of my Father who is in heaven, the same is my brother and sister and mother.' But there is no one living that has been more abused for his pains even to this day. But it is all well. By the grace of God I shall go on, following peace with all men, and loving your Brethren beyond any body of men upon earth except the Methodists. Wishing you every gospel blessing, I remain Your very affectionate brother.

13 To Thomas Rankin

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rankin Date: LONDON, March 1, 1775. As soon as possible you must come to a full and clear explanation both with Brother Asbury (if he is recovered) and with Jemmy Dempster. But I advise Brother Asbury to return to England the first opportunity. There is now a probability that God will hear the prayer and turn the counsels of Ahithophel into foolishness. It is not unlikely that peace will be re-established between England and the Colonies. But certainly the present doubtful situation of affairs may be improved to the benefit of many. They may be strongly incited now 'to break off their sins by repentance, if it may be a lengthening of their tranquillity.' I am, my dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother. PS. To-morrow I intend to set out for Ireland. I add a line to all the preachers: - LONDON, March 1, 1775. MY DEAR BRETHREN, You were never in your lives in so critical a situation as you are at this time. It is your part to be peace-makers, to be loving and tender to all, but to addict yourselves to no party. In spite of all solicitations, of rough or smooth words, say not one word against one or the other side. Keep yourselves pure, do all you can to help and soften all; but beware how you adopt another's jar. See that you act in full union with each other: this is of the utmost consequence. Not only let there be no bitterness or anger but no shyness or coldness between you. Mark all those that would set one of you against the other. Some such will never be wanting. But give them no countenance; rather ferret them out and drag them into open day. The conduct of T. Rankin has been suitable to the Methodist plan: I hope all of you tread in his steps. Let your eye be single. Be in peace with each other, and the God of peace will be with you. I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother. Charles Wesley also wrote to Rankin. March 1, 1775.

13 To Thomas Rankin

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MY DEAR BROTHER, To spare you the expense, I delayed answering your letter; but I bear you always on my heart, and rejoice when the Lord blesses you with success. He giveth grace, more grace, to the humble; therefore wrestle with Him for deep humility. As to the public affairs, I wish you to be like-minded with me. I am of neither side, and yet of both; on the side of New England and of Old. Private Christians are excused, exempted, privileged, to take no part in civil troubles. We love all and pray for all with a sincere and impartial love. Faults there may be on both sides; but such as neither you nor I can remedy: therefore let us and all our children give ourselves unto prayer, and so stand still and see the salvation of God. My love to Captain Webb when you see him, and to Mr. Bowden, to whom I owe letters, and much love. Show yours for me by praying more for me and mine. Yours in the old love.

16 To Martha Chapman

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To Martha Chapman Date: WORCESTER, March 15, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, You only tell me in general that your health is declining; but you do not say in what manner or from what cause. When did you begin to feel any decay of health In what manner was you affected What did you imagine it was owing to How have you been since from time to time What means of recovery have you used, and with what effect Write to me as particularly as you can on these heads, directing to me in Dublin. It is our duty to take care of our bodily health; but what is this to an healthful mind Let your mind be All praise, all meekness, and all love. And for the rest 'tis equal all. I am, dear Patty, Yours affectionately.

18 To Elizabeth Ritchie

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To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: NORTHWICH, March 23, 1775. MY DEAR BETSY, I am glad you have had an opportunity of spending a little time at Leeds and with Miss Bosanquet. This, I doubt not, has been a blessed means of increasing your spiritual strength. And I trust you will find more and more opportunity of using whatever strength you have, even at Otley. Wherever the work of God revives, we are more particularly called to work together with Him. Now be instant in season and out of season! Redeem the time! Buy up every opportunity. In the morning sow thy seed, and in the evening slack not thy hand; and God will give the increase! In a day or two I expect to embark. Possibly in autumn we may meet again; and in the meantime I am persuaded you will not forget Yours affectionately.

19 To Martha Chapman

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To Martha Chapman Date: DUBLIN, April 5, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, The apothecary seems to have understood your case; but you have done right in leaving off the taking of medicines. But withal you should use all the exercise you can, particularly in the open air. And use what little strength you have to the glory of Him that gave it. Warn every one and exhort every one, if by any means you may save some. I am, my dear Patty, Yours affectionately.

22 To Richard Morgan

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To Richard Morgan Date: WATERFORD, April 28, 1775. Great was the concern which I felt when I conversed with Miss Morgan, a child so spoiled to all intents and purposes I have not seen in the course of fifty years either in Europe or America. I know not what she is fit for. Does she regard the reproof of either father or mother Have not you humored her out of all her sense, all her good nature, and even good breeding What behavior was that which I saw with my own eyes What words which I heard with my own ears No weakness, no pain could excuse these. Pain should soften, not roughen our temper. And what a wife must a woman of such a temper make! what a torment must she be to any man of feeling! Happy would it be both for her and you if God would speedily take her to Himself! I could not but be concerned for you likewise. You have often desires to be a Christian: an inward Christian, a Bible Christian, a man happy in God. What hinders Scraping up more money Cui bono Have you not already more than does you good ' What, would you have me be idle ' No. Am I idle But I labor for eternity, for treasure in heaven, for satisfying riches. Go thou and do likewise! If you receive this in love, you may profit thereby. If you show it to your wife and daughter, you will not hurt me, but you will thereby renounce all future intercourse with Your truly affectionate servant.

24 To James Dempster

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To James Dempster Date: BALLINROBE, May 19, 1775. Yours affectionately.

29 To William Alwood

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Alwood Date: ARMAGH, June 11, 1775. Your affectionate brother.

31 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Secretary Of State For Th

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Earl of Dartmouth, Secretary of State for the Colonies Date: IN THE WAY TO DUBLIN, June 14, 1775. MY LORD, I would not speak, as it may seem to be concerning myself with things that lie out of my province. But I dare not refrain from it any longer; I think silence in the present case would be a sin against God, against my country, and against my own soul. But what hope can I have of doing good, of making the least impression upon your Lordship where so many have spoken in vain, and those far better qualified to speak on so delicate a subject They were better qualified in some respects; in others they were not. They had not less bias upon their minds; they were not free from worldly hopes and fears. Their passions were engaged; and how easily do these blind the eyes of the understanding! They were not more impartial. Most of them were prejudiced in the highest degree. They neither loved the King nor his Ministers. Rather they hated them with a perfect hatred. And your Lordship knowing this, if you was a man, could not avoid having some prejudice to them; in which case it would be hardly possible to feel the full force of their arguments. They had not better means of information, of knowing the real tempers and sentiments, either of the Americans on the one hand, or of the English, Irish, and Scots on the other. Above all, they trusted in themselves, in their own power of convincing and persuading. I trust only in the living God, who hath the hearts of all men in His hand. And whether my writing do any good or no, it need do no harm. For it rests within your Lordship's breast whether any eye but your own shall see it. All my prejudices are against the Americans. For I am an High Churchman, the son of an High Churchman, bred up from my childhood in the highest notions of passive obedience and non-resistance. And yet, in spite of all my rooted prejudice, I cannot avoid thinking (if I think at all) that an oppressed people asked for nothing more than their legal rights, and that in the most modest and inoffensive manner which the nature of the thing would allow.

31 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Secretary Of State For Th

John Wesley · None · letter
'But they are divided, among themselves: so you are informed by various letters and memorials.' So, I doubt not, was poor Rehoboam informed concerning the ten tribes! So (nearer our times) was Philip informed concerning the people of the Netherlands! No, my Lord, they are terribly united; not in the Province of New England only, but down as low as the Jerseys and Pennsylvania the bulk of the people are so united that to speak a word in favor of the present English measures would almost endanger a man's life. Those who inform me of this (one of whom was with me last week, lately come from Philadelphia) are no sycophants; they say nothing to curry favor; they have nothing to gain or lose by me. But they speak with sorrow of heart what they have seen with their eyes and heard with their own ears. Those men think one and all, be it right or wrong, that they are contending pro aris et focis, for their wives, children, liberty! What advantage have they herein over men that fight only for pay! none of whom care a straw for the cause wherein they are engaged, most of whom strongly disapprove of it. Have they not another considerable advantage Is there occasion to recruit the troops Their supplies are at hand, all round about them: ours are three thousand miles off. Are we then able to conquer the Americans, suppose they are left to themselves Suppose all our neighbors stand stock still and leave us and them to fight it out But are we sure of this Are we sure that all our neighbors will stand stock still I doubt they have not promised it. And if they had, could we rely upon those promises Yet it is not probable they will send ships or men to America. Is there not a shorter way Do they not know where England and Ireland lie And have they not troops as well as ships in readiness All Europe is well apprised of this; only the English know nothing of the matter! What if they find means to land but ten thousand men where are the troops in England or Ireland to oppose them Why, cutting the throats of their brethren in America! Poor England in the meantime!

31 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Secretary Of State For Th

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'But we have our militia, our valiant, disciplined militia; these will effectually oppose them.' Give me leave, my Lord, to relate a little circumstance of which one then on the spot informed me. In 1776 a large body of militia were marching towards Preston against the rebels. In a wood which they were marching by, a boy happened to discharge his fowling-piece. The soldiers gave all for lost, and by common consent threw down their arms and ran for life. So much dependence is to be placed on our valorous militia! But, my Lord, this is not all. We have thousands of enemies, perhaps more dangerous than French or Spaniards. They are landed already; they fill our cities, our towns, our villages. As I travel four or five thousand miles every year, I have an opportunity of conversing freely with more persons of every denomination than any one else in the three kingdoms. I cannot therefore but know the general disposition of the people, English, Scots, and Irish; and I know an huge majority of them are exasperated almost to madness. Exactly so they were throughout England and Scotland about the year 1640; and in great measure by the same means by inflammatory papers, which were spread, as they are now, with the utmost diligence in every corner of the land. Hereby the bulk of the people were effectually cured of all love and reverence for the King; so that, first despising, then hating him, they were just ripe for open rebellion. And I assure your Lordship so they are now: they want nothing but a leader. Two circumstances more deserve to be considered: the one that there was at that time a general decay of trade almost throughout the kingdom; the other that there was an uncommon dearness of provisions. The case is the same in both respects at this day. So that even now there are multitudes of people that, having nothing to do and nothing to eat, are ready for the first bidder; and that, without inquiring into the merits of the cause, would flock to any that would give them bread.

32 To Lord North First Lord Of The Treasury

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I do not intend to enter upon the question whether the Americans are in the right or in the wrong. Here all my prejudices are against the Americans; for I am an High Churchman, the son of an High Churchman, bred up from my childhood in the highest notions of passive obedience and non-resistance. And yet, in spite of all my long-rooted prejudices, I cannot avoid thinking, if I think at all, these, an oppressed people, asked for nothing more than their legal rights, and that in the most modest and inoffensive manner that the nature of the thing would allow. But waiving this, waiving all considerations of right and wrong, I ask, Is it common sense to use force toward the Americans A letter now before me, which I received yesterday, says, 'Four hundred of the regulars and forty of the militia were killed in the late skirmish.' What a disproportion is this! And this is the first essay of raw men against regular troops! You see, my Lord, whatever has been affirmed, these men will not be frightened. And it seems they will not be conquered so easily as was at first imagined. They will probably dispute every inch of ground, and, if they die, die sword in hand. Indeed, some of our valiant officers say, ' Two thousand men will clear America of these rebels.' No, nor twenty thousand, be they rebels or not, nor perhaps treble that number. They are as strong men as you; they are as valiant as you, if not abundantly more valiant, for they are one and all enthusiasts enthusiasts for liberty. They are calm, deliberate enthusiasts. And we know how this principle Breathes into softer souls stem love of war, And thirst of vengeance, and contempt of death. We know men animated with this spirit will leap into a fire or rush into a cannon's mouth.

32 To Lord North First Lord Of The Treasury

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'But they have no experience in war.' And how much more have our troops Very few of them ever saw a battle. 'But they have no discipline.' That is an entire mistake. Already they have near as much as our army. And they will learn more of it every day; so that in a short time, if the fatal occasion continue, they will understand it as well as their assailants. 'But they are divided amongst themselves.' So you are informed by various letters and memorials. So, doubt not, was poor Rehoboam informed concerning the ten tribes! So, nearer our own times, was Philip informed concerning the people of the Netherlands. No, my Lord, they are terribly united. Not in the Province of New England only, but down as low as the Jerseys and Pennsylvania. The bulk of the people are so united that to speak a word in favor of the present English measures would almost endanger a man's life. Those who informed me of this (one of whom was with me last week, lately come from Philadelphia) are no sycophants; they say nothing to curry favor; they have nothing to gain or lose by me. But they speak with sorrow of heart what they have seen with their own eyes and heard with their own ears. These men think, one and all, be it right or wrong, that they are contending pro aris et focis, for their wives, children, and liberty! What an advantage have they herein over many that fight only for pay, none of whom care a straw for the cause wherein they are engaged, most of whom strongly disapprove of it! Have they not another considerable advantage Is there occasion to recruit the troops Their supplies are at hand and all round about them: ours are three thousand miles off!

32 To Lord North First Lord Of The Treasury

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Are we, then, able to conquer the Americans, suppose they are left to themselves, suppose all our neighbors should stand stock still and leave us and them to fight it out But we are not sure of this. Nor are we sure that all our neighbors will stand stock still. I doubt they have not promised it; and if they had, could we rely upon those promises Yet it is not probable they will send ships or men to America. Is there not a shorter way Do they not know where England and Ireland lie And have they not troops as well as ships in readiness All Europe is well apprised of this; only the English know nothing of the matter! What if they find means to land but ten thousand men Where are the troops in England or Ireland to oppose them Why, cutting the throats of their brethren in America! Poor England in the meantime! 'But we have our militia -our valiant, disciplined militia. These will effectually oppose them.' Give me leave, my Lord, to relate a little circumstance of which I was informed by a clergyman who knew the fact. In 1716 a large body of militia were marching towards Preston against the rebels. In a wood which they were passing by a boy happened to discharge his fowling-piece. The soldiers gave all for lost, and by common consent threw down their arms and ran for life. So much dependence is to be placed on our valorous militia!

32 To Lord North First Lord Of The Treasury

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But, my Lord, this is not all. We have thousands of enemies, perhaps more dangerous than French or Spaniards. As I travel four or five thousand miles every year I have an opportunity of conversing freely with more persons of every denomination than any one else in the three kingdoms. I cannot but know the general disposition of the people English, Scots, and Irish; and I know a large majority of them are exasperated almost to madness. Exactly so they were throughout England and Scotland about the year 1640; and in a great measure by the same means by inflammatory papers which were spread, as they are now, with the utmost diligence in every corner of the land. Hereby the bulk of the population were effectually cured of all love and reverence for the King. So that, first despising, then hating him, they were just ripe for open rebellion. And, I assure your Lordship, so they are now. They want nothing but a leader. Two circumstances more are deserving to be considered: the one, that there was at that time a decay of general trade almost throughout the kingdom; the other, there was a common dearness of provisions. The case is the same in both respects at this day. So that even now there are multitudes of people that, having nothing to do and nothing to eat, are ready for the first bidder; and that, without inquiring into the merits of the cause, would flock to any who would give them bread. Upon the whole, I am really sometimes afraid that this evil is from the Lord. When I consider the astonishing luxury of the rich, and the shocking impiety of rich and poor, I doubt whether general dissoluteness of manners does not demand a general visitation. Perhaps the decree is already gone forth from the Governor of the world. Perhaps even now, As he that buys surveys a ground, So the destroying angel measures it around. Calm he surveys the perishing nation; Ruin behind him stalks, and empty desolation. I am, with true regard, my Lord, Your Lordship's obedient servant.

39 To Mary Lewis

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To Mary Lewis Date: NEAR LEEDS, July 28, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, By the blessing of God I am at least as well as I was before my late illness; and I have now recovered my strength, which returned by slow degrees from the time I got into the open air. Your being fully employed has been a means of preserving you from a thousand snares. Young persons who have little to do are in the greatest danger of all others. But in all your business you can hold fast that point ' This one thing I do': I love God; I serve God; I work out my own salvation. What else upon earth is worth a thought All besides passes away like a dream. As many of our brethren have desired that Mr. Muffin may spend another year at Bristol, Mr. Saunderson cannot be there next year, were it only on this account. Two preachers never stay two years together in one place, unless one of them be a supernumerary. But I doubt his late behavior is another objection; for I am afraid the observations you make concerning it are but too well grounded. Your letters are never too long. I have more letters to write than you; therefore mine are shorter. Keep close to Him that loves you, and He will soon make you partaker of your hope. All things are ready! I am, my dear Molly, Yours affectionately.

44 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: LEEDS, July 31, 1775. My strength is gradually increasing. Except the shaking of my hand, I am now nearly as I was before my illness, but I hope more determined to sell all for the pearl. Peace be with you and yours! Adieu!

45 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: LEEDS, August 4, 1775. Nay, Mr. Saunderson is 'settled in Bristol ' that is, as a local preacher. Such an Address to the Americans would be highly seasonable. Have you heard anything of the Africans I hope to be in London on Tuesday evening and the Thursday in the following week at Brecon. As matters are now, I let the Orphan House alone, lest the remedy should be worse than the disease. I have likewise a good letter from T. Rankin. He and all our brethren expect sufferings. Hitherto they have behaved extremely well. I must write by post to Sister Castleman and my other Bristol friends. Peace be with you and yours! Adieu!

50 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: GLOUCESTER, August 15, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, I have been thinking of you much to-day, and with a good deal of satisfaction. And yet there was one thought which was not pleasing: I thought you did not care for my company. You seemed almost studiously to avoid it. At other times, indeed, you have been encumbered with much company or hurried with preparing for them; but it was not so now. I therefore rather impute it (for I will not ascribe it to want of love) to your bodily disorder. Perhaps it was painful to you to talk. If so, this was reason good. I had rather not convene with you at all than increase your pain. I was therefore glad (although I felt your pain) that I did not see you this morning. It was fit for you to rise at so un-seasonable an hour. But you must make it up by writing and by telling me how you are in soul and body. I want you to be all a flame of holy love! I want you now to do His will as angels do in heaven! to be all life, all fire, all light in the Lord! and yet not quite to forget, my dear Nancy, Yours most affectionately.

51 To John Fletcher

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To John Fletcher Date: BRECON, August 18, 1775. I have now received all your papers, and here and there made some small corrections. I suppose you have read Dean Tucker's Letters to Dr. Kippis. I read them in my journey from Gloucester hither, and never before saw so clearly the rise and progress of Predestinarianism. Does not he show beyond all contradiction that it was hatched by Augustine in spite to Pelagius (who very probably held no other heresy than you and I do now); that it spread more and more in the Western Church till the eleventh century; that Peter Lombard then formed it into a complete system; that in the twelfth century Thomas Aquinas bestowed much pains in explaining and confirming it; that in the thirteenth Duns Scotus did the same; that Ignatius Loyola and all the first Jesuits held it, as all the Dominican and Augustine Friars (with the Jansenists) do to this day; that Bellarmine was firm in it, as were the bulk of the Romanists, till the Council of Trent, when, in furious opposition to Luther and Calvin, they disclaimed their ancient tenets. When you do not write, you must travel. I think the sooner the better. Sit still till I die, and you may sit still for ever. I do not perceive that you have granted too much, or that there is any difference between us. The Address to the Perfect I approve of most, and think it will have a good effect. But there may be some danger of growing too voluminous, for then the work will come into fewer hands. The doctrine of Justification and Salvation by Faith are grievously abused by many Methodists. We must guard as many as we can. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate friend and brother.

52 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Secretary Of State For Th

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To the Earl of Dartmouth, Secretary of State for the Colonies Date: HAVERFORDWEST, August 23, 1775. MY LORD, A letter which I received from Mr. Lowland yesterday occasions my giving you this trouble. You told him the Administration have been assured from every part of the kingdom that trade was as plentiful and flourishing as ever and the people as well employed and as well satisfied. Sir, I aver from my own personal knowledge, from the testimony of my own eyes and ears, that there cannot be a more notorious falsehood than has been palmed upon them for truth. I aver that in every part of England where I have been (and I have been east, west, north, and south within these two years) trade in general is exceedingly decayed and thousands of people are quite unemployed. Some I know to have perished for want of bread; others I have seen creeping up and down like walking shadows. I except three or four manufacturing towns, which have suffered less than others. I aver (2) that the people in general all over the nation are so far from being well satisfied that they are far more deeply dissatisfied than they appear to have been even a year or two before the Great Rebellion, and far more dangerously dissatisfied. The bulk of the people in every city, town, and village where I have been do not so much aim at the Ministry, as they usually did in the last century, but at the King himself. He is the object of their anger, contempt, and malice. They heartily despise His Majesty and hate him with a perfect hatred. They wish to imbue their hands in his blood; they are full of the spirit of murder and rebellion; and I am persuaded, should any occasion offer, thousands would be ready to act what they now speak. It is as much as ever I can do, and sometimes more than I can do, to keep this plague from infecting my own friends. And nineteen or twenty to whom I speak in defense of the King seem never to have heard a word spoken for him before. I marvel what wretches they are who abuse the credulity of the Ministry by those florid accounts.

54 To John Crook

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To John Crook Date: BRISTOL, September 22, 1775. MY DEAR BROTHER, I have wrote to Mr. Harrison, Hume, and Brooks in the Isle, and told them my plan for helping them, which is this. Go you down directly in the White-haven Circuit to labor there as a third preacher. Then let the three preachers visit the Isle in turns, each staying a month at a time. If the Bishop comes, you should immediately send him in my name the First Part of the Earnest Appeal; and you spread among the richer of the Society the Plain Account of the Methodists, and the Advice to the Methodists, with all the single Sermons. Let Mr. Mason go over first, and you next. You see, in your case your wife is considered. Your affectionate brother. You may write to Jacob Rowell at Yarm, and tell him I desire the young man he wrote to me of may go into Lincolnshire in your place. The sooner the better. Mr. Mason, at Whitehaven. To be left at the Methodist Preaching-house, Cumberland.

58 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: NEWBURY, October 19, 1775. Where lies the mistake The answer to my late tract is dated October 2. But I left Bristol October 1. Consequently no such conversation could exist. I fancy I have caught hold of the thread, and can unravel the whole. Last year a gentleman I did not know (who I suppose was Mr. Evans) dined with me at Mr. Wraxall's; and probably he might speak to me (though I do not remember it) of some tract which I had then published. If so, there is only an harmless mistake of Mr. Merchant's, who misunderstood what Mr. Evans said. But this makes it still more probable that his son is the author of the letter to me. 'Tis pity! Some of our friends at Bristol should tell him that he has quite lost himself; that he has forgotten all decency and good manners, and writes like a pert, self-conceited young man. I think a man of sense that could command his temper would make him a little ashamed. Adieu!

64 To Thomas Taylor

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To Thomas Taylor Date: LONDON, October 30, 1775. I advise you: (1) Be electrified (if need be) eight or ten times. (2) Keep your body always open, and that by food (as baked, boiled, or roasted apples) rather than by physic. (3) Wash your head every morning with cold water, and rub it well with a coarse hempen towel. (4) I advise you and Sister Taylor to breakfast three or four weeks on nettle tea. Then you will find preaching, especially in the morning, one of the noblest medicines in the world. I am, with love to Nanny, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

71 To Mary Bosanquet

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To Mary Bosanquet Date: WESTMINSTER, November 15, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, I cannot immediately give an answer to your question, because we have not yet received an answer from the Committee for letting the City lands. If they grant our petition and allow us a piece of ground to build on (as it is most probable they will), there will be no time for any one to come to London in hope of procuring money for other buildings. Our friends will certainly give all that they can spare toward erecting a new Foundery, and all will be little enough. One great difference between the outward and inward work of God is, inward holiness is mostly instantaneous, given in a large degree at the moment when we are justified, or when we are sanctified or saved from inbred sin; but outward holiness is mostly gradual wrought by little and little while we deny ourselves and take up our cross and work together with Him. I think you would do well to have a thorough consultation with two or three of our friends that understand the world. Certainly these might be found in or near Leeds. And whatever was then judged best should be speedily and rigorously put in execution. I am, my dear sister, Your ever affectionate brother.

72 To John Valton

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To John Valton Date: DEPTFORD, November 20, 1775. MY DEAR BROTHER, We had hardly any frost last winter; perhaps you will have little more the ensuing. I am commonly more pinched by the November cold than by that which comes after Christmas. But, be that as it may, our wisdom is to take no thought for the morrow. And with every temptation that comes to-day there is a way to escape. You are just in your place, doing and suffering the will of your Lord in the way to which He has called you. Go on in His name and in the power of His might. Exhort all men to believe in Him now, and all believers now to grasp the prize, to look for Christ in a pure and sinless heart I am Your affectionate brother.

73 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, November 26, 1775. MY DEAR SISTER, I was asked the other day 'whether you was as lively and as useful as in times past.' I could truly say, ' I believed you was.' And have I not good ground so to believe I have narrowly observed you for' several years; I have read you over with a lover's eye, with all the friendly jealousy I could; I have marked all your tempers and all your words and actions that fall under my notice; I have carefully weighed you in the balance; and, blessed be God, I have not found you wanting. Once and again I had found you (what is so rarely found) capable of taking advice in the most delicate instance. And if I have sometimes thought your affection to me was a little cooler than formerly, I could not blame you for this; I knew something of myself, and therefore laid the blame where it was due. And I do not desire you to love me any farther than it is a scale Whereby to heavenly love thou may'st ascend. But are you gaining ground with regard to inward life Is your heart more and more acquainted with God and devoted to Him and are you laboring to be more and more useful How go on the little flock at Witney How often do you visit them How is your health Everything that relates to you, nearly concerns, my dear Nancy, Yours affectionately. Write soon, and write freely.

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

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To the Editor of 'Lloyd's Evening Post' Date: NORWICHCH, November 29, 1775. SIR, I have been seriously asked, From what motive did you publish your Calm Address to the American Colonies I seriously answer, Not to get money. Had that been my motive, I should have swelled it into a shilling pamphlet and have entered it at Stationers' Hall. Not to get preferment for myself or my brother's children. I am a little too old to gape after it for myself; and if my brother or I sought it for them, we have only to show them to the world. Not to please any man living, high or low. I know mankind too well. I know they that love you for political service love you less than their dinner, and they that hate you hate you worse than the devil. Least of all did I write with a view to inflame any; just the contrary. I contributed my mite toward putting out the flame which rages all over the land. This I have more opportunity of observing than any other man in England. I see with pain to what an height this already rises in every part of the nation. And I see many pouring oil into the flame by crying out, ' How unjustly, how cruelly the King is using the poor Americans, who are only contending for their liberty and for their legal privileges! '

78 To The Editor Of Lloyds Evening Post

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Now, there is no possible way to put out this flame or hinder its rising higher and higher but to show that the Americans are not used either cruelly or unjustly; that they are not injured at all, seeing they are not contending for liberty (this they had even in its full extent, both civil and religious); neither for any legal privileges, for they enjoy all that their Charters grant. But what they contend for is the illegal privilege of being exempt from parliamentary taxation; a privilege this which no charter ever gave to any American colony yet; which no charter can give, unless it be confirmed both by King, Lords, and Commons; which, in fact, our Colonies never had, which they never claimed till the present reign, and probably they would not have claimed it now had they not been incited thereto by letters from England. One of these was read, according to the desire of the writer, not only at the Continental Congress, but likewise in many congregations throughout the Combined Provinces. It advised them to seize upon all the King's officers; and exhorted them, 'Stand valiantly only for six months, and in that time there will be such commotions in England that you may have your own terms.' This being the real state of the question without any coloring or aggravation, what impartial man can either blame the King or commend the Americans With this view, to quench the fire, by laying the blame where it was due, the Calm Address was written Sir, I am Your humble servant. As to reviewers, newswriters, London Magazines, and all that kind of gentlemen, they behave just as I expected they would. And let them lick up Mr. Toplady's spittle still, a champion worthy of their cause.

82 To The Society Pro Fide Et Christianismo

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To the Society Pro Fide et Christianismo Date: LONDON, December 23, 1775. GENTLEMEN, I was out of town when your favor of January last came to London; and its being through some mistake mislaid occasioned my not seeing it for a considerable time after my return. Otherwise I should have set all other business aside in order to acknowledge the favor. It gave me a particular satisfaction to observe the zeal with which you still prosecute the glorious mark you have undertaken. May the Author and Finisher of our Faith and of every good work give you to see abundant fruit of your labor. The large Dissertation upon Divine Providence will, I trust, be of great service, in particular to those who fear God and desire to acknowledge Him in all their ways. This is a subject the more needful to be explained and defended, because the wise men of this world explode everything of the kind, asserting that the race is always to the swift and the battle to the strong and success to men of understanding. Although it is rather to be desired than expected that the general plan of modern education may be amended, yet a treatise on that subject, which was printed in England some years since, has not been without success. A few have dared to go out of the common road and to educate their children in a Christian manner; and some tutors of the University have trained up them under their care in a manner not unworthy of the primitive Christians. We have hardly heard in our country of any such thing as a Mission into Lapland. If the common accounts of the Laplanders are true, they are some of the lowest of the human species, raised not many degrees either in understanding or manners above the beasts of the field. Whoever, therefore, they are that undertake to form these into men and into Christians, they will have need of more than common measure both of understanding, faith, and patience. But, still, there is nothing too hard for God; and nothing impossible to him that believe.

83 To The Earl Of Dartmouth Lord Privy Seal

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My Lord, my heart is full. Suffer me to speak; and if I speak as a feel, yet as a feel bear with me. Has your Lordship been ashamed (if every one else was) to mention this to His Majesty Who besides your Lordship is likely to do it Did prudence hinder you from doing it Was that Christian or worldly prudence Is it possible for your Lordship quite to avoid this, standing in such a place and with such company Is the God whom you serve able to deliver you from drinking at all into their spirit yea, from sinking a little into their ways doing evil that good may come Now your Lordship has need of the whole armor of God; but, above all, of the shield of faith, that you may not decline, no not for an hour, the exact line marked out for you by the Great King; that you may keep yourself pure, whatever others do; and may answer the design of Him who hath raised you up for this very thing, and placed you so near His Majesty that he might have one counselor at least who dares not flatter but will speak the truth from his heart. And how much depends upon your faithfully using it No less, perhaps, than the temporal prosperity of an whole nation (may not one say of more than one nation) which is just now brought to an awful crisis. May the God of wisdom direct you in all your counsels and arm you with invincible courage and firmness and patience to do and suffer whatever may be for His glory and for the public good. So prays, my Lord, Your Lordship's obedient servant.

84 To Christopher Hopper

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To Christopher Hopper Date: LONDON, December 26, 1775. MY DEAR BROTHER, I see no possibility of accommodation. The one point is, Has the Supreme Power a right to tax or not If they have, they cannot, they ought not to give it up. But I say, as Dean Tucker, 'Let them drop.' Cut off all other connection with them than we have with Holland or Germany. Four-and-thirty millions they have cost us to support them since Queen Anne died. Let them cost us no more. Let them have their desire and support themselves. You sent Harry Brooke one book; but I left two, the larger of which was not sent. If it is lost, I must buy another. The disorder is universal throughout Great Britain and Ireland; but hitherto scarce any die of it in London; so God lightly afflicts us at first. It is well if the people will now hear the rod and Him that hath appointed it. I am, with love to Sister Hopper, Your affectionate friend and brother.

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Monday, 11 , and the following days, I took a little tour through Bedfordshire and Northamptonshire. Between North- ampton and Towcester we met with agreat natural curiosity, the largest elm I ever saw ; it was twenty-eight feet in circum- ference; six feet more than that which was some years ago in Magdalen-College walks at Oxford. I began my little journey through Oxfordshire and Buckinghamshire. In the way I read over Sir Richard Blackmore's " Prince Arthur." It is not a contemptible poem, although by no means equal to his Poem on the Creation, in which are many admirably fine strokes. I went to Shoreham, and spent two days both agreeably and profitably. The work of God, which broke out here two or three years ago, is still continually increasing. I preached near Bromley on Thursday, and on Friday, 29, had the satisfaction ofdining with an old friend. I hope she meant all the kindness she professed. If she did not, it was her own loss. Mon. NOVEMBER 1.-I set out for Norfolk, andcame to Lynn while the congregation was waiting for me. Here was once a prospect of doing much good ; but itwas almost vanished away. Calvinism, breaking inupon them, had torn the infant society in pieces. I did all I could to heal the breach, both in public and private ; and, having recovered a few, I left them all in peace, and went on to Norwich on Wednesday. I preached at noon to the warm congregation at Loddon, and in the evening to the cold one at Yarmouth. I know there is nothing too hard for God ; else I should go thither no more. Monday, 8. I found the society at Lakenheath was entirely vanished away. Ijoined them together once more, and they seriously promised to keep together. If they do, I shall endeavour to see them again; if not, I have better work. I preached at Bury ; and on Wednesday, at Col- chester, where I spent a day or two with much satisfaction, among a poor, loving, simple-hearted people. I returned to London on Friday, and was fully employed in visiting the classes from that time to Saturday, 20. In my latejourney I read over Dr. Lee's " Sophron." He is both a learned and a sensible man; yet Ijudge his book will Dec. 1773.1

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hardly come to a second impression,for these very obvious rea- sons:-1 . His language is generally rough and unpleasing ; frequently so obscure that one cannot pick out the meaning of a sentence, without reading it twice or thrice over : 2. His periods are intolerably long,beyond all sense and reason ; one period often containing ten or twenty, and sometimes thirty, lines : 3. When he makes a pertinent remark he knows not when to have done with it, but spins it out without any pity to the reader : 4. Many of his remarks, like those of his master, Mr. Hutchinson, are utterly strained and unnatural ; such as give pain to those who believe the Bible, and diversion to those whodonot. I set out for Sussex, and found abundance of peoplewilling to hear the good word; at Rye in particular. And they domany things gladly: But they will not part with the accursed thing, smuggling. So I fear, with regard to these, our labour will be in vain. Monday, 29. I went to Gravesend ; on Tuesday, to Chat- ham; and on Wednesday, to Sheerness ; over that whimsical ferry, where footmen and horses pay nothing, but every carriage four shillings ! I was pleasing myself that I had seen one fair day at Sheerness! But that pleasure was soon over. Wehad rain enough in the evening. However, the House was crowded sufficiently. I spoke exceeding plain to the bigots on both sides. MayGod write it on their hearts ! Mon. DECEMBER 6.-I went to Canterbury in the stage- coach, and by the way read Lord Herbert's Life, written by himself; the author of the first system ofDeism that ever was published in England. Was there ever so wild a knight-errant as this ? Compared to him, Don Quixote was a sober man. Who can wonder, that a man of such a complexion should be an Infidel ? I returned to London, Friday, 10, with Captain Hinderson, of Chatham, who informed us,-" Being off the Kentish coast, on Wednesday morning last, I found my ship had been so damaged by the storm, which still continued, that she could not long keep above water ; so we got into the boat, twelve in all, though with little hope of making the shore. A ship passing by, we made all the signals we could; but they

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Saturday, 29, and several times in the following week, I had much conversation with Ralph Mather, a devoted young man, but almost driven out of his senses by Mystic Divinity. If he escapes out of this specious snare of the devil, he will be an instrument ofmuch good. Thur. FEBRUARY 10.-I was desired by that affectionate man, Mr. P , to give him a sermon at Chelsea. Every corner of the room was throughly crowded ; and all but two or three gentlewomen (so called) were deeply serious, while I strongly enforced, " Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that leadeth unto life ." March, 1774. In mywayto Dorking, I gave another reading to the " Life of Anna Maria Schurman : " Perhaps awoman of the strongest understanding that the world ever saw. And she was likewise deeply devoted to God. So was also Antoinette Bour- ignon, nearly her equal in sense, though not in learning ; and equally devoted to God. In manythings there was a surprising resemblance between them, particularly in severity of temper, leading them to separate from all the world, whom they seemed to give up to the devil without remorse ; only with this differ- ence, Madame Bourignon believed there were absolutely no children of God, but her and her three or four associates : Anna Schurman believed there were almost none, but her and her little community. Nowonder that the world returned their love, by persecuting them in every country. Thur. MARCH 3.-I preached at L-. But O what a change is there ! The society is shrunk to five or six members, and probably will soon shrink into nothing. And the family is not even a shadow of that which was for some years a pattern to all the kingdom ! In the evening I went to Brentford, and on Mon- day to Newbury. Tuesday, 8. Coming to Chippenham, I was informed that the floods had made the road by Marshfield impassable. So I went round by Bath, and came to Bristol just as my brother was giving out the hymn ; and in time to beseech a crowded audience, not to receive " the grace of God invain." -I went over to Kingswood, and put an end to some little misunderstandings which had crept into the family. At

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this I rejoiced ; but I was grieved to find that Ralph Mather's falling into Mysticism and Quakerism hadwell nigh put an end to that uncommon awakening which he had before occasioned among the children. But the nextday I found, the little maids at Publow, who found peace by his means, had retained all the life which they had received ; and had indeed increased therein . I beganmynorthernjourney, and wentby Stroud, Gloucester, and Tewkesbury, to Worcester. Thursday, 17. I preached in the Town-Hall at Evesham, to a numerous and serious congregation. Friday, 18. I returned to Worcester. The society here continues walking together in love, and are not moved by all the efforts of those who would fain teach them another Gospel. I was much comforted by their steadfastness March, 1774 9 and simplicity. Thus let them " silence the ignorance of foolish men!" In the evening I preached at Birmingham, and at eight in the morning. At noon I preached on Bramwick-Heath ; and, the Room being far too small, stood in Mr. Wiley's court- yard, notwithstanding the keen north-eastwind. At Wednes- bury, likewise, I was constrained by the multitude of people to preach abroad in the evening. I strongly enforced upon them the Apostle's words, " How shallwe escape, ifwe neglect so great salvation ? " If we do not " go on to perfection," how shall we escape lukewarmness, Antinomianism, hell-fire ? I preached at nine in Darlaston, and about noon at Wolverhampton. Here I had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Fletcher, and we took sweet counsel together. Tuesday, 22. At five I explained that important truth, that God trieth us every moment, weighs all our thoughts, words, and actions, and is pleased or displeased with us, according to our works. I see more and more clearly, that "there is agreat gulffixed" between us and all those who, by denying this, sap the very foundation both of inward and outward holiness . At ten I preached at Dudley, and in the afternoon spent some time in viewing Mr. Bolton's works, wonderfully ingeni- ous, but the greater part of them wonderfully useless. Wed- nesday, 23. I preached at Ashby-de-la-Zouch ; and Thursday, 24,went on to Markfield. The church was quickly filled. I preached on those words in the Second Lesson, " Lazarus, come

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the little flock turned the hearts of their opposers. APRIL 3.-(Being Easter Day.) I went on to Macclesfield, andcamejust in time (so is the scene changed here also) towalk to the old church, with the Mayor andthe two Ministers. The rain drove us into the House in the evening, that is, as many as could squeeze in; and we had a season of strong consolation, both at the preaching, and at the meeting of the society. -I went on to Manchester, where the work of God appears to be still increasing. Tuesday, 5. About noon E preached at New-Mills, to an earnest, artless, loving people; and in the evening, at poor, dull, dead Stockport, not without hopes that God would raise the dead. As one means ofthis, I deter- mined to restore the morning preaching, which had been dis- continued for many years. So I walked over from Portwood in the morning, and found the House well filled at five o'clock. Wednesday, 6. I preached at Pendleton-pole, two miles from Manchester, in a new chapel designed for a Church Minister, which was filled from end to end. April, 1774.1 -I preached about noon at Northwich, now as quiet as Manchester : And in the evening at that lovely spot, Little- Leigh. Friday, 8. I went on to Chester. Saturday, 9. I visited our old friends at Alpraham; many of whom are now well nigh worn out, andjust ready for the Bridegroom. I preached about noon at Warrington, and in the evening at Liverpool. Thursday, 14. I preached in Wigan atnoon, where all tumult is now at an end : The lives of the Christians having quite put to silence the ignorance of foolish men. In the evening I preached at Bolton, to the most lively and most steady people in all these parts. I preached at a preaching-house just built at Chow- bent, which was lately a den of lions ; but they are all now quiet as lambs. So they were the next day at the new House, near Bury. Friday, 16. At noon I preached in Rochdale ; and inthe evening near the church in Huddersfield. The wind was high, and very sharp ; but the people little regarded it, while I strongly enforced those words, " What doest thou here, Elijah ?"

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-I rode to Halifax. Such a country church I never saw before. I suppose, except York Minster, there is none in the county so large. Yet it would not near contain the congregation. I was afraid it would be impossible for all to hear; but God gave me a voice for the occasion : So that I believe all heard andmany felt the application of those words, (part of the First Lesson, ) " Let me die the death of the righteous, and let my last end be like his ! " While I was at dinner at Dr. Leigh's, one came from Hud- dersfield to tell me the Vicar was willing I should preach in the church. Dr. Leigh lending me his servant and his horse, I set out immediately ; and, riding fast, came into the church while the Vicar was reading the Psalms. It was well the people had no notice of my preaching, till I came into the town : They quickly filled the church. I did not spare them, but fully delivered my own soul. The Minister of Heptonstall sent me word that I waswelcome to preach in his church. Itwas with difficulty we got up the steep mountain ; and when we were upon it, the wind was ready to bear us away. The church was filled, not with curious but serious hearers. No others would face so furious a storm. At the Ewood, in the evening, we had the usual blessing. April, 1774. Mrs. Holmes, who has been some years confined to her bed, sent, and desired I would preach at her house. As I stood in the passage,both she could hear, and all that stood in the adjoining rooms. I preached on Rev. xiv. 1-5. It was a refreshing season to her and to many. At half-hour after ten, I preached in the new House at Hightown, and in the evening at Daw-Green. I found Mr. Greenwood (with whom I lodged) dying (as was supposed) of the gout in the stomach. But, on observing the symptoms, I was convinced it was not the gout, but the angina pectoris : (Well described by Dr. Heberden, and still more accurately by Dr. M'Bride of Dublin :) I therefore advised him to take no more medicines, but to be electrified through the breast. He was so. The violent symptoms immediately

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ber, whom I besought in strong terms not to receive " the grace ofGod invain." On Monday and Tuesday I preached at Otley and Pateley- Bridge. Wednesday, 4. I went on to Ambleside ; and on Thursday to Whitehaven. Monday, 9. I set out for Scotland. At eight I preached in the Castle-yard at Cockermouth, to abundance ofcareless people, on , " Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." In the evening I preached at Carlisle. On Tuesday I went on to Selkirk, and on Wednes- day to Edinburgh ; which is distant from Carlisle ninety-five miles, and no more. Thursday, 12. I went in the stage-coach to Glasgow ; and on Friday and Saturday, preached on the old Green, to a people, the greatest part ofwhom hear much, know every thing, and feel nothing. My spirit was moved within me at the sermons I heard both morning and afternoon. They contained much truth, but were no more likely to awaken one soul than an Italian Opera. In the evening a multitude of people assembled onthe Green, to whom I earnestly applied these words, " Though I have all knowledge, though I have all faith,-though I give all my goods to feed the poor," c., " and have not love, I am nothing." In the afternoon, as also at seven in themorning, I preached in the kirk at Port-Glasgow. My subjects were Death and Judgment, and I spoke as homeas I possibly could. The evening congregation at Greenock was exceeding large. I opened and enforced these awful words, " Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that leadeth unto life." I know not that ever I spoke more strongly. And some fruit of it quickly appeared; for the House, twice as large as that at Glasgow, was throughly filled at five in the morning. In the evening, May, 1774. Tuesday, 17, I preached on the Green at Glasgow once more, although the north windwas piercing cold. At five in the morn- ing I commended our friends to God. How is it that there is no increase in this society ? It is exceeding easy to answer. One Preacher stays here two or three months at a time, preaching on Sunday mornings, and three or four evenings in a week. Can a Methodist Preacher preserve

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Here I met with another curious book, " Sketches of the June, 1774. History of Man. " Undoubtedly, the author is aman of strong understanding, lively imagination, and considerable learning ; and his book contains some useful truths. Yet some things in it gave me pain : 1. His affirming things that are not true ; as that all Negro children turn black the ninth or tenth day from their birth. No : most ofthem turn partly black on the second day, entirely so on the third. That all the Americans are of a copper colour. Not so : Some of them are as fair as we are. Many more such assertions I observed, which I impute not to design but credulity. 2. His flatly contradicting himself; many times within a page or two. 3. His asserting, and labouring to prove, that man is a mere piece ofclock-work : And, lastly, his losing no opportunity of vilifying the Bible, to which he appears to bear amost cordial hatred. I marvel if any but his brother Infidels will give two guineas for such a work as this ! -At seven the congregation was large. In the evening the people were ready to tread upon each other. I scarce ever saw people so squeezed together. And they seemed to be all ear, while I exhorted them, with strong and pointed words, not to receive " the grace ofGod in vain." -I set out early from Aberdeen, and preached at Arbroath in the evening. I know no people in England, who aremore loving, andmore simple of heart, than these. Tuesday, 31. I preached at Easthaven, asmall town, inhabited by fish- ermen. I suppose all the inhabitants were present ; and all were ready to devour the word. In the evening I preached at Dun- dee, and had great hope that brotherly love would continue. In my way hither, I read Dr. Reid's ingenious Essay. With the former part ofit I was greatly delighted : But afterwards I was much disappointed. I doubt whether the sentiments are just: But I am sure his language is so obscure, that to most readers it must be mere Arabic. But I have a greater objection than this ; namely, his exquisite want ofjudgment, in so admir- ing that prodigy of self-conceit, Rousseau,-a shallow, yet supercilious Infidel, two degrees below Voltaire ! Is it possible,

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marrying, was debarred from meeting the young ones ; and there being none left who so naturally cared for them, they fell heaps upon heaps: 3. Most of the liveliest in the society were the single men and women ; and several ofthese in a little time contracted an inordinate affection for each other ; whereby they so grieved the Holy Spirit of God, that he in great measure departed from them : 4. Men arose among ourselves, who under- valued the work ofGod, and called the great work of sancti- fication a delusion. By this they grieved some, and angered others ; so that both the one and the other were much weak- ened : 5. Hence, the love of manywaxing cold, the Preachers June, 1774. 19 were discouraged; and jealousies, heart-burnings, evil-surmis- ings, were multiplied more and more. There is now a little revival : God grant it may increase ! At eleven I preached in Teesdale, and at Swale- dale in the evening. Tuesday, 14. We crossed over the enor- mousmountain into lovely Wenaudale ; the largest by far of all the Dales, as well as the most beautiful. Some years since,many hadbeen awakened here, and joined together by Mr. Ingham and his Preachers. But since the bitter dissension between their Preachers, the poor sheep have all been scattered. A considerable number of these have been gleaned up, and joined together by our Preachers. I came into the midst of them at Redmire. As I rode through the town, the people stood staring on every side, as ifwe had been a company of monsters. I preached in the street, and they soon ran together, young and old, from every quarter. I reminded the elder, of their having seen me thirty years before, when I preached in Wensley church ; and enforced once more, "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." When I rode back through the town, it wore a new face. The people were profoundly civil: They were bowing and courtseying on every side. Such a change in two hours I have seldom seen. Hence we hasted to Richmond, where I preached in a kind of Square. All the Yorkshire Militia were there ; and so were their Officers, who kept them in awe, so that they behaved

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begin at the heart; and that the heart has quite another office, only receiving the blood, which then moves on through its chan- nels, on the mere principle of suction, assisted by the ethereal fire, which is connected with every particle of it.. In the morning I preached at the Ballast-Hills, among the glassmen, keelmen, and sailors. As these had nothing to pay, I exhorted them " to buy wine and milk with- outmoney and without price." -I took my leave of this lovely place and people, and about ten preached to a serious congregation at Durham. About six I preached at Stockton-upon-Tees, on a text suited to the congregation, " Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." This being my birth-day, the first day of my seventy-second year, I was considering, How is this, that I find just the same strength as I did thirty years ago ? That my sight is considerably better now, andmy nerves firmer, than they werethen ? That I have none of the infirmities of old age, and have lost several I had in my youth ? The grand cause is, the good pleasure of God, who doeth whatsoever pleaseth Him. The chief means are, 1. My constantly rising at four, for about fifty years. 2. My generally preaching at five in the morning ; one of the most healthy exercises in the world. 3. My never travelling less, by sea or land, than four thousand five hundred miles in ayear. In the evening I preached at Yarm ; about eleven the next day at Osmotherley ; and in the evening at Thirsk. Thursday, 30. I preached at Hutton-Rudby, and found still remaining a few sparks of the uncommon flame which was kindled there ten years ago. Itwas quenched chiefly by the silly, childish con- tentions of those who were real partakers of that great blessing. July, 1774. Fri. JULY 1.-I preached in Stokesley at six ; and many determined to set out anew. In Guisborough I was constrained to preach abroad ; and the whole multitude was as silent as the subject, Death ! I never before had such an opportunity at this place. In the afternoon, through miserable roads, we at length got to Whitby. -We had a solemn hour at five with the society only ;

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to Epworth. The congregation there was large last Sunday; but itwas nearly doubled now : And never hadwe, from the beginning, a more solemn and affectionate parting. I went on to Sheffield, and on Tuesday met the select society. But it was reduced from sixty to twenty ; and but half of these retained all that they once received ! What a grievous error, to think those that are saved from sin cannot lose what they have gained ! It is a miracle if they do not ; seeing all earth and hell are so enraged against them : While, meantime, so very few, even of the children of God, skilfully endeavour to strengthen their hands. -About one we reached Leek, in Staffordshire. I could not imagine who the Quaker should be that had sent me word he expected me to dinner ; and was agreeably surprised to find that it was my oldfriend, Joshua Strongman, of Mount- Mellick, in Ireland, whom I had not seen for many years. I found he was the same man still ; of the same open, friendly, amiable temper : And every thing about him was (not costly or fine, but) surprisingly neat and elegant. Itbegan to rain soon after we came in ; but the rain stayed while I was preaching ; and it seemed the whole town, rich and poor, were gathered together, and listened while I explained, " God is a Spirit, and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." I preached at Burslem in the evening ; and on Thursday, 28, in the afternoon, came to Shrewsbury. -I went on to Madeley ; and in the evening preached under a sycamore-tree, in Madeley-Wood, to a large congrega- tion, goodpart of them colliers, who drank in every word. Surely never were places more alike, than Madeley-Wood, Gateshead- Fell, and Kingswood. The church could not contain the congregation, either morning or afternoon ; but in the evening I preached to a still larger congregation at Broseley ; and equally attentive. I now learned the particulars of a remarkable story, which I had heard imperfectly before:-Some time since, one of the colliers here, coming home at night, dropped into a coal-pit, twenty-four yards deep. He called aloud for help, but none heard all that night, and all the following day. The second

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I set out for Wales, but did not reach Cardiff till near eight o'clock. As the congregationwas waiting in the Town-Hall, I went thither without delay ; and many, I believe, did not regret the time they had waited there. I preached, about noon, in the great hall at Aug. 1774. Llandaff, on, " It is appointed unto men once to die." Strange doctrine, and not very welcome to the inhabitants ofpalaces ! At eleven I preached in the Town-Hall, at Cow- bridge : The neatest place of the kind I have ever seen. Not only the floor, the walls, the ceiling, are kept exactly clean, but every pane ofglass in the windows. Hence I hasted on to Swansea, and at seven preached in the Castle to a large congregation. The next morning I went on to Llanelly ; butwhat a change was there! Sir Thomas Stepney, the father of the poor, was dead: Cut down in the strength of his years ! So the family was broke up, and Wilfred Colley, his butler, the father of the society, obliged to remove. Soon after, John Deer, who was next in usefulness to him, was taken into Abraham's bosom. But just then Col. St. Leger, in the neighbourhood, sent to Galway for Lieutenant Cook to come and put his house into repair, and managehis estate. So ano- ther is brought, just in time to supply the place of Wilfred Colley. I preached at five near sister Deer's door, to a good company of plain country-people ; and then rode over to the old ruinous house, which Mr. Cook is making all haste to repair. It is not unlike old Mr. Gwynne's house at Garth, having a few large handsome rooms. It is also situated much like that ; only not quite so low : For it has thecommand of a well- cultivated vale, and of the fruitful side of the opposite mountain. We rode on to Larn-Ferry ; and seeing a person just riding over the ford, we followed him with ease, the water scarce reaching aboveour horses' knees. Between two and three we came to Pembroke. At nine I began the service at St. Daniel's, and concluded a little before twelve. It was a good time. The power of the Lord was unusually present, both to wound and

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to heal. Many were constrained to cry, while others were filled with speechless awe and silent love. After dinner I went over to Haverfordwest, but could not preach abroad because of the rain. Both here and at Pembroke, I found the people in general to be in acold, dead, languid state. And no wonder, since there had been for several months atotal neglect ofdiscipline. I did all I could to awaken them once more, and left them full of good resolutions. Tuesday, 23. Iwent to the New Inn, near Llandilo ; and on Wednesday, 21, to Brecknock . 7 Sept. 1774.1 JOURNAL. 27 In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall to most of the Gentry in the town. They behaved well, though I used great plainness of speech indescribing the narrow way. At eleven I preached within the walls of the old church at the Hay. Here and everywhere I heard the same account ofthe proceedings at . The Jumpers (all who were there informed me) were first in the court, and after- wards in the house. Some of them leaped up many times, men and women, several feet from the ground: They clapped their hands with the utmost violence ; they shook their heads ; they distorted all their features ; they threw their arms and legs to and fro, in all variety of postures ; they sung, roared, shouted, screamed with all their might, to the no small terror of those that were near them. One gentlewoman told me, she had not been herself since, and did not know when she should. Mean- time the person of the house was delighted above measure, and said, "Now the power ofGod is come indeed." -. Being detained some hours at the Old-Passage, I preached to a small congregation; and in the evening returned toBristol. I set out for Cornwall, and preached at Collump- ton in the evening. I spoke strong words to the honest, sleepy congregation : Perhaps some may awake out of sleep. Tues- day, 30. I preached to a far more elegant congregation at Launceston ; but what is that unless they are alive to God ? The rain, with violent wind, attended us all the way to Bodmin. A little company are at length united here. At their request I preached in the Town-Hall, (the most dreary

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one I ever saw,) to a mixed congregation of rich and poor. All behaved well : And who knows but some good may be done even at poor Bodmin ? In the evening I preached at Redruth. Thursday, SEPTEM- BER 1, after preaching at St. John's about noon, I went on to Penzance. Whenthe people here were as roaring lions, we had all the ground to ourselves ; now they are become lambs, Mr. S-b and his friends step in, and take true pains to make a rent in the society. But hitherto, blessed be God, they stand firm in one mind and in one judgment ! Only a few, whom we had expelled, they have gleaned up: Iftheycan do them good, I shall rejoice. In the evening I took my stand at the end of the town, and preached the whole Gospel to a listening multi 28 REV. J. WESLEY'S Sept. 1774. tude. I then earnestly exhorted the society to follow after peace and holiness. -I preached in the market-place at St. Ives to almost the whole town. I could not but admire the number of serious children, as well-behaved as the eldest of the congregation. This was a happy meeting : So was that of the society too, when all their hearts were as melting wax. -We had the Quarterly Meeting at Redruth. This is frequently a dull, heavy meeting ; but it was so lively a one to-day, that we hardly knew how to part. About six I preached at Treworgey, and applied closely to the Methodists, " What do ye more than others ? " One cried out, "Damnable doctrine ! " True ; it condemns all those who hear and do not obey it. The rain drove us into the House at St. Agnes. At one it was fair ; so I preached in the street at Redruth. But the glorious congregation was assembled at five, in the amphitheatre at Gwennap. They were judged to cover four- score yards, and yet those farthest off could hear. To-day I received the following note :- " THE sermon you preached last Thursday evening was, by the grace of God, of great good to my soul. And when you prayed so earnestly for backsliders, (ofwhomI am one,) an arrow dipped in blood reached my heart. Ever since I have been

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their spirits were not sharpened against those that voted on the other side. -. The evening being fair and mild, I preached in the new Square. It was a fruitful season : Soft fell the word as flew the air ; even " as the rain into a fleece of wool." Many such seasons we havehad lately : Almost every day one and another has found peace, particularly young persons and children. Shall not they be a blessingin the rising generation ? In the evening we had a solemn opportunity of renewing our covenant with God ; a means of grace which I wonder has been so seldom used either in Romish or Protestant churches ! -I preached at Salisbury ; and on Tuesday, 11 , set out for the Isle of Purbeck. Whenwe came to Corfe-Castle, the evening being quite calm and mild, I preached in a meadow near the town, to a deeply attentive congregation, gathered from 30 REV. J. WESLEY'S Oct. 1774. all parts of the island. I afterwards met the society, artless and teachable, and full ofgood desires. But few of them yet have got any farther, than to " see men as trees walking." I preached to a large congregation at five, who seemed quite athirst for instruction. Afterwardswe took a walk over the remains of the Castle, so bravely defended in the last century, against all the power of the Parliament forces, by the widow of the Lord Chief Justice Banks. It is one of the noblest ruins I ever saw : The walls are of an immense thickness, defy- ing even the assaults of time, and were formerly surrounded by a deep ditch . The house, which stands in the middle, on the very top of the rock, has been a magnificent structure. Some time since the proprietor fitted up some rooms on the south-west side ofthis, and laid outalittle garden, commanding a large prospect, pleasant beyond description. For a while he was greatly de- lighted with it : But the eye was not satisfied with seeing. It grew familiar ; it pleased no more; and is now run all to ruin. No wonder : What can delight always, but the knowledge and love ofGod ? About noon I preached at Langton, three or four miles from Corfe-Castle, to a large and deeply serious congregation. Here

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is likewise a little society ; but I did not find any among them whoknew in whomtheyhad believed. In the evening I preached inameadow, near Swanage, to a still larger congregation. And here at length I found three or four persons, and all ofone family, who seemed really to enjoy the faith of the Gospel. Few others of the society (between thirty and forty in number) appeared to be convinced of sin. I fear the Preachers have been more studious to please than to awaken, or there would have been a deeper work . The Isle (or properly Peninsula) of Purbeck is nine or ten miles broad, and perhaps twenty long, running nearly from north-east to south-west. Two mountains run almost the whole length, with valleys both between them and on each side, but poorly cultivated. The people in general are plain, artless , good-natured, and well-behaved. If the labourers here are zealous and active, they will surely have a plentiful harvest. I set out early, and reached Gosport, (seventy- two miles,) not long after six. Finding a boat ready, I crossed, and went straight to the Room. It was full enough ; so I began without delay, and enforced our Lord's words, (one ofmy Oct. 1774. JOURNAL favourite subjects,) " Myyoke is easy, andmyburden is light." Friday, 14. I visited as many as I could, sick or well, and endeavoured to settle those that had been shaken by those bigots who are continually waiting to receive the weak " unto doubtful disputations." I had intended, after preaching in the evening, to meet the society alone; but the eagerness of the people to stay, induced me to suffer a great part of them. Yet itwas little to their satisfaction ; for when I warned our brethren not to have " itching ears," they ran away in all haste. -. Setting out (as usual) at two, I reached London early in the evening. Monday, 17. I set out for Oxfordshire, and preached at Wallingford in the evening. Tuesday, 18. About nine I preached at Newnham; at noon, in the garden at Oxford; and in the evening, at Finstock, (a village near Carn- bury-house, built by the great Earl of Clarendon, but not inha- bited by any of his descendants ! ) to a plain, artless people.

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" 8. For some time her disorder seemed at a stand, growing. neither better nor worse ; but in spring, after she had taken a quantity of the bark, she was abundantly worse. Her cough continually increased, and her strength swiftly decayed ; so that before Easter, she was obliged to take to her bed : And having now a near prospect of death, she mightily rejoiced in the thought, earnestly longing for the welcome moment ; only still with that reserve, ' Not as I will, but as thou wilt.' " 9. Mr. Harper (the Preacher) took several opportunities of asking hermany questions. She answered them all with readi- ness and plainness, to his entire satisfaction. She told him abundance of temptations which she underwent from time to time; but still witnessed, that the blood of Christ had cleansed her from all sin. She often said to us, The race we all are running now ! And if I first attain, Ye too your willing heads shall bow ; Ye shall the conquest gain ! " 10. Commonly, when I came into her room, I was not able to speak for a time. She would then say, ' Why do not you speak ? Why do not you encourage me ? I shall love you better when we meet in heaven, for the help you give me now.' " 11. In the last week or two, she was not able to speak manywords at a time ; but as she could, with her feeble, dying voice, she exhorted us to go forward. Yet one day, some of her former companions coming in, her spirit seemed to revive ; and she spoke to them, to our great surprise, for near an hour together. They seemed deeply affected ; and it was some time before the impression wore off. •Elizabeth Padbury. 34 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1774. " 12. Her father now frequently came, sat by her bedside, and expressed tender affection; weeping much, and saying he should now be quite alone, and have no one left to whom he could speak. She spoke to him without reserve. He received every word, and has never forgotten it since. " 13. A few days before she died, afterwe had been praying with her, we observed she was in tears, and asked her the reason.

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supplied the engines with abundance ofwater ; so that in a little more than two hours, all the danger was over. In the evening I preached at Bury ; Tuesday, 36 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1774. 15, about one at Loddon, to a people the most athirst for God of any I found in the county. In the afternoon I went on to Yarmouth. When was " confusion worse confounded? " Divi- sion after division has torn the once-flourishing society all in pieces. In order to heal the breach, in some measure, I enforced those deep words, " Though I have all knowledge and all faith, so as to remove mountains, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing." One of our former Leaders being asked what he thought of this, frankly answered, " It is damnable doctrine." -About noon I preached at Lowestoft, where the little flock are remarkably lively. The evening congregation at Yarmouth was all attention ; and truly the power of Godwas present to heal them. In the evening I returned to Norwich. Never was a poor society so neglected as this has been for the year past. The morning preaching was at an end; the bands suffered all to fall in pieces ; and no care at all taken of the classes, so that whether they met or not, it was all one ; going to church and sacrament were forgotten; and the people rambled hither and thither as they listed. On Friday evening I met the society, and told them plain, I was resolved to have a regular society or none. Ithen read the Rules, and desired every one to consider whether he was willing to walk by these Rules or no. Those in particular, of meeting their class every week, unless hindered by distance or sickness, (the only reasons for not meeting which I could allow,) and being constant at church and sacrament. I desired those who were so minded to meet me the next night, and the rest to stay away. The next night we had far the greater part ; on whom I strongly enforced the same thing. Sunday, 20. I spoke to every Leader, concerning every one under his care ; and put out every person whom they could not recommend to me. After this was done, out of two hundred and four mem-

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bers, one hundred and seventy-four remained. And these points shall be carried, ifonly fifty remainin the society. -1 examined the society at Loddon. There are near fifty ofthem, simple and teachable, all of one mind, and many of them able to rejoice in God their Saviour. Tuesday, 22. I took a solemn and affectionate leave of the society at Nor- wich. About twelve we took coach. About eight, Wednesday, 23, Mr. Dancer met me with a chaise, and carried me to Ely. Νοv. 1774. 37 Owhat want of common sense ! Water covered the high-road for amile and a half. I asked, " How must foot-people come to the town ? " " Why, they must wade through ! " About two I preached in a house well filled with plain, lov- ing people. I then took awalk to the cathedral, one of the most beautiful I have seen. The western tower is exceeding grand; and the nave of an amazing height. Hence we went through a fruitful and pleasant country, though surrounded with fens, to Sutton. Here many peoplehad latelybeen stirred up: They had prepared a large barn. At six o'clock it was well filled ; and it seemed as ifGod sent a message to every soul. Thenextmorning and evening, though the weather was uncom- monly severe, the congregation increased rather than diminished. I left them in much hope that they will continue in this earnest, simple love. I set out between eight and nine in aone-horse chaise, the wind being high and cold enough. Much snow lay on the ground, andmuch fell as we crept along over the fen-banks. Honest Mr. Tubbs would needs walk and lead the horse through water andmud up to his mid-leg, smiling and saying, "We fen-men do not mind a little dirt. " When we had gone about four miles, the road would not admit of a chaise. So I borrowed a horse and rode forward; but not far, for all the grounds were under water. Here therefore I procured a boat full twice as large as a kneading-trough. I was at one end, and aboy at the other,who paddled me safe to Erith. There Miss L-waited for me with another chaise, which brought me to St. Ives. No Methodist, I was told, had preached in this town : So I

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through the Queen's house. The apartments are nothing so rich as those in Blenheim House,but full as elegant. Nor is any thing in Blenheim itself more grandthan the staircase and thesaloon. But I was quite disappointedin the Cartoons ; they are but the shadow of what they were : The colours are so entirely faded, that you can hardly distinguish what they were once. I buried the bodyofEsther Grimaldi, whodied in the full triumph of faith. "A mother in Israel " hast thou been; andthy "works shall praise thee in thegates ! " During the twelve festival days, we had the Lord's Supper daily ; a lit- tle emblem of the Primitive Church. Maywe be followers of them in all things, as they were of Christ ! Sun. JANUARY 1, 1775.-We had a larger congregation at the renewal of the Covenant than we have had for many years : Feb. 1775.1 JOURNAL. 39 And I do not know that ever we had a greater blessing. After- wardsmanydesired to return thanks, either for a sense of par- don, for full salvation, or for a fresh manifestation of his grace, healing all their backslidings. I set out for Bedfordshire, and in the evening preached at Luton. Wednesday, 11. I crept on through a miserable road to Bedford, but was well rewarded by the beha- viour of the congregation. We crossed over the country to Godmanchester. The whole town seemed to be moved. The people flocked together from all parts, so that the barnwould in nowise con- tain them. I found great liberty of speech among them, and could not doubt but God would confirm the word of his mes- senger. -Even at poor, dead Hertfordwas such a concourse of people, that the Room would notnear contain them. And most of them were deeply attentive while I explained these awfulwords, " I saw the dead,small andgreat, stand before God." Finding manywere much dejectedby the threat- eningposture of public affairs, I strongly enforced our Lord's words, "Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith ? " And of a truth God spoke in his word. Many were ashamed of their unbelieving fears; andmany enabled to " be careful for nothing," but simply to" make " all their "requests knownuntoGod with thanksgiving." Sun. FEBRUARY 5-. I saw a glorious instance of the power

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and thence, through miserable roads, to Longford. A large number of people attended the preaching, both in the evening and at eight in the morning, being Good-Friday. But I found very little of the spirit which was here two years ago. About eleven I preached at Loughan, and in the evening at Athlone. On Easter-Day I would willingly have preached abroad; but the weather would not permit. Monday, 17. I preached at Aghrim ; and Tuesday-noon, at Eyre-Court. Afterwards I was desired to walk down to Lord Eyre's. I was a little surprised at the inscription over the door, " Welcome to the house of liberty." Does it mean liberty from sin ? It is a noble old house. The staircase is grand ; and so are two or three of the rooms. In the rest of the house, as well as in the ruinous outhouses, gardens, and fish-ponds, the owner seemed to say to every beholder,"All this profiteth me nothing !" I preached in the evening at Birr, with agood hope that God would at length revive his work. About noon I preached in the market-place at Clara. It was the market-day; but that did not lessen the congregation. The poor people eagerly flockedfrom the market; and there was no buying or selling till I concluded. After preaching at Coolylough, Tullamore, and Portarlington, (still " unstable as water,") Saturday, 22, I found, at Mount- Mellick, a little company, who appeared to be better established. I spent Saturday and Sunday comfortably among them, building them up in ourmost holy faith. May,177 J The Minister of Maryborough inviting me to preach in his church, I began reading Prayers about nine ; and afterwards preached to a numerous congregation. For the pre- sent, every one seemed affected. Will not some bring forth fruit with patience ? In the evening I was scandalized both at the smallness and deadness of the congregation at Kilkenny. The next evening it was a little mended, but not much. Of all the dull congrega- tions I have seen, this was the dullest. I went on to Waterford, where the rain drove us into the preaching-house, the most foul, horrid, miserable hole which I have seen since I left England. The next day I got into the open air, and a large congregation attended. I had

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designed to set out early in the morning ; but doubting if I should ever have such another opportunity, (the Major of the Highland Regiment standing behind me, with several of his Officers, many ofthe soldiers before me, and the centinel at the entrance of the court,) I gave notice of preaching at ten the next morning, and at four in the afternoon. I did so to a well-behaved congregation, and in the evening went on to Carrick. Early in the evening we reached Rathcormuck, but found the inn filled with Officers. It is true they were but five, and there were seven beds ; but they hadbespoke all, and would not spare us one ! So we were obliged to go some miles further. We drove this day just threescore (English) miles. -I came to Cork time enough to preach. The con- gregation was not small, and it was not large: But it was very large in George-Street at four in the afternoon, aswell as deeply attentive. At six I preached in theRoom, and could not but observe such singing as I have seldomheard inEngland. The women, in particular, sang so exactly that it seemed but one voice. Monday, MAY 1. I examined the society, and found it in such order, so increased both in grace and number, as I apprehend it had not been before, since the time of William Pennington. -I rode to Bandon, and preached in the main street to a very numerous congregation. All behaved well, except three or four pretty gentlemen,who seemed to know just nothing ofthematter. I found this society likewise much established in grace, and May, 1775. greatly increased innumber. So has God blessed the labours of two plain men, who put forth all their strength in his work. -I returned to Cork, and in the evening preached at Blackpool. It rained a little all the time Iwas preaching, but the people regarded it not. -I was desired to preach on 1 John v. 7 : " There are three that bear record in heaven." The congregation was exceeding large ; but abundantly larger in the evening. I never saw the House so crowded before. It was much the same the next evening. Tuesday, 9. I preached my farewell sermon in the afternoon ; and going to Mallow in the evening, went on

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the next day to Limerick . I preached to a large congregation of Papists and Protestants, in the yard of the Custom-House, where many could hear within as well as without. Having waited for a chaise to go to Balligarane as long as I could, I at length set out on horseback. But T. Wride loitering behind, I might as well have spared my pains ; for though I came to the town at the time appointed, I could findneither man, woman, nor child, to direct me to the preaching- house. After gaping and staring some time, I judged it best to go to Newmarket, where I was to preach in the evening. I began about six. The congregationwas deeply serious ; great part of whom came again at five in the morning. And were it only for this opportunity, I did not regret my labour. -1 examined the society at Limerick, containing now an hundred and one persons, seven less than they were two years ago. I a little wonder at this ; considering the scandal of the cross is well nigh ceased here, through the wise and steady behaviour of our brethren. But they want zeal ; they are not fervent in spirit: Therefore, they cannot increase. In the evening I preached at Galway, in the county Court-House, to a more civil and attentive congregation that I ever saw there before. About one I preached at Ballinrobe, in the assembly-room, and was agreeably surprised, both at the un- usual number and seriousness of the hearers. I had purposed to go on to Castlebar, but now thought it might be worth while to stay a little longer. In the afternoon I took a view of the Castle. Colonel Cuffe's father took great delight in this place, laid out beautiful gardens, and procured trees of all sorts, from May,1775. all parts of the kingdom. Part of these placed on the slope of the hill, (at the side of which runs the river,) form a lovely wilderness, at the end whereof are regular rows of elms. But the Colonel has no pleasure therein. So all is now swiftly run- ning to ruin. Ipreached again at six, to a large congregation, and the next evening at Castlebar. Monday, 22. I spent two or three hours

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in one ofthe loveliest places, and with one of the loveliest fami- lies, in the kingdom. Almost all I heard put me in mind of those beautiful lines of Prior,- The nymph did like the scene appear, Serenely pleasant, calmly fair ! Soft fell her words, as flew the air. i How willingly could I have accepted the invitation to spend a few days here ! Nay, at present I must be about my Father's business : But I trust to meet them in a still lovelier place. Between Limerick and Castlebar, I read over the famous controversy between Drs. Clarke and Leibnitz. And is this he whom the King of Prussia extols, as something more than human ? So poor a writer have I seldom read, either as to sentiments or temper. In sentiment, he is a thorough fatalist ; maintaining roundly, and without reserve, that God has abso- lutely decreed from all eternity whatever is done in time ; and that no creature can do more good, or less evil, thanGod has peremptorily decreed. And his temper is just suitable to his sentiments. He is haughty, self-conceited, sour, impatient of contradiction, and holds his opponent in utter contempt ; though, in truth, he is but a child in his hands. I reached Sligo. My old friend, Andrew Maben, did not own me. However, a few did; to whom, with a toler- able congregation, I preached at six in the barracks. The next evening I preached in the market-house, to a far larger congre- gation. We seem, by all the late bustle and confusion, to have lost nothing. Here is a little company as much alive to God, and more united together than ever. I preached at Manorhamilton, and the next even- ing near the bridge at Swadlingbar. Knowing a large part of the congregation to have " tasted of the powers of the world to come," I spoke on the glory that shall be revealed ; and all seemed deeply affected, except a few Gentry, so called, who seemed to understand nothing of the matter. June,1775. -I preached at ten to a far larger congregation, on, "God now commandeth all men everywhere to repent;" and after church, to a still greater multitude, on, " It is appointed unto men once to die." Being desired to give them a sermon at Belturbet,

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do not love our hours, and will therefore order dinner to be on table between two and three o'clock." Wehad a piece of boiled beef, and an English pudding. This is true good breeding. The Bishop is entirely easy and unaffected in his whole beha- viour, exemplary in all parts of public worship, and plenteous ingoodworks. -About noon I preached a few miles from Strabane ; in the evening at Lisleen; and the next at Castle-Caulfield. In the night the rain came plentifully through the thatch, into my lodging-room. But I found no present inconvenience, and was not careful for the morrow. I preached at eight to a numerous congregation, in the market-place at Dungannon ; at eleven, and at five in the afternoon, in the main street at Charlemount. I lodged at a gentleman's, who showed me a flower, which he called a Gummy Cystus. It blooms in the morning, with a large, beautiful, snow-white flower ; but every flower dies in the even- ing. New flowers blow and fall every day. Does not this short-lived flower answer to that short-lived animal, the Ephe- meron-fly ? -. I preached at nine to a large congregation, at Killeman. The rain began as soon as I concluded ; but it ceased time enough forme to preach in Mr. M'Gough's avenue, atArmagh. JUNE 11.-(Being Trinity-Sunday.) I preached at nine on, " So God created man in his own image;" and in the evening, to an huge congregation. But I could not find the way to their hearts. Having taken a solemn leave of Armagh, about eleven I preached at Blackwater ; and in the evening at Clan- main, where many seemed cut to the heart. O, why should they heal the wound slightly ! I was not very well in the morning, but sup- posed it would soon go off. In the afternoon, the weather being extremely hot, I lay down on the grass, in Mr. Lark's orchard, at Cock-Hill. This I had been accustomed to do for forty years, and never remember to have been hurt by it : Only I never before lay on my face ; in which posture I fell asleep. I waked a little, and but a little, out of order, and preached with 48 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1775.

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ease to amultitude of people. Afterwards I was a good deal worse. However, the next day I went on a few miles to the Grange. The table was placed here in such a manner, that, all the time I was preaching, a strong and sharp wind blew full on the left side ofmy head; and it was not without a good deal ofdifficulty that I made an end of my sermon. I now found a deep obstruction inmy breast : My pulse was exceeding weak and low ; I shivered with cold, though the air was sultry hot ; only now and then burning for a few minutes. I went early to bed, drank a draught of treacle-and-water, and applied treacle to the soles of my feet. I lay till seven on Thursday, 15, and then felt considerably better. But I found near the same obstruction in my breast: I had alow, weak, pulse ; I burned and shivered by turns ; and, if I ventured to cough, it jarred my head exceedingly. In going on to Derry-Anvil, I wondered what was the matter, that I could not attend to what I was reading ; no, not for three minutes together ; but my thoughts were perpetually shifting. Yet, all the time I was preaching in the evening, (although I stood in the open air, with the wind whistling round my head,) my mindwas as composed as ever. Friday, 16. In going to Lurgan, I was again surprised that I could not fix my attention on what I read : Yet, while I was preaching in the evening, on the Parade, I found my mind perfectly composed ; although it rained agreat part of the time, which did not well agree with my head. Saturday, 17. I was persuaded to send for Dr. Laws, a sensible and skilful Physi- cian. He told me I was in a high fever, and advised me to lay by. But I told him that could not be done ; as I had appointed to preach at several places, and must preach as long as I could speak. He then prescribed a cooling draught, with a grain or two of camphor, as my nerves were universally agitated. This I took with me to Tanderagee : But when I came there, I was not able to preach ; my understanding being

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ishment of my friends, I set out for Dublin. Idid notdetermine how far to go thatday, not knowing how my strength would hold. But finding myself no worse at Bannbridge, I ventured to Newry ; and, after travelling thirty (English) miles, I was stronger than in the morning. -I went on to the Man-of-war, forty (Irish) miles from the Globe, at Newry. Friday, 30. Wemet Mr. Simpson, (with several other friends,) coming to meet us at Drogheda ; who took us to his country seat at James-Town, about two miles from Dublin . Tues. JULY 4.-Finding myself a little stronger, I preached for the first time ; and I believe most could hear. I preached 50 REV. J. WESLEY'S Aug.1775. on Thursday again; and my voice was clear, though weak. So on Sunday I ventured to preach twice, and found no weari- ness at all. Monday, 10. I beganmyregular course ofpreach- ing, morning and evening. While I was in Dublin, Iread two extraordinary books, but ofvery different kinds ;-Mr. Sheridan's " Lectures on Elocu tion," and " The Life of Count Marsay ;" andwasdisappointed in both. There is more matterin the penny tract, " On Action and Utterance," abundantly more, than in all Mr. S.'s book ; Count though he seems to think himself a mere Phenix. Marsay was doubtless apious man, but a thorough enthusiast ; guided, in all his steps, not by the written word, but by his own imagination ; whichhe calls the Spirit. I again assisted at St. Patrick's in delivering the elements ofthe Lord's Supper. In the evening I embarked in the Nonpareil ; and, about ten on Tuesday morning, landed at Park-Gate. Wednesday, 26. I found one relic of my illness, -my hand shook, sothat Icould hardlywrite my name. But after I had been well electrified, by driving four or five hours, over veryrugged, brokenpavement, my complaint was removed, andmy hand was as steady as when I was ten years old. About noon I preached in the shell of the House at Wigan. In the middle of the sermon, came an impetuous storm of thunder, lightning, and rain, which added much to the solem- nity of the occasion. Thursday, 27. Iwent on to Miss Bosan- quet's, and prepared for the Conference. How willingly could I spend the residue of a busy life in this delightful retirement ! But,

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Manwas not born in shades to lie ! Up and be doing ! Labour on, till Death sings a requiem to the parting soul. -I preached under Birstal-Hill, and the greater part of the huge audience could hear while I enforced, " When the breath ofman goeth forth, he turnethagain to his dust, and then all his thoughts perish." I preached at Leeds in the even- ing, and found strength inproportion tomy work. Tues. AUGUST1.-Our Conferencebegan. Having received several letters, intimating that many of the Preachers were utterly unqualified for the work,having neither grace nor gifts sufficient for it, I determined to examine this weighty charge Aug. 1775.1 51 withall possibleexactness. Inorder to this,I read those letters to all the Conference ; and begged that every one would freely propose andenforcewhatever objectionhe hadto any one. The objections proposed were considered at large: In two or three difficult cases, Committees were appointed for that purpose. In consequence of this, we were all fully convinced that the charge advanced was without foundation; that God has really sent those labourers into his vineyard, and has qualified them for the work: And we were all more closely united together than wehave been for many years. -I preached at Bradford,where the people are all alive. Many here have lately experienced the great salvation, and their zeal has been a general blessing. Indeed, this I always observe, wherever awork of sanctification breaks out, the whole work of God prospers. Some are convinced of sin, others justified, and all stirred up to greater earnestness for salvation. I breakfasted at Great-Horton. Two or three of the neigh- bours then came in to prayer. Quickly the house was filled ; and, a few minutes after, all the space before the door. I saw the opportunity, andwithout delaygot upon the horse-block, in the yard. Abundance of children crowded roundme, and round them a numerous congregation. So I gave them an earnest exhortation, and then commended them to the grace ofGod. At one I proclaimed the glorious Gospel to the usual congregation at Birstal, and in the evening at Leeds. Then, judging it needful to pay a short visit to our brethren at London, I took the stage-coach,with five of my friends, about eight o'clock. Before nine, a gentleman in asingle-horse chaise struck his wheel against one of ours. Instantly the weight of

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your joy no man taketh from you. In that hour God broke into my soul, delivered me from all sorrow, and filled my heart with joy ; and, blessed be his name, I never have lost it, from that hour to this.' " For the first ten years, she was sometimes in transports of joy, carried almost beyond herself; but for these last ten years, she has had the constant witness that God has taken up all her heart. He has filled me,' said she, ' with perfect love ; and perfect love casts out fear. Jesus is mine ; God, and heaven, and eternal glory, are mine. My heart, my very soul is lost, yea, swallowed up, in God.' " There were many of our friends standing by her bedside. She exhorted them all, as one in perfect health, to keep close to God. You can never,' said she, ' do too much for God : When you have done all you can, you have done too little. O, Aug. 1775.1 who that knows Him, can love, or do, or suffer too much for Him!' " Some worldly people came in. She called them by name, and exhorted them to repent and turn to Jesus. She looked at me, and desired I would preach her funeral sermon on those words, ' I have fought the good fight ; I have finished my course ; I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give me at that day.' " She talked to all round about her in as scriptural and rational a manner as if she had been in her full strength, (only now and then catching a little for breath,) with all the smiles of heaven in her countenance. Indeed several times she seemed to be quite gone ; but in a little while the taper lit up again, and she began to preach, with divine power, to all that stood nearher. She knew every person, and if any came into the room whom she knew to be careless about religion, she directly called them by name, and charged them to seek the Lord while he might be found. At last she cried out, ' I see the heavens opened ; I see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, with numbers of the

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About eleven I preached at Redruth; at five in the evening in the amphitheatre atGwennap. I think this is the most magnifi- cent spectacle which is to be seen on this side heaven. And no music is to be heard upon earth comparable to the sound of many thousand voices, when they are all harmoniously joined together, singing praises to God and the Lamb. I went on to our friends at St. Ives, many ofwhom are now grey-headed, as well as me. In the evening I preached in the little meadow above the town, where I was some years ago. The people in general here (excepting the rich) seem almost persuaded to be Christians. Perhaps the prayer of their old Pastor, Mr. Tregoss, is answered even to the fourth genera- tion. -About nine I preached at Cararack, and crossed over to Cubert, where I found my good old friend Mr. Hos- kins, quivering over the grave. He ventured, however, to the Church-town, and I believe found ablessing under the preach- ing. -About eleven I preached in the Town-Hall at Liskeard, to a large and serious congregation. At Saltash some of our brethren met me with aboat, which brought me safe to Plymouth-Dock. Understanding some of our friends here were deeply preju- diced against the King and all his Ministers, I spoke freely and largely on the subject at the meeting of the society. God Oct. 1775.1 55 applied it to their hearts ; and I think there is not one of them now who does not see things in another light. -I preached at noon on the quay in Plymouth ; in the evening, in the new Square at the Dock. Many here seemed to feel the application of those words, "O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?" -. 1 preached in Exeter at four in the afternoon, and about seven at Collumpton. Sunday, 10. I came to Welling- ton in an acceptable time; for Mr. Jesse was ill in bed; so that if I had not come, there could have been no Service, either morning or evening. The church was moderately filled in the morning : In the afternoon it was crowded in every corner ; and a solemn awe fell on the whole congregation, while I pressed that important question,"What is aman profited, if he

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should gain the whole world, and lose his own soul ? " I preached again in the new meeting at Taunton, to such a congregation as I suppose was never there before. I was desired to preach onthe same text as at Wellington ; and it was attended with the same blessing. On Tuesday I went on to Bristol. On Thursday and Friday, I preached at Keyns- ham, Bradford, and Bath ; on Tuesday, 19, at Frome ; and on Wednesday, at Pensford. Thence I went on to the lovely family at Publow, a pattern for all the boarding-schools inEng- land. Every thing fit for a Christian tolearn is taught here ; but nothing unworthy the dignity of the Christian character. I gave a short exhortation to the children, which they received with eagerness. Many ofthem have the fear ofGod: Some of them enjoy his love. At the earnest request of the prisoner, who was to die next day, (and was very willing so to do ; for, after deep agony of soul, he had found peace with God,) I preached at Newgate to him, and a crowded audience ; many of whom felt that God was there. Sunday, 24. I preached abroad in the afternoon to a lovely congregation. Friday, 29, we observed as a fast-day, meeting at five, nine, one, and in the evening : Andmany found a strong hope, thatGod will yet be entreated for aguilty land. Sun. OCTOBER 1.-The weather favoured us again : I preached once more abroad, and concluded at the point where I begun, in opening and strongly applying those words, " Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." 56 REV. J. WESLEY'S Oct. 1775. -. I set out early ; and, preaching at the Devizes, Sarum, Winchester, and Portsmouth in my way, on Friday, 6, in the afternoon I returned to London. -I preached in Moorfields to a larger congregation than usual. Strange that their curiosity should not be satisfied yet, after hearing the same thing near forty years ! I preached at Chesham, on the strait gate ; and all that heard seemed affected for the present. Tuesday, 10. I went on to Wycomb, and was much refreshed by the earnest attention of the whole congregation. Wednesday, 11. I took awalk to Lord Shelburne's house. What variety, in so

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small acompass ! A beautiful grove, divided by a serpentine walk, conceals the house from the town. At the side of this runs a transparent river, with a smooth walk on each bank. Beyond this is a level lawn; then the house with sloping gardens behind it. Above these is a lofty hill ; near the top of which is a lovely wood, having a grassy walk running along, just within the skirts of it. But can the owner rejoice in this paradise ? No ; for his wife is snatched away inthe bloom ofyouth ! -About noon I preached at Watlington ; and in the evening at Oxford, in a large House formerly belonging to the Presbyterians. But it was not large enough : Many could not get in. Such a congregation I have not seen at Oxford, either for seriousness, or number, for more than twenty years. I borrowed here a volume of Lord Chesterfield's Letters, which I had heard very strongly commended. And what did I learn ? That he was aman of much wit, middling sense, and some learning ; but as absolutely void of virtue, as any Jew, Turk, or Heathen that ever lived. I say, not only void of all religion, (for I doubt whether he believed there is a God, though he tags most of his letters with the name, for better sound sake,) but even of virtue, of justice, and mercy, which he never once recommended to his son. And truth he sets at open defiance : He continually guards him against it. Half his letters inculcate deepdissimulation, as the most necessary of all accomplishments. Add to this, his studiously instilling into the young man all the principles of debauchery, when himself was between seventy and eighty years old. Add his cruel censure of that amiable man, the Archbishop of Cambray, (quantum dispar illi,) as a What a vast disparity between the two !-EDIT, Oct. 1775. JOURNAL mere time-serving hypocrite ! And this is the favourite of the age ! Whereas, ifjustice and truth take place, ifhe is rewarded according to his desert, his name will stink to all generations. I preached at Finstock. How many days should I spend here if I was to do my own will ! Not so : I am " to do

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the will of Him that sent me, and to finish his work." Therefore this is the first day I ever spent here : And perhaps it may be the last. -. About eight I preached at Witney. I admired the seriousness and decency of the congregation at church. I preachedat five, on, " Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself;" aword that is sufficient to convince all mankind of sin. In meeting the select society, I was much comforted to find so few of them losing ground, and the far greater part still witnessing that " the blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin." We had a lovely congregation at five. About nine I preached at Oxford ; in Newnham at one ; and in the evening at Wallingford. Tuesday, 17. I went over the Downs to Kingston-lodge ; a lone house ; yet we had a numerous as well as serious congregation. In the evening I preached in the large Room at the poorhouse in Ramsbury. The people flocked together from every side ; and God gave us his blessing. I returned to Newbury. Some of our friends informed me, there were many red-hot patriots here ; so I took occasion to give a strong exhortation, to " fear God, and honour the King." I preached at Reading ; and on Friday, returned to London. I set out for Northamptonshire, and in the even- ing preached at Towcester. Tuesday, 24. About noon we took horse for Whittlebury in a fine day : But before we had rode halfanhour, a violent storm came, which soon drenched us from head to foot. But we dried ourselves in the afternoon, and were no worse. Wednesday, 25. I preached at Northampton, and on Thursday noon at Brixworth ; a little town about six miles north of Northampton. I believe very few of the townsmen were absent, and all of them seemed to be much affected. So didmany at Northampton in the evening, while I described him " that builds his house upon a rock." Friday, 27. I preached about noon at Hanslop. In my way I looked over a volume of Dr. Swift's Letters. I was amazed ! Was ever such trash 58 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1775. palmed upon the world, under the name of a great man? More

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than half of what is contained in those sixteen volumes, would be dear at twopence a volume ; being all, and more than all, the dull things which that witty man ever said. In the evening I preached at Bedford, and the next evening came to London. I visited one who was full of good resolutions,- if he should recover. They might be sincere, or they might not: But how far will these avail before God? He was not put to the trial,how long they would last: Quickly after, God required his soul of him. Monday, and the following days, I visited the little societies in the neighbourhood of London. Saturday, NOVEMBER 11 . I made some additions to the " Calm Address to our American Colonies." Need any one ask from what motive this was wrote ? Let him look round : England is in a flame ! A flame of malice and rage against the King, and almost all that are in authority under him. I labour to put out this flame. Ought not every true patriot to do the same ? If hircling writers on either side judge ofme by themselves, that I cannot help. -I was desired to preach, in Bethnal-Green church, a charity sermon for the widows and orphans of the soldiers that were killed in America. Knowing how many would seek occasion of offence, I wrote down my sermon. I dined with Sir John Hawkins and three other gentlemen that are in commission for the peace; and was agreeably surprised at a very serious conversation, kept up during the whole time I stayed. I preached at Dorking; the next evening at Ryegate-place, I think, to the largest congregation that I have seen there. But still I fear we are ploughing upon the sand : We see no fruit ofour labours. Friday, 17. I crossed over to Shoreham, the most fruitfulplace in all the Circuit, andpreached in the evening to a people just ripe for all the Gospel promises, on, " Now, why tarriest thou ? Arise, and wash away thy sins." The next morning I returned to London. I went on to Robertsbridge, and preached to a deeply attentive congregation. Tuesday, 21. Several were with us in the evening at Rye, who had never heard a Methodist sermon before. However, considering the bulk of the congre-

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gation, more than an handful of Gentry, I earnestly besought them not to " receive the grace of God in vain. " The next even- ing I applied part of the thirteenth chapter ofthe First Epistle Nov. 1775.1 59 to the Corinthians. Many were shaken when they weighed themselves in that balance. May we not be found wanting in that day! About noon I preached at Cranbrook, and in the evening at Staplehurst. Friday, 24. I preached at Sevenoaks, and on Saturday returned to London. In some of my late little journeys I read Mr. Wraxal's Travels, in which are several ingenious remarks. But the account he gives of Count Struenzee is a mistake, from begin- ning to end. Struenzee was as bad a man as most that ever lived. He caused many horrid abuses ; but never reformed, or desired to reform, one. And there was abundant proof of the crime for which he suffered : Therefore, the behaviour of King Georgewas exactly right. I set out for Norwich. That evening I preached at Colchester ; Tuesday, at Norwich ; Wednesday, at Yarmouth. About this time I published the following letter in Lloyd's "Evening Post : " " I HAVE been seriously asked, ' From what motive did you publish your Calm Address to the American Colonies ?' " I seriously answer, Not to get money. Had that been my motive, I should have swelled it into a shilling pamphlet, and have entered it at Stationers' Hall. "Not to get preferment for myself, or my brother's children. I am a little too old to gape after it for myself: And if my bro- ther or I sought it for them, we have only to show them to the world. " Not to please anyman living, high or low. I know man- kind too well. I know they that love you for political service, love you less than their dinner ; and they that hate you, hate you worse than the devil. " Least of all did I write with a view to inflame any: Just the contrary. I contributed my mite toward putting out the flame which rages all over the land. This I have more oppor- tunity of observing than any other man in England. I see with pain to what an height this already rises, in every part of the

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nation. And I see many pouring oil into the flame, by crying out, How unjustly, how cruelly, the King is using the poor Americans ; who are only contending for their liberty, and for their legal privileges ! ' 60 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1775. "Now there is no possible way to put out this flame, or hinder its rising higher and higher, but to show that the Americans are not used either cruelly or unjustly ; that they are not injured at all, seeing they are not contending for liberty ; (this they had, even in its full extent, both civil and religious ;) neither for any legal privileges ; for they enjoy all that their charters grant. But what they contend for, is, the illegal privilege of being exempt from parliamentary taxation. A privilege this, which no charter ever gave to any American colony yet ; which no charter cangive, unless it be confirmed both by King, Lords, and Commons ; which, in fact, our colonies never had ; which they never claimed till the present reign : And probably they would not have claimed it now, had they not been incited thereto by letters from England. One of these was read, according to the desire of the writer, not only at the continental Congress, but likewise in many congregations throughout the Combined Provinces. It advised them to seize upon all the King's Officers ; and exhorted them, ' Stand valiantly, only for six months, and in that time there will be such commotions in England that you may have your own terms.' " This being the real state of the question, without any colouring or aggravation, what impartial man can either blame the King, or commend the Americans ? " With this view, to quench the fire, by laying the blame where it was due, the ' Calm Address' was written. I am, Sir, "Your humble servant, " As to reviewers, newswriters, London Magazines, and all that kind of gentlemen, they behave just as I expected they would. And let them lick up Mr. Toplady's spittle still : A champion worthy of their cause." -I preached at Lowestoft at noon, and Yarmouth in the evening. Here a gentleman, who came with me from London, was taken ill (he informed me) of the bloody flux. This being stopped, I thought his head was disordered ; and

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-We set out a little before day, and reached Lynn in the afternoon. In the evening, the new House would hardly contain one half of the congregation: And those who could not get in were tolerably patient, considering they could hear but a fewwords. -About one, I heard a shrill voice in the street, calling and desiring me to come to Mr. - Goingdirectly, I found him ill in body, and in a violent agony of mind. He fully believed he was at the point ofdeath ; nor could any argu- ments convince him of the contrary. We cried to Him who 62 REV. J. WESLEY'S Dec. 1775. has all power in heaven and earth, andwho keeps the keys of life and death. He soon started up inbed, and saidwith aloud voice, " I shall not die, but live." In the day I visitedmany of those that remained with us, and those that had left us since they had learneda new doctrine. I did not dispute, but endeavoured to soften their spirits, which had been sharpened to a high degree. In the evening the chapel was quite too small: And yet even those who could not get in were silent: A circumstance which I have seldom observed in any other part of England. -Mr.- -was so thoroughly disordered, that it was heavy work to get him forward. At every stage, " he could not possibly go any farther ; he must die there." Never- theless we reached Bury in the afternoon. I preached at seven to the largest congregation I ever saw there. We used to have about a dozen at five in the morning. But on Friday, 8, I suppose we had between forty and fifty. We set out between six and seven, hoping to reach Burntwood in the evening. But as we came thither some hours sooner than we expected, I judged it most advisable to push on: And, the moon shining bright, we easily reached London soon after six o'clock . In answer to a very angry letter, lately published in " the Gazetteer," I published the following :- "You affirm, 1. That I once ' doubted whether the measures taken with respect to America could be defended either on the foot of law, equity, or prudence.' I did doubt of these five years, nay indeed five months, ago.

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were much persuaded God will yet be entreated. -I revised a volume of Latin Poems, wrote by a gentleman of Denmark. I was surprised. Most of the verses are not unworthy of the Augustan age. Among the rest, there is a translation of two of Mr. Pope's Epistles, line for line. And yet, in language, not only as pure as Virgil's, but as elegant too. Tues. JANUARY 2, 1776.-Being pressed to pay a visit to our brethren at Bristol, some ofwhom had been a little unsettled by the patriots, so called, I set out early ; but the roads were so heavy, that I could not get thither till night. I came just time enough, not to see, but to bury, poor Mr. Hall, my brother- in-law, who died on Wednesday morning; I trust in peace ; for God had given him deep repentance. Such another monu- ment of divine mercy, considering how low he had fallen, and fromwhat height of holiness, I have not seen, no, not in seventy years ! I had designed to visit him in the morning ; but he did not stay for my coming. It is enough, if, after all his wander- ings, we meet again in Abraham's bosom. JANUARY 1, 1776-.About eighteen hundred of us met together in London, in order to renew our covenant with God; and it was, as usual, a very solemn opportunity. -I set out for Bristol. Between London and Bristol, I read over that elegant trifle, " The Correspondence between Theodosius and Constantia." I observed only one sentiment which I could not receive, that "youth is the only possible time for friendship ; because every one has at first a natural store of sincerity and benevolence ; but as in process of time men find every one to be false and self-interested, they conform to them more and more, till, in riper years, they have neither truth nor benevolence left." Perhaps it may be so with all that know not God; but they that do, escape " the corrup- tion that is in the world;" and increase both in sincerity and in benevolence, as they grow in the knowledge of Christ. -I returned to London ; and I returnedjust intime ; for on Sunday, 7, the severe frost set in, accompanied with so deep a snow, as made even the high road impassable. For

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earnest and artless, there being no public worship in the town but at our chapel: So that they go straight forward, knowing nothing of various opinions, and minding nothing but to be Bible-Christians . -I began anAnswer to that dangerous Tract, Dr. Price's " Observations upon Liberty ; " which, if practised, would overturn all government, and bring in universal anarchy. On Easter-Day the preaching-house at Manchester contained the congregation pretty well at seven in the morning ; but in the afternoon I was obliged to be abroad, thousands upon thou- sands flocking together. I stood inaconvenient place, almost over against the Infirmary, and exhorted a listening multitude to " live unto Him who died for them and rose again." I came to Chester, and had the satisfaction to find an earnest, loving, well-established people. In the evening, the House at Liverpool was well filled with people of all ranks. -I visited one formerly aCaptain,now a dying sinner. His eyes spoke the agony of his soul ; his tongue having well nigh forgot its office. With great efforts he could but just say, " I want-Jesus Christ ! " The next day he could not utter aword ; but if he could not speak,Godcould hear. April, 1776.1 71 -. About noon I preached in the new House at Wigan, to a very quiet and very dull congregation. But con- sidering what the townwas some years ago, wicked even to a proverb, wemaywellsay,God hath done great things already. Andwehope to see greater things than these. In the evening Iwas obliged to preach abroad at Bolton, though the air was cold, and the ground wet. Tuesday, 16. I preached about noon at Chowbent, once the roughest place inall the neighbour- hood. But there is not the least trace of it remaining: Such is the fruit of the genuine Gospel. As we were considering in the afternoon what we should do, the rainnot suffering us to be abroad, one asked the Vicar for the use of the church; to which he readily consented. I began reading Prayers at half-hour past five. The church was so crowded, pews, alleys, and galleries, as I believe it had not been thesehundredyears ; andGod bore witness to his word. After preaching at Bury about noon, I went on

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to Rochdale, and preached in the evening to a numerous and deeply serious congregation. Thursday, 18. I clambered over the horrid mountains to Todmorden, and thence to Heptonstall, onthe brow of another mountain. Such acongregation scarce evermet in the church before. In the evening I preached in the Croft, adjoining to the new House at Halifax. I preached at Smith-House, for the sake of that lovelywoman, Mrs. Holmes. It does me good to see her ; such is her patience, or, rather, thankfulness, under almost continual pain. Sunday, 21. After strongly insisting at Daw-Green on family religion, which is stillmuch wanting among us, I hast- ened to Birstal church,where we had asound, practical sermon. At one I preached to many thousands at the foot of the hill, and to almost as many at Leeds in the evening. -. I had an agreeable conversation with that good man, Mr.O. Othat he may be an instrument of removing the prejudices which have so long separated chief friends ! I preached in the press-yard at Rothwell, and have seldom seen a congregation so moved. I then spoke severally to the class of children, and found every one of them rejoicing in the love of God. It is particularly remarkable, that this work of Godamong them is broke out all at once ; they have all been justified, and one clearly sanctified, within these last sixweeks. April, 1776. I went on to Otley, where the word of God has free course, and brings forth much fruit. This is chiefly owing to the spirit and behaviour of those whom God has perfected in love. Their zeal stirs up many; andtheir steady and uniform conversation has a language almost irresistible. Friday, 26. I preached in the new chapel at Eccleshall, to a peoplejust sprung out of the dust, exceeding artless and exceeding earnest ; many of whom seemed to be already saved from sin. O, why do we not encourage all to expect this blessing every hour, from the moment they are justified ! In the evening I preached at Bradford, on the Wise Man that builds his house upon a rock ; that is, who builds his hope of heaven on no other foundation than doing these sayings contained in the Sermon on the Mount ; although, in another sense, we build not upon his sayings, but

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these two last years, amazingly increased ; in several branches in such amanner as has not been known in the memory ofman : Such is the fruit of the entire civil and religious liberty which all England now enjoys ! And as to the former, not only in every city and large town, but in every village and hamlet, there is no decrease, but a very large and swift increase. One sign of this is the swarms of little children which we see in every place. Which, then, shall we most admire, the ignorance or confidence of those that affirm, population decreases in England ? I doubt not but it increases full as fast here, as in any province of North America. After preaching at Cockermouth and Wigton, I went on to Carlisle, and preached to avery serious congrega- tion. Here I saw a very extraordinary genius, aman blind from four years of age, who could wind worsted, weave flowered plush on an engine and loom of his own making ; who wove his own name in plush, and made his own clothes, and his own tools of every sort. Some years ago, being shut up in the organ-loft at church, he felt every part of it, and afterwards made an organ for himself, which, judges say, is an exceeding good one. He then taught himself to play upon it psalm-tunes, anthems, volun- taries, or anything which he heard. I heard him play several tunes with great accuracy, and a complex voluntary : I suppose all Europe can hardly produce such another instance. His name is Joseph Strong. But what is he the better for all this, ifhe is still " without God in the world ? " -I went on to Selkirk. The family came to prayer in the evening, after which the mistress of it said, " Sir, my daughter Jenny would be very fond of having a little talk with May, 1776. you. She is a strange lass ; she will not come down on the Lord's day but to public worship, and spends all the rest of the day inher own chamber." I desired she would come up ; and found onethat earnestly longed to be altogether a Christian. I satisfied her mother that she was not mad; and spent a little time in advice, exhortation, and prayer.

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the market-place than I forgot my weariness ; such were the seriousness and attention of the whole congregation, though as numerous as that at Banff. Mr. Gordon, the Minister of the May,1776. parish, invited me to supper, and told me his kirk was at my service. A little society is formed here already ; and is in a fairway of increasing. But they were just now in danger of losing their preaching-house, the owner being determined to sell it. I saw but one way to secure it for them, which was to buy it myself. So (who would have thought it ?) I bought an estate, consisting of two houses, a yard, a garden,with three acres of good land. But he told me flat, " Sir, I will take no less for it than sixteen pounds ten shillings, to be paid, part now, part at Michaelmas, and the residue next May." Here Mr. Gordon showed me a great curiosity. Near the top of the opposite hill, a new town is built, containing, I suppose, ahundred houses, which is a town ofbeggars. This, he informed me,was the professed, regular occupation of all the inhabitants. Early in spring they all go out, and spread themselves over the kingdom ; and in autumnthey return, and do what is requisite for their wives and children. The wind turning north,we stepped at once from June to January. About one I preached at Inverury, to a plain, earnest, loving people, and before five came to Aberdeen. Thursday, 23. I read over Mr. Pennant's " Journey through Scotland ; " a lively as well as judicious writer. Judicious, I mean, in most respects ; but I cannot give up to all the Deists in Great Britain the existence of witchcraft, till I give up the credit of all history, sacred and profane. And at the present time, I have not only as strong, but stronger proofs of this, from eye and ear witnesses, than I have of murder ; so that I cannot rationally doubt of one any more than the other. -1 returned to Arbroath, and lodged at Provost Grey's. So, for atime, we are in honour ! I have hardly seen such another place in the three kingdoms, as this is at present. Hitherto there is no opposer at all, but every one seems to bid

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us God-speed ! Saturday, 25. I preached at Westhaven (a town of fishermen) about noon ; and at Dundee in the evening. Sunday, 26. I went to the new church, cheerful, lightsome, and admirably well finished. A young gentleman preached such a sermon, both for sense and language, as I never heard in North- Britain before ; and I was informed his life is as his preaching. At five we had an exceeding large congregation ; and the peo- ple of Dundee, in general, behave better at public worship than any in the kingdom, except the Methodists, and those at the June, 1776. 77 Episcopal chapels. In all other kirks the bulk of the people are bustling to and fro before the Minister has ended his prayer. In Dundee all are quiet, and none stir at all till he has pro- nounced the blessing. -. I paid a visit to St. Andrew's, once the largest city in the kingdom. It was eight times as large as it is now, and a place of very great trade : But the sea rushing from the north-east, gradually destroyed the harbour and trade together : In consequence of which, whole streets (that were) are now meadows and gardens. Three broad, straight, handsome streets remain, all pointing at the old cathedral ; which, by the ruins, appears to have been above three hundred feet long, and pro- portionably broad and high : So that it seems to have exceeded York Minster, and to have at least equalled any cathedral in England. Another church, afterwards used in its stead, bears date 1124. A steeple, standing near the cathedral, is thought tohave stood thirteen hundred years. What is left of St. Leonard's College is only a heap of ruins. Two Colleges remain. One ofthem has a tolerable Square ; but all the windows are broke, like those of a brothel. We were informed, the students do this before they leave the College. Where are their blessed Governors in the mean time ? Are they all fast asleep ? The other College is a mean building, but has ahandsome library newly erected. In the two Colleges, we learned, were about seventy students ; near the same number as at Old-Aberdeen. Those at New-Aberdeen are not more numerous : Neither those at Glasgow. In Edinburgh, I suppose there are ahundred. So four Universities contain three hun-

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dred and ten students ! These all come to their several Colleges inNovember, and return home in May ! So they may study fivemonths in the year, and lounge all the rest ! O where was the common sense of those who instituted such Colleges ? In the English Colleges, every one may reside all the year, as allmy pupils did : And I should have thought myself little better than ahighwayman, if I had not lectured them every day in the year, but Sundays . Wewere so longdetained at the Passage, that I only reached Edinburgh time enough to give notice of my preaching the nextday. After preaching at Dunbar, Alnwick, and Morpeth, on Saturday, JUNE 1, I reached Newcastle. I visited Sunderland, where the society then con June,1776. tained three hundred and seventy-two members. Thursday, 6. I preached at Darlington, and Barnard-Castle : On Friday, in Teesdale and Weardale. Here manyrejoicedwithjoyunspeak- able, and seemed determined never to rest till they had reco- vered that great salvation which they enjoyed some years ago. Saturday, 8. As we rode to Sheep-Hill,we saw and heard at a distance, much thunder, and rain, and lightning. The rainwas before and behind, and on each side : But none fell upon us. About six, I preached at Sheep-Hill. It rained hard very near us; but not a drop came upon us. After eight, I reachedNew- castle, thoroughly tired. But anight's rest set me up again. On Monday and Tuesday I met the classes. I left three hun- dred and seventy-four in the society, and I found about four hundred: And I trust they are more established in the " faith that worketh by love." While I was here, I talked largely with a piouswoman,whom Icould not well understand. I could not doubt of her being quite sincere, nay, and much devoted to God : But she had fallen among some well-meaning enthusiasts, who taught her so to attend to the inward voice, as to quit the society, the preaching, the Lord's Supper, and almost all outward means. I find no persons harder to deal with than these. One knows not how to advise them. They must not act contrary to their conscience, though it be an erroneous one. And who can convince them that it is erroneous ? None but the Almighty.

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-. After preaching at Durham, I went on to Dar- lington. The society here,lately consisting of nine members, is now increased to above seventy ; many ofwhom are warm in their first love. At the love-feast, many of these spoke their experience with all simplicity. Here will surely be a plentiful harvest, if tares do not grow up with the wheat. -I preached to my old, loving congregation at Osmotherley ; and visited, once more, poor Mr. Watson, just quivering over the grave. Part of this week I read, as I travelled, a famous book, which I had not looked into for these fifty years. It was Lucian's " Dialogues." He has agood deal of humour, but wonderful little judgment. His great hero is Diogenes, the Cynic ; just such another brute as himself. Socrates (as one might expect) he reviles and ridicules with all his might. I think there is more sense in his " Timon," than in all his other Dialogues put July, 1776.1 79 together : And yet, even that ends poorly, in the dull jest of his breaking the heads of all that camenear him. How amaz- ing is it, that such abook as this should be put into the hands ofschool-boys ! I went on to Scarborough. I think the preaching- house here is the most elegant of any square Room which we have inEngland; and wehad as elegant acongregation : But they were as attentive as ifthey had been Kingswood colliers. -I visited apoor backslider, who has given great occasion to the enemy to blaspheme. Some time since, he felt a pain in the soles of his feet, then in his legs, his knees, his thighs. Now it has reached his stomach, and begins to affect his head. No medicines have availed at all. I fear he has sinned a sin unto death ; a sin which God has determined to punish bydeath. -. I am seventy-three years old, and far abler to preach than I was at three-and-twenty. What natural means hasGod used to produce so wonderful an effect ? 1. Continual exercise and change of air, by travelling above four thousand miles in a year : 2. Constant rising at four : 3. The ability, if ever Iwant, tosleep immediately : 4. The never losing a night's

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against which nothing can prevail ; unless the ball of contention be thrown in among the plain people, by one or two that have lately embraced new opinions. In the evening I preached at York, on the fashionable religion, vulgarly calledmorality ; and showed at large, from the accounts given of it by its ablest patrons, that it is neither better nor worse than Atheism. -I met the select society, and was a little surprised to find, that, instead of growing in grace, scarce two of them retained the grace they had two years ago. All of them seemed to be sincere ; and yet afaintness of spirit ran through them all. In the evening I showed, to a still more crowded audience, the nature and necessity of Christian love :-Aγαπη, vilely ren- dered charity, to confound poor English readers. The word was sharper than a two-edged sword, as many of the hearers felt. God grant the wound may not be healed, till he himself binds it up ! -About eleven I preached at Foggathorp, a lone house, a few miles from Howden. Abundance of people were gathered together, notwithstanding heavy rain; and they received the truth in the love thereof. I came to Howden a little before three ; when a large congregationwas soon gathered. All were serious ; the more so, because of a few claps of thunder that rolled over our heads. I preached at Swinfleet in the evening. These are the most sensible and gentlemanlike farmers that I have seen anywhere ; July, 1776.1 JOURNAL. 81 and many of them are " rooted and grounded in love," and have adorned the Gospel many years . -I went on to Epworth, and found my old friend, Mr. Hutton, in the deepest melancholy. I judged it to be partly natural, partly diabolical ; but I doubt not he will be saved, though as by fire. -I preached atBrigg in the morning. All behaved well, but afew gentlemen, (so called,) who seemed to understand no more of the matter, than if I had been talking Greek. I went thence to Horncastle and to Spilsby, with Mr. Br . While he was at Cambridge, he was convinced of sin, though not by any outward means, and soon after justified. Coming to Hull, he met with one of our Preachers. By long and close

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with Mr. Brown to Kingston. The large, old parsonage-house is pleasantly situated close to the church-yard, just fit for a contemplativeman. Here I found a Clergyman, Dr. Coke, late Gentleman Commoner of Jesus College in Oxford, who came twentymiles on purpose. I had much conversation with him ; and an union then began, which I trust shall never end. I preached at Tiverton ; and on Thursday went on to Launceston. Here I found the plain reason why the work ofGod hadgained no ground in this Circuit all the year. The Preachers had given up the Methodist testimony. Either they did not speak of Perfection at all, (the peculiar doctrine committed to our trust,) or they spoke of it only in general terms, without urging the believers to " go on unto perfection," and to expect it every moment. And wherever this is not earnestly done, the work of God does not prosper. -I was going to preachin the market-placeat Camel- ford, where a few are still alive to God, when a violent storm drove us into the House ; that is, as many as could squeeze in. The fire quickly kindled among them, and seemed to touch every heart. My text was, " What doest thou here, Elijah ?" AndGod himself made the application. Aflame was once more raised in this town : May it never more be put out ! In the evening I preached in Mr. Wood's yard, at Port- Isaac, to most of the inhabitants of the town. The same spirit was here as at Camelford, and seemed to move upon every heart. Andwehad all a good hope, that the days of faintness and weariness are over, and that the work of God will revive and flourish . We found Mr. Hoskins, at Cubert, alive ; but just tottering over the grave. I preached in the evening, on 2 Cor. v. 1-4, probably the last sermon he will hear from me. I was afterwards inquiring, if that scandal of Cornwall, theplundering of wrecked vessels, still subsisted. He said, " As much as ever ; only the Methodists will have nothing to do with it. But three months since a vessel was wrecked on the south coast, and the tinners presently seized on all the goods; and even broke in pieces a new coach which was on board, and

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84 REV. J. WESLEY'S Aug.1776 carried every scrap ofit away." Butis there no way to prevent this shameful breach of all the laws both of religion and humanity ? Indeed there is. The Gentry of Cornwallmay totally prevent it whenever they please. Let them only see that the laws be strictly executed upon the next plunderers ; and after an example is made of ten of these, the next wreck will be unmolested. Nay, there is a milderway. Let them only agree together, to discharge any tinner or labourer that is concerned in the plundering ofa wreck, and advertise his name, that no Cornish gentleman may employ him any more ; and neither tinner nor labourer will any more be concerned in that bad work. The passage through the sands being bad for a chaise, I rode on horseback to St. Agnes, where the rain con- strained me to preach in the House. As we rode back to Redruth, it poured down amain, and found its way throughall our clothes. I was tired when I came in ; but after sleeping quarter of an hour all my weariness was gone. I joined together once more the select society, who are continually flying asunder, though they allacknowledge the loss they have sustained thereby. At eleven I met fifty or sixty children. How muchdepends upon these ! All the hope of the rising generation. Tuesday, 20. In the evening I preached at Helstone, where prejudice is at an end ; and all the town, except a few Gentry, willingly hear the word ofsalvation. I preached at Penzancein a gentleman's balcony, which commanded the market-place,to ahuge congregation, on, "Without holiness no man shall see the Lord." The word fell heavy, upon high and low, rich and poor. Such an opportunity I never had at Penzance before. -I preached at six in the market-place at St. Just's. Two or three well-dressed people walked by, stopped a little, and then went on. So they did two or three times. Had it not been for shame, they might have heard that which is able to save their souls. The congregation, both morning and evening, was large ; and great was our rejoicing in the Lord. Saturday, 24. In the evening I preached in a meadow at St. Ives, to one of

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tract, containing some observations which I never saw before. In particular, that if corn sells for twice as much now as it did at the time of the Revolution, it is in effect no dearer than it was then, because we have now twice as much money ; that if other things sell now for twice as much as they did then, corn ought to do so too; that though the price of all things increases 86 REV. J. WESLEY'S Sept. 1776. as money increases, yet they are reallyno dearer than theywere before ; and, lastly, that to petition Parliament to alter these things, is to put them upon impossibilities, and can answer no end but that of inflaming the people against their Governors. -I wasdesired to call at Ottery, alarge town, eleven miles from Exeter. I preached in the market-house to abun- dance of people, who behaved with great decency. At five, I preached in the market-place atAxminster, to a still larger con- gregation. I have seldomheard people speakwith more honesty and simplicity than many did at the love-feast which followed. I have not seen a more unpolished people than these ; but love supplies all defects. It supplies all the essentials of good breed- ing, without the help of a dancing-master. -I went on to Corfe-Castle, in the Isle of Purbeck. At six I preached in the yard adjoining to the preaching-house. It was a season both of conviction and consolation. Friday, 6. I preached at the new House in Melcomb, to as many as itwould well contain. Saturday, 7. About noon I stood upon the Cross, at Bruton, and proclaimed " the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Many seemed to be astonished ; all were quiet ; and a few deeply affected. In the evening I preached at Shepton-Mallet ; where the people in general appeared to be more serious, ever since the late terrible riot, in which two ofthem were killed. On Satur- day I went on to Bristol. -I began, what I had long intended, visiting the society from house to house, setting apart at least two hours in aday for that purpose. I was surprised to find the simplicity with which one and all spoke, both of their temporal and spiritual state. Norcould I easily have known, by any other means, how

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great a work God has wrought among them. I found exceeding little to reprove ; but much to praiseGod for. And I observed one thing, which I did not expect :-In visiting all the families, without Lawford-Gate, by far the poorest about the city, I did not find so much as one person who was out of work. Another circumstance I critically inquired into, What is the real number of the people ? Dr. Price says, (doubtless to encourage our good friends, the French and Spaniards,) " The people of England are between four and five millions ; supposing them to be four, or four and a half, on an average, in one house." I found, in the families which I visited, about six in a house. Sept. 1776. JOURNAL. 87 But onewho has latelymade amore general inquiry, informs me, there are, without Lawford-Gate, seven in a house. The same information I received, from one who has lately made the inquiry, concerningthe inhabitants of Redcliff. Now, if at four in ahouse, we are four millions, must we not, at seven in a house, be seven millions ? But even this is far short of the truth; for a plain reason, the houses are miscomputed. To give one instance :-The houses without Lawford-Gate are computed to be a thousand. Now, at the sitting of the Justices, some years since, there were two hundred public-houses. Was then one house in five a public- house? No, surely ; one in ten at the utmost. If so, there were two thousand houses ; and, consequently, fourteen thousand persons. I believe, there are now full twenty thousand. And these are nothing near a quarter of the present inhabitants of Bristol. I preached about one at Bath ; and about six, in ameadow, near the preaching-house, in Frome, besought a listen- ing multitude " not to receive the grace ofGod in vain." I spent about two hours in Mr. Hoare's gardens, at Stourton. I have seen the most celebrated gardens in Eng- land; but these far exceed them all: 1. In the situation ; being laid out on the sloping sides of a semicircular mountain : 2. In the vast basin of water inclosed between them, covering, I sup- pose, sixty acres of ground: 3. In the delightful interchange of shady groves and sunny glades, curiously mixed together.

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Above all, in the lovely grottoes, two ofwhich excel everything of the kind which I ever saw ; the fountain-grotto, made entirely of rock-work, admirably well imitating nature ; and the castle- grotto, into which you enter unawares, beneath a heap of ruins. This is within totally built of roots of trees, wonderfully inter- woven. On one side of it is a little hermitage, with a lamp, a chair, a table, and bones upon it. Others were delighted with the temples, but I was not : 1 . Because several of the statues about them were mean : 2. Because I cannot admire the images of devils ; and we know the gods of the Heathens are but devils: 3. Because I defy all mankind to reconcile statues with nudities, either to common sense or commondecency. Returning from thence through Maiden-Bradley, we saw the elumsy house ofthe Duke ofSomerset ; and afterwards the grand Nov. 1776 and elegant one of Lord Weymouth, beautifully situated in a lovely park . I went on to Midsummer-Norton, where the Rector, being applied to, cheerfully granted me the use of his church, and himselfmade one of the congregation. I preached on those words in the Second Lesson, " O thou of little faith,wherefore didst thou doubt ? " About two I preached in the new House, at Paulton, to a plain, simple, loving people ; and spent the evening at Kingswood, endeavouring to remove some little offences, which had arisen in the family. -About one I preached at Bath, as usual, to a crowded audience ; in the afternoon at Keynsham, where, at length, we see some fruit ofour labours. Thursday, 19. Find- ing few would come to the Room at Pill, I preached in the market-place. Many attended, and I am persuaded, God cut some of them to the heart. About six I preached at Pensford, and spent the evening with the lovely family at Publow. I preached in the Paddock, at Bedminster. It is plain (notwithstanding what some affirm) that the time of field- preaching is not past, while the people flock to it from every quarter. After reading Prayers, preaching, and administer- ing the sacrament, at Bristol, I hastened away to Kingswood, and preached under the trees to such a multitude as had not

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friendly conversation with Mr. V. O that all men would sit as loose to opinions as I do ; that they would think and let think ! I preached in the evening to a numerous con- gregation with much enlargement of spirit. Wednesday, 4. I preached at Godmanchester, and on Thursday, returned to London. In the way, I read over Mr. Gray's Works, and his Life wrote by Mr. Mason. He is an admirable poet,not much inferior to either Prior or Pope ; but he does not appear, uponthe whole, to have been an amiableman. His picture, I apprehend, expresses his character;-sharp, sensible, ingenious; but, at the same time, proud, morose, envious, passionate, and resentful. I was quite shocked at the contempt with which he more than once speaks of Mr. Mason ; one full as ingenious as himself, yea, full as good a poet ; (as even " Elfrida " shows, as much as Mr. Gray despises, or affects to despise it ;) and, over and above, possessed ofthat modesty and humanity, whereinMr. Gray was sogreatly deficient. Friday, 13, was the national fast. It was observed not only throughout the city, but (I was afterwards informed) throughout the nation, with the utmost solemnity. I shall not wonder if God should now interpose and send us prosperity, since, at Jan. 1777. JOURNAL. 91 length, we are not too proud to acknowledge " there is a God that judgeth the earth." I preached at Canterbury ; on Tuesday, at Dover; Wednesday, about eleven, at poor, dry, dead Sandwich. But I now foundmore hope for the poor people, than I had done for many years. In the evening I preached at Margate, to a very genteel, and yet very serious, congregation ; and I believe (although it blew a storm) near a hundred were present in the morning. I had another truly comfortable opportunity at Canterbury. God lifted up the hands that hung down, and gavemany a strong hope that they should yet see good days, after all the days of darkness and heaviness. Friday, 20. I returned to London ; and on Sunday, 22, buried the remains of Elizabeth Duchesne ; a person eminently upright of heart, yet for manyyears a child of labour and sorrow. For near forty years shewas zealous of good works, and at length shortened her

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sioned a general consternation, on Wednesday, 5, I opened and applied those words to a crowded audience, " Is there any evil in the city, and the Lord hath not done it ?" On Thursday I wrote "A calm Address to the Inhabitants of England." May God bless this, as he did the former, to the quenching of that evil fire which is still among us ! On Saturday I returned to London. -At the third message, I took up my cross, and went to see Dr. Dodd, in the Compter. I was greatly surprised. He seemed, though deeply affected, yet thoroughly resigned to the will of God. Mrs. Dodd likewise behaved with the utmost propriety. I doubt not, God will bring good out of this evil. Tuesday, 18. I visited him again, and found him still in a desirable state of mind; calmly giving himself up to whatsoever God should determine concerning him . I was desired to see one that, after she had been filled with peace andjoy in believing, was utterly distracted. I soon found it was a merely natural case ; atemporary disorder common to women at that period of life. I spent an agreeable hour with Dr. Cs, a deeply serious man, who would fain reconcile the Arminians and Calvinists. Nay, but he must first change their hearts. Sun. MARCH 2.-Being a warm sunshiny day, I preached in Moorfields, in the evening. There were thousands upon thou- sands ; and all were still as night. Not only violence and rioting, but even scoffing at field-Preachers is now over. To-day I received from an eye-witness a particular account of a late remarkable occurrence. Captain Bell, a most amiable man, beloved of all that knew him, and just engaged to one which he tenderly loved, sailed from England last autumn. On September 20 he was hailed by the Hawke, a small sloop, Cap 94 REV. J. WESLEY'S March, 1777. tain Arthur Crawford, Commander, who told him, he came from Halifax, in His Majesty's service, eruising for American priva- teers. Captain Bell invited him to breakfast, entertained him with all kindness, and made him some little presents : But on his cursing and swearing at the Americans, mildly reproved him, and he desisted. Mr. M'Aness, the Supercargo, seeing him walk round the ship, and diligently observe every thing in it,

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After preaching in the evening, I went on board about eight o'clock, and before eight in the morning landed at Douglas, in the Isle of Man. Douglas exceedingly resembles Newlyn in Cornwall ; both in its situation, form, and buildings ; only it is much larger, and has a few houses equal to most in Penzance. As soon as we landed, I was challengedby Mr. Booth, who had seen me in Ireland, and whose brother has been for many years a member of the society in Coolylough. A chaise was provided to carry me to Castletown. I was greatly surprised at the country. Alltheway from Douglas to Castletown it is as pleasant and as well cultivated as most parts ofEngland, withmany gentlemen's seats. Castletown a good deal resembles Galway ; only it is not so large. At six I preached near the Castle, I believe, to all the inhabitants of the town. Two or three gay youngwomen showed they knew nothing about religion ; all the rest were deeply serious. Afterwards I spent an hour very agreeably June, 1777. at Mrs. Wood's, the widow of the late Governor. I was much pressed to stay a little longer at Castletown; butmytimewasfixed. Sun. JUNE 1.-At six I preached in ourown Room ; and, to my surprise, saw all the gentlewomen there. Young as well as old were now deeply affected, and would fain have had me stayed, were it but an hour or two ; but I was forced to hasten away, in order to be at Peeltown before the Service began. Mr. Corbett said, he would glady have asked me to preach, but that the Bishop had forbidden him ; who had also forbidden all his Clergy to admit any Methodist Preacher to the Lord's Supper. But is any Clergyman obliged, either in law or con- science, to obey such a prohibition? By no means. Thewill even of the King does not bind any English subject, unless it be seconded by an express law. How much less the will of a Bishop ? " But did not you take an oath to obeyhim ?" No, nor any Clergyman in the three kingdoms. This is a mere vulgar error. Shame that it should prevail almost universally. As it rained, I retired after Service into a large malt-house. Most of the congregation followed, and devoured the word.

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It being fair in the afternoon, the whole congregation stopped in the church-yard'; andthe word of Godwas with power. It was ahappy opportunity. The greater part of them were present at five in the morning. Amore loving,simple-hearted people than this I never saw. And no wonder, for they have but six Papists, and no Dissenters, inthe island. It is supposed to contain near thirty thousand people, remarkably courteous and humane. Ever since smuggling was suppressed, they diligently cultivate their land : And they have a large herring fishery, so that the country improves daily. The old Castle at Peel (as well as the cathedral built within it) is only a heap of ruins. It was very large and exceeding strong, with many brass guns ; but they are now removed to England. I set out for Douglas in the one-horse chaise, Mrs. Smyth riding with me. Inabout anhour, in spite of all I could do, the headstrong horse ran the wheel against a large stone : The chaise overset in amoment ; but we fell so gently on smooth grass, that neither of us was hurt at all. In the evening I preached at Douglas to near as large acongregation as that at Peel, but not near so serious. Before ten we went on board, June, 1777.1 JOURNAL. 101 and about twelve on Tuesday, 3, landed at Whitehaven. I preached at five in the afternoon ; and hastening to Cocker- mouth, found a large congregation waiting in the Castle-yard. Between nine and ten I took chaise ; and about ten on Wednes- day, 4, reached Settle. In the evening I preached near the market-place, and all but two or three gentlefolks were seriously attentive. Thursday, 5. About noon I came to Otley, and foundE-R-just alive, but all alive to God. In the evening it seemed as if the departing saint had dropped her mantle upon the congregation ; such an awe was upon them, while I explained and applied, " They were all filled with the HolyGhost." -. I preached at Bradford, where a blessed work has increased ever since William Brammah was here. "Hath not Godchosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise ?" -About one I took my stand at Birstal : Thousands upon thousands filled the vale and the side of the hill ; and all,

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ago. In the evening I preached in the little chapel at Broad- marston. I preached in Pebworth church morning and after- noon, and at Bengeworth in the evening. The church, large as it is, was well filled ; and many, for the present, were much affected. I preached there once more at eight in the morning, and then rode on to Worcester. On Tuesday evening the Rec- tor of the parish was at the preaching; acandid, sensible man. He seemed much surprised, having neverdreamed before that there was such a thing as common sense among the Methodists ! The society here, by patient continuance in well-doing, has quite overcome evil with good; even the beasts of the people are now tame, and opennot their mouths against them. They profitedmuch when thewaves and storms went over them : May they profit as much by the calm ! I went through a delightful vale to Malvern-Wells, lying on the side of a high mountain, and commanding one of the finest prospects in the world; the whole vale of Evesham. Hitherto the roads were remarkably good; but they grew worse and worse till we came to Monmouth. Much disturbance was expected here ; but we had none: All were deeply attentive. About six in the evening, on Thursday, 10, I preached on the bulwarks at Brecon. Friday, 11. I called upon Mr. Gwynne, just recovering from a dangerous illness. But he is not recovered from the seriousness which it occasioned. May this be a lasting blessing ! We dined at Llandeilo ; after dinner we walked in Mr. Rees's park, one of the pleasantest I ever saw ; it is so finely watered by the winding river, running through and round the gently rising hills. Near one side of it, on the top of a high eminence, is the old Castle ; a venerable pile, at least as old as William the Conqueror, and "majestic though in ruins." July, 1777. JOURNAL. 105 In the evening I preached to a large congregation in the market-place at Carmarthen. I was afterwards informed, the Mayor had sent two Constables to forbid my preaching there. But if he did, their hearts failedthem, for they said not one word. We had a plain, useful sermon from the Vicar, though some said, " Hedid not preach theGospel." He preached

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what these menhavegreat need to hear, lest they seek death in the error of their life . In the evening I explained to ahuge congregation, who it is that builds his house upon a rock. I believe many had ears to hear, even of the young and gay; towhom I made a particu- lar application. I reached Llingwair about noon. In the even- ing Mr. Pugh read Prayers, and I preached, at Newport. This is the only town in Wales which I had then observed to increase. In riding along on the side of Newport-Bay, I observed on the ground a large quantity of turfs. These are found by removing the sand above the high-water mark, under which there is a continued bed of turf, with the roots of trees, leaves, nuts, and various kinds ofvegetables. So that it is plain the sea is an intruder here, and now covers what was once dry land. Such probably was the whole Bay a few centuries ago. Nay, it is not at all improbable, that formerly it was dry land from Aberystwith to St. David's Point. Mr. Bowen carried me in his chaise to Cardigan. This is the second town I have seen in Wales, which is continu- ally increasing both in buildings and in number of inhabitants. I preached atnoon ; five or six Clergymen being present, with a numerous congregation ; and amore attentive one I have not seen : Many likewise appeared deeply affected. If our Preachers constantly attended here, I cannot think their labour would be invain. About nine I preached again in Newport church ; and found much liberty amongthat poor, simplepeople. Wedined withAdmiral Vaughan, at Tracoon ; one of the most delightful spots that can be imagined. Thence we rode to Haverford- west; but theheat and dust were as much as I could bear : I was faint for a while : But it was all gone as soon as I came into the congregation; and after preaching, and meeting the society, I was as fresh as at six in the morning. July, 1777. -I preached at Roach, and took a view of the old Castle, built on a steep rock. A gentleman wisely asked Mr. S-, " Pray is this natural or artificial ? " He gravely

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replied, " Artificial, to be sure ; I imported it from the north of Ireland." The more I converse with the society at Haverford, the more I am united to them. Saturday, 19. About eleven I preached at Howton, two miles short of the Ferry. There was anuncommon blessing among the simple-hearted people. At Pembroke, in the evening, we had the most elegant congre- gation I have seen since we came into Wales. Some of them came in dancing and laughing, as into a theatre ; but theirmood was quickly changed, and in a few minutes they were as serious as my subject,-Death. I believe, if they do not take great care, they will remember it-for a week ! The congregation at St. Daniel's was more than the church could contain. After reading Prayers, I preached an hour, (an uncommon thing with me,) on, " Not every one that saith unto me, Lord ! Lord! " Many were cut to the heart ; and at the Lord's Supper, many were wounded and many healed. Surely now, at least, if they do not harden their hearts, all these will know the day of their visitation. Having beenmuch pressed to preach at Jatterson, a colliery, six or seven miles from Pembroke, I began soon after seven. The House was presently filled, and all the space about the doors and windows ; and the poor people drank in every word. Ihad finished my sermon, when agentleman, violentlypressing in, bade the people get home and mind their business. As he used some badwords, mydriver spake to him. He fiercely said, " Do you think I need to be taught by a chaise-boy ?" Thelad replying, " Really, Sir, I do think so," the conversation ended. In the evening I preached in the market-place at Carmarthen, to such another congregation as I had there before ; and my heart was so enlarged towards them, that I continued preaching a full hour. Tuesday, 22. I preached at Llanelly about one, and at Swansea in the evening. I preached in Swansea at five ; inNeath, between eight and nine ; and about one, at Margam. In the road between this and Bridge-End, we had the heaviest rain I ever remember to have seen in Europe: Andlit savedJohn Prickard's

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"All fevers are attended with thirst and vigilia." Nay, in two violent fevers I had no thirst at all, and slept rather more than when I was in health. -I went forward to Taunton, with Dr. Coke, who, being dismissed from his Curacy,has bid adicu to his honourable name, and determined to cast in his lot with us. In the evening Oct. 1777.1 JOURNAL. 109 I endeavoured to guard all who love or fear God against that miserable bigotry which many of our mistaken brethren are advancing with all their might. I preached at Tiverton ; Thursday, 21, at Laun- ceston ; Friday, 22, about ten, in Bodmin. Thence I went on to Cubert ; and found that venerable old man, Mr. Hoskins, calmly waiting for his discharge from the body, Saturday, 23. At noon, I preached in Redruth ; and in the evening, on the Cliff of St. Ives. In the following week I visited most of the western societies ; and on Saturday, 30, had the Quarterly Meeting. I now inquired particularly, whether the societies were increasing or decreasing. I could not hear of a decrease in any; but several were swiftly increasing ; particularly those of St. Just, Penzance, and Helstone. I preached in the morning at St. Agnes ; in the evening to the huge congregation at Gwennap ; larger (it was supposed) by fifteen hundred or two thousand, than ever it had beenbefore. Sat. SEPTEMBER 27.-Having abundance of letters from Dublin, informing me that the society there was in the utmost confusion, by reason of some of the chief members, whom the Preachers had thought it needful to exclude from the society ; and finding all I could write was not sufficient to stop the grow- ing evil ; I saw but one way remaining, to go myself, and that as soon as possible. So the next day I took chaise with Mr. Goodwin, and made straight for Mr. Bowen's, at Llyngwair, in Pembrokeshire ; hoping to borrow his sloop, and so cross over to Dublin without delay. I came to Llyngwair on Tuesday, 30. The next day, OCTOBER 1, the Captain of a sloop at Fishgard, a small sea-port town, ten or twelve miles from Llyngwair, sent meword he would sail for Dublin in the evening ; but he did

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not stir till about eight the next evening. We had asmall, fair wind. From Fishgard to Dublin is about forty leagues. We had run ten or twelve, till, atabout eight in the morning, Friday, 3, it fell dead calm. The swell was then such as I never felt before, except in the Bay of Biscay. Our little sloop, between twenty and thirty tons, rolled to and fro witha wonderful motion. Aboutnine, the Captain, finding he could not get forward, would have returned, but he could make no way. About eleven I desired we might go to prayer. Quickly after the wind sprung up fair; but it increased, till, about eight at night, it blew a Oct. 1777. storm, and it was pitch dark ; so that,having only the Captain and a boy on board, we had much ado to work the vessel. However, about ten, though we scarce know how, we got safe into Dublin Bay. -Between seven and eight I landed at Ring's End. Mr. M'Kenny met me, and carried me to his house. Our friends presently flocked from all quarters, and seemed equally surprised and pleased at seeing me. I moved no dispute, but desired a few of each side tomeet me together at tenon Mondaymorning. In the evening, although on so short a warning, we had an exceeding large congregation ; on whom (waiving all matter of contention) I strongly enforced those solemn words, " I must work the works of Him that sent me, while it is day; the night cometh, when no man can work." -I was much comforted at St. Patrick's, where an uncommon awe seemed to rest on the whole assembly. In the evening I preached on Eph. iv. 30, c., being the conclusion of the Epistle for the day. Nothing could be more seasonable, and I read it as a presage of good. -At ten I met the contending parties ; the Preachers on one hand, and the excluded members on the other : I heard them at large, and they pleaded their several causes with earnest- ness and calmness too. But four hours were too short to hear the whole cause ; so we adjourned to the next day : Meantime, in order to judge inwhat statethe society reallywas, I examined them myself ; meeting part of them to-day, and the rest on

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any two-edged sword. -I went to Norwich, and preached there in the evening. The House was far too small, the congregation being lately increased very considerably. But I place no dependence in this people; they wave to and fro, like the waves of the sea. I went over to Loddon,and preached at one to a much more settled congregation. In the evening I preached at Norwich, and afterwards administered the Lord's Supper to the society ; and I was almost persuaded, that they will no longer be tossed to and fro with every wind of doctrine. -Abundance of people were present at five, and wehad a solemn parting. Iwent to Lynn the same day ; and Saturday, 22, taking chaise soon after twelve, reached London in the afternoon . I preached in Lewisham church for the benefit of the Humane Society, instituted for the sake of those who seem to be drowned, strangled, or killed by any sudden stroke. It is a glorious design ; in consequence of which many have been recovered, that must otherwise have inevitably perished. -I spent the afternoon at Mr. Blackwell's with the Bof His whole behaviour was worthy of a Chris Dec. 1777.1 JOURNAL. 113 tianBishop ; easy, affable, courteous ; and yet all his conversa- tion spoke the dignity which was suitable to his character. Having been many times desired, for near forty years, to publish a Magazine, I at length complied, and now began to collect materials for it. If it once begin, I incline to think it will not end but with my life. Mon. DECEMBER 1.-I spent some hours, both morning and afternoon, in visiting the sick at the west end of the town ; but I could not see them all. Wednesday, 3. I visited as many as I could on the north-east part of the town. Ispent the even- ing at Newington, with Mr. Fletcher, almost miraculously reco- vering from his consumption ; and on Thursday, 4, he set out with Mr. Ireland for the south of France. I visited the chief societies in Bedfordshire and Huntingdonshire, and returned by Hertford ; where (for once) I saw a quiet and serious congregation. Wehad a larger con- gregation at Barnet, in the evening, than ever , and a greater number of communicants. Will this poor, barren wilderness

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at length blossom and bud as the rose ? -. Being strongly urged to lay the first stone of the House whichwas going to be built at Bath, on Sunday, 14, after preaching at West-street chapel in the morning, and at St. Paul's, Shadwell, in the afternoon, I went to Brentford. I preached at six ; and, taking chaise at twelve, on Monday, 15, easily reached Bath in the afternoon. Tuesday, 16. I paid a short visit to Bristol ; preached in the evening and morning following, Wednesday, 17 ; and at one laid the foundation of the new chapel at Bath. The windwas piercing cold ; yet scarce any of the congregation went away before the end of the sermon. After preaching at the Room in the evening, I took chaise, and the next afternoon reached London. Just at this time there was a combination amongmany ofthe post-chaise drivers on the Bath road, especially those that drove in the night, to deliver their passengers into each other's hands. One driver stopped at the spot they had appointed, when another waited to attack the chaise. In consequence of this, many were robbed; but I had a good Protector still. I have travelled all roads, byday andby night, for these forty years, and never was interrupted yet. I buried the remains of Mr. Bespham, many ycars Master of a man-of-war. From the time he received the Jan. 1778. truth in love, he was a pattern to all that believe. His faith was full ofmercy and good fruits : His works shall praise him inthe gates. Afew days since, my Assistant, Mr. Baynes, by far the strongest person in our family, was taken ill of a fever. He was immediately attended both by an Apothecary and a Physician ; but their labour was in vain : This morning God called him into the world of spirits. I had no desire to part with him ; but God knew what was best both for him and me. We concluded the old year, and began the new, with prayer and thanksgiving. Four or five of the Local Preachers assisted me. Iwas agreeably surprised ; their man- ner of praying being so artless andunlaboured,and yet rational and scriptural, both as to sense and expression. Thur. JANUARY 1, 1778.-We had a very solemn opportu-

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hourwith that real patriot, Lord -. What an unheard-of thingit is, that even in a Court, he should retain all his sincerity ! He is, indeed, (what I doubt Secretary Craggs never was,) Statesman, yet friend to truth. Perhaps no Prince in Europe, besides King George, is served by two of the honestest, and two of the most sensible, men in his kingdom. This week I visited the society, and founda surprising differ- ence in their worldly circumstances. Five or six years ago, one inthree, among the lower ranks of people, was out of employ- ment; and the case was supposed to be nearly the same through all London and Westminster. I did not now, after all the tragical outcries of want of trade that fill the nation, find one in ten out of business ; nay, scarce one in twenty, even in Spitalfields. I buried the remains ofRichard Burke, afaithful labourer in our Lord's vineyard : Amore unblamable charac- ter I have hardly known. In all the years that he has laboured with us, I do not remember that he ever gave me occasion to find fault with him in any thing. He was a man of unwearied diligence and patience, and " his works do follow him." I wrote " A Serious Address to the Inhabitants ofEngland," with regard to the present state ofthe nation,-so strangely misrepresented both by ignorant and designing men,- to remove, if possible, the apprehensions which have been so diligently spread, as if it were on the brink ofruin. I committed to the earth the remains of George Parsons. He has left very few like him ; so zealously, so hum- March, 1778. bly, so unreservedly devoted to God. For some time his profit- ing has appeared to allmen. He ripened apace for eternity. Hewas as a flame of fire, wherever he went ; losing no occasion of speaking or working forGod. So he finished his course in the midst of his years, and was quickly removed into the garner. Friday, 27, was the day appointed for the national fast ; and it was observed with due solemnity. All shops were shut up ; all was quiet in the streets ; all places of public worship were crowded ; no food was served up in the King's house till five

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eight in the morning to a very genteel, yet attentive, audience, on, " Acquaint thyself now with him, and be at peace." I returned to Mount-Mellick before the church began, at which I would always be present, if possible. I would fain have preached abroad in the afternoon, but the weather would not permit; sowe made all the room we could in the House, and had asolemn and comfortable meeting. Mr. Jenkins, the Vicar of Maryborough, read Prayers, and I preached on, " Repent, and believe the Gospel." The congregationwas far larger than when I was here before, and abundantlymore attentive. Several Clergymen were present, and several gentlemen ; but they were as serious as the poor. We found the election for Parliament-men had put all Kilkenny in anuproar. In consequence of this, we had a small, dead congregation. But another cause of this was, the bitter and perpetual quarrels between the chief members of the society. I talked largely with the contending parties, and they promised better behaviour for the time to come. -I went on to Clonmell, where, our Room being small, and the weather unfavourable for preaching abroad, we procured the largest room in the town, which was in the Qua- kers' workhouse. I had scarce sat down when a young man came and said, " My father and mother send their kind respects, andwould be glad of thy company this evening." His mother (now Mrs. Dudley) was myold acquaintance, Molly Stokes. I went at four, and spent an hour very agreeably. But much company coming in, Mr. Dudley desired I would call again in the morning. I then told him what his wife was reported to say ofme: He answered me, it was an utter mistake ; that she had never spoke a disrespectful word concerning me. Several of our brethren from Cork met at Rath- cormic. I was glad to find Mr. Rankin with them, just arrived from America. When we came to Cork, the congregation was waiting; so I began without delay. I earnestly exhorted a numerous congregation at eight, to" abstain from fleshly desires ; "-a necessary lesson in every place, and no where more so than in Cork. At St. Peter's church I saw a pleasing sight, the Independent Companies, raised by private persons associating together, without any

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120 REV. J. WESLEY'S April, 1778. expense to the Government. They exercised every day ; and, ifthey answer no other end,at least keep the Papists in order; who were exceedingly alert, ever since the army was removed to America. In going to Bandon, I readAbbéRaynal's " His- tory of the Settlements and Trade of the Europeans in the Indies." I would be glad to propose a few queries. I ask, 1. Is not this " Philosophical History" (so called) in many parts profoundly dull; exactly fitted to spread a pleasing slumber over the eyes of the gentle reader ? 2. Are there not several pas- sages quite obscure ? Is this the fault of the author or the trans- lator? 3. Are there not several assertions which are false in fact ? Such as that of the healthiness of Batavia, one of the unhealthiest places in the known world. 4. Do not many of his assertions so border upon the marvellous, that none but a disciple of Voltaire could swallow them ? As the account of milk-white men, with no hair, red eyes, and the understanding of amonkey. 5. Is not Raynal one of the bitterest enemies of the Christian Revelation, that ever set pen to paper ? Far more determined, and less decent, than Voltaire himself? As, where he so keenly inveighs against that horrid superstition, the depriv- ing men of their natural liberty ofwhoredom ! Doeshenot take every opportunity ofwounding Christianity through the sides of superstition or enthusiasm ? Is notthe whole laboured panegyric on the Chinese and the Peruvians, a blow at the root of Chris- tianity ; insinuating all along, that there are no Christians in the world so virtuous as these Heathens ? Prove this fact, and it undeniably follows that Christianity is not of God. But who canprove it ? Not all the baptized or unbaptized Infidels in the world. From what authentic history of China is that account taken? From none that is extant ; it is pure romance, flowing from the Abbé's fruitful brain. And from what authentic his- tory ofPeru is the account ofthe Peruvians taken ? I suppose from that pretty novel of Marmontel, probably wrote with the same design. 6. Is not Raynal one of the most bitter enemies of Monarchy that ever set pen to paper ? With what acrimony

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does he personally inveigh against it, as absolutely, necessarily, essentially subversive, not only of liberty, but of all national industry, all virtue, all happiness ! And who can deny it ? Who ? The Abbéhimself? He totally confutes his own favour- ite hypothesis : For was not Atabalipe a Monarch ? Yea, a far May, 1778. more absolute one than the King of France? Andyet was not Peru industrious, virtuous, andhappy under this very Monarch ? So the Abbé peremptorily affirms, as it were on purpose to con- fute himself. And is not the Emperor of China, at this day, as absolute a Monarch as any in Europe? And yet who so indus- trious, according toRaynal,who so virtuous, so happy, as his sub- jects ? So that he must totally give up either his argument against Christianity, or that against Monarchy. If the Peruvians were, and the Chinese are, the most industrious, virtuous, and happy men, then Monarchy is no way inconsistent with the industry, virtue, and happiness of apeople. But if the Peruvians were, in these respects, and the Chinese are, no better than other men, (which is the very truth,) then the argument against Christianity falls to the ground. From the largeness and the seriousness of the congregations here, I should have imagined the work of God was much increased; but, upon inquiry, I found just the contrary : Near one third of those were wanting whom I left in the society three years ago. Yet those who remained seemed much in earnest. In the evening God clothed his word with power ; few appeared to be unaffected ; and I was sorry I could not spend a little more time, where the fields were so white to the harvest. -I returned to Cork, and met the classes. O when will even the Methodists learn not to exaggerate ? After all the pompous accounts I had had of the vast increase of the society, it is not increased at all; nay, it is a little smaller than it was three years ago: And yet many of the members are alive to God. But the smiling world hangs heavy upon them. Sun. MAY 3.-I was a little surprised at a message from the Gentlemen of the Aghrim Society, (a company of Volunteers so called,) that, if I had no objection, they would attend at the new

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Room in the evening. They did so, with another Independent Company,who were just raised : (The True Blues:) A body of so personable men I never saw together before. The gentlemen in scarlet filled the side gallery ; those in blue the front gallery : But both galleries would not contain them all: Some were constrained to stand below. All behaved admirably well, though I spoke exceeding plain on, " We preach Christ crucified." No laughing, no talking ; all seemed to hear as for life. Surely this is a token for good. I went to Kilfinnan, in the neighbourhood of which 122 REV. J. WESLEY'S May, 1778. there is a considerable revival of the work of God. The rain continuing, I preached in alarge empty house ; and again at five in the morning. Probably I shall see that no more in the present world. We then went on, through abundance of rain, to Limerick. I felt in the evening the spirit of the congregation, the same as many years ago; but in one circumstance I observed a considerable change: I used to have large congregations atmy first coming to Limerick ; but from the first day they gradually decreased. It was not so now; but poor and rich, Protestants and Papists, flocked together, from the beginning to the end. Had they a presage, that they should see my face no more? -I preached once more to the loving, earnest, simple-hearted people of Newmarket. Two months ago, good Philip Geier fell asleep, one of the Palatines that came over and settled in Ireland, between sixty and seventy years ago. He was a father both to this and the other German societies, loving and cherishing them as his own children. He retained all his faculties to the last, and after two days' illness went to God. -Finding the poor people at Balligarane,whom I had not seen these five years, were very desirous to see me once more, I went over in the morning. Although the notice was exceeding short, yet a large number attended. -1 wrote a" Compassionate Address to the Inhabit- ants of Ireland." Through which, as well as through England, the mock patriots had laboured to spread the alarm, as though we were all on the very brink of destruction. I examined the society, and have not known them

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Popish gentleman, invited all the chief Protestants to an enter- tainment ; at the close of which, on a signal given, the men he had prepared fell upon them, and left not one of them alive. As soon as King William prevailed, he quitted Sligo. But venturing thither about twenty years after, supposing no one then knew him, he was discovered, and used according to his deserts. I went on to Peter Taylor's, near Swadlingbar. At six I preached in a large room in the town, designed for an assembly ; where rich as well as poor behaved with the utmost decency. We went through a lovely country to Belturbet ; once populous, now greatly decayed. At eleven I preached in the Armoury, a noble room, to a very large and very serious congregation. At six I preached in the Court-House at Cavan, to a larger congregation than at Belturbet. I was desired to preach once more at Coote-Hill, which I had not seen for many years. The use of the Presby- terian meeting-house being procured, I had a very extraordinary congregation. To many Church-people were added Seceders, Arians, Moravians, and what not: However, I went straight forward, insisting that "without holiness no man shall see the Lord." June, 1778.1 After dinner we went on to Clones, finely situated on the top of a hill, in the midst of a fruitful and well-cultivated country ; and the people seemed as sprightly as the place. I preached in the Green-Fort near the town, to abundance of people, but no triflers . Sunday, 24. I preached there again at nine, to a still larger congregation ; but the far largest of allwasin the evening; the people coming in from all parts of the country. There is something very peculiar in this people: They are more plain, open, and earnest, than most I have seen in the kingdom. Indeed, some of our Irish societies, those in Athlone, Limerick, Castlebar, and Clones, have much of the spirit of our old Yorkshire societies. I went through a pleasant country to Aughalan. Avery large congregation was soon assembled ; and the rich seemed to be as attentive as the poor. So they were also in the evening at Sidare. We went on to Loghean. Wednesday, 27. I

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received a very remarkable account from Mrs. Brown, a gentle- woman in the neighbourhood. She said, " Six years ago my daughterJane, then seventeenyears old, was struck raving mad ; she would strike any one she could, particularly her father ; she cursed and swore horribly ; she never slept ; and let her hands be bound ever so fast over night, they were loose in the morning. The best Physicians were consulted, and all means used ; but to no purpose. On Thursday, December 28, last, she violently struck her father on the breast ; the next day, Friday, 29, she was perfectly well, without using any means at all ; and she has continued ever since, not only in her senses, but full of faith and love." Between nine and ten I preached at a village called Magharacolton, to a large and serious congregation ; and in the evening, at Londonderry. Considering the largeness and seriousness of the congregations, I wonder no more good is done here. Mon. JUNE 1.-I went over to the New-Buildings, and took myhonourable post in the Mill. Deep attention sat on every face. So it usually does, when the poor have the Gospel preached. I preached at Londonderry in the evening, on, " I am not ashamed ofthe Gospel of Christ. " How happy would many of those be, if they had but thoroughly learned this lesson ! I took an account of the present society, a little 126 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1778. smaller than it was three years ago. Thursday, 4. I took my leave of this affectionate people, and about eleven preached at New-Town, Limavaddy. In the afternoon I went on to Kilrea, andwas cordially received by Mr. Haughton, once a Travelling Preacher, now a Magistrate, and Rector of a parish. But the church wherein it was at first proposed I should preach, is, as I found, amereheap of ruins : So I preached in the new meeting- house ; a very large and commodious building. Abundance of people flocked together ; some of them seemed not a little affected ; and all were seriously attentive : Surely some will bring forth good fruit. We went on to Coleraine. As the barracks here are empty, we hired one wing, which, by laying several rooms

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into one, supplied us with a spacious preaching-house ; but it would not contain a third of the congregation; but standing at the door, I had them all before me in the barrack-square. -I was desired to take a ride to the celebrated Giant's Causeway. It lies eleven English miles from Coleraine. When we came to the edge of the precipice, three or four poor boys were ready to hold our horses, and show us the waydown. It being dead low water, we could go any where, and see every thing to the best advantage. It is doubtless the effect of subter- raneous fire. This manifestly appears from many of the stones which composed the pillars that are now fallen down : These evidently bear the mark offire, being burnt black on one or the other surface. It appears likewise from the numerous pumice- stones scattered among the pillars : Just such pillars and pumices are found in every country which is, or ever was, subject to volcanoes. In the evening I sawa pleasing sight. A few days ago a young gentlewoman, without the knowledge of her relations, entered into the society : She was informed this evening that her sister was speaking to me upon the same account. As soon as we came into the room, she ran to her sister, fell upon her neck, wept over her, and could just say, " O sister, sister !" before she sunk down upon her knees to praiseGod. Her sister could hardly bear it; she was in tears too, andsowere all in the room. Such are the first fruits at Coleraine. May there be a suitable harvest ! -. I breakfasted with Mr. Boyd, the twin-soul, for humility and love, with Mr. Sh , of Staplehurst. I read June, 1778.1 127 Prayers for him, and administered the sacrament to such a number of communicants as I suppose never met there before. Alittle before the time of preaching, the rain ceased, andwe had awonderful congregation in the barrack-yard in the evening. Many of them were present at five in the morning, when I left them full oflove and good desires. About nine I preached in the Town-Hall at Ballimannely ; about twelve, at anotherlittle town; and in the evening, at Ballymena. We rode through a small village, whereinwas a

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little society. One desiring me to step into a house there, it was filled presently ; and the poor people were all ear, while I gave a short exhortation, and spent a few minutes in prayer. In the evening as the Town-Hall at Carrickfergus could not contain the congregation, I preached in the market-house, on, "Fear God, and keep his commandments ; for this is the wholeofman." The people in general appeared to be more serious, and the society more earnest, than they had been for many years. Thence we went to Belfast, the largest town in Ulster, said to contain thirty thousand souls. The streets are well laid out ; are broad, straight, and well-built. The poor-house stands on an eminence, fronting the main street, and having a beautiful prospect on every side, over the whole country : The old men, the old women, the male and the female children, are all employed according to their strength ; and all their apartments are airy, sweet, and clean, equal to any thing ofthe kind I have seeninEngland. I preached in the evening on one side of the new church, to farthe largest congregation I havescen in Ireland; but I doubt the bulk of them were nearly concerned in mytext, " And Gal- lio caredfor none of these things. " About nine I preached to five or six hundred people in the old church at Newtown, Clannibois. The sight of these vast buildings and large gardens running to decay, through the extinction of the family that lately ownedthem, (so success- ful was the scheme of those wretches who purposely educated poor Mr. C.-, the last of the family, in such a manner as to insure his not living long, and his dying without issue,) always makes me pensive; but still our comfort is, " There is aGodthat judgeth in the earth." About twelve I preached at Kirkhubly: Thence we went to Port-a-ferry, and foundaready passage to Strangford. I stood June, 1778. on the point of a rock, which projected into a large circular cavity, that contained inthe hollow, and round the edge of it, all the multitude who flocked together. I spoke longer than I used to do ; and was no more weary when I had done, than I was at six it the morning. After servicewe went to Down- patrick, where I slept in peace.

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-. I walked through the town ; I suppose one of the most ancient in Ulster. Iwas informed, itwas once abundantly larger than it is now ; consisting ofthe Irish town, then inhab- ited by none but Roman Catholics; and the English town, encompassed with a wall, and a deep ditch filled with water. At the head of the English town stands the Abbey, on a hill which commands allthe country. It is a noble ruin, and is far the largest building that I have seen in the kingdom. Adjoin- ing to it is one ofthe most beautiful groves which I ever beheld with my eyes: It covers the sloping side of the hill, and has vistas cut through iteveryway. In the middle of it is a circular space, twenty or thirtyyards in diameter. Iwould have preached there, but the raindrove into the House asmany as could crowd together. I took my standinthe middle of the Grove ; the people standing before me on the gradually rising ground, which formed a beautiful theatre : The sun just glimmered through the trees, but did not hinder me at all. It was a glorious opportunity : The whole congregation seemed to drink into one spirit. I preached at Dunsford in the morning. In the evening the congregation in the Grove exceeded even that at Belfast ; and I verily believe all ofthem were almost persuaded to be Christians. -I left Downpatrick with much satisfaction ; andin the evening preached in the Linen-Hall at Lisburn, to near as large a congregation as that in the Grove ; butnot nearso much affected. Afterwards I went to my old lodging at Derry-Aghy, one of the pleasantest spots in the kingdom ; and I could relish it now ! How does God bring us down to the gates of death, and bring us up again! I preached at eight to a lively congregation, under the venerable old yew, supposed to have flourished in the reign ofKing James, if not of Queen Elizabeth. At eleven our brethren flocked to Lisburn from June, 1778. 129 all parts, whom I strongly exhorted, in the Apostle's words, to "walk worthy ofthe Lord." At the love-feast which followed, we were greatly comforted ; many ofthe country people declar- ing with all simplicity, and yet with great propriety both of sen-

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timent and expression,what God had done for their souls. I preached at Ballinderry, (in my way to Lur- gan,)where many flocked together, though at a very short warn- ing. We had four or five times as many in the evening at Lurgan; but some of them wild as colts untamed. However, they all listened to that great truth, " Narrow is the way that leadeth unto life ." I preached about noon to a serious company at Derry-Anvil ; and thenwent on to Cockhill. I preached here at the bottom of the garden ; the tablewas placed under a tree, and most of the people sat on the grass before it ; and every thing seemed to concur with the exhortation, " Acquaint thyself now with him, and be at peace." -I travelled through adelightful country to Charle- mont, where Captain Tottenham was the Commanding Officer. We lodged with himin the castle, which stands on aneminence, and commands the country on all sides. A tent was set up in the castle-yard, where all the soldiers were drawn up at eleven, with abundance of people from many miles round, who were all attention. In the evening their number was considerably enlarged; but still all heard as for life. I preached at nine in the avenue at Armagh, to a large and serious congregation. It was increased four-fold at six in the evening; but manywere there who behaved as if they had been in a bear-garden. I took a walk to the Primate's ; andwent through the house, and all the improvements. The house is neat and handsome, but not magnificent ; and is elegantly, but not splen- didly, furnished. Thedomain is beautifully laid out in meadow- ground, sprinkled with trees ; on one side of which is a long hill covered with a shrubbery, cut into serpentine walks. On each side of the shrubbery is a straight walk, commanding a beautiful prospect. Since this Primate came, the town wears another face : He has repaired and beautified the cathedral, built a row of neat houses for the Choral-Vicars, erected a public Library and an Infirmary, procured the Free-School to be rebuilt of the size of a little College, and a new-built horse-barrack, toge- June, 1778. ther with a considerable number of convenient and handsome

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dog,who had bit several persons : He walked on, took up a large stone, struck thedog on the head, and knocked him down ; he then leaped upon him, and dispatched him ; while the people crowded round, and gave him abundance of thanks. On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I visited many of July, 1778. those who had left the society ; but I found them so deeply prejudiced, that, till their hearts are changed, I could not advise them to return to it . I went with a few friends to Lord Charlemont's, two or three miles from Dublin. It is one of the pleasantest places I have ever seen : The water, trees, and lawns, are so elegantly intermixed with each other; having a serpentine walk running through a thick wood on one side, and an open prospect both of land and sea on the other. In the thickest part of the wood is the Hermitage, a small room, dark and gloomy enough. The Gothic temple, at the head of a fine piece of water, which is encompassedwith stately trees, is delightful indeed. But the most elegant of all the buildings is not finished : The shell of it is surprisingly beautiful, and the rooms well contrived both for use and ornament. But what is all this, unless God is here ? Unless he is known, loved, and enjoyed? Not only vanity, unable to give happiness, but vexation of spirit. In the evening I went on board the Prince of Orange; but, the wind failing, we soon struck upon a sand- bank. We got clear of it about five in the morning, and set sail. All the day before there had been a strong north-east wind; this had raised the sea to an uncommon degree, which affected me full as much as a storm. However, lying down at four in the afternoon, I fell asleep, and slept most of the time till four in the morning. About six we landed on Liverpool quay, and all my sickness was over. We had, as usual, a very numerous and very serious congregation. Wednesday, 22. I went on to Bolton. The new House here is the most beautiful in the country. It was well filled in the evening ; and I believe many of the audi-

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dred books more than I had then, andmay know a little more History, or Natural Philosophy, than I did , but I am not sensible that this has made any essential addition to my know- ledge inDivinity. Fortyyears ago I knew and preached every Christian doctrine which I preach now. -About noon I preached at Cathanger, abouteight miles from Taunton. It was an exceeding large house, built (as the inscription over the gate testifies) in the year 1555, by Serjeant Walsh, who had then eight thousand pounds a year ; perhaps more than equal to twenty thousand now. Butthe once famous family is now forgotten ; the estate is mouldered almost into nothing; and three quarters of the magnificent buildings lie level with the dust. I preached in the great hall, like that of Lincoln College, to a very serious congregation. In the evening I preached at South-Petherton, once a place of renown, and the capital of a Saxon kingdom ; as is vouched by a palace of King Ina still remaining, and a very large and 136 REV. J WESLEY'S Sept. 1778. ancient church. I suppose the last blow given to it was by Judge Jefferies, who, after Monmouth's rebellion, hanged so many of the inhabitants, and drove so many away, that it is never likely to lift up its head again. I spent some time in the evening, and an hour in themorning, with the lovely children at Publow. Such another company ofthem I never saw, since Miss Bosanquet removed from Leytonstone. -I returned to Bristol. Sunday, 6. At eight I preached near the Drawbridge ; at two near Kingswood school, under the tree which I planted for the use of the next genera- tion; and at five, near King's square, to a very numerous and exceeding serious congregation. -In myway to Bath I read a pamphlet which sur- prised me exceedingly. For many years I had heard the King severely blamed for giving allplaces oftrust and profit to Scotch- men : And this was so positively and continually affirined, that Ihad no doubt ofit. To put the matter beyond all possible dispute, the writer appeals to the Court Kalendar of the present year, which contains the names of all those that hold places under the King. And hereby it appears, that of four hundred

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theseed that fell among thorns. God strongly applied his word. I preached at Almsbury, to a large number of plain people, who seemed just ripe for the Gospel. We observed Friday, OCTOBER 2, as a day of fasting and prayer, for our King and nation. We met, as usual, at five, at nine, at one, and in the evening. At each time, I believe, some found that Godwas with us ; but more especially in the concluding service. -. Visiting one at the poor-house, I was much moved to see such a company of poor,maimed, halt, and blind, who seemed to have no one caring for their souls. So I appointed to be there the next day ; and at two o'clock had all that could get out of bed, young and old, in thegreat hall. My heart was greatly enlarged toward them, and many blessed God for the consolation. Monday, I went with my brother to the Devizes, and preached in alarge, commodious room. This and the following evening we preached at Sarum. Wednesday, 7. We went on to Win- chester. I had thoughts of preaching abroad, if haply any thing might awaken a careless, self-conceited people. But the rainwould not permit : And it made the road soheavy, that we could not reach Portsmouth-Common till near six. One of our friends, whom I have known several years, Mrs. Sarah Md, and on whose veracity I could depend, was mentioning some uncommon circumstances. I Oct. 1778. desired her to relate them at large, which she readily did as follows :- " Six or seven years ago, a servant of my husband's died of the small-pox. A few days after, as I was walking into the town, I met him in his common every-day clothes, running towards me. In about a minutehe disappeared. " Mr. Heth, a Surgeon andApothecary,died in March, 1756. On the 14th of April following, Iwas walking with two other women in the High-Street, about day-break, and we all three saw him, dressed as he usually was, in a scarlet surtout, a bushy wig, and avery small hat. Hewas standing and leaning against a post,with his chinresting on his hands. Aswe came towards him, (for we were notfrighted atall,) he walked towards us, and went by us. We looked steadily after him, and saw him till he turned into the market-house.

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filled, and more than filled, many being obliged to stand without. Yet there was no breath of noise; the whole congregation seemed to be " all but their attention dead." We had prayed before, that God would give us a quiet time, and he granted us our request. Immediately after, a strange scene occurred. I was desired to visit one who had been eminently pious, but had now been confined to her bed for several months, and was utterly unable to raise herself up. She desired us to pray, that the chain might be broken. A few of us prayed in faith. Presently she rose up, dressed herself, camedown stairs, and I believehad not any farther complaint. In the evening I preached at High- Wycomb, and on Saturday returned to London. -About noon, I reached Mr. Fary's near Little Brickhill. I designed to preach in the House ; but the number ofpeople obliged me to preach abroad, in spite of the keen east winds. Tuesday, 20. I preached about noon at Hanslip, and in the evening at Moreton, near Buckingham. Wednesday, 21. I preached about noon at Silston, (properly Silverstone,) and then walkedwith a company of our friends to Whittlebury. This is the flower of all our societies in the Circuit,both for zeal and simplicity. Thursday, 22. I preached at Towcester ; on Friday, at Northampton ; and onSaturday, returned to London. I set out in the diligence to Godmanchester, hoping to be there by six in the evening. But we did not come till past eight : So, most of the people being gone, I only gavea short exhortation. Atfive in the morning we had a large congregation, but a much larger in the evening. Wednesday, 28. About noon I preached at St. Neot's, and afterwards visited 140 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1778. a lovely young woman, who appeared to be in the last stage of a consumption, andwas feebly gasping after God. She seemed to be just ripe for the Gospel, which she drank in with all her soul. God speedily brought her to the blood of sprinkling, and a few days after she died in peace. I preached in the evening at Bedford, and the next day, Thursday, 29, at Luton. We had amiserable preaching-house here : But Mr. Cole has now fitted up a very neat and commo-

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dious Room, which was thoroughly filled with well-behaved and deeply attentive hearers. How long did we seem to be plough- ing the sand here ! But it seems there will be some fruit at last. I preached at noon to fifty or sixty dull creatures, at poor, desolate Hertford ; and they heard with something like seriousness . In the afternoon I went on to London. Sunday, NOVEMBER 1, was theday appointed for opening the new chapel in the City-Road. It is perfectly neat, but not fine ; and contains far more people than the Foundery : I believe, together with the morning chapel, as many as the Tabernacle. Many were afraid that the multitudes, crowding from all parts, would have occasioned much disturbance. But they were happily disappointed : There was none at all : All was quietness, decency, and order. I preached on part of Solomon's Prayer at the Dedication of the Temple ; and both in the morning and afternoon, (when I preached on the hundred forty and four thousand standing with the Lamb on Mount Zion,) Godwas eminently present in the midst ofthe congregation. -I went to Chatham, and preached in the evening to a lively, loving congregation. Tuesday, 3. I went by water to Sheerness. Our Room being far too small for the people that attended, I sent to the Governor to desire (what had been allowed me before) the use of the chapel. He refused me, (uncivilly enough) affecting to doubt whether I was in orders ! So I preached to as many as it would contain in our ownRoom. -I took a view of the old church at Minster, once a spacious and elegant building. It stands pleasantly on the top ofa hill, and commands all the country round. We went from thence to Queensborough, which contains above fifty houses, and sends two members to Parliament. Surely the whole Isle of Sheppy is now but a shadow ofwhat it was once. -I returned to Chatham, and on the following morning set out in the stage-coach for London. At the end Dec. 1778.1 JOURNAL. of Stroud, I chose to walk up the hill, leaving the coach to follow me. But it was in no great haste : It did not overtake me till I had walked above five miles. I cared not if it had

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avail themselves of his being spared too, and continually increase not only in number, but in the knowledge and love ofGod. Jan. 1779. -I buried the remains of Merchant West, snatched away in the midst of his years. From a child hehad the fear of God, and was serious and unblamable in his behaviour. When he was ajourneyman, he was reverenced by all who wrought in the shop with him; he was a pattern of diligence in all things, spiritual and temporal. During along and severe illness, his patience was unshaken, till hejoyfully resigned his spirit toGod. -I took a little journey to Canterbury and Dover, and was much comforted among aloving,earnest people. Fri- day, 11. I preached at Lambeth, in the chapel newly prepared by Mr. Edwards, whose wife has seventy-five boarders. Miss Owen, at Publow, takes only twenty, thinking she cannot do her duty to any more. -. I calledupon Colonel Gallatin. Butwhat a change is here : The fine gentleman, the soldier, is clean gone, sunk into a feeble, decrepid old man; not able to rise off his seat, and hardly able to speak. -I buried what was mortal of honest Silas Told. For many years he attended the malefactors in Newgate, without fee or reward ; and I suppose no man for this hundred years has been so successful in that melancholy office. God had given him peculiar talents for it; andhe had amazing success therein. The greatest part of those whom he attended died in peace, and many ofthem in the triumph of faith. -(Being Christmas-Day.) Our service beganat four, as usual, in the new chapel. I expected Mr. Richardson to read Prayers at West-Street chapel, but he did not come ; so I read Prayers myself, and preached, and administered the sacrament to several hundred people. In the afternoon I preached at the new chapel, thoroughly filled inevery corner ; and in theevening at St. Sepulchre's, one of the largest parish churches in London. It was warın enough, being sufficiently filled ; yet I felt no weakness or weariness, but was stronger after I had preachedmy fourth sermon, than I was after the first. We concluded the oldyear with a solemn watch- night, and beganthe new with praise and thanksgiving. We had a violent storm at night. The roaring of the wind was like

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pretty ; but neither deep nor strong. Scarce any of the terms are accurately defined : Indeed, defining is not this author's talent. Hehas not by anymeans a clear apprehension; and it is through this capital defect, that hejumbles together true and false propositions, in every chapter and in every page. To this Essay three extracts are subjoined. The first is much to the purpose. The second is a superficial, empty thing. Is this a specimen of the great M. D'Alembert ? But I was most surprised at the third. What ! is this extracted from the famous Montesquieu ? It has neither strength, nor clearness, nor justness of thought ! And is this the writer so admired all overEurope ? He is no more to be compared to Lord Forbes, or Dr. Beattie, than amouse to an elephant. I preachedin the new House which Mr. Fletcher April, 1779. has built in Madeley wood. The people here exactly resemble those at Kingswood; only they are more simple and teachable. But for want of discipline, the immense pains which he has takenwith them has not done the good which might have been expected. I preached at Shrewsbury in the evening, and on Friday, 26, about noon, in the assembly-room at Broseley. It was well we were in the shade ; for the sun shone as hot as it usuallydoes at midsummer. We walked from thence to Coalbrook-Dale, and took a view of the bridge which is shortly to be thrown over the Severn. It is one arch, a hundred feet broad, fifty-two high, and eighteen wide ; all of cast-iron, weighing many hundred tons. I doubt whether the Colossus at Rhodes weighed much more. -. I preached at Newcastle-under-Lyne ; Sunday, 28, at Burslem, morning and afternoon. Monday, 29. I went on to our loving brethren at Congleton, and preached on the nature of Christian zeal. Ameasure of this theyhave already ; but they wantmuch more. Tuesday, 30, and the next day, I preached at Macclesfield. The hearts ofmany were enlarged ; and the society I found was increasing both in number and strength . Thur. APRIL 1.-About one, I preached at New-Mills, in Derbyshire. A commodious preaching-house, lately built, has proved a blessing to the whole country. They flock together from every quarter, and are thankful both to God andman. In

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the evening I preached at Stockport, where I received a strange account of poor William Hamilton, who left us to join the Quakers, and is as miserable as he can live, afraid to see any man lest he should kill him. O what a poor exchange has this unhappy man made ! -About one I opened the new chapel at Davyhulme. APRIL 4, (being Easter-Day,) was a solemn festival. In the afternoon I preached at Oldham, to such acongregation as I have not seen since I was in the Cornish amphitheatre. And all, beside a few giddy children, were seriously attentive. I preached at Northwich. I used to go on from hence to Little-Leigh ; but since Mr. Barker is gone hence, that place knows us no more. I cannot but wonder at the infatua- tion of men that really love and fear God, and yet leave great part of, if not all, their substance to men that neither love nor April, 1779. 147 fear him ! Surely if I did little goodwith my money while I lived, I would, at least, do good with it when I could live no longer. I went to Mr. S's at Nantwich, a nephew of Mr. Matthew S-; who was, fifty years ago, one ofour little company at Oxford, and was then both in person, in natural temper, and in piety, one of the loveliest young men I knew. Mr. Joseph S was then unborn, and was for many years without God in the world. But he is now as zealous in the works of God, as he was once in the works of the devil. While Ipreached itwas a season of strong consolation ; but one young gentlewoman refused to be comforted. She followed me into Mr. S's all in tears ; but would neither touch meat nor drink. After I had spent a little time in prayer, she broke out into prayer herself; and she did not cease, till God turned her sorrow intojoy unspeakable. After preaching at Alpraham and Chester, on Wednesday I went on to Warrington. The proprietor ofthe new chapel had sent me word, that I was welcome to preach in it ; but he had now altered his mind : So I preached in our own ; and I saw not one inattentive hearer.

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ofimportance, either to me or any man living. -Dr. Kershaw, the Vicar of Leeds, desired me to assist him at the sacrament. It was a solemn season. We were ten Clergymen, and seven or eight hundred communicants. Mr. Atkinson desired me to preach in the afternoon. Such a congregation had been seldom seen there ; but I preached to a much larger in our own House at five ; and I found nowant of strength. -. After having visited the intermediate societies, I came to Darlington, and found some of the liveliest people in the north ofEngland. All but one or two of the society are justified ; great part of them partakers of the great salvation ; and all of them seem to retain their first simplicity, and to be as teachable as little children. I preached in the market-place ; and all the congre- gation behaved well, but a party of the Queen's Dragoons. Monday, 10. I preached at Barnard-Castle ; and saw a quite different behaviour in the Durham Militia ; the handsomest body of soldiers I ever saw, except in Ireland. The next even- ing they all came, both Officers and soldiers, andwere a pattern to the whole congregation. In myjourney to Brough, (where I preached at noon,) I read over a volume of Dr. Blair's Ser- mons. He is an elegant, but not a deep, writer ; much resem- bling, but not equalling, Mr. Seed. I do not remember that any day in January, February, or March, was near so cold as this. After preaching at Cuthburton and in Teesdale, I went a little out of my way, to see one of the wonders of nature. The river Tees rushes down between two rocks, and falls sixty feet perpendicular into a basin of water, sixty feet deep. In the evening I preached to the lovely congregation in Weardale, and the next day went on to Newcastle. May, 1779. I preached at Gateshead-Fell in the morning; and in the new House, near Sheephill, at noon. Here thework of God greatly revives ; many are lately convinced of sin, and many enabled, from dayto day, to rejoice in God their Saviour. About noon I preached at Shields, and in the evening at Sunderland. Tuesday, 18. I read Prayers and preached in Monkwearmouth church , and Thursday, 20,

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returned to Newcastle. Sunday, 23. Inthe morning I preached at Ballast-Hills ; about two, at the Fell; about five, at the Garth-Heads. The congregationwas double to that at the Fell ; and I trust God gave us a double blessing. I preached at five in the Orphan-House ; about nine, at Placey ; at noon, in the market-house, at Morpeth. Many soldiers, who were marching through the town, came in; and the powerof the Lordwas present toheal. In the evening I preached in the Court-House, at Alnwick ; and at night was no more tired than in the morning. We walked through the Castle. Two of the rooms are more elegant than even those at Harewood-House. But it is not a profusion of ornaments, (they are exceeding plain and simple,) it is not an abundance of gold and silver, but a je ne sçai quoi, that strikes every person of taste. In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall, at Berwick. Many Officers, as well as soldiers, were there ; and the whole congregation seemed much affected. Shall we see fruit at Ber- wick also ? We had suchacongregation at Dunbar as I have not seen there for many years. Thursday, 27. I went on to Edinburgh. I was agreeably surprised at the singing in the evening. I havenot heard such female voices, so strong and clear, anywhere in England. I went to Glasgow, and preached in the House ; but the next evening, by the river-side. Sunday, 30. At seven I spoke exceeding strong words, in applying the parable of the Sower. In the afternoon I went to the English chapel. But how was I surprised ! Such decency have I seldom seen even at West-Street, or the new Room in Bristol. 1. All, both men and women, were dressed plain : I did not see one high head : 2. No one took notice of any one, at coming in; but, after a short ejaculation, sat quite still: 3. None spoke to any one during the Service, nor looked either on one side or the other : June, 1779.1 153 4. All stood, every man, woman, and child, while the Psalms were sung: 5. Instead of an unmeaning voluntary, was an anthem, and one of the simplest and sweetest I ever heard :

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evening I preached once more in the market-place, on those 154 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1779. awful words, " Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." -I came to Grange-Green, near Forres, about twelve o'clock. But I found the house had changed its master since I was here before, nine years ago. Mr. Grant (who then lived here, in his brother's house) was now Sir Lodowick Grant ; having succeeded to the title and estate of Sir Alexander, dying without issue. But his mind was not changed with his fortune. He received me with cordial affection, and insisted on my send- ing for Mrs. Smith and her little girl, whom I had left at Forres. Wewere all here as at home, in one of the most healthy and most pleasant situations in the kingdom ; and I had the satis- faction to observe my daughter sensibly recovering her strength, almost every hour. In the evening all the family were called in to prayers ; to whom I first expounded a portion of Scripture. Thus ended this comfortable day. So has God provided for us in a strange land ! -I found another hearty welcome from Mr. Dunbar, the Minister of Nairn. A little after ten I preached in his kirk, which was full from end to end. I have seldom seen a Scotch congregation so sensibly affected. Indeed it seemed that God smote the rocks, and brake the hearts of stone in pieces. In the afternoon I reached Inverness, but found a new face of things there. Good Mr. Mackenzie had been for some years removed to Abraham's bosom. Mr. Fraser, his colleague, a pious man, of the old stamp, was likewise gone to rest. The three present Ministers are of another kind; so that I have no more place in the kirk ; and the wind and rain would not permit me to preach on the Green. However, our House was large, though gloomy enough. Being now informed, (which I did not suspect before,) that the town was uncommonly given to drunk- enness, I used the utmost plainness of speech ; and I believe not without effect. I then spent some time with the society, increased from twelve to between fifty and sixty : Many ofthese knew inwhom they had believed; andmany were going on to

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I examined the society. In five years I found five members had been gained! Ninety-nine being increased to a hundred and four. What then have our Preachers been doing all this time ? 1. They have preached four evenings in the week, and on Sun- day morning; the other mornings they have fairly given up. 2. They have taken great care not to speak too plain, lest they should give offence. 3. When Mr. Brackenbury preached the old Methodist doctrine, one of them said, " You must not preach such doctrine here. The doctrine of Perfection is not calculated June, 1779. for the meridian of Edinburgh." Waving, then, all other hin- derances, is it any wonder, that the work of God has not pros- peredhere? On Friday and Saturday, I preached with all possible plain- ness ; and some appeared to be much stirred up. On Sunday, 20, I preached at eight, and at half an hour past twelve ; and God gave us a parting blessing. Iwas inhopes ofpreaching abroad at Dunbarinthe evening, but the rainwould not permit. Monday, 21. I preached in the Court-House at Alnwick ; and finding the people were greatly alarmed, with the news of the French and Spanish fleets, I opened and applied, " Say ye to the righteous, it shall be well with him." I believemany laid hold of the promise, and were not a little comforted. Finding the panic had spread to Newcastle, I strongly enforced those words, " The Lord sitteth above the water-floods ; the Lord reigneth a King for ever." Wednesday, 23. I rested here. Lovely place, and lovely company ! But I believe there is another world : Therefore, I must " arise and gohence !" I preached at Stockton-upon-Tees at noon, and at Yarm in the evening. Friday, 25. At two in the afternoon I preached to a lovely congregation, at Potto, and to such another at Hutton-Rudby. Iwas afterwards agreeably surprised in examining the select society. Many ofthem havebeenmem- bers thereof for near twenty years. And not one of them has lost the pure love of God ever since they first received it. After preaching at Stokesley and Guisborough, I went on to our loving, earnest brethren at Whitby ; just of the same spirit with those at Darlington, in the opposite point of the Circuit.

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I came once more to Carmarthen. Finding the people here (as indeed in every place) under a deep consterna- tion through the terrible reports which flew on every side, I cried aloud in the market-place, " Sayye unto the righteous, it shall be well with him." God made it aword in season to them, and many were no longer afraid. Aug. 1779. JOURNAL. -Setting out immediately after preaching, about eight I preached at Kidwelly, about nine miles from Carmar- then, to a very civil and unaffected congregation. At eleven, though the sun was intensely hot, I stood at the end of the church-yard in Llanelly, and took occasion from a passing-bell, strongly to enforce those words, " It is appointed unto men once to die. " About six I preached at Swansea to a large congrega- tion, without feeling any weariness. I preached at five ; andabout eight in the Town- Hall at Neath. In the afternoon I preached in the church near Bridge-End, to a largercongregation than I ever saw there before; and at six, in the Town-Hall at Cowbridge, much crowded, and hot enough. The heat made it a little more difficult to speak ; but, by the mercy of God, I was no more tired when I had done, than when I rose in the morning. I preached at five, and again at eleven. I think this was the happiest time ofall. The poor and the rich seemed to be equally affected. O how are the times changed at Cow- bridge, since the people compassed the house where I was, and poured in stones from every quarter ! But my strength was then according to my day; and (blessed be God ! ) so it is still. In the evening I preached in the large hall at Mr. Matthews's in Llandaff. Andwill the rich also hear the words of eternal life? " With God all things are possible." I preached at Cardiff about noon, and at six in the evening. We then went on to Newport ; and setting out early in the morning, reached Bristol in the afternoon. Sunday, 29. Ihada very large number of communicants. It was oneof the hottest days I have known in England. The thermometer rose to eighty degrees ;-as high as it usually rises in Jamaica.

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Elysian Fields. 6. It was ominous for My Lord to entertain himself and his noble company in a grotto built on the bank of Styx; that is, on the brink of hell. 7. The river on which it stands is a black, filthy puddle, exactly resembling a common sewer. 8. One of the stateliest monuments is taken down, the Egyptian Pyramid; and no wonder, considering the two inscrip- tions, which are still legible ; the one,- Linquenda tellus , et domus, et placens Uxor : Neque harum, quas colis, arborum Tepræter invisas cupressos, Ulla brevem dominum sequetur ! The other,- Lusisti satis, edisti satis, atque bibisti : Tempus abire tibi est : Ne potum largius æquo Rideat, et pulset lasciva decentius ætas." Upon the whole, I cannot but prefer Cobhamgardens to those at Stow: For, 1. The river at Cobham shames all the ponds at The following is Boscawen's translation of these verses from Horace :- Thy lands, thy dome, thy pleasing wife, These must thou quit ; 'tis nature's doom : No tree, whose culture charms thy life, Save the sad cypress, waits thy tomb. Ofmeat anddrink, ofpleasure and ofplay, You've had your fill : 'Tis time you steal away, Lest you be jostled offby that brisk race W'hom sports become, and wanton revels grace.-EDIT. 170 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1779. Stow. 2. There is nothing at Stow comparable to the walk near the wheel which runs up the side of a steep hill, quite grotesque and wild. 3. Nothing in Stow gardens is to be com- pared to the large temple, the pavilion, the antique temple, the grotto, or the building at the head of the garden ; nor to the neatness which runs through the whole. But there is nothing even at Cobham to be compared, 1. To the beautiful cross at the entrance of Stourhead gardens. 2. To the vast body ofwater. 3. The rock-work grotto. 4. The temple of the sun. 5. The hermitage. Here too every thing is nicely clean, as well as in full preservation. Add to this, that all the gardens hang on the sides of a semicircular mountain. And there is nothing either at Cobham or Stow which can balance the advantage of such a situation. On this and the two following evenings I preached at Whit- tlebury, Towcester, and Northampton. On Saturday I returned to London.

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-I set out for Sussex ; and after visiting the societies there, returned to London on Saturday, 23. I was in hopes, by bringing her with me, to save the life of Miss A., of Ewhurst, far gone in a consumption. But shewas too far gone: So that though that journey helped her for awhile, yet she quickly relapsed, and soon after died in peace. I preached a charity sermon in Shadwell church. I spoke with all possible plainness. And surely some, out of an immense multitude, will receive the truth, and bring forth fruit withpatience. -I set out for Norwich. Tuesday, 26. I went on toYarmouth; on Wednesday to Lowestoft; on Friday to Loddon. Saturday, 30. I came to Norwich again. Mon. NOVEMBER 1.-I crossed over to Lynn, and settled the little affairs there ; on Wednesday, 3, went on to Colchester ; and on Friday, to London. Saturday, 6. I began examining the society, which usually employs me eleven or twelve days. -I had the pleasure of an hour's conversation with Mr. G. , one of the members of the first Congress in America. He unfolded a strange tale indeed ! How has poor K. G. been betrayed on every side ! But this is our comfort : There is One higher than they. And He will command all things to work together for good. The following week I examined the rest of our society ; but Nov. 1779.1 171 did not find such an increase as I expected. Nay, there was a considerable decrease,plainly owing to a senseless jealousy that had crept in between our Preachers ; which had grieved the Holy Spirit ofGod, and greatly hindered his work. My brother and I set out for Bath, on a very extraordinary occasion. Some time since Mr. Smyth, a Cler- gyman, whose labours God had greatly blessed in the north of Ireland, brought his wife over to Bath, who had been for some time in a declining state of health. I desired him to preach every Sunday evening in our chapel, while he remained there. But as soon as I was gone, Mr. M'Nab, one of our Preachers, vehemently opposed that ; affirming it was the common cause of all the Lay Preachers ; that they were appointed by the

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Conference, not by me, and would not suffer the Clergy to ride over their heads ; Mr. Smyth in particular, of whom he said all manner of evil. Others warmly defended him. Hence the society was torn in pieces, and thrown into the utmost con- fusion. I read to the society a paper which I wrote near twenty years ago on alike occasion. Herein I observed, that " the rules of our Preachers were fixed by me, before any Con- ference existed," particularly the twelfth : "Above all, you are to preach when and where I appoint." By obstinately opposing which rule, Mr. M'Nab has made all this uproar. In the morn- ing, at a meeting of the Preachers, I informed Mr. M'Nab, that, as he did not agree to our fundamental rule, I could not receive him as one of our Preachers, till he was of another mind. I read the same paper to the society at Bristol, as I found the flame had spread thither also. A few at Bath separated from us on this account : But the restwere thoroughly satisfied. So on Friday, 26, I took coach again, and on Satur- day reached London. In this journey I read Dr. Warner's History of Ireland, from its first settlement to the English Conquest ; and, after calm deliberation, I make no scruple to pronounce it a mere senseless romance. I do not believe one leaf of it is true, from the begin- ning to the end. I totally reject the authorities on which he builds : I will not take Flagherty's or Keating's word for a far- thing. I doubt not, Ireland was, before the Christian era, full as barbarous as Scotland or England. Indeed it appears from their own accounts, that the Irish in general were continually Dec. 1779. plundering and murdering each other from the earliest ages to that period: And so they were ever since, by the account of Dr. Warner himself, till they were restrained by the English. How then were they converted by St. Patrick ? Cousin-german to St. George! To what religion? Not to Christianity. Neither in his age, nor the following, had they the least savour of Chris- tianity, either in their lives or their tempers. -I preached acharity sermon at St. Peter's, Corn- hill. Monday, 29. I visited the societies in Kent, and returned

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a child told him they were at hand, and had only time to run and get into a hollow which was under the house. The maid clapped to the trap-door, and covered it over with flax. They searched the house from top to bottom,opened all the closets, turned up the beds, and, finding nothing, went away. He was scarce come out, when another party beset the house, and came so quick, that he had but just time to get in again ; and the maid, not having flax enough at hand, covered the door with foul linen. When these also had wearied themselves with searching, and went away, he put on his boots and great coat, took a gun and a rug, (it being asharp frost,) and crept into a little marsh near the house. Athird party came quickly, swearing he must be about the house, and they would have him if he was alive. Hearing this he stole away with full speed, and lay down near the sea-shore, between two hillocks, covering himselfwith seaweeds. They came so near that he heard one ofthem swear, " If I find him, Iwill hang him on the nexttree." Another answered, "Iwill not stay for that : I willshoot him the moment I see him." After some time, finding theywere gone, he lifted up his ! head, and heard a shrill whistle from aman fifty or sixty yards off. He soon knew him to be a deserter from the rebel army. He asked Mr. H. what he designed to do ; who answered, " Go in my boat to the English ships, which are four or five and twenty miles off." But the rebels had found and burnt the boat. So, knowing their life was gone if they stayed till the 1 morning, they got into a small canoe, (though liable to overset 1 with a puff ofwind,) and set off from shore. Having rowedtwo or three miles, they stopped at a little island, and made a fire, being almost perishedwith cold. But they werequickly alarmed, byaboat rowing toward the shore. Mr. Hatton, standing up, said, " We have a musket and a fusee. If you load one, as fast as I discharge the other, I will give a good account of them 174 Feb. 1780. all. " He then stepped to the shore, and bade the rowers stop,

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Minister sent me word, I was welcome to preach in his church. On hearing this, many people walked thither immediately, near amile from the town ; but in ten minutes he sent me word, his mind was changed. We knew not then what to do, till the April, 1780.1 JOURNAL. Trustees of the Independent meeting offered us the use of their House. It was quickly filled, and truly God bore witness to his word. In the evening I preached at Huddersfield. Saturday, 8. About noon I opened the new House at Mirfield, and in the evening preached at Daw-Green. Sunday, 9. I went on to Birstal, and took my stand at the front of the House, though the north-east wind whistled round about. Ipreached again between four and five, pointing them to the Great Shepherd and Bishop of their souls. I preached in the prison at Whitelee ; in the evening at Morley ; and on Tuesday morning at Cross-Hall. The family here are much grown in grace since I saw them last. Most of them now enjoy the great salvation, and walk worthy of their vocation ; and all around them " see their good works, and glorify their Father which is in heaven." In the evening I preached to a very genteel congregation at Wakefield. Wednesday, 12. After preaching at Rothwell, I inquiredwhat was become of that lovely class of little girls, most of them believers, whom I met here a few years since. I found those of them that hadpious parents remain to this day : But all ofthem whose parents did not fear God are gone back into theworld. In the evening I preached in the new House at Leeds. Thursday, 13. I opened the new House at Hunslet. On Fri- day, I preached at Woodhouse. Sunday, 16. Our House at Leeds was full at eight; yet every one heard distinctly. Inthe afternoon I preached at the old church ; but a considerable part ofthe people could not hear. Indeed the church is remarkably ill constructed. Had it been built with common sense, all that were in it, and even more, might have heard every word. I left Leeds in one of the roughest mornings I haveever seen. We had rain, hail, snow, and wind, in abun- dance. About nine I preached at Bramley ; between one and

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two at Pudsey. Afterwards I walked to Fulneck, the German settlement. Mr. Moore showed us the house, chapel, hall, lodging-rooms, the apartments of the widows, the single men, and single women. He showed us likewise the workshops of various kinds, with the shops for grocery, drapery, mercery, hardware, c., withwhich, aswellaswith bread from their bake- house, they furnish the adjacent country. I see not what but the mighty power of God can hinder them from acquiring mil- April,1780. lions ; as they, 1. Buy all materials with readymoney at the best hand : 2. Have above a hundred young men, above fifty young women, many widows, and above a hundred married per- sons ; all of whom are employed from morning to night, without any intermission, in various kinds ofmanufactures, not for jour- neymen's wages, but for no wages at all, save a little very plain food and raiment : As they have, 3. Aquick sale for all their goods, and sell them all for ready money. But can they lay up treasure on earth, and at the same time lay up treasure inheaven ? In the evening I preached at Bradford, where I was well pleased to find many, both men andwomen, who had never suf- fered any decay since they were perfected in love. Wednes- day, 19. I went to Otley ; but Mr. Ritchie was dead beforel came. But he had first witnessed a good confession. One telling him, " You will be better soon ; he replied, " I cannot be better ; for I have God inmy heart. I am happy, happy, happy in his love." Mr. Wilson, the Vicar, after a little hesitation, consented that I should preach his funeral sermon : This I did to-day. The text he had chosen was, " To you that believe, he is precious." Perhaps such a congregation had hardly been in Otley church before. Surely the right hand of the Lord bringeth mighty things to pass ! Mr. Richardson being unwilling that I should preach anymore in Haworth church, Providence opened ano- ther : I preached in Bingley church,both morning and after- noon. This is considerably larger than the other. It rained hard in the morning : This hindered many ; so that those who did come, got in pretty well in the forenoon ; but in the afternoon

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congregation at Edinburgh. We have cast much " bread upon the waters " here. Shall we not " find it again," at least " after manydays ?" I preached at Joppa, a settlement of colliers, three miles from Edinburgh . Some months ago, as some of them were cursing and swearing, one ofour Local Preachers going by, reprovedthem. One of them followed after him, and begged he would give them a sermon. He did so several times. Afterwards the Travelling Preachers went, and a few quickly agreed to meet together. Some of these now know in whom they have believed, and walk worthy of their profession. -I took one more walk through Holyrood House, the mansion of ancient Kings. Buthow melancholy an appear- ance does it make now ! The stately rooms are dirty as stables ; the colours ofthe tapestry are quite faded ; several of the pic- tures are cut and defaced. The roof of the royal chapel is fallen in ; and the bones of James the Fifth, and the once beau- tiful Lord Darnley, are scattered about like those of sheep or oxen. Such is human greatness ! Is not " a living dog better than adead lion ? " May, 1780. The rain hindered me from preaching at noon upon the Castle-Hill. In the evening the House was well filled, and I was enabled to speak strong words. But I am not a Preacher for the people of Edinburgh. Hugh Saunderson and Michael Fenwick are more to their taste. A gentlemantook me to see Roslyn Castle, eight miles from Edinburgh. It is now all in ruins, only a small dwelling-house is built on one part ofit. The situation of it is exceeding fine, on the side of a steep mountain, hanging over a river, from which another mountain rises, equally steep, and clothed with wood. At a little distance is the chapel, which is in perfect preservation, both within and without. I should never have thought it had belonged to any one less than a sovereign Prince ! the inside being far more elegantly wrought with variety of Scripture histories in stone-work, than I believe can be found again in Scotland ; perhaps not in all England. Hence we went to Dunbar. Wednesday, 24. In the after- noon I went through the lovely garden of agentleman in the

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is mean beyond imagination ! I know not where I have seen such in a gentleman's house, or aman of five hundred a year, except that ofthe Lord-Lieutenant in Dublin. In the largest chambers, the tapesty is quite faded; beside that, it is coarse and ill-judged. Take but one instance :-In Jacob's vision you see, on the one side, alittle paltry ladder, and an angel climbing it, in the attitude of a chimney-sweeper; and on the other side Jacob staring at him, from under a large silver-laced hat ! Thur. JUNE 1.-About ten I preached at Aycliff, a large village, twelve miles from Durham; all the inhabitants whereof seem now as full ofgood-will, as they were once of prejudice. I preached at Darlington in the evening. It is good to be here ; the liveliness of the people animates all that come near them. On Friday evening we had a love-feast, at which many weregreatly comforted, by hearing such artless, simple accounts ofthe mighty works ofGod. -At noon I preached to a large congregation at Northallerton. The sun shone full in my face when I began ; but itwas soon overcast ; and I believe this day, ifnever before, God gave ageneral call to this careless people. In the evening I preached at Thirsk. When I was here last, a few young womenbehaved foolishly ; but all were deeply serious now, and seemed to feel that God was there. The Service began about ten at Staveley, near Boroughbridge. Mr. Hartley, the Rector, read Prayers. But 184 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1780. the church would scarce contain half the congregation ; so that Iwas obliged to stand upon a tombstone, both morning and afternoon. In the evening I preached at Boroughbridge, to a numerous congregation ; and all were attentive, except a few soldiers, who seemed to understand nothing of the matter. -About noon I preached at Tockwith, and then went on to York. I was surprised to find ageneral faintness here ; one proof ofwhich was,that the morning preachingwas given up. Tuesday, 6, was the Quarterly Meeting, the most numerous I ever saw. At two was the love-feast, at which several instances ofthe mighty power ofGod were repeated ; by which it appears that his work is still increasing in several parts of the Circuit. An arch news-writer published aparagraph to-day, probably

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Lincoln, inwhich I had not set my foot for upwards of fifty years. At six in the evening I preached in the Castle-yard, to a large and attentive. congregation. They were all as quiet as if I had been at Bristol. WillGodhave apeople here also ? I preached again at ten in the morning. In the middle of the sermon a violent storm began ; on which Mr. Wood, the keeper, opened the door of the Court-House, which contained the whole of the congregation. I have great hope some of these will have their fruit unto holiness, and in the end everlasting life. Heavy raindrove us into the House at Horncastle in the evening. Thursday, 15. I preached atRaithby. Two of Mr. Brackenbury's brothers spent the evening with us. Friday, 16. Wewent on to Boston, the largest town in the county, except Lincoln. From the top of the steeple (which I suppose is by far the highest tower in the kingdom) we hada view not only of all the town, but ofall the adjacent country. Formerly this townwas in the fens ; but the fens are vanished away : Great part of them is turned into pasture, and part into arable land. : At six the House contained the congregation, all of whom behaved in the most decent manner. How different from those wild beasts with whom Mr. Mitchell and Mr. Matherhad todo ! Saturday, 17. The House was pretty well filled in the morn- ing, andmany were much affected. Agentleman who was there invited me to dinner, and offered me the use of his paddock ; but the wind was so exceeding high, that I could not preach abroad, as I did when I was here before, just six-and-twenty years ago ; and Mr. Thompson, a friendly Anabaptist, offering •The bravest Amazonian of her race. EDIT . June, 1780. me the use ofhis large meeting-house, I willingly accepted the offer. I preached to most of the chief persons in the town, on 1 Cor. xiii. 1-3 ; and many of them seemed utterly amazed. " Open their eyes, O Lord, that they sleep not in death ! " -I gave them a parting discourse at seven ; and after adding a few members to the little society, and exhorting them to cleave close to each other, I left them with acomfort-

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able hope that they wouldnot be scattered any more. About noon I preached in the market-place at Wainfleet, once a large sea-port town, till the harbour was blocked upby sand. The congregation behaved exceeding well. We now passed into Marshland, a fruitful and pleasant part of the county. Such is Langham-Row in particular, the abode of honest George Robinson and his fourteen children. Although it was a lone house, yet such a multitude of people flocked together, that I was obliged to preach abroad. It blew a storm, and we had several showers of rain; but no one went away. I do not wonder that this society is the largest, as well as the liveliest, in these parts of Lincolnshire. I preached at Louth, where the people used to be rough enough ; but now were serious and calmly attentive. Such a change in awhole town, I have seldom known in the compass of one year. Afterpreaching at Tealby, I went on to Grimsby, where I am still more at home than at any place in the east of Lincolnshire ; though scarce any of our first members remain : They are all safe lodged in Abraham's bosom. But here is still a loving people, though a little disturbed bythe Calvinists, who seize on every halting soul as theirown lawful prey. I preached at Scotter, to a lovely, simple-hearted people ; and at Epworth in the evening. -I preached once more at Crowle, to a numerous and deeply serious congregation. Every one thought, " Can any good come out of Crowle ? י" But God's thoughts were not as our thoughts. There is now such a work ofGod in this, as is in few of the places round about it. I preached about noon at Belton. There was the dawn of ablessed work here ; but " My Lady's Preachers," so called, breaking in, set every one's sword against his brother. Some of them revive a little ; but I doubt whether they will ever recover their first love. July, 1780.1 JOURNAL . 187 Sir William Anderson, the Rector, having sent an express order to his Curate, he did not dare to gainsay. So at ten I began reading Prayers to such a congregation as I apprehend hardly ever assembled in this church before. I

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the main street at St. Austle. Tuesday, 22. I preached at Mevagissey ; in the evening at Helstone. Wednesday, 23. I went on to Penzance. It is now a pleasure to be here ; the little flock being united together in love. I preached at a little dis- tance from the preaching-house. A company of soldiers were intown; whom, toward the close of the sermon, the good Offi- cer ordered to march through the congregation. But as they readily opened and closed again, it made very little disturbance. -I preached near the preaching-house at St. Just. God applied his word with power : More especially at the meet Sept. 1780.1 JOURNAL . 191 ing of the society, when all our hearts were as melting wax. Friday, 25. I preached in the market-place at St. Ives, to most of the inhabitants of the town. Here is no opposer now. Rich and poor see, and very many feel, the truth. I now looked over a volume of Mr. K-'s Essays. He is a lively writer, of middling understanding. But I cannot admire his style at all. It is prim, affected, and highly Frenchified. I object to the beginning so many sentences with participles. This does well in French, but not in English. I cannot admire his judgment in many particulars. To instance in one or two : He depresses Cowley beyond all reason ; who was far from being a mean poet. Full as unreasonably does he depress modern eloquence. I believe I have heard speakers at Oxford, to say nothing of Westminster, who were not inferior to either Demos- thenes or Cicero. We had our Quarterly Meeting at Redruth, where all was love and harmony. Sunday, 27. It was supposed, twenty thousand people were assembled at the amphitheatre in Gwen- nap. And yet all, I was informed, could hear distinctly, in the fair, calm evening. I preached at Wadebride and Port-Isaac ; Tues- day, 29, at Camelford and Launceston. Hence we hastened toward Bristol, by way of Wells ; where (the weather being intensely hot, so that we could not well bear the Room) I preached on the shady side of the market-place, on, "By grace are ye saved, through faith." As I was concluding, a Serjeant of Militia brought a drum. But he was a little too late. I pro-

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nounced the blessing, and quietly walked away. I know not that ever I felt it hotter in Georgia than it was here this afternoon. Sun. SEPTEMBER 3.-I preached three times at Bath; and, I believe, not without a blessing. Wednesday, 6. I preached at Paulton. The flame, kindled last year, still continues to burn here : And, (what is strange,) though so many have set their hand to the plough, there are none that look back. In all the number, I do not find so much as one backslider . -. I spent an hour with the children, the most diffi- cult part of our work. About noon I preached to a large and serious congregation at Chew-Magna ; in the evening, to a still more serious company at Stoke ; where Mr. Griffin is calmly waiting for the call that summons him to Abraham's bosom. Oct. 1780. -As I drew near Bath, I wondered what haddrawn such a multitude of people together, till I learnt, that one ofthe Members for the city had given an ox tobe roasted whole. But their sport was sadly interrupted by heavy rain which sent them home faster than they came ; many of whom dropped in at our chapel, where I suppose they never had been before. At the invitation of that excellent woman, Mrs. Turner, I preached about noon in her chapel in Trowbridge. Asmost of the hearers were Dissenters, I did not expect to do much good. However, I have done myduty : God will look to the event. I read Prayers and preached in Clutton church: But it was with great difficulty, because ofmyhoarseness ; which so increased, that in four-and-twenty hours I could scarce speak at all. At night I usedmy never-failing remedy, bruised gar- lick applied to the soles of the feet. This cured my hoarseness in six hours : In one hour it cured my lumbago,the pain in the small of my back, which I had had ever since I came from Cornwall. -I preached in the market-place at Pill, to the most stupid congregation I have lately seen. Thursday, 21. I married Mr. Horton and Miss Durbin. May they be patterns to all aroundthem ! Sunday, 24. I preached in Temple church, the most beautiful and the most ancient in Bristol. Sun. OCTOBER 1.-Ipreached, as usual, morning and evening

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at the Room. About two I preached a funeral sermon at Kings- wood, for that blessed saint, Bathsheba Hall, a pattern for many years of zealously doing and patiently suffering the will ofGod. In the evening about seven hundred of us joined in solemnly renewing our covenant with God. -After preaching at the Devizes, I went on to Sarum. Tuesday, 3. I walked over to Wilton, and preached to a very serious congregation in the new preaching-house. I found at Sarum the fruit of Captain Webb's preaching : Some were awakened, and one perfected in love. Yet I was a little sur- prised at the remark of some of our eldest brethren, that they had never heard Perfection preached before. The preaching house at Whitchurch, though much enlarged, could not contain the congregation in the evening. Some genteel people were inclined to smile at first ; but their mirth was quickly over. The awe of God fell upon the whole Nov. 1780. JOURNAL. 193 congregation, and many " rejoiced unto him with reverence." Saturday, 7. I returned from Portsmouth to London. -I went to Tunbridge-Wells, and preached to a serious congregation, on Rev. xx. 12. Tuesday, 17. I came back to Sevenoaks, and in the afternoon walked over to the Duke of Dorset's seat. The park is the pleasantest I ever saw ; the trees are so elegantly disposed. The house, which is at least twohundred years old, is immensely large. It consists of two squares, considerably bigger than the two Quadrangles in Lin- coln College. I believe we were shown above thirty rooms, beside the hall, the chapels, and three galleries. The pictures are innumerable ; I think, four times as many as in the Castle at Blenheim. Into one of the galleries opens the King's bed- chamber, ornamented above all the rest. The bed-curtains are cloth-of-gold ; and so richlywrought,that it requiressomestrength to draw them. The tables, the chairs, the frames of the looking- glasses, are all plated over with silver. The tapestry, repre- senting the whole history of Nebuchadnezzar, is as fresh as if newly woven. But the bed-curtains are exceeding dirty, and look more like copper than gold. The silver on the tables, chairs, and glass, looks as dull as lead. And, to complete all, King Nebuchadnezzar among the beasts, together with his eagle's

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reading and explaining to the society, the large Minutes of the Conference. I desire to do all things openly and above-board. I would have all the world, and especially all of our society, see not only all the steps we take, but the reasonswhy we take them. -Having a second message from Lord George Gordon, earnestly desiring to see me, I wrote a line to Lord Stormont, who, on Monday, 18, sent me a warrant to see him. On Tuesday, 19, I spent an hourwith him, at his apartment in the Tower. Our conversation turned upon Popery and religion. He seemed to be well acquainted with the Bible ; andhadabun- dance of other books, enough to furnish a study. I was agree- ably surprised to find he did not complain ofanyperson or thing ; and cannot but hope, his confinement will take a right turn, and prove a lasting blessing to him. At the desire of some of myfriends, I accompanied them to the British Museum. What an immense field is here for curiosity to range in! One large room is filled from top to bottom with things brought from Otaheite ; two or three more with things dug out of the ruins of Herculaneum ! Seven huge apartments are filled with curious books ; five with manuscripts ; two with fossils of all sorts, and the rest with various animals. But what account will aman give to the Judge of quick and dead for a life spent in collecting all these ? -Desiring to make the most of this solemn day, I Jan. 1781. JOURNAL . preached early in the morning, at the new chapel; at ten and four I preached at West-Street ; and in the evening met the society at each end ofthe town. -I saw the indictment of the Grand Jury against Lord George Gordon. I stood aghast ! What a shocking insult upon truth and common sense ! But it is the usual form. The more is the shame. Why will not the Parliament remove this scandal from our nation ? Waking between one and two in the morning, I observed a bright light shine upon the chapel. cluded there was a fire near ; pr I easily co obably in the a n joining timber-

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yard. If so, I knew it would soon layus in ashes. I first called all the family to prayer ; then going out, we found the fire about an hundred yards off, and had broke out while the wind was south. But a sailor cried out, " Avast ! Avast ! the wind is turned in a moment ! " So it did, to the west, while we were at prayer, and so drove the flame from us. We then thankfully returned, and I rested well the residue of the night. We renewed our covenant with God. We had the largest company that I ever remember ; perhaps two hundredmore than we had last year. And we had the greatest blessing. Several received either a sense of the pardoning love ofGod, or power to love him with all their heart. Mon. JANUARY 1 , 1781. We began, as usual, the service at four, praising Him who, maugre all our enemies, had brought us safe to the beginning of another year. Much of the power of God rested on the congrega- tion, while I was declaring how "the Son ofGod was manifested, to destroy the works of the devil." I preached at St. John's, Wapping. Although the church was extremely crowded, yet there was not the least noise or disorder, while I besought them all, by the mercies of God, to present themselves a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable toGod. -Hearing Mr. Holmes was extremely weak, I went down to Burling, and found him very nearworn out, just totter- ing over the grave. However, he would creep with me to the church, which was well filled, though the night was exceeding dark. I preached on, " Repent, and believe the Gospel." The congregation appeared to be quite stunned. Inthe morning I returned to London . 196 Feb. 1781. -I went to Dorking, and buried the remains of Mrs. Attersal ; a lovely woman, snatched away in the bloom of youth. I trust it will be a blessing to many, and to her husband in particular. I spent an agreeable hour at a concert of my nephews. But I was a little out of my element among Lords and Ladies. I love plain music and plain company best. Mon. FEBRUARY 12.-I went to Norwich. The House was

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extremely crowded in the evening, and the whole congregation appeared to be wounded ; consequently,many attended in the morning. Tuesday, 13. I was desired to preach that evening, on, " Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling ; for it is God that worketh inyou both to will and to do of his good pleasure." Even the Calvinists were satisfied for the present; and readily acknowledged that we did not ascribe our salvation to our own works, but to the grace of God. To awaken, if possible, the careless ones at Lod- don, at two in the afternoon, I opened and enforced those awful words, " Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched. " In the evening, I applied those gracious words, " All things are ready ; come unto the marriage." After spending Thursday and Friday with the affectionate people at Lowestoft, on Saturday I returned to Norwich. Here I found about fifty missing out of the two hundred and sixteen whom I left in the society a year ago. Such fickleness I have not found any where else in the kingdom ; no, nor even in Ireland. The chapel was full enough, both in the afternoon and the evening. I declared to them the whole counsel of God, and on Monday returned to London. Wednesday, 21 , being the National Fast, I preached in the new chapel in the morning, and at West-Street, in the afternoon. At this, as well as the two last Public Fasts, all places ofpublic worship were crowded : All shops were shut up ; all was quiet in the streets, and seriousness seemed to spread through the whole city. And one may hope even this outward acknowledgment of God is in a measure acceptable to him. My brother, Mr. Richardson, and Mr. Bucking- ham being ill, I went through the Service at Spitalfields alone. The congregation was much larger thanusual ; but mystrength was as my day, both here, the new chapel, and afterwards at March, 1781. 197 St. Antholin's church : The Service lasted till near nine ; but Iwas no more tired than at nine in the morning. Fri. MARCH 2.-We had our General Quarterly Meeting, and found the money subscribed this yearfor the payment of the public debt was between fourteen and fifteen hundred pounds.

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miles. However, taking fresh horses at the Hay, I just reached it in time, finding a large companywaiting. Wednesday, 25 . I set out for Carmarthen. But Joseph Bradfordwas so ill, that, after going six miles, I left him at a friend's house, and went only myself. I came in good time to Carmarthen, and enforced those solemn words on a serious congregation, " Now he com- mandeth all men everywhere to repent." -I went on to Pembroke, and in the evening preached in the Town-Hall. Friday, 27. I preached at Jeffer- son, seven miles from Pembroke, to a large congregation of honest colliers. Inthe evening I preached in Pembroke Town- Hall again, to an elegant congregation ; and afterwards met the 202 REV. J. WESLEY'S May, 1781. society, reduced to a fourth part of its ancient number. But as they are now all in peace and love with each other, I trust they will increase again. Saturday, 18. We had, in the evening, the most solemn opportunity which I have had since we came into Wales : And the society seemed all alive, and resolved to be altogether Christians. At seven I preached in the Room, on, " Lazarus, come forth ; " and about ten, began at St. Daniel's. The church was filled as usual ; and the Second Lesson gave me a suitable text, " Almost thou persuadest me to be a Christian." I applied the words as closely as possible ; and I doubt not, some were more than almost persuaded. In the evening I preached at Haverfordwest, to the liveliest congregation I have seen in Wales. -I met about fifty children ; such acompany as I have not seen for manyyears. Miss Warren loves them, and they love her. She has taken true pains with them, and her labour has not been in vain. Several ofthem are much awak- ened ; and the behaviour of all is so composed, that they are a pattern to the whole congregation. Tues. MAY 1.-I rode to St. David's, seventeen measured miles from Haverford. Iwas surprised to find all the land, for the last nine or ten miles, so fruitful and well cultivated. What adifference is there between the westernmost parts of England, and the westernmost parts of Wales ! The former (thewest of Cornwall) so barren and wild; the latter, so fruitful and well

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improved. But the town itself is a melancholy spectacle. I saw but one tolerable good house in it. The rest were misera- ble huts indeed. I do not remember so mean a town even in Ireland. The cathedral has been a large and stately fabric, far superior to any other in Wales. But a great part of it is fallen down already ; and the rest is hastening into ruin : One blessed fruit (among many) of Bishops residing at a distance from their See. Here are the tombs and effigies ofmany ancient worthies : Owen Tudor in particular. But the zealous Cromwellians broke off their noses, hands, and feet ; anddefacedthem as much as possible. But what had the Tudors done to them ? Why, they were progenitors ofKings. -. About ten I preached at Spittal, a large village about six miles from Haverford. Thence we went to Tracoon, and spent a few hours in that lovely retirement, buried from all May, 1781. the world, in the depth of woods and mountains. Friday, 4. About eleven I preached in Newport church, and again at four in the evening. Saturday, 5. I returned to Haverford. -1 preached in St. Thomas's church, on, " We preach Christ crucified." It was a stumbling-block to some of the hearers. So the Scripture is fulfilled. But I had amendswhen Imet the society in the evening. -. About ten I preached near the market-place in Nerbeth, a large town ten miles east from Haverford. Abun- dance of people flocked together. And they were all still as night. In the evening I preached to an equally attentive con- gregation at Carmarthen. -I had a large congregation at Llanelly and at Swansea. Some months since, there were abundance of hearers at Neath : But, on a sudden, one lying tongue set the society on fire, till almost half of them were scattered away. But as all, offended, or not offended, were at the Town-Hall, I took the opportunity of strongly enforcing the Apostle's words, " Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil-speak- ing, be put away from you, with all malice." I believe God sealed his word onmanyhearts ; and we shall have better days atNeath. About three I preached in the church near Bridge-End, and at six in the Town-Hall at Cowbridge. Thursday, 10. I

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ready to take their flight to heaven. Having appointed to preach at Blackburn, I was desired to take Kabb in my way. But such a road sure no car- riage ever went before. Iwas glad to quit it, and use my own feet. About twelve I found a large number of plain, artless people, just fit for the Gospel. So I applied our Lord's words, " If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." In the evening I preached in the new House at Blackburn. I went on to Preston, where the old prejudice seems to be quite forgotten. The little society has fitted up a large and convenient House, where I preached to a candid audience. Every one seemed to be considerably affected : I hope in somethe impression will continue. We went on to Ambleside; and on Saturday, to Whitehaven. Sunday, 27. I preached, morning and evening, in the House ; in the afternoon, in the market-place. But abun- dance of people went away, not being able to bear the intense heat ofthe sun. -I embarked on board the packet-boat, for the Isle ofMan. We had adead calm for many hours : However, we June, 1781.1 JOURNAL. 205 landed atDouglas on Friday morning. Both the Preachers met me here, and gave me a comfortable account of the still increasingwork of God. Before dinner, we took a walk in a garden near the town, wherein any ofthe inhabitants of it may walk. It is wonder- fully pleasant ; yet not so pleasant as the gardens of the Nun- nery, (so it is still called,) which are not far from it. These are delightfully laid out, and yield to few places of the size in England. At six I preached in the market-place, to a large congrega- tion ; all ofwhom, except a few children, and two or three giddy young women, were seriously attentive . Sat. JUNE3. Irode to Castleton,through apleasant and(now) well-cultivated country. At six I preached in the market-place, tomost of the inhabitants of the town, on, " One thing is need- ful." I believe the word carried conviction into the hearts of nearly all that heard it. Afterwards I walked to the house of one of our English friends, about two miles from the town. All

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Here also I was obliged to preach in the open air ; the rain being suspended till I had done. In the afternoon we rode through a pleasant and fruitful country to Ramsay, about as large as Peel, and more regularly built. The rain was again suspended while I preached to well nigh all the town ; but I saw no inattentive hearers . We had many of them again at five, and they were all attention. This was the place where the Preachers had little hope of doing good. I trust they will be happily disappointed. This morning we rode through the most woody, and far the pleasantest, part of the island ;-a range offruitful land, lying at the foot of the mountains, from Ramsay, through Sulby, to Kirkmichael. Here we stopped to look at the plain tomb-stones of those two good men, Bishop Wilson and Bishop Hildesley ; whose remains are deposited, side by side, at the east end of the church. We had scarce reached Peel before the rain increased ; but here the preaching-house contained all that could come. Afterwards, Mr. Crook desired me to meet the singers. I was agreeably surprised. Ihave not heard better singing either at Bristol or London. Many, both men and women, have admir- able voices ; and they sing with good judgment. Who would have expected this in the Isle of Man ? -1 met our little body of Preachers. Theywere two-and-twenty in all. I never saw in England so many stout, well-looking Preachers together. If their spirit be answerable to their look, I know not what can stand before them. In the June, 1781.1 207 afternoon I rode over to Dawby, and preached to avery large and very serious congregation. -. Having now visited the island round, east, south, north, and west, I was thoroughly convinced that we have no such Circuit as this, either in England, Scotland, or Ireland. It is shut up from the world ; and,having little trade, is visited by scarce any strangers. Here are no Papists, no Dissenters of any kind, no Calvinists, no disputers. Here is no opposition, either from the Governor, (amild humane man,) from the Bishop, (a goodman,) or from the bulk of the Clergy. One or two of them did oppose for a time ; but they seem now to understand better.

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So that we have now rather too little, than too much, reproach ; the scandal of the cross being, for the present, ceased. The natives are a plain, artless, simple people ; unpolished, that is, unpolluted ; few of them are rich or genteel ; the far greater part, moderately poor ; and most of the strangers that settle among them are men that have seen affliction. The Local Preachers are men of faith and love, knit together in one mind and one judgment. They speak either Manx or English, and follow a regular plan, which the Assistant gives them monthly. The isle is supposed to have thirty thousand inhabitants. Allowing half of them to be adults, and our societies to contain one or two and twenty hundred members, what a fair proportion is this ! What has been seen like this, in any part either of Great Britain or Ireland ? We would willingly have set sail ; but the strong north-east wind prevented us. Monday, 11. It being moderate, we put to sea: But it soon died away into a calm ; so I had time to read over and consider Dr. Johnson's " Tour through Scotland." I had heard that he was severe upon the whole nation ; but I could find nothing ofit. He simply mentions (but without any bitterness) what he approved or disapproved ; and many of the reflections are extremely judicious ; some of them very affecting. The calm continuing, I read over Mr. Pennant's " Tour through Scotland." How amazingly different from Dr. Johnson's ! He is doubtless a man both of sense and learning. Why has he then bad English in almost every page ? No man should be above writing correctly. Having several passengers on board, I offered to give them a sermon ; which they willingly accepted. And all behaved with June, 1781. the utmost decency, while I showed, " His commandments are not grievous." Soon after, a little breeze sprung up, which, early in the morning, brought us to Whitehaven. I had a design to preach at noon in the Town- Hall at Cockermouth; but Mr. Lothian offeringme his meeting- house, which was far more convenient, I willingly accepted his offer. By this means I had a much more numerous audience ; most of whom behaved well.

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At seven I preached at Mr. Whyte's, in Ballantyne ; a little village four miles from Cockermouth. Many assembled here who had hardly seen or heard a Methodist before. I believe some ofthem did not hear in vain. After this, I saw Mr. Whyte no more. God soon called him into a better world. Friday, 15. In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall, at Carlisle ; and on Saturday, 16, reached Newcastle. In the morning I preached at the Ballast-Hills ; in the afternoon at Gateshead : andat five, at the Garth-Heads. To-day I heard a remark, at All-Saints' church, which I never read or heard before, in confirmation of that assertion of Abra- ham, " If they hear not Moses and the Prophets : "-" The thing has been tried. One did rise from the dead, in the sight ofa multitude ofpeople. The namesake of this Lazarus rose from the dead. The very Pharisees could not deny it. Yet who of them that believed not Moses and the Prophets was thereby persuaded to repent ? " -I went over to Sunderland ; and preached evening and morning to a lovely congregation. Thursday, 21. I read Prayers and preached in Monkwearmouth church ; and Friday, 22, returned to Newcastle. -I went over to Hexham, and preached in themarket- place to a numerous congregation, on, " I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God." None were rude or uncivil in any respect ; and very few were inattentive. Sunday, 24. I preached in the morning at Gateshead-Fell ; about noon, at a village called Greenside, ten miles west of Newcastle, to the largest congregation I have seen in the north ; many of whom were Roman Catholics. In the evening I preached once more at the Garth-Heads,(some thought to the largest congregation that had ever been there,) on those words in the Service, " Com- fort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God." After preaching at many places in the way, on Wednesday, July, 1781. 209 27, I preached at York. Many of our friends met me here, so that in the evening the House would ill contain the congregation. And I know not when I have found such a spirit among them ; they seemed to be all hungering and thirsting after righteousness.

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I preached at eleven in the main street at Selby, to alarge and quiet congregation ; and in the evening at Thorne. This day I entered my seventy-ninth year ; and, by the grace of God, I feel no more of the infirmities of old age, than I did at twenty-nine. Friday, 29. I preached at Crowle and at Epworth. Ihave now preached thrice aday for seven days following ; but it is just the same as if it had been but once. -. I went over to Owstone, and found the whole town was moved. One of the chief men of the town had been just buried, and his wife a few days before. In a course of nature they might have lived many years, being only middle-aged. He had known the love of God, but had choked the good seed by hastening to be rich. But Providence disappointed all his schemes ; and it was thought he died of a broken heart. I took that opportunity of enforcing, " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might, for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, norwisdom, inthe grave, whither thou goest." Sun. JULY 1.-I preached, as usual, at Misterton, at Over- thorpe, and at Epworth. Monday, 2. I preached at Scotter about eight ; at Brigg, at noon ; and in the evening, in the old church-yard, at Grimsby, to almost all the people of the town, on, " Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord." The late proof of it is in the glorious death of Robert Wilkinson ; and the behaviour of his widow, So firm, yet soft, so strong, yet so resign'd, I believe, will hardly be forgotten by any that were witnesses ofit. -I preached at Claythorp, three miles from Grimsby. Here, likewise, there has been an outpouring of the Spirit. I was reminded here of what I saw at Cardiff almost forty years ago. I could not go into any of the little houses, but presently itwas filled with people ; and I was constrained to pray with them in every house, or they would not be satisfied. Several of these are clearly renewed in love, and give a plain, scriptural account of their experience ; and there is scarce a house in the July, 1781 .

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village, wherein there is not one or more earnestly athirst for salvation. -. I called upon an honest man, and, I hope, took him outofthe hands of an egregious quack ; who was pouring in medicines upon him, for what he called "wind in the nerves !" In the evening I preached at Louth, now as quiet as Grimsby. When shall we learn " to despair of none ?" I had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Brackenbury again, though still exceeding weak. His chapel was thoroughly filled in the evening ; I trust, with sincere hearers. -1 crossed over to Langham-Row; where the high wind would not suffer me to preach abroad. But the House tolerably contained the congregation; most of whom attended again at five in the morning. To-day I finished the second volume of Dr. Robertson's " History of America." His language is always clear and strong, and frequently elegant ; and I suppose his history is preferable to any history of America which has appeared in the English tongue. But I cannot admire, First, His intolerable prolixity in this history, as well as his " History of Charles the Fifth." He promises eight books ofthe History of America, and fills four of them with critical dissertations. True, the dissertations are sensible, but they have lost their way; they are not history : And they are swelled beyond all proportion; doubtless, for the benefit of the author and the bookseller, rather than the reader. I cannot admire, Secondly,A Christian Divine writing a history, with so very little of Christianity in it. Nay, he seems studiously to avoid saying any thing which might imply that he believes the Bible. I can still less admire, Thirdly, His speaking so honourably of a professed Infidel ; yea, and referring to his masterpiece of Infidelity, " Sketches of the History of Man;" as artful, as unfair, as disingenuous a book, as even Toland's " Nazarenus." Least of all can I admire, Fourthly, His copying after Dr. Hawkesworth, (who once professed better things,) in totally excluding the Creator from governing the world. Was it not enough, never to mention the Providence of God, where therewas the fairest occasion, without saying expressly, " The fortune of Certiz," or " chance," did thus or thus ? So far as fortune or chance governs the world, God has no place in it.

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esteemed) in England ; but the prudent owner, considering it brought him in nothing by staying there, lately sold it for a round sum ofmoney. Here I met with such a ferry as I never saw before. The boat was managed by an honest countryman who knew just nothing of the matter, and a young woman equally skilful. However, though the river was fifty yards broad, we got over it in an hour and a half. We then went on through the fens in a marvellous road, sometimes tracked, and sometimes not, till 212 REV. J. WESLEY'S Aug. 1781. about six we came to Rauceby, and found the people gathered from all parts. I preached on those words in the Second Lesson, " There is neither Greek nor Jew, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free : But Christ is all and in all." The congregation was still larger. Hence I rode over to Welby, and preached in Mr. Dodwell's church in the afternoon and in the evening, to a numerous and serious congre- gation. Monday, 9. I preached at Grantham in the open air, (for no house would contain the congregation,) and none made the least disturbance, any more than at Newark, (where I preached in the evening,) or in the Castle-yard at Lincoln, on Tuesday, 10. Wednesday, 11. I preached at Newton-upon- Trent, and Gainsborough. After visiting many other societies, I crossed over into the West-Riding of Yorkshire. Monday, 23. I preached at Yeadon, to a large congregation. I had heard, the people there were remarkably dead: If so, they were now remarkably quickened ; for I know not when I have seen a whole congregation so moved. Tuesday, 24. We had fifty or sixty children at five ; and as many or more in the evening; andmore affectionate ones I never saw. For the present at least God has touched their hearts. On Wednesday and Thursday I preached at Bradford and Halifax ; on Friday at Greetland chapel, and Hudders- field. After preaching I retired to Longwood-House, one of the pleasantest spots in the county. Saturday, 28. I preached at Longwood-House, at Mirfield, and at Daw-Green. Sunday, 29. I preached at eight before the House. I expected to preach at one, as usual, under the hill at Birstal ; but after the Church Service was ended, the Clerk exclaimed with a loud voice, " The

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After preaching in the evening to a crowded audience, and exhorting the society to brotherly love, I took chaise with Dr. Coke; and, travelling day and night, the next evening came to London. We observed Friday, 17, as a fast-day, and con- cluded it with a solemn watch-night. Having finished my busi- ness in town for the present, on Sunday, 19, at eight in the evening, I took coach with my new fellow-traveller, George Whitfield; and on Monday evening preached at Bath. Tues- day, 21. I went on toBristol ; and after resting a day, on Thurs- day, 23, set out for Cornwall. Finding, after breakfast, that I was within amile ofmy old friend, G. S., I walked over, and spent an hour with him. He is all-original still, like no man in the world, either in senti- ments or any thing about him. But perhaps if I had his immense fortune, I might be as great an oddity as he. Aug. 1781. About six in the evening I preached at Taunton, to a numerous congregation. I found the Letters concerning Popery hadmuch abated prejudice here. Friday, 24. I preached at Collumpton about noon, and at Exeter in the evening. Satur- day, 25. I preached in the Square at Plymouth-Dock, to a quieter congregation than usual. Sunday, 26. Between one and two, I began in the new House in Plymouth. The large congregation was all attention; and there seemed reason to hope that even here we shall find some fruit of our labour. In the evening I preached again in the Square, on the story of the Pharisee and Publican, to such a congregation, for number and seriousness together, as I never saw there before. -I was desired to preach at Trenuth at noon, a little way (they said) out of the road. The little way proved six or seven miles through a road ready to break our wheels in pieces. However, I just reached St. Austle time enough to preach ; and God greatly comforted the hearts ofhis people. -Between nine and ten we had such a storm of rain, as I do not remember to have seen in Europe before. It seemed ready to beat in the windows of the chaise, and in three minutes drenched our horsemen from head to foot. We reached Truro, however, at the appointed time. I have not for many

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years seen a congregation so universally affected. One would have imagined, every one that was present had a desire to save his soul. In the evening I preached in the High-Street at Helstone. I scarce know a town in the whole county which is so totally changed ; not a spark of that bitter enmity to the Methodists, in which the people here for many years gloried above their fellows . Going through Marazion, I was told that a large congrega- tion was waiting: So I stepped out of my chaise, and began immediately ; and we had a gracious shower. Some were cut to the heart ; but more rejoiced with joy unspeakable. In the evening I preached in the market-place at Penzance. Idesigned afterwards to meet the society; but the people were so eager to hear all they could, that they quickly filled theHouse from end to end. This is another of the towns wherein the whole stream of the people is turned, as it were, from east to west. We had a happy season, both at St. Just on Thursday Sept. 1781.1 JOURNAL. 215 evening, and in the market-place at St. Ives on Friday. Satur- day, SEPTEMBER 1. I made an end of that curious book, Dr. Parson's " Remains of Japhet." The very ingenious author has struck much light into some of the darkest parts of ancient history; and although I cannot entirely subscribe to every proposition which he advances, yet I apprehend he has suffi- ciently proved the main ofhis hypothesis ; namely,- 1. That, after the flood, Shem and his descendants peopled the greatest parts of Asia. 2. That Ham and his children peopled Africa. 3. That Europe was peopledby the two sons ofJaphet, Gomer and Magog ; the southern and south-western byGomer and his children ; and the north and the north-western by the children of Magog. 4. That the former were called Gomerians, Cimmerians, Cimbrians ; and afterwards Celtiæ, Galatæ, and Gauls ; the latter were called by the general name of Scythians, Scuiti, Scots. 5. That the Gomerians spread swiftly through the north of Europe, as far as the Cimbrian Chersonesus, (including Sweden, Denmark, Norway, and divers other countries,) and then into Ireland, where they multiplied veryearly into a considerable nation. 6. That some ages after, another part of themwho had first settled in Spain, sailed to Ire-

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land,under Milea, or Milesius ; and, conquering the first inhabit- ants, took possession of the land. 7. That about the same time the Gomerians came to Ireland, the Magogians, or Scythians, came to Britain ; so early that both still spoke the same language, andwell understood each other. 8. That the Irish, spoke by the Gomerians, and the Welsh, spoke by the Magogians, are one and the same language, expressed by the same seventeen letters, which were long after brought by a Gomerian Prince into Greece. 9. That all the languages ofEurope, Greek and Latinin particular, are derived from this. 10. That the ante- diluvian language, spoken by all till after the flood, and then continued in the family of Shem, was Hebrew ; and from this (theHebrew) tongue many ofthe Eastern languages are derived. The foregoing particulars this fine writer has made highly probable. And these may be admitted, thoughwe do not agree to his vehement panegyric on the Irish language ; much less, receive all the stories told by the Irish Poets, or Chroniclers, as genuine, authentic history. At eleven I preached in Camborne Church-town ; and I believe the hearts of all the people were bowed down before the Sept. 178 Lord. After the Quarterly Meeting in Redruth, I preached in the market-place, on the first principle, " Ye are saved through faith." It is also the last point ; and it connects the first point of religion with the last. -About five in the evening I preached at Gwennap. I believe two or three and twenty thousand were present ; and I believe God enabled me so to speak, that even those who stood farthest off could hear distinctly. I think this is my ne plus ultra. I shall scarce see a larger congregation, till we meet in the air. After preaching at Bodmin, Launceston, Tiverton, and Hal- berton, on Wednesday, 5, about noon, I preached at Taunton. I believe it my duty to relate here what some will esteem a most notable instance of enthusiasm. Be it so or not, I aver the plain fact. In an hour after we left Taunton, one of the chaise horses was on a sudden so lame, that he could hardly set his foot to the ground. It being impossible to procure any human help, I knew of no remedy but prayer. Immediately the lame-

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least conception. Friday, 11. I came to London, and was informed that my wife died on Monday. This evening she was buried, though I was not informed ofit till a day or two after. I set out for Oxfordshire, and spent five days with much satisfaction among the societies. I found no offences among them at all, but they appeared to walk in love. On Friday, 19, I returned to London. About ten at night we set out for Norwich, and came thither about noon on Monday. Finding the people lov- ing and peaceable, I spent a dayor two with much satisfaction ; and on Wednesday, went on to Yarmouth. There is a prospect ofgood here also, the two grand hinderers having taken them- selves away. At Lowestoft I found much life and much love. On Friday I preached at Loddon, and on Saturday returned to Norwich. -I preached at Bear-Street to a large congregation, most ofwhom had never seen my face before. At half an hour after two, and at five, Ipreached to our usual congregation ; and the next morning commended them to the grace of God. -I went to Fakenham, and in the evening preached in the Room, built by Miss Franklin, now Mrs. Parker. I believe most of the town were present. Tuesday, 30. I went to Wells, a considerable sea-port, twelve miles from Fakenham, where also Miss Franklin had opened a door by preaching abroad, though at the peril of her life. She was followed by a young woman of the town, with whom I talked largely, and found her very sensible, and much devoted to God. From her Dec. 1781.1 JOURNAL. 219 I learnt, that till the Methodists came, they had none but female Teachers in this country ; and that there were six of these within ten or twelve miles, all of whom were members of the Church of England. I preached about ten in a small, neat preaching-house ; and all but two or three were very attentive. Here are a few who appear to be in great earnest. And if so, they will surely increase. At two in the afternoon I preached at Walsingham, a place famous for many generations. Afterwards I walked over what is left ofthe famous Abbey, the east end ofwhich is still stand-

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ing. We then went to the Friary ; the cloisters and chapel whereof are almost entire. Had there been a grain of virtue or public spirit in Henry the Eighth, these noblebuildings need not have run to ruin. I went to Lynn, and preached in the evening to a very genteel congregation. I spoke more strongly than I am accustomed to do, and hope they were not all sermon-proof. Friday, NOVEMBER 2. I returned to London. I began visiting the classes, and found a consider- able increase in the society. This I impute chiefly to a small company ofyoung persons, who have kept a prayer-meeting at five every morning. In the following week, I visited most of the country societies, and found them increasing rather than decreasing. Sunday, 18. I preached at St. John's, Wapping ; andGodwas present both to wound and heal. Monday, 19. Travelling all night, I breakfasted at Towcester, and preached there in the evening and the following morning. Tuesday, 20. Wehad apleasant walk to Whittlebury. This is still the love- liest congregation, as well as the liveliest society, in the Circuit. Thursday, 22. We had a large congregation at Northampton. On Friday I returned to London. I took a little tour through Sussex ; and Wednes- day, 28, I preached at Tunbridge-Wells, in the large Presby- terian meeting-house, to a well- dressed audience, and yet deeply serious. On Thursday I preached at Sevenoaks. Friday, 30. I went on to Shoreham, to see the venerable old man. He is in his eighty-ninth year, and has nearly lost his sight : But he has not lost his understanding, nor even his memory ; and is full of faith and love. On Saturday I returned to London. Sunday, DECEMBER 2.-I preached at St. Swithin's church in the evening. About eight I took coach, and reached St. Jan. 1782. Neot's in the morning. I preached in the evening to a larger congregationthan I ever saw there before. Tuesday, 4. About nine I preached for the first time at Bugden, and in the evening at Huntingdon. Wednesday, 5. I was at Bedford. On Thurs- day, 6, ourHouse at Lutonwas thoroughly filled ; and I believe the people felt, as well as heard, those words, " Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." On Saturday I was in London.

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I went to Canterbury, and preached in the even- ing on, " Casting all your care upon Him." It was a word in season. Tuesday, 14. Finding abundance of people troubled, as though England were on the brink of destruction, I applied those comfortable words, " I will not destroy the city for ten's sake." Wednesday, 12. I preached at Chatham, and the next day returned to London. Friday, 21, weobserved all over England as aday of fasting and prayer : And surely God will be entreated for a sinful nation ! Friday, 28. By reading, in Thurloe's Memoirs, the original papers of the treaty at Uxbridge, agnovi fatum Car- thaginis ! I saw it was then flatly impossible for the King to escape destruction. For the Parliament were resolved to accept no terms, unless he would, 1. Give up all his friends to beggary or death ; and, 2. Require all the three kingdoms to swear to the Solemn League and Covenant. He had no other choice. Who then can blame him for breaking off that treaty ? Tuesday, JANUARY 1, 1782.-I began the service at four in West-Street chapel, and again at ten. In the evening many ofus at the new chapel rejoiced in God our Saviour. A larger company than ever before met together to renew their covenant with God ; and the dread of God, in an eminent degree, fell upon the whole congregation. -Being informed, that, through the ill conduct of the Preachers, things were in much disorder at Colchester, I went down, hoping to " strengthen the things which remained, that were ready to die." I found that part of the Class- Leaders were dead, and the rest had left the society ; the Bands were totally dissolved ; morning preaching was given up ; and hardly any, except on Sunday, attended the evening preaching. This evening, however, we had a very large congregation, to I perceived at once the fate of the Monarchy.-EDIT. March, 1782. 221 whom I proclaimed " the terrors of the Lord." I then told them, I would immediately restore the morning preaching : And the next morning I suppose an hundred attended. In the day-time I visited as manyas I possibly could, in all quarters of the town. I then inquired, who were proper and willing to

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meet in Band; and who were fittest for Leaders either of bands or classes. The congregation this evening was larger than the last ; and many again put their hands to the plough. O may the Lord confirm the fresh desires he has given, that theymay no more look back ! Fri. MARCH 1.-We had a very solemn and comfortable watch-night at West-Street. Sunday, 3. I tookcoach, and the next evening had awatch-night at Bath. Tuesday and Wed- nesday. After meeting the classes, I visited as manyas I could, chiefly of the sick and poor. Thursday, 7. I preached about eleven at Keynsham, and in the evening at Bristol. Friday, 18, and most of the following days, I visited Mr. C-n, just hovering between life and death. What a blessing may this illness be ! On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I visited the classes, and found a little increase. Friday, 25. I opened the new House at Freatford. In the afternoon I called at Mr. Henderson's, at Hannam, and spent some time with poor, discon- solate Louisa. Such a sight, in the space of fourteen years, I never saw before ! Pale and wan, worn with sorrow,beaten with wind and rain, having been so long exposed to all weathers, with herhairrough and frizzled, and onlya blanketwrapped round her, native beauty gleamed through all. Her features were small and finely turned; her eyes had a peculiar sweetness ; her arms and fingers were delicately shaped, and her voice soft and agreeable. But her understandingwas in ruins. She appeared partly insane, partly silly and childish. She would answer no question con- cerning herself, only that her name was Louisa. She seemed to take no notice of any person or thing, and seldom spoke above aword or two at atime. Mr. Henderson has restored her health, and she loves him much. She is in a small room by herself, and wants nothing that is proper for her. Some time since a gentleman called, who said he came two hundred miles on purpose to inquire after her. When he saw her face, he trembled exceedingly ; but all he said was,"She was born in Germany, and is not now four-and-twenty years old." March,1782. In the evening I preached at Kingswood School, and after- wards met the Bands. The colliers spoke without any reserve.

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I was greatly surprised : Not only the matter ofwhat they spoke was rational and scriptural, but the language, yea, and the manner, were exactly proper. Who teacheth like Him ? -I left our friends at Bristol with satisfaction ; hav- ing beenmuch refreshed among them. In the evening and the next day, I preached at Stroud ; Wednesday, 20, at Glouces- ter, Tewkesbury, and Worcester. About two in the morning we had such a storm as I never remember. Before it began, our chamber-door clattered to and fro exceedingly : So it sounded to us; although, in fact, it did not move at all. I then distinctly heard the door open, and, having a light, rose and went to it ; but it was fast shut. Meantime the window was wide open : I shut it, andwent to sleep again. So deep a snow fell in the night, that wewere afraid the roads would be impassable. However, we set out in the afternoon, and made shift to get to Kidderminster. We had a large congregation in the evening, though it was intensely cold ; and another at seven in the morning, Saturday, 23 ; and all of them were deeply serious. It was with a good deal of difficulty we got to Bridgenorth, much of the road being blocked up with snow. In the afternoon we had another kind of diffi- culty : The roads were so rough and so deep, that we were in danger, every now and then, of leaving our wheels behind us. But, by adding two horses to my own, at length we got safe to Madeley. Both Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher complained, that, after all the pains they had taken, they could not prevail on the people to join in society, no nor even to meet in a class. Resolving to try, I preached to a crowded audience, on, " I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." I followed the blow in the afternoon, by strongly applying those words, " Awake, thou that sleepest ; " and then enforcing the necessity of Christian fellowship on all who desired either to awake or keep awake. I then desired those that were willing to join together for this purpose, to call upon Mr. Fletcher and me after Service. Ninety-four or ninetyWe

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le-Firth . But such a journey I have seldom had, unless in the middle of January. Wind, snow, and rainwe had in abun- dance, and roads almost impassable. However, at last we got to the town, and had agood walk from thence to the chapel, through the drivingsnow, about half a mile. But I soon forgot my labour, finding a large congregation that were all athirst for God. 224 REV. J. WESLEY'S April , 1782. -About ten I preached at New-Mills, to as simple a people as those at Chapel. Perceiving they had suffered much by not having the doctrineof Perfection clearly explained, and strongly pressed upon them, I preached expressly on the head ; andspoke to the same effect in meeting the society. The spirits of many greatly revived ; and they are now " going on unto perfection. " I found it needful to press the same thing at Stockport in the evening. Thursday, 4. I preachedat noonin the new preaching-house at Ashton, to as many as the House would hold. The inscription over the door is, " Can any good come out of Nazareth ? Come and see." In the evening I preached at Manchester. -About one I preached at Oldham ; and was surprised to see all the street lined with little children; and such children as I never saw till now. Before preaching they only ran round me and before me ; but after it, a whole troop, boys and girls, closed me in, and would not be content till I shook each of them by the hand. Being then asked to visit a dying woman, I no sooner entered the room, than both she and her companions were in such an emotion as I have seldom seen. Some laughed; some cried ; all were so transported, that they could hardly speak. O how much better is it to go to the poor, than to the rich ; and to the house of mourning than to the house of feast- ing! About this time I had a remarkable letter. Part of it was as follows :- " THE work of God prospers among us here : I never saw anything equal to it. The last time I was at St. Just, the Leaders gave me an account of seventy persons who had found

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" Do ye now believe ?" which gave me an opportunity of speak- ing strong words, both to believers and unbelievers. In the evening I preached at Leeds, on St. James's beautiful descrip- tion of pure religion and undefiled: " To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world." I preached at Wakefield in the evening. Such attention sat on every face, that it seemed as if every one in the congregation was on the brink of believing. Friday, 10. I preached at Sheffield ; Saturday, 11, aboutnoon, at Doncaster ; and in the evening at Epworth. I found the accounts I had received of the work of God here, were not at all exaggerated. Here is a little countrytown, containing a little more than eight or nine hundred grown people ; andthere has been such a work among them, as we have not seen in so short a time either at Leeds, Bristol, or London. -About eight I preached at Misterton ; about one at Overthorpe. Many of the Epworth children were there, and their spirit spread to all around them. But the huge congrega tionwas in the market-place at Epworth, and the Lord in the midst of them. The love-feast which followed exceeded all. I never knew such a one here before. As soon as one had done speaking, another began. Several of them were children ; but they spoke with the wisdom ofthe aged, though with the fire of youth . So out of the mouth of babes and sucklings did God perfect praise. June, 1782 I preached at Thorne. Never did I see such a congregation here before. The flame of Epworth hath spread hither also: In seven weeks fifty persons have found peace with God Some years ago four factories for spinning and weaving were set up at Epworth. In these a large number of young women, and boys, and girls were employed. The whole conversation of these was profane and loose to the last degree. But some of these stumbling in at the prayer-meeting were sud- denly cut to the heart. These never rested till they had gained their companions. The whole scene was changed. In three of the factories, no more lewdness or profaneness were found ; for God had put anew song in their mouth, and blasphemies

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where we were cordially received by Dr. Douglas. I spoke strong words in the evening, concerning judgment to come: And some seemed to awake out of sleep. But how shall they keep awake, unless they " that fear the Lord speak often one to another ? " -As I was coming down stairs, the carpet slipped from under my feet, which, I know not how, turned me round, and pitchedmeback, with myhead foremost, for six or seven stairs. Itwas impossible to recover myself till I came to the bottom. My head rebounded once or twice, from the edge of the stone stairs. But it felt to me exactly as if I had fallen on a cushion or a pillow. Dr. Douglas ran out, sufficiently affrighted. But he needed not. For I rose as well as ever ; having received no damage, but the loss of a little skin from one or two of my fingers. Doth not God give his angels charge over us, to keep us in all ourways ? In the evening, and on Sunday, 16, I preached at Alnwick. Monday, 17. I preached at Rothbury in the Forest ; formerly a nest of banditti ; now as quiet a place as any in the county. About one I preached at Saugh-House, a lone house, twelve miles from Rothbury. Though it was sultry hot, the people flocked from all sides: And it was a season of refreshment to many. In the evening I went to Hexham, and preached near the old Priory, to an immense multitude. Very manywere present again in the morning, and seemed to drink in everyword that was spoken . -After preaching about one at Prudhoe, Iwent to Newcastle. Wednesday, 19, and the following days, I examined the July, 1782.1 society. I found them increased in grace, though not in num- ber. I think four in five, at least, were alive to God. Το quicken them more, I divided all the classes anew, according to their places of abode. Another thing I observed, the congrega- tions were larger, morning and evening, than any I have seen these twenty years. I preached about eight at Gateshead-Fell ; about noon at Burnup-Field; and at the Garth-Heads in the evening. Mystrength was as my day. Iwas no more tired at night, than when I rose in the morning.

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-I came to Darlington just in time ; for a great stumbling-block had lately occurred. But my coming gave the people a newer thing to talk of. So I trust the new thing will soon be forgotten. I preached at Thirsk ; Thursday, 27, at York. Friday, 28. I entered into my eightieth year ; but, blessed be God,my time is not " labour and sorrow." I find no more pain or bodily infirmities than at five-and-twenty. This I still impute, 1. To the power ofGod, fitting me 'for what he calls me to. 2. To my still travelling four or five thousand miles a year. 3. To my sleeping, night or day, whenever I want it. 4. To my rising at a set hour. And, 5. To my constant preaching, particularly in the morning. Saturday, 29. I went on to Leeds, and, after preaching, met the select society, consisting of about sixty members ; most of whom can testify, that " the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin." Mon. JULY 1. Coming to Sheffield, just at the time of the Quarterly Meeting, I preached on Acts ix. 31 : " Then had the churches rest , and were edified ; and walking in the fear of the Lord, and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost, were multi- plied." This is eminently fulfilled in all these parts ; at Shef- field inparticular. -I found a serious, as well as a numerous, congre- gation at Nottingham. Thursday, 4. I preached at Derby. I trust the work ofGod will now prosper here also. All thejars of our brethren are at an end, and they strive together for the hope ofthe Gospel. -I came to Birmingham, and preached once more in the old dreary preaching-house. -I opened the new House at eight, and it contained the people well: But not in the evening ; many were then 232 REV. J. WESLEY'S July, 1782. constrained to go away. In the middle of the sermon, a huge noise was heard, caused by the breaking of abench onwhich some people stood. None of them was hurt ; yet it occasioned a general panic at first : But in a few minutes allwas quiet. -I read Prayers and preached in the church at Darlaston, and in the evening returned to Birmingham. Fri-

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day, 12. I walked through Mr. Bolton's curious works. He has carried every thing which he takes in hand to a high degree of perfection, and employs in the house about five hundred men, women, and children. His gardens, running along the side ofa hill, are delightful indeed ; having alarge piece of water at the bottom, in which are two well-wooded islands. If faithand love dwell here, then there maybe happiness too. Otherwise allthese beautiful things are as unsatisfactory as straws andfeathers. I spentan hourinHagley-Park ; I suppose inferior to few, if any, in England. But we were straitened for time. To take a proper view of it, would require five or six hours. Afterwards I went to the Leasowes, a farm so called, four or five miles from Hagley. I never was so surprised. I have seen nothing in all England to be comparedwith it. It is beautiful and elegant all over. There is nothing grand, nothing costly ; no temples, so called ; no statues ; (except two or three, which hadbetter have been spared;) but such walks, such shades, such hills and dales, such lawns, such artless cascades, such waving woods, with water intermixed, as exceed all imagination ! On the upper side, from the openings of a shady walk, is a most beautiful and extensive prospect. And allthis is comprised in the compass of three miles ! I doubt if it be exceeded by any thing in Europe. The father of Mr. Shenstone was a gentleman-farmer, who This bred him at the University, and left him a small estate. he wholly laid out in improving the Leasowes, living in hopes ofgreat preferment, grounded on the promises ofmanyrichand great friends. But nothing was performed, till he died at forty- eight; probably of a broken heart ! I heard a sermon in theoldchurch, at Birmingham, which the Preacher uttered with great vehemence against these " hairbrained, itinerant enthusiasts." Buthe totally missed his mark; having not the least conception ofthe persons whom he undertook to describe. Leaving Birmingham early in the morning, I Aug. 1782. preached at nine in alarge school-room at Coventry. About noon I preached to a multitude of people, in the brick-yard, at Bedworth. A few of them seemed to be much affected. In the evening I preached at Hinckley, one of the civilest towns I have seen.

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-I went on to Leicester ; Thursday, 18, to Northampton ; and Friday, 19, to Hinxworth, in Hertford- shire. Adjoining to Miss Harvey's house is a pleasant garden ; and she has made ashady walk round the neighbouring mea- dows. How gladly could I repose awhile here ! But repose is not for me in this world. In the evening many of the villagers flocked together, so that her great hall was well filled. I would fainhope, some of them received the seed in good ground, and will bring forth fruit with patience. We reached London. All the following week the congregations were uncommonly large. Wednesday, 24. My brother and I paid our last visit to Lewisham, and spent a few pensive hours with the relict of our good friend, Mr. Blackwell. We took one more walk round the garden and meadow, which he took so much pains to improve. Upwards of forty years this has been my place of retirement, when I could spare two or three days from London. In that time, first Mrs. Sparrow went to rest ; then Mrs. Dewall ; then good Mrs. Blackwell ; now Mr. Blackwell himself. Who can tell how soon we may follow them? -I preached at West-Street, on the ministry of angels ; andmanywere greatly refreshed in considering the office of those spirits that continually attend on the heirs of salvation. Friday, AUGUST 2, we observed as a day of fasting and prayer for a blessing on the ensuing Conference ; and I believe God clothed his word with power in an uncommon manner throughout the week ; so that, were it only on this account, the Preachers, who came from all parts, found their labour was not invain. -Being obliged to leave London a little sooner than I intended, I concluded the Conference to-day; and desired all our brethren to observe it as a day of solemn thanksgiving. At three in the afternoon I took coach. About one on Wed- nesday morning we were informed that three highwaymen were on the road before us, and had robbed all the coaches that had passed, some of them within an hour or two. I felt no uncasi Aug. 1782. ness on the account, knowing that God would take care of us: Andhe did so ; for,beforewe came to the spot, all the highway-

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congregation; yet all were quiet, even those that could not come in: And I believe God not onlyopened their understand- ings, but began a good work in some of their hearts. -I preached at Witney, one ofthe liveliest places in the Circuit, where I always find my own soul refreshed. I saw such agarden at Oxford as I verily believe all Eng- land cannot parallel. It is three-square; and, I conjecture, con- tains about an acre of ground : It is filled with fruit-trees of various sorts, and all excellent in their kinds. But it is odd beyond all description ; superlatively whimsical. The owner hascrowded together pictures, statues, urns, antiques of various kinds: For all which why should not Mr. Badcock's name, as well as Mr. Roberts's, be consigned to posterity ? -I preached at Thame ; this evening and the next, at High-Wycomb; and on Saturday, returned to London. I preached at Tunbridge-Wells ; Tuesday, 22, at Sevenoaks. Wednesday, 23. I visited the house ofmourning at Shoreham, and read the strange account at first hand. Not long after his former wife died, Mr. H. paid his addresses to Miss B. He had been intimately acquainted with her for some years. By immense assiduity, and innumerable professions of the tenderest affection, he, by slow degrees gained hers. The time of marriagewas fixed: The ring was bought : The wed- ding clothes were sent to her. He came one Thursday, a few days before the wedding-day, and showed the most eager affec- tion ; so he did on Saturday. He came again on the Wednes- day following, sat down very carelessly on achair, and told her with great composure, that he did not love her at all, and there- fore could not think of marrying her. He talked a full hour in the same strain, and then walked away ! Her brother sent a full account of this to Miss Perronet, who read it with perfect calmness, comforted her niece, and strongly exhorted her to continue steadfast in the faith. But the grief which did not outwardly appear, preyed the more upon her 240 REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1782. spirits, till, three or four days after, she felt a pain in her breast, lay down, and in four minutes died. One of the ventricles of

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her heart burst ; so she literally died of a broken heart. When old Mr. Perronet heard that his favourite child, the stay of his old age, was dead, he broke into praise and thanks- giving to God, who had" taken another of his children out of this evil world ! " But Mr. H., meantime, has done nothing amiss. So both himself and his friends say ! I returned to London, andwas glad to find Mr. Edward Smyth and his familyjustcomefrom Dublin, Sunday, 27. At ten I took coach ; reached Norwich on Monday noon, and preached at six in the evening. I stayed there on Tuesday ; and Wednesday, 30, went to Yarmouth, where were the largest congregations I had seen for many years. Thursday, 31. I went on to Lowestoft, which is, at present, far the mostcom- fortableplace in thewhole Circuit. Friday, NOVEMBER 1. Mr. Smyth and his wife gave us a strange account:-A little before they were married,her brother Samuel was about eight years old. One evening as she was with Mr. Smyth, in one of the rows, at Yarmouth, both of them saw Samuel standing five or six yards off. She cried out, " Sammy, come hither ; I want you ; " but instantlyhewas gone. Just then he fell into the river. A large water-dog, which was on the bridge, directly leaped off, swam about, and sought him,but could not find him. He then came out, and ran to his mother's house howling ; nor would he leave her till he was put out by force. -. About nine I preached at Cove, a village nine or ten miles from Lowestoft: The poor people presently filled the House, and seemed to devour every word. About one I preached at Loddon ; and at Norwich in the evening. -I administered the Lord's Supper to about an hundred and forty communicants. I preached at half-past two, and again in the evening ; after which I requested them to go away in silence, without any one speaking to another. They took my advice: They went away in profound silence, so that no soundwas heard but that of their feet. -At five in the morning the congregation was exceeding large. That in the evening seemedso deeply affected, that I hope Norwichwill again lift up its head. Atninewe took

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and in the afternoon returned to London . I found the cold which I had contracted in the way 242 REV. J. WESLEY'S Feb. 1783. to St. Alban's, exceedingly increased,having adeep and violent cough, which continued at intervals till spring. I retired to Hoxton for afew days. Thursday, 19. About eleven at night, a gun was fired at our chamber window, and at the same time a large stone thrown through it. (Probably in sport,by some that had been drinking.) I pre- sently went to sleep again. I visited Mr. Maxfield, struck with a violent stroke of palsy. He was senseless, and seemed near death ; but we besought God for him, and his spirit revived, I cannot but think, in answer to prayer. Sunday, 29. I buried the remains of Thomas Forfit, a rich, and yet a generous man. Hewas unwearied in welldoing; and in agood old age, without any pain or struggle, fell asleep. Tuesday, 31. We concluded the yearwith a solemn watch-night. Wed. JANUARY 1, 1783.-May I begin to live to-day ! Sunday, 5. We met to renew our covenant with God. We never meet on this occasion without a blessing ; but I do not know that wehad ever so large acongregationbefore. I paid one more visit to Mr. Perronet, now in his ninetieth year. I do not know so venerable a man. His under- standing is little, if at all, impaired ; and his heart seems to be all love. A little longer I hope he will remain here, to be a blessing to all that see andhear him. I preached at St. Thomas's church in the after- noon, and at St. Swithin's in the evening. The tide is now turned ; so that I have more invitations to preach in churches than I can accept of. Sat. FEBRUARY 1.-I drank tea at Mr.A-'s, in the Maze- pond, Southwark ; but both Mr. A- and his wife informed me they were determined to quit the house as soon as possible, by reason of strange noises, which they heard dayand night, but in the night chiefly, as if all the tables and chairs had been thrown up and down, in the rooms above and under them. -Mr. Maxfield continuing ill, I preached this after-

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equally agreeable in her person and temper. So what had he to do but enjoy himself? Accordingly, he left off business, took a large, handsome house, and furnished it in a most elegant manner. A little while after, showing his rooms to a friend, he said, " All this will give small comfort inadying hour." A few days after, he was taken with a fever. I saw him twice : He was sensible, but could not speak. In spite of all means, he grew worse and worse, and in about twelve days died. So within a few days we lost two of our richest, and two of our 244 REV. J. WESLEY'S March, 1783 holicst, members,-Sarah Clay, and good old George Hufflet, who had been, for many years, a burning and ashining light. He lay fourteen weeks praising God continually, and had then atriumphant entrance into his kingdom. Sun. MARCH 2.-In the evening I took coach, and the next evening preached at Bath. Thursday, 6. I went on to Bristol, and found a family of love, so united as it hadnot been for some years. The next week I met the classes ; and on Friday hadawatch-night at Kingswood ; but I was far from being well, the cold which I hadcaught in coming from Lutonrather increasing than decreasing. Saturday, 15. I had a deep, tear- ing cough, and was exceeding heavy and weak. However, I made shift to preach at Weaver's Hall, and to meet the peni- tents . Sunday, 15. 1 foundmyself considerably worse. How- ever, I preached in the morning ; but had such a fever in the afternoon, that I was obliged to take my bed. I now knew not what to do, having fixed the next morning for beginning myjourney to Ireland,and sentnotice to Stroud, Gloucester, and various other places, of the days wherein I purposed to visit them. But Mr. Collins kindly undertook to supply my place at Stroud, and the other places, as far as Worcester. Lying down in bed, I took part (being able to swallow no more) ofa draught which was prepared for me. It gave me four or five and twenty stools, and amoderate vomit ; after which I fell fast asleep. Monday, 17. Mr. Collins set out. About six in the morning, finding myselfperfectly easy, I set out in the afternoon, and overtook him at Stroud. But it was

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as much as I could do ; for I was in a high fever, though with- out any pain. Aftergiving a short exhortation to the society, I was very glad to lie down. My fever was exactly ofthe same kind with that I had in the north of Ireland. On Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, I was just the same : The whole nervous system was violently agitated. Hence arose the cramp, with little intermission, from the time I lay down in bed till morning : Also a furious, tearing cough, usually recur- ring before each fit ofthe cramp. And yet I had no pain in my back, or head, or limbs, the cramp only excepted. But I had no strength at all, being scarce able to move, and much less to think. In this state I lay till Friday morning, when a violent fit ofthe cramp carriedthe fever quite away. PerceivMay, 1783.1 JOURNAL. ing this, I took chaise without delay, and reached Worcester in the afternoon. Here I overtook Mr. Collins again, who had supplied all my appointments, and with a remarkable blessing to the people. But being much exhausted, I found rest was sweet. Saturday, 22. In the morning I gave a short exhorta- tion, and thenwent on to Birmingham . Finding still some remains of the fever, with a load and tightness across my breast, and a continual tendency to the cramp, I procured a friend to electrify me thoroughly, both through the legs and the breast, several times in the day. God so blessed this, that I had no more fever or cramp, and no more load or tightness across my breast. In the evening I ventured to preach threequarters of an hour, and found no ill effect at all. In the afternoon I reached Hilton-Park, about six miles north of Wolverhampton. Here I found my old acquaint- ance, Miss Freeman, (whom I had known almost from a child,) with Sir Philip Gibbes's lady, and his two amiable daughters, in a lovely recess. With these I spent this evening and the next day, both profitably and agreeably. -. I crossed over the country to Hinckley, and preached in the evening, in the neat, elegant preaching-house. So I did, morning and evening, on the three following days, to a serious, well-behaved people.

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aweek passes wherein some are not justified, and some renewed inlove. Wednesday,20. I met a few of these, and found them indeed Allpraise, all meekness, and all love. In theevening I exhorted them all to expect pardon or holiness to-day, not to-morrow. O let their love never grow cold ! I set out for Derby ; but the smith had so effectu- ally lamed one ofmyhorses, that manytold me he would never be able to travel more. I thought, " Even this may be made matter of prayer; " and set out cheerfully. The horse, instead ofgrowing worse and worse, went better and better ; and in the afternoon (after I had preached at Leek by the way) brought me safe toDerby. Being desired tomarry two of our friends at Bux- ton, two-and-thirty miles from Derby, I took chaise at three, and came thither about eight. I found notice had been given ofmypreaching in the church ; and the Minister desired me to read Prayers. By this means I could not leave Buxton till eleven, nor reach Nottingham till after seven ; whereas I was to have preached at six. But Mr. Brackenbury came to town just in time to supply my place. 248 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1783. -I had an easy day's work, as Mr. Bayley assisted me, by reading Prayers, and delivering the wine at the Lord's Table. -I preached at Loughborough in themorning, and at Mountsorrel at one. While I was preaching, the rain, which was so wanted, began, and continued for eight-and-forty hours. In the evening I preached at Leicester, where I always feel much liberty, and yet see but little fruit. After preaching at Northampton, Bedford, and Hinxworth, on Saturday, 31, I returned to London. Sun. JUNE 1.-I was refreshed by the very sight ofthe con- gregation at the new chapel. Monday, 2, and the following i days, I employed in settling my business, and preparing for my little excursion. Wednesday, 11. I took coach with Mr. Brackenbury, Broadbent, and Whitfield; and in the evening we reached Harwich. I went immediately to Dr. Jones, who received me inthe most affectionate manner. About nine in the morning we sailed ; and at nine on Friday, 13, landed at Helvoetsluys. Herewe hired acoach for Briel, but were forced

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to hire a wagon also, to carry a box which one of us could have carried on his shoulders. At Briel we took a boat to Rotterdam. We had not been long there, when Mr. Bennet, a bookseller, who had invited me to his house, called uponme. But as Mr. " Loyal, the Minister ofthe Scotch congregation,had invited me, he gave up his claim, andwent with us to Mr. Loyal's. I found a friendly, sensible, hospitable, and, I am persuaded, a pious man. We took a walk together round the town, all as clean as agentleman's parlour. Many of the houses are as high as those in the main street at Edinburgh; and the canals, running through the chief streets, make them convenient, as well as plea- sant ; bringing the merchants' goods up to their doors. Stately trees grow on all their banks. The whole town is encompassed with a double row of elms ; so that onemaywalk all round it in the shade. I had much conversation with the two English Ministers, sensible, well-bred, serious men. These, as well as Mr. Loyal, were very willing I should preach in their churches ; but they thought it would be best for me to preach in the Epis- copal church. By our conversing freely together, many prejudices were remove,d and all our hearts seemed to be united ! together. June, 1783. JOURNAL. 249 In the evening we again took a walk round the town, and I observed, 1. Many ofthe houses are higher than most in Edin- burgh. It is true they have not so many stories; but each story is far loftier. 2. The streets, the outside and inside of their houses in every part, doors, windows, well-staircases, furniture, even floors, are kept so nicely clean thatyou cannot find a speck of dirt. 3. There is such agrandeur and elegance in the fronts of the large houses, as I never saw elsewhere ; and such apro- fusion of marble within, particularly in their lower floors and staircases, as I wonder other nations do not imitate. 4. The women and children (which I least of all expected) were in general the most beautiful I ever saw . They were surprisingly fair, and had an inexpressible air of innocence in their counte- nance. 5. This was wonderfully set off by their dress, which

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was simplex munditiis, plain and neat in the highest degree. 6. It has lately been observed, that growing vegetables greatly resist putridity ; so there is an use in their numerous rows of trees which was not thought of at first. The elms balance the canals, preventing the putrefaction which those otherwise might produce. One little circumstance I observed, which I suppose is pecu- liar to Holland : To most chamber-windows a looking-glass is placed on the outside of the sash, so as to show the whole street, with all the passengers. There is something very pleasing in these moving pictures. Are they found in no other country ? The Episcopal church is not quite so large as the chapel in West-Street. It is very elegant both without and within. The Service began at half-past nine. Such a congre- gationhad not often beenthere before. I preached on, "God created man inhis ownimage." The people seemed, " all but their attention, dead." In the afternoon the church was so filled as (they informedme) it had not been for these fifty years. I preached on, "God hath given us eternal life; and this life is in his Son." I believe God applied it to many hearts. Were it only for this hour, I am glad I came to Holland. One thing which I peculiarly observed was this, and the same in all the churches in Holland: At coming in, no one looks on the right or the left hand, or bows or courtesies to any one ; but all go straightforward to their seats, as if no other person was inthe place. During the service none turns his head on either side, or looks at anything but his book or the Minister ; and June,1783. in going out, none takes notice of any one, but all go straight forward till they are in the open air. After church an English gentleman invited me to his country- house, not half a mile from the town. 1 scarce ever saw so pretty a place. The garden before the house was in three par- titions, each quite different from the others. The house lay between this and another garden, (nothing like any of the others,) from which you looked through a beautiful summer- house, washed by a small stream, into rich pastures filled with

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and Colonel V. after me. I believe this hour was well employed. As we walked over the Place we saw the Swiss Guards at their exercise. They are a fine body of men, taller, I suppose, than any English regiment; and they all wear large whiskers, which they take care to keep as black as their boots Afterwards we saw the gardens at the Old Palace, beautifully laid out, with alarge piece of water in the middle, and a canal at each end : The open walks in it are pleasant, but the shady serpentine walks are far pleasanter. Wedined at Mrs. L's, in such a family as I have seldom seen. Her mother, upwards of seventy, seemed to be continu- ally rejoicing inGod her Saviour : The daughter breathes the same spirit ; and her grandchildren, three little girls and aboy, seem to be all love. I have not seen four such children together in all England. Agentleman coming in after dinner, I found a particular desire to pray for him. In alittle while he melted into tears, as indeed did most of the company. Wednesday, 18. In the afternoon Madam de Vassenaar invited us to a meeting at a neighbouring lady's house. I expoundedGal. vi. 14, and Mr. M. interpreted as before. -We took boat at seven. Mrs. L. and one of her relations, being unwilling to part so soon, bore us company to Leyden ; a large and populous town, but not so pleasant as Rotterdam . In the afternoon we went on to Haerlem, where a plain, good man and his wife received us in amost affectionate manner. At six we took boat again. As itwas filled from end to end, I was afraidwe should not have a very pleasantjourney. After Mr. Ferguson had told the people who we were, we made a slight excuse, and sung anhymn. They were all attention We then talked a little, by means of our interpreter, and desired that any of them who pleasedwould sing. Four persons did so ; and sung well. After awhile we sung again: So did one or two of them ; and all our hearts were strangely knit together, so that when we came to Amsterdam they dismissed us with abundance of blessings. June, 1783 We breakfasted at Mr. Ferguson's, near the heart

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the Texel, which spreads into a sea. Zeeburgh itself is a little house built on the edge of it, which commands both a land and sea prospect. What iswanting to makethe inhabitants happy, butthe knowledge and love ofGod ? We took a view of the new Workhouse, which stands on one side ofthe Plantations. It much resembles Shore- ditchWorkhouse : Onlyit is considerablylarger. And the front of it is so richly ornamented, that it looks like a royal palace. 254 REV. J. WESLEY'S June,1783. About four hundred are now in the house, which is to receive four hundred more : Just half as many as are in the Poorhouse at Dublin, which now contains sixteen hundred. We saw many of the poor people, all at work,knitting, spinning, pickingwork, orweaving. And the women in one room were all sewing, either fine or plain work. Many of these had been women of the town : For this is a Bridewell and Workhouse in one. The head keeper was stalking to and fro, with a large silver-hilted sword by his side. The bed-chambers were exceeding neat : The beds are better or worse as are those that use them. We saw both the men in one long room, and the women in another, at dinner. In both rooms, they sung a Psalm and prayed, before and after dinner. I cannot but think the managers in Amsterdam wiser than those in Dublin : For certainly a little of the form of religion is better than none at all ! Afterwards we spent an hour at Mrs. V's, a very extra- ordinary woman. Both from her past and present experience, I can have no doubt but she is perfected in love. She said, " I was born at Surinam; and came from thence when I was about ten years old. But when I came hither, my guardian would not let me have my fortune, unless I would go back to Surinam. However, I got acquainted with some pious people, andmade shift tolive, till I was about sixteen : I then embarked for Surinam ; but a storm drove us to the coast of England, where the ship was stranded. I was in great distress, fearing I haddonewrong in leaving the pious people : But just thenGod revealed himselfto my soul. I was filled withjoy unspeakable ;

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and boldly assured the people, who despaired of life, that God would preserve them all. And so he did: Wegot on shore at Devon; but we lost all that we had. " After a time I returned to Amsterdam, and lived four years in service: Then I married. Seven years after, it pleasedGod to work a deeper work in my heart: Since then I have given myselfwholly to Him. I desire nothing else. Jesus is myAll. I am always pleased with his will : So I was, evenwhen my husband died. I had not onediscontented thought ; I was still happy in God. " We took boat for Haerlem. The great church here is a noblestructure, equalled by few cathedrals inEngland, either in length, breadth, or height : The organ is the largest I ever saw, and is said to be the finest in Europe. Hence we went June, 1783. to Mr. Van Ka's, whose wife was convinced of sin and justified by reading Mr. Whitefield's Sermons. Here we were as at home. Before dinner we took awalk in Haerlem Wood. It adjoins to the town, and is cut out in many shady walks ; with lovely vistas shooting out every way. The walk from the Hague to Scheveling is pleasant ; those near Amsterdam more so; but these exceed them all. We returned in the afternoon to Amsterdam; and in the evening took leave of as many ofour friends as we could. How entirely were we mistaken in the Hollanders, supposing them to be of a cold, phlegmatic, unfriendly temper ! I have not met with amore warmly affectionate people in all Europe ! No, not in Ireland ! Our friends having largely provided us with wine and fruits for our littlejourney, we took boat in a lovely morning for Utrecht, with Mr. Van 's sister, who in the way gave us a striking account : " In that house," said she, (pointing to it as we went by,) " my husband and I lived ; and that church adjoining to it was his church. Five years ago, we were sitting together, being in perfect health, when he dropped down, and in aquarter of anhour died : I lifted up my heart and said, ' Lord, thou art my husband now ; ' and found

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no will but his." This was a trial worthy of a Christian: And she has ever since made her word good. We were scarce got to our inn at Utrecht, when Miss L-came. I found herjust such as I expected. She came on purpose from her father's I observe of all the country-house, where all the family were. pious people in Holland, that, without any rule but the word of God, they dress as plain as Miss Marchdidformerly, and Miss Johnson does now ! And considering the vastdisadvantage they areunder, having no connexion with each other, and being under no such discipline at all as we are, I wonder at the grace of God that is in them ! Iwalked over to Mr. L'scountry-house, about threemiles from the city. It is a lovely place, surrounded with delightful gardens, laid out with wonderful variety. Mr. L is of an easy genteel behaviour, speaks Latin correctly, and is no stranger to philosophy. Mrs. L-is the picture offriend- liness and hospitality ; and young Mr.L-seems to be cast in the same mould. We spent a few hours very agreeably. Then Mr. L-would send me back in his coach. 256 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1783. Being sick of inns, (our bill at Amsterdam alone amounting to near ahundred florins,) I willingly accepted of an invitation to lodge with the sons-in-law of James Oddie. -. We went over to Zeist, the settlement of theGer- man brethren. It is a small village, finely situated, with woods on every side, andmuch resembles one of the large Colleges in Oxford. Here I met with my old friend Bishop Antone, whom I had not seen for near fifty years. He did not ask me to eat or drink ; for it is not their custom, and there is an inn; but they were all very courteous ; and we were welcome to buyany thing that we pleased at their shops ! I cannot see how it is possible for this community to avoidgrowing immensely rich. I have this day lived fourscore years ; and, by the mercy of God, my eyes are not waxed dim: And what little strength of body or mind I had thirty years since, just the same I have now. Godgrant I may never live to be useless ! Rather may I Mybody with my charge lay down,

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And cease at once to work and live. -At ten I began the Service in theEnglish church in Utrecht. I believe all the English in the city were present, and forty or fifty Hollanders. I preached on 1 Cor. xiii.; I think, as scarchingly as ever in my life. Afterwards a merchant invited me to dinner : For six years he had been at death's door by an asthma, andwas extremely ill last night ; but this morning, without any visible cause, he was well, and walked across the city to the church. He seemed to be deeply acquainted with religion, and made me promise, if I came to Utrecht again, to make his house my home. In the evening a large companyofus met atMiss L.'s, where I was desired to repeat the substance of my morning sermon. I did so : Mr. Toydemea (the Professor of Law in the Uni- versity) interpreting it sentence by sentence. They then sung a Dutch hymn; and we an English one. Afterwards Mr. Regulet, a venerable old man, spent some time in prayer, for the establishment of peace and love between the two nations. Utrecht hasmuch the look of an English town. The streets are broad, and have many noble houses. In quietness and stillness it much resembles Oxford. The country all round is like agarden: And the people I conversed with are not only civil and hospi- table, but friendly and affectionate, even as those atAmsterdam. July, 1783. 257 We hired acoach for Rotterdam, at half-a-crown per head. We dined at Gouda, at M. Van Flooten's, Minister ofthe town, who received us with all possible kindness. Before dinnerwe went into the church, famous for its paintedwindows ; butwe had not time to survey a tenth part ofthem : We could only observe, in general, that the colours were exceeding lively, and the figures exactlyproportioned. In the evening we reached once more the hospitable house ofMr. Loyal, at Rotterdam. Tues. JULY 1.-I called on asmany as I couldofmy friends, andwe partedwith much affection. We then hired a yacht, which brought us to Helvoetsluys, about eleven the next day. At two we went on board ; but the wind turning against us, we did not reach Harwich till about nine on Friday morning. After a little rest we procured a carriage, and reached London about eleven at night.

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points were considered : First, the case of Birstal House ; and, Secondly, the state of Kingswood School. With regard to the former, our brethren earnestlydesired that I would go to Birstal myself, believing this would be the most effectual way of bringing the Trustees to reason. With regard to the latter, we all agreed, that either the School should cease, or the Rules of itbeparticularly observed : Particularly, that the children should never play; and that amaster should be always present with them. Tues. AUGUST 5. -Early in the morning I was seized with a most impetuous flux. In a few hours it was joined by a violent and almost continual cramp; first, in my feet, legs, thighs ; then, in my side and my throat. The case being judged extreme, a grain and a half of opium was given me in three doses : This speedily stopped the cramp ; but, at the same time, took awaymyspeech, hearing, and power of motion ; and locked meupfromhead to foot ; so that I lay amere log. I then sent for Dr. Drummond, who from that time attended me twice a day. For some days I wasworse and worse ; till, on Friday, I was removed to Mr. Castleman's. Still my head was not affected, and I had no pain,although in a continual fever. But I continued slowly to recover, so that I could read or write an hour or two at a time. On Wednesday, 12, I took a vomit, which almost shook me to pieces ; but, however, did me good. Sunday, 17, and all the followingweek,my fever gradu- ally abated ; but I had a continual thirst, and little or no increase of strength : Nevertheless, being unwilling to be idle, on Saturday, 23, I spent an hour with the penitents ; and, finding myself no worse, on Sunday, 24, I preached at the newRoom, morning and afternoon. Finding my strength was Sept. 1783. now in some measure restored, I determined to delay no longer ; but setting out on Monday, 25, reached Gloucesterin the after- noon : In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall ; I believe, not in vain. Tuesday, 26. Iwent on to Worcester, where many young people are just setting out in the ways ofGod. I joined fifteen ofthem this afternoon to the society; all ofthem, I believe,

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athirst for salvation. Wednesday, 27. I preached at Birming- ham,andhadacomfortable season. Thursday, 28. I paid another visit to the amiable family at Hilton-Hall. Friday, 29. About ten I preached for the first time at Stafford, to a large anddeeply attentive congregation. It is now the dayof small things here ; but the grain ofmustard-seed may grow up into a great tree. Hence I rode to Congleton. I had received abundance of complaints against the Assistant ofthis Circuit,-James Rogers. Saturday, 30. I heard all the parties face to face, and encou- raged them all to speak theirwhole mind. I was surprised ; so much prejudice, anger, and bitterness, on so slight occasions, I never saw. However, after they had had it out, theywere much softened, if not quite reconciled. Sunday, 31. I preached in the new church at Macclesfield, both morning and afternoon. I believe we had seven hundred communicants. Mon. SEPTEMBER 1.-We clambered over the mountains to Buxton. In the afternoon I preached in Fairfield church, about half amile from the town; it was thoroughly filled with serious and attentive hearers. Tuesday, 2. We went to Leeds, where I was glad to find several Preachers . I consulted the Preachers, how it was best to pro- ceed with the Trustees of Birstal House, to prevail upon them to settle it on the Methodist plan. They all advised me to beginby preaching there. Accordingly, I preached on Thurs- day evening, and met the society. I preached again in the morning. Friday, 5. About nine I met the nineteen Trustees ; and, after exhorting them to peace and love, said, " All that I desire is, that this Housemay be settled on the Methodist plan; and the same clause may be inserted in your Deed which is inserted in the Deed of the new chapel in London ; viz., ' In case the doctrine or practice of any Preacher should, in the opinion of the major part of the Trustees, be not conformable to Mr. W-'s Sermons and Notes on the New Testament, on representing this, another Preacher shall be sent within three months."" Oct. 1783. JOURNAL. 261 Five of the Trustees were willing to accept of our first propo- sals ; the restwere not willing. Although I could not obtain the end proposed ; and, in that

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over us. However, we got safe to Watton-Bridge, and then walked on to Newport. There is much life among the people here ; and they walk worthy of their profession. -I went to Newtown, (two miles from Newport.) supposed to be the oldest town in the isle ; but itsglory ispast ! The church lies in ruins, and the town has scarce six houses remaining. However, the preaching-house was thoroughly filled; and the people appeared to be all of one rank ; none rich, and none extremely poor ; but all were extremely serious and attentive. I crossed over to Southampton ; and found two or three there also who feared and loved God. Then I went to Winchester, and had the pleasure of dining with Mr. Lowth, and supping with Mrs. Blackwell. Her six lovely children are in admirable order ; it is a pleasure to see them. A Clergyman having offered me his church, I purposed beginning at five ; but the key was not to be found ; SO I made a virtue of necessity, and preached near the Cross-Street ; probably to double the congregation which would have been in the church. Many of the Dutch prisoners remaining here, I paid them a short visit. When they were brought hither first, one of them prayed with as many as desired it,and gave them aword of exhortation. Presently one found peace withGod, and joined him in that labour of love. These increased, so that theyhave now five exhorters : Many are justified, and many more con- vinced of sin. About two hundred of them were met together when I came : They first sung a hymn in their own language; I then gave them ashort exhortation inEnglish, forwhich they were extremely thankful. Just at twelve (the same hour as at Bristol) I was taken exceeding ill, and so continued till three. I then took chaise, as I had appointed, and was better and better every stage, and quite wellwhen I came to London. I preached at Wallingford. Tuesday, 14. I went on to Oxford, and found both the congregation and society increased in zeal as well as in number. Wednesday, 15. I came to Witney. The flame which was kindled here by that provi-

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ing at Purfleet, to apeople thatwere all alive. Wednesday, 7. Iwent on to Colchester ; and on Friday, 9, returned to London. -Desiring to help some that were in pressing want, butnot having any money left, I believed it was not improper, in such a case, to desire help from God. A few hours after, one from whom I expected nothing less, put ten pounds into myhands. -Beingvehemently accused, by awell-meaning man, of very many things, particularly of covetousness and uncourt- cousness , I referred the matter to three of our brethren. Truly March,1784, in these articles, " I know nothing by myself. But he that judgeth me is the Lord." I beganvisiting the classes in the town and country. Sunday,25. I preached in the afternoon in St. George's, South- wark ; a very large and commodious church. Thursday, FEB- RUARY 4. I went down to Nottingham, and preached a charity sermon for the General Hospital. The next day I returned to London. In the following week I visited the country societies. Saturday, 14. I desired all our Preachers to meet, and consider thoroughly the proposal of sending Missionaries to the East Indies. After the matter had been fully considered, we were unanimous in our judgment, that we have no call thither yet, no invitation, no providential opening of any kind. -I spent an agreeable hourwith the modern Han- nibal, Pascal Paoli; probably the most accomplished General that is now in the world. He is of a middle size, thin, well- shaped, genteel, and has something extremely striking in his countenance. How much happier is he now,with his moderate pension, than he was in the midst of his victories ! On Saturday, having a leisure hour, I made an end of that strange book, " Orlando Furioso." Ariosto had doubtless an uncommon genius, and subsequent poets have been greatly indebted to him : Yet it is hard to say,whichwas the most out ofhis senses, the hero or the poet. He has not the least regard even to probability ; his marvellous transcends all conception. Astolpho's shield and horn, and voyage to the moon, the lance that unhorses every one, the all-penetrating sword, and I know not how many impenetrable helmets and coats of mail,-leaves transformed into ships, and into leaves again, stones turned into horses, and again into stones, are such monstrous fictions

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as never appeared in the world before, and, one would hope, never will again. O who, that is not himself out of his senses, cancompareAriosto with Tasso ! Mon. MARCH 1.-I went to Newbury, and preached in the evening to a large and deeply affected congregation. Tuesday, 2, and Wednesday, 3, I preached at Bath, and on Thursday, 4, went on to Bristol. Friday, 5. I talked at large with our Masters in Kingswood School, who arenow just such as I wished for. Atlength the Rules of the House are punctually observed, and the children are all in good order. -I spent a few melancholy minutes at Mr. Hender- March, 1784.1 267 son's, with the lost Louisa. She is now in a far more deplorable case than ever. She used to be mild, though silly : But now she is quite furious. I doubt the poor machine cannot be repaired in this life. The next week I visited the classes at Bristol. Friday, 12, being at Samuel Rayner's, in Bradford, I was convinced of two vulgar errors ; the one, that nightingales will not live in cages ; the other that they only sing amonth or two in the year. He has now three nightingales in cages ; and they sing almost all day long, from November to August. Saturday, 13. About nine I preached at Trowbridge, where a large congregation quietly attended. Returning to Bristol, I lodged once more at E-J's, a genuine old Methodist. Godhas latelytaken awayher only brother, as well as her beloved sister. But she was still able to say, " It is the Lord : Let him do what seemeth him good." Leaving Bristol after preaching at five, in the evening I preached at Stroud; where, to my surprise, I found the morning preaching was given up, as also in the neighbour- ing places. If this be the case while I am alive, what must it bewhen I am gone ? Give up this, and Methodism too will degenerate into a mere sect, only distinguished by some opinions and modes ofworship. I preached in Painswick atnoon,and at Glou- cester in the evening. The Room was full at five in the morn- ing, andboth the Preachers and people promised to neglect the early preaching no more. Wednesday, 17. We went to Chel-

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or three miles from Newcastle-under-Lyne. It was still pierc- ingly cold ; but the preaching-house would not hold a fourth part of the people. So I preached in the open air; the moon giving us clear light, though not much heat. The House was filled at five in the morning ; and God again applied his word. -I preached in the new preaching-house at Henley- Green; but this was far too small to hold the congregation. Indeed, this country is all on fire, and the flame is still spread- ing from village to village. The preaching-house at Newcastle justheld the congregation,many being kept away by the elec- tion ; especially the Gentry. But still the poor heard theGospel preached, and received it with all readiness ofmind. I reached Burslem, wherewe had the first society in the country ; and it is still the largest, and the most in ear- nest. I was obliged to preach abroad. The House would but just contain the societies at the love-feast ; at which many, both men and women, simply declared the wonderful works of God. I did not find so lively a people at Congleton. Although the April, 1784. wounds made by prejudice were nearly healed, yet a faintness anddeadness remained. I found the same sad effects ofprejudice at Macclesfield : But there are so many here truly alive to God, that his work goes on still; only not in so rapid a manner as it might otherwise have done. Sun. APRIL 4.-I preached at the new church, morning and evening, to a London congregation. Monday, 5. About noon I preached at Alpraham, to an unusually large congregation. I was surprised, when I came to Chester, to find that there also morning preaching was quite left off, for this worthy reason: "Because the people will not come, or, at least, not in the win- ter." If so, the Methodists are a fallen people. Here is proof. They have " lost their first love;" and they never will or can recover it, till they "do the first works." As soon as I set foot in Georgia, I began preaching at five in the morning; and every communicant, that is, every serious person in the town, constantly attended throughout the year : I mean, came every morning, winter and summer, unless in the

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appeared to me ; that I fell at his feet, and he laid his headupon my right eye. Immediately I waked, and from that moment have seen as well with that eye as with the other." I applied, to a very large congregation, the case of the Rechab- ites . (Jer. xxxv.) I asked, 1. Does it appear that these owed to Jonadab more than the Methodists owe to me? 2. Are they as observant of my advices (although both scriptural and rational ; to instance only in dress and rising early) as the Rechabites were ofhis advices ? (Ofdrinking nowine, and living in tents ; which had neither Scripture nor reason to support them!) I think every member of the society at Bolton does take my advice, with respect to other things, as well as with respect to dress and rising early; in consequence of which they are con- tinually increasing in number as well as in grace. I preached about ten at Wingate, a village five or six miles from Bolton. I was constrained, by the multitude of people, to preach abroad, though it was exceeding cold, on, "All things are ready; come unto the marriage." Truly the people were ready too. They drank in every word. In the evening we had a very uncommon congregation at Wigan. Only one gentlewoman behaved " as she used to do at church ; " (so several afterwards informed me;) talking all the time, though no one answered her ! But the rest were deeply attentive ; and, I trust, will not be forgetful hearers. I had designed to go from hence to Blackburn ; but hearing that April, 1784. 271 one of our society, near Preston, was at the point of death, I turned a little out of myway, to spend half an hour with her. I found Mrs. Nuttal, alovely, patient creature, praising God continually, though worn away with pining sickness and long- continued pain. Having paid the last office of friendship here, Iwent to Preston, and preached to a serious congregation. In the evening I preached at Blackburn, where also the society is lively, and continually increasing. After preaching at five to a numerous congrega- tion, (but not one rich or well-dressed person among them, either morning or evening ! Poor Blackburn !) I hastened on

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Gowry, the fruitfullest valley in the kingdom. And I observe a spirit of improvement prevails in Dundee, and all the country round about it. Handsome houses spring up on every side. Trees are planted in abundance. Wastes and commons are con- tinually turned into meadows and fruitful fields. There wants only a proportionable improvement in religion, and this willbe one of the happiest countries in Europe. In the evening I preached in our own ground to a numerous congregation : But the next afternoon to one far more numerous ; onwhom I earnestly enforced, "How long halt ye between two opinions ? " Many of them seemed almost persuaded to halt no longer : But God only knows the heart. -I was agreeably surprised at the improvement of the land between Dundee and Arbroath. Our preaching-house atArbroath was completely filled. I spoke exceeding plain on the difference of building upon the sand, and building upon the rock. Truly these " approve the things that are excellent," whether they practise them or no. I found this to be a genuine Methodist society : They are all thoroughly united to each other. They love and keep our Rules ; they long and expect to be perfected in love : If they continue so to do, they will and must increase in number as well as in grace. I reached Aberdeen between four and five in the afternoon. Tuesday, 5. I found the morning preaching had been long discontinued: Yet the bands and the select society were kept up. But many were faint and weak for want of morning preaching and prayer-meetings, ofwhich I found scarce any traces in Scotland. In the evening I talked largely with the Preachers, and showed them the hurt it did both to them and the people, for any one Preacher to stay six or eight weeks together in one place. Neither can he find matter for preaching every morning and evening, nor will the people come to hear him. Hence he grows coldby lying in bed, and so do the people. Whereas, if he never stays more than a fortnight together in one place, he may find matter enough, and the people will gladly hear him. They immediately drew up such a plan for this Circuit, which they determined to pursue. 274 REV. J. WESLEY'S May, 1784.

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-We had the largest congregation at five which I have seen since I came into the kingdom. We set out imme- diately after preaching, and reached Old-Meldrum about ten. Aservant of Lady Banff's was waiting for us there, who desired Iwould take post-horses to Fort-Glen. In two hours we reached an inn, which, the servant told us, was four little miles from her house. So we made the best of our way, and got thither in exactly three hours. All the family received us with the most cordial affection. At seven I preached to a small congregation, all ofwhom were seriously attentive, and some, I believe, deeply affected. -I took a walk round about the town. I know not when I have seen so pleasant a place. One part of the house is an ancient castle, situated on the top of a little hill. At a small distance runs a clear river, with a beautiful wood on its banks. Close to it is a shady walk to the right, and another on the left hand. On two sides of the house there is abundance ofwood : On the other, a wide prospect over fields and meadows. About ten I preached again with much liberty of spirit, on, " Love never faileth." About two I left this charming place, and made for Keith. But I know not how we could have got thither, hadnot Lady Banff sent me forward, through that miser- able road, with four stout horses . I preached about seven to the poor of this world : Not a silk coat was seen among them : And to the greatest part of them at five in the morning. And I did not at all regret my labour. -We reached the banks of the Spey. I suppose there are few such rivers in Europe. The rapidity of it exceeds even that of the Rhine : And it was now much swelled with melting snow. However, we made shift to get over before ten; and about twelve reached Elgin. Here I was received by adaugh- ter of good Mr. Plenderleith, late of Edinburgh ; with whom having spent an agreeable hour, I hastened toward Forres : But we were soon at full stop again ; the river Findorn also was so swollen, that we were afraid the ford was not passable. How-

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a solemn parting, as we could hardly expect to meet again in the present world. I dined once more at Sir Lodowick Grant's, whom likewise I scarce expect to see any more. His Lady is lately gone to rest, andhe seems to be swiftlyfollowing her. Achurch being offered me at Elgin, in the evening I had a multitude of hearers, whom I strongly exhorted to " seek the Lord while he may be found." Thursday, 13. We took a view of the poor remains of the once-magnificent cathedral. By what ruins are left, the workmanship appears to havebeen exquisitely fine. What barbarians must they have been, who hastened the destruction of this beautiful pile,by taking the lead off the roof ! May, 1784. The church was again well filled inthe evening, by those who seemed to feel much more than the night before. In conse- quence, the morning congregation was more than doubled; and deep attention sat on every face. I do not despair of good being done even here, provided the Preachers be " sons of thunder." We saw, at a distance, the Duke of Gordon's new house, six hundred and fifty feet in front. Well might the Indian ask, " Are you white men no bigger than we redmen? Then why do you build such lofty houses ?" The country between this and Banff is well cultivated, and extremely plea- sant. About two I read Prayers andpreachedin the Episcopal chapel at Banff, one of the neatest towns in the kingdom. About ten I preached in Lady Banff's dining-room, at Fort-Glen, to a very serious, though genteel, congregation ; and afterwards spent a most agreeable evening with the lovely family. We set out early, and dined at Aberdeen. On the road I read Ewen Cameron's Translation of Fingal. I think hehasproved the authenticity ofit beyondall reasonablecontra- diction : But what a poet was Ossian ! Little inferior to either Homer or Virgil ; in some respects superior to both. Andwhat an hero was Fingal ! Far more humane than Hector himself, whom we cannot excuse for murdering one that lay upon the ground; and with whom Achilles, or even pious Æneas, is not worthy to be named. Butwho is this excellent translator, Ewen Cameron ? Is not his other name Hugh Blair ? I went to Newburgh, a small fishing-town, fifteen

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! -We had a sound, useful sermon at church. At eight I preached in our own Room, designing to preach abroad in the afternoon ; but the rain prevented. Monday, 14. About noon I preached at Northallerton ; and, I believe, God touched many hearts : As also at Thirsk, where I preached in the even- ing to an attentive congregation. I preached once more to my old friends at Osmo- therley. About noon I preached at Potto ; and in the evening at Hutton-Rudby, where we had a glorious opportunity : Some great persons who were present seemed to be struck, and almost persuaded to be Christians. Wednesday, 16. I preached in Stokesley about eight; in Guisborough at noon ; and in the evening at Whitby. The morning congregation filled the House. Indeed the society here maybe apattern to all in England. Theydespise all ornaments but good works, together with a meek and quiet spirit. I did not see a ruffle, no, nor a fashionable cap, among them ; though many of them are in easy circumstances. I preached at the market-place in the evening, where were at least thrice as many as the House could contain. -I met such a select society as I have not seen since I left London. Theywere about forty, ofwhom I did not find one who had not a clear witness ofbeing saved from inbred sin. Several of them had lost it for a season, but could never rest till they had recovered it. And every one of them seemed now to walk in the full light of God's countenance. About one I preached to another congregation ofplain people atRobin Hood'sBay. Herewas the first society in all these parts, June, 1784. several years before there was any in Whitby. But their con- tinual jars with each other prevented their increase either in grace or number. At present they seem to be all at peace : So I hope we shall now havejoy over them. In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Scar- borough. Sunday, 20. The new Vicar showed plainly, why he refused those who desired the liberty for me to preach in his church. A keener sermon I never heard. So all I have done to persuade the people to attend the church is overturned at

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once ! And all who preach thus, will drive the Methodists from the church, in spite of all that I can do. I preached in the evening, on 1 Cor. xiii. 1, 2, 3 ; and God mightily confirmed his word, applying it to the hearts ofmany ofthe hearers. The rain drove us into the House at Bridlington. Tuesday, 22. Westopped at a little town, where Mr. Osbaldes- ton lately lived, a gentleman of large fortune, whose lady was as gay and fashionable as any ; but suddenly she ran from east to west ; she parted with all her clothes, dressed like a servant, and scarce allowed herself the necessaries of life. But who can con- vince her that she is going too far ? I fear, nothing less than Omnipotence. About one I preached to a large and remarkably serious con- gregation at Beverley ; about six, at Hull. Afterwards, I met the society, and strongly exhorted them to " press on to the prize of their high calling. " Thursday, 24. I preached about one at Pocklington ; and in the evening at York, where I enforced, " Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve." Friday, 25. Manywere in tears, and a fire seemed to run through the whole congregation, while I opened that scripture, " They shall rest in their beds, each one walking in his uprightness." Such another opportunity we had in the evening, while I was explaining the words of our Lord to the Centurion, " Go thy way ; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee." -About two I preached at Thorne, and inquired what fruit remained of the great work of God there. Some, I found, had drawn back to their sins ; but many held fast what they received. Hence I rode to Epworth, which I still love beyondmost places in the world. In the evening I besought all them that had been so highly favoured, " not to receive the grace ofGod invain." June,1784, -I preached at Misterton, at eight ; and at Over- thorpe about one. At four I took my stand in Epworth market- place, and preached on those words in the Gospel for the day, " There is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more

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thanover ninety and ninejust persons that need no repentance." It seemed as if very few, if any, of the sinners then present were unmoved. I inquired into the state of the work ofGod which was so remarkable two years ago. It is not yet at an end ; but there has been a grievous decay, owing to several causes : 1. i The Preachers that followed Thomas Tattershall were neither so zealous nor so diligent as he had been. 2. The two Leaders, to whom the young men and lads were committed, went up and : down to preach, and so left them in a great measure to them- selves ; or, rather, to the world and the devil. 3. The two womenwhowere the most useful of all others, forsook them ; the one leaving town, and the other leaving God. 4. The fac- tories which employed so many of the children failed, so that all of them were scattered abroad. 5. The meetings ofthe child- ren by the Preachers were discontinued ; so their love soon grew cold ; and as they rose into men and women, foolish desires entered, and destroyed all the grace theyhad left. Nevertheless great part of them stood firm, especially the young maidens, and still adorn their profession. This day I met the children myself, and found some of them still alive to God. And I do not doubt, but if the Preachers are zealous and active, they will recover most of those that have been scattered. To-day I entered onmy eighty-secondyear, andfound myself just as strong to labour, and as fit for any exercise ofbody or mind, as I was forty years ago. I do not impute this to second causes, but to the Sovereign Lord of all. It is He who bids the sun of life stand still, so long as it pleaseth him. I am as strong at eighty-one, as I was at twenty-one ; but abundantly more healthy, being a stranger to the head-ache, tooth-ache, and other bodily disorders which attended me in my youth. We can only say, " The Lord reigneth ! " While we live, let us live to him ! In the afternoon I went to Gainsborough, and willingly accepted the offer of Mr. Dean's chapel. The audience was large, and seemed much affected : Possibly some goodmay be

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to Wakefield. I recommended to thecongregation here,(and afterwardsmany other places,) the example of the people in Holland, (at least, wherever I have been,)whonevertalkin a place ofpublicworship, (July, 1784. either before or after the service. They took my advice. None courtesied, or bowed, or spoke to any one ; but went out in as decent a manner, and in as deep silence, as any I saw at Rotter- dam or Utrecht. -I preached at Huddersfield in the morning ; at Longwood-House, at noon ; and in the evening, at Halifax. Sunday, 11. I preached in the morning at Greetland House ; at one, and in the evening, at Halifax. The House would in nowise contain the people; yet the wind was so high, that I could not preach abroad. Mr. Sutcliffe read Prayers, and I preached atHep- tonstall, where many poor souls were refreshed. Between one and two I preached in Todmorden church ; and, at five, in our own preaching-house, boldly situated on the steep ascent of a tall mountain . I went to Burnley, a place which had been tried for many years, but without effect. It seems, the time was now : come. High and low, rich and poor, now flocked together from all quarters ; and all were eager to hear, except one man,who was the Town-crier. He began to bawl amain, till his wife ran to him, and literally stopped his noise : She seized him with one i hand, and clapped the other upon his mouth, so that he could not get out one word. God then began awork, which, I am persuaded, will not soon come to an end. Wednesday, 14. I preached at Colne. Thursday, 15. I retired to Otley, and rested two days. Sunday, 18. I preached, morning and after- noon, in Bingley church ; but it would not near contain the congregation. Before Service I stepped into the Sunday-school, i which contains two hundred and forty children, taught every Sunday by several masters, and superintended by the Curate. So, many children in one parish are restrained from open sin, and taught a little good manners, at least, as well as to read the Bible. I find these schools springing up wherever I go. Per- haps God may have a deeper end therein, thanmen are awareof.

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away, on, " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest." Friday, 6. I preached at Birmingham ; and on Saturday, 7, at Worcester. -I preached in the afternoon in St. Andrew's church, andwas agreeably surprised to observe the congregation deeply attentive, while I applied the story of Dives and Lazarus. Aug. 1784. -. I rode over Malvern-Hills, which affords one of the finest prospects in the kingdom, to Ledbury ; then, through miserable roads, to Ross. I preached in the evening at Mon- mouth, to a very quiet and civil congregation. Tumults were now at an end, as I lodged at the house of a gentleman whom none cared to oppose ; and even in the morning we had a large congregation, both of rich and poor. -I took a walk to what is called the Bowling-Green House, not a mile from the town. I have hardly seen such a place before. A gravel-walk leads through the most beautiful meadows, surrounded on all sides by fruitful hills, to a gently- rising ground, on the top of which is asmooth Green, on which the Gentry of the townfrequently spend the evening indancing. From hence spread various walks, bordered with flowers ; one of which leads down to the river, on the back of which runs another walk whose artless shades are not penetratedby the sun. These are full as beautiful in their kind, as even the hanging-woods at Brecknock. Wednesday, 11. It was with some difficulty that I broke from this affectionate people, and went on, through amost lovely country, to Brecon. I found the little flock were in great peace, and increasing in number as well as in strength. I preached in the Town-Hall. I never saw such a congregation in Brecknock before ; no, not even when I preached abroad. And I scarce ever found the power of God so present. It seemed as if every one must know the Lord, from the least to the greatest. We went on to Carmarthen. After preaching, I advised all the audience to copy after the decent behaviour of the Hollanders, in and after public worship. They all took my i advice ; none opened their lips till they came into the open air.

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Friday, 3. I preached at Guinea-Street ; and the word of God was with power ; in consequence of which there was a large con- gregation at five in the morning, although they had not been accustomed before to any service at that hour. Saturday, 4. In the evening I preached at Bath. Sunday, 5. I read Prayers, preached, and administered the sacrament, to a large congrega- tion; but it was larger in the afternoon, and largest of all in the evening, when I opened and applied, " Thou shalt love thy ! neighbour as thyself." Andmany were laid in the balance and foundwanting, even of those who had often appealed to this very rule. I preached at Kendalshire, where I do not remem- ber to have been for near forty years. On the two following days, I preached at Chelton and Coleford. After preaching to an earnest congregation at Coleford, I met the society. They contained themselves pretty well during the exhortation ; but when I began to pray, the flame broke out. Many cried aloud, many sunk to the ground,many trembled exceedingly ; but all seemed to be quite athirst for God, and penetrated by the pre- sence of his power. Sept. 1784. JOURNAL. 289 -Dr. Coke read Prayers, and I preached, in the new Room. Afterward I hastened to Kingswood, and preached under the shade of that double row of trees which I planted about forty years ago. How little did any one then think that they would answer such an intention ! The sun shone as hot as it used to do even in Georgia ; but his rays could not pierce our canopy ; and our Lord, meantime, shone upon many souls, and refreshed them that were weary. I visited one that was confined to her bed, and in much pain, yet unspeakably happy, rejoicing evermore, praying without ceasing, and in everything giving thanks ; yea, and testifying that she had enjoyed the same happiness, without any intermission, for two-and-twenty years. I preached at Bath and Bradford ; Wednesday, 15, at Trowbridge and Frome. Thursday, 16. I went to Ditchet, a village near Castle-Cary, where I found a friendly, hospitable family. I preached in the evening to a numerous and earnest congregation. Friday, 17. The House would not

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contain half the people. Hence we passed through a delightful country to theNunnery, a mere elegant trifle, near King Alfred's Tower ; a lofty , triangular building, standing in the height of the country, on the very spot (as is supposed) where he drew up his army against the Danes. About eleven I preached at Castle-Cary, to a quiet and attentive multitude. In the evening I preached at Shepton-Mallet, where the people at length know the day of their visitation. Saturday, 18. I preached in the neat, cheerful church at Midsummer-Norton. Monday, 20, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I met the classes ; but found no increase in the society. No wonder, for discipline had been quite neglected ; and without this, little good can be done among the Methodists . Thursday, 23. I preached at Paulton about one ; and at Pensford in the evening. The gentlemen at Chew-Magnahaving sent me word I was welcome to preach in the church, I went thither the next morning ; but they now sent me word they had changed their minds ; so I preached in our ownpreaching-house, on, " If we let him alone, all men will believe on him ." -I had a long conversation with John M'Geary, one of our American Preachers, just come to England. He gave a pleasing account of the work of God there continually increasing, and vehemently importuned me to pay one more 290 REV. J. WESLEY'S Oct. 1784. visit to America before I die. Nay, I shallpaynomore visits to new worlds, till I go to the world ofspirits. Sat. OCTOBER 2. It pleased God once more to pour out his Spirit on the family at Kingswood. Many ofthe children were much affected. I talked particularly with some who desired to partake of the Lord's Supper. They did so thenext morning. Afterwards I spent a little timewith all the children ; and easily observed an uncommon awe resting upon them all. In the evening we renewed our covenant with God in the new Room at Bristol. It wassupposedwe had a thousand communicants ; and I believe none went empty away. -I set out for London. About eleven I preached at the Devizes ; and in the evening at Sarum. A grievous stumbling-block was lately thrown in theway ofthis poorpeople. Ayoung gentlewoman, after being deeply convinced of sin, found peace with God in a glorious manner. Shewasunspeak-

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ably happy ; but, not longafter, suddenly fell intoblack despair, and afterwards into melancholy madness, wherein she continued about two years. Here was an occasion of offence for them that sought occasion, which they took care to improve. -About eleven I preached at Winchester ; and in the evening at Portsmouth-Common. Thosewho could notget in, at first made a little noise ; but in a short time all was quiet. Thursday, 7. I crossed over to the Isle of Wight. In the afternoon I preached at Newtown, once the largest town in the Isle ; but now not having six houses together. In the evening all the Ministers, and most ofthe Gentry at Newport, attended the preaching. Who hath warned them to flee from the wrath to come? Omay many " bring forth fruit with patience! " Friday, 8. We returned to Portsmouth-Common ; and Satur- day, 9, to London. -I set out for Oxfordshire ; and in the evening preached at Wallingford. Tuesday, 19. I spent an hour at Lord Harcourt's seat, near Newnham ; one of the pleasantest spots I have seen . It stands on a gently rising hill, and com- mands amost delightful prospect. The rooms are not sogrand as some, but elegant in the highest degree. So is also the front of the house, andwhat is called the flower-garden; a small inclosure, surrounded by lofty trees, and filled with all the beauties that nature and art can give. The House at Oxford was thoroughly filled; and students as i Nov. 1784.1 JOURNAL. 291 well as townsmen were deeply serious. Thursday, 21. I preached at Witney, on, "As thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. " Wehad a large congregation at five in the morn- ing; at twelve I met the children, and was pleased to find that the impression which was made on them by the storm last year, isnotyet worn out ; and the whole society, still double to what it was, appears to be much in earnest. After preaching in the evening, I met the select society, and foundmany of them who for several years have lost nothing of what they had received, but do still love God with all their heart ; and, in consequence, " rejoice evermore, pray without ceasing, and in everything give thanks." Tuesday, 22. I

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or the crowded audience, after the text was named, " There is Jan. 1785. 295 joyin heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and ninejust persons, that need not repentance." The power of the Lord was eminently present, and most of the pri- soners were in tears. Afew days after, twenty of them died at once, five of whom died in peace. I could not but greatly approve of the spirit and behaviour of Mr. Villette, the Ordi- nary ; and I rejoiced to hear, that it was the same on all similar occasions. We had asolemn watch-night, and ushered in the new year with the voice ofpraise and thanksgiving. Sat. JANUARY 1, 1785.-Whether this be the last or no, mayit be thebest year of mylife ! Sunday, 2. A larger num- ber of people were present this evening at the renewal of our covenant with God, than was ever seen before on the occasion . -At this season we usually distribute coals and bread among the poor of the society. But I now considered, they wanted clothes, as well as food. So on this, and the four following days I walked through the town, and begged two hundred pounds, in order to clothe them that needed it most. But it was hard work, as most of the streets were filled with melting snow, which often lay ankle deep ; so that my feet were steeped in snow-waternearlyfrommorning till evening : I held it out pretty well till Saturday evening ; but Iwas laid up with a violent flux, which increased every hour, till, at six in the morning, Dr. Whitehead called upon me. His first draught made me quite easy ; and three or four more perfected the cure. If he lives some years, I expect he will be one of the most eminent Physicians in Europe. I supposed my journeys this winter had been over ; but I could not decline one more. Monday, 17. I set out for poor Colchester, to encourage the little flock. They had exceeding little of this world's goods, but most of them had a better por- tion. Tuesday, 18. I went on to Mistleythorn, a village near Manningtree. Some time since, one of the shipwrights of Deptford-yard, being sent hither to superintend the building of some men-of-war,began to read sermons on a Sunday evening

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letters from the Preachers, Stewards, and Leaders at Plymouth- Dock, informing me, that William Moore had renounced the Methodists, hired a place to preach in, and drawn away about forty of our members, to form a society for himself. They therefore begged I would come down as soon as possible, to quench the kindling fire. I saw no time was to be lost, and therefore immediately took places in the Exeter diligence. -. I preached in Stepney church, one of the largest March, 1785. 297 parish churches in England. Monday, 28. The diligence reached Sarum about eight in the evening. About nine we left it. So keen a frost, I hardly ever felt before : And our car- riage let in the air on all sides, so that we hardly could preserve life. However, soon after five on Tuesday evening, we got to Exeter. Wednesday, MARCH 2. We went on to Plymouth- Dock ; and found all that we had heard, confirmed. But I verily believe, we are better without William Moore, than with him; as his heart is not right with God. To quiet the minds of many well-meaning persons, I preached on those comfortable words, " Even the hairs of your head are all numbered ; " and in the morning, on, " Despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him." Thursday, 3. In the evening I read to the whole con- gregation, a plain state of the case, with regard to the Deed of Declaration, which William Moore had so wonderfully misrepre- sented : And I believe they were all fully satisfied. -I took a walk through the Royal Hospital for sick and wounded sailors. I never saw any thing of the kind so complete : Every part is so convenient, and so admirably neat. But there is nothing superfluous, and nothing purely ornamen- tal, either within or without. There seems to be nothing want- ing, but aman full of faith and zeal, to watch over the souls of the poor patients, and teach them to improve their affliction. In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Ply- mouth ; and it pleased God to give me uncommon liberty in describing the power of faith. What a blessed proof of this has there been here, since I was in the town before !

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Preaching at the Dock in the evening, I besought all serious people not to " grieve the Holy Spirit of God; " but to " put away all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil- speaking." I exhorted them, in particular, not to talk about Mr. Moore at all, but to give him up to God. I preached at the Dock at seven. Between one and two I began at Plymouth ; and asmany as could get in seemed to be deeply affected, with the application of those words, " Go thy way, and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee." In the afternoon I accepted of an invitation from Dr. Gench, the Physician of the Hospital ; and passed an agreeable hour with a man of sense, and, it seems, of considerable learning. At five I preached in the shell of the new House, on the form and March, 1785. power of godliness. In the evening I met the society once more, confirmed in the truth more than ever, and more deter- mined to walk in the good old waywherein theyhad continued from the beginning. -. We had a pleasant journey to Exeter ; and on Tuesday, to Bath. But the coach did not come in soon enough for me to preach in the evening : Nevertheless, we had a large congregation in the morning. Wednesday, 9. This society too ismuch improved since Iwas here last. Manystumbling-blocks are removed out ofthe way, and brotherly love is increased. After spending adayor two at Bristol, on Satur- day, 12, I returned to Bath, and preached to a numerous con- gregation. Great part of them were present again at six in the morning. Sunday, 20. I went over to Kingswood, and preached the funeral sermon ofAnn Noble, an old member of the society ; who, having adorned the Gospel above forty years, died in the full triumph offaith . I set out early, and dined at Stroud. The death of Mr. Willis, snatched away in the midst of his years, but a few days before, brought abundance of people to the preaching- house; and most of them were deeply serious ; so that we had a very solemn hour. Tuesday, 22. I preached in Painswick at noon, and at six in the Court-House at Gloucester. Amulti-

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tude of people flocked together, many of whom were of the better sort ; and most of them appeared to be, for the present, almost persuaded to be Christians. Wednesday, 23. About eleven I preached at Tewkesbury, and in the evening at Wor- cester. Thursday, 24. I breakfasted at Mrs. Price's, a Quaker, who keeps a Boarding-School. I was much pleased with her children, so elegantly plain in their behaviour, as well as apparel. Iwas led, I know not how, to speak to them largely ; then to pray; and we were all much comforted. The society is ingreat peace, and striving together forthe hope of the Gospel. I have not seen greater earnestness and simplicity inany society, since we left London. Iwas now considering how strangely the grain of mustard- seed, planted about fifty years ago, has grown up. Ithasspread through all Great Britain and Ireland ; the Isle of Wight, and the Isle of Man; then to America, from the Leeward Islands, through the whole continent, into Canada and Newfoundland. And the societies, in all these parts, walk by one rule, knowing March, 1785. 299 religion is holy tempers ; and striving to worship God, not in form only, but likewise " in spirit and in truth." MARCH 25.-(Being Good-Friday.) I hastened to reach Birmingham before the Church Service began. Asharper frost I never knew : But indeed our House was hot enough in the evening ; and I have not seen a more earnest people. Such an advantage it is to be fully employed. In every place we find labouringmen most susceptible of religion. Such a blessing results from that curse, " In the sweat of thy brow shalt thou eatbread." -I had designed to rest ; but notice had been given ofmy preaching at Quinton at noon. As the House would not hold the people, I was constrained, cold as it was, to preach abroad; and they all seemed to feel that solemn question, " How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation ? " In the evening myheart was enlarged in such amanner as I have seldom known ; so that I detained the congregation consi- derably longer than I am accustomed to ; and all the people seemed determined to " glorify God with their body and their spirit." MARCH 27.-(Being Easter-day.) I preached at seven, on,

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"The Lord is risen indeed," with an uncommon degree of free- dom; andthenmet the LocalPreachers, several ofwhom seemed tohave caught the fashionable disease,-desire of independency. Theywere at first very warm ; but at length agreed to act by the Rules laid down in the Minutes of the Conference. The weather now changed. Small rain fell some hours, and then turned into snow. This made it very dirty : However, the poor people got through, and filled Darlaston church. Hence I returned to Wednesbury ; but could not preach abroad, the ground being covered with snow. As many as could crowded into the House. A love-feast followed, at which many plain people spoke without reserve. The artless propriety with which they spoke must be truly astonishing to all who do not consider that promise, " They shall be all taught of God." I preached a kind of funeral sermon on Sarah Wood, one of the first membersof the society. For above fifty years she adorned the Gospel, being a pattern of all holiness. She was confined to her bed for several months. Being asked if time did not hang upon her hands, she answered, " No ; the Bible is my delight." "How can that be," said her friend, April, 1785. "when you cannot see ? " " Very well," said she ; " for the Lord brings it to my remembrance." So,without doubt or fear, she delivered up her soul to her merciful and faithful Creator. About eleven I preached at Wolverhampton, and spent the afternoon with the amiable family at Hilton-Park. Tuesday, 29. At noon I preached in the Room at Stafford, to a deeply affected congregation . This was the more strange, because there are few towns in England less infected with religion than Stafford. In the evening I preached at Newcastle, to a very serious and much affected congregation. Wednesday, 30. We found a difficulty at Lane-End. Even at noon the House con- tained not a third of the congregation. The wind was piercing cold ; nevertheless, I preached abroad, and God warmed our hearts. In the evening I was greatly comforted among our brethren at Burslem, well established in grace ; and such another congregation I met with, Thursday, 31 , at Congleton. Fri. APRIL 1. I came to Macclesfield, where Mr. Simpson had given notice ofmy preaching in his church. Here I fully

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delivered my own soul ; and on Saturday, 2, went on to Man- chester. Sunday, 3. Our brethren flocking in from all parts, the House, large as it is,could not containthem. Itwas sup- posed we had twelve hundred communicants. Monday, 4. I preached to our old, loving congregation at Bolton. Tuesday, 5. At noon I preached at Wingate, in the open air. The con- gregation were quite ripe for all the Gospel blessings, devouring every word. In the evening I preached at Wigan. I never before saw this preaching-house full; but it was more than full to-night, and with deeply attentive hearers. Wednesday, 6. I preached at Liverpool ; but I found no ship there ready to sail. So, Thursday, 7, (after preaching at Warrington in the way,) I hastened to Chester. Neither was there any ship at Parkgate ready to sail ; so, Friday, 8, we took coach, and reached Holy- head between four and five on Saturday in the afternoon. Between nine and ten we went on board the Clermont packet : But it was a dead calm till past ten on Sunday, 19, when the company desired me to give them a sermon. After sermon I prayed that God would give us a full and speedy passage. While I was speaking the wind sprung up ; and in twelve hours brought us to Dublin Bay. Does not our Lord still hear the prayer ? I found such a resting-place at our own house, as I never found in Ireland before ; and two such Preachers April, 1785. with two such wives, I know not where to find again. In the evening, and so every evening beside, we had Sunday evening congregations ; and in the morning they were larger, by a third part, than those I had when I was here last. On Tuesday, and the three following days, I examined the society. I never found it in such a state before ; many of them rejoiced in God their Saviour, and were as plain in their apparel, both men and women, as those in Bristol and London. Many, I verily believe, loveGod with all their hearts ; and the number of these increase daily. The number of the whole society is seven hundred and forty-seven. Above three hundred of these have been added in a few months ;-a new and unexpected

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thing ! In various places, indeed, we have frequently felt The o'erwhelming power of saving grace ; which acted almost irresistibly. But such a shower of grace never continued long; and afterwards men might resist the Holy Ghost as before. When the general ferment subsides, every one that partook of it has his trial for life ; and the higher the flood, the lower will be the ebb; yea, the more swiftly it rose, the more swiftly it falls : So that if we see this here, we should not be discouraged. We should only use all diligence to encourage as many as possible to press forward, in spite of all the refluent tide. Now, especially, we should warn one another not to grow weary or faint in our mind ; if haply we may see such another prodigy as the late one at Paulton, near Bath, where there was a very swift work of God ; and yet, a year after, out of an hundred converted, there was not one backslider ! The number of children that are clearly converted to God is particularly remarkable. Thirteen or fourteen little maidens, in one class, are rejoicing in God their Saviour ; and are as serious and stayed in their whole behaviour, as if they were thirty or forty years old. I have much hopes, that half of them will be steadfast in the grace ofGod which they now enjoy. We had such a number of communicants at the cathedral as was scarce ever seen there before. In the evening manywere cut to the heart ; and, I believe, not a few comforted. A love-feast followed ; at which many spoke what God had done for their souls, with all plainness and simplicity. -I went through a delightful country to Prosperous ; a little town, begun five years ago by Captain Brooke, just 302 REV. J. WESLEY'S April,1785. returned from the East Indies. Here he introduced every branch of the cotton manufactory, on a most extensive plan. He built two rows of commodious houses, with all convenient appurtenances ; and he now employs about two thousand men, women, and children, on the spot, beside near the same number in other places. They had a very large Room, but not near large enough for the congregation. All that got in seemed much affected, as

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they did likewise at five in the morning. About fifty of them are already joined in a society. Fair blossoms ! Butwhat will the fruit be ? Aremarkable circumstance, we were informed, occurred near this place, about three weeks before :-Apoor woman, who owed her landlord fourteen pounds, scraped seven together, which she brought him. But he absolutely refused to take less than the whole, yet detained her in talk till evening. She then set out on a car. When she was within a mile of home, she over- took a soldier, who said he was exceedingly tired, and earnestly entreated her to let him ride with her on the car, to which she at length consented. When they came to her house, finding there was no town within two miles, he begged he might sit by the fire-side till morning. She told him she durst not suffer it, as hers was alone house, and there was none in it but herself and her girl : But at last she agreed he should lie in the girl's bed, and she and the girl would lie together. At midnight, two men, who had blackened their faces, broke into the house, and demanded her money. She said, " Then let me go into the next room and fetch it." Going in, she said to the soldier, " You have requited mewell for my kindness, by bringing your comrades to rob my house." He asked, " Where are they ?" She said, " In the next room." He started up, andran thither. The men ran away with all speed. He fired after them, and shot one dead; who, being examined, appeared to beher landlord ! So that a soldier was sent to protect an innocent woman, and pun- ish anhardened villain ! I preached at ten to an uncommonly large and serious congregation at Edinderry. In the evening I preached at Tyrrel's Pass, where a small, dead society is all that now remains. Such another I found at Coolylough, on Wednesday, 20. Thursday, 21. Going to Athlone, I found the scene entirely changed ; there has not been for many years so much April, 1785. life in the society. Many of the old dead members are quick- ened again. Many are added to them ; and there is no jar of

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the Officers attended, and our Great Captain was present also. I supposed the house at Portarlington would havemore than contained the congregation ; but it would scarce May, 1785. contain a third part ofthem. So I removed to the market-house, and preached on the general judgment. The word was quick and powerful, so that very few appeared to be unaffected. In the evening I preached in the church at Mount-Mellick. Perhaps such a congregation was never there before. But the greater part of them seemed to be of Gallio's mind, to care for none of these things. I preached in our own House at Kilkenny, to just such another congregation. But those that attended in the morning were ofa nobler spirit, and I found uncommon liberty among them. -I preached at Waterford in the Court-House, one ofthe largest in the kingdom. A multitude of people quickly ran together, which occasioned some tumult at first ; but it was quickly over, and all were deeply attentive. Surely God will have much people in this city. Sun. MAY 1.-At eight I preached in the Court-House to a larger congregation than before. At eleven I went to the cathedral, one of the most elegant churches in Ireland. The whole Service was performed with the utmost solemnity. After Service, the senior Prebend, Dr. Fall, invited me to dinner ; and desired, when I came again, I would take a bed at his house. Idoubt that will never be ! At four I preached at the head of the Mall, to a Moorfields congregation, all quiet and attentive. Monday, 2. The con- gregation at five in the morning was larger than that on Satur- day evening ; and all ofthem appeared to have (for the present, at least) a real concern for their salvation. O that it may not pass away as the morning dew ! I took asolemn farewell of this affectionate people, concluding with those awful words :- Now on the brink ofdeath we stand ; And if I pass before, You all may safe escape to land, Andhail me on the shore. -We set out for Dungarven-Ferry ; but in spite of all the speed we could make, the road was so horrible, that we could not reach Youghall before six in the evening. At seven,

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the Court-House was filled from end to end: And such was the attention of all, high and low, that I hope many of them will bring forth fruit to perfection. May, 1785.1 -At five in the morning the Court-House was thoroughly filled. So in the evening I preached in the Mall, where the congregation was much the same as the last at Water- ford ; only that they were in general Protestants, as are most in the town ; who are also some of the most courteous and quiet people in the kingdom. -Before I came half way to Cork, I was met by about thirty horsemen. We dined at Middleton, and then rode on through a pleasant, well-cultivated country to Cork . In the evening, many in the crowded congregation were much comforted. -I made an exact inquiry into the state of the society. I found the number was about four hundred, many of whom were greatly in earnest. Many children, chiefly girls, were indisputably justified; some of them were likewise sanctified, andwere patterns of all holiness. But how shall we keep up the flame that is now kindled, not only in Cork, but in many parts ofthe nation ? Not by sitting still ; but by stirring up the gift of God that is in them ; by uninterrupted watchfulness ; by warning every one and exhort- ing every one ; by besieging the throne with all the powers of prayer; and, after all, some will, and some will not, improve the grace which they have received. Therefore there must be a falling away. We are not to be discouraged at this ; but todo all that in us lies to-day,leaving the morrow to God. -On this day that venerable saint, Mr. Perronet, desired his grandaughter, Miss Briggs, who attended him day and night, to go out into the garden, and take a little air. He was reading, and hearing her read, the three last chapters of Isaiah. When she returned, he was in a kind of ecstasy ; the tears running down his cheeks, from a deep sense ofthe glorious things which were shortly to come to pass. He continued unspeakably happy that day, and on Sundaywas, if possible, happier still. And indeed heaven seemed to be as it were opened to all that were round about him. When he was inbed,

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she went into his room to see if any thingwas wanting ; and as she stood at the feet of the bed, he smiled, and broke out, "God bless thee,my dear child, and all that belong to thee ! Yea, He will bless thee ! " Which he earnestly repeated many times, till she left the room. When she went in, the next morning, Monday, 9, his spirit was returned to God! May, 1785. So ended the holy and happy life of Mr. Vincent Perronet, in the ninety-second year ofhis age. I follow hard after him in years, being now in the eighty-second year ofmyage. O that I may followhim inholiness ; andthatmylast endmaybe like his! In the afternoon I stood in the vacant space near the preaching-house, capable of containing many thousands. Animmense number assembled: There was no disturbance : The days oftumult here are over ; andGod has now of a long season made our enemies to be at peace with us. -About noon I preached at Kinsale, in the old Bowling-green, which lies on the top ofthe hill, and commands a large prospect,bothby seaand land. All behaved well, but a few Officers, who walked up and down, and talked together during the whole service. The poor in Ireland in general are well-behaved : All the ill-breeding is amongwell-dressed people. In the evening I preached in the main street at Bandon, to a very numerous congregation: But some of them were better clothed than taught ; for theylaughed and talkedgreat part of the time. Such a transaction occurred here last week, as has not occurred this century. Asoldier, walking over the bridge, met a countryman, and taking a fancy to his stick, strove to wrench it from him : His companion knocked the soldier down. News 'of this being carried to the barracks, awhole troop of soldiers marched down, and without any provocation, fell upon the countrymen coming into the town, pursued them into the houses where they fled for shelter, and hacked and hewed them without mercy : Two-and-forty were wounded, several maimed, and two killed upon the spot. -I returned from Bandon to Cork; and after endeavouring to confirm those that were much alive to God, on Friday, 13, with some difficulty, I broke loose from my affec- tionate friends, and in two long stages reached Kilfinnan. It

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being too stormy to preach abroad, I preached in the Assembly- Room: All the hearers were serious and well-behaved. I trust some will bring forth fruit with patience. Afterwards I took a survey of the Danish mount near the town; the first I have seen, surrounded with a triple ditch ; but it is not either so high or so large as that near Dundee. Is it not strange, that the Irish, as well as the Scots, should so soon have driven out those merciless robbers who defied all the strength of England for so long a time ? Saturday, 14. I May, 1785. JOURNAL. found a far greater curiosity, a large Druidical temple. I judged by my eye, that it was not less than a hundred yards in diameter ; and it was, if I remember right, full as entire as Stonehenge, or that at Stanton-Drew. How our ancestors could bring or even heave these enormous stones, what modern cancomprehend ? Inthe evening we found many of our old friends at Limerick were removed to Abraham's bosom. MAY 12. (Being Whit- sunday.) The Service at the cathedral began at eleven, and lasted till three. It concluded a little sooner, by myassisting at the Lord's Supper, at the request ofthe Clergymen. Between five and six, I took my stand near the Custom-House, amidst an innumerable multitude of people ; but they were Wild as the untaught Indian's brood. They made such a wonderful noise, that I judged it best to give them the ground, and retire to our own House. Monday, 16. I restored the select society, whichhad been quite neglected. In the evening I earnestly exhorted all our brethren to set out again in the good old way ; and to runwith patience the race that is set before them . -In myway to Gort, Iwas met by some of our brethren of Killchrist, a village eight miles beyond it, givingme an invitation from Colonel Pearse, to lodge at his house. He sent me to Killchrist in one of his own carriages. There I found a large number of plain people, to whom I preached in the yard. Thence I returned to the Colonel's ; but the house being full of genteel company, I was as out of my element ; there being no room to talk uponthe only subject which deserves the attention of a rational creature.

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-Learning that a little girl had sat up all night, and then walked two miles to see me, I took her into the chaise ; andwas surprised to find her continually rejoicing in God. The person with whom the Preachers lodge, informed me, that she has been two years possessed of his pure love. We breakfasted at Athenry, once a populous city. But now seges est ubi Troja fuit. In the afternoon we went on to Ballinrobe. Having heard a remarkable account of the Charter-School here, I resolved to see it with my own eyes. I went thither Corn is now growing on the spot where Troy formerly stood.- EDIT. 308 REV. J. WELSEY'S May, 1785. about five in the afternoon, but found no master or mistress . Seven or eight boys, and nine orten girls, (the rest beingramb- ling abroad,) dirty and ragged enough, were left to the care of a girl, half the head taller than the rest. She led us through the house. I observed first the school-room, not much bigger than a small closet. Twenty children could not be taught there at once, with any convenience. When we came into the bed- chamber I inquired, " How many children now lodge in the house ? " andwas answered, " Fourteen or fifteen boys, and nine- teen girls ." For these boys, there were three beds, and five for the nineteen girls. For food I was informed, the master was allowed a penny-farthing aday foreach ! Thus they are clothed, lodged, and fed. Butwhat are they taught ? As far as I could learn, just nothing ! Of these things I informed the Commis- sioners for these schools in Dublin. But I do not hear of any alteration. If this be a sample of the Irish Charter-Schools, what good can we expect from them ? Inmyway from Limerick hither, I read and carefully con- sidered Major Vallance's Irish Grammar, allowed to be the best extant. And supposing him to give a true account of the Irish language, it is not only beyond all comparison worse than any ancient language I know any thing of; but below English, French, German, Italian, Spanish, or any other modern lan- guage. The difficulty of reading it is intolerable, occasioned chiefly by the insufferable number of mute letters, both of

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were some years since) to be painted plain red. The wind was high and piercing cold; yet the multitude of people obliged me to preach in the open air. Thursday, 26. I preached in the Assembly-Room at Swadlingbar ; but not withoutdifficulty ; my cold being so increased, that I could not sing, nor speak, but just in one key. However, I made shift to preach in the church at Ballyconnel in the evening, though it was very full, and con- sequently very hot. Friday, 27. Feeling myself much as I was eleven years ago, and not knowing how short my time of work- ing might be, I resolved to do a little while I could : So I began at five ; and though I could scarce be heard at first, yet the more I spoke, the more my voicewas strengthened. Before I hadhalf done, every one could hear. To God be all the glory. About ten I preached at Killeshandra, to a multitude of people. But my voice was now so strengthened, that every one could hear. In the evening,there being no house at Kil- more that could containhalf the congregation, I was obliged again to preach abroad. There were several sharp showers, but May, 1785. none went away: For it pleased the Lord to send therewith gracious rain on the souls of them that feared him. -Atfive, though I had not quite recovered my voice, I judged it best to speak as I could. So I preached in Mr. Creighton's barn, and at seven in the ball-room at Cavan. I had designed to go straight from hence to Clones ; but a friend sending me word, that Mr. Sanderson was willing I should preach in his church at Ballyhays, I altered mypurpose, and went thither. Abundance of people were waiting for me: But Mr. Sandersonhaving changed his mind, I preached in the inn-yard, to a very well-behaved congregation of rich as well as poor. Hence I went on to Clones, where I found such a soci- ety, as I had hardly seen in Ireland, making it a point of con- science to conform to all our Rules, great and small. The new preaching-house was exceeding neat, but far too small to contain the congregation. The first time I preached to-daywas with difficulty ; the second and third with less ; the fourth with none at all.

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ing the rain drove us into the market-house, where we were a little disturbed by two or three drunken men ; but all the rest (numerous congregation) behaved with deep seriousness. Wed. JUNE 1.-I took myleave ofmy coeval, Mr. M'Gough , whom I scarce expect to see again in this world. About ten I preached in Blackwater Town, in Mr. Roe's yard, to a large and elegant congregation ; and in the evening to a larger still, at the side of the Fort at Charlemount. Mrs. T. was an unspeak- able blessing to this town, while Mr. T. was stationed there ; and the revival of religion, which began then, has been increas- ing ever since. In the road to and from Charlemount, I had a good deal of conversation with that amiable woman, Mrs.R. God has indeed dealt very mercifully with her ; and her soul is at present much alive. I have great hopes that she, and all her lovely family, will be patterns to all that are round about them. -Iwent to Mr. Caulfield's, the Rector ofKilleman, three miles from Charlemount. His house is agreeably situated, at the head of a beautiful avenue, in which I preached to a very numerous congregation; most of whom seemed to be deeply •The followingis Boscawen's translation of these lines from Horace :- Daytreads onday with rapid pace ; Moonshasten to theirwane by nature's doom ; Whilst thou prepar'st the column's base To rear thy palace,heedless of thy tomb !-EDIT. 312 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1785 affected. I sent my horses on to Mr. Cook's town, ten Irish miles ; Mr. Caulfield sending me thither, Friday, 3, with a pair of his. At ten I preached there, and then hastened forward: But I could not reach Londonderry before seven. We then found (notwithstanding they had but short notice) acongrega- tion gathered from all parts. The society here has not been so well established, for many years, as it is now. What is principallywanting, is, zeal for God, and entire self-devotion to him. -At eight I strongly applied the latter part of the thirteenth chapter to the Romans. We had a very decent congregation at church, but not so many communicants as I expected. At six our Roomwas thoroughly filled with as serious hearers as ever I saw. Monday, 6. We had a numerous con-

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gregation, in the morning, of rich as well as poor. But who is able effectually to warn these to flee from the wrath to come ? At eleven I preached in an open place at Newtown, sixteen miles from Londonderry. In the evening we had, at Coleraine, a larger congregation than at Clones itself; and they seemed a more intelligent people than most I have met with. Indeed, the whole town is different from all that I have seen. There is no hurry or noise, but all quiet and still, both by day and by night ; so that nowonder somany here receive the Gospel of peace, and " bring forth fruit unto perfection." -I accepted the offer of the Presbyterian meeting ; and preached there at noon, and at six in the evening. Wed- nesday, 8. After preaching in the morning, I left many of the loving people in tears, andwent on to Ballymoney ; where I preached in the Court-House, to a very civil, and avery dull, congregation. From hence we went to Ballymena. In the after- noon I walked over to Gracehill, the Moravian settlement. Beside many little houses for them that are married, they have three large buildings ; (on the same planwith that at Fulneck ;) having the chapel in the middle, the house for the single men onthe left hand, that for the single women on the right. We spent one or two agreeable hours in seeing the several rooms. Nothing can exceed the neatness of the rooms, or the courtesy of the inhabitants: But ifthey have most courtesy, we have more love. We do not suffer a stranger, especially a Christian brother, to visit us, without asking him either " to bite or sup." "But it is their way." Iam sorry to say, so itis When I June, 1785.1 called on Bishop Antone, in Holland, an old acquaintance, whom I had not seen for six-and-forty years, till both he and I were grown grey-headed, he did not ask me so much as to wet my lips . Is not this ashameful way ? Away, contrary not only to Christianity, but to common humanity ? Is it not a way that a Jew, a Mahometan, yea, an honest Heathen, would be ashamed of? Having now finished an ingenious book,LeVrayer's "Animad- versions on the Ancient Historians," I thought a few passages

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worth transcribing, as containing some uncommon remarks. He says more for the veracity of Herodotus than ever I saw before ; and convinces me that his authority is more to be relied on than that of Polybius ; who, " contrary to the truth ofhistory, makes Scipio an example ofcontinence, in giving up the fair captive to the Spanish Prince ; whereas, in fact, he never would, nor did, restore her to her husband." "There is not amore incredible relation in all the Roman History, than that Clelia, and all the Roman virgins who were hostages to the Hetrurians, swam over the river Tiber to Rome. Surely they would scarce have dared to look upon so rapid a river, much less to plunge into it ; especially when there was no necessity, for the peacewas then almost concluded. " Some writers affirm, and it is earnestly believed, that Beli- sarius was reduced to beggary. But it is a mere fable : On the contrary, the Emperor Justinian heaped titles and honours upon him to the last ; although he recalled him out of Italy, after he had been defeated there by the French. Procopius, who wrote largely concerning him, says not one word of his being reduced topoverty." -Between nine and ten I preached in the Court- House at Antrim, to a large staring congregation. Thence we went on to Belfast, through miserable roads. O where is com- mon sense ! At six I preached in the Linen-Hall, to a large congregation, admirably well-behaved. I often wonder that, among so civil a people, we candobutlittle good. Friday, 10. We came to Downpatrick ; where, the preaching-house being too small, we repaired, as usual, to the Grove ; a most lovely plain, very near the venerable ruins ofthe cathedral. The con- gregationwas as large as that at Belfast, but abundantly more awakened. The people ingeneral were remarkably affectionate. They filled the large preaching-house at five in the morning ; 314 REV. J. WESLEY'S June,1785. and we seemed to be as closely united with them as with one of our old societies in England. Abouteleven, on Saturday, I preached in the Linen-Hall, at Ballinahinch, to a numerous congregation. The country, from hence to Lisburn, is wonderfully pleasant and fruitful. At six I preached in the Presbyterian meeting, alarge and commo-

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and the left while I was preaching, but only a few drops fell upon us. Thursday, 16. About eight I preached at Rich-Hill, where there were many backsliders, on, " How shall I give thee up, Ephraim ?" In the afternoon I came to Newry, where I never before had any tolerable place to preach in ; but the Presbyterians now offered me the use of their large and hand- some meeting-house : Perhaps it never was filled before. I believe the occasion required me to speak very plain, which I did from Elijah's question, " How long halt ye between two opinions ? " And I applied it to the conscience of each person, rich and poor, with all possible plainness. Many of our friends from Dublin gave us the meeting at Drogheda ; alarge, handsome town, which seemed to me to be little inferior to Waterford. After much opposition, a small society is formed here. I preached in the Sessions- House, a large commodious room, which was quickly filled with rich and poor. The Mayor himself and several of the Aldermen took care that none should make any disturbance. God gave us an exceeding solemn season. After sermon I gave a short account of the rise of Methodism. I believe all were so satisfied, that there will scarce be any more persecution of the Methodists at Drogheda. -Having visited all the places I proposed, I came back to Dublin just as well as I set out, my strength having beenasmyday. I exhorted a crowded audience to " bring forth fruits meet for repentance ; " and afterwards pressed the exhorta- tion on our own society. Monday, 20. I visited one ill of a violent fever, and calmly triumphing over sickness, and pain, and death. In the evening I received a letter from a Physician, whom, the next morning, I carried to see her. He thoroughly understood her case ; and from the day she followed his prescrip- tion she began to recover. I feared very many of the society would be lost before my return ; but I found only three : So that seven hundred and thirty-seven of them remained. I went with twelve or fourteen of our friends on the canal to Prosperous. It is a most elegantway of travelling,

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us, but men of a more quiet spirit are continually added in their stead : So that on the whole we are gainers by our loss. Such is the wisdom of God ! In the evening I preached in the new House at Plymouth. This also was well filled. Sunday, 21. I preached at the Dock at seven, and the House contained us pretty well; but in the evening, it was thought, as manywent away as got in. After preaching, I gave them aplain account of the begin- ning and progress of that great work of God, vulgarly called Methodism. -I took a cheerful leave of our brethren at the Dock, leaving them well united together ; and on the following days preached at Liskeard, St. Austle, Sticker, (a new place Sept. 1785.1 JOURNAL . 319 near it,) Helstone, Marazion, and Penzance. Thursday, 25. About nine I preached at Mousehole, where there is now one of the liveliest societies in Cornwall. Hence we went to the Land's End, in order to which we clambered down the rocks, to the very edge of the water ; and I cannot think but the sea has gained some hundred yards since I was here forty years ago. In the evening I preached at St. Just, where are still many of our eldest brethren, although many are gone to Abraham's bosom. In the evening I preached in the market-place at . St. Ives, to almost the whole town. This was the first place in Cornwall where we preached, and where Satan fought fiercely for his kingdom ; but now all is peace. I found old John Nance had rested from his labours. Some months since, sitting behind the Preacher, in the pulpit, he sunk down, was carried out, and fell asleep ! - About nine I preached at the copper-works, near the Hayle, in the new preaching-house. I suppose such another is not in England, nor in Europe, nor in the world. It is round, and all the walls are brass ; that is, brazen slugs. It seems nothing can destroy this, till heaven and earth pass away. At two the Stewards of all the societies met at Redruth. There is nothing but peace and love among them, and among the societies from whence they came ; andyetno great increase !

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At our love-feast in the evening, several of our friends declared how Godhad saved them from inbred sin, with such exactness, both of sentiment and language, as clearly showed they were taught ofGod. At half-past eight I preached at St. Agnes, to the largest congregation I ever saw there. Between one and two I preached in the street at Redruth, to thousands upon thou- sands ; and my strengthwas as my need : Yet I was afraid, lest I should not be able tomake all those hear that assembled in the evening. But, though it was supposed there were two or three thousand more than ever were there before, yet they heard (I was afterwards informed) to the very skirts of the congregation, while I applied those solemn words, " One thing is needful." I preached at Launceston ; SEPTEMBER 1 , in the market-place at Tiverton ; and on Friday, 2, opened the little preaching-house at Wellington. At noon I preached in an ancient, venerable building, once belonging to a Lord Chief Sept. 1785. Justice. It is oddly called Cat-Hanger. Having a stupid people to deal with, I spoke exceeding plain ; and I think many of them, even Somersetshire farmers, felt as well as heard. Thence we went on to Ditchet. The people here are all attentive ; so that I had nothing to do but apply the promises. The society is continually increasing, and more and more of the hearers are convinced and justified. What is the strangest thing, is, there is no opposer in the town, but rich and poor all acknowledge the work ofGod. Saturday, 3. In the afternoon the good provi- dence of God brought us once more well to Bristol. -Finding areport had been spread abroad, that I was just going to leave the Church; to satisfy those that were grieved concerning it, I openly declared in the evening, that I had now no more thought of separating from the Church than I had forty years ago. I preached at Paulton and Coleford ; Wednesday, 7, in an openplace near the road, at Mells. Just as I began, a wasp, though unprovoked, stung me upon the lip. Iwas afraid it would swell, so as to hinder my speaking ; but it did not. I spoke distinctly, near two hours in all ; and was no worse

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I returned to Norwich ; and in the evening spoke home to an uncommonly large congregation ; telling them, " Of all the people I have seen in the kingdom, for between forty and fifty years, you have been the most fickle, and yet the most stubborn." However, our labour has not been lost, for many have died in peace ; and God is able to say to the residue of these dry bones, " Live ! " I administered the Lord's Supper to about a hun- dred and sixty communicants. -I crossed over to Lynn, which has been, of a long season, a cold and comfortless place. But the scene is now entirely changed: Twoyoung, zealous, active Preachers, strongly urging the people to expect a full and present salvation, have enlivened both the society and the congregation. But the diffi- culty was, how to get to London. No coach set out till Friday morning, nor got in before Saturday night. So I took a post- chaise after preaching, and reached Downham between ten and eleven : But here we were informed, that, in so dark a night,we could not travel over Ely roads, which run between two banks, across which are many bridges, where the coachman must drive to an inch ; but we knew in whom we trusted, and pushed for- ward, till about one on Thursday we reached London. I set out for Northamptonshire, and in the after- noon came to Luton. For many years I had lodged at Mr. Cole's in Luton ; but he was now gone to his long home. The room prepared for me now was very large and very cold, and had no fire-place in it . After dinner I called upon Mr. Hamp- son, the Lawyer who had made Mr. Cole's will. He gave me, with the utmost courtesy, all the information I wanted; and afterwards invited me to lodge at his house, which I willingly Nov. 1785.1 did. In the evening the preaching-housewas thoroughly filled ; and we had ablessed season, both now and in the morning. Tues. NOVEMBER 1.-When I came to Northampton, the new Presbyterian meeting-house was offered me, twice as large as our own. The congregation was numerous and deeply atten- tive. Many attended again in the morning ; I trust, not with-

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the last. We had a glorious opportunity. He poured the dew of his blessing on many souls ; and caused many mourners to rejoice withjoy unspeakable. We came to our old, steady friends at Burslem ; but he with whom I used to lodge is no more seen. He trusted the Americans with all his substance ; and they cheated him out of all : So he came home anddied; leaving an amiablewidow, and six or seven children. Cold as it was, the multitude of people constrained me to preach abroad ; but I believe nonewent away. I preached on, " Truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ." We have scarce seen such a time since we came from London. The place seemed to be filled with his glory. After visiting Newcastle and Congleton, on Saturday, APRIL 1, I came to Macclesfield. Here again I had the satisfaction to find a people much alive toGod. Sunday, 2. We had a April, 1786. JOURNAL . large and serious congregation at the new church, both morning and afternoon. The organ is one of the finest-toned I ever heard ; and the congregation singing with it make a sweet harmony. Monday, 3. About eleven I preached to a crowded congregation in the new House near Chapel-en-le-Frith. Many of these lively people came from among the mountains, and strongly reminded me of those fine verses wherein Dr. Burton paraphrases those plain words, " The hills are a refuge for the wild goats ; and so are the stony rocks for the conies : "- Te, domine, intonsi montes, te saxa loquentur Summa Deum, dum amatjuga pendulus hircus, Sarorumque colit latebrosa cuniculus antra. It is chiefly among these enormous mountains that somany have been awakened, justified, and soon after perfected in love ; but even while they are full of love, Satan strives to push many ofthem to extravagance. This appears in several instances :- 1. Frequently three or four, yea, ten or twelve, pray aloud all together. 2. Some of them, perhaps many, scream all together as loud as they possibly can. 3. Some of them use improper, yea, indecent, expressions in prayer. 4. Several drop down as dead; and are as stiff as a corpse ; but in awhile they start up,

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field in the evening. Friday, 28. I preached at Longwood- House ; the owners ofwhich are a blessing to all the poor, both in spirituals and temporals. Saturday, 29. The wind drove us in the evening into the Cloth-Hall, in Gildersome ; where I expounded and applied," The things that are seen are tem- poral; but the things that are not seen are eternal. " -I preached in the new House at Dewsbury, as I had intended. I could not preach abroad at Birstal at noon, because of the boisterous wind. I got some shelter from it at Wakefield, while I applied those words in one of the Psalms for the day, " He healeth them that are broken in heart, and giveth medicine to heal their sickness." On Monday, MAY 1, and Tuesday, I preached at Leeds ; on Wednesday, at the church at Horsforth, with a remarkable blessing. Thursday, 4. Preaching at Tadcaster in the way, in the evening I preached at York. Sunday, 7. In the morning I preached at St. Saviour's church, thoroughly filled with serious hearers ; and in the afternoon at St. Margaret's, which was over-filled ; many being constrained to go away. We had a love-feast in the evening, at which many artlessly testified what God had done May, 1786.1 for their souls. I have not for many years known this society in so prosperous a condition. This is undoubtedly owing, first, to the exact discipline which has for some time been observed among them ; and, next, to the strongly and continually exhort- ing the believers to " go on unto perfection. " -I preached about one in the new House at Easing- wood, and in the evening at Thirsk. Tuesday, 9. I went on to Richmond. I alighted, according to his own desire, at Arch- deaconBlackburne's house. How lively and active was he some years ago ! I find he is two years younger than me ; but he is now a mere old man, being both blind, and deaf, and lame. Who maketh thee to differ ? He durst not ask me to preach in his church, " for fear somebody should be offended." So I preached at the head of the street, to a numerous congregation ; all ofwhom stood as still, (although it rained all the time,) and

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parish churches in England. I preached on the Gospel for the day, the story of Dives and Lazarus. Being invited to preach in the afternoon, the church was, ifpossible, more crowded than before ; and I pressed home the Prophet's words, " Seek ye the Lordwhile he maybe found ; callye uponhim while he is near." Who would have expected, a few years since, to see me preach- ing in the High Church at Hull? I had appointed to preach at Swinfleet ; so Iwent as far as Beverley this evening, and on Monday, 19, set out early ; but being vehemently importuned to go round by Malton, I did so, and preached there atnine. Thence I hastened to Pocklington ; and, finding the people ready, stepped out of the chaise, and preached without delay. We reached Swinfleet between six and seven,having gone, in all, seventy-six miles. Anumerous congregation was assembled under the shade of tall trees. Sufficient for this day was the labour thereof: But still I was no more tired than when I rose in themorning. -I preached in Crowle at noon ; and in the evening at Epworth. I preached at Scotter at nine; and at oneinBrigg, in an open part of the town. All were still as night ; the very boys and girls standing as quiet as their parents : Indeed, it seemed that the hearts of all were as melting wax before the Lord. In the evening, the people flocking together on every side, I was constrained to preach in the market-place at Grimsby ; where every one behaved well, except the Calvinist Preacher. -In the evening I preached at Louth. I never saw this people affected before. Friday, 23. At nine I preached at Tealby, where many of the people felt that God was with them in an uncommon manner. Having now given a second reading to " Fingal," rendered into heroic verse, I was thoroughly convinced it is one of the finest Epic Poems in the English language. Many of the lines are worthy of Mr. Pope ; many of the incidents are deeply pathetic ; and the character of Fingal exceeds any in June, 1786. 335 Homer, yea, and Virgil too. No such speech comes out of his mouth as, Sum pius Æneas,famâ super æthera notus : "

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quence of which, they all fell in together. The young one fell under the bucket, and stirred no more; the others held for awhile by the side of the well, and then sunk into the water, where it was supposed they lay half an hour. One coming to tell me, I advised,immediately to rub them with salt, and to breathe strongly into their mouths. They did so, but the young one was past help ; the others in two or three hours, were as well as ever. I entered into the eighty-third year of my age. I am a wonder to myself. It is now twelve years since I have felt any such sensation as weariness. I am never tired, (such is the goodness of God! ) either with writing, preaching, or travelling. One natural cause undoubtedly is, my continual exercise and change of air. How the latter contributes to health Iknow not ; but certainly it does. This morning, Abigail Pilsworth, aged fourteen, was born into the world of spirits. I talked with her the evening before, and found her ready for the Bridegroom. A few hours after, she quietly fell asleep. Whenwe went into the room where her remains lay, we were surprised. Amore beautiful corpse I never saw : We all sung, Ah, lovely appearance of death ! What sight upon earth is so fair ? Not all the gay pageants that breathe Canwith a deadbodycompare ! All the company were in tears ; and in all, except her mother, who sorrowed, (but not as one without hope,) theywere tears of joy. " O Death, where is thy sting ? " LONDON, Jan. 20, 1789. i Thur. JUNE 29, 1786.-I took a cheerful leave ofmy affec- tionate friends at Epworth, leaving them much more alive than I found them. About one I preached at Thorne, now one of the liveliest places in the Circuit, to a numerous congregation ; and in the evening at Doncaster. I know not that ever I saw this preaching-house filled before ; and many of them seemed to feel, as well as hear. It may be, some will bring forth fruit withpatience. I turned aside to Barnsley, formerly famous for all manner of wickedness. They were then ready to tear any Methodist Preacher in pieces. Now not a dog wagged his

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love-feast, at which many spoke without reserve ; and several of them admirably well; showing that with the fear of the Lord is understanding. -I met the select society, most ofthem walking in glorious liberty. Afterwards I went to Wentworth-House, the splendid seat of the late Marquis of Rockingham. He lately had forty thousand ayear in England, and fifteen or twenty thousand in Ireland. And whathas he now ? Six foot of earth. Aheap ofdust is all remains of thee ! 'Tis all thou art, and allthe proud shall be. The situation of the house is very fine. It commands a large and beautifulprospect. Before the house is an openview ; behind, a few acres ofwood ; but not laid out with anytaste. The green-houses are large; but I did not observe anything curious in them. The front of the house is large and magnifi- cent, but not yet finished. The entrance is noble, the saloon exceeding grand, and so are several of the apartments. Fewof the pictures are striking: I think none ofthem to be compared with some in Fonmon Castle. The most extraordinary thing I saw was the stables : A Square, fit for a royal palace, all built of fine stone, and near as large as the old Quadrangle at Christ- Church in Oxford. But for what use were these built ? To show that the owner had near threescore thousand pounds ayear! O how much treasure might he have laid up inheaven, with all thismammonof unrighteousness ! About one I preached at Thorpe, to three or four times as many as the preaching- house would have contained; and in the evening to the well- instructed and well-behaved congregation at Sheffield. O what has God wrought in this town ! The leopard now lies down withthekid. -Notice was given, without my knowledge, of my July, 1786. JOURNAL. 341 preaching at Belper, seven miles short of Derby. I was nothing glad of this, as it obliged me to quit the turnpike-road, to hob- ble over a miserable common. The people, gathered from all parts, were waiting. So I went immediately to the market- place ; and, standing under alarge tree, testified, " This is life eternal, to know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent." The House at Derby was throughly

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three days before,) one of our first members, a manof an excel- lent spirit, and unblamable conversation. Monday, 17. After preaching at West-Street, where many were impressed with a deep sense of the presence ofGod,I took coach for Bristol. We had adelightful journey; but having the window at my side open while I slept, I lost my voice, so that I could scarce be heard across aroom. But before Wednesday morning (by apply- ing garlic as usual) it was instantly restored. I preached at the new Room, on, " We have this treasure in earthen vessels." And the hearts ofmany, who had been vexed with needless scruples, were mightily refreshed. -I walked over to Kingswood School, now one of the pleasantest spots in England. I found all things just according to my desire ; the Rules being well observed, and the whole behaviour of the children showing that they were now managed with the wisdom that cometh from above. I preached in the morning on those words in the Second Lesson, " Lazarus, come forth;" and I believe, many that were buried in sin heard the voice of the Son of God. In the evening I preached abroad on Matt. v. 20. In the middle ofthe sermon it began torain; but not manywent away. This putme inmind of that remarkable circumstance respecting the late Pope. On that solemn day when the Pope rides on horse- back to St. Peter's, a violent storm scattered his whole retinue. When it abated, His Holiness was missing ; but they soon found him sitting quietly in the church. Being asked how he could ride through such a storm, he very calmly replied, " I am ready to go, not only through water, but through fire also, for my Lord's sake." Strange, that such a man should be suffered to sit two years in the Papal chair ! Our Conference began: About eighty Preachers attended. We met every day at six and nine in the morning, and at two in the afternoon. On Tuesday and on Wednesday morning the characters ofthe Preachers were considered, whether already admitted or not. On Thursday in the afternoon we permitted any of the society to be present, and weighed what was said about separating from the Church : But we all deter-

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mined to continue therein, without one dissenting voice ; and I 344 REV. J. WESLEY'S Aug. 1786. doubt not but this determination will stand, at least till I am removed into a better world. On Friday and Saturday most ofour temporal business was settled. Sunday, 30. I preached in the Room morning and evening; and in the afternoon at Kingswood, where there is rather an increase than a decrease in the work of God. The Conference met again, and concluded on Tuesday morning. Great had been the expectations ofmany, that we should havehad warm debates ; but, by the mercy of God, we had none at all : Everything was transacted with great calmness ; and we parted, as we met, in peace and love. Tues. AUGUST 8-. At seven Mr. Brackenbury, Broadbent, and I, took coach for Harwich, which we reached about eight in the evening. Wednesday, 9. Between two and three in the afternoon we went on board the Besborough packet, one of the cleanest ships I ever saw, with one of the most obliging Cap- tains. Wehad many gentlemen on board, whom I was agreea- bly surprised to find equally obliging. Thursday, 10. The wind continuing small, and the sea calm, they desired me to give them a sermon. They were all attention. Who knows but some among them may retain the impressions they then received ? Friday, 11. For some timewehad adead calm ; so that we did not reach Helvoetsluys till the afternoon, norRot- terdam till between ten and eleven at night. We found Mr. Loyalwas not returned from ajourney, which he had begun a week or two before ; but Mrs. Loyal gave us a hearty welcome. -Mr. Williams, Minister of the Episcopal church, and Mr. Scott, Minister of the Scotch church, both welcomed me to Holland; but their kindness involved me in an awkward difficulty : Mr. Scott had asked the consent of his Consistory, for me to preach in his church on Sunday afternoon ; but Mr. Williams had given notice of my preaching in his church, both morning and afternoon; and neither of them being willing togive up his point, I would fain have compromised thematter; buteach seemed to apprehend his honour concerned, and would not in anywise give up his point. I saw no possible way to satisfy

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Afterward Mr. Brackenbury repeated to them in French the substance ofwhat Ihad said. I expected to have preached in the English church, as I did before ; but some of the Elders were unwilling: So I attended there as ahearer; and I heard as miserable a sermon as most I have heard in my life. It might have been preached either amongJews, Turks, or Heathens, without offending them at all. In the afternoon I expounded to acompany ofserious Christians, our Lord's account of building ourhouse upon a rock. Jonathan Ferguson interpreted sentence by sentence ; andGod applied it to the hearts of the hearers. I spent an hour with great satisfaction at Mr. Noltanu's country-house. Such a couple as him and his wife, I never saw since I left London ; and both their children appeared Aug. 1786.1 347 to be worthy of their parents, both as to person, understanding, and temper. -I spent great part ofthe day at Mr. Vankennel's country-house, having agreed with him to give me a private room to write in, before and after dinner. At ten, a very sensi- ble Clergyman came in, with whom I conversed very largely, as he talked elegant Latin, and exceeding fluently, beyond any I have lately seen on the Continent. Having seen all the friends I proposed to see, on Thursday, 24, I took my leave of this loving people, and the pleasant city ofAmsterdam, very probably for ever ; and, setting out at seven inthe morning, between two and three in the afternoon came to Utrecht. Mr. Vanrocy, the gentlemanwho had engaged me to lodge, sent acoach to wait for me at my landing; and receivedme with the courtesy and cordiality of an old Yorkshire Methodist. -. I kept close to my work all the day. I dined at Mr. Loten's, where was such variety of food as I never saw at any Nobleman's table, either in England or Ireland. In the after- noon we took a view of a widow lady's gardens, in the suburbs ofUtrecht. I believe, from the house to the end of the grand vista is about a mile. I think the gardens are not half as broad ; but such exquisite beauty and symmetry I never saw before . In grandeur it is not to be named with a few places in England ;

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but in elegance and variety, I verily believe it equals, if not exceeds, any place of the size in Europe. In the evening I expounded to a select company of very honourable ladies, Matt. vii. 24 ; Miss Loten interpreting for me sentence by sentence : And I know not but God might bless this poorway of preaching to the Dutch, as he did that to the Indians by David Brainerd. I had a long conversation with a gentlemanwhom almost all the religious world take for a madman. I do not know that I have found one of so deep experience since I left London. I have no doubt of his being perfected in love : He has aclear witness of it, and has had many years, without any interruption. I had now an opportunity of being throughly informed concerning the University of Utrecht. As the young gentlemen are scattered over this town, and live without the least control, they do anything, or nothing, as they please ; and as they have no tutors, they have none to check them. Most of them lounge from morning to night, doing nothing, or 348 REV. J. WESLEY'S Sept. 1786. doing worse. Well,bad as they are, Oxford and Cambridge are not Utrecht yet. I attended the Service at the English church ; where about thirty persons were present. At five in the even- ing I believe I had eighty or ninety hearers ; and I hadmuch liberty of speech among them. I cannot doubt but some ofthem found the word of God tobe sharper than a two-edged sword. After Service I went once more to Mr. Loten's. Both Mrs. Loten and he came to town on purpose to see me ; otherwise, he could find little comfort there, during the present state of affairs. The Burghers have all agreed to depose their Burgo- masters, and elect new ones in their stead ; who are to-morrow to take an oath on a scaffold erected in the open market-place, not to the Prince of Orange, but to the city of Utrecht. To this end, theyhad displaced all the Prince's Guards, and placed Burghers at all the gates. It is thought the example will spread ; and it will not be strange if all Holland should soon be a field of blood.

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We took boat at seven, being informed that at eight all the city gates would be shut. In the evening we reached Rotterdam, and rejoiced to meet good Mr. Loyal once more. Here we rested on Tuesday. Wednesday, 30. We set out early, and went twelve miles in acoach, forwhich we had to pay six guilders and no more. We then crossed the river, which cost four stivers, and hired an openwaggon for twenty- ン three stivers, which brought us to the other river in half an hour. At the Brill we hired another coach, which cost us four guilders. I set down these little things that others may not be cheated. We found company enough in our inn at Helvoetsluys, genteel, good-natured, and sensible ; but finding our conversa- tionwas not suited to their taste, we only dined with them on this and the following days. Both on this, Thursday, and Friday, the wind was quite contrary ; but, otherwise, we could not have sailed, for it blew a storm ; so I took the opportunity of writing a sermon for the Magazine. Sat. SEPTEMBER 2.-The storm abating, we set sail about nine, though thewindwas contrary ; but in the afternoon it fell calm. The rolling of the ship made us sick. I myself was sick a few minutes ; Mr. Broadbent, by times, for some hours ; Mr. Sept. 1786. 349 Brackenbury, (who did not expect to be at all,) almost from the beginning of the voyage to the end. -. When we had been twenty-fourhours on board, we were scarce come a third of our way. I judged we should not get on unless I preached, which I therefore did, between two and three in the afternoon, on, " It is appointed unto men once to die ; " and I believe all were affected for the present. After- wards,wehad a fair wind for several hours ; but it then fell dead calm again. This did not last long ; for as soon as prayer was over, a fresh breeze sprung up, and brought us into the Bay. It being then dark, we cast anchor ; and it was well ! for at ten at night we had a violent storm. I expected little rest ; but I prayed, andGod answered ; so that I slept sound till my usual

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So I have lived to see the large family at Hadley, two brothers and three sisters, all removed. So does " the earth drop its inha- bitants, as the tree its leaves." Oct. 1786.1 353 I went to Hinxworth, and preached in the even- ing to a more numerous congregation than I ever had seen there before. At length Miss Harvey sees some fruit of all the pains she has taken. Tuesday, 17. I met her poor children in the morning, twenty ofwhom she keeps at school in the village, as she is unwearied in doing good. In the evening I preached in Mr. Hicks's church, at Wrestlingworth. I have not seen such a congregation there for manyyears : Neither have I found so much of the power ofGod. Surely all our labour here will not beinvain. I returned to London. In thisjourney I had a full sight of Lord Salisbury's seat, at Hatfield. The park is delightful. Both the fronts of the house are very handsome, though antique. The hall, the assembly-room, and the gallery, are grand and beautiful. The chapel is extremely pretty ; but the furniture in general (excepting the pictures, many of which are originals) is just such as I should expect in a gentleman's house of five hundred a year. -. I preached at West-Street, morning and after- noon, and at Allhallows church in the evening. Itwas much crowded ; andGod gaveus so remarkable a blessing, as I scarce ever found at that church. Tuesday, 24. I met the classes at Deptford, and was vehemently importuned to order the Sunday service in our Room at the same time with that of the church. It is easy to see that this would be aformal separation from the Church. We fixed both our morning and evening service, all overEngland, at such hours as not to interferewith the Church ; with this very design, that those of the Church, if they chose it, might attend both the one and theother. But to fix it at the same hour, is obliging them to separate either from the Church or us ; and this I judge to be not only inexpedient, but totally unlawful for me to do. I went to Brentford, but had little comfort there. The society is almost dwindled to nothing. What have we

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a few months died in peace. He had the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, and was ofan exemplary behaviour. -Ivisited the classes, and found themmuch increased both in grace and number. The House was, as usual, well filled in the evening, and many were refreshed and comforted. Inthe evening I preached at Stratford ; andunder . standing I had many good sort of people to deal with, I endea- voured to stir them up, by strongly showing what it is to build upon a rock ; after showing them the various ways whereby the generality of good men(so called) usually build upon the sand. Dec. 1786.1 JOURNAL. 355 -I preached, morning and afternoon, for the use of our little charity-school, where forty boys and twenty girls are trainedup both for this world and the world to come. -I retired, for afew days to Highbury-Place, that Imight go on in mywork without interruption. I returned to town on Thursday, 16 ; and afterpreaching on 1 Tim. vi. 20, had acomfortable meeting with the Bands. Their shyness is vanished away ; andwe have only one inconvenience, we have not time to hear all those that are willing to speak. After officiating at West-Street morning and after- noon, I took coach at seven in the evening. We had aclear, pleasant night, and reached Norwich about eleven on Monday, 27. I found all things in peace, through the zeal and prudence of Jasper Robinson and his fellow-labourers. The congregation in the evening was nearly as large as it usually is on Sunday ; and more than twice as large at six in the morning as it is accus- tomed to be. Tuesday, 25. Aboutnoon I preached at Cayster, a little town twenty miles east of Norwich, to a little, serious congregation ; the greater part ofthem seemed to be ripe for a blessing. The House at Yarmouth was throughly filled in the evening, and many attended in the morning likewise. Once more the combatants here have laid down their arms, and solemnly promise to continue in peace and love. Wednesday and Thursday I spent comfortably at Lowestoft, among a quiet, loving people. Friday, DECEMBER 1. I took a solemn leave ofthem at six. At nine Ipreached at North-Cove, with much enlargement ofspirit ; and about eleven at Beccles,

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I had the satisfaction to find the society here in a more flourish- ing state than ever. Notwithstanding all the pains that have been taken, and all the art that has beenused, to tear them asunder, they cleave close together ; and consequently increase in number as well as in strength . We went over to Plymouth, and found the society doubled since I was here before ; and they are bothmore loving than they were then, and more earnest to save their souls. It rained most of the afternoon. However, we had a crowded con- gregation in the evening ; and all of them seemed to feel that God was in the midst of them ; for his word was sharper than a two-edged sword. In consequence of this, a large num- ber attended at five on Thursday morning, MARCH 1. Surely this is a time of love for poor Plymouth also. O that theymay know the day of their visitation ! In the evening I preached again at the Dock ; andagain the power ofGod was present to heal. The people seemed to be all struck , while I opened and strongly applied the parable of the Sower ; especially while I was warning them to beware of " the cares of the world, and the desires of other things." -I was desired to go over to Torpoint, a village on the Cornish side of the water. We were attended by a large company from the Dock, and a great multitude from allquarters. I suppose a great part of these had never heard this sort of preaching before : They now heard with inexpressible attention ; and I believe not in vain. God opened, as it were, the windows ofheaven, and sent a gracious rain upon his inheritance. I am in hopes, a plentiful harvest will spring from the seed which was sown this hour. In the afternoon I went over to Plymouth, and drank tea at Mr. Hawker's, the Minister of the new church. He seems to be March, 1787.1 aman of an excellent spirit, and is a pattern to all the Clergy round about. It rained all the evening ; but that did not hinder the House from being throughly filled with people that heard as for life. This congregation likewise seemed to be, " all but

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believe the word sunk deep into manyhearts. The next evening we had another large congregation equally serious. Thursday, March, 1787. 8. I went on to Bristol; and the same afternoon Mrs. Fletcher came thither from Madeley. The congregation inthe evening was exceeding large. I took knowledgewhat spirit they were of. Indeed the work of God has much increased in Bristol since I was here last, especially among theyoung men, many of whom are a pattern to all the society. -I went over to Kingswood, and found the school in a better state than I expected, considering the want of a second master, which they hadfor some time laboured under. I had the pleasure of an hour's conversation with Mrs. Fletcher. She appears to be swiftly growing in grace, and ripening for abetter world. I encouraged her todo all the good she could during her short stay in Bristol. Accordingly she met, in the following week, as many of the classes as her time and strength would permit ; and herwords were as fire, convey- ing both light and heat to the hearts of all that heard her. We had asolemn season at the Room, both in the morning and evening ; and also in the afternoon at Kingswood, where the work ofGod revives as well as at Bristol. I strongly warned the people of Bristol oftheir indolence, through which the Preacher had twelve, ten, or five hearers in amorning; and advised them to shake it off. Many ofthemdid so ; and I sup- posewe had three hundred on Monday morning, one hundred and fifty on Saturday, and between two and three hundred every morning of the week besides. Monday, 12, and on the four days following, I met the society. They were considerably increased both in grace and number. In the evening we had a Sunday's congregation, and a very uncommon pouring out ofthe Spirit. Ifthis continues, the society in Bristol will soon vie with that in Dublin. On Thursday, 16, we had such another shower of grace. Many were wounded, andmanyhealed. Yesterdaythat blessed saint, Sarah Bulgin, went to rest in the full triumph of faith. Sun- day, 18. I preached her funeral sermon to a listeningmultitude, andhad such anumber ofcommunicants as was never seen toge- ther at Bristol Roombefore. Inthe evening wehad alove-feast, at which Mrs. Fletcher simply declared her present experience.

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Iknow no one that is so changed for the better in a few years, even in her manner of speaking. It is now smooth, easy, and natural, even when the sense is deep and strong. I left Bristol withmuch satisfaction, expecting to March, 1787.1 JOURNAL. 363 hear of a plentiful harvest there ; and in the evening preached at Stroud. The House was unusually filled, both with people and with the power of God. Tuesday, 20. We had a large congregation at five. Afterwards I met the select society, many of them enjoying the pure love of God, and constantly walking in the light of his countenance. We then visited one that was always sick and in pain, and always rejoicing in God. Another man we found nearly in the same condition, always afflicted, and always happy. Mrs. Wathen, a few doors from them, left by a most affectionate husband with six children, is a pattern to all about her. Iwalked from hence through one ofthe loveliest valleys I ever saw, running, with a clear stream in the midst of it, between two lofty and fruitful mountains, sprinkled all over with little white houses. Between eleven and twelve I reached Cirencester; and,nolargerplace being to be procured,I preached at one in our ownRoom, to as many as could hear, either in or near it. And the labour was not lost: They all drunk in the word, as the thirsty earth the showers. In the evening I preached to a multitude of people, in the Tolbooth, at Gloucester. Highand low, richand poor, behaved well. I trust a good blessing is coming to Gloucester also. We had a numerous congregation at six, onwhom I strongly enforced the great salvation. About eleven I had the satisfaction of spending an hourwith theBishop ; a sensible, candid, and, I hope, pious man. The palace in which he lives (once the Priory) is a venerable place, quite retired and elegant, though not splendid; the chapel, in particular, fitted up by good Bishop Benson. The hall is noble ; as are also two or three of the bedchambers. But how soonmust all these change their possessor ! Finding prejudice was now laid asleep, the tide running the contraryway, our friends thought it time to prepare for building their preaching-house ; and a hundred pounds are already sub-

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scribed. In the evening I preached to a larger congregation than ever ; but allwas still as night: And once more in the morning, on, " Whosoever doeth the will of God, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother." -About noon I preached at Tewkesbury, to the largest congregation I have seen there for many years ; and in the evening, to our lovely and loving people, at Worcester ;- plain, old, genuine Methodists. March, 1787. -Notice having been given, though without my knowledge, I went over to Stourport, a small, new-built village, almost equally distant from Bewdley and from Kidderminster. I had seen Mr. Heath before, a middle-aged Clergyman, who is going over to Cokesbury-College, and is, I believe, throughly qualified to preside there. I methis wife and two daughters here, who are quite willing to bearhim company ; and I think their tempers and manners, so " winning soft, so amiably mild," willdohim honour wherever they come. At noon, abundance of people being gathered together from all parts, I preached on Isaiah liii. 6, 7. We have not had such an opportunity since we left Bristol. The stout-hearted trem- : bled ; and every one seemed almost persuaded to be a Christian. The congregation at Worcester, intheevening, seemed to be of the same spirit; andGod spoke to every heart. I went on to Birmingham: But my hoarseness increased; so that I was afraid the people would not hearme in the evening. But they did, though the congregationwas uncommonly large. Sunday, 25. Having promised to read Prayers and administer the sacrament, I knew not how I should do. But as we were going to the House, Mr. Heath, just come to town, overtook us. So he read Prayers, and assisted me in delivering the sacrament to seven or eight hundred communi- cants. In the evening the House at Birmingham, as it was rainy, contained half (I suppose) of those that would willingly have come in. Those that could get in found it an acceptable time ; and we all praisedGod with joyful lips. I spent an agreeable hour with the select society. Most of them still enjoy the pure love of God, and the rest are earnestly panting after it. I preached in the evening (at the request of a friend) on 2 Cor. v. 19, c. Many seemed to

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receive the word with all readiness, and I trust will bring forth fruit with patience. I went on to Wednesbury. As it rained great part of the afternoon, most of the congregation could get into the House ; and I took knowledge of the ancient spirit, although most of our first hearers are gone to rest. About ten Mr. Horne (from Madeley)read Prayers in the church, at Darlaston ; and I preached on those words of Ruth, in the First Lesson, " Thy people shall be my people, March, 1787. and thy God shall be my God." We have had no such time since I left Bristol. The flame of love seemed to melt many hearts. What has God done for Darlaston ! How are the last become first ! In the evening I opened the new House at Wolverhampton, nearly as large at that at Newcastle-upon-Tyne. It would not near contain the people, though they were wedged together as close as possible. I believe such acongregation was never seen in Wolverhampton before; not only so serious, but so well- behaved. I hope this is a token for good. About twelve I preached at Lane-End. It being too cold to stand abroad, the greater part of the earnest congre- gation squeezed into the preaching-house. Here we entered into the countrywhich seems to be all on fire, that which borders on Burslem on every side: Preachers andpeople provoking one another to love and good works, in such a manner as was never seen before. In the evening I preached at Burslem. Observing the people flocking together, I began half an hour before the appointed time. But, notwithstanding this, the House would not contain one half of the congregation : So, while I was preaching in the House to all that could get in, John Broad- bent preached in ayard to the rest. The love-feast followed ; but such a one as I have not known for many years. While the two or three first spoke, the power ofGod so fell upon all that were present, some praying, and others giving thanks, that their voices could scarce be heard : And two or three were speaking at a time, till I gently advised them to speak one at a time ; and they did so, with amazing energy. Some of them had found

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peace a year ago, somewithin amonth or a week, some within "At aday or two ; and one of them, apotter's boy, told us, the prayer-meeting I found myself dropping into hell ; and I cried to the Lord, and he showed me he loved me. But Satan came immediately, and offered me a bag of money, as long as my arm ; but I said, 'Get thee behind me, Satan.' " Several also testified that theblood of Christ had cleansed them from all sin. Two declared, after bitter cries, that they knew their sins were just then blotted out by the blood of the Lamb; and I doubt not but it will be found, upon inquiry, that several more were either justified or sanctified. Indeed there has been, for some time, such an outpouring of the Spirit here, as has not been in any other part of the kingdom ; particularly in the 366 REV. J. WESLEY'S April, 1787. meetings for prayer. Fifteen or twenty have been justified in a day. Some of them had been the most notorious, abandoned sinners, in all the country; and people flock into the society on every side ; six, eight, or ten, in an evening. I had appointed to preach at five in the morning; but soon after four I was saluted by a concert ofmusic, both vocal and instrumental, at our gate,making the air ring with a hymn to the tune of Judas Maccabeus : It was a good prelude. So I began almost halfan hour before five ; yet the House was crowded both above and below. I strongly, but very tenderly, enforced that caution," Let him that standeth takeheed lest he fall." And is notGod able to make them stand ? Yea, and he willdo it, if theywalk humbly with God. In the evening I preached at Congleton to a serious and well- established people. Here I found my coeval, Mr.,- two months (I think) younger than me,just as alamp going out for want of oil, gently sliding into a better world : He sleeps always, only waking now and then just long enough to say, " I am happy." I went on to Macclesfield, and found a people still alive to God, in spite of swiftly increasing riches. If they con- tinue so, it will be the only instance I have known, in above

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Lord's Supper to the society ; and God gave us a remarkable blessing. I took an affectionate leave of our friends at five. I left them full ofgood desires and resolutions. Calling on one that was ill at Innishannon, word was quickly brought me, that the people were flocking together to the preaching-house. It was soon filled from end to end ; and I preached to them " Jesus Christ, made of God to us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption. " About noon I preached in the Court-House at Kinsale, to a very large congregation. But how different from that which I had in the bowling-green, two years ago ! That was one of the most indecent, ill-mannered congregations that ever I saw in Ireland. This was as eminently well-behaved ; the sovereign and many genteel persons being among them. It May,1787. was no wonder to see the congregation at Cork in the evening equally well-behaved. So theyalways are; the chief ofthe city being no longer bitter enemies, but cordial friends. -A gentleman invited me to breakfast, with my old antagonist, Father O'Leary. I was not at all displeased atbeing disappointed. He is not the stiff, queermanthat I expected; but of an easy, genteel carriage, and seems not to be wanting either in sense or learning. In the afternoon, by appointment, I waited on the Mayor, an upright, sensible man, who is diligently employed, from morning to night, in doing all the goodhe can. He has already prevailedupon the Corporation to make it a fixed rule, that the two hundred ayear, which was spent in two enter- tainments,should for the future be employed in relieving indigent freemen, with their wives and children. He has carefully regu- latedthe HouseofIndustry,and has instituted a Humane Society for the relief of persons seeminglydrowned; and he is unwearied in removing abuses of every kind. Whenwill our English Mayors copy after the Mayor of Cork ? He led me through the Mayoralty-House,-a very noble, and beautiful structure. The dining-room and the ball-room are magnificent, and shame the Mansion-House in London by their situation ; commanding the whole river, the fruitful hills on every side, and themeadows running between them. He was then sogood as to walk with me quite through the city to the House of Industry, and to go with me through all the apartments ; which are quite sweet and

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After morning service I met the Stewards and Leaders, and inquired into the rise of the late misunderstanding. I found the matter itself was nothing; but want of patience on both sides had swelled the mole-hill into amountain. O how patient, how meek, how gentle toward all men ought a Preacher, espe- cially a Methodist, to be ! In the afternoon I walked through all the parts of the Work- house, called, in Ireland, the House of Industry. It is plea- santly situated on a rising ground near the river; and, I believe, would contain about three hundred persons. (That at Dublin contains six hundred.) At present there are about eighty per- sons there, the contributions falling short. The apartments are large, airy, and sweet; and the poor (most of whom are employed) seem contented. Every time I preached I found more and more hope that God will revive his work in this city. I know he will, if the prayer-meetings are restored ; these are never without fruit. I set out early in the morning, and reached Castle- May,1787. bay about four in the afternoon. I hadmuch conversation with Mrs. Persse, awoman ofmany sorrows. But when she has been tried, she shall come forth as gold. In the evening I preached at Killchrist, about four miles from Castlebay. The number of the people constrained me to stand in the open air, though the wind was high and cold. They were all attentive and serious, except one young gentleman, who would fain have laughed, if he could. But his sport was quickly spoiled ; and before the sermon was half over, he was as serious as his neighbours. In two hours and a half we came to Athenry, the rival of Killmallock, once a flourishing city, now a heap of ruins : But even these are now covered with earth. It was built byKing John, as well as the other ; andseems,by its walls, tohavebeen one of the largest cities in the kingdom. Being wrong directed whenwe left this, we got almost to Galway, going about six miles out of our way to Cahir-Morress. However, I reached Ballinrobein time to preach toalarge and well-behaved (although genteel) congregation. Ipreachedagain ateight in the morning, Sunday, 20, and then hastened on to Castlebar. We went straight to church. I preached at five in our new House; I

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prayer, while a Local Preacher was reading a sermon at the Room ; this was represented to the Assistant as done in a spirit ofopposition, and as an intention of leaving the society ; (a thing which never entered into their thoughts;) and he was urged to read them out of the society. Accordingly, he read out four- teen at once : I could not find, upon the strictest inquiry, that they had been guilty of any fault but meeting together that evening ; so I willingly received them all again, requiring only one condition of the contenders on both sides, to say not one word of anything that was past. The spirit of peace and love gloriously descended on them all, at the evening preaching, while I was explaining the "fruit of the Spirit." They were again filled with consolation at the Lord's Supper ; and again in the morning, while Mr. Broadbent applied, " Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith the Lord. " The old murderer is restrained from hurting me ; but, it seems, he has power over my horses. One of them I was obliged to leave in Dublin, and afterwards another, having bought two to supply their places ; the third soon got an ugly 1 swelling in his shoulder, so that we doubted whether we could go on ; and aboy at Clones, riding (I suppose galloping) the fourth over stones, the horse fell and nearly lamed himself. However, we went on softly toAughalun, andfound such a con- gregation as I had not seen before in the kingdom. The tent, that is, a covered pulpit, was placed at the foot of a green, slop- ing mountain, on the side of which the huge multitude sat (as their manner is) row above row. While I was explaining, " God has given unto us his Holy Spirit," he was indeed poured out in awonderful manner. Tears ofjoy, and cries were heard May, 1787. 379 on every side, only so far suppressed as not to drownmy voice. I cannot but hope, that many will have cause to bless God for that hour to all eternity. I preached at Lisbelaw, another little village, about six in the evening. The small rain continued all the time ; but that did not hinder the people from mightily rejoicing in Him who

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causes " the earth to bring forth at once," and " a nation" to be "born in a day." -A large room, designed for an assembly-room, was filled in the morning ; and the poor people appeared to be. quite ripe for the highest doctrine of the Gospel ; so I exhorted them, leaving the first principles, to "go on unto perfection." About eleven I preached in the market-house at Enniskillen, formerly a den of lions ; but the lions are become lambs. They flocked together from every part, and were all attention. Before I had half done, Godmade bare his arm, and the mountains flowed down at his presence. Manywere cut to the heart, and many rejoiced with joy unspeakable: Surely the last shall be first ; and poor Enniskillen shall lift up its head above many of the places where the Gospel has been long preached. In the evening I preached to another numerous congregation, at Sidare, a large house at the foot of the mountains. One wouldwonderwhence all the people came: They seemed to spring out of the earth. Here also there were once many bitter perse- cutors ; but they are vanished away like smoke. Several of them, indeed, came to a fearful end, and their neighbours took warning by them. We travelled through a pleasant, well-cultivated country to Omagh, the shire town of Tyrone. It being market- day amultitude of people presently flocked together to a tent, as they call it, on the side of the Green. At first they were innocently noisy ; (this being a new thing at Omagh ;) but they were soon still as night : I suited my subject to their experience, preaching on, " It is appointed unto men once to die." God applied it to their hearts. Not a smile was to be seen; but all seemed to feel the solemn truth . Thence we went over mountains and dales to Kerlish Lodge, where we met with a hearty welcome, both from Alexander Boyle, and his amiable wife, who are patterns to all the country. Although we were at a lone house ten miles from any town, and although the weather was both rainy and stormy, we had a 380 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1787. large congregation in the evening, and afterwards a comfortable

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frankly forgave them both." The greatest part of the country from hence to Belfast is likewise exceeding pleasant. At six I preached in the Linen-Hall, to a numerous and seriously atten- tive congregation. A gentleman invited me to lodge at his house, and showed me the new Presbyterian meeting-house. It is nearly seventy-two feet by fifty, and is far the most beautiful of any I have seen in Ireland ; but I doubt whether it equals Dr. Taylor's, in Norwich. That is the most elegant I ever saw I preached at ten in the Linen-Hall, to double the congrega- tion that attended in the evening ; and the power of God came 382 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1787. wonderfully upon them, melting their hearts, and breaking the rocks in pieces. In the afternoon I preached in the Linen-Hall at Lisburn, to a still more numerous congregation ; I think the largest that I have seen since we left England: And all, except- ing a few giddy children, behaved as men that heard for life. It being the Quarterly Meeting, I preached at eleven in the Presbyterian meeting-house ; a large and handsome building, freely offered both by the Minister and his Elders ; and it then contained the congregation. But in the evening the multitude of people constrained me to return to my old stand in the Linen-Hall : And I have hardly had so solemn an opportunity since we came into the kingdom. -We came through a most beautiful country to Downpatrick ; a much larger town than I imagined ; I think not much inferior to Sligo. The eveningwas uncommonly mild and bright, there not being a cloud in the sky. The tall firs shaded us on every side, and the fruitful fields were spread all around. The people were, I think, half as many more as were at Lisburn even on Sunday evening ; on whom I enforced those important words, " Acquaint now thyself with Him, and be at peace." -Being informed we had only six-and-twenty miles to go, we did not set out till between six and seven. The countrywas uncommonly pleasant, running between two high ridges of mountains. But it was up hill anddown, all theway; so that wedid not reach Rathfriland till near noon. Mr. Barber, the Presbyterian Minister, (a princely personage, I believe six :

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feet and a half high,) offering me his new spacious preaching- house, the congregation quickly gathered together. I began without delay to open and enforce, " Now God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." I took chaise the instant I had done ; but the road being still up hill and down, we were two hours going what they called six miles. I then quitted the chaise, and rode forward. But even then four miles, so called, took an hour and a half riding; so that I did not reach Dr. Lesley's, at Tanderagee, till half an hour past four. About six I stood upon the steps, at Mr. Godly's door, and preached on, " This is not your rest," to a larger congregation, by athird, than even that at Downpatrick. I scarce remember to have seen a larger, unless in London, Yorkshire, or Cornwall. Mr. Broadbent and I walked round Dr. Lesley's domain. I have not seen anything of the size in England that June, 1787.1 is equal to it. The house stands in the midst of a fruitful hill, which is part beneath, and part above it. In approaching it, you see no walls, nothing but green trees and shrubs of various kinds. Enter the court-yard and gate, and you still see no stone walls; but on either hand, The verdurous wall of Paradise upsprings ; and that summer and winter ; consisting wholly of ever-greens, that bloom all the year round. On the upper side of the house, the gently rising hill yields the loveliest scene that can be con- ceived ; such a mixture of shady walks, and lawns sprinkled with trees ; at the top of which is a natural rock, under which you may sit and command amost beautiful and extensive pros- pect: And all this variety has arisen from a rough, furzy heath, by the industry of Dr. Lesley, in thirty years. I expected the congregation would not be so large this even- ing as it was the last ; but it was far larger, and, if possible, more attentive. I have scarce ever seen a more pleasing sight. Wewere covered round with tall, shady trees ; only an opening on one side afforded a view of the wide-extended country. The people were as motionless as the trees ; for the power of God was

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uponthem ; and I believe few of them will forget that hour, till their spirits return to God. -About eight I preached at Rich-Hill, to a deeply serious congregation. At eleven I preached in the Castle-yard, at Charlemount, to alarge congregation, gathered from all parts ; it being the Quarterly Meeting. Immediately followed the love-feast. But the preaching-house would not contain one half of the people : So we borrowed the Green in the fort, and let the people through the wicket, one by one. They then sat down on the grass, being full as private as in the House ; and many spoke their experience quite freely. But the rain obliged us to break off our meeting sooner thanwe intended. It began in the even- ing, before I had finished the hymn, but stopped in two or three minutes, and left us a fair and tolerably pleasant evening. I went on to Dungannon; but the town seemed to be in an uproar. One would have thought Bedlam had broke loose. The cause was this :-A cock-fight was at hand. A gentleman asked the Presbyterian Minister for the use of his meeting-house ; but he gave a reason for his denial, viz. , that Mr. Hall, one of the society, had said he had played at cards all June, 1787. night ; (which, it seems, was true;) and therefore he could not allow him to come into his meeting-house. So we removed all the benches out of our own ; and it contained most of the con- gregation. I preached there again in the evening, and then held a love-feast ; at which many were greatly comforted. We knew not what to do at Armagh : The rain would not suffer us to preach in the avenue; and our House would not contain half of the congregation, many of whom came from far. The best shift we could make was to squeeze into the House as many as possible, and keep both the windows ! and doors open; by which means many more could hear. In the evening the Seceders (who would think it ?) freely gave me the use of their large meeting-house. It was filled from end to end: But awise young gentleman observed, that I had quite mistook my subject ; my sermon being calculated for

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thedead, smallandgreat, stand before God. " Even in this tur- bulent town, all were quiet, and seemed to feel thatGodwas there. Several of our friends from Dublin met us at the Man-of-war, with whom we went on to Swords ; a town famous from time immemorial for all manner of wickedness. However, finding a congregation waiting, I began without delay ; and all were still as night: So salvation is come to the sinners of Swords also. In the afternoon it pleased God to bring us safe to Dub- lin, whenwe had been absent a little above two months. I began visiting the classes, which employed me to the Thursday following. We found it necessary to exclude one hundred and twelve members ; there remained eleven hundred and thirty-six. At seven I preached in the Room ; at eleven the Service began at Bethesda. I found uncommon liberty there, even among the rich and great. I think some of them felt our Lord present, both to wound and to heal. In the evening I preached at the new Room, and it was just as much as I could do without weariness. We were agreeably surprised with the arrival of Dr. Coke, who came from Philadelphia in nine-and-twenty days, and gave us a pleasing account of the work of God in America. Thursday, 28. I had the pleasure of a conversation with Mr. Howard, I think one of the greatest men in Europe. Nothing but the mighty power of God can enable him to go through his difficult and dangerous employments. But what can hurt us, if God is on our side ? VOL IV. Cc 386 REV. J. WESLEY'S July1787. -I desired all our Preachers to meet me, and con- sider the state of our brethren in America, who have been terri- bly frightened at their own shadow, as if the English Preachers were just going to enslave them. I believe that fear is now over, and they are more aware of Satan's devices. Sun. JULY 1.-At seven I strongly exhorted a large congre- gation, not to be conformed either to the wisdom, spirit, or fashions of this world, if ever they desired to be transformed in the spirit of their mind, according to the perfect and acceptable will of God. In the evening I opened and applied those awful

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words, " Lord, are there few that be saved ?" -Afew friends took me to Merino, a seat of Lord Charlemount's, four miles from Dublin. It contains a lovely mixture of wood, water, and lawns, on which are several kinds of foreign sheep, with great plenty ofpeacocks; but I could not hear any singing birds of any kind. I a little wondered at this, till I afterwards recollected, that I had not heard any singing bird, not even a lark, a thrush, or a blackbird, within some miles of Dublin. In the evening I strongly enforced those awful words, " Strive to enter in at the strait gate," upon a numerous congregation ; who had ears to hear, and hearts to receive the wholeGospel. -I spent an hour at the New-Dargle, a gentleman's seat four or five miles from Dublin. I have not seen so beau- tiful a place in thekingdom. It equals the Leasowes in Warwick- shire ; and it greatly exceeds them in situation ; all the walks lying on the side of a mountain, which commands all Dublin bay, as well as an extensive and finely variegated land-prospect. A little river runs through it, which occasions two cascades, at a small distance from each other. Although many places may exceed this in grandeur, I believe none can exceed it in beauty. Afterwards I saw the Parliament-House. The House of Lords far exceeds that at Westminster ; and the Lord-Lieutenant's throne as far exceeds that miserable throne (so called) of the King in the English House of Lords, The House of Commons is a noble room indeed. It is an octagon,wainscoted round with Irish oak, which shames all mahogany, and galleried all round for the convenience of the ladies. The Speaker's chair is far more grand than the throne of the Lord- Lieutenant. But what surprised me above all, were the kitchens of the House, and the large apparatus for good eating. Tables were placed from one July, 1787. 387 end of alarge hall to the other ; which, it seems, while the Par- liament sits, are daily covered with meat at four or five o'clock, for the accommodation of the members. Alas, poor Ireland ! Who shall teach thy very senators wisdom ? War is ceased; Sed sævior armis, Luxuria incubuit ! " -Most of our Preachers came to town. Friday, 6.

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Our Conference began, and ended as usual on Tuesday, 10. Wehadnojarring string, but all, from the beginning to the end, was love and harmony. -I preached at our Room at seven. At eleven the Service began at Bethesda. The congregation was exceeding large. I preached on part of the Second Lesson, Luke xx. 34 ; and many had alarge taste of the powers of the world to come. At the love-feast in the evening,many spoke freely, who were deeply experienced in the ways of God. Indeed they have fairly profited in the divine life. I have rarely heard such a conversation even in England. On Tuesday evening likewise, many spoke with equal fire, tempered with meekness of wisdom. At five I took an affectionate leave of this loving people ; and, having finished all my business here, in the after- noon I went down with myfriends,having taken the whole ship, and went on board the Prince of Wales, one of the Parkgate packets. At seven we sailed with afair, moderate wind. Between nine and ten I lay down, as usual, and slept till near four, when Iwaswaked by an uncommon noise, and found the ship lay beating upon a large rock, about a league from Holyhead. The Captain, who had not long lain down, leaped up ; and, running upon the deck, whenhe saw how the ship lay, cried out, " Your lives may be saved, but I am undone ! " Yet no sailor swore, and nowoman cried out. We immediately went to prayer ; and presently the ship, I know not how, shot off the rock, and pur- sued her way, without any more damage, than the wounding a few of her outside planks. About three in the afternoon we came safe to Parkgate ; and in the evening went on to Chester. I spent aquiet day; and in the evening enforced •This quotation from Juvenal is thus translated by Gifford :- Now all the evils of long peace are ours ; Luxury, moreterrible than hostile powers.-EDIT . 388 REV. J. WESLEY'S July, 1787- to a crowded audience the parable of the Sower. I know not 1 that ever I had so large a congregation . I preached at the new church in the morning, on Matt. v. 20 ; inthe afternoon, on 1 Cor. xv. 55; Mr. Broadbent

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in the Room at eight in the morning, and between five and six in the evening. The House was well filled at five in the morning. i At noon I took a view of Mr. Ryle's silk-mill, which keeps two hundred and fifty children in perpetual employment. In the evening I preached on Mark iii. 35; and we had a comfortable opportunity. Tuesday, 17. About noon I preached inthe new chapel at Bullocksmithy ; and in the evening at Stockport. Being informed that the people in general were dead and cold, I strongly applied, " Now it is high time to awake out of sleep." God was pleased to speak in his word, and that with amighty voice; but still more powerfully at five in the morning, Wed- nesday, 18, while I was enforcing that promise, " The Lord whom ye seek will suddenly come to his temple." I then retired to a little house of Mr. Brocklehurst's, two miles beyond Manchester. Here Adam Oldham lived ! O what did riches profit him ! How strange the Providence which put me in his place! The rest of this week I spent in writing. On Saturday, 21, I returned to Manchester. Sunday, 22. Our service began at ten. Notwithstanding the severe cold which has continued many days, the House was well filled; but my workwas easy, as Dr. Coke assisted me. As many as could, crowded in in the evening ; but many were obliged to go away. Afterwards I spent a comfortable hour with the society. I preached morning and afternoon. Intheeven- ing I met the Bands, and admired their liveliness and simplicity. After preaching on Tuesday morning I retired again to Bruton. Thursday, 26. About noon I preached in the new preaching- 1 house, to as many as it would well contain, on Isaiah lv. 5, 6. To-day I read upon the road avery agreeable book, Mr. Dobb's "Universal History." It gave me a clearer view of ancient times than ever I had before ; but I still doubt ofmany famous incidents, which have passed current for many ages. Toinstance in one :-I cannot believe there was ever such anation as the Amazons in the world. The whole affair of the Argonauts I judge to be equally fabulous ; as Mr. Bryant has shown many Aug. 1787. JOURNAL. 389

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read Prayers very seriously, and preached on, "Blessed are the poor in spirit. " At four I preached again, on Luke xix. 42, (part of the Second Lesson in the morning,) " If thou hadst known, even thou," c. The market-house was now more than filled; and not a few seemed to hear as for life. In the even- ing Dr. Coke preached again. We have now delivered our own souls at Yarmouth, and trust God will suffer us to go on to Guernsey. -We set out from Yarmouth with afair wind ; but it soon turned against us, and blew so hard that in the afternoon we were glad to put in at Swanage. I found we had still a little Aug.1787: society here. I had not seen them for thirteen years, and had no thought of seeing them now ; but God does all things well. In the evening I preached in the Presbyterian meeting-house, not often, I believe, so well filled; and afterwards passed half an hour very agreeably with the Minister, in the parsonage-house, which he rents ; a neat, retired house, with adelightful garden. Thence we adjourned to the house of our old brother Collins, and between eight and nine went onboard. -Sailing on, with afair wind, we fully expected to reach Guernsey in the afternoon ; but the wind turning contrary, and blowing hard,we found it would be impossible. We then judged it best to put in at the Isle of Alderney ; but we were very near being shipwrecked in the bay. When we were in the middle of the rocks, with the sea rippling all round us, the wind totally failed. Had this continued, we must have struck upon one or other of the rocks : So we went to prayer, and the wind sprung up instantly. About sunset we landed; and, though we had five beds in the same room, slept in peace. About eight I went down to a convenient spot on the beach, and began giving out a hymn. Awomanand two little children joined us immediately. Before thehymnwas ended, wehada tolerable congregation ; all of whom behaved well: Part, indeed, continued at forty or fifty yards' distance ; but they were all quiet and attentive. It happened (to speak in the vulgar phrase) that three or four

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who sailed with us from England, a gentleman, with his wife and sister, were near relations of the Governor. He came to us this morning, and, when I went into the room, behaved with the utmost courtesy. This little circumstance may remove preju- dice, and make a more open way for the Gospel. Soon after we set sail, and, after a very pleasant passage, through little islands on either hand, we came to the venerable Castle, standing on a rock, about a quarter of a milefrom Guern- sey. The isle itself makes a beautiful appearance, spreading as a crescent to the right and left ; about seven miles long, and five broad ; part high land, and part low. The town itself is boldly situated, rising higher and higher from the water. The first thing I observed in it was, very narrow streets, and exceed- ing high houses. But we quickly went on to Mr. De Jersey's, hardly a mile from the town. Here I found a most cordia welcome, both from the master of the house, and all his family. Aug. 1787. JOURNAL. 393 I preached at seven in alarge room, to as deeply serious a con- gregation as I ever saw, on, "Jesus Christ, of God made unto us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." I had a very serious congregation at five, in a large room of Mr. De Jersey's house. His gardens and orchards are of a vast extent, and wonderfully pleasant ; and I know no Nobleman in Great Britain that has such variety of the most excellent fruit ; which he is every year increasing, either from France, or other parts of the Continent. What quantity of fruit hehas, you may conjecture from one sort only :-This summer he gathered fifty pounds of strawberries daily, for six weeks together. In the evening I preached at the other end of the town, in our own preaching-house. So many people squeezed in, (though not near all who came,) that it was as hot as a stove. But this none seemed to regard ; for the word of God was sharper than a two-edged sword. -. I waited upon the Governor, and spent half an hour very agreeably. In the afternoon we took a walk upon the pier, the largest and finest I ever saw. The town is swiftly

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Letters ; and was surprised to find that great man was fully convinced, 1. That the Septuagint translation continually adds to, takes from, and changes, the Hebrew text at pleasure : 2. That this could not possibly be owing to mistake, but must have been done by design : 3. That the original translation of itwas lost long ago; and what has ever since gone under that name is a spurious copy, abounding with omissions, additions , and alterations of the Hebrew text ; yet not such as any way destroy the foundation. I designed to preach abroad in the evening, but the furious wind drove us into the House. However, our labour was not lost ; for many felt the sharpness of the two-edged sword, while I was expounding Gal. vi. 14. Sat. SEPTEMBER 1.-This day twelvemonth I was detained in Holland by contrary winds. All is well, so we are doing and suffering the will of our Lord. In the evening the storm driv- ing us into the House again, I strongly exhorted a very genteel audience (such as I have rarely seen in England) to "ask for the old paths, and walk therein." -. Being still pent up by the north-east wind, Dr. Coke preached at six in the morning to adeeply affected con- gregation. I preached at eight, on Rom. viii. 33. At one, Mr. Vivian, a Local Preacher, preached in French, the language ofthe island. At five, as the House would not contain half the congregation, I preached in a tolerably sheltered place, on the "joy there is in heaven over one sinner that repenteth ;" I then and both high and low seemed to hear it gladly. designed to meet the society, but could not. The people pressed so eagerly on every side, that the House was filled presently ; so that I could only give a general exhortation, to walk worthy of their profession. I was in hopes of sailing in the morning, Monday, 3 ; but the storm so increased, that it was judged impracticable. The con- gregation in the evening increased every day ; so I trust we were detained for good purpose. They appeared to be more and more affected; so that I believe we were not detained for nothing. The storm continued, so that we could not stir. I

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I then met the society in the preaching-house ; which is unlike any other in England, both as to its form and materials. It is exactly round, and composed wholly of brazen slags; which, I suppose, will last as long as the earth. Between one and two I began in the market-place at Redruth, to the largest congre- gation I ever saw there ; they not only filled all the windows, but sat on the tops of the houses. About five I began in the pit at Gwennap. I suppose we had athousand more than ever Sept. 1787. JOURNAL. 399 were there before : But it was all one; my voice was strengthened accordingly, so that every one could hear distinctly. I had alarge congregation at five, and a peculiar blessing. Thence I went to Mr. Mill's, the Rector of Kenwyn, half a mile from Truro ; a house fit for a Nobleman; and the most beautifully situated of any I have seen in the county. At noon I preached in the preaching-house at Truro. It was well filled with deeply attentive hearers. Thence we went on through a swiftly improving country to St. Austle; and preached in the new House, though not quite finished, to a crowded audience, who seemed all sensible that God was there. The old House was well filled at five in the morning, Tuesday, 11. I did not design to preach at Liskeard, but finding a few people gathered together, I gave them a short discourse ; and then went on to Torpoint, where several of our brethren from the Dock were waiting for us : So we crossed over without loss of time, to an earnest, affectionate people. The House would ill contain the congregation in the evening, and ajoyful meeting it was. We went over to Mount Edgecomb, and walked through all the improvements. The situation is fine indeed. The lofty hill, nearly surrounded by the sea, and sufficiently adorned with trees, but not crowded, is uncommonly pleasant ; but it did not strike me like Lord Harcourt's seat at Newnham. And are all these things to be burned up ? At noon I preached at Plymouth. The House was crowded enough, and a solemn awe sat on all the people; as likewise in the evening at Plymouth-Dock. There is an excellent spirit in this

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people; and such general peace and unanimity as neverwasbefore. We set out early, and dined at Exeter. In the evening we had a crowded congregation, that drank in every word. This society likewise increases both in number and strength. Friday, 13. We took the mail-coach, and in the afternoon came to Bath. Considering the uncertain notice which had been given, we had a larger congregation than was expected ; and many found it a comfortable season, particularly those that were in heaviness. With the assistance of two of my friends, I answered abundance of letters. In the evening we had an uncommon congregation, onwhom I strongly enforced the first principles, (which indeed never can be too much enforced,) "By grace are ye saved, through faith." Oct. 1787. -I read Prayers at ten, and preached with a peculiar blessing; and administered the Lord's Supper to an unusual number of deeply serious communicants. At half-past two I began again. The chapel was more than filled. Many could not get in ; and it was the same case at six in the evening. At both times I preached considerably longer than I usually do. Surely the time is come,whenGodwill cause his power to be known here also. -Leaving this society in a better state than it has been in formany years, I went to Bristol, where my brother has been for some weeks. By the way I preached at Wintanburn, on the foundation of a new preaching-house. There was much rain before I began, and a violent wind all the time I was preaching ; yet some of these I trust did come to the marriage. I had now two or three days to answer my letters. Every evening our Room was well filled with deeply attentive hearers. I spent the evening at the School, and was much pleased with the management of it. In the morning my brother read Prayers, and I preached. In the afternoon I preached in Temple church, to a very large and serious congregation. My brother desired to preach in the evening: So by the mouth of two or three wit nesses shall every word be established. On Monday and the following days I visited the country societies ; and had the satisfaction to find most of them growing in grace, and not decreasing in number.

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the afternoon went over to Mr. Hick's, at Wrestlingworth, through such roads as no chaise could pass : So we had the pleasure of riding in a farmer's cart. Itwas such amotion as I never felt before : But to make amends, the church was so filled as I never had seen it; and Iwas enabled to speak with unusual plainness. Surely some received the truth in the love thereof ! Thur. NOVEMBER 1.-I gave a fair reading to Dr. Gerard's "Essay on Taste." I should have wondered, but that I had read his " Plan of Education ; " wherein he advises to read Logic last. Such an advice could never have been given but by one thatknew nothing about it. Indeed, he has hardly aclear idea of anything. Hence it was natural for him to produce this strange performance, wherein he talks prettily, but quite wide of the mark, stumbling at first setting out ; for genius is no more invention, than it is sense or memory. -I set out early, and about noonpreached at Barnet, to a small, serious congregation. I then went on to London. -. I had a long conversation with Mr. Clulow, on that execrable Act, called the Conventicle Act. After consulting theAct of Toleration, withthat ofthe fourteenth of QueenAnne, we were both clearly convinced, that it was the safest way to license all our chapels, and all our Travelling Preachers, not as Dissenters, but simply " Preachers of the Gospel ; " and that no Justice, or Bench of Justices, has any authority to refuse licens- ing either the House or the Preachers. The congregation at the new chapel was far larger thanusual ; and the number of communicants was so great, that I was obliged to consecrate thrice. Monday, 5. In my way to REV. J. WESLEY'S Nov. 1787. Dorking, I read Mr. Duff's " Essay onGenius. " It is beyond all comparison, deeper and more judicious than Dr. G.'s Essay on that subject. If the Doctor had seen it, (which one can hardly doubt,) it is awonderhe would publish his Essay. Yet I cannot approve ofhis method. Why does he not first define his term, that we may know what he is talking about ? I doubt, because his own idea of itwas not clear ; for genius is not imagi-

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nation, any more than it is invention. If we mean by it a quality ofthe soul, it is, in its widest acceptation, an extraordi- nary capacity, either for some particular art or science, or for all ; for whatever may be undertaken. So Euclid had a genius for mathematics ; Tully, for oratory : Aristotle and LordBacon had an universal genius, applicable to every thing. The congregation was, as usual, large and serious. But there is no increase in the society. So that we have profited nothing 1 by having our service in the church hours, which some imagined would have done wonders. I do not know that it has donemore good anywhere in England ; in Scotland I believe it has. I preached about noon at Mitcham. We preached here many years ago for some time ; but despairing of doing any good there, totally left the place. A year or two ago a spark fell upon it, which is now kindled into a flame. So that the work of God is more lively here, than in any society near London. I found more life than I expected, in the evening, among the poor people at Wandsworth, who have been long swallowed up in the cares of this world. But as theyhave a little more business, so they have more ease for their souls ; and seem determined to recover the ground they had lost. -. A friend offering to bear my expenses, I set out in the evening, and on Saturday, 10, dined at Nottingham. The preaching-house (one of the mostelegant inEngland)was pretty well filled in the evening. Sunday, 11. At ten we had a lovely congregation ; and a very numerous one in the afternoon. But, I believe, the House would hardly contain one half ofthose that came to it. I preached a charity sermon for the Infirmary, which was the design ofmy coming. This is not a County Infirmary, but is open to all England ; yea, to all the world ; and everything about it is so neat, so convenient, and so well ordered, that I have seen none like it in the threekingdoms. Monday, 12. In the afternoon we took coach again, and on Tuesday returnedto London. Dec. 1787. - Even at Poplar I found a remarkable revivalof the work ofGod. I never saw the preaching-house so filled

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should be made in all our preaching-houses for the same pur- pose. Above three hundred pounds were raised by these means, whereby the whole difficulty was removed. -1 went down at half-hour past five, but found no Preacher in the chapel, though we had three or four in the house: So I preached myself. Afterwards, inquiring why none ofmy family attended the morning preaching, they said, it was because they sat up too late. I resolved to put a stop to this ; and therefore ordered, that, 1. Every one under my roof should go to bed at nine ; that, 2. Every one might attend the morning- preaching : And so they have done ever since. I was desired to see the celebrated wax-work at theMuseum in Spring-Gardens: It exhibits most of the crowned heads inEurope, and shows their characters in their countenance. Sense and majesty appear in the King of Spain ; dulness and sottishness in the King of France ; infernal subtlety in the late King of Prussia; (as wellas in the skeleton Voltaire;) calmness and humanity in the Emperor, and King of Portugal; exquisite stupidity in the Prince of Orange ; and amazing coarseness, with everything that is unamiable, in the Czarina. In the evening I preached at Peckham to a more awakened congregation than ever I observed there before. I preached in the evening at Miss Teulon's, in Highgate. I never saw such a congregation there before. Will there then be good done here at last ? Well ; nothing is too hard for God! After preaching at Spitalfields, I hastened to St. John's, Clerkenwell, and preached acharity sermon for the Fins- bury Dispensary ; as I would gladly countenance every institu- tion of the kind. -I retired to Newington, and hid myself for almost three days. Friday, 21. The Committee proposed to me, 1. That families of men and women should sit together in both chapels : 2. That every one who took apew should have it as his own : Thus overthrowing, at one blow, the discipline which I have been establishing for fifty years ! -I yielded to the importunity of apainter, and sat an hour and a half, in all, for my picture. I think it was the

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preached in the chapel at Bullocksmithy ; one of the most famous villages in the county for allmanner of wickedness. But there is a change for the better already, and a fair prospect of amuch greater. In the evening, as well as on the next, the House at Stockport was throughly filled with people ready prepared for the Lord, and adorning the doctrine of God our Saviour. -About noon I preached at Ashton, to a loving and lively people, and thence went on to Oldham. But what could be done here ? I suppose the children alone would have filled the preaching-house from end to end. We kept the door locked till a little before the appointed time. Then I went in, and to as many as the House would hold, explained "the rest that " remaineth for the people of God; " and indeed they had ears to hear. Afterward, leaving one to preach again, after an hour's respite I went on to Manchester. -The House was well filled in the evening. I explained and enforced the words of St. James, " Seest thou April, 1788. JOURNAL. how faith wrought with his works, and by works was faith made perfect ? " Idid not hear that any were offended ; for the bulk of these are an understanding people. -. I took aview of the public library, preferable to most in England. It is annexed to the Blue-Coat School, wherein fourscore children are provided with all things ; and all by the munificence of one man, who expressly forbade any one to add thereto. -Mr. Simpson assisting,we dealt very well with a crowded congregation. I suppose we had about a thousand communicants ; and surely God was among them : And so He was in the evening,while I applied,"Thou shalt haveno other gods before me." At noon I preached at Northwich, to such a con- gregation as ever scarce was seen there before ; and had a good hope that, after all the storms, good will be done here also. In the evening I preached to the affectionate congregation at Chester,who want nothing but more life and fire. Tuesday, 15. I was desired to preach upon the Trinity. The chapel was sufficiently crowded ; and surelyGod answered for himself to all candid hearers. -I preached about eleven at Warrington, (acold,

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uncomfortable place,) and in the evening at Liverpool. The House was extremely crowded, and I found great liberty of spirit ; but still more the next evening, while Iwas openingand applying the parable of the Sower. How much seed has been sown in this town ! And, blessed be God, all is not lost. Some has brought forth thirty, some sixty, and some a hundred fold. -Notice having been given at Wigan ofmy preach- ing a sermon for the Sunday-schools, the people flocked from all quarters in such amanner as never was seen before. I spoke with all possible plainness on, "Repent ye, and believe the Gospel; " and it seemed to sink deep into the hearts of the hearers. Surely " the kingdom ofheaven is at hand." Wewent on to Bolton, where I preached in the evening in one of the most elegant Houses in the kingdom, and to one of the liveliest congregations. And this I must avow, there is not such a set of singers in anyof the Methodist congre- gations in the three kingdoms. There cannot be ; for we have near ahundred such trebles, boys and girls, selected out of our Sunday-schools, and accuratelytaught, as arenot found together April, 1788. in any chapel, cathedral, or music-room within the four seas. Besides, the spirit with which they all sing, and the beauty of many of them, so suits the melody, that I defy any to exceed it ; except the singing of angels in our Father's house. At eight, and at one, the House was throughly filled. About three I met between nine hundred anda thousand of the children belonging to our Sunday-schools. I never saw such a sight before. They were all exactly clean, as well as plain, in their apparel. All were serious and well-behaved. Many, both boys and girls, had as beautiful faces as, I believe, England or Europe can afford. When they all sung together, and none of them out of tune, the melody was beyond that of any theatre ; and, what is best of all, many of them truly fear God, and some rejoice in his salvation. These are a pattern to all the town. Their usual diversion is to visit the poorthatare sick, (sometimes six, or eight, or ten together,) to exhort, com- fort, and praywith them. Frequently ten or more of them get

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as large as ever I remember it on a week-day ; and as deeply attentive as ever. Alarge number attended again at five in the morning. In the afternoon I spent some hours with the Trus- tees of Eccleshill House ; but I might aswell have talked to so many posts. In the evening we had a lovely congregation again, to whom I explained the former part ofRev. xiv. These had ears to hear ; and many of them rejoiced with joy full of glory. It was not without extreme difficulty that we could get intothe church ; but it was worth all the labour. I strongly applied those words in the Epistle for the day, " The end of all things is at hand ; be ye therefore sober, andwatchunto prayer." It seemed as if the whole congregationwas moved. I believe that hour will not soon be forgotten. The concourse of people at Birstal, about four, was greater than ever was seen there before ; and the wind being very high, it was feared not half of them would be able to hear : But God was better to them than their fears. Afterwards we found that all could hear distinctly ; so, if they hear no more, I am clear of their blood. I have declared to them the whole counsel ofGod. -About nine I preached to the loving people at Morley, on 1 Pet. i. 3, and then went forward to Leeds ; where (Mr. Hey having sent meword that it was not convenient for him to receive me) Mr. Floyd, and every one in his house, received me with all gladness. We had a full House in the evening. I explained and applied James ii. 22, which I suppose was never more needful to be insisted upon than it is this day. -About eleven I accepted the invitation of Mr. May, 1788. 417 Stone, a truly pious and active man,and preached in his church atRawdon, ten miles from Leeds, to a very serious congregation, on Mark i. 15 : " Repent ye, and believe the Gospel." In the evening I preached at Otley to a lovely congregation, and at five in the morning. At four in the afternoon I preached at Pateley-Bridge; and setting out at four on Friday morning, reached Kendal that evening, (sixty-one miles,) and Whitehaven

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at five on Saturday, 10. The congregation in the evening rejoiced much, as they had not seen me for four years. But scarce any of the old standers are left : Two-and-forty years have swept them away. Let us who are left live to-day. "Now is the day of salvation." MAY 11 .-(Being Whitsunday.) In the morning, while those words were applied, "And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost," his power was eminently present in the congregation ; but much more in the evening. At noon Joseph Bradford preached in the market-place to a numerous congregation ; and I am not without hope, that poor Whitehaven will lift up its head again. -About eight I began preaching in the market- house at Cockermouth. I was surprised to find several of those that are called the best of the town there ; and they were one and all serious and attentive : So we had a solemn parting. Hence we went on to Carlisle. I never found this society so well united before. The preaching-house, begun three or four years ago, is now completely finished. It is neat, lightsome, and cheerful ; but it was very ill able to contain the congregation. Several Ministers were there ; and so was the power of God, in an uncommon degree. All that were under the roof seemed to be moved more or less ; and so they were in the morning, Tues- day, 13, when I besought them to present themselves a living sacrifice to God. To-day we went on through lovely roads to Dumfries. Indeed all the roads are wonderfully mended since I last travel- led thisway. Dumfries is beautifully situated ; but as to wood and water, and gently-rising hills, c. , is, I think, the neatest, as well as the most civilized, town that I have seen in the king- dom. Robert Dall soon found me out. He has behaved exceed- ing well, and done much goodhere ; but he is a bold man : He has begun building a preaching-house, larger than any in Scot- land, except those in Glasgow and Edinburgh ! In the evening 418 REV. J. WESLEY'S May,1788. I preached abroad in a convenient street, on one side of the town. Rich and poor attended from every quarter, of whatever denomination ; and every one seemed to hear for life. Surely

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remarkable, is the bridge which connects the two mountains, the Peas, together; one of the noblest works in Great Britain ; unless you would except the bridge at Edinburgh, which lies directly across the Cowgate: So that one street (a thing not heard of before) runs under another. 420 REV. J. WESLEY'S May, 1788. About noon we came to Berwick-upon-Tweed ; but the town being all in a hurry, on occasion of the fair, so that I could not conveniently preach in the market-house, I was glad that Mr. Atcheson, the Presbyterian Minister, offered me the use of his chapel. It was a large commodious place. Several ofhis hear- ers attended; to whom I spoke exceeding plain, inthe evening, on 1 Cor. xii. 3 ; and in the morning, on Isaiah lix. 1-3. -About one we reached Alnwick. I was a little sur- prised at the new preaching-house, (in which I preached in the evening,) exactly resembling the meeting-house we hire at Brent- ford. Had they no eyes ? Or had they never seen any English House ? But the scarecrow must now stand without remedy. This was theday on which all the Nonjuring con- gregations in Scotland began, bycommon agreement, to pray in all their public worship for King George and his family. I preached at nine, at two, and at half-past five; the last time on the Gospel for the day, (the history of Dives and Lazarus,) with much enlargement of spirit. After preaching at five in the morning, on Matt. xxvi., and taking a solemn leave of the con- gregation, I went on to Morpeth ; but was informed the Town- Hall was totally engaged ; the lower part, by a company of players ; the upper, by a dancing-master. However, the latter did scruple the having his right: So I preached to the largest congregation I ever saw there. And our Lord seemed to Dart into all the melting power Oflove, and make the mountains flow. Itwas indeed awonderful season, such as we had scarce had before since we left Bristol. In the evening I preached at Newcastle, to such a congregation as was never there before, unless on a Sunday ; and indeed all the congregations, morn- ing and evening, were such as had not been before since the House was built. Surely this is the accepted time for Newcastle.

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their flocking together in such numbers,-many more than the House could contain ; and I strongly enforced, " Now is the accepted time, now is the day ofsalvation." -Desiring Joseph Bradford to preach at five, I did not preach till three. I then urged, on a very genteel congre- gation, " One thing is needful ; " and surely the power of the Lord was present to heal them, in amanner I have not often found; and again in the evening, while I enforced, " He is able to save to the uttermost all them that come unto God by him." -I designed to preach in the street, at Bridlington ; butthe wind and dust would not suffer it. So as many as could pressed into the House ; but near as many were constrained to go away. I preached on Rev. xx. 12 ; and, I believe, not invain. I went about forty miles out of my way, to see my old friends at Malton ; and particularly old Mr. Wilson, at whose house I first lodged there. Between eleven and twelve I beganpreachingon," It is appointed unto menonce to die: " And God applied his word, one would almost have thought, to every one under the roof. Itwas a glorious opportunity. The people were gathered frommany miles round, and I think few repented oftheirlabour. As soon as the service was over, I hasted away, and reached Beverley (twenty-eight miles) in good time. The House here, though greatly enlarged, was well filled with high and low, rich and poor ; and (it being the day of the Archdea- con's visitation) many of the Clergy were there. I rejoiced in this, as it might be a means of removing prejudice from many sincere minds. I went on to Hull; and in the evening explained and applied those remarkable words of our Lord, " Whosoever doeth the will of God, the same is mybrother, and sister, and mother." The new preaching-house here is nearly as large as June, 1788, the new chapel in London. It is well built, and elegantly finished ; handsome, but not gaudy. Saturday, 21. We had a large congregationat five, larger thaneventhatat Birmingham; which exceeded all the morning congregations I had then seen. Sunday, 22. Mr. Clark, the Vicar, inviting me to preach in the

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2. To my never having lost a night's sleep, sick or well, at land or at sea, since I was born ? 3. To my having sleep at command ; so that whenever I feel myself almost worn out, I call it, and it comes, day or night ? 4. To my having constantly, for above sixty years, risen at four in the morning ? 5. To my constant preaching at five inthe morning, for above fifty years ? June, 1788. 6. To my having had so little pain in my life; and so little sorrow, or anxious care ? Even now, though I find pain daily in my eye, or temple, or arm; yet it is never violent, and seldom lasts many minutes at atime. Whether or not this is sent to give mewarning that I am shortly to quit this tabernacle, I do not know ; but be it one way or the other, I have only to say, My remnant of days I spend to his praise Who died the whole world to redeem : Be they many or few, My days are his due, Andthey all are devoted to Him ! I preached in the morning on Psalm xc. 12 ; in the evening on Acts xiii. 40, 41 ; and endeavoured to improve the hours between to the best advantage. At eight I preached at Misterton, as usual ; about one to a numerous congregation at Newby, near Haxey ; and about four at my old stand in Epworth market-place, to the great congregation. Here there used to be a few mockers ; but there were none now : All appeared serious as death, while I applied those solemn words. " When the breath of man goeth forth, " c. We concluded with a love-feast, at which many declared, with an excellent spirit, the wonderful works of God. -About eight I preached in Scotter ; and found it good to be there. About eleven I preached in Scowby, two miles from Brigg, to a very numerous and serious congregation. In the afternoon, going just by that curious building, Mr. Pelham's Mausoleum, I alighted, and took aview of it within and without. The like, I suppose, is not to be found in England. : It is exactly round, fifty-two feet in diameter, and will be sixty-

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Thence we went to Raithby ; an earthly paradise ! How gladly would I rest here a few days : But it is not my place ! I am to be a wanderer upon earth. Only let me find rest in a better world ! At six I. preached in the church to such a congregation as I never saw here before ; but I do not wonder if all the country should flock in hither, to a palace in the midst of a paradise. -. I set out early from Raithby, and at eight preached in Horncastle. My design was, to have preached seriously ; for which purpose I chose that text, " The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved ; " but I was turned, I knew not how, quite the other way, and could preach scarce anything but consolation. I believe this was the very thing which the people wanted ; although I knew it not. We reached Lincoln about twelve. A verynumerous congre- gation of rich and poor were quickly assembled. I preached REV. J. WESLEY'S July, 1788. below hill, in Mrs. Fisher's yard ; a large andcommodious place. From the quietness of the people one might have imagined that we were in London or Bristol. Indeed the dread of the Lord was on every side ; and surely his power was present to heal. In the evening I preached in our new House at Gainsborough, which was crowded sufficiently. I spoke strong words, on, " Now is the accepted time; " which seemed to sink deep into the hearts of the hearers. Saturday, 5. In the evening I preached at Owstone, to such a congregation, both for number and seriousness, as I hardly ever saw here before. Afterwards I took a view of what was lately the glory of the town,-the great mansion-house built by the late Mr. Pinder's father, when I was a little child. His grandsonhas left it desolate and without inhabitant, has taken away all the pictures and furni- ture, blocked up the windows, and cut down the fine rows of trees which formed the avenue ! So fleets the comedy of life away. At eight we had such another congregation as that in the evening ; to which I expounded that comfortable scripture,

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The three following days I retired, revised my papers, and finished all the work I had to do in London. Sunday, 10. I was engaged in avery unpleasing work, the discharge of an old servant. She had been my housekeeper at West-Street for many years, and was one of the best housekeepers I had had there; but her husband was so notorious a drunkard, that I could not keep them in the house any longer. She received her dismission in an excellent spirit, praying God to bless us all. I preached in the morning at West-Street to a large congre- gation ; but to afar larger at the new chapel inthe evening. It seems the people in general do not expect that I shall remain among them a great while after my brother; and that, therefore, they are willing to hear while they can. In the evening we set out in the mail-coach, and early in the morning got to Ports- mouth. They have lately built a neat preaching-house in the town, something larger than that at Deptford. It is well situated near the midst of the town, and has three well-constructed galleries. I preached at noon to alarge and well-behaved audience, and to a much larger in the evening. I believe the word took place inmany souls. All went away still as night. -Joseph Bradford preached at five in the morning. I preached in the new House about six in the evening, and guarded them against that deadly Antinomianism which has so often choked the good seed here. In the evening I preached at our House on the common. Afterwards, meeting the society, I took a solemn leave of them, which I hope they will remember if they see me no more. We crossed over to Sarum, where I preached in the evening, with much enlargement of heart. Thursday, 14. Setting out about three, we came to Gloucester early in the afternoon. I spoke very plain, both in the evening and the ĮAug. 1788. morning. Friday, 15. We went on to Monmouth; but Mr. G- has done with us ; so I lodged with my old friend, Mr. Johnson ; and instead of that lovely young woman, S-B-, who is removed to Cowbridge, met with her younger sister, who more than supplies her place. She is a jewel indeed; full

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thing, but everything, had been neglected. No Stewards, no bands, half of the preaching-places dropped ; all the people cold, heartless, dead! I spoke earnestlyin the evening ; and thewordwas as fire. Surely, some fruit will follow ! We had alovely congregationat St. Daniel's, and aremarkable blessing. In the afternoon I returned to Haver- fordwest, and preached in a large open space near the great church, to such acongregation as I have not seen in Wales for manyyears. I explained and applied the parable of the Sower, andGod clothed his word with power. I know not whether I havehad such an opportunity before, since I left London. -I spent another night at Carmarthen very agree- ably. Tuesday, 26. I preached in Kidwelly at nine ; between twelve and one at Llanelly, to all the Gentry in the town; and in the evening to a multitude of people at Swansea. Wednes- day 27. Far more than the Room would contain attended at five in the morning. About eight I preached in our new preaching-house at Neath ; and in the afternoon reached Fonte- gary, and found Mrs. Jones, with several of her children about her, onthe margin of the grave; worn out with that dreadful disease, a cancer. She uttered no complaint, butwas all pati- ence and resignation, showing the dignity of a Christian, in weakness, and pain, and death. I preached on, " It is appointed untomenonce to die;" and I believe all present felt the awful truth. I had intended to go on to Cowbridge the next day; but, being much importuned to give one day more to a dying friend, I yielded, and desired another Preacher to go and supply my place. In the evening I preached on Psalm cxlvi. 3, 4. The scene before us greatly confirmed the word. Friday, 29. That they might not be offended, I went to Cowbridge. In half an hour's notice, we had alarge congregation inthe Town-Hall, to whom I showed the nature and pleasantness of religion, from Prov. iii. 17. I returned to Fontegary, took my last leave of thedying saint, and thenwent on to Cardiff. In the evening I preached (probably for the lasttime) to a very genteel congre- gation in the Town-Hall. Saturday, 30. I returned to Bristol. Mr. Collins came very opportunely, to assist me at

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length this wilderness, too, as it has long appeared to be, begins to blossom and bud as the rose. About two o'clock, Friday, 12, I preached in the preaching. house yard, at Trowbridge, where, notwithstanding the harvest, we had an unusually large congregation, who listened with deep attention ; in the evening, at Bradford, to as many as the Sept. 1788. 437 House would contain. But I did not find good Mrs. Ballard there. After long struggling with a deep nervous disorder, which for a time depressed the mind as well as the body, the cloud removed ; herload fell off, and her spirit joyfully returned toGod. -I found the society at Bath in a more flourishing state than it had been for many years ; and the congregation in the evening was unusually large, and, as usual, seriously attentive. We had twice as many communicants as I ever remember here. Just before service Mr. Shepherd came, and offered me his service. It could not have been more seasonable. I had much liberty of spirit the first time I preached to-day ; but greater at half-hour past two, and the greatest of all in the evening ; when I vehemently enforced those awful words, " Why will ye die, O house of Israel ? " I returned to Bristol, and on the four following days was sufficiently employed in meeting the classes. At each end of the town, the society increases greatly. It does not decrease in any part. Glory be to God ! Being pressed to preach to the poor people in George-Street, and knowing the House would not contain half the congregation in the evening, I began atfive ; by which means wehad room for all that could attend at so early an hour. O what an advantage have the poor over the rich ! These are not wise in their own eyes, but all receive with meekness the ingrafted word which is able to save their souls. -I met the Trustees for the new Room ; who were all willing to add a codicil to the Deed of Trust, in order to ascertain to the Conference (after me) the sole right of appoint- ing the Preachers in it. I preached morning and afternoon at the Room ;

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and at three in Temple church ; so filled as I never saw it before . In the evening I spent an hour in fixing the places of the seve- ral classes, at the society ; a thing necessary to be done, although it is certain some will be not a little displeased. An end was put to the long contest between Dr Coke and Mr. Durbin, by the Doctor's acknowledging that the words he had wrote were too keen ; and that hewas sorry hehad given Mr. D. so much uneasiness. I took awalk in Miss Goldney's garden at Clifton. 438 REV. J. WESLEY'S Oct. 1788. Nothing can bemorepleasant. But whatis most remarkable is, the long terrace-walk, commanding amost beautiful prospect, and the grotto, the largest andmost beautiful in its kind that I ever saw. It is admirably well laid out, and decorated with a surprising variety ofshells and glittering fossils ; the procuring and placing of which (we were informed) took the late Mr. Goldney above twenty years. Andhehas left it all ! We had a fast-day, which was concluded with a solemn watch-night. At the close of this we sung, Yevirgin souls, arise ! accompanied by the Gloucestershire band of music. Such a concert was never heard in that House before, and perhaps never will be again. -Two or three friends took me to Blaise-Castle, about five miles from Bristol. Mr. F-, a person of exqui- site taste, built it some years ago, on the top of a hill, which commands such a prospect all fourways as nothing in England excels . Thence we went to Lord Clifford's seat, at King's Weston. His house, one of the most beautiful I ever saw, stands on a little eminence in his park, and fronts all fourways. The prospect is fine every way,commanding both the land and the water ; and the rooms are very elegantly furnished, particu- larly with excellent pictures. And must the owner leave all these beautiful things ? Will Death have no more respect for a Lord than for a beggar ? -I set out in the mail-coach. Tuesday, 30. Having for the present settled my business at London, in the evening I took coach for Lynn ; and came thither about noon on Wednes- day, OCTOBER 1. I spent all the time with much satisfaction,

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preached to another large and serious congregation. Friday, 30. We made ourway through miserable roads to Sevenoaks, where the congregation, both evening and morning, was uncom- monly large. So (whether I see them again or not) I cheerfully commended them to God, and the next morning returned to London. Sun. FEBRUARY 1.-We had an exceeding solemn season, both morning and evening. It seemed indeed as if the skies poured down righteousness on all that lifted up their hearts toGod. Monday, 2, and the following days, I spent inmeeting the classes. Friday, 6, being the Quarterly Day for meeting the Local Preachers, between twenty and thirty of them met at West-Street, and opened their hearts to each other. Taking the opportunity ofhaving them all together, at the watch-night, I strongly insisted on St. Paul's advice to Timothy, " Keep that which is committed to thy trust;" particularly the doctrine of Christian Perfection, which God has peculiarly entrusted to the Methodists. I went to Brentford, and found the society still alive, and increasing both in strength and number. Thursday, 12. I preached once more at Chelsea, where there is at length a fair and promising prospect. Friday, 13. I took a view of that noble building, Chelsea College, and all the parts of it. It is designed to lodge five hundred old soldiers, who are furnished with all things needful for life and godliness. Sunday, 15. We had the usual blessing at Spitalfields . Monday, 16. I went to Dorking. I scarce find any society inEngland like this. Year after year, it seems at one stay, neither increasing nor decreasing ; only if one or two die, one or two are quickly added to fill up the number. -I examined the society at Deptford, and preached there in the evening. Wednesday, 18. I retired into the country to finish my writings. Sunday, 22. God was eminently present with us at West-Street chapel, both in the morning and even 446 REV. J. WESLEY'S March, 1789. ing. Tuesday, 24. Mr. W-called upon me, andwe had an agreeable and useful conversation. What ablessing is it to Mr. P. to have such a friend as this ! In the evening I expounded part of the Second Lesson, Eph. iii. Friday, 25, was the daywhich I had ordered all our brethren in Great Britain and Ireland to observe with fasting and prayer,

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recovery ; and indeed it was a season of solemnjoy ; particularly when I applied those words, " The living, the living, he shall praise thee, as I do this day." I spent some time with poor Richard Henderson, deeply affected with the loss of his only son ; who, with as great talents as most men in England, had lived two-and-thirty years, and done just nothing. Saturday, 14. In the evening I preached in Temple church ; perhaps for the last time, as good Mr. Easterbrook was suddenly taken ill the next day. Well, whatever is, is best. Sunday, 15. Having Mr. Baddiley to assist me in the morning, I preached at Kingswood in the after- noon ; and in the evening, at the Room. We concluded the daywith asolemn and comfortable love-feast. We set out early, and dined at Stroud, where I had proof that either people or Preachers, or both, had left their first love. I strongly exhorted them to remember from whence they were fallen, and do the first works. God applied hisword, and I suppose two hundred were present at five in the morning. Tuesday, 17. Many were present at Gloucester in the evening ; but they seemed to be little affected. Wednesday, 18. I preached in Tewkesbury at noon. The Room was crowded, and all seemed to feel what theyheard. I was informed that one who, two or three years ago, had carried all his family toAmerica, in quest of golden mountains, had crept back again, being utterly beggared, and forced to leave his family behind him. In the evening the House at Worcester was throughly filled with a deeply-affected congregation ; but we were in great want ofmore room. Indue time God will give us this also . We went on to Birmingham, still increasing on every side. Hearing the cry of want of business, even in this aswell as most other trading towns in England, I considered what the meaning of it should be; and the case seems plainly this : Two or three years ago, business poured into Birmingham, and consequently more hands were wanting; but when business returned into its usual channel, they were wanted no longer. These men therefore certainly wanted business, and spread the cry over the town. The same must be the case at Manchester,

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gation was exceeding well dressed, but exceeding careless and ill-behaved. At six I preached in the church at Mount-Mellick, exceedingly crowded with hearers of quite another kind: They were all attention; and in the morning filled the preaching- house. Friday, 24. The church at Maryborough was far larger, and one of the most elegant that I have seen in the kingdom. It was throughly filled in the evening, although many of the hearers looked as if theyhad not been in a church before. But in half an hour they were serious as death; andinthemorning, Saturday, 25, the lower part of the church was well filled. Surely many will remember that day. In the evening I preached in our preaching-house at Carlow ; where, that I might not overshoot the congregation, I preached on, " So teach us to number our days, that we mayapply our hearts unto wisdom." I preached in the morning, and at five in the evening. The people were very civil, and many ofthem atten- tive ; but I think the time of Carlow is not yet come. Monday, 27. I reached Enniscorthy about noon ; andpresently after, as it had continued to rain, I preached in the place prepared for me, which was a large, though not very elegant, cow-house. How- ever, God was there ; as likewise in the assembly-room, at Wexford, where I preached to a large congregation in the evening. -About noon we reached the ferry, on the west side of which Mrs. Deaves was waiting. She pressed me much May, 1789. to go with her in the chaise, and, at least, to dine at her house; saying, Mr. Deaves was willing to settle the House in anyway that I desired ! The samething he said to me himself ; so I hoped all things would endwell. In the evening I preached to a numerous congregation, on Mark iii. 35. The God of peace and love was in the midst of us, and seemed to affect the whole assembly. We had a large congregation in the morning. At breakfast and at tea, on these two days, I met all the society ; (eight or ten excepted ; ) and we greatly confirmed our love to each other. In the evening I preached to a larger congregation

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than before, on, " I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." Afterwards I strongly exhorted them all to rehearse no past grievances ; and only to provoke one another to love and good works. Fri. MAY 1. We wentto Capoquin. The rain preventing my preaching abroad, I accepted of a very large room which was offered me in the barracks. As we went up the street, we had a very numerous retinue, hallooing and shouting with all their might : But the centinel keeping out the mob, we had a quiet congregation within. A Popish gentleman inviting me to lodge at his house, I spent a comfortable evening. -The House was sufficiently filled with people, as well as with the power ofGod. Monday, 4. So itwas again at five, when I endeavoured to quench the fire which some had laboured to kindle among the poor, quiet people, about separating from the Church. In the evening I preached on Luke viii. 24 ; and the word was as fire ; it pierced to the dividing of soul and spirit, joints and marrow. Tuesday, 5. Being not very well in the morning, I desired Joseph Bradford to preach. In the evening I preached on, "Remember from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works." Many, I believe, are earnestly purposed so to do. MayGod give them the power ! Wednesday, 6. I preached on that remarkable prophecy, Gen. ix. 27, which is so eminently fulfilled at this day, wherein God does " seize the servile progeny of Ham." Thursday, 7. I went to Bandon, and finished the Life of Baron Trenck ; the strangest I ever read. Was there ever such a fiend incarnate as the late King of Prussia ? To inflict such unheard-of tor- ments for so many years, for no fault ! Good had it been for him, if he had never been born. Yet, what a wretch was Trenck himself ! He made not the least scruple of adultery and 454 REV. J. WESLEY'S May, 1789. murder ; and does not appear to have had a jot more religion than an inhabitant of Otaheite ! I think, therefore, this is a most dangerous book ; Iwishnone that cares for his soulwould read a page of it . In the evening I preached in the new preaching-house, twice

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or thrice as large as the old. Itwas well filled both this evening and the next ; but I did not find the same life in this people as in those at Cork. ButGod is able to cause all grace to abound here also. Saturday, 9. I returned to Cork, and earnestly enforced, " Thou shalt have no other gods before me." After preaching, I administered the Lord's Supper to about four hundred and fifty communicants. I was enabled to speak with power in the evening to more than the House could contain, and afterwards to the society. MayGod write it on all their hearts ! I am now clear of their blood. -At half an hour after two we reached Kilkenny ; and at six I preached, on, "One thing is needful." A few seemed to understand what I meant ; as also at five in the morning, when I expounded, " There is neither work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest. " Tuesday, 12. I felt myself a good deal out of order. However, I pushed on to Limerick, where the Rev. Mr. Ingram (one of the Chaplains of the cathedral) gladly received me : So did Mrs. Ingram, and all the lovely family ; where I wanted nothing which the kingdom could afford. At six the House would not contain the congregation. I preached on, " There is one God; " andit seemed as ifall under the roof were sensible ofhis presence. I was not well able to preach in the morning; so Joseph Bradford tookmy place. But about eleven I preached myself at Pallas, about twelve miles from Limerick. All the remains of the Palatine families came hither from Balligarane, Court-Mattris, and Ratheal ; in all which places anuncommon flame has lately broke out, such as was never seen before, Many in every place have been deeply convinced, many con- verted to God, and some perfected in love. Some societies are doubled in number, some increased six or even ten fold. All the neighbouring Gentry were likewise gathered together ; so that no House could contain them, but I was obliged to stand abroad. The people, as it were, swallowed every word; and great was our rejoicing in the Lord. May,1789.1 I preached in the morning on Rev. ii. 4, 5; in

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the evening on Luke iv. 18. All the congregation were, for the present, much affected : With many, I trust, the impression will continue. We set out at five ; and between three and four reached Castlebay. In the evening I preached at Killchrist, to so large a congregation that I was obliged to preach abroad, though it rained all the time. As I had not been well for some days, this did me no good; but I held up till Saturday, 16, when we came to Ballinrobe, and then gave up, and let another preach. After a very uneasy night, on Sunday, 17, I went on to Castlebar, and, finding myself much better, preached in the evening to a lovely congregation. But I was obliged to let Joseph Bradford preach in the morning, on Monday, 18. Being stronger in the evening, I preached again, and met the earnest society, increasing both in number and grace. Tuesday, 19. Retiring to a friend's house about a mile from the town, I took afull account of the late wonderful affair of Mr. F-d. Mr. GeorgeRobert F -d, at his first settling near Castlebar, about the year 1776, made himselfvery popular ; but, meantime, his pride was excessive; affirming that, being the head ofthe Des- mond family, he was the premier Nobleman of Ireland. There- fore he expected that all the country should submit to him : Hence he fell into disputes with his father; and by turns with his brother ; and kept his neighbours in perpetual alarm. In 1779, when volunteering began, he raised a Company, which was wholly subject to him. Soon after he engaged Patrick Randal M'Donald, a relation, as a Captain in his Company ; but not long after, a dispute arose between them, relative to the driving ofsome cattle. Mr. M'D., being informed that Mr. F. intended violence to him, placed some men near his own house ; and ordered them, if he approached the house, to fire. Mr. F. approaching, one of them did fire ; which killed his horse, and wounded him in the knee and leg. On this he prosecuted Mr. M'D. at the following Assizes ; but, after a full hearing, hewas acquitted. Another matter of contention soon ensued: Mr. M'D., being an Attorney, was employed against Mr. F., and carried the suit.

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ruffian : Gallagher had crept a little way, but they soon found him. Some were for despatching him instantly; but others moved to carry him to Mr.-F d's. At his house he was kept prisoner all the night. Wednesday, 22. The news coming to Castlebar, Mr. Ellison, the Magistrate, went up with a large party of the army to Tur- logh. They rushed in, but, after scarching all the house, could May, 1789.1 457 not find F.; till two young menwent into aroom where was a large trunk, on touching the hasp ofwhich, he jumped up like aharlequin, fell upon his knees, and begged they would not kill him. He was then carried out, and committed to Castlebar gaol, where he remained till the June following. Hewas found guilty on June 6th, and executed the 12th. After drinking a bottle of port, he went out of prison with the air of one going to a ball. He gave a spring off the ladder, which snapped the rope in two. He fell down, but instantly leaped up. All his courage was gone, and none could die more penitent. Having been a good deal out of order for some days, I had thoughts of returning straight to London : But I judged it best to try a little longer; so I set out for Castlebar. In a moment I felt an entire change; only I felt a little feverish. But this did not hinder my preaching in the evening, nor God from giving us an uncommon blessing. The same attended us on the following evening; but more eminently on Tuesday, both morning and evening ; as well as in the administration of the Lord's Supper, in which two Clergymen desired to partake with us. We set out between three and four, and in just twelve hours reached Sligo. There I met S. Pennington once more, with her lovely daughter and son-in-law. I never before saw such a congregation in Sligo, so numerous, and so serious. Does there yet another day of visitation appear even for this desolateplace? -I was constrained, by the earnestness of the people, to preach at five, though with much difficulty ; my tongue literally cleaving to the roof of my mouth, through extreme dryness. Between nine and ten I was agreeably sur- prised at Manorhamilton, where I expected little good. But

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the power of God fell upon the congregation in a very uncom- mon degree ; so that scarce any one was unaffected. We then hobbled on, through wonderful roads, to Annadale ; where we soon forgot all the labours of the day, for which the amiable family, and the earnest congregation, made us large amends. We went on to Ballyconnel, where I was nothing glad that the rain drove us into our melancholy House. How- ever, we had a comfortable meeting ; and I believe many found their desires increased of worshipping God in spirit and in truth . May, 1789. Saturday, 23. Between ten and eleven I preached at Killeshan- dra, in apleasant meadow, to a large and attentive congregation, though we had a few light showers of rain. Hence we went through a most beautiful country, equal to any in England, to Killmore. After dining at Mr. Creighton's, we took a walk to see the remains of the venerable Castle where Bishop Bedell was confined, It stands in a fine lake, being built exactly round, with walls nine feet thick. It is remarkably high, but has been for many years without inhabitant; one side of it being beaten down by Oliver Cromwell. Avery large congregation, from all parts, assembled in the evening ; to whom I proclaimed, " Jesus Christ, made of God unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption." At seven I preached in the Town-Hall at Cavan, to a very large and well-behaved congregation. As I went through Ballyhays, the poor people flocked round me on every side, and would not be contented, till I came out of the chaise, and spent some time with them in prayer. I expected, being a fair morning, to see a huge congregation at Clones ; but while we were at church, the rain came on : So all I could do in the evening was, to let Joseph Bradford preach to as many as the House would contain, and to administer the Lord's Supper to our own society. -I preached to a multitude of people in the Old- Camp, on, " All things are ready ; come ye to the marriage." The congregation seemed ready to receive every word. I hardly saw, since I left Cork, such congregations, either for number or seriousness, as is this at Clones .

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derry at ten, (two hours before the Church Service began,) on, " They were all filled with the Holy Ghost." I found an agreeable prospect here : A neat, convenient preaching-house just finished ; asociety increasing and well uni- ted together ; and the whole city prejudiced in favour of it. On Monday and Tuesday, the congregations were uncommonly large, though we had rain every day, particularly on Tuesday evening, when the hearts of the people seemed to be as melting wax; and likewise at five on Wednesday morning. I preached on, " Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord:" A good farewell to Londonderry. Wed. JUNE 3.-A quarter of an hour after I set out, the axletree ofmy chaise snapped in two. In about half an hour I procured another chaise, and in three hours reached Newtown Limavaddy. Finding a congregationwas waiting for me in the 460 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1789. preaching-house, I went to them without delay. The House was throughly filled with deeply-attentive hearers ; and the power of God was among them. Wewent hence, through miserable roads, to Coleraine ; but the company there made amends for them. We met with a right English society, in spirit, in carriage, and even in dress ; but I was concerned to find John Stephens, a lovely young Preacher, in adeepconsumption ; from which, Ijudge, nothing can recover him, unless perhaps a total butter-milk diet. In the evening the large meeting-house which was offered me was well filled, though the rain was heavy. -I was fully employed in answering a heap of let- ters. In the evening, the rain continuing, (as it has done almost every day since we set out from Dublin,) I was glad to accept of the meeting again, which was fuller than the evening before. Friday, 5. We went a few miles out of our way, to call at a small village, where abundance of people flocked to the church, and appeared to be quite ripe for the Gospel: So I preached "Now is the accepted time; now is the day of salvation." on, Thence we hastened on to Ballymena, where the rain did us no harm by driving us into the meeting-house ; where a large con- gregation cheerfully heard the word that is able to save their souls. -The largest meeting-house I have been in was that

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fore-axletree broke ; so I walked forward with two of our breth- ren, which was easier than riding either of their horses. But beforewe came to Loch-Brickland, my strength was so exhausted, I was glad to stop at a little inn, and send to Bannbridge, about two miles off, for a post-chaise. It came soon after six o'clock, and I set out immediately. I had gone about a mile, when Mrs. Lesley met me with her chaise, (who set out as soon as ever she heard that my chaise was broke down,) and took me with her to Tanderagee. A multitude of people were waiting ; (twice as many as were in the Green at Downpatrick;)when, finding no want of strength, I earnestly proclaimed, "Godwas in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself." Such a congregation I have not seen since I came into the kingdom ; neither such a pleasing place, shaded with tall, spreading trees, near which ran a clear river : And all the people listened with quiet and deep attention, when invited to " drink of the water of life freely." -I had a day of rest in the same delightful grove; and preached on, " Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with allthy soul." Saturday, 13. I had another quiet day to answer my letters and revise my papers. I think the evening congregation was the largest we have seen in the kingdom; and they all seemed to feel the application of these words, whichGod applied with uncommon power, " Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." I preached to near as large acongregationat nine, on, " Rejoice in the Lord, ye righteous." After preaching in the evening, I lodged at Killiman, and preached at seven in the morning at Mr. Caulfield's door. In the evening I preached in June, 1789. JOURNAL. 463 theCastle-yard at Dungannon, on , " There is oneGod," with the demonstration of the Spirit. It is a lovely place, and contained a huge congregation. Tuesday, 16. I preached in the street at Blackwater-Town, on 1 Cor. x. 13. The word sunk deep into many hearts; for the power of God was in the midst of the congregation. In the evening I preached once more to a mul- titude of people, in Mr. M'Gough's avenue ; to whom I paid

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serious people. Wemet at the new Room at half-hour past nine ; and truly God was with us. Wehad never somany communi- cants before ; but asmyday, so was my strength. About two we left Dublin, and hastened down to the ship ; the Princess Royal, of Parkgate ; the neatest and mostelegant packet I ever saw. But the wind failing, we did not get out of the bay till about twelve. We had exceeding agreeable company; and I slept as well as if I had been in my own bed. Monday, 13. The sea being smooth,I shut myselfup inmy chaise, and read over the life of the famous Mr. George F-, one of the most extraordinary men (ifwemay callhim aman)that has lived for many centuries. I never heard before of so cool, deliberate, relentless a murderer! Andyet from the breaking of the rope at his execution, which gavehim two hours ofvehementprayer, there is room to hope he found mercy at last. Inthe evening we sang ahymn upondeck, which soon drew all the company about us. I then, without anydelay,began preaching on, " It is appointed untomenonce todie." I believe all were a little affected for the present. We were then con- strained to slacken sail, and to lieby for some hours, not having water to pass the bar : However, we landed between four and five inthe morning, Tuesday, 14 ; and, after resting an hour, I went to Chester. I lodged atT. Briscoe's ; a lovely family indeed ; just such another as Miss B.'s, at Keynsham. The children, indeed, are not quite so genteel, but full as much awakened ; and, I think, the most loving I ever saw. The House was throughly filled inthe evening, (itbeing thefair-time,) as wellas the following. Thursday, 16. When I took my leave of the family, they came all intears. It is long since I saw the like. About noon I preached to a large and much-affected congrega- tion at Northwich. A flame is lately broke out here, such as never was seen here before. In theevening I preached at Man- chester. Saturday, 18. I consulted Dr. Easton, finding my thirst and fever much increased. His medicine immediately took place ; and I was somuch better in the morning,Sunday, 19, that I preached, and, with Dr. Coke's assistance, adminis- tered the sacrament to eleven or twelve hundred communicants.

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Ipreached again in the evening; but it was too much for me, and brought back my fever. Monday, 20. I wenton to Halifax, where, in the evening, I preached to a noble congregation ; and afterwards spent near another hour in exhorting the society. 466 Aug. 1789. Tuesday, 21. I hid myself at Otley, and prepared for the Con- ference. Friday, 24. I preached to a lovely congregation, on Ephes. iv. 14. Saturday, 25. I preached inDewsbury, in the evening, on Rev. xiv. 1-4. It rained all the time. I and several more people were wet to the skin. I lodged in Joseph Taylor's house, at Gomersal, who labours for peace, and would fain reconcile Christ and Belial. In this journey I employed some part of myleisure time in reading Mr. Forster's "Voyage round the World." In many parts of this, one would think he was almost persuaded to be a Christian. But how is it, then, thathe says, (vol. i. , p. 136,) "We listened to our boat's crew, who recited a number of dull stories, intermixed with hearty curses, oaths, and indecent expressions, c. , (obscenity,) but seldom without real humour?" Now, what need ofmentioning these " hearty curses and oaths," with such profound indifference, if it were not to screen himself from the imputation ofbelieving the Bible ? -1 preached at noon in Birstal House, to as lively acongregation as ever was seen there ; and at five preached on the education of children. -Being not well able to preach in the morning, through the heat and dryness of my mouth, in the evening I preached on 1 Tim. vi. 20. Tuesday, 28. The Conference began: About a hundred Preachers were present, and never was our Master more eminently present with us. Thecase of separation from the Church was largely considered, and we were all unanimous against it. Saturday, AUGUST 1. We considered the case of Dewsbury House, which the self-elected Trustees have robbed us of. The point they contended for was this,- that they should have a right of rejecting any Preachers they disapproved of. But this, we saw, would destroy itinerancy. So they chose J. A. for a Preacher, who adopted W. E. for his Curate. Nothing remained but to build another preaching- house, toward which we subscribed two hundred and six pounds on the spot.

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Thence we went on to Exeter, where the people were in high expectation of seeing the King, who appointed to be there the next day : However, a pretty large congregation assembled; to which I preached at six o'clock. We set out at three, on Thursday, 13, and reached Plymouth between one and two in the afternoon. I preached to a large audience in the evening ; andalthough the day was extremely hot, yet I found myself better yesterday and to-day than I have been for some months. In the afternoon I went on to the Dock, having Aug. 1789 previously determined not to say or hear anything of their late senseless quarrel ; wherein I couldnot but blame both sides, and knew not which to blame most. So I spent this and the next day in peace, and answered all my letters. Sunday, 16. In the morning, I believe, we had not less than six hundred com- municants; but they were all admirablywell-behaved, as ifthey indeed discerned the Lord's body. But when I preached in the afternoon, the House would not hold half the congregation. I chose the space adjoining the south side of the House, capable of containing some thousands of people. Besides, some hun- dreds sat on the ridge of the rock which ran along at my left hand. I preached on part of the Gospel for the day, " He beheld the city, and wept over it ; " and it seemed as if every one felt, Hisheart is made of tenderness ; Hisbowels melt with love. -Setting out at three, we easily reached our friends at St. Austle by dinner-time. But I knew not where to preach, the street being so dirty, and the preaching-house so small. At length we determined to squeeze as many as we could into the preaching-house ; and truly God was there. Tuesday, 18. We went on to Truro, where I had appointed to preach at twelve o'clock ; but here an unforeseen hinderance occurred. I could not get through the main street to our preaching-house. It was quite blocked up with soldiers to the east, and numberless tin- ners to the west ; ahuge multitude ofwhom, being nearly starved, were come to beg or demand an increaseoftheirwages ; without which they could not live. So we were obliged to retire to the

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other end of the town, where I preached under the Coinage- Hall, to twice as many people, rich and poor, as the preaching- house would have contained ; andmany ofthemwouldnot have come thither at all. How wise are all the ways of God ! In the afternoon, as we could not pass by the common road, we procured leave to drive round by some fields, and got to Fal- mouth in good time. The last time I was here, above forty years ago, I was taken prisoner by animmensemob,gaping and roaring like lions: But how is the tide turned ! High and low now lined the street, from one end ofthe town to the other, out of stark love and kindness, gaping and staring as if the King were going by. In the evening I preached on the smooth top of the hill, at a small distance from the sea, to the largest con Aug. 1789.1 469 gregation I have ever seen in Cornwall, except in or nearRed- ruth. And such a time I have not known before, since I returned from Ireland. God moved wonderfully on the hearts of the people, who all seem to know the day of their visitation. I preached at noon in the High-Street in Helstone, to the largest and most serious congregation which I ever remember to have seen there. Thursday, 20. I went on to St. Just, and preached in the evening to a lovely congregation, many ofwhom have not left their first love. Friday, 21. About eleven I preached at Newlyn, and in the evening at Penzance ; at both places I was obliged to preach abroad. Saturday, 22. I crossed over to Redruth, and at six preached to a huge mul- titude, as usual, from the steps of the market-house. The word seemed to sink deep into every heart. I know not that ever I spent such a week in Cornwall before. I preached there again in the morning, and in the evening at the amphitheatre ; I suppose, for the last time ; for my voice cannot now command the still increasing multitude. It was supposed they were now more than five-and-twenty thousand. I think it scarce possible that all should hear. -Calling at Marazion, in myway to Penzance, where Ihad promised to preach once more, the House was filled in a

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Sunday, 27. I preached in St. Luke's, our parish church, in the afternoon, to a very numerous congregation, on, "The Spirit and the Bride say, Come." So are the tables turned, that I havenow more invitations to preach in churches than I can accept of. -I retired to Peckham ; and at leisure hours read part ofa very pretty trifle,-the Life of Mrs. Bellamy. Surely never did any, since John Dryden, study more Tomake vice pleasing, and damnation shine, than this lively and elegant writer. She has a fine imagination ; a strong understanding ; an easy style, improved by much read- ing; a fine, benevolent temper ; and every qualification that could consist with a total ignorance ofGod. But God was not in all her thoughts. Abundance of anecdotes she inserts , which may be true or false. One of them, concerning Mr. Garrick, is curious. She says, " When he was taking ship for England, a (Jan. 1790. lady presented him with a parcel, which she desired him not to open till he was at sea. When he did, he found Wesley's Hymns, which he immediately threw overboard." I cannot believe it. I think Mr. G. had more sense. He knew my brother well ; and he knew him to be not only far superior in learning, but in poetry, to Mr. Thomson, and all his theatrical writers put together: None of them can equal him, either in strong, nervous sense, or purity and elegance oflanguage. The musical compositions of his sons are not more excellent than the poetical ones of their father. In the evening I preached to a crowded congregation, some of whom seemed a good deal affected. Thursday, 31. I preached at the new chapel ; but, to avoid the cramp, wentto bed at ten o'clock. I was well served. I know not that I ever before felt so much ofit in one night. Fri. JANUARY 1, 1790.-I am now an old man, decayed from head to foot. My eyes are dim ; my right hand shakes much ; my mouth is hot and dry every morning ; I have a lingering fever almost every day; my motion is weak and slow. However, blessed be God, I do not slack my labour : I can preach and write still. -. I preached at Snowsfields, to the largest congrega-

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In the afternoon I preached at West-Street chapel, on Eph. v. 1 , 2. The chapel would not near contain the congregation. All that could squeeze in seemed much affected ; and it was with difficulty I broke through and took chaise for Brentford ; where I came before six o'clock. The congregation here also was by far the largest I ever saw here ; so that, it seems, our labour even here will not be in vain. Mon. MARCH 1.-I left Brentford early in the morning, and in the evening preached at Newbury. The congregation was large, and most of them attentive ; but a few were wild as colts untamed. We had none such at Bath the following evening, but all were serious as death. Indeed, the work of God seems to flourish here, deepening as well as widening. Wednesday, 3. I took a view of the new buildings. There are at present none like them in England. They have not only added a second Crescent, with two beautiful rows of houses, near Ludstown, but a whole town on the other side of the city, which is swiftly increasing every day. And must all these fine buildings be burned up ? Yea,- Earth and heaven destroy'd, Nor left even one in the mighty void ! -I went on to Bristol, where I found a people ready prepared for the Lord. The Preachers are in earnest, the fruit of which plainly appears in the congregations. Friday, 5. Hearing Mr. W , of Bolton, was dying, I went over, and spent an March, 1790. 481 hour with him. His spirit was much comforted, and in a few days he was nearly as well as ever. Saturday, 6. I preached in the evening at Temple church. Mr. Easterbrook has lately been very ill ; but God has again lifted up his head to be a father to the poor a little longer. Sunday, 7. I preached at theRoom morning and evening ; and about two in the after- noon at Kingswood. Just as I concluded my sermon in the Room, a lady came inher carriage in all haste; and,finding the sermon was over, earnestly desired to stay at the society. After- wards she importuned me much to call on her at the Hot Wells, where her husband, Governor Johnstone, died two years ago.

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On Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, she came to the preaching, and seemed to be much affected. On Friday evening I was at Kingswood, and preached to such a congrega- tion, as I have not seen there on a week-day for forty years, unless it was at awatch-night. Saturday, 13. I spent two hours with her atGranby-House, and answered all her questions. She appeared quite willing to know the truth, and to be altogether a Christian ; and vehemently desired, if our lives were prolonged, that I would visit her in London. But if we should live, would she then be willing to see me? If she is, it would be a miracle indeed. This week I visited the classes in Bristol. I wonder we do not increase in number, although many are convinced, many justified, and a few perfected in love. I can impute the want of increase to nothing but want of self-denial. Without this, indeed, whatever other helps they have, no believers can go forward. Sunday, 14, was a comfortable day. In the morning I met the Strangers' Society, institutedwholly for the relief, not of our society, but for poor, sick, friendless strangers. I do not know that I ever heard or read ofsuch an institution till within a few years ago. So this also is one ofthe fruits of Methodism. -I set out early, and dined at Stroud ; but in the evening we knew not what todo. The preaching-housewas far too small to contain the congregation ; so that several hundreds (it was supposed) were obliged to go away. But the power of God remained with us ; and great was our rejoicing in him. At noon I preached at Painswick, to as many as the House would contain : In the evening, at Gloucester, we had a large multitude ; but many of them would neither hear 482 REV. J. WESLEY'S March, 1790. nor let others hear. Indeed, theythat sat in the galleries could hear well ; but very few of them that were below. In the way to Tewkesbury, at the earnest desire of Samuel Vernon, I called on him and his five daughters, (all grown up,) who are latelyjoined to that society ; all ofwhom are now in great earnest, and bid fair to adorn the Gospel of God

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our Saviour. I preached at Tewkesbury about twelve ; buthere also the House would not contain the congregation. We went on to Worcester in the afternoon, and found much comfort among awell-established people. They have nojars now, but all hold the unity of the Spirit in the bond ofpeace. Thursday, 18. We went on to Stourport, which is now full twiceas large as it was two years ago. The first chapel was built about three years ago, by the joint contributions of Arminians and Calvinists, agreeing that theyshould preach by turns. Butin a short time the poor Arminians were locked out. On this one or two gen- tlemen built another, far larger and more commodious. But it was not large enough to contain them in the evening, to whom I explained that solemn passage in the Revelation, " I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God." They seemed to be all serious and attentive as long as I was speaking; but the moment I ceased, fourscore or one hundred began talking all at once. I do not remember ever to have been present at such a scene before. This must be amended ; otherwise (if I should live) I will see Stourport no more. -About eleven,coming to Quinton, I found a con- gregationwaiting for me. So, that Imight not disappoint them, I preached immediately, on, "We love him, because he first loved us ; " and then went on to Birmingham, which I think is thrice as large as when I saw it fifty years ago. The congregation in the evening were well squeezed together, and most ofthem got in. The behaviour of the rich and poor is such, as does honour to their profession; sodecent, so serious, so devout, from the beginning to the end ! It was the same the next evening. Sunday, 21. The Prayers began at the new House about half an hour after ten. It is a little larger than the new House at Brompton, and admirably well constructed. But several hundreds, I suppose, could not get in. I think all who did, found thatGodwasthere. Thegreat Houselikewise in the evening was utterly insufficient to contain the congregation. But God is able to supply this want also ; and his time is best. March, 1790. -I went on to our old friends at Wednesbury,

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is the scandal of our nation. In the evening I preached to the children of our Sunday-school ; six or seven hundred of whom were present. N. B. None of our masters or mistresses teach for pay : They seek a reward that man cannot give. Having dispatched all the business I had to do here, in the evening I took a solemn leave of this lovely peo- ple ; perhaps never to see them more in this life ; and set out early in the morning, Thursday, 10. About noon I preached at Wolsingham, in a House throughly filled, on Isaiah xxxv. 8 ; and in the evening in Weardale, which hardly contained the congregation. The same spirit was still in the congregation, that has been for many years ; andmany felt, the Lord's hand 488 REV. J. WESLEY'S June, 1790. is not shortened that it cannot save, nor his ear heavy that it cannothear. -About seven I preached at Stanhope ; but no House would contain the congregation. So I stood in a broad placenear the church ; and enforced," If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." In going through Wolsingham, we called at Mr. W.'s, who was in low circumstances till a few years ago, when many thousands were heaped upon him unawares ; and yet he seems to walk unhurt in fire ! What is too hard forGod? Hence we went on to Durham. Here likewise I was obliged to preach in the open air, to a multitude of people, all ofwhom were serious and attentive. Saturday, 12. We went through a lovely country to Sunderland, where I preached in the evening to a numerous congregation. Sunday, 13. In the morning I preached a charity sermon in Monkwearmouth church, for the Sunday-school ; which has already cleared the streets of all the children that used to play there on aSunday from morning to evening. I preached at five near the Pens, to several thousands of people. Here, it is plain, our labour has not been in vain. In the evening I preached to as many as the Town-Hall would contain at Hartlepool. Tuesday, 15. I received a farther account of Mrs. B., from two that had lived withher ayear and a quarter ; andwasthroughlyconvinced, that she is awoman of strong sense, and a lively imagination; but

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that she is given up to a strong delusion, (whether natural or diabolical I know not,) to believe a lie. One proofmay suffice: Some time since, she told the community, as from God, that the day ofjudgmentwould begin that evening. But how could she come off when the event did not answer ? Easily enough. " Moses," said she, " could not see the face of God, till he had fasted forty days and forty nights. We must all do the same." So for three weeks they took no sustenance, but three gills of water per day ; and three weeks more, they took each three gills of water-gruel per day. What amercy that half of them did not die in making the experiment ! Aboutnoon I preached abroad to a large congregation, and in the afternoon went on to Stockton. The congregation was at least double to that at Stockton, all ofwhom seemed to feel that God was there. Wednesday, 16. I preached in the main street at Yarm, to a dull, attentive people, Thursday, 17. About June, 1790. noon I preached at Potto, to a deeply serious congregation ; and to another such in the evening at Hutton-Rudby. Twenty years this society was a pattern to all the country for seriousness and deep devotion. I think seventeen of them were perfected in love ; but only three of them remain, and most of the rest are either removed, or grown cold and dead. I preached at Stokesley in the morning ; and then went on to Whitby. It was very providential, that part of the adjoining mountain fell down, and demolished our old preaching- house,with many houses besides ; bywhich means we have one of the most beautiful chapels inGreat Britain, finely situated on the steep side of the mountain. At six it was pretty well filled with such a congregation of plain,earnest people, as is not often seen. I conversed with many of them the next day, who were much alive to God. Sunday, 20. The House contained us at seven tolerably well. The church likewise was well filled. But in the evening we were much straitened for room ; but as many as couldhear, stood on the pavementwithout. In all England I have not seen a more affectionate people than those at Whitby. Being importuned by our friends at Malton to

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At the same time I saw apelican. Is it not strange that we Sept. 1790. have no true account or picture of this bird ? It is one of the most beautiful in nature ; being indeeda large swan, almost twice as big as a tame one ; snow-white, and elegantly shaped. Only its neck is three quarters of a yard long, and capable ofbeing so distended as to contain two gallons of liquid or solid. She builds her nest in some wood, not far from a river ; from which she daily brings a quantity of fish to her young : This she carries in her neck, (the only pouch which she has,) andthen divides it among her young ; and hence is fabricated the idle tale of her feeding them with her blood. -. I went over to Thornbury, and preached at noon to avery large and deeply serious congregation. In the evening we had a solemnwatch-night at Kingswood. Saturday, 18. I calledupon Mr. Easterbrook, ill ofa disorder which no Physician understands, and which it seems God alone can cure. Heis a pattern to all Bristol, and indeed to all England; having beside hisother incessantlabours, which never were intermitted,preached in every house in his parish ! It waswhile he was preachingin his own church, that hewas suddenly struck with a violent pain in his breast. This confounds all the Physicians, and none of their medicines alter it. -Mr. Collins assisted me in the morning, so I had aneasy day's work. Monday, 20, and the next day, I read over the King of Sweden's tract upon the Balance of Power in Europe. If it be really his,he is certainly one of the most sen- sible, as well as one of the bravest, Princes in Europe ; and if his account be true, what awoman is the Czarina ! But stillGod is over all! I preached once more in Temple church, on, " All things are possible to him that believeth." Mr. Hay, the Presbyterian Minister of Lewens- mead meeting, came to desire me to let him have the use ofour preaching-house on Sundays, at those hours when we did not use it ourselves, (near ten in the morning and two in the after- noon,) while his House was re-building. To this I willingly consented, and he preached an excellent sermon there the next

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and seemed quite ready to receive instruction. But here neither could we procure any post-horses ; so that we were obliged to take a single-horse chaise. The wind, with mizzling rain, came full in our faces ; and we had nothing to screen us from it; so that Iwas throughly chilled from head to foot before I came to Lynn. But I soon forgot this little inconvenience ; for which the earnestness of the congregation made me large amends. In the evening all the Clergymen in the town, except one who was lame, were present at the preaching. They are all prejudiced in favour ofthe Methodists ; as indeed are most of the townsmen ; who give a fair proof by contributing so much to our Sunday-schools ; so that there is near twenty pounds in hand. Wednesday, 20. I had appointed to preach at Diss ; a town near Scoleton ; but the difficulty was,where I could preach. The Minister was willing I should preach in the church ; but feared offending the Bishop, who, going up to London, was within a few miles of the town. But a gentleman asking the Bishop whether he had any objection to it, was answered, "None at all. " I think this church is one of the largest in this county. I suppose it has not been so filled these hundred years. This evening and the next I preached at Bury, to a deeply attentive congregation, many ofwhom know in whom they have believed. So that here we have not lost all our labour. Friday, 22. We returned to London. Oct. 1790. 499 I explained, to a numerous congregation in Spital- fields church, " the whole armour of God." St. Paul's, Shad- well, was still more crowded in the afternoon, while I enforced that important truth, " One thing is needful ;" and I hope many, even then, resolved to choose the better part. In the name of God, Amen. I, JOHN WESLEY, Clerk, some time Fellow of Lincoln College, Oxford, revoking all others, appoint this to be my last Will and Testament. I give all my books, now on sale, and the copies of them, (only subject to a rent-charge of eighty-five pounds a year, to the widow and children of my brother,) to my faithful friends, JohnHorton, Merchant; George Wolff, Merchant ; and William

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Marriott, Stock-Broker, all of London, in trust, for the general Fund of the Methodist Conference, in carrying on the work of God, by Itinerant Preachers ; on condition that they permit the following Committee, Thomas Coke, James Creighton, Peard Dickenson, Thomas Rankin, George Whitfield, and the London Assistant, for the time being, still to superintend the printing- press, and to employ Hannah Paramore and George Paramore, as heretofore ; unless four of the Committee judge a change to be needful. I give the books, furniture, and whatever else belongs to me, in the three houses at Kingswood, in trust, to Thomas Coke, Alexander Mather, and Henry Moore, to be still em- ployed in teaching andmaintaining the children of poor Travel- ling Preachers . I give to Thomas Coke, Doctor John Whitehead, and Henry Moore, all the books which are in my study and bed- chamber at London, and inmy studies elsewhere, in trust, for the use of the Preachers who shall labour there from time to time. I give the coins, and whatever else is found in the drawer of my bureau at London, to my dear grand-daughters,Mary and Jane Smith. I give all my manuscripts to Thomas Coke, Doctor White- head, and Henry Moore, to be burned or published as they see good. I give whatever money remains inmy bureau and pockets, at my decease, to be equally divided between Thomas Briscoe, William Collins, John Easton, and Isaac Brown. I desire my gowns, cassocks, sashes, and bands, may remain in the chapel for the use of the Clergymen attending there. I desire the London Assistant, for the time being, to divide the rest of mywearing apparel between those four of the Travel- ling Preachers that want it most ; only my pelisse I give to the Rev. Mr. Creighton ; my watch to my friend Joseph Bradford ; my gold seal to Elizabeth Ritchie. I give my chaise and horses to James Ward and Charles Wheeler, in trust, to be sold, and the money to be divided, one half to Hannah Abbot, and the other to the members of the select society. Out of the first money which arises from the sale of books, I bequeath to my dear sister, Martha Hall, (if alive,) forty pounds ; to Mr. Creighton aforesaid, forty pounds ; and to the Rev. Mr. Heath, sixty pounds.

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Clarke, Trustees for all his books, pamphlets, and copyrights, for carrying on the work of God by Itinerant Preachers, according to the Deed of Declarationenrolled in the High Court of Chancery : But Dr. Coke being inAmerica at the time of Mr. Wesley's death, the Deed was suffered to lie dormant till his return. Thethree Executors then took the advice of two of the most eminent Counsellors in the king- dom, who informedthem, that the Deed was of a testamentarynature, andtherefore superseded the Will, with respect to the books, c. The Deed wasthenpresented to the Judge of the Prerogative Court of Canterbury, who received it as the third Codicil of Mr. Wesley's Will ; on which the three Executors delivered up their general Probate, and received a new one, limited to those particulars which were not mentioned in the Deed. At the same time a Probate was granted by the Court to the seven Trustees, constituting them Executors for all the books, pam- phlets, and copyrights, of which Mr. Wesley died possessed ; and empowering them to pay all his debts and legacies. "-EDIT. To all to whom these Presents shall come, JOHN WESLEY, late of Lincoln College, Oxford, but now of the City-Road, London, Clerk, sendeth greeting :- Whereas divers buildings, commonly called chapels, with a mes- suage and dwelling- house, or other appurtenances, to each of the same belonging, situate in various parts of Great Britain, have been given and conveyed, from time to time, by the said John Wesley, to certain persons and their heirs, in each of the said gifts and conveyances named ; which are enrolled in His Majesty's High Court of Chancery, upon the acknow- ledgment of the said John Wesley (pursuant to the Act of Parliament in thatcase made and provided) ; upon trust, that the Trustees in the said several Deeds respectively named, and the survivors of them, and their heirs and assigns, and the Trustees for the time being, to be elected as in the said Deeds is appointed, should permit and suffer the said John Wesley, and such other person and persons as he should for that purpose from time to time nominate and appoint, at all times during his life, at his will and pleasure to have and enjoy the free use and benefit of the said premises, that he

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cessors for the time being for ever, shall assemble once in every year, at London, Bristol, or Leeds, (except as after- mentioned,) for the purposes aforesaid ; and the time and place of holding every subsequent Conference shall be appointed at the preceding one, save that the next Conference after the date hereof shall be holden at Leeds, in Yorkshire, the last Tuesday in July next. Second, The act of the majority in number of the Conference assembled as aforesaid, shall be had, taken, and be the act of the whole Conference, to all intents, purposes, and construc- tionswhatsoever. Third, That after the Conference shall be assembled as afore- said, they shall first proceed to fill up all the vacancies occa- sioned by death or absence, as after-mentioned. Fourth, No act of the Conference assembled as aforesaid, shall be had, taken, or be the act of the Conference, until forty of the members thereof are assembled, unless reduced under that number by death since the prior Conference, or absence as after-mentioned ; nor until all the vacancies occasioned by death or absence shall be filled up by the election of new members of the Conference, so as to make up the number one hundred, unless there be not a sufficient number of per- sons objects of such election; and during the assembly of the Conference, there shall always be forty members present at the doing of any act, save as aforesaid, or otherwise such act shall be void. Fifth, The duration of the yearly assembly of the Conference shall not be less than five days, nor more than three weeks, and be concluded by the appointment of the Conference, if under twenty-one days ; or otherwise the conclusion thereof shall follow of course at the end of the said twenty-one days ; the whole of all which said time of the assembly of the Con- ference shall be had, taken, considered, and be the yearly Conference of the people called Methodists ; and all acts of the Conference, during such yearly assembly thereof, shall be the acts of the Conference, and none other. Sixth, Immediately after all the vacancies occasioned by death or absence are filled up by the election of new members as aforesaid, the Conference shall choose a President and Secre- tary of their assembly out of themselves, who shall continue

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such until the election of another President or Secretary in the next, or other subsequent Conference ; and the said Presi- dent shall have the privilege and power of two members in all acts of the Conference during his presidency, and such other powers, privileges, and authorities, as the Conference shall from time to time see fit to entrust into his hands . Seventh, Any member of the Conference absenting himselffrom the yearly assembly thereof for two years successively, without the consent or dispensation of the Conference, and be not pre- sent on the first day of the third yearly assembly thereof, at the time and place appointed for the holding of the same, shall cease to be a member of the Conference from and after the said first day of the said thirdyearly assembly thereof, to all intents and purposes, as though he were naturally dead. But the Conference shall andmaydispense with or consent to the absence of any member from any of the said yearly i assemblies for any cause which the Conference may see fit or necessary ; and such member, whose absence shall be so dis- pensed with or consented to by the Conference, shall not by such absence cease to be a member thereof. 1 Eighth, The Conference shall andmay expel and put out from being amember thereof, or from being in connexion there- with, or from being upon trial, any person, member of the Conference, or admitted into connexion, or upon trial, for any cause which to the Conference may seem fit or necessary ; and every member of the Conference so expelled and put out, shall cease to be a member thereof, to all intents and pur- poses, as though he was naturally dead. And the Confer- ence, immediately after the expulsion of any member thereof as aforesaid, shall elect another person to be a member of the Conference, in the stead of such member so expelled. Ninth, The Conference shall and may admit into connexion with them, or upon trial, any person or persons whom they shall approve, to be Preachers and Expounders of God's Holy Word, under the care and direction of the Conference ; the name of every such person or persons so admitted into con- nexion or upon trial as aforesaid, with the time and degrees of the admission, being entered in the Journals or Minutes of the Conference.

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Tenth, No person shall be elected amember of the Conference, whohath not been admitted intoconnexionwith the Conference, as a Preacher and Expounder of God's Holy Word, as afore- said, for twelve months. Eleventh, The Conference shall not, nor may, nominate or appoint any person to the use and enjoyment of, or to preach and expound God's Holy Word in, any of the chapels and premises so given or conveyed, orwhich may be given or con- veyed upon the trusts aforesaid,who is not either a member of the Conference, or admitted into connexion with the same, or upon trial as aforesaid ; nor appoint any person for more than three years successively, to the use and enjoyment of any chapel and premises already given, or to be given or conveyed, upon the trusts aforesaid, except ordained Ministers of the Church of England. Twelfth, That the Conference shall andmay appoint the place of holding the yearly assembly thereof, at any other city, town, or place, than London, Bristol, or Leeds, when it shall seem expedient so to do . Thirteenth, And for the convenience of the chapels and pre- mises already, or which may hereafter be, given or conveyed upon the trusts aforesaid, situate in Ireland, or other parts out of the kingdom of Great Britain, the Conference shall and may, when and as often as it shall seem expedient, but not otherwise, appoint and delegate any member or members of the Conference, with all or any of the powers, privileges, and advantages, herein-before contained or vested in the Confer- ence ; and all and every the acts, admissions, expulsions, and appointments whatsoever of such member or members of the Conference, so pointed and delegated as aforesaid, the same being put into writing, and signed by such delegate or dele- gates, and entered in the Journals or Minutes of the Confer- ence, and subscribed as after-mentioned, shall be deemed, taken, and be, the acts, admissions, expulsions, and appoint- ments of the Conference, to all intents, constructions, and purposes whatsoever, from the respective times when the same shall be done by such delegate or delegates ; notwithstanding anything herein-contained to the contrary. Fourteenth, All resolutions and orders touching elections, admissions, expulsions, consents, dispensations, delegations, or appointments and acts whatsoever of the Conference, shall be entered and written in the Journals or Minutes of the Conference, which shall be kept for that purpose, publicly

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read, and then subscribed by the President and Secretary thereof for the time being, during the time such Conference shall be assembled ; and when so entered and subscribed, shall be had, taken, received, and be, the acts of the Confer- ence, and such entry and subscription as aforesaid, shall be had, taken, received, and be, evidence of all and every such acts of the said Conference, and of their said delegates, with- out the aid of any other proof; and whatever shall not be so entered and subscribed as aforesaid, shall not be had, taken, received, or be, the act of the Conference: And the said President and Secretary are hereby required and obliged to enter and subscribe, as aforesaid, every act whatever of the Conference. Lastly, Whenever the said Conference shall be reduced under the number of forty members, and continue so reduced for three yearly assemblies thereof successively, or whenever the members thereof shall decline or neglect to meet together annually for the purposes aforesaid,during the space of three years, that then, and in either of the said events, the Confer- ence of the people called Methodists shall be extinguished, and all the aforesaid powers, privileges, and advantages shall cease, and the said chapels and premises, and all other cha- pels and premises, which now are, or hereafter may be, settled, given, or conveyed, upon the trusts aforesaid, shall vest in the Trustees for the time being of the said chapels and pre- mises respectively, and their successors for ever ; UPON TRUST that they, and the survivors of them, and the Trustees for the time being, do, shall, and may appoint such person and per- sons to preach and expound God's Holy Word therein, and to have the use and enjoyment thereof, for such time, and in such manner, as to them shall seem proper. Provided always, that nothing herein contained shall extend, or be construed to extend, to extinguish, lessen, or abridge the life-estate of the said John Wesley and Charles Wesley, or either of them, of and in any of the said chapels and premises, or any other chapels and premises, wherein they the said John Wesley and Charles Wesley, or either of them, now have, or may have, any estate or interest, power or authority whatso- ever. En witness whereof, the said John Wesley hath hereunto set his

05 To The Printer Of The Gazetteer

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To the Printer of the 'Gazetteer' LONDON, January 25, 1776. In one respect I am much obliged to the gentlemen (or gentleman) who spend so much time upon the Primitive Physick; and would humbly entreat them to say something about it (no matter what) in half a dozen more of your papers. If nothing was said about it, most people might be ignorant that there was any such tract in the world. But their mentioning it makes many inquire concerning it, and so disperses it more and move. The gentleman signing himself XXX in your last week's paper (Probably Mr. Antidote) seems now to have shot his last bolt, anti that feebly indeed. But he begins magnanimously: 'Mr. Wesley is too proud, too self-sufficient, and too much wrapped up in his self-importance, to vouchsafe either Mr. Caleb Evans or any other correspondent anything in the shape of an answer.' How grievously does this man stumble at the threshold! with what glaring, palpable falsehood does he set out! Have I not given a direct answer, both to Mr. Evans and Antidote, and S. E. and P. P. in the public papers However, I am obliged to him for informing me of the difference between 'ounces, scruples, drachms, or drams, and grains.' Otherwise, after mistaking a dram for a grain, I might have mistaken an ounce for a dram. But a dreadful objection comes next: 'Some people run as they read. Mr. Wesley's whole progressive life stands as a proof that he is one of that species of readers. In that mode he hath read the Scriptures, and in that mode doth he read every book.'

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To Alexander Knox Date: LONDON, January 27, 1776. MY DEAR ALLECK, I wrote a particular answer to your last a day or two after I received it. 'Tis well if someone did not intercept it; otherwise I know not how it could miscarry. Your illness will continue just so long as is necessary to suppress the fire of youth, to keep you dead to the world, and to prevent your seeking happiness where it never was nor ever can be found. Considered in this view, it is a great blessing and a proof of God's watchful care over you .... I cannot but admire the wisdom and goodness of Divine Providence with regard to you. As you have all the necessaries and conveniences of life; as you have a tender, indulgent parent; as you have a natural sprightliness and flow of spirits, you must in all probability have excited the admiration or affection of your relations and acquaintance, and have placed your happiness therein, had not so wonderful a counterpoise been prepared for you. A common illness, especially a transient one, would by no means have answered the intention, or saved you either from admiring yourself or from being admired by others. Therefore God keeps you long in His school, the very best wherein Infinite Wisdom could place you, that you may thoroughly learn to be meek and lowly in heart and to seek all your happiness in God. Wishing every blessing to my dear Mrs. Knox and the little ones, I remain Yours affectionately.

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Never let your expenses exceed your income. To servants I would give full as much as others give for the same service, and not more. It is impossible to lay down any general rules, as to ' saving all we can' and ' giving all we can.' In this, it seems, we must needs be directed from time to time by the unction of the Holy One. Evil spirits have undoubtedly abundance of work to do in an evil world; frequently in concurrence with wicked men, and frequently without them.

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To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: LONDON, March 3, 1776. MY DEAR SISTER, We are endeavoring to procure a piece of ground on which we think of building a new Foundery, as the old one with all the adjacent houses is shortly to be pulled down. If we build, it will necessarily detain me in London a great part of the summer.' Both George Shadford and T. Rankin were well when they wrote last. They were threatened unless they would declare in favor of the Republicans; but the matter went no farther than words. I am not sorry that James Kershaw is going to settle at Gainsborough. He may be exceeding useful there. He is more than a match for Mr. Glascot and an hundred Predestinarians beside. There is but one thing to do let us live and die unto Him that died for us! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

18 To Alexander Knox

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To Alexander Knox Date: CONGLETON, April 1, 1776. MY DEAR ALLECK, I am fully persuaded all your disorders depend upon a deep scurvy. What influence the bark may have upon this I cannot tell; however, I have no objection to a decoction or infusion of it. I object only to your taking it in specie; because I can never reconcile to common sense the introducing ounce after ounce of powdered post into an human stomach. But I really think you rather want anti-scorbutic medicines, such as watercress's or decoction of nettles or burdock. This accounts for your almost continual depression of spirits, which is a bodily as well as spiritual malady. And it is permitted to repress the fire of youth and to wean you from the desire of earthly things, to teach you that happy lesson Wealth, honor, pleasure, and what else This short-enduring world can give; Tempt as ye will, my heart repels

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I am glad you wrote to Miss Yates, and hope you will write to Miss Ritchie. As to health, they are both nearly as you are; only Miss Ritchie is a little strengthened by a late journey. I never conversed with her so much before. I can give you her character in one line: she is ' all praise, all meekness, and all love.' If it will not hurt you, I desire you will write often to, my dear Hetty, Yours affectionately.

35 To Mrs Hall

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To Mrs. Hall NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, July 5, 1776. MY DEAR PATTY, It is not wisdom to impute either our health or any other blessing we enjoy merely to natural causes. It is far better to ascribe all to Him whose kingdom ruleth over all. And whether we have more or less bodily strength is of little concern so we are strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. He gives strength when it is wanted. The week before last, when I was in the North of Scotland where wheels could not go, the going on horseback (though I should not have chosen it) an hundred miles did me no harm at all. By all means let Suky Hare be with you. Show this to Mr. Atlay, and he will give you two guineas for her; and I will help her farther when I come to London. A little longer, and pain will be no more! I am, dear Patty, Your affectionate brother.

37 To Isaac Andrews

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To Isaac Andrews Date: SCARBOROUGH, June 24, 1776. You misunderstood me. I never said or thought that every one who lives and died a Calvinist is damned. I believe thousands who lived and died in that opinion are now in Abraham's bosom. And yet I am persuaded that opinion has led many thousands to hell. I am Yours affectionately.

41 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: SHOREHAM, July 31, 1776. If the asserters of the decrees are quiet and peaceable, troubling no one with their opinions, reason is that we should bear with them. But if they will not be quiet, if they trouble others, we cannot keep them. Do all you can for God! I am, dear Joseph, Yours affectionately. Pray tell Joseph Thompson I have set him down for Leeds.

42 To Mrs Downes Dorothy Furly

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To Mrs. Downes (Dorothy Furly) Date: LONDON, August 2, 1776. MY DEAR SISTER, I know not that you differ from me at all. You are certainly in your place at present; and it seems one providential reason of your ill-health was to drive you thither. Now use all the ability which God giveth, and He will give more. Unto him that hath shall be given, and he shall have more abundantly; it is the hand of the diligent that maketh rich. If you can persuade honest Alice Brammah to be cleanly as well as gentle, she will be tenfold more useful; and so will Billy Brammah, if he will be teachable and advisable; otherwise there is a fly in the pot of ointment. You are sent to Leeds chiefly for the sake of those that enjoy or thirst after perfect love. Redeem the time! Go on in His name! And let the world and the devil fall under your feet! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

45 To John Crook

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To John Crook Date: LONDON, August 10, 1776. MY DEAR BROTHER, By all means stay in the island till the storm be ended; in your patience possess your soul. Beware of despising your opponents! Beware of anger and resentment! Return not evil for evil or railing for railing. I advise you to keep with a few serious people a day of fasting and prayer. God has the hearts of all men in His hands. Neither Dr. Moor nor the Bishop himself is out of His reach. Be fervent in prayer that God would arise and maintain His own cause. Assuredly He will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able to bear. Violent methods of redress are not to be used till all other methods fail. I know pretty well the mind of Lord Mansfield and of one that is greater than he; but if I appealed to them, it would bring much expense and inconvenience on Dr. Moor and others. I would not willingly do this; I love my neighbor as myself. Possibly they may think better, and allow that liberty of conscience which belongs to every partaker of human nature, and more especially to every one of His Majesty's subjects in his British dominions. To live peaceably with all men is the earnest desire of Your affectionate brother.

47 To Elizabeth Ritchie

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To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: LONDON, August 12, 1776. MY DEAR BETSY, To talk of ' thinking without ideas' is stark nonsense. Whatever is presented to your mind is an idea; so that to be without ideas is not to think at all. Seeing, feeling, joy, grief, pleasure, pain are ideas. Therefore to be without ideas is to be without either sense or reason. Mr. certainly does not understand the word; he mistakes it for images. O desire nothing different in nature from love! There is nothing higher in earth or heaven. Whatever he speaks of which seems to be higher is either natural or preternatural enthusiasm. Desire none of those extraordinaries. Such a desire might be an inlet to a thousand delusions. I wish your desires may all center in that: I want the witness, Lord, That all I do is right! According to Thy will and word, Well pleasing in Thy sight! I ask no higher state, Indulge me but in this! And soon, or later, then translate To my eternal bliss. You say Satan had laid a snare for you. What snare was that I am concerned in whatever concerns you. 0 continue to remember in all your prayers Yours most affectionately.

48 To The Officer Of Excise

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To the Officer of Excise Date: LONDON, September 1776. SIR, I have two silver teaspoons at London, and two at Bristol. This is all the plate which I have at present; and I shall not buy any more while so many round me want bread. I am, sir, Your most humble servant.

50 To Hester Ann Roe

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To Hester Ann Roe Date: BRISTOL, September 16, 1776. MY DEAR HETTY, As I did not receive yours of August 28 before my return from Cornwall, I was beginning to grow a little apprehensive lest your love was growing cold. But you have sweetly dispelled all my apprehensions of that sort, and I take knowledge that you are still the same. The happy change wrought in Miss Peggy Roe as well as in Miss Bradock may encourage you to catch every opportunity of speaking a word for a good Master. Sometimes you see present fruit. But if not, your labor is not lost; it may spring up' after many days.' I hope, though your cousins are tried, they will not be discouraged; then all these things will 'work together for good.' Probably, if they stand firm, religion will in a while leaven the whole family. But they will have need of much patience and gentleness as well as much resolution. If any particular place is proposed for their residence, you would' do well to send me word immediately. They should not abruptly refuse to go; but it would be matter of prayer and consideration. Boarders at Kingswood pay twenty pounds a year. There is no entrance-money or farther expense of any kind. The masters are men of sense, learning, and piety. They are all a family of love.

52 To Mrs Downes

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To Mrs. Downes Date: LONDON, October 1776. MY DEAR SISTER, YOU have abundant reason to praise God, who has dealt so mercifully with you, and to encourage all about you never to rest till they attain full salvation. As to the question you propose, if the leader himself desires it and the class be not unwilling, in that case there can be no objection to your meeting a class even of men. This is not properly assuming or exercising any authority over them. You do not act as a superior, but an equal; and it is an act of friendship and brotherly love. I am glad you had a little conversation with Miss Ritchie. She is a precious soul. Do her all the good you can, and incite her to exert all the talents which God has given her. I am Your affectionate brother.

54 To Members And Friends Of The Methodist Societies

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To Members and Friends of the Methodist Societies Date: LONDON, October 18, 1776. MY DEAR BROTHER, The Society at London have given assistance to their brethren in various parts of England. They have done this for upwards of thirty years; they have done it cheerfully and liberally. The first year of the subscription for the General Debt they subscribed above nine hundred pounds, the next about three hundred, and not much less every one of the ensuing years. They now stand in need of assistance themselves. They are under a necessity of building, as the Foundery with all the adjoining houses is shortly to be pulled down; and the City of London has granted ground to build on, but on condition of covering it, and with large houses in front; which, together with the new chapel, will, at a very moderate computation, cost upward of six thousand pounds. I must therefore beg the assistance of all our brethren. Now help the parent Society, which has helped others for so many years so willingly and so largely. Now help me, who account this as a kindness done to myself perhaps the last of this sort which I shall ask of you. Subscribe what you conveniently can, to be paid either now, or at Christmas, or at Lady Day next. I am Your affectionate brother. The trustees are John Duplex, Charles Greenwood, Richard Kemp, Samuel Chancellor, Charles Wheeler, William Cowland, John Folgham.

55 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, October 22, 1776. You did right in excluding from our Society so notorious an offender. And you have now a providential call to stand in the .gap between the living and the dead. Fear nothing. Begin m the name of God and go through with the work. If only six will promise you to sin no more, leave only six in the Society. But my belief is an hundred and fifty are now clear of blame; and if you are steady, an hundred more will amend. You must at all events tear up this evil by the roots. The Word to a Smuggler should be read and dispersed. And secure your fellow laborers, that you may all speak one thing. Go on, for God is with you! I am, dear Joseph, Yours affectionately.

56 To Mrs Johnston Annandale Lisleen

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To Mrs. Johnston, Annandale, Lisleen Date: LONDON, October 22, 1776. MY DEAR SISTER, If I live over the winter, I shall have a work upon my hands which will detain me in London great part of the year. This is the building in the room of the Foundery, which must shortly be pulled down. We have agreed with the City of London for the ground, and propose beginning the work early in the spring. This will allow me little time for journeys, as my presence will be necessary on many accounts. Perhaps I may have time to step over to Dublin, and probably that is all I shall be able to do. It is suitable to the wisdom of God, now that He is sending a general call to these kingdoms, to send preachers of every sort, that some or other of them may be adapted to every class of hearer. Mr. Mill is adapted to plain, uneducated men, and some of them have much profited by him. Mr. Hem and Boardman are adapted to an higher class, men of taste and education; and a few even of these in almost every place are persuaded to choose the better part. I think my dear Sidney could no more be idle at Longford than at Lisleen. She would certainly aim at being useful to those that were round about her. Many of our Society there would receive her with joy and profit by her conversation. But she would not, I am persuaded, confine herself to those, seeing we are debtors to all men, and happy are they that can speak a word for the comfort or strengthening of any soul for which Christ died. It gives me pleasure to hear your soul is more established in the faith that works by love. Undoubtedly, if thou canst believe, all things are possible. It is possible for you to be all praise, all meekness, and all love; and what God gives once He is willing to give always. Whereunto you have attained hold fast, and look for all the residue of the promise. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate friend and brother.

59 To Francis Wolfe

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To Francis Wolfe Date: LONDON, October 25, 1776. MY DEAR BROTHER, The remark you make is perfectly just. Nothing will so effectually stop the plague of Calvinism as the preaching salvation from all sin and exhorting all to expect it now by naked faith. Let Brother Wright and all of you be diligent in this and in visiting all our Societies (where it is possible) from house to house. To be all in earnest in the whole work of God is the best prevention of all temptations. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

60 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: LONDON, November 7, 1776. I wish Edward Jackson would go into the Dales. But here is a great difficulty: Robert Wilkinson, you know, is married; therefore he cannot live (though he may starve) in the Dundee Circuit. I designed that he and Brother Lumley should change places. But what can be done now Consider the matter, and advise, dear Joseph, Yours affectionately.

62 To John Mason

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To John Mason Date: LONDON, November 21, 1776. MY DEAR BROTHER, One of Mr. Fletcher's Checks considers at large the Calvinist supposition ' that a natural man is as dead as a stone '; and shows the utter falseness and absurdity of it, seeing no man living is without some preventing grace, and every degree of grace is a degree of life. That, 'by the offence of one, judgement came upon all men' (all born into the world) ' unto condemnation,' is an undoubted truth, and affects every infant as well as every adult person. But it is equally true that, ' by the righteousness of one, the free gift came upon all men' (all born into the world, infant or adult) 'unto justification.' Therefore no infant ever was or ever will be ' sent to hell for the guilt of Adam's sin,' seeing it is cancelled by the righteousness of Christ as soon as they are sent into the world. Labor on, especially by visiting from house to house, and you will see the fruit of your labor. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

70 To Joseph Benson

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To Joseph Benson Date: NEAR LONDON, December 24, 1776. The case of John Reed is one of the most remarkable which has fallen under my notice. From the beginning it was my judgement that the disorder was more than natural. I wish he would take opportunities of writing down as many particulars as he can recollect, and send me as circumstantial an account as he can. You may much assist him herein. I am, dear Joseph, Yours affectionately.

05 To Mrs Woodhouse

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To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: LONDON, January 21, 1777. MY DEAR SISTER, There is something exceedingly remarkable in the case of Mr. Dixon. To be snatched away just at the time that he was set above the world! But He with whom we have to do best understands what will be for our real advantage. Probably He saw that prosperity would hurt his soul, and so took him away from the evil to come. I should have great hope that sickness or bodily weakness would be of use to your neighbors. When we feel pain, or when death looks us in the face, what do riches avail? In such circumstances you are richer than them all. You know in whom you have believed. You know that, if all these things pass away, you have in heaven a better and a more enduring substance. You may profit much by Richard Condy. Condy was stationed at Epworth. He is a valuable man. I seldom converse with him but he does me good. I wish you would tell him I desire he would send me a full account of his experience. Still be ready to do and to suffer the whole will of God. My dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

08 To Samuel Bardsley

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To Samuel Bardsley Date: LONDON, February 14, 1777. Your affectionate friend and brother.

22 To Miss March

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General rules are easily laid down. But it is not possible to apply them accurately in particular cases without the anointing of the Holy One; this alone, abiding with us, can teach us of all things. Thus our general rule is 'Thou shalt do no murder'; which plainly forbids everything that tends to impair health, and implies that we use every probable means of preserving or restoring it. But when we come to apply this to particular instances, we are presently in a labyrinth, and want that anointing which alone can make plain the way before our face and direct us to do in every, minute circumstance what is acceptable to God. You have abundant reason to praise God both for spiritual and temporal blessings. Beware of indulging gloomy thoughts; they are the bane of thankfulness. You are encompassed with ten thousand mercies; let these sink you into humble thankfulness.

23 To Lady Maxwell

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To Lady Maxwell NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 3, 1777. MY DEAR LADY, The new chapel which we are now building in London requires much of my attendance there, so that I cannot conveniently be absent more than two Sundays together. Accordingly, when I set out, I fixed Saturday, the 19th instant, for my return; and ordered notice to be given of my design to meet the classes the week following. I cannot therefore have the pleasure of seeing you now; which, if it could be, I should greatly desire. I love your spirit; I love your conversation; I love your correspondence: I have often received both profit and pleasure thereby. I frequently find a want of more light; but I want heat more than light. And you have frequently been an instrument of conveying this to my soul, of animating me to run the glorious race. I trust you find no decay in your own soul, but a still increasing rigor. Some time since, you enjoyed a measure of that great salvation, deliverance from inbred sin. Do you hold fast whereunto you had attained, and still press forward, to be filled with all the fullness of God? There is the prize before you l Look up, believe, and take all you want! Wishing you the whole gospel blessing, I remain, my dear Lady, Your ever affectionate servant. I hear Sister Gow is gone hence. Did she go in triumph or only in peace?

26 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: COLNE, June 11, 1777. MY DEAR SISTER, -From the many unforeseen hindrances you have met with, it does indeed seem reasonable to infer that God's time is not yet fully come. It is your present business to tarry the Lord's leisure. When His time is come that He will work, then who shall hinder? I have lately made diligent inquiry into the experience of many that are perfected in love. And I find a very few of them who have had a clear revelation of the several Persons in the ever-blessed Trinity. It therefore appears that this is by no means essential to Christian perfection. All that is necessarily implied therein is humble, gentle, patient love: love regulating all the tempers, and governing all the words and actions. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

30 To Mr

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To Mr. Date: WORCESTER, July 7, 1777. MY DEAR BROTHER, I advise all that will take my advice to abide where they are called, and not to 'heap to themselves teachers having itching ears.' 2 Tim. iv. 3. So I advise all that were brought up in the Church to continue in the Church. See letter of Oct 1, 1778 It never entered my thoughts to advise them to hear none but Methodists. I am Your affectionate brother.

32 To John Bredin

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To John Bredin Date: HAVERFORDWEST, July 17, 1777. MY DEAR BROTHER, John Floyd, who is in Dublin, comes over to the Conference, Floyd was stationedin Bristol in 1776 and Leeds in 1777. and will bring your accounts and money to Bristol. Push out wherever you can into new places. I think you need go no farther than Cork and Brandon next year. Meantime do, not so much or so much, but all you can for God. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

40 To Elizabeth Ritchie

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To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: ST. IVES, August 24, 1777. MY DEAR BETSY, Ever since I was informed that it has pleased God in some measure to restore your strength I have lived in hope that He will yet be entreated and will give you back to our prayers. Do you still find the same consciousness of the presence of the ever-blessed Trinity? See letter of Aug 2. Do you find it day and night? In the midst of trials does it remain the same? But one would be ready to ask, excepting a weak body, what trials can you have? Secluded from the world, and all its care, Hast thou to joy or grieve, to hope or fear? Unless it be for this, You long to please all for their good, but you cannot succeed. You would fain give them satisfaction, but they will not be satisfied. This may be a dose trial. Send as particular an account as you can of the state both of your body and mind to Yours affectionately.

42 To His Wife

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To his Wife Date: GWENNAP, September 1, 1777. MY DEAR, I sincerely wish a reunion with you if it could be upon good terms. Otherwise it would not continue; and then the last error would be worse than the first. But what are those terms on which it probably would continue? In order to know we must state the case; which I will do as briefly as I can, leaving out all unnecessary circumstances. See letters of July 15, 1774, and Oct. 2, 1778. Some years since, without my consent or knowledge, you left me and settled at Newcastle. I received you again without any terms nay, without any acknowledgement that you had done wrong. Two years ago you left me again without my consent or knowledge. A few days since, I met you, and (to my great surprise) you seemed willing to return. I was willing to receive you upon these terms: (1) restore my papers; (2) promise to take no more. But upon reflection I see I was too hasty. For you have given copies of my papers, and these you cannot recall. Likewise you have spoken all manner of evil against me, particularly to my enemies and the enemies of the cause I live to support. Hereby many bad men have triumphed and been confirmed in their evil ways; and many good but weak men have been stumbled, and some have drawn back to perdition. A sword has been put into-the hands of the enemies of God, and the children of God have been armed against one another. Things standing thus, if I was to receive you just now without any acknowledgement or reparation of these wrongs, it would be esteemed by all reasonable men a confirmation of all you have said. But it may be asked, 'What reparation are you either able or willing to make? ' I know not if you are willing to make any. If you are, what reparation are you able to make? Very little indeed; for the water is sprit, and cannot be gathered up again.

42 To His Wife

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All you can do now, if you are ever so willing, is to unsay what you have said. For instance, you have said over and over that I have lived in adultery these twenty years. Do you believe this, or do you not? If you do, how can you think of living with such a monster. If you do not, give it me under your hand. Is not this the least you can do?

43 To His Great Niece Patience Ellison

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To his Great-niece Patience Ellison Date: BRISTOL, September 7, 1777. MY DEAR PATTY, Only go on as you have begun. Labor to be not almost but altogether a Christian; and not only an outside but an inside Christian, the same in heart and in life. Then you will receive more and more blessings from Him who watches over you for good, and that observes the faintest motions of your heart towards Him, and is ever ready to bring every good design into effect. In order to your improvement in every respect, serious company will be of admirable use, and you will have need to keep your mouth as with a bridle when you are among triflers. But let them do as they please. You have one thing to do to work out your own salvation. I will send you the volume of poems. The more you read (only a little at a time) the more you will love reading. And to assist you in anything will always be a pleasure to, my dear Patty, Your affectionate Uncle.

44 To Alexander Clark

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To Alexander Clark Date: BRISTOL, September 8, 1777. MY DEAR BROTHER, If we live till spring, I hope to reconcile most of the contending parties. In the meantime, that something may be done at the present, I have wrote to Mr. Boardman at Cork and desired him to come to Dublin immediately. Mr. Bradburn is to supply his place at Cork. In every place the Assistant chooses the leaders. But any leader or any other person does well to appeal to me if he thinks himself hardly used. When Mr. Boardman comes, I wish you would speak to him; and whatever he determines will be agreeable to Your affectionate brother.

47 To Samuel Wells

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To Samuel Wells Date: BRISTOL, September 11, 1777. MY DEAR BROTHER, You may remember it was observed at the Quarterly Meeting that the present contributions cannot support four preachers; and it was considered, What can be done either to increase the contributions or to lessen the expenses? The easiest way, we thought, to increase the contributions was this: Let our ablest Societies advance quarterly according to their abilities. £ s. d. Coleford has agreed to advance . . 1 0 0 Motcomb . . . . 10 6 Corsley . . . . 10 6 Frome . . . . 6 6 Is not Braford Society able to advance. . 1 0 0 Freshford . . . . 10 6 Shaftesbury . . . . 8 0 Seand . . . . 7 6 Catbench . . . . 4 6 Oakhill . . . . . 2 6 If they can and will do this, nothing will be wanting. In order to lessen the expenses, the Motcomb Society has engaged to furnish the Quarterly Dinner every Midsummer, the Coleford Society every Michaelmas, the Societies of Frome and Corsley every Christmas. If the Bradford Society chooses to furnish it at Lady Day, it is well. If not, Motcomb will do this too. By this means several pounds in the year will be saved and many uncomfortable complaints prevented. One thing more I desire. I request all the Wiltshire Societies to do as they do in other circuits, to pay their quarterly collection when they receive their tickets. And it is then I hope persons of property will advance their subscriptions according to their ability. Out of this serve the other preachers first, and yourself last. Wells was Assistant in North Wilts Circuit. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

50 To Duncan Mcallum

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To Duncan McAllum Date: BRISTOL, September 24, 1777. MY DEAR BROTHER, There is a good deal of weight in what you and our other brethren say concerning the infancy of the work of God at Inverness. I therefore consent to your staying in the North till spring upon this one condition, that you try what can be done north of Inverness by spending one or two days every week 'in preaching at Moss, Cromartie, or wherever the people are wining to hear. Commending you all to the grace of God, I am, my dear brother, Your affectionate brother.

51 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: BRISTOL, September 27, 1777. Shall not I speak to my dear friend all that is in my heart? I know no reason why I should not. I have done so from the time I knew you first, and more especially from the time you was with me in London. Then I took more intimate knowledge of you: I tasted of your spirit. I observed all your tempers, and marked you down as the ' sister of my choice.' As such I have looked upon you ever since without any intermission or variation. And sometimes you have been free and open to me; but at other times you have been more shy and distant. My Nancy, let that time of distance and reserve return no more! Be to me always (if you can) what I am to you, a faithful and tender-hearted friend. Undoubtedly Satan, who well understands the manner how the mind is influenced by the body, can, by means of those parts in the animal machine which are more immediately subservient to thinking, raise a thousand perceptions and emotions in the mind, so far as God is pleased to permit. I doubt not but he was the chief agent in your late painful exercises. See letter of Sept. 15 to her. And you gave him advantage by reasoning with him that is, fighting him at his own weapons; instead of simply looking up and saying, 'Thou shalt answer for me, O Lord, my God.' You undoubtedly want more thankfulness. And you want more simplicity; that grace, Cambray says, 'which cuts the soul off from all unnecessary reflections upon itself.' You are encompassed with ten thousand mercies; and the greatest of all is, ' Christ in a pure and spotless heart! ' Beware of ever admitting any doubt or reasoning concerning this! Whereunto you have attained hold fast! And use all the grace you have received. Warn every one, and exhort every one, especially those who groan after full salvation. I cannot on any account pass an whole day without commending you to God in prayer. I thank you for writing to me so soon. Continue to love and pray for, my dear Nancy, Yours most affectionately.

52 To Mrs Smyth

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To Mrs. Smyth Date: BANGOR FERRY, October 15, 1777. MY DEAR MRS. SMYTH, As I believe both you and our friends in Dublin will be pleased to hear of our safe landing, I will first give you a short account of what has befallen us hitherto. We went on board the packet about seven. The wind was full in our teeth and blew high. However, tacking to and fro, by the help of the tide, we got out to sea before noon. When the tide turned against us, we made little way, but beat up and down till night. The wind rising higher and higher, and the sea in proportion, my fellow passengers were all sick: I, by the blessing of God, was not sick at all. However, as I could not read, I lay down about seven, but (which is very uncommon with me) could not sleep till past midnight. In the morning, the wind being still very high and directly contrary, we found ourselves out of our course, having been driven far to the southward. But being under the Carnarvonshire shore, we were in tolerably smooth water. About noon, the wind coming a point to the south, we put out to sea again. But the storm increased, and about four carried away our bolt-sprit and tore one of the sails all to bits. The captain and his men with all quietness and composure quickly repaired the loss. And before six, by the good providence of God, we landed safe at Holyhead, I believe in answer to many of your prayers, who were not forgetful of us. I blamed myself for not taking the opportunity of talking with you on Sunday morning. I had desired it many times; but neither you nor I could speak freely before much company. You are in the right not to rest satisfied without the present witness that you are a child of God. The bare remembrance of past things will neither make you holy nor happy. And if you continue to seek it, you will surely find it; for 'every one that seeketh findeth.' When your mouth is opened, you may call upon God with many words out of the abundance of your heart. But if you have few or none, you may ' groan to Him that reads the heart the unutterable prayer."

54 To Christopher Hopper

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To Christopher Hopper Date: LONDON, October 18, I777. MY DEAR BROTHER, I believe what you say of John Hilton Benson says on Oct. 7 (manuscript Life, i. 788): 'I wrote a very close letter to Mr. Hilton three weeks ago; but have had no answer. I wish our friendship may not be at an end.' See letter of Aug. 6. is true; therefore I hindered the angry ones from falling upon him at the Conference. There is no divine visitation which is likely to have so general an influence upon sinners as an earthquake. The rich can no more guard against it than the poor. Therefore I have often thought this would be no undesirable event. I hang out no false colors. Scriptural, Christian, c., are all equivocal words. I mean a magazine purposely wrote to defend Universal Redemption. Other magazines give forty pages for sixpence; this gives eighty for a shilling. See previous letter. My time is short; so I publish as much as I can at once, if haply I may live to finish it. All these things I have maturely weighed. I have said over and over there are weighty reasons why no preacher should ever be a trustee. Sycophants are wide 'of this question. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

61 To Mr

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To Mr. - Date: LONDON, November 9, 1777. I have not time to write to you so full and so plain upon the point as I have written in the sermons that are printed. I have a thousand other things to do, and I have said all I can say. Here is a precipice on each side. To say every man can believe to justification or sanctification when he will is contrary to plain matter of fact. Every one can confute it by his own experience. And yet if you deny that every man can believe if he will, you run full into absolute decrees. How will you untie this knot? I apprehend very easily. That every man may believe if he will I earnestly maintain, and yet that he can believe when he will I totally deny. But there will be always something in the matter which we cannot well comprehend or explain. I am, c.

68 To Miss March

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Mr. Boehm See letter of Aug. 31, 1772, to Philothea Briggs. was Chaplain to Prince George of Denmark, Secretary to him and Queen Anne, principal manager of almost all the public charities in the kingdom, and employed in numberless private charities. An intimate friend, knowing this, said to him when they were alone, 'Sir, are you not hurt by that amazing hurry of business? I have seen you in your office, surrounded with people, listening to one, dictating to another, and at the same time writing to a third; could you then retain a sense of the presence of God? ' He answered, ' All that company and all that business no more hindered or lessened my communion with God than if I had been all alone in a church kneeling before the communion table.' Was it not the same case with him to whom Gregory Lopez said, ' Go and be an hermit in Mexico'? I am concerned for you; I am sorry you should be content with lower degrees of usefulness and holiness than you are called to. But I cannot help it: so I submit; and am still, my dear Miss March, Yours in sincere affection.

10 To Thomas Maxfield

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With what view, then, can you charge me with that perfidy which I am no more guilty of than of high treason For what end can you affirm, 'When he went abroad, he delivered many thousands into the hands of those he thought he could have trusted them with' Delivered! when where how What can you mean I flatly deny that ever he delivered one thousand or one hundred souls into my hands. Do you mean, 'He spoke honorably of you to them at Kennington Common and Rose Green' True; but not so honorably as I spoke of you even at London - yea, as late as the year 1763 I Yet was this the same thing with 'delivering the people' at London 'into your hands' Nay, but 'Mr. Whitefield trusted that you would have given them back at his return.' Them! whom His Society at London or Bristol I had them not to give. He never entrusted me with them. Therefore I could not 'give them back.' But how melancholy is the exclamation that follows: 'Alas ! it was not so.' Was not how Why, I did not give back what I never had received, but went straight on my way, taking the best care I could of those who entrusted themselves to me. III. So much for the second article. As to the third, your words are, 'I heard Mr. Whitefield say, "Oh that division! that division! What slaughter it has made!"' But who made that division It was not I. It was not my brother. It was Mr. Whitefield himself; and that notwithstanding all admonitions, arguments, and entreaties. Mr. Whitefield first wrote a treatise against me by name. He sent it to my brother, who endorsed it with these words: 'Put up again thy sword into its place.' It slept a while; but after a time he published it. I made no reply. Soon after Mr. Whitefield preached against my brother and me by name. This he did constantly both in Moorfields and in all other public places. We never returned railing for railing, but spoke honorably of him at all times and in all places. But is it any wonder that those who loved us should no longer choose to hear him Meantime was it we that 'turned their hearts against him' Was it not himself

10 To Thomas Maxfield

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But you say, 'It was doctrine that caused the difference' (oddly enough expressed!); 'at least, it was so pretended.' It was so pretended 'I What do you mean that difference of doctrine was only pretended that we were agreed at the bottom, and only fought like prize-fighters to show our skill Nay, here was no pretence. The thing was as plain as the sun at noonday. Did not Mr. Whitefield proclaim upon the house-top the difference between us and him And yet it was not merely the difference of doctrine that caused the division. It was rather the manner wherein he maintained his doctrine and treated us in every place. Otherwise difference of doctrine would not have created any difference of affection; but he might lovingly have held particular redemption and we general to our lives' end. He did indeed ' preach a few times in connection with his old friends. But how soon was the sword of contention drawn! 'By whom Truly, by himself. Do not you know (thousands do, if you do not) that when he preached in the very Foundry, and my brother sat by him, he preached the absolute decrees in the most peremptory and offensive manner What was this but drawing the sword and throwing away the scabbard Who, then, is chargeable with the contention and division that ensued IV. 'But where,' you ask, 'can you now find any loving ones of either party' Blessed be God, I can find many thousands, both in London, in Bristol, in Kingswood, and in various parts, not only of England, but also of Scotland and Ireland; persons as full of love both to God and man as any I knew forty years ago.

13 To John Valton

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To John Valton Date: LONDON, February 25, 1778. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You would do well to take a cup of decoction of nettles every morning and to observe what food agrees with you best. Inure yourself to the open air by going into it more or less every day when it does not rain. It would not be proper for you to spend another year in the Gloucester-shire Circuit. You are called to another part of the vineyard; and God does all things well. - I am Your affectionate brother.

19 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: CASTLEBAR, May 15, 1778. MY DEAR MISS BISHOP, - When I received Miss Flower's last letter, I was utterly astonished. See letters of Nov. 16, 1777, and Aug. 20, 1778. It was a civil (shall I say, or uncivil) discharge from writing to her any more, and seemed to me to express every passion which I thought she ought not to feel. I was therefore at a full stand, not knowing whether it was advisable to write again or not. After pausing a while, I thought it would not be amiss to write one letter more. I did so, writing in as plain and sincere a manner as I could, and yet mildly and affectionately. I believe this was about a month ago. I have not had a line from her since. I cannot therefore write again; it would be quite out of character. Yet I am greatly concerned for her, and was thinking but yesterday, 'What can I do farther Is there no prudent and affectionate friend, for whom she has still a respect, and whom I might desire to interpose on this delicate occasion, and if possible to remove this misunderstanding' You are the woman! As soon as ever I read your letter I saw it clear as the day. She loves you still; and you have an affection for her. Use, therefore, the privilege of friendship. I am afraid she has one with her that does her no good - that, instead of laboring to remove any prejudice, would endeavor to increase it, and gradually to wean her from all her friends. If you pay her a visit, you will easily perceive whether my fears are just or no. And you will soon discover whether any one has taken pains to increase rather than heal this little breach. Go in God's name, and add this to the other instances of friendship which you have on all occasions shown either to her, or to, my dear Miss Bishop, Yours affectionately.

20 To Mrs Johnston Annandale Lisleen

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To Mrs. Johnston, Annandale, Lisleen Date: LONDONDERRY, June 1, 1778. MY DEAR SISTER, - My little complaint left me almost as soon as I left Lisleen, and has not returned since. It is well that our life and all things pertaining to it are in His hands. He orders all things well; and being assured of this, we need be careful for nothing: it is enough that in all things we may make our requests with thanksgiving. I make no doubt but He will hear the prayers on behalf of your whole family; but the time and manner of answering our prayers He reserves in His own power. And He has given you a token for good, - already you have one if not more children that love and fear Him; and the rest are not such enemies of the gospel as persons of their rank usually are. You have reason to thank God for what He has done, and to expect all that He has promised. Mr. Abraham is beset on every side; but hitherto he stands like a rock. He seems fixed in his resolution to give up all things that he may win Christ. I believe he will set out with me on Thursday for Coleraine, and then I trust we shall part no more. Mr. Smyth was unable to meet us here, but hopes to do so at Ballymena. See letters of Feb. 22, 1777, and July 12, 1778. If I live a year or two longer, there islittle doubt but that I shall see the North of Ireland again. I commend you and all our dear friends that are with you to Him that has loved us and given Himself for us; and am, my dear sister, Yours very affectionately.

21 To Samuel Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
A second objection is: 'Here is not variety enough.' I answer, Here is all the variety I promised: I promised the bulk of the Magazine (as the very title implies) should treat of Universal Redemption. And hence you had reason to expect that the greatest part of every number would turn on that single point. Do you blame me for keeping close to my point for not rambling from my subject It is not my manner; I do not aim at it. Whether in speaking or writing, I endeavor to avoid this kind of variety, and to keep one thing always in view. 'But there is not variety in the historical part.' What do you mean Would you have me insert bits and scraps of history or give in each number part of the life of one man and part of that of another I never proposed this: I think it is far better to select a few of the best lives I know, and to go entirely through one before I enter upon another. In the letters there is certainly as much variety as any reasonable man can expect. Indeed, they are all serious. And they all relate to one thing, the work of God in the heart. But this also was what I promised at first, what I proposed from the beginning. 'But would it not be advisable to procure and print letters from various correspondents' Yes, if I could hope for better than I have already; but I have no hope of this. I believe very many of those that now lie by me will not easily be excelled, either in point of sentiment or expression, by any other I can receive. 'But would not many of your correspondents propose objections, and thereby occasion more variety 'They would; but that is a kind of variety which I peculiarly dislike. I have studiously avoided it from the beginning, and shall to the end of the work. I design going straight on in proving my point without turning aside to the right hand or the left.

21 To Samuel Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
'But you have no pictures or other decorations or embellishments which other magazines have.' It is true. But I will tell you what I have (if you cannot find it out without telling) - such paper as no magazine in England was ever printed upon before. Consider l this one single article costs more than all their fine embellishments put together. Permit me to say once for all: to men of taste, men of sense, and men of piety I am in hopes this Magazine will recommend itself without any but its own intrinsic ornaments. But if any of these will inform me how it may be improved, consistently with my first design, the favor will be thankfully acknowledged by, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

22 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Knox Date: KILREA, June 5, 1778. MY DEAR ALLECK, - I advise you, 1. Never sit up later than ten. 2. Never rise later than six. 3. Walk at least an hour daily in the open air: if it rains all day, in the dining-room. 7. Spend the first hour in the morning and from five to six in the evening in private prayer and reading the Scriptures in order, with the Notes and any other closely practical book. 8. Spend some time afterwards in the morning in reading Bishop Pearson or any other book of divinity; and spend more or less time in the afternoon in reading history, poetry, or philosophy. 9. Trust in God. Resist every distrustful thought the moment it is injected. God is on your side. Believe not the old murderer who tells you the contrary. Write all your mind to me from time to time. I hope you will all find a blessing when you meet on Sunday. Peace be with all your spirits! - I am Yours affectionately.

24 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Knox Date: DUBLIN, July 11, 1778. MY DEAR ALLECK, - It is a natural effect of your bodily weakness and of the turn of your mind that you are continually inclined to write bitter things against yourself. Hence you are easily persuaded to believe him that tells you that you 'are void of every degree of saving faith.' No; that is not the case. For salvation is only by faith; and you have received a degree of salvation. You are saved from many outward sins - from the corruption that overspreads the land as a flood. You are saved in a degree from inward sin; from impenitence, for you know and feel yourself a sinner. You are saved in a degree from pride; for you begin to know yourself poor and helpless. You are saved from seeking happiness in the world: this is not a small thing. O praise God for all you have, and trust Him for all you want ! Peace be with your spirits! - I am, dear Alleck, Yours affectionately.

29 To Mrs Woodhouse

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: LEEDS, August 3, 1778. MY DEAR SISTER, - Which would be the most prudent way it is hard to say (although it is an old proverb, Do not stir fire with a sword). But one may easily tell which is the most Christian way to return blessing for cursing. A gentleman in Dublin has been abusing his wife all manner of ways for above twenty years. And for several months past he prays and weeps and says his wife is the best woman in the world. God is able to make Mr. Woodhouse like Mr. Fetherston. For a Francis Fetherston in Dublin, a student at Trinity College in 1756, see Crookshank's Methodism in Ireland, i. 108. If thou canst believe, thou shalt see the glory of God. - I am, my dear sister, Affectionately yours.

31 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: TAUNTON, August 20, 1778. MY DEAR MISS BISHOP, - My dear friend (that was) received no reproach from me, deserved or undeserved. But when I found I could not speak to her alone, I unbosomed myself by writing, telling her mildly and plainly (as friendship obliged me to do) all I heard and all I feared concerning her. I had no conception of her taking it amiss; and was therefore utterly amazed at her answer; - I think, unkind and unjust to the highest degree, and more proper to be wrote to a young schoolboy than to one who had been a preacher for fifty years and who for above twenty had watched over her soul! Be that to herself whether her correspondence with me be ever renewed or no. Blessed be God, I have correspondents enough; and I want no one living to correspond with me, unless those that do it for their own sake, and that hope to be some way profited by it. Truly I think if any one has reason to resent, it is me and not her; for I do not remember that I have received such an answer to such a letter for twice twenty years. Miss Flower. See letter of May 15. It is, I trust, a good Providence which has brought you to Frome, that you may do a little work for your Master. But you must be content to do a little; otherwise you will soon do nothing. If you stay there two or three weeks longer, I shall have the pleasure of seeing you there; as I hope to be at Frome the Tuesday after I return to Bristol. - I am, my dear Miss Bishop, Yours very affectionately.

33 To Kitty Warren

John Wesley · None · letter
To Kitty Warren Date: SHAFTESBURY, September 8, 1778. MY DEAR SISTER, - It is true that some of our friends of Brecon have intimated to me that they feared a prophet would not be honored in his own country, and that Billy Church He was the younger son of John Church, of Brecon, and grandfather of the Rev. H. L. Church, Wesleyan minister 1844-93. See Young's Methodism in Wales, p. 136; and letter of Oct. 13. might do more good elsewhere. But they did not mention his changing with Brother Pescod. And I should have a particular objection to it - namely, that he would not have those opportunities of preaching in Welsh which he has now. There is therefore no danger of Joseph Pescod's Pescod, now at Pembroke, died in 1805, aged fifty-four, after serving twenty-eight years as a preacher, with unblemished character and sound judgment. His preaching was pleasing and profitable. quitting his circuit before the end of the year. Let all of you now make the full use of the advantages which you enjoy; especially of meeting in band, which I hope none of you neglect who have tasted that the Lord is gracious. I am glad you feel the want of a deeper change. Whereunto you have attained hold fast; but rest not till you experience the full rest that remaineth for the people of God. You will never weary me with your letters. The oftener you write the more I love you. Peace be with all your spirits! - I am, my dear Kitty, Yours affectionately.

38 To His Wife

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Wife Date: BRISTOL, October 2, 1778. As it is doubtful, considering your age and mine, whether we may meet any more in this world, I think it right to tell you my mind once for all without either anger or bitterness. After alluding to the fact that his wife left him without his consent or knowledge, he goes on to observe: Ever since (and, indeed, long before) you have made my faults the constant matter of your conversation. Now, suppose an husband has many faults, is it the part of a prudent wife to publish or conceal them You have published my (real or supposed) faults, not to one or two intimates only (though perhaps that would have been too much), but to all Bristol, to all London, to all England, to all Ireland. Yea, you did whatever in you lay to publish it to all the world, thereby designing to put a sword into my enemies' hands. He concludes: If you were to live a thousand years, you could not undo the mischief that you have done. And till you have done all you can towards it, I bid you farewell.

41 To William Church

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Church Date: WALLINGFORD, October 13, 1778. Your affectionate brother.

43 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: LONDON, October 18, 1778. MY DEAR MISS BISHOP, - I am not unwilling to write to i you even upon a tender subject, because you will weigh the matter fairly. And if you have a little prepossession (which who has not), yet you are willing to give it up to reason. The original Methodists were all of the Church of England; and the more awakened they were, the more zealously they adhered to it in every point, both of doctrine and discipline. Hence we inserted in the first Rules of our Society, 'They that leave the Church leave us.' And this we did, not as a point of prudence, but a point of conscience. We believe it utterly unlawful to separate from the Church unless sinful terms of communion were imposed; just as did Mr. Philip Henry, The favorite pupil of Busby at Westminster School preached as a Nonconformist 1672-81. See letter of June 14, 1786. and most of those holy men that were contemporary with them. 'But the ministers of it do not preach the gospel.' Neither do the Independent or Anabaptist ministers. Calvinism is not the gospel; nay, it is farther from it than most of the sermons I hear at church. These are very frequently un-evangelical; but those are anti-evangelical. They are (to say no more) equally wrong; and they are far more dangerously wrong. Few of the Methodists are now in danger from imbibing error from the Church ministers; but they are in great danger of imbibing the grand error - Calvinism from the Dissenting ministers. Perhaps thousands have done it already, most of whom have drawn back to perdition. I see more instances of this than any one else can do; and on this ground also exhort all who would keep to the Methodists, and from Calvinism, 'Go to the church, and not to the meeting.'

47 To Mrs Cousins

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Cousins Date: LONDON, November 1, 1778. MY DEAR SISTER, - It is just as it should be. I have formerly said, 'I wonder how Mr. Whitefield can go on! For he has honor, and (comparatively) no dishonor. And this is "a test for human frailty too severe."' Now I have not that insupportable burthen. I have honor enough in all reason. But it is properly balanced with dishonor. I have good report, and (what is absolutely necessary) evil report too. To-day I am to open our new chapel. See Journal, vi. 215-16; and letter of Sept. 27 to Samuel Tooth. Hence also will arise both honor and dishonor. Yet a little while and all these things that seem considerable now will pass away like a dream. You do well, as often as you have opportunity, to make a little excursion among your neighbors. You have already seen the fruit of your labor of love; and more fruit will follow. I do not at all despair of poor Mr. Wood. He has not yet shaken off his convictions. Work your work betimes See letter of Feb. 23. and in His time He will give you a full reward. - I am, my dear Penny, Yours affectionately.

52 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: DOVER, December 9, 1778. MY DEAR SISTER, - It is no new thing for the temple to be built in troublous times. And in the end all the fierceness of man shall turn to His praise. Meantime we know the Lord sitteth above the water-floods and will give His people the blessing of peace. He is pleased to ghre lite just the same health and strength that I had forty years ago. Fire and water cannot well dwell together, nor warm Calvinists and Arminians. Let us love them and help them all we can. But the less intercourse our people have with them the better. It is well you spent a little time at pool Beverley. The little flock there stand in need of all the help we can give them. Hardly any Society in England has been as they have been from the very beginning. It is almost a miracle that two of them are left together. The work of God 1orospers well in London. A new chapel brings almost a new congregation, and hereby the old is greatly stirred up. Let us all work while the day is! - I am, with love to both Brother Robinsons, Thomas and William Robinson, of Bridlington Quay. See letter of May 22, 1770. dear Your affectionate brother.

02 To The Society At Keighley

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Society at Keighley Date: LONDON, January 11, 1779. I have a few questions which I desire may be proposed to the Society at Keighley. Who was the occasion of the Methodist preachers first setting foot in Leeds William Shent. Who received John Nelson into his house at his first coming thither William Shent. Who was it that invited me and received me when I came William Shent. Who was it that stood by me while I preached in the street with stones flying on every side Williaam Shent. Who was it that bore the storm of persecution for the whole town and stemmed it at the peril of his life William Shent. Whose word did God bless for many years in an eminent manner William Shent's. By whom were many children now in paradise begotten in the Lord and many now alive William Shent. Who is he that is ready now to be broken up and turned into the street William Shent. And does nobody care for this William Shent fell into sin and was publicly expelled the Society; but must he be also starved Must he with his grey hairs and all his children be without a place to lay his head Can you suffer this O tell it not in Gath! Where is gratitude Where is compassion Where is Christianity Where is humanity Where is concern for the cause of God Who is a wise man among you Who is concerned for the gospel Who has put on bowels of mercy Let him arise and exert himself in this matter. You here all arise as one man and roll away the reproach. Let us set him on his feet once more. It may save both him and his family. But what we do, let it be done quickly. - I am, dear brethren, Your affectionate brother.

05 To Elizabeth Morgan

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Morgan Date: LONDON, January 17, 1779. It gives me much pleasure to hear that my dear Miss Morgan is still studious of redeeming the time, and that you have had so fair an opportunity of improving it while you were absent from Bristol. I was indeed full of fears concerning you lest you should be less usefully employed than you might. But the account you give me of the help provided for you in your retirement has dispelled my fears, and I have a strong hope you will improve to the uttermost all the talents which God has entrusted you with. But on how slippery ground do you tread I It is unquestionably your duty to cultivate your understanding in the best manner you are able. And yet how difficult is it to do this without either thinking of yourself more highly than you ought to think, or laying too great a stress upon knowledge, as if it is a road upon a level with love. We allow it is of great value in its place - that is, in subordination to holiness as the handmaid of love. But still, I trust your heart says: To love is all my wish! I only live for this! To this let everything minister! This one thing let us do! Let us follow after pure and spotless love! What a blessing is it that God has given you a measure of it already! But does not your soul cry out, - A glimpse of love cannot suffice; My soul for all Thy presence cries That He may give you an whole desire is the continual wish of, my dear Miss Morgan, Yours most affectionately.

07 To Samuel Wells

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To Samuel Wells Date: LONDON, January 18, 1779. I advise you to go once more to the Sessions, and say, 'Gentlemen, we have had advice from London: we desire nothing at all of you; but we demand of your clerk to register this place and to give us a certificate thereof, or to answer the refusal at his peril.' Answer no questions to justices or lawyers but with a bow, and with repeating the words, 'Our business is only with your clerk: we demand of him what the Act requires him to do.' If you judge proper, you may show this to any of the Justices. Wells was Assistant at Tiverton, to which circuit Exeter belonged. What I have written, I am ready to defend. PS. - You led the Justices into the mistake by your manner of addressing them. Beware of this for the time to come; you have nothing to ask of them.

12 To Hester Ann Roe

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hester Ann Roe Date: LONDON, February 11, 1779. MY DEAR HETTY, - It is a great mercy that, on the one hand, you have previous warning of the trials that are at hand; and, on the other, are not careful about them, but only prep. ared to encounter them. We know, indeed, that these (as well as all things) are ordered by unerring Wisdom, and are given us exactly at the right time and in due number, weight, and measure. And they continue no longer than is best; for CHANCE has no share in the government of the world. See letter of Aug. 12, 1731, to Mrs. Pendarves. 'THE LORD REIGNETH,' and disposes all things strongly and sweetly for the good of them that love Him. I rejoice to hear that you have now less hindrances in the way and can oftener converse with His people. Be sure to improve every one of those precious opportunities of doing and receiving good. I am often grieved to observe that, although on His part 'the gifts and calling of God are without repentance'; although He never repents of anything He has given us, but is willing to give it always; yet so very few retain the same ardor of affection which they receive either when they are justified or when they are (more fully) sanctified. Certainly they need not lose any part of their light or love. It may increase more and more. Of this you are a witness for God; and so is our dear Miss Ritchie. See letter of Oct. 6, 1778, where the full assurance of hope is discussed. You have not lost anything of what you have received; your light has never grown dim nor your love grown cold since the moment God first visited you with His great salvation. And I hope also you will ever retain the same affection for Yours most tenderly.

13 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: LONDON, February 12, 1779. MY DEAR BETSY, - The remark of Luther 'that a revival of religion seldom continues above thirty years' has been verified many times in several countries. But it will not always hold. The present revival of religion in England has already continued fifty years. And, blessed be God, it is at least as likely to continue as it was twenty or thirty years ago. Indeed, it is far more likely; as it not only spreads wider but sinks deeper than ever, more and more persons being able to testify that the blood of Christ cleanses from all sin. We have therefore reason to hope that this revival of religion will continue, and continually increase, till the time when all Israel shall be saved and the fullness of the Gentiles shall come. I have heard that Mr. Maxfield is in London, but have not heard where he is or what he does. See letter of Feb. 14, 1778, to him. As far as I can learn, he lives in the utmost privacy and does not preach at all. He seems to think that his present calling is to be an hermit in London. Surely it is your wisdom to stand fast even in the outward liberty wherewith Christ has made you free. You are now happily disengaged from caring for the things of this world, and need only care for the things of the Lord, how you may be holy in body and spirit, and how you may promote His kingdom upon earth. I have abundant proof that Baron Swedenborg's fever, which he had thirty years before he died, much affected his understanding. Yet his tract Probably his Account of Heaven and Hell. See Journal, vi. 230. is 'majestic, though in ruins.' He has strong and beautiful thoughts, and may be read with profit by a serious and cautious reader. Some weeks since, I began another Journal, The Eighteenth Part of the Journal (Jan. 1, 1776-Aug. 8, 1779) was issued in 1785. and am going on with it when I have any scraps of time; probably it will be finished next month. I expect to visit Yorkshire this spring, when I hope to see you. See her letter to Wesley in Arminian Mag., 1789, p. 105. -I am Yours affectionately.

19 To Samuel Bardsley

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Bardsley Date: BRISTOL, March 7, 1779. Exhort all the believers strongly and explicitly to go on to perfection, and to expect every blessing God has promised not to-morrow but to-day! - I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate brother.

22 To Mrs Hall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Hall NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 15, 1779. I advise you to apply to two, three, or four intelligence officers with regard to Nancy. A seamstress at Salisbury whom Mrs. Hall's husband seduced. See letter of June 20, 1755. It is certain there are places to be had in London. And if the worst come, we must not insist upon her coming to the chapel. I do not know that she is any better for coming. She is not likely to profit less anywhere else. She was out of her wits to come to London. Mrs. Glynne See W.H.S. iv. 217-20. told me when I was last at Shrewsbury that she had as much work there as ever she could do, but she never would take advice, and acted contrary to the judgment of all her friends in coming to London without why or wherefore. I wonder John Pawson Pawson was now Assistant at City Road. and his wife do not live in my apartments. They complained of the closeness of their own. Are they neither well full nor fasting You sent me no word about Betsy Ellison. Elizabeth, daughter of John Ellison and granddaughter of Wesley's sister Susanna. Dr. Clarke says she turned out unfortunate, and that Wesley showed her 'great kindness, often relieving her in distresses to which her imprudence had reduced her, treating her with great tenderness, and giving her advices which, had she followed, would have led her to true happiness.' For her sister Patience, see letters of Sept. 7, 1777, and Feb. 4, 1789. I hope no news is good news. You must not forsake her. She has hardly any real friend in the world but you and me. What a blessing it is to have one Friend! How many have never found one in their lives! - I am.

35 To Mrs Woodhouse

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Woodhouse Date: LONDON, July 29, 1779. MY DEAR SISTER, - Nay, you call me your friend; and you have not lost me yet, and probably never will. Perhaps when I am in the country you will like as well to go in my chaise as in his. An hundred little oddities one may account for by the disorder in his head. He is often considerably better; but I doubt whether he is ever quite well. So the estate which old Mr. Hutton piled up with so much care does not descend even unto the third generation! May it not be so with Mr. Robert Maw See Journal, iii. 135, 200, 280; iv. 67. too O let us be rich to Godward! I am glad Mr. Gerv. W. is come so far. And God is able to bring him farther. It strengthens the sight much to wet the eyes several times a day with forge-water, that which the smiths quench their irons in. Bear all, and conquer all. - I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

40 To Samuel Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Bradburn Date: LONDON, August 5, 1779. In one thing you will be disappointed. T. Rutherford must needs go to Londonderry See letter of July 24 to John Bredin as to the importance Londonderry of the appointment. Rutherford had been in Belfast, and Bradburn evidently wanted him as his colleague at Cork. and John Bredin come to Cork. He is a good preacher and a serious man, and I hope will behave well. I think he loves the King. You did well in lending the preaching-house to the Army. I would show them all the respect that is in my power. Jo. Bredin and you will not fail to change monthly. Do all you can at Kinsale and everywhere. - I am, with love to Betsy, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

42 To Kitty Warren

John Wesley · None · letter
To Kitty Warren Date: COWBRIDGE, August 26, 1779. MY DEAR SISTER, - Your conversation was exceedingly agreeable to me when I was last with you in Pembrokeshire. I think you was never so free with me before: therefore I never knew or loved you so well. You have reason to be thankful to God on many accounts, particularly for the desire He has given you of being useful to those that are round about you in as high a degree as you can. Indeed, this will expose you to many temptations. Sometimes you will be in danger of dejection: when you have labored long in any instance, and see no fruit of your labor. But remember l you will be rewarded according to your labor, not according to your success. At other times you will be in danger of pride, which will steal upon you in a thousand shapes. But you know in whom you have believed. He has never faded them that seek Him. In every temptation He will make a way to escape that you may be able to bear it. I have one thing to desire of you: that Sister Jones, Sister Moon, and you will take a leisure hour together, and after prayer read calmly and impartially over the Advice to the Methodists with regard to Dress. See letter of Sept. 15, 1770; and for Rules of the Bands, Works, viii. 272-3. Then read over the Rules of the Bands, which are punctually observed by our sisters that meet in band in London and Bristol. If only you three had the resolution to follow their steps, the example would spread to the bands through all Wales. Wishing that patience may have its perfect work in you till you are perfect and entire, lacking nothing, I remain, my dear Kitty, Yours in tender affection.

44 To Mrs Johnston Annandale Lisleen

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To Mrs. Johnston, Annandale, Lisleen Date: BRISTOL, September 24, 1779. MY DEAR SISTER, - I heard not one word of those accusations against John Howe, only that some time since he made a race on a Sunday. I ordered Mr. Watkinson to write to him concerning it. He did so, but could not gain a line in answer. This was utterly wrong. He ought at all hazards to have answered immediately. But of the things you mention I know nothing; I have not heard one tittle. My judgment is, John Howe should order a lawyer to write to the man that struck him and to each of them that held his hands, that he has 'orders to bring an action for assault and battery against them unless they ask his pardon for the error of illegal violence.' I believe you have preachers now who truly fear God and have their hearts in His work. Wishing you may experience all His promises, I remain, my dear sister, Your affectionate friend and brother. I have received no other letter from you but that of the 9th instant.

46 To William Church

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Church Date: BRISTOL, September 28, 1779. Your affectionate friend and brother.

49 To Thomas Carlill

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Carlill October 1779. MY DEAR BROTHER, - An Assistant at the last Conference said, 'I will do as my predecessor has done. I will leave those as members that never met; they are as good members as I found them.' Whoever does this for the time to come I will exclude from our Connection without delay. To prevent this vile practice I desire you will (I) Take an exact plan of your circuit at Christmas, and send it me in January; and do the same every quarter. (2) If you live till August, leave for your successor an exact list of the Societies in your circuit. I desire likewise that at the next Quarterly Meeting you would change at least one of the stewards in every Society where there are two. One thing more I desire, that you would read the proposals for the General Hymn-Book in every Society and procure as many subscribers as you can. By your diligence and exactness in these particulars I shall judge whether you are qualified to act as an Assistant or not. - I am Your affectionate friend and brother. Pray send me word in January how many subscribers you have procured in your circuit. Mr. Carlill, At Mr. Roberts', Tiverton, Devon.

50 To Zachariah Yewdall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Zachariah Yewdall Date: LONDON, October 9, 1779. Your affectionate brother.

52 To Kitty Warren

John Wesley · None · letter
To Kitty Warren Date: ROBERTSBRIDGE, October 19, 1779. MY DEAR SISTER, - The accusations against Mr. Edwards were wonderful. So were the whole proceedings against him. But the thing is done; and, indeed, so long ago that it is now past remedy. That jewel who told you he was a rabbi I fear is little better than a cheat. You did well to give me some information about him. I have wrote a line to the Assistant at Bristol; so that if he makes his appearance there our people will be aware of him. I hope Mr. Booth, your third preacher, is now come. He is an Israelite indeed. He is peculiarly blest in encouraging believers to go on to perfection. In this respect I hope he will be particularly to you and all that hunger and thirst after righteousness. It was never designed that Henry Floyd should be stationed in any one place. He is only permitted to preach up and down, chiefly in Welsh, at the discretion of the Assistant. I believed your labor with the children would not be in vain. But in all things we have need of patience; and then, after we have done the will of God, we shall receive the promise. If you love me, deal freely with me. And whenever anything material occurs send an account of it to, my dear Kitty, Yours very affectionately.

54 To The Methodist Societies

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Methodist Societies Date: CITY ROAD, LONDON, October 24, 1779. I cannot but highly approve of Captain Webb's design of assisting His Majesty in case of an actual invasion. The particulars he will himself explain to you. This may be of more consequence than yet appears. I recommend the design and all that promote it to the blessing of God; and am, my dear brethren, See Methodist Recorder, Oct. 31, 1884, for particulars of the scheme, signed 'L. Webb'; and letter of May 25, 1782, to Captain Webb. Your affectionate brother.

56 To Mrs Barton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Barton Date: LONDON, November 9, 1779. MY DEAR SISTER, - I have always loved you from the time I knew you first; and never more than now, because you now speak freely to me, which I Sometimes feared you did not. If you continue earnest to save your souls, both of you must expect temptations, and those of various sorts. Sometimes you will be tried by friends or enemies; sometimes by one another; at some times perhaps you will be quite out of conceit with each other, and all things will appear wrong. Then beware of anger, of fretfulness, or peevishness, which makes the grasshopper a burthen. But from all this the God whom you serve is able to deliver you; yea, and He will deliver you. Trust Him, and praise Him. - I am, my dear Jenny, Yours affectionately.

57 To John Bredin

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Bredin Date: LONDON, November 9, I779. MY DEAR BROTHER, - As long as you act in full concert with Sammy Bradburn you will both see the fruit of your labor. See letter of Feb. 26, 1780, to Bradburn. I hope the morning preaching will never be neglected more, either at Cork or Bandon. That is the glory of the Methodists. If only thirty children continue to meet at each place, it will be worth all the pains. At every new place you may give the Earnest Appeal to the chief man in the town. - I am Your affectionate brother.

59 To The Society In Margate

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Society in Margate Date: DOVER, November 30, 1779. MY DEAR BRETHERN, - I have no connection at all with Thomas Coleman. I am not satisfied with his behavior. I desire Mr. Wrigley, Francis Wrigley, James Perfect were preachers in Kent. Booth, and Perfect to act as if there was no such person in the world. Coleman opened a school at Margate about 1767, and used the room for preaching. See Journal, vii. 128; W.H.S. xvii. 73 As many of our Society in Margate as choose to remain under my care I desire to receive these as they would myself. Commending you all to the God of peace and love, I am, my dear brothers and sisters, Your affectionate brother.

61 To Abraham Brames

John Wesley · None · letter
To Abraham Brames Date: LONDON, December 12, 1779. MY DEAR BROTHER, - In the late Conference it was agreed that one steward (at least) in every Society should be changed. And when I lately heard it was not yet done, I wrote to every Assistant on the head. I heard no objection to you; and in your case there is something peculiar, because of the debt lying upon the house. Do all the good you can! Work your work betimes; and in due time He will give you a full reward! - I am, with kind love to your wife, dear Abraham, Your affectionate brother. I seldom complain that your letters are too long.

A 05 To William Church

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Church Date: LONDON, January 6, 1780.

A 07 To The Printer Of The Public Advertiser

John Wesley · None · letter
I prove this by a plain argument (let him answer it that can). That no Roman Catholic does or can give security for his allegiance or peaceable behavior I prove thus: It is a Roman Catholic maxim, established not by private men but by a public council, that 'no faith is to be kept with heretics.' This has been openly avowed by the Council of Constance; but it never was openly disclaimed. Whether private persons avow or disavow it, it is a fixed maxim of the Church of Rome. But as long as it is so, nothing can be more plain than that the members of that Church can give no reasonable security to any Government of their allegiance or peaceable behavior. Therefore they ought not to be tolerated by any Government, Protestant, Mahometan, or Pagan. You may say, 'Nay, but they will take an oath of allegiance.' True, five hundred oaths; but the maxim 'No faith is to be kept with heretics' sweeps them all away as a spider's web. So that still, no Governors that are not Roman Catholics can have any security of their allegiance. Again, those who acknowledge the spiritual power of the Pope can give no .security of their allegiance to any Government: but all Roman Catholics acknowledge this; therefore they can give no security for their allegiance. The power of granting pardons for all sins, past, present, and to come, is, and has been for many centuries, one branch of his spiritual power. But those who acknowledge him to have this spiritual power can give no security for their allegiance; since they believe the Pope can pardon rebellions, high treasons, and all other sins whatsoever. The power of dispensing with any promise, oath, or vow is another branch of the spiritual power of the Pope. And all who acknowledge his spiritual power must acknowledge this. But whoever acknowledges the dispensing power of the Pope can give no security for his allegiance to any Government. Oaths and promises are none; they are light as air; a dispensation makes them all null and void.

A 08 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, January 14, 1780. If I could be angry at my dear Nancy for anything, I should be so for your not using me as a friend. If you believe me to be so, why do you not tell me without reserve when there is anything in which I can serve you You may judge by yourself whether this must not give me a particular satisfaction. So it always will if you suffer me to give you any assistance that is in my power. What you speak of feeling the peace of God in the midst of the most exquisite sufferings does not surprise me at all. See letter of Feb. 26 to her. 'I feel my pains,' says Mr. De Renty, 'in all their extremity. But by the grace of God I give myself up to Him and not to them.' And again: 'I cannot say but my soul is deeply grieved at the sense of so great a loss; yet I feel such joy in that the will of the Lord is done, not that of a poor sinner, that, were it not for giving offence, I could dance and sing.' I saw a stranger instance than either of these a few years ago. I saw exactly such distress in an human countenance as appears in the waxwork taken from the face of Cartouche Louis Dominique Cartouche, head of a Paris band of robbers, broken on the wheel in 1721. while he was breaking upon the wheel. In the morning I asked her, 'Was not you in great distress when I saw you last night' She answered, 'I was in such distress as was ready to tear my soul and body asunder; and yet at that very time I was as happy as I could well be out of heaven.' I do not wonder, therefore, that all the trials you feel do not interrupt the peace of God. They never need. His grace is sufficient to keep you in and to deliver you out of all temptations. And the unction of the Holy One which abideth with you shall guide you from time to time and enable you to east back upon his own head all the fiery darts of the wicked one.

A 11 To Lancelot Harrison

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To Lancelot Harrison Date: LONDON, January 16, 1780. MY DEAR BROTHER, - I perceive many in your circuit do not know our Rules. You should immediately read them in every Society, and receive no new member till he has read them. Let all know what they are about. A Plan of a Circuit should contain (1) the several Societies, (2) the number of members in each, (3) the new members, (4) the backsliders, (5) the persons in band. Then the conversions, deaths, marriages, removes, with the total number at the foot of each column. Let me have such a plan next quarter. See letter of Feb. 16. You did well to recommend the Hymn-Books, and you will do still better in taking every opportunity of recommending the Magazine. See letter of Jan. 29. Be zealous! Be active! Stir up the gift of God that is in you! - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 13 To Thomas Taylor

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To Thomas Taylor () LONDON, January 18, 1780. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You seem to me not to have well considered the Rules of an Helper or the rise of Methodism. It pleased God by me to awaken, first my brother, and then a few others; who severally desired of me as a favor that I would direct them in all things. After my return from Georgia many were both awakened and converted to God. One and another and another of these desired to join with me as sons in the gospel, to be directed by me. I drew up a few plain rules (observe, there was no Conference in being!), and permitted them to join me on these conditions. Whoever, therefore, violates the conditions, particularly that of being directed by me in the work, does ipso facto disjoin himself from me. This Brother M'Nab has done (but he cannot see that he has done amiss); and he would have it a common cause-that is, he would have all the preachers do the same. He thinks 'they have a right so to do.' So they have. They have a right to disjoin themselves from me whenever they please. But they cannot, in the nature of the thing, join with me any longer than they are directed by me. And what if fifty of the present preachers disjoined themselves! What should I lose thereby Only a great deal of labor and care, which I do not seek, but endure, because no one else either can or will.

A 13 To Thomas Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
You seem likewise to have quite a wrong idea of a Conference. For above six years after my return to England there was no such thing. I then desired some of our preachers to meet me, in order to advise, not control me. And you may observe they had no power at all but what I exercised through them. I chose to exercise the power which God had given me in this manner, both to avoid ostentation and gently to habituate the people to obey them when I should be taken from their head. But as long as I remain with them the fundamental rule of Methodism remains inviolate. As long as any preacher joins with me he is to be directed by me in his work. Do not you see, then, that Brother M'Nab, whatever his intentions might be, acted as wrong as wrong could be and that the representing of this as the common cause of the preachers was the way to common destruction, the way to turn all their heads and to set them in arms It was a blow at the very root of Methodism. I could not therefore do less than I did; it was the very least that could be done, for fear that evil should spread. I do not willingly speak of these things at all; but I do it now out of necessity, because I perceive the mind of you and some others is a little hurt by not seeing them in a true light. - I am Your affectionate brother.

A 14 To Mrs Crosby

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To Mrs. Crosby Date: LONDON, January 20, 1780. MY DEAR SISTER,-I should really imagine that the having more exercise than usual would increase rather than impair your health. This is the effect which it has had on all that traveled with me through north Britain. The very richest of our brethren here do not conform to the world in dress. Our sisters do, and their daughters much more. I am often in doubt whether I should suffer them to remain in our Society Well meaning Sister Ryan greatly labored to pull you down when you first went to Latonstone. It would not have been strange if that had thrown you into many doubts and fears, as you believed her to be holier than yourself, and a better judge of spiritual things. I know she by this means unsettled several, who had tasted of the pure Love of God. See letters of Dec. 3, 1769, June 28 and Sept. 12, 1766. It is my design, if God continues my health and strength, tc go over to Ireland this spring. You will probably see me in autumn if I live. - I am, dear Sally, Yours affectionately.

A 18 To William Tunney

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Tunney Date: LONDON, January 29, 1780. All we can do is, we will have no smugglers in our Societies See letter of March 21, 1784.; and I think Brother Condy will convince many of them of the advantage of meeting in band. William Tunney (who desisted from traveling in 1781) and Richard Condy were colleagues in Cornwall East. O watch and pray, that you enter not into temptation! - I am, dear Billy, Yours affectionately.

A 27 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, February 26, 1780. MY DEAR NANCY, - Have you forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children,-Despise not the chastening of the Lord, neither faint when thou art rebuked of Him Can anything possibly occur wherein we may not say, 'This is the Lord; let Him do what seemeth Him good' In every circumstance we may adopt our Lord's words, 'The cup which My Father hath given Me, shall I not drink it' In your patience possess your soul. Watch against all unprofitable reasonings. Hold that fast, whatever instruments are employed, - Sufferings are the gift of God to you! See letters of Jan. 14 and June 22. And they are all intended for your profit, that you may be a partaker of His holiness. I believe volatile tincture of guaiacum would ease the pain in your face. I do not remember if I mentioned it before or no. Drop a teaspoonful on a lump of sugar, and take this in a glass of fair water four times a day. But it would be likewise well to steep your feet in warm water for some minutes before you go to bed. On Monday next I am to set out for Bristol. On Monday fortnight, March 13, I hope to be at Stroud. If it be possible, let me see you there. No person will be more welcome to, dear Nancy, Yours most affectionately.

B 01 To The Editors Of The Freemans Journal

John Wesley · None · letter
4. I am persuaded Mr. O'Leary is the first man that ever made the important discovery. But, before he is quite sure, let him look again into Father L'Abbe's Concilia Maxima, printed at Paris in the year 1672. The last volume contains a particular account of the Council of Constance; one of whose decrees is, ' That heretics ought to be put to death, non obstantibus salvis conductibus Imperatoris, Regum, c., notwithstanding the public faith engaged to them in the most solemn manner.' Who, then, can affirm that no such doctrine or violation of faith with heretics is authorized by this Council Without putting on spectacles (which, blessed be God, I do not wear) I can read a little Latin still. And while I can I must fix this horrid doctrine on the Council of Constance. 5. But, supposing the Council of Constance had never advanced this doctrine or the Church of Rome had publicly disclaimed it, my conclusion stands good till it is proved (1) that no priest has a power of pardoning sins; and (2) that the Pope has neither a power of pardoning sins, nor of dispensing with oaths, vows, promises, c. Mr. O'Leary has proved neither of these. And what has he proved It is hard to say. But if he proves nothing, he either directly or indirectly asserts many things. In particular, he asserts: (1) 'Mr. Wesley has arraigned in the jargon of the Schools.' Heigh-day! What has this to do here There is no more of the jargon of the Schools in my letter than there is of Arabic. 'The Catholics all over the world are liars, perjurers, c.' Nay, I have not arraigned one of them. This is a capital mistake. I arraign the doctrines, not the men. Either defend them or renounce them. 'I do renounce them,' says Mr. O'Leary. Perhaps you do. But the Church of Rome has never renounced them. 'He asperses our communion in a cruel manner.' I do not asperse it at all in saying these are the doctrines of the Church of Rome. Who can prove the contrary (2) 'Mr. O'Leary did not even attempt to seduce the English soldiery.' I believe it; but does this prove any of these three points ' But Queen Elizabeth and King James roasted heretics in Smithfield ' I In what year I doubt the fact.

B 01 To The Editors Of The Freemans Journal

John Wesley · None · letter
(3) 'Mr. Wesley is become an apologist of those who burned the chapel in Edinburgh.' Is not this said purely ad movendam invidiam ' to inflame the minds of the people' For it has no shadow of truth. I never yet wrote nor spoke one word in their defence. 'He urged the rabble to light that fire.' No more than he urged them to dethrone the King. (4) 'Does Mr. Wesley intend to sound Alecto's Alecto was one of the Furies, whose head was covered with snakes. horn or the war-shell of the Mexicans' All this is cruel aspersion indeed, designed merely to inflame! What I intend is neither more nor less than this to contribute my mite to preserve our constitution both in Church and State. (5) 'They were the Scotch and English regicides who gave rise to the Irish massacre.' 'The Irish massacre'! Was there ever any such thing Was not the whole account a mere Protestant lie Oh no! it was a melancholy truth, wrote in the blood of many thousands. But the regicides no more gave rise to that massacre than the Hottentots. The whole matter was planned several years, and executed before the King's death was thought of. 'But Mr. Wesley is sowing the seeds of another massacre'! Such another as the massacre of Paris 6. 'Was he the trumpeter of persecution when he was persecuted himself' Just as much as now. Cruel aspersions still! designed and calculated only to inflamed he then abet persecution on the score of conscience No, nor now Conscience is out of the question. 'His letter contains all the horrors invented by blind 'misguided zeal, set forth in the most bitter language.' Is this gentleman in his senses I hope not. Else I know not what excuse to make for him. Not one bitter word is in my letter. I have learned to put away all bitterness, with all malice, But still this is wide of the mark; which of these three points does it prove

B 01 To The Editors Of The Freemans Journal

John Wesley · None · letter
7. 'In his second letter he promises to put out the fire which he has already kindled in England.' ' Second letter' What is that I know nothing of it. 'The fire which he has kindled in England'! When Where I have kindled no fire in England any more than in Jamaica. I have done and will do all that is in my power to put out that which others have kindled. 8. 'He strikes out a creed of his own for Roman Catholics. This fictitious creed he forces upon them.' My words are these: ' Suppose every word of Pope Pius's Creed to be true.' I say not a word more of the matter. Now, I appeal to every reasonable man, Is this striking out a creed of my own for Roman Catholics Is this forcing a fictitious creed on them, ' like the Frenchman and the blunderer in the Comedy' What have I to do with one or the other Is not this dull jest quite out of season And is the creed composed by the Council of Trent and the Bull of Pope Pius IV a fictitious one Before Mr. O'Leary asserts this again, let him look into the Concilia Maxima once more, and read there, Bulla Pii Quarti super forma juramenti professionis fidei The Bull of Pius IV concerning the form of the oath on the profession of Faith. This forma professionis fidei I call Pope Pius's Creed, If his 'stomach revolts from it,' who can help it 9. Whether the account given by Philip Melanchthon of the words spoken (not in Hebrew, but in Latin) be true or false, it does not at all affect the account of Miss Duchesne, which I gave in her own words See letter of Jan. 12.. And I cannot but observe that, after all the witticisms which he has bestowed upon it, Mr. O'Leary does not deny that the priest might have burnt her, 'had it been for the good of the Church.'

B 04 To Samuel Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Bradburn Date: CHESTER, April 2, 1780. Your affectionate friend and brother. I doubt whether you had not better be at Liverpool than Bristol, because little children cannot be in Bristol house See letter of Feb. 26 to him.. In Liverpool house there is room enough.

B 08 To Thomas Rankin

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rankin NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, May 29, 1780. Betsy must be a Christian, or be in pain and weakness all her days; our Lord will not let her go. I am endeavoring to shorten all my journeys, that I may have a little time to spend in London before the Conference. My route lies: Mond. June 5, York; , Gainsborough, Lincolnshire; , Louth; , Doncaster, Yorkshire; Mond. July 3, Derby; , London. I am, with love to Sister Rankin, dear Tommy, Your affectionate brother.

B 13 To Brian Bury Collins

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To Brian Bury Collins Date: BRISTOL, August 5, 1780. all things well. To His wise disposal I commit you; and I am, dear sir, Your most affectionate brother. The Rev. Mr. Collins, At Mr. Stevens's, High Street, Margate, Kent.

B 14 To Dr Lowth Bishop Of London

John Wesley · None · letter
In this respect also I mourn for poor America, for the sheep scattered up and down therein. Part of them have no shepherds at all, particularly in the northern colonies; and the case of the rest is little better, for their own shepherds pity them not. They cannot1; for they have no pity on themselves. They take no thought or care about their own souls. Wishing your Lordship every blessing from the great Shepherd and Bishop of souls, I remain, my Lord, Your Lordship's dutiful son and servant.

B 17 To William Thom

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Thom Date: NEAR BRISTOL, September 30, 1780.

B 19 To Mrs Colbeck See Note Vol Iv 161

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Colbeck See Note, vol. IV. 161. Date: NEAR LONDON, October 12, 1780. MY DEAR SISTER, I congratulate you, and all our friends in Keighley Circuit, on having one of the most amiable couples in our Connexion, I mean Mr. Bradburn and his wife, who after many hindrances, are I hope now in England, and will be with you as soon as possible. Perhaps before you receive this. I beg the Stewards will make every thing as convenient as they can. As he is the Assistant he is to have the upper rooms in the Preaching-house, and I am persuaded John Oliver will cordially agree with them. I am, my dear Sister, Affectionately yours.

B 24 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Knox Date: LONDON, November 18, 1780. MY DEAR ALLECK, My mind is exactly the same towards you as it has been for several years; with this only difference (which is very natural), that the longer I know you the more I love you. I am not soon tired of my friends. My brother laughs at me, and says, ' Nay, it signifies nothing to tell you anything; for whomsoever you once love you will love on through thick and thin.'... As I have frequently observed to you, I am still persuaded it is chiefly your body which presses down your soul; and if it please God to heal your body, I doubt not your mind will be far easier. I do not at all despair of seeing you an happy man, full of joy and peace in believing. Look up, and expect Him that is mighty to save. I am, dear Alleck, Yours most affectionately.

B 28 To John Valton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Valton Date: LONDON, December 31, 1780, MY DEAR BROTHER, The third preacher was added for that very purpose, to give you the liberty of spending a little time wherever the work of God should call for it The appointment in the Minutes is, 'John Valton, George Snowden'; in 1781 Alexander M'Nab is third preacher. You have wholly omitted one article in the plan (See letter of Feb. 16,) the new members: of these, I suppose, you will give me an account by-and-by I doubt not but you will be able to give me a good account of all but the rich members: perhaps of some of these too; for it is on this occasion particularly that our Lord says, ' With God all things are possible.' I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 01 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, January 2, 1781. MY DEAR NANCY, It is a great step toward Christian resignation to be thoroughly convinced of that great truth that there is no such thing as chance in the world; that fortune is only another name for Providence, only it is covered Providence. An event the cause of which does not appear we commonly say 'comes by chance.' Oh no: it is guided by an unerring hand; it is the result of infinite wisdom and goodness. Such are all the afflictive circumstances that have followed you in a constant succession almost from your childhood. He that made the Captain of your salvation perfect through sufferings has called you to walk in the same path, and for the same end namely, that you may 'learn obedience' (more full, inward obedience, a more perfect conformity to His death) 'by the things that you suffer.' See letter of June 22, 1780. I have no objection at all to your spending a little time with our dear friends at Caerleon. See letters of Nov. 29, 1774 (to Sarah James) and March 8, 1782. I believe it might be a means of confirming your bodily health as well as of refreshing your spirit. And I doubt not God would by you invigorate their resolution to devote themselves wholly to Him. A little while, and He will wipe all tears from your eyes; and there shall be no more sorrow or crying; neither shall there be any more pain! but you shall hear the great voice out of heaven saying, 'The tabernacle of God is with men; and God Himself shall be with them and be their God!' Still love and pray for, my dear Nancy, Your ever affectionate brother.

A 24 To Thomas Rutherford

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rutherford Date: CARMARTHEN, May 8, 1781. After tossing up and down two days and two nights in a violent storm, finding it impossible to proceed, our captain was glad to take shelter in Holyhead harbor. I believed it to be the hand of God, and was content. So I give over the hope of seeing Dublin for the present; but I do not despair of seeing Londonderry within this month, if I should find an opportunity of getting over to the Isle of Man two or three weeks hence. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother. I expect to be at Whitehaven before the end of this month.

A 29 To Mary Bishop

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Bishop Date: WARRINGTON, May 21, 1781. MY DEAR SISTER, I have wrote to Mr. Pawson, The Assistant at Bristol. and am in hopes that Keynsham will be neglected no more. I did not expect you would meet with any trial of this kind; but it is well to be prepared for all. When Molly Maddern taught a few children at Kingswood, John Maddern was English master at Kingswood School in 1760. I saw a truly Christian school. To make the children Christians was her first care; afterwards they were taught what women need to learn. I saw another Christian school at Leytonstone, under the care of Miss Bosanquet. I do not remember I discovered any defect either in the former or the latter; I observed nothing done which I wished to be omitted, nothing omitted which I wished to have done. May I speak without reserve I verily think I may. I hoped to see a third Christian school at Publow The Owens' School. See Journal, vi. 335-6; and letter of July 17 to Miss Bishop.; and I did so for a season. But I cannot say that for some years it has quite answered my expectations. 'What, then, was the matter' I can hardly tell. I do not know how to express it. I did not see the simplicity which I saw at first. More of the world seemed to be crept in. Good breeding I love; but how difficult is it to keep it quite clear of affectation and of a something which does not well agree with that mind which was in Christ! I want your children to be trained up quite in the manner that Miss Bosanquet's were. Although they were very genteel, yet there was something in their whole manner which told you they belonged to another world. Mrs. Castleman See letter of Aug. 4, 1775. was one of Molly Maddern's scholars. You see, she is genteel; yet she is a Christian.

A 29 To Mary Bishop

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Make Christians, my dear Miss Bishop, make Christians! Let this be your leading view. Make such Christians as Miranda, Law's Serious Call, chap. viii.: 'A sober, reasonable Christian.' 'She thinks that the trying herself every day by the doctrines of Scripture is the only possible way to be ready for her trial at the last day.' as Miss Ritchie; such as Miss March was l Let everything else which you teach be subordinate to this. Mind one thing in all! Let it be said of the young women you educate, Grace was in all her steps, heaven in her eye, In all her gestures sanctity and love. Milton's Eve, Paradise Lost, viii. 488-9: 'In every gesture dignity and love.' But what power do you want to execute this! Ask, and it shall be given you! May you not have the earnest of it this moment I am, my dear Miss Bishop, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 34 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: WHITEHAVEN, May 28, 1781. MY DEAR SALLY, Here I am, waiting for a passage to the Isle of Man. Which way I shall steer from thence I know not. But I believe Providence will direct me either to the North of Ireland or to Newcastle-upon-Tyne. In taking away your expectation of worldly happiness God has been exceeding gracious to you. It is good for you that you have seen affliction and been disappointed of your hope. The removal of Mr. Waller into a better world may be another blessing to you: as is everything which disengages us from transient things and teaches us to five in eternity. If we were first to resign our will to God in order to be in favor with Him, our case would be desperate: nay, but you shall first be conscious of His favor, and then be resigned to Him. First, believe! Christ died for you. He bore your sins. He loves you freely. Come, take Him! His favor! His peace! His love! But without money, without price! Leave all you have and are behind I Then all things are ready. Why not now I am, my dear Sally, Yours in tender affection.

A 39 To William Tunney

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To William Tunney Date: LONDON, June 22, 1781. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 02 To Hannah Ball

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To Hannah Ball Date: SHEFFIELD, July 12, 1781. MY DEAR SISTER, I cannot at all understand George Story's George Story was Assistant in Oxfordshire. The new preachers were Richard Rodda and Thomas Warwick. See letter of Nov. 17. behavior. He seems prejudiced against you; and I cannot devise for what. But your business is to go straight forward. And let both Nancy and you do all the good you can. Surely you should take an opportunity to warn Jo. Accutt John Accutt was the second preacher. He desisted from work in 1785. of his danger. I shall appoint two new preachers for the Oxford Circuit next year. Jasper Winscom See letter of Oct. 20, 1775, to him. is a good man and a local preacher. But I am glad you are not minded to leave Wycombe. The longer your letters are the more welcome they are to, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

B 06 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: NEAR LEEDS, July 17, 1781. MY DEAR SALLY, Although I did not know what your reason was, I took it for granted you had a reason for not writing. Therefore I did not blame you or love you the less, believing you would write when it was convenient. Without an endeavor to please God and to give up our own will, we never shall attain His favor. But till we have attained it, till we have the Spirit of adoption, we cannot actually give up our own will to Him. Shall I tell you freely what I judge to be the grand hindrance to your attaining it yea, to your attaining more health both of body and mind than you have ever had, or at least for a long season I believe it is (what very few people are aware of) intemperance in sleep. All are intemperate in sleep who sleep more than nature requires; and how much it does require is easily known. There is, indeed, no universal rule, none that will suit all constitutions. But after all the observations and experience I have been able to make for upwards of fifty years, I am fully persuaded that men in general need between six and seven hours' sleep in four-and-twenty; and women in general a little more namely, between seven and eight. But what ill consequence is there of lying longer in bed suppose nine hours in four-and-twenty 1. It hurts the body. Whether you sleep or no (and, indeed, it commonly prevents sound sleep), it as it were soddens and parboils the flesh, and sows the seeds of numerous diseases; of all nervous diseases in particular, as weakness, faintness, lowness of spirits, nervous headaches, and consequently weakness of sight, sometimes terminating in total blindness. 2. It hurts the mind, it weakens the understanding. It blunts the imagination. It weakens the memory. It dulls all the nobler affections. It takes off the edge of the soul, impairs its vigour and firmness, and infuses a wrong softness, quite inconsistent with the character of a good soldier of Jesus Christ. It grieves the Holy Spirit of God, and prevents, or at least lessens, those blessed influences which tend to make you not almost but altogether a Christian.

B 06 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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I advise you, therefore, from this day forward, not trusting in yourself, but in Him that raiseth the dead, to take exactly so much sleep as nature requires, and no more. If you need between seven and eight hours, then, in the name of God, begin! This very night, in spite of all temptation to the contrary, lie down at ten o'clock, and rise between five and six, whether you sleep or no. If your head aches in the day, bear it. In a week you will sleep sound. If you can take this advice, you may receive more from, my dear Sally, Yours most affectionately.

B 10 To His Nephew Charles Wesley

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To his Nephew Charles Wesley Date: NEAR LEEDS, August 4, 1781. I have long observed you with a curious eye; not as a musician, but as an immortal spirit, that is come forth from God the Father of spirits, and is returning to Him in a few moments. But have you well considered this Metkinks, if you had, it would be ever uppermost in your thoughts. For what trifles in comparison of this are all the shining baubles of the world! Wise is the man that labors to secure The mighty, the important stake, And by all methods strives to make His passage safe and his reception sure. God has favored you with many advantages. You have health, strength, and a thousand outward blessings. And why should not you have all the inward blessings which God hath prepared for those that love Him You are good-humored, mild, and harmless; but unless you are born again, you cannot see the kingdom of God! But ask, and you shall receive; for it is nigh at hand. I am, dear Charles, Your affectionate Uncle.

B 14 To Ann Loxdale

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To Ann Loxdale Date: SHEFFIELD, August 15, 1781. MY DEAR MISS LOXDALE, Your letter gave much satisfaction. Whereunto you have attained hold fast, and 'press on toward the mark, the prize of your high calling of God in Christ Jesus.' I do not see any reason to doubt but that you have tasted of the pure love of God. But you seem to be only a babe in that state, and have therefore need to go forward continually. It is by doing and suffering the whole will of our Lord that we grow up in Him that is our Head; and if you diligently hearken to His voice, He will show you the way wherein you should go. But you have need to be exceeding faithful to the light He gives you. 'While you have the light walk in the light,' and it will continually increase. Do not regard the judgment of the world, even of those called the religious world. You are not to conform to the judgment of others, but to follow your own light; that which the blessed Spirit gives you from time to time, which is truth and is no lie. That He may guide you and your sister into all truth and all holiness is the prayer of, my dear Miss Loxdale, Yours most affectionately.

B 15 To Mrs Malenoir

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To Mrs. Malenoir Date: LONDON, August 19, 1781. MY DEAR SISTER, Indeed, I began to be a little jealous over you lest your love was growing cold. Only I frequently heard something of you from our dear friend Sister Ward, who has been a sharer with you in all your afflictions. It has pleased God to try you as silver is tried; but you will lose nothing beside your dross. In every temptation hitherto He has made a way to escape, that you might be able to bear it. If your temptations have been of an uncommon and delicate nature, this was all permitted in tender mercy that you might receive the greater profit thereby, and by so much the more conform to the image of our Lord. I must inquire of my friends what is the most practicable way of doing something for your son. Samuel Malenoir. If I can find any one that is acquainted with the captain of the Grafton, this will be the easiest way. But I am this evening setting out for Bristol. Peace be with your spirit! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

B 16 To His Nephew Charles Wesley

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To his Nephew Charles Wesley Date: BRISTOL, September 8, 1781. Your very affectionate Uncle.

B 17 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: BRISTOL, September 8, 1781. MY DEAR SALLY, It is certain the Author of our nature designed that we should not destroy but regulate our desire for knowledge. What course you may take in order to this I will now briefly point out. See letter in June 1764 to Margaret Lewen. 1. You want to know God, in order to enjoy Him in time and eternity. 2. All you want to know of Him is contained in one book, the Bible. And all you learn is to be referred to this, either directly or remotely. 3. Would it not be well, then, to spend at least an hour a day in reading and meditating on the Bible reading every morning and evening a portion of the Old and New Testament with the Explanatory Notes 4. Might you not read two or three hours in the morning and one or two in the afternoon When you are tired of severer studies, you may relax your mind by history or poetry. 5. The first thing you should understand a little of is Grammar. You may read first the Kingswood English Grammar, and then Bishop Lowth's Introduction. 6. You should acquire (if you have not already) some knowledge of Arithmetic. Dilworth's Arithmetic would suffice. 7. For Geography I think you need only read over Randal's or Guthrie's Geographical Grammar. 8. Watts's Logic is not a very good one; but I believe you cannot find a better. 9. In Natural Philosophy you have all that you need to know in the Survey of the Wisdom of God in Creation. But you may add the Glasgow Edinburgh abridgement of Mr. Hutchinson's Works. 10. With any or all of the foregoing studies you may intermix that of History. You may begin with Rollin's Ancient History; and afterwards read in order the Concise History of the Church, Burnet's History of the Reformation, the Concise History of England, Clarendon's History of the Rebellion, Neal's History of the Puritans, his History of New England, and Robertson's History of America. 11. In Metaphysics you may read Locke's Essay on the Human Understanding and Malebranche's Search after Truth.

B 17 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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12. For Poetry you may read Spenser's Fairy Queen, select parts of Shakspeare, Fairfax's or Hoole's Godfrey of Bouillon, Paradise Lost, the Night Thoughts, and Young's Moral and Sacred Poems. 13. You may begin and end with Divinity; in which I will only add, to the books mentioned before, Bishop Pearson On the Creed and the Christian Library. By this course of study you may gain all the knowledge which any reasonable Christian needs. But remember, before all, in all, and above all, your great point is to know the only true God and Jesus Christ whom He hath sent. I am, my dear Sally, Your affectionate Uncle.

B 22 To John Bredin

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To John Bredin Date: NEAR BRISTOL, September 22, 1781. MY DEAR BROTHER, I supposed you to be a dying man, and had therefore no thought of your being an Assistant or even a traveling preacher. Bredin had been at Athlone, and was now in the Londonderry Circuit, though his name does not appear in the Minutes. See letters of May 17 and Oct. But if you can undertake it, do. The more exercise you use the better. But the morning preaching must not be left off on any account. That is the glory of the Methodists. It is hardly worth while to keep an horse for the sake of three or four little places. We have need to save all possible expense. Several of our preachers in England now walk their circuits. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 30 To Samuel Bradburn

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To Samuel Bradburn Date: LONDON, November 6, 1781. I have no objection to mortgaging the house. I do not see anything else that we can do in this matter, Do all things as mildly and smoothly as you can; but, whenever you have the rule on your side, the opposers must either bend or break. It would then be worth while to lose fifty members rather than not carry your point. If A. Mather had not been married, he might have done anything. In any wise you must clip the wings of those local preachers who do not punctually observe your directions. Either mend them or end them. On condition that one horse only be kept in each circuit, I consent to the dividing the circuit into two. Do all you can to procure subscribers for the History. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 37 To Ellen Gretton

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To Ellen Gretton Date: LONDON, November 19, 1781. MY DEAR SISTER, The affection which I have felt for you ever since I had the pleasure of your company at Mr. Dodwell's The Rev. William Dodwell. Wesley preached in his church at Welby on July 8, and next day at Grantham. He assisted Wesley on July 13, 1788, in administering the Lord's Supper at Nottingham and was at the Conference of 1782. He died in 1824, leaving 10,000 to the Wesleyan Missionary Society and 10,000 to the Bible Society. See Journal, vi. 328, vii. 416. will never suffer your letters to be troublesome to me any more than your conversation. I rejoice to hear that the consolations of the Holy One are not small with you. All these are given for that very end, to enlarge and strengthen your desires, and to quicken your hope of that perfect love which is nigh, even at the door! How soon may you find the fulfilling of that word, 'All things are possible to him that believeth'! Now believe and enter in! 'The promise is sure.' He cannot deny Himself. In order to show you more of your own weakness and His power, He suffers you to be variously tempted. But still in every temptation he makes a way to escape that you may be able to bear it. As I was going through Grantham After preaching at Sheffield on Aug. 15, he 'took chaise with Dr. Coke; and, traveling day and night, the next evening came to London.' See Journal, vi. 331. I cast a wishful eye at the place where I spent a little time with my dear friend. But you were all, I suppose, fast asleep, and it was too early to wake you. I trust there shall never be wanting a little company of you to watch over one another in love. Peace be with all your spirits! My dear Nelly, I regard you much. Receive me as your friend. Perhaps there are not many that would be more glad to serve you in anything than Yours very affectionately.

B 39 To Various Friends

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To Various Friends Date: November 19, 1781. 1. For many years I have earnestly advised both in public and in private all in connection with me who have been brought up in the Established Church to continue therein, and of consequence to attend the public service of the Church at all opportunities; and my reasons for so doing I published to all the world more than twenty years ago. Reasons against a Separation from the Ckurch of England, 1758. See Works, xiii. 224-32; Green's Bibliography, No. 201; and letter of Jan. 9, 1782. 2. But a few months ago I was favored with a letter which required me to review my sentiments. It is signed by several members of our Society, men of a loving spirit and of an unblameable conversation; and it is worthy of the greater regard, as they speak not only in their own name but in the name of many who wish to have a conscience void of offense both towards God and towards man. 3. Part of it runs thus: Having read many of your books and heard many of your preachers, and being in connection with you, we have from time to time been advised by them and you constantly to attend the church. But we find that neither you nor your preachers have given any countenance to the doctrines of Calvinism. This induces us humbly to ask the following questions: First. Whether you would have us to go to that church where the doctrines of Calvinism are continually inculcated, and where the doctrines taught by you, Christian Perfection in particular, are continually exploded. Secondly. Whether you think we shall be profited in any degree by hearing such preaching. Thirdly. Whether it is not a means of filling our hearts with prejudice either against those preachers or against the truth. Fourthly. Whether hearing them does not expose us to temptation from those who continually ask, 'How did you like the sermon to-day' We cannot dissemble; and if we do not, we offend them. If you please, you may give us your sentiments in the Arrninian Magazine. July 24, 1781.

B 39 To Various Friends

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4. It is a delicate as well as important point, on which I hardly know how to answer. I cannot lay down any general rule. All I can say at present is, If it does not hurt you, hear them; if it does, refrain. Be determined by your own conscience. Let every man in particular act 'as he is fully persuaded in his own mind.'

B 43 To Mrs Downes

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To Mrs. Downes Date: LONDON, December 1, 1781. MY DEAR SISTER, Never be afraid that I should think your letters troublesome; I am never so busy as to forget my friends. Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher made an excellent beginning, and I trust they will increase with all the increase of God. Now let all of you that remain in the neighborhood arise up and supply her lack of service. Be instant in season, out of season, that all may know you have caught her mantle! See letters of Nov. 24 and Dec. 9. But pray do not suffer my poor Miss Ritchie to work herself to death. Let her do all she can, and not more than she can. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 46 To Hester Ann Roe

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To Hester Ann Roe Date: LONDON, December 9, 1781. MY DEAR HETTY, We may easily account for those notices which we frequently receive, either sleeping or waking, upon the scriptural supposition that 'He giveth His angels charge over us to keep us in all our ways.' How easy is it for them, who have at all times so ready an access to our souls, to impart to us whatever may be a means of increasing our holiness or our happiness! So that we may well say with pious Bishop Ken, O may Thy angels, while we sleep, Around our beds their vigils keep, Their love angelical instill, Stop every avenue of ill! Without needing to use any other arguments, you have a clear proof in your own experience that our blessed Lord is both able and willing to give us always what He gives once; that there is no necessity of ever losing what we receive in the moment of justification or sanctification. But it is His will that all the light and love which we then receive should increase more and more unto the perfect day. If you are employed to assist the children that are brought to the birth, that groan either for the first or the pure love, happy are you l But this is not all your work. No, my Hetty; you are likewise to watch over the new-born babes. Although they have much love, they have not yet either much light or much strength; so that they never had more need of your assistance, that they may neither be turned out of the way nor hindered in running the race that is set before them. I should not have been willing that Miss Bosanquet should have been joined to any other person than Mr. Fletcher; but I trust she may be as useful with him as she was before. See letter of Dec, 1.

A 05 To Hester Anne Roe

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To Hester Anne Roe Date: LONDON, January 7, 1782. My DEAR HETTY, You should always have in readiness that little tract The Plain Account of Christian Perfection. There is nothing that would so effectually stop the mouths of those who call this 'a new doctrine.' All who thus object are really (though they suspect nothing less) seeking sanctification by works. If it be by works, then certainly these will need time in order to the doing of these works. But if it is by faith, it is plain a moment is as a thousand years. Then God says (in the spiritual as in the outward world), Let there be light, and there is light. I am in great hopes, as John Sellars See letter of Jan. 18. got his own soul much quickened in Macdesfield, he will now be a blessing to many at Chester. A few witnesses of pure love remain there still; but several are gone to Abraham's bosom. Encourage those in Macclesfield who enjoy it to speak explicitly what they do experience, and to go on till they know all that 'love of God that pusseth knowledge.' Give all the help you can, my dear Hetty, to them, and to Yours most affectionately.

A 06 To Mr

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To Mr. - Date: LEWISHAM, January 9, 1782. 1. Last summer I received a letter from Yorkshire See letter of Nov. 19, 1781. signed by several serious men, who proposed a difficulty they were under, wherein they knew not how to act. And, indeed, I did not well know how to advise them. So I delayed giving them a determinate answer till I could lay the matter before our brethren at the ensuing Conference. 2. Their difficulty was this: 'You advise all the members of our Societies constantly to attend the service of the Church. We have done so for a considerable time. But very frequently Mr. R., our minister, preaches not only what we believe to be false, but dangerously false, doctrine. He asserts and endeavors to prove that we cannot be saved from our sins in this life, and that we must not hope to be perfected in love on this side eternity. Our nature is very willing to receive this; therefore it is very liable to hurt us. Hence we have a doubt whether it is our duty to hear this preaching, which experience shows to weaken our souls.' 3. This letter I laid before the Conference, and we easily perceived the difficulty therein proposed concerned not only the Society at Baildon but many others in various parts of the kingdom. It was therefore considered at large, and all our brethren were desired to speak their sentiments freely. In the conclusion they unanimously agreed, first, that it was highly expedient all the Methodists (so called) who had been bred therein should attend the service of the Church as often as possible; but that, secondly, if the minister began either to preach the Absolute Decrees or to rail at and ridicule Christian Perfection, they should quietly and silently go out of the church, yet attend it again the next opportunity.

A 06 To Mr

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4. I have since that time revolved this matter over and over in my own mind; and the more I consider it, the more I am convinced this was the best answer that could be given. I still advise all our friends, when this case occurs, quietly and silently to go out. Only I must earnestly caution them not to be critical; not to make a man an offender for a word no, nor for a few sentences, which any who believe the decrees may drop without design. But if such a minister should at any time deliberately and of set purpose endeavor to establish Absolute Predestination or to confute Scriptural Perfection, then I advise all the Methodists in the congregation quietly to go away.

A 07 To Hester Ann Roe

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To Hester Ann Roe Date: LONDON, January 17, 1782. MY DEAR HETTY, In the success of Mr. Leach's preaching we have one proof of a thousand that the blessing of God always attends the publishing of full salvation as attainable now by simple faith. But there is a danger here which is to be carefully guarded against namely, lest the other preachers should be jealous of his success. This has been a very common case. And you can hardly conceive what a grievous hindrance it has always been to the work of God. Both he himself, therefore, and all that love him should do everything that is in their power to prevent it; he especially, by an humble, condescending, obliging behavior to his fellow laborers. And it will be prudent for you all not to speak too strongly in commendation of him in their hearing; for, you know, 'the spirit that is in us lusteth to envy.' I have never at all repented of my late journey to Chester In April 1782. See Journal, vi. 313.; a flame was kindled both there and at Wrexham, which I trust will not soon be put out. I do not know that I have spent a day at Chester with so much satisfaction for many a year. This afternoon I was agreeably surprised by a letter from our dear Miss Ritchie. See his reply on Jan. 19. It really seems as if God, in answer to many prayers, has lent her to us yet a little longer. He bringeth down to the grave and bringeth up again. Wise are all His ways! I am not assured that there is not something preternatural in those pains which you frequently experience. Not improbably they are caused by a messenger of Satan, who is permitted to buffet you. But all is well; you find in this and all things His grace is sufficient for you. I always am, my dear Hetty, Most affectionately yours.

A 11 To Elizabeth Ritchie

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To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: LONDON, January 19, 1782. It seemed a little strange to me, my dear Betsy, that I did not hear from you for so long a time. But I imputed your silence to your bodily weakness, of which several of our friends sent me word. From our brethren in various parts of England and Ireland I have very pleasing accounts of the uncommon blessings which many received at the time of renewing their covenant with God. I am glad to hear that you at Otley had your share. That point, entire salvation from inbred sin, can hardly ever be insisted upon, either in preaching or prayer, without a particular blessing. Honest Isaac Brown The preacher at Keighley. He is named in the Deed of Declaration, and is one of four to whom Wesley left any money found in his pockets and bureau after his death. firmly believes this doctrine, that we are to be saved from all sin in this life. But I wish, when opportunity serves, you would encourage him (1) to preach Christian perfection, constantly, strongly, and explicitly; (2) explicitly to assert and prove that it may be received now and (3) (which indeed is implied therein) that it is to be received by simple faith. In every state of mind, in that of conviction or justification or sanctification, I believe every person may either go sensibly backward, or seem to stand still, or go forward. I incline to think all the persons you mention were fully sanctified. But some of them, watching unto prayer, went on from faith to faith; while the others, being less watchful, seemed to stand still, but were indeed imperceptibly backsliding. Wishing you all may increase with all the increase of God, I am Ever yours.

A 13 To Samuel Bardsley

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To Samuel Bardsley Date: LONDON, January 25, 1782. Your affectionate brother.

A 16 To Ellen Gretton

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To Ellen Gretton Date: LAMBETH, February 12, 1782. MY DEAR SISTER, If it pleases God to visit us with adversity, undoubtedly He will send a blessing with it. It will be for our profit, a means of weaning us from the world and uniting us more closely to Him. And if afterwards He changes it for prosperity, this also will be for good. It is our wisdom to improve the present state, be it one or the other. With what will be we have nothing to do. We need take no thought for the morrow. As yet I do not see my way clear, but wait for farther evidence, before I can determine whether I should put out toward Ireland or Scotland. If I do set out for Ireland and am driven back again, As he had been in April 1781. See letter of May 8 of that year. I shall say, Good is the will of the Lord. 'With good advice make war.' Do not hastily engage in anything so far that you cannot retreat. One would be particularly wary in that circumstance, which, as Prior observed, Slay or strife, Is all the color of remaining life. Prior's Solomon, ii. 234-5: 'Love Why 'tis joy or sorrow, peace or strife; 'Tis all the color of remaining life.' Concerning this especially be much in prayer, and the unction of the Holy One will guide you. I am, my dear Nelly, Yours very affectionately. My kind love to Sister Fisher and Brother Derry. See letter of Jan. 5 to Miss Gretton.

A 19 To William Wafters

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To William Wafters Date: LONDON, February 22, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, YOU send me an agreeable account of the work of God in America. It is amazing that any good should be done in a time of so much hurry and confusion when one would imagine man would think of nothing but the works of the devil. I wish you would send me whenever you have an opportunity a particular account of what is doing throughout the province. Formerly we had some Societies in North Carolina and likewise in Maryland. I hope they still subsist and are growing in grace as well as increasing in number. It is a great blessing that there is an end of that unhappy dispute, which otherwise would have torn you all in pieces. Again and again it has been set on foot in England and Ireland, But it never came to any height. We always took care to suppress it at the very beginning, so that it could not do much mischief. I hope Mr. Jarrett is not weary of well doing, but goes on with his labor of love. Now and then I suppose you can contrive to send a letter to New York and thence to your friends in England. The word of God has free course throughout these kingdoms and sinks deep into many hearts. I have pleasing accounts from various parts where many are justified and many sanctified, and so it is wherever our preachers strongly and explicitly exhort all the believers to go on to perfection. Peace be with all your spirits. I am, my dear brother, Your affectionate brother. To a Respectful Reader 6 LONDON, February 23, 1782.

A 24 To Mrs Knapp

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To Mrs. Knapp LONDON, February 27, 1782. MY DEAR SISTER, If ever I observe you in any fault, I shall certainly tell you of it, because I love you much; and I am persuaded you would not be angry but rather pleased with my plain dealing. I wrote word to Brother Knapp that I hoped to be with you on the 20th of March. I am pleased with any opportunity of spending a little time with you; and when I am at Worcester, let me have a few minutes with you alone, that you may be able to speak freely. I want you to be 'all praise, all meekness, and all love.' You know that's your calling. I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

A 31 To Thomas Brisco

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To Thomas Brisco Date: BRISTOL, March 12, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, On Thursday, April 4, I expect to be at Manchester. The plan of my journey through Yorkshire I have sent to Brother Mather, from whom you may have a copy if you have it not already. I desire no better lodging than either that at Birstall or Dawgreen. You have done well in changing the hours of preaching at Morley. I would encourage all persons to go to church as much as they possibly can. The meeting the children, whenever there is an opportunity, is a point of the utmost importance. By earnest exhortation we may prevail upon their parents in all our larger Societies to send them, and some of them will second the advices which their children receive from the preachers. I hope you give Sister Brisco full employment. She may be of great use. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 40 To Samuel Mitchell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Mitchell Date: MANCHESTER, April 6, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, Joseph Pilmoor did not let me know that you had sent a plan of the circuit to Dublin. Otherwise George Whitfield need not have wrote. It is very probable I may get as far as Dublin, in order to hold a little Conference, about the beginning of July. As it was so greatly wanted and the people were so willing, you did well to begin the preaching-house, and as far as circumstances will admit let it be built accordingly to the directions laid down in the Minutes. If you strongly and explicitly encourage all the believers in every place to expect present and full salvation from all sin, the work of the Lord will prosper in your hands. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate friend and brother. You will contrive to send Brother Foster's letter to him.

A 48 To Martha Chapman

John Wesley · None · letter
To Martha Chapman Date: SUNDERLAND, May 25, 1782. MY DEAR SISTER, Some fault we may allow to be in the heart of that poor creature. But undoubtedly the main fault lies in her head. It is as manifest a case of insanity as ever came under my notice. With regard to you, it is the wise providence of God. For the present it is not joyous, but grievous; yet by-and-by you will find all these things working together for good. I advise you all to let her say whatever she has a mind to say. But answer her not one word either bad or good. I am, my dear Patty, Your affectionate brother.

A 50 To Captain Webb

John Wesley · None · letter
To Captain Webb Date: SUNDERLAND, May 25, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, Explain to our brethren wherever you go your conversation with Colonel Barr, and enforce the proposal as far as you can. Then you will the better be able to judge what number of soldiers you may reasonably expect to raise among the Methodists. I wish you would tell Mr. Moore The preachers in Bristol in 1781 were John Pawson, John Murlin, and William Moore. Alexander M'Nab had been Pawson's predecessor in 1779, and had caused much trouble at Bath. See letter of Jan. 18, 1780. I desire he would not converse at all with the Separatists at Bath. If he does, I shall look upon it as an open declaration that he has no regard for me. If twenty people pledge themselves for Mr. Walker, John Walker was now at Gloucester, and next Conference 'desists from traveling.' they may. But I have nothing more to do with him. I will give him one more guinea, and that is all. I am Your affectionate brother.

A 51 To Charles Attoore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Charles Attoore Date: ALNWICK, May 28, 1782. Your affectionate brother.

A 52 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: ALNWICK, May 28, 1782. About noon I preached at Horbury. In the evening I preached and met the Society at Wakefield. He was at Wakefield on April 10, 1780. At night, a little before I went to bed, the trustees came again, got round, and worried me down. But I think they cannot worry you. May not you very properly write to Mr. Valton - 'If the trustees will settle the Birstall house on the Methodist plan, I will sign their deed with all my heart; but if they build an house for a Presbyterian meeting-house, I will not, I dare not, have anything to do with it.' I never yet sent a letter of attorney on such an occasion, nor wrote in any other form than this, 'Its receipt shall be your discharge.' If the executor says, 'I will not pay it on such a receipt,' then I will send a letter of attorney. The beginning of Rodney's account is utterly unfashionable. News arrived early in May of Rodney's great victory over the French Navy near the island of Dominica on April 12. I wonder how it entered into his head. We 'get God on our side' by the continual prayer of thousands. You may send me Cicero, and Fabritius, and the American War, together with the next Magazines, to York. I expect to be ten or twelve days in and near Edinburgh, and about the 17th of June at Newcastle. Peace be with you all! Adieu!

A 56 To Jonathan Hern

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jonathan Hern Date: ALNWICK, June 16, 1782. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 57 To Hester Ann Roe

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hester Ann Roe Date: DARLINGTON, June 25, 1782. MY DEAR HETTY, It is certain there has been for these forty years such an outpouring of the Spirit and such an increase of vital religion as has not been in England before for many centuries; and it does not appear that the work of God at all decays. In many places there is a considerable increase of it; so that we have reason to hope that the time is at hand when the kingdom of God shall come with power, and all the people of this poor heathen land shall know Him, from the least unto the greatest. I am glad you had so good an opportunity of talking with Mr. Sellars. Surely, if prayer was made for him, so useful an instrument as he was would not be suffered to lose all his usefulness. I wish you could make such little excursions oftener, as you always find your labor is not in vain. Many years since, Madame Bourignon's Works were put into my hands, particularly the treatises Mr. Sellars so strongly recommends, with her Exterior and Interior Life, written by herself. It was easy to see she was a person dead to the world and much devoted to God; yet I take her to be very many degrees beneath both Mr. De Renty and Gregory Lopez nay, I do not believe she had so much genuine Christian experience as either David Brainerd or Thomas Walsh. What makes many passages both in her life and in her writings so striking is that they are so peculiar they are so entirely her own, so different from everything which we have seen or heard elsewhere! But this is in reality not an excellence, but a capital defect. Her expressions naturally tend to give a new set of ideas: they will set imagination at work, and make us fancy we saw wonderful things, but they were only shadows. I avoid, I am afraid of, whatever is peculiar, either in the experience or language of any one. I desire nothing, I will accept of nothing, but .the common faith and the common salvation.

B 05 To Ellen Gretton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ellen Gretton Date: LONDON, July 23, 1782. MY DEAR MISS GRETTON, We are frequently called to give up our own will, not only when it is contrary to the will of God, but when it seems to us we desire to do this or that purely to promote His glory. And in cases of this kind we are required (in a sense) to give up our understanding as well as our will. By making this sacrifice we profit much; we die to ourselves and advance in the life of God. But I do not apprehend you are at all obliged to make a sacrifice of all your religious friends, all the opportunities of doing good, and all the means of grace which you now enjoy, if there be any possibility of avoiding it. You have undoubtedly returned your thankful acknowledgments both to your father and your brother for their kind offer. But I should think it was your best way neither to accept nor refuse it for the present. I commend you to His care who loves you; and am, dear Nelly, Yours affectionately. I know not but I may find a way for your coming to Conference. It met in London at the beginning of August. See W.H.S. xiv. 2-3.

B 07 To Thomas Rutherford

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rutherford Date: LONDON, July 29, 1782. Pray tell Richard Calent I thank him for his letter. I have a letter likewise from George Pellet, of Eyre Court, and am glad to hear his daughter is so well married. Now I speak a word to you in your ear. Thomas Bethell See letter of Oct. 19. has been basely used. James Deaves is deeply prejudiced against him, and has prejudiced many others. Do all you can by little and little to remove that prejudice. He is a downright honest man, and 'a troublesome man' only to mongrel Methodists. I thank nobody for hindering his prayer-meeting, which was a direct affront to me. Give him the note which I have enclosed. I am, with love to Sister Rutherford, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 15 To Jasper Winscom

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jasper Winscom Date: LONDON, August 10, 1782. Your affectionate brother.

B 22 To Joseph Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Taylor Date: BRISTOL, September 9, 1782. You remember the rule of Conference that every Assistant should take my books in his own hands, See previous letter and that of Sept. 24. as having better opportunities of dispersing them than any private person can possibly have. I desire you would do this without delay. The Primitive Physick should be in every family. So should the Christian Pattern if possible. Of the Magazines I need say nothing. Herein I am persuaded you will tread in James Rogers's steps, and go beyond him as far as you can. The children will require much attention; and the bands too, or they will molder away. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 23 To Mr Joseph Taylor At The Preaching

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. Joseph Taylor, At the PreachingDate: FROME, September 12, 1782. I have lately heard, to my no small surprise, that a person professing himself a Quaker, and supposed to be a man of some character, has confidently reported that he has been at Sunderland himself and inquired into the case of Elizabeth Hobson, that she was a woman of a very indifferent character, that the story she told was purely her own invention, and that John Wesley himself was now fully convinced that there was no truth in it. From what motive a man should invent and publish all over England (for I have heard this in various places) an whole train of absolute, notorious falsehoods, I cannot at all imagine. On the contrary, I declare to all the world, (1) that Elizabeth Hobson was an eminently pious woman, that she lived and died without the least blemish of any kind, without the least stain upon her character; (2) that the relation could not possibly have been her own invention, as there were many witnesses to several parts of it, as Mr. Parker, the two attorneys whom she employed, Miss Hesmer, and many others; and (3) that I myself am fully persuaded that every circumstance of it is literally and punctually true. I know that those who fashionably deny the existence of spirits are hugely disgusted at accounts of this kind. I know that they incessantly labor to spread this disgust among those that are of a better mind, because if one of these accounts be admitted their whole system falls to the ground. But whoever is pleased or displeased, I must testify what I believe to be the truth. Indeed, I never myself saw the appearance of an unbodied spirit; and I never saw the commission of a murder. Yet upon the testimony of unexceptionable witnesses, I can firmly believe both one and the other.

B 29 To Penelope Newman

John Wesley · None · letter
To Penelope Newman Date: BRISTOL, October 1, 1782. MY DEAR SISTER, I have often been concerned at your being cooped up in a corner; now you are likely to have a wider field of action. Only the danger will be lest, when you have more opportunity, you should have less desire of doing good. This is the case of many pious persons when they marry, and I do not wonder at it. I should rather wonder it is not the case of all. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 34 To Zachariah Yemdall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Zachariah Yemdall Date: SEVENOAKS, October 21, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, Undoubtedly you are to act as Assistant; and if you carefully read the great Minutes of the Conference and keep close to them in every point, assuredly you will see the fruit of your labor. But whom can you get to help you I know none, unless you can persuade Brother Rutherford to spare you Andrew Blair, and to take a poor invalid, John Mayly (who is now at Dublin), in his stead. See letters of Oct. 19 (to Thomas Rutherford) and Nov. You know, we have no preachers to spare; every one is employed: and we can neither make preachers nor purchase them. God alone can thrust them out into His harvest. All you can do until H. Grave comes is to divide yourself between Cork and Bandon. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 40 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
Afterwards I built the preaching-houses in Kingswood and at Newcastle-upon-Tyne. But I took care that none but myself should have any right to name preachers for them. About this time a preaching-house was built at Birstall by contributions and collections. But John Nelson, knowing no better, suffered a deed to be drawn without my consent or knowledge giving twelve or thirteen persons a power not only of placing but even of displacing the preachers at their pleasure. Had I then known of this I should have insisted on having it altered as that at Bristol. Soon after this I was informed that the houses at Bristol, Kingswood, and Newcastle were my property, and as such liable to descend to my heirs. I immediately procured a form to be drawn up by three of the most eminent counselors in London, whereby not only these houses but all hereafter to be built might be settled on such a plan as would infallibly secure them from the heirs of the proprietor for the purpose originally intended. In process of time, Birstall being too small for the congregation, it was moved to build a new one; and a deed was prepared which (like the old) gave a few people the power both to place and displace preachers at pleasure. When I heard this, I vehemently objected to it, and positively refused to sign it. But in the evening several came and strongly urged me to sign, averring that the old deed could not be altered; on which consideration I at length unwillingly complied. This was mentioned at the ensuing Conference See Works, viii. 329-32.; and it was asked What can be done with regard to the preaching-house at Birstall 'The answer was, If the trustees still refuse to settle it on the Methodist plan, (1) let a plain state of the case be drawn up; (2) let a collection be made throughout all England in order to purchase ground and to build another preaching-house as near the present as may be.

B 40 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
But why should not all our houses be settled like that at Birstall Because, if the trustees have a power to place and displace preachers, then (1) Itinerant preaching is at an end. When the trustees in any place have fixed a preacher they like, the rotation of preachers there is at an end at least, till they pick a quarrel with him and turn him out. (2) While he stays, how he will be gagged, since if he displeases the trustees he will lose his bread! and how will he dare to put a trustee out of the Society (3) If any beside the Conference name the preachers, surely it should not be twenty or thirty men, but all the Society unless you would say all the congregation. (4) The power of these trustees is greater than that of any noble-man-yea, or of the King himself. He can put in a preacher where he is patron; but he cannot put him out. 'But since this power will not commence till after your death, why should you oppose it' Because none else can oppose it so effectually. I have more influence than any other person is likely to have after me. And every one sees I am not pleading my own cause (as they would say the other preachers were); I am pleading not for myself, but for every preacher who desires to act on the old Methodist plan. I am pleading for Mr. Hopper, Mr. Bradburn, Mr. Benson, that you may not be liable to be turned out of all or any of our houses without any reason given at the pleasure of twenty or thirty men. I say 'or any'; for I see no sufficient reason for giving up any house in England. And if one were given up, more would follow; it would be as the letting out of water. 'But you did consent to it with regard to this house.' Yes, I was worked into an unwilling consent and even this was grounded on the positive assertion that the deed could not be altered. Whereas it was actually altered in the second deed, not in one but in twenty places.

B 40 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
The plain conclusion is, if the trustees will not alter the deed, they must keep their house, and we must bu'11d another. 'But then you occasion endless strife, animosity, confusion, and destroy the work of God.' No, not I: it is these trustees that cause all the strife, animosity, and confusion. I go on in the old way. It is they that, by going out of it, hinder, yea destroy, the work of God. I sit down with the loss; leave them the house, and go on as if they were not in the world. It is they who do the wrong, who bawl with all their might and pour out bitter words. But let them take care; for God heareth, and He will arise and maintain His own cause. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 43 To The Earl Of Shelburne

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Earl of Shelburne Date: LONDON, December 1782. MY LORD, If I wrong your Lordship, I am sorry for it; but I really believe your Lordship fears God: and I hope your Lordship has no unfavorable opinion of the Christian revelation. This encourages me to trouble your Lordship with a few lines, which otherwise I should not take upon me to do. Above thirty years ago a motion was made in Parliament for raising and embodying the militia, and for exercising them (to save time) on Sunday. When the motion was like to pass, an old gentleman stood up and said, 'Mr. Speaker, I have one objection to this: I believe an old book called the Bible.' The members looked at one another, and the motion was dropped. Must not all others who believe the Bible have the very same objection And from what I have seen, I cannot but think these are still three-fourths of the nation. Now, setting religion out of the question, is it expedient to give such a shock to so many millions of people at once And certainly it would shock them extremely, it would wound them in a very tender part. For would not they, would not all England, would not all Europe, consider this as a virtual repeal of the Bible And would not all serious persons say, 'We have little religion in the land now; but by this step we shall have less still. For, wherever this pretty show is to be seen, the people will flock together, and will lounge away so much time before and after it that the churches will be emptier than they are at present!' My Lord, I am concerned for this on a double account. First, because I have personal obligations to your Lordship, and would fain, even for this reason, recommend your Lordship to the love and esteem of all over whom I have any influence. Secondly, because I now reverence your Lordship for your office' sake, and believe it to be my bounden duty to do all that is in my little power to advance your Lordship's influence and reputation.

B 47 To Thomas Davenport

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Davenport Date: LONDON, December 23 1782. Our little Society 'A Plan of the Society, instituted in January 1782, to distribute Religious Tracts among the Poor.' See Tyerman's Wesley, iii. 369. for dispersing religious books among the poor has now spread them through all England. Two of the books which they disperse are Alleyne's Alarm and Baxter's Call to the Unconverted. Any person that subscribes half a guinea or a guinea yearly will have four times as many books sent down as he could otherwise purchase with that sum. It seems this is one of the most excellent charities that we can be concerned in. One of our Society here went to rest on Tuesday last, and another on Wednesday. They had both walked in heaviness for many years; but God did not forsake them at the last. The sting of death was taken away, and they calmly fell asleep. But there is not any need for you to stay so long before your spirit rejoices in God your Savior. He is not far from you now! All things are ready. Lo! on the wings of love He flies, And brings redemption near! I am, dear sir, Your very affectionate brother.

B 53 To Zachariah Yewdall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Zachariah Yewdall Date: LONDON, December 31, 1782. MY DEAR BROTHER, You fear when no fear is. I have appointed Mr. Blair to labor with you at Cork and Bandon, and shall not alter that appointment without stronger reasons than I am likely to see. If I live, I shall probably see Ireland in summer; if I do not, I expect Dr. Coke will. Robert Blake may go just where he will; I have nothing to do with him. Three times he left his circuit without the consent of his Assistant. Blake was a young Englishman who became an itinerant in 1778. He was now at Athione. See letter of Feb. 9, 1783. He has stupidly and saucily affronted almost all the leaders. His high spirit, I fear, will destroy him. Till he is deeply humbled, I disclaim all fellowship with him. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 04 To Joseph Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Taylor Date: LONDON, January 16, 1783. In my Journals, in the Magazine, in every possible way, I have advised the Methodists to keep to the Church. They that do this most prosper best in their souls; I have observed it long. If ever the Methodists in general were to leave the Church, I must leave them. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 17 To John Baxendale

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Baxendale Date: BRISTOL, March 7, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, I had much satisfaction when I was with you last; and hope to spend a night with you again, though I can't yet fix the time. He was at Wigan on April 15, 1782, and again in May 1783. See letter of Feb. 19, 1784. I agree with you it would be well if your chapel were properly settled. You do well to lose no opportunity of enlarging your borders. It is an acceptable time. We are now more especially called to preach the gospel to every creature; and many of the last shall be first. If we live to meet, I shall be glad to converse with that good young woman you speak of. The happy death of that poor mourner was a token for good. It was intended to encourage you in warning every one and exhorting every one, even though you do not see any present fruit. In due time you shall reap if you faint not. Strongly exhort all believers to go on to perfection. I am Your affectionate brother.

A 20 To Hester Ann Roe

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hester Ann Roe Date: BRISTOL, March 16, 1783. MY DEAR HETTY, I shall not be able to come to Macclesfield quite as soon as usual this year; for the preaching-houses at Hinckley and Nottingham are to be opened, which I take in my way. I expect to be at Nottingham April 1; but how long I shall stay there I cannot yet determine: thence I shall probably come by Derby to Macclesfield. It has frequently been upon my mind of late that my pilgrimage is nearly at an end; and one of our sisters here told us this morning a particular dream which she had two months ago. She dreamt the time of Conference was come, and that she was in a church expecting me to come in; when she saw a coffin brought in, followed by Dr. Coke and Mr. Fletcher, and then by all our preachers walking two and two. A fortnight ago she dreamt the same dream again. Such a burying I have ordered in my will, absolutely forbidding either hearse or coach. I intended to have wrote a good deal more; but I am hardly able. For a few days past I have had just such a fever as I had a few years ago in Ireland. But all is well. I am in no pain; but the wheels of life seem scarcely able to turn any longer. Yet I made a shift this morning to preach to a crowded audience, and hope to say something to them this afternoon. I love that word, 'And Ishmael died in the presence of all his brethren.' Still pray for, my dear Hetty, Yours most affectionately.

A 29 To Mrs Christian Ellen Gretton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Christian (Ellen Gretton) Date: DUBLIN, April 25, 1783. MY DEAR SISTER, In the new sphere of action to which Providence has called you, She had just been married. See letter of Feb. 16. I trust you will find new zeal for God and new vigor in pursuing every measure which may tend to the furtherance of His kingdom. In one of my mother's letters you may observe something resembling your case. See his mother's letters in Stevenson's Wesley Family, pp. 194-7. She began only with permitting two or three of her neighbors to come to the family prayers on Sunday evening. But they increased to an hundred, yea above an hundred and fifty. Go humbly and steadily on, consulting the Assistant in all points, and pressing on to perfection. I am, with love to Brother Christian, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

A 31 To Joseph Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Taylor Date: DUBLIN, April 26, 1783. I shall have no objection to your being in Nottingham Circuit (unless you are in love). But if you go thither, you must take the books into your own hands; though I do not say you will receive many thanks from Matthew Bagshaw. Evidently the books had been in the charge of this layman. I expect to be in England in about ten days. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 34 To Thomas Tattershall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Tattershall Date: DUBLIN, May 3, 1783. The advice of Brother Robinson herein is good. If you would learn the Manx language, I should commend you; but it is not worth while to learn Greek or Latin. Brother Robinson should send me to London the particulars of that young man's death. My kind love to Barrow and Brother Brown. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate brother.

A 35 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Benson Date: MANCHESTER, May 19, 1783. One of the preachers in every circuit usually stays two years; this is generally the Assistants. But when you were at Manchester In 1779 John Valton, who relieved him at Manchester, had written to Wesley as though some were kept in class who were not worthy members. 'But he afterwards wept bitterly for what he had said; and therefore I never mentioned the matter to him; nor do I love him any less on that account.' you quite disappointed me. You were not exact at all; you let things go as they would: therefore you have not been an Assistant since. I will mend or end T. Olivers as a corrector. Benson had found fault with some articles of his in the Magazine incorrectly printed. Wesley bore it for twelve years, till 1789. Next week I hope to be in London; and am, with love to Sister Benson, dear Joseph, Your affectionate brother.

A 37 To John Valton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Valton Date: LONDON, June 5, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, What have the Birstall Assistants (even Thomas Taylor himself Taylor was Assistant at Bitstall in 1778.) been doing these seven years I believe our fast will be productive of many good effects. Many have already found reason to bless God on account of it. Sister Rogers Mrs. Rogers died in 1784. Her husband married Hester Ann Roe the same year. See letter of May 5, 1784. is a jewel of a woman. She has all the spirit of her husband, and desires nothing but to do and suffer the will of God. Those trustees At Birstall. See letter of Nov. 9, 1782. are wonderfully injudicious. Are they afraid their sons will be of the same mind as themselves I would not for all the world leave a preaching-house to my executors. However, do what you judge best. Your affectionate friend and brother. But your Life! I want your Life. See letter of Jan. 18, 1782, where Wesley acknowledges the receipt of the first part of the autobiography.

B 02 To William Black

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Black Date: LONDON, July 13, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is a rule with me to answer all the letters which I receive. If, therefore, you have not received an answer to every letter which you have written, it must be either that your letter or my answer has been intercepted. I do not wonder at all that, after that great and extraordinary work of God, there should be a remarkable decay. So we have found it in almost all places. A swift increase is generally followed by a decrease equally swift. All we can do to prevent it is continually to exhort all who have tasted that the Lord is gracious to remember our Lord's words, 'Watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation.' Mr. Alline may have wit enough to do hurt; but I fear he will never have wit enough to do good. He is very far from being a man of sound understanding; but he has been dabbling in Mystical writers, in matters which are too high for him, far above his comprehension. I dare not waste my time in answering such miserable jargon. I have better work. But I have sent you (with other books) two volumes of Mr. Law's works, which contain all that Mr. Alline would teach if he could: only it is the gold purged from the dross; whereas he would give you the gold and dross shuffled together. I do not advise you ever to name his name in public (although in private you must warn our brethren), but go on your way exactly as if there were no such person in the world. The school at Kingswood is exceeding full; nevertheless there shall be room for you. And it is very probable, if you should live to return to Halifax, you may carry one or more preachers with you. I will order Mr. Atlay to send the books you sent for to our German brethren. I hope you will live as brethren, and have a free and open intercourse with each other. I commend you to Him who is able to make you perfect, stablish, settle you; and am, my dear brother, Your affectionate brother.

B 04 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: BRISTOL, July 20, 1783. MY DEAR BETSY, It seemed a long time since I heard from you; but I believe your not writing was owing to your not knowing how to direct to me while I was abroad. See letter of July 5. The prayers of many were productive of many blessings, and in particular of the amazing friendship and goodwill which were shown us in every place. We always looked upon the Dutch as an heavy, dull, stoical people. But truly most, nay I may say all, with whom we conversed familiarly were as tender-hearted and as earnestly affectionate as the Irish themselves. Two of our sisters, when we left the Hague, came twelve miles with us on our way; and one of our brethren of Amsterdam came to take leave of us to Utrecht, above thirty miles. There are, indeed, many precious souls in Utrecht full of faith and love, as also at Haarlem, the Hague, and Amsterdam. And one and all (without any human teaching) dress as plainly as you do. I believe, if my life be prolonged, I shall pay them a visit at least every other year. Had I had a little more time, I would have visited our brethren in Friesland and Westphalia likewise; for a glorious work of God is lately broken out in both these provinces. Miss Loten Miss Loren, of Utrecht, corresponded with Wesley till his death. Henry Moore had read many of her letters. See Journal, vi. 426-9, vii. 200-1; Moore's Wesley, ii. 291; and letter of Sept. 20, 1789. is an Israelite indeed; she is a pattern to all that are round about her. One would scarcely have expected to see the daughter of the head burgomaster dressed on a Sunday in a plain linen gown. She appears to have but one desire that Christ may reign alone in her heart.

B 04 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
I do not remember any storm which traveled so far as that on the 10th. See Journal, vi. 432-3. It has been in almost all parts of England, but especially at Witney, near Oxford. The next night they had a far greater, which seemed to cover the whole town for four hours with almost one uninterrupted blaze; and it has made such an impression on high and low, rich and poor, as had not been known in the memory of man. I expect a good deal of difficulty at this Conference, and shall stand in need of the prayers of you and your friends. About the Bitstall Chapel case and the state of Kingswood School. See Journal, vi. 437-8. Peace be with all your spirits! I am Yours most affectionately.

B 07 To William Robarts

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B 11 To Thomas Les

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Les Date: BRISTOL, August 15, 1783. Joseph Bradford is without delay to desire the assistance of our friends in London for the house at Nottingham. I hope all our brethren will exert themselves therein. The importance of the case he will himself explain. Mr. Atlay will give you my ten pounds.

B 12 To Thomas Welch

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Welch Date: BRISTOL, August 15, 1785. Your affectionate brother.

B 14 To John Atlay

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Atlay Date: LEEDS, September 3, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, The schoolmasters for Kingswood are fixed, and are expected there every day. Mr. Simpson's sister is the housekeeper, who is come hither in her way to Bristol. Let no man or woman go to West Street Chapel without my appointment. It is a matter of deep concern. The building or not building at Birstall does not depend upon me, but the trustees. The day after this letter was written Wesley met the Bitstall trustees about building another chapel, 'as near the present as may be,' on ground bought by Dr. Coke for the purpose. See Minutes, 1783; Coke's An Address to the Inhabitants of Birstall, 1782; and letter of Nov. 27 to Mrs. Bradburn. J. Fenwick is to correct the press chiefly, in the absence of Dr. Coke, and to transcribe tracts for me. And he may receive his tittle salary (at least) till I return to London. I never expected the ten pounds to be returned. Take the dock if you can get it. I am, with love to Sister Atlay, Your affectionate brother.

B 15 To Robert Hall Jun

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Hall, Jun. Date: LEEDS, September 6, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am not at all well pleased with John Hampson for leaving the circuit, and hope he will soon be with you again. So undoubtedly will Mr. Myles, William Myles and John Hampson, jun., were the newly appointed preachers at Nottingham. if he is not with you already. Dr. Coke purposes to be with you on Tuesday se'nnight. I am Your affectionate brother. You may give notice of Dr. Coke's preaching at seven on Tuesday evening.

B 17 To Jane Bisson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jane Bisson Date: LONDON, October 2, 1783. MY DEAR SISTER, It gives me much pleasure to find you are still happy in God, leaning upon your Beloved. See letter of Aug. 4, 1787. O may you increase therein more and more 1 May you be more and more holy, and you will be more and more happy. This I long for, even your perfection, your growing up in all things into Him that is our Head. O may you never endeavor Loves all-sufficient sea to raise By drops of creature happiness! I send you a little book or two by Mr. Clarke. If I could be of any service to you in anything, it would be an unspeakable satisfaction to, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

B 20 To The Preachers In America

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To the Preachers in America Date: BRISTOL, October 3, 1783. 2. Beware of preachers coming from Great Britain or Ireland without a full recommendation from me. Three of our traveling preachers have eagerly desired to go to America; but I could not approve of it by any means, because I am not satisfied that they thoroughly like either our discipline or our doctrine. I think they differ from our judgment in one or both. Therefore, if these or any other come without my recommendation, take care how you receive them. 3. Neither should you receive any preachers, however recommended, who will not be subject to the American Conference and cheerfully conform to the Minutes both of the American and English Conferences. 4. I do not wish our American brethren to receive any who make any difficulty of receiving Francis Asbury as the General Assistant. Undoubtedly the greatest danger to the work of God in America is likely to arise either from preachers coming from Europe, or from such as will arise from among yourselves speaking perverse things, or bringing in among you new doctrines, particularly Calvinism. You should guard against this with all possible care; for it is far easier to keep them out than to thrust them out. I commend you all to the grace of God; and am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 27 To Captain Richard Williams

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To Captain Richard Williams Date: LONDON, November 9, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, I know the talents which God has lent me, and I dare not bury any of them in the earth. I am a debtor both to the learned and the unlearned. And in the Magazine I apply to both; chiefly, indeed, to the unlearned, because these are the far greater number. And still I keep my original points in view, He died for all to save them from all sin. I think the lines on Slavery will do well! See letters of Feb. 25 to Taylor, and Dec. 10. They are both sensible and poetical. I am, dear Richard, Your affectionate brother.

B 31 To Walter Churchey

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To Walter Churchey Date: NEAR LONDON, November 21, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, You have indeed had a sea of troubles. But I have not yet heard any one say it was your own fault; which I wonder at, because it is the way of the world still (as it was in the days of Job) always to construe misfortune into sin. But you and I know that there is a God in the world, and that He has more to do in it than most men are aware of. So little do they advert to that great truth, 'Even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.' One thing only I have heard of you, which, if it be true, I should not commend: I mean, that you have wholly forsaken the poor Methodists, Churchey adds this note: 'This was a misrepresentation. W.C.' and do not so much as attend the public preaching. One was mentioning this a few days ago, when I was saying something in favor of you; and it stopped my mouth; nay, supposing it true, I do not know what to say yet. For surely, when affliction presses upon us, we need every possible help. Commending you to Him that careth for you, I am Your affectionate brother. PS. My kind love to Sister Churchey.

B 34 To Mrs Bradburn

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To Mrs. Bradburn Date: SHEERNESS, November 27, 1783. My DEAR BETSY, Although our brethren at Birstall were not so admirable as I could have desired, yet I do not repent me of my journey: I am well pleased that I did my part. See letter of Sept. 3. You are now among a teachable and a loving people. And as you have fewer crosses, I expect you will have better health. Yet crosses of one kind or another you must still expect. Otherwise you must go out of the world. But every cross will be proportioned to your strength; and you will always find His grace is sufficient for you. When I talked with Mrs. Karr about your affair, See letter of Feb. 26 to Mrs. Bradburn. I did not observe that she resented anything. She spoke of you with much tenderness; but if she does not write, she is certainly a little disgusted. It seems you have nothing to do but to sit still, and in due time God will order all things well. I am glad you have had a little time with my dear Miss Ritchie; there would be no jar between her spirit and yours. I am, with love to Sammy Bradburn, my dear Betsy, Yours most affectionately.

B 35 To Benjamin Chappel

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To Benjamin Chappel Date: November 27, 1783. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is so long a time since I heard from you that I began to be in doubt whether you had forgotten your old friends or was safe landed in a better world. As I find you are still in the land of the living, I hope you are still making the best of life and laboring by every possible means to make your calling and election sure. Without doubt you have found many trials, and will find many more. But still you know in whom you have trusted, and who is able to deliver you out of all. But what means of grace have you Have you any church within any reasonable distance If you have, how often have you divine service Twice on every Sunday Have you a clergyman that loves or fears God Though, if he does not, it will not hinder you of the blessing attending the divine ordinances. But if you have no clergyman, see that you constantly meet together, and God will be where two or three are gathered together. If Sister Morse is a lively, zealous, and judicious Christian, she may be of much use among you. But I doubt whether Henry Alline See letters of July 13, 1783, and May 11, 1784. be not the person concerning whom our brethren in Cumberland wrote to me: who has wrote and published a book which is full of broad, ranting Antinomianism. If it is he, he is a wild, absurd man, wiser in his own eyes than seven men that can render a reason; and has done much mischief among the serious persons there, setting every man's sword against his brother. If it be the same man, have a care of him, or he will do more harm among you than ever he can do good. I should think some of our brethren from Cumberland would have zeal and courage enough to come over to you now and then and impart some of their fire to you. If the case of the island be as you say, why do not the inhabitants send a petition to the Government It seems this would be a very seasonable time.

B 35 To Benjamin Chappel

John Wesley · None · letter
It will be a difficult thing to find apprentices who will be willing to take so long a journey to a cold and uncomfortable place. I am glad to hear so good an account of your wife. See that you strengthen each other's hands in God. Beware of lukewarmness. Beware of cleaving to the present world. Let your treasure and your hearts be above! I am Your affectionate brother.

A 10 To Mrs Parker

John Wesley · None · letter
3. 'But, while one of them was preaching, several persons fell down, cried out, and were violently affected.' Have you never read my Journals or Dr. Edwards' Narrative or Dr. Gillies's Historical Collections A Faithful Narrative of the Conversion of many hundred Souls in Northampton, by Jonathan Edwards, 1736; and John Gillies's Historical Collections relating to Remarkable Periods of the Success of the Gospel, 1754. Do not you see, then, that it has pleased the all-wise God for near these fifty years, wherever He has wrought most powerfully, that these outward signs (whether natural or not) should attend the inward work And who can call Him to account for this Let Him do as seemeth Him good. I must therefore still think that neither these nor any other reasons can justify the discarding the messengers of God, and consequently that all who do, or abet this, are maintaining a bad cause. Yet I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 11 To Robert Hopkins

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To Robert Hopkins Date: LONDON, January 21, 1784. You cannot infer that the air of this or that place does not agree with you because you have a fever there. But if there be a necessity, Christopher Peacock will change places with you. - I am, dear Robert, Your affectionate brother.

A 15 To Robert Carr Brackenbury

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To Robert Carr Brackenbury Date: LONDON, February 13, 1784. Your very affectionate friend and brother.

A 19 To Samuel Bardsley

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To Samuel Bardsley Date: BATH, March 3, 1784. Your affectionate brother.

A 24 To Zachariah Yewdall

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To Zachariah Yewdall Date: WORCESTER, March 21, 1784. MY DEAR BROTHER, - My judgment is that you must not have any respect of persons. But whoever will not promise to put away the accursed thing, to refrain from buying stolen goods (such are all uncustomed goods), can no longer be a member of our Society. See letter of Jan. 29, 1780. And you should everywhere scatter the Word to a Smuggler. Let every one rich or poor show his ticket, or not be admitted at the meeting of the Society. See letter of April 9, 1781. You must mend or end that local preacher. Make an example of him for the good of all. Let the rail in the new preaching-house go down the middle of the room. We have found this the only effectual way of separating the men from the women. This must be done, whoever is pleased or displeased. See letter of Sept. 16, 1785. Blessed is the man that endureth temptation! When he has been tried, he shall come forth as gold. - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 33 To Zachariah Yewdall

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To Zachariah Yewdall Date: DARLINGTON, June 13, 1784. Your affectionate brother.

A 34 To Joseph Entwisle And David Gordon

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To Joseph Entwisle and David Gordon Date: SCARBOROUGH, June 20, 1784. MY DEAR BRETHERN, - Having very little time, I take the opportunity of answering you both together. You have great reason to bless God continually, who has dealt so graciously with you. You have good encouragement to put forth all your strength in publishing the glad tidings of salvation. You are particularly called to declare to believers that the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin. Watch and pray that you may be little in your own eyes. - I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother.

A 36 To Mrs Christian

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To Mrs. Christian Date: BRIDLINGTON, June 21, 1784. MY DEAR SISTER, - The summer is already so far spent that I shall have little time to spend in Lincolnshire. I hope to be at Epworth on Saturday the 26th instant, and after visiting Gainsborough (on Monday the 28th) and Owston on Tuesday, at Epworth again on Wednesday, and in the neighboring towns the rest of the week. On Monday I am to Be at Rotherham: so that I shall not see Mr. Dodwell, See letters of Aug. 14, x782, and July 17, 1785. unless I could have the pleasure of seeing him at Epworth. My work is great, and my time is short. 'I would my every hour redeem.' Why should any time be spent in vain - I am, with kind love to your husband, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

A 39 To Ann Bolton

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To Ann Bolton Date: EPWORTH, June 28, 1784. MY DEAR NANCY, - The strong and tender regard which I have for you makes your letters always welcome. Providence has seen good to try you for many years in the furnace of affliction, but all will work together for your good. You shall lose nothing but your dross. I wonder you do not find one person that knows how to sympathize with you. Surely there must be some such in the Society at Witney; although you have not yet found them, perhaps for want of praying for this very thing. I advise you to make it a matter of earnest prayer; and certainly God will give you a friend. Accommodableness is only the art of becoming all things to all men without wounding our own conscience. St. Paul enjoins it in those words, 'Please all men for their good unto edification.' Bare rules will hardly teach us to do this. But those that have a single eye may attain it, through the grace of God, by reflection and experience. - I am, my dear Nancy, Very affectionately yours.

B 01 To Alexander Barry

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To Alexander Barry () Date: EPWORTH July 3, 1784. MY DEAR BROTHER, - We purpose to consider fully at the Conference the state of our brethren in America, and to send them all the help we can both in Nova Scotia and in other parts. But whoever goes over must voluntarily offer himself for that great work. I not only do not require but do not so much as advise any one to go. His service will do no good there unless it be a free-will offering. I am glad our preachers at Portsmouth do not coop themselves up in the preaching-houses. The work of God can never make any considerable progress but by field-preaching. We do not now make any yearly collection for the payment of debts. All our public debts would have been paid long before now had the Methodists been merciful after their power. - I am Your affectionate brother.

B 07 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
I have been often musing upon this, - why the generality of Christians, even those that really are such, are less zealous and less active for God When they are middle-aged than they were when they were young. May we not draw an answer to this question from that declaration of our Lord (no less than eight times repeated by the Evangelists), 'To him that hath,' uses what he hath, 'shall be given; but from him that hath not shall be taken away that he hath' A measure of zeal and activity is given to every one when he finds peace with God. If he earnestly and diligently uses this talent, it will surely be increased. But if he ceases, yea or intermits, to do good, he insensibly loses both the will and the power. So there is no possible way to retain those talents but to use them to the uttermost. Let this never be the case of my dear friend! Never abate anything of your diligence in doing good. Sometimes, indeed, the feeble body sinks under you; but when you do all you can, you do enough. Remember in all your prayers, Yours most affectionately.

B 13 To William Pitt First Lord Of The Treasury

John Wesley · None · letter
I conceive this horrid crime might be totally prevented, and that without doing the least hurt to either the living or the dead. Do you not remember, sir, how the rage for self-murder among the Spartan matrons was stopped at once By ordering that the body of every woman that killed herself should be dragged naked through the streets of the city. Would it not have the same effect in England if an Act of Parliament were passed repealing all other acts and appointing that every self-murderer should be hanged in chains Suppose your influence could prevent suicide by this means, and distilling by making it felony, you would do more service to your country than any Prime Minister has done these hundred years. Your name would be precious to all true Englishmen as long as England continued a nation. And, what is infinitely more, a greater Monarch than King George would say to you, 'Well done, good and faithful servant.' I earnestly commit you to His care, and am, sir, your willing servant.

B 20 To Alexander Surer

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To Alexander Surer Date: BRISTOL, October 3, 1784. MY DEAR BROTHER, - Others consider the state of one or two circuits only; but I see and consider the state of the whole kingdom, and consequently can more easily judge in what circuit each preacher is likely to be useful. And I doubt not you will be useful in Dundee Circuit, provided you (1) strive to strike out into new places (and you know we may preach anywhere in Scotland without any danger of riots), and (2) constantly visit all the Society in course from house to house. To do this exactly will be a cross; but it will be worth your while to bear it. The house at Arbroath should be settled as near the Conference plan as possible. The way of doing this in Scotland you may learn either from Mr. Smith in Aberdeen or Mr. Grant in Edinburgh. If Joseph Sanderson, Brother Bartholomew, and you act in concert, as was agreed when I was in Dundee, much good will be done; especially if you take care in spite of flesh and blood to keep up the morning meetings. Mr. Watkinson at Edinburgh has now the charge of the books in Scotland, and will provide you with any that you want. He is the General Assistant for Scotland this year. You should send me a full and particular account of that poor man at Inverness. I am to set out for London to-morrow. I hope Dr. Coke and his companions are now near half-way over the Atlantic. Although I dreamed last night (indeed at two o'clock this morning) that he came to me with a calm and placid countenance, but exceeding pale and his hair all wet. - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 22 To John Valton

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To John Valton Date: LONDON, October 13, 1784. MY DEAR BROTHER, - Dr. Davison's advice was good. I desire you would not offer to preach within these four weeks. I was suspended for near four months; but good is the will of the Lord. I suppose nettle tea is the best bracer in the world; and next that, elixir of vitriol (ten drops in a glass of water at ten or eleven in the morning). I am inclined to think that temptation is purely preternatural. I was strongly assaulted by it toward the close of my fever, when I could hardly set a foot to the ground. Many years ago I told you the case of Mr. Colley, who was just in your case. He married and died. And do we not know All the promises are sure To persevering prayer I am ever yours.

B 23 To William Black

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To William Black Date: LONDON, October 15, 1784. Source: The Letters of John Wesley (1784) MY DEAR BROTHER, A letter of yours some time ago gave me hopes of meeting you in England, as you seemed desirous of spending some time here in order to improve yourself in learning. See letter of July 13, 1783. But as you have now entered into a different state, His marriage. See letter of May 11. I do not expect we shall meet in this world. But you have a large field of action where you are without wandering into Europe. Your present parish is wide enough - namely, Nova Scotia and Newfoundland. I do not advise you to go any further. In the other Provinces The United States. there are abundance of preachers. They can spare four preachers to you better than you can spare one to them. Freeborn Garrettson and James O. Cromwell were appointed to Nova Scotia at the end of the year. See letter of June 26, 1785 (to Garrettson). If I am rightly informed, they have already sent you one or two; and they may afford you one or two more, if it please God to give a prosperous passage to Dr. Coke and his fellow laborers. Does there not want a closer and more direct connection between you of the North and the Societies under Francis Asbury Is it not more advisable that you should have a constant correspondence with each other and act by united counsels Perhaps it is for want of this that so many have drawn back. I want a more particular account of the Societies in Nova Scotia and Newfoundland. And I wish you would give me a full account of the manner wherein God hath dealt with you from the beginning. I am not at all glad of Mr. Scurr's intention to remove from Nova Scotia to the South. That is going from a place where he is much wanted to a place where he is not wanted. Mr. Scurr, one of the Methodists in whose house Black preached, bought an estate near Norfolk in Virginia; but almost all his family fell victims to the diseases incident to the climate. He repented too late that he had not taken Wesley's advice. See Richey's Memoir, pp.

B 23 To William Black

John Wesley · None · letter
See Richey's Memoir, pp. 48, 128. I think if he got 10,000 thereby, it would be but a poor bargain; that is upon the supposition, which you and I make, that souls are of more value than gold. Peace be with all your spirits! - I am Your affectionate brother.

B 26 To Mr Stonehouse

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To Mr. Stonehouse Norwich, October 31, 1784. MY DEAR BROTHER, - I had some doubt concerning another person; but I have none at all concerning Dr. Bayley. I believe his eye is single, and that he has no other view than that of promoting the glory of God. If, therefore, the steward and trustees, and upon mature consideration, judge it expedient to invite Dr. Bayley to officiate every Sunday in the new chapel, I have no objection. It seems to me it might be productive of much good. - I am Your very affectionate brother.

B 31 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: LONDON, November 7, 1784. MY DEAR SISTER,-To those who know the world, hardly anything that is wrong or foolish in it appears strange. Otherwise we should have thought it strange that so good a woman should take such a step. One would not have expected her to marry at all - at least, none but an eminent Christian. I am more and more inclined to think that there are none living so established in grace but that they may possibly fall. The case of Hetty Rogers was widely different. Miss Roe had married James Rogers. See letter of May 5, 1784. I know more of it, beginning, middle, and ending, than most people in England. And I am clear that, first to last, she acted in all good conscience toward God and man. As things stood, it was not a sin for her to marry, but a duty; and to marry when she did. And never was any one woman so owned of God in Dublin as she has been already. T. Brisco, I am persuaded, will do some good. Thomas Briscoe was stationed in Leeds. But his wife will do much more if you encourage her and strengthen her hands. Peace be with all your spirits! - I am Your affectionate brother.

A 09 To Robert Carr Brackenbury

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Carr Brackenbury Date: LONDON, February 15, 1785. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 14 To John Baxendale

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To John Baxendale Date: LONDON, February 25, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You send me an agreeable account of the work of God in and near Wigan. Indeed, His work will flourish in every place where full sanctification is dearly and strongly preached. This year I only call on a few Societies on my way. My business is with the Societies in Ireland. hope to call at Manchester on Saturday, April 2; at Bolton, the 4th; Wigan, Tuesday, the 5th. Perhaps I might preach at Wingates on my way thither. On April 5 at noon he 'preached at Wingates, in the open air. The congregation were quite ripe for all the Gospel blessings, devouring every word.' See Journal, vii. 65; and letters of Feb. 19, 1784, and April 3, 1787. - I am Your affectionate brother.

A 15 To Jonathan Coussins

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jonathan Coussins Date: LONDON, February 25, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - The Lord will work; and who shall hinder Him Only let us against hope believe in hope and walk in all His appointed ways, whether we see present fruit or not. Now encourage all believers to meet in band and to observe the Band rules exactly. In one thing Dr. Hunt and his people shame us; I mean in fasting, which we have well-nigh forgotten! Let us begin again! - I am, with love to Sister Coussins, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 22 To Mrs Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Fletcher Date: MANCHESTER, April 2, 1755. MY DEAR SISTER, - I have nothing to do with Yorkshire this year. After a swift journey through Bolton, Wigan, and Liverpool, I must hasten by Chester to Holyhead in order to take the first packet for Dublin. The spring is already so far spent that I shall have much ado to go through all the provinces of Ireland before the end of June. It is well if that inconstant man has not destroyed poor Miss L. body and soul. I am afraid he had long since stole her heart from God. And she had so long persuaded others that their union was the will of God, that it is well if the disappointment does not quite unsettle her and make her turn back to the world. I wish you would write a letter to her on this head. Who knows but it may save a soul alive. The account of Michael Onions is very remarkable and may be of use to the public. Yours most affectionately.

A 23 To John Fletcher

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To John Fletcher Date: MANCHESTER, April 3, 1785. I have very little hopes of doing any good to either Deists or Socinians. But it's worth all our labor to prevent their doing mischief - at least, more than they have done already. For this reason I look upon everything with a jealous eye which prevents your answering Dr. Priestley. He is certainly one of the most dangerous enemies of Christianity that is now in the world. And I verily think you are the man whom God has prepared to abate his confidence. Dr. Horseley has good matter; but he is an heavy writer; and perhaps sometimes a little too severe. I believe you will be enabled to speak home, and yet to keep your temper. I really hope the Sunday Schools will be productive of great good to the nation. They spread wider and wider, and are likely to reach every part of the kingdom. It seems to be a great happiness, not a misfortune, that those turbulent men have taken themselves away. Jo. Hampson, jun., is going to the University. He may be an useful clergyman. I hope, if we live, you will not fail to be present at the Conference in London. Do not you stay at home too much Wishing you both to be more and more happy and useful, I am, dear sir, Ever yours.

A 28 To His Brother Charles

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To his Brother Charles Date: DUBLIN, April 11, 1785.

A 30 To Jasper Winscom

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jasper Winscom Date: CORK, May 9, 1785. If you have any magistrate that is resolved to do justice, he will soon make those rioters afraid to move a finger; and those that support them will soon be weary of the expense. The Justice will quickly make an end of your valorous women; for they may send women rioters to jail as well as men. The law makes no distinctions. But if you have no resolute magistrate you have another way. Let any man that was struck order a King's Bench writ against him that struck him, and arrest him immediately. And he may refuse an insufficient bail. This will soon make them weary of their bad work. But you must take particular care not to make it up with the rioters till they have made good all the damage which has been done by any person whatever from the beginning and given sufficient security for their future good behavior. Unless you do that, you do nothing at all.' Prosecute them not on the Toleration Act, which allows only twenty pounds' damage, but on the Riot Act, which brings their wishes in question. - I am, dear Jasper, Your affectionate brother.

A 31 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: CORK, May 12, 1785. All I can say, and all I will say, is, I do not intend ever to publish your picture in the Magazine. At Dublin I was informed Mr. Barnard, the present Bishop's son, is dead. In the North I may learn more. See letter of May 2, 1785, to his brother. I speak of myself, as of other men, with a single eye. I am glad you have been at Newgate. All we have heard in England of danger from Ireland is pure invention. We have been humbugged by the patriots. There is no more danger from Ireland than from the Isle of Man. If Sally wants the sinews of war, give me an hint. John Atlay has not complained to me of poverty for above this month, I am fully persuaded that the measure of peace which enables me to go on cheerfully in my work and to employ all my time and strength therein is not from Satan, nor from nature, but from God. To save tenpence postage I will write a few lines to Patty in your letter. Peace be with you all! Adieu.

A 33 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: KILLRMAN, NEAR ARMAGE, June 2, 1785. Pray talk with as well as inquire concerning the clergyman you mention. Peard Dickinson, curate to Vincent Perronet, seemed likely to be his successor, but became Wesley's clerical helper at City Road in Aug. 1786. See letter of June 19. Many times you see further into men than I do. I suppose you have before now received my Journal, See letter of May 12. as well as preceding letter. Probably the first ship that sails after the 6th of July will bring me to Holyhead. I hope to see Dr. Coke in London before the end of it. About once a quarter I hear from Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher. I grudge his sitting still; but who can help it I love ease as well as he does; but I dare not take it while I believe there is another world. Fletcher died on Aug. 14. The patriots here are nobody. See letter of May 12. They are quite scattered, and have no design, bad or good. All is still in Ireland; only the work of God flourishes, spreading and deepening on every side. Peace be with all your spirits! Adieu!

A 34 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
My dear Alleck, let there be no delay! Break through! at all hazards, break through! Go out this very day, and trust God! If your mother hinders you, she will kill you with kindness; and I am not sure that it will not cost her the life of another child, though God tries milder methods first. I say again, go out to-day, and every day. It will help both your body and your soul, as well as remove a great burthen from the mind of Yours in tender affection.

A 40 To Freeborn Garrettson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Freeborn Garrettson Date: DUBLIN, June 26, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - Dr. Coke gives some account of you in one of his Journals; so that, although I have not seen you, I am not a stranger to your character. By all means send me, when you have opportunity, a more particular account of your experiences and travels. It is, though, not improbable that God may find out a way for you to visit England; and it might be a means of your receiving more strength as well as more light. It is a very desirable thing that the children of God should communicate their experience to each other; and it is generally most profitable when they can do it face to face. Till Providence opens a way for you to see Europe do all you can for a good Master in America. I am glad Brother Cromwell and you have undertaken that labor of love, the visiting Nova Scotia, and doubt not but you act in full concert with the little handful who were almost alone till you came. It will be the wisest way to make all those that desire to join together, thoroughly acquainted with the whole Methodist plan, and to accustom them from the very beginning to the accurate observance of all our rules. Let none of them rest in being half Christian. Whatever they do, let them do it with their might; and it will be best, as soon as any of them find peace with God, to exhort them to go on to perfection. The more strongly and vigilantly you press all believers to aspire after full sanctification as attainable now by simple faith the more the whole work of God will prosper. I do not expect any great matters from the Bishop. I doubt his eye is not single; and if it be not, he will do little good either to you or anyone else. It may be a comfort to you that you have no need of him. You want nothing what he can give.

A 42 To Elizabeth Ritchie

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Ritchie Date: DUBLIN, June 26, 1785. MY DEAR BETSY, - Our Lord has, indeed, poured out abundance of blessings almost in every part of this kingdom. I have now gone through every province and visited all the chief Societies, and I have found far the greater part of them increasing both in number and strength. Many are convinced of sin, many justified, and not a few perfected in love. One means of which is that several of our young preachers, See letter of June 19. of whom we made little account appear to be (contrary to all expectation) men full of faith and of the Holy Ghost; and they are pushing out to the right hand and the left, and wherever they go God prospers their labor. I know not whether Thomas Walsh will not revive in two if not three of them. Many years ago I was saying, 'I cannot imagine how Mr. Whitefield can keep his soul alive, as he is not now going through honor and dishonor, evil report and good report, having nothing but honor and good report attending him wherever he goes.' It is now my own case: I am just in the condition now that he was then in. I am become, I know not how, an honorable man. The scandal of the Cross is ceased; and all the kingdom, rich and poor, Papists and Protestants, behave with courtesy - nay, and seeming goodwill! It seems as if I had wellnigh finished my course, and our Lord was giving me an honorable discharge. My dear Betsy, have you not something to do in Dublin If so, the sooner you visit our friends the better. Peace be with your spirit! Adieu!

B 01 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: DUBLIN, July 8, 1785. MY DEAR NANCY, - It is undoubtedly expedient for you to have a friend in whom you can fully confide that may be always near you or at a small distance, and ready to be consulted on all occasions. The time was when you took ma to be your friend; and (to speak freely) I have loved you with no common affection. I 'have loved you' - nay, I do still; my heart warms to you while I am writing. But I am generally at too great a distance, so that you cannot converse with me when you would. I am glad, therefore, that a good Providence has given you one whom you can more easily see and correspond with. Probably Hannah Ball. You may certainly trust her in every instance; and she has both understanding, piety and experience. She may therefore perform those offices of friendship which I should rejoice to perform were I near you. But wherever you can, give me the pleasure of seeing you. You know, while I have an house, you will always be welcome to it. I desire Brother Day Simon Day, then in the Oxfordshire Circuit. The Conference opened that day in London. to meet me in London, on the 16th instant. I do not know how you can have more preaching by the traveling preachers unless you had more preachers; which, indeed, might easily be if your moneyed men did not love their money more than they do their souls. I hope neither marriage nor business makes Neddy Edward Bolton, her brother, whose daughter, Mrs. Marriott, gave the letter to Miss J. Ayliff at Witney in 1861. less zealous for God or less active in his work. Peace be with all your spirits! - I am, my dear Nancy, Ever yours.

B 03 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Knox Date: DUBLIN, July 10, 1785. Peace be with all your spirits! We axe to sail to-night. My dear Alleck, adieu!

B 08 To John Ogilvie

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Ogilvie Date: LONDON, August 7, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - As long as you are yourself earnestly aspiring after a full deliverance from all sin and a renewal in the whole image of God, God will prosper you in your labor, especially if you constantly and strongly exhort all believers to expect full sanctification now by simple faith. Ogilvie was in the Isle of Man. He died in 1839. And never be weary of well-doing; in due time you shall reap if you faint not! - I am Your affectionate brother.

B 09 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: PLYMOUTH DOCK, August 19, 1785. For these forty years I have been in doubt concerning that question, 'What obedience is due to "heathenish priests and mitred infidels"' From Charles Wesley's 'Elegy on the Death of Robert Jones.' See his Journal, ii. 299. I have from time to time proposed my doubts to the most pious and sensible clergymen I knew. But they gave me no satisfaction; rather they seemed to be puzzled as well as me. Some obedience I always paid to the bishops in obedience to the laws of the land. But I cannot see that I am under any obligation to obey them further than those laws require. It is in obedience to those laws that I have never exercised in England the power which I believe God has given me. I firmly believe I am a scriptural έπίσκοπος, as much as any man in England or in Europe; for the uninterrupted succession I know to be a fable, which no man ever did or can prove. But this does in no wise interfere with my remaining in the Church of England; from which I have no more desire to separate than I had fifty years ago. I still attend all the ordinances of the Church at all opportunities; and I constantly and earnestly desire all that are connected with me so to do. When Mr. Smyth The Rev. Edward Smyth. pressed us to 'separate from the Church,' he meant, 'Go to church no more.' And this was what I meant seven-and-twenty years ago when I persuaded our brethren 'not to separate from the Church.'

B 09 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
But here another question occurs: 'What is the Church of England' It is not 'all the people of England.' Papists and Dissenters are no part thereof. It is not all the people of England except Papists and Dissenters. Then we should have a glorious Church indeed! No; according to our Twentieth Article, a particular Church is 'a congregation of faithful people' (coetus credentium, the words in our Latin edition), 'among whom the word of God is preached and the sacraments duly administered.' Here is a true logical definition, containing both the essence and the properties of a Church. What, then, according to this definition, is the Church of England Does it mean 'all the believers in England (except the Papists and Dissenters) who have the word of God and the sacraments duly administered among them' I fear this does not come up to your idea of 'the Church of England.' Well, what more do you include in that phrase 'Why, all the believers that adhere to the doctrine and discipline established by the Convocation under Queen Elizabeth.' Nay, that discipline is wellnigh vanished away, and the doctrine both you and I adhere to. I do not mean I will never ordain any while I am in England, but not to use the power they receive while in England. This sentence is quoted in the manuscript Life of Benson, ii. 1388.

B 10 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper Date: REDRUTH, August 27, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - The utmost that can be done at present is to permit him to preach as a local preacher Hopper was now at Bolton.; for I will not run my head against all the Conference by reversing what they have determined. I cannot, with either decency or prudence, go any further yet. If his behavior is unblameable in this lower station, by-and-by he may rise higher. - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 11 To Robert Costerdine

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Costerdine Date: BRISTOL, September 4, 1785. But our friends at Wednesbury are afraid lest you should inflame the old quarrel. O beware of this! Meddle not with Francis Whitehead. Live peaceably with all men! - I am, dear Robert, Your affectionate brother.

B 20 To Thomas Wride

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Wride Date: KINGSWOOD, September 16, 1785. Those doggerel verses A monument had been placed in Norwich chapel in memory of Mr. Turner, and the doggerel verses on it greatly displeased Wride. must not remain in the chapel. I wish Zac. Houlton See letter of Oct. 8 to Wride. would spend two or three weeks with you. He is not eloquent, but he is useful. You do well in insisting on every person showing his ticket. I wonder Jon. Coussins Jonathan Coussins had been Assistant the previous year. did not. It is of importance to mind the Select Society; that, I apprehend, he never neglected. If the leaders and the bands are closely attended to, they will do well; otherwise not. - I am, with love to Sister Wride, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 27 To Ann Loxdale

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Loxdale Date: LONDON, October 8, 1785. MY DEAR MISS LOXDALE, - Not once but many times I have been making all the inquiries I could concerning you; the rather as I was afraid you might suffer loss by the severe trials you had met with. I should not have wondered if you had contracted a degree of suspicion towards all who professed either friendship or religion; I rather wonder how you have escaped. But, indeed, as long as you can say from your heart, 'Lord, not as I will, but as Thou wilt,' no weapon formed against you shall prosper. You unquestionably did enjoy a measure of His pure and perfect love. And as you received it at first by naked faith, just so you may receive it again; and who knows how soon May you not say, If Thou canst so greatly bow, Friend of sinners, why not now You send me comfortable news concerning Mrs. Eden. And certainly this gracious visitation is designed for a blessing not only to her, but likewise to her poor husband. You should lose no opportunity of speaking a word to him whenever Providence throws him in your way. Let not a voluntary humility hinder you. God can bless a few and ordinary words. Nay, and let it not hinder you from praying with as well as for your friends. I advise you, my dear Nancy, to begin without delay. Why not this very day Make haste, my friend, to do whatever may be for the good of your own or any other soul. I thank you for writing freely to me. If I had you now by the hand, I would tell you you can never write or speak too freely to, my dear Miss Loxdale, Yours most affectionately.

B 40 To Thomas Wride

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Wride Date: LONDON, November 17, 1785. In every place where there is a sufficient number of believers do all you can to prevail upon them to meet in band. Be mild, be serious, and you will conquer all things. - I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 46 To William Robarts

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Robarts Date: LONDON, December 6, 1785. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 54 To Mrs Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Fletcher Date: LONDON, December 31, 1785. MY DEAR SISTER, - I thank you for the papers. It was not needful that you should copy them over again, as they are very legibly written and I am well acquainted with your hand. I love to see it. Indeed, I love everything that belongs to you, as I have done ever since I knew you. A few more materials I have procured from Mr. Vaughan and some more from Joseph Benson. I am willing to glean up all I can before I begin putting them together. But how am I to direct to Mr. Ireland Or would your writing a line be of more weight to induce him to give me what assistance he can by the first opportunity I thank you for mentioning that mistake in the Sermon. I doubt not but you and Mr. Ireland may set me right in many other particulars wherein I have hitherto been mistaken. But it would be pity to stay till next year. Was it in London he met with the honest Jew That is a very remarkable circumstance. Do you know any particulars of his ill usage at the Custom House Where was this Custom House Tenderly commending you to Him who will make all things work together for your good, I am, my dear sister, Your ever affectionate brother.

A 03 To Mrs Fletcher

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Fletcher Date: LONDON, January 13, 1786. MY DEAR SISTER, - When I receive letters from other persons, I let them lie perhaps a week or two before I answer them; but it is otherwise when I hear from you. I then think much of losing a day, for fear I should give a moment's pain to one of the most faithful friends I have in the world. The circumstance you add respecting the behavior of those Custom House officers is very well worth relating. Oh, what pity that it was not then made known to their superiors, that those inhospitable wretches might have been prevented from misusing other strangers! I think your advice is exactly right. With the materials I have already, or can procure in England, I will write and publish as soon as I conveniently can. - I am, my very dear sister, Your ever affectionate brother.

A 05 To Samuel Mitchell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samuel Mitchell Date: LONDON, January 24, 1786. Your affectionate brother.

A 08 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, February 3, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER,-You do well in insisting upon full and present salvation, whether men will hear or forbear; as also in preaching abroad, when the weather permits, and recommending fasting, both by precept and example. But you need not wonder that all these are opposed not only by formalists but by half Methodists. Clarke was second preacher at Plymouth. You should not forget French See letter of Feb. 21. or anything you have learned. I do not know whether I have read the book you speak of; you may send your translation at your leisure. Be all in earnest, and you shall see greater things than these. - I am, my dear Adam, Your affectionate brother.

A 31 To Hannah Ball

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hannah Ball Date: LIVERPOOL, April 13, 1785. MY DEAR SISTER, - I am glad to hear that your Society prospers and that the work of God continues to increase in the town. It always will if prayer-meetings are kept up (without interfering with the classes and bands). These have been and still are attended with a blessing in every part of England. And Sister Coussins, Jonathan Coussins was now Assistant in Oxfordshire. joining heart and hand with you, may greatly forward the work of God. See that there never be any shyness or coldness between you, Still provoke one another to love and to good works. But I am sorry that you do not love me. You did once, or I am much mistaken. But if you did so still, you would not barely tell me, and that in general terms only, that you had been in distress, but you would have enlarged upon it and told me all the particulars. Miss Ball's journal shows that she was passing through much anxiety and spiritual struggle at this time. See Memoir, p. 156. What! Do you think I do not care for you that my love to my dear friend is grown cold! Nay; surely I am as much interested in your happiness now as I was ten years ago. Therefore use as a friend, my dear sister, Yours as ever. My kind love to Nancy. Her sister Ann. See letter of Aug. 14, 1771.

A 37 To The Earl Of Leven

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Earl of Leven Date: RICHMOND, May 9,1786. MY LORD, If it be convenient, I purpose to wait upon upon sic your Lordship at Melville House about two in the afternoon on Friday on the 22nd .instant. Wishing all happiness to your Lordship and all your good family. - I am, my Lord, Your Lordship's obedient servant.

A 40 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: NEAR EDINBURGH, May 18, 1786. Certainly Providence permitted injudicious men to you three miles from me, who should rather have been always at my elbow. See letter of May 3. I doubt whether there be not an anachronism in the of John Price i; whether they do not now impute to him what was done long ago. My Journal should have been sent several days since but Joseph Bradford trusted another person to transcribe it. The portion ready for the printer. The 1779-82 extract was dated end 'Newington, Jan. 19, 1786.' This Society flourishes much. I hope to be here again the 31st instant. Peace be with you all! Adieu.

A 43 To Henry Brooke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Brooke Date: WHITBY, June 14, 1786. In the year 1729 four young gentlemen joined together at Oxford, all zealous members of the Church of England, and all determined to be Bible Christians. In six years they increased to sixteen, and were exactly of the same mind still. In 1738, only two of these were left together; but a few more joined them, who continually increased till some hundreds were joined together. But they still constantly attended the Church; only if any Dissenter desired to unite with them they had no objection to his attending that worship to which he had been accustomed. But in 1740 Dr. Gibson, then Bishop of London, said, 'Cannot Messrs, Wesleys leave the Church Then they could do no more harm.' This we well understood. It meant,' They could do no more good; for not one in ten of their present hearers would hear them.' See letter of Feb. 21 to Thomas Taylor. But, whether they would or no, we would not leave it; our conscience would not permit. In 1743, the Rules of our Society were published; one of which was, 'to attend the Church and Sacrament.' This all our members (except Dissenters) were required to do, or they could not remain with us. In 1744, at our first Conference, we considered ourselves (Methodist preachers), as extraordinary messengers whom God had raised up to provoke to jealousy the ordinary messengers, the clergy; to preach the gospel to the poor, and to call all men of every denomination to worship Him in spirit and in truth. But it did not once come into our mind to separate from the Church or form ourselves into a distinct party. And herein was a new phenomenon in the earth, a thing never seen before - a body of men highly favored of God, who yet chose to abide in their own religious community, and not to separate themselves, from this very motive, that they might be servants of all.

A 43 To Henry Brooke

John Wesley · None · letter
But it was not easy to keep to this resolution. For those among us who had been Dissenters were frequently urging those words, 'Come out from among them, and be ye separate.' And many of the clergy strengthened their hands either by their railing and lying accusations or by their wicked lives or false doctrines; whereby many were hardened in sin, and many who began to run well returned as a dog to his vomit. These objections were so frequently and strongly urged, that in the year 1758 it was fully considered in the Leeds Conference' whether we should separate from the Church or no.' After weighing the whole matter calmly, we determined upon the negative. Mr. Ingham, being present, commended our determination in very strong terms; concluding whenever the Methodists leave the Church God will leave them. See letter of Aug. 19, 1785. To prevent it we all agreed (1) to exhort all our people constantly to attend the church and sacrament; and (2), still to preach on Sundays, morning and evening, not in the church hours. Indeed, by taking the contrary steps, by exhorting our people not to go to Church, or (which came to the same thing) by appointing to preach in the church hours, we should separate from it at once. Last year the case of our brethren in North America was considered, wholly cut off both from the English Church and State. In so peculiar a case I believed it my duty to take an extraordinary step in order to send them all the help I could. See letter of Sept. 10, 1784. And I bless God it has had an admirable effect. 'But why,' say some, 'should not you take the same step here 'Because it is not the same case. They separate from nobody. They had no Church! alas! no King! We have both. 'Well, but weigh their reasons. Should we go to church to hear ourselves abused, by railing, yea and lying accusations 'What said that blessed man Philip Henry, See letter of Oct. 18, 1778. when his friend said (after hearing such a sermon), 'I hope, sir, you will not go to church any more' 'Indeed, I will go in the afternoon; if the minister does not know his duty, I bless God I know mine.'

A 46 To Sophia Cooke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Sophia Cooke Date: CROWLE, June 20, 1786. Surely you never can have need to use any ceremony with me. You may think aloud and tell me all that is in your heart. As soon as ever I saw Mr. Bradburn and you together I believed you would be more nearly united. His former wife never wanted anything; neither need any of our preachers' wives. They neither want nor abound. They have all things needful for life and godliness. But I am not a fair judge. I am partial. I long so much to have you under my own roof that I cannot divest myself of prejudice in the matter. I can only say,' Give yourself to prayer; and then act, in the name and in the fear of God, as you are fully persuaded in your own mind.' - I am Yours affectionately.

B 02 To Francis Wrigley

John Wesley · None · letter
To Francis Wrigley Date: NOTTINGHAM, July 7, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You are to stay in Redruth Circuit another year. Wrigley was Assistant there. I think C. Bond See letter in Jan. 1791 to Richard Rodda. need not come to the Conference. You should not have paid for M. Moorhouse's See letters of Sept. 28, 1779, and Sept. 10, 1789. letters, but redirected them to him. I expect immediately after the Conference to go and take leave of my friends in Holland. See letter of Aug. 8. There is a considerable increase of the work of God this year almost in every part of the kingdom. Indeed, we have good encouragement to put forth all our strength. - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 08 To Elizabeth Briggs

John Wesley · None · letter
To Elizabeth Briggs LONDON, August 7, 1786. MY DEAR BETSY, - You may do me a considerable piece of service by informing me of all you know concerning Mr. Fletcher, chiefly when he was abroad. Perhaps you can give me light from some letters or papers of your brother William's; as I suppose all his papers are in your hands. Perhaps you may have some valuable letters which he (Mr. F.) wrote to your good father. See letter of Sept. 24; and for William Perronet (who died in 1746 at the age of twenty-two), Atmore's Memorial, pp. 320-1. I think both for my sake and for Mr. F.'s sake you will give all the help you can herein to, my dear Betsy, Yours affectionately.

B 11 To Dr Coke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Coke Date: LONDON, September 6, 1786.

B 17 To Freeborn Garrettson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Freeborn Garrettson Date: LONDON, September 30, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - I trust before this comes to hand you and Dr. Coke will have met and refreshed each other's bowels in the Lord. I can exceedingly ill spare him from England, as I have no clergyman capable of supplying his lack of service; but I was convinced he was more Wanted in America than in Europe. For it is impossible but offences will come, and 'of yourselves will men arise speaking perverse things' and striving 'to draw away disciples after them.' It is a wonderful blessing they are restrained so long, till the poor people are a little grounded in the faith. You have need to watch over them with your might. Let those that have set their hands to the plough continually 'pray to the Lord of the harvest that He would send forth more laborers into His harvest.' It is far better to send your journals as they are than not to send them at all. I am afraid it is too late in the season to send books this year, but I hope Dr. Coke has brought some with him to serve you for the present. I was far off from London when he set sail. Most of those in England who have riches love money, even the Methodists - at least, those who are called so. The poor are the Christians. I am quite out of conceit with almost all those who have this world's goods. Let us take care to lay up our treasure in heaven. Peace be with your spirit! - I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 20 To Thomas Carlill

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Carlill Date: LONDON, October 21, 1786. Your affectionate friend and brother. Now procure all the subscribers you can for Mr. Fiefchef's Life. Wesley was busy finishing the Life. See letters of Oct. 22, 1785, and Nov. 11, 1786 (to Taylor).

B 22 To The Rev Mr L

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Rev. Mr. L. - Date: LONDON, October 25, 1786. Last night I had a long conversation with a few sensible men concerning going to church. The conversation was evidently at Deptford. See Journal, vii. 217. I asked them what objection they had to the hearing of Mr. L -. They answered, 'They could not hear him. He generally spoke so low that they lost a good part of what he said; and that what they could was spoken in a dead, cold, languid manner, as if he did not feel anything which he spoke.' This would naturally disgust them the more, because Dr. Coke leaned to the other extreme. I doubt there is some ground for their objection. But I should think you might easily remove it. I asked again, Have you any objection to anything in his behavior 'They answered, 'One thing we cannot approve of - his being ashamed of the Methodists. His never recommending or defending them at all, we think, is a full proof of this; for everyone knows his near relation and his many obligations to you. They know how you have loved and cherished him from a child.' They might have added, 'You owe your whole education to him; and therefore, in effect, your ordination, your curacy, your school, yea, and your wife: none of which you would in all likelihood have had had it not been for him.' I would add a word upon this head myself. I do not think you act wisely. Not one of your genteel friends can be depended on: they are mere summer flies. Whereas, had you condescended to make the Methodists your friends, they would have clave to you, one and all. And they are already no inconsiderable body of people; besides that they are increasing more and more.

B 26 To The Society At Epworth

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Society at Epworth LONDON, Nouernber 5, 1785. MY DEAR BRETHREN, - You did not well understand the case of John Fenwick; though I got down the name of James Watson before his. Yet I told him, 'You are to act as Assistant and to change the stewards in every place.' This deeply resented, and set himself to blacken him in every place and to prejudice the people against him; in which he has been but too successful. The fault of John Fenwick was the doing the right thing in the wrong manner. And I know not but when he was hunted like an hare he might be hurried to say something that was not strictly true. But what then In every circuit where he has been he has been one of the most useful assistants in England. I can remove him. But I have no preacher to send in his place. Therefore I would advise you for a time to make the best of him. But I desire those stewards may stand whom I appointed. - I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother. Till that man who shut the preaching door owns his fault I desire none of our preachers will preach at Crowle. I dare not submit in such a case.

B 29 To Joseph Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Taylor Date: NEAR LONDON, November 11, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - I am not afraid of your doing too little, but of your doing too much, either by preaching oftener than your strength will yet bear or by speaking too long or too loud. See letter of Feb. 14, 1787. Our preachers have as great need of temperance in preaching as in eating or drinking; otherwise our grand enemy will carry his point, and soon disable us from preaching at all. I hope my dear friends Mr. Smith and his wife See letter of Oct. 3, 1784. continue in the good way; and that you still earnestly exhort all the believers to go on to perfection. - I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother. PS. - I have nearly finished Mr. Fletcher's Life See letters of Oct. 21 and Dec. 9.; now let Brother Watkinson and you exert yourselves and procure as many subscribers as you can.

B 33 To William Black

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Black Date: LONDON, November 26, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - It is indeed a matter of joy that our Lord is still carrying on His work throughout Great Britain and Ireland. In the time of Dr. Jonathan Edwards there were several gracious showers in New England, but there were large intermissions between one and another; whereas with us there has been no intermission at all for seven-and-forty years, but the work of God has been continually increasing. The same thing I am in hopes you will now see in America likewise. Black wrote from Halifax on Aug. 7 giving a pleasing account of the work. See Richey's Memoir, pp. 156-8. See that you expect it, and that you seek it in His appointed ways - namely, with fasting and unintermitted prayer. And take care that you be not at all discouraged, though you should not always have an immediate answer. You know His manner and His times are best. Therefore pray always! Pray, and faint not. I commend you all to our Great Shepherd; and am Your affectionate brother.

B 35 To Freeborn Garrettson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Freeborn Garrettson Date: LOWESTOFT, November 30, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You have great reason to be thankful to God that He lets you see the fruit of your labors. Whenever any are awakened you do well to join them together immediately. But I do not advise you to go on too fast. It is not expedient to break up more ground than you can keep, to preach at any more places than you or your brethren can constantly attend. To preach once in a place and no more very seldom does any good; it only alarms the devil and his children, and makes them more upon their guard against a first assault. Wherever there is any church service, I do not approve of any appointment the same hour; because I love the Church of England, and would assist, not oppose, it all I can. How do the inhabitants of Shelburne, Halifax, and other parts of the province go on as to temporal things Have they trade Have they sufficiency of food and the other necessaries of life And do they increase or decrease in numbers It seems there is a scarcity of some things - of good ink, for yours is so pale that many of your words are not legible. As I take it for granted that you have had several conversations with Dr. Coke, I doubt not you proposed all your difficulties to him, and received full satisfaction concerning them. Commending you to Him who is able to guide and strengthen you in all things, I am Your affectionate friend and brother. PS.-Probably we shall send a little help for your building if we live till Conference. Observe the rules for building laid down in the Minutes. I see nothing of your Journal yet. I am afraid of another American Revolution. I do not know how to get the enclosed safe to Dr. Coke; probably you know. On second thoughts I think it best not to write to him at present.

B 36 To Samuel Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
I fear you greatly want evenness of temper. Are you not generally too high or too low Are not all your passions too lively, your anger in particular Is it not too soon raised And is it not too impetuous, causing you to be violent, boisterous, bearing down all before you Now, lift up your heart to God, or you will be angry at me. But I must go a little further. I fear you are greatly wanting in the government of your tongue. You are not exact in relating facts. I have observed it myself. You are apt to amplify, to enlarge a little beyond the truth. You cannot imagine, if others observe this, how it will affect your reputation. But I fear you are more wanting in another respect: that you give a loose to your tongue when you are angry; that your language then is not only sharp but coarse and ill-bred. If this be so, the people will not bear it. They will not take it either from you or me.

B 38 To William Robarts

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Robarts LONDON, December 9, 1785. MY DEAR BROTHER, - In all probability you would now have been a wealthy man; and if so, your money would have paved your way to hell. God saw this, and prevented it. It is certainly the best way now to make a fair surrender. Place that money either in mine or any other name; it is little matter which. Undoubtedly this is the best, if not the only way for the salvation of your soul. But it is plain. God seeth not as man seeth. He judges by far other measures. Oh that you had continued an itinerant I Never man was better qualified for it. I commend you to Him who can make all things work together for good; and am, dear Billy, Your affectionate brother.

B 39 To Mary Cooke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Cooke Date: LONDON, December 12, 1786. MY DEAR SISTER AND FRIEND, - Once or twice I have been a little out of order this autumn; but it was only for a day or two at a time. In general my health has been better for these last ten years than it ever was for ten years together since I was born. Ever since that good fever which I had in the North of Ireland, In 1775. I have had, as it were, a new constitution. All my pains and aches have forsaken me, and I am a stranger even to weariness of any kind. This is the Lord's doing, and it may well be marvelous in all our eyes. You oblige me much (and so your very dear sisters) by being so solicitous about my health: I take it as a mark of your sincere affection. Meantime I wonder at you I I am almost ashamed that you should love me so well. It is plain how little you know me. I am glad to find that the hunger and thirst after righteousness which God has given you does not abate. His promise cannot fail. You shall be filled, yea satisfied therewith. But when you express it, not many will understand you, except Mrs. Bailward Of Bradford-on-Avon. See Journal, vii. 434-5. and our dear Betsy Jolmson. Miss Johnson, of Bristol. See Wesley's Veterans, vi. 101; and letters of Dec. 15, 1763, and Nov. 7, 1788 (to Brackenbury). However, do not fall to encourage all the believers round about you to press on to this mark. Some will gladly receive the word of exhortation; and surely a few witnesses will be raised up. I cannot tell you how much I am Yours.

B 42 To William Shepherd

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Shepherd Date: LONDON, December 20, 1786. MY DEAR BROTHER, - You did exceeding well in sending us so circumstantial an account of our dear sister Peck's death. We can only say, 'The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away.' He knows what is best for all His children. This is a loud call to all that knew her as a burning and a shining light, to you of Oxford in particular. Stir up the gift of God that is in you. Provoke one another to love and to good works. Who can tell which of you will be called next O be ready I Let Him find you watching! - I am Your affectionate brother.

01 To Arthur Keene

John Wesley · None · letter
To Arthur Keene Date: MANCHESTER, July 24, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, It would be strange if I did not write to you the first of any one in Ireland. For is it not natural to take notice first of those whom we love but especially when you have my two dear friends, one on one side, and the other on the other side You have all need of patience while you hear every day that poor little maid bemoaning herself. See letters of April 20 and Aug. 5 She is permitted thus to linger in pain, not only for her own sake (seeing the greater her sufferings are here the greater will be her reward); but likewise for your sakes, that your 'wills may be melted 'down and take the mould divine.' I hope your dear neighbouts Mr. and Mrs. D'Olier are likewise profiting by all the providences of God. Peace be with you and yours! I am, dear Arthur, Yours most affectionately.

06 To Arthur Keene

John Wesley · None · letter
To Arthur Keene Date: MANCHESTER, August 5, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, We may see the mercy .of God in removing your little one into a better world. See letter of July 24 to him. It was a mercy for you as well as for her. I was afraid she would have continued in pain long enough to have taken her mother with her. But God does all things well. You must now take care that she may have more air and exercise than she has lately had. Otherwise she may find many ill effects of her late confinement. I do not wonder that your Dublin newswriters were afraid of stirring up a nest of hornets. Ours in England are not so fearful; they are glad to have anything from me. They know how it increases the sale of their paper. Pay peace be multiplied upon you, and all that are with you I I am, dear Arthur, Yours most affectionately.

09 To Thomas Clarkson

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To Thomas Clarkson Date: LONDON, August 1787. 'Mr. Wesley informed the Committee of the great satisfaction which he also had experienced when he heard of their formation. He conceived that their design, while it would destroy the slave trade, would also strike at the root of the shocking 'abomination of slavery. He desired to forewarn them that they must expect difficulties and great opposition from those who were interested in the system, that they were a powerful body, and that they would raise all their forces when they perceived their craft to be in danger. They would employ hireling writers, who would have neither justice nor mercy. But the Committee were not to be dismayed by such treatment, nor even if some of those who professed goodwill toward them should turn against them. As to himself, he would do all he could to promote the object of their institution. He would reprint a new large edition of his Thoughts upon Slavery, and circulate it among his friends in England and Ireland, to whom he would add a few words in favor of their design. And then he concluded in these words: "I commend you to Him who is able to carry you through all opposition and support you under all discouragements."'

12 To James Currie

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Currie Date: BATH, September 15, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, The account of the dying malefactors which you sent me is exceeding remarkable. I think it is worthy to have a place in the Arminian Magazine, and hope it may be of use to others. Your God is well pleased with your using the strength you have, and does not send you a warfare at your own cost. Continue to declare the whole gospel and to aspire after all the promises. See letter of Feb. 19, 1788, to him. I am Your affectionate brother.

18 To Jonathan Crowther

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jonathan Crowther Date: NEAR BATH, September 25, 1787. Your affectionate brother. PS. To Mr. Atlay: Pay to Jonathan Crowther or his order, five guineas.

20 To William Black

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Black Date: NEAR BATH, September 26, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, You have great reason to praise God for the great things that He hath done and to expect still greater things than these. Your grand difficulty now will be to guard your flock against that accomplished seducer. When you mentioned a person came from Scotland, I took it for granted that he was a Calvinist. But I find it is not so well: for I take a Socinian to be far worse than even a Predestinarian; and such one may easily conclude him to be from the heads of that miserable sermon. Nevertheless I advise you and all our preachers never oppose him openly. Doing thus would only give the unawakened world an advantage against you all. I advise you farther, never speak severely, much less contemptuously, of him in any mixed company. You must use no weapons in opposing him but only those of truth and love. Your wisdom is (x) strongly to inculcate the doctrines which he denies, but without taking any notice of him or seeming to know that any one does deny them; (2) to advise all our brethren (but not in public) never to hear him at the peril of their souls; and (3) narrowly to inquire whether any one is staggered, and to set such one right as soon as possible. Thus, by the blessing of God, even those that are lame will not be turned out of the way. Peace be with your spirit! I am, dear Billy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

23 To Hannah Ball

John Wesley · None · letter
To Hannah Ball Date: BRISTOL, October 4, 1787. MY DEAR SISTER, You have great reason to praise God, who has kept you for so many years a witness of His great salvation. And you must never be afraid or ashamed to declare it, especially to those that love God. Some will believe your report; some will not, for which they never want patience. For it is impossible to cut off occasion of offense from them that seek occasion. When we speak for God, we should speak with all mildness and yet with all earnestness. But by those who do not profit thereby this earnestness will be accounted anger. But still, you have only to go on warily and steadily between the two extremes. Certainly you may expect to see such a work in High Wycombe as never was yet. On Monday next I expect to set out for London. This winter I shall not have time to take many journeys; but I shall undoubtedly find time to visit you. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

26 To Granville Sharp

John Wesley · None · letter
To Granville Sharp Date: LONDON, October 11,1787. SIR, Ever since I heard of it first I felt a perfect detestation of the horrid Slave Trade, but more particularly since I had the pleasure of reading what you have published upon the subject. Therefore I cannot but do everything in my power to forward the glorious design of your Society. And it must be a comfortable thing to every man of humanity to observe the spirit with which you have hitherto gone on. Indeed, you cannot go on without more than common resolution, considering the opposition you have to encounter, all the opposition which can be made by men who are 'not encumbered with either honor, conscience, or humanity, and will rush on per fasque ne fasque, through every possible means, to secure their great goddess, Interest. Unless they are infatuated in this point also, they will spare no money to carry their cause; and this has the weight of a thousand arguments with the generality of men. And you may be assured these men will lay hold on and improve every possible objection against you. I have been afraid lest they should raise an objection from your manner of procuring information. To hire or to pay informers has a bad sound and might raise great, yea insurmountable' prejudice against you. Is it not worth your consideration whether it would not be advisable to drop this mode entirely, and to be content with such information as you can procure by more honorable means After all, I doubt the matter will turn upon this, 's the Slave Trade for the interest of the nation' And here, the multitude of sailors that perish therein will come to be considered. In all these difficulties what a comfort it is to consider (unfashionable as it is) that there is a God! Yea, and that (as little as men think of it!) He has still all power both in heaven and on earth! To Him I commend you and your glorious Cause; and am, sir, Your affectionate servant.

27 To Mrs Rogers

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To Mrs. Rogers Date: LONDON, October 12, 1787. MY DEAR HETTY, I do not doubt but your calling at Dublin would be in an acceptable time, especially as Rowland Hill was there. Jemmy Rogers did exceedingly well in advising our people to go to their own church. Rogers had moved from Dublin to Cork. They spent a week in Dublin on their return from the Manchester Conference. After we left you at Manchester we pushed on and in all haste set out for the Isle of Jersey. But a storm drove us into Yarmouth, in the Isle of Wight. There Dr. Coke and I preached in the market-place by turns two evenings and two mornings. A second storm drove us to the Isle of Purbeck,. just where the Indiaman was lost. There I had an opportunity of preaching to a little Society, which I had not seen for thirteen years. We hoped to reach Guernsey the next evening, but could get no further than the Isle of Alderney. I preached on the beach in the morning, and the next afternoon came safe to Guernsey. Here is an open door: high and low, rich and poor receive the word gladly; so that I could not regret being detained by contrary winds several days longer than we intended. The same thing befell us in the Isle of Jersey, where also there was an open door, even the Governor and the chief of the people being quite civil and friendly. Jane Bisson See letter of Aug. 4. I saw every day. She is nineteen years old, about the size of Miss Ritchie, and has a peculiar mixture of seriousness, sprightliness, and sweetness, both in her looks and behavior. Wherever we were she was the servant of all. I think she exceeds Madame Guyon in deep communion with God. I hope you will see a revival in Cork also. See that you take particular care of the tender lambs, not forgetting poor Patty Laffan. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, with kind love to James Rogers, my dear Hetty, Yours most affectionately.

30 To David Gordon

John Wesley · None · letter
To David Gordon Date: LONDON. October 19, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, When I was there myself, I expected there would be a considerable work of God in the Waterford Circuit. So I am not disappointed of my hope. But it will not be easy to secure an additional preacher at this time of the year, as all the preachers are now stationed and we have none to spare. I hope neither you or your colleague preach too loud or too long; otherwise you will soon do the devil a singular pleasure by disabling yourselves from preaching at all. I never myself bought a lottery ticket; but I blame not those that do. I am, dear David, Your affectionate friend and brother.

33 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: NEAR LONDON, November 9, 1787. One would wonder that the prince of this world was so slow and that he did not sooner fight lest his kingdom should be delivered up. He will at length do what he can. But if you continue instant in prayer God will put the bridle in his mouth. It is well we should be convinced that we have need of Him. Our safety will we ascribe to Him alone. See next letter. As the case of Sister Horne is too singular to be credited without the fullest evidence, I think you would do well to write the account fair, and have it formally attested by Mrs. Johnson, Mr. Arrive, and three or four more who were eye-witnesses of the whole. You must not believe all you hear concerning the circumstances of Mr. L 's marriage. Indeed, you should believe nothing about them till you have told it to themselves. Envy will invent a thousand things, and with the most plausible circumstances. Save them if it be possible, which can never be done by harshness; but love will 'break the bone.' The Bailiff was talking of building you an house at St. Peter's; I think it may be done by-and-by. Be exact in every point of discipline. Keep your rules, and they will keep you. I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

40 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, December 8, 1787. My DEAR BROTHER, Again and again we have followed our Lord's direction, which is plain and express. You was 'persecuted in one city.' You should then doubtless have fled to another. The consequences of so doing you should have left to our Master. We have followed the direction over and over, and found no ill consequences at all. If there had been a Society already formed in the place, it had been a very different case. I should have advised you to give no pretense or handle to the court to intermeddle with your affairs. At present I see no remedy but prayer. Wesley's advice was followed, and for some years the Methodists did not visit the parish. See letters of Nov. 21 and Dec. 17. Peace be with all your spirits I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother. On the fly-leaf of the letter this note is added: Brother De Queteville and you do not mind what I say. I do not wonder at him (he does not know me), but I do at you. His natural temper is stern See letter of Dec. 18. : yours is not. Therefore I expect you to regard me, whether he does or no. We have no such custom among our Societies, nor ever had, as for a man to acknowledge his fault before a whole Society. There shall be no such custom while I live. If he acknowledge it before the preachers, it is enough.

41 To Thomas Wride

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Wride Date: LONDON, December 11, I787. It is no wonder that young man should be ruined who connected himself with that execrable bill trade. In London I expel every one out of our Society who has anything to do with it. Whoever endorses a bill (that is, promises to pay) for more than he is worth is either a fool or a knave See letters of Nov. 6, 1781, and June 7, I788. I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate brother.

43 To Robert Carr Brackenbury

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Carr Brackenbury Date: LONDON, December 17, 1787. Wishing you all every possible blessing, I am, dear sir, Your affectionate friend and brother.

46 To Mary Cooke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mary Cooke Date: LONDON, December 21, 1787. MY DEAR SISTER, You have unspeakable reason to praise God for His late manifestations to you. And you will generally observe that large consolations are preceded by deep exercises of soul. And we all have reason to praise Him for the many tokens we see of His approaching kingdom. It is plain Satan, the murderer and the deceiver of mankind, is in a great measure bound already; he is not now permitted to deceive the nations, as in the past ages. And even in the Romish countries scarce any are now called to resist unto blood. If two or three of you continue instant in prayer, the work will revive at Trowbridge also. When you are met together, boldly lay hold on the promise: His word will speak, and will not lie. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear sister, Yours most affectionately.

48 To Arthur Keene

John Wesley · None · letter
To Arthur Keene Date: LONDON, December 25, 1787. MY DEAR BROTHER, It was, I suppose, about the time that you was in the North, I was in the Southern Islands, which I think are abundantly the pleasantest part of His Majesty's dominions. His visit to the Channel Islands in August. And the people in general are just prepared for the reception of true religion. For, with regard to their circumstances, they are in the happy medium, neither rich nor poor; and with regard to their temper, most of them have the French courtesy joined to the English sincerity; a great deal resembling many of our friends both in Dublin and in the North of Ireland. We have every reason to be thankful to God on behalf of our poor widows. The Widows' Home in Dublin. See letter of April 20, 1787. One thing I cannot but particularly wish, that all their rooms may be kept as clean as possible. I have not had the pleasure of seeing Mr. Handy. I suppose he called here when I was out of town. Wishing every blessing to you and your dear family, I am, dear Arthur, Ever yours. I have just seen Mr. Handy, who informed me that James Whitestone Of Dublin. See reference to his wife in Crookshank's Methodism in Ireland, i. 157-67. is gone hence. Let us also be ready!

A 05 To Henry Moore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Moore Date: LONDON, January 18, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, This is an unprecedented thing. I never before saw or heard of such a flow of grace as was seen in Dublin three years together without a proportionable ebb succeeding. See letter of April 6. Whereas to this hour we have no ebb at all. We can only say, 'It is the Lord: let Him do what seemeth Him good.' I am glad you have got an house in Marlborough Street. On Feb. 19 Wesley refers to the opening of the Marlborough Street Room. I have appointed a class to meet there. It must needs give much offense. However, give as little as possible. Behave to them with all possible tenderness and courtesy. And do nothing that you foresee will give offense, unless it be a matter of duty. It is exceeding well that you have made a beginning at Castle Road. I wonder all the villages round Dublin have not been tried before now. My best love attends my dear Nancy. I am, dear Henry (and Becky See letter of Feb. too), Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 09 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: LONDON, February 18, 1788.

A 14 To Jane Bisson

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To Jane Bisson Date: NEAR LONDON, February 20, 1788. MY DEAR SISTER, Your last letter gave me a very sensible pleasure. Indeed, so do all your letters. And I cannot but acknowledge every letter I receive from you unites you to me more than I was united before. There is something in your spirit that does me good, that softens and quickens me too: but at the same time that melancholy thought occurs, that you are at so great a distance from me, and that it is doubtful whether I shall ever have the satisfaction of taking you by the hand again. Yet I shall, if it be the will of Him that orders all things well, who orders all for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness. And we know He cannot deny to them that fear Him any manner of thing that is good. Your speaking of trials makes me almost ready to cry out in the words of our poet, Secluded from the world, and all its care, Hast thou to joy or grieve, to hope or fear Shut up, as you are, in your father's house, and a little, retired, quiet island, and having food to eat and raiment to put on, what can you find to try you Speak, my dear friend, speak. Surely you will not deny me the pleasure of serving you, or at least of sympathizing with you, if I cannot help you. One of your trials I can easily foresee. With all your innocence and prudence, you cannot escape censure. In spite of all you can do, the good that is in you will surely be evil spoken of. And it is not unlikely some will join in the cry against you from whom you expected better things. But, as you are just entering into life, one would think you had hardly yet met with any who rewarded you evil for good, and gave you occasion to cry out, Ingratitude! sharp as the viper's tooth!

A 16 To Ann Bolton

John Wesley · None · letter
To Ann Bolton Date: LONDON, February 23, 1788. MY DEAR NANCY, You do well to write to me at all times when you are of leisure, but especially when you are in trouble. It is a just remark of Mr. Addison: The ways of Heaven are dark and intricate, Puzzled with mazes and perplexed with errors. So it seems at least to our poor, weak understandings, which cannot fathom the deep counsels of God. But what He does now you will know hereafter and see that He hath done all things well. If you had not seen trouble in the years that are past, you would not have been what you are now. You have fairly profited thereby: you have not suffered so many things in vain; but you have learnt more and more obedience by the things that you have suffered. On Thursday next I am to leave London. I hope to be at Bristol the Monday following; a fortnight after at Stroud, as usual; and then at Cirencester and Gloucester. Meet me somewhere if you can conveniently. A copy of the Magazine is not now to be had, but you may have abundance of single ones. And, indeed, you never need want anything that is in the power of, my dear Nancy, Yours most affectionately.

A 20 To Susanna Knapp

John Wesley · None · letter
To Susanna Knapp Date: BRISTOL, March 4, 1788. MY DEAR SUKY, That you were at the trouble of sending me a few lines I take exceeding kindly. I was talking with Mr. Eden here Then in Bristol. See letter of Feb. 11, 1772, n. a day or two ago, and he heard that the roads about Broadmarston are now almost impassable. On Monday next I hope to be at Stroud, on Tuesday at Gloucester, on Wednesday and Thursday at Worcester, on Friday at Stourport, and on Saturday at Birmingham. I hope you are making the best use of the rigor of youth in running the race that is set before you. Miss Knapp was born Sept. 17, 1770. She was greatly influenced by Wesley's visits to her home. See letter of March 4, 1784, to her. These are precious hours; improve them to the uttermost, and you will give pleasure to all that love you; in particular to, my dear Suky, Yours affectionately.

A 21 To His Brother Charles

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Brother Charles Date: BRISTOL, March 5, 1788. If I ventured to give you advice more, it would be this: 'Be master of your own house.' If you fly, they pursue. But stand firm, and you will carry your point. Evidently his musician sons needed to be kept to rule. See letters of March 2 and 7. Adieu !

A 30 To His Nephew Samuel Wesley

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Nephew Samuel Wesley Date: STROUD, March 18, 1788. But it seems the time is past! Your father is on the wing. You are not likely to see him long; and you know not that you will see me any more. Whether you do or do not, I earnestly advise you to make a friend of Mr. Dickinson. Peard Dickinson. He is a sensible and a pious man, and has a tender regard for you. I commit you to Him who is able to carry you through all temptations. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate Uncle.

A 31 To William Black

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Black Date: GLOUCESTER, March 19, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am glad to find you are still going on in the glorious work to which you are called. We have need to make haste therein, to use all diligence. For the work is great, the day is short, and lonely is the night wherein no man can work! It is a kind Providence which has placed Brother Anderson and you in one house. For you may have many opportunities of strengthening each others hands in God. It is well that Satan is constrained to show himself so plainly in the case of those poor demoniacs. Thereby he weakens his own kingdom and excites us to assault him more zealously. In the beginning of the work in England and Ireland we had many instances of the kind. But he now chooses to assault us by subtlety more than by strength. I wish you would do all you possibly can to keep our brethren in peace with each other. And your pains will not be lost on poor John McGeary. See letters of Feb. 20, 1787, and Feb. 27, 1789. There is much good in him. Indeed, he is naturally of a bold, forward temper; but I hope his zeal is now according to knowledge. Undoubtedly you know the objections which John Hoskins makes to John Stretton. See next letter, and that of Nov. 21, 1789. If there is any ground for them, should you not freely and lovingly talk with Brother Stretton. Praying that you may increase with all the increase of God, I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 32 To John Stretton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Stretton Date: GLOUCESTER, March 19, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am glad the little contest between Mr. Balfour and John McGeary is come to a conclusion. It is good advice to every Christian, 'If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.' But, of all others, the Methodists are concerned carefully to follow this advice. We are a new people, and consequently must expect that many will be prejudiced against us. And there is no way to remove that prejudice but to overcome evil with good. Stretton was the preacher at Harbour Grace, Newfoundland. See letter of Feb. 25, 1785, to him. The experience of Phoebe Bland is an admirably good one, truly consistent both with Scripture and reason; and the account is well drawn up, with good sense, and in remarkably good language. I have a confused remembrance of some objections against you last year, made, I think, by John Hoskins. See letter of Aug. 10, 1780. I hope, if there was once some foundation for them, it is now removed. We have need to take the utmost care that the good which is in us be not evil spoken of. I am Your affectionate brother.

A 33 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: WORCESTER, March 20, 1788. MY DEAR SALLY, Mr. Whitefield had for a considerable time thrown up all the food he took. I advised him to slit a large onion across the grain and bind it warm on the pit of his stomach. He vomited no more. Pray apply this to my brother's stomach the next time he eats. One in Yorkshire, who was dying for want of food, as she threw up all she took, was saved by the following means: Boil crusts of white bread to the consistence of a jelly; add a few drops of lemon juice and a little loaf sugar; take a spoonful once or twice an hour. By all means let him try this. If neither of these avail (which I think will not be the case), remember the lady at Paris who lived several weeks without swallowing a grain by applying thin slices of beef to the stomach. But above all let prayer be made continually; and probably he will be stronger after this illness than he has been these ten years. Is anything too hard for God On Sunday I am to be at Birmingham; on Sunday se'nnight at Madeley, near Shifnal, Salop. My dear Sally, Adieu!

A 38 To Peard Dickinson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Peard Dickinson Date: NEAR STOCKPORT, April 8, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, If Mr. Bradburn's letter of March 29 had been directed to Birmingham, where I then was, I should have taken coach on Sunday the 3oth and been with you on Monday the 3Ist. I shall not be at Manchester till the 10th instead. But all is well; by that mistake I am much further on my journey. 'Tis pity but the remains of my brother had been deposited with me. Certainly that ground is holy as any in England, and it contains a large quantity of 'bonny dust.' We have all need to stir ourselves up before the Lord and to improve by this providence; and you may improve it much in speaking to the people, as I have done several times. Betsy must accept of my friendship instead of my brother's. I am Your affectionate friend and brother. A Printed Notice. MANCHESTER, April 12, 1788. Great are the advantages we have reaped for many years from the continual change of preachers, but this cannot subsist any longer than the places of all the preachers are appointed by one man or body of men. Therefore wherever Trustees are to place and displace the preachers this change, which we call Itinerancy, is at an end. It is for your sakes, not my own, that I wish this may continue, and the appointment of preachers, which now lies upon me, be afterwards executed by the Conference, not the Trustees of any of the Houses. Is it possible that Itinerancy should be continued by any other means This is all the contest, at present, between me and our brethren at Dewsbury.

A 40 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: MANCHESTER, April 12, 1788. MY DEAR SALLY, I thank you for the account you have given me. It is full and satisfactory. You describe a very awful scene. The time, I doubt not, was prolonged on purpose that it might make the deeper impression on those that otherwise might soon have forgotten it. What a difference does one moment make! When the soul springs out of time into eternity, what an amazing change! What are all the pleasures, the business of this world, to a disembodied spirit! Let us, therefore, be ready. For the day is at hand! But the comfort is it cannot part you long from, my dear Sally, Yours invariably.

A 53 To Mrs Rogers

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Rogers Date: May 28, 1788. MY DEAR HETTY, My not hearing from you for so long a time would have given me concern, but I knew it was not from want of affection. I am glad to hear you prosper in your soul; rest in nothing you have attained, but press on till you are filled with all the fullness of God. In this day of God's power I hope many of the backsliders in Cork will be brought back; there are great numbers of them in and about the city, and many are of the. genteeler sort. It seems you have a particular mission to these; perhaps they will hear none but you. I hope you have already found out Mrs. Forbes (Captain Forbes's wife), and that now she is more than almost persuaded to be a Christian. The pearl on my eye is but just discernible, and dulls the sight a little, but not much. As it grows no worse, I do not much regard it. See letter of April 6. Mr. Smyth's society, I verily believe, will do us no harm At Bethesda, Dublin. The controversy about Methodist services in church hours. See previous letter and that of June 7 to Henry Moore.: and every one may speak of me as he will. I am just flying away as a shadow. It more than makes me amends that James and you still love and pray for, my dear Hetty, Your most affectionate.

A 56 To The Millbourn Society

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Millbourn Society Date: SUNDERLAND, May 31, 1788. MY DEAR BRETHREN, All that you desire (unless I mistake) is the very thing that I desire and design to do. I desire that your house shall be just as the other, and our preachers shall meet the Society, hold lovefeasts, and keep watch-nights in them alternately. If in anything I should give the preference to either, certainly I would to the house in Millbourn Place. See letters of Jan. 20, 1787, and in Oct. 1788 (to Peter Mill). What do I want but to do you all the good I can in my few remaining days We have loved one another long, and God forbid that anything should now part you and Your affectionate brother.

A 57 To Mrs Blachford

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Blachford Date: SUNDERLAND, June 3, 1788. MY DEAR MRS. BLACHFORD, You state the case clearly and fairly; and when this is done there is no great difficulty in it. Many other objections and plausible ones might be made to the proposal; hut certainly those two are the strongest of all and the most difficult to be answered: first, her youth and little experience in the things of the world; and secondly, his little experience in the things of God. He has made a good beginning. He has set on well. But who can tell what the end will be By reason of the time we cannot suppose him to be much established yet; and if he should afterwards relapse into his former state, what an insupportable trial must it be to her! In a strange country and separate from all her religious friends! Upon the whole, therefore, I cannot but subscribe to your judgment, that you must do nothing suddenly. I am, my dear sister, Yours most affectionately.

A 58 To Christopher Hopper

John Wesley · None · letter
To Christopher Hopper NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE, June 3, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I said nothing, less or more, in Bradford Church concerning the end of the world, neither concerning my own opinion. What I said was that Bengelius had given it as his opinion, not that the world would then end, but that the Millennial reign of Christ would begin in the year 1836. I have no opinion at all upon that head. I can determine nothing about it. These calculations are far above, out of my sight. I have only one thing to do, to save my own soul and those that hear me. I am, with kind love to Sister Hopper, Yours affectionately.

A 60 To Thomas Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Taylor Date: NEAR NEWCASTLE, June 7, 1788. It is no wonder that every one should be ruined who concerns himself with that execrable bill trade. In London I expel every one out of our Society who has anything to do with it. Whoever endorses a bill that is, promises to pay) for more than he is worth is either a fool or a knave. I hope this affliction at Manchester will be the means of saving many souls. Peace be with you and yours! I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 62 To Mrs Freeman

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Freeman Date: WHITBY, June 13, 1788. MY DEAR SISTER, If all the members of our Society could be persuaded to attend St. Patrick's Church, we should not need the Sunday service at the New Room. See letter of May 20, 1789. I wish you would always attend the church, except when I am in Dublin; unless you choose to make another namely, when Dr. Coke is in Dublin. I commend you and yours to Him that loves you; and am, my dear Jenny, Your affectionate brother.

A 77 To Mrs Ward

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Ward Date: LONDON, July 16, 1788. MY DEAR SISTER. Mrs. Ward was one of the leading Methodists in Cork, where James Rogers was Assistant. Several of her letters to Wesley are in Arminian Mag. 1788, 326; 1790, 442, 601, 666; 1791, 553. You do well in writing freely to me upon whatever occurs to your mind, and you should lose no time, for probably the time is at hand when I shall be called to 'arise and go hence.' I hardly expect to see another May, or perhaps the end of another March; but be that as God pleases. My remnant of days I spend to His praise, Who died the whole world to redeem; Be they many or few, my days are His due, And they all are devoted to Him. For upwards of fifty years my language respecting the Church has been just the same as it is now. Yet, whenever I am removed, there can be no doubt but some of the Methodists will separate from it and set up independent meetings: some will accept of livings: the rest (who will, I trust, be the largest third) will continue together on the itinerant plan; and if they abide by their old rules, God will give them His blessing. It has been the glory of Methodists to assist all parties without forming any. In so doing, God has abundantly blessed them. What could He have done more for them than He has done Do not they know when they are well Mr. Rogers should do all that is in his power to quiet the minds of our people. Your son Richard goes on well. He will be a preacher, either regular or irregular. I think we can make room at Kingswood for the children you mention. Peace be with you and yours. I am, my dear sister, Yours most affectionately.

B 01 To Jasper Winscorn

John Wesley · None · letter
To Jasper Winscorn Date: LONDON, July 16, 1788. Your affectionate brother.

B 04 To Richard Whatcoat

John Wesley · None · letter
To Richard Whatcoat Date: LONDON, July 17, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am never so busy as not to spare a little time to remember my friends. I have not heard of your taking any step which I disapprove of. It was not your fault that you did not reach the office which I assigned you. Brother Casey is very desirous of being stationed either in the English or Irish circuit, and I believe it will be every way for his good. He will be both more holy and more happy than in his American living. In various parts of England as well as in America God has lately revived up many young men, who are full of life and fire and have spread the fire of love wherever their lot was cast. It was not well judged by Brother Asbury to suffer, much less indirectly to encourage, that foolish step in the late Conference. Every preacher present ought both in duty and in prudence to have said, 'Brother Asbury, Mr. Wesley is your father, consequently ours, and we will affirm this in the face of all the world.' It is truly probable the disavowing me will, as soon as my head is laid, occasion a total breach between the English and American Methodists. They will naturally say, 'If they can do without us, we can do without them.' But they will find a greater difference than they imagine. Next would follow a separation between themselves. Well, whatever may fall out to-morrow, let you and I live to-day! I am, dear Richard, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 12 To Sarah Mallet

John Wesley · None · letter
Fifty years ago and for several years following all our preachers were single men, when in process of time a few of them married. Those with whom they labored maintained both them and their wives, there being then no settled allowance either for the one or the other. But above thirty years ago it was found most convenient to fix a stated allowance for both; and this was found by the circuits where they were stationed, till one year some of the circuits complained of poverty. Dr. Coke and I supplied what was wanting. The next year, the number of wives increasing, three or four of them were supplied out of the Contingent Fund. This was a bad precedent, for more and more wives were thrown upon this fund, till it was likely to be swallowed up thereby. We could think of no way to prevent this, but to consider the state of our Societies in England and Ireland, and to beg the members of each circuit to give us that assistance which they can easily do without hurting their families. Within these fifty years the substance of the Methodists is increased in proportion to their numbers. Therefore, if you are not straitened in your own bowels, this will be no grievance, but you will cheerfully give food and raiment to those who give up all their time and strength and labour to your service.

B 24 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: BRISTOL, September 1, 1788. MY DEAR SALLY, I received yours yesterday in the afternoon. As Ramsgate See letters of Aug. 7 and Sept. 8. is more private, I am not sorry that you are there, and that you have so suitable a companion. I think it would be expedient for you to bathe every day, unless you find yourself chilled when you come out. But I do not advise you to drink any sea water. I am persuaded it was never designed to enter any human body for any purpose but to drown it. The great comfort is that you have a good and wise physician always ready both to advise and to assist. Therefore you are assured health you shall have if health be best. That all things may work together for your good is the prayer of, my dear Sally, Your ever affectionate Uncle.

B 25 To John Atlay

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Atlay Date: BRISTOL, September 4, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I was once afraid that you had dissuaded George Whitfield from taking charge of the books; but I can take your word. Now I am fully satisfied that you did not; and I believe you will teach him everything relating to that charge. But one thing is much upon my mind: I wish you would hire one or two proper persons, and take an inventory of all the books that are either in the shop or under the chapel. This will be worth all the pains. Then George will know what he has to do. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 29 To Joseph Benson

John Wesley · None · letter
I like your thoughts upon Materialism, as, I doubt not, I should those on the Separate Existence of the Soul. It will be best to print at Hull or York, if you can print almost as cheap and can have as good paper. Should there not be a thousand copies Then you will reserve an hundred of them for yourself. The matter of Dewsbury you mistake totally. When I met the trustees at Dewsbury they all promised me to settle the house according to the deed then read. They flew off from this, not I; I desired no more from the beginning to the end. The sum of all was, If any one accuses a preacher whom I send, I, not the accuser, will be his judge. And this I cannot give up. See letter of July 30. I am, with love to Sister Benson, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother. But hold! Does not Mrs. Fletcher consider this impression as her property

B 30 To Francis Asbury

John Wesley · None · letter
To Francis Asbury Date: LONDON, September 20, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, There is, indeed, a wide difference between the relation wherein you stand to the Americans and the relation wherein I stand to all the Methodists. You are the elder brother of the American Methodists: I am under God the father of the whole family. Therefore I naturally care for you all in a manner no other persons can do. Therefore I in a measure provide for you all; for the supplies which Dr. Coke provides for you, he could not provide were it not for me, were it not that I not only permit him to collect but also support him in so doing. But in one point, my dear brother, I am a little afraid both the Doctor and you differ from me. I study to be little: you study to be great. I creep: you strut along. I found a school: you a college! Cokesbury College, so called after its founders Coke and Asbury, was twice burnt down. nay, and call it after your own names! O beware, do not seek to be something! Let me be nothing, and 'Christ be all in all!' One instance of this, of your greatness, has given me great concern. How can you, how dare you suffer yourself to be called Bishop I shudder, I start at the very thought! Men may call me a knave or a feel, a rascal, a scoundrel, and I am content; but they shall never by my consent call me Bishop! For my sake, for God's sake, for Christ's sake put a full end to this! Let the Presbyterians do what they please, but let the Methodists know their calling better. Thus, my dear Franky, I have told you all that is in my heart. And let this, when I am no more seen, bear witness how sincerely I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 32 To Mr

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mr. - Date: BRISTOL, September 20, 1788. MY DEAR FRIEND, The question properly refers (when we speak of a separation from the Church) to a total and immediate separation. Such was that of Mr. Ingham's people first, and afterwards that of Lady Huntingdon's; who all agreed to form themselves into a separate body without delay, to go to church no more, and to have no more connection with the Church of England than with the Church of Rome. Such a separation I have always declared against; and certainly it will not take place (if ever it does) while I live. But a kind of separation has already taken place, and will inevitably spread, though by slow degrees. Those ministers (so called) who neither live nor preach the gospel I dare not say are sent of God. Where one of these is settled, many of the Methodists dare not attend his ministry; so, if there be no other church in that neighborhood, they go to church no more. This is the case in a few places already, and it will be the case in more; and no one can justly blame me for this, neither is it contrary to any of my professions.

B 37 To Lady Maxwell

John Wesley · None · letter
To Lady Maxwell Date: LONDON, September 30, 1788. My DEAR LADY, For many years a great person professed and I believe had a great regard for me. The Countess of Huntingdon. I therefore believed it my duty to speak with all freedom, which I did in a long letter. But she was so displeased that she said to a friend, 'I hate Mr. Wesley above all the creatures upon earth.' I now believe it my duty to write freely to you. Will it have the same effect Certainly I would not run the hazard, did I not regard your happiness more than your favor. Therefore I will speak. May God enable you not only to pardon it, but to profit thereby! Indeed, unless you profit by it, I do not expect you to forgive. Be pleased to observe I do not affirm anything; I only beg you calmly to consider, Would it be fight for me to propagate a doctrine which I believed to be false particularly if it were not only false but dangerous to the souls of men, frequently hindering their growth in grace, stopping their pursuit of holiness And is it fight in you to do this You believe the doctrine of Absolute Predestination is false. Is it, then, right for you to propagate this doctrine in any kind or degree, particularly as it is not only false but a very dangerous doctrine, as we have seen a thousand times Does it not hinder the work of God in the soul, feed all evil and weaken all good tempers, turn many quite out of the way of life and drive them back to perdition Is not Calvinism the very antidote of Methodism, the most deadly and successful enemy which it ever had 'But my friend desired that I would propagate it, and lodged money with me for this very purpose.' What then May I destroy souls because my friend desired it Ought you not rather to throw that money into the sea O let not any money or any friend move you to propagate a lie, to strike at the root of Methodism, to grieve the holiest of your friends, and to endanger your own soul! Living or dying, I shall always be, my dear Lady, Your most affectionate servant.

B 40 To James Bogie

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Bogie Date: LONDON, October 11, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is an excellent plan. The sooner you put it in execution the better; only see that you be all punctual to follow one another exactly. Let not a little hindrance or inconvenience put you out of your way; suppose a shower of rain or snow. Press on! Break through! Take up your cross each of you and follow your Master; so shall the world and the devil fall under your feet. I am, dear Jemmy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 41 To Mrs Cock

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Cock Date: LONDON, October 12, 1788. MY DEAR SISTER, It gives me much pleasure to find you are still happy in God, leaning upon your Beloved. O may you increase therein more and more! May you be more and more holy, and you will be more and more happy! See letters of June 26 (to Adam Clarke) and Dec. 27. This I long for, even your perfection, your growing up in all things into Him that is our Head. O may you never endeavor Love's all-sufficient sea to raise By drops of creature happiness! I sent you a little book or two by Mr. Clarke. If I can be of any service to you in anything, it would be an unspeakable satisfaction to, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

B 45 To Edward Jackson

John Wesley · None · letter
To Edward Jackson Date: LONDON, October 24, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I commend you for denying tickets to all that have neglected meeting their classes, unless they seriously promise to meet them for the time to come. You cannot be too exact in this. You do well likewise to exhort all the believers that are in earnest or would be in earnest to meet in band. But the bands in every place need continual instruction; for they are continually flying in pieces. See letter of Jan. 6, 1781 But the grand means of the revival of the work of God in Sheffield Jackson was Assistant there. was the prayer-meetings. There were then twelve of them in various parts of the town every Sunday night. Keep up these, and you will keep up the flame. I am, with love to Sister Jackson, dear Edward, Your affectionate friend and brother. To Mr. Jackson, At the Preaching-house, In Sheffield.

B 48 To Peter Mill

John Wesley · None · letter
To Peter Mill October 1788. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 51 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, November 5, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER am always well pleased to hear from you. I am glad you visit Guernsey. You must in no wise confine yourself to Jersey. It would be a sin against God and the people. You ought not to spend more than twice as much time in Jersey as you do out of it. It would have been quite wrong to have made a collection for Dr. Coke at this critical time. The Doctor is often too hasty. He does not maturely consider all circumstances. If you have any money in your hands, you may expend what I subscribed and draw upon me for it. Probably at the Conference your sphere of action will be enlarged. I hope in the meantime you will not suffer Sister Clarke to be unemployed. See that she fulfill the office of a deaconess. Peace be with all your spirits! I think it will be well to sell the old chapel. See letter of June 1, 1789. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 59 To William Smith

John Wesley · None · letter
To William Smith LONDON, November 10, 1788.

B 62 To Edward Coates

John Wesley · None · letter
To Edward Coates Date: LONDON, December 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I have all my life been a lover of peace, and am not less so now than I was fifty years ago. Therefore, as to warm words spoken to you or any other, let them pass; they are not worth rehearsing. There is only one charge which is of consequence, that you will not settle the house on the Methodist plan. This is exactly the case of the Dewsbury house; and if you persist in the resolution, you will constrain us to proceed in the same manner. See letters of November 1788 to William Smith, and April 11, 1789, to Peter Mill. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 64 To Walter Churchey

John Wesley · None · letter
To Walter Churchey Date: LONDON, December 6, 1788. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am glad you wrote to poor Mr. Henderson: for certainly he stands in great need of comfort; and he must now needs seek it in God, for all other streams are cut off. I cannot learn anything concerning the manner of John Henderson's death, whether it was with or without hope; as I cannot find that any of his religious friends were near him at that important season. The Methodists in general have very little taste for any poems but those of a religious or a moral kind; and my brother has amply provided them with these. Besides those that are already printed, I have six volumes of his poems in manuscript. However, if you furnish me with the proposals, I will do you what little service I can. I should be glad to see or hear from Mr. Cowper See letters of Sept. 27, 1788, and Feb. 22, 1791.; but I have no means of access to him at all. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 04 To James Currie

John Wesley · None · letter
To James Currie Date: LONDON, January 24, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, You have great cause to praise God for pouring out His Spirit on poor Northampton and turning your heaviness into joy. You should try with all diligence to work together with God and improve this day of His power: first, by laying hold on all the backsliders you can, and laboring if possible to bring them back to the fold; and, secondly, by earnestly exhorting the brethren to go on to perfection. This should be done both in pubic and private. I am Yours affectionately.

A 08 To Walter Churchey

John Wesley · None · letter
To Walter Churchey Date: LONDON, January 27, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, On Monday, March 2, I hope to be in Bath or Bristol; then we may talk about the number of copies. I have been much more concerned than you for these sixty years in printing books both with and without subscription. And I still think, with all our skill and industry, we shall be hard set to procure three hundred subscribers. Perhaps three hundred may promise! But we must never imagine that all who promise will perform. But of this we may talk more when we meet at Bristol. The list of subscribers printed in Churchey's Poems on Various Occasions accounts for 195 copies. See letters of Dec. 6, 1788, and March 3, 1789, to him. I suppose every one that loves King George loves Mr. Pitt. Peace be with all your spirits! I am Your affectionate brother. I will inquire after the vintage.

A 10 To Thomas Rutherford

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Rutherford Date: LONDON, January 31, 1789. If it pleases God to continue my life and health, I purpose to set out for Ireland at the usual time and to call upon you at Stockport about the latter end of March. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 11 To Mrs Whereat

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Whereat Date: LONDON, February 4, 1789. MY DEAR PATTY, We seem to be now just where we were some years ago. You had a strange dream; but it is past, and you are now awake. He that was the chief means of lulling you asleep is now likewise broad awake. Well, let us now redeem the time. The night is far spent! The day of eternity is at hand! I am now preparing to take leave of London, perhaps to see it no more. But perhaps my bones may rest here in a vault which is prepared for me and a few more preachers. I am, my dear Patty, Your very affectionate Uncle.

A 14 To Mrs Tighe

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Tighe Date: LONDON, February 7, 1789.

A 16 To Joseph Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Joseph Taylor Date: LONDON, February 11, 1789. There is no danger of my seeing Nottingham this year. On the 2nd of March I hope to be in Bath, on the 4th at Bristol, on the 17th at Gloucester, the 21st at Birmingham, and then in Dublin as soon as I can. I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 21 To Sarah Mallet

John Wesley · None · letter
To Sarah Mallet Date: LONDON, February 21, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, As your speaking at Mr. Hunt's was not a premeditated thing, I see no harm in it, and indeed you was so hedged in by a concurrence of circumstances that I do not know how you could well avoid it. Perhaps there was some end of Divine Providence (not known to us) to be answered thereby. Therefore I am not at all sorry that it so fell out. But you must expect to be censured for it. But I was a little surprised a while ago when one speaking of you said, 'Sally Mallet is not so serious as Betty Reeve.' I thought Sally Mallet was as serious as any young woman in Norfolk. Be wary in all your actions, and you will never want any assistance which is in the power of, my dear Sally, Yours affectionately.

A 22 To John Stretton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Stretton Date: LONDON, February 27, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, Thirty years ago we had thirty or forty preachers, the greater part of whom were truly devoted to God; but one or two of them departed from us, loving the present world. At present we have in Great Britain and Ireland about two hundred traveling preachers, and probably there are three or four of these whose hearts are not right with God; but we do not know it; we have no proof of this, or we should put them away. I do not know that Henry Brians has any gifts for preaching or any desire of it. Samuel Woods I do not remember at all. But in a few days I shall probably set out for Ireland. What becomes of James Wray See letter of June 30, 1788, to John Mann. Is he dead or alive I know not that I have had a letter from him for above this twelve months. What concerns me is that I cannot find any union between you northern preachers. John Hoskins, John McGeary, and John Stretton I should imagine would have all acted in concert; on the contrary, each seems to be afraid of the other. How is this What is the true ground of this shyness What objections have you to John Hoskins or John McGeary What objections have they to you 'Tis a pity but you had all spoken freely to Your affectionate brother.

A 23 To George Holder

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Holder Date: LONDON, February 28, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, You say, 'The last quarter, when we compared our plans with the Minutes of Conference, we wanted a considerable number of people whom Mr. Crook had given in to you.' I cannot understand this. Cannot Mr. Crook cast up a plain account And surely neither he, nor you, nor any preacher would willfully give in a false account. Holder had followed John Crook as Assistant in the Isle of Man. See letter of June 24. There is something very remarkable in the relation which you give of the life and death of Mr. Charles Laco. 'Right precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints.' And every Assistant should take all possible care to procure the best account of them that can be had. These accounts are frequently means of awakening men of the world as well as of encouraging the children of God. In every place the subscribers to the Magazines will fall off unless great care be taken. You have need of great diligence as well in this as in all other parts of your office. I am, dear George, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 30 To Rachel Jones

John Wesley · None · letter
To Rachel Jones Date: BRISTOL, March 4, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, As you desired it, I cannot but send you a line, although I have not a moment to spare. You have exceeding reason to praise God, who has dealt so mercifully with you. You have reason to praise Him likewise for hearing your prayer and hearing for those of your household. Now be a pattern for all that are around about you. Be a pattern of meekness and lowliness in particular. Be the least of all and the servant of all. Be a companion of them, and them only, that worship in spirit and in truth. Read again and again the 13th chapter of St. Paul's First Epistle to the Corinthians. Then shall your light shine more and more unto the perfect day. I am, dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

A 31 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke, Date: BRISTOL, March 9, 1789. I suppose the cyder would come to London almost as soon as I left it, which was on the first Sunday of the year. It would be a reason for being very wary in choosing names for our children if that old remark were true: That our first tempers from example flow And borrow that example from our names. Peace be with you and yours! I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 34 To Certain Persons In Dublin

John Wesley · None · letter
To Certain Persons in Dublin Date: WHITEFRIAR STRERT, DUBLIN, March 31, 1789. MY DEAR BRETHREN, I much approve of the manner and spirit wherein you write concerning these tender points. I explained myself upon them in some measure on Sunday; I will do it more fully now. At present I have nothing to do with Dr. Coke; but I answer for myself. I do not separate from the Church, nor have any intention so to do. Neither do they that meet on Sunday noon separate from the Church any more than they did before; nay less, for they attend the church and sacrament oftener now than they did two years ago. 'But this occasions much strife.' True; but they make the strife who do not attend the service. Let them quietly either come or stay away, and there will be no strife at all. 'But those that attend say those that do not are fallen from grace.' No, they do not give them a bad word; but they surely will fall from grace if they do not let them alone that follow their own consciences. But you 'fear this will make way for a total separation from the Church.' You have no ground for this fear. There can be no such separation while I live. Leave to God what may come after. But, to speak plainly, do not you separate from the Church Yea, much more than those you blame Pray, how often have you been at church since Christmas twelve times in twelve weeks And how long have you been so fond of the Church Are you fond of it at all Do not you go oftener to a Dissenting meeting than either to St. Patrick's or your parish church My dear brethren, you and I have but a short time to stay together. My race of glory's run, and race of shame; And I shall shortly be with those that rest. Milton, Samson Agonistes, ll. 597-8.

A 40 To Alexander Knox

John Wesley · None · letter
To Alexander Knox Date: DUBLIN, April 11, 1789. MY DEAR ALLECK, You see in the public papers that I shall be with you if God permits on the 30th of the next month. If I should be called to go a longer journey before that time, I hope you would be able to say, 'Good is the will of the Lord.' Every time we meet it is less and less probable that we should meet again in this world. But it is enough if we are counted worthy of that world and the resurrection of the dead. O let my dear Sally Knox His sister. think of this, for we know not how soon she may be called. Certainly I love her dearly; and shall be glad to meet her at our Lord's right hand. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear Alleck, Yours most affectionately.

A 42 To Henry Moore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Moore Date: NEAR LONDON, April 17, 1789. The work of God goes on well in most parts of Ireland, particularly in the North. They increase in Dublin as much in numbers as they do in grace. Many are much alive to God. I am, with kind love to Nancy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 44 To Mrs Armstrong

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Armstrong Date: TULLAMORE, April 22, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, You told me 'I forgot you once in not answering your letter'; but if I did, I shall not be in much danger of forgetting you again. I love you too well to forget you, and the more because I find you still looking upward and endeavoring to secure a better portion than this short-enduring world can give. I am glad you are in Athlone at this season, because peacemakers are wanted there, and I know you love making peace. I hope you will comfort your sister Rutledge. She has been sadly distressed; and a word spoken in season, how good it is I I think you will lose no opportunity of doing good to her or to any one. That you and yours may be a pattern to all is the sincere wish of, my dear sister, Yours affectionately.

A 47 To Edward Coates

John Wesley · None · letter
To Edward Coates Date: WATERFORD, April 29, 1789. Conference is out of the question. You have used me basely and ungratefully, after I have served you between forty and fifty years; and if I had not two strings to my bow I should have been in a fine condition. Your letters are a proof of all I say concerning you. If you and the six other persons who sign your letter of the 26th instant issued out all the money whereby the house at Millbourn Place was built, you are honest men; if not, I will not call you so. One of the twelve original rules of Methodism is, 'You are to do that part of the work which I appoint'; but this cannot be unless I have a right of appointing the preachers in all the Methodist preaching-houses. See letter of April 11 to Peter Mill. I am old, and you apparently young; yet you know not which of us will first be called hence. I wish you all well, and am Your affectionate brother.

A 50 To Samual Bradburn

John Wesley · None · letter
To Samual Bradburn Date: BRISTOL, May 6, 1789. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 53 To Mrs Freeman

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Freeman Date: CASTLEBAR, May 20, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, All this noise and confusion I impute to an artfull busy man, who has thrown wildfire among them that were quiet in the land. However, when I meet the classes, I will propose that question in each Who of you wishes the Sunday service to continue, and who does not See letter of June 13, 1788. what demonstrates the matter of this outcry to be a mere Bugbear is this: when we began the service on Sunday mornings in London, and afterwards in Bristol, no living creature ever said it was 'leaving the Church.' This is a palpable falsehood. It would not pass in England. A man bawls out, 'Fire, fire!' and puts people in a fright, when there is no fire at all but in his own imagination. And he will keep you in a fright while you hearken to him. James Deaves: see letter of April 23. Good it had been for that man if he had not been born I I am, my dear sister, Your affectionate brother.

A 59 To John Bredin Londonderry June 1 1789

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Bredin LONDONDERRY, June 1, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, My belief is that neither one air nor another signifies a straw. The matter of complaint lies within, not without; and if anything could remove it, it would be the taking an ounce of lime water every morning for sixteen days and ten drops of elixir of vitriol in a glass of pure water every afternoon. Meantime you should walk an hour at least every day, five or ten minutes at a time; when it is fine, in the open air; when it rains, in the house. See letters of Nov. 16, 1785 (to him), and Oct. 17, 1790. It will be well if you can raise a sufficient collection to build a preaching-house in Jersey. See letter of Nov. 5, 1788. And why not, if you set upon it in faith Are not all things possible to him that believeth But if you do build, take care to have windows enough and two broad doors; and do not build a scarecrow of an house. Certainly, whenever you leave Jersey and Guernsey, you will do well to return to Ireland. But have a care! If you give way to discontent, it will find you in any place. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 60 To The Printer Of The Dublin Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Printer of the 'Dublin Chronicle' Date: LONDONDERRY, June 2, 1789. SIR, 1. As soon as I was gone from Dublin, the Observer came forth, only with his face covered. Afterwards he came out under another name, and made a silly defense for me, that he might have the honor of answering it. His words are smoother than oil, and flow (who can doubt it) from mere love both to me and the people. 2. But what does this smooth, candid writer endeavor to prove, with all the softness and good humor imaginable Only this point (to express it in plain English), that I am a double-tongued knave, an old crafty hypocrite, who have used religion merely for a cloak, and have worn a mask for these fifty years, saying one thing and meaning another. A bold charge this; only it happens that matter of fact contradicts it from the beginning to the end. 3. In my youth I was not only a member of the Church of England, but a bigot to it, believing none but the members of it to be in a state of salvation. I began to abate of this violence in 1729. But still I was as zealous as ever, observing every point of Church discipline, and teaching all my pupils so to do. When I was abroad, I observed every rule of the Church, even at the peril of my life. I knew not what might be the consequence of repelling the first magistrate's niece See letters of July 5, 1737, to Thomas Causton and Mrs. Williamson (Sophia Hopkey). from the sacrament, considering, on the one hand the power lodged in his hands, on the other the violence of his temper, shown by his declaration, 'I have drawn the sword, and I will never sheathe it till I have satisfaction.'

A 60 To The Printer Of The Dublin Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
4. I was exactly of the same sentiment when I returned from America. I attended St. Paul's Church, and advised all our Society either to attend there every Sunday or at their several parish churches. In the year 1743 I published the Rules of the Society; one of which was that all the members thereof should constantly attend the church and sacrament. We had then a large Society at Newcastle-upon-Tyne; but one of the members totally left it after a few months,' because,' said he, 'they are mere Church-of-England men.' 5. About the year 1744 a clergyman offered me a chapel in West Street, Seven Dials (formerly a French church), and I began to officiate there on Sunday mornings and evenings. We did the same (my brother and I alternately) soon after at the French church in Spitalfields as soon as it came into our hands. This we continued from that time; and no one in England ever thought or called it leaving the Church. It was never esteemed so by Archbishop Potter, with whom I had the happiness of conversing freely; nor by Archbishop Secker, who was throughly acquainted with every step we took; as was likewise Dr. Gibson, then Bishop of London; and that great man Bishop Lowth. Nor did any of these four venerable men ever blame me for it in all the conversations I had with them. Only Archbishop Potter once said, 'Those gentlemen are irregular; but they have done good, and I pray God to bless them.' 6. It may be observed that all this time, if my brother or I were ill, I desired one of our other preachers, though not ordained, to preach in either of the chapels after reading part of the Church Prayers. This both my brother and I judged would endear the Church Prayers to them; whereas, if they were used wholly to extemporary prayer, they would naturally. contract a kind of contempt if not aversion to forms of prayer: so careful were we from the beginning to prevent their leaving the Church. 7. It is true Bishop Gibson once said (but it was before I had ever seen him), 'Why do not these gentlemen leave the Church' The answer was very ready: 'Because they dare not; they do not leave the Church because they believe it is their duty to continue therein.'

A 60 To The Printer Of The Dublin Chronicle

John Wesley · None · letter
8. When the Rev. Mr. Edward Smyth came to live in Dublin, he earnestly advised me to leave the Church; meaning thereby (as all sensible men do) to renounce all connection with it, to attend the service of it no more, and to advise all our Societies to take the same steps. I judged this to be a matter of great importance, and would therefore do nothing hastily, but referred it to the body of preachers, then met in Conference. We had several meetings, in which he proposed all his reasons for it at large. They were severally considered and answered, and we all determined not to leave the Church. 9. A year ago Dr. Coke began officiating at our chapel in Dublin.- This was no more than had been done in London for between forty and fifty years. Some persons immediately began to cry out, 'This is leaving the Church, which Mr. Wesley has continually declared he would never do.' And I declare so still. But I appeal to all the world, I appeal to common sense, I appeal to the Observer himself, could I mean hereby ' I will not have service in church hours 'when I was doing it all the time I Could I even then deny that I had service in church hours No; but I denied, and do deny still, that this is leaving the Church, either in the sense of Bishop Gibson, or of Mr. Smyth at the Dublin Conference ! Yet by this outcry many well-meaning people were frighted wellnigh out of their senses. 10. But see the consequences of having Sunday service here. See the confusion this occasioned I Some time since, while a popular preacher was preaching at Leeds, one cried out, 'Fire! fire!' The people took fright; some leaped over the gallery, and several legs and arms were broken. But upon whom were these consequences to be charged Not on the preacher, but on him that made the outcry. Apply this to the present case. I have kindled no more fire in Dublin than I did in London. It is the Observer and a few other mischiefmakers who fright the people out of their senses; and they must answer to God for the consequence.

A 61 To Mrs Crosby

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Crosby Date: COLERAINE, June 4, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, You do well to write to me with all freedom. There does not need to be any reserve between you and me. When I broke my rule formerly in favor of Pawson, by letting him stay a third year at Bristol, I did not hear the last of it for several years. I will not, cannot, dare not, break it again, only in favor of a wife near the time of lying-in. I believe it will be expedient for all the preachers to remove from Leeds. It is a cruel thing for preachers to disparage one another. A short sentence follows which is illegible. . . . I am in better health than when I left Dublin. I am, dear Sally, Your affectionate brother.

A 62 To George Flamank

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Flamank Date: PORTAFFERRY, June 9, 1789. MY DEAR BRETHREN, 'Heaviness may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.' I hope to set out for the West immediately after the Conference, and probably I shall bring with me one or two men of peace, by whom all these misunderstandings will be removed. See letters of May 21 and July 21 (to Richard Bunt). In your patience meantime, possess ye your souls. And those that suffer all will surely conquer all. I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother.

A 69 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: NEAR DUBLIN, June 25, 1789. But meantime what is to be done What will be the most effectual means to stem this furious torrent I have just visited the classes, and find still in the Society upwards of a thousand members; and among these many as deep Christians as any I have met with in Europe, But who is able to watch over them that they may not be moved from their steadfastness I know none more proper than Adam Clarke and his wife. He was appointed to Bristol and Thomas Rutherford to Dublin. Indeed, it may seem hard for them to go into a strange land again. Well, you may come to me at Leeds, at the latter end of next month; and if you can show me any that are more proper, I will send them in your stead. That God may be glorified is all that is desired by, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 75 To Robert Dall

John Wesley · None · letter
To Robert Dall Date: DUBLIN, June 29, 1780. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 76 To Arthur Keene

John Wesley · None · letter
To Arthur Keene Date: DUBLIN, July 1, 1789. If we do not meet till we reach a better world, you will suffer me to tell you, I love you dearly, and shall do so till our earthly course is run. And permit me to give you one advice more (you once valued my advice) leave off disputing. Call off your thoughts as far as possible from all controverted points. You have one only point to attend to Immanuel, God with us; to secure that single point Christ in us, the hope of glory! What is all besides in comparison of that O let it engage your whole soul. Yet a little while and all the rest will pass away like a shadow! It is probable you are likely to spend a few more days upon earth when I am no more seen. But those days in comparison will vanish away like a dream when one awaketh. The wisdom from above meantime be the portion of you and yours! So prays Your ever affectionate brother.

A 79 To Rebecca Ingram

John Wesley · None · letter
To Rebecca Ingram Date: DUBLIN, July 5, 1789. MY DEAR BECKY, You mistake me. All I mean is this: it is a general rule with us, 'No one ought to propose marriage to a woman till he has the consent of her parents.' So you fear where no fear is. You say, 'Marriage was not proposed See previous letter. to' you; and I believe you. Therefore it is your wisdom to think of past things as little as possible. You have something better to employ your thoughts. The prize and the crown are before you. Look unto Jesus! He is altogether lovely; but how little have you loved Him! Let all the springs of your happiness be in Him. My dear Becky, Yours very affectionately.

A 81 To Henry Moore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Moore Date: CHESTER, July 14, 1789. Not anything which Dr. Coke has said or done, but the vile, willful misrepresentation of it, had set all Ireland in a flame. But I am in hope it is now in a great measure quenched. It has brought a flood of obloquy upon me. See letter of July 1. But it is all well. We now fear greater danger from honor than dishonor. God will surely exalt us if we do not exalt ourselves. I do not know that any of our clergymen can be spared from London. But I expect to see Brother Rankin, Whitfield, and you at the Conference, or at Otley a day or two before it. We shall have some points of deep importance to consider. I am, with love to my Nancy, dear Henry, Your affectionate friend and brother. Let T. Rankin and you write down what is on your mind.

A 82 To John Dickins

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Dickins Date: CHESTER, July 15, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, It was a concern to me likewise that you should have so little employment in the work of God, as it was your real desire to be of use to the world before you are called to a better. Therefore I am glad to find Providence has pointed out a way wherein you may be of general use, and the more so as in some of the extracts from late authors the inattention of my corrector inserted some sentences which I had blotted out, two or three of which assert Universal Restitution. The numerous errata likewise I doubt not you will carefully correct, which sometimes spoil the sense. See letter of Aug. 15. Wishing you much of the favor and of the presence of God, I am, dear sir, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 09 To Mrs Cock

John Wesley · None · letter
To Mrs. Cock Date: LEEDS, August 3, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, I am always well pleased to hear from you. When I first heard of your marriage, I was afraid of two things See letter of April 7.: the one was, that it would hurt your soul; the other, that it would prevent your usefulness at least, that you would not be useful in so high a degree as otherwise you might be. But your last letter has given me much satisfaction. I now hope that your own soul has suffered no loss; and likewise that you will find many opportunities of doing good and will improve them to the uttermost. I want you to do the will of God below as angels do above. I want you to be all light, all fire, all love, and to grow up in all things into Him that is our Head; and still to love and pray for Yours affectionately.

B 10 To Dr Ford

John Wesley · None · letter
To Dr. Ford Date: LEEDS, August 3, 1789. Wishing every blessing to Mrs. Ford and you. I am, dear sir, Your affectionate brother.

B 12 To Sarah Mallet

John Wesley · None · letter
To Sarah Mallet Date: LEEDS, August 3, 1789. Yours affectionately.

B 15 To The Methodist Preachers

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Methodist Preachers Date: REDRUTH, August 23, 1789. Some years since, Mr. Valton wrote to me from Yorkshire, informing me there was great want of a larger preaching-house at Dewsbury, and desiring leave to make subscriptions and collections, in order to build one. I encouraged him to make them. Money was subscribed and collected, and the house built, which the trustees promised to settle in the usual form. But when it was finished, they refused to settle it, unless a power was given them to displace any preacher they should object to. After all possible means had been used to bring them to a better mind, the case was referred to the Conference; and it was unanimously agreed to build another house as soon as possible, that the flock might not be scattered. I therefore entreat every one that wishes well to Methodism, especially to the itinerant plan, to exert himself on this important occasion, that a work so absolutely necessary may be finished as soon as possible. I say absolutely necessary; for if the trustees of houses are to displace preachers, then itinerancy is at an end. I am, my dear brother, Your affectionate brother and servant for Christ's sake. N.B. Make this collection immediately. Lose not one day.

B 17 To Edward Thomas

John Wesley · None · letter
To Edward Thomas Date: WINDMILL STREET, PLYMOUTH DOCK, August 29, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, Your letter gave me much satisfaction. I am sincerely glad that you are convinced you went too far, and I love you the better for having the courage to acknowledge it. It is now time that all which is past should be forgot, but it will be best to proceed by little and little. First, I will readmit you into the Society, then I will desire Mr. Warwick Thomas Warwick, now Assistant at Plymouth. See letter of May 21. after a time to give you the charge of a class, and soon after to employ you as a local preacher; and I trust you will be more useful than ever. On all occasions you will find me Your affectionate brother.

B 20 To The Printer Of The Bristol Gazette

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Printer of the 'Bristol Gazette' Date: BRISTOL, HORSEFAIR, September 7, 1789. 1. In the reign of King James I an Act of Parliament was made prohibiting the use of that poisonous herb called hops. It does not appear that this Act has ever been repealed. But in process of time it has been forgotten, and the poisonous weed introduced again. It has continued in use ever since; and that upon a general supposition, (1) that it was very wholesome, greatly promotive of health, and (2) that malt drink would not keep without it. 2. On these suppositions the use of it has not only continued, but much increased during the present century. 'I have lived in this town' (Whitechurch in Shropshire), said a gentleman to me sometime since, 'above forty years, and have all that time brewed much malt drink. I use just the same quantity of hops that I did forty years ago; but most of my neighbors use four times as much now as they did then.' 3. Nearly the same has been done in other counties, Yorkshire and Lincolnshire in particular. Forty years ago, I well remember, all the ale I tasted there had a soft, sweetish taste, such as the decoction of barley will always have if not adulterated by bitter herbs. So it had two or three thousand years ago, according to the account in Ovid, who, speaking of the manner wherein Baucis entertained Jupiter, says, Bibendure Dulce dedit, tosta quod coxerat ante polenta Metamorphoses, v. 450; of the old woman and Ceres: 'She gave her something sweet to drink which she had prepared from parched malt.'; whereas all the ale in Yorkshire as well as in other counties is now quite harsh and bitter.

B 20 To The Printer Of The Bristol Gazette

John Wesley · None · letter
4. But may it not be asked 'whether this is not a change for the better, seeing hops are so exceeding wholesome a plant' Are they so Why, then, do physicians almost with one voice forbid their patients the use of malt drink, particularly all that are infected with the scurvy or any distemper related to it Do not they know there is not a more powerful anti-scorbutic in the world than wort that is, unhopped decoction of malt What a demonstration is this that it is the addition of hops which turns this excellent medicine into poison! And who does not know that wort, unhopped malt drink, is an excellent medicine both for the gout and stone But will any physician in his senses recommend the common malt drink to one that is ill of or subject to those diseases Why not Because there is no drink that more directly tends to breed and increase both one and the other.

B 20 To The Printer Of The Bristol Gazette

John Wesley · None · letter
5. 'But whether hops are wholesome or no, are they not necessary to prevent malt drink from turning sour' I never doubted of it for fourscore years. And there are very few that do doubt of it. It has passed for an incontestable truth ever since I was in the world. And yet it is as absolute palpable a falsehood as ever was palmed upon mankind. Any one may in a short time be convinced of this by his own senses. Make the experiment yourself. Brew any quantity of malt, add hops to one half of this, and none to the other half. Keep them in the same cellar three or six months, and the ale without hops will keep just as well as the other. I have made the experiment at London. One barrel had no hops, the other had. Both were brewed with the same malt, and exactly in the same manner. And after six months that without hops had kept just as well as the other. 'But what bitter did you infuse in the room of it' No bitter at all. No bitter is necessary to preserve ale, any more than to preserve cider or wine. I look upon the matter of hops to be a mere humbug upon the-good people of England; indeed, as eminent an one on the whole nation as 'the man's getting into a quart bottle' was on the people of London. 6. 'However, are they not necessary on another account namely, to advance the public revenue Does not the tax upon hops bring in two or three hundred-thousand pounds yearly into the Exchequer' Perhaps it does. And yet it may be not an advantage but a loss to the nation. So it certainly is if it breeds and increases grievous and mortal diseases, and thereby destroys every year thousands of His Majesty's liege subjects. May not gold be bought too dear Are not one hundred thousand lives worth more than two hundred thousand pounds Each of these men, had this poison been kept out of his reach, had he lived out all his days, would probably have paid more yearly in other taxes than he paid for leave to put himself out of the world.

B 20 To The Printer Of The Bristol Gazette

John Wesley · None · letter
Oh that someone had the honesty and courage to inform His Majesty of this! Would the most benevolent Prince in Europe desire or consent to barter the lives of his subjects for money Nay, but in fact, it is selling them for naught, and taking no money for them; seeing it is evident, upon the whole of the account, that nothing at all is gained thereby. For it is certain more money is lost by shortening the lives of so many men (seeing the dead pay no taxes) than all the hop tax through the nation amounts to. 7. 'But do not many physicians, most of whom are now alive, and some of them of considerable note, affirm hops to be exceeding wholesome and that both in their conversations and writings' They certainly do; but who can imagine that they believe themselves when they talk so If they did, would they deny, would they not prescribe malt drink to their gouty or scorbutic patients But they do not; because they know, however good wort might be for them, add hops to it and it commences poison. Deny this who dare. With what face, then, can any man of character affirm them to be wholesome But, whether they are necessary for raising money or no, certainly they are not necessary for preserving drink. This will keep for six or twelve months just as well without hops as with them. 8. Yet we must not suppose that any arguments whatever, which ever were or can be used, will have any weight in this case with the planters or sellers of hops or those that are connected with them. They have a ready answer to the strongest reasons that can be advanced on this head (although they may not always see it expedient to speak out): 'Sir, by this means we get our wealth.' And is it not easy for them to procure ingenious men to plead for them when the craft is in danger When, therefore, we make observations of this kind, all which can be expected is that a few sensible men, who are neither blinded by interests nor carried away by popular clamor, will attend to the voice of reason, and be persuaded to save their money and preserve the health of their families.

B 22 To The Methodist People

John Wesley · None · letter
4. Observe, here is no dispute about the right of houses at all. I have no right to any preaching-house in England. What I claim is a right of stationing the preachers. This these trustees have robbed me of in the present instance. Therefore only one of these two ways can be taken: either to sue for this house, or to build another. We prefer the latter, being the most friendly way. I beg, therefore, my brethren, for the love of God; for the love of me, your old and wellnigh worn-out servant; for the love of ancient Methodism, which, if itinerancy is interrupted, will speedily come to nothing; for the love of justice, mercy, and truth, which are all so grievously violated by the detention of this house; that you will set your shoulders to the necessary work. Be not straitened in your own bowels. We have never had such a cause before. Let not, then, unkind, unjust, fraudulent men have cause to rejoice in their bad labor. This is a common cause. Exert yourselves to the utmost. I have subscribed fifty pounds. So has Dr. Coke. The preachers have done all they could. O let them that have much give plenteously! Perhaps this is the last labor of love I may have occasion to recommend to you. Let it, then, stand as one more monument of your real gratitude to, my dear brethren, Your old, affectionate brother.

B 24 To Henry Moore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Henry Moore Date: BRISTOL, September 15, 1789. Geo. Paramore writes to desire his brother and sister may succeed Brother and Sister Shropshire at Spiralfields. I have no objection. I refer that matter to you, who are upon the spot. All in our house are in great peace. We are a family of love. I love Sister Clarke, only not as much as my dear Nancy; and am, dear Henry, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 25 To His Nephew Samuel Wesley

John Wesley · None · letter
To his Nephew Samuel Wesley Near BRISTOL, September, 16, 1789. MY DEAR SAMMY, It gives me pleasure to hear that you have so much resolution that you go to bed at ten and rise at four o'clock. Let not the increase of cold affright you from your purposes. Bear your cross, and it will bear you. I advise you carefully to read over Kempis, the Life of Gregory Lopez and that of Mons. de Renty. They are all among my brother's books. I am, dear Sammy, Your affectionate Uncle and friend.

B 28 To The Printer Of The Bristol Gazette

John Wesley · None · letter
To the Printer of the 'Bristol Gazette' Date: BRISTOL, September 25, 1789. SIR, I am obliged to your ingenious and candid correspondent for his late remarks. He justly observes that 'unfermented Malt drink is not fit for common beverage.' But it may be fermented without hops full as well as with them. The fermentation (to which I have no objection) is caused not by the hops but the yeast. I believe the other ingredients in porter correct the noxious quality of the hops, and make it very wholesome drink to those with whose constitution it agrees. The last paragraph of this gentleman's letter I heartily subscribe to, and wish it were inserted in every public paper throughout the three kingdoms: 'If good malt liquor could be made without hops' (nay, it is made; as good as any in England), 'the saving in this respect would be such as would very well enable the brewer to pay an additional duty on his beer equal to five times the annual revenue arising from hops; and the hop grounds might be converted into excellent corn land.' This is a stroke indeed! And deserves to be well considered by all lovers of their country. See letters of Sept. 7 and Oct. 3.

B 30 To John Mason

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Mason Date: BRISTOL, October 3, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, If, as I am informed, Mr. Gregor is a lover of King George and the present Administration, I wish you would advise all our brethren that have votes to assist him in the ensuing election. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 33 To Charles Atmore

John Wesley · None · letter
To Charles Atmore Date: LONDON, October 12, 1789. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 38 To William Green

John Wesley · None · letter
'But wicked ministers do much hurt!' True; but it does not follow that they do no good! Nay, most ministers preach that error which destroys more souls than anything besides namely, Phariseeism and Salvation by Works! What is practical Pharisaism The tithing Mint, Anise, and Cummin, and neglecting justice and mercy. This was the practice of the Pharisees in general; though there were a few exceptions. But who dare affirm that all or three-fourths of our clergy bear this character Nor can you say that all or one half of the English clergy preach this Pharisaism! 'No; but they teach men to seek salvation by works, and does not this destroy almost all mankind' I answer, No: perhaps not one in ten in England, if it destroy one in an hundred: nevertheless nine-tenths of men in England have no more religion than horses, and perish through total contempt of it. Myriads more perish through drunkenness, lewdness, Sabbath-breaking, cursing and swearing, and other outward sins; thousands are destroyed by sins of omission. And when all these are deducted, the remainder supposed to seek salvation by works cannot be more than one in ten. 'But what does this expression mean' Just this, they hope to be saved by keeping the commandments of God. This is certainly an error, but I do not say it is the most damnable error in the world! Nay, I doubt if it ever damned any one man. Take me right; I doubt if any man who sincerely strives to obey God will die before God shows him the true way of salvation! Upon the whole, what I have said these fifty years, and say now, is: first, attend the ministers Providence has allotted you, and do what they say according to scripture; but hearken not to what they say contrary to it. Secondly, God does now do good by them to the simple in heart, even by their preaching; but more in the Prayers and Lord's. Supper. Thirdly, Messrs. Maxfield, Richards, Westall, and all my other helpers joined me in these conditions. Therefore, to renounce going to Church is, in fact, to renounce connexion with me. To conclude, I defy any man living to prove that I have contradicted myself at all in any of the writings which I have published from the year 1738 to the year 1788. I am Your affectionate brother.

B 41 To Thomas Taylor

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas Taylor Date: WITNEY, October 28, 1789. Your affectionate friend and brother. Let you and I use our eyes while we may.

B 50 To His Tender Care I Commend You With All The Fami

John Wesley · None · letter
To His tender care I commend you with all the family; and am, my dear Molly, Affectionately yours.

B 54 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, November 26, 1789. I wish Sister Clarke would do all that she may, but not more than she can. Betsy Ritchie, Miss Johnson, Clarke had evidently heard good news from the Channel Islands. Miss Johnson was one of the Bristol saints. and M. Clarke are women after my own heart. Last week I had an excellent letter from Mrs. Pawson (a glorious witness of full salvation See letter of Nov. 15.), showing how impossible it is to retain pure love without growing therein. Wishing every blessing to you and all the family. I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 56 To George Holder

John Wesley · None · letter
To George Holder Date: NEAR LONDON, November 29, 1789. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 58 To Sarah Rutter

John Wesley · None · letter
To Sarah Rutter Date: LONDON, December 5, 1789. MY DEAR SISTER, I am glad that the little Society at St. Neots continues in peace and love. See letters of July 29, 1789, and July 27, 1790. I would gladly visit yours and every Society within an hundred miles of London once a year; but I am now constrained to give it up. They multiply too fast. So that there are several of them now which I can see only once in two years. I am much pleased with the account you give of yourself likewise. It seems God has dealt very graciously with you; and undoubtedly He is able and willing to supply all your wants. Gradual sanctification may increase from the time you was justified; but full deliverance from sin, I believe, is always instantaneous at least, I never yet knew an exception. Peace be with your spirits! I am, my dear Sally, Yours very affectionately.

B 62 To John Dickins

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Dickins Date: LONDON, December 26, 1789. MY DEAR BROTHER, Our own insufficiency for every good work would discourage us, were we not convinced both by Scripture and experience that all our sufficiency is of God. Therefore no doubt but He will supply seed to the sower and bread to the eater, and a blessing therewith. Brother Joliffe might have had all his urgent business done just as without...... as though he were with us. We will make everything as comfortable as we can. But it is a doubt whether any good will be done at last. I am glad Betsey Harvey See heading to letter of April 23, 1764, to Mrs. Woodhouse. continues with you; she may forget me, but I do not forget her. I thank you for the Magazine. What I nightly wish is that you may all keep close to the Bible. Be not wise above what is written. Enjoin nothing that the Bible does not clearly enjoin. Forbid nothing that it does not clearly forbid. It no more forbids me to call you Mr. than to call you John, and it no more enjoins me to wear a slouch'd hat than a bishop's bonnet. I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 03 To Thomas Mcgeary

John Wesley · None · letter
To Thomas McGeary Date: LONDON, January 9, 1790. You must be absent from the School at some times, that you may be present more effectually. But I desire you will take a little tour next month if the weather will allow. The spending a week or two now and then in the open air is the best physic in the world for you. Perfect love ούν άσχημονεϊ, is not ill-behaved or illmatured. Peace be with all your spirits ! I am, dear Tommy, Yours most affectionately. Mr. Bradily, a pious young man from Antigua, earnestly desires to be a boarder at Kingswood. I do not object.

A 07 To Adam Clarke

John Wesley · None · letter
To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, January 28, 1790. I am glad to hear my dear sister is in a fair way of recovery. On Monday four weeks I shall probably set out for Bristol. He set out on March 1. Peace be with your spirits! I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 08 To John Valton

John Wesley · None · letter
To John Valton Date: LONDON, January 29, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, Where you and Adam Clarke are it would be strange if there should be no revival. You do well to prune the circuit, and I advise to cut off all those (unless extremely poor) who do not according to our original rule contribute a shilling every quarter and a penny once a week. Many members you will lose thereby; but our gain will be greater than our loss. You should likewise rigorously insist that every one meet his class weekly without some very peculiar hindrance. I am glad you have taken a catalogue of the Society as the Minutes of the Conference require. According to that catalogue the classes should always be met that every one may be marked exactly. If it should please God that I should see another Conference at Bristol, I should willingly spend a day or two at your house. Peace be with your spirit! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 11 To William Horner

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To William Horner Date: LONDON, February 8, 1790. I should have no objection to have pews at Oxford under the gallery, but not elsewhere. I wish to have our preaching-houses different from all others. Do not seek to be honorable; be content to be despised. I am glad you are all friends at Witney and that you prosper at High Wycombe. I am, with love to Sister Horner, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 13 To Adam Clarke

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To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, February 11, 1790. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 21 To Friends In Trowbridge

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To Friends in Trowbridge Date: BATH, March 3, 1790. My DEAR BROTHER, I have only one thing in view to keep all the Methodists in Great Britain one connected people. But this can't be done unless the Conference, not the trustees, appoint all their preachers. Therefore the bond I recommend to the proprietors of all the unsettled preaching-houses is in this form: 'The condition of this obligation is such that if A, B, C, D, c., the proprietors of the preaching-house in Trowbridge lately built for the use of the Methodists, do give a bond to settle the said house on seven trustees chosen by Mr. Wesley as soon as the present debt on it is paid, then this bond is void: otherwise it shall remain in full force.' Long writings I abhor. This is neither too long nor too short. Any of you that writes a fair hand may write this if on properly stamped paper without any lawyer. I am, my dear brethren, Your affectionate brother.

A 24 To Henry Moore

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To Henry Moore Date: BRISTOL, March 14, 1790. It will require both time and thought and much patience to bring into execution the other design which we see at a distance. We go on well in this circuit; and no wonder, since John Valton and Adam Clarke and Miss Johnson are here. I am, with kind love to Nancy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 26 To Charles Atmore

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To Charles Atmore Date: MADELEY, March 24, 1790. I shall be at Darlington, if God permit, on Tuesday and Wednesday, May 4, 5; on Thursday, at Durham, to preach at twelve o'clock; and at Newcastle between four and five in the afternoon. Peace be with you all, and yours. I am, dear Charles, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 31 To Peard Dickinson

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To Peard Dickinson Date: NEAR STOCKPORT, April 2, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, The settling in a new house must needs be attended with some hurry and inconvenience. Dickinson lived near City Road Chapel. See letters of April 29, 1788, and April 28, 1790 (to Sarah Wesley). But the conveniences on the other hand will more than avail if you are careful to make your full use of them. I hope you will be resolute as to your time of going to bed and rising in the morning; that I may have one curate at least who will join me herein in setting a pattern to the flock. And I pray you fight against slowness, not only in reading Prayers, but in all things great and small. Ne res omnes tardi gelideque ministrat. Apparently his adaptation of Horace's Ars Poetica, line 171: quod res oranes tirnide gelideque rninistrat. Be lively! Be quick! Bestir yourself! In everything make haste, though without hurry. I am glad you attend the children. Your labor will not be in vain. My health rather increases than decreases. I think the summer will either kill or cure me. All is good. Peace be with you and yours! I am Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 34 To Thomas Taylor

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To Thomas Taylor Date: MANCHESTER, April 4, 1790. It is exceeding probable that sea-bathing will be of use to Brother Simpson; especially if he be temperate in all things, particularly in that which one hardly knows how to name. William Simpson was Taylor's colleague in Hull. I do not know what you mean concerning talking 'about the Church.' I advise all our brethren that have been brought up in the Church to continue there; and there I leave the matter. The Methodists are to spread life among all denominations; which they will do till they form a separate sect. I am, with love to Sister Taylor, dear Tommy, Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 35 To The Printer

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To the Printer Date: LIVERPOOL, April 8, 1790. SIR, It is a melancholy consideration that there is no country in Europe, or perhaps in the habitable world, where the horrid crime of self-murder is so common as it is in England! One reason of this may be that the English in general are more ungodly and more impatient than other nations. Indeed, we have laws against it, and officers with juries are appointed to inquire into every fact of the kind. And these are to give in their verdict upon oath whether the self-murderer was sane or insane. If he is brought in insane, he is excused, and the law does not affect him. By this means it is totally eluded; for the juries constantly bring him in insane. So the law is not of the least effect, though the farce of a trial still continues. This morning I asked a coroner, 'Sir, did you ever know a jury bring in the deceased felo-de-se' He answered, 'No, sir; and it is a pity they should.' What, then, is the law good for If all self-murderers are mad, what need of any trial concerning them But it is plain our ancestors did not think so, or those laws had never been made. It is true every self-murderer is mad in some sense, but not in that sense which the law intends. This fact does not prove him mad in the eye of the law. The question is, Was he mad in other respects If not, every juror is perjured who does not bring him infelo-de-se. But how can this vile abuse of the law be prevented and this execrable crime effectually discouraged By a very easy method. We read in ancient history that at a certain period many of the women in Sparta murdered themselves. This fury increasing, a law was made that the body of every woman that killed herself should be exposed naked in the streets. The fury ceased at once. Only let a law be made and rigorously executed that the body of every self-murderer, lord or peasant, shall be hanged in chains, and the English fury will cease at once. The letter appeared in a London paper.

A 40 To Mr Andrews

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To Mr. Andrews Date: HALIFAX, April 20, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, John Atlay goes on with flying colors, telling all that will give him the hearing how cruelly he has been used by me and the preachers after having faithfully served me so many years. He does not much concern himself about truth, but affirms whatever he thinks will serve his cause. But it is enough that He who is higher than the highest regards it, and will in due time cause His power to be known. I am glad to hear that the work of God prospers in your circuit. So it does here, notwithstanding all the pains such small friends take to hinder it. In due time God will command all these things to work together for good. I am Your affectionate brother.

A 44 To Arthur Keene

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To Arthur Keene Date: PARKGATE, LEEDS, April 28, 1790.

A 45 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: PARKGATE, April 28, 1790. MY DEAR SALLY, Now if you was but sitting at my elbow you would see one of the pleasantest spots in the world. A round, clear fishpond is at a small distance surrounded by a smooth, green meadow which has a gently rising hill on one side and is surrounded with trees. After breakfast we are going to Miss Ritchie at Otley, He had breakfast at 8, and reached Otley at 10.15. He got back to London on Oct. 2. See Journal, viii. 62, 100-1. who will not be sorry to hear I have been writing to you. I shall now soon be moving northward; but must shorten my journey through Scotland as the work increases on all sides. If I am brought back into England, I shall then be able to judge whether I can take London in my way to Bristol. But I doubt I shall not be able to reach it before my usual time (if I live), the beginning of October. I am glad to find you have not forgotten your way to the City Road. You should always look on our house as one of your homes; and when you are there, you will not forget Mrs. Dickinson no, nor poor George Whitfield. There is a little knot of people that love you well. What a blessing it is to have a few sincere friends! Surely they that fear the Lord can want no manner of thing that is good! I wish Charles and Sammy See next letter and that of June 12. could find their way thither. Well, the time is coming when we shall meet and part no more. My kind love attends you all. I am, my dear Sally, Ever yours. Miss Ritchie writes:

A 49 To George Holder

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To George Holder Date: ABERDEEN, May 24, 1790. Your affectionate friend and brother.

A 50 To Mrs Adam Clarke

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To Mrs. Adam Clarke DUMFRIES, June, 1790. MY DEAR SISTER, The great question is, What can be done for Adam Clarke See next letter and that of April 14. Now, will you save his life Look round; consider if there be any circuit where he can have much rest and little work; or shall he and you spend September in my rooms at Kingswood, on condition that he shall preach but twice a week and ride to the Hot Wells every day I think he must do this, or die; and I do not want him (neither do you) to run away from us in haste. You need not object that this will be attended with some expense; if it be, we can make that matter easy. I am apt to think this will be the best way. In the meantime let him do as much as he can, and no more. It is probable I shall stay with you a little longer, as my strength does not much decline. I traveled yesterday near fourscore miles and preached in the evening without any pain. The Lord does what pleases Him. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear sister, Yours most affectionately.

A 57 To Dr Pretyman Tomline Bishop Of Lincoln

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To Dr. Pretyman Tomline, Bishop of Lincoln Date: HULL, June 26, 1790. MY LORD, It may seem strange that one who is not acquainted with your Lordship should trouble you with a letter. But I am constrained to do it; I believe it is my duty both to God and your Lordship. And I must speak plain; having nothing to hope or fear in this world, which I am on the point of leaving. The Methodists in general, my Lord, are members of the Church of England. They hold all her doctrines, attend her service, and partake of her sacraments. They do not willingly do harm to any one, but do what good they can to all. To encourage each other herein they frequently spend an hour together in prayer and mutual exhortation. Permit me then to ask, Cui bono, 'For what reasonable end,' would your Lordship drive these people out of the Church Are they not as quiet, as inoffensive, nay as pious, as any of their neighbors except perhaps here and there an hairbrained man who knows not what he is about. Do you ask, 'Who drives them out of the Church' Your Lordship does; and that in the most cruel manner yea, and the most disingenuous manner. They desire a license to worship God after their own conscience. Your Lordship refuses it, and then punishes them for not having a license! So your Lordship leaves them only this alternative, 'Leave the Church or starve.' And is it a Christian, yea a Protestant bishop, that so persecutes his own flock I say, persecutes; for it is persecution to all intents and purposes. You do not burn them indeed, but you starve them. And how small is the difference! And your Lordship does this under color of a vile, execrable law, not a whir better than that de haeretico cornburendo. Concerning the burning of heretics. So persecution, which is banished out of France, is again countenanced in England!

B 08 To John King

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To John King Date: BRISTOL, July 31, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is well if anything can restore Brother Clarke's health. He seems to be nearly worn out as well as me. If anything can give him a new constitution, it will be a long journey. Therefore, when he strangely consented to go to Dublin, I could not say anything either for it or against it. And I did not know whether the thing were not from God when I saw both him and his wife so thoroughly willing to give up all. Indeed, designing and crafty men have blown up such a flame in Dublin as none can quench but a man of faith and love. If I should live, I do not purpose he should stay there any longer than a year. But who knows what a year may bring forth It may carry both me and you and them into a better world! Therefore let us live to-day! I am Your affectionate brother.

B 10 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: BRISTOL, July 31, 1790. MY DEAR SALLY, If your hurt is not yet healed, See letter of July 13. apply thereupon the poultice of powdered coal prescribed in the Primitive Prysick. In a few days it will cure any sore on a human body. I scarce ever knew it fail. The two grand medicines for a sin-sick soul are pain and pleasure. We hope that is most proper in any particular case. God is certainly the best Judge; and we may safely say, I'll trust my great Physician's skill; What He prescribes can ne'er be ill. As Mr. L - was at Temple Church too distant for me to see his behavior, I am in hopes there was a mistake, and that the case was really such as he describes it. The rather because I do not remember there was anything tending to move laughter either in the subject or the sermon. Mr. Henderson Richard Henderson, of Hunham. See letter of Sept. 9, 1765. has been ill for a long time and is far from well now. I saw him yesterday and he seems to have himself small hopes of recovery. I should be glad to meet any of the Miss Mores Hannah More and her sisters, who were her friends. Charles Wesley and Wilberforce first met at Miss More's. See Telford's C. Wsslay, pp. 266, 280.; but I doubt my conversation would not suit them, I have little relish for anything which does not concern the upper world. Peace be with all your spirits! I am, my dear Sally, Your ever affectionate Uncle.

B 15 To William Mears

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To William Mears Date: PEMBROKE, August 15, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, It is my desire that all things be done to the satisfaction of all parties. Mears was a useful local preacher in Rochester. Compare letter of Oct. 29, 1786. If therefore it be more convenient, let Brother Pritchard's family John Pritchard was at Chatham and Charles Boon at Canterbury in 1790. and Sister Boon lodge at Chatham house. Why have you not set on foot a weekly subscription in order to lessen your debt Have neither the preachers nor the people any spirit Who begins I will give two shillings and sixpence a week (for a year), if all of you together will make up twenty shillings. I am, dear Billy, Your affectionate brother.

B 16 To His Niece Sarah Wesley

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To his Niece Sarah Wesley Date: NEAR COWBRIDGE, August 18, 1790. MY DEAR SALLY, I always mildly reprove the profane person or (what is worse) the profane gentlemen; and many of them will receive it civilly if not thankfully. They all know (captains as well as common men) that swearing is not necessary; and even now we have captains of our men-of-war who do not swear at all. The captain of the ship 'The Samuel, Captain Percy' (Journal, i. 413). wherein I came from America did not swear at all; and never was man better obeyed. You have certainly need for thankfulness as well as patience, and you should be sure to take as much exercise every day as you can bear. I wish you would desire George Whitfield to send you the chamber-horse For indoor exercise. See letters of July 17, 1785, and March 13, 1788. out of my dining-room, which you should use half an hour at least daily. If I live to see London, I think I must take you to Twicken-ham. Surely Mr. Galloway owes to the world a true account of the American revolution. All the question is whether it should be published during his life. What says my brother - When loss of friends ordained to know, Next pain and guilt the sorest ill below. S. Wesley, Jun., on Dr. Gastrell. But this you did not take into the question. Neither that Let each his friendly aid afford, And feel his brother's care. Perpetual cheerfulness is the temper of a Christian, which is far enough from Stoicism. Real Christians know it is their duty to maintain this, which .is in one sense to rejoice evermore. I think Sammy and you should converse frequently and freely together. He might help you, and you might help him. I take him to have a mind capable of friendship, and hope if I live to be more acquainted with him. The gentleman you mention just called upon me, but did not stay, as I had company with me. To-morrow I hope to be at Bristol. I am, my dear Sally, Most affectionately yours.

B 18 To Joseph Burgess

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To Joseph Burgess Date: BRISTOL, August 22, 1790. MY DEAR BROTHER, You are called to do all the good you can for the present in Ireland. Your staying there a little longer may be a blessing to many souls. I believe we can easily procure another preacher to supply your place at Liverpool for a month or two; so you need be in no pain upon that account. A little difficulty in setting out is a good omen. Wishing all happiness to you and yours, I am, dear Joseph, Your affectionate brother.

B 21 To Adam Clarke

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To Adam Clarke Date: BRISTOL, September 9, 1790. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 25 To Joseph Sutcliffe

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To Joseph Sutcliffe Date: COLCHESTER, October 12, 1790. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 27 To Jasper Robinson

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To Jasper Robinson Date: NORWICH, October 17, 1790. I know nothing of Bro. Ramshaw's changing with Bro. Evans unless they and you desire it. I am, dear Jasper, Your affectionate friend and brother,

B 28 To George Snowden

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To George Snowden Date: NORWICH, October 17, 1790. Now, George, be zealous! Warn every one and exhort every one, that by all means you may save some. Everywhere restore either preaching or prayer-meeting in the morning. The more we deny ourselves the more we grow in grace. Let Sister Snowden also stir up the gift of God that is in her; no preacher's wife should be useless. I am, dear George, Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 33 To Thomas Roberts

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To Thomas Roberts Date: LONDON, October 23, 1790. Your affectionate friend and brother.

B 45 To Adam Clarke

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To Adam Clarke Date: LONDON, November 26, 1790. Wishing you every blessing to you and all the family. I am, dear Adam, Your affectionate friend and brother.

13 To William Torrie

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To William Torrie Date: LONDON, January 19, 1791. MY DEAR BROTHER TORRIE, I wish John Philips well, and do not wish to hinder his doing all the good he can. Therefore I commend you for dealing so tenderly with him, and advise you to do so still, even if he should speak unkindly either to you or of you. But I will not blame you either for preaching in the morning or for meeting a class. I am Your affectionate brother.

14 To Thomas Greathead

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To Thomas Greathead Date: LONDON, January 22, 1791. MY DEAR BROTHER, I am half blind and half lame; but by the help of God I creep on still. You have great reason to thank Him for the blessings He hath given you from your youth up until now. Undoubtedly many of these were sent, as you observe, in answer to the prayers of your good mother. Now, do all the good you can to your poor neighbors. A word spoken in season, how good is it. Wishing you and yours all happiness, I am Your affectionate brother.

18 To Alice Cambridge

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To Alice Cambridge Date: LONDON, January 31, 1791, MY DEAR SISTER, I received your letter an hour ago. I thank you for writing so largely and so freely; do so always to me as your friend, as one that loves you well. Mr. Barber has the glory of God at heart; and so have his fellow laborers. Thomas Barber had evidently come from Carlow to Bandon. Give them all honor, and obey them in all things as far as conscience permits. But it will not permit you to be silent when God commands you to speak: yet I would have you give as little offense as possible; and therefore I would advise you not to speak at any place where a preacher is speaking at the same time, lest you should draw away his hearers. Also avoid the first appearance of pride or magnifying yourself. If you want books or anything, let me know; I have your happiness much at heart. During the little time I have to stay on earth pray for Your affectionate brother.

19 To Ezekiel Cooper Of Philadelphia

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To Ezekiel Cooper, of Philadelphia Date: NEAR LONDON, February 1, 1791. MY DEAR BROTHER, Those that desire to write or say anything to me have no time to lose; for time has shaken me by the hand and death is not far behind. But I have reason to be thankful for the time that is past: I felt few of the infirmities of old age for fourscore and six years. It was not till a year and a half ago that my strength and my sight failed. And still I am enabled to scrawl a little, and to creep, though I cannot run. Probably I should not be able to do so much did not many of you assist me by your prayers. I have given a distinct account of the work of God which has been wrought in Britain and Ireland for more than half a century. We want some of you to give us a connected relation of what our Lord has been doing in America from the time that Richard Boardman accepted the invitation and left his country to serve you. See that you never give place to one thought of separating from your brethren in Europe. Lose no opportunity of declaring to all men that the Methodists are one people in all the world; and that it is their full determination so to continue, Though mountains rise, and oceans roll, To sever us in vain. To the care of our common Lord I commit you; and am Your affectionate friend and brother.

21 To Mr York

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To Mr. York Date: LONDON, February 6, 1791. Your affectionate servant. February 28. This morning I found this in my bureau.

26 To Francis Wrigley

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To Francis Wrigley Date: LONDON, February 18, 1791. MY DEAR BROTHER, As yet I cannot at all judge whether I shall be able to take my usual turn or not! I am a little stronger than I was, but not much, and my sight is rather better than worse. Probably in a month you may have a determinate answer from, dear Francis, Your affectionate friend and brother.

28 To John Ogilvie

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To John Ogilvie Date: LONDON, February 21, 1791. MY DEAR BROTHER, I have not been well for a few days; but I am now by the blessing of God much recovered. It should be matter of great thankfulness that your wife and you were both enabled to give that lovely child to God. We are well assured that He does all things well all things for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness. It is not improbable that I may look upon you in the spring. Ogilvie was second preacher at Alnwick. Peace be with your spirits! I am Your affectionate brother.

30 To William Wilberforce

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To William Wilberforce Date: BALAM, February 24, 1791. Reading this morning a tract wrote by a poor African, I was particularly struck by that circumstance, that a man who has a black skin, being wronged or outraged by a white man, can have no redress; it being a law in all our Colonies that the oath of a black against a white goes for nothing. What villainy is this! That He who has guided you from youth up may continue to strengthen you in this and all things is the prayer of, dear sir, Your affectionate servant.

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Having procured a fresh horse, I rode on to Belturbet, a town in which there is neither Papist nor Presbyterian. But to supply that defect, there are Sabbath-breakers, drunkards, and common swearers in abundance. Thursday, 15. We rode through a delightful country to Swadlingbar, famed for its mineral waters. Soon after my new horse began to tire, so that it was with much difficulty I got to Sligo. I walked round the ruins of the abbey, formerly one of the largest in the kingdom. The walls of it are stand ing, and three sides of the cloisters are entire: But you can scarce tread, either within or without, unless you will step upon skulls or human bones, which are everywhere scattered up and down, as dung upon the earth. Surely no other nation, Christian or Heathen, would endure this ! In the evening the congregation was a little disturbed by two or three giddy Officers. I spoke to them, and they stopped: But they soon recovered their spirits, and behaved as they used to do at church. I preached at nine to a large congregation, who all seemed to hear with understanding. At five in the evening they were not less attentive, though abundantly more numerous. On Monday we met, for the last time, between four and five. Many were deeply affected, and all received the word "with all readiness of mind." But which of these will "bring forth fruit with patience?" God only knoweth. We rode to Castlebar, where I preached in the evening. I was particularly concerned for the poor backsliders. It seems as if most of us said in our hearts, "If they have a mind to go to hell, let them go." Not so; rather let us pluck the "brands," willing or unwilling, "out of the burning." I rode to Newport, and preached at seven in the evening. I suppose all the Protestants in the town were present, and many of the Papists, notwithstanding the prohibition and bitter curses of their Priests. So has God spread the line from sea to sea, from Dublin on the east, to this place on the western ocean. June, 1760. JOURNAL, 5 MAY 25. (Being Whit-Sunday.) Mr. Ellison desired me to assist him at the Lord's Supper. Tuesday, 27. There was a remarkable trial here:-A Swedish ship, being leaky, put into one of our harbours.

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Eyre was there, and several other persons of fashion. In the evening I preached at Birr, with more satisfaction than for several years; finding many more alive to God than ever, and provoking one another to love and to good works. I had purposed to set out early in the morning; but their love constrained me to stay a day longer. So I had leisure to complete the account of the societies. At present the societies in Connaught contain little more than two hundred members; those in Ulster, about two hundred and fifty; those in Leinster, a thousand. I took my ease, riding in a chaise to Limerick; where, on Saturday, 5, ten of us met in a little Conference. By the blessing of God, we were all of one mind, particularly with regard to the Church: Even J D- has not now the least thought of leaving it, but attends there, be the Minister good or bad. On Tuesday, 8, having settled all our little affairs, we parted in much love. I rode over to Killiheen, a German settlement, near twenty miles south of Limerick. It rained all the way; 10 REv. J. west EY's July, 1760 but the earnestness of the poor people made us quite forget it. In the evening I preached to another colony of Germans, at Ballygarane. The third is at Court-Mattrass, a mile from Killiheen. I suppose three such towns are scarce to be found. again in England or Ireland. There is no cursing or swearing, no Sabbath-breaking, no drunkenness, no ale-house, in any of them. How will these poor foreigners rise up in the judgment against those that are round about them I preached in the new House at Clare, to a genteel congregation. What a contrast between these and the poor people at Killiheen I We had a still more genteel congregation the next morning at nine in the Court-House at Ennis, to whom I spoke with all plainness. I did the same on Sunday morning; so if they hear me no more, I am clear of their blood. I took my leave of them at Clare in the afternoon, and in the evening returned to Limerick. I rode to Newmarket, which was another German settlement.

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16. I rode to Newmarket, which was another German settlement. But the poor settlers, with all their diligence and frugality, could not procure even the coarsest food to eat, and the meanest raiment to put on, under their merciful landlords: So that most of these, as well as those at Ballygarane, have been forced to seek bread in other places; some of them in distant parts of Ireland, but the greater part in America. I met the classes at Limerick, and found a considerable decrease. And how can it be otherwise, wher. vice flows as a torrent, unless the children of God are all life, zeal, activity? In hopes of quickening them, I preached at seven in the old camp, to more than twice the usual congre gation; which the two next evenings was more numerous still, and equally attentive. I was well pleased to see a little army of soldiers there, and not a few of their Officers. Nor did they behave as unconcerned hearers, but like men that really desired to save their souls. I took my leave of that comfortable place, where some thousands of people were assembled. I have seen no such sight since I came to the kingdom. They not only filled all the lower ground, but completely covered the banks that surround it, though they stood as close as possible. I exhorted them to "ask for the old paths, and walk therein," that they might "find rest to " their "souls." We had after wards a solemn meeting of the society, in confidence that God would revive his work. July, 1760. JOURNAL. 11 I left Limerick, and about noon preached at Shronill, near a great house which a gentleman built many years ago: But he cannot yet afford to finish it, having only thirty thousand a year, and some hundred thousands in ready money ! The beggars but a common lot deplore: The rich-poor man's emphatically poor. At six I preached at the camp near Caire, to a large and serious congregation of soldiers. Thence we rode on to Clonmell, where I preached, near the barracks, at eight in the morning, to a wild, staring people; but quiet perforce; for the soldiers kept them in awe. We rode in the afternoon to Waterford, where our friends had procured a commodious place, inclosed on all sides.

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But they would go no farther than Wolverhampton; so we hired fresh horses there, and immediately set out for Worcester. But one of them soon after fell, and gave me such a shock, (though I did not quit my seat) that I was seized with a violent bleeding at the nose, which nothing we could apply would stop. So we were obliged to go a foot pace for two miles, and then stay at Broadwater. Sept. 1760. JOURNAL. 15 -Soon after we set out, the other horse fell lame. An homest man, at Worcester, found this was owing to a bad shoe. A smith cured this by a new shoe; but at the same time, by paring the hoof too close, he effectually lamed the other foot, so that we had hard work to reach Gloucester. After resting here awhile, we pushed on to Newport, where I took a chaise, and reached Bristol before eleven. I spent the two following days with the Preachers, who had been waiting for me all the week: And their love and unanimity was such as soon made me forget all my labour. Mon. SEPTEMBER 1. I set out for Cornwall, preaching at Shepton, Middlesey, and Tiverton, in the way. Wednes day, 3. I reached Launceston, and found the small remains of a dead, scattered society: And no wonder, as they have had scarce any discipline, and only one sermon in a fortnight. On Friday, 5, I found just such another society at Camel ford. But their deadness here was owing to bitterness against each other. In the morning I heard the contending parties face to face; and they resolved and promised, on all sides, to let past things be forgotten. O how few have learned to forgive "one another, as God, for Christ's sake, hath forgiven" us! We had an exceeding lively congregation in the evening at Trewalder. Indeed, all the society stands well, and "adorns the doctrine of God our Saviour." Sunday, 7. At eight I preached again, and was much comforted. I then rode to Port-Isaac church, and had the satisfaction of hearing an excellent sermon. After service I preached at a small distance from the church to a numerous congregation; and to a far more numerous one in the town, at five in the afternoon. In examining this society, I found much reason to bless God on their behalf.

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But we found a little inclosure near it, one end of which was native rock, rising ten or twelve feet perpen dicular, from which the ground fell with an easy descent. A jetting out of the rock, about four feet from the ground, gave me a very convenient pulpit. Here well nigh the whole town, high and low, rich and poor, assembled together. Nor was there a word to be heard, or a smile seen, from one end of the congregation to the other. It was just the same the three following evenings. Indeed I was afraid on Saturday, that the roaring of the sea, raised by the north wind, would have prevented their hearing. But God gave me so clear and strong a voice, that I believe scarce one word was lost. At eight I chose a large ground, the sloping side of a meadow, where the congregation stood, row above row, so that all might see as well as hear. It was a beautiful sight. Every one seemed to take to himself what was spoken. I believe every backslider in the town was there. And surely God was there to "heal their backslidings." Britons as inhospitable, or cruel, to strangers.-EDIT. Sept. 1760. JOURNAL, 17 I began at Zennor, as soon as the Church Service ended: I suppose scarce six persons went away. Seeing many there who did once run well, I addressed myself to them in particular. The spirit of mourning was soon poured out; and some of them wept bitterly. O that the Lord may yet return unto them, and "leave a blessing behind him !" At five I went once more into the ground at St. Ives, and found such a congregation as I think was never seen in a place before (Gwennap excepted) in this county. Some of the chief of the town were now not in the skirts, but in the thickest of the people. The clear sky, the setting sun, the smooth, still water, all agreed with the state of the audience. Is any thing too hard for God? May we not well say, in every sense, Thou dost the raging sea control, And smooth the prospect of the deep; Thou mak'st the sleeping billows roll, Thou mak'st the rolling billows sleep? -I inquired concerning the uncommon storm, which was here on March 9, the last year.

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I preached on, "He will not break the bruised reed, nor quench the smoking flax." And again God applied his word, both to wound, and to heal them that were already wounded. About this time I wrote the following letter: "To the Editor of the London Chronicle. "SIR, September 17, 1760. "As you sometimes insert things of a religious nature in your paper, I shall count it a favour if you will insert this. "Some years ago I published "A Letter to Mr. Law;' and, about the same time, "An Address to the Clergy. Of the former, Mr. Law gives the following account, in his 'Collection of Letters' lately published: "'To answer Mr. Wesley's letter seems to be quite needless, because there is nothing substantial or properly argumentative in it. I was once a kind of oracle to Mr. W-. I judged him to be much under the power of his own spirit. To this was owing the false censure which he published against the Mystics, as enemies to good works.' Pp. 128, 130. "His letter is such a juvenile composition of emptiness and pertness, as is below the character of any man who had been serious in religion for half a month. It was not ability, but necessity, that put his pen into his hand. He had preached much against my books; and forbid his people the use of them; and for a cover of all this, he promised, from time to time, to write against them; therefore an answer was to be made at all adventures. He and the Pope conceive the same reasons for condemning the mystery revealed by Jacob Behme. P. 190. "Of the latter he gives this account: 'The Pamphlet you sent is worse than no advice at all; but infinitely beyond Mr. Wesley's Babylonish Address to the Clergy; almost all of which is empty babble, fitter for an old grammarian that was Sept. 1760. JOURNALs 19 grown blear-eyed in mending dictionaries, than for one who had tasted of the powers of the world to come. P. 198. "I leave others to judge whether an answer to that letter be quite needless or no; and whether there be any thing sub stantial in it; but certainly there is something argumentative.

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Law of this, wanted either sense or honesty. "He is so deeply displeased with the "Address to the Clergy, because it speaks strongly in favour of learning; but still, if this part of it is only 'fit for an old grammarian, 20 REv. J. Wesley's Sept. 1760. grown blear-eyed in mending dictionaries, it will not follow that "almost all of it is mere empty babble; for a large part of it much more strongly insists on a single eye, and a clean heart. Heathen Philosophers may term this 'empty babble;' but let not Christians either account or call it so !" The Room at St. Just was quite full at five, and God gave us a parting blessing. At noon I preached on the cliff near Penzance, where no one now gives an uncivil word. Here I procured an account, from an eye-witness, of what happened the twenty-seventh of last month. A round pillar, narrowest at bottom, of a whitish colour, rose out of the sea near Mousehole, and reached the clouds. One who was riding over the strand from Marazion to Penzance saw it stand for a short space, and then move swiftly toward her, till, the skirt of it touching her, the horse threw her and ran away. It had a strong sulphurous smell. It dragged with it abundance of sand and pebbles from the shore; and then went over the land, carrying with it corn, furze, or whatever it found in its way. It was doubtless a kind of water-spout; but a water spout on land, I believe, is seldom seen. The storm drove us into the House at Newlyn also. Thursday, 18. As we rode from thence, in less than half an hour we were wet to the skin; but when we came to Penhale, the rain ceased; and, the people flocking from all parts, we had a comfortable opportunity together. About six I preached near Helstone. The rain stopped till I had done, and soon after was as violent as before. I rode to Illogan. We had heavy rain before I began, but scarce any while I was preaching. I learned several other particulars here concerning the water-spout. It was seen near Mousehole an hour before sunset. About sunset it began travelling over the land, tearing up all the furze and shrubs it met.

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About sunset it began travelling over the land, tearing up all the furze and shrubs it met. Near an hour after sunset it passed (at the rate of four or five miles an hour) across Mr. Harris's fields, in Camborne, sweeping the ground as it went, about twenty yards diameter at bottom, and broader and broader up to the clouds. It made a noise like thunder, took up eighteen stacks of corn, with a large hay-stack and the stones whereon it stood, scattered them all abroad, (but it was quite dry,) and then passed over the cliff into the sea. -In the evening I took my old stand in the main street at Redruth. A multitude of people, rich and poor, Sept. 1760. JOURNAL. 21 calmly attended. So is the roughest become one of the quietest towns in England. I preached in the same place at eight. Mr. C , of St. Cubert, preached at the church both morning and afternoon, and strongly confirmed what I had spoken. At one, the day being mild and calm, we had the largest congregation of all. But it rained all the time I was preach ing at Gwennap. We concluded the day with a love-feast, at which James Roberts, a tinner of St. Ives, related how God had dealt with his soul. He was one of the first in society in St. Ives, but soon relapsed into his old sin, drunken ness, and wallowed in it for two years, during which time he headed the mob who pulled down the preaching-house. Not long after, he was standing with his partner at Edward May's shop when the Preacher went by. His partner said, "I will tell him I am a Methodist." "Nay," said Edward, "your speech will bewray you." James felt the word as a sword, thinking in himself, "So does my speech now bewray me !" He turned and hastened home, fancying he heard the devil stepping after him all the way. For forty hours he never closed his eyes, nor tasted either meat or drink.

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Being invited by the Minister of Mary-Week to preach in his church, I crossed over the country, and came thither about four in the afternoon. The congregation was large, considering the weather, and quite attentive and uncon cerned. Hence I rode on to Mill-House, and the next day to Collumpton; where, finding the congregation waiting, I began preaching without delay, and felt no weariness or want of strength till I had delivered my message to them. Wed. OCTOBER 1. After preaching at five, I examined the society, and found them more alive to God than I had done for many years. About one I preached at Halberton, and at Tiverton in the evening. The next morning I rode to Maiden-Down, where the congregation was waiting for me. About noon I preached at Taunton. The rain lessened the congregation at Bridgewater; a dead, uncomfortable place, at best. About seven we set out thence for Baderipp, in as dark a night as I ever saw : But God gave his angels charge over us, and we dashed not our foot against a stone. I was surprised to see a congregation at five in the morning, to whom I spoke with much enlargement of heart. About one I preached at Shepton-Mallet, and about seven in the evening at Bristol. I perceived, by the liveliness of the people, that Mr. Gilbert's labour had not been in vain. But I found some exercise too: And this is always to be expected among a large body of people; it being certain that as "all men have not faith," so all believers have not wisdom. I visited the classes at Kingswood. Here only Nov. 1760. JOURNAL, 23 there is no increase; and yet, where was there such a prospect, till that weak man, John Cennick, confounded the poor people with strange doctrines? O what mischief may be done by one that means well! We see no end of it to this day. In the afternoon I had appointed the children to meet at Bristol, whose parents were of the society. Thirty of them came to-day, and above fifty more on the Sunday and Thursday following. About half of these I divided into four classes, two of boys, and two of girls; and appointed proper Leaders to meet them separate.

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wrong." But I do not stand to their sentence; I appeal to Scripture and reason, and by these alone consent to be judged. "I am, Sir, "Your humble servant, "JoHN WESLEY." I was obliged to trouble him with another letter, as follows: "JUST as I had finished the letter published in your last Friday's paper, four tracts came to my hands; one wrote, or procured to be wrote, by Mrs. Downes; one by a Clergyman in the county of Durham; the third, by a gentleman of Cambridge; and the fourth, by a member (I suppose, Dignitary) of the Church of Rome. How gladly would I leave all these to themselves, and let them say just what they please! as my day is far spent, and my taste for controversy is utterly lost and gone. But this would not be doing justice to the world, who might take silence for a proof of guilt. I shall therefore say a word concerning each. I may, perhaps, some time say more to one or two of them. "The letter which goes under Mrs. Downes's name scarce deserves any notice at all, as there is nothing extraordinary in it, but an extraordinary degree of virulence and scurrility. Two things only I remark concerning it, which I suppose the writer of it knew as well as me:-1. That my letter to Mr. Downes was both wrote and printed before Mr. Downes died. 2. That when I said, Tibi parvula res est, 'Your ability is small, I had no view to his fortune, which I knew nothing of; but, as I there expressly say, to his wit, sense, and talents, as a writer. "The tract wrote by the gentleman in the north is far more bulky than this: But it is more considerable for its bulk than for its matter; being little more than a dull repetition of what was published some years ago, in 'The Enthusiasm of the Methodists and Papists Compared. I do not find the author adds any thing new, unless we may bestow that epithet on a sermon annexed to his address, which, I presume, will do neither good nor harm. So I leave the Durham gentleman, with Mrs. Downes, to himself and his admirers. "The author of the letter to Mr. Berridge is a more considerable writer. In many things I wholly agree with him, though not in admiring Dr.

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"The last tract, entitled 'A Caveat against the Method ists, is, in reality, a caveat against the Church of England, or rather, against all the Churches in Europe who dissent from the Church of Rome. Nor do I apprehend the writer to be any more disgusted at the Methodists than at Protestants of every denomination; as he cannot but judge it equally unsafe to join to any society but that of Rome. Accordingly, all his arguments are levelled at the Reformed Churches in general, and conclude just as well, if you put the word Protestant throughout in the place of the word Methodist. Although, therefore, the author borrows my name to wound those who suspect nothing less, yet I am no more concerned 28 REv. J. wesley's Dec. 1760. to refute him than any other Protestant in England; and still the less, as those arguments are refuted over and over, in books which are still common among us. "But is it possible any Protestants, nay, Protestant Clergyman, should buy these tracts to give away? Is then the introducing Popery the only way to overthrow Method ism? If they know this, and choose Popery as the smaller evil of the two, they are consistent with themselves. But if they do not intend this, I wish them more seriously to consider what they do. I am, Sir, "Your humble servant, I visited as many as I could of the sick. How much better is it, when it can be done, to carry relief to the poor, than to send it ! and that both for our own sake and theirs. For theirs, as it is so much more comfortable to them, and as we may then assist them in spirituals as well as temporals; and for our own, as it is far more apt to soften our heart, and to make us naturally care for each other. Mon. DECEMBER 1. I went in the machine to Canter bury. In going and returning I read over "The Christian Philosopher." It is a very extraordinary book, containing, among many (as some would be apt to term them) wild thoughts, several fine and striking observations, not to be found in any other treatise. I rode to Dover. Who would have expected to find here some of the best singers in England? I found likewise what was better still, a serious, earnest people.

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I found likewise what was better still, a serious, earnest people. There was a remarkable blessing among them, both in the evening and the morning; so that I did not regret the having been wet to the skin in my way to them. Having as far as Hyde-Park-Corner to go, I took a coach for part of the way, ordering the man to stop anywhere at the end of Piccadilly next the Haymarket. He stopped exactly at the door of one of our friends, whose mother, above ninety years old, had long desired to see me, though I knew it not. She was exceedingly comforted, and could not tell how to praise God enough for giving her the desire of her soul. We observed Friday, the 19th, as a day of fasting and prayer for our King and country, and the success of the Gospel: And part of the answer immediately followed, in the remarkable increase of believers, and in the strengthening Dec. 1760. JOURNAL. 29 of those who had before attained that precious faith, "unto all patience and long-suffering with joyfulness." In the evening I hastened back from Snowsfields, to meet the penitents, (a congregation which I wish always to meet myself) and walked thither again at five in the morning. Blessed be God, I have no reason or pretence to spare myself yet. I preached a charity sermon in West-Street chapel, both morning and afternoon; but many were obliged to go away, finding it impossible to get in. Is it novelty still which draws these from all parts? No; but the mighty power of God. To-day I sent the following letter: "To the Editor of Lloyd's Evening Post. "To MR. T. H., alias E. L., c., c. "WHAT, my good friend again! Only a little disguised with a new name, and a few scraps of Latin ' I hoped, indeed, you had been pretty well satisfied before; but since you desire to hear a little farther from me, I will add a few words, and endeavour to set our little controversy in a still clearer light. "Last month you publicly attacked the people called Methodists, without either fear or wit. You charged them with 'madness, enthusiasm, self-contradiction, imposture,' and what not ! I considered each charge, and, I conceive, refuted it to the satisfaction of all indifferent persons.

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When you have answered the arguments in the 'Farther Appeal to Men of Reason and Religion, I will say something more upon that head. "In the ninth you say something, no way material, about the houses at Bristol, Kingswood, and Newcastle; and, in the last, you give me a fair challenge to a 'personal dispute." Not so; you have fallen upon me in public; and to the public I appeal. Let all men, not any single umpire, judge whether I have not refuted your charge, and cleared the people called Methodists from the foul aspersions which, without why or wherefore, you had thrown upon them. Let all my country men judge which of us have spoken the words of truth and soberness, which has reason on his side, and which has treated the other with a temper suitable to the Gospel. "If the general voice of mankind gives it against you, I hope you will be henceforth less flippant with your pen. I assure you, as little as you think of it, the Methodists are not such fools as you suppose. But their desire is to live peaceably with all men; and none desires this more than About the close of this year, I received a remarkable account from Ireland: "WHEN Miss E was about fifteen, she frequently heard the preaching of the Methodists, so called; and though it made no deep impression, yet she retained a love for them ever after. About nineteen she was seized with a lingering illness. She then began to wrestle with God in prayer, that his love might be shed abroad in her heart. 'Then," said she, "how freely could I give up all that is dear to me in this world !' And from this very time she did not expect, nor indeed desire, to recover; but only to be cleansed from sin, and to go to Christ. "Some who visited her, said, "O Miss, you need not fear; your innocence will bring you to heaven. She earnestly replied, "Unless the merits of Christ plead for me, and his mature be imparted to me, I can never enter there.' And she was incessantly breaking out into these and the like expressions, 'O that I knew my sins were forgiven O that 32 REv. J. wesley's Dec. 1760. I was born again!

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O how I long to be gone ! Some people tell me I may recover; but I do not thank them; I do not count them my friends." On my saying occasionally, 'There is no satisfaction for sin, but that which Christ has made by his precious blood;' she Jan. 1761. JOURNAL. 33 answered, "That is all the satisfaction I want; and I believe he both lived and died for me." "After this, she gave a strict charge that none should be admitted to see her but such as could speak for God; saying, 'I do not love to have a word spoken, which is not to edification. O how unsuitable to me, are all things which do not tend to the glory of my God!' On her spitting a large quantity of blood, one said, 'You are in great pain." She answered, 'I think little of it. My blessed Redeemer suffered greater pain for me.' "When I stood up to go away, she said, 'I now take my leave of you. Perhaps we may not meet again in this world; but I trust we shall meet in heaven. I am going to God. O may it be soon I now feel an heaven in my soul." "The last time I came was on Sunday, December 14. Hearing she was extremely ill and wanted rest, we did not go up, but after a while began singing below. She immediately heard, sat up in bed, and insisted on our being brought into the room and singing there. Many times she repeated these words, 'Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly l' And this she continued to do till, on Wednesday, 17, she resigned her soul into the hands of her dear Redeemer." JANUARY 2, 1761. I wrote the following letter: "To the Editor of the London Chronicle. "Of all the seats of woe on this side hell, few, I suppose, exceed or even equal Newgate. If any region of horror could exceed it a few years ago, Newgate in Bristol did; so great was the filth, the stench, the misery, and wickedness, which shocked all who had a spark of humanity left. How was I surprised then, when I was there a few weeks ago! 1.

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1. Every part of it, above stairs and below, even the pit, whercin the felons are confined at night, is as clean and sweet as a gentle man's house; it being now a rule, that every prisoner wash and clean his apartment throughly twice a weck. 2. Here is no fighting or brawling. If anythinks himself ill used, the cause is immediately referred to the Keeper, who hears the contending parties face to face, and decides the affair at once. 3. The usual grounds of quarrelling are removed. For it is very rarely that any one cheats or wrongs another, as being sure, if anything of this kind is discovered, to be committed to a closer confinement. 4. Here is no drunkenness suffered, 34 REv. J. wesley's Jan. 1761. however advantageous it might be to the Keeper, as well as the tapster : 5. Nor any whoredom; the women prisoners being marrowly observed, and kept separate from the men: Nor is any woman of the town now admitted, no, not at any price. 6. All possible care is taken to prevent idleness: Those who are willing to work at their callings are provided with tools and materials, partly by the Keeper, who gives them credit at a very moderate profit, partly by the alms occasion ally given, which are divided with the utmost prudence and impartiality. Accordingly, at this time, among others, a shoemaker, a tailor, a brazier, and a coachmaker are working at their several trades. 7. Only on the Lord's day they neither work nor play, but dress themselves as clean as they can, to attend the public Service in the chapel, at which every person under the roof is present. None is excused unless sick; in which case he is provided, gratis, both with advice and medicines. 8. And in order to assist them in things of the greatest concern, (besides a sermon every Sunday and Thurs day,) they have a large Bible chained on one side of the chapel, which any of the prisoners may read. By the blessing of God on these regulations the prison now has a new face: Nothing offends either the eye or ear; and the whole has the appearance of a quiet, serious family. And does not the Keeper of Newgate deserve to be remembered full as well as the Man of Ross? May the Lord remember him in that day!

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Alas, Sir! your friends will not thank you for this. You have broke their heads sadly. Is no man of the Church, let him pretend what he will, who differs from her in point of doctrine? Au ! obsecro; cave diveris / I know not but you may stumble upon scandalum magnatum : + But stay; you will bring them off quickly. "A truly good man may scruple signing and swearing to Articles, that his mind and reason cannot approve of." But is he a truly good man who does not scruple signing and swearing to Articles which he cannot approve of ? However, this doth not affect us; for we do not differ from our Church in point of doctrine: But all do who deny justification by faith; therefore, according to you, they are no members of the Church of England. "'Methodist Preachers, you allow, 'practise, sign, and swear whatever is required by law; a very large concession; "but the reserves they have are incommunicable and unintel ligible. Favour us, Sir, with a little proof of this; till then I must plead, Not Guilty. In whatever I sign or swear to, I have no reserve at all. And I have again and again com municated my thoughts on most heads, to all mankind; I Stop, I beseech you, and beware of what you say.-EDIT. Libel on persons of exalted rank.-EDIT. Jan. 1761. JOURNAL. 37 believe intelligibly; particularly in the "Appeals to Men of Reason and Religion.' "But, "if Methodism, as its professors pretend, be a new discovery in religion: This is a grievous mistake; we pretend no such thing. We aver it is the one old religion; as old as the Reformation, as old as Christianity, as old as Moses, as old as Adam. "'They ought to discover the whole ingredients of which their nostrum is composed; and have it enrolled in the public register, to be perused by all the world. It is done. The whole ingredients of Methodism, so called, have been dis covered in print over and over; and they are enrolled in a public register, the Bible, from which we extracted them at first. 'Else they ought not to be tolerated. We allow it, and desire toleration on no other terms. "Nor should they be suffered to add or alter one grain different from what is so registered. Most certainly.

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about four miles from Harston. Many from Harston walked thither, and from the neighbouring villages; and surely God was in the midst of them, just as in our Bristol congregations at the beginning. Hence we rode, on Ash-Wednesday, FEBRUARY 4, to Mr. Hicks, who showed me the way to his church, at Wrestling worth; where I exhorted a large and serious congregation, from the Scripture appointed for the Epistle, to "rend their hearts, and not their garments, and turn unto the Lord their God." In the evening Mr. Berridge read Prayers, and I preached, at Everton. Few of them are now affected as at first, the greater part having found peace with God. But there is a gradual increasing of the work in the souls of many believers. I called at Barford, half-way to Bedford, and was agreeably surprised to meet J. C., from London, who came to Bedford the day before, and walked over with Mr. Parker. We had a far larger congregation than I expected; and all were deeply serious. I preached at Bedford in the evening, on Friday at Sundon, and on Saturday returned to London. Monday, 9, and the following days, I visited the classes. Friday, 13, being the General Fast-day, the chapel in West Street, as well as the rest, was throughly filled with serious hearers. Surely God is well pleased with even these outward humiliations, as an acknowledgment that he is the Disposer of all events; and they give some check, if it be but for a time, to the floods of ungodliness. Besides, we cannot doubt but there are some good men in most of the congregations then assembled; and we know, "the effectual fervent prayer" even of one "righteous man availeth much." This week I published, in the "London Chronicle," an answer to a Tract entitled, "A Caveat against the Methodists." It is here subjoined: "To the Editor of the London Chronicle. "SIR, February 19, 1761. "Is it not surprising that every person of understanding does not discern, at the very first view, that the Tract entitled, "A Caveat against the Methodists,' is, in reality, a Caveat against the Protestants? Do not the arguments conclude, (if they conclude at all,) not against the Methodists only, but against the whole body of Protestants? The names, indeed, Feb. 1761. JOURN AI. 4 of Mr. Whitefield and Mr.

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Courayer, has irrefragably proved. "'All power in the church of Christ comes from him; either immediately from himself, or from men who have the authority handed down to them from the Apostles. But this commission has not been conveyed to the Protestant Preachers either of these ways: Not immediately; for by what miracles do they prove it?" So said Cardinal Bellarmine long ago. Neither 'by men deriving authority from the Apostles. Read F. Courayer, and know better. Neither are the Protestants 'divided from any 'Churches' who have true 'pretensions to antiquity.' But 'their doctrine of justification by faith alone was anathematized, at its first appearance, by the undoubted heirs of the Apostles, the Pastors of the Apostolic church. By the Prelates at the Council of Trent it was; who thereby anathematized the Apostle Paul, to all intents and purposes. Here you throw off the mask; otherwise you might have passed for a Protestant a little longer. 'Consequently they are sent by no other but him who sent all the false pro phets from the beginning.' Sir, we thank you. This is really a very modest assertion for the subject of a Protestant King. "But to turn the tables: I said, 'If the Romish Bishops do." For this I absolutely deny. I deny that the Romish Bishops came down by uninterrupted succession from the Feb. 1761. JOURNAL. 45 Apostles. I never could see it proved; and, I am persuaded I never shall. But unless this is proved, your own Pastors, on your principles, are no Pastors at all. "But farther: It is a doctrine of your Church, that the intention of the administrator is essential to the validity of the sacraments which are administered by him. Now, are you assured of the intention of every Priest from whom you have received the Host? If not, you do not know but what you received as the sacrament of the altar, was no sacrament at all. Are you assured of the intention of the Priest who baptized you? If not, perhaps you are not baptized at all. To come close to the point in hand: If you pass for a Priest, are you assured of the intention of the Bishop that ordained you? If not, you may happen to be no Priest, and so all your ministry is nothing worth : Nay, by the same rule, he may happen to be no Bishop.

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Friday, 13. Many flocked together at five; and far more than the Room would contain in the evening. Perhaps the time is come for the Gospel to take root even in this barren soil. I rode to Wednesbury. Sunday, 15. I made a shift to preach within at eight in the morning; but in the afternoon I knew not what to do, having a pain in my side, and a sore throat. However, I resolved to speak as long as I could. I stood at one end of the House, and the people (supposed to be eight or ten thousand) in the field adjoining. I spoke from, "I count all things but loss, for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord." When I had done speaking, my complaints were gone. At the love-feast in the evening, many, both men and women, spoke their experience in a manner which affected all that heard. One in particular said, "For seventeen or eighteen years I thought God had forgotten me. Neither I nor any under my roof could believe. But now, blessed be his name, he has taken me and all my house; and given me, and my wife, and our seven children, to rejoice together in God our Saviour." I intended to rest two or three days; but being pressed to visit Shrewsbury, and having no other time, I rode over to-day, though upon a miserable beast. When I came in, my head ached as well as my side. I found the door of the place where I was to preach surrounded by a numerous mob. But they seemed met, only to stare. Yet part of them came in ; almost all that did (a large number) behaved quietly and seriously. At five the congregation was large, and appeared not a little affected. The difficulty now was, how to get back. For I could not ride the horse on which I came. But this too was provided for. We met in the street with one who lent me his horse, which was so easy, that I grew better and better till I came to Wolverhampton. None had yet preached abroad in this furious town; but I was resolved, with God's help, to make a trial, and ordered a table to be set in the inn-yard.

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None had yet preached abroad in this furious town; but I was resolved, with God's help, to make a trial, and ordered a table to be set in the inn-yard. Such a number of wild men I have seldom seen; 48 Rev. J. wesley's March, 1761. but they gave me no disturbance, either while I preached, or when I afterwards walked through the midst of them. About five I preached to a far larger congregation at Dudley, and all as quiet as at London. The scene is changed, since the dirt and stones of this town were flying about me on every side. By talking with several at Wednesbury, I found God is carrying on his work here as at London. We have ground to hope, one prisoner was set at full liberty under the sermon on Saturday morning; another under that on Saturday evening. One or more received remission of sins on Sunday; on Monday morning another, and on Wednesday yet another believed the blood of Jesus Christ had cleansed him from all sin. In the evening I could scarce think but more than one heard Him say, "I will; be thou clean l'" Indeed so wonderfully was He present till near midnight, as if He would have healed the whole congregation. After preaching at Bilbrook I rode on to Burslem, and preached at half-hour past five, in an open place on the top of the hill, to a large and attentive congregation; though it rained almost all the time, and the air was extremely cold. The next morning, (being Good-Friday,) I did not preach till eight. But even then, as well as in the evening, the cold considerably lessened the congregation. Such is human wisdom So small are the things which divert mankind from what might be the means of their eternal salvation About ten I preached at Biddulph, and about six at Congleton. Sunday, 22. About one I preached at Macclesfield, near the preaching-house. The congregation was large, though the wind was sharp. But it was more than doubled after the evening service, while I opened and enforced the solemn declaration, "Him hath God exalted with his own right hand, to be a Prince and a Saviour." In the evening I rode on to Manchester. Mon.

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After preaching at five, I hastened forward, and reached Leeds about five in the evening, where I had desired all the Preachers in those parts to meet me; and an happy meeting we had both in the evening and morning. I afterwards inquired into the state of the societies in Yorkshire and Lincoln shire. I find the work of God increases on every side; but particularly in Lincolnshire, where there has been no work like this, since the time I preached at Epworth on my father's tomb. April, 1761. JOURNAL. 49 In the afternoon I talked with several of those who believe they are saved from sin; and, after a close examination, I found reason to hope that fourteen of them were not deceived. In the evening I expounded the thirteenth chapter of the first Epistle to the Corinthians, and exhorted all to weighthemselves in that balance, and see if they were not "found wanting." I took horse early, breakfasted with Mr. Venn, and about four in the afternoon came to Stockport. Finding the congregation waiting, I preached immediately, and then rode on to Manchester; where I rested on Thursday. Friday, 27. I rode to Bridgefield, in the midst of the Derbyshire mountains, and cried to a large congregation, "If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." And they did indeed drink in the word, as the thirsty earth the showers. About six I preached at Stockport. Here I inquired after a young man, who was sometime since much in earnest for salvation. But it was not long before he grew quite cold, and left the society. Within a few months after, he left the world, and that by his own hand! The next day I returned to Manchester. We had an uncommon blessing, both morning and afternoon. In the evening I met the believers, and strongly exhorted them to "go on unto perfection." To many of them it seemed a new doctrine. However, they all received it in love; and a flame was kindled, which I trust neither men nor devils shall ever be able to quench. I rode to Altringham. We had four rooms, which opened into each other; but they would not near contain the congregation, so that many were obliged to stand without. I believe many were wounded, and some much comforted.

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I believe many were wounded, and some much comforted. Perhaps this town will not be quite so furious as it has been. In the evening we had abundance of genteel people at Manchester, while I described faith as "the evidence of things not seen." I left Manchester in the morning, APRIL 1, in a better condition than ever I knew it before; such is the shaking, not only among the dry bones, but likewise among the living souls. About noon I preached at Little-Leigh and at Chester in the evening. Thursday, 2. I rode over to Tattenhall, eight or nine miles from Chester. When we came, the town seemed to be all in an uproar; yet when I began preaching, (in the open air, the House not being large enough to contain one quarter of the congregation,) none opposed, or made the least 50 REv. J. wesLEY's April, 1761. disturbance, the fear of God falling upon them. I think Tattenhall will be less bitter for the time to come. Well may Satan be angry with field-preaching ! I preached, about one, at Mould, in Flintshire, and was again obliged to preach abroad, though the wind was exceeding rough. All were deeply attentive. I preached in the evening at Chester, and in the morning set out for Liverpool: I came thither (preaching at Warrington by the way) in the evening. The election seemed to have driven the common sort of people out of their senses. But on Sunday they were tolerably recovered, and the town looked like itself. I heard two useful sermons at our parish church: One upon, "Follow peace with all men, and holiness;" the other on, "Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord." I pity those who "can learn nothing at church." I left them at Liverpool, a little increased in number, but very considerably in strength; being now entirely united together in judgment, as well as in affection. About noon, I preached to a serious congregation at Downham-Green, near Wigan; but to a far more serious one in the evening, at Bolton. I find few places like this; all disputes are forgot; and the Christians do indeed love one another. When I visited the classes, on Wednesday, 15, I did not find a disorderly walker among them; no, nor a trifler. They appeared to be, one and all, seriously seeking salvation. Thur.

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Sun. MAY 3. I heard two useful sermons at the kirk, one preached by the Principal of the College, the other by the Divinity Professor. A huge multitude afterwards gathered together in the College-Close; and all that could hear seemed to receive the truth in love. I then added about twenty to the little society. Fair blossoms ! But how many of these will bring forth fruit? We had another large congregation at five. Before noon twenty more came to me, desiring to cast in their lot with us, and appearing to be cut to the heart. About noon I took a walk to the King's College, in Old Aberdeen. It has three sides of a square, handsomely built, not unlike Queen's College in Oxford. Going up to see the Hall, we found a large company of ladies, with several gentle men. They looked, and spoke to one another, after which one of the gentlemen took courage and came to me. He said, "We came last night to the College-Close, but could not hear, and should be extremely obliged if you would give us a short discourse here." I knew not what God might have to do; and so began without delay, on, "God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself." I believe the word was not lost: It fell as dew on the tender grass. In the afternoon I was walking in the library of the Marischal College, when the Principal and the Divinity Professor came to me; and the latter invited me to his May, 1761. JOURNAL, 53 lodgings, where I spent an hour very agreeably. In the evening, the eagerness of the people made them ready to trample each other under foot. It was some time before they were still enough to hear; but then they devoured every word. After preaching, Sir Archibald Grant (whom business had called to town) sent and desired to speak to me. I could not then, but promised to wait upon him, with God's leave, in my return to Edinburgh. I accepted the Principal's invitation, and spent an hour with him at his house. I observed no stiffness at all, but the easy good breeding of a man of sense and learning. I suppose both he and all the Professors, with some of the Magistrates, attended in the evening.

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I suppose both he and all the Professors, with some of the Magistrates, attended in the evening. I set all the windows open; but the Hall, notwithstanding, was as hot as a bagnio. But this did not hinder either the attention of the people, or the blessing of God. Wed, 6. We dined at Mr. Ogilvy's, one of the Ministers, between whom the city is divided. A more open-hearted, friendly man, I know not that I ever saw. And indeed I have scarce seen such a set of Ministers in any town of Great Britain or Ireland. At half-hour after six I stood in the College-Close, and proclaimed Christ crucified. My voice was so strengthened that all could hear; and all were earnestly attentive. I have now "cast" my "bread upon the waters:" May I "find it again after many days l" Leaving near ninety members in the Society, I rode over to Sir A. Grant's, near Monymusk, about twenty miles north-west from Aberdeen. It lies in a fruitful and pleasant valley, much of which is owing to Sir Archibald's improvements, who has ploughed up abundance of waste ground, and planted some millions of trees. His stately old house is surrounded by gardens, and rows of trees, with a clear river on one side. And about a mile from his house he has laid out a small valley into walks and gardens, on one side of which the river runs. On each side rises a steep mountain; one rocky and bare, the other covered with trees, row above row, to the very top. About six we went to the church. It was pretty well filled with such persons as we did not look for so near the Highlands. But if we were surprised at their appearance, we were much more so at their singing. Thirty or forty sung an 54 REv. J. wesLEY's May, 1761. anthem after sermon, with such voices as well as judgment, that I doubt whether they could have been excelled at any cathedral in England. We rode to Glammis, about sixty-four measured miles; and on Saturday, 9, about sixty-six more, to Edinburgh. I was tired: However, I would not disappoint the congregation; and God gave me strength according to my day. I had designed to preach near the Infirmary; but some of the managers would not suffer it.

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13. It being a fair, mild evening, I preached near the quay to most of the inhabitants of the town, and spoke full as plain as the evening before. Every one seemed to receive it in love; probably if there was regular preaching here, much good might be done. I set out early, and preached at noon on the Bowling-Green, at Berwick-upon-Tweed. In the evening I preached at Alnwick. Friday, 15. Abundance of soldiers came in, on their way to Germany. Many of these attended the preaching, to whom I could not but make a particular application. And who knows, but what they have now heard may stand them in stead in a day of trial? One of our friends importuned me much to give them a sermon at Warksworth. And a post-chaise came for me to the door; in which I found one waiting for me, whom, in the bloom of youth, mere anguish of soul had brought to the gates of death. She told me the troubles which held her in on every side, from which she saw no way to escape. I told her, "The way lies straight before you. What you want is the pure love of God. shortly. I believe God will give it you Perhaps it is his good pleasure to make you, a poor bruised reed, the first witness here of that great salvation. Look for it just as you are, unfit, unworthy, unholy, by simple faith, every day, every hour." She did feel the next day something she could not comprehend, and knew not what to call it. In one of the trials which used to sink her to the earth, she was all calm, all peace and love; enjoying so deep a communion with God, as nothing external could interrupt. Ah! thou child of affliction, of sorrow and pain, hath Jesus found out thee also ? And he is able to find and bring back thy husband, as far as he is wandered out of the way. About noon I preached at Warksworth, to a congregation as quiet and attentive as that at Alnwick. How long shall we forget that God can raise the dead? Were not we dead till he quickened us? A little above the town, on one side of the river, stands the remains of a magnificent castle.

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But no sooner had she committed wickedness, than she rent her clothes, smote her breast, and thought of putting an end to her own life; for she said in herself, 'Now I am dead, and I have lost all my time and all my labour, and my austerity and my tears are perished, and I have destroyed my own soul, and I have brought sorrow upon the man of God, and am become a laughing-stock to the devil: Why do I live any longer? Ah me, what have I done ! Ah me ! from whence, how low am I fallen How shall I be hid? Where shall I go? Into what pit shall I cast myself? Where is the exhortation of the blessed man, Keep thy soul spotless for thy immortal Bride groom ? I dare no more look up to Heaven I am lost both to God and men. I dare not approach that holy man, sinner as I am, and full of uncleanness. Were I to make such an attempt, surely fire would come out of that door, and consume me. It is better for me to go where none knows me; for I am undone, and there is no salvation for me!' And rising up, she went straight to another city, and became servant at an inn. "A little before this, Abraham saw a vision; a dragon, great and terrible, rising out of his place; and, coming to his cell, he found a dove, and devoured it, and then returned to his place. The holy man, coming to himself, was much troubled, and wept bitterly, and said, 'Thou, Lord, knowest all things; and thou only knowest what this vision meaneth.' After two days he saw the same dragon again; and he came out of his place to the blessed man, and, laying his head under Abraham's feet, burst asunder, and the dove was found alive in the dragon's belly. 58 REv. J. wesley's May, 1761. "Coming to himself, he called once and again, saying, 'Child, where art thou?

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"Coming to himself, he called once and again, saying, 'Child, where art thou? Behold, here are two days that thou hast not opened thy mouth in the praise of God." Finding that none answered, and that she was not there, he perceived the vision related to her; and he groaned in spirit, and said, "O Saviour of the world, bring back this lamb into thy fold, that my grey hairs come not down with sorrow to the grave Lord, despise not my supplication; but send down thy hand, and take her out of the mouth of the dragon that hath devoured her !' "After a season he heard where she was; and, having learned all things concerning her, he called one of his friends, and said to him, 'Bring me an horse and the habit of a soldier:' And having put it on, with a large cap on his head, he left his cell, and rode away. Being come to the place, he alighted, and went in; and, after a time, said to the inn keeper, 'Friend, I have heard thou hast a beautiful damsel here: Call her to me, that I may rejoice with her. Being called, she came. When the holy man saw her in her harlot's attire, he was melting into tears; but he refrained himself, that she might not perceive it. After they sat down, she embraced him, and kissed his neck; and she smelled the smell of his cell, and called to mind past things; and, groaning deeply, said, 'Woe is me! What am I?' The inn-keeper, being astonished, said, "Mary, thou hast now been with us two years, and I never heard thee groan before, or heard such a word from thee. What is come to thee?" She answered, 'Would I had died three years since; then I had been happy." "Immediately Abraham said to him, 'Prepare us a supper, that we may rejoice together; for I am come from far for her sake. After supper she said to him, 'Let us go into the chamber: And when they were come in, he saw a bed made ready; and he sat upon it, and said, 'Make fast the door." She made it fast, and came to him.

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And being come to his place, he put her in the inner cell; where she gladly resumed her former exercise, with sackcloth and ashes, and much humiliation, with mourning and watching, and ceaseless calling upon God: And the merciful Lord gave her a sign that he accepted her repent ance, healing many that were sick, through her prayers. "Holy Abraham lived ten years after, beholding her good conversation, and blessing, and praising, and magnifying God. Then, having lived seventy years, he slept in peace. Mary survived him thirty and five years, calling upon God night and day; insomuch that all who passed by glorified God, who saveth them that were gone astray." Among the believers, who met in the evening, God had kindled a vehement desire of his full salvation. Inquiring how it was that, in all these parts, we have scarce one living witness of this, I constantly received, from every person, one and the same answer: "We see now, we sought it by our works; we thought it was to come gradually; we never expected to receive it in a moment, by faith, as we did justi fication." What wonder is it then, that you have been fighting all these years as one that beateth the air? I earnestly exhorted all who were sensible of their wants, and athirst for holiness, to look unto Jesus, to come to him just as they were, and receive all his promises. And surely it will not be long before some of these also are fully saved by simple faith. 60 REv. J. wesDEY's June, 1761. I rode over to Placey. I was wet through, both going and coming; but I did not repent of my journey; such a number gathered together, a great part of whom could rejoice in God. These were quite ripe for all the great and precious promises, which they received with all gladness. I rode to Shields, and preached in an open place, to a listening multitude. Many of them followed me to South-Shields; where I preached in the evening to almost double the congregation. How ripe for the Gospel are these also ! What is wanting but more labourers? More! Why, is there not here (as in every parish in England) a particular Minister, who takes care of all their souls?

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Why, is there not here (as in every parish in England) a particular Minister, who takes care of all their souls? There is one here who takes charge of all their souls; what care of them he takes, is another question. It may be, he neither knows nor cares, whether they are going to heaven or hell. Does he ask man, woman, or child, any question about it, from one Christmas to the next? O, what account will such a Pastor give to the Great Shepherd in that day? I went on to Sunderland, and in the evening preached in the new House. The next evening I preached at Monkwearmouth. About moon I preached at Biddick; and the power of God was in the midst of his people; and more eminently at Sunderland in the evening. After preaching I met the believers, and exhorted them to "go on unto perfec tion." It pleased God to apply the plain words which were spoken; so that all were athirst for him; objections vanished away, and a flame was kindled almost in every heart. I preached again, both morning and evening, in Monkwearmouth church; but it would not near contain the people, many of whom were constrained to go away. After Evening Service I hastened to Newcastle, and exhorted a willing multitude to "stand in the ways and see," and "ask for the old paths," and "walk therein." In the week following I preached at many little places round Newcastle. Friday, JUNE 5. I went to Prudhoe, where there had been some jar in the society, occasioned by a few who had lately espoused, and warmly defended, a new opinion. I said not one word about it, but preached on, "There is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons who need no repentance." June, 1761. JOURNAL. 61 Afterwards, perceiving their hearts were much softened, I met the society, and exhorted them to beware of bitter zeal; and to "walk in love, as Christ also loved us." They were ashamed before God, and (for the present at least) their contentions were at an end. In the evening I preached at Nafferton; and the next morning rode to Winlington, where I had appointed to be between twelve and one.

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They were about eighty in number; of whom near seventy were believers, and sixteen (probably) renewed in love. Here were two Bands of children, one of boys, and one of girls, most of whom were walking in the light. Four of those who seemed to be saved from sin were of one family; and all of them walked holy and unblamable, adorning the doctrine of God their Saviour. At eleven I preached once more, though in great weakness of body, and met the Stewards of all the societies. I then rode to Stokesley, and, having examined the little society, went on 64 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1761. for Guisborough. The sun was burning hot; but, in a quarter of an hour, a cloud interposed, and he troubled us no more. I was desired by a gentleman of the town to preach in the market-place; and there a table was placed for me, but it was in a bad neighbourhood; for there was so vehement a stench of stinking fish, as was ready to suffocate me, and the people roared like the waves of the sea; but the voice of the Lord was mightier; and in a few minutes the whole multitude was still, and seriously attended while I proclaimed "Jesus Christ, made of God unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption." I began about five, near the same place, and had a great part of the same audience; yet they were not the same. The change might easily be read in their countenance. When we took horse, and just faced the sun, it was hard work for man and beast; but about eight the wind shifted, and blowing in our face, kept us cool till we came to Whitby. In the evening I preached on the top of the hill, to which you ascend by an hundred ninety and one steps. The congre gation was exceeding large, and ninety-nine in an hundred were attentive. When I began, the sun shone full in my face; but he was soon clouded, and shone no more till I had done. After meeting the society, I talked with a sensible woman, whose experience seemed peculiar. She said: "A few days before Easter last, I was deeply convinced of sin; and in Easter week, I knew my sins were forgiven, and was filled with "joy and peace in believing.

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thus sucking the blood of a poor, beggared prisoner? Would not this be execrable villany, if the paper and writing together were only six-pence a sheet, when they have stripped him already of his little all, and not left him fourteen groats in the world? Believing one hinderance of the work of God in York, was the neglect of field-preaching, I preached this morning at eight, in an open place, near the city walls. Abundance of people ran together, most of whom were deeply attentive. One or two only were angry, and threw a few stones; but it was labour lost; for none regarded them. I rode to Tadcaster, and preached within, the rain not suffering us to be abroad, as I intended. In the evening I preached at Otley, and afterwards talked with many of the society. There is reason to believe that ten or twelve of these are filled with the love of God. I found one or two more the next day at Fewston, a few miles north of Otley, (where I preached at noon,) whom God had raised up to witness the same good confession. And, indeed, the whole congregation seemed just ripe for receiving all the promises. I rode to Knaresborough, where it was expected we should not meet with so friendly a reception. But the Lord is King. Our own House being too small, I preached in the assembly-room. Most of the people looked wild enough when they came in; but they were tame before they went out; and behaved as decently and seriously as the congregation at Otley. Indeed, the mob never was so furious here, as they were formerly at Otley; where the good Magistrate directed, "Do what you will to them, so you break no bones." But may not a man cut his neighbour's throat without breaking his bones? July, 1761. JOURNAL, 67 The remaining part of this week I preached at Guiseley, Bingley, and Keighley. Sunday, 12. I had appointed to be at Haworth; but the church would not near contain the people who came from all sides: However, Mr. Grimshaw had provided for this by fixing a scaffold on the outside of one of the windows through which I went after Prayers, and the people likewise all went out into the church-yard. The afternoon congregation was larger still.

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As July, 1761. JOURNAL. 69 long as we live, our soul is connected with the body: 2. As long as it is thus connected, it cannot think but by the help of bodily organs: 3. As long as these organs are imperfect, we are liable to mistakes, both speculative and practical: 4. Yea, and a mistake may occasion my loving a good man less than I ought; which is a defective, that is, a wrong temper : 5. For all these we need the atoming blood, as indeed for every defect or omission. Therefore, 6. All men have need to say daily, "Forgive us our trespasses." About one I preached at Bramley, where Jonas Rushford, about fourteen years old, gave me the following relation: "ABoUT this time last year I was desired by two of our neighbours, to go with them to Mr. Crowther's at Skipton, who would not speak to them, about a man that had been missing twenty days, but bid them bring a boy twelve or thirteen years old. When we came in, he stood reading a book. He put me into a bed, with a looking-glass in my hand, and covered me all over. Then he asked me whom I had a mind to see; and I said, "My mother. I presently saw her with a lock of wool in her hand, standing just in the place, and the clothes she was in, as she told me afterwards. Then he bid me look again for the man that was missing, who was one of our neighbours. And I looked and saw him riding towards Idle, but he was very drunk; and he stopped at the alehouse and drank two pints more, and he pulled out a guinea to change. Two men stood by, a big man and a little man; and they went on before him, and got two hedge stakes; and when he came up, on Windle-Common, at the top of the hill, they pulled him off his horse, and killed him, and threw him into a coal-pit. And I saw it all as plain as if I was close to them. And if I saw the men, I should know them again.

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Madan preach an excellent sermon at Haxey. At two I preached at Westwood-Side, to the largest congregation I ever saw in the Isle of Axholme; and to nearly the same at Epworth-Cross, as soon as the Church Service was ended. After spending two days here, on Wednesday, 5, I preached about nine at Ferry, and then rode on to Gainsborough. I preached in the old hall to a mixed multitude, part civil, part rude as bears. We rode home through heavy rain, joined with much thunder and lightning, part of which was just over our heads. But "the Lord sitteth above the water floods." So we came safe, only very wet, to Epworth. I preached about nine at Hatfield Woodhouse; and about one at Sykehouse, to far the largest congregation which has been seen there for many years. Boast who will, that Methodism (the revival of true religion) is just coming to nothing: We know better things, and are thankful to God for its continual increase. -I preached at Winterton to such a congregation as I suppose never met there before. From thence we rode 72 REv. J. wesDEY's Aug. 1761. on to Barrow, where the mob was in readiness to receive us; but their hearts failed; so they gave only two or three huzzas, and let us pass by unmolested. As soon as I came out to preach, we had another huzza; but as more and more of the angry ones came within hearing, they lost all their fierceness, and sunk into calmness and attention. So I concluded my discourse with quietness and satisfaction. In the evening I preached at Grimsby, where I spent Sunday and Monday. Tuesday, 11. I preached at two in Lorborough; in the evening at Elkington. The next morning we rode to Horncastle, where Satan's children had threatened terrible things; but they could go no farther than to give one feeble shout as we entered into the town. As the House would not contain the congregation, I preached on the outside of it; and there was no disturbance. Indeed a silly, pert man spoke twice or thrice, but none regarded him. About one I preached at Sibsey, on the edge of the Fens. There were a few wild colts here also; but all the rest (and they were not a few) were serious and deeply attentive.

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The congregations were exceeding large, and the people hungering and thirsting after righteousness; and every day afforded us fresh instances of persons convinced of sin, or converted to God. So that it seems God was pleased to pour out his Spirit this year, on every part both of England and Ireland; perhaps in a manner we had never seen before; certainly not for twenty years. O what pity, that so many, even of the children of God, did not know the day of their visitation Sun. OcToBER. 4. I preached at Kingswood, morning and afternoon, but not, as I designed, under the sycamore-tree, because of the rain. In the ensuing week I visited the societies in Somersetshire. Sunday, 11. I observed God is reviving his work in Kingswood: The society, which had much decreased, being now increased again to near three hundred members; many of whom are now athirst for full redemption, which for some years they had almost forgot. I preached at Newgate; at Kingswood in the afternoon; and in the evening at North-Common. Here a people are sprung up, as it were, out of the earth; most of them employed in the neighbouring brass-works. We took a view of these the next day; and one thing I learned here, the propriety of that expression, Rev. i. 15: "His fect were as fine brass, burning in a furnace." The brightness of this cannot easily be conceived: I have seen nothing like it but clear white lightning. I desired all those to meet me, who believed they were saved from sin. There were seventecn or eighteen. I examined them severally, as exactly as I could; and I could not find any thing in their tempers (supposing they spoke true) any way contrary to their profession. 74, REv. J. wesDEY's Nov. 1761. I was desired by the condemned prisoners to give them one sermon more. And on Thursday, Patrick Ward, who was to die on that day, sent to request I would administer the sacrament to him. He was one-and-twenty years of age, and had scarce ever had a serious thought, till he shot the man who went to take away his gun. From that instant he felt a turn within, and never swore an oath more.

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George's Hospital. I was let blood many times, and took hemlock thrice a day: But I was no better; the pain and the lumps were the same, and both my breasts were quite hard, and black as soot; when, yesterday se'nnight, I went to Mr. Owen's, where there was a meeting for prayer. Mr. Jan. 1762. JOURNAL. 77 Bell saw me, and asked, 'Have you faith to be healed?" I said, 'Yes. He prayed for me, and in a moment all my pain was gone. But the next day I felt a little pain again; I clapped my hands on my breasts, and cried out, 'Lord, if thou wilt, thou canst make me whole.' It was gone; and from that hour I have had no pain, no soreness, no lumps, or swelling; but both my breasts were perfectly well, and have been so ever since." Now here are plain facts: 1. She was ill: 2. She is well: 3. She became so in a moment. Which of these can with any modesty be denied ? In order to remove some misunderstandings, I desired all parties concerned to meet me. They did so; all but T M d, who flatly refused to come. Is this only the first step toward a separation? Alas, for the man Alas, for the people We concluded the year, as usual, with a solemn watchnight. O may we conclude our lives in the same manner, blessing and praising God! Fri. JANUARY 1, 1762. We had, I believe, pretty near two thousand of the society at Spitalfields in the evening; where Mr. Berridge, Maxfield, and Colley, assisted me. And we found God was in the midst, while we devoted ourselves to him in the most solemn and explicit manner. I set out for Everton, in order to supply Mr. Berridge's church in his absence. In my way I preached at Rood-Farm, five-and-forty miles from London. Afterwards, the moon shining bright, we had a pleasant ride to Everton. -I read Prayers and preached, morning and evening, to a numerous and lively congregation. I found the people in general were more settled than when I was here before; but they were in danger of running from east to west.

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I found the people in general were more settled than when I was here before; but they were in danger of running from east to west. Instead of thinking, as many then did, that none can possibly have true faith but those that have trances or visions, they were now ready to think that whoever had any thing of this kind had no faith. After preaching to a large congregation at Wrest lingworth, we rode on to Harston. I never preached a whole sermon by moonlight before. However, it was a solemn These were the words I wrote at the time. 78 REv. J. Wesley's Jan. 1762. season; a season of holy mourning to some; to others, of joy unspeakable. I preached in Harston at nine, and about eleven at Wiltstow, three miles farther, to a people just ripe for, "Come unto me, all ye that are weary and heavy laden." In the afternoon we set out for Stoke, on the edge of Suffolk. As we rode through Haverhill, we were saluted with one huzza, the mob of that town having no kindness for Methodists. But all was quiet at Stoke; for Sir H A will suffer no disturbance there. The congregation came from many miles round, and God was in the midst of them. Their hearty prayers went up on every side; and many felt the answer to them. The largeness of the congregation at five showed they were not forgetful hearers. I preached longer than I am accustomed to do; but still they were not satisfied. Many crowded after me into the dwelling-house. After speaking a few words, I went to prayer. A cry began, and soon spread through the whole company; so that my voice was lost. Two seemed to be distressed above all the rest. We conti nued wrestling with God, till one of them had a good hope, and the other was "filled with joy and peace in believing." In the afternoon it blew a storm, by the favour of which we came into Haverhill, quite unmolested. But, notwithstanding wind and rain, the people crowded so fast into the preaching house, that I judged it best to begin half an hour before the time; by which means it contained the greater part of them.

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We had a peculiar blessing at Spitalfields while I was enforcing, "Now is the day of salvation." Indeed there is always a blessing when we cut off all delay, and come to God now by simple faith. Fri. MARCH 5. I had a long conversation with Joseph Rule, commonly called the White Quaker. He appeared to be a calm, loving, sensible man, and much devoted to God. I retired to Lewisham, to answer Dr. Horne's ingenious "Sermon on Justification by Works." O that I might dispute with no man! But if I must dispute, let it be with men of sense. I buried the remains of Mary Ramsey, a true daughter of affliction, worn out by a cancer in her breast, with a variety of other disorders. To these was added, for a time, great darkness of mind; the body pressing down the soul. Yet she did not murmur or repine, much less charge God foolishly. It was not long before he restored the light of his countenance; and shortly after she fell asleep. The National Fast was observed all over London with great solemnity. Surely God is well pleased even with this acknowledgment that He governs the world; and even the outward humiliation of a nation may be rewarded with outward blessings. I left London, though not without regret, and went slowly through the societies to Bristol. Saturday, 27. I heard a large account of the children near Lawford's Gate, which has made so much noise here. The facts are too glaring to be denied. But how are they to be accounted for? By natural or supernatural agency? Contend who list about this. I came to the New-Passage a little before nine. The rain and wind increased much while we were on the water: However, we were safe on shore at ten. I preached about twelve in the new Room at Chepstow. One of the 82 REv. J. wesley's March, 1762. congregation was a neighbouring Clergyman, who lived in the same staircase with me at Christ-Church, and was then far more serious than me. Blessed be God, who has looked upon me at last! Now let me redeem the time ! In the afternoon we had such a storm of hail as I scarce ever saw in my life.

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Grimshaw fell asleep. He was born September 3, 1708, at Brindle, six miles south of Preston, in Lancashire, and educated at the schools of Blackburn and Heskin, in the same county. Even then the thoughts of death and judgment made some impression upon him. At eighteen he was admitted at Christ's College, in Cambridge. Here bad example so carried him away, that for more than two years he seemed utterly to have lost all sense of seriousness; which did not revive till the day he was ordained Deacon, in the year 1731. On that day he was much affected with the sense of the importance of the ministerial 84 REv. J. weslEY's April, 1762 office; and this was increased by his conversing with some at Rochdale, who met once a week to read, and sing, and pray. But on his removal to Todmorden soon after, he quite dropped his pious acquaintance, conformed to the world, followed all its diversions, and contented himself with "doing his duty" on Sundays. But about the year 1734, he began to think seriously again. He left off all his diversions; he began to catechise the young people, to preach the absolute necessity of a devout life, and to visit his people, not in order to be merry with them as before, but to press them to seek the salvation of their souls. At this period also he began himself to pray in secret four times a day; and the God of all grace, who prepared his heart to pray, soon gave the answer to his prayer; not, indeed, as he expected: Not in joy or peace; but by bringing upon him very strong and painful convictions of his own guilt, and helplessness, and misery; by discovering to him what he did not suspect before, that his heart was deceitful and desperately wicked; and, what was more afflicting still, that all his duties and labours could not procure him pardon, or gain him a title to eternal life. In this trouble he continued more than three years, not acquainting any one with the distress he suffered, till one day, (in 1742,) being in the utmost agony of mind, there was clearly represented to him, Jesus Christ pleading for him with God the Father, and gaining a free pardon for him. In that moment all his fears vanished away, and he was filled with joy unspeakable.

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In that moment all his fears vanished away, and he was filled with joy unspeakable. "I was mow," says he, "willing to renounce myself, and to embrace Christ for my all in all. O what light and comfort did I enjoy in my own soul, and what a taste of the pardoning love of God!" All this time he was an entire stranger to the people called Methodists, whom afterwards he thought it his duty to countenance, and to labour with them in his neighbourhood. He was an entire stranger also to all their writings, till he came to Haworth, May 26, of this year. And the good effects of his preaching soon became visible: Many of his flock were brought into deep concern for salvation, were in a little time after filled with peace and joy through believing; and (as in ancient times) the whole congregation have been often seen in tears on account of their provocations against God, and under a sense of his goodness in yet sparing them. His lively manner of representing the truths of God could April, 1762. JOURNAL, 85 not fail of being much talked of, and bringing many hundreds out of curiosity to Haworth church; who received so much benefit by what they heard, that, when the novelty was long over, the church continued to be full of people, many of whom came from far, and this for twenty years together. Mr. Grimshaw was now too happy himself, in the knowledge of Christ, to rest satisfied without taking every method he thought likely to spread the knowledge of his God and Saviour. And as the very indigent constantly made their want of better clothes to appear in, an excuse for not going to church in the day-time, he contrived, for them chiefly, a lecture on Sunday evenings; though he had preached twice in the day before. God was pleased to give great success to these attempts, which animated him still more to spend and be spent for Christ. So the next year he began a method, which was continued by him for ever after, of preaching in each of the four hamlets he had under his care three times every month.

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I am sorry for their sake, not my own. Perhaps they may wish to see me when it is too late. I preached in the market-house, morning and May, 1762. JOURNAL. 93 evening. Abundance of the Dragoons were there; so were many of the Officers, who behaved with uncommon seriousness. In the evening a company of players began acting in the upper part of the market-house, just as we began singing in the lower. The case of these is remarkable. The Presbyterians for a long time had their public worship here; but when the strollers came to town, they were turned out; and from that time had no public worship at all. On Tuesday evening the lower part too was occupied by buyers and sellers of oatmeal; but as soon as I began, the people quitted their sacks, and listened to business of greater importance. On the following days I preached at Carrick-on-Shannon, Drumersnave, Cleg-Hill, Longford, and Abidarrig. Saturday, 8. Calling on a friend in our way, we had not sat down before several of the neighbours, Papists as well as Protestants, came in, supposing I was to preach. I was not willing to disappoint them: And they all listened with deep attention. Hence I rode to Athlone. I intended on Sunday, 9, to preach abroad as usual; but the sharp wind made it imprac ticable, and obliged me to keep in the House. The congre gations, however, were large, both morning and evening; and I found a little fruit of my labour. I was in hopes even the Papists here had at length a shepherd who cared for their souls. He was stricter than any of his predecessors, and was esteemed a man of piety as well as learning. Accordingly, he had given them strict orders not to work on the Lord's day; but I found he allowed them to play as much as they pleased, at cards in particular; nay, and averred it was their duty so to do, to refresh both their bodies and minds. Alas, for the blind leader of the blind! Has not he the greater sin? I had observed to the society last week, that I had not seen one congregation ever in Ireland behave so ill at church as that at Athlone, laughing, talking, and staring about during the whole service.

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As one of them dashed water at the other, she, endeavouring to avoid it, slipped into the hole, and the first striving to help her slipped in too: Nor was either of them seen any more, till their bodies floated upon the water. Yet after some hours, one of them was brought to life. But the other could not be recovered. The violent heat, which had continued for eight days, was now at an end, the wind turning north. So on Saturday, 29, we had a pleasant ride to Limerick. Sunday, 30. I preached in the old camp. The pleasantness of the place, the calmness of the evening, and the convenient distance from the town, all conspired to draw the people together, who flocked from every quarter. Many Officers, as well as abundance of soldiers, were among them, and behaved with the utmost decency. I preached the following evenings at the same place, and that in great measure for the sake of the soldiers, it being within a musket-shot of the place where they were exercising. Nay, two evenings an Officer ordered a large body to exercise on the very spot. But the moment I began they laid down their arms, and joined the rest of the congregation. Fri. JUNE 4. I preached at noon in Balligarame, to a large congregation, chiefly of Palatines. And so at Newmarket in the evening, and the morning following. These have quite a different look from the natives of the country, as well as a different temper. They are a serious, thinking people. And their diligence turns all their land into a garden. 96 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1762. I met a large number of children, just as much acquainted with God, and with the things of God, as "a wild ass's colt," and just as much concerned about them. And yet who can believe that these pretty little creatures have "the wrath of God abiding on them?" Numberless crowds ran together about this time, to see the execution of the poor deserter. And I believe some of them retained serious impressions for near four-and-twenty hours But it was not so with the soldiers: Although they walked one by one, close to the bleeding, mangled carcase, most of them were as merry within six hours, as if they had only seen a puppet-show. Tues.

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I visited the classes, and wondered to find no witness of the great salvation. Surely the flame which is kindled in Dublin will not stop there. The next evening God did indeed kindle it here; a cry went up on every side; and the lively believers seemed all on fire to be "cleansed from all unrighteousness." On Friday and Saturday I had much conversation with a very noted person. But I found none in town who expected that any good could be done to such a sinner as him ! Such a sinner? Why, were we not all such? We were dead in sin. And is he more than dead? Being informed I had shot over the heads of the soldiers, who did not "understand any thing but hell and damnation," I took my leave of them this evening by strongly applying the story of Dives and Lazarus: They seemed to understand this; and all but two or three boy officers behaved as men fearing God. I rode to Cork. Here I procured an exact account of the late commotions. About the beginning of December last, a few men met by night near Nenagh, in the county of Limerick, and threw down the fences of some commons, which had been lately inclosed. Near the same time others met in the county of Tipperary, of Waterford, and of Cork. As no one offered to suppress or hinder them, they increased in number continually, and called them selves Whiteboys, wearing white cockades, and white linen frocks. In February there were five or six parties of them, two or three hundred men in each, who moved up and down, chiefly in the night; but for what end did not appear. Only they levelled a few fences, dug up some grounds, June, 1762. JOURNAL. 97 and hamstrung some cattle, perhaps fifty or sixty in all. One body of them came into Cloheen, of about five hundred foot, and two hundred horse. They moved as exactly as regular troops, and appeared to be throughly disciplined. They now sent letters to several gentlemen, threatening to pull down their houses. They compelled every one they met to take an oath to be true to Queen Sive (whatever that meant) and the Whiteboys; not to reveal their secrets: and to join them when called upon. .

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We rode to Kilkenny, one of the pleasantest and the most ancient cities in the kingdom; and not inferior to any at all in wickedness, or in hatred to this way. I was therefore glad of a permission to preach in the Town-Hall; where a 100 REv. J. wesLEY's July, 1762. small, serious company attended in the evening. Sunday, 11. I went to the cathedral; one of the best-built which I have seen in Ireland. The pillars are all of black marble; but the late Bishop ordered them to be white-washed! Indeed, marble is so plentiful near this town, that the very streets are paved with it. At six in the evening I began preaching in the old Bowling green, near the Castle. Abundance of people, Protestants and Papists, gathered from all parts. They were very still during the former part of the sermon; then the Papists ran together, set up a shout, and would have gone further, but they were restrained, they knew not how. I turned to them, and said, "Be silent; or be gone!" Their moise ceased, and we heard them no more: So I resumed, and went on with my discourse, and concluded without interruption. When I came out of the Green, they gathered again, and gnashed upon me with their teeth: One cried out, "O what is Kilkenny come to !" But they could go no farther. Only two or three large stones were thrown; but none was hurt, save he that threw them: For, as he was going to throw again, one seized him by the neck, and gave him a kick and a cuff, which spoiled his diversion. I went to Dunmore-Cave, three or four miles from Kilkenny. It is full as remarkable as Poole's Hole, or any other in the Peak. The opening is round, parallel to the horizon, and seventy or eighty yards across. In the midst of this, there is a kind of arch, twenty or thirty feet high By this you enter into the first cave, nearly round, and forty or fifty feet in diameter. It is encompassed with spar stones, just like those on the sides of Poole's Hole. On one side of the cave is a narrow passage, which goes under the rock two or three hundred yards; on the other, an hollow, which no one has ever been able to find an end of.

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Six months after the flame broke out there, we had about thirty witnesses of the great salvation. In Dublin there were above forty in less than four months. 2. The work was more pure. In all this time, while they were mildly and tenderly treated, there were none of them headstrong or unadvisable; none that were wiser than their Teachers; none who dreamed of being immortal or infallible, or incapable of temptation; in short, no whimsical or enthusiastic persons: All were calm and sober-minded. I know several of these were, in process of time, moved from their steadfastness. I am nothing surprised at this: It 106 REv. J. wesley's July, 1762. was no more than might be expected: I rather wonder that more were not moved. Nor does this, in any degree, alter my judgment concerning the great work which God then wrought. I received a comfortable letter from Edinderry: "When you came hither, Satan had gained such an advan tage over us, that few, even of the society, would read your sermons, saying, they were nothing but the Law; but God has now taught us better. His power fell upon us first in the preaching, but abundantly more when the society met. At that time many who were in heaviness were filled with consolation; and two of the old believers were constrained to declare they believed God had cleansed them from all sin." I received farther accounts from Limerick; one letter ran thus: - "July 20, 1762. "THERE is a glorious work going on at Limerick. Twelve or fourteen have a clear sense of being renewed; several have been justified this week; and on Sunday night, at the meeting of the society, there was such a cry as I scarce ever heard. before, such confession of sins, such pleading with the Lord, and such a spirit of prayer, as if the Lord himself had been visibly present among us. Some received remission of sins, and several were just brought to the birth. All were in floods of tears: They trembled, they cried, they prayed, they roared aloud; all of them lying on the ground. I began to sing; yet they could not rise, but sang as they lay along.

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6. I preached at Penryn; Tuesday, 7, at Porkellis about one o'clock. Thence I rode on to Mullion, near the Lizard-Point. A man who was a sinner gladly received us; for he knew God had received him; having been deeply convinced of sin the last time I preached near Helstone, and not long after filled with peace and joy in the Holy Ghost. A flame was kindled almost as soon as I began to speak, which increased more and more, all the time I was preaching, as well as during the meeting of the society. How tender are the hearts of this people ! Such is the advantage of true Christian simplicity The congregation at St. John's, near Helstone, was thrice as large as when I was there before. The next day I Sept. 1762. JOURNAL. 113 preached at Crowan at noon, and at Penhale (in Breage) in the evening. Friday, 10. I preached on St. Hilary-Downs, to a congregation gathered from all parts. Abundance of them were athirst for God: And he did not deceive their hope. The cry of the mourners went up before him, and he sent down an answer of peace. I preached at one on the cliff, near Penzance, and in the evening at Newlyn. Sunday, 12. At eight God was in the midst, and many hearts were broken in pieces. Between one and two I preached at Sancreet, where I never was before. Abundance of strangers came from every side; and I believe not many went empty away. Hence we rode to St. Just, where I spent two comfortable nights, the congregations being very large, evening and morning. Tuesday, 14. I preached in Lelant about one, and, in the evening, near the Quay at St. Ives. Two or three pretty butterflies came, and looked, and smiled, and went away; but all the rest of the numerous congregation behaved with the utmost seriousness. We had our Quarterly Meeting. The next day I appointed the children to meet. I expected twenty, but I suppose we had fourscore; all of them wanting, many desiring, instruction. The more I converse with the believers in Cornwall, the more I am convinced that they have sustained great loss for want of hearing the doctrine of Christian Perfection clearly and strongly enforced. I see, wherever this is not done, the believers grow dead and cold.

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Yet by comparing various accounts, I found the main shock was at the same time for near an hundred miles. So it seems there was a train of clouds for at least that space, which, by an electrical touch, were all discharged at once. Fri. OcroBER 1. I preached at Taunton and Shepton Mallet, and on Saturday, 2, rode on to Bristol. In the two following weeks I visited as many as I could of the societies in the country, as well as regulated those of Bristol and Kingswood. Being informed that James Oddie, coming to Bristol, was stopped at Newport by a pleuritic fever, I went to him directly: He recovered from that hour, and in two or three days followed me to Bristol. The next week I went to many of the societies in Somersetshire. Monday, 25. I preached at one, in the shell of the new House at Shepton-Mallet. In digging the foundation they found a quarry of stone, which was more than sufficient for the House. Thence I rode to Wincanton. The rain prevented my preaching abroad; so I willingly accepted the offer of a large meeting-house, where I preached to a crowded audience, with much satisfaction; and again at seven in the morning. Abundance of rain fell in the night; so that in the morning we were blocked up; the river which runs by the side of the town not being fordable. At length we made a shift to lead our horses over the foot-bridge. I preached at Coleford about noon, and at Bristol in the evening. One who had adorned the Gospel in life and in death, having desired that I should preach her funeral sermon, I went with a few friends to the house, and sang before the body to the Room. I did this the rather, to show II6 REv. J. weslEY's Journal. Oct. 1762 my approbation of that solemn custom, and to encourage others to follow it. As we walked, our company swiftly increased, so that we had a very numerous congregation at the Room. And who can tell, but some of these may bless God for it to all eternity?

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Your speaking of yourselves, as though you were the only men who knew and taught the Gospel; and as if, not only all the Clergy, but all the Methodists besides, were in utter darkness. "I dislike something that has the appearance of enthusiasm, overvaluing feelings and inward impressions; mistaking the mere work of imagination for the voice of the Spirit; expecting the end without the means; and undervaluing reason, knowledge, and wisdom in general. "I dislike something that has the appearance of Anti nomianism, not magnifying the Law, and making it honour able; not enough valuing tenderness of conscience, and exact watchfulness in order thereto; using faith rather as contradistinguished from holiness, than as productive of it. "But what I most of all dislike is, your littleness of love to your brethren, to your own society; your want of union of heart with them, and bowels of mercies toward them; your want of meekness, gentleness, longsuffering; your impatience of contradiction; your counting every man your enemy that reproves or admonishes you in love; your bigotry, and narrowness of spirit, loving in a manner only those that love you; your censoriousness, proneness to think hardly of all who do not exactly agree with you; in one word, your divisive spirit. Indeed I do not believe that any of you either design or desire a separation; but you do not enough fear, abhor, and detest it, shuddering at the very thought: And all the preceding tempers tend to it, and gradually prepare you for Nov. 1762. JOURNAL, 121 it. Observe, I tell you before. God grant you may immediately and affectionately take the warning ! "3. As to your outward behaviour, I like the general tenor of your life, devoted to God, and spent in doing good. "But I dislike your slighting any, the very least Rules of the Bands or society; and your doing anything that tends to hinder others from exactly observing them. Therefore, "I dislike your appointing such meetings as hinder others from attending either the public preaching, or their class or band; or any other meeting, which the Rules of the society, or their office requires them to attend. "I dislike your spending so much time in several meetings, as many that attend can ill spare from the other duties of their calling, unless they omit either the preaching, or their class, or band.

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8. I began visiting the classes; in many of which we had hot spirits to deal with. Some were vehement for, some against, the meetings for prayer, which were in several parts of the town. I said little, being afraid of taking any step which I might afterwards repent of One I heard of on Friday, and five on Saturday, who, if I did not act as they thought best, would leave the society. I cannot help it. I must still be guided by my own conscience. I preached at Deptford and Welling, and Wednesday, 17, rode on to Sevenoaks. But it was with much difficulty; for it was a sharp frost, and our horses could very hardly keep their feet. Here, likewise, I found several who believed that God had cleansed them from all sin; and all of them (except perhaps one) lived so that one might. believe them. I called upon Jane Cooper, praising God in the fires. The next day I saw her for the last time, in every thing giving thanks, and overcoming all by the blood of the Lamb. A day or two after she fell asleep. From Monday, 22, to Friday, 26, I was employed in answering the Bishop of Gloucester's book. Wednesday, 24. Being determined to hear for myself, I stood where I could hear and see, without being seen. George Bell prayed, in the whole pretty near an hour. His fervour of spirit I could not but admire. I afterwards told him what I did not admire; namely, 1. His screaming, every now and then, in so strange a manner, that one could scarce tell what he said: 2. His thinking he had the miraculous discernment of spirits: And, 3. His sharply condemning his opposers. I buried the remains of Jane Cooper, a pattern of all holiness, and of the wisdom which is from above; who was snatched hence before she had lived five-and-twenty years. In good time ! God, who knew the tenderness of her spirit, took her away "from the evil to come." I retired, to transcribe my answer to Bishop Dec. 1762. JOURNAL. 123 Warburton. My fragments of time I employed in reading, and carefully considering, the lives of Magdalen de Pazzi, and some other eminent Romish saints. I could not but observe, 1. That many things related therein are highly improbable.

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And yet I have had more care and trouble in six months, than in several years preceding. What the end will be, I know not; but it is enough that God knoweth. Jan. 1763. JOURNAL. 125 Sat. JANUARY 1, 1763. A woman told me, "Sir, I employ several men. Now, if one of my servants will not follow my direction, is it not right for me to discard him at once? Pray, do you apply this to Mr. Bell." I answered, "It is right to discard such a servant; but what would you do if he were your son?" Having procured one who understood Spanish to interpret, I had a long conversation with the supposed Turks. One account they gave of themselves then; a second they soon after gave to Mrs. G. I observed the account now given, which I read over to them, in some particulars differed from both. This increased my fear, though I still hoped the best; till Mr. B. procured a Jew to talk with them, who understood both Turkish and Spanish; upon whose questioning them thoroughly, they contradicted all the accounts given before. And upon the elder of them mentioning Solomon Selim, a Jewish Merchant, of Amsterdam, one who knew him wrote to Solomon about him; who answered, he had known him upwards of fourteen years; that he was a Spanish Jew, a Physician by profession; that some years since he had cured him of a dangerous illness; in gratitude for which he had given him ten pounds, to carry him over to England. I desired George Bell, with two or three of his friends, to meet me with one or two others. We took much pains to convince him of his mistakes; particularly that which he had lately adopted, that the end of the world was to be on February 28th; which at first he had earnestly withstood. But we could make no impression upon him at all. He was as unmoved as a rock. I endeavoured (from 1 Cor. xii. 11, and the following verses) to guard the sincere against all thoughts of separating from their brethren, by showing what need all the members of the body have of each other. But those who wanted the caution most, turned all into poison. I rode to Shoreham, and paid the last office of love to Mrs. Perronet. Wednesday, 12.

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Wednesday, 12. I returned to London, and the next day strongly enforced, on a large congregation at the Foundery, the words of Isaiah, (never more needful,) "He that believeth shall not make haste." I rode to Lewisham, and wrote my sermon to be preached before the Society for Reformation of Manners. Sunday, 23. In order to check if not stop, a growing evil, I 126 REv. J. wesLEY's Feb. 1763. preached on, "Judge not, that ye be not judged." But it had just the contrary effect on many, who construed it into a satire upon G. Bell: One of whose friends said, "If the devil had been in the pulpit, he would not have preached such a sermon." All this time, I did not want for information from all quarters, that Mr. M. was at the bottom of all this; that he was the life of the cause; that he was continually spiriting up all with whom I was intimate against me; that he told them I was not capable of teaching them, and insinuated that none was but himself; and that the inevitable consequence must be a division in the society. Yet I was not without hope that, by bearing all things, I should overcome evil with good, till on Tuesday, 25, while I was sitting with many of our brethren, Mrs. Coventry (then quite intimate with Mr. M.) came in, threw down her ticket, with those of her husband, daughters, and servants, and said they would hear two doctrines no longer. They had often said before, Mr. M. preached Perfection, but Mr. W. pulled it down. So I did, that perfection of Benjamin Harris, G. Bell, and all who abetted them. So the breach is made I The water is let out. Let those who can, gather it up. I think it was on Friday, 28, that I received a letter from John Fox, and another from John and Elizabeth Dixon, declaring the same thing. Friday, FEBRUARY 4. Daniel Owens and G. Bell told me they should stay in the society no longer. The next day, Robert Lee, with five or six of his friends, spake to the same effect. I now seriously considered whether it was in my power to have prevented this. I did not see that it was; for though I had heard, from time to time, many objections to Mr.

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I did not see that it was; for though I had heard, from time to time, many objections to Mr. M.'s conduct, there was no possibility of clearing them up. Above a year ago I desired him to meet me with some that accused him, that I might hear them face to face; but his answer was as follows: "December 28, 1761. "I HAVE considered the thing, since you spoke to me, about meeting at Mrs. March's. And I do not think to be there, or to meet them at any time. It is enough that I was arraigned at the Conference." (At which I earnestly defended him, and silenced all his accusers.) "I am not convinced that it is my duty to make James Morgan, c., my judges. If Feb. 1763. JOURNAL, 127 you, Sir, or any one of them, have any thing to say to me alone, I will answer as far as I see good." The next month I wrote him along letter, telling him mildly all I heard or feared concerning him. He took it as a deep affront; and in consequence thereof wrote as follows:- "January 14, 1762. "IF you call me proud or humble, angry or meek, it seems to sit much the same on my heart. If you call me John or Judas, Moses or Korah, I am content. As to a separation, I have no such thought; if you have, and now (as it were) squeeze blood out of a stone, be it to yourself." Several months after, hearing some rumours, I again wrote to him freely. In his answer were the following words: "September 23, 1762. "ExPERIENCE teaches me daily, that they that preach salvation from the nature of sin, will have the same treatment from the others as they had and have from the world: But I am willing to bear it. Your brother is gone out of town. Had he stayed much longer, and continued, Sunday after Sunday, to hinder me from preaching, he would have forced me to have got a place to preach in, where I should not have heard what I think the highest truths contradicted." In his next letter, he explained himself a little farther: "October 16, 1762. "WE have great opposition on every side. Nature, the world, and the devil, will never be reconciled to Christian perfection.

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Nature, the world, and the devil, will never be reconciled to Christian perfection. But the great wonder is, that Christians will not be reconciled to it; all, almost every one who call themselves Ministers of Christ, or Preachers of Christ, contend for sin to remain in the heart as long as we live, as though it were the only thing Christ delighted to behold in his members. "I long to have your heart set at full liberty. I know you will then see things in a wonderful different light from what it is possible to see them before." The day after the first separation, viz., January 26, I wrote him the following note: "FoR many years I, and all the Preachers in connexion with me, have taught that every believer may, and ought to grow in grace. Lately, you have taught, or seemed to teach, the contrary. The effect of this is, when I speak as I have 128 REv. J. wesLEY's Feb. 1763. done from the beginning, those who believe what you say will not bear it. Nay, they will renounce connexion with us; as Mr. and Mrs. Coventry did last night. This breach lies wholly upon you. You have contradicted what I taught from the beginning. Hence it is, that many cannot bear it, but when I speak as I always have done, they separate from the society. Is this for your honour, or to the glory of God? "O Tommy, seek counsel, not from man, but God; not from brother B , but Jesus Christ! I am "Your affectionate brother, st J. W." Things now ripened apace for a farther separation; to prevent which, (if it were possible,) I desired all our Preachers, as they had time, to be present at all meetings, when I could not myself, particularly at the Friday meeting in the chapel at West-Street. At this Mr. M. was highly offended, and wrote to me as follows: "February 5, 1763. "I wroTE to you to ask if those who before met at brother Guilford's might not meet in the chapel.

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"I wroTE to you to ask if those who before met at brother Guilford's might not meet in the chapel. Soon after you came to town, the Preachers were brought into the meeting, though you told me again and again they should not come." (True; but since I said this, there has been an entire change in the situation of things.) "Had I known this, I would rather have paid for a room out of my own pocket. I am not speaking of the people that met at the Foundery before; though I let some of them come to that meeting. If you intend to have the Preachers there to watch, and others that I think very unfit, and will not give me liberty to give leave to some that I think fit to be there, I shall not think it my duty to meet them." So from this time he kept a separate meeting elsewhere. Knowing many were greatly tempted on occasion of these occurrences, I preached on, (1 Cor. x. 13,) "God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." In the evening we had a love-feast, at which many spoke with all simplicity; and their words were like fire. I hardly know when we have had so refreshing a season. One who is very intimate with them that had left us, told me in plain terms, "Sir, the case lies here: They say Feb. 1763. JOURNAL, 129 you are only an hypocrite, and therefore they can have no fellowship with you." So now the wonder is over. First, it was revealed to them, that all the people were dead to God. Then they saw that all the Preachers were so too; only, for a time, they excepted me. At last they discern me to be blind and dead too. Now let him help them that can I rode to Brentford, expecting to find disagree able work there also; but I was happily disappointed. Not one seemed inclined to leave the society, and some were added to it; and the congregation was not only quiet, but more deeply attentive than is usual in this place. Hence I rode, on Friday, 11, to Shoreham, and buried the remains of Mrs.

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Mon. MARCH 7. I took the machine for Norwich ; and after spending a few quiet, comfortable days in Norwich, Yarmouth, and Colchester, without any jar or contention, on Saturday, 19, returned to London. I retired to Lewisham, and wrote the sermon on "Sin in Believers," in order to remove a mistake which some were labouring to propagate, -that there is no sin in any that are justified. Mon. APRIL 11. Leaving things, as it seemed, pretty well settled in London, I took the machine for Bristol, where, on Tuesday, 19, I paid the last office of love to Nicholas Gilbert, who was a good man, and an excellent Preacher; and likely to have been of great use. But God saw it best to snatch him hence by a fever, in the dawn of his usefulness. I returned to London. On Thursday, 28, I was at Westminster, where I had appointed to preach, when word was brought me, about five in the afternoon, that Mr. M d would not preach at the Foundery. So the breach is made; but I am clear, I have done all I possibly could to prevent it. I walked immediately away, and preached myself, on, "If I am bereaved of my children, I am bereaved." That I may conclude this melancholy subject at once, and have no need to resume it any more, I add a letter which I wrote some time after, for the information of a friend: "AT your instance I undertake the irksome task of looking back upon things which I wish to forget for ever. I have had innumerable proofs (though such as it would now be an endless task to collect together) of all the facts which I recite. And I recite them as briefly as possible, because I do not desire to aggravate any thing, but barely to place it in a true light. April, 1763. JOURNAL. 131 "1. Mr. Maxfield was justified while I was praying with bim in Baldwin-Street, Bristol. "2. Not long after he was employed by me as a Preacher in London. "3. Hereby he had access to Mrs. Maxfield, whom other wise he was never likely to see, much less to marry; from whence all his outward prosperity had its rise. "4.

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Resolving to do this, he told Mr. Clementson, 'I am to preach at the Foundery no more.' May, 1763. JOURNAL. 133 "18. From this time he has spoke all manner of evil of me, his father, his friend, his greatest earthly benefactor. I cite Mr. F r for one witness of this, and Mr. M n for another. Did he speak evil of me to Mr. F one day only? Nay, but every day for six weeks together. To Mr. M m he said, (among a the and other things, which he had been twenty years raking together,) 'Mr. W. believed and countenanced all which Mr. Bell said; and the reason of our parting was this: He said to me one day, Tommy, I will tell the people you are the greatest Gospel Preacher in England; and you shall tell them I am the greatest. For refusing to do this, Mr. W. put me away !' "Now, with perfect calmness, and, I verily think, without the least touch of prejudice, I refer it to your own judgment, what connexion I ought to have with Mr. M., either till I am satisfied these things are not so, or till he is thoroughly sensible of his fault." Monday, MAY 2, and the following days, I was fully employed in visiting the society, and settling the minds of those who had been confused and distressed by a thousand misrepresentations. Indeed, a flood of calumny and evil speaking (as was easily foreseen) was poured out on every side. My point was still to go straight forward in the work whereto I am called. Setting out a month later than usual, I judged it needful to make the more haste; so I took post-chaises, and by that means easily reached Newcastle, on Wednesday, 18. Thence I went on at leisure, and came to Edinburgh on Saturday, 21. The next day I had the satisfaction of spending a little time with Mr. Whitefield. Humanly speaking, he is worn out; but we have to do with Him who hath all power in heaven and earth. I rode to Forfar; and on Tuesday, 24, rode on to Aberdeen. I inquired into the state of things here. Surely never was there a more open door.

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Surely never was there a more open door. The four Ministers of Aber deen, the Minister of the adjoining town, and the three Minis ters of Old-Aberdeen, hitherto seem to have no dislike, but rather to wish us "good luck in the name of the Lord." Most of the town's people as yet seem to wish us well; so that there is no open opposition of any kind. O what spirit ought a Preacher to be of, that he may be able to bear all this sunshine ! 134 REv. J. weslEY's May, 1763. About noon I went to Gordon's Hospital, built near the town for poor children. It is an exceeding handsome building, and (what is not common) kept exceeding clean. The gardens are pleasant, well laid out, and in extremely good order; but the old bachelor who founded it has expressly provided that no woman should ever be there. At seven, the evening being fair and mild, I preached to a multitude of people, in the College-Close, on, "Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths." But the next evening, the weather being raw and cold, I preached in the College-Hall. What an amazing willingness to hear runs through this whole kingdom There want only a few zealous, active labourers, who desire nothing but God; and they might soon carry the Gospel through all this country, even as high as the Orkneys. I set out for Edinburgh again. About one I preached at Brechin. All were deeply attentive. Perhaps a few may not be forgetful hearers. Afterwards we rode on to Broughty-Castle, two or three miles below Dundee. We were in hopes of passing the river here, though we could not at the town; but we found our horses could not pass till eleven or twelve at night. So we judged it would be best to go over ourselves and leave them behind. In a little time we procured a kind of a boat, about half as long as a London wherry, and three or four feet broad. Soon after we had put off, I perceived it leaked on all sides, nor had we anything to lade out the water.

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Soon after we had put off, I perceived it leaked on all sides, nor had we anything to lade out the water. When we came toward the middle of the river, which was three miles over, the wind being high, and the water rough, our boatmen seemed a little surprised; but we encouraged them to pull away, and in less than half an hour we landed safe. Our horses were brought after us; and the next day we rode on to Kinghorn-Ferry, and had a pleasant passage to Leith. I preached at seven in the High-School yard at Edinburgh. It being the time of the General Assembly, which drew together, not the Ministers only, but abundance of the Nobility and Gentry, many of both sorts were present; but abundantly more at five in the afternoon. I spake as plain as ever I did in my life. But I never knew any in Scotland offended at plain dealing. In this respect the North Britons are a pattern to all mankind. I rode to Dunbar. In the evening it was very June, 1763. JOURNAL. 135 cold, and the wind was exceeding high: Nevertheless, I would not pen myself up in the Room, but resolved to preach in the open air. We saw the fruit: Many attended, notwithstanding the cold, who never set foot in the Room; and I am still persuaded much good will be done here, if we have zeal and patience. I rode to Alnwick, and was much refreshed among a people who have not the form only, but the spirit, of religion, fellowship with God, the living power of faith divine. Wednesday, JUNE 1. I went on to Morpeth, and preached in a ground near the town, to far the most serious congregation which I had ever seen there. At one I preached to the loving colliers in Placey, and in the evening at Newcastle. I rode, though much out of order, to Sunderland, and preached in the evening at the Room. I was much worse in the night, but toward morning fell into a sound sleep, and was refreshed. Sunday, 5. I designed to preach abroad this morning; but the wind and rain hindered. So at eight I preached in the Room again, purposing to preach in the street at noon; but Mr.

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So at eight I preached in the Room again, purposing to preach in the street at noon; but Mr. Goodday sent me word, he was taken ill in the night, and begged I would supply his church: So atten I began reading Prayers, though I was so exceeding weak that my voice could scarce be heard; but as I went on, I grew stronger; and before I had half done preaching I suppose all in the church could hear. The wind drove us into the House at Newcastle likewise; that is, as many as the House would contain; but great numbers were constrained to stand in the yard: However, I suppose all could hear; for my weakness was entirely gone while I was enforcing those important words, "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." I rode to Barnard-Castle, and preached in the evening, but to such a congregation, not only with respect to number, but to seriousness and composure, as I never saw there before. I intended, after preaching, to meet the society; but the bulk of the people were so eager to hear more, that I could not forbear letting in almost as many as the Room' would hold; and it was a day of God's power: They all seemed to take the kingdom by violence, while they besieged Heaven with vehement prayer. So deep and general was the impression now 136 REv. J. weslEY's June, 1763. made upon the people, that even at five in the morning I was obliged to preach abroad, by the numbers who flocked to hear, although the northerly wind made the air exceeding sharp. A little after preaching, one came to me who believed God had just set her soul at full liberty. She had been clearly justified long before; but said, the change she now experienced was extremely different from what she experienced then; as different as the noon-day light from that of day-break: That she now felt her soul all love, and quite swallowed up in God. Now suppose, ten weeks or ten months hence, this person should be cold or dead, shall I say, "She deceived herself; this was merely the work of her own imagination?" Not at all. I have no right so to judge, nor authority so to speak.

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I rode to Doncaster; and at ten, standing in an open place, exhorted a wild, yet civil, multitude to "seek the Lord while he might be found." Thence I went on to Leeds, and declared, to a large congregation, "Now is the day of salvation." Thursday, 16. At five in the evening I preached at Dewsbury, and on Friday, 17, reached Manchester. Here I received a particular account of a remarkable incident : An eminent drunkard of Congleton used to divert himself, whenever there was preaching there, by standing over against the House, cursing and swearing at the Preacher. One evening he had a fancy to step in, and hear what the man had to say. He did so; but it made him so uneasy that he could not sleep all might. In the morning he was more uneasy still: June, 1763. JOURNAL. 139 He walked in the fields, but all in vain, till it came in his mind to go to one of his merry companions, who was always ready to abuse the Methodists. He told him how he was, and asked what he should do. "Do !" said Samuel, "go and join the society. I will; for I was never so uneasy in my life." They did so without delay. But presently David cried out, "I am sorry I joined; for I shall get drunk again, and they will turn me out." However, he stood firm for four days: On the fifth, he was persuaded by his old companions to "take one pint," and then another, and another, till one of them said, "See, here is a Methodist drunk I'' David started up, and knocked him over, chair and all. He then drove the rest out of the house, caught up the landlady, carried her out, threw her into the kennel; went back to the house, broke down the door, threw it into the street, and then ran into the fields, tore his hair, and rolled up and down on the ground. In a day or two was a love-feast: He stole in, getting behind, that none might see him. While Mr. Furze was at prayer, he was seized with a dreadful agony, both of body and mind. This caused many to wrestle with God for him.

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Being a minute part of the whole, let me consider myself alone. Where was I before my parents were born ? In the mind of Him who is all in all. It was God alone that gave me a being amongst the human race. He appointed the country in which I should begin my existence. My parents were also his choice. Their situation in mind, body, and estate was fully known to him. My parents are answerable for my education in infancy. My capacity was from above. That I improved so little was mostly owing to my connexions; but partly to my own inattention or idleness. In most things, whilst an infant, whether good or evil, I was certainly passive; that is, I was instructed or led by others, and so acted right or wrong. In all the incidents of life, whether sickness, health, escapes, crosses, spiritual or temporal advantages or disadvantages, I can trace nothing of myself during my childhood. And till I became a subject to my own will, perhaps I was innocent in the eyes of infinite Justice; for the blood of Jesus Christ certainly cleanseth from all original sin, and presents all spotless, who die free from the guilt of actual transgression. "At what time I became a subject to my own will, I cannot ascertain; but from that time in many things I offended. First, against my parents; next, against God! And that I was preserved from outward evils, was not owing to the purity of my own will; but the grace of Christ preventing and overruling me. "My natural will ever cleaved to evil; and if I had ever any good in me, it came from above. What is called good nature is a divine gift, and not from the corrupt root. My June, 1763. JOURNAL. 141 will could not produce good, and in various instances it was in a manner annihilated, before grace could fix any good in me. In other words, my will acts from the motions of the old Adam where I transgress; but what is good in me is from the grace of Christ, working whilst my own will is made passive or unresisting. Thus my life has been so far holy, as I gave up my own will, and lived in God, who is all in all.

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Thus my life has been so far holy, as I gave up my own will, and lived in God, who is all in all. "From the time I could sin, I trace the divine goodness in preserving me from innumerable evils, into which my own will would have led me. The unknown temptations and evils perhaps are infinitely more numerous than the known. If my will was only not resisting, when I received or did any good, how little was it concerned in my conviction, my conversion, my peace, and the sphere of life I engaged in after receiving such divine blessings? My concern about my soul's welfare, the time of my conversion, the Ministers raised up to be the instruments of it, the place of my first hearing the Gospel, and various other circumstances, that instrumentally brought about those great and blessed events in my life, were no more from any thing in myself, than my birth and education. Rather, my will was overpowered, and grace triumphed over it. "From these reflections I conclude, that whatever blessings I have enjoyed as to parents, country, education, employ ments, conversion, connexions in life, or any exterior or interior circumstance, all came from God, who is all in all! And whatever in my past life is matter of repentance and lamentation has arose chiefly from my corrupt will, though partly from a defective judgment ever prone to err ! So that, upon the whole, I have great cause to be thankful that God has been so much the all in all of my life; at the same time I must bewail that I ever followed my own corrupt will in any thing. "My present state of life I believe is from God. In a bad state of health, out of employment, and retired from all engage ments in the world, I use the means for my recovery, and it is not from any evil principle that I am a cipher: But I cannot yet obtain health, business, or a sphere of usefulness. Nor can I ascertain how far I am culpable as to being what I am. My present duty is, submission to the divine will. I study for improvement, and pray for such blessings as I want. Is not God all in all as to my present state?

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Is not God all in all as to my present state? I have no desire so strong as this: 'Let thy blessed will be done in and upon me!' And the prayer which governs my soul continually is, 142 REv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1763. O may my will die day by day; and may God in Christ Jesus be all in all to me, and in me and mine, during our life, in our last moments, and to all eternity Amen." Finding it was not expedient to leave London during the ferment which still continued by reason of Mr. M.'s separation from us, I determined not to remove from it before the Conference. This began on Tuesday, JULY 19, and ended on Saturday, 23. And it was a great blessing that we had peace among ourselves, while so many were making themselves ready for battle. Mon. AUGUST 1. I began visiting the classes again, and found less loss than might reasonably have been expected; as most of those who had left us spake all manner of evil, without either fear or shame. Poor creatures ! Yet "he that betrayed" them into this "hath the greater sin." I went in the one-day machine to Bath, where one of our friends from Bristol met me (as I had desired) in the afternoon, and took me thither in a post-chaise. Wed nesday, 17. Being informed that the boat at the Old-Passage would go over at six o'clock, I took horse at four, and came to the Passage a few minutes after six: But they told us they would not pass till twelve, and I had appointed to preach in Chepstow at eleven. So we thought it best to try the New-Passage. We came thither at seven, and might probably have stayed till noon, had not an herd of oxen come just in time to the other side. In the boat which brought them over, we crossed the water, and got to Chepstow between ten and eleven. As it had rained almost all the day, the House contained the congregation. Hence we rode to Coleford. The wind being high, I consented to preach in their new Room; but, large as it was, it would not contain the people, who appeared to be not a little affected, of which they gave a sufficient proof, by filling the Room at five in the morning. Thur.

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We breakfasted at a friend's, a mile or two from Monmouth, and rode to Crick-Howell, where I intended to dine; but I found other work to do. Notice had been given that I would preach, and some were come many miles to hear. So I began without delay, and I did not observe one light or inattentive person in the congregation. When we came to Brecknock, we found it was the Assize week; so that I could not have the Town-Hall, as before, the Court being to sit there at the very time when I had appointed to JMug. 1763. JOURNAL. 143 preach: So I preached at Mr. James's door; and all the people behaved as in the presence of God. I preached near the market-place, and afterwards rode over to Trevecka. Howell Harris's house is one of the most elegant places which I have seen in Wales. The little clapel, and all things round about it, are finished in an uncommon taste; and the gardens, orchards, fish-ponds, and mount adjoining, make the place a little paradise. He thanks God for these things, and looks through them. About sixscore persons are now in the family; all diligent, all constantly employed, all fearing God and working righteousness. I preached at ten to a crowded audience, and in the evening at Brecknock again; but to the poor only: The rich (a very few excepted) were otherwise employed. We took horse at four, and rode through one of the pleasantest countries in the world. When we came to Trecastle, we had rode fifty miles in Monmouthshire and Brecknockshire; and I will be bold to say, all England does not afford such a line of fifty miles' length, for fields, meadows, woods, brooks, and gently-rising mountains, fruitful to the very top. Carmarthenshire, into which we came soon after, has at least as fruitful a soil; but it is not so pleasant, because it has fewer mountains, though abundance of brooks and rivers. About five I preached on the Green at Carmarthen, to a large number of deeply attentive people. Here two gentlemen from Pembroke met me, with whom we rode to St. Clare, intending to lodge there; but the inn was quite full: So we concluded to try for Larn, though we knew not the way, and it was now quite dark.

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Clare, intending to lodge there; but the inn was quite full: So we concluded to try for Larn, though we knew not the way, and it was now quite dark. Just then came up an honest man who was riding thither, and we willingly bore him company. It rained almost all the morning. However, we reached Tenby about eleven. The rain then ceased, and I preached at the Cross to a congregation gathered from many miles round. The sun broke out several times and shone hot in my face, but never for two minutes together. About five I preached to a far larger congregation at Pembroke. A few gay people behaved ill at the beginning; but in a short time they lost their gaiety, and were as serious as their neighbours. I rode over to Haverfordwest. Finding it was the Assize week, I was afraid the bulk of the people would be too busy to think about hearing sermons. But I was mistaken; 144 REv. J. wesley's Aug. 1763. I have not seen so numerous a congregation since I set out of London; and they were, one and all, deeply attentive. Surely some will bring forth fruit. I was more convinced than ever, that the preaching like an Apostle, without joining together those that are awakened, and training them up in the ways of God, is only begetting children for the murderer. How much preaching has there been for these twenty years all over Pembrokeshire! But no regular societies, no discipline, no order or connexion; and the consequence is, that nine in ten of the once-awakened are now faster asleep than ever. We designed to take horse at four, but the rain poured down, so that one could scarce look out. About six, however, we set out, and rode through heavy rain to St. Clare. Having then little hopes of crossing the sands, we determined to go round by Carmarthen; but the hostler told us we might save several miles, by going to Llansteffan's Ferry. We came thither about noon, where a good woman informed us the boat was aground, and would not pass till the evening: So we judged it best to go by Carmarthen still. But when we had rode three or four miles, I recollected that I had heard speak of a ford, which would save us some miles' riding.

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The congregation was waiting; so I began without delay, explaining to them the righteousness of faith. A man had need to be all fire, who comes into these parts, where almost every one is cold as ice: Yet God is able to warm their hearts, and make rivers run in the dry places. I preached once more in W church; but it was hard work. Mr. H. read the Prayers (not as he did once, with such fervour and solemnity as struck almost every hearer, but) like one reading an old song, in a cold, dry, careless manner; and there was no singing at all. O what life was here once But now there is not one spark left. Thence I rode to Cardiff, and found the society in as ruinous a condition as the Castle. The same poison of Mysticism has well-nigh extinguished the last spark of life here also. I preached in the Town-Hall, on, "Now God commandeth all men every where to repent." There was a little shaking among the dry bones; possibly some of them may yet "come together and live." At noon I preached again at Llandaff, and in the evening at Aberthaw. I found the most life in this congregation that I have found any where in Glamorganshire. We lodged at F Castle; so agreeable once; but how is the scene changed ! How dull and unlovely is every place where there is nothing of God! I preached in the Castle at Cardiff, and endeavoured to lift up the hands that hung down. A few seemed to awake, and shake themselves from the dust: Let these go on, and more will follow. I came to Chepstow, Wednesday, 31, just at noon, and began preaching immediately at Mr. Cheek's door. The sun shone full in my face, extremely hot; but in two or three minutes the clouds covered it. The congregation was large, and behaved 146 REv. J. wesley's Sept. 1763. well; perhaps some may be "doers of the word." When we went into the boat at the Old-Passage, it was a dead calm; but the wind sprung up in a few minutes, so that we reached Bristol in good time. Thur. SEPTEMBER 1. I began expounding a second time, after an interval of above twenty years, the first Epistle of St. John.

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John. How plain, how full, and how deep a compendium of genuine Christianity I described the one undivided "fruit of the Spirit; " one part of which men are continually labouring to separate from the other; but it cannot be ; none can retain peace or joy without meekness and long-suffering; nay, nor without fidelity and temperance. Unless we have the whole, we cannot long retain any part of it. I preached on the quay, where multitudes attended who would not have come to the other end of the city. In the afternoon I preached near the new Square. I find no other way to reach the outcasts of men. And this way God has owned, and does still own, both by the conviction and conversion of sinners. Wed, 7. I preached at Pensford about eight, and it began raining almost as soon as I began preaching; but I think none went away. At noon I preached at Shepton-Mallet, to a numerous, nay, and serious, congregation; and about six in a meadow at Wincanton. I suppose this was the first field-preaching which had been there. However, the people were all quiet, and the greater part deeply attentive. At nine I preached in the same place, to a far more serious audience. Between eleven and twelve I preached at Westcomb, and in the evening at Frome. How zealous to hear are these people; and yet how little do they profit by hearing ! I think this will not always be the case. By and by we shall rejoice over them. I preached at Bath, on, "Now is the day of salvation." I was afterwards not a little refreshed by the conversation of one lately come from London, notwith standing an irregularity of thought, almost peculiar to herself. How much preferable is her irregular warmth, to the cold wisdom of them that despise her ! How gladly would I be as she is, taking her wildness and fervour together In the evening the congregation at Coleford was all alive, and great part of them were present again in the morning. Sept. 1763. JOURNAL, 147 The next evening we had a love-feast, at which many were not able to contain their joy and desire, but were constrained to cry aloud, and praise God for the abundance of his mercies. I preached on the Green at Bedminster.

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17. I preached on the Green at Bedminster. I am apt to think many of the hearers scarce ever heard a IMethodist before, or perhaps any other Preacher. What but field-preaching could reach these poor sinners? their souls also precious in the sight of God? And are not I preached in the morning in Princess-Street, to a mumerous congregation. Two or three gentlemen, so called, laughed at first; but in a few minutes they were as serious as the rest. On Monday evening I gave our brethren a solemn caution, not to "love the world, neither the things of the world." This will be their grand danger: As they are industrious and frugal, they must needs increase in goods. This appears already: In London, Bristol, and most other trading towns, those who are in business have increased in substance seven-fold, some of them twenty, yea, an hundred-fold. What need, then, have these of the strongest warnings, lest they be entangled therein, and perish ! I preached at Bath. Riding home we saw a coffin, carrying into St. George's church, with many children attending it. When we came near, we found they were our own children, attending the corpse of one of their school-fellows, who had died of the small-pox; and God thereby touched many of their hearts in a manner they never knew before. I preached to the prisoners in Newgate, and in the afternoon rode over to Kingswood, where I had a solemn watch-night, and an opportunity of speaking closely to the children. One is dead, two recovered, seven are ill still; and the hearts of all are like melting wax. I took my leave of the congregation at Bristol, by opening and applying those words, (by which no flesh living shall be justified,) "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." I believe an eminent Deist, who was present, will not easily forget that hour; he was (then at least) deeply affected, and felt he stood in need of an "Advocate with the Father." Wednesday, and Thursday evening, I spent at Salisbury; and with no small satisfaction. Friday, 30. I preached about one at Whitchurch, and then rode to Basingstoke. Even here there is at length some prospect of doing good. A large 148 REv. J. WESLEY's Oct. 1763.

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Once she attempted to cut her own throat; once to throw herself into Rosamond's Pond; several times to strangle herself, which once or twice was with much difficulty prevented. "Her brother, fearing lest she should at last succeed in her attempt, and finding her fits come more frequently, got a strait waistcoat made for her, such as they use at liedlam. It was made of strong ticking, with two straps on the shoulders, to Oct. 1763. JOURNAL. 149 fasten her down to the bed; one across her breast, another across her middle, and another across her knees. One likewise was buckled on each leg, and fastened to the side of the bed. The arms of the waistcoat drew over her fingers, and fastened like a purse. In a few minutes after she was - thus secured, her brother, coming to the bed, found she was gone. After some time, he found she was up the chimney, so high that he could scarce touch her feet. When Mary Loftis called her, she came down, having her hands as fast as ever. "The night after, I fastened her arms to her body with new straps, over and above the rest. She looked at me and laughed; then gave her hands a slight turn, and all the fastenings were off. "In the morning Mr. Spark came: On our telling him this, he said, 'But I will take upon me to fasten her so that she shall not get loose.' Accordingly, he sent for some girth-web, with which he fastened her arms to her sides; first above her elbows, round her body; them below her elbows; then he put it round each wrist, and braced them down to each side of the bedstead: After this she was quiet a might and a day; then all this was off like the rest. "After this we did not tie her down any more, only watched over her might and day. I asked the Physician that attended her, whether it was a matural disorder. He said, 'Partly natural, partly diabolical." We then judged there was no remedy but prayer, which was made for her, or with her, continually; though while any were praying with her, she was tormented more than ever. "The Friday before Michaelmas-Day last, Mr. W. came to see her.

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"About half-hour after ten, ten of us came together, as we had agreed the day before. I said, 'Is there any among you who does not believe that God is able and willing to deliver this soul?" They answered with one voice, 'We believe he both can and will deliver her this day.' I then fastened her down to the bed on both sides, and set two on each side to hold her if need were. We began laying her case before the Lord, and claiming his promise on her behalf. Immediately Satan raged vehemently. He caused her to roar in an uncom mon manner; then to shriek, so that it went through our heads; then to bark like a dog. Then her face was distorted to an amazing degree, her mouth being drawn from ear to ear, and her eyes turned opposite ways and starting as if they would start out of her head. Presently her throat was so convulsed, that she appeared to be quite strangled; then the convulsions were in her bowels, and her body swelled as if ready to burst. At other times she was stiff from head to foot, as an iron bar; being at the same time wholly deprived of her senses and motion, not even breathing at all. Soon after her body was so writhed, one would have thought all her bones must be dislocated. Oct. 1763. JOURNAL. 151 "We continued in prayer, one after another, till about twelve o'clock. One then said, 'I must go; I can stay no longer. Another and another said the same, till we were upon the point of breaking up. I said, 'What is this? Will you all give place to the devil? Are you still ignorant of Satan's devices? Shall we leave this poor soul in his hands?" Presently the cloud vanished away. We all saw the snare, and resolved to wrestle with God till we had the petition we asked of him. We began singing an hymn, and quickly found his Spirit was in the midst of us; but the more earnestly we prayed, the more violently the enemy raged. It was with great difficulty that four of us could hold her down: Frequently we thought she would have been torn out of our arms. By her looks and motions we judged she saw him in a visible shape.

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We have lost only the dross, the enthusiasm, the prejudice and offence. The pure gold remains, faith working by love, and, we have ground to believe, increases daily. I buried the remains of Joseph Norbury, a faithful witness of Jesus Christ. For about three years he has humbly and boldly testified, that God had saved him from all sin: And his whole spirit and behaviour in life and death made his testimony beyond exception. DECEMBER 1. All the leisure hours I had in this and the following months, during the time I was in London, I spent in reading over our Works with the Preachers, considering what objections had been made, and correcting whatever we judged wrong, either in the matter or expression. I rode to Shoreham, and preached in the evening to a more than usually serious company. The next evening they were considerably increased. The small-pox, just broke out in the town, has made many of them thoughtful. O let not the impression pass away as the morning dew ! I rode to Staplehurst, where Mr. Ch , who loves all that love Christ, received us gladly. At six the congregation, gathered from many miles round, seemed just ripe for the Gospel: So that (contrary to my custom in a new place) I spoke merely of "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Thursday, 8. In returning to London I was throughly wet; but it did me no hurt at all. I spent an agreeable hour, and not unprofitably, in conversation with my old friend, John Gambold. O how gladly could I join heart and hand again! But, alas ! thy heart is not as my heart! I dined at Dr. G 's, as friendly and courteous as Dr. Doddridge himself. How amiable is courtesy joined with sincerity ! Why should they ever be divided? I took my leave of the Bull-and-Mouth, a barren, uncomfortable place, where much pains has been taken 158 Rev. J. wesDEY's Jan. 1764. for several years: I fear, to little purpose, Thursday, 22. I spent a little time in a visit to Mr. M ; twenty years ago a zealous and useful Magistrate, now a picture of human mature in disgrace; feeble in body and mind; slow of speech and of understanding. Lord, let me not live to be useless! Mon.

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We easily perceived by the marks he had left, that the man of the house had been beating his wife. I took occasion from thence to speak strongly to her, concerning the hand of God, and his design in all afflictions. It seemed to be a word in season. She appeared to be not only thankful, but deeply affected. We had an exceeding large congregation at Birmingham, in what was formerly the playhouse. Happy would it be if all the playhouses in the kingdom were converted to so good an use. After service the mob gathered, and threw some dirt and stones at those who were going out. But it is probable they will soon be calmed, as some of them are in gaol already. A few endeavoured to make a disturbance the next evening 162 REv. J. wesley's March, 1764. during the preaching; but it was lost labour; the congre gatioa would not be diverted from taking earnest heed to the things that were spoken. I rode to Dudley, formerly a den of lions, but now as quiet as Bristol. They had just finished their preaching house, which was thoroughly filled. I saw no trifler; but many in tears. Here I met with a remarkable account of a child, the substance of which was as follows:- "John B , about ten years old, was sometime since taken ill. He often asked how it was to die. His sister told him, "Some children know God; and then they are not afraid to die.' He said, 'What! children as little as me?' She answered, 'Your sister Patty did; and she was less than you.' At which he seemed to be much affected. Sunday was fortnight he took his bed, but was not able to sleep. Soon after, he said, "We shall soon be with angels and archangels in heaven. What signifies this wicked world? Who would want to live here that might live with Christ?" The maid said, 'I wish I was married to Christ.' He said, "Being married to Christ is coming to Christ, and keeping with him: All may come to him. I am happy, I am happy." His sister asked, "Do you love God?" He answered, 'Yes, that I do.

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Mr. Dobinson believed it would be best for me to preach in the market-place, as there seemed to be a general inclination in the town, even among people of fashion, to hear me. He had mentioned it to the Mayor, who said he did not apprehend there would be the least disturbance; but if there should be any thing of the kind, he would take care to suppress it. A multitude of people were gathered at five, and were pretty quiet till I had named my text. Then "the beasts of the people" lifted up their voice, hallooing and shouting on every side. Finding it impossible to be heard, I walked softly away. An innumerable retinue followed me; but only a few pebble-stones were thrown, and no one hurt at all. Most of the rabble followed quite to Mr. D 's house; but, it seems, without any malice prepense; for they stood stock-still about an hour, and then quietly went away. At seven I met the society, with many others, who earnestly desired to be present. In the morning most of them came again, with as many more as we could well make room for; and indeed they received the word gladly. God grant they may bring forth fruit! Between eleven and twelve I preached at Alferton, twelve miles from Derby, and in the evening at Sheffield, to many more than could hear, on, "Now is the day of salvation." In the morning I gave a hearing to several of the society who were extremely angry at each other. It surprised me to find what trifles they had stumbled at; but I hope their snare is broken. In the evening, while I was enlarging upon the righteous ness of faith, the word of God was quick and powerful. Many felt it in their inmost soul; one backslider in particular, who was then restored to all she had lost, and the next morning believed she was saved from sin. I met those who believe God has redeemed them from all their sins. They are about sixty in number. I could not learn that any among them walk unworthy of their profession. Many watch over them for evil; but they "overcome evil with good." I found nothing of self conceit, stubbornness, impatience of contradiction, or London enthusiasm, among them.

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Many watch over them for evil; but they "overcome evil with good." I found nothing of self conceit, stubbornness, impatience of contradiction, or London enthusiasm, among them. They have better learned of Him that was meek and lowly of heart, to "adorn the doctrine of God their Saviour." In the evening I preached in the new House at Rotherham, April, 1764. JOURNAL. 165 on the sure foundation, "Ye are saved through faith." It was a season of strong consolation to many. One who had been some time groaning for full redemption, now found power to believe that God had fulfilled her desire, and set her heart at liberty. An odd circumstance occurred during the morning preaching. It was well only serious persons were present. An ass walked gravely in at the gate, came up to the door of the House, lifted up his head and stood stock-still, in a posture of deep attention. Might not "the dumb beast reprove" many who have far less decency, and not much more understanding? At noon I preached (the Room being too small to contain the people) in a yard, near the bridge, in Doncaster. The wind was high and exceeding sharp, and blew all the time on the side of my head. In the afternoon I was seized with a sore throat, almost as soon as I came to Epworth: However, I preached, though with some difficulty; but afterward I could hardly speak. Being better the next day, Sunday, APRIL 1, I preached about one at Westwood-side, and soon after four, in the market-place at Epworth, to a numerous congregation. At first, indeed, but few could hear; but the more I spoke, the more my voice was strengthened, till, toward the close, all my pain and weakness were gone, and all could hear distinctly. I had a day of rest. Tuesday, 3. I preached, about nine, at Scotter, a town six or seven miles east of Epworth, where a sudden flame is broke out, many being convinced of sin almost at once, and many justified.

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H.'s hall, at Gainsborough. Almost as soon as I began to speak, a cock began to crow over my head; but he was quickly dislodged, and the whole congregation, rich and poor, were quiet and attentive. I set out for Misterton, though the common road was impassable, being all under water; but we found a way to ride round. I preached at eight, and I saw not one inattentive hearer. In our return, my mare, rushing violently through a gate, struck my heel against a gate-post, and left me behind her in an instant, laid on my back at full length. She stood still till I rose and mounted again; and neither of us was hurt at all. I had designed to go by Authorp-Ferry and Winterton to Hull; but we had not gone far before the wind rose, so that we judged it would be impossible to pass the Trent at Authorp; so we turned back, and went by Ouston and Brigg. The rain beat vehemently upon us all the way. When we came to Brigg, despairing of being able to cross the Humber, we thought it best to turn aside to Barrow. When I was here last, the mob was exceeding rude and noisy; but all the people were now quiet and attentive. I was much pleased with their spirit and their behaviour. and could not be sorry for the storm. April, 1764. JOURNAL. 167 The wind abating, we took boat at Barton, with two such brutes as I have seldom seen. Their blasphemy, and stupid gross obscenity, were beyond all I ever heard. We first spoke to them mildly; but it had no effect. At length we were constrained to rebuke them sharply; and they kept themselves tolerably within bounds, till we landed at Hull. I preached at five, two hours sooner than was expected: By this means we had tolerable room for the greatest part of them that came; and I believe not many of them came in vain. Between eight and mine I began preaching at Beverley, in a room which is newly taken. It was filled from end to end, and that with serious hearers. Perhaps even these may know the day of their visitation. About one I began at Pocklington. Here, likewise, all were quiet, and listened with deep attention.

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Here, likewise, all were quiet, and listened with deep attention. When I came to York, at five in the afternoon, I was fresher than at seven in the morning. During the preaching many were not a little comforted; and one old follower of Christ, more than seventy years of age, was now first enabled to call him Lord by the Holy Ghost. I found that a most remarkable deadness had overspread this people, insomuch that not one had received remission of sins for several months last past. Then it is high time for us to prophesy on these dry bones, that they may live. At this I more immediately pointed in all my following discourses; and I have reason to believe God spoke in his word: To him be all the glory ! I spent an hour with John Manners, weak in body, but not in spirit. He is fairly worn out in a good service, and calmly waits till his change shall come. In the evening many even of the rich were present, and seriously attentive. But, O! how hardly shall these enter into the kingdom how hardly escape from "the desire of other things l'' I preached at Tollerton at one. The congregation was large and serious. Some were deeply affected, and wept much: Many received comfort. At six I began preaching in the street at Thirsk. The congregation was exceeding large. Just as I named my text, -"What is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul?" a man on horseback, who had stopped to see what was the matter, changed colour and 168 REv. J. wesLEY's April, 1764. trembled. Probably he might have resolved to save his soul, had not his drunken companion dragged him away. In consequence of repeated invitations, I rode to Helmsley. When I came, Mr. Conyers was not at home; but, his housekeeper faintly asking me, I went in. By the books lying in the window and on the table, I easily perceived how he came to be so cold now, who was so warm a year ago. Not one of ours, either verse or prose, was to be seen, but several of another kind.

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Not one of ours, either verse or prose, was to be seen, but several of another kind. O that our brethren were as zealous to make Christians as they are to make Calvinists / He came home before dinner, and soon convinced me that the Philistines had been upon him. They had taken huge pains to prejudice him against me, and so successfully, that he did not even ask me to preach: So I had thoughts of going on; but in the afternoon he altered his purpose, and I preached in the evening to a large congregation. He seemed quite surprised; and was convinced for the present, that things had been misrepresented. But how long will the conviction last? Perhaps till next month. I called upon another serious Clergyman, Vicar of a little town near Pickering. He immediately told me how he had been received by warm men "to doubtful disputations." He said, this had for a time much hurt his soul; but that now the snare was broken. About one I preached at Smainton, eight or nine miles beyond Pickering, to a small, but deeply serious congregation. When I came to Scarborough, though the wind was very high and very sharp, the multitude of people constrained me to preach abroad; and all, but a few noisy children, behaved remarkably well. The Room was filled at five; and the congrega tion this evening was larger than the last. How is the face of things changed here within a year or two ! The society increased four-fold: Most of them alive to God, and many filled with love; and all of them enjoy great quietness, instead of noise and tumult, since God put it into the heart of an honest Magistrate to still the madness of the people. I wrote a letter to-day, which after some time I sent to forty or fifty Clergymen, with the little preface annexed: "REv. S1R, "NEAR two years and a half ago, I wrote the following letter. You will please to observe, 1. That I propose no more April, 1764. JOURNAL, 169 therein than is the bounden duty of every Christian. 2. That you may comply with this proposal, whether any other does or not.

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W., C. W., John Richardson, Benjamin Colley: Not excluding any other Clergyman, who agrees in these essentials, "I. Original Sin. "II. Justification by Faith. "III. Holiness of Heart and Life; provided their life be answerable to their doctrine. "'But what union would you desire among these?" Not an union in opinions. They might agree or disagree, touching absolute decrees on the one hand, and perfection on the other. Not an union in expressions. These may still speak of the imputed righteousness, and those of the merits, of Christ. Not an union with regard to outward order. Some may still remain quite regular, some quite irregular; and some partly regular, and partly irregular. But these things being as they are, as each is persuaded in his own mind, is it not a most desirable thing that we should, "1. Remove hinderances out of the way? Not judge one another, not despise one another, not envy one another? Not be displeased at one another's gifts or success, even though greater than our own? Not wait for one another's halting, much less wish for it, or rejoice therein? "Never speak disrespectfully, slightly, coldly, or unkindly of each other; never repeat each other's faults, mistakes, or infirmities, much less listen for and gather them up ; never say or do anything to hinder each other's usefulness, either directly or indirectly? Is it not a most desirable thing that we should, "2. Love as brethren ? Think well of and honour one another? Wish all good, all grace, all gifts, all success, yea, greater than our own, to each other? Expect God will answer our wish, rejoice in every appearance thereof, and praise him for it? Readily believe good of each other, as readily as we once believed evil? "Speak respectfully, honourably, kindly of each other; defend each other's character; speak all the good we can of each other; recommend one another where we have influence; each help the other on in his work, and enlarge his influence by all the honest means he can 7 April, 1764. JOURNAL. 171 "This is the union which I have long sought after; and is it not the duty of every one of us so to do? Would it not be far better for ourselves? A means of promoting both our holiness and happiness?

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A means of promoting both our holiness and happiness? Would it not remove much guilt from those who have been faulty in any of these instances? and much pain from those who have kept themselves pure? Would it not be far better for the people, who suffer severely from the clashings and contentions of their leaders, which seldom fail to occasion many unprofitable, yea, hurtful, disputes among them? Would it not be better even for the poor, blind world, robbing them of their sport, 'O they cannot agree among themselves!' Would it not be better for the whole work of God, which would then deepen and widen on every side? "'But it will never be; it is utterly impossible. Certainly it is with men. Who imagines we can do this? that it can be effected by any human power? All nature is against it, every infirmity, every wrong temper and passion; love of honour and praise, of power, of pre-eminence; anger, resentment, pride; long contracted habit, and prejudice lurking in ten thousand forms. The devil and all his angels are against it. For if this takes place, how shall his kingdom stand? All the world, all that know not God, are against it, though they may seem to favour it for a season. Let us settle this in our hearts, that we may be utterly cut off from all dependence on our own strength or wisdom. "But surely "with God all things are possible;' therefore all things are possible to him that believeth;' and this union is proposed only to them that believe, that show their faith by their works. "When Mr. C. was objecting the impossibility of ever effecting such a union, I went up stairs, and after a little prayer opened Kempis on these words: Expecta Dominum : Viriliter age : Noli diffidere: Noli discedere; sed corpus et animam expone constanter pro glorid Dei." I am, dear Sir, "Your affectionate servant, "Scarborough, April 19, 1764." Wait for the Lord. Quit thyself like a man. Yield not to distrust. Be unwilling to depart; but constantly expose body and soul for the glory of God.-EDIT. 172 REv. J. wesLEY's April, 1764.

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2. Let every one settle this in his heart beforehand, to expect contradiction, at the same time resolving to bear it calmly for the Lord's sake; and, seeing we naturally carry about us an accursed spirit of selfishness, pride, and impatience, that is ready to take fire at the most trivial offence, let us make it a point beforehand, daily to lament this our wretchedness of disposition at the throne of grace, earnestly beseeching the Lord to prepare us all for our intended confer April, 1764. JOURNAL, 173 ence, by enduing us with the spirit of meekness, forbearance, humility, and love. 3. Let every one consent to renounce any favourite phrase, term, or mode of speech, that is not scriptural, if required so to do by those who dissent from him: Because whatever doctrine cannot maintain its ground without the aid of humanly-invented words, is not of God. "I have unbosomed myself to you in the frankest manner, with a view to promote that happy intercourse which you wish to establish; and if you imagine it will answer any good purpose, you are welcome to show this letter to any of the Ministers you have had in your eye, and to disclose to them largely all you know of, dear Sir, "Your affectionate friend and brother, "REv. AND DEAR SIR, "I RECEIVED your printed letter, and should rejoice to see the union proposed therein take place; but I must own I am an infidel concerning it. Daily experience convinces me more and more, that the zeal for opinions and charity, non bene conveniunt, nec in und sede morantur. It has well nigh destroyed all Christian love, zeal, and holiness among us: I have met with greater trials from these bigots within this twelvemonth, than I have met with from all other opposers for fifteen years. Many that once would almost have plucked out their own eyes and given them to me, are now ready to pluck out my eyes. "I really am tired of preaching to an ungrateful, gain saying people. Pray for me, dear Sir, for my hands hang down exceedingly. I am "Your unworthy brother, "MY REv. AND DEAR BROTHER, Shoreham. "YoURs of the 15th instant gave me both pain and pleasure.

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I am, dear Sir, "Yours most affectionately, APRIL 20. (Being Good Friday.) We had a parting blessing at five. I then rode to Robin Hood's Bay, and about two preached in the little Square. A poor madman, literally such, came up to me just as I began, and sat down quietly till I had done. At six I preached in the new House at Whitby, ill containing the congregation. Here God does still make bare his arm, and sinners are continually converted to him. I visited one who was ill in bed; and, after having buried seven of her family in six months, had just heard that the eighth, her beloved husband, was cast away at sea. I asked, "Do not you fret at any of those things?" She said, with a April, 1764. JOURNAL. 175 lovely smile upon her pale cheek, "O, no! How can I fret at any thing which is the will of God? Let him take all besides: He has given me himself. I love, I praise him every moment." Let any that doubts of Christian Perfection look on such a spectacle as this! One in such circumstances rejoicing evermore, and continually giving thanks. APRIL 22. (Being Easter-Day.) I preached in the Room at five and at eight. There were such a number of communi cants at church, as, it was supposed, had not been there these fifty years. In the evening I preached under the cliff, for the sake of those who were not able to get up the hill. The skirts of the congregation could not hear, though my voice was clear and loud. But the bulk of them seemed both to hear and understand. How ripe for the Gospel is this place ! After preaching at five, I met the select society, who seem all to have tasted of the same blessing. I then rode to Guisborough, and about eleven preached in a meadow to a large and serious congregation: But not more serious than that in the street at Stokesley, to whom I declared, in the afternoon, "Jesus Christ, made of God unto us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." I was a little tired before I came to Hutton. But it was over, when I saw the huge congregation, among whom I found a greater blessing than either at Stokesley or Guisborough. I then met the society, gathered from all parts.

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I then met the society, gathered from all parts. Afterwards I met the select society: And when they were gone, I was just as fresh as when I set out in the morning. I preached about noon at Potto, and in the evening in the new House at Yarm, by far the most elegant in England. A large congregation attended at five in the morning, and seemed to be just ripe for the exhortation, "Let us go on unto perfection." I had indeed the satisfaction of finding most of the believers here athirst for full redemption. In the evening I preached at Stockton. The rain was suspended while I was enforcing those awful words, "Now God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." Friday, 27. I was obliged to preach abroad at five; as also in Darlington at noon, and at Barnard-Castle in the evening; where many hearts were bowed down before the Lord. I rode to Newcastle. Here I received a short letter from John Johnson at York: "This evening, about a quarter before seven, it pleased God to take to himself our 176 REv. J. wesLEY's May, 1764. dear brother, John Manners, after a time of remarkable affliction, and as remarkable patience. He was clearly sensible to the last, as well as solidly happy, saying, 'The way is quite clear; my heart is at liberty.'" The ground being wet with heavy rain, I preached in the House both morning and evening. I soon found what spirit the people were of. No jar, no contention is here; but all are peaceably and lovingly striving together for the hope of the Gospel. And what can hurt the Methodists, so called, but the Methodists? Only let them not fight one another, let not brother lift up sword against brother, and "no weapon formed against them shall prosper." I received a letter from Cornwall, wherein were these words: "Yesterday I preached to a large congregation at St. John's. The occasion was this : One of our friends came into Mr. Thomas's a few days since. After speaking a little upon business, he said, 'What need have we to watch !' Presently sitting down, he added, 'There is but one step between me and death, and died." Wed. May 2 I talked with M. L., a remarkable monu ment of divine mercy.

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L., a remarkable monu ment of divine mercy. She is about two-and-twenty, and has about six hundred pounds a year in her own hands. Some months since God spoke peace to her soul, while she was wrestling with him in private prayer. This was never entirely taken from her, even while she was almost alone. But she was often dull and faint, till she broke through all hinderances, and joined heart and hand with the children of God. We rode over the wild Moors to Wolsingham. It proved to be the fair-day. So I had hearers from all parts. In the evening I preached to the simple, loving, earnest people at Barnard-Castle. If all to whom we preach were of this spirit, what an harvest would ensue ! I was invited to breakfast by Mr. F , a. neighbouring gentleman. I found we had been school-fellows at the Charter-House: And he remembered me, though I had forgot him. I spent a very agreeable hour with a serious as well as sensible man. About noon I preached to a large congregation in Teesdale, and to a still larger in Weardale in the evening. The next day, after preaching at Prudhoe and Nafferton, I returned to Newcastle. I rode to South-Shields, and was persuaded to May, 1764. JOURNAL. 177 preach in the House. It was well I did, for about the middle of the sermon there was a violent shower. But it was quite fair at six, while I preached at North-Shields to a very large and yet very serious congregation. How is the scene changed since my brother preached here, when the people were ready to swallow him up ! O what has God wrought in this land within four or five and twenty years! I received much satisfaction in conversing with the most honourable member of our society,-Henry Jackson, now in the ninety-fifth or ninety-sixth year of his age. He put me in mind of that venerable man, Mr. Eliot, of New-England; who frequently used to say to his friends, a few years before he went to God, "My memory is gone; my understanding is gone; but I think I have more love than ever." I preached to the poor colliers at Placey, who are still a pattern to all the country. We rode home by a great house I had frequently heard of.

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We rode home by a great house I had frequently heard of. The front is truly noble. In the house I saw nothing remarkable, but what was remarkably bad: Such pictures as an honest Heathen would be ashamed to receive under his roof; unless he designed his wife and daughters should be common prostitutes. And this is the high fashion What an abundant proof of the taste of the present age Between eight and nine I preached in Gateshead, to a listening multitude. I believe their number was doubled at the Fell, about two in the afternoon. About five I preached to such another congregation on the outside of Pandon-Gate. I know not that I ever before preached to three such congrega tions in one day: Such as obliged me to speak to the utmost extent of my voice, from the first word to the last. But it was all one, as I was no more tired in the evening than if I had sat still all day. I took my leave of Newcastle; and about noon preached in the market-place at Morpeth. A few of the hearers were a little ludicrous at first; but their mirth was quickly spoiled. In the evening I preached in the Court IHouse at Alnwick, where I rested the next day. Wednesday, 23. I rode over the sands to Holy-Island, once the famous seat of a Bishop; now the residence of a few poor families, who live chiefly by fishing. At one side of the town are the ruins of a cathedral, with an adjoining monastery. It appears to have been a lofty and elegant building, the middle aisle 178 REv. J. weslEY's May, 1764. being almost entire. I preached in what was once the market place, to almost all the inhabitants of the island, and distributed some little books among them, for which they were exceeding thankful. In the evening I preached at Berwick-upon-Tweed; the next evening at Dunbar; and on Friday, 25, about ten, at Haddington, in Provost D.'s yard, to a very elegant congre gation. But I expect little good will be done here; for we begin at the wrong end: Religion must not go from the greatest to the least, or the power would appear to be of men. In the evening I preached at Musselborough, and the next on the Calton-Hill, at Edinburgh.

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In the afternoon I preached on the side of an hill near the town, where we soon forgot the cold. I trust there will be not only a knowing, but a loving, people in this place. About seven Mr. B. was occasionally mentioning what had lately occurred in the next parish. I thought it worth a farther inquiry, and therefore ordered our horses to be brought immediately. Mr. B. guided us to Mr. Ogilvie's house, the Minister of the parish; who informed us that a strange disorder had appeared in his parish, between thirty and forty years ago; but that nothing of the kind had been known there since, till some time in September last. A boy was then taken ill, and so continues still. In the end of January, or beginning of February, many other children were taken, chiefly girls, and a few grown persons. They begin with an involuntary shaking of their hands and feet. Then their lips are convulsed; next their tongue, which seems to cleave to the roof of the mouth. Then the eyes are set, staring terribly, and the whole face variously distorted. Pre sently they start up, and jump ten, fifteen, or twenty times together straight upward, two, three, or more feet from the ground. Then they start forward, and run with amazing swiftness, two, three, or five hundred yards. Frequently they run up, like a cat, to the top of an house, and jump on the ridge of it, as on the ground. But wherever they are, they never fall, or miss their footing at all. After they have run and jumped for some time, they drop down as dead. When they come to themselves, they usually tell when and where they shall be taken again: Frequently, how often and where they shall jump, and to what places they shall run. I asked, "Are any of them near?" He said, "Yes, at those houses." We walked thither without delay. One of them was four years and half old; the other about eighteen. The child, we found, had had three or four fits that day, running and jumping like the rest, and in particular leaping many times from a high table to the ground without the least hurt. The young woman was the only person of them all, who used to keep her senses during the fit.

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The young woman was the only person of them all, who used to keep her senses during the fit. In answer to many questions, she said, "I first feel a pain in my left foot, 180 REv. J. wesley's June, 1764. then in my head; then my hands and feet shake, and I cannot speak; and quickly I begin to jump or run." While we were talking, she cried out, "O, I have a pain in my foot: It is in my hand: It is here, at the bending of my arm. O, my head my head my head !" Immediately her arms were stretched out, and were as an iron bar: I could not bend one of her fingers; and her body was bent backward; the lower part remaining quite erect, while her back formed exactly a half circle, her head hanging even with her hips. I was going to catch her; but one said, "Sir, you may let her alone, for they never fall." But I defy all mankind to account for her not falling, when the trunk of her body hung in that manner. In many circumstances this case goes far beyond the famous one mentioned by Boerhaave; particularly in that, their telling before, when and how they should be taken again. Whoever can account for this upon natural principles, has my free leave : I cannot. I therefore believe, if this be in part a natural distemper, there is something preternatural too. Yet supposing this, I can easily conceive, Satan will so dis guise his part therein, that we cannot precisely determine, which part of the disorder is natural, and which preternatural. I rode to Aberdeen, and preached in the evening in the College-Hall, and at seven in the morning, Sunday, 3. At four in the afternoon I preached to a crowded audience in the College kirk, at Old-Aberdeen. At seven I preached in the College close, at New-Aberdeen. But the congregation was so exceeding large, that many were not able to hear. However, many did hear, and I think feel, the application of, "Thou art not far from the kingdom of God." We want nothing here but a larger House. And the foundation of one is laid already. It is true, we have little money, and the society is poor; but we know in whom we have believed. Thur.

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I rode over to Sir Archibald Grant's, twelve computed miles from Aberdeen. It is surprising to see how the country between is improved even within these three years. On every side the wild dreary moors are ploughed up, and covered with rising corn. All the ground near Sir Archibald's, in particular, is as well cultivated as most in England. About seven I preached. The kirk was pretty well filled, though upon short notice. Certainly this is a nation "swift to hear, and slow to speak," though not "slow to wrath." June, 1764. JOURNAL. 181 Mr. Grant, a gentleman from the county of Murray, came in soon after us; and, understanding we were going north, desired we would call at the Grange-Green in our way. In the morning, Friday, 8, I rode to Old-Meldrum, and preached in the market-place at noon, to a large and serious congregation, among whom were the Minister and his wife. But I was more surprised to see a company of our friends from Aberdeen, several of whom had come on foot, twelve old Scotch miles, and intended to walk back thither the same day. In the afternoon we rode on to Banff. I had designed to preach; but the stormy weather would not permit. We set out early on Saturday morning, and reached Nairn in the evening. Sunday, 10. About eight we reached Inverness. I could not preach abroad, because of the rain; nor could I hear of any convenient room; so that I was afraid my coming hither would be in vain, all ways seeming to be blocked up. At ten I went to the kirk. After Service, Mr. Fraser, one of the Ministers, invited us to dinner, and then to drink tea. As we were drinking tea, he asked at what hour I would please to preach. I said, "At half-hour past five." The high kirk was filled in a very short time; and I have seldom found greater liberty of spirit. The other Minister came afterwards to our inn, and showed the most cordial affection. Were it only for this day, I should not have regretted the riding an hundred miles. Mon.

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A gentleman, who lives three miles from the town, invited me to his house, assuring me the Minister of his parish would be glad if I would make use of his kirk; but time would not permit, as I had appointed to be at Aberdeen on Wednesday. All I could do was, to preach once more at Inverness. I think the church was fuller now than before; and I could not but observe the remarkable behaviour of the whole congregation after Service. Neither man, woman, nor child, spoke one word all the way down the main street. Indeed the seriousness of the people is the less surprising, when it is considered that for at least an hundred years, this town has had such a succession of pious Ministers as very few in Great Britain have known. After Edinburgh, Glasgow, and Aberdeen, I think Inverness is the largest town I have seen in Scotland. The main streets are broad and straight; the houses mostly old, but not very bad, nor very good. It stands in a pleasant and fruitful country, and has all things needful for life and godliness. 182 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1764. The people in general speak remarkably good English, and are of a friendly, courteous behaviour. About eleven we took horse. While we were dining at Nairn, the inn-keeper said, "Sir, the gentlemen of the town have read the little book you gave me on Saturday, and would be glad if you would please to give them a sermon." Upon my consenting, the bell was immediately rung, and the congre gation was quickly in the kirk. O what a difference is there between South and North Britain' Every one here at least loves to hear the word of God; and none takes it into his head to speak one uncivil word to any, for endeavouring to save their souls. Doubting whether Mr. Grant was come home, Mr. Kershaw called at the Grange-Green, near Forres, while I rode forward. But Mr. Grant soon called me back. I have seldom seen a more agreeable place. The house is an old castle, which stands on a little hill, with a delightful prospect all four ways; and the hospitable master has left nothing undone to make it still more agreeable. He showed us all his improvements, which are very considerable in every branch of husbandry.

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He showed us all his improvements, which are very considerable in every branch of husbandry. In his gardens manythings were more forward than at Aberdeen, yea, or Newcastle. And how is it, that none but one Highland gentleman has discovered that we have a tree in Britain, as easily raised as an ash, the wood of which is of full as fine a red as mahogany? namely, the laburnum. I defy any mahogany to exceed the chairs which he has lately made of this. We rode through the pleasant and fertile county of Murray to Elgin. I never suspected before that there was any such country as this near an hundred and fifty miles beyond Edinburgh; a country which is supposed to have generally six weeks more sunshine in a year than any part of Great Britain. At Elgin are the ruins of a noble cathedral; the largest that I remember to have seen in the kingdom. We rode thence to the Spey, the most rapid river, next the Rhine, that I ever saw. Though the water was not breast-high to our horses, they could very hardly keep their feet. We dined at Keith, and rode on to Strathbogie, much improved by the linen manufacture. All the country from Fochabers to Strathbogie has little houses scattered up and down; and not only the valleys, but the mountains themselves, are improved with the utmost care. There want only more trees to make them more pleasant than most of the mountains in England. The June, 1764. JOURNAL, 183 whole family at our inn, eleven or twelve in number, gladly joined with us in prayer at night. Indeed, so they did at every inn where we lodged; for among all the sins they have imported from England, the Scots have not yet learned, at least not the common people, to scoff at sacred things. We reached Aberdeen about one. Between six and seven, both this evening and the next, I preached in the shell of the new House, and found it a time of much consolation. Friday, 15. We set out early, and came to Dundee just as the boat was going off. We designed to lodge at the house on the other side; but could not get either meat, drink, or good words; so we were constrained to ride on to Cupar.

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Surely this time will not soon be forgotten. Will it not appear in the annals of etermity? I set out early, and reached Wooler about four in the afternoon. Some friends from Newcastle met me here, and took me in a chaise to Whittingham. Tuesday, 19. After preaching about noon at Morpeth, we went on to Newcastle. The fire had not gone out since I was here. I felt it as soon as I began to speak; and so, it seems, did the whole congregation. At five in the morning the same spirit was in the midst of us, as well as at seven in the evening; but most of all at the Fell, while I was applying those words, "Believe, and thou shalt be saved." Leaving this house of God, I rode to Carlisle. The day was extremely sultry, so that I was faint and feverish in the evening. However, the next day I got well to Whitehaven. What has continually hurt this poor people is offence. I found the society now all in confusion because a woman had scolded with her neighbour, and another stole a two-penny loaf. I talked largely with those who had been most offended; and they stood reproved. Sunday, 24. About seven I preached at the Gins, and the people flocked together from all quarters. The want of field-preaching has been one cause of deadness here. I do not find any great increase of the work of God without it. If ever this is laid aside, I expect the whole work will gradually die away. I rode by Keswick to Kendal. The clouds shaded us most of the way, and the wind was just in our face; other wise we should scarce have been able to bear the heat. A few years ago the fields here were whiteforthe harvest; but the poor people have since been so harassed by Seceders, and disputers of every kind, that they are dry and dead as stones; yet I think some of them felt the power of God this evening; and can he not, "out of these stones, raise up children unto Abraham ?" I preached abroad at five; and, I believe, not in vain. Between nine and ten we reached Black-Burton, where there was a general awakening till the jars between Mr. Ingham and Allan laid the people asleep again.

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Ingham and Allan laid the people asleep again. However, some are united again in a quiet, loving society, zealous of good works. I preached about eleven. Thence we rode to Long-Preston, July, 1764. JOURNAL, 185 being still fanned by the wind, and (unless a few minutes now and then) shaded by the clouds. The congregation was exceeding serious. Hence I rode to Skipton, where, some time since, no Methodist Preacher could appear. I preached in the evening near the bridge, without the least interruption. Nor did I find any weariness, after preaching four times, and riding fifty miles. I rode to Otley. In the evening we had a large congregation at the foot of the great mountain. After preaching in the morning, I examined those who believe they are saved from sin. They are a little increased in number since I met them last; and some of them much increased in love. This evening I preached at Guiseley; the next at Keighley; and on Saturday, 30, at Bradford. This was a place of contention for many years; but since the contentious have quitted us, all is peace. Sunday, JULY 1. I preached at seven to a more numerous congregation than I believe ever assembled there before; and all were serious as death. About one I preached at Birstal, on, "Now is the day of salvation." The people stood by thousands; covering both the plain, and the sides of the adjacent hill. It was a glorious opportunity. At five the congregation in Leeds was almost as large, but not so deeply affected. I gave a fair hearing to two of our brethren who had proved bankrupts. Such we immediately exclude from our society, unless it plainly appears not to be their own fault. Both these were in a prosperous way till they fell into that wretched trade of bill-broking, wherein no man continues long without being wholly ruined. By this means, not being sufficiently accurate in their accounts, they ran back without being sensible of it. Yet it was quite clear that I R is an honest man: I would hope the same concerning the other. I was reflecting on an odd circumstance, which I cannot account for.

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And if so, the life of God vanishes away. About seven I preached in the street at Bolton, to twice or thrice as many as the Room would have contained. It was a calm, still evening, and the congregation was as quiet as the season; though composed of awakened and unawakened Churchmen, Dissenters, and what not. As many as the House would well contain were present again at five in the morning. About seven in the evening the multitude of people constrained me to preach in the street, though it rained. But in a very short time the rain stopped; and I strongly enforced our Lord's word, "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." After sermon, one was mentioning a person who, according to his account, was disordered just like those in Scotland. In the morning, Friday, 13, her father brought her over. Soon after she fell into a fit; but it was plainly natural. I judged it to be of the epileptic kind. When she fell into a second, I advised electrifying. The fit ceased by a very gentle shock. A third was removed in the same manner; and she was so well, that her father found no difficulty in carrying her home behind him. At ten I began to preach at Wigan, proverbially famous for all manner of wickedness. As I preached abroad, we expected some disturbance; but there was none at all. A few were wild at first; but in a little space grew quiet and 188 REv. J. wesDEY's July, 1764. attentive. I did not find so civil a congregation as this the first time I preached at Bolton. To-day I wrote the following letter, which I desire may be seriously considered by those to whom it belongs: "THERE was one thing, when I was with you, that gave me pain: You are not in the society. But why not? Are there not sufficient arguments for it to move any reason able man? Do you not hereby make an open confession of Christ, of what you really believe to be his work, and of those whom you judge to be, in a proper sense, his people and his messengers? By this means do not you encourage his people, and strengthen the hands of his messengers?

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But what a change No opposer, nor any trifler now ! Every one heard as for life, while I explained and applied, "Why will ye die, O house of Israel?" In the evening I preached in the little Square adjoining to the preaching-house at Chester. There were many wild, rude 190 REv. J. wesLEY's July, 1764. people, but they were quite out-numbered by those who were civil and attentive; and I believe some impression was Imade on the wildest. What can shake Satan's kingdom like field-preaching? I should have been glad of a day of rest; but notice had been given of my preaching at noon near Tatten-Hall. The rain began almost as soon as we came in: So I could not preach abroad as I designed, but in a large commodious barn, where all that were present seemed to receive the word of God with joy and reverence. The congregation at Chester, in the evening, was more numerous and far more serious than the day before. There wants only a little more field-preaching here, and Chester would be as quiet as London. After preaching at Little-Leigh, I rode on to Macclesfield. Here I heard an agreeable account of Mrs. R , who was in the society at London from a child; but after she was married to a rich man, durst not own a poor, despised people. Last year she broke through, and came to see me. A few words which I then spoke never left her, not even in the trying hour, during the illness which came a few months after. All her conversation was then in heaven; till, feeling her strength was quite exhausted, she said, with a smile, "Death, thou art welcome!" and resigned her spirit. I preached about seven to an huge multitude of attentive hearers. Friday, 20. At noon we made the same shift at Congleton as when I was here last. I stood in the window, having put as many women as it would contain into the House. The rest, with the men, stood below in the meadow, and many of the townsmen, wild enough. I have scarce found such enlargement of heart since I came from Newcastle. The brutes resisted long, but were at length overcome; not above five or six excepted. Surely man shall not long have the upper hand: God will get unto himself the victory.

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desired me to give an exhortation to a few of his neighbours. None was more struck therewith than one of his own family, who before cared for none of these things. He sent a servant with us after dinner to Tregarron, from whence we had a plain road to Lampeter. We rode through a lovely vale, and over pleasant and fruitful hills, to Carmarthen. Thence, after a short bait, we went on to Pembroke, and came before I was expected; so I rested that night, having not quite recovered my journey from Shrewsbury to Roes-Fair. The Minister of St. Mary's sent me word he was very willing I should preach in his church; but, before Service began, the Mayor sent to forbid it; so he preached a very useful sermon himself. The Mayor's behaviour so disgusted many of the Gentry, that they resolved to hear where they could; and accordingly flocked together in the evening from all parts of the town: And perhaps the taking up this cross may profit them more than my sermon in the church would have done. I rode to Haverfordwest : But no notice had been given, nor did any in the town know of my coming. However, after a short time, I walked up toward the Castle, and began singing an hymn. The people presently ran together from all July, 1764. JOURNAL. 193 quarters. They have curiosity at least; and some, I cannot doubt, were moved by a nobler principle. Were zealous and active labourers here, what an harvest might there be, even in this corner of the land We returned through heavy rain to Pembroke. Tuesday, 31. We set out for Glamorganshire, and rode up and down steep and stony mountains, for about five hours, to Larn. Having procured a pretty ready passage there, we went on to Lansteffan-Ferry, where we were in some danger of being swallowed up in the mud before we could reach the water. Between one and two we reached Kidwelly, having been more than seven hours on horseback, in which time we could have rode round by Carmarthen with more ease both to man and beast. I have, therefore, taken my leave of these ferries; considering we save no time by crossing them, (not even when we have a ready passage,) and so have all the trouble, danger, and expense, clear gains.

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I have, therefore, taken my leave of these ferries; considering we save no time by crossing them, (not even when we have a ready passage,) and so have all the trouble, danger, and expense, clear gains. I wonder that any man of common sense, who has once made the experiment, should ever ride from Pembroke to Swansea any other way than by Carmarthen. An honest man at Kidwelly told us there was no difficulty in riding the sands; so we rode on. In ten minutes one overtook us who used to guide persons over them; and it was well he did, or in all probability we had been swallowed up. The whole sands are at least ten miles over, with many streams of quicksands intermixed. But our guide was thoroughly acquainted with them, and with the road on the other side. By his help, between five and six, we came well tired to Oxwych in Gower. Gower is a large tract of land, bounded by Brecknockshire on the north-east, the sea on the south-west, and rivers on the other sides. Here all the people talk English, and are in general the most plain, loving people in Wales. It is, therefore, no wonder that they receive "the word with all readiness of mind." Knowing they were scattered up and down, I had sent two persons on Sunday, that they might be there early on Monday, and so sent notice of my coming all over the country: But they came to Oxwych scarce a quarter of an hour before me; so that the poor people had no notice at all: Nor was there any to take us in; the person with whom the Preacher used to lodge being three miles out of town. After I had stayed a while in the street, (for there was no public-house,) 194 REv. J. wesLEY's Aug. 1764. a poor woman gave me house-room. Having had nothing since breakfast, I was very willing to eat or drink; but she simply told me she had nothing in the house but a dram of gin. However, I afterwards procured a dish of tea at another house, and was much refreshed. About seven I preached to a little company, and again in the morning. They were all attention; so that even for the sake of this handful of people I did not regret my labour. Wed.

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Coming to themselves, they looked utterly amazed, and said, 'I have been in such a place, and I saw such and such persons (perhaps fifty miles off) die in such a manner;' and when inquiry was made, I never could find that they were mistaken in one circumstance. But the reason why it is so hard for you to get any information concerning this is, those who have the second sight count it a great misfortune; and it is thought a scandal to their family." I went to Canterbury, and opened our new chapel, by preaching on, "One thing is needful." How is it that many Protestants, even in England, do not know, that no other consecration of church or chapel is allowed, much less required, in England, than the performance of public worship therein? This is the only consecration of any church in Great Britain which is necessary or even lawful. It is true, Archbishop Laud composed a Form of Consecration; but it was never allowed, much less established, in England. Let this be remembered by all who talk so idly of preaching in unconsecrated places ! I had designed to return to London; but being importuned to pay a visit first to Sandwich, I went over, and preached about ten, to a dull, but attentive, congregation. Immediately after service we set out for Dover. In the way we were on the point of being dashed in pieces; the chariot wheels running within two or three inches, or less, of the edge of a bank, ten or twelve feet high. I preached in Dover at two, and returned time enough for the Service at Canterbury. Thursday, 23. I preached at Bethnal-Green, and in the evening at the Foundery. I saw a pattern of patience, John Matthews, daily dying of a consumption; but in constant pain, weakness, weariness, and want of sleep, calmly giving himself up to God. Sun. SEPTEMBER 2. After a toilsome, yet comfortable day, I set out in the machine, and on Monday evening came to Bristol, as fresh as I left London. I rode to Shepton-Mallet, and preached at noon, Qn, "One thing is needful." Only one man, a common dis turber, behaved amiss. Iwasconstrained torebuke him sharply. All the people turned their eyes upon him; and for once he was ashamed.

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All the people turned their eyes upon him; and for once he was ashamed. In the evening I preached at Bayford, near Wincanton, and at seven in the morning. Wednesday, 12. I returned to Bristol; and at six in the evening preached on I96 REv. J. weslEY's Sept. 1764. Redcliff-Hill. Many were here who, I suppose, never heard me before; and attention sat on every face. I spent an hour in Lord B 's gardens, or more properly, woods. They are small to the late Duke of Kent's, in Bedfordshire, and, therefore, not capable of so much variety; but, for the size, it is not possible for anything of the kind to be more agreeable; and the situation, on the top of an high hill, in one of the fruitfullest counties in England, gives them an advantage which even Stow-Gardens have not. Yet happiness is not in these shades; and if it were, yet, How long? How soon will they upbraid Their transitory master dead : Mon, 17. About noon I preached at Bath. The day before Mr. Davis had preached abroad. One fruit of this was, the congregation was larger now than I remember it to have been these seven years. Thence I rode to Comb-Grove, an house built in a large grove, on the side of an high, steep hill. I found Mrs. W the same still, with regard to her liveliness, but not her wildness; in this she was much altered. I preached at five to a small, serious congregation; and, I believe, few were sent empty away. Two persons from London, who were at Bath for their health, had walked over to the preaching. Afterwards we all spent an hour in singing, and serious conversation. The fire kindled more and more, till Mrs. asked if I would give her leave to pray. Such a prayer I never heard before: It was perfectly an original; odd and unconnected, made up of disjointed fragments, and yet like a flame of fire. Every sentence went through my heart, and I believe the heart of every one present. For many months I have found nothing like it. It was good for me to be here. Tues.

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All attended, and a considerable part seemed to understand something of what was spoken; nor did any behave uncivilly when I had done; and I believe a few did not lose their labour. It was easy in the evening to observe the different spirit of the congregation at Yarmouth. Almost all seemed to feel the power of God, and many were filled with consolation. I returned to Norwich, and inquired into the state of the society. I have seen no people in all England or Ireland so changeable as this. This society, in 1755, consisted of eighty-three members; two years after, of an hundred and thirty-four; in 1758 it was shrunk to an hundred and ten. In March, 1759, we took the Tabernacle; and within a month the society was increased to above seven hundred and sixty. But nearly five hundred of these had formerly been with James Wheatley, and having been scattered abroad, now ran together they hardly knew why. Few of them were throughly awakened; most deeply ignorant; all bullocks unaccustomed to the yoke, having never had any rule or order among them, but every man doing what was right in his own eyes. It was not, therefore, strange, that the next year, only five hundred and seven of these were left. In 1761 they were farther reduced, namely, to four hundred and twelve. I cannot tell how it was, that in 1762 they were increased again to six hundred and thirty. But the moon soon changed, so that in 1763, they were shrunk to three hundred and ten. This large reduction was owing to the withdrawing the sacrament, to which they had been accustomed from the time the Taber nacle was built. They are now sunk to an hundred and seventy-four; and now probably the tide will turn again. 200 Rev. J. wesLEY's Nov. 1764. At seven I clearly and strongly described the height and depth of Christian holiness: And (what is strange) I could not afterward find that any one person was offended. At ten we had a congregation indeed; I trust, all of one heart. I went, as usual, to the cathedral in the afternoon, and heard a sound, practical sermon. About five our great congregation met, and (what has seldom been known) very quietly.

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About five our great congregation met, and (what has seldom been known) very quietly. We were cqually quiet at the meeting of the society, which met now for the first time on a Sunday evening. So has God stilled the madness of the people. Are not the hearts of all men in his hand? At the request of many, I had given notice of a watch-night. We had but an indifferent prelude: Between six and seven the mob gathered in great numbers, made an huge noise, and began to throw large stones against the out ward doors. But they had put themselves out of breath before eight, so that when the service begun they were all gone. -In the evening the whole congregation seemed not a little moved, while I was enforcing those solemn words, "He died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto themselves, but unto him which died for them, and rose again." The same was observable, and that in an higher and higher degree, the two following evenings. If I could stay here a month, I think there would be a society little inferior to that at Bristol. But it must not be; they who will bear sound doctrine only from me, must still believe a lie. My horses meeting me at Burntwood, I rode on to Leytonstone, and preached to a serious congregation, on, "I will; be thou clean." The following week I made a little tour through part of Kent and Sussex, where some of our brethren swiftly increase in goods. Do they increase in grace too? If not, let them take care that their money do not perish with them. Sun. NovEMBER. 4. I proposed to the Leaders, the assist ing the Society for the Reformation of Manners, with regard to their heavy debt. One of them asked, "Ought we not to pay our own debt first?" After some consultations, it was agreed to attempt it. The general debt of the society in London, occasioned chiefly by repairing the Foundery, and chapels, and by building at Wapping and Snowsfields, was about nine hundred pounds. This I, laid before the society in the evening, and desired them all to set their shoulders to the Dec. 1764. JOURNAL. 201 work, either by a present contribution, or by subscribing what they could pay, on the first of January, February, or March.

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A man of so faultless a behaviour I have hardly ever been acquainted with. During twenty years, I do not remember his doing or saying any thing which I would wish to have been unsaid or undone. I thought it would be worth while to make an odd experiment. Remembering how surprisingly fond of music the lion at Edinburgh was, I determined to try whether this was the case with all animals of the same kind. I accordingly went to the tower with one who plays on the German flute. He began playing near four or five lions; only one of these (the rest not seeming to regard it at all) Jan. 1765. JOURNAL. 203 rose up, came to the front of his den, and seemed to be all attention. Meantime, a tiger in the same den started up, leaped over the lion's back, turned and ran under his belly, leaped over him again, and so to and fro incessantly. Can we account for this by any principle of mechanism? Can we account for it at all? Tues. JANUARY 1, 1765. This week I wrote an answer to a warm letter, published in the "London Magazine," the author whereof is much displeased that I presume to doubt of the modern Astronomy. I cannot help it. Nay, the more I consider, the more my doubts increase: So that, at present, I doubt whether any man on earth knows either the distance or magnitude, I will not say of a fixed star, but of Saturn, or Jupiter; yea, of the sun or moon. The whole society met in the evening. The service lasted from five till near nine; and I do not remember so solemn a season since the first time we joined in renewing our covenant with God. In the evening I preached at High-Wycombe; and Tuesday, 8, at Witney. The congregation here, though of so late standing, may be a pattern to all England. When the service was ended, no one spoke, either in the evenings or mornings. All went silently out of the House and yard. Nay, when I followed a large part of them, I did not hear any open their lips, till they came to their own houses. Thursday, 10. I preached again at Wycombe, and on Friday returned to London. I rode to Mr.

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12. I rode to Mr. D 's, at Ovington, in Essex, about six-and-fifty miles from the Foundery. Sunday, 13. Notwithstanding the rain, the church was pretty well filled. And all gave earnest heed, while I opened and applied those words in the Second Lesson, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Titbury church is considerably larger than this: Accord ingly the congregation was much larger than that in the morning. But I did not see one careless or inattentive person; all seemed resolved to "seek the Lord while he may be found." At seven in the evening I preached again to a small company in Mr. D.'s house, on fellowship with the Father and the Son. Tuesday, 15. I returned to London. I looked over Mr. R 's strange book on the Life of Faith. I thought nothing could ever exceed Mr. 204 REv. J. wesLEY's Feb. 1765. Ingham's; but really this does: Although they differ not an hair's breadth from each other, any more than from Mr. Sandeman. I employed all my leisure hours this week in revising my letters and papers. Abundance of them I committed to the flames. Perhaps some of the rest may see the light when I am gone. I was considering how it was, that so many who were once filled with love, are now weak and faint. And the case is plain: The invariable rule of God's proceeding is, "From him that hath not, shall be taken away even that which he hath." Hence, it is impossible that any should retain what they receive, without improving it. Add to this, that the more we have received, the more of care and labour is required, the more watchfulness and prayer, the more circumspection and earnestness in all manner of conversation. Is it any wonder, then, that they who forget this, should soon lose what they had received? Nay, who were taught to forget it? Not to watch ! Not to pray,- under pretence of praying always Wed. FEBRUARY 13. I heard "Ruth," an Oratorio, per formed at Mr. Madan's chapel. The sense was admirable throughout; and much of the poetry not contemptible. This, joined with exquisite music, might possibly make an impression even upon rich and honourable sinners. Mon.

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In the evening I preached in the new preaching-house, (not opened before,) and at eight in the morning. I would have preached abroad on Sunday evening; but the weather drove us into the house. And God was there, both to invite sinners, and to comfort believers. Afterwards I spent an hour with those who once believed they were saved from sin. I found here, as at London, about a third part who held fast their confidence. The rest had suffered loss, more or less, and two or three were shorn of all their strength. I rode on to Newcastle, where I was quite unexpected. I found both the hearers, the society, and the believers, are increased since I was here last; and several more believe they are saved from sin. Mean time Satan has not been idle: Two were following George Bell, step by step, as to the "not needing self-examination," the "not being taught by man," and most of his other unscriptural extrava gancies; but as they appeared to be still of an advisable spirit, for the present at least the snare was broken. I went to Durham with Miss Lewen, and spent an hour with her father. He behaved with the utmost civility; said I had done his daughter more good than all the Physicians could do; and he should be exceeding glad if she should go to London again at the approach of winter. At three I preached to the poor colliers in Gateshead-Fell. How do these shame the colliers of Kingswood flocking from all parts on the week-days as well as Sundays: Such a thirst have they after the good word I had a little time with that venerable monument of the grace of God, Henry Jackson. He is just dropping into the grave, being now quite bed-rid, but praising God with every breath. 208 REv. J. wesley's April, 1765. Two of our friends took me in a post-chaise to Alnwick; but the road was so intolerably bad, that we did not reach it till past twelve. I began preaching immediately, and then hastened away. On Berwick Moor we were ready to stick fast again; and it was past seven before I reached the town, where I found notice had been given of my preaching. Hearing the congregation waited for me, I went to the Town-Hall, and began without delay.

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5. For the sake of the country people, I delayed the morning preaching till half an hour past mine. At eleven the Church Service began, and we had an useful sermon on, "Follow peace with all men, and holiness." At five I preached in the Linen-Hall again, to a numerous congrega tion, on, "Yea, doubtless, and I count all things but loss, for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord." I rode to Newry, and in the evening preached in the market-house, on, "Her ways are ways of pleasantness, 210 REv. J. wesLEY's May, 1765. and all her paths are peace." The whole congregation seemed affected, this as well as the next evening; indeed more than I had seen them for some years. Hence, Wednesday, 8, I rode to Terryhugan, and found much of the power of God among that plain, simple-hearted people. Here Mr. Ryan overtook me, and led me to Clanmain, where we had, as usual, a lively, earnest congregation; most of whom (except those that came from far) were present again at five in the morning. About eleven I preached in the Grange, a small village, about five miles from Clanmain. Friday, 10. I took Mr. Ryan with me, and set out for Londonderry. When we had rode about twelve miles, a road turned short to the left; but having no direction to turn, we went straight forward, till a woman, running after us, (taking one of us, I know not why, for a Doctor,) told us the case of her poor husband, who, she said, had kept his bed for seven weeks. After riding half an hour, we found we were out of our way, and rode back again. By this means we went by the house where the man lay. When I alighted and went in, I quickly saw that he needed some thing more than I had prescribed before. Who knows but our losing the way may be the means of saving the poor man's life? In the afternoon, after riding through a fruitful country, (one mountain only excepted,) we came to Omagh, the shire town of the county of Tyrone. We found a good inn; but were not glad when we heard there was to be dancing that night in the room under us. But in a while the dancers removed to the Shire-Hall; so we slept in peace. Sat.

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Having no direction to any one in Derry, I was musing what to do, and wishing some one would meet me, and challenge me, though I knew not how it could be, as I never had been there before, nor knew any one in the town. When we drew near it, a gentleman on horseback stopped, asked me my name, and showed me where the Preacher lodged. In the afternoon he accommodated me with a convenient lodging at his own house. So one Mr. Knox is taken away, and another given me in his stead. At seven I preached in the Linen-Hall (a Square so called) to the largest congregation I have seen in the North of Ireland. The waters spread as wide here as they did at Athlone. God grant they may be as deep / At eight I preached there again, to an equal May, 1765. JOURNAL, 211 number of people. About eleven Mr. Knox went with me to church, and led me to a pew where I was placed next the Mayor. What is this? What have I to do with honour? Lord, let me always fear, not desire, it. The Afternoon Service was not over till about half an hour past six. At seven I preached to near all the inhabitants of the city. I think there was scarce one who did not feel that God was there. So general an impression upon a congregation I have hardly seen in any place. Monday, 13, and the following days, I had leisure to go on with the Notes on the Old Testament. But I wondered at the situation I was in, in the midst of rich and honourable men Whilst this lasts it is well. And it will be well too when any or all of them change their countenance, And wonder at the strange man's face, As one they ne'er had known. I wrote the following letter to a friend: "DEAR SIR, Londonderry, May 14, 1765. "YoUR manner of writing needs no excuse. I hope you will always write in the same manner. Love is the plainest thing in the world: I know this dictates what you write; and then what need of ceremony? "You have admirably well expressed what I mean by an opinion, contra-distinguished from an essential doctrine.

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In 1730 I began to be Jhomo unius libri; to study (comparatively) no book but the Bible. I then saw, in a stronger light than ever before, that only one thing is needful, even faith that worketh by the love of God and man, all inward and outward holiness; and I groaned to love God with all my heart, and to serve Him with all my strength. "January 1, 1733, I preached the sermon on the Circumcision of the Heart; which contains all that I now teach concerning salvation from all sin, and loving God with an undivided heart. In the same year I printed, (the first time I ventured to print any thing,) for the use of my pupils, 'A Collection of Forms of Prayer;' and in this I spoke explicitly of giving 'the whole heart and the whole life to God." This was then, as it is now, my idea of Perfection, though I should have started at the word. "In 1735 I preached my farewell sermon at Epworth, in Lincolnshire. In this, likewise, I spoke with the utmost clearness of having one design, one desire, one love, and of pursuing the one end of our life in all our words and actions. "In January, 1738, I expressed my desire in these words: O grant that nothing in my soul May dwell but thy pure love alone ! O may thy love possess me whole, My joy, my treasure, and my crown Strange flames far from my heart remove, My every act, word, thought be love : "And I am still persuaded this is what the Lord Jesus hath bought for me with his own blood. "Now, whether you desire and expect this blessing or not, is it not an astonishing thing that you, or any man living, should be disgusted at me for expecting it; and that they should persuade one another that this hope is 'subversive of the very foundations of Christian experience? Why then, whoever A man of one book.-EDIT. 214 REv. J. weslEY's May, 1765. retains it cannot possibly have any Christian experience at all. Then my brother, Mr.

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Keeping a steady pace, we rode fifteen miles, so called, in four hours and a half, and came, at noon, to Ballymafay. Here we were shown into a room, where lay a young man, brought near death by a vomiting of blood. Perhaps we were brought into this room, at this time, to save a poor man's life. As we were riding through the mountains, in the afternoon, we overtook one who was just come from Derry, and had heard me preach all the time I was there, both in the evening and the morning. I talked plainly both to her and her husband, and they expressed all possible thankfulness. At five we reached Donegal, the county-town. What a wonderful set of county-towns are in this kingdom ! Donegal and five more would not make up such a town as Islington. Some have twenty houses in them, Mayo three, and Leitrim, I think, not one. Is not this owing in part to the fickleness of the nation, who seldom like anything long, and so are continually seeking new habitations, as well as new fashions, and new trifles of every kind? We breakfasted at Ballyshannon, I believe the largest and pleasantest town in the county. Beyond it, a good-natured man overtook me, with whom I talked largely and closely. He seemed much affected: If it continues, well; if not, I am clear of his blood. About twelve we stopped at a little house; but a cloud of smoke soon drove us out of the first room into another, where the landlord lay with a grievously bruised and swelled leg. I directed him how to cure it, and thence took occasion to give him some farther advice. Several eagerly listened as well as himself. Perhaps some will remember it. 222 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1765. In the evening I took my usual stand in the market-house, at Sligo; but here how was the scene changed ! I have seen nothing like this since my first entrance into the kingdom. Such a total want of good sense, of good manners, yea, of common decency, was shown by not a few of the hearers It is good to visit Sligo after Londonderry: Honour and dishonour balance each other. Have we done nothing here yet? Then it is high time to begin, and try if something can be done now.

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Most of the Gentry in the town being at the Court-yard in the evening, my text was, "We preach Christ crucified, to the Jews a stumbling-block, and to the Greeks foolishness." I know not that ever I spake more June, 1765. JOURNAL. 223 plain, though I supposed many would be offended; but I was mistaken; high and low seemed to approve: Some, I hope, profited. I rode to Newport, and preached at one to the largest congregation I remember to have seen there; and on Tuesday evening I took a solemn leave of the congregation at Castlebar. At five I took horse with a friend who undertook to bear me company to Galway. We faced the sun all the day; but light clouds and a small breeze made the heat tolerable. After resting an hour at Hollymount, (where the gardens, water-works, and once-lovely walks, swiftly running to ruin, give a striking proof that "the fashion of this world passeth away,") we rode on to Mr. Lambert's, near Headford, (a plain, open, hospitable man,) and thence to Galway, one of the largest towns I have seen since I left Glasgow. Our Room being small, some of our well-meaning friends were earnest for my preaching in the Exchange. Because I would not disoblige them, I began at seven; and was suffered to go on for a full quarter of an hour ! The beasts of the people (just as I expected) then roaring louder and louder, I walked through them without any hinderance or affront, and returned quietly to my lodgings. A large retinue attended me to the door; but it was only to gape and stare; none taking the pains either to lift up an hand, or to say anything bad or good. I was brought on my way by Lieutenant Cook, who was in all the actions at Fort-William-Henry, at Louis bourg, Quebec, Martinico, and the Havannah; and gave a more distinct account of those eminent scenes of Providence than ever I heard before. Although he was so often in the front of the battle, both against Indians, French, and Spaniards, and in the hottest fire, both advancing and retreat ing, he never received one wound.

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Although he was so often in the front of the battle, both against Indians, French, and Spaniards, and in the hottest fire, both advancing and retreat ing, he never received one wound. So true is the odd saying of King William, that "every bullet has its billet." Between five and six we reached Ennis, after a warm day, which much exhausted my strength; but it was soon repaired; and the serious well-behaved congregation (though many of them were people of fortune) made amends for the turbulent one at Galway. Such is the chequer-work of life ! I rested at Ennis: And it was well I did; for even in the house the heat was scarce supportable. Saturday, 8. I rode to Limerick, and found the preaching-house just finished. 224 REv. J. weslEY's June, 1765. I liked it the best of any in the kingdom; being neat, yea, elegant, yet not gaudy. Sunday, 9. In the evening I preached at Mardyke. The heat was violent, even at six; nevertheless there was a numerous congregation, both of Protestants and Papists. Some of the latter behaved with remarkable indecency, talking and laughing as at a play. I turned and reproved them. They took it well, and neither laughed nor talked any more. In the following week I spoke to each member of the society, and had much satisfaction among them. Concerning several of them, there is all reasonable proof that they have given God all their heart: Many others are groaning after full salvation; and all the rest are free from outward blame. Why may not every Christian community come as far as this? In the evening I preached near Mardyke, on a smooth, grassy place, to, I think, the largest congregation which I ever saw in Limerick. A solemn awe seemed to sit on every face, while I declared, in strong words, "He died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto themselves, but unto him." The next day the rain began ; so that all the following days I was constrained to preach in the house. About noon I preached at Ballygarane, to the small remains of the poor Palatines. As they could not get food and raiment here, with all their diligence and frugality, part are scattered up and down the kingdom, and part gone to America. I stand amazed !

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Supposing him to be either dying or dead, she broke out into a vehement agony of prayer, and cried for half an hour together, "Lord Jesus! give me George I Take him not away." Soon after he opened his eyes, and said earnestly, "You had better have let me go." Presently he was raving mad, and began to curse and blaspheme in the most horrid manner. This he continued to do for several days, appearing to be under the full power of an unclean spirit. At the latter end of the week she cried out, "Lord, I am willing! I am willing he should go to thee." Quickly his understanding returned, and he again rejoiced with joy unspeakable. He tenderly thanked her for giving him up to God, kissed her, lay down and died. The town seemed to be all alive a little after four o'clock: So, finding the congregation ready, I began a little before five. A cry soon arose of young and old, on the right hand and on the left; but in many it was not so much the voice of sorrow as of joy and triumph. A fair beginning this! But who can tell what the end will be? About nine we rode through Doneraile, one of the pleasant est towns in the kingdom: But a man came galloping after us, and said, "All the town begs you will stop and give them 226 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1765. a sermon." I turned back, and took my stand in the main street. Men, women, and children flocked from all sides. There was no disturbance of any kind, while I declared "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Fair blossoms again! And who knows but some of these may bring forth fruit unto perfection? In the evening I came to Cork; and at seven was surprised at the unusual largeness of the congregation. I had often been grieved at the smallness of the congregation here; and it could be no other, while we cooped ourselves up in the House. But now the alarm is sounded abroad, people flock from all quarters. So plain it is, that field-preaching is the most effectual way of overturning Satan's kingdom. Thur.

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At seven in the evening I stood in a vacant place near Blackpool, famous from time immemorial for all manner of wickedness, for riot in particular, and cried aloud, "Why will ye die, O house of Israel?" Abundance of Papists gathered at a distance; but they drew nearer and nearer, till nine parts in ten mingled with the congregation, and were all attention. Surely this is the way to spread religion: To publish it in the face of the sun. I rode over to Bandon, and preached at seven in the main street. The congregation was exceeding large: So it was, in proportion, at five in the morning. Sunday, 23. I preached at eight near the upper market-house. Till now I did not observe that all I could say made any impression upon the hearers. But the power of God was now eminently present; and all seemed to be sensible of it. About five I began in George's Street, at Cork, the opposite corner of the town from the new Room. Many of the chief of the city were of the audience, Clergy as well as laity; and all but two or three were not only quiet, but serious and deeply attentive. What a change Formerly we could not walk through this street but at the peril of our lives. Monday and Tuesday I spoke, one by one, to the members of the society. They are now two hundred and ninety-five, fifty or sixty more than they have been for some years. This is owing partly to the preaching abroad, partly to the meetings for prayer in several parts of the city. These have been the means of awakening many gross sinners, of recovering many backsliders, of confirming many that were weak and wavering, and bringing many of all sorts to the public preaching. At July, 1765. JOURNAL, 227 seven I went once more to Blackpool, where the congregation was far larger than before. Abundance of Papists stole in among them, a very few standing aloof. O what a day of God's power is this! May he fulfil in us all His good pleasure! Fri.

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After giving our brethren a solemn caution, not to "love the world, nor the things of the world," I left them with more satisfaction than ever; as there is reason to hope that they will be tossed to and fro no more, but steadily adorn the doctrine of God our Saviour. About seven in the evening I began in the Exchange at Youghall. Four or five noisy men disturbed those that were near them, till I reproved them sharply. The whole congregation then behaved with the utmost decency. I preached at five in a Room that would contain four or five hundred people. But the word does not yet sink into their hearts: Many are pleased; but few convinced. In the evening I went to the Exchange again. The congregation was almost doubled, whom I exhorted to "ask for the old Path, the good way, and to walk therein." Afterwards I met the infant society, consisting of nineteen members; all of whom are full of good desires, and some know in whom they have believed. At eight the congregation was both larger and more affected than ever. I was glad to see a large and tolerably serious congregation in the church. It was once a spacious building; but more than half of it now (a common thing in Ireland 1) lies in ruins. In the evening I preached to a multitude of people in the main street. A few Gentry soon walked away; but the bulk of the congregation were deeply attentive. What an harvest is ready for zealous labourers When wilt thou thrust them out into thy harvest? Mon. JULY 1. I rode to Waterford, and preached in a little court, on our "great High Priest that is passed into the heavens" for us. But I soon found I was got above most of my hearers: I should have spoke of death or judgment. On Tuesday evening I suited my discourse to my audience, which was considerably increased: But much more the next evening; and deep attention sat on almost every face. The Room was well filled on Thursday morning; and the poor people were so affectionate, that it was with difficulty we were able to break from them, amidst abundance of prayers and blessings. 228 REv. J. wesLEY's July, 1765.

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About eleven we were waked with a cry of "Fire," which was at the next door but one. The flames shone so that one might see to pick up a pin, and the sparks flew on every side; so that it was much feared the neighbouring houses would take fire, as several of them were thatched: But the violent vain, which fell an hour before, had made the thatch so wet that it could not catch quickly; and in less than two hours all the fire was quenched; so we slept the rest of the night in peace. I preached at Clara about noon, and in the evening at Athlone. The two next evenings I preached in the market-house, for the sake of the Papists, who durst not July, 1765. JOURNAL, 229 come to the Room. Saturday, 13. I read Sir Richard Cox's "History of Ireland." I suppose it is accounted as authentic as any that is extant. But surely never was there the like in the habitable world! Such a series of robberies, murders, and burning of houses, towns, and countries, did I never hear or read of before. I do not now wonder Ireland is thinly inhabited, but that it has any inhabitants at all ! Probably it had been wholly desolate before now, had not the English come, and prevented the implacable wretches from going on till they had swept each other from the earth. In the afternoon I rode to Aghrim, and preached about seven to a deeply serious congregation, most of whom were present again at eight in the morning. On Sunday, 14, about five, I began in my usual place at Athlone, on the Connaught side of the river. I believe the congregation (both of Protestants and Papists) was never so large before. Some were displeased at this; and several pieces of turf were thrown over the houses, with some stones; but neither one nor the other could in the least interrupt the attention of the people. Then a Popish miller (prompted by his betters, so called) got up to preach over against me; but some of his comrades throwing a little dirt in his face, he leaped down in haste to fight them. This bred a fray, in which he was so roughly handled that he was glad to get off with only a bloody nose. Mon.

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I had the pleasure of meeting many of my friends from various parts at Coolylough. I preached at twelve under the shade of some spreading trees, and again at six in the evening. Tuesday, 16. I preached at Tyrrel's Pass, with a peculiar blessing from God, though many persons of fortune were in the congregation. But the poor and the rich are his. I preached in the Grove at Edinderry. Many of the Quakers were there, (it being the time of their General Meeting,) and many of all sorts. I met here with the Journal of William Edmundson, one of their Preachers in the last century. If the original equalled the picture, (which I see no reason to doubt,) what an amiable man was this His opinions I leave; but what a spirit was here ! What faith, love, gentleness, long-suffering ! Could mistake send such a man as this to hell? Not so. I am so far from believing this, that I scruple not to say, "Let my soul be with the soul of William Edmundson l'" 230 REv. J. weslEY's July, 1765. The wind in our face tempering the heat of the sun, we had a pleasant ride to Dublin. In the evening I began expounding the deepest part of the holy Scripture, namely, the first Epistle of St. John, by which, above all other, even inspired writings, I advise every young Preacher to form his style. Here are sublimity and simplicity together, the strongest sense and the plainest language How can any one that would "speak as the oracles of God," use harder words than are found here? Between eight and nine I began preaching in the Barrack-Square, to such a congregation as I never saw in Dub lin before; and every one was as quiet as if we had been in the new Square at Bristol. What a change since Mr. Whitefield, a few years ago, attempted to preach near this place I rode to Donard, a little town in the county of Wicklow. Here I met with more noise, and stupid, senseless impudence, than I have found since I left England; but the chief man of the town having handled one of the disturbers roughly, and another of them being knocked down, (not by a Methodist,) I concluded my discourse without any farther hinderance. Tues.

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I began, as usual, at five. About the middle of the sermon, the rain (which was exceedingly wanted) began, and drove us into our friend's house; where I found his daugh ters, five sisters, all rejoicing in God their Saviour. Hence I rode to Baltinglass. But I had scarce spoken five minutes when the rain drove us into the house here also. I had designed to preach at Carlow in the evening; but the difficulty was, where to find a place: Our House was too small, and there was little prospect of preaching quietly in the street. While we were considering, one of the chief persons in the town sent to desire I would preach in her court-yard. This I did to a multitude of people, rich and poor; and there was no disturbance at all; nor did I observe that any went away, though we had a sharp shower almost as soon as I began. I rode, in the hottest day I have felt this year, to Dublin. Thursday and Friday morning I spent in a conference with our Preachers. In the afternoons I spoke to the members of the society. I left four hundred and forty, and find above five hundred; more than ever they were since my first landing in the kingdom. And they are not increased in number only, but many of them are rejoicing in the pure Aug. 1765. JOURNAL. 231 love of God; and many more refuse to be comforted till they can witness the same confession. I preached in the Barrack-Square, both morning and afternoon. The morning congregation was far larger than last week; but this was doubled in the afternoon. At both times my heart was much enlarged towards them, and my voice so strengthened, that I suppose several thousands more might have distinctly heard every sentence. I was desired by some friends to take a ride to the Dargle, ten or twelve miles from Dublin; one of the greatest natural curiosities, they said, which the kingdom afforded. It far exceeded my expectation. You have a high and steep mountain, covered with stately wood, up the side of which a path is cut, and seats placed at small distances.

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You have a high and steep mountain, covered with stately wood, up the side of which a path is cut, and seats placed at small distances. A deep vale, through which a clear river runs, lies between this and another high mountain, whose sides are clothed with tall trees, row above row, from the river to the very top. Near the summit of the first mountain, you have an opening on the one hand which commands the fruitful counties of Kildare, Dublin, and Louth, as far, in a clear, sunshiny day, as the huge mountains of Newry; on the other hand is a fine landscape of meadows and fields, that terminates in a sea prospect. Adding this to the rest, it exceeds anything which I have seen in Great Britain. And yet the eye is not satisfied with seeing ! It never can, till we see God. At the earnest desire of a friend, I suffered Mr. Hunter to take my picture. I sat only once, from about ten o'clock, to half an hour after one; and in that time he began and ended the face; and with a most striking likeness. Fri. AUGUST 2. One informed me that the Captain with whom I had agreed for my passage, was gone without me, but had taken my horse. I was content, believing all was for the best; but we soon heard he was only fallen down a few miles; so we took a boat and followed him; and about ten we went on board the Felicity bound for Whitehaven. In about an hour we set sail. Soon after the wind turned, and was against us most part of Saturday and Sunday. On Sunday, I preached to our little congregation, thirteen in all, on, "The kingdom of heaven is at hand; repent ye, and believe the Gospel." In a short time, the wind sprung up fair, but with intervals of calm; so that we did not reach Whitehaven quay till Tuesday, 6, between twelve and one in the morning. 232 Rev. J. wesLEY's Aug. 1765. After sleeping two or three hours, I hastened away, and in the afternoon came to Carlisle. Some friends waited for me here. We purposed setting out early in the morning; but one of our company being taken ill, we waited some hours; so that we did not reach Newcastle till about one on Thursday morning.

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18-The House contained the morning congregation; but in the evening multitudes were constrained to go away. Sept. 1765. JOURNAL, 233 So does truth win its way against all opposition, if it be steadily declared with meekness of wisdom. I preached in Northwich at ten, and at Manchester in the evening. Our Conference began on Tuesday, 20, and ended on Friday, 23. Sunday, 25. Having been all the week greatly straitened for room, I preached at seven in the new Square. The congregation was exceeding large; yet generally and deeply attentive. About one I preached at Stockport on a Green at the south end of the town. It was sultry hot, but few regarded it; for God "sent a gracious rain upon his inheritance." At six in the evening I preached at Maxfield; and, setting out early in the morning, by long stages came to Birmingham, where a large congregation waited for me. I began immediately to apply those comfortable words, "Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it." I soon forgot my weariness, and the heat of the place: God was there, and it was enough. On Tuesday, 27, I rode on to Stroud, and the next morning to Bristol. After resting three or four days, on Monday, SEPTEMBER 2, I set out for Cornwall, and preached that evening at Middlesey. Tuesday, 3. I rode to Tiverton, and in the evening preached near the east end of the town to a large and quiet audience. Wednesday, 4. I rode on to North-Tawton, a village where several of our Preachers had preached occasionally. About six I went to the door of our inn; but I had hardly ended the Psalm, when a Clergyman came, with two or three (by the courtesy of England called) gentlemen. After I had named my text, I said, "There may be some truths which concern some men only; but this concerns all mankind." The Minister cried out, "That is false doctrine, that is predestination." Then the roar began, to second which they had brought an huntsman with his hounds: But the dogs were wiser than the men; for they could not bring them to make any noise at all. One of the gentlemen supplied their place. He assured us he was such, or none would have suspected it; for his language was as base, foul, and porterly, as ever was heard at Billingsgate.

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He assured us he was such, or none would have suspected it; for his language was as base, foul, and porterly, as ever was heard at Billingsgate. Dog, rascal, puppy, and the like terms, adorned almost every sentence. Finding there was no probability of a quiet hearing, I left him the field, and withdrew to my lodging. We had a pleasant ride to Mill-House, where I preached at five to a deeply serious congregation. The next 234 REv. J. WESLEY's Sept. 1765. day at noon I preached in a field near Camelford, it being the fair-day, on, "Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price." I preached within at Port-Isaac, because of the rain; but many were constrained to stand without. It was a glorious opportunity; God showering down his blessing on many souls. I rode to Cuthbert, (that is the true spelling,) and found Mr. Hoskins weak in body, but happy in God. He was just able to ride to the Church-Town in the evening, where a serious congregation soon assembled. Sunday, 8. About eight I preached at St. Agnes; at one, in the main street at Redruth; but a still larger congregation was at Gwennap in the evening, equal to any I have seen in Moorfields. Yet, I think, they all heard, while I enforced, "Why will ye die, O house of Israel ?" After preaching I returned to Redruth; where, hearing an exceeding strange story, I sent for the person herself, Grace Paddy, a well-bred, sensible young woman. I can speak of her now without restraint, as she is safe in Abraham's bosom. She said, "I was harmless, as I thought, but quite careless about religion, till about Christmas, when my brother was saying, 'God has given to me all I want; I am as happy as I can live." This was about ten in the morning. The words went like an arrow to my heart. I went into my chamber and thought, 'Why am not I so? O, I cannot be, because I am not convinced of sin." I cried out vehemently, 'Lord, lay as much conviction upon me as my body can bear.' Imme diately I saw myself in such a light, that I roared for the disquietness of my heart. The maid running up, I said, "Call my brother.

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The maid running up, I said, "Call my brother. He came; rejoiced over me; said, 'Christ is just ready to receive you; only believe!' and went to prayer. In a short time all my trouble was gone, and I did believe all my sins were blotted out; but in the evening I was throughly convinced of the want of a deeper change. I felt the remains of sin in my heart; which I longed to have taken away. I longed to be saved from all sin, to be "cleansed from all unrighteousness.' And at the time Mr. Rankin was preaching, this desire increased exceedingly. Afterwards, he met the society. During his last prayer I was quite over whelmed with the power of God. I felt an inexpressible change in the very depth of my heart; and from that hour I have felt no anger, no pride, no wrong temper of any kind; Sept. 1765. JOURNAL. 235 nothing contrary to the pure love of God, which I feel con tinually. I desire nothing but Christ; and I have Christ always reigning in my heart. I want nothing; He is my sufficient portion in time and in eternity." Such an instance I never knew before; such an instance I never read; a person convinced of sin, converted to God, and renewed in love, within twelve hours! Yet it is by no means incredible; seeing one day is with God as a thousand years. The Room would by no means contain the congregation at five in the morning. How is this town changed ! Some years since a Methodist Preacher could not safely ride through it. Now, high and low, few excepted, say, "Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord." About one I preached at Porkellis; at six in Crowan. I admire the depth of grace in the generality of this people; so simple, so humble, so teachable, so serious, so utterly dead to the world ! They filled the House at five. I preached in Breage at twelve, under a lovely shade of trees. About six I began at St. John's near Helstone, once as furious a town as Redruth. Now almost all the Gentry of the town were present, and heard with the deepest attention. Perceiving my voice began to fail, I resolved to preach, for a while, but twice a day.

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14. In the evening I preached at Shaftesbury; and on Tuesday, at Wincanton. Riding homeward, we saw the pond in which a great man, a few weeks since, put an end to a wretched life. And is death more welcome than life, even to a man that wallows in gold and silver? I preached a funeral sermon at Kingswood, over the remains of Susanna Flook; who, a few days before, rose up and said, "I am dying," and dropped down dead. So little security is there in youth or health ! Be ye therefore likewise ready.- I went in the coach to Salisbury, and on Thurs day, 24, came to London. Monday, 28. I breakfasted with Mr. Whitefield, who seemed to be an old, old man, being fairly worn out in his Master's service, though he has hardly seen fifty years: And yet it pleases God, that I, who am now in my sixty-third year, find no disorder, no weakness, no decay, no difference from what I was at five-and-twenty; only that I have fewer teeth, and more grey hairs. Thur. NoveMBER 7. A fire broke out near the corner of Leadenhall-Street, which (the wind being exceeding high) soon seized on both the corners of the street, and both the corners of Cornhill, and in a few hours destroyed above threescore houses. Yet no lives were lost. Even Mr. Rutland (at whose house it began) and his whole family were preserved; part escaping through the chamber window, part over the top of the house. I preached on those words in the Lesson for the day, "The Lord our righteousness." I said not one thing which I have not said, at least, fifty times within this twelve month: Yet it appeared to many entirely new, who much importuned me to print my sermon, supposing it would stop the mouths of all gainsayers. Alas, for their simplicity In spite of all I can print, say, or do, will not those who seek occasion of offence find occasion? Mon. DECEMBER 2. I went to Canterbury. I had received most tragical accounts, as if the society were all fallen from Dec. 1765. JOURNAL. 239 grace, if ever they had any. I determined to search this to the bottom.

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I preached at Warrington, about noon, to a large congregation, rich and poor, learned and unlearned. I never spoke more plain; nor have I ever seen a congregation listen with more attention. Thence I rode to Liverpool, and thoroughly regulated the society, which had great need of it. Wednesday, 9. I took much pains with a sensible woman who had taken several imprudent steps. But it was labour lost,-neither argument nor persuasion made the least impression. O, what power less than almighty can convince a thorough-paced enthusiast! I looked over the wonderful Deed which was lately made here: On which I observed, 1. It takes up three large skins of parchment, and so could not cost less than six guineas; whereas our own Deed, transcribed by a friend, would not have cost six shillings. 2. It is verbose beyond all sense and reason; and withal so ambiguously worded, that one passage only might find matter for a suit of ten or twelve years in Chancery. 3. It everywhere calls the house a Meeting House, a name which I particularly object to. 4. It leaves no power either to the Assistant or me, so much as to place or displace a Steward. 5. Neither I, nor all the Conference, have power to send the same Preacher two years together. To crown all, 6. If a Preacher is not appointed at the Conference, the Trustees and the congregation are to choose one by most votes ! And can any one wonder I dislike this Deed, which tears the Methodist discipline up by the roots? Is it not strange, that any who have the least regard either for me or our discipline, should scruple to alter this uncouth Deed ? I preached near Wigan to a large number of serious, well-behaved people, mixed with a few as stupidly insolent creatures as I ever saw. Finding them proof both against reason and persuasion, at length I rebuked them sharply. This they understood, and quickly retired. So I concluded in peace. I was desired to preach at Brinsley, three or four April, 1766. JOURNAL, 247 miles from Wigan. The sun shone hot, but I had some shelter; and the artless people drank in every word. About six I began in the street at Bolton.

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The Curate preached a very harmless sermon against the Methodists. Between one and two I preached at Westwood-side, om, "Behold, now is the day of salvation l'' And it seemed as if all had ears to hear. About four I began in the market-place at Epworth, on, "He beheld the city, and wept over it." And such a call I think the inhabitants of this town have scarce ever had before. I preached at Thorne. Although a great part of the congregation had never heard one preach under a tree May, 1766. JOURNAL, 249 before, yet they behaved extremely well. Before we came to York, I was thoroughly tired; but my strength quickly returned; so that, after preaching to a large congregation, and meeting the society, I was fresher than when I began. I preached at noon in the new House at Thirsk, almost equal to that at Yarm: And why not quite, seeing they had the model before their eyes, and had nothing to do but to copy after it? Is it not an amazing weakness, that when they have the most beautiful pattern before them, all builders will affect to mend something? So the je ne sgai quoi is lost, and the second building scarce ever equals the first. I preached at Yarm in the evening, and the next at New castle. I know not to what it is owing, that I have felt more weariness this spring, than I had done before for many years; unless to my fall at Christmas, which perhaps weakened the springs of my whole machine more than I was sensible of. Thur. MAY 1. I enjoyed a little rest. I do not find the least change in this respect. I love quietness and silence as well as ever; but if I am called into noise and tumult, all is well. The rain constrained me to preach in the Room, both in the morning and evening. But it was fair at two while I preached abroad at the Fell, where the Room could not contain one half of the congregation. I rode to Sunderland. On Wednesday and Thursday evening, I preached in Monkwearmouth church. Saturday, 10. I spent an agreeable hour at a Quaker's, a man of large substance. His spirit put me in mind of Thomas Keene. May thy last end be like his ! Sun.

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The weather not permitting me to preach abroad, I preached in the Room, morning and evening, and about eleven in Monkwearmouth church. In the evening some hundreds of us solemnly renewed our covenant with God, and he answered many in the joy of their hearts. Monday, 12. After preaching at South-Shields about noon, and at North-Shields in the even ing, I returned to Newcastle. In the following days I preached at as many of the neighbouring places as I could; and on Monday, 19, set out northward. About two I preached to the honest colliers at Placey, and in the evening at Morpeth. Tuesday, 20. About noon I preached at Felton. There were many hearers, though the wind was extremely sharp; and most of them were attentive; but very few seemed to understand 250 REv. J. wesley's June, 1766. anything of the matter. I preached at Alnwick in the evening. Wednesday, 21. We spent an hour in the Castle and the gardens, which the Duke is enlarging and improving daily, and turning into a little paradise. What pity, that he must leave all these, and die like a common man At eleven I preached in the street at Belford, fifteen miles beyond Alnwick. The hearers were seriously attentive, and a few seemed to understand what was spoken. Between six and seven I preached in the Town-hall at Berwick. I had an uncommon liberty in speaking, and a solemn awe sat on the faces of all the hearers. visiting this poor, barren place? Is God again When I came to Old-Camus, I found notice had been given of my preaching about a mile off. So I took horse without delay, and rode to Coppersmith, where the congregation was waiting. I spoke as plain as I possibly could; but very few appeared to be at all affected. It seems to be with them, as with most in the north : They know everything, and feel nothing. I had designed to preach abroad at Dunbar in the evening; but the rain drove us into the House. It was for good. I now had a full stroke at their hearts, and I think some felt themselves sinners. In the afternoon, notice having been given a week before, I went to the Room at Preston-Pans.

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24. In the afternoon, notice having been given a week before, I went to the Room at Preston-Pans. And I had it all to myself; neither man, woman, nor child, offered to look me in the face: So I ordered a chair to be placed in the street. Then forty or fifty crept together; but they were mere stocks and stones; no more concerned than if I had talked Greek. In the evening I preached in the new Room at Edinburgh, a large and commodious building. I spent some hours at the meeting of the National Assembly. I am very far from being of Mr. Whitefield's mind, who greatly commends the solemnity of this meeting. I have seen few less solemn: I was extremely shocked at the behaviour of many of the members. Had any Preacher behaved so at our Conference, he would have had no more place among us. I preached at Leith, and spoke exceeding plain. A few received the truth in the love thereof. Sun. JUNE 1. Many of the Ministers were present at seven, with a large and serious congregation. In the afternoon June, 1766. JOURNAL, 251 I heard a thundering sermon in the new kirk, occasioned by Mr. Jardin's (a Minister) dropping down dead in the Assembly a day or two before. I preached in the evening on "The Spirit and the Bride say, Come!" A few, I trust, closed with the invitation. I came to Dundee, wet enough. But it cleared up in the evening, so that I preached abroad to a large congrega tion, many of whom attended in the morning. Tuesday, 3. The congregation was still larger in the evening, but on Wednesday the rain kept us in the House. Thursday, 5. It being fair, we had a more numerous congregation than ever; to whom, after preaching, I took occasion to repeat most of the plausible objections which had been made to us in Scotland. I then showed our reasons for the things which had been objected to us, and all seemed to be throughly satisfied. The sum of what I spoke was this: "I love plain-dealing. Do not you? I will use it now. Bear with me. "I hang out no false colours; but show you all I am, all I intend, all I do.

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"I hang out no false colours; but show you all I am, all I intend, all I do. "I am a member of the Church of England: But I love good men of every Church. "My ground is the Bible. Yea, I am a Bible-bigot. I follow it in all things, both great and small. "Therefore, 1. I always use a short private prayer, when I attend the public service of God. Do not you? Why do you not? Is not this according to the Bible? "2. I stand whenever I sing the praise of God in public. Does not the Bible give you plain precedents for this? "3. I always kneel before the Lord my Maker, when I pray in public. "4. I generally in public use the Lord's Prayer, because Christ has taught me, when I pray, to say, "I advise every Preacher connected with me, whether in England or Scotland, herein to tread in my steps." We went on to Aberdeen, about seventy measured miles. The congregation in the evening was larger than the usual one at Edinburgh. And the number of those who attended in the morning showed they were not all curious hearers. Knowing no reason why we should make God's day the shortest of the seven, I desired Joseph Thompson to 252 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1766. preach at five. At eight I preached myself. In the afternoon I heard a strong, close sermon, at Old-Aberdeen; and after ward preached in the College kirk, to a very genteel, and yet serious congregation. I then opened and enforced the way of holiness, at New-Aberdeen, on a numerous congregation. Monday, 9. I kept a watch-night, and explained to abundance of genteel people, "One thing is needful;" a great number of whom would not go away, till after the noon of night. I rode over to Sir Archibald Grant's. The church was pretty well filled, and I spoke exceeding plain; yet the hearers did not appear to be any more affected than the stone walls. I returned to Aberdeen, where many of the people were much alive to God. With these our labour has not been in vain; and they are worth all the pains we have taken in Scotland. We reached Brechin a little before twelve.

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At one, Robert Williams preached in the market place, to some thousands of people, all quiet and attentive. About five I preached near the town to a willing multitude, many of whom seemed to be cut to the heart. About two we reached Penrith. Two of our friends guided us thence to Appleby, a county-town worthy of Ireland, containing, at least, five-and-twenty houses. I was desired to preach here; but, being very wet, I chose to ride on to Arthur Johnson's, near Brough. July, 1766. JOURNAL, 255 I would willingly have preached, (though we had rode upwards of seventy miles,) but it was a lone house, and there was not time to gather a congregation. Tuesday, JULY 1. The neighbours soon came together, to whom I preached at seven, and then rode on to Barnard-Castle, and met the Stew ards of the societies, greatly increased since I was here before. At six I preached in an open space, adjoining to the preaching house. As the militia were in town, the far greater part of them attended, with a large congregation from town and country. It rained most of the time I was speaking; but, I believe, hardly six persons went away. At the love-feast which fol lowed, several spoke their experience with all simplicity. One poor mourner was set at liberty, and many greatly comforted. About noon I preached in Teesdale, and in Weardale at six in the evening. Here a poor woman was brought to us, who had been disordered several years, and was now raving mad. She cursed and blasphemed in a terrible manner, and could not stand or sit still for a moment. However, her husband constrained her to come to the place where I was going to preach; and he held her there by main strength, although she shrieked in the most dreadful manner; but in a quarter of an hour she left off shrieking, and sat motionless and silent, till she began crying to God, which she continued to do, almost without intermission, till we left her. We rode through a pleasant vale to Wolsing ham, where I began singing near the middle of the town. A few soon gathered together, and their number increased all the time I was preaching.

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A few soon gathered together, and their number increased all the time I was preaching. Only one young man behaved amiss, striving to divert them that were near him; but they would not be diverted: So that after a while he grew serious too. In the evening we came once more to Newcastle. On Saturday I rode to Sunderland; and at eight the next morning preached at the east end of the town, to a huge multitude, the greater part of whom had little thought of God or devil. Thence we returned to Gateshead-Fell, where was a multitude of another kind, ripe for the whole Gospel. Here, therefore, as well as at the Garth-Heads about five, I enlarged on those solemn words, "To-day, if you will hear his voice, harden not your hearts." I rode to Durham, and preached about noon on our Lord's lamentation over Jerusalem. In the evening, the rain hindering me from preaching in the street, at Hartlepool, I 256 REv. J. wesDEY's July, 1766. had a large congregation in the assembly-room. Many of them were present again in the morning, and seemed "almost persuaded to be Christians." While I was preaching at Stockton, a drunken man made some disturbance. I turned and spoke strongly to him. He stood reproved, and listened with much attention. Wednesday, 9. We had our Quarterly Meeting at Yarm. The societies in this Circuit increase; that is, among the poor; for the rich, generally speaking, "care for none of these things." About two in the afternoon, I preached at Potto, and in the evening at Hutton-Rudby. Here is the largest society in these parts, and the most alive to God. After spending some time with them all, I met those apart who believe they are saved from sin. I was agreeably surprised. I think not above two, out of sixteen or seventeen whom I examined, have lost the direct witness of that salvation ever since they experienced it. I preached at five, on the spies who "brought up an evil report" on the good land. I breakfasted at 's, and met with a very remarkable family. He himself, his wife, and three of his daughters, are a pattern to all round about them. About nine I preached in the new House at Stokesley; but it would by no means contain the congregation.

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As it rained, I desired the men to put on their hats; but in two or three minutes they pulled them off again, and seemed to mind nothing but how they might "know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." We rode to Skipton in Craven. I designed to preach in the market-place; but the rain prevented. So I stood near Mr. Garforth's house, where many were under shelter; but many remained without, seeming not to think whether it rained or not. Will all these be barren and unfruitful? I preached at Addingham about nine, and at Guiseley in the evening. Sunday, 27. As Baildon church would not near contain the congregation, after the Prayers were ended I came out into the church-yard, both morning and afternoon. The wind was extremely high, and blew in my face all the time; yet, I believe, all the people could hear. At Bradford there was so huge a multitude, and the rain so damped my voice, that many in the skirts of the congregation could not hear distinctly. They have just built a preaching-house, fifty-four feet square, the largest octagon we have in England; and it is the first of the kind where the roof is built with common sense, rising only a third of its breadth; yet it is as firm as any in England; nor does it at all hurt the walls. Why then does any roof rise higher? Only through want of skill, or want of honesty, in the builder. I preached at Colne. And here I found one whom I had sent for some years ago. She lives two miles from Colne, and is of an unblamable behaviour. Her name is Ann A m. She is now in the twenty-sixth year of her age. The account she gives is as follows:- "I cannot now remember the particulars which I told Mr. Grimshaw from time to time; but I well remember, that from the time I was about four years old, after I was in bed I used to see several persons walking up and down the room. They all used to come very near the bed, and look upon me, but say -Aug. 1766. JOURNAL. 259 nothing.

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nothing. Some of them looked very sad, and some looked very cheerful; some seemed pleased, others very angry; and these frayed me sore; especially a man and a woman of our own parish, who seemed fighting, and died soon after. None of them spake to me but a lad about sixteen, who, a week before, died of the small-pox. I said to him, 'You are dead! How did you get out of the other place?" He said, 'Easily enough." I said, 'Nay, I think if I was there, I should not get out so easily." He looked exceeding angry. I was frighted, and began to pray, and he vanished away. If it was ever so dark when any of them appeared, there was light all round them. This continued till I was sixteen or seventeen; but it frighted me more and more; and I was troubled because people talked about me; and many told me I was a witch. This made me cry earnestly to God to take it away from me. In a week or two it was all at an end; and I have seen nothing since." In the evening I preached near the preaching-house at Paddiham, and strongly insisted on communion with God, as the only religion that would avail us. At the close of the sermon came Mr. M. His long, white beard showed that his present disorder was of some continuance. In all other respects he was quite sensible; but he told me, with much concern, "You can have no place in heaven without a beard Therefore, I beg, let yours grow immediately." I rode to Rosendale; which, notwithstanding its name, is little else than a chain of mountains. The rain in the evening obliged me to preach in the new House, near a village called New-Church. As many as could, crowded in, and many more stood at the door; but many were constrained to go away. Thursday, 31. I preached at Bacup, and then rode on to Heptonstall. The tall mountain on which it stands is quite steep and abrupt, only where the roads are made; and the deep valleys that surround it, as well as the sides of the mountains beyond, are well clothed with grass, corn, and trees.

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5. I preached near Helstone, to an exceeding large and serious congregation. What a surprising change is wrought here also, within a few years, where a Methodist Preacher could hardly go through the street without a shower of stones At one I began preaching in a meadow adjoining to Penzance. The whole congregation behaved well. The old bitterness is gone, and perhaps, had it not been market day, I might have had a quiet hearing in the market-place. In the evening I preached at Newlyn. Small rain fell all the time; but none went away. At eight I preached in Mousehole, a large village south-west from Newlyn. Thence I went to Buryan church, and, as soon as the service was ended, preached near the church yard, to a numerous congregation. Just after I began, I saw a gentleman before me, shaking his whip, and vehemently striving to say something. But he was abundantly too warm to say anything intelligibly. So, after walking a while to and fro, he wisely took horse and rode away. The multitude of people at St. Just constrained me to preach abroad, though it rained the whole time. But this did not discourage the congregation, who not only stayed till I had concluded, but were not in haste to go away then; many still hovering about the place. -In riding to St. Ives, I called on one with whom I used to lodge, two or three and twenty years ago, Alice Daniel, at Rosemargay. Her sons are all gone from her; and she has but one daughter left, who is always ill. Her husband is dead; and she can no longer read her Bible, for she is stone-blind. Yet she murmurs at nothing, but cheerfully waits till her appointed time shall come. How many of these jewels may lie hid, up and down; forgotten of men, but precious in the sight of God! In the evening I preached at St. Ives, a little above the town, to the largest congregation I ever saw there. Indeed Sept. 1766. JOURNAL, 265 nearly the whole town seems convinced of the truth; yea, and almost persuaded to be Christians. I preached at Lelant about one, but the rain drove us into the House; and at St.

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10. I preached at Lelant about one, but the rain drove us into the House; and at St. Ives, all I could do was to preach to as many as the House would hold, and a few at the door. But the next evening I stood in the meadow again, and enforced those solemn words, "Come, Lord Jesus !" I rode to St. Hilary, and in the evening preached near the new House, on, "Awake, thou that sleepest." In returning to my lodging, it being dark, my horse was just stepping into a tin-pit, when an honest man caught him by the bridle, and turned his head the other way. I preached at noon in the new House at Crowan, it being a very stormy day. But I knew not what to do at Redruth, in the evening: The House was far too small, and the wind was exceeding high, and brought on frequent and heavy showers. However, I chose the most convenient part of the street; and we had but one short shower till I concluded. I preached in St. Agnes at eight. The congre gation in Redruth, at one, was the largest I ever had seen there; but small, compared to that which assembled at five, in the natural amphitheatre at Gwennap; far the finest I know in the kingdom. It is a round, green hollow, gently shelving down, about fifty feet deep; but I suppose it is two hundred across one way, and near three hundred the other. I believe there were full twenty thousand people; and, the evening being calm, all could hear. I preached at Cubert, and next morning rode on to St. Columb. Being desired to break the ice here, I began preaching, without delay, in a gentleman's yard adjoining to the main street. I chose this, as neither too public nor too private. I fear the greater part of the audience understood full little of what they heard. However, they behaved with seriousness and good manners. Hence I rode to Port-Isaac, now one of the liveliest places in Cornwall. The weather being uncertain, I preached near the House. But there was no rain while I preached, except the gracious rain which God sent upon his inheritance. Here Mr. Buckingham met me, who, for fear of offending the Bishop, broke off all commerce with the Methodists.

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Buckingham met me, who, for fear of offending the Bishop, broke off all commerce with the Methodists. He had no sooner done this, than the Bishop rewarded him by turning him out of his curacy; which, had he continued to 266 REv. J. wesLEY's Oct. 1766. walk in Christian simplicity, he would probably have had to this day. I twice stopped a violent bleeding from a cut, by applying a brier-leaf. The Room at Launceston would not near contain the congregation in the evening, to whom I strongly applied the case of the impotent man at the pool of Bethesda. Many were much affected; but O, how few are willing to be made whole ! I rode to Collumpton, preached at six, and then went on to Tiverton. Friday, 19, came a messenger from Jo. Magor, dangerously ill at Sidmouth, four or five and twenty miles off, to tell me he could not die in peace till he had seen me. So the next morning, after preaching, I set out, spent an hour with him, by which he was exceedingly refreshed, and returned to Tiverton time enough to rest a little before the evening preaching. I preached, morning and evening, in the market house, and at one in an open place at Bampton. Monday, 22. I preached in the street at Culmstock, to almost all the inhabitants of the town. A little before six in the evening I preached at Mr. Jones's door, in Middlesey. Many of the hearers did once run well; some of whom resolve to set out anew. Tuesday, 23. At eleven I preached to a large and serious congregation at Lymsham-Green. When I concluded, a Clergyman began to entertain the people with a dispute concerning Lay-Preachers. In the instant began a violent shower; so they left him to himself. But it was fair again in the afternoon, and we had a pleasant ride to Bristol. I preached in Princes-Street at eight, in Kings wood at two, and at five near the new Square. The last especially was an acceptable time; particularly while I was explaining, "Neither can they die any more; but are the children of God, being children of the resurrection." In the following days I preached at Pensford, Paulton, Coleford, Buckland, Frome, Beckington, Freshford, and Bradford. Sunday, October 5.

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I rode by Shoreham to Sevenoaks. In the little journeys which I have lately taken, I have thought much on the huge encomiums which have been for many ages bestowed on a country life. How have all the learned world cried out, O.fortunati nimium, sua si bona norint Agricolae : Too happy, if their happiness they knew ! Nov. 1766. JOURNAL. 269 But, after all, what a flat contradiction is this to universal experience! See that little house, under the wood, by the river side There is rural life in perfection. How happy then is the farmer that lives there ! Let us take a detail of his happiness. He rises with, or before, the sun, calls his servants, looks to his swine and cows, then to his stables and barns. He sees to the ploughing and sowing his ground, in winter or in spring. In summer and autumn he hurries and sweats among his mowers and reapers. And where is his happiness in the mean time? Which of these employments do we envy? Or do we envy the delicate repast that succeeds, which the poet so languishes for ? O quando faba, Pythagorae cognata, simulque Uncta satis pingui ponentur oluscula lardo / "O the happiness of eating beans well greased with fat bacon / Nay, and cabbage too !" Was Horace in his senses when he talked thus, or the servile herd of his imitators? Our eyes and ears may convince us there is not a less happy body of men in all England than the country farmers. In general, their life is supremely dull; and it is usually unhappy too. For of all people in the kingdom, they are most discontented; seldom satisfied either with God Or man. I set out early for Northampton. But before we came to Luton, James Glasbrook met me, and informed me that he had given notice of my preaching every day, at one place or another, in Bedfordshire. Upon reflection, we thought it best for Mr. Blackwell to go to Northampton, and for me to keep the appointments which had been made. So I preached in Luton at two, and in the evening at Sundon. Tuesday,

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Tuesday, 1f. I preached, between one and two, at a village called Milbrook, to a company of plain, serious people; and in the evening at Wotton-Pillidge, where several have already found this word to be "the power of God unto salvation." Wednesday, 12. I preached at two in Lidlington, to another company of plain country people. Thence we crossed over to Copel, where is at present the most lively of all the little societies in Bedfordshire. Thursday, 13. I rode to Bedford, and in the evening spoke with more plainness, I may indeed say roughness, than ever I did before, if haply God might 270 REv. J. wesLEY's Jan. 1767. rouse some of these drowsy people. Friday, 14. I preached at Luton; and on Saturday I returned to London. I strongly inculcated family religion, the grand desideratum among the Methodists. Many were ashamed before God, and at length adopted Joshua's resolution, "As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." I conversed with a young Clergyman full of good resolutions. But I judge it impossible they can hold; for he has not the least conception of his own weakness. I preached on the Education of Children, wherein we are so shamefully wanting. Many were now deeply convinced of this. I hope they will not all stifle that conviction. Mon. DECEMBER 8. I went to Canterbury, and on Wed nesday, 10, to Dover. At all the sea-ports we have a multitude of hearers. Is not this a token for good to the nation? Surely mercy "embraces us on every side." Will it not likewise go through the land? I preached at Dover, Sandwich, Ramsgate, and Margate; on Friday, at Canterbury. I have not seen this society so at unity among themselves for many years. Saturday, 13. I left them with much satisfaction, and cheerfully returned to London. I spent an hour with ; just of the same spirit as she was twenty years ago. So hitherto all the bad labour of my small friends is lost. At five in the morning I again began a course of sermons on Christian Perfection; if haply that thirst after it might return which was so general a few years ago. Since that time, how deeply have we grieved the Holy Spirit of God!

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11.) 'By these marks do we labour to distinguish ourselves from those whose minds or lives are not according to the Gospel of Christ.' (P. 12.) "Upon this Rusticulus, or Dr. Dodd, says, "A Methodist, according to Mr. Wesley, is one who is perfect, and sinneth not in thought, word, or deed.' "Sir, have me excused. This is not 'according to Mr. Wesley.' I have told all the world I am not perfect; and yet you allow me to be a Methodist. I tell you flat, I have not attained the character I draw. Will you pin it upon me in spite of my teeth? "But Mr. Wesley says, the other Methodists have. I say no such thing. What I say, after having given a scriptural account of a perfect Christian, is this: 'By these marks the Methodists desire to be distinguished from other men: By these we labour to distinguish ourselves." And do not you yourself desire and labour after the very same thing? "But you insist, 'Mr. Wesley affirms the Methodists' (i.e., all Methodists) 'to be perfectly holy and righteous." Where do I affirm this? Not in the Tract before us. In the front of this I affirm just the contrary; and that I affirm it any where else is more than I know. Be pleased, Sir, to point out the place: Till this is done, all you add (bitterly enough) is mere brutum fulmen; and the Methodists (so 274, REv. J. wesLEY's March, 1767. called) may still declare, (without any impeachment of their sincerity,) that they do not come to the holy table "trusting in their own righteousness, but in God's manifold and great mercies.' I am, Sir, "Yours, c., In the evening I left London, and reached Bath on Tuesday, in the afternoon, time enough to wait on that venerable man, the Bishop of Londonderry. After spending an agreeable and a profitable hour with him, my brother read Prayers, and I preached at Lady H.'s chapel. I know not when I have seen a more serious or more deeply attentive congregation. Is it possible? Can the Gospel have place where Satan's throne is? Thursday, 12, and the two following days, I examined the society in Bristol.

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Thursday, 12, and the two following days, I examined the society in Bristol. Still I find the greatest part to be in peace and love, and none blamable as to their outward conversation; but life, power, and "struggling into God," are wanting: Few are agonizing to be altogether Christians. Finding no ship which could take over me and my horses, I set out, with Thomas Dancer, for Liverpool. Wednesday, 18. I reached Wednesbury, but with difficulty; for my horse, which I left in October, to rest for six months, had been rode all the winter, and was now galled, jaded, and worn to skin and bones. Pushing through the rain and violent wind, we came in the evening to Nantwich. But I knew not where to go, till a good woman in the street asked me, if Mr. Wesley was come; and conducted me to the place where the people were waiting. Many were noisy at first, because they could not get in: But when they did, all was silent. I rode on through more storms to Liverpool: But here too I found no ship to carry my horses; so, Monday, 23, I set out for Portpatrick. This day we rode but about forty miles; the next to Kendal, where I preached at six, and spent a comfortable evening at Serjeant Southwell's. Wednesday, 25. The rain, which began yesterday moon, continued till noon to-day, without intermission: But though driven against us by a strong wind, it was nothing so troublesome as the piercing cold, while we afterwards rode between the snowy mountains, the road also being covered with snow. However, after a short bait at Keswick, we reached Cockermouth in the afternoon. April, 1767. JoURNAL. 275 The mare T. Dancer rode being now quite lame, I left him to cross over at Whitehaven; and Mr. Atlay, who came just in time, offered to accompany me to Portpatrick. Thursday, 26. We rode through miserable roads to Solway-Frith: But the guides were so deeply engaged in a cock-fight, that none could be procured to show us over. We procured one, however, between three and four: But there was more sea than we expected; so that, notwithstanding all I could do, my legs and the skirts of my coat were in the water.

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westEY's April, 1767. At five in the evening we had the largest congregation I had seen in Ulster; and I believe many found much of the presence of God, but still more at the meeting of the society. Monday, 6. The congregation was surprisingly large this morning, and still larger every morning and evening. Wed nesday, 8. I preached at noon to our old society at Terry hugan, the mother-church of all these parts. Thursday, 9. The House would not contain the people at Tanderagee, even at five in the morning; so I went to the market-house, where God gave us a solemn and affectionate parting. I was not glad to hear that some of the Seceders had settled in these parts also. Those of them who have yet fallen in my way are more uncharitable than the Papists themselves. I never yet met a Papist who avowed the principle of murdering heretics: But a Seceding Minister being asked, "Would not you, if it was in your power, cut the throats of all the Method ists?" replied directly, "Why, did not Samuel hew Agag in pieces before the Lord?" I have not yet met a Papist in this kingdom, who would tell me to my face, all but themselves must be damned. But I have seen Seceders enough, who make no scruple to affirm, none but themselves could be saved. And this is the natural consequence of their doctrine: For as they hold, 1. That we are saved by faith alone; 2. That faith is, the holding such and such opinions; it follows, all who do not hold those opinions have no faith, and, therefore, cannot be saved. About noon I preached near Dawson's Grove, to a large and serious congregation; but to a far larger in the evening at Kilmaraty. I do not wonder the Gospel runs so swiftly in these parts. The people in general have the finest natural tempers which I ever knew; they have the softness and courtesy of the Irish, with the seriousness of the Scots, and the openness of the English. At one I preached at Portadown, a place not troubled with any kind of religion. I stood in the street and cried, "Now God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." The people gathered from all sides, and when I prayed, kneeled down upon the stones, rich and poor, all round me.

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I stood in the street and cried, "Now God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." The people gathered from all sides, and when I prayed, kneeled down upon the stones, rich and poor, all round me. In the evening I preached again at Kilmaraty. At five in the morning the House was well filled; and a little after six I cheerfully commended them to the grace of God. About three I preached at a village called The April, 1767. JOURNAL, 277 Grange. The people came from several miles round, and seemed to hear with the spirit, and with the understanding also. At six I preached near Cock-Hill; where at nine in the morning, Sunday, 12, we had a congregation from all parts. But this was more than doubled at five in the evening. All were serious, and, according to the custom of the country, when I went to prayer, immediately kneeled, though it was in the high road. I believe not a few were deeply wounded. O may none heal the wound slightly I preached at Mount-Roe, a gentleman's seat, about three miles from Cock-Hill; Tuesday, 14, at Clanmain. This, I believe, was, two years since, the only society in these parts. I think there are now one or two and twenty, within the compass of ten miles. I rode to Armagh. Half an hour before the time of preaching, an officer came, and said, "Sir, the Sovereign (or Mayor) orders me to inform you, you shall not preach in his town." In order to make the trial, I walked to the market house at six. I had just begun when the Sovereign came. I was informed his name was Harcourt. He was talking very loud, and tolerably fast, when a gentleman came and said, "Sir, if you are not allowed to preach here, you are welcome to preach in Mr. M"Gough's avenue." Mr. M"Gough, one of the chief merchants in the town, himself showed us the way. I suppose thrice as many people flocked together there, as would have heard me in the market-house. So did the wise providence of God draw good out of evil! And his word had indeed free course. About one I preached to a large congregation at Dungannon, in the county of Tyrone; and in the evening, before the gate of the great old house, at Castle-Caulfield.

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So having no business there, I left it in the morning, preached at Clare about eight, and in the evening at Limerick. The continued rain kept me from preaching abroad this week; and I was scandalized at the smallness of the congregation in the House. I am afraid my glorying, touching many of these societies, is at an end. Almost throughout the province of Ulster I found the work of God increasing; and not a little in Connaught, particularly at Sligo, Castlebar, and Galway. But in Munster, a land flowing with milk and honey, how widely is the case altered ! At Ennis, the god of this world has wholly prevailed; at Clare there is but a spark left; and at Limerick itself, I find only the remembrance of the fire which was kindled two years ago. And yet one of the two Preachers who was here last was almost universally admired ! But, alas ! how little does this avail! "He is the best Physician," said a sensible man, "not who talks best, or who writes best, but who performs the most cures." The weather being fair, I took my stand in the Old-Camp, and had, I believe, as many hearers as all the preceding week put together. There was a solemn awe throughout the congregation, and I began to hope, God would revive his work. Monday, 18. I spoke to the members of the society severally; most of them appeared to be honest 280 Rev. J. weslEY's May, 1767. and upright. But a general faintness seemed to have spread among them; there was no zeal, no vigour of grace. I preached about noon at Ballygarame, to what is left of the poor Palatines. Many are gone to America; many scattered up and down in various parts of the kingdom. Every where they are patterns of industry and frugality. In the evening I preached at Newmarket. Sunday, 24. The Old-Camp would ill contain the congregation, closely wedged in together. Afterwards we had a solemn hour at the meeting of the society; in which God caused many of the bones which had been broken to rejoice. So they are set upon their feet once again. Now let them run with patience the race set before them. I rode to Shronill, and preached at twelve to the largest congregation I have ever seen there.

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15. I rode through a pleasant and well-cultivated country to Aghrim. For many years I have not seen so large a congregation here, and so remarkably well-behaved. At the prayer, both before and after sermon, all of them kneeled upon the grass. A few of the poor Papists only remained standing, at a distance from the rest of the people. These would come in droves at every place, if the Priests, as well as the King, would grant liberty of conscience. June, 1767. JOURNAL. 283 At the desire of the good old widow, Mrs. M-, I went with Mr. S to C . Lord and Lady M- were there before us; to whom I was probably A not-expected, much-unwelcome guest. But whatsoever it was to them, it was a heavy afternoon to me; as I had no place to retire to, and so was obliged to be in genteel company, for two or three hours together. O what a dull thing is life without religion I do not wonder that time hangs heavy upon the hands of all who know not God, unless they are perpetually drunk with noise and hurry of one kind or another. We came to Athlone. Here the scene was changed. I was among those that both feared and loved God; but to this day they have not recovered the loss which they sustained, when they left off going to church. It is true they have long been convinced of their mistake: Yet the fruit of it still remains; so that there are very few who retain that vigour of spirit which they before enjoyed. At seven I preached in the new House, which Mr. S. has built entirely at his own expense. The congregation was, as usual, both large and serious. I rested the four following days, only preaching morning and evening. Sunday, 21. We had a solemn meeting of the society at five. After preaching at eight I would willingly have gone to church, but was informed there had been no Service for near two years, and would be none for a year or two longer, the inside of the church wanting to be repaired: In the evening I preached in the barracks.

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Willing to try every way, he ordered one to read to her Burkitt upon the New Testament, till she cried, "Take it away; I cannot bear it!" and attempted to run away: But her father held her; and, when she struggled, beat her, and told her she should hear it, whether she would or no. She grew worse and worse; could neither eat, drink, nor sleep; and pined away to a mere skeleton. She wandered about, as one distracted, in the fields and lanes, seeking rest, but finding none. She was exceedingly tempted to destroy herself; but that thought came into her mind, "If I do, I shall leap into hell immediately. I must go thither; but I will keep out of it as long as I can." She was wandering about one day, when a person met her, and advised her to hear the Methodists. Although she hated them, yet she was willing to do anything for ease, and so one evening came to the preaching. After the service was over, she desired to speak to the Preacher, Mr. Pawson; but she talked quite wildly. However, he encouraged her to come to the Saviour of sinners, and cry to him for deliverance. "The next day" (so Mr. P. continues the account) "about twelve of us met together, and prayed with her. I found great freedom, and a full confidence that God would deliver her. After prayer, she said, 'I never felt my heart pray before. I felt my heart go along with the Preacher's words; they have done me good at my heart. My despair is all gone, I have a hope that I shall be saved. The next morning two or three prayed with her again. She spent all the day with one or another of the Methodists, and did not go home till night. Her father then asked, "Nelly, where have you been all this time?" She answered, 'I have been among the Methodists." "The Methodists!' said he, 'have you got any good there?" She June, 1767. JOURNAL, 285 replied, 'Yes, I bless God I have. I now hope I shall be saved. 'Well, said he, 'I care not where you go, if you only get relief. She then went to bed, but could not sleep.

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Sometimes she felt resentment for a short time, of which darkness was the sure consequence; but if at any time she lost the consciousness of pardon, it almost took away her life; nor could she rest satisfied a moment, till she regained the light of his countenance. She always judged it was the privilege of every believer, constantly to 'walk in the light;' and that nothing but sin could rob any, who had true faith, of their confidence in a pardoning God. "She was tried from within and without for about five years, yet kept from all known sin. In the year 1761, it pleased God to show her more clearly than ever, under a sermon preached by John Johnson, the absolute necessity of being saved from all sin, and perfected in love. And now her constant cry was, 'Lord, take full possession of my heart, and reign there without a rival l' Nor was this at all hindered by her disorders, the gravel and colic, which about this time began to be very violent. "In the year 1762, she believed God did hear her prayer; that her soul was entirely filled with love, and all unholy tempers destroyed; and for several months she rejoiced evermore, prayed without ceasing, and in everything gave thanks. Her happiness had no intermission, day or night; yea, and increased while her disorder increased exceedingly. "But in the beginning of the year 1763, when some unkind things were whispered about concerning her, she gave way to the temptation, and felt again a degree of anger in her heart. This soon occasioned a doubt, whether she was not deceived before in thinking she was saved from sin. But she said, 'Whether I was or no, I am sure I may be; and I am" determined now to seek it from the Lord." "From this time her disorders gradually increased. When ever I was in town," I visited her from time to time, and always found her, whatever her pains were, resigned to the will of God; having a clear sense of his favour, and a strong confidence that he would finish his work in her soul. Mr. Johnson. July, 1767. JOURNAL. 291 "So soon as I came to town, January, 1767, she sent for me.

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He was a sexton, and yet for many years had little troubled himself about religion. I set down his words, and leave every man to form his own judgment upon them: "Sixteen weeks ago, I was walking, an hour before sunset, behind the high-kirk; and, looking on one side, I saw one close to me, who looked in my face, and asked me how I did. I answered, "Pretty well. He said, 'You have had many troubles; but how have you improved them?" He then told me all that ever I did; yea, and the thoughts that had been in my heart; adding, 'Be ready for my second coming:' And he was gone I knew not how. I trembled all over, and had no strength in me; but sunk down to the ground. From that time I groaned continually under the load of sin, till at the Lord's Supper it was all taken away." I was sorry to find both the society and the congregations smaller than when I was here last. I impute this chiefly to the manner of preaching which has been generally used. The people have been told, frequently and strongly, of their coldness, deadness, heaviness, and littleness of faith, but very rarely of any thing that would move thank fulness. Hereby many were driven away, and those that remained were kept cold and dead. I encouraged them strongly at eight in the morning; and about noon preached upon the Castle-Hill, on, "There is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth." The sun shone exceeding hot upon my head; but all was well; for God was in the midst of us. In the evening I preached on Luke xx. 34, c., and many were comforted; especially while I was enlarging 294 REv. J. wesLEY's Aug. 1767. on those deep words, "Neither can they die any more, but are equal to the angels, and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection." I visited as many as I could, sick and well, and endeavoured to confirm them. In the evening I preached at seven, and again at nine. We concluded about twelve. One then came to me with an unexpected message. A gentleman in the west of Scotland was a serious, sensible man, but violently attached both to the doctrine and discipline of the Kirk.

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12. I took coach. The next day we reached Grantham, and London about seven on Friday evening; having run, that day, an hundred and ten miles. On the road I read over Seller's "History of Palmyra," and Norden's "Travels into Egypt and Abyssinia;" two as dry and unsatisfying books as ever I read in my life. I hoped to have preached in the fields; but the rain prevented. However, one of our brethren preached there at seven, to thousands upon thousands; and there was not the least shadow of interruption. How long will these halcyon days continue? I met in Conference with our Assistants and a select number of Preachers. To these were added, on Thursday and Friday, Mr. Whitefield, Howell Harris, and many Stewards and Local Preachers. Love and har mony reigned from the beginning to the end; but we have all need of more love and holiness; and, in order thereto, of crying continually, "Lord, increase our faith !" Having finished my work at London for the present, on Monday, 24, I rode to Wycombe, and preached in the evening to a numerous and deeply-attentive congregation. I read Mr. Crantz's "Account of the Mission into Greenland." Although I make much allowance for the liberty which I know the Brethren take, in their accounts of one another, yet I do not see any reason to doubt that some of the Heathens have been converted. But what pity that so affecting an account should be disgraced with those vile, dog gerel verses; just calculated to make the whole performance stink in the nostrils of all sensible men In the evening the multitude that flocked together obliged me to preach abroad. I saw but three or four that seemed unaffected; and those, I suppose, were footmen; a race of men who are commonly lost to all sense of shame, as well as of good and evil. I rode to Ipstone-Hall, near Stoken church, and preached about ten o'clock; and, in the evening, at Witney. The next evening I preached on Wood-Green, near the town, to an huge congregation, on, "Seek ye the Lord, while he may be found; call ye upon him, while he is near." Scarce any 296 REv. J. weslEY's Sept. 1767. were light or unattentive. Surely some will bring forth fruit unto perfection. Fri.

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I preached at Stow-in-the-Wold about ten, to a very dull, quiet congregation; and in the evening to almost such another, at Gloucester. Saturday, 29. We rode to Brecknock. Sunday, 30. One of Trevecka gave us a strange account: A young woman, who served as dairy-maid there, was beloved by all the family. She was loving to every one, never angry, never out of humour. That morning she was much happier, and had a fuller manifestation of the love of God than ever. As she was coming through the entry, a lad met her with a gun in his hand, which he did not know was charged. He presented it, and said, "Nanny, I will shoot you." The gun went off, and shot her through the heart. She fell on her face, and, without any struggle or groan, immediately expired. I preached at eight to a large and serious congregation, and on the Bulwarks at five. A multitude of people attended; and even the Gentry seemed, for the present, almost persuaded to be Christians. I rode to Carmarthen, and, a little before six, went down to the Green. The congregation was near as large as that at Brecknock, but nothing so gay; being almost all poor or middling people. To these, therefore, I directly preached the Gospel. They heard it with greediness; and though I was faint and weary when I began, I was soon as a giant refreshed with wine. Tues. SEPTEMBER 1. I rode on to Pembroke, and, this and the next evening, preached in the main street, to far more than the House could have contained. In the mornings we were within. Wednesday, 2. Upon inquiry, I found the work of God in Pembrokeshire had been exceedingly hindered, chiefly by Mr. Davies's Preachers, who had continually inveighed against ours, and thereby frightened abundance of people from hearing, or coming near them. This had some times provoked them to retort, which always made a bad matter worse. The advice, therefore, which I gave them was, 1. Let all the people sacredly abstain from backbiting, tale-bearing, evil-speaking: 2. Let all our Preachers abstain from returning railing for railing, either in public or in private; as well as from disputing: 3. Let them never preach controversy, but plain, practical, and experimental religion. -About noon I preached at Lamphy, a village Sept. 1767. JOURNAL, 297 two miles from Pembroke.

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The bigots on all sides were ashamed, and felt that, in Christ Jesus, nothing avails but the "faith that worketh by love." About twelve I preached to a large and serious congregation in the assembly-room at Cowbridge; and in the evening, in the Court-House at Cardiff; where, both this and the following evening, we had most of the Gentry in the town; and, both the mornings, the hearers were more than for many years. Who knows but, even in this desolate town, God may build up the waste places? 298 REv. J. wesDEY's Sept. 1767. I rode to Llanbraddoch, a single house, delight fully situated near the top of an high mountain; and in the evening preached to a serious company of plain Welshmen with uncommon enlargement of heart. Saturday, 12. Setting out early, I reached Chepstow before noon, and preached at a friend's door, to a civil, unconcerned congregation. We came to the Old Passage, (being told we had time to spare,) a few minutes after the boat was gone off. Finding they would not pass again that day, I left my horses behind; and, crossing over in a small boat, got to Bristol soon enough to preach in the evening. The following week I visited most of the Somersetshire societies. Sunday, 20, (as the Sunday before,) I preached in Princes-Street at eight; about two under the sycamore-tree at Kingswood; and at five in the new Square, to a larger congregation than, I think, was ever there before. Monday, 21. I preached at Pensford, Paulton, and Coleford; on Tuesday noon, at Midsummer-Norton; (so called, I suppose, because formerly it was accessible at no other time of the year;) and in the evening, at Coleford again, where we had a comfortable love-feast, at which many spoke their experience with all simplicity. Wed, 23. About noon I preached at Buckland, and in the evening at Frome: But the House was too small, so that many were constrained to go away. So the next evening I preached in a meadow, where a multitude, of all denomina tions, attended. It seems that God is at length giving a more general call to this town also; the people whereof seemed before, in every sense, to be "rich and increased in goods, and having need of nothing." Fri.

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It seems that God is at length giving a more general call to this town also; the people whereof seemed before, in every sense, to be "rich and increased in goods, and having need of nothing." I was desired to preach at Freshford; but the people durst not come to the House, because of the small-pox, of which Joseph Allen, "an Israelite indeed," had died the day before. So they placed a table near the church-yard. But I had no sooner begun to speak, than the bells began to ring, by the procurement of a neighbouring gentleman. However, it was labour lost; for my voice prevailed, and the people heard me distinctly: Nay, a person extremely deaf, who had not been able to hear a sermon for several years, told his neighbours, with great joy, that he had heard and understood all, from the beginning to the end. I preached at Bristol in the evening, on 2 Cor. iv. 17, a Sept. 1767. JOURNAL, 299 text which had been chosen by William New, a little before God called him hence. He laboured under a deep asthma for several years, and for seven or eight months was confined to his bed; where he was, from time to time, visited by a friend, who wrote the following account : "He was one of the first Methodists in Bristol, and always walked as became the Gospel. By the sweat of his brow he maintained a large family, leaving six children behind him. When he was no longer able to walk, he did not discontinue his labour; and, after he kept his room, he used to cut out glass, (being a glazier,) to enable his eldest son, a child about fourteen, to do something toward the support of his family. Yea, when he kept his bed, he was not idle; but still gave him what assistance he could. "He was formerly fond of company and diversions; but, as soon as God called him, left them all, having a nobler diversion, visiting the sick and afflicted, in which he spent all his leisure hours. He was diligent in the use of all the means of grace; very rarely, during his health, missing the morning preaching at five, though he lived above a mile from the Room.

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In field-preaching, more than any other means, God is found of them that sought him not. By this, death, heaven, and hell, come to the ears, if not the hearts, of them that "care for none of these things." Friday, October 2, and some days in the following week, I visited the other societies round Bristol. Sunday, ll. I preached at eight in Princes-Street, and, a little before five, near the new Square; where, notwithstanding the keenness of the wind, the congregation was exceeding large. I permitted all of Mr. Whitefield's society that pleased, to be present at the love-feast that followed. I hope we shall "not know war any more," unless with the world, the flesh, and the devil. I preached at Bradford; on Tuesday, at Salis bury; on Wednesday, about one, at Romsey; whence I rode to Southampton; and, the wind being so high that I could not well preach abroad, I sent a line to the Mayor, requesting leave to preach in the Town-Hall. In an hour he sent me word, I might; but in an hour more he retracted. Poor Mayor of Southampton So I preached in a small room, and did not repent my labour. About noon I preached at Fareham, then went on to Portsmouth Common. I sent to desire the use of the Tabernacle, but was answered, Not unless I would preach the Perseverance of the Saints. At six I preached in our own Room, which was sufficiently crowded both within and without. Resolving there should be room for all that would come, I preached the next afternoon on the side of the Common; and the whole congregation was as quiet as that in the Square at Bristol. Saturday, 17. I set out early, and in the evening came to London. I went to Colchester, and spent three days very agreeably, among a quiet and loving people. All their little misunderstandings are now at an end. Yet they had not the life which they had once: A loss of this kind is not easily recovered. Saturday, 24. I returned to London. I began my little tour through Northampton shire and Bedfordshire. I preached at Whittlebury in the 302 REv. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1767. evening. Tuesday, 27.

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Tuesday, 27. I rode to Weedon, where, the use of the church being refused, I accepted the offer of the Presby terian meeting-house, and preached to a crowded audience. Wednesday, 28. About two in the afternoon I preached at Towcester, where, though many could not get in, yet all were quiet. Hence we rode to Northampton, where, in the evening, (our own Room being far too small,) I preached in the riding-school to a large and deeply-serious congregation. After service, I was challenged by one that was my parishioner at Epworth, near forty years ago. I drank tea at her house the next afternoon with her daughter-in-law from London, very big with child, and greatly afraid that she should die in labour. When we went to prayers, I enlarged in prayer for her in particular. Within five minutes after we went away her pangs began, and soon after she was delivered of a fine boy. Friday, 30. I rode across the country to Bedford, and preached in the evening to a civil, heavy congregation. Saturday, 31. After preaching at Luton in the way, I returned to London. Sun. NoveMBER 1. Being All-Saints' Day, (a festival I dearly love,) I could not but observe the admirable propriety with which the Collect, Epistle, and Gospel for the day are suited to each other. As I was to set out for Kent in the morning, Mr. B. invited me to spend the evening with him at Lewisham. Soon after we took horse, we found one of our horses lame. On inquiry, it appeared that five nails were driven into the quick: So we were at a full stop. But Mr. B. supplying us with another horse, we rode on, through heavy rain, to Staplehurst. In the evening I met with a young Clergyman, who seemed to have no desire, but to save his own soul and those that heard him. I advised him to expect crosses and persecution. But he was sure his Rector would stand by him. Vain hope, that the children of the world should long stand by the children of God! Soon after, his Rector told him, unless he kept away from this people he must leave his curacy. I rode to Rye, and preached in the evening.

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3. I rode to Rye, and preached in the evening. A poor prodigal, who was cut to the heart the first time I was there, was one of the audience; but exceeding drunk. He dined with us the next day; but was still so muddled, that I could make no impression on him. He was almost persuaded to be a Christian; but I doubt is now farther off than ever. In the Nov. 1767. JOURNAL. 303 evening I dealt once more exceeding plain with him and his fellow sinners. If they now perish in their iniquity, their blood is on their own head. Thursday, 5. About noon I preached at Norjam. I was surprised, at one, to hear the Tower guns so plain at above fifty miles' distance. In the afternoon we rode through miserable roads to the pleasant village of Ewhurst, where I found the most lively congrega tion that I have met with in the county. Saturday, 7. I called at the house of mourning at Shoreham, where I found Mr. P. sorrowing, like a Christian, for his youngest son, the staff of his age, the fourth that has been snatched from him in the bloom of youth. After spending a profitable hour here, I rode forward to London. I buried the remains of that excellent young man, Benjamin Colley. He did "rejoice evermore," and "pray without ceasing;" and I believe his backsliding cost him his life. From the time he missed his way, by means of Mr. Maxfield, he went heavily all his days. God, indeed, restored his peace, but left him to be buffeted of Satan in an uncommon manner: And his trials did not end but with his life. However, some of his last words were, "Tell all the society, tell all the world, I die without doubt or fear." I occasionally looked into a book which I had long thrown by, as not worth reading, entitled, "Thoughts on God and Nature." But how agreeably was I surprised ! It contains a treasure of ancient learning, delivered in clear' and strong language; and is, indeed, a master-piece in its kind, a thunder-bolt to Lord Bolingbroke, and all his admirers. I buried the remains of Rebecca Mills. She found peace with God many years since, and about five years ago was entirely changed, and enabled to give her whole soul to God.

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"We are always,' says he, "to resist the devil, to quench all his fiery darts, and to perfect holiness in the fear of God. We are to be built up in Christ, until we come to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ.' "But how does this agree with his asserting, "our natural state doth remain, in a measure, with all its corrupt principles and practices, as long as we live in the present world? You may as well wash a Blackamoor white, as purge the flesh from its evillusts. It will lust against the Spirit in the best saints upon earth." How then am I to come "to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ?' Is there a reconciliation between the 'fulness of Christ' in a believer, and all his 'corrupt principles and practices?' Is it thus, that the strong man armed is to be cast out, with the spoiling of his goods? Does he tell me, I am to quench all 'the fiery darts of the devil;' and in the same breath that I 'may as well wash Nov. 1767. JOURNAL, 305 a Blackamoor white;' that I 'can do all things through Christ strengthening me;' and yet, that the flesh shall never be purged from its evil lusts; no, not in the best saints on earth, so long as they live in the present world? What a wonderful communion is here between light and darkness! What strange fellowship between Christ and Belial "What can we infer from hence, but that Mr. Marshall's book, containing so much poison mixed with food, is an exceeding dangerous one, and not fit to be recommended to any but experienced Christians?" The following letter is of a very different kind: "I was yesterday led to hear what God would say to me by your mouth. You exhorted us to 'strive to enter in at the strait gate." I am willing so to do. But I find one chief part of my striving must be, to feed the hungry, to clothe the naked, to instruct the ignorant, to visit the sick and such as are in prison, bound in misery and iron. "But if you purge out all who scorn such practices, or at least are not found in them, how many will remain in your society?

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"But if you purge out all who scorn such practices, or at least are not found in them, how many will remain in your society? I fear scarce enough to carry your body to the gravel Alas, how many, even among those who are called believers, have plenty of all the necessaries of life, and yet complain of poverty How many have houses and lands, or bags of money, and yet cannot find in their hearts to spare now and then to God's poor a little piece of gold ! How many have linen in plenty, with three or four suits of clothes, and can see the poor go naked ! They will change them away for painted clay, or let the moths devour them, before they will give them to cover the nakedness of their poor brethren, many of whose souls are clothed with glorious robes, though their bodies are covered with rags. Pray, Sir, tell these, you cannot believe they are Christians, unless they imitate Christ in doing good to all men, and hate covetousness, which is idolatry." I do tell them so : And I tell them it will be more tolerable in the day of judgment for Sodom and Gomorrah than for them. I tell them, the Methodists that do not fulfil all righteousness will have the hottest place in the lake of fire! To awaken, if possible, these sleepers, I add one extract ImOre : 306 REV. J. WESLEYS Nov. 1767. "SoME time ago I acquainted you how graciously the Lord had dealt with me, in delivering me out of all my troubles. For some time past I have been amazed at my speech, memory, and understanding, in all which I was remarkably defective. I have had power to explain the Scriptures to my friends that meet here, in a manner that astonished me. But I immediately saw from whence these blessings came, and with an overflow of love and joy, wor shipped the great Fountain of all goodness. I never was so sensible of my unprofitableness, never so abhorred myself as I do now. And yet I feel no condemnation, nor any withdraw ing of my Redeemer's love. He is my shield and buckler, my God and my all. Glory be to God and the Lamb for ever ! Praise him for me, and praise him for ever !

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Here I met with the Life of Mahomet, wrote, I suppose, by the Count de Boulanvilliers. Whoever the authoris, he is a very pert, shallow, self-conceited coxcomb, remarkable for nothing but his immense assurance and thorough contempt of Christianity. And the book is a dull, ill-digested romance, supported by no authorities at all: 308 REv. J. wesLEY's Dec. 1767. Whereas Dean Prideaux (a writer of ten times his sense) cites his authorities for everything he advances. In the afternoon I rode to Dover; but the gentleman I was to lodge with was gone a long journey. He went to bed well, but was dead in the morning: Such a vapour is life! At six I preached; but the House would by no means contain the con gregation. Most of the officers of the garrison were there. I have not found so much life here for some years. After preach ing at Sandwich and Margate, and spending a comfortable day at Canterbury, on Saturday I returned to London. I took coach for Norwich, and in the evening came to Newmarket. Tuesday, DECEMBER 1. Being alone in the coach, I was considering several points of importance. And thus much appeared clear as the day: That a man may be saved, who cannot express himself properly concerning Imputed Righteousness. Therefore, to do this is not necessary to salvation: That a man may be saved, who has not clear conceptions of it. (Yea, that never heard the phrase.) Therefore, clear conceptions of it are not necessary to salvation: Yea, it is not necessary to salvation to use the phrase at all: That a pious Churchman who has not clear conceptions even of Justification by Faith may be saved. Therefore, clear conceptions even of this are not necessary to salvation: That a Mystic, who denies Justification by Faith, (Mr. Law, for instance,) may be saved. But if so, what becomes of articulus stantis vel cadentis ecclesiae P If so, is it not high time for us Projicere ampullas et sesquipedalia verba; + and to return to the plain word, "He that feareth God, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him?" Every evening this week I preached at Norwich, to a quiet, well-behaved congregation. Our friends, the mob, seem to have taken their leave; and so have triflers: All that remain seem to be deeply serious.

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Our friends, the mob, seem to have taken their leave; and so have triflers: All that remain seem to be deeply serious. But how easily are even these turned out of the way ! One of our old members, about a year ago, left the society, and never heard the preaching since, because Mr. Lincoln said, "Mr. Wesley and all his followers The grand doctrine by which a church stands or falls.-EDIT. + To lay aside big words that have no determinate meaning. Dec. 1767. JOURNAL, 309 would go to hell together l" However, on Tuesday night he ventured to the House once more; and God met him there, and revealed his Son in his heart. Believing it was my duty to search to the bottom some reports which I had heard concerning Mr. B , I went to his old friend Mr. G. , an Israelite indeed, but worn almost to a skeleton. After I had explained to him the motives of my inquiry, he spoke without reserve; and, if his account be true, that hot, sour man does well to hold fast his opinion, for it is all the religion he has. I went on to Yarmouth, and found confusion worse confounded. Not only B W 's society was come to nothing, but ours seemed to be swiftly following. They had almost all left the Church again, being full of prejudice against the Clergy, and against one another. How ever, as two or three retained their humble, simple love, I doubted not but there would be a blessing in the remnant. My first business was to reconcile them to each other; and this was effectually done by hearing the contending parties, first separately, and afterwards face to face. It remained to reconcile them to the Church; and this was done partly by arguments, partly by persuasion. We set out at three in the morning, but did not reach Bury till past seven in the evening. The people being ready, I began preaching immediately. Many seemed really desirous to save their souls. The next day we went on to London. I was desired to preach a funeral sermon for William Osgood. He came to London near thirty years ago, and, from nothing, increased more and more, till he was worth several thousand pounds. He was a good man, and died in peace.

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He was a good man, and died in peace. Nevertheless, I believe his money was a great clog to him, and kept him in a poor, low state all his days, making no such advance as he might have done, either in holiness or happiness. To-day I found a little soreness on the edge of my tongue, which the next day spread to my gums, then to my lips, which inflamed, swelled, and, the skin bursting, bled considerably. Afterward, the roof of my mouth was extremely sore, so that I could chew nothing. To this was added a continual spitting. I knew a little rest would cure all. But this was not to be had; for I had appointed to be at Sheerness on 310 REv. J. wesDEY's Jan. 1768. Wednesday, the 16th. Accordingly, I took horse between five and six, and came thither between five and six in the evening. At half an hour after six, I began reading Prayers, (the Governor of the fort having given me the use of the chapel,) and afterwards preached, though not without difficulty, to a large and serious congregation. The next evening it was considerably increased, so that the chapel was as hot as an oven. In coming out, the air, being exceeding sharp, quite took away my voice, so that I knew not how I should be able the next day to read Prayers or preach to so large a congre gation. But in the afternoon the good Governor cut the knot, sending word, I must preach in the chapel no more. A room being offered, which held full as many people as I was able to preach to, we had a comfortable hour; and many seemed resolved to "seek the Lord while he may be found." Examining the society, consisting of four or five and thirty members, I had the comfort to find many of them knew in whom they had believed. And all of them seemed really desirous to adorn the doctrine of God their Saviour. Such a town as many of these live in, is scarce to be found again in England. In the dock adjoining to the fort there are six old men-of-war. These are divided into small tenements, forty, fifty, or sixty in a ship, with little chimneys and win dows; and each of these contains a family.

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These are divided into small tenements, forty, fifty, or sixty in a ship, with little chimneys and win dows; and each of these contains a family. In one of them, where we called, a man and his wife and six little children lived. And yet all the ship was sweet and tolerably clean; sweeter than most sailing ships I have been in. Saturday, 19. I returned to London. I visited poor Mrs. H., whose wild husband has very near murdered her, by vehemently affirming, it was revealed to him that she should die before such a day. Indeed the day is past; but her weak, nervous constitution is so deeply shocked by it, that she still keeps her bed, and perhaps will feel it all the days of her life. Sat. JANUARY 2, 1768. I called on a poor man in the Marshalsea, whose case appeared to be uncommon. He is by birth a Dutchman, a Chemist by profession. Being but half employed at home, he was advised to come to London, where he doubted not of having full employment. He was recom mended to a countryman of his to lodge, who after six weeks arrested him for much more than he owed, and hurried him away to prison, having a wife near her time, without money, Feb. 1768. JOURNAL, 311 friend, or a word of English to speak. I wrote the case to Mr. T , who immediately gave fifteen pounds; by means of which, with a little addition, he was set at liberty, and put in a way of living. But I never saw him since: And reason good; for he could now live without me. At my leisure hours this week, I read Dr. Priestley's ingenious book on Electricity. He seems to have accurately collected and well digested all that is known on that curious subject. But how little is that all ! Indeed the use of it we know; at least, in some good degree. We know it is a thousand medicines in one: In particular, that it is the most efficacious medicine, in nervous disorders of every kind, which has ever yet been discovered. But if we aim at theory, we know nothing. We are soon Lost and bewilder'd in the fruitless search. This week I spent my scraps of time in reading

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11. This week I spent my scraps of time in reading Mr. Wodrow's "History of the Sufferings of the Church of Scotland." It would transcend belief, but that the vouchers are too authentic to admit of any exception. O what a blessed Governor was that good-natured man, so called, King Charles the Second ! Bloody Queen Mary was a lamb, a mere dove, in comparison of him ! Monday, 25, and the following days, in the intervals of more important work, I carefully read the pleadings at Edin burgh, in the famous Douglas cause. So intricate a one I never heard, I never read of before. I cannot but believe the birth was real. But the objections are so numerous, and so strongly urged, I cannot at all wonder that many should believe otherwise. Mon. FEBRUARY 8. I met with a surprising poem, entitled, "Choheleth; or, the Preacher." It is a paraphrase, in tolerable verse, on the Book of Ecclesiastes. I really think the author of it (a Turkey Merchant) understands both the difficult expressions, and the connexion of the whole, better than any other, either ancient or modern, writer whom I have seen. He was at Lisbon during the great earthquake, just then sitting in his night-gown and slippers. Before he could dress himself, part of the house he was in fell, and blocked him up. By this means his life was saved; for all who had run out were dashed in pieces by the falling houses. Having been importunately pressed thereto, 312- REv. J. wesley's March, 1768. I rode (through a keen east wind) to Chatham. About six in the evening I preached at the barracks, in what they call the church. It is a large room, in which the Chaplain reads Prayers, and preaches now and then. It was soon as hot as an oven, through the multitude of people; some hundreds of whom were soldiers: And they were "all ear," as Mr. Boston says, scarce allowing themselves to breathe. Even between five and six the next morning the Room was warm enough. I suppose upwards of two hundred soldiers were a part of the audience. Many of these are already warring a good warfare, knowing in whom they have believed. I rode to Shoreham, and preached at five in Mr. P.'s house; but the next day I preached in the church, being St. Matthias's Day.

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Matthias's Day. I then rode back to a large Room, which is taken in Redriff, above three miles from London Bridge. Although the people were strangely squeezed together, yet they appeared to be all attention. Not a cough was to be heard. I strongly exhorted them to "call upon the Lord while he is near." And when I had concluded, no one offered to move, but every one stood still in his place, till I had passed through them. I translated from the French one of the most useful tracts I ever saw, for those who desire to be "fervent in spirit." How little does God regard men's opinions ! What a multitude of wrong opinions are embraced by all the members of the Church of Rome! Yet how highly favoured have many of them been I I dined at Mr. M 's. His strangeness is now gone. He has drank of my cup. Reproach has at length found out him also. Afterwards I spent an hour at Mr. G 's. I can trust myself about once a year in this warm sunshine; but not much oftener, or I should melt away. Sun. MARCH 6. In the evening I went to Brentford, and on Tuesday, 8, I reached Bristol, where I did not find any decay in the work of God, though it did not go on so vigorously as at Kingswood. Here the meetings for prayer had been exceedingly blessed; some were convinced or converted almost daily; and near seventy new members had been added to the society in about three months' time. The school likewise is in a flourishing condition. Several of the children continue serious; and all of them are in better order than they have been for some years. March, 1768. JOURNAL, 313 I set out on my northern journey, and preached at Stroud in the evening. Tuesday, 15. About noon I preached at Painswick, and in the evening at Gloucester. The mob here was for a considerable time both noisy and mischievous. But an honest Magistrate, taking the matter in hand, quickly tamed the beasts of the people. So may any Magistrate, if he will; so that wherever a mob continues any time, all they do is to be imputed not so much to the rabble as to the Justices. Wed.

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20. About one I preached on West-Bromwich Heath; in the evening, near the preaching-house in Wednes bury. The north wind cut like a razor; but the congregation, as well as me, had something else to think of. I read over a small book, "Poems, by Miss Whateley," a farmer's daughter. She had little advantage from education, but an astonishing genius. Some of her Elegies I think quite equal to Mr. Gray's. If she had had proper helps for a few years, I question whether she would not have excelled any female poet that ever yet appeared in England. After preaching at several other places, I rode on to Wolverhampton. Here too all was quiet; only those who could not get into the House made a little noise for a time: And some hundreds attended me to my lodging; but it was with no other intent than to stare. I rode to Newcastle-under-Line, (a river so called,) one of the prettiest towns in England. Many here already know themselves: Not a few know Christ. The largeness of the congregation constrained me, though it was very cold, to preach in the open air, on, "God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." I scarce ever saw a more attentive or better-behaved congregation. I turned aside a little to Burslem, and preached in the new House. That at Congleton is about the same size, but better contrived, and better finished. We had an elegant congregation at Congleton, yet earnestly attentive. It seems, the behaviour of the society in this town has convinced all the people in it but the Curate, who still refuses to give the sacrament to any that will not promise to hear these Preachers no more. We rode to Macclesfield. Sunday, 27. At eleven one of the Ministers preached a useful sermon, as did the other in the afternoon. At five in the evening we had thousands upon thousands; and all were serious, while I enforced, "Now is the day of salvation." I met the Stewards of the several societies at Manchester. The times of outward distress are now over: God has given us plenty of all things. It remains only, to give ourselves up to Him who "giveth us all things richly to enjoy." April, 1768. JOURNAL. 315 I preached in Stockport at noon, and Manchester in the evening. Wednesday, 30.

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Wednesday, 30. I rode to a little town called New-Mills, in the High Peak of Derbyshire. I preached at noon in their large new chapel, which (in consideration that preaching-houses have need of air) has a casement in every window, three inches square ! That is the custom of the country ! In the evening and the following morning I brought strange things to the ears of many in Manchester, concerning the government of their families, and the education of their children. But some still made that very silly answer, "O, he has no children of his own l" Neither had St. Paul, nor (that we know) any of the Apostles. What then? Were they, therefore, unable to instruct parents? Not so. They were able to instruct every one that had a soul to be saved. Sat. APRIL 2. I preached at Little-Leigh, and in the evening at Chester. At eight in the morning, Easter-Day, I took my old stand, in the little Square, at St. Martin's Ash. The people were as quiet as in the House. While I stayed here I corrected Miss Gilbert's Journal, a masterpiece in its kind. What a prodigy of a child ! Soon ripe, and soon gone ! About noon I preached at Warrington; I am afraid, not to the taste of some of my hearers, as my subject led me to speak strongly and explicitly on the Godhead of Christ. But that I cannot help; for on this I must insist, as the foundation of all our hope. About eleven I preached at Wigan, in a place near the middle of the town, which I suppose was formerly a play-house. It was very full and very warm. Most of the congregation were wild as wild might be; yet none made the least disturbance. Afterwards, as I walked down the street, they stared sufficiently; but none said an uncivil word. In the evening we had an huge congregation at Liverpool: But some pretty, gay, fluttering things did not behave with so much good manners as the mob at Wigan. The congregations in general were quite well-behaved, as well as large, both morning and evening; and I found the society both more numerous and more lively than ever it was before. I rode to Prescot, eight miles from Liverpool, and came thither just as the church began.

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Indeed there are numerous arguments besides, which abun dantly confute their vain imaginations. But we need not be hooted out of one: Neither reason nor religion require this. One of the capital objections to all these accounts, which I have known urged over and over, is this, "Did you ever see an apparition yourself?" No: Nor did I ever see a murder; yet I believe there is such a thing; yea, and that in one place or another murder is committed every day. Therefore I cannot, as a reasonable man, deny the fact; although I never saw it, and perhaps never may. The testimony of unexceptionable witnesses fully convinces me both of the one and the other. But to set this aside, it has been confidently alleged, that many of these have seen their error, and have been clearly convinced that the supposed preternatural operation was the mere contrivance of artful men. The famous instance of this, which has been spread far and wide, was the drumming in Mr. Mompesson's house at Tedworth; who, it was said, acknow ledged it was all a trick, and that he had found out the whole contrivance. Not so: My eldest brother, then at Christ Church, Oxon, inquired of Mr. Mompesson, his fellow collegian, whether his father had acknowledged this or not. He answered, "The resort of gentlemen to my father's house was so great, he could not bear the expense. He therefore took no pains to confute the report that he had found out the cheat; although he, and I, and all the family, knew the account which was published to be punctually true." This premised, I proceed to as remarkable a narrative as any that has fallen under my notice. The reader may believe it if he pleases; or may disbelieve it, without any offence to me. Meantime, let him not be offended if I believe it, till I see better reason to the contrary. I have added a few short remarks, which may make some passages a little more intelligible. 1. ELIZABETH Hobson was born in Sunderland, in the year 1744. Her father dying when she was three or four years old, 326 REv. J. wesley's May, 1768. her uncle, Thomas Rea, a pious man, brought her up as his own daughter. She was serious from a child, and grew up in the fear of God.

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She was serious from a child, and grew up in the fear of God. Yet she had deep and sharp convictions of sin, till she was about sixteen years of age, when she found peace with God, and from that time the whole tenor of her behaviour was suitable to her profession. On Wednesday, MAY 25, 1768, and the three following days, I talked with her at large; but it was with great difficulty I prevailed on her to speak. The substance of what she said was as follows: "2. From my childhood, when any of our neighbours died, whether men, women, or children, I used to see them, either just when they died, or a little before: And I was not fright ened at all, it was so common. Indeed many times I did not then know they were dead. I saw many of them by day, many by night. Those that came when it was dark brought light with them. I observed all little children, and many grown persons, had a bright, glorious light round them. But many had a gloomy, dismal light, and a dusky cloud over them. "3. When I told my uncle this, he did not seem to be at all surprised at it; but at several times he said, 'Be not afraid, only take care to fear and serve God. As long as he is on your side, none will be able to hurt you." At other times he said, (dropping a word now and then, but seldom answering me any questions about it,) 'Evil spirits very seldom appear but between eleven at night and two in the morning: But after they have appeared to a person a year, they frequently come in the day-time. Whatever spirits, good or bad, come in the day, they come at sunrise, at noon, or at sunset.'t "4. When I was between twelve and thirteen my uncle had a lodger, who was a very wicked man. One night I was sitting in my chamber, about half-hour after ten, having by accident put out my candle, when he came in, all over in a flame. I cried out, 'William, why do you come in so to fright me?" He said nothing, but went away. I went after him into his room, but found he was fast asleep in bed.

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I grew weaker and weaker, till, one morning, about one o'clock, as I was lying crying, as usual, I heard some noise, and, rising up, saw him come to the bedside. He looked much displeased, shook his head at me, and in a minute or two went away. "8. About a week after, I took my bed, and grew worse and worse; till, in six or seven days, my life was despaired of. Then, about eleven at night, my uncle came in, looked well pleased, and sat down on the bedside. He came every night after, at the same time, and stayed till cock-crowing. I was exceeding glad, and kept my eyes fixed upon him all the time he stayed. If I wanted drink or any thing, though I did not speak or stir," he fetched it, and set it on the chair by the bedside. Indeed I could not speak; t many times I So it is plain, he knew her thoughts. But this is widely distant from knowing the hearts of all men. + Such an impression, even though she felt no fear, did the presence of a superior nature make upon her 328 REv. J. wesley's May, 1768. strove, but could not move my tongue. Every morning, when he went away, he waved his hand to me, and I heard delightful music, as if many persons were singing together. "9. In about six weeks, I grew better. I was then musing, one night, whether I did well in desiring he might come; and I was praying that God would do his own will, when he came in, and stood by the bedside. But he was not in his usual dress; he had on a white robe, which reached down to his feet. He looked quite pleased. About one, there stood by him a person in white, taller than him, and exceeding beautiful. He came with the singing as of many voices, and continued till near cock-crowing. Then my uncle smiled, and waved his hand toward me twice or thrice. They went away with inexpressibly sweet music, and I saw him no more. "10. In a year after this, a young man courted me, and in some months we agreed to be married. But he purposed to take another voyage first, and one evening went aboard his ship.

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But he purposed to take another voyage first, and one evening went aboard his ship. About eleven o'clock, going out to look for my mother, I saw him standing at his mother's door, with his hands in his pockets, and his hat pulled over his eyes. I went to him, and reached my hand to put up his hat; but he went swiftly by me, and I saw the wall, on the other side of the lane, part as he went through, and then immediately close after him. At ten the next morning he died. "11. A few days after, John Simpson, one of our neigh bours, a man that truly feared God, and one with whom I was particularly acquainted, went to sea, as usual. He sailed out on a Tuesday. The Friday night following, between eleven and twelve o'clock, I heard one walking in my room; and every step sounded as if he was stepping in water. He then came to the bedside, in his sea-jacket, all wet, and stretched his hand over me. Three drops of water fell on my breast," and felt as cold as ice. I strove to wake his wife, who lay with me; but I could not, any more than if she was dead. Afterward I heard he was cast away that night. In less than a minute he went away: But he came to me every night, for six or seven nights following, between eleven and two. Before he came, and when he went away, I always heard sweet music.t. Afterwards he came both day and night; every Was this real, or did he only raise such a sensation in her ? + Was this a real modulation of the air? Was it designed to show that he was happy, and to encourage her to speak? May, 1768. JOURNAL, 329 night about twelve, with the music at his coming and going, and every day at sunrise, noon, and sunset. He came, what ever company I was in ; at church, in the preaching-house, at my class; and was always just before me, changing his posture as I changed mine. When I sat, he sat; when I kneeled, he kneeled; when I stood, he stood likewise. I would fain have spoke to him, but I could not; when I tried, my heart sunk within me.

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By his death I became entitled to an house in Sunderland, which was left us by my grandfather, John Hobson, an exceeding wicked man, who was drowned fourteen years ago. I employed an Attorney to recover it from my aunts, who kept possession of it. But finding more difficulty than I expected, in the beginning of December I gave it up. I do not understand this. + Another instance like this we shall see by and by ; but the reason of it we cannot so much as conjecture. So, a spirit finds no difficulty in travellihg three or four thousand miles in a moment 1 May, 1768. JOURNAL, 331 Three or four nights after, as I rose from prayer, a little before eleven, I saw him standing at a small distance. I cried out, 'Lord bless me ! what brings you here?" He answered, 'You have given up the house: Mr. Parker advised you so to do;' but if you do, I shall have no rest:+ Indeed Mr. Dunn,t whom you have hitherto employed, will do nothing for you. Go to Durham, employ an Attorney there, and it will be recovered.' His voice was loud, and so hollow and deep, that every word went through me. His lips did not move at all, (nor his eyes,) but the sound seemed to rise out of the floor. When he had done speaking, he turned about, and walked out of the room." "15. In January, as I was sitting on the bedside, a quarter before twelve he came in, stood before me, looked earnestly at me, then walked up and down and stood and looked again. This he did for half an hour, and thus he came every other night for about three weeks. All this time he seemed angry,tt and sometimes his look was quite horrid and furious. One night I was sitting up in bed crying, when he came and began to pull off the clothes. I strove to touch his hand, but could not; on which he shrunk back and smiled.tt "16. The next night but one, about twelve, I was again sitting up and crying, when he came and stood at the bedside. As I was looking for an handkerchief, he walked to the table, took one up,§§ brought and dropped it upon the bed.

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3. I rode to Richmond, intending to preach near the house of one of our friends; but some of the chief of the town sent to desire me to preach in the market-place. The Yorkshire Militia were all there, just returned from their exercise: And a more rude rabble-rout I never saw; without sense, decency, or good manners. In running down one of the mountains yesterday, I had got a sprain in my thigh: It was rather worse to-day; but as I rode to Barnard-Castle, the sun shone so hot upon it, that, before I came to the town, it was quite well. In the evening the Commanding Officer gave orders there should be no exercise, that all the Durham Militia (what a contrast I) might be at liberty to attend the preaching. Accordingly, we had a little army of Officers as well as soldiers; and all behaved well. A large number of them were present at five in the morning. I have not found so deep and lively a work in any other part of the kingdom, as runs through the whole circuit, particularly in the vales that wind between these horrid mountains. I returned to Newcastle in the evening. I preached in the morning at Placey, to some of the most lively colliers in England; and about two at Hartley, to a still larger congregation; but to the largest of all, in the Castlegarth, at Newcastle. I went down by water to South-Shields, and preached at noon, to far more than could hear. We went, after dinner, to Tynemouth Castle, a magnificent heap of ruins. Within the walls are the remains of a very large church, which seems to have been of exquisite workmanship; and the stones are joined by so strong a cement, that, but for Cromwell's cannon, they might have stood a thousand years. I left Newcastle, and in the residue of the month visited most of the societies in Yorkshire. Thursday, JULY 14. I crossed over into Lincolnshire, and, after spending about ten days there, returned by Doncaster, Rotherham, and Sheffield, and thence crossed over to Madeley. On Tuesday, 19, I wrote the following letter: July, 1768. JOURNAL. 337 "REv. AND DEAR SIR, Swinfleet, July 19, 1768.

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AND DEAR SIR, Swinfleet, July 19, 1768. "ONE of Wintringham informed me yesterday, that you said, no sensible and well-meaning man could hear, and much less join, the Methodists; because they all acted under a lie, professing themselves members of the Church of England, while they licensed themselves as Dissenters. You are a little misinformed. The greater part of the Methodist Preachers are not licensed at all; and several that are, are not licensed as Dissenters. I instance particularly in Thomas Adams and Thomas Brisco. When Thomas Adams desired a license, one of the Justices said, 'Mr. Adams, are not you of the Church of England? Why then do you desire a license?" He answered, 'Sir, I am of the Church of England; yet I desire a license, that I may legally defend myself from the illegal violence of oppressive men." T. Brisco being asked the same question, in London, and the Justice adding, 'We will not grant you a license, his Lawyer replied, "Gentlemen, you cannot refuse it : The act is a mandatory act. You have no choice. One asked the Chair man, 'Is this true?" He shook his head, and said, "He is in the right. The objection, therefore, does not lie at all against the greater part of the Methodist Preachers; because they are either licensed in this form, or not licensed at all. "When others applied for a license, the Clerk or Justice said, 'I will not license you, but as Protestant Dissenters." They replied, "We are of the Church; we are not Dissenters: But if you will call us so, we cannot help it.' They did call them so in their certificates, but this did not make them so. They still call themselves members of the Church of England; and they believe themselves so to be. Therefore neither do these act under a lie. They speak no more than they verily believe. Surely then, unless there are stronger objections than this, both well-meaning and sensible men may, in perfect consistence with their sense and sincerity, not only hear, but join the Methodists. "We are in truth sofar from being enemies to the Church, that we are rather bigots to it. I dare not, like Mr. Venn, leave the parish church where I am, to go to an Independent meeting. I dare not advise others to go thither, rather than to church.

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No evasion l No shifting the question Where is the delusion of this? Either you received this love, or you did not; if you did, dare you call it a delusion? You will not call it so for all the world. If you received any thing else, it does not at all affect the question. Be it as much a delusion as you please, it is nothing to them who have received quite another thing, namely, that deep communion with the Father and the Son, whereby they are enabled to give him their whole heart; to love every man as their own soul, and to walk as Christ also walked. "O Lawrence, if sister Coughlan and you ever did enjoy this, humble yourselves before God, for casting it away; if you did not, God grant you may !" I rode to St. Columb, intending to preach there; but finding no place that was tolerably convenient, I was going to take horse, when one offered me the use of his meadow, close to the town. A large congregation quickly assembled, to whom I explained the nature and pleasantness of religion. I have seldom seen a people behave so well the first time I have preached to them. Calling at St. Agnes, I found a large congre gation waiting; so I preached without delay. At Redruth, likewise, I found the people gathered from all parts; and God gave a loud call to the backsliders. Indeed there was need; for T. Rankin left between three and four hundred members in the society, and I found an hundred and ten : In the evening I preached in the meadow at St. Ives, to a very numerous and deeply-serious congregation. Wednesday, 31. I met the children, a work which will exercise the talents of the most able Preachers in England. Thursday, SEPTEMBER 1. The grass being wet, we could not stand in the meadow; but we found an open space, where I called a listening multitude to return to Him who " hath not forgotten to be gracious." -I preached at noon to an earnest company at Zen mor, and in the evening to a far larger at St. Just. Here being Sept.

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The rain prevented my preaching abroad, though the Room would ill contain the congregation. Observing many there who seemed quite unawakened, I opened and strongly applied Ezekiel's vision of the dry bones. Lord, "breathe upon these slain, that they may live!" I rode across the country to Charlton, and found the congregation waiting. In the afternoon we went on to Lympsham; but not without some difficulty. The waters were out; so that it was no easy matter either to ride or walk. My horse got into a ditch over his back in water: Nor could Oct. 1768. JOURNAL. 345 I get to my lodgings the foot-way, till an honest man took me on his shoulders, and so waded through. I returned to Bristol. Tuesday, 27. I preached in Pensford at eight; in Shepton-Mallet at one; and at Wincanton in the evening, with far greater freedom than I used to find among that dead people. About one, Wednes day, 28, I preached at Stallbridge, to a large and seriously attentive congregation. Hence I went on to cold, uncomfort able Shaftesbury, and spoke exceeding strong words. All seriously attended; some seemed to understand, and a few to feel, what was spoken. I rode to Frome. The people here seem more alive than most I have seen in the circuit; and this is the more strange, because in this town only there is such a mixture of men of all opinions, Anabaptists, Quakers, Presbyterians, Arians, Antinomians, Moravians, and what not. If any hold to the truth, in the midst of all these, surely the power must be of God. Friday, 30, we observed as a day of fasting and prayer; and it was a good day for many, who no sooner called, than God answered them in the joy of their heart. Sun. OcToBER 2. I preached at Kingswood, upon, "Quench not the Spirit." Possibly this people may now have ears to hear, and may despise prophesyings no more. Hereby they have frequently quenched the Spirit, and destroyed his work in their hearts. I rode over to Maiden-Bradley, and preached at a httle distance from the town, to as serious a congregation as I ever saw, many of whom were in tears.

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5. I rode over to Maiden-Bradley, and preached at a httle distance from the town, to as serious a congregation as I ever saw, many of whom were in tears. It is a wonder there should be room for the Gospel here, among so many Lords and gentlemen But indeed they neither meddle nor make; and this is all we desire of them. I spent an hour, much to my satisfaction, with the children at Kingswood. There is reason to hope that the grace of God is still working among them. Some are still alive to God; and all behave in such a manner, that I have seen no other school-boys like them. I began examining the society in Kingswood, much increased both in grace and number, chiefly by means of those meetings for prayer which God still blesses greatly. On Monday and Tuesday I examined the society at Bristol, and found cause to rejoice over these also; although there is 346 REv. J. wesLEY's Oct. 1768. still an heaviness of spirit upon many, indeed on all who are not going on to perfection. In the evening I preached at Kingswood. I have not seen such a congregation there, on a week-day, for above these twenty years. Nor have I seen such a congre gation at Pill for many years, as was present on Thursday in the afternoon. It is possible, even on this barren soil, we may see a little fruit of much labour. I dined with Dr. Wrangel, one of the King of Sweden's Chaplains, who has spent several years in Pennsylvania. His heart seemed to be greatly united to the American Christians; and he strongly pleaded for our sending some of our Preachers to help them, multitudes of whom are as sheep without a shepherd. Tuesday, 18. He preached at the new Room, to a crowded audience, and gave general satisfaction by the simplicity and life which accompanied his sound doctrine. Sat.

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I was much surprised in reading an "Essay on Music," wrote by one who is a thorough master of the subject, to find that the music of the ancients was as simple as that of the Methodists; that their music wholly consisted of melody, or the arrangement of single notes; that what is now called harmony, singing in parts, the whole of counter point and fugues, is quite novel, being never known in the world till the popedom of Leo the Tenth. He farther observes, that as the singing different words by different persons at the very same time necessarily prevents attention to the sense, so it frequently destroys melody for the sake of harmony; meantime it destroys the very end of music, which is to affect the passions. I left Bristol, and went, by Bath and Bradford, to Salisbury. Wednesday, 26. At one I preached in Romsey, to a very quiet, unaffected audience; and in the evening at Winchester, to a company of as poor people as I have seen for many years. Thursday, 27. The scene was changed: At Portsmouth rich and poor flocked together from all parts. Abundance of them came again at five in the morning. In the evening the House ill contained them; and never did I see any receive the word with greater earnestness. The next day I returned to London. I took horse at five, and just then found that my horse had scarce a shoe on his feet. However, I was obliged Nov. 1768. JOURNAL, 347 (not having a minute to spare) to ride on as far as Colney. There I procured one to shoe my horse all round, and lame him on both his fore-feet. However, he halted on to Hockley, where an honest and skilful smith so altered and removed the shoes, that he did not halt any more. But by this means we had lost so much time that the sun set before we reached Whittlebury-Forest. We had then wonderful road; some of the ridings (so called) being belly-deep. However, between six and seven we came safe to Whittlebury. James Glasbrook was so wearied out, that he could scarce stir hand or foot; so I desired him to go to rest. I was weary enough myself, till I began to speak; but weariness then vanished away, and we all praised God with joyful lips. Tues.

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In the evening I preached in the barracks at Chatham. I spoke louder than I have done for years; yet the skirts of the congregation could not hear. Few of those that did hear, heard in vain; for God was in the midst of them. At moon I preached at Sittingbourne, to a deeply-attentive audience; and in the evening at Canterbury, in an House half filled, a sight I do not often see. I rode to Dover, and came in just before a violent storm began. It did not hinder the people. Many were obliged to go away after the House was filled. What a desire to hear runs through all the sea-port towns wherever we come ! Surely God is besieging this nation, and attacking it at all the entrances ! Thur. DECEMBER 1. The storm was ready to bear away both man and beast. But it abated about noon; so that, after preaching at Margate, I had a pleasant ride to Canterbury. I made an odd observation here, which I recommend to all our Preachers. The people of Canterbury have been so often reproved, (and frequently without a cause,) for being dead and cold, that it has utterly discouraged them, and made them cold as stones. How delicate a thing is it to reprove ! To do it well, requires more than human wisdom. Those who are called Mr. Whitefield's society, at Chatham, offered me the use of their preaching-house, which I suppose is nearly four times as large as that at the barracks. In the morning I walked on, ordering my servant to overtake me with my carriage: And he did so; but not till I had walked seven or eight miles. Having heard an heavy charge brought against Supreme law.-EDIT. Dec. 1768. JOURNAL, 349 W G-, a member of our society, I desired the parties concerned to meet me together. But this afternoon we could not get half through. At the second hearing I was convinced, 1. That he had spoken unkindly and unjustly: 2. That he had done wrong in leaving Mr. Dear at so short a warning: But I was equally convinced, 3. That there had been no dishonesty on either side. I saw the Westminster scholars act the "Adelphi" of Terence; an entertainment not unworthy of a Christian. O how do these Heathens shame us!

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1769. tion, (an extraordinary proof of my connexions with Popery!) "No Romanist, as such, can expect to be saved, according to the terms of the Christian covenant." Many things to the same purpose occur in the "Journals," and the "Appeals to Men of Reason and Religion;" over and above those whole treatises which I have published entirely upon the subject: "A Word to a Protestant," a "Roman Catechism," and "The Advantages of the Members of the Church of England over the Members of the Church of Rome." What amazing ignorance then, not to say impudence, does it imply, for any one at this time of day to tax me with having any connexions with Popery ! In the latter end of the month I took some pains in reading over Dr. Young's "Night Thoughts," leaving out the indifferent lines, correcting many of the rest, and explaining the hard words, in order to make that noble work more useful to all, and more intelligible to ordinary readers. Sun. JANUARY 1, 1769. We met, as usual, at Spitalfields chapel, to renew our covenant with God. And we never do this without a blessing. Many were comforted, and many strengthened. I spent a comfortable and profitable hour with Mr. Whitefield, in calling to mind the former times, and the manner wherein God prepared us for a work which it had not then entered into our hearts to conceive. I rode to Chesham. Our own Room being neither so large, nor so convenient, Mr. Spooner, the Dissent ing Minister, gave me the use of his meeting. There was a great number of hearers. They were very attentive; and I doubt that was all. I went (by land and water) to Sheerness. Our place here would by no means contain the congregation. A large number of them attended in the morning, and seemed just ripe for the blessing. It is an advantage to the people here that they are in a little corner of the land, shut up, as it were, from all the world; but not from the Gospel or Spirit of Christ. I returned to Chatham, and preached in the great Meeting, on, "God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ." Friday, 27. I returned to London. The same day Elizabeth Vandome went to rest. Jan.

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On the road, I read over Dr. Campbell's excellent answer to David Hume's insolent book against miracles; and Dr. Brown's keen "Animadversions on the Characteristics of Lord Shaftesbury," another lively, half-thinking writer. In the evening my brother read Prayers, and I preached, in the Countess of Huntingdon's chapel. The congregation was very large and very attentive. Let us despair of nothing. Wed, 8. I preached at Bristol, and met the society. The next three days I examined them, as usual, one by one, and found some increase in number, with much increase in peace and love.- I set out northward. We had fine weather for a while; then the wind rose, and the rain came down amain. We were thoroughly wet before we came to Stroud, but took no cold at all. At six the House was, as usual, March, 1769. JOURNAL• 355 quite filled, though the wind and rain kept many strangers away. The people appeared to be all alive, and ready to devour the word. Afterwards we had a love-feast, at which many, both men and women, spoke, with all simplicity, what God had done for their souls. After preaching to a large congregation at five, we rode toward Tewkesbury: Notice having been given Qf my preaching about noon at a house a mile from the town. But we could not get to it; the floods were so high ; so I intended to go straight to Worcester. But one informing me a congregation from all parts was waiting, we set out another way, and waded through the water. This congregation too seemed quite earnest; so that I did not regret my labour. But the going and coming was hard work, so that I was a little tired before we came to Worcester. I began preaching about six in the riding-house. Abundance of people were deeply attentive. But toward the close, a large number of boys made a great noise. When we came out, men and boys joined together, in shouting and pushing to and fro. Many were frighted, but none hurt. Hitherto could Satan come, but no farther. My horse being lame, and part of the road very bad, I did not reach Mr. Lee's, of Coton, till noon. The house is delightfully situated in his park, at the top of a fruitful hill. His Chaplain had just begun reading Prayers.

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His Chaplain had just begun reading Prayers. Afterwards he desired me to give an exhortation. So I could not take horse till half-hour after one, when I had eight and-twenty miles to ride on a lame horse. I came, however, to Shrewsbury between five and six, and preached to a large and quiet congregation. As we returned, the rabble were noisy enough; but they used only their tongues. So all was well. We rode, with a furious wind full in our face, to Chester. Friday, 17, and the next days, we had a refreshing season, with a loving people, and in a loving family. The congre gations were not small in the mornings; in the evenings exceeding large. And all who attended, behaved as if they not only understood, but relished, the good word. Elizabeth Oldham called upon me. She told me, "Some time since my mother said, 'Call my son to see me die.' He asked, 'Have you any fear of death?" She said, "O no ! That is gone long since. Perfect love casts 356 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1769. out fear. Do not you see him ? There he is, waiting to receive my soul!" She then sang with a clear voice, Praise God from whom all blessings flow. And ended her song and her life together. "Every round my husband took lately, being doubtful when he took horse whether he should not drop by the way, he carried a paper in his pocket, telling who he was, and whither he was going. This day five weeks, being exceeding weak, he feared he should not be able to preach. But I said, 'My dear, go into the pulpit, and the Lord will strengthen thee.' And after he had spoke a few words, the Lord did strengthen him. Neither did he speak in vain: Many were comforted; several justified. One of these said, 'He is going to rest soon, and I shall go with him.' He died in full triumph the next Lord's Day; and she two hours after. "But a day or two before he died, I felt a kind of unwillingness to give him up.

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For this service he demanded ten shillings. I gave him half-a-crown. When I informed the Court of this, he was sharply reproved: Let all beware of these land-sharks on our sea-coasts ! My scraps of time this week I employed in reading the account of Commodore Byron. I never before read of any who endured such hardships, and survived them. Sure no Novel in the world can be more affecting, or more surprising, than this history. Mon. APRIL 3. I took horse at four; and notwith standing the north-east wind, came to Newry before five in the evening. It was so extremely cold, that the congregation in the market-house was but small. The next evening it was considerably increased. Wednesday, 5. I rode to Terry hugan, where the poor people had raised a tent (so called) to screen me from the north wind. I urged them, with much enlargement of heart, not to receive the grace of God in vain. Thence we rode to Lisburn. The wind was still piercing cold; yet it did not hinder a multitude of people from attending at the Linen-hall; an open Square so termed, as are all the Linen-halls in Ireland. I designed to preach at noon in the market-house at Belfast; but it was pre-engaged by a dancing-master: So I stood in the street, which doubled the congregation; to whom I strongly declared, "All have sinned, and are come short of the glory of God." But this many of them had no ears to hear, being faithful followers of Dr. Taylor. Coming to Carrickfergus, I found it was the time of the Quarter Sessions. This greatly increased the congregation; and most of them seemed to be deeply affected, rich as well as poor. Friday, 7. I preached at eleven, and, I believe, all 358 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1769. the gentlemen in the town were present. So were all at Newtown in the evening, while I enforced those solemn words, "God now commandeth all men, everywhere, to repent." I returned to Lisburn, where I was agreeably surprised by a visit from Mr. Higginson, Rector of Ballinderry. He said, "I was prejudiced in favour of the Moravians, settled in my parish, till the late affair. One of my parishioners, Mr.

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One of my parishioners, Mr. Campbell, died, leaving by will his fortune to his two daughters; and, in case of their death, a thousand pounds to the poor of the parish. His widow was extremely ill; notwithstanding which, some of the Brethren, to whom she was quite devoted, came in the depth of winter, and carried her by night several miles to their house. She died in a few days after she had made a will, wherein she made two of them executors; a third, guardian to the children; and in case of their death left the whole estate to the Brethren. They concealed her death six days. Meantime, two of them went to Dublin, and procured Letters of Administration, and of Guardianship. Soon after I was pressed to undertake the cause of the orphans. I went to Dublin, and laid the affair before the Lord Chancellor; who, after a full hearing, cancelled the second will, and ordered the first to stand." At my leisure minutes yesterday and to-day, I read Mr. Glanvill's Sadducismus Triumphatus. But some of his relations I cannot receive; and much less his way of account ing for them. All his talk of "aërial and astral spirits," I take to be stark nonsense. Indeed, supposing the facts true, I wonder a man of sense should attempt to account for them. at all. For who can explain the things of the invisible world, but the inhabitants of it? I preached in the market-house in Tanderagee to one of the liveliest congregations in the kingdom. Thursday and Friday I preached at Dawson's Grove and Kilmararty; and on Saturday, 15, rode to Derry-Anvil, a little village out of all road, surrounded with bogs, just like my old parish of Wroote, in Lincolnshire. The congregation, however, was exceeding large and exceeding lively. I talked largely with several of them who believe they are saved from sin, and found no cause to disbelieve them: And I met with many more in these parts who witness the same confession. At nine I preached in a meadow near Cock-Hill to a listening multitude. I suppose we should have had twice April, 1769. JOURNAL. 359 the number in the evening, but the rain prevented. The grass being wet, I stood in the highway, while many stood in the neighbouring houses.

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The grass being wet, I stood in the highway, while many stood in the neighbouring houses. And the word of God was as the rain upon the tender herb. In the evening, and twice on Tuesday, I preached to a genteel yet serious audience, in Mr. M"Gough's avenue, at Armagh. But God only can reach the heart. Wednesday, 19. As it rained, I chose rather to preach in M"Gough's yard. The rain increasing, we retired into one of his buildings. This was the first time that I preached in a stable; and I believe more good was done by this than all the other sermons I have preached at Armagh. We took horse about ten, being desired to call at Kinnard, (ten or eleven miles out of the way,) where a little society had been lately formed, who were much alive to God. At the town-end, I was met by a messenger from Archdeacon C-e, who desired I would take a bed with him; and soon after by another, who told me, the Archdeacon desired I would alight at his door. I did so; and found an old friend whom I had not seen for four or five and thirty years. He received me with the most cordial affection; and, after a time, said, "We have been building a new church, which my neighbours expected me to open; but if you please to do it, it will be as well." Hearing the bell, the people flocked together from all parts of the town, and "received the word with all readiness of mind." I saw the hand of God was in this, for the strengthening of this loving people; several of whom believe that the blood of Christ has "cleansed" them "from all sin." Hence we rode through a pleasant country to Charlemount, where I preached to a very large and serious congregation, near the Fort, which has a ditch round it, with some face of a fortification; and probably (according to custom) costs the Government a thousand a year, for not three farthings' service I went on to Castle-Caulfield, and preached on the Green adjoining to the Castle, to a plain, serious people, who still retain all their earnestness and simplicity. Thence I rode to Cookstown; a town consisting of one street about a mile long, running directly through a bog.

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Thence I rode to Cookstown; a town consisting of one street about a mile long, running directly through a bog. I preached to most of the inhabitants of the town; and so the next day, morning and evening. Many "received the word with gladness." Perhaps they will not all be stony-ground hearers. 360 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1769. We took the new road to Dungiven. But it was hard work. Nigh founder'd, on we fared, Treading the crude consistence. We were near five hours going fourteen miles, partly on horseback, partly on foot. We had, as usual, a full House at Londonderry in the evening, and again at eight on Sunday morning. In the afternoon we had a brilliant congregation. But such a sight gives me no great pleasure; as I have very little hope of doing them good: Only "with God all things are possible." Both this evening and the next I spoke exceeding plain to the members of the society. In no other place in Ireland has more pains been taken by the most able of our Preachers. And to how little purpose ! Bands they have none: Four and-forty persons in the society The greater part of these heartless and cold. The audience in general dead as stones. However, we are to deliver our message; and let our Lord do as seemeth him good. I fixed again the meeting of the singers, and of the children; both which had been discontinued. Indeed, a general remissness had prevailed since the morning preaching was given up. No wonder: Wherever this is given up, the glory is departed from us. Being to preach at Brickfield, four or five (English) miles from Derry, I chose walking, to show these poor indolent creatures how to use their own feet. Finding the bulk of the hearers quite senseless, I spoke as strongly as I could, on, "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." But I did not perceive they were at all affected. God only can raise the dead. I went to a village called the New-Buildings, about three miles from the city, and preached in a field near the town, to a civil, careless congregation.

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27. I went to a village called the New-Buildings, about three miles from the city, and preached in a field near the town, to a civil, careless congregation. In the evening I preached in our Room, on, "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth;" and now first I saw a prospect of doing good here: I mean since I came last. God did arise to maintain his own cause; and the stout-hearted trembled before him. -I preached again at Brickfield; and God made some impression on the stony hearts: But much more at Derry in the evening. Here he spoke with his mighty voice; May, 1769. JOURNAL. 361 and I believe many were just on the brink of believing in the name of the Son of God. I preached to a very large congregation at the New-Buildings, who now were all attention. I preached in the evening at Derry; and, having taken a solemn leave of the society, rode to Brickfield, and slept in peace. Mon. MAY 1. I rode to Augher. It being extremely hot, I came in faint and weary. Before I finished my sermon, my head turned giddy, and I could hardly stand. But I had a good night's rest, and rose as well as when I left Dublin. I began preaching at Sydare, about half-hour after five; and it was a day of God's power. The impression was general, if not universal: None appeared to be unmoved. This constrained me to enlarge in prayer, as I have not done for some years; so that I did not dismiss the congregation till it was almost eight o'clock. About noon, I preached in the market-place, at Enniskillen, once inhabited only by Protestants. But it has lost its glorying, having now at least five Papists to one Protestant. There was a large number of hearers, some civil, some rude, almost all totally unaffected. Thence I rode six or seven miles to Tommy-Lommon, where was a congregation of quite another kind. Great part of them knew in whom they had believed; all were deeply and steadily attentive; and many were thoroughly convinced of i bred sin, and groaning for full redemption. I found near Swadlinbar, as artless, as earnest, and as loving a people as even at Tonny-Lommon.

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wesLEY's June, 1769. no House would contain the people. We made the best shift we could, by stowing as many as possible in the House; the rest, as I stood near the door, were quiet without. It was an uncommon time, particularly with regard to those who had opposed the truth. One dropped down like a stone; many trembled and wept exceedingly. All declared, that such a work as this was never seen at Enniscorthy before. I began to preach a little before five, on, "The kingdom of God within us." The hearts of the hearers, one and all, seemed to be as melting wax. Surely it was not for nothing that Satan fought so furiously to keep the Gospel from this place. Indeed there has not been hotter persecution of late years any where in the kingdom than here. The mob, encouraged by their superiors, beat and abused whom they pleased, broke open their houses, and did just what they listed. A wretched Clergyman confirmed them therein, and applied to the Methodist Preachers 2 Tim. iii. 6, 7; the very text of that unhappy gentleman at Bristol, which he uttered, and dropped down in the pulpit. After he had painted them as black as devils, he added, "I have not time to finish now; next Sunday I will give you the rest." But the next morning he was struck in a strange manner. He could not bear to be a moment alone. He cried out, "Those hobgoblins; do not you see them? There, there ! The room is full of them." Having continued thus some days, he screamed out, "See that hobgoblin at the bed's feet ! O that roll, that roll which he holds up to me ! All my sins are written therein l" Not long after, without showing the least sign of hope, he went to his account. In the afternoon I came to Kilkenny, and in the evening preached in the Tholsel. A more civil and unawakened audience I know not when I have seen. The bulk of them appeared to be no more affected than if I had been talking Greek. However, many of them attended the next morning, and more than ever in the evening: And all behaved well but one gentleman, who took much pains to divert those that were near him.

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However, many of them attended the next morning, and more than ever in the evening: And all behaved well but one gentleman, who took much pains to divert those that were near him. I fixed my eyes upon him; but he did not regard it. I was then obliged to speak to him; and he was silent. I finished "Historic Doubts on the Life and Reign of Richard the Third." What an amazing monster, both in body and mind, have our historians and poets painted him ! And yet I think Mr. Walpole makes it more clear than June, 1769. JOURNALs 367 one could expect at this distance of time, 1. That he was not only not remarkably deformed, but, on the contrary, remarkably handsome. 2. That his Queen, whom he entirely loved, died a natural death. 3. That his nephew, Edward the Fifth, did so too; there being no shadow of proof to the contrary. 4. That his other nephew, Richard, was the very person whom Henry the Seventh murdered, after constraining him to call himself Perkin Warbeck. 5. That the death of his brother, the Duke of Clarence, was the sole act, not of him, but Edward the Fourth. 6. That he had no hand at all in the murder of Henry the Sixth, any more than of his son. And, lastly, That he was clear of all blame, as to the execution of Lord Hastings; as well as of Rivers, Grey, and Vaughan. What a surprising thing is it, then, that all our historians should have so readily swallowed the account of that wretch who "killed, and also took possession" of the throne; and blundered on, one after another ! Only it is to be observed, for fifty years no one could contradict that account, but at the peril of his head. As it rained, I preached morning and evening in the Tholsel, to a multitude of people. I spoke exceeding plain, and all received it in love. Perhaps some may bring forth fruit. In the evening I preached at Birr, and removed some misunderstandings which had crept into the society. I went on to Aghrim, and spoke as plain as possibly I could to a money-loving people, on, "God said unto him, Thou fool!" But I am afraid many of them are sermon-proof. Yet God has all power.

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Yet God has all power. And sometimes he sends, when and where it pleases him, O'erwhelming showers of saving grace. IBut I have never observed these to last long. And in all the intervals of them, he acts by his standing rule, "Unto him that hath," and uses what he hath, "shall be given; and he shall have more abundantly: But from him that hath not," uses it not, "shall be taken away even that he hath." I went on to Athlone. Friday, 23. I rode to Abidarrig, to the Quarterly Meeting. Many of the people came from far; and God gave them a good reward for their labour. Saturday, 24. We returned to Athlone. Sunday, 25. In the afternoon Istood in Barrack-Street, and cried aloud to a mixed 368 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1769. multitude, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." I never before saw so quiet a congregation on this side the water. There was not only no tumult, but no murmur to be heard, no smile to be seen on any face. About noon I preached on the Green, at Clara, to an exceeding serious congregation; and in the evening at Tullamore. Tuesday, 27. I found a little increase in the society: But there cannot be much without more field preaching. Wherever this is intermitted, the work of God stands still, if it does not go back. To-day I wrote to a pious and sensible woman as follows : "DEAR MADAM, Tullamore, 27th June, 1769. "WHEN I had the pleasure of conversing with you some years since, you had a regard both for me and the people called Methodists. If I am rightly informed, you are now of another mind. May I ask, When did that change begin? Was it at your last journey to Dublin? Whenever it was, suffer me to ask, What were the reasons of it? I will tell you what I conjecture, and I do it in writing because I may not have an opportunity of talking with you; because I can write more freely than I could speak; because I can now say all I have to say at once; whereas, if we were talking together, I might probably forget some part; and because you may by this means have the better opportunity of calmly considering it.

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I will tell you what I conjecture, and I do it in writing because I may not have an opportunity of talking with you; because I can write more freely than I could speak; because I can now say all I have to say at once; whereas, if we were talking together, I might probably forget some part; and because you may by this means have the better opportunity of calmly considering it. "I conjecture (to tell you just what rises in my heart) that this change was owing to several causes. Some admired and commended you as a person of uncommon sense and uncommon attainments in religion. Others told you at large, from time to time, all the real or supposed faults of the Methodists. In particular the jars which had lately been in Dublin, on account of Mr. Morgan and Olivers. This naturally tended to breed and increase pride on the one hand, and prejudice on the other. Riches increased; which not only led you, step by step, into more conformity to the world, but insensibly instilled self-importance, unwillingness to be contradicted, and an overbearing temper. And hence you was, of course, disgusted at those who did not yield to this temper, and blamed that conformity. Perhaps some of these professed or expected to be perfected in love; they at least believed Perfection. Now this you seemed to hate with a perfect hatred; and on that account disliked them the more. "Permit me to add a few words on each of these heads. And June, 1769. JOURNAL. 369 first, would it not be well, if you started back from every appearance of admiration, (which you know is deadly poison,) whether on account of your sense or piety? And if you utterly discountenanced all who directly or indirectly commended you to your face? Yea, and all who told you of the jars or faults of the Methodists, or indeed of any absent person? "Should you not earnestly strive and pray against thinking highly of your own understanding, or attainments in religion? Otherwise, this, by grieving the Holy Spirit, would expose you to still more prejudice; especially towards those who might seem to vie with you in religion, if not in understanding. "Can you be too sensible, how hardly they that have riches enter into the kingdom of heaven? Yea, or into the kingdom of an inward heaven?

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Yea, or into the kingdom of an inward heaven? Into the whole spirit of the Gospel? How hard is it for these (whether you do or no) not to conform too much to the world ! How hard not to be a little overbearing, especially to inferiors "Is it right to be disgusted at those who fear you conform too far, who do not sink down before you; nay, perhaps oppose your judgment, or blame your practice? "And with regard to Perfection. Have not they that hold it the same right to be angry with you for denying it, as you with them for affirming it? "But what is it you are angry at? What is it you object to ? Let us understand the question before we dispute about it. "By Christian Perfection, I mean, 1. Loving God with all our heart. Do you object to this? I mean, 2. A heart and life all devoted to God. Do you desire less? I mean, 3. Regaining the whole image of God. What objection to this? I mean, 4. Having all the mind that was in Christ. Is this going too far? I mean, 5. Walking uniformly as Christ walked. And this surely no Christian will object to. If any one means anything more, or anything else by Perfection, I have no concern with it. But if this is wrong, yet what need of this heat about it, this violence, I had almost said fury, of opposition, carried so far as even not to lay out anything with this man, or that woman, who professes it? 'Nay, says Mrs. , "I did not refrain from it for this only, but for their espousing Mr. Olivers's cause against Mr. Morgan." Worse and worse! What ! are people to starve, (at least for me,) unless they think as I think, or like whom I like? Alas, what religion, what humanity, what common sense is this? 370 REv. J. wesLEY's July, 1769. "But I have done. I have once for all taken upon myself a most unthankful office. I have spoken with all plainness and simplicity, and now leave the event to God. May He open your heart, that you may discern his holy, and acceptable, and perfect will; that you may have a right judgment in all things, and evermore rejoice in his holy comfort!

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Rowe's "Devout Exercises of the Heart." It is far superior to anything of hers which I ever read, in style as well as in sense. Her experience is plain, sound, and scriptural, no way whimsical or mystical; and her language is clear, strong, and simple, without any of that July, 1769. JOURNAL. 371 affected floridness which offends all who have a tolerable ear, or any judgment in good writing. At nine we had a serious congregation, to whom I could speak of the deep things of God; and the new House held them tolerably well; but in the evening it was far too small; so I stood in a little ground adjoining to the House. Many tender ones sat within, but the bulk of the congregation stood in the meadow, and the gardens on each side. I have not seen, in all the world, a people so easy to be convinced or persuaded as the Irish. What pity that these excellent propensities should not always be applied to the most excellent purposes! I rode to Coolylough, (where was the Quarterly Meeting,) and preached at eleven, and in the evening. While we were singing, I was surprised to see the horses from all parts of the ground gathering about us. Is it true then that horses, as well as lions and tigers, have an ear for music? Wed, 5. I went on to Tyrrel's Pass. Thursday, 6. At eleven I preached in the Court-House, at Molingar, to a very genteel, and yet serious, audience. In the evening I preached at Tyrrel's Pass again; and on Friday, 7, at Edinderry. Here I received from Joseph Fry a particular account of his late wife, an Israelite indeed. He said, "She was a strict attendant on all the means of grace, and a sincere lover of the people of God. She had a remarkably good understanding, and much knowledge of the things of God. Though she was of an exceeding bashful temper, yet she was valiant for the truth; not sparing to speak very plain in defence of it, before persons of all conditions. Two years ago she began to lose her health, and grew worse and worse, till September 29th. On that day she was very restless. Observing her to have an unusual colour, I judged she could not continue long.

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13. I rode on to Enniscorthy, and preached on, "Is there no balm in Gilead?" To-day I saw one of the most lively and sensible children that I have met with in the kingdom. What a miracle will it be if she saves her soul; if general admiration does not destroy her Hence I rode to Bunklody, a little, ugly, scattered town; but delightfully situated. I did not find that five persons in the town would come a bow-shot to hear. So I ordered a table to be set in the street; and a few slowly crept together: They were as quiet and seemed as much affected as the trees. Thence I rode on to Carlow. The Under-Sheriff had promised the use of the Town-Hall; but the High-Sheriff, coming to town, would not suffer it. I thank him: For, by this means, I was driven to the barrack-field, where were twice as many as the Hall could have contained; over and above many of the poor Papists, who durst not have come into it. Afterwards I met the little society. I used to wonder they did not increase: Now I should wonder if they did; so exquisitely bitter are the chief of them against the Church. I solemnly warned them against this evil; and some of them had ears to hear. -At noon I preached in Baltinglass, to a handful of serious people; and in the evening at Donard, to a much more numerous, but not more serious, congregation. I could Aug. 1769. JOURNAL. 373 not but observe one pretty kind of a woman, with a child in her arms. She stood awhile, then walked to and fro; then stood, then walked again; and appeared to be as perfectly unconcerned as some pretty calves which stood behind her. Saturday, 15. I crossed the country to my old pupil, Mr. Morgan's, and in the afternoon returned to Dublin. All the following week we had a remarkable blessing, both at the Morning and Evening Service. On Wednesday and Thursday we had our little Conference, at which most of the Preachers in the kingdom were present. We agreed to set apart Friday, the 21st, for a day of fasting and prayer. At every meeting, particularly the last, our Lord refreshed us in an uncommon manner. About ten I was a little tired; but before it struck twelve, my weariness was all gone.

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About ten I was a little tired; but before it struck twelve, my weariness was all gone. It seemed to be the same with all the congregation; and prayer was swallowed up in praise. At nine I preached in the Royal Square at the Barracks, on the dead, small and great, standing before God. An huge multitude soon gathered together and listened with deep attention. Many of the soldiers were among them. By what means but field-preaching could we have reached these poor souls? After preaching in the evening, I went on board the packet, and the next afternoon landed at Holyhead. We reached Chester on Thursday morning. Here I finished Dr. Warner's "History of the Irish Rebellion." Imever saw before so impartial an account of the transactions of those times. He really seems to be of no side; but to speak the naked truth of all, according to the best light he could procure. I rode to Manchester. As we were pretty well tired, our friends there insisted on my going on in a chaise; so in the morning, Saturday, 29, we set out. When we were on the brow of the hill above Ripponden, suddenly the saddle horse fell, with the driver under him; and both lay without motion. The shaft-horse then boggled and turned short toward the edge of the precipice; but presently the driver and horse rose up unhurt, and we went on safe to Leeds. Mr. Crook being out of order, I read Prayers and preached in Hunslet church, both morning and afternoon. At five I preached at Leeds; and on Monday, 31, prepared all things for the ensuing Conference. Tuesday, AUGUST 1, it began; and a more loving one we never had. On 374 REv. J. wesley's Aug. 1769. Thursday I mentioned the case of our brethren at New-York, who had built the first Methodist preaching-house in America, and were in great want of money, but much more of Preachers. Two of our Preachers, Richard Boardman and Joseph Pillmoor, willingly offered themselves for the service; by whom we determined to send them fifty pounds, as a token of our brotherly love. In the evening I preached at Bradford, to an extremely crowded audience: The heat was hardly supportable. Such a day I had seldom, if ever, known in England.

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Wednesday, 16. I examined the members of the society, now the most lively one in Wales. Many of them are rejoicing in the love of God, and many groaning for full redemption. To-day I gave a second reading to that lively book, Mr. Newton's Account of his own Experience. There is some thing very extraordinary therein; but one may account for it without a jot of Predestination. I doubt not but his, as well as Colonel Gardiner's, conversion, was an answer to his mother's prayers. At twelve I preached in the Castle at Carmar then; in the evening at Llanelly. The behaviour of Sir Thomas's servants here (four or five of whom belong to the society) has removed all prejudice from him, as well as from most of the town. Indeed, they are a pattern to all of their rank, truly "adorning the doctrine of God our Saviour." I preached at eleven in Oxwych, and thence hastened to Swansea, where an effectual door is opened once more. The rain drove us into the Room, which was as hot as an oven, being much crowded both within and without. Saturday, 19. About eight I preached at Neath; about three, in the church at Bridge-End; (where the rain doubled the congregation, by stopping the harvest-work;) and at seven, in the Assembly-room at Cowbridge, on, "Lord, are there few that be saved?" I was enabled to make a close and pointed application, I believe not without effect. I preached there again at eight, to a congregation who seemed to feel what was spoken. At eleven the Vicar read Prayers, and I preached on those words in the Lesson, "Gallio cared for none of these things." Most of the hearers seemed more awake than I expected; and a few appeared to be affected. In the evening I took my old stand on the steps of the Castle at Cardiff. Abundance of people were gathered together, it being a fair mild evening, on whom I enforced, "I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God." Mr. Davies read Prayers, and I preached, in Caerphilly church, and in the evening at Llanbraddoch. 376 REv. J. wesDEY's Aug. 1769. Wednesday, 23. I went on to Trevecka.

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I went on to Trevecka. Here we found a concourse of people from all parts, come to celebrate the Countess of Huntingdon's birth-day, and the Anniversary of her School, which was opened on the twenty-fourth of August, last year. I preached, in the evening, to as many as her chapel could well contain; which is extremely neat, or rather, elegant; as is the dining-room, the school, and all the house. About nine Howell Harris desired me to give a short exhorta tion to his family. I did so; and then went back to my Lady's, and laid me down in peace. I administered the Lord's Supper to the family. At ten the Public Service began. Mr. Fletcher preached an cxceeding lively sermon in the court, the chapel being far too small. After him, Mr. William Williams preached in Welsh, till between one and two o'clock. At two we dined. Mean time, a large number of people had baskets of bread and meat carried to them in the court. At three I took my turn there, then Mr. Fletcher, and, about five, the congregation was dismissed. Between seven and eight the love-feast began, at which I believe many were comforted. In the evening several of us retired into the neighbouring wood, which is exceeding pleasantly laid out in walks; one of which leads to a little mount, raised in the midst of a meadow, that commands a delightful prospect. This is Howell Harris's work, who has likewise greatly enlarged and beautified his house; so that, with the gardens, orchards, walks, and pieces of water that surround it, it is a kind of little paradise. We rode through a lovely country to Chepstow. I had designed to go straight on, but yielded to the impor tunity of our friends to stay and preach in the evening. Meantime, I took a walk through Mr. Morris's woods. There is scarce any thing like them in the kingdom. They stand on the top, and down the side, of a steep mountain, hanging in a semicircular form over the river. Through these woods abundance of serpentine walks are cut, wherein many seats and alcoves are placed; most of which command a surprising prospect of rocks and fields on the other side of the river. And must all these be burned up? What will become of us then, if we set our hearts upon them?

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Tuesday, 5. I rode on to Plymouth-Dock, and preached on, "Love is the bond of perfectness." What pity that any thing short of this should usurp the name of religion Last week I read over, as I rode, great part of Homer's Odyssey. I always imagined it was, like Milton's "Paradise Regained," The last faint effort of an expiring Musa But how was I mistaken How far has Homer's latter poem the pre-eminence over the former ! It is not, indeed, without its blemishes; among which, perhaps, one might reckon his making Ulysses swim nine days and nine nights without suste nance; the incredible manner of his escape from Polyphemus, (unless the goat was as strong as an ox,) and the introducing Minerva at every turn, without any dignus vindice nodus. Difficult point, that requires a serious solution.-EDIT. Sept. 1769. JOURNAL. 379 But his numerous beauties make large amends for these. Was ever man so happy in his descriptions, so exact and consistent in his characters, and so natural in telling a story? He like wise continually inserts the finest strokes of morality; (which I cannot find in Virgil;) on all occasions recommending the fear of God, with justice, mercy, and truth. In this only he is inconsistent with himself: He makes his hero say,- Wisdom never lies; And, Him, on whate'er pretence, that lies can tell, My soul abhors him as the gates of hell. Meantime, he himself, on the slightest pretence, tells deliberate lies over and over; nay, and is highly commended for so doing, even by the Goddess of Wisdom I rode to Collumpton; and on Thursday rested at Tiverton. Friday, 8. I preached about nine at Taunton, and then rode on to Bridgewater, where the preaching had been discontinued for some years. It was supposed there would be much disturbance; but there was none at all. The very Gentry (all but two or three young women) behaved with good sense and decency. This afternoon I went to the top of Brent-Hill: I know not, I ever before saw such a prospect. Westward, one may see to the mouth of the Bristol Channel; and the three other ways, as far as the eye can reach.

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Saturday, 23. I rode to Pill, and preached in the street, (the only way to do much good there,) to a more numerous and more attentive congregation than I have seen there for many years. Thur. OCTOBER 5. I had the satisfaction to find, that two of our brethren, with whom I had taken much pains, had at length put an end to their Chancery suit, and closed their debate by a reference. I permitted all of Mr. Whitefield's society that desired it, to be present at our love-feast. I suppose there were a thousand of us in all. And we were not sent empty away. I preached at Bristol, Pensford, Shepton Mallet; and in the evening at Wincanton. The people here had just as much feeling as the benches on which they sat. Tuesday, 10. I preached in Shaftesbury at noon; and in the evening at Salisbury. Here I was as in a new world. The congregation was alive, and much more the society. How pleasing would it be, to be always with such ! But this is not our calling. I preached in Romsey, at noon: In the evening at Winchester. Thursday, 12. I preached at Fareham about one; and at Portsmouth Common in the evening. Friday, 13. I very narrowly missed meeting the great Pascal Paoli. He landed in the dock but a very few minutes after Ileft the water side. Surely He who hath been with him from his youth up, hath not sent him into England for nothing. Lord, show Oct. 1769. JOURNAL. 381 him what is thy will concerning him, and give him a kingdom that cannot be moved ! Setting out at two in the morning, I came to London in the afternoon. Sunday, 15. My brother and I had such a congregation at Spitalfields, as has not been there since the covenant-night. The Foundery was equally crowded in the evening: Is God about to work here, as he did some years ago? If so, having learned experience by the things we have suffered, I trust we shall not quench the Spirit as we did before. I began my journey into Oxfordshire, and in the evening preached at Henley. A great part of the congregation was perfectly void both of sense and modesty.

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Sure a more consummate coxcomo never saw the sun How amazingly full of himself! Whatever he speaks he pronounces as an oracle. But many of his oracles are as palpably false, as that "young children never love old people." No ! Do they never love grandfathers and grandmothers? Frequently more than they do their own parents. Indeed they love all that love them, and that with more warmth and sincerity than when they come to riper years. But I object to his temper more than to his judgment: He is a mere misanthrope; a cynic all over. So indeed is his brother-infidel, Voltaire; and well nigh as great a coxcomb. Feb. 1770. JOURNAL, 387 But he hides both his doggedness and vanity a little better; whereas here it stares us in the face continually. As to his book, it is whimsical to the last degree; grounded neither upon reason nor experience. To cite particular passages would be endless; but any one may observe concerning the whole, the advices which are good are trite and common, only disguised under new expressions. And those which are new, which are really his own, are lighter than vanity itself. Such discoveries I always expect from those who are too wise to believe their Bibles. I went to Wandsworth. What a proof have we here, that God's "thoughts are not as our thoughts!" Every one thought no good could be done here; we had tried for above twenty years. Very few would even give us the hearing; and the few that did, seemed little the better for it. But all on a sudden, crowds flock to hear; many are cut to the heart; many filled with peace and joy in believing; many long for the whole image of God. In the evening, though it was a sharp frost, the Room was as hot as a stove. And they drank in the word with all greediness; as also at five in the morning, while I applied, "Jesus put forth his hand and touched him, saying, I will; be thou clean l'' I read, with all the attention I was master of, Mr. Hutchinson's Life, and Mr. Spearman's Index to his Works. And I was more convinced than ever, 1. That he had not the least conception, much less experience, of inward religion: 2.

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I preached in the new Room, which is just finished, at Upton; and thence rode on to Worcester, where I preached in a large, old, awkward place, to a crowded and much-affected audience. Afterwards I met the society of about an hundred members, all of one heart and one mind; so lovingly and closely united together, that I have scarce seen the like in the kingdom. I met the select society. How swiftly has God deepened his work in these ! I have seen very few, either in Bristol or London, who are more clear in their experience. The account all whom I had time to examine gave, was scriptural and rational: And, suppose they spoke true, they are witnesses of the Perfection which I preach. Yet, that they may fall therefrom I know; but that they must, I utterly deny. After preaching at Evesham about noon, we rode through a furious shower of snow, driven full in our faces, to Broad marston. The very uncommon severity of the weather somewhat lessened the congregation in the evening. All who were there seemed prepared for that awful subject, "I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God." We rode, in another bitter day, with the wind and snow just in our face, to Birmingham. In the evening the people were wedged in as close as possible; yet many were obliged to go away. We had just the same congregation in the morning. Sunday, 18. At half-hour after one I was to preach at Bromwich-Heath; but the House would scarce contain a fourth part of the congregation. So I made a virtue March, 1770. JOURNAL, 389 of necessity, and preached in a ground where there was room for all that came : And I believe God kindled a fire in many frozen hearts. In the evening I preached in the House at Wednesbury a funeral sermon for Elizabeth Longmore; I think, the first witness of Christian Perfection whom God raised up in these Parts. I gave some account of her experience many years ago. From that time her whole life was answerable to her profession, every way holy and unblamable. Frequently she had not bread to eat; but that did not hinder her "rejoicing ever more." She had close trials from her poor, apostate husband, in the midst of sharp pain, and pining sickness.

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In this journey, as well as in many others, I observed a mistake that almost universally pre vails; and I desire all travellers to take good notice of it, which may save them both from trouble and danger. Near thirty years ago, I was thinking, "How is it that no horse ever stumbles while I am reading?" (History, poetry, and philosophy I com monly read on horseback, having other employment at other times.) No account can possibly be given but this: Because then I throw the reins on his neck. I then set myself to observe; and I aver, that in riding above an hundred thousand miles, I scarceever remember any horse (except two, that would fall head over heels any way) to fall, or make a considerable stumble, while I rode with a slack rein. To fancy, therefore, that a tight rein prevents stumbling is a capital blunder. I have repeated the trial more frequently than most men in the kingdom can do. A slack rein will prevent stumbling, if any thing will. But in some horses nothing can. 394 REV. J. WESLEY's April, 1770. I preached in the new preaching-house at Rochdale, and on Saturday, 31, at Chester. Tuesday, APRIL 3. I went on to Liverpool. On Wednesday and Thursday I read Mr. Sellon's answer to Elisha Coles's book on God's Sovereignty, so plausibly written, that it is no wonder so many are deceived thereby. I preached in Wigan at noon, and in the evening at Bolton. Sunday, 8. After preaching at eight and one, I hastened on to James Edmundson's, preached to a few serious people, and gave directions to his poor sick daughter, which it is possible may save her life. Monday, 9. I rode on to Ambleside; on Tuesday, to Whitehaven. Here I found a faintness had spread through all. No wonder, since there had been no morning preaching for some months. Yet, every morning I was here, the congregations were as large as they had been for many years. Thursday, 12. I met such a company of children as I have not found within an hundred miles. Several of them appeared to be convinced of sin; five rejoicing in God their Saviour: And, upon inquiry, I found their whole behaviour was suitable to their profession.

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At six in the evening I began preaching in the church, and with very uncommon liberty of spirit. At seven in the morning I preached in the library, a large commodious room; but it would not contain the congregation: Many were constrained to go away. Afterwards I rode over to Fort-George, a very regular fortifi cation, capable of containing four thousand men. As I was just taking horse, the Commanding Officer sent word, I was welcome to preach. But it was a little too late: I had then but just time to ride back to Inverness. At seven, the benches being removed, the library contained us tolerably well; and, I am persuaded, God shook the hearts of many outside Christians. I preached in the church at five in the afternoon. Mr. Helton designed to preach abroad at seven; but the Ministers desired he would preach in the church, which he did, to a large and attentive congregation. Many followed us from the church to our lodgings, with whom I spent some time in prayer, and then advised them, as many as could, to meet together, and spend an hour every evening in prayer and useful conversation. We set out in a fine morning. A little before we reached Nairn, we were met by a messenger from the Minister, Mr. Dunbar; who desired, I would breakfast with him, and give them a sermon in his church. Afterwards we hastened to Elgin, through a pleasant and well-cultivated country. When we set out from hence, the rain began, and poured down till we came to the Spey, the most impetuous river I ever saw. Finding the large boat was in no haste to move, I stepped into a small one, just going off. It whirled us over the stream almost in a minute. I waited at the inn at Fochabers, (dark and dirty enough in all reason,) till our friends overtook me with the horses. The outside May, 1770. JOURNAL, 397 of the inn at Keith was of the same hue, and promised us no great things. But we were agreeably disappointed. We found plenty of every thing, and so dried ourselves at leisure. Tues. MAY 1. I rode on to Aberdeen, and spent the rest of the week there. It fell out well, for the weather was uncommon: We had storms of snow or rain every day.

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It fell out well, for the weather was uncommon: We had storms of snow or rain every day. And it seems the weather was the same as far as London. So general a storm has scarce been in the memory of man. I preached in the College Kirk, at Old-Aberdeen, to a very serious (though mostly genteel) congregation. In the evening I preached at our own Room, and early in the morning took my leave of this loving people. We came to Montrose about noon. I had designed to preach there; but found no notice had been given. However, I went down to the Green, and sung a hymn. People presently flocked from all parts, and God gave me great freedom of speech; so that I hope we did not meet in vain. At seven in the evening I preached at Arbroath (properly Aberbrothwick). The whole town seems moved: The con gregation was the largest I have seen since we left Inverness: And the society, though but of nine months' standing, is the largest in the kingdom, next that of Aberdeen. I took a view of the small remains of the Abbey. I know nothing like it in all North-Britain. I paced it, and found it an hundred yards long. The breadth is proportionable. Part of the west end, which is still standing, shows it was full as high as Westminster Abbey. The south end of the cross-aisle likewise is standing, near the top of which is a large circular window. The zealous Reformers, they told us, burnt this down. God deliver us from reforming mobs ! I have seen no town in Scotland which increases so fast, or which is built with so much common sense, as this. Two entire new streets, and part of a third, have been built within these two years. They run parallel with each other, and have a row of gardens between them. So that every house has a garden; and thus both health and convenience are consulted. I rode on to Dundee. The Ministers here, parti cularly Mr. Small, are bitter enough: Notwithstanding which, the society is well established, and the congregation exceeding large. I dealt very plainly with them at six, and still more so 398 REv. J. wesLEY's May, 1770. the next evening: Yet none appeared to be offended. Friday, 11. I went forward to Edinburgh. Saturday, 12.

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Saturday, 12. I received but a melancholy account of the state of things here. The congregations were nearly as usual; but the society which, when I was here before, consisted of above an hundred and sixty members, was now shrunk to about fifty. Such is the fruit of a single Preacher's staying a whole year in one place together with the labours of good Mr. Townshend. At seven I preached in the chapel taken by Lady Glenorchy, which stands at a great distance from ours, in the most honourable part of the city. Between twelve and one I preached in the High-School yard, it being too stormy to preach on the Castle-Hill. A little before six I preached in our chapel, crowded above and below; but I doubt, with little effect: Exceeding few seemed to feel what they heard. After ten years' inquiry, I have learned what are the Highlands of Scotland. Some told me, "The High lands begin when you cross the Tay;" others, "when you cross the North Esk;" and others, "when you cross the river Spey:" But all of them missed the mark. For the truth of the matter is, the Highlands are bounded by no river at all, but by Carns, or heaps of stones laid in a row, south-west and north-east, from sea to sea. These formerly divided the kingdom of the Picts from that of the Caledonians, which included all the country north of the Carns; several whereof are still remaining. It takes in Argyleshire, most of Perthshire, Murrayshire, with all the north-west counties. This is called the Highlands, because a considerable part of it (though not the whole) is mountainous. But it is not more mountainous than North-Wales, nor than many parts of England and Ireland: Nor do I believe it has any mountain higher than Snowdon hill, or the Skiddaw in Cumberland. Talking Erse, therefore, is not the thing that distinguishes these from the Lowlands. Neither is this or that river; both the Tay, the Esk, and the Spey running through the Highlands, not south of them. At five in the morning I took a solemn leave of our friends at Edinburgh. About eight I preached at Musselburgh, and found some hope, there will be a blessing in the remnant. In the evening I preached in the new House at Dunbar, the cheerfullest in the kingdom. Friday,

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Monday, JUNE 11. I took a cheerful leave of that loving people; about noon preached at Durham; and in the evening, before Mr. Watson's door, to a numerous congregation at Stockton. 400 REv. J. weslEY's June, 1770, Tuesday, 12. At five I preached in the new House, strangely raised, when the case appeared quite desperate, by God's touching the heart of a man of substance, who bought the ground and built it without delay. I preached at Norton at noon, and afterwards met those who can "rejoice ever more," and "pray without ceasing." We had another com fortable opportunity at Yarm in the evening, where I found a greater number of those who believe God has enabled them to love him with all their heart and soul. I preached at Halsey, ten miles from Yarm, and in the evening at Thirsk. Thursday, 14. About two, at Potto; and in the evening at Hutton. Here, as well as else where, those who believe they are saved from sin undergo many trials from their brethren. But so much the more will "the God of all grace, after" they "have suffered a while, stablish, strengthen, and settle" them. I was agreeably surprised to find the whole road from Thirsk to Stokesley, which used to be extremely bad, better than most turnpikes. The gentlemen had exerted themselves, and raised money enough to mend it effectually. So they have done for several hundred miles in Scotland, and throughout all Connaught in Ireland; and so they undoubtedly might do throughout all England, without saddling the poor people with the vile imposition of turnpikes for ever. In the afternoon we came to Whitby. Having preached thrice a day for five days, I was willing to preach in the House; but notice had been given of my preaching in the market-place; so I began at six, to a large congregation, most of them deeply attentive. I found our Preacher, James Brownfield, had just set up for himself. The reasons he gave for leaving the Methodists were, 1. That they went to church. 2. That they held Perfection. I earnestly desired our society to leave him to God, and say nothing about him, good or bad. In the afternoon I looked over Dr. Priestley's "English Grammar." I wonder he would publish it after Bishop Lowth's. I met the select society, consisting of sixty-five members.

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Being much concerned for the poor parishioners of Haworth, who hear and hear, and are no more affected than stones, I spoke to them in the most cutting manner I could. May God apply it to their hearts On Monday and Tuesday I preached at Bingley and Bradford; and Wednesday, 4, rode to Halifax. Here I had an opportunity of inquiring thoroughly into a very extraordi nary case. On January 26, 1760, a young woman of two and-twenty, felt, in the evening, an uncommon coldness at her feet. Presently after she was seized with convulsions. The disorder from that time attended her, more or less, every day, in spite of all the medicines which were administered by the most skilful Physicians. One of her fits began a little before we went in. At first she fell back in her chair, seemingly senseless, and wrought (like one strangled) in her breast and throat. In two or three minutes she sprung up, turned round many times, then dropped down, and began beating her head against the stone floor. Quickly she started up, leaped right upwards many times; then ran to and fro with an hundred odd gesticulations. She beat herself on the head, tore her hair, and attempted to run into the fire. Being put into a chair, she spoke a good deal, but not articulately. She was convulsed again from head to foot; and afterwards said wildly, "Where am I? Who are these? I want my father. I will go to my father." In about an hour she came to her senses. I should have imagined the Physicians would have sup posed all this to be counterfeit. But it seems one and all thought that could not be, as she could have no motive to feign, since she gained nothing thereby, living upon the fruit of her own and her father's labour. And many of the circumstances could not be accounted for, upon that suppo sition. Such were her tears, her foaming at the mouth, her tearing her hair, striking herself, and beating her head against the stones; her strong convulsions; and what none can well 404 REv. J. wesDEY's July, 1770. conceive unless he saw it, the change of her countenance, which was horrid and dreadful, yea, diabolical, as long as the fits were upon her, but was remarkably pretty and agreeable, as soon as she came to herself.

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conceive unless he saw it, the change of her countenance, which was horrid and dreadful, yea, diabolical, as long as the fits were upon her, but was remarkably pretty and agreeable, as soon as she came to herself. When old Dr. A r was asked, what her disorder was, he answered, "It is what formerly they would have called being bewitched." And why should they not call it so now? Because the infidels have hooted witchcraft out of the world; and the complaisant Christians, in large numbers, have joined with them in the cry. I do not so much wonder at this, that many of these should herein talk like infidels. But I have sometimes been inclined to wonder at the pert, saucy, indecent manner wherein some of those trample upon men far wiser than themselves; at their speaking so dogma tically against what not only the whole world, heathen and Christian, believed in past ages, but thousands, learned as well as unlearned, firmly believe at this day. I instance in Dr. Smollett and Mr. Guthrie, whose manner of speaking concerning witchcraft must be extremely offensive to every sensible man, who cannot give up his Bible. I preached at six at Daw-Green, near Dewsbury. All things contributed to make it a refreshing season; the gently-declining sun, the stillness of the evening, the beauty of the meadows and fields, through which The smooth clear "river drew its sinuous train; " the opposite hills and woods, and the earnestness of the people, covering the top of the hill on which we stood; and, above all, the day-spring from on high, the consolation of the Holy One! -I rode to Miss Bosanquet's. Her family is still a pattern, and a general blessing to the country. Sunday, 8. I preached at Whitechapel, Birstal, and Leeds, at each to as many as my voice could reach. Monday, 9. About noon I preached at Woodhouse, a village near Leeds, where a flame is suddenly broke out. Few days pass without fresh displays of the grace of God, converting sinners to himself; and a spirit of childlike, simple love runs through the whole body of the people. Tuesday, 10. I rode to Harewood, and preached to a large congregation of the same spirit with that at Woodhouse. Here, too, the word of God runs swiftly: many are convinced, and many converted to God.

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At nine I preached in Awkborough, to a people of quite another kind. So I spoke to them directly of "Christ Crucified," and the salvation which is through him. About noon I preached to a people of the same spirit at Amcoats. In the evening, the House at Swinfleet not being able to contain a third of the congregation, I preached on a smooth, green place, sheltered 406 REv. J. wesley's July, 1770. from the wind, on Heb. vii. 25. Many rejoiced to hear of being "saved to the uttermost," the very thing which their souls longed after. I preached in the market-place at Thorne: All were quiet, and tolerably attentive. About moon I preached at Crowle. This is the place, the former Rector of which, contemporary with my father, ordered those words to be inscribed upon his tomb-stone: ert Iits the 3300p or" FoRTY YEARS RECTOR OF THIS PARISH. "All the day long have I stretched out my hands Unto a disobedient and gainsaying people. So I gave them up unto their own hearts' lusts, And let them follow their own imaginations." They did follow them for many years; but at length God hath visited them. Friday and Saturday I spent at Epworth. Sunday, 22. About eight I preached at Misterton; at one about half a mile from Haxey church; and at five on Epworth Cross, to the largest congregation in Lincolnshire, on, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." I preached at Doncaster and Rotherham; on Tuesday and Wednesday at Sheffield. On Wednesday evening my heart was so enlarged, that I knew not how to leave off. Do some say, "I preach longer than usual when I am barren?" It is quite the contrary with me. I never exceed, but when I am full of matter; and still I consider it may not be with my audience as with me. So that it is strange if I exceed my time above a quarter of an hour. On Thursday and Friday I preached at Creitch, Derby, Burton-upon-Trent, and Ashby. Saturday, 28. I rode to Castle-Donnington; but hay-making had emptied the town, till a violent shower brought all the hay-makers home, who received the good word with gladness. At seven I preached in Nottingham; Sunday, 29, at Sanjaker, where God was eminently present. At five in the evening I went to the market-place in Nottingham.

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Some now living remember since his body was entire. But after the coffin was opened, so many were curious to taste the liquor in which it was preserved, that in a little time the corpse was left bare, and then soon mouldered away. A few bones are now all that remain. How little is the spirit concerned at this ! 408 REv. J. wesLEY's Aug. 1770. Sunday, 5, and for five or six days this week, the heat was as great as I remember in Georgia. Tuesday, 7. Our Conference began, and ended on Friday, 10. On Sunday evening I set out in the machine, and the next evening preached at Bristol. Saturday, 18. I gave a solemn warning to a large congregation on Redcliff-Hill, from those awful words, "The time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God." Surely it will; unless a general repentance prevent a general visitation. -Irode to Charlton. The violent heat continuing, I preached in the evening under a tree to a congregation who were all attention. Tuesday, 21. I rode on to Tiverton, and thence through Launceston, Camelford, Port-Isaac, Cubert, St. Agnes, and Redruth, to St. Ives. Here God has made all our enemies to be at peace with us, so that I might have preached in any part of the town. But I rather chose a meadow, where such as would might sit down, either on the grass or on the hedges, so the Cornish term their broad stone walls, which are usually covered with grass. Here I enforced, "Fear God, and keep his commandments; for this is the whole of man." Being desired to preach in the town, for the sake of some who could not come up the hill, I began near the market-place, at eight, on, "Without holiness no man shall see the Lord." We had an useful sermon at church, and another in the afternoon, delivered in a strong and earnest manner. At five I preached again. Well nigh all the town were present, and thousands from all parts of the country; to whom I explained, "The Son of God was manifested to destroy the works of the devil." I was surprised to find, that the select society had been wholly neglected. I got a few of them together; but did not find so much as one, who had not given up his confidence.

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3. Between eight and nine, while I was preaching at Truro, we had only a few light showers; although, a few miles off, there was impetuous rain, with violent thunder and lightning. About noon I preached at Mevagissey, in a vacant space near the middle of the town, and strongly applied those words, "Turn ye, turn ye, from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel?" At six I stood at the head of the street, in St. Austle, and enforced, on a large and quiet congregation, "Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve," After visiting Medros, Plymouth, and Collumpton, I came on Friday, 7, to Taunton. Presently after preaching, I took horse. The rain obliged us to make haste; but in a while the saddle came over his neck, and then turned under his belly I had then only to throw myself off, or I must have fallen under him. I was a little bruised, but soon mounted again, and rode to Lympsham, and the next day to Bristol. My voice was weak when I preached at Princes Street in the morning. It was stronger at two in the after moon, while I was preaching under the sycamore-tree in Kingswood; and strongest of all at five in the evening, when we assembled near King's Square in Bristol. In the evening I preached at Frome; but not abroad, as I designed, because of the rain. The next evening I preached in the adjoining meadow, to as quiet a congregation as that in the House. The appointed Preacher not coming in time, I preached myself at five; at eight in Princes-Street, at two in 414 REv. J. wesLEY's Sept. 1770. Kingswood, and near King's Square at five in the evening, Saturday, 15. It was the day before, that I first observed a very uncom mon concern in the children at Kingswood School, while I was explaining, and enforcing upon them, the first principles of religion. Most of them went to see the body of Francis Evans, one of our neighbours, who died two or three days before. About seven Mr. Hindmarsh met them all in the school, and gave an exhortation suited to the occasion.

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I went to prayer. The Lord seemed to rest upon them all, and pierced their hearts with deep conviction. The next morning I spent some time with all the children, and then desired those who were resolved to save their souls, to come up stairs with me. I went up, and nine of the children followed me, who said they were determined to 'flee from the wrath to come.' I exhorted them never to rest till they found peace with God; and then sung and prayed. The power of God came down in so wonderful a manner, that my voice was drowned by their cries. When I concluded, one of them broke out into prayer, in a manner that quite astonished me; and, during the whole day, a peculiar spirit of seriousness rested on all the children. "After spending some time in the school on Friday, I desired those I had spoke to the day before, to follow me; which they did, and one more. I pressed each of them severally, not to rest till he had a clear sense of the pardoning love of God. I then prayed, and the Lord poured out his Spirit as the day before; so that, in a few minutes, my voice could not be heard amidst their cries and groans." "On Friday, 28," says Mr. Hindmarsh, "when I came out into the ground, ten of the children quickly gathered round about me, earnestly asking, what they must do to be saved: Nor could I disengage myself from them, till the bell rang for dinner. All this time we observed, the children who were most affected learned faster and better than any of the rest. "In the evening, I explained to all the children the nature of the Lord's Supper. I then met twelve of them apart, and spoke to each particularly. When I asked one of them, Simon Lloyd, 'What do you want to make you happy?' after a little pause, he answered, 'God." We went to prayer. Presently a cry arose from one and another, till it ran through all, vehemently calling upon God, and refusing to be comforted without the knowledge and the love of God. 416 REv. J. wesLEY's Sept. 1770. "About half-hour after eight, I bade them good night, and sent them up to bed.

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Between two and three, Mary likewise rejoiced with joy unspeakable. They all con tinued together till after four, praising the God of their salvation. Indeed they seemed to have forgotten all things here below, and to think of nothing but God and heaven. "In the evening, all the maids, and many of the boys, not having been used to so long and violent speaking, were worn out, as to bodily strength, and so hoarse that they were scarce able to speak: But they were strong in the spirit, full of love, and of joy and peace in believing. Sunday, 30. Eight of the children, and the three maids, received the Lord's Supper for the first time. And hitherto, they are all rejoicing in God, and walking worthy of the Gospel." 4.18 REv. J. wesDEY's Oct. 1770. All this time it was observed, that there was an uncommon revival of the work of God, in all the societies round about. That in Kingswood, within a few months, increased from an hundred and eighteen, to above three hundred members; and every day more and more were convinced of sin, and more and more enabled to rejoice in God their Saviour. Mon. OcToBER 1, and the following days, I preached at many of the towns round Bristol, and found the congrega tions increasing in every place. Sunday, 7. My brother and I complied with the desire of many of our friends, and agreed to administer the Lord's Supper every other Sunday at Bristol. We judged it best to have the entire Service, and so began at nine o'clock. After it was ended, I rode to Kingswood, gave an exhortation to the children, and preached to as many as the House would contain. A little before five, I began at the Square, and found no want of strength. At the conclusion of the Morning Service I was weak and weary, hardly able to speak. After preaching at Kingswood, I was better; and at night quite fresh and well. I preached at Pensford and Shepton-Mallet in my way to Wincanton, one of the dullest places in all the county. I preached on Death in the evening, and Hell in the morning. Tuesday, 9. It seemed, these were the very subjects they wanted. I never saw this careless people so much affected before. I preached in Shaftesbury at noon, in Salisbury at night. Wednesday, 10.

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Finding I was among stocks, I was obliged to strike with all my might; and I trust God did strike some of the flinty hearts. I returned to London, and had the melancholy news of Mr. Whitefield's death confirmed by his executors, who desired me to preach his funeral sermon on Sunday, the 18th. In order to write this, I retired to Lewisham on Monday; and on Sunday following, went to the chapel in Tottenham-Court-Road. An immense multitude was gathered together from all corners of the town. I was at first afraid that a great part of the congregation would not be able to hear; but it pleased God so to strengthen my voice, that even those at the door heard distinctly. It was an awful season: All were still as night: Most appeared to be deeply affected; and an impression was made on many, which one would hope will not speedily be effaced. The time appointed for my beginning at the Tabernacle was half-hour after five: But it was quite filled at three; so I began at four. At first the noise was exceeding great; but it ceased when I began to speak; and my voice was again so strengthened that all who were within could hear, unless an accidental noise hindered here or there for a few moments. O that all may hear the voice of Him with whom are the issues of life and death; and who so loudly, by this unexpected stroke, calls all his children to love one another! Being desired by the Trustees of the Tabernacle at Greenwich to preach Mr. Whitefield's funeral sermon there, I went over to-day for that purpose; but neither would this House contain the congregation. Those who could not get in made some noise at first; but in a little while all were silent. 422 REv. J. wesLEY's Jan. 1771. Here, likewise, I trust God has given a blow to that bigotry which had prevailed for many years. Mon. DECEMBER 3. I took a little journey into Kent. In the evening I preached at Chatham, in the new House, which was sufficiently crowded with attentive hearers. Tues day, 4. I preached at Canterbury. Wednesday, 5. We went to Dover, where, with some difficulty, we climbed to the top of Shakspeare's Cliff.

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But I am nothing obliged to him for creating me, since he did it only for his own pleasure. Neither can I believe that he is good; since he can remove all the evil in the world if he will: And, therefore, it is God's fault, and no one's else, that there is any evil in the universe." I am afraid we could not deny this, if we allowed that God had "from all eternity, unchangeably determined everything, great and small, which comes to pass in time." I had an hour's conversation with that amiable young man, Mr. de C , whose opinion has not yet spoiled his temper. But how long will he hold out against its baleful tendency? I fear, not to the end of the year. I dined at Mr. M 's, an upright man, willing to know and to live the Gospel. I cannot but think he would be an eminent Christian if he were not rich. While I was opening and applying, at West Street chapel, those comfortable words, "He knoweth whereof we are made; he remembereth that we are but dust," it pleased God to speak to many hearts, and to fill them with strong consolation. Now let them "walk as children of the light," and they shall no more come into darkness. For what cause I know not to this day, set out for Newcastle, purposing "never to return." Non eam reliqui: Non dimisi: Non revocabo." I revised and transcribed my Will, declaring as simply, as plainly, and as briefly as I could, nothing more nor nothing else, but "what I would have done with the worldly goods which I leave behind me." I buried the remains of Joan Turner, who spent all her last hours in rejoicing and praising God, and died full of faith and of the Holy Ghost, at three years and an half old. Thur. FEBRUARY 7. I met with that ingenious tract, "A Dialogue between Moses and Lord Bolingbroke." It contains many striking and beautiful thoughts; yet some things in it are not quite clear. It is not clear, that Moses includes in his account neither more nor less than the solar system. Probably he speaks, either solely of the creation of the Earth, and of other bodies as related thereto: Or of the Universe, the fixed stars, (mentioned Gen. i.

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i. 16,) including I did not desert her: I did not send her away: I will never recall her. 424. Rev. J. wesley's March, 1771. their satellites also. But be this as it may, is it well thus to run down all that differ from us? Dr. Pye is an ingenious man; but so is Dr. Robinson also. So are twenty more, although they understand Moses in a quite different manner. I went through both the upper and lower rooms of the London Workhouse. It contains about an hundred children, who are in as good order as any private family. And the whole house is as clean, from top to bottom, as any gentleman's needs be. And why is not every workhouse in London, yea, through the kingdom, in the same order? Purely for want either of sense, or of honesty and activity, in them that superintend it. I preached once more at Welling, to a larger congregation than I have seen there for many years. And many seemed to be uncommonly affected: Particularly one young gentlewoman, who had never heard any preaching of this kind before this evening. After struggling some time, she cried out aloud, and could not be comforted; although her mother told her how good she was; nay, and had been all her life. We never, that I remember, before had such a congregation at Wapping, either of hearers or communicants; and very seldom such an outpouring of the Spirit. Saturday, 23. We had the greatest number of communicants at Snows fields, that we have had since the chapel was built. It seems as if God were about throughly to heal the wound which we received here in the house of our friends. I showed a friend, coming out of the country, the tombs in Westminster Abbey. The two with which I still think none of the others worthy to be compared, are that of Mrs. Nightingale, and that of the Admiral rising out of his tomb at the resurrection. But the vile flattery inscribed on many of them reminded me of that just reflection, If on the sculptur'd marble you rely, Pity that worth like his should ever die. If credit to the real life you give, Pity a wretch like him should ever live : Sun.

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If credit to the real life you give, Pity a wretch like him should ever live : Sun. MARCH 3. After preaching at the chapel morning and afternoon, in the evening I preached at Brentford, the next evening at Newbury, and on Tuesday at Bristol. Friday, 8. I went over to Kingswood, and found several of the boys still alive to God. March, 1771. JOURNAL. 425 I set out with John Pritchard, in a severe frost, and about two came to Stroud. Being desired to preach a funeral sermon for good old Mr. Arundel, I willingly complied, and enlarged on, "These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." The frost changed into rain. About noon I preached at Tewkesbury; and at Worcester in the evening. Wednesday, 13. I had the pleasure of spending an hour at Kidderminster, with that good man, Mr. Fawcett. I reached Shrewsbury but a few minutes before the time of preaching. The mob were quieter than usual, as they were likewise the next night. Friday, 15. Being desired to give them a sermon at Wem, and finding no house would hold the congre gation, I stood in Mr. Henshaw's yard, where I opened and strongly applied those words, "The disciples were called Christians first at Antioch." We were more at a loss what to do with the congregation at Whitchurch in the evening. At length we desired all that could, to squeeze into the House; the rest stood quietly without; and none, I believe, repented their labour; for God was eminently present. Between nine and ten, I began at Cardinmarsh. I have not seen the bulk of a congregation so melted down since I left London. In the evening we had a Sunday congregation at Chester; and many were filled with consolation. Both on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, all our congre gations were uncommonly large; otherwise I should have regretted staying so long, while the weather was pleasant and the wind fair. Wednesday, 20. Having agreed with a Captain, who promised to sail immediately, we went down to Park-Gate; but, the wind turning, I preached in the evening to most of the Gentry of the town. I preached likewise, morning and evening, on Thursday. Friday, 22.

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Have they not authority to expel a particular member of the ciety? No: The Assistant only can do this. Q. 7. But have they not authority to regulate the temporal and spiritual affairs of the society? Neither the one nor the other. Temporal affairs belong to the Stewards; spiritual to the Assistant. Q. 8. Have they authority to make any collection of a public nature? No: The Assistant only can do this. Q. 9. Have they authority to receive the yearly subscription?- No: This also belongs to the Assistant. 428 REv. J. weslEY's April, 1771. 4. Considering these things, can we wonder at the confusion which has been here for some years? If one wheel of a machine gets out of its place, what disorder must ensue ! In the Methodist discipline, the wheels regularly stand thus: The Assistant, the Preachers, the Stewards, the Leaders, the people. But here the Leaders, who are the lowest wheel but one, were got quite out of their place. They were got at the top of all, above the Stewards, the Preachers, yea, and above the Assistant himself. 5. To this, chiefly, I impute the gradual decay of the work of God in Dublin. There has been a jar throughout the whole machine. Most of the wheels were hindered in their motion. The Stewards, the Preachers, the Assistant, all moved heavily. They felt all was not right. But if they saw where the fault lay, they had not strength to remedy it. But it may be effectually remedied now. Without rehearsing former grievances, (which may all die and be forgotten,) for the time to come, let each wheel keep its own place. Let the Assistant, the Preachers, the Stewards, the Leaders, know and execute their several offices. Let none encroach upon another, but all move together in harmony and love. So shall the work of God flourish among you, perhaps as it never did before; while you all hold the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. Dublin, March 29, 1771. I gave the sacrament at the Widows' House, to four or five and twenty that are widows indeed; all poor enough, several sick or infirm, three bed-rid, one on the brink of eternity. But almost all know in whom they have believed, and walk worthy of their profession. Sun.

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15. A gentleman desired me to visit his daughter. I found a lovely, sensible woman, in the bloom of youth, scarce one-and-twenty, in the last stage of a consumption. From that time I visited her every day. In two or three days she was considerably better. But, as I expected, when the hot weather came on, the sweet flower withered away. I dined at Mr. 's. Such another family I have not seen in the kingdom. He and Mrs. are in person, in understanding, and in temper, made for each other. And their ten children are in such order as I have not seen for many years; indeed, never since I left my father's house. May they never depart from the good way ! MAY 19. (Being Whitsunday.) The ground in the island being wet, I preached in the evening, near the new Custom House, on, "If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." I was not a little refreshed, observing so many who seemed to thirst for the living water. I preached there again the following evening, to nearly the same number of hearers. I should have thought it well worth while to have come to Limerick, were it only for these two evenings. Wed, 22. After preaching at Balligarane, I rode to Ash 432 REv. J. WESLEY's May, 1771. kayton. There are no ruins, I believe, in the kingdom of Ireland to be compared to these. The old Earl of Desmond's castle is very large, and has been exceeding strong. Not far from this, and formerly communicating with it by a gallery, is his great hall or banqueting-room. The walls are still firm and entire; and these with the fine carvings of the window-frames, (all of polished marble,) give some idea of what it was once. Its last master lived like a Prince for many years, and rebelled over and over against Queen Elizabeth. After his last rebellion, his army being totally routed, he fled into the woods with two or three hundred men. But the pursuit was so hot, that these were soon scattered from him, and he crept alone into a small cabin. He was sitting there, when a soldier came in and struck him. He rose and said, "I am the Earl of Desmond." The wretch, rejoicing that he had found so great a prize, cut off his head at once.

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29. Heavy rain, with furious wind, accompanied us all day. However, I reached Ballinrobe between twelve and one, and preached in the Court-House to forty or fifty hearers. Five miles short of Castlebar we took shelter for a while in a little cabin. The poor man brought us the best thing he had, a glass of rum. We talked a little with him and his wife, sung a hymn, and went to prayer; and then, the rain abating, rode cheerfully on to Castlebar. I preached about noon at Cappavica, four miles from Castlebar. It is a lone house; but the people soon flocked together. Every one seemed to be exceeding serious: Six-and-twenty appeared resolved to work out their own salvation, and help each other therein. Observing many fashionable people in the Court House at Castlebar, I spoke with such closeness and pungency, as I cannot do but at some peculiar seasons. It is indeed the gift of God, and cannot be attained by all the efforts of nature and art united. Sat. JUNE 1. This is the twelfth day that we have had continued rain, together with March winds. I dined at Rabin, near Castlebar, one of the pleasantest seats in Connaught. It was an old castle, standing between two loughs, with a river behind, and a wood before. And the inhabitants Did like the scene appear; Serenely pleasant, calmly fair : Soft fell their words, as flew the air. O that the God of love may add to these amiable qualities, all "the mind which was in Christ Jesus !" In the evening I expounded the Gospel for the day; the story of Dives and Lazarus. And now God opened both my mouth and the hearts of the hearers. His word seemed to take fast hold of them, even of the gay and rich, many of whom had wandered in among us. 434 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1771. I rode to Sligo, and preached in our own Room, to an exceeding serious congregation, such as I have not seen here for many years. But the next evening, a young Officer, with several pretty gay things, behaved so ill, that I was obliged to reprove them. They took it well; but we could not recover the fervour which was before swiftly spreading through the people. I rode to Ballyshannon, and preached in the Assembly Room.

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She fell, and two infants fell out of her. Such was the mercy of the Irish at that time ! Such the spirit which their good Priests infused into them 436 REV, J. wesley's June, 1771. I was surprised at the improvements made in this county within a few years. For above thirty miles, it is now cultivated like England, and sprinkled up and down with little new-built houses. A gentleman of Dermauin, desiring me to preach there, I began without delay, at the end of his house. It being the fair-day, there was a numerous congre gation; but not so numerous as that at Mallilough, where I preached about noon. Between six and seven, after riding more than fifty Irish miles, I reached Derry, and preached on, "There hath no temptation taken you, but such as is common to men." God spake by his word to many tempted souls, and comforted them over all their troubles. Every morning and evening, on the following days, the congregations were larger than I ever remember; and several Clergymen were present every evening. Thursday, 13. I spoke severally to the members of the society. I found far more life among them than I expected. Near one half of the sixty (that was the number of those that remained) I judged to be real believers. What a mischievous injustice it is to represent all this people as dead! It has weakened the hands of the Preachers much, and has greatly discouraged the people. The continually telling people they are dead, is the ready way to make them so. I looked over a volume of Mr. Skelton's Works. He is a surprising writer. When there is occasion, he shows all the wit of Dr. Swift, joined with ten times his judgment; and with (what is far more) a deep fear of God, and a tender love to mankind. About noon I preached at the New Buildings, two miles from Londonderry. The people, some time past, bore a near resemblance to the colliers of Kings wood. They were equally without God in the world, and eminent for all manner of wickedness: But old things are passed away, and they are eminent now for the fear of God, and the love of their neighbour. I preached there again on Sunday, 16, and administered the Lord's Supper to the society.

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I preached there again on Sunday, 16, and administered the Lord's Supper to the society. I think they were all in tears; but, with the greatest part, they were tears of joy and love. I met the singers for the last time. I joined them together two years ago; but, as the Preachers following took no care or thought about them, they of course flew asunder. And no wonder; for nothing will stand in the Methodist plan, unless the Preacher has his heart and his June, 1771. JOURNAL, 437 hand in it. Every Preacher, therefore, should consider it is mot his business to mind this or that thing only, but every thing. Cheerfully leaving Londonderry, I rode through the wild, dreary mountains, to Cookstown. Here the scene was changed. The house at which I alighted was filled with whisky-drinkers; and the whole town, it being the fair-day, was all hurry and confusion. However, about seven the tent was set up. The people flocked from all quarters; and, considering many of them were far from sober, behaved tolerably well. I preached at five and at twelve, to a lifeless company; and then rode, through a fruitful country, to Stewart-Town. A large congregation soon assembled in the Court-House, most of whom behaved with decency; though very few of them appeared to understand anything of the matter. We went on to Castle-Calfield. As we were walking in the afternoon, an horse that was feeding turned short, and struck me on the small of my back. Had he been but an inch or two nearer, I should not have travelled any farther. As it was, I was well again in a few days. In the evening I preached on the lovely Green, before the castle, to a serious and large congregation. This was the first summer day we have had this year; and this was only warm, not hot. About eleven we had a still larger congregation, near the castle in Charlemount; whom I exhorted to be "not slothful in business," but "fervent in spirit, serving the Lord." At seven in the evening I preached at Armagh, in Mr. Macgough's avenue. The congregation was in an arbour, the wide-spread trees quite overshadowing them; while The setting sun adorned the coast, His beams entire, his fierceness lost. I rode to Caladon, where, two years ago, Mr.

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Wednesday, 3. At ten I preached to a small congregation, a mile from Belfast, and in the market-place there at twelve. I never saw so large a congregation there before, nor one so remarkably stupid and ill-mannered: Yet a few should be excepted, even gentlemen, who seemed to know sense from nonsense. I have found as sensible men at Dublin as at Belfast; but men so self-sufficient I have not found. I preached at Carrickfergus in the evening; and Thursday, 4, went on to Lurn, and preached at nine in the main street, to a very attentive congregation. Thence I rode to Glenarm. The preaching began here in an uncommon manner: Some months since, John Smith, now with God, was pressed in spirit July, 1771. JOURNAL. 439 to go and preach there, though he knew no one in the town. Near it he overtook a young lady riding behind a servant; and on her saying it was a very wicked place, he asked, "Are there no good men there?" She said, "Yes; there is one, William Hunter." He rode into the town, and inquired for William Hunter's house. When he came to the door, a young woman was sweeping the house. He asked her name, and, being answered "Betty Hunter," alighted, and said, "Betty, take my horse to an inn, and tell every one you meet, "A gentleman at our house has good news to tell you, at seven o'clock.'" At seven the house was well filled. John preached to them twice a day for nine days; but when he took his leave, he had only three pence: However, he asked the landlady, "What is to pay for my horse?" "Nothing, Sir," said the woman: "A gentleman has paid all; and will do, if you stay a month." I preached near the market-house about noon, to a large number of decent hearers; but to a much larger, in the market house at Ballymena, in the evening. Friday, 5. I rode to Ballinderry, and found an earnest, simple-hearted people. A great multitude here "received the word with all readiness of mind." A specimen of the society, consisting of about fifty members, I had in the house where I dined; wherein a father and mother, with a son and five daughters, were all walking in the light of God's countenance.

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A great multitude here "received the word with all readiness of mind." A specimen of the society, consisting of about fifty members, I had in the house where I dined; wherein a father and mother, with a son and five daughters, were all walking in the light of God's countenance. Afterwards I prayed with an ancient woman; while a little girl, her grandchild, kneeling behind me, was all in tears, and said, "O grandmamma, have you no sins to cry for, as well as me?" After spending two hours very agreeably at Mayra, I rode to Drumbanahar, and preached to a serious congrega tion. That at Newry in the evening was much larger: At nine in the morning it was larger still ; but nothing to that in the evening: Yet I think all heard, and most of them seemed much affected. Monday, 8. I cheerfully left Newry, and in the evening preached at Dublin. Having rested a day, on Wednesday, 10, I went to Carlow, and preached in the Sessions-House, to a large, wild congrega tion. In the morning, I once more composed the differences of the poor, shattered society. About noon I preached in the street at Baltinglass; in the evening, to a lovely congre gation at Donard. Friday, 12. I returned to Dublin, well satisfied with my little excursion. 440 REv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1771. On Monday and Tuesday I revised the classes. The number of members in the society is shrunk from upwards of five hundred to beneath four hundred, in two years; but I trust they will now increase, as the offences are removed, and brotherly love restored. On Thursday and Friday we had our little Conference; a solemn and useful meeting. Sunday, 21. At the meeting of the society many were comforted; and all seemed determined to set out anew, and take the kingdom of heaven by violence. Monday, 22. In the evening I embarked on board the Non pareil, for Parkgate, with a small, fair wind, so that the sea was smooth as a looking-glass. Tuesday, 23. As we went slowly on, the gentlemen (of whom we had many on board) desired me to give them a sermon. This I willingly did; and all were seriously attentive. We landed about seven on Wednesday, 24, and took chaise for Liverpool. Thursday, 25.

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Thursday, 25. I rode across the country to Whitchurch, and spent an agreeable evening with that lovely family. Friday, 26. I went on to Shrewsbury, where Mr. Fletcher met me. Sunday, 28. I preached at Madeley, morning and afternoon. The church could not near contain the congregation; but, the window near the pulpit being open, those without could hear as well as those within. Monday, 29. I went on to Worcester. Our brethren had chosen a place for me, in a broad street, not far from the cathedral, where there was room for thousands of people; and we soon had company enough, part serious, part like the wild ass's colt; but in a while the serious part prevailed, and silenced, or drove away, the rabble, till we had a tolerable degree of quietness, and concluded in peace. Thur. AUGUST 1. I rode to Cheltenham, and preached near the market-place, to a large and quiet congregation. Friday, 2. I went on to Kingswood. Sunday, 4. We had above six hundred and fifty communicants at Bristol. In the afternoon I preached in St. James's, Barton, to an huge multitude; and all were still as night. We had more Preachers than usual at the Con ference, in consequence of Mr. Shirley's Circular Letter. At ten on Thursday morning he came, with nine or ten of his friends. We conversed freely for about two hours; and I believe they were satisfied that we were not so "dreadful heretics" as they imagined, but were tolerably sound in the faith. Aug. 1771. JOURNAL. 441 I set out for Wales, and after preaching, at Chepstow and Brecknock, on Wednesday, 14, came to the Hay. Here I met with Dr. Maclaine's Translation of "Mosheim's Ecclesiastical History," Certainly he is a very sensible translator of a very sensible writer; but I dare not affirm that either one or the other was acquainted with inward religion. The translator mentions, without any blame, Mr. Shinstra's "Letter against Fanaticism;" which, if the reasoning were just, would fix the charge of fanaticism on our Lord himself, and all his Apostles. In truth, I cannot but fear, Mr. Shinstra is in the same class with Dr. Conyers Middleton; and aims every blow, though he seems to look another way, at the fanatics who wrote the Bible. The very thing which Mr.

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Spooner, willingly gave me the use of his meeting-house. I found the little society much alive; many knowing in whom Oct. 1771. JOURNAL. 445 they had believed; several enjoying, and others thirsting after, the whole image of God. On Saturday I had a pleasant journey to London. As I drove to Chatham, I read Mr. Hoole's fine translation of Tasso's "Jerusalem Delivered; " allowed, I suppose, by most judges of poetry, to be not much inferior to the AEneid. But I wonder Mr. Hoole was so imprudently faithful, as to present Protestants with all Tasso's Popish fooleries. Those excrescences might have been pared off, without the least injury to the work. In the evening I preached to a crowded audience, ripe for all the promises of God. How good is it for fallen man to earn his food by the sweat of his brow ! Every where we find the labouring part of mankind the readiest to receive the Gospel. I went down to Sheerness, and preached in the new Room. But it would not near contain the congregation. I believe all that could hear found that God was there. Both morning and evening I warned them against being sick of opinions and strife of words; which has been the main hinderance of the work of God here from the beginning. I returned to Chatham, and on Friday to London. Saturday, 26. Mr. N gave me a melancholy account of his dismission from the Tabernacle. Surely affairs will not stand thus at the Foundery when my head is laid ' If I thought they would, I would do just as I do now,-all the good I can while I live. I rode to Staplehurst, to Mr. Ch 's, a pattern of love and patience. One eye is quite lost by his late illness. His reflection upon it was, "I bless God that I had one eye to give him; and if he calls for it, I am ready to give him the other." I preached at six to a willing people, simply desiring to save their souls; and the next evening at Rye, to a far more numerous but not more earnest congrega tion. Wednesday, 30.

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They received it with the utmost eagerness. Who knows but one or two may retain it? In the evening, those who could not get in were noisy at first; but in a while they went quietly away. Here I received a particular account of a poor, desolate one, Betty Fairbridge, formerly Hewerdine, of Whitby. For some time after she came to Lynn, she was cold and weary, quite choked with the cares of this world. But this time twelvemonth, when she saw me, though she was in a deep consumption, her spirit revived. She began again earnestly to seek God; and he healed her backsliding. But her bodily weakness increased: So much the more did her faith and love increase; till prayer was swallowed up in praise, and she went away with triumphant joy. Lynn seems to be considerably larger than Yarmouth: I Nov. 1771. JOURNAL, 447 believe it stands on double the ground; and the houses in general are better built: Some of them are little palaces. The market-place is a spacious and noble square, more beautiful than either that at Yarmouth or Norwich; and the people are quite of another turn, affable and humane. They have the openness and frankness common throughout the county; and they add to it good-nature and courtesy. I rode to Norwich. Sunday, 10. Our House was far too small in the evening. I suppose many hundreds went away. To as many as could hear, I described the "strait gate:" I believe God applied it to their hearts. Every day I found more and more reason to hope, that we shall at length reap the fruit of that labour which we have bestowed on this people for so many years, as it seemed, almost in vain. In this hope I left them on Thursday, 14, and preached at Lakenheath in the evening with an uncommon blessing. Among them that attended at five in the morning, was poor A R ; the man who first invited me to this town, but has for a long time forgotten everything of the kind, seldom deigning even to hear the preaching. However, he felt it to-day, being in tears all the time that I was enforcing our Lord's words, "He who setteth his hand to the plough, and looketh back, is not fit for the kingdom of God." I came to Mr.

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However, he felt it to-day, being in tears all the time that I was enforcing our Lord's words, "He who setteth his hand to the plough, and looketh back, is not fit for the kingdom of God." I came to Mr. Smitheman's, at Braintree, just as he had buried his daughter. So on this occasion we had (what I never saw before) the House filled from end to end: I preached on, "The grass withereth; the flower fadeth; but the word of the Lord shall stand for ever." I preached, both morning and afternoon, on the education of children. But, O! how few had ears to hear! Perhaps not ten mothers in the whole congregation. I went over to Barnet, and paid my last debt to that excellent man, Mr. John Shewell, by preaching his funeral sermon, from, "It is appointed unto men once to die." All the time that I knew him, he was a pattern of seriousness, piety, patience, and beneficence.- I went to Staines, where an House is just fitted up for preaching. But it would not contain one half of the people who flocked together from every side. Those that could not get in were noisy enough; those that could, were still as might. We viewed the improvements of that active and 448 REv. J. wesley's Dec. 1771. useful man, the late Duke of Cumberland. The most remarkable work is the triangular tower which he built on the edge of Windsor-Park. It is surrounded with shrub beries and woods, having some straight, some serpentine, walks in them, and commands a beautiful prospect all three ways: A very extensive one to the south-west. In the lower part is an alcove, which must be extremely pleasant in a summer evening. There is a little circular projection at each corner, one of which is filled by a geometrical staircase: The other two contain little apartments, one of which is a study. I was agreeably surprised to find many of the books not only religious, but admirably well chosen. Perhaps the great man spent many hours here, with only Him that seeth in secret; and who can say how deep that change went, which was so discernible in the latter part of his life? Hence we went to Mr. Bateman's house, the oddest I ever saw with my eyes.

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Bateman's house, the oddest I ever saw with my eyes. Every thing breathes antiquity; scarce a bedstead is to be seen that is not an hundred and fifty years old; and everything is quite out of the common way: He scorns to have any thing like his neighbours. For six hours, I suppose, these elegant oddities would much delight a curious man; but after six months they would probably give him no more pleasure than a collection of feathers. Mon. DECEMBER 2. I went down with several of our friends to Gravesend, where a building, designed for an assembly-room, was employed for a better purpose. It was quite crowded; yet abundance could not get in. After read ing Prayers, I preached on part of the Second Lesson, Heb. viii. 9, 10, 11. The Room was pretty well filled at five in the morning. Fair blossoms' But what fruit will there be? I preached at Canterbury. Wednesday, 4. I rode to Ashford, one of the pleasantest towns in Kent. The preaching-house, newly fitted up, was well filled with attentive hearers. Hence we hastened to Dover, where the house was quickly filled with serious, well-behaved people. Here I found L H 's Preachers had gleaned up most of those whom we had discarded. They call them "My Lady's society," and have my free leave to do them all the good they can. I preached at Sandwich about eleven, and at Canterbury in the evening. Friday, 6. Having preached to a small, but much-affected, company at Sittingbourne, I went on to Chatham. The huge congregation here devoured the word; Dec. 1771. JOURNAL, 449 yet I hope they digested it too. We were strangely kept from this place for many years: At length there is an open door. In my way home I finished the first volume of Mr. Hooke's "Roman History." On this I remark, 1. That it is immeasurably too long, containing a thousand passages not worth relating: 2. That he relates abundance of contra dictory accounts, often without telling us which is best: 3. That he recites at large the senseless tales of Clelia swimming in the Tyber, Mucius Scaevola, and twenty more; and afterwards knocks them all on the head. What need then of reciting them? We want history; not romance, though compiled by Livy himself. Yet, 4.

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Yet, 4. I admire him for doing justice to many great men, who have been generally misrepresented; Manlius Capitolinus, in particular, as well as the two Gracchi. So that, upon the whole, this is far the best history of Rome that I have seen. I read to-day a circumstantial account of the late inundations in the north of England, occasioned by the sudden and violent overflowing of three rivers, the Tees, the Wear, and the Tyne. All these have their rise within a few miles of each other, in a mountain at the head of Teesdale and Weardale; on which there was nothing more than a little mizzling rain, till the very hour when the rivers rose, and poured down such an amazing quantity of water as utterly astonished the people of Sunder land, at the mouth of the Wear, overflowed all the lower part of Newcastle-upon-the-Tyne, and filled the main street of Yarm, upon the Tees, with water nine or ten feet deep. Such an overflowing of these rivers none ever saw before, nor have we an account of any such in history. Rain was not the cause of this; for there was next to none at the head of these rivers. What was the cause we may learn from a letter wrote at this time, by a Clergyman in Carlisle: "Nothing is so surprising as what lately happened at Solway-Moss, about ten miles north from Carlisle. About four hundred acres of this Moss arose to such a height above the adjacent level, that at last it rolled forward like a torrent, and continued its course above a mile, sweeping along with it houses and trees, and every other thing in its way. It divided itself into islands of different extent, from one to ten feet in thickness. It is remarkable, that no river or brook runs either through or near the Moss." To what cause then can any thinking man impute this, but 450 REv. J. wesDEY's Dec. 1771. to an earthquake? And the same doubtless it was, which, about the same time, wrought in the bowels of that great mountain, whence those rivers, rise, and discharged from thence that astonishing quantity of water. I read a little more of that strange book, Baron Swedenborg's Theologia Caelestis. It surely contains many excellent things.

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It surely contains many excellent things. Yet I cannot but think the fever he had twenty years ago, when he supposes he was "introduced into the society of angels," really introduced him into the society of lunatics; but still there is something noble, even in his ravings: His mind has not yet lost All its original brightness, but appears Majestic, though in ruin. I rode to Dorking, where were many people; but none were cut to the heart. Tuesday, 17. I went on to Ryegate-Place. In King Henry the Fourth's time, this was an eminent monastery. At the dissolution of monasteries, it fell into the hands of the great spoiler, Henry the Eighth. Queen Elizabeth, pleased with the situation, chose it for one of her palaces. The gentleman who possesses it now has entirely changed the form of it; pulling down whole piles of ancient building, and greatly altering what remains. Yet, after all that is taken away, it still looks more like a palace than a private house. The stair-case is of the same model with that at Hampton-Court: One would scarce know which is the original. The chimney-piece in the hall is probably one of the most curious pieces of wood-work now in the kingdom. But how long? How many of its once bustling inhabitants are already under the earth ! And how little a time will it be before the house itself, yea, the earth, shall be burned up ! I preached in the evening to a small company, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die." All seemed moved for the present. They saw that life is a dream: But how soon will they sleep again? Wednesday, 18. I preached to another kind of congregation at Shoreham. Here we are not ploughing upon the sand. Many have "received the seed upon good ground," and do "bring forth fruit with patience." I met an old friend, James Hutton, whom I had not seen for five-and-twenty years. I felt this made no differ. Jan. 1772. JOURNAL. 451 ence; my heart was quite open; his seemed to be the same; and we conversed just as we did in 1738, when we met in Fetter-Lane.

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ence; my heart was quite open; his seemed to be the same; and we conversed just as we did in 1738, when we met in Fetter-Lane. Monday, 23, and so all the following days, when I was not particularly engaged, I spent an hour in the morning with our Preachers, as I used to do with my pupils at Oxford. Wednesday, 25. I preached early at the Foundery; morning and afternoon, at the chapel. In returning thence at night, a coach ran full against my chaise, and broke one of the shafts and the traces in pieces. I was thankful that this was all; that neither man nor beast received the least hurt. At my brother's request, I sat again for my picture. This melancholy employment always reminds me of that natural reflection, Behold, what frailty we in man may see : His shadow is less given to change than he. Wed. JANUARY 1, 1772. We met, as usual, in the evening, in order solemnly and explicitly to renew our covenant with God. Sunday, 5. I buried the remains of Elizabeth Hart land, an Israelite indeed! I know not that in thirty years she has ever dishonoured her profession, either by word or deed. Some of her last words were, "I have fought the good fight; I have finished my course; I have kept the faith." I spent an agreeable hour with Dr. S , the oldest acquaintance I now have. He is the greatest genius in little things, that ever fell under my notice. Almost every thing about him is of his own invention, either in whole or in part. Even his fire-screen, his lamps of various sorts, his ink-horn, his very save-all. I really believe, were he seriously to set about it, he could invent the best mouse-trap that ever was in the world. I set out for Luton. The snow lay so deep on the road, that it was not without much difficulty, and some danger, we at last reached the town. I was offered the use of the church: The frost was exceeding sharp, and the glass was taken out of the windows. However, for the sake of the people, I accepted the offer, though I might just as well have preached in the open air.

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It struck me more than any thing of the kind I have seen in England; more than Blenheim House itself. One great difference is, every thing there appears designedly grand and splendid; here every thing is quite, as it were, natural, and one thinks it cannot be other wise. If the expression may be allowed, there is a kind of stiffness runs through the one, and an easiness through the other. Of pictures I do not pretend to be a judge; but there is one, by Paul Rubens, which particularly struck me, both with the design and the execution of it. It is Zacharias and Elizabeth, with John the Baptist, two or three years old, coming to visit Mary, and our Lord sitting upon her knee. The passions are surprisingly expressed, even in the children; but I could not see either the decency or common sense of painting them stark naked: Nothing can defend or excuse Feb. 1772. JOURNAL. 453 this: It is shockingly absurd, even an Indian being the judge. I allow, a man who paints thus may have a good hand, but certainly cerebrum non habet. I buried the remains of Heller Tanner. About thirty years he has adorned the Gospel: Diligent, patient, loving to every man, and zealous of good works. -Ingoing to Dorking, I read Mr. Jones's ingenious tract, upon Clean and Unclean Beasts. He really seems to prove his point, to make it reasonably plain, that there is a deeper design in that part of the Levitical Law, than is commonly understood: That God had a view throughout, to the moral, rather than natural, qualities of the creatures which he pronounced unclean; and intended it as a standing warning to his people, against the fierceness, greediness, and other ill properties, which so eminently belonged to those beasts or birds that they were forbidden to eat or touch. I casually took a volume of what is called, "A Sentimental Journey through France and Italy." Sentimental / what is that? It is not English: He might as well say, Continental. It is not sense. It conveys no determinate idea; yet one fool makes many. And this nonsensical word (who would believe it?) is become a fashionable one ! However, the book agrees full well with the title; for one is as queer as the other.

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However, the book agrees full well with the title; for one is as queer as the other. For oddity, uncouthness, and unlikeness to all the world beside, I suppose, the writer is without a rival. In returning, I read a very different book, published by an homest Quaker, on that execrable sum of all villanies, commonly called the Slave Trade. I read of nothing like it in the heathen world, whether ancient or modern: And it infinitely exceeds, in every instance of barbarity, whatever Christian slaves suffer in Mahometan countries. I began to execute a design, which had long been in my thoughts, to print as accurate an edition of my Works, as a bookseller would do. Surely I ought to be as exact for God's sake, as he would be for money. One gave me a very remarkable relation: A gay young woman lately came up to London. Curiosity led her to hear a sermon, which cut her to the heart. One standing by, observed how she was affected, and took occasion to talk with her. She lamented that she should hear no He has no brains.-EDIT. 454 REv. J. WESLEY's March, 1772. more such sermons, as she was to go into the country the next day; but begged her new acquaintance to write to her there, which she promised to do. In the country her convictions so increased, that she resolved to put an end to her own life. With this design she was going up stairs, when her father called her, and gave her a letter from London. It was from her new acquaintance, who told her, "Christ is just ready to receive you: Now is the day of salvation." She cried out, "It is, it is! Christ is mine !" and was filled with joy unspeakable. She begged her father to give her pen, ink, and paper, that she might answer her friend immediately. She told her what God had done for her soul, and added, "We have no time to lose ! The Lord is at hand Now, even now, we are stepping into eternity." She directed her letter, dropped down, and died. I met several of my friends, who had begun a subscription to prevent my riding on horseback; which I cannot do quite so well, since a hurt which I got some months ago.

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21. I met several of my friends, who had begun a subscription to prevent my riding on horseback; which I cannot do quite so well, since a hurt which I got some months ago. If they continue it, well; if not, I shall have strength according to my need. I had an interview with T. M-, who seemed much to desire a reunion. But he only seemed; for when we explained upon the head, I found he meant just nothing. I took my leave of that amiable woman, Mrs. Bl , I doubt whether we shall meet again upon earth; but it is enough if we meet in Abraham's bosom. I opened the new preaching-house in Poplar: One might say, consecrated it. For the English law (notwith standing the vulgar error) does not require, nay, does not allow, any other consecration of churches, than by performing public service therein. Sun. MARCH 1. After the Evening Service, I went to Brentford. Monday, 2. I preached at Newbury; Tuesday, 3, about noon, at the Devizes. The furious prejudice which long reigned in this town is now vanished away; the perse cutors, almost to a man, being gone to their account. In the evening I preached at Bristol; and, after having spent a few comfortable days there, on Monday, 9, set out for the north. In the evening I preached at Stroud. Here I had much con versation with one that, fifteen months ago, was clearly sawed from sin; and immediately Satan was permitted to sift her as wheat. From that moment she was buffeted day and night, March, 1772. JOURNAL. 455 so that, through the agony of her mind, sleep wholly departed from her eyes, and it was supposed she must soon lose her senses. But, in the height of her distress, God spoke, and there was a great calm. All was peace and love; and, from that time, she has been unspeakably happy. Wed, 11. About noon I preached, at Tewkesbury, a funeral sermon, for one who had been a pattern of all holi ness, till she was snatched away in the bloom of youth. In the evening I preached in the new chapel at Worcester. It was throughly filled. For a time, the work of God was hindered here by a riotous mob: But the Mayor cut them short; and, ever since, we have been in perfect peace. Sat.

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Sunday, 22. While we were crossing Sawley-Ferry, it rained in good earnest; but it was quite fair all the time I was preaching at Donnington. In the evening I preached at Derby. Both the Room and the yard were crowded enough, and yet abundance went away. After preaching, the people hung at the doors, and could not be persuaded to go away. So at length I suffered them to come in with the society, and strongly exhorted them to worship God in spirit and in truth. An huge congregation was present at five, to whom I spoke with all possible plainness. About mine I reached Ashbourn, in the Peak; but the House would not hold a quarter of the people. So I stood in the market-place, and cried aloud, "Seek ye the Lord, while he may be found." One or two walked to and fro, quite unconcerned; but none offered the least rudeness, and the bulk of the congregation drank in every word. While I was dining at Leak, some gentlemen of the town sent to desire I would give them a sermon. As it seemed to be a providential call, I did not think it right to refuse. A large congregation quickly ran together, and were deeply attentive. We had a solemn congregation at Macclesfield in the evening, to whom I preached longer than usual. But I felt no more weariness when I had done, than I did at six in the morning. We went on to Congleton, where all is now peace and love. None is now left to speak against the Methodists, except Mr. Sambach, the Curate. He earnestly labours to drive them from the church; but they will not leave it yet. They both love her Liturgy and her doctrine, and know not where to find better. I preached at Nantwich about noon, and then dragged through a miserable road, till, within two or three miles of Whitchurch, the chaise stuck fast, and all our strength could not get it a yard farther. So I took horse, and rode to the town. Saturday, 28. I rode on to Chester. April, 1772. JOURNAL, 457 There were about forty persons in St. John's church at the Morning Service. Our Room was pretty well filled in the morning, and crowded in the evening. Monday, 30. At one I preached in Warrington.

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At one I preached in Warrington. I believe all the young gentlemen of the academy were there; to whom I stated and proved the use of reason, from those words of St. Paul, "In wickedness be ye children, but in understanding be ye men." I had very large and very serious congregations at Liver pool, morning and evening, on Monday, Tuesday, Wednes day, and Thursday. Friday, APRIL 3. I set out for Wigan; but before we came to Ashton, I was glad to use my own feet, and leave the poor horses to drag the chaise as they could. I preached at Wigan about twelve, and in the evening at Bolton. How wonderfully has God wrought in this place ! John Bennet, some years ago, reduced this society from sevenscore to twelve; and they are now risen to an hundred and seventy. I preached at eight to as many as the House would contain; but at noon I was obliged to stand in the street, and explain the one thing needful. I preached at Manchester in the evening; but the House was far too small: Crowds were obliged to go away. The speculative knowledge of the truth has ascended here from the least to the greatest. But how far short is this of experimental knowledge Yet it is a step toward it not to be despised. -In the afternoon I drank tea at Am. O. But how was I shocked ! The children that used to cling about me, and drink in every word, had been at a boarding-school. There they had unlearned all religion, and even seriousness; and had learned pride, vanity, affectation, and whatever could guard them against the knowledge and love of God. Methodist parents, who would send your girls headlong to hell, send them to a fashionable boarding-school I went to New-Mills. Notwithstanding all the rain, the House was well filled; for nothing can hinder this lively, earnest people. Wednesday, 8. I returned to Man chester, and, in the evening, fully delivered my own soul. Thursday, 9. Mr. Bruce offering to accompany me into Scotland, I took him and Mr. E. too: And it was well I did; for Mr. E.'s horse quickly fell, and so disabled himself that I was obliged to leave him behind. God grant that he may not 458 REv. J. Wesley's April, 1772.

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Wesley's April, 1772. be left behind for ever! Friday, 10. Having sent my chaise before, I rode to Ambleside. Thence, on Saturday, we went on comfortably, in hired chaises, to Whitehaven. At eight we had our usual congregation of plain, earnest people. But at five (who would imagine it?) we had well nigh all the Gentry of the town; and "the power of the Lord was present to heal them;" so that few, I believe, were unaffected. The same power was present at the meeting of the children. I never, in all my life, was so affected with any part of Solomon's Song, as while one of the girls was repeating it. At five in the evening we had all the Gentry again, with several Clergymen; and again the Spirit applied the word. For the present even the rich seemed to be moved. As soon as I had delivered my message, I set out for Cockermouth. I set out for Carlisle. A great part of the road was miserably bad. However, we reached it in the afternoon, and found a small company of plain, loving people. The place where they had appointed me to preach was out of the gate; yet it was tolerably filled with attentive hearers. Afterwards, inquiring for the Glasgow road, I found it was not much round to go by Edinburgh; so I chose that road, and went five miles forward this evening, to one of our friends' houses. Here we had an hearty welcome sub lare parvulo," with sweet and quiet rest. Though it was a lone house, we had a large congregation at five in the morning. Afterwards we rode for upwards of twenty miles, through a most delightful country; the fruitful mountains rising on either hand, and the clear stream running beneath. In the afternoon we had a furious storm of rain and snow: However, we reached Selkirk safe. Here I observed a little piece of stateliness which was quite new to me: The maid came in, and said, "Sir, the lord of the stable waits to know if he should feed your horses." We call him ostler in England. After supper all the family seemed glad to join with us in prayer. We went on through the mountains, covered with snow, to Edinburgh. APRIL 17.

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From Methuen we went on to Dunkeld, once the capital of the Caledonian kingdom; now a small town, standing on the bank of the Tay, and at the foot of several rough, high mountains. The air was sharp, yet the multitude of people constrained me to preach abroad; and, I trust, not in vain; for great was the power of God in the midst of them. We walked through the Duke of Athol's gardens, in which was one thing I never saw before, a summer-house in the middle of a green-house, by means of which one might in the depth of winter enjoy the warmth of May, and sit surrounded with greens and flowers on every side. May, 1772. JOURNAL. 461 In the evening I preached once more at Perth, to a large and serious congregation. Afterwards they did me an honour I never thought of, presented me with the freedom of the city. The diploma ran thus: MAGISTRATUUM illustris ordo et honorandus senatorum catus inclytae civitatis Perthensis, in debiti amoris et affectuum tesseram erga Johannem W: y, immunitatibus Apraefatae civitatis, societatis etiam et fraternitatis aedilitiae privilegiis donarunt. Aprilis die 289 anno Sal. 1772°. I question whether any diploma from the city of London be more pompous, or expressed in better Latin. In my way to Perth, I read over the first volume of Dr. Robertson's "History of Charles the Fifth." I know not when I have been so disappointed. It might as well be called the History of Alexander the Great. Here is a quarto volume of eight or ten shillings' price, containing dry, verbose dissertations on feudal government, the substance of all which might be comprised in half a sheet of paper ! But "Charles the Fifth !" Where is Charles the Fifth ? Leave off thy reflections, and give us thy tale ! I went on to Brechin, and preached in the Town-Hall to a congregation of all sorts, Seceders, Glassites, Non-jurors, and what not? O what excuse have Ministers in Scotland for not declaring the whole counsel of God, where the bulk of the people not only endure, but love, plain dealing? Friday and Saturday. I rested at Aberdeen. Sunday, MAY 3. I went in the morning to the English Church. Here, likewise, I could not but admire the exemplary decency of the congregation.

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Here, likewise, I could not but admire the exemplary decency of the congregation. This was the more remarkable, because so miserable a reader I never heard before. Listening with all attention, I understood but one single word, Balak, in the First Lesson; and one more, begat, was all I could possibly distinguish in the Second. Is there no man of spirit belonging to this congregation? Why is such a burlesque upon "The illustrious order of Magistrates, and honourable Court senatorum of Aldermen, of the famous city of Perth, as a proof of their well-merited esteem and affection for John Wesley, have invested him with the immunities of the above mentioned city, and with the privileges of the fellowship and brotherhood of a Burgess: This 28th day of April, in the year of our salvation 1772." EDIT. 462 REv. J. wesDEY's May, 1772. public worship suffered? Would it not be far better to pay this gentleman for doing nothing, than for doing mischief; for bringing a scandal upon religion? About three I preached at the College kirk in the Old Town, to a large congregation, rich and poor; at six in our own House, on the narrow way. I spoke exceeding plain, both this evening and the next; yet none were offended. What encouragement has every Preacher in this country, "by manifestation of the truth," to "commend" himself "to every man's conscience in the sight of God!" I read over in my journey Dr. Beattie's ingenious "Inquiry after Truth." He is a writer quite equal to his subject, and far above the match of all the minute philo sophers, David Hume in particular; the most insolent despiser of truth and virtue that ever appeared in the world. And yet it seems some complain of this Doctor's using him with too great severity I cannot understand how that can be, unless he treated him with rudeness, (which he does not,) since he is an avowed enemy to God and man, and to all that is sacred and valuable upon earth. In the evening I preached in the new House at Arbroath (properly Aberbrotheck). In this town there is a change indeed! It was wicked to a proverb; remarkable for sabbath-breaking, cursing, swearing, drunkenness, and a general contempt of religion. But it is not so now. Open wickedness disappears; no oaths are heard, no drunkenness seen in the streets.

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It is a high rock surrounded by the sea, two or three miles in circumference, and about two miles from the shore. The strong east wind made the water so rough, that the boat could hardly live: And when we came to the only landing place, (the other sides being quite perpendicular,) it was with much difficulty that we got up, climbing on our hands and knees. The castle, as one may judge by what remains, was utterly inaccessible. The walls of the chapel, and of the Governor's house, are tolerably entire. The garden-walls are still seen near the top of the rock, with the well in the midst of it. And round the walls there are spots of grass, that feed eighteen or twenty sheep. But the proper natives of the island are Solund-geese, a bird about the size of a Muscovy duck, which breed by thousands, from generation to genera tion, on the sides of the rock. It is peculiar to these, that they lay but one egg, which they do not sit upon at all, but keep it under one foot, (as we saw with our eyes,) till it is hatched. How many prayers did the holy men confined here offer up, in that evil day! And how many thanksgivings should we return, for all the liberty, civil and religious, which we enjoy! At our return, we walked over the ruins of Tantallon Castle, once the seat of the great Earls of Douglas. The front walls (it was four square) are still standing, and by their vast height June, 1772. JOURNAL. 465 and huge thickness, give us a little idea of what it once was. Such is human greatness! We took a view of the famous Roman camp, lying on a mountain, two or three miles from the town. It is encompassed with two broad and deep ditches, and is not easy of approach on any side. Here lay General Lesley with his army, while Cromwell was starving below. He had no way to escape; but the enthusiastic fury of the Scots delivered him. When they marched into the valley to swallow him up, he mowed them down like grass. I went on to Alnwick, and preached in the Town-Hall.

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It is a lovely prospect. The green gently-rising meadows and fields, on both sides of the little river, clear as crystal, were sprinkled over with innumerable little houses; three in four of which (if not mine in ten) are sprung up since the Mcthodists came hither. Since that time, the beasts are turned into men, and the wilderness into a fruitful field. It being very cold, I judged it best to preach in the House, though many of the people could not get in. Just as I began to pray, a man began to scream, and that so loud, that my voice was quite drowned. I desired he would contain himself as far as he could; and he did so tolerably well. I then applied the account of the Woman of Canaan. The people devoured every word. Il ed. 3. I desired to speak with those who believed God had saved them from inward sin. I closely examined them, twenty in all, ten men, eight women, and two children. Of one man, and one or two women, I stood in doubt. The experience of the rest was clear; particularly that of the children, Margaret Spenser, aged fourteen, and Sally Blackburn, a year younger. But what a contrast was there between them ! Sally Blackburn was all calmness; her look, her speech, her whole carriage was as sedate, as if she had lived threescore years. On the contrary, Peggy was all fire; her cyc sparkled; her very features spoke; her whole face was all alive; and she looked as if she was just ready to take wing for heaven Lord, let neither of these live to dishonour thee! Rather take them unspotted to thyself! In the evening, I preached on, "Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it." And indeed God confirmed his word. There was a cry on every side, but not like that last night. This did not damp, but quicken, the rest, especially that of the children; many of whom mourned for God, but none rejoiced with joy unspeakable. About twenty of them, steady and consistent, both in their testimony and behaviour, desired to join with their elder brethren, in the great sacrifice of thanks giving. A few were then also constrained to cry out; but the greater part enjoyed "the silent heaven of love." At five I took my leave of this blessed people.

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"Mention was made of four young men, who were affected on the second Wednesday in December. These, hearing of the roaring of the people, came out of mere curiosity. That evening six were wounded and fell to the ground, crying aloud for mercy. One of them, hearing the cry, rushcd through the crowd to see what was the matter. He was no sooner got to the place, than he dropped down himself, and cried as loud as any. The other three pressing on, one after another, were struck just in the same manner. And indeed all of them were in such agonies, that many feared they were struck with death. But all the ten were fully delivered before the meeting concluded, which indeed was not till four in the morning. "Jane Collins had been an hearer for twenty years, but was not awakened, till at a prayer-meeting last winter she was cut to the heart. It being Sunday, the meeting should have ended at nine; but through her distress it continued till near twelve. She was then hardly persuaded to go home. In the evening she returned, but was dead as a stone. So she continued all night; but, the next day, God revealed his Son in her heart. "Edward Farles had been an hearer for many years, but was never convinced of sin. Hearing there was much roaring and crying at the prayer-meetings, he came to hear and see for himself. That evening many cried to God for mercy. He said he wished it was all real; and went away more prejudiced than before, especially against the roarers and criers, as he called them. But soon after he got home, he was struck to the ground, so distressed that he was convulsed all over. His family fearing that he would die, sent for some of the praying people. For some hours he seemed to be every moment on the point of expiring, in deep agony both of body and mind. He then lay as quite breathless; but, about four in the morning, God in a moment healed both soul and body. Ever since he has adorned the Gospel. "The rise of the late work was this: William Hunter and John Watson, men not of large gifts, but zealous for Christian Perfection, by their warm conversation on the head, kindled a flame in some of the Leaders.

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5. Upon examination, I found the society at New castle, also, smaller than it was two years since. This I can impute to nothing but the want of visiting from house to house; without which the people will hardly increase, either in number or grace. In the following week, I preached in many towns round Newcastle, and on Saturday went again to Sunderland. In the evening we mightily wrestled with God for an enlarge ment of his work. As we were concluding, an eminent backslider came strongly into my mind; and I broke out abruptly, "Lord, is Saul also among the Prophets? Is James Watson here? If he be, show thy power !" Down dropped James Watson like a stone, and began crying aloud for mercy.- Here, Lord, let all his wand'rings end, And all his steps to thee-ward tend 1 474 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1772. I left Newcastle. About noon I preached at Durham; in the evening, at Stockton; on Tuesday, at Yarm; Wednesday, at Thirsk; on Thursday, at Osmotherley, and Hutton-Rudby. Friday, 19. I preached in Stokesley at eight, and then crept over the Moors to Castleton. The congregation was gathered from many miles round, and was indeed swift to hcar. It was with much difficulty that we got from hence to Whitby, between six and seven. Here I found a lively society indeed: The chief reason of their liveliness was this: Those who were renewed in love, (about forty in number,) continuing fervent in spirit, and zealous for God, quickened the rest, and were a blessing to all around them. It being a fair, mild evening, I preached on the smooth, green top of the hill, a little above the church. As soon as I began to preach, some poor men began ringing the bells: But it was lost labour; for all the people could hear, to the very skirts of the congregation. About noon I preached in the little Square, at Robin Hood's Bay, to most of the inhabitants of the town; and in the evening at Scarborough, in the shell of the new House. Monday, 22. I went on to Bridlington. The Room being far too small, I was desired to preach in the church yard.

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Imme diately he was seized with racking pains all over, and in two hours expired. At one I preached at Heptonstall, to some thousands of people, who stood just before the preaching-house, on a lovely Green, which rises, slope above slope, like artificial terraces. Hence we climbed up and down wonderful mountains to Keighley; where many, from various parts, were waiting for us. Sunday, 5. Not half the congregation at Haworth could get into the church in the morning, nor a third part in the afternoon. So I stood on a kind of pulpit, near the side of the church. Such a congregation was never seen there before; and I believe all heard distinctly. At noon I preached to a large congregation at Bingley, and at Bradford in the evening. From this comfort able place, on Wednesday, 8, I went to Halifax. My old friend, Titus Knight, offered me the use of his new meeting, larger than Dr. Taylor's at Norwich, full as superb, (so he terms it in his poem,) and finished with the utmost elegance. But I judged more people would attend in the open air: So I preached in the cow-market, to an huge multitude. Our House was well filled at five in the morning. At ten I preached in the new House at Thong; at two, in the market-place at Huddersfield, to full as large a congregation as at Halifax. Such another we had at Dewsbury, in the evening; and my strength was as my day. I was presented with Mr. Hill's Review, a curio sity in its kind. But it has nothing to do either with good nature or good manners; for he is writing to an Arminian. 476 REv. J. wesLEY's July, 1772. I almost wonder at his passionate desire to measure swords with me. This is the third time he has fallen upon me without fear or wit. Tandem extorquebis ut vapules. I preached at Morley about nine, Birstal at one, and Leeds in the evening. Monday, 13. I preached in Ledstone church, and spoke as plain and close as I could: But it seemed to be Heathen Greek to the congregation. In the evening we had such another congregation at Doncaster. Tuesday, 14. I preached at Sheffield; Thursday, 16, at Hathenham; and Friday, 17, at Hatfield.

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I preached again about eight, and then rode back to Harford. After dinner we hasted to the Passage; but the watermen were not in haste to fetch us over; so I sat down on a convenient stone, and finished the little tract I had in hand. However, I got to Pembroke in time, and preached in the Town-Hall, where we had a solemn and comfortable opportunity. Sept. 1772. JOURNAL, 479 The violent rain considerably lessened our congregation at St. Daniel's. Afterwards, the wind was so extremely high, that I doubted if we could cross the passage; but it stood exactly in the right point, and we got to Harford just before the thunder-storm began. In the evening I took my leave of this loving people, and the next reached Llanelly. I went on to Swansea, and preached in the evening to a numerous congregation. I preached in Oldcastle church, mear Bridge-End, about noon, on Wednesday, 26; and in the evening in the Assembly-room at Cowbridge, to an unusually serious congregation. Thursday, 27. I preached at Cardiff, in the Town-Hall, as also the following evening; about noon, in the little church at Carphilly. Saturday, 29. I went on to Bristol. Wed. SEPTEMBER 2. I preached at Bath. Our Room, though considerably enlarged, will not yet contain the congre gation, which is still continually increasing. I went over to Kingswood, and spake largely to the children, as also on Saturday and Sunday. I found there had been a fresh revival of the work of God among them some months ago: But it was soon at an end, which I impute chiefly to their total neglect of private prayer. With out this, all the other means which they enjoyed could profit them nothing. I preached on the quay, at Kingswood, and near King's Square. To this day field-preaching is a cross to me. But I know my commission, and see no other way of "preaching the Gospel to every creature." In the following week I preached at Bath, Frome, Corsley, Bradford, and Keynsham; on Tuesday, 15, at Pensford. Thence I went to Publow, which is now what Leytonstone was once. Here is a family indeed. Such mistresses, and such a company of children, as, I believe, all England cannot parallel ! Wednesday, 16. I spent an hour with them in exhortation and prayer, and was much comforted among them.

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I spent an hour with them in exhortation and prayer, and was much comforted among them. I preached in Pensford at eight; Paulton about one; and Coleford in the evening. I preached very quietly at the Devizes. Scarce one of the old persecutors is alive. Very few of them lived out half their days: Many were snatched away in an hour when they looked not for it. I went over to Kingswood again, and had much 480 REv. J. Wesley's Oct. 1772. satisfaction with the children. On Sunday I talked with the elder children one by one, advising them as each had need; and it was easy to perceive that God is again working in many of their hearts. I began visiting the society from house to house, taking them from west to east. This will undoubtedly be an heavy cross, no way pleasing to flesh and blood. But I already saw how unspeakably useful it will be to many souls. Mon. OcToBER 5. I left Bristol, and going round by Shaftesbury, Salisbury, Winchester, and Portsmouth, on Saturday, 10, reached London. I began my little tour through Northampton shire. Wednesday, 14. A book was given me to write on, "The works of Mr. Thomson," of whose poetical abilities I had always had a very low opinion: But, looking into one of his tragedies, "Edward and Eleonora," I was agreeably surprised. The sentiments are just and noble; the diction strong, smooth, and elegant; and the plot conducted with the utmost art, and wrought off in a most surprising manner. It is quite his masterpiece, and I really think might vic with any modern performance of the kind. I went round to Bedford. I was sorry to hear from Alderman Parker, that his son-in-law, who succeeded him in the Mayoralty, had broke through all the regulations which he had made, tolerating all the tippling, sabbath-breaking, c., which Mr. P. had totally suppressed ! Thus showing to all the world, that he was not "under the law" either of God or man I began my tour through Oxfordshire. Tues day, 20. In the evening I preached at Witney, to a crowded congregation, and, at present, one of the liveliest in the kingdom. Afterwards I met the society, much alive to God, and growing both in grace and number. Wed.

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As I knew they all feared God, I thought the matter deserved a farther examination. So in the afternoon I talked largely with them all. The sum of their account was this: "Near two years ago, Martin S and William Jsaw, in a dream, two or three times repeated to each of them, a person who told them there was a large treasure hid in such a spot, three miles from Norwich, consisting of money and plate, buried in a chest, between six and eight feet deep. They did not much regard this, till each of them, when they were broad awake, saw an elderly man and woman standing by their bedside, who told them the same thing, and bade them go and dig it up, between eight and twelve at night. Soon after, they went; but, being afraid, took a third man with them. They began digging at eight, and after they had dug six feet, 482 REv. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1772. saw the top of a coffer, or chest. But presently it sunk down into the earth; and there appeared over the place a large globe of bright fire, which, after some time, rose higher and higher, till it was quite out of sight. Not long after, the man and woman appeared again, and said, 'You spoiled all by bringing that man with you.' From this time, both they and Sarah and Mary J , who live in the same house with them, have heard, several times in a week, delightful music, for a quarter of an hour at a time. They often hear it before those persons appear; often when they do not appear." They asked me whether they were good or bad spirits; but I could not resolve them. Sun. Nov EMBER 1. I administered the Lord's Supper, as usual, to the society; and had, at least, fifty more communi cants than this time last year. In the evening many hundreds went away, not being able to squeeze into the Room. For those that were within, it was a blessed season: God watered them with the dew of heaven; and so likewise at five in the morning. Even to part in this manner is sweet. But how much sweeter will it be to meet before the throne ! No coach setting out hence to-day, I was obliged to take chaises to Bury.

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2. No coach setting out hence to-day, I was obliged to take chaises to Bury. I preached to a little cold com pany, on the thirteenth chapter of the first Epistle to the Corinthians. This love is the very thing they want; but they did not like to be told so. But I could not help that: I must declare just what I find in the Book. I went on to Colchester. The congregation in the evening was little smaller than that at Norwich. The next evening I took an exact account of the society, a little increased since last November. But most of them were hard beset with poverty. So indeed they were ever since I knew them; but they are now in greater want than ever, through scarcity of business. Few of our societies are rich; but I know none in the kingdom so deplorably poor as this. Saturday, 7. I returned in the coach, with very sensible and agreeable company, to London. In discoursing on Psalm xv. 1, I was led to speak more strongly and explicitly than I had done for a long time before, on the universal love of God. Perhaps in times past, from an earnest desire of living peaceably with all men, we have not declared, in this respect, the whole counsel of God. But since Mr. Hill and his allies have cut us off TNov. 1772. JOURNAL, 483 from this hope, and proclaimed an inexpiable war, we see it is our calling to go straight forward, declaring to all mankind that Christ tasted death for all, to cleanse them from all sin. I began to expound (chiefly in the mornings, as I did some years ago) that compendium of all the Holy Scriptures, the first Epistle of St. John. I went to Barnet, and found a large congre gation, though it was a rainy and dark evening. Saturday, 14. I saw, for the first time, the chapel at Snowsfields full: A presage, I hope, of a greater work there than has been since the deadly breach was made. One was relating a remarkable story, which I thought worthy to be remembered.

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He traced them to the ditch, whence the groans came. He lifted her up, not knowing her at all, as her face was covered with blood, carried her to a neigh bouring house, and, running to the village, quickly brought a Surgeon. She was just alive; but her throat was much hurt, so that she could not speak at all. "Just then a young man of the village was missing. Search being made, he was apprehended in an alehouse two miles off. He had all her clothes with him in a bag, which, he said, he found. It was three months before she was able to go abroad. He was arraigned at the Assizes. She knew him perfectly, and swore to the man. He was condemned, and soon after executed." I opened the new House at Dorking, and was much comforted both this and the following evening. In returning to London, I read over Belisarius. The historical part is both affecting and instructive. But his tedious detail of the duties of a King might very well be spared. Wed. DECEMBER 2. I preached at the new preaching house, in the parish of Bromley. In speaking severally to the members of the society, I was surprised at the openness and artlessness of the people. Such I should never have expected to find within ten miles of London. I went to Canterbury, and on Tuesday to Dover. The raw, pert young men that lately came hither, (vulgarly, though very improperly, called students,) though they have left no stone unturned, have not been able to tear away one single member from our society. I preached here two evenings and two mornings, to a large and much affected congregation. I preached at Margate about one, and at Canterbury in the evening. Friday, 11. Passing through Sittingbourne, I found a congregation ready; so I gave them a short discourse, and went on to Chatham. In this journey I read over Sir John Dalrymple's "Memoirs of the Revolution." He appears to be a man of strong under Dec. 1772. JOURNAL, 485 standing; and the book is wrote with great accuracy of language, (allowing for a few Scotticisms,) and intermixed with very sensible reflections. But I observe, 1. He believes just as much of the Bible as David Hume did.

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I called where a child was dying of the small pox, and rescued her from death and the Doctors, who were giving her saffron, c., to drive them out ! Can any one be so ignorant still? We observed Friday, the 8th, as a day of fasting and prayer, on account of the general want of trade and scarcity of pro visions. The next week I made an end of revising my letters; and from those I had both wrote and received, I could not but Feb. 1773. JOURNAL, 487 make one remark,-that for above these forty years, of all the friends who were once the most closely united, and afterwards separated from me, every one had separated himself! He left me, not I him. And from both mine and their own letters, the steps whereby they did this are clear and undeniable. In my scraps of time this week, I read over "An Account of the European Settlements in America." But some part of it I cannot receive; I mean, touching the manners of the native Americans: If it be true, that "they all nearly resemble each other," then, from the knowledge I have of not a few American nations, I must judge a great part of that account to be pure, absolute, romance; and I suspect it to have been transcribed from some papers which I myself read before I embarked for America. I buried the remains of poor E.T., of whom, ever since she died, her husband speaks as a most excellent woman, and a most affectionate wife I have known many such instances: Many couples, who while they lived together spoke of each other as mere sinners; but as soon as either was dead, the survivor spake of the deceased as the best creature in the world. Tues. FEBRUARY 2. Captain Webb preached at the Foundery. I admire the wisdom of God, in still raising up various Preachers, according to the various tastes of men. The Captain is all life and fire: Therefore, although he is not deep or regular, yet many who would not hear a better Preacher flock together to hear him. And many are convinced under his preaching; some justified; a few built up in love. I had much conversation with T. M. He said, his printing that wretched book against me, was owing to the pressing instances of Mr.

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He said, his printing that wretched book against me, was owing to the pressing instances of Mr. Wh. and Lady H. I cannot tell how to believe it; but if it was, they might have been better employed. On Monday, 15, and the following days, I took a little journey into Surrey. On the road I read Bonavici's history of the late war in Italy. I think the late revolution at Genoa, which he recites at large, is altogether as strange as that of Massaniello at Naples. That an unarmed rabble, without any head, should drive a disciplined army, under an experienced General, who were in possession of the arms, the forts, and the whole city, not only out of the city and forts, but out of the whole territory of Genoa, is a plain proof that 488 REv. J. wesLEY's March, 1773. God rules in all the kingdoms of the earth, and executes his will by whomsoever it pleaseth him. A very remarkable paragraph was published in one of the Edinburgh Papers: "We learn from the Rosses, in the county of Donegal, in Ireland, that a Danish man-of-war, called the North Crown, commanded by the Baron D'Ulfeld, arrived off those islands, from a voyage of discovery towards the Pole. They sailed from Bornholme, in Norway, the 1st of June, 1769, with stores for eighteen months, and some able astronomers, landscape painters, and every apparatus suitable to the design; and steering N. by E. half E., for thirty-seven days, with a fair wind and open sea, discovered a large rocky island, which having doubled, they proceeded W. N. W., till the 17th of September, when they found themselves in a strong current, between two high lands, seemingly about ten leagues distant, which carried them at a prodigious rate for three days, when, to their great joy, they saw the main land of America, that lies between the most westerly part of the settlements on Hudson's River and California. Here they anchored, in a fine cove, and found abundance of wild deer and buffaloes, with which they victualled; and sailing southward, in three months got into the Pacific Ocean, and returned by the Straits of Le Maine and the West India Islands.

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Here they anchored, in a fine cove, and found abundance of wild deer and buffaloes, with which they victualled; and sailing southward, in three months got into the Pacific Ocean, and returned by the Straits of Le Maine and the West India Islands. They have brought many curiosities, particularly a prodigious bird, called a contor, or contose, above six feet in height, of the eagle kind, whose wings, expanded, measure twenty-two feet four inches. After bartering some skins with the country people, for meal, rum, and other necessaries, they sailed for Bremen, to wait the thaw, previous to their return to Copenhagen. "February 24, 1773." If this account is true, one would hope not only the King of Denmark will avail himself of so important a discovery. Wed. MARCH 3. I was invited to see Mr. Cox's celebrated museum. I cannot say, my expectation was disappointed; for I expected nothing, and I found nothing but a heap of pretty, glittering trifles, prepared at an immense expense: For what end? To please the fancy of fine ladies and pretty gentlemen. Sun, 7.-In the evening I set out for Bristol, and after spending a few days there, on Monday, 15, went to Stroud, and on Tuesday, 16, to Worcester. Here I inquired concerning the "Intelligence sent Mr. Hill from Worcester," April, 1773. JOURNAL, 489 (as he says in his warm book,) " of the shocking behaviour of some that professed to be perfect." It was supposed, that intelligence came from Mr. Skinner, a dear lover of me and all connected with me. The truth is, one of the society, after having left it, behaved extremely ill; but none who professed to love God with all their heart have done any thing contrary to that profession. I came to Liverpool on Saturday, 20. Monday, 22. The Captain was in haste to get my chaise on board. About eleven we went on board ourselves: And before one, we ran on a sandbank. So, the ship being fast, we went ashore again. Tuesday, 23. We embarked again on board the Freemason, with six other cabin passengers, four gentlemen, and two gentlewomen, one of whom was daily afraid of falling in labour. This gave me several opportunities of talking closely and of praying with her and her companion. We did not come abreast of Holyhead till Thursday morning.

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We did not come abreast of Holyhead till Thursday morning. We had then a strong gale, and a rolling sea. Most of the passengers were sick enough, but it did not affect me at all. In the evening the gentlemen desired I would pray with them; so we concluded the day in a solemn and comfortable manner. We landed at Dunleary, and hired a coach to Dublin. Saturday, 27. I buried the remains of Richard Walsh. For several months, he had been quite disordered; but for some time before his death, his senses returned, and he died rejoicing and praising God. On Monday and Tuesday I examined the society, a little lessened, but now well united together. I was a little sur prised to find the Commissioners of the Customs would not permit my chaise to be landed, because, they said, the Captain of a packet-boat had no right to bring over goods. Poor pretence However, I was more obliged to them than I then knew; for had it come on shore, it would have been utterly spoiled. Mon. APRIL 5. Having hired such a chaise as I could, I drove to Edinderry. Tuesday, 6. I went on to Tyrrel's Pass. Thursday, 8. I preached in the Court-House at Molingar in the morning, and in that at Longford in the evening, and again at eight in the morning, (being Good-Friday,) and then went on to Athlone. I believe all the Officers, with a whole army of soldiers, were present in the evening: So were most of them the next. I 490 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1773. would fain have preached abroad on Easter-Day, but the rain would not permit. However, the whole congregation in the House behaved with so remarkable a seriousness, that it was good to be there; and I could not be sorry, that we were driven into it. I preached at Ballinasloe and Aghrim. Tues day, 13. As I went into Eyre-Court, the street was full of people, who gave us a loud huzza when we passed through the market-place. I preached in the open air, to a multitude of people, all civil, and most of them, serious. A great awakening has been in this town lately; and many of the most notorious and profligate sinners are entirely changed, and are happy witnesses of the gospel salvation.

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A great awakening has been in this town lately; and many of the most notorious and profligate sinners are entirely changed, and are happy witnesses of the gospel salvation. I preached at Birr in the evening; Wednesday, 14, at Ferbatin and Coolylough; Thursday, 15, in the church at Clare, one of the neatest I have seen in the kingdom; in the evening I preached at Tullamore. I believe all the troopers were present; none of whom was more affected than one who had been a sinner far above his fellows. He was present again at five in the morning, and seemed fully resolved to forsake all sin. In the evening, and at ten on Saturday, I preached at Portarlington. On Saturday evening at Mount Mellick, and on Sunday, 18, at nine, and again at twelve, to an artless, earnest, serious people. In the afternoon I went on to Montrath. The rain constrained me to preach in the House; and God was present, both to wound and to heal. In the evening I preached in the new House at Kilkenny, to a numerous congregation, almost as genteel and full as unawakened as that at Portarlington. The next evening it was considerably larger, and many seemed to be deeply affected. Even at this fountain-head of wickedness, I trust, God will always have a seed to serve him. Some applied to the Quakers at Enniscorthy, for the use of their meeting-house. They refused: So I stood at Hugh M'Laughlin's door, and both those within and without could hear. I was in doubt which way to take from hence, one of my chaise-horses being much tired; till a gentle man of Ballyrane, near Wexford, told me, if I would preach at his house the next evening, I 2 would meet me on the road with a fresh horse. So I complied, though it was some miles out of the way. Accordingly, he met us on Thursday, 22, April, 1773. JOURNAL• 491 six or seven miles from Enniscorthy. But we found his mare would not draw at all: So we were forced to go on as we could. I preached in the evening at Ballyrane, to a deeply serious congregation. Early in the morning we set out, and, at two in the afternoon, came to Ballibac-Ferry.

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wesLEY's May, 1773. and the society was near doubled within a twelvemonth. So had God blessed the labours of William Collins! Another proof that, at present, a prophet is not without honour, even in his own country. We had a solemn watch-night at Cork. I believe the confidence of many was shaken, while I was enforcing, "Though I had all faith, so as to remove mountains, and have not love, I am nothing." An hard saying ! but yet absolutely necessary to be insisted on, particularly among the people called Methodists. Otherwise, how many of them will build on the sand, on an unloving, unholy faith ! Tues. MAY 4. I left Cork with much satisfaction, having seen the fruit of my labour. In the afternoon we had a quick succession of piercing wind, rain, hail, and snow; and in a short time after, loud thunder, with a few flashes of lightning. We lodged at Charleville; and on Wednesday, 5, after an easy ride, dined at Limerick. Here I found, as in time past, a settled, serious people, but in danger of sinking into formality. Thursday, 6. I hired a post-chaise for Balligarane, the man promising to go two miles and a half an hour: But he could not perform it. In about five hours he could not drive quite twelve miles. I then took horse, and, after riding two miles, came just at the time I had appointed. In the evening I preached at Newmarket. Papists and Protestants flocked together from every side; and, for the time, they appeared to be greatly affected: But who will endure to the end? I returned to Limerick, but could not preach abroad, because of the severe weather. Monday, 10. After the morning preaching, I met the select society. All of these once experienced salvation from sin: Some enjoy it still; but the greater part are, more or less, shorn of their strength; yet not without hope of recovering it. The north wind was so high and sharp, that it was thought best I should preach within. But, had I known what a congregation was assembled in the barracks, I should have preached there at all events. I am afraid Satan made us consult our own ease more than the glory of God. I took my leave of this affectionate people, and in the evening preached at Clare.

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Perry and Mitchell applying to Mr. Irwin, of Green Hill, he granted warrants for six of the rioters; and the next week, for fifteen more; but the Constable would not take them; and the next week, at the Assizes held in Enniskillen, the Grand-Jury threw out all the bills! Therefore, it is to these honourable gentlemen I am obliged for all the insults and outrage I met with. But, meantime, where is liberty, civil or religious? Does it exist in Achalun or Enniskillen? We set out at half-hour past two, and reached Omagh a little before eleven. Finding I could not reach Ding-Bridge by two o'clock in the chaise, I rode forward with all the speed I could; but the horse dropping a shoe, I was so retarded that I did not reach the place till between three and four. I found the Minister and the people waiting; but the church would not near contain them; so I preached near it to a mixed multitude of rich and poor, Churchmen, Papists, and Presbyterians. I was a little weary and faint when I came, the sun having shone exceeding hot; but the number and behaviour of the congregation made me forget my own weariness. Having a good horse, I rode to the place where I was to lodge (two miles off) in about an hour. After tea, they told me another congregation was waiting; so I began preaching without delay; and warned them of the madness which was spreading among them, namely, leaving the church. Most of them, I believe, will take the advice; I hope all that are of our society. The family here put me in mind of that at Rehins: They breathe the same spirit. I went on to Londonderry. Friday, 28. I was invited to see the Bishop's palace, (a grand and beautiful struc ture,) and his garden, newly laid, and exceeding pleasant. Here I innocently gave some offence to the gardener, by mentioning June, 1773. JOURNAL. 497 the English of a Greek word. But he set us right, warmly assuring us that the English name of the flower is not Crane's bill, but Geranium ! We walked out to one of the pleasantest spots which I have seen in the kingdom.

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29. We walked out to one of the pleasantest spots which I have seen in the kingdom. It is a garden laid out on the steep side of an hill; one shady walk of which, in particular, commands all the vale and the hill beyond. The owner finished his walks, and died. In the evening I preached to a serious, artless congregation, at Fahun, seven miles west from Derry. On Whit-Sunday, MAY 30, I dined at Mr. S.'s, a sensible, friendly man; where were five Clergymen besides me; all of whom attended the preaching every evening. One would have imagined, from this friendliness of the Clergy, joined with the good will both of the Bishop and Dean, the society would increase swiftly. But, in fact, it does not increase at all; it stands just as it was two years ago: So little does the favour of man advance the work of God! At noon I preached at Muff, a town five miles north-east of Derry. In returning, the wind being in our back, and the sun in our face, it was intensely hot. But what signifies either pain or pleasure, that passes away like a dream? Tues. JUNE 1. I preached at the New-Buildings, and spent an hour with the society. I found them as lively as ever, and more exactly regular than any society in these parts. I took my leave of this pleasant city, and agree able people. When we came to the foot of the mountain beyond Dungevan, my horses did not choose to draw me any farther; so I walked on seven or eight miles, and ordered them to follow me to Cookstown. At noon I preached to a large congregation on the Green, at Castle-Caulfield, and in the evening near the barracks at Charlemount. Friday, 4. We went on to Armagh. The evening congregation in the avenue was very large, and exceeding serious; rich and poor kneeling down on the grass when I went to prayer. I walked over the fine improvements which the Primate has made near his lodge. The ground is hardly two miles round; but it is laid out to the best advantage. Part is garden, part meadow, part planted with shrubs or trees of various kinds. The house is built of fine white stone, and is 498 REv. J. wesLEY's June, 1773. fit for a nobleman.

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Miller, whether he had any thoughts of perfecting his speaking statue, which had so long lain by. He said he had altered his d2sign; that he intended, if he had life and health, to make June, 1773. JOURNAL. 499 two, which would not only speak, but sing hymns alternately with an articulate voice; that he had made a trial, and it answered well. But he could not tell when he should finish it, as he had much business of other kinds, and could only give his leisure hours to this. How amazing is it that no man of fortune enables him to give all his time to the work! I preached in the evening at Lisburn. All the time I could spare here was taken up by poor patients. I generally asked, "What remedies have you used?" and was not a little surprised. What has fashion to do with physic? Why, (in Ireland, at least,) almost as much as with head-dress. T'listers, for anything or nothing, were all the fashion when I was in Ireland last. Now the grand fashionable medicine for twenty diseases (who would imagine it?) is mercury sublimate Why is it not an halter, or a pistol? They would cure a little more speedily. I went to dreary Newtown. This place always makes me pensive. Even in Ireland I hardly see anywhere such heaps of ruins as here; and they are considerably increased since I was here before. What a shadow is human greatness! The evening congregation in the new market-house appeared deeply attentive, especially the backsliders; several of whom determined to set out afresh. When I came to Belfast, I learned the real cause of the late insurrections in this neighbourhood. Lord Donegal, the pro prietor of almost the whole country, came hither to give his tenants new leases. But when they came, they found two merchants of the town had taken their farms over their heads; so that multitudes of them, with their wives and children, were turned out to the wide world. It is no wonder that, as their lives were now bitter to them, they should fly out as they did. It is rather a wonder that they did not go much farther. And if they had, who would have been most in fault? Those who were without home, without money, without food for themselves and families?

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Those who were without home, without money, without food for themselves and families? Or those who drove them to this extremity? In the evening I preached to a numerous congregation in the new market-house, but trifling enough. Yet by degrees they sunk into seriousness. The greater part of them came again in the morning; and their behaviour was then remarkably decent. There was a lovely congregation at the Shire 500 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1773. Hall in Carrickfergus, very large and very serious. Nor was it much smaller at five in the morning. I added several to the society, and could not but hope that there was seed sown here that will never be rooted up. I went to Ballymena, and read a strange tract, that professes to discover "the inmost recesses of Free masonry;" said to be "translated from the French original, lately published at Berlin." I incline to think it is a genuine account. Only if it be, I wonder the author is suffered to live. If it be, what an amazing banter upon all mankind is reemasonry ! And what a secret is it which so many concur to keep ! From what motive? Through fear, -or shame to own it? In the evening the Minister offered me the use of the church. I feared it would not contain the people, who ran together so eagerly, that it was with difficulty I could get to the door. But after we had stowed them close together, almost all could get in. I dealt exceeding plainly with them, and they had ears to hear. I declared to a loving people at Ballinderry, "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Many of them experienced this; and many felt their wants; several children in particular. In the evening I preached at Lisburn, and on the two following days. Monday, 21. I met a gentleman, who looked hard, and asked me if I did not know him. Indeed I did not, though I had been at his house some years ago, in Londonderry. Mr. Sampson was then one of the Ministers there, a lively, sensible man; very fat, and of a fresh, ruddy complexion. But he was now, after a long and severe melancholy, so thin, pale, and wan, that I did not recollect one feature of his face. I spent an hour with him very agreeably.

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The next morning we went to see the effects of the late earthquake: Such it undoubtedly was. On Monday, 27, at four in the morning, a rumbling noise was heard, accompanied with sudden gusts of wind, and wavings of the ground. Presently the earthquake followed, which only shook the farmer's house, and removed it entire about a yard; but carried the barn about fifteen yards, and then swallowed it up in a vast chasm; tore the ground into numberless chasms, large and small; in the large, threw up mounts, fifteen or twenty feet high; carried an hedge, with two oaks, above forty feet, and left them in their natural position. It then moved under the bed of the river; which, making more resistance, received a ruder shock, being shattered in pieces, and heaved up about thirty feet from its foundations. By throwing this, and many oaks, into its channel, the Severn was quite stopped up, and constrained to flow backward, till, with incredible fury, it wrought itself a 502 REv. J. west EY's July, 1773. new channel. Such a scene of desolation I never saw. Will none tremble when God thus terribly shakes the earth? In the evening I preached under a spreading oak, in Madeley-Wood; Sunday, 11, morning and afternoon, in the church. In the evening I preached to the largest congre gation of all, near the market-house, at Broseley. I came back just by the famous well; but it burns no more. It ceased from the time a coal-pit was sunk near it, which drew off the sulphurous vapour.. I preached at Wolverhampton and Birmingham. In my journey from Liverpool, I read Dr. Byrom's Poems. He has all the wit and humour of Dr. Swift, together with much more learning, a deep and strong understanding, and, above all, a serious vein of piety. A few things in him I particularly remarked: 1. The first is concerning the patron of England; and I think there can be no reasonable doubt of the truth of his conjecture, that Georgius is a mistake for Gregorius; that the real patron of England is St. Gregory; (who sent Austin, the Monk, to convert England;) and that St. George (whom no one knows) came in by a mere blunder: 2. His criticisms on Homer and Horace seem to be well grounded.

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He was certainly as great a genius, in his way, as any that ever lived. He did great things, and designed far greater; but death prevented the execution. And he had many excellent qualities; but was full as far from being a Christian, as Henry VIII., or Oliver Cromwell. We had our Quarterly Meeting at London; at which I was surprised to find, that our income does not yet answer our expense. We were again near two hundred pounds bad. My private account I find still worse. I have laboured as much as many writers; and all my labour has gained me, in seventy years, a debt of five or six hundred pounds. Sunday, 25, was a day of strong consolation, particularly at Spitalfields. At five I preached in Moorfields, to (it was supposed) the largest congregation that ever assembled there. But my voice was so strengthened, that those who were farthest off could hear perfectly well. So the season for field-preaching is not yet over. It cannot, while so many are in their sins and in their blood. 504 REv. J. wesley's Aug. 1773. Tues. AUGUST 3. Our Conference began. I preached mornings as well as evenings; and it was all one. I found myself just as strong as if I had preached but once a day. At night I set out in the machine, and on Monday reached Bristol. In the way I looked over Mr. 's Dissertations. I was surprised to find him a thorough convert of Mr. Stonehouse's, both as to the pre existence of souls, and the non-eternity of hell. But he is far more merciful than Mr. Stonehouse. He allows it to last (not five millions, but) only thirty thousand years It would be excusable, if these menders of the Bible would offer their hypotheses modestly. But one cannot excuse them when they not only obtrude their novel scheme with the utmost confidence, but even ridicule that scriptural one which always was, and is now, held by men of the greatest learning and piety in the world. Hereby they promote the cause of infidelity more effectually than either Hume or Voltaire. I set out for Cornwall; and the next day we came to Collumpton. For five or six days, I think, the weather has been as hot as it is in Georgia.

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So that, supposing the space to be four-score yards square, and to contain five persons in a square yard, there must be above two-and-thirty thousand people; the largest assembly I ever preached to. Yet I found, upon inquiry, all could hear, even to the skirts of the congre gation Perhaps the first time that a man of seventy had been heard by thirty thousand persons at once Hence I went by Cubert, Port-Isaac, Camelford, and Launceston, to Tiverton. Saturday, 28. I returned to Bristol. Fri. SEPTEMBER 3. I went over to Kingswood, and inquired into the ground of many heavy charges, which had been confidently advanced against the management there. One article was true, and no more. And this fault is now amended. I waited a few days before I set down what has lately occurred among the children here. From the time God visited them last, several of them retained a measure of the fear of God. But they grew colder and colder, till Ralph Mather met them in the latter end of August. Several then resolved to meet in class again, and appeared to have good desires. On Saturday, September 4, he talked with three of them, about four in the afternoon. These freely confessed their besetting sins, and appeared to be greatly humbled. At five all the children met in the school. During an exhortation then given, first one, then two or three were much affected. Afterwards two more were taken apart, who were soon deeply distressed; and one of them, (James Whitestone,) in less than half an hour, found a clear sense of the love of God. Near seven, they came down to the boys in the school; and Mr. Mather asked, "Which of you will serve God?" They all seemed to be thunderstruck, and ten or twelve fell down upon their knees. Mr. Mather 506 REv. J. wesDEY's Sept. 1773. prayed, and then James Whitestone. Immediately one and another cried out; which brought in the other boys, who seemed struck more and more, till about thirty were kneel ing and praying at once. Before half-hour past nine, ten of them knew that they were accepted in the Beloved. Several more were brought to the birth; and all the children, but three or four, were affected more or less. I examined sixteen of them who desired to partake of the Lord's Supper.

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5. I examined sixteen of them who desired to partake of the Lord's Supper. Nine or ten had a clear sense of the pardoning love of God. The others were fully determined never to rest till they could witness the same confession. Eighteen of the children from that time met in three Bands, besides twelve who met in trial Band. These were remark able for their love to each other, as well as for steady seriousness. They met every day; beside which, all the children met in class. Those who found peace were James Whitestone, Alex ander Mather, Matthew Lowes, William Snowdon, John Keil, Charles Farr, John Hamilton, Benjamin Harris, and IEdward Keil. After Mr. Mather had preached at Pensford, he met the children there. Presently the spirit of contrition fell upon them, and then the Spirit of grace and of supplication, till the greater part of them were crying together for mercy, with a loud and bitter cry: And all Miss Owen's children, but one, (two-and-twenty in number,) were exceedingly comforted. I went over to Kingswood, and inquired into the present state of the children. I found part of them had walked closely with God; part had not, and were in heaviness. Hearing in the evening that they were got to prayer by them selves in the school, I went down; but, not being willing to disturb them, stood at the window. Two or three had gone in first; then more and more, till above thirty were gathered together. Such a sight I never saw before nor since. Three or four stood and stared, as if affrighted. The rest were all on their knees, pouring out their souls before God, in a manner not easy to be described. Sometimes one, sometimes more, prayed aloud; sometimes a cry went up from them all; till five or six of them, who were in doubts before, saw the clear light of God's countenance. Sept. 1773. JOURNAL. 507 Four of Miss Owen's children desired leave to partake of the Lord's Supper. I talked with them severally, and found they were all still rejoicing in the love of God.

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I talked with them severally, and found they were all still rejoicing in the love of God. And they confirmed the account, that there was only one of their whole number who was unaffected on Monday: But all the rest could then say with confidence, "Lord, thou knowest that I love thee." I suppose such a visitation of children has not been known in England these hundred years. In so marvellous a manner, "out of the mouth of babes and sucklings" God has "perfected praise!"

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Taking chaise at two in the morning, in the evening I came well to London. The rest of the week I made what inquiry I could into the state of my accounts. Some confusion had arisen from the 4. REv. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1773. sudden death of my book-keeper; but it was less than might have been expected. Monday, 11, and the following days, I took a little tour through Bedfordshire and Northamptonshire. Between Northampton and Towcester we met with a great natural curiosity, the largest elm I ever saw ; it was twenty-eight feet in circumference; six feet more than that which was some years ago in Magdalen-College walks at Oxford. I began my little journey through Oxfordshire and Buckinghamshire. In the way I read over Sir Richard Blackmore's "Prince Arthur." It is not a contemptible poem, although by no means equal to his Poem on the Crea tion, in which are many admirably fine strokes. I went to Shoreham, and spent two days both agreeably and profitably. The work of God, which broke out here two or three years ago, is still continually increasing. I preached near Bromley on Thursday, and on Friday, 29, had the satisfaction of dining with an old friend. I hope she meant all the kindness she professed. If she did not, it was her own loss. Mon. November 1. I set out for Norfolk, and came to Lynn while the congregation was waiting for me. Here was once a prospect of doing much good; but it was almost va nished away. Calvinism, breaking in upon them, had torn the infant society in pieces. I did all I could to heal the breach, both in public and private ; and, having recovered a few, I left them all in peace, and went on to Norwich on Wednesday. I preached at noon to the warm congregation at Loddon, and in the evening to the cold one at Yarmouth. I know there is nothing too hard for God; else I should gothither no more. Monday, 8. I found the society at Lakenheath was entirely vanished away. I joined them together once more, and they seriously promised to keep together. If they do, I shall endeavour to see them again; if not, I have better work. Tues.

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Who can wonder, that a man of such a complexion should be an Infidel? I returned to London, Friday, 10, with Captain Hinderson, of Chatham, who informed us, "Being off the Kentish coast, on Wednesday morning last, I found my ship had been so damaged by the storm, which still continued, that she could not long keep above water; so we got into the boat, twelve in all, though with little hope of making the shore. A ship passing by, we made all the signals we could ; but they took no notice. A second passed near: We made signals and called; but they would not stay for us. A third put out their boat, took us up, and set us safe on shore." 6 REv. J. WESLEY's Jan. 1774. o Meeting with a celebrated book, a volume of Cap tain Cook's Voyages, I sat downto read it with huge expectation. But how was I disappointed I observed, 1. Things absolutely incredible: "A nation without any curiosity;" and, what is stranger still, (I fear related with no good design,) "without any sense of shame! Men and women coupling together in the face of the sun, and in the sight of scores of people ! Men whose skin, cheeks, and lips are white as milk." Hume or Wol taire might believe this; but I cannot. I observed, 2. Things absolutely impossible. To instance in one, for a specimen. A native of Otaheite is said to understand the language of an island eleven hundred degrees query, miles distant from it in latitude; besides I know not how many hundreds in longitude ' So that I cannot but rank this narrative with that of Robinson Crusoe ; and account Tupia to be, in several respects, akin to his man Friday. Saturday, 25, and on the following days, we had many happy opportunities of celebrating the solemn Feast-days, according to the design of their institution. We concluded the year with a Fast-day, closed with a solemn watch-night. Tues. JANUARY 4, 1774. Three or four years ago, a stum bling horse threw me forward on the pommel of the saddle. I felt a good deal of pain; but it soon went off, and I thought of it no more. Some months after I observed, testiculum alterum altero duplo majorem esse.

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-I buried the remains of that venerable mother in Israel, Bilhah Aspernell. She found peace with God in 1738; and soon after, purity of heart. From that time she walked in the light of God's countenance, day and might, without the least intermission. She was always in pain, yet always re joicing, and going about doing good. Her desire was, that she might not live to be useless: And God granted her desire. On Sunday evening she met her class, as usual. The next day she sent for her old fellow-traveller, Sarah Clay, and said to her, "Sally, I am going." She asked, "Where are you going?" She cheerfully answered, "To my Jesus, to be sure !" and spoke no more. Saturday, 29, and several times in the following week, I had much conversation with Ralph Mather, a devoted young man, but almost driven out of his senses by Mystic Divinity. If he escapes out of this specious snare of the devil, he will be an instrument of much good. Thur. FEBRUARY 10. I was desired by that affectionate man, Mr. P , to give him a sermon at Chelsea. Every corner of the room was throughly crowded; and all but two or three gentlewomen (so called) were deeply serious, while I strongly enforced, "Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that leadeth unto life." 8 R. E.W. J. WESLEY"S March, 1774. In my way to Dorking, I gave another reading to the "Life of Anna Maria Schurman:" Perhaps a woman of the strongest understanding that the world ever saw. And she was likewise deeply devoted to God. So was also Antoinette Bourignon, nearly her equal in sense, though not in learning; and equally devoted to God. In many things there was a sur prising resemblance between them, particularly in severity of temper, leading them to separate from all the world, whom they seemed to give up to the devil without remorse; only with this difference, Madame Bourignon believed there were absolutely no children of God, but her and her three or four associates: Anna Schurman believed there were almost none, but her and her little community. No wonder that the world returned their love, by persecuting them in every country. Thur. MARCH 3. I preached at L But O what a change is there !

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MARCH 3. I preached at L But O what a change is there ! The society is shrunk to five or six mem hers, and probably will soon shrink into nothing. And the family is not even a shadow of that which was for some years a pattern to all the kingdom In the evening I went to Brentford, and on Mon day to Newbury. Tuesday, 8. Coming to Chippenham, I was informed that the floods had made the road by Marshfield impassable. So I went round by Bath, and came to Bristol just as my brother was giving out the hymn; and in time to beseech a crowded audience, not to receive "the grace of God in vain." I went over to Kingswood, and put an end to some little misunderstandings which had crept into the family. At this I rejoiced; but I was grieved to find that Ralph Mather's falling into Mysticism and Quakerism had well nigh put an end to that uncommon awakening which he had before occasioned among the children. But the next day I found, the little maids at Publow, who found peace by his means, had retained all the life which they had received; and had indeed increased therein. -I began my northern journey, and went by Stroud, Gloucester, and Tewkesbury, to Worcester. Thursday, 17. I preached in the Town-Hall at Evesham, to a numerous and serious congregation. Friday, 18. I returned to Worcester. The society here continues walking together in love, and are not moved by all the efforts of those who would fain teach them another Gospel. I was much comforted by their steadfastness March, 1774. JOURNAL. 9 and simplicity. Thus let them "silence the ignorance of foolish men l'' In the evening I preached at Birmingham, and at eight in the morning. At noon I preached on Bramwick Heath; and, the Room being far too small, stood in Mr. Wiley's courtyard, notwithstanding the keen north-east wind. At Wednesbury, likewise, I was constrained by the multitude of people to preach abroad in the evening. I strongly enforced upon them the Apostle's words, "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation?" If we do not "go on to perfection," how shall we escape lukewarmness, Antinomianism, hell-fire? I preached at nine in Darlaston, and about noon at Wolverhampton. Here I had the pleasure of meeting Mr.

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Here I had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Fletcher, and we took sweet counsel together. Tuesday, 22. At five I explained that important truth, that God trieth us every moment, weighs all our thoughts, words, and actions, and is pleased or displeased with us, according to our works. I see more and more clearly, that "there is a great gulf fixed" between us and all those who, by denying this, sap the very foundation both of inward and outward holiness. At ten I preached at Dudley, and in the afternoon spent some time in viewing Mr. Bolton's works, wonderfully ingeni ous, but the greater part of them wonderfully useless. Wed nesday, 23. I preached at Ashby-de-la-Zouch; and Thursday, 24, went on to Markfield. The church was quickly filled. I preached on those words in the Second Lesson, "Lazarus, come forth !" In the evening I preached at Leicester. Here, likewise, the people "walk in the fear of the Lord, and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost." About noon I preached at Stapleford, six miles west from Nottingham. I stood in a meadow, because no house could contain the congregation. But it was nothing to that at Nottingham-Cross in the evening, the largest I have seen for many years, except at Gwennap. Monday, 28. About noon I preached at Donnington. It was a showery day, but the showers were suspended during the preaching. In the evening I preached at Derby, and had the satisfaction to observe an unusual seriousness in the congregation. Care Hess as they used to be, they seemed at length to know the day of their visitation. , About ten I preached in the market-place at 10 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1774. Ashbourne to a large and tolerably serious congregation; and some, I believe, felt the word of God quick and powerful, while I enforced, "God now commandeth all men everywhere to repent." After dinner we went on to Newcastle-under-Lyne, (that is the proper name of the river,) where I was invited by the Mayor, a serious, sensible man, to lodge at his house. I was desired (our Room being but small) to preach in the market-place. Abundance of people were soon gathered toge ther, who surprised me not a little, by mistaking the tune, and striking up the March in Judas Maccabeus. Many of them had admirable voices, and tolerable skill.

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I preached about noon at Warrington, and in the evening at Liverpool. Thursday, 14. I preached in Wigan at noon, where all tumult is now at an end: The lives of the Christians having quite put to silence the ignorance of foolish men. In the evening I preached at Bolton, to the most lively and most steady people in all these parts. -I preached at a preaching-house just built at Chow bent, which was lately a den of lions; but they are all now quiet as lambs. So they were the next day at the new House near Bury. Saturday, 16. At noon I preached in Rochdale; and in the evening near the church in Huddersfield. The wind was high, and very sharp; but the people little regarded it, while I strongly enforced those words, "What doest thou here, Elijah?" I rode to Halifax. Such a country church I never saw before. I suppose, except York Minster, there is none in the county so large. Yet it would not near contain the congregation. I was afraid it would be impossible for all to hear; but God gave me a voice for the occasion: So that I believe all heard and many felt the application of those words, (part of the First Lesson,) "Let me die the death of the righteous, and let my last end be like his l'" While I was at dinner at Dr. Leigh's, one came from Hud dersfield to tell me the Vicar was willing I should preach in the church. Dr. Leigh lending me his servant and his horse, I set out immediately; and, riding fast, came into the church while the Vicar was reading the Psalms. It was well the people had no notice of my preaching, till I came into the town: They quickly filled the church. I did not spare them, but fully delivered my own soul. The Minister of Heptonstall sent me word that I was welcome to preach in his church. It was with difficulty we got up the steep mountain; and when we were upon it, the wind was ready to bear us away. The church was filled, not with curious but serious hearers. No others would face so furious a storm. At the Ewood, in the evening, we had the usual blessing. 12 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1774. Mrs.

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19. Mrs. Holmes, who has been some years confined to her bed, sent, and desired I would preach at her house. As I stood in the passage, both she could hear, and all that stood in the adjoining rooms. I preached on Rev. xiv. 1-5. It was a refreshing season to her and to many. At half-hour after ten, I preached in the new House at Hightown, and in the evening at Daw-Green. I found Mr. Greenwood (with whom I lodged) dying (as was supposed) of the gout in the stomach. But, on observing the symptoms, I was convinced it was not the gout, but the angina pectoris : (Well described by Dr. Heberden, and still more accurately by Dr. M'Bride of Dublin:) I therefore advised him to take no more medicines, but to be electrified through the breast. He was so. The violent symptoms immediately ceased, and he fell into a sweet sleep. I preached at Morley, on, "O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?" About two I preached at the new-built House at Pudsey, where the Germans (I was informed) are continually declining. Twenty years since one would have thought they would never have been moved; but who can stand any longer than God is on their side? This evening and the next I preached to the lively congregation at Bradford, and was much comforted; so were many; indeed all that earnestly desired to recover the whole image of God. I rode and walked to Bradshaw House, standing alone in a dreary waste. But although it was a cold and stormy day, the people flocked from all quarters. So they did at noon the next day, to Clough, (two or three miles from Colne,) where, though it was cold enough, I was obliged to preach abroad. In the evening I preached to our old, upright, loving brethren at Keighley.- It being a cold and stormy day, Haworth church contained the people tolerably well. On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I preached at Bingley and Yeadon; and on Thursday opened the new House at Wakefield. What a change is here, since our friend was afraid to let me preach in his house, lest the mob should pull it down So I preached in the main street: And then was sown the first seed, which has since borne so plenteous a harvest.

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They contained much truth, but were no more likely to awaken one soul than an Italian Opera. In the evening a multitude of people assem bled on the Green, to whom I earnestly applied these words, "Though I have all knowledge, though I have all faith, though I give all my goods to feed the poor," c., "aad have not love, I am nothing." -In the afternoon, as also at seven in the morn ing, I preached in the kirk at Port-Glasgow. My subjects were Death and Judgment, and I spoke as home as I possibly could. The evening congregation at Greenock was exceeding large. I opened and enforced these awful words, "Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that leadeth unto life." I know not that ever I spoke more strongly. And some fruit of it quickly appeared; for the House, twice as large as that at Glasgow, was throughly filled at five in the morning. In 14 REv. J. WESLEY's May, 1774. the evening, Tuesday, 17, I preached on the Green at Glas gow once more, although the north wind was piercing cold. At five in the morning I commended our friends to God. How is it that there is no increase in this society? It is exceeding easy to answer. One Preacher stays here two or three months at a time, preaching on Sunday mornings, and three or four evenings in a week. Can a Methodist Preacher preserve either bodily health, or spiritual life, with this exer cise? And if he is but half alive, what will the people be? Just so it is at Greenock too. I went to Edinburgh, and on Thursday to Perth. Here likewise the morning preaching had been given up: Consequently the people were few, dead, and cold. These things must be remedied, or we must quit the ground. In the way to Perth, I read that ingenious tract, Dr. Gre gory's "Advice to his Daughters." Although I cannot agree with him in all things; (particularly as to dancing, decent pride, and both a reserve and a delicacy which I think are quite unnatural;) yet I allow there are many fine strokes therein, and abundance of common sense: And if a young woman followed this plan in little things, in such things as daily occur, and in great things copied after Miranda, she would form an accomplished character.

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Yet some things in it gave me pain : 1. His affirming things that are not true; as that all Negro children turn black the ninth or tenth day from their birth. No : most of them turn partly black on the second day, entirely so on the third. That all the Americans are of a copper colour. Not so : Some of them are as fair as we are. Many more such assertions I observed, which I impute not to design but credulity. 2. His flatly contradicting himself; many times within a page or two. 3. His asserting, and labouring to prove, that man is a mere piece of clock-work: And, lastly, his losing no opportunity of vilifying the Bible, to which he appears to bear a most cordial hatred. I marvel if any but his brother Infidels will give two guineas for such a work as this At seven the congregation was large. In the evening the people were ready to tread upon each other. I scarce ever saw people so squeezed together. And they seemed to be all ear, while I exhorted them, with strong and pointed words, not to receive "the grace of God in vain." I set out early from Aberdeen, and preached at Arbroath in the evening. I know no people in England who are more loving, and more simple of heart, than these. Tuesday, 31. I preached at Easthaven, a small town, inhabited by fisher men. I suppose all the inhabitants were present; and all were ready to devour the word. In the evening I preached at Dun dee, and had great hope that brotherly love would continue. In my way hither, I read Dr. Reid's ingenious Essay. With the former part of it I was greatly delighted : But after wards I was much disappointed. I doubt whether the senti ments are just : But I am sure his language is so obscure that to most readers it must be mere Arabic. But I have a greater objection than this; namely, his exquisite want of judgment in so admiring that prodigy of self-conceit, Rousseau, La shallow, but supercilious Infidel, two degrees below Voltaire Is it possible, that a man who admires him can admire the Bible 2 Wed. JUNE 1. I went on to Edinburgh, and the next day examined the society one by one. I was agreeably surprised.

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Not one of the Preachers that succeeded was capable of being a nursing-fatherto the new-born children: 2. Jane Salkeld, one great instrument of the work, marrying, was debarred from meeting the young ones; and there being none left who so naturally cared for them, they fell heaps upon heaps: 3. Most of the liveliest in the society were the single men and women; and several of these in a little time contracted an inordinate affection for each other; whereby they wo grieved the Holy Spirit of God, that he in great measure departed from them : 4. Men arose among ourselves, who undervalued the work of God, and called the great work of sanctification a delusion. By this they grieved some, and angered others; so that both the one and the other were unuch weakened : 5. Hence, the love of many waxing cold, June, 1774. JOURNAL. 19 the Preachers were discouraged; and jealousies, heart-burn ings, evil-surmisings, were multiplied more and more. There is now a little revival: God grant it may increase ! At eleven I preached in Teesdale, and at Swale dale in the evening. Tuesday, 14. We crossed over the emor mous mountain into lovely Wenaudale; the largest by far of all the Dales, as well as the most beautiful. Some years since, many had been awakened here, and joined together by Mr. Ingham and his Preachers. But since the bitter dissension between their Preachers, the poor sheep have all been scat tered. A considerable number of these have been gleaned up, and joined together by our Preachers. I came into the midst of them at Redmire. As I rode through the town, the people stood staring on every side, as if we had been a company of monsters. I preached in the street, and they soon ran toge ther, young and old, from every quarter. I reminded the elder, of their having seen me thirty years before, when I preached in Wensley church; and enforced once more, "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." When rode back through the town, it wore a new face. The people were profoundly civil: They were bowing and courtesying on every side. Such a change in two hours I have seldom seen. Hence we hasted to Richmond, where I preached in a kind of Square.

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Hence we hasted to Richmond, where I preached in a kind of Square. All the Yorkshire Militia were there; and so were their Officers, who kept them in awe, so that they behaved with decency. At six I preached at the end of our House in Barnard-Castle. I was faint and feverish when I began; but the staying an hour in a cold bath (for the wind was very high and sharp) quite refreshed me; so that all my faintness was gone, and I was perfectly well when I concluded. I went on by Durham to Sunderland. Saturday, 18. I preached at Biddick. It was fair while I was preaching, but rained very hard both before and after. Sunday, 19. I preached at the east end of the town, I think, to the largest congregation I ever saw at Sunderland. The rain did not begin till I had concluded. At two I preached at the Fell, at five in the Orphan-House. -About nine I set out for Horsley, with Mr. Hopper and Mr. Smith. I took Mrs. Smith and her two little girls, in the chaise with me. About two miles from the town just on the brow of the hill, on a sudden both the horses set 20 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1774. out, without any visible cause, and flew down the hill, like an arrow out of a bow. In a minute John fell off the coach-box. The horses then went on full speed, sometimes to the edge of the ditch on the right, sometimes on the left. A cart came up against them: They avoided it as exactly as if the man had been on the box. A narrow bridge was at the foot of the hill. They went directly over the middle of it. They ran up the next hill with the same speed; many persons meeting us, but getting out of the way. Near the top of the hill was a gate, which led into a farmer's yard. It stood open. They turned short, and run through it, without touching the gate on one side, or the post on the other. I thought, "However, the gate which is on the other side of the yard, and is shut, will stop them:" But they rushed through it as if it had been a cobweb, and galloped on through the corn-field.

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-I went on to Madeley; and in the evening preached under a sycamore-tree, in Madeley-Wood, to a large congregation, good part of them colliers, who drank in every word. Surely never were places more alike, than Madeley-Wood, Gateshead-Fell, and Kingswood. The church could not contain the congregation, either morning or afternoon; but in the evening I preached to a still larger congregation at Broseley; and equally attentive. I now learned the particulars of a remarkable story, which I had heard imperfectly before: Some time since, one of the colliers here, coming home at night, dropped into a coal-pit, twenty-four yards deep. He called aloud for help, but none heard all that night, and all the following day. The second night, being weak and faint, he fell asleep, and dreamed that his wife, who had been some time dead, came to him, and greatly comforted him. In the morning, a gentleman going a hunting, Aug. 1774. JOURNAL. 25 an hare started up just before the hounds, ran straight to the mouth of the pit, and was gone; no man could tell how. The hunters searched all round the pit, till they heard a voice from the bottom. They quickly procured proper help, and drew up the man unhurt. Mon. AUGUST 1. I preached at Bewdley, in an open place at the head of the town; and in the evening at Worcester, which still continues one of the liveliest places in England. Here I talked with some who believe God has lately delivered them from the root of sin. Their account was simple, clear, and scriptural; so that I saw no reason to doubt of their testimony.- -I preached at ten in the Town-Hall, at Evesham, and rode on to Broadmarston. Thursday, 4. I crossed over to Tewkesbury, and preached at noon in a meadow near the town, under a tall oak. I went thence to Cheltenham. As it was the high season for drinking the waters, the town was full of Gentry: So I preached near the market-place in the evening, to the largest congregation that was ever seen there. Some of the footmen at first made a little disturbance; but I turned to them, and they stood reproved. I walked from Newport to Berkeley-Castle.

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So another is brought, just in time to supply the place of Wilfred Colley. I preached at five near sister Deer's door, to a good company of plain country-people; and then rode over to the old ruinous house, which Mr. Cook is making all haste to repair. It is not unlike old Mr. Gwynne's house at Garth, having a few large handsome rooms. It is also situated much like that; only not quite so low: For it has the command of a well-cultivated vale, and of the fruitful side of the opposite mountain. We rode on to Larn-Ferry; and seeing a person just riding over the ford, we followed him with ease, the water scarce reaching above our horses' knees. Between two and three we came to Pembroke. At nine I began the service at St. Daniel's, and concluded a little before twelve. It was a good time. The power of the Lord was unusually present, both to wound and to heal. Many were constrained to cry, while others were filled with speechless awe and silent love. After dinner I went over to Haverfordwest, but could not preach abroad because of the rain. Both here and at Pem broke, I found the people in general to be in a cold, dead, languid state. And no wonder, since there had been for several months a total neglect of discipline. I did all I could to awaken them once more, and left them full of good resolu tions. Tuesday, 23. I went to the New Inn, near Llandilo; and on Wednesday, 24, to Brecknock. Sept. 1774. J() URNAL. 27 In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall to most of the Gentry in the town. They behaved well, though I used great plainness of speech in describing the narrow way. At eleven I preached within the walls of the old church at the Hay. Here and everywhere I heard the same account of the proceedings at . The Jumpers (all who were there informed me) were first in the court, and after wards in the house.

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The Jumpers (all who were there informed me) were first in the court, and after wards in the house. Some of them leaped up many times, men and women, several feet from the ground: They clapped their hands with the utmost violence; they shook their heads ; they distorted all their features; they threw their arms and legs to and fro, in all variety of postures; they sung, roared, shouted, screamed with all their might, to the no small terror of those that were near them. One gentlewoman told me, she had not been herself since, and did not know when she should. Mean time the person of the house was delighted above measure, and said, "Now the power of God is come indeed." Being detained some hours at the Old Passage, I preached to a small congregation ; and in the evening returned to Bristol. -I set out for Cornwall, and preached at Collump ton in the evening. I spoke strong words to the honest, sleepy congregation : Perhaps some may awake out of sleep. Tues day, 30. I preached to a far more elegant congregation at Launceston; but what is that unless they are alive to God? -The rain, with violent wind, attended us all the way to Bodmin. A little company are at length united here. At their request I preached in the Town-Hall, (the most dreary one I ever saw,) to a mixed congregation of rich and poor. All behaved well: And who knows but some good may be done even at poor Bodmin 2 In the evening I preached at Redruth. Thursday, SEPTEM BER 1, after preaching at St. John's about noon, I went on to Penzance. When the people here were as roaring lions, we had all the ground to ourselves; now they are become lambs, Mr. S b and his friends step in, and take true pains to make a rent in the society. But hitherto, blessed be God, they stand firm in one mind and in one judgment Only a few, whom we had expelled, they have gleaned up : If they can do them good, I shall rejoice. In the evening I took my stand at the end of the town, and preached the whole Gospel to a listen 28 REv. J. WESLEY's Sept. 1774. ing multitude.

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Friday, 9. I set out early from the Dock; and the next afternoon reached Bristol. We had a solemn watch-night at Kingswood. It seemed, every one felt that God was there; so that hardly any went away till the whole service was concluded. In the following week I visited many of the country socie ties. At Frome I learned the remarkable case of sister Whitaker. Last Sunday she met her class as usual; and after saying, "I know that my Redeemer liveth," dropped down, and in a few minutes, without any struggle or pain, expired. I preached at Freshford and Bradford; Wed nesday, 28, at Bath, where many of the people seemed much moved; chiefly those who had long imagined they were "built on a rock," and now found they had been "building upon the sand." I preached at Pill, on the "worm" that " dieth not, and the fire?" that "is not quenched :" If haply some of these drowsy ones might awake, and escape from everlasting burnings. Mon. October 3, and on Tuesday and Wednesday, I examined the society. I met those of our society who had votes in the ensuing election, and advised them, l. To vote, without fee or reward, for the person they judged most worthy: 2. To speak no evil of the person they voted against: And, 3. To take care their spirits were not sharpened against those that voted on the other side. The evening being fair and mild, I preached in the new Square. It was a fruitful season: Soft fell the word as flew the air; even "as the rain into a fleece of wool." Many such seasons we have had lately: Almost every day one and another has found peace, particularly young persons and children. Shall not they be a blessing in the rising generation ? In the even ing we had a solemn opportunity of renewing our covenant with God; a means of grace which I wonder has been so seldom used either in Romish or Protestant churches -I preached at Salisbury; and on Tuesday, 11, set out for the Isle of Purbeck. When we came to Corfe Castle, the evening being quite calm and mild, I preached in a meadow near the town, to a deeply attentive congregation, 30 REv. J. WESLEY's Oct. 1774. gathered from all parts of the island.

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gathered from all parts of the island. I afterwards met the society, artless and teachable, and full of good desires. But few of them yet have got any farther, than to "see men as trees walking."- I preached to a large congregation at five, wh seemed quite athirst for instruction. Afterwards we took a walk over the remains of the Castle, so bravely defended in the last century, against all the power of the Parliament forces, by the widow of the Lord Chief Justice Banks. It is one of the noblest ruins I ever saw : The walls are of an im mense thickness, defying even the assaults of time, and were formerly surrounded by a deep ditch. The house, which stands in the middle, on the very top of the rock, has been a magnificent structure. Some time since the proprietor fitted up some rooms on the south-west side of this, and laid out a little garden, commanding a large prospect, pleasant beyond description. For a while he was greatly delighted with it: But the eye was not satisfied with seeing. It grew familiar; it pleased no more; and is now run all to ruin. No wonder: What can delight always, but the knowledge and love of God? About noon I preached at Langton, three or four miles from Corfe-Castle, to a large and deeply serious congregation. Here is likewise a little society; but I did not find any among them who knew in whom they had believed. In the evening I preached in a meadow, near Swanage, to a still larger congre gation. And here at length I found three or four persons, and all of one family, who seemed really to enjoy the faith of the Gospel. Few others of the society (between thirty and forty in number) appeared to be convinced of sin. I fear the Preachers have been more studious to please than to awaken, or there would have been a deeper work. The Isle (or properly Peninsula) of Purbeck is mine or ten miles broad, and perhaps twenty long, running nearly from north-east to south-west. Two mountains run almost the whole length, with valleys both between them and on each side, but poorly cultivated. The people in general are plain, artless, good-natured, and well-behaved. If the labourers here are zealous and active, they will surely have a plentiful harvest. Thur.

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But her whole life bore witness to the work which God had wrought in her heart. She was as a mother in Israel, helping those that were weak, and tenderly con cerned for all; while she sunk deeper into the love of God, and found more and more of the mind that was in Christ. "6. In the summer, 1773, she took cold by lying in a damp bed. This threw her into a violent fever, which not only brought her very low, but fixed a deep cough upon her lungs, which no medicine could remove. It quite wore her down; especially when there was added the loss of both her sisters and her mother, who were all taken away within a little time of each other. She had likewise a continual cross from her father, and was at the same time tried by the falsehood of those friends in whom she confided, and whom she tenderly loved. The following year, 1774, she had a presage of her death; in consequence of which, Oct. 1774. JOURNAL. 33 she was continually exhorting the young women, Betty Pad bury in particular, to fill up her place when God should remove her from them. "7. In the beginning of winter I understood, that, weak as she was, she had not proper nourishment; being unable to procure it for herself, and having no one to procure it for her; so I took that charge upon myself; I worked with her in the day, (for she would work as long as she could move her fin gers,) lay with her every night, and took care that she should want nothing which was convenient for her. "8. For some time her disorder seemed at a stand, growing neither better nor worse; but in spring, after she had taken a quantity of the bark, she was abundantly worse. Her cough continually increased, and her strength swiftly decayed; so that before Easter, she was obliged to take to her bed: And having now a near prospect of death, she mightily rejoiced in the thought, earnestly longing for the welcome moment; only still with that reserve, 'Not as I will, but as thou wilt." "9. Mr. Harper (the Preacher) took several opportunities of asking her many questions. She answered them all with readiness and plainness, to his entire satisfaction.

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She answered them all with readiness and plainness, to his entire satisfaction. She told him abundance of temptations which she underwent from time to time; but still witnessed, that the blood of Christ had cleansed her from all sin. She often said to us, The race we all are running now ! And if I first attain, Ye too your willing heads shall bow; Ye shall the conquest gain "10. Commonly, when I came into her room, I was not able to speak for a time. She would then say, 'Why do not you speak? Why do not you encourage me? I shall love you better when we meet in heaven, for the help you give me now." "11. In the last week or two, she was not able to speak many words at a time; but as she could, with her feeble, dying voice, she exhorted us to go forward. Yet one day, some of her former companions coming in, her spirit seemed to revive; and she spoke to them, to our great surprise, for near an hour together. They seemed deeply affected; and it was some time before the impression wore off. Elizabeth Padbury. 84 REv. J. wesln, o's Nov. 1774. "12. Her father now frequently came, sat by her bedside, and expressed tender affection; weeping much, and saying he should now be quite alone, and have no one left to whom he could speak. She spoke to him without reserve. He received every word, and has never forgotten it since. "13. A few days before she died, after we had been praying with her, we observed she was in tears, and asked her the reason. She said, 'I feel my heart knit to you, in a manner I cannot express; and I was thinking, if we love one another now, how will our love be enlarged when we meet in heaven' And the thought was too much for me to bear; it quite overcame me." "J4. On Friday she seemed to be just upon the wing: We thought she was going almost every moment. So she con tinued till Tuesday. We were unwilling to part with her, but seeing the pain she was in, could not wish it should con tinue; and so gave her up to God.

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In the evening I preached at Bury; Tuesday, 36 REV. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1774. 15, about one at Loddon, to a people the most athirst for God of any I found in the county. In the afternoon I went on to Yarmouth. When was "confusion worse confounded?" Divi sion after division has torn the once-flourishing society all in pieces. In order to heal the breach, in some measure, I enforced those deep words, "Though I have all knowledge and all faith, so as to remove mountains, and have not love, it profiteth me nothing." One of our former Leaders being asked what he thought of this, frankly answered, "It is damnable doctrine." About noon I preached at Lowestoft, where the little flock are remarkably lively. The evening congregation at Yarmouth was all attention; and truly the power of God was present to heal them. In the evening I returned to Norwich. Never was a poor society so neglected as this has been for the year past. The morning preaching was at an end; the bands suffered all to fall in pieces; and no care at all taken of the classes, so that whether they met or not, it was all one; going to church and sacrament were forgotten; and the people rambled hither and thither as they listed. On Friday evening I met the society, and told them plain, I was resolved to have a regular society or none. I then read the Rules, and desired every one to consider whether he was willing to walk by these Rules or no. Those in particular, of meeting their class every week, unless hindered by distance or sickness, (the only reasons for not meeting which I could allow,) and being constant at church and sacrament. I desired those who were so minded to meet me the next night, and the rest to stay away. The next night we had far the greater part; on whom I strongly enforced the same thing. Sunday, 20. I spoke to every Leader, concerning every one under his care; and put out every person whom they could not recom mend to me. After this was done, out of two hundred and four members, one hundred and seventy-four remained. And these points shall be carried, if only fifty remain in the society. I examined the society at Loddon.

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21. I examined the society at Loddon. There are near fifty of them, simple and teachable, all of one mind, and many of them able to rejoice in God their Saviour. Tuesday, 22. I took a solemn and affectionate leave of the society at Nor wich. About twelve we took coach. About eight, Wednesday, 23, Mr. Dancer met me with a chaise, and carried me to Ely. Nov. 1774. JOURNAL. 37 O what want of common sense ! Water covered the high road for a mile and a half. I asked, "How must foot-people come to the town o'" "Why, they must wade through !" About two I preached in a house well filled with plain, loving people. I then took a walk to the cathedral, one of the most beautiful I have seen. The western tower is exceeding grand; and the nave of an amazing height. Hence we went through a fruitful and pleasant country, though surrounded with fens, to Sutton. Here many people had lately been stirred up : They had prepared a large barn. At six o'clock it was well filled; and it seemed as if God sent a message to every soul. The next morning and evening, though the weather was uncom monly severe, the congregation increased rather than diminished. I left them in much hope that they will continue in this earnest, simple love. I set out between eight and nine in a one-horse chaise, the wind being high and cold enough. Much snow lay on the ground, and much fell as we crept along over the fen-banks. Honest Mr. Tubbs would needs walk and lead the horse, through water and mud up to his mid-leg, smiling and say ing, "We fen-men do not mind a little dirt." When we had gone about four miles, the road would not admit of a chaise. So I borrowed a horse and rode forward; but not far, for all the grounds were under water. Here therefore I pro cured a boat full twice as large as a kneading-trough. I was at one end, and a boy at the other, who paddled me safe to Erith. There Miss L waited for me with another chaise, which brought me to St. Ives.

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It was the market-day; but that did not lessen the congregation. The poor people eagerly flocked from the market; and there was no buying or selling till I concluded. After preaching at Coolylough, Tullamore, and Portarling ton, (still "unstable as water,") Saturday, 22, I found, at Mount-Mellick, a little company, who appeared to be better established. I spent Saturday and Sunday comfortably among them, building them up in our most holy faith. May, 1775. JOUlt NAL. 45 The Minister of Maryborough inviting me to preach in his church, I began reading Prayers about nine; and afterwards preached to a numerous congregation. For the present, every one seemed affected. Will not some bring forth fruit with patience 2 In the evening I was scandalized both at the smallness and deadness of the congregation at Kilkenny. The next even ing it was a little mended, but not much. Of all the dull congregations I have seen, this was the dullest. -I went on to Waterford, where the rain drove us into the preaching-house,_the most foul, horrid, miserable hole which I have seen since I left England. The next day I got into the open air, and a large congregation attended. I had designed to set out early in the morning; but doubting if I should ever have such another opportunity, (the Major of the Highland Regiment standing behind me, with several of his Officers, many of the soldiers before me, and the sen tinel at the entrance of the court,) I gave notice of preaching at ten the next morning, and at four in the afternoon. I did so to a well-behaved congregation, and in the evening went on to Carrick. Early in the evening we reached Rathcormuck, but found the inn filled with Officers. It is true they were but five, and there were seven beds; but they had bespoke all, and would not spare us one ! So we were obliged to go some miles further. We drove this day just threescore (English) miles. I came to Cork time enough to preach. The congregation was not small, and it was not large: But it was very large in George-Street at four in the afternoon, as well as deeply attentive. At six I preached in the Room, and could not but observe such singing as I have seldom heard in England.

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At six I preached in the Room, and could not but observe such singing as I have seldom heard in England. The women, in particular, sang so exactly that it seemed but one voice. Monday, MAY 1. I examined the society, and found it in such order, so increased both in grace and number, as I apprehend it had not been before, since the time of William Pennington. -I rode to Bandon, and preached in the main street to a very numerous congregation. All behaved well, except three or four pretty gentlemen, who seemed to know just nothing of the matter. I found this society likewise much established in grace, and 44 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1775. greatly increased in number. So has God blessed the labours of two plain men, who put forth all their strength in his work. I returned to Cork, and in the evening preached at Blackpool. It rained a little all the time I was preaching, but the people regarded it not. I was desired to preach on 1 John v. 7: "There are three that bear record in heaven." The congregation was exceeding large; but abundantly larger in the evening. I never saw the House so crowded before. It was much the same the next evening. Tuesday, 9. I preached my farewell sermon in the afternoon; and going to Mallow in the evening, went on the next day to Limerick. I preached to a large congregation of Papists and Protestants, in the yard of the Custom-House, where many could hear within as well as without. -Having waited for a chaise to go to Balligarane as long as I could, I at length set out on horseback. But T. Wride loitering behind, I might as well have spared my pains; for though I came to the town at the time appointed, I could find neither man, woman, nor child, to direct me to the preaching house. After gaping and staring some time, I judged it best to go to Newmarket, where I was to preach in the evening. I began about six. The congregation was deeply serious; great part of whom came again at five in the morning. And were it only for this opportunity, I did not regret my labour. Wed.

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I examined the society at Limerick, containing now an hundred and one persons, seven less than they were two years ago. I a little wonder at this; considering the scandal of the cross is well nigh ceased here, through the wise and steady behaviour of our brethren. But they want zeal; they are not fervent in spirit: Therefore, they cannot increase. In the evening I preached at Galway, in the county Court-House, to a more civil and attentive congregation than I ever saw there before. About one I preached at Ballinrobe, in the assembly-room, and was agreeably surprised, both at the un usual number and seriousness of the hearers. I had purposed to go on to Castlebar, but now thought it might be worth while to stay a little longer. In the afternoon I took a view of the Castle. Colonel Cuffe's father took great delight in this place, laid out beautiful gardens, and procured trees of all sorts, from May, 1775. JOURNAL. 45 all parts of the kingdom. Part of these placed on the slope of the hill, (at the side of which runs the river,) form a lovely wilderness, at the end whereof are regular rows of elms. But the Colonel has no pleasure therein. So all is now swiftly running to ruin. I preached again at six, to a large congregation, and the next evening at Castlebar. Monday, 22. I spent two or three hours in one of the loveliest places, and with one of the love liest families, in the kingdom. Almost all I heard put me in mind of those beautiful lines of Prior, The nymph did like the scene appear, Serenely pleasant, calmly fair; Soft fell her words, as flew the air. How willingly could I have accepted the invitation to spend a few days here ! Nay, at present I must be about my Father's business: But I trust to meet them in a still lovelier place. Between Limerick and Castlebar, I read over the famous controversy between Drs. Clarke and Leibnitz. And is this he whom the King of Prussia extols, as something more than human? So poor a writer have I seldom read, either as to sentiments or temper.

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So poor a writer have I seldom read, either as to sentiments or temper. In sentiment, he is a thorough fatalist; maintaining roundly, and without reserve, that God has absolutely decreed from all eternity whatever is done in time; and that no creature can do more good, or less evil, than God has peremptorily decreed. And his temper is just suitable to his sentiments. He is haughty, self-conceited, sour, impatient of contradiction, and holds his opponent in utter contempt; though, in truth, he is but a child in his hands. I reached Sligo. My old friend, Andrew Maben, did not own me. However, a few did ; to whom, with a tole rable congregation, I preached at six in the barracks. The next evening I preached in the market-house, to a far larger congregation. We seem, by all the late bustle and confusion, to have lost nothing. Here is a little company as much alive to God, and more united together than ever. I preached at Manorhamilton, and the next even ing near the bridge at Swadlingbar. Knowing a large part of the congregation to have "tasted of the powers of the world to come," I spoke on the glory that shall be revealed; and all seemed deeply affected, except a few Gentry, so called, who seemed to understand nothing of the matter. 46 REv. J. wesley's June, 1775. -I preached at ten to a far larger congregation, on, "God now commandeth all men everywhere to repent;" and after church, to a still greater multitude, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die." -Being desired to give them a sermon at Bel turbet, about eight I preached in the Town-Hall. It was not in vain. God opened, as it were, the windows of heaven, and showered his blessing down. I called afterwards at Ballyhays, and spent an hour with that venerable old man, Colonel Newburgh. It does me good to converse with those who have just finished their course, and are quivering over the great gulf. Thence I went on to Clones, that is its proper name; not Clownish, as it is vulgarly called. It is a pleasant town, finely situated on a rising ground, in the midst of fruitful hills; and has a larger market-place than any I have seen in England, not excepting Norwich or Yarmouth.

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In the night the rain came plentifully through the thatch, into my lodging-room. But I found no present inconvenience, and was not careful for the morrow. I preached at eight to a numerous congregation, in the market-place at Dungannon; at eleven, and at five in the afternoon, in the main street at Charlemount. I lodged at a gentleman's, who showed me a flower, which he called a Gummy Cystus. It blooms in the morning, with a large, beautiful, snow-white flower; but every flower dies in the evening. New flowers blow and fall every day. Does not this short-lived flower answer to that short-lived animal, the Ephemeron-fly? -I preached at nine to a large congregation, at Killeman. The rain began as soon as I concluded; but it ceased time enough for me to preach in Mr. M'Gough's avenue, at Armagh. JUNE 11. (Being Trinity-Sunday.) I preached at nine on, "So God created man in his own image;" and in the even ing, to an huge congregation. But I could not find the way to their hearts. Having taken a solemn leave of Armagh, about eleven I preached at Blackwater; and in the evening at Clanmain, where many seemed cut to the heart. O, why should they heal the wound slightly −I was not very well in the morning, but sup posed it would soon go off. In the afternoon, the weather being extremely hot, I lay down on the grass, in Mr. Lark's orchard, at Cock-Hill. This I had been accustomed to do for forty years, and never remember to have been hurt by it: Only I never before lay on my face; in which posture I fell asleep. I waked a little, and but a little, out of order, and preached with 48 REv. J. wesley's June, 1775. ease to a multitude of people. Afterwards I was a good deal worse. However, the next day I went on a few miles to the Grange. The table was placed here in such a manner, that, all the time I was preaching, a strong and sharp wind blew full on the left side of my head; and it was not without a good deal of difficulty that I made an end of my sermon.

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The table was placed here in such a manner, that, all the time I was preaching, a strong and sharp wind blew full on the left side of my head; and it was not without a good deal of difficulty that I made an end of my sermon. I now found a deep obstruction in my breast: My pulse was exceeding weak and low; I shivered with cold, though the air was sultry hot; only now and then burning for a few minutes. I went early to bed, drank a draught of treacle-and-water, and applied treacle to the soles of my feet. I lay till seven on Thursday, 15, and then felt considerably better. But I found near the same obstruction in my breast : I had a low, weak pulse; I burned and shivered by turns; and, if I ventured to cough, it jarred my head exceedingly. In going on to Derry-Anvil, I won dered what was the matter, that I could not attend to what I was reading; no, not for three minutes together; but my thoughts were perpetually shifting. Yet, all the time I was preaching in the evening, (although I stood in the open air, with the wind whistling round my head,) my mind was as com posed as ever. Friday, 16. In going to Lurgan, I was again surprised that I could not fix my attention on what I read: Yet, while I was preaching in the evening, on the Parade, I found my mind perfectly composed; although it rained a great part of the time, which did not well agree with my head. Saturday, 17. I was persuaded to send for Dr. Laws, a sensi ble and skilful Physician. He told me I was in a high fever, and advised me to lay by. But I told him that could not be done; as I had appointed to preach at several places, and must preach as long as I could speak. He then prescribed a cooling draught, with a grain or two of camphor, as my nerves were universally agitated. This I took with me to Tanderagee: But when I came there, I was not able to preach; my understanding being quite confused, and my strength entirely gone. Yet I breathed freely, and had not the least thirst, nor any pain, from head to foot.

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On Saturday, I sat up all day, and walked across the room many times, without any weariness; on Sunday, I came down stairs, and sat several hours in the parlour; on Monday, I walked out before the house; on Tuesday, I took an airing in the chaise; and on Wednesday, trusting in God, to the astonishment of my friends, I set out for Dublin. I did not determine how far to go that day, not knowing how my strength would hold. But finding myself no worse at Bannbridge, I ventured to Newry; and, after travelling thirty (English) miles, I was stronger than in the morning. I went on to the Man-of-war, forty (Irish) miles from the Globe, at Newry. Friday, 30. We met Mr. Simpson, (with several other friends,) coming to meet us at Drogheda; who took us to his country seat at James-Town, about two miles from Dublin. Tues. JULY 4. Finding myself a little stronger, I preached for the first time; and I believe most could hear. I preached 50 REv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1775. on Thursday again; and my voice was clear, though weak. So on Sunday I ventured to preach twice, and found no weariness at all. Monday, 10. I began my regular course of preaching, morning and evening. While I was in Dublin, I read two extraordinary books, but of very different kinds; Mr. Sheridan's "Lectures on Elocu tion," and "The Life of Count Marsay;" and was disappointed in both. There is more matter in the penny tract, "On Ac tion and Utterance," abundantly more, than in all Mr. S.'s book; though he seems to think himself a mere Phenix. Count Marsay was doubtless a pious man, but a thorough enthusiast; guided, in all his steps, not by the written word, but by his own imagination; which he calls the Spirit. I again assisted at St. Patrick's in delivering the elements of the Lord's Supper. In the evening I embarked in the Nonpareil; and, about ten on Tuesday morning, landed at Park-Gate. Wednesday, 26. I found one relic of my illness, my hand shook, so that I could hardly write my name. But after I had been well electrified, by driving four or five hours, over very rugged, broken pavement, my complaint was removed, and my hand was as steady as when I was ten years old.

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But after I had been well electrified, by driving four or five hours, over very rugged, broken pavement, my complaint was removed, and my hand was as steady as when I was ten years old. About noon I preached in the shell of the House at Wigan. In the middle of the sermon, came an impetuous storm of thunder, lightning, and rain, which added much to the solemnity of the occasion. Thursday, 27. I went on to Miss Bosanquet's, and prepared for the Conference. How willingly could I spend the residue of a busy life in this delightful retirement l But, Man was not born in shades to lie Up and be doing ! Labour on, till Death sings a requiem to the parting soul. I preached under Birstal-Hill, and the greater part of the huge audience could hear while I enforced, "When the breath of man goeth forth, he turneth again to his dust, and then all his thoughts perish." I preached at Leeds in the evening, and found strength in proportion to my work. Tues. AUGUST 1,-Our Conference began. Having received several letters, intimating that many of the Preachers were utterly unqualified for the work, having neither grace nor gifts sufficient for it, I determined to examine this weighty charge Aug. 1775. JOURNAL. 51 with all possible exactness. In order to this, I read those letters to all the Conference; and begged that every one would freely propose and enforce whatever objection he had to any one. The objections proposed were considered at large: In two or three difficult cases, Committees were appointed for that purpose. In consequence of this, we were all fully con vinced that the charge advanced was without foundation; that God has really sent those labourers into his vineyard, and has qualified them for the work: And we were all more closely united together than we have been for many years. I preached at Bradford, where the people are all alive. Many here have lately experienced the great salvation, and their zeal has been a general blessing. Indeed, this I always observe, wherever a work of sanctification breaks out, the whole work of God prospers. Some are convinced of sin, others justified, and all stirred up to greater earnestness for salvation. I breakfasted at Great-Horton. Two or three of the neigh bours then came in to prayer.

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He ventured, however, to the Church-town, and I believe found a blessing under the preaching. About eleven I preached in the Town-Hall at Liskeard, to a large and serious congregation. At Saltash some of our brethren met me with a boat, which brought me safe to Plymouth-Dock. Understanding some of our friends here were deeply preju diced against the King and all his Ministers, I spoke freely and largely on the subject at the meeting of the society. God Oct. 1775. JOURNAL. 55 applied it to their hearts; and I think there is not one of them now who does not see things in another light. -I preached at noon on the quay in Plymouth; in the evening, in the new Square at the Dock. Many here seemed to feel the application of those words, "O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?" I preached in Exeter at four in the afternoon, and about seven at Collumpton. Sunday, 10. I came to Welling ton in an acceptable time; for Mr. Jesse was ill in bed; so that if I had not come, there could have been no Service, either morning or evening. The church was moderately filled in the morning: In the afternoon it was crowded in every corner; and a solemn awe fell on the whole congregation, while I pressed that important question, "What is a man profited, if he should gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" I preached again in the new meeting at Taun ton, to such a congregation as I suppose was never there before. I was desired to preach on the same text as at Wel lington; and it was attended with the same blessing. On Tuesday I went on to Bristol. On Thursday and Friday, I preached at Keynsham, Bradford, and Bath; on Tuesday, 19, at Frome; and on Wednesday, at Pensford. Thence I went on to the lovely family at Publow, a pattern for all the boarding-schools in England. Every thing fit for a Christian to learn is taught here; but nothing unworthy the dignity of the Christian character. I gave a short exhortation to the children, which they received with eagerness. Many of them have the fear of God: Some of them enjoy his love. Thur.

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Such a congregation I have not seen at Oxford, either for seriousness, or number, for more than twenty years. I borrowed here a volume of Lord Chesterfield's Letters, which I had heard very strongly commended. And what did I learn? That he was a man of much wit, middling sense, and some learning; but as absolutely void of virtue, as any Jew, Turk, or Heathen that ever lived. I say, not only void of all religion, (for I doubt whether he believed there is a God, though he tags most of his letters with the name, for better sound sake,) but even of virtue, of justice, and mercy, which he never once recommended to his son. And truth he sets at open defiance: He continually guards him against it. Half his letters inculcate deep dissimulation, as the most necessary of all accomplish ments. Add to this, his studiously instilling into the young man all the principles of debauchery, when himself was between seventy and eighty years old. Add his cruel censure of that amiable man, the Archbishop of Cambray, (quantum dispar illi,) as a mere time-serving hypocrite And this is What a vast disparity between the two 1-EDIT. Oct. 1775. JOURNAL. 57 the favourite of the age ' Whereas, if justice and truth take place, if he is rewarded according to his desert, his name will stink to all generations. I preached at Finstock. How many days should I spend here if I was to do my own will ! Not so : I am " to do the will of Him that sent me, and to finish his work." Therefore this is the first day I ever spent here: And perhaps it may be the last. About eight I preached at Witney. I admired the seriousness and decency of the congregation at church. I preached at five, on, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thy self;" a word that is sufficient to convince all mankind of sin. In meeting the select society, I was much comforted to find so few of them losing ground, and the far greater part still witnessing that "the blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin." We had a lovely congregation at five. About mine I preached at Oxford; in Newnham at one; and in the evening at Wallingford. Tuesday, 17.

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Tuesday, 17. I went over the Downs to Kingston-lodge ; a lone house; yet we had a numerous as well as serious congregation. In the evening I preached in the large Room at the poorhouse in Ramsbury. The people flocked together from every side; and God gave us his blessing. I returned to Newbury. Some of our friends informed me, there were many red-hot patriots here; so I took occasion to give a strong exhortation, to "fear God, and honour the King." I preached at Reading; and on Friday, re turned to London. I set out for Northamptonshire, and in the even ing preached at Towcester. Tuesday, 24. About noon we took horse for Whittlebury in a fine day: But before we had rode half an hour, a violent storm came, which soon drenched us from head to foot. But we dried ourselves in the afternoon, and were no worse. Wednesday, 25. I preached at Northampton, and on Thursday noon at Brixworth; a little town about six miles north of Northampton. I believe very few of the townsmen were absent, and all of them seemed to be much affected. So did many at Northampton in the evening, while I described him "that builds his house upon a rock." Friday, 27. I preached about noon at Hanslop. In my way I looked over a volume of Dr. Swift's Letters. I was amazed Was ever such trash 58 REv. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1775. palmed upon the world, under the name of a great man? More than half of what is contained in those sixteen volumes, would be dear at twopence a volume; being all, and more than all, the dull things which that witty man ever said. In the evening I preached at Bedford, and the next evening came to London. I visited one who was full of good resolutions, if he should recover. They might be sincere, or they might not : But how far will these avail before God? He was not put to the trial, how long they would last: Quickly after, God required his soul of him. Monday, and the following days, I visited the little societies in the neighbourhood of London. Saturday, November 11. I made some additions to the "Calm Address to our Ame rican Colonies." Need any one ask from what motive this was wrote?

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I made some additions to the "Calm Address to our Ame rican Colonies." Need any one ask from what motive this was wrote? Let him look round: England is in a flame ! A flame of malice and rage against the King, and almost all that are in authority under him. I labour to put out this flame. Ought not every true patriot to do the same? If hireling writers on either side judge of me by themselves, that I cannot help. I was desired to preach, in Bethnal-Green church, a charity sermon for the widows and orphans of the soldiers that were killed in America. Knowing how many would seek occasion of offence, I wrote down my sermon. I dined with Sir John Hawkins and three other gentlemen that are in com mission for the peace; and was agreeably surprised at a very serious conversation, kept up during the whole time I stayed. I preached at Dorking; the next evening at Ryegate-place, I think, to the largest congregation that I have seen there. But still I fear we are ploughing upon the sand : We see no fruit of our labours. Friday, 17. I crossed over to Shoreham, the most fruitful place in all the Circuit, and preached in the evening to a people just ripe for all the Gospel promises, on, "Now, why tarriest thou? Arise, and wash away thy sins." The next morning I returned to London. -I went on to Robertsbridge, and preached to a deeply attentive congregation. Tuesday, 21. Several were with us in the evening at Rye, who had never heard a Methodist sermon before. However, considering the bulk of the congre gation, more than an handful of Gentry, I earnestly besought them not to "receive the grace of God in vain." The next evening I applied part of the thirteenth chapter of the First Nov. 1775. JOURNAL. 59 Epistle to the Corinthians. Many were shaken when they weighed themselves in that balance. May we not be found wanting in that day ! About noon I preached at Cranbrook, and in the evening at Staplehurst. Friday, 24. I preached at Seven oaks, and on Saturday returned to London. In some of my late little journeys I read Mr. Wraxal's Travels, in which are several ingenious remarks.

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Wraxal's Travels, in which are several ingenious remarks. But the account he gives of Count Struenzee is a mistake, from beginning to end. Struenzee was as bad a man as most that ever lived. He caused many horrid abuses; but never reformed, or desired to reform, one. And there was abundant proof of the crime for which he suffered: Therefore, the behaviour of King George was exactly right. I set out for Norwich. That evening I preached at Colchester; Tuesday, at Norwich; Wednesday, at Yarmouth. About this time I published the following letter in Lloyd's "Evening Post:" "I HAve been seriously asked, "From what motive did you publish your Calm. Address to the American Colonies 2' "I seriously answer, Not to get money. Had that been my motive, I should have swelled it into a shilling pamphlet, and have entered it at Stationers' Hall. "Not to get preferment for myself, or my brother's chil dren. I am a little too old to gape after it for myself: And if my brother or I sought it for them, we have only to show them to the world. "Not to please any man living, high or low. I know man kind too well. I know they that love you for political service, love you less than their dinner; and they that hate you, hate you worse than the devil.- "Least of all did I write with a view to inflame any : Just the contrary. I contributed my mite toward putting out the flame which rages all over the land. This I have more oppor tunity of observing than any other man in England. I see with pain to what an height this already rises, in every part of the nation. And I see many pouring oil into the flame, by crying out, 'How unjustly, how cruelly, the King is using the poor Americans; who are only contending for their liberty, and for their legal privileges l' 6U, REv. J. Wesley's Nov. 1775.

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1775. "Now there is no possible way to put out this flame, or hinder its rising higher and higher, but to show that the Ame ricans are not used either cruelly or unjustly; that they are not injured at all, seeing they are not contending for liberty; (this they had, even in its full extent, both civil and religious;) neither for any legal privileges; for they enjoy all that their charters grant. But what they contend for, is, the illegal pri vilege of being exempt from parliamentary taxation. A pri vilege this, which no charter ever gave to any American colony yet; which no charter can give, unless it be confirmed both by King, Lords, and Commons; which, in fact, our colonies never had ; which they never claimed till the present reign : And pro bably they would not have claimed it now, had they not been incited thereto by letters from England. One of these was read, according to the desire of the writer, not only at the con tinental Congress, but likewise in many congregations through out the Combined Provinces. It advised them to seize upon all the King's Officers; and exhorted them, 'Stand valiantly, only for six months, and in that time there will be such commotions in England that you may have your own terms.' "This being the real state of the question, without any colouring or aggravation, what impartial man can either blame the King, or commend the Americans? "With this view, to quench the fire, by laying the blame where it was due, the 'Calm Address' was written. I am, Sir, "Your humble servant, "JoHN WESLEY. "As to reviewers, newswriters, London Magazines, and all that kind of gentlemen, they behave just as I expected they would. And let them lick up Mr. Toplady's spittle still: A champion worthy of their cause." -I preached at Lowestoft at noon, and Yarmouth in the evening. Here a gentleman, who came with me from London, was taken ill (he informed me) of the bloody flux. This being stopped, I thought his head was disordered; and would fain have sent him back without delay, offering him my chaise and my servant to attend him; though I could ill spare either one or the other. But he could not in anywise be prevailed on to accept of the proposal.

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5.-We set out a little before day, and reached Lynn in the afternoon. In the evening, the new House would hardly contain one half of the congregation: And those who could not get in were tolerably patient, considering they could hear but a few words.- About one, I heard a shrill voice in the street, calling and desiring me to come to Mr. Going directly, I found him ill in body, and in a violent agony of mind. He fully believed he was at the point of death; nor could any arguments convince him of the contrary. We 62 Rev. J. wesley's Dec. 1775. cried to Him who has all power in heaven and earth, and who keeps the keys of life and death. He soon started up in bed, and said with a loud voice, "I shall not die, but live." In the day I visited many of those that remained with us, and those that had left us since they had learned a new doc trine. I did not dispute, but endeavoured to soften their spirits, which had been sharpened to a high degree. In the evening the chapel was quite too small: And yet even those who could not get in were silent: A circumstance which I have seldom observed in any other part of England. -Mr. was so thoroughly disordered, that it was heavy work to get him forward. At every stage, "he could not possibly go any farther; he must die there." Never theless we reached Bury in the afternoon. I preached at seven to the largest congregation I ever saw there. We used to have about a dozen at five in the morning. But on Friday, 8, I suppose we had between forty and fifty. We set out between six and seven, hoping to reach Burntwood in the evening. But as we came thither some hours sooner than we expected, I judged it most advisable to push on: And, the moon shining bright, we easily reached London soon after six o'clock. In answer to a very angry letter, lately published in "the Gazetteer," I published the following: "To THE REv. MR. CALEB Ev ANs. "REv. SIR, "You affirm, 1.

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I preached at Luton; the next evening, at Hertford; and on Friday morning, returned to London. This day we observed as a day of fasting and prayer, and were much persuaded God will yet be entreated. I revised a volume of Latin Poems, wrote by a gentleman of Denmark. I was surprised. Most of the verses are not unworthy of the Augustan age. Among the rest, there is a translation of two of Mr. Pope's Epistles, line for line. And yet, in language, not only as pure as Virgil's, but as elegant too. Tues. JANUARY 2, 1776.-Being pressed to pay a visit to our brethren at Bristol, some of whom had been a little un settled by the patriots, so called, I set out early; but the roads were so heavy, that I could not get thither till night. I came just time enough, not to see, but to bury, poor Mr. Hall, my brother-in-law, who died on Wednesday morning; I trust, in peace; for God had given him deep repentance. Such another monument of divine mercy, considering how low he had fallen, and from what height of holiness, I have not seen, no, not in seventy years l I had designed to visit him in the morning; but he did not stay for my coming. It is enough, if, after all his wanderings, we meet again in Abraham's bosom. JANUARY 1, 1776. About eighteen hundred of us met together in London, in order to renew our covenant with God; and it was, as usual, a very solemn opportunity. -I set out for Bristol. Between London and Bristol, I read over that elegant trifle, "The Correspondence between Theodosius and Constantia." I observed only one sentiment which I could not receive, that "youth is the only possible time for friendship; because every one has at first a natural store of sincerity and benevolence; but as in process of time men find every one to be false and self-interested, they conform to them more and more, till, in riper years, they have neither truth nor benevolence left." Perhaps it may be so with all that know not God; but they that do, escape "the corruption that is in the world;" and increase both in sincerity and in benevolence, as they grow in the knowledge of Christ. Sat.

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APRIL 1. I went on to Macclesfield. That evening I preached in the House; but it being far too small, on Tuesday, 2, I preached on the Green, near Mr. Ryle's door. There are no mockers here, and scarce an inattentive hearer. So mightily has the word of God prevailed ! -Having climbed over the mountains, I preached at the New-Mills, in Derbyshire. The people here are quite earnest and artless, there being no public worship in the town but at our chapel: So that they go straight forward, knowing nothing of various opinions, and minding nothing but to be Bible-Christians.- I began an answer to that dangerous Tract, Dr. Price's "Observations upon Liberty;" which, if practised, would overturn all government, and bring in universal anarchy. On Easter-Day the preaching-house at Manchester contained the congregation pretty well at seven in the morning; but in the afternoon I was obliged to be abroad, thousands upon thou sands flocking together. I stood in a convenient place, almost over against the Infirmary, and exhorted a listening multitude to "live unto Him who died for them and rose again." I came to Chester, and had the satisfaction to find an earnest, loving, well-established people. -In the evening, the House at Liverpool was well filled with people of all ranks. -I visited one formerly a Captain, now a dying sin ner. His eyes spoke the agony of his soul; his tongue hav ing well nigh forgot its office. With great efforts he could but just say, "I want Jesus Christ l" The next day he could not utter a word; but if he could not speak, God could hear. April, 1776. JOURNAL. 71 -About noon I preached in the new House at Wigan, to a very quiet and very dull congregation. But con sidering what the town was some years ago, wicked even to a proverb, we may well say, God hath done great things already. And we hope to see greater things than these. In the even ing I was obliged to preach abroad at Bolton, though the air was cold, and the ground wet. Tuesday, 16. I preached about noon at Chowbent, once the roughest place in all the neighbourhood. But there is not the least trace of it remaining: Such is the fruit of the genuine Gospel. As we were considering in the afternoon what we should do.

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Friday, 26. I preached in the new chapel at Eccleshall, to a people just sprung out of the dust, exceeding artless and exceeding earnest; many of whom seemed to be already saved from sin. O, why do we not encourage all to expect this blessing every hour, from the moment they are justified In the evening I preached at Bradford, on the Wise Man that builds his house upon a rock; that is, who builds his hope of heaven on no other foundation than doing these sayings con tained in the Sermon on the Mount; although, in another sense, we build not upon his sayings, but his sufferings. I preached in the church at Bingley; perhaps not so filled before for these hundred years. Sunday, 28. The congregation at Haworth was far greater than the church could contain. For the sake of the poor parishioners, few of whom are even awakened to this day, I spoke as strongly as I possibly could upon these words, "The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved." The church at Colne is, I think, at least twice as large as that at Haworth. But it would not in any wise contain the congregation. I preached on, "I saw a great white throne coming down from heaven." Deep attention sat on every face; and, I trust, God gave us his blessing. -About two I preached at Padiham, in a broad street, to a huge congregation. I think the only inattentive persons were, the Minister and a kind of gentleman. I saw none inattentive at Clough in the evening. What has God wrought, since Mr. Grimshaw and I were seized near this place by a furious mob, and kept prisoners for some hours The sons of him who headed that mob now gladly receive our saying. In the evening I preached in a kind of Square, at Colne, to a multitude of people, all drinking in the word. I scarce ever saw a congregation wherein men, women, and children stood in such a posture: And this in the town wherein, thirty years ago, no Methodist could show his head Î The first that preached here was John Jane, who was inno cently riding through the town, when the zealous mob pulled May, 1776. JOURNAL. 73 him off his horse, and put him in the stocks.

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him off his horse, and put him in the stocks. He seized the opportunity, and vehemently exhorted them "to flee from the wrath to come." Wed. MAY 1.-I set out early, and the next afternoon reached Whitehaven; and my chaise-horses were no worse for travelling near a hundred and ten miles in two days. In travelling through Berkshire, Oxfordshire, Bristol, Gloucestershire, Worcestershire, Warwickshire, Staffordshire, Cheshire, Lancashire, Yorkshire, Westmoreland, and Cum berland, I diligently made two inquiries: The first was, con cerning the increase or decrease of the people; the second, concerning the increase or decrease of trade. As to the latter, it is, within these two last years, amazingly increased; in several branches in such a manner as has not been known in the memory of man: Such is the fruit of the entire civil and religious liberty which all England now enjoys And as to the former, not only in every city and large town, but in every village and hamlet, there is no decrease, but a very large and swift increase. One sign of this is the swarms of little children which we see in every place. Which, then, shall we most admire, the ignorance or confidence of those that affirm, population decreases in England? I doubt not but it increases full as fast here, as in any province of North America. After preaching at Cockermouth and Wigton, I went on to Carlisle, and preached to a very serious congrega tion. Here I saw a very extraordinary genius, a man blind from four years of age, who could wind worsted, weave flowered plush on an engine and loom of his own making; who wove his own name in plush, and made his own clothes, and his own tools of every sort. Some years ago, being shut up in the organ-loft at church, he felt every part of it, and afterwards made an organ for himself, which, judges say, is an exceeding good one. He then taught himself to play upon it psalm tunes, anthems, voluntaries, or anything which he heard. I heard him play several tunes with great accuracy, and a com plex voluntary: I suppose all Europe can hardly produce such another instance. His name is Joseph Strong. But what is he the better for all this, if he is still "without God in the world?" I went on to Selkirk.

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I believe it may be esteemed the fifth, if not the fourth, town in the kingdom. The county quite from Banff to Keith is the best peopled of any I have seen in Scotland. This is chiefly, if not entirely, owing to the late Earl of Find later. He was indefatigable in doing good, took pains to pro cure industrious men from all parts, and to provide such little settlements for them as enabled them to live with comfort. About noon I preached at the New-Mills, nine miles from Banff, to a large congregation of plain, simple people. As we rode in the afternoon the heat overcame me, so that I was weary and faint before we came to Keith; but I no sooner stood up in the market-place than I forgot my weariness; such were the seriousness and attention of the whole congregation, though as numerous as that at Banff. Mr. Gordon, the Minister of the 76 REv. J. wesley's May, 1776. parish, invited me to supper, and told me his kirk was at my service. A little society is formed here already; and is in a fair way of increasing. But they were just now in danger of losing their preaching-house, the owner being determined to sell it. I saw but one way to secure it for them, which was to buy it myself. So (who would have thought it?) I bought an estate, consisting of two houses, a yard, a garden, with three acres of good land. But he told me flat, "Sir, I will take no less for it than sixteen pounds ten shillings, to be paid, part now, part at Michaelmas, and the residue next May." Here Mr. Gordon showed me a great curiosity. Near the top of the opposite hill, a new town is built, containing, I suppose, a hundred houses, which is a town of beggars. This, he informed me, was the professed, regular occupation of all the inhabitants. Early in spring they all go out, and spread themselves over the kingdom; and in autumn they return, and do what is requisite for their wives and children. -The wind turning north, we stepped at once from June to January. About one I preached at Inverury, to a plain, earnest, loving people, and before five came to Aberdeen. Thursday, 23. I read over Mr.

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I read over Mr. Pennant's "Journey through Scotland;" a lively as well as judicious writer. Judicious, I mean, in most respects; but I cannot give up to all the Deists in Great Britain the existence of witchcraft, till I give up the credit of all history, sacred and profane. And at the present time, I have not only as strong, but stronger proofs of this, from eye and ear witnesses, than I have of murder; so that I cannot rationally doubt of one any more than the other. I returned to Arbroath, and lodged at Provost Grey's. So, for a time, we are in honour! I have hardly seen such another place in the three kingdoms, as this is at present. Hitherto there is no opposer at all, but every one seems to bid us God-speed' Saturday, 25. I preached at Westhaven (a town of fishermen) about noon; and at Dundee in the evening. Sunday, 26. I went to the new church, cheerful, lightsome, and admirably well finished. A young gentleman preached such a sermon, both for sense and language, as I never heard in North-Britain before; and I was informed his life is as his preaching. At five we had an exceeding large congregation; and the people of Dundee, in general, behave better at pub lic worship than any in the kingdom, except the Methodists, June, 1776. JOURNAL. 77 and those at the Episcopal chapels. In all other kirks the bulk of the people are bustling to and fro before the Minister has ended his prayer. In Dundee all are quiet, and none stir at all till he has pronounced the blessing. I paid a visit to St. Andrew's, once the largest city in the kingdom. It was eight times as large as it is now, and a place of very great trade: But the sea rushing from the north-east, gradually destroyed the harbour and trade together: In consequence of which, whole streets (that were) are now meadows and gardens. Three broad, straight, handsome streets remain, all pointing at the old cathedral; which, by the ruins, appears to have been above three hundred feet long, and proportionably broad and high: So that it seems to have exceeded York Minster, and to have at least equalled any cathedral in England. Another church, afterwards used in its stead, bears date 1124.

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Another church, afterwards used in its stead, bears date 1124. A steeple, standing near the cathedral, is thought to have stood thirteen hundred years. What is left of St. Leonard's College is only a heap of ruins. Two Colleges remain. One of them has a tolerable Square; but all the windows are broke, like those of a brothel. We were informed, the students do this before they leave the College. Where are their blessed Governors in the mean time? Are they all fast asleep? The other College is a mean building, but has a handsome library newly erected. In the two Colleges, we learned, were about seventy students; near the same number as at Old-Aberdeen. Those at New Aberdeen are not more numerous: Neither those at Glasgow. In Edinburgh, I suppose there are a hundred. So four Uni versities contain three hundred and ten students These all come to their several Colleges in November, and return home in May ! So they may study five months in the year, and lounge all the rest O where was the common sense of those who instituted such Colleges? In the English Colleges, every one may reside all the year, as all my pupils did : And I should have thought myself little better than a highwayman, if I had not lectured them every day in the year, but Sundays. We were so long detained at the Passage, that I only reached Edinburgh time enough to give notice of my preach ing the next day. After preaching at Dunbar, Alnwick, and Morpeth, on Saturday, JUNE 1, I reached Newcastle. Mon, 3.−I visited Sunderland, where the society then con 78 Rev. J. w Esley's June, 1776. tained three hundred and seventy-two members. Thursday, 6. I preached at Darlington and Barnard-Castle: On Friday, in Teesdale and Weardale. Here many rejoiced with joy un speakable, and seemed determined never to rest till they had recovered that great salvation which they enjoyed some years ago. Saturday, 8. As we rode to Sheep-Hill, we saw and heard at a distance, much thunder, and rain, and lightning. The rain was before and behind, and on each side: But none fell upon us. About six, I preached at Sheep-Hill. It rained hard very near us; but not a drop came upon us. After eight, I reached Newcastle, thoroughly tired. But a night's rest set me up again.

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But a night's rest set me up again. On Monday and Tuesday I met the classes. I left three hundred and seventy-four in the society, and I found about four hundred : And I trust they are more established in the "faith that worketh by love." While I was here, I talked largely with a pious woman, whom I could not well understand. I could not doubt of her being quite sincere, nay, and much devoted to God: But she had fallen among some well-meaning enthusiasts, who taught her so to attend to the inward voice, as to quit the society, the preaching, the Lord's Supper, and almost all outward means. I find no persons harder to deal with than these. One knows not how to advise them. They must not act contrary to their conscience, though it be an erroneous one. And who can convince them that it is erroneous? None but the Almighty. After preaching at Durham, I went on to Dar lington. The society here, lately consisting of nine members, is now increased to above seventy; many of whom are warm in their first love. At the love-feast, many of these spoke their experience with all simplicity. Here will surely be a plentiful harvest, if tares do not grow up with the wheat. I preached to my old, loving congregation at Osmotherley; and visited, once more, poor Mr. Watson, just quivering over the grave. Part of this week I read, as I travelled, a famous book, which I had not looked into for these fifty years. It was Lucian's "Dialogues." He has a good deal of humour, but wonderful little judgment. His great hero is Diogenes, the Cynic; just such another brute as himself. Socrates (as one might expect) he reviles and ridicules with all his might. I think there is more sense in his "Timon," than in all his other Dialogues July, 1776. JOURNAL. 79 put together: And yet, even that ends poorly, in the dull jest of his breaking the heads of all that came near him. How amazing is it, that such a book as this should be put into the hands of school-boys' I went on to Scarborough.

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Fri. AUGUST 2. We made our first subscription toward building a new chapel; and at this, and the two following meetings, above a thousand pounds were cheerfully subscribed. Many of the Preachers being come to town, I enforced that solemn caution, in the Epistle for the day, "Let him that standeth take heed lest he fall." And God applied it to many hearts. In the afternoon I preached in Moorfields to thousands, on Acts ii. 32, "This Jesus hath God raised up, whereof we all are witnesses." Our Conference began, and ended on Friday, 9, which we observed with fasting and prayer, as well for our own nation as for our brethren in America. In several Con ferences, we have had great love and unity; but in this there was, over and above, such a general seriousness and solemnity of spirit as we scarcely have had before. Sunday, 11. About half an hour after four I set out ; and at half an hour after eleven on Monday, came to Bristol. I found Mr. Fletcher a little better, and proposed his taking a journey with me to Cornwall; nothing being so likely to Aug. 1776. JOURNAL. 83 restore his health, as a journey of four or five hundred miles; but his Physician would in mowise consent; so I gave up the point. I preached at Taunton, and afterwards went with Mr. Brown to Kingston. The large, old parsonage-house is pleasantly situated close to the church-yard, just fit for a contemplative man. Here I found a Clergyman, Dr. Coke, late Gentleman Commoner of Jesus College in Oxford, who came twenty miles on purpose. I had much conversation with him; and an union then began, which I trust shall never end. I preached at Tiverton; and on Thursday went on to Launceston. Here I found the plain reason why the work of God had gained no ground in this Circuit all the year. The Preachers had given up the Methodist testimony. Either they did not speak of Perfection at all, (the peculiar doctrine committed to our trust,) or they spoke of it only in general terms, without urging the believers to "go on unto perfec tion," and to expect it every moment. And wherever this is not earnestly done, the work of God does not prosper. Fri.

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-I was going to preach in the market-place at Ca melford, where a few are still alive to God, when a violent storm drove us into the House; that is, as many as could squeeze in. The fire quickly kindled among them, and seemed to touch every heart. My text was, "What doest thou here, Elijah o' And God himself made the application. A flame was once more raised in this town: May it never more be put out ! In the evening I preached in Mr. Wood's yard, at Port Isaac, to most of the inhabitants of the town. The same spirit was here as at Camelford, and seemed to move upon every heart. And we had all a good hope, that the days of faintness and weariness are over, and that the work of God will revive and flourish. We found Mr. Hoskins, at Cubert, alive ; but just tottering over the grave. I preached in the evening, on 2 Cor. v. 1-4, probably the last sermon he will hear from me. I was afterwards inquiring, if that scandal of Cornwall, the plundering of wrecked vessels, still subsisted. He said, "As much as ever; only the Methodists will have nothing to do with it. But three months since a vessel was wrecked on the south coast, and the tinners presently seized on all the goods; and even broke in pieces a new coach which was on board, and 84 REv. J. wesley's Aug. 1776. carried every scrap of it away." But is there no way to pre vent this shameful breach of all the laws both of religion and humanity? Indeed there is. The Gentry of Cornwall may totally prevent it whenever they please. Let them only see that the laws be strictly executed upon the next plunderers; and after an example is made of ten of these, the next wreck will be unmolested. Nay, there is a milder way. Let them only agree together, to discharge any tinner or labourer that is concerned in the plundering of a wreck, and advertise his name, that no Cornish gentleman may employ him any more ; and neither tinner nor labourer will any more be concerned in that bad work. The passage through the sands being bad for a chaise, I rode on horseback to St.

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18. The passage through the sands being bad for a chaise, I rode on horseback to St. Agnes, where the rain con strained me to preach in the House. As we rode back to Redruth, it poured down amain, and found its way through all our clothes. I was tired when I came in ; but after sleep ing a quarter of an hour all my weariness was gone. I joined together once more the select society, who are continually flying asunder, though they all acknow ledge the loss they have sustained thereby. At eleven I met fifty or sixty children. How much depends upon these ! All the hope of the rising generation. Tuesday, 20. In the evening I preached at Helstone, where prejudice is at an end; and all the town, except a few Gentry, willingly hear the word of salvation. I preached at Penzance in a gentleman's balcony, which commanded the market-place, to a huge congregation, on, "Without holiness no man shall see the Lord." The word fell heavy, upon high and low, rich and poor. Such an opportunity I never had at Penzance before. -I preached at six in the market-place at St. Just's. Two or three well-dressed people walked by, stopped a little, and then went on. So they did two or three times. Had it not been for shame, they might have heard that which is able to save their souls. −The congregation, both morning and evening, was large; and great was our rejoicing in the Lord. Saturday, 24. In the evening I preached in a meadow at St. Ives, to one of the largest congregations I had seen in the county. Sunday, 25. I met the children; the most difficult part of our office. Sept. 1776. JOURNAL. 85 About five in the evening I began preaching at Gwennap, to full twenty thousand persons. And they were so commo diously placed, in the calm, still evening, that every one heard distinctly. -About noon I preached in the piazza, adjoining to the Coinage-Hall in Truro.

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2.-In my way to Exeter, I read over an ingenious tract, containing some observations which I never saw before. In particular, that if corn sells for twice as much now as it did at the time of the Revolution, it is in effect no dearer than it was then, because we have now twice as much money; that if other things sell now for twice as much as they did then, corn 86 REv. J. Wesley's Sept. 1776. ought to do so too; that though the price of all things increases as money increases, yet they are really no dearer than they were before; and, lastly, that to petition Parliament to alter these things, is to put them upon impossibilities, and can answer no end but that of inflaming the people against their Governors. I was desired to call at Ottery, a large town, eleven miles from Exeter. I preached in the market-house to abun dance of people, who behaved with great decency. At five, I preached in the market-place at Axminster, to a still larger con gregation. I have seldom heard people speak with more honesty and simplicity than many did at the love-feast which followed. I have not seen a more unpolished people than these; but love supplies all defects. It supplies all the essentials of good breeding, without the help of a dancing-master. -I went on to Corfe-Castle, in the Isle of Purbeck. At six I preached in the yard adjoining to the preaching-house. It was a season both of conviction and consolation. Friday, 6. I preached at the new House in Melcomb, to as many as it would well contain. Saturday, 7. About noon I stood upon the Cross, at Bruton, and proclaimed "the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ." Many seemed to be astonished; all were quiet; and a few deeply affected. In the evening I preached at Shepton-Mallet; where the people in general appeared to be more serious, ever since the late terrible riot, in which two of them were killed. On Saturday I went on to Bristol. I began, what I had long intended, visiting the society from house to house, setting apart at least two hours in a day for that purpose. I was surprised to find the simplicity with which one and all spoke, both of their temporal and spiritual state.

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I was surprised to find the simplicity with which one and all spoke, both of their temporal and spiritual state. Nor could I easily have known, by any other means, how great a work God has wrought among them. I found exceeding little to reprove; but much to praise God for. And I observed one thing which I did not expect:-In visiting all the families, without Lawford-Gate, by far the poorest about the city, I did not find so much as one person who was out of work. Another circumstance I critically inquired into, What is the real number of the people? Dr. Price says, (doubtless to encourage our good friends, the French and Spaniards,) "The people of England are between four and five millions; supposing them to be four, or four and a half, on an average, in one house." I found, in the families which I visited, about six in a house. Sept. 1776.- JOURNAL, 87 But one who has lately made a more general inquiry, informs me, there are, without Lawford-Gate, seven in a house. The same information I received, from one who has lately made the inquiry, concerning the inhabitants of Redcliff. Now, if at four in a house, we are four millions, must we not, at seven in a house, be seven millions? But even this is far short of the truth; for a plain reason, the houses are miscomputed. To give one instance: The houses without Lawford-Gate are computed to be a thousand. Now, at the sitting of the Justices, some years since, there were two hundred public-houses. Was then one house in five a public-house? No, surely; one in ten at the utmost. If so, there were two thousand houses; and, consequently, four teen thousand persons. I believe, there are now full twenty thousand. And these are nothing near a quarter of the present inhabitants of Bristol. -I preached about one at Bath; and about six, in a meadow, near the preaching-house, in Frome, besought a listening multitude "not to receive the grace of God in vain." -I spent about two hours in Mr. Hoare's gar dens, at Stourton. I have seen the most celebrated gardens in England; but these far exceed them all: 1. In the situa tion; being laid out on the sloping sides of a semicircular moun tain: 2.

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Sun. MARCH 2. Being a warm sunshiny day, I preached in Moorfields, in the evening. There were thousands upon thousands; and all were still as night. Not only violence and rioting, but even scoffing at field-Preachers is now over. To-day I received from an eye-witness a particular account of a late remarkable occurrence. Captain Bell, a most ami able man, beloved of all that knew him, and just engaged to one which he tenderly loved, sailed from England last autumn. On September 20 he was hailed by the Hawke, a small sloop, 94 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1777.- Captain Arthur Crawford, Commander, who told him he came from Halifax, in His Majesty's service, cruising for American privateers. Captain Bell invited him to breakfast, entertained him with all kindness, and made him some little presents: But on his cursing and swearing at the Americans, mildly reproved him, and he desisted. Mr. M'Aness, the Supercargo, seeing him walk round the ship, and diligently observe everything in it, told Captain Bell, "Be upon your guard, this is certainly an enemy l' But the Captain answered, "It cannot be; no man can act so base a part." Captain Crawford returned to his own ship, and sailing under the stern of the other, while Captain Bell and some others were standing on the quarter-deck, ordered his men to fire at him. They did so, and shot him in the belly, so that his bowels came out. But he did not fall. He ordered them to fire again: He fell; and while his men were carrying him away, Crawford took the vessel. Captain Bell being conveyed into the cabin, sent and desired to speak with Captain Crawford: But he would not come. He then desired to speak with his own sailors, one by one. One of them saying, "Sir, you have been basely murdered," he replied, "Love your enemies; pray for them that despitefully use you. What are our sufferings to those which our Lord endured for us?" He then desired the account which St. John gives of our Lord's sufferings to be read to him. He desired his love to all that loved the Lord Jesus; particularly to her he was about to marry. Then bidding them all farewell, he died in peace, about two hours after he received the second shot. But what did Captain Crawford do amiss?

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At six I preached near the Castle, I believe, to all the inhabitants of the town. Two or three gay young women showed they knew nothing about religion; all the rest were deeply serious. Afterwards I spent an hour very agreeably at Mrs. Wood's, the widow of 100 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1777. the late Governor. I was much pressed to stay a little longer at Castletown; but my time was fixed. Sun. JUNE 1.-At six I preached in our own Room; and, to my surprise, saw all the gentlewomen there. Young as well as old were now deeply affected, and would fain have had me stayed, were it but an hour or two; but I was forced to hasten away, in order to be at Peeltown before the Service began. Mr. Corbett said, he would gladly have asked me to preach, but that the Bishop had forbidden him; who had also forbidden all his Clergy to admit any Methodist Preacher to the Lord's Supper. But is any Clergyman obliged, either in law or con science, to obey such a prohibition? By no means. The will even of the King does not bind any English subject, unless it be seconded by an express law. How much less the will of a Bishop "But did not you take an oath to obey him?" No, nor any Clergyman in the three kingdoms. This is a mere vulgar error. Shame that it should prevail almost universally. As it rained, I retired after Service into a large malt house. Most of the congregation followed, and devoured the word. It being fair in the afternoon, the whole congrega tion stopped in the church-yard; and the word of God was with power. It was a happy opportunity. -The greater part of them were present at five in the morning. A more loving, simple-hearted people than this I never saw. And no wonder; for they have but six Papists, and no Dissenters, in the island. It is supposed to contain near thirty thousand people, remarkably courteous and humane. Ever since smuggling was suppressed, they diligently cultivate their land : And they have a large herring fishery, so that the country improves daily. The old Castle at Peel (as well as the cathedral built within it) is only a heap of ruins.

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The old Castle at Peel (as well as the cathedral built within it) is only a heap of ruins. It was very large and exceeding strong, with many brass guns; but they are now removed to England. I set out for Douglas in the one-horse chaise, M.s. Smyth riding with me. In about an hour, in spite of all I could do, the headstrong horse ran the wheel against a large stone: The chaise overset in a moment; but we fell so gently on smooth grass, that neither of us was hurt at all. In the evening I preached at Douglas to near as large a congregation as that at Peel, but not near so serious. Before ten we went on board, June, 1777. JOURNAL, 101 and about twelve on Tuesday, 3, landed at Whitehaven. I preached at five in the afternoon; and hastening to Cocker mouth, found a large congregation waiting in the Castle-yard. Between nine and ten I took chaise; and about ten on Wed nesday, 4, reached Settle. In the evening I preached near the market-place, and all but two or three gentlefolks were seriously attentive. Thursday, 5. About noon I came to Otley, and found E R. just alive, but all alive to God. In the evening it seemed as if the departing saint had dropped her mantle upon the congregation; such an awe was upon them, while I explained and applied, "They were all filled with the Holy Ghost." I preached at Bradford, where a blessed work has increased ever since William Brammah was here. "Hath not God chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise?" About one I took my stand at Birstal: Thousands upon thousands filled the vale and the side of the hill; and all, I found, could hear. Such another multitude assembled near Huddersfield in the evening. Many of these had never heard a Methodist Preacher before; yet they all behaved well. I spent one hour more at Otley. Spectaculum Deo dignum. / I have not before seen so triumphant an instance of the power of faith. Though in constant pain, she has no complaint: So does the glory of God overshadow her, and swallow up her will in his She is indeed All praise, all meekness, and all love. I had appointed to preach in the new preaching house at Colne.

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On Tuesday evening the Rector of the parish was at the preaching; a candid, sensible man. He seemed much surprised, having never dreamed before that there was such a thing as common sense among the Methodists The society here, by patient continuance in well-doing, has quite overcome evil with good; even the beasts of the people are now tame, and open not their mouths against them. They profited much when the waves and storms went over them: May they profit as much by the calm I went through a delightful vale to Malvern-Wells, lying on the side of a high mountain, and commanding one of the finest prospects in the world; the whole vale of Evesham. Hitherto the roads were remarkably good; but they grew worse and worse till we came to Monmouth. Much disturbance was expected here; but we had none: All were deeply attentive. About six in the evening, on Thursday, 10, I preached on the bulwarks at Brecon. Friday, 11. I called upon Mr. Gwynne, just recovering from a dangerous illness. But he is not recovered from the seriousness which it occasioned. May this be a lasting blessing ! -We dined at Llandeilo; after dinner we walked in Mr. Rees's park, one of the pleasantest I ever saw; it is so finely watered by the winding river, running through and round the gently rising hills. Near one side of it, on the top of a high eminence, is the old Castle; a venerable pile, at least as old as William the Conqueror, and "majestic though in ruins." July, 1777. JOURNAL. 105 In the evening I preached to a large congregation in the market-place at Carmarthen. I was afterwards informed, the Mayor had sent two Constables to forbid my preaching there. But if he did, their hearts failed them, for they said not one word. We had a plain, useful sermon from the Vicar, though some said, "He did not preach the Gospel." He preached what these men have great need to hear, lest they seek death in the error of their life. In the evening I explained to a huge congregation, who it is that builds his house upon a rock. I believe many had ears to hear, even of the young and gay; to whom I made a particular application. I reached Llyngwair about noon. In the even ing Mr.

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In the even ing Mr. Pugh read Prayers, and I preached, at Newport. This is the only town in Wales which I had then observed to increase. In riding along on the side of Newport-Bay, I observed on the ground a large quantity of turfs. These are found by removing the sand above the high-water mark, under which there is a continued bed of turf, with the roots of trees, leaves, nuts, and various kinds of vegetables. So that it is plain the sea is an intruder here, and now covers what was once dry land. Such probably was the whole Bay a few centuries ago. Nay, it is not at all improbable, that formerly it was dry land from Aberystwith to St. David's Point. Mr. Bowen carried me in his chaise to Cardigan. This is the second town I have seen in Wales, which is con tinually increasing both in buildings and in number of inhabitants. I preached at noon; five or six Clergymen being present, with a numerous congregation; and a more attentive one I have not seen: Many likewise appeared deeply affected. If our Preachers constantly attended here, I cannot think their labour would be in vain. About nine I preached again in Newport church, and found much liberty among that poor, simple people. We dined with Admiral Vaughan, at Tracoom; one of the most delightful spots that can be imagined. Thence we rode to Haverfordwest; but the heat and dust were as much as I could bear: I was faint for a while : But it was all gone as soon as I came into the congregation; and after preaching, and meeting the scciety, I was as fresh as at six in the morning. 106 REv. J. wesley's July, 1777. I preached at Roach, and took a view of the old Castle, built on a steep rock. A gentleman wisely asked Mr. S , "Pray is this natural or artificial?" He gravely replied, "Artificial, to be sure; I imported it from the north of Ireland." -The more I converse with the society at Haver ford, the more I am united to them. Saturday, 19. About eleven I preached at Howton, two miles short of the Ferry. There was an uncommon blessing among the simple-hearted people.

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There was an uncommon blessing among the simple-hearted people. At Pembroke, in the evening, we had the most elegant congregation I have seen since we came into Wales. Some of them came in dancing, and laughing, as into a theatre; but their mood was quickly changed, and in a few minutes they were as serious as my subject, Death. I believe, if they do not take great care, they will remember it for a week! The congregation at St. Daniel's was more than the church could contain. After reading Prayers, I preached an hour, (an uncommon thing with me,) on, "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord Lord l'" Many were cut to the heart; and at the Lord's Supper, many were wounded and many healed. Surely now, at least, if they do not harden their hearts, all these will know the day of their visitation. Having been much pressed to preach at Jatter son, a colliery, six or seven miles from Pembroke, I began soon after seven. The House was presently filled, and all the space about the doors and windows; and the poor people drank in every word. I had finished my sermon, when a gentleman, violently pressing in, bade the people get home and mind their business. As he used some bad words, my driver spake to him. He fiercely said, "Do you think I need to be taught by a chaise-boy '' The lad replying, "Really, Sir, I do think so," the conversation ended. In the evening I preached in the market-place at Carmar then, to such another congregation as I had there before ; and my heart was so enlarged towards them, that I continued preaching a full hour. Tuesday, 22. I preached at Llanelly about one, and at Swansea in the evening.- −I preached in Swansea at five; in Neath, between eight and nine ; and about one, at Margam. In the road between this and Bridge-End, we had the heaviest rain I ever remember to have seen in Europe: And it saved John Prickard's life; for presently man and beast were covered Aug. 1777. JOURNAL, 107 with a sheet of lightning; but as he was thoroughly wet, it did him no harm. In the evening I preached in Oldcastle church, near Bridge-End. I preached to a large and serious congregation, in the Town-Hall at Cowbridge. Friday, 25.

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M'Bride's "Practice of Physic." Undoubtedly it is an ingenious book; yet it did not answer my expectation. Several things I could contradict from my own experience; e.g., he says, "All fevers are attended with thirst and vigilia." Nay, in two violent fevers I had no thirst at all, and slept rather more than when I was in health. I went forward to Taunton, with Dr. Coke, who, being dismissed from his Curacy, has bid adieu to his honourable name, and determined to cast in his lot with Oct. 1777. JOURNAL. 109 us. In the evening I endeavoured to guard all who love or fear God against that miserable bigotry which many of our mistaken brethren are advancing with all their might. I preached at Tiverton; Thursday, 21, at Laun ceston; Friday, 22, about ten, in Bodmin. Thence I went on to Cubert; and found that venerable old man, Mr. Hos kins, calmly waiting for his discharge from the body. Saturday, 23. At noon, I preached in Redruth; and in the evening, on the Cliff of St. Ives. In the following week I visited most of the western societies; and on Saturday, 30, had the Quarterly Meeting. I now inquired oarticularly, whether the societies were increasing or decreasing. I could not hear of a decrease in any ; but several were swiftly increasing; particularly those of St. Just, Penzance, and Helstone. -I preached in the morning at St. Agnes; in the evening to the huge congregation at Gwennap; larger (it was supposed) by fifteen hundred or two thousand, than ever it had been before. Sat. SEPTEMBER 27. Having abundance of letters from Dublin, informing me that the society there was in the utmost confusion, by reason of some of the chief members, whom the Preachers had thought it needful to exclude from the society; and finding all I could write was not sufficient to stop the grow ing evil; I saw but one way remaining, to go myself, and that as soon as possible. So the next day I took chaise with Mr. Goodwin, and made straight for Mr. Bowen's, at Llyngwair, in Pembrokeshire; hoping to borrow his sloop, and so cross over to Dublin without delay. I came to Llyngwair on Tuesday, 30.

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12. We had a lovely congregation in the morning, to whom I closely applied St. Peter's words: "I exhort you, as strangers and pilgrims, abstain from fleshly desires which war against the soul." To the mixed multitude in the even ing, I applied our Lord's words: "All things are ready; come unto the marriage." I then took a solemn and affec tionate leave of the society, and cheerfully commended them to the Great Shepherd; more in number, and, I am persuaded, more established in grace, than they had been for twenty years. In the morning we went on board; but the wind being right a-head, and blowing hard, we made but little way, till night; and the sea was so rough, that I could not sleep till midnight. Tuesday, 14. After beating up and down several hours more, the Captain thought best to run under the Carnarvonshire shore. About noon we put out to sea again, but the storm increased, and about four carried away our bowsprit, and tore one of the sails to tatters. But the damage was soon repaired; and before six, by the good providence of God, we landed at Holyhead. Wanting to be in London as soon as possible, I took chaise at seven, and hastened to Bangor Ferry. But here we were at a full stop : They could not, or would not, carry us over till one the next day; and they then gave us only two miserable horses, although I had paid beforehand (fool as I was) for four. At Conway Ferry we were stopped again: So that with all the speed we could possibly make, even with a chaise and four, we travelled eight-and-twenty miles yesterday, and seventeen to lay. Thursday, in the afternoon, we reached Chester; Friday morning, Lichfield; and on Saturday morning, London. I went on to High-Wycomb; but good Mr. James having procured a drummer to beat his drum at the 112 REv. J. Wesley's Nov. 1777. window of the preaching-house, I only prayed and sung by turns, from six to seven; and many of the people were much comforted. In the rest of the week I visited the societies at Oxford, Witney, Finstock, and Wallingford; and had reason to believe that many received the seed in honest and good hearts. I preached at Stony-Stratford.

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Bespham, many years Master of a man-of-war. From the time he received 114 REv. J. WESLEY's Jan. 1778. the truth in love, he was a pattern to all that believe. His faith was full of mercy and good fruits: His works shall praise him in the gates. A few days since, my Assistant, Mr. Baynes, by far the strongest person in our family, was taken ill of a fever. He was immediately attended both by an Apothecary and a Physician; but their labour was in vain : This morning God called him into the world of spirits. I had no desire to part with him; but God knew what was best both for him and me. We concluded the old year, and began the new, with prayer and thanksgiving. Four or five of the Local Preachers assisted me. I was agreeably surprised; their manner of praying being so artless and unlaboured, and yet rational and scriptural, both as to sense and expression. Thur. JANUARY 1, 1778-We had a very solemn oppor tunity of renewing our covenant with God. Tuesday, 6. I spent an agreeable and a profitable hour with three German gentlemen, two of them Lutheran Ministers, and the third, Professor of Divinity at Leipsig. I admired both their good sense, seriousness, and good breeding. How few of our Clergy exceed or equal them 1 I went over to Tunbridge-Wells, and preached in the large Dissenting meeting, to a numerous congrega tion; and deep attention sat on every face. Tuesday, 20. I went on, through miserable roads, to Robertsbridge ; where an unusually large congregation was waiting. Thence we went on to Rye, where the House was sufficiently crowded, as usual. How large a society would be here, could we but spare them in one thing ! Nay, but then all our labour would be in vain. One sin allowed would intercept the whole blessing. Mr. Holman's widow being extremely desirous I should lodge at Carborough, two miles from Rye, I ordered my chaise to take me up at the preaching-house immediately after the service. She had sent a servant to show me the way; which was a road dirty and slippery enough, cast up between two impassable marshes. The man waited a while, and then went home, leav ing us to guide ourselves.

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The man waited a while, and then went home, leav ing us to guide ourselves. Many rough journeys I have had ; but such a one as this I never had before. It was one of the darkest nights I ever saw : It blew a storm, and yet poured down with rain. The descent, in going out of the town, was near as steep as the ridge of a house. As soon as we had feb. 1778. JOURNAL. 115 passed it, the driver, being a stranger, knew not which way to turn. Joseph Bradford, whom I had taken into the chaise, perceiving how things were, immediately got out and walked at the head of the horses, (who could not pos sibly keep their eyes open, the rain so violently beating in their faces,) through rain, wind, mud, and water; till, in less than an hour, he brought us safe to Carborough. I went back to Shoreham. Mr. P., though in his eighty-fifth year, is still able to go through the whole Sunday Service. How merciful is God to the poor people of Shoreham And many of them are not insensible of it. Mon. FEBRUARY 2. I had the satisfaction of spending an hour with that real patriot, Lord What an unheard-of thing it is, that even in a Court, he should retain all his sincerity He is, indeed, (what I doubt Secretary Craggs never was,) Statesman, yet friend to truth. Perhaps no Prince in Europe, besides King George, is served by two of the homestest, and two of the most sensible, men in his kingdom. This week I visited the society, and found a surprising difference in their worldly circumstances. Five or six years ago, one in three, among the lower ranks of people, was out of employment; and the case was supposed to be nearly the same through all London and Westminster. I did not now, after all the tragical outcries of want of trade that fill the nation, find one in ten out of business; nay, scarce one in twenty, even in Spitalfields. -I buried the remains of Richard Burke, a faithful labourer in our Lord's vineyard : A more unblamable charac ter I have hardly known. In all the years that he has laboured with us, I do not remember that he ever gave me occasion to find fault with him in any thing.

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In all the years that he has laboured with us, I do not remember that he ever gave me occasion to find fault with him in any thing. He was a man of unwearied diligence and patience, and "his works do follow him." I wrote "A Serious Address to the Inhabitants of England," with regard to the present state of the nation,- so strangely misrepresented both by ignorant and designing men, to remove, if possible, the apprehensions which have been so diligently spread, as if it were on the brink of ruin. I committed to the earth the remains of George Parsons. He has left very few like him ; so zea 116 REv. J. wesley's March, 1778. lously, so humbly, so unreservedly devoted to God. For some time his profiting has appeared to all men. He ripened apace for eternity. He was as a flame of fire, wherever he went ; losing no occasion of speaking or work ing for God. So he finished his course in the midst of his years, and was quickly removed into the garner. Friday, 27, was the day appointed for the national fast; and it was observed with due solemnity. All shops were shut up; all was quiet in the streets; all places of public worship were crowded; no food was served up in the King's house till five o'clock in the evening. Thus far, at least, we acknowledge God may direct our paths. Sun. MARCH 1.-I preached at Brentford in the evening; Monday, 2, at Newbury; and the next evening at Bath. Wednesday, 4, I went on to Bristol. I found the panic had spread hither also, as if the mation were on the brink of ruin. Strange that those who love God should be so frightened at shadows ' I can compare this only to the alarm which spread through the nation in King William's time, that on that very night the Irish Papists were to cut the throats of all the Protestants in England. On this and the following days I visited the society, and found a good increase. This year I myself (which I have seldom done) chose the Preachers for Bristol; and these were plain men; and likely to do more good than has been done in one year, for these twenty years. Fri.

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I spent an hour with the children at Kingswood, many of whom are truly desirous to save their souls. -I took a cheerful leave of our friends at Bristol, and set out once more for Ireland. After visiting Stroud, Gloucester, and Tewkesbury, on Wednesday, 18, I went over to Bewdley, and preached about moon at the upper end of the town, to most of the inhabitants of it. I preached to a large congregation, in the church at Bengeworth, and spent a little time very agreeably with the Rector, a pious, candid, sensible man. In the evening I preached at Pebworth church; but I seemed out of my element. A long anthem was sung ; but I suppose none beside the singers could understand one word of it. Is not that "praying in an unknown tongue?" I could no more bear it in any church of mine, than Latin prayers. April, 1778. JOURNAL. 117 I preached at Birmingham. Saturday, 21. Call ing at Wolverhampton, I was informed that, some time since, a largc, old house was taken, three or four miles from the town, which receives all the children that come, sometimes above four hundred at once. They are taught, gratis, reading, writing, and Popery; and, when at age, bound out apprentices. In the evening I preached in the shell of the new House, at Newcastle-under-Lyne; and thence hastened forward, through Burslem, Congleton, Macclesfield, and Stockport, to Manches ter. I found it needful here also, to guard honest Englishmen against the vast terror which had spread far and wide. I had designed going from hence to Chester, in order to embark at Parkgate; but a letter from Mr. Wagner informing me that a packet was ready to sail from Liverpool, I sent my horses forward, and followed them in the morning. But before I came thither, the wind turned west: So I was content. I was much refreshed by two plain, useful ser mons, at St. Thomas's church; as well as by the serious and decent behaviour of the whole congregation. In the evening I exhorted all of our society who had been bred up in the Church, to continue therein. Tues.

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10. About eleven I preached at Abydarrig; and before one set out for Athlone. The sun shone as hot as it uses to do at midsummer. We had a comfortable time, both this evening and the next day; all being peace and harmony. Sunday, 12. God spake in his word, both to wound and to heal. One young woman came to me just after service, who then first rejoiced in God her Saviour. About noon I preached at Ballinasloe to a large congregation; some of whom seemed to be much affected; so did many at Aghrim in the evening. Tuesday, 14. I went on to Eyre-Court. The wind was now piercing cold, so that I could not preach abroad: And there was no need; for the Minister not only lent me his church, but offered me a bed at his house; but I was obliged to go forward. At six in the evening I preached at Birr, to a congregation of deeply attentive hearers. I met many of my old friends at Coolylough, and had a numerous congregation in the evening. Thurs day, 16. I preached in the riding-house in Tullamore. The Commanding Officer ordered all the soldiers to be present, and attended himself, with the rest of the Officers, while I explained, "Render unto Caesar the things that are Caesar's; and unto God the things that are God's." APRIL 17. (Being Good-Friday.) I preached at Tullamore April, 1778. JOURNAL. 119 in the morning, and Mount-Mellick in the evening. Saturday, 18. I preached at Portarlington in the evening; and about eight in the morning to a very genteel, yet attentive, audience, on, "Acquaint thyself now with him, and be at peace." I returned to Mount-Mellick before the church began, at which I would always be present, if possible. I would fain have preached abroad in the afternoon, but the weather would not permit; so we made all the room we could in the House, and had a solemn and comfortable meeting. Mr. Jenkins, the Vicar of Maryborough, read Prayers, and I preached on, "Repent, and believe the Gospel." The congregation was far larger than when I was here before, and abundantly more attentive. Several Clergymen were present, and several gentlemen; but they were as serious as the poor. We found the election for Parliament-men had put all Kilkenny in an uproar.

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21. We found the election for Parliament-men had put all Kilkenny in an uproar. In consequence of this, we had a small, dead congregation. But another cause of this was, the bitter and perpetual quarrels between the chief members of the society. I talked largely with the contending parties, and they promised better behaviour for the time to come. I went on to Clonmell, where, our Room being small, and the weather unfavourable for preaching abroad, we procured the largest room in the town, which was in the Qua kers' workhouse. I had scarce sat down when a young man came and said, "My father and mother send their kind respects, and would be glad of thy company this evening." His mother (now Mrs. Dudley) was my old acquaintance, Molly Stokes. I went at four, and spent an hour very agreeably. But much company coming in, Mr. Dudley desired I would call again in the morning. I then told him what his wife was reported to say of me: He answered me, it was an utter mistake; that she had never spoke a disrespectful word concerning me. Several of our brethren from Cork met at Rath cormic. I was glad to find Mr. Rankin with them, just arrived from America. When we came to Cork, the congregation was waiting; so I began without delay. -I earnestly exhorted a numerous congregation at eight, to "abstain from fleshly desires;" a necessary lesson in every place, and no where more so than in Cork. At St. Peter's church I saw a pleasing sight, the Independent Com 120 REv. J. W. Esley's April, 1778. panies, raised by private persons associating together, without any expense to the Government. They exercised every day; and, if they answer no other end, at least keep the Papists in order; who were exceedingly alert, ever since the army was removed to America. In going to Bandon, I read Abbé Raynal's "His tory of the Settlements and Trade of the Europeans in the Indies." I would be glad to propose a few queries. I ask, 1. Is not this "Philosophical History" (so called) in many parts profoundly dull; exactly fitted to spread a pleasing slumber over the eyes of the gentle reader? 2. Are there not several pas sages quite obscure? Is this the fault of the author or the trans lator? 3.

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3. Are there not several assertions which are false in fact? Such as that of the healthiness of Batavia, one of the unhealthiest places in the known world. 4. Do not many of his assertions so border upon the marvellous, that none but a disciple of Voltaire could swallow them? As the account of milk-white men, with no hair, red eyes, and the understanding of a monkey. 5. Is not Raynal one of the bitterest enemies of the Christian Revelation, that ever set pen to paper? Far more determined, and less decent, than Voltaire himself? As, where he so keenly inveighs against that horrid superstition, the depriv ing men of their natural liberty of whoredom Does he not take every opportunity of wounding Christianity through the sides of superstition orenthusiasm? Is not the wholelaboured panegyric on the Chinese and the Peruvians, a blow at the root of Chris tianity; insinuating all along, that there are no Christians in the world so virtuous as these Heathens? Prove this fact, and it undeniably follows that Christianity is not of God. But who can prove it? Not all the baptized or unbaptized Infidels in the world. From what authentic history of China is that account taken? From none that is extant; it is pure romance, flowing from the Abbé's fruitful brain. And from what authentic his tory of Peru is the account of the Peruvians taken? I suppose from that pretty novel of Marmontel, probably wrote with the same design. 6. Is not Raynal one of the most bitter enemies of Monarchy that ever set pen to paper? With what acrimony does he personally inveigh against it, as absolutely, necessarily, essentially subversive, not only of liberty, but of all national industry, all virtue, all happiness And who can deny it? Who? The Abbé himself? He totally confutes his own favour May, 1778. JOURNAL. 121 ite hypothesis: For was not Atabalipe a Monarch 2 Yea, a far more absolute one than the King of France? And yet was not Peru industrious, virtuous, and happy under this very Monarch 2 So the Abbé peremptorily affirms, as it were on purpose to confute himself. And is not the Emperor of China, at this day, as absolute a Monarch as any in Europe? And yet who so industrious, according to Raynal, who so virtuous, so happy, as his subjects?

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And yet who so industrious, according to Raynal, who so virtuous, so happy, as his subjects? So that he must totally give up either his argument against Christianity, or that against Monarchy. If the Peruvians were, and the Chinese are, the most indus trious, virtuous, and happy men, then Monarchy is no way in consistent with the industry, virtue, and happiness of a people. But if the Peruvians were, in these respects, and the Chinese are, no better than other men, (which is the very truth,) then the argument against Christianity falls to the ground. From the largeness and the seriousness of the congregations here, I should have imagined the work of God was much in creased; but, upon inquiry, I found just the contrary : Near one third of those were wanting whom I left in the society three years ago. Yet those who remained seemed much in earnest. In the evening God clothed his word with power; few appeared to be unaffected; and I was sorry I could not spend a little more time, where the fields were so white to the harvest. I returned to Cork, and met the classes. O when will even the Methodists learn not to exaggerate" After all the pompous accounts I had had of the vast increase of the society, it is not increased at all; nay, it is a little smaller than it was three years ago: And yet many of the members are alive to God. But the smiling world hangs heavy upon them. Sun. MAY 3. I was a little surprised at a message from the Gentlemen of the Aghrim Society, (a company of Volunteers so called,) that, if I had no objection, they would attend at the new Room in the evening. They did so, with another Independent Company, who were just raised: (The True Blues:) A body of so personable men I never saw toge ther before. The gentlemen in scarlet filled the side gallery; those in blue the front gallery: But both galleries would not contain them all: Some were constrained to stand below. All behaved admirably well, though I spoke exceeding plain on, "We preach Christ crucified." No laughing, no talking; all seemed to hear as for life. Surely this is a token for good. I went to Kilfinnan, in the neighbourhood of 122 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1778.

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Wesley's May, 1778. which there is a considerable revival of the work of God. The rain continuing, I preached in a large empty house; and again at five in the morning. Probably I shall see that no more in the present world. We then went on, through abundance of rain, to Limerick. I felt in the evening the spirit of the congregation, the same as many years ago; but in one circumstance I observed a con siderable change: I used to have large congregations at my first coming to Limerick; but from the first day they gradually decreased. It was not so now ; but poor and rich, Protestants and Papists, flocked together, from the beginning to the end. Had they a presage, that they should see my face no more? I preached once more to the loving, earnest, simple-hearted people of Newmarket. Two months ago, good Philip Geier fell asleep, one of the Palatines that came over and settled in Ireland, between sixty and seventy years ago. He was a father both to this and the other German societies, loving and cherishing them as his own children. He retained all his faculties to the last, and after two days' illness went to God. Finding the poor people at Balligarame, whom I had not seen these five years, were very desirous to see me once more, I went over in the morning. Although the notice was exceeding short, yet a large number attended. -I wrote a "Compassionate Address to the Inha bitants of Ireland." Through which, as well as through Eng land, the mock patriots had laboured to spread the alarm, as though we were all on the very brink of destruction. -I examined the society, and have not known them for many years so much alive to God; and I do not remember to have ever found them so loving before: Indeed the whole city seemed to breathe the same spirit. At three in the afternoon I preached my farewell-sermon, on 1 Cor. xiii. 13; and setting out immediately, reached Snegborough before eight o'clock. -Setting out early, I intended to lodge at Clare-Galway; but we found there was no lodging to be had.

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As soon as King William prevailed, he quitted Sligo. But venturing thither about twenty years after, supposing no one then knew him, he was discovered, and used according to his deserts. -I went on to Peter Taylor's, near Swadling bar. At six I preached in a large room in the town, designed for an assembly; where rich as well as poor behaved with the utmost decency. We went through a lovely country to Belturbet; once populous, now greatly decayed. At eleven I preached in the Armory, a noble room, to a very large and very serious congregation. At six I preached in the Court-House at Cavan, to a larger congregation than at Belturbet. −I was desired to preach once more at Coote-Hill, which I had not seen for many years. The use of the Pres byterian meeting-house being procured, I had a very extra ordinary congregation. To many Church-people were added Seceders, Arians, Moravians, and what not : However, I went straight forward, insisting that "without holiness no man shall see the Lord." After dinner we went on to Clones, finely situated on the top June, 1778. JOURNAL. 125 of a hill, in the midst of a fruitful and well-cultivated country; and the people seemed as sprightly as the place. I preached in the Green-Fort near the town, to abundance of people, but no tritlers. Sunday, 24. I preached there again at nine, to a still larger congregation; but the far largest of all was in the evening; the people coming in from all parts of the country. There is something very peculiar in this people: They are more plain, open, and earnest, than most I have seen in the kingdom. Indeed, some of our Irish societies, those in Athlone, Limerick, Castlebar, and Clones, have much of the spirit of our old Yorkshire societies. -I went through a pleasant country to Aughalan. A very large congregation was soon assembled; and the rich seemed to be as attentive as the poor. So they were also in the evening at Sidare. -We went on to Loghean. Wednesday, 27. I received a very remarkable account from Mrs. Brown, a gentlewoman in the neighbourhood.

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Brown, a gentlewoman in the neighbourhood. She said, "Six years ago my daughter Jane, then seventeen years old, was struck raving mad; she would strike any one she could, particularly her father; she cursed and swore horribly; she never slept; and let her hands be bound ever so fast over night, they were loose in the morning. The best Physicians were consulted, and all means used; but to no purpose. On Thursday, December 28, last, she violently struck her father on the breast; the next day, Friday, 29, she was perfectly well, without using any means at all; and she has continued ever since, not only in her senses, but full of faith and love." Between nine and ten I preached at a village called Magharacolton, to a large and serious congregation; and in the evening, at Londonderry. Considering the large ness and seriousness of the congregations, I wonder no more good is done here. Mon. JUNE 1.-I went over to the New-Buildings, and took my honourable post in the Mill. Deep attention sat on every face. So it usually does, when the poor have the Gospel preached. I preached at Londonderry in the evening, on, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." How happy would many of those be, if they had but thoroughly learned this lesson 1 -I took an account of the present society, a little 126 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1778. smaller than it was three years ago. Thursday, 4. I took my leave of this affectionate people, and about eleven preached at New-Town, Limavaddy. In the afternoon I went on to Kilrea, and was cordially received by Mr. Haughton, once a Travelling Preacher, now a Magistrate, and Rector of a parish. But the church wherein it was at first proposed I should preach, is, as I found, a mere heap of ruins: So I preached in the new meeting-house; a very large and commodious build ing. Abundance of people flocked together; some of them seemed not a little affected; and all were seriously attentive: Surely some will bring forth good fruit. We went on to Coleraine.

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5. We went on to Coleraine. As the barracks here are empty, we hired one wing, which, by laying several rooms into one, supplied us with a spacious preaching-house; but it would not contain a third of the congregation; but standing at the door, I had them all before me in the barrack-square. I was desired to take a ride to the celebrated Giant's Causeway. It lies eleven English miles from Cole raine. When we came to the edge of the precipice, three or four poor boys were ready to hold our horses, and show us the way down. It being dead low water, we could go any where, and see every thing to the best advantage. It is doubtless the effect of subterraneous fire. This manifestly appears from many of the stones which composed the pillars that are now fallen down: These evidently bear the mark of fire, being burnt black on one or the other surface. It appears likewise from the numerous pumice-stones scattered among the pillars: Just such pillars and pumices are found in every country which is, or ever was, subject to volcanoes. In the evening I saw a pleasing sight. A few days ago a young gentlewoman, without the knowledge of her relations, entered into the society: She was informed this evening that her sister was speaking to me upon the same account. As soon as we came into the room, she ran to her sister, fell upon her neck, wept over her, and could just say, "O sister, sister!" before she sunk down upon her knees to praise God. Her sister could hardly bear it; she was in tears too, and so were all in the room. Such are the first fruits at Coleraine. May there be a suitable harvest ! I breakfasted with Mr. Boyd, the twin-soul, for humility and love, with Mr. Sh , of Staplehurst. I read June, 1778. JOURNAL. 127 Prayers for him, and administered the sacrament to such a number of communicants as I suppose never met there before. A little before the time of preaching, the rain ceased, and we had a wonderful congregation in the barrack-yard in the even ing. Many of them were present at five in the morning, when I left them full of love and good desires.

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Many of them were present at five in the morning, when I left them full of love and good desires. About nine I preached in the Town-Hall at Ballimannely; about twelve, at another little town; and in the evening, at Ballymena. We rode through a small village, wherein was a little society. One desiring me to step into a house there, it was filled presently; and the poor people were all ear, while I gave a short exhortation, and spent a few minutes in prayer. In the evening, as the Town-Hall at Carrickfergus could not oontain the congregation, I preached in the market-house, on, "Fear God, and keep his commandments; for this is the whole of man." The people in general appeared to be more serious, and the society more earnest, than they had been for many years. Thence we went to Belfast, the largest town in Ulster, said to contain thirty thousand souls. The streets are well laid out; are broad, straight, and well-built. The poor-house stands on an eminence, fronting the main street, and having a beautiful prospect on every side over the whole country: The old men, the old women, the male and the female children, are all employed according to their strength; and all their apartments are airy, sweet, and clean, equal to any thing of the kind I have seen in England. I preached in the evening on one side of the new church, to far the largest congregation I have seen in Ireland; but I doubt the bulk of them were nearly concerned in my text, "And Gallio cared for none of these things." About nine I preached to five or six hundred people in the old church at Newtown, Clannibois. The sight of these vast buildings and large gardens running to decay, through the extinction of the family that lately owned them, (so successful was the scheme of those wretches who pur posely educated poor Mr. C-, the last of the family, in such a manner as to insure his not living long, and his dying without issue,) always makes me pensive; but still our comfort is, "There is a God that judgeth in the earth." About twelve I preached at Kirkhubly: Thence we went to Port-a-ferry, and found a ready passage to Strangford. I stood 128 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1778.

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Wesley's June, 1778. on the point of a rock, which projected into a large circular cavity, that contained in the hollow, and round the edge of it, all the multitude who flocked together. I spoke longer than I used to do; and was no more weary when I had done, than I was at six in the morning. After service we went to Down patrick, where I slept in peace. -I walked through the town; I suppose one of the most ancient in Ulster. I was informed, it was once abundantly larger than it is now; consisting of the Irish town, then inhabited by none but Roman Catholics; and the English town, encompassed with a wall, and a deep ditch filled with water. At the head of the English town stands the Abbey, on a hill which commands all the country. It is a noble ruin, and is far the largest building that I have seen in the king dom. Adjoining to it is one of the most beautiful groves which I ever beheld with my eyes: It covers the sloping side of the hill, and has vistas cut through it every way. In the middle of it is a circular space, twenty or thirty yards in diameter. I would have preached there, but the rain drove into the House as many as could crowd together. I took my stand in the middle of the Grove; the people standing before me on the gradually rising ground, which formed a beautiful theatre: The sun just glimmered through the trees, but did not hinder me at all. It was a glorious opportunity: The whole congregation seemed to drink into one spirit. I preached at Dunsford in the morning. In the evening the congregation in the Grove exceeded even that at Belfast; and I verily believe all of them were almost persuaded to be Christians. I left Downpatrick with much satisfaction; and in the evening preached in the Linen-Hall at Lisburn, to near as large a congregation as that in the Grove; but not near so much affected. Afterwards I went to my old lodging at Derry-Aghy, one of the pleasantest spots in the kingdom; and I could relish it now ! How does God bring us down to the gates of death, and bring us up again Tues.

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How does God bring us down to the gates of death, and bring us up again I preached at eight to a lively congregation, under the venerable old yew, supposed to have flourished in the reign of King James, if not of Queen Elizabeth. At eleven our brethren flocked to Lisburn from June, 1778. JOURNAL. 129 all parts, whom I strongly exhortcd, in the Apostle's words, to "walk worthy of the Lord." At the love-feast which followed, we were greatly comforted; many of the country people declar ing with all simplicity, and yet with great propriety both of sentiment and expression, what God had done for their souls. -I preached at Ballinderry, (in my way to Lurgan,) where many flocked together, though at a very short warning. We had four or five times as many in the evening at Lurgan; but some of them wild as colts untamed. However, they all listened to that great truth, "Narrow is the way that leadeth unto life." -I preached about noon to a serious company at Derry-Anvil; and then went on to Cockhill. I preached here at the bottom of the garden; the table was placed under a tree, and most of the people sat on the grass before it; and everything seemed to concur with the exhortation, "Acquaint thyself now with him, and be at peace." I travelled through a delightful country to Charlemont, where Captain Tottenham was the Commanding Officer. We lodged with him in the castle, which stands on an eminence, and commands the country on all sides. A tent was set up in the castle-yard, where all the soldiers were drawn up at eleven, with abundance of people from many miles round, who were all attention. In the evening their number was considerably enlarged; but still all heard as for life. -I preached at nine in the avenue at Armagh, to a large and serious congregation. It was increased four-fold at six in the evening; but many were there who behaved as if they had been in a bear-garden. I took a walk to the Primate's ; and went through the house, and all the improvements. The house is neat and handsome, but not magnificent; and is elegantly, but not splen didly, furnished.

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The Gothic temple, at the head of a fine piece of water, which is encompassed with stately trees, is delightful indeed. But the most elegant of all the buildings is not finished: The shell of it is surprisingly beautiful, and the rooms well contrived both for use and ornament. But what is all this unless God is here? Unless he is known, loved, and enjoyed? Not only vanity, unable to give happiness, but vexation of spirit. In the evening I went on board the Prince of Orange; but, the wind failing, we soon struck upon a sand bank. We got clear of it about five in the morning, and set sail. All the day before there had been a strong north-east wind; this had raised the sea to an uncommon degree, which affected me full as much as a storm. However, lying down at four in the afternoon, I fell asleep, and slept most of the time till four in the morning. About six we landed on Liverpool quay, and all my sickness was over. We had, as usual, a very numerous and very serious congregation. Wednesday, 22. I went on to Bolton. The new House here is the most beautiful in the country. It was well filled in the evening; and I believe many of the audience tasted largely of the powers of the world to come, while I enlarged upon our Lord's words, "Neither can they die any more; for they are equal to angels, and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection." I preached at Bury and Rochdale, and the next evening at Halifax. Sunday, 26. The House was tolerably well filled at eight. Understanding there was great need of it, I preached on, "Render unto Caesar the things that are Caesar's; and unto God the things that are God's." I spoke with all plainness, and yet did not hear that any one was offended. At one I preached on those words in the Gospel for the day, Aug. 1778. JOURNAL. 133 "Reckon ye yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord." Such a time I have not known for some years: The House was extremely crowded; but I believe there was not only no inattentive but no unaffected hearer.

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29. I found the venerable old man at Cubert pale, The following is Dryden's translation of these lines :- The first thus rent, a second will arise: And the same metal the same room supplies. EDIT. Sept. 1778. JOURNAL, 135 thin, and scarce half alive. However, he made shift to go in a chaise to the preaching, and, deaf as he was, to hear almost every word. He had such a night's rest as he had not had for many, months, and in the morning seemed hardly the same person. It may be God will give him a little longer life, for the good of many. About five I preached in the amphitheatre at Gwennap, it was believed, to four-and-twenty thousand. After wards I spent a solemn hour with the society, and slept in peace. About eleven I preached to a large and serious congregation, near the Town-Hall, in Bodmin; and about six in the evening at Launceston; a town as little troubled with religion as most in Cornwall. Tues. SEPTEMBER 1. I went to Tiverton. I was musing here on what I heard a good man say long since, "Once in seven years I burn all my sermons; for it is a shame if I can not write better sermons now than I could seven years ago." Whatever others can do, I really cannot. I cannot write a better sermon on the Good Steward, than I did seven years ago: I cannot write a better on the Great Assize, than I did twenty years ago: I cannot write a better on the Use of Mouey, than I did near thirty years ago: Nay, I know not that I can write a better on the Circumcision of the Heart, than I lid five and-forty years ago. Perhaps, indeed I may have read five or six hundred books more than I had then, and may know a little more History, or Natural Philosophy, than I did; but I am not sensible that this has made any essential addition to my knowledge in Divinity. Forty years ago I knew and preached every Christian doctrine which I preach now. About noon I preached at Cathanger, about eight miles from Taunton.

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3. About noon I preached at Cathanger, about eight miles from Taunton. It was an exceeding large house, built (as the inscription over the gate testifies) in the year 1555, by Sergeant Walsh, who had then eight thousand pounds a year; perhaps more than equal to twenty thousand now. But the once famous family is now forgotten; the estate is mouldered almost into nothing; and three quarters of the magnificent buildings lie level with the dust. I preached in the great hall, like that of Lincoln College, to a very serious congregation. In the evening I preached at South-Petherton, once a place of renown, and the capital of a Saxon kingdom; as is vouched by a palace of King Ina still remaining, and a very large and 136 REv. J. WESLEY's Sept. 1778. ancient church. I suppose the last blow given to it was by Judge Jefferies, who, after Monmouth's rebellion, hanged so many of the inhabitants, and drove so many away, that it is mever likely to lift up its head again. I spent some time in the evening, and an hour in the morning, with the lovely children at Publow. Such another company of them I never saw, since Miss Bosanquet removed from Leytonstone. I returned to Bristol. Sunday, 6. At eight I preached near the Drawbridge; at two near Kingswood school, under the tree which I planted for the use of the next generation; and at five, near King's square, to a very numerous and exceeding serious congregation. -In my way to Bath I read a pamphlet which sur prised me exceedingly. For many years I had heard the King severely blamed for giving all places of trust and profit to Scotch men: And this was so positively and continually affirmed, that I had no doubt of it. To put the matter beyond all possible dispute, the writer appeals to the Court Kalendar of the present year, which contains the names of all those that hold places under the King. And hereby it appears, that of four hundred and fifty odd places, just eight are possessed by Scotchmen; and of the hundred and fifty-one places in the Royal Household, four are possessed by Scots, and no more.

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-I preached at Almsbury, to a large number of plain people, who seemed just ripe for the Gospel. We observed Friday, October 2, as a day of fasting and prayer, for our King and nation. We met, as usual, at five, at nine, at one, and in the evening. At each time, I believe, some found that God was with us; but more especially in the concluding service. -Visiting one at the poor-house, I was much moved to see such a company of poor, maimed, halt, and blind, who seemed to have no one caring for their souls. So I appointed to be there the next day; and at two o'clock had all that could get out of bed, young and old, in the great hall. My heart was greatly enlarged toward them, and many blessed God for the consolation. Monday, I went with my brother to the Devizes, and preached in a large, commodious room. This and the following evening we preached at Sarum. Wednesday, 7. We went on to Winchester. I had thoughts of preaching abroad, if haply anything might awaken a careless, self-conceited people. Bu, the rain would not permit: And it made the road so heavy that we could not reach Portsmouth-Common till near six. -One of our friends, whom I have known several years, Mrs. Sarah M d, and on whose veracity I could depend, was mentioning some uncommon circumstances. I 138 Rev. J. Wesley's Oct. 1778. desired her to relate them at large, which she readily did as follows: "Six or seven years ago, a servant of my husband's died of the small-pox. A few days after, as I was walking into the town, I met him in his common every-day clothes, running towards me. In about a minute he disappeared. "Mr. Heth, a Surgeon and Apothecary, died in March, 1756. On the 14th of April following, I was walking with two other women in the High-Street, about day-break, and we all three saw him, dressed as he usually was, in a scarlet surtout, a bushy wig, and a very small hat. He was standing and leaning against a post, with his chin resting on his hands. As we came towards him, (for we were not frighted at all,) he walked towards us, and went by us. We looked steadily after him, and saw him till he turned into the market-house.

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How ever, I thought it might not be amiss, before this was done, to make one trial myself. But I found it impracticable to preach abroad, the wind being so exceeding sharp. I went therefore into a large building, formerly used by the Presby terians. It was quickly filled, and more than filled, many being obliged to stand without. Yet there was no breath of moise; the whole congregation seemed to be "all but their attention dead." We had prayed before, that God would give us a quiet time, and he granted us our request. Immediately after, a strange scene occurred. I was desired to visit one who had been eminently pious, but had now been confined to her bed for several months, and was utterly unable to raise herself up. She desired us to pray, that the chain might be broken. A few of us prayed in faith. Presently she rose up, dressed herself, came down stairs, and I believe had not any farther complaint. In the evening I preached at High-Wycomb, and on Saturday returned to London. -About noon I reached Mr. Fary's near Little Brickhill. I designed to preach in the House; but the number of people obliged me to preach abroad, in spite of the keen east winds. Tuesday, 20. I preached about noon at Hanslip, and in the evening at Moreton, near Buckingham. Wednesday, 21. 1 preached about noon at Silston, (properly Silverstone,) and then walked with a company of our friends to Whittlebury. This is the flower of all our societies in the Circuit, both for zeal and simplicity. Thursday, 22. I preached at Towcester; on Friday, at Northampton; and on Saturday, returned to London. I set out in the diligence to Godmanchester, hoping to be there by six in the evening. But we did not come till past eight: So, most of the people being gone, I only gave a short exhortation. At five in the morning we had a large congregation, but a much larger in the evening. Wednesday, 28. About moon I preached at St. Neot's, and afterwards 140 REv. J. wesley's Nov. 1778. visited a lovely young woman, who appeared to be in the last stage of a consumption, and was feebly gasping after God. She seemed to be just ripe for the Gospel, which she drank in with all her soul.

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She seemed to be just ripe for the Gospel, which she drank in with all her soul. God speedily brought her to the blood of sprinkling, and a few days after she died in peace. I preached in the evening at Bedford, and the next day, Thursday, 29, at Luton. We had a miserable preaching-house here : But Mr. Cole has now fitted up a very neat and commo dious Room, which was thoroughly filled with well-behaved and deeply attentive hearers. How long did we seem to be ploughing the sand here ! But it seems there will be some fruit at last. I preached at noon to fifty or sixty dull creatures, at poor, desolate Hertford; and they heard with something like seriousness. In the afternoon I went on to London. Sunday, NoveMBER 1, was the day appointed for opening the new chapel in the City-Road. It is perfectly meat, but not fine; and contains far more people than the Foundery : I believe, together with the morning chapel, as many as the Tabernacle. Many were afraid that the multitudes, crowding from all parts, would have occasioned much disturbance. But they were happily disappointed: There was none at all: All was quietness, decency, and order. I preached on part of Solomon's Prayer at the Dedication of the Temple; and both in the morning and afternoon, (when I preached on the hundred forty and four thousand standing with the Lamb on Mount Zion,) God was eminently present in the midst of the congregation. -I went to Chatham, and preached in the evening to a lively, loving congregation. Tuesday, 3. I went by water to Sheerness. Our Room being far too small for the people that attended, I sent to the Governor to desire (what had been allowed me before) the use of the chapel. He refused me, (uncivilly enough,) affecting to doubt whether I was in orders' So I preached to as many as it would contain in our own Room. I took a view of the old church at Minster, once a spacious and elegant building. It stands pleasantly on the top of a hill, and commands all the country round. We went from thence to Queensborough, which contains above fifty houses, and sends two members to Parliament. Surely the whole Isle of Sheppy is now but a shadow of what it was once. Thur.

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From one end of the city to the other, there was scarce any one seen in the streets. All places of public worship were crowded in an uncommon degree; and an unusual awe sat on most faces. I preached on the words of God to Abraham, interceding for Sodom, "I will not destroy the city for his sake." I went to Norwich on the stage-coach, with two very disagreeable companions, called a gentleman and gentle woman, but equally ignorant, insolent, lewd, and profane. I went to Yarmouth, and preached to a large and serious congregation. Thursday, 18. I preached at Lowestoft, where is a great awakening, especially among youth and children; several of whom, between twelve and sixteen years of age, are a pattern to all about them. Friday, 19. I preached at Loddon, and afterwards talked with a girl sixteen years of age. She was justified two months since, and has not yet lost the sight of God's countenance for a moment; but has been enabled to rejoice evermore, and to pray without ceasing. But being surrounded with relations who neither loved nor feared God, they were pressing upon her continually, 144 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1779. till by little and little she sunk back into the world, and had neither the power nor form of religion left. - I returned to Norwich, and took an exact account of the society. I wish all our Preachers would be accurate in their accounts, and rather speak under than above the truth. I had heard again and again of the increase of the society. ... And what is the naked truth? Why, I left in it two hundred and two members; and I find one hundred and seventy-nine ! Sunday, 21. At twelve I took coach, and in the morning reached London. Immediately after preaching at Spitalfields, I hasted away to St. Peter's, Cornhill, and declared to a crowded congregation, "God hath given us his Holy Spirit." At four I preached in the new chapel, for the benefit of the Reformation Society. This also I trust will be a means of uniting together the hearts of the children of God of various denominations. Mon. MARCH 1-I went to Bristol. Thursday, 4. I went over to Paulton, and preached at moon to the liveliest people in all the Circuit.

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Some time after, he died, rejoicing in God, and praising him with his latest breath." -I preached in Bengeworth church about noon, and about six in Pebworth church. Saturday, 20. I went on to Birmingham. Sunday, 21. Just at the time of preaching, at Bromwich-Heath, began such a storm as that which ushered in the year. Yet as no house could contain the people, I was constrained to stand in the court-yard. For a moment I was afraid of the tiles falling on the people; but they regarded nothing but the word. As I concluded, we had a furious shower of hail: Hitherto could the prince of the power of the air go; but no farther. After preaching at Wednesbury, Darlaston, Dudley, and Wolverhampton, on Wednesday, 24, I went on to Madeley. In the way I finished a celebrated "Essay on Taste." And is this the treatise that gained the premium ? It is lively and pretty; but neither deep nor strong. Scarce any of the terms are accurately defined : Indeed, defining is not this author's talent. He has not by any means a clear apprehension; and it is through this capital defect, that he jumbles together true and false propositions, in every chapter and in every page. To this Essay three extracts are subjoined. The first is much to the purpose. The second is a superficial, empty thing. Is this a specimen of the great M. D'Alembert? But I was most surprised at the third. What l is this extracted from the famous Montesquieu' It has neither strength, nor clearness, nor justness of thought ! And is this the writer so admired all over Europe? He is no more to be compared to Lord Forbes, or Dr. Beattie, than a mouse to an elephant. -I preached in the new House which Mr. 146 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1779. Fletcher has built in Madeley wood. The people here exactly resemble those at Kingswood; only they are more simple and teachable. But for want of discipline, the immense pains which he has taken with them has not done the good which might have been expected. I preached at Shrewsbury in the evening, and on Friday, 26, about noon, in the assembly-room at Broseley. It was well we were in the shade; for the sun shone as hot as it usually does at Midsummer.

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It was well we were in the shade; for the sun shone as hot as it usually does at Midsummer. We walked from thence to Coalbrook Dale, and took a view of the bridge which is shortly to be thrown over the Severn. It is one arch, a hundred feet broad, fifty-two high, and eighteen wide; all of cast-iron, weighing many hundred tons. I doubt whether the Colossus at Rhodes weighed much more. I preached at Newcastle-under-Lyne; Sunday, 28, at Burslem, morning and afternoon. Monday, 29. I went on to our loving brethren at Congleton, and preached on the nature of Christian zeal. A measure of this they have already; but they want much more. Tuesday, 30, and the next day, I preached at Macclesfield. The hearts of many were enlarged; and the society I found was increasing both in number and strength. Thur. APRIL 1. About one, I preached at New-Mills, in Derbyshire. A commodious preaching-house, lately built, has proved a blessing to the whole country. They flock together from every quarter, and are thankful both to God and man. In the evening I preached at Stockport, where I received a strange account of poor William Hamilton, who left us to join the Quakers, and is as miserable as he can live, afraid to see any man lest he should kill him. O what a poor exchange has this unhappy man made About one I opened the new chapel at Davyhulme. APRIL 4, (being Easter-Day,) was a solemn festival. In the afternoon I preached at Oldham, to such a congregation as I have not seen since I was in the Cornish amphitheatre. And all, beside a few giddy children, were seriously attentive. I preached at Northwich. I used to go on from hence to Little-Leigh; but since Mr. Barker is gone hence, that place knows us no more. I cannot but wonder at the infatuation of men that really love and fear God, and yet leave great part of, if not all, their substance to men that neither April, 1779. JOURNAL. 147 love nor fear him Surely if I did little good with my money while I lived, I would, at least, do good with it when I could live no longer. I went to Mr. S 's at Nantwich, a nephew of

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Though the ground was covered with snow, so many people flocked together, that I was constrained to preach in the court of the prison. The snow continued to fall, and the north wind to whistle round us; but I trust God warmed many hearts. I preached at Wakefield in the evening; Thursday, 29, at Rothwell and Leeds; and on Friday noon, at Harewood. In the afternoon we walked to Mr. Lascelles's house. It is finely situated on a little eminence, commanding a most delightful prospect of hill and dale, and wood and water. It is built of a fine white stone, with two grand and beautiful fronts. I was not much struck with anything within. There is too much sameness in all the great houses I have seen in England; two rows of large, square rooms, with costly beds, glasses, chairs, and tables. But here is a profusion of wealth; every pane of glass, we were informed, cost six-and-twenty shillings. One looking-glass cost five hundred pounds, and one bed, six hundred. The whole floor was just on the plan of Montague May, 1779. JOURNAL. 15 House; now the British Museum. The grounds round the house are pleasant indeed, particularly the walks on the river side, and through the woods. But what has the owner thereof, save the beholding them with his eyes? Sat. MAY 1. I looked over the first volume of Mr. Bryant's "Ancient Mythology." He seems to be a person of immense reading, and indefatigable industry. But I have two objec tions to the whole work: 1. That his discoveries, being built chiefly on etymologies, carry no certainty in them. 2. That were they ever so certain, they are of no consequence. For instance, Whether Chiron was a man or a mountain, and whether the Cyclops were giants or watch-towers, are points of no manner of importance, either to me or any man living. Dr. Kershaw, the Vicar of Leeds, desired me to assist him at the sacrament. It was a solemn season. We were ten Clergymen, and seven or eight hundred communicants. Mr. Atkinson desired me to preach in the afternoon. Such a congregation had been seldom seen there; but I preached to a much larger in our own House at five ; and I found no want of strength. Fri.

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After having visited the intermediate societies, 1 came to Darlington, and found some of the liveliest people in the north of England. All but one or two of the society are justified; great part of them partakers of the great salvation; and all of them seem to retain their first simplicity, and to be as teachable as little children. I preached in the market-place; and all the con gregation behaved well, but a party of the Queen's Dragoons. Monday, 10. I preached at Barnard-Castle; and saw a quite different behaviour in the Durham Militia; the handsomest body of soldiers I ever saw, except in Ireland. The next evening they all came, both Officers and soldiers, and were a pattern to the whole congregation. In my journey to Brough, (where I preached at noon,) I read over a volume of Dr. Blair's Sermons. He is an elegant, but not a deep, writer; much resembling, but not equalling, Mr. Seed. I do not remember that any day in January, February, or March, was near so cold as this. After preaching at Cuthburton and in Teesdale, I went a little out of my way, to see one of the wonders of nature. The river Tees rushes down between two rocks, and 152 Rev. J. wesley's May, 1779, falls sixty feet perpendicular into a basin of water, sixty feet deep. In the evening I preached to the lovely congregation in Weardale, and the next day went on to Newcastle. I preached at Gateshead-Fell in the morning; and in the new House, near Shcephill, at noon. Here the work of God greatly revives; many are lately convinced of sin, and many enabled, from day to day, to rejoice in God their Saviour. -About moon I preached at Shields, and in the evening at Sunderland. Tuesday, 18. I read Prayers and preached in Monkwearmouth church; and Thursday, 20, returned to Newcastle. Sunday, 23. In the morning I preached at Ballast-Hills; about two, at the Fell; about five, at the Garth-Heads. The congregation was double to that at the Fell; and I trust God gave us a double blessing. I preached at five in the Orphan-House; about nine, at Placey; at noon, in the market-house, at Morpeth. Many soldiers, who were marching through the town, came in ; and the power of the Lord was present to heal.

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Many soldiers, who were marching through the town, came in ; and the power of the Lord was present to heal. In the evening I preached in the Court-House, at Alnwick, and at might was no more tired than in the morning. -We walked through the Castle. Two of the rooms are more elegant than even those at Harewood-House. But it is not a profusion of ornaments, (they are exceeding plain and simple,) it is not an abundance of gold and silver, but a je ne soai quoi, that strikes every person of taste. In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall, at Berwick. Many Officers, as well as soldiers, were there; and the whole congregation seemed much affected. Shall we see fruit at Berwick also 2 We had such a congregation at Dunbar as I have not seen there for many years. Thursday, 27. I went on to Edinburgh. I was agreeably surprised at the singing in the evening. I have not heard such female voices, so strong and clear, anywhere in England. I went to Glasgow, and preached in the House; but the next evening, by the river-side. Sunday, 30. At seven I spoke exceeding strong words, in applying the parable of the Sower. In the afternoon I went to the English chapel. But how was I surprised ! Such decency have I seldom seen even at West-Street, or the new Room in Bristol. 1. All, both men and women, were dressed plain: I did not see one high head: June, 1779. JOURNAL. 153 2. No one took notice of any one, at coming in ; but, after a short ejaculation, sat quite still: 3. None spoke to any one during the Service, nor looked either on one side or the other: 4. All stood, every man, woman, and child, while the Psalms were sung : 5. Instead of an unmeaning voluntary, was an anthem, and one of the simplest and sweetest I ever heard: 6. The Prayers, preceding a sound, useful sermon, were seri ously and devoutly read: 7. After service, none bowed, or courtesied, or spoke, but went quietly and silently away. After church, I preached again by the river side, to a huge multitude of serious people: I believe, full as many more as we had the Sunday before, at Newcastle. Surely we shall not lose all our labour here. Mon.

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Mr. Grant (who then lived here in his brother's house) was now Sir Lodowick Grant; having succeeded to the title and estate of Sir Alex ander, dying without issue. But his mind was not changed with his fortune. He received me with cordial affection, and insisted on my sending for Mrs. Smith and her little girl, whom I had left at Forres. We were all here as at home, in one of the most healthy and most pleasant situations in the kingdom ; and I had the satisfaction to observe my daughter sensibly recovering her strength, almost every hour. In the evening all the family were called in to prayers; to whom I first expounded a portion of Scripture. Thus ended this comfort able day. So has God provided for us in a strange land I found another hearty welcome from Mr. Dunbar, the Minister of Nairn. A little after ten I preached in his kirk, which was full from end to end. I have seldom seen a Scotch congregation so sensibly affected. Indeed it seemed that God smote the rocks, and brake the hearts of stone in pieces. In the afternoon I reached Inverness, but found a new face of things there. Good Mr. Mackenzie had been for some years removed to Abraham's bosom. Mr. Fraser, his colleague, a pious man of the old stamp, was likewise gone to rest. The three present Ministers are of another kind; so that I have no more place in the kirk; and the wind and rain would not permit me to preach on the Green. However, our House was large, though gloomy enough. Being now informed, (which I did not suspect before,) that the town was uncommonly given to drunk enness, I used the utmost plainness of speech; and I believe not without effect. I then spent some time with the society, increased from twelve to between fifty and sixty: Many of these knew in whom they had believed; and many were going on to perfection: So that all the pains which have been taken to stop the work of God here, have hitherto been in vain. -We had another rainy day, so that I was again June, 1779. JOURNAL. 155 driven into the House; and again I delivered my own soul, to a larger congregation than before.

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1. They have preached four evenings in the week, and on Sunday morning; the other mornings they have fairly 156 Rev. J. wesley's June, 1779. given up. 2. They have taken great care not to speak too plain, lest they should give offence. 3. When Mr. Bracken bury preached the old Methodist doctrine, one of them said, "You must not preach such doctrine here. The doctrine of Perfection is not calculated for the meridian of Edinburgh '' Waving then all other hinderances, is it any wonder, that the work of God has not prospered here On Friday and Saturday, I preached with all possible plainness; and some appeared to be much stirred up. On Sunday, 20, I preached at eight, and at half an hour past twelve; and God gave us a parting blessing. I was in hopes of preaching abroad at Dunbar in the evening, but the rain would not permit. Monday, 21. I preached in the Court-House at Alnwick; and finding the people were greatly alarmed, with the news of the French and Spanish fleets, I opened and applied, "Say ye to the righteous, it shall be well with him." I believe many laid hold of the promise, and were not a little comforted. Finding the panic had spread to Newcastle, I strongly enforced those words, "The Lord sitteth above the waterfloods; the Lord reigneth a King for ever." Wednesday, 23. I rested here. Lovely place, and lovely company But I believe there is another world : Therefore, I must "arise and go hence 1" I preached at Stockton-upon-Tees at noon, and at Yarm in the evening. Friday, 25. At two in the afternoon I preached to a lovely congregation, at Potto, and to such another at Hutton-Rudby. I was afterwards agreeably sur prised in examining the select society. Many of them have been members thereof for near twenty years. And not one of them has lost the pure love of God ever since they first received it. After preaching at Stokesley and Guisborough, I went on to our loving, earnest brethren at Whitby; just of the same spirit with those at Darlington, in the opposite point of the Circuit. -I preached at eight in the Room, and at five in the market-place, to a huge congregation. They were deeply attentive; but no more affected than the stones they stood upon. Mon.

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I preached in the new preaching-house, at Robin Hood's Bay, and then went on to Scarborough. Tuesday, 29, I spent agreeably and profitably with my old friends; and July, 1779. JOURNAL. 157 in my way to Bridlington, Wednesday, 30, took a view of Flamborough-Head. It is an huge rock, rising perpen dicular from the sea to an immense height, which gives shelter to an innumerable multitude of sea-fowl of various kinds. I preached in the evening at Bridlington, and afterwards heard a very uncommon instance of paternal affection -Agentleman of the town had a favourite daughter, whom he set up in a milliner's shop. Some time after she had a concern for her soul, and believed it her duty to enter into the society. Upon this her good father forbad her his house ; demanding all the money he had laid out; and required her instantly to sell all her goods, in order to make the payment In this journey I looked over the "History of Whitby," in which are many curious things. Among others, there is an account of St. Ninian, a Monk of Whitby Abbey, long before the Conquest. Here is also an account of the father of the Percy family: He came over with William the Conqueror, and took his name from a town in Normandy. So the pretty tale of piercing the eye of the Scotch King proves to be mere invention Thur. JULY 1. This was the first of eighteen or twenty days full as hot as any I remember in Georgia; and yet the season is remarkably healthy. I preached in Beverley at noon, and at Hull in the evening. Saturday, 3. I reached Grimsby, and found a little trial. In this, and many other parts of the kingdom, those striplings, who call themselves Lady Huntingdon's Preachers, have greatly hindered the work of God. They have neither sense, courage, nor grace, to go and beat up the devil's quarters, in any place where Christ has not been named ; but wherever we have entered as by storm, and gathered a few souls, often at the peril of our lives, they creep in, and, by doubtful disputations, set every one's sword against his brother.

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The House was filled at five, and we had another solemn opportunity. About eight, calling at Hinckley, I was desired to preach : As also at Forcell, ten or twelve miles far ther. When I came to Coventry, I found notice had been given for my preaching in the park; but the heavy rain pre vented. I sent to the Mayor, desiring the use of the Town hall. He refused ; but the same day gave the use of it to a dancing-master. I then went to the women's market. Many soon gathered together, and listened with all seriousness. I preached there again the next morning, Thursday, 22, and again in the evening. Then I took coach for London. I was nobly attended; behind the coach were ten convicted felons, loudly blaspheming and rattling their chains; by my side sat a man with a loaded blunderbuss, and another upon the coach. Both the chapels were full enough. On Monday, I retired to Lewisham to write. Tuesday, AUGUST 3. Our Conference began; which continued and ended in peace and love. Sunday, 8. I was at West-Street in the morning, and at the new chapel in the evening, when I took a solemn leave of the affectionate congregation. This was the last night which I spent at the Foundery. What hath God wrought there in one-and-forty years Mon. August 9.-I set out for Wales, with my brother and his family. In the evening I preached at Oxford; the next, at Witney. Wednesday. We went on to Gloucester, where I preached with much satisfaction to a crowded audience. Thursday, 12. We went on to Monmouth, where the late storm is blown over. I preached at six in the evening, but did not observe one inattentive person then, any more than at five in the morning. As I was going down a steep pair of stairs, my foot slipped, and I fell down several steps. Falling on the edge of one of them, it broke the case of an Almanack, which was in my pocket, all to pieces. The edge of another stair met my right buckle, and snapped the steel chape of it in two; but I was not hurt. So doth our good Master give his angels charge over us! In the evening I preached at Brecknock; and, leaving my brother there, on Saturday, 14, went forward to Carmarthen.

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21. I went to Pembroke. Understanding that a large number of American prisoners were here, in the evening Itook my stand over against the place where they were confined; so that they all could hear distinctly. Many of them seemed much affected. O that God may set their souls at liberty Mr. Rees, a neighbouring Clergyman, assisting me, I began at St. Daniel's between nine and ten. The con gregation came from many miles round; and many of them were greatly refreshed. While we rode to Haverford after dinner, I think it was full as hot as it used to be in Georgia; till about five o'clock a violent shower exceedingly cooled the air; but it ceased in half an hour, and we had then such a congre gation as was scarce ever seen here before; and though many of the Gentry were there, yet a solemn awe spread over the whole assembly. I came once more to Carmarthen. Finding the people here (as indeed in every place) under a deep consterna tion through the terrible reports which flew on every side, I cried aloud in the market-place, "Sayye unto the righteous, it shall be well with him." God made it a word in season to them, and many were no longer afraid. Aug. 1779. JOURNAL. 165 Setting out immediately after preaching, about eight I preached at Kidwelly, about nine miles from Carmar then, to a very civil and unaffected congregation. At eleven, though the sun was intensely hot, I stood at the end of the church-yard in Llanelly, and took occasion from a passing bell strongly to enforce those words, "It is appointed unto men once to die." About six I preached at Swansea to a large congregation, without feeling any weariness. I preached at five; and about eight in the Town Hall at Neath. In the afternoon I preached in the church near Bridge-End, to a larger congregation than Iever saw there before; and at six, in the Town-Hall at Cowbridge, much crowded, and hot enough. The heat made it a little more difficult to speak; but, by the mercy of God, I was no more tired when I had done, than when I rose in the morning. I preached at five, and again at eleven. I think this was the happiest time of all.

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I think this was the happiest time of all. The poor and the rich seemed to be equally affected. O how are the times changed at Cow bridge, since the people compassed the house where I was, and poured in stones from every quarter But my strength was then according to my day; and (blessed be God!) so it is still. In the evening I preached in the large hall at Mr. Matthews's in Llandaff. And will the rich also hear the words of eternal life? "With God all things are possible." I preached at Cardiff about noon, and at six in the evening. We then went on to Newport; and setting out early in the morning, reached Bristol in the afternoon. Sunday, 29. I had a very large number of communicants. It was one of the hottest days I have known in England. The thermometer rose to eighty degrees;-as high as it usually rises in Jamaica. Being desired to visit a dying man on Kingsdown, I had no time but at two o'clock. The sun shone without a cloud; so that I had a warm journey. But I was well repaid; for the poor sinner found peace. At five I preached to an immense multitude in the Square; and God comforted many drooping souls. I set out for the west, and in the evening preached at Taunton, on, "Walk worthy of the Lord." Tuesday, 31. After preaching at Collumpton about noon, in the evening 1 preached at Exeter, in a convenient Room, lately a school; I suppose formerly a chapel. It is both neat and solemn, and is 166 REv. J. WESLEY's Sept. 1779. believed to contain four or five hundred people. Many were present again at five in the morning, SEPTEMBER 1, and found it a comfortable opportunity. Here a gentleman, just come from Plymouth, gave us a very remarkable account:-''For two days the combined fleets of France and Spain lay at the mouth of the harbour. They might have entered it with per fect ease.

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I took a solemn leave of the children at Kingswood. Several of them have been convinced of sin again and again; but they soon trifled their convictions away. 168 Rev. J. wesley's Oct. 1779. -I preached once more in the Square, to a mul titude of people; and afterwards spent a solemn hour with the society, in renewing our covenant with God. I left Bristol, preached at the Devizes at eleven, and in the evening at Sarum. Tuesday, 5. I preached at Whitchurch, where many, even of the rich, attended, and behaved with much seriousness. Wednesday, 6. At eleven I preached in Winchester, where there are four thousand five hundred French prisoners. I was glad to find they have plenty of wholesome food; and are treated, in all respects, with great humanity. In the evening I preached at Portsmouth-Common. Thurs day, 7. I took a view of the camp adjoining to the town, and wondered to find it as clean and meat as a gentleman's garden. But there was no Chaplain. The English soldiers of this age have nothing to do with God! We took chaise, as usual, at two, and about eleven came to Cobham. Having a little leisure, I thought I could not employ it better than in taking a walk through the gardens. They are said to take up four hundred acres, and are admirably well laid out. They far exceed the celebrated gardens at Stow ; and that in several respects: 1. In situation; lying on a much higher hill, and having a finer prospect from the house. 2. In having a natural river, clear as crystal, running beneath and through them. 3. In the buildings therein; which are fewer indeed, but far more elegant; yea, and far better kept, being nicely clean, which is sadly wanting at Stow. And, lastly, In the rock-work; to which nothing of the kind at Stow is to be compared. This night I lodged in the new house at London. How many more nights have I to spend there? I began my little tour into Northamptonshire. In the evening I preached at Stony-Stratford; the next day at Honslip, and at Morton, a little mile from Buckingham. Wed nesday, 13. Having so lately seen Stourhead and Cobham gardens, I was now desired to take a view of the much more celebrated gardens at Stow.

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Upon the whole, I cannot but prefer Cobham gardens to those at Stow : For, 1. The river at Cobham shames all the ponds at The following is Boscawen's translation of these verses from Horace : Thy lands, thy dome, thy pleasing wife, These must thou quit; 'tis nature's doom : No tree, whose culture charms thy life, Save the sad cypress, waits thy tomb. Of meat and drink, of pleasure and of play, You've had your fill : 'Tis time you steal away, Lest you be jostled off by that brisk race Whom sports become, and wanton revels grace. EDIT, 170 REv. J. Wesley's Nov. 1779. Stow. 2. There is nothing at Stow comparable to the walk near the wheel which runs up the side of a steep hill, quite grotesque and wild. 3. Nothing in Stow gardens is to be compared to the large temple, the pavilion, the antique temple, the grotto, or the building at the head of the garden; nor to the neatness which runs through the whole. But there is nothing even at Cobham to be compared, 1. To the beautiful cross at the entrance of Stourhead gardens. 2. To the vast body of water. 3. The rock-work grotto. 4. The temple of the sun. 5. The hermitage. Here too every thing is nicely clean, as well as in full preservation. Add to this, that all the gardens hang on the sides of a semicircular mountain. And there is nothing either at Cobham or Stow which can balance the advantage of such a situation. On this and the two following evenings I preached at Whittlebury, Towcester, and Northampton. On Saturday I returned to London. I set out for Sussex; and after visiting the societies there, returned to London on Saturday, 23. I was in hopes, by bringing her with me, to save the life of Miss A., of Ewhurst, far gone in a consumption. But she was too far gone: So that though that journey helped her for awhile, yet she quickly relapsed, and soon after died in peace. I preached a charity sermon in Shadwell church. I spoke with all possible plainness. And surely some, out of an immense multitude, will receive the truth, and bring forth fruit with patience. -I set out for Norwich. Tuesday, 26. I went on to Yarmouth; on Wednesday to Lowestoft; on Friday to Loddon.

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I went on to Yarmouth; on Wednesday to Lowestoft; on Friday to Loddon. Saturday, 30. I came to Norwich again. Mon. November 1. I crossed over to Lynn, and settled the little affairs there ; on Wednesday, 3, went on to Colchester; and on Friday, to London. Saturday, 6. I began examining the society, which usually employs me eleven or twelve days. I had the pleasure of an hour's conversation with Mr. G., one of the members of the first Congress in America. He unfolded a strange tale indeed! How has poor K. G. been betrayed on every side! But this is our comfort: There is One higher than they. And He will command all things to work together for good. The following week I examined the rest of our society; but Nov. 1779. JOURNAL. 17 did not find such an increase as I expected. Nay, there was a considerable decrease, plainly owing to a senseless jealousy that had crept in between our Preachers; which had grieved the Holy Spirit of God, and greatly hindered his work. My brother and I set out for Bath, on a very extraordinary occasion. Some time since Mr. Smyth, a Clergyman, whose labours God had greatly blessed in the north of Ireland, brought his wife over to Bath, who had been for some time in a declining state of health. I desired him to preach every Sunday evening in our chapel, while he remained there. But as soon as I was gone, Mr. M'Nab, one of our Preachers, vehemently opposed that; affirming it was the common cause of all the Lay Preachers; that they were appointed by the Conference, not by me, and would not suffer the Clergy to ride over their heads; Mr. Smyth in particular, of whom he said all manner of evil. Others warmly defended him. Hence the society was torn in pieces, and thrown into the utmost confusion. I read to the society a paper which I wrote near twenty years ago on a like occasion. Herein I observed, that "the rules of our Preachers were fixed by me, before any Con ference existed," particularly the twelfth : "Above all, you are to preach when and where I appoint." By obstimately opposing which rule, Mr. M'Nab has made all this uproar. In the morn ing, at a meeting of the Preachers, I informed Mr.

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In speaking on those words, "Set thy house in order; for thou shalt die and not live," I took occasion to exhort all who had not done it already, to settle their temporal affairs without delay. Let not any man who reads these words put it off a day longer I retired to Lewisham, and settled the society book. Fifty-seven members of the society have died this year; and none of them "as a fool dieth." An hundred and seventy have left the society. Such are the fruits of senseless prejudice. We began the service at the new chapel, as usual, at four in the morning. Afterwards Iread prayers and preached and administered the Lord's Supper at West-Street. In the afternoon I preached at the new chapel again; then met the society; and afterwards, the married men and women. But after this I was no more tired than when I rose in the morning. Mr. Hatton, lately come from America, gave us an account of his strange deliverance. He was Collector of the Customs for the eastern ports of Maryland, and zealous for King George. Therefore the rebels resolved to dispatch him ; and a party was sent for that purpose under one Simpson, who owed Dec. 1779. JOURNAL. 173 him five hundred pounds. But first he sent him the following note : "WE are resolved to have you dead or alive. So we advise you to give yourself up, that you may give us no more to able. "I am, Sir, "Your obedient servant." Mr. Hatton not complying with this civil advice, a party of rifle-men were sent to take him. He was just going out, when a child told him they were at hand, and had only time to run and get into a hollow which was under the house. The maid clapped to the trap-door, and covered it over with flax. They searched the house from top to bottom, opened all the closets, turned up the beds, and, finding nothing, went away. He was scarce come out, when another party beset the house, and came so quick, that he had but just time to get in again; and the maid, not having flax enough at hand, covered the door with foul linen.

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I was just set down, when the Minister sent me word, I was welcome to preach in his church. On hearing this, many people walked thither immediately, near a mile from the town; but in ten minutes he sent me word, his mind was changed. We knew not then what to do, till the April, 1780. JOURNAL. 177 Trustees of the Independent meeting offered us the use of their House. It was quickly filled, and truly God bore witness to his word. In the evening I preached at Huddersfield. Satur day, 8. About moon I opened the new House at Mirfield, and in the evening preached at Daw-Green. Sunday, 9. I went on to Birstal, and took my stand at the front of the House, though the north-east wind whistled round about. I preached again between four and five, pointing them to the Great Shepherd and Bishop of their souls. I preached in the prison at Whitelee ; in the evening at Morley; and on Tuesday morning at Cross-Hall. The family here are much grown in grace since I saw them last. Most of them now enjoy the great salvation, and walk worthy of their vocation; and all around them "see their good works, and glorify their Father which is in heaven." In the evening I preached to a very genteel congregation at Wakefield. Wednesday, 12. After preaching at Rothwell, I inquired what was become of that lovely class of little girls, most of them believers, whom I met here a few years since. I found those of them that had pious parents remain to this day: But all of them whose parents did not fear God are gone back into the world. In the evening I preached in the new House at Leeds. Thursday, 13. I opened the new House at Hunslet. On Fri day, I preached at Woodhouse. Sunday, 16. Our House at Leeds was full at eight; yet every one heard distinctly. In the afternoon I preached at the old church; but a considerable part of the people could not hear. Indeed the church is remarkably ill constructed. Had it been built with common sense, all that were in it, and even more, might have heard every word. I left Leeds in one of the roughest mornings I have ever seen. We had rain, hail, snow, and wind, in abun dance.

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We had rain, hail, snow, and wind, in abun dance. About nine I preached at Bramley; between one and two at Pudsey. Afterwards I walked to Fulneck, the German settlement. Mr. Moore showed us the house, chapel, hall, lodging-rooms, the apartments of the widows, the single men, and single women. He showed us likewise the workshops of various kinds, with the shops for grocery, drapery, mercery, hardware, c., with which, as well as with bread from their bakehouse, they furnish the adjacent country. I see not what but the mighty power of God can hinder them from 178 REv. J. wesley's April, 1780. acquiring millions; as they, 1. Buy all materials with ready money at the best hand ; 2. Have above a hundred young men, above fifty young women, many widows, and above a hundred married persons; all of whom are employed from morning to night, without any intermission, in various kinds of manufactures, not for journeymen's wages, but for no wages at all, save a little very plain food and raiment: As they have, 3. A quick sale for all their goods, and sell them all for ready money. But can they lay up treasure on earth, and at the same time lay up treasure in heaven 2 In the evening I preached at Bradford, where I was well pleased to find many, both men and women, who had never suffered any decay since they were perfected in love. Wednesday, 19. I went to Otley; but Mr. Ritchie was dead before I came. But he had first witnessed a good confession. One telling him, "You will be better soon;" he replied, "I cannot be better; for I have God in my heart. I am happy, happy, happy in his love." Mr. Wilson, the Vicar, after a little hesitation, consented that I should preach his funeral sermon: This I did to-day. The text he had chosen was, "To you that believe, he is precious." Perhaps such a congregation had hardly been in Otley church before. Surely the right hand of the Lord bringeth mighty things to pass Mr. Richardson being unwilling that I should preach any more in Haworth church, Providence opened another: I preached in Bingley church, both morning and afternoon. This is considerably larger than the other.

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This is considerably larger than the other. It rained hard in the morning: This hindered many; so that those who did come, got in pretty well in the forenoon; but in the afternoon very many were obliged to go away. After preaching at several other places on Monday and Tuesday, Wednesday, 26, I preached in Heptonstall church, well filled with serious hearers. In the evening I preached near Todmorden, in the heart of the mountains. One would wonder where all the people came from. Thursday, 27. I preached in Todmorden church, with great enlargement of heart. In the afternoon we went on to Blackburn. It seemed, the whole town was moved. But the question was, where to put the congregation. We could not stand abroad, because of the sun : So as many as could, squeezed into the May, 1780. JourtsAL. 179 preaching-house. All the chief men of the town were there. It seems as if the last will be first. We had a lovely congregation at Colne ; but a much larger at one and at five. Many of them came ten or twelve miles; but I believe not in vain : God gave them a good reward for their labour. Mon. MAY 1. We reached Grassington about ten. The multitude of people constrained me to preach abroad. It was fair all the time I was preaching; but afterwards rained much. At Pateley-Bridge, the Vicar offered me the use of his church. Though it was more than twice as large as our preaching-house, it was not near large enough to contain the congregation. How vast is the increase of the work of God Particularly in the most rugged and uncultivated places ! How does he "send the springs" of grace also "into the valleys, that run among the hills." -We came to Ripon, and observed a remarkable turn of Providence: The great hinderance of the work of God in this place has suddenly disappeared; and the poor people, being delivered from their fear, gladly flock together to hear His word. The new preaching-house was quickly more than filled. Surely some of them will not be forgetful hearers' In the afternoon we travelled through a delightful country; the more so when contrasted with the horrid mountains. The immense ruins of Garvaix Abbey show what a stately pile it was once.

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Saturday, 6. I went on to Whitehaven; and, in the evening, exhorted all who knew in whom they had believed, to "walk worthy of the Lord in all well-pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God." -I preached at eight, at two, and at five; but could not preach abroad because of the rain. We were in hopes of sailing for the Isle of Man the next morning, as a little vessel was waiting for us; but the wind then turned full against us. By this means I had an opportunity given me of meeting the select society. I was pleased to find, that none of them have lost the pure love of God, since they received it first. I was particularly pleased with a poor Negro. She seemed to be fuller of love than any of the rest. And not only her voice had an unusual sweetness, but her words were chosen and uttered with a peculiar propriety. I never heard, either in England or America, such a Negro speaker (man or woman) before. Finding no hopes of sailing, after preaching morning and evening, I went to Cockermouth. Wednesday, 10. At eight I preached in the Town-Hall; but to the poor only: The rich could not rise so soon. In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall at Carlisle; and from the number May, 1780. JOURNAL. 181 and seriousness of the hearers, I conceived a little hope, that even here some good will be done. I reached Newcastle; and on Friday, 12, went to Sunderland. Many of our friends prosper in the world. I wish their souls may prosper also. Sunday, 14. I preached at Gateshead-Fell at two o'clock, and hoped to preach at the Garth-Heads at five ; but the rain drove us into the House. But all was well; for many found God was there. I set out for Scotland; and Tuesday, 16, came to Berwick-upon-Tweed. Such a congregation I have not seen there for many years. Perhaps the seed which has so long seemed to be sown in vain, may at length produce a good harvest. I went on to Dunbar. I have seldom seen such a congregation here before. Indeed some of them seemed at first disposed to mirth; but they were soon as serious as death.

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five I preached at the Garth-Heads, to a still more numerous congregation; but there were few among them whoremembered my first preaching near that place in the Keelman's Hospital. For what reason the wise managers of that place forbade my preaching there any more, I am yet still to learn. -Taking my leave of this affectionate people, I went to Mr. Parker's, at Shincliff, near Durham. The congregation being far too large to get into the House, I stood near his door. It seemed as if the whole village were ready to receive the truth in the love thereof. Perhaps their earnestness may provoke the people of Durham to jealousy. In the afternoon we took a view of the Castle at Durham, the residence of the Bishop. The situation is wonderfully fine, surrounded by the river, and commanding all the country; and many of the apartments are large and stately; but the furniture is mean beyond imagination' I know not where I have seen such in a gentleman's house, or a man of five hundred a year, except that of the Lord-Lieutenant in Dublin. In the largest chambers, the tapestry is quite faded; beside that, it is coarse and ill-judged. Take but one instance: In Jacob's vision you see, on the one side, a little paltry ladder, and an angel climbing it, in the attitude of a chimney-sweeper; and on the other side Jacob staring at him, from under a large silver-laced hat Thur. JUNE 1. About ten I preached at Aycliff, a large village, twelve miles from Durham; all the inhabitants whereof seem now as full of good-will, as they were once of prejudice. I preached at Darlington in the evening. It is good to be here; the liveliness of the people animates all that come near them. On Friday evening, we had a love-feast, at which many were greatly comforted, by hearing such artless, simple accounts of the mighty works of God. −At moon I preached to a large congregation at Northallerton. The sun shone full in my face when I began; but it was soon overcast; and I believe this day, if never before, God gave a general call to this careless people. In the evening I preached at Thirsk. When I was here last, a few young women behaved foolishly; but all were deeply serious now, and seemed to feel that God was there. Sun.

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We went on to Boston, the largest town in the county, except Lincoln. From the top of the steeple (which I suppose is by far the highest tower in the kingdom) we had a view not only of all the town, but of all the adjacent country. Formerly this town was in the fens; but the fens are vanished away: Great part of them is turned into pasture, and part into arable land. At six the House contained the congregation, all of whom behaved in the most decent manner. How different from those wild beasts with whom Mr. Mitchell and Mr. Mather had to do Saturday, 17. The House was pretty well filled in the morn ing, and many were much affected. A gentleman who was there invited me to dinner, and offered me the use of his paddock; but the wind was so exceeding high, that I could not preach abroad, as I did when I was here before, just six-and-twenty years ago; and Mr. Thompson, a friendly Anabaptist, offering The bravest Amazonian of her race. EDIT. 186 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1780. me the use of his large meeting-house, I willingly accepted the offer. I preached to most of the chief persons in the town, on 1 Cor. xiii. 1-3; and many of them seemed utterly amazed. "Open their eyes, O Lord, that they sleep not in death !" I gave them a parting discourse at seven; and after adding a few members to the little society, and exhorting them to cleave close to each other, I left them with a comfort able hope that they would not be scattered any more. About noon I preached in the market-place at Wainfleet, once a large sea-port town, till the harbour was blocked up by sand. The congregation behaved exceeding well. We now passed into Marshland, a fruitful and pleasant part of the county. Such is Langham-Row in particular, the abode of honest George Robinson and his fourteen children. Although it was a lone house, yet such a multitude of people flocked together, that I was obliged to preach abroad. It blew a storm, and we had several showers of rain; but no one went away. I do not wonder that this society is the largest, as well as the liveliest, in these parts of Lincolnshire. Mon.

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I preached at Louth, where the people used to be rough enough; but now were serious and calmly attentive. Such a change in a whole town, I have seldom known in the compass of one year. -After preaching at Tealby, I went on to Grimsby, where I am still more at home than at any place in the east of" Lincolnshire; though scarce any of our first members remain: They are all safe lodged in Abraham's bosom. But here is still a loving people, though a little disturbed by the Calvinists, who seize on every halting soul as their own lawful prey. -I preached at Scotter, to a lovely, simple-hearted people; and at Epworth in the evening. I preached once more at Crowle, to a numerous and deeply serious congregation. Every one thought, "Can any good come out of Crowle?" But God's thoughts were not as our thoughts. There is now such a work of God in this, as is in few of the places round about it. I preached about noon at Belton. There was the dawn of a blessed work here; but "My Lady's Preachers," so called, breaking in, set every one's sword against his brother. Some of them revive a little; but I doubt whether they will ever recover their first love. July, 1780. JOURNAL. 187 Sir William Anderson, the Rector, having sent an express order to his Curate, he did not dare to gainsay. So at ten I began reading Prayers to such a congregation as I apprehend hardly ever assembled in this church before. I preached on Luke viii. 18, part of the Second Lesson. Not a breath was heard; all was still "as summer's moontide air;" and I believe our Lord then sowed seed in many hearts, which will bring forth fruit to perfection. After dinner I preached at Westwood-side. The high wind was a little troublesome; but the people regarded it not. We concluded the day with one of the most solemn love-feasts I have known for many years. Finningley church was well filled in the even ing; and many seemed much affected. Tuesday, 27. I preached at Doncaster about noon, and to a larger congrega tion at Rotherham in the evening. Wednesday, 28. I went to Sheffield: But the House was not ready; so I preached in the Square.

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6. The Room at five, according to custom, was fille." from end to end. I have not spent a whole day in Leicester for these fifty-two years: Surely I shall before I die. This night we spent in Northampton; then went on to London. We had a full congregation at the new chapel, and found God had not forgotten to be gracious. In the following days I read over, with a few of our Preachers, the large Minutes of the Conference, and considered all the articles, one by one, to see whether any should be omitted or altered. Sunday, 16, was a day of much refreshment and strong consolation to many, who are persuaded that God will revive his work, and bind up the waste places. Monday, 17. My brother and I set out for Bath. I preached at Reading in the evening. On Tuesday evening I preached at Rainsbury Park. On Wednesday, we reached Bath. A year ago, there was such an awakening here as never had been from the beginning; and, in consequence of it, a swift and large increase of the society. Just then Mr. M'Nab, quarrel ling with Mr. Smyth, threw wildfire among the people, and occasioned anger, jealousies, judging each other, backbiting and tale-bearing without end; and, in spite of all the pains which have been taken, the wound is not healed to this day. Both my brother and I now talked to as many as we could, and endeavoured to calm and soften their spirits; and on Friday and Saturday I spoke severally to all the members of the society that could attend. On Friday evening, both in the preaching, and at the meeting of the society, the power of God was again present to heal; as also on Saturday, both morning and evening: And a few are added to the society. I preached (after reading Prayers) at ten, at half hour past two, and in the evening. Very many heard; I hope Aug. 1780. JOURNAL. 189 some felt what was spoken. We have sown : O may God give the increase ! I went on to Bristol. While I was at Bath, I narrowly observed and considered the celebrated Cartoons; the three first in particular. What a poor designer was one of the finest painters in the world ! 1.

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Just. God applied his word with power: More especially at the Sept. 1780. JOURNAL. 191 meeting of the society, when all our hearts were as melting wax. Friday, 25. I preached in the market-place at St. Ives, to most of the inhabitants of the town. Here is no opposer now. Rich and poor see, and very many feel, the truth. I now looked over a volume of Mr. K-'s Essays. He is a lively writer, of middling understanding. But I cannot admire his style at all. It is prim, affected, and highly Frenchified. I object to the beginning so many sentences with participles. This does well in French, but not in English. I cannot admire his judgment in many particulars. To instance in one or two: He depresses Cowley beyond all reason; who was far from being a mean poet. Full as unreasonably does he depress modern eloquence. I believe I have heard speakers at Oxford, to say nothing of Westminster, who were not inferior to either Demosthenes or Cicero. We had our Quarterly Meeting at Redruth, where all was love and harmony. Sunday, 27. It was sup posed, twenty thousand people were assembled at the amphi theatre in Gwennap. And yet all, I was informed, could hear distinctly, in the fair, calm evening. I preached at Wadebridge and Port-Isaac ; Tues day, 29, at Camelford and Launceston. Hence we hastened toward Bristol, by way of Wells; where (the weather being intensely hot, so that we could not well bear the Room) I preached on the shady side of the market-place, on, "By grace are ye saved, through faith." As I was concluding, a Serjeant of Militia brought a drum. But he was a little too late. I pronounced the blessing, and quietly walked away. I know not that ever I felt it hotter in Georgia than it was here this afternoon. Sun. SEPTEMBER 3. I preached three times at Bath; and, I believe, not without a blessing. Wednesday, 6. I preached at Paulton. The flame, kindled last year, still continues to burn here: And, (what is strange,) though so many have set their hand to the plough, there are none that look back. In all the number, I do not find so much as one backslider. -I spent an hour with the children, the most diffi cult part of our work.

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I walked over to Wilton, and preached to a very serious congregation in the new preaching-house. I found at Sarum the fruit of Captain Webb's preaching: Some were awakened, and one perfected in love. Yet I was a little surprised at the remark of some of our eldest brethren, that they had never heard Perfection preached before. The preaching-house at Whitchurch, though much enlarged, could not contain the congregation in the evening. Some genteel people were inclined to smile at first ; but their mirth was quickly over. The awe of God fell upon the whole Nov. 1780. JOURNAL. 193 congregation, and many "rejoiced unto him with reverence." Saturday, 7. I returned from Portsmouth to London. I went to Tunbridge-Wells, and preached to a serious congregation, on Rev. xx. 12. Tuesday, 17. I came back to Sevenoaks, and in the afternoon walked over to the Duke of Dorset's seat. The park is the pleasantest I ever saw ; the trees are so elegantly disposed. The house, which is at least two hundred years old, is immensely large. It consists of two squares, considerably bigger than the two Quadrangles in Lincoln College. I believe we were shown above thirty rooms, beside the hall, the chapels, and three galleries. The pictures are innumerable; I think, four times as many as in the Castle at Blenheim. Into one of the galleries opens the King's bed-chamber, ornamented above all the rest. The bed-curtains are cloth-of-gold; and so richly wrought, that it requires some strength to draw them. The tables, the chairs, the frames of the looking-glasses, are all plated over with silver. The tapestry, representing the whole history of Nebuchadnezzar, is as fresh as if newly woven. But the bed-curtains are exceeding dirty, and look more like copper than gold. The silver on the tables, chairs, and glass, looks as dull as lead. And, to complete all, King Nebuchadnezzar among the beasts, together with his eagle's claws, has a large crown upon his head, and is clothed in scarlet and gold. I visited, for a few days, the societies in Northamptonshire. Monday, 30. I went to High-Wycomb, where the new preaching-house was well filled in the evening. Tuesday, 31.

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Tuesday, 31. We had such a congregation at noon in Oxford as I never saw there before ; and, what I regarded more than their number, was their seriousness: Even the young gentle men behaved well; nor could I observe one smiling counte nance, although I closely applied these words, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." Sun. November 5. I preached at the new chapel, on Luke ix. 55: "Ye know not what manner of spirit ye are of;" and showed, that, supposing the Papists to be heretics, schismatics, wicked men, enemies to us, and to our Church and nation; yet we ought not to persecute, to kill, hurt, or grieve them, but barely to prevent their doing hurt. In the ensuing week I finished visiting the classes, and had 194 REv. J. Wesley's Dec. 1780. the satisfaction to find that the society isconsiderably increased, both in number and strength, since the Conference. -I went on to Chatham, and finding the society groaning under a large debt, advised them to open a weekly sub scription. The same advice I gave to the society at Sheerness. This advice they all cheerfully followed, and with good effect. On Friday, 24, we agreed to follow the same example at London; and in one year we paid off one thousand four hundred pounds. I went to Bedford, and preached in the evening. Tuesday, 28. I preached at St. Neot's. Wednesday, 29. At ten I preached in Godmanchester; and about six in the new House at Huntingdom. I have seldom seen a new congregation behave with such seriousness. Thursday, 30. I came to Luton, and found that child of sorrow and pain, Mrs. Cole, was gone to rest. For many years she had not known an hour's ease; but she died in full, joyous peace. And how little does she regret all that is past, now the days of her mourning are ended ! Mon. DECEMBER. 4. I visited the eastern societies in Kent, and on Friday returned to London. Sunday, 10. I began reading and explaining to the society, the large Minutes of the Conference. I desire to do all things openly and above-board. I would have all the world, and especially all of our society, see not only all the steps we take, but the reasons why wetake them. Sat.

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Tuesday, 13. I was desired to preach that evening, on, "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God that worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure." Even the Calvinists were satisfied for the present; and readily acknowledged that we did not ascribe our salvation to our own works, but to the grace of God. To awaken, if possible, the careless ones at Loddon, at two in the afternoon, I opened and enforced those awful words, "Where their worm dieth mot, and the fire is not quenched." In the evening, I applied those gracious words, "All things are ready; come unto the marriage." After spending Thursday and Friday with the affectionate people at Lowestoft, on Saturday I returned to Norwich. Here I found about fifty missing out of the two hundred and sixteen whom I left in the society a year ago. Such fickleness I have not found any where else in the kingdom; no, nor even in Ireland. The chapel was full enough, both in the after noon and the evening. I declared to them the whole counsel of God, and on Monday returned to London. Wednesday, 21, being the National Fast, I preached in the new chapel in the morning, and atWest-Street in theafternoon. At this, as well as the two last Public Fasts, all places of public worship were crowded: All shops were shut up; all was quietin the streets, and seriousness seemed to spreadthrough the whole city. And one may hope even this outward acknowledgment of God is in a measure acceptable to him. -My brother, Mr. Richardson, and Mr. Bucking March, 1781. JOURNAL 197 ham being ill, I went through the Service at Spitalfields alone. The congregation was much larger than usual; but my strength was as my day, both here, the new chapel, and afterwards at St. Antholin's church: The Service lasted till near nine; but I was no more tired than at nine in the morning. Fri. MARCH 2. We had our General Quarterly Meeting, and found the money subscribed this year for the payment of the public debt was between fourteen and fifteen hundred pounds. At eight in the evening I took coach for Bristol, with Mr. Rankin and two other friends. We drove with two horses as far as Reading.

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Monday, 26. I preached at noon in Mr. Barker's large parlour, at Congreve, near Penkridge. Many stood in the next room, and many in the garden, near the windows: And I believe all could hear. I brought strange things to the ears of those that had been used to softer doctrines. And I believe not in vain. They seemed to receive the truth in the love thereof. In the evening I preached at Newcastle-under-Lyne. Mr. Scott and two or three of his Preachers were present. They have lately begun to preach both here and at Burslem. If they would go and break up fresh ground, we should rejoice; out we cannot commend them for breaking in upon our labours, after we have borne the burden and heat of the day. I went a little out of my way in order to open the new preaching-house at Shrewsbury. I did not so much wonder at the largeness, as at the seriousness, of the congre gation. So still and deeply attentive a congregation I did not expect to see here. How apt are we to forget that important truth, that "all things are possible with God!" I returned to Burslem. How is the whole face of this country changed in about twenty years' Since the potteries were introduced, inhabitants have continually flowed in from every side. Hence the wilderness is literally become a fruitful field. Houses, villages, towns have sprung up. And the country is not more improved than the people. The word of God has had free course among them. Sinners are daily awakened and converted to God; and believers grow in the knowledge of Christ. In the evening the House was filled with people, and with the presence of God. This constrained me to extend the service a good deal longer than I am accustomed to do. Likewise at the meeting of the society, many were filled with strong consolation. After preaching at Congleton, Macclesfield, and Stockport, in my way, on Friday, 30, I opened the new chapel at Manchester, about the size of that in London. The whole April, 1781. JOURNAL. 199 congregation behaved with the utmost seriousness. I trust much good will be done in this place. Sun. APRIL 1-I began reading Prayers at ten o'clock. Our country friends flocked in from all sides.

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Our country friends flocked in from all sides. At the Communion was such a sight as I am persuaded was never seen at Manchester before: Eleven or twelve hundred communicants at once; and all of them fearing God. −1 took a solemn leave of our affectionate friends here, and went on to Bolton. The society here are true, original Methodists. They are not conformed to the world, either in its maxims, its spirit, or its fashions; but are simple followers of the Lamb : Consequently they increase both in grace and number. I went over to Wigan, and preached a funeral sermon for Betty Brown, one of the first members of this society; one of whom, John Layland, gave me the following artless account of her: "She met with us in a class about twenty years, even to the Sunday before her death, which was on Friday, March 2. Going to market that day in good health, she returned (as she often did) without her husband, ate her supper, and went to bed. About midnight, he came, and found her body; but the spirit was fled ! Her love for God, for his cause, and for her brethren and sisters, was truly remarkable. So was her pity for backsliders. At home and abroad she was continually intent on one thing. We cannot forget her tears and prayers, which we doubt not the Lord hath heard. "A little before her death, sitting with my sisters, she seemed in deep thought, and broke out , 'I will go to God!' One of them being surprised, said, 'Pray, Betty, what do you mean?" She only replied, 'I will go to God." So that, if I think right, she was the beloved of God, the delight of his children, a dread to wicked men, and a torment to devils." -I went to Chester. The House was well filled with deeply attentive hearers. I perceived God had exceedingly blessed the labours of Jonathan Hern and William Boothby. The congregations were much larger than they used to be. The society was increased; and they were not only agreed among themselves, but in peace with all round about them. I went to Alpraham, and preached the funeral sermon of good old sister Cawley. She has been indeed a mother in Israel; a pattern of all good works. Saturday, 7.

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High and low, rich and poor, flocked together from all parts of the city; and truly God spoke in his word; so that I believe most of them were almost persuaded to be Christians. Were it only for this hour alone, the pains of coming to Worcester would have been well bestowed. −Being informed it was fifty miles to Brecknock, we set out early : But, on trial, we found they were computed miles. However, taking fresh horses at the Hay, I just reached it in time, finding a large company waiting. Wednesday, 25. I set out for Carmarthen. But Joseph Bradford was so ill, that, after going six miles, I left him at a friend's house, and went only myself. I came in good time to Carmarthen, and enforced those solemn words on a serious congregation, "Now he commandeth all men everywhere to repent." I went on to Pembroke, and in the evening preached in the Town-Hall. Friday, 27. I preached at Jeffer son, seven miles from Pembroke, to a large congregation of honest colliers. In the evening I preached in Pembroke Town Hall again, to an elegant congregation; and afterwards met the 202 REv. J. W. Esley's May, 1781. society, reduced to a fourth part of its ancient number. But as they are now all in peace and love with each other, I trust they will increase again. Saturday, 28. We had, in the evening, the most solemn opportunity which I have had since we came into Wales: And the society seemed all alive, and resolved to be altogether Christians. At seven I preached in the Room, on, "Lazarus, come forth; " and about ten, began at St. Daniel's. The church was filled as usual; and the Second Lesson gave me a suitable text, "Almost thou persuadest me to be a Christian." I applied the words as closely as possible; and I doubt not, some were more than almost persuaded. In the evening I preached at Haverfordwest, to the liveliest congregation I have seen in Wales. I met about fifty children; such a company as I have not seen for many years. Miss Warren loves them, and they love her. She has taken true pains with them, and her labour has not been in vain.

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She has taken true pains with them, and her labour has not been in vain. Several of them are much awakened; and the behaviour of all is so composed, that they are a pattern to the whole congregation. Tues. MAY 1.-I rode to St. David's, seventeen measured miles from Haverford. I was surprised to find all the land, for the last nine or ten miles, so fruitful and well cultivated. What a difference is there between the westernmost parts of England, and the westernmost parts of Wales The former (the west of Cornwall) so barren and wild; the latter, so fruitful and well improved. But the town itself is a melancholy spectacle. I saw but one tolerable good house in it. The rest were misera ble huts indeed. I do not remember so mean a town even in Ireland. The cathedral has been a large and stately fabric, far superior to any other in Wales. But a great part of it is fallen down already; and the rest is hastening into ruin: One blessed fruit (among many) of Bishops residing at a distance from their See. Here are the tombs and effigies of many ancient worthies: Owen Tudor in particular. But the zealous Cromwellians broke off their noses, hands, and feet; and defaced them as much as possible. But what had the Tudors dome to them? Why, they were progenitors of Kings. -About ten I preached at Spittal, a large village about six miles from Haverford. Thence we went to Tracoon, and spent a few hours in that lovely retirement, buried from all May, 1781. JOURNAL. 203 the world, in the depth of woods and mountains. Friday, 4. About eleven I preached in Newport church, and again at four in the evening. Saturday, 5. I returned to Haverford. I preached in St. Thomas's church, on, "We preach Christ crucified." It was a stumbling-block to some of the hearers. So the Scripture is fulfilled. But I had amends when I met the society in the evening. About ten I preached near the market-place in Nerbeth, a large town ten miles east from Haverford. Abun dance of people flocked together. And they were all still as might. In the evening I preached to an equally attentive congregation at Carmarthen. I had a large congregation at Llanelly and at Swansea.

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8. I had a large congregation at Llanelly and at Swansea. Some months since, there were abundance of hearers at Neath : But, on a sudden, one lying tongue set the society on fire, till almost half of them were scattered away. But as all, offended, or not offended, were at the Town-Hall, I took the opportunity of strongly enforcing the Apostle's words, "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil-speaking, be put away from you, with all malice." I believe God sealed his word on many hearts; and we shall have better days at Neath. About three I preached in the church near Bridge-End, and at six in the Town-Hall at Cowbridge. Thursday, 10. I preached in our Room about ten, on, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." May God deliver us from this evil disease, which eats out all the heart of religion In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall, at Cardiff: But the congregation was almost wholly new. The far greater part of the old society, Ann Jenkins, Thomas Glascot, Arthur Price, Jane Haswell, Nancy Newell, and a long train, are gone hence, and are no more seen. And how few are followers of them, as they were of Christ Mon, 14. Before I reached Monmouth, one met and informed me, that Mr. C., a Justice of the Peace, one of the greatest men in the town, desired I would take a bed at his house. Of consequence, all the rabble of the town were as quiet as lambs; and we had a comfortable opportunity both night and morning. Surely this is the Lord's doing ! -We went through miserable roads to Worcester. Wednesday, 16. About ten I preached in the large meeting 204 REv. J. W.H.S LEY's May, 1781. at Kidderminster, to a numerous congregation. With much difficulty we reached Salop in the evening, and found the people waiting. There has been no tumult since the new House was built. So far God has helped us. I preached at Whitchurch and Nantwich; Fri day, 18, at eleven, in the chapel near Northwich ; and in the evening at Manchester. Sunday, 20. I found much enlarge ment in applying to a numerous congregation the lovely account given by St. James of "pure religion and undefiled." In the afternoon, I preached a funeral sermon for Mary Charlton, an Israelite indeed.

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Before dinner, we took a walk in a garden near the town, wherein any of the inhabitants of it may walk. It is wonder fully pleasant; yet not so pleasant as the gardens of the Nunnery, (so it is still called,) which are not far from it. These are delightfully laid out, and yield to few places of the size in England. At six I preached in the market-place, to a large congregation; all of whom, except a few children, and two or three giddy young women, were seriously attentive. Sat. JUNE 2.-I rode to Castleton, through a pleasant and (now) well-cultivated country. At six I preached in the market-place, to most of the inhabitants of the town, on, "One thing is needful." I believe the word carried convic tion into the hearts of nearly all that heard it. Afterwards I walked to the house of one of our English friends, about two miles from the town. All the day I observed, wherever I was, one circumstance that surprised me: In England we generally hear the birds singing morning and evening; but here thrushes, and various other kinds of birds, were singing all day long. They did not intermit, even during the noon-day heat, where they had a few trees to shade them. JUNE 3.−(Being Whit-Sunday.) I preached in the market-place again about nine, to a still larger congregation than before, on, "I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ." How few of the genteel hearers could say so About four in the afternoon, I preached at Barewle, on the mountains, to a larger congregation than that in the morning. The rain began soon after I began preaching; but ceased in a few minutes. I preached on, "They were all filled with the Holy Ghost;" and showed in what sense this belongs to us and to our children. Between six and seven I preached on the sea-shore at Peel, to the largest congregation I have seen in the island: Even the society nearly filled the House. I soon found what spirit they were of Hardly in England (unless perhaps at Bolton) have I found so plain, so earnest, so simple a people. We had such a congregation at five, as might have been expected on a Sunday evening. We then rode through and over the mountains to Beergarrow; where I enforced, on 206 Rev. J.

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J. Wesley's June, 1781. an artless, loving congregation, "If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drink." A few miles from thence, we came to Bishop's Court, where good Bishop Wilson resided near threescore years. There is something venerable, though not magnificent, in the ancient palace; and it is undoubtedly situated in one of the pleasantest spots of the whole island. At six in the evening I preached at Balleugh ; but the preaching-house would not contain one half of the congrega tion; of which the Vicar, Mr. Gilling, with his wife, sister, and daughter, were a part. He invited me to take a breakfast with him in the morning, Tuesday, 5; which I willingly did. He read family-prayers before breakfast, in a very serious manner. After spending a little time very agreeably, I went on to Kirk-Andrews. Here also I was obliged to preach in the open air; the rain being suspended till I had done. In the afternoon we rode through a pleasant and fruitful country, to Ramsay, about as large as Peel, and more regularly built. The rain was again suspended while I preached to well nigh all the town; but I saw no inattentive hearers. We had many of them again at five, and they were all attention. This was the place where the Preachers had little hope of doing good. I trust they will be happily disappointed. This morning we rode through the most woody, and far the pleasantest, part of the island; a range of fruitful land, lying at the foot of the mountains, from Ramsay, through Sulby, to Kirkmichael. Here we stopped to look at the plain tomb-stones of those two good men, Bishop Wilson and Bishop Hildesley; whose remains are deposited, side by side, at the east end of the church. We had scarce reached Peel before the rain increased; but here the preaching-house contained all that could come. Afterwards, Mr. Crook desired me to meet the singers. I was agreeably surprised. I have not heard better singing either at Bristol or London. Many, both men and women, have admirable voices; and they sing with good judgment. Who would have expected this in the Isle of Man? I met our little body of Preachers. They were two-and-twenty in all. I never saw in England so many stout, well-looking Preachers together.

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12. The calm continuing, I read over Mr. Pennant's "Tour through Scotland." How amazingly different from Dr. Johnson's He is doubtless a man both of sense and learning. Why has he then bad English in almost every page? No man should be above writing correctly. Having several passengers on board, I offered to give them a sermon; which they willingly accepted. And all behaved 208 REv. J. W. Es LEY's June, 1781. with the utmost decency, while I showed, "His commandments are not grievous." Soon after, a little breeze sprung up, which, early in the morning, brought us to Whitehaven. I had a design to preach at noon in the Town Hall at Cockermouth; but Mr. Lothian offering me his meeting-house, which was far more convenient, I willingly accepted his offer. By this means I had a much more numerous audience ; most of whom behaved well. At seven I preached at Mr. Whyte's, in Ballantyne; a little village four miles from Cockermouth. Many assembled here who had hardly seen or heard a Methodist before. I believe some of them did not hear in vain. After this, I saw Mr. Whyte no more. God soon called him into a better world. Friday, 15. In the evening I preached in the Town-Hall, at Carlisle; and on Saturday, 16, reached Newcastle. In the morning I preached at the Ballast-Hills; in the afternoon, at Gateshead ; and at five, at the Garth Heads. To-day I heard a remark at All-Saints' church, which I never read or heard before, in confirmation of that assertion of Abraham, "If they hear not Moses and the Prophets:" "The thing has been tried. One did rise from the dead, in the sight of a multitude of people. The namesake of this Lazarus rose from the dead. The very Pharisees could not deny it. Yet who of them that believed not Moses and the Prophets was thereby persuaded to repent?" -I went over to Sunderland; and preached evening and morning to a lovely congregation. Thursday, 21. I read Prayers and preached in Monkwearmouth church; and Friday, 22, returned to Newcastle. I went overto Hexham, and preached in themarket place to a numerous congregation, on, "I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God." None were rude or uncivil in any respect; and very few were inattentive. Sunday, 24.

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But I cannot admire, First, His intolerable prolixity in this history, as well as his "History of Charles the Fifth." He promises eight books of the History of America, and fills four of them with critical dissertations. True, the dissertations are sensible, but they have lost their way; they are not history: And they are swelled beyond all proportion; doubtless, for the benefit of the author and the bookseller, rather than the reader. I cannot admire, Secondly, A Christian Divine writing a history, with so very little of Christianity in it. Nay, he seems studiously to avoid saying any thing which might imply that he believes the Bible. I can still less admire, Thirdly, His speaking so honourably of a professed Infidel; yea, and referring to his masterpiece of Infidelity, "Sketches of the History of Man;" as artful, as unfair, as disingenuous a book, as even Toland's "Nazarenus." Least of all can I admire, Fourthly, His copying after Dr. Hawkesworth, (who once professed better things,) in totally excluding the Creator from governing the world. Was it not enough, never to mention the Providence of God, where there was the fairest occasion, without saying expressly, "The for tune of Certiz," or "chance," did thus or thus? So far as fortune or chance governs the world, God has no place in it. The poor American, though not pretending to be a Christian, July, 1781. JOURNAL. 211 knew better than this. When the Indian was asked, "Why do you think the beloved ones take care of you?" he answered, "When I was in the battle, the bullet went on this side, and on that side; and this man died, and that man died; and I am alive So I know, the beloved ones take care of me." It is true, the doctrine of a particular Providence (and any but a particular Providence is no Providence at all) is absolutely out of fashion in England: And a prudent author might write this to gain the favour of his gentle readers. Yet I will not say, this is real prudence; because he may lose hereby more than he gains; as the majority, even of Britons, to this day, retain some sort of respect for the Bible.

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Tuesday, 21. I went on to Bristol; and after resting a day, on Thursday, 23, set out for Cornwall. Finding, after breakfast, that I was within a mile of my old friend, G. S.-, I walked over, and spent an hour with him. He is all-original still, like no man in the world, either in sentiments or any thing about him. But perhaps if I had his immense fortune, I might be as great an oddity as he. 214 REv. J. Wesley's Aug. 1781. About six in the evening I preached at Taunton, to a numerous congregation. I found the letters concerning Popery had much abated prejudice here. Friday, 24. I preached at Collumpton about noon, and at Exeter in the evening. Satur day, 25. I preached in the Square at Plymouth-Dock, to a quieter congregation than usual. Sunday, 26. Between one and two, I began in the new House in Plymouth. The large congregation was all attention; and there seemed reason to hope that even here we shall find some fruit of our labour. In the evening I preached again in the Square, on the story of the Pharisee and Publican, to such a congregation, for number and seriousness together, as I never saw there before. I was desired to preach at Trenuth at noon, a little way (they said) out of the road. The little way proved six or seven miles, through a road ready to break our wheels in pieces. However, I just reached St. Austle time enough to preach; and God greatly comforted the hearts of his people. -Between nine and ten we had such a storm of rain, as I do not remember to have seen in Europe before. It seemed ready to beat in the windows of the chaise, and in three minutes drenched our horsemen from head to foot. We reached Truro, however, at the appointed time. I have not for many years seen a congregation so universally affected. One would have imagined, every one that was present had a desire to save his soul. In the evening I preached in the High-street at Helstone. I scarce know a town in the whole county which is so totally changed ; not a spark of that bitter enmity to the Methodists, in which the people here for many years gloried above their fellows.

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I scarce know a town in the whole county which is so totally changed ; not a spark of that bitter enmity to the Methodists, in which the people here for many years gloried above their fellows. Going through Marazion, I was told that a large congrega tion was waiting: So I stepped out of my chaise, and began immediately; and we had a gracious shower. Some were cut to the heart; but more rejoiced with joy unspeakable. In the evening I preached in the market-place at Penzance. I designed afterwards to meet the society; but the people were so eager to hear all they could, that they quickly filled the House from end to end. This is another of the towns wherein the whole stream of the people is turned, as it were, from east to west. We had a happy season, both at St. Just on Thursday evening, and in the market-place at St. Ives on Friday. Sept. 1781. JOURNAL. , 215 Saturday, SEPTEMBER 1. I made an end of that curious book, Dr. Parson's "Remains of Japhet." The very ingenious author has struck much light into some of the darkest parts of ancient history; and although I cannot entirely subscribe to every proposition which he advances, yet I apprehend he has sufficiently proved the main of his hypothesis; namely,- 1. That, after the flood, Shem and his descendants peopled the greatest parts of Asia. 2. That Ham and his children peopled Africa. 3. That Europe was peopled by the two sons of Japhet, Gomer and Magog; the southern and south western by Gomer and his children; and the north and the north-western by the children of Magog. 4. That the former were called Gomerians, Cimmerians, Cimbrians, and after wards Celtiae, Galatae, and Gauls; the latter were called by the general name of Scythians, Scuiti, Scots. 5. That the Gomerians spread swiftly through the north of Europe, as far as the Cimbrian Chersonesus, (including Sweden, Denmark, Norway, and divers other countries,) and then into Ireland, where they multiplied very early into a considerable nation. 6. That some ages after, another part of them who had first settled in Spain, sailed to Ireland, under Milea, or Milesius; and, conquering the first inhabitants, took possession of the land. 7.

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7. That about the same time the Gomerians came to Ireland, the Magogians, or Scythians, came to Britain; so early that both still spoke the same language, and well under stood each other. 8. That the Irish, spoke by the Gomerians, and the Welsh, spoke by the Magogians, are one and the same language, expressed by the same seventeen letters, which were long after brought by a Gomerian Prince into Greece. 9. That all the languages of Europe, Greek and Latin in particular, are derived from this. 10. That the antediluvian language, spoken by all till after the flood, and then continued in the family of Shem, was Hebrew; and from this (the Hebrew) tongue many of the Eastern languages are derived. The foregoing particulars this fine writer has made highly probable. And these may be admitted, though we do not agree to his vehement panegyric on the Irish language; much less, receive all the stories told by the Irish Poets, or Chroniclers, as genuine, authentic history. At eleven I preached in Camborne Church-town; and I believe the hearts of all the people were bowed down before the 216 REv. J. Wesley's. Sept. 1781 Lord. After the Quarterly Meeting in Redruth, I preached in the market-place, on the first principle, "Ye are saved through faith." It is also the last point; and it connects the first point of religion with the last. -About five in the evening I preached at Gwennap. I believe two or three and twenty thousand were present; and I believe God enabled me so to speak, that even those who stood farthest off could hear distinctly. I think this is my me plus ultra. I shall scarce see a larger congregation, till we meet in the air. After preaching at Bodmin, Launceston, Tiverton, and Halberton, on Wednesday, 5, about noon, I preached at Taunton. I believe it my duty to relate here what some will esteem a most notable instance of enthusiasm. Be it so or not, I aver the plain fact. In an hour after we left Taunton, one of the chaise-horses was on a sudden so lame, that he could hardly set his foot to the ground. It being impossible to procure any human help, I knew of no remedy but prayer. Immediately the lameness was gone, and he went just as he did before.

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I opened the new preaching-house just finished at Newport in the Isle of Wight. After preaching, I explained the nature of a Methodist society; of which few had before the least conception. Friday, 12. I came to London, and was informed that my wife died on Monday. This evening she was buried, though I was not informed of it till a day or two after. I set out for Oxfordshire, and spent five days with much satisfaction among the societies. I found no offences among them at all, but they appeared to walk in love. On Friday, 19, I returned to London. About ten at night we set out for Norwich, and came thither about noon on Monday. Finding the people loving and peaceable, I spent a day or two with much satisfaction; and on Wednesday, went on to Yarmouth. There is a prospect of good here also, the two grand hinderers having taken themselves away. At Lowestoft I found much life and much love. On Friday I preached at Loddon, and on Saturday returned to Norwich. I preached at Bear-Street to a large congregation, most of whom had never seen my face before. At half an hour after two, and at five, I preached to our usual congregation; and the next morning commended them to the grace of God. I went to Fakenham, and in the evening preached in the Room, built by Miss Franklin, now Mrs. Parker. I believe most of the town were present. Tuesday, 30. I went to Wells, a considerable sea-port, twelve miles from Fakenham, where also Miss Franklin had opened a door, by preaching abroad, though at the peril of her life. She was followed by a young woman of the town, with whom I talked Dec. 1781. JOURNAL. 219 largely, and found her very sensible, and much devoted to God. From her I learnt that till the Methodists came, they had none but female Teachers in this country; and that there were six of these within ten or twelve miles, all of whom were members of the Church of England. I preached about ten in a small, meat preaching-house; and all but two or three were very attentive. Here are a few who appear to be in great earnest. And if so, they will surely increase.

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And if so, they will surely increase. At two in the afternoon I preached at Walsingham, a place famous for many generations. Afterwards I walked over what is left of the famous Abbey, the east end of which is still standing. We then went to the Friary; the cloisters and chapel whereof are almost entire. Had there been a grain of virtue or public spirit in Henry the Eighth, these noble buildings need not have run to ruin.- -I went to Lynn, and preached in the evening to a very genteel congregation. I spoke more strongly than I am accustomed to do, and hope they were not all sermon-proof. Friday, NoveMBER 2. I returned to London. I began visiting the classes, and found a consider able increase in the society. This I impute chiefly to a small company of young persons, who have kept a prayer-meeting at five every morning. In the following week I visited most of the country societies, and found them increasing rather than decreasing. Sunday, 18. I preached at St. John's, Wapping; and God was present both to wound and heal. Monday, 19. Travelling all night, I breakfasted at Towcester, and preached there in the evening and the following morning. Tuesday, 20. We had a pleasant walk to Whittlebury. This is still the loveliest congregation, as well as the liveliest society, in the Circuit. Thursday, 22. We had a large congregation at Northampton. On Friday I returned to London. I took a little tour through Sussex; and Wednes day, 28, I preached at Tunbridge-Wells, in the large Presby terian meeting-house, to a well-dressed audience, and yet deeply serious. On Thursday I preached at Sevenoaks. Friday, 30. I went on to Shoreham, to see the venerable old man. He is in his eighty-ninth year, and has nearly lost his sight: But he has not lost his understanding, nor even his memory; and is full of faith and love. On Saturday I returned to London. Sunday, DEcEMBER 2-I preached at St. Swithin's church 220 REv. J. Wesley's Jan. 1782. in the even, ng. About eight I took coach, and reached St. Neot's in the morning. I preached in the evening to a larger congregation than I ever saw there before. Tuesday, 4. About nine I preached for the first time at Bugden, and in the evening at Huntingdon. Wednesday, 5. I was at Bedford.

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She is in a small room by herself, and wants nothing that is proper for her. Some time since a gentleman called, who said he came two hundred miles on purpose to inquire after her. When he saw her face, he trembled exceedingly; but all he said was, "She was born in Germany, and is not now four-and-twenty years old." 222 Rev. J. Weslev's March, 1782. In the evening I preached at Kingswood School, and after wards met the Bands. The colliers spoke without any reserve. I was greatly surprised: Not only the matter of what they spoke was rational and scriptural, but the language, yea, and the manner, were exactly proper. Who teacheth like Him? -I left our friends at Bristol with satisfaction ; having been much refreshed among them. In the evening and the next day, I preached at Stroud; Wednesday, 20, at Gloucester, Tewkesbury, and Worcester. About two in the morning we had such a storm as I never remember. Before it began, our chamber-door clattered to and fro exceedingly: So it sounded to us; although, in fact, it did not move at all. I then distinctly heard the door open, and, having a light, rose and went to it; but it was fast shut. Meantime the window was wide open: I shut it, and went to sleep again. So deep a snow fell in the night, that we were afraid the roads would be impassable. However, we set out in the afternoon, and made shift to get to Kidderminster. We had a large congregation in the evening, though it was intensely cold; and another at seven in the morning, Saturday, 23; and all of them were deeply serious. It was with a good deal of difficulty we got to Bridgenorth, much of the road being blocked up with snow. In the afternoon we had another kind of difficulty: The roads were so rough and so deep, that we were in danger, every now and then, of leaving our wheels behind us. But, by adding two horses to my own, at length we got safe to Madeley. Both Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher complained, that, after all the pains they had taken, they could not prevail on the people to join in society, no nor even to meet in a class.

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We joined in prayer that God would fulfil his word, and give his beloved sleep. Presently the swelling, the soreness, the pain, were gone; and he had a good night's rest. As we rode to Keighley, the north-east wind was scarce supportable; the frost being exceeding sharp, and all the mountains covered with snow. Sunday, 28. Bingley church was hot, but the heat was very supportable, both in the morning and afternoon. Monday, 29. I preached at Skipton-in-Craven, at Grassington, and at Pateley-Bridge. Tuesday, 30. I found May, l782. Journ AL. 227 Miss Ritchie, at Otley, still hovering between life and death. Thursday, MAY 2. I met the select society; all but two retaining the pure love of God, which some of them received near thirty years ago. On Saturday evening I preached to an earnest congregation at Yeadon. The same congregation was present in the morning, together with an army of little children; full as numerous, and almost as loving, as those that surrounded us at Oldham. One of my horses having been so thoroughly lamed at Otley, that he died in three or four days, I pur chased another: But as it was his way to stand still when he pleased, I set out as soon as possible. When we had gone three miles, the chaise stuck fast. I walked for about a mile, and then borrowed a horse, which brought me to Birstal before the Prayers were ended. I preached on those words in the Gospel, "Do ye now believe?" which gave me an opportunity of speaking strong words, both to believers and unbelievers. In the evening I preached at Leeds, on St. James's beautiful description of pure religion and undefiled: "To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world."- I preached at Wakefield in the evening. Such attention sat on every face, that it seemed as if every one in the congregation was on the brink of believing. Friday, 10. I preached at Sheffield; Saturday, 11, about noon, at Don caster; and in the evening at Epworth. I found the accounts I had received of the work of God here, were not at all exag gerated.

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I spoke strong words in the evening, concerning judgment to come: And some seemed to awake out of sleep. But how shall they keep awake, unless they "that fear the Lord speak often one to another?" As I was coming down stairs, the carpet slipped from under my feet, which, I know not how, turned me round, and pitched me back, with my head foremost, for six or seven stairs. It was impossible to recover myself till I came to the bottom. My head rebounded once or twice, from the edge of the stone stairs. But it felt to me exactly as if I had fallen on a cushion or a pillow. Dr. Douglas ran out, sufficiently affrighted. But he needed not. For I rose as well as ever; having received no damage, but the loss of a little skin from one or two of my fingers. Doth not God give his angels charge over us, to keep us in all our ways? In the evening, and on Sunday, 16, I preached at Alnwick. Monday, 17. I preached at Rothbury in the Forest; for merly a nest of banditti; now as quiet a place as any in the county. About one I preached at Saugh-House, a lone house, twelve miles from Rothbury. Though it was sultry hot, the people flocked from all sides: And it was a season of refreshment to many. In the evening I went to Hexham, and preached near the old Priory, to an immense multitude. Very many were present again in the morning, and seemed to drink in every word that was spoken. After preaching about one at Prudhoe, I went Cn Newcastle.r Wednesday, 19, and the following days, I examined the July, 1782. JOURNAL, 231 society. I found them increased in grace, though not in number. I think four in five, at least, were alive to God. To quicken them more, I divided all the classes anew, accord ing to their places of abode. Another thing I observed, the congregations were larger, morning and evening, than any I have seen these twenty years. I preached about eight at Gateshead-Fell; about noon at Burnup-Field; and at the Garth-Heads in the evening. My strength was as my day. I was no more tired at night, than when I rose in the morning. Mon.

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I came to Darlington just in time; for a great stumbling-block had lately occurred. But my coming gave the people a newer thing to talk of. So I trust the new thing will soon be forgotten. -I preached at Thirsk; Thursday, 27, at York. Friday, 28. I entered into my eightieth year; but, blessed be God, my time is not "labour and sorrow." I find no more pain or bodily infirmities than at five-and-twenty. This I still impute, 1. To the power of God, fitting me for what he calls me to. 2. To my still travelling four or five thousand miles a year. 3. To my sleeping, night or day, whenever I want it. 4. To my rising at a set hour. And, 5. To my con stant preaching, particularly in the morning. Saturday, 29. I went on to Leeds, and, after preaching, met the select society, consisting of about sixty members; most of whom can testify, that "the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin." Mon. JULY 1.-Coming to Sheffield, just at the time of the Quarterly Meeting, I preached on Acts is. 31 : "Then had the churches rest , and were edified; and walking in the fear of the Lord, and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost, were multiplied." This is eminently fulfilled in all these parts; at Sheffield in particular. I found a serious, as well as a numerous, con gregation at Nottingham. Thursday, 4. I preached at Derby. I trust the work of God will now prosper here also. All the jars of our brethren are at an end, and they strive together for the hope of the Gospel. I came to Birmingham, and preached once more in the old dreary preaching-house. I opened the new House at eight, and it contained the people well: But not in the evening; many were then 232 REv. J. Wesley's July, 1782. constrained to go away. In the middle of the sermon, a huge noise was heard, caused by the breaking of a bench on which some people stood. None of them was hurt; yet it occasioned a general panic at first: But in a few minutes all was quiet. Wed, 10. I read Prayers and preached in the church at Darlaston, and in the evening returned to Birmingham. Fri day, 12. I walked through Mr. Bolton's curious works.

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Bolton's curious works. He has carried every thing which he takes in hand to a high degree of perfection, and employs in the house about five hundred men, women, and children. His gardens, running along the side of a hill, are delightful indeed; having a large piece of water at the bottom, in which are two well-wooded islands. If faith and love dwell here, then there maybe happiness too. Otherwise all these beautiful things are as unsatisfactory as straws and feathers. I spent an hour in Hagley-Park; I suppose inferior to few, if any, in England. But we were straitened for time. To take a proper view of it, would require five or six hours. Afterwards I went to the Leasowes, a farm so called, four or five miles from Hagley. I never was so sur prised. I have seen nothing in all England to be compared with it. It is beautiful and elegant all over. There is no thing grand, nothing costly; no temples, so called; no statues; (except two or three, which had better have been spared;) but such walks, such shades, such hills and dales, such lawns, such artless cascades, such waving woods, with water intermixed, as exceed all imagination On the upper side, from the openings of a shady walk, is a most beautiful and extensive prospect. And all this is comprised in the compass of three miles I doubt if it be exceeded by any thing in Europe. The father of Mr. Shenstone was a gentleman-farmer, who bred him at the University, and left him a small estate. This he wholly laid out in improving the Leasowes, living in hopes of great preferment, grounded on the promises of many rich and great friends. But nothing was performed, till he died at forty-eight; probably of a broken heart! I heard a sermon in the old church, at Birming ham, which the Preacher uttered with great vehemence against these "hairbrained, itinerant enthusiasts." But he totally missed his mark; having not the least conception of the persons whom he undertook to describe. -Leaving Birmingham early in the morning, I Aug. 1782. JOURNAL. 233 preached at nine in a large school-room at Coventry. About noon I preached to a multitude of people, in the brick-yard, at Bedworth. A few of them seemed to be much affected.

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A few of them seemed to be much affected. In the evening I preached at Hinckley, one of the civilest towns I have seen. -I went on to Leicester; Thursday, 18, to Northampton; and Friday, 19, to Hinxworth, in Hertford shire. Adjoining to Miss Harvey's house is a pleasant gar den; and she has made a shady walk round the neighbour ing meadows. How gladly could I repose awhile here ! But repose is not for me in this world. In the evening many of the villagers flocked together, so that her great hall was well filled. I would fain hope, some of them received the seed in good ground, and will bring forth fruit with patience. -We reached London. All the following week the congregations were uncommonly large. Wednesday, 24. My brother and I paid our last visit to Lewisham, and spent a few pensive hours with the relict of our good friend, Mr. Blackwell. We took one more walk round the garden and meadow, which he took so much pains to improve. Upwards of forty years this has been my place of retirement, when I could spare two or three days from London. In that time, first Mrs. Sparrow went to rest; then Mrs. Dewall; then good Mrs. Blackwell; now Mr. Blackwell himself. Who can tell how soon we may follow them? -I preached at West-Street, on the ministry of angels; and many were greatly refreshed in considering the office of those spirits that continually attend on the heirs of salvation. Friday, AUGUST 2, we observed as a day of fasting and prayer for a blessing on the ensuing Conference; and I believe God clothed his word with power in an uncommon manner throughout the week; so that, were it only on this account, the Preachers, who came from all parts, found their labour was not in vain. Being obliged to leave London a little sooner than I intended, I concluded the Conference to-day; and desired all our brethren to observe it as a day of solemn thanksgiving. At three in the afternoon I took coach. About one on Wednesday morning we were informed that three high waymen were on the road before us, and had robbed all the 234 REv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1782. coaches that had passed, some of them within an hour or two.

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coaches that had passed, some of them within an hour or two. I felt no uneasiness on the account, knowing that God would take care of us. And he did so; for, before we came to the spot, all the highwaymen were taken ; so we went on unmo lested, and early in the afternoon came safe to Bristol. I set out for the west; preached at Taunton in the evening; Friday noon, at Collumpton; and in the even ing, at Exeter. Here poor Hugh Saunderson has pitched his standard, and declared open war. Part of the society have joined him; the rest go on their way quietly, to make their calling and election sure. -I was much pleased with the decent behaviour of the whole congregation at the cathedral; as also with the solemn music at the post-communion, one of the finest com positions I ever heard. The Bishop inviting me to dinner, I could not but observe, 1. The lovely situation of the palace, covered with trees, and as rural and retired as if it was quite in the country. 2. The plainness of the furniture, not costly or showy, but just fit for a Christian Bishop. 3. The dinner, sufficient, but not redundant; plain and good, but not deli cate. 4. The propriety of the company, five Clergymen and four of the Aldermen; and, 5. The genuine, unaffected courtesy of the Bishop, who, I hope, will be a blessing to his whole diocese. We set out early in the morning, Monday, 19, and in the afternoon came to Plymouth. I preached in the evening, and at five and twelve on Tuesday, purposing to preach in the Square at the Dock in the evening; but the rain pre vented. However, I did so on Wednesday evening. A little before I concluded, the Commanding Officer came into the Square with his regiment; but he immediately stopped the drums, and drew up all his men in order on the high side of the Square. They were all still as night; nor did any of them stir, till I had pronounced the blessing. -I preached at St. Austle; Friday, 23, at Truro, and in the street at Helstone. Saturday, 24. I preached in Marazion, at eleven; in the evening, at Penzance. We prayed that God would "stay the bottles of heaven;" and he heard our prayer.

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About noon I preached at Oxford. I have seen no such prospect here for many years. The congregation was large and still as night, although many gentlemen were among them. The next evening the House would not contain the congregation; yet all were quiet, even those that could not come in : And I believe God not only opened their under standings, but began a good work in some of their hearts. I preached at Witney, one of the liveliest places in the Circuit, where I always find my own soul refreshed. I saw such a garden at Oxford as I verily believe all Eng land cannot parallel. It is three-square; and, I conjecture, contains about an acre of ground: It is filled with fruit-trees of various sorts, and all excellent in their kinds. But it is odd beyond all description; superlatively whimsical. The owner has crowded together pictures, statues, urns, antiques of various kinds: For all which why should not Mr. Badcock's name, as well as Mr. Roberts's, be consigned to posterity? I preached at Thame; this evening and the next, at High-Wycomb; and on Saturday, returned to London. I preached at Tunbridge-Wells; Tuesday, 22, at Sevenoaks. Wednesday, 23. I visited the house of mourning at Shoreham, and read the strange account at first hand. Not long after his former wife died, Mr. H. paid his addresses to Miss B. He had been intimately acquainted with her for some years. By immense assiduity, and innumerable professions of the tenderest affection, he, by slow degrees, gained hers. The time of marriage was fixed: The ring was bought: The wed ding clothes were sent to her. He came one Thursday, a few days before the wedding-day, and showed the most eager affection; so he did on Saturday. He came again on the Wednesday following, sat down very carelessly on a chair, and told her with great composure, that he did not love her at all, and therefore could not think of marrying her. He talked a full hour in the same strain, and them walked away ! Her brother sent a full account of this to Miss Perronet, who read it with perfect calmness, comforted her niece, and strongly exhorted her to continue steadfast in the faith. But the grief which did not outwardly appear, preyed the more upon her 240 Rev. J. wesley's Nov. 1782.

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1782. spirits, till, three or four days after, she felt a pain in her breast, lay down, and in four minutes died. One of the ventricles of her heart burst; so she literally died of a broken heart. When old Mr. Perronet heard that his favourite child, the stay of his old age, was dead, he broke into praise and thanksgiving to God, who had "taken another of his children out of this evil world !" But Mr. H., meantime, has done nothing amiss. So both himself and his friends say ! -I returned to London, and was glad to find Mr. Edward Smyth and his family just come from Dublin. Sunday, 27. At ten I took coach; reached Norwich on Monday noon, and preached at six in the evening. I stayed there on Tuesday; and Wednesday, 30, went to Yarmouth, where were the largest congregations I had seen for many years. Thursday, 31. I went on to Lowestoft, which is, at present, far the most com fortable place in the whole Circuit. Friday, Nov EMBER 1. Mr. Smyth and his wife gave us a strange account: A little before they were married, her brother Samuel was about eight years old. One evening, as she was with Mr. Smyth, in one of the rows, at Yarmouth, both of them saw Samuel standing five or six yards off. She cried out, "Sammy, come hither; I want you;" but instantly he was gone. Just then he fell into the river. A large water-dog, which was on the bridge, directly leaped off, swam about and sought him, but could not find him. He then came out, and ran to his mother's house howling; nor would he leave her till he was put out by force. -About nine I preached at Cove, a village nine or ten miles from Lowestoft : The poor people presently filled the House, and seemed to devour every word. About one, I preached at Loddon; and at Norwich in the evening. I administered the Lord's Supper to about an hundred and forty communicants. I preached at half-past two, and again in the evening; after which I requested them to go away in silence, without any one speaking to another. They took my advice : They went away in profound silence, so that no sound was heard but that of their feet. Mon.

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He had been a melancholy man all his days, full of doubts and fears, and con tinually writing bitter things against himself. When he was first taken ill, he said he should die, and was miserable through fear of death; but two days before he died, the clouds dispersed, and he was unspeakably happy, telling his friends, "God has revealed to me things which it is impossible for man to utter." Just when he died, such glory filled the room, that it seemed to be a little heaven; none could grieve or shed a tear, but all present appeared to be partakers of his joy. Iburied the remains of Captain Cheesement, one who, some years since, from a plentiful fortune, was by a train of losses utterly ruined; but two or three friends enabling him to begin trade again, the tide turned; he prospered greatly, and riches flowed in on every side. A few years ago he married one equally agreeable in her person and temper. So what had he to do but enjoy himself? Accordingly, he left off business, took a large, handsome house, and furnished it in a most elegant manner. A little while after, showing his rooms to a friend, he said, "All this will give small comfort in a dying hour." A few days after, he was taken with a fever. I saw him twice: He was sensible, but could not speak. In spite of all means, he grew worse and worse, and in about twelve days died. So within a few days we lost two of our richest, and two of our 244 REv. J. WESLEY's March, 1783. holiest, members, Sarah Clay, and good old George Hufflet, who had been, for many years, a burning and a shining light. He lay fourteen weeks praising God continually, and had then a triumphant entrance into his kingdom. Sun. MARCH 2. In the evening I took coach, and the next evening preached at Bath. Thursday, 6. I went on to Bristol, and found a family of love, so united as it had not been for some years. The next week I met the classes; and on Friday had a watch-night at Kingswood; but I was far from being well, the cold which I had caught in coming from Luton rather increasing than decreasing. Saturday, 15. I had a deep, tear ing cough, and was exceeding heavy and weak.

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I had a deep, tear ing cough, and was exceeding heavy and weak. However, I made shift to preach at Weaver's Hall, and to meet the penitents. Sunday, 16. I found myself considerably worse. However, I preached in the morning; but had such a fever in the afternoon, that I was obliged to take my bed. I now knew not what to do, having fixed the next morning for beginning my journey to Ireland, and sent notice to Stroud, Gloucester, and various other places, of the days wherein I purposed to visit them. But Mr. Collins kindly undertook to supply my place at Stroud, and the other places, as far as Worcester. Lying down in bed, I took part (being able to swallow no more) of a draught which was prepared for me. It gave me four or five and twenty stools, and a moderate vomit; after which I fell fast asleep. Monday, 17. Mr. Collins set out. About six in the morning, finding myself perfectly easy, I set out in the afternoon, and overtook him at Stroud. But it was as much as I could do; for I was in a high fever, though with out any pain. After giving a short exhortation to the society, I was very glad to lie down. My fever was exactly of the same kind with that I had in the north of Ireland. On Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, I was just the same : The whole nervous system was violently agitated. Hence arose the cramp, with little intermission, from the time I lay down in bed till morning: Also a furious, tearing cough, usually recur ring before each fit of the cramp. And yet I had no pain in my back, or head, or limbs, the cramp only excepted. But I had no strength at all, being scarce able to move, and much less to think. In this state I lay till Friday morning, when a violent fit of the cramp carried the fever quite away. Perceiv May, 1783. JOURNAL. 245 ing this, I took chaise without delay, and reached Worcester in the afternoon. Here I overtook Mr. Collins again, who had supplied all my appointments, and with a remarkable blessing to the people. But being much exhausted, I found rest was sweet. Saturday, 22. In the morning I gave a short exhortation, and then went on to Birmingham. Sun.

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Finding still some remains of the fever, with a load and tightness across my breast, and a continual tendency to the cramp, I procured a friend to electrify me thoroughly, both through the legs and the breast, several times in the day. God so blessed this, that I had no more fever or cramp, and no more load or tightness across my breast. In the evening I ventured to preach three quarters of an hour, and found no ill effect at all. In the afternoon I reached Hilton-Park, about six miles north of Wolverhampton. Here I found my old acquaintance, Miss Freeman, (whom I had known almost from a child,) with Sir Philip Gibbes's lady, and his two amiable daughters, in a lovely recess. With these I spent this evening and the next day, both profitably and agreeably. -I crossed over the country to Hinckley, and preached in the evening, in the neat, elegant preaching-house. So I did, morning and evening, on the three following days, to a serious, well-behaved people. Here I met with Dr. Horne's "Commentary on the Psalms:" I suppose the best that ever was wrote. Yet I could not comprehend his aggrandizing the Psalms, it seems even above the New Testament. And some of them he hardly makes anything of; the eighty-seventh in particular. Tues. APRIL 1, c. I went through several of the socie ties till I reached Holyhead, on Friday, 11. We went on board without delay, and on Sunday morning, the 13th, landed at Dunleary; whence (not being able to procure a carriage) I walked on to Dublin. Here I spent two or three weeks with much satisfaction, in my usual employments. Monday, 21. I spent an hour with Mr. Shelton; I think, full as extraordinary a man as Mr. Law ; of full as rapid a genius; so that I had little to do but to hear; his words flowing as a river. -Our little Conference began, and continued till Friday, MAY 2. All was peace and love; and I trust the same spirit will spread through the nation. 246 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1783. -I made a little excursion to a Nobleman's seat, a few miles from Dublin. It may doubtless vie in elegance, if not in costliness, with any seat in Great Britain: But the miserable master of the whole has little satisfaction therein.

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May, 1783. JOURNAL. 247 Here the scandal of the cross seems to be ceased, and we are grown honourable men. Thursday, 15. I preached about noon at Wigan, and in the evening at Bolton, to a people much alive to God. Saturday, 17. I went on to Manchester. Sunday, 18. Mr. Bayley came very opportunely to assist me in the Morning Service. Such a sight, I believe, was never seen at Manchester before. It was supposed there were thirteen or fourteen hundred communicants, among whom there was such a spirit as I have seldom found; and their whole behaviour was such as adorned the Gospel. I met the select society, consisting of between forty and fifty members. Several of these were lately made partakers of the great salvation; as several were above twenty years ago. I believe there is no place but London, where we have so many souls so deeply devoted to God; and his hand is not shortened yet, but his work rapidly increases on every side. About noon I preached at Stockport; and in the after noon, in the new church at Macclesfield. This society seems as lively as even that at Manchester, and increases nearly as fast. Not a week passes wherein some are not justified, and some renewed in love. Wednesday, 21. I met a few of these, and found them indeed All praise, all meekness, and all love. In the evening I exhorted them all to expect pardon or holi ness to-day, not to-morrow. O let their love never grow cold ! I set out for Derby; but the smith had so effect ually lamed one of my horses, that many told me he would never be able to travel more. I thought, "Even this may be made matter of prayer;" and set out cheerfully. The horse, instead of growing worse and worse, went better and better; and in the afternoon (after I had preached at Leek by the way) brought me safe to Derby. Being desired to marry two of our friends at Buxton, two-and-thirty miles from Derby, I took chaise at three, and came thither about eight. I found notice had been given of my preaching in the church ; and the Minister desired me to read Prayers.

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Stately trees grow on all their banks. The whole town is encompassed with a double row of elms; so that one may walk all round it in the shade. I had much conversation with the two English Ministers, sensible, well-bred, serious men. These, as well as Mr. Loyal, were very willing I should preach in their churches; but they thought it would be best for me to preach in the Episcopal church. By our conversing freely together, many prejudices were removed, and all our hearts seemed to be united together. June, 1783. JOURNAL. 249 In the evening we again took a walk round the town, and I observed, 1. Many of the houses are higher than most in Edinburgh. It is true they have not so many stories; but each story is far lostier. 2. The streets, the outside and inside of their houses in every part, doors, windows, well-staircases, furniture, even floors, are kept so micely clean that you cannot find a speck of dirt. 3. There is such a grandeur and elegance in the fronts of the large houses, as I never saw elsewhere; and such a profusion of marble within, particularly in their lower floors and staircases, as I wonder other nations do not imitate. 4. The women and children (which I least of all expected) were in general the most beautiful I ever saw. They were surprisingly fair, and had an inexpressible air of innocence in their countenance. 5. This was wonderfully set off by their dress, which was simplea munditiis, plain and neat in the highest degree. 6. It has lately been observed, that growing vegetables greatly resist putridity; so there is an use in their numerous rows of trees which was not thought of at first. The elms balance the canals, preventing the putrefac tion which those otherwise might produce. One little circumstance I observed, which I suppose is pecu liar to Holland: To most chamber-windows a looking-glass is placed on the outside of the sash, so as to show the whole street, with all the passengers. There is something very pleasing in these moving pictures. Are they found in no other country? The Episcopal church is not quite so large as the chapel in West-Street. It is very elegant both without and within. The Service began at half-past nine. Such a congre gation had not often been there before.

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Such a congre gation had not often been there before. I preached on, "God created man in his own image." The people seemed, "all but their attention, dead." In the afternoon the church was so filled as (they informed me) it had not been for these fifty years. I preached on, "God hath given us eternal life; and this life is in his Son." I believe God applied it to many hearts. Were it only for this hour, I am glad I came to Holland. One thing which I peculiarly observed was this, and the same in all the churches in Holland: At coming in, no one looks on the right or the left hand, or bows or courtesies to ally one; but all go straightforward to their seats, as if no other person was in the place. During the service none turns his head on either side, or looks at anything but his book or the 250 REv. J. WESLEY's June, 1783. Minister; and in going out, none takes notice of any one, but all go straight forward till they are in the open air. After church an English gentleman invited me to his . country-house, not half a mile from the town. I scarce ever saw so pretty a place. The garden before the house was in three partitions, each quite different from the others. The house lay between this and another garden, (nothing like any of the others,) from which you looked through a beautiful summer-house, washed by a small stream, into rich pastures filled with cattle. We sat under an arbour of stately trees, between the front and the back gardens. Here were four such children (I suppose seven, six, five, and three years old) as I never saw before in one family: Such inexpressible beauty and innocence shone togetherl In the evening I attended the service of the great Dutch church, as large as most of our cathedrals. The organ (like those in all the Dutch churches) was elegantly painted and gilded; and the tunes that were sung were very lively, and yet solemn.- We set out in a track-skuit for the Hague.

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They are a fine body of men, taller, I suppose, than any English regiment; and they all wear large whiskers, which they take care to keep as black as their boots. Afterwards we saw the gardens at the Old Palace, beautifully laid out, with a large piece of water in the middle, and a canal at each end: The open walks in it are pleasant, but the shady serpentine walks are far pleasanter. We dined at Mrs. L 's, in such a family as I have sel dom seen. Her mother, upwards of seventy, seemed to be continually rejoicing in God her Saviour: The daughter breathes the same spirit; and her grandchildren, three little girls and a boy, seem to be all love. I have not seen four such children together in all England. A gentleman coming in after dinner, I found a particular desire to pray for him. In a little while he melted into tears, as indeed did most of the company. Wednesday, 18. In the afternoon Madam de Vassenaar invited us to a meeting at a neighbouring lady's house. I expounded Gal. vi. 14, and Mr. M. interpreted as before. -We took boat at seven. Mrs. L. and one of her relations, being unwilling to part so soon, bore us company to Leyden; a large and populous town, but not so pleasant as Rotterdam. In the afternoon we went on to Haerlem, where a plain, good man and his wife received us in a most affectionate manner. At six we took boat again. As it was filled from end to end, I was afraid we should not have a very pleasant jour ney. After Mr. Ferguson had told the people who we were, we made a slight excuse, and sung an hymn. They were all attention. We then talked a little, by means of our inter preter, and desired that any of them who pleased would sing. Four persons did so; and sung well. After a while we sung again: So did one or two of them; and all our hearts were strangely knit together, so that when we came to Amsterdam they dismissed us with abundance of blessings. 252 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1783. We breakfasted at Mr. Ferguson's, near the heart of the city. At eleven we drank coffee (the custom in Holland) at Mr.

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From Amsterdam to Mere is all a train of the most delightful gardens. Turning upon the left, you then open upon the Texel, which spreads into a sea. Zeeburg itself is a little house built on the edge of it, which commands both a land and sea prospect. What is wanting to make the inhabitants happy, but the knowledge and love of God? We took a view of the new Workhouse, which stands on one side of the Plantations. It much resembles Shore ditch Workhouse: Only it is considerably larger. And the front of it is so richly ornamented, that it looks like a royal palace 254 Rev. J. Wesley's June, 1783. About four hundred are now in the house, which is to receive four hundred more : Just half as many as are in the Poorhouse at Dublin, which now contains sixteen hundred. We saw many of the poor people, all at work, knitting, spinning, picking work, or weaving. And the women in one room were all sewing, either fine or plain work. Many of these had been women of the town : For this is a Bridewell and Workhouse in one. The head keeper was stalking to and fro, with a large silver-hilted sword by his side. The bed-chambers were exceeding neat: The beds are better or worse as are those that use them. We saw both the men in one long room, and the women in ano ther, at dinner. In both rooms they sung a Psalm and prayed, before and after dinner. I cannot but think the managers in Amsterdam wiser than those in Dublin : For certainly a little of the form of religion is better than none at all ! Afterwards we spent an hour at Mrs. V 's, a very extraordinary woman. Both from her past and present expe rience, I can have no doubt but she is perfected in love. She said, "I was born at Surinam ; and came from thence when I was about ten years old. But when I came hither, my guardian would not let me have my fortune, unless I would go back to Surinam. However, I got acquainted with some pious people, and made shift to live, till I was about sixteen: I then embarked for Surinam ; but a storm drove us to the coast of England, where the ship was stranded.

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However, I got acquainted with some pious people, and made shift to live, till I was about sixteen: I then embarked for Surinam ; but a storm drove us to the coast of England, where the ship was stranded. I was in great dis tress, fearing I had done wrong in leaving the pious people: But just then God revealed himself to my soul. I was filled with joy unspeakable; and boldly assured the people, who despaired of life, that God would preserve them all. And so he did : We got on shore at Devon; but we lost all that we had. "After a time I returned to Amsterdam, and lived four years in service: Then I married. Seven years after, it pleased God to work a deeper work in my heart: Since then I have given myself wholly to Him. I desire nothing else. Jesus is my All. I am always pleased with his will : So I was, even when my husband died. I had not one discon tented thought; I was still happy in God." -We took boat for Haerlem. The great church here is a noble structure, equalled by few cathedrals in England, either in length, breadth, or height: the organ is the largest I ever saw, and is said to be the finest in Europe. Hence we went June, 1783. JOURNAL. 255 to Mr. Van Ka 's, whose wife was convinced of sin and justified by reading Mr. Whitefield's Sermons.- Here we were as at home. Before dinner we took a walk in Haerlem Wood. It adjoins to the town, and is cut out in many shady walks; with lovely vistas shooting out every way. The walk from the Hague to Scheveling is pleasant; those near Amsterdam more so; but these exceed them all. We returned in the afternoon to Amsterdam ; and in the evening took leave of as many of our friends as we could. How entirely were we mistaken in the Hollanders, supposing them to be of a cold, phlegmatic, unfriendly temperl I have not met with a more warmly affectionate people in all Europel No, not in Ireland Our friends having largely provided us with wine and fruits for our little journey, we took boat in a lovely morning for Utrecht, with Mr.

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26. Our friends having largely provided us with wine and fruits for our little journey, we took boat in a lovely morning for Utrecht, with Mr. Van 's sister, who in the way gave us a striking account: "In that house," said she, (pointing to it as we went by,) "my husband and I lived; and that church adjoining to it was his church. Five years ago, we were sitting together, being in perfect health, when he dropped down, and in a quarter of an hour died: I lifted up my heart and said, 'Lord, thou art my husband now;' and found no will but his." This was a trial worthy of a Chris tian: And she has ever since made her word good. We were scarce got to our inn at Utrecht, when Miss L Came. I found her just such as I expected. She came on purpose from her father's country-house, where all the family were. I observe of all the pious people in Holland, that, without any rule but the word of God, they dress as plain as Miss March did formerly, and Miss Johnson does now ! And considering the vast disadvantage they are under, having no connexion with each other, and being under no such discipline at all as we are, I wonder at the grace of God that is in them -Iwalked over to Mr. L 's country-house, about three miles from the city. It is a lovely place, surrounded with delightful gardens, laid out with wonderful variety. Mr. L is of an easy genteel behaviour, speaks Latin correctly, and is no stranger to philosophy. Mrs. L is the picture of friend liness and hospitality; and young Mr. L seems to be cast in the same mould. We spent a few hours very agreeably. Then Mr. L would send me back in his coach. 256 REv. J. WEsley's June, 1783. Being sick of inns, (our bill at Amsterdam alone amounting to near a hundred florins,) I willingly accepted of an invita tion to lodge with the sons-in-law of James Oddie. We went over to Zeist, the settlement of the Ger man Brethren. It is a small village, finely situated, with woods on every side, and much resembles one of the large Colleges in Oxford. Here I met with my old friend Bishop Antone, whom I had not seen for near fifty years.

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Here I met with my old friend Bishop Antone, whom I had not seen for near fifty years. He did not ask me to eat or drink; for it is not their custom, and there is an inn; but they were all very courteous; and we were welcome to buy any thing that we pleased at their shops I cannot see how it is possible for this community to avoid growing immensely rich. I have this day lived fourscore years; and, by the mercy of God, my eyes are not waxed dim: And what little strength of body or mind I had thirty years since, just the same I have now. God grant I may never live to be useless Rather may I My body with my charge lay down, And cease at once to work and live. At ten I began the service in the English church in Utrecht. I believe all the English in the city were present, and forty or fifty Hollanders. I preached on 1 Cor. xiii.; I think, as searchingly as ever in my life. Afterwards a mer chant invited me to dinner: For six years he had been at death's door by an asthma, and was extremely ill last night; but this morning, without any visible cause, he was well, and walked across the city to the church. He seemed to be deeply acquainted with religion, and made me promise, if I came to Utrecht again, to make his house my home. In the evening a large company of us met at Miss L.'s, where I was desired to repeat the substance of my morning sermon. I did so: Mr. Toydemea (the Professor of Law in the Uni versity) interpreting it sentence by sentence. They then sung a Dutch hymn; and we an English one. Afterwards Mr. Regglet, a venerable old man, spent some time in prayer, for the establishment of peace and love between the two nations. Utrecht has much the look of an English town. The streets are broad, and have many noble houses. In quietness and stillness it much resembles Oxford. The country all round is like a garden: And the people I conversed with are not only civil and hospitable, but friendly and affectionate, even as those at Amsterdam. July, 1783. JOURNAL. 257 -We hired a coach for Rotterdam, at half-acrown per head.

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30.-We hired a coach for Rotterdam, at half-acrown per head. We dined at Gouda, at M. Van Flooten's, Minister of the town, who receivedus with all possible kindness. Before dinner we went into the church, famous for its painted windows; but we had not time to survey a tenth part of them: We could only observe, in general, that the colours were exceeding lively, and the figures exactly proportioned. In the evening we reached once more the hospitable house of Mr. Loyal, at Rotterdam. Tues. JULY 1.-I called on as many as I could of my friends, and we parted with much affection. We then hired a yacht, which brought us to Helvoetsluys, about eleven the next day. At two we went on board; but the wind turning against us, we did not reach Harwich till about nine on Friday morning. After a little rest we procured a carriage, and reached London about eleven at night.- I can by no means regret either the trouble or expense which attended this little journey. It opened me a way into, as it were, a new world; where the land, the buildings, the people, the customs, were all such as I had never seen before. But as those with whom I conversed were of the same spirit with my friends in England, I was as much at home in Utrecht and Amsterdam, as in Bristol and London. We rejoiced to meet once more with our English friends in the new chapel; who were refreshed with the account of the gracious work which God is working in Holland also. I spent a melancholy hour with Mr. M., and several others, who charged him with speaking grievous things of me, which he then knew to be utterly false. If he acknowledges his fault, I believe he will recover; if not, his sickness is unto death. These four days, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, were as hot as the midsummer days in Jamaica. The summer heat in Jamaica usually raises the thermometer to about eighty degrees. The quicksilver in my thermometer now rose to eighty-two. I took a little journey into Oxfordshire, and found the good effects of the late storms. The thunder had been uncommonly dreadful; and the lightning had tore up a field near High-Wycomb, and turned the potatoes into ashes.

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Drummond, who from that time attended me twice a day. For some days I was worse and worse; till, on Friday, I was removed to Mr. Castleman's. Still my head was not affected, and I had no pain, although in a continual fever. But I continued slowly to recover, so that I could read or write an hour or two at a time. On Wednesday, 13, I took a vomit, which almost shook me to pieces; but, however, did me good. Sunday, 17, and all the following week, my fever gra dually abated; but I had a continual thirst, and little or no increase of strength: Nevertheless, being unwilling to be idle, on Saturday, 23, I spent an hour with the penitents; and, finding myself no worse, on Sunday, 24, I preached at the 260 REv. J. wasLEY's Sept. 1783. new Room, morning and afternoon. Finding my strength was now in some measure restored, I determined to delay no longer; but setting out on Monday, 25, reached Gloucester in the afternoon: In the evening I preached in the Town Hall; I believe, not in vain. Tuesday, 26. I went on to Worcester, where many young people are just setting out in the ways of God. I joined fifteen of them this afternoon to the society; all of them, I believe, athirst for salvation. Wed nesday, 27. I preached at Birmingham, and had a comfort able season. Thursday, 28. I paid another visit to the amiable family at Hilton-Hall. Friday, 29. About ten I preached for the first time at Stafford, to a large and deeply attentive congregation. It is now the day of small things here; but the grain of mustard-seed may grow up into a great tree. Hence I rode to Congleton. I had received abundance of complaints against the Assistant of this Circuit, James Rogers. Saturday, 30. I heard all the parties face to face, and encouraged them all to speak their whole mind. I was sur prised ; so much prejudice, anger, and bitterness, on so slight occasions, I never saw. However, after they had had it out, they were much softened, if not quite reconciled. Sunday, 31. I preached in the new church at Macclesfield, both morning and afternoon. I believe we had seven hundred communicants. Mon. SEPTEMBER 1. We clambered over the mountains to Buxton.

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SEPTEMBER 1. We clambered over the mountains to Buxton. In the afternoon I preached in Fairfield church, about half a mile from the town ; it was thoroughly filled with serious and attentive hearers. Tuesday, 2. We went to Leeds, where I was glad to find several Preachers. −I consulted the Preachers, how it was best to proceed with the Trustees of Birstal House, to prevail upon them to settle it on the Methodist plan. They all advised me to begin by preaching there. Accordingly, I preached on Thursday evening, and met the society. I preached again in the morning. Friday, 5. About nine I met the nineteen Trustees; and, after exhorting them to peace and love, said, "All that I desire is, that this House may be settled on the Methodist plan; and the same clause may be inserted in your Deed which is inserted in the Deed of the new chapel in London; viz., "In case the doctrine or practice of any Preacher should, in the opinion of the major part of the Trustees, be not conformable to Mr. W. 's Sermons and Oct. 1783. JOURNAL. 261 Notes on the New Testament, on representing this, another Preacher shall be sent within three months.'" Five of the Trustees were willing to accept of our first proposals; the rest were not willing. Although I could not obtain the end proposed; and, in that respect, had only my labour for my pains; yet I do not at all repent of my journey: I have done my part; let others bear their own burden. Going back nearly the same way I came, on Saturday, 13, I reached Bristol. I had likewise good reward for my labour, in the recovery of my health, by a journey of five or six hundred miles. On Wednesday, 17, and the two following days, I visited several of the country societies; and found most of them, not only increasing in number, but in the knowledge and love of God. Observing the deep poverty of many of our brethren, I determined to do what I could for their relief. I spoke severally to some that were in good circumstances, and received about forty pounds. Next I inquired who were in the most pressing want, and visited them at their own houses.

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12. Desiring to help some that were in pressing want, but not having any money left, I believed it was not improper, in such a case, to desire help from God. A few hours after, one from whom I expected nothing less, put ten pounds into my hands. -Being vehemently accused, by a well-meaning man, of very many things, particularly of covetousness and 266 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1784. uncourteousness, I referred the matter to three of our brethren. Truly in these articles, "I know nothing by myself. But he that judgeth me is the Lord." I began visiting the classes in the town and country. Sunday, 25. I preached in the afternoon in St. George's, Southwark; a very large and commodious church. Thursday, FEBRUARY 5. I went down to Nottingham, and preached a charity sermon for the General Hospital. The next day I returned to London. In the following week I visited the country societies. Saturday, 14. I desired all our Preachers to meet, and consider thoroughly the proposal of sending Missionaries to the East Indies. After the matter had been fully considered, we were unanimous in our judgment, that we have no call thither yet, no invitation, no providential opening of any kind. I spent an agreeable hour with the modern Han nibal, Pascal Paoli; probably the most accomplished General that is now in the world. He is of a middle size, thin, well shaped, genteel, and has something extremely striking in his countenance. How much happier is he now, with his moderate pension, than he was in the midst of his victories On Saturday, having a leisure hour, I made an end of that strange book, "Orlando Furioso." Ariosto had doubtless an uncommon genius, and subsequent poets have been greatly indebted to him: Yet it is hard to say, which was the most out of his senses, the hero or the poet. He has not the least regard even to probability; his marvellous transcends all conception. Astolpho's shield and horn, and voyage to the moon, the lance that unhorses every one, the all-penetrating sword, and I know not how many impenetrable helmets and coats of mail, leaves transformed into ships, and into leaves again,_stones turned into horses, and again into stones, are such monstrous fictions as never appeared in the world before, and, one would hope, never will again.

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Astolpho's shield and horn, and voyage to the moon, the lance that unhorses every one, the all-penetrating sword, and I know not how many impenetrable helmets and coats of mail, leaves transformed into ships, and into leaves again,_stones turned into horses, and again into stones, are such monstrous fictions as never appeared in the world before, and, one would hope, never will again. O who, that is not himself out of his senses, can compare Ariosto with Tasso ! Mon. MARCH 1.-I went to Newbury, and preached in the evening to a large and deeply affected congregation. Tuesday, 2, and Wednesday, 3, I preached at Bath, and on Thursday, 4, went on to Bristol. Friday, 5. I talked at large with our Masters in Kingswood School, who are now just such as I wished for. At length the Rules of the House are punctually observed, and the children are all in good order. March, 1784. JOURNAL. 267 I spent a few melancholy minutes at Mr. Hender son's with the lost Louisa. She is now in a far more deplorable case than ever. She used to be mild, though silly : But now she is quite furious. I doubt the poor machine cannot be repaired in this life.- The next week I visited the classes at Bristol. Friday, 12, being at Samuel Rayner's, in Bradford, I was convinced of two vulgar errors; the one, that nightingales will not live in cages; the other that they only sing a month or two in the year. He has now three nightingales in cages; and they sing almost all day long, from November to August. Saturday, 13. About nine I preached at Trowbridge, where a large congregation quietly attended. Returning to Bristol, I lodged once more at E J 's, a genuine old Methodist. God has lately taken away her only brother, as well as her beloved sister. But she was still able to say, "It is the Lord : Let him do what seemeth him good." Leaving Bristol after preaching at five, in the evening I preached at Stroud; where, to my surprise, I found the morning preaching was given up, as also in the neighbour ing places. If this be the case while I am alive, what must it be when I am gone?

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If this be the case while I am alive, what must it be when I am gone? Give up this, and Methodism too will degenerate into a mere sect, only distinguished by some opinions and modes of worship. I preached in Painswick at noon, and at Glou cester in the evening. The Room was full at five in the morn ing, and both the Preachers and people promised to neglect the early preaching no more. Wednesday, 17. We went to Chel tenham, which I had not seen for many years. I preached at noon to half a houseful of hearers, most of them cold and dead enough. I expected to find the same at Tewkesbury, but was agreeably disappointed. Not only the congregation was much larger, but I admired their teachableness. On my mentioning the impropriety of standing at prayer, and sitting while we were singing praise to God, they all took advice; kneeling while we prayed, and stood up while we sung Psalms. We crossed over to Bengeworth, where Mr. Cooper read Prayers, and I preached. Friday, 19. Being informed that my chaise could pass part of the way to Broad marston, I went boldly for a while, and then stuck fast. I borrowed a horse, and went on. At five I preached in Pebworth church, and at five in the morning in our own chapel at Broad 268 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1784. marston. As we rode back to Bengeworth, the cold was so intense, that it had an effect I never felt before, it made me downright sick. However, I went on, and preached in the church at eleven, and in the evening at Worcester. Sunday, 21. I preached to a crowded audience, in St. Andrew's church. The Vicar read Prayers, and afterwards told me I should be welcome to the use of his church, whenever I came to Worcester. In the evening preached at Birmingham. Tuesday, 23. I preached in the church at Quinton, to a con gregation gathered from all parts. Not many appeared to be unaffected; for the power of God was eminently present. After preaching at various other places, on Saturday, 27, I went to Madeley; and, at Mr. Fletcher's desire, revised his Letters to Dr. Priestley. I think there is hardly another man in England so fit to encounter him. Sunday, 28.

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About noon I preached at Alpraham, to an unusually large congregation. I was surprised, when I came to Chester, to find that there also morning preaching was quite left off, for this worthy reason: "Because the people will not come, or, at least, not in the winter." If so, the Methodists are a fallen people. Here is proof. They have "lost their first love;" and they never will or can recover it, till they "do the first works." As soon as I set foot in Georgia, I began preaching at five in the morning; and every communicant, that is, every serious person in the town, constantly attended throughout the year: I mean, came every morning, winter and summer, unless in the case of sickness. They did so till I left the province. In the year 1738, when God began his great work in England, I began preaching at the same hour, winter and summer, and never wanted a congregation. If they will not attend now, they have lost their zeal; and then, it cannot be denied, they are a fallen people. And, in the mean time, we are labouring to secure the preaching-houses to the next generation . In the name of God, let us, if possible, secure the present generation from drawing back to perdition Let all the Preachers that are still alive to God join together as one man, fast and pray, lift up their voice as a trumpet, be instant in season, out of season, to convince them they are fallen; and exhort them instantly to "repent, and do the first works:" This in particular, rising in the morning, without which neither their souls nor bodies can long remain in health. I crossed over the water to Liverpool. Here I found a people much alive to God; one cause of which was, that they have preaching several mornings in a week, and prayer-meetings on the rest; all of which they are careful to attend. On Good-Friday, APRIL 9, I went to Warrington. In the morning I read Prayers, preached, and administered the Lord's Supper, to a serious congregation. I preached at 270 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1784. five again, and believe few were present who did not feel that God was there of a truth. Sat.

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I preached to a huge congregation at Manchester, and to a far larger at ten in the morning, being Easter-Day. It was supposed there were near a thousand communicants. But hitherto the Lord has helped me in this respect also: I have found no congregation which my voice could not command. I found a lovely congregation at Stockport, much alive to God. So was that at Oldham the next day, which was not perceptibly lessened, though it blew a storm, and poured down with rain. Here a young woman, of unblamable character, (otherwise I should not have given her any credit,) gave me a remarkable account. She said, "I had totally lost the sight of my right eye, when I dreamed one night, that our Saviour appeared to me; that I fell at his feet, and he laid his hand upon my right eye. Immediately I waked, and from that moment have seen as well with that eye as with the other." I applied, to a very large congregation, the case of the Rechabites. (Jer. xxxv.) I asked, 1. Does it appear that these owed to Jonadab more than the Methodists owe to me? 2. Are they as observant of my advices (although both scriptural and rational; to instance only in dress and rising early) as the Rechabites were of his advices 2 (Of drinking no wine, and living in tents; which had neither Scripture nor reason to support them l) I think every member of the society at Bolton does take my advice, with respect to other things, as well as with respect to dress and rising early; in consequence of which they are continually increasing in number as well as in grace. I preached about ten at Wingate, a village five or six miles from Bolton. I was constrained, by the multitude of people, to preach abroad, though it was exceeding cold, on, "All things are ready; come unto the marriage." Truly the people were ready too. They drank in every word. In the evening we had a very uncommon congregation at Wigan. Only one gentlewoman behaved "as she used to do at church;" (so several afterwards informed me;) talking all the time, though no one answered her But the rest were deeply attentive ; and, I trust, will not be forgetful hearers.

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She started up, put on her cloak and hat, and went to that part of the wall, and among the loose stones found a key. Having, with some difficulty, procured admission into the gaol, she gave this to her husband. It opened the door of his cell, as well as the lock of the prison-door. So at midnight he escaped for life. We went to Whitehaven, where there is a fairer prospect than has been for many years. The society is united in love, not conformed to the world, but labouring to experience the full image of God, wherein they were created. The House was filled in the evening, and much more the next, when we had all the Church Ministers, and most of the Gentry in the 272 REv. J. wesley's April, 1784. town; but they behaved with as much decency as if they had been colliers. -I preached in the market-house at Cocker mouth. In our way thence, we had some of the heaviest rain I have seen in Europe. The Sessions being at Carlisle, I could not have the Court-House; but we had a good oppor tunity in our own House. Friday, 23. We travelled through a lovely country to Longtown, the last town in England; and one of the best built in it; for all the houses are new, from one end to the other. The road from hence to Langholm is delightfully pleasant, running mostly by the side of a clear river. But it was past seven before we reached Selkirk. We had frost in the morning, snow before seven, piercing winds all day long, and in the afternoon vehement hail; so that I did not wonder we had a small congregation at Edinburgh in the evening. -I attended the Tolboothkirkat eleven. The sermon was very sensible; but having no application, was no way likely to awaken drowsy hearers. About four I preached at Lady Maxwell's, two or three miles from Edinburgh, and at six in our own House. For once it was thoroughly filled. I preached on, "God is a Spirit; and they that worship him, must worship him in spirit and in truth." I am amazed at this people. Use the most cutting words, and apply them in the most pointed manner, still they hear, but feel no more than the seats they sit upon Mon.

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Use the most cutting words, and apply them in the most pointed manner, still they hear, but feel no more than the seats they sit upon I went to Glasgow, and preached in the evening to a very different congregation. Many attended in the morning, although the morning preaching had been long discontinued both here and at Edinburgh. In the evening many were obliged to go away, the House not being able to contain them. Wednesday, 28. We found the same incon venience, but those who could get in found a remarkable blessing. Thursday, 29. The House was thoroughly filled at four; and the hearts of the people were as melting wax. After wards I returned to Edinburgh, and in the evening the House was well filled. So that we must not say, "The people of Edinburgh love the word of God only on the Lord's day." -We went to Perth; now but the shadow of what it was, though it begins to lift up its head. It is certainly the sweetest place in all North Britain, unless perhaps Dundee. I preached in the Tolbooth, to a large and well-behaved congre May, 1784. JOURNAL. 273 gation. Many of them were present again at five in the morn ing, MAY 1. I then went to Dundee, through the Carse of Gowry, the fruitfullest valley in the kingdom. And I observe a spirit of improvement prevails in Dundee, and all the coun try round about it. Handsome houses spring up on every side. Trees are planted in abundance. Wastes and com mons are continually turned into meadows and fruitful fields. There wants only a proportionable improvement in religion, and this will be one of the happiest countries in Europe. In the evening I preached in our own ground to a numerous congregation: But the next afternoon to one far more numerous; on whom I earnestly enforced, "How long halt ye between two opinions?" Many of them seemed almost persuaded to halt no longer: But God only knows the heart. -I was agreeably surprised at the improvement of the land between Dundee and Arbroath. Our preaching house at Arbroath was completely filled. I spoke exceeding plain on the difference of building upon the sand, and building upon the rock. Truly these "approve the things that are excellent," whether they practise them or no.

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Truly these "approve the things that are excellent," whether they practise them or no. I found this to be a genuine Methodist society: They are all thoroughly united to each other. They love and keep our Rules; they long and expect to be perfected in love: If they continue so to do, they will and must increase in number as well as in grace. I reached Aberdeen between four and five in the afternoon. Wednesday, 5. I found the morning preaching had been long discontinued: Yet the bands and the select society were kept up. But many were faint and weak for want of morning preaching and prayer-meetings, of which I found scarce any traces in Scotland. In the evening I talked largely with the Preachers, and showed them the hurt it did both to them and the people, for any one Preacher to stay six or eight weeks together in one place. Neither can he find matter for preaching every morning and evening, nor will the people come to hear him. Hence he grows cold by lying in bed, and so do the people. Whereas, if he never stays more than a fortnight together in one place, he may find matter enough, and the people will gladly hear him. They immediately drew up such a plan for this Circuit, which they determined to pursue. 274 REv. W. wesley's May, 1784. We had the largest congregation at five which I have seen since I came into the kingdom. We set out immediately after preaching, and reached Old-Meldrum about ten. A servant of Lady Banff's was waiting for us there, who desired I would take post-horses to Fort-Glen. In two hours we reached an inn, which, the servant told us, was four little miles from her house. So we made the best of our way, and got thither in exactly three hours. All the family received us with the most cordial affection. At seven I preached to a small congregation, all of whom were seriously attentive, and some, I believe, deeply affected. I took a walk round about the town. I know not when I have seen so pleasant a place. One part of the house is an ancient castle, situated on the top of a little hill. At a small distance runs a clear river, with a beautiful wood on its banks.

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Hereby I was obliged to take both George and Mrs. M'Allum with me in my chaise. To ease the horses, we walked forward from Nairn, ordering Richard to follow us, as soon as they were fed : He did so, but there were two roads. So, as we took one, and he the other, we walked about twelve miles and a half of the way, through heavy rain. We then found Richard waiting for us at a little ale-house, and drove on to Inverness. But, blessed be God, I was no more tired than when I set out from Nairn. I preached at seven to a far larger congregation than I had seen here since I preached in the kirk. And surely the labour was not in vain: For God sent a message to many hearts. Notwithstanding the long discontinuance of morning preaching, we had a large congregation at five. I breakfasted at the first house I was invited to at Inverness, where good Mr. M'Kenzie then lived. His three daughters live in it now ; one of whom inherits all the spirit of her father. In the afternoon we took a walk over the bridge, into one of the pleasantest countries I have seen. It runs along by the side of the clear river, and is well-cultivated and well wooded. And here first we heard abundance of birds, welcoming the return of spring. The congregation was larger this evening than the last: And great part of them attended in the morning. We had then a solemn parting, as we could hardly expect to meet again in the present world. I dined once more at Sir Lodowick Grant's, whom likewise I scarce expect to see any more. His lady is lately gone to rest, and he seems to be swiftly following her. A church being offered me at Elgin, in the evening I had a multitude of hearers, whom I strongly exhorted to "seek the Lord while he may be found." Thursday, 13. We took a view of the poor remains of the once-magnificent cathedral. By what ruins are left, the workmanship appears to have been exquisitely fine. What barbarians must they have been, who hastened the destruction of this beautiful pile, by taking the lead off the roof! 276 REv. J.

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J. Wesley's May, 1784, The church was again well filled in the evening, by those who seemed to feel much more than the night before. In consequence, the morning congregation was more than doubled; and deep attention sat on every face. I do not despair of good being done even here, provided the Preachers be "sons of thunder." We saw, at a distance, the Duke of Gordon's new house, six hundred and fifty feet in front. Well might the Indian ask, "Are you white men no bigger than we red men? Then why do you build such lofty houses?" The country between this and Banff is well cultivated, and extremely plea sant. About two I read Prayers and preached in the Episcopal chapel at Banff, one of the neatest towns in the kingdom. About ten I preached in Lady Banff's dining-room, at Fort Glen, to a very serious, though genteel, congregation; and after wards spent a most agreeable evening with the lovely family. We set out early, and dimed at Aberdeen. On the road I read Ewen Cameron's Translation of Fingal. I think he has proved the authenticity of it beyond all reasonable contra diction: But what a poet was Ossian Little inferior to either Homer or Virgil; in some respects superior to both. And what an hero was Fingal Far more humane than Hector himself, whom we cannot excuse for murdering one that lay upon the ground; and with whom Achilles, or even pious AEneas, is not worthy to be named. But who is this excellent translator, Ewen Cameron? Is not his other name Hugh Blair? I went to Newburgh, a small fishing-town, fifteen miles north of Aberdeen. Here is at present, according to its bigness, the liveliest society in the kingdom. I preached here in a kind of Square, to a multitude of people; and the whole congregation appeared to be moved, and ready prepared for the Lord. At two in the afternoon Mr. Black read Prayers, and I preached, in Trinity chapel. It was crowded with people of all denominations. I preached from 1 Cor. xiii. 1, 2, 3, in utter defiance of their common saying, "He is a good man, though he has bad tempers." Nay, if he has bad tempers, he is no more a good man than the devil is a good angel.

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A famous actress, just come down from London, (which, for the honour of Scotland, is just during the sitting of the Assembly,) stole away a great part of our congregation to-night. How much wiser are these Scots than their forefathers −I went in the morning to the Tolbooth kirk; in the afternoon, to the old Episcopal chapel. But they have lost their glorying; they talked, the moment Service was done, as if they had been in London. In the evening the Octagon was well filled; and I applied, with all possible plainness, "God is a Spirit; and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." I preached at Dunbar. Tuesday, 25. I spent an hour with Mr. and Mrs. F., a woman every way accomplished. 27 S Rev. J. WESLEY's June, 1784. Neither of them had ever yet heard a sermon out of the kirk; but they ventured that evening; and I am in hope they did not hear in vain. Wednesday, 26. We went on to Berwick upon-Tweed. The congregation in the Town-Hall was very numerous. So it was likewise at five in the morning. Thursday, 27. We travelled through a delightful country to Kelso. Here the two Seceding Ministers have taken true pains to frighten the people from hearing us, by retailing all the ribaldry of Mr. Cudworth, Toplady, and Rowland Hill. But God has called one of them to his account already, and in a fearful manner. As no house could contain the congregation, I preached in the church-yard; and a more decent behaviour I have scarce ever seen. Afterwards we walked to the Duke of Roxburgh's seat, about half a mile from the town, finely situated on a rising ground, near the ruins of Roxburgh Castle. It has a noble Castle; the front and the offices round, make it look like a little town. Most of the apart ments within are finished in an elegant, but not in a costly, manner. I doubt whether two of Mr. Lascelles's rooms at Harewood House, did not cost more in furnishing, than twenty of these. But the Duke's house is far larger, containing no less than forty bed-chambers. But it is not near finished yet, nor probably will be till the owner is no more seen. I entered into England once more, and in the evening preached in the Town-Hall, at Alnwick.

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A large number of people came together, and received the word with gladness. Afterwards we rode at leisure to Barnard-Castle; and on Saturday, 12, to Darlington. We had a sound, useful sermon at Church. At eight I preached in our own Room, designing to preach abroad in the afternoon; but the rain prevented. Monday, 14. About noon I preached at Northallerton; and, I believe, God touched many hearts: As also at Thirsk, where I preached in the evening to an attentive congregation. I preached once more to my old friends at Osmotherley. About noon I preached at Potto; and in the evening at Hutton-Rudby, where we had a glorious oppor tunity: Some great persons who were present seemed to be struck, and almost persuaded to be Christians. Wednesday, 16. I preached in Stokesley about eight; in Guisborough at noon; and in the evening at Whitby. The morning congregation filled the House. Indeed the society here may be a pattern to all in England. They despise all ornaments but good works, together with a meek and quiet spirit. I did not see a ruffle, no, nor a fashionable cap, among them; though many of them are in easy circumstances. I preached at the market-place in the evening, where were at least thrice as many as the House could contain. I met such a select society as I have not seen since I left London. They were about forty, of whom I did not find one who had not a clear witness of being saved from inbred sin. Several of them had lost it for a season, but could never rest till they had recovered it. And every one of them seemed now to walk in the full light of God's countenance. About one I preached to another congregation of plain people at Robin Hood's Bay. Here was the first society in June, 1784. JOURNAL. 281 all these parts, several years before there was any in Whitby. But their continual jars with each other prevented their increase either in grace or number. At present they seem to be all at peace : So I hope we shall now have joy over them. In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Scar borough. Sunday, 20. The new Vicar showed plainly, why he refused those who desired the liberty for me to preach in his church.

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The new Vicar showed plainly, why he refused those who desired the liberty for me to preach in his church. A keener sermon I never heard. So all I have done to persuade the people to attend the church is overturned at once And all who preach thus, will drive the Methodists from the church, in spite of all that I can do. I preached in the evening, on 1 Cor. xiii. 1, 2, 3; and God mightily confirmed his word, applying it to the hearts of many of the hearers. -The rain drove us into the House at Bridling ton. Tuesday, 22. We stopped at a little town, where Mr. Osbaldeston lately lived, a gentleman of large fortune, whose lady was as gay and fashionable as any; but suddenly she ran from east to west; she parted with all her clothes, dressed like a servant, and scarce allowed herself the necessaries of life. But who can convince her that she is going too far? I fear, nothing less than Omnipotence. About one I preached to a large and remarkably serious congregation at Beverley; about six, at Hull. Afterwards, I met the society, and strongly exhorted them to "press on to the prize of their high calling." Thursday, 24. I preached about one at Pocklington; and in the evening at York, where I enforced, "Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve." Friday, 25. Many were in tears, and a fire seemed to run through the whole congre gation, while I opened that scripture, "They shall rest in their beds, each one walking in his uprightness." Such another opportunity we had in the evening, while I was explaining the words of our Lord to the Centurion, "Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee." -About two I preached at Thorne, and inquired what fruit remained of the great work of God there. Some, I found, had drawn back to their sins; but many held fast what they received. Hence I rode to Epworth, which I still love beyond most places in the world. In the evening I besought all them that had been so highly favoured, "not to receive the grace of God in vain." 282 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1784. I preached at Misterton, at eight; and at Overthorpe about one.

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27. I preached at Misterton, at eight; and at Overthorpe about one. At four I took my stand in Epworth market-place, and preached on those words in the Gospel for the day, "There is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons that need no repentance." It seemed as if very few, if any, of the sinners then present were unmoved. I inquired into the state of the work of God which was so remarkable two years ago. It is not yet at an end; but there has been a grievous decay, owing to several causes: 1. The Preachers that followed Thomas Tattershall were neither so zealous nor so diligent as he had been. 2. The two Leaders to whom the young men and lads were committed, went up and down to preach, and so left them in a great measure to them selves; or, rather, to the world and the devil. 3. The two women who were the most useful of all others, forsook them; the one leaving town, and the other leaving God. 4. The fac tories which employed so many of the children failed, so that all of them were scattered abroad. 5. The meetings of the child ren by the Preachers were discontinued; so their love soon grew cold; and as they rose into men and women, foolish desires entered, and destroyed all the grace they had left. Nevertheless great part of them stood firm, especially the young maidens, and still adorn their profession. This day I met the children myself, and found some of them still alive to God. And I do not doubt, but if the Preachers are zealous and active, they will recover most of those that have been scattered. To-day I entered on my eighty-second year, and found myself just as strong to labour, and as fit for any exercise of body or mind, as I was forty years ago. I do not impute this to second causes, but to the Sovereign Lord of all. It is He who bids the sun of life stand still, so long as it pleaseth him. I am as strong at eighty-one, as I was at twenty-one; but abundantly more healthy, being a stranger to the head-ache, tooth-ache, and other bodily disorders which attended me in my youth.

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A young gentlewoman was with us at breakfast, who was mourning and refused to be comforted. We prayed for her in faith, and in a few hours she was enabled to rejoice in God her Saviour. In the afternoon the heat was scarce supportable, and it seemed to increase every hour; but between two and three in the morning, Thursday, 8, came a violent storm, followed by uncommon thunder, and a flood of rain, which continued about three hours; this entirely cooled the air, and, ceasing just as we set out, left us a pleasant journey to Wakefield. I recommended to the congregation here, (and afterwards many other places,) the example of the people in Holland, (at least, wherever I have been,) who never talk in a place 284 REv. J. Wesley's July, 1784. of public worship, either before or after the service. They took my advice. None courtesied, or bowed, or spoke to any one; but went out in as decent a manner, and in as deep silence, as any I saw at Rotterdam or Utrecht. I preached at Huddersfield in the morning; at Longwood-House, at noon; and in the evening, at Halifax. Sunday, 11. I preached in the morning at Greetland-House; at one, and in the evening, at Halifax. The House would in nowise contain the people; yet the wind was so high, that I could not preach abroad. -Mr. Sutcliffe read Prayers, and I preached at Heptonstall, where many poor souls were refreshed. Between one and two I preached in Todmorden church; and, at five, in our own preaching-house, boldly situated on the steep ascent of a tall mountain. −I went to Burnley, a place which had been tried for many years, but without effect. It seems, the time was now come. High and low, rich and poor, now flocked together from all quarters; and all were eager to hear, except one man, who was the Town-crier. He began to bawl amain, till his wife ran to him, and literally stopped his noise: She seized him with one hand, and clapped the other upon his mouth, so that he could not get out one word. God then began a work, which, I am persuaded, will not soon come to an end. Wed nesday, 14. I preached at Colne. Thursday, 15. I retired to Otley, and rested two days. Sunday, 18.

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Wednesday, 11. It was with some difficulty that I broke from this affectionate people, and went on, through a most lovely country, to Brecon. I found the little flock were in great peace, and increasing in number as well as in strength. I preached in the Town-Hall. I never saw such a congregation in Brecknock before; no, not even when I preached abroad. And I scarce ever found the power of God so present. It seemed as if every one must know the Lord, from the least to the greatest. We went on to Carmarthen. After preaching, I advised all the audience to copy after the decent behaviour of the Hollanders, in and after public worship. They all took my advice; none opened their lipstill they came into the open air. Saturday, 14, was the hottest day we have had this summer. We reached Tenby soon after one. After dinner we took a walk through the town. I think there is not such a town in Dngland. It is the Killmallock of Great Britain. Two-thirds of the ancient town are either in ruins, or vanished away. In the evening I preached in the street, to a large congregation of rich and poor, all quiet and attentive. I cannot but think, salvation is at length come to this town also. I preached again in the morning, Sunday, 15, and the word seemed to sink into the hearts of the hearers. Thence we went by Pembroke to St. Daniel's. It was a comfortable season. We had such Aug. 1784. JOURNAL. 287 another at Pembroke in the evening. Many mourned after God, and many rejoiced with joy unspeakable. I preached at Haverfordwest. Tuesday, 17. We rode over to Roach, eight miles from Haverford. The new preaching-house was pretty well filled; and I was glad to find that a little ride did me no harm. Wednesday, 18. I went to Admiral Vaughan's, at Tracoon, one of the pieasantest seats in Great Britain. The house is embosomed in lofty woods, and does not appear till you drop down upon it. The Admiral governs his family, as he did in his ship, with the utmost punctuality. The bell rings, and all attend without delay; whether at meals, or at morning and evening prayer. I preached at seven, on Phil. iii. 8; and spent the evening in serious conversation. Thur.

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30.-I had a long conversation with John MGeary, one of our American Preachers, just come to England. He gave a pleasing account of the work of God there continually increasing, and vehemently importuned me to pay one more 290 REv. J. WESLEY's Oct. 1784. visit to America before I die. Nay, I shall pay no more visits to new worlds, till I go to the world of spirits. Sat. October 2. It pleased God once more to pour out his Spirit on the family at Kingswood. Many of the children were much affected. I talked particularly with some who desired to partake of the Lord's Supper. They did so the next morn ing. Afterwards I spent a little time with all the children; and easily observed an uncommon awe resting upon them all. In the evening we renewed our covenant with God in the new Room at Bristol. It was supposed we had a thousand communicants; and I believe none went empty away. I set out for London. About eleven I preached at the Devizes; and in the evening at Sarum. A grievous stumbling-block was lately thrown in the way of this poor people. A young gentlewoman, after being deeply convinced of sin, found peace with God in a glorious manner. She was unspeakably happy; but, not long after, suddenly fell into black despair, and afterwards into melancholy madness, wherein she continued about two years. Here was an occasion of offence for them that sought occasion, which they took care to improve. About eleven I preached at Winchester; and in the evening at Portsmouth-Common. Those who could not get in, at first made a little noise; but in a short time all was quiet. Thursday, 7. I crossed over to the Isle of Wight. In the afternoon I preached at Newtown, once the largest town in the Isle; but now not having six houses together. In the evening all the Ministers, and most of the Gentry at New port, attended the preaching. Who hath warned them to flee from the wrath to come? O may many "bring forth fruit with patience 1" Friday, 8. We returned to Portsmouth Common; and Saturday, 9, to London. I set out for Oxfordshire; and in the evening preached at Wallingford. Tuesday, 19. I spent an hour at Lord Harcourt's seat, near Newnham; one of the pleasantest spots I have seen.

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I spent an hour at Lord Harcourt's seat, near Newnham; one of the pleasantest spots I have seen. It stands on a gently-rising hill, and commands a most delightful prospect. The rooms are not so grand as some, but elegant in the highest degree. So is also the front of the house, and what is called the flower-garden; a small inclosure, surrounded by lofty trees, and filled with all the beauties that nature and art can give. The House at Oxford was thoroughly filled; and students as Nov. 1784. JOURNAL. 291 well as townsmen were deeply serious. Thursday, 21. I preached at Witney, on, "As thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee." We had a large congregation at five in the morning; at twelve I met the children, and was pleased to find that the impression which was made on them by the storm last year, is not yet worn out; and the whole society, still double to what it was, appears to be much in earnest. After preaching in the evening, I met the select society, and found many of them who for several years have lost nothing of what they had received, but do still love God with all their heart; and, in consequence, "rejoice evermore, pray without ceasing, and in everything give thanks." Friday, 22. I preached at High-Wycomb about noon; and in the after noon went on to London. I preached at Shadwell church, which was exceed ingly crowded with rich and poor, who all seemed to receive the truth in love. In the evening I took coach, and the next evening preached at Norwich. Afterwards I advised the peo ple to go away in silence; and they did so: Neither man nor woman spoke till they were out of the House. The following days I visited the other societies in the Circuit; and on Tues day, November 2, returned to London. We had a solemn watch-night. Saturday, 6. I was an hour or two in conversation with that truly great man, Pascal Paoli; who is a tall, well-made, graceful man, about sixty years of age; but he does not look to be above forty. He appears to have a real regard for the public good, and much of the fear of God. He has a strong understanding, and seemed to be acquainted with every branch of polite literature.

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He has a strong understanding, and seemed to be acquainted with every branch of polite literature. On my saying he had met with much the same treatment with that of an ancient lover of his country, Hannibal, he immediately an swered, "But I have never yet met with a King of Bithynia." This week I visited the societies near London; a very heavy, but necessary, work. Thursday, 18. I visited two persons in Newgate, who were under sentence of death. They seemed to be in an excellent temper, calmly resigned to the will of God. But how much stress can be reasonably laid on such impressions, it is hard to say: So often have I known them vanish away as soon as ever the expectation of death was removed. Sal. 20.-At three in the morning two or three men broke 292 REv. J. wesley's Nov. 1784. into our house, through the kitchen-window. Thence they came up into the parlour, and broke open Mr. Moore's bureau, where they found two or three pounds: The night before I had prevented his leaving there seventy pounds, which he had just received. They next broke open the cupboard, and took away some silver spoons. Just at this time the alarum, which Mr. Moore, by mistake, had set for half past three, (instead of four,) went off, as it usually did, with a thundering noise. At this the thieves ran away with all speed; though their work was not half done; and the whole damage which we sustained scarce amounted to six pounds. -I preached at Northampton; and on Tuesday, 23, at Whittlebury. Here my servant was seized with a fever, attended with eruptions all over, as big as pepper-corns. I took knowledge of the Prickly-heat, as we called it in Georgia, termed by Dr. Heberden, the Nettle-rash, and assured him he would be well in four-and-twenty hours. He was so; and drove us on to Banbury; where, on Wednesday, 24, I met with a hearty welcome from Mr. George, formerly a member of the London society. The Presbyterian Minister offering me the use of his meeting, I willingly accepted his offer.

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A few days after, twenty of them died at once, five of whom died in peace. I could not but greatly approve of the spirit and behaviour of Mr. Villette, the Ordinary; and I rejoiced to hear, that it was the same on all similar occasions. We had a solemn watch-night, and ushered in the new year with the voice of praise and thanksgiving. Sat. JANUARY 1, 1785. Whether this be the last or no, may it be the best year of my life Sunday, 2. A larger num ber of people were present this evening at the renewal of our covenant with God, than was ever seen before on the occasion. At this season we usually distribute coals and bread among the poor of the society. But I now considered, they wanted clothes, as well as food. So on this, and the four following days, I walked through the town, and begged two hundred pounds, in order to clothe them that needed it most. But it was hard work, as most of the streets were filled with melting snow, which often lay ankle deep; so that my feet were steeped in snow-water nearly from morning till evening: I held it out pretty well till Saturday evening; but I was laid up with a violent flux, which increased every hour, till, at six in the morning, Dr. Whitehead called upon me. His first draught made me quite easy; and three or four more perfected the cure. If he lives some years, I expect he will be one of the most eminent Physicians in Europe. I supposed my journeys this winter had been over; but I could not decline one more. Monday, 17. I set out for poor Colchester, to encourage the little flock. They had exceeding little of this world's goods, but most of them had a better por tion. Tuesday, 18. I went on to Mistleythorn, a village near Manningtree. Some time since, one of the shipwrights of Deptford-yard, being sent hither to superintend the building of some men-of-war, began to read sermons on a Sunday evening in his own house. Afterwards he exhorted them a little, and then formed a little society. Some time after, he begged one of our Preachers to come over and help them. ... I now found a lively society, and one of the most elegant congregations I had seen for many years.

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I received letters from the Preachers, Stewards, and Leaders at Plymouth-Dock, informing me, that William Moore had renounced the Methodists, hired a place to preach in, and drawn away about forty of our members, to form a society for himself. They therefore begged I would come down as soon as possible, to quench the kindling fire. I saw no time was to be lost, and therefore immediately took places in the Exeter diligence. ".-I preached in Stepney church, one of the largest March, 1785. JOURNAL. 297 parish churches in Dngland. Monday, 28. The diligence reached Sarum about eight in the evening. About nine we left it. So keen a frost, I hardly ever felt before: And our carriage let in the air on all sides, so that we hardly could preserve life. However, soon after five on Tuesday evening, we got to Exeter. Wednesday, MARCH 2. We went on to Plymouth-Dock; and found all that we had heard, confirmed. But I verily believe, we are better without William Moore, than with him; as his heart is not right with God. To quiet the minds of many well-meaning persons, I preached on those comfortable words, "Even the hairs of your head are all numbered;" and in the morning, on, "Despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him." Thursday, 3. In the evening I read to the whole congregation a plain state of the case, with regard to the Deed of Declaration, which William Moore had so wonderfully misrepresented: And I believe they were all fully satisfied. I took a walk through the Royal Hospital for sick and wounded sailors. I never saw any thing of the kind so complete: Every part is so convenient, and so admirably meat. But there is nothing superfluous, and nothing purely orna mental, either within or without. There seems to be no thing wanting, but a man full of faith and zeal, to watch over the souls of the poor patients, and teach them to improve their affliction. In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Ply mouth ; and it pleased God to give me uncommon liberty in describing the power of faith.

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The death of Mr. Willis, snatched away in the midst of his years, but a few days before, brought abundance of people to the preaching house; and most of them were deeply serious; so that we had a very solemn hour. Tuesday, 22. I preached in Painswick at noon, and at six in the Court-House at Gloucester. A multitude of people flocked together, many of whom were of the better sort; and most of them appeared to be, for the present, almost persuaded to be Christians. Wednesday, 23. About eleven I preached at Tewkesbury, and in the evening at Worcester. Thursday, 24. I breakfasted at Mrs. Price's, a Quaker, who keeps a Boarding-School. I was much pleased with her children, so elegantly plain in their behaviour, as well as apparel. I was led, I know not how, to speak to them largely; then to pray; and we were all much comforted. The society is in great peace, and striving together for the hope of the Gospel. I have not seen greater earnestness and simplicity in any society, since we left London. I was now considering how strangely the grain of mustard seed, planted about fifty years ago, has grown up. It has spread through all Great Britain and Ireland; the Isle of Wight, and the Isle of Man; then to America, from the Leeward Islands, through the whole continent, into Canada and Newfoundland. And the societies, in all these parts, walk by one rule, knowing March, 1785. JOURNAL. 299 religion is holy tempers; and striving to worship God, not in form only, but likewise "in spirit and in truth." MARCH 25. (Being Good-Friday.) I hastened to reach Birmingham before the Church Service began. A sharper frost I never knew : But indeed our House was hot enough in the evening; and I have not seen a more earnest people. Such an advantage it is to be fully employed. In every place we find labouring men most susceptible of religion. Such a blessing results from that curse, "In the sweat of thy brow shalt thou eat bread." -I had designed to rest; but notice had been given of my preaching at Quinton at noon.

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26.-I had designed to rest; but notice had been given of my preaching at Quinton at noon. As the House would not hold the people, I was constrained, cold as it was, to preach abroad; and they all seemed to feel that solemn question, "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation?" In the evening my heart was enlarged in such a manner as I have seldom known ; so that I detained the congregation considerably longer than I am accustomed to ; and all the people seemed determined to "glorify God with their body and their spirit." MARCH 27. (Being Easter-day.) I preached at seven, on, "The Lord is risen indeed," with an uncommon degree of freedom; and then met the Local Preachers, several of whom seemed to have caught the fashionable disease, desire of independency. They were at first very warm ; but at length agreed to act by the Rules laid down in the Minutes of the Conference. The weather now changed. Small rain fell some hours, and then turned into snow. This made it very dirty : However, the poor people got through, and filled Darlaston church. Hence I returned to Wednesbury; but could not preach abroad, the ground being covered with snow. As many as could crowded into the House. A love-feast followed, at which many plain people spoke without reserve. The artless propriety with which they spoke must be truly astonishing to all who do not consider that promise, "They shall be all taught of God." -I preached a kind of funeral sermon on Sarah Wood, one of the first members of the society. For above fifty years she adorned the Gospel, being a pattern of all holiness. She was confined to her bed for several months. Being asked if time did not hang upon her hands, she answered, "No ; the Bible is my delight." "How can that be," said 300 REv. J. wesley's April, 1785. her friend, "when you cannot see?" "Very well," said she; "for the Lord brings it to my remembrance." So, without doubt or fear, she delivered up her soul to her merciful and faithful Creator. About eleven I preached at Wolverhampton, and spent the afternoon with the amiable family at Hilton-Park. Tuesday, 29. At noon I preached in the Room at Stafford, to a deeply affected congregation.

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At noon I preached in the Room at Stafford, to a deeply affected congregation. This was the more strange, because there are few towns in England less infected with religion than Stafford. In the evening I preached at Newcastle, to a very serious and much affected congregation. Wednesday, 30. We found a difficulty at Lane-End. Even at noon the House con tained not a third of the congregation. The wind was piercing cold; nevertheless, I preached abroad, and God warmed our hearts. In the evening I was greatly comforted among our brethren at Burslem, well established in grace ; and such another congregation I met with, Thursday, 31, at Congleton. Fri. APRIL 1. I came to Macclesfield, where Mr. Simpson had given notice of my preaching in his church. Here I fully delivered my own soul; and on Saturday, 2, went on to Man chester. Sunday, 3. Our brethren flocking in from all parts, the House, large as it is, could not contain them. It was sup posed we had twelve hundred communicants. Monday, 4. I preached to our old, loving congregation at Bolton. Tuesday, 5. At noon I preached at Wingate, in the open air. The con gregation were quite ripe for all the Gospel blessings, devouring every word. In the evening I preached at Wigan. I never before saw this preaching-house full; but it was more than full to-night, and with deeply attentive hearers. Wednesday, 6. I preached at Liverpool; but I found no ship there ready to sail. So, Thursday, 7, (after preaching at Warrington in the way,) I hastened to Chester. Neither was there any ship at Parkgate ready to sail; so, Friday, 8, we took coach, and reached Holy head between four and five on Saturday in the afternoon. Between nine and ten we went on board the Clermont packet: But it was a dead calm till past ten on Sunday, 10, when the company desired me to give them a sermon. After sermon I prayed that God would give us a full and speedy passage. While I was speaking the wind sprung up; and in twelve hours brought us to Dublin Bay. Does not our Lord still hear the prayer? I found such a resting-place at our own house, as I never found in Ireland before : and two such Preachers. April, 1785. JOURNAL.

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17.-We had such a mumber of communicants at the cathedral as was scarce ever seen there before. In the evening many were cut to the heart; and, I believe, not a few com forted. A love-feast followed; at which many spoke what God had done for their souls, with all plainness and simplicity. -I went through a delightful country to Pros perous; a little town, begun five years ago by Captain Brooke, 302 Rev. J. Wesley's April, 1785. just returned from the East Indies. Here he introduced every branch of the cotton manufactory, on a most extensive plan. He built two rows of commodious houses, with all convenient appurtenances; and he now employs about two thousand men, women, and children, on the spot, beside near the same number in other places. They had a very large Room, but not near large enough for the congregation. All that got in seemed much affected, as they did likewise at five in the morning. About fifty of them are already joined in a society. Fair blossoms But what will the fruit be? A remarkable circumstance, we were informed, occurred near this place, about three weeks before:-A poor woman, who owed her landlord fourteen pounds, scraped seven together, which she brought him. But he absolutely refused to take less than the whole, yet detained her in talk till evening. She then set out on a car. When she was within a mile of home, she over took a soldier, who said he was exceedingly tired, and earnestly entreated her to let him ride with her on the car, to which she at length consented. When they came to her house, finding there was no town within two miles, he begged he might sit by the fire-side till morning. She told him she durst not suffer it, as hers was a lone house, and there was none in it but herself and her girl: But at last she agreed he should lie in the girl's bed, and she and the girl would lie together. At midnight, two men, who had blackened their faces, broke into the house, and demanded her money.

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At midnight, two men, who had blackened their faces, broke into the house, and demanded her money. She said, "Then let me go into the next room and fetch it." Going in, she said to the sol dier, "You have requited me well for my kindness, by bring ing your comrades to rob my house." He asked, "Where are they?" She said, "In the next room." He started up, and ran thither. The men ran away with all speed. He fired after them, and shot one dead; who, being examined, appeared to be her landlord So that a soldier was sent to protect an innocent woman, and punish an hardened villain -I preached at ten to an uncommonly large and serious congregation at Edinderry. In the evening I preached at Tyrrel's Pass, where a small, dead society is all that now remains. Such another I found at Coolylough, on Wednes day, 20. Thursday, 21. Going to Athlone, I found the scene entirely changed; there has not been for many years so much April, 1785. JOURNAL. 303 life in the society. Many of the old dead members are quick ened again. Many are added to them; and there is no jar of any kind among them ; they provoke one another only to love and to good works. -It is just seven years since I was here before; and I find little change in many, only that they are more dead to the world, and, consequently, more alive to God; and for a few that have left them, God has given them double, that are either alive to God, or athirst for him. In the afternoon I preached at the east end of the market-house. I scarce ever saw so numerous a congregation at Athlone; and all were attentive : Not a word was heard, and scarce any motion was to be seen. I trust the seed now sown will not wither away, but grow up into everlasting life Mon.

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29. I preached in our own House at Kilkenny, to just such another congregation. But those that attended in the morning were of a nobler spirit, and I found uncommon liberty among them. I preached at Waterford in the Court-House, one of the largest in the kingdom. A multitude of people quickly ran together, which occasioned some tumult at first; but it was quickly over, and all were deeply attentive, Surely God will have much people in this city. Sun. MAY 1. At eight I preached in the Court-House to a larger congregation than before. At eleven I went to the cathedral, one of the most elegant churches in Ireland. The whole Service was performed with the utmost solemnity. After Service, the senior Prebend, Dr. Fall, invited me to dinner; and desired, when I came again, I would take a bed at his house. I doubt that will never be At four I preached at the head of the Mall, to a Moorfields congregation, all quiet and attentive. Monday, 2. The con gregation at five in the morning was larger than that on Saturday evening; and all of them appeared to have (for the present, at least) a real concern for their salvation. O that it may not pass away as the morning dew I took a solemn farewell of this affectionate people, con cluding with those awful words: Now on the brink of death we stand ; And if I pass before, You all may safe escape to land, And hail me on the shore. −We set out for Dungarvan-Ferry; but in spite of all the speed we could make, the road was so horrible, that we could not reach Youghall before six in the evening At seven, the Court-House was filled from end to end : And such was the attention of all, high and low, that I hope many of them will bring forth fruit to perfection. May, 1785. JOURNAL. 305 At five in the morning the Court-House was thoroughly filled. So in the evening I preached in the Mall, where the congregation was much the same as the last at Waterford; only that they were in general Protestants, as are most in the town; who are also some of the most cour. teous and quiet people in the kingdom. Before I came half way to Cork, I was met by about thirty horsemen.

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5. Before I came half way to Cork, I was met by about thirty horsemen. We dined at Middleton, and then rode on through a pleasant, well-cultivated country to Cork. In the evening, many in the crowded congregation were much comforted. I made an exact inquiry into the state of the society. I found the number was about four hundred, many of whom were greatly in earnest. Many children, chiefly girls, were indisputably justified; some of them were likewise sanctified, and were patterns of all holiness. But how shall we keep up the flame that is now kindled, not only in Cork, but in many parts of the nation? Not by sitting still; but by stirring up the gift of God that is in them; by uninterrupted watchfulness; by warning every one and exhort, ing every one; by besieging the throne with all the powers of prayer; and, after all, some will, and some will not, improve the grace which they have received. Therefore there must be a falling away. We are not to be discouraged at this; but to do all that in us lies to-day, leaving the morrow to God. On this day that venerable saint, Mr. Perronet, desired his grandaughter, Miss Briggs, who attended him day and night, to go out into the garden, and take a little air. He was reading, and hearing her read, the three last chapters of Isaiah. When she returned, he was in a kind of ecstasy; the tears running down his cheeks, from a deep sense of the glori ous things which were shortly to come to pass. He continued unspeakably happy that day, and on Sunday was, if possible, happier still. And indeed heaven seemed to be as it were opened to all that were round about him. When he was in bed, she went into his room to see if anything was wanting; and as she stood at the feet of the bed, he smiled, and broke out, "God bless thee, my dear child, and all that belong to thee! Yea, He will bless thee!" Which he earnestly repeated many times, till she left the room. When she went in, the next morning, Monday, 9, his spirit was returned to God! 306 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1785. So ended the holy and happy life of Mr. Vincent Perronet, in the ninety-second year of his age.

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Vincent Perronet, in the ninety-second year of his age. I follow hard after him in years, being now in the eighty-second year of my age. O that I may follow him in holiness; and that my last end may be like his In the afternoon I stood in the vacant space near the preaching-house, capable of containing many thousands. An immense number assembled : There was no disturbance: The days of tumult here are over; and God has now of a long season made our enemies to be at peace with us. About noon I preached at Kinsale, in the old Bowling-green, which lies on the top of the hill, and commands a large prospect, both by sea and land. All behaved well, but a few Officers, who walked up and down, and talked together during the whole service. The poor in Ireland in general are well-behaved: All the ill-breeding is among well-dressed people. In the evening I preached in the main street at Bandon, to a very numerous congregation: But some of them were better clothed than taught; for they laughed and talked great part of the time. Such a transaction occurred here last week, as has not oc curred this century. A soldier, walking over the bridge, met a countryman, and taking a fancy to his stick, strove to wrench it from him: His companion knocked the soldier down. News of this being carried to the barracks, a whole troop of soldiers marched down, and, without any provocation, fell upon the countrymen coming into the town, pursued them into the houses where they fled for shelter, and hacked and hewed them without mercy: Two-and-forty were wounded, several maimed, and two killed upon the spot. I returned from Bandon to Cork; and after endeavouring to confirm those that were much alive to God, on Friday, 13, with some difficulty, I broke loose from my affectionate friends, and in two long stages reached Kilfinnam. It being too stormy to preach abroad, I preached in the Assembly-Room: All the hearers were serious and well behaved. I trust some will bring forth fruit with patience. Afterwards I took a survey of the Danish mount near the town; the first I have seen, surrounded with a triple ditch; but it is not either so high or so large as that near Dundee.

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Afterwards I took a survey of the Danish mount near the town; the first I have seen, surrounded with a triple ditch; but it is not either so high or so large as that near Dundee. Is it not strange, that the Irish, as well as the Scots, should so soon have driven out those merciless robbers who defied all the strength of England for so long a time? Saturday, 14. I May, 1785. JOURNAL. 307 found a far greater curiosity, a large Druidical temple. I judged by my eye, that it was not less than a hundred yards in diameter; and it was, if I remember right, full as entire as Stonehenge, or that at Stanton-Drew. How our ancestors could bring or even heave these enormous stones, what modern can comprehend? In the evening we found many of our old friends at Limerick were removed to Abraham's bosom. MAY 15. (Being Whit Sunday.) The Service at the cathedral began at eleven, and lasted till three. It concluded a little sooner, by my assist ing at the Lord's Supper, at the request of the Clergymen. Between five and six, I took my stand near the Custom-House, amidst an innumerable multitude of people; but they were Wild as the untaught Indian's brood. They made such a wonderful noise, that I judged it best to give them the ground, and retire to our own House. Mon day, 16. I restored the select society, which had been quite neglected. In the evening I earnestly exhorted all our brethren to set out again in the good old way; and to run with patience the race that is set before them. In my way to Gort, I was met by some of our brethren of Killchrist, a village eight miles beyond it, giving me an invitation from Colonel Pearse, to lodge at his house. He sent me to Killchrist in one of his own carriages. There I found a large number of plain people, to whom I preached in the yard. Thence I returned to the Colonel's; but the house being full of genteel company, I was as out of my element; there being no room to talk upon the only subject which deserves the attention of a rational creature. Wed.

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Learning that a little girl had sat up all night, and then walked two miles to see me, I took her into the chaise; and was surprised to find her continually rejoicing in God. The person with whom the Preachers lodge, informed me, that she has been two years possessed of his pure love. We break fasted at Athenry, once a populous city. But now seges est ubi Troja fuit. In the afternoon, we went on to Ballinrobe. Having heard a remarkable account of the Charter-School here, I resolved to see it with my own eyes. I went thither Corn is growing on the spot where Troy formerly stood. EDIT. 308 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1785. about five in the afternoon, but found no master or mistress. Seven or eight boys, and nine or ten girls, (the rest being ram bling abroad,) dirty and ragged enough, were left to the care of a girl half the head taller than the rest. She led us through the house. I observed first the school-room, not much bigger than a small closet. Twenty children could not be taught there at once, with any convenience. When we came into the bed chamber, I inquired, "How many children now lodge in the house?" and was answered, "Fourteen or fifteen boys, and nineteen girls." For these boys, there were three beds, and five for the nineteen girls. For food I was informed, the master was allowed a penny-farthing a day for each ! Thus they are clothed, lodged, and fed. But what are they taught? As far as I could learn, just nothing ! Of these things I informed the Commissioners for these schools in Dublin. But I do not hear of any alteration. If this be a sample of the Irish Charter-Schools, what good can we expect from them? In my way from Limerick hither, I read and carefully con sidered Major Wallance's Irish Grammar, allowed to be the best extant. And supposing him to give a true account of the Irish language, it is not only beyond all comparison worse than any ancient language I know anything of; but below English, French, German, Italian, Spanish, or any other modern lan guage.

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Walking, about noon, I was catched in a heavy shower, and contracted a severe cold. However, I preached in the evening to a far civiller congregation than the might before. So I think my labour here was not quite in vain. -I preached about ten in the Court-House at Manorhamilton; and then rode over the Black-Mountain, now clothed with green, and through a delightful road, to Mount Florence. Here I observed the party-coloured gates (as they were some years since) to be painted plain red. The wind was high and piercing cold; yet the multitude of people obliged me to preach in the open air. Thursday, 26. I preached in the Assembly-Room at Swadlingbar; but not without difficulty; my cold being so increased, that I could not sing, nor speak, but just in one key. However, I made shift to preach in the church at Bally connel in the evening, though it was very full, and con sequently very hot. Friday, 27. Feeling myself much as I was eleven years ago, and not knowing how short my time of work ing might be, I resolved to do a little while I could : So I began at five ; and though I could scarce be heard at first, yet the more I spoke, the more my voice was strengthened. Before I had half done, every one could hear. To God be all the glory. About ten I preached at Killeshandra, to a multitude of people. But my voice was now so strengthened, that every one could hear. In the evening, there being no house at Kill more that could contain half the congregation, I was obliged again to preach abroad. There were several sharp showers; 310 REv. J. WESLEY's May, 1785. but none went away : For it pleased the Lord to send there with gracious rain on the souls of them that feared him. At five, though I had not quite recovered my voice, I judged it best to speak as I could. So I preached in Mr. Creighton's barn, and at seven in the ball-room at Cavan. I had designed to go straight from hence to Clones; but a friend sending me word, that Mr. Sanderson was will ing I should preach in his church at Ballyhays, I altered my purpose, and went thither. Abundance of people were wait ing for me: But Mr.

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Abundance of people were wait ing for me: But Mr. Sanderson having changed his mind, I preached in the inn-yard, to a very well-behaved congregation of rich as well as poor. Hence I went on to Clones, where I found such a society, as I had hardly seen in Ireland, making it a point of conscience to conform to all our Rules, great and small. The new preaching-house was exceeding neat, but far too small to contain the congregation. The first time I preached to-day was with difficulty; the second and third with less; the fourth with none at all. The Morning Service, so called, began between twelve and one. At five, the storm was so high, that I could not preach in the market-place, as I first designed. At length we pitched upon a sloping meadow near the town, where we were perfectly sheltered by the hill. I suppose the congregation would have filled the House at Dublin, more than twice over. We had several showers; but the people regarded them not, being wholly taken up with better things. Wewent on to Caladon. A convenient preaching house is just built here; which (after the forms were removed) just contained the congregation. The power of God was very unusually present among them. Many were cut to the heart; and refused to be comforted, till God spoke peace to their souls; and many did already rejoice with joy unspeakable. When we came to Armagh on Tuesday, the wind was extremely high, and the air as cold as it used to be in Decem ber. However, we had no place that could contain the con gregation, but Mr. M'Gough's avenue. And here the people, crowding close together, did not seem to regard either cold or wind. Tuesday, 31. We took a walk to the Primate's palace, and had a full view of the house. It is elegant in the highest degree, and yet not splendid; and it is furnished throughout in a handsome, though not in a costly, manner. Since I was June, 1785. JOURNAL. 311 here before, he has added an obelisk a hundred feet high; and dairy-house, with many other conveniences; and a chapel, never yet used.

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here before, he has added an obelisk a hundred feet high; and dairy-house, with many other conveniences; and a chapel, never yet used. But we were informed, he designs to do many things more How well then may it be said to him, Tu secanda marmora Locas sub ipsum funus, et sepulchri Immemor struis domos / At eleven I preached in the avenue again. It rained all the time; yet the congregation was large and attentive. Afterwards a decent woman, whom I never saw either before or since, desired to speak with me; and said, "I met you at Caladon. I had then a violent pain in my head for four weeks; but was fully persuaded I should be well, if you would lay your hand on my cheek; which I begged you to do. From that moment I have been perfectly well." If so, give God the glory. In the evening the rain drove us into the market-house, where we were a little disturbed by two or three drunken men; but all the rest (numerous congregation) behaved with deep seriousness. Wed. JUNE 1.-I took my leave of my coeval, Mr. M"Gough, whom I scarce expect to see again in this world. About ten I preached in Blackwater-Town, in Mr. Roe's yard, to a large and elegant congregation; and in the even ing to a larger still, at the side of the Fort at Charlemount. Mrs. T. was an unspeakable blessing to this town, while Mr. T. was stationed there; and the revival of religion, which began then, has been increasing ever since. In the road to and from Charlemount, I had a good deal of conversation with that amiable woman, Mrs. R. God has indeed dealt very mercifully with her; and her soul is at pre sent much alive. I have great hopes that she, and all her lovely family, will be patterns to all that are round about them. -I went to Mr. Caulfield's, the Rector of Kille man, three miles from Charlemount.

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Caulfield's, the Rector of Kille man, three miles from Charlemount. His house is agreeably situated, at the head of a beautiful avenue, in which I preached to a very numerous congregation; most of whom seemed to be The following is Boscawen's translation of these lines from Horace - Day treads on day with rapid pace; Moons hasten to their wane by nature's doom; Whilst thou prepar'st the column's base To rear thy palace, heedless of thy tomb 1-EDIT. 312 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1785. deeply affected. I sent my horses on to Mr. Cook's town, ten Irish miles; Mr. Caulfield sending me thither, Friday, 3, with a pair of his. At ten I preached there, and then hastened forward: But I could not reach Londonderry before seven. We then found (notwithstanding they had but short notice) a congregation gathered from all parts. The society here has not been so well established, for many years, as it is now. What is principally wanting, is, zeal for God, and entire self-devotion to him. -At eight I strongly applied the latter part of the thirteenth chapter to the Romans. We had a very decent congregation at church, but not so many communicants as I expected. At six our Room was thoroughly filled with as serious hearers as ever I saw. Monday, 6. We had a numerous congregation, in the morning, of rich as well as poor. But who is able effectually to warn these to flee from the wrath to come? At eleven I preached in an open place at Newtown, sixteen miles from Londonderry. In the evening we had, at Coleraine, a larger congregation than at Clones itself; and they seemed a more intelligent people than most I have met with. Indeed, the whole town is different from all that I have seen. There is no hurry or noise, but all quiet and still, both by day and by night; so that no wonder so many here receive the Gospel of peace, and "bring forth fruit unto perfection." I accepted the offer of the Presbyterian meeting; and preached there at noon, and at six in the evening. Wed nesday, 8. After preaching in the morning, I left many of the loving people in tears, and went on to Ballymoney; where I preached in the Court-House, to a very civil, and a very dull, congregation.

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After preaching in the morning, I left many of the loving people in tears, and went on to Ballymoney; where I preached in the Court-House, to a very civil, and a very dull, congregation. From hence we went to Ballymena. In the after moon I walked over to Gracehill, the Moravian settlement. Beside many little houses for them that are married, they have three large buildings; (on the same plan with that at Fulneck;) having the chapel in the middle, the house for the single men on the left hand, that for the single women on the right. We spent one or two agreeable hours in seeing the several rooms. Nothing can exceed the neatness of the rooms, or the courtesy of the inhabitants: But if they have most courtesy, we have more love. We do not suffer a stranger, especially a Christian brother, to visit us, without asking him either "to bite or sup." "But it is their way." I am sorry to say, so it is. When I June, 1785. JOURNAL. 313 called on Bishop Antone, in Holland, an old acquaintance, whom I had not seen for six-and-forty years, till both he and I were grown grey-headed, he did not ask me so much as to wet my lips. Is not this a shameful way? A way, contrary not only to Christianity, but to common humanity? Is it not a way that a Jew, a Mahometan, yea, an honest Heathen, would be ashamed of 2 Having now finished an ingenious book, Le Vrayer's "Ani madversions on the Ancient Historians," I thought a few passages worth transcribing, as containing some uncommon remarks. He says more for the veracity of Herodotus than ever I saw before ; and convinces me that his authority is more to be relied on than that of Polybius; who, " contrary to the truth of history, makes Scipio an example of continence, in giving up the fair captive to the Spanish Prince; whereas, in fact, he never would, nor did, restore her to her husband." "There is not a more incredible relation in all the Roman History, than that Clelia, and all the Roman virgins who were hostages to the Hetrurians, swam over the river Tiber to Rome.

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He says more for the veracity of Herodotus than ever I saw before ; and convinces me that his authority is more to be relied on than that of Polybius; who, " contrary to the truth of history, makes Scipio an example of continence, in giving up the fair captive to the Spanish Prince; whereas, in fact, he never would, nor did, restore her to her husband." "There is not a more incredible relation in all the Roman History, than that Clelia, and all the Roman virgins who were hostages to the Hetrurians, swam over the river Tiber to Rome. Surely they would scarce have dared to look upon so rapid a river, much less to plunge into it; especially when there was no necessity, for the peace was then almost concluded. "Some writers affirm, and it is earnestly believed, that Belisarius was reduced to beggary. But it is a mere fable: On the contrary, the Emperor Justinian heaped titles and honours upon him to the last; although he recalled him out of Italy, after he had been defeated there by the French. Procopius, who wrote largely concerning him, says not one word of his being reduced to poverty." Between nine and ten I preached in the Court House at Antrim, to a large staring congregation. Thence we went on to Belfast, through miserable roads. O where is com mon sense ! At six I preached in the Linen-Hall, to a large congregation, admirably well-behaved. I often wonder that, among so civil a people, we can do but little good. Friday, 10. We came to Downpatrick; where, the preaching-house being too small, we repaired, as usual, to the Grove; a most lovely plain, very near the venerable ruins of the cathedral. The congregation was as large as that at Belfast, but abun dantly more awakened. The people in general were remark ably affectionate. They filled the large preaching-house at five 314 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1785. in the morning; and we seemed to be as closely united with them as with one of our old societies in England. About eleven on Saturday, I preached in the Linen-Hall, at Ballimahinch, to a numerous congregation. The country, from hence to Lisburn, is wonderfully pleasant and fruitful.

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About eleven I preached in a shady orchard, to an exceeding large congrega tion; and in the evening to a still larger at the Grange, a small June, 1785. JOURNAL. 315 village on the top of a hill. Many showers went to the right and the left while I was preaching, but only a few drops fell upon us. Thursday, 16. About eight I preached at Rich Hill, where there were many backsliders, on, "How shall I give thee up, Ephraim In the afternoon I came to Newry, where I never before had any tolerable place to preach in ; but the Presbyterians now offered me the use of their large and handsome meeting-house: Perhaps it never was filled before. I believe the occasion required me to speak very plain, which I did from Elijah's question, "How long halt ye between two opinions 2° And I applied it to the conscience of each per son, rich and poor, with all possible plainness. Many of our friends from Dublin gave us the meeting at Drogheda ; a large, handsome town, which seemed to me to be little inferior to Waterford. After much opposi tion, a small society is formed here. I preached in the Sessions-House, a large commodious room, which was quickly filled with rich and poor. The Mayor himself and several of the Aldermen took care that none should make any disturb ance. God gave us an exceeding solemn season. After sermon I gave a short account of the rise of Methodism. I believe all were so satisfied, that there will scarce be any more persecution of the Methodists at Drogheda. Having visited all the places I proposed, I came back to Dublin just as well as I set out, my strength having been as my day. I exhorted a crowded audience to "bring forth fruits meet for repentance;" and afterwards pressed the exhort ation on our own society. Monday, 20. I visited one ill of a violent fever, and calmly triumphing over sickness, and pain, and death. In the evening I received a letter from a Physician, whom, the next morning, I carried to see her. He thoroughly understood her case; and from the dayshe followed his prescrip tion she began to recover.

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Ives, to almost the whole town. This was the first place in Cornwall where we preached, and where Satan fought fiercely for his kingdom; but now all is peace. I found old John Nance had rested from his labours. Some months since, sitting behind the Preacher, in the pulpit, he sunk down, was carried out, and fell asleep ! -About nine I preached at the copper-works, near the Hayle, in the new preaching-house. I suppose such another is not in England, nor in Europe, nor in the world. It is round, and all the walls are brass; that is, brazen slugs. It seems nothing can destroy this, till heaven and earth pass away. At two the Stewards of all the societies met at Redruth. There is nothing but peace and love among them, and among the societies from whence they came; and yet no great increase ! At our love-feast in the evening, several of our friends declared how God had saved them from inbred sin, with such exactness, both of sentiment and language, as clearly showed they were taught of God. At half-past eight I preached at St. Agnes, to the largest congregation I ever saw there. Between one and two I preached in the street at Redruth, to thousands upon thou sands; and my strength was as my need: Yet I was afraid, lest I should not be able to make all those hear that assembled in the evening. But, though it was supposed there were two or three thousand more than ever were there before, yet they heard (I was afterwards informed) to the very skirts of the congregation, while I applied those solemn words, "One thing is needful." -I preached at Launceston; SEPTEMBER 1, in the market-place at Tiverton; and on Friday, 2, opened the little preaching-house at Wellington. At noon I preached in an ancient, venerable building, once belonging to a Lord Chief 320 REv. J. wesley's Sept. 1785. Justice. It is oddly called Cat-Hanger. Having a stupid people to deal with, I spoke exceeding plain; and I think many of them, even Somersetshire farmers, felt as well as heard. Thence we went on to Ditchet. The people here are all attentive; so that I had nothing to do but apply the promises. The society is continually increasing, and more and more of the hearers are convinced and justified.

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For many years I had lodged at Mr. Cole's in Luton; but he was now gone to his long home. The room prepared for me now was very large and very cold, and had no fire-place in it. After dinner I called upon Mr. Hamp ,son, the Lawyer who had made Mr. Cole's will. He gave me, Mov. 1785. JU URNAL. 323 with the utmost courtesy, all the information I wanted; and afterwards invited me to lodge at his house, which I willingly did. In the evening the preaching-house was thoroughly filled; and we had a blessed season, both now and in the morning. Tues. November 1. When I came to Northampton, the new Presbyterian meeting-house was offered me, twice as large as our own. The congregation was numerous and deeply attentive. Many attended again in the morning; I trust, not without a blessing. Wednesday, 2. I preached at Whittlebury. Thursday, 3. I met with Peru's "Treatise upon the Gravel and Stone." I had long supposed that there could not be in mature any such thing as a lithontriptic, a medicine that could dissolve the stone, without dissolving the bladder; but I am now convinced; there is no arguing against matter of fact; the facts here alleged are too recent to be denied, and too clear to be evaded : Therefore I cannot but earnestly advise every one that has this dreadful distemper, to try without delay, if he can afford it, this sovereign remedy. I returned to London. Sunday, 6. I preached a funeral sermon for that great and good man, Mr. Fletcher; and most of the congregation felt that God was in the midst of them. In the afternoon I buried the remains of Judith Perry, a lovely young woman, snatched away at eighteen; but she was ripe for the Bridegroom, and went to meet him in the full triumph of faith. Sunday, 13. I preached at Shoreditch church. The congregation was very numerous, and the collection unusually large.- This week I read over again, and carefully con sidered, Mr. Fry's tract upon Marriage. I wonder it is not more known, as there is nothing on the head like it in the English tongue.

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9. At leisure hours this week, I read the Life of Sir William Penn, a wise and good man. But I was much surprised at what he relates concerning his first wife; who lived, I suppose, fifty years, and said a little before her death, "I bless God, I never did anything wrong in my life I'' Was she then ever convinced of sin? And if not, could she be saved on any other footing than a Heathen 2 I was desired to go and hear the King deliver his speech in the House of Lords. But how agreeably was I surprised He pronounced every word with exact propriety. I much doubt whether there be any other King in Europe, that is so just and natural a speaker. I had a more particular account of Joseph Lee than ever I had before. When I went first to Newcastle-upon Tyne, I chose him, being a man full of faith and love, to be one of the Leaders, Steward of the society, and Caterer for our family. He discharged his trust with the utmost ability and integrity. He walked humbly and closely with God; and was a pattern to all the town, as well as to all the society. But after some time, he was persuaded to quit Newcastle, and settle at Nottingham. There he fell among Antinomians, and, trusting in his own strength, gradually sucked in their opinion, grew less and less strict; and lost first the power, and then the very form, of religion. After he had lived some years openly and avowedly without God in the world, while he was one evening quite merry with his jovial companions, 326 REv. J. WESLEY's Feb. 1786. one of them said, "Why, Mr. Lee, you was once very godly; you was one of those mad Methodists l'" He answered not a word, but leaned his arm on the table, and died. Sun. FEBRUARY 5. In the morning, while I was applying at the new chapel that solemn declaration, "The Lord's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; nor his ear heavy, that it cannot hear;" he did indeed speak aloud in his word, so that the stout-hearted trembled. I broke out into prayer: The power of God came mightily upon us, and there was a general cry.

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Thursday, 4. Preaching at Tadcaster in the way, in the evening I preached at York. Sunday, 7. In the morning I preached at St. May, 1786. JOURNAL. 331 Saviour's church, thoroughly filled with serious hearers; and in the afternoon at St. Margaret's, which was over-filled ; many being constrained to go away. We had a love-feast in the evening, at which many artlessly testified what God had done for their souls. I have not for many years known this society in so prosperous a condition. This is undoubtedly owing, first, to the exact discipline which has for some time been observed among them; and, next, to the strongly and continually exhorting the believers to "go on unto perfection." -I preached about one in the new House at Easing wold, and in the evening at Thirsk. Tuesday, 9. Iwent on to Richmond. I alighted, according to his own desire, at Arch deacon Blackburne's house. How lively and active was he some years ago! I find he is two years younger than me; but he is now a mere old man, being both blind, and deaf, and lame. Who maketh thee to differ? He durst not ask me to preach in his church, "for fear somebody should be offended." So I preached at the head of the street, to a numerous congregation; all of whom stood as still, (although it rained all the time,) and behaved as well, as if we had been in the church. I rode through a lovely country to Barnard Castle, and found much life in the congregation. Thursday, 11. About noon we came to Appleby, the county-town of Cumber land. A very large room being provided, I preached with much liberty, and then cheerfully went on to Penrith. In my way hither, I looked over Lord Bacon's "Ten Centuries of Experiments." Many of them are extremely curious; and many may be highly useful. Afterwards I read Dr. Anderson's "Account of the Hebrides." How accurate and sensible a writer But how clearly does he show that, through the ill-judged salt duty, the herring-fishery there, which might be of great advantage, is so effectually destroyed, that the King's revenue therefrom is annihilated; yea, that it generally, at least frequently, turns out some thousand pounds worse than nothing ! I preached at Carlisle; and Saturday, 13, after a long day's journey, at Glasgow.

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30. I had the happiness of conversing with the Earl of H and his Lady, at Dunbar. I could not but observe both the easiness of his behaviour, (such as we find in all the Scottish Nobility,) and the fineness of his appearance, greatly set off by a milk-white head of hair. Wednesday, 31. I took a view of the stupendous bridge, about ten miles from Dunbar; which is thrown over the deep glen that runs between the two mountains, commonly called the Peas. I doubt whether Louis the Fourteenth ever raised such a bridge as this. In the evening I preached at Berwick-upon-Tweed; Thurs day, JUNE 1, at Aluwick. Friday, 2. I was desired to lay June, 1786. JOURNAL. 333 the first stone of the preaching-house there. A very large congregation attending, we spent some time on the spot, in solemn prayer, and singing praise to God. About noon I preached in the Town-Hall at Morpeth; in the evening, at Newcastle. How different is the spirit of this congregation to that of most of those I have seen lately JUNE 4. (Being Whitsunday.) I preached at eight to an amazing congregation, at the Ballast-Hills; but it was doubled by that at the Fell in the afternoon. But it was supposed that at the Garth-Heads, in the evening, was as large as both together. On Monday and Tuesday the congregation was larger than I ever remember. Wednesday, 7. At five we had a solemn parting. About noon I preached at North-Shields, in a tent erected near the town, to a very numerous congregation. In the evening I preached at Sunderland. About eleven on Friday I preached in the church at Monkwearmouth, on those words in the Second Lesson, "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Friday, 9. I preached at Durham about eleven, and in the evening at Hartlepool. I preached in the Town-Hall, where many appeared to be very deeply affected. Surely the seed will spring up at last even here, where we seemed so long to be ploughing on the sand. I went to Darlington. Since I was here last, Mr. died, and left many thousand pounds to an idle spendthrift, but not one groat to the poor. O unwise steward of the mammon of unrighteousness How much better for him had he died a beggar ! Sun.

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I had appointed to preach at Swinfleet; so I went as far as Beverley this evening, and on Monday, 19, set out early; but being vehemently importuned to go round by Malton, I did so, and preached there at nine. Thence I hastened to Pocklington; and, finding the people ready, step ped out of the chaise, and preached without delay. We reached Swinfleet between six and seven, having gone, in all, seventy-six miles. A numerous congregation was assembled under the shade of tall trees. Sufficient for this day was the labour thereof: But still I was no more tired than when I rose in the morning.- I preached in Crowle at noon; and in the evening at Epworth. I preached at Scotter at nine; and at one in Brigg, in an open part of the town. All were still as night; the very boys and girls standing as quiet as their parents: Indeed, it seemed that the hearts of all were as melting wax before the Lord. In the evening, the people flocking together on every side, I was constrained to preach in the market place at Grimsby; where every one behaved well, except the Calvinist Preacher. June, 1786. JOURNAL. 335 In the evening I preached at Louth. I never saw this people affected before. Friday, 23. At nine I preached at Tealby, where many of the people felt that God was with them in an uncommon manner. Having now given a second reading to "Fingal," rendered into heroic verse, I was thoroughly convinced it is one of the finest Epic Poems in the English language. Many of the lines are worthy of Mr. Pope; many of the incidents are deeply pathetic; and the character of Fingal exceeds any in Homer, yea, and Virgil too. No such speech comes out of his mouth as, Sum pius AEneas, famá super asthera motus : No such thing in his conduct as the whole affair of Dido is in the Trojan Hero. Meantime, who is Ewen Cameron ? Is it not Doctor Blair? And is not one great part of this publication to aggrandize the character of the old Highlanders, as brave, hospitable, generous men? In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Gains. borough, in Sir Nevil Hickman's yard.

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The young one fell under the bucket, and stirred no more; the others held for a while by the side of the well, and then sunk into the water, where it was supposed they lay half an hour. One coming to tell me, I advised, immediately to rub them with salt, and to breathe strongly into their mouths. They did so, but the young one was past help; the others in two or three hours were as well as ever. I entered into the eighty-third year of my age. I am a wonder to myself. It is now twelve years since I have felt any such sensation as weariness. I am never tired, (such is the goodness of God!) either with writing, preaching, or travelling. One natural cause undoubtedly is, my continual exercise and change of air. How the latter contributes to health I know not; but certainly it does. This morning, Abigail Pilsworth, aged fourteen, was born into the world of spirits. I talked with her the evening before, and found her ready for the Bridegroom. A few hours after, she quietly fell asleep. When we went into the room where her remains lay, we were surprised. A more beautiful corpse I never saw : We all sung, Ah, lovely appearance of death ! What sight upon earth is so fair? Not all the gay pageants that breathe Can with a dead body compare All the company were in tears; and in all, except her mother, who sorrowed, (but not as one without hope,) they were tears of joy. "O Death, where is thy sting?" LoNDoN, Jan. 20, 1789. J Olj R N A L Thur. JUNE 29, 1786.-I took a cheerful leave of my affectionate friends at Epworth, leaving them much more alive than I found them. About one I preached at Thorne, now one of the liveliest places in the Circuit, to a numerous congregation; and in the evening at Doncaster. I know not that ever I saw this preaching-house filled before; and many of them seemed to feel, as well as hear. It may be, some will bring forth fruit with patience. I turned aside to Barnsley, formerly famous for all manner of wickedness. They were then ready to tear any Methodist Preacher in pieces. Now not a dog wagged his tongue.

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-We had our Quarterly Meeting, followed by a love-feast, at which many spoke without reserve; and several of them admirably well; showing that with the fear of the Lord is understanding. I met the select society, most of them walking in glorious liberty. Afterwards I went to Wentworth-House, the splendid seat of the late Marquis of Rockingham. He lately had forty thousand a year in England, and fifteen or twenty thousand in Ireland. And what has he now? Six foot of earth, A heap of dust is all remains of thee! 'Tis all thou art, and all the proud shall be. The situation of the house is very fine. It commands a large and beautiful prospect. Before the house is an open view; behind, a few acres of wood; but not laid out with any taste. The green-houses are large; but I did not observe anything curious in them. The front of the house is large and magnifi cent, but not yet finished. The entrance is noble, the saloon exceeding grand, and so are several of the apartments. Few of the pictures are striking : I think none of them to be compared with some in Fommon Castle. The most extra ordinary thing I saw was the stables: A Square, fit for a royal palace, all built of fine stone, and near as large as the old Quadrangle at Christ-Church in Oxford. But for what use were these built? To show that the owner had near three score thousand pounds a year ! O how much treasure might he have laid up in heaven, with all this mammon of unright eousness About one I preached at Thorpe, to three or four times as many as the preaching-house would have contained; and in the evening to the well-instructed and well-behaved congregation at Sheffield. O what has God wrought in this town The leopard now lies down with the kid. ed. 5-Notice was given, without my knowledge, of my July, 1786. JOURNAL. 341 preaching at Belper, seven miles short of Derby. I was nothing glad of this, as it obliged me to quit the turnpike-road, to hobble over a miserable common. The people, gathered from all parts, were waiting.

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Wesley's July, 1786. and many more on Sunday, 9, when we had the largest number of communicants that ever were seen at this chapel, or perhaps at any church in Nottingham. I took a solemn leave of this affectionate congregation, at five in the morning, Monday, 10, not expecting to meet another such (unless at Birmingham) till I came to London. About nine I preached at Mount-Sorrel; and though it was the fair-day, I saw not one drunken person in the congregation. It rained most of the way to Leicester, and some were afraid there would be no congregation. Vain fear ! The House was extremely crowded with deeply attentive hearers, while I applied our Lord's words to the Centurion, in effect spoken to us also, "As thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee." In the afternoon we went on to Hinckley. It rained all the evening: Yet we had more hearers than the House could contain; and hardly a trifler among them. A more serious, well-behaved people, I have seldom seen. This evening (I believe before I had done preaching) a remarkable instance of divine justice appeared. A man in the street was grievously cursing another, and praying God " to blast his eyes." At that instant he was struck blind: So (I suppose) he continues ever since. The poor, little flock at Coventry have at length procured a meat, convenient Room: Only it is far too smail. As many of the people as could get in were all attention. How is the scene changed here also ! I know not but now the Cor poration, if it had been proposed, would have given the use of the Town-Hall to me rather than to the dancing-master In the evening I went on to Birmingham, and found the usual spirit in the congregation. They are much alive to God, and consequently increasing in number as well as in grace. At noon I preached in the new chapel at Deritend. To build one here, was an act of mercy indeed; as the church would not contain a fifth, perhaps not a tenth, of the inhabitants. At six I preached in our chapel at Birmingham, and immediately after took coach to London. We reached the town at two, and settled all our business on this and the two following days. Sunday, 16.

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25. Our Conference began: About eighty Preachers attended. We met every day at six and nine in the morning, and at two in the afternoon. On Tuesday and on Wednesday morning the characters of the Preachers were considered, whether already admitted or not. On Thursday in the after noon we permitted any of the society to be present, and weighed what was said about separating from the Church: 23ut we all determined to continue therein, without one dissenting voice; and I doubt not but this determination will 344 REv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1786. stand, at least till I am removed into a better world. On Friday and Saturday most of our temporal business was settled. Sunday, 30. I preached in the Room morning and evening; and in the afternoon at Kingswood, where there is rather an increase than a decrease in the work of God. -The Conference met again, and concluded on Tuesday morning. Great had been the expectations of many, that we should have had warm debates; but, by the mercy of God, we had none at all: Everything was transacted with great calmness; and we parted, as we met, in peace and love. Tues. AUGUST 8. At seven Mr. Brackenbury, Broadbent, and I, took coach for Harwich, which we reached about eight in the evening. Wednesday, 9. Between two and three in the afternoon we went on board the Besborough packet, one of the cleanest ships I ever saw, with one of the most obliging Captains. We had many gentlemen on board, whom I was agreeably surprised to find equally obliging. Thursday, 10. The wind continuing small, and the sea calm, they desired me to give them a sermon. They were all attention. Who knows but some among them may retain the impressions they then received 2 Friday, 11. For some time we had a dead calm; so that we did not reach Helvoetsluys till the afternoon, nor Rot terdam till between ten and eleven at night. We found Mr. Loyal was not returned from a journey, which he had begun a week or two before; but Mrs. Loyal gave us a hearty welcome. Mr. Williams, Minister of the Episcopal church, and Mr. Scott, Minister of the Scotch church, both welcomed me to Holland; but their kindness involved me in an awkward difficulty: Mr.

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At ten, a very sensible Clergyman came in, with whom I conversed very largely, as he talked elegant Latin, and exceeding fluently, beyond any I have lately seen on the Continent. Having seen all the friends I proposed to see, on Thursday, 24, I took my leave of this loving people, and the pleasant city of Amsterdam, very probably for ever ; and, setting out at seven in the morning, between two and three in the after noon came to Utrecht. Mr. Vanrocy, the gentleman who had engaged me to lodge, sent a coach to wait for me at my landing; and received me with the courtesy and cordiality of an old Yorkshire Methodist. I kept close to my work all the day. I dined at Mr. Loten's, where was such variety of food as I never saw at any Nobleman's table, either in England or Ireland. In the afternoon we took a view of a widow lady's gardens in the suburbs of Utrecht. I believe, from the house to the end of the grand vista is about a mile. I think the gardens are not half as broad; but such exquisite beauty and symmetry I never saw before. In grandeur it is not to be named with a few places in England; but in elegance and variety, I verily believe it equals, if not exceeds, any place of the size in Europe. In the evening I expounded to a select company of very honourable ladies, Matt. vii. 24; Miss Loten interpreting for me sentence by sentence: And I know not but God might bless this poor way of preaching to the Dutch, as he did that to the Indians by David Brainerd. -I had a long conversation with a gentleman whom almost all the religious world take for a madman. I do not know that I have found one of so deep experience since I left London. I have no doubt of his being perfected in love : He has a clear witness of it, and has had many years, without any interruption. I had now an opportunity of being throughly informed concerning the University of Utrecht. As the young gentlemen are scattered over this town, and live without the least control, they do anything, or nothing, as they please; and as they have no tutors, they have none to check them.

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As the young gentlemen are scattered over this town, and live without the least control, they do anything, or nothing, as they please; and as they have no tutors, they have none to check them. Most of them lounge from morning to night, doing nothing, or doing worse. Well, bad as they are, Oxford and Cambridge are not Utrecht yet. 348 Rev. J. Wesley's Sept. 1786. I attended the Service at the English church; where about thirty persons were present. At five in the evening I believe I had eighty or ninety hearers; and I had much liberty of speech among them. I cannot doubt but some of them found the word of God to be sharper than a two-edged sword. After Service I went once more to Mr. Loten's. Both Mrs. Loten and he came to town on purpose to see me; otherwise, he could find little comfort there, during the present state of affairs. The Burghers have all agreed to depose their Burgomasters, and elect new ones in their stead ; who are to-morrow to take an oath on a scaffold erected in the open market-place, not to the Prince of Orange, but to the city of Utrecht. To this end, they had displaced all the Prince's Guards, and placed Burghers at all the gates. It is thought the example will spread; and it will not be strange if all Holland should soon be a field of blood. We took boat at seven, being informed that at eight all the city-gates would be shut. In the evening we reached Rotterdam, and rejoiced to meet good Mr. Loyal once more. Here we rested on Tuesday. Wednesday, 30. We set out early, and went twelve miles in a coach, for which we had to pay six guilders and no more. We then crossed the river, which cost four stivers, and hired an open waggon for twenty-three stivers, which brought us to the other river in half an hour. At the Brill we hired another coach, which cost us four guilders. I set down these little things that others may not be cheated. We found company enough in our inn at Helvoetsluys, genteel, good-natured, and sensible; but finding our conversa tion was not suited to their taste, we only dined with them on this and the following days.

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We found company enough in our inn at Helvoetsluys, genteel, good-natured, and sensible; but finding our conversa tion was not suited to their taste, we only dined with them on this and the following days. Both on this, Thursday, and Friday, the wind was quite contrary; but, otherwise, we could not have sailed, for it blew a storm; so I took the opportunity of writing a sermon for the Magazine. Sat. SEPTEMBER. 2.-The storm abating, we set sail about nine, though the wind was contrary; but in the afternoon it fell calm. The rolling of the ship made us sick. I myself was sick a few minutes; Mr. Broadbent, by times, for some hours; Mr. Brackenbury, (who did not expect to be at all,) almost from the beginning of the voyage to the end. When we had been twenty-four hours on board, we Sept. 1786. JOURNAL. 349 were scarce come a third of our way. I judged we should not get on unless I preached, which I therefore did, between two and three in the afternoon, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die;" and I believe all were affected for the present. Afterwards, we had a fair wind for several hours; but it then fell dead calm again. This did not last long; for as soon as prayer was over, a fresh breeze sprung up, and brought us into the Bay. It being then dark, we cast anchor; and it was well ! for at ten at night we had a violent storm. I expected little rest; but I prayed, and God answered ; so that I slept sound till my usual hour, four o'clock. The wind being again quite contrary, we were obliged to tack continually; but about nine were brought safe to Harwich. After resting about an hour, we took chaise, and about one came to Colchester; where, Mr. Brackenbury being exceeding weak, we thought it best to stay till the morning. In the evening the House was throughly filled; and many received the truth in the love thereof; so that I did not at all regret my stopping here. Setting out early in the morning, Tuesday, 5, I reached London before one o'clock, and transacted most of my business in the afternoon. In the evening I preached on Psalm xxix. 9, 10; and the voice of the Lord was indeed with power. Wednesday, 6.

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Shewell's funeral sermon, at Barnet, on Friday evening; and as we had only two light persons in the diligence, and no baggage, I hoped we should have come in time. But they were vain hopes: We did not reach Hoddesdon till after sunset. I them took a post-chaise; for the diligence went the other road. But as we had a rough by-road across the country, without either moon or stars, we could not reach the chapel till half an hour after seven. About half the congregation were gone away; an officious man having informed them I would not come. With the other half, which pretty well filled the house, we had a solemn opportunity. So I have lived to see the large family at Hadley, two brothers and three sisters, all removed. So does "the earth drop its inhabitants, as the tree its leaves." Oct. 1786. JOURNAL. 353 I went to Hinxworth, and preached in the evening to a more numerous congregation than I ever had seen there before. At length Miss Harvey sees some fruit of all the pains she has taken. Tuesday, 17. I met her poor children in the morning, twenty of whom she keeps at school in the village, as she is unwearied in doing good. In the evening I preached in Mr. Hicks's church, at Wrestling worth. I have not seen such a congregation there for many years: Neither have I found so much of the power of God. Surely all our labour here will not be in vain. I returned to London. In this journey I had a full sight of Lord Salisbury's seat, at Hatfield. The park is delightful. Both the fronts of the house are very hand some, though antique. The hall, the assembly-room, and the gallery, are grand and beautiful. The chapel is ex tremely pretty; but the furniture in general (excepting the pictures, many of which are originals) is just such as I should expect in a gentleman's house of five hundred a year. I preached at West-Street, morning and after noon, and at Allhallows church in the evening. It was much crowded; and God gave us so remarkable a blessing, as I scarce ever found at that church. Tuesday, 24.

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Monday, 30, and the ensuing days, I visited the classes. I was careful to take an exact account of the society. I was surprised to find only a hundred and fifty-nine. I thought they had been double the number. I hope, by the assistance of God, within four months to see that none of these want either food or raiment. Fri. November 3. Taking the advantage of a moonlight evening, I went down to the chapel at Rotherhithe. I never saw it so well filled before, nor with such serious and atten tive hearers. Is anything too hard for God? Shall this wilderness blossom and bud as the rose? I buried the remains of John Cowmeadow, another martyr to loud and long preaching. To save his life, if possi ble, when he was half dead, I took him to travel with me. But it was too late: He revived a little, but soon relapsed; and, after a few months, died in peace. He had the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, and was of an exemplary behaviour. -Ivisited the classes, and found them much increased both in grace and number. The House was, as usual, well filled in the evening, and many were refreshéd and comforted. In the evening I preached at Stratford; and under standing I had many good sort of people to deal with, I endea voured to stir them up, by strongly showing what it is to build upon a rock; after showing them the various ways whereby the generality of good men (so called) usually build upon the sand. Dec. 1786. JOURNAL. 355 I preached, morning and afternoon, for the use of our little charity-school, where forty boys and twenty girls are trained up both for this world and the world to come. I retired, for a few days, to Highbury-Place, that I might go on in my work without interruption. I returned to town on Thursday, 16; and after preaching on 1 Tim. vi. 20, had a comfortable meeting with the Bands. Their shy mess is vanished away; and we have only one inconvenience, we have not time to hear all those that are willing to speak. -After officiating at West-Street morning and after noon, I took coach at seven in the evening. We had a clear, pleasant night, and reached Norwich about eleven on Monday,

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I preached at Deptford, and was agreeably surprised to find the threaten ing storm blown over, and all our brethren in peace and love with each other. From hence, on Friday, 16, I went to Rother hithe, which used to be one of the most uncomfortable places in England. But it was far otherwise now. Many of the people seemed much alive to God; and his presence was mani fested in the congregation, in a very uncommon manner. -I went on in reading that odd book, entitled, "A Chinese Fragment." As to the Chinese themselves, I believe they are almost as religious, but nothing near so honest, as the Turks; so that I account the contrasting them with the Chris tians, to be a mere pious fraud. Du Halde's word I will not take for a straw ; but there are many and just remarks in the treatise, to which few impartial men would have any objection, in whatever form they were proposed. -The power of God was, as usual, eminently pre sent during the service at Spitalfields. In the evening I met the single women of the society, and advised them to make full use of the advantages they enjoy: But I doubt, not many had ears to hear; For when had youth the leisure to be wipe f 360 REv. J. wesley's March, 1787. I met our family, and was pleased to find that we are a family of love. There is not at present one jarring string, but we all hold the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. After taking a solemn leave of our friends, both at West-Street and the new chapel, I took the mail-coach, and the next evening reached Exeter, a little after ten o'clock. Tues day, 27. We went on to Plymouth-Dock. The large, new House, far the best in the west of England, was well filled, though on so short a warning; and they seemed cordially to receive the exhortation, "Rejoice in the Lord, O ye righteous." I had the satisfaction to find the society here in a more flourishing state than ever. Notwithstanding all the pains that have been taken, and all the art that has been used, to tear them asunder, they cleave close together; and con sequently increase in number as well as in strength. Wed.

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We went over to Plymouth, and found the society doubled since I was here before; and they are both more loving than they were then, and more earnest to save their souls. It rained most of the afternoon. However, we had a crowded congregation in the evening; and all of them seemed to feel that God was in the midst of them; for his word was sharper than a two-edged sword. In consequence of this, a large number attended at five on Thursday morning, MARCH 1. Surely this is a time of love for poor Plymouth also. O that they may know the day of their visitation 1 In the evening I preached again at the Dock; and again the power of God was present to heal. The people seemed to be all struck, while I opened and strongly applied the parable of the Sower; especially while I was warning them to beware of "the cares of the world, and the desires of other things." I was desired to go over to Torpoint, a village on the Cornish side of the water. We were attended by a large company from the Dock, and a great multitude from all quar ters. I suppose a great part of these had never heard this sort of preaching before: They now heard with inexpressible attention; and I believe not in vain. God opened, as it were, the windows of heaven, and sent a gracious rain upon his inheritance. I am in hopes, a plentiful harvest will spring from the seed which was sown this hour. In the afternoon I went over to Plymouth, and drank tea at Mr. Hawker's, the Minister of the new church. He seems to be March, 1787. JOURNAL. 361 a man of an excellent spirit, and is a pattern to all the Clergy round about. It rained all the evening; but that did not hinder the House from being throughly filled with people that heard as for life. This congregation likewise seemed to be, "all but their attention, dead." The like has hardly been seen here before. What! is God about to work in Plymouth also 2 -Many attended at five in the morning, although it rained sharply. It likewise blew a storm. So it did all the day, as well as in the evening.

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Fletcher came thither from Madeley. The congregation in the evening was exceeding large. I took knowledge what spirit they were of Indeed the work of God has much in creased in Bristol since I was here last, especially among the young men, many of whom are a pattern to all the society. I went over to Kingswood, and found the school in a better state than I expected, considering the want of a second master, which they had for some time laboured under. I had the pleasure of an hour's conversation with Mrs. Fletcher. She appears to be swiftly growing in grace, and ripening for a better world. I encouraged her to do all the good she could during her short stay in Bristol. Accordingly she met, in the following week, as many of the classes as her time and strength would permit; and her words were as fire, con veying both light and heat to the hearts of all that heard her. , We had a solemn season at the Room, both in the morning and evening; and also in the afternoon at Kings wood, where the work of God revives as well as at Bristol. I strongly warned the people of Bristol of their indolence, through which the Preacher had twelve, ten, or five hearers in a morning; and advised them to shake it off. Many of them did so; and I suppose we had three hundred on Mon day morning, one hundred and fifty on Saturday, and between two and three hundred every morning of the week besides. Monday, 12, and on the four days following, I met the society. They were considerably increased both in grace and number. In the evening we had a Sunday's congregation, and a very uncommon pouring out of the Spirit. If this continues, the society in Bristol will soon vie with that in Dublin. On Thursday, 15, we had such another shower of grace. Many were wounded, and many healed. Yesterday that blessed saint, Sarah Bulgin, went to rest in the full triumph of faith. Sun day, 18. I preached her funeral sermon to a listening multitude, and had such a number of communicants as was never seen together at Bristol Room before. In the evening we had a love feast, at which Mrs. Fletcher simply declared her present expe rience.

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Fletcher simply declared her present expe rience. I know no one that is so changed for the better in a few years, even in her manner of speaking. It is now smooth, easy, and natural, even when the sense is deep and strong. -I left Bristol with much satisfaction, expecting to March, 1787. JOURNAL, 363 hear of a plentiful harvest there; and in the evening preached at Stroud. The House was unusually filled, both with people and with the power of God. Tuesday, 20. We had a large con gregation at five. Afterwards I met the select society, many of them enjoying the pure love of God, and constantly walking in the light of his countenance. We then visited one that was always sick and in pain, and always rejoicing in God. Another man we found nearly in the same condition,-always afflicted, and always happy. Mrs. Wathen, a few doors from them, left by a most affectionate husband with six children, is a pattern to all about her. I walked from hence through one of the loveliest valleys I ever saw, running, with a clear stream in the midst of it, between two lofty and fruitful mountains, sprinkled all over with little white houses. Between eleven and twelve I reached Cirencester; and, no larger place being to be procured, I preached at one in our own Room, to as many as could hear, either in or near it. And the labour was not lost: They all drunk in the word, as the thirsty earth the showers. In the evening I preached to a multitude of people, in the Tolbooth, at Gloucester. High and low, rich and poor, behaved well. I trust a good blessing is coming to Gloucester also. We had a numerous congregation at six, on whom I strongly enforced the great salvation. About eleven I had the satisfaction of spending an hour with the Bishop; a sensible, candid, and, I hope, pious man. The palace in which he lives (once the Priory) is a venerable place, quite retired and elegant, though not splendid; the chapel, in par ticular, fitted up by good Bishop Benson. The hall is noble; as are also two or three of the bedchambers.

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The hall is noble; as are also two or three of the bedchambers. But how soon must all these change their possessor Finding prejudice was now laid asleep, the tide running the contrary way, our friends thought it time to prepare for build ing their preaching-house; and a hundred pounds are already subscribed. In the evening I preached to a larger congrega tion than ever; but all was still as night: And once more in the morning, on, "Whosoever doeth the will of God, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother." -About noon I preached at Tewkesbury, to the largest congregation I have seen there for many years; and in the evening, to our lovely and loving people, at Worcester; plain, old, genuine Methodists. 364 Rev. J. wesley's March, 1787. Notice having been given, though without my knowledge, I went over to Stourport, a small, new-built village, almost equally distant from Bewdley and from Kidderminster. I had seen Mr. Heath before, a middle-aged Clergyman, who is going over to Cokesbury-College, and is, I believe, throughly qualified to preside there. I met his wife and two daughters here, who are quite willing to bear him company; and I think their tempers and manners, so "winning soft, so amiably mild," will do him honour wherever they come. At noon, abundance of people being gathered together from all parts, I preached on Isaiah liii. 6, 7. We have not had such an opportunity since we left Bristol. The stout-hearted trembled; and every one seemed almost persuaded to be a Christian. The congregation at Worcester, in the evening, seemed to be of the same spirit; and God spoke to every heart. I went on to Birmingham : But my hoarseness increased; so that I was afraid the people would not hear me in the evening. But they did, though the congregation was uncommonly large. Sunday, 25. Having promised to read Prayers and administer the sacrament, I knew not how I should do. . But as we were going to the House, Mr. Heath, just come to town, overtook us. So he read Prayers, and assisted me in delivering the sacrament to seven or eight hundred communicants.- In the evening the House at Birmingham, as it was rainy, contained half (I suppose) of those that would willingly have come in.

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Observing the people flocking together, I began half an hour before the appointed time. But, notwithstanding this, the House would not contain one half of the congregation: So, while I was preaching in the House to all that could get in, John Broad bent preached in a yard to the rest. The love-feast followed; but such a one as I have not known for many years. While the two or three first spoke, the power of God so fell upon all that were present, some praying, and others giving thanks, that their voices could scarce be heard : And two or three were speaking at a time, till I gently advised them to speak one at a time; and they did so, with amazing energy. Some of them had found peace a year ago, some within a month or a week, some within a day or two; and one of them, a potter's boy, told us, "At the prayer-meeting I found myself dropping into hell; and I cried to the Lord, and he showed me he loved me. But Satan came immediately, and offered me a bag of money, as long as my arm; but I said, "Get thee behind me, Satan.'" Several also testified that the blood of Christ had cleansed them from all sin. Two declared, after bitter cries, that they knew their sins were just then blotted out by the blood of the Lamb; and I doubt not but it will be found, upon inquiry, that several more were either justified or sanctified. Indeed there has been, for some time, such an outpouring of the Spirit here, as has not been in any other part of the kingdom; particularly in the 366 REV. J. W. ESLEY S April, 1787. meetings for prayer. Fifteen or twenty have been justified in a day. Some of them had been the most notorious, aban doned sinners, in all the country; and people flock into the society on every side; six, eight, or ten, in an evening. -I had appointed to preach at five in the morning; but soon after four I was saluted by a concert of music, both vocal and instrumental, at our gate, making the air ring with a hymn to the tune of Judas Maccabeus: It was a good prelude.

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The porter called us at two in the morning, on Thursday, but came again in half an hour, to inform us the coach was full; so they returned my money, and at four I took a post-chaise. We overtook the coach at Conway; and, crossing the ferry with the passengers, went forward with. April, 1787. JOURNAL. 367 out delay. So we came to Holyhead an hour before them, and went on board the Le Despenser between eleven and twelve o'clock. At one we left the harbour; and at two the next day came into Dublin-Bay. On the road and in the ship I read Mr. Blackwell's "Sacred Classics Illustrated and Defended." I think he fully proves his point, that there are no expressions in the New Testament which are not found in the best and purest Greek authors. In the evening we had a Sunday's congregation, and a blessing from on high : I then retired to my lodgings which were at Arthur Keene's, about half a mile out of town; a pleasant, healthy spot, where were peace and love, and plenty of all things. APRIL 8. (Being Easter-Day.) I preached in Bethesda, Mr. Smyth's new chapel. It is very neat, but not gay; and I believe will hold about as many people as West-Street chapel. Mr. Smyth read Prayers, and gave out the hymns, which were sung by fifteen or twenty fine singers; the rest of the congre gation listening with much attention, and as much devotion, as they would have done to an opera. But is this Christian worship 2 Or ought it ever to be suffered in a Christian church? It was thought we had between seven and eight hun dred communicants; and indeed the power of God was in the midst of them. Our own Room in the evening was well filled with people, and with the presence of God. Afterward we had a love-feast, which I suppose might have continued till midnight, if all had spoken that were ready to speak.

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Afterward we had a love-feast, which I suppose might have continued till midnight, if all had spoken that were ready to speak. On Monday and Tuesday I preached again at Bethesda, and God touched several hearts, even of the rich and great: So that (for the time at least) they were "almost persuaded to be Chris tians." It seems as if the good Providence of God had prepared this place, for those rich and honourable sinners, who will not deign to receive any message from God but in a genteel way. By conversing with many of our friends, I found they were still increasing in grace as well as in number. The society now contains upwards of a thousand members; so that it has outrun all in England, but that of London. After this amazing flow, we must expect an ebb : It will be well if only two hundred of these fall away. On Thursday and Friday the congregations were still uncommonly large, and seemed to feel all that was spoken. Even at the Gravel-Walk, where the congregation 368 REv. J. WESLEY's April, 1787. used to be small enough, the House was crowded in the evening; although the soldiers (seventy or eighty of whom are in the society) could not attend, it being the hour of their roll-calling. I preached first at the new Room, and afterwards at Bethesda: Many fair blossoms we see here also; and surely some fruit will follow ! In the evening our House could not contain the congregation, though they squeezed together as close as possible. I believe few of them heard in vain: Such attention sat on every face, as I seldom see even in Bristol or London. I set out early, and preached at Prosperous about ten, to a numerous congregation; and although I had come ten miles out of my way, I did not regret my labour. In the even ing we came to Philipstown, which we had forsaken for near forty years; yet at length there is a prospect of good. A little society is formed; and some troopers, who are part of it, keep all the town in awe. The congregation was as quiet as that in Dub lin, both in the evening and at seven in the morning. Here is seed sown once more; and God is able to give a plentiful harvest. Tues.

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Gentlemen of this spirit are a blessing to their neighbourhood. May God increase their number In the evening, finding no building would contain the congregation, I stood in the main street, and testified, to a listening multitude, "This is not your rest." I then admi nistered the Lord's Supper to the society; and God gave us a remarkable blessing. I took an affectionate leave of our friends at five. I left them full of good desires and resolutions. Calling on one that was ill at Innishannon, word was quickly brought me, that the people were flocking together to the preaching-house. It was soon filled from end to end; and I preached to them "Jesus Christ, made of God to us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." About noon I preached in the Court-House at Kinsale, to a very large congregation. But how different from that which I had in the bowling-green, two years ago ! That was one of the most indecent, ill-mannered congregations that ever I saw in Ireland. This was as eminently well-behaved; the sovereign and many genteel persons being among them. It 374 REv. J. wesley's May, 1787. was no wonder to see the congregation at Cork in the evening equally well-behaved. So they always are; the chief of the city being no longer bitter enemies, but cordial friends. A gentleman invited me to breakfast, with my old antagonist, Father O'Leary. I was not at all displeased at being disappointed. He is not the stiff, queer man that I expected; but of an easy, genteel carriage, and seems not to be wanting either in sense or learning. In the afternoon, by appointment, Iwaited on the Mayor, an upright, sensible man, who is diligently employed, from morning to night, in doing all the good he can. He has already prevailed upon the Corporation to make it a fixed rule, that the two hundred a year, which was spent in two enter tainments, should for the future be employed in relieving indi gent freemen, with their wives and children. He has carefully regulated the House of Industry, and has instituted a Humane Society for the relief of persons seemingly drowned ; and he is unwearied in removing abuses of every kind. When will our English Mayors copy after the Mayor of Cork? He led me through the Mayoralty-House,_a very noble and beautiful structure.

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He led me through the Mayoralty-House,_a very noble and beautiful structure. The dining-room and the ball-room are magnificent, and shame the Mansion-House in London by their situation; commanding the whole river, the fruitful hills on every side, and the meadows running between them. He was then so good as to walk with me quite through the city to the House of Industry, and to go with me through all the apartments; which are quite sweet and commodious. An hundred and ninety-two poor are now lodged therein; and the master (a pious man, and a mem ber of our society) watches over them, reads with them, and prays with them, as if they were his own children. We had a very comfortable opportunity at eight in Cork. At three Mr. Broadbent preached on the parade. At five (as we removed the benches, and stowed the people close together) the Room contained most of the people; and I took a solemn leave of them, after closely applying our Lord's question, "Do ye now believe?" We went to Kilfinnan, about twenty Irish miles (so I compute) from Mallow. I preached in the Court-House, about seven, to a large and serious audience; and again at five in the morning, Tuesday, 15. We then went on, through a delightful country, to Limerick. Here were always an affec tionate people; but I never found them so much so as now. It May, 1787. JOURNAL, 375 was too cold in the evening to stand abroad; so we squeezed as many as possible into the preaching-house. I preached on, "Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart." Many here once experienced this ; but few, if any, retain it now ! The congregation at five filled the House almost as well as it was filled in the evening. Finding a remarkable deadness, I inquired what were the reasons of it; and found, 1. There had been, for several months, a deep misunderstanding between the Preachers and the chief of the society. Hence, on the one hand, the Preachers had little life or spirit to preach; and, on the other, the congregation dwindled away. 2. Many had left off meeting their bands, and many others seldom met their classes. 3. Prayer-meetings were entirely given up. What wonder if all the people were grown dead as stones?

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What wonder if all the people were grown dead as stones? In the evening I endeavoured to re-awaken those that were settling upon their lees, by strongly applying those solemn words, "The first shall be last, and the last first; for many are called, but few are chosen." In the morning, Thursday, 17, I endeavoured to stir them up once more to hunger and thirst after righteousness, after the whole image of God, without which they will still remain Cold, languid, weary, heartless, dead. After morning service I met the Stewards and Leaders, and inquired into the rise of the late misunderstanding. I found the matter itself was nothing; but want of patience on both sides had swelled the mole-hill into a mountain. O how patient, how meek, how gentle toward all men ought a Preacher, especially a Methodist, to be In the afternoon I walked through all the parts of the Workhouse, called, in Ireland, the House of Industry. It is pleasantly situated on a rising ground near the river; and, I believe, would contain about three hundred persons. (That at Dublin contains six hundred.) At present there are about eighty persons there, the contributions falling short. The apartments are large, airy, and sweet; and the poor (most of whom are employed) seem contented. Every time I preached I found more and more hope that God will revive his work in this city. I know he will, if the prayer-meetings are restored; these are never without fruit. I set out early in the morning, and reached 376 REv. J. Wesley's May, 1787. Castlebay about four in the afternoon. I had much conver sation with Mrs. Persse, a woman of many sorrows. But when she has been tried, she shall come forth as gold. In the evening I preached at Killchrist, about four miles from Castlebay. The number of the people constrained me to stand in the open air, though the wind was high and cold. They were all attentive and serious, except one young gentle man, who would fain have laughed, if he could. But his sport was quickly spoiled; and before the sermon was half over, he was as serious as his neighbours. -In two hours and a half we came to Athenry, the rival of Killmallock, once a flourishing city, now a heap of ruins: But even these are now covered with earth.

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One of them I was obliged to leave in Dublin, and afterwards another, having bought two to supply their places; the third soon got an ugly swelling in his shoulder, so that we doubted whether we could go on; and a boy at Clones, riding (I suppose galloping) the fourth over stones, the horse fell and nearly lamed himself. However, we went on softly to Aughalun, and found such a con gregation as I had not seen before in the kingdom. The tent, that is, a covered pulpit, was placed at the foot of a green, slop ing mountain, on the side of which the huge multitude sat (as their manner is) row above row. While I was explaining, "God has given unto us his Holy Spirit," he was indeed poured out in a wonderful manner. Tears of joy, and cries were heard May, 1787. JOURNAL. 379 on every side, only so far suppressed as not to drown my voice. I cannot but hope, that many will have cause to bless God for that hour to all eternity. I preached at Lisbelaw, another little village, about six in the evening. The small rain continued all the time; but that did not hinder the people from mightily rejoicing in Him who causes "the earth to bring forth at once," and "a nation " to be "born in a day." -A large room, designed for an assembly-room, was filled in the morning; and the poor people appeared to be quite ripe for the highest doctrine of the Gospel; so I exhorted them, leaving the first principles, to "go on unto perfection." About eleven I preached in the market-house at Enniskillen, formerly a den of lions; but the lions are become lambs. They flocked together from every part, and were all attention. Before I had half done, God made bare his arm, and the mountains flowed down at his presence. Many were cut to the heart, and many rejoiced with joy unspeakable: Surely the last shall be first; and poor Enniskillen shall lift up its head above many of the places where the Gospel has been long preached. In the evening I preached to another numerous congrega tion, at Sidare, a large house at the foot of the mountains. One would wonder whence all the people came : They seemed to spring out of the earth.

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One would wonder whence all the people came : They seemed to spring out of the earth. Here also there were once many bitter persecutors; but they are vanished away like smoke. Several of them, indeed, came to a fearful end, and their neighbours took warning by them. -We travelled through a pleasant, well-cultivated country to Omagh, the shire town of Tyrone. It being market-day, a multitude of people presently flocked together to a tent, as they call it, on the side of the Green. At first they were innocently noisy; (this being a new thing at Omagh;) but they were soon still as night: I suited my sub ject to their experience, preaching on, "It is appointed unto men once to die." God applied it to their hearts. Not a smile was to be seen; but all seemed to feel the solemn truth. Thence we went over mountains and dales to Kerlish Lodge, where we met with a hearty welcome, both from Alexander Boyle, and his amiable wife, who are patterns to all the country. Although we were at a lone house ten miles from any town, and although the weather was both rainy and stormy, we had 380 REv. J. wesley's June, 1787. a large congregation in the evening, and afterwards a com fortable love-feast. I do not wonder the work of God spreads in these parts; the spirit and behaviour of Mr. Boyle and his wife, continually employed in doing good, have an amazing influence on all their neighbourhood. Some time ago she went to his uncle's at Killrail, who has four daughters grown up. They began conversing in the evening; they prayed, and sung, and talked and prayed again, till about seven in the morning. By that time all four of them found a clear sense of pardon ; and two believed they were saved from all sin. Mr. Boyle had spoke to Dr. Wilson, the Rector of a neighbouring town, concerning my preaching in the church; who wrote to the Bishop, and received a letter in answer, giving a full and free consent. The Doctor desired me to breakfast with him. Meantime one of his parishioners, a warm Seceder, took away the key of the church. So I preached in a neighbouring orchard: I believe, not in vain. The Rector and his wife were in the front of the congregation.

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wonderfully upon them, melting their hearts, and breaking the rocks in pieces. In the afternoon I preached in the Linen-Hall at Lisburn, to a still more numerous congregation; I think the largest that I have seen since we left England: And all, except ing a few giddy children, behaved as men that heard for life. It being the Quarterly Meeting, I preached at eleven in the Presbyterian meeting-house; a large and hand some building, freely offered both by the Minister and his Elders; and it then contained the congregation. But in the evening the multitude of people constrained me to return to my old stand in the Linen-Hall: And I have hardly had so solemn an opportunity since we came into the kingdom. We came through a most beautiful country to Downpatrick; a much larger town than I imagined; I think not much inferior to Sligo. The evening was uncommonly mild and bright, there not being a cloud in the sky. The tall firs shaded us on every side, and the fruitful fields were spread all around. The people were, I think, half as many more as were at Lisburn even on Sunday evening; on whom I enforced those important words, "Acquaint now thyself with Him, and be at peace." Being informed we had only six-and-twenty miles to go, we did not set out till between six and seven. The country was uncommonly pleasant, running between two high ridges of mountains. But it was up hill and down, all the way; so that we did not reach Rathfriland till near noon. Mr. Barber, the Presbyterian Minister, (a princely personage, I believe six feet and a half high,) offering me his new spacious preaching house, the congregation quickly gathered together. I began without delay to open and enforce, "Now God commandeth all men everywhere to repent." I took chaise the instant I had done; but the road being still up hill and down, we were two hours going what they called six miles. I then quitted the chaise, and rode forward. But even then four miles, so called, took an hour and a half riding; so that I did not reach Dr. Lesley's, at Tanderagee, till half an hour past four. About six I stood upon the steps, at Mr.

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About six I stood upon the steps, at Mr. Godly's door, and preached on, "This is not your rest," to a larger congregation, by a third, than even that at Downpatrick. I scarce remember to have seen a larger, unless in London, Yorkshire, or Cornwall. Mr. Broadbent and I walked round Dr. Lesley's domain. I have not seen anything of the size in England that June, 1787. JOURNAL, 383 is equal to it. The house stands in the midst of a fruitful hill, which is part beneath, and part above it. In approaching it, you see no walls, nothing but green trees and shrubs of vari ous kinds. Enter the court-yard and gate, and you still see no stone walls; but on either hand, The verdurous wall of Paradise upsprings; and that summer and winter; consisting wholly of ever-greens, that bloom all the year round. On the upper side of the house, the gently rising hill yields the loveliest scene that can be con ceived; such a mixture of shady walks, and lawns sprinkled with trees; at the top of which is a natural rock, under which you may sit and command a most beautiful and extensive prospect: And all this variety has arisen from a rough, furzy heath, by the industry of Dr. Lesley, in thirty years. I expected the congregation would not be so large this evening as it was the last; but it was far larger, and, if possi ble, more attentive. I have scarce ever seen a more pleasing sight. We were covered round with tall, shady trees; only an opening on one side afforded a view of the wide-extended country. The people were as motionless as the trees; for the power of God was upon them; and I believe few of them will forget that hour, till their spirits return to God. -About eight I preached at Rich-Hill, to a deeply serious congregation. At eleven I preached in the Castle-yard, at Charlemount, to a large congregation, gathered from all parts; it being the Quarterly Meeting. Immediately followed the love-feast. But the preaching-house would not contain one half of the people: So we borrowed the Green in the Fort, and let the people through the wicket, one by one. They then sat down on the grass, being full as private as in the House; and many spoke their experience quite freely.

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They then sat down on the grass, being full as private as in the House; and many spoke their experience quite freely. But the rain obliged us to break off our meeting sooner than we intended. It began in the evening, before I had finished the hymn, but stopped in two or three minutes, and left us a fair and tolerably pleasant evening. I went on to Dungannon; but the town seemed to be in an uproar. One would have thought Bedlam had broke loose. The cause was this: A cock-fight was at hand. A gentleman asked the Presbyterian Minister for the use of his meeting-house; but he gave a reason for his denial, viz., that Mr. Hall, one of the society, had said he had played at cards all 384 REv. J. Wesley's June, 1787. night; (which, it seems, was true;) and therefore he could not allow him to come into his meeting-house. So we removed all the benches out of our own; and it contained most of the congregation. I preached there again in the evening, and then held a love-feast; at which many were greatly comforted. We knew not what to do at Armagh; The rain would not suffer us to preach in the avenue; and our House would not contain half of the congregation, many of whom came from far. The best shift we could make was to squeeze into the House as many as possible, and keep both the windows and doors open; by which means many more could hear. In the evening the Seceders (who would think it?) freely gave me the use of their large meeting-house. It was filled from end to end: But a wise young gentleman observed, that I had quite mistook my subject; my sermon being calculated for the vulgar, not for gentlefolks. I permitted as many as our House would contain to stay at the meeting of the society; and gave them a plain account of the Methodists, both as to their rise, principles, and practice. Mon.

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3.−A few friends took me to Merino, a seat of Lord Charlemount's, four miles from Dublin. It contains a lovely mixture of wood, water, and lawns, on which are several kinds of foreign sheep, with great plenty of peacocks; but I could not hear any singing-birds of any kind. I a little wondered at this, till I afterwards recollected, that I had not heard any singing-bird, not even a lark, a thrush, or a blackbird, within some miles of Dublin. In the evening I strongly enforced those awful words, "Strive to enter in at the strait gate," upon a numerous congregation; who had ears to hear, and hearts to receive the whole Gospel. I spent an hour at the New-Dargle, agentleman's seat four or five miles from Dublin. I have not seen so beauti ful a place in the kingdom. It equals the Leasowes in Warwick shire; and it greatly exceeds them in situation; all the walks lying on the side of a mountain, which commands all Dublin bay, as well as an extensive and finely-variegated land-prospect. A little river runs through it, which occasions two cascades, at a small distance from each other. Although many places may exceed this in grandeur, I believe none can exceed it in beauty. Afterwards I saw the Parliament-House. The House of Lords far exceeds that at Westminster; and the Lord-Lieutenant's throne as far exceeds that miserable throne (so-called) of the King in the English House of Lords. The House of Commons is a noble room indeed. It is an octagon, wainscoted round with Irish oak, which shames all mahogany, and galleried all round for the convenience of the ladies. The Speaker's chair is far more grand than the throne of the Lord Lieutenant. But what July, 1787. JOURNAL. 387 surprised me above all, were the kitchens of the House, and the large apparatus for good eating. Tables were placed from one end of a large hall to the other; which, it seems, while the Par liament sits, are daily covered with meat at four or five o'clock, for the accommodation of the members. Alas, poor Ireland 1 Who shall teach thy very senators wisdom ? War is ceased; Sed savior armis, Lururia incubuit 1 + Most of our Preachers came to town. Friday, 6. Our Conference began; and ended as usual on Tuesday, 10.

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Our Conference began; and ended as usual on Tuesday, 10. We had no jarring string, but all, from the beginning to the end, was love and harmony. I preached at our Room at seven. At eleven the Service began at Bethesda. The congregation was exceeding large. I preached on part of the Second Lesson, Luke xx. 34; and many had a large taste of the powers of the world to come. At the love-feast in the evening, many spoke freely, who were deeply experienced in the ways of God. Indeed they have fairly profited in the divine life. I have rarely heard such a conversation even in England. On Tuesday evening likewise, many spoke with equal fire, tempered with meekness of wisdom. At five I took an affectionate leave of this loving people; and, having finished all my business here, in the afternoon I went down with my friends, having taken the whole ship, and went on board the Prince of Wales, one of the Parkgate packets. At seven we sailed with a fair, moderate wind. Between nine and ten I lay down, as usual, and slept till near four, when I was waked by .; , uncommon noise, and found the ship lay beating upon a large rock, about a league from Holyhead. The Captain, who had not long lain down, leaped up; and, running upon the deck, when he saw how the ship lay, cried out, "Your lives may be saved, but I am undone !" Yet no sailor swore, and no woman cried out. We immediately went to prayer; and presently the ship, I know not how, shot off the rock, and pursued her way, without any more damage, than the wounding a few of her outside planks. About three in the afternoon we came safe to Parkgate; and in the evening went on to Chester. This quotation from Juvenal is thus translated by Gifford:- Now all the evils of long peace are ours; Luxury, more terrible than hostile powers. EDIT. 388 REv. J. WESLEY's July, 1787. I spent a quiet day; and in the evening enforced to a crowded audience the parable of the Sower. I know not that ever I had so large a congregation. -I preached at the new church in the morning, on Matt. v. 20; in the afternoon, on 1 Cor. xv. 35 ; Mr.

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35 ; Mr. Broadbent in the Room at eight in the morning, and between five and six in the evening. The House was well filled at five in the morning. At noon I took a view of Mr. Ryle's silk-mill, which keeps two hundred and fifty children in perpetual employment. In the evening I preached on Mark iii. 35 ; and we had a comfort able opportunity. Tuesday, 17. About noon I preached in the new chapel at Bullocksmithy; and in the evening at Stockport. Being informed that the people in general were dead and cold, I strongly applied, "Now it is high time to awake out of sleep." God was pleased to speak in his word, and that with a mighty voice; but still more powerfully at five in the morning, Wednesday, 18, while I was enforcing that promise, "The Lord whom ye seek will suddenly come to his temple." I then retired to a little house of Mr. Brocklehurst's, two miles beyond Manchester. Here Adam Oldham lived O what did riches profit him How strange the Providence which put me in his place The rest of this week I spent in writing. On Saturday, 21, I returned to Manchester. Sunday, 22. Our service began at ten. Notwithstanding the severe cold which has continued many days, the House was well filled; but my work was easy, as Dr. Coke assisted me. As many as could, crowded in in the evening; but many were obliged to go away. Afterwards I spent a comfortable hour with the society. I preached morning and afternoon. In the evening I met the Bands, and admired their liveliness and simplicity. After preaching on Tuesday morning I retired again to Bruton. Thursday, 26. About noon I preached in the new preaching-house, to as many as it would well contain, on Isaiah lv. 5, 6. To-day I read upon the road a very agreeable book, Mr. Dobb's "Universal History." It gave me a clearer view of ancient times than ever I had before ; but I still doubt of many famous incidents, which have passed current for many ages. To instance in one: I cannot believe there was ever such a nation as the Amazons in the world. Aug. 1787. JOURNAL. 389 The whole affair of the Argonauts I judge to be equally fabulous; as Mr.

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11. We went on board the Queen, a small sloop, and sailed eight or nine leagues with a tolerable wind. But it then grew foul, and blew a storm; so that we were all glad to put in at Yarmouth harbour. About six Dr. Coke preached in the market-house, to a quiet and tolerably attentive congregation. The storm continuing, at eight in the morning, Sunday, 12, I preached to a much larger congregation. I had uncommon liberty of speech, and I believe some of them felt that God was there. At eleven we went to church. There was a tolerable congregation, and all remarkably well-behaved. The Minister read Prayers very seriously, and preached on, "Blessed are the poor in spirit." At four I preached again, on Luke xix. 42, (part of the Second Lesson in the morning,) "If thou hadst known, even thou," c. The market-house was now more than filled ; and not a few seemed to hear as for life. In the evening Dr. Coke preached again. We have now delivered our own souls at Yarmouth, and trust God will suffer us to go on to Guernsey. We set out from Yarmouth with a fair wind ; but it soon turned against us, and blew so hard that in the afternoon we were glad to put in at Swanage. I found we had still a little 392 BEv. J. WESLEY's Aug. 1787. society here. I had not seen them for thirteen years, and had no thought of seeing them now; but God does all things well. In the evening I preached in the Presbyterian meeting-house, not often, I believe, so well filled; and afterwards passed half an hour very agreeably with the Minister, in the parsonage-house, which he rents; a neat retired house, with a delightful garden. Thence we adjourned to the house of our old brother Collins, and between eight and nine went on board. Sailing on, with a fair wind, we fully expected to reach Guernsey in the afternoon; but the wind turning contrary, and blowing hard, we found it would be impossible. We then judged it best to put in at the Isle of Alderney; but we were very near being shipwrecked in the bay. When we were in the middle of the rocks, with the sea rippling all round us, the wind totally failed.

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When we were in the middle of the rocks, with the sea rippling all round us, the wind totally failed. Had this continued, we must have struck upon one or other of the rocks: So we went to prayer, and the wind sprung up instantly. About sunset we landed; and, though we had five beds in the same room, slept in peace. About eight I went down to a convenient spot on the beach, and began giving out a hymn. A won an and two little children joined us immediately. Before the hymn was ended, we had a tolerable congregation; all of whom behaved well: Part, indeed, continued at forty or fifty yards' distance; but they were all quiet and attentive. It happened (to speak in the vulgar phrase) that three or four who sailed with us from England, a gentleman with his wife and sister, were near relations of the Governor. He came to us this morning, and, when I went into the room, behaved with the utmost courtesy. This little circumstance may remove prejudice, and make a more open way for the Gospel. Soon after we set sail, and, after a very pleasant passage, through little islands on either hand, we came to the venerable Castle, standing on arock, about a quarter of amile from Guern sey. The isle itself makes a beautiful appearance, spreading as a crescent to the right and left; about seven miles long, and five broad; part high land, and part low. The town itself is boldly situated, rising higher and higher from the water. The first thing I observed in it was, very narrow streets, and exceed ing high houses. But we quickly went on to Mr. De Jersey's, hardly a mile from the town. Here I found a most cordial welcome, both from the master of the house, and all his family. Aug. 1787. JöUlo, NAL. 393 I preached at seven in a large room, to as deeply serious a congregation as I ever saw, on, "Jesus Christ, of God made unto us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." I had a very serious congregation at five, in a large room of Mr. De Jersey's house.

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De Jersey's house. His gardens and orchards are of a vast extent, and wonderfully pleasant; and I know no Nobleman in Great Britain that has such variety of the most excellent fruit; which he is every year increasing, either from France, or other parts of the Continent. What quantity of fruit he has, you may conjecture from one sort only:-This summer he gathered fifty pounds of strawberries daily, for six weeks together. In the evening I preached at the other end of the town, in our own preaching-house. So many people squeezedin, (though not near all who came,) that it was as hot as a stove. But this none seemed to regard; for the word of God was sharper than a two-edged sword. I waited upon the Governor, and spent half an hour very agreeably. In the afternoon we took a walk upon the pier, the largest and finest I ever saw. The town is swiftly increasing; new houses starting up on every side. In the evening I did not attempt to go into the House, but stood near it, in the yard surrounded with tall, shady trees, and proclaimed to a large congregation, "God is a Spirit; and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." I believe many were cut to the heart this hour, and some not a little comforted. Dr. Coke and I dined at the Governor's. I was well pleased to find other company. We conversed seriously, for upwards of an hour, with a sensible, well-bred, agreeable man. In the evening I preached to the largest congregation I have seen here, on Jer. viii. 22; and they were all attention. Surely God will have a people in this place. Joseph Bradford preached at six in the morning, at Mont-Plaisir les Terres, to a numerous congregation. I preached at half an hour past eight, and the House contained the congregation. At ten I went to the French church, where there was a large and well-behaved congregation. At five we had the largest congregation of all; of whom I took a solemn and affectionate leave, as it is probable I may not see them any more till we meet in Abraham's bosom. 394. REv. J. Wesley's Aug. 1787. Mon.

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1787. JOURNAL. 399 were therebefore: But it was all one; my voice was strengthened accordingly, so that every one could hear distinctly. I had a large congregation at five, and a peculiar blessing. Thence I went to Mr. Mill's, the Rector of Kenwyn, half a mile from Truro; a house fit for a Nobleman; and the most beautifully situated of any I have seen in the county. At moon I preached in the preaching-house at Truro. It was well filled with deeply attentive hearers. Thence we went on through a swiftly improving country to St. Austle; and preached in the new House, though not quite finished, to a crowded audience, who seemed all sensible that God was there. The old House was well filled at five in the morning, Tuesday, 11. I did not design to preach at Liskeard, but finding a few people gathered together, I gave them a short discourse; and then went on to Torpoint, where several of our brethren from the Dock were waiting for us; so we crossed over without loss of time, to an earnest affectionate people. The House would ill contain the congregation in the evening, and a joyful meeting it was. We went over to Mount Edgecomb, and walked through all the improvements. The situation is fine indeed. The lofty hill, nearly surrounded by the sea, and sufficiently adorned with trees, but not crowded, is uncommonly pleasant; but it did not strike me like Lord Harcourt's seat at Newnham. And are all these things to be burned up? At noon I preached at Plymouth. The House was crowded enough, and a solemn awe sat on all the people; as likewise in the evening at Plymouth Dock. There is an excellent spirit in this people; and such general peace and unanimity as never was before. We set out early, and dined at Exeter. In the evening we had a crowded congregation, that drank in every word. This society likewise increases both in number and strength. Friday, 14. We took the mail-coach, and in the afternoon came to Bath. Considering the uncertain notice which had been given, we had a larger congregation than was expected; and many found it a comfortable season, particularly those that were in heaviness. -With the assistance of two of my friends, I answered abundance of letters.

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Hick's, at Wrestlingworth, through such roads as no chaise could pass: So we had the pleasure of riding in a farmer's cart. It was such a motion as I never felt before : But, to make amends, the church was so filled as I never had seen it; and I was enabled to speak with unusual plainness. Surely some received the truth in the love thereof Thur. November 1. I gave a fair reading to Dr. Gerard's "Essay on Taste." I should have wondered, but that I had read his "Plan of Education;" wherein he advises to read Logic last. Such an advice could never have been given but by one that knew nothing about it. Indeed, he has hardly a clear idea of anything. Hence it was natural for him to produce this strange performance, wherein he talks prettily, but quite wide of the mark, stumbling at first setting out; for genius is no more invention, than it is sense or memory. -I set out early, and about noon preached at Barnet, to a small, serious congregation. I then went on to London. -I had a long conversation with Mr. Clulow, on that execrable Act, called the Conventicle Act. After consulting the Act of Toleration, with that of the fourteenth of Queen Anne, we were both clearly convinced, that it was the safest way to license all our chapels, and all our Travelling Preachers, not as Dissenters, but simply "Preachers of the Gospel;" and that no Justice, or Bench of Justices, has any authority to refuse licensing either the House or the Preachers. 404 REv. J. WESLEY's Nov. 1787. The congregation at the new chapel was far larger than usual; and the number of communicants was so great, that I was obliged to consecrate thrice. Monday, 5. In my way to Dorking, I read Mr. Duff's "Essay on Genius." It is, beyond all comparison, deeper and more judicious than Dr. G.'s Essay on that subject. If the Doctor had seen it, (which one can hardly doubt,) it is a wonder he would publish his Essay. Yet I cannot approve of his method. Why does he not first define his term, that we may know what he is talking about? I doubt, because his own idea of it was not clear; for genius is not imagination, any more than it is invention.

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I doubt, because his own idea of it was not clear; for genius is not imagination, any more than it is invention. If we mean by it a quality of the soul, it is, in its widest acceptation, an extraor dinary capacity, either for some particular art or science, or for all; for whatever may be undertaken. So Euclid had a genius for mathematics; Tully, for oratory: Aristotle and Lord Bacon had an universal genius, applicable to everything. The congregation was, as usual, large and serious. But there is no increase in the society. So that we have profited nothing by having our service in the church-hours, which some imagined would have done wonders. I do not know that it has done more good anywhere in England; in Scotland I believe it has. I preached about noon at Mitcham. We preached here many years ago for some time; but despairing of doing any good there, totally left the place. A year or two ago a spark fell upon it, which is now kindled into a flame. So that the work of God is more lively here, than in any society near London. I found more life than I expected, in the evening, among the poor people at Wandsworth, who have been long swallowed up in the cares of this world. But as they have a little more business, so they have more ease for their souls; and seem determined to recover the ground they had lost. A friend offering to bear my expenses, I set out in the evening, and on Saturday, 10, dined at Nottingham. The preaching-house (one of the most elegant in England) was pretty well filled in the evening. Sunday, 11. At ten we had a lovely congregation; and a very numerous one in the afternoon. But, I believe, the House would hardly contain one half of those that came to it. I preached a charity sermon for the Infirmary, which was the design of my coming. This is not a County Infirmary, but is open to all England; Dec. 1787.J JOURNAL. 405 yea, to all the world; and everything about it is so meat, so convenient, and so well ordered, that I have seen none like it in the three kingdoms. Monday, 12. In the afternoon we took coach again, and on Tuesday returned to London. Thur.

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-I returned to London, and again considered what was to be done in our present temporal circumstances. After much consultation, they desired me, 1. To appoint a few of our brethren to divide the town between them, and desire our brethren that were able to assist in this exigence: 2. That a collection should be made in all our preaching-houses for the same purpose. Above three hundred pounds were raised by these means, whereby the whole difficulty was removed. -I went down at half-hour past five, but found no Preacher in the chapel, though we had three or four in the house : So I preached myself. Afterwards, inquiring why none of my family attended the morning preaching, they said, it was because they sat up too late. I resolved to put a stop to this; and therefore ordered, that, 1. Every one under my roof should go to bed at nine; that, 2. Every one might attend the morning preaching: And so they have done ever since. -I was desired to see the celebrated wax-work at the Museum in Spring-Gardens: It exhibits most of the crowned heads in Europe, and shows their characters in their countenance. Sense and majesty appear in the King of Spain; dulness and sottishness in the King of France; infernal subtlety in the late King of Prussia; (as well as in the skeleton Voltaire;) calmness and humanity in the Emperor, and King of Portugal; exquisite stupidity in the Prince of Orange; and amazing coarseness, with everything that is unamiable, in the Czarina. In the evening I preached at Peckham to a more awakened congregation than ever I observed there before. −I preached in the evening at Miss Teulon's, in Highgate. I never saw such a congregation there before. Will there then be good done here at last? Well; nothing is too hard for God After preaching at Spitalfields, I hastened to St. John's, Clerkenwell, and preached a charity sermon for the Finsbury Dispensary; as I would gladly countenance every institution of the kind. I retired to Newington, and hid myself for almost three days. Friday, 21. The Committee proposed to me, l. That families of men and women should sit together March, 1788. JOURNAL. 407 in both chapels: 2.

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in both chapels: 2. That every one who took a pew should have it as his own: Thus overthrowing, at one blow, the discipline which I have been establishing for fifty years I yielded to the importunity of a painter, and sat an hour and a half, in all, for my picture. I think it was the best that ever was taken; but what is the picture of a man above fourscore ? We had another meeting of the Committee; who after a calm and loving consultation, judged it best, 1. That the men and women should sit separate still ; and, 2. That none should claim any pew as his own, either in the new chapel, or in West-Street. N.B. A part of Mr. Wesley's Journal which should come in here, is lost or mislaid, and cannot be found. FEBRUARY 25, 1788. I took a solemn leave of the congre gation at West-Street, by applying once more what I had enforced fifty years before, "By grace are ye saved, through faith." At the following meeting the presence of God, in a marvellous manner, filled the place. The next evening we had a very numerous congregation at the new chapel, to which I declared the whole counsel of God. I seemed now to have finished my work in London. If I see it again, well; if not, I pray God to raise up others, that will be more faithful and more successful in his work I set out in the mail-coach, and the next morning came to Bath. Here I found a pleasing prospect: The congregations are larger than ever. The society is, at length, at unity in itself; and, consequently, increases both in grace and number. Sat. MARCH 1.-(Being Leap-year.) I considered, What difference do I find by an increase of years? I find, 1. Less activity; I walk slower, particularly up-hill: 2. My memory is not so quick: 3. I cannot read so well by candle-light. But I bless God, that all my other powers of body and mind remain just as they were. -I preached at eleven, at half an hour past two, and at half-hour past five. The first congregation was large, and so was the second; but the third was far the largest, filling every corner of the House.

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The first congregation was large, and so was the second; but the third was far the largest, filling every corner of the House. And the power of God seemed to increase with the number of the people; insomuch that in the evening, while I was applying, "To me to live is 408 REv. J. Wesley's March, 1788. Christ, and to die is gain," the glory of the Lord seemed to overshadow the congregation in an uncommon manner: And I trust the impression then made upon rich and poor will not soon wear off. -I went on to Bristol, and having two or three quiet days, finished my sermon upon Conscience. On Tuesday I gave notice of my design to preach on Thursday evening, upon (what is now the general topic) Slavery. In consequence of this, on Thursday, the House from end to end was filled with high and low, rich and poor. I preached on that ancient prophecy, "God shall enlarge Japhet. And he shall dwell in the tents of Shem; and Canaan shall be his servant." About the middle of the discourse, while there was on every side attention still as might, a vehement noise arose, none could tell why, and shot like lightning through the whole congregation. The terror and confusion were inexpressible. You might have imagined it was a city taken by storm. The people rushed upon each other with the utmost violence; the benches were broke in pieces; and nine-tenths of the congregation appeared to be struck with the same panic. In about six minutes the storm ceased, almost as suddenly as it rose; and, all being calm, I went on without the least interruption. It was the strangest incident of the kind I ever remember; and I believe none can account for it, without slopposing some preternatural influence. Satan fought, lest his kingdom should be delivered up. We set Friday apart as a day of fasting and prayer, that God would remember those poor outcasts of men; and (what seems impossible with men, considering the wealth and power of their oppressors) make away for them to escape, and break their chains in sunder. I went over to Kingswood School, and found every thing there in excellent order. Sunday, 9. I preached at the Room, morning and afternoon, (Mr.

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Our chapel not being able to contain one-third of the congregation, they stood at the front of Mr. Myat's house, where they could all hear perfectly; and though the wind was high, and extremely cold, none seemed to regard it. Mr. Myat was mentioning a little circumstance which I think worth relating, for its oddness : He had two cats with kitten at once ; one of which was the mother of the other, and kittened three weeks before her. But she would not suffer one of her kittens to suck at all, till it was almost starved. The younger cat seeing this, took the kitten and suckled it till she kittened herself; and afterwards suckled it with her own kittens. Who can account for this 2 Tues. APRIL 1. We went on to Burslem, where the work of God still prospers exceedingly. Sinners men, women, and children are still convinced and converted to God every day; and there are exceeding few that draw back, as they are much united in affection, and watch over each other in love. In the evening, before the time of preaching came, the preaching-house was more than filled. Finding it could not contain one half of the people, I ordered a table to be placed in the yard; where they stood very patiently, though the wind was very high and very cold. Afterwards I spent a comfortable hour with the society, who completely filled the House. -This morning I finished Mr. Weston's ingenious "Dissertations on the Wonders of Antiquity;" particularly the Darkness at our Lord's death, and the Pool of Bethesda. And I quite agree with him, that the chief reason why these 412 REv. J. wesley's April, 1788. and many other miracles were not even mentioned by the heathen Historians is, their utter contempt of the Chris tians, and their being so accustomed to the "lying wonders" which were so common in the heathen world; whence they naturally supposed all the Christian miracles to be of the same sort. In the evening I preached to a crowded congregation at Newcastle; and God was in the midst of them. Thursday, 3. I crossed over to Leek, where for many years we seemed to be ploughing upon the sand; but, at length, the fruit appears.

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I explained and enforced the words of St. James, "Seest thou how faith wrought with his works, and by works was faith made perfect?" I did not hear that any were offended; for the bulk of these are an understanding people. -I took a view of the public library, preferable to most in England. It is annexed to the Blue-Coat School, wherein fourscore children are provided with all things; and all by the munificence of one man, who expressly forbade any one to add thereto. Mr. Simpson assisting, we dealt very well with a crowded congregation. I suppose we had about a thousand communicants; and surely God was among them: And so He was in the evening, while I applied, "Thou shalt have no other gods before me." ,-At noon I preached at Northwich, to such a congregation as scarce ever was seen there before; and had a good hope that, after all the storms, good will be done here also. In the evening I preached to the affectionate congregation at Chester, who want nothing but more life and fire. Tuesday, 15. I was desired to preach upon the Trinity. The chapel was sufficiently crowded; and surely God answered for himself to all candid hearers.- I preached about eleven at Warrington, (a cold, uncomfortable place,) and in the evening at Liverpool. The House was extremely crowded, and I found great liberty of spirit; but still more the next evening, while I was opening and applying the parable of the Sower. How much seed has been sown in this town' And, blessed be God, all is not lost. Some has brought forth thirty, some sixty, and some a hundred fold. -Notice having been given at Wigan of my preach ing a sermon for the Sunday-schools, the people flocked from all quarters in such a manner as never was seen before. I spoke with all possible plainness on,